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God Bless America
  God Bless America !MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend
I Was Here? & Remember How?
I was building power line South of Pueblo, CO! In the middle of nowhere, not knowing, unsure! 5 men drove to town so we could get more information! 5 men with teared silence drove back to the job! Lost, angry, daZed, confused we complete our work! In honor of, in hope of, for the love of those fallen and those who continued working, they had a job to do! God bless the USA!! FuSalute I honor those who died......lived..... by Remembering....Everyday!! xxxXXX GTRplayerz Rok Ur Sokz Off!! XXXxxx
How I See Myself As A Person
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a
Nfl Picks Of The Week!
     Hey everyone!  King Jeremy here again with my Week 8 NFL predictions...............        Indianapolis @ Tennessee:  Tennessee        New Orleans @ St. Louis:  New Orleans        Miami @ N.Y. Giants:  N.Y. Giants        Minnesota @ Carolina:  Carolina        Arizona @ Baltimore:  Baltimore        Jacksonville @ Houston:  Houston        Washington @ Buffalo:  Buffalo        Detroit @ Denver:  Detroit        New England @ Pittsburgh:  New England        Cleveland @ San Francisco:  San Francisco        Cincinnati @ Seattle:  Cincinnati        Dallas @ Philadelphia:  Dallas        (ESPN Monday Night Football)        San Diego @ Kansas City:  San Diego      Hey everybody, it's King Jeremy again with my Week 2 NFL predictions!  Let's hope I do better this week than I did with Week 1 lol.  With that said, here's my Week 2 picks to win:   Oakland @ Buffalo: Buffalo   Kansas City @ Detroit:  Detroit   Baltimore @ Tennessee:  Baltimore   Cleveland @ In
In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve
Never Forget 9/11
‎10 Years ago this Sunday our nation seen a horrible day the worst since Pearl Harbor . 2,977 souls were lost at the World Trade Center ,The Pentagon and Heroes from Flight 93 . every year since then we morn the lost and with that number it grows as well because of our brave men and women of our Armed forces who seen a wrong and fought to make it right. in this past year we lost Seal Team 6 the team that got the mad man behind it all. so this Sunday i ask to make your status of thoughts and prayers for all the victims and their family's because no matter we are all victims of 9/11 . Thank You and god bless
My Stuff
She had been home from the hospital for 2 weeks....but something was wrong. She couldn't wake up. Not fully anyway. She had to pee and in her half asleep fog, she tried to make it to the bathroom, but fell. I rushed to her and helped her get up and to the toilet. "WTF?" i was thinking...."she had been doing okay. What the fuck is going on?" For 2 days I'd been doing this. Sleepless nights, trying to go to work, but too afraid to leave her alone. "Okay" i thought too myself, "that's it." I called an ambulance, they came and got her & i followed. Once she was in the ER, her doctor, who just happened to be there, gave her a shot of something & within 15 minutes, my Tracey was back, wondering what the hell happened. I remember feeling relived...hugs & kisses were abound. Her doctor comes in and tells her: "If you go back home, you ll die there." She was admitted. The next week goes by, im dividing my time between work and the hospital, endless nights are many...life becomes a blur. We get
My Poetry
These wounds keep on hurting these hearts keep on hurting trying to mend what is broken tearing every mend       time ceases progression further back we go the past just returning     What could of happened? Will we ever know?     So much we have tried  now every chance is fried    
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This Is Me.
Thanks 4 All The Drinks... I Still Don't Kno What Im Doing Yet But When I Get It Down I Got Everbody That Sent Me Drinks... ... ...
Remembering 9/11- The 10th Anniversary
Everybody with a little age on them remembers September 11, 2001. It is etched in our memories and should be forever. It is a part of our history like the day the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor or the day Oswald shot JFK. You will always be able to remember what you were doing when you first heard the news.   I remember 9/11 very well. It started like any other day. Then I heard the news of a plane hitting one of the Twin Towers. I turned on the television. I watched the smoke rolling from the top of the building and was dumb-struck as I saw a second plane hit the other building, the explosion going through out the majestic giant. I realized that, while the first collision may have been an accident, the second could only be an attack. I thought of the people trapped in the upper stories of those buildings. I remember seeing the brave men and women of the NYPD and FDNY running toward the buildings, even as everyone else was running away from them. I felt a deep loss as the buildings f
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Five Expressions Of Love....
Expressions of love: They can make or break relationships. How do we know we're expressing love? One way I have found that makes sense is the five love languages. They are each specific, and can be very deep in meaning, depending on which language is spoken. Words of Affirmation ~ Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Quality Time ~ In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like giving your full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the
Woooow...
I was choppin' it up with this young cat Mario at work today. Mario is a cool young mexican cat that I work with. He's always asking me to freestyle for him and listen to him rap. So today, I freestyled for him about whatever was going on at work and he did the same. After going back and forth in a lil cypher, he looked at me and asked me, "Why do you rhyme???" He said, "I mean, you're probably never gonna get signed. You're never gonna get famous. Even though you're probably one of the best freestylers out, the world will probably never know your name or that you are as good as you are." Without even thinking about it, I smiled at him and replied, "You do!!!" One morning, after high tide had rolled back out to sea, a man walked along the beach. As he walked he looked down and saw all the starfish left behind by the tide that lie dying in the sunlight. In the distance, he saw a young girl, walking and throwing starfish back out into the surf one by one. As they approached each other he
For Fun
Took Like 5 Minutes
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small
My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.
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Hot Boys
want to learn more about myself of course you do all the young boys are hot but the one that i want is for my sister carla is a boy that dresses like a hot boy with those hats and baggie pants and he's born in sanbernardino
And Then?
Fuck your personal opinion when you are single too. Fuck your mental thinking when you need medication too. Fuck your other relationships, everyone is to blame. Fuck your friends that are my friends too. You lied to them and made them believe you! BUT I am the ONLY one that knows you!  Fuck your true colors, they are black and stone. Fuck your real name. Your drinking problem, Your hate for people when you dont care about your self. Fuck the idea of me ever coming back. Fuck the idea that I was even there. Fuck the idea of fucking you when the only thing you did was make me a toy, your puppet..your queen for the day. So yeah..Fuck you! 
Whatever It Takes
Whatever It Takes
When your world, crashes and burns. And you feel, you have nowhere to turn. Out of nowhere, comes something bright. You see the beauty, follow the light. Let it surround you, soak it all in. Feel it's beauty, within. Remember the laughter, the smiles and dreams. No matter how hopeless, everything seems. Let those memories, be your guide. To bringing that spark, back to life. Don't fall into darkness, grief and despair. Remember the days, when they were there. Remember the words, so soft and sweet. The looks and promises, we didn't sometimes keep. The thought behind them, is what matters the most. Remember those times, when they were close. Regardless of where, you may be now. There was a time, they reached you somehow. Let that real spark, shine bright and true. Whatever it takes, to be the real you.
Fubar Ignorance
So I have decided that it was time to post a blog about all the jackass men on here that come to my page. It is all over my page and in my name that I am married. Yet ignorant men come to my SB and ask me disrespectful stuff like this constantly.  Do have panties on? Do you shave or trim your pussy?   These men are the reason we that respect ourselves must stand up and not tolerate it. Until next time it happens have fun and respect us women...
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Adult Dating
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Been 4ever!!!!
OMG IT'S BEEN 4EVER SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE!! LIKE YEARS!!!! I MISSED MY FRIENDS!!!! I AM SINGLE AGAIN!!!! IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME HIT ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!
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Grow Up Or Die....
                          I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.   I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul.  I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.  I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where you do not exist, nor I,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.                                                Thinking of you                                                         Tom   The universe is expanding as I write this. At some point the universe will collapse in on itself, then expand again. When the universe expands again everything as we kn
For My Biker Friends And Those That Are Naive
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing santa in the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out of the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn't see me when I took time off of work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves tothose that had none.   I saw you lo
My Recipes
Marijuana Cookies   Green Chocolate Chip Cookies   1. Melt 1lb butter or margarine in double boiler, add 1/2 to 1 oz ground marijuana leaf or 2 – 6 grams of seedless flower and cook covered on low heat for 20 mins (be careful not to burn mixture) 2. Pour the marijuana butter mixture into a large bowl. Add 1 cup white sugar and mix well with an electric mixer. 3. Add 1lb brown sugar and mix well. 4. Beat 5 eggs well and mix into sugar mixture and mix thoroughly, 5. Sift 3 1/2 cups of flour, 2 tsp of baking powder and 1 tsp salt together, then add to egg/sugar mixture and mix with a large spoon by hand until well blended, 6. Blend in 2 12-oz packages of chocolate chips. Mixture will be thick. 7. Bake in oven pre-heated to 375 degrees for 10-12 mins.
Rememberence
As a solider is on his way home from the fight for peace and love to all he has before his vision  of the sweetest of passions fall before his eyes on his way back home does he find the day or moment where he opens his eyes only to see the purest of angels on a day that has the sweetest temptations and passions of the smallest sins of being on a balcony of true love with the sweetest of strawberries or fruit on the clearest summer day with the most beautiful breeze he has ever felt for she is there with him on that balcony just for to share a single moment and be truly at peace with just that moment if that shall be all she shares with him for he has held so much pain in his heart as she has for they no not of the reasons as of yet until she says no words and allows him only to just look into her eyes to journey to her heart and see what truly exists in her heart of which he never has seen such beauty at that very moment when he opens his eyes that were bleeding and blind for all he wa
Tricky Mind!
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Oh Just Feelings
I REALLY.. NEVER RELIZED HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE THE MAN AND HAVE THE THINGS I HAVE IN LIFE TILL I STEP BACK AND LOOK AT WHERE I USED TO BE AND I AM REALLY.. BLESSED TO HAVE THE MAN IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE.. HE HAS MADE ME SEE ALOT OF THINGS AND MADE ME SEE THINGS DIFF.. LIKE I SHOULD.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND LIFE WITHOUT HIM I NEVER WANT TO THANK OF.. I LOVE YOU BABY.. WITH ALL MY HEAT AND SOUL.. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING BABY.. ALWAYS.AND FOREVER
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Where I Am Right Now
Anyone can tell you, you're beautiful, and boost your ego. It's funny how total strangers can spell out in detail exactly what they would like to do to you, knowing there is a screen separating the two of you. But, when there is real emotion involved that goes beyond the screen, that you can feel regardless if you are online or not, that's when it matters. It gets you thinking, and wondering, making plans, making changes. Then it comes to a stand still, and you try to reach out, hang onto their every word, while wondering what happened. It sometimes causes you to react in certain ways you wouldn't normally, just desiring their attention and love like it was before. I don't know which is worse, my actions, or constantly questioning what made that change.I felt something was different, and I was hurting, and didn't understand why that was. I have NEVER had anyone effect me the way this person did, and it hurts too bad to even try to describe. My heart feels like someone has ripped it out
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Just Another Face
You're beautiful he said, amazing and pure. Knowing that wasn't me, for sure. I am well aware, of what I have always been. Although, I felt like so much more with him. Something worth having, priceless in-fact. And now those bright colors, have faded to black. I don't know how to deal, can't handle it at all. Knowing his opinion of me, is now so small. He is the one, that made it worth while. He brought a whole new meaning, to my smile. I didn't have to fake it, for once it was real. I never knew it was possible, for me to feel. Like a shining star, something unique. Now, I'm just another face. the wound is too deep. The one in my heart, cuts to the bone. This pain has knocked me, off of my thrown. For, I am nothing, once more. Just another face, behind a locked door.
Random Thoughts
Sometimes I wish you could open up and love me, the way I need to be.. maybe one day                 Sometimes I wonder if you could ever love me, and feel the way about me that I do you What would it take? What would I have to do? I know when we met, things went rather fast, things progressed quickly and I let myself fall Then things happened, beyond our control, and you had to go I ache to be in your arms, to hear your thoughts, to feel your lips pressed against mine just one more time ... but maybe one day I wish it  could be us, I wish we could find a way to be together and makes things work. But there is a time and place and neither of us have reached that yet, maybe just maybe we can be together again Maybe just maybe you will find the love for me that you are needing, and maybe just maybe.... We can do all the things we dreamed about, talked about, and planned when we were together...... Maybe just maybe.....
Pride
Pride grabs ahold of you, holding you back. Feels like your heart, is under attack. So you push it away, toss it to the side. Although, a part of you has died. That other half of your soul, the half that made you stand out. Is gone now, causing your fire to burn out. That spark they brought back, the one you never knew you had. Is nothing but a dull light, leaving you empty and sad. You can feel what they do. They fight to keep you out. The pain the hurt, tears and doubt. Pride is a good thing, in any other case. But it is also, responsible for the tears on my face.
That's All That Matters
When someone you hold dear to you, takes it upon themselves to opening talk about you to other people, it hurts worse than I could ever describe. They say they love you, but there again, you get hit by comment made to other people that really make you question that. One person can really send your world crashing down around you. Come to me, talk to me, but no, they choose to go to other people and talk about me instead. Which is fine, but it does make it hard, especially when it's in front of your face, spelt out in black and white. I am NOT perfect....FAR from it...I don;t deny that...have NEVER denied that....my actions were inexcusable....and losing them hurts bad enough without having it rubbed in my face...that's okay tho..Imma big girl..I can suck it up....I've def...been through worse....They say get it out..say you're sorry...I am here for you....but they really mean...is here..let me knock you down a few more notches...make you feel just a little lower...they don't love me....
Just Blogging
Some people just take this fu shit wayyyyyyy too serious. I am on here for entertainment and nothing more. I mean what will happen will happen. BUT when people trip out cause ur now fu engaged, or wehn people get bent out of shape cause your not on as much as you once were... THAT IS RIDICULOUS! I am a real person, and I have a real life. Although I do appareciate my friends and fam on fu, there is only so much time I can spend on here. I work, school, and am a single mother to one wild 16 month old boy... I am lucky to find time to get on at all. If this is a problem for ya, DELETE ME!    Feelings.... They are fucking scary. I have not had too many in a LONG LONG time. I have some now... They petrify me. I am so glad they are there. Yet sooooo sooo scared. I guess I am kind of used to the bad crap always happening to me. I am doing all that I can to be positive because somehow... I actually trust this. For once. I have never wanted for something or trusted in somet
Please Vote For My Band Produkt... Last Day To Vote!
Please vote and help get PRODUKT into the top 20... right now we're in 25th place! Voting ends today! =] Here's the link: http://www.indabamusic.com/opportunities/janes-addiction-remix-opportunity/submissions/72454
I'm A Fustalker?
So, I've never blogged before, but this is hilarious. I know fubar has it's share of complete fucking idiots, but this one might take the cake.  DJscdaddyo...: you need to back off lacy. period. she's my girl. nuff said8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: um.....what did i say to her?8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: i wasn't hitting on her at all8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: all i'm gonna say is keep making bogus profs to harass her and you'll be looking at criminal charges asshole8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: period8:59pmTo DJscdaddyo...: DUDE, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER HER, BECAUSE I NEVER DID BEFORE9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: ya well she's already reported your ass to fubar, and if you continue then you will face legal concequences..........and remember fubar logs ips for everyone that signs in9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: so back off9:00pmreplyDJscdaddyo...: period9:00pmTo DJscdaddyo...: dude....i swear to god man, i didn't do shit to her. wtf are you talking about? what is she telling you?9:01pmTo DJscdaddyo...: chill the fuck out. i'm not
Share V.s. Promoting Button In A Nsfw Lounge
SHARE BUTTON v. PROMOTE BUTTON http://fubar.com/share-button-v-promote-button/b336965-1133261 IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE ARE UP IN ARMS ABOUT THE WHOLE SHARE AND PROMOTE BUTTONS. THESE BUTTONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT. BUT YET PEOPLE STILL THINK THEY ARE THE SAME. IT IS SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE SHARE BUTTONS IN A NSFW LOUNGE AND IT IS AGAINST THE TOS OF FUBAR.COM WHICH IS TOTALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE PROMOTE BUTTON IN A NSFW LOUNGE. THE PROMOTE BUTTON IS THE BEER MUG THAT YOU SEE IN YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU FIRST CREATE YOUR LOUNGE.  YOU CAN CHANGE THE BEER MUG TO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG IT FALLS INTO THE GUIDE LINES OF FUBAR.COM. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT THESE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE BUTTONS: THE PICTURES OF THESE NEXT FOUR BUTTONS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE THESE FOUR BUTTONS ARE ASSOCIATED WITH UNDERAGE PEOPLE, WHICH FUBAR.COM ONLY ALLOWS PEOPLE 18YRS AND OLDER: THE NEXT PICTURE IF OF THE
Time Warp
  So that fancy packing up there is a Kush Cake.. If none of you have tasted one of these before then this is the guide of my random-ness-ity.   Where I work I get all new product line, cycling in and out and have the honor to be able to try this crap. This weird looking treat is a " relaxation brownie " which is suppose to have the same effect as weed for 2.99 plus tax. 100% Legal.   I decided to try this psychedelic brownie with my co worker and lets just say they work in mysterious ways. At first we were giggly maybe because we thought we were daring and that we would get high off of nothing. Then you start feeling reallllllyyyy relaxed as if time is stopping. Now this is just my view on it, so if others have opinions by all means. We laughed for a few and got really goofy, and didnt know why.   Anyways to end this story of nothing, we eventually read the label and the brownie contains Melatonin which is a drug used usually to cure insomnia or just a regular sleepy dru
Emma Readings
Life   The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time. I need a man with a gentle smileI want a man who's sweet and kindI long for a man who's serious enoughTo discuss with me what life is aboutThe size of his biceps don't really matterNor the color and
Onlinesteve's Blog
I guess I am sort of in recovery of sorts. I don't drink that much anymore, partying sort of lost the fun back in the 80's I guess. I still like to catch a good college football game on a bigscreen tv with a cold brew, but it isn't the same thing as partying like a rock star. Of course, the darts are good no matter where they are...just look out when they start to fly!!! Anyhow, this is a great site so far, at least for me. It seems to give me a good alternative to getting ready just to go down to the local bar and spend a few hours. Plus, I can just hit the hay when I get tired without having to worry about driving home:) I have a lot of friends in Chicago and Michigan, but I don't get to get that direction as much any more, so this is a great way to sort of catch up on their lives and maybe share a virtual brew once in a while. I love the idea of sharing pictures once in a while with them. Maybe when i get a Harley I might be able to afford the gas to get there more often:) I sti
Whats Goin On?
what did i do today?  well i was gettin ready to see a hott friend, then i heard  a knock on the door.. my sister answered n i was then informed a women from child protective services was here to investigate me. one of MY EX FRIENDs reported that my  house was filthy and i had the baby locked in the bedroom alone screaming while i did pot! LIES. i was then ordered to take a drug test imediatly. i couldnt pee with the lady starring at my crotch. i cant even go in the store.  they treatid me lke a moron n a criminal. they stared down their noses at me and wer BITCHES. later found out my ex is tryin to get my daughter taken away from me. even tho the state wont let him have her either on account of him bein such a loser. this is a very small part of a very big picture
Love Is Patient
  "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4" Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?Thou art more lovely and more temperate.Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,And summer's lease hath all too short a date.Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,And often is his gold complexion dimmed;And every fair from fair sometime declines,By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed.But thy eternal summer shall not fadeNor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
I Caused My Own Tears
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger they say. Well then I should be, Hercules these days. Because this pain I feel, that I caused myself. Is worse than any, I have ever felt. My parents, nope doesn't compare. Can't miss something, that was never there. The love and loss, I have suffered before. Doesn't come close, to this for sure. For, you were good, loved me strong. It is I, who was in the wrong. It's hard going through my day, without you near. But I understand it, I caused my own tears.
