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I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!
has anyone wondered about how much fun you can have in a chat room? i mean seariously its fun as hell trying to figure out wat other people is talking about. an wondering how to jump in on the conversations
The best thing about technology and computers today is how diverse everything is. While it can be overwhelming when you're having to look into new computers, phones, tablets, hardware, touchscreen monitors and much more, there is something out there for everyone. This is one topic that always comes up between people a lot today that use these technologies as tools in their everyday life.Which one is better?Is one system better than another?I don't write a whole lot but this topic is one that I would like to get off my chest; from my point of view. I have a Bachelor of Computer Science and regularly work with different types of computers, operating systems, tablets, phones and networks. There is one thing that almost every technology has in common. Keeping you connected to the people/information you need and use in your everyday life. With desktops and laptops people become divided into three groups. Mac users, Windows users and Linux/Unix users. These are just the three common group
Friendship On The Fu
In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations.
People have several different types of friendships. Best friends, Friends with benifits, a person you know by repution but arent really freinds with, we all have a few frenemies, and I could go on and on.
The hardest part about being that close to a woman is because well, we are some crazy, catty bitches who enjoy keeping shit stirred up, not letting things die down, hiding in the bushes like a hungry lioness to pounce and devour your best best friend.
When I was little friendship was about who could jump rope the best, play hop scotch better, was it longer in a game of tag, whoever was the better hidder in Hide and go Seek.
Now as my children are getting older (my son is 15, my middle daughter ie 13 and my "baby"is 10) I notice how their ideas of friendships differ from the way ours did
Whispers From My Soul
It’s a new day. Most people are up and getting ready for work, depending on your time zone. Me, I haven’t been to sleep yet. Not from lack of trying, I assure you. I have so many thoughts running through my head.
I’m a firm believer in the power of 3. Good and bad things seem to happen in 3’s. June 29th I had my stroke, July 29th my Grandma had her stroke. 1 month to the day after mine. Now I’m just waiting to see who the next person will be. I know a lot of you may be saying to yourselves, well if she’s set on it happening then it will. Not so…..It’s from experience that I say this. All my life things good and bad have happened in 3’s. Even things that are not connected to me.
Case in point, Amy Winehouse is found dead, I think it’s been about a month give or take and now the ex lead singer from Warrant Jani Lane was found dead in his motel room last night. I know there will be a 3rd. I’ve never seen it ha
Earn Some Nsfw Anyone?
THANKS!!!same ol REDHOTMOMMA... just a new account!500 WINNER! help me please!!! Go like Bodyartforms on Facebook.I love these guys!Then after you have "liked" them please visit this link and "like" my photo!www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150098036951924&set=o.149344708430326&theaterWHAT YOU GET!ACCESS TO MY NSFW FOLDER! i will be adding this folder asap... i have the weekend off so its my prority... i just signed back up so lil slackleave me a "GOOD LUCK RED!" comment for an extra goody!THANKS! silly i know... but worth a shot...DO NOT ADD ME ON FACEBOOK! NO ONE WILL BE ACCEPTED INTO MY FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK. KEEP IT TO FUBAR THANK YOU! THE PHOTOS WILL BE WORTH THE TROUBLE.
I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!! Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old husband of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and think what if ...... what if we would have done this or done this but know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to c
Lyrics I Love
Garden of Allah
It was a pretty big year for fashionA lousy year for rock and rollThe people gave their blessing to crimes of passionIt was a dark, dark night for the collective soulI was somewhere out on RiversideBy the El Royale HotelWhen a stranger appeared in a cloud of smokeI thought I knew him all too wellHe said, "Now that I have your attentionI got somethin' I wanna sayYou may not wanna hear itI'm gonna tell it to ya anywayYou know, I've always liked you, boy'Cause you were not afraid of meBut things are gonna get mighty roughHere in Gomorrah-By-The-Sea"He said, "It's just like homeIt's so damned hot, I can't stand itMy fine seersucker suit is all soakin' wet"And the hills are burningThe wind is ragingAnd the clock strikes midnightIn the Garden of Allah"Nice car.........I love those Bavarians.....so meticulousY'know, I remember a time when things were a lot more fun around hereWhen good was good, and evil was evilBefore things got so.......fuzzyYea
THE 2013 CHRISTMAS AUCTIONNOW ACCEPTING AUCTION ENTRIES
Start Date: 12/9/13 End Date: 12/31/13 @ Noon Fu Time(Entries may choose to accept any bid and end their auction at anytime.)
HOW TO ENTERFupal me Three (3) Credits with a list of offers & link to the picture you would like to use for the auction.
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This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here. Hell there is lounge on here that I have real life friends that DJ and Greet for them. I go into the lounge and get fucking ignored. I ask for a song that is METAL, and I get shot down. I guess I'm not in the click. Hell they need DJ's, I am an experianced DJ and I was going to try out for the job. After tonight fuck that. This place is like pissing contest most the time. I'm staying cause of my real friends.
Maybe cause I'm not on here to pick up a chick or something is why I don't get talked to. Might just be me.
Hotties,and fellow friends lol idk any othre wayt to put it.
Here is the deal,I need everyones participation especially from all my hotties and officers. I have seen numerous
changes,but just because i give you a good nod that your doing good,doesnt mean for you to stop. In order
for us to keep the hotties going i need everyones help,
So first off i would love to hear everyone out
what is something you wish the hotties had?
Something we should change?
and any others ideas you may have,you can place them here,but most likely they will be read faster if you come to me
directly on my homepage.
my officers know what they should be doing,and i do hope to see messages from you guys on Sunday in regards to your teams.
Another thing is im looking for 2 new hottie officers
Some of the things officers would need to do is
1.show love to the homepage/chief
2. You will be assigned a team,you need to show your team love,make sure they show it back,keep track of your team m
Behind Blue Eyes
I took a step today... and it got me thinking... and I may just be on to something... I may be on the path to finding myself again...
Today I signed up for a dance class. It was a class I have been thinking about taking for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm not sure why I never signed up for it. I think it was anxiety and fear... the very things that have been holding me back from doing anything that I enjoy the last few years. As I was thinking about this class, feeling the excitement looking forward to it... I started to think about how much I loved to dance when I was younger. I always wanted to be a dancer. I took a couple of dance classes when my father could afford it. But I'm not sure at what point I gave up on it. (I did try out for dance team in high school, however I was cut in the last round because the routine I choreographed was considered "too sexy." lol)
Then that led me to think about the fact that I had other loves when I was younger that got lost along the way. I loved
would you like to go some place and have alot of fun and not worry about the crap that goes on and bullcrap back and have fun and have alot of laughs then join dork's nation where u can help others while they help u dorks nation is just more then a lounge.. its a place where u can chill but i'm looking past all that lounge crap really and want ppls to join me into having a lot of fun intead of worrying about this and that on fubar just to sit back and relax and have fun when was the last time u actully cracked up with a bunch of friends well heres ur chance if u seem a bit intersted into it pls let me know i would like some kind of info ..this is just a hard draft so if anyone got any idea pls let me or my friend chelle know http://www.fubar.com/chellebelle82 its great to be a dork so y not
You center your anger and point it at me
You load your hatred and pull the trigger
It'll destroy you in the end you'll see
Empty your rage and drop it in your holster
You went for the throat to leave me bleed out
Can you see the harm you caused yourself
All you gave me was your doubt
I'll be stronger on my own by myself.
How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir
I am sitting tonight watching a movies on hulu, and I began to think about the things gonig on in my life the people I've had the liberty to meet and the people I've seen leave out of my life. What comes to my mind is change and it some way we've all experienced it whether it be good or bad someone passing away or someone coming into our lives, but the fact is that change is everywhere and there is no wat for us to stop it from happening. My Question to all of you as I write this blog is this how do you cope with change what are some of the things you do to make it better or make it easier to deal with?
My Wish For You...
My wish for you:
Comfort on difficult days
Smiles when sadness intrudes
Rainbows to follow the clouds
Sunsets to warm your heart
Laughter to kiss your lips
Friendship to brighten you being
Beauty for your eyes to see
Faith so that you can believe
Confidence for when you doubt
Patience to accept the truth
Courage to know yourself
Love to complete your lifee
These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers.
The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!
It's My Percection
Yes...I see the green grass.
And I set off to explore it's firm, fertile, lushness.
Feeling Bold & warm, & Energetic...
Like the the midday rays that explode in the Spring sunshine.
With the slightest of momentum; & the best of intentions.
I strike out...onward & forward I trek. To the call of the wild.
Then snap! instantly; without warning.
My feet are voilently yanked from beneath me.
Jaw contorted...mouth wide open.
Air once fresh & pure; now rendered stale & toxic...
Convulses angrily out my mouth. Coating my tongue with the vilest stench of tasteful cofussion.
Now dazed, furious, & translucent....it hits me!
Bam! right between the eyes...Like a Mike Tyson left hook!
I am but a Dog...Teathered to a leash!
Made of man made rules...& spiritual beliefs.
In the land of Milk & Honey....
JWL aka "UknoWho"
"A liberal is someone who reaches into your shower and adjusts the water temperature for you."
- William F. Buckley Well, I finally finished Anathem last Friday. It's a lengthy novel at nearly 1000 pages, filled with an entire history of another world. Although the characters and situations are interesting, I must confess it didn't grab me nearly the way that Cryptonomicon or Snow Crash did.
I wanted to like the monastery like setting and the convents and such, but it just didn't go anywhere. It reminded me of the type of description Tolkien used in Lord of the Rings. Not the great stuff, just all the detail along the way. The problem was that the destination didn't have the payoff and the events along the way just didn't build up with tension as they did in Crytonomicon.
Stephenson is a great author and the book is intelligent and deep, and well written, it's just not that compelling from a story standpoint. The characters are likable enough, but they aren't enough to dr
Some Women, Really
I have been seeing a woman off and on for a few years now. things were good for awhile but she was married so that put a dampener on things. When she divorced her husband things got better, for awhile. My ex-best friend for over 25 years comes into the picture and she loses her damn mind. Friends of hers and mine start telling me all kinds of stupid stuff she and him are doing, alot of the stuff comming strait from him to my friends. Nice right? I have never told her who she cant and cant be friends with but have told her just exactly what I think of him and why our friendship ended. It wasnt pretty either. I have been hearing for months now she and him are sleeping together, she denies this of course. BUT, from her own mouth to a friend of our she says she has. she doesnt even care to fight for what we once had and that hurts the most. I guess I know where I stand now, ALONE.
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Attention Recruits Must Read
Hello Ladies, So you're interested in joining The Titty Committee. I've just started the page and we're looking to recruit beautiful girls thick or thin you're in, but there are some rules and requirements.
If you want to be recruited into The Titty Committee you have to have a recent Salute on your page and must comment this blog saying I Agree, to allow me to post pictures of your choice in the Titty Committee Girls folder on our page. You have to take a picture or have a picture of your face and chest, your chest does NOT have to be fully exposed just flirty unless you would like to..
Show some love by adding the family of this page keep your eye out because new girls will be recruited. Show love to all your titty committee family
If you agree to joining The Titty Committee, after agreeing so you must put The Titty Committee Member at the end of your name.. We will aslo make sure you're pictures can not be ripped..
Well thank you for your time If you chose to joi
Good Vs Evil
I am looking for some input on this but I just realized I am probably posting it on the wrong thing. it not like I have the 10 mil to pick anyways.... would it be wrong to ask for a donation :-) thanks for stopping by to take a loon anyways.
Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.
I wanna cut through my skin
And pull you within
My heart burns like the sun
As our flesh becomes one
In the darkness
My heart aches at the sight of you
Trembles and quakes within sight of you
In the darkness
Our bodies burning
Tides are turning
Somehow stopping time
What is becoming of my heart and mind?
In the darkness
All that you want from me is all I have to give
In the darkness
Coming so easily, learning how to live
In the darkness
All that you want from me is all I have to give
In the darkness
Coming so easily, learning how to live
I will surrender my soul
And give you control
Make me a Martyr for love
To the heavens above
In the darkness
My heart aches at the sight of you
In the darkness
Hockey & Stuff
NHL Hockey is a big deal in WNY. Not so much in Florida
Do you know what gets better TV ratings than the Florida Panthers' games?
A) A Sunday Morning,7 AM kids show, called 'The Doodlebops'
B) The infomercial on 'professional blenders'
D) All of the above
If you are in Florida and reading this - YOU DON'T DESERVE THE GAME OF HOCKEY!
I was driving to an early appt this AM & listening to sports radio. I stumbled across a great way to get bores and other undesireables to walk away & stop talking to me in social situations.
I start selling em insurance! Either they go away or my time spent with them becomes valuable for reasons other than thier company. is the name of a book that describes the history and current/future ramifications of selectively choosing male babies over female babies. In the last 40 years, the author declares 163,000,000 girls were aborted, solely because the parents wanted a boy. While this primarily happens in Asia, the practi
Charmys True Love Always
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE.
WE HAVE HAD SO MUCH HAPPEN TO US IN OUR LIVES THAT WHAT MAKES ME GET THROUGH IT IS KNOWING THAT WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I SEE YOU LAYING NEXT TO ME. BABY WE HAVE OUR FIGHTS BUT YET WE CAN FORGIVE EACH OTHER FOR THE STUPID THINGS THAT WE DO.
THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES THAT WE MAKE THAT ONE WRONG CHOICE. AND ITS SO HARD TO COME OUT AND TELL THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU MESSED UP. WELL, BABY THAT IS WHAT IM HERE FOR. I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU THAT I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. AND WE CAN REPAIR THE ISSUES AT HAND.
I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE MAN I LOVE WITH THE VERY LAST BREATH I WILL TAKE. YOU KNOW THAT I AM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU KNOW
So today was a really good day. Met a really cool guy and had a lot of fun with him...without falling into bed with him. Something very new for me. I really didnt want to leave when it was time to go and so we're suppose to get together again tomorrow only I'm thinking he doesnt really want too. I feel like I could just be a new toy and honestly I'm to a point in my life Im done being the toy and really honestly ready to settle down and find someone that I can devote my life too. Even if we never marry just to have that person by my side day and night. Im done being alone. Not saying I wanna move in with this guy or have him promise me things neither one of are even remotely ready for but I most definately want to see where this could go and really give it a shot. I guess I'm just beyond terrified to be hurt again and thus starting to protect myself because I had just a great time and truly got to be me with someone. Something I havent been able to do in a long time. What to do?! UGH!!
When I think about you I think about Happiness.
I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give..
It warms my Heart to think about you.
nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me..
I LOVE YOU......
Me On Fubar
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much
now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with
you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you
and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them
i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th
The Church Of The Flying Spaghetti Monster
The Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, while having existed in secrecy for hundreds of years, only recently came into the mainstream when this letter was published in May 2005.
With millions, if not thousands, of devout worshippers, the Church of the FSM is widely considered a legitimate religion, even by its opponents – mostly fundamentalist Christians, who have accepted that our God has larger balls than theirs.
Some claim that the church is purely a thought experiment, satire, illustrating that Intelligent Design is not science, but rather a pseudoscience manufactured by Christians to push Creationism into public schools. These people are mistaken. The Church of FSM is real, totally legit, and backed by hard science. Anything that comes across as humor or satire is purely coincidental.
Pastafarianism is a real religion.
Most of us do not believe a religion – Christianity, Islam, Pastafarianiasm – requires literal belief in order to pr
I just recieved my monthy email from the powers that be at Xbox, although I admit I almost liked it better when Microsoft did not send out these "freindly" emails. It reads as follows:
R4Bulletz, here's your personalized Xbox News and Info:
Gamer Score 12055
Total time on Xbox Live last Month: 94 Hours 58 Min
Your Most Frequent Activity Last Month: Call of Duty Black Ops 48 hours 22 Min.
Other Activities You Enjoyed: Assassins Creed Brotherhood 21 hours 32 Min.
Netflix 15 Hours 30 Min.
Its almost depressing. Add me if you want to play: Gamer tag r4Bulletz
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old.
Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time
Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT)
Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25.
Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed."
Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all."
I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!
My gift to you REAL mixers for 2013 :)
If the embed doesn't work: http://youtu.be/uP2AX9XUYbg
If it does :)
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.
Blog It Out, Bitches!
Now, for those who didn't know this...I was a 2nd Alarm Hottie.
I resigned as a Hottie and sent a nice, respectful pm to them and let them know (actually just the home page) what I've decided to do. Informing them that I will always be there and continue to rate the "Hotties" and etc.
Expecting a decent response... I didn't. I got, "Well you are with the ones that stoled your last page, Goodbye."
Ok, in total shock...I'm wondering how did ECS steal my last page. No one had stolen my last page...I forgot my sign-on information. How can someone steal a profile? I mean beside some "newbie" men that pose themselves as women so that other men would talk to them (without knowing that they are actually men), because they are too damn scared of letting others know that they have interests. I can say that I haven't ran into another Pinkie on here besides my other 2 profiles (yeah lost it 2x...tehehe).
I understand that they lost a Hottie, but there is no reason to be angry with me. I didn
(sung to the tune of "Mr.Crowley" - by Ozzy Osbourne)
Mr.Charlie, what went on in your head?
Oh, Mr.Charlie, don't you know you look dead?
Your lifestyle to me seems so classic
with the ho's and the blow
You talk with your hands always spastic
Yeah, you said what we already know
Mr.Charming, did you say you were pure
Mr.C.Harper, piss in this and we can be sure
When babbling things incongruent
your DNA is not of this Earth
believed that your brain is so special
...yet smoking up thousands worth...
Mr.Charlie, Please get off your high horse!
Mr.Charlie, You've got talent, of course!
Your ranting this time is so drastic
I hear that 911 call
Approaching a time that is tragic
CBS has their backs to the wall
Are you polemically bent?
We want to know what you meant
We want to know...
We want to know what you meant, yeah
*originally written 4:09am - 4:28am 3/1/2011
- by Bare77
Mean Lyrics...hmmm Makes Ya Wonder!
