Fubar Blog Posts 3

What's Your Malfunction?
Ooh, you're a dark one. Sitting in the corner, singing to yourself, playing with matches and twitching. Most of the time you instinctively avoid company, and if you're forced into close proximity, things do not go well. You can probably stop stabbing that teddybear now. It's not going anywhere.What's your malfunction?

Why?
As I sit here comtemplating things of the world, this thought occurred to me..."Why are men so attracted to breasts?" I mean what is it that makes a man desire the soft, warm feel of a breast? If you have any thoughts please respond.

Not Perfect!!
I came on this site here to make friends,have fun and whatever more. I didn't come on this site to be criticize. I posted on my profile how I am. I said I was not skinny, was no model, don't claim to look beautiful an I know I am no perfect 10. As for my age well think we all get older. I say Hello to all I can an try to chat an be friends with all. I do for others as they do for me, an if I know they need help I am there. All I ask for is a little respect here nothing more an nothing less. I can be a good friend if given the chance, but some like to judge by your looks before they even know you. I feel for those that do that. As I said in my profile I am who I am and I am not changing take me as I am or go the hell on. Sorry to babber on but hey some need to learn to be a little nicer they may want votes or rating, an when you treat people like you do, well you don't get the help.

Turn The Page
turn the page, a new day dawns,how life controls us little pawns. dont like the story, that life has wrote,it comes stright forward, no candy coats. dont like your story,does it sound crappy, then from here on out, make it happy. your the one, who moves the pen, but you cant go back, and start again.just be a man, and take control, tell it how, you want it told. its nobodys fault, but your own, you reap the thngs you have sown. its time to plant,a brand new seed, let your light shine bright, and do good deeds. be nice to people, be courteous, show people your one to trust. if you go through life, without a care,you'll mess things up beyond repair. family, friends and kids alike, they'll all tell you to take a hike. just do the right thing, you know how,dont waste no time, start right now. so, how do you want your story to be,a story of triumph, or tragedy? forget yesterday,take your past in strife,just remember,the saddest things a wasted life. so turn the page, a new day has dawned,ta

I'm Okay Now! =)
UPDATE: I'm Doing SOOOOOOO Much Better Now..A Few Days I Posted This Video And I Cryed Everytime I Watched It..Now When I Watch It I Smile...Thats The First Step!!...I Still Miss Him But It Wasen't Meant To Be.. Yay Me. =) x0x -Ash Oh And A Little Word Of Advice..Be Careful When You Get Involved With Someone Online. It CAN Work If You Are Determined..But It Can Also End In A VERY Shitty Way!! -->¢¾AsH.WeeE@ CherryTAP

Greed
Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "'Til death do us part" means nothing to you Greed has caused you to become so jaded We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillows in hell You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, left for dead How could you choose money instead Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "'Til death do us part" means nothing to you Greed has caused you to become so jaded We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillows in hell You act like we're we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, l

Lol
Robert Willis: Do I appear womanly to you? ((..Ashley..)): LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO ((..Ashley..)): hahahahahahahahahha ((..Ashley..)): NO Robert Willis: I donlt think my man boobs are that big either. ((..Ashley..)): hahahahahaa! ((..Ashley..)): oh dear Robert Willis: Why does this always happen to me! ((..Ashley..)): whattt??? ((..Ashley..)): nothing happened ((..Ashley..)): lol Robert Willis: *Insert emotional breakdown here* ((..Ashley..)): what the heck? ((..Ashley..)): =/ Robert Willis: lol ok i'm over it ((..Ashley..)): LMAO THAT WAS WEIRD LMAO..I Love Robert!

Music Notes As You Played Me
Music Notes as you played me Music notes as you played me, float into the azure sea. Gliding like a soaring kite on the wing of a gentle breeze. Bobbing along the waves rising crest, Frolicking like water nymphs. With a wisp of the wind here and there, they know, their fate's near end. Tossing about now, inside out. Weeping ink will soon flow through. The pages now begin to smudge; becoming a fuzzy hue. Glowing moon radiating her silvery glow, upon the watery surface, There between the glistening light, the music notes immersed in. Riding the waves on the now gentle sea, floating the darkened abyss; wending and weaving the magical notes, can they make it across this mist? Reaching the shores of far distant lands, perhaps to be loved, and not perish , you can only hope for the one true love, to find, hold them within, and cherish!

Please Help Me Get My Platinum Cherry!
Please go and comment bomb the photo below and help me get my Platinum cherry! I'm already half way there. Thanks to all of you that have already bombed. I can use all the help I can get. Thank you!

Man-whores Should Die =^-^=
Weird; Guys act like the like you but really they are man whores & have the most disgusting people after them. Its kinda funny. Some guys just dont make me feel special anymore. They RARELY make me feel anything. So stuck up.I miss last year when everything was great. Fuck. Never again. This is why im better off alone. My friend owes me a lullaby. :] I swear hes amazing @ guitar. I need him for my band LOL. Ohh yea. :]]

To My Angel
ever get that feeling like you're in the presence of someone or something that's great...that feeling like you just walked into a cathedral, and you're looking up at the ceiling, watching doves and pigeons flutter around in the eaves? i get that feeling every time i'm near her. it's that awed and amazed hush...like this is something precious that you see only once in every 600 lifetimes and this is your first chance to see it. i have to drink in everything...every word, every sight, every sound, every shifting mood, every touch...kiss...breath...sigh...EVERYTHING. because it's like...this is it. the only time i'll ever get to see...experience...this. how do you know so quick that this is the one person you can't live without? that this is the person you can't quit? how do you come to the point so rapidly that you suddenly realize that if she suddenly decided she didn't want you in her life...that would mean your death? not necessarily your literal death, but still... she me

Controlling Noise Ratio
Lots of words Are spoken Not a thing Is said You think I am enamored I can see me Sleeping In my head I hear what I need to Then read Between the lines Blah Blah Blah We need a Night out Mmmp mmmp Are you listening? Of course baby! Then more Then it’s Off to sleep Again

Daddy's Empty Chair
DADDY'S EMPTY CHAIR A man's daughter had asked the local minister To come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, He found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, Not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," The old man continued, " Until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is just

As Long As You're Loving Me ~ Vitamin C
Ohhh Ooohhhh I believe in you This is real for me What I feel for you Didn't Come so naturally At first I was afraid Couldn't fight the fight Couldn't keep the light on With any other lights, oh love, oh love Now I'm ready for the world no matter what it brings I can feel all my dreams coming true As long as you're loving me As long as you're loving me I can move mountains, I can part seas My heart will be open for eternity As long as you're loving me Yeah, yeah This is what feels good This is what feels right The moment I wake up Until we say goodnight And I'm stronger than I was I've reached down and I've touched It's easier to lie down with you on my side On the side Now I'm ready for the world no matter how it spins Cause I'll always be in it with you As long as you're loving me As long as you're loving me (as long as you're loving me) I can move mountains, I can part seas My heart will be open for eternity As long as you're loving me Oh

Points To Ponder
Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one Can Die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him Without An erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a Person To use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for Anything, But you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the Stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in Hospitals Dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no Attention to criticism Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, And A substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The World is weird and people take Prozac to make it norm

I Am Only Me
I am only me I am only me,That is all That I can be No more,no less,don't second guess. I love,I laugh,I live and cry, I've wished at times I could die. Some days I'm funny...others I'm not. Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop. I'm a loyal and honest friend, You know I'll be there till the end. I'm a father,my children are my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift. I'm a Romantic,sensual,sexual and passionate too, To the love of my life,I'll share this with you. I can be a bit shy and sweet or saucy and bold, I can be quite a handful,or so I've been told. I'm not perfect,I do have my faults, Like when I get hurt I put up high walls. Or I'm not as forgiving,as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt,I hurt deeply. My logic is all my own and at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good. I have many facets,like a diamond you see... I am only me!

Were We Lied To? You Decide!
WERE WE LIED TO YOU DECIDE 9/11 we were attacked by 19 terrorists http://www.fbi.gov/pressrel/pressrel01/092701hjpic.htm None of the hijackers were from Iraq. No links to Iraq in the 9/11 attack were ever found http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Responsibility_for_the_September_11,_2001_attacks No weapons of mass destruction were ever found http://www.globalpolicy.org/security/issues/iraq/weapindex.htm There wasn't any proof Iraq had tried to get yello cake from Niger http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/truth/interviews/wilson.html Bush said, Saddam tortured Iraqi people. http://www.rotten.com/library/crime/prison/abu-ghraib/ Bush said, we'll be seen as liberators after Saddam is out of power. http://www.icasualties.org/oif/ Bush said, the Iraq oil would pay for Iraq's reconstruction. http://nationalpriorities.org/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=182 Isn't it time to end the lies and bring ou kids home?

A Broken Soul
So far gone mentally. Lost and trying to find. Searching for the unknown. For what could save my mind. A simple thing called reality. I feel it everyday. It sticks to me like papercuts. It never goes away. The definition of life for me is simply put this way. That deep inside I feel so dead. That means Im not okay. Im angered by these papercuts that only I can see. Thier on the inside looking out. Kinda just like me. Sad but true, this is my life. Reality has spoken. Ive found that deep within myself lies a soul thats broken.

Secret Time
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Saturday Morning Cartoons.
Picture you're a kid again, some happy saturday afternoon. You're out of school, that cute girl from across the street thinks you're gross because you put a frog in her hair- but she kissed you anyway. And for once you didn't have your mom rush you to the hospital for cooties treatment. You're just out on the block, eating a two scoop piece of heaven. With pistachio flavoring so real it practically crunches in your teeth- or rocky road, maybe that vanilla with the lil black flecks in it that your sister said was bug eggs- which only made you like it more- Now picture that first adventurous lick- y'know the one, you had to run back to the house, wait for your mom to get the quarters out of her purse, run back to wait in line- damnably slow teenagers working the truck today- not that nicer old guy who's always smiling so big his eyes are closed. That first lick- eager and explosive, just waiting to devour that scoop on first contact... Till 'blip' and heaven comes crashing down to

9-29-06 11th Entry
September 29, 2006, 11:09:pm Guess tonight will just be a rambler, but then again any time I talk its a ramble lol. Oh hush to my friends, I'm allowed to tease me about me hehehe. Anywhoo, so far I've not quit smoking totally but have determined that Sunday Oct 1 is the day. No ifs, no ands, no buts (literal and figurative hehehe). I'm going to do a sort of ritual and Sue is gonna go with me. I'm gonna take all the cigs I have left and go to a stream near by and I'm gonna bury some for Earth, burn some for Fire, throw some to the Wind and the rest shall go for Water. The Spirit, well thats my giving them up and proving to myself and the Lady that I am worth her picking me. Sue's gonna take some pictures for a friend and also for me to see and remember what I tell the Lady that day. While I speak freely about all in my life, there are some things that are just between my Goddess and me lol (well that and the fact that right now I have no idea what I'm going to talk to her about ro

"her Heart"
Possesions do not make happiness. I could own the world and still I'd be lonely. I only want one thing that I can not have. I want her heart only. I'll die a pauper because I will never have the only thing that would make me rich... Her heart.

A True Soulmate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

Broke Azzed Friends...
When I heard the knock on my door that night, I just knew it was about to be on and poppin! I was a broke azz college student......so I knew I was in for the night.......even if it was a Friday. I wasn’t about to do any school work......... And my mack game was on the downswing......so I couldn’t even call up a “sure thing” and make it a Blockbuster night — and let’s be for real people, when a college-aged dude asks a woman to come over to his crib for a blockbuster night, it ain’t a “block” he’s trying to “bust!” It’s dat azz!! LOL.....well me anyway......I dont know about some of you lame ass humps.... Anyways.... So basically, I was in for the night and bored as hell. But that knock on the door changed everything. I knew who it was before I even opened the door...... And in the several steps from my faux-leather loveseat to the door, I was hoping he came bearing gifts...... At the door was one of my best friends who had just gotten off work. As most college kids do

The Song
I WENT out to the hazel wood, Because a fire was in my head, And cut and peeled a hazel wand, And hooked a berry to a thread: And when white moths were on the wing, And moth-like stars were flickering out, I dropped the berry in a stream And caught a little silver trout. When I had laid it on the floor I went to blow the fire aflame, But something rustled on the floor, And some one called me by my name: It had become a glimmering girl With apple blossom in her hair Who called me by my name and ran And faded through the brightening air. Though I am old with wandering Through hollow lands and hilly lands, I will find out where she has gone, And kiss her lips and take her hands; And walk among long dappled grass, And pluck till time and times are done The silver apples of the moon, The golden apples of the sun.

Best Piercing Contest
I WANT TO START UP A BEST PIERCING CONTEST. THIS CONTEST IS FOR EVERYONE.EVERY THING GOES WITH THIS ONE.I DONT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE PIERCED.IM LOOKING FOR 1O PEOPLE TO ENTER THIS. WHEN I HAVE A LEAST 10 I WILL START THE CONTEST. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE TO ENTER. PLEASE REPOST. THANKS

Tourniquet
Tourniquet Lyrics Artist(Band):Evanescence Tourniquet Lyrics I tried to kill my pain But only brought more (so much more) I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost To be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? Lost for so long Will you be on the other side? Or will you forget me? I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming Am I too lost To be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation (Return to me salvation) (Ohhhhhh) (I want to die) My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied? Christ? (Christ) Tourniquet My suicide (Return to me salvation) (Return to me

Wile E. Coyote Of Burglars
(1 August 1999, California) 22-year-old Myner broke into a Los Angeles home at 3AM on Sunday, only to be confronted by the homeowner, an armed police officer, who fired when he saw the glint of a weapon in the intruder's hand. Myner realized he was in trouble and attempted to flee the scene, but succeeded only in stumbling painfully into a bed of cactus, where he lost his knife. After freeing himself from the prickly plants, he headed over the fence, a decorative wrought-iron barrier that speared him cruelly in the groin as he hurtled over to the sidewalk. Despite these blunders, he managed to escape, but was apprehended later that morning when he sought treatment for his injuries at the Anaheim Memorial Hospital. Sgt. Joe Vargas summed up his adventures by saying, "It wasn't a good night."

I Want This Kinda Man...
a man you can respect me, be honest with my, truthful about eveything, open up to me and be real, someone who's willing to try new stuff, a man who can be a big stong tough guy yet who can be emotional and show me some luvs! I want a man who loves the out doors, i want a man who wants to take me out dancing to the country bar and dance. I want a man who likes my friends because they are my friends! lol I want a man who can be real with life and everything it give you! I want a man who has a since of adventure. and i want a man who can take care of me but knows that if i had to i can take care of myself! I guess I'm searching in all the wrong places cause i can't seem to find this kinda man!! my turns on are: ink, personality, humor, honesty and I wont lie I like a nice wranlger butt!! and more... if you care to know just ask...!

Dreams
Dreams by BlueWolf If dreams were given to a lonely girl and a lonely girl's dreams came true, I'd force myself to sleep all the time just so I could dream of you If wishes were given to a lonely girl and I was given just two, I'd wish for you to always love me and the other I'd give to you If my tears could write a love song I'd write a love song for you, It would explain just how I feel inside and how much I love you too But, dreams are only dreams and wishes seldom come true, My tears can't write a love song, but when they fall, they fall for you

The Lie
Isnt it interesting that even the best of liars are betrayed but what they dont say or dont do? Think about that when you dig in and start telling the puzzle of a lie. All the pieces must fit into a picture that will change many times during the course of the lie and in the end they all must fit. You would think that would be enough to give pause to even the most confident of souls. Sad to say it doesnt

A Little About Me
Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics but much prefer the freedom of the truck. I am also an Army veteran I served in Desert Storm. I have traveled to every state you can drive to - most of Canada - been in Germany - Switzerland - Italy - Austria - Israel - and of course Saudi Arabia - Iraq - and Kuwait. I don't get online regular - since I'm on the road but usually at least every couple of days. If you happen to need a photographer just let me know - I've shot weddings in Canada and California - and I enjoy helping build portfolios.

Um Yeah Me Writting This Is Not Safe For Work
I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT ONE NITE I COULD HAVE WITH YOU.. HERES IS HOW IT WOULD START.. ME IN A BUBBLE BATH..SLIGHTLY SCENTED OF ROSES. AFTER WASHING EVERY INCH OF MY BODY MAKEING SURE I AM SOFT AS A NEW BORN BABY. I STEP OUT OF THE TUB TO DRY OFF.SLIPPING INTO A SILKY WHITE NITE GOWN.FLOWING DOWN TO MY ANKLES. VERY THIN STRAPS HOLDING THE GOWN ON MY BODY. I COVER UP WITH A WHITE ROBE THAT GOES WITH IT. BRUSHING THE LONG FLOCKS OF HAIR THEN SPRITIZING MY BODY WITH A FRAGRENCE OF VANILLA. I ENTER THE ROOM YOUR IN. YOU SITTING THERE ON YOUR COMPUTER.. EYES GLUED TO THE SCREEN AS USUAL. I BRUSH ONE OF MY HANDS ACROSS THE BACK OF YOUR NECK. DRAWING YOUR ATTION AWAY FROM YOUR COMPUTER. ME FROM BEHIND YOU I LEAN OVER AND PRESS MY LIPS AGAINST YOURS. YOU PLACE YOUR HANDS ON THE BACK OF MY HEAD PULLING MY LIPS CLOSER INTO YOURS. YOU PUSH YOUR CHAIR FROM BENEITH YOUR DESK SO I CAN GAIN AXCESS TO YOUR FRONT SIDE. GRABBING MY WAIST YOU PULL ME TO YOU.. OUR LIPS STILL

Wow Im Kinky Alright
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Whips100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting100%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com IMAGINE THAT LMAO

Our Love
Our love is strong Our love is great Our love is awesomeness Our love is powerful Our love keeps me holding on Our love gives me the strength Our love gives me a reason to wake up in the morning Our love makes me smile Our love brings happy tears to my eyes Our love is what I always wanted Our love is all I need

Purpose
If you are still here you haven't gotten it right Each day is a chance to change with the future shining so bright God has a purpose and a plan for each of his children on earth So don't ever forget nor dare to doubt the depth of his love or what you are worth Yes life teaches us many lessons we would rather not learn He will help you through it is only Him we should yearn Each lesson is a part of our purpose a staple to the soul and spirit If you listen real close for his voice I promise that you will hear it He is always gentle patient and kind he speaks softly easy to ignore just listen pray to him for comfort your heart will prosper your soul will soar I know that the days can get dreary the end a welcome refuge it can seem just keep your chin up have no fear happiness can be more than just a dream If you were nothing nobody noone than you would not be part of the design The fact that you are here still is a pretty good sign ---

Proud Military Wives
THIS IS TO ALL THE PROUD MILITARY WIVES OUT THERE! I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. This is for the pregnant Military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen. This is for the childless Military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. This is for the Military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty bed. This is to recognize the woman t

When Will It Be My Turn?
For so long now Ive missed you all. Youve left without goodbye. All endings that were unprepared. Why did you have to die? My heart was ripped away from me. My tears will always flow. It seemed like when I started to heal someone else would go. My son. My mother. My sister. My friends. It seemed to never end. All alone I dealt with death. How many funerals can one attend? Death followed me with everything. it took all that I had. The right to be called an only son. A brother. A friend. A dad. It caused me to be scared of attachment. If Im distant, nobody can be close. Ive lost the ones who had my heart, the ones that meant the most. My life is full of memories that cause me to cry inside. Everytime I lost someone a piece within me died. And still I stand not knowing how but Im standing all alone. I miss you more and more each day. When will it be my turn to go home?

