Fubar Blog Posts 3

My Story, These Days....
There's a lot going on. Too much really. And honestly, I'm not sure how much more I can take. Here's the story, the short version, for those who don't know.... As of tomorrow, I will be homeless. I am moving all of my belongings in to storage today and tomorrow....then who knows what will happen. I've been struggling for a long time, and now it has reached critical mass. Epic Fail for me! And as if that was not enough stress and worry....the whole situation has caused the man I was seeing to break up with me...run scared. And he did it via a text message mind you! I guess I can't really blame him, but it still hurts. More than I imagined it would. I thought that I had found someone to accept me for who I was...bumps, bruises, broken pieces and all. But this temporary situation was more than he could handle I guess. Is this really my life? What did I do to deserve this? I'm not sure I will ever know the answer to that question. I'm not sure I want to know the

I Got Tagged.....
I got tagged by Brodie he's a sweetheart. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I absolutely love my job. How many people can say that. 2) I love classic country music. Alabama is my favorite band. 3) I love Alabama football. ROLL TIDE!!! 4) I love good ole southern home cookin!!! 5) I love to go to the movies. I watch most anything but war movies and horror. 6) Christmas is my favorite holiday. 7) I have no children....but I do have two dogs (Bear and Jade) and fish. 8) I like to travel as long as it doesn't involve airplanes. 9) I love the Beach. 10) I love anything that has to do with Disney an

Be My Valentine???
glitter-graphics.com WANTED: A Fubar Valentine's Date for Sarge's Bad girls. All you have to do is leave ONE comment on why you believe you should be that girl's fubar valentine's date. The person with the best answer will get the girl for Valentine's Day! It will be up to the girl to which answer she chooses as "best", so don't be worried someone already did a great answer! The Bad Girl will send the winner at least one Fubar gift on Valentine's day and also attach to her name that you are her Valentine's date. This is NOT an acutal AUCTION, so that means you can save your fubucks and real money!!! How sweet is THAT? glitter-graphics.com It has already started so be sure to check on who YOU would like for YOUR Valentine's date! The Bad Girls will be making their choice by 8:00 PM Fubar time February 13th. glitter-graphics.com SO CLICK THE PICTURE AND SEE WHO ALL NEEDS A FU DATE FOR VALENTINES DAY. Sarge's Bad Girls

Men Are Like.....
Men are like.... For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ....Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas .. The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather .. Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars . Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .......Commercials ?....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds ?.... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara .. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popco

Stash Update !
Happy Monday I hope your day is going well. I have added some pictures to my stash. Please stop by and show some lurve :) I am out of rates for today so i can't rate anyone today grrrrr :( but i will tomorrow yay!! lol Love'n'hugs Lin xx

My Sense Of Humor
April, your sense of humor is Satire If there's one thing you're positive about it's that life is absurd. That's why your sense of humor centers around satire and farce. From social to political to religious, you see all of humanity's institutions as all too serious and totally hilarious because of it. Whether you're roasting the regulars at the coffee shop or going after bigger laughs inspired by newscasters, or dare we say, the President, your razor sharp wit cuts though the bologna. Just remember, when you lay the irony on thick, not everyone gets your humor. That's okay — if you can't laugh with someone, you can always laugh at them.

My Aura
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

Whoop! My First Blog!
Hmm, this is some new territory to me. Never ran a blog before. To anyone who may happen to read this, i'll warn you now, It's gonna suck! Turn back while you still can. Ok, here i go! Ramble, ramble, ramble, ramble, ramble, blah, blah, blah. Oh, and before i forget, plz rate, fan, add, worship me! Just kidding, i don't give a rats ass! And that's the bottom line, cuz Forny said so!

My Next Life!
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating , room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Fxybrown Is The Bomb
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1.I am my own worst enemy 2.I got busted in the back seat of my car with my ex (when i was going with her ) parked in the turn around at a park picnic area 3.i was second chair violin in orchestra in 6th grade (but gave it up to become a drummer in band ) 4.

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces
I looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms [Chorus] Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything [Chorus without last line] [Chorus] I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you

American Native Language
HEMACA OIYOKPA HE, MITAWA WANAGIYATA KI KIGI, MITAWA CANTE KI WABLI MITAWA NITUNKASILA NITUNKASILA OKIMOS, NATA UN HAHATUWA MIYE HCA HI EL SUMANITU TAKA WIYA CUWITKU UN HAHATUWA WINYAN YATAPI UN MITAWA CANTE

Consider This
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

Devlin's Bday
Well, i have been without him for 4 years and i have dealt with not seeing him on his most special day of days, but this time it is much, much harder... He is just across town instead of 6 hours away. I can't see him because the retarded 'sperm donor' says he talked with devlin about me being behind on child support cause i was out of work for 2 months over the holidays. He talked devlin into saying that he didn't want to see me till i was caught up. I have been working my ass off all week trying to find another job, pretty close to being a stripper for a weekend or two till i find something... but really don't think i look good enough and how do you dance like that anyway? I just don't think i'm sexy enough, oh well... we shall see what the remainder of the day holds for clumsy and silly old me... think about me today!!!

The Walmart Cat
A blonde was weed-eating her yard and accidentally cut off the tail of her cat which was hiding in the grass. She rushed her cat, along with the tail over to WAL-MART! Why WAL-MART ??? HELLOOOOOOOOO !!! WALMART is the largest retailer in the world !!!

I'm Going To Hell
I usually don't post twice in one day but what happened to me yesterday was too funny to leave untold. Let me start off by saying that I am the most calm, easy going driver on the road. Traffic jams, accidents, school zones...no problem. Until today.... So I'm driving down the road, singing along to Walk This Way, the Run DMC/Aerosmith version (doing vocals for both bands because I am a little hip hop and a little rock n' roll) when I come to a red light. I want to turn left so I have to wait for the green arrow. This one. Not this one. In front of me is this vehicle and its plastered with Christian bumper stickers. Not just one or two on the bumper either. I mean ALL OVER the whole backside. Windows, tailgate, bumper...the works. I read so many Bible verses during this long ass red light that I could have given a sermon tonight. Finally, I get the arrow. But the guy in front of me isn't moving. I thought maybe he was deep in prayer. So I wait a sec

Another Poem
heart breaking crying tears begging you not to disappear stay please cant anymore crying harder walking out the door down stairs follow you begging you this dont do i'll change you'll see dont leave be there for me my fault please say just admit i pushed u away never more hurt you just stay i love you turn away leave me heart breaking pull away uncaringly broken heart broken wings no love not ever again ignore me never call never text i dont matter at all all the lies you said to me have disintegrated and now i see you never loved as much as you said you hurt me more than i can forgive.

Cnet Shares, Options Up On Google Rumor
Shares of media company CNET Networks, currently battling dissident shareholders who want to expand its board, soared more than 7 percent on Friday, on speculation that Google might be interested in acquiring a stake in it. Options volume also soared on the speculation. "There is a rumor circulating that Google might have an interest in CNET. Therefore, the options volume has picked up dramatically on that rumor," said William Lefkowitz, options strategist at brokerage firm vFinance Investments in New York. Google officials declined to comment and a CNET spokeswoman was not immediately available. Steve Weinstein, an analyst at Pacific Crest Securities, said Google's interest in CNET is "highly unlikely." But "potentially, that could be moving the stock," he said. Shares of CNET traded close to their year-high of $9.88, rising 5.2 percent, or 41 cents, to $8.09, on the Nasdaq on Friday. On the options market, roughly 19,000 calls compared to 514 puts changed hands i

Forgiven
Forgiven Forgiven by the Darkness, for casting light on my soul. Forgiven by my friendships, for returning all I stole. Forgiven by the Sunlight, for descending into Hell. Forgiven by my Lost love who has bought the heart I sell.

Tagged 2
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. Almost every time I hear a song, any song, I say "I love this song" 2. I once had an iguana that I had free-roam of the house. 3. I am such a reading freak that when I was a kid I would sit on the toilet and read the back of shampoo bottles and sit at the breakfast table and read the back of cereal boxes. 4. I've never lived further than an hour from the hospital in which I was born. 5. I used to have the characters from The Little Rascals and Timmy from Lassie as invisible friends. 6. I lose EVERYTHING. 7. When I drink, I tend to do so excessively. 8. A lot of times I can't fall asleep without putting the individual parts of my body to sleep, one at a time, in my mind first. 9. I still sit "Indian style" 99% of the time. 10. I don't shave my legs all tha

So I Got Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1) Rocky Horror Picture show is my favorite movie!! I use to know the movie word for word.. 2) I was pregnant in HS. Yes some teenage moms are actually good moms! 3) Use to obsess about D/s. Believe it or not I wanted to be the little subby! 4) Obsess about Firecracker porn. lol Want to know exactly what ask and i shall tell!! :P 5) Umm I LOVE CLOTHES!!!! I have enough to clothes to clothe a small village!! 6) My sons name is the same name is Cher's son. 7) I enjoy depressing emo music! :P If a song makes me wanna cry then I must listen to it again. 8) I had a moose chase me down a hiking trail. 9) I r

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Hmmm...here goes... 1--- I have an irrational fear of driving. 2---My parents named me turtle when I was a baby 3---I work for my uncle who is a Fashion Designer. 4---I dont want to grow up im a toys r us kid. 5---I want to live in California. 6---I have a partially photographic memory 7---I dont like mushrooms 8---My favorite movie is Mist of Avalon 9---My drug of choice is cookie dough haha. 10--I am addicted to the internet. Now...Who's next???? THESE 5 PEOPLE ARE TAGGED! Lady Ace of Spades Princess of Persia Viletshadow Sweet tart Ldyswifty

Tag You're It
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1~I snore lightly 2~I love the outdoors 3~I like to cook 4~I believe in ghosts 5~I was raised in Sacramento Calif. 6~I am a big flirt 7~I look for the best in everyone. 8~I enjoy making others smile. 9~I enjoy good friends. 10~ I enjoy dressing nice. I'm Tagging 1~Sexytatt 2~One Hot MILF 3~OKieGal 4~Whatever 5~Special K

Mumm Haters Make Me Laugh..
I posted a MuMM today and said specifically in it that any hate posts or posts that did not pertain to the mumm would be deleted. So i procedded to delete the ones where they were personally attacking me. Now what i find funny is this. 1. These same people are the ones who complain constantly about NoN-MuMMs then come to a real mumm and attack the creator. 2. If you delete them they say your a prick or ass. When they fail to relise they were the prick and are just getting what they deserved. To me its funny but at the same time its very easy to relise who to block. My block list is growing now cause or people like this lol. I block them, then delete their comments. Even had some chick tell me i spelled a word wrong and call me a ignorant ass, and when i told her she didnt have to be a bitch about it, she failed to relise she was just that a bitch. LOL It is amazing how people act on the internet, and you wonder are they like that in real life? And if they are how the hell

Scene To My 2nd Fav Movie
Worm: 'Ello. Sarah: Did you say Hello? Worm: No, I said 'Ello, but that's close enough. Sarah: You're a worm, aren't you? Worm: Yeah, that's right. Sarah: Do you know the way through this Labyrinth? Worm: Me? No, I'm just a worm. Sarah: Oh. Worm: Come inside and meet the Mrs. Sarah: No, thank you. But I have to solve this Labyrinth. There aren't any turns or openings, it just goes on and on. Worm: It's full of openings, it's just you ain't seen 'em. Sarah: Where are they? Worm: There's one right in front of you. Sarah: No, there isn't. Worm: Come inside and have a nice cup of tea. Sarah: But there isn't an opening. Worm: Of course there is. Try walking through it, you'll see what I mean. Sarah: What? Worm: Go on, then. Sarah: That's just a wall, there's no way through. Worm: Things aren't always what they seem in this place, so you can't take anything for granted. (She tries it and realizes that she can walk through the wall.) Sarah: Hey! Worm: Hey! Hang on! Sar

Tagged...ed
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1: I am a closet American Idol fan 2: I really hate my friends baking most of the time, and never say anything 3: I love orange marmalade! 4: Sometimes when noone is looking i wonder if i can get away with hitting someone in Walmart. 5: I have over 300 pairs of shoes. 6: I play WoW. At least 4 hours a day. 7: I am completely in love. With who is a secret. 8: Halloween is my favorite religion. 9: I am addicted to Werthers Originals. 10: I think i have more underwear then an underwear model. Passed on to.... Gamer Girl tool_doll Dinathebitch red_rocker_gurl red wing hunny

Be My Valentine...it's Totally Free!
WANTED: A Fubar Valentine's Day Date for Sarge's Bad girls. All you have to do is leave ONE comment on why you believe you should be my Fubar Valentine's Day date. The person with the best answer will get me for their Valentine's date! It will be up to me to pick which answer is "best", so don't be worried if someone already did a great answer! I will send the winner at least one Fubar gift on Valentine's day and also attach to my name that you are my Valentine's date. This is NOT an actual AUCTION, so that means you can save your FuBucks and real money!!! How sweet is THAT? I will be making my choice by 8:00 PM Fubar time February 13th. Looking for a Valentines Date? Go ahead, click the picture to leave me a comment on why I should pick you to be our Valentine's Day date! And ladies .... it's not too late to become one of Sarge's Bad Girls!!! (repost of original by '~Meagan~R/L GF and Fu-Wifey to DaMunc

Fat
fatness... does it really bother you so much, that you need to lump it in with the coruptness of the world and the fact that people are turning their backs on God? Quite interesting. Because no where did I ever see that being just a little fat was less of a sin than being really fat. So take your "sort of" fat bodies, and your very fat heads and go fuck yourself with a condom full of bees ~ ya fat haters. glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com

Wishin You A Happy Valentines
May cupid hit you with his arrow and your valentines day be all it can be ,with lots of love ,laughter,faith and compassion !! Dont forget to show the one you love just how special they touch your soul not just your life ,,, Happy Valentines Day,Brian

At It Again.
So many years have passed since I threw a line into the water. Found myself standing over the water at Bass lake remembering back when I was younger. My grandfather used to take me fishing nearly every weekend. He loved fishing, taught me to love it as well. There's some kind of serenity that comes with it, a peace. We've fished in lakes and rivers spanning from southern California to northern Oregon. I eagerly awaited the summer when school was released for vacation so I could hit the road with him. We lived outdoors. Camping, fishing, hiking, taking in the beauty that is nature, Eating your meals over an open fire, there's nothing to top it. Those memories will never leave me. So i'm taking up fishing again, a resurrected hobby for me, in honor of my grandfather. The fish aren't biting today though....

Support Our Troops - It Won't Kill You
>You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

Surgery
It's been nearly three weeks since I shattered my right wrist. Tomorrow I'm having surgery to screw a metal plate into the palm side to hold the bones together. They aren't staying where the ER Doc set them initially, they're getting worse every day and aren't healing. I'm told I will definitely have some loss of range of motion, but just how much remains to be seen.

My List
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1) I tend to talk in my sleep, and have been known to get into trouble for this in the past, innocently by the way....I Swear 2) I type with 2 fingers and need to watch where they go in order to type and Still tend to screw up repeatedly.....reason (3) will explain why this is 3) I failed typing in High School `cause I was always getting caught in Home Ec.Class instead, eating the "food" the girls attempted to make to cure the munchies aquired on the way to school 4) My children are most important in my life, they always have and always will come first, after all, I brought them into this screwed up world 5) I have always wanted to ro

Realitys Illusion!
Some of you may know and some of you may not. My husband's daughter is flying in to see him tonight. This will be the first time hes seen her since her mother (his ex-wife) took off with the kids when she was 5. shes 21 now. His ex-wife got the kids taken from her, (she has poor and sick taste in men who had even worst problems) to that they were molested (the kids) anyway, because i meddled in things, we finally got into contact with his daughter. and now shes coming here to see him. 16 years later. But as you may also know my husbands a mean man when he wants to be. Yesterday for Vday i got diamond earrings, dozen roses and a balloon. He treated me like a queen. Then the whiskey started pouring. And Mean Randy came out. Thats when i realized that if anything goes wrong this weekend, It will be my fault. (i know its not but...) for him the blame will be mine. I cried myself to sleep, i woke crying and now im battling the tears again. This poem, I wrote last year af

Moving Back...
So about 6 months ago, my site was closed down by the top dogs at Corporate, causing me to go look for another job. I wanted to stay where I was, but things weren't looking good - the high-tech jobs have mostly gone away, meaning I could stay if I was willing to work for about half what I was making. Then I got an offer to move back to the Portland, OR area. While the pay would be the same, the thought of going BACK to Portland was not good - I left there over 7 years ago because I was sick and tired of all the dreary, wet, gray days. Let me tell you I certainly wasn't looking forward to going back. So I've been back in the Portland area for right at 6 months and it's been wet, dreary, gray, etc...but not so much that I can't stand it. I guess I'll just have to continue to stick it out and see what a full year brings. Welcome me back, Portland!!

Power Hour
Game Name: Power Hour Category: Endurance Buzz Level: Deadly Directions: This game is all about drinking. There are not really any rules. The object is to take a shot of beer every minute for an entire hour. It sounds pretty easy but believe me, it isn't. If you want to prove you are really a man you can try to join the Century Club. The Century Club is doing a shot every minute for 100 minutes. You can add rules to this game if you want. An example is if you go to the bathroom before the end of the hour you must finish a beer. At the end of the hour you will usually have had six beers.

Sex Etiquette 101
How to Handle 10 Sticky Situations By Norine Dworkin-McDaniel We tend to think about good manners in terms of holding open doors, saying “Please” and “Thank you,” using the right fork in a fancy restaurant, chewing with our mouths closed. But manners matter in bed too – even when we’re behaving like animals. Read on for 10 common sexual scenarios and the proper etiquette for dealing with them… “Etiquette is about treating people considerately, respectfully and honestly,” explains Peter Post, a director of the Emily Post Institute and author of Essential Manners For Couples: From Snoring and Sex to Finances and Fighting Fair – What Works, What Doesn’t and Why (Collins, 2005). “The most important thing we can do is to be considerate and respectful of our partner. And that is why etiquette matters in the bedroom.” We asked Post and other etiquette experts for help in finessing 10 sticky (no pun intended) sexual circumstances. Take their strategies to heart (and to

Riding
Rolling Thunder sounds exploding Yet peacefully dreamily I am floating Wind in my face I'm almost breathless When I can't ride, I'm oh so restless Today was a good day I was on a harley Could anything else feel so narly? (LOL, I know, I know, but you try to rhyme with Harley! LOL) February day normally cold Yet I was warm with a rider to hold I know my poems are not very good But I only write them for FUN (& yes, that one didn't rhyme at all.. ha ha)

40 Things Men Need To Know Before Sex
40 MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHILE HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN (Some Men Really Need To Read This) 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smo

Embraced
EMBRACED WRITTEN BY CHARMED 2/17/08 LOOKING INTO THE DARKNESS, NO LIGHT TO GUIDE YOU. YOU WOUNDER WHAT IS OUT THERE? YOU ARE TOLD NEVER TO WALK INTO THE DARKNESS, THAT YOU WILL NEVER COME BACK ONCE YOU ENTER IT. WHAT IS SO CURIOUS TO YOU TO WANT TO GO INTO IT? IT IS THE NOT KNOWING OF WHAT TO EXPECT. THE DARKNESS WELCOMES YOU. IT LETS YOU BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE. IT ENVOKES THE TRUE SPIRITS YOU CARRY INSIDE OF YOURSELF. ONCE YOU ENTER THE DARKNESS YOU WILL NEVER WANT TO COME OUT. IT DOES NOT KEEP YOU HOSTAGE, IT EMBRACES YOU. YOU FEEL LIKE YOU SHOULD A TRUE PERSON. IN THE COLD DARK NIGHT, YOU ARE SCARED, BUT FIND YOURSELF. IT SHOWS YOU THAT YOU CAN BARE WHAT EVER YOU ARE FACED WITH. YOU HERE STRANGE SOUNDS, AND TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IT IS? YOUR HEART BEATS OUT OF YOUR CHEST WITH FEAR. YOU ARE TRYING TO FIND IT. . ITS THE CRIES OF LOSS MEMORIES, THAT WANT TO BE LEFT OUT. THEY WANT YOU TO FACE THEM. THEY HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP FOR SO LONG THAT THE DARKNESS,

I'm Sorry And Hate To Leave
Fire My Words Text Image Generator I WANT TO SAY I'M SORRY TO T.A.M.F FOR THE BAD JUDGMENT CALLS I MADE THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS AND DUE TO SOME PERSONAL ISSUES I WILL BE LEAVING THIS FAMILY. IT HURTS TO DO THIS FOR THEY ARE GREAT AND RESPECTFUL FAMILY WHO DESERVES THE BEST THEY CAN GET. PLEASE IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE PLZ CHECK THEM OUT AND HELP THEM IN ANYWAY YOU CAN OR ASKED TO. HERE IS A LINK TO THIER FAMILY PAGE: Ŧhe .Mortal .Ängel.Ғamily. Members Only@ fubar OR CONTACT WILDCAT AT THIS LINK: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar

Fantabulous!!!!!!!!!1
Well I am going to have the best birthday EVER!!!! On the first of March, I am going to go to the Three Days Grace concert. How kick ass is that. Breaking Benjamin and Seether are going to be there too. My 3 all time favorite bands. It will be me and Jess. The bestest friend in the whole wide world. We are going to have a bomb ass time. I am excited. On the weekend after my birthday, Michael and Kendyl might be up here so I am going to get a hotel room and we are going to have a hotel party with all of my fantabulous friends. This is going to be the best birtday in record for me. Some people may not be able to be there, like Steve and Kay, because they have to work but I have invited all the people that mean the most to me. Its going to be a blast. Drink it up then go to the club. Hellz yeah man!!!!! Well thats all for now from the beautiful mind of me. I will write more soon. XOXOXOX_Candi

The Torn Queen
Not really a poem exactly but a story that I wrote. Enjoy. Once upon a time there lived a lonely princess whose heart was full and true. She kissed a lot of frogs in life but never any prince's. Till one day when all grown up another came a calling. This one once was a frog it seems that dreamed of being king. He crooned and charmed his way into her lonely desperate heart. Taking root there in her heart and showing her eternal love. A kiss was given deep and long to change him to the king most longed. A bond was formed and souls were bound, forever strong and lifelong sound. A life was started with king and queen to fill that void deep within. Then one day a wicked soul decided to be cruel, told some lies that started strife. This in turn confused the king and made him doubt his eternal queen.Words in anger cut her deep and made her die inside. The king had left it queen it seemed to run away from life. A chance was given to hear her plea and this she took whole-heartedly. The truth

New Pics
WUSS UP TO MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I HAVE NEW PICTURES IN MY PROFILE THAT I WILL LIKE FOR EVERYBODY TO LOOK AT. ALSO IF YOU WANT SEND FRIENDS REQUEST LOVE TO MEET COOL AND INTERESTING PPL. SO IF YOUR INTERESTED FEEL FREE TO DROP BY MY PAGE P.S. LISTEN TO MY SONG LIST FOR PPL ARE INTO SLOW JAMS AND FAST JAMS OF R&B. SIT BACK AND ENJOY LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK 1LUV FROM YOUR BOI

Bravery
They volunteer to leave their homes, say goodbye to family and friends go through months of intense training that last for weeks on end. They go because they care, and they go for "Love of Country' to help preserve a way of life, a nation that is free. Some are lucky enough to return home to their loved ones, while others pay the ultimate price. God Bless all of our heroes those who remain, and those who died Words don't seem nearly enough to repay the debt we owe you but to all of our soldiers, from the bottom of our hearts We thank you.