Mean by P!nk
You used to hold the door for meNow you can't wait to leaveYou used to send me flowersIf you fucked up in my dreamsI used to make you laughWith all the silly shit I didBut now you roll your eyesAnd walk away and shake your headWhen the spark has gone and the candles are outAnd the song is done and there's no more soundWhispers turn to yelling and I'm thinkingHow did we get so mean?How do we just move on?How do you feel in the morningWhen it comes and everything's undone?Is it 'cause we wanna be free?Well that's not meNormally I'm so strongI just can't wake up on the floorLike a thousand times beforeKnowing that forever won't beAlways sentimental whenI think of how it wasWhen love was sweet and newAnd we just couldn't get enoughThe shower it reminds meYou'd undress me with your eyesAnd now you never touch meAnd you tell me that you're tiredYou know I get so sad when it all goes badAnd all you think about is all the fun you hadAnd all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt , and i am more of a fact type of person. i try to never make assumptions until i have the facts to back them up.Me im really laid back currently work at a fast food joint. but working towards college this fall for pharmacy tec.Right now on the side i made chainmail necklaces and such eventually moving onto clothing but not just yet.I love nature and camping .but Ohio weather is some what unpredictable at times.I am 21 and a Scorpio. i am happily married to Jason .we have been together almost
My ex wants to move with no job, place to live or anything else because she thinks the grass is greener on the otherside...If I dont let him go he will resent me forever for not giving him the chance... I am so lost.. and there is nothing I can dooo.... Really..what the hell am I doing... I really like some ppl I met on here... I am just lost.. I am sooo alone I will try and get attention any way I can.. and I am on a computer... how sad is that... my god.. just listen to me.. but I will say this .. the feelings I have are real.. and I do want to neet ... but then what.. we live sooo far apart... kids are involved.. speaking of kids I cant get mine to call or write or even get a boo out of him .. I am willing to take alot of responsiblity for this but he has to take some as well.. I miss him sooo much and I am shur I dont even know him any more.. I see the pictuers and he is very broad in the shoulders .. as tall as me by now LOL.. good looking kid.. and I am missing all of it and I c
My screen name:JKD is the intials for "Jeet Kune Do" Chinese(Mandarin I think) for "The Way if the intercepting fist" a method founded by Bruce Lee,and today popularised in cage fighting teqnique.The key is footwork always always footwork-I love my job beacuse I have many oppertunities to perfect footwork cause I walk constantly over a ginormous warehouse.At 43 I still have the belly of an 18 y/o as a result of this walk and the isometrics involved.It came natural beacuse as a kid I had to tread lightly beacuse we always lived in The Upstairs Apartment and the neighbors would bitch if they heard a loud fart-anyway,upper body strength is wonderfull and common amougst men-Pushups and weightlifting take care of this but legs and lower belly are much neglected.A tip for working your legs and belly in everyday life w/o the use of weights is as follows:
The key Ive found is being aware of your arches,and stepping lightly.I always lead with one hip as I walk.Goint back to the technique J
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,drifting through the windwanting to start again?Do you ever feel, feel so paper thinlike a house of cards,one blow from caving in?Do you ever feel already buried deep?6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thingDo you know that there's still a chance for you'Cause there's a spark in youYou just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shineJust own the night like the 4th of July'Cause baby you're a fireworkCome on, show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"As you shoot across the sky-y-yBaby, you're a fireworkCome on, let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, aweYou don't have to feel like a waste of spaceYou're original, cannot be replacedIf you only knew what the future holdsAfter a hurricane comes a rainbowMaybe your reason why all the doors are closedSo you could open one that leads you to the perfect roadLike a lightning bolt, your heart will glowAnd when it's time, you'll knowYou just gotta
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3. Taxis stop for us. 4. We don 't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don 't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. 12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot. 13. We will never regret piercing our ears. 14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.15.. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway.
The little boy comes down to brea
Hi guys n girls, thanks fo all the love. my page is blowing up right now so if i dont say hi back its not that im ignoring you its hard to talk to 50 different people at one time....
Presents: March Maddness
You are in vited to come battle with the Possessed and throw down tune's. Know one has won the Metal Genre Battle in Metal Dome. You can be the first to win the Metal Genre spot by: Sticking To Genre, Quality Of Intros, Music Sound Quality, Flow Between Song's and Transfering Of Air. Each Battle Set Is: 30mins To 40mins Long......
75% Of Votes Is A Combo Of Three Judges The Other 25% Of Votes Is Crowd Choice
Battle Time Is: 7pm Fu-Time
Pleas Leave Comments To Lets
I stand out there in the rain
It caresses my face and sooths my wounds
The wind dances around me as I do not move
Drenched and cold but unafraid
I wander through the thickened wood
Haphazard branches scratch my legs
The sound of the earth surrounds me
Parched and rough but unruffled
I sit on the top of the cliff
Waves crashing against the walls and spray
The heat and salt mix and sting my eyes
Hot and worn but unwavering
I crawl across the desert floor
Ground rubbing against my chest
The friction causes my skin to break
Dry and tattered but unrelenting
I jump into the glistening lake
Water engulfing and stealing my breath
The chill of the liquid goes right through me
Submerged and pressured but surfacing
How can you call it love??
You walked away so easily
Like i was never there
How can you hurt me like this??
I did nothing but love you
You in turn went and broke my heart
I thought you were differant
Guess i was wrong.
Now here I sit in tears
Listening to memories
Songs you said were ours
Wow how that hurts.
Why did you do it??
That is all i want to know
But do you answer
No you just block me out.
You would rather act like i was never there
Than to face up and tell me its over
So I have made the decission on myy own
I cant wait anymore I have to move on.
Its gonna tear me apart but i have no choice i have to live life
So if you suddenly decide you want me back
Its to late you made ur choice.
So goodbye nad good luck.
How Can You Have Moved On Already??
I have tried to move on but I can't
I am not ready to right now
But I see you are HOW??
That is all I want to know
( GO TO THE BOTTOM AND CLICK THE " CLICK HERE" BUTTON !! )Click here 1 ) i litterally cant function withour music. i even sleep with my ipod on
2) im addicted to facebook . i cant go a day without it - yep im serious
3) i have borderline personality disorder - its NOT multiple personalitys.
4) i also suffer form severe deperessive and anxiety disorder - the hospital used to be my 2nd home -no joke
5) i am STILL in love with the backstreet boys
6) Drake ( the rapper and jimmy from degrassi ) got me through a fucked up break up / miscairage
7) i cant have kids for the next 2 1/2 years - if i dont get another round of implanon -
8) im not even sure if i want kids anymore
9) im spiritual..NOT religious. i believe in god, i pray, but i wont step foot in a church unless im getting amrred or its someones funreal. it amkesme feel fake after me hospitalizations
10 ) i ussed to be highly obsessed with eric roberts and kenny chesney - i still like both iof em, but is more controlled
A man walks into a bar and immediately realizes its a gay bar. He thinks to himself I'm not gay but I really want to drink so he walks up to the bar. The bartender asks " what's the name of ur penis?" The man says "man get out of my face, I'm not like that, just give me a beer." The bartender replies "I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you until u tell me the name of your penis." The man says "okay what's the name of your penis?" The bartender realizes ' mine is named nike, you know Just do it." The man thought for a moment then replied " mine is named secret." The bartender replied "Secret?" The man explained you know, "strong enough for a man, made for a woman."
Its funny how you always see guys looking for the perfect girl,one that doesnt bitch at you,doesnt cause you stress, but yet there is no definition of a perfect girl.Every Girl is different in her own way,nobody is perfect,just bc she bitches at you,pushes your buttons,or makes you mad doesnt mean shes not perfect,or not rig
Im happy, Its raining
but at the same time Im sad.
People are dying all around me
but its not all that bad.
Im happy, Its raining
this weather makes me smile.
Denzel R. Griffin is Suicidal
but my family makes living worth while.
Im happy, Its raining
It makes me want to run.
Crash into another human in need
and give them compassion just for fun.
Im happy, Its raining
The Life Of Jeebus Mice And The Rat Pack
My baby wrote this for me... I think its beautiful I had to save it... hehe
Every night I dream of youAnd you sit and talk to meWhen I wake I only smileThinking maybe it could beErik, I'm dying for youThis love will never severIf you exist only in dreamsThen I will sleep forever.
A Chinese guy calls in to work "Me no work, me sick",,his boss tells him "when I'm sick I fuck my wife,,try that.",,,a couple hours later the Chinese guy calls his boss again,,"me feel better, you got nice house." A Penis, A Cucumber, and A Pickle where all sitting around talking about how thier lives suck. The Cucumber says "Ya'll think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and put me in a salad.",,,The Pickle says "you think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in a jar and pour spices and vinegar on me.",,,The Penis says "ya'll think you have it bad, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a platic bag over my head, stick me in a dark room and bang my head against the wall til I throw up on myself and pass out!"
CONTEST WILL BE OF TATTOO'S ANY PLACE SFW OR NSFW.....WINNING PARTICIPANTS WILL GET THE CHOICE OF A BOOMY OR POLISHER
MOST RATES WIN...IF THERES A TIE COMMENTS AND RATES ARE COMBINED 2 GET THE WINNER.
ALL ENTRANTS MUST SUBMIT A PIC 2 MY PM BY MARCH 4TH 2011....CONTEST WILL END ON MARCH 18TH 2011
THE MORE PARTICIPANTS THE POSSIBILITY OF A BETTER PRIZE :D
ANY QUESTIONS SB OR PM ME
Things Of Intrest To Me...
I work down at Ashberry Hills Minimum wage, but it pays the bills Cleaning floors and leading hymns on Sunday Katherine Davis, room 303 Sweetest soul you ever could meet I bring her morning coffee everyday Chorus: She calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me She talks about clothes on the line in the summer air Christmas morning and Thanksgiving prayer Stories of a family that I never had Sometimes I find myself wishing I'd been there Chorus: When she calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me There's a small white cross in Arlington Reads Raymond Davis '71 Until she can see his face again I'm gonna fill in the best I can Cho
Grrrrr.. People Are Hella Lame Sometimes!
Theres a bunch of things that irritate the hell out of me on here.. But ima jus touch on a few for now..
Number 1 being that, just because you press the LIKE button on someone they think you wana fuck.. Sad but so very true.. Like i say on my profile page, i pressed your like button because i need the points (call me a point whore i dont give a fuck) im cool with you or i think your sexy.. Period!! It does not mean i want to fuck you in the slightest, neither does it mean im a lesbian for pressing another females like button!! I swear some people have some queer ideas bout how things work..
Number 2, being called, hun, babe, sweetie, baby, boo, when clearly my name reads Kay Kay.. Like seriously, you cant see my name?? Yall know how that song by Destinys Child goes right? SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!!
Number 3, being told what to do.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr annoying!! Im a grown ass woman, you aint my Momz or my Daddy so STFU!!
Number 4, some people on here have no manners what so damn ever.
I woke up one morning with a
Fantasy of thee
I could not believe it could
Happen to me
What Magic had she done to put
The thought in me
She must be a witch after all
Can’t you see
My defenses were strong
With all kinds of logic
My heart and my mind were protected
From all that could cause it
But alas the one thing I
Had Not foreseen
Was how powerful magic could
Break through and be seen
The moral is simple with form
Clear and true
When your Dating a witch
this could happen to you
Real World Vs Fubar World
So I am like every other member here. Go along with the rating and chat with a select few. I stopped by someone’s profile today and noticed that they have over 15,000 friends. An educated guess is that most on here and including this person, probably only talk to maybe 10 people on here closely. So I say that this online world we are in is just like life. We meet and even interact with many people. But who of them are your true friends? Not many I say. Who of them would you open up to? Tell them your real life..your past..who you really are. Yes..I am sure many on here are honest and I am not saying that people are different on here. I am saying that no matter how honest you say are, can you say that you don’t hold anything back? Doubtful. So being on here helps us practice the real world. We protect are selves to not letting too much out. We try to read and analyze people to see if they are “worthy” of knowing the real you. It is a game that we play dodging
Hello everyone I just wanted you to know that Im expecting
my first child in May and its a girl her name's going to be Danielle
Marie and this is my honeys 4th kid he has 3 boys already so he's
very HAPPY to finally be having a lil girl...
Such Bull Shit
Well people I made a fubar again becuase on facebook i amd being stalked. A few of my friends are being stalked by this person to. So hopefully I can get away from that bull shit
Poems And Other Stuff By Me
What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.
The JLM Auctions
The JLM is going to be holding 2 auctions coming up... A lounge auction and a picture auction... The reason for the 2 auctions is for the people that can't make the lounge auction... Members can choose which auction they rather be in or they are able to choose if they want to be both...
Both Auctions will start tuesday night March 1st at 9PM EST... The Lounge auction will be located in Velvet's Playground and be ran by Storm... The Picture Auction will held on the JLM Group Page and will be ran by Superman...
If you want to be in the Lounge auction... Please send Storm a Private Message letting her know you want in and what you are offering so that she can add you to the the Lounge auction...
For the People wanting to be in the picture auction... Send a private message to the "JLM Group Page" saying you wanna join the picture auction and what you offering in this auction... The picture Auction will run for ONE WEEK... closing at 9PM EST on March 8th.
Lost Chapter-metal Band
Please click/copy and paste the link below and check out Lost Chapter. They are a new band that just got signed to Deka records. Im on the street team to drive traffic to their website. My buddy is one of the guitarists and they need more support for their music. If you like metal then youll love it! Visit them, I am counted for clicks :) Thanks Melanie
How 2 Get Liked And Rated Back (by Me)
HI! JUST A LITTLE NOTE ABOUT THE "LIKE" BUTTON SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW.
THERE ARE 2 TYPES ON HERE, 1 FOR FACEBOOK AND 1 FOR FUBAR. I BRING THAT UP BECAUSE SOME DO NOT WANT TO COMBINE FB WITH FUBAR AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO, BUT THEY THINK IF THEY CLICK ON A "LIKE" BUTTON (LIKE BEFORE) IT'S GOING TO LINK WITH FB, THAT'S NOT THE CASE AT ALL. THERE ARE NOW 2 DIFFERENT "LIKE" BUTTONS.
ABOUT GETTING LIKES RETURNED:
IF YOU SET YOUR PAGE THE WAY MINE IS USING THE fSB SETTING AND "NEW AND CLEAN" AND YOU MUST ALSO "SAVE" (ALL FOUND IN YOUR SETTINGS) SEE SAMPLE BELOW WHEN DONE YOU CAN CHECK IT BY CLICKING ON "PROFILE" ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR PAGE , YOU ARE NOW VIEWING YOUR PAGE AS VISITORS TO YOUR PAGE SEE IT.
IT IS EASIER FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU FROM YOUR PAGE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO USE THAT PAGE FORMAT IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIER TO "LIKE" YOU BACK IF YOU LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT (NOT A STATUS COMMENT) THIS WILL ALLOW FOR THE "LIKE" BUTTON TO SHOW UNDER YOUR DEFAULT PIC. (as well as be se
The Contractors Creed
I am a contractor. I look out for myself, the operators to my left and right, and no one else. I will always take advantage of the fact that I can finally tell Commissioned Officers to pack sand, kick rocks, etc and will do so at every possible occasion. I am my country’s scapegoat, the “plausible deniability” warrior, and I love it. Less than 700 dollars a day is unacceptable, but will take it until I find something better. I am trained to eat things that would make a billy goat puke, but will refuse anything less than 60 dollars Per Diem because I am greedy. I care not for ribbons, nor awards for valor. I do this job for the opportunity to kill the enemies of my country, and to finally get that boat I’ve always wanted. I will be in better shape than 99% of the active duty personnel, although this is not hard. I will equip myself with the latest high-speed gear, and will trick out my AR-15 until it weighs more than 24 lbs, not because it works better, but becau
Fubar Coding Blogs
Alot of people have been having issues with the opentok cams in their lounges, and after bumping my head on the wall a couple 100 times trying to figure it out... I finally asked for help. DON'T GO TO OPENTOK Forums... it will make your head hurt. So I hit up Annonymus... and he's Annonymus because he hates stupid people and dumb questions when we have the best tool of all GOOGLE. Ok so on with it....
First You Want to Go to this link:
Or Copy and Paste Link: http://www.macromedia.com/support/documentation/en/flashplayer/help/settings_manager06.html
Then you want to scroll down the list and find:
staging.tokbox.com and hit Always Allow. and....
static.opentok.com and hit Always Allow.
Easier said then done... (Would be much easier to have those in Alphabetical Order... but its Adobe!)
Then depending on what browser you are on... I'm hoping it is either Chrome or Komodo Drago
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit. If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well. I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P
i dont mind if ur lazy,i dont mind if ur crazy
take some pills to escape this world,tonight
one last time without feeling,i dont know if god see,s us
u and i werent made for these goodbye,tonight
i think you are part of the problem
i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine
dont u ever wonder why
u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me
one by one we,re outta time
i dont think that what here,s mine
would u care if we lost our minds
hell bound boy dont u see
the world is not what it seems
death comes quick so act real sick tonight
i think you are part of the problem
i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine
dont u ever wonder why
u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me
death comes quick so act real sick
death comes quick so act real sick
death comes quick so act real sick
words and music by me ..more to follow
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them. fun ways to use duct tape
. Keep people quiet during a bank robbery
Cover your exposed butt crack
Buy your sweetie a dozen duct tape roses that won’t die
Make a homemade band-aid
. Make a strapless bra to hold your girls in place
Instant babysitter for your little one
Lint brush yourself
Secure the luggage… err… the cardboard boxes on top of your car
Create a homemade mailbox
Make a temporary hem
Wrap up your iPhone
Create the perfect girdle
Keep you f
Okay, I'd like to keep this brief. Like movies? I certainly do! I used to write reviews for them all the time but that sort of fizzled out. I'd like to try to get back into it though...with your help! Suggest some movies for me to watch and I'll try to get to them asap and review them. Could be anything. Want me to watch a terrible movie then tear it apart? Fine! Maybe it's just me, but when a damn good song comes on I can't help but feel the energy flow through my body. The guitar kicks in heavy and powerful and sure, when I'm by myself I think, I want to do that. Do I have enough musical talent to play the majority of songs I listen to (Or any of them for that matter?), hell no! With my beautiful clear air guitar (see what I did there? ;) Clever!) I can play anything. I'm not missing a single note...
This is where Air Guitar Nation comes into play. Everyone know's about air guitar, but how big and serious can it get when you're playing an imaginary insturment? Pretty serious. The fi
God Mode Rules
Wanna Get Bombed??? No Special 11's or God Mode Running??? Here's How.... Either.... 1) Rate 50 of my photos (there is a special folder set aside for that but feel free to rate any 50)2) Pimp me out3) Bling me4) Get in my fam!!!I try to bomb family once every hour to 2 hours. Buy in for God Mode fam is 3 credits per slot. SB me for details.
So what is the real difference between love and hate they r both feelings they both get u hurt no matter what. So what i have found out is that th eonly real way to separate them is to find out the meaning of them. You know i wrote a poem about hatred and greed and u kn i honestly believe that they are the same because they cause the same shit and everything else. Both love and hate cause the same problem ii n life no matter what
It's Not Easy Being Green Or Yellow Or Me!!
Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did.
Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members
Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and
whose love never fails , make me aware of thy
presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true
to my best self so that I can face my fellow
Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger
and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily
performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps
and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity
and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold
For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !
