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My First Blog Dedicated To....
Those smelly yellow bellied bastards that rate you a 1 and dont even have the balls to let you know it was them who voted for ya. They are homoseckshual and they bother me for being idiotic wastes of sperm cells. Sorry for the profanity to those whom I adore but they really just bug me....fuckers!

My Name
S- Steady as the gentle summer breeze T- Taking your hand on bended knee A- Always being there for you N- Never saying no or hurting if i dont have to L- Loving deeply and forever E- easing your fears Y- yearning for that special girl Are you her? Can you be her? Have I found her?

My Granny
update: my granny (the most wonderful person in the world) passed away monday night at 9:55. it was a very depressing birthday for me this year. i just stayed home and cried. i miss her so much, although i know she is in a better place. i wonder if its so wrong of because im selfish and i want her back. My grandmother has been my rock all my life. she raised my brothers sister and i. When we had no one she took us in. My granny has always been my best friend...not to mention the glue that held our family togeter. she is a spectacular woman. Right now my granny is laid up in a hospital bed dying. It is 11 a.m. They dont expect her to make it through the hour. She has fought to live for the last two days. Its been a horrible struggle. I dont know how im not gonna break when she finally passes on to the next life. So please pray for me and my granny. I dont know when i'll next be on so im thanking u ahead of time for your support. Thank you, Amber Sweetnsi

For Those Who Don't Know
It's listed in my about me.. but I know some people never read those... so for those that don't know.. I am a full time mom to 2 beautiful children... my son who will be 5 the end of April is Autistic... we luck out that he is mid-high functioning.. he will make some eye contact.. he is verbal.. and he is not as aggressive as he once was.. he had the most wonderful laugh.. the most beautiful eyes and smile.. and gives the greatest hugs any mom has ever gotten.. but he is different than other children.. He doesn't understand things around him.. has a very high tolerance for pain.. is clueless about things that may be dangerous.. cars, busy roads which we live a very busy main road in our town, growling dogs, and trying to surf down the staircase on his toybox lid... he can be agressive but does not realize that he may hurt someone else... so far he has cracked 2 of my ribs, broken my nose, bruised me numerous times, and I now have 2 bulging discs in my back from wrestling

Stuttering
You gotta love kid's stories. A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!." "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say "FUCK!" the rottweiler ate him!"

Quotes
"Don't pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one" "Don't act like someone your not. You do it long enough and you'll forget you were acting, so will everyone else" "If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence... you can rest assured the water bill is higher there too!" "Character is higher than intellect... A great soul will be strong to live, as well as to think- Emerson" "You need to have patience, love isnt always perfect. Love is just love" "Dance like no one is watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like no one is listening, live like it's heaven on earth" "Ideas are the biginning of achievement." "The key to immortality is first living a life worth remembering." "To be a great champion, you must believe you're the best. If your not, pretend you are." "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "The only consistant purpose in life is to fi

Please - Written October 22, 2005
I wanna fall off the bridge - The bridge of fate... Where am I falling? Will I be too late? I wanna fall, For miles and miles... 'Cause Gods know I won't see his smile... Anymore, Ever again; Please tell me, Why in the hell this is the end?

Chapter One
this is a story about jaclyn a woman with a lost heart the mist flowed over the valley like a blanket, walking along a trail the faint outline of a girl is noticable, as her features start to show as the morning sun rises, a beautiful girl of 25 emerges,,at 5 ft 4 and 120 lbs, jaclyn has never had a problem getting a boyfriend, but always something was missing. hearing a crack of a broken branch coming from the woods,,jaclyn quickens her pace,,glancing back,,not able to see anything and hearing only the beat of her heart as she heads towards the nearest dwelling, a large victorian style house well kept and off the path spying a light,,she runs up to the door,,knocking loudly,,as she glances behind her again. trying the door as fear over takes her,,she finds it unlocked. quickly entering the dark house, closing and locking the door behind her, in a soft voice she speaks " Hello, Im lost is anyone home",,walking room to room,she finds the house empty. moving a curtain to

Comments
My beautiful son...whom I' love with all my heart, joined CT so he could come in and comment on my over 40 and sexy contest. Bless his heart...he put all the comments on my profile page instead of on the picture link. Not for all the tea in China would I take off all those jfcgk wlgis bksnil dlwit goie epogl He is SUCH sweetie! Boy, do I LOVE HIM!!!!

Less Fortunate,a Blog About Giving
WEDNESDAY,4-4-2007 EVERYWHERE YOU GO,IT SEEMS THAT YOU MAY SEE SOMEONE IN NEED,PERHAPS LESS FORTUNATE THAN YOU,...I KNOW THAT SOME ARE JUST LOOKING FOR A HAND OUT,BUT THERE ARE THOSE PEOPLE WHO FALL ON HARD TIMES LOSE THEIR JOB,ECT,...THOSE ARE THOSE MOMENTS, IT CAN HAPPEN TO ANYBODY,AND ALTHOUGH I ADMIT WE CAN'T HELP THEM ALL,MAYBE WE COULD JUST HELP ONE PERSON,IT IS NOT THEIR FAULT,LIFE CAN BE CRUEL,..AND WE WERE PROBABLY THERE ONCE,SO IT WOULD BE SELFISH NOT TO HELP,WHEN WE KNOW THAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF BEING CHARITABLE,...I SAW A MAN TODAY,I HAD NEVER SEEN HIM BEFORE,HOLDING A SIGN THAT SAID,HOMELESS NOT BY CHOICE,CAN YOU HELP GOD BLESS,...SO I GAVE THE MAN A FEW DOLLARS AND SOMETHING TO EAT,...OFTEN TIMES WE FORGET,WHAT THAT FEELING IS LIKE,AND THINK THAT THEY MUST HAVE DESERVED THIS FATE,BUT PLEASE REMEMBER THE LESS FORTUNATE,FOR EVEN THEY DESERVE THE CHANCE,AND NOT BLAME OR JUDGED,DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT TO BE DONE UNTO YOU,.... FOR WHEN YOU HELP SOMEONE IT COMES BACK TO

This A Second Excerpt From The Ebook
THE LUST FOR BLOOD (2ND EXCERPT) Melody leads Jonathon down the dark, dank steps. He senses death, yet he fears not. The cool air twists around him like a boa constrictor does his pray. As all his senses are registering everything that he should consider wrong, his feet take him down that much quicker. As they reach the bottom, Melody tugs on Jonathons' hand and takes him into the room on the right. Soft candlelight illuminates the room. He sees a coffin, and still his brain doesn't register the danger that he's in. Only when Melody turns, her eyes aglow with fire, her lips curled back to bare her fangs, does everything that seemed completely right to him, finally appear completely wrong. His sanity bottoms out. He wants to scream, yet nothing will surface. Melody speaks to him, but her lips don't move. "Is this all a nightmare?", he thinks to himself. As he gazes into her eyes, he feels himself longing for her, no, NEEDING what she has to offer him. He

Today Sucks Ass!!!
So...it was windy today... I was driving to work.... There were tree trimmers working....so they had those portable signs up.... ONE OF THE FUCKING THINGS FLEW INTO MY MOTHER FUCKING CAR!!!!! I was not hurt...for that i am thankful...but mother fucker THATS MY NEW CAR!! ps...it fuckered up the passenger side..:( ps again...did i mention i drive an 07 Jeep Compass....and have only made 3 payments on it? i'm posting pics

I Can't Make You Love Me
I can't make you love me this battle I lost a long time ago and there you were, drifting off to sea leaving behind the only girl who ever loved you. I set you free it was what you always wanted staying with me was a favor you held on and so did I but why? it only made the pain worse it only made me want you more. For time hasn't healed these wounds it hasn't even come close everyday I sit here and wonder when will I see your face again? I close my eyes and try not to picture you kissing her like you kissed me you touching her like you touched me it's more than I can bare Because I can't make you love me you were always in love with someone else.

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy
I SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN AND JUST HAD TO POST AS A BLOG.... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the Cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10 A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis ? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness p

I Am Back
hey to all my friends sorry i hve been gone for so long but my hard drive crashed and being where i am at well its no really like i can run out to the puter store and get a new one everything takes so long to get here in the mail but i m back

Women-drinks, Who They Are, & You!
PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink.................. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with friends. Drink: White Zinfandel Personality: Easy; thinks she is classy and sophisticated, actually, she has NO clue. Your Approach: Make her feel smarter than she is...this should be an easy target. Drink: Shots Personality: Likes to hang with

Joke Time
Eight Thousand Metres Up Eight thousand metres up, the plane is falling from the sky, Both engines have failed and they are all about to die The passengers are desperate, the pilot's in a panic A young woman leaps up at last, her voice is clearly frantic She rips off her shirt and shouts to all the passengers and crew 'Someone! Make a woman of me! Any man will do!' A bloke three rows back sees his chance - is this his dying wish? He rips his shirt off, flings it at her and says 'Here! Iron this

Scattered Thoughts
i am having a hard time dealing with people right now.....i have a million things running through my head so if this seems scattered brained i am not responsible.... i am moving in a couple weeks....my brother Dave lives in the house where my gram and pop-pop lived and there is an attached gargage apartment....albeit small we at least have a place to go....which we will be going there in the next couple of weeks.... i am regaining Jenni's trust...i love her so much and wish we had never broken up....Jenni my darling i love you.... Jason and i are talking....losing communication with him was like losing a part of me...for a long time Jason was my life...my reason for living....my reason to drag my ass out of bed everyday....but he is where he belongs and that is with Shannon....and i am also becoming closer to her again...Shannon and i were friends ever before i knew Jason and i did alot of damage there too but i have been forgiven and i love them both very much.... i am goi

*it's Finally Friday*
Hooooooray!!! I Hate My Job I Really Do. But I'm So Glad I Have The Whole Weekend Off. Oh Fuck. I Just Remember That I Forgot To Grab A Schedule For Next Week. Fuck! That Sucks Ass. Oh Well That's What They Get For Making Me Work Overtime. I Was Seriously Running To The Time Clock Today. I Have Witnesses. I Don't Run Ever. Lmao. I Should Probably Throw Myself Into The Shower. Eh. I'll Go In A Minute I Don't Smell Bad :-P. My Poor Feet Hurt. =(. But At Least I Get To Spend The Weekend In My Chuck Taylors =). *Sigh* I Have No Idea What I'm Doing To But I'm Off To Get Ready Cause At 11 I'm Running Amuck. Lmao. Byez!

Just A Glimpse?
I always knew I had a little devilish side in me that wanted to come out. I fantasized about seeing the welts a mans nails would leave upon my arms and back. I fantasized about seeing the scratches my nails could leave upon his chest. Upon that fantasy being fulfilled another appeared as I watched the drops of crimson drip from the scratches upon his beautiful body. A sudden urge to consume the drops overtook me as I bent and ran my tongue over the gashes...only to have another fantasy appear. I WANTED to be cuffed and forced to be submissive. To do as he said....but all of his orders are to please me. As this is the stage of the fantasy I have yet to personally experience I can not say how deep that little devil within wants to go. Perhaps there will be another....deeper one...Only time will tell!

Political Correctness
Subject: Political Correctness Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTI GATES ALTERNATIVE

Removing The Mask
I have always been a bit different you know. And since you doctor's want to learn how my brain works, you're just going to have to allow me my beginnings. Without that, there is no point, now is there. Get comfortable, although it is not a long story, it is a bit , shall we say intense. I killed for the first time when I was four. Hardly a tear in my eye either. It was my first experience with power over life. Heady though it was, I needed to study my kill in depth to truly understand what I had done. To you it sounds like a simple childhood activity, as many children go around killing, but my difference was in the rush I received. At four I killed, studying that kill from all the angles. Oh, it was just a little torture at first, but such sweet torture. I learned so much. I know you think killing bugs and frogs might not have been such a big deal, but it set the pace for me to go on to other types of life. At ten I graduated to intricate and complex killing. My vic

------------- Tiny Angel----------------------
I AM A TINY ANGEL I'M SMALLER THEN YOUR THUMB; I LIVE IN PEOPLE POCKETS THATS WHERE I HAVE FUN. I DON'T SUPPOSE YOU'VE SEEN ME I'M TOO TINY TO DTECT. THOUGH I'M WITH YOU ALL THE TIME, I DOUBT WE'VE EVER MET BEFORE I WAS AN ANGEL I WAS A FAIRLY IN A FLOWER; GOD, HIMSELF, HAND-PICKED ME, AND GAVE ME ANGEL POWER NOW GOD HAS MANY ANGELS WE BECOME HIS SPECIAL TOOLS; AND BECAUSE GOD IS SO BUSY, WITH WAY TO O MUCH TO DO; HE SAID MY ASSIGNMENT IS TO KEEP CLOSE WATCH ON YOUR. WHEN HE TUCKED ME IN YOUR POCKET HE BLESSED YOU WITH ANGEL CARE; THEN TOLD ME TO NEVER LEAVE YOU AND VOWED ALWAYS TO BE THERE

Top 10 Traits I'm Looking For A Girlfriend/wife...
Top 10: Traits I'm looking for in a wife/girlfriend I must admit that playing the field is a whole lot of fun, but so is being in a serious relationship -- provided that it's with the right woman. But how do you know if she really is the right woman for you? If she possesses the following 10 traits, you better hold on to her for dear life or, before you know it, a guy who already knows where it's at will get his hands on your "goods." 10. She’s independent. No one wants a girlfriend they have to baby-sit. Once in a while, like if she’s had a rough day at work, it’s great to be her shoulder to cry on, but if she can’t seem to function without you and is constantly after you, she will eventually make you feel like you’re suffocating, which is a surefire way to get you running out the nearest exit. On the other hand, if she has her very own personality and opinions, can stand on her own two feet, both financially and emotionally, and is able to enjoy time away from you - while st

Wanna Laugh?
So you want to laugh my friend A chuckle deep from the heart A roll on the floor, lose control, Perhaps to even slip and fart? A rib tickler, until the snot is running down your nose and anyone that sees you wonders whats funny about poetry and prose? A gut clencher, a "gotta pee" A bursting of the seams, if you get up, out it'll come soaking you in disgusting streams? A snort, a snicker, a roaring laugh Your mouth and jaws open wide you cannot breath, your gasping now An attack of pain at your side? If your that desperate for the above Let your ears and eyes take a poke At life around you, the funnies you see The laughter, the song, the joke. amawitch/2007

To Muh Fam,friendz,and Fanz
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 OTHER GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! Y'ALL ARE HOTTIES TO ME !! XOXOXOX

Daddy
As I waited for you thru the years Now and forever we will be together. As I am the child of God. I extend my hands to yours. So I can lead you down the path of righteousness So we can be with Jesus together. It's not hard to pray the sinner's prayer. Please kneel and hold my hand daddy. And close your eyes and pray with me. Now you have joined me on being a child of God. I praise you and thank you daddy For now we can be together for enternity. As I look up to the heavenly skies, I cry the tears of joy for you daddy.

I Love My Friends But...
The fake display pics thing has gotten out of hand. I don't recognize alot of yall anymore. Each one of you using some sexy hot person as a display pic is also beautiful in thier own right. I have like zero self esteem. I hate how I look and though its tempting,I can't do it. What is socially acceptable and pleasing to the eye is ingrained in our brains by the media. Yanno it is ok to be yourselves!! I understand the race to the top. I really do but can't you just be you? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I am not knocking anyone here. Some of you I am very close to. I just see more and more ppl using models and pr0n stars as thier main pics. What does that say about cherrytap? And what does that say about the men here? Think about it. Don't get mad at me...this is totally my opinion and not infleunced by anyone. Unlike many others, I think for myself here. And I just want you all to know that you are beautiful as yourselves and that points aren't anything. And to the men who go g

Happy First Saturday In April!
Just checking in... I'm visibly healed from my accident, but my emotions are fully enmeshed in regret and longing for a replacement 4Runner for my hubby. It was his daily driver... I got a call from my best bud today, Sherm, he's moving to a new house, YEA for him and his honey! I don't want that moving part though! Sorry too far away to be enlisted in the moving party.. I need to clean up my storage unit as it is! I severely need energy, resources and assistance! I have a large unit I want to empty, and sell off a lot of stuff.. but it's overwhelming. We have no space in our 1 bdrm rental.. and I need to get organized after paring down the clothing issue... A friend is coming to town soon that specializes in that now as a career, if you seek organization in your home, office or where ever, check with Sandy to see if she can help you: http://www.organizedbysandy.com/ She will be in the San Diego area June 28-July 8th as scheduled at this time, and she lives in the Northern Dal

Job
HI, WELL ITS TIME TO GET NERVOUS TONIGHT I START MY NEW JOB ON 3RD SHIFT. WISH ME LUCK. I SURE HOPE ALL GOES WELL IM SO NERVOUS. I GOT TO FIND A WAY TO GET SLEEP SO IM WIDE AWAKE TONIGHT IM NOT USED TO THIS. HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY EASTER AS WELL. TTYL MISSY MyHotComments

Her......
I was early comming home from work....all i could think about was does she know how much i love her. I pull into the drive way and quietly enter the house...she has her back towards me in the kitchen and she is on the phone. I take my jacket off and drop it on the floor...losining my tie as i walk quietly towards her. i gently place my hands on her bare shoulders and move my lips from her shoulder to her neck pulling her back to me...she drops the phone and pushes back against me....my hand runs through her hair and i grip onto it pulling her mouth to mine from behind not allowing her to turn to face me....kissing her like it was the very 1st time or maybe the very last time....she rubs her ass against me pressing against my hardness....my hands explore her body moving from her shoulders down her arms gently caressing her accross her stomach and up to her breasts......i turn her to face me as i kiss her deeply i push the straps of her teddy off her shoulders and let it fall to the fl

T'was The Day Before Easter
T'was The Day Before Easter Twas the day before Easter and all through the woods, The bunnies were busy packing their goods. The eggs were all colored so pretty and bright, All things were "go" for the big , special night. The baskets were waiting, all decorated with care, In hopes that the Bunny soon would be there. My little brother Sam was asleep in his bed, While visions of Easter eggs rolled round his head. And I in my pajamas with the cat on my lap, I had just settled down for a quick little nap. When outside the window I heard a great noise, I sprang from my chair and jumped over some toys. As quick as a flash to the window I flew, I pulled up the shade and , OH, what a view. The moon on the meadow cast a bright golden glow And the wind blew the flowers to and then fro. Then all of a sudden from out of nowhere, Came some lively bunnies, hopping here, hopping there! Leading the group with ears long and funny Was a plump all-white rabbit... That'

Poetry
Alone this time around, Push me around push me up and push me down, Laying in a bed as empty as my heart, Trying to get my feelings out but I dont know where to start, No calls to see if I'm okay or even alive, I've lost everything my strength and my stride, No strength to go on living this way, Tears falling from my eyes like rain every day, If theres a cure for this disease please let me know, But until then i'll stay facedown in my pillow, What did I do to get a death penalty such as this?, Is there some road to happiness that I missed?, My lifes like a rainy day, But the rain never goes away, Filled with clouds dripping depression and blocking the sunlight, Staying awake sleepless and cold during the night, Im living a lie trying to be happy but I'm breaking on the inside, Every day only gets worse like a small piece of me dies, Could you help me get better maybe be my medecine?, Nevermind I realized being wi

Naked Soul
I stood before you Naked soul Heart pounding, throat constricting Trembling Unchaste in flesh, but virginal in exposing my Self Sweet lips kissed internal tears Tender fingers caressed my bruised heart Flaws embraced, beauty praised, wounds healed My essence, penetrated and made love to for the first time I stood before you Naked soul and you loved me

Armageddon Dreams
I keep having nightmares about the end of the world. This time, it was in the form of a new series from the creators of St. Elsewhere. Seriously, I kept seeing excerpts from each episode, from the perspectives of different people in different major cities. Very weird. Is someone trying to tell me something, or should I pitch this to NBC?