Unseen Tears
Unseen Tears The tears I cry, Are tears that are unseen. They flow from my heart , And they cover my soul. I walk around with you in my mind, Wondering if this love I have will ever die. I miss you so much, Life isn't the same. I am trying to get use to a new normal, Since you have turned and walked away. I sometimes wonder what the lesson was. Did I grasp it this time, Or did I miss it once again. The tears flow down, Inside my heart. I would never tell you, I couldn't bear what you would say. Life always seems to be this way. I know in time it will all change. I know the day will come, And it will all be gone again. It just seems as though, It is taking forever. I will cry my tears in my silent place. Let them flow from heart, As they cover my soul, Remembering your warm embrace. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Replaced
you promised it wouldnt happen said you never would but as the days go by Im seein you have even if you dont want to admitt it guess I was the only one who cared you knew my feelings promised not to hurt me and that you'd never replace me yet sitting back i see that was a lie you dont have to admitt it im not blind you have pretty much totally replaced me never thought it would hurt so much guess thats what happens when youget replaced

What The Fuck I Quit
k it just never gets any better. In the past two hours I have received 8 collection calls I keep telling them to stop calling or I will report them to the ftc. btw they were paid a week ago. they just called again, I screamed in his ear. There was an accident in front of my house again and this time two of my daughters friends were hit by a car. I asked the woman across the street who got there first if I could help but she just put her nose in the air and walked away but not before giving me a dirty look. Why did I deserve that???

Do Not Comment On This..
okay first off this is something very different/odd of me to do...but this is something i just cant help but do....PLEASE ppl w/e u do PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ON THIS!!! every time i think of u my heart skips a beat. just the thoughts of u makes a light shine a little more inside. waiting longing to feel that warm embrace, wanting to hear ur heart beat next to me as we lay in bed at night... longing to hear those words leave ur lips once more...making it harder for me to breath. deep inside im cold as ice...but when i see ur eyes i start to feel more alive....i dont feel as much pain as once before....thanks to u im becoming whole again...for once i can see the light n im feeling better inside....thank u.

Ten Years Wasteland
Change my attempt good intentions... Crouched over You were not there Living in fear But signs were not really that scarce Obvious tears And I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Please see The bleeding heart perched on my shirt Die, withdraw Hide in cold sweat Quivering lips Ignore remorse Naming a kid, living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Crowned hopeless The article read living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red but I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Heave the silver hollow sliver Piercing through another victim Turn and tremble be judgmental Ignorant to all the symbols Blind the face with beauty paste Eventually you'll one day know

Better As A Memory
Its crazy how you can meet a person and give them your all just to have them hurt you. Its crazy how you forgive the person for the things they did and then let them back in your life. Its crazy how in such a short time they can show you how much they do not trust you. Trust is a big issue for me. And when people don't trust me, is what hurts me the most. I am not a perfect person, nor do I want to be perfect. Yet, I am human and I make mistakes but never the mistake of cheating on someone. I know the consequences that can happen when some cheats, cheating consists of one or more people getting hurt. I can't stand to be hurt so why would I hurt someone else. People have friends, granted most of my friends have been male my whole life. I have always gotten along better with men than women. So when I meet somebody the status of my male friends should not impede the status of a future relationship. On that note, I will not throw who your friends are and how you interact wit

Someone Take The Drama Llama Out Back And Shoot It!!!
Seems like every day when I log in I see bulletins and blogs about someone trying to either start drama or continue drama that is best left alone. For a supposedly "Adult" site there is a heck of a lot of juvenile behavior. I have some people on my Friends list here that I see as good people, they are very caring to those who treat them with respect and friendship, yet they are repeatedly the targets of the Drama-mongers, who apparently have nothing better to do with theirs lives than to cause online controversy. Some of you people need to log off and go out and get a life. Leave the good people alone and stop being so mean-spirited and nasty. Apparently these people have such wretched, shallow meaningless lives that they need to try and make everyone else as miserable as they are.

Just A Memory
I CRY A RIVER AND I SHIVER SEEING THAT WATER PASSING BY I JUST WANT TO DIE I MISS THE SKY AND THAT'S NO LIE AS I LAY DOWN TO THE GROUND I MISS THE BOUND WITH NORMAL LIVE I JUST WANE DIVE IN THIS RIVER OOH I SHIVER..... written by Mr Smiley

Vacation
I need to get out and want to shout it loud Hubby don’t be that silly I’m gone do my will(y) Leaving on a Jet-plain Staying at home gives me so much pain I need some weeks Say yes and you get some kisses at your cheeks But if you say again no Then I answer with BO No more cooking, cleaning etc I’ve had it from that tralala I’m burning up So little man of me: “What’s up” Can I go….? Or do I need to say BO written by Mr Smiley

Ghost Rider Wants You.
Fire My Words JOIN US HERE AT MYSTIC DARK ANGELS LOUNGE. WE ARE THE NEWEST AND FASTEST GROWING LOUNGE ON FUBAR. WE HAVE DANCERS,, WEBCAM ( WHICH IS NEW ) AND THE FRIENDLIEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR. SO COME JOIN US FOR A GREAT TIME AND BRING UR DANCING OUTFITS LADIES. JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK BELOW: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397#

Katman Get Arrested,can Any One Help Please???
HELLO EVERY ONE! THERE IS NO DRAMA,BASHING OR ACCUSATION LOL ITS JUST A SIMPLE PIMP OUT DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON??? DO YOU HAVE HIM ON YOUR FRIEND LIST??? IF NOT,YOU SHOULD GO AND HIT HIM UP. FAN,RATE AND ADD HIM,CAUSE HE IS ONE OF THE BEST AND MOST FABULOUS PEOPLE ON FUBAR. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME,YOU SHOULD TRY AND YOU'LL FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF.AND PLEASE TELL HIM WILDCAT SENT YOU. HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND. LOVE Y'ALL ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® KaTman@ fubar THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar

"chicken Soup For The Beer Drinker"
"Chicken Soup for the Beer Drinker" Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams? If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." - Jack Handy I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. -Frank Sinatra An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with fools. -Ernest Hemingway A woman drove me to drink and I didn't even have the decency to thank her. -W.C. Fields When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading. -Henny Youngman 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case? Coincidence? -Stephen Wright Beer is proof that God loves us and

Baby's On Fire
As the night drops in, were ready to sin. You feel strong yet tender, we lock lips now hot as a cinder. Bodies tense start to burn, you have taken a shot my turn. Yes oh thats alright, go down, let be close tonight. I really need you right now, and you know where and how. Start up the heat ignite the fire, your like electricity a real livewire. You know it would be nice if you existed, how do I need thee everything has been listed. Dreams are really all I have today, but I have been told I'll find you some way. Or your just a spirit without a heart of stone, a spirit that would never leave my heart alone. Baby you say we really could, Baby's On Fire and its good.

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
why in the hell can't there be any good people any more.. I see these women on here flashin their tits and bein PROUD that their sluts... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO SOCIETY. last i knew it was a bad thing to be considered a slut... DAMN AIN'T YOU ALL HEARD OF AIDS???? a child isn't the problem anymore.... come on.. why can't people get to know some1 anymore before they are in the bedroom fuckin and suckin... some people don't even make it to the damn bed room.... put it this way... I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TRYIN TA BASICALY CYBER FUCK.... what happened to marrying the one you can't live without... or makin some1 feel special... that's all i want... i wanna feel special... so if you wanna ask me sexual questions or try and 'holla' at me... MOVE ON TO THE NEXT WHORE... cuz your NOT gonna find one here... just lookin for sum real people. DAMN IT

Getting Your Car Stuck
Now, this is something that I don't recommend... is trying to drive your car around someone else's when the ground is wet!! Well, like Brittany Spears, you guess it "oops! I did it again"! Yes, like a dumb ass I did it and got my car stuck.. And it is still stuck.!! I have to wait until the ground freezes or until it dries out to get my car unstuck... Talk about having a blonde moment!!! I did

Why
why is it ppl tellme im a great person and so pretty and a great personality but yet i can never find a nice guy to love me the way i can love him to be his best friend as i can be his i just wonder when in the hell is it going to be my turn to be happy

Check Them Out
Do you like too help others level up? Are you one that will rate more then a few pictures? Let me tell you what we do: We don't just Fan,Add,and rate. We rate too level and rate until the level is complete. We have been leveling for over a year with some of the best levelers on Fubar. We are a drama free team. We are not a bombing team we only level. We really dont have any rules too being on our team. All we ask is if you are available too help that you help us get the Level up complete. Helping others level up is a great way too meet new friends. We dont have a level limits just amounts that we use as a basis. Our team has helped many get too get too GodFathers& higher. We have done many level up Challenges where the level up looks impossible but we get it done. We also help lower levels level as well. So if this sounds like something you wanna do send me a private message. : ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar

Missing Husband
Missing Husband Ricky was in trouble -- He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him, 'Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT HAD BETTER BE THERE!!' The next morning, Ricky got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused and curious, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new....BATHROOM SCALE. Ricky has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him

Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down lyrics Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care Converse behind my back, but now I'm here Need no one to comply with me though everyone that I defeat Don"t need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (See it in my eyes) Now I can understand It's sorrow that feeds your lies Whoa, yeah! You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breathe A crutch for you that won't always be there Hide in the dark another day The fear in you is here to stay So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (Witness and see it in my eyes) (Chorus vocalizing) Now I can

Man Only Able To See In Blue After Taking Too Much Viagra
By VIRGINIA WHEELER Published: Today SEX-STARVED John Pettigrew took too many Viagras — and now lives his life in a constant "blue movie". Plumber John, 58, sees everything in shades of blue after the sex pills damaged his vision. The dad of two said: "I admit I ignored the advice on the packet — I was having too much fun — but I’d give up all the sex in the world to be able to see a red letterbox again." Divorced John turned to Viagra when he had trouble rising to the occasion after a year without sex. He topped up his GP’s prescription with pills bought over the internet. He said: "I didn’t have any side-effects, so I didn’t see any harm in increasing the dose. But I have been seeing the world in blue for more than a fortnight now and it’s doing my head in." John, from Brighton, East Sussex, is now having tests to see if the damage is permanent. He added: "At least I’m a Chelsea fan." Makers Pfizer say some men may experience a blue tint to their sight after t

Choices
We all have them... My mistakes in life are not unique...So many people have chosen the paths that I have walked...Some have come away a better person...I know I have...And others have chosen that path over and over again because they just can't see the little light at the end... My life is an open book to anyone that asks...Although I have one secret that I will only tell if I feel that it might affect future interactions between that person and I...I have mentally beaten myself to death over and over because of it...And..have had it done by others... I feel that this will keep me single until the day I no longer exist...Scary to people that are ignorant of it...And I can't blame them...I can't even blame myself this time... I'm a firm believer in choices...Oh the choices I've made in my life could have been better...Ok...should have been better...but at least I still had a choice...But when a choice isn't even given...what do you do?...You wake up one day and find out that

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Monday, May 28, 2007 And God said.... Let there be mental capacity avoiding the bar situations for so long have given me more insight into the whole picking up of the opposite sex.after a while of avoidance i got to go back into what i like to call the meat market. id like to clarify just how this used to work for me so hang on to your undies and keep an open mind because you may not like me later. i never liked the bar thing much unless it was just to get laid .... and if you play your cards right itll happen a greater percentage of the time. first i had to get into things after i got there and not just with drinks but bullshitting with friends and mingling like your important.i like to talk shit so i make rounds get a few laughs and then go have some drinks. drinking was fun enough with the chums but in order to score i had to play a few games and even if i got hit on by the worst one in the place id wait it out until i got what i wanted. lets talk about the unwante

Last Chance ....
LAST CHANCE !!!!!!! STARTING IN 30 MINUTES... IF YOU WANT IN LET ME KNOW A.S.A.P. !!! 1st Place. 25,000 COMMENTS= 7 DAY BLAST & 30,000 FU-BUX 2nd Place. 20,000 COMMENTS= 3 DAY BLAST & 20,000 FU-BUX 3rd Place. 17,000 COMMENTS= 1 DAY BLAST & 15,000 FU-BUX ** ONE WITH MOST RATES GETS 1 DAY BLAST**ONLY ONE WINNER** ~~ RULEZ ~~ 1. SFW PICTURES ONLY 2. NO DRAMA OR B.S. OR U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEST 3. RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST,NO BASHING OR DOWNRATING 4. ONLY ONE WINNER PER PLACE 5. BOMBING ALLOWED AND SO IS SELF BOMBING 6. U WILL NEED TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND(JUST FOR CONTEST IF U WANT) 7. YOU HAVE TO PIMP YOURSELF OUT(BULLETINS,BLASTS, ETC..) 8. HAVE FUN !!! -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D ** LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE(MY LINK AT BOTTOM OF BULLY) IF YOU WANNA JOIN IN THIS GIVEAWAY,NO COMMENTS OR SHOUT BOX MESSAGES PLEASE** I MAY MISS THEM AND DON'T WANNA LEAVE ANYONE OUT. -- I WOULD

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And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 1500 sq. ft. house 2 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid

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Good Morning on this first Tuesday in March. How are you? I am good. Mandy decided to make cookies last night prior to her going into Old Navy, being part time and 19 she gets the low level hour positions. I think her hours last night were 7:30 to 12:30 just after midnight. I guess on Monday’s Old Navy does a revamp of the isles of what ever, heck every time I have been in there it looks the same…shows you what I know about fashion. However, I am learning thanks to MSN today… the Five Rules of Fashion is on the tab also on msn. So the first rule pops up and shows this gal strutting down the runway in a 50’s style dress. Sort of reminded me of something June Cleaver would wear as the mom on Leave it to Beaver. Oh oh… be fore I forget, once you pop on the site the top line reads: THE FIVE FASHION COMMANDMENTS… oh please… so now someone has the tablet somewhere in hiding… ok on with “The Fashion Commandments” The first commandment states, Don’t take Runways Literally! Well heavens no!

Slipknot - Vermillion Pt. 2
She seems dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain leak through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason And I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (x 3) I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't......no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't le

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You say you can't explain it, the words won't come. I understand that, Love...I've been struggling for months to tell you. It's intense, it's real, it's...all-consuming. I think about you all the time. I count down the minutes till I get to see you. I stare at my phone, hoping it will ring. I stalk you on the net. I can't get enough, you capture my curiosity. Every waking moment is spent in the complete submersion of myself in thoughts of you...you are always first in my dreams. Why? I can't explain. How? I do not know. What? Shit, I can't even explain that....it's the way you make me feel. The way I smile when I think of you (often). The way my heart leaps when you call. The way I'm eager to wake up in the morning, just so I can tell you hello. The way I can't sleep without talking to you, I want your voice to be the last sound I hear each day. The way my heartbeat speeds up, and my breathing gets quicker every time I see you. The comfort I feel when you say you love me.

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Incentives, Evènements Incentives, Event, race car vw fun cup, Luxembourg, belgium, Françe, germany . · Vous êtes passionnés de sport automobile · Vous cherchez une activité de team-building · Vous cherchez une incentive · Vous souhaitez faire un cadeau d’anniversaire original · Ou bien vous souhaitez faire un baptême · Organiser une course de karting dont les vainqueurs participeront à une course de fun cup…. Tout est possible, ensemble nous monterons votre projet en fonction de vos attentes pour vos employés, clients ou lauréats de concours… Fun Cup biplace . Un châssis encore davantage renforcé, un siège baquet et un harnais de sécurité supplémentaires permettent d’emmener un passager et transforment la VW Fun Cup en un parfait outil de démonstration, d’écolage ou d’incentive. Vivre la course de l’intérieur en tant que co-pilote privilégié d’un pilote professionnel et passer à fond le légendaire Raidillon de Francorchamps, découvrir la Butte d

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One company that has been at the forefront of making high-quality HDTV s for quite a few years now is Sony, and here is a quick Sony SXRD HDTV review that might help you pick out the perfect HDTV for your home. When picking out an HDTV, the sheer amount of selection can be mind boggling. There are so many different manufacturers out there and so many companies that you probably haven t even heard of making TV s that you have to wonder about the quality you re getting for the price, but you should certainly consider Sony SXRD HDTV’s among the best. The Sony KDS50A2000 50-Inch Grand WEGA 1080P SXRD Rear Projection HDTV is a popular choice. With a beautiful 50-inch picture, you will love this high-end HDTV. The set has received excellent reviews from most shopping websites that rank HDTV sets. The price of this set has gone down significantly over the past year, down from over $3,000 to just over half that. If you want to pick one of these up, they range in price from $1599 to $2

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AIGHT, I'M SICK AS SHIT. MADE DIZZY SPELLS, FEVER, HEADACHES, AND I'M DRUNK AND AT WORK!! LATER ON TODAY I HAVE TO GO TO A FRIENDS MEMORIAL SERVICE, THEN TONITE HAVE THE WAKE AT MY BAR. TO TOP OFF ALL THE FUN AND EXCITEMENT I HAVE THESE SONGS STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR ONE ODD REASON OR ANOTHER....SO ENJOY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND SEEING SHIT. LOVE SONG. DRUNKEN LULLABIES. Must it take a life for hateful eyes To glisten once again Five hundred years like Gelignite Have blown us all to hell What savior rests while on his cross we die Forgotten freedom burns Has the Shepard led his lambs astray to the bigot and the gun Must it take a life for hateful eyes To glisten once again Cause we find ourselves in the same old mess Singin' drunken lullabies I watch and stare as Rosin`s eyes Turn a darker shade of red And the bullet with this sniper lie In their bloody gutless cell Must we starve on crumbs from long ago Through these bars of men made stee

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So here's where it ends Nothing left The fork in the road has been taken and forced to a dead end. I stood at the edge of sanity and you pushed me. Falling now, casted into a pit of misery, helplessness and indecision Feeling nothing but bitterness. I hear it now, the drums to my fate. It's slow yet powerful. Becomming louder as I walk. I stand before a massive black mass I'm told to turn around and walk alone. He points a finger and I see i straight line of coal and fire I'm barefooted and I'm going to do it. You may have taken that fork out of the road But you haven't taken my wings. I will walk through that firey coal At the end now, I turned, faced the black mass And smiled as I spread my renewd wings Fly away and remember that fork That was never actually my choice to make.

A Woman's Worth
What Can You Bring to the Table? In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. "I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need convers

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Life Lessons For over 7 years, Regina Brett was a columnist at The Beacon Journal in Akron , Ohio . During that time, she was diagnosed and successfully treated for breast cancer. Regina is now a columnist for The Plain Dealer in Cleveland , Ohio . Lessons in Life By Regina Brett To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to choco

God's Pharmacy
A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and YES science now shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows that grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food. A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds are on the nut just like the neo-cortex. We now know that walnuts help develop over 3 dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function. Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys. C elery, Bok Choy, Rhu

Sts-123 Endeavour Countdown On Track
The shuttle Endeavour's countdown is ticking smoothly through its initial stages, with engineers checking out the ship's avionics systems and gearing up to pump liquid oxygen and hydrogen aboard early Sunday to power the orbiter's electricity generating fuel cells. With forecasters predicting a 90 percent chance of good weather, launch remains on track for 2:28:12 a.m. Tuesday. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregor

Week Pt Deux
8:58am PST So yesterday, I went to Disney's California Adventure. So I didn't go at 10:00am like I wanted to, but I still arrived there nonetheless. I went with a good friend. He's probably going to read this anyway. Yes, I had fun. We went on most of the big rides, and I guess I was the tour guide. He hadn't mentioned before that it was only his 2nd time there? He said he'd only been on 3 rides. We started at random places and walked around almost throughout the whole park. We went on a couple of rides, including this one rocket ride, which he said looked like a giant vibrator. It looked like a rocket to me! But he would know what they look like, I still wouldn't. I still have virgin eyes as I have not seen one in person. Eww David! We went on a few repeated rides haha. I think it was cool. We saw It's a Bug's Life show. We rode on the carousel, and went on other rides. Including the raft ride near the bear mountain. It was cool. All 5 times, I got drenched.

