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Idiots !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 days ago i was at work all day long . I recieved a phone call from my children telling me that when they got home off the bus my landlords had put my house and land up forsale .. U know it really sucks that ppl have to be this way .They told me when they bough it i would never have to worry renting from anyone eles . Well the fixed a few things and then decided to sell it out from under me . Why do ppl have to like this MONEY HUNGRY PPL ... I was never late on my rent payed all my bills on time yard cleaned and house cleaned all the time kids are good kids no problems at all out of my children or myself . So why is it that ppl want to be like this .. They say one thing and do another? So what do i do now they gave me no warning to they were going to sell i have money saved up but now have to worry about finding somewhere eles to live . My kids dont want to leave the area for the friends and school , we have been here for 3 years this is our home .

Idiots Suck
Somebody stole my fucking truck out of my driveway last night. What the hell is wrong with people? I stay to myself, I don't do drugs or hang out with idiots that do. I bust my ass to raise money for those less fortunate in this freaking world. I clean my house every day. I go to work every day. I stay out of trouble. What the fuck? Now im without a vehicle, I don't have the money to buy another one. This is bullshit.

Idiot Of The Day~ Chevyweld
You know the drill... ->chevyweld: I do find it somewhat offensive. chevyweld: u mad? chevyweld: yes,lol ->chevyweld: Assumption is a bitch, eh? chevyweld: thats way i asked ->chevyweld: I looked at a few, yeah, but that doesn't mean I'd wanna fuck you. chevyweld: u already saw my pics ->chevyweld: How can you honestly feel comfortable asking strangers on a social network questions like that? chevyweld: like in sex? ->chevyweld: Play? Like sports? chevyweld: oh ,do u play at all? ->chevyweld: Ummm... no chevyweld: are u bi? ->chevyweld: Not really, but it's something to do...lmao chevyweld: sounds like fun ->chevyweld: I'm alright. Job hunting. chevyweld: how are u today? ->chevyweld: Hi chevyweld: hi there

Idiots.
dont you just want to tell users that do this to just go fuck themselves? ACCEPT | DENY š Naughty... 2008-05-27 16:07:41 Please FAN~~ADD~~RATE~~ME...thanks....MUAH!!!! but of course, if you did have a rant at them, calling them illiterate annoying fuckers, then they could rate me a 1. oh the horror. ..........

Idiots
I just done talking to a complete fucking moron that was trying to wash my brains about a welfare system. So, like a fuckin idiot I learned English and finished HS without bein knocked up. Then I could've leeched off welfare system, and get more moneys for poppin out more accidental babies. Also, how naive of me to bust my ass off practicing my violin and gettin a scholarship to college, when I could've just filed for a financial aide due to bein black. Oh, nm, that won't work. Also, WHY do I work as a friggin night auditor, when I could be rollin in mad cash stealin govt money due to bein...underprivileged. THen I could sit on Fubar all day while my 10 kids are moping around lookin for food and entertainment. I guess the whole time I've been doin it wrong! If an immigrant can do it in this country, there's no fuckin way an American can't.

The Idiots We Help & Who Then Turn On Us!!
~ SINS ~ HERS & MINE ~ 1st ~ I have to let you know that I think it is best, for everyone involved, that you & I do not "hang out" &/or "kick it" for a while.. And, I am serious when I say to you that this is because of your Words & Your "Final Decision" early, early this morning. I have come to the Conclusion, that the continued "DRAMA" in your life & NOW UNFORTUNATELY in Mine as well; stems from (for the MOST PART - 75% U / 25% Him) YOU & YOUR continued NEGATIVE ACTIONS towards him, at him, & EVERYONE in the "immediate vicinity" of the two of you. And, as long as there is a way for you to call him, text him, &/or see him you will be doing it without ANY RESPECT & REGARDS OF ANYONE AROUND YOU & HELPING YOU.. THE MORE & MORE I GET TO KNOW YOU I REALIZE THAT ALL I'M GETTING TO KNOW IS A VERY SELFISH, NEEDY, WEAK, & DISPICABLE PERSON!! BAM! CRASH! BURN! IT ALL BLOWS UP IN YOUR FUCKING FACE EVERY FUCKING TIME & YOU RUN