Rocklahoma Fest!
http://www.shopfeverfest.com/ July 13-15th,2007 GO TO THIS SITE & SEE WHO'S COMING TO PRYOR,OK. A 1ST EVER ROCKLAHOMA FEST! SOME KICKASS BANDS ARE GONNA BE THERE! I HOPE TO BE THR TOO! HERE'S ALL THE 80'S BANDS THAT'LL BE THERE; TWISTED SISTER,POISON,LA GUNS,RATT,WHITE LION,WARRANT,STEELHEART,SOUL,RIDER,FASTER PUSSYCAT,BULLET BOY,Y&T,QUIET RIOT,WINGER,FIREHOUSE,SLAUGHTER,SKID ROW,W.A.S.P,GREAT WHITE,JACKYL,VINCE NEIL,ZENDOZER,DOKKEN Music Video:WALK AWAY (by Dokken)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Lp
i put my trust in you and pushed as far as i can go..for all this theres only one thing you should know...i've lied to you the same way that i always do, this is the last smile that i fake for the sake of being with you...why i never walked away, why i play myself this way, now i see that destiny pushes me away!!!

One For All, And All For One.
I is a freak (and so is you)…love to all my fellow fuck-ups ‘Each new embryo has about a hundred mutations that its parents did not have. These new mutations are unique to a particular sperm or ovum, were acquired while these cells were in the parental gonads and were not present when the embryo’s parents were themselves embryos. Of these hundred mutations, about four will alter the meaning of genes by changing the amino acid sequences of proteins. And of these four content-altering mutations, about three will be harmful. To be more precise, they will affect the ultimate reproductive success of the embryo, at least enough to ensure that, with time, natural selection will drive them to extinction. ‘These are uncertain numbers: the fraction of deleterious mutations can only be estimated by indirect methods. But if they are at all correct, their implications are terrifying. They tell us that our health and happiness are being continually eroded by an unceasing supply of genetic

A Walking Economy
This guy is walking with his friend, who happens to be a psychologist. He says to this friend, "I'm a walking economy." The friend asks, "How so?" "My hair line is in recession, my stomach is a victim of inflation, and both of these together are putting me into a deep depression!"

When You Lose Your Heart
Some times we wander in darkness. Not knowing where we go. this i did for years.searching for my soul. In pain and sarrow,hoping to be done. i found my soul,in the heart,of another one. happiness and joy were mine.but i made some mistakes. its seems she cant forgive me.no matter what i say. my love is real,my love is true,and this will never end. no matter what the world might bring.im hers untill my end. i'll waite for her forever,if that is what it takes. my heart is true to her,even when it breaks.

What A Joy
What a joy it is to be alive. What an extraordinary opportunity it is to be aware and able to interact with all that surrounds you. How wonderful it can be to feel weary after a fulfilling day's work. What a blessing it is to awaken to the unique possibilities of a new day. It is such a delight to discover something new and interesting. It is so fulfilling to make a difference in the lives of others. For every single difficulty there are a hundred blessings. How sweet it can be when you open your eyes to them all. What a special experience it is to create something valuable and original. How enriching it can be to see the beauty that is in the magnificent vistas as well as the small details. Certainly life has its difficulties. Yet even the difficulties help to make the overwhelming goodness of life that much more worth living. -- Ralph Marston

Chicken Farmer
>> A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs >>to file her taxes. >> The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few >>questions." He gets her name, address, social security >> number, etc. and then asks, "What is your occupation?" >> >> "I'm a whore," she says. >> The accountant is somewhat taken back and says, "No, No, No, that won't >> work. Let's try to rephrase that" >> >> The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". >> "No, that still won't work. Try again" >> >> They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite >>chicken farmer." >> The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a >> prostitute?" >> >> "Well, I raised a thousand little peckers last year" >> "Chicken Farmer it is."

Doorstepping
Take no prisoners religious mission Where’s the prosthetically phaliced eunuch? Take a chance but no forgiveness Force life into the otherwise meaningless Scream the need to treat might Losing sight to the fight Slight of missile scattering the tin-can world Now there’s gristle dripping off the pine tree thistles It seems that maple syrup has become political Tolerance is not acceptance and even the tolerance is minimal Your protectionist nationalism isn’t even subliminal It’s criminal how comfortable you are keeping your asshole in the forefront The land is indivisible So you hand out severance gift baskets Left on the doorsteps of the differentials But the gesture is satirical The basket’s full of defamatory bumper stickers Partisan lapel pins professing bible hymns The fight against linguistic sins These persistent slings And arrows Foreshadow Tactical firepower They are all ants Even from the lowest tower

If You Support Your Troops
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring

Byu Scandal. Lmmfao!
And if you were not clear before now, know that BYU will NOT tolerate water balloon shenanigans. Or, at least, angry reactions to water balloon shenanigans. The story: Football player's girlfriend hit with water balloon thrown from balcony of an apartment. Aggrieved football player and football player's football playing friend, decide to defend her honor, apparently impugned by the water-balloon, by finding the water-balloon tossers. The finding involved kicking in doors to locate the water-balloon tossers. The players kicked in the wrong door. Ooops. As they finally kicked in the correct door, and were closing in on the water-balloon tossers (who had retreated to a back bedroom), the police arrived. The players and the wet girlfriend arrested and charged with burglary. The water balloon tossers charged with criminal mischief. And the BYU players suspended from spring football activities. BYU coach Bronco Mendenhall's statement about the suspension? "This is a matter

New Joke;-)
A woman and her lover are in bed together when hubbie comes home. The woman jumps up, shoves the guy in a corner of the bedroom, rubs him down in baby oil and covers him in talcum powder. 'Don't move! You're a statue!' The husband comes up to the bedroom and inquires about the new decoration. The wife explains that the Smith family next door acquired a statue for their bedroom recently, and if they could get one, so could she. The married couple go to bed, but at midnight the husband goes downstairs, gets a glass of milk and some cookies, and comes back upstairs. He hands the snack to the statue and says, "Here. I stood around for 3 days at the Smiths', and they never fed me a thing!"

Military Page
A page for each member of the military to call home. They were set up not to support the soldiers but to give them a site to connect with each other and be a part of. Everyone wants a page for their duity and job, so why not make them? People brought it to my attention that I forgot to put the link up (for the coast guard) for beloved friend’s idea of a ct page for all branches. There is one and it was missed on the previous post. I apologize about that so here it is the whole line up! The best idea to hit cherry tap since it opened: The Unofficial Army CT Page U.S. Army@ CherryTAP The Unofficial Air Force CT Page U.S. Air Force@ CherryTAP The Unofficial Navy CT Page U.S. Navy@ CherryTAP The Unofficial Marine Corps CT Page U.S. Marine Corps@ CherryTAP The Unofficial Coast Guard CT Page U.S. Coast Guard@ CherryTAP (

First Purchase..
One of the things I love doing best is masturbating… it doesn’t take much to get me aroused and when I am, my juices start to flow and I get that very familiar clutching feeling in my belly that tells me I must do something to take care of my needs… NOW!!! Well, I am not always in the position to do anything with a partner, hence my dependence on masturbation. Until now, my technique was pretty basic, but effective… one finger on my clit and the other hand cupping my mound, and the whole thing done while lying in a prone position to increase the pressure on my groin area. There was always one problem though… I like… no…. I LOVE the idea and sensation of being FILLED… really filled by something… (can you all guess??) .. Sometimes I would slip a finger or two or three in my dripping cunt and fill myself that way but it too lacked a certain something. Well, another thing I like very much is the idea of being WATCHED when I masturbate by someone who really cares about me…. and so…. the

Ginkgo Biloba
Herb Highlight: Ginkgo Biloba Adapted from Rosemary Gladstar's Herbs for Longevity & Well-Being by Rosemary Gladstar Parts Used: Leaves, fruits Benefits: This herb is among those on the top of my list for longevity and well-being. In fact, I suggest it to everyone over 40, recommends it highly to everyone over 50, and prescribes it diligently to those over 60. The active ingredients of ginkgo leaf improve circulation and vasodilation. Though this action is evidenced throughout the entire body, it is most noted in the cerebral region. It is a promising remedy for age-related declines in brain function such as Alzheimer's, strokes, and short- or long-term memory loss. Ginkgo is also an antioxidant and is useful against free radicals, substances that damage cellular health and accelerate aging. While most of the literature written about ginkgo focuses on its great memory-enhancing qualities, some of its other outstanding features are overlooked. One of the best herbs for the cir

True Best Friends
True Best Friends Like a needle in a haystack, true friends are hard to find. That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine. Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears. You've kept my many secrets, Throughout the past four years. You've been there through my afflictions, You've witnessed my defeats. I'll remember all the good times, And pray the bad ones don't repeat. With you my heart is honest, but there's one thing I never told you. Thank you for everything you've done There's no one else like you. No one that could ever be a true "best" friend like you!

My Name
Okay ya know what...I am tired of people saying my name is bullshit...Well you don't believe me ask him ask his aunt...I don't really give a fuck...cause ya know what...if he wanted you mother fuckers to know about his son or his personal life he would prolly tell ya...but ya know what everyone that I know..knows about my son and who he is by...so you have a fucking problem with my god damn name keep it to yourself...because frankly i don't give a flying fuck what any of you mother fuckers think about my name...it aint your name...you don't have to wear it...so fucking deal with it...Don't come to me calling me a liar...I am the one who his son...his one and only son...so fuck you...don't hate because you aint got his son...

Pray For Our Troops
> > Subject: Classroom Desks > > > > > > Read, well maybe even study this a little, it > carries a good message > > loud > > and clear. > > > > Back in September of 2005, on the first day of > school, Martha Cothren, a > > > > social studies school teacher at Robinson High > School in Little Rock, > > did > > something not to be forgotten. On the first day > of school, with > > permission > > of the school superintendent, the principal and > the building supervisor, > > she > > took all of the desks out of the classroom. > > > > The kids came into first period, they walked in, > there were no desks. > > They > > obviously looked around and said, 'Ms. Cothren, > where's our desk?' And > > she > > said, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how > you earn them.' > > > > They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' > > > > 'No,' she said. > > > > 'Maybe it's our behavior.' > > > > And she told them, 'No, it's not even your > behavior.' > > > > A

A Comment To Everyone.
Since CT keeps giving me an error message when I try to send comments, this is my comment to everyone including family friends and fans! Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.comMake your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Remarkable
THIS IS QUITE REMARKABLE, PLEASE DON'T CHEAT! In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: A. Apple B. Banana C. Strawberry D. Peach E. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches E. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you would like to find me and kick my butt!

.schools.n.qwest.
k so. mah chickadee's blog got me all worked up. not in a bad way mind you. more like in a FUCK YEAH kinda way. *breathes* people have different viewpoints. its what makes people uhm *gasp* different. but seriously...what the hell is wrong with the world. where did this come from? oh gee lets see... perhaps it was the phone call from the school whateverthefucksheis tellin me the situation had been 'handled' but she couldnt give me any 'details' cuz it was other parents children. uhm. excuse me? wait wait wait. my kid. gets threatened. with bodily harm. and when the school calls me...its 'its handled dont worry about it'...and when i ask anything its 'im sorry i cant divulge that information' uhm no. how about i take a big fuckin buick and shove it straight up your ass..and when your mom calls to see how the retrieval went i say 'cant divulge that information' so of course i ask to speak to the principal. he's starting a test cuz its AIMS week...whatever the fuck that is

Somebody Cares
Somebody cares if you're happy today, If your heart is cheerful and light. Somebody cares if you're feeling good And everything's going just right. Somebody hopes that this message will show, In a warm little heart-to-heart way~ You're thought of, remembered, and happily wished An especially wonderful day!

Poem
YOU THINK IT CAN NOT HAPPEN DON'T YOU BE SO SURE YOU THINK HE LOVES YOU ONLY BUT WHEN HE`S NOT AROUND YOU HE`S ACTING PHONY YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHATS HAPPENS CAUSE HE`S SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR BOO BUT TRUST ME THAT DOESN'T MEAN HE CANT BE CHEATING ON YOU BEHIND CLOSED DOORS HE`LL TELL YOU WHAT EVER YOU WANNA HEAR BUT THAT'S JUST IN THE GAME CAUSE HE`S TRYING TO KEEP YOU NEAR YOU THINK YOU KNOW HIM WELL JUST BECAUSE YOUR LOVING HIM THAT DON'T MEAN THAT ANOTHER GIRL CANT BE HUGGING HIM YOU THINK HE SAYS HE LOVES YOU THAT IT`S IMPOSSIBLE FOR HIM TO GO BUT WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND HE`S CREEPING ON THE LOW ONLY TIME WILL TELL WHEN YOU SOON WILL FIND OUT YOU WILL BE SITTING THERE THINKING WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT SO WHEN YOUR WITH YOUR MAN AND YALL ARE ALL ALONE THINK ABOUT ALL THE TIMES HE STAYED ON THE BLOCK AND DIDN'T COME HOME ASK YOUR SELF THIS I THINK IT CAN NOT HAPPEN I BETTER NOT BE SO SURE CAUSE WHEN HE`S NOT WITH ME HE`S PROBABLY WITH HIS OTHER GIRL

Here All Alone
i sit here all alone on this night. i can't seem to find a friend, but i am going to wait because i know there is someone out there that wants to know me for who i really am. i sit and i sit but no one seems to come for me. i will be here waiting for you to come take me away over the sky's so blue. i will just sit and wait for you..........

Lesson Learned
When I was a child I lived with so much pain, My father left this world without having a chance to say good bye. Years went by and my Nana left us too, Fortunately she had this chance to see us all before her time came. More years go by and wouldn’t you know, Both of my other Grandparents left me with never having a chance to say good bye. The pain and loss I feel to this day, Of never having a chance to tell them all how much I love them. Never again will I miss a chance, To tell those I love just how much I care. Though their feelings may not be the same, My love for them will never change. This lesson I have learned is one I will share, Never miss a chance to tell those who are special to you, Just how much you care and love them. For our time is finite and ever so fleeting. by INXS421 04/04/07

Directions From New York To London This Way Not Me You ????????????????????ý
Take 60 seconds to do this, I guarantee you will show someone else, it's too funny not to. 1. Type www.google.com in your url/address box and hit enter 2. Near the top and above the search box, click on "maps" 3. Near the top and below the search box click on "get directions" 4. Next to the word Google type "New York" in the first box (the "from" box) 5. Now type "London" in the second box (the "to" box) 6. To the right of London click on "get directions" button 7. Scroll down to step #23 Wouldn't you like to talk to the person responsible for this step?

Iams / Eukanuba Animal Tests - Pet Food Vivisection
IAMS and Eukanuba are P&G brands of pet food. In May 2001 Uncaged exposed horrific accounts of cats and dogs used and killed in experiments for IAMS/Eukanuba with a front page story in the national press. Our research uncovered scientific papers that describe IAMS-funded experiments on hundreds of previously healthy animals that caused: kidney failure, obesity, malnutrition, liver damage, sever allergic reactions, stomach inflammation, diarrhoea, skin disorders, lesions and other painful conditions. Many of the animals died as a result of the experiments or were killed and dismembered for tissue analysis. As a result of this public embarrassment, IAMS were forced to announce that cats and dogs will no longer be used in experiments that specifically require them to be killed. However, since the new policy, dogs have died as a side-effect of the harmful laboratory procedures and housing conditions that IAMS have subjected them to. In fact, an IAMS executive has stated that he se

Cold Winter
Hello readers it's a cold day in april the wind blowing and the tree's are swaying.I went to the window as a branch from the tree fell to the ground.I was about to rub my eye and the sun came out and i said is this the way things go.

George Carlin, Pt. 4
"I got into an argument this morning with my Rice Krispies. I distinctly heard, 'Snap, crackle, fuck him'. I don't know which one of them said it, I was reaching for the artificial sweetner, and was not looking directly into the bowl. Well, I told them, you can all just sit right there in the milk! As far as I'm concerned, you can all just sit in the milk! Until I find out, which one of you said it! Little mass punishment for my breakfast food. The idea is to turn them against one another."

Reliable Help Wanted
IF YOU KNOW PAINTSHOP PR OR PHOTSHOP OR ANY OTHER PHOTO MANIPULATION PROGRAM OR GRAPHICS PROGRAM AND A RELIABLE NAD NOT HERE T PLAY STUPID GAMES AND WASTE PEOPLES TIME. WE THE TORTURE CHAMBER NEED YOUR HELP. PLEASE SHOUTBOX OR PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ASAP DJ DOMINATRIXXX

Hi
so yeah life in the bay is ok.. i can't complain iam on the paintball team here captain acually.. i have met a wonderful girl can't complain too much about that.... the navy is still awsome other then the long hours.... the dogs are amazing... and just to throw it out there ffegan is the shit thats about it for now later players

Running Out Of Reasons
Running out of Reasons Running out of reasons Lost the will to live Senses frozen over Got none left to give Burning in the mornings Don’t want to open my eyes Can’t face the world today Stay on my own and hide Feeling empty in the evening A knife by my side This is my only comfort ‘GOD’ help me stay alive Choking on my thoughts Find it hard to breath I’ve given up on life My heart is starting to bleed Is there really purpose In this existence of a life Feels like it’s all in vein When we pay the price No inspiration remaining Just an empty black hole Where my mind and heart was one Is now an empty soul An everlasting nightmare From which you can’t awake Dwelling on emotions Prey for my soul to take

Lately....
Mkay so lately, i have been stressed over everything. Ive been thinking the worst is about to happen. It did about a week ago, but thats a different story and its over now. But the thing is, it still feels like its happening, and its killing me. So the outcome from it, is i feel so alone. Im not alone, but ive never felt so alone. Its strange...but if yall knew i think you would understand what im saying. But basically i was thinking about graduation. My friends will be having theirs also. It cant be helped that some people will have theirs on the same days. I have a feeling no one is going to show up. And as far as my family comming, its going to be a bunch of old people who i dont even know, that are in it for the free food. I dunno i just have a different vision of the party that i want, some of you know what im saying, but i know there is such a small chance, that its not even there. So im not really looking forward to that at all. Lately ive also felt like im starting to connect w

True Friendship
Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard /bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend!!! Send this to 10 of your clos

Am I A Control Freak?
You Are 60% Control Freak Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order. However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect. Are You A Control Freak?

If I Was Your Boyfriend
How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19

Race Update
hello friends and fans well my son and i had a good race nite tonite, in the heat race he finished 2nd avoiding wrecks, cars like they were a pinball or something in the feature he started front row outside and lead 14 of the 15 laps, going into turn 3 he went in little too hard and had to back off a little, just to get passed by the 2nd place car so he finished 2nd in the feature also, was a cold nite but fun and wonderful for us, really proud of how he has come along in the driving technic he has been doing, guess all the years of driving simulators of nascar on the pc paid off, really miss u all and hope too be back on here lot more soon.