Men....
Wow... where should I begin... I honestly don't feel like I want to have men involved in my life anymore. I am so stressed out, and I have so much shit to deal with, i can't deal with other people's shit too. I mean, my "boyfriend" at the moment is seriously pissing me off.... he gets mad at me over stupid shit... pulls these pity trips and shit... and i am like, oh my fucking god... i can't deal with that shit... and then dennis... holy fucking hell... i can't even begin to describe how hard that shit is for me to deal with... and the only person i have is tiffany... and she is my world... with out her, i'd be lost... she is the only person who truly understands me... i am at this point, yet again, i don't want men in my life they just bring more stress and bullshit than i need... i have enough problems, i don't want men telling me all the time how badly they wanna fuck me... like, hello? there is a shock... men are walking fucking hard ons.... i am almost to the poin

Broken Hearted.
Broken hearted. I was a waken by a breaking heart . were all is black To thick for the light to part. Finding my love having a soul to share. Was the greatest adventure that two could share. Finding her gone . not any were. Reaching for reasons ,warmth, a mind an person to share. Finding her body, her heart so grand. Loving the lady with every thread. Sowing my heart up tying to see out of this fuck Up head. Needing her gentile , finding instead. Cold responses to which I have just said Slicing my wrist .feeling so dead . I said I loved you, and you said it was all in my head The cold response as you dream of others in our bed Not wanting to give up , a miscast I grow instead. Finding all the compromises growing. becoming a Dom Just in my head. Crawling on broken glass words still fresh in my head. I love you but are not in love with you . keeps playing in my Head . Reaching out to avoid in space finding it hard to keep a smile on thy face. Hold

Little Johnny Jokes
A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks you're stupid, stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up. The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny? "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!" ................................................. Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" ................................................... Little Johnny and Susie are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Johnny goes to Susie's father to ask him for her hand. Johnny bravely walks up to him and says "Mr. Smith, me and Susie are in love and I want to ask

Ripped Photos
Has this been mentioned yet? I'm not complaining (take that seriously please): have just been testing and observing. Ripped images in peoples' galleries receive points when commented on, but not when only rated, it seems. (NSFW images may receive fractional points- I've seen someone go from 99.99% - I'm not referring to the no-salute 99.99% - to the next level after a NSFW image was commented on (by me; who's testing? :) Using text-based Lynx to check points and a graphical browser to do the rating or commenting...), but that may have been because someone else was rating/commenting on another image at the same time, of course.)

My Name Means:
Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name mean?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... L: Everyone loves you A: You like to drink U: You really like to chill R: you like to drink A: You like to drink Hmmm, I see a pattern emerging in my name. Let's see what I get when I add my middle name. L: Everyone loves you E: You are easy to fall in love with E: You are easy to fall in love with Ok, Everyone loves me, I'm easy to fall in love with and I like to drink. Anybody say different? A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You are great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are p

Id Ten T Joke..
ID ten T error I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Rick the computer guy, to come over. Rick clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem. He gave me a bill for a minimum service call. As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?" He replied, "It was an ID ten T error." I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired: "An ID ten T error? What's that ... in case I need to fix it again?" The computer guy grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error before?" "No," I replied. "Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out." So I wrote out ....... I D 1 0 T .

Stressed
Stressed mental capacity is overbearing My shoulders need a rest Emotional stress keeps building from social distress Thoughts and emotions buzzing, thrashing in my head A mental traffic jam keeps me restless instead Feeling like I am to explode but end up fighting with instead Not knowing were I was coming from, something snapped in my head A word out of context or something I said The anger within me gets reflected instead in emotional outburst A release that quickens the blood, that hurts the innocent and painted the mind in red.. Scott baker we all have had these days!

Mocha Rum Balls
INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup freeze dried coffee * 1/4 cup rum * 1 tablespoon water * 2 tablespoons cocoa * 2 cups vanilla wafer crumbs * 3 cups confectioners' sugar, divided * 1 cup chopped nuts * 3 tablespoons light corn syrup * dash salt PREPARATION: In a mixing bowl, dissolve coffee in rum and water; add cocoa, vanilla wafer crumbs, 2 cups of confectioners' sugar, chopped nuts, and corn syrup; mix well. Sift remaining 1 cup confectioners' sugar onto waxed paper. Measure mocha ball mixture in teaspoonfuls; roll into small balls. Roll in the sifted confectioner's sugar. Store in tightly covered container for several days to bring flavor out. Makes about 4 dozen.

How Does She?
How does she do what she does to me? Makes me feel free. Seeing things again clearly. Lets me be me. How does she do what always feels right? In my thoughts all night. Striving to do right. Gives me wings for my flight. How does she make me smile so much? Finally in touch. I want her so much. I have nothing but love. How does she turn me to softness with her smile? Makes everything worthwhile. Shes my uniqueness in style. For her Id walk miles. How does she make me feel the way that I feel? I know this is real. Im starting to heal. My heart she does steal. How does she care in a way that brings change? Nothing seems strange. Gone is the pain. Gone is the rain. How does she melt me with just her soft kiss. Right now she is missed. For her love I have wished. I know what this is. It is love.

Ideas!
What kind of picture! Just was wondering what ppl would like to see here on CT! Whether it is a rose, places, or just a pose! My idea is that maybe we could all give suggestions on what we would like to see and if someone can take the picture, post it on your site, and let the person know. As for myself I love seeing pictures taken of different places which I don’t see much of here. I would also like to see pictures of activities such as dirt bike racing, surfing, snowboarding, anything that’s moving. Yes I know I can look this all up by internet but I would rather see real pictures that aren’t fixed up by professionals and are taken by my great friends here! Cheers!!

Wish The Lads Were Here
just talking to my rootmate about the pass and fuck! i miss the good olds day of hanging out with more then 5 friends at a time just bashing on eachother talking shit about the people we hated and who we would fuck then making plans about going and just hanging out in downtown for no reason and just for the hell of it fuck now that i am on my own non of it happens anymorefuck i wish the lads were here

Goddess Of The Day & Pagan Lore For 1/31
Festival of Sarasvati (India) Sarasvati Themes: Learning, Wisdom, Communication Symbols: White Flowers (Especially Lotus), Marigolds, Swans A Hindu Goddess of eloquence and intelligence, Sarasvati extends a refreshing drink from her well of knowledge to complete the month with aptitude. In Hindu tradition, Sarasvati invented all arts, sciences and writing. In works of art she is depicted as white-skinned and graceful, ridiing on a swan or sitting on an open lotus blossom. My Note: The band Desert Wind, who can be found here on MySpace, has a beautiful song about this Goddess on their 2-CD set, World Dance. I highly recommend it - and there's also some great bellydance music on it, too. From: 365 Goddess by Patricia Telesco. The author provides rituals for each goddess for each day of the year in her book. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Karyn Date: Jan 31, 2007 6:25 AM Each year on or around this date, a sacred festival is held in

Time To Question
We wake up only to be slapped across the face With the television running its daily news And be hit on the face with the headlines on papers That tell of yet another finding or discovery It is nothing much of a discovery they are doing this and that Yet in a few years there is no follow-up the story hangs dead Cold within the media’s fingers as they tell of many other stories So we would forget their tiny glitch that error that may have changed All the normality that people believe in and made the reality just a dream What is behind the President’s eyes as he talks of democracy and freedom? Does he not see the people suffering in his own nation people fighting to live? His eyes may hold a truth he never wants to say out loud a terrible truth That all he wants is money and go to hell with the welfare of the nation I am not saying it is so just saying it may be so Behind these acclaimed scientists’ faces you look for a spark of pride Yet you see tired eyes

Two Hardest Words To Say
Why is it the hardest thing to do Is to tell someone that you have done them wrong To apologize and ask forgiveness Should be easy But those words are the hardest to say Even if they are meant They never come easy "I love you" flows off the tongue Seemly to make everything alright But there are two words That could easily stop the fight Flowers are great But the gesture fades away So why is it so hard for me to say the words I know you long to hear the look you in the eyes and say "I SORRY?"

Kryptonite
Billy-ray was a preachers son And when his daddy would visit hed come along When they gathered round and started talkin Thats when billy would take me walkin A-through the back yard wed go walkin Then hed look into my eyes Lord knows to my surprise The only one who could ever reach me Was the son of a preacher man The only boy who could ever teach me Was the son of a preacher man Yes he was, he was, mmm, yes he was Being good isnt always easy No matter how hard I try When he started sweet-talkin to me Hed come and tell me everything is all right Hed kiss and tell me everything is all right Can I get away again tonight? The only one who could ever reach me Was the son of a preacher man The only boy who could ever teach me Was the son of a preacher man Yes he was, he was, lord knows he was How well I remember The look that was in his eyes Stealin kisses from me on the sly Takin time to make time Tellin me that hes all mine Learnin from each others know

In A Previous Life...
In my previous life, before I was reincarnated as a mother of three, I wore clothes that fit and matched. I wore makeup and curled my hair every day. I had my eyebrows waxed and my nails done. But no one gave me graham cracker kisses. No one ever told me how pretty I look in sweats. In my previous life, I read Time magazine and the newspaper. My repartee of regular television viewing transcended Arthur and The Magic School Bus, and I devoured all the bestselling novels. But no one asked me to read The Velveteen Rabbit at bedtime. No one ever requested The Little Engine that Could. In my previous life, I had a career and friends who were more than three feet tall. People asked for my opinions and entrusted me with important projects and confidential information. I had conversations where not once was mentioned snacks or potties or play dates. But no one asked me my favorite color or why the sky is so blue. No one ever wanted me to sing. In my previous life,

A Mother
Graphics & Layouts Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com A mother is special. She's as soft and graceful as a butterfly, yet as strong and courageous as a grizzly bear. Her heart is large enough to hold everyone's pain and joy. Her hands are always gentle and soothing. Her arms are always warm and tender. She works hard to make a home feel like home, and she strives to make life pleasant and comfortable for those she loves. She never fails to go that extra mile to make the holidays happy and memorable. Her job is the most difficult and demanding ever known to any human being, yet she's fully dedicated to the task. She's always there for her family, guiding them and keeping them safe from harm. She owns a magical way to raise spirits and make everything feel better. And her sympathy, unselfishness and forgiveness are unending. All that anyone is or could ever hope to be can be attributed to a mother. She instills the teachings

Rough Times :(
well as it is i am going through some tough times just findin out my dad has cancer in his throat, i prob won't b on here a lot because i am havin some what of a hard time dealing with this, so i thought i wld post contest i am in ONE MORE TIME, winning is determined by comments. if ya can please show a lil love thanx in advance *wink* if i am not around much right now u know why : ( click on pic and please show some love.

More
Kindle This Hearts Dieing Flame Wandering through the darkness Searching for a source of light Walking alone through this desolate land A land that some call life I need to find a fire To kindle this hearts dieing flame Someone to Search inside Someone who can stand to see the pain Don't be afraid of the shadows I have been lost in so for so long After awhile they're comforting After all the feeling is gone Give to me your hand and lead me to the light Take me from the darkness Help me regain my sight I Know it's a lot to ask And i have not much to give All i have is love And the rest of this life to live So save me from myself And i will give you all of me Give me a little of yourself And i will love you endlessly PAW PRINTS IN MY HEART You came to me when I knew no love And engraved your paw prints in my heart. You left me later for the skies above And made me wish we didn't part. You taught me happiness was a treasure When I was really do

Oceanic
Walking hand in hand along the ocean shore, Sunshine slowly growing dim I pull you close and kiss you passionately Holding your gaze, placing your hands in mine I lay you upon the velvet sand, Running my fingertips on your jawline We remove our clothes in a sudden movement The air is chilly but that's about to change My fingers dance along your bare skin; Admiring your beautiful body My hand brushes your inner thigh, Making you moan slightly I'm craving the same thing you are I trail passionate kisses along your stomach; Moving slowly down south Your breath quickens, As I reach my destination My tongue grazes your clit Sweat glistens on your body, As my hands stroke your thighs; Nails running teasingly over crevices I enter my tongue deep within Your sweet sin soon streams; Creating an ocean of passion One in which, I drown... Kissing you and intertwining our bodies.. The art of making love is beauty; When emotions are rock solid.. Never breaking

Unconditional,for Precious Love
You give me courage, when I want to let go; Finding a way to disintegrate my walls It is like you took my heart, And stitched it with a mother's love A love I lost hope in ever knowing; Yet, yours is an unconditional love You accepted me for myself, Despite my many imperfections You have opended my eyes a lot, More than you probably know You support me with my relationship, I could not be any more greatful I admire you a lot and hold a lot of respect for you; I hope one day I could be half the mother that you are ~¢¾~ Thank you for everything you've given me, I hope I can repay you someway, and somehow.~¢¾~

Five (5) Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 P.M., an old

Truths Of Pagan Life Part 3
You say what is pagan , well pagan is any religion that has a system of multi gods , goddesses, or both and ranges from mytism to the more earthly shamantics (non western medicine *herbal and spiritual*. Many cultures have been pagan or had pagan influence like christian prayer (hands together) was used by greek and roman pagans. Or sainthood (catholic) came from the roman and eygptian paganistic ways. So its amazing how pagan you are and you dont know it. Pagans do not eat babes and all that horrid lies told by hatefull ingrates. So if anyone wishes to look up more information heres to good websites. http://www.witchvox.com --- Whitches Voice http://www.paganpages.org --- Pagan Pages blessed be all James

Re: Please Take Some Time
Help me out my kids are losing I am saving my comments today for whoever helps me out the most I will use all of my daily coment limit to help you. If not today I will tomorrow since I will be going out tonight!!! Thanks Scotty Click the pick

Whats Your Style??
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

From Sheri
SIGNS OF GOOD HEALTH.... Keep a SUPPORTIVE network of friends and family. Keep POSITIVE EXPECTATIONS about all things. Spread episodes of GRATITUDE and GENEROSITY. Maintain SENSITIVITY for the feelings of others around you. Keep an OPEN MIND so you can adapt to changing conditions. Have a persistent sense of HUMOR. Do the RIGHT thing for the RIGHT reason. FOR THAT IS MY DEFINITION OF GOOD HEALTH. YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... LOVE LIVIN IT.... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

Bbw
For those of you who don't know what BBW stands for... It means Big Beautiful Woman...On some graphic sites you can find a section for pics of BBW. Some of them I understand, but some are nowhere near being BBW.Here are some BBW, where I can see the BIG and the BEAUTIFUL... Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Brought to you by Dragonfly GraphixSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

U.s. Intel Report: Iraq Spiraling Down
WASHINGTON - The U.S. acknowledged Friday that Iraq is spiraling downward, with sectarian animosity growing and new Iraqi troops being added too slowly in a precarious mix that could draw the country's neighbors into the violence if American troops leave. The sobering assessment from the National Intelligence Council was seen by congressional Democrats — and some Republicans — as new evidence that President Bush's Iraq policy is failing. "I do not see anything so far in the report that suggests the president's new plan is a winning strategy that protects America's national interest," said Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (news, bio, voting record), D-Nevada. Yet top Bush administration officials said the intelligence assessment reinforced their view that the United States cannot leave Iraq. At a news conference, Defense Secretary Robert Gates said he knew no one on Capitol Hill who believed that leaving the country in chaos "would have anything other than very serious and n

Dont Fuck With Me People....
because you're not going to fucking win. here is a warning to everyone who just doesnt get that i dont give a flying hell what anyone thinks of me or how i live my life. because its just that...my fucking life...not yours...so keep the negative comments to yourselves.this is the last time i will explain myself for listen up. this is my life & i live it as i see fit. i have no regrets. i take life one day at a time. i live for my husband. everything i do because of my pride in my married life. im sean's wife and it is the best thing i have ever done. i was born into the military. i was raised army brat. i moved from base to base. i asked the cpt. if thier daughter could come out to play. i married a military man. i cried when he left for the marines. i count the weeks, days, minutes till he comes home to me. i bake cookies for the sargeants. i will always be an army brat but i'm also a marine wife. i bleed scarlet, gold & green. my past fucking sucks. just because ive fa

Irony Is
You all know what game systems we grew up with.. hell I had em all, Atari...omg but we thought it was the best ! graphics sucked! ok so then comes nintendo sega dreamcast neogeo super nes etc. Im not gonna name them all. Ok,so the point is we were proud of our endless hrs learning and mastering specific games.How we would fight siblings over the controler,or what my brother did was turn it off cos it WAS cheating which meant I was kicking his ass. Anyways over the decade games have evolved. And well they have been bringing back the older games, but as we were proud kids these days fly thru these games like nothing where as it took us endless hrs to beat it, and as my topic says irony is playing your 6yr old at a game you mastered as a teen and he can pass a level faster than you is irony... lol or its in the genes. and I gotta give my little man credit for this one, he looked at me and said mama your ownnnnned. And I had to sit there and laugh because he kicked my ass

In The Beginning...
Fuck all that...this is just an introduction to let you all know that when I write something down, there is a direct correlation to what is going on in my life on that day. I am going to be very blunt, and more than likely disgrutled...hope you enjoy...look forward to reading your feedback...

My All
My All by BlueWolf I'd give you everything I have My heart, my soul, my mind To always have you in my life And walk with you through time My love for you goes on and on I see no end in sight You're more than just a name to me Through your eyes my path has light The way I feel when we are talking Is hard for me to explain But this I know in my heart I wanna feel your pain I wanna know you're every move And feel your heartbeat To always have you close to me Would make my life complete You do to me like no one has Your beauty I see it shine The way you walk, the way you talk I want to make you mine Please read these words that I have wrote And think about what I've said And keep them safe in your heart Your mind, and your soul.......

Beer!
"THE BEER PRAYER" OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS, HALLOWED BE THY DRINK. THY WILL BE DRUNK, (I WILL BE DRUNK), AT HOME AS IN THY TAVERN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD, AND FORGIVE US FOR OUR SPILLAGES, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US. AND LEAD US NOT INTO INCARCERATION, BUT DO DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE BEER, THE BITTER AND THE LAGER, FOR EVER AND EVER, BARMEN!

Magic
Magic Oils, lotions, and potions Where the ladies touches Wiping of their brooms with elegant thrushes. Casting spells with black cats and dragon’s tails. Four by four they chant to the mystical realms. Dancing in the open meadows. Sowing love words for a fellow. Tempting one with such rhymes To keep his soul for all times. Scott baker

Wow What A Month
Man if it wasnt one thing it was another between me and my daughter whoom is medically disabled. we have been busy with her doctors apts. dear boyfriend took me out for a few hours without the kids last night to our favorite italian resturaunt so now we're chillin at home once again being mommy and daddy. wow fast night. well his birthday is coming 2days before valentines and i have no idea what to get him you see he is an italian redneck but has everything. so any sugesstions would be great please give me some.

Second Reply
from: NinjaSabby~Ct Bouncer- date: 2007-02-04 06:31:51 subject: RE: mumms read receipt: Yes replied: No block user the bouncers have all been told to double check the mumms so things should be better. it will still be only whoever bouncer happens to be checking the mumms at the time. and all the bouncers knows the rules for mumms and stuff === 'Hammie IfUDn'tWntCmnts ThnDn'tWrtMums& ShtThHllUp!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-04 06:29:20'.. From Hammie > So through no fault of mine, I am banned from mumms for 24 hours? Man, you need to institute new safeguards...my suggestion is that it take at least three designations to delete something. This is a great site..and you're being taken over. Ohhh...and I am now seeing that she got to some of my friends as well...mine will not be the only complaint.

“my Promise”
While holding you tight underneath the moonlight I can feel your heart skip a beat, you are the love of my life, and for that your love that you have for me, I promise to never cheat. I will not tell you things that I will not do, and when I say it, I promise I will do it, I am committed to you, and the love that I have for you, and loving you I will never quit. Words can not express the things that I will do for the love of you, take my hand and come with me to love land, and on this day I promise a love so true, so please accept the wedding band. I’m so sorry that it took me so long to find you, now that you are here, welcome to my love, and the things that you do to me are oh so real, and the way that you make me feel I know that your love is real. I know that you are scared to be hurt, but my love will never cause you any pain, I know that you can’t forget your past, and all I know is that my love is not to blame. I promise to give you a life that you

The Tennessee Farmer... Roflmao, Good One.
A Big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee . He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on theother side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own. The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee . We settle small disagreements like this; with the "Three Kick Rule." The lawyer asked, "What is the Three Kick Rule?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on ba

Park
She did not know what he looked like, as she set waiting at the bar. It was fun getting picked out of a crowd. She set there sipping on her drink keeping herself busy watching the game and the people around her. She could feel his present getting closer as she looked up ther he stood with kind eyes looking down at her. She was easy to spot and quite worth the hunt. Ater a drink and great conversation they took off to the lake to watch the sun set along with a wondereful bottle of wine and some great smoke... They laughed and wondered why they did not meet sooner, but i guess somethings are meant to wait for. His kisses felt good his soft lips and his tender touch, he had amazing hands that melted her flesh with every touch... The wine got better and so did the conversation. He was a very passionate man that like to show it, his face lit up in conversation and reading between the lines became more difficult as they could not keep from touching. Her skin was so soft and smooth, it was d

Cherrytap Licenses
OK OK, i'm looking all around cherrytap, and i'm seeing all of these cherrytap licenses and I REALLY WANT ONE :(. Could someone forward this message to someone that could make me one......i frickin love them to death, and i would be in a great gratitude to anybody that would make me one. Well rock on people, and please hollar back at me!!!!!