Pain In Sorrow
iam lost in a world filled with nothing but darkness as i try to gasp the bit of hope i have left i find my self struggling to hold on but as i slip and fall endlessly into nothing more then a deep forgotten void i try and get my self up but i find my self chain up with my demons laughing at me telling me they will never let me go my mind is always racing but it is also my worst foe it always seem to toss me things that i would rather forget the more times i try and fake how i truely feel just to please other people the more i seem to get lost even more how do i over come it how do i conquer it is it so easy to slip into total darkness will i ever find my peace my light forever into darkness i was born in the cold dark world as every seem to not always see things as they really are the world is black and white for that is what i see there is no middle ground who can save me who will be my light to blank out the darkness in witch i feel my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind
Oh Yeah... By The Way
Thanks for checking out my blog! As you might have gathered already, I am new to fubar and realized that there is a lot of fake people on here. Therefore, for those who care I decided to write a little more about myself here. I am a full time student graduating this May 2011. I am really excited to finally be done with school. I started my college career after high school going to school to be an auto mechanic and within a couple weeks realized I cant work on cars the rest of my life... so i switched to horticulture and took that serious for a while until I had to memorize scientific names of all plants, herbs and shrubs.. So I got discouraged and dropped out. I ended up taking some time off and pretty much spent it partying all the time, and then one day it hit me that I need to do something with my life. So I wondered what I could possibly do with the skills in life I had already acquired. And ever since high school I started doing odd jobs for people such as painting, landscaping, c
My Game Collection List
1. Grand Theft Auto III
2. Grand Theft Auto: Vice city
3. Grand Theft auto: San Andreas
4. Twisted Metal: Black
6. God of War
7. Resident Evil Code: Veronica
8. Resident Evil 4
9. Final Fantasy X
10. Final Fantasy X-2
11. Reel Fishing III
13. Devil May Cry
15. Hitman 2
16. Evil Dead: A fistful of boomstick
17. Celebrity Death Match
18. True Crime: Streets of LA
19. The Terminator: Dawn of fate
20. Dino Stalker
22. Wreckless: The Yakuza Missions
23. Giants Citizen Kabuto
24. Eighteen Wheeler ***American Pro Trucker***
25. Destruction Derby Arenas
26. Spyro: Enter the Dragon
27. Need For Speed 2 undeground
28. Def Jam Vendetta
29. Mister Mosq
Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing..
I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason...
There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are)
Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED! I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that.
My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!! I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue. Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me? Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first?
Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me?
...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps: "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier"
That is all I got for today
Surveys - Cause Im Bored & Dont Have A Life
last time i checked i was still female
4. favorite color ?
lets just say im bbw. :D
40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM?
The World Today
You would be hard pressed to turn on the news and not hear the words record breaker or never seen before from the reporters. Whether it be the largest typhoon ever to hit Australia, the worst winter on record, the largest flood, drought, earthquake, tornado or volcano. Then there is the collapsing economies all around the world, protests and riots, wars and rumors of wars and corrupt governments all around us....Who is to blame for all this chaos? Not one person but all of us are to blame.
We have experienced these things in our life before, if we are old enough to remember, but never before have they all happened at once and the intesnity and frequency of these events that are growing at a geometric ratio and the world is in extreme danger while most of us ignore what is going on around us for we don't want to disturb our life in a bubble, outside our comfort zone.
What is truly amazing is that the prophets predicted this time thousands of years ago and now we see it
Lewis Random Blog
-1. Never deny Lust. -2. Respect And Follow Desire. -3. Live without regret. -4. Relinquish given morality. -5. Use fear as a guide to pursued action. -6. Strive for continued advancement of mind and body. -7. Die rather than fail or submit. -8. Reject illusions created by words. -9. Live life through action. -10. Develop conscious discipline. -11. Take full responsibility for your actions. -12. Always be aware from signs of the Satanic-aspect. -13. Seek all forms of power. -14. Renounce all rigid existence. -15. Complete all that you begin.
....that is the question. It is that time of year for the three Bs: Beads, Booze and Boobs. I suppose, depending on which part of your body with which you think, the importance of the order of aforementioned three Bs may vary.
Beads, people. These are the holy grail, the most coveted of all trinkets during the season (and any night of the week on Bourbon St. if you happen to be that way). People will do just about anything for these beautifully crafted and colorfully painted plastic treasures straight for a Taiwanese sweatshop near you. I'm no different from the rest. Admittedly, I've shoved others to the side a time or two to bully my way to the front to yell, "Throw me something, Mister!" Granted, I was 7 or 8 years old, but I did it. Three parades in the next two weeks here. Krewe of Centaur, Krewe of Gemini and then whatever the parade is called near my house...that one doesn't matter so much as it is the "family oriented" parade. So, totally no fun.
Last year at G
Never assume on the internet that the profile picture is the profile holder, I may be a 400 lb Russian fellow
Into The Mind Of Jenna...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p
Playground Asylum Hiring Realible Staff N Djs.
(d) Hey there all.Playground Asylum are recruiting staff n djs atm so if you want any spot sb me for info. Are you interested in games n music or just wanna hang out n talk or listening to tunes or having a laugh thn come & join The PGA Asylum. (sa)"http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77347" & join the fun!! We will be waiting for you to come n have fun n make friends with us!!! :@This longue is new and were trying to build up a fun and sweet longue for gamers, music and movie lovers. DRAMA of any kind will result in a ban without ANY warning we dont tolerate incompetent people making drama were sick of all drama on fu theres enough off tht crap allready. we are here for likeminded people for music, games n movies, any sexy attcks etc will result in a warning and not following warning will result in ban.We created longue to have fun not another damn hit n fck me or hit and marrie me longue, if thts what yourlooking for thn go any other longue we dont want tht crap in here. We want mature n nor
Best Breast Contest
Anyone who is interested, I want to hold a contest for the best breast on fubar, let me know if you are interested. There will be a prize for the winner.
Hello fans! Welcome to my very first fubar blog! To everyone who has sent me friend requests and gifts and messages I just want to say thank you for making my first night on fubar such a special and memorable one. I may not be able to talk to all of you individually as I would like to but I want you all to know how much I love you. And as sort of a special way to show my love i've decided to put together a little contest. My contest is simple. The prize if you win is my personal and private e-mail address. That's right you'll be able to e-mail me anytime and as often as you'd like to. I guarantee to answer every single e-mail you send me. This contest will only have one winner. To enter simply send me fubucks in any amount you wish. The one who sends me the most fubucks will win the contest and the prize (my e-mail). I will announce the winner right here in Missy's Manor. Oh by the way, did I also tell you i'll propose fu-marriage to the winner as well. The contest deadline is Friday M
Did You Know?
This was sent by a friend of mine!!!
Pass The Butter ... Please.
This is interesting . .. .
Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back.
Protocols Of The Empire: The Arc Angel Crowe Music Blog
Immortal Beloved of mine; Thou Gift of God of Almond Gold who is the Jewel crafted by a Cunning Craftsman in which Thy Beauty enthrones all I find entrancing from the day Thou was created; How can I Truly ever capture the comprehension of Thy full knowledge I attempt to embark from the taste of Thy Wine? Beauty such as Yours, My Love, can never be celebrated with a single day; for, God made Our Paradise to last Forever to Cherish His Daughter with Agape Love because that is how long it will take. .... .......ROBERT CHRISLEY
Perils of Proximity
Starving Artisan 2011
Look out, look outFrom atop the WatchtowerBejeweled not betwitched by the Eve of my SoulAsian eyes mezmorizing meCome now, and you will seeThe 1 Golden Temple from my sideCalling out, as my Spirit is calling outWith a whisper You answered the cryNever say die to the Life that is Love, and IForever carry the cryForever carry the cryPlease beseech as the chaft from the wheat4 this Golden-stemmed Red RoseAs th
My Nsfw Pix
if you really really want in my nsfw folder, it will cost you a 135 credit bling pack. you get to see more of my body. yes im naked in a few pic but im covering myself with my hands. so if you still want in there, semd me a message ok so ive put a few nude pix in the folder. they are of me pulling down my panties lol
i was so upset to find out my level 34 account was somehow deleted. I was online on my old account via my blackberry at 11am, I was always logged in. Wanted to go on again around 1 and 2pm. I was logged out, tried to get back in but couldn't! So I waited till I got home to figure it out, that my profile was deleted.. I kind of cried it took me years to get to the level I was at. I have to start ALL over again! Can you folks help me? Rating, pimpin me, etc? To those who already helped me thank you so much! My account didn't deserve to be deleted. But it somehow was. The reason? I don't know. But please help out if you can. Ill fan and rate you and add as a friend back. Thanks! Claudia xoxo
Writing Of Another Sort
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other. What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow.
I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica
Wil Harry Reid Also Hide In Illinois?
Over the past week the nation witnessed the spectacle of Wisconsin and Indiana Democrat lawmakers fleeing across state-lines into Illinois, Bonnie and Clyde-style, though in this case in hopes that their absence would stave off having to make tough decisions. Back home, their votes were needed to rescue their states from dire fiscal problems, and that is the case in states across the rest of the Midwest and the rest of the nation. Budget deficits are bulging and competition for scarce financial resources is growing more alarming.This Prohibition-era retro replay may indeed spread to the federal government and Washington, as a new Congress grapples with its first tough budget debate. Will liberals duck responsibility again?The federal government has been operating under a Continuing Resolution that will expire on March 4th. The House, led by Republican Speaker John Boehner (R-IL) has already passed a new Continuing Resolution (CR) that cuts approximately $61 billion (too little in my o
Yes almost everyone would love to own one of America's most famous sports cars the Chevrolet Corvette .
However like clothes some are just not made for each individual to wear or look good in .
After intensive study and research here are the results for those who and who shouldn't think of purchasing a Corvette .
1st Generation 1953 to 1962
These beautiful Vettes are for the true Auto Enthusiast who respects the history of this vehicle who is in their late 50's and up .
2nd Generation 1963 to 1967
These babies were sweet and by 1965 Big Blocks were being dropped into them , these models are for those in their mid 30's and up .
3rd Generation 1968 to 1982
These sexy fast rides are for guys and girls in their late 30's to early 50's .
4th Generation 1984 to 1996
5th Generation 1997 to 2004
6th Generation 2005 to present
These last 3 generations are nice but these are for the the 20 somethings and for most part are disposable cars . '
If your in your mid 40's and up " No
This is your wakeup call Mr.Dramun, what are you doing with your life?
What...what was that?
Adrian Dramun roused himself in an upright position, his legs hanging over the edge of the bed. He stared dumbly at the telephone he held in his hand. Cheap motel pieces really, hardly able to call them telephones in this society of cell-phones (Four in every household, we swear). It was tainted a dull yellow, the mouth piece barely hanging on. With disgust of the device Adrian slammed the phone down, finally releasing the mouth piece from its purgatory of the hundreds of hot breathed creatures that spoke to it.
Adrian hunched his shoulders and rested his elbows on his knees. He buried his face into his hands. This was a morning ritual to him. Wake, clean off the sleep from his face. He would do this for about a minute, rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands as if that
Lyrics That I Can Relate Too
I fly above my self So cold and beautiful dead I've crossed the point of no return And now you understand A life in misery So full of sorrow and pain I couldn't face it no more I hope you'll always remember me [CHORUS] No pain, I'm free at last In paradise, sun moon stars Regret you were mean to me And regret that you sat me free Life depends on love And I depend on you [CHORUS] I lived for you There's nothing to say or to do I cared for you Then please realize that we're thru' I love you I no longer feel as you do I can't live without you But I can live without you [CHORUS] And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you
Hi if you are reading this, you are considering me as a dj! Well let me first say thanks! I don't just do one genre! I play any and all music under the sun!
3.rap (not alot of this)
4. european music (gunther)
6.Japanese (anime music but will not play any unless requested)
7.pop (brittney spears)
So if you still dont mind any of the music i play i would love to dj! I always have fun djing! If you cater to one genre of music I can try to play only that genre! If you need to know anything else, just ask!
DJ CUPCAKE QUEEN!
I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have. Power that by obedience grows,
Knowledge which its source not knows,
Wave which severs whom it bears
From the things which he compares
Adding wings through things to range
Love And Tolerance
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :)
So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me.
When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha
my bf kennon what can i say about him he is the best thing that has c
You Are The Reasons Why I Am Here ♥
caught it from witchie...
I had no better word to use
remember when people read these and had a good time?
interacted and then did them on their own?
so ask me a question
any question and I will answer
and then post a blog asking your friends the same
Im wondering if i should stop this now...
this is probably one of those "you had to be there thangs" but omfg im in tears.
ash posted the wrong comment inna football mumm...
Most people will never get their happily ever after because they are too focused on Hollywood's version of what that is.To get to your happily ever after in the world of normal people, you have a certain level of dedication and commitment.
so... you're picking pittsburgh?
EvilA: I am doing bio work. We have fake patients with fake symtoms pop up. While I was in the MuMM, I lost my patient to cardiac arrest because I failed to take the proper measures in accessing h
Sarcasm: Just Choose A Side.
Someone sent me this website link a few days ago.
Its rather groovy. A few months ago I decided to turn over a new leaf, but I didn't really do anything other than what I was doing before. There were no new roads to travel in the virtual world, and all things I saw were variations of the same nonetin garbage that has been flowing out of the foetid sewer of the collective consciousness since the dark ages. Only one thing stood out in my conception, the word "Free", and how believing in the idea of freedom was more like captivity than some forms of actual imprisonment. We're all told from childhood that we have "roles" and "expectations" that we must fulfill in order to become "productive". Whatever that means these days. We kill the Earth to save it, we are actual parasites feeding on this planet, and what humanity needs to do is engineer a real plan to fly into space, and teraform a celestial body, such as the moon.
We could start by teraforming the
Straight Talk About Sex And Love
What would be your ideal romantic setting?
What would you take the time to plan and create for that someone special?
I've done a couple of things with past relationships, as I specified 1 or 2 in the A-Z portion.
One particular time, I asked my man to meet me at this 5 star hotel at a specific time. I set it up where there were flowers and candles EVERYWHERE. I set out a plate of appetizers and wine along with a note. I wasn't there yet, but I'm sure he was looking for me (even though he said he wasn't). I arrived about 30 mins after I asked him to be there. I had on nothing but a lace nightie, trench and heels (I was sooo scared I would get pulled over while I was driving there lol. But I made it there without incident.). Anyway...long story short we enjoyed the night and morning.
Even though we had to snap back to reality, it was VERY fun while it lasted. Now, I told my story...what is your experience? Why do men/women cheat? What is Love?
Wednesday Hump Day On The Glow Radio
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio:
The Reverend DJ Furg & The Church of Rock
featuring Rock, Punk, Grunge, Metal, & more
starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt
next up is DJ Sass N Jazz & "The Jazzy Side of Glow"
spinning the FEEL GOOD Jazz Music & other genres too
starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt
Closing Tonight is Tony the Misfit & The Freak Show
featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music
at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt
Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us
under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory
& on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio
Classic Rock Section
or you can go to our website at:
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that
he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!
The Truth..can U Handle It?
I REALLY NEED YOUR VOTE TO SIGN THE BELOW PETITION http://www.change.org/#search/stop the abuse of native spirituality in floridaI BELONG TO A LOT OF GROUPS IN THE REAL WORLD DOING MY PART AND THIS ONE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND YOU MAY EVEN AGREE.WE NEED 5000 VOTES TO STOP THE ABUSE OF FAKE NATIVE AMERICAN MEDICINE MEN CHARGING FOR SPIRITUALITY.IT ONLY TAKES A SECOND FOR YOU TO SIGN THE PETITION AND ITS ONLINE SO U DON'T HAVE TO PRINT OR MAIL ANYTHING.PLEASE WHEN U DO LET ME KNOW SO I CAN THANK YOU IN PERSON I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET ON THIS,FOR TO LONG FAKES HAVE BEEN COMING TO THIS SPIRITUALIST WICCAN TOWN RAKING MONEY FROM UNKNOWING PEOPLE.(PLEASE I NEED YOU TO SIGN)WHY THIS IS IMPORTANTWe demand that The Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp Located near Lake Helen Fl. Cease and Desist The Use of the Words Native,Native American,American Indian,Indian or Indigenious in all Promotional & Advertisement Materials,Forms and Venues.C
Well It Is Wednesday
I remember that wednesday always signaled the middle of the week, now its a remind that i can never get anything done before friday...
It used to be the break, now its the tell tail sign that laundry is piling up and most likely i'm running out of underwear...shit, i need some more pretty panties....
i used to get laid regularly on this day, but now i'm just to freaking tired,
I think Wednesdays should be excluded from the week, serves no purpose at all, other than the clock ticking away...
Well that's Me, and my complaining ass.
Hope anyone that reads this finds it amusing
My Favorite Lyric.
The intention is clear, I stare, with this left hand, unableTo be wordedEvery time I bleed, there lies the reason to live ... And IDiscover words being so vivid and brightEven loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my handSo even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, itWill only be known as flowers of vanityThe FinalOne by one it multiplies ... why be a sad bait?Deep within the hell of my heart ... I can't go backA self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrowSuicide is the proof of lifeEven loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my handSo even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, itWill only be known as flowers of vanitySo I can't liveWhat's lost can't be born againA song that's not even seeking the proof of livingLet's put an end ... The FinalLets bloom flowers of attempted suicide. The pessimistic you The merciless youAnd the self loving you, What are you looking at?With comparing and getting things in proportionsyou scream out madYou
Alright Whats up Everyone? A lot of people have been asking me for Animated Pics! I love to do them but there's Diff Kinds. So Let me explain the style and Prices here:
Basin Animation - up to 10 Pics you choose in a slideshow Style. 2 Million FuBucks or 1 Bling Credit.
Animation with background - up to 5 Pics. 5 Million Fubucks or a 6 crt. Bling Pack.
Animation With Colorful Background - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.
Like Me Slideshow - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.
Picture Animated Background - 1 picture 1 Animated Background - 10 million or a 6 Crt bling Pack.
Animated Video gif - How ever long the video is + Cool Background - Auto 11 or bomb or 65 crt Bling Pack
If you are looking For a Video For this picture... Please hit up Kryptonight he charges 6 Credits for each picture!
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Fed Up (tired Of It All)
I'm tired of being played.
I'm tired of being treated like I'm in last place.
I'm tired of being treated like I'm a no name.
I'm tired of being lied to, why won't they just tell me the truth?
Forget about my feelings, and let me know how you really feel.
If you don't want anything to do with me or don't wanna be bothered by me, just tell me.
Life goes on, friends come and go.
I'm a misfit and an outcast anyway, so it doesn't make a difference.
I'm tired of all the games and the fake people that pretend to be a friend.
It makes me so sick and makes me wanna go off and go on a rage.
It makes me wanna change into a person that's out of my character.
To put it plain and simple
I'M FED UP AND TIRED OF IT ALL!!!
Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts.
