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Chili Lime Cumin Beef Skirt Steak Skewers
1 beef skirt steak (about 1 1/2 lb.) For the marinade: 1/4 C. fresh lime juice 2 T. olive oil 1 T. chopped chipotle peppers in adobo sauce 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 1/2 t. ground cumin For the salsa: 2 fresh mangoes, peeled, diced 1 red bell pepper, diced 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded, minced 2 T. fresh lime juice 1/4 t. salt For the skewers: 8 small fresh tomatillos, papery skins removed 2 large fresh Anaheim peppers, seeded, cut into 2-inch pieces 1 medium red onion, cut into 12 wedges 2 T. olive oil Salt and pepper Cut steak crosswise into three equal pieces. Combine marinade ingredients in small bowl. Place beef and marinade in resealable plastic bag; turn beef to coat. Close bag securely and marinate in refrigerator 1 hour. Meanwhile, soak 12 9-inch bamboo skewers in water 1 hour. Prepare salsa by combining all salsa ingredients. Stir well and set aside. Combine tomatillos, Anaheim peppers and onion wedges in medium bowl. Dri

A Little About Me.
Hello my name is Hazel. I am 31 and in a wonder ful relationship with my Girlfriend/Photographer Ezra Valentine. I am a fetish and crossdressing model. I like to read, draw , write and play music an sing. I can play a wide variey of musical instuments. I am very to extremly knowlegible in most area's of sexual activities.

Maybe You Shouldn't Read This!
NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION WITH THAT TITLE, LOL, HERE IS A GREAT PERSON'S BLOG THAT I THINK ALL WILL ENJOY READING. GO CHECK HIM OUT! HE'S JUST GREAT. HE'S IN IRAQ AND NEEDS ALL THE SUPPORT HE CAN GET FROM THE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT HIM AND OTHER TROOPS, AND I AM HIS NUMBER ONE FAN :) LOVE TO ALL! TIFF :) OH AND TELL HIM I SENT YA IF YOU GO VISIT HIS PAGE!!!!! Lord and Master of ALL!@ LostCherry

A Friend...the Abc's
A Friend... Author Unknown (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

Chorizo Con Papas
1/2 lb. chorizo 6 T. corn oil 1 large potato diced 1 medium onion diced 1 sweet pepper diced 2 - 3 jalapeňo, diced 2 tomatoes chopped 6 eggs beaten flour tortillas picante sauce Remove casings from sausage. Brown in a skillet, crumbling it as it cooks. Remove from pan and drain. Heat oil in skillet. Add diced potato, onion, sweet pepper, jalapeňo, and tomatoes. Cook until tender. Add sausage and eggs. Cook until eggs are set. Serve with warm flour tortillas and picante sauce.

Hazel's Cutest Pet Contest!!! Oct.15-29
Okay I am announcing my first contest. This is the cutest pet contest. The contest will begin at 12:00 a.m Sunday, October 15, 2006 (or the closest conveinent time I can start it) and shall continue untill Sunday, October 29, 2006 (or the closst convienent time that I can end it). This will be plenty of time to take a pictue of your favorite pet (or pets) and enter. So get those cameras out! To enter upload your pet's picture into your photos and then send me the link. Don't forget to tell me your pets name, they are people too. Please read the rules below. By entering the contest, you are saying that you have read the rules and that you agree to all rules, terms and conditions. The rules shall be as follows but may be subject to be ammended at any point before the contest begins and even after (if deemed necessary): 1) I am not allowed to vote in this contest nor shall I pimp anyone out for the purpose of this contest. 2) Only one entry (photo) per contestant.

Work
so i'm sitting at work wondering if writing in this thing has any use other than indulging my over inflated sense of narcisism. well anyways, work is boring, i sell decorative hardware.. you know cabinet knobs, it's all very exciting and i think i have managed to say French Provincial without sounding gay... most likely not tho. but anyways i sit here, mindlessly tapping at a keyboard, minimizing whenever the boss appears.. customers dont show up in the rain.. oh well, much love to the one person who may read this

Insomnia!!!!
I hate when I cant sleep it is the most annoying thing in the world!!! I totally spaced out and forgot to bring my meds so, now here I am at 6a.m wide wake with nothing to do.....On a brighter note the trip for the concert seems to working out really great we have the tickets (nose bleed,but, hey we are there)we are getting the hotel and the car in the weeks to come so, hopefully knock on wood everything works out! lets all cross our toes!!!! Im totally out of cigs and I at my best friends house for a girls night and I dont know what time the damn store up the street opens!!!! I need a ski (a southern drink that up until like a year ago was produced in my hometown) and about two packs of marbolo reds 100's!!!!!! ok well one pack will do but you know two would be just the greatest... So, my best friend has met someone and they are totally crazy about each other! I love my barb and I want her to be happy but, let me just say he breaks her heart...I break his head...Im just saying..

Soldiers & Civilians
Soldiers and civilians Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you

Confessions Of A Church Girl
I have a confession to make: I am not perfect! I know God said He wants us to be perfect and blameless in His sight and I'm really trying, but I'm not there yet. I know I haven't been in church for awhile and every now and then I listen to somes things I shouldn't listen to, but I'm still saved, I'm just a work in progress. So I don't need people criticizing me, asking me if I'm still saved or not. I don't need people telling me how they're sinless. I don't need to hear people say how everything they do is pleasing unto God, when they could have helped someone and just didn't. It's okay though, God is helping me be the person He ordained me to be. I've been through some really hard times and I got to see some people's true colors. One good thing about all this is that through all that I've been through, I can take experiences from different people and use them to help me be a better person. I know what some of you are thinking, ' you're saved, you're not supposed to hold anything a

Sometimes
Sometimes I look at you Sometimes I look at you and I do not recognize you. I study your features with my fixed gaze and meditate on your soul. Sometimes I look at you and wonder why God created a person such as you, why God chose those specific facial facets, those particular curves of your body, the soft texture of your hair, the smooth hue of your skin, the length of your arms and the bass of your voice. Sometimes I look at you and can see only you and nothing else around you. My eyes penetrate your skin and see your mind, your heart, your soul and the life of bliss and the idyll world that I so often conjured. Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how God knew that I would truly love every piece of you, and how God could create the life that I once thought was only a dream.

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com This one is just too damn true........lmao

Life
Well. I don't usually blog, but hey what the fuck why not. Most of you don't know me, but heres a crash course: My name is Christina. Moved to Michigan October 1, 2004 with my (at the time boyfriend) husband, David. I (naturally) have blonde hair and blue/green eyes and have more energy than a normal person should have. I love photography, making jewlery, writing and web design. Ok, there now we are aquaninted. Not too long ago I went to the Drs and found out I might have cancer. Kinda blows huh? So lately I have just kinda been in and out of reality, on leave from work and unsure of where to go next. I am taking a home study course to get my Life Insurance Certification so I can work with my sister. It'll be cool cuz I'll get to stay at home with the dogs and work on the house more. Right now, I feel like I am just in limbo. One half of me is ready to start living again, the other half thinks, "Whats the point?" Have you ever just wanted to start over again? From scratch? Tom

No
NO[MORE],NO LESS,NO SECOND GUESS.I LAUGH,I [LOV>3],I LIVE, I CRY AND SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD DIE.SOMEDAYS IM FUNNY OTHERS [IM NOT].SOMEDAYS IM IN OVERDRIVE,AND I CANT STOP.YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME,BUT THATS OK THIS IS ME AND THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE!

"this Fantastic Recipe Has Been In My Family For Years. It's Spicy Custard Filling With Praline Crust Compliments Any Holiday Meal. You May Substitute
"This spread keeps for 3 weeks if refrigerated. Make to serve with bread or crackers for the Big Day, or keep it on hand for drop-in guests." Original recipe yield: 12 servings. Servings: 12 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound blue cheese * 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened * 1/3 cup port wine * 1 1/2 cups chopped walnuts DIRECTIONS: 1. In a food processor blend together cheese, butter, and port until the mixture is smooth. In a bowl, combine the cheese mix and the walnuts. Transfer the spread to a crock. Chill.

Apple Pie
Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 30 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 recipe pastry for a 9 inch double crust pie * 1/2 cup unsalted butter * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup water * 1/2 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup packed brown sugar * 8 Granny Smith apples - peeled, cored and sliced DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C). Melt the butter in a saucepan. Stir in flour to form a paste. Add water, white sugar and brown sugar, and bring to a boil. Reduce temperature and let simmer. 2. Place the bottom crust in your pan. Fill with apples, mounded slightly. Cover with a lattice work of crust. Gently pour the sugar and butter liquid over the crust. Pour slowly so that it does not run off. 3. Bake 15 minutes in the preheated oven. Reduce the temperature to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Continue baking for 35 to 45 minutes, until apples are soft.

Why
why do i hurt i cant understand why when i look in the mirror i seem so bland why do i hate no matter the reason why does my mood change more often then the season why do you love me and treat me this way why does it seem im living out one endless day why do i care that im all alone why do i pray that i can come home why do i writ but dont want them to read why do i say i love you if you dont take heed why when you bleed i'm the one that crys why can no one answer my why's

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God90%A Romantic48%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

I Want To Get Screwed
A traveler knocked on the door of the house where a cabdriver had told him he could be sexually accommodated. An eye-level panel slid open and a female voice asked what he wanted. "I want to get screwed," said the man. "OK, mister, but this is a private club, so slip twenty bucks as an initiation fee through the mail slot," answered the voice. The man slid his $20 bucks in, the panel was closed. Minutes passed and nothing happened. He began to pound on the door insistently, and the panel slid open again. "Hey," exclaimed the sport, "I want to get screwed!" "What?" said the voice, "Again?"

Hope For You( A Poem)
looking to sky watching for traces of what can be tomorrow hopes are hanging high but im gonna just abandon all hope and go on instinct you never can tell from afar whos watching you secretly admiring the way the world stops in your pressance light a candle for you and here's what we'll do to get you from being blue and tear the demons that rip at you show them your in charge and that life is what you make of it. never want to see you drown in this pool of life i'll help you stay afloat and i'll help you win this fight i'll never let you down on this neverending battleground and i'll never walk away and keep you from being slayed forever at your service until the end of time

The Rose
A splendid rose stood all alone, Surrounded by a wall of stone. Around the wall were roses too, Yet neither knew the others grew. So often we like flowers dwell, Too deep within our human shell And pass through life “not understood” - Nor making all the friends we should. So tear down those walls where we all hide, And in each other we should confide. For we are the same, yes you and me, We are people, not flowers - for eternity.

This Is What Your Money Goes Too(content Edit)
below is a pic that should explane it's self but i'll dumb it down for you.... and you may think im just parinoid but it maks sence to me.... this is a piece of abstract art that hangs above your head at the SACRAMENTO COURTHOUSE down off of bicentenial dr. in the RANCHO area... if you can't tell it is a giant VICE and in the middle of the giant vice is a wheel and tire ... just hanging in the loby just to remind you tht we pay themto us in there controle and with no regulations on how they spend our money i mean COME ON PEOPLE... this kinda irratated me to see...and i know im probly the only person in history to see what i see in the message... but it's a fucked up message if you ask me... WHAT DO YALL THINK????? HERE IS A CLOSE UP

Easy Seafood Fettucini
Shrimp, crab, and scallops, in mushroom soup, over fettuccini." Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 20 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 4 tablespoons butter * 1 large onion, chopped * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 2 cups milk * 1 (10.75 ounce) can condensed cream of mushroom soup * 4 ounces fresh shrimp, peeled and deveined * 4 ounces crabmeat * 8 bay scallops, raw * 16 ounces dry fettuccini noodles DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 2. In a large saute pan, melt butter and saute onions and garlic until onions are almost translucent. 3. Stir in flour, coating all of the onions well. Gradually pour in milk, stirring constantly. Stir in mushroom soup and seafood. 4. Cook for 10 minutes or until shrimp are pink and scallops are opaque. Serve over pasta

New Member Of The Lost Cherry
So I just joined the site and I really love it, with the acception that there is no place to search for Bi girls. I am BI and I am looking for a girl but I cant search for one on this site. Anyways. I love the site and keep coming back to it.

How Come Im Still So In Love With You?
How come you decided to let me go? Theres nights where i stay up thinking of you, I still rememeber all the times you made me cry, laugh, Made me angry but yet i still love you so, How can i hate you but still want you in my life? I cant understand why im not enough 2 satisfy your heart. But why is my heart so satisfied by you? I look so foolish to you when i cry, Because all you see is weakness inside, I live in fear of having you near, Only because you dont love me, You took advantage of the way i feel just so you can feel important, But no gurl wants you the way i do, My love for you is faithful and true, After all the pain and heartbreak youve put me through, How come im still so in love with you?

Wake Up
WOW, WHAT A WAKE UP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. . Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas< /st1:State> 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God How did this get started?... Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare complained she didn't want any prayer in our schools. And we said, OK.. Then, someone said you better not read the Bible in schoo

Destiny666: Freakout!
Promoter: Destiny Date & Time: Saturday, October 28, 2006 - 9:00pm to ? Lineup: The JUNGLE dance cave presented by Destiny & Projek: Goldie (Metalheadz, WoDB UK ) Dj SS (Formation Records, WoDB, UK) Red One (Ram Records, Circle UK) Mc Tali (Full Cycle, WoDB UK) Capital J Mystical Influence Marcus Visionary Everfresh Ryan Ruckus vs Crash (Birthday Boy!) MC Caddy Cad MC JD MC Trajady Terrifying TRANCE, haunted HOUSE & freakyTECHNO: Astral Projection (Trust in Trance, Coast II Coast, Tel Aviv, Israel) Preach – (Relic Canadian Tour, djpreach.com, Montreal) Knowledge (columnsofknowledge.com, Subliminal Intuition, CT-USA) Jelo OS/2 Dekoze Walter Rosati NuEra Rex Manning PurePhunk BREAKS the bones ROOMHosted by Purephunk Recordings & The Latest Entertainment Group: Czech – (Damndjs.com, Vancouver, CAN) Myagi *Live* (PurePhunk, West, Splank, CAN) D-Monic Red Turtle DJ Tasc Wendy Law Filthy Evil yet still HAPPY HARDCORE presented by GOODFELAS:

Bush Fires
In Australia we have an early bushfire season which is due to the early heat down under but these people who deliberately light fires shit the life out of me. Eg yeaterday we had a southerly change come in at 12pm afternoon after reaching 32 degrees & some idiot was burning off in southerly winds starting a major fire in Sydneys nothern suburbs which was luckily under control by this morning i can,t believe some ppl dont they listen to the warnings NO most fires are deliberatly lit which is sickening as they get a kick out of people suffering losing homes, pets whatever else its sad. We are in the biggst drought in australia for 6 years now & people still dont learn, we are not in Summer yet so goid knows what it will be like. Oh well hope you & Me have a safe fire season not looking forward to it at all. The fines here are not big enough should be tougher.

Read This And Then Go Thank A Soldier :)
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. ** He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. ** He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. ** He gets shot at as others are hit and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. ** He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. ** He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. ** He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. ** He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. ** He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch and complain because the r

S.e.ga Boys In Oct. Issue Of Ozone Magazine
New mixtape song up! Midnight Train! Download here... http://www.segaboys.com/music/MidnightTr... The S.E.GA Boys are nominated for 2 SEA Awards to be held in Tunica, Mississppi in late January. 1)Rap Album of the Year 2)Rap Artist of the Year To vote visit http://www.southernentawards.com PollsThe next artist(s) to blow is... Slick Pulla Treal Bloodraw C-Side Magno Cadillac Don & J Money Luch Million$ Yung Sean Big Kuntry King Spark Dawg S.E. GA Boys Manish Man Please vote for S.E.GA Boys below: http://www.iap-tv.com/v2/component/optio... Please send me ur email so I can put u in my database so u can recieve updates about S.E.GA Boys music published by KE Consulting in Alpharetta, GA.

When Will Men Tell The Damn Truth????
...When Pigs Fly! Yea, when pigs fly is when men will tell the truth for once in there damn lives. I don't understand why men think they have to lie to women to get something they want. I mean shyt, don't play a woman for a damn fool b/c in the end you're only going to hurt urself. Men have got to be the biggest damn fuggin players in the world. Don't get me wrong, i know women can play a good game too, but women are more emotional. Come on now guys, this is freggin America, you can't have it ur way and be with more than one woman...unless they are cool with it. But these days women are more jealous than they use to be, and will do just about anything to keep there man. It's one thing to tell someone u love them and ur friends, but to tell more than one woman that u love her and want to be with her, and that they are ur life is just wrong. It's getting too many women's hopes up. Try to put urself in there shoes and how u would feel if it were being done to u. Come on now, enou

Ugh
i hate people. just received a message from an ex, she's all self-righteous and was in the mood to give me some advice. for real, why should i care what she has to say? she ditched me for a guy and made me want to slit my wrists. i'm done. i'm done caring about everyone.

Kinda Like The Way Kevin Smith Feels About God...
Ah the joy of being super productive! Finished updating the electronic grade book and have been conducting the reading train like Casey Jones on crack...wait he was on crack. I'm chugging through The Confederacy of Dunces by John Kennedy Toole. Fascinating story this guy writes and even more interesting is his story. After he committed suicide, his mother brought the finished manuscript to a professor at Tulane University. The novel was published posthumously and went on to win a pulitzer. Another brilliant mind suffers by the slings and arrows of depression and society. His novel centers around a fat, flatulating, obnoxious, savant, Ignatius J. Reilly, who cruises the French Quarter quixotically with an obsession fixated on Boethius. An attempt to adapt the book to the silver screen has been thwarted on two accounts. The first actor to potentially portray the protagonist was John Belushi. We all know what happened there. The second victim of the Dunces' curse was John Candy. Thus I fe

Bustin' Some Trustin'
I find myself tete-a-tete with a moral quandry that I am not at liberty to divulge. A classic struggle of intellectual rationality versus emotional irrationality. The answer seems simple when presenting it in its purest simple form, but my heart still challenges me. The consequences of making the right decision would be minimal. The wrong choice would lead to a path of inevitable deceit. I don't like secrets yet I always feel like I am buried in them. My family has a lot of skeletons, some dead, others ongoing. It's not healthy to grow up in a house of secrets. The ability to trust someone who hides secrets is a difficult task. I don't want to be someone who people cannot trust. To be able to trust somebody is perhaps the deepest form of communication. Trust cannot be handed over with kind words. Trust needs to be earned over a great deal of time. Through ours' and others' actions we gain or lose that trust. I hate those things that are so valuable to us yet so fleeting. We can spend a

Juggalo Family
hey all check out the best damn juggalo lounge on lost cherry. have any questions about the lounge or the family jus ask...we luv and accept all....MMFWCL4LYF HOMIE THE CLOWN~~Juggalo Homie~~@ LostCherry

My Thoughts...by Marsha J. E. Appleby
As I sit here, thinking of you, recalling the moments we’ve shared. Anticipating your touch, your look, the warmth of your hand inner twined in mine. I can hear your voice so deep – calming like the ocean blue, it's like a fantasy come true. We’ve only just met yet still I feel… Abundantly Blessed and truly loved. Encouraged in knowing we can conquer the world together and that I’m never alone. Content in knowing that if we keep God first, our love will continue throughout time. Adventurous, yearning to explore and enjoy everything with you. Although thoughts of you fill-up most of my days. I know we’re destined to love each other like we’ve never loved before. I’m ignited by your flirtation, your eroticness, your magnetism that takes my breath away only to have my heart beat faster. You captivate my thoughts by making me search my heart and soul. The long goodnights that I wish would never end -- just turn into good mornings. Longing and desiring to be the woman you’ve prayed

Damn ~!!
I TOOK MY TIME AND NOW I FIND THIS SHIT AINT GOIN DOWN THE WAY WE PLANNED. I NEVER WANTED TO SEE YOU FALL, NOW I WATCH U FALL AND CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT, NOT EVERYONE CARES YOU KNOW...IM ONLY ONE PERSON.... AND I CANT FIX EVERY GOD DAMN PROBLEM THAT COMES INTO YOUR LIFE WHEN I CANT EVEN FIX MY OWN FUCKING PROBLEMS, NOW IF YOU WANT TO TALK ...FUCKING TALK,.,, DONT JUST SIT THERE AND CRY AND FUCKING BITCH ABOUT UR MAN NOT BEING AROUND ! HE DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE, NOW GET ON WITH UR FUCKING LIFE AND QUIT BEING A LOSER .... BUT THAT'LL NEVER CHANGE ....LOVE ALWAYS DEE AND HANNAH OXO

Everyone Dies.
What can i say, to let go, to move on, what can I say. Hold on, scream, let go, move past, die. What can I say, what can I do. Everyone cries. No one, not a damn thing, move on, die, cry. Move on. Swallow your heart, swallow your pride. Move on. Endings, beginnings, life is a shallow being. Its uncalled for. I have nothing, you have her. She's what you want now isn't she. Don't let her go, hold on tight, or she'll end up like me, broken inside. That's the day everyone died. If you cared you'd see, to late, an image that's dead to me. Everyone die. Life, love, hate, understatement, just die. She has you, she has what was once mine, and was suppose to be forever. Let go they say, just move on. Why move on, so I can just die. Just die. Life's a dream, life is hell, no heaven no besides. Just move on they say. Laying alone at night, dreaming, thinking, she has you, she has you. Move on, nobody there, just die, everybody

Work Can Swing On My Sack
i called off today. i "didnt feel well" f-them. i need to find my purpose. cause it sure aint what im doin. i was gonna blog about something else but i forgot. fuck. hmmmmmmmmm *thinking*....man i stink. not like ass or shite or something...just BO.....showers are over rated. OH! i remember now...lol....moving on.... you gotta switch blogs though...sorry for the inconvenience. management

I've Looked All My Life!
To me the perfect man would be a man who cares about your feelings. A man who will stand beside you and not behind you. A man who can hug, love ,care,cry,cuddle,cook,and laugh with you. Lets face it a man can't live without a woman and a woman can't live without a man so why not search for that perfect man who makes you feel on top of the world. The man who can make your heart beat a mile a minute when he touches you. A man who knows you inside and out. Trust, Love, honesty and Faithfulness is all a 2 way street. If you don't have that then you have nothing and then you wonder why are we even together if we don't have those things. I know this is a fantasy cause there is very few of those men left in this world. Have you ever ask yourself some questions? Like why does a man treat a good woman like shit then when he finds a nasty one he treats her like gold? Why does the man regret loosing a good thing when he had it and thru it away? Well to me that's a perfect man.