Just So You Know
I'm not looking for pity, just getting this out. Can't deal, and this is the only way I know how. Being in love is not my reward, it's my punishment. I fucked it up, my time to vent. About why, and how bad it hurts. Feeling as if, I'm face down in the dirt. At a dead end, not knowing what to do. I'm probably, looking like a fool to you. But that matters not, not important to me. I deserve worse, most likely. Without you, I feel so lost. My actions, were not worth the cost. So I guess it's time, for me to let you go. I love you the same, just so you know.
My Last Breath
Is there someone, you would lay your life down for? I would give my last breath, for just one more. Try, a shot, I know I fucked up. And saying I'm sorry, simply isn't enough. I was wrong, and I felt you slipping away. I was just trying to hold onto you, in my own way. I did things I'm not proud of, that caused more damage than good. I would change them in a second, if there was anyway I could. But this is me, acknowledging that fact. There isn't anything I wouldn't do, to just have you back. It only takes one look, and the tears start to flow. There's too much emotion involved, it continues to grow. No matter how much I try to convince myself, they are not there. I am reminded they are, with each and every stare. I can't make my hands, not visit your face. They have a mind of their own, visiting your space. One click after another, I can't disguise, the truth. I am very much, still in love with you.
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Knowing It's Near
His opinion meant, everything to me. I was amazed by what his vision, allowed him to see. Me, no flaws, of any kind. Knowing that wasn't the case, in my mind. I have many, I hoped he wouldn't see. But he has, and now, I'm just not me. That spark he brought out, made shine bright. Has died out, nothing colorful in sight. Back to thinking the worse, knowing it is near. Just like it was before, he dried my tears.
Numb
Numb, broken, stabbed in the heart. The ONE that made it whole, has torn it apart. I know what I am, I just never dreamed he'd realize it to. I regret not being, good enough for you.
Who's The Winner?
Seeing you around, hurts by itself. After the level of emotion, we felt. Fighting the urge, to just give in. Fearing the thought, of never having you again. Then pride takes it's place, and won't allow me to slip. My hands won't budge, tightening their grip. A phone call or message, is a sign of weakness I guess. But heartache is a sign of what? Can't figure out this mess. Regardless of who cracks first. Does anyone really win? It doesn't make you weak, to allow love back in.
Waiting
Trees wilted, leaves falling colored brown. No woodland creatures, running around. Just an endless pile, of brown and black. Walking, searching, for the colors to come back. The sky turns to grey, the sun is nowhere in sight. Dark, afraid, not a hint of light. Cold and alone, needing the heat. Nothing but ice, beneath my feet. Walking alone, isn't the best place to be. I'll just wait here, until you find your way back to me.
Blending In
A star lighting up the sky, flickering at night. As if it's got a heartbeat, full of light. The beat slows down, and you wonder why. What could cause this star, to cry? The night fades, and the star disappears. You wait for nightfall, but it isn't here. Where did it go? Why does it's light no longer burn? You anxiously wait, for it's return. Then one night, there it is. Although the shine it once had, does not exist. Sitting there motionless, never shining again. Surrounded by the rest, simply blending in.
Fuck It
the names james and a few thing about me easy going pron to vilences and my kids are my life and thats about all i have to say
Talking In Code
I felt it, before you were even gone. I knew it was coming, the feeling was too strong. You told me, that you spoke in code. I broke it, I read it, it showed. I took the blame, even though it was clear. What really, was going on here. I wasn't the only one, I feel like a fool. Threw myself out there, broke all of my own rules. It is easier to place the blame, on someone else. I didn't do that, it took it all myself. How could I have been wrong, from the start. I didn't think with my mind, I acted with my heart. Every beat was telling me, it was right. Now my tears, keep me up at night.
Things That Piss Me Off!
- liars - breaking promises - saying you are gonna do something and have no intention of doing it - being ignored - men who think that saying, "I'm hard and jacking off" is a pick up line, and worse, that it will actually work! - people who put up a profile picture that is deff not them - people who only put up pictures of themselves from 10 years ago - jealousy - most women - being treated like a possession - guys that think that you have nothing better to do than sit in front of the webcam for their own viewing pleasure - crack whore welfare moms - silence in lounges - my neighbors - the best friend's ex  
Song Stuck In My Head
Casey Anthony Hatred
Published: 15 July, 2011, 22:34 Casey Anthony (C) sits with her attorneys Cheney Mason (L) and Dorothy Clay Sims (AFP Photo / Getty Images)      There could be a downside to looking a little bit too much like Casey Anthony, and an Oklahoma convenience store clerk can vouch that doubling as the doppelganger for the recently acquitted alleged baby killer isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. And, as a result of her remarkable resemblance, Sammay Blackwell of Chouteau, OK can truthfully say that the only thing that is cracked up now is her pickup truck.    Blackwell was working a shift at her shop a few days after the not guilty verdict came through when a suspicious woman walked into her store and eyeballed Blackwell. She says that customer Shireen Nally looked "strange, very suspicious" and, after meandering around the shop, told her that "You look like Casey Anthony.” Just like the trial itself, the story doesn’t end right there where it should. When Bl
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It's Just What I Want.
Urban Dictionary: Heather-Beatiful, creative,smart,spontanious, girl who would be a good catch to bring home to mother. Who is down right sublime.-outgoing,happy,loud,fun,down to earth -an amazing friend and very sympthatic. good listener and gives good advice. you can usually trust them with anything. very sweet girl who is faithful but not innocent. cares very much about the person they love but just doesn't know how to show it. Not a whore but somehow tends to be amazing in bed. really knows how to seduce a guy and turn them on. beautiful face, cute, fun, and bubbly personality with a banging body. knows how to have fun, and is a little bit of a trouble maker!-buy heather mugs, tshirts and magnetsa BEAUTIFUL girl with the most ADORABLE voice that would simply make your day. her CUTE laughter would just leave you with a feeling that you can't describe, like the look of a rose, the smell of the rain, or the feeling of forever. -A sweet charming girl, who is very caring.An extermely go
Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"!  All guys & girls welcome!    Here is what I need by Thursday if u want in: #1. A link 2 a pic of u (SFW but can be sexy if u want) #2. What NFL or NCAA team that is your fav #3. A list of what all u want 2 offer   That's all I need! The auction will start Saturday September 17th & will end on Friday September 23rd! If u need help on what 2 offer just message me!    Thanks, Chris =)
Love.
Love, many people wonder what this is, some dont even get to have it in thier lives. there are a few lucky ones in the world that get to experience it. lucky bastards i have to say. I thought i had it but it just turned out to be fake inside and out.
My Anger
Stupid Shit
Jealousy
Jealousy is my weakness.Jealousy is like a disease that your body is immune to..no matter how hard you try to make it dissapear it's there crawling under your skin,eating away at you destroying all close relationships.You don't mean to do it,but it happens and you think what the hell did I just do?why am I demolishing those that are closest to me?Why do that to someone who is there for you everyday putting up with your bs?All those ridiculous assumptions and accusations,is it really worth it in the end?My answer to that question is no.You will greatly pay for it in the end.Pleasse do not do this to someone you really love and care about if this is something you are currently going through.Save the friendship/relationship while you still can.I have lost someone I truely love to death,in fact out of all my years this person is my real first true love.It eats away at me everyday killing me inside.Wishing I would have listened n stopped it when he was trying,pouring his soul n heart to me
New Way Of Stealing!!
Demons Desires
AI was sitting at the computer playing a game on face book when the phone rang.                 “Hello, hey Katie what’s up?” “Wanted to know if you wanted to go out with some of the girls tonight? We’re going to a new exhibit at the museum.”                 “I don’t know, have to get up early tomorrow for work. What time does this exhibit start?” “Believe it or not the exhibit starts at midnight; it’s a Dark Art Exhibit. The flyer that I picked up says that there will be a lot of dark art, statues, and people who claimed they have seen demons and the devil. Just thought that it might help with your stories, you know give you some inspiration. You were the one who was talking about wanting to write something totally new and different.” Katie was giggling as she spoke.                 “You’re a brat, I don’t care if you are my best friend or not. You knew that there was no way I could say no t
Love And Lust
Each shall have a room, as they are distinctAs love is blind, lust has eyes wide open for its gamesAs love is day, lust is the night at the barAs love speaks the truth, lust can just lay silent looking for the tasty frothLove need not be beautiful but lust makes it a requisiteLove may abstain, but lust cannotBy its nature it thrives in banquetsLove is pure but lust goes to mud in all wild wrestling for what it desiresI can love you without lustBut you may not like it after allI love and lust youAnd in youLove and lust shallHold hands, kiss tight, hiss all the nightLove and lustThe two becoming oneTo both of usSo this union may lastThis communion of souls. 
Don't Understand
I don't think I will ever understand how people can think I'm so many different ethnicities, for exp a guy at the store today approached me and asked if I was Asian? I was like...WHAT? NO, Sir I'm Mexican and then it was like I had said a foul thing cause he quickly shrivaled up his nose and stormed off...WTF, IS UP WITH THAT?!
Just For You...
You may not be… By Craig Wilhelm 9/6/2011   You may not be a super-model, But you’re still beautiful to me.   You may not be a dentist, But I love your smile.   You may not be a doctor or a nurse, But I love how you truly care about people.   You may not be a comedian, But I love how you make me laugh.    You may not be a rock star, But I love your voice.   You may not be a teacher, But I love the things you teach me.   You may not be many things to many people, But I love how you are everything that I need.
Whats Up
As some of you know and most don't I am having major issues in the RL. As of Halloween I will be homeless and have no clue what i am going to do. I thought I had a plan but it didnt work out so I am back to square one screwed. I will try to keep up with everyone as best i can love you all
Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor Tears streaming down my face All I think is how did it end up like this?   No ones home and I wonder, Will they ever find me? I feel so lost and lonely   I hug my knees to my chest, Waiting for the pain to go away And for the tears to stop flowing   I don’t want to be here anymore But there’s no where else to go There is no escape from myself   And there’s no one left to help me There’s no one left at all No one left but me
Just Saying
The Battle Begins......
Boomy Conest
Tonight at 8pm Central I will be holding a random drawing for a boomy. Rules 1. Once there is 30 people in the lounge Social Disorder http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 2. goto http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 and become a member 3. Be there at 8 pm Central time 9 east or 6 west 4. Must be present to win. Be there........
You Didnt See Me
I saw you when you looked at me in my bike gear and hugged your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.   But, you didn't see me, put an extra £10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.   I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other in town.   But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local kids disco.   I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.   But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the disaster relief.   I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by.   But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.   I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.   But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.   I saw you, stare at my long hair.   But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for charity.   I saw you, roll your eyes at my leather jacket and gloves.   But,
The Companies
Hi everyone!!      I know a lot of you have been listening to us here on Fubar.. If you like what you hear, you can buy our Debut Album "Keep Me In Mind" ALL over the world Online.. iTunes, Rhapsody, e-Music, Amazon MP3 etc. You can also request our song "Hold the Reigns" at your local Alternative Station..      Thanks for your support..   The Companies

This Is My World
So I started my own webpage last week, included a blog and am working on eventually turning it into my resume. If you want to check it out:www.williamdburke.com Added some theme stuff and working on it more and more, comments here would be appreciated.  
Lee's Bloody Blog
This is my first ever blog. I was out shopping at the weekend when an arguement took place and it grabbed my attention. A young mum who i'd say was in her late teens was arguing with her mum who i knew, now i knew the daughter's mum and was shocked to hear the language that spilled from the daughter's mouth, so being the sort of geezer i am i went over to calm the situation. I was met with a barrage of abuse from this foul mouthed teen which shocked me rigid i can tell ya my first reaction was to sock her in the jaw but as i've never in my life raised my hand to a woman i walked away seething. The point i'm try to make is in my opinion kids have to much power over their elders and its time for parents to seize the power back. I can remember if i stepped out of line and spoke to my mum and dad in that manner put it this way i wouldn't be typing this now, my old man god rest him was as tough as old boots and had hands on him like shovels and a stare that could make a grown man wet himse
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Wish..

I learned an old saying that went something like this...   If there is ever something you truly love you must set it free it will one day return if it was ment to be but if it don't... then track it down and kill it before it grows for it could have never realy been true at all and there for was never truly meant to be in the first place you see...   May be harsh but it came from a harsh place and time and some how has never left my mind some times i wonder why and at others i know exactly why   because that's the way love goes it lives AND it dies all to often in the blink of an eye.   Walking through the woodsin my Little red riding hoodon my way to your housetip toeing quiet as a mouse carrying with me a basket of goodscheese,crackers,and a bottle of winehot dumplings,spread of thighfor desert an even till of sweet cherry pie tucked under arm a worm,cozy blanketjust for you and I to lay as we sit to enjoya fine dinner ofword and play Now take care and read close
4 Real And With Intent And Purpose!!!
Tired Of Being Ran Over
Tired Of Being Ran Over
Poems
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree, He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me,  enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see   ~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we

This Sucks
OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I FOUND OUT SHE DOES THIS FOR FIRST IT IS ASKING YOU TO BUY HER BP AND STUFF CONSANTLY AND THEN GOES TO BIGGER THINGS LIKE ASKING YOU TO CO-SIGHN ON A VEHICAL AND STUFF. SHE GOES AFTER MILITARY GUYS A LOT AND IF YOU DO END UP IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER SHE WILL IGNORE YOU AND STUFF AND SO SHE CAN TALK TO OTHER GUYS TO GET THE SAME FROM THEM AS WELL. SHE IS A SCAMMER AND UP TO HURT PEOPLE SO IF YOU WANT MORE DETAILS JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL TELL YOU MORE ABOUT IT SO YOU WONT GET STUCK IN HER CIRCLE OF SCAMS.......THANKS EVERYONE i went to thehospital a couple of days ago and yikes they tell me i need my gallbladder removed i am gonna get a second opimion but just hearing it sucks   OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I
New Songs
i don't know why my life always seems so negative like my life it's perminatly a fight and its not right yet i holdmy head up as much as i can but i don't help to be so hard on yourself especially when you got problems with your mental health and whats worse i been cursed since birth with hellishly good looks an people think they can read me  like an open book but they can't which has them shook they all hate cause i'm everything they wanna be yet they can'tsee in my life i don't even wanna be me but i keep struggling day by day play by play cause i wanna prove you all wrongsome day some say that life is but a dream i say life is but a nightmare that in which you should run scared from cause everyday you battle another demon cause like always they be plottin and schemin but they can keep dreaminthat there gonna get my soul cause till they do it's on with the show and on with the flow that gets kept behindclosed doors thats so master crafted and custom fitted to the point where it's t
Taylor
Good morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Quotes,prayers,thoughts
It is not necessary to cry loudly to enable our prayers to reach the Lord. He is not far off. His unseen ears are everywhere. He knows the secrets of every heart and mind, and He can fulfil every desire. He dwells in every heart. He sees everything and knows our secrets feelings. The Lord hears even the footfall of an ant. Even the silent current of his thoughts reaches the other side. Cute Graphics
Huh?
getting fed up... can't seem to post
Delete Yourself
the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide. in the night, the moon so bright the trees slowly sway the first hint of light, a lover heald tight the promise of the day the springtime flowers, the april showers anew year will begin the frozen pond, the leaves have gone all things must have an end do i dare stop,stop, sing and smile and seize the precarious day or be now old cold and bitter and slowly waste away there is a fine line between life and existamce.
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happy happy, joy joy, your my kinky sex toy, fuck me, suck me, make me bleed, kinky sex is all need
Tiffany Lim
i love going to office but why is it so tiring like .. i cant wake up from bed ..   maybe i'm just feelin like i'm no longer excited going to office .. cause i just don't like what i see or the people ..  i'm  talking with ..   i hope to .. enjoy this again ..  
Arizona;meet The Cps Bunker
It seemed a reasonable enough question. A four-month-old baby is found not breathing and near death, according to Chandler police. Baby Josephine suffers 14 broken bones, bruises all over her face and a cigarette burn to her arm. All this, while she is in the custody of a “safety monitor,” a woman entrusted with the infant's care by Child Protective Services. So, as I said, it seemed reasonable to ask why CPS put the baby with this woman and what steps the agency took to ensure the baby would be safe — back before she became a punching bag and an ash tray. Public: Meet bunker. “Your request for public records in this matter is respectfully declined,” wrote Todd Stone, public records request coordinator for the Department of Economic Security, which oversees CPS. To understand how outrageous the DES response is, you have to go back to 2007 when three Tucson children died on CPS's watch. While CPS was busy sweeping the story under its well-worn
My Skype
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You Are Shitting Me Right ?