Bedtime Story
Goddess sits motionless after day long monotonous Still hidden in Her corporate camaflage She sheds Her business attire like a false skin Desiring the more natural office of home Where She owns the private company of loyal drone Her lifestyle employee had been getting off much too easy These last few weeks, She thought As Her finger nails clasped at Her cordless phone Like a touch tone leech She dialed his combination Unlocking him out of the invisible cage Most people consider normal life She had ordered him to purchase the phone Specifically for Her use, and Her’s alone In fact, not even he was told the number All he knew was when and where to send the bill too And to answer that phone at all costs, with in two rings or else!!! He was to wear it at all times Even when he slept his “cell collar” She liked to call it painted purple, to always remind him of Her “Mistress Amethyst”, “the love of my life” he had it tattoed in cursive right below

Dishonorable Acts
Dishonorable Acts {excerpt from, "The Responsibilities and Duties of the DOM," by LES IS MORE) For a Dominant to allow a submissive to be actually harmed in ANY way is dishonorable. For a Dominant to allow a submissive's rights to be violated is dishonorable. For a Dominant to play with and discard a submissive just for amusement is dishonorable (exception is a submissive that has declared this is the treatment they need). Unless the submissive has declared them selves to be unowned, another Dominant's interference in a relationship is dishonorable. To chase after or scene with Another's submissive without the other Dominant's permission and full knowledge is dishonorable. No Dominant can be expected to live up to the above 100% of the time, others will respect him/her for trying and the harder she/he tries the more respect all will have for the Dominant and his/hers. Written by: LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998

Imagine There's No Heaven
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one

Gunman Kills 30 On Virginia Tech Campus
BLACKSBURG, Va. - A gunman opened fire in a Virginia Tech dorm and then, two hours later, in a classroom across campus Monday, killing at least 30 people in the deadliest shooting rampage in U.S. history, government officials told The Associated Press. The gunman was killed, bringing the death toll to 31. ADVERTISEMENT "Today the university was struck with a tragedy that we consider of monumental proportions," said Virginia Tech president Charles Steger. "The university is shocked and indeed horrified." It was not immediately clear whether the gunman was shot by police or took his own life. His name was not released, and investigators offered no motive for the attack. It was not known if the gunman was a student. The shootings spread panic and confusion on campus, with students complaining that the university did not warn them about the first burst of gunfire until more than two hours later. Witnesses reporting students jumping out the windows of a classroom building t

Quest For Making Money Online And Living Well
Learn from me, at my expense, on my quest to discover how to really make money online. Here's the better sites I have uncovered so far.... (And if you have great sites you've found, by all means, please share.) XanGo...the MangoSteen Fruit http://www.JuiceTeamGlobal.com Own Your Online Travel Agency and Get All The Perks. http://www.Travel-Info-Express.com The Berry Tree/ Nutronix Powerline - Easy Income. Get in Now. http://www.BusyBerryBiz.com The Secret Science of Getting Rich (SGR) Program http://www.ReadyToReceive.TheSGRProgram.com Passport To Wealth http://simonks1.GrowRichSystems.com/go4 Work From Home Opportunities http://www.KnowUltimateWealth.com Affiliate Marketing - PayDotCom.com http://paydotcom.net/?affilite=106181 Get Paid Cash For What You Think http://paydotcom.com/r/11804/simonks1/511670/ So that's what I have so far...with many more biz ops to follow. Sincerely, KS1

2007 Puerto Rican Parade Queen Pageant
My niece didnt make Queen of the pagaent but shes FIRST RUNNER UP........I am still proud of her for representing our heritage & culture.... BORICUA HASTA LA MUERTE!!!!!!!!!!

Reason,season Or Lifetime
See below!!! I hope to get this back. PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they

Stupid Shit Happened..
Well I wanted to let everyone know that alot of stuff happened last night and Im takin a break from CT to sort things out... Ill be back and if you have me on yahoo then you'll be able to talk to me if you don't then ill talk to you soon! Laters everyone! ♥ Dj Paige aka Dj SexyMel

Prayer For Virginia Tech
Father, right now we acknowledge You & we acknowledge Your presence & >Your sovereignty. Father we lift up Virginia Tech & the people affected >by the evil that has taken place on the campus. We pray that Your >Spirit be with them. We pray that Your loving arms be wrapped around >them & comfort them in this tragic time. We pray for families, >neighbors, & friends. We pray for staff, professors, & administrators. >God, we pray for people. We pray for humanity. We pray that this event >will not cause people to turn from You but it will cause a nation to run >to You like they have never run before. We pray for increased faith. >We pray for spiritual growth. We pray for Christian fellowship & >salvation of souls. We pray that your hand will move mightily over >Blacksburg, VA & over this nation. Touch souls right now & comfort >broken hearts. Forgive us for our sins Father. In Your Son Jesus >Christ name we pray. Amen. > > > >***Please forward this so that

Curses At Workses
(Originally posted on January 19, 2007)Last night my wife told me she had cursed two of my coworkers, ones who were going to open the business with me but never seemed to work on it. One of them has been robbed twice in the past month. Fortunately, he had insurance. He's moving out of his apartment, but I wonder if it'll help...In other news, I had lunch last week with Putz Boy. I ignored him quite well. I think he got the feeling I don't care for him...tag: curse, coworkers, Putz Boy-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Feelings Of Life
I hear someone screaming in my ears No one is around me as far as I can see I then realize the one who screams It is me I never thought Thought I would consider a friend a pesky flie Or that would bicker bicker as I do with my sister I am growing into a woman Yet I don't understand I don't know how the world works sometimes I hate it I know I'm tough but I am also weak I never show my true feelings not a thing Yet I'm always crying Crying in my heart done by christine

Stopped By You
i used to know my family and my friends too but you took it all away because i thought you were true i used to have a heart and maybe a soul too now lost in darkness becuase i loved you i used to smile and sometimes laugh too all that has changed and turned my world blue i used to be strong and had a spirit too where has it gone? I thought i knew i used to know me and even you too i once lived but i was stopped by you done by christine

Rest In Peace Henry Martinez ( Nino ) April 10, 2006
Here i sit feeling sad and numb at my new job .. not knowing what to think or how to feel . my sister called me about 7:00 pm tonight and told me my Nino ( GodFather ) passed away this morning . He was something special that when i was a child in problems with my mother , He was always there to help me and talk to me . He gave me advice and no matter what, would never turn His back on me . i just lost a patient on the 7th of March 2006 who helped me finally grieve the lose of my GrandMother , and now to lose Him is more then i can handle at this time. i really feel like i want to just go crawl under a rock and hide forever and let no one close to me so i can't lose no one else again. How much can one endure ? the saying is that God won't put more then what one can handle on his or her plate . This i beg to differ because i can't handle more .. i am not as strong as i thought i was . i let someone get into my every depth , making more so vunerable .. i work with elderly folks and

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about y

My Bday Part 2
Forgot to add this in part 1 of my bday LOL To make matters worse I have had one and i stress ONE serious relationship in 5years or then my if we count my fucked up marriage and well i dont consider that by any means all that was well a waste of my life except the joy the pos sorry ass mother fucker of an ex husband i had by givin me 3 wonderful and awesome kids...other then that wasnt worth the 14 1/2 years of hell i was in..... Seems all I ever find are the crazy insane fuckers that lie break promises and so forth Tell me something where in the hell are the sane men out there? they dont have to be GQ or a muscle man or anything like that (hell i can dream at least)hehe...I just want a good harted man that shares the same things in life as me and so forth..... So if any are out there hell lets chat and see where i leads to LOL

Beauty From Pain Lyrics
beauty from pain lyrics The lights go out all around me One last candle to keep out the night And then the darkness surrounds me I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died And all that's left is to accept that it's over My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made I try to keep warm but i just grow colder I feel like i'm slipping away After all this has passed, i still will remain After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today, Someday i'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain You will bring beauty from my pain My whole world is the pain inside me The best i can do is just get through the day When life before is only a memory I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place And though i can't understand why this happened I know that i will when i look back someday And see how you've brought beauty from ashes And made me as gold purified through these flames After all this has passed, i still will remain

How To Explain Disabilities To A Child
Introduction Children have open minds and open hearts. There is no better time to create an understanding that people with disabilities must be perceived as people first. Instructions Difficulty: Moderate Steps 1Step OneListen to the child. 2Step TwoLet the child voice fears and ask questions. 3Step ThreeView the situation from the child's perspective. 4Step FourBe truthful, keeping your answers age-appropriate. 5Step FiveExplain disability at the level the child can understand. 6Step SixSatisfy a child's curiosity. Let the child sit in a wheelchair, for example. 7Step SevenStress the positive. For example, use of a wheelchair enhances mobility. 8Step EightRemember that children take upon themselves unnecessary responsibility for situations. 9Step NineStress family loyalty and unity. 10Step TenSpend extra time with children. 11Step Eleven Encourage children to help make your home more accessible. 12Step Twelve Remind children that everything changes, except

"her"
As the spring starts to settle in. I hear her calling to me. Incantations like that of a sweet symphony of love.. But I cant find her.. For weeks I followed her voice and it lead me to knowhere. I stood on firm ground and yelled for her.. then yerned for her.. and now I long for her... I would give anything just to glance at her.. Taste of her..feel her pale skin connecting with mine. I picture her dancing aginst the wind... but she is faceless... I cant live without her....

Condoms
A very proper man started going into the neighborhood drug store every week and buying 2 dozen boxes of condoms. Week after week, he would come in with the same order. One day, the druggist felt he had to say something to the man. 'Wow! you must have the stamina of a bull. Talk about getting lucky! How on earth do you use that many condoms a week?' The man looked at him in disgust and said, I beg your pardon, but I find the whole idea of sex repulsive! So, the druggist asked, Then what do you do with all those condoms? The gentleman answered, I feed them to my poodle and now she poops in little plastic bags.

Morning Tears
SCARY THINGS HAPPENING ALL AROUND ME, FEEL I MUST BREAK AWAY,AND TAKE SOME LOVE WITH ME, SOMEONE WHO CAN STAND BY ME JUST SO I CAN SURVIVE, THESE MORNING TEARS ARE FALLING, AND I WONDER YET IF THESE MORNING TEARS WILL TURN INTO AFTERNOON TEARS,IF THESE TEARS WILL STAY WITH ME ALL DAY LONG AND TURN INTO NIGHT TEARS,...CAN ANYONE HELP??? THE AFTERNOON TEARS DID NOT SEEM TO FALL,...BUT THUS BY NIGHT,THE TEARS BEGAN FALLING AGAIN,...

It's A Rainy Dull Day
Just spilling thoughts here...... I woke up this morning to a virtual blizzard and thought to myself - yep it's gonna be one of those days. Luckily, the snow gave way to a cold rain, however, the gloom of the day had already set my mood. I have been licking the wounds of a break up since last year and days like this always make me think of those times when we used to cuddle under blankets - talking, laughing and just spending time together. Kind of weighs heavy on the heart. None the less, the day has been as dreary as my mood today and all I could think of is what I could have done different to save my ten year relationship. Nothing comes to mind yet everything comes to mind and as my day goes on, I smile politely to people at work, share a joke or two and put my nose to the grindstone so thinking of anything other than work was not an option. My day continued on as it normally does and before I knew it, it was time to head home. I was riding the bus home - which takes m

Read Else Where!
my thoughts are dark,sad,hot tonight. so don't read this just look the other way. Because none of it makes sense and there is no order to it. so here it go's. "Just what ever." my thoughts are full of you like always. Like always I'm kicking myself in the ass. You'll never know what my feelings are. I try so hard to be open and let them out. But every time I get blinded by everyone else feelings. So you'll never know what your words do to me. You'll never know what your laughter does to me. You'll never know how you touch my soul. You'll never know how happy you make me. You'll never know how hard it's for me to breath when your around Or how hard it is not to breath when your not here. You'll never know how much we are alike, Or how much we aren't alike. You'll never know how you make me cry. You'll never know how you make me laugh. You'll never know how badly I want to touch you, Or how badly I want to taste you. You'll never k

Creative Magic Is In Us All....
You are here today to bring possibilities to life. Through your focus and your action, you continually transform what can be into what is. You are a finely tuned and highly effective instrument of creativity. Whatever you most intensely and persistently imagine, comes surely and steadily to life. It is completely natural for you to bring dreams into reality. For that is what you do. The limitations you perceive create rock-solid obstacles as long as you choose to hold them. The possibilities you imagine with passion and purpose are expressed through your life as magnificent achievements. Often without even realizing it, you work your creative magic. With every thought, every action, every moment, every experience, you add your own special gifts to life. Fill your dreams with beauty, fill your thoughts with integrity, and fill your moments with loving purpose. For they are what your world is surely becoming. -- Ralph Marston

Insight On Mumms
alright most of you notice that i'm highly against drug use... but how many of you know why... well here you go, and this is no way trying to seek sympathy... My mom had left when I was 8, I am a crack baby, my mother until i was 16 was in and out of prison... she is the down side of what drugs can do to a person, she used drugs (and by drugs i mean them all) daily. She stole from me, her only child, she hurt me and ways that most don't know could be, and then all these damn pot smokers post stupid bullshit about celebrating a day that for most of them probably couldn't tell you why 4/20 is designated the day to smoke weed... btw it's because marijuana when heated to 420 degrees Fahrenheit burns the THC to the right temperature to be consumed by your body for the most desired effects. most of the people who glorify the usage of any product that alters ones emotions and mental state, this includes alcohol, tobacco, and drugs (both legal and illegal), is scum in my book. the moment yo

Update On Last Blog/apt. Fire
Just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know that Lee's mother, and Aunt, are fine, after being evacuated from their apt. complex which caught fire early this morning. She was able to get back into her apt. around 10:30 am. But, they currently have them on lockdown, and they're not telling any of the residents why, last I talked to her about 1 1/2 hr. ago. Link to Indianapolis newspaper below....2 confirmed dead. http://www.wthr.com/Global/story.asp?S=6401793&nav=9Tai

Sub Needs
by Sergeant Major • The need for love and unconditional acceptance • The need for certainty and permanence • The need for careful guidance • The need for containment and clear boundaries of behavior • The need for consistent and logical consequences for behavior • The need to be stroked, reassured and praised but never in a pandering or patronizing manner • The need for the One to whom she is pledged to appreciate and support her enthusiasms when they deserve it • The need to know that no punishment will result from honest expressions of ideas or emotions or from acting them out when there is no way to prevent it. • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged will never lie to her or hide anything from her • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged will not withdraw from her emotionally • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged is also her best friend • The need to know that she will have to face and not be allowed t

Update
Still trying to keep updated. I'm SOOO tired. It's been unbelievable how many posts I've read in regards to my husbands ex wife. I never realized how easy it was to piss someone off! LOL! She's done everything from the poor me routine to trying to get her "friends" to break into my emails and LJ. I find it vastly amusing that someone who is supposedly such a kind and warm person is actually a vindictive attention whore. Anyway. On the homefront. I will have all three of my kids home tonight. Should be interesting. I think last weekend, they managed to go about 10 whole minutes without fighting with each other. Man, are siblings tough!

22 Apr 07 - Sunday
22 Apr 07 - Sunday SPC Marshall 1777 Henry Clay the great compromiser 19-- Mark Davis rocker (Ugly Kid Joe-Mad Man, Too Bad) 1918 Robert Wadlow Alton IL, world's tallest man (8'11.1") 1923 Paula Fox US children's books author (Poor George) 1936 Glen Campbell Delight AR, actor/singer (Rhinestone Cowboy, By the Time I get to Phoenix, Galveston, Wichita Lineman) 1937 Jack Nicholson Neptune NJ, actor (As Good As It Gets, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Shining) 1940 Peter Goldstein joint founder (Superdrug) 1946 Dectuplets Bacacay Brazil, 8 males & 2 females 1950 Peter Frampton Kent England, guitarist/vocalist (Frampton Comes Alive) 1961 Byron Allen Los Angeles CA, comedian (Real People, Byron Allen Show) 1370 Bastille begins being built in Paris France 1509 Henry VIII ascends to throne to become King of England 1793 President George Washington attends opening of Rickett's, 1st circus in US 1889 Oklahoma land rush officially starts; as many as nine out of ten of

Old People
>>We OLD people have problems that you haven't even >>considered yet! >> >>An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a >>sperm count as part of >>his physical exam. >> >>The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this >>jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." >> >> >>The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the >>doctor's office and gave >>him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the >>previous day. The doctor asked what happened and >>the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - >>first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then >>I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. >>Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her >>right hand, then with her left, still nothing. >>She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, >>then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even >>called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried >>too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she >>even tried squeezin' it between her kn

Mindless Obstruction
Traveling my path Wandering life’s journey Searching for The exit To Euphoria Wishing for The BIG happy The quest to Satisfy my Soul Emulsify my Inner light To feel again Quietly confident With the unknown No worries about The next No ‘what ifs’ For the past A permanent feeling Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’ That is all I ask To just be me And be relaxed

Be All The World
BE ALL FOR YOU drifting by and by, enchanting melodies play loops of soulful genus causing toe tapping hearts to warm and smiles to brighten. Joyful as sweet surroundings, lifting my head joyous is me. every step every crack of a grin, brighten my heart mellow chantilly. with you to share as in the whole world. Stride and trivial road brought my sunlight, now as I stand woman before you, life of joy life of love not a site of Hippie yet the purity of soul intentions. Breath with me be joyous be happy for I will be happy for you as in the world. World allow this of me, yearn to share every smile every laugh every melody capsizing in me, only so I may re-pay what was so sweetly giving to me. Joy of life joy of love found with in me giving by all movement of pure beauty of those surrounding me. Radiant and bold know when I laugh, sing, Dance, romance, a mere part is for me yet it be all for you, you as in the world.

The Beautiful Deserted Island ........
There is a beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere where the following people are stranded: * 2 Italian men and 1 Italian woman * 2 French men and 1 French woman * 2 German men and 1 German woman * 2 Greek men and 1 Greek woman * 2 English men and 1 English woman * 2 Bulgarian men and 1 Bulgarian woman * 2 Swedish men and 1 Swedish woman * 2 Irish men and 1 Irish woman One month later on this beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere ... * The 1 Italian man killed the other for the Italian woman * The 2 French men and the French woman are living happily together in a "menage a trois"--- * The 2 German men have a strict weekly schedule of when they alternate with the German woman * The 2 Greek men are sleeping with each other and the Greek woman is cleaning and cooking for them * The 2 English men are waiting for someone to introduce them to the English woman * The Bulgarian men took one look at the endless ocean, one look at the woman

This Is A Crazy Place..
This is a crazy place to hang out, all the hottest women will show me their pussy if i just ask them to be my friends, thats way beyond weird. If life imitated Cherry Tap i wouldnt be married thats for sure, id just go around asking women to be my friends, then when they accepted id ask them to be my, um, closer friends.. Browse through the women i am a fan of and its almost feels like being an online gynecologist for christs sake! I genuinely like some of you whether you have extreme close up photos of your genitalia or not, truth be told i wish some of you didnt have those pictures up, having seen them often makes me feel too pervy to strike up a conversation with you.