My Day Off
its my day off and my daughter and i are both sick, this friggin bites ! hopefully the weather and my illness will clear up so i can go do some shopping . my baby is getting way to damn big , lol . but shes still a lot of fun ! love always dee and hannah oxo

Pretty Rough I Guess
I guess things never really get better. They just go away for awhile. They kind of hide and then resurface later on to make you more pissed off then you were before when you first tried to deal with them.

The Greatest Feeling
The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, wants to see you smile. But I think whats better than that, is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy.

I Was Tagged And Now So Are They
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I fear pineapples 2. When I eat ice cream, soup, anything that has a surface that I disrupt with a spoo, I have to smoothe it down with said spoon and lick the spoon completely clean before I can resume the consumption of my food. No idea why 3. I eat sandwiches straight across...if you take a bite out of it to annoy me...I fix it and start over again. 4. I don't cry easily...I don't cry often, but seeing any type of animal hurt will tear me up quicker than anything. 5. I am narcissitic about my hair. 6. I don't like people staring at my body, but I do Suicide Girls which is meant f

Suicidal Rape
So there we were Sitting on your bed You asking me again To give you head You knew I'd say no And change the subject I asked you about your Little plastic car set You started getting mad And grabbed for a knife You held it to my throat And threatened to take my life I started crying hysterically But you didn't even care You just called me pathetic And grabbed a handful of hair You undid your pants And sat on the down Threatening to kill me If I tried to get out You pushed me down Slammed me on my knees Then you looked at me And said ?do as you please' I just sat there Looking up at you Tears covered my face Wondering what all you'd do You grabbed my jaw And slammed it in my throat You stood there and laughed Knowing it was making me choke You kept right on going Moving my head Until you were finished Then you threw me on the bed You completely stripped me Then climbed on top You stuck it in And you wouldn't stop I couldn't s

I Had To Blog This Cuz It's So True Thank You Narco.
Why A Woman Cries A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without com

Shakespeare...
And since you know you cannot see yourself, so well as by reflection, I, your glass, will modestly discover to yourself, that of yourself which you yet know not of. William Shakespeare Greatest English dramatist & poet (1564 - 1616)

41 Hours Left To Enter!!!!pet Picture Preview Part Four!!!thank Yous!!!10th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
10th day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! 41 HOURS LEFT TO ENTER!!!!Pet Picture Preview Part Four!!!Thank Yous!!! Tenth Day It is the tenth day of the contest and there are not any new updates today but be sure to check the update from the past couple of days. Voting shall start at 12:01 sunday. There are now only 41 hours left to enter so be sure ot get those entries in. A few of you have pending enteries few a few days ago and I am waiting for a response back from you. Please respond back by the deadline. For those of you that are already entered in my contest, thank you and good luck!!! Be reay to start campaigning soon. Thank Yous Some of you have been reposting my bulletin. Thank you so much!!! You guys are so sweet and nice, I love all of my new freinds on Lost Cherry so much! the following are the people that I have seen so far reposting my bulletin, if I have missed you you have my appoligies but many thank yous all the same. These are among the nice

Life
"life's a bitch" yea...we're young and confused we learn from the pain we cause and the hurt we go thru there's A lot we learn so many different Ways to love hate little bits of Life each time is a chance to start A better life then yours has ever Though about how kids felt from limiting them for dating or other shit if you don't you could have a runaway or a suicide on your hands We're not perfect no one is we might have the brains not from books or grades from your mistakes of your life we have more ways to look at our problems and fix them we have better possibility of making the right choices to keep our kids alive and happy and ourselves happy too if we find the right someone we won't tell son or daughter that their just a mistake that you never wanted or go to court fighting over who gets them what's with that bullshit you put us thru hell it might pay off for us and our kids not to worry with this shit we're not pe

Randomness
Sometimes I just like to put out there random thoughts......here are some... 1. Bar + Alcohol + Friends = FUN!! 2. Why is it when you are missing someone is when you can't get ahold of them? 3. Cell phones are cool......unless you don't want to be found... 4. I love beer.... 5. Why is it when someone asks if you have yahoo, you say yes, go there and the first thing they wanna know is if you have a cam and what you are wearing? Does no one just wanna talk anymore? 6. Rum---not just for pirates anymore 7. Don't ask if you really don't want to know...

Buried
Time lost I held my breath Anticipation There's nothing left Scratching Screaming Surfacing tears, Lost Dreaming Heartwretching fear. Gasping Falling It's over now The last flower Dropped Into the ground. Slightly morbid? I think so. That one JUST now came out of nowhere... At least it wasn't about a lost love, right? Oh and BTW Copyright Christina Miller 2006

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This(repost)
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy

What The Heck Was This About?
Someone couldnt make up their mind? From my alert box: someone re-rated your profile a '10' from a '4'! someone re-rated your profile a '4' from a '10'! someone rated your profile a '10'! -------------------------------------------- T***a16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! T***la16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! friend 'S*****h' updated their photos! *and i astericked my friends names so that they couldnt be reconized :P

How Dirty Is Your Mind?
You scored as Complete Filth. You are flithy! You see sublimal messages everywhere... and you're always willing for some *ahem* fun. You can get "creative" with it too. You need serious counseling. Click Here, cus you need helpComplete Filth90%Not so clean80%Pedofile60%Pure and Innocent40%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Anger
Overflowing inside you Trying hard to escape This feeling controls you As you try to pull away. It knows what you're thinking It knows how you feel Its burning inside you As it waits to be revealed. It's words you are hearing Trickling down from your head You instantly abhor it For what its caused to be said. Those words have hit places You hadn't meant it to find, All because your anger Could not be held inside. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

A Special Thanks To Our Market Buyers!
Our rabbitry would like to send a special thanks out to some really special people. Sky Federal Credit Union, thank you for purchasing our Grand Champion Market Pen and donating it back to us to better our rabbit herd! CKS's Pete (below) is one of the rabbits from the Market Pen you purchased. Gene Cook, thank you for purchasing our Reserve Champion Market Pen. I know you and your grandchildren are now experiencing the joys of raising rabbits! CKS's Pete

Will Someone Please Tell Me The Answer To This ?
What is so freaking wrong with having a man as your best friend??? I have a man that is my very best friend in this entire world and he knows who he is. Why do people get jealous over the least little thing??? I DONT F*CKING GET IT!!!!

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I've recently started wearing thongs. 2. I peirced my ear cartilage last week. 3. I'm begining to be known as the cat Lady. 4. I love paranormal romance.(Christine Feehan rocks!) 5. I flirt online all the time. 6. I love Xena, Dark Angel, and Buffy! Im gonna tag.... 1. Buck 2. Goddess Dark Star 3. Juice 4. Tiger Spirit Goddess 5. Howling Wolves Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun!

Round 3
Worf was the champ in Round 2. I will give you the 2 fighter and you tell me whom you think would win. (Place your vote) and at the end of each round the winner will be the one who gets the most votes. I’m not going to tell you there powers are or the weapons they use I’m going to leave that up to the people who know more about them. There real fans Round 3 Star trek, Caption Kirk VS stars wars, Hon Solo

# 6
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon83%Mermaid75%Angel67%Dragon58%WereWolf33%Faerie33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Who I Am.
I am just a simple woman, mother of 3 wonderful kids who i love very much. I am a very hard working person, one that will work even though i am sicker then a dog lol. I can honestly say, that i am quiet, laid back type of person that enjoys life as it comes every day in its on weird little ways. I don't really care what people think of me, long as i know my family and friends care enough to treat me with decency and respect. I can honestly say also, I am not your run of the mill woman with a supermodel's body, yea there is a bit more of me to love, but who cares? I had 3 kids and with each one i had gained bit too much weight an had lost it to point to where i am comfortable with myself. Least for now i am. I don't have the wide as a barn door body, just more or less have the look of being 5 or 6 months prego. Yea i don't like the way I look at times but then I think long as i am healthy, that's all that matters to me. I am a very self concious person about how I look unde

Burma's Dictatorship Of Drugs ..
Burma -- or Myanmar, more formally -- makes the Western news pages mostly for its repression of the struggling democracy movement led by Nobel peace laureate Daw Aung San Suu Kyi, who is continually harassed and was recently physically attacked while trying to address her followers. But those who dare to take a serious approach to drug eradication are likely to end up in deadlier trouble with the ruling dictatorship, known as the State Law and Order Restoration Council, or SLORC, which has incorporated the booming heroin trade into the permanent economy of the country. Consider the case of U Saw Lu, a revered leader in the mountainous poppy-growing region of the Wa territory, one of many ethnic regions in Burma. Lu, a Wa prince and chairman of the United Wa State Anti-Narcotics and Development Organization, has waged a risky opium eradication campaign on behalf of his people since the SLORC seized power in a 1988 coup. In January 1992, after U Saw Lu informed the U.S.

Exhausted
im completely exhausted at the moment so i don't know why i'm still up. i had work intel 1130 tho ofcourse didn't get out until 1150 cuz i took out garbage and such. the guy after me dustin praised how well i did with getting stuff done on my shift and said he'd write the manager a note. guess i do more than anyone else which is always a good thing. he's friends with my cousin too i guess which is kinda cool. i hope i get a pretty good raise in 3 months lol. ive been working my butt off since i started work. i want my own place badly but probably have to wait until winter is over which kinda sucks. im tired of being woken up to kids fighting at 6 am before school. i wont see derek at all this week really cuz ill be working whenever he's home or he'll be asleep. it's nice having some time to myself n such. i donno i really can't thin my breain is fried. i'm only on trying to get money so i can get a life eventually. i need something worth while i need something.. someone.. i know wh

Fire ( Alone By The Fire, Her Thoughts Turn Inward )
Copyright © 2003, Black}i{Velvet Sparks shoot up from the golden flames as a log shifts on the pile, the flames hungrily licking at the newly exposed piece, the woman curled on the rug before the fireplace jumping slightly at the sudden noise in an otherwise silent room, her thoughts briefly interrupted as she glances at the fire. Stretching her legs slightly she eases herself down onto the rich soft fur beneath her, sighing softly as it gently tickles against her warm flesh. Turning onto her side, arm bent at her elbow as she rests her head in the palm of her hand, she gazes at the crackling flames as her mind drifts off once more. Lashes dropping to rest against flushed cheeks as her eyes turn inwards, she sees only her lover, her thoughts racing back to the last time she was in his arms. A soft sigh escapes her parted lips as her hand slides gently against her hip, nails scraping lightly at the exposed flesh of her thigh, in her mind she sees her lovers hands on her body, h

Why Most Professions Are Dirty
The Doctor because he says, "Take off your clothes." The Dentist because he says, "Open wide." The hairdresser because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown?" The Milkman because he says, "Do you want it in front or in back?" The Interior Decorator because he says, "Once you have it all in, you'll love it." The Banker because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest." The Police Officer because he says, "Spread 'em." The Mailman because he always delivers his package. The Pilot because he takes off fast and then slows down. The Hunter because he always goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots.

Children Are Life
children are life they grow so fast cherish them always give them love that last when they are stressed and put you to the test listen to them closely they need us to see and to be their friend show them you care to no end no matter what you do they'll always love you you can ground them fuss and argue but their love for you will always remain true children are a blessing hold them close without stressing because you never know when their time or yours will end written by: angel

Tag Game
I apologize in advance to all of you whom I tag! Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I clean the floors even tho they don't need it 5. I spend too much time on LC 4. I correct people with bad grammar 3. I have a short fuse 2. I am a damn good dancer 1. I am a good listener 1.Sweet Momma 2.Sexy Vixen 3.Sexy Baby Gurl 4.HarleyGal 5.Lady Aurora 6.Snoopy

Peace Prayer (repost)
Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is dipair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is madness, joy; Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. -St. Francis of Assisi

Now More Than Ever
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 Now more than ever Think of all the things you've learned in your life. And just imagine how very much more there is that you can now learn based upon what you already know. Consider how your own unique perspective has grown, matured and become more valuable over the years. Imagine all the possibilities that are even now opening up to you because of how far you've already come. It's impossible to know exactly what will happen tomorrow, or next month, or five years from now. Yet you most certainly are better prepared than ever to successfully handle whatever surprises life sends your way. Now, more effectively than ever before, you can transform problems into opportunities. Now, with more purpose and more experience than ever before, you can work to bring richness and value to life. When you face a challenge that seems impossible to overcome, remember this. The world is filled with things that once were considered impossible and which are no

Lalalala>>>i Get To Go Home Tomorrow!!!
Well tomorrow is my last day of classes for the week and I'm super excited! I'm going to suprise my mom and show up on the door step tomorrow.. I haven't seen here in almost a month I believe.. too long, and I miss my lil sisters.. as mean and rotten as they are.. BUt most of all I get to see my boyfriend.. BENIE BOO (Ben but that's what I call him..) I miss him SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo much it ain't even funny.. We've already decided that we're gonna get married too... lol.. .But not for a while. He is the greatest guy ever... I love him... :)

- Love Is For All Time -
Until you came into my life, I never knew that I cold care about anyone the way I care about you. And little did I realize How happy I could be until I fell in Love eith you. And you fell in love with me!

Relationship Questions
Thanks ALOT, ELI! LOL My marriage is WAY too F'ed up to be answering some of these, right now, but I'll give it a shot! **************************************** Relationship Questions YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST 1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Taken, AND Crushing 2) Are you happy with where you are? As happy as I'm going to be for the forseeable future. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? Initially. Reality kicks in, eventually 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? Oh YES! 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Ideally, no. Anyone know of a nice island for sale? 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? Not once I get rid of them. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Twice too many times 8) Do you want children? No more than I already have, and wouldn't trade the ones I have! 9) How many? Three is my limit! :-D

Things That Matter
When i was a kid, Remembrance Day used to mean 2 things....no school, and going to Remembrance Day ceremony with Gramma. Not really knowing the full extent of that day, i believed that it was a fun time to go see all the old soldiers march, and have as many sandwiches as i could stuff down my throat later on, at the legion. As i got older, i had joined the Air Cadets, and began marching in the parade on Remembrance Day. Gramma used to tell me how she was so proud of me for doing so. Between the time that i had finished with cadets, and my time in the army, the school system decided that school was not going to be let out for Remembrance Day. I told my dad that i was going to miss school, and go to the ceremony......and he told me if i did, i should pack a suitcase, because i was not going to be let back in the house. His point....i should have been in school, and not taking the day off....he respected my desire to be at the Remembrance Day ceremony....just that he believed tha

Happy Thursday! The Week Is Almost Done!
Good afternoon everyone. Yawn. It is a bit gloomy and rainy here. I think I have had the week from hell. It started off with an interview with a teacher, and I am making a brochure for the Fine Arts Program. He couldn't grasp I want to use my own photography, and he couldn't use his or swipes off the net. Then, I come home and my power is off. The payment was lost in the mail. GRRR! Well, the next day, my phone was turned off because hubby forgot to pay it. Again, I have to run and take of things. Now, a chic that stabbed me in the back once, over a man we both dated. Well, she just twisted the knife again. Double GRRRRR! I still find it amazing how some people let others walk all over them, and hurt them. But someone who is actually honest, and tries to help. Well, they are accused of lying and turned out like a criminal. I have had it. This gal didn't have enough common decency to ask if I knew about this other person leaving rude remarks, just assumed it was me. Heaven forbid a

Diet & Contest & Profile
Ugh so im soo sick of veggies and fruits...i started my diet 4 days ago (i havent cheated yet) woohoo..im trying to loose a few extra pounds...nothing enormous...My boyfriend is trying everything he can to get me to eat fatty food..lol..he thinks im gunna leave him if i lose what i want..what a silly boy..lol.. Another thing..people can be soo mean..I have the most comments and votes in a contest...And i guess someone dosent like that cuz they downrated me..But hah to them cuz downrating dosent matter LoL.. The last thing i wanna say is i updated my profile..Im finally happy with how it looks and i even got some voice comments..WoooT Ok thats All. :)

Me
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com and me wen im in love Romantic, sensual, caring You prefer to make love. You like the intimacy that comes with sex and you are a very loyal person. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Is So Sad, But So True!!!!!
*Near to the door* *he paused to stand* *as he took his class ring* *off her hand* *all who were watching* *did not speak* *as a silent tear* *ran down his cheek* *and through his mind* *the memories ran* *of the moments they walked* *and ran in the sand hand and hand* *but now her eyes were so terrible cold* *for he would never again* *have her to hold* *they watched in silence* *as he bent near* *and whispered the words..* *"I LOVE YOU" in her ear* *he touched her face and started to cry* *as he put on his ring and wanted to die* *and just then the wind began to blow* *as they lowered her casket* *into the snow....* *this is what happens* *to man alive.....* *when friends let friends....* *drink and drive.*

The Juggalo Pledge
"Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my

One Of The Piercing I Want To Get...nifty
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Labret Piercing100%Belly Button Piercing90%Earlobe Piercing90%Tongue Piercing90%Nipples90%Cartilage Piercing80%Dirty Piercings60%Lip Piercing50%Nose Piercing30%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Metro Train Crash
HI everyone im new on lc,i was hoping that you could say a prayer for the young italian woman,who died on tuesday here in rome in the metro train crash. she was only 30 years old,please say a prayer for her family,thank you all for taking the time to read this,i appreciate it.. thanx again:))

Inheritance
When Fred found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly Father died, he decided he needed a woman to enjoy it with. So, one evening, he went to a singles bar where he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever see. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked up to her,"but in just a week or two, my Father will die, and I'll inherit 20 million dollars." Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and, three days later, she became his Stepmother. Woman are so much smarter then men. I just got a kick out of this! It tickled my funny bone! Controlled Chaos

Ode To The Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female fri

The Life You Create
Saturday, October 21, 2006 The life you create Sometimes you can make life much more difficult by attempting to make it too easy. Sometimes the shortcuts you seek end up being a lot more trouble than they're worth. Often, in trying to avoid work, you can create even more work for yourself. Often, in seeking to avoid an unpleasant or inconvenient truth, you give even more power, influence and recognition to that truth. Taking the easy way out is rarely that easy. For when you avoid the effort and commitment in life, you end up missing out on the real value. The more willingly, lovingly and enthusiastically you make the effort, the more value that effort will bring. The more time you commit to making a difference, the more magnificent your world will be. Instead of looking for ways to avoid work, look for ways to make that work more productive and more meaningful. Instead of seeking to hide from the truth, learn to align yourself with its power. Be always anxious to

The City's Face...
THE CITY'S FACE... (DEDICATED TO; THE LITTLE CITY OF CASCADE LOCKS, OR) IF I SHOULD NEVER AGAIN GAZE UPON THIS CITY'S LITTLE FACE. IT WILL NOT BE IN VAIN. LOTS OF PEOPLE WENT, BUT THEN CAME THE SORROW. THE FIGHTING AND ALL THE PAIN LEFT USNOTHING TO GAIN. NOW AS OTHER'S BEFORE ME I TOO MUST LEAVE. BUT IF I NEVER AGAIN LOOK UPON THIS LITTLE CITY'S FACE. IT WONT BE IN SORROW. FOR I KNOW THAT IN MY DREAMS SOMETIME, SOMEDAY, AND SOMEHOW I WILL BE STANDING EXACTLY WHERE I'M STANDING NOW, AND THAT I WILL GAZE UPON THIS CITY'S LITTLE FACE. EVEN IF IT'S IN A VISION, IT'LL ALWAYS;:ALWAYS BE HOME TO ME BY; Princess COPYWRITE; 1991

Evanescence Good Enough Lyrics
Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no.