There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers. And many things have been introduced in the game to try to make things more "Fair" for both sides. But, it never fully addresses the issue, and it's never fully fair. It always favors 1 side or the other. When it's made fair for Non-Blingers, Blingers complain because they spent "Real Money" for their Wins, only to get easily beat by someone who has paid nothing (which is understandable, I would be pissed too). And when it's made fair for Blingers, Non-Blingers feel that they can't keep up with the pace because of the Gap that is there that the cannot catch up to easily (such as the 5,800 Skill Points difference in the Diamond Missions that now seperate Blingers and Non-Blingers who are the same level).
What I propose happen is a "Bling Ranking"
Businesses – all businesses – grow and prosper if they can can find enough customers to purchase their products or services at a high enough price, and keep their expenses to a minimum. The Lead Generator – uniquely – can help you with both sides of this equation. In fact, it’s built to do just that: to make you money, and to save you money.
How does it work? We’ll go into detail in a minute, but for now, consider the fact that every company – no matter how large or small – is simultaneously both a supplier of products and services, and a buyer of products and services. While normally you can’t get much leverage from your buying power (except, maybe, with a particular vendor on a particular transaction,) what the Lead Generator does is enable you to leverage your buying power to increase your sales. Specifically, it leverages the fact that you buy lots of products and services – to put you in a position to sell more products
A Toast To The Douchebags!!
Brawndo TA...: start talking or i delete
To Brawndo TA...: took care of that for ya
Brawndo TA...: looks like ive been right all along
i accept almost all friends requests and i will speak to anyone..
i love a good conversation..more than points, pimps, bling or anything like that
but being an ass will get you blocked immediately. Jake250: I wanna cum right in ur hair
To Jake250: you're disgusting
Jake250: mm I wanna shoot all my warm sticky cum all over ur face and in ur hair..and rub it around with my dick
To Jake250: never gonna happen
Jake250: mm it would if I were there
To Jake250: no. it wouldn't. you disgust me.
Jake250: oh it would happen.. if I had to hold you down and force you
To Jake250: so you're a rapist? no wonder you're online perving women
Jake250: whatever it takes
This is just really disturbing to me.
Sitting behind the computer seems to make little boys feel invincible.
Rape is real.
Its not something I find amusing at all.
Do the women of th
Local Restaruant Scene
So this past Monday, my wife and I decided we were going to start checking out the local sit down restaruants that we have driven by hundreds of times and yet, never ate at. We start this week at Campestres Restaruant. Upon entering, we were immediately whisked away to our seat. I was asking if they had a sling to put the baby carrier in, when one employee came up and turned the high chair upside down and sat the carrier in that. It surprisingly worked really well. We took our menus and ordered off the lunch menu which was available from 11am to 3pm. Everything was really well priced, and in what seemed like 10 minutes, they hd our food on the table and ready to eat, mine on the platter was still sizzling. Gotta love fajitas! The wait staff was extremely friendly and professional. After completing our meal, they were very quick to clear the table. But for this guy, I will n0ot give a full on approval for any restaruant unless they possess one key essential quality, CLEANLINE
Ok ppl it's been awhile since I've done one of these.
ok here it goes.I have a friend that is wanting to join the national guard.but she is getting flack from her family since she is a single mom.does anyone have any comments or suggestions that I can give her????Any feed back is appreciated.
Tuesday a night of fierce passion and rough sex yes yes i no wedsday is hump day but y wait if ur arround a fun and attractive person grab hold and make ur day agree like this hate it then fu*** off ;)
amanda knox and her parents are getting railroaded.if you believe this is true also.comment back thanks!
What Is Love...
What is love... “When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”Love is Accepting. Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.Love is Appreciating. Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good. We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, phy
fuSkins Services F.A.Q
One stop place to find answers to your questions about my fuSkins
Q. Do you Create skins for just anyone?
A. Yes, I will create a skin for anyone on fubar so long as you meet the requirements
Q.How much do you charge for a fuSkin?
A. Well, each skin cost 4million fubucks
Q. How do we do payment?
A. I require 50% upfront payment (2million fuBucks) before starting your fuSkin
Q. What if I decide to cancel my skin order?
A. I'm sorry to see you cancel your order however I would retain the starting fee (2Million fuBucks) for time spent creating the skin (even if you cancel it).
Q. How long will it take for my skin to be complted?
A. Depending on the style of skin you are wanting skins can be completed with a 24hr turn around but please allow between 48hrs and 72hrs for completion of your order.
Q. Do you provide Previews of my skin?
A. I belive that if the customer is not satisfied then I'm not so durning the process of creating your skin you w
“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.”
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”“You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all the time.”“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might b
R U Easy?????
Well according to a French poll,women who's names end in A are easy. (i'm sure that's just in France though.*cough*) Ok there was that Lolita chick but still. lol
Also the men with the name Chris have the most success with the ladies,and the men with the name Ed,the least. (Edwars Scissor hands comes to mind) lol
Gin-A lol :P
The Life And Times Of Ezracold
I hadn't imagined the day was one of any given exceptionality. In fact I had simply decided to go out for a couple drinks. The bar was a cheap sleezy pool hall with a known reputation of unpleasantness. The first step through the door was like walking into a room just after a badly financed porn shoot. Sweat, beer and the simple yet pungant oders that screamed "get out if you don't want syphalis" perverted the air around me. I remember smiling the second I walked in. I was alone and the band playing was one featuring a former Ms. Teen New Jersey who was blatantly lied to in terms of her ability to sing in a heavy metal band. This was clearly a place for fallen dreams and those who cut their feet walking on the shattered remnants. I cannot begin in any real way. There is much to say should some poor soul take an interest in my life. I could start at the begining but I find not doing so would allow me to place the more relavant and interesting aspects in the forefront
Reasons Why Iam Down Some Of The Times
some people wonder why most the time i am sad....its because i go throught life with strifes and pains and troubles and stres that builds up and i want to just give up and die...so that no one has to worry about me, life kicks me in the BALLZ and laughs at me for no reason whatsoever and walks away with me layin there on the cold ground.
What the fuck did i do deserve it? why is it hard to get by when the government ND STATE TURN AGAINST YA AND TAKE AWAY THING YOU NEED....Reasons arent sound enough for me its my turn to deliver the pain, but what can i do? iam just aguy..who is down on his luck, livin by the skin of his teeth....trying to live as long as i can with out killin myself or just naturally going lol......iam so fucking tired of the BS i have to go thru to live, this is MY life and ican live the way i want...im not a nuber....Iam ahuman being,a citizen of the USA and State of Washington, City of God Damn Tacoma.....thats who I am! i just cant stay happy ll the time, due t
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it
My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone.
With no room to say,
Casting aside all I used to be
Never to speak of it again.
Traveling through time just to stop.
Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by,
Will never let me down.
Running down the street,
Chasing a future I can not see.
Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see.
The path through the homeless prices.
Letting the past not catch up to me.
Holding on to the me thats already gone.
The house which I never stayed.
The place where a home was never made.
Parents to whom I love,
But never really wanted to stay with.
Hoping they never really let go.
Of that life they always knew.
To the daughter they never gave up on.
The life to which I hold in my hand.
Placing the hope of all they are in me.
The homeless people with nothing left to give.
A homeless mind that may just end up breaking.
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Fingers stroking So much time passed Touching the tiny mound of flesh A monotonous rhythm Each breath restrained The petite fold of skin Retracted from the glistening dot Beaconing sensitivity Controlling moments with Simple thoughts Rub forward then back Calculating the pressure Minute but agony producing No more control Release Hot daggers of pleasure racing down an arched spine The taste of blood from a bitten lip Clinching contractions of delight Moaning, neck twisting, distorted Convulsive ecstasy searing tension Beyond the limit Becoming darkness Awakening Coated in warm sweat The slippery sexual moisture Abundantly flowing Filling the air With the fragrance Of fulfillment
For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me
The Adventures Of A Juggalo Tattoo Artist
I'm so fucking tired of all these bitches in Topeka saying they want a good man when they really want a guy who beats on them and is strung the fuck out. FUCK that I need a woman who can handle me and can suck and fuck like a porn star. I want to lick a bitch from head to toe and even the cracks
So far of a fall
So much waste
So many years
So much hate
Fallen from grace
Years spent wandering
No Love shared
A bright and promising future
An intelligence highly evolved
A lifetime of oppourtunity
A real chance
Thrown away on fear
Paralized to move
Hating thine own self
Never knowing thy self
Now later in life
What do I have
Nothing but emptiness
and a desire to strive
I feel nothing emotionally
I fear nothing anymore
Hunger has become a daily friend
Longing just a memory
They say people can change
That we all evolvle
We can change if we choose
Chosing what choice
For our life has dictated the choices to us
People we once wanted have drifited away
Becoming the one thing they always said they werent
Lonely arent we the fallen
The fall was great
Our fall has never stopped
Falling for it all
Falling just because
I made my fall
I made my choice
I made my mistakes
I made my call.
My Personal Letter To You...
JDRF WALK February 27, 2011 Mall of America
Dear Family & Friends,
On February 27, 2011, I’m going on a 1-mile walk at Mall of America. I’m sure most people don’t write you to announce their walking schedule. However, this is an important event for me, for the hundreds of thousands of young people, like my daughter Triniti, who suffer from diabetes. On February 27th the walk to benefit the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation will take place. I will be there because I want to find a cure for my daughter's disease.
Triniti was diagnosed with Type I diabetes when he was two years old. For the past six years living with diabetes has been a daily struggle. Each day, we test his blood sugar four to four-six times a day. She also receives bolus' through her insulin pump throughout the day. Often times, she doesn't want to check her blood sugar and get bolus' but she understands that she must take the insulin to survive. But insulin is not a “cure&rdqu
Suit Case Pimp
My ex and I decided to try swinging, it was very interesting. She was not the prettiest woman in the world, she have a great body and attitude. We invited to a gangbang and she got more attention than the woman who was suppose to be getting the gangbang. The guy who set up the event was a producer and asked if would be interested in doing some videos and we said sure. She never did any feature type stuff she not pretty enough, she did the fill in stuff to make gonzo videos and video clips for porn theaters. We were in South Florida working for someone doing some clips and someone had brought in a new guy who was very well endowed, this guy was scary hung. The actress he was suppose to be with was not going anywhere near him it was very funny. Everyone else said no too. My girl always looking for a challenge said I will try. So she went a freshen up and grabbed a bottle of lube , she laid back and I filled her up. It started the usual way, with a blowjob, she could hardly get his head i
So, There's a few shows coming up that i figured i would tell everybody about, because i for some reason feel compelled to AND it's kind of part of the whole, Promo thing that i do!
First and foremost - to all my New York friends out there, 2.26.11 - NEXT SATURDAY at Tammany Hall in NYC, Acey Slade & The Dark Party will be performing at the Hate The Hate Benefit.. Here's the official press release -
"Tim No 37 presents HATE the HATE is designed to raise awareness against Hate Crimes, Bullying and Discrimination that has been running rampant in the United States. Time for us to take a stand!The proceeds of this event will go to:The Hetrick-Martin Institutewww.hmi.organdThe Trevor Projectwww.thetrevorproject.orgCO-HEADLINING this phenomenal event are:THE AUGUST INFINITY and KHZalso performing are:Acey Slade and The Dark PartyStar KillerKristaKing Hell!Ghosts of EdenHosted by: Juliya of FUSE tv, Ms Jenncity and more
Need Help With New Name
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS
1. REV DJDEERWABBIT
2. REV DJWHITEWOLF
3. REV DJHUNTER
4. REV DJSILLYDEER
Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-)
Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now
2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic
a very nice sap
nice aluminum crop
extremely nice metal chain flogger
I cannot wait :-0
The Lunatic Is In My Head
Absolutely, I get caught up in it on a daily basis :/ I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it.
Here is one of those this morning:
Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances.
Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people!
-Dean It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as
This Beautiful Death
the walls surround me as i fall on my way to hell my addictions overwhelm my senses as i scream in pain am i insane or my thoughts are tamed with sanityjust let me be i want to die in vain but u never left..not yet my only fear is u leaving me alone in my own hell my personal cellfor ever i will dwell nothing will ever be the same all i got is my insanity so just let me be my own personal hell ..and me the demons annoy me hit me beat me and scratch me they consume me control me HOLD ME!! reject me disrepect me ..just kill me !!!im locked up in my hell my personal cell and i will never tell will i die or try to survive is this a lie in my mind is the key to my insanity will you help me or just let me be the thought of killing myself are so violent noose hanging from my neck as i jump off in silence the gun pointed to my dome as i blast it off..pure violence im alone in this world as i truly was no one understands my pain ..im only insane my own personal hell in this cell that i dw
i live in a town where everone looks down 0n me 4 my tattooes and i dont get it this is"nt tvland you know and im not crying about it like a lil bitch but you know there are other shit going that they go and look at and fix beside telling me im trash for haveing tatts and how im going to hell 4 being the way i am you know i always got black on and i love slipknot and mushroomhead but anyways i know there are others dealing with the some shit
My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry!
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Socio Paths/pathological Liars/antisocial Personality Disorder
My exwife was one and I didn't even realise it until a lot of damage had been done. PLEASE READ THIS and help safeguard yourselves and your loved ones.
THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR (Source: http://chericola57.tripod.com/infinite.html) Psychopath. We hear the word and images of Bernardo, Manson and Dahmer pop into our heads; no doubt Ted Bundy too. But they're the bottom of the barrel -- most of the two million psychopaths in North America aren't murderers. They're our friends, lovers and co-workers. They're outgoing and persuasive, dazzling you with charm and flattery. Often you aren't even aware they've taken you for a ride -- until it's too late. Psychopaths exhibit a Jekyll and Hyde personality. "They play a part so they can get what they want," says Dr. Sheila Willson, a Toronto psychologist who has helped victims of psychopaths. The guy who showers a woman with excessive attention is much more capable of getting her to lend him money, and to put up with him when he
I've been drinking all weekend. It's been so much fun, but I think it's going to take a few days to recover my bearings. I really have to return my bottles to the store for mor alcohol too.
I Love The Way
I love the way you touch meso soft and sensuously.It makes me tingle all over.
I love the way you kiss me.It starts a fire deep down inside of meand makes me yearn for you even more.
I love the way you look at me.It makes me feel beautiful and treasured.Most of all I love the way you love me.
When you walk in my whole day gets better.And even when you’re not with meyou’re in my thoughts always.
It doesn’t matter what we don’t have or what we do have.The most important thing is we have each otherand no one can take that away.
I am the luckiest woman in the worldand I don’t need or want anythingbut you beside me loving me to the end of our days
Good Bye Fubar
I have made so many wonderful friends here and I'm so very sad to say goodbye to all of you! I've been in tears the last half hour at the thought that I won't get to say hello to all of you anymore. For the most part, you all have been very kind and generous to me and I can't thank you enough for being my friend!
To clarify, I am not leaving because of any fu-drama. It's just my own personal decision that I've made to better my life. I've become addicted to this site and addiction is a very ugly thing. I spend my whole days here. I get up and log in on my phone first thing in the morning. I've fallen behind in other aspects of my life because I'm constantly on here checking my messages and returning rates. I just can't do it anymore.
I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be the best mom that I can be. This site gets in the way of that.
I am sticking around long enough for my fu-fiance, Razor, to get his money back since he has invested quite a bit into "owning" me, but once
The Heaven 500
The Heaven 500The Heaven 500 was just getting started, an all-star race, for the racing departed. Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel, and sitting on the pole was a cat named Neil. Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile, Kenny Irwin, determined to finish in style. Lee Petty was glowing, with grandfatherly pride, with Davey and Clifford, each had a new ride. Fireball Roberts floated in on a cloud, while Tony Roper waved to the Heavenly crowd. Morosso and Nemechek, then Tim Richmond appeared, Kulwicki strapped in while the racing fans cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race, Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face, but the red flag flew even before it had begun, with every eye, wide open, and looking to the SUN. A last minute entry was the cause of delay, while the fans were instructed to kneel and pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark. Then out of the rumble, for all there to see
Has anyone here seen Averil;
Dressed in a French Bikini?
She lives in a world of Enchantment,
Where no one grows much older than - seventeen.
In Averil's eyes,
Life is the seven wonders,
Every star a wishing star,
That shines for her.
Take a leaf from Averil's book,
Open your eyes, take a look,
So much beauty to be found,
Take the time to look around.
Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges.Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can foc
There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.
Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstaclesLaugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from themPick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of natureSay hello to strangers and enjoy the people you kno
If I Could Live Life Over
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.I would have talked less and listened more.I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lif
I Wish You Enough
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."
Ok So New To This Thing
Ok so I'm sort of new to a lot of this. I'm in that dreadfully long process of separation and the whole thing with final negotiations and what not. I'll post more about that when we see through to the conclusion coming soon. So now the other process of getting back out into the scene so to speak and while everyone seems to say that they want the nice guy, I'm quickly learning that the old adage about nice guys finishing last, well there's much of that that seems to hold true.
So I'm beginning to rethink this nice guy shit as it's just not paying off. Hell, thinking back it doesn't seem to have paid off over time anyway so why the hell not.
What seems to be out there? A lot of medical staffers. People that work shift work and end up with the mids. Obviously, my heart goes out to them. They are there at all hours of the night while people go do stupid stuff and get injured and go to the ER because no matter how bad they screw themselves or others up it's all fixable, right? Oh
Ramblings And Musings..
Thanks for reading this.. anyway, alot of people really enjoy reading my about me section; and while humorous and to the point in its given form, it is far from
complete, theres so much sillyness on the site its hard to even think of wear to begin, so in no order of importance, here goes my list of things about me:
1. I don't care about your tits or what you want to see them.. Did the Military thing for a while, wore a uniform, saw them in all shapes, sizes and colors. They all pretty much look the same, and if the urge to go out and see more ever comes up, strip club door fees are 10 bucks.. I also don't do the random "HERES A PICTURE OF MY COCK!" email thing ladies, so have no fear.
2. Guess I should point out the brutally honest thing now, huh?
3. If your twice my age, I'm really not interested. If your background is you in a nightie, I am beyond not interested. put your clothes back on grandma!
