ever get that feeling like you're in the presence of someone or something that's great...that feeling like you just walked into a cathedral, and you're looking up at the ceiling, watching doves and pigeons flutter around in the eaves?
i get that feeling every time i'm near her. it's that awed and amazed hush...like this is something precious that you see only once in every 600 lifetimes and this is your first chance to see it.
i have to drink in everything...every word, every sight, every sound, every shifting mood, every touch...kiss...breath...sigh...EVERYTHING. because it's like...this is it. the only time i'll ever get to see...experience...this.
how do you know so quick that this is the one person you can't live without? that this is the person you can't quit? how do you come to the point so rapidly that you suddenly realize that if she suddenly decided she didn't want you in her life...that would mean your death? not necessarily your literal death, but still...
she means the world to me...not yet everything...not yet...but it's not an impossibility.
i lay in your arms i forget the world. i dont want anyone else...and i really think i need you in my life. you complete me on so many levels. just sitting quietly with you doing nothing but watching you play on the computer...it's heaven. i could wait on you forever and never get tired of waiting. you're like coming home to a warm fire on a blizzardy winter night. i love you so much angel...