I'm Confused
Things I'm learning to adjust to... There's this "tvoiceovers" guy that visited my page. He left me a friend request saying he really liked my art. So I was like ok, that works. But then later when I was looking through my pictures, I noticed he left a comment on one in my middle folder. He seems kinda old, so maybe he didn't read my profile. But even more disturbing is, it doesn't show he visited my art pictures at all!!!!! But he looked at the pics where I was half naked... I guess some of them seem kindof like artistic photography? or something. It's all so strange. I guess I have some pictures on my page. So he may have scrolled down my profile and saw those pictures, and liked them. But if he liked them so much, why wouldn't he visit the folder clearly marked art????? He could have commented on one of those. That would seeem to be the smart, more polite thing to do. Although, atleast his comment wasn't really perverted or sick or anything. It simply "V

Punk
NON CONFORMIST Standing in the corner with nothing to do You get shit for being you They want you to be just like them But you wanna be yourself You wanna set yourself free You must fight fight Fight for what you believe Fight for what is right now Swilling some beers you wanna kick some ass Some rednecks approach To fulfill the task You just wanna be your own damn self Punk forever I promised myself Total Chaos

Just A Little Poem
NOT MINE but i can relate to it Call me a slut Call me a whore. Call me whatever I've heard it before. Say that I'm fake Say that I lie. Say what you want you wont see me cry. 'Cause I know for a fact none of its true, But, labeling me... Really, what does that make you?!

Yes More Updatez On Me
Sunday, Still have that damn headache and I don't know what i am going to do.. Grandma is back in town and I have not been in her way at all.. I am sick so I stayed in the bed lol.. I had to.. I can't stand it no longer.. I have to get rid of it.. I try something but I may have to get off here when I am done.. I hope you all understand of what is going on.. I will get a chance to comment on your profile and comment on pictues later on tomorrow ok.. I hope you all have a really nice night.. Virgo24

And Tomorrow By Tupac
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate. Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate. Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face. Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced. Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air. Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares. Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops, knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped. But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new, build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth. Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride. I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.

Chicken And Pear Skillet
This is a great and healthy way to make chicken. Ingredients: 1 can (16 ounce) pear slices in juice 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup sliced onion 2 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1/4 cup dry white wine 2 tablespoons soy sauce 2 tablespoons cornstarch 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme, crushed 4 cups packed spinach leaves, torn (approx. 5 ounces) Instructions: 1.) Drain pears, reserving 3/4 cup liquid; set aside. 2.) In large skillet, heat oil over medium-high heat until hot; cook chicken breasts until brown on both sides. Remove and set aside. 3.) Add onion and garlic to skillet; cook and stir 3 to 5 minutes or until onion is crisp-tender. 4.) In small bowl, combine reserved pear liquid, wine, soy sauce, cornstarch and thyme; mix until cornstarch is dissolved. 5.) Gradually add to vegetables in skillet; cook and stir until mixture thickens. Return chicken to pan; cover and cook 10 m

Chili Rubbed Pork Tenderloin W/apricotginger Glaze
Prepare the dry rub in advance and store in a cool dry place in an airtight container. The apricot glaze can also be made ahead of time and refrigerated until you are ready to use Ingredients: 2 pork tenderloins (about 2 pounds total), trimmed Spice Rub: 1 tablespoon chili power 1 tablespoon garlic powder 1/2 tablespoon sugar 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper Glaze: 1 1/2 cups apricot preserves 1/2 cup barbecue sauce 1 teaspoon grated ginger 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon hot sauce 1 tablespoon chopped cilantro Juice of 1 lime Instructions: Place chili powder, garlic powder, sugar, salt and pepper in a jar; shake to blend. Rub spice mixture onto pork tenderloins. Cover tenderloins and refrigerate for 2 to 24 hours. Prior to grilling, melt apricot preserves in saucepan over medium heat. Remove pan from the heat and stir in remaining glaze ingredients. Place half of the glaze in a serving bowl and hold for service. Prepare g

Chipotle Pork & Chicken Satay
Chipotle peppers lend a smoky, spicy flavor to the honey-sweetened barbecue sauce. They get their heat from capsaicin, a phytochemical with antibacterial and cancer risk-reducing properties Ingredients: 12 ounces pork tenderloin 12 ounces skinless, boneless chicken thighs 16 6-inch wooden skewers 1 recipe Chipotle Barbecue Sauce Instructions: 1. Trim fat from pork. Cut pork into 1-inch cubes. Cut chicken into 1-inch pieces. Thread 3 pork pieces on 8 of the skewers, leaving a 1/4-inch space between pieces. Thread 3 chicken pieces on each remaining skewer. Place skewers on tray. 2. Sprinkle salt and black pepper over pork and chicken. Cover with plastic wrap; chill for 15 minutes to 2 hours. Prepare Chipotle Barbecue Sauce. 3. Lightly grease the rack of an indoor electric grill or lightly coat with cooking spray. Preheat grill. Place the pork kabobs on the grill rack. If using a covered grill, close lid. Grill until meat is slightly pink in center and juices run clear

Your Thoughts?
"It is common knowledge that older men seek vulnerability in younger females. The femmes are easily duped into believing said man cares for her. She misses the signs and ends up with a "broken heart". She ends up being used for sex. Older men want older women to satisfy their need for conversation and company. Older men want younger women to satisfy their need for lust." Are all men like this, or it is a false statement? Your thoughts please??

Just Venting, I'm Sorry
Ok I really hate doing this, but I have to get it all out. I've realized there is only 1 man that truely has my heart fully. I love him so much and would do anything for him, he knows this, but still doesn't seem to care at all. Well, let me take that back, he does care very much as a friend, but as anything more, that would be a no. I have had feelings for this man for over 10 years, but didn't really know the extent of it til just recently. Things have happened recently to start breaking my heart in 2 and want to say so much but then again I don't b/c I don't want him to get upset with me or worse. I just don't know what to do...I've tried to let it go, but it's hard. It's like this...all I really want is that second chance...but will I get it? Probably not. So enough said on that....here are some pics on how I feel as well. Page By BroadwayBaby

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You??
You Are a Strawberry Jelly Bean You love yourself for who you are, critics be damned! You know you don't have to take risks to make life more interesting. It's good enough as is.What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

Awww
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

No-bake Cherry Custard Cake
Ingredients: 1 (10-inch) prepared Angel Food cake 1 pkg (1.4 oz) sugar-free, instant vanilla pudding mix 1-1/2 cups 2% milk 1 cup light sour cream 1 can (21-ounces) light cherry pie filling Note: Some diabetic recipes may incorporate small amounts of refined sugar per serving. In 1994, the American Diabetes Association Committee On Nutrition issued dietary guidelines that allows people with diabetes to consume sugar in moderation as part of a balanced daily meal plan. Recipes with refined sugar may not be suitable for all people with diabetes. Check with your physician and/or registered dietitian or nutritionist on how to incorporate these diabetic recipes into your daily meal plan. Instructions: Tear the Angel Food cake into bite size pieces. Press into an 11x7-inch baking dish. In a mixing bowl, combine the pudding mix, milk and light sour cream. Beat until thickened, about 2 minutes. Spread over the cake. Spoon the cherry pie filling evenly over the top of the cak

Mexican Mole Pork Chops
Celebrate the flavors of a traditional Mexican mole sauce with a high-impact dry rub featuring dried chipotle peppers, cocoa and cinnamon, topped with a cool mango salsa. Ingredients: 4 pork chops (1 1/2-inches thick, bone-in) Mango Salsa (see recipe), for serving Dry Rub: 1 tablespoon brown sugar 2 teaspoons onion powder 1 1/2 teaspoons cocoa 1 teaspoon garlic powder 1/4 teaspoon ground Chipotle pepper, depending on heat desired 1/8 teaspoon ground paprika Dash ground cinnamon Dash ground allspice Mango Salsa 1 large mango, peeled, pit removed and cubed Juice of one fresh lime 1 tablespoon finely chopped red onion 1 to 2 teaspoons snipped fresh cilantro 1/4 teaspoon salt Combine ingredients in bowl. Serve with Mexican Mole Pork Chops. Instructions: In small bowl, combine dry rub ingredients; rub onto both sides of pork chops. Set aside for 30 minutes. Preheat grill to 400º to 450º F. When ready to cook, spray light coat of cooking spray on pork c

Always Knew I Was A Princess
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella75%Donald Duck63%Sleeping Beauty63%The Beast56%Pinocchio50%Peter Pan50%Goofy50%Snow White38%Ariel38%Cruella De Ville19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Xxx
One night, as a couple lay down for bed, the husband gently taps his wife on the shoulder and starts rubbing her arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over and tries to sleep. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. This time he whispers in her ear, "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?"

Playlist For The Week Of 10/17/06 - 10/24/06.
Anthrax - Spreading The Disease Black Label Society - 1919 Eternal Bolt Thrower - Those Once Loyal Cancer - To The Gory End Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Death - Symbolic Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Disincarnate - Dreams Of The Carrion Kind Evildead - Annihilation Of Civilization Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Funerus - Festering Earth Grave - As Rapture Comes Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Creatures Of The Night Kiss - Animalize Megadeth - Peace Sells...But Who's Buying? Megadeth - The World Needs A Hero Obliveon - Whimsical Uproar Overkill - Bloodletting Rare Form - So Ends Another Sinister - Diabolical Summoning Slayer - Show No Mercy Tankard - Beast Of Bourbon Usurper - Cryptobeast Voivod - Katorz W.A.S.P. - Live...In The Raw Zircon - Demo

Mmmmmm......
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Biting92%Bondage75%Whips58%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Are You Winter Or Summer?
You scored as Spring !. You are spring. Because you just love the spring. Maybe you should try to see the good things in some of the other seasons of the year, and try to love all the year :)All seasons !92%Spring !92%Summer!75%Winter !59%Autumn/fall !42%Are you winter or summer?created with QuizFarm.com

Halloween....yah!!!!!!!!!
OK so I looked everywhere for a costume. I wnated to be a sorceress...I went online looking and they were sold out in my size! I was getting frustrated so I finally went to a party store here in Vegas and found one!!!! I will have the long black wig and all!!!!!!!!

House Rules For Emos
the emo rules #1 become emo stay emo #2 vampires are friends #3 wear black all the time even in summer #4 become a prep.....and DIE! #5 have emo shoes (converses) #6 eat emo cookie everyday #7 date a emo boy #8 bands like Good Charlotte and SImple Plan are not emo bands they are punk #9 havelotsofc.d.s #10 dance around your room in your underwear at least once a week #11 don't ever betray your emo friend #12 wear emo pants #13 date a prep and.....FALL! #14 remember 3 things rays the wierd one stephs the serious one mandas the childish one #15 always have black eyeliner #16 make a metal band #17 go to at least one concert a year #18 write real emo signs #19 write emo #20 swr+mcr+p!atd=emo bands #21 have your own instrument #22 don't write huge #23 WRITE HUGE IF YOUR EMO #1 #24 all emos have nicknames #25 give me a emo cookie

Beddoes...
If there were dreams to sell, What would you buy? Some cost a passing bell; Some a light sigh, That shakes from Life's fresh crown Only a rose-leaf down. If there were dreams to sell, Merry and sad to tell, And the crier rung the bell, What would you buy?Thomas Lovell Beddoes Here's another that I fell in love with...lol... This one can be dedicated to our little Cricket, and to all the others that may searching to make a dream materialize into reality...

Three Little Pigs
Three little pigs went out to dinner one night. The waiter comes and takes their drink order. "I would like a Sprite." said the first little piggie. "I would like a Coke," said the second little piggie. "I want water, lots and lots of water," said the third little piggie. The drinks are brought out and the waiter takes their orders for dinner. "I want a nice big steak," said the first piggie. "I would like the salad plate," said the second little piggie. "I want water, lots and lots of water,"Image of Pig_In_Heaven.gif said the third little piggie. The meals were brought out and a while later the waiter approached the table and asked if the piggies would like any dessert. "I want a banana split." said the first piggie. "I want a root beer float," said the second piggie. "I want water, lots and lots of water," exclaimed the third little piggie. "Pardon me for asking," said the waiter, "but why have you only ordered water?" "Well,"

The Last Goodbye Video - Never Forget
PLEASE CHECK OUT MY FRIEND STEVE'S PAGE ON MYSPACE...NEVER FORGET!!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Oct 25, 2006 7:06 PM The Last GoodbyeAdd to My Profile | More Videos NEVER FORGET Email Page 1 NEVER FORGET Email Page 2 NEVER FORGET - List of Soldiers Who Died in Iraq NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT PLEASE REPOST

Shutting The Doors
Shutting the Doors Shutting the doors… Closing my mind… From the dangers waiting within. To open my mind… Sheds light on my every thought… And leaves me unprotected from the hurt in the end… Behind the door lies a hammer… And so that door must never be opened… For the hammer hurts too, too much… Opening that door… Opens up my heart… And in the end all that will do… is kill. Rhiannon 10-10-96

I Dont Wanna
I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so dull the storm clouds keep rolling in. blocking my view of the sunshine. I dont wanna hear all the lies or the excuses just be honest. I dont wanna hear im your girl. because you know you dont want me. I dont want you to lead me on. i dont want to live a lie. I dont wanna live a life like that any more. i dont wanna be played as the fool i would rather wither away to nothing i dont wanna care any more or try to fill this empty void inside my heart. i dont wanna love any more it hurts to much inside. i dont wanna give my all.

Piercing Test
got this off buckineers page..... answered it honestly and this is the result i get...lol.. what little innocent me .... never. !!! hahahaha !! You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Belly Button Piercing80%Earlobe Piercing80%Tongue Piercing80%Nipples80%Labret Piercing80%Cartilage Piercing70%Lip Piercing50%Nose Piercing40%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Creamy Chocolate Kahlua Pie
Ingredients: 1 cup 2% low fat milk, cold 1 small pkg sugar-free vanilla flavor instant pudding & pie filling 1 Tbsp espresso or instant coffee powder (not crystals) 1 (8 oz) tub light whipped topping, thawed 2 Tbsp Kahlua coffee liqueur or cold, strong coffee 1 (9-inch) chocolate low-fat graham cracker crust, such as Keebler® Instructions: Pour cold milk into a medium bowl. Add pudding mix and coffee powder. Beat with a wire whisk for 2 minutes. Gently stir in 1-1/2 cups of the whipped topping and Kahlua liqueur or cold, brewed coffee. Spoon into crust. Cover (I usually invert the plastic cover from prepared graham crust) and freeze 2 hours or until firm. Place pie in refrigerator at least 30 minutes before serving to soften. Top with remaining whipped topping. Store leftover pie in refrigerator. Nutritional Information: Nutritional Information (per serving): 113 Cal; 4 g Fat; 13 g Carb; 2 mg Cholesterol; 76 mg Sodium. Dietary Exchanges: 1/2 Starch; 1 Fat.

Wedding Day
These are the vows I was to read at our wedding. Me and Jay had always planned on getting married. He was and always will be my heart and soul. He went to be in heaven before I could say this aloud to him. we both however took vows in our hearts from the begining. That has not changed and never will. He is my life and one day we will be together again in heaven. Wedding Day today, on this our wedding day the day on which we come together for all eternity the day on which our lives and future are changed for the better I say this to you my love that I will always love you today and everyday with every breath I take my love for you will be shown that I will protect you with every ounce of blood in my body if so needed that I will be considerate of you at all times that I will always respect, honor and be loyal to you, my husband, that I will, as your wife be a good woman and a loving mother to you, my husband and only you I make these vows swearing on the

You're Home
You're Home Oh what a beautiful day the sun is shining the birds are singing you're home my body is alive for the first time in months my heart is beating fast you're home I look at the phone I watch the door for now I have something to look for you're home and now as I look into your eyes and feel your arms around me I think GOD that you're home

Ugh!
So I was at work today...sittin outside with the ladies that take a noon time smoke break..It was fairly nice outside..While we were out there, I ran into my Ex... I've never actually gotten over this one..and he was there with his new bride..Ouch.. Never realized how much that would hurt. Oh well..Life sucks. On another note - I added some new, realllllllly dorky pics of me. YEAH..ME! Go rate em! Comment Em! And all that stuff.