I Won Thanks To My Friends Family And Fans
I Won a new Corvette and a dozen roses in the art contest thanks to all my friends family and fans........you all rock.........Like I keep telling everyone I have the most awesome friends on Cherry tap of that there is no doubt....Luv ya bunches.......purpledragonlady aka Vanessa

Newer Update
Things are going awsome its been almost 2 months since i have been working at the new place. Have a man now FINALLY... Met his friends last night an family today. Things are going pretty good for me. Im moving this coming wensday to a for good home til I get married hmm dont know when thats going to be but ya lol... Well time to go an take a shower an call my man. Love yaz

Bored
This is TOO funny - type out the sentence you end up with, in the subject line and forward to your friends...also, send it back to the person that sent it to you. DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING~ Pick the month you were born: January------I kicked February-----I loved March---------I karate chopped April-----------I licked May-----------I jumped on June----------I smelled July-----------I did the Macarena With August-------I had lunch with September---I danced with October------I sang to November----I yelled at December----I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1- ------a birdbath 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a snowman 6-------a gangster 7-------my cell phone 8------- my dog 9-------my best friends' boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------my science teacher 12- ------a banana 13-------a fireman 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18---- ---a spoon 19------- a smurf 20--

Animals, They Give Me Soooo Much To Write About
Good Morning and how are you today? I am ok for a Monday. A Monday it is and no shortage of goofy news to report, actuallt so much that I will just give a tiny-bit of it now In April, two Labrador retrievers (Lucky and Flo) sniffed out another shipment of pirated DVDs (worth about $435,000) in a building in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia. It was at least the second such bust since mid-March, when the U.S. Motion Picture Association of America loaned the dogs to Malaysian authorities because they can detect the polycarbonate and unique chemicals in the discs. So successful are Lucky and Flo that an unspecified crime gang has reportedly put out a contract on them. Can you believe that anyone in their right mind would put out a contract on a couple of doggies? I mean what are they going to poison their kibble? Hey boy, come here and get the rat poison doggie biscuit. I am not making this up [Agence France-Presse, 4-1-07] the next story is even to bizarre for me who I am a hunter as well but, u

Confused
My body trembels My poor knees go weak Just at the slightest touch from you My mind is in a boogle My heart starts to race When I jsut hear your name My smile is always bigger My life is always better When I am around you The feeling I get Is all I regret Why does this have to happen now I can't afford to get hurt again My life can't take another miss hap Not knowing how you feel back Is that snag in our rope I don't want to let you know but It's just something that is so hard Hard to say Hard to think about All I know is I'm confused Confused on my emotions for you They are on the edge The edge of like and love Just everytime I love I get my poor innocent heart broken I lose the guy I don't want to lose you I'll just keep it inside

Bitter Pill
i have fallen prey to the hands of fate my time has slipped away my soul you came to desecrate forever lead astray uncertainty lies ahead for the ones who close the door the words of the damned are said as they crawl upon the floor yesterday i saw my love for you in a dream it came to me I found you torn in two my soul has set you free as I dance with the dead again the shame of life has returned my thoughts are given with a pen as I simply crash and burn return to the kill the scene of it all swallowing the bitter pill while answering the call

How?
How does one know a feeling? How do we keep things from spilling? How is it we must acheive a goal? How is it we put to much in our bowl? How far must we really go? How do we know if it is what we sow? How do we seem to tell? How is it we do not yell? In time it will show, but not now. We are always asking how, how, how

Seeing Our Family Again
As we sit and watch the sun set,the eyes of a loved are being closed. Time stands still it seems for those of us left behind,but smile for one day they will be there for us to once again find. Things dont always be what we want them to, but if we hold on and ejoy and be happy they will help us though. So when life has us downin the pits, look up and you will see even through the smallest slits. He holds us all good and bad, So be happy its not all sad.

Eagles, Wolves, And Us
EAGLES, WOLVES, AND US Eagles may fly high above the earth, and have great sight to see the land below. The earth with all its sight and sounds, for there is only more for them to see and know, They feel the wind beneath their wings as they glide, along the skies that are blue and lite by the sun. Time is slow and easy as they look and listen, for them it seems like a world apart from the world we know as human beings that it seems like fun. Wolves run to and fro looking for a place to sleep,or maybe a bite to eat, yet they are taken care of. Things we take for granted they delight in knowing, life isn't about what we have, but rather the things we find. So when the time comes for us to say our goodbye, the pain is great for the sorrow is so hard it makes our heart twist with tears of memories that make us cry. So before our friends and family can leave us to far away, we need to tell them how we feel don't leave it as though they know, say it to them before the day

Poison Ivy/shit Not Again
3 weeks ago i was exposed to poison ivy and had it all over was on steroids and i was raking yesterday and guress what and the sick thing i didn't touch it and to top it off i wore gloves and and protected myself and now my eye is swollen and i have a patch on my arm here I go again. its bad enuff right nowi've become a shut in and am stuck with my demented mother i feel so closed off enuff already

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Hanoi Jane....traitor To Be Honored
IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO > >>THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!! > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> She really was > >> > >> a traitor > >> > >> > >> > >> A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED > >> > >> KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA > >> > >> > >> > >> This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do > >> > >> Not remember, and didn't have to bear the > >> > >> Burden that our fathers, mothers and older > >> > >> Brothers and sisters had to bear. > >> > >> > >> > >> Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the > >> > >> "100 Women of the Century." > >> > >> > >> > >> BY BARBRA WALTERS > >> > >> > >> > >> Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still > >> > >> Countless others have never known how Ms. > >> > >> Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, > >> > >> But specific men who served and sacrificed > >> > >> During Vietnam . > >> > >> > >> > >> The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot > >> > >> >

Flower, Bush Or Tree What Might You Be?
April showers bring May flowers. Today it’s raining and is forecasted to do just that all day. Good day for flower growth. Good Morning and How-D-Do? Ok, this greeting was not meant for D only… All of you it’s a question for…. Wait, now that I think of it… lets play a game. We will call this day Wednesday morning scratch your head and wonder where in the world did he come up with it ..and why? Ok here is the game. It is just a simple question and answer game. The game is called: What kind of flower are you and why? It’s simple enough, this doesn’t mean your favorite flower, but it could be, It doesn’t mean pick a weed (dandelion) but you could be if that is what you feel you are. Just give me what flower you portray yourself as and why, simple enough? Ok, I will start it out, just so no one utters these words… Oh I so detest this phrase, “YOU FIRST!” Ok, Marty would be various flowers at various times. I can be the softest rose with a tinge of prickly stem…or I can be a big ole carnat

Mary's Lamb
Mary's Lamb Mary had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, T'wasn't even in the rule. It made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak His Name! Every day got worse and worse, And days turned into years. Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's let the Lamb come back to school, And teach our kids to pray!

Why Does Love Hurt For
why is it when you fall in love with someone it hurts to break up with them. you tell them that you dont want to call it off it hurts. when you see them with someone else it hurts. when you go places an you see them it hurts. why is it that hard to do.

Mirror
Mirror There is a girl sitting at a table Far away from everyone Hiding behind a pile of books No matter what way she moves or screams Nobody really looks As she watches her surroundings She easily and quickly slits her wrists Poor girl in a miserable life With miserable people Not knowing what to do On a day to day basis As she continues to watch The motion around She cuts til the bleed comes To an easy flow She sits at the edge of the table At this point not knowing What to do The little girl gets scared Of what she might see Cause the little girls reflection In the mirror is me

Five Levels Of A Hangover
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas a

I Feel...
i feel like dieing today...it feels as if every one is against me moving to Texas even though they say do what i want..even my best friend it feels as if she doesn't want me to go just cause my sister had a fit...i wish people would just support me for my decsions if i don't like it down there ill come back up here....i don't understand what every one has against me these days...i can be the sweetest, kindest loving person you will ever know and people don't understand that i have feelings as well...some days it feels that my best friend prefers me to stay here with no one then to go to texas a new place where she will be her son her bf and her mom and dad ..yes i know my family won't be there but i can call them....why doesn't anyone ever listen to what i have to say and my worries...im just scared that if she goes down maybe she will change her mind and just leave me up here ..i don't wanna stay in minnesota i wanna go to texas...why doesn't any one understand that?? maybe if i drop

Bored Bored Bored!
Anyway, I am bored. I have had an absolutely uneventful day. I got nothing accomplished. I only left the house to tan and go visit my friend Anna. Her stepson was acting like a horses ass and I have no idea how she kept from beating him. It was damn near 11 o'clock and he wouldn't go to bed so she wet in there and held him in the bed while he screamed so loud that he almost threw up. He was kicking hand hitting her and she probably weighs 100 pounds soaking wet. I thought he was going to knock the wind out of her. She also had the baby sleeping and he was throwing such a fit that she woke up. Then he spilled a whole glass of milk in the bed. He acts like that until he gets his way and then he stops. I have never in my life seen a kid be so damn dramatic.

4-25-07 Astrology
If the demands of work and play are piling up on you, learn to say no, or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. You need to take care of the items on your to-do list before you start addressing everything else. This so matches me right now!

Getting Back To Business
..> Its time to start getting back to business, for too long, I have let the Personal things in my life take over me mentally and physically and socially. NO MORE! Its time for me to take this business by the horns and steer it in the right direction. No more being Mr. Nice GUY. Its time to get back into the spot light, and recreate that image I once had, and give you CLUBBER what you want to hear by popular demand. No more putting what's best for others (except for my loved ones, and my family)in font of the business, no more what other people think about me and no more drama!! I am who I am ...I'm not gonna change for anybody anymore. That's why I'm gonna take me back to the old me. I guess u can say "I'm bringin Ray Ray back" The one who dose what he wants - when he wants - the way he wants.... And gives the crowed what they want to hear, And shows them how to party hard until the sun comes up!

Thursday It Is!
Counting down to the weekend again! I'd like to say this will be a more laid back weekend, but that is not to be, lol! Tonight I give my talk on Stress and Stress-Related Disorders, one of my favorite things. Happens, that was the title of my Master's project, my "Major Paper!" I do not like to write papers. Blogs are another thing, lol! Anyway, this talk is being given to an adult learning class, Industrial Psychology actually! Should be interesting!! Oldest daughter Jenn called to inform me she is probably going to Jail. Apparently I did not respond as expected to this piece of information! I can't fix this situation, it is hers and hers alone at this point! So be it! She does fine for a while, then for some reason gets a wild hare up her butt and off she goes, doing things she hadn't planned on doing!! I'm tired, and it's her problem anyway! She can just deal with it! She knew better than to try to score crack for a friend - she is watched closely by the local police, for good

The Ultimate Sex Survey ((and My Answers))
found this from SERIA ^ _V_ ^ ENSLAVED BLOOD GODDESS OF LDC *now these are my answers! :P* The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?:depends! ;) Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:well i like to be with the opposite sex thanks ^_^ How often do you like to have sex?:everyday!!! Is sex a top priority for you?:hell yeah! i'll breath after if you dont mind Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:yeps ^_^ love the look in there eyes when they come.... How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:never :P How do you feel about one night stands?:again that depends... How many one night stands have you had?:none What's your favorite position?: missionary Where's your favorite place to have sex?:the bedroom Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:make love....... then when im drunk i just fuck! Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:nope!..

Hawaiian Meatballs
Ingredients 1 pounds beef, boneless chuck shoulder pot roast 8 ounce(s) turkey, ground 1 onion(s) 2 clove(s) garlic 1/4 cup(s) oats 1 large egg white(s) 1 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice 1 teaspoon thyme, dried 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1 1/2 cup(s) orange juice 8 ounce(s) pineapple, crushed 2 tablespoon soy sauce 1/2 tablespoon sugar, brown (packed) 1/2 teaspoon ginger 1/8 teaspoon salt Preparation 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. In a large bowl, combine the ground beef, ground turkey, onion, garlic, oats, egg white, pumpkin pie spice, thyme, salt, and pepper. Mix well. 2. Roll the meat mixture into about 42 balls, and arrange on a large nonstick spray-coated baking pan. Bake in the upper half of the oven for 12 to 15 minutes or until browned, turning once during browning. 3. For the sauce, combine the orange juice, pineapple, soy sauce, brown sugar, ginger, and salt, in a 3-quart flame proof casserole. Heat the ingr

It Is Time To Start Cleaning
im gonna start cleaning my friends list becuz i dont talk to about 95% of you and i try and chat with you but most of you dont reply back so its time to clean up my friends list so if you wanna stay on the list then give me a comment and rate this blog for me. The peole I talk to i still love love you and dont worry ur not going anywhere and i know who you are and the ones i talk to you you guys are AWESOME, I love you guys

Lumidee - She's Like The Wind
"She's Like The Wind" (feat. Tony Sunshine) Yea Yo Tony Sunshine [Lumidee] Listen baby I’ve been around I know that you like how I wear my crown And I know that im something that is so profound So far what im hearing look I like the sound Everybodys talkin about it We could be talkin why would u doubt it Your plams are sweaty and your heart sounds poundin This is what u feeling tell me about it [Tony Sunshine] Shes like the wind Thru my tree (baby yea baby yea) Shes rides all night Next to me Like u won’t believe (No) She leaves me the moonlight Only to burn me wit the sun Damn it I believe she knows She takin my heart She doesn’t know what shes done Baby please I feel her breath in my face (baby I can feel) Her bodys close to me (her body close to me) Can’t look in her eyes (can’t look in your eyes) Shes outta my league (shes outta my league oh) Just a fool to believe Shes got everything I need Shes like the wind [Lumidee] If u cant conceiv

Sometimes.......................
Sometimes so many things just weight you down and its almost overwhelming....One of those weight of the world things....this person pressures u for this and another person pressures you for that and so on and so forth...then eventually ur holding so much ur gonna break.....YESSSSSS I know I sound like a big whiney girl but HEY i need to vent somewhere right! BTW for anyone interested Im doing better from my surgery..Healing everyday..I did rip my incision open almost 2 inches BUT im doing ok..sore as hellllllll but ok! I still cant do a whole lot but im trying to keep things in order........OKKKKKK Next issue.....People who want to live in a DAMN soap opera....I dont need it leave it @ the door and GROW UP!!! I dont thrive on the drama like some do its not something I want to deal with If i wanted drama Id be one of the looney chics on Days of Our Lives or something...Honestly isnt it easier to ignore someone or kill em with kindness than to play Episode ???? of Days of Our lives?? Yea

I Am Fucking Pissed!
omg the staff here at the mental facility where i live took my only coping skill... my journal. i have taken that thing to school everyday since april 17,2007 ((the day i started it)) and now all of a sudden they want to jump on my ass and tell me i can't have it. wtf is up with that? can somebody tell me? FUCKING SHIT MAN!!!!

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Love come hold me for a little while, My head is spinning and wanna see your smile Got angels on my walls and the devil's at my door Won't you please tell him i can't play with him no more You bring me water in my desert You give me shelter when i get hurt Pieces of me to put back together In your arms is where I want to sleep forever

Involuntary Muscle Contractions
Subject: Fw: Involuntary Muscle Contractions A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

Hot Damn! I'm Off Work!
Granted, its only til tomorrow morning, but it's still off work. Busy weekend planned kids. Tonite, I help dig fence holes, get the boy fitted for his tux, and have guitar lessons. Saturday I work, stop at a freinds house and bring her daughter her birthday gift, help build the fence, get the boy ready for prom, take pictures, finish with the fence, eat dinner at a friends, then go home and showere to get the soreness out. Sunday we finish up the fence, and its my grandma's, yes , that grandma's, birthday party. She turns the big double 8's, can't miss that, even though I was just told about it a day ago, my mom forgot to tell me. I don't know if I mentioned it before now, but Dem was invited to the prom. Mrs. Potts from the play asked him. She's a really smart, talented girl, so here's hoping it turnes into more than one date. His tux is white pinstripe,, with a red vest. They picked it out, so we'll see. I would have preferred black pinstripe, but got outvoted. Before the

Time For Painkiller Jane
Ok. So I'm clearing my email and I keep getting the same message. "Deleted entry" WTF?! I suppose it's kinda funny. I can't read something I didn't know was posted in the first place! Also, someone has asked to be my friend out of the clear blue sky. I'm trying not to be suspicious, but she has no other friends, no readable posts, etc. Good thing I NEVER post personal info about the crap my husbands ex is putting us through right now. Go me!

Hmmm
well, the decision is in the process of being made...im so tired of sending a shout to my friends..yeah im talking about the ones i actually talk(ed) to...and them not responding, all im doing is saying hi not asking them to get married....i know plenty of others feel the same way...don't know that i will leave forever, but i am SERIOUSLY considering leaving for a bit...those who are real friends have my phone numbers or my yahoo ID. if i have overlooked anyone and you would like it, please send a private message to me...thanks to all of you who actually have given a shit....love you guys & gals dava

The Fuck You's
This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up u fucki

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60
I just read this in a Blog that was posted by Army Cowboy. I just had to share this with Everyone!! army cowboy - real life husband of RodeoQueen http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=25009&pid=328863 Please go to His page and Rate him & his BLOG. ---------------------------------------------------- I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of po

The Truth Cant Be Hidden~just Look Into My Eyes
Current mood: ~creative~ Category:Writing and Poetry Walking around in an endless daze, like a peasant in a room full of kings i stick out. In my mind i think i hide it well, but in my heart the truth resides. It makes its self known in my eyes. They don't lie, and they will never meet yours. These eyes were sad before you. But even though sad, they still held a glimmer of hope. Hope of the love my heart might one day feel. Now they are sad from the love gained and so quickly lost. Lose your love i did, but mine for you still burns. Some days i fear my burning heart will surely burst from my chest and fall to the ground. And some days i pray to god for that to happen, to have this unwanted love for you , 'this burn' out of me once and for all time. As much as i've tried my soul wont let me hate you, for i know and have seen all the goodness you possess. In my eyes you will always remain untarnished, 'perfection' or as close to it as i will ever be.

Funny
25 reasons you know you have grown up 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couc

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. Step forward now, you soldier, how shall I deal with you..? Have you always turned the other cheek..? To my Church have you been true..? The soldier squared his shoulders And said, No Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough; And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep, And I never passed a cry for help; Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand.

Pointless Survey
Would you rather go to a Mexican prison or be tortured by a South American drug lord?Depends do I get to smoke pot?Would you rather run a mile or be dragged by a car for one mile?run a mileWould you rather know when your going to die or not know?I wanna know when I'll dieWould you rather get eaten by a pack of sharks or eaten by a loin?by a lionWould you rather sit in a hospital waiting room for injury or take your chances on your own?take my chancesWould you rather eat live worms or eat mystery meat?wormsWould you rather listen to opera music or do herion?lol opera musicWould you rather climb the rocky 300ft cliff or jump from an air plane?do i get a parachute?Would you rather go to Florida or California?cali cause I've never been thereWould you rather talk on the phone or talk on the net?phoneWould you rather read a magazine or a newpaper?magazineHave you ever looked at net porn?hell yeahHave you ever been caught in a sexual act?yepHave you ever skip out on paying the bill at a restu

Please Help Me Level
if you have the time stop by and rate my stash , or my new pics, it would be greatly appreciated and i will return the favor, thanks alot, feel free to stop by and drop me a line, i love making new friends. thanks

Teaching With Pictures
"A picture is worth a thousand words" and using pictures is an excellent way to teach speech, language and communication. Children with Autism are highly visual and can be taught almost anything using images. Temple Grandin, the famous autistic author of many books on Autism once said that she thinks in pictures. You need thousands of good photographic pictures to help with 'generalization' i.e. if a child with Autism has just one picture of a white dog and is taught this is a dog, he may not easily recognize a German Shepherd or a Rottweiler as a dog when he sees it. Using new and varied material also keeps a child from getting bored and frustrated. Minimize the number of stick images or drawings used. Actual color photographic material is best as the images are more life-like and much easier for the child to relate to. You can never have too many pictures in your collection. Get them from anywhere you can - magazines, old books, the web, printed catalogs, even junk mail!

