I give up on the one I loved, the father of my babies. I ruined his life once again. My guessing is that he wants me to do what I did with the first one well it aint going to happen. He will be happy if I misscarry cause then he dont have to deal with me. Lifes a bitch hey. I try to work things out but that dont ever happen cause he reather fight with me. Well here it all ends. He dont have to bother with me. Time to go nighty night....