Ghost Wants A Little Company
HEY EVERYONE DJ GHOST IS MAKING HIS DEBUT TONIGHT AT MYSTIC DARK ANGELS LOUNGE COME ON BY AND CHECK HIM AND THE LOUNGE. YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT TIME AND GREAT CONVERSATION. SO LET'S SUPPORT ME LOL YEA I MADE THE BLOG. LOL SO COME ON OVER AND RELAX.JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK BELOW AND COME ON OVER AND SUPPORT THE GHOST RIDER. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397# Fire My Words

Frank
Disclaimer: When I write this stuff, I'm just trying to get the important things down. I'm not worrying too terribly much about description or transitions. I'm concentrating on getting the plot and some character development down. Seeing as how I have writing ADD, I only have the very beginning down. I have written out a general idea of how the plot will progress, but that is omitted for now. Any and all feedback, positive or negative, is greatly appreciated. “I know you’re probably against the idea, but at least consider it.” “You’re starting a revolution. I’m not going to destroy my nation.” “It’s not a revolution.” “You’re changing the government.” “No, I’m making a new nation.” “But you’ll still be taking the land.” “Frank, it’s just dirt.” “It’s dirt that people shed their blood for.” “Theirs and the blood of others, but look at how this dirt is being used.” “The ideals of our country are what matters.” “You know those are gone with the wind.” “I refuse to beli

A Poem For Women
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. My biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and SMACKED him... Like his Mother used to do.

Always Sicker On The Other Side Of My Mind
bleeding profusely i crawl away licking my trail clean as i go wishing the flow would cease wishing you werent dead wishng for a way to speak without a tongue a dream of sightless eyes in the moonlight as two circle and intertwine shadows fall and all around darkness lurks without a sound theres no place to run and its no use to hide when the enemy stalking you lives inside its all existence is,a gag reel for god to laugh at my miscues,and cry in my times of sorrow.but just to watch no helping hand to save me from the evil this world vomits on my doorstep incessantly always some new piece of shit to buy,some new cunt to fuck-is this it? why bother.so fuck it all fuck it all ito the dirt from whence it came and clean the dust off my shoes as i leave.fiery annihilation is my hope anddream for this world.

Why Won't You Let Me Love You?
Why won't you let me love you? I just don't understand. Though many keep trying you are the one I want to be my man. I know I messed things up. But humans sometimes make mistakes. Why won't you let me love you? What is it going to take? I dream of you every night and think of you every day. I try to just forget but my feeling won't go away. I love you so very much and I want you to love me. Why won't you let me love you? Why won't you let me love you?

Bad Girlz/boyz
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5 Secrets To A Perfect Relaionship For The Ladies!!!
1. It's important tohave a man who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up an has a job. 2. It's important to have a man who can make you laugh!! 3. It's important to have a man who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you!! 4. It's important to have a man who is good in bed and who likes to be with you!! 5. It's very very important that these four men don't know each other!!

Hummmmm
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; no

Single Yet Again
ok i give up i'm no longer up for grabs i'm done with dating and internet relationships it never works out so i'm done with it all if you wanna be with me then you better be real about things and very up front with me i'm very up front and out spoken so if you can deal then just maybe i'll give it one more shot untill then i'm just here for fun and friends Thanks Lady Snuggles

Just In Awe Of Our Politicians (a Libertarian View)
We have the Mayor of Detroit using the N-word to describe his biggest competitor in the city council at an address that was broadcast in the metro area. We have the Governor of NY resigning after finding out he was customer number nine of a high class call girl ring (that’s prostitutes for those of you not savvy enough to know what the code words mean), he ran on a platform of cleaning up the streets and putting an end to prostitution. We have a woman in the uppers of the Clinton campain saying that Barack wouldn’t have gotten as far in the election processes had he been white. This has happened in the last 3 weeks, so my question is what the fuck is next? Are we gonna find out Channy is at the center of some devil worshiping cult that sacrifices inner-city children to some demon so that he can grow new hair? What is wrong with these people? I mean all the above and all the other politicians that in recent memory who have been at the center of these hypocritical sca

Wiith This Ring I Thee Wed
HOW TODAYS VOWS ARE MISUSED!! With this ring I thee wed, but then I will sleep with your friend, in our new bed. With this ring I thee wed, I will tell you that I love you, then play mind games with your head. With this ring I thee wed, I will buy you nice gifts for your birthdays, but be with her on our anniversary's instead. With this ring I the wed, I will give you a new house, then often will sleep on the couch. With this ring I thee wed, I want to spend forever with you, but I spend forever with my crew. With this ring I thee wed, I will give you a son by me, but will give a boat, to my girlfriend of age 23. With this ring I thee wed, I will tell you how alive I feel, She will tell you her soul is dead. © Copyright MadCurves

Hi
i just wanna thank u kisss ... i love you. I am so glad i found u after all this time has past ...hmmm there must be a song about it somewhere...hint. i do feel calm & centered. watching u today with the kids was great..and just the little things were so awwww. kisss lvoe u cuttie

Something To Chew On! 03/14/2008
A new thought from: Peter Britt My mother used to tell me about a proverb in the bible, one she ensured I understood. I decided to share it with you, here. "I cried because I had no shoes, until I saw a man who had no feet." Why post this you ask? Not preaching, only sharing. The point of course, is to be grateful for what you have, because you could have much less and many do. Myself, being in a self-reflective mood today, I'm thinking about the way I act towards others in my life, and the way perhaps at times, they do not act in like fashion. That being said, on with the show! "Wouldn't it be nice if everyone treated others truly, as they wish to be treated? Wouldn't it be nice if truth wasn't merely a word to many people and, those to whom it is mostly just a word, could see that even though truth sometimes hurts, the alternative takes away from our character a little at a time. Wouldn't it be nice if all we had to do to be happy is give of ourselves, and it was

How I Miss You By Texas Rose
My Darling, How I miss your touch I miss your whisper of "I love you so much" Your love is so sweet, so gentle, so tender So wonderful - just like the sender My love for you is so true and so deep I pray that my love you will forever keep I love you more each and every day I love you, Baby - in every way I love it when you Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ! ! ! ! OMG - that makes me Purrrrrrrrrrr! ! ! ! LYL - is where I want to be Me pleasing you and you pleasing me I want to be touching you - skin to skin Baby - I am ready for our life to begin I am counting the days until then You will long for love - never again I will love you like crazy for the rest of your life You will have the best friend, lover and wife I want to be your everything I want to be what makes your heart sing I love you, Darling - please never doubt I love you so much - I want to Shout Until we are together again - hold me in your heart I am holding you in mine - as I have from the start

Rest Inside My Heart To: My Loving Wife Angel
Rest your head next to mine close your eyes and ignore the time Place your head upon my heart Fall asleep, don't fall apart In your sleep dream of me I dream of you in dreams I see Rest your head upon my chest Let my heartbeat say the rest Now you sleep and sleep so well Eyes are closed but dreams do tell I kiss your picture then close my eyes And dream of you throughout the night

To The Guy Banging My Wife
Date: 2008-02-21, 1:43PM CST To the guy doing my wife. You know who you are. Yes I know. No I am not angry, I would just ask a few things of you. After all you are giving it to my wife. 1.Please stop leaving the seat up, I keep getting blamed and it is starting to get old. 2.You may be giving me a chance to go fishing more often but please stop drinking all my beer. It is fine if you have a couple while you visit(god knows I drink plenty before I find her attractive), but please leave me a few as I have to be there longer than you. 3.If you do drink the last one buy more or leave money on the counter I will pick some up. 4.Please replace the toilet paper when you use it all. For some reason my 5 year old son belives if its not there he does not have to wipe. We keep it under the sink, unless you can recomend a better spot? 5.After doing my wife please use something disposable to wipe off with. The basket of clothes on the right is mine and the clothes are cl

True Friends
well well well, what can i say,, i don't know about anybody else and i am not speaking for anybody else... a true friend hmm i have alot of thoughts on this but basically what is comes down to is that they will be there for you no matter what,, it isnt about anything materialistic or how much money you have it it to me about the heart inside the person i dont need anyone to give me presents , but if they do i appreciate it and i tell them . it should be a I WANT TO SITUATION not A I HAVE TO .... its about being there for all parts of their lives the good, the bad, the sad, to support them, to yes and even to tell them that they are being a stupid ass when they are. see a true friend can say that because the other one knows that they are just trying to help. even if you dont talk to each other for a week or so , when you do its like it was yesterday. a true friend lovs and appreciates you uncondtionally. its not for me about using or abusing a friendship,, i am not sayin

Help Level To Henchman Eh :)
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In Auction
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Chapter One Of Emerald
Emerald 1973 Rising. Up and up, rising to the sky still smoldering came the embers. Floating, twisting and turning, going in circles, they glowed the color of the burnt orange Challenger parked by the roadway. It was parked next to a Willy's wagon, one of the favored beach combing vehicles for the surfing and partying in crowd here. The Challenger, though, was new being this year’s model. 1973, the last year for the famous three hundred forty cubic inch, all American muscle, mopar engine under its finely detailed hood. Forty yards from the parked American muscle and the party wagon, the embers flew from the fire as a group of teenagers danced almost pagan like to the sound of Deep Purple and the taste of Pabst, the blue ribbon beer, at least that's what Billy called it. Billy had followed the Challenger here knowing that with it came Freddie Miller, Flagler Beach football hero, and boyfriend of Sarah Rosen. Billy watched as the drunken party moved closer to the waves

Awareness Is A Good Thing
Awareness is a good thing.... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, an

As Days Flew By
AS Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were alright. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you,

Forbidden
There is no words To describe the heart No way to speak What beneath the heart There is nothing You can seek That will say anything About regrets Not even death Will dispelled the love I had for you There is love,I confess Hopeless it may seen Immoral to the mortals Forbidden To many beliefs Against all faith Even if the whole world Rejects us You will still have my love For I could love no other Like I love thee

Night Two...
Currently on the phone with Ms. Mojito and she said that they are on their way to get some movies and hang out. I got some pictures texted today. I'm so jealous that she's somewhere much warmer than where I am. She's currently recovering from jet lag, but is feeling a little bit better now. I just lost signal, but she is alive and well and enjoying Captain Cooter!

"the 1st Day I Saw You"
one last poem for the nite.. since i jus wrote it... 4give the shortness of it jus know its how my heart achez az of this minute The First Day I Saw You The first day I saw you You were like a dream true. The first day I saw you I knew i loved you. The first day I saw you love was my world. The first day I saw you I just became your girl. And now that you know you're all inside my mind. You took advantage of that and left my heart behind. And though I will always love And cherrish every minute w/you The pain of not having you Pain of all you made me believe. The trust I once again had in words Simply hurts & right now Makes me feel as though Now I regret... the first day I saw you. Had I known the pain it'd bring Or been prepared for the heartache The emptiness of not having you The unsure feeling of not knowing If or when I will ever see you again. Though I see you every time I close my eyes. Feel you near me when I lay in the bed we shared. Ache fo

Another Gimptastic Original!
She is my rose among thorns In her my faith has been restored She is my shelter from the storm My heart finds rest on her shore Sincerity thats so refreshing The epitome of a true blessing She is proof that there is a God No greater treasure has any man ever sought Her beauty I will remember forevermore I thank the Heavens for this rose among thorns

~like A Rose~
What a lovely and enchanted rose you are my mother Genuine, sincere, and your beauty unlike any other Like a rose, a purpose there is for mother's thorns Your wisdom, love, and sometimes even your scorns you live your life to direct and guide us with your bless never complaining about the pain we cause or the stress Mother you are an angel spreading sweetness around Sacrificing, given, and your kindness is so profound In my heart forever you'll be a rose in full bloom Pure love, great compassion, and a scent of luxurious perfume A heart my mother you have, surely made of the finest gold Wisdom greatly shines every day as the years unfold Your soft heart is like a sweet garden of rare beauty Being compassionate to others it seems to you as duty Thoughtfulness and gentleness I feel as your words flow When ever I see you smile deep in my heart love glows Yes mother, no one could ever in my heart take your place

Collective Minds....
A uniform motion Propagating like a wave Through the shoal On the vigorous reef And I'm in control I live and I think With my neural net of fish You look at me as many and To eat me is you wish Strange as it might seem We've been evolving from one cell You turned left where I turned right and I'm back in hell I breed and I breed To expand my memory Yet everywhere I turn to I will end up in your net Collective mind Unite in time Synchronicity Leads you to it You strive and you search for A similar pattern Crystallizing over time As you observe, your knowledge Grows and you're in control You live and you learn Interaction is my sword Through every single meeting You will end up in concord Collective mind Unite in time Synchronicity Leads you to it You strive and you search for

Love Walked In - Thunder
So tired of waiting I walked an empty land, I was looking for something to help me understand, But bad luck kept turning, My dreams into sand, I didn't want pity, I had my share of friends, I wanted somebody, More special than the rest, I was aching inside, Like I was approaching the end, Just about that moment, The timing was so right, You appeared like a vision, Sent down to my life, I thought I was dreaming, When I saw you that night, That's when love walked in through my door, That familiar feeling I had once before, Love walked in through my door, And it felt so strange, It's hard to remember being on my own, That kind of loving makes a hard man lose control, But I sleep so much better, Now I'm not alone, So promise me baby, You're always gonna stay, I don't think I could take it, Seeing you walk away, You don't need to doubt it, I remember that day, That's when love walked in through my door, I found just what I wanted, But I got so mu

Newest Family Member
On March 20, 2008 at 6:48 am my newest grandson decided to join us and that makes me now a 4 time grandmother. I am so proud of my grandkids and my son for the man, husband and father he has become. My grandson weighed in a 8 lbs 7.5 oz. and was 20 inches long. My daughter in law set a record at giving birth to him. He didn't want to wait for her to dialate and started to come at 8 centimeters. He shot out like a cannon and she had him in 3 minutes. The doctor didn't even have enough time to get from where she was resting to the room. The nurse on duty had to deliver him and they never had time to drop the bottom of the bed to put her in stirrups. I guess he is living up to his name...Kannon Mikeal which was picked out a long time ago. I can't wait to see him and hold him, since my children live in PA and I already spent weeks with them waiting for him to arrive. I am so excited and happy that both Mom and baby are well and are going home today. I love being a grandmother.

You Think It’s Easy Well Think Again
to those who think i have it made in the shade well think again...i may take life one day at a time but it’s so hard for me i’m an ex drug user and i use to drink alot and lately it’s been very hard on me i’ve been drinking again and the other night i came across some people using coke and i was so tempted to do a line or 4 it took everything i had to just walk away and i’m proud of myself for that but what happens if it happens to me again where it’s infront of my face will i be strong enought to walk away to be quiet honest i don’t think i will and not as easy as some make it out to be i’ve fallen off the waggon a few times and yes i enjoyed it but i have others to think of then myself and i’m scared if i fall again will it be easy to quit again most likely not and i don’t wanna go back to rehab i don’t want to put undo stress on my child family friends relationships or myself so it’s going to take some suport from everyone i know to help me out

Condiments..or No?
Well according to Mel and Ty tartar sauce and mayo make pretty good substitutes for sperm, but now this has me thinking... If you could actually chose the flavor what would you chose? Sorry Mel, if I hijacked your blog..but thought this would be a funny add on..because mayo and tartar sauce makes me wanna puke at the moment! lol Would it be a condiment..or something better?

Son's Prayers
One night a father overheard his son saying his prayers "God bless Mommy and Daddy and Grammy. Goodbye Grampa." Well, the father thought it was strange, but he soon forgot about it. The next day, the Grandfather died. About a month or two later the father heard his son saying his prayers again "God bless Mommy and Daddy. Goodbye Grammy." The next day the grandmother died. Well, the father was getting more than a little worried about the whole situation. Two weeks later, the father once again overheard his sons prayers. "God Bless Mommy. Good bye Daddy." This alone nearly gave the father a heart attack. He didn't say anything but he got up early to go to work, so that he would miss the traffic. He stayed all through lunch and dinner. Finally after midnight he went home. He was still alive! When he got home he apologized to his wife. "I am sorry Honey. I had a very bad day at work today." "You think you've had a bad day? YOU THINK YOU'VE HAD A BAD DAY!?", the wife yelled, "The m

Ponder This
Here's another one of my dads idiocies He was a racist (unfortunately) and had no friends due to being drunk most of the time. So he started eating and hanging out at the YMCA. Bear in my mind that our local YMCA was pretty much all black and mixed race people. Hence the idiot part. Worst thing about it though was one night, without telling me wherewe were going he took me up into one of the tiny little rooms in there, drunk and with about 6 black guys squeezed in this tiny place. I was shitting myself. As it happened nothing bad occured but still. Just another reason I hate beer. Until next time, thanks for reading.

Big News Updates And My Latest Work Of Art
ok news update, i'm done with the drama in life, thanks to a few people i came to realize that i don't need or want that shit in my life ... secondly believe it or not, My bf Gerald has turned me into something i didn't think would ever happen lol ...... he talked me into the whole church thing so i'mma start goin to church again ..... thirdly, i'm goin for my license in a few weeks, once i find someone to take me to get them ove in state college, and fourthly, i'm looking for a job, even if its a volunteer job, money doesn't matter to me but helping people does ...... oh yeh on my family's behalf a little news, my bro got his gf Joey knocked up so congrats to them and he's thinking bout marrying her...... my cousin wendy is preg again if its a girl she's nameing her Andi so congrats to her too ........my friend kaydee is expecting and i'm expecting her kid to just jump right out of her lol .........also i'm considering moving in with my boyfriend because he's asked repeatedly and i've

You Know You Have A Problem When Your Leg Is Riped Off...
Good Morning and how’s your Tuesday so far? Let me make you feel good about yourself. Thank your lucky stars you are not related to this gal? NORTH HUNTINGDON, Pa., March 20 (UPI) -- A Pennsylvania woman faces criminal charges after allegedly beating her sister with a prosthetic leg and threatening her neighbors, police said. Donna Sturkie-Anthony, 41, went to her preliminary hearing with North Huntingdon District Judge Douglas Weimer, but will continue proceedings later, allowing her to attend Greenbriar Treatment Center, WTAE-TV, Pittsburgh reported. She allegedly yanked off her sister's prosthetic leg and attacked her with it while they were arguing about Sturkie-Anthony's alcoholism, police said. Sturkie-Anthony faces charges of aggravated assault, simple assault, recklessly endangering another person and harassment for the January incident. Police said approximately three weeks after the incident, Sturkie-Anthony took her neighbors' phone without permission and said she

Help Him Godfather?
This is a guy who was a lower level than me when we became friends. He is proof then men can level faster...lol. Fu-King BILL@ fubar He even rates back when you rate him. one of my favorites I don't know how to do all the flash that some do in blogs or bulletins. I just add a cool pic and maybe a song, not autoplay!!

Are You Loony?
Are You Loony? It only happens once in a blue moon, but when you cut loose, you really cut loose. We wouldn't call you loony, but you might qualify for loon-ish. Because while you've been known to have your moments of insanity, you're usually the model of decorum. That's why people are so tickled when you do occasionally do and say off-the-wall, goofy things. But you usually tend to keep your emotions and behavior strictly in check — making sure the scales are firmly tipped toward "sanity" is something you take pride in. That said, it wouldn't hurt to indulge your loony side a little more often. Being dependable and reliable is one thing; being predictable is something else entirely. So leave work early and go fly a kite. Hire a skywriter to inscribe your squeeze's name in midair. Go skinny dipping in January. Make a point of leaving room for spontaneity and craziness in your life — trust us, it's lots of fun.

Really Drunk
A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling Back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, 'Can I help you Sir?' 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr', the man replies. The cop asks, 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key', the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging Out of his fly for all the world to see. He asks the man, 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without Missing a beat, blurts out.... 'Holy shit! My girlfriend's gone, too!!

Stuck Between Moving On And Holding On Tight
It’s hard to go in one direction, when your heart is pulling you in another. It’s hard to let go of the one you love, when you have no choice but to give it up. It’s hard to go another day without anything, when you know you have everything. It’s hard to live life to the fullest, when the best thing in your life has slipped through your fingers. But the worst of it all is thinking that this was all meant to be, when you’re stuck between moving on&holding on tight.