Test Drive
You came to me like a hard charger, being as blunt and forceful as few have come before. You invited yourself into my little space of the world, almost demanding to know me and my method. Soon you invited yourself into my mind. You said all of those things I'd like to hear, pulling on the desires to know more and learn about a mystery. Your voice was instantly intoxicating, your spirit came through loud and clear. Your laughter was like a brilliant chorus to my imagination, I could hear your smile and your somber. Wonderment and tenderness filled my mind just as you took your leave, building an uncontrolable longing for the next encounter. Time went by and the familiar feeling of uncertainly occured. When shall we speak again I wondered, when will time stand still once more just to hear your breath and sigh? As the clock ticked, day became night, nights became days, I waited. You would return, bringing back moments of edge, moments of dying to hear more, to speak more, to experience m
Mens Health Issues
What are symptoms of low testosterone in men? Men usually first notice signs of low testosterone when life begins to slow down and you perceive a significant drop in your overall energy level, most commonly worse at night than any other time. As testosterone levels drop, more severe symptoms emerge, such as a drop-off in sexual appetite, lagging sexual performance, general malaise as well as a slightly more flaccid erection. In severe cases of very low testosterone, men experience noticeable shrinking in height and the complete loss of the ability to reach a full erection. If you are experiencing any of these symptoms you may want to visit your general care physician or a urology specialist to be sure that testosterone low is truly the cause of your situation. After your doctor rules out any health concerns, there are plenty of testosterone boosters available via naturopathic, homeopathic, as well as conventional medicinal treatments. Once you begin any of your chosen treatment pl
Poetry
Such as lost spirits Joining to the pit of Hell Walking to a life of misery Wander our bruised and naked souls I miss your smile Your pain tears me apart Each minute gets worse And destroy my gipsy soul In my infinite sorrow I envy the condemned to death Who knows the outcome of his fate Henceforth my life is a long agony Majestic azure area You are walking your wavy reflections Your white hair twirling in the wind Your languishing sighs have a relaxing feeling Your great age cannot be revealed But your strength always renewed Carries fishermen, soldiers or merchants How many women have you left in torment? Untamed Queen, your praises are sung By troubadours your stories are narrated Of fearless men, lovers or insolents Whom like me fell in love of your fiery heart
9.2.11
I try to listen and care, and I get screwed. I try to be playful, and I get screwed. I try to support, and I get screwed. I try to give to make others happy, and I get screwed. I'm tired of being screwed.
Years Of....
Years Of... Years of being told you aren't going to amount to nothing. Years of changing homes and schools, Years of drugs and alcohol, Years of being used and abused Years of feeling like you are alone and no one cares, Years of feeling worthless, Years of a child cutting for pure satisfaction, Years of a child cutting to find some control in their life, Years of thinking about ending your life, Years of this results in... A child picking up a razor/knife, A child laying the razor/knife against her/his arm, A child pushing that razor/knife deep into their skin, A child slitting their wrist b/c there is no other way, A lifeless body laying in a puddle of blood, Family and Friends screaming at the top of their lungs, Mom/Dad saying "call 911, we need an ambulance" Mom/Dad putting pressure on the wounds, scared nothing will help, Hearing ambulance sirens in the distance, Watching the ambulance pull up and EMT's jump out the rig, EMT's yelling "give us some room pleas
A Better Understanding Of Aplastic Anemia
Dealing with aplastic anemia on a daily basis, really has it's effects. You say anemia, and people think, no big deal. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. There are certain medications the doctors can prescribe that MAY stimulate your bone marrow in order to produce more blood cells, but once the mmedication stop working.next comes Chemo until you can find a marrow donor. Weekly doctor visits, constantly being told that there is nothing more they can do. Then they talk about stem cell transplant. Which requires a lengthy hospital stay to try and rebuild your bone marrow with stem cells from a donor. The stem cell transplant doesn't come into play until after you have been subjected to radiation and chemo. The objective is to inject the healthy cells directly into your blood stream, and pray they will migrate to your bone marrow, ultimately generating new blood cells. Of course the physicians think that mmedication is the key to everything, and will prescribe you with new
Jerks
It is not very often i get offended or worse pissed off......i deal with stupid pretty much everyday, it is nothing new to me. but recently i have noticed that i send a gift to a few people and i got downrated and blocked. but yet they can say or send whatever they want.  i try to be the nice girl and play along but no more. if u are offended by what i say or do or send please feel free to delete me. but i promise u calling me names will not get u ay closer to being the big shit u think u are. My life was fine before u walked in it and i will survive with u not there. your choice assholes. ( not meant for everyone just the jerks that seem to never know when enough is enough)
Love....
It’s a safe bet that more words about love have been written, spoken and sung than about any other subject. From the basic and true statement about giving love and getting that much or more in return, to the great words about love that comes from the heart, we talk about and think about this subject a lot! We also know that love hurts sometimes. We can be hurt by love that is not returned in kind. We can be hurt by love that is taken for granted. We can be crushed by love when the one we love is taken away. But it is up to us to always remember that love may be the only thing in our universe that is forever. We can’t touch it, we can’t see it, but it is certainly real. We can remind ourselves that there are different kinds of love. We love our children, we love our parents, we love our spouse – but all in slightly different ways. Yet none of the different kinds of love we feel is more important than any other kind. Enjoy these wonderful words on the subject of
Porky
Porky didn't need stitches. We have to give him shots twice a day for 10 days, pain meds for 3 days, and another oral med for I think 5 days.    Most pet birds don't survive cat bites, Porky only has a 25 percent chance of surviving. It's been 1 day so far, and he looks good. He's eating, but he refused the food at the vet's office. He gets fruit blend along with Vita-Mix food. Picky SOB.
We All Have Felt Em
they dedicate lil sections for there lady on their page ..i find it so endearing. How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what o
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Another Beginning, Another Day
                                     Another beginning, another Day   Another beginning, another day Close my eyes until the world Fades away, my mind redeeming Only what others cannot see. Fall Fall Fall into the world. The world of my mind Where the children dance And there is only romance, No cold goodbyes, No lonely cries, Just time, time falling Falling Falling I call to you. Can you hear me? I am far away. I’m painting a picture, a picture Of you. Your eyes envelop my Heart, your sweet voice captures My soul. I imagine myself embracing you I imagine myself falling Falling Falling in love with you. Into the other world The world of my mind. Where all of the sadness of this World, it does not exist. One day as I enter my world, The world of my mind. Hold me tight as I feel myself Falling Falling Falling Forever in love with you by my side.       Jay Williams 4/20/2011
Hurricane Update
Hurricane Irene was apparantly "only" a tropical storm by the time it hit us in Connecticut. Here in southeastern CT, we didn't get too much damage. No damage to my home; just a couple of trees down. Unfortunately, there was quite a bit of damage to the local power and phone lines, and we didn't have phone service until yesterday, and power until earlier today. Thanks to our generator we did have running cold water and enough power to run our fridge. But I don't mind saying that I look forward to having a HOT shower tomorrow! LOL! i will say this. While you would expect it to take a certain amount of time for power to be restored after a hurricane, I have to commend CL&P for their incredible incompetence when it came to having enough workers to help fix all the expected problems from a major storm that we knew was coming for several days. And so with that, I'd like to say that CL&P can suck it! :P Much thanks to all who stopped by to rate and otherwise show love to my page whi
Redheads
Red hair is a woman's game.The harsh truth is, most red-haired men look like blondes who've spoiled from lack of refrigeration. They look like brown-haired men who've been composted out behind the barn. Yet that same pigmentation that on a man can resemble leaf mold or junkyard rust, a woman wears like a tiara of rubies.Not only are female redheads frequently lonely but theirs is a loveliness that suggests both lust and danger, pleasure and violence, and is, therefore, to the male of the species virtually irresistible. Red-Code Red-were the tresses of the original femme fatale.Of course, much of the "fatale" associated with redheads is illusory, a stereotypical projection on the part of sexually neurotic men. Plenty of redheads are as demure as rosebuds and as sweet as strawberry pie. However, the mere fact that they are perceived to be stormy, if not malicious, grants them a certain license and a certain power. It's as if bitchiness is their birthright. By virtue of thei
Drama Queen
am so glad you thinkeverything is about you skank... but what ever as for the road go get tested.... cuz hes got creepys.... but then again you probably gave them to him... besides if that was so damn good you and hi would be together instead of with other ppl but hey you can try to piss me off all you want... but it doesnt really matter to me CUZ I AM A GUY U DUMB FUCKING FAT ASS>>>> MAYBE IF YOUR BRAINS WERE AS BIG AS YOUR ASS YOU WOULDNT BE A FUCKING RETARD ok well u have no respect for urself let alone anyone else. So snort that scumbag.... Every house you have lived in u leave trashed... Cant pay ur bills cuz ur drinking or sniffin ur monet... So the cell phone goes then cable hell u never pay a garbage bill you just toss it all over ur house or in the basement ooo dont forget the garage... And the snake road.... Dirty scambag maybe you should take your own advice... and get over it your damn self.. you have know idea whats going on.. and you can keep thinking that I am a chick bu
Life
Christmas poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE W
Metal Meltdown At The Rickshaw Theatre
Metal Meltdown at The Rickshaw Theatre by Ace Lytem On Saturday Night,August 27 2011, The Rickshaw Theatre was buzzing with metal. It has been quite sometime since I saw a great metal band,on this night we were treated to not one, but four, amazing Vancouver Metal bands. I am not the kind of guy who gets easily impressed, but I must say,on this night, I was extremely impressed.This was one of those shows that just got better and more intense as the night went on.One certainly was not bored.If you thought metal was dead guess again,it has been resurrected and is alive and well in the town of Vancouver and in the province of BC. Snaggletooth,a just newly formed MotorHead tribute band warmed up a small but intimate crowd. The ass kicking started with these guys playing Iron Fist first and then some 30 or 40 minutes later ended with two of my favorite MotorHead songs Ace of Spades and Over Kill. I was never a huge Motorhead fan but I have always loved the raw sou
2nd Or 3rd Shift
Betrayals
Vacation
I'LL BE ON VACATION STARTING NEXT WEEK ,WILL BE ON AND OFF ,SO PLZ COME SHOW THE LOVE TO ME AND MY FAMILY ..... HOPE EVERYBODY HAD A GREAT SUMMER , I'LL BE UP LOADING PIC FROM MY VACATION  AND SHOW HOW MUCH FUN I HAD XOXOXO , MELISSA
Irene Was An Opportunist
The Best Diet Ever!!!
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The Killer
I know that most of you don't care nor will most of you read this or anything. But it means something to me. Long time Detroit Lions Beat writer Tom Killer Kowalski passed away suddenly on Monday. He was only 51. He coverd the Lions for nearly 3 decades. There is a Petition going around.. to get the team to wear a patch in his honor. I'm only asking that you go to it, and click the like button. For me. It would mean a lot to me. Thank you. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Petition-to-Detroit-Lions-to-wear-a-TK-patch-in-honor-of-Tom-Kowalski/154923577926278
Just Can't Anymore
The needle goes in, little blood comes out. My heart's still beating, but I don't see how. Weak, pale, and giving up. This disease can have me, the struggle is to much. I'm not going to try, anymore. It's too hard, it never works, I'm locking the door. Laying down, saying my prayers. Guide her please, let her know I'm there. I tried so hard, but could never get it right. I just don't have it in me, to win one more fight.
The Best Man I Ever Knew
I took you for granted, the best man I ever knew. What I wouldn't give, just to see you. Hear your voice, let your love soak me in. I can't help but remember, way back when. You guided me, protected me, told me I was your pick. The way it made me feel, there's no replacing it. I miss you, I love you, wish you were here. Grandaddy, I need you, to dry my tears.
Dekker
My landlord is on my back about watering the grass. We are on a water ban because it hasn't rained in three months. what do i do ? Water the grass and when i get a ticket send it to them ? What whould you do?
Laying Down My Soul
Infection turning, these cells to black. Red disguises, the horrific attack. Tracks, footprints, left behind. Indented in the system, the mind. Not equipped for war, it's an easy win. No armor at all, blood is to thin. Weak, struggling, laying down my soul. No existence at all, an empty hole.
Oracle
Okay, I normally could care less about leveling but I'd like to become one to use some special abilities.  Any suggestions on how? 
Figure Me Out?...not Possible....
I have a pattern that I can't seem to control. I want to love and be loved in return, but I'm afraid to do so. After so many people, you just have to ask yourself. Maybe it's me? There was my mother, my father, my best friend, my ex abuser, my ex husband...etc...and the blame cannot fall strictly on them. When the people you love the most, the people that you hold dearest to you, cause you so much pain? It is hard to allow yourself to be set up for it once again, and I cannot make myself just let go. Regardless of what I do, that fear always takes over. Like it grabs me from the inside and says, " Not again girly," and causes me to push people away. yet, by doing so. I am really causing myself so much heartache. Letting go, and allowing love in, or just simply giving someone the opportunity to break my heart, couldn't hurt anymore than what I do to myself all the time. It is like my mind and my heart are at war, constantly struggling with each other, neither side giving an inch, tuggi
Never Judge A Book By It's Cover
The people that view me and judge me based on my appearance never seems to amaze me. Most of them couldn't be more wrong. I NEVER judge anyone based solely on their appearance, or judge anyone period for that matter. Who the Hell am I to judge anyone? Don't assume to know what i am about, chances are you are WAY off. EVERYTIME I engage in a conversation with someone, I don't go by the exterior. They could be Mr. Freakn Universe and lack personality and morals and be completely ugly to me, despite their outside appearance. What lies within someone is truly what matters. You can basically tell within the first five minutes of a conversation where it is headed, and more times then not in my case, they have read me completely wrong. I can't help what I look like. I can't help my body structure, and yes I am proud of it, but in the same sense, it's not all that I am. It gets old and VERY aggravating to be seen for just the outside qualities, when the ones underneath it all, truly defines m
The Day I Brought My Shrink To Tears...
Oh my that was an emotional day. I was feeling very overwhelmed and attacked by anxiety, and had to talk to someone, so I went to see my shrink. I could barely catch my breath, and slurred speech doesn't even begin to explain what i had goin on. Anywho, she made a huge mistake when she reached under her desk and pulled out this little rubber ball and said. " Okay honey, when these moments surface, this is what i want you to do. I want you to get you one of these and pull on it, until the anxiety and stress is relieved." If looks could kill, I woulda dropped that bitch right on the spot. This was my response. " So what you're telling me is, that this little magic rubber ball, is going to be the cure to all of my fucking problems. Okay then, I'll just drop down in the middle of the grocery store aisle, and when someone questions me for doing so, I'll just tell them that my shrink said it was the thing to do." When your shrink needs to see a shrink themselves after speaking with you...I
Dating Sites
My One....always And Forever...
    Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue. When I look in them, I can see righ through. To your soul, your bleeding heart. I found myself there, not a glimmer of dark. So much light, and color portrayed. Now that I am there, it's where I'll remain. You had me from the very first word. Your voice is sweeter, than any I've heard. Your love surrounds me, fills me with hope. I have a death grip on you, that I'll never let go of. Just your name alone, puts a smile on my face. I can't wait to show you one of these days. Just how much joy, you have brought to my life. No more wondering, I'm just so alive. Alive and happy to have you with me. I don't have to wonder how life will be. Because it is already more, than it has ever been. It's all because of you, you pieced my heart back together again. These words aren't enough, to tell you how I feel. But I hope you feel that the emotion behind them is real. I've never been more sure about anything in my days. You amaze me
Whatever It Cost
I prayed for the first time in a while.I need to find the realism,behind this smile.I am asking for help.Please guide my way.Searching for the light,getting darker by the day.My heart is pounding,and it appears to be lost.Can you please help me find it?I'm willing to pay,whatever it cost.
Whatever It Cost
Help Me Out Father Time
Hands go back and forth, not knowing what to do. As I wipe the tears away, thinking of you. How I screwed up, and threw it away. Not taking control, of my emotions that day. Come on Father Time, give me a break. Please just let me, fix my mistake.
That's All I Can Say
I'm not fake, and I do not hide. The way I am, how I feel inside. If I am feeling it, I'm going to write it down. These words are to YOU, how I'm feeling right now. Hands shaking at this very, moment in time. Because I can feel your heart, beating with mine. I have lost enough to know, that life does goes on. But I have never loved like this, I know where I belong. To say I love you, is the truth, but still. Even that word, isn't powerful enough to express how I feel. The world stops, and my heart begins to pound. As if, my feet, are being lifted off the ground. Everything makes sense, when I think of you. Like anything is possible, my dreams can come true. So to YOU, my Baby, the love of my life. All I can say is you're with me, every day and night.
Searching For The Answer
In my sleep, in my dreams. I see these images, play out like movie scenes. They don't stop, constant and scary. The blood, the tears, painful memories. Stronger medication, maybe what I need. To end this constant flow, from the inside, where I bleed. My fingers work their magic, throughout the day. To help me store, the hurt away. But one can only write, so much. Until all is lost, reality is too much. For my words, are a cover up, for my feelings inside. Each time I write them down, I'm bring them, back to life. But to tuck them away, hurts even more. Still searching for the answer, to permanently lock this door.
Firefighter
A firefighter is being yelled at for taking too long to get there, while trying desperately to save the life of a total stranger, starving because they missed their last meal, tired because the alarm sounded just as they closed their eyes and it's now four in the morning and is missing their family while taking care of yours. Re-post if you... are a firefighter, love a firefighter, or appreciate a firefighter.
A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu
Redemption Is The Word
Redemption is the word. Oh how sweet that would be. That one word, kind of possesses me. It fills me with ideas, dreams and hope. Inspires me, drives me, helps me cope. With all that I've lost, and gained. That word brings new meaning, to my name. What lies ahead, what's in store. Feelings unlike, any before. Redemption for me, has a totally different meaning. It means love and happiness, freedom and dreaming. Completion describes it best, I think. Without it, I'm just a ship waiting to sink.