Today I Am Angry
Let me tell you guys what went down today. See my husband (whom is dead) cheated on me 3 times during the duration of our marriage. Today I went to visit his mother and take our children there to see their grandparents and low and behold there was the second bitch that my husband cheated on me with sitting in her living room! Now I did not go over there unexpectedly, I called first and there was no mention of this bitch, or I would not have gone! I find it rude for one, and for two does this mean that he was still seeing her? I don't know what to think, all I know is that it hurt and I have a habbit of turning my pain to anger! I did not grab the bitch up by her throat like last time, I just stayed away from her and made our visit short. What would you guys do? would you still talk to your in-laws? Would you lay down the law and tell them that you will not visit while any of them are around and if they continue to disrespect you you will never talk to them again? Or would yo

Mothers!
no i didn't right this but it touched me so much because of me being a mom that i had to put it in my blog... Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors

Is There A Light Tru This Tunnel
I feel sad all the time now I've shut myself down.I want to sleep all the time now.because life seems so much better there. A world where I have plenty of money to have a home and help other people I care for. right now I sit here hungry because I have very little food in the house and my mother who has dementia is always hungry acuses me of not feeding her and we waited all weekend for my deadbeat brother to come home with his rent money and he informs us he has none because he spent it on his girl and we have to wait til friday.he's 46 yrs old lived here free spents his money on his race car booze and drugs he's gotten away with this for 15 years. my youngest brother and I have always supported my mother and her home paid the bills fixed things you name it we worked hard. now im told i can't go back to work til we get nursing care which is hard we owe the nursing home nine hundred dollars the social service system sucks. I'm caught in a catch 22 situation. MY mother is a mean bitch

Loves Rules
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . PICK HER OVER ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS!! 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends 10 . Play with her hair. 11 .Tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Make her laugh. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. 21 . Kiss her

Tues. Final Day For Art Contest......help
Well, tomorrow is the final day for the art contest. So, this will be down to the wire for anyone that wants to drop in and help with comments, and rate before it ends tomorrow. I'm way behind...way way behind, and could sure use some help in making a better showing than I am right now. so....would appreciate all the help you can give. Thanks

Love(for My Man)
L. is for the LONG lasting life I pray to god I will be able to share with u O. is for the OVERWELLMING emotions I have for you and they grow with each passing day V. is for the amount of VALUE in the relationship we have the words spoken and the times we have together E. is for never being able to get ENOUGH of everything about who u r to me

To All Mother
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

To Touch The Face Of God
The quest for perfect union with God Is like trying to catch A butterfly... without a net. Sometines you can almost grasp it And just when you think you got it It sails away. But oh the wonder When You finally do grasp it! You see the beauty, the softness and you are filled with Such a Love That can only come from the knowledge That you have touched The face of God!

Abortion
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Recipe For Making Love
Recipe for Making Love Ingredients: 4 Laughing Eyes 4 Well-Shaped Legs 4 Loving Arms 2 Firm Milk Containers 2 Nuts 1 Mixing Bowl (fur-lined or smooth) 1 Firm Banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed *For best results, continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak, (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana doesn’t soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises… LEAVE TOWN!

Taken Part 2
You smile and twist my nipple ring as you take my whole cock into your ass. The pace you set is so rhythmic I can only smile and breathe. Your ass is so incredibly tight and the picture of you on top of me with you pussy showing fully I could cum just over looking at that. I move my hand down to play with your pussy but you move my hand away. With expert care you reach down and begin to lightly pat your clit. I am amazed at your skill. You're straddling me, balancing yourself on the back of the chair and spanking your pussy. Well I can tell that you won't last long at this as your pussy swells right up and I feel the accumulation of your sweet nectar on my lower belly. I help you by taking your hips and lift you up and down taking some strain off of your arms and legs. As I can feel you hunger increase I realize that this position isn't going to be enough to get you off again. I wrap my arms around you pick you up, cock still buried in your ass, and take you to the counter. It's the

Talents
Everyone has a particular calling and station in life. When we respond to this, we discover we have certain talents to fulfill our station in life. Our developed talents benefit us in a number of ways, including the ability to pursue and fulfill our station in life. In addition, another valuable benefit that developing our talents provides, is that of making a worthwhile contribution to society as a whole. There is a certain confidence and peace when we respond to our particular calling in life.

Feeling Jesus-y
Paul Wright - You're Beautiful the world is watching us from a distance wanting more from their own existence tell me how do we make a difference for eternity does anybody want to know why we're alive oh oh oh oh what's the purpose of this life? oh oh oh oh before i die and i leave the world behind i want to know why i'm alive you're created for the creator to live inside there's a hole in your soul and i know that you try to fill it with every little thing but the very one who can heal it and bring hope to a world that wants to know why they're alive spirit cry for this generation (generation) we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it open our eyes to all the lies that we try to justify when deep down inside all we want to find is someone that loves us all of the time and it's you yea it's you oh oh only you yes it's you oh oh oh you're beautiful came down from heaven just to save my save my soul beautiful oh oh oh oh oh you're so beaut

Just Wordz!
I waz once told if u Love sumthin let it go & if they Love u they will return 2 u!Theres alot ta say about that if tha Love iz there why would u let it go, why not stay & FIGHT 4 wht u want, but its alwayz like that u like tha person more than they like u & yr tha one that ends up left alone. U could have all tha friends n tha world but still feel alone wit out that special sumone ta share yr world wit.No matter how much u've been hurt & n bad relationships u say im cool & dont put yrself out there but wht happens, here u go again & i dont know about u but im a LIBRA i dont LOVE half ass or do a relatioship half ass when im n im n fully!!But i guess i get run down from tha hurt im mean dont get me wrong im a VERY STRONG BLACK MAN that wont let anything keep me down, Love iz a very POWERFUL thing that needs ta be respected & not toyed wit...I guess thats all 4 now..thanks 4 letin me vent!

Day Off
Just sitting here in the house enjoying a day off. Man its getting into that spring time weather. Been in the upper and mid 80s everyday now. Well the race this past sunday was not totally horrible. Dale Jr did get a top ten finish. Would have been nice to see him win it on his dads birthday but even he said he did not have the car to do it. Gordon drove a strong race and took advantage of what was given to him. Cant fault the man for that. Yea he broke Dale Srs number. Well yanno what? Thats just fine. Alot of people seemed to forget that Big E took a young Gordon under his wing along time ago and tried helping the then kid Gordon through the world of Nascar. The fans are the ones who made and still make it the cotroversy that it has been. Being a Dale fan (father and son) I hate seeing Gordon or any other racer beating Dale Jr out there but hey its racing and its gonna happen. I damn sure would not be one of those people chucking beer cans out at Gordons car sunday. Even after Da

I Reach Out For Your Hand
When my world falls down around me, And the ground is sinking sand; When peace can't be found on this earth, I reach out for your hand. Then when your hand wraps 'round my own, A strength pours from your soul; It brings me to a quiet calm, Till once again I'm whole. A peace beyond all reason, A rest there in your touch; Something in your quiet words, My heart yearns for so much. If I but rest my worries, Upon your shoulder there; The strength that pours forth from your soul, Will wash away each care. Like a cool, sweet taste of water, For a tired and thirsty man; My heart finds peace, my soul is calm, When I reach out for your hand. ~AUTHOR UNKNOWN~

Live Your Best Life
I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance, to live so that which came to me as seed goes to the next as blossom, and that which came to me as blossom, goes on as fruit. ~Dawna Markova~

The Talking Pig
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where the first pig was trying to accumulate the building materials for his home. She read, "...And so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said, 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said, "I know...he said---'Holy Shit! A talking pig!'" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.....

The Roses
Each year he sent her roses, And the note would always say, I love you even more this year, Than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, With every passing year." She knew this was the last time That the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses In advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, That he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, Way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, Everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and Placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside The portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, And the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was To live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, That had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there Were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in

The Day Off
I was sitting on the couch reading the sports section of the paper when you walked out of the bedroom wearing nothing but a white tank top and a pair of black thongs. You came walking up to me, smiling, pulled the paper back and smiled. "baby, I want to cuddle with you on the couch" you said. I smiled and put the paper down and you straddled my legs. Your gold tone skin was shining in the light, "god you are so beautiful" i said. I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you close to me and began kissing your chest and working my way up to your sweet lips. One gentle kiss on your lips and you melted in my arms. I pulled back and said" I love you baby doll, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me" your eyes swelled up with tears and you kissed my lips and began to hug me. I began massaging your back and just looking up and down at your gorgeous body. How could a man like myself be so damn lucky to have you in my life. You slowly pulled your tank top off and your beautiful

Hello
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete P.S. Oh hey if you want me to RATE your pictures, make sure i am able to rate ALL your pictures, as in some people I know on here who have ALL their pictures on the private setting. Come on how can I RETURN the favor... sorry for the gripe! Pete

Hello Ct
Just saying hello and thank you to everyone that's welcomed me here so far. A big thank you to Neskia for inviting me who can be found here http://cherrytap.com/neskia I'm still getting used to this place and finding my way around and suchs so give me a little time to get on my feet. =) Hope everyone's well!

What's My Sexual Style?
HELL LEVEL 1 You're a fallen angel. There's some innocence there, but the sexual dark side has called you and, possibly, is already using you. But you're not evil, just naughty; dirty, but not filthy. You're certainly hellbound, and you'll most likely seek out other imps like yourself to work your wicked will. There might be a moral core inside you, but it's been overtaken by lust. AVOID: the heavenbound. Your path is downward, and you'll need a guide. This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 13% on hellishness Link: The Sexual HELL Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid So true it made me giggle.

White Trash Superstore
I've come to the conclusion that I'm working in a White Trash SuperStore rather than a pharmacy...I was checking out some of the items we're carrying in the main part of the store and had one thought resonating in my mind: WHAT THE FUCK? I've got pictures to show you what I mean... No outfit is complete without a pair of rubber Corona clogs!!! Ok...if you have a 6-foot section (or more) of flip-flops, then maybe it should say Payless or Shoe Carnival on the sign. We are progressive company...this item is designed to appeal to the lesbian customer base. Ok, the packaging and name of this product is JUST FUCKING WRONG!!!! Number 1, Thick-It just doesn't sound right, and number 2, to have the visual for Thick-It being this thick white liquid dripping from a spoon.....I don't think I need to say anything else on that. Aside from that, our people are especially annoying right now. Of course, it's the first of the month AND a full moon...great,

Trust
This was written...Feb. 2007 Today was such a strange day for me....I read a quote that blew me away...."Trust is like a vase, once broken, though you can fix the vase, it will never be the same again" Think about it, can you ever pour water into a repaired vase? no...then it ceases to be a vase, and becomes a waste of space. The narcissistic condition emanates from a breach of trust, a shift of what should have been a healthy relationship between the narcissist and his Primary Objects. Some of these bad feelings are the result of deeply entrenched misunderstandings regarding the nature of trust and the continuous act of trusting. For millions of years nature embedded in us the notion that the past can teach us a lot about the future. This is very useful for survival. And it is also mostly true with lower animals. With humans the story is less straightforward: it is reasonable to project someone's future behaviour from his past conduct (even though this proves wron

A Story About A Mentally Handicaped Child
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."

I Forgot To Mention...
Adding to the "sickness" of "Lobotamy", I will have to escape the "device" (more on this once it is constructed), while I am restrained in an antique wheelchair with my hands and wrists clamped to the armrests in very painful antique leg hold animal traps. Basically, this entire escape is going to come down to, "Are you willing to go through a pile of pain to forcefully pull your crushed hands from the spring traps or are you going to sit there and wait for THE DEVICE to finish cutting through it's position support and then drop into your skull at 9000 RPM" ? IT'S GONNA BE SICK! Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

Grandmother
A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?" The operator said "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number?" The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302." The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes, the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr.Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday." The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you for the good news." The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?" The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells me shit."

Your Not Gonna Want To Miss This Tonight
Starting at 10 pm CST!!!! When 80 people enter the lounge then my legs get shaved When 90 people enter the lounge then I lose the hair on my chest arms and pits When we hit 100 PEOPLE IN THE LOUNGE... MY HEAD GETS SHAVED!!!!!!! And ya know? Let me kick it up a notch... let us be the 1ST LOUNGE TO HIT 200 USERS AT ONE TIME AND I HAVE A SPECIAL LITTLE TREAT!!!! All of this will be broadcasted LIVE VIA CAM!!! GEEEEZ the things I do to entertain you people!!!

-----------to Know Love--------------
TO KNOW LOVE IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TO BE IN LOVE IS TO POSSESS SOMETHING THAT IS BEYOND THE REACH OF AGE OR TIME TO GIVE LOVE IS TO BE RICH INTHE JOYS THAT GIVE COLOR TO EACH DAY TO SHARE LOVE WITH SOMEONE IS TO KNOW THE FULLEST MEANING OF WHAT HAPPINESS CAN BE

New Photos Are Up!
New Photos are Up! It was Messy But Fun at the same time & had anal sex with my boyfriend for the first time and it was wonderful!!! Enjoy!! Don't forget to comment and rate them!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Say What
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing cricket without a box. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing by product of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest expres

True Story
It all starts with a husband who warns his wife that he's about to come up behind her. He warns her so that she has time to hide any windows or conversations she wants to keep private. Standing behind her he presses his lips to her neck, not touching her anywhere else. Slowly he begins to lick and nibble up and down her neck and shoulder. She sighs with pleasure and begs him not to stop. His answer is simply to brush her hair aside and continue his attentions on the other side of her neck. Her fingers fall from the keyboard and she reaches up to run her fingers through his hair. He moves his body to her side and begins licking and nibbling at the front of her neck, his hand sneaking up to cup her breast through her shirt. Using his hair for leverage she pulls his mouth away from her neck and presses his lips to hers hungrily. Their kiss is passionate and full of fire, as if they can't get enough of each other and are looking to devour one another. Through their kiss he takes her han

Father's Pain
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. >> >> Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an >> amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the >> mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing >> to try it out. >> >> Both said they were very much in favor of it. >> >> The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining >> that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever >> experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine >> and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. >> >> The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. >> >> The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the >> husband's >> blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. >> >> At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued >> to feel quite well. Since the

Pussycat Dolls-i Don't Need A Man
I see you looking at me Like I got something that's for you And the way that you stare Don't you dare 'Cause I'm not about to Just give it all up to you 'Cause there are some things I won't do And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever want to leave you confused The more you try The less I bite And I don't have to think it through You know if I'm into you I don't need a man to make it happen I get off being free I don't need a man to make me feel good I get off doing my thing I don't need a ring around my finger To make me feel complete So let me break it down I can get off when you ain't around Oh! You know I got my own life And I bought everything that's in it So if you want to be with me It ain't all about the bling you bringing I want a love that's for real And without that, no deal And baby I don't need a hand If it only wants to grab one thing The more you try The less I bite And I don't have to think it through You know if I'm feeling yo

An Angel Amongst Us.
AN ANGEL AMONG US The windows are open and the bedroom is silent She lays in pain The morphine flowing through her vains Her husband is by her side Hoping, praying... God grant her the strength to hang on one more day, one more second So much has been left unsaid So many things I have taken for granted He gently sits beside her remembering a life that is no more The day he purposed, and she was his bride Remembering the day their son was born That silly laugh of hers In bed her cold feet on his side He smiles and caresses her face Honey, you lived life with sytle and grace He watches her chest, and her breath grows shallow She opens her eyes, and gives a peacefull glance She's to weak to speak She knows its time Its been a long hard fight One she never gave up on His eyes glow with sadness A tear flows down his face That peacefull glance, in his memory won't erase The sky turns gray A gentle breeze fills the room At that moment she was

Thank You
I just want to say to all of my hot friends here on cherry tap, thanks for the gifts you guys have sent me. There's a few of you who I've been flirting w/and you know who you are. I would like to thank ALL of my friends up on here (even if you didn't wish me a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY".) DAMN I have some hot, sexy ass friends on here. Hope you all have a nice weekend (what's left of it) and some of you all will most def. hear from me again soon. Especially you really fine, hot ones that I'm always e-mailing and commenting on your pics. LATER EVERYONE and THanks again!! MUCH LOVE, Torrey a.k.a "Thriller"

Hoping This Week Will Be Better Than Last Week :)
Ok, so I'm a bit behind on the writing thing...actually I've been spending more time drawing & spending more time with my Sweetheart (I Love You Roo!). Basically, I've been returning to things that I loved to do -- Roo is the exception as I ALWAYS spend time with him. But as far as the artwork and other writing, well that had been put on hold for far too long. So, the week went ok, it was rough on both of us actually--him having to work 10 hr days & my schedule being changed from the usual 9-5 to 7-3...talk about having a screwed up sleep pattern lol. Out of the whole week I was scheduled 7-3, I think I showed up on time twice! I'm just not that much of a morning person. Then of course there was the general 'discussions' with my kids...they tried telling me, as they usually do, what they were doing after school; their idea of telling me is "Mom, I'm going to leave a note letting you know where I'm going." Ummmmm Nope...the notes don't fly anymore and neither does their way of thinki

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Dreams
I lay alone In this cold bed. My mind races with thoughts of you. My head rests on my pillow. The other pillow, your pillow, I hold close, Snuggled to it as I would to you. It’s not the same. You are so far away. I yearn to be close to you. To smell your hair, To feel your warmth, To hear your breathing. My heart aches. I hold your pillow tighter As my teary eyes close. To sleep I fall, To dream of you, To dream of us. May you dream my dreams of us tonight.

Dare To Dream
Dare to dream The main thing that keeps an objective out of reach is your assumption that you cannot reach it. You're able to do precisely what you expect to be able to do. Are there dreams that you dare not to dream because you've decided that you cannot attain them? If so, then your negative expectation has become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Before you abandon or downgrade your most treasured dreams, consider this. When your goal is personally meaningful and compelling, you can achieve it, whatever it may be. You are never too old or too young, too rich or too poor, to direct the energy of your life toward a compelling objective. Life is about making a difference, and that's something you can do no matter what your circumstances may be. There is somewhere you truly wish to go, something you sincerely desire to achieve, right this very moment. Take the time to find it, commit yourself to it, and make the effort to make it happen. Your dreams represent some of the

A Letter To Christians And All Humanity
This is a letter to two people close to me who are devoted Christians. I posted it because I thought it was very compelling. Wikkid .................................... ~-The World is Your Mirror-~ When you judge someone it is because they are reflecting something back at you that you do not like about yourself. When you impose your uninvited judgment on people, you are inviting them to speak their truth. You project your own self-image onto others and when they show you something that you do not like about yourself, you judge them out of fear because you are too afraid to examine your own reality and beliefs. ALL human emotions and actions derive from either love or fear; NOT from good or evil. You either create wonderful things from love or horrible things from fear. Love is the only reality and truth; fear is an illusion. Appreciation, compassion, trust, self-acceptance, self-love, self-control, free will, confidence, honesty, respect, consideration, forgivene

Wisdom Or Not... You Decide.
If you don't conciously prepare yourself each day to practice wonder and joy,you get really good at practicing stress,pain,anger,and fear. Finish each day and be done with it,you have done what you could,some blunders and absurdities crept in,forget them as soon as you can.Tomorrow is a new day,begin it with to high a spirit to be encumbered with old nonsense. In a hundred years this won't matter.(It barely matters now).