Honesty..really?
Saturday, March 17, 2007 A Question Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships I just have a quick question for the women. First off, you all say you want an open, honest man, but when a guy is truly honest with you, you don't like it. For example, when you ask a guy what he wants from your relationship, you want to hear--" I want to be married and have kids and live a long life with you by my side." Right? Nearly all guys SAY this because we know that's what you want to hear. An open, honest guy would answer thusly--" I want to fuck you in every imaginable way. I want to share you with my friends, if you're any good. I want to blow my load on your face and laugh to myself as you look around disgustedly for something to wipe off with. I want to be able to fuck your friends and get away with it, but you better not try to fuck my friends, in fact, don't even look at them. If you want to talk about marriage I'll change my phone number, quit my job,

Dude, Here Is My Cell Number, Call Me When You Are Ready To Be Robbed...
Good morning and hello there and how ya doing? My gosh I have to say it and say it right away… Conspiracy! Oh on IDOL I am sorry I am just so mad…it shows you the judging panel has the last say in this all…and all the American public that votes is doing is sweetening the Phone Industry’s text habit! There is no way on earth Chimp Easy (Ckikezie) should go home, those who watched it know he sang that song great sounded dead on to Luther VanDross but, like they say it’s Votes that count and he did not have the judging panels votes… Honestly don’t kid yourself if they do not mill around in the so called war-room and decide who leaves and who stays… come on it’s marketing and who Simon can market best…This show was not supposed to be about “Cute-&-Cuddly” Oh well I bitched enough… I just have no idea how a few of them sleep at night knowing darn well they could not even sing their way out of a telephone booth….Oh and while I am on the telephone subject… did anyone see this yet another in