Yours To Keep
You're beautiful, they say. A million times, a day. But it's just a game, to see if they can get in. My doors are locked. Only ONE can win. He is the one, who holds the key. No one else compares. He is it for me. No other words or emotions, have ever came close. He seen me from the inside, it is him I chose. I feel him with me, with each and every breath. Every laugh, every smile, every obstacle, every step. Pushing me forward, saying you are worth it all. One of the reasons, I couldn't help but fall. So positive and bright, making me feel like I am something unique. Regardless of how far you are, My heart, is yours to keep.
Nsfw Stories That I Have Written
your sitting on a couch and a blindfold covers u from behind... you feel a set of hands undress you and kiss you... you feel a sent of hand and lips going all over your body slowly... you feel the lips go down between your thighs... until u feel ur clit getting sucked on and nibbled....you moan and groan as you get wetter and wetter... you beg for a kiss but the lips keeps eating your sweet pussy until you cant take it any more then you get a kiss so u can taste your sweet jucies... as u kiss u feel a hard cock slid in your wet pussy....it goes in and out slowly and goes faster and harder until u cant take it any more and scream in ectasy....you are then flipped over and the cock is slid in from behind you feel the cock going in harder and faster as you feel a spanking and your hair pulled you scream again as you cum harder then before....then u get a kiss and the person is gone... you take off the blind fold and fall asleep wondering if it was all a dream You come to the door of the h
The Book Of The Fee Language
Definition Of dfghyjuhgfdxsdfrgth: dont fuck guys humping your junk under high giraffes four donkeys xcite seven donkeys for random goat teething hookers   Definition Of IWJTTCAPSY: i will jump thru this computer and pimp slap you   Definition Of ikfvlyh: id kill for vagina like you have   Definition Of GUY7UI: guy #7s under investigation   Definition Of W9owf: woman 9s on whores face   Definition Of lmai: laughing so hard your ass implodes Definition Of DMMCTTCAFYU: dumb monkeys masterbating circumstancially to the cat and firey yelling sexy underagers?
My Faith
Lost In Confusion
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nightmare which rationali
My Poems
sometimes at night when i look into the sky, i start thinking of you and i ask myself why? why do i love you? i think and smile, because i know the liscan run on for miles. the whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. the way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show me such devotion. the way your kiss filles me with such desire, and how you hold with the warmth of a blazing fire. the way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where i want to be. the way that i feel when your by my side, a sence of completion an over flowing pride. the dreams that i dream that all involve you, the possibities i see and the things we can do. how you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how deep in my soul you are the most important part. i could go on for days, telling you of what i feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.
Just Shit
I'm not pretty! I'm not perfect! To be honest I'm quite far from all of these!But at least I have a loving heart!
I Don't Get It
The most beautiful, I've ever seen. But, is this really, what you mean? I'm confused and hurt, Don't get it at all. How could my beauty, have been our downfall. I can help what I look like, it doesn't change who I am. You are everything and more, I could ever ask for in a man. I can't get it, out of my head. I keep thinking about, the things you said. You loved every thing about me, once before. How can the same qualities, not be good enough anymore? I thought, maybe I should cut my hair or gain a few pounds. Thinking of things to change, has really brought me down. Because I would change, if I could. If I thought, it would do any good. But it won't because, I would still be the same. I don't understand, which is a shame. Because I love you so much, and this has me in tears. If being myself drove you away, and not my fear. Then I have no idea, why I am even here.
Why
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend.They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She
Seductive Short Stories
Short Story ( Our Date ) It begins when you pull up at my front door with a smile to die for. You knock  and wait patiently for the answer. I open the door and give you a smile that says I'm so glad your here. We say hello as we hug, with a soft peck on the cheek, you ask if I'm ready to go. I pull the door shut and we head to your car. You open the door for me, and as I sit down I look at you and say thank you.  We drive to the restaurant chatting lightly about each others day, nothing to heavy. We get to the restaurant and the waiter greets us at the door and shows us our table. As we sit the waiter turns to you and asked the question, "What can I get you and your wife to drink.."  I smile and politely tell him that we are not married just friends. He apologizes profusely for the mistake as you just grin at me... He leaves and brings back my Dr Pepper and your beer... we sit talking about the kids and what activities went on that day. We order dinner something diff than we either
Daily Rants
As a parent, you want to take all of your child's fears and pain away and give them answers to questions that are about to push them off of that emotional ledge.  I can't take my son's fears and pain away, and I don't have any answers to his questions that are pushing us BOTH off that emotional ledge that life has put us...   Three weeks ago,  my son came over with his wife and my two grand babies.  He had informed me that he's been suffering from groin pain for awhile, and had found a lump in his testicle.  He made an appointment with his MD who peformed a panel of tests and an ultrasound.  While waiting for the results we were just being us, joking and knowing that it wasn't anything bad because after all, we are invincible. A day or two passed when he got the call that he had Testicular Cancer, and he would have to have it removed ASAP.  He would also have to undergo a CT scan to make sure it hadn't spread.  With Testicular cancer it begins in the testicle, then sp
Invisible
Invisible, clear,You can see right through.As if, I don’t exist to you.Pounding pain,Pressure at no end.Running in circles,Flexibility with no bend.Hurt built this wall,No one can tear it down.I’m just a blank face,Walking around.
Disgrace
Lose,That seems to be all I can do.For, pain and sorrow,Is all that I know.It’s around every corner,Every place I go.Can’t trust, can’t love,Is only leads to one place.Right back here,Where I started,Disgrace.
Not Anymore
Feels like I’m burning from the inside out.In pain from all the misery and doubt.Why, why, do you do this to yourself?After everything else, in your life, you have felt.It’s okay to be vulnerable, it’s okay to smile.Everyone gives in every once in a while.No, I can’t, I won’t, I refuse.This is a game, I won’t lose. They will not win.I can control this fire burning within.No one will ever be able to say,They made me cry once more.Too many take credit,For that before.I live with regret, heartache and fear.But, not anymore.I have dried all my tears.
Too Much
If someone has the answers?I wish they would clue me in.For life is a game,I can’t seem to win.Once I was innocent,Free and untainted.Now I’m corrupt,Trapped and darkly painted.By scars, memories and pain.A loss for me, nothing to gain.To love is to hurt,I know the feeling well.The lies, the truth,It’s Hell.Wanting to believe,But always on guard.Trembling with excitement,Fearing the next card.What will it be,The King of hearts I wish.Instead I’m being served,Clubs as my dish.No false hope,No broken hearts,That’s my dream.I’m asking for too much,It seems.
Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong!  The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence   Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate
Poetry
I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor.     I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own.     I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door.     If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true. Reach for your future with a smile; success is there for you! If I had win
Mindshredder In Stly
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You know that you have made true friends when you meet people on fubar and they are willing to be there for you no matter what is going on.  You can always count on them to talk to when you need help.  If you are having issues no matter how big or how small the issues are you have someone to talk to.  They always have advice when you are in need of it.  They are also willing to open their home to you when you are going to be spending the holiday alone.   I am glad that i have made such good friends on fubar.  It is nice to have someone to talk to and to get advice from when i am in need of it.  Even when i dont say that there is something wrong they know that there is due to the way that i talk.  They know how to cheer me up when i am in need of that.     These friends know who They are and i am greatful that i have met them.  I dont know where i would be without them.   Thank You both sooo much for everything. ok... WTF   one min you are owning me and ppl are buying me from yo
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One Of My Many Theme Songs
Oh man, you've gotta watch where you're stepping around here Yeah I got a friend in New York City He's never heard of Connway Twitty Don't know nothing about grits and greens Never been south of Queens But he flew down here on a business trip I took him honky tonkin' and that was it He took to it like a pig to mud, like a cow to cud We all got a hillbilly bone down deep inside No matter where you from you just can't hide it And when the band starts banging and the fiddle saws You can't help but hollering, Yee Haw! When you see them pretty little country queens Man you gotta admit that's in them genes Ain't nothing wrong, just getting on your hillbilly bone-ba-bone-ba-bone-bone Nah, you ain't gotta be born out in the sticks With an F-150 and a 30-06, Or have a bubba in the family tree To get on down with me All you need is an open mind If it fires you up you gotta let it shine When it feels so right that it cant be wrong Come on, come on, come on We all got a hillbilly bone down deep in
Jokes
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery. She married and had 13 children.Then her husband died.She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her husband died.She married third time and had 5 more children. After a long life, she died after having 25 children.Standing before her coffin, the priest prayed for her."He thanked the Lord for this very loving woman and said, "Lord, they're finally together."’One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend, ‘Do you think he means her first, second, or third husband???’The friend replied, ''I think he means her legs." Wh
Starving
Thirsty, starving for more. Always lacking, closed doors. Either there's a wall or a bridge for me to cross. Both dry. not damp, a reason without a cause. Running through the tunnel, towards the light. It's bound to be there, something has to go right. I can see it, I feel it all the time. It's etched into this soul of mine. It's there, but out of reach. So much to say, with loss of speech. Pounding heart, refusing to burn out. It's so intense, yet, without any doubt. I will not stop, until the light soaks me in. Feels my warmth, absorbs my beauty within.
One Hell Of A Fight
Life, What does it all mean? Mine is all to real, praying for a dream? One struggle after another. When is it enough? Fighting back the tears. Holding in the hurt can be rough. Wearing a smile, while dying inside. But, I will keep doing so, regardless of the pain. This is my life, not a game. I have come to far, to cave in now. I will make it through, I always do somehow. My will to survive, runs deeper than myself. It dwells within me, I need it's help. Without it, I would be lost. Not knowing where to go, which bridge to cross. I'm speaking to you life, and I mean every word. Try me, I dare you. A challenge is preferred. I have passed every test, you have thrown my way. I will continue to do so, Until my dying day. What was that, you say? I'm dying tonight. Well I'm in your face, screaming. You're in for a Hell of a fight.
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.
Someone Hear Me
Mouth moving, But with no words. Is it so much to ask, To just be heard. I have so much to say, Yet, no one hears a thing. Like a child without a smile, A diamond without a ring. Screaming, At the top of my lungs. I am begging, Please hear me someone.
I Dare You
A dare you say? Yes, those were my words? I can repeat them. If that’s what you prefer? You see, I’m not afraid of you anymore. You can’t hurt me, like you did before. The scars I carry are nothing but a reminder. I no longer look through swollen eyes, I wear no blinders. I see you now for what you truly are. A beast, not a man, just another monster. That little girl you abused in the past. She died where you left her, lying in the shattered glass. A woman takes her place, and she is not afraid. She’s not your servant, punching bag or maid. I am no longer your victim, I have escaped your demon. You’re on the other side now, rotting in prison. You are where you belong, and yes I put you there. Not an ounce of fear within me, regardless of your stare. I will sit on that stand with my head held high. Tell the jury my story of abuse, how I almost died. And for no reason at all, I was merely a child. I wasn‘t bad, didn‘t misbeha
My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.
I'll Find A Way
Death sentence poison inside these veins. What was once pure, only evil remains. Staining it's innocence, by colors of black. Leaving it's mark, En-denting your tracks. Through each an every cell that disappears. You are with me, even in my tears. You drain me dry, take all that you can. I can't fight you back, for you're not a man. You leave me helpless and weak, But my strength will prevail. There is nothing too deep. No obstacle will stand in my way. I will win, I'll find a way.
A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.
I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.
No One's Fool
I love you he said. Next came his fist, upside my head. Not an ounce of love, Did I have for him. I just had fear, And pain, dwelling within. I was a child, With no one who cared. That was my reasoning, For being there. No way out, nowhere to run. No one but me, To depend upon. That’s when I realized, I would have to be strong. Look him in the eye, And carry on. I made it out, It almost cost me my life. I stood tall and spoke out. Shot daggers through his eyes. As he tried to scare his way out. But when they carried him off in handcuffs. There wasn’t any doubt. That I am grown woman now, And I play by my rules. I will never again, Be anybody’s fool.
If Only
I feel you here, You've been here all along. Disguising yourself, waiting for the perfect moment. Infection set in, Injected by the poison you sent. First up then down. Me, my life, my town. Go ahead and smile, it's okay. But I feel you within me each day. Building me up, to be knocked down again. I am playing a game, I can't seem to win. Each time something great makes it's way inside. You show yourself, refusing to hide. Misery and pain, haven't you brought me enough. I can't handle much more, just good at playing tough. I see her face and I know why I am here. Although I feel you, death is near. If I am here one day, then gone the next. Absorb all my presents, my love's depth. For it runs deep, strong and pure. If only it was your love, instead of this disease. I could die knowing there was no cure.
Someone Who Knows
There are two halves to every whole. Two lives sharing one soul. At the end of every rainbow, lies a pot of gold. Until you reach it? A part of you is gone. Some search a lifetime, never knowing where they belong. When that light shines through? The one made, especially for you. Grab onto it, as tightly as you can. It's a gift, it's yours, it is part of your plan. Don't let it slip away. Don't you dare let it go. Take it from me. Someone who knows.
Under Attack
Lying in bed, tossing around in my sheets. I can feel you, ripping it from my body underneath. It's a pain, you cannot describe. Something unseen, disguised. The pressure is just, to much to bear. What once was strong, is no longer there. Everyone has a soul, they say. I had one, then threw it away. Now I'm fighting the pain, because I want it back. My heart, my body and my mind, are under attack.
One Day...
The hand on the clock, just won't rewind. Take me back to that, moment in time. To that very second, I let fear shine it's light, down on me and my mind, leaving you behind. You've never left, me from the inside. I know you are with me, but choosing to hide. I understand, really I do. I wish I could, make it up to you. I cannot say, I'm sorry too much. Even though those words, simply aren't enough. To erase what I've done, the hurt within. I can only pray, one day, you'll let me back in.
You My Number One Holds The Key
Please don't leave me, alone in this place. Constantly searching, for your face. It's dark and I'm afraid, as, the angels tears fall from the sky. I strayed from my path. I caused them to cry. You see, I sold my soul, to the devil himself. I am responsible, for this heartache myself. PLEASE...I scream, out in fright. Give me one more chance, to make it right. But, the demon cares not, about all that is lost. So, I will pay the Ferryman, whatever the cost. For a single moments time, spent alone with him. In-order to regain my soul, once again. For, ONLY YOU my number ONE, holds the key. And without you, I can never be me.
Random Stuff Thrown Together To Make An Excuse For A Blog
To my knowledge, this is what Fubar is all about: - Visiting lounges: Listening to music, chatting to people and perhaps subscribing to them. - Rating people's profiles and pics from 1-11. - Creating blogs - Buying each other virtual gifts and "blings" or whatever. - Making "Mumms" or whatever they're called. - Chery bombing peoples pics, profiles and albums (whatever that means) - "owning" people. - Pimping people - Decorating your profile. - Buzzkilling poeple or the opposite, getting poeple's buzz meter up. - blocking poeple who don't think you're worth 10. - Shoutboxing people. - Messaging people. - having crushes on people or secretly admiring them (they get to guess who it was) - earning "fu bucks" - getting "fu married" - in a nutshell, is that what this site is majoritively about? Because so far I'm bored to death of it. Rant over, bye. Bored... So yeah, whatever, bye. :D Symptoms                                                                                   Ignored when sp
"tea", Or, "tea"?
Actually, I AM a little pissed-off at the various"Tea" 'parties' & organizations!What I remember FIRST about the "TEA" Party,is that the "TEA" is an 'acronym'; a noun,"a word formed from the initial letter of words ina set phrase, or series of words, ( such as: WAC,from Women's Army Corps, or OPEC. fromOrganization of Petroleum Exporting Countries,) "And the "TEA" in "TEA PARTY" Stood FOR"Taxed Enough Already"!Since then, these last few years have seen itcome to the point where I've been told:"(I) INVENTED the Tea Party and it has gotNOTHING to do with your silly idea of'taxed enough already!"Today I searched for "TEA"and found,besides the Texas Education Association,over 85million entries for things like, (.com),teapartynation,stlouisteap?arty, cocosteaparty,& teapartygirl. There are theteapartynation,bostonteaparty, teapartyexpress, teapartypatriots,teabook, & teaparty, for ".org". And also theteaparty.net. NONE of these seem to have a Clue aboutTAXED ENOUGH ALREADY! Thus, the "Tea"
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Today I Still Cry
 Cheryl today I am happy in my life and contrary to some opinionated people in this world who think they're word is Gods words and Gods laws. I say to you did God whisper those words to you in the Middle of the night. Are they your own words. Or are we reciting from a book that has been touched by man throughout many lifetimes? I say to you now the only way to be 100% you are not wrong is to be 100% correct. And unless you were a scholar in the days it words were written and indeed contributed into those writings then i doubt very seriously you could be 100% right. Unless you yourself is the creator of this universe. LOVE everyone no matter race color religion or beliefs. Be kind to yourself and others. Always try to speak the truth as you think it to be. Remember what is right for you is not right for everyone else so before you speak choose your words carefully in order not to hurt their feelings. and most of all if you have nothing nice to say about someone. I find that it is best f
Shay''s Blog
The thing is this, I am a single female, 29 years old, and I can't seem to find anyone out there to be with. I am a nice girl, and yes I am a bbw, but I know that if someone out there would just get to know me, then they would see that I am a great person to be around. I seem to wear my heart on my sleeve, and there are a lot of men out there who take advantage of that. I know now that if I want to find someone, then I need to be more agressive in my search to find someone new to be with. I can't just sit around and wait for someone to come to me!!!