Contest
Here is the link to my pic for Sexy Guy contest that i am in. If my friends and family members would please go vote for me i would greatly appreciate it. And please let me know if you do vote for in the contest and i will gladly buy you a single red rose. Please repost also, and feel free to add any comments to this bulletin about this contest. Luv all my friends and family Thank you, Randy A.K.A. Dragon of Xxxtasy I have 180+ friends and only had 28 votes in the contest i am in, where are all my friends at? Okay also found out that anybody who votes for me in the contest can only vote once and comment once, this contest will last 1 month, and the total vote and comments will be added together to decide the winner

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds92%Biting83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Whips58%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Yay Its Friday !!
so i was gana stay in tonight but .... my mate rachael just asked me to come out for a few with her and our friend emma .... so i could nt really say no could i... !! would be rude hahahaha !! then tomorow night i m out with him in doors !! we have his friends party to go to then may head into town ... depending if he can keep up with the pace.. lol... he's a bit slack is my hubby !! sunday i will be recovering and then i have to go to my mums house for her birthday ...... a hung over celebratiion ... oh no !! sure ill be fine !! then its monday again .. wow the weeks just fly !! mondays shopping day which will be good good ... hope everyone has a good weekend and if i havent sent ya this msg allready loves ya ..xxxx

The Trodden Path
The Trodden Path 10-18-01 Hearts entangled in a swirling stream… Thrashing about for a way out. Wondering, waiting for the day she’ll know the path To the world beyond her own… To life! Storming about, unpredictable as the wind… Asking herself, where does one begin… Begin to see beyond the path behind, Beyond the rage and pains of worry… Beyond herself…to see what is before her. When does one learn when to grasp ahold of the life before her? To cut those ropes of yester-ages… To see beyond what is known… And to seek one’s hopes and dreams… That which is staring oneself pointblank in the face! One is of the mind that does not think, only feel… One does not know where to start, and when to end. When one is not alone…she makes herself lonely… As though she were alone…not caring… Or perhaps caring too much… One is filled with a surplus of emotions… Such as one never even imagined existed! But only dreamed of… And when it manifests, One has decided to run

To My Love
01-03-02 i'm just a girl.... a socio-phobic woman... with nothing to give... nowhere to hide... guess i'm not worth being... guess i can't just make you see... i can't explain myself as i wish i could well...let us try... i'm not looking for apologies... not looking for pity or comfort... words spoken even in joke or slight... i cannot begin to show you... bear with me ...or don't... what have you... but i cannot explain myself or tell you what i want from you... i don't want anything from anyone... save for myself to stop the insanity... to be able to speak, where i never was able to wish you would stop and just breathe... you're only making yourself more upset, and i know for that i am to blame... i accept that...as much as you deny it, i know you know it too... we're one of a kind ripping each other apart... and twas i who started it all.. i know you want an explanation... i cannot give a good one... all i can say is a little girl was joked a

What A Kiss Really Means...
what a kiss really means... +Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- +Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS some

Crispy Halloween Treats
NGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup butter * butter for pan and hands * 10 cups crispy rice cereal * 9 cups miniature marshmallows * 2 cups mixture of candy corn, and indian candy corn * 3/4 cup miniature chocolate chips * orange food coloring * candy pumpkins, optional PREPARATION: Butter a large jelly roll pan. In a medium saucepan melt butter and marshmallows; stirring constantly until smooth. In a large bowl, mix rice cereal, candy corn and miniature chocolate chips together. Sponsored Links Healthy Halloween RecipesGet Healthy Recipes and Fun Ideas For All Your Halloween Festivities.VegCooking.com Halloween RecipesFreeFree- Halloween Recipes For Kids Download. Cook. Eat Monsterswww.Homeloan.Dosborn.com HERSHEY Halloween TreatsServe Up Their Choice for Halloween Everyone's Favorite Chocolate!www.HersheyGifts.com Add orange food coloring to the marshmallow mixture, blending thoroughly. Add marshmallow mixture to cereal mixture; stir quickl

I Am Not Scared
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER

Blade Steaks Marinated W/jalapeno Chiles&cilantro
Ingredients: 2 pounds pork blade steak, 3/4 inch thick (about 6 chops) Adobo seasoning with cumin (to taste) Juice from 3 limes 2 jalapeño chiles, stemmed, seeded and minced 1/4 cup chopped cilantro Instructions: Sprinkle adobo seasoning onto both sides of pork. Combine juice, chiles and cilantro in large resealable plastic bag Add seasoned pork and seal bag. Marinate in refrigerator 30 minutes. Remove pork from bag; discard marinade. Grill pork over medium-hot coals 5 to 6 minutes on each side or until barely pink in center. DO NOT OVERCOOK. Nutritional Information: Calories: 140 Fat: 8 grams Cholesterol: 60 milligrams Carbohydrates: 0 Protein: 17 grams Sodium: 45 milligrams Saturated Fat: 3 grams

Ban On Black Cat Adoptions Questioned
Ban on black cat adoptions questioned By REBECCA BOONE, Associated Press Writer Fri Oct 27, 10:17 PM ET A black cat won't cross your path this Halloween, not if a northern Idaho animal shelter can help it. Like many shelters around the country, the Kootenai Humane Society in Coeur d'Alene is prohibiting black cat adoptions from now to Nov. 2, fearing the animals could be mistreated in Halloween pranks — or worse, sacrificed in some satanic ritual. The shelter's executive director, Phil Morgan, said that while the risk may be remote, the policy will remain just in case. "It's kind of an urban legend. But in the humane industry it's pretty typical that shelters don't do adoptions of black cats or white bunnies because of the whole satanic sacrificial thing," Morgan said. "If we prevent one animal from getting hurt, then it serves its purpose." Some animal experts, however, say the practice does more to hurt animals than protect them. "Black cats already suffer a stig

What Is Your Dating Speed
You are a Cautious Red Light Dater Your dating motto is "slow and steady wins the race" You prefer a long courtship to a whirlwind romance This doesn't mean that you are anti-social or cold You just need time to warm up to the right guy You're online dating style? You are likely to take your time on your profile Then, wait and see what kind of guy emails you As you get more comfortable, you meet more people. What's Your Dating Speed?

Nasty Halloween Costumes!
There was an old couple who hadn't celebrated Halloween in a long time, so they decided to dress up and go out. The old woman went in her bedroom, stripped naked, and tied a string between her legs with a lemon at the end of the string. When she walked out of the room her husband yelled, "You can't go out like that!" "I can go out as whatever I want and so can you!" The man agreed and went into his room. Soon, he came out naked with a string tied to his penis and a potato at the end of the string. The woman said "You're going out as that?" "Yes," said the old man. "If you can go out as a sourpuss, I can go out as a dicktator

Eye Can Sea My Point
Win can ewe tell sumone does knot no how too spell? Today at work I asked the new delivery driver / product technician to assembly a stand for a JVC tv. He promptly laughed about not needing the directions, but when I returned twenty minutes later he had all the pieces scattered everywhere and looked up from the floor with a puzzled look. "I just don't understand why it wants me to start by putting these things in here first." He said, pointing at Step 3 on the directions. Sigh -Robert

Just A Thought...
For those who like to pimp out your friends, make sure you remind them that its only to polite to return the love. I dont mean they have to come and rate all my 100 pics..Just a simple profile rate to acknowledge that I took some time to go and help them out. I'm sick of helping people who arent even my friends out and not even getting a thank you in return. It's rude.

Easy Salsa Chicken Burritos
Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:8 burritos 1 1/2 lb chicken breast strips for stir-fry 1 package (1.25 oz) Old El Paso® taco seasoning mix 1 jar (16 oz) Old El Paso® Thick ‘n Chunky salsa 1 package (11.5 oz) Old El Paso® flour tortillas for burritos (8 tortillas) Shredded lettuce, shredded cheese and bell pepper strips, if desired 1. In 10-inch nonstick skillet, cook chicken over medium heat, stirring occasionally, until no longer pink in center. 2. Stir in taco seasoning mix and salsa. Cook until hot. 3. Spoon chicken mixture onto tortillas. Top with lettuce, cheese and bell pepper strips. Roll up tortillas. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 260 (Calories from Fat 60); Total Fat 7g (Saturated Fat 2g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 50mg; Sodium 1010mg; Total Carbohydrate 27g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 1g); Protein 22g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 4%; Vitamin C 0%; Calcium 8%; Iron 10% Exchanges: 2 Starch; 0 Other Carbohydrate; 0 Vegetable; 2 Very L

Impossibly Easy Chicken Taco Pie
Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:45 min Makes:8 servings 2 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1/2 cup chopped onion 2 tablespoons Old El Paso® taco seasoning mix (1/2 package) 1 cup Original Bisquick® mix 1 cup milk 2 eggs 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese (4 ounces) 1. Heat oven to 400ºF. Grease bottom and side of glass pie plate, 9x1 1/4 inches. Mix chicken, onion and seasoning mix. Sprinkle in pie plate. 2. Stir together Bisquick, milk and eggs with fork until blended. Pour into pie plate. 3. Bake 30 to 35 mintues or until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Sprinkle with cheese. Bake 1 to 2 minutes longer or until cheese is melted. Garnish with lettuce, tomatoes and sour cream if desired. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) Bake 35 to 40 minutes. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 215 (Calories from Fat 100 ); Total Fat 11 g (Saturated Fat 5 g); Cholesterol 100 mg; Sodium 450 mg; Total Carbohydrate 13 g (Dietary Fiber 1 g); Protein 17 g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin

I Never Thought
I never thought I could I never thought I would I never thought I'd feel so low And I have to let you go Fighting away the tears Streaming down my face As the end comes near You're gone without a trace I love you today as I will tomorrow Knowing now There's nothing but sorrow Today's the day part of me will die Because I have to tell you Goodbye I know it's over I know it's done I once had you Now I have none You will always be with me inside And I am sorry that Our loved died Always remember I love you And Please Know this is true I will always love you

Bacon And Herb-crusted Beef Tenderloin
Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:1 hr 25 min Makes:6 servings 1 beef tenderloin roast (2 lb) Salt and pepper, if desired 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley 1/4 cup chopped fresh oregano leaves 2 teaspoons chopped fresh rosemary leaves 1 clove garlic, crushed 2 teaspoons vegetable oil 6 slices bacon 1. Heat oven to 425°F. Rub beef roast with salt and pepper. In medium bowl, mix parsley, oregano, rosemary, garlic and oil. Press mixture onto top and sides of beef. 2. Place beef on rack in shallow roasting pan. Place bacon slices over top of beef, tucking ends under bottom. Insert meat thermometer so tip is in thickest part of beef. 3. Bake uncovered 35 to 50 minutes or until thermometer reads 140°F for medium-rare or 155°F for medium doneness. Remove beef from oven, cover with foil and let stand about 15 minutes until temperature rises 5°. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): No change. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 290 (Calories from Fat 140); Total Fat 15g (Saturat

What's In A Name? Is A Rose Still A Rose If Called Something Else?
personaly i dont care about the name of this site, a name doesnt tell people what a site is about the people do. this is one of the est "clubs" i have ever been a member of i have met so many new friends that i would have done on my space it feel more free in this site i love it so to me name it what u want , the Cherry stays in my heart and i pass on there message this is what one of the top guys had to say about this: read this Greetings Cherries... Mike and the entire CT staff work our asses off so everyone can have a cool place to chill. I understand that some of you are not happy about the name change. It's cool to voice your opinion, but don't start disrespecting Mike or any of us personally over this. You are here by choice. This site is FREE. If you don't like the site, you are free to leave. It especially annoys me when I see member's who claim they are loyal to the site and then turn into drama queens and try to instigate bullshit. We appreciate everyone's sup

God Open The Windows To Heaven
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What You Do For Me
My love for you is like a river, a summer breeze that makes my soul shiver. One look from you is like gold, I love you I am sold. What you do for me can't be replaced, by a glance or a face. You brought me up when I was down, Upon my head you placed a crown. Silver and gold won't do, Just the love I get from you. What you do for me makes me cry, Happy tears my eyes are never dry. You always put a smile opon my face, Even in the darkest of depressions place. You always give me help, My troubles you have delt, You make my heart melt.

Memories Past
When I close my eyes,I can see his face. I open my eyes, and imagine he is in this place. Recreating the things we've done, And going to the places we've gone. Smiling, remembering the fun. Watching the sun dawn. The more I imagine, The more it seems he's here. It's as if he's having the same reactions, As I look at him so dear. You had said you'd known, You'd said it for years. I'd never known it would hit home. You were eighteen, just like you'd said..... And now I have shed so many tears. While memories of you, Flash through my head, I wonder if i'll ever see you again. This poem I wrote in Loving memory of my best friend and brother, Damon Jenning. You can see this poem in the published book,"Letters From The Soul" found at Barnes and Noble. Also on CD, " the sound of poetry"

Eternally Trapped
Slowly creeping in, taking over innocent souls Suffocating in never ending pain, silently dying Endlessly stabbing soft hearts, unhealed holes Internally debating if I should just stop trying.. Falling in deeper, eternally trapped in the dark Reaching up for a hand, but left struggling all alone Choices unwisely made, to deaths door I embark Heading steadily through steel gates of the unknown.. Bony fingers followed by ebony wings grasp me Pulling me away from love, from those who care No longer fighting or having the strength to disagree The connection between life and death slowly tears..

Friendship Is Priceless
It takes more than caring To be a real friend; The nature of friendship; Requires a blend Of warmest compassion And love deep and true To reach and to comfort The way that you do. Because I can see That your kind of friendship Is priceless to me

Fried Oysters
1 pint standard oysters, drained 3/4 cup self-rising flour or pancake mix 1 teaspoon baking powder salt and pepper to taste 1/2 cup evaporated milk vegetable oil, enough to fill frying pan 1 - 1 1/2 inch deep Combine flour, baking powder, salt, and pepper. Stir milk into mixture to make a batter. Add oysters without liquor to the batter and coat thoroughly. Remove individual oysters with a fork and drop into hot oil in frying pan. (The oil is ready when a drop of water spatters upon contact with it.) Oysters will puff a few seconds after hitting the hot oil. Fry the puffs on both sides until golden. Yield: 30 to 40.

Pray For Me
I have nothing left to lose, and nothing to gain I walk along these shadows and I will remain Enshrouded in the mystery of unhappy endings I learned long ago there's no use in pretending Fantasy fades as reality crashes into my face The truth of my circumstance putting me in my place Two paths lay before me, which should I choose I am undecided wondering what is the use One leads to darkness and one too you If you stood here I wonder what you'd do Facts and fictions bleed together for all time Right and wrong are blurred by a fading line When lies sound sweeter then the truth And you close your eyes and turn from the proof That you'll never find what you feel you deserve Longing forever for what you cannot unearth A fucking pain in the core of me, twisting the knife Something I must live with for the rest of this life I peel away this flesh that holds me to limitations I shake away the chains of love at their foundations

Chicken Capri Parmigiana
4 whole chicken breasts, bones and skin removed 1 c. Ricotta 8 slices Mozzarella 1 c. crushed tomatoes 2 tbsp. cooking oil 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. pepper 1/2 tsp. pepper 1/2 tsp. oregano 1/2 tsp. garlic powder Blend the Ricotta with salt, pepper and oregano. Rub chicken with garlic powder and brown in skillet with 2 tablespoons oil for approximately 12 minutes on each side. Remove and cool. Place chicken in baking dish side by side. Spoon 1/4 cup seasoned Ricotta and 1/4 cup crushed tomatoes in center of each breast. Top each breast with 2 slices of Mozzarella and bake in preheated 350 degree oven for 20 minutes. Serves 4.

Chicken Florentine
1 (10 oz.) pkg. frozen chopped spinach, thawed and squeezed dry 3/4 c. Ricotta cheese 1/2 c. grated Parmesan (I use Mozzarella) 1/2 c. dry bread crumbs (I use Italian) 1 beaten egg Salt Pepper 4 boneless, skinless, chicken breast halves 1 tbsp. butter 1/2 c. dry white wine Lemon slices Combine first 5 ingredients in medium bowl. Season with salt and pepper. Make slit in edge of each breast half, cut arc to make a pocket. Fill each pocket with 1/4 of stuffing. Press pocket to close. Melt butter in large skillet over medium high heat and cook chicken until lightly browned (about 2 minutes each side). Add wine. Cover and simmer until chicken is springy to touch, about 15 minutes. Place on plates and garnish with lemon slices. Can also be finished in oven. After browning, bake at 350 degrees for 25 to 30 minutes, basting often

Poetry & Love Online
Starts without being seen, then an innocent IM... Then you go on all day just thinking of them! It can be any time of the year, Might be their day is your night. No doubt you can't figure if it's wrong or it's right. With an ache of desire and sheer flight of fancy, Your appettite grows, driving you into frenzy. It's a mirage of sweet dreams, erotica going beyond fantasy. You bargain with Lies about what you know can NOT be. & the passion rages on, taking control of your will You can't touch, but how you want to, an urgent need to fufill. No, It's not face to face, moreso in your mind.... But You just haven't lived Till you loved someone Online.

Being A Father
So I found out that my soldier is pregnant and im going to be a Father again I dont know how to take it im happy but I dont want to hurt her career in any way I love my soldier and am so proud of her she will be a great mom

Our Halloween Party
..after lots of rushing around and cooking and decorating, much fun was had by all and plenty full tumms too hehe MOI!! MATTHEW AS BACKWARDS MAN...HE'S FACING THE CUPBOARDS LOL MY LITTLE WITCH WITCHES FINGER COOKIES..MMMM MMM THE BIG KIDS TUCKIN IN!!

Orange Basil Chicken
10 (5 oz each) chicken breasts 1/4 cup brown sugar 1 orange, zested 1 cup white wine 1 cup orange juice 3 garlic cloves chopped fine 1 bunch of fresh basil (corse chopped) 1/2 cup olive oil 6 cups of water Trim the breast (remove fat) cover and place in fridge. Mix all the ingredients together well in a bowl. Add the chicken, making sure all of the chicken is covered in the marinade. Allow to sit in the refrigerator for about an hour. Then place the chicken on a well oiled sheet pan, strain the marinade and place the strained-out basil, zest and garlic on the chicken, just enough to give it some color. Bake at 300°F for about 25 minutes or until done. Save the stock if desired. Reduce stock (boil it down to half the amount) and add a slurry to it (corn starch and water) to make it a little thicker so it can be used as a sauce. Serves 10. Editor's Note: To zest an orange, remove strips of the peel of an orange, taking care to slice off only the orange portio

What Do You Think
FINE Freakedout Insicure Nerotic Emoshinal At the bottom of this deep dark hole is what remains of a tortured soul. He loved too many, once too often. But now he sleeps alone in his coffin. My brain has always goverend my heart. Ah! Who shall lift that wand of magic power and the lost clue regain. Trust everyone just dont trust the devil inside them. There are none so blind as those who will not see.

Rank And File
Pargraphs consist of a vicous little mix of, words in lines in rows, that are more than willing to wage war than your heroes. academic's on the absent,better yet inadaquit , platform not able to support text and graphics, spitten in the sacred ancient broken spoken format. command line dot com to combat. all calm in the inner sanctum. we bomb that to bait them, they bomb back with satan. after years of carerful observation finally the military brass made a statement, finally the military thinks we can take them. as always the militarys sadly mistaken. like shaking a sleeping pitbull, just about to wake him. mistaken again, conned by mans best friend sleeping k9 best left laying meet your maker fuck that cause i can make them, remember thier mistaken, alittle place that i like to take them make sure that thier restrained before they awaken. now on with the demonstration. proceed with evacuation.

Oil Change
Oil Change instructions for most Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 ========================================================== Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench.

Poem For All The Pimpettes
roses are dead violets are too i'm still in love , but not with you! you thought you hurt me -n- made me cry but i ws in love with another guy simply becuase, you have no class all you do is kiss my ass! you sit around and talk your shit so fuck you -n- your little ass dick you thought you left me , but i left you! what my man is doing ....... you can't do ! you tell your homie's you played me like a bitch and i'll tell my gurls , you have a little ass dick you siad you loved me but , it wasn't true well guess what mother fuckeer I PLAYED YOU TOO!

How To "read" A Woman's Words And Body Language
WHAT WOMEN "REALLY MEAN"... I hope you're sitting down... because what I'm about to share with you will change how you view women and dating. I'm about to take you "behind the scenes" in the female mind. I'm going to give you a perspective that most men never see or realize. Unfortunately for most guys, not seeing things the way I'm about to share with you, keeps them trapped in their own little world of failure. If you pay careful attention to the things I'm about to reveal to you, you'll definitely have more success with women. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WORDS AND THE REAL WORLD... Have you ever heard a woman say something like: "I want a guy who is sensitive." "I want a guy who's in touch with his feelings." "I want a guy who's a good communicator." "I want a guy who is strong." "I want a guy who is sexy." ...? Of course you have. Women say this stuff all the time. One of my favorites is: "I want

Peeps
If you ask people why they do the things they do in life, they will give you sensible sounding reasons which seem to explain their decisions. We like to believe that we exercise sound judgement, especially in the important decisions of our lives. I think that this is rarely true. I think that standard operating procedure for human decision making is to do what feels right to you at the time, and then to give logical sounding justifications for what you were already going to do anyway, whether you had justifications or not. So, if you are pregnant, and want to get an abortion, you will be able to give any number of reasonable sounding explanations why this is the right decision. You're not ready to be a parent, or you need to finish your education or get to a better point in your career, or you don't have enough money, etc. If instead you want to keep the baby, you will explain how even though you will have some extra difficulties due to the lack of money or whatever, yo

You!!!!
Sitting at your gravesite, none of it seeming real. People saying "I'm sorry for your loss" or "I know just how you feel". I remember you; Laughing, Loving, Dancing, Smiling I picture you; Elegant, Beautiful, Glowing, Curious We met while still in high school, you were the quiet girl in her shell. I passed you during lunchtime, It was at that moment that I fell. We dated; Movies, Dinners, Walks, Talking We loved; Passionately, Yearning, Faithful, Abandonless We married when I was 21, and you yourself just 20. We bought a small two room house, you assured me it was plenty. We decorated; Tasteful, Expensive, Stylish, Modern We celebrated; Birthdays, Christmas, New Years, Valentines It happened one cold winters night, I insisted that we go. The roads were wet and icy, it had just begun to snow. Sounds; Screaming, Screeching, Sirens, Cries Words; "Is anyone hurt", "Are you O.K.", "You need to let her go", "Sir, she's gone" I've loved noone but you my sweet, I love y

Everyone Read :-)
BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an retard and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the crap! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to see a girl hurt like this and you hate to see a girl cry!