4. This Fu-Famous thing needs to just die in a fire. I don't care what
Sex For The First Time
So sat here naked on my bed i wonder what your voice sounds like and i begin to drift off into my little sexual fantasy. I think of travelling to see you, all full of nerves because already i know you're interested sexually and i know i so don't want to dissapoint. when i first see you i think wow, i must've won the lottery and just think how strikingly sexy you are but i feel to shy to speak them. you obviously look at me and think i pass the first test, which is such a relief. We go into yours and have a couple of cups of coffee while we chat and get to know each other better. the more we talk the more relaxed we both feel. After about an hour or so we decide that we are both a bit hungry and decide on going out to a bar and having a few drinks and a meal at the same time, so both take turns to get ready. A little while later we both are in the local having a nice meal and getting nicely relaxed as the alcohol kicks in. At some point the conve
A Sexual Encounter
I'm sat at a bar and i look over and see you sexily teasing a straw with your mouth. You don't notice me at first and im thinking you look hot when you turn your head and see me staring at you. I look away quickly knowing i've been caught, and after a minute or so i look back over to see you with a smile that says 'I seen you watching me'. I'm really nervous at this point but i smile get up and walk over to where you're sat at the bar and introduce myself, at which point i see your drink is nearly empty so offer to buy you one. You smile and accept, i ask is it ok if i sit next to you. I know you're alone and you offer the seat to me. As the evening goes on and we're chatting you occasionally brush my leg with yours just ever so slightly. As the night goes on and I am starting to relax i offer you another drink, but you decline put your hand on my knee lean over and whisper ' but if you walk me home you can have one at mine' well, my jacket was on so quick and before I knew it we were
The Lightening Strikes
One evening the rain beats down while im walking along a long road to nowhere, fields all around. I can feel the rain soaking through to my skin so I decide to try and find shelter, and as I make that decision the thunder starts and my head just drops as i look around. In the distance I spy what looks to be a barn in the distance and a light coming from within so I head straight for it at a quick pace. I find the path or road unsure which all the way up to the barn, nothing but a farm well in the distance so im glad that I find shelter so soon. I call out as I near the barn to whom ever is inside so they wont be startled and as i get right up to the open door a female voice calls back so I enter. When I step inside I see what looks to me to be an angel, beautiful and blonde, about 5ft 6inches but the prettiest eyes and nicest smile ive ever seen. Then you speak to me and tell me to get my jacket and shirt off otherwise i will die a deat
Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.
Mi Vida Loca
I'M FAR BEYOND AN ANGEL. LONG GONE IS MY YOUTHFUL INNOCENCE, THE GLEAM IN MY EYES. NO MORE DO I BELIEVE IN WISHES OR FAIRYTALES. DREAMS OF DANCING FOR ALVIN AILEY, WRITING FOR ROLLING STONE, SEEING THE COSTA RICAN RAIN FOREST. SELF IN CLOSED IN A PIT OF DARKNESS AT THE BOTTOM STRAINING TO SEE THE LIGHT. THE ULTIMATE OPTIMIST HAS GROWN WEARY & TIRED. OVER BUBBLY & TOO TRUSTING, EMERGES FROM BELOW, THE BROKEN ANGEL. NOW A WOUNDED SOUL LOOKING FOR SOLACE AND REFUGE. FORGING THROUGH THE DOUBT OF THOSE CLOSER THAN MOST. EVEN BELIEVING ALONG THE WAY WHATS TOLD IS INDEED TRUE... FALLING ON BARE KNEES STILL BRUISED, RISES THE BROKEN ANGEL SHAKING, TREMBLING, CRYING
AND LOVING IT
AND BELIEVING THEM
WELCOMING THE DARKNESS
AS IF TO HIDE
CHANGING AND REARRANGING
BE BLACK OR BE WHITE
NEITHER ONE APPLIES
BUT GOD WAS ALWAYS THERE.
CURSING AND SCREAMING IN ANGER
AS IF GOD WAS THE STRANGER
PUSHING AND PULLING
TRYING TO FIND MY WAY
GOD BLESSED ME WITH ANOTHER DAY.
AND WHEN I CRIED AFTER ALL THOSE
GOD WAS BY MY SIDE.
AS I AGE I NEVER FORGET TO PRAY
AND ASK GOD FOR A NEW DAY. PASSING PARKING LOTS
FILLED WITH POOR POVERTY STRICKEN POETS
POUTING AND POKING THE EYES OF PRETEND PROPHETS
PREACHING THE POWER OF THE POMPOUS
PREGNANT PROJECT LIVING PRETTY POTENT SOULS
POSING POLITELY AS PASSING PORCHES PROCEED
TO DRIVE PARALLEL TO THE PINK PIZZA PARLOR
PROUDLY PRONOUNCING THE PUNK LINGO
THAT SO PROFOUNDLY SENDS THEM INTO THEIR POOLS
OF PISS FILLED TEARS
PRESIDENTIAL PORK EATING, PERFECTLY CRISP WHITE SHEET WEARING
LOVE IS PAIN...... AND IT'S CRAZY HOW WE ALL DESPERATELY CRAVE IT! BUT WE GET IT, AND THEN SHIT GETS
TOUGH,AND WE WANT TO RUN, OR WORSE WE STAY NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL BE. ITS A WORK IN PROGRESS,
GOOD DAYS, BAD DAYS, LOVE YOU/HATE YOU! FROM B**** TO BABY ALL IN ONE BREATH !ITS ALL PART OF LOVE!
SOME NEVER HAD IT, SOME NEVER WILL, AND SOME ARE JUST TOO DUMB TO REALIZE ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR
FACE! ITS A TEAM EFFORT AND SOMETIMES ITS NOT ALL ROSES! BUT IF IT WAS EASY WOULD IT BE WORTH IT?
ITS HAVING FAITH IN EACH OTHER WHEN THERE'S NO FAITH TO BE SEEN. ITS BELIEVING THAT IN THE RELATIONSHIP
WE ARE WORKING AS" ONE" TOWARDS A SUPREME GOAL. A GOAL ONLY THE COUPLE STATES IN PRIVACY! IN
INTIMACY! IN SILENT CONFIDENCE. IN CONVERSATIONS! WITHIN THEMSELVES AS COMMITMENT NOT ONLY TO THE
OTHER BUT TO THE "WHOLE" OF THE RELATIONSHIP, GIVING IT, IT'S RESPECT.
LOVE IS LOVING WHEN WRONG. AND LOVING BECAUSE THE OTHER CARES EVEN WHEN
THEY ARE RIGHT BUT NOT S
From My Mind To Yours
I have so many things that go around in my mind each day, but am afraid to share them with others for fear of ridicule. I am not really a crazy person. In fact, I was once told by my doctor that I'm probably the most sane person he's ever known. If that's the case, then why do I feel like I'm crazy? Is it because I'm normal and all those around me aren't, thus making me the abnormal one? What is normal really? The Norm is defined as "A standard, model, or pattern regarded as typical." So, if everyone around me is crazy, then that's the norm, and I am abnormal. I think I'm a pretty boring person actually.
Make Someone Happy
"Who once free from Earthly illusion looks into the empty eye of the Sphynx,
Forgets his seriousness out of overseriousness and looks back at you and only smiles;
And if you lift his mask he only looks back at you and smiles." anon? Circa? Ancient Egyptian?
Captivated By The Beauty Of You
You have most piercing eyes
That are utterly astonishing
How beautiful you are so mesmerizing
Oh! how I wonder if your heart is as
Wonderfully soft and warm loving as blissful,
I wish I was one of your tear drops
Because I would be born in your eyes
Live my life across your cheek
That blooms with such bliss!!!
Oh! how I wonder,
When you wipe me away
If I'll be just a memory to you
So when you shed a tear drop for that one
Special moment, I'll be reborned and knowing
I just wasn't a memory,
I'll live on in your heart"
To be a treasure to be cherished
Like aTear that turned into a
poem by Lester Copyright@2004
Iam Not Leaving Fubar
so lastnight i said i wont be back on fubar after tuesday what i fail to say is this iam not leaving fubar
i just might not ever log back in for some time due to the fact i might be going back to jail its not a for sure thing
but firday i got some news around 10 to 10:30pm someone reported me to adult protective servise so i will know what will happen at tuesday that is all for now
Have i asked you to bomb me?(yes) Did i ask nicely?(yes) Did i rate/fan/add you?(yes) Did i look at your status update?(no) Are you feeling that I'm annoying you? Well just tell me, I will block YOU so i can continue to rate you. Thus no longer bothering you for bombs! Yay! Now that was polite and easy! Thank you for showing me the same respect.
But If I Did...
I don’t lie down at night wishing you were beside me and imagining the feel of your arms wrapped around me tight…
I don’t wake up each morning with visions of your sweet face filling my mind…
I don’t dream of your touch, your kiss, your caress…
I don’t spend my waking hours envisioning your smile and the light in your beautiful eyes…
I don’t long for you with every breath I take…
I don’t yearn for you…
I don’t love you…
But if I did, how would you feel about that?
Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who
have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well
Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic.
My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made
up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it. So..I started dieting.
In september I decided to join curves. In the past I have never actually exercised when I
dieted. This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more
yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now.
I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this
week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D It was a big relief not to see
my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body
I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008.
Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice.
One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis.
I started to have major respiratory issues in mid-September
i need more help be ginrus i will be glad
By the sea a woman sits and waits for her love to come. She knows he will be there as soon as she falls asleep, but she is not ready. She wants to feel his arms around her, taste his sweet lips and feel the warmth of his body next to hers. Her dreams are filled with passion, but her nights are spent alone.
Jlm Member Of The Week
The Justice League Mafia is going to be holding its 1st ever "JLM Super Hero of the Week Award"... The winner will be decided by their commitments to the JLM in better the group. Each week there will be a new member selected for their deeds and will get some cool awards... Each week the reward will vary but they will have there profile link added to the JLM Profile...
The JLM Counsel Members will vote on the nominees the night before winner will be decided on Sundays profile, and announced in "Velvet's Playground" at 9pm EST... Good Luck to all thr JLM members and let's keep up the good work
Shake The Dust-by Anis Mojgani
"This is for the Fat girls.
This is for the little brothers.
This is for the school-yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies who tormented them.
This is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk-crate ball players.
This is for the nighttime cereal eater and for the retired, elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters.
Shake the dust.
This is for the benches and the people sitting upon them,
For the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns,
for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children,
for the nighttime schoolers and the midnight bike riders who are trying to fly.
Shake the dust.
This is for the two-year-olds who cannot be understood because they speak half-English and half-GOD.
Shake the dust.
for the girls with the brothers who are going crazy,
for those gym class wall flowers and the twelve-year-olds afraid of taking public showers,
for the kid who's always late to class because he forgets the combination to his lockers,
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read.
Scorpio: Come here
Pisces: Yes Sir
Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.
Scorpio: I want you
Pisces: I'm yours
Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you...
Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish.
Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman...
He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...
Scorpio: Look at me.
Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her
Why am I sitting here all alone,
feeling so out of place,
even though I'm at home
Can anyone besides me see,
the shell so tightly wrapped around me,
from which no escape can be found
The key is fit for only one
who will bring me out into the sun
Until the day she appears
life will remain very drear
The sun goes up, the sun goes down
sometimes like a merry-go-round
Yet there is no joy in riding alone
always feeling some what out of zone
Friends and realitives try thier best
yet i wish they would give it a rest
no amount of sympathy or understanding
and ofcourse advice not withstanding
can fill the gaps and holes
seemingly made by the pieces
missing from my soul
Once in awhile someone will come
who can let in a little sun
for awhile it may even be fun
even so the rough edges will cause friction
turning the fun into fiction
Dreams begin to tumble
dark clouds start to rumble
suddenly I'm back in my bubble
the shell of which has 2x doubled
These voices in my head won't be silenced. They scream at me about my past mistakes. Carving a deep scar of regret. And current problems don't help. It's like everything I have ever messed up on is a weight. And all that weight is on my shoulders. Every time I screw up it adds weight. And I don't know how much longer I can take this. I am scarred, tired, and depressed. Just as I am losing something that holds me together...something else comes and keeps me from ending it. I say "you're the only thing keeping me alive." So when they leave, why does something else always appear? I always hear the same thing from everybody.."Forever and Always" Like that's the first time I have heard that. I have tried multiple things to get rid of the voices and the pain of living. I have tried drinking. The vodka only strengthens the memory and misery. I have tried drugs and painkillers. Nothing. I have tried being competitive, as to create a drive to succeed. I don't think that is working to well eithe
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is i do more the fu all day and sumtimes i update and leave then i come home to people thinking im avoiding them that is not the case by any means..if im ignoring u i will block u. Now one of my BIGGEST PET PEEVES is when im going about my business likeing peeps rating and leaving status messages and all of a sudden i see that one person has blown up my shout box going from... hey how are u...hi...u there...hello...fine i guess ur ignoring me bitch all with
Cooking With Ninja
So most of us try to keep our menus on the lighter side for the summer.
This recipe logs in at 139 calories for a 3 cup bowl!
6 Whole chicken breasts, boneless, skinless, all fat removed2 large onions, cut in slicesTBS minced garlicTBS of onion and garlic powderTBS natural sea salttsp cayenne pepperground white pepper and ground black pepperpoultry seasoning Shirataki noodles (yam noodles -- can be found at asian specialty stores. VERY low cal to no cal, and filling.) -- Follow directions on the packageBoil it all together in a large stockpot with a lot of water. The chicken will make the broth as it cooks down. Boil it for about an hour. I used tongs to remove the chicken so it could be cut up and weighed for portions. 100 grams (you'd be surprised at just how much chicken that is!) per portion. 3 cups of the broth with some onions and add the chicken and a serving of the noodles. This is a recipe that is a GREAT way to use up that left over grilled chicken, or even a perfe
Womens/mens Opinions Welcome...
Todd Neva, 40, of Racine, was diagnosed with ALS in June. As the disease progresses, he will become paralyzed, unable to voluntarily move his muscles. His family needs to sell their West Racine home. They then plan to build a handicap-accessible house near his wife's family in Michiganâs Upper Peninsula. The family has entered the Dockers Wear the Pants challenge on Facebook, trying to win $100,000 to help them build their new house.
here is the link in my hometowns paper......
Your votes and Your voice would be great. Thanks,Angie
So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless....
Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked??
Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!! kinda thing?
All opinions wel
Their are a few People on the net with SDMF on thier names and don't even know what it means. They make it out to be a net trend and its not. A few of them have went to other lounges calling people racial slurs. . These kind of SDMF are the net trend SDMF bylaw #7 says Respect all. I myself am sick of the racial bs that goes on here. Just because your of one certian race of people dont make you any better than anyone else. js
In real life we may not get along with all people example if i have a friend i may not like some of his or her friends. I will not choose sides I am a grown adult not a teenager. There is a lounge ran by net sdmf on here and he trys to bully people if he dont get his way he will pull mods or bann you if you talk to me. He also has went to most of my family members on my page saying stupid stuff (harrassment and childish) I have only met a few real SDMF on this site just because someone has SDMF on thier names dont mean they are real js. I have been scamm
Been This Way Too Long
Time are changeing people change and thing are not so clear.
echoed cries distroyed live just wanna disappear
i dont know whats worth fighting for or if i have the right
Cause its been this way too long...
You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it.
You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone.
You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years.
You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands.
You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks.
You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding.
You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy.
You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her.
So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.
Odds 'n' Ends
Lingering within my memory
His senses i command
Intoxicated by his desire
Entranced by his demand
So secure against his chest
Surrendering to his touch
Satisfying his hunger
His need i crave so much
His eyes burn deep inside me
Mesmerized by his stare
Unbridled passion flowing free
Transfixed within his glare
Our bodies moved in harmony
Locked in passion as we were
I couldn't tell the you from me
Our sense of time began to blur
in the heady afterglow
his scent upon my skin
the taste of him i'll always know
i felt him from within. Aching..that crushing feeling when you feel like your life is slipping into the unknown, reaching out to someone, who you hope, is willing to give you a helping hand...Trust..hoping that this time your heart would be safe from hurt, but realising that if you don't take that leap of faith your life would always be in a state of suspended animation..Hope..the one thing that every soul clings onto in order to survive, the one thing that gives
Ok so my boss is a total dick and got some kind of fucking Web Filter called Barracuda, my question how do i get past this shit? any way around it? or is it so good its impossible?
AS IM WRITING MY BLOG I HAVE TO SAY I DID'NT WANT TO PUT MYSELF OUT THERE TO ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT IM REAL I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO HIDE ..JUST WANT TO TELL A LITTLE BIT OF WHAT I FEEL IM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON WHO FEELS IM TRYING TO FIND MYSELF ..LOL HAHAH DID'NT KNOW I WAS LOST... WELL BACK TO WHAT IS I AM OPEN TO NEW THINGS IN MY LIFE AND KNOW....IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST OR NOT OR JUST CHAT WITH ME EITHER WAY YOU WON'T BE DISAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Interesting as it may seems,but lot of guys are not been control by their girls,they just are after something at first and many will fink they are bin controlled, after getting it,,,,,,Guess what THEY WILL BE DUMPED, THATS IS WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU
asthey walk by the waterfall handed in hand .. they cannot resist but ti stand under it . soaking our clothes .. and pressing thier wet fabrics against thier skin . the cold water making thier bodies shiver and delight as they they share a single kiss under the waterfall ... the kiss so deep it seems to last forever .. neither one wanting to let go .. and the heat with within them rising so high its threating to explode . thier lips savouring each other . embracing each other .. their hands starting to explore .. starting to each other .. gently and tenderly .. the cold water so refreshing .. they finally take of thier wet clothes and swim under the water naked and continue thier soft sweet embrace ... their lips still not wanting to leave each others for a moment .. holding on to each other cause of the cold and the using each others body to stay warm ... they are lose in each other and nothing else seems to matter . nothing seems to be able to bring them out of their private inter
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Life As A Dentist
There is 2 types of insurances, PPO and HMO.
With PPO, Preferred Provider Organization, the provider (dentist) can be either in network or out of network. What this means is if the provider is out of network, you can see any provider you want. It is the patient’s responsibility to pay for the difference of the treatment. For example, if a crown cost $1,000 and the insurance pays $700, the patient is responsible for the other $300. Now, if the provider is in network, then the insurance will dictate the cost of the treatment. This means that if the crown is $1,000 and the insurance says that their price is $900, the provider can NOT collect the $100 difference. The provider has to write off the $100. Collection of this difference is considered as fraud.
With HMO, Health Maintenance Organization, you can only see that particular provider. Personally, I think HMOs in dentistry are a fraud. With this type of plan, the patient’s cleanings and xrays ar
Need A Lounge Coder / Lounge Promotion Bulletin Made
Are You in Need of a Lounge Coder or Person to Make Lounge Promotion Bulletin's?
First off let me say thanks for reading this Blog I will do my best to assist you in your problem or issue. In this Blog I will link you to different sections of Fubar to get you on the right track.
Bulletin's - These are pictures or graphics that move flash shake etc. that make people wanna come and join your lounge or event. A lot of people lay claim to being able to make these but when it comes down to the doing the bulletin or graphic they have less or no experience in doing so.
Here is a link to the FUBAR Coders Page where it show's the FUBAR Coder's who can help you with any kinda bulletin , skin , lounge coding etc.. you will need
** Keep in mind FUBAR Coders are very busy and it may be 24 hours before they get back to you but please be patient. **
Well I’ve pretty much moved in with my boyfriend and am going to spend the summer looking for work now that school is out. I still have a few things left to bring, some furniture and other stuff, but I’ve spent the week here playing house and enjoying having someone to share a bed with. Our cats have finally figured out a routine and seem to be tolerating each other and I’ve set up a little work station in our home office using the fainting couch and litter cabinet.