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Naked In The Huddle
The Indianapolis Colts' recent acquisition of formerly retired veteran quarterback Kerry Collins had a lot of Colts fans wondering if Peyton Manning's recovery from neck surgery would allow him to start the season — and continue his amazing streak of never missing a game from 1998 through 2010. During the Colts' 24-21 Week 3 preseason loss to the Green Bay Packers on Friday, Manning talked with CBS sideline reporter Sam Ryan and have a more hopeful diagnosis than many might have imagined. "I'm right in the middle of it — working very hard every single day," he said. "My trainers and weight coaches have done a tremendous job helping me, and I'm really putting them to work … I have some more left to do, and I still have some time, and I'm going to use that time. At the appropriate time, I think I'll know what the right decision is, and with the help of Coach [Jim] Caldwell, I'll make that decision, and we'll go from there." Ryan noticed Manning talking to Collins thr
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10 Dressed Up As A 6
As an ex-professional photographer I know it's possible to take a 6 and turn them into a 10 simply by having them stand up straight. If you want to know what perfect posture is then find a blank wall, stand with your back to the wall. Your heels, bum, shoulder blades and head should all touch the wall. Now pull your shoulders back so that they are inline with your ears. This was taught to me by a physiotherapist friend while I was recovering from a ruptured disk in my back. I know it will feel weird at first but it will become your natural posture over time. Proper posture will flatten the tummy somewhat and make the chest appear bigger.
Geography Of A Woman And A Man
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa - half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe -well-developed and open to trade, especially for something of real value. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain - very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece & gently aging, but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all-conquering past... Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice, and takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - cool, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet - wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages.... an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 80, a man is like Iran - ruled by a couple of nuts.
Thenorthface
If you want to take pleasure in it, then make good you won't stop outside.Canada Goose Parka Don't precisely head out about sneakers, trousers and a cosy sweater under your fur coat. Think clleular layers. Wear arctic leggings and plenty of layers through your sweater. Deterioration a sun hat and safety gloves. If you're not really cold along with uncomfortable, more likely to enjoy yourself ! and not conducted back on the inside of after Couple of minutes. It would also help prevent you from being forced to come up with natural cold and thus flu applications and course of action. Here are Twenty fun (in addition cheap) out of doors activities to give you motivated. 1.Run ice skatingbuy Womens Canada Goose Gloves. 2.Develop a winter bonfire and start making s'mores. 3.Rent a snowshoes and head to snowshoeing. 4.If you have the units, go frosty camping. In the event that's too future, check out your state parks suitable for cabin as well as yurt rentals. When you you're that
Blame On Juggalos?
why do juggalos get all the blame from the cops. they call us a gang when we aint a gang we a family who just like to hear rock and anything to do with psychopathic records and drink faygo and yea get drunk to but we aint hurting anyone come on now. but cops like to say oh they are going around makeing trouble. no we aint we stick to our selfs . and have a fun time thats all i got to say on this
The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul.....   Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail  thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time   DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!!   NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE  PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE!   i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L
8-27-11
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic   You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh   You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love   You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street   You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing   I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in.   ----- FSI
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To The One...you Know Who You Are...
  You called me the strong one, and I know this is true. You have helped me so much. I'm so blessed to have you. You have inspired me, in so many ways. I will look forward, and try my hardest to regain those days. The ones we shared, the emotions involved. I know it's not going to be easy, to be resolved. I was afraid and, shut you out. I couldn't believe the truth, I had my doubts. It never happens that way for me, no one has ever loved me so easily. But you do, and I'm sorry. I know that now. I hope you find your way back to me, somehow. Until that times comes, I am grateful just the same. To have ever had the pleasure, of simply knowing your name.
Thank You Mom
I received a message, from out of the blue. It said I was surfing the web, then I found you. My intention wasn't, to hurt you like that. Tears formed as I, thought back. You were probably sitting in church, putting on your little act. Not wondering for one second, where your little girl was at. You never meant to you say, well you did just the same. The only thing you have ever give me, is my name. Although I do not claim it, and I never will again. You made sure of that, way back when. I was a scared little girl, needing you so. I'm a grown ass woman now, it's time to let go. Of you, and the pain, you are responsible for. I will never again, walk through that door. I don't need to know why, you would expose me to such. I needed you then, but now, not so much. Your granddaughter, will never know you, she will never feel my pain. Everything I suffered and lost, will be her gain. I guess I should be thanking you, for everything you have done. Because
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Two hours into my first day of work as a Wal-Mart greeter, an ugly woman came in with her two kids. Hearing her swear at them, I said, 'Good morning, welcome toWal-Mart. Nice kids, are they twins?' The mom answered, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why would you think they're twins? Are you blind or stupid?' I replied, 'I'm not blind or stupid. I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work Joys of YAHOO Messenger / cam   babydoll_1_2002: OMG ! What did you just do? Did you just pick ur nose as you asked me to view your cam? Blues Rookie: I didn't see you accepted, I thought you didn't wanted to see. babydoll_1_2002: so u desided to pick ur nose? Blues Rookie: well, what more can I say, then that I am sorry. babydoll_1_2002: u always pick ur nose? why not blow it? Blues Rookie: my nose was itchy,  I didn't have
Poem
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared.  Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting go.you always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever. 
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Cyara Swagga
Well there is so much to learn about me... One i dont play games... be streight up with me i dont like playing ring around the bush just come out and say it... Two respect me and ill respect you just the same.... Three Im not all about me i like to talk about you aswell lol.... Four- Dont ask me for cyber sex bullshit theres no feeling to that love (maybe for you i guess)  need more info? just hit me up                       ****cYaRa SwAgGa*****
Yeah Thats Me
If I reach for your hand will you hold it? If I hold out my arms will you hug me? If I go for your lips will you kiss me? If I capture your heart will you love me? There are times when I wanna be free, flirting and pimpimg, yeah thats me. But then there are times when I get lonely. When I want someone to hug me, kiss me - love me.

Part Of Me That You Bring Out
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
Making Love Under The Moonlight
Nsfw Crew
 New club called NSFW Crew, its just a club w/no requirements, sick of all these clubs making you do things, this one, if you want in I will put you in a folder & ppl can rate & like you, if you got time, sure they will get you back, if you wana put it in ur name NSFW Crew thats cool as well if not its kool, just let me know I will put ur pic in a folder & others in the folder will rate you & like you, if they have time & help others in the folder w/level requirements if they have time & no means do I need to level from it or give me stuff for it, just to have fun & help others if you got sum spare time. Peace Alaways.
Breaking News
a friend of mine rote this and I agree with it,,let me know what ya think.. BREAKING NEWS The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1 (800) waa-waaa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, re-post it. If you don't..suc k it up buttercup, Life doesn't revolve around YOU! :)
Orgasm
2022,  A great deal of energy will be released upon the earth that will all but destroy it unless we can band together and fight off the onslaught that is coming.  By 2021 we will have been contacted by an entity only know as a single digit in our numeric system but known throughout the universe as a life consuming race.  This race will have unparralel information technology that will need the best and brightest mind to be able to understand how to detect the race's computer language along with being able to hack their systems.  If we don't have these capabilities by this date, it might be too late. hey sexy. can I talk to you through messenger or am i bothering your fine ass?  cuz I'd love to unzip your shorts with my teeth, pulling them .. down then taking your panties off with my teeth til I get to your clit and start sucking on that as my tongue slides through your pussy lips have you over here doing  that to you... and sliding my finger in and out of your pussy the same time... u
Read This
  I thinks its easy for people to say sucide's not the answer when they've never known what it feels like to be pushed to your limits and past. When you fight to find a reason to keep going. And once you cant find that reason anymore, its just not worth the fight. But I think the fight is what makes us strong enought to keep going. Life's gonna push you, but how hard you push back is what matters. I'm still pushing back, and I think it's going to be worth it.
Surprise A Short Story
Surprise A Short Story
Misc. Writings
Would you like to hear I love you all the timeand if you couldn't turn around without us touching would you mindYou know there's something missing 'round your waistTell me would these arms be in your wayWould you mind another heart beating for youTwo ears that listen you could talk to Kisses filled with feeling on your face..Now tell me would these arms be in your way I look around and see The blood of men on the ground Men that died for freedom For they believed in justice I walk around and gaze With my mouth shut tight and eyes moist At men that had no chance To change their fate at hand The world starts spinning And I start to fall Fall to the ground of men As I lay on the blood of men I find the meaning of true honor My days are filled with anguish and pain. My nights are engulfed with an endless strain. Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life. But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife. For it is at night, I
Compassion And Bodhicitta
'Bodhi' is Sanskrit for Enlightenment and 'Citta' means Mind. It refers to the wish to attain enlightenment (become a Buddha) for the benefit of all sentient beings. A 'Bodhisattva' is a being (sattva) with the bodhicitta motivation. A short story: An enthusiastic student asks his teacher: "Master, what can I do to help all the suffering beings in this world?" The teacher answers: "Indeed, what can you do?" So, even if I am genuinely concerned about the welfare of others, when  I am hopelessly lost in my own problems, trying to deal with the world, how can I help others? I would be like jumping into a river where someone is drowning, when I cannot swim myself... Therefore, I should first learn to swim myself, learn to deal with my problems, learn how to become liberated from my problems, or at best, become all-kn
8.26.11
How do you tell someone how important they are to you, how much you need them, how much you hope they never leave your side, and then ignore them for months?
Poems
I Got Flowers TodayWe had our first arguement last night he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me.I know he is sorry Didn't mean the things he saidCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't our anniversaryOr any other special day.Last night he threw me into the wallStarted to choke meIt seem like a night mareI couldn't believe it was real.I woke up this morning sore,Brused all over.I know he must be sorry Cause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,It wasn't mothers dayOr any other special day.Last night he beat me againIt was much worse than all the other timesIf I leave him what will I do?How will i take care of my kids?What about money?I'm afraid of him, scared to leave.But I know he must be sorryCause he sent me flowers today.I got flowers today,Today was a very special dayIt was my funeral!Last night he finally killed me.He beat me to deathIf only I gathered enough courage to leaveI would not have gotten flowers today....   USWhen I think about usI
Our Lesbian Blindfold
  I want to do something a little different with her, and so on this Saturday night we have together, we will. See, by MY definition, I am not very kinky ...but that doesn't mean I haven't engaged in quite a few things in my sex life that would be considered by many to be kinky ..and by kinky for many, the meaning is anything beyond heterosexual missionary position. You know ...even vanilla sex is pretty good .., what would be memorable would be the level of passion or lack thereof rather than what position we stretched our bodies into or what implements or flavors might have been included. So, for me to say "I want to do something a little different" does not mean we will swing from the ceiling, nor does it imply we will need heavy duty power cord extensions. It just means that there are so many ways to express this love for her, and we'll roll the dice and see if this different way feels right for us. I am by definition neither defined by the term dom or sub. I am familiar with the
A Tasteful Kiss
I want to kiss you softlyI want to kiss you slowI want to look deep in your eyesI want you just to know. I want to feel your bodypressed up against my ownI want to feel your heartbeatI want to hear you moan. I want to taste the sweetnessas I linger on your lipsI want to feel you shiverunderneath my fingertips. I want to hold you near meand protect you through the nightand chase away your nightmaresuntil the morning light. I want you to believe in what isand what can beand know that I love youjust as much as I know you love me. I LOVE YOU MY WIFE
All I Wanted
Think of me when you're out, when you're out thereI'll beg you nice from my kneesAnd when the world treats you way to fairlyWell it's a shame im a dreamI think I'll pace my apartment a few timesAnd fall asleep on the couchWake up early to black and white re-runsThat escape from my mouthI could follow you to the beginningJust to relive the startAnd maybe then you'd remember to slow downAt all of our favourite partsAll I wanted was you
Beats
Things That Inspire Me...
Things That Inspire Me...
Things that inspire me:My beautiful daughter, who taught me no matter what, love is unconditional....The majesty of horses running so freely in pasture, without fear....To always see the good in others, no matter what....A heart that can write freely, expressing one's most inner passions....Each day I can awaken and witness a beautiful sunrise....Long walks by ocean side only to hear the sounds of the water beating softly on shore....My grandparents whom had lived many a strife and could share their laughter and smile with me as a child....Those who seek living life to the absolute fullest and have many friends to grow old with....A beautiful flower garden....Strong men who keep their families safe and always lends an ear without ridicule.... (for Gary)Silly laughter....Spontaneity without recklessness....Visionaries who bring great things to life.... (for Gary)Finding love in its truest, most Godly and its most simplest form.... (especially for Gary)
Life...
The Seraph's Heart
"I won't believe in heaven or hellNo saints, no sinners, no devil as wellNo pearly gates, no thorny crownYou're always letting us humans downThe wars you bring, the babes you drownThose lost at sea and never foundAnd it's the same the whole world 'roundThe hurt I see helps to compoundThat father, son and holy ghostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'll perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeveIf there's one thing I don't believe in its you dear god!!"  by xtc
Care Show
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Mmm good morning baby, Oh how I wish to roll over and find you here, your warmth on my skin your voice in my ear. I love you so much more everyday, someday you'll be here forever to stay. Meeting you was pure destiny,You and I were clearly meant to be.Maybe not nowbut someday soon,We'll meet not under the sunbut beneath the moon.We'll watch the stars'till they fade away,but we won't fadetogether we'll forever stay.This is the day I'm waiting for,Everyday..foreverI'll love you more and more.I can't wait to watchthe sun set with you,every sunset from that dayAlways & forever me with you.        I love you sweetheart.The future Mrs. Baar
Fire
I have been in Firefighting since I was 20 years Old I enjoy it greatly.
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How Do You Do It?
Get to work woman, I keep telling myself. But I can't focus, keep going back to the emotions I felt. The way you touched me, it was so rare. I can't remember, ever being there. In the past, or even now. It was completely different, somehow. The way you looked at me, was unreal. I don't know how to describe, how I feel. My heart pounds, just by the sight of your face. I wish I had never, blocked out that place. A move I regret, and wish I could redo. I would give anything, to find my way back to you. It is so hard not saying, all that I want to. How do you do it? When all I can think about, is you.  
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Falling On My Face!!
I fall on my face all the time. I'm to caring and to nice to other i try not to judge everyone the same bc everyone is different no one is the same. I fall on my face bc I care to easly, i give everyone that benifit of the doubt that they wount run when I care for them but they run away. No one knows the pain I have go threw but i can relate to many peoples pain. I feel as if I 'm stupid for caring so much. I feel  like all I ever do in my life is help people and get shit on in the end. I cry everynight bc I don't know what it is that makes me push everyone out of my life. I dont like being to close to anyone bc I'm afraid of the hurt and the pain that I will endure in the end... 
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The Pleasure Patrol
Scorn
Women Scorn
Miss Sexy
Thoughts From Moi
  There is a strong possibility that most people NEVER change.   There is a strong possibility that most players deny their game.   There is a strong possibility you are not the first, last or only.   There is a strong possibility that you can't fuck the pain away.   There is a strong possibility I am in a good place.   There is a strong possibility that I wish you nothing but the best.   There is a strong possibility that you need to learn how to love yourself, before you can ever be happy....espcecially with someone else.    There is a strong possibility that you are beautiful and you have NO idea.   There is a strong possibility that you will not see it until you are ready.    There is a strong possibility that I will never be there for you.   I will never hold your hand.   I will never be your friend.   I will never be what you need.   I will always be the answer to the question you cannot find.   I will smile.   I will laugh. I will be happy.   Wi
Mother.
THIS WAS FOR MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE DIED AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY... God bless you mom I love you may you ever rest in peace mwah xxxI LOVE YOU MOTHER... These tears are not of joy,But of sorrow as you can see.They're for my dear mother,Who is very sick indeed. I want to help her get better,But this will never be so.For she turned my offer down,And blatantly said NO. So all I can do now,Is sit and watch with fright.As mother slowly dwindles from me,And far beyond my sight. I hope gods place is ready,For someone as dear as my mother.For
Heartbreak.
Heartbreak is a bad thing no matter how many times it happens to you. You never get over it quickly and it always hurts! See I've never been good at expressing my self or telling other my feelings now I have lost someone I care about very much by keeping it bottled up, am I to go through life alone? Who knows but will I settle for whats there or will I find love again? 
My Life
BREAKING NEWS: The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1-(800) waa-waaa-waa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, repost it. If you don't.... suck it up cupcake. Life doesn't revolve around you!!