Idiot Down Rater!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO SET OUT TO PISS OFF OTHER PEOPLE...THIS IS JUST CRAZY. I POSTED A BLOG AND THIS THING DECIDED TO COME THRU COMMENT ON IT AND THEN RATE IT A 1. WHAT A RETARD!! IF THIS PERSON IS YOUR FRIEND, MORE POWER TO YA!! IF NOT...STAY AWAY AT ALL COST...SHE'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME!! ~Candy is Dandy But Liquor is Quicker ~AKA ~Eyes Wide Open~!@ fubar This is what showed up in my Bartab: ~Candy is Dandy... rated your blog a '1'! · ~Candy is Dandy... left you a new blog comment! This is the convo between she and I: ~Candy is ...: why u want blocked ??? ~Candy is ...: cuz i can ->~Candy is ...: so why did you even bother to rate it at all? no one asked you too JUST VENTING!! BUT THAT WAS JUST RETARDED!!

Idiot Sighting
IDIOT SIGHTING : I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked, 'Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge?' To which I replied , 'If it was without my knowledge, how would I know?' He smiled knowingly and nodded, 'That's why we ask.' now if it was me i would have ancered.., hell ya my wife packed my bags who knows what she put in there. HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE..ZZ..

Idiots
If you're going to leave a blast for the whole Fu-World to see you better be damn sure you've spelled every word correctly. Otherwise, you're going to look like a g'damn Fu-Idiot! Mistakes happen, of course. But these blatant and repeated errors I keep reading over and over are killing me. I'm just sayin'. For the grammar impaired (using several examples I've seen in the past 5 minutes): ~ It's "you're", not "your" when you're stating that someone is something or is doing something. Remember, "your" is used to describe something as belonging to you or someone else. EX: Your page rocks! "You're" is the contraction of "you are". EX: You're HOT! ~ It's "meant", not "ment" ~ "I" is a proper pronoun. Capitalize it. ~ It's "and" not "an" when you're adding an additional thought or statement. ~ Periods are your friend. ~ "Its" = to show possession; belonging to. EX: Its tale is wagging. "It's" = contraction for "it is". EX: It's clear that many people slept th

-idiosyncrocies Of Love- ♥
We go to extreme measures for love. We do what we must to pursue it, maintain it, preserve it, hide it, save it, retreat from it, attain it, and, ultimately, forgive it. Perhaps most love isn't what we imagine. Maybe we love the most when we commit acts of self-sacrifice. Maybe we are forced to leave most love behind to make room for our own personal growth. When was the last time you let go for love? Not OF love, but FOR it? When has your most painful decision been motivated by compassion? And, most importantly, was it worth it?

Idiots - Lol
Be Careful Out There IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two..' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'you gave me too much money.' I said, 'Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said 'We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing.' The clerk then proceeded to give

Idiot
So, "Baddaddy" http://www.fubar.com/user/2063080, sent me this PM: I Know what "niggardly" means Are you too lazy to look up "Bigot"? Considering "niggardly" has no racial meaning, what does bigot have to do with anything? Oh yeah, because I'm white, I must obviously be using the word "niggardly" to be controversial and to *snigger* get away with saying something remotely racist. Oh wait! Snigger! moron

Idiots On The Road
I've always seen those people on the road that don't know what the hell they are doing, but driving a truck I see ALOT more...........Some of my favorites...... The ones that put on their turn signal a mile before they turn and start slowing down. The ones that get on the highway doing 10 mph, I have actually seen them come to a stop on the on ramp........lol The ones that stop at a caution light......DUH!!!!! The ones that are all over the road because they can't drive and talk on their cell phones at the same time. Women actually trying to do their make-up while driving. The ones that try to eat and drive..........STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that decide that the best time to use their laptop is when they are doing 70 mph down the highway.............MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that don't understand that you CAN turn right on red....................lol The ones that do not know when to dim their bright lights. The ones that don't know that the l