My Nanny Bananny
My nephew has Autism, he is by far the most adorable little boy in the world! When he first gets to see Aunt Jill, he is afraid of me, and wont let me hug or kiss him, but after being around me for a few hours, he will keep giving me kisses, hugs and high 5's, he will play with my teeth, and hair! I love this little boy so MUCH! When I got to see him on Sunday, I think I made him a little more confused when he saw me because my hair is a lot shorter, and he loved my long hair, and would play with it. Nanny is three and his two year old sister can say Jill, Nanny can't. He makes a grunting noise for my name, but I know he is trying to say my name. His vocabulary is limited to about ten maybe twenty words, but his little mind makes up for what he can't speak! He is so smart, His little mind just wont allow him to break out of the prison that holds him captive! I hate to admit it but Nanny is my favorite of all my nieces and nephews. I hate to have a favorite, but I do

~~~blonde Bar Chicks~~~
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler." "Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "Nope... Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times!"

How Do You Like Your Cherry????????
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My Mom Is Cancer Free
RECAP OF RECENT BLOG---MY MOMS SURGERY The surgery went well,very well~! The Dr's actually found a third one to remove...But she is home and trying to get some sleep~! Best news is she is Cancer free.... Thank you all for your prayers~!~!

1981 Fuck Yeah!!!
If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Keenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rocko's Modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . . You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons You remember reading "Goosebumps" You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . .

Demons Within
Knives of anger tear her flesh, Tangled rage she must supress, She contains her hate-filled ways, Bottled-up for other days. Drinking calms the savage beast, Quench a thirst that's underneath, Still's the hand and holds the toung, Preventing any damage done. Another day she drowns her hurt, Lost the feeling once alert, Cannot walk so she lay down, Not much else she can do now. Smile at those she once called 'friend', Those who brought her to her end, Sell sweet lies so she might rest, Holding back what's now repressed. Doctors swarm a bloodied girl, The days events yet to unfurl, The dead are piled near her frame, No one dares to speak her name. No more hiding inside her skin, No fake smiles whilst screaming within, Emotions bare for all to see, Surrounded by bodies, that girl is me.

I'm On An Erykah Badu Kick...again
This will likely not be the only song of hers that I post. I've always liked her a lot. This week I've been vibin to the live album on the way to and from work. Almost every song resonates with me personally. Anyhow...here's one: Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright to love me Certainly not me I was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna fix me I was not looking for no love affair And now you want to mold me Was not looking for no love affair Now you wanna kiss me Was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna control me Hold me Youre really trying to get creative with me love And thats alright, but You tried to get a little tricky turned my back And then you slipped me a mickey. The world is mine When I wake up I dont need nobody telling me the time Certainly, certainly, certainly not me Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright

This Could Be Fun
I am going to steal an old idea. I want to see what kind of questions would get asked when a guy posts one of these. I know what the women get. Here it goes: You can ask me one question. It can be anything at all. I will answer all questions and I will be totally honest with my answers. There are no questions I wont answer, but some may be answered through PM's. BUT, if you ask me one, I get to ask you one and you have to answer honestly. Lets have fun!!

My Hell
The sky is dark, the moon blood red and the demons haven't been fed on my soul they will feed tourturing me and watching me bleed hearing the monsters hellish screams praying to GOD this is just a dream evil beings gaurding so I cannot escape burning my skin, and my mind they rape teeth and claws grind against my bones I hear a voice I am not alone A voice tells me to look deep within me this hell i have created I can be set free I need to forgive myself for all I have done I need to accept who I have become i have crawled on my hands & knees, searching for who i truely am I have pulled from depths within me all I can I am inlove with misery it is apart of me and it has left me burn in this fiery sea this is a fear I have never known to be left behind, to be left alone I hold out my hand and he pulls me near He tells me "I love you, please do not fear For me to be patient he will show me the way" He will guide and protect me every day I say to myself "evil is

Fubar
Ok Its like this. I am just fed up with Fubar. I got my points taken away and now I can not add more pictures. They took my points I rightfully earned from Friend requests, my 2 Happy Hours, my 15 blasts that I have bought at least 10 of them. Points I have earned bombing people and people doing the same on me. They accused of me of cheating and this place just sucks ass. Me and Tigerseye are fed up. People have been rude to us stop talking to us. I left the Rate Spankers cause they kicked me out and did not tell me why. I have had 2 much stress to deal with at home with my daughter who is 13 1/2 in a mental hospital on suicide alert!!!! So I don't need this fubar bullshit anymore. I will check in perhaps 1 a week. Achilles if you kick me out of the lounge I understand and demote me from being a mod. But I am so depressed about all this. I took me and Tigers VIP away cause this fucking site is not getting another penny from me again unless I get some of my points back from my Happy Ho

Shamelessness(i Miss You Elizabeth)
IF YOU KNOW ME YOU ALSO KNOW I HAVE NO SHAME. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO HELP A FRIEND WITH WHATEVER I CAN. SO START WAGGING THE SHAME FINGER, CAUSE I'M BEGGING... MY SWEET, SEXY, MUCH ADORED FUWIFEY IS GOING FOR THE SPOTLIGHT. NOW I HAVE PRETTY MUCH TAPPED MYSELF OUT WITH WHAT I HAD, AND SHE STILL LACKS JUST A LITTLE MORE TO GO WITH FUBUCKS... I REALIZE THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE GOING FOR IT, AND WHEN AND IF I CAN I WILL HELP WITH THAT TOO, BUT PLEASE? EVERY LITTLE BIT HELPS! I'M ON MY KNEES AND GETTING RUG BURN FROM ALL THE BEGGING I AM DOING NOW...AGAIN WITH THE FINGERS..LOL IF YOU ARE AS FUBROKE AS I AM..I UNDERSTAND. MAYBE YOU COULD STOP BY AND SPANK HER PAGE WITH SOME RATES? ADD HER IF SHES NOT YOUR FRIEND? PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE? WITH SUGAR ON TOP? ANYONE OF HER PICS WILL TAKE YOU TO HER PROFILE, SO WON'T YOU PLEASE SHOW HER MUCH LOVE AND HELP HER GET WHAT SHES LOOKING FOR? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE...... ☠☠☠Brig

Fu-bucks For Comments 3/30/08
THIS OFFER IS NOT FOR THE PITBULL FAMILY AS WE ARE THERE ALREADY TRACY HAS NEVER HAD A HAPPY HOUR AND SHE IS LEAVING US ALL HERE AT FUBAR AND I WANT HER TO KNOW HOW MUCH SHE WILL BE MISSED, LETS SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER AND GET THIS HH FOR HER BEFORE SHE GOES, SO THIS IS MY OFFER FOR YOU SEND ME A PM ( NO SHOUT )WHEN UR DONE NUMBER YOUR COMMENTS 1 THROUGH 100 IF YOU DO NOT NUMBER YOUR COMMENTS I WILL NOT PAY YOU THE FU-BUCKS MAKE SURE YOU UNDERSTAND MAKES IT EASY FOR ME TO CHECK FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS = 5,000 FU-BUCKS TRACY She is a wonderful lady! SHe is one of the best friends on here you can get. 50,000 Comments to get Tracy her first HH Before she leaves us .. were gonna miss you !! YOU MUST ADD THE HOST BEFORE YOU CAN BOMB THANK YOU

Tips On Pumping Gas
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly

Poem By Me - A Story
This is a story about a girl who loved but was never loved who cared but was never token care of who dreamed but it never came true who trusted but had no reason to who was there but always was lost who talked but never said a word who listened but never heard who lived but was never there who sang but didnt know the words who was happy for no reason who forgave but never forgot who isnt here but still lives

Never Choke In The South
Never Choke in a restaurant in the South Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to! th e w oman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seen nobody do it!'

Brothers First Poem
Beauty has such deep reasoning But never does it sing to me As much as when you smile As much as when you look at me All I see all I do All I am because of you I whisper softly the truth For which soon will find your heart Yet softly you say My eyes do water My heart grows weary I cried, I withered And there you stand Fresh smile, soft glance Picks me up a new Your eyes do carry me So sweetly, a melody I can’t imagine a day without My love for which you are right now I start to cry I start to wonder My heart grows more Then twice as bold You rise me up I do say Bright eyed and full of Love I look at you and say I Love thee now, I love thee later I love thee for all my life So as simple put as one can say I LOVE YOU

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 2
It's day 2 of the April Poem-A-Day challenge today's prompt was ... "Put yourself in someone (or something) else's skin and write a poem about the experience. Who (or what) ever you become, please make that the title of the poem." And for some reason I decided to write about a ... Rubber Band Stretched almost to breaking, every inch aching. I hold fast with all of my might to the things I embrace without even a trace of a thought about what's wrong or right. Maintaining the tension, pulled to full extension whatsoever I may entrap. I've no questions to ask, I simply do my task until they day comes when I snap.

Brand New Start
Against the sky Streams of light Call out to me and you We leave as one We've just begun To find the solace we're due This is the life we must choose We will make a brand new start From the pieces torn apart The break of day is before us Cast your sorrows to the wind Let the highway take us in As we escape the disorder This desert road That we call home This is our destiny We'll chase the setting sun As we outrun A life of agony God how we ache to be free We will make a brand new start From the pieces torn apart The break of day is before us We'll make our way We'll make our way We'll make our way We'll make our way

Enjoy!!
My abundant blessing from above Youre more than Ive ever dreamed of How could I ask for more Through you my faith has been restored A true gift from Heaven By your beauty I am overtaken You have opened my eyes Though the past had made them blind My heart no longer needing to hide My walls crumble brick by brick These words I write cant even explain it Never thought it could be so easy I long for the days to pass quickly Until the moment I hear your voice To fill this undeniable void To see the smile on your face That very moment is worth the wait But until that day comes I shall dream of you, my abundant blessing from above

Yea I Don't Weight That Much....should I Eat More? *cries*
You Should Weigh 165 If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! How Much Do You Weigh?

Simply Amazing ..thank You All
I'm in tears at the moment... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! I want too thank you all over and over again for all the love you are showing too me. I have met some wonderful people on Fubar. You have truely all touched my life in one way or another. I never imagined the love that you are all showing too me. Thank you all for coming into my life and making my days on Fubar exciting. All of you give of yourself day in and day out for others and not many ask for anything in return... Too all of you thank you from the bottom of my heart. I'm honored too call all of you great friends.. A very Special thank you to Gary and WildCat for your friendship,your love and for doing this for me. I will be doing my best too return all the love you all are showing too me. Many smiles Much Love too all of you .... BooBoo ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar

Tears
Have you ever cried so much, it's like looking thru a glass of skim milk? that your eye lids are swollen for days? the salt deposits are on your lashes, thick and clumping together? that is where I am. What i want is within reach, but far enough away i can't have it. Distant, yet near. My heart aches, and it feels like the only one. I feel alone, and unwanted, not desired, unattractive, and not worth any effort at all. I feel like *EVERYONE* in my life wants me to do for them, but not one, is willing to do for me. My heart has been ripped out, and crushed, and i've cried till my eyes are swollen shut. I just want someone to truly love me, not expect me to love them, chase after them, beg them, and it not be returned. I want to really be loved. really, honestly, pure love. I want to know what it is, to be the object of such passion, and desire. I want to know that i am worth the chase, and the effort to do so.

All I Am Asking Is 4 Ten Comments!!!
Guardian Angel His First Comment Contest!!! He Needs To Be The 1st One To 25,000 Comments! PLEASE, Help Him Out!! Show Him It Can Happen! All Support & Love Is Returned!! All Friends & New Friends Welcome! He Is Truly A Great Guy Let Him Be A True Friend & Your Guardian Angel

Sarge's April 5th Pimpout!
Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar April 5th Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout is pimping out these fine young ladies! If they aren't yet your friends, take care of that NOW! These ladies are awesome, everyone go show them some hot lovin! The Birthday Bad Girl: ^sin^-Enforcer@ Flirtations♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥fu owned by emt380 & tulsa's angel@ fubar *BooBooKittyFuk* aka Mortisha AnaCarNa *PR-MAMII'S PERSONAL BOMBER :P* no rate and fan = NO ADD@ fubar Sonya~BarWench@Jens~Brians Fuwifey &R/L GF~Sarges Bad Girl~BBW Bombers Co Owner~FuOwned by BhamBuggy@ fubar ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar milfsweetie/ FU-WIFE & RL GF of Sgt. R

Interview With Jorma Kaukonen
In a career that has already spanned nearly a half century, Jorma Kaukonen has been the leading practitioner and teacher of fingerstyle guitar, one of the most highly respected interpreters of American roots music, blues, and Americana, and at the forefront of popular rock-and-roll. He was a founding member of two legendary bands, The Jefferson Airplane and the still-touring Hot Tuna, a Grammy nominee for his highly acclaimed “Blue Country Heart,” and the most in-demand instructor in the galaxy of stars who teach at the guitar camp that he and his wife operate in picturesque Southeastern Ohio, The Fur Peace Ranch. here is my Interview with Jorma Kaukonen: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/220 Scott

Sounds Of The Ocean
the waves of the ocean sounding so fierce At times fierce enough to crash againest the shore And break away at the little pieces From the biggiest rocks And yet with the sounds To ease a crying baby in the night So perfect in pattern And such a beauty to see The waves of the ocean With the ease of each morning dawn Can stay on you mind For such a long time And calm the anger Creeping over your shoulder

One Good Thing
there are times in our lives when we are down, when we think there is no getting out of the rut we have fallen in When we feel we are all alone in the world, that no one else can ever understand the hell we are going through It seems as if it is a never ending cycle, one step forward, and then ten back The pressure to pull yourself out of this hole becomes too painful to even contemplate You start to feel as if the world would be a better place if you were no longer taking up space and air That you are so insignificant you feel no reason to still exist, or that perhaps the few reasons you can find, are no longer enough to keep you here You start to make plans, clean up what you can for those you do care for and love Making sure they have a way to go on, a better way Second guessing yourself at every thought, wondering if this will make things right, or make them worse Time is pushing you, it's running out For every day you delay, more and more debts are adding up, making th

The Band
The myspace for my band Minimal Fall is www.myspace.com/minimalfall We are out of Ville Platte, Louisiana. We usually play 4 hour sets at bars in the local area. We have a wide range of music; classic rock to alternative, even a little country. Anything we enjoy playing, we play. Some of our original songs are posted on the myspace. The recordings were done in a living room with our mixer and a computer, definately not studio quality. If you would like to contact us, either message me here on Fubar, or message the band on myspace. Either way you will get a number and we can work things out. :) Thanks for checking this out! I'll keep my friends list posted on show dates.

34 Weeks And 1 Day
so, 5 weeks and 6 days left. Prenatal class went smoother. Still kinda annoying. I'm tired but I wanna talk to the boy. But I don't wanna look stupid. There's no hope in me NOT looking stupid though because I'm just silly with that kind of stuff. Oh well...

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/07/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Monday 04/07/08.. Last Night It Was: Papa Roach - Be Free (champion) V.S. Marylin Manson - Vodevil (Challenger) The Vote was a Very Close one 4 - 3 Papa Roach- Be Free Was Victoriouse For the Second Night in a Row and will move on to Tonights Battle With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion.

Great Wisdom
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes Benz 380 SL." -- Lynn Lavner "According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." -- Robert De Niro "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." -- Steve Martin "Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place." -- Billy Crystal "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." -- Tom Clancy "Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet. -- Robin Williams "Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house."

Betty Boo Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

Why Are Some Women So Damn Fickle?
I have been talking with this woman for the last eight months, online, on the phone and in person. We have been seriously dating since January. It progressed to the point of us talking about setting a date and even picking out rings. Yes, that serious. Suddenly, a few weeks ago she just stopped talking. Didnt answer voice mails, didnt reply to emails or texts. I kind of figured she needed space. Well today I tried to call her and some guy answers the phone. She called back later and said she was going to tell me "in her own time, because she didnt want to hurt me". Tha question I have is this. How can you go from "I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you" to betrayal? I dont understand. I mean a simple "I want to see what else is out there" or "I am not ready for this step" would be fine. Fact is, she has hurt me much worse by having me find out this way. I guess I am just confused.

Day One On The Road
I started out by heading to Chicago to meet with Jen aka Snowmobile queen and pick her up. got there had to potty sooo bad, ran past her saying hey..lol once finished (yes I washed my hands), Then we started the hug fest. this is our first trip together! I have found my sister from another mother, truly. I have learned many things about myself this past week being stuck in a car for a 21 hour road trip one way you have lots of time to think, laugh and yes of course wave at people along the way we made alot of people smile and honk! went to a nice dinner afterwards decided that we would go to the bar and have some fun. Dinner was awesome! proceeded to head to the bar across street since we were not sure really where we were really at. had 1 beer and looked at jen and said maybe we should try to figure out our way back now and drink at the house.. YEP best Idea we have ever had. Well stopped at store to get munchies and a lemon. yep we were drinking tequilla. Lord, someone shoul

Maggies Update 4/8/08
On Monday 4/7 I had to make the hardest decission of my life. Maggie was sick over the weekend, not keep food down, restless nights and just not her bubbly self no more. I took her to the vet on Monday afternoon (the soonest I could get it) and that was when my world ended. I had to let my baby girl go, I couldnt let her suffer no more through this illness. I know she held on this long to be with me, and the love that I have for her I could not let her stay no more, I made the decission to let her go, Let her run and feel healthy again at the Rainbow Bridge where she will play and make new friends and feel healthy again, until we meet in heaven. I will never ever forget my little girl, she will forever be in my HEART. Its so hard on me now, I just feel the loss so bad, Im trying to hang in there for Molly, her sister but its so hard. Molly pases the floor in my bedroom and just is restless in bed as this is the only thing she knew was her big sissy that she slept with every night and

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 8
April Poem-A-Day challenge Today's prompt was to write about one of these two paintings. Piazza d'Italia, by Giorgio de Chirico The Little Deer, by Frida Kahlo I chose ... The Little Deer Artist and subject fused in a failed attempt to flee. Pierced chest and side stained red with man's inhumanity. Cold forest gloom surrounds atrocity on display. All just the remains of what was clearly a bad day.

Food Your Information Contest
ON THE 3/1/08 STARTING POSTING BULLETIN FOR MY CONTEST. FOR ALL CONTESTANTS TO INFORM ALL THAT WILL BE HELPING IN THE CONTEST TO HELP TO ADD/RATE AND FAN THE HOST. HERE IS A COPY OF THE BULLETIN PLEASE READ CAREFULLY WHAT IS EXPECTED OF ALL BOMBERS TO DO BEFORE THEY CAN HELP. PLEASE REMEMBER HAT SITE IS OWN BY FUBAR AND NOT THE HOST IT THAT TIME OF THE YEAR WHERE MOTHER, SISTER, AUNT, UNCLE OR FATHER NEED TO BE SALUTED FOR THEIR GREAT RAISING OF THE CHILDREN! CONTEST FOR MOTHER & FATHER AND SON OR DAUGHTER PHOTO! CONTEST WILL BEGIN ON THE MARCH 28, AT 7 P.M AND WILL LAST TWO WEEKS! END DATE WILL BE ON APRIL 11 AT 7 P.M! ANYONE CAN ENTER A PHOTO OF THEIR WIFE AND DAUGHTERS ETC. NEED AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS TO START! CONTEST RULES ARE LISTED: 1. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 2. MUST ADD RATE AND FAN THE HOST 3. NO DOWN RATER OR DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED 4. SELF BOMBING IS PERMITTED 5. FAMILY BOMBING IS ALLOWED 6. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL SPLIT THE PRIZE BETWEE

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 9
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Todays prompt was "choose a word (any word) and then write a poem either about that word or using that word in different ways". Point Standing on the wrong side of a sharp and piercing end gesturing in some direction and endeavoring to send a meaning or a message saying that you must ascend to a certain place in time and space, but what does it intend? Ironically, it has no point. :p

My New Owner... Judi~sixx Slave
Have you met my new owner, Judi~SIXX SLAVE????? If not you are missing out. She’s super sweet and an amazing friend. So drop by and Give her some major fu-love or Spanks: RATE, FAN, ADD ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~ Her Loyal Slave for the Month: Capt America

Dumbya Is Worse Than Nixon
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080410/ap_on_go_co/congress_contempt Dems fault Bush on executive privilege By LAURIE KELLMAN, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 19 minutes ago President Bush's refusal to let two confidants provide information to Congress about fired federal prosecutors represents the most expansive view of executive privilege since Watergate, the House Judiciary Committee told a federal judge Thursday. Lawyers for the Democratic-led panel argued in court documents that Bush's chief of staff, Josh Bolten, and former White House counsel Harriet Miers are not protected from subpoenas last year that sought information about the dismissals. The legal filing came in lawsuit that pits the legislative branch against the executive in a fight over a president's powers. The committee is seeking the testimony as it tries to make a case that the White House directed the firing of nine U.S. attorneys because they were not supportive enough of Republicans' political a

I Have Seen You Cry
I saw you cy a million times I thought you were fine. I wanted you to climb, wanted you to fly, couldnt break your lies. Now we say goodbye. I have seen the stars, but like you they are so far. I can never go back to that place, Can't erase the memories. It begins to rain, I feel the pain as i carry these chains, what's to gain, was it all in vain. I heard you call but i had already fallen. I had no clue, if i only knew. I am down on my knees, Couldnt make a plea, i see the raging sea, now i must flee. I had seen you cry, never understood why, but now we say goodbye, and i will never know just why. They say it takes time, that i will be just fine. I make one last wish, upon that star, I know you will never be that far, just wish i could get rid of the scars. I wanted to see you grow, Just like every rose. Sometimes i feel like war, going on behind these doors, cant take no more, done this before. I have seen you cry a million times, they said y

Drinking I Praise Thee!!!
AIGHT, I LOVE DRINKING. NOT REALLY NEWS I KNOW, BUT FUCK IT'S ABOUT TIME I GAVE IT SOME PRAISE. THE ART OF DRINKING IS LOST NOW A DAYS. I MEAN IT, WITH ALL THE HEALTH FOOD NAZI'S, THE COLLEGE KIDS THAT COULDN'T DRINK 6 BEERS WITHOUT PUKING LET ALONE A 16 YEAR OLD SINGLE MALT. THE WHINERS WHO SAY THAT THEY DON'T DRINK ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY WERE FUCKTARDS BACK IN THE DAY AND COULDN'T HANDLE THIER SHIT!! THE DRUGGIES WHO SAY THAT WEED OR WHAT NOT IS BETTER THEN BOOZE. WELL THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO ALL OF THEM. FUCK YOU!! YOU FUCKING PANSY ASS PIECE OF SHIT!!! DRINKING HAS BEEN THE NUMBER ONE "IT" FOR AS LONG AS MAN HAS KNOWN HOW TO MAKE IT!!!! TO ALL YOU HIPPY FUCKS, GUESS WHAT, IT'S LEGAL!!!!! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT KILLS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH, IT'S LEGAL!!!! HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE IN THE US OF A HAVE JOBS BECAUSE OF THIS WONDERFUL PRODUCT. I OWN A BUSINESS BECAUSE OF IT!! IT'S CHEAP, IT WORKS, AND BY FUCKING GOD IT'S AMAZING. NOW TAKE IT FROM ME AN "EX" HARDCORE DRUGGY. I M

Come On, You Must See It!
hey, guys... just had so much fun in the past weeks. there are many sexy, hot parties, and i wanna invite all you guys to come. if you are located in the same place as mine, then i hope you will join in, coz the more ppl in the place, the bigger chance they can hold the party. here you go anyways: http://www.bporny.com/en/pages/DatingViewPost.aspx?MsgId=1796

Help Them Out I Am!
OK y'all are probably getting sick of me posting bulletins and I know I said I wasn't doing any more giveaways/contests but well that was on my old account, I am in the process of moving so I don't have the money to buy stuff on here so I've decided to enter a giveaway for bling packs. My main reasoning is my friends have been helping me so much I want to be able to repay them some how and bling packs will help them and me with points so I need 5,000 comments for every bling pack so the more comments the more bling packs I get and can give blings to my wonderful friends for helping me sooo much! So here's the deal I'll do 2 photo effects for every 100 comments you leave on here just count up or down and message me when you finish each 100 and anyone who leaves 500+ will get pimped out and the person who leaves the most will get a special surprise from me! Also my good friend Sweet_Thing has offered to do two name tags your choice of colors for every 100 comments as well you can check o

They Twinkle For You
They Twinkle For You Have you ever looked at the stars Wondered why they twinkle so Well I have the answer It's time that you know They've heard all about you I talk to them the whole night through I bet you didn't realize All the stars, they twinkle for you CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I'm telling them right now And they know my heart is true How much in love I am All the stars, they twinkle for you They know how beautiful I think you are How I've given you my heart How much it hurts me Now that we're apart Each night they put on a show Trying to get through So when you look up just know All the stars, they twinkle for you BRIDGE If they seem a little blurry It's from the tears in their eyes When I tell them how much I love you It always makes them cry CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I

Testing 1. 2 .3 Dirt And Tigg Dj
COME ON IN TO ! COME ON IN TO ! WERE GONNA HAVE THE HOTTEST INTERVIEW THEN EVER BEFORE! THE FOUNDER TIGG AND CO FOUNDER DIRT ARE GOING AT IT HEAD TO HEAD WHOS GONNA WIN ? AT 9:30PM EAST IN tigg wants all K.O.P.E. to show for this one guys THIS ISNT A SHOW YOUR GONNA WANT TO MISS! click the pic below to join us !

Bad News
To my friends and Family, I am letting all my friends and family know that I most likely will not be on next week. This is due to me going somewhere for military training. Do not ask where, because I cannot and will not tell you. This even means my good friends on here. I will have my cell on me, so you can still text me. It just might take a while to respond to it. I know it will be hard on some of you that I will be gone. And some of you might like me being gone for a week lol. Then some won’t really care, because you just added me for points or/and because I am in the military. Try not to miss me too much. Hugzz and kisszz. Luv, Army Man

The Storm Within My Soul
I am at a turning point in my life... I struggle to make sense of it all. People come into my life and it feels as though they leave it just as quickly. Some leave for mutual reasons, some with out explaination or understanding. I realize that this life is full of many things and there is more drama than there used to be;partially due to this amazing thing we call the internet. In just a click of the mouse relationships are created and just as easily deleted... The thing that we can not delete so easily is the impact that each of these brief interludes leaves on us. Each person that we come into contact with leaves an imprint on our souls. For some the imprint is deep, burning to the very core we call a soul. Others there is a brief cursory marking that the consiousness barely recognizes. It is the unknowing that makes this the hardest. Wondering if my imprint on others is as life altering as some have been on mine. If I love you, you will know it, I am not afraid to share

Threesome!!