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you Ill be forever thankful baby Youre the one who held me up Never let me fall Youre the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldnt speak You were my eyes when I couldnt see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldnt reach You gave me faith coz you believed Im everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all Im grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I dont know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength w

About Mothers Day.
Here is my take on Mother's Day, I have learned so many things over my 32 yrs. One of the things I have learned is not every mother deserves mother's day. I myself can't have children but at the same time I have come to grips with that reality a long long time ago. I know of several children who at the hands of there mothers are or have been abused, I have seen children with bruises on there backs, face, arms, stomach, and so many other places it is a very sad site. I have also seen what verbal abuse does as well. Being a WOMAN this pains me because I do love children and I do care for children sometimes 24/7. I was looking for a domestic violence awareness tag to put on my page and wouldn't you know it the only ones I could find was against men, so I revised one because not all domestic violence is from men more than everyone likes to admit some women comit the crime of domestic violence as well. So when you are spending time with your family over Mother's Day and next

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Communication Problems.....
A girlfriend once told me that she needed a man who took himself, seriously… Since that was the first instance I had heard masturbation being referred to so passionately .... I requested her that she shouldn't search far..... She kicked me where it hurt the most.... Perhaps, she didn't take me seriously....

Country Or City B*tches
To My Country B*tches...XOXOX A city bitch will take you where you need to go. A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to rig

To All Mothers On Mothers Day 2007
Mothers > >If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around >the world by Mother's Day. > >This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in >their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry >Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." >Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who >can't be comforted. > >This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair >and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. >For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween >costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. > >This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the >mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. > >This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on >their >refrigerator doors. >And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleache

To All Of You
dont be alarmed i have some help for my pag while im gone im usin a friends puter to keep my page up so i dont miss any off your new posts or new friend req ill be accessin through my phone wont be able to do to much thoughill miss you all byez

Home Remedies 2
Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer. Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections almost instantly

How Nerdy Are You?
Yay! I'm not so nerdy after all! You Are 24% Nerdy You're a little nerdy, but no one would ever call you a nerd. You sometimes get into nerdy things, but only after they've become a part of mainstream culture. How Nerdy Are You?

Kid Contest!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 8th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 9th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 10th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to

Woman Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of the plane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose and then shud- dered for 10 or 15 seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, gently wiped her nose & shuddered again. The man was becoming more & more curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed & the woman sneezed one more time. Again she took a tissue, gently wiped her nose & shuddered violently. The man couldn't restrain his curiosity. He turned to the woman and said, "Are you all right?" "I'm sorry if I disturbed you," the woman replied, but "I have a rare condition; when I sneeze, I have an orgasm." The man was a little embarrassed, but even more curious and said, "I've never heard of that before. What are you taking for it?" The woman looked at him & said, "Pepper."

Without You (poem)
I'm thinking about you again. I miss you badly and wish you were here with me. My soul knows no rest even when I sleep, because I dream about you and imagine how great it would be if you were here with me. Without you, I feel like a part of my heart is missing. I'm in dire need of your tender love and passionate kissing... if only you were here with me. Every day I tell myself to move on with my life, and I try to pretend that I'm happy, but it's just not true. I'm alone and blue, because you're not here with me. At night I get down on my knees and pray for brighter days. I know that the sunshine I need is on the way, because someday you'll be here with me. But until that day, I'll never stop yearning for you, and wishing that you were here to stay, because I love you,

New Machine
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. >> >> Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an >> amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the >> mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing >> to try it out. >> >> Both said they were very much in favor of it. >> >> The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining >> that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever >> experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine >> and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. >> >> The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. >> >> The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the >> husband's >> blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. >> >> At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued >> to feel quite well. Since the

Dark Love, Written By Me............
It is a night of dark desire, a song of darkness, wolves vent their howls. The immortal one wakens. Mist shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her raven hair cascades over her pale and delicate shoulders, and her full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now in the night of darkness, I hunger.

Already A Grandma
I am a 27 yrs old grandma and i am proud of it because i have a beautiful Grandson and i give thanks to my Step Daughter Jessica for that Blessing of making me a grandma at 27 and i am loving it

Tex-mexistentialism
"Jalapeno, Jalapeno, Jalapeno, Jalapeno." I've discovered a wonderful new philosophy that has raised my consciousness as well as my cholesterol. It's called Tex-Mexistentialism. It all started with the philosopher Juan-Paul Salsa, who wrote, "To Bean, or Nacho to Bean, that is the Queso." He was followed by his great disciple, Descarta Blanca, who said, "I Pinto, therefore, Cayenne." Some trace it to ancient Grease, where the great thinker Aristortilla wrote the book Plata's RePulpo. Meanwhile, over in ancient India, they believed in Chili con Karma - that what Casa round, Carne's around. And back in the Holy Land, The prophet Masa brought The Ten Comidas: "Thou Salt not Tequila." "Honor Tamale and thy Papaya." "Blessed are the Migas, for they shall Ranchero the Burps." "Give a man an Enchilada, he'll Taco Mole." "Arroz is Arroz by Flameada name." "In the Picante, Guisada Cerveza'd the Hongas and the Verde." And he saw that it was Food." I'd

The Bail Bondsman
So lastnight we had some company and there was a guy over that Jimmy doesn't get along with too well, everything was quite ok until the three fifths of Jack were gone, then all hell broke loose!!! it went from a nice quiet little jam session to a scene from a Rocky movie!!! Enter the po-po and some handcuffs... They carted Jimmy and "goofball" off to the county, so me and "Lacey" had to go to the bail bondsman and get them out, luckily here the victim has to press charges or there is no case, and both decided not to press... However, they were both charged with drunkenness and disturbing the peace, minor offenses compared to aggravated assault!!! So, that was my hump day/night, how was your's??? XOXOXO, KK

Work
Work has been a lil crazy theses past few day, guess that what happens when u work at a airport, an ppl come back or go where they want to go. Just seems a lil more busy then in the past few yrs. They say airline travel is not back to were it was be for Sept 11, 2001 but I think there a lil off it what they are says( so what else is new, expects, government whoever, there all ways wrong anyway) I like my job, but lately its been feeling a li to much like a J O B. I’ve been at this company now for lil over 5yrs, an have done differt jobs, from ramp work, cleaning of planes, facility cleaner, to wheelchair pusher(which I have been doin now for lil over 2yrs) pays not to great, an room to grow is there, but its who u know an who u kiss ass to. Just like other jobs, u have to kiss ass to get what u want. Sure I did a lil ass kissin but it has gotten me just about no where, an im gettin REAL Tired of it. Not to mention I work night- midnights an thats gettin old. Been doin midnights

The Name Allah
I know this is long, but it is a very interesting read. For the most part, I agree with what is said here and have had discussions on the subj. with others, some that agreed, some that did not. I thought you might enjoy reading. Please post your thoughts... I'd like to know what you all think. Lev THE NAME "ALLAH" Some Christians say that muslims (also spelled moslems), in worshipping Allah, are worshipping a false god, just as the Moabites, in worshipping Chemosh, were worshipping a false God. I think this is a misunderstanding. Arabic and Hebrew are closely related languages. ("Salaam" in Arabic is equivalent to "Shalom" in Hebrew, for example.) "Allah" is the Arabic form of "Elohim" (or "El" or "Eloah"), the Hebrew word which you will usually find anywhere in the Hebrew Scriptures where the English translation reads "God". (It is found in the name, "Elijah", meaning, My God is the Lord, and in the phrase, "Eli, E

Evil_corpse
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Dale Jr
im glad dale jrs leaving .maybe he will win a championship now.i never felt like his was with a winning team and it sucks watching him do badly.i hope he goes to rcr.and as driving the 3 id leave it alone.

About Me......
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: Monroemiddle name::: age::: 50school::: UHHcurrent loccation::: Hotel in Clarksville, TNdate or birth::: birthday::: April 13thhair color::: Gray(Blonde is natural)eye color::: Blue*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: Bothkiss or hug::: Bothcat or dog::: Dogpepsi or coke::: Pepsicountry or rap::: Countrypunch or smack::: Punchaim or aol::: Yahooday or night::: Both*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: Yeskissed same sex::: no hugged someone::: of coursehad sex::: YESmadeout::: yescussed::: yesbeaten someone up::: yesgot beaten up::: yesbroken someones heart::: I don't know but maybeanyone broke ur heart::: yessmoked::: yesdrank:::

Child Abuse
SOME OF THESE PICTURES ARE VERY DISTURBING BUT THEY ARE REALITY.... PREVENTING CHILD ABUSE STARTS WITH YOU.... AND YOUR AWARENESS OF IT....BE AWARE OF THE SIGNS...... LIKE BEING DISTANT.... WANTING TO BE ALONE...... COWARDING AWAY...... NOT WANTING TO GET CLOSE ....ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY FROM THE NORMAL ACTIONS.... http://www.childabuseawareness.com/

Loosing The One You Love
So, a few years ago I dated this woman for around 3 months. Our relationship didn't work out as lovers, but she has become my best friend. I can talk to her and tell her anything, she doesn't judge me and I don't judge her. We are very open with each other and can talk about anything. Its one of those relationships were we talk everyday even if its for a few minutes. I know she is and has been dating other people and thats ok with me. She know's that I am there for her when ever and for what ever she needs, and I know she is the same with me. I thought my feelings of love had gone away over the years, but this past sat. we had plans to go to the movies and out to eat. When she got to my place she said that she needed to talk to me. Basically she told me, that she's moving to Cali on 5/26. She's moving because her b/f lives there while he's in school and she wants to be with him. My heart sunk. I didn't know what to say or do, I didn't know how to react. It was like in that mom

Small Action Big Impacts....
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • give her the world. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with

Fall And Rise Of A Relationship
Courage and the feelings I give for the one I love To be with her by any means to keep her safe My love for her screams out every moment she is gone I am powerless to do anything as of right now She is gone and I don't know what I am supposed to do. Listening to other people reveals to me that she got scared When I told her I would always be there for her Do I care too much for her or am I just something evil That is something I'll never find out the answer to She is gone and I will never be able to change back time. Walking down the path that leads toward our favorite tree I offered her a flower as a sign of our future together She refused the gift and told me she wanted something better Am I willing to make myself useless for her needs and our eternal love That is something I am not able to do or give her that special gift She is gone and the flower is all I have left of her. Speaking with her parents about what we had together Telling them how I felt when I to

Illiterate Bastuds
Seriously.. how hard is it to read a paragraph on somones page? Chances are you'll find out alot about a person before you approach them with some off the wall bull shit that's only gonna get you a cold shoulder. Lets see.. if it says I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS HOW HORNY YOU ARE.. guess what? I really could care less. There's enough people on here that might actually help u out.. so go find 'em. Yea anyway thats my bitch of the day.. LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT

Why??
Hey yall Ever notice how you get friends but the never read you bulletins or comment your pix or mail you they add you rate some pix then go away for ever it seems well today this is how I fee so I jus thought I'd tell ya all how I'm feelin on the subject this moring...

Fuck Dating And Fuck You ? Hope Yourok
so last night at work i get this message on my cell from my friend philly saying call me as soon as you can its important its about kris... kriten is my ex and and she philly and i used to be best friends before shestarted dating this chick jessica ...an uber bitch ...well they broke up and kristin is dating sarah now and jessica went to kristens house and beat the shit out of her yesterday... im sooo.. sorry... i know whats its like to have that happen and it hurts so much physically but so much more mentally and i do still want to be your friend even after all thats happened ... you me and philly will always be lot3 bitch hahah and i wear you guys on my wrist for life ... your always with me and im sorry i left and i wish i could make everything better but i cant its all up to what happens now and i hope you understand why philly and i hated jessica so much. we werenmt fucking jelous we just knew she was a cunt .. i love you man and i miss you and i miss the times you and philly and

Longing
What words can be said To describe the hunger I have for your touch The longing for you that imprisons me The desires that keeps me chained there’ Your words, that dance around my heart And give such sweetness to surrender The absent kiss that caresses my skin like a feather Bringing fire to my belly The aching that pulses through me Each time I look at you Or know that you are close Reminding me, of the woman I am

Untiled
You should have told me that it would have been the last time That we would purposefully touch. I would have pressed you into the door of your car And bit your mouth, so I could never forget how you tasted and the slippery warmth of Your tongue. Now, It is as if that night was desperate in how you finally kissed me Saying “Just one more” And not stopping for minutes.

X....fook...x
SATURDAY... What the fuck is there to do today?....a buddy of mine is supposed to be coming down...but he left around 3pm and is still on his way! lol the funny thing is, he lives in Vegas and it's only about 4 hours from here! hahaha. fucker...

Do I Have To Say It
May 12, 2007, 12:31AM Senators to work overtime on immigration compromise By NICOLE GAOUETTE Los Angeles Times TOOLS Email Get section feed Print Subscribe NOW Comments Recommend WASHINGTON — In a last-ditch attempt to avoid a bipartisan stalemate on immigration reform, senators plan to negotiate through the weekend to try to forge a long-elusive compromise. The negotiators are working against a Wednesday deadline set by Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid, D-Nev., for a vote that will determine whether the Senate will begin debate on immigration or not. With House leaders insisting that senators must take the lead on the controversial issue, the Senate's failure to move forward next week could derail hopes of overhauling the nation's immigration laws at all this year. The weekend talks come after two months of intense negotiations involving a bipartisan group of senators and two Cabinet secretaries that still have not yielded a compromise. To push both sides tow

A Woman's Worth
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall i

Have Fun Blowing Away The World … On Celluloid
Something about watching a nuclear apocalypse and the downfall of civilization on TV or film gets me every time. There’s a hook on how the calamity comes about. How will survivors react? To what lengths will survivors go to make the world anew? Would modern society be that boring and dreadful if there were no ipods, computers, TV shows or DVDs to enjoy? These and many other intriguing questions arise from such pieces of fantastic fiction. Growing up as night fell on the Cold War era, I still flocked to the TV set any time an apocalyptic film aired. And not just any flick about the end of the world. The required criteria? A relatively sound script. A decent cast. Cool special effects. A promise from filmmakers that the viewer would not regret having wasted two hours on marvelous celluloid cheese. For those not in the know, the latest piece of apocalypse du jour is “Jericho,” which airs Wednesday nights on CBS. The drama just barely survived its first season, ratings-wise. (As of t

The Old Farmer
The old farmer had a large pond in the back, fixed up nicely; picnic tables, barbecue pit, horseshoe courts, along with some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening, the old guy decided to go down to the pond and look it over. He hadn't been there for a while. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer, he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny dipping in his pond. As he approached, he made the women aware of his presence. At once, they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave." The old man frowned, "I did not come down here to watch you young ladies swim naked, or to make you get out of the pond naked." Holding up the bucket, he said, "I'm just here to feed the alligator."

Lost-cherry -vs- Cherry-tap
SO HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN ON LOST-CHERRY / CHERRY-TAP FOR ALL OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW CHERRY-TAP USED TO BE CALLED LOST-CHERRY..WELL THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY 3ED AROUND ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I WAS HERE I WAS HERE UNDER THE NAME JELLYBEAN I DONT MISS THE DRAMA I WAS A SO CALLED A LIST THAT MEAN YOU ARE POP LURE I WAS ON LEVEL 22 WITH A SHIT LOAD OF POINTS AND BUCKS BUT TO ME THIS SITE WAS MADE TO MEET COOL AND DOWN TO EARTH PEOPLE BUT SOMEONE ALWAYS SEEMS TO FUCK IT UP FOR THE REST OF US..SO I DELETED MY ACCOUNT LIKE HMMMMM 2 OR 3 DAYS AGO..I HIT SCRAPPER UP IN SHOUT AND TOLD HIM I WANTED IT GONE AND TO THE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHO THAT IS HE IS A CO OWNER OF THE SITE..ME BEING A TOP CHERRY WAS FUN BUT THE SHITTY PART OF IT WAS PUTTING UP WITH ALL THE DRAMA AND ALL THE LIES I'M SO NOT HERE FOR THAT SHIT ANY MORE I MAKE IN TO THE TOP AGAIN SO BE..BUT THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA FROM ME..SO IF YOU ARE A DRAMA STARTER KEEP IT ON YOUR END OF CHERRY TAP.K THANKS

Hot And Cold Sex
Hot and Cold Sex After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man: "You appear to be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like to ask me about?" "In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually cold and chilly, and then, after I have sex with her the second time, I am usually hot and sweaty." After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said: "Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns that you would like to discuss with me?" The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. He claims that he is usually cold and chilly after having sex with you the first time, and then hot and sweaty after the second time. Do you know why?" "Oh that crazy old fart," she replied. "That's because the first time is usually in January and the second time is in August."

Goodbye My Love.....
My eyes are fixed, I dare not move, I packed my bags, hid them away, Not a sound, as we lay here, My mind is made, I cannot stay. Must wait here, until its time, To lift the cover, leave this bed, Not a breath, I can exhale, As I creep slowly, past your head. Years and years of utter hell, I fell in your seductive trap, I love u dear, your lips would lie, As you caressed me on your lap. I fell so deep, into your world, Blinded by your handsome face, U showered me with dirty lies, You are simply, a disgrace. Supply of whiskey, at your will, Love is gone, u have no soul, Your charm is sick and so untrue, Don’t want to be your pretty doll. Spat your filth, right in my face, Raised your hand, one time too many, Burned me with your smoking stick, Respect for u?? I haven’t any. Wild with rage, u made your move, Raised your hand, u got me good, Made your mark, on tender flesh, Fuck u off ???...u knew I would. It was just a matter of time, Before I f

The Night I Was Going To Die
The Night I was Going To Die by Charles Bukowski the night I was going to die I was sweating on the bed and I could hear the crickets and there was a cat fight outside and I could feel my soul dropping down through the mattress and just before it hit the floor I jumped up I was almost too weak to walk but I walked around and turned on all the lights and then I went back to bed and dropped it down again and I was up turning on all the lights I had a 7-year-old daughter and I felt sure she wouldn't want me dead otherwise it wouldn't have mattered but all that night nobody phoned nobody came by with a beer my girlfriend didn't phone all I could hear were the crickets and it was hot and I kept working at it getting up and down until the first of the sun came through the window through the bushes and then I got on the bed and the soul stayed inside at last and I slept. now people come by beating on the doors and windows the phone rings the phone rings

Possible Forthcoming Absence
Its looking like I won't be able to be around as much after the move. I checked into getting the internet turned on in my new place and it looks like its going to be over a hundred bucks, so it might have to wait. I know to a lot of people that might now seem like much, but my budget is very low right now. Once I get back to school and get my financial aid, I might be able to do more but I'll have to wait and see.