Page Re-construction
At the moment i am re-constructing my CT page and i want to do a CT family section. For those that are in my family could you leave me a comment on here or a message allowing me to use a link to your profile. Thanks Willie

Another Poem By Me
Death for renewal The arise of a star Guides me and you over paths into war Where we seek for salvation and freedom to come And in lustful embraces we shall be as one I pick up your roses and drink all your wine You hide deep inside me where pride is declined In knowledge of every chance to eclipse you poison my senses with your dimming kiss Unseen in your hand a dagger appears It flashes unnoticed in my fragile tears While you caress me with a silvern sword My screams will reward your arduous efforts...

The Darkness
My life is filled with darkness. Sometimes it is so concrete, No light is allowed in. The darkness cloaks over everything, Swallowing all happiness. It is cold in the harsh shadows, For I have very little warmth. I'm alone, and scared. Scared that I will be alone forever. Fearful that no one will be able to break Through this evil ring of gloom, And bring me into the loving light. Is life really different than death? Copyright ©2007 April N. Purdy

Steps To Breast Self-examination
Just as your period ends ( or at the same time each month if you do not have periods), check for any change in the normal look or feel of your breasts. Report any changes to your doctor or nurse. Go for regular breast exams and ask about a mammogram. Step One: Lying Down Feel for a hard lump, thickening or any changes in your breast tissue. * Lie down on your back with a pillow under your right shoulder. * Use the pads of the three middle fingers left hand to examine your right breast. * Press using light, medium and firm pressure in a circular motion. * Follow an up and down pattern. * Feel for changes in your breast, above and below your collarbone and in your armpit area. * Repeat on your left breast using your right hand. These steps may be repeated while bathing or showering using soapy hands. Step Two: In Front of the Mirror Look for changes in the shape, size or appearance of your breasts. Look for dimpling, rash or puckering

5 Feb 07 - Monday
5 Feb 07 - Monday 19-- Kelly Nickels rock bassist (LA Guns 1923 Sam Phillips musician/record company founder (Sun) 1931 Robert Duvall San Diego CA, actor (Great Santini, Taxi Driver) 1949 George Brown rock drummer (Kool & the Gang) 1949 Chris Stein Brooklyn NY, rock guitarist (Blondie) 1954 Bryan Hitt rocker (REO Speedwagon) 1963 Rick Ambrose singer (Jewel) 1969 Marilyn Manson singer/musician 1675 Battle at Turkheim (Colmar) French army beats Brandenburg 1836 Davy Crockett arrives in Texas, just in time for the Alamo 1919 National Socialist Party (Nazi) forms as German Farmers Party 1933 Calvin Coolidge 30th President (1923-29), dies in Northampton MA at 60 1933 Work on Golden Gate Bridge begins, on Marin County side 1940 FCC hears 1st transmission of FM radio with clear, static-free signal 1945 Pepe LePew debuts in Warner Bros cartoon "Odor-able Kitty" 1949 President Harry S Truman labels his administration the "Fair Deal" 1956 Jeanne F Bourgeois French head

Valentine's Day Gift.
alright yall this is sooooo uncharacteristic of me but hey what the hell it's about valentine's day and i thouhgt id give you ladies or gentlemen out there a good gift idea for your significant other. be forewarned though it gets a little hot and heavy so if you get all hot and bothered by it don't blame me. Valentine's day gift Last time you asked me what I wanted for Valentine's day I was too afraid to answer. Afraid of what you would think of me. But, baby, I'm not afraid anymore cause I know you feel it too. I want you to take me away from life blindfolded to an unknown place. It could be a penthouse in a 5 star hotel or a cabin in the woods. Take me by the hand, kiss me softly on the lips, and hold my body ever so close to yours. Wine, dine me, and when all that is said and done I want you to unwrap me slow and gentle. I want to hold you as you make love to me. I want to look deeply into your eyes and know that you're there. I want to run my fingers through your hair in my

Coming To A Stage Near You, Morality Check Will Rock You.
Coming to a stage near you, Morality Check will rock you. With The Thunder like rhythm section of drummer Gomez, and bassist Bum, to the duel guitar attack of JC, and Wesley Pipes, to the textured keyboards (and sometimes guitar playing) provided by Ron George. Then there are the vocals, provided by the voice of Corey James. Cory is one of the most original vocalist this area has seen in a while. His haunting vocals will stick to your soul long after the live set is done. With a new album due in a Couple of month's, and one of the most lively live shows in the area. Morality Check is a force to be reckoned with.

Whirl Genie (no Answer)
Ring Ring Brring No give up I am not coming to the phone Ring Ring Brring Sorry not today Ring Ring You are wasting your time Brrriiing! The silence preceeding the beginning of my own voice playing is a most welcome repreive from the violent and monotonous pulsations of my God-awful ringing machine Congratulations you have succeded in contacting my answering machine Well salutations but it does not want to hear from you Not any more than I do Nope it is true Not today I ran out of my timeless patience for pointedly to the point questions I will not answer to your silliness You see yesterday I was intercepted by a genie And he contemplated my revulsion at questions no less He and I are on the same plane He too is accosted by complicated inquiries So we toasted to your ignorance alas perhaps one too many times Consequently I am hugged by a cloud Only it wasn't lovely it was suffocating But no more! For the wind blew T

A Man's Raging Kisses Of Stormy Passion
He lured her into the eye Of a passionate storm Raging with his wet kisses Forcing her to use Her lips as oars And row her untested mouth Across a great sea of passion Roaring from his heart With romantic winds Gusting up to 100 heartbeats per kiss Fiercely she rowed With her unsinkable lips Through wave after wave Of his raging wet kisses Until she reached The quiet shores of paradise Nestled between the semicircles Of his heart Where he had A tenderized feast Of endless love prepared To serve her romantic-beated lips And passion-soaked mouth

Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down FINALLY, THE GUYS' SIDE OF THE STORY. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" FROM THE FEMALE SIDE. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a probl

Untitled No 7?
He looks at himself, hes not rich, hes not perfect maybe hes not good enough for her. They talk, he could swear inside she deserves someone better then he, a guy better then me. He doesn't know what she wants, does she know what he wants or how to start doing what he wishes to do. Some call his aim, a bit too high, some call it a dream but its not yet expired. If he had a chance, what would he say, what would he do? He feels like a fool, sometimes he needs direction in what to do. He'll keep on trying, slowly dropping small clues, but if she got them he'd ask "Is there anything between me and you?" He'll push it aside, and take to the stage with this anger for not moving forward and work with his rage. Whats his range, he doesn't know, confused but those who hear this shit are often amazed.

Paw Prints In My Heart
PAW PRINTS IN MY HEART You came to me when I knew no love And engraved your paw prints in my heart. You left me later for the skies above And made me wish we didn't part. You taught me happiness was a treasure When I was really down You taught me joy and pleasure And erased all my frowns, You went away to help another and left me a memory. You flew beyond with a flutter, And became a history. You went through the gates, To a special Rainbow Sky You went there through three life giving fates, Who gave you the wings to fly I envision you in the misty seas, Where we used to play. I imagine us in the gallant breeze, Beneath warm golden rays. I made a sacrifice that I thought you'd need, I let you reach beyond. I knew your soul would pay me heed, And continue our precious bond. I know your wings of translucent white Will brush away my tears, And in your highest height, Watch as my sight then clears. We were happy before you left And we are still today, Sinc

Dogs Needed For This Contest!
~ Okay Dog Contest ~ I'm looking only for pets for my contest. contest will start 2/8 thur 2/15 1st dog is...... with 1 comments 2nd Dog is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! VIP gifts And Extra VIC gift for the Winners! Thanks Maria want to join click on the pic! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Erotic Poem
Watch Me I rest in bed the silk sheets sliding between my thighs a quiver of bliss enticing me with provocative content. Watch me watching you your eyes hooded with hunger for something you cannot touch by hand but your thoughts chant to me. I lift my curls off my left shoulder and stare into space a look of yearning blazing deep in my chocolate eyes my lips part in an O of throbbing thirst for you. You cannot see my hand trailing along my thigh or my fingers gently teasing my clit. Or smell the scent of sex that slowly unfolds. I arch my back as the tiny tremors sprint along my spine burning me with the fire of obsession. I spread my legs wide and slip a finger inside and I cry out . . . You watch me thousands of miles away but you cannot see all of me. It is a dance we play with me in the lead showing you only what I want to. Even though I cannot trace my fingers along your fac

The Poem I Had No Right To Write
I have no right to write right a write which I feel is written wrong but clearly my dear it really must be clear to rewrite the write would make it good righting the write would then make it much more clear oh dear am I right or am I wrong if you ask that I write to the left but I write to the right is that wrong or is wrong to the left when I write to the right to make the write right I guess I really have no right to write this write it really turned out wrong perhaps you can right this write or just write and tell me It's wrong

So Many Friends
So here I am again at another FRIENDS site .... Between all the profiles I have filled out for the others why waste my time and do this one ....well I only came up with 2 reason ... Reason 1 I'm bored and it's 4 O'clock in the morning 2 Who couldn't use lots of friends when in need (by the way can you spot me a 10 till pay day) .... I guess there was a 3rd one now that I think about ... the friend that invited me here is cool sexy and fun to talk to ...so why not . I hope to hear from many of you soon ! Thx for having me !

The Love Symphony
Happy Valentins Day!!! Sitting by the Fireplace caressing The wood of romance and Fueling my mind with desires Of ecstasy Set me on Fire As you arouse all my essences and heat My passion with your inviting Breathtaking strong Manly desires When I look into your eyes they reflect a Symphony of love And you’re the conductor As the melody plays each note upon my Lustful erotic fantasies The music Flows in like a stream of lightning Throughout my body Using your magical skills To remove my Coaxed Attire Using your baton Snapping the buttons off my shirt My Nipples harden As I anticipate the feeling Of the warm Breath Of your mouth approaching The excitement the Music Sways our bodies Wrapping your legs around my waist Dancing to the Rhythm Of your magical Baton C

Still Pimping Out My Fave Place
come on ya'll come show us sexy people some love in club bewitched. its fun, sexy, and we play your music just request it and we'll play it love ya's hooters. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4752

Protecting Our Love
Protecting Our Love by BlueWolf A new adventure awaits us Something new around every bend Two lives entwined forever Two hearts given time to mend A love so pure and special A strong foundation on which to grow Our relationship is like no other Meant to be as we both know Love's growing stronger every day As love was designed to be Me being there for you And you being there for me For you are my special angel Protecting our love within your heart Until we're joined together To never be pulled apart........

Update On My Mom
Hi everyone, I just thought I would give you guys an update on how things went with my Mom. Well, the surgery actually went well. But, she ended up having a lot of complications with her breathing. She ended up in the hospital for 5 days. Her oxygen was really low and now has to wear oxygen 24/7. I am really worried about her. Why don't people understand what smoking does to them. If they dont care about that then think about what it does to the ones that love them. But I have to take care of her. We only have one mother and She is more dear to me than my own life. Also, On top of thaking all this in we found out that a very very dear friend was found dead in his mothers home from an overdose. His mother was found later unconsious and we dont know what caused it. She is on life support at the hospital. So needless to say I have had a very bad week and i just needed to vent to someone. I will respond to everyones comments and request as soon as i get a chance to get to it. Thank

My Little Pearl
Hi my little pearl It is time to rise And its time to not be afraid Let your light shine so that all can see. You have been tucked away Inside to deep I’ll slip back in if you ask Just little by little. When I think of it My heart races an skips a beat Wondering if its able Oh yes its true With our two hearts There’s only one beat that’s where I’ll always be To give you strength Your journey will begin But know that I’ll be watching Come here my little pearl Let me hold you tight. 10-5-2005

Who's A Girl Gotta Screw To Get Some Pancakes Around Here?!?!
Yeah, I don't know. I want pancakes. My ex made the best pancakes. I'm at work, slightly bored silly and want some damn pancakes. Heh....Fuck you, Atkins!!! In other news, I've decided based on the finding of my mumm that it's not worth it to date and try to have a higher level of hanging out past 'just friends' but not as intimate as boyfriendness or a booty call, which will lead to relationships which will lead to drama which will lead to more pain in the ass for me. Who needs that crap? I've got my hands full with work, my music, my writing and my fiends...I mean friends. But I might fuck somebody if pancakes will be made for me afterward. Note: I'm stellar in the sack, so pancakes? Anyone? Yep...I'm now a carb whore. Not as slimming as being a crack whore. Go fig. =-)

Be Who You Want To Be On The Big Ct
I have thought about it and today I would like to be the tooth fairy! Now you may laugh at this and say what the hell is wrong with this stupid girl. But how would you know the difference? I mean honestly! THIS IS THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!! Just in case you forgot. You can be whoever or whatever you want on here andyes some people are dumb enough to believe your aray of bullshit. I can decide to tell everyone that I am working for the CIA (which I have heard on here) lol, or that I am a back up dancer for (jessica simpson which I have also heard on CT), so what ever you are going to be today or tommorow just keep in mind only some of us are dumb enough to believe you.

Introductory Comments
Druidism, Paganism and Wicca While Wicca has earned a bad reputation over the past years of commercial glamorizing of the different sects, the truth cannot be found in a Hollywood movie, popular television series, or in a best selling novel. While these are great sources of entertainment and may even introduce some small samples of truth, these viewpoints are the fictional ideas of executives who have done no more than perhaps read a book somewhere. This is not to put them down, after all, they are only trying to make a living. And let's face it, Wicca sells! But Wicca is not about chants, spells and curses. Wiccans are not evil. In fact Majik is not evil or good. The way that we use our gifts determines the alignment of our works. Pagans and Druids are much closer related than most may think. The word Pagan actually stems from the Latin word paganus, meaning "country-dweller" or "villager". This can be traced to the Roman influence on the British Isles, as many of the

Demeter
Demeter, Greek Goddess of the Bountiful Harvest and the Nurturing Spirit In Greek mythology Demeter was the most generous of the great Olympian goddesses. The Greek goddess Demeter was an ancient goddess beloved for her service to mankind in giving them the gift of the harvest, the reward for cultivation of the soil. Also known as the roman goddess Ceres, Demeter was the goddess of the harvest and was credited with teaching humans how to grow, preserve, and prepare grain. Demeter was thought to be responsible for the fertility of the land. She was the only one of the Greek goddesses who was involved on a day-to-day basis in the lives of the common folk. While others occasionally "dabbled" in human affairs when it suited their personal interests, or came to the aid of "special" mortals they favored, the goddess Demeter was truly the nurturer of mankind. Demeter also was the only one of the Greek goddesses who could truly empathize with the human experience of suffering and grie

Family Group Photo Contest !
~~ Okay I'm doing a Family Contest ~~ What I want is a family pic like parents with kids or grandpraents with grandkids a family photo. Winners will get both gifts again.....1 VIP gift and 1 VIC gift. Most comments wins. Rates breaks ties. Send me your pic in my inbox and i'll add you to the contest! Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will run 2/9 thur 2/16 thanks maria Click on pic to enter! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

White Buffalo Calf Woman
White Buffalo Calf Woman and the Mother of Life White Buffalo Calf Woman's legend is ancient, arising about 2000 years ago, and is central to the spiritual practices of numerous Native American nations. Various, but similar, versions of the legend of White Buffalo Calf Woman are told. The brief story presented here is based primarily on the story of White Buffalo Calf Woman at various websites as told by Joseph Chasing Horse, Traditional Leader of the Lakota Nation. “It was told that next time there is chaos and disparity, she would return again. She said she would return as a White Buffalo Calf. Some believe she already has.” Words of Chief Arvol Looking Horse, 19th Generation Keeper of the Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe of the Lakota Nation While two warriors were out hunting buffalo, a white buffalo calf appeared. As she approached them she changed into a beautiful young woman... which is how she came to be called the White Buffalo Calf Woman. One of the young w

Im Here For You
I know right now the times are hard and things just seem unfair but baby know within your heart that for you I will be there. Theres nothing more that I could want than to hold you in my arms. To let you feel my safe embrace. To shield you from any harm. Your feelings wash right over me and I can feel your sorrow. Just know that I will hold you close throughout the day tomorrow. I love you more than words can say and I just want you to know that you have my heart in every way. With you I will always go. If you need a shoulder to shed some tears. Baby, thats what Im here for. You can always talk to me. My heart is your open door. Im sorry for how things are right now but Im right by your side. As your man and as my life baby, youre my pride.

The Brutality, The Savagery, The Fury Of Lord Genocyde
Smile, Asshole, I'mma Make You Famous... You know, here I was, tooling along on my fourth tobacco-free day. I've got a head fulla information here. Check this out, you know that the FDA is looking at possibly upping the amount of nicotene in cigarettes and the prices keep getting jacked up? I wonder if that's not another conspiracy to rake in a few dollars more off of some creature comforts. I'm off here, back on track. Ok, so Saturday, I quit. You got all the earful of need-to-know there. Monday, the test. I smoke more at work than I do at home. In fact, my smoking is a nonsmoker's nightmare at work. Not just that but I'm friggin' militant there. New policy restricted us further and we face further restriction in 2009. Nice huh? Know why? The Louisiana Clean Air Act. No shit, folks. Now, as I pass those petrochemical plants belching more and more of their industrial exhaust in the air that can give me all manner of illnesses, I can take great comfort in knowing my lungs probably

Rawr
Lala. Anyway. So anthony and i are doing very well. Things in my life have gotten a tad bit screwed up, but thats typical we know =]. But things with anthony are well :P. =] w00t. ♥ ♥ ♥ Rate my blog puhlease.

Little Davie
A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Davie stood up. The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Davie?" "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!" ****************************************************** Little Davie watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, Mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Davie. "Giving up?" ****************************************************** A Sunday School teacher of preschoolers was concerned that his students might be a little confused about Jesus Christ because of the Christmas season emphasis on His birth. He wanted to make sure they understood that the birth of Jesus occurred a long time ago, that He grew

Redneck Social Etiquette
1. Never take a beer to an interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting them. 3. It's considered tacky to take a cooler to church. 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it's time to change the sheets. 5. Even if you're certain that you're included in the will, it's rude to drive a U-haul to the funeral. Dining Out 1. When decanting the wine from the box, make sure you tilt the paper cup and pour slowly so as not to 'bruise' the fruit of the wine. 2. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your hands. Entertaining in Your Home 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table, no matter how good his manners are. Personal Hygiene 1 While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this job should be done in private using one's own truck keys. 2. Even if you live alone, deodorant is not a waste of money. 3. Use of proper toiletries can only delay

Please Help A True Friend And Sweet Heart At That Win This Contest.
OK ALL YOU OUT THERE, MY FRIEND VIRUS AKA DAVID COULD USE YOUR HELP. I ENTERED HIM INTO A MOST LOVABLE SWEET HEART CONTEST. HE IS A TRUE FRIEND AND SWEET HEART AT THAT. PLEASE STOP BY AND DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS I WOULD LIKE FOR HIM TO WIN. SO SHOW SOME LUV AND CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBING AWAY. THANKS Please show some love. the contest ends on the 12th at 9pm est time.

A Simple Invitation To Hell
So sensually soft skin touching hearts, Two melting together, sublime love music, Harmonizing words kissing intertwined, So hot the love motion steams volcanic. So sensually soft skin cuddling lovers, Titillating vibrating quaking nerves, Reaching that high pinnacle climax That never cools down but heats up! So sensually soft skin tanning forever In a relationship that glows eternal, From inception till its heartbeats demise, So sensually soft skin soul mates!

Special , Delivery
This poem may not be copied or duplicated without permission; it is intended for the reader’s pleasure. The reason for this is that I must dream that my words can survive to support me on my path floating among the dictionary of love. .. Upon the airmail of breezing delivery, Perfumed fragrance-floating freedom, Sensual gravitational sexual magnification, Love of the n-th degree of kinetic energy. Lettered characters of devotional adoration, Every word growing magnetomotive force, Sentenced gratification ‘n magnetic levitation, Page-ant, marriage of time’s caressed bonding. Chapbooks of harmonic versed singing notes, Musical poetry of the eternal spousal arousal, Jovial combinations of buoyant spontaneity, Merging mesmerizing combustible cohesion. Adhesion adherence bonding true blue loyalty, Royalty of divine pledges to stroll the course, Interwoven weave of intermingling affections, Contagious inspirational devout companionship.