Rolling In The Deep
There’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the darkFinally I can see you crystal clearGo head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bareSee how I leave with every piece of youDon’t underestimate the things that I will doThere’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitchAnd its bring me out the darkThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe could have had it allRolling in the deepYou had my heart inside of your handAnd you played itTo the beatBaby I have no story to be toldBut I’ve heard one of youAnd I’m gonna make your head burnThink of me in the depths of your despairMaking a home down thereIt Reminds you of the home we sharedThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe coul
Crashing By Gershey
If I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I coloured by the signsIn shadows and tonesKissing in cornersAnd not look behindIf I slipped into the quietA melody strongGlowing in darknessAnd not look behindIf I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I fell between the linesDistant and drawnWaiting by streetlightsAnd not look behindIf I let the moments riseDiscover and fallHanging in hallwaysAnd not look behindI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the end...Crashing to the endKissing in cornersCrashing to the end
To Love Is To Bury
America
In the last 10 years our planet has showed us it natural forces.. The tidel waves, earth quakes, volcanos, hurricanes now headed for the east coast again. Is it time we wake up?? we need to listen to our mother more. you know if you drop a frog into hot water he will jump straight out.. if you take the same frog put him in cold water and heat it up slow he will stay till he boils up dead. seem us humans are like that frog. mayans have said that 2012 was signifcate for some reason.. lets put all of our head together and see if things are like we are being told or if something else is up.. all of us are in this world together lets not let it boil. please comment 
Poems
I Am Going To Jail
Stuff To Read
A free bird leaps on the backOf the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns raysAnd dares to claim the sky.But a bird that stalks down his narrow cageCan seldom see through his bars of rageHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings with a fearful trillOf things unknown but longed for stillAnd his tune is heard on the distant hill forThe caged bird sings of freedom.The free bird thinks of another breezeAnd the trade winds soft throughThe sighing treesAnd the fat worms waiting on a dawn-brightLawn and he names the sky his own.But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreamsHis shadow shouts on a nightmare screamHis wings are clipped and his feet are tiedSo he opens his throat to sing.The caged bird sings withA fearful trill of things unknownBut longed for still and hisTune is heard on the distant hillFor the caged bird sings of freedom I think awhile of Love, and while I think, Love
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Numbers
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Fubar Points (earning)
12 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money!   Polish Bling:  This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on  http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points.  http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http:/
Baby
A Woman's Worth You could buy me diamonds , you could buy me pearlsTake me on a cruise around the worldBaby you know I’m worth itDinner lit by candles, run my bubble bathMake love tenderly to last and lastBaby you know I’m worth itWanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman rightNot just told but to show she is worth your timeYou will lose if you choose to refuse to put her firstShe will if she can’t find a man who knows her worth, mhmnCuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees herAnd a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please herAnd a real woman knows a real man always comes firstAnd a real man just can’t deny a woman’s worthIf you treat me fairly I’ll give you all my goodsTreat you like a real woman shouldBaby I know your worth itIf you never play me , promise not to bluffI’ll hold it down when it get’s ruffBaby I know your worth itShe rolls the mile makes you smil
Nothin To You
the distance between us,  its killing me,  the words spoken between us,  they are hurting me,  the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me,  my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back,  everything,  what would it change? nothing,  why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing,  i am nothing,  and nothing will change that, 
I Know It Hurt
I know it hurt you It hurt me too, But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had so many years, waiting up your sleeve. That day you left, Was the saddest of my life I remember going home, And crying all night. I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here. Or if you stayed,
Jyfn
I would like to thank all the new family members for adding and fam'n the family page. The next step is if anyone knows of someone that might be good for the family send them this way and we will get them up and runing on the family page. My goal is to spread the family across fu but only with ppl who will be loyal and dependable. Sp lets spread the word and bring in new family. Thank you and love to all my family.   DevilDog JYFN FNDR
Only Females
Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were HereWish You Were Here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know, the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell, And I'm feeling blue... I've got feelings for you, Do you still feel the same? From the first time I laid my eyes on you, I felt joy of living, I saw heaven in your eyes... In your eyes... Wish you were here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell... And I'm feeling blue... I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss everything about you... Every second's like a minute, Every minute's like a day When you're far away... The snow is getting colder, baby, I Wish You Were Here... A battlefield of love and fear, And I Wish You Were Here... I've got feelings for you, From the first time I laid my eyes on you...
My Crazy Nsfw Stories
He watches his mistresses Hounds wrestle and spar as he leans over kisses the back of her head and says “Milady may I make a suggestion” she  looks at him and says “ what does my Alpha ask of me?” I would recommend a prize for the victor of say a tournament” he replied. She smiles and asks “now what type of tournament should it be”  he ponders for a bit then replies “mayhap a series of duels then tactical challenges as well as something sexual, milady” she places a gentle yet firm hand on the most inner part of her alphas thigh...gently massaging him, she smiles wickedly at his rapid breathing.....will you show me what the victors prizes will be, action by pleasurable action he looks pleadingly into her eyes " you would be they’re prize? I had not thought of that. had meant to give them a choice of all the women of the house"  “no…I just want to feel what you would instruct them to do to their prize…”

My Bad Poetry
LIFE IS IT A TEST OR IS IT THE CLASS DO WE LEARN THRU LIFE  IS IT A CULMINATION OF ALL OUR LIVES AND LESSONS TEST ???? LESSON???? WHICH I AM SO CONFUSED WHY PUSH SO HARD AGAINST THE GRAIN WE ALL HAVE A PATH TO WALK WHICH IS BETTER TO WALK THE PATH MADE OR TO FORGE ONES OWN WAY THE TREES AND BUSHES AND THE STRUGGLE OR THE EASYNESS OF THE PATH TROD BEFORE WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO TO DO WHAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU  OR TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRU TO FOLLOW THOSE IN FRONT OR TO LEAD SOME INTO THE UNKNOWN WHAT TO DO WHICH WAY SHALL I GO
Song Lyrics
[Chorus - Lil Wayne] You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out How to love, how to love You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever Now you in the corner tryna put it together How to love, how to love [Hook - Lil Wayne] For a second you were here, now you over there It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body Like you never had a love, never had love [Verse 1 - Lil Wayne] When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds Without you being insecure You never credit yourself so when you got older It’s seems like you came back 10 times over Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder [Chorus - Lil Wayne] See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never f
The Beginning Of The End
5 Best Sentences (my thoughts exactly!) 1.  You cannot legislate the poor into prosperity, by legislating the wealth out of prosperity.   2.  What  one person receives without working for, another person must work for without  receiving.   3. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else.   4. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it.   5. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work, because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that is the beginning of the end of any nation.
Just Wow
This past week has been just wow ... It has been an emotional round of ACM (Look that up it's a military turm specifically fighter pilot turm)  And Right now I'm giddy. I need a Grinectomy (Surgical removal of the grin from the face a made up turm) And I beleive it is only going to get better. *Looks to his one sleeping peacefully* Yeah only going to get amazing. For I have found her. *Looks to who I have to thank for this* Thank you for everything, and especially for introducing us I don't regret a thing.
Wedding Dresses
As you going to have begun to realize, preparing a wedding is thrilling and usually much more than just a little nerve-wracking. Preparing for a ceremony as specific being a wedding is lots of bring about for excitement and anticipation. However, there is so significantly to accomplish and, most likely, considering that you'll want it to all go completely that's lots of bring about for nervousness and stressed nerves. And once you think about that it isn't the sort of issue we do on the typical basis, nor one thing that people regularly have any instruction for, you have to ease up just a little for the quest for perfection and attempt to concentrate for the excitement. Your wedding dress is almost certainly being probably the most considerable element in the wedding ceremony. Everyone's eye could be for the bride. what ever design of wedding you settle on, you'll locate that there's many traditions that relate to the wedding ceremony - even with some of the much more unusual themed w
The Game
Had to laugh at Lixated's status today... He's decided to block any fu-whore that uses the Secret Admirer game to get rates/likes/fans/friends instead of playing their game.   He pointed out that all these fake admirers had to do to get a rate/like was show the same consideration to his page... DUH!!   It's just that simple folks!   Now play nice! 1. I try to ONLY rate/earn points during Happy Hour & advise the same, for double points. Why not wait? 2. I don't post NSFW pics unless they're soooo funny & then get marked. I think I have them moved to another album so you can by-pass them. 3. I check my buzz meter. 100% means 10% bonus points for everything on fubar, is what my message says. 4. I return profile rates if possible to thank ppl who are kind enough to rate my profile. A lotta weeks back, I spent a day Poking everyone, just for the fun of it but I can scratch all that because it began counting toward these achievements 8/28/12 when they announced these. So this is w
Funny Stuff
Two hillbillies are having lunch when a woman seated nearby begins to choke. Hillbilly asks her,"kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly asks her "kin ya breathe?" Woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly walks over,lifts up her dress, yanks down britches and licks her butt cheek. The woman has a violent spasm and spits out food. The hillbillies' buddy says "ya know,I heerd of that there hind lick maneuver but I aint niver seed nobody do it".....re-post if ya laughed.
Short Stories
Every muscle in my body screamed at me when I tried to stretch upon waking up, I laid there in bed debating if I should take a shower of soak in a nice hot bath to uncoil my tight aching muscles. I had only been in the house for a month and a half but I had been busy fixing up the old manor. My mind was still having a hard time believing that my fiancé had written a letter to his family attorney and asked that this old manor be left to me in the event that something ever happened to him.  All of my friends had told me that the thought was crazy, to leave the loft warehouse apartment that I owned and move to a foreign country.  My writing was selling well, but had suffered as of late there was inspiration; maybe this move was just what the doctor had ordered. The countryside was beautiful, and the old manor even though nobody had lived in it for years was still for the most part well kept. There was running water, and the electric worked. The attorney was kind enough to have the house i
My About Me
My Way
I am thinking of things that start with the letter F Fornacation forthright fucking for thr future of fatherhood. I am thinking of the girl from far away that has changed my life with her words and things she says I am wanting to finnally come face to face with her and see her in real not just pictures and words, and she just asked me if I believe in PDF. I did not know what she meant but when she expleaned the meaning I almost came in my pants. Ahe wated to know if I like Public Displays of affection. I told her ALL THE WAY I would fornacate fuck and father in her in the midle of the airport.    
Why,,,
Bingo Boomy
 So i'm having a Bingo Boomy... What Is it? Well you pick two numbers between 1-75 and you pay 10 million fu-bucks... It ends Sept 2 And will be drawn in a lounge on cam LIVE.. So hurry...Get Your numbers Before they are gone... Pm Only Please unless i state otherwise 
Reflections Of A Lycanthrope
SUMMERS EVE (BLUE MOON ON THE RISE)    Thu, August 30, 2012 - 8:24 PM Summers Eve is at hand and I will head into WolfHaven this long weekend to partake of Earth, Wind, Fire And Water. The Silver Goddess will rise almost directly through the trees in front of the Vesica Pisces in all her radiant glory and after rituals I will walk into the ghostly night to the Old Growth Forest to greet her. I will smell the damp earth and I will give offering and thanks to my Wolf Spirit Guide and we will both call out into the night. The following day I will sip sparkling wine and drift on the lake taking in the magnificent vestiges of summer as the colder nights give way to Autumn under a cobalt blue sky. That evening I will prepare a meal and set two places with wine and candle on the Vesica Pisces to welcome and honor those of you that cannot be here in person................. I will dress up in my black suit and I will raise my glass to all of you cuz that is how I roll. - Mikademus As I mov
Torturedartist's Revelations
observations of a dancefloor Minnows swimming in this choppy water surrounded by melodic beats just trying to get to their destination falsely accused of this familiar place rocking their bodies with mindless intent flawlessly shaking their sweat driven torso's to the intrinsic music the beat feeds the appetite for love wondering through the crowd shamelessly wanting the warmth of another pressed against their skin sharing one common goal to embrace the sexuality and grace capable to the bodies craving you bodies converse as you exhale I inhale your scent dark and alluring whispers of ecstasy greet the night So electric your body shakes Holding my frame Unleashing the quiet tame Heat as the spark is lit Your tongue awakens my clit Release the inner animal inside of me Skin to skin Laying with you must be a sin to feel such pleasure radiates my bones Your body blankets mine In this intimate alone Away from my thoughts In such an escape Yo
Virgin Vibes Updates
Updated server security and tunes are back up now... Please, refresh, thanks. Station was closed back in December of 2011, due to lack of interest by the staff and a lot of bs from several people here on FU. I had invested every penny possible into the station, paying for the servers, licensing fees, music rights, website, domain name, high speed internet, a second computer as a server, a backup hard drive, music, etc., etc., etc. Not to mention all the countless hours spent online DJ'n and building the station and website. Since I only have one income, it was a real strain on me financially, to provide this service, but I did it for people to enjoy it... Just as I am very passionate about music, I felt I could provide a quality online station that anyone could love. Apparently NOT, since most people wanted to argue and fight about who was where, when they were there and why. The kind of things you would expect to see 5 year olds do... NOT grown ups... Seems like they never grew up
Sb Bs Ugghhh
:32am more To JACK KGB K...: if your going to talk to muderdoll that im done talking to you! i saw the comment on your page ugghhh WTF? 7:33am reply JACK KGB K...: hell idk why or how she left it, i have her blocked or least i did 7:34am more To JACK KGB K...: no dont bullshit me she said it was great talking to you...dont play games...im very very smart! 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: what the fuck? 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: i havent even been bere sinse yesterday morning 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: miss so smart 7:35am reply JACK KGB K...: but yeah i dont tollerate accusation juist ask pickles how i hand this sorta thing 7:36am more To JACK KGB K...: i never said you were online, she talked to you probably on yahoo or your cell, dont dare threaten me! 7:36am reply JACK KGB K...: no threats ever 7:37am more
Chulez Thecanter
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Police: Two Shot In Candlestick Park Lot After Raiders-49ers Tilt
Two men were shot and wounded in the parking lot of Candlestick Park after a preseason game Saturday night between the San Francisco 49ers and the Oakland Raiders, police said. The shootings occurred around 8 p.m. PDT, shortly after the 49ers' 17-3 victory, police Sgt. Michael Andraychak said. The victims are a 24-year-old man, who was hospitalized with life-threatening injuries, and a 20-year-old man, who was hospitalized and was expected to survive, Andraychak said. Their names have not been released. The San Francisco Chronicle reported that police were holding a suspect soon after the shooting. San Francisco police Sgt. Frank Harrell described the suspect to the newspaper as a male adorned in Raiders clothing, adding that he was discovered on a party bus in an RV section of the lot. The Chronicle reports that the 24-year-old victim was wearing an "(expletive) the 49ers" T-shirt. He was in critical condition with two to four gunshot wounds to the stomach Saturday n
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Fubucks
OK here it is people have told me to play games and rate and like to gain fubucks but noone has said to which games to play that will make you fubucks. I have been playing games and have not noticed my fubucks go up at all, so people out their in fu world if you know which games that happen to make points or even fubucks please pass this information along to me. Thank you.
War. Peace. Life.
We are each of us constantly moving forward, into an unknown and unseen future. To a time other than now, to a place other than here. They believe that there has to be something wonderful out there. And you people will seek it forever, walking your bloody path, won't you. How very unfortunate. Is there no hope? But then what is hope? That all of your wishes and all of your dreams come true? To have your prayers answered? To turn back time because things weren't supposed to happen like THAT? Could you say with absolute certainty that you wouldn't make the same mistakes again? Who decided all this, and what has been decided...
Purple Ribbon Day
Purple Ribbon Day- Wiccan and PaganRightProclaimed by: Lord Mordred Proclaimed from: Fort Worth, Texas Proclamation... To all Wiccan and Pagans (Ribbon day) Body: Purple Ribbon Day All practitioners of Earth religions, Wicca, Shamanism, Druidry etc, are being encouraged to wear a purple ribbon as a way of promoting religious tolerance and to potentially raise awareness: OnSept. 21st to 22nd all Witches are going to wear little purple ribbons so everyone will know Who Else is a witch/wiccan/ pagan/... . But no one can do this if they don't know about it, so pass the word along! This message goes to all Witches, Wiccans, Pagans from all sorts of traditions. We can make a day for Ourselves!! Actually, two days!!! You can buy a purple ribbon anywhere, Dollar store, wal-mart, shoppers drug mart, anywhere...Wear it in your Hair, or pin it up to your shirt. Make it public!!!
Vampires Promise
A Vampire's Promise The smell of you, The pulse in your neck I can feel, hear and see your life Coursing through your veins I need it; I want it I will take it from you   Look into my eyes Fall into the endless Sky there See the universe inside us? Past and future fade There is just now, just the two of us.   Give yourself to me Eager and willingly Pleasure and Pain Succubus to my desire I will fulfill every fantasy you ever had.   Bare yourself to me Let me drink your essence Invite me to partake of you Your blood, your flesh, yourlifew I will savor you, remember you Love you forever   I will touch you Where you have never been touched Your hardness, your softness; Your weakness, your strength I will absorb every dream Become every wish Let me stroke you.   Let mne kiss you Inhale you Become one with you Give me your love, your soul, your life We will be immortal Out love endless, timeless.   Warm this coldness Inflame these dead embers That
What Did I Do Wrong?
SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE A BLOG ABOUT MY NEW ELECTRIC TOY I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED BUT NEVER HAD THE GUTS TO BUY. WELL ALL IT DOES IS MAKE NOISE AND VIBRATE! i CAN NOT GET IT UP!!!
My Lounges
hi can you piz join my lounge   http://www.fubar.com/lounge/83294 hi piz come and join this lounge http://fubar.com/lounge/81623 the name is seductive dark ice
Fat Burning Furnace
Fat Burning Furnace is a popular weight loss program created by Rob Poulos.
A Hater
:08am more To SGTxELLIS: they are me... shut it up and i have salutes and videos up and posted so lick my pussy! 8:09am reply SGTxELLIS: they are not ALL you. some of yours are mixed in 8:10am more To SGTxELLIS: fuck off you annoy me and i have no time for hate! 8:10am reply SGTxELLIS: not hate. facts 8:11am reply SGTxELLIS: your old ass body doesnt look like the tight perfect ones. lol. so easy to detect. I AM 37 YEARS OLD, I HAVE VIDEOS OF MYSELF POSTED AND 2 SALUTES SO HIME AND EVERYONE CAN FUCK OFF! I FEEL SORRY FOR THE JEALOUSY PEOPLE HAVE! THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WITH NUMEROUS ACCOUNTS WHO HAVE TAKEN PICTURES OF MY CHILD! HER NAME IS MS MURDERDOLL.....ITS TIME SOMEBODY STANDS UP FOR HERSELF AND THAT IS ME! 
Sister Murdered Hardest Thing
I Wrote this Before But Almost Deleted My Fubar Account and Deleted The Blog.But One Of The Hardest Things Ive ever Had To Deal With was Losing My Sister To Murder.{Feb 3rd 2006}.From My Mums Sounding so Hysterical when She called Me That Morning.And Crying and Saying My Sister Stephanie was Dead...At 1st When I Heard her I Thought she was gonna say something wrong with one of My Girls-I Couldnt handle that.But She Said Bobby-Stephanie Is Dead. I really couldnt Grasp what was being Said...In The Back of My Mind,I'm Thinking Ok She is Just Hurt Need to get her to the Hospital...But It Soon Was all sinking in That This was Reality and wasnt gonna be right or She wasnt coming back.Went To Greenville.It was a Huge Crime Scene.Roped Off.The Highway That Little Caesars Sat On Was Crowded...I Knew My Sister was In There.And Laying Dead in The Floor...Coroners,Police,Investigators were in there.Taking Pics.or whatever.........Had To Stop Just Thinking bout it Just Now....But its Ok.......Im W
Crazy
Its crazy how your silence gets to be another murder caseIts crazy how i trip like i didn't tie my shoe laceIts crazy how its so hard for me to be your baseIts crazy how other people put smiles on my faceIts crazy how those little things by you come by graceIts crazy how much your love i embraceIts crazy how loving you feels like i'm in a raceIts crazy how i can't catch your paceIts crazy how i love you and i'll give you spaceIts crazy how its crazy so watch this space 
Im Never Going To Make It Lol
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Job Security
In this time of job security in the government you need to become a Grade8I thought I'd be a G girl and have some fun so I filled an application and was made a Grade1I wore a naughty little blouse the could see right thru and my Boss took 1 look and made me Grade2I started dictation in a skirt above the knee when I got finish the letter I was a Grade3My Boss gave my thigh a pinch as he went out the door I blinked my big blues eyes and I was a Grade4I felt so happy 1 morning it was good to be alive I did a naughty rumba dance and got my Grade5My Boss asked me to kiss him so I showed him some new tricks, He must have liked the lesson, he gave me Grade6We left 1 weekend for his seaside Heaven, He must have been pleased I became Grade7My work is improving for now I am a Grade8 but I don't know what it is worthCause my God I am 3 weeks Late!