Idiots
I am feeling a little frustrated today. I am not sure why. I have spent a lot of my life dealing with insincere people with empty promises. I have been lied to, cheated on and so on. For as far back as I can remember I have had this wall being built between me and the world... I have become an artist of sorts at looking at things from a different perspective. People think I am very easy to size up.. But I know I am not, because, hell, a lot of the time I am not even sure who I am. I am very outgoing, I like to talk a lot and I do talk a lot. My entire career has been networking, negociating, and solving problems. That’s what I do and that’s what I am good at. People sometimes ask me what’s wrong if I am quiet, there is nothing wrong, sometimes you have to listen and watch, you can learn a lot more about a person doing this, some people are not good at the art of conversation. You should always judge a person by the questions they ask as opposed to the answers they give. A per

Idiots
hello... let me ask you a question, are you a good slavegirl material? that was just a question and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about this theme and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl, to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant..... read my profile and my blog and when you think , that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This I recieved in my friend requests first thing today All i have to say is....Are you fucking kidding me.......Its bullshit like this among other things i have deleted my profile on few occasions...Men like this need to just walk off the face of the earth never to return! The world would be a much better place!

Idiots
I love dealing with idiots. And I have NO problem putting them on blast. I'll have a screen shot for this one later. I'm doing too many other things right now to load the pic into photobucket and then on here. Anyways...last night I had my status as something along the lines of can I have your fu-bux please. Something to that extent since I'm going for spotlight. I get rated by this guy and a friend request saying he'll give me 800k to JOIN his lounge. Nothing else was said in the request or asked for in order to get the bux. He's lucky as hell I didn't screen shot that. Anyways...I join and stayed a bit until I called it a night. He was asking me about djs and promoters. Um...dude we said for me to join. NOT work for your lounge. Anyone who knows me knows I hardly go into lounges on here. But I was like I know at least a couple people that do dj and promote but I'm not sure any of them are looking for a lounge but I'd look into it. So most of today I haven't been

Idiots In Mums
This dumb bitch post a mum about how neglectful she is of her kid. And I called her on it in a second mum. I told this girl that I hoped someone called CPS on her. She was bragging about her neglect of him in one mum and thanking mummers in the second. So everyone attacks me in mums needlessly but I jump one mindless bitch and this is what I get... SilverOak ™ Online (tangerine dreaming) Pawtucket, RI November 15, 2008 @ 11:47 am #95 of 98 Crissy: FYI, children will have times when they need to vent just to unwind. They learn about 1500 new things a day and experience frustration over all the things they still want to learn. Do some research before you attack someone needlessly. Who the hell does he think he is? Defender of stupid whores? I hope someone shows him this and he sees what I said. Cause if the mother fucker is gona attack me when I'm not around to defend myself then I can sure as hell attack his ass.And as a woman who is finishing her degree in psychol

Idiots
I want to vent!! About something that really bothers me! Idiots~ and you know who you are....You are the ones who wallow in a sea of lies .....ones who try to make yourself look good by putting others down...you are the ones who are so effin superficial that you don't see a good thing when its clearly standing in front of you.maybe because its not perfect in physcial form! .you are the ones who won't work...the ones who may work but barely survive because you are too busy getting drunk to get off your azzes to get a real job!! you are the ones with 5 different "babys mammas"...you are the ones with no car.....you are the one's that live with mamma and daddy cause you are scared to face the real world...You are the ones that will NEVER grow up and face reality!!! You are the ones I will never ever give my pity to!! Sad enough...you are the ones who have once broke my heart or my best friends heart when I or she was too dumb to realize that you were an idiot!! How dare any of you!!! Im