now i know this is something that really just cant be planned or anything but damn i feel neglected... i have never had a threesome and i would like to have one BAD!! SMILES, every one i know both male and female have been in some sorta threesome action and to put it simply im FRECKIN JEALOUSE !! i shouldnt be but damn ... what to do, what to do?? i dont feel that i am a bad looking guy or anything and im pretty opean about alot of things i guess im just not that lucky !!

Puddle Of Blood
You left my in a puddle of blood. The way you thought it should end. You left me with a broken heart, and those are hard to mend. The time will come and you will be paid back, But your blood will be a pool , one you can’t swim in I never thought you where that kind of man, But you have shown me differently. Do I hate when I know I should, I think not. I would never let hate be a part of my heart. However, this is some thing you can’t fathom, Nor can you see. My puddle of blood will turn into an ocean of love, I have no doubt about that. You see there have been many in my life, And when they leave, They leave me in this puddle of blood. I pick myself up, I brush myself off. I then return to my ocean of pure unconditional love. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Rest In Peace Cousin Gary!
Gary Allen Pinkston October 28, 1961 - April 10, 2008 Gary Allen Pinkston, 46, of Three Oaks, lost a long and valiant fight with cancer on Thursday, April 10, 2008 at his home. Gary was born October 28, 1961 in St. Joseph, the son of LeRoy and Dixie (Benke) Pinkston. After high school, Gary got a job right away with Gast Manufacturing in Bridgman and he worked there until it closed. For the last ten years, Gary has been working for the State of Michigan, Department of Transportation, first in Niles and most recently at Sawyer State Garage office. Gary always tried to make things easier on everyone. And even at the very end, he always smiled his sweet smile to all.

More Of My Writting
I woke up early, the sun shines on my face. I knew this was the start, of our perfect day. I heard the phone ring, I knew this it was you. You called to tell me, that you were on your way. Driving in your car, we heard our favorite song. You turned up the dial, so we could sing along. We drive to publix liquors, and then we went in side. Ordered the same thing a beer liquor ,salt and i watched your eyes!! Never wanted this day to end. Having so much fun with my best friend. You mean more to me than words could ever say. Your laugh and your smile chase all my cares away. We took a trip down to destin peir. i wanted to be with you, until the dusk appeared. We watched the sunset, and looked at the sandy beach.I pictured us walking along the shore, and the waves crashing at our feet. Never wanted this day to end. Having so much fun with my best friend. You mean more to me than words could ever say. Your laugh and your smile chase all my cares away. A message in a bottle, you se

Since I Am New...
well if you are reading this you are wanting to know a little about me. Or you are bored or curious... In any case I thought I would add a little to my page and see what turns up! I am divorced. No baggage though. It was amicable and as drama free as it could have been. I am looking to make new friends and have a good time. I am not so much looking for the love of my life. The lust of my life maybe? ;) If more then a casual friendship happens that is great but that is not my main goal. I am open minded and not easily shocked. I am 49 and have experienced life. I am open to people of many types. No certain look or size or body type. If you are a great person then I would like to know you! I am NOT interested in people who are fakes. Be real or be GONE! My home is in Southern Indiana. But I am going to visit some family in Oklahoma soon. Not sure how long I will be there. I want to be open about something here to. I have MS. I am disabled. But not

RØÇk-fÚ Is My New Owner! Check Him Out!
Come meet the COOLEST owner a Sweet_Thing could ask for!!! He is a real sweetheart and always helping others so go and love him up he doesn't have a whole lot of stash or photos so it wouldn't take long to rate them all! He's less than 150K from Fuberlord so lets go help him out and tell him Sweet_Thing sent ya! RØÇK-FÚ! [PRØÚÐ MÊMßÊR ØF Ç£Úß F.Á.R -- FU-OWNER of _SWEET_THING]@ fubar _Sweet_Thing_ ~~~Fu-Owned~~By~~'RØÇK-FÚ!~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)' on '2008-04-13 19:21:03')

Evil Comments Made To Me
cuteasakitten is an evil evil person, I mean throughout the years she has said these evil things to me I don't do crack like you. That's why you have an ugly fUcked up eye. from all the crack you smoke, and your mom when she was pregnant with you. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 53 minutes ago there she is all cracked up laying on her bed trying to be sexy. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 6 hours ago (I had a picture of me and my best friends neice and cute said:) scary. those poor kids. notice how you can't see one of her hands? probably down the little girl's panties feeling her up. ROFL ROFL ROFL don't flatter yourself clamydia. ROFL ROFL ROFL@how you think you're all that when you're ugly and fat as shit. go back to molesting kids at your minimum wage job at the daycare. awww ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL@how clamydia always picks the ugly crackhead looking guys for boyfriends, along with her fat white trailertrash cousin/girlfrind Tonia.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured

Don't You Dare Judge Me.
Men: Walk all over me and I'll be the woman that will massage your feet to ease the ache. It's not because I'm weak. I'm far from weak. The problem is I'm too sweet. I was the girl in school that gave the poor kids her crayons, markers, gum or whatever they wanted because I wanted THEM to be happy. I was not as concerned about myself. I'm still not as concerned about myself as I should be. I'm realizing as time goes on that I deserve a better life than I have allowed myself to live. I need to be alone for now. I'm off to do some thinking. Don't call me dumb..... because I'm not. Don't call me a weak... because I'm not. I'm sweet and I am loving and I am compassionate. I am nothing less because of the situation I am faced with. Just because I am intuitive, does not mean I am not human and I don't have lessons to learn in life. I'm just like all of you. I am just like ALL of you. Get that in your heads. Resilience is something I know far too much about given my life story. Don't you dare

Red And Wolf Part 1 By ~brooks10111989 On Deviantart.com
The sun was just starting to set as Little Red Riding Hood traveled to the burial ground of the Big Bad Wolf. In her hands was the spell book of the wicked witch of the west. Her eyes, normally so full of joy and life, were dull and chilling. The wind blew leaves from the trees surrounding her. "We're hear my dear." a voice whispered in Red's mind. Sure enough, a tombstone had been set up. The name "The Wolf" had been carved in the middle of it. Red opened the book to the spell. She then put a hand out towards the tombstone. Red's eyes began to glow as she began to chant the spell out. The tombstone suddenly cracked as the ground began to shake. Flocks of birds fled the area. All of a sudden, everything became still. Red waited. That was when a skeletal clawed hand lifted up out of the ground, followed by a loud hellish shriek. From out of the ground rose the flaming skeletal remains of a large bipedal wolf. All around, the shadows began to swarm around the beast. Red, h

Just A Heads Up, Won't Be Around Much Anymore...
So, as most of you who talk to me know, I've been working tech support for a computer peripheral manufacturer... Well, technically, I'm employed by Volt, contracted out to a logistics/shipping/repair facility who was hired by said peripheral manufacturer to provide tech support, warranty exchanges, and shipping/logistics since they're not outfitted to do it themselves (odd, huh?). Well, that time has come to an end. I'm sitting here at 5:30am, an hour before my normal time, and have been here for an hour and a half so far, cleaning up loose ends on my computer, keeping stuff I want, sorting the work-related stuff for them to keep, getting rid of the garbage, etc... Why? We (being the logistics company) are terminating the contract with the peripheral vendor, due to non-payment, but they're pretty much terminating it on their own, due to not paying us. I got paid, us as employees got paid, but as a company, we got boned. So, we'll see what happens down the road on that one...

I Need You Now
I need you now more than I ever had, Please take me by the hand. Stand by me in my hour of need Please listen and take heed. Take time to understand. Take my hand, my best of friends, And lead me from this place. Let no more tears stain my face. Chase away my doubts and fears, And I will have no more tears. I cannot stand alone. Your hand I need to hold, The warmth of your gentle touch, In this world that has grown so cold. Please be there for me And hold me day by day. Because with your loving hand in mine, I know we will find the way.

Blonde Joke
Subject: Blonde Joke Like Mother Like Daughter There were 3 girls in high school, they were all best friends and they're moms were all best friends as well, one mom was blonde, one mom was brunette, and the other had black hair. So one night, the moms are all sitting around talking, and the Brunette says, ''I found a cigarette butt in my daughters trash can, I can't believe she smokes.'' The mom with Black Hair looks over and says, ''Well, I found a beer bottle in my daughters trashcan I can't believe she drinks.'' Then the blonde thinks for a moment and says, ''I found a condom in my daughters bed, I can't believe she has a dick.''

Mumm About Me
The mumm made about me+ +++++++++++++++++++++++ ~~wickedshadow~... Douglasville, GA ============================================ Juice created @ 04/17/2008 05:34 pm expires in: 22 hrs [NSFW] [EVERYONE] Im just asking, is he gay or just an ass 42 votes 419 views 77 comments gay 42.9% (18 votes) ass 57.1% (24 votes)

Gonna Miss My Little Girl
as i go through some old stuff of mine from when i was raising my little girl.....she's grown up so much been a busy lasy couple days packing up stuff and moving her into her own place.... its tough for its going to be different without her around as she moves on and prepares for her own life sure is gonna be different in this empty house other than my little pugs woke up this morning thinking as she and i had breakfast together for the last time together gonna miss her but its time for her to be a grownup i love you marissa k wright and u go and chase your dreams your dad, chris

Fubar Support Can Get Fucked!
Ok so since i think this site needs to lighten up a bit and it was pissing me off, i decided to take a break for a while. What do i find when i come back 2 months later? 59, yes fifty nine fucking messages from fufuck support, all saying the same god damn thing. blah blah blah i have stopped collecting points and i need to post a salute to level up. I think that is a bit fucking excessive, come on now really... If i really gave a flying fuck about stupid ass points and levels, i think the first 5 messages would have gotten through to me, but 59? So just out of spite, i REFUSE to post a salute to this piece of shit site, Fucking nazi bouncers with nothing better to do then harass the shit out of me. fuck them and most of the people on here. People take this site way way way to fucking seriously. like it's a fucking online job for them or something.

Moving On
I am moving on It has taken me far too long to reach this place, it seems My fears may try to hold me back To try and block my way But with courage and faith in my heart I will get there come what may The road will be a long one, And it may be rocky, too But when I reach this place in time, My dreams could all shine through The plans I have made will soon be real Along with the destiny I chose Though I have been tossed and turned in life's storms I will surely see a brighter dawn I'm no longer held back by my fears I'm finally....Moving On

I Don't Want To Work Tomorrow.
I hate working on Sundays, it just sucks. Eveything always goes wrong, people are rude, the kids I work with are brats, and the adults I work with are tired and angry. But I have to pay for school, so I go.

To Whitney
Your the one that breaks threw it all. The wall fell the moment you walked. Into my life. Sarrow , pain, emptiness. Quickly faded. I feel you. Even when your not around. My heart beats, because of you. My mind, body, soul, belong to you. Im the strongest man around. Yet powerless around you. Im witty around others. Yet speechless and dumbfounded over you. When your hurting I feel the pain and shed the tears. I lived a darkend life. You brought in the light. I get stressed or mad. I take a breath. I look at you. Instantly it dissappears. Id shed a thousand tears. So u dont have too. I'd spend all my effort to make u happy. For you bring me happiness. By just saying hi, i missed you. You say luvs ya, as in friendship . Yet I feel in my heart. That love is pure, dedicated, never ending. I worship you like a queen in my heart. Yet treat you as a lady. Your my baby and I could never know. Till now what true happiness was. Until I met you.

My Happy Hour Tonight Hope To See You There. 9pm Fu Time
HOSTING MY HAPPY HOUR FRIDAY NIGHT AT 9PM FU TIME / 9PM PST / 12PM EST / 11PM CENTRAL / 10PM MOUNTAIN / 6PM HAWII / 8PM ALASKA TRYING TO GET MORE POINTS SEEING IT'S A LONG WAYS TO GO TO NEXT LEVEL LOL AND I'M TRYING TO RAISE FU BUCK! I WILL BE ADDING MORE STASH BY THEN AND I HAVE PLENTY OF PICTURES TO RATE. PLEASE IF YOU HAVEN'T RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH AND IF YOU CAN BLING ME, BLING PACKS ARE GREAT IF YOU CAN. ANY AND ALL LOVE WILL BE APPRECIATED. PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOU SEND LOVE SO I CAN RETURN IT. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR GETTING ME TO GODMOTHER THE LAST HAPPY HOUR. THANK YOU! MUAAAAH!!!!!!! PLEASE SHOW TINKERBELLMN84 MUCH LOVE SHE WAS FU-KING AND WOULD HAVE BEEN GODMOTHER BY NOW IF SOMEONE HADN'T OF HACKED AND DELETED HER ACCOUNT. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 23
Only one week left in the April Poem-A-Day Challenge Today's prompt: "write about getting older." All in good time Already starting to find signs of inevitable declines in all the lines now etched upon my skin. In hair that's thinned and turning gray and fears of cognitive decay and doubt about the state my life is in. But all of this is not for naught, I've also found what I have sought that until now has slipped away from me. The wisdom and the insight to understand that which I've been through and become someone I would like to be.

My Auto-biography
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: My parents got married in July 1975. I was born January 1976. You do the math. Were you the first?: Yup. First and only for my dad. Who was present at your birth?: Hell, I have NO idea. Were your parents married when you were born?: Yes, barely What is your birthdate?: January 19. 1976 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: We tolerate each other. Siblings or an only child?: I have a younger brother who is 9 years younger than I am. If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: I'm the oldest. What are your siblings names and ages?: Andy is 22 Which parent do you get along with best?: My dad I guess, but that's cuz I don't live across the street from him. Wat do you fight about?: Everything Do you have step parents?: yup. Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: I have several really close friends. The term best t

Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies [Chorus:] But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through [Chorus] Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4] No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies [Chorus] No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes.

Erotic: Awakening Pleasure Continued.
Your look and expressions beg for me to finish. My own desires and passions are at a peak. All I can think of is wrapping my mouth back around your hard shaft. My mouth watering and my pussy craving to be touched I stay by your side but get on my hands and knees. Not straddling your face like you want. Keeping the control this one time is what my body is screaming and craving. I pull my hair to one side so that your view is not blocked and I slowly lower my head back down to the amazing gift that stands before me. Before taking you back in I extend my tongue to lick off the drop of precum that rests on the head of you firm cock. Too much for me, I have to have you. Without hesitation I take you all in, deep throating you, and feeling the head of your hard cock touch the back of my throat. I hold you there sucking you hard and I slowly start to move my hips. The excitement of you buried deep in my mouth is overwhelming. I feel my own sweet juices start to flow freely from my hole. I s

Bill Rules!!!
1. Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search: BILL NEEDS BIG CHANGES. 2. Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search: BILL LOOKS LIKE MY DADDY......CREEPY!!! 3. Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search: BILL LIKES TOUCHING DOPEY WOMEN.... 4. Type in "[your name] says" in Google search: BILL SAYS MAKERS LIABLE FOR VIOLENCE!!! 5. Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search: BILL LOVES WAFFLES......LIES, ALL LIES!!! 6. Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search: BILL WANTS HER DEAD!!! 7. Type in "[your name] does" in Google search: BILL DOES GET CARRIED AWAY SOMETIMES... 8. Type in "[your name] gives" in Google search: BILL GIVES SEX TO COLLEGE GIRLS....WHOA!!! 9. Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search: BILL HATES CHILDREN AND THE ELDERLY.....AIN'T THAT THE TRUTH!! 10. Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search: BILL GOES BERSERK!!!

Remember Me
remember me by bedrock Remember me for who i am and what not others see, Remember me for all the laughter and happiness we shared over the time that has passed, Remember me for my strength and trust and not for the tears i have shed, Remember me for what i have overcome and for what i have failed at, remember me for when i held my head up high and not for the restless sleeps we share, Remember me for when i tried to smile when it was the hardest thing i could do, remember me for all my love i give to you and not for my faults, Remember me for my friendship instead of the time that we were not, Remember me for my success and not for my failures, Remember me for who i am, not for what the world around you tells you too.. peace,,, bedrock

Somewhere In Time...
As Mistress Whiplash opened her eyes and lay there trying to focus her weary brain and thinks to herself will it be just another day,what excitement awaits me today? More than likely nothing,just a normal one,yet discreetly wishing that some villain would try to brighten up her day.The forces of evil were everywhere but it was mainly the servants that she was catching these days.The masters behind the dastardly plans were hiding themselves...she knew who they were though...soon one would make a mistake. So for now it would be a working day of humble servility and politeness to co-workers.As a woman driving a truck she was still a rare thing and many never understood why she drove such a large truck to deliver some times such insignificant things,"it's the only truck I got", she replied sweetly to inquisitive people. Mistress Whiplash had her secrets well hidden,her origins,where she came from,why she wore the clothes she did and were not just sexy atire to seduce men.Mind you

Backwards
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports , date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap.

Just For Those Who Didnt Notice
i updated my about me profile, if you cant read it there here it is if you must know: i'm a raging ball of energy. i like to make people laugh, I love my art, weather its drawing or photoshop. I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare bordism sometimes becomes me i question societal conformity ALL THE TIME. i meet so many amazing people via the internet, it's a shame everybody can't feign happiness like this in "real life". sometimes i pretend to write these epic paragraphs about myself, but it's really only because i can't stand uneven profiles. i'm terrified of cockroaches, like you wouldn't believe. i don't like thunder, and the woods at night are creepy. if god didn't want homosexuality, why did he create it? i appreciate my friends questions. i'm controversial, arrogant and hypocritical. outweigh my flaws with something profound, and maybe you'll like me. My IQ is 142, I'm probly smarter than you. I'm very perceptive, and I hate being

The Stories Have Been Selected
The four stories that will be included in volume one of Adult Bedtime Stories CD have been decided. You can see the titles and their descriptions on page two of my web site. Click the link at the bottom of the first page that shows descriptions of the stories and you will see them. And for all those who have especially requested SATURDAY NIGHT, the decision has been made to include it on volume one. Check out the site here http://adultbedtimestories.tripod.com 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Dragons - Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

(updated 04/29/08) Sunset Cafe Playbill
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Been So Long
It's been so long since I felt a man's touch upon my skin...I yearn for the cuddling and kissing..those tender kisses...biting softly on your lower lip, sucking it in my warm mouth..been so long..since my fingertips ran along a mans chest..down his belly..followed by soft sweet kisses. I close my eyes at night and visualize how it will be...if it is worth the wait. My legs wrapped around your waist..we both in a sitting position...eye to eye...flesh to flesh...treasuring each touch...each kiss. Tilting my head back as my long dark hair tumbles loosely in the air..as I feel traces of your kisses down my neck to my breasts...a soft moan escapes my lips. Rocking my body in a sweet smooth motion with yours. My nails raking down your back as our hunger for eachother grows...my hips rising and falling...my silky walls tighting around you...you moan into my neck..our bodies shimmering with sweat...my body starts to jolt...feeling myself ready to release....you moan louder...as you

Downrate Me! Pleeze! (for Wolf) Contest Pimpout
I WANT you to come Down Rate Me! I can win a prize for being the most with Thumbs Down! So Pleez!!! I know it goes against every thing known to Fu Man! But Pleez! You can do it, Just one lil Thumbs Down among friends. The link to my contest page is below. Just click my pic! Click Here to Rate Hotties Vs Studs No bombing/ commenting needed, winners will be determined by Most Thumbs Up and Most Thumbs Down WYKD The Fu's Best Music W.Y.K.D Wicked Storm

Tell Me Whatcha Think
Everything "now-A-days" is talk,talk,talk.Bullshit,drama and drugs. Things aren't always as they seem.If a rose was called by any other name would it not smell as sweet? Wandering,pondering and eating things I problably shoulden't. There's these noises at night I don't care to hear.....But it's kinda funny,I think they hear my remarks.LoL. Somethings itching in the back of my mind,But I dare not say. Too much of any thing could turn out for the worst. So hold your tounge while you can, mind your P's and Q's and don't put your elbows on the table. Stop to smell the roses sometime,You might stay for a while it's quiet nice. Most times no one really gets what I'm thinking,It's sparatic,kinda incoherent....mostly just babble to most...but I'm on a deper level then most too. Step, step,step...rattiling my ear drums.This sonic wave of everything and nothing at all scratching at my brain...settinling in and bringing a couple buddys. And then...the T.v. turned off.

This Time I Mean It!
I am leaving the fu..not sure if it will be a deletion of my profile, or just a longer vacation. Of course I will miss you all, and maybe I will return one day, but right now I have too much on my mind, and I really don't have much fun here anymore, well not like I use to! So...so long farewell, see ya later alligator, after while crocodile!

Wanna Join The Cuffed Angels Here How You Can
Please take a minute to read this....I'd like to introduce Fubar's newest leveling family!I will keep this short and sweet and just ask you to take a few minutes of your time to check out the homepage and blogs which include all of the information you need!We hope to be a fun and helpful family and I have no doubt that we will do just that!Please click this image to go to our homepage.Please click this image to go directly to our blog of requirements.

People
Ok why in the hell must people feel they have to jump to someone else to feel loved? "Girls" have kids to feel loved, and BOYS find a rebound. Why would you? Why do you involve someone else in your little world of being incomplete? Is that fair? No its not. You know its not as well as I do too. Oh well such is life and life goes on. Love ME

One Rate Contest
Just one rate contest....with all the friends and family that I have on here I should have no problems getting rates. After all the friends that I have helped in contest and leveling I am just asking for one rate to help me.. Here is the link

Cost A Thing
Love Doesn't Cost a thing, Pain Doesn't Cost a thing, Hurt Doesn't Cost a thing, Broken Hearts Doesn't Cost a thing, Flowing Tears Doesn't Cost a thing, Gray and Cloudy Days Doesn't Cost a thing, Feeling Numb Doesn't Cost a thing, Pretending to be Happy when Things are Down Cost many things, Smiling to your friends so they know nothing of your Pain Cost many things, Trying to make Things work Cost many things, Caring Cost many things, Loving you, Caring For you, Cost many things.

Do Tell!
OK, since I won't be on all day tomorrow and probably not much all weekend, tell me what you are up to! Doing anything good now? Any good plans for the weekend? TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!TELLME!!!

Assholes
Can someone please explain to me why someone would send me a friend request asking to be my friend when they are gonna be an asshole when I do something nice for them. wyse2lyes requested my friendship and I accepted. Well I always try to send my friends a birthday card on their birthday and today I noticed it was his along with about 3 other friends. I sent them all cards. Then he replied to me "thanks but no thanks." What the fuck is that???? I am nice to everyone and I think that was fucking bullshit. I cussed him the fuck out, deleted and blocked that sorry motherfucker. Dammittttttttttttt I really hate when someone pisses me the fuck off.

Saying Goodbye (no Im Not Leaving)
I stood in my living room and stared out the window the sun shone bright and warm thru it....i just stood there thinking thoughts what if i were to just croak right now, would i be missed? would people cry over me or just forget me? these thoughts when depression hits comes often..no i dont wanna die but hey just what goes thru my mind a lot. i walk to try and cheer up but times try my strength and at times i just want to give up..let life do its justice on me, let it over ride me, let myself go without anything in my way.

Who Needs Help?
imikimi - Customize Your World I LIKE TO HELP PEOPLE SO HERE IS MY IDEA I BECOME A FREE AGENT I GO WHERE NEEDED BUT I DO NEED TO ADD A FEW RULES. 1.F/A/R ME (BUT ONLY IF U HAVE A SALUTE WILL I ADD YOU TOO MUCH DRAMA WITH NEW FUBARIANS) 2.WILL HELP OUT FIRST FIVE PEOPLE TO MESSAGE ME A DAY( FIRST COME FIRST SERVED) 3.IF U NEED TO BE COMMENT BOMBED I DO 50 COMMENTS FOR EACH PERSON N RATE PIC A TEN. 4.IF U NEED LEVELING I WILL RATE 50 PICTURES AND FAN AND RATE YOU 5.IF U NEED A BULLENTIN I DO ONE FOR YOU A WEEK WHICH MEANS IF U GOT ONE FROM ME THAT WEEK EVEN IF U R FIRST IN LINE NEXT DAY N NEED A BULLENTIN SORRY 6.ALSO CAN ASK FOR ANYTHING U MAY NEED (TAGS BEST TO MY ABILITY) 7. MY FAMILY OR TOP 20 I ALWAYS WILL HELP THEM OUT THERE UP THERE FOR A REASON 8.I AM NOT CHARGING FUBUCKS BUT WONT SAY NO TO DONATIONS,SALUTES ETC LOL THIS IS MY ORIGINAL IDEA SINCE I LIKE HELPING PEOPLE BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW I DO WELL NOW U DO LOL I WILL ADD MORE STUFF IF I N

Don't Know Where I Am Going?
Dont know Where I am Going, or if it even matters. I thought I had friends, but i think this is the end. I have hit the bend. This high way i go on alone, it chills me to the bone. The tears I have cried, all because I tried. Do I say goodbye? I will walk away with a sigh. I never meant to make you cry. I thought we were friends, but i think this is the end. Dont cry, when i say goodbye. To me this was fun, but now i close the door, just cant take anymore. I fall to me knees, as I look across the open sea, I thought this friendship was suppose to be. But why then do I feel so sad, feel so bad. Don't know where I am going, or if if even matters. I loved you from the start, didnt think we would ever part. Like the rose, I wanted to see you grow, the wind begins to blow. As the rain begins to fall, i no longer call. I sit on the shore, I close the door. I dont know where I am going, or if it even matters. I will say goodbye.

Sharing Some News
I wanted to take some time to give props to my best friend April. Last weekend she celebrated her 1 year of being clean from drugs. I am so proud of her. I never thought we'd see that day but there is was. To be honest, I thought I'd attend her funeral before anything else. There were many times she almost died. The worst time was when I found her passed out. I got her to the hospital and the Dr's told me if I hadn't found her, she'd be dead. That is the hardest thing to hear. I've helped her as much as I could over the years but for her to get clean, it was a decision she had to make. I couldn't do it for her, not matter how much I begged. But she made that decision and has been clean a year now. We went with her to the NA meeting to see her get the medalian and then we all went to dinner to celebrate her "birthday" as it is called. Meet some really good people. Tomorrow we are going with her to a cookout at a local park that the group is having. I am so proud of her. I would also lik

Happiness!!
Happiness is one of those feelings That we have all had and shared But when I hear her sweet voice I realize I have never felt happiness like this She is the first thought I have each morning Thinking of her keeps me smiling all day long Excitement sends chills down my spine when she calls And she is who I think about as I drift off to sleep Those beautiful eyes see right through me She knows who I am beneath my rough exterior I long for the day that she is by my side Forever and ever my princess she shall be She knows she has the key to my heart I want this to be everything that we have waited for Our lives have finally crossed paths Does this journey continue together We spend countless hours admiring one another Knowing in the back of our minds this is real I reach out to her hoping she will take my hand We form a bond like none we have ever known She is everything I have ever dreamed and more I hope that I am as much to her as she is to me A lifetim

Will I Live To Be 80 ?