The Climaxing Tickle
Sensuous touchings So soft They tickle The desire for more In swirls fingers excite To the core of arousal Purring needs cuddling In eyes needing Magic sensations creating spells In hypnotic trances The chemical reaction Has started nuclear fusion In explosive friction Of love in lust’s emotion Spent fuel fizzles But the sensation keeps rising In a meltdown Of climatic fashion

There Comes A Time
I am sure many of you have read blogs like this before but sometimes one must put in words what one feels. You go through life thinking that you know what it is like to love someone. You end up realizing that there are different kinds of love. I am not talking about the different kinds of love that pertain to the love of a friend, the love of a bother or sister, or the love of a family member. What I am refering to is the different kinds of love you have for the opposite sex. Now some of you have been in love a few times in your life and can look back at them and be able to say that you loved that person or persons in different ways. I have been married twice and both woman cheated on me. I don't know about any of you out there but to me devotion is the heart of a relationship. If you can't devote your heart to someone then you have no business being in that relationship. You must be willing to make sacrifices for one another. This also pertains to starting a relationship. I am at a p

On Letting Go
Did you know that it doesn't hurt to drown? I do. I remember. When I was 3, my daddy took us all camping and fishing with him...Momma, me, and my little sister, Lisa. I don't remember which lake we were at, but I remember the muddy water.....a reddish brown that you could barely see your hand through. My uncle Barney was getting into the flat-bottomed fishing boat to get back to the thing that drew them here.....fishing, of course. My momma, holding her pregnant stomach, and my aunt Dorothy, my daddy's sister, were sitting at a picnic table not far from shore.....the lake was up. My sister, who was 1 year old, sat upon my daddy's shoulders, waving her arms as her dark hair curled in a cupie doll curl on the top of her head. Daddy waded into the water, and I waded in right beside him. Daddy seemed like a giant to me back then, of course. He was 6 feet tall and built like the Taurus he was. His red hair and beard used to make me think of some wild Viking, but most p

Tampa Flight -- Too Funny
Tampa flight -- too funny A jumbo jet is just coming into the Tampa Airport on its final approach. The pilot comes on the intercom, "This is your Captain. We're on our final descent into Tampa. I want to thank you for flying with us today and I hope you enjoy your stay in Tampa Bay". He forgets to switch off the intercom. Now the whole plane can hear his conversation from the cockpit. The copilot says to the pilot, "Well, skipper, watcha gonna do in Tampa?" "Well," says the skipper, "first I'm gonna check into the hotel and take a big crap....then I'm gonna take that new stewardess with the huge tits out for dinner..... then I'm gonna wine and dine her, take her back to my room and put it to her big time all night." Everyone on the plane hears this and immediately begins looking up and down the aisle trying to get a look at the new stewardess. Meanwhile the new stewardess is at the very back of the plane. She's so embarrassed that she

Strawberry Short Cake
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, Which would you choose? (You can only pick one!) Trust me...this is Reputed to be very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think About you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to Others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the Subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Icing on Chocolate Cake 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think Carefully what your choice will be... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says About you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and Fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cr

Lets Ride
take me into the sunset of yesterday, where fireflies shimmy in candle dance, where love true and pure ecstasy reigns.. ride with me across this ocean of grass, lead me through the dark sea of my tears.. banish my fears, let me think only of you.. atop the mighty stallion of our passion - i cling to your back lest i be swept away, (come welcoming darkness, i bid the day adeu..) gentle full moon go before us, lead the way.. she, clad in an aura of softest silvery light spreads above her star-studded veil so bright.. my lover takes over, the night is his and mine.. digging spurred heels into this steed of vertigo faster we race, hotter becomes this wild chase.. steamy kisses consume, hearts rage in flames, sucked deep into the vortex of his fiery embrace.. the love that we make sprouts wings and we soar, past the stars...past heaven...past infinity..

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since normally they were a couple thousand. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth. I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarted. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched me in my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off of the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later, I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn c

On Wednesday... A New Rule Was Made...
A new rule has been made... I've been banned from having birthdays A new rule has been made Signed, sealed and delivered By the local Fire Brigade! They say that all those candles Would create such a blaze They'd have to come and put it out And stay around for days! So, I guess I'll have to party Without the birthday cake, Perhaps I'll light one candle Just for old time's sake. Those firemen! So fit and strong, Such handsome looking men - Whose birthday is it, anyway???? Let's light them all again!!!!!!!!!! (On Thursday.. that is!!)

Happy Pre-valentine's Day!
And this is for my VALENTINE: ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨) ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) (¸.•´ (¸.•` * ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨) ........|___|..........|___|... ........|000|..........|000|... ........|000|..........|000|... ........|000|..........|000|... ........|000|..........|000|... .........\00/..........\00/.... CHEERS ..........\0/...........\0/.... TO ...........||............||.... OUR ...........||............||.... FRIENDSHIP! ...........||............||.... .........._||_.........._||_... ............................... .¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨)(¸.•´...¸.•´¸.•*´¨) H A P P Y V A L E N T I N E S !!! Who is going to be my Valentine on Valentine\'s Day???

U Got Ballz??
OK lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you repost this to find out! Reply with a number to the following options. (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez but you'rE HOT 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really know you but i'd bang you 21- Your annoying because you never answer questions 22- i like you alot 23- i think i'm falling in LOV

Sisterhood
There’s something to be said for family, especially siblings. Just when you think there is no hope for closeness between you, a crisis happens, and it doesn’t have to be negative. By crisis, I mean major life development, such as a birth of a child. Anyway, my point is that you realize the level of closeness you have, the depth of your relationship. It’s truly an awesome realization to know that after all the years of arguing and mock hating each other, my sister and I really can be the best of friends. We can share anything and everything. We don’t have to judge each other. We can support each other, through all things. And more importantly, after thinking I was so different from her, I realize that I’m really not, and that isn’t such a bad thing…

Couple Contest !
~~ Okay Hottiest cuple for valetines contest ~~ Okay I need pics of couples for my contest. 1st couple is...... with 1 comments 2nd couple is...... with 1 comments 3rd couple is...... with 1 comments 4th couple is...... with 1 comments 5th couple is...... with 1 comments If you want to enter send me your link to your pic and i'll enter you. okay this contest will start on the 10th to the 14th . Yes only 4 days long. Couple who win will get both VIP gift and VIC gift + Dozen Roses. Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Hello
Hello to all my friends in CherryLand! Sorry I havent been on but life goes that way sometimes!! I miss everyone but my girls come first (I know, duh!). ANyway since you stopped to read this do me a favor and go check out my girl Domino. She returns rates and is hella cool! Domino@ CherryTAP anyway I'll be doing individual comments as soon as I can. Until then much love Anjel

Cool
i took this kool Quiz thing to see which tarot card i am and look what i got Which Tarot Card Are You? You are the Star card. The Star is the light of hope. Shining in the night, sending light into darkness, the stars provide direction to sailors and are a field on which to dream. Humanity used to look up at the sky and desire to be there, to find out what it all meant, and now we have been a distance into space and have elementary ideas of the makeup of all the different stars. This kind of achievement adds further fuel to our hopes. The eternal, slow-moving stars that will be long shining past the end of our own existence provide hope of immortality, and the vast space they suggest and the very mystery they hold provide us with excitement and knowledge yet to be discovered. Image from: Danielle Sylvie Taylor http://members.limitless.org/~morpheum/gallery.htmlTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Got My Bike
Picked up my bike tonight. It's in my friend's garage because my family decided to all of a sudden have a problem with me getting a dirt bike. The whole thing is stupid, but I'll get an ear full in the morning. I'm fucking 22 years old and I get treated like I'm a teenager all over again. Yay. But I was talking to some of the guys and a lot of them said they pulled the same shit I did ...going against their family... just so they could get a bike. They told me after the flames settle down, it'll be worth it. I only was able to get one photo of my bike in the bed of my friend's truck because it was dark. But it's posted. I need riding gear now.

Please Read!!!!
Gold Star Mothers is an organization made up of women whose sons were killed in military combat during service in the United States Armed Forces. Recently a delegation of New York State Gold Star Mothers made a trip to Washington , DC , to discuss various concerns with their elected Representatives. According to published reports, there was only one politician who refused to meet with these ladies. Can you guess which politician that might be? Was it New York Senator Charles Schumer? Nope, he met with them. Try again. Do you know anyone serving in the Senate who has never showed anything but contempt for our military? Do you happen to know the name of any politician in Washington who's husband once wrote of his loathing for the military? Now you're getting warm! You got it! None other than the Queen herself, Hillary Rotten Clinton She refused repeated requests to meet with the Gold Star Mothers. Now, please don't tell me

Too Much Agreement Kills A Chat.
"Too much agreement kills a chat." Eldridge Cleaver Many of us haven't learned there is room for disagreement in a relationship. Some who grew up in disfuntional families saw a lot of pain, anger, and quarreling. Many learned to be always pleasing and agreeable, no matter how they felt. Others took it as a personal insult when someone disagreed with them. We choke the vitality and excitement in our love relationships if we are too intent on avoiding conflict. Nothing can be resolved if we smooth everything over. Differences between people don't just go away. If we don't bring them out, they fester and create silent tension or boredom. If we willingly express our thoughts and feelings, we can learn how to resolve our disagreements and to appreciate each other for our differences as well as our similarities. If two people in a relationship were exactly alike, one of them would be unnecessary. I will try to be more open about my differences with people, no

With A Dream And A Gun
With a gun and a dream I step outside Into the golden pouring rain My heart is emptied and broken within Yet so fulfilled With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed and despised With a dream and a gun The lips revived by a lover's kiss I enter a golden dawn Smiling in murderous bliss Of the Apocalypse to come With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed and despised With a gun and a dream Dancing in circles of Lucifer's rising In a spring's morn so golden I take his offered hand To destroy the rotting core of mankind With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed by me at its demise

Scores Before Bed Time..
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.04 (23) Splendid_Beauty 3511 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.05 (148) ~Pole Princess~ 2534 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.04 (27) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 1862 comments!

Picadillo Dip
Original recipe yield: 16 servings PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr 5 Min READY IN 1 Hr 15 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 pound ground beef * 1 cup water * 1 garlic clove, minced * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1 (14.5 ounce) can diced tomatoes, undrained * 1 (6 ounce) can tomato paste * 1/2 cup raisins * 1/2 cup slivered almonds * 1/4 cup chopped pimento-stuffed olives * 1/2 teaspoon sugar * Tortilla chips DIRECTIONS 1. In a large saucepan, brown beef. Add water, garlic, salt and pepper. Cover and simmer for 20 minutes; drain. Add next six ingredients; mix well. Cover and simmer for 45 minutes, stirring occasionally. Serve hot with chips.

Contest Is A Go!
Best Bootie Contest is now officially open. A reminder to all that this is a comment based contest so comment bombing is allowed votes will be accepted for the next 7 days. that means the contest will end on Feb.18th at 9PM good luck to all the girls!

Douchebags
Why is it that i let the opinion of some loser douchebag that has never met me bother me? Why should some ugly bitter person be able to make me feel like less of a person? Obviously the jackass in question is a shallow, insecure person himself... Who makes fun of others?....people who are insecure about themselves... Who specifically tries to make someone feel bad about their appearance? I have NEVER claimed to be pretty...much less tried to claim i was thin or whatever... I lost 128 pounds...and yes i have gained 45 back...but let me see you be allergic to what i am and not have trouble losing weight. Normally when i am this upset i would go eat...but since there is NO food that i can just go eat...i won't....not because i don't want to just cause it will be a apin in the ass FUCK THAT ASSHOLE FOR SAYIN NEGATIVE SHIT ON ME!! Seriously...he is NOT Mr Universe...so maybe he needs to look inthe mirror before tossin rocks at MY window Lame ass douchebag

Valentine's Day
Alright... Wednesday is Valentine's Day... and I just had a few words to say about it... I'm sure all of u know how rediculous I think it is... people put too much importance on relationships... like u cant be happy if ur not in one... "What's life without love?" shit like that... well u know what? I'm very damn happy without a relationship... I'm so sick of people getting all excited about what they are getting their boyfriend or girlfriend for this one stupid day... If u really are in love... then u should celebrate it every day... not just this one day a year... it shouldnt take a holiday for u to let someone know just how much u care for them... and it sure as hell shouldnt take a lot of money for u to "prove" ur love... another thing... love shouldnt be proven... it should just show... and if the person u "love" doesnt know how much they mean to u already... then there is obviously something wrong with the relationship... I dont mean to sound like some anti-love bitter perso

Kiss Goodnight
I'm not gunna sleep 'til 8 in the morning Way too many thoughts in my head I could lie awake and drive myself crazy Or go back to see you instead It's late at night we had a fight and I can't sleep It's not alright I've gotta go by your place so we can make up face to face Cause I know that nothing's right 'til I get my kiss goodnight Over thinking rehearsing my lines Trying to figure out what to say I missed a few stop signs, it's 3 in the morning And I don't really care who'se to blame Cause things we said, stuck in my head It's time we put this thing to bed I've gotta go by your place so we can make up face to face Cause I know that nothing's right 'til I get my kiss goodnight It's a little thing with you and me But it means everything It's all I need to find my peace of mind And dream I've gotta go by your place so we can make up face to face Cause I know that nothing's right 'til I get my kiss goodnight

Who The Fuck Left Me Dirty Weeds?
And anonymously, too? You're lucky the messages were broken so I can't tell who you are. Seriously, I stay out of alot of the shit on this site unless it directly affects Bella or myself, and a few of my close friends. Be a man (or a woman) and bone up to why you feel the need to be so immature.

This Has To End.
The powers that be made me take in a full time keyholder who has been with the company for 1.5 years. She can't count the drawers. She can't open or close the store properly. She can't do the goal charts, do charge sends, check the voicemail, fill out deposit slips, follow floorplans, use the web browser, follow email instructions, or ask for help correctly. The full timer I already have is flaky enough. Now I basically should just be running the whole store by myself every fucking day from open to close. I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I WILL LOSE MY HEAD. I have eaten so much that I can't think straight. I may pass out soon.

Panic Attack @ School
Went to Math class... only to be slapped in the face with a test on Wednesday...THIS Wednesday...which means that I have NO time to tell DSPS (program I'm in at my college for people with Disabilities...mine being Learning..I'll get into that). My professor also said no caluculators or notes are allowed on the tests. This is a huge problem for me... I know for sure that I will FAIL this class. There is no way around it. So, tomorrow I will go to DSPS, tell them what is going on, probably drop the class, and try to add another Math class. On my way to the parking lot, I called my husband, and started having a panic attack. I havent had one since I first started college. But the panic attack lead into me an asthma attack. So, I finally sat down on the grass. Nearly in tears. No, I'm not a dramatic person AT ALL so dont think that...not what it was, but panic attacks do happen with me, just usually I can control them. I just dont want to risk my grades and GPA because

Lessons
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

War
they said they want a war i'm a bring it to em up front of the battlefield leave no one to spare see who real cuz we recognize each other liars abusers n users gettin the best of me but won't let em be the death of me i'll be the death of them stop revolve fuck wit me u'll be a problem solved can't be stopped in this battle style rap niggaz got a betta chance of comin at me ready to scrap but get bodied i keep 3 shottys 4 hotties and atleast 5 bodies in trunk gotta know when its time to get crunk fuck wit me attack ya so hard ya think ya got jumped by 7 niggaz in the dark cuz only 1 nigga got heart attack a whole crew leave dead buried n burned like jews in holocaust like jack frost i'm the best on this freestyle shit i'll slap ya quick not think twice cuz i think thrice its time to grab the glock go ahead and put work in on the clock subliminal attacks arrogance on this track top notch knock em out speed hide the weed in the dash grab the cash jack the chains i'm brining it to ya lame

My Mama Is Black History
I wanna give a special shout out to my mama who has a restricted home telephone number and doesn't use the Internet much (but she does have an email). I would call her a Crazy Beautiful Black Woman because she never left me at home while she was out clubbing, and never smoked mentholated cigarettes.... Plus it wouldn't do her justice considering she is an upper-level professional with a Master's Degree--based on results, she knows what she's doing... Although I don't know her to ever cook asparagus.....she is my only only successful convert from milk to rice milk and she happily makes my macaroni and cheese with soy cheese (thanks). And Although my dad was an invisible, absent, alcoholic, womanizing loser.....she never hated on him and she had the foresight and wherewithal not to name me after him.....and with GOOD intentions.....let him choose my name. (I've grown into it...and the teasing made me stronger). Yes, she made pull my pants up in high school but now she

How Sarcastic Are You ?
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

Dreary Night
DREARY NIGHT The dreary night with it's rain, drenched a body wracked with pain. The city watchman had found her there, lying in the courtyard square. A dagger pierced her side quite deep,"He came from nowhere," She did weep,"A man in black with eyes like coal, he took my baby and my soul". "Quiet girl", the watchman said, "conserve your strength or ye be dead", "There is no time for i must tell, he took my child and soul to hell", The blood did gush ,in puddles red. The poor young girl would soon be dead, "I must confess before i die, the one who conjured him was I"! I had no choice, my baby ill, I gave my soul, my heart ,my will. He stepped from shadows like a thief, and asked if i had no belief. My husband's dead.my family gone, do as you wish , I am your pawn. He took my baby , and with is knife,He stabbed me deep to take my life. And as he left i heard him tell, how my child would live in hell. A prince he'd be when he is grown, He'll sit beside the master's thr

Enoy This Poem I Written Awhile Back
Silent is the tongue Wondering is the soul The beat of the ehart goes on The edge of enternity is seen Windows are the eyes The touch of the hand is felt The breath of the winded life What do these things mean The mystery of man's pride To the brotherhood of men The exotic of a woman virtue Or the sisterhood of women The spirit is sound The body is troubled these things and more come naturally Yet as a thinker of thoughts A writer of words A poet of sentnces I traverse these trails in silence of the tongue I think can I be a bard Or am I a bard unknown in thoughts and words The silence of the tongue continues The voice doesn't speack The mind continues to traverse these thoughts Ever more is the silence Silence is the tongue Silence of the voices Silent's Tongue Shhhhh

Come On Answer
Rrrrring Rrrrring Come on answer Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrrring Where is he at?? Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrrring Answer already!!!! Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrrring Rrrr Hello I thought you’d never answer I feared that you weren’t there You said to call whenever I needed you And you’d treat me like you cared Well I need you this very instance Tomorrow just won’t do My innards yearn and my vision burns At just the thought of you You know of my special needs And the certain way I like it If you’re not at my loving door In thirty minutes I’ll bite it Well he’s on his way I must move fast No need to take a shower I think I’ll freshen up a bit And put on perfume with some power I’ll put on lipstick glossy pink An

Contest Is Now Open!!!
OK GUYS TIME TO GET THE GIRLS BUSY GIVING YOU THOSE VALENTINE'S GIFTS BY COMMENTING ON YOUR BOOTY'S AND RATING THEM.. THE CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR A WEEK AND IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP WITH LINKING YOUR PHOTO SO THAT YOU CAN POST A BLOG LET ME KNOW NAD I WILL HELP YOU OUT ;-)!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL AND HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MUAHHHH!! http://www.cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=216542

Return To Sender
Return to sender I set a valentine to my self To get it stamped by the Loveland post A box of sweets still unwrapped My wallets bare, my soul is tapped Candied tears and a glass of wine Just to try unwind Candle light with one long night Just setting here by my self tonight Seeing lovers on the street ,under the moon light Oh what a treat Lacking my valentines its just me and my wine. Scott baker

Biology Is Awesome
Biology teacher is kick ass! He's laid back and funny as hell! I have to pick up some supplies Thursday after my first class is over, but that's fine since I have to go take care of some stuff anyway. I ended up having two friends in Biology and both with the same lab night as me! So, that made all of us happy. We'll have a good group going. I'm really looking forward to Biology! Oh and my friend is still beating me down for dropping that one math class and picking up a 3 hour Friday math class. Honestly, I dont care. 3 hours in math might do me some good.