A really nice thing though living here is that I’m living with a guy who isn’t afraid to get dirty and take things apart to fix them. Take the other night for instance, the dryer we bought for only $75 went out and stopped heating. So while I am hanging up the wet things in the bathroom to dry he took the thing apart.
I tried not to hover and help when I could but once the drum was out and I saw this it was very hard to bite my lip and not panic. But I did soon become amazed
It took a lot of time last night but I finally rearranged this place to how I like it and to how I think will be more user friendly. Instead of having to search through blog post you just have to look at the menu and you will see the title of your favorite erotic story and their chapters (if they have any that is). As for the blog part of Erotica I will be using it mostly for writers rants, updates, and the sharing of ideas. It will be a little look into the madness that is my writing process hehe. Oh and another big change is going to be my update rate aside from what is posted in the blog I will be uploading a new chapter, or a new story (depending on how my muse moves me) every month so no longer waiting forever and a day to find out what is happening to your favorite characters. So please check out at Erotica all the new stuff and I would love to hear some feedback on it (^_^)
Jeanie has just moved to a new city and now is juggling an over protective brother and
I just added polls to my SexTalk to make it a bit more interactive. Other then that there is a New Post up where I talk about one of my pet peeves and ask to hear about everyone elses so check it out and if you are feeling naughty feel free to comment or let me know (via the poll) what your pet peeve is.
A very interesting and educational speech given by Mary Roach (author of Spook and Stiff), on scientific facts about orgasms, it’s not pornographic but is very entertaining.
Mary Roach: 10 things you didn’t know about orgasm | Video on TED.com
There will come a time in everyone’s sexual relationship when they will have to convey your sexual needs. Yes I know how painfully awkward it can be to have to do this but the alternative is unhappiness that will seep its way into all aspects of the relationship until everything comes to a head in a inopportune way at an inappropriate time, unless you are having one night stands. Though you can use one night s
I know it has taken me fuck knows how long but finally I have been able to sit down and type together the flavored lube review that I have been promising. I have to admit I am proud of it and do promise that my reviews wont be so few and so much time inbetween. So please check it out at The Toy Box (my personal sextoy review blog) its NSFW because of the subject and the pictures.
Okay you guys (and gals) voted, I ordered, she came on Friday and so did I (yikes that is a bad pun). Honestly though when Friday came around I was battling a pretty bad tonsil issue and to be honest still am not 100% but I am feeling much better. I won’t be able to give a full review though for a few more days because lets face it, when you are not at your best your sex drive suffers. I did play with it for a little bit Friday and even though I wasn’t feeling my best I do have to say I am pleasantly surprised with the Zini. Or at least pleasantly surprised with one of the settings
Rag Dolls & Zombies
Well I am on the road to healthy weight loss and being more active. The worse is all the measuring and the weighing in and knowing that if I am to make this work I have to cut out all alcohol and all sugary, fatty, non-healthy, non-essential foods. Bright side, I love to cook and cooking healthy shouldn’t be all that hard for me. But yeah I am a bit down tonight after all is said and done, I hope tomorrow will be better.
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Well thanks to some very unsuccessful pillow talk over the weekend I am now inspired mostly out of spite though. So I've put all my other short (and not so short) stories on the back burner and am going to start with a new erotic short story and I will see how far I can take it and even if I can complete it. I'm kind of a fish out of water on this one though is not my typical light bondage fare. I’m going to be trying to tap into my bicurious side and doing a girl on girl erotic story. I have a lot
To Our Kids...
My Promise To My Kids(or child),
I will stalk u,flip out on u,lecture u,drive u crazy,be your worst nightmare and hunt u down like a hound dog when needed because I Love You!! When u understand that i will know your a responsible adult. You will never find someone who loves u,Prays for u,cares about u and worries about u more than me. pssss...I love u!!! Mom(or mom n dad or dad...)
We got Bandit as soon as he was old enough to leave his mother...that was May of 1999. He's traveled more miles than most people will ever dream of. From Biloxi, MS to Florida...Florida up the east coast, and then to Chicago, Denver, Salt Lake City, onward to Anchorage, Alaska. Then the ferry ride from Alaska to Washington, across the US, and back down to Florida. This was all in just over 10 years. The last trip he made was from Florida to where I sit typing this, Indiana.
He's been quite a healthy cat, despite the fact that his owner had never had a pet before, and did an awful job of keeping up with the important parts of owning a pet. That's what truly is amazing....almost 12 years, and almost never was ill. Until about 2 weeks ago. As most fo you read last week, he wasn't eating and barely drinking. So I took him to the vet, nothing really jumped out, but a bit of an infection, so the vet gave me some meds to give to him. In this past week, he still hardly ate, and
i need some one to help me with my pro as in skins and doin the background... ur help will be much appericiated ty
Hi, Not Really New
Does everyone truly rise to their level of incompetence? Is stupid forever?
The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached. twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bound to ensue... Broken,bruised,beaten,and trapt under.
Tattered,trampled,troubled,and left to wonder.
A rift that has been rent.A hole.a blunder.
Abased,abated,abhored,and ripped a sunder.
Saline,the salty taste of no signifagant other.
Wailing,the sound it makes,when the mind gets to cluttered.
Flailing,the arms that reach for another imagined lover.
Failing, reason for my greif...FEAR is a MOTHER!
I have been slain, by b
Recap Of Last Week
I'll never know what makes this manWith all the love that his heart can standDream of ways to throw it all away Thursday night I ate some fried chicken with their "special receipe sauce" that apparently I was allergic to. Bumps developed on the back of my neck and scalp and itching started that night. I woke up to patches of hives and severe itching all over my body. The doctor gave me a steriod shot on Friday and called in a percription steriod if that didn't work. It didn't. Steriods and itching on Saturday and Sunday but it was subsiding. I got a call at 4 a.m. on Monday that my mother had passed away. Happy Valentine's Day. Three days of steriods apparently affects your sleep. I laid in bed until 3:30 a.m. before falling asleep on Monday/Tuesday morning. I normally wake up at 5:30 a.m. I spent Tuesday dealing with the side effects of these steriods which felt like an overdose of cocaine. (yes, I have) Sweats, chills, wrapped in blankets but still could not fall asleep. I stopped
For The Ignorant People Who Uses God For Their Own Means
Well I guess I'm headed to Hell in a homemade hand basket made by Aunt B. just with my marriages alone. People look at religion for everything, God please get me thru this and I promise " blah blah blah" ..... Countless wars & bloodshed all in the name of "God" babies born and died within a few hours, days,months cus of a disease or other factor that we have no cure, so innocent children die and people say " it was Gods way, or his plan. No you don't carry a life inside you for 9 mths to have someone tell you that BS. It's not a plan life is screwed up, yeah you can't stop everything that happens, but don't put everything on GOD, he didn't make a full scale plan to kill a baby. SHYT HAPPENS!!! A drunk driver can hit a kid, go to jail and in a yr or too he gets let out on parole " cus he found god" and he honestly believes god forgave him for killing an innocent child, but what do you hear at funerals when someone dies by the hands of another " god has a plan, or god does things in myst
Fate's hand dealt Blinding pain In perpetuum Desolation swallows me whole Transcends all else Disenchantment obliterates hopes Annihilating sanguine dreams Must surrender to affliction Malady, my friend Only solace in agony, Agony with no end. SMF DeceitJust like a vampireYou sucked me inBeauty hid your dark intentionsHeavenly scentLingered in my noseMelodic voiceSet my heart aflutterWith each exquisite syllableSplendidly beautiful faceConsumed me like a drugMost alluring of lipsInvited me in for kissesLeft me weak in the kneesWild with desirePassionate encounters beyond compareYour seduction is completeI close my eyes, you are all I seeYou have me at your mercyAll your talk of soul matesYou’ve no soul to be foundIt’s too late, my heart to you is boundAll you wanted was my life bloodNow you bleed me dryToss me asideNext victim already in sight
SMF Delirium Shadowy feminine figure Lurks outside the glowing window Watching silently Coveting in the night Two angel
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Geeks 'vs' Norms
once i thought that geeks and normies were all the same people....Boy was I wrong.
geeks think they know it all and they think they are better than someone else just because they have more knowledgwe than the other person. then they take advantage of that person's weaknesses,thinking they are having fun and not doing any harm at all to that person!!
well I have news for the geeks'vs' the normies on fubar...This crap is a boldfaced lie!! You are a fool and an outkast if you take advantage of someones weaknesses,make fun of them and the like. it shows that a geek will be a geek forever and that they have no self worth because they care less for others and their feelings!! they are selfish in many ways that hurt others but might be generous in other ways.
I think that is an abuser's and a geeks way of keeping a leash on their victums!!!
So for all you geeks out there who think they got it good...and know it all??? You really do not mean anything to me,and I could care less what the ge
are you free like me?
do you see what you see?
do you hear what you hear?
im free as can be.
i see through my eyes
i hear only me...
you cant penatrate my mind
i wish you were free like me
its a shame..
A Story I Wrote When I Was Bored
Graveyard Of Heros
this is my first time writing something im going to show other people so please if you have any ideas that could help me feel free to let me know
my story is about 4 Orbital Drop Shock Troopers who lived and died on reach i hope you enjoy it
august 30th 2552 outskirts of new Alexandria
"So this is it "Mac said looking at the mass of covenant troops that stretched for as far as the eye could see "We make our stand in this bunker surrounded by thousands of grunts and brutes led by a few hundred elites well id say we've hit the jackpot boys this is our ticket straight to hell"
" If im going to hell mac then im taking as many of those bastards with me " replied shane as he went back to reloading his rocket launcher and checking to see how much ammo he had for his assault rife "i got 6 clips left for this thing how about you guys"
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Black Metal project: http://www.myspace.com/realitydeformed
Acoustic/Atmospheric project: http://www.myspace.com/winterdea
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Why Do I Have A Po
back in June 29 2009 i ended up pulling a knife on this guy who was my ex roommate for hitting my now ex gf i told him i would kill him if he did it again blinded by rage and poor judgmental i almost took his life he ended up calling the cops on me the man is 33 years old and he is alot more fucked up then i am and he was off his meds my family was in danger and iam sorry but most cops don't give a flying fuck when you do call them at least in my experience that's what i have learn from when i called them before in the past specially in mesa and they either just write a report or they just think its a joke
i had my grandma who was living with me at the time my dog and 4 cats i was not going to just stand by and watch him do what ever
i realize it was poor judgment but no one in my same shoes would not do the same thing
i was facing prison for my act even tho it was in self defensive i was facing 2.5 years
since they lower my charge i now am on probation for 3 years they s
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The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that
Everybody has a favorite movie. I have movies that I HAVE to watch when they come on no matter how many times I've seen them.
2. Urban Cowboy
3. Mommie Dearest
4. Face Off
5. Wizard of Oz
6. Gone in 60 Seconds
7. Gone with the Wind
Y Valentines Day
First I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord, I almost died. But i'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long. But I grew strong and I knew that I could take you on.. But there you are, another lie, i was ready for a Big Mac and you brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Shoulda known there was no Anaconda, lurking in them jeans! Go on now go, walk out the door, don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4. Weren't you a prat to think i wouldn't find you out? Don't you know we're joking when we say size don't count? I will survive, I will survive. As long as i have batteries my sex life's going to thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex. I will survive, I will survive. Hey Hey! HEY LADIES, SEND THIS TO ALL THE MEN THAT DID YOU WROHG! YOU DON’T KNOW
You don't know, but I am the mom who cries every morning and hopes every night for his safe return. I am
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Hello all, It's Sunday and I feel like jammin the classics... yanno, the stuff with nostalgia..anyway, Im streaming some classic rock, oldies, punk covers and whatever else today in Area 51.
Also I will be on in SER for the 7 to 10 slot..thats EST..be there or be square!
as you were
13 days and I will be in Vegas to see my hunnie. So excited. can't wait. First time on a plane here we come lol. Not sure what to expect in Vegas. Cept a damn good time.
Muslim Women And Sharia Law
20 years from now, I will be in Heaven --bye !! This was written by a woman born in Egypt as a Muslim.This is not hearsay, and it will scare the life out of you. Make sure you read the paragraph (in red) towards the end.Joys of Muslim WomenBy Nonie DarwishIn the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child.Consummating the marriage by 9.The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave)And for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy.Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce.To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses.Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry.The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her.The husband is permitted to have (4 wi
A Peek Inside My Inside..what Im Reading In This Fleeting Moment...
What I've Just Finished:
The Cathedral Of The Sea, by Ildefonso Falcones. A heavy, thick, and gorgeously jacketed novel, written by a Barcelona author and translated from continental Spanish, this story takes us to 12th century Barcelona and the true story of the building of one of the most important cathedrals in Spain, through the life of a single man whose lifetime coincides with, and is intertwined with, the construction of the Cathedral Of The Sea. Fascinating.. gripping.. and enlightening.. I could not put it down, and would never have known that this book was not written in English originally, so skillful is the translation.
Edenborn, by Nick Sagan. If the author's name sounds familiar.. yes, he is the son of Carl Sagan, famed astronomer, author of Cosmos and Contact, and founder of SETI, the Search For Extraterrestrial Intelligence. Edenborn is the second in a post-apocalyptic series.. an Earth devastated by plague and now inhabited by a grand total of less than two do
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See my nasty little snatch
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Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down
Down in depression wearing this frown
Frown on the inside but outside a smile
Smile while I walk this lonely mile
Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone
Stone I carry by myself and all alone
Alone while in the crowded place
Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets
Shadows following at my feet
Threatening with thier awkward stance
I see themloom and reach with every glance
Stalking me down they feed my fear
Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.
The day may pass
with or without a cloud
a night will pass when only you can shed a tear
but will the life pass without any fear?
we all have pasts
we all have regrets
its what we do with our faults
so we dont repeat and be last.
Some hold on
some let go
some are just so confussed
not knowing what they should do.
The idea is simple
together or alone
happy or sad
the decicion is yours
good or bad.
some words were said meant or not
the hole was dug
that brought silence and regret.
and damage was done
a friendship ended
that will be missed.
The ring still hangs there
needing to be reached
to be grabbed by one
and held onto by two.
but who wants it more
or wants it at all
it could have been special
it could have been.
A Love Letter.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later.
Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861), Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861.
When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917. Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants.
Valentines Day Vent
February 14th, the most overrated day.All the flowers and the chocolates, it's so fucking cliche. Cheesy cards get purchased and reservations get made.But it's obviously just done so the guy can get laid.And yet girls eat it up, cause it validates their life.As if they only have value as a girlfriend or wife.Good for you, congrats, you got a Valentine's Day Date.And I'm oh so sure that you've found your fucking soulmate.Cause those obnoxious couples full of love, having fun.More than half of those couples in six months will be done.Seriously, google it, the statistics don't lie.In fact fifty-three percent will break up by July.So why get sad or depressed if you don't have a date?Who gives a shit, you can still masturbate.And don't get me started on that dude they call Cupid.A flying sniper a diaper, how fucking stupid.So how the fuck did this day get so big and pervasive?Because Corporate America can be mighty persuasive.Big companies love it, they think it's the bomb.Fucking Halmark a
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language!
You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains.
With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot.
You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit.
There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits.
There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.
You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language.
And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m
Ramblings By Jake
That's why we call it The Majestic. Any man, woman, child could buy their ticket, walk right in. Here they'd be, here we'd be. "Yes sir, yes ma'am. Enjoy the show." And in they'd come entering a palace, like in a dream, like in heaven. Maybe you had worries and problems out there, but once you came through those doors, they didn't matter anymore. And you know why? Chaplin, that's why. And Keaton and Lloyd. Garbo, Gable, and Lombard, and Jimmy Stewart and Jimmy Cagney. Fred and Ginger. They were gods. And they lived up there. That was Olympus. Would you remember if I told you how lucky we felt just to be here? To have the privilege of watching them. I mean, this television thing. Why would you want to stay at home and watch a little box? Because it's convenient? Because you don't have to get dressed up, because you could just sit there? I mean, how can you call that entertainment, alone in your living room? Where's the other people? Where's the audience? Where's the magic? I'll tell
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I was in a relationship for over 5 years and it ended just a little under a year ago. Sadly it was mainly distance and a lack of ability...or maybe interest that split us apart even more. We fought a lot, but we loved each other a lot, apparently not enough to keep things giong though. In the end, she decided that she'd go with a guy that she met while in Law School that she had become friends with. I told her that no matter what I loved her, but I just couldn't stand to talk with her and keep in any kind of contact with her, knowing that she was with someone else. Some time in June I was looking for a girl that would be a good match for me and I came across a wonderful woman. She and I compliment each other quite well and we have tons of good times together. I love her and care for her deeply...but as of late, I keep having thoughts of my ex and how much I miss her and want her back in my life. So far, I've kept my promise to myself that I wouldn't call her, write to her or anything a
Don't Be Selfish & Greedy!!!
Ladies & Gentlemen, I would like to take this time to tell you ALL HAPPY VALENTINES! May this day and every day be filled with tons of love, joy, happiness, smiles, hugs, kisses, adventures, faith, hope, surprises & BLESSINGS! Please take the time to tell your loved one how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Don't take this day for granted. Don't fight over STUPID things especially on the "oh i wanted this or that" and be happy with what you got. Its what comes from the heart that matters most. Just stop and think at how LUCKY and BLESSED you are to even be able to be there physically with your loved ones. For there are those such as myself whom are not able to have our loved ones with us on this special day! Never take any holidays for granted because you never know if you will get to spend that holiday with that loved one again......I would love to take this time to say:Deon Christopher,I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, THE EVERY BE
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Tired Of Woman
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person
i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it
when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true
i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today
but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them
age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu
most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not
before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will
The Unknown God..
"Cattle die and Kinsmen die,
thyself I eke soon wilt die;
but fair fame will fade never,
I ween, for him who wins it.
As An Asatruar we must... do our utmost to propagate the Northern Faith, Asatru, far and wide.To raise the awareness of our gods and our faith, particularly among our kinsfolk, those of Northern European blood, and also in society at large.To create, and work with others to create, powerful institutions that will achieve these ends.To work to strengthen ourselves mentally, physically, spiritually and financially, as individuals and as a folk, by applying the wisdom of our gods and our ancestors. In particular we pledge to live as set forth in the Havamal...the sayings of Har (Odin) , and to follow the Nine Noble Virtues of the ancestors.To honor the gods, the ancestors, and ourselves by maintaining a standard of correct and honorable behavior. I shall and will know thee, Unknown One.