Pet Rules
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize spa

It Hurts
it hurts... everything hurts... My eyes from cryin... thr swoolen n beat read, i can barley see...my back from standing all day... my shoulders from stress...my feet from my stoopid ass effin shoes....my knee cuz it wants to give me problems when things are goin good...my head from the yelling...but most of all...most of all my heart hurts i honestly think that ther is no place for me in this world anymore...im thinkin of packin my shit n headin to the clouds...i have nuthin.. i have noone...ok i may have ash,chelle,jeremy,kira,james,sean, n kevin...but without a computer...i dont have them either.. so whats the use... i have no money.. i feel no matter how hard i work... no matter what i do.. i just cant pay my bills...im 6000 n dept...all medical bills...n my cell if off..no cummincation.... i have no car.... without money i have no car..duh..the pos just sits in the parkin lot...rotting away like its owner i have no love...thats what hurts the most...i lost all my friends... i

Well I Know This Is Probably Pathetic
No its not on ranting about nothing really except for me crushin. Yes i know 26 yrs of age and have a crush. And yes she will probably know who she is when she reads this. She seems amazing I wont give in on details LMAO cause then she would deff. know im referring to her. Well ok fuck it she would know either way just not dropping names but yes she is currently on my friends list. She is a single mother with a heart of gold. She is a very gorgeous woman as well. Like many of us she has been through alot, but to a certain extent she deserves alot more.........I guess i dunno I dont know what to do. who out there, is willing to give me advice cause well umm never really had a crush before.....

For The Ladies
please go and show this guy some love....he's a total sweetheart and cld use the help in this contest....he's a sweetheart and will show the love in return *wink* just click on pic to go to his link thanx ladies

----------at Least She Died In Her Best Friends Arms----------
----------At least she died in her best friends arms---------- people like this should be shot! Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was shar

Blood On Blood
like dog howlin out in the dead of night licking its wounds feeling pain to the master's delight the night consumes Ive seen your face to the light of the moon and time can erase what it is I need from you blood on blood black on black darkness floods filling cracks shed your skin in front of me take control I can see your love for me entangled soul feel deep inside you feeling me our sins to guide you show mercy

Easy Fudge Pudding Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 2 tablespoons cocoa * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 3/4 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup milk * 2 tablespoons melted shortening * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * . * Sauce: * 1/2 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 1/3 cup cocoa * 1 cup hot water PREPARATION: Sift flour with dry ingredients; stir in milk and shortening. Add pecans and vanilla. Mix until well combined then pour into a generously greased 8 x 8-inch square pan. Combine sauce ingredients; pour over cake batter. Bake the cake in a preheated 350 degree F. oven for 40 minutes. Set on a rack to cool slightly (do not remove the cake from the pan). The fudgy sauce will end up on the bottom of the pan. Serve hot or cold

Serenity Painted Death
Returned from a hibernal dream Voices fell like marble No longer by my side Gone all that would linger Ripped from my embrace Melinda reflected in shafts Red line round her neck Met the earth in silence White faced, haggard grin This serenity painted death With a halo of bitter disease Black paragon in lingering breath White faced, haggard grin This serenity painted death With a halo of bitter disease Black paragon in lingering breath Saw here fading, blank stare into me Clenched fist from the beautiful pain Darkness reared its head Tearing within the reeling haze Took control, claiming my flesh Piercing rage, perfect tantrum Each and every one would die at my hand Choking in warm ponds of blood At last, weak and torn, I went down Drained from strength, flickering breath Came with the moon The wayward in concious state Flanked and barred in destiny's end Underneath with hope in laches Swathed in filth, any would betoken Starlit shadows on the

A Movie I'll Be Acting In.
Here's a couple of pics and clips of myself in charactor (Rinko Jikar) from a film project we are presently working on, it'll have some good old fashion fight scenes with weapons and state of the art special effects. ths videos are only "test" shot's never really intended for the public to view, they were testing some special effects along with sound effects and things like that, so thats why the fighting scenes are in slow movement and not everybody are wearing they're costumes, I am the person (if your wondering) with the yellow double ended light sabor, the person striking the ground and the person fighting multible bad guys near the end.This is some test footage of some of the special effects in our movie we're working on right now, the first will pull up on this page, the second you'll have to copy the link and paste it in your browser.This is the "the Force jump" also known as "the Matrix jump"Click to see Video Heres a test video Click to see VideoClick to see Video

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?
Your Emoticon is Cool You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next! What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Seafood Linguine
INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup olive oil * 1/2 cup unsalted butter * 1 large onion chopped * 6 garlic cloves minced * rosemary & oregano * 28 oz. can tomatoes chopped * salt & pepper * 1 cup dry white wine * 1/2 c. parsley * cooked or raw shrimp, crab, lobster, scallops (whatever combination or just one - sometimes I buy the imitation crab) PREPARATION: In a skillet, heat butter and oil - sauté onion and garlic until golden. Add wine; cook until liquid has evaporated and vegetables are golden. Reduce heat; add tomatoes, spices, salt and pepper. Add the seafood of your choice (scallops and raw shrimp take about 5 minutes to cook in sauce). Lanie's note: I like crab, shrimp and a can of lobster meat but basically any combination works.

I Always Love You
Tears stream down my face my heart is broke my body is numb my mind can't think you have to be so feelingless you say you love me you say you'll marry me you broke my heart as tears stream down my face i get weaker my bodys lonely you broke me my mind loves you as i lay in my bed wondering if you still love me as i think of you every moment my heart gets weaker i love this man but he hurt me so much I will always love you!!

Jokes For Today
Hair Cut Boss: You got your hair cut on company time. Susie: It grew on company time. Boss: Not all that hair. Susie: I didn't get it all cut. Top Ten Things That Men Understand About Women 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. Over Five Years A out-of-towner in New York at the height of the tourist season decided to revisit an uptown restaurant he'd enjoyed on a previous trip to the city. Finally catching the eye of an overworked waiter, he said, "You know, it's been over five years since I first came in here." "I'm sorry, but you'll have to wait your turn, sir," replied the waiter with typical New York charm. "I can only serve one table at a time." For The Kids... Why did the stupid witch keep her clothes in the fridge? She liked to have something cool to slip into in the evenings! What happened when the cannibals ate a comedian? They had a feast of fun! What do you call a ghost's mother and father? Transparents! Who

Random Drunken Thoughts
Ok while drunk and up very early in the morning watching Forrest Gump I had this realization. You all know the famous line, Life is Like a Box of Chocolate you never know what your going to get. Well I dont know about you all but every box of chocolates I have ever had usually have a little guide map printed either on the cover or a little card put inside. So what the hell Forrest Gump you know exactly what you're going to get unless you are too lazy to look it up.

Jezebel
from the album When the Kite String Pops If I took this cigarette and put it out on you... Would you love me? Her throat is soft Her lips are red Her thighs are white Her heart is dead Jezebel Red rope Burns around her wrists Her blood is cold..like a serpents kiss Do you love your whore? I like to hear you beg She crouched down in the corner with her head between her legs Jezebel Broken glass and dirty needles Soul erosion truth Electric god Our superman found dead in a telephone booth Shards of teeth Ice pick abortions Orgasmic death so warm Lets die screamin' Black goat semen I can't hear you whisper "conform" Hearts will stop and brain cells pop Apocalyptic high She screams bloody murder as they chop off her fingers So this is how it feels to die But it's ok Yeah everything's ok She was screaming about conspiracy Talkim' about taking sides I was masturbating, just contimplating The cold love of suicide Hearts will stop an

One Of Those Quiz Getting To Know Ya Things
1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be? in an oak tree (yes i want a tree house) 2. What’s your favorite article of clothing? a brand new thong, have a bad day, buy new underwear makes me feel all the better, i know most chicks dig shoes or purses, but me.. definately a new thong 3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex? arms definately the shape of the arms, then the eyes 4. What’s the last CD that you bought? pink misunderstood, lol, yeah i dont buy and listen to alot of music these days lmao.. 5. Where’s your favorite place to be? work (no shit i love my job even though it is a hassle it is like sanctuary to me, my kidz drive me nuts lmao..) 6. Where is your least favorite place to be? hmmmmm cant think of one.. i suppose at a get together i really didnt wanna go to in the first place lmao 7. What’s your favorite place to be massaged? lower back and inner thighs, dont ask what happens lmao, suffice it to

Love
Why is it so easy to FALL into love but so hard to fall OUT of it? Why do we sometimes allow our hearts to get broken and just sit back and watch it happen - basically? How can you care about someone so much, just to see them NOT feel the same way about you? Why is it so hard to let reality set in and realize that you currently cannot have the one that you truly do love? How do you deal with the fact that the person that you love can date other people with no problem at all? Why is it so hard to go on with your everyday life when everything is so up in the air when it comes to your love life? How can you go through SO MUCH SHIT in the past and still have the strenght to rise above it all and still continue to have feelings for the one that you love? How can someone have such a strong hold on your heart and you're not able to do anything about it? This message is just a compilation of my thoughts... therefore it is NOT directly about anyone or anythin

This And That
I know it's been awhile but alas sleep overruns my body alot. Halloween was fun and David really enjoyed himself. Once I figure out where the pics are and if we have any here I'll post them. He was so cute in his lil soldier costume. He was a 5 star General. Even daddy saluted him lol. Jen and bub took him home on Wednesday and he got to spend the night with his daddy. That was a good thing for them both I think. I just wish they got to see more of each other. Not only does it make David happy it also makes Shawn happy. Both those boys have a soft spot in my heart. Soon I'll be moving to TN and I'll be doing the flying to visit NC. I figure a visit every month and take one of my weeks of vacation time and spend it with the family. Oh oh and hopefully after I move Hank and I will be working on making a baby. Hear that bub, Jen and Shawn you'll have someone to spoil. Oh mom and dad that means that you get to be GRANDPARENTS!!! Feeling old yet lol:). Well I'm off to surf the net

Awakenings
Cold rain falling to the ground Then through the breaking clouds A little sun shines down The sky is trying to smile Through the bitter tears of winter Wind blows away the hanging miseries As the sun shines down There in the meadow You see a spot of color Tiny little flowers Dancing in the breeze As life jumps forth Screaming "Look at me! I'm still here. I didn't go away. I was sleeping. Only sleeping." The world from winter's slumber is awake The sounds once silent in the snow Are bursting out their greetings The ground once cold and hardened Now softly yielding to the newly growing grass The cycle of life returns again We all wake from our darkened sleeps And step out to greet the bright new day Dawning fresh and beautiful with The warm rain falling gently to the ground...

The Law Is The Law
THE LAW IS THE LAW – So Mote It Be! (A Great Concept) If the U.S. government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so mote it be. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so mote it be. And since they already have prohibited any prayer in the schools, on which they deem their authority, then, so mote it be. I say, "so mote it be," because I would like to be a law abiding U.S. citizen. I say, "so mote it be," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American Publics' best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since people can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post the commandments in government buildings, I don't believe the government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations wh

Pictures!!!!!!
I WAS HOPEING SOMENE COULD HELP ME SINCE I CANT SEAM TO GET ANY ANSWERS AT CHERRY TAP IVE BEEN TRYING TO UPLOAD MORE PICTURES BUT IVE HAS THIS MESSAGE TELLING ME THAT MY BROWSER ISNT SUPPORTED "THATS WIERD BECAUSE AT ONE POINT IN TIME I HAD 20 PICTURES ON HERE. NOW IVE GOT A NEW MESSAGE TELLING ME SOMETHING DIFFERNT "ALSO WHEN I GO TO MY PROFILE ALL MY PICTURES ARE BLACK AND WHITE". THIS IS WHAT IT SAYS I NEED TO DO " Image Uploader ActiveX control is necessary to upload your files quickly and easily. You will be able to select multiple images in user-friendly interface instead of clumsy input fields with Browse button. Installation will take up to few minutes, please be patient. To install Image Uploader, please reload page and select "Yes" button when you will see control installation dialog." AND I DONT UNDERSTAND, I AM SO NOT A COMPUITER WIZ....WILL SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO FIX THIS SO I CAN ADD NEW PICTURES? THANKS KAT

A Poem I Found...
Do not stand by my grave and weep by Mary E. FryeDo not stand at my grave and weep:I am not there. I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow.I am the softly falling snow,I am the gentle showers of rain,I am the field of ripening grain.I am in the morning hush,I am in the grateful rushOf beautiful birds in circling flight.I am the starshine of the night.I am in the flowers that bloom. I am in a quiet room.I am in the birds that sing.I am in each lovely thing.So do not stand by my grave and cry.I am not there.I did not die. Please note: "Throughout the years, this poem has appeared in many places and in many forms. The original was written in 1942 by Baltimorean Mary Frye on the back of a brown paper bag. Frye wrote the poem for a friend whose mother had died in Germany; the daughter had been unable to attend the funeral because of World War II."

Time To Pop My Blog Cherry.
Okay you all get to see my first blog. I like these cause you can just ramble about anything you feel like. Got something to get off your chest. Post a blog. Even if it ends up pissing someone else off. But on to other stuff. I added some pics that only a few lucky people will be able to see. Mainly just the ladies and because of someone that knows me in person that is on here too. The only way you can see them is if I added you to my family list. So to you ladies that post tastefull pics of yourself that gets guys like me all excited and want to see what I look like the same. Then just ask me to add you to my family list. Some already have been added. All I ask is for a comment or rating. Just don't rip them with out asking me first. Just look for the oops and you will find what I'm talking about. Just something that is long and sometimes hard lol. Anyays thanks to everyone for the comments and ratings. Makes me feel welcome and don't be afraid to ask me questions. I always answer the

Pics
well i posted new pics in my gallery and made a bulletin about it and well waitin on peeps to show a lil love.....wld do it for u *wink* if not thats cool to at least i got u peeps to talk to.....have a good one my friends. thank you to all those who have showed me some love...u know who u r.

Gonna Be A Bear
In this life, I am a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for 6 months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're suppose to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you are sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. you swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them, too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup, gonna be a bear!

The Mother
I wrote this when I lost my daughter on October 13th 1984 Through all my pain I could not see, Why she took my child from me, "My Lady" I cried in the night, What can I do to make this right, On my pillows tears soaked through, Heartache in my soul untrue, And then I felt her arms round me, Her voice a lilting melody, Your child is safe within my breast, She does not sleep, she does not rest, A gay small child with hair of white, She dances all the day and night, A light she brings unto these lands, So fair of face, such grace of hand, I never meant to cause you pain, One day you'll see her face again, When she comes back, to guide your path, To me she'll bring you with a laugh, So happy all the day she is, Certain in the love you give, Let me wipe your tears away, Be your Mother and your stay, I will never leave your side, When you need me child just cry, Call my name and I will come, All your life I'll be the one. Remembered in love and light my lil one

This Girl
this girl eyes got me mesmerized sometimes at night I can't even sleep but when I think of her my nights go smoother than a song by Sade then when I close my eyes constant thoughts of her arise the situation becomes deep as I glare into her eyes but to my suprise her emotions start to flow as we connect into something that had been a brewing all along finally the moment overcame us as we began to kiss suddenly a stop in our movement and then I woke up.

In The House Of Spade
There you were like a world class chef, With a delicious looking cake, While poisonous ingredients, Was what you used, to bake. The facade maintained with excellence, Not even an expert could see it was fake, Painting love in soft pink clouds, While luring in the bush, like a snake. A terrific tactic well developed, You managed to persuade, Oh yes you were the ace, At all the games you played. A sweet smell of empty promises, A labyrinth of lies for your trade, The golden castle you painted, Was a cell in your house of spade. You studied well to gain control, Just making sure I stayed, All to your advantage, Along with a mental blockade Viciously calculating, Placing the razor blade, Oh no, you were no fool alright, You knew I was afraid. And never in your wildest dreams, Would I be able to evade, But my strength you underestimated, And Truth will be displayed. Yes, I’ll stand tall as your cover fade, No, I won’t s

To Everyone
i hope that everyone will pray for my mom coz she just had an operation on left lung and they had found cancer on it and now the docs will have cut some of her lung out to get rid of the cancer that is on her lung but as of right now she is very sick and all of my family has to go into the doctors office next week and he is going to do tell us what else they can do to her thanks

Love Recipie
Recipe Name: Hot Love Sundae Ingredients: 3 cups love flavored icecream3 cups kiss flavored icecream 1 cup warm (loving) fudge.5 cups mixed spinkles (loylty, friendship, honesty, caring,and sharing) Directions: Put first 2 items into medium dish,(do not mix),Pour on warm fudge, spinkle on sprinkles.get 1 spoon, eat well (share spoon and icecream with your girl/boyfriend.For best results let your loved-one help make the treat, or give it to him/her as a surprise.

