my thoughts are dark,sad,hot tonight. so don't read this just look the other way. Because none of it makes sense and there is no order to it. so here it go's.
"Just what ever."
my thoughts are full of you like always.
Like always I'm kicking myself in the ass.
You'll never know what my feelings are.
I try so hard to be open and let them out.
But every time I get blinded by everyone else feelings.
So you'll never know what your words do to me.
You'll never know what your laughter does to me.
You'll never know how you touch my soul.
You'll never know how happy you make me.
You'll never know how hard it's for me to breath when your around
Or how hard it is not to breath when your not here.
You'll never know how much we are alike,
Or how much we aren't alike.
You'll never know how you make me cry.
You'll never know how you make me laugh.
You'll never know how badly I want to touch you,
Or how badly I want to taste you.
You'll never know all the little thing you do to my body,
my heart and my mind.
You'll never know how many ways you've touched me.
You'll never know how I yearn for you.
You'll never see all of me,
You'll never understand all of me.
So lost and full of everyone else.
That no one ever know me,
Or sees me.
You'll never know how I want to rip you apart at times.
You'll never know how I want to hold you together at times.
You'll never know any of these.
But it's alright even if it's turning me crazy.
Because one day someone well do all this to you,
That day you'll finally see me,
Understand me,
Know me.
Then you'll understand everything I gave you.