Full Circle...well, If It Wasn't "full" It Wouldn't Really Be A Circle Now, Would It?
I was born in August 1979. The movie "Arthur" staring Dudley Moore & Liza Minnelli was released in July of 1981. There, looking back, was no logical reason for me to have been enamoured with this film, but I was. I'm not sure when exactly it first made an appearance on my radar...it just always seemed to be there. As strange as it sounds today, to me, when a child of 6 or 7 says "I've wanted to see that movie my whole life", that's what I was saying at that age. I remember it well. I genuinely felt as though I'd always wanted to see this movie. I'm not a typical adult and I was far from a typical child, but still...At seven years old (yes. I'm quite sure that was my age) I convinced my mother to let me see the movie. My grandparents, for some reason, had the VHS. I discovered this and began a relentless campaign to convince the powers that be, that i was well of age and maturity to see this magical movie. (i was seven. Yes. I thought it was magical, dag nab it!) To this day, I'm sure i
Scared About My Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having
Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju
The Last Leaf To Fall
The Last Leaf to Fall   The wind it howled all through the night, So she hung on with all her might, While others fell unseen by light, When morning came she saw their plight.   The town then woke and what they found, Their trees were bare for miles around, Crimson and gold had covered the ground, Alone she cried without a sound.   From high above the earth she hung, The mournful wind its song it sung, No one was left to be among, To their end they’d all been flung.   Her senses were sharp, her vision keen, How could winter be so mean, Her skin had turned deep aubergine, Blackened veins where once was green,   As she succumbed to winters nip, Her life lived; she lost her grip, And in the wind her shape did flip, Over the ground her frame did skip.   She came to rest upon the grass, The man had watched it all from class, Where he awaited with frame of brass, And gently placed her behind the glass.   Her tree of life for those months few, Stood bare
Funny Fairie
A married couple in their 60's are visited by a fairy who grants them both a wish. "I want to travel around the world with my darling husband" says the wife. 2 tickets for a luxury cruise magically appear in her hand. Husband says "Sorry, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me." Fairy waves her wand and the husband becomes 92 ... The Moral of the story: Men who are ungrateful bastards should remember that fairies are female!!!.....pass it on...its too funny  
Buzzzzz
If i can not drink for real i might as well get wasted in virtual space.  LOL
The Marionette
The Marionette                                         How can i forget you when its me i can't forgive. This hollow once soul filled marionette now hangs lifeless, forgotten by the strings that once brought him life In this twisted depiction of life that once mimicked what could only be best described as heaven on earth filled with passion, love and excitement framed in by time that moved so slowly you thought the next second would never tick by. Now resembles an empty spilled bottle of whiskey sitting next to a smoldering ashtray in a post apocalyptic shell of a church that is being destroyed at its very foundation by the twisted Thorn covered memories of being cast aside time and time again and as the marionette sits half propped up on a chair sitting in a doorway of this once bustling sanctuary with a blank stare upon his faded cracked almost invisible smiling face the wind starts to blow through the shattered windows  that would have pictured the struggles of a Savior almost for
My Writings
(Scene 1)... Cool breeze's waft about illuminating goosebumpstaking my energized soul to the place of true loves... a field... near an orchard filled with apple blossomsas a grainery without machinery,we work together as God's sonsmaking a way as sowers of new life among fields of thievesRustling and popping at the step of the Master among the sheavesunderfoot?! yes, i am, for i was borne out of seed in a tilled soila coarse supplement reaped,then placed in bags made by the loyalClosed in... taken away to a building where we're milledMixed in with the foreign elements to feed and help build...(scene 2)...Blue eyes of exceptional beauty,alight on my rose-flushed cheeksMelting me into a mumbling,blubbering wreck like "some freaks"cause what comes out your mouth is like silk to rough hewn handsEnveloping me in the ethereal grip of these lust filled plansfeeding each other through our carnal needs and bread of fallen angelsbecause for now i'm sandwiched between you and common fablesthe tas
Lmfao Must Read And Pass On To Friends
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?
Perfect Girl
  Perfect Girl   Manny was almost 29 years old. Most of his friends had already gotten married, and Manny just bounced from one relationship to the next. Finally a friend asked him, "What's the matter, are you looking for the perfect woman? Are you THAT particular? Can't you find anyone who suits you?" "No," Manny replied. "I meet a lot of nice girls, but as soon as I bring them home to meet my parents, my mother doesn't like them. So I keep on looking!" "Listen," his friend suggested, "Why don't you find a girl who's just like your dear ole Mother?" Many weeks past before Manny and his friend got together again. "So Manny. Did you find the perfect girl yet. One that's just like your Mother?" Manny shrugged his shoulders, "Yes I found one just like Mom. My mother loved her, they became great friends." "Excellent!!! So,.... Are you and this girl engaged, yet?" "I'm afraid not. My Father can't stand her!"
Ronnie The Fubar Sheriff
THE FUBAR SHERIFF AKA RONNIE@ fubar This person has been wreaking havoc on webcast for about 3 weeks now and it seems that there isnt anyone at Fubar that gives a rats ass that this person is making a laughing stock of Fubar. He needs to be dealt with swiftly and permanetly, This person is far more dangerous to the site than others who have been frozen out of their accounts, my real question is why since he is having an effect on an area of the website that is used 24/7, why isnt a more pro-active approach being taken to stop his harrassment of the members of this site. I know what the terms of service say ,i have read them, Fubar does not get involved in disputes between members. There is one difference,this person is bringing grief on people who have never even spoken a word to him. Is it fair to the membership, for the administration to hide behind the terms of service instead of aggresively taken care of this problem? I say deal with this nuisance now , because i for one will not
Htc Sets To Do A Hi-fier For You
Smartphones are the craze of the present time. It’s always a great one to have the application gadget at your palm that can perform all the acts that your PC normally does. It’s the set that is an integral part of your daily life. You can read books, you can check your bank account details, you can watch movies, you can voice chat, and in fact, you can reach everywhere where you can’t reach personally. And when HTC smartphone ranges from RightGadgets.in are there for you, you can surely expect something that goes beyond these common stuffs. Watch out www.rightgadgets.in/items_subcat.asp?Category=Mobiles_India_Online&cid=1&brand=HTC for more details.
Thoughts
“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.” — Michael Peake When your life is falling apart, there’s always the impulse to hold on: to him, to her, to it; to the way it was, to how you wanted it to be, to how you want it now. But in order to get through a crisis, you will have to let go of whatever is standing in your way or causing the problem; these are the handcuffs around your ankles, the tin cans tied to your tail. You will have to let go of whatever isn’t serving you, whatever you no longer need, whatever keeps you from moving forward, whatever you’re so attached to that you can’t see where you’re going. You may have to let go of your marriage, your friends, your job, your career, your house, your family members, your self-image, the way you deal with things, your past, your dreams of the future. I don’t know what you’ll have to let go of. That’s for you to discover, but I do kn
..:: Stories ::..
My name is Matt, I'm an expatriate Australian who has been living in NY for about five years. What I do for a living doesn't really matter as far as this story is concerned because it is about one of my social interests – spanking. I have been going to the specialist spanking clubs in NY just about all the time I've been here and I have to admit I'm bored. The same old faces keep turning up night after night, I've spanked and been spanked by just about all the women who turn up to these clubs and I almost stayed home tonight – as it turned out I'm very glad that I came out. (no double meaning intended!) I was sitting at the bar my eyes roaming the room, all the usual extroverts were there, showing off in their usual manner but not attracting my interest in the slightest. I had just about admitted to myself that it was going to be a dud evening when the door opened and my hopes for the night were immediately raised. She stood in the doorway, obviously unsure
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Come Into My World, I Wanna Show You
Lets take a look inside this girls mind........ She fools everyone,  you can't tell by her smile but every day she wakes up and fights for that smile... She once had everything. her fairytale had come true, or so she thought. She was inlove and thought the feelings were mutual. She gave her life to this guy forever, only for one day him to decide that another girl could do it better. Which I don't blame him, This girl didn't give him the best she could. She took everything for granted. A 4 year relationship with a baby ends in a divorce after being married for 2 months. That killed her. but no one knew. She was and still is and forever might be dead inside. She feels dead inside. and doesn't understand how she is supposed to take care of another person when she can barely take care of herself. and how is she supposed to love another person when she barely loves herself. that's really all I got for now.... I try to forget.. but it's not that easy :( And please. Don't judge this girl...
New Blog
can u pls leave msg on my blast for requirement to level http://fubar.com/blast_details.php?uid=1186996&blastid=207449&btype=1 I know I have not been on much lately.   Seems like the 2 lap tops i had.. croaked.. or something. I am now back on the old desk top which is very old..and takes forever to even upload a page. I do miss most of my family on here.  But I have also been learning to improve my life..and getting things done around here.  I have been dieting since last july .  It started becuz i was borderline diabetic.  Anyways.. since then I have lost 47lbs.  I only want to lose about 10more lbs.  It has been getting extremely hard.  I didnt lose any for 2 months..then last month and this month i have lost 2lbs per month.  I figure by new years..I will be where i want to be. LOL.  Anyways.. it has all been worth it. I do not feel like a huge cow anymore. Lately I been walking about 2 to 3 miles daily.. working out at curves..doing zumba 6hrs or so a week..etc. Just a upda
Bout Me
This Is Awesome&totally True.hope You Guy's Like My Cool Story.
Oh man I love my life.It's story time children,I know it's not time for bed,but hopefully a good laugh will get your day started great&it'll stay that way.Ok a few day's ago I was walking Sophie&I forgot the poopy bag,she goes potty&the lady across the street comes out hollering&sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong(wish I would have smashed her snoopy nose right in Sophie's dook)So I ask her for a bag she say's no I ain't got no bag,mind you she has two dog's of her own,so she basically wanted to make me look like an asshole.So I get walking turn around&she's still standing there staring me down,so I go back get in her face&chew her ass out,she goes running into the house like the coward that she is,you know the type talk the talk but they can't walk the walk,we most of you know I talk the talk,walk the walk&I don't take shit from anybody.I don't care who you are.So and this is the best part,you might want to pee before reading this.let me just say first that god work's in very
Stop Pretending
Why? do I act like someone else? Am I not good enough to just be me? Why do I have to expose my body to get attention? Is my mind not good enough? Why do I act like a slut to get attention? Is this the way of the world that I must succumb to? Why do I lie to other human beings? And tell them what they want to hear so I can get what I want? Buy me a drink Buy me this buy me that and I will love you forever. Rate me 11 1/2 and I will be yours forever (LIKE HELL I WILL) I took a look at the top chicks and I was blown away! They look like rejects from the pig farm. Why are they the top chicks? MMMM let's see. Cause they have a paid account? Cause they know how to bullshit people to get want they want. And what they want is to be top chick here. And what do they get for it?????????????????MONEY? NO FAME NO So why do it???? Cause they need the feeling of power. But guess what. You do not have the power. FUBAR just FUCKED you. Your all that on fubar and nothing in real life.
Fuwedding Mine And Tims
My Fantasy Football Roster Draft Roster
                   My Fantasy Football Team Roster       QB's - Peyton Manning,Tony Romo   WR's - Andre Johnson,Reggie Wayne,Vincent Jackson,            Plaxico Burress,Dez Bryant   RB's - Jamaal Charles,Rashard Mendenhall,Ahmad Bradshaw,           Ryan Grant,Javid Best,Willis McGahee   TE -    Jason Whitten   K -      Nate Kaeding   D -      Saints   I picked Ryan Grant in the 14th rnd!! He was STILL THERE hahaha,I think I got a good team :D whadduhya think?
My Thoughts
Hygiene People! Please   I will be the first to admit that my pictures are not perfect. That being said.... I have been noticing more and more salutes with dirty nasty hands. WTH!?! Do you not wash your hands ever? I don't understand this at all. I wonder if these people are even aware of how dirty their hands are? UGH! And I'm not just talking about guys here, there are females with nasty finger nails in their salutes.. I just don't get it.     Another thing I find repulsive.... The Brown Tongue (I'm sure this is from your smokes or your coke) that is really disgusting. Please keep your nasty tongue in your mouth.. ugh   Come on people clean it up a little.
Random Blabber!?
Seriously, I mis drumming as often as I did years ago... Living in an apartment has me not owning a kit anymore, and always going to Guitar Center and playing there whenever I get a day off work! (Which is once a week!!!) Grrr, stresses me out 'cos music keeps me calm. Electronic kit, I've thought about it, but they're not the same as an acoustic... You cannot get the same sound, feel, and thunder from an elctronic kit though... I LOOOVE feeling it run through my body, though my blood. If any of you are musicians and live for music, you know what I mean! Arrrrrrggg, I'm done ranting! Hahaha.. I just need drums to make me happy happy happy as hell!
Child Abuse
ALOT OF YOU ARE PROLLY WONDERING WHY IM SLAMMING OUT VIDEOS OF TUPAC  BELOW TELLS WHY   15 years ago today, the rapper, poet and social justice activist Tupac Shakur passed away, having sustained injuries from an attack. Today, it's important that we all take a moment to reflect on Tupac's spirit and his wish for the world.  AND BECAUSE  i  i know 2 unsigned rap artist who has lived  Tupac's live and is  doing what tupac back at that time wanted for his homies to do  they rapping their experience of gang life  instead of killing one another . and even changed their life around .......... tupac   your words and your tunes has touched many rappers  even unsigned ones..... still along way to go yet but its a start and its happening R.I.P TUPAC you may be gone from this world but  your not forgotten Child said to his mom, "Mommy, I colored your sheets with lipstick!" In anger she started to hit her child until he was unconscious. Then, she regretted what she had done, and crying said t
John Praytor
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Application For Lovers
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Shatered
The Dreams I had of us are now Shattered The Hopes I had of us are now Shattered The Life we should have had is now Shattered The heart you promised to protect is now Shattered The promises you made are all Shattered The smile you gave me is now Shattered Forever is now never and will always be Shattered You walked away Shattered Your words are all Shattered Me and You and now Shattered.
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Things I Learned From Porn...
1. Women wear high heels to bed . 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70s couldn’t fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman’s butt. 14. Men always groan “OH YEAH!” when they cum. 15. If there are two of them they “high five” each other. (and the girl isn’t dis
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Judgement
Why are we so quick to judge others but not ourselves? We all do it everyday. When we walk down the street, walking in the mall, we see someone different from ourself and we pass judgement. Its easy to point out things we hate about ourselves in others. What we fail to realize, they are doing it to us also. Just because someone looks different, or talks different, doesn't mean there is something wrong with them. We look and talk the way we do because we were made that way and there's nothing wrong with that. We have all heard the phrase, "look in the mirrr". If you don't like something about yourself don't take it out on others. Do the right thing and if you can change it do it. Here is a question you can ask yourself, wouldn't the world be a boring place if we all were exactly alike?
Just Thoughts
As I sit on the toolbox of my old truck watching the horse slow eat hay and watching the sun fade into the western horizon I think "this is a mighty nice site". I hear the cicada's singing their lonesome song in the trees, the crickets slowly star to come from hiding to enjoy the on-coming night, the coyote howling somewhere in the distance calling for the rest of the pack, and just then a lone doe barely visible in the fading light walks from the brush sniffing the air wondering if it's safe to come from hiding for a drink before scaveging for food during the night. I dare not make a move knowing she would see and run for her life. She jumps the fence and slowly walks to the water trough taking a drink and then another and walks away. The dog sitting there keeping a ever faithful watch for varmits, snakes and such. Ears percking up and listening to every song the night has to bring. Even though it was a sight to see it still missed something of being perfect, that special someone sitt
Push
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w
Hiding
There is  a way to find out who these rat WPP people are. You will need to download the OPERA browser for this. This is the only browser you can do this with. GOOGLE free OPERA download for whatever operating system you are using. Operating system is for example: VISTA ,XP PROFESSIONAL, WINDOWS 7 etc. So if you are operating windows 7 type this in google: FREE OPERA DOWNLOAD FOR WINDOWS 7. Load browser and sign into fubar as usual. Click on any WPP player. Click on ADD TO HITLIST, then put cursor on the name and RIGHT CLICK it. You will see a drop down menu choose INSPECT ELEMENT. A white box will appear and on the left of this box you'll see a BLUE SHADED area,look for a 7 digit number preceding the mafia mobster name this is their FUBAR PROFILE ID NUMBER. add fubar.com/ in front of any number into your address bar and hit enter and this will bring you to their profile.
A Darkened Path
  Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong.   By Rose
Stuff
FIVE RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE: 1) Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle. 2) Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name. 3) Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you... when they're in trouble again. 4) Many people… are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them. 5) Alcohol does not solve any problems, but... neither does milk.