Idiots
Damn Im a man, and i have to the fuck heads males on here give us normal men a bad name. We have it in our title LOOKING FOR FEMALES NO MALES...yet every fucking day requests from men, shouts from men cant any of you read or do you want me to write it in crayon????? more ur educational level this one guy after he says hey babe to my girlfriend i write him back cant you fucking read or are you brain dead, he then calls my girlfreidn a douche bag lol and had so much courage blocked me great going guys we are already considered the lower genger and you are just proving the point. Please try to pretend you have an IQ then ur age

Idiot Alert
IDIOT ALERT: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener.. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not. Four is larger than two.' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT ALERT My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill.. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'you gave me too much money..' I said, 'Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing.' The clerk then proceeded to give me back $1 and 75 cents in chan

Idiot Sighting
WOULD YOU BELIEVE THESE ALL HAPPENED FOR REAL!!!!!!! Be Careful Out There: IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two.' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'You gave me too much money.' I said, 'Yes, I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said 'We're sorry but they coul

Idiots ...
Look, i realize its normal for people to just ignore someones profile. Myself, i take the time to READ almost everyones profile, and as stated in mine i want people to read mine also before speaking to me or sending me a friends request. Some of you fucking dumbasses obviously dont, especially when you send me a friends request or a shout saying something pertaining to " SPOIL ME" or "SEE MY NSFW FOR BLING PACK". That sorta tells me you nasty bitches havent read my profile. So yes not only am i going to DENY your request, im going to go out of my way to express just how fucking ugly and nasty your ass is. If that hurts your feelings, good thats what it was meant to do dumbass. If you dont have any respect for me, why should i have any for you? While me denying your friends request might not bother you, know that i actualy enjoy ripping into you and your pictures. Pro tip, your not a sex goddess, your a virtual entity and your pictures are just pixels not something so errotic

Idiot Of The Day - Hopefully The Only One
So this guy ... JoeS sends me a shout that says "nsfw?"... so i'm like "was that a question???" he says "yes do u have sexy pix?" ... ok keep in mind, he hasn't talked to me ever before, no rates, no conversation... apparently he's too lazy to add someone and check the albums... so my response... "wow, you really are just a typical jackass aren't you. there's plenty of porn sites on the net, even if i had access to my old acct that has hundreds of them, i wouldn't give you access" ... he starts rating me 1's... i'm thinkin "seriously? am i supposed to be hurt by this? rofl!!!" all i said was "lol cute, hunny, truth hurts like a motherfucker doesn't it" ... and blocked him, i was going to leave him unblocked but i figured god forbid he responds, my iq might drop. love ya'll, sin

Idiot Of The Morning.
chris HEAD ENFORCER AT CLUB BLUE FLAMES if the guy really did lose a kid, sucks to be him, but i really don't tend to believe people that use it as an excuse to be a dick... from the bottom up as it used to be. chris HEAD...: ur a fuckin cunt go fuck urself bitch u freak of nature ->chris HEAD...: wow, if that's the reason you're giving for acting like a dick to a stranger on fubar, maybe you should log off and grieve. chris HEAD...: not in the best of moods chris HEAD...: sorry not doing well had to burry my son recently ->chris HEAD...: wow, attittude from the guy asking for shit? really... you'd think the head enforcer of a lounge would have people skills chris HEAD...: whatever never mind ->chris HEAD...: why.... would i lend fubucks to you? considering it's not like we talk... chris HEAD...: can i borrow some fubucks please hunny ->chris HEAD...: hi chris HEAD...: hey cutie