Who searchest out the depths of my soul,
And blowest through my life
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A Slice Of Life
I am not really into brand names or designer fashions... the large price tags on shoes, handbags and jeans. I am more of a practical level-headed spender. I buy things that are classic, or appealing to me and not that often..although my closet brimmeth over... I am a collector of sorts buying the odd piece of clothing here and there.. mix and matching to what i already have, or sometimes, not match , just for the ecclectic effect... or I add my own artistic touches to things, making it unique with fabrics and detailing, a cut and sew here and there..I do not buy trendy things or discard last season's clothes to make room for new ones..In a nut shell, I am pretty low maintenance and thrifty as far as clothes go. To call me a princess or a diva when referring to fashion, I would cringe at the best of times, for I feel that is definitely not a word to describe me.Except... I have a secret passion... a passion for lingerie... pretty underwear and undergarments that are ribbons and lace. Ye
Politics Politics Politics
People around the world have been smoking marijuana for thousands of years while also using the hemp plant for everything from fabric and rope to ethanol fuel. Unfortunately, somewhere along the way, a man with a bit of power and enough determination decided pot was wicked, evil and narcotic. He moved mountains to make it illegal worldwide. In the U.S., the struggle continues to this day to overcome the lies and misconceptions about marijuana that the government spent billions to spread.
Between 1937 and 1947, the government spent $220 million on the war against drugs. Between 1948 and 1963, the cost of this "war" on marijuana alone escalated to $1.5 billion. From 1964 to 1969 the government spent $9 billion on the war against marijuana, a price tag that continues to rise.
First Fabric Known to Man
The hemp plant, also called cannabis or marijuana, has been used around the world for thousands of years. Sometime around 7000 - 8000 BCE, the first fabric is belie
you know life is funny, as you grow older you look back at the things you have done in your life, and the ones you have done them with.
then you think well dang have the friends i have are no longer around, some have passed away, some have moved, and some even in trouble. we take things for granted , and when you get older you think why was i like that, then you come to grips , your life is geting shorter, and things will never be the same. friends come and go , and life moves on, but true friends will always be there for you , now i know what liveing life to the fullest means, i will always be true to myself, and be the best i can, and to be the friend i need to be. just always be yourself and always remember you are never alone in this world, cause your friend will be here for you, and you for them, so to my friends, remember i have your back, and are here to listen if you need me, and to my friens up in maryland miss you guys and see you soon, and to my friends on fubar, ya'll are
Truth and honesty is what I seek, in order for our relationship to reach the peek, of pure exploding extacy that is share between just you and me and to build a love that will last for eternity.The bond of trust sould not ever be broke and can never be fixed without any words being spoken.Not Lettin go of the hurt and pain, whether past or present , can only make the falling of our love destint. So let God shine his amazing light and sit back and watch how high this love takes flight. Have u ever asked yourself, Why do I keep making the same mistakes over and over again? Well I have and I learned that God keep making you go through those same mistakes for a reason. One to make you realize your not perfect and your not God. The second reason is that mistakes are like lessons,like when you were in school and the teacher repeats the same lesson over and over and you think to yourself, we just did this, so y are you repeating it? Its so you can get it in your head, so you do well when test
I woke this morning to see you there, lookin at me with that loving stare. The way u bath me with that gentle touch reminds me of why I loved u so much. Suddenly feeling my heart skip a beat, relizing that my old love is Me.
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the pain of what is in here, will not last
Random Stuff From Me, Aw
GTFO out of my sb unless I invite you into it.
I don't respond to random people, especially not men. So yeah, kindly do one.
kthanksbye. I've had to make a new account because I messed my bartab settings up on the old one, and all i ever got told was about people's auto 11's ...
so yeah, this is the reason. Bye :|
So I wake up this mornin to find a nice little message from a woman in "F.A.S." and her name is Babii. Here is the message:
BaBiiLoVeS...: hello my name is babii. and im with the females against suckage committee. or f.a.s anyway im here to let you know you fall on the suck scale. i know thats horrible news. but alas its true. you sir suck in fact you sir should of been swallowed. your mother failed.. to pay for your crime you have been downrated. you should also consider killing yourself to avoid further ridicule and suckage. have a wonderful night. sincerely the f.a.s
I am sure I am not the only one to get this message. But I can say one thing about this person. She is a very insecure little princess bitch that thinks everyone should be the same. Also if you read this Babii at least have your profile open so I can at least respond to your message. Oh wait that's right you don't want to leave it open since you will probably get a lot of hate messages. Also who are you to deci
Breaking it down barney style;
Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy.
I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list.
My Wonderfully Insane World
[Chorus - Skylar Grey] I'm about to lose my mind You've been gone for so long I'm running out of time I need a doctor Call me a doctor I need a doctor, doctor To bring me back to life [Eminem] I told the World one day I would pay it back Say it on tape, and lay it, record it So that one day I could play it back But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that Doubt's starting to creep in, everyday its just so grey and black Hope, I just need a ray of that Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em They just say its whack They don't know what dope is And I don't know if I was awake or asleep When I wrote this, All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest You picked me up, breathed new life in me I owe my life to you Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do But it just dawned on me you lost a son, Demons fightin' you, it's dark. Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you I don't think you realize what you mean to me Not th
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Dumb Ass Ex's
What is with with the ex's???? why is it they think u dumb enough to take them back. Cant they get that the is a reason u left them.... OR u got lleft bye them cause they was not happy... what makes them thiink that things have changed . why is it some of them cant get the hint u are happier with the person u are with and they (the ex's ) try to break up. Why cant they move on and for get what has happen. Why is it when they choice some one new they still will not leave u a lone and they become berry werid....
..:: My Thoughts ::..
Why do so many play the game of being something they are not. How can one build trust if they can not be themselves, it so they may pray on the vulnerabilities of ones searching for what they seek.I am not sure why it is not more interesting to learn all you can about someone before ordering them about. How can you guide someone on a journey and seek control if you do not know what is within the mind and body of her/his being.Enjoy the gift one gives as they surrender but be true to them and ton yourself for with the surrender it is a responsibility given and a great one when you accept. Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us
Random Thoughts In The Night
You know these days I just don't sleep to much anyway. Tonight, sleep eludes me all together. Anyone who has talked to me for a while knows that I don't do well alone. Maybe thats why I can't sleep tonight. Maybe the weight of my loneliness is weighing me down. But I don't think thats it. I think tonight, I am simply thoughtful.
I think about what has been... What could be. There isn't a whole lot of could be these days. Could that be whats keeping me awake? Just because I can't see whats around the bend?
Could I ever see around the bend? I don't know. I suppose in the past I've had some insight into what would come tomorrow. It is not to say that I cannot tell you what I'll do tomorrow. Its that I know tomorrow will only bring more of the same.
I remember a time when I slept like a rock. I had a reason to wake up. I knew that in the morning, everything I loved would be there waiting for me when I opened my eyes. I was happy then. I worked hard. I sweat and bled and loved every
My Random Thoughts
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years.
One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated.
They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out
of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made
many processors and became one big happy station.
That is all for this random thought of the week.
Bringing In New
I cant manage to figure out much of what is going on in certain points of my life, I thought things were going good and now Im sitting here wondering wtf. I understand life manages to takes it toll on all of us, but fuck, to feel like I am being left out in the cold how the fuck do I deal with this?? I mean do I move on, or do I sit here and just wait. I hate waiting, it's not something Im to good at especially when I feel like I dont matter. I know that I am going through a lotta shit of my own right now, and to know that there is someone standing there beside me is what I need, I mean honestly. I just don't understand any of it anymore. Do I just wipe the slate clean and start over with everything that I am starting?? I think that is my best option. I need the ones standing beside me through this journey. I hate feeling so damn lost, especially when I am so lost and alone at least feeling alone with what Im about to go through. FUKK why cant it just make sense for once. Damnit I know
Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 1
Cheating, you can ask your friends or family. And I will guarantee you that the majority of them will tell you the same thing. Either the man could not keep it in his pants and he is such a bastard or that the woman is a slut and just a whore.
Or perhaps the person that they cheated with, is a slut or a whore, or just an asshole trying to get laid. You hear this all the time, and the funny thing is that this is the first thing that friends and family will tell you. You don't hear them tell you that it was your own fault. It is always easier to blame someone else rather than take the blame yourself. People always think to themselves why did he/she do this to me. What have I done to deserve such a betrayal from this person. And the question that everybody should be asking is what have I or could have done to prevent this from happening.
The truth is that people cheat for two reasons. The first is lack of team work that is there in the relationship. Which I will discuss in pa
People Who Think They Are Special
You know it's funny when you actually sit down and analyze not only yourself but others as well. There is one thing you come to realize and that is that everyone in the world is the same, no one is better than you and you are no better than anyone else. For the most part people in general are often selfish and think of themselves above others. They tend to think that the world owes them something. Most people usually don't figure this out until later in life when it is to late and their life is almost over. They wasted their whole life trying to be the most important thing in the world, when the world is so much more important than they are. If you ask yourself if your were to die tomorrow would anybody miss you other than family and close friends. Would people remember you in 10 years, would people say nice things about you, would they have plenty of fond memories of you that they would cherish for their entire life, or would they just move on to their next friend or loved one, while
Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 2
My last blog I discussed how sex contributes to the reason why people cheat in a relationship. In this blog I will go over the lack of team work that there is in the relationship and how this in turn contributes to cheating in the relationship.
We all have this, and it doesn't matter if one person is older, younger, more intelligent, stronger emotionally, wiser, or even just more experienced. We all have our expectations on how the relationship we are in should be like. No matter what type of relationship we would like to have it takes a lot of hard work and determination. The real problems start probably for the most part after the first 4 months of a relationship. In the first 4 months usually everybody is on there best behavior trying to impress the other person do whatever they can to make them happy. Thinking they don't want to say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. Then after the four months everything changes. For some reason people tend to think that it is there primar
The Valentines's Day 3-some On The Glow Radio
The Valentine's Day Threesome
with The Reverend DJ Furg
The Valentines Day Threesome will be the Longest Marathon Broadcast for Reverend DJ Furg. His third marathon to date.
The Final Goal is to set a NEW Guinness World Record for
the longest marathon broadcast by a single DJ.
The Current record is approximately 186 hours. Reverend DJ Furg intends to follow the Guinness Rules during the upcoming marathon to the letter. A five minute break is accumulated for every hour on the air. Breaks can be used for power naps and restroom breaks. Meals, exercise, cigarette breaks and tooth brushing, will ALL Be done ON THE AIR (During the songs of course). Rev Furg will verbally address the listening audience frequently to assure that the is still awake and the marathon is continuous. During the show Reverend DJ Furg will play Music
and take Phone Calls from Listeners. Call Furg @ 1-843-874-3874
The Valentine's Day Threesome starts on Fri
Topography By Sharon Olds
I can be myself when I am with you.
Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before.
I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive
You and me together, we can make magic.
We're a perfect match.
Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
You are simply irresistible
I love you because you bring the best out of me.
Your terrific sense of humor
Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat
You're the one who holds the key to my heart
You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect).
You have taught me the true meaning of love.
Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
You are my theme for a dream.
I have had the time of my life a
~love's True Essence~
One of My Favorite Readings....Hope You Like It...
Kahlil Gibran on Love, from the Book- 'The Prophet'
When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire,
that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast
Everything In General
Why do men have be so hard to deal with. I have a male friend. He is really high strung. He and a few of his friends went grocery shopping last thursday. He bought some beer. Well we finally get almost home and another guy who was with me say that this guy was having a hard time carry all this beer. So My other friend offered to put one of the packs of beer in his backpack. And this other guy matt had a cow and thought we were stealing it from him.
I want to know why men need to be so high strung.
Bernanke Helps Defuse "default"
Our federal government is currently $14.1 trillion in debt. The vast majority of the American people believe this number is far too high and on track to go far higher. Fortunately, Congress created a mechanism to force itself to reexamine its spending habits when budget deficits got out of control: the debt ceiling. Once total outstanding federal debt reaches the limit, the Treasury Department is no longer authorized to issue new debt. Like the states and family budgets, the federal government would then be forced to make do with tax receipts. The current debt limit is $14.294 trillion. The Treasury Department predicts that we will reach that limit sometime this spring. Somewhere between 62 percent and 71 percent of the American people oppose raising it. Will Washington listen to the American people? Or will they heed the Obama Administration and just continue their reckless spending ways?In defense of never-ending reckless spending, Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner has been trying
well its that that time again where the season changes and the good holidays come into play. if you have someone in mind you want to get something special and one of a kind or just want to have something different to accessorize to your seasonal outfit then come check out Lion's Pride Jewelry and come share the uniqueness with all your friends and family.
For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry
well i finally have a facebook business page for my business
i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it
it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart
the link is
again it would be greatly appreciated
ty all who have come checked this out and is willing to help show support
i am just who i am i will be up front with you and im looking to have fun dont like to be lied to dont have time for drama keep it to your self im a stong and smart sothern female if you cant handle it step wont to be my freind be honest and true and we can get along wont to know anything ask and if you can handle all that you wont to date we will see and you will see that if you date me you will be loved
I'm having a rough time recently...for multiple reason, but lets just focus on one for right now. My cat, Bandit, has been sick for the past week or so. I took him to the vet a couple days ago, since he wasn't eating, and it is quite apparent. They found some prety heavy amounts of plaque buildup and a bit of infections in his gums. Nothing too serious, so they gave me some meds to give him, and told me they would help a bunch. Vet said he didn't want to automatically run the gambit of tests and run a bill up for me, as everything else checked out.
Fast forward about 48 hours later or so. I have only successfully given him one pill since then. Every time I have given him pills, he has turned around and vomitted shortly after. Not sure how he can get better if I can't get him to take the meds. He turns 12 this April as we got him shortly after we got married.
I'm not sure what to do.
Here a question. Do u women like to swallow our love juices or do us men want you guys to do to make it look cool? Or is just something else
Female-nature Versus Male-nature Experiences And Feelings
A number of exclusive male or female emotions and experiences can never be fully experienced across sexual boundaries. Two examples are illustrated below; ENJOY...
An implicit, constant physical threat toward women exists from essentially every man. That threat exists because the different physical and psycological natures of man and woman leave most men with the power literally to kill any woman at any time. Even smaller, weaker men could kill most bigger stronger women in a bare-hand fight to the death. So most women are perpetually at the physical mercy of men.
Under that threat, women often must silently take the degradation of being bullied or treated as sex objects as their earned qualities are ingnored. No man can fully know that particular degration because he has no way of duplicating the conditions which create that uniquely female stiuation. Even if the man were unjustly treated as a sex object, he would still hav
All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow
While most contents that you will read about how to last longer in bed generally will try and help you to better understand how to last longer, many won’t describe some common pitfalls that you should try to avoid when combating premature ejaculation in the bedroom. The truth told, however, there are some very simple mistakes that one can make which can play detriment to their ability to enjoy sexual longevity, stamina and endurance. Use these tidbits of advice to know what to veer away from when trying to tackle premature ejaculation.
Don’t Masturbate Before Sex
A lot of people say that by masturbating before sex you can successfully defeat common problems that are directly associated with how to last longer in bed trick. However, whenever you masturbate, you release a large amount of semen and hormones. These hormones take time to build back up in the testicles again. In essence, by masturbating prior to sex, you could very well be taking yourself entirely out of the g
Vibrant And Radiant Health In 2011
I'm a super duper health nut. I eat organic veggies and fruits, I drink kombucha mushroom tea, I exercise daily, I read the ingredients on stuff at the health food store (every ingredient). My lifestyle has changed over the years and today I enjoy much improved health thanks to my growing awareness. I urge my friends and loved ones to learn more about nutrition and stop eating crap, although they are not always receptive. (especially my family). Since most people are resistant to this knowledge, I really don't get pushy about it, I just state my case and then I drop it. Later if they are interested in learning more, they will approach ME, at which point I will expand further. I really try not to give advise unless I am asked, but sometimes its hard not to say something. For example: Pork is the most WORMY of all meats, and is among the MOST likely to develop mold. Apparently, pigs don't sweat, and so they retain all their toxins in their flesh.Its not always pretty, but someti
I see you standing there, you do not see me at all your attention is on the guy you are talking to, Yet You feel someone gazing at you when you look he isnt there, that someone is me, im there but not, You see im out of site to you, because i dont have the courage to say what iwanna say to you, i choke at every chance i get. I stand in the bathroom into the mirror and repeat the words i want to say to you, its so easy, its is so very easy but when i see you in the coffee shop, or i see you in the store all ican do is smile, and all you do is give something that looks like a smile....i turn and walk out the door...pounding my head with my hand repeating..IDIOT! I go home, eat, and think nothing else but you, i dream of you in my arms, and i watch you sleep..waking see them empty...null and void, and then again..it starts over...watching but never getting my wish
What Killed Saturday Morning Cartoons
Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Kids Grow Up FasterIn the year 2010 kids grow up faster than they did in 1987. Not grow up faster physically, most kids I know are twerps. But the kids now face things in the real world at a much younger age. They grow up so fast that it is no longer cool to watch cartoons once you're 10 years old.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Cartoons are For AdultsIf you think about a lot of the cartoons beings made, most of them are being made for adults. Shows like the Simpsons, Family Guy and Futurama are not for young kids.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Home Video PopularityIf you think back to when you were a kid, assuming you weren't a kid like five years ago then home videos were probably not as huge as they are today. Sure you probably had a video or two that you liked but now kids are practically raised on videos rather than Saturday morning cartoons.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Cartoon Netw
Jah is often used as a shortened form of the reconstructed Tetragrammaton. The Tetragrammaton is often translated (especially in older English versions of the Bible) by use of the term "Lord", and the word "Hallelujah" by the phrase "Praise ye the Lord" (Psalm 104:35 KJV and footnote). Thus, partially translated and partially transliterated[clarification needed], the term could be rendered "Praise Jah."
With the rise of the Reformation, reconstructions of the Tetragrammaton became popular. The Tyndale Bible was the first English translation to use the anglicized reconstruction.
