May 1, 2008, 7:48 pm
I HERD YOUR WORDS I CORRECT THEM IN IGNORANCE I CATCH A GLANCE BLURRY AND DISTANT DILLING WITH THIS FILLING WISH I WAS NUMB TRYING TO MAKE AN OFFER SO I DONT FILL DUMB BLINDING WITH HATRED AS IM PILLING FROM THE PLACE ITS CREATED FROM NERVOUSNESS DELIVERING HOPING THERES SUCH A THING AS HILLING
CANT YOU SEE IV BECOME AFFRIAD OF DREAMS LETTING DOWN IS THE ONLY THING THAT APPEALS TO ME SEEING IN MY HEAD IS MY LIFE WONDERING IN THIS WORLD IS MY SLEEP STATE ALWAYS WAITING TO AWAKE BUT ANTICIPATION IS MY REALITY NOTHING COMING TOGETHER ALL THINGS UNRAVELING HAS ME TO THE POINT NO CONCENTRATION CONSTENTALY BLANKING NO NEED FOR CONFUSION BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO APPEAL ANYWAY WERE JUST MATTER
SURVIVING A ROUTINE EVERY DAY ITS A RACE AND IM STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE I FUCKING HATE HOPING I COULD LIVE WISH I HAD AN EXTRA PAIR OF LEGS SO I CAN ESCAPE FROM THE SHAME THE WORLD HAS PLACED ON ME
FUCK EVERYTHING ALL I FILL IS PAIN SEEMS TO ME NOTHING MATTERS EVERYTHING I DID AND DO IS IN VAIN EVERYTHING IV CRAVED IS SO FAR AWAY
HAVING SETTLED FOR LESS ALL DREAMS BROKEN MY PLACE IN THIS WORLD DOCENT PLAY WORLD STILL TURNS I DON'T REVOLVE IM JUST MATTER WERE ALL MATTER
ASHES TO ASHES DUST TO DUST WHY GIVE A FUCK CUZ FUCK DON'T CARE WERE JUST MATTER WERE ALL MATTER FOLLOWING RULES THAT HAVE BEEN PLACED BY GREED THAT IN THE END DON'T COUNT RULES DON'T REVOLVE EARTH STILL TURNS WERE JUST MATTER WERE ALL MATTER
MATTER IS THE THING THAT MAKES US ALL MATTER DON'T THINK SO FUCK IT ALL IM MATTER WERE JUST MATTER TAKE WITHIN YOUR TOMB A THOUGHT THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY KEEP WITHIN YOURSELF SHARED EVERY THING IS COPYED MAKE YOUR THOUGHT A DISITION KEEP IT HIDDEN AS WELL MATTER KNOWS ALL THINGS MATTER CREATES OUR HELL SO WHEN YOUR DEAD AND BROKEN THE ONLY THING KNOWN IS MATTER DIDINT KILL YOU MATTER DON'T COUNT EARTH STILL TURNS MATTERS COUNTED OUT
MATTER IS ALL I SEE SO MATTER IS WHAT I FILL BUILDING EMPTINESS INSIDE MY THOUGHTS INCREASED CONFUSION HERE I STAND LAY DOWN WITH EARTH BECOMING MATTER STAND WITH HATE HOLDING THE HANDS OF LAUGHTER IM MATTER WERE ALL MATTER YEAH YEAH YEAH POWER DOWN TO MATTER.