Was, Is And Next...
WHAT WAS... WELL OK, WHAT WAS IN MY LIFE. IS NOW THE PAST... WHY IS THAT SOME DAYS MAKE YOU RE-LIVE YOUR PAST? WHY ARE SOME DAYS HARDER TO GET OVER YOUR PAST THEN OTHER'S? THE MIND IS A WEIRD AND WONDERFUL THING... TODAY'S THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT WHAT WAS... AND WHAT IS... AND WHAT'S NEXT... MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT IS... WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS OF THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS WILLING TO COME AND SEE ME AND CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD... DOES HE KNOW THAT HE ALREADY CHANGED MY WORLD? HE HASN'T EVEN MADE IT HERE YET. BUT IT'S GUYS LIKE HIM THAT MAKE ME SEE WHO BRIGHT MY FUTURE REALLY IS. WHY IS THAT SOMEONE HAS TO SHOW YOU HOW BRIGHT YOUR FUTURE IS? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN'T SEE IT ON THEIR OWN? IS IT BECAUSE OF NOT BEING INDEPENDENT ENOUGH? IS IT BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE READY TO GIVE UP ON LOVE? THERE'S SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.... WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PAST THAT'S SO HARD TO LET GO? IS THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU HAVE TO LIVE OVER AND OVER? IS IT LIFE SAYING... YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED YOUR LESSON... S

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Time To Myself
Hey everyone. I just wanted to let you all know that i won't be on as much. Right now I need to take time for myself and find myself and start my life. I want to try to go back to school for radio broadcasting. I want you all to know I will miss you and be checking in every now and then so leave me messages or comment me i will still get them at some point. BIG HUGS to all of you who know what is going on and have been there for me. Love you all, Kim

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Forsaken
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me. I’ve seen beneath the heaven’s blue, and I’ve felt a world of woe, the crushing pain of treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I’ve felt the burn of a lover’s glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I’ve known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked me mortal woe, my pulsing heart would throb again down the path my heart should wend.

Two Days Later....
...and I am still in David-Stern-can-kiss-my-ass mode. Dan Bickley in the Arizona Republic is well worth a read this morning. A taste: "For fans, this has become a series of torment. They are still stewing over Stu's ruling, and it isn't so much the application of the law. You can't argue that. It's simply the profound sense of injustice accompanying the decision. It's the net effect of rewarding a team that has been hitting below the belt all series. It's the realization that the league may have just stolen away a great chance for the Suns to win their first NBA championship." That about covers it. And David Stern's smarmy defense of the indefensible all over the airwaves yesterday simply adds to the irritation. No wonder the NBA isn't taken as seriously as the NFL and even steroid-scandal-riddled MLB. At least in those sports, the games still feel fair.

Geeking Out!
Well, I'm finally doing something I've been dieing to do for years. Building my own computer. I've been ordering the parts off of newegg.com for a bit now, and I'm starting to get them in now. Got my case, motherboard and heatsink/fan for my CPU. I'll post pics of them later tonight when I get home. For now, I'll just post the specs of the computer, for anyone who cares, heh. MSI 96N SLI Platinum nForce650i motherboard Intel Core 2 Duo E6700 2.66Ghz Processor 2GB Corsair XMS2 DDR2 800 RAM Samsung 500GB 7200RPM HDD EVGA Geforce 8800GTX Thermaltake 700W Power Supply Soundblaster X-Fi XtremeGamer sound card Zalman CPU Cooling Fan/Heatsink Windows Vista Ultimate Samsung 22 inch widescreen lcd Ok, that's enought specs, heh. Pics to come later...it's gonna be awesome!!! Yes, I'm geeking out, I know :P Now I just want to go home, can't put anything together right now till the CPU gets in, but damnit, I wanna go play the Halo 3 beta! Played it a little last night, but

An Angel Passed Me By Dedicated To Beastman
An angel passed me by today I thought, “Of all the things” I knew he was an angel Without even seeing wings An angel passed me by today He called me ‘shining star’ I never knew that they were real But I know now that they are An angel passed me by today He helped me find my way He dried my tears and held me close And kept my fears at bay An angel passed me by today He helped me fall asleep He rocked me while he sang a song His voice was soft and deep An angel passed me by today I asked him in my dreams To take me with him when he goes But he had some other schemes An angel passed me by today He said I had more time He told me what I was to do How far I was to climb An angel passed me by today And when I woke he said, “You need much rest and comfort So lay down your weary head” An angel passed me by today But when I turned around I looked but could not see him He was nowhere to be found An angel passed me by today I know because I saw

Flak Vs Condoms
OK so let's for one moment imagine a world where we do not have the rational mental faculties as a species to realize that war is more than just a knee jerk animalistic element of our nature manifesting in the collective conscious. Oh.. wait.. just look around you. People are dying ... and it's not the nintendo. So without having to imagine that, it should be alarming to discover that we can not convince the "powers that be" that if we are going to do send people into mortal environents we need to do it right! Oops oxymoron.. right way to go to war is like right way to cut off your own head. Anyway our government, despite requests and reports from the our people and from our soldiers who are being placed in the line of fire that better solutions are available. This despite extensive and repetitive tests by a varierty of independent entities which provide results that show the governments evaluation of the matter to be utterly false. If we are not going to bring the troops home the

Takes Time But Will Be At It B4 To Long
it cant hurt 2 start now with a plain short blog. Cherrytap is new Have 2 play around till i get it. Even if it takes all weekend Realizing the ins and outs Rushing just makes a mess Yet the traffic can be heavy Taking the time needed And responding People will come and go.

With Heavy Hearts
Well it is with heavy heart's that we the officer's of The GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY announce our decision to remove a member.This member was approached last night by our chief of security and advised of his need for a verified salute.He refused to ever get a salute done and express that he would rather leave than do one.Well Billy Beer we wish you luck in the future in all your endeavor's but we must remove you from the family.

Happy Hour Dozen Roses Give-a-way !!!!!!!
To everyone that goes to this profile and rates and fans!! If you can drop him a comment that would be nice too. Im sponsoring his band and hes good ppl!!! Thanks so much, Sonya plz fan me@ CherryTAP

Understanding Love
Love is a bond that goes beyond The understanding of the average person It is a connection that is comprised of physical atrributes Mental similiarities and diversities Emotional fondness And a spiritual foundation Love can a make person do crazy things Drive a person insane make a person feel the same amount of pleasure and pain But who said love was perfect? It is as perfect as the person's giving it And none of us will ever that word Love can just as easily break the heart it was intended to heal But just the same, love can be build what was destroyed Love is a powerful thing, it is the path we follow Sometimes confusing love for lust Which leds to mistrust, heart rust And hatred until we combust Is this why we hate love? I hear people say that love is a false emotion A clever tactic to achieve an evil cause However allow me to point out the flaws with that statement You can always tell the difference between a lust driven person And a love driven soul You se

Shark Fishing
I leave June 2nd to go down to Texas for a few days to go shark fishing with a friend of mine, and I can't wait. Just the power a shark has, knowing the hour long fight I'll have is just the biggest rush I think I can have. Actually having one there to touch knowing I won the fight has to be the bigget adrenaline rush ever!

Sick Of It
I am so sick of guys acting all interested for a few days and then they just stop talking to me as much.... fcuk if your gonna do that dont bother talking to me at all... i have feelings too and they do get hurt.... i am sick of it i am done talking to guys for a while i am just gonna do for my self and my kids for now.... so if you are a guy and try talkign to me and i dont reply its not nessasarly cause i dont like you its just that i am done getting hurt.... you all say i am different but in all reality you are all the same....

Its Been A Month Now. . .(song And Lyrics Included)
Its been a month now since my mom's passed, and I thought I would put a song in this blog that she absolutely loved. . . EVANESCENCE LYRICS "My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to t

Not Accepted For Who I Am.....
I guess I was not accepted for who I am... The gentleman that I spoke of...went silent. Will not even respond to my IMs. My apt is barren, hardly no furniture, couple of couches that are thrift store, tv is borrowed, and a bed that was a hand-me-down for when we moved in, essentials in the kitchen. Nothing on the walls, (Plaster walls--old apt), wear Wal-mart type clothing or thrift store clothing(after it is thoroughly washed) because it is all I can afford. The clothes are nice..not tattered or stained...jsut cheap! Bed linens are also 'given' as well as towels and wash cloths, hardwood floors are bare. Jerry's kids' set this place up for us so we would not have to worry about the small stuff for the first several months we were here. Yet, I am honest, clean, have a sense of humor, and wear no make up, as I tell all who ask and is usually in my profile. Would you accept me...for who I am...or shun me because I do not have the material things others have? Have

Gah I Hate Classic Tattoos
I'm currently shopping around for someone to do my forearm sleeve. Its a dawn of the dead/porn of the dead piece based around really sensual looking zombie girls dripping blood. I'm keeping ye olde bible quote, "When hell is full the dead will walk the earth." in it. Now, as I said I'm shopping around for an artist. I was trying to find the guy who did my left shoulder, pero no tengo suerte. While asking around I was referred to someone that specializes in classic. I know classic is popular with the whole rockabilly and punk set that I have some friends in, but I don't like it. To be more honest, I'd hate to have glorified nineteen thirties flash work tattooed on me. Seriously, how can you make a style out of a lack of artistic skill. Its based upon fashion that worships the archaic. I hate that. Friggin SCA nineteen fifties is not for me. You can like what you like, but its a lot like that stupid organ thing in baseball. That four or five bar scale that is used to lead up

The Car Wreck Part 2
The Car Wreck Part 2 Well its has now been 1 week and 1 day since we had our car wreck. This is part 2 of the story. If you want to see part 1 then please see my blogs, In recapping a bit.... On May 11th 2007 we were on our way to work when we had someone pull out in front of us and we had no where to go but into that car. It has been a very long crappy week to say the least. When we went to the emergency room at Blount Memorial hospital we were told that we would be sore on Saturday and then even more sore on Sunday but that on Monday and Tuesday we should start feeling better. They explained to us that this is quite common in car wrecks and nothing to be concerned with. However we were told that if we were not feeling better by Wednesday that we should go see our regular doctor and get checked out. So Wednesday we made an appointment with our regular doctor for Thursday Morning. Thursday Morning we went and seen our doctor and went thru an exam that should have been done

"haunted I Fall"
"Haunted I Fall" Lost in a maze of hiding in my head.. Killing the lies that drip from my lips Slip into my dream and watch as i fall naked my mind screams for a reason taste the blood that comes from inside its an illusion that breaks your hope in two never wanting more than real bliss only finding wounds that taunt me I walk in my lonelyness and imbrace its cruelty as i fight for my breath from a memory. life it kicks you till you break and laughs when you fall stricken in my silece ill scream for you and love never stays

Update On Goings On In My World
I just got out of the hospital today after spending 6 days in there. I was having real bad pains in my upper abdomen and the DR thought it was my gallbladder. After running 3 diffrent extensive tests he couldnt find what was goin on, but by then (day 3) i had contracted one of the worst cases of Strep throught he had seen (so bad, my throat swelled to the point it was trying to close). But we got that under control, I still cant go back to work and he is going to do a scope on me and a colooscopy to rule out Crohns disease. YAH. fun. I feel absolutely miserable. I hurt, the 3 diffrent spots they had my IV in all infiltrated and hurt and are swollen and have bruises and knots. The vampires from the lab stuck me 2-3 times a day to check my white count which had gotten to 20 at one point so my arms and hands look like i'm a heroin junkie or somethin. IT SUCKS. :(

Just Feelings 3
I love the way we hit it off. I wish you were here. I know that we would have a good,fun time if we were near each other. I just love the way we turn on each other we seem to know what the other one wants. Just wish You were around more!!

I Made A Deal With God
Some of you may know that I consider myself to be an atheist. Its actually not even that, I question a lot about religion and God and what not. Anyway, yesterday I prayed. I asked God to help me figure out what I had do to get the things accomplished that I need accomplished (i.e. moving). **see http://cherrytap.com/blog/84166/356780** Today my brother called me. He said, "Call Mom. She can help." For various reasons, including abandonment and betrayal, I dont speak to my mother. But I said to myself, "If I dont persue all avenues, how can I give up?" So I called my mom. We talked for a few minutes, and she offered to finance my move. So I am keeping my word to God. I promised I would tell people in a blog, about the outcome of my prayer. :)

My First Blog
...does that mean im a blog virgin?? Well lets see if i can get worked in real good here without making such a mess *winks* Actually im a cherry tap blog virgin...but i have posted many blogs on myspace...so u can basically say im a blog whore lol... Hmmm..what should i say here?...Im 33 single mother of one 13 yr old son...i work at the gas & electric company here in my city..goo meeee.... Divorced & single....i drive a 2006 chevy cobalt...i have hazel eyes...multi color hair... well damn im sounding like im selling myself...you get all this not for $99.99 or even $69.99 but for 2 easy installments of $25.00 or one payment of $50.00...with a bonus of house utensils and a set of pots & pans...and if you call within the next 15 minutes...we will knock off the shipping & handling LoL Im a big paranormal freak...if you have a ghost dont call ghostbusters...call me!! LoL. well im done rambling.....ttyl...

Get A Life
look,please dont request to be my friend if you have pictures of your penis or vagina or breast in your photo albums on ct. its tastless and obviously you have wayyyyyy to much time on ur hands to do that. ur a loser basically!!!!!! im not a prude but ,thats a little much.........dont ya think???????? its ok to send someone a picture like that in private.......like in an im or email. and its ok if its"art" like for a professional photo shoot. but alot of people think that they "have it" and sadly..they really dont

How Badly Are You Wanted?
Post this and see how many messages you get; don't be scared! [] I like you. [] I used to like you. [] Just friends [] Gorgeous [] Cute as heck [] Hot [] Fine [] Sexy [] Amazingly sexy [] We can be friends with benefits. [] I'd take you to my crib. [] I want to make you my gf/bf. [] I love you baby. [] Let's do it! [] Call me. __________ Repost as "HOW BADLY ARE YOU WANTED?"

New Guest Book!
Hey everyone! Hope things are going swell for everyone. Things are going ok here. But I have a new guest book and I would really love and appericate it if you all could sign it for me! Thanks in advance for showing the love! xoxoxo

My Master Chlorofrmed Me Today
with out her knowing it was coming. she was a bad girl and needed to be more controllable so i took some ch and put it on a rag and just grabedd her when she came in the front door. and i held it there till she was a good girl again and then itookher pussy from her, but this time i came too fast. thats how hot it was for me

Hey
no here is an idea.. if you are interested.. and i show interest as well.. dont go getting pissed off at me when you ignore me for days on end and i chit chat some one else up.. jealousy was never my strong suit and i tend to dislike it very much.. why you want to be pissed off at me and make me feel like shit because you are off chatting it up with others .. not calling the kettle a little black is it

Omggggggggggggg
My god an horrendous experience has just befolded me... what is worse? a stalker or an elderly perv?? I met a man on here: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/778656 who I thought looked and spoke really kindly. He looked like a hell's angel, and as a biker with many hell's angels friends, I thought I could "trust" him, so I gave him my yahoo. He started talking about his tattoos and asked me if I wanted to see them, I said yes so he turned his camera on. He was sat there, surrounded by kids toys and sexual toys, 60 if not 70 years old, legs in the air with a humungus dildo up his ass, the biggest I have ever seen, going in and out and in and out... Queue violent sickness.. He then starts messaging me all the time asking for me to look... so today I got my revenge :D Again, he asked me to view, so I said yes.... he was sat there again doing his sick thing and we minimalised the screen.... we then talked dirty to him for a little while, then I put on my cam... pointi

Feldar's Story
This story is based on an incident told by then-Sergeant-Major-of-the-Army Jack Tilley. I combined it with my own observations and conversations with Walter Reed soldiers and their families into one story. As such it is fiction - and yet it captures the truth more clearly than any single fact. -Feldar So I'm walking briskly down the hall, wanting to get OUT of the hospital, as I've completed the interview. I dislike hospitals even as I cherish and appreciate those who heal and who are healed. They just seem to reek of old pains which stain the walls like a subtle scent that one can't track. I walk past the rooms, avoiding people in white and soldiers in camouflage, as they stride purposefully with clipboards and IV bags and other implements of healing. My boots make an annoying squeaking noise every time my right foot hits the ground, and I find my thoughts silently chanting cadences to the rhythm produced. I pass open doors, I glancing in curiously, always wo

Lizards
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusin

Culling
For some ct is little more than a popularity contest, for others its a way to pass time and you can reach more intimate depths of friendship in any medium with a little effort. Today begins the culling because when you think about it you want friends, real friends, people you communicate with on a regular basis, people you may meet sometime. For me, there is no interest in becoming an uber cherry king of cherryland though I assume that is the purpose here. I'm sure most will agree, keeping up with the 'extraneous' superficial requests is somewhat tedious, time better spent forming more lasting and possibly intimate friendships. So, for that reason, the culling has begun. Be a friend and you stay listed, visit, chat, post whatever. If I friended you its because I truly meant to get to know you and expect the same in return. Lack of active, even semi regular visits gets you culled from my list because it is not quantity but quality that turns me on ... well theres other things that turn

Iraqi Police: Body Found In U.s. Uniform
Iraqi Police: Body Found in U.S. Uniform By RAVI NESSMAN, Associated Press Writer 1 hour ago Iraqi motorists drive their cars in central Baghdad, Iraq, ... BAGHDAD - Iraqi police found the body of a man who was wearing what appeared to be a U.S. military uniform and had a tattoo on his left hand floating in the Euphrates River south of Baghdad on Wednesday morning. One Iraqi official said the body was that of an American soldier. The man had been shot in the head and chest, Babil police Capt. Muthana Khalid said. He said Iraqi police turned the body over the U.S. forces. The discovery of the body in Musayyib, about 40 miles south of Baghdad in Babil Province, came as U.S. troops and Iraqi forces continued their massive search for the three soldiers abducted May 12 in an ambush on their patrol near Mahmoudiya, about 20 miles south of Baghdad. The U.S. military said in an e-mail that it was looking into the report, but could not confirm it. The report of the body fo

What's Wrong With America?
The other day I was on my way to Wally-world to pick up some garden supplies, and there was a panhandler on the side of the road missing an arm and a leg. He was holding a sign up "Please Help disabled war veteran" So I pulled to the side of the road and decided to have a talk with him to see if he was legit. He told me that he was in Vietnam and had lost his limbs there.His name is Chet. He proceeded to show me pictures of him from the war. So far he seemed legit to me. After about 20 mins or so he had me convinced so I handed him 10 bucks thanked him for the sacrifices he made for our country. Now my problem with this is he told me that he get disability and Social Security but between the 2 of them he barely made enough to pay his rent. This gentleman is no stranger to me, I have seen him wheeling his way around town alone for YEARS! I think it is a disgrace to see someone that served our country and to be in a situation like this. I feel that the government should step in and do s

Nine Words Women Use That Men Should Know
1.) FINE : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) FIVE MINUTES : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) NOTHING : This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in FINE (see #1). 4.) GO AHEAD : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) LOUD SIGH : This is NOT actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing(see #3). 6.) THAT'S OKAY : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hardbefore deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. 7.) TH

The History Of The Pentagram/pentacle
The History of the Pentagram/Pentacle Imagine the perfect apple, ripe and bursting with life. Sliced in half, it reveals a beautiful five-point symmetry-a star formed by the seeds inside. In fact, each of these five seeds may be seen to contain a symbolism of its own mirroring the spiritual aspects of this universal symbol: idea, sustenance, life, secret knowledge and the hidden mysteries within the earth. Why has this beautiful and potent emblem, the five-pointed star or pentagram, become such a misunderstood and stigmatized symbol in these times of re-emerging enlightenment? In the tale of Adam and Eve, the apple signified hidden knowledge which was forbidden to human kind. Other early cultures encouraged holy and learned persons in their search for divine wisdom. For example, the Vedas state that the universe and ourselves are One, and that by realizing this and tapping into that Universal energy and state, we achieve wholeness and bliss. These concepts were known to many anci