Some times you just have to ask yourself ' Will I live to be 80?' I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing 'fairly well' for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, 'Do you think I'll live to be 80?' He asked, 'Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?' 'No,' I replied. 'I don't do drugs, either.’ Then he asked, 'Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?' I said, 'No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!' 'Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, boating, fishing or relaxing in the beach?' 'No, I don't,' I said. He asked, 'Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?' 'No,' I said. 'I don't do any of those things. Then he looked at me and asked, 'Then why do you give a shit?'

Wanna Ride? Updated 4:06pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

Storm Riders
ghost riders by latenitefantasy© rain found the storm stolen was its lightning bolt thunder rode it home He is an oasis of dripping fullness hypnotically suspending her in fluid momentum. Her cleaving contours lost in slippery slopes of unaware, as she hums primal rhythms , jarring her lava lamp heat in swells of his steamy sauna. Love is prolonged in spouts of bliss. Dawn drowns a milky haze , wellspring swallowed.

Congradulations Kobe Bryant!!!!!!!
It has truly been a long time coming, but it couldn't have come at a better time! Kobe Bryant is FINALLY the league M.V.P. for 2007-2008! This is an undeniable testament to how hard this team has worked and how far they have come as a group. This award used to be based on individual effort, but in todays NBA the M.V.P. award is now more about team effort. This squad has had a turbulent season, full of hills and valleys. To end at the #1 spot on the playoff roster spoke volumes about how they came together at the right time as a cohesive unit. The glue that bonded this team was Kobe Bryant. Whether it was dishing 10-13 assists a game, or scoring 81 points all on his own, he truly pushed everyone toward the top playoff seed. If you asked anyone before the season started what Kobe's status would be at the season's end, they would have been up in arms. In fact, we didn't even know if he would suit up as a Laker this year. For he to not only squash the pre-season turmoil, but pledge his loy

Stolen From Jennifer Etc...
A is for age: 20 B is for beer of choice: any that I'm not drinking C is for career right now: soon to be security guard D is for your dog's name? none, have a cat called Pebble though :P E is for essential item you use everyday: Bed F is for favorite TV show at the moment? Criminal Minds, or House G is for favorite game? Guitar Hero or Pro Evolution Soccer H is for Home town: Crouch End, London, England I is for instruments you play: Does Air Guitar count? J is for favorite juice: Apple or Orange with the bits left in K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: David Beckham, damn waste of space L is for last place you ate: my kitchen M is for marriage: maybe in the future N is for your full name: Lewis Adam Jones O is for overnight hospital stays: never in recent memory P is for people you were with today: Me, mum and mum's bloke Q is for quote: "Oh My God You Killed Kenny, You Bastard" R is for biggest regret? no regre

Big Bad Bart
It's the time of the Old West. A citizen of the town comes running into the saloon and screams, "Big Bad Bart is coming! Big Bad Bart is coming! We gotta get outta town." Everyone gets up in a hurry and takes off as fast as they can, including the saloonkeeper, who when hopping over the bar slips on a beer and knocks himself unconscious. When he comes to, he makes his way outside to see the biggest, meanest man he's ever seen riding down the center of the town on two buffaloes, whipping them with a rattlesnake screaming, "Giddyup! Let's go, come on." He makes his way over to the saloonkeeper, dismounts, and enters the saloon. Breaking both doors off the hinges while entering, he walks up to the bar, slams his fist down, breaking the bar in half and hollers, "Gimme some beer in a gallon jug." After the saloonkeeper hands him the jug, he watches as the man drinks it in three seconds flat. When he's done with his drink, the man turns around to walk out the door. Th

Thank God I Found You
I would give up everything Before I'd separate myself from you After so much suffering I finally found unvarnished truth I was all by myself for the longest time So cold inside And the hurt from the heartache would not subside I felt like dying Until you saved my life Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude 'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found you I will give you everything There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do To ensure your happiness I cherish every part of you 'Cause, without you beside me, I can't survive Don't want to try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I'll be all right 'Cause I need you in my life Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude '

Good News For A Change
Well, some good news for a change, went to court, and they dismissed the warrent due to the conditions, and are going to mail me a new court date in 4-6 weeks and then I can finally proceed with the OWI charges then. Some bad news got ahold of unemployment, guess there was some questionability about my eligibility, and there reviewing what I had sent in to them regarind the how/why there and should know in TWO weeks....Good thing the economic stimulas check is supposed to be in on Friday cus my last paycheck is about gone lol. Anyways, just happy not in jail and the warrent should be comming off the system by the end of the day and glad that part is over with anyways. Hopefully the mailed court date will have bigger writing this time lol :) Take care all, and hope to talk to you soon. Mike

Rambled Jumbled Thoughts
im just going to use this potion of my profile to place little thoughts, writings and nonsense.Just whatever is in my mind at the moment. so here is what my scrambled thoughts are creating today. Boredom Its twists around my soul, like a hangmans noose strangling all interest in lifes little television show. Thoughts twirl though a demented mind pushing past clouds of maniacal depression A self imposed prison? maybe. can this wall of tears be dried? will i ever know true laughter again? what is wrong with me? does anyone have the answers? Sometimes I think only I hold the key to unlocking this door of pain I created

Sex
Mission for a missionary Missionary quite contrary How does your garden grow A sixty niner is always finer Come on lets go, dont be slow Diggy doggy, bend over And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow We both stand up you pretend Youre looking over my shoulder For a four leaf clover We both pretend that we dont know We sit up and face each other We'll just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track You saddle me like you would a colt Ill just lie there try not to bolt Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex

1 Year Anniversary Of Running
may 18th I'm now on my 4th Marathon, next week I will be at 5, its the first ever Marine Corps Half Marathon, the race sold out in like a week, but registration opened back up due to popularity so its gonna be big, i'm thinkin about running in my camouflage uniform in support of the Marine Corps, thats gonna add more weight on my body but i don't plan on racing my ass off I just wanna have fun, I never would of thought I would've kept running like this, it just kinda grew on me after training for my first Marathon last yr, i'm hoping to qualify for the 2009 Boston Marathon at this yrs Marine Corps Marathon, i'm planning on running 2 times a day just to get ready for it, i'm lookin foward to dropping at least 5 more pounds and running the capital crescent trails soon...

Fires Of Flame
Fires of Flame by LateNiteFantasy© She watched him advance Slowly, gently, with great ease She trembled when he touched her And felt it in her knees. His eyes consumed her soul And made her body ache She not only felt the tremors But every lust filled quake. She touched his cheek so gently Caressed it with a kiss Made his body hum Made her own feel bliss. He pressed himself against her Touched her very soul Made her body weak Made his own self groan. She tried to slow her actions To hold out for all it costs But soon she felt his fingers And knew that she was lost. He explored her every angle Tenderly he touched each space He stopped breathing for a moment As he looked upon her face. She whimpered and she sighed With every loving touch As he massaged her body And made her feel so much. He lowered down her figure The bed soft beneath her back And soon his mouth was busy Making his attack. She curled her fingers tightly Cle

Antipasto On A Stick
Antipasto On A Stick Ingredients: 8 slices cooked beef, cut into 1" strips 16 ripe olives, pitted 8 small cherry tomatoes 8 provolone cheese cubes, 8 artichoke heart quarters, drained 1/2 cup italian salad dressing 2 cups Bibb or Romaine lettuce 8 9-inch skewers Preparations: Roll up beef strips pinwheel fashion. Alternately arrange beef pinwheels, olives, tomatoes, cheese, artichoke hearts on skewers. Place kabobs in shallow container; pour dressing over kabobs and refrigerate several hours or overnight. To serve, arrange on top of lettuce. Makes 2 Servings

Fbi Targets Internet Archive
The Internet Archive, a project to create a digital library of the web for posterity, successfully fought a secret government Patriot Act order for records about one of its patrons and won the right to make the order public, civil liberties groups announced Wednesday morning. On November 26, 2007, the FBI served a controversial National Security Letter(.pdf) on the Internet Archive's founder Brewster Kahle, asking for records about one of the library's registered users, asking for the user's name, address and activity on the site. The Electronic Frontier Foundation, the Internet Archive's lawyers, fought the NSL, challenging its constitutionality in a December 14 complaint (.pdf) to a federal court in San Francisco. The FBI agreed on April 21 to withdraw the letter and unseal the court case, making some of the documents available to the public. The Patriot Act greatly expanded the reach of NSLs, which are subpoenas for documents such as billing records and telephone records th

Evil Intent Or Wicked Desires?
This was totally inspired by my BF Evil Intentions of a Wicked Desire. Love You Baby, you rock my whole world inside and out. You know just what I need baby and you always will. Eyes filled with darkened passion look deep into my soul. Searching for that piece of me that your loving soul knows. Deeper and deeper your passion starts to probe. Searching out my wild side to unleash it's passion. I've seen you a million times inside my dreams, never quite able to reach you. Wanting to touch you, needing to taste you. I've wondered what was in your mind as your eyes look through me. Were you seeing that hungry animal inside me waiting to be unleashed. You told me once that it was always the quiet ones that held the deepest desire. I know this to be very true because of what I feel inside. In my mind's eye I am brave and bold. I do not hesitate to take what I desire. My passion is not in check, the beast roams the night. Caution is thrown to the wind, no inhibitions can be found. In t

It's Hard To Deal With The Pain Of Loosing You
Over the past two years... one man has completley broken me into the woman I have never wanted to be and made me weak, scared, but most of all the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. I have found love... I think I know... I think I have conquered what some never have in their lifetime- and that is to completley, 200% love another person with every bit of your heart. mind, and soul. Now he is leaving me. Here is what I have felt and what I think love is... Love grows stronger every single day. You find beauty in every little imperfection about them... the way their eyes light up when the Sabres win a hockey game, the way his voice gets even more northern when he is mad, and the most beautiful smile in the world he gets when you do something nice for him. You miss him when he is lying right beside you. You dream of him every night. You would do anything in this world to make them smile. You hate yourself more than anything when you make them mad or sad and it's always your

Definition Of Love
Thru the ages many have tried to define love.....As a feeling an emotion...the way you look into that special persons eyes and feel complete...Whatever love is i do know this... Love is a strange and wonderous feeling....Sometimes it can make you sadder then youve ever thought you could be. Then other times It can make you so happy you think that you have never loved like this before and you never will again. The truth of the matter is.....you HAVE never loved like this before and...you WILL never love like this again. Every individule that walks into our lives brings with them something new and unique....a fresh quality about them that we learn to love despite all thier....insecurites..thier quirks...thier craziness.And when this person can accept your own...then you have been loved in return. To know love is amazing...to feel it..even better...To be loved...is like nothing in this world. I thought i had an idea of what love was. But that was before i met you. You ch

*~sexybitch~* Show Her Lotsa Luv To Her Contest
*~SexyBitch~*~ show all of them lotsa luv.Come help me out to win blingy.I'll give away 10k for 100 comments for those who would help me out on this.I wanna win my contest.And need alot of help with it.So can you all come help me out when you have time to.Thank you..Here's the pic link for it.

This Monster Lives ..birthday Pimpout!
Yall go by and Show Him some Birthday Love. He is a great guy and wonderful Friend! This Monster Lives ♥s One Sexy BBW (Spankers/Shadow Leveler)@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout Brought to you by! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu and Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Staff Rules And Requierments
EnForcers The primary role of the enforcer is to keep the peace in the lounge by taking any measures necessary to do so. You must be able to set your friendships aside and not afraid of confrontation. You will also need to have the ability to not get yourself worked up also, keep a cool head and respond appropriately. When two people have a disagreement and it keeps going, next thing you know you have a lounge full of angry members…..AVOID THIS!! Steps to Take to stop an argument or drama that might happen: 1. Give one warning in the lounge to stop the argument or drama, state that if it continues further action will be taken against all people involved. 2. Silence the person that is keeping the issue going. After you have silenced them, state in the lounge that they have been silenced for one hour and once they are no longed silenced if they continue they will be ejected. 3. If silencing does not work, then eject the person. 4. Ban the person – absolute

Indiana
• "Spiteful Gossip" and "talking behind a person's back" are illegal. • A man over the age of 18 may be arrested for statutory rape if the passenger in his car is not wearing her socks and shoes, and is under the age of 17. • A person who dyes, stains, or otherwise alters the natural coloring of a bird or rabbit commits a Class B misdemeanor. (Ind. Code 15-2.1-21-13(b) • A sports agent is supposed to give a college 10 days notice before luring a star athlete into the professional ranks. • A three dollar fine per pack will be imposed on anyone playing cards in Indiana under the Act for the Prevention of Gaming. • All males 18 to 50 years old must work six days a year on public roads. • Anyone 14 or older who profanely curses, damns or swears by the name of God, Jesus Christ or the Holy Ghost, shall be fined one to three dollars for each offense, with a maximum fine of ten dollars per day. • Auburn: It is illegal to bike, roller-skate, skateboard, or inline skate in a commercially

New Mexico
• A city council member in Albuquerque, N.M., introduced a resolution a few years ago to ban Santa Claus from the city. The matter was defeated. • Carrizozo: It's forbidden for a female to appear unshaven in public. • Females are strictly forbidden to appear unshaven in public. • In Albuquerque, New Mexico it is illegal for cab drivers to reach out and pull potential customers into their cabs. • In Carlsbad it's legal for couples to have sex in a parked vehicle during their lunch break from work, as long as the car or van has drawn curtains to stop strangers from peeking in. • In recent years, several efforts have been made to legalize camel racing and ostrich racing in New Mexico, but to no avail. Those bills were defeated, but the legislature recently allowed gambling on bicycle races. • It's forbidden for a female to appear unshaven in public. • Las Cruces: You may not carry a lunchbox down Main Street. • State officials ordered 400 words of "sexually explicit material" to b

Heres A Song I Wrote For My Band
May 1, 2008, 7:48 pm I HERD YOUR WORDS I CORRECT THEM IN IGNORANCE I CATCH A GLANCE BLURRY AND DISTANT DILLING WITH THIS FILLING WISH I WAS NUMB TRYING TO MAKE AN OFFER SO I DONT FILL DUMB BLINDING WITH HATRED AS IM PILLING FROM THE PLACE ITS CREATED FROM NERVOUSNESS DELIVERING HOPING THERES SUCH A THING AS HILLING CANT YOU SEE IV BECOME AFFRIAD OF DREAMS LETTING DOWN IS THE ONLY THING THAT APPEALS TO ME SEEING IN MY HEAD IS MY LIFE WONDERING IN THIS WORLD IS MY SLEEP STATE ALWAYS WAITING TO AWAKE BUT ANTICIPATION IS MY REALITY NOTHING COMING TOGETHER ALL THINGS UNRAVELING HAS ME TO THE POINT NO CONCENTRATION CONSTENTALY BLANKING NO NEED FOR CONFUSION BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO APPEAL ANYWAY WERE JUST MATTER SURVIVING A ROUTINE EVERY DAY ITS A RACE AND IM STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE I FUCKING HATE HOPING I COULD LIVE WISH I HAD AN EXTRA PAIR OF LEGS SO I CAN ESCAPE FROM THE SHAME THE WORLD HAS PLACED ON ME FUCK EVERYTHING ALL I FILL IS PAIN SEEMS TO ME NOTHING MATTERS EVERYT

Never Alone
I waited for You today But You didn't show, no no no I needed You today So where did You go You told me to call Said You'd be there And though I haven't seen You Are You still there? I cry out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here and I'm never alone And though I cannot see You And I can't explain why Such a deep deep reassurance You've placed in my life We cannot separate You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen I cry out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here and I'm never alone

Passion
Look into my soul feeling this is only right Pull me close to you hold me just as tight Kiss me on my lips and shove the pain away Continue on please don’t stop, don’t delay Use your hands to feel my heart and soul Speak your voice to make me feel whole Let’s keep going I want to say I love you Words can’t express what this can do Look in through my eyes and find my hidden soul Peer into my thoughts and find that seeping hole Find all my love and see what’s inside See that from you I have nothing to hide Search for my heart and notice it’s full Ask me why, I’ll say you made me whole Hold onto to me close and with no space in between Grab me close into your arms is what I mean Don’t let go until we’re done I don’t care what they say or if they shun Keep me in your arms and don’t let me go I want to do this I want to show Kiss me on the lips and continue on down Devour my neck and relieve my frown Taste my chest and make me gasp Be sure no thoughts any I can

Discovering New Music
I think the advertisers are getting a good ear for new music. If it weren't for ads for Old Navy and Apple Computers, I probably would never have heard of Ingrid Michaelson and Yael Naim. The American Movie Classics station has been using some pretty cool music bites in their ads too. I just need to find out who they are.

Dark Skies
dark skies dark skies all around me, no one to comfort me no one to bring me towards the light To hold your this hand to wipe these tears the cries of the night are but of echoes within this soul so lost so alone you took the meaning of light away from these eyes still i reach and yet your so far dark skies dark skies are here to keep me prisoner the day and night feel the same look the same bring back the light bring back the warmth to my heart until then dark skies dark skies

Investigative Questions!
What do you think the answer is?? Comment your Answers! 1. The Masked Man: The man was afraid to go home because the man with the mask was there. Why? 2. Doctor's Dilemma: A doctor was driving his son to school one day when their car was rammed by a truck. The doctor was killed and the son seriously injured. The son was rushed to a nearby hospital and prepared for surgery. When they w:heeled him into surgery, the surgeon announced, "I can't operate! This is my son!" How could this be? 3. The Armed Proprietor: A young woman walked into a cafe and asked for a drink of water. The man behind the counter suddenly pulled out a gun and pointed it at her. A few seconds elapsed, the woman smiled, thanked the man, and left. What happened? 4. The Mysterious Suicide: A man's dead body hangs from a rope tied to the center of a ceiling beam in a large empty room. His feet are 3 feet from the floor. No other items are in the room except for a puddle of water below the man. Th

Fubar And Nsfw!!!!!
Just want to say I am really sick and tired of Fubar and this stupid NSFW crap. Why should we have some idiot who does not know what sexual material is coming by our pages and telling us that the stuff we are uploading or have uploaded is sexual in nature. Is this not an adult oriented website? I came here because I hated MySpace and the fact that I had to deal with kids and could not post sexually explicit material or see other members sexually explicit material. Now I have to deal with this stupid NSFW tags being put on every pic that some sorry-ass person thinks is too sexual!!! If you are at work you should not even be on fubar, Facebook, MySpace, or any other social networking site!!! You should be working!!! My pics should not be getting tagged when this is supposed to be an adult site and when people should be working and not screwing off. If you are looking at these sites while working then go work in construction, retail, or some other job where you do not have the tim

My Dad
My dad has had alot of problems for years,he has trouble swallowing food, liquid, anything, he has lost alot of weight. Recently he went to the Dr. because he had a knot on his neck, they took a biopsy and come back cancer, he has advanced stage 4 lung cancer, and is expected to live 6-8 months. The cancer has spread through out his body, it is eating away at the bone of his shoulder so they might have to amputate it. I seen him yesterday and he looks terrible, from where they took the biopsy his face and neck is swollen hardly recognized him. He know has another growth on the other side of his neck.the knot on his neck is pressing against his jugular if he turns the wrong way it cuts the blood flow to his brain... I will keep you updated when I can, I probably won't be on much... Please keep us in your prayers...

Looking For Any Family Bombers Would Like To Help Me
I'm looking for help with my contest.And i need all family bombers out there to help me with this.I need most comments by the 28th.I would be gladly for your help.This contest is for a blingy or vip. Here's my pic link to click on.So please come show me some fu-love to my contest.Thank you very much.SexyBitch.

Friends Meeting And Truely Getting To Know Someone
I recently had a dream that I went to meet a friend in my top ten. He is a wonderfully fun guy as far as I can tell. He is also one in a million. It was initially just to meet but ended up making a video and having a friend party together. He shot the video and did all the editing too. Got to actually find out how exciting it felt to be video taped like a porn star. It was mostly my idea and the BF and friends only went cause I asked them too. My fubar friend turned out to be one of the greatest guys that I have ever met and we talked late into the night, just like old friends. Can you guess who it was? He is actually in the top 5. Can you guess now, lol? One I have not met yet.

Homosexuality
Ok just so you know before I even get started. I don't have a problem with homosexuality. I have many friends that are oriented this way and I believe that they are people just like me...just different but here is my view on homosexuality. Homosexuality, as defined, is an attraction towards a person of the same sex. It is a sexual orientation. As such it is genetic...but let me ask you this, what purpose does it serve? The ultimate goal of all species is procreation...reproduction in other words. If there is no sexual interaction there is Asexual reproduction which you see in some species. Homosexuality naturally and scientifically serves no purpose other than to satisfy a base lust. Satisfy your sexual desires with the one you are attracted to. In nature it serves no purpose what-so-ever. Because what does homosexuality reap? The person in question can't become pregnant by such means. Therefore in terms of nature, homosexuality is useless. Homosexuality doesn't

Bed Of Roses
Bed Of Roses by BlueWolf © Come with me and take my hand I will take you to a mystical land Upon my bed of a thousand roses Into which our love willingly imposes The smell of our rose permeates the air Passionate touches with tender care One hundred candles luminous glow Replicating the moon from below Dancing shadows along the hall Sensual art forms on the wall Minds lost in the essence of time Slowly moving in passionate rhyme Cries of love and soulful desire Kindling inside the immense fire Temperatures soaring around the room The spirit of lust surrounding loom ........

Giving Myself To You
WHEN I LOOK UPON YOUR EYES I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU WHEN I BREATHE UPON YOUR CHEST AND HEAR YOUR HEARTBEAT, I GIVE MY BREATH TO YOU WHEN I WHISPER IN THE MIDST OF THE NITE,I AM DREAMING OF YOU. WHEN I SAY THERE IS NO DOUBT,THEN I HAVE GIVEN MY TRUST TO YOU. WHEN I SAY I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU,I AM GIVING YOU FOREVER. WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU,THEN I AM GIVING MY THOUGHTS TO YOU. WHEN I GAVE YOU MY HEART,I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING. WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU,I GAVE YOU MY SOUL WHEN YOU LOOK UPON ME WHAT IS IT YOU SEE? WHEN YOU LAY UPON MY BREAST,WHAT IS IT THAT YOU HEAR? IN THE MIDST OF THE NITE,LIGHTS OUT,WHAR ARE YOU DREAMING OF? WHEN YOU HAVE GIVEN YOUR TRUST,WHERE IS THE DOUBT? WHEN YOU SAID I WILL BE THERE THROUGH IT ALL,YOU WILL WONT YOU? WHEN YOU THINK OF US,WHERE DOES YOUR JOURNEY GOES? WHEN YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART,YOU SHINE DIDNT YOU? I KNOW I DID WHEN U SAY I LOVE YOU,DOES YOUR SOUL,SMILE? MINE DOES. BUT WHEN I THINK OF US,I SEE FOREVER IN YOUR SOUL.IN MY EYES,I SEE A LO

Why All The Bullshit?
What is the point of it? Standards are set and must be kept. They are impossible goals to achieve. The thought of other's opinions drive us to the edge Where we stop and try not to fall for fear of what they might think. But not even the strongest of us can fight gravity forever. It is inevitable. You will fall and it will hurt and you will feel shame Others will look and they will gossip amongst their selves. Secretly each one is glad that you too are human. But the trouble here is you don't know the thoughts behind the faces All we see is society looking down in scorn. So why do we all sacrifice our own happiness Merely to fulfil the dreams of a pretentious world? By carrying on with this vicious cycle we are not only hurting ourselves But others around us and those still to live this life in the future We are creating a world of bullshit! The way we look. The way we talk. The subjects we study. The food we eat. The frien

Staying Nearby
I can do it myself, I protest, but, I know it's not true. Open me to limitless love found in the skillful caring of those who know first-hand my present trouble. They bring a message home and I feel close, as close as angel wings beating gently upon my stubborn loneliness.

A Married Couple's Wish
A married couple in their early 60s was celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant. Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table. She said, 'For being such an exemplary married couple and for being loving to each other for all this time, I will grant you each a wish.' The wife answered, 'Oh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband.' The fairy waved her magic wand and - poof! - two tickets for the Queen Mary II appeared in her hands. The husband thought for a moment: 'Well, this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this will never come again. I'm sorry my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me.' The wife, and the fairy, were deeply disappointed, but a wish is a wish. So the fairy waved her magic wand and poof!...the husband became 92 years old. The moral of this story: Men who are ungrateful bastards should remember fairies are female.

Tight Leather Skirt
In a crowded city at a busy bus stop, a beautiful young blond woman wearing a tight leather skirt was waiting for a bus. As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't! So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the ste

The Tunnel
The door rattles more insistantly now, bursting apearing immanent,the embers and flames emmassaries of her arrivial begin to creep towards the entrance. The handle gone but locks still in place ment that there is just a momement to go before it opens, so she chose to focus, his face squarely in mind, she knew she had to either forget him or find him now. Suddenly hit with painful memories, the flames turn blue, she knew she was being foolish, NOTHING giving her a reason to reach for him again. remebering her mistakes, her pain turns to anger and the flames flash orange again and the door burst open, creating a tunnel of pure flame, creating a pull to the other side, slowly giving into a new focus, a new direction

Lust Sign..
"My Lustsign is Fire In The Sky. I am the lost artifact of the gods. I am a brutal sex machine, and i'm scared to kill my partner even when cuddling. My color is red, blood red. When i'm having sex, i bite, scratch, scream, cry, and i don't remember any of them. Fortunate ones, to whom i gave the opportunity to sleep with me are probably still crying "Oh my god!" and trembling with ecstasy." *smirks*...well that says about everyting...*... LMFAO Hugs to A.all

Lots Of Fu $ & Vip Here
Hello Everyone. Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. Contest is gonna start on May 25th(Sun) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern)& run til June 4th(Wed) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to ßlðñÐïe in private message to enter.Link is at bottom to her profile. All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1ST Place needs 40,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 350,000 Fu Bucks. 200-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. plus a vip or 7 day blast. 2nd Place needs 30,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 200,000 Fu Bucks. 100-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for