Questioning Looks
Your style is smooth and full of grace Your curves are fine and Thank God no lace Your soft supple seat fits like a glove And the purrs that you make I must be in love You make my heart race When we pick up the pace The people all turn around and stare As we slip in and out without a care You take me places I've been and have not And everyone agrees you really are hot There are no scares on you You're perfect it's true From head to tail Fine in every detail And with a touch of my hand You answer my slightest command And though you are perfect in every respect I'm afraid my sanity would be suspect I want to caress and keep you where I can see but people would talk .... If I brought a '67 mustang to bed with me ©Dark

Vampires Kiss
vampires kiss Twisting in the moon light A lycan fights with blood and might Suffering from a vampires kiss he Finds her lips with loving bliss Chained to a moonlight desires Two souls coven the midnight fires Indulging in a animal passion The blood they crave takes them higher Lovers with a solo twist she grabs him by the wrist Pulling close with all their might Tantric love was theirs that night Silver bullets and wooded stakes This night was not a mistake . Scott baker

First Word Ending -ly (erotica)
Softly you came to my bed that night Gently you kissed me and held me tight Slowly you slid your hand up high Firmly you pressed you rod to my thigh Silently asked me to go for a ride Lazily spread my lips open wide Quickly rubbed my spot just there Easily found it without any hair Regularly checked to see if it was slick Eagerly entered me deep with your stick Patiently stroked me long within Pleasantly recreated the original sin Increasingly harder and faster and deep Openly loved me not needing sleep Laughingly prodded me until I came Forcefully moved to cause it again Fervently pounded to make us both cum Comfortably sighed when we were all done Blissfully closed your eyes when we were through Skillfully lied whispering I Love You ©Dark

Overdose On Pain By Cristionna
She was running away from her life she couldn't keep making her pain go away always using a knife she tried so hard to stop but she just couldn't her mind what full of thoughts she wanted stress to stop but it wouldn't she looked eager to leave she was going insane she regrets the first day she overdosed on pain she tried to forget the time he hurt her she tried to forgive his lies she was sick of living in a world like this she really wanted to die when she took out the blade her wrist went numb she couldn't figure out why she did this or who she has become she could get any help words were to hard to explain she couldn't seem to stop her overdose on pain it was so addicting to hard to stop she'd stare at her arms in shock she couldn't bare looking inside the staring glass shed fear the ugly girl in front of her while she looked into the mirror he was her life his love for her he'd tame he'd lead her on to nothing so she overdosed on

Family Ic Ends The 16th
~~ Okay I'm doing a Family Contest ~~ What I want is a family pic like parents with kids or grandpraents with grandkids a family photo. Winners will get both gifts again.....1 VIP gift and 1 VIC gift. 1st Family is...... with 1617 comments 2nd Family is..... with 328 comments 3rd family is...... with 3 comments 4th Family Pic is..... with 3 comments 5th Family pic is..... with 9 comments 6th family pic is...... . with 4 comments Most comments wins. Rates breaks ties. Send me your pic in my inbox and i'll add you to the contest! Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will run 2/9 thur 2/16 thanks maria Click on pic to enter! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Guilty
I am sorry I have been bringing you down. I just want you to know that the words of hate mean nothing. I have been depending on you for far to much. You shouldn't have to protect me anymore. Why should you have to stay here with me? I have kept you here long enough in this world of my own. I shouldn't be expecting you to help me through forever. I am sorry that I have been so selfish and have been thinking of nobody but myself. For I have to learn to grow up on my own. Because lessons of unfairness shouldn't have to be shared. I do not expect to be forgiven, because I myself have not done so. I have a sinking feeling inside of me telling me that I was wrong. I am guilty of everything, and things I have yet to confess. But it is just a sign of my pathetic selfishness.

Leave It To A Marine
A Marine was deployed to Afghanistan. While he was there he received a letter from his girlfriend. In the letter she explained that she had slept with two guys while he had been gone and she wanted to break up with him. AND, she wanted pictures of herself back. So the Marine did what any squared-away Marine would do. He went around to his buddies and collected all the unwanted photos of women he could find. He then mailed about 25 pictures of women (with clothes and without) to his girlfriend with the following note: "I don't remember which one you are. Please remove yours and send the rest back...

Down On My Knees Dear God Help Me Please Amen
Dear Lord I need your help tonight Cause I just can't seem to see what's right I lost your promise you made to me That you'd hold my hand eternally See I am dealing with the tears Dealing with the fears Of admitting that my heart is sold And that I'll never have his hand to hold I'm praying to you God down on my knee's I don't know what to do Lord, help my please I need you to take this pain away Take me into "Far, far, away" Where all my dreams of "us" can come true Where the storm is gone and the sky is blue My hands are shaking, stomach aching Don't you see Jesus my heart is breaking Sick of tears in my eyes Sick of hiding my cries Sick of pretending I'm okay Sick of trying to make this all go away Father just take my heart out of his hands And put it back together again I reached for his hand, reached for his heart But instead all I came back with was scars He wants to throw away memories and forget the past But those memories were what was g

I Still Want You
Listen really closely To my heart's confession Maybe if I get it out I'll be rid of this depression. I know that it's over But I still dream of you. I can see in your eyes That you still feel it too. It's breaking my heart slowly, Not to be with you. I just can't help it. Please tell me it isn't really through. I'm trying so hard to be without you. But I just don't feel whole. You were all my life. My Heart, Mind, and Soul. I know no matter what. You'll be there til' the end. But I don't think I can stand that. I need you as more then just a friend. I can't deal with this. Not having you is making me insane. I know that pain wont last forever, But the scars will always remain.

Your On The Other Side Of The World
KT Tunstall - Other Side Of The World lyrics artist: KT Tunstall Lyrics song : Other Side Of The World Over the sea and far away She's waiting like an Iceberg Waiting to change, But she's cold inside She wants to be like the water, All the muscles tighten in her face Buries her soul in one embrace They're one and the same Just like water Then the fire fades away But most of everyday Is full of tired excuses But it's too hard to say I wish it were simple But we give up easily You're close enough to see that You're.... the other side of the world to me On comes the panic light Holding on with fingers and feelings alike But the time has come To move along Then the fire fades away But most of everyday Is full of tired excuses But it's too hard to say I wish it were simple But we give up easily You're close enough to see that You're.... the other side of the world Can you help me? Can you let me go And can you still love me When you can't

My Shitty V-day Update
well started last night, watched the news bad burned body was found near neighbourhood....naturally since i ain't heard from my bro in almost two years worst go's through my mind. guess u cld say slept like crap, talked to mom early mornin and she's no support and thas her own flesh and blood, gathered details and called for myself since i needed my mind put at ease, with all i told them they said that its "POSSIBLY" not my brother....talk about not putting mind at ease, then was told by guy that was investigating that what i should do for the mean time is put in a missing persons report but i needed his last known address....i tell ya that was hell to get but i did...........anyways i called non emerg ask to speak with missing person reposrts tell them whats up and they tell me i have to call hospitals and yadda yadda and then call back if no luck there. soooo i do this and "NOTHIN" a bit of relief, i call them back and i get a diff person, a man this time more sympathetic, asks his n

What I'd Love To See On This Site
So far, I have to admit this site has a ton. The chat rooms are a a tad annoying, as are the unusually wide pages (guess I'm due for a 21" monitor). I'd love to see a decent audio or video chat application built in. Stickam's is nice, but way to many teenagers for my tastes.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Strippers Rock
Well, i got convinced to go out last night, right? Totally against my will, as I am in a pissy fucking mood.... Well, we went to area 51... and i am telling you what... that shit was great!! Well, could be better, but ya know. They have to wear latex shit on their nipples cuz oklahoma is that prude.... fucked up huh??? I thought so. So robin can't be a stripper *lol* my nipples would be all infected all the time *lol* maybe they have another "cover up" that isn't latex? Anyways, though, it was fucking crazy.... so i chatted w/ a bunch of them, they're hella awesome. PLus, they all have the BEST shoes... uh, i love their shoes!!! anwyays, made robin a very jealous person, cuz i am like, damnit, i wish i looked that good!!! Such is life... off to class now...

Libra
The Archangel Raziel is the Ruler of the Sign of Libra "Know yea this...that I have knowledge of all things strange and mysterious" angels of libra The Libra woman is what all women would love to be! She is beautiful, intelligent, gracious, talented, warm hearted and kind. She is called the Warrior Queen and can be as brave and courageous as any man, but she is also tender and gentle when emotionally moved. Libra is the Champion of the Weak or Oppressed and will work tirelessly for a cause in which she believes. She loves life and lives it with abandon. She is daring and takes chances, always reaching for the next challenge or the next adventure. This woman often needs to work hard to overcome the effects of a wild youth....some never outgrow it. The Libra female is mysterious but not so by intent. She is a dichotomy even to herself....and struggles constantly to balance her life. She can be equally at home dressed formal

Libra Men
Libra is the lover of the Zodiac. He seeks complementary energy - partnership, equilibrium, balance, harmony, and above all, love. Libra takes pleasure in people, words, art and beauty. There are so many joys, wonders and ways of expression. He wants to experience them all! Maybe that is why he is constantly falling in love. The opposite of Aries, who is on a quest to make his personal mark in the world, Libra is searching for connections with others. He attracts people and collects things because of his great fascination with everything he sees. He may seem acquisitive, or luxury loving, but he is merely fulfilling a deep need to appreciate the earth by gathering it close to himself. Libra creates balance in his life by making comparisons. He spends a great deal of time weighing out options, opinions and possibilities. Like a judge, he must choose the best, and this is sometimes a challenge! The tendency to vacillate on the part of Libra is his famous, and seemingly endless exer

16 Feb 07 - Friday
16 Feb 07 - Friday 1838 Henry Adams Boston MA, US historian, writer (Education of Henry Adams) 1901 Wayne King Savannah IL, saxophonist/bandleader (the Waltz King) 1909 Hugh Beaumont Lawrence KS, actor (Ward Cleaver-Leave it to Beaver) 1912 Machito "Frank Grillo" Florida, bandleader (created salsa music) 1920 Patty Andrews Minneapolis MN, singer (Andrews Sisters) 1935 Sonny Bono Detroit MI, singer (Sonny & Cher, Mayor-R-Palm Springs CA) 1956 James Ingram singer (On the Wings of Love) 1958 Ice-T rap singer/actor (New Jack City, Tank Girl, Crazy Six) 1959 John P McEnroe tennis player (US Open 1979-81, 84 Wimbledon 1981, 83, 84) 2335 Geordi La Forge character on Star Trek Next Generation 0600 Pope Gregory the Great decrees saying "God bless You" is the correct response to a sneeze 1659 1st known check (£400) (on display at Westminster Abbey) 1862 Ft Donelson captured by General Grant (1,400 confederates surrender) 1878 Silver dollar became US legal tender 1918 Lithua

The Windshield Wipers
One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick. Suddenly, my daughter spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat. "Dad, I'm thinking of something." This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all that her six-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear. "What are you thinking?" I ! asked. "The rain," she began, "is like sin, and the windshield wipers are like God wiping our sins away." After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond. "That's really good, Aspen." Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take this revelation? So I asked.. "Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?" Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer: "We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us." I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers

*just Human* By: Josh Brookover
Conceived by madness, sedated by sadness. delving in the inconcievable, life is unbearable.The pendulum swings as time wastes away,never knowing which way i will be forced to sway...I am a puppet of society, leaving me empty. Feeling no curtesy, for what’s within me. I destroy myself more and more everyday by drinking and drugs, while watching my mind decay. Elapsing to self affliction, while creating a new addiction, Emancipated mind free from society’s cage, changing from passive to an unexplainable rage. Humanity keeps me from being who I need to be. Held down by emotions and pity, stranded in an empty city. I await the end of me for there is nothing left to be....

Grr Argh
Sick and grumpy. Thats all I really need to say. I've been sweating my balls off all day in a cold sweat. I just wanna go back to sleep, but too hot for that right now. Meh oh well... I need a pick me up... Someone send me a stiff drink and some other sort of upper. I could really care less at this point as to what it is. I'm gonna go ahead and unprivatize this thing cause what does it matter? I dunno... Bleh, I feel so crappy... I'll give someone a cookie if they can tell me whats wrong with me... Symptoms Include: Sweating No fever Cold sweats stomach ache aches in every muscle blah blah blah ok enough complaining. Today needs to be a good day. It's friday for christ's sake... Shouldn't fridays be fun I hate the weekend... It's always so fucking boring. Everyone else gets to go out and do shit and what do I do... I sit at home with my mom... Ugh... Shit like that just really makes you wanna put a bullet through your frontal lobe, yanno?? That or

A Pair Of Irish Ditch Diggers
A pair of Irish ditch diggers were repairing some road damage directly across the street from a house of ill repute. They witnessed a Protestant Minister lurking about, and then ducking into the house. "Would ye look at that, Darby!" said Pat. "What a shameful disgrace, those Protestant Reverends sinning in a house the likes of that place!" They both shook their heads and continued working. A short time later they watched as a Rabbi looked around cautiously and then darted into the house when he was satisfied no one was looking. "Did ya see that, Darby?" Pat asked in shock and disbelief. "Is nothing holy to those Jewish Rabbis? I just cannot understand what the world is coming to these days. A man of the cloth indulging himself in sins of the flesh. T'is a shame, I tell ya!" Not much later a third man, a Catholic Priest, was lurking about the house, looking around to see if any one was watching, then quietly sneaking in. "Oh no, Darby, look!" said Pat,

I Had Motivation Once!
Once, someone brought it outta me. A quickie, lacks the lil stuff. We'd probably be sitting on a couch. I'd climb on top of you, you'd run your hands up from my thighs, to my hips, you stop there because I'd be kissing you and you'd just be holding on to my hips for a minute. I'd lean back from kissing you and pull my T off (I wear white t's all the time). Underneath, simply a white bra, nothing spectacular, but still sexy as hell. You'd move your hands up from my hips on to my skin, gliding slowly over my softness (I like lotion, I'm soft). You'd bring your hands around to my back, up into my hair and grab hold, pulling me into you, to kiss me. You'd run your hands back down my back, around the front where you would be unbuttoning my Dickies (thas how I roll). Unzipping them, slidding your hand inside my pants, just to get a touch! All awhile, I am leaning back, enjoying it. Your eyes are on me, my eyes, making sure I am enjoying myself. I climb off of you, get down on my knee

Official Death Notice Has Been Served
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I Hate The Navy!
My hubby is in the reserves, and he got called up to active duty. Well Last friday i had to take him to the reserve center to leave for deployment.....he's goin to be in Va fer about 2 months r so, and then they r sending him to Kuwait. So he's gonna be gone fer at least 9 months... :( UGH!! I HATE THE NAVY! He's gonna miss so much, our son graduating from kindergarten, my brother graduating from HS! And he has to put off finishing college! UGH!

Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
10."They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 9. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time" 7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new business strategy." 6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance." 5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve work-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people who practice Yoga?" 4. "Darn! Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out how to handle that big accounting problem." 3. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" 2. "Who put decaf in the wrong pot?!?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing t o say if you get caught sleeping at your desk... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "...in Jesus name, Amen."

Lmao.. Now This Is Funny!!!
LMAO... maybe you guys will get a laugh out of this as much as I did!!!! The other day, we had gotten a couple cans of cat food and set them (unopened) on the counter in the kitchen... We took one of the cans and opened it up and fed it to the cats... Ok, just a few minutes ago, we had asked my brother if he had seen the other can that was on the counter... he said, "no, but there was a can of Tuna Fish sitting there, so I opened it up and ate it" !!! Needless to say, my brother ate the can of cat food!!!! LMAO I was talking to my friend Les about this, and he said something that is so true!!! Here is what Les said "lol you only see that in comedies, I didn't think it could happen lol" Well Les, now you know that it doesn't only happen in comedies!!!! LMAO

Dear Diary 18/02 - 07
Finally i`m away from Finland. I turned left and arrived to Øuahidri State in Hadramaut. It is a country build on ecological pudding. All the people living there, are called "uncle Christian." All the football teams, named "FC relax now man". All their fish-stores, named "Here are fish" All their playgrounds are filled with rubber. Luckely there are no playgrounds. It s good behavior to kill their children, when they have visitors. They also have other odd customes If you tie your shoelace wrong, you must do it all over again. If you don`t breath, you will choke. If you beat your head with a bat, it hurts. If you wanna shop at wallmart, well please do so, nothing there!

Sexy Lady On Ct Contest Come And Join This One Rocks!
~~ Okay SeXy Lady Of CT Contest ~~ Come on ladys i'm looking for 10 ladys who know they are cute! Enter my contest and win a V.I.P. gift and V.I.C. gift yes 2 gifts! Contest will start 2/19 thur 2/26 Only 2 days to get 10 ladies....hurry and send me your pic link to my inbox! Most comments wins! And you can comment and rate your own pic! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

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Some Poetry Of Mine...
Just a Simple Gesture? Smiling faces surround me unlike in the past. Back when everything was dark and cold. Those expressions of happiness are there now, but why not before? Have I grown? Have I changed yet still sunk to thier level? How could a world change so quickly that in one year it went from dark to light, but in my eyes it hasn't changed at all? Although maybe through all this confusion it hasn't gone from dark to light, but from dark to dawn, leaving time for the sun to rise. Or maybe I was wrong. The smiling faces are just a facade to deceive me. Stopping me from putting up my shield. Is it really that hard to look past a person's body to the inside where a person is who they really are? From this ignorance my heart and soul are crying for their eyes to see the other side of that simple gesture. Kellie J Snyder Copyright ©2006 Kellie J Snyder Untitled A dreary day The wind blows cold. There are only warm thoughts, Of having you to h

Quizzes Are So Much Funand So True
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Biting100%Bondage100%Blind Folds83%Blood75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Great Message.....
WATER...... IT HAS BEEN SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN THAT IF WE DRANK 1 LITER OF WATER EACH DAY, AT THE END OF THE YEAR WE WOULD HAVE ABSORBED MORE THAN 1 KILO OF ESCHERICHIA COLI BACTERIA FOUND IN FECES. IN OTHER WORDS, WE ARE CONSUMING 2 LBS. OF POOP EACH YEAR! HOWEVER, WE DON'T RUN THAT RISK WHEN DRINKING WINE, RUM, WHISKEY, VODKA, BEER OR OTHER LIQUORS, BECAUSE ALCOHOL HAS TO GO THROUGH A DISTILLATION PROCESS OF BOILING, FILTERING AND FERMENTING. WATER = POOP BOOZE = HEALTH FREE YOURSELF OF POOP, DRINK BOOZE. IT'S BETTER TO DRINK BOOZE AND FEEL LIKE SHIT THAN DRINK WATER AND BE FULL OF SHIT! THERE'S NO NEED TO THANK ME FOR THIS VALUABLE INFORMATION, I'M DOING THIS AS A PUBLIC SERVICE .

Peace
There are people out there who don't understand how I could WANT to be alone. The answer to that comes in one simple word...PEACE. Peace to do whatever you want, whenever you want, peace from having to worry about offending someone, and most of all the peace that comes with knowing your heart can never be broken again. To me, love (of the romantic type) is nothing but one big cosmic joke from the gods. One to see how miserable one person can get, and I for one am tired of falling for it. Anyway, enough of my ranting for one night. PEACE!!!

'thanks To The Peacekeepers'
We know your nights are lonely and long, And we wish you were home the states where you belong. Away to foreign seas and soils, Assigned to keep PEACE with your daily toils. All you do is deeply appreciated by many in the land of the free, We know your job appears thankless, that we all agree. The fear from an unknown is always a thing of worry, And at times your assignments make no sense and become blurry. Freedom and PEACE are cherished so much in this land, Wouldn’t it be great if everyone could walk hand in hand? We pray for you safety, health and mental strength, We want you home on our freedom rich soil, away from the skirmishes of war and its stench. The branch of the armed forces really makes not a difference at all - because the PEACE you are maintaining while serving your call, Is the same PEACE we all want - so be proud and stand tall. Coming home to a warm welcome when your tour is complete, Is often neglected by many because their busy schedules you c

Wht Entence Structure Is So Important
The boss had to fire somebody, and he narrowed it down to one of two people, Debra or Jack. It was an impossible decision because they were both super workers. Rather than flip a coin, he decided he would fire the first one who used the water cooler the next morning. Debra came in the next morning with a horrible hangover after partying all night. She went to the cooler to take an aspirin. The boss approached her and said: "Debra, I've never done this before but I have to lay you or Jack off." "Could you jack off?" she says. "I feel like shit."

Internet Friends
It seems some of our closest friends, Are people that we’ve never met. Some as far as half a world away, Brought to us on the Internet. How can it be we’re drawn so close? To just words on a computer screen. We can share all of our hopes and dreams, With people we have never seen. Some say it is a devil, A godsend others say. But to me the Internets a place, To make new friends every day. I’ve met friends here that I’ve come to love, And they will be friends till I die. I’m thankful for the Internet, Friends are the reason why.