Idiot Ex
so my ex....who i was with for 3 years and who dumped me last year right before valentines...has jut gotten out of jail for reasons im not sure of and we wrote me poems. ENJOY!!! Please Forgive Me To the ends of time I will love you my friend Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend An angel to me you were so kind Raising my spirits with ways I can not find Over and over the days with you replayed Loving you so much wished you would have stayed I crossed a line which I know not fit Now each day I die a little bit An empty void replaces what I feel Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal From the feeling of love I felt for a friend. Your New Love Only if you would like to vote and comment, it would mean a lot to me. Is it okay to feel sane when things don’t always work out? I stood outside my door to breathe into God air. I watched each car pass me by with its fullest speed I thought about you and where you could possibly be Visions of you an

Idiotic Quote For The Mass Of Gullible People
“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.” The person that came up with this line was one naive mother fucker. I've loved and let go. He came back but not because he loves me or because he's mine. He comes back because he's a greedy bastard and wants to take advantage of me again. If I love him and let him go and he actually leaves (even if it is to come back later) then it was never love. If you love someone they won't leave regardless nor will they have the kind of doubts that keep you from them. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me" This is yet another one finger salute to him, and yes he knows who he is.

Idiots With Guns & Armored Trucks, Inc.
O.K., SO... Monday night, I was at the group get-together with the Pirates of Reno (Argh, matey). A good time was had by all at Ryan's on Wells Ave. However, I almost didn't make it. I actually thought that for awhile I would have been a *gasp* person of interest to the Sparks P.D. Here's the skinny: I went to the Drive-Thru ATM machines on Oddie Blvd. And sitting there, blocking ALL the ATM Machines (all 4 of 'em, mates), was an Armoured Truck. It was representing a local business that performs cash deliveries/etc. I have agreed to not mention names, as they would find it embarassing. (hehehe) Well, anyways, I pull up, see everything blocked. I see one of the Armored Truck Employees working in the end ATM. So I roll down my window and say "hey, 'bout how long do you plan to be?" He turns around, sees me in my pirate gear, mates. Does a bit of a double take, and asks me "What are YOU supposed to be?" To which I reply"Uh, a Pirate!" out loud (and "DUH!" to myself" This....value

Idiots
In a college classroom, they were discussing the qualifications to be President of the United States.It was pretty simple - the candidate must be a natural born citizen of at least 35 years of age.However, one girl in the class immediately started in on how unfair was the requirement to be a natural born citizen. In short, her opinion was that this requirement prevented many capable individuals from becoming president. The class was taking it in and letting her rant, but everyone's jaw hit the floor when she wrapped up her argument by stating, 'What makes a natural born citizen any more qualified to lead this country than one born by C-section?'Yep, these are the same 18 year olds that just elected the new President of the United States. Amazing...

Idiot #1
Today, I was inspired. Inspired to create a blog dedicated to the insane number of fools that prowl online websites for girls with no self esteem that will get on cam or take pics for any Tom, Dick, or Harry. So the entire reason for this blog is to highlight the absolute morons that I come in contact with online. Let's introduce idiot number 1: Numerous times, this guy has approached me on MSN asking to see me on cam. Every time, I tell him no. I even then told him that his chances are lessened by the fact that he asked so much. So this is the breaking point today: matt says: ooo nice nice may i see you please finally lolMiss Lucy Furr says: goddamn it. i'm blocking you. i get on cam when i feel like it. i'm so fucking tired of people asking to see me on cam. you cannot talk to me for 5 mins without bringing it up and i'm over it! goodbye!matt says: ok you ugly bitch 4 eyes REALLY!?! LOL. Make my day. :) men.