Thinking...wondering...
Wondering into my own thoughts. Memories coming back to me. Brings a smile to my face. Yet bring sadness within. What did I truly do wrong? Was it something I said? Was it something someone said? I guess I will never know. I never thought it would ever end in this way. It was the last thing I ever wanted. My efforts building it up with you, Trying to make things work. It feels everything has gone down the drain, Like nothing ever happened. Thinking we had something there, Looks like I was wrong; Very wrong. I trusted you in every single way possible, I gave you every single part of me that you could have. It rips me apart to think I can’t carry on giving it to you, Because I still love you. But… Will I learn to learn to trust someone the way I did? Will I learn to give the way that I did? Will I be hurt so deeply again? Will I be able to love again? (C) Copyright. Angel

The Endless Whole
I fall down the whole of lifes sarrows with no one at the end. I'm alone in my world. I always seems happy, but I know it's all a scam. I always feel alone, and need someone there for me. Every second of missury I feel, is like a year of pain. The dagger from others eyes cuts threw me with eaise. The pain of always being alone. The sarrow of being left out. It's all too much for one to bare. But I hold to it strong. It seems like no one wants me around. It seems as though I've already been put into the ground. As everyone walks over my grave. I'm by far a greater man, for how I react to it all. Through all of this, I'll never fall. Yet, it feels as though I've hit rock bottom. No one tries to befriend me any more. I'm just here for others to drop problems upon. I'm just here to take the waite of the world off everyone elses shoulders. I always smile, and ask but the same from others. My smile has now only b

Experiences To Savor
Magical Moments Throughout history, humankind has stood in awe of mountains. The strength and sturdiness evident in the rocky crags and smooth slopes of peaks around the globe have from time immemorial inspired creativity and kindled courage. Mountains have been venerated by many cultures, which worshipped great summits as gods and sacred beings. In their looming presence, humanity has seen power, steadfastness, and resolve. Yet you needn't live near a mountain to tap into this vast energy of commanding grandeur. Conversely, since mountains are as unique in form as human beings, your locale may exist under the unwavering gaze of a small mountain without your knowing it. As you practice mountain meditation, the power that lurks in the heart of all mountains will flow into you while their essential beauty reminds you that you, too, are a creature of the earth. If there are mountains in your area, plan to spend some time enjoying the peaceful embrace of Mother Nature, which can be

I've Had It
ok to all my friends if your in a contest and you need my vote don't count on me voting cause i've been posting bulletin after bulletin telling you fuckers that i'm in a contest do you bother to read it fuck no...cause if it ain't got nothing to do with boobs or cocks you people don't give 2 shits about it so don't bother asking me to vote for you cause i ain't voting for nobody anymore cause you people can't even take 5 minutes to comment my pic or nothing. Thanks to all you selfish motherfuckers now i am leaving Cherrytap at least i get loved on myspace fuck cherrytap

A Stranger Once Told Me
A Stranger Once Told Me Go ahead smile your smile, Laugh your laugh, Wear your precious disguise, But I can see trough that, Cause your eyes just never lies. My response was: I told him off, I told him he was wrong, Of course, And said: I’m happy as can be, Then I smiled another smile, Just for him to see. He took another look at me As he replied so instantly: The eagle’s wings are tired now, Without rest, they try to fly, Longing for the good times, Up there in the sky But restless struggle, Will never reach that high. So wear your precious disguise, But I can see trough that, Cause your eyes just never lies. A bit annoyed, I looked at him, And said that dove’s not me, In this sun, I’ll dance my dance. For today is such a joyful chance, And I for one, Enjoy that glance. Then I laughed another laugh, Just for him to see, I was as happy as can be. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Transadental
Transadental dreams leave me wanting, to peal off my skin, hang it out to dry, a private map to the sobriety of my life. You hang from my lips, like yesterdays treason, basking in the flow of whisdom, but none of it is the messages of my soul. I look across at you, as you bask in me and hate me at the same time, I am no better then you, but I am no less. I am the physical embodiment of sex, desire flows in my vains, hooded eyes and exahusting games, all of which played on jaded field that is me. I am my own victim, but i love myself as I would my soul mate. I want me as much as you might, but I want the me that laughs at you when you're done. The ground work of my own distruction, lays fallen at my feet, those dreams in which I cast aside to burn, shall be the breaking of the still innocent heart. jaded and cynical, I am the perfect girl, full lips, big tits, and lacking the ability to say no. you're displeasure breaks my heart. But you will break befor

My First Story (now You Know These Blogs Are All Made Up Right?)
Today was a dreary day. It rained for most of the morning, so I decided to stay in my pajamas until the afternoon. Breakfast was horrid, just absolutely disgusting because mom put me on a new high-fiber, soy protein diet. She says I have to lose 20 lbs by January or she isn't putting me in the family photos. BAH~!~ I would rather stick needles in my skin than to be underweight. I only weigh 130 lbs, but mom always seems to thing I am overweight. I got up from the kitchen table to make myself a cup of warm tea, but mother says, "No darling, we musn't use cream or sugar in our tea today. You'll spoil your diet." I wanted to slap her so hard at that moment. The phone rang, and of course.... it was my dream guy~!~ Actually he is my brother Noah's best friend, whom I have had a crush on since I was twelve years old. "Noah~!~ Come get it, it's Jesse~!~" I holler up at him. He storms downstairs and snatches the phone from me. "Jade, don't answer to my friends anymore. We have ca

Day 6
I dreamed of her again last night. It was so nice to see her. She is still as gorgeous as always. That smile of hers. Slightly raspy laugh. Unfortunatley I didn't hear her speak which would have been nice but it was enough. She has had some red highlights done some time in the past. So they look a little faded. But still look good on her. Different. I just wish I knew why I am dreaming about her again. I haven't seen her in eleven years now and all of a sudden she is back in the forefront of my mind. Makes me want to sleep a little more now so maybe I can dream of her again.

Letter Of Divorce
Letter of Divorce Dear Husband: I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you for good. I’ve been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn’t notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t touch me or anything. Either you’re cheating or you don’t love me anymore, what ever the case is, I’m gone. P.S. If you’re trying to find me, don’t. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Your EX-Wife Dear Ex-Wife Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true that you! and I have been married for seven years, although a good

The Green Man
Just who is the Greenman? In the Brittish Isles and most of Europe, a Pagan Deity of the woodlands usually represented as a horned man peering out from a mask of foliage, usually the sacred oak leaves. The Green man, sometimes called 'Green Jack', 'Jack in the Green', and 'Green George', represents the spirits of the trees, plants and foliage. He is attributed with the powers of making rain and fostering the livestock with lush meadows. He appears often in medieval arts, including carved church decorations. In the Spring Pagan rites, Green George, as he is known then, is represented by a young man clad from head to foot in foliage, who leads the fesival procession. In some festivals, Green George, or an effigy of him, is dunked into a river or pond in order to ensure enough rain to make the fields and meadows green. As the woodlands deity, the greenmans shares an affinity with the forest-dwelling Fae (green being the fairy colour). In some locations in the Brittish Isles the f

Easy Italian-style Chili
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 6 servings, 1-1/3 cups each 1 lb. ground beef 1 jar (26 oz.) spaghetti sauce 2 cups water 2 cups medium-size pasta shapes, any variety, uncooked 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 1 medium onion, chopped 1/3 cup KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, divided 1 Tbsp. chili powder BROWN meat in large saucepan; drain. ADD spaghetti sauce, water, pasta, beans, onions, 1/4 cup of the cheese and the chili powder; stir. Cover; cook on medium heat 10 to 12 min. or until pasta is tender, stirring occasionally. SPRINKLE with the remaining cheese just before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 1 lb. Italian sausage for the ground beef and/or cannellini beans for the kidney beans. Make it Easy Omit meat, spaghetti sauce, beans, onions and chili powder. Cook 2 cans (15 oz. each) chili, with or without beans, in large skillet on medium heat until heated throu

Burrito Bake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 6 servings 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 pkg. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 3/4 cup water 12 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 can (16 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Refried Beans 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheddar Jack Cheese PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Brown meat in large nonstick skillet on medium-high heat; drain. Add seasoning mix and water. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to low; simmer 10 min., stirring occasionally. PLACE 4 of the tortillas on bottom of greased 9-inch pie plate. Cover with half each of the refried beans, meat mixture and cheese. Repeat layers once. Top with remaining 4 tortillas. BAKE 30 min. or until heated through and cheese is melted. Cut into wedges to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Round Out The Meal To complete this main dish, serve burrito wedges topped with shredded lettuce, chopped tomato and salsa. Sliced fruit makes an easy dessert. Great Su

Moon Names
Colonial American January: Winter Moon February: Trapper's Moon March: Fish Moon April: Planter's Moon May: Milk Moon June: Rose Moon July: Summer Moon August: Dog Day's Moon September: Harvest Moon October: Hunter's Moon November: Beaver Moon December: Christmas Moon Chinese January: Holiday Moon February: Budding Moon March: Sleepy Moon April: Peony Moon May: Dragon Moon June: Lotus Moon July: Hungry Ghost Moon August: Harvest Moon September: Chrysanthemum Moon October: Kindly Moon November: White Moon December: Bitter Moon American Indian (Cherokee) January: Cold Moon February: Bony Moon March: Windy Moon April: Flower Moon May: Planting Moon June: Green Corn Moon July: Ripe Corn Moon August: Fruit Moon September: Nut Moon October: Harvest Moon November: Trading Moon December: Snow Moon American Indian (Choctaw) January: Cooking Moon February: Little Famine Moon March: Big Famine Moon April: Wildcat Moon May: Panther Moon June: Wi

Pasta Masquerade
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 6 servings, 1 cup each 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 3 cups water 1 medium onion, grated 1 medium carrot, shredded 1 medium zucchini, shredded 1 jar (26 oz.) spaghetti sauce 3 cups rotini pasta, uncooked 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese BROWN meat in large skillet. ADD water, vegetables, spaghetti sauce and pasta. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium; simmer 20 min., stirring occasionally. STIR in cheese just before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Use a different bite-sized pasta shape for a different look. Creative Leftovers This dish is perfect for lunch the next day. Or, cover and freeze it for another time. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: This low-calorie, low-fat meal will quickly become a family favorite. It also provides more than 1/2 cup of the recommended 2-1/2 cups of vegetables per day. Diet Exchange: 2-1/2 Starch,1 Vegetable,3 Meat (L) Nutritio

Easy Santa Fe-style Stuffed Peppers
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. ground beef 1 pkg. (10 oz.) frozen whole kernel corn 1-1/2 cups TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa 1-1/2 cups cooked MINUTE Brown Rice 4 large bell peppers, cut in half lengthwise, seeds removed 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Colby & Monterey Jack Cheese PREHEAT oven to 450°F. Brown meat; drain. Stir in corn, salsa and rice. PIERCE peppers with a fork or sharp knife; place in 13x9-inch baking dish. Fill evenly with meat mixture. Cover with foil. BAKE 20 minutes. Uncover; sprinkle with cheese. Continue baking 5 minutes or until cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Your guests will love the Southwestern spin on this classic entree when you serve it at your next dinner party. Substitute Substitute frozen LOUIS RICH Pure Ground Turkey, thawed, for the ground beef. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 550 Total fat 23g Saturated

Pieces
From the moment that we met my world was turned around, upside down. to some degree I still regret my memory for keeping you around. i thought that you were mine, but my broken heart's been shattered one too many times. And I dont want to see you anymore, I'm not that strong. I love it when you here but I'm better when you gone. I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take. there no use in you looking there's nothing left for you to break baby Please release me let my heart rest in pieces... in pieces. someone let you down again so you turn to meyour convenent friend. oh but I know what you are doing and what you hope to find I've seen it a thousand times all the fire that we had before are now just bitter ashes left schattered on the floor. I don't want to see you anymore. Let my heart rest in pieces.... in pieces let it rest... please

Wow, That's Fantastic?
Whoever said sanity is normal? How can you even tell if you are sane? Ordinary people think they are... The rest of us think they are insane Hard to decide who is right Eventually everyone does something unusual... How can you tell if unusual is normal? Examples: Loving someone who hates you Loving someone who denies you Does that make you insane Or does it make you normal, but sane? Yes it's confusing, but read between the lines Otherwise you will not see the big picture... Underneath the madness is a message Think you are sane enough to figure it out? Hardly anyone can see my concealed side I think you are no different from the rest Not unless you understand what's being said Kinda got you thinking now, doesn't it? You're wondering if this is a poem Or some kind of new-age rhythmic spoken word Unless you're insane that is not the case Alright, give up yet? Read between the lines Examples: Totally Obvious Trust me you will figure this out

Nice..
Your Love Making Ability is 58%!!! Need some practice you are decient and you should just f--- everything you lay your eyes on. you need to f--- a lot more... just f--- till you eyes pop out... f--- till you bleed.. f--- till you cant breath anymore... JUST F---!!!Are you a good "LOVE MAKER"Make a Quiz

Funny Shit
So this was something I could not keep to myself. I went to the store this morning on my way to work. I needed gas and I decided to pick up some organic chips (because hey I'm trying to diet). Anyway I paid ...got back in my car, and just as I was about to pull out of the parking lot, this guy, who had to be at least 60 walks by me, he had these old man glasses and a ball cap (pretty normal) until you realize he's wearing an eighties workout get up. You know the shirt cut off just above the belly so you can see your stomach. His pants, or shorts (because they were cut off at the knee) I couldn't quite figure out if they were spandex, if not it fooled me. They were so tight. As he passed me I noticed this tiny pink thong a womans thong, I kid you not a womans thong showing from the back of this guys pants. I was laughing so hard I was crying. He stops before entering the store and changes his mind, turns to head back past me to his really nice Mercedes, when it became comepletely obviou

To Anyone That Gives A Damn…
Personally, I love LC/CT – I am definitely addicted to this place! I have met a variety of individuals who seem to have their heads screwed on straight. As a total convert from MySpace (which was nothing but a place for locals to stalk you without any semblance of controls for pervs and pedophiles) I love the ability to see who is trying to pull BS. What I have a discontent for however, is the open peddling of flesh for points. Begging, bearing and blasting for self gratification of higher or elevated ranking only shows just how little self respect we as a society have grown accustomed to. This only makes me think of how insecure someone really is and needs some sort of an ego booster. If you really want a boost – get off the damn box and get out into the sunshine and actually engage in some physical activity. The sunshine provides Serotonin, natures “happy drug” as well as a healthy dose of vitamin D. Physical exertion increases the endorphins and elevates the mood. When blas

The Pre-booty Call Agreement
The Pre-Booty Call Agreement This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. If it is very good we may repeat it in the morning, but don't hold the Holder of The Agreement to any promises. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? If the Holder of The Agreement begins said discussion, shut individual up with a kiss and re

Lie To Me
Lie to me and tell me everything is all right Lie to me and tell me that you'll stay here tonight Tell me that you'll never leave Oh, and I'll just try to make believe That everything, everything your telling me is true Come on baby won't you just Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me Lie to me, it doesn't matter anymore It could never be, the way it was before If I can't hold on to you Leave me somethin' I can hold onto For just a little while won't you, won't you let me be Oh, anyone can see That you love him more than me But right now baby let me pretend That our love will never end Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me

*******naughty Santa Bash!!!!!!!!****************
THIS EVENT IS BEING HOSTED BE YOUR*WETT*DREAM.......... WE ARE EVERY MANS DREAM AND WHAT EVERY WOMAN DREAMS TO BE FOR THREE DAYS ME AND MY DANCERS ARE HOSTING/CATERING THE NAUGHTY SANTA PARTY. SO IF YOUR LOOKING TO SPANK, LICK AND UNDRESS FOR THE HOLIDAYS CONTACT ME AT MKENNERLY13@YAHOO FOR INFO ON HOW TO BOOK A PARTY!!! TICKETS ARE BEING SOLD ON DECEMBER 1ST...........

Im In A Princess Contest Come And Vote For Me
alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"> TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, COME AND SHOW ME THE LOVE AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE PRINCESS CONTEST..ID REALLY APPRECIATE IT...THANK YOU ALL, LOVE YA PRINCESS XOXOXOXOXXOOXOXO---PRINCESSS

Golden Crusted Pork Chops With Green Beans
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 6 servings 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 3 Tbsp. MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 3 Tbsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard 6 bone-in pork chops (2-1/4 lb.) 3 cups frozen green beans 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Prepare stuffing as directed on package. Combine Miracle Whip and mustard in small bowl; set aside. ARRANGE chops in 13x9-inch baking dish; brush with half of the mustard mixture. Turn chops over; brush with remaining mustard mixture. Top chops with stuffing; cover dish with foil. Bake 10 min. MEANWHILE, place beans on large sheet of foil; drizzle with Italian dressing. Fold foil over and seal edges to form packet. Uncover chops; place bean packet in oven. Bake an additional 20 min. or until chops are cooked through (160°F) and beans are heated through. Sprinkle with chopped fresh parsley, if desired. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute You can use your favorite froze

The Night Draws
return to the scene of the crime back with the letter of death control you fate with a sliver of black and take your final breath no one gets out of here and no one can see the things coming your way I guess its destiny so take your place on your crown of thorns and forget the things you see youll be put in your place and be in misery the night draws you in and keeps you near It takes away from you and all you feel is fear the darkness coming close and its all you can take the path of nothingness is paved with heartbreak

What Piercing Are You?
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing80%Earlobe Piercing80%Nipples70%Lip Piercing60%Tongue Piercing40%Belly Button Piercing40%Nose Piercing10%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Rules To Try
1. Wake Up!! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up!! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things, and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth. So He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up!! ...for what you believe in. Stand for something, or you will fall for anything. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good...." Galatians 6:9-10 5. Look Up!! ...to the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13 6. Reach Up

Hmmmmmmm
Odd Facts Barbie's measurements (if she were life-size): 39-23-33 Coca-cola was originally green Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than for the US Treasury Smartest dogs: 1) border collie; 2) poodle; 3) golden retriever Dumbest dog: 1) afghan The Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters First novel ever written on a typewriter was "Tom Sawyer" There are more collect calls on Father's Day than any other day of the year Heinz Catsup leaving the bottle travels at 25 miles PER YEAR It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs Men get hiccups more often than women Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better Chances that an American lives within 50 mi of where he/she grew up: 1 in 2. Amount American Airlines saved in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first class: $440,000 City with the most Rolls Royces per capita: Hong Kong State with the highest percentage of people

Her Inner Self—raging Waters
Raging waters.....turbulence Filling all the crevices which are Creaking in their struggle to open... To reveal the meaning of this turmoil. Probing deeply into the innermost recesses Of her subconscious she tries to Release that tightly encased power within... That power she knows will awaken her to What she knows she must be. Storms of doubt cloud her thoughts Thunders of past disappointments Close her hearing of the wondrous opportunities Awaiting her. Lightning of transformation triggers glimpses of The beauty of what she can become If only these raging waters would cease! Her mind whirls...she closes her eyes and her ears... She focuses on the incessant perturbation within. Her mind reaches inward and she struggles To bring that deep-rooted internal power to the surface... That power which will calm the raging...the turmoil... The apprehension and the reservations... And bring her reconciliation with herself and Tranquillity within.

Honey Dip
When I'm dippin on the grind I get my money quick But sometimes I wanna lay up wit my honey dip She be wit me cause she aint like all them other chicks Let you hit, then she split, that's why I got a honey dip From the club to the telly you know how it is Most of the chicks I never tell em where a nigga live Tryna reach me at my mansion or my mother crib Hit my cell, hit my two, now I'm at my honey dips Yo we talked about 8, said I was comin thru to hit Now its wee hours in the mornin and I'm drunker than a bitch Stumblin and shit, I jumped up in the whip Flipped open the horn like where's my honey dip And bitch fuck ya man tonite, you know my steelo Sizzurp wit the Cristal, the corners playin cee-lo You see me well you jus smile you know we on the le-low I'm whippin thru the town like we boilin up a kilo Huh, I'm tryna dip up in the tele Dip up in the room, then dip up in her belly Dip off on Pirelli's, Dip-Sets Fonzarelli My white t-shirt, lookin dip up in my P

See The Light
you came to me with your evil mind full of deception, pain and lies now that ive come to you too many times theres no escaping the stare from your eyes and now the end has come to break the day and eventhough the end is near with all these feelings i cant hide the time has come for you to see the light you brought me sorrow you brought me pain telling no one youre the one to blame left me here never coming back now that youre gone all thats left is slack and now the end has come to break the day and eventhough the end is near with all these feelings i cant hide the time has come for you to see the light see the light

See...i'm Kinda Normal..
You Are 38% Strange! You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.How Strange Are You?Quizzes for MySpace

For Those Of You Who Have Made A Difference To Me
Have you ever wondered where your path in life was supposed to lead you or about the hand that fait will deal you when it is your time to come. I have met people in my life that have truly changed me and made me think about my life in a new way or made me long for something more then what I had. Sometimes I think to myself did I settle for less then what I should have. I often wonder if I have paid for my sins in more ways then one. And if I will ever find that one true place where I belonge. I have made choices in life that I now know where not the smartest of choices but I have managed to live with the consequinces of them. I have also realized taht sometimes life is not always fair. And that the decisons we will make today will affect our lives tommorow and forever to come. And the decisons we made in the past are what have scalpted our lives today. I let a good friend go and wonder if that will haunt me forever. I have lost many who in my mind heart and sould I knew wher

Life Just Isn't Fair
I just don't know what to do . there are so many issues in my brain . I have a cousin who just recently killed himself and a close friend who is locked up in jail for 15 years for some really wicked crimes . Now,I find out that this guy i liked is possible-ly in jail for dwi and other things . Well , I really miss my close friend .The other one I always call the boy , hehehe well , Long story there but I thought all this time he lied to me about being on probation and things and i find out he didn't tak to me cuz he was in jail . now i feel like a dumbass. .. But see when he and i met i was having lots of marial problems and he helped me thru some of the hardest things in my life well that i thought was hard at the time . I was leaving a friends house when she was introducing me to all the guys and i was looking at her and I walked down the stairs and i ran into him . Oh mY God I swear it waslike nothing I had ever experienced before in my life . Our friends said they were calli