051908 Fluffy Starr Vlog
VLOG: "The Bird’s Crotch" Uhhhhh........it's what it is. HERE. It's a long weekend here in Canada. And I'm having a lazy day. I ate some banana cream pie and had an allergic reaction. Not sure what I'm allergic to, but something gives me hives and itching once in a while. I will have to figure out what! And no, not bananas. But I'm an awfully itchy lil girl! Haha! My arms and legs are all red. Love a duck........ Hope everyone is having a good day. I'm going to go make some yummy lemon iced tea and be a lazy lil kitty. x Fluffy.

Pissed Off Really Fucking Bad
OK SO TODAY IS SUNDAY MAY 25TH 2008 ITS 7:40 CENTRAL AND I BEEN AT HOME ALL DAY WAITING FOR A DAMN PHONE CALL FROM A GUY I BEEN OUT WITHBEFOR BUT I CALLED HIM ALL DAY LEFT HIM YIMS TEXT AND VOICE MAIL SHIT AND I HAVE HEARD NOTHING BACK SINCE 1:30 PM SAYING ARE YOU READY FOR ME TO COME KIDNAP YOU...I SAID IM WAITING ON YOU AND HE NEVER CALLED NEVER SHOWED...IM PISSED OFF CAUSE HE TALKED SHIT ME LAST NIGHT ....AND I REALLY LIKE THE DUDE AND I BLED MY HEART OUT TO HIM AND HE DOESNT GIVE A FLYIN FUCK..I GO INTO MY LOUNGE HANGOUT AND HES THERE....WTF...WHY DO I GET IGNORED FROM GUYS OMG THIS IS GETTING SO OLD I WANNA BE HAPPY BUT THE GUYS THINKS ITS SO FUNNY...PLUS I HAD PLANS TODAY WITH A FRIEND OF MINE WELL I ASKED HER FOR A RAIN CHECK AND DIDNT GO NOW WHERE...UGH...OK IM DONE WITH ME RANT

Simple Question
If ever I should wake beside you in the morning and our faces meet in the dawning light will you turn your head in regret and shame or sweetly remember a passionate night A man and a woman seeking solace and comfort in the warm embrace of a lover and friend a moment of ardor this trice of abandon will it shatter our lives or will desire transcend Idle thoughts on a restless day like the pages of life the wind carries astray

Never Quit.
Monday, May 26, 2008 Never quit The only way to lose is to quit. As long as you continue to make the effort, you have not lost. Everyone experiences setbacks. However, those who achieve the most experience the most setbacks because they persist as long as it takes to reach each goal. Does it ever seem that you are blocked in every direction? That's the time to get creative, become more flexible, and open yourself to the possibilities that are most certainly there. Sometimes when you get stuck in a rut, the rut can suddenly and unexpectedly run out. What a great opportunity that can be for you to climb out of that rut, look around, and see all the valuable things you've been missing. Never quit. Use each setback, each disappointment, and each success, as a cue to push on ahead with more determination than ever before. Never quit, and you will create the life you choose. -- Ralph Marston

6 Gun Qouta
I find it hard to live with all my choices It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices Did you ever think to ask my opinion (Yeah) Did you ever think to ask if I'm ok? I've burned down every bridge that I've found Now I limit myself to a six gun quota I've played down every feelin' I've felt And I bottled them up 'til the well ran over (Yeah) Give every indication that you're mended Take every rule you come across and bend it And did you ever think to ask my opinion? (Yeah) And did you ever think to ask if I'm ok? [x2] I've burned down every bridge that I've found Now I limit myself to a six gun quota I've played down every feelin' I've felt And I bottled them up 'til the well ran over It feels so good to be numb (Whoah) I hate what I have become (Whoah) It feels so good to be numb (Whoah) [x2] I've burned down every bridge that I've found Now I limit myself to a six gun quota I've played down every feelin' I've felt And I bottled them up 'til the wel

Life Sure Has Changed But Is Wonderful
I wonder, are you really out there? I have been through alot theses past months that has now made up just over a year. I sit back and wonder but then I already know all the things that has happened, had too. Now I find myself at new world, one that seems so great yet so big. I am ready for a new relationship, but this time, one with someone who will love and care back. That was the problem before, one way street. I am sitting here and a song just came to mine, "Come to me" I think is the title. How true. Till then....................

Mmmmm Sexy
I dreamt of you last night and all the dirty little things you want to do. You know what I want and you know what I like. So why do you hesitate in giving me what I desire most. You know that you want me and that is plain to see. Have you told me lately, all your secret needs. Hours on end you worship my body, sending me to the top. I know that you can please me in every special way. But you know the thing I crave the most is to hold you in my arms. One night with me and your dreams came true. I have spoiled you now for anyone but me. You ask if its a spell that I weave, leaving you ever craving more and begging for my touch. No matter what it is: phone, in person or even in cyber, you never seem to get enough. You are drawn to me like a moth to a flame, but never does it consume you. This fire rages deep and seems out of control till the next time that we touch and lose all control.

Re: Government Green Lights Gulf Dollar Abandonment
RE: Government Green Lights Gulf Dollar Abandonment ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 May 2008, 12:14 Government Green Lights Gulf Dollar Abandonment A report from Merrill Lynch & Co has revealed that the government has effectively given Gulf Arab oil producers the go ahead to change their dollar-pegged foreign exchange policies, a move some experts fear will lead to a large scale abandonment of the greenback. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/260508Dollar. htm

Erotic Musings
Erotic Musings by LateNiteFantasy© Erotic Musings longing to feel her touch to feel the warmth of my hands on her body caressing her neck touching her breasts feeling her nipples grow harder under my hand as she lays there in complete bliss I shock her as my hot wet tongue grazes her upstanding clit her nails down my back she screams in delight longing to feel my hard throbbing cock penetrating inside her wanting to feel my cum and hear my groan of absolute pleasure as our bodies both tremble in absolute delight

Love Isn't Made
Love isn't made by LateNiteFantasy© Love isn’t made That’s a fabrication Two peoples’ lust resulting in fornication With needs added in and imagination Calling that making love is an exaggeration More like ego ejaculation Love exists A state of bliss It’s discovered by the fortunate ones Who are searching and open and brave enough To lose themselves completely so it might find them

Lafferty Seeks Move From Burnley
Lafferty seeks move from Burnley Kyle Lafferty is anxious to get a move away from Burnley Northern Ireland striker Kyle Lafferty has revealed that he wants to leave Championship side Burnley. Rangers, Celtic and Wolves are known to be keen on signing the highly-rated 20-year-old from County Fermanagh. "I need a fresh challenge at this stage of my career. No player is going to stay where he is not wanted," Lafferty told the Belfast Telegraph. "I have given my all to Burnley but it is imperative I make a move as it would also help my international career." Rangers boss Walter Smith has already had a bid for Lafferty turned down but it is believed he is ready to increase the offer. Celtic have also had previous offers for the 6ft 4in forward rejected. "I understand Wolves and Rangers want to sign me and I would be thrilled to move to either club," added Lafferty. "I've heard Celtic will also be making a bid but I don't think that move will ever material

An Irish Ghost Story
This story happened a while ago in Dublin, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, its true. John Bradford, a Dublin University student, was on the side of the road hitchhiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got into the car and closed the door, only to realize there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on!! The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road ahead and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before the car hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralyzed with terror, watched as the hand repeatedly came through the window, but never touched or harmed him. Shortly thereafter John saw the lights

Black Beauty Update 28
I dressed in a sexy black lace negligee just for you. I get so horny showing you my luscious curves that I have to get out my favorite glass toy. You get close ups, big tits, round ass, feet, heels, wet juicy pussy, hooker boots, and thick thighs. There is lots of cum in this set and video. Check out video clip for a taste of the video (Sexy Wet Flame) that goes with this update. It is so hot you can see the compliment my camera man left. There is over 70 photos in this set and over 1750 on site. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Waiting
Why is it I see you in times unmet? Is it because love hasnt been seen yet? Your soul,Whispers quietly to me. My heart is forever longing to see. Your passion~unfolds to mine. This love I see~ is so uncommonly blind. My mind wanders~ to see you true. To see your soul.. filled anew. Is it true? really real? I need to know what you truely feel. Spoken freely~uncontrolled. For only my heart to keep ahold. Time goes by~waiting for this moment. Waiting for this availment. Happy and content is where you take me. In your soul I feel so free. For now I quietly wait. For this will be my soulmate. A wonderous world I walk through. Waiting for this love to be true. Your soul,whispers to me. My heart cannot wait to see © Angel

I'm On The Auction Block
Well friends and fam, I hope this blog finds you all doing well! I am going to be auctioned off Saturday, May, 31 at 6pm Central time! This auction will happen in Viper's Dollhouse and I hope to see you all there. This is my first auction so make it a good one for me! I will be doing the following for my lucky owner to be: A salute photo just for them! Rates on their pictures and stash and those will be 11''s because I am a VIP! A gift a day! A bulletin telling everyone to come and r/f/a that person! I hope to see you all there! Muah!!!! xoxo Veronica

Think For Yourself
Think for yourself If you expect to be told what or how without taking the time to understand why, then you can also expect to often be deceived. When you are unwilling to think for yourself, there are plenty of people eagerly waiting to take advantage of you. You have an extraordinarily powerful and capable mind. Go to the trouble and make the effort to make full use of it, particularly when it concerns your own affairs. Life is increasingly complex, and you can't be expected to know every little detail about every little thing. But you will be vastly more effective when you take the time to learn the fundamental principles of what you're doing and utilize good, solid reasoning. When it's your health, your money, your career, your property, your family or your future that's at stake, it's your responsibility to understand the situation. The person best suited to act in your best interest is you. Certainly it is wise to seek the advice of experts. But stay away from anyone

Made Of Scars
This one came from looking This one opened twice These two seemed smooth as silk Flush against my eyes This one needed stitches And this one came from rings This one isn't even there But I feel it more because you don't care Yeah, cut right into me Yeah because I am made of scars Yes, I am made of scars This one had it coming This one found a vein This one was an accident But never gave me pain This one was my father's And this one you can't see This one had me scared to death But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead Yeah, cut right into me Yeah because I am made of scars Yes, I am made of scars, yeah God, don't you believe the hype God, don't you believe the hype God, don't you believe the hype Don't you believe the hype Don't believe, don't believe And I will find a way Everything you are, I will betray I swear that I will find a way Everything you are is inside of me This one was the first one This one had a vice This one here, I lik

Monday June 2, 2008
We went in for labs today. YAY!! No blood transfusions! We have this week & next week off of chemo so Riley's syked. She would prefer they tell us not to have her injections,but you cant have everything! LOL

Close Your Eyes
Close Your Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© "Close your eyes" he whispers in her ear. Lay back, relax, imagine I'm near. Forget about life as you know it today. Lay back, listen, let's begin our play. His voice sends electricity across the miles "Shhhh" he says, she can feel his smiles "Take your hand very slowly, unbutton your blouse" "Run your fingers lightly, slowly, as quiet as a mouse." "Feel the tingle down your spine as your fingers slide" "The far corners of your body have no place to hide" "Shhhhh, was that a moan I hear escaping your lips?" "Mmmmmm, feel the sensual curves as you move 'cross your hips" "Your legs so smooth, your muscles so tight" "Relax, let your fingers take in the sight" "They see with their tips, as they gather up speed" "They are my eyes, seeing you arch as they feed" "Sensations to your mind fulfilling your need" "Mmmmmm, can you see me? I feel so close" "Close your eyes, see me there, as the sensation flows" "Seeing your body, you

Where?
this is where you left me, left me with hope and passion, feeling like nothing could ever harm me again, this is where i left my darknesses, all the shadows and darkest depths that alone i could not conquer, what irony that when all is taken, all colour drained, all value sold and squandered, what i find here in this place, the exact place of your leaving, are the darkest depths, and the shadows, everything i thought i had left behind, and everything i never could live without, this is where you left me, and where i now leave you, you can keep your hopes, your beliefs, the foolish dreams and insufferable causes, all i know is shadow, there seems no point in stepping outside of the known, no reward for risking what i am unsure of, only comfort to be found in the poisonous dreams of my youth, and only solace to be found in the useless lies of my childhood, this is where you left me, last seen hoping and praying and worshipping, now seen no more, gone so fast th

A List!!
AIGHT, SO I'M A FIRM BELEIVER IN MOVIE ESCAPISM. WHEN YOU GOT SHIT ON YOUR MIND, AND YOU ARE ABOUT TO GO NUTS, WATCH A MOVIE. NOT ANY OF THESE NEW PIECES OF SHIT, WITH A FEW EXCEPTIONS, I WATCH OLD SCHOOL FILMS. THIS IS A LIST OF THE FEW I'VE WATCHED IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS. THE WIZARD, NINTENDO ANYONE? SUPER MARIO BROS. REALLY SAD, BUT MOJO NIXON WAS IN IT!! THE ROCK, BECAUSE SEAN CONNERY SAYING THIS LINE "YOUR BEST? LOSERS ARE ALWAYS WHINING ABOUT THIER BEST. WINNERS GO HOME AND FUCK THE PROM QUEEN!!" KILLER. DOUBLE DRAGON THE MOVIE, GOTTA LOVE THOSE CHEESY FIGHTING MOVES. THE NEVER ENDING STORY, EVEN THOUGH THEY DID MAKE LIKE 5 SEQUELS. TOMBSTONE, BECAUSE VAL KILMER AS DOC HOLIDAY WAS JUST FUCKING AMAZING!!! DEATH RACE 2000, IF YOU HAVEN;T SEEN IT, IT'S A FUCKING MUST!! THE MONSTER SQUAD, OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS MOVIE RULES!! THE EXPLORERS CLUB, BECAUSE THE BUILD A SPACE SHIP OUT OF A FUCKING TILT A WHIRL CAR!! THE CHASE, CAUSE IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN HENRY ROLLINS AS A CO

The Blue Cat Presents Comedy Tuesday Feat Artist Cheech & Chong June 03, 2008
The Blue Cat presents comedy Tuesday! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Featured Artist for Tuesday 06/03/08 ~*~Cheech & Chong~*~

Take Me Away
Take me to heaven, or take me to hell. Whatever place you take me, let me never feel again. Down in the shadows, among the muck. I have chose to dwell, in my own personal hell. Created by me in my desperate hour, crying these tears of shame and despair. Will this ever stop, taking me down. Into the depths of hell, with the kiss of a blade. No one cares and no ones knows, how I feel and cry every night. Lonely I am and shadowed in dark, playing my jaded and deathly harp. Creeping into my soul, the blackness takes control. Breaking me down, till I fight no more. Help me I plead to deafened ears, alone and so deperate for my only true love. Forgotten I am, blown away in the breeze. A pile of ashes, soon will I be. Goodnight my sweet prince, as I slip far away. Into that world of shadows, and forever goodbyes.

Well, We're On A Roll, 3-days In A Row!
...I came home from a rather medium day, (it certainly wasn't rare, and it definately wasn't well done), to come to the land of FU, only to get a message from the powers that be at Fu-support telling me a picture in my profile was found to be NSFW and offensive ... it's the one with the female shaking/rocking back and forth in the tub ... SOME COCK-TARD, SOME FU-TWAT, MARKED IT NSFW ... it isn't as bad as some other shit I seen out there on peoples NON nsfw profiles, but I don't go belly-aching to the man standing in the corner, working the controls from behind the curtain ... I am really beginning to see more and more fucking sissy's on here, pouring out their tears because something they see or read offends them ... IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE, THERE ARE A MINIMUM OF THREE OPTIONS FOR YA, 1 - CLICK THE BACK ARROW IN THE LEFT CORNER OF YOUR BROWSER. 2 - CLICK THE RED 'X' IN THE RIGHT CORNER OF YOUR BROWSER. 3 - TURN YOUR PC OFF AND GO BACK TO BED AND SUCK YOUR THUMB.

Re: Spooks Infest Marriott Hotel As Bilderberg Begins
RE: Spooks Infest Marriott Hotel As Bilderberg Begins ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Jun 2008, 12:32 Spooks Infest Marriott Hotel As Bilderberg Begins Spooks, FBI agents and cops have descended on the Westfields Marriott hotel in Chantilly Virginia to scrutinize Jim Tucker and Alex Jones as the 2008 Bilderberg meeting gets underway today without even being mentioned in the American corporate media. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/060508_spooks_infest. htm

Family
I RAN INTO A STRANGER AS HE PASSED BY OH EXCUSE ME WAS MY REPLY EXCUSE ME TOO I WASNT WATCHING FOR U WE WERE VERY POLITE THIS STRANGER AND I WE WENT ON OUR WAY AND SAID GOOD BYE BUT AT HOME A DIFFERENT STORY WAS TOLD HOW WE TREAT OUR LOVED ONES YOUNG AND OLD LATE THAT DAY COOKING AN EVENING MEAL MY DAUGHTER STOOD BEHIND ME VERY VERY STILL WHEN I TURNED I NEARLY KNOCKED HER DOWN MOVE OUT THE WAY I SAID WITH A FROWN I REALIZED HOW HARSHLY I HAD SPOKEN WHILE I LAY AWAKE IN BED GOD'S STILL SMALL VOICE CAME TO ME AND SAID WHILE DEALING WITH A STRANGER COMMON COURTESY YOU USE BUT THE FAMILY YOU LOVE YOU SEEM TO ABUSE GO AND LOOK ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR AND YOU'LL FIND SOME FLOWERES THERE BY THE DOOR THOSE ARE THE FLOWERS SHE BROUGHT FOR U SHE PICKED THEM HERSELF PINK YELLOW AND BLUE SHE STOOD VERY QUIETLY NOT TO SPOIL THE SURPRISE YOU NEVER EVEN SAW THE TEARS THAT FILLED HER LITTLE EYES BY THE TIME I FELT VERY SMALL AND TEARS ON MY OWN BEGAN TO FALL I QUIETLY WENT AND KNELT BY HER BED WAKE U

Be Different
Sameness! Boredom! Frustration! I like steak But don't eat It every day; Variety is more Than the spice Of life when It comes to sex. Go to town a Different way, Experiment on the Side streets, dart Down a back alley, Taste a new food; Sing a new song, Do something different, Ask your lover And together ride Into a new pleasure zone, Follow your urges, The explosions will tell You it was OK to be different.

Poets Don't Sleep
Poets Don't Sleep by LateNiteFantasy© Poets don't sleep they do research, with eyes closed minds open wide, they tiptoe through synaptic creaks and groans sifting through impulse and why why not? electricity, simplicity alive, are we? asleep no never! let those poets dream and snooze, blink and sort through millions of blasts of memories past for something worth writing about no doubt, it will be deep sleep a poet's sleep- dream and wade, wander and glean and claim your poem, in the morning

On Dark Nights Of Midnight Blue
On Dark Nights of Midnight Blue by LateNiteFantasy© On dark nights of midnight blue she steps out to walk on the clouds and touch the moon. Iridescent stars in her hair light her way as she slips among the shadows cast by the castle walls. Quietly she inventories her secrets spreading them out before her ~ crouching over them. The eyes of another watch intently. He sees her count what he has so recently counted himself. Silently, he wonders if she will notice that, yet again, she has one less private memory to stash away in the holes of the walls she tends so carefully and lovingly. she feels the precious treasures of her mind before her; her fingers slide over them as she closes her eyes. she remembers each smile and tear, each touch of love and each touch of pain, each word of hope and each word of denial. her face lifts towards his hidden eyes as she scoops the thoughts into her palm and casts them into the darkness beyond her. They spar

You Remind Me
You remind me of a rose, Beautiful, inside and outside. That causes people to smile, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate candy, Luscious, rich and sweet. That people turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy bear, Cute, cuddly and lovable. Huggable and comfortable to be with, Special to all. You remind me of many things, But nothing can compare to you, A friend I can cherish, Loved by me. - Me

Dissociative Detachment
As of late, ive come into contact with a term that describes an actual mental disorder, or mechanism which i possess. Dissociative Detachment Disorder. Let me explain the scenario, of sorts, in which it happens. Ive already been diagnosed Bi-Polar Affective, and have recurrent anxiety and panic episodes; so this may have just been a latent progression ive recently realized. When someone confronts my Mate, with violence, or gets within that personal space boundary, i feel myself split. Sometimes i dont remeber whats being asked of me; but i know the state im in is a hyper alert one, in which im prepared to act violently against the person thats pressed themselves close to her, and is in percieved to be attempting to harm her. I go on auto pilot...all is clear My rage is cold....my face one of stone Everyone else seems to be part of another reality my mind is single tracked...PROTECTION She told me not to UNLEASH rage, for shes afraid i will not stop when i start...

June 9th, 2008
Ok Here's My First Attempt At A Pimp Out Pimp Out Music xD No Particuliar Order .. So Don't Hate :P These People Have Always Showed Me Continious Support and Love Go To Their Pages Show 'em Some Love! You Won't Be Disappointed, Trust Me ^_^ First, The Women xD Miss Addiction -Snowflake's FuWoman-@ fubar Indilisse@ fubar The Sexy Little Dead Chick**PROMOTER @ SER**@ fubar Mistress V@ fubar Ðj Ï®î§µ Êýè§* *Irish Assassin* DJ @DDR * You COOTIE QUEEN! fuwife to DJ Reaper@ fubar Ravynmoon835@ fubar Bell♥rinna@ fubar TwiztidMonkey@ fubar ÇR¥§TÁ£ : Make no judgments where you have no compassion..2nd Alarm Hottie.

Tomorrow
my youngest daughter turns 20. why do i not feel like i am old enough to have these adults as my *kids*? hell. i don't feel any older than they are. i see other women my age, settled and happy with the 3/2 in the burbs and i remember having that and can honestly say that the best thing i ever did was shed that crap and go decide to live. i'm in a search for happiness. hell, i'm on a search for bliss. i wake up in the morning for the first time in my adult life and know who the heck i am. i don't worry about what anyone thinks about me - i don't give a rat's ass about anyone else's opinion really - if they like me, they like me, if they don't like me, well, they can bite my cute a$$. i go where i want to go when i want to and do what i want to do when i want to do it - of course with the exception of going to work - but i like what i do so i guess that's cool too. the only thing that's missing from my life is someone to talk to when i come home at night - but even

Members And Staff Of Chaotic Intentions Please Read!
First of all, thank you for reading this...I appreciate it. Now let me talk about the purpose of this blog! I would like to start off by giving a public apology to those I have banned all due to one man. We all kno who that man is! I do hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I believed everything this man told me...even that he loved me...wanted to be with me...wanted to marry me...you kno...I believed he was going to be with me. Even here recently I thought so...he told me to give him 3 more days. I did...nothing. I should have known better...well considering my past anyway since all men seem to lie, cheat and break promises to me. I just thought he was like me...wanted one person to prove that they are not all the same...after all he had that in his profile...well...we kno who the stupid one is. I just want to offer a PUBLIC apology to those I have harmed, those I have banned, those that did nothing to deserve the drama I brought into the lounge. Please ac

A Mouth Full Of Pussy
A Mouth Full Of Pussy by LateNiteFantasy© When eating ice cream You tend to lap it With ferver and hunger; I approach your garden Of fresh cherries with The same feelings; The scent is intoxicating, I cannot contain myself, My urge to fill my mouth With your essence takes Me into the mode of a bee Dipping and sucking fresh Honey deep into my throat; I cannot be satisfied with A mere taste, I must suck Your entire fruit into my mouth, I fight impulses to bite, And control to a sucking Pleasure other world centered; Oh, what a delicious mouth full.

Long Distance Love
Though time and distance has kept us apart, I knew you were the one right from the start. Our phone calls and text have kept the fire alive, A feeling thats made me want to strive. Strive to be better then I am, You make me feel younger with hopes of new plans. Memories of a time when I was young and had no cares, You've ignited that passion with just a flare. So know that even though i may not see u everyday, These words that i send you is what im trying to say. I've missed you more then i thought i would, So make this possible, and say we could. Cause as the days pass by you always pop into my mind, It makes me eager to see what my heart will find. Lets take this chance and bring our love to the light, Cause im willing and able to put up a fight.

1,825 Nigths
i have a theory (i think we all do). why are we stuck in this stage of confusion? we somehow don't know what to do or how to act in this peculiar stage. this feeeling are similar, and they don't let us advance. but they don't let us forget. that's a good thing as well as bad. the question is, of course, do we wanna completely forget it? or maybe we are really wanting to cherish it... and maybe act on it? i honestly don't know. --------------------- smiling is just another way of lying. saying it's okay it's just like saying i hate you. i sometimes wonder if in those moments when you are all by yourself, laying down, staring at the ceiling, in the midst of all the darkness your bedroom can generate, if you start thinking about me. if your desires from before still burn so intense. maybe you whisper my name, and bite your lips after you mouthe it. do your instincts take over? and maybe my voice plays in your head, whispering all the beautiful and sexual

Club Mystic
I was ask this morning if I still wanted to be in the group. Well my answer was yes, however I asked that I be pulled. The reason for this is because it is not fair that I am not here all the time to do what is expected of me. It was pointed out that my points are going down so I must be here. Well I have more then one computer and I am logged into FUBAR 247 on one of em. I am getting points for just being on line so yes my points go down. In any case I have removed the club pic as my main and pull the name form mine. Sorry guys. Later, Khandy

Poetry
Poetry by LateNiteFantasy© Prismatic passions poured forth Reflections Many faceted Multi hued Pictures painted From a palette spread before Of experiences and images Imbued with tones and textures subtle, obvious smooth, rough Undulating, vibrating Never stagnant Reverberating Echoing lessons learned Singing life’s songs

Two Men
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, 'GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!' 'DEAD?' SAYS HIS FRIEND, 'WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER. HIS FRIEND SAYS, 'COULD BE WORSE I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH . A WITCH ?. WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT? 'WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSI

Update
just top let my friends know on here that talk to me alot the reason i have not been on alot is that my knee is fucked up badly and i will be going in for surgry next week sometime next week i will up date u all later see yea hugs and kiss

I Love You...
Love is always the hardest thing to say No one knows what it really means Maybe an expression to show that you care Or maybe a word that people use Just to be using it But when I say it to you Its from the heart So it means that much more I say it to you Because I do I do love you No one has ever made me feel like this I feel like Im back in high school With an 9th grade crush You make me happy Full of joy, Full of love How do you feel about this? Do you feel something special inside? Im hoping you do Because I do I do love you It hurts when Im away from you When I dont talk to you I feel my world has ended My heart has shattered My blood flows no more My brain stops My body shuts down Its so much I wanna tell you But dont know how But then again I do I do love you...

The Role Of Healing
The role of Healing There are many unseen factors present when a person asks for a healing. Some people feel they need to keep their illness in order to receive love. In order to give love, others may need to have the role of taking care of an invalid. The desire of the sick person to get well has to be present, along with that persons willingness to let go of whatever created the illness.The sick person must TRUST the person who is trying to help them. No healing is ever a failure

R.i.p. Eddie 6-14-08
THIS MORNING A CLOSE FRIEND OF THE FAMILY PASSED AWAY DUE TO A GUN SHOT WOUND TO THE FACE AND ONE TO THE STOMACH.. HE LEAVES BEHIND A WIFE AND THE BEUTIFUL KIDS. I JUST WANNA SAY WHEN YOU THINK YOUR MAKING THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR SOME QUICK CASH, IT CAN BE THE MOST DANGEROUS CHOICE THAT ANYONE PERSON CAN MAKE.. WHEN SOMEONE IS STRUGGLING TO FIGHT TO KEEP THEIR FAMILY IN GOOD HEALTH AND TO MAKE SURE THERE IS A ROOF OVER THEIR HEADS, SELLING DRUGS ISN'T THE RIGHT THING TO DO... WE LOST A FRIEND AND A BROTHER TODAY AFTER BEING IN ICU SINCE SATURDAY AND FOR HIS WIFE NOT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM TILL SHE GOT A SHOCKING PHONE CALL FROM HIM SAYING HE'S BEEN SHOT AND THE LAST WORDS HE SAY'S TO HER.."BABY, I'M SO SORRY AND I THOUGHT I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING.. JUST REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND OUR KIDS" WE LOST EDDIE TODAY FROM KIDNEY FAILURE WHILE IN ICU AND LET ME TELL YOU, REGOURDLESS OF WHAT HE DID TO TRY MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE HE WILL STILL BE IN OUR HEARTS AND ON OUR MINDS...