Going To Be Gone Until Tuesday 5/29/07!!
Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that i am going to be gone until tuesday. I'm gonna go spend some time with my daughter in Montana. I hope you all have a great weekend and i'll catch up on things when i get back.. If you get some time or need something to do feel free to comment bomb my pic for me for the contest i'm in so i dont fall to far behind... **HUGS**

Uber Me Please ..lol
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 80,076 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? ALSO ADDED TO NEW FOLDER "MAY 2007" AND A BUNCH TO "ABOUT ME "! XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !! ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP

I Ask This...
I dont usually ask for anything... I pretty much just deal with my life, go thru the motions and only let in my closest friends to what's underneath.. but right now, I could use some happy vibes n prayers.. I have a heart condition that when my electrolytes get low I go into SVT, super ventricular tachycardia and my heart races about 175-180 bpm.. it makes me dizzy, anxious, hurts my chest and just doesnt feel good.. well right now, im having some down time with money cause of my own stupidity when it came to my loan from skool..neways.. im having to skip days with my meds because i cant afford anymore right now.. so, i just ask that you can send me some good vibes.. im off to the ER where they'll get me on the bed, get an iv on me.. do an EKG.. gimme my drugs.. it will take a cpl hours.. then it will be fine.. they'll send me home.. and it will happen again cause i cant afford my meds.. skippidy doodah.. Thanks to my friends n loved ones and whoever else that reads this.. ~Conte

Marines Of Lima Company Vids
Thanks to the governments over the world for such needless deaths. Men, women, children. Miltary, civilian, insurgents. War is inevitable...yet Peace...apparently that is merely an illusion. Speak up people. You CAN stop this. This is our world. American or foriegn countries... OUR world. If not for us our governments would be nothing. Also don't harbor people who hate. Please. All that will happen is so many you love will ultimately die. Death is part of life but make it a peaceful life or a death worthy of rememberance. Not just a stray bullet or an unwanted war. Pull up those weeds of hatred. Stomp out those fires of evil in your heart and look to God. Pray for peace, live for peace. Speak for nothing but peace. These people that have all died from each and every side of the world had families, wanted families...now...so many mourn them. Even those who never knew them. God forgive those who commit evil deeds and God forgive those who have no choice bu

Eli's Dance Video!!
Hey Everybody! I entered my son into a contest on my1061.com called "My Dancing Baby". Out of all the other babies under 1, he is a top 10 finalist!!!! The only thing is, now it is up to the public to vote for their favorite dancing baby. Please, please, please, take a few seconds and click on the link down below and vote for Elias!!! You also have to check your email to confirm your vote for it to count. I hope you are able to vote for him! Thank you so much in advance!!!! http://my1061.com/pages/promo/my_dancing_baby_vote.html XOXO, VentiChai

Metallica Baby News (may '07 Edition):
METALLICA BABY NEWS (MAY '07 EDITION): 5/24/2007 Lars Ulrich and Connie Nielsen became the proud parents of a boy, Bryce Thadeus Ulrich-Nielsen on Monday May 21st in San Francisco. Mother's doing well, Dad's in awe, and brothers Layne, Myles, and Sebastian are psyched!

Pleasures
I can almost imagine the taste and the scent magically embrassing in a moment well spent so tempting and sweet I know I should hide but I've longed for you and I know it's time to give in to the pleasure now that I'm alone licking you so gently you sweet little ice cream cone.

A Private Hank I I I Show
Damn, I'm exhausted, hung over and bruised up from the pit.WHEW, WHAT A NIGHT !Some great friends Jake & Nikki hooked us up !He and some of the guys from Flogging Molly go waaaaaay back, so he called in a favor for tickets.We love you guys, this was too awesome for you to do for us. THANK YOU !And for the record, I have NO IDEA what's with "monkey boy"... Musta been the whiskey !More as soon when we bribe the *GOOD* pics away from Nikki !

Rating Pics
Why is it people ask u to rate them and becouse u give them a low rating they starte trouble with you. You are the ones who asked to be rated, i'm sorry if offend you, its not saying ur ugly at all , what i am saying is i dont like that pic of u. So im sorry if i offend people for saying exactly what they want to know.... If u don't want that kind of feed back dont ask then....

Tarantino Marathon!!!
So It's been awhile since I had a movie fest . That is when I pick one actor or director and just spend like 2 days watching their movies one after another. Well last night and today so far non stop Quentin movies!! Right now- Kill Bill vol 1&2 last night I managed to watch Pulp Fiction and Natural Born Killers before I passed out. On the collection list for today after kill bill would be Reservoir Dogs (One of my all time favs); True romance, and Dusk- Til -Dawn, Hostel, and 4 Rooms. Impressesed I actually own all those movies? :P *shrug* I'm officially a QT junky, though I'm still missing a shitload more! something to work on I guess!(lol) I guess the point to this pointless blog is a) I'm barely here today because I'm watching movies, and b) if you haven't seen any of the above recently I Highly advise taking a QT Day yourself! and last but least .. c) when it comes to Movies- I know where it's at baby! haha. Have a Great Memorial Day weekend guys! The Long of QT is

A Broken Heart
Pain is something she knows right now, She can't make it stop, she doesn't know how. Right now, her life looks dim. Her biggest fear was losing him. She's in the bedroom cryin. Inside she feels her heart dying. Tomorrow is another day. She's praying he will stay. She turns to God for guidance and light. She prays for goodness in all that is right. In the morning, when she awakes, The new day seems the same.

Im Leaving
if you dont hear from me dont worry about someday youll know .. and everything will be ok .. ill write something for all of you to read just so you know all the things that went on and then youll understand it all and youll understand me - midgit

My Personality Type Due To A Test I Took Online
Current mood: contemplative Category: Life INFJ - the counselor You scored 18% I to E, 26% N to S, 38% F to T, and 26% J to P! Your type is best summed up by the word "counselor", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. Only 2% of the population share your type. You are so empathic that you often know what others need before they know themselves. You are a complex person who can deal with complicated issues and people, almost prefer to, as you love problem solving. You can be something of an idealist or perfectionist, and should try to take yourself a little less seriously. You are a supportive and insightful romantic partner, encouraging your mate to have dreams and work hard to make those dreams come true. Because you are so creative, you have a wealth of ideas to help them toward those goals. You need harmony so much that you are driven to resolve conflict quickly, as long as the terms don't violate your ethics. You feel the most appreciated when your partner adm

Sshhh,...
THE VAMPIRE IS SLEEPING, PLEASE DON'T WAKE HER UP. THE HARDEST THING IS TO SAY GOODBYE,... AND IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU MISS ME??? WOULD YOU REMEMBER ME??? WOULD YOU CRY OR REJOICE THAT I WAS IN A BETTER PLACE THAN THIS LIFE? IF I DIED JUST KNOW I WOULD NOT WANT TO DIE IN MY SLEEP,I WOULD RATHER DIE LAYING MY LIFE DOWN FOR SOMEONE ELSE I CARED ABOUT./MY LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS.

Tired
Its been a long week, ive been working nightshift all week and its finally caught up with me. I was helping my friend Linda in a contest and she told me to get some rest, so i'm taking her friendly advice and im gonna get some sleep. Im sorry if i didnt get round to leaving a comment for any of my friends. I will get back on later and i will show you all some love then. Any requests for me to show anything else *wink* will be considered...lol. Hey i couldnt go 5mins without being cheeky lol. Hope you all have a good day, see you later. Love, Hugs and Kisses to you all. Willie

My Girl
the girl and woman of my dreams is someone who is into comics and cartoons, someone i can talk to about them and is into them as much as i am, cause they are who makes me who i am, to me it don't matter about looks or what they do just into comics is all so untill i meet one im single for as long as i live.

Whats Left
There's a deep pain inside my breast Night and day it wont rest I am short of breath I can no longer fear death Tears keep falling from my eyes I look in the mirror and i see everything i despise I have slowly grown weak It takes everything i have to speak I want the world to stop turning Something inside me is burning Tearing my insides apart Scraping away at my heart i keep still but cant rest My heart is pounding threw my chest But yet it feels broken My soul was taken Why is this happening to me My eyes are swollen and i can't see I feel so insignificant and small Surrounded by a great wall What did i do wrong I loved you all along All i did was love you Now theres nothing i can do

Not Doin To Good.
so im really depressed right now. i just realized my last 3 boyfriends really fucked me over and my most recent ex just basically told me fuck you. he told me i didnt make him happy and that he didnt feel secure with me.what the fuck. so im feely really down right now and im not doin too good.

Ramblings Of My Sleep-deprived Brain.
DELTA 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry. Had to get that out of my system! 911 was hectic today. I had all kinds of silly stuff going on. It would seem that everyone and their mother decided to become deeply inebriated today. Add to that the fact that several of 'em thought it'd be quite splendid to break into a couple of different houses and threaten folks and you have a day full of hoohas. We had an accidental gunshot wound to a 74 year old man's leg. How's that for fun? I had several life flights, but no deaths! Score for the Kloey! Twas a good day. I met my new EMT. He's a nice fellow. Can't wait to meet his family (from what I've heard, his wife has the most awesome sense of humor!) whenever he gets around to bringing 'em up to the office. Also, one of my officers brought me some chocolate covered strawberries. First time I've ever had any. They were quite delicious! Such plump, moist berries! Fortunately, no one witnessed the red juices coating my lips. The way

Lmao Check This Out
Is it possible to have too much of a good thing? There are warring impulses going on within you: extreme courtesy and total extravagance. Walk the line and you'll indulge just enough to have fun without going overboard.

Honor Our Fallen Heroes Today
Today is Memorial Day in the USA. MSNBC has done well by placing a photo article online to look into the faces of those who have died during the conflict of Iraq and the Afgan struggle. Show one moment of respect today for them by looking at the pictures of those who have been lost in the struggle for freedom of a people who needed our help. Some in our country have forgotten why we exist and part of that existance is to help the oppressed in the world by using our power and might to aid those who cannot do it alone. Many in our country bitch and moan about what has been happening in the struggle against the oppressiveness of terrorism and our military involvement. I say FUCK YOU if you dont get it and stop bitching. Start acting like men and women with pride for our efforts to help the oppressed. Make all the excuses you want for reasons why YOU think we should have never been involved but remember a few things: (1) 9/11/01 ended the reason to be idle in involvement. We bitched in thi

Cruelty Of My Heart
Out of the broken sky you tumbled into the solitude of my mouth and imprisoning hands. I have chained you to my darkest need. Now, you are bound to me by pain and blood, bound to me by cruelty and tears. I have savaged your wings, and burnt the shine from your eyes. Now I bind you into slavery, shackle you into servitude. Now I am your breath and the sound of your beating heart. You are the whimpering and the tears, as I open the moist darkness that is you, forcing you to descend into my deepest need, using you to feed my blackest craving, and still your pleading mouth opens for more. You lie cuffed and chained, your body bleeding its submission, I opened your tattered soul with my rending hands. Your agony is my ecstasy, as you surrender to the cruel limits of my heart. Your vacant eyes plead for the wounds and scars that my mouth will leave, your swelling eyes plead for the loving damage I will tattoo on your breasts. Your fallen body, bruised

First Reaction
. (( MAKE COPY & PASTE FILL OUT AND POST IN COMMENT BOX )) type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type ya first thought1. Beer: 2. Anorexic: 3. Relationships: 4. Your Last Ex: 5. Power Rangers: 6. Pot: 7. Clowns: 8. Color: 9. The President: 10. sex: 11. Cars: 12. Gas Prices: 13. Halloween: 14. Bon Jovi: 15. Religion: 16. Myspace: 17. Worst fear: 18. Marriage: 19. Paris Hilton: 20. Brunettes: 21. Redheads: 22: Politics: 23: Pass the time: 24. One night stands: 25: Cell Phone: 27: Pixie Stix: 28: Vanilla Ice cream: 29: Port a Potties: 30: High School: 31. Pajamas: 32. Wood: 33. Wet Socks 34. Alcohol: 35. HATE: 36. Your best friends:37. Money: 38. Heartache: 39. Love: 40. Time:

A Tearfilled Memory Of My Dearest Friend.. (read With Care)
Very late on a weekday morning around 3am. All is so still. Heads are resting on their pillows and all is nice in dreamland. The phone rings. Nothing is ever good at 3am and this happening. I'm startled from my peaceful sleep. I'm only 15 at the time. I hear my dad rush to the phone trying to wake up. My mother I can hear is raised up from her sleep, awaiting the news. My heart pounds and all thoughts are spinning in my head, still trying to fully wake up. "Hello! Yeah, Oh no, I'm coming right now!" My Dad hangs the phone and runs to his room. "It's your Dad," he says to my Mother. "He's fallen!" I waste no time for anything. I am up like a streak of lightening, clothes on, and out the door. My Dad trys so hard to catch to me first. Little does he know, the man I'm running for is my heart and soul. I am an asthmatic, but I pay no mind. Weezing and coughing, just trying to catch a breath. My Grandfather lives next door to me. I've lived near him all my life. Thi

Need New Victims.
AIGHT SO I'M BORED AND FEELING UNLOVED, SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, THAT'S RIGHT, A NEW CONTEST!!!! YAY!!! PRESENTING THE "I WIN OR I PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE" CONTEST. IT'S REAL SIMPLE YOU WIN, YOU GET A MILLION DOLLAR MANSION. YOU LOSE YOU GET SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF BEING PUNCHED IN THE FACE WITH A BRICK. SO ENTER YOURSELF, OR SOMEONE ELSE. NORMAL COLOR BLIND CRIMES RULES APPLY TO THIS CONTEST. BRIBES EXCEPTED, BITCHING WILL GET YOU NO WHERE, AND REMEMBER I'M A MEAN FUCKER WHO LOVES HAVING A GOOD TIME. SO EMAIL ME YOUR VICTIMNESS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BORED AS HELL.

Egyptian History Part 3 The Order Of Tia Ma`at
Tia Ma`at to many was the greatest of goddesses it was said when Alexander the great came to Egypt and talked to the High Priest and Priestesses, they told him of Tia Ma`at's will and he was inspired by it so much he encompanied Tia Ma`at along side his worship of the goddess Hecate. Tia ma`at insired law and civil rest for she was spoken to favor no one but the just and the fare and it was to believed her wrath was not to get on the wrong side of. Some of the people whom follow in Egyptian faiths luagh at the notion of the christian god cuasing the plaques, and they say Tia Ma`at cuased them for she saw her children had fallen from their true paths and had picked up false ways of living.

Spankings
POSITION & POSTURE One of the factors that sets Spanking apart from other forms of swatting is the deliberate and sometimes ceremonial positioning of the participants. While some Spankings are haphazard, I prefer Spankings that include the ritual of positioning. Both the spankee and spanker adopt positions that facilitate and enhance the Spanking. These positions generally work to the advantage of the spanker and the disadvantage of the spankee. The spanker enjoys the following advantages from their position: Comfort. Whether standing or sitting, the spanker is positioned to be comfortable throughout the Spanking. They are able to swing their arm at a natural angle and able to sustain a lengthy Spanking with ease because of their position. Strength. Because they are able to wind up and freely swing their arm at a natural angle, the spanker is able to apply swats to the intended target with force. While standing, the spanker cannot only swing their arm but rotate their body to del

Copy Of Bulletin Mike Made For Me..thx Mike ! U Rock
Boss Lady's Birthday is tomorrow, 5/30/07, and all she wants is to level. I for one have done all I can, now I am making this bulletin especially for her. Let's make this a great birthday for her! ~*eBossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyz*~ 1 DAY TIL MY BIRTHDAY!! WOOHOO!19,948 Cherry Points to go Thank You to those who have come through my Leveling Club bulletins to help her get this far. Please repost this so others can help too. Mike :)

Sooooo....
Its 7 am and I still havent been to bed....typical desiré... just kinda whishin i was someplace good... but anyway. Im listening to some desaparecidos trying to locate Mary Anns missing paycheck.... it is NO WHERE to be found and i can't think anymore. maybe I will lay down and get some rest, i dont fucking know.

Cheating On Ct
I UNDERSTAND THAT PEOPLE GET PISSED WHEN BOMBER PROGRAMS ARE USED TO BOMB CONTESTS BUT I WANT TO KNOW WHY ITS NOT OK TO USE A BOMBER PROGRAM BUT ITS SUDDENLY OK FOR 1 PERSON TO HAVE MULTIPLE ACCOUNTS IN THEIR NAME THAT WILL BE USED FOR THE SAME PURPOSE. WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THIS IS CONSIDERED OK BUT A BOMBER PROGRAM IS NOT CUZ I FAIL TO SEE THE DIFFERENCE TO ME ITS STILL CHEATING.

Being Spanked
I had the best time a couple of days ago.There was no sex unless u count oral.If u count oral as sex then yes there was sex. I got spanked...lol........it was great.He was really gentle at first.nice n slow and as I moved n squirmed around on his lap getting horny for each little slap.He held onto me even more tighter and slapped down harder n harder.Once my bare ass was really red n feeling liek it was fire. He laid me gently on the bed and gave me the best-lashing I had in awhile.It was like dang and for once there was no one to intrupt what was.happening it was so good.I jsut had to blog it.........lol

Fuck It All
Fuck what you once said and all the busllshit you put in my head Fuck every minute I gave you when I thought you were mine all you did was waste my motha-fuckin-time! Fuck you for saying forever When in the back of your head you really meant never Fuck your lust its assholes like you that ruin it for the rest of us Fuck the player who had no game fuck ups like you are the reason good guys get blamed Fuck your so called big heart your the reason everything fell apart Fuck your dumbass who thought I didnt know anything when in fact I knew everything Fuck your two timing ass you can kiss my entire fast ass! Fuck all of your lies Im glad I wont hear them anymore since this is good-bye Fuck you and our past because without you Im going to have a fucking blast!

How Could I Live Without?
"You don't 'do' surprises. You plan surprises -- for other people -- but in your own life, everything's planned and accounted for. Aw, come on! What fun is that? Let yourself be surprised and you'll like what you see." So ok own up, who is planning surprises?? Me planned and accounted for? If i am i do it in a weird fucking way! = D Morning peeps.!

Chicken Tetrazini
3 tbsp. flour 1/2 stick butter 2 c. milk 1 green pepper; optional 1 can cream of mushroom soup 3/4 c. grated sharp cheese 1 sm. jar pimientos, chopped 1/2 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. salt 3 c. chopped chicken Cook spaghetti in broth for half of the time required (listed on package). Melt butter and blend in flour until smooth. Stir in milk. Cook over medium heat, stirring until thick. Add green pepper and cook 5 more minutes over low heat. Add cheese, soup, and garlic powder. Blend well. Add chicken and spaghetti. Put in casserole and sprinkle with cheese. Bake at 350°F degrees for approximately 30 minutes. Serves 8. May be frozen. (For Turkey Tetrazini, use turkey in place of chicken.)

Contest
I am in a giveaway there is no time limit but need at least 400 comments a week to stay in it. i am trying to get the porche which needs 20,000 comments . thanks for the help Debbi "I.A.R." "A.O.V." "NBSD""F.A.R"@ CherryTAP

Leaving Las Vegas
Hello to all my blog readers. I'm sure you have noticed I haven't been online for a week. When leaving for Vegas I failed to bring my AC adapter for the laptop. I am happy to say I am back online. Just sitting in the Las Vegas airport waiting for my flight back to California and to ride my bike. I'll be posting new photo's soon.