Are You Alone After You Get Std?
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I Love The 30 Plus Gentlemen
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Special Night For Two
She looked around to see if everything she had prepared was set. Everything seemed alright she thought as she continued to scan the room some more and she was satisfied with what she saw. Going into the bathroom, she looked at herself in the mirror and retouched her makeup. Remembering how she had set up the evening, sending him the key to the hotel room with some instructions to his job. It was something that she had planned for about a month to do, but both were way too busy. Combing her long black hair, she often wondered how she could be so lucky to have found such a man like him. She knew that she wasn’t like those models in the magazines that she would often envy when she was a child, she was a BBW he would often tell her and he loved her no matter how she looked. When she walked back into the room, she heard the doorknob being to turn, and then he slowly walked in the room. "Wow," he said when he looked around at all the candles that luminated the room. "You really out di

Another Untitled
Not much left of her heart It has been torn apart In the darkness she will live She has nothing left to give A broken soul she holds Each day it grows a little more cold She listens to the pouring rain Her heart dying in pain A little more each day Wanting to just find her way Not able to understand why Or wanting to give it another try She is lost in her mind She is lost inside The life that she once knew Never again to be true Waiting to find her way Not wanting to go astray

My Annoyance For The Day
PICTURE ALBUMS WITH ONE PIC!!!! people who don't smile in their pics! for goddesses sake men, smile! or smile in one and post one where you don't. if all the world ever sees of you is some wannabe player uptight looking gangsta throw my sign at you pic where you look oh so tough and badass, it's kind of a turn off. and I am not talking pics where you are not smiling because you are trying to look hot because even then, there is a smile in your eyes. I am talking about the ones where you are trying to look like you will bust a cap or some lame thing like that, and when it is the only pic you post, no good. and the other thing that bugs me about pics. ab shots. don't get me wrong! all of us ladies love a nice set of kick butt abs, but don't have it be the only pic in your album. how do we know it's you? how do we know you are not psycho? thats right-- we don't. not exactly a welcoming invitation to friendship or whatever you are looking for here. finally.... pics that are not even o

Sexy Bodys And Great Friends
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Well Now You Know...
Funny, articulate, kinky, thoughtful and sex obsessed are the words most used to describe me. The title I wear most proudly is Mom, Best Friend and Fiancee'. Yes, as with many things in life they intertwine into one. I have lived a full life in my 36 years. I have been a Christian school girl, a dropout, a college graduate, a convict, a divorcee', a drug addict, alcoholic and married and never in love until now. I have met scads of people in my life. I have lived in over 40 places in 13 years. I traveled in a band for two years that went nowhere. Been a battered wife (therefore the substance abuse stuff) and recovered from it all only to be raped by a man who pretended to be my friend. Many people ask me, "How do you survive? How are you not crazy?" I have never claimed that I am not a bit touched at times, lol, just in a positive way. These experiences have made me a better mom, friend, lover and fiancee'. They have made me a phenomenal woman. Strength is what I chose to glean

Average Poem
AVERAGE EXCELLENCE I look at my average image in my average mirror, A normal woman reflects back, some laughter, some tears. Nothing extraordinary , nothing overdone Still have the stretch marks from the birth of my three sons. Average friends with average interests and incomes, Average man and father neither audacious nor extreme, Average parents in an average neighborhood, at least our front lawn is cut and clean. I am not a supermodel and I am not a porn star. I never get drunk and never go too far. I don't rock the boat in the crowd with my presence, Although sometimes I wish I did. I don't have any easy answers either , Only more difficult questions up for bid. Neither prom queen nor cheerleader, just content to be, Average, peaceful, wonderful me.

Magical Cherry
My cherry is now magical. I am so excited. Anxious to see what kind of magincal tricks it can perform. Now those of you who really know me....know that I am having all kind of evil thoughts in my angelic brain. LMAO TaTa!

Food Fetish
Food Fetish by LibertyBelle © My older brother is a total asshole and goes through beautiful women like your average guy goes through disposable razors. He has a virtual stable of extraordinary young women. He also has a fabulous job and makes a six-figure income, so he can afford to make adjustments when necessary. If he finds a stunning girl who is nearly perfect but could use bigger breasts or a little lipo, he is perfectly happy to pick up the bill. He considers it a service to society and besides everyone walks away happy when its over. I was a little surprised though when his latest love, an amazing looking blond named Carissa, called my house crying. I was sitting by the pool naked, enjoying the feel of the cool breeze over my sweaty body when the phone rang. I picked it up and heard sniffling and I figured it was her. They all call me eventually with their tales of woe and I had worked on befriending this one. She is truly a gem of a girl. She is small and blond, with perfe

Family Pet
my cat maxx von kittykat passed last fri 11/09//2006 i had him for about 11 yrs , i really miss him he was the neatest ccat {to me} and to all of our freinds , he loved chicken ,turkey sometimes he would sit on the chair like he was waiting for his plate of food , lol sometimes he would disappear and all of a sudden you would see a gray fuzzy paw slowly come over the edge of your plate {mostly mine} and feel around for the chicken , you {i} would say MAXX and the paw would slowly disappear as it showed up, just stupid things like that ,like when you call him he would look at you open his mouth and you hear nothing you just got a silent meow . he was the master of ignoring people , this is why im asking how long before we get another cat wendy {my wifes cat is also missing maxx she was his buddy she looks for him alot {when we had brought maxx home from the vet she licked and chewed his ear trying to wake him up ] how long do we wait to bring home a new cat for us {me} and wendy plea

The Apple Tree
A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples and took a nap in its shade. He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by... The little boy had grown up and no longer played around the tree everyday. One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. "Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy. "I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore." The boy replied, "I want toys. I need money to buy them." "I'm sorry, I don't have money but you can pick all my apples and sell them so you will have money." The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples off the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad. One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. "Come and play with me" the tree said. "I don't have time to play. I have to work to provide for my family. We need a house for s

Mexican Cheese Wreath
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 15 min Makes: 3 cups or 24 servings, 2 Tbsp. each 2 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 pkg. (8 oz.) KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese 1/2 cup finely chopped pitted ripe olives 1/2 cup finely chopped fresh parsley 2 Tbsp. finely chopped red peppers 1 tsp. chili powder BEAT cream cheese and shredded cheese in medium bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add remaining ingredients; mix well. Cover. REFRIGERATE several hours or overnight. PLACE drinking glass in center of serving platter. Drop rounded tablespoonfuls of cheese mixture around glass, just touching outer edge of glass, to form ring; smooth with spatula. Remove glass. Garnish with additional parsley and red peppers, if desired. Serve with assorted NABISCO Crackers. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, using PHILADELPHIA Neufchatel Cheese, 1/3 Less Fat than Cream Cheese and KRAFT 2% Milk Shredde

What Kind Of Kiss Am I
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A Burning Passion
A Burning Passion Words never seem to express the deepest thoughts inside, snatching any possibilities to profess my love to you. Daily I look into your eyes full of endearment and joy. This strong attraction of lust and desire cannot hide, cornering our emotions and feeling of what we want to do. Can we exist as genuine lovers, or is it all a ploy? Our hands touch sending shockwaves of heat way down. The tension mounts between our bodies as we walk. Flirting glances with coy smiles heighten my senses. You are my goddess, my love. Within your sight I drown. Sensual are your ways, smooth are your words as you talk. electrifying is our desire, breaking down our defenses. Forbidden love or not, I will take this all in with pride. To profess my undying loyalty to you with no shame to hide. To feel your body press against mine is my deep need. When will the sensual tension we have be forever freed? I seek to be consumed by the forbidden passion that awaits,

Insane Clown Posse To Wrestle In Philly This Saturday
FROM HTTP://WWW.PWINSIDER.COM FROM THE DESK OF..... TOD GORDON Juggalos? Jiggalos? Deuce Bigalow? What in the world is going on with my new promotion, PWU ? I've got clowns to the left of me and Joker's on my right. This may be one of the most bizarre months I've ever experienced in almost 17 years of promoting professional wrestling events. The key word here is "event ", because when you deal with The Insane Clown Posse, Psychopathic Records, and all of their crazy fans known as " The Juggalos", it's like nothing I have ever experienced before. BOMBSHELL? BOMBSHELL? Annie Social, my executive vice president and I are sitting in my office trying to assemble a card for our great fans of PWU, when we are "told" there is a message waiting for us from Violent J. Simply put .... he's going to drop a bombshell this Saturday night. With Corporal Robinson now pulling double duty as our Hardcore Champ and the JCW's Heavyweight champ, it seemed like a great opportunity to expose our fan

Bingo
Bingo.. Yeah me and my homefry neicey go play bingo on Fridays.. We have so much fun. We get fucked up and go try to figure out what we are trying to play, We munch out on some Cheese Stix and grandma cookies.. HaHa it is so fun. We are going tomorro night. Well wish us luck on it maybe we will hit some good amount of money.. LUCK!!!!

True Friends
REAL FRIEND ! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A

Girl
She was just a little girl Only 12 years old When she realized that nothing Would ever be the same She wished someone cared She wished someone Knew That her older brother was abusing her He hit her all the time When his parents left and gone She was only 12 years old And him 19 to the year And when she couldn’t take it anymore She tole her daddy’s gun When he was sleeping She put it to his head She pulled the trigger back And watched his brains Go on the wall Yet the blood on her shirt Never fazed her the least

I Was Made For You...
I Was Made For You... It was never written in the stars, Or whispered to me in a fall breeze, It didn’t come from traveling to a land afar, Nor did an angel come to me in my sleep, I sought no answer in god’s scriptures, Or sipped some magical potion, It did not take first sight of a picture, Nor some unexplained sense of divine devotion, It is not even in the words in this poem I write, Or hidden in a the lyrics of a song, All I know is what I feel in my heart is right, For you are the one my soul has so longed, It is something that will be forever true, That love I have been vested shall never fade, For my life is complete now that I’ve found you, Because it was you for which I was made.

Poems And Such!
Take it in , breath it out, Its all in youre heart its all in youre chest,dont let it go,let it be ,for i am who youre not,individuals lost in the rain,for those who pray for those who cry,there is a way,Inside a dead poets heart. By LohamarMenendez aka kamakazylovesdeath

Pocket Full Of...
I haven't had sex since July. I have no weed. But I have 2 bottles of Jack here, and a HUGE pocket full of "Fuck it.", so they're looking damned tempting. Time to go back on the Zoloft. I haven't created anything in ages, so the apathy towards my art the Zoloft creates doesn't matter, and I'm not having sex, so the fact that it keeps me from getting off doesn't matter either, so eh. Here we go again. Also, I wanted to say thank you to everyone for the support, and kind words. It means alot to me that people can give a damn about someone who boils down to nothing more than emo-esque blog text and grainy photographs. You know who you are. And don't blame the mysterious Her, as She has Her reasons. I love Her for every part of Her, this included. Call me a fool, you wouldn't be the first. But oh, if only you knew the things She says to me, and how She lights up all my dark places...Then you'd understand.

Love's Kiss
Love's Kiss When one is in true love, it is love that is not of oneself but to give it all away. There is no jealousy or taking. It is a feeling above all things. You can not manipulate love, hold it too tight, bring to your service. It is a love that abounds and sets people free. You want more for the other person than you want for yourself. You give all you have and give until you think you have no more but a funny thing happens, it is all restored to love all that much more. Loves Kiss. Jesus has this love. A mother hen that wants to sweep her chicks under her to protect. He came so we could find love in a darken world. Love so swept this world, like none before, the love that was lost to anger. Freely given to us to adore and we killed it because it showed how wrong we were in our souls. But His love has never stopped, wants you to come and be set free for no other reason that He loves us more than Himself. To loose love so strong is such a crime

She's Proud Of Me!!!!
My baby sister posted this on MySpace: proud of my sister Current mood: ecstatic i have to say that i am so proud of my sister. she has recenly become a volunteer firefighter at centerpoint. it has been a very hard thing for her because so many people are giving her grief. a lot of people think that she cant get through the rest of her school to become a paid firefighter. but she is not letting that get in her way. she is doing so awesome and i am so proud of her. so for all the men out there that think women cant do it she will prove you wrong. good luck to my wonderful big sis.

Passions
Passions The comfort of a soothing hand Warmth that comes from the heart The heated breath of passion Love makings about to start Slowly we come together Soon we begin to sweat Bodies move to the rhythms The best you give and get Entwined we twist and bend Pushing lust beyond its limit Your wetness all around me Lean back Im all up in it Ohhhhh you whisper my name Ahhhhh I whisper yours too Moaning groaning and cussing We continue to do what we do Panting aloud with labored breath Damn mami your pussy is tight Ride me drive me milk me Let me feel the heat of the night The sounds of thrashing bodies The strength of muscle toned thighs The smell of sex that fills the air Loves drug is the ultimate high Fuck me daddy, pound me hard Pull my hair, spank dat phat ass Give it to me nice and deep Stroke me slowly, lets make it last Together we both begin to moan Minds reeling sensations are numb You scream out my name arch your back

Wreck Off Spain Holds Secret To Ancient Delicacy
Thu Nov 16, 10:59 AM ET Scientists hope to piece together the recipe for an ancient Roman fish sauce from storage jars found in a 2,000-year-old shipwreck off the eastern coast of Spain, the co-director of the project said on Thursday. "The remains are in excellent condition," said Carles de Juan, co-director of the project, who works for Valencia's regional government. The well-preserved wreck of the first-century merchant vessel was discovered in 2000 when a ship's anchor got tangled in its cargo. Scientists now hope the discovery of more than 1,200 storage jars, each a metre high, will yield samples with unbroken seals, allowing them to recreate the recipe for the sauce, a delicacy in ancient Roman households. The wreck is unusual in that it lies in shallow water near the coast and also holds important lessons about ancient trade routes. "Normally ships like this sink very, very far from the coast, they are practically impossible to find," de Juan said. "The boa

Uneventful
Well i could have been working today, but as its my day off and i want a life, i decided to say no. Well the new chargehand was complaining she had a touch of the flu ... you either have flu or you don't, you don't get a touch of the flu! Anyway, she has already been sick this week, so it would flag up big time. The other chargehands couldn't do it, because they was busy and the supervisor couldn't, as he will be in all next week too. I just felt that she is trying to get out of doing her saturday, we've all had to do it, and mine is in 2 weeks time. It didn't help with my brother telling me that everytime he saw her, she was either moping around and looking sorry for herself or propping up a wall and not bothering to do anything. One thing i have learnt is that she flirts to try and get what she wants, and until she shows me she can pull her weight then she can forget any help in me covering her turns unless I have to. Sha has to do new years eve and how much does anybody want t

What Is A Friend?
WHAT IS A FRIEND? What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with her; she seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. She does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with her, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. She understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With her you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meanness' and absurdities and, in opening them up to her, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of her loyalty. She understands, you do not have to be careful. You can abuse her, neglect her, and tolerate her. Best of all, you can keep still with her. It doesn't matter. She likes you. She is like fire that purges to the bone. She understand

Wish's
Wish\'s for u... ............(...(`.-``\'´´-.´)...)..........12 months of happiness ..............)......--.......--....(...........52 weeks of fun ............./......(o..._...o)..............365 days of success ......................(..0..)......./..........8,760 hours of good health ..........__.`.-._...\'=\'.._.-.´.__.......525,600 minutes of blessings ......./.......\'#.\'#.,.--.,.#\'.#.\'........ .......__))..........\'#\'......... ((__/..... __xxxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxx _xxxxxxxxxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx _xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx __xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ____xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx _______xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx _________xxxxxxxxxxxx __________xxxxxxxxx ____________xxxxx _____________xxx _____________xx ______________x And many huzzzzzzzz

Fallen Family
Their warm blood floods the floor Once white carpet, now dyed red Dropping the knife to the floor Laughing because they're still alive Sliced their throats Such beautiful pain I jump back in a chair Cross my legs and watch them die Letting them see me smile as time ticks away Laughing when I hear them try to breath She starts to cry Fucking Bitch, She doesn't know the pain she put me through This was to easy for her, I should have hurt her more Oh well, she's gone now I feel free for once, with her gone On to him.... is he dead? I roll him over, damn the cut isn't deep enough Now maybe I can have my fun Let out my rage on one of the men I hate His hands tied behind his back, now tied to the bed Legs apart... ready to hurt? Let me see what you hold inside I run the blade across his stomach Blood once again runs Its amazing how much blood is in ones body His face changes, he wants to cry out but cant He pulls his arms and legs, trying to get free I cant let tha

A Plea For Patience And Understanding
This is me asking all you in the USA to be kind to the people in the stores you may be overcrowding this weekend. Sure, you may wait in a few long lines. You may find a mistake on your receipt. You may not get helped immediately when you ask for it. You may find everything you are looking for is sold out. You may get turned down when asking for something special. You may just not get the sunny smile you are used to. I personally will be in my store from 6am to 6pm. If you come in the morning, I might yawn in your face. If you come in the evening, I may be holding myself up on my counter. And while you may be spending all that time shopping, it is a lot more of a stressful day for me. You can stop for a smoothie. You can say, "screw it" and go home. You can take a nap and shop later in the day. Try to be pleasant to all those clerks out there. This is the most insane time of year for all of us. Many of us will not have just spent the day with our families stuffing our faces bec

Everyday Is Saturday Night...
I can't wait till sunday morning. Some days just feel like they're never going to end and other days you wish that it won't ever end. Last night was the latter. Several friends bdays, Several parties, Several Interesting moments. Just ranting and raving about the awesome night. Good friends, Good Music, Good amount of alcohol and Good times all around.

Me
So this is my first time on cherrytap. This is an interesting sight. Cooler than myspace I think. I just have to figure it out lol. Well I have myspace, yahoo 360 and now this. I will tell you a little about my life. I have 2 children. Desiree is 8 and Curtis is 4. They are my life. I am in the middle of divorce. Was married almost 9 years. I work as a preschool teacher and go to school online to get my elementary teaching degree. That all my life consist of and it keeps it busy lol. Well that is it for right now. Cindy

Our Sonnet
Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us walk through th

More Pics Of Me!
Come visit me on MySpace website. I have more pics and descriptions of me on there! Would like to hear from the LADIES! Drop me a line and say hi, share a pic, or tell me about yourself! http://www.myspace.com/waterskiguy my Yahoo IM is: jeffsh_5817@yahoo.com

A Witches Resolution
A Witches Resolution May I be as the one who weaves the cloth in a forest deep and hidden. May I sit at work uninterrupted. And may I remain an outcast if that is what it takes. May I know the seasonal procession in my spirit and in my body, celebrate cross-quarters, solstices and equinoxes. May each full moon find me looking upwards at trees outlined on luminous sky. May I hold wildflowers, may I cup them in my hand, may I then release them unpicked to live on in abundance. May my friends be of the kind who are at ease with silence. May they and I be free of pretension. May I be capable of gratitude, may I know that I was given joy like mothers milk. May I know this as a dog knows it in her bones and blood. May I speak the truth about happiness and pain in songs that sound the scent of rosemary as everyday and ancient kitchen herb strong. May I not incline to self righteousness or self pity. May I approach the high earthworks and the stone circles as a fox or moth and d

To Be A Witch
To Be A Witch To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything, and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a Witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a Witch is to share and to give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods, and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magic, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is good and right. To be a Witch is to is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon. To be a Witch is to be one with the gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be both the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to ack

Take The Test
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To A Beloved Friend John Wolver
YOU HAVE A TRULY TOUCHED MY HEART TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNESS BEARS THE SWEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAM COME TRUE TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TENDERNESS AND FILLS MY CUP WITH LOVE SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOURS BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I'M BLEND SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOURS A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY .

Finally Home
Ok.. now that I let that go finally.. the work me.. let him at work.. LMao I'm starting to understand that I really need to do something that I enjoy. Its time for me to do my pc work again.. and program .. doing web type stuff.. read books study for exams. I can afford the exams now that i've gotten a raise. I can fill my days with repair and or software troubleshooting. I'm very good at it. So good that I get to beta test software sometimes. I stopped cuz of 2nd shift.. Now that i'm on 3rd .. I should enjoy more of my day. even if its studying.. I'd enjoy that more than talking about the machines at work.. borrrrrrrrrrring! lmao I can only talk about that kotex machine so long.. hahaha I want to get back into video editing.. and photography.. that was fun.. I made a dvd of my fav show last summer and put menu's on it.. sounds.. hell.. it was awesome.. kinda like when I used to make mix cds.. All that was to see if I was good at it. :) I am! lol N

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
This was sent to me by a dear friend and thought worthy of sharing... Please read until the end. I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic we

How Do These Braniacs Get Famous??
STUPID CELEBRITY QUOTES "Where's Austria?" David Hasselhoff, Baywatch star, when told he has five gold albums as a singer in Austria. "Beyond its entertainment value, Baywatch has enriched and, in many cases, helped save lives. I'm looking forward to the opportunity to continue with a project which has has such a significance for so many." David Hasselhoff "Good looking people turn me off. Myself included." Patrick Swayze "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign "There is certainly more in the future now than back in 1964." Roger Daltrey "I feel my best when I'm happy." Winona Ryder "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that but not with all those flies and death and stuff." Mariah Carey "I would not live forever, because we s

Perfect
When I think of him, I see a beautiful person, within and without. I look beyond the mask that others don't even bother to glance at. I think about him and my face lights up in a smile. I don't care what people think of him. They are blinded by materialistic views and superficial thoughts. If I could change just one thing about him, it would be to bring him into my life sooner. Because in my eyes, he's perfect.

Why We Love Children
a kindergarten kid told his teacher he found a cat, but it was dead. "how did you know the cat was dead" she asked him. "because i pissed in its ear and it didnt move" answered the child. "you did WHAT???" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "you know," explained the boy "i leaned over and went psssst!" and it didnt move." When i was 6 months pregnant with my third child my three year old came into the room as i was preparing to get a shower. She said "mommy youare getting fat" i replied "yes, honey, remember mommy is growing a baby in her tummy" "i know" she replied "but whats growing in your butt" "one day the first grade teacher was reading the story of chicken little to her class. She came to the part where chicken little warns the farmer. she read "...and chicken little went up to the farmer and said, "the sky is falling!" the teacher then asked the class, "and what do you think the farmer said?"..One little girl raised her hand and said " i think he said: HOLY SHIT A TALKING

My Tarot Card
face="Verdana">Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You are The Wheel of Fortune

Not Remotely Art Related...
Manda -- [noun]:A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Now normally I would at this point whine because I got the same one as Matt, and damnit I want my OWN not someone else's... But that's way to fucking cool :) And way to fucking likely.

I Can't Give Up
I crash on the floor, defeated by the course my life's taken tonight. I let the tears fall, tears filled with hopelessness and feel them on my cheeks,the burning sensation as strong as the one making me tremble inside. I can't deal with this pain, this sudden blow I wasn't expecting. It knocked me off my feet before I could see what it was. I look around the room and my eyes land on a blade. All it would take is one swipe; one cut deep enough that would make my pain seep out in red droplets. That's all it would take. But then I see your face, hear your voice telling me not to. The tears fall once again, releaving some of the pain. I can't do it, I know you would stop me. So I place the blade down,away from my wrist and shaking hand. I promised you I wouldn't. I can't let this happen to me, can't give in. I can't quit the fight. I can't give up.

And Now I'm Sick
yesterday i thought it was a hangover, today i have a fever, KIR U FUCKING GOT ME SICK! see if i have dinner with you again. heh so i woke up in a pool of sweat and not the good morning head kind... i feel miserable, my ears are stuffed up... i want to sleep but i cant... blah. well at least rent is paid.

Midnight Caller( A Phone Sex Story)
One night I logged off the computer, no one was really on and I was beginning to get bored with the little games I downloaded. I went to bed and watched some movies, then tried to go to sleep. All I ended up doing was tossing and turning. I was suddenly startled by my phone ringing since I usually turn it off when I head for bed. I looked at my caller ID, but nothing came up but I hesitantly picked it up anyway. I heard a somewhat familiar voice on the other end. "Hello angel", the man said. I only know of one person that would call me that. Especially since I already know some of the little pet names my other male friends call me. It was him. I was shocked and curious as to why he'd call me. ME of all people. I tried to hide my giggle, but all I could do was smile to myself. "Am I bothering you? Were you sleeping?" he asked. "No you weren't bothering me, I was just laying here fidgeting, trying to fall asleep until you called" I responded with a little laugh. "Well maybe I could h

Why
why didn't she stay. why didn't she love me. why didn't she tell me what i did so wrong. why didn't she beleave in me like i beleaved in her. why didn't she want to make it work. why. why didn't i tell her i loved her more. why didn't i say what she needed to hear. why didn't i do more of the little things that ment everything. why didn't i hold her like she wanted to be held. why didn't i trust her. why. why can't i just forget about her. why did she just forget about me. Jesse Wayne Strong Copyright ©2006 Jesse Wayne Strong

Contest Go Me!!!
AIGHT ALL, IN A CONTEST. VOTE FOR ME OR I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL!! The Contest is now OPEN!! Repost this if you are in the contest so you can get your votes!!!! It will run from Thursday at Noon on 10/23 to Sunday Noon on 10/26. The voting will be total number of comments and rates. Comments can be as many as you can get. I will pick two winners. The one with the most comments will be the Evil Overlord of CT. The second place with the most rates will be the Evil Overlords Henchman! Here are the contestants LORD DARKNESS a.k.a. the twiztid serail killa hachet riddin juggalo shadow walker "Sir Cherries Alot" Kaneorion THE DEVILS ADVOCATE. ~~!!N.A.P.A!!~~Juggalo Homie~~ Rock Star King þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ FéLoN¥ ™ Todo Lo Que Deseas,

Hershey's Special Dark Snack Cake Medley
Ingredients: * CREAM CHEESE FILLING(recipe follows) * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups sugar * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 2 teaspoons baking soda * 1 teaspoon salt * 2 cups water * 2/3 cup vegetable oil * 2 eggs * 2 tablespoons white vinegar * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Chocolate Chips * 1/2 cup MOUNDS Sweetened Coconut Flakes * 1/2 cup chopped nuts Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Prepare CREAM CHEESE FILLING; set aside. 2. Stir together flour, sugar, cocoa, baking soda and salt in large bowl. Add water, oil, eggs, vinegar and vanilla; beat on medium speed of mixer 2 minutes or until well blended. Pour 3 cups batter into prepared pan. Gently drop cream cheese filling onto batter by heaping teaspoonfuls. Carefully spoon remaining batter over filling. Combine chocolate chips, coconut and nuts; sprinkle over top of batter. 3 Bake 50 to

Kids And Moms
What Elementary School Kids Say about Their Moms: Why did God make mothers? *1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. *2. Mostly to clean the house. *3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? *1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. *2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. *3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? *1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. *2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other Mom? *1. We're related. *2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your Mom? *1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff. *2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my gues

The Little Things In Life
Little stones make big mountains, Little steps can cover miles, Little acts of loving-kindness Give the world it's biggest smiles... Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears, Little candles light the darkness, Little memories last for years... Little dreams can lead to greatness, Little victories to success~ It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness... When I think about all the little things, warm thoughts of all of you always come to mind and all the joy that friendship brings, always and forever sharing it online... THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!!

Do Ya Blame Babyjesus??? Now Really..do Ya?? (repost)
I just saw a few belletins on Mike being a "sell out" etc etc... Can you blame him??? All the man gets is bitchin and moaning.. Over the last week, Mike has been slammed, berated, yelled at, swore at, and whatever else.. IF he did sell Lost Cherry.. Guess what?? He doesnt have to listen anymore!!!!!! IF CT/LC went corporate, the big wigs dont have to listen anymore!!!!! IF CT/LC has been sold to a corporation, this enables them to do exactly what MSN did.. NOT CARE. but most of all IF CT/LC was sold.. WHO CARES??? It was not ours to decide, but IF I was Mike and had to listen to all the bullshit every single day.. yea I think I would have sold too.. So all the bulletins, whining.. bitching.. IF its corporate, goes on deaf ears. But I will say this, CT/LC is the perfect psychological experiment for how people get along. Who the hell needs reality TV. People it is Thanksgiving. You would have THOUGHT that ONE DAY, we could have signed on here without seeing so

Buddhist Monk Cuts Off Penis And Renounces Refix
Buddhist monk cuts off penis and renounces refix Wed Nov 22, 6:23 AM ET A Thai Buddhist monk cut off his penis with a machete because he had an erection during meditation and declined to have it reattached, saying he had renounced all earthly cares, a doctor and a newspaper said on Wednesday. The 35-year-old monk, whose name was withheld for privacy reasons, allowed medical staff at Maharaj hospital, 780 km (480 miles) south of Bangkok to dress his wound, but refused reattachment, hospital chief Prawing Euanontouch said. "We cleaned up the wound, gave him some stitches, but he declined to have it reattached because he said had abandoned everything," Prawing told Reuters by telephone. Prawing declined to comment on the monk's erection, which Bangkok-based Kom Chad Luk tabloid reported on its Web site.

Pet Peeve #1009
Ladies....when you post a pic of you kissing another girl, why do you always put, "I was SOOOO drunk!!!". Why cant you just say you made out with another chick and let it be? If you were that embarrased, you wouldn't have posted it in the first place, right? Plus....trust me, you don't need an explanation or a reason to give us to justify you kissin' on another girl. We really don't mind! :D Also, it does not make you a lesbian/bisexual if you do this. Ok....maybe it does, but what's wrong with that? Personally, I've always gotten along wonderfully with lesbians. I find that we like a lot of the same things! ;) Anyway....go on out and make out with other ladies and post the pics with no shame. It's a beautiful thing!!!

Shit's Goin' Down, So Get The Fuck Out Of Town.
Mainframe Hacked/// >> Fatal Error Detected: System Shut-down///Restart >> Program: Synthetic v4.0///Started >> Manual Over-ride begun ... ... ..... Command Line: "Per Aspera, Ad Astra" End. Fucking. Transmission.

Wanted Female Sub/slave
I am looking for a female sub/slave. One that understands and knows what her place in the lifestyle is. One that seeks to serve and please, and she gains her pleasures from serving and pleasing. One that is will to explore Ds, finding new ways to have orgasmic pleasures. One that enjoys pain, pleasures, and laughing. One that can enjoy life and be happy with whom she is. Looking for one between the age of 30 to 45. HWP. Being Bi-sexual is a plus. :) Only seeking females.

Juggalos
JUGGALO VS. FRIEND-- Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is prob

Do It Anyway By Martina Mcbride..... Her New Song What A Beautiful Song..
Artist/Band: Martina McBride Lyrics for Song: Do It Anyway Lyrics for Album: New Songs You can spend your whole life building something from nothing One storm can come and blow it all away Build it anyway You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway Chorus: God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good And when I pray it doesn’t always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway, I do it anyway This world’s gone crazy and it’s hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today Believe it anyway You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons, and in a moment they can choose to walk away Love ‘em anyway Repeat Chorus You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in that tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway, sing it anyway I sing, I dream, I love, anyway

Helppppppp
OK well i have myspace and i never wrote a blog, so i thought i'd give it a shot here, you all seem awsome and very helpful. So i only have 1 question.... How the hell can i set up my page to look good ? Lol well i guess that wraps it up for now. xxxxxxx

Competitions
Well I can't see me being entered into any of the contests on here, and as for winning, well no chance LOL. Still thats not stopping me from comment bombing a friend who is in a contest at the moment. Now i could have written a script to web scrape and post the comments but thats a little unfair, plus as its only running for a few days there isn't much point putting the work in. Oh it would have been easy to create, but i can't see the point of creating a one off just to win a contest, and i will not offer a service to others to win contests. Its not hard to sit with a tab open and just cut and paste, ok boring i admit, but its not hard. So in the mean time when i get bored voting, i have started to say hi to people on the site and rating them 10's. That doesn't mean i expect them to do the same for me, though it would be nice if they said hi or a thankyou. Of course if that then develops into a conversation or just saying hi everyday, then thats ok. There are a few friends th

Lost In The Morning Cigarette...
Some things that i saw in the smoke: I need a printer. I need to focus ( I feel like Osaka "get it together, get it together, get it together...") Things not yet known: What the fuck are all these nightmares about? Why am I atracted to "Azumanga Daioh" type girls?

Wtf..
PROVO, S.D. - The Humane Society of the Black Hills removed 150-200 dogs from the rural residence of an elderly woman at Provo in southwest South Dakota. ADVERTISEMENT Fall River County Sheriff Jeff Tarrell said he contacted the woman earlier this month after the Humane Society received a complaint and she agreed to give up the dogs. Tarrell said she had taken in stray dogs for more than 30 years. "It got to the point where people would actually drop the dogs off near the place or abandon them (near there)," he said. "People were essentially taking advantage. They knew she would take in stray dogs." Suz Phillips, director of operations for the Humane Society, said the dogs were overall in good health.

Kindreds Delight
Yes, it IS a poem about vampires, much older one of mine, at a guess....I was 18 when I wrote it, makes it 8 years old or so, please enjoy :-) And the moon arose, casting a pale sort of daylight for those below, and the savage roamed free, their instincts taking them over, the blood rapture has begun, savage lust scorching through veins, the scent, an erotic intoxication, the blood, the life that drives there hunger. The Kindred hunts, the Blood Lust has begun. The moon arose, covering the land in pale grays, the living flee, their fear driving them faster, their fear drawing the embrace. In the end, the living spell bound, held by the pounding hunger before them, the thirst of the blood, the blood that is life. The Kindred hunts, the Blood Rapture has begun. And in the moonlight, the blood ran free, Cain danced for his children long lost. The moans in pleasure, the screams in pain, the Kindred's eternal song. The fire and ice, the life in death, the dance t

Blow Job Etiquette ( By A Woman )
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule#5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" -get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls- if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've j

I Love You.....
I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. Too A Very Special Friend!

Cherry To The Tap...
Okay, I've been surfing this thing for two weeks now, and I have a few observations...First, I need some nude photos of myself...as scary as that sounds, if you don't have pix of your shit, no one cares...okay, I'll work on that..It is comforting that people on CT don't need to be necessarily attractive, at least in the classic sense, to be naked...That's a good thing...Also, it is near impossible to find someone you're looking for on this thing...I've got a friend that lives 4 miles away, but no matter what, I can't find her...and, lastly, there are people who seem to think they need 40 different versions of the same head shot at a slightly different angle..get over yourself!!!!....and ...and...post some nude pix, already....Am I right or am I right????

Way Down Here In Arizona
Well folks.......I know I should have started this back in October when I came down here to Arizona,but I didnt,and unfortunatly I wont be able to blog daily but I will do my best.I have to first off thank my friends here at CT for being so supportive,I couldnt ask for better friends!Unfortunatly I wont be home till sometime in april, and the days seem like months,the minutes like hours.....I do my best to try to ignore the time hoping that it will pass by faster,so far it hasnt seemed to work!When the sun sets and things get quiet,I cant help but be lonely....and the need to be able to talk to someone just to vent or just plain talk to gets worse!Those of you here at the CT who have heard me vent over the phone know what I am talking about.I guess right now my only goal is to make it through the x-mas holidays, and then newyears after that,hopefully by then I will be fine and work myself into some sort of routine.I just wish I could be home to see my little girl on x-mas open her pres

Me Me
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Grudge
lyrics - the grudge Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity. Calculate what we will or will not tolerate. Desperate to control all and everything. Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell. Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end. Saturn ascends, comes round again. Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done. Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity. Calculate what we will or will not tolerate. Desperate to control all and everything. Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control. Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper. Defining, confini

“brown Balls”
“Brown Balls” The father of 17 kids goes to the doc's with a rash on his belly. "All right" says the Doc, "drop 'em and let's have a look." Having been confronted with the evidence the Doc exclaims, "Yes, you've got a bad rash there, but my word, what brown balls you've got. They're truly remarkable!” The patient is a bit embarrassed and says "Look Doc, what about the rash?" "Oh that's easy," said the Doc, "Here's some cream to rub on. By the way, those brown balls are amazing, my I ask..." "No," said the patient, "You can't. Now, is that all Doc?" "Well, " said the Doctor, " You could stop the rash coming back with a bit better hygiene. Tell your wife you need clean underpants every day. And those really are the brownest balls I've ever seen!" The guy goes home and tells his wife that the Doctor says he needs clean underpants every day. "What?" she yells, "Clean underpants every day, and me with 17 kids to chase after! Seventeen kids to wash, feed, cloth, ge

“put A Rubber On It”
“Put A Rubber On It” A husband and a wife are waiting at the bus stop, and with them are their nine children. A blind man joins them after a few minutes. When the bus arrives, they find that it is overloaded and only the wife and nine kids are able to fit in the bus. So the husband and the blind man decide to walk. After a while the husband gets irritated by the ticking of the stick of the blind man as he taps it on the sidewalk and says to him, "Why don't you put a piece of rubber at the end of your stick, that sound is driving me nuts!" The blind man replies, "If you would've put rubber at the end of YOUR stick, we'd be riding the bus, so shut the hell up!"

Three Women Escaped From Prison
Three women escaped from prison. One was a redhead, one was a brunette, and one was a blonde. They ran for miles until they came upon an old barn where they decided to hide in the hayloft and rest. When they climbed up, they found three large gunnysacks and decided to climb into them for camouflage. About an hour later the sheriff and his deputy came into the barn. The sheriff told his deputy to go up and check out the hayloft. When he got up there the sheriff asked him what he saw and the deputy yelled back, "Just three gunnysacks." The sheriff told him to find out what was in them, so the deputy kicked the first sack, which had the redhead in it. She went, "Bow-wow", so the deputy told the sheriff there was a dog in it. Then he kicked the sack with the brunette in it. She went, "Meow", so the deputy told the sheriff there was a cat in it. Then he kicked the one with the blonde in it, and there was no sound at all. So he kicked it again, and finally the blonde said, "Potatoe

Fuck Off
Fuck Off [Samples] "Wicked...W-Wicked." "B-Bitch." "Wicked...W-Wicked." "B-Bitch." "Wicked...W-Wicked." "B-Bitch." "Wicked...W-Wicked." "B-B-B-B-Bitch. Bitch-B-Bitch." [2 Dope (Samples) {Violent J}] Well, it's on. It's on like neden hoe fuck I'm 2 Dope and I'm fuckin' drunk Walked in the joint with my nuts hangin' out my drawers Yo, SUCK MY BALLS! All I wanna do is choke a bitch Roll up a jimmy and smoke the bitch I dropped outta school and I quit my job All I wanna be is a fat, fuckin' slob 'cause I don't care about none of y'all bitches! Shut the fuck up and drop ya britches ("B-Bitch.") 'cause I'm cloggin' a bank! {"A bank!"} So I don't give a fuck about what none of y'all thank When I do a show, I wreck the place I run around the stage kickin' bitches in the face 'cause I ain't nothin' soft, so you and your boys can straight FUCK OFF!!! SUCK MY NUTS, BITCH! FUCK YOU! You can suck my nut sac, yo SUCK MY NUTS, BITCH! FUCK YOU! You can shake, you're d

God Bless The Jews
Next time u see a jew, hug them. In the least, thank them. There is something going on in the Holy Land that affects us all more then u could ever understand. In 1983 a USMC barracks was bombed in Beirut, Lebanon. You know why? Because the Iranians sent them to. 241 American soldiers were killed. Why? Because of a hate so inbred and blind that u and your loved ones are targets even from 10,000 miles away. Muslim, extremest ,terrorist ,scum, dogs want you dead. This is because your country defends the Jews in order to let them live in their homeland. A homeland the U.N. gave them after what was done to them in Europe by the Nazi's and the rest of Europe for that matter. Until they are driven into the sea by these cocksucker's, they will be targets of terror. And i'm not referring to their IDF(Israeli Defense Force). I'm talking about mother's and children on their way to school. Men on their way to work. Anyone who does'nt think like they(scum) think. This terrorist group was called Hez