Idiots In Chat Rooms
hannibal_great: hiMe: hihannibal_great: whts upMe: nadahannibal_great: wht r u uptoMe: Rating friends on fubarhannibal_great: okhannibal_great: u hv camMe: Nohannibal_great: micMe: nopehannibal_great: picsMe: Pic is to the righthannibal_great: what r u looking forMe: Didn't say I was looking for anythinghannibal_great: do u viewMe: Have no reason tohannibal_great: u play with guysMe: I'm too old to playMe: Real deal or nothinghannibal_great: realMe: You ain't here so it's not realMe: It's cyberhannibal_great: so u dont do cyberMe: Why would I? Most guys online don't have a freakin' clue.hannibal_great: for funMe: Righthannibal_great: soMe: Good luck with thathannibal_great: so u are into chatting onlyMe: It's a chat room...helloMe: Not porn r ushannibal_great: yeah not pornhannibal_great: watch me plsMe: Nohannibal_great: help meMe: Help yourselfhannibal_great: lolhannibal_great: u r too stubbornMe: As I said, I don't play. It's real or nothing.Me: Sorry you can't grasp that.hannibal_g

Idiots Among Us
IDIOT SIGHTING We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two.. We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING:

Idiots That Insult Children
These two people came to my page and started bad mouthing my 3yr old daughter for no reason. Calling her ugly and everything else. beware of these two. http://www.fubar.com/user/2785629 http://www.fubar.com/user/3203513

Idiots In Th Sb
FUCK YOU (My link drop back to idiots!) Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box? Do I know you? Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger? Didn't think so! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

Idiots At The Unemployment Dept.
I'm on unemployment....which I call unenjoyment. I have applied to have my checks automatically deposited into my bank account FOUR fucking times!! Twice by mail and twice online. So I go out to my mailbox to get my mail and what do I find?? Another fucking check!! GodDAMMIT what do I have to do?? How fucking hard is it to push a few fucking buttons and have my check direct deposited?? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr k, rant over, resume lives.

Idiocy
You ever say something to someone, and the next day realize it's one of the worse things you've ever done? I have. I said something and now entirely regret every last ill typed word of it. I'm sitting here, tears in my eyes, stomach in knots, because I've lost the respect of someone that I cared for I'm sitting here, trying to chat with the love of my life, but all I can think of is the hurt I've caused this person, and what I would do to take it back. Looking at the shoutbox constantly, hoping for the one thing I want more than anything at this moment, any sign of forgiveness. The regrets of a fool.

The Idiots Return!.. Trucker0918
In a friend request.. WoW, so Sexy. I just rated your picture a 10 and added you to my friends. Please, I need your help in Fubar land. Please, Add me, Rate me, and Love me (I tryed). Thank you for your help. Peace be with you, and have a nice day. Jeff Riiight... As you'll know if you're in my friends list, I don't add anyone, because I don't collect friends. Anyone who takes the time to read at least a bit of my profile will obviously get the same in return, and even though I'm not on here too often anymore, I still talk to everyone in my friends when I am.. so asking to get rated/fanned whatever bollocks just to add someone else to your list really pisses me off. As for "help" on fubar, help with WHAT? The popularlity contest between you and the thousands of people you've never and most likely will never meet? Getting people to "rate" you based on a photograph so you can level, and get more photographs and bullshit.. so pointless. I came on here because a friend suggested i

The Idiot Strikes Again...aka My Exhusband.
[23:38] liquaius: Hey hate to bug but where do you get your quotes from?[23:38] Rogue: Doesn't matter. Good bye[23:39] liquaius: Well ok then...that's wholly unnecessary. L8r putana[23:39] Rogue: And who's being unnecessary?[23:40] Rogue: Certainly not me. I didn't call you any names, and I sure as hell didn't do anything to you[23:40] liquaius: You...I asked you a polite question about something that has NOTHING to do with us and you blew me off most rudely. And given the names you've called me without any prompting lately, my quippy use of italian shouldn't really bother you.[23:43] Rogue: You thought you were going to be cute and laugh snidely at a certain image that was posted online recently. I owe you nothing. Certainly not kindness[23:43] Rogue: You have no reason whatsoever to contact me unless it is in direct regards to our children.[23:43] Rogue: Good bye *closed window...figured I was done* [00:00] liquaius: LOL I know you didn't see it yourself; I wonder who told you