Good Days And Bad
well today was one of those good days i cleaned my house played with my daughter and hung out with my friend from atlanta didnt really hear to much from my wife except for a nice pic message that said i love you and thats ok im taking a wait and see approach as far as that goes I reallize that im the spouse of a soldier and I have to get used to the fact that there are going to be times where we are going to have lots of period of time apart so enjoy the time I have with her when she is here and tell her how much I miss, love, and tell her how proud I am of her when she is away

Lost Girl
If it goes by You grab it Your morals denied Till you have it You will let your friends slide Just to keep it Right by your side Cuz you need it Your a lost girl on a ride When you return Burned I will Still Be here for you Standing still

Keep All Sharpe Objects Out Of My Reach...
Oh my fucking god of damnation, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH...puff puff pass... today I thought ...hey why dont I do a girly thing and pamper myself with a trip to they hairdressers...now I only do this kinda thing every couple of years maybe longer...2 years ago I found this really fabulous guy called Robert who was a majician with my curly mop...so thought I would be safe n going back to the same saloon...he,s gone but thought since he was fab they all gotta be!, god only knows where I got that dumb idea from ...to cut a long story short ... I'm crying my eyes out, my fucking hair looks like a punk rockers hairdo on a bad day a really badddd day...If I didnt need to look respectable for work I'd shave the lot off...so I have two options wait for it to grow and in mean time wear it all punky or ....BUY A WIG ...yep option 2 sounds like the plan for me... I'm just not that creative with hair ... so for the next 3 months Im goning to continually have a bad hair day.... boo hoo hoo!!!!!!!!!! WHY oh

First It Was The Bulletins -- Now, It Is The Mumms Too???
Now, as I posted the last Mumm, I discovered that: "NOTE: It costs 100 Cherry Bucks to post this MuMM!" Are they now disregarding the earning of being able to do something at certain levels now??? Are they afraid of folks earning too many points? What else went on while I was asleep last night??????? OMG..... Do you agree with the charging of points for posting bulletins, Mumms, or such? To me it leaves a taste of the "haves" only having their ability to express their thoughts and the "have nots" are left floundering on the shores wanting to get into the stream of freedom. Am I missing something here with these constraints????

My Frist Day Here !!!
HI I just wanted to say hello to everyone!!! I was on this site last summer, and well I lost my info , LOL too funny. So I thought I would start all over!!!! They say change is good!!!! LOL, well I am still trying to belive that. Anyways nice to meet everyone, I am kinda overwhelmed on the site so, I am going to take my time and feel my way around, mmmmmm I love that. C ya all around!!!! C

Teaser.
Chapter Two. The old vampire stood in the middle of a large circle, surrounded by his fledglings. “The child has not returned, we can only assume the slayer has vanquished him, like the rest.” He let out a long sigh, and paused for only a moment. “The slayer is no good to me dead, she must live. The end of the scroll lives in her. If she‘s harmed, you‘ll pay dearly.” One of the oldest fledglings moved forward. “Sire, what about the blood slayers?” The older vampire turn towards his warrior, and flashed a cruel smile in his direction. “If they interfere with your job.” He moved his hand as if the was caressing the air around him. “Simply kill them.“ The warrior moved back to his position, and the men surrounding him all spoke at once. “So be it!” Abby materialized in the dark, dirty ally beside the club. She was upset, but mostly at herself. She hated the way Thorn made her act out. She was confused when he was around her. As if she was a totally different person, and s

Man Of The House!
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled "You Can Be the Man of Your House". He stormed to his wife in the kitchen. "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax, you will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The f**kin' funeral director would be my guess."

Biology Final Exam
Students in Biology class were taking their final exam. The last question was, "Name seven advantages of Mothers Milk," worth 70 points or none at all. One student was hard put to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, just before the bell indicating the end of the test rang, he wrote: 7. It comes in really awesome containers. He got an "A"

12 Step Recovery Program For Cherry Tap Addicts!
Hoax-Slayer Humour: 12 Step Recovery Program For Web Addicts I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my PAPER newspaper like I used to, before the Web. I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. I will get dressed before noon. I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. I will read a book... if I still remember how. I will listen to those around me about their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my chec

Test For Early Dementia
Test for Dementia 1. What do you put in a toaster? Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, "bread," go to Question 2. 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously overstressed and may even overheat. It may be that you need to content yourself with reading something more appropriate such as Children's World. If you said "water" then proceed to question 3. 3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a green house made from? Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass. If you said "green bricks,

This Orgasm Is Slow,long & Sweet [ Erotic ]adult
I would bring you into my room, the small and ugly room I live in here, bring you inside and lock the door. I would take your clothes from your body; not slowly, not even romantically, but with the urgency of need. With the curtains closed, I would blindfold you and tie your hands and feet to the bed struts. This bed is so narrow there is no room for two to move, and it is scarcely long enough for your height, but I place cushions under your heels to make you comfortable and put a second pillow under your thighs. I do not even remove my own clothes, yet. I am afraid that without my clothes I would lose all control and make love to you immediately. But time has been too long for that, time far too long without you. I want to savour your body as long as possible, before you experience mine. Instead, I straddle your chest with my half-clothed legs, my body facing away from you as I admire your penis. Your skin is so soft, and the

Guys..
Ok there is this guy i work with...I party alot with him ..and i really like him a have started to get feelings for him...I have told him this..and he told me he is starting to like me more and wants to hang out with me more...I text messaged him one day and we were txting back and fourth and i said something and he said that it wasnt fair..and i said well ife aint fair...he said well you make my life better...and i asked him why..he said i was pretty and fun to be around and i have a great personality...and then at this most recent party...i had alot on my mind and i told him that and he asked if it was about him and i told him some of it was..and he was like bad or good...i told him i didnt know..and he was like oh shit i dont want this to happen...i was like why and he told me he liked me...but it seems like all we do when we hang out is have sex...and i asked him if we were fuck buddies...and he said he has been thinking about that alot lately..and that he didnt know...So this is m

Know Yourself Well...
.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luc

You Found Me When Noone Else Was Looking
She broke my heart She ripped it in two said she felt really bad but deep down she didn't have a clue She didn't know what I'd gone through All the sleepless nights alone not having someone to love well if only she'd known that was the final straw the end of the line for me why should i keep getting hurt in my life love wasn't meant to be I stopped looking out for my Mrs. Right I stopped caring about girls but at the end of the tunnel there was light She spoke to me as if she'd known me forever instantly i fell again but for some reason it was different i didn't care if it were to bring more pain I've never fell like this before i don't care that this may not be the 1 shes made my life complete this is more that just a bit of fun she found me when no one else was looking i smile every time i think of her she's my princess and my Queen no more tears fall from these eyes no more crying myself to sleep each night this is all i ever wanted

Random Thoughts
Yet another day I sit in front of this screen. Porn? Masturbation? You? I chose you! As you come up behind me and run your nails down my back, my hair begins to stand! Your reach around with your lips to mine is what I have been needing. As your press your body against mine I get more and more hot. You know i want you, i know you want me, we meet in the middle. The middle being my bedroom.....again. As I take off your shirt, I give gentle kisses to your pierced nipples. I tell you how good you smell, as all I can think about is your wet clit. I kiss ure tummy, your push my head down between your legs. Your pussy is so wet and taste so good, as I bury my tongue deep in your pussy you let out a very sexy moan. MMMMMM your pussy tastes like sugar.

When A Girl..
So the world seems to get you down- believe me, it gets me too.. things seem to disappear and the important things you always cherished seem to become more and more distant as the days pass - maybe forever really is unreachable. Accept life for its measure - time.. not the moments you breathe.. but the moments that take your breath away. Live for reality. Not everything comes in shapes and sizes we want and expect. Don’t rely on expectations. Leaving room for disappointment is asking for unnecessary heartbreak. Everything happens for a reason. Take matters into your own hands.. treat fate for what its worth, not a reliance. Sometimes things don't work out, for reasons we can’t always explain. The world doesn't stop turning, clocks don't stop ticking and the rest of population more than likely doesn't care.. so leave the past where it belongs and move forward with what moves along with you. So just screw up once, and realize who you end up with.. fall back on those that are willing to c

If Your A True Juggalo Or Juggelette Your Will Read This
ok all you out there. i need your help. and if your already a true juggalo or juggalette then you need to help your homie out here. click the link and just start comment bombing away. for anyone that drops 500 bombs they will get a gift. and for anyone that drops 1000 i will have a morf made for you. so please come and show your love an support for a true juggalo. and be truthful in dropping comment bombs please thanks.

Over It
I'm over your lies and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me When you know I'm not okay. You call me and I... And I pick up the phone. And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone. Oh and that's why Your eyes... I'm over it. You're smile... I'm over it. Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over... Wanting you to be wanting me. No, that ain't no way to be. How I feel. Read my lips. Because I'm so over... (I'm sorry) [ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Moving on It is my time. You never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first a little bit But now I'm so over So over it. I'm so over it... Wanting you to be wanting me. No, that ain't no way to be. How I feel. Read my lips. Because I'm so over it. Moving on It is my time You never were a friend of mine Hurt at first a little bit Now I'm so over So over it.

What's New With My Sc Site This Week
Ok, Today, this set will go up on here this link today: http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm Wednesday this set went up and here's a sample pic and free preview link: http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos345.htm I think last friday this set went up...not sure, it was either friday or this monday. Anyhow, here is the link to the free preview and a sample pic as well: http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos344.htm Hope you enjoy! See you tuesday with a new set on the sites. XOXO, Aimeelynn

When Depression Owns The Heart
When Depression Owns the Heart A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, and kills, everything, inside, of you.

Very Adult Story I Wrote!!
Contains: Breast torture, non-consentual sex, objectification. D/s stuff! If this bothers you, DO NOT READ! Remember--it is just a story! I have written others as well! My Tits I am tied, my hands are tied above my head, and my legs are tied together. He gags me, but making sure I can breathe freely. He touches my tits, gently caressing them then pressing them together then letting them go and watch them fall. He takes one tit and wraps his hands around it and lolls it back and forth then stretches and kneads it like bread dough. He takes the other tit and does the same thing. The he takes the tits and kneads them up down together. Slowly at first then faster then suddenly lets the tits drop. He takes the nipples gently teasing them, by flicking them with his fingers then squeezing them between his fingers and gently pulling them. He takes the nipples and pulls upward then out then down, more roughly and grinding the nipples between his fingers at the same time. He ligh

Haikus I Wrote
here are a few samples for beginning: electricity conductivity takes my words into your soul unparalyzed loneliness love is the premise of separation. And you are beyond loving burst fast red clouds explode on the lids of my closed eyes till my heart shivers

Hmmmm
Well everyone on here , seems to think I tell it like it is. SO here we go, I hope your ready. WHats a friend anymore , i really would like to know. And I thought you are suppose to stick up for those that u love and have a friendship with. WHat happend to the world today! What happend is I ratted i guess u can say I knew a friend of mine was going to get hurt so before he found out the hard way i let him know. Well he knows now, and she is mad that i told. Thing is if I didnt tell him, and he found out later i knew, i would loose a friendship that i had , and i been friends with the guy for 6 yrs, but now She is telling everyone that I am sleeping with him, and that is why. so yeah i am a little hurt, ok more than a little alot. I dont know why people have to start drama, well then to make it all worse she is marrying the guy she was cheating on him with , and i seen the myspace about that today. Pretty messed up stuff. Im just done I dont know who to trust, or i guess how far a frien

Goodbye
GOODBYE Watching the stars fade from the sky, the leaves falling down, the robin's last cry, the grass turning brown, I utter a sigh. The hardest part when watching love die, is whispering softly the final "goodbye".

Crystal Rose Poem
the fire of the torch is set The rods of the glass are waitting The sand bed is raked and waitting for the cooling Crystal Rose the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose. In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love.. Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose. Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

Ahhhhh
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH edfqewjuqweqefewjfdnqdnqjdnqiwudniudnqjwdn qwdnqwdnqwndujdnqwdnqwjndiqjndiqndiqndqand qandqwendqjndwndwqndqdnejwqnfqjdnbqwjndqdq kdmwkefnwqjndqwjdnqejwnfqewndfejnfeqw ok now i feel a bit better.

Where Are You Now?
A lot of people have promised me a lot of things throughout this lifetime. I hold the invoices all marked "paid in full" but the shipments have yet to arrive. To those who promised to never leave me: where are you now that I am alone and feeling this emptiness grow with every breath I take with out you by my side? To those who promised to love me forever: where are you now that loves light leaves me cold? To those who said they could not live without me: how are you now still living when we parted ways so many years ago? To those who told me pretty lies so I could hold my head high and believe in us: where are you now that all of those illusions can no longer comfort me? To those who promised me security: where are you now that I am drowning in a sea of my own tears? To those who promised to light my way: where are you now that my candle has burnt out and my matches have been stolen? To those of whom I used shamelessly: where are you now to distract me from the pain that those memories

We Make Our Own Joy Or.......
Make joy Joy is not something you find. It is something you choose to create, to live and to experience. The experience of joy does not in any way deplete the amount of joy available. On the contrary, the experience of joy makes possible even more profound and sustained joy. Some would say that joy is not possible, or not realistic, or not appropriate in certain situations. Yet those very situations are the ones to which joy can bring the most value. Joy requires nothing and gives much. And you have the truly magnificent ability to create joy. Joy is not the result of success. Joy is, in fact, a significant cause of success. Make this day joyful by filling it with joy. The more you choose to experience it, the more joy there will be. -- Ralph Marston

Im Single Once Again
Hey every one its febuary 25 2007 3:21 pm its been two hours since my roommate and i kicked my boyfriend sean out into the snow because he was trying to rape me when i wouldn't give him sex 24/7 and he was aware of my past and yet he threw it all back in my face and still procedded to force him self on me...just to warn you all people call me bones and sean is not who he says he is...he is not the nice sweet person he persudes to be...he is very controling and can not take no for an answer so if u read this just pass it on thank you....sweetvampir btw thank nomadch2 for helping out as well

Double Pleasure
I love getting fucked by 2 or 3 guys at the same time! Just the thought of all of those cocks filling up my ass, pussy and mouth at the same time sends me over the edge everytime... I usually start out with a trip to a porn store then work my way to a strip bar. I'm wearing my shortest, sexiest black dress, no panties and my favorite 6 inch stilettos. Funny how all of the guys are watching me as I pick up a dildo after droping it on the floor. I catch the eye of a horny looking married guy in his 40's and a young stud in his 20's. I wink and motion towards the 25 cent booths. Can I really do this? . . . . . What kind of a women would do this? . . . . . I look around and the cashier doesn't seem to mind one bit. So I duck into the middle booth at the porn store. I feel so cheap, so nasty, so slutty, but so exhilirated! I can't wait to open the sliding panels so they can see me masterbating for them both. The older guy is in the booth behind me, and opens his sliding panel and I see hi

~poems~
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Guys~!~!~!~
For real some of these guys in this world serously need to grow the FUCK UP. We are women that likes to be treated like women. We treat u guys like a human being. GRRR... FUCK YOU GUYS... (And if you think this goes towards u j, it dont, at full terms)

Feel It Live It
every time your eyes meet,this feelings insides starts to bloom like a flower in the dawn of a new day. like a need thats awoken,but yet no words to start the day like when there is a river, but no water. why cant it be felt,this strange undiscribeable feelings but no reason for what is realy felt. is it like you feel for that person?or is it just plain lovefever at the wrong point of time. strangely eugnough poeple are made that way to feel. you can think of her,you can dream of herand even wish for her,but lifeis a journey,a path of life and you cant decide how things would turn out. but you may save your dreams and wishes for always and keep aclear mind cause everyone will succeed in life at a point of time. just put your heart into itand live your life like each and everyday. yesterday is gone .....today is not over yet and tommorow........well we wil have to see what it has for us..............?

10 Husbands And Still A Virgin
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it

Erotic Story Of The Day
Erotic Story of The Day My hero is JOE I have been reading with a great deal of interest the erotic experiences of my fellow Bogelindah members and thought I should now share one of my own encounters with all of you. First, a brief introduction. I am a woman, into my early 40's. I am a fitness fanatic and have a trim, toned and well proportioned body. Though into my 40's, I am regularly told by people meeting me for the first time that I look like I am in the early 30's. I have been happily married for over 20 years and our sex life is a very active one, though over the years, it has become somewhat predictable (i.e., when we start I know where we are going to end and how we are going to get there, though the journey is still a very enjoyable one). My husband and I live away from our home country. We are good hosts and over the years, our house has become a meeting point for other expats living in our town. I will call the "hero" of my story Joe. Joe is an engine

Chip Away The Ice Covered Heart
It`s suddenly warming up inside this ice chest. The ice begins to melt dripping slowly down the body. A glitch in the system as the heart begins to beat. What is this feeling as the blood begins to rush. Heightened senses, emotions about to gush. Warmth running through every vain. No longer suffering from the freezing pain. Able to regain a grasp on life. A gift you`ve given me that shines through black bright. You`ll never know how much I .........

Ready To Pop.
In nine days I will officially be in the Do Not Call registry, and I certainly hope it works. I have gotten SEVEN phone calls today so far, all of them for Randal Burger, who I hope got someone else's number right away as well... someone on the calling list for EVERY FUCKING COMPANY IN EXISTENCE! Just seconds after I hung up from one call, the phone rang again. There was a pause so I knew it was a telemarketer calling, so I waited and heard a VERY loud, "HELLO?" I went off, "NO! THERE IS NO RANDAL BURGER HERE SO IF YOU THINK THAT'S WHO YOU ARE TALKING TO, NO NO NO NO!!!" The guy laughed and said, "Ah, okay, have a good one." and hung up. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!

This Was Wrote For Me Today..i Love It
written by my friend bigboy http://cherrytap.com/user/48303 For me thank u so much i love this..keep them coming oh oh i made a pun lmao wahoooooooooooo Sherry, Please reply with your comments. I love the feedback: Sherry is a girl I had only seen her a few times with my friends. I found Sherry a distraction at times because she had a sexual aura about her as well as a dynamic personality. She had a very sexy look to her that made me excited every time I saw her. She had this killer body that made it hard for any man to resist. You see, she had long, beautiful hair surrounding her stunning eyes and this really cute face. She would look good in anything but when she would come over in a tank top and shorts she had all of my attention that I could give without me drooling like a puppy dog. Sherry had a natural, flirtatious style about her that had me spellbound, yet I had kept my distance out of respect. The news came that she was selling her house and moving 200 miles aw

Why I Write.
Some people wonder why I write. So wirte for release. Others write just to please. Me.. Well I write for one to reach out to others. to help them, and I write to create emotion. To make one think. Feel be it happiness, sadness, stregnth or hope. To cause arousal or smething to puzzle. The only problem is.. that for a writer he or she must have one thing. A reader, that all I am looking for soem people to give me a chance. I browse blogs mostly when I am on, and read what catched my eyes, and respond where I see fit. So please..just give it a try read some of other ppls things, exspecially your friends. Younever knwo when someone is trying to reach out.

If U Give A Fuck/ A Soldier 's Poem
This poem was written by one of our men in the Armed Forces: If you give a fuck, read this.... Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the

Wait For The Guy
Wait for the guy who would do anything to be with you, the one who makes an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the one who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who tells you that he dreams about you. Wait for the boy who puts you at the center of the universe because he wouldn't want it any other way...

Mind Flatus
Another ritual Has come and past Something I do for me It will not Make sense to you Or mean anything There is no need For understanding Don’t try to Figure out My ways Even if you do Get it The meaning Will not be The same I lay here alone Visions dance In my soul I concentrate On reality While I fantasize Your roll I know what I Should say Exactly what To do It is just Wasted energy None of these Thoughts Come true One piece Is always missing Sharing the moments With you

In The Room Of Memories
In the room of memories... In the room of memories there is a long row of coffins with things from the past. The coffins with the oldest content is closed. The ones with new content is open - so they can be filled at all times. Some of the last mentioned never closes. Some of the closed coffins are easy to open - then you can study their treasures and you might be wiser. Others are hard to open, maybe the fog of forgetfulness is over them like a vial or it might be because it's connected to pain. Right now I stand before the coffin with you and me in it, quietly i close it. I wonder if it will be hard to open the coffin again, or if it will be forgotten as the time goes by.