In the original text of the Hebrew Bible, "Jah" occurs 50 times, 26 times alone and 24 times in the term "Hallelujah". In the King James Version of the Bible it is transliterated as "JAH" (capitalised) in only one instance: "Sing unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that rideth upon the heavens by his name JAH, and rejoice before him". (Psalm 68:4) An American Translation renders the Hebrew word as
**** This one I feel like right now ****
So I'm the king of all these things
of this mess I have madeSuch a waste
what a shame
my whole life is a fakeWell I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you
that has torn at you for years
The alcohol the demerol
these things never could replaceWhat a minute with you could do
to put a smile on my faceI'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you
that has torn at me for years
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skinI'm not sure where to beginI can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skinCan I sleep 'til then
Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will doTo knock me out keep me down at least a day or twoWhen I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear
some days I pray someone will blow me awayMake it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fadeWell I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear
I can't get out of this dead skin I
Pervs On Fubar
I cant get over all the Pervs That all they have on there minds it to ask the women to show there tits and ass.. Instead of just chatting with them they ask over and over for the same thing. What is there problem. If the women are going to show there beautiful bodies then they will do so on there own. They dont need some ass hole to keep asking them to show. Sorry about this but I just had to say my peace.
my father told me alot of things and showed me just as many he said it takes more to be the bigger man i said like walking away in a fight over something stupid he said no like putting ur heart and feelings aside so that someone else can be happy its knowing the pain is going to come and willing to embrace it in the warmest hugs and make it ur best friend just so someone else is happy ...........i am a bigger man
i know she is telling my boys all kinds of bad things about me an i know they will soon beleave everything she says, to them she is only telling the truth and they will soon hate me never to know the truth that i do love them and miss them so vary much but i know they will deal with this in there own way and will get through it just fine with out me in the picture so why would i want to shater there happy world ?? for my own selfish happyness? to prove myself right? is shatering there world worth it ??no most definetly not so i will play the bad guy and step aw
every time i wake up i deal with life
is a challenge a on going quest ending when you are old and wise.
Also comes with love sex lust passion and even happyniess
but there is even drama emotional pain hate anger sin.
To me i believe there is salvation there is truth benife lies
there is peace and not chaos. I been around for a while to know most guys and girls are just jerks.
i tollerate bs and drama but dont really care
idk if they are tellin the truth
I'm Gonna Say What The Fuck I Feel
This heart has turned into a mere accessory
Life seems to have made quite a mess of me
Faster and faster I’m running in place
Only to escape looking myself in the face
I know me so well; I know I don’t know me
In a room full of people I’ll still feel lonely
Wondering whose watching, waiting, judging
Wondering whose lying, sneaking, fucking
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Walden Co Police Report (funny)
So in my travels for my interview a few weeks ago I picked up the local newspaper. It was a whopping 8 pages! I stumbled across the police report and thought I'd share a few bits from it. Yes these were really published.
Jan 3, 2011
Officers were sent to the school because no one was answering the phones there. Everything was ok.
Jan 9, 2011
Several horses wandered through Corkles' construction yard south of town. They weren't looking for jobs; they had just wandered off from a nearby property.
Jan 9, 2011
A deleviery truck got stuck in a driveway outside Walden. When he spun his tires to get out, the tires picked up a rock and sent it through a window of the home. That wasn't really the type of delivery the homeowner wanted.
Jan 11, 2011
Officers provided traffic control for a cattle drive through town.
Oh my... Life in a small town
here is my take on it all:
apparently the actual explosion occurred at a residence near the organization chabad, its facility and transitional housing structures. and there are also neighboring synagogues.
the chabad compound address is : 142X 17th street santa monica.
the explosion was reported as coming from
1488 18th street santa monica.
1488??? * (1a)
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
This article is about the year 1488. For Adolf Hitler and fourteen-word slogans, see Fourteen Words.
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Children.
Because the beauty of the White Aryan women must not perish from the earth.
The Fourteen Words is a phrase used predominantly by white nationalists. It most commonly refers to the 14-word slogan: "We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Child
Tranny Doll Ramblings
Finally I got together and managed a proper jam session in Renoise. Renoise, for those that doesn't know, is an old school tracker style music composition application. Neatly updated to modern standards though so old school does not necessarily have to be applied to the sound. A Sunday well spent and god knows if there weren't actually a song forming in between all the keyboard hammering and settings fiddling.
Reccomended listenings: And One - Traumfrauhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mZ7aEm_Ex8
A Lil Bit Of Sumthin
HELLO ALL U FULANDERS..
For those of you who personally know me this may seem all things you already know.. But for tose of you who are HATERZ of me and like to critizize people WAKE UP this is what you so rightfully wanted..
I am a 29 year old female .. I have alot of personal real life issues that i try not to bring to fubar but it happens at times..I am a REAL person with REAL feeling just like all of you.. I came to fubar over a year ago on a old acct that was closed up I came here to socialize with new people and REAL people and to play on fubar as most of you do with lounges and the games and things of that sort.. NOT bcause i want your man in r/l or fu life .. I am real life married some of you know who that is if not then look a little bit you will find him.. I have a heart of gold I would give the shirt off my back if i could to help anyone even my enemies.. I'm no super model I dont have NSFW's nor will I .. I am a REAL person just here to h
I'm a real person that likes to do real things. I treat others like I want to be treated. I am single no kids yet and I just want lady friends and more to get to know on a personal level,friendship and see where it goes. If I find Miss Right thats cool but I can kick it with Miss Wrong. All I ask for is respect understand that I am a human being with feelings and emotions just like you are human with feelings and emotions. I hurt,I cry,I get angry, and I am capable of loving and being loved. So many people out here are so caught up on superficial things that they forget about whats really important. It's not all about looks and money it is most importantly about a persons character and their heart. You can have someone with drop dead gorgeous looks and money by the tons and they can treat you very badly too. I hate when I am not giving a chance to show who I am to a lady. When they just brush me off because of my size I just say to myself her loss. Women say they want a good man, a goo
Life is short!!! Laugh .... Love ... live each day like its your last !! Remember to do the little things ... those make up more than one big thing in life !!!
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ????
Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?
when i think of love......
i think of happiness, love stories, kissing you, making love, roses and teddy bears, watchin movies, making jokes,
when i think of love......
i think of sadness, broken hearts, angry words being tossed around like a rag doll, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! HAHA!!
when i think of love......
i think of the way your arms hold me tight when i get scared in the night, the way you mone when i bite, the look in your eyes when i tell you the moment is right, oh how i like........it
when i think of love....
i can hear your voice but cant see your face, your not real, at least not yet, maybe....YES! you will be here soon to help save my heart from cardiac arress... i dont know im just bored being single is like being stabbed in the heart over and over again. you feel so alone. so missplaced. like noone wants you. for once i would like a guy to actually be a good guy. not just pretend for a month or two. a real fucking man. i dont care if he has alot of money or wh
The Art Of Suicide
Oh how bitter the air got. Bitter, but not being able to see my breath. Tears trickling down my face like blood at the back of my throat. The heartaches..the pain. It will now all be over. Sooner or later. Hearing knocks at my door, I give no response. The worried sound of my people. Calling my name, shouting. Still I give no response. All I can do is cry. I beg of no mercy. I beg of no help. My life is slipping out of my hands centimeter by centimeter, inch by inch. It was only then I felt rejected by heaven, but welcome by hell. The darkness coming over me. The shallow inhales. I knew that only then that I'm about pass. More banging, and screaming. The door breaks open. Screaming and crying were the last things that I heard. I felt her arms caress me one last time before I slipped away. My soul now gone, but my spirit lives on. She took the note from my hand. The words "I love you" written in my very own blood. She knew this was the end. I knew this was the end. They knew this was th
True, True, True
I am sorry to tell ya but I don't feed egos...I starve them. If you are looking for me to drool over you or say how hot you are then you are looking at me in the wrong way. I can't stand people who think they have to be fake in order to look real. I mean seriously? Your choice is your choice but if you do it for attention and you still need people to tell you how hot you are then obviously the problem isn't in your looks but your attitude. I am honest and don't care. I don't lie so be prepared. I don't add people for looks but because they actually can strike up a conversation and become good friends. So, sorry to tell ya but I won't feed your stupid ego...
A little girl sat by herself in class ignored by the peers and stared at by teachers. Subaru was not liked for she was from another country. It was hard to understand the culture and sometimes she would cry in the bathroom when it was lunchtime and picked on once school was out. Today was no exception three older students waited for her by the entrance on her way out dragging her to a vacant lot only to have some fun with her. Beaten, spat on , kicked, punched tears poured out from her eyes like a waterfall wishing for god to come and save her. After awhile the students stopped and left her alone. She was curled up on the ground for a long while almost to till the night sky was in full swing. She finally came to feeling a massive amount of pain from her bleeding wounds. Tears rolled down her cheek slowly this time standing up and walked on home. Upon her arrival a voice called out form the door. "Subaru, are you ok we I was so worried about you." It was a sweet voice, mother
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as
what to do? oh what to do? why is it we struggle so much with love. recently i got stuck in a tough position and cant decide what path to choose. I have meet a woman that is had a crush on a long time ago. she had got married and moved away. now seven years later she reappears and tell me that she is divorce and she really liked me. will i have went on a couple dates and still feel something for her. Now for the twist in the road. i have been in love with another woman for 7 years but i believe that she does not have the smae feeling for me any more. So what do i do go with the one the think that i am the greatest thing to happen to her. or the one that says see loves me but never want to do anything with me and acts like she is ashamed of me. i dont what to hurt anyone but i want to be happy. all i ask for is a little sign on what path i should choose.
Ever wonder where its all going? I mean every day some hot but dim asain girl or blonde is on the news telling me things are getting better but I still dont have a job. Id very much like the government and corperate masters to just admit publically that they doint give a rats ass whether or not the poor starve or freeze or what have you. I mean, they clearly dont but INSIST on maintaining this pseudo-christian pantomime of caring. Id rahter be dead. Frankly Ive been advertising for an axe wielding maniac to come extinctify myself for years on here. It was my first ever craigs list ad "Seeking Psycho Killer".
Its just revolting, the whole fucking country and its leadership. Im really not too keen on most of the people either. Complacency is in its way much worse than outright evil. If this were France, or even England, wed all be up in arms defying the facistic policies of the wealthy elite. Instead we bitch about it and give em all our money just the same. Oh no, Im starting
1 Box Devils Food Cake mix
1 cup Cheerwine
1 tsp Almond Extract
Prepare cake mix as directed except substitue 1 Cup Cheerwine for the water. Add Almond extract. Pour into 9 x 13 pan. Bake as directed.
1/3 Cup Cheerwine
2 1/2 Cups powder sugar
1/2 tsp Almond Extract
1/4 Cup Cocoa
1/2 cup butter
Heat cheerwine, margarine & cocoa together until it comes to a boil. Pour misture over powdered sugar & blend unil smooth. Stir in Almond extract. Cool. Spread over cake.
I Know I Am Terrible!
Want to earn either the boomerang OR pimp hand bling? I bet you do you greedy people you! :P Well....here is how!!
I have been DYING to own the movie "Hidalgo" in FULL SCREEN on DVD. That widescreen crap is for the birds! Did I mention FULL SCREEN yet? If not....the FULL SCREEN DVD!!! :P First person to send it to me in regular mail (not on the computer) will get it.
Each person that offers to send it will get 7 days to do so from the time they say "I will!!!" If I recieve it in the mail within those 7 days, you win! I will go in order starting with the first person to comment this blog saying "I will". That person will recieve my mailing address in a private message. You will have 7 days starting the day AFTER I give you my address. So if you want to be a technical butt monkey, that is 8 days total. Or it could be 7 days, 9 hours, 22 minutes, 38 seconds.....oh whatever :P Shut up! :D
Get it? Got it? GOOD!!!
Lets See How Many Of You Bandwagon Fans Will Stay True To The Steel, I Bleed Black And Gold Till The Day I Die! Bottom Line It Was A Great Game And We Got Out Played! At The End Of The Day, We Still Have 6 Rings! 6 Rings No One Held Our Hand While We Earned, 6 Rings To Show Our Skill, 6 Rings YOU DONT HAVE! Congratulations Packers I Give Credit Where Credit Due But Don't Let This Go To Your CheeseHead, You Have A Long Way To Go To Take Us Out Of The #1 SPOT!
The insurance side of sex........ Sex with your wife - Legal & General. Sex with your future wife - Mutual Trust.Sex with long-term partner - Standard Life. Sex with your secretary - Employer's Liability. Sex with a prostitute - Commercial Union.Sex on the telephone - Direct Line. Casual sex with different partners - Go Compare.Sex with a lady boy - Confused. Com
(this blog is under construction)
Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.
Bronze Stages yield skill points
Silver Stages yield cash dividends
Gold Stages yield greater skill points.
Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below.
1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery
Finally, there is one guy, I feel alright possibly giving my heart to.
It's weird, because I'm totally messed up in the head because of certain ex's, but I trust him. I trust that i'll never be hit again, i'll never be yelled at again, and i'll never be forced to do things that I don't ever want to do again. I realize, at times i'm completely hostile towards him but I really don't mean to be. At night, I think about the events that went on that day and sometimes wish I did things different. He knows I don't mean the mean shit I say or do. Well, atleast I hope he does.
2/6/2011 8:03PMI lay awake,
In our room,
there's nothing left
just me and you.
we seem so cold,
distant and used.
I'm all alone,
even when I'm with you.
I reach out for you,
Though nothings there.
Where'd we go?
what's with this dispare?At night I cry,
Why is this love so bitter sweet?
What happened to us?
You tell me it's all in my head,
Tonight I'll cry in our bed.
I feel so numb,
So left out in the cold.Where you went?
I do not know.
I miss you though.
You're out of reach,
where does that leave me?
Who'll hold me tight,
As the nightmares creep in?
Who'll tell me it's alright,
when I cant take it anymore?
Baby it's cold,
I whine and I plea,
But no ones here,
Not even me.
Do The Math
My first blog..wowzer.
I used to just long onto this site every other month or so. The past week I kind of stuck around. Mainly because the site seems a lot more colorful than I remember. One thing I have noticed is the amount of money that gets spent on here. I am a college student paying my own way through school. I did not get any grants or loans, I am paying cash up front for everything. Now I know that my college tuition is not near as much as actually living on your own with bills and family. There are some members that on a daily basis have a boomerang running next to their head. That is $15 a pop and they run one atleast every day. That is $105 a week and $450 a month. WOW that is a lot of dough. Then you got to add in the VIP and then the bling packs. I have come to the conclusion there are some rich people on this site. Could you please tell me what your profession is because I might want to change career paths.
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"Life-altering, the Ones, allowed trespass into our very depths, imprinting our souls for the entirety of time. Their faces, the whispers of love, touch, movement....every present in our consciousness and the haunts of our dreams. Tormented hearts unreleased...screaming anguish seeking some solace...a temporary reprieve from the terminal agony. Calm, sanctuary; yes, found within the arms of an adoring heart, meek heart....disposable....the tragic substitution for past..."
I just started my day, as if It could get any worse, I have a cold, my nose is stuffed up, my throat is bothering me, I slept the wrong way and my neck and back is screwed up. I was hoping to go visit my mother, and my dad and brother, as well as my dog Jasper I miss them but with how I'm feeling I dont think I will today, however next weekend my fiance is off so we can go together and come home together. I think thats what I'll do instead, and just rest today, and relax, but I really want to get out and go visit. I also need plenty of rest for work tomorrow morning.
I also have to put in my orders for Avon and fax in my time card for my actual work. I sell Avon for fun. Thats not my real job.
Anyway I think I'll end it here, talk to you soon everyone!
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l
Tatted heart shatterred 2many pieces 2 count scatterred Only a few had it To know the love 2be treated as delicate as a whitedove Never is enough enough The vision of you my queen knee deep stuck Your my love my air my trust There aint nothing I got 4ever like a peterbuilt truck Trust in me baby doll im your luck argue fite n fuss Its you I feel it in my gut These feelings hard 2 discuss Holding you close a must A feelin stronger than lust A future filled with much Fallin hard 2much trust 2 much hope 4us A life so glamerous My only thought my every verse Each n every word my worth 2 the ends of the earth made 4u since birth Cant knock it my one n only my first my picture perfect candy stripper nurse take ur time unbutton my shirt Trail 2treasure No need2measure built 4ur pleasure Take you 2ecstacy lighter than a feather No other make you feel better If its cold take my sweater along with a rose n a love letter proclaiming my love thru any weather Bui
Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)
If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)
What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"
When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...
Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...
Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old
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Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff
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Return To The Darkness
I'm feeling like I've burned out, like the words won't come no more, I close my eyes, all I can see is the darkness, trying to reach deep down, find the words that I used to have, Have I given up? Do the words not flow anymore? This poet,has a feeling, like he's lost skill, like he's lost that will, like he lost his edge, the darkness that he used to have, I'm digging deep down in my soul,trying to find that darkness,it made me legendary, it made me who I am, It's time to listen to thos voices again, time to find that inner hate,time to find that inner darkness, time to return myself to my roots, it's time for me to return to the darkness,
I am a beatin, broken man. I lost due to Telling the truth, wearing my heart on my sleeve and wanting to communicate with a person who is perfect for me, cuz she is me just smarter and much prettier. Only I woulda givin me a chance after everthing i wrote and said Wonder how and why sending flowers , gifts , trying to communicate to get closure of any kind gets me charged ? Then this person sends ex wife personal e-mails between us from 3 months previos she musta saved em and e-mailing everyday there is miles of words. The sad thing is all these e-mails basically tells all about my life good and bad I bared my soul some things said were only known by me I trusted was honest and now i'm in the fire. This lady also saw fit to send gifts i had given her to my Ex wife, phoning her @ home to villanize me. I honestly can say I fell in Love With this garibaldi highlands women and it seems i still love her and don't understand, how i can love a person so soon. But when ya know ya know. LOve
Got to thinking this week, I know a dangerous thing. I'm new at this, so forgive me....
Recently I got hurt by a guy I cared alot for. The funny thing is, like an angel, I made a friend just before it ended.. That friend has been absolutely wonderful. He stood by me and listened to me cry, he helped me to be strong, to hold to my values when I wanted to sell myself short. In just a few weeks he has come to mean alot to me..
So as I sit here and think of him, I got to wondering, how long does love truly take? I have often told people to beware of infatuation, that soulmates don't exist. Lately I have begun to wonder if I was kidding myself.
Friendship is a wonderful thing. Never before have I felt that I can just call him, depend on him to be there. I am very independent. I never lean on anyone for long... and I am not used to having someone that knows what a friend truly is. And in teh same way, although I would do much for my friends, I have never truly done all that he h
Have You Ever Been In Love??
Have you ever been in love? It makes you vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean that SOMEONE can get inside you and MESS YOU UP!! You build up all these DEFENSES, you build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you. Then ONE STUPID PERSON, no different from any other STUPID PERSON wanders into your STUPID LIFE... YOU give them a PIECE of YOU. They didn't ask for it! They did something DUMB one day, like KISS you or SMILE at you, and then your LIFE isnt your OWN anymore. LOVE TAKES YOU HOSTAGE!!! It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you CRYING in the DARKNESS. So simple a phrase, like maybe WE should be JUST FRIENDS turns into a glass splinter working its way to your HEART! IT HURTS!!! Not just in your imagination! Not just in the MIND! It's a SOUL-HURT, a REAL gets inside you and RIPS YOU APART! I HATE LOVE!
Sometimes the GREATEST Wounds are the ones WE try the hardest not to inflict.
The heart wants what the heart w
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