Idiots
Ugh. Yes I'm starting my day with that "word". It's been a long day and it's been bad. I can only imagine how the rest of the day will be. I am scheduled to work until 5...which I can't do. My boss didn't ask. Which I know people will say that I have to work when I'm scheduled. However, staying until 5 is something that only happens when someone can't be there until 5, which hardly happens. My boss is suppose to ask if a person can work over. Especially me since I don't have a car. Nope, not this time. I have to work with my psycho boss and I have no clue what I'm going to be walking in on. I just got finished taking my oldest to the dentist. He had to get a baby tooth pulled. His permanent tooth was already there and the baby wouldn't come out. What should have taken 5 minuts, took almost an hour. His grandfather, who is generally a very smart man, went stupid. I had my laptop in the car. He goes outside and UNLOCKS every door but the one next to where my laptop is. Do you really th

Idiots And Motor Vehicles
Snowing here pretty bad... only the second snow of the year. People must have short term memories and forget all the wrecks they got into the year before, because they go driving a million miles an hour down the road in the snow when I'm trying not to skid out at 15 mph. I haven't heard many breaks in the radio traffic for wrecks being slammed out one after the other. Just got back from a 2 vehicle collision which sent one into a ditch. On a ramp. Dummies. Oh well, it's job security. I find a lot of SUVs in wrecks... being up high psychologically gives the people a sense of invincibility and power. They forget that 4 wheel drive doesn't mean "can drive on ice". They also forget that having a truck body without the construction of a car leads to a higher fatality rate due to more energy from the impact being transmitted to the driver. Oh well...

Idiots - In Gaming Cirles
One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the list's txt file character sheet and prepare to C&P it into my spreadsheet, thinking I'm going to get help making my sheet. After all, although he got cranky about me not wanting someone to send me an illegal copy of the book, I thought I was going to get help with my sheet. I haven't dealt with the WtA TT rules set in years. I haven't even played d10 TT in years. So, when I asked him if he would be helping me, or someone in the main room would help me, he says "I can post questions." Uhm, excuse me. Post questions? I already said someone was going to have to make this sheet and explain the gifts to me. *GRRR* I told him that we had a communication error. Told

Idiocy Of The Government...
Oddities of the govt... they spend billions yearly to keep and enforce the illegalness of the med that works the best.... and only set aside 4.5 mill for research for a cure lol Is this to try to force patients into buying man made chemicals with horrible side effects from drug companies instead of naturally grown 1s that actually work better? Basically looks like the drug companies are sucking the right dicks to get paid :| 4 1/2 million for research finding a cure verses BILLIONS keeping weed from those that need it... I consider this bullshit, and it pisses me off.

Idiot
*DISCLAIMER* My statement about having morals about relationships is not meant to imply other people who view relationships differently do not have morals. This is my opinion on the matter and he was an idiot who was annoying me; so for my 2 friends who like to debate, not gonna happen. :P:P Suga Lips: Fuck off dropdoc19: suck my dick Suga Lips: Do you not take hints? dropdoc19: have you cumm in my mouth mmmm Suga Lips: It's nice to want dropdoc19: im just saying i want to fuck u Suga Lips: I would know. I'm not a shitty human with zero morals dropdoc19: why not he dnt have to know Suga Lips: Okay..I'm married, so that scenerio would never happen dropdoc19: you sure even if i was eating your pussy Suga Li

Idiocracy
I find it funny that people in the usa think that they are free when in reality they are nothing more than a bunch of lab rates looking for there piece of cheese in the giant maze from hell what we call life now isn't that irronice.