Contests
Since being on CherryTap, I have been in a number of contests. I lost all but one, it was the Evil Overlord contest I won...LOL... To me, it isn't about the winning, I know, sounds like bullshit but it's not. I don't expect to win, that's how it works here...we all know that. Usually it's the same ones who win. To me it's the exposure I get in these contests and the friend requests I receive. The more exposure, the more I may be able to help others if I possibly can. I'm in a contest for "Dark Morph". If you would like to vote for me then I would appreciate it very much. I know that some of us have the same friends on our lists and sometimes it's hard to cast a vote. My link to the contest is at the bottom of the page. If you hit the link it will bring you to my morph in the contest. There are other very good morphs in this contest. Vote for the one you think is the best. Don't just vote for me because you're my friend. I know, you are probably thinking this guy is nuts. But as I

Say Hello, Drop A Message, Grab A Drink
I am new here and just posted some pics, getting my feel of how cherry tap works, it is different. Please feel free to peek at my profile as it will be updated more in the weeks to come. Enjoy!! ;)

I Fuckin Miss You!!!
I HAD TO STOP IN TO SAY HELLO TO YOU ALL!!!! IM STILL OFFLINE.....HOPE TO BE BACK REALLY SOON!!!! I FUCKIN MISS YOU GUYS...MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND KISSES AND LICKS TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE!! ILL BE BACK SOON ! LOVE YOU ALL!! PEACE!! JACLYN MARIE

Secrets
30 Secrets About Yourself 1. Ladies - does the carpet match the drapes? Gentlemen - Do you "log the forest"? Only once and that was to impress a girl who liked swimmer's bodies 2. Where was your default pic taken? In my living room 3. What's your middle name? Phillip 4. What is one "fetish" that you have? Not really sure I have any real fetishes. Been told I have some preverted ideas, but that was my ex and she was a very cold fish 5. No names, but would you sleep with anyone on your friends list? Hm. Yes. 'course, they're all long-distance and/or married/committed. but there's one in particular that I'm waiting eagerly to come and visit like she promised. you know who you are, sweetie 6. What was the name of the person you lost your virginity to? Cindy, my first girlfriend at 15 7. What color underwear are you wearing? blue boxers 8. Man on top; woman on top or something else? woman on top, but would love to try doggie 10. Name of

Short Notice Camz Show
Hi Everyone! I know this insanely short notice, but I'll be on camz in about 45 min tonight (feb 27th). For those of you that won't catch this in time or see me tonight, I also will do a show tomorrow night at 7:o0 pm est for the ones that miss me tonight. You can see me on camz by access it through my members area. I'm on video/voice every week for an hour. See you there! www.aimeelynn.net Hope to see you there! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Tonight Tonite Tonyte Toknight!!!
AIGHT, SO TONIGHT I'M DJING ON DIGITAL MIX RADIO. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN YOU SAY??? IT MEANS ALOT OF MY STASH MUSIC, AND A FUCKING SHIT LOAD OF OTHER MUSIC TO OFF THE WALL FOR VIDEO'S WILL BE PLAYED BY ME TONITE, UNCENSORED AND RAWKING. SO MIDNIGHT BE WAITING FOR IT, MUSIC GAURANTEED TO GET YOU GROOVING, OR IF YOUR FUCKING GET YOU EXPLODING, AND IF YOUR A FAT OLD GUY PROLLY GET YOU TO WANT TO RAPE MY ASS. PLEASE NONE OF THAT LAST BIT, I'M LADIES ONLY. SO MIDNIGHT, TELL YOUR FRIENDS, MY MUSIC IN ALL OF IT'S AWESOME GLORY!!! NO MIC YET, CAUSE I'M LAZY AND GETTING TO WALMART IS A PAIN IN MY ASS, SO YOU DON'T GET TO HEAR MY DRUNK IRISH ASS YET. GIMME TIME. AIGHT LINKS BELOW, CLICK AND CHECK IT, PIXIE IS PLAYING NOW, SO ENJOY. REPOST THE FUCK OUT OF THIS YA BASTAGES, OR I'LL DROWN A KITTEN. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOVING THE POWER!!! http://digitalmixradio.serverroom.us:9254/

Confused
FRIENDS OF MINE SAY THAT THEY USE THEIR BLOGS TO VENT TO THE WORLD. SO, HERE IT GOES..... EVERYTHING I THOUGHT WAS THERE..... I FIND IT'S NOT THERE ANYMORE, OR MAYBE NEVER WAS. WHO KNOWS... I FEEL LIKE I WAS PLAYED AS THE FOOL. I'M STARTING TO RELIZE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE THE SHOE ON THE OTHER FOOT. SO TO SPEAK. I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT, BUT I'M BACK IN THE STATE OF CONFUSION AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE.... I'M DESTINED TO BE STATIONED THERE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. MAYBE THIS IS MY KARMA COMING BACK ON ME..... IDK ANYMORE. I HAVE QUESTIONS.... AND DON'T KNOW IF I CAN ASK THEM TO GET THE ANSWERS. IS THAT MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE WRONG ANSWERS? IS IT A HIDDEN DESIRE TO LIVE WITH THE UNKNOWN? WHO KNOWS... ALL I KNOW, IS THAT WHATEVER WAS THERE.... IS CURRENTLY GONE. OR MAYBE I NEVER HAD WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD, MAKING IT HARD TO LOSE WHAT I NEVER HAD IN THE FIRST PLACE..... SINCERELY, CONFUSED

I Give Up And Dont Want No More
I give up on the one I loved, the father of my babies. I ruined his life once again. My guessing is that he wants me to do what I did with the first one well it aint going to happen. He will be happy if I misscarry cause then he dont have to deal with me. Lifes a bitch hey. I try to work things out but that dont ever happen cause he reather fight with me. Well here it all ends. He dont have to bother with me. Time to go nighty night....

Life Is But A Raindrop
Life is But a Raindrop Rain drops fall down from the sky Like blood does flow threw you and I They nourish everything they touch Sometimes with rain we get too much Our blood it can be pure or tainted As weathered from rain things need repainted A creek is like a small blood vessel Which leads into a vein As a river does an ocean Each time we get more rain They both can be kept quit healthy But quit often ruined By the poor and the wealthy So when you're indulging in something unfit Or throwing your trash On the beach where you sit You must think of the future And not of the past For both can be ruined Either slowly or fast. done by christine

Joke
A blind man was walking down the street with his dog. They stopped at the corner to wait for the passing traffic. The dog, at this point, started pissing on the mans leg. As the dog finished the man reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a doggie treat and started waving it at the dog. A passerby saw all the events happening and was shocked. He approached the blind man and asked how he could possibly reward the dog for such a nasty deed. The blind man replied "Oh I'm not rewarding him, I'm just trying to find his head so I can kick his fuckin' ass."

I Love My Tnr Family
I love my TNR family.....I really do....I have never been so into computers untill I met all you cool ass people! I really hate to see all the drama and wierd shit going down. I want TNR and the people in it to never change....and for those of you fighting (and you know who you are) please stop!!! It is so unfair and we are placed in the middle of it. I loke you all and the lounge has my support to the fullest!!! So as my Jamie would say "to lookin like a movie star, partying like a rock star and fuckin like a pornstar" *takes a shot*.....keep on rawkin bitches!!!!

Yay Yay Yay
Well, some of you know I had surgery last week...for those that don't...I had my gall bladder removed...ra....ra ra ra...quack quack! Anyways, in order to undergo surgery, I had to remove all the metal that I wear...hmmm...which really isn't alot...but so... I had to take out my earrings...whatever.... I had to take off my toe ring...kind of a big deal....I got it in August '95 and I've never taken it off since it.... And, I had to take out my eyebrow ring...which...the damn thing has been pierced three times all ready and I just didn't wanna deal with it again...apparently, I have eyebrow issues...who knew they even existed? Kind of like license plate lights...until I got pulled over for mine being out...I never knew they existed either... So, I took off the earrings & I removed the toe ring...much to my dismay...but I refused to take the eyebrow ring out. So, they taped it. And everything went well... but...the purpose of this YaY YaY YaY message is to tell you that

Oasis Of Lust
We walked into the garden hand in hand; such a beautiful day. You picked a flower, we shared the smell, then placed it in my hair. Your pause, stand back and look at me, which took me by surprise; I wonder what you see... You took me into your arms and squeezed me with desire, your lips finding my neck, and claiming their place. Your hands fonded my breast on my clothes, and then found their way to the buttons yet you stopped. You look around and spot a place in the tall grass, lead me to it, and tenderly lay me down. Leaning over me with the sun behind your head puts a bright halo into effect, and the tender way your touching me feels as a dream might. The sun warming our bodies, the bees buzzing around us. The smell delighting us. You slip your hand under my top and instead of unbuttoning, you lightly pull my top apart. Without a bra, my breast beam into the sun light and your mouth moisten my nipples as a plant might need water. Your hands drift to my short and pull them off withou

Porn. Why Is Sex So Taboo?
Porn. Why is sex so taboo? Sex has been since the beginning of time.(NOT TO SOUND CLIQUE.) Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, #, etc, etc,... GODDESSES displaying their sexuality as Goddess Mystic from ancient times to planetary. Venus (My signs' ruler)to Alphrodite. Even THE DARK MOTHER the Naughty MYSTIC GODDESS OF THE MOON. SEX IS ONE OF HUMANS FIRST NATURAL INSTINCTS:> From sexuality displayed in the ancint time of "CLEOPATRA' to books of Tantra, to Playboy, Hustler, even Vivid Productions. The GODDESS has shown humanity the art of SEX, ECSTASY & LOVE. SO I SAY TO ALL THE GODDESSES CELEBRATE YOUR SEXUALAITY. AND TO ALL THE FREAKS FUCK ON !!!!!!!!! Myke.

An Interesting Article
Why I Loathe Black History Month How long will it be before my oblivious, white-looking biracial children notice that their militant black mother has no use for Black History Month? By Debra J. Dickerson I dread February. I didn’t always. Though I make my living writing about race, Black History Month made about as much an impression on me as Arbor Day or a one-month anniversary with a new boyfriend who didn’t know that his days were already numbered. It’s all much ado about nothing, a purely symbolic exercise. I maintained a respectful silence about Black History Month since so many others were pretending it mattered. So I used to be able to just ignore it—it barely penetrated my c

If Only You Were Here
If only you were here, My empty heart would rest In the bastion of familiar comfort... If only you were here, My unchecked thoughts would quiet In the harbor of your crescent understanding... If only you were hear, Your touch would calm My quickened breath... But you are gone. Holding another. Calming his casualties. Giving him rest, And sharing the love you planted And cared for with me... Yes, you are gone, Nursing him, as a Shepherd would prepare a lamb... How can I possibly miss you? How can I want you near? The dynamics of love Are often so strange When love is based on fear...

Voice Of Reason
We all need friends like that who can be our voices of reason to help us slow down a bit. Some of my friends at work have been telling me so...but, a lot of times they are doing so with alternative motives behind them because they would like the extra hours themselves..... Some of my other friends have been telling me so...and, not that it goes on deaf ears, but how else am I going to be able to pay the bills?? I am underpaid and overworked... I am taken advantaged of my good nature... I am with the philosophy of willingness to work hard in order to help out... Sometimes, it just takes a friend that isn't so close to a situation to make more sense (somehow) than others and offer that much needed voice of reason. Not just telling me not to work so hard but provide the logic behind it that I know, but is nice to hear it being re-enforced in my mind. Wanting to thank one friend, in particular, in helping me get through this past week. Without his continued support for b

Milf
Ok ladies here goes for all of us out there that are moms be proud to be called MILF i have been called it by someone special. I take it as a compliment and u should too. Be proud of your self body and mind. If you are given the chance to get called one say thanks hold your head high and smile.

Correction: New Dollar Coin - "in God We Trust" Is On The Sides!!!!
Correction: New Dollar Coin - "IN GOD WE TRUST" is on the sides!!!! This tells us why we should run things through snopes before getting upset over emails. I personally also decided to stay away from a computer while running a fever. Correction: New Dollar Coin - "IN GOD WE TRUST" is on the sides!!!! The "In God We Trust" is inscribed on the side of the coin. You can go to the web-site and see the sets. I hope you feel better now -- I was on a roll too 'till I checked it out; just thought I would share =:) These coins will feature larger, more dramatic artwork, as well as edge-incused inscriptions of the year of minting or issuance, "E Pluribus Unum," "In God We Trust" and the mint mark. Although the size, weight and metal composition of the new Presidential $1 Coin will be identical to that of the Sacagawea Golden Dollar, there are several unique features that make this coin distinctive. . This new coin came out this month.

What Im Listening To 3/1
dj shadow "the outsider" bury your dead "beauty in the breakdown" the hold steady "boy and girls in america" slayer "greatest hits" beet and bad lieutenant "live in cincinnati 2002" evergreen terrace "writers block" remembering never "god save us" nas "hip hop is dead" the pack "skateboards 2 scrapers" plastic little "shes mature" get hip. you can hear all these albums next monday night where ill be djing from 9 to 11 in the wildin out lounge.

Contest
this is just a repeat for all of my friends i am entered n a morph contest starting tomorrow at 2:30 and as most of you know i wont be here to get the link and stuff so when i return i will put all the info ina blog and hopefully my friends will vote for me and comment bomb me it will be most appreciated...so when i return i will get the info thanks so much

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 1
Vlad III the Impaler (Vlad Ţepeş IPA: ['tsepeʃ] in common Romanian reference; also known as Vlad Dracula or Vlad Drăculea and Kazıklı Bey in Turkish; November or December, 1431 – December 1476) was Prince (voivode) of Wallachia, a former polity which is now part of Romania. His three reigns were in 1448, 1456-1462, and 1476. In the English-speaking world, Vlad is best known for the legends of the exceedingly cruel punishments he imposed during his reign, and consequently serving as the inspiration for the vampire main character in Bram Stoker's popular Dracula novel.[citation needed] As Prince, he led an independent policy in relation to the Ottoman Empire, and in Romania he is best remembered as a prince with a deep sense of justice and a defender of Wallachia against Ottoman expansionism. His impact on the expansion of the Ottoman Empire is recognizable in that his successful hold against them bought precious time for western

World's Best Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride has cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my de

Wow
I had no idea that I would be so sad when it came time to leave. I want to let everyone know that I'm gonna miss you all very much. If you want me to write to you, private message me your address and I'll write you a line or two every now and then to let you know how I am.

Another Big Thank You
i just wanted all to know this guy is dabomb also and a sweetheart.....helped me out lots yesterday went through my stash and commented and rated all *wink* pop by and say hi he rocks RBG@ CherryTAP

15 Pieces Of Advice Women Need To Pass On
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men -- most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks what sort of

Could Anyone Come And Help Me Out
Would Anyone Be so Kind as to give me a little Help.. A Friend of mine is in a contest and was up all night trying to keep up.. I Promised him I would Help him so he could get some sleep.. this is my first time Comment Bombing as I am new to this Cherry Tap and I just can't Keep Up.. He was Ahead and now hes behind.. If anyone would give me a hand comment bombing I will return the favor by comment bombing for you.. Thanks.. copy and Paste the link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=176384&i=723139788

About Ct Id Requests
When you are requesting an ID from me, it is greatly helpful to include the following information in the request. Send me a link (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to let me know what Photo that you want me to use. If you want me to include anything in particular, please let me know that also, ie: favorite color, or whatever. :) Please be specific on what you would like on the ID, I can make it whatever you want...Seriously. I theme the ID to your tastes, it is simple as that. These are all customized; you will not find 2 of the same. I just need a lot of examples of what you like (hobbies, interests, etc), or if you already know what you want on it, just send me links (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to the pics. Name: Member#: Location: Sex: Height: Fave Colors: ID Theme: Pic URL: Please do not tell me that you are leaving it up to me. I am not you and I have no idea what things you do and do not like. The more information you gi

Whats It Going To Be
Hows it going to be When we meet Will it be shy and sweet Will it be bold and daring Whats it going to be When we are together Will it be fun and impulsive Will it be cautious and tame Hows it going to be When I go to leave Will it be happy and joyful Will it be miserable and sad?

"dixieland Delight" Alabama
"Dixieland Delight" Rollin’ down a backwoods tennessee byway, one arm on the wheel, holdin’ my Lover with the other: a sweet, soft, southern thrill. Worked hard all week got a little jingle on a tennessee saturday night. Couldn’t feel better: I’m together with my dixieland delight. Chorus: Spend my dollar parked in a holler ’neath the mountain moonlight hold her Uptight make a little lovin’, a little turtle dovin’ on a mason dixon night. Fits my life, oh, so right: my dixieland delight. Whitetail buck deer munchin’ on clover, redtail hawk settin’ on a limb, a Chubby old groundhog, croakin’ bullfrog, free as the feelin’ in the wind. Home grown country girl gonna give me a whirl on a tennessee saturday night. Lucky as a seven livin’ in heaven with my dixieland delight. Chorus Repeat first verse

The Phoenix
Standing on the edge of the summit I stepped off and began to plummet Turning to ashes on the descent And spinning on the wind I went * Suddenly I felt a pulling on my soul And amazingly from ashes I was whole But my body felt like it was on fire Wings I now had, so I had to fly higher * My body and wings were all aflame From ashes, a Phoenix, I became Rising towards the sun, becoming light Darkness I no longer had to fight * The Phoenix transformed me into beauty That I had never thought to see Burning away the hurt and pain Clearing my mind, erasing the stains * Letting me rise above the valley To the mountain high, a new vision to me Letting me know that the lows have highs from below, with my new wings I can rise * Shining in flames of reds and yellows I feel my ascent starting to slow I hover high above the earth And believe that I finally have worth * Slowly I return and gently settle to the

This Video Was Disturbing To Say The Least!this Might Be Legal,but Morally Unjust!.
*some photos may not be for the faint of heart* This video was disturbing to say the least!This might be Legal,but Morally unjust!.We,the ones who find this disgusting and really unnecessary are the people who need to make phone calls,,fax and let people who are in charge of animal welfare in NC to find alternatives to MASS MURDER In Georgia it's still legal to euthanize dogs via gas chamber. The video below will show you the realities of that. It will also show you why, day after day and week after week, I will ALWAYS repost bulletins about doggies coming out of Georgia, or any other gas-chamber shelter. It's a cruel fact that we can't save all doggies and kitties. But they deserve SOOOOOO much more than to die like this. ***Warning, this video is very sad and heart breaking watch it at your own risk, but this is happening right now at shelter all across the United States, We as one can help to make a differnce**** http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl6wYn7tQo8

How A 7 Year Old Explains Sex (pretty Funny)
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to

Never Met Him
This is hard for me. Met this guy online about 2 months ago. We have talked almost everyday. I cant wait to hear from him and am scared ihave fallen for this guy without even meetin him. this is a first in my book. I cant wait to finally meet him. he is such a sweetheart. Well will keep this posted!!

New One
OK PEOPLE I GOT A NEW VOICE COMMENT LEAVER THING LOL. WHICH MEANS YOU CAN RING FROM AMERICA AND CANADA AND LEAVE ME MESSAGES ON IT. YAY! Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3525654.

The Legend Of The Two Wolves
Here's something simple to consider. Oh but how true it is!! One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Get Money Back When U Buy On Ebay
Just wanted to let you know about this new website that pays us up to 36% of the seller's fees whenever we buy something on eBay. We can also get cash back at other retailers and earn extra cash when other people shop. Just use the link below to check it out and let me know what you think! http://www.bigcrumbs.com/crumbs/frontpage.jsp?r=bucs24

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Grrrrrrrrr
Okay so where to start? I am so frustrated with some people on here that I've considered deleting my page. I first want to say I do not intentionally ignore anyone on here. I am happy to accept any friend request. I never choose to chat with anyone based upon age or looks. I am happy to talk to that wants to carry on a tastefull conversation. Currently my computer is down at home so the only chance I have to be online is when I am at work. If you have taken the time to read my profile you know that this is a very busy and stressfull season for me. I do not always look at my shout box and that is why I stated in my profile to leave me a private message so I can get back with you. I truely appreciate all of the wonderfull comments my friends leave me. I am going thru a very hard time in my life and all of the love you show my page means more to me than you could ever know. I'm sorry if I have affended anyone. Thanks agian for all of the love and support. Nigelle

The Chair... An Erotic Story Of Sorts
The Chair... an Erotic Story I lead you by the hand into a dark room Without saying a word I start to slowly undress you Just down to your bra and panties sit you down in a chair I walk behind you take your hand and play with your hair I lean in to whisper softly in your ear Tell you baby girl you have nothing to fear Then I take you hands and tie them behind your back Then a blindfold making things go black Standing behind you I run my hands down your body Down your back over your chest getting naughty Then I walk to in front of you to play Teasing you and having my way Just using my finger tips As I play with your nipples and your tits Then lean in and give you a kiss Next I tie your legs to the chair Running my hands over your legs to show you I’m near As I’m on my knees in front of you now I start to tease Using my fingers I start to please As you start to moan and beg I take my tongue and slowly lick your leg Heading for your honey spot Having you be

Man Of The House....
For all those guys who are King……..until their wife gets home. Walking into the bar, Mike said to Charlie the bartender, "Pour me a stiff one - just had another fight with the little woman." "Oh yeah?" said Charlie. "And how did this one end?" "When it was over," Mike replied, "she came to me on her hands and knees." "Really? Now that's a switch! What did she say?" She said, "Come out from under the bed, you little chicken-shit!"

