Wow... where should I begin...
I honestly don't feel like I want to have men involved in my life anymore. I am so stressed out, and I have so much shit to deal with, i can't deal with other people's shit too. I mean, my "boyfriend" at the moment is seriously pissing me off.... he gets mad at me over stupid shit... pulls these pity trips and shit... and i am like, oh my fucking god... i can't deal with that shit...
and then dennis... holy fucking hell... i can't even begin to describe how hard that shit is for me to deal with...
and the only person i have is tiffany... and she is my world... with out her, i'd be lost... she is the only person who truly understands me...
i am at this point, yet again, i don't want men in my life they just bring more stress and bullshit than i need... i have enough problems, i don't want men telling me all the time how badly they wanna fuck me... like, hello? there is a shock... men are walking fucking hard ons.... i am almost to the point now it sickens me... i think if i never heard another man say he wanted to fuck me, i would be perfectly happy....
Oh well, that's life...