My Reasons
I deleted you because: (here are a few reasons why I delete people, if you feel I am in error please try again)   If you Never had a conversation with me..I deleted you. If you shouted me lame as lines like "Can I see your NSFW?"..I deleted you If you only added me to see if I had any Nudes...I deleted you If you had no salute....I deleted you However I did keep some of you for eye candy. *blushes* If You had pics of your cock and begged me to view it...I absolutely deleted you. FYI guys pictures of cocks do not turn me...now if you have a nice body..... :) If you are a punk ass to my best friend...I deleted you..be thankful I can't reach you from here. If you are a Bully...I deleted you and am most likely stalking you to find out where you live. I despise bullies. My job in life is to protect people and to teach them how to defend them selves against bullies and attackers. If I see you lighting up my bar tab liking and rating everyone but not even passing by my page....I de
Abbie's Crazy Head
My neighbors have three dogs. They got Becca  (the dog I have a picture of) a year ago and were taking good care of her. Soon after they brought home a pitbull who was forced to live outside in the backyard. He has gotten loose several times and attacked our dog Max, the pound has yet to do anything about it except make them get a second dog house. Now they have a third dog that is a little toy thing that they spoil while their first two dogs starve and freeze in the backyard. Whenever Becca gets off her leash she runs over to my families house and she was over here for 3 days recently before they even noticed she was gone. We want to keep her because you can see her ribs and she practically no meat on her tailbone. They came over today and asked us not to take Becca off her leash anymore and we told the neighbor she runs over for food when she breaks it, we can't stop her. The lady said whatever and claimed she fed the dogs twice a day... I miss that dog and I'm gonna steal her before
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This Is For You!
  I dare you to let me be, your your one and only promise im worth it to hold in your arms so come on and give me a chance to prove i am the one who can walk that mile until the end starts.
All Talk
"Nothing comes out when they move their lips, just a bunch of jibberish.." {Eminem}       Whenever someone says, 'Real Talk' it always makes me think they are just all talk. There are a lot of people in our society lately who are just that, talk; and lots of it. Some chose to listen and take action when needed where as others talk until action is taken by someone else. This might be good for an office job, where a boss does nothing but chirp to employees who end up taking action and making things happen. In the end, what really matters is the people who make things happen. That low level employee, doesn't plan on becoming a manager, most likely. That low level employee who always takes action, every day, will see that there is more in life to take action to. You can get people to move by asking them to move, even if in the end you go no where yourself.     The world is full of people who are just simply all talk, which looking back when they speak, is mostly negative talk. We only
Poetry
Tell me you love me one last time That you miss me you don’t want to live without me Tell me you need me once again Then walk into the distance Lie to me behind a smile Hide from me behind the flowers Run from me to the end of the road
Mr. Stuppes
everybody get down with the party !!!! Life is what you know of it !!!
8.15.11
You said some things to me that made me think you cared.  I believed you. You did some things to show me you meant it.  I believed you. You brought me under your wing.  I believed you. You did some things to shed some doubt.I still believed you. When you asked for help, I was there. When you needed someone to listen, I was there. Then, you turned your back on me. Where were you when I needed you? I am who I am because of the people in my life.  Trust is not a toy for me.  I will give anyone a chance, but once that gift is broken, I will not replace it.Believe that.
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Ass
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THERES SOMETHING GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IM NOT SUREWHAT IT IS, ALTHOUGH I DO KNOW WHY ITS HAPPENING AND WHO'S THE CAUSE OF IT I GUESS AFTER ALL THE HELL & PAIN, HEARTACHE,YRS OF BEING USED,ABUSED AND MISTREATED( 4 MOST OF MY LIFE) I HAD TRUELY GIVEN UP ON EVER FINDING ANYTHING CLOSE TO REAL LOVE, ANYTHING REAL AT ALL MUCH TO MY SURPRISE A WHILE BACK I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE I HAVE LOVED IN SECRET, THAT I HAVE LONGED FOR AND DREAMED OF FOR QUIET SOMETIME, DOES INFACT FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. IN THE SHORT AMOUT OF TIME I HAVE GOTTEN TO SPEND WITH HIM I HAVE FELT THINGS I DIDNT KNOW I COULD, HE HAS BROUGHT THINGS ALIVE IN ME THAT I NEVER KNEW WAS THERE AND THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME IS SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM. I AM SURE THAT EVERY GIRL OUT THERE DREAMS OF FINDING LOVE, MOST DO I GUESS BUT IN ALL HONESTY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAD MORE THAN GAVE UP ON IT COMPLETELY! AND NOW I FIND THAT WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS TRUE, HE SAID I NEEDED TO STOP LOOKING FOR IT AND LET I
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Forgiveness
My Contest
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Preggo Women
I THINK US PREGGO WOMEN SHOULD ALL HAVE A CHAT TO SEE THE DIFFERENT CRAVINGS AND HOW OUR BODYS HAVE CHANGED ?
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Hunnasuckle Readings
Cheyenne 1989-The Last Ride .On this page is the story of Lane's last ride, and his death, at Cheyenne Frontier Days, Cheyenne, Wyoming, on July 30, 1989. At the bottom of the page is what is known about the bull after Lane's death. Please understand that this was a very hard page to write. While the main purpose of this site is to remember Lane, and all the good things that happened in his life, I understand why people want to know as much as possible about what happened to him in Cheyenne.  I read accounts of that day that are inaccurate, such as: He was killed in Redding, Ca. (No)Red Rock killed Lane. (No) He was thrown from the bull. (No) He was trampled to death. (No) He did something wrong andthat caused his death. (No-No-No) ....and I think to myself that Lane deserves better. Lane deserves the truth. Here, I explain what happened that day in Cheyenne. I only wish someone could explain why.   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ferret's Mind
About me Gerald.  Written on 11/27/2011 Updated on 11/27/2011 -------------------------- So the chances are that you're reading this blog because you've been redirected here from my profile page here on fubar. Reason being for that, is i didn't want to clutter up my profile with this because i knew it was going to take up quite a bit of space, and i needed to have the "don't" list on my profile for those who look at it. Now what i will be writing in the next few paragraphs is a little bit about me. So do not complain about having to read, it's good for your eyes and mind. Complaining about having to read proves your nothing more then lazy anyways. So sit back, get a drink and enjoy the fact that someone actually took the time to write a detailed document about them.   Let's start shall we? My name is Gerald Thomas Schwartz III. I didn't know who my real father was until i turned 21. At that time my real mother happened to contact me and explain it all to me, and then my real fath
Friends
I got alot of friends on here. What I dont understand is when you talk to them why dont they talk back..I love all my friends on here and I try to talk to them all. But when you keep trying to talk to them and you get no answer then what the point. Does anyone else have that problem. Yes this blog sounds stupid but I just had to get it off my shoulders...
Dreams
              So, weird.     I had a dream my step-sister told me about how she had anal sex. The guy licked her asshole first, then stuck it in. It was a casual conversation where she was talking about different movies and such.             I also had a dream I was in school or something. But at the beach. The bathrooms were totally gross and full of shit. I had to poop, but couldn't because of the condition of the bathrooms. Eventually they sent the janitor to clean them or something. I went  back to class. It was my fith grade class. The room was different but it was mostly the same people. Some of them were playing with some kind of origami thing. The teacher ened up taking it away. He said they were communicating with it. So they were basically talking while he was talking and that is rude. Later we went to the park. The class had volonteered to play with younger kids there or something.                       There was a dream me and twoother people were on a computer or someth
8.14.11
I love The Job.  I enjoy waking up, going to work, and doing what I do for a living. The people I work with... well... there's to be desired.  But it makes for great comedy.  Allow me to digress. THE A+ DEADBEATIn my sister department, there's a guy who thinks he's a team leader.  He throws himself around like a team leader.  The office sees he's a wannabe team leader.  He's just a rep.  He makes jokes about how he's a deadbeat dad (how is that funny?), he wears (supposedly) expensive clothing, doesn't have a car or a driver's license, or anything of his own to call his own.  He brags about how he's A+ certified in MIS technology, but he pushes papers and makes sure orders are being moved now.  Seriously, the jokes write themselves.   The other day there was a line at the copier machine, and he's like, "I feel like I'm at Motor Vehicles." I quickly turned around and was like, "Really, how would you know?"    Everyone burst out laughing, even the angry guy that hates everyone.  
Cassie's Night Out
It is April 09, 2008, it is spring time but yet it is hot like summer. Cassie Jordan a 26 year old woman who is shy, quite, 5'3 and about 135lbs with brown hair and green eyes, who lives in the little country town of Barlo which is just out side of the major city Mocanno, which is where she drives to for work every weekday. This morning Cassie was on her way to Starbucks to pick up drinks for her and her coworkers in the dental office she worked in. She made her order and sat to wait. As she waited a man entered the store, he was tall and muscular with sandy blond hair and gorgeous hazel eyes. He made his order and when he turned around to find a seat to wait, he saw Cassie sitting at a table by the window with the glow of the sun beaming down on her. He thought to his self "wow, she is beautiful", so he made his way to her table and asked if he could have a seat. They exchanged names, his being Josh Walton, and they started talking about how pretty yet hot the morning started out. J

Wanna Be My Man????? Applications Here
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least  7" no more than 11" circumference of at least 6 inches around and 2in  OK BADASSES ( I like bad boys but I am looking for a real good man-NO CRIMINAL RECORDS) Must love animals Must love BBW Must love latin girls Must love music Must know how to dance Must love to eat pussy Must be passionate Must take showers at least one a day twice if u sweat a lot Must be in good physical condition, no lazy asses allowed Must love family ( NO MAMAS BOYS ALLOWED) {Its one thing to love and take care of ur mom but u cant be asking ur mom to take care of u or dont tell her our/my biznass} Must remove pubic hair if u want me to go down on u Must TELL ME THE TRUTH (N
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Hey, im new here. i want to know what you think of me. i just want to get to know as many as people as i can and to become friends with most of you, well if thats possible!
Hall Of Shame (stars' Images Or Careers Ruined Or Nearly Ruined Because Of Their Actions & Egos)
I made a list of stars & athletes Who literally had their images tarnished or nearly had their careers ruined or nearly ruined because of their actions, egos, bad attitudes, etc. which made people strongly dislike them and it shows that sometimes, you gotta learn how to humble yourselves & not let your ego (or arrogance) or bad attitudes get in the way.  Here's a list which I called The Hall of Shame: Carlos Zambrano (former Chicago Cubs pitcher) Kanye West Fred Durst (lead singer of Limp Bizkit) Rosie O'Donnell Milton Bradley (former Cubs player) John Rocker (former Atlanta Braves pitcher) Don Imus (talk show host who dissed The Rutgers women's basketball team) Terrell Owens SouljaBoy Bobby Brown Axl Rose (lead singer of Guns 'N' Roses) Benzino (who feuded with Eminem) R. Kelly Barry Bonds Chris Brown Tiger Woods If I'm missing anybody, please add on
My Stories
AS I WALK INTO THE I GET UNDRESS AND HEADS TO THE SHOWER ! I PROCEED TO TURN ON THE WATER AND LIGHT MY SCENTED CANDLES AS I STEP OUT TO GET MY T SHIRT FOR THAT NIGHT ! I STEP IN THE SHOWER AND CLOTHES THE DOOR !! AS I BEGIN TO WASH MY FACE THEN PROCEED TO LATHER  THE I LET THE SPONGE AS THE SOAPY BUBBLES SLIDE DOWN MY BODY ! JUST THEN I HEAR MY NAME BEGING CALL BY HIM " HEY BABE WHERE ARE YOU ???"  I SAY IN THE BATHROOM AS I PROCEED IN ENJOYING MY SHOWER ! THE WATER WAS NICE AND WARM !!!  IT HAD BEEN A GOOD 10 MINUTE SHOWER AS I STEP OUT TO DRY OFF I GRAB THE LOTION TO MOSTURIZE MY BEEAUTIFUL SKIN!!! I HEAR HIM SAY " BABY WHATS TAKEN SO LONG ??" I REPLY " IM PUTTING ON MY LOTION " AS I EMERGE FROM THE BATHROOM PULLING THE TSHIRT DOWN I FEEL HIS HAND WRAP AROUND MY SOFT MOISTEND SKIN AS HE SAYS " LEAVE THE SHIRT OFF " AS I FEEL HIM PULL IT BACK OVER MY HEAD !! HE BEGIN  TO KISS MY LIPS AND DOWN MY NECK AS HIS HANDS WONDER ALL OVER MY BODY !!! I LOOK AT HIM SAY " MMMM BABY WHATS GOTTEN I
Horny People
Ordinary World
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,Thought I heard you talking softly.I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio,Still I can't escape the ghost of you.What has happened to it all?"Crazy," some would say.Where is the life that I recognize?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say:"Pride will tear us both apart."Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, run away,Left me in the vacuum of my heart.What is happening to me?"Crazy," some would say.Where is my friend when I need you most?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.(Ooh, Ahh, Ooh)Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed.Fear today, forgot tomorrow... oohHere beside the news of holy war and holy need,Our
Your Special To Me
Tales Of A Tattooed Love Boy
Its so damn irritating to not be able to see the trail of things around you on your homepage. You can't see who likes you or rates you or buys you drinks or jack shit   I get the site went down two days ago!!!! But damn can't we get this working soon. Maybe they should give everyone some Fubucks or some bling to compensate for the inconvience of not being able to see the shit we can always see.  Not that they will do that or hell not that they will even ever see this rant. Fuck its just so damn irritating. You can see mumms and thats it. FUCK THAT> Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful.    Yes I realize  that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent o
This Guy Is Fk'n Nuts!
Waves Upon The Beach
Why do the waves lap upon the beach shore .. why do they endlessly grasp to hold and to feel the sand and shore beneath there watery kiss ... I see my self as the ocean ...alone in its self ... reaching for its love ..but never to have or hold it. Yet the ocean is not sad .. no.. It grasps and reaches still to touch its desire for only those brief moments before returning in on itself once again... The days and weeks go by and the ocean still reaches for the sands.. the earth it so dearly loves and desires.. It never tires or grows weary after the centuries ... it is still there by the sweet sands of time and there it will always be ..as I will you my love.. I will always be here ..right by your side ...reaching for you ..but not becoming weary or discouraged when I cannot touch you .. I will be grateful to have the spiritual love we so clearly have defined as rare .. and I will remain right here .. lapping at your toes ...just to refresh and refill your spirit... with lo
Fubar
My Music Days...
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him:     It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night.     Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant.     Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso
Me!
Fu-ucked By Gigi - Or How Stupid Can Someone (me) Be?
Sports
Jdrf Walk Fundraiser
Hi peeps I'm walking in my 8th Juvenile Diabetes Walk If you can please help me by making a small donation it would really mean a lot to me Thank You http://www2.jdrf.org/site/TR/Walk-NY/Chapter-NewYorkCity4456?px=1260278&pg=personal&fr_id=2365
Upcoming Shows
Time Today at 9:30pm - Tomorrow at 2:00am Location The Shop @ The Hidden House Created By TheHidden House, TheShop Hidden-House, Lindsey Wells, Ryan PointNine Klein More Info The OG Shop DJs Roach and Al Page Plus Spit MC Showcase feat. Lakai, 6X, Skywriter and Point 9Spinnin funky beats before and after show https://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=261337473876710 Check me out on FB and to get more details! https://www.facebook.com/#!/point9fanpage
Destiny
You know that I'm not perfect. I've told you this before. I just want to make it clear and honest to the core. I never took my side, I was always on the fence. I turned love upside down and then you said it was the end. I never made a move. I should've told you this. My love for those who hurt me never let me flip the switch. The hate I kept inside me, I kept it for myself. I spent all our time wishing that I was someone else. Guess it never mattered since all pain is the same. You feel it and you dish it out til it becomes a game. I've done my share of evil. Less Jeckle, more Miss Hyde. Sometimes I didn't know myself. I played out every lie. It's easy under cover to act like someone else. I ran away from everything. Every card that I was dealt. In the end I lit a fire and watched all my dreams burn. Now I'm a master arsonist and every day I learn A new way to destroy the rage, a way to watch it die. Maybe someday in the future I can look you in the eye. I'll say it's
R.i.p. Rod Steele
OHIO VALLEY WRESTLINGOVW lost a family member recently, former OVW star "The Real Deal" Rod Steele. To pay tribute to the legacy he left behind and to support the family of the legend OVW will host a special evening of matches on August 20th at the Davis Arena. Tickets are only $5 & donations are accepted.Rest in Peace Rod Steele!
Lifes Fuck Up's
Last call to wake me up and stumble to the streetDon't know if I'm coming or going (one more drink)So called friends long since departed in the nightTomorrow morning they'll exaggerate and tell me varied liesIf they only knew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proofAnother weekend spent alone time passing byToo drunk to pick up the receiverFeeble attempts to help me go ignoredDon't have the energy or will power to make it anymoreIf they only kew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proof Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load
Just Words!
 I have been trying to date for a while now and have had terrible luck. For some reason I can't get past the second date. It seems that most of the men I have dated are looking for a woman that is more like a Barbie Doll than a Real Woman. A woman that always looks Hot and doesn't really have a mind of her own or just doesn't want to use it!    I am a Real Woman! I do love to dress up, look Sexy and Hot but I also have a mind! I love having intellectual conversation, love learning new things, and new experiences. I am very strong willed, open minded, independant, honest, caring, loyal, sensual, positive, athletic, laid back, and comfortable with myself. I consider myself a diverse person and can be comfortable in most enviroments.    This Real Woman wants a man that I am Attracted to and finds Interesting. One that is interested in My Ideas and Views as I am with His.   My friends tell me I'm a great catch and a great person to be around! Then why the Hell can't I find a Man of my o
Fuck
I dont understand can people not comprehend that i have lived one of the shittiest lifes possible and that i actually take responisibility for it being that way lol i mean shit i get over my personal issues constantly and just try to live life one day at a time but noone else seems to be able to keep there personal problems from over running into other peoples lives mainly mine look im sorry if your dog pissed on your leg or if you fucked someone last night and your shit fell of this mornin im sorry and look im sorry if you have a shitty job like mine and you only make a hundred a week when your worth thousands more im sorry if you just got told you have 1 year left to live im sorry i really am but i didnt have a fuckin thing to do with any of that so im sorry but kiss my fuckin ass

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