Freedom Is Not Free
I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! Had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves

So You Want To Be A Dom.
So you want to be a Dom. You've thought about it, you've fantasized about it, and you've decided that it's for you. All well and good. Now to take the theory into practice. There's a distance between wanting to be a dom and being a dom, though, and it pays to be aware that there's more involved than you might think. How hard can it be? Trickier than it sounds. There's more to being a dom than telling people what to do. There's a lot more to it than telling people what to do. Anyone can do that; it no more makes you a dom than owning a border collie makes you a shepherd. Nonsense. Doms tell people what to do; that 's the definition! Actually, no. It's more complicated than that. Context is important; being a dom is not about being bossy, and nobody gets to tell everyone what to do all the time. In fact, it's not even about telling all the subs what to do all the time. The very first mistake novice doms are likely to make is in believing that D/s relationship dynamics a

Champagne
I tried my first champagne tonight,maybe it is called champagne because champ is in the name,that it is a drink to have amongst winners,...something specail,when you really have something to celebrate,...I do have something to celebrate,my daughter is home,with my family where she belongs,...this is what I have wanted for a very long time, And my champagne was sweet,and a pleasant experience,something to be shared,The cork popped loudly,And the bubbles tickled my nose,...I laughed even got a little tipsy,But it was all good.

Be Greatful Of Those You Love
these days we dont fully pay mind to whom we love and care for days come and go and we never tell them how we truly feel but dont let this be one day they can be here one day they can be gone so tell those ones you love and care for how you feel as much as you can and cherish the time you spend with them for those times will be your greats treasures in your life.

My Favorite Band Is Playing
My favorite band is playing Friday and Saturday Nights Please come and join all of us SEE THE JOE TANNER BAND GREENFIELDS 3355 S. Yarrow Street Lakewood, CO 80227 303.989.9820 One Block West of Wadsworth, One Block North of Hampden In The Mission Trace Shopping Center) FRIDAY MARCH 9TH SATURDAY MARCH 10TH BAND STARTS ABOUT 9PM PLAYS CLASSIC ROCK AND BLUES GO TO www.joetannerband.com check them out

Paddy The Kerryman Dies
Paddy the Kerryman died in a fire and was burnt pretty bad and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So his two best friends, Seamus and Seanin (Also Kerrymen), were sent for. Seamus went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Seamus said "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Seamus looked and said "Nope, it ain't Paddy." The mortician thought that was rather strange and then he brought Seanin in to identify the body. Seanin took a look at him and said, "Yup he's burnt real bad, roll him over". The mortician rolled him over and Seanin looked down and said, "No, it ain't Paddy". The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Seanin said, "Well, Paddy had two assholes." "What, he had two assholes?" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone knew he had two assholes. Every time we went into town, folks would say, "Here comes Paddy with them two assholes...."

Victoria's Secret?
I'm mad. In fact I'm mad as hell at my favorite lingerie store. It use to be that you could go into Vicki Secrets and grab some great stuff, sure it was a little overpriced, but hell it was cute, well made, and last for a long time. Well not anymore. The quality of their product has gone south unlike their prices which seem to be headed north. Personally I love their cotton panties. I only wear their cotton panties most days comfy and cute. Well not anymore I stopped in last weekend to grab some new ones and to my amazment they have changed and NOT for the better. The fabric is thin, rough, and cheap. Not nice and soft like it use to be. Oh Victoria what happened to you? I want my damn cotton panties back the way they're suppose to be!

Mini Sausage Quiches
Mini Sausage Quiches Preparation time: 30 minutes Chill time: 1 hour Cooking time: 20 to 30 minutes Yield: 48 appetizers 2 sticks (1 cup) butter, softened 6 ounces cream cheese, softened 2 cups flour 1 pound bulk Italian-flavored sausage 2 cups (8 ounces) shredded Swiss cheese 2 tablespoons snipped fresh chives 4 large eggs 2 cups half-and-half 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. 2. Beat the butter and cream cheese in a bowl until creamy. 3. Slowly blend in the flour. Cover and refrigerate the dough for 1 hour. 4. Remove the dough from the refrigerator and roll it into 48 1-inch balls. 5. Place each ball into a greased mini muffin cup. Press the dough into the bottom and up the sides. Set the pan aside. 6. In a large frying pan, crumble the sausage and cook until it's done, stirring occasionally. Break up large pieces. Drain off the excess grease. 7. Evenl

Parking Lots
I was in King Soopers parking lot today and I love the fact they have the dummy arrows. (These are the arrows that point which way you should go for those who find it too mentally challenging to figure it out on their own.) I was going the way the arrows told me to. Then a lady comes going THE WRONG WAY and glares at me like I am the one doing something wrong. GRRRRRR

Alone
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Most Outgoing
Hey Guys!!! Just droppin in to ask for a little support in the Most Outgoing on CT. If you support me I'll do what I can for you if there's anything ya need let me know. Thanks ya'll. Stop by the contest owner's page and show her some love too if ya would! FAN ADD RATE PLEASE THANK YOU THE ONE AND ONLY KIM*@ CherryTAP

Three Somes
SOME GUYS THINK THE ULTIMATE THING WOULD BE TO HAVE A 3 SOME.MY THING IS SIMPLE: IF I WERE IN ONE WITH SOMEONE,I AM A PERFECTIONIST. I HAVE TO BE THE BEST AT WHAT I DO. IF SHE'S BETTER AT SOMETHING THAN ME, TELL ME, I SURE AS HELL WON'T GET MAD. I WILL JUST TRY HARDER. IF YOU LIKE THE WAY SHE DID SOMETHING, TELL ME, I WILL LEARN IT. AND I WILL MASTER IT DAMMIT! THAT'S JUST THE WAY I AM. I WON'T STOP TIL I GET IT DOWN TO AN ART FORM IF I HAVE TO DO IT ALLL THE TIME. BUT DON'T JUST TELL ME SHE WAS BETTER AND NOT GIVE ME A SHOT.I WANT TO DO WHAT ALL I CAN TO BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE!TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE. I WILL DO IT TIL I GET IT RIGHT.WHY BE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. WHAT YOU WANT TO DO IS IMPORTANT TO ME AND I WANT TO DO ALL I CAN TO DO IT BEST!!! SO, I WILL BE HAPPY TO TRY WHATEVER YOU LIKE, AND IF YOU REALLY LIKE IT, GOOD, I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. I WANT TO BE THE BEST AT THINGS.THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE WHO DO THINGS BETTER THAN ME. I JUST WANT TO TR

Don't Be Afraid (poem)
don't be afraid to touch it love it connect I know I know.. there are lots of concerns & so many bad things but look around look at the ones that beat those odds please dont be afraid rem who you are.. warrior you manifest things from your thoughts and voice so help me dont be afraid.. be all in she's waitin gfor you... to connect fin

You're Where I Belong
You’re where I belong Like air in my lungs Site to my eyes Love to my heart You’re where I belong Like clouds to the sky Green to grass Wet to water You’re where I belong You captured my heart Never to tear it apart It’s yours forever You’re where I belong My kiss to your lips Your arms to my hug You heart to mine You’re where I belong My smile to yours My giggle to your laugh My errr to your grrr You’re where I belong

I'm Not Sorry
I’m not sorry You love me You hate me I got in I am here You can’t deal You miss me You hurt I’m not sorry My words sting My truths are truths My lies are none My smiles are real My laugh is fun I’m not sorry I caught your heart When you weren’t ready You tried to pull away And it hurt you I’m not sorry That I took her place Dissolved her memory Killed that past Made you mine I’m not sorry That your happy That you smile That I’m yours That you’re mine That we have an US I’m not sorry I’m not going anywhere I’m staying right here With you Took your sad And made you glad I’m not sorry

As Long As The Raven Flies By Amon Amarth
Men will fight and men will die Wars will be lost and won That's how it's been and still will be Long after i am gone Doubting not i give my blood So i may enter hall up high The sky belongs to asagods As long as the raven flies

Wow... What Next?!?!?
TONIGHT, I JUST FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL... HE HAD A SEIZURE TONIGHT. AS IT IS... HE'S FIGHTING WITH A DIFFERENT PROBLEM. HE HAD TO UNDER GO A LOT OF CHEMO.... JUST WHEN THINGS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE. THIS HAPPENS. I REALLY HOPE HE GETS BETTER. PLEASE, IF YOU PRAY... SEND HIM SOME PRAYERS AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE... HE COULD USE IT RIGHT NOW. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/273158 I DON'T USUALLY ASK FOR MUCH... BUT HE COULD USE THE PRAYERS AND THE LOVE.... THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. I HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL...... SINCERELY, ~TORN WITHOUT YOU~

Brain Damage!!!
Well my friends little guy is a true fighter and i believe that he will perserve in whatever God hands out to him. He is off life support now. he still continues to battle the pnemnioa, but now he has permanent brain damage that has affected all areas of his brain and they are waiting to see if he is blind now too. My friend kelly is very optomstic and upbeat about the whole thing and keeps saying that God must have some sort of plan for her and her family. She is the strongest person that i know to have to go through something in a time like this

Kid With Pet Contest!
~~ Kid with pet contest ~~ I need kids with pet pics for my contest! Most comments wins! you can comment bomb ur own pic! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=3945380096" target=_blank> with 1 comment 5th Kid is...... with 1 comment 2 gifts each winner! Send me ur pic to my inbox and i will add you in the contest! Contest will start 3/9 thur 3/16 Thanks Maria click pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is

"wicked Pussycat" Danzig
Wicked Pussycat Enter those eyes split back opals There within eros is manifest Dark and light soul sworn to no one Both it's your game and you know it I like you lots now, I like you better Walking your catgirls in leashes and leather I watch you curl up into a circle Symbol of eternity, wicked pussycat Five pointed star-tail Six foot pussycat, I like the way you swing your tail Big black witch cat, yes, you cast a real strong spell Feline succubus, got your fangs inside her throat Wicked pussycat, got your girlslaves all in tow Six foot oni cat, I like the way you lick your fur Evil kittykat, what's it take to hear you purr

Just Seeing How This Blog Composer Works!!
Ok I'm not sure if I'm doing this correctly...so if I am GREAT!, if not well then I guess I'm not so GREAT!...Totally glad it's Friday, about stinking time...had to wait 6 whole other days just to get here...anyway like I said this is cheezy and I'm well aware of this but had to see if i was doing it right!

Change How You Respond And React.
We are selfish when we are exclusively or predominantly concerned with the good for ourselves. We are altruistic when we are exclusively or predominantly concerned with the good of others.

Yayyy For The Idiots Entertaining Themselves
SO I POP ON AND LOOK GEE I VIEWED MYSELF AND I EVEN RATED MYSELF A 1 I GUES PIG SEXYMAMA THE FUCKING PRE OP TRANNY AND DUMB ASS RACIST SKIN HEAD LIVING OFF MOMMY AND ANGEL BABY WHITE RIDER GOT BORED YET AGAIN THE BROADS ON WELFARE AND HES IN HIS MOTHERS BASEMENT FOR CHRISTS SAKES ONE DAY IF THEY GOT OFF THEIR LAZY ASSES MAYBE THEY COULD BE PRODUCTIVE BUT I DOUBT IT ONCE WHITE TRASH ALWAYS WHITE TRASH NEXT TIME TRY THE AGE AND BDAY CORRECT YOU STUPID FUCKING DUMB ASS SKIN HEAD AND YOU WELFARE LIVING TWAT BUT HEY HAVE A GREAT DAY SO SINCE WIL BURDICK HAS TO KEEP SAYING MY REAL NAME WELL ITS UP THERE SO NO ONE WONDERS AND HIS WHORE MEGAN BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY LMFAO ILL NEVER FEEL BAD HAVING 2 FIRST NAMES AFTER THESE 2 MORONS DICK AND BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY)I GUESS ITS OK I PUT THERES IN HERE SO WIL GET BACK TO MOMMYS BASEMENT AND BE MORE CREATIVE AND MEGAN GET BACK ON THAT GOVT CHEESE LINE AND HAVE A CHERRY FUCKIN DAY ps megan buttram (YA PRE OP TRANNY)since u saw it fit to cha

Who Said They Did It Right
Remember this? Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information.......... It was 1987! At a lecture the other day they were playing an old news video of Lt.Col. Oliver North testifying at the Iran-Contra hearings during the Reagan Administration. There was Ollie in front of God and country getting the third degree, but what he said was stunning! He was being drilled by a senator; "Did you not recently spend close to $60,000 for a home security system?" Ollie replied, "Yes, I did, Sir." The senator continued, trying to get a laugh out of the audience, "Isn't that just a little excessive?" "No, sir," continued Ollie. "No? And why not?" the senator asked. "Because the lives of my family and I were threatened, sir." "Threatened? By whom?" the senator questioned. "By a terrorist, sir" Ollie answered. "Terrorist? What terrorist could possibly scare you that much?" "His name is Osama bin Laden, sir" Ollie replied. At this point the senator tried to repeat the name, but cou

Don't Be Affraid...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

I Sicko-analyzed Myself, And I Still Think I Rule!!!!
Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating! ) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? ME,MYSELF, AND I. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? A PENGUIN. SLIDE.......... 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? HE HANDS ME A BOTTLE OF RUM. GOOD PENGUIN. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house: TWO STORIES, ONE BIG ROOM FOR MOVIES, A COMFY BED, NICE KITCHEN AND A HUGE FUCKING BATHROOM!!!! 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? HELLS NO, I WANT PEOPLE TO TAKE THIER CHANCES ON IT... 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see: A 52 INCH PLASMA TV, SHOWING TRUE ROMANCE. 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? A PINT GLASS. 8. What do you do with the cup? LEAVE IT. 9.

Just Something I Wrote Nothing Good Move On!!
My dear Dreamwalker, I know your true name . You the one that tease, You the one that please. My dear Dreamwalker, You twist and turn, You shiver and slip. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Fingers are like fire, Your Lips are like wine. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Skin is like silk, Your Soul is like heaven. My dear Dreamwalker, Your laughter is like rain, Your mind is like shadows. My dear Dreamwalker, Where will you walk to next, in the shadows of my mind , or in the light of my soul. My dear Dreamwalker!!

Fucktard
A whiney bitch You turned me into one You claim me You stake me You call me yours I message you I stalk you As if I was yours I told you I’d get attached You questioned what I would do I’d like to stab you You’re my fucktard I’m your bitch I

Can We Say Yuck?!
I thought I was gonna die yesterday.........I think I Had food poisoning, if I was not sleeping I was in the bathroom, blah it was a nasty situation lol......I feel a little better, just drained.......blah.........

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Pears wet honey sweet Juices dripping neath the sheet Time knows what will be Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

Omg I've Been Called A Jackass
What is this world coming too? LOL Seriouslly I sent that one question to a person who posted it, you know the one on the boards. Ask me one question to my in box, you know damn well they want it to be sexual so I sent him that one question. It was Hey whats the winning Lotto numbers, hey he said anything. He responded back by saying your'e a jackass and then he proceeded to laugh. So being the Lady I am I sent him back a note saying excuse me I am not and then his reply was Delete me. Nice huh? Whats this world coming to when ahem Gentleman speak to a Lady like that and expect it to be ok? Believe me I dont like the new world too much lately don't know about you. Well thanks for listening to my sunday rant. Have a Great Day! XOXOX The Goddess

Salute Bullcrap
Okay, i think im not the only one who can agree with this crap. I have posted i think like 4-5 pics of slautes on here and all of them have been rejected. WTF, they say that i need to read the "faqs" and I HAVE OBEYED THEM!!!!! fuck these people. I think all of you would agree that most of the pics on here of my salutes, are USABLE!!!!! Let me know what you think...

Worth Saving
This is a collection of exerps of a Mumm which was active today. It is from two questions written by: Once Burned, Twice Shy@ CherryTAP I started this mumm to hopefully find people who are fed up wti institutions telling them what to believe and think for themselves.Daunting task but possible.Then this guy wants to do my thinking for me since I refuse to be mindly retarded like he is.The Bible is the divinely inspired word of God.Period.Whether you and I understand it all is mute.It is the mind of God.He tells you what happens when he lets man control his own destiny.DESTRUCTION!!! He tells you what happens when you let him control your destiny>Salvation!!! His mind is set.It will not change.The kingdoms of this world will soon become THE Kingdom of God.It will be established by him and of his Kingdom there will be no end. And this guy that wishes to do my thinking for me is an idol to himself.No idol produces anything.Life or death.They just sit there gathering dust.Think ab

~hiding No More~
YESTERDAY I HAVE OFFICIALLY COME OUT OF HIDING.... I LEFT THE OLD PROFILE BEHIND BECAUSE OF TOO MUCH DRAMA... WOW, ONLY TO REALIZE THAT NO MATTER WHAT OR WHO YOU ARE... IT FOLLOWS YOU AND HAPPENS TO EVERYONE!! SO, I SAID SCREW IT... I AM WHO I AM AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT!! I GIVE UP TRYING TO HIDE AND KEEP THIS A SECRET. I'M GLAD TO SAY THAT I'M NOT HIDING ANYMORE. I WASN'T HURTING ANYONE BUT ME TRYING TO HIDE! SO GO AHEAD..... TELL WHO YOU WANT THAT I'M BACK OR MAYBE I NEVER LEFT. BUT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, I'M HERE AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, WHO CARES?!?! NOT ME!! THIS I KNOW FOR SURE. I'M HERE AND NOT ABOUT TO LEAVE OR BE CHASED OFF AGAIN!! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LET ANYONE CHASE ME OFF BEFORE. YOU CAN TRUST ME NOW WHEN I SAY THAT I'M NOT GETTING CHASED OFF AGAIN!! GUESS IN THE END.... I JUST NEEDED SOME SPACE THAT'S ALL..... I GOT WHAT I WANTED! AND THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT DID MANAGE TO KEEP ME A SECRET! BUT YOU CAN BE RELIEVED NOW... THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIE FOR ME OR KEEP ME A

Spring
Nothing is so beautiful as spring - When weeds, in wheels, shoot long and lovely and lush; Thrush's eggs look little low heavens, and thrush Through the echoing timber does so rinse and wring The ear, it strikes like lightnings to hear him sing; The glassy peartree leaves and blooms, they brush The descending blue; that blue is all in a rush With richness; the racing lambs too have fair their fling. What is all this juice and all this joy? A strain of the earth's sweet being in the beginning In Eden garden.--Have, get, before it cloy, Before it cloud, Christ, lord, and sour with sinning, Innocent mind and Mayday in girl and boy, Most, O maid's child, thy choice and worthy the winning.

Idk.....
OKAY, WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. ALL I KNOW IS THAT WHEN PEOPLE GOSSIP ABOUT OTHERS.....IT HURTS THEM. THEY SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT TO THE SOURCE. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO THINK?!?!? ALL I KNOW IS THAT, NO MATTER WHAT.... WE'RE MARRIED AND AS HIS WIFE, I BELIEVE HIM. THERE WAS THINGS THAT WERE SAID TODAY THAT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SAID. BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE HIM AND I. I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM. AND I KNOW HE FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME. ALL THE GOSSIPERS DID.... WAS CAUSE TENSION..... THANKS. I SIT HERE RIGHT NOW, NOT KNOWING WHAT'S GOING ON. I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL..... BUT LIKE I SAID, DOESN'T CHANGE HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. I DON'T NEED THE DRAMA... I DON'T NEED TO BE ASKED IF I'M OKAY. OR WHAT HAPPENED?!?! THIS IS BETWEEN HIM AND I!!! I'M NOT LEAVING HIM AND I DON'T THINK HE'S LEAVING ME....SO PLEASE.....LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE FUCKING DOOR!!! SINCERELY, ~NOT BREAKING ME DOWN~

Today's Rand
WELCOME TO THE UNITED 'COMMUNISTIC' STATES OF AMERICA!!! Okay, anyone who knows me knows that i'm very political. My philosophy is that i'm right and your wrong, and if you agree with me on something that just proves that im right. If you still think im wrong do your research, you will see that im right. Please don't get my head line wrong I love America, i just hate who's running it and how its being ran. I am a Libritarian. If you don't know what that is look it up. I'm not Libral or Conservative, I just vote for who i think will do the best for us. One of the most influential people in my life is Glen Beck, and i agree with him 99% of the time on things. issues: 1) The smoking ban. Although smoking causes cancer, its is still my decision. There are no proven cases of deaths related to second hand smoke. And why is it ok for for someone to get drunk off their ass if smoking is becoming illegal. alcohol cause cancer of the liver, and destroys your kidneys, and you can become