Idiot Strength....
IDIOT strength is yours to command! You play with weights that only a few Olympians would consider…. And they think about it and come get YOU! It is termed all capitals idiot strength for the reason that, other than you, only an idiot would attempt it. And, the idiot would fail! For this gift you are a KNOWN being. The UNIVERSE recognizes you even when you would rather it did not…. You also possess the gift of obscurity… when they see you in work mode, they KNOW you and do what you say…. But the moment you are done….. You are just an old fat man that has such wonderful stories. How this GOD walks and talks. What the food on that planet tastes like…. How this being tricked that one…. You are one who can talk incessantly and be entertaining the whole time.. And never say a thing with meaning! But for your gift of gab you love silence too. You can be alone without stress, and literally love it. Work mode is

An Idiot In Im
jasonr22442002 hi cutie, can we talk about your undies? me no jasonr22442002 that's too bad me not really jasonr22442002 why not? Do you not wear any? me What difference does it make if I do or not? jasonr22442002 I think it's cute me How nice for you jasonr22442002 it's not a bad thing jasonr22442002 you don't think you're cute? me I didn't say I wasn't. me You said it's cute. I'm not an it jasonr22442002 I didn't say you were an it. I think you're undies are cute, they're an it. You're a girl jasonr22442002 I respect you. me Right jasonr22442002 I won't hurt you if you want to be vunerable for awhile jasonr22442002 it's OK me Are you on crack? jasonr22442002 heh heh, that's OK me Whatever me Run along and play whatever stupid game you're attempting to play on someone else. jasonr22442002 I was just trying to have fun with you. jasonr22442002 not make you feel bad me *rolls eyes* me You're annoying me more than anything jasonr22442002 sorry you don't fe

Idioglossia
idioglossia\ id-ee-uh-GLOS-ee-uh \noun; 1. A private form of speech invented by one child or by children who are in close contact, as twins. 2. A pathological condition in which a person's speech is so severely distorted that it is unintelligible.

Idiots
Idiots Include me please I am a huge moron How people feel about themselves is the shit. Make them feel like crap about themselves They feel like crap..stupid fucking morons So easily manipulated Human beings are amazing We have such a gift We learn Animals can be taught but don't actually learn I am in two places now Disdain & respect Both are valid

Idiots That Cant Read Male In Ur Profile
nline Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 3:51am reply chitta: hi 3:54am more To chitta: hi 4:03am reply at Online Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 4:03am reply chitta: how are sweety 4:04am more To chitta: never been called sweety before 4:09am reply chitta: you like or not 4:10am reply chitta: if not i will not call you 4:13am more To chitta: im in here if u want to say hello fubar.com... 4:13am reply chitta

Idiosyncrasies
How many people on here will actually read this blog? How many people on here will actually read this blog and stop, take a deep breath, and examine the pros and cons. The fact and the fiction. The trials and tribulations? What do you do when there's nothing else to say? Nothing else to give? What do you do when your life comes to a standstill and you can't breathe through the pain? It'd be good to know.

Idiot
Emotional Idiot by Maggie Estep(1962-present) Liner Notes - (From Love Is A Dog From Hell)Emotional Idiocy is obviouslya theme close to my heart since I seem to use the phrase in novels andCDs alike. My friend and mentor of sorts, Andrew Vachss, upon hearing meread a rendition of this poem, stated that it ought to be the theme songfor borderline personality disorder. He's right.I'm an Emotional Idiotso get away from me.I mean, COME HERE. Wait, no,that's too close, give me some spaceit's a big country, there's plenty of room, don't sit so close to me.Hey, where are you? I haven't seen you in days.Whadya, having an affair?Who is she? Come on, aren't I enough for you?God,You're so cold.I never know what you're thinking.You're not very affectionate.I mean, you're clinging to me, DON'T TOUCH ME,what am I, your fucking cat?Don't rub me like that. Don't you have anything better to dothan sit there fawning over me?Don't you have any interests?Hobbies?Sailing Fly fishingArcheology?There's an a

Idiots!
Dear Burkholder Paving, You are THE MOST incompetent company in Pennsylvania, hands down. You know nothing more than you know how to totally FUCK UP roads and traffic patterns. Monday, June 20th was THE biggest clusterfuck I have ever sat thru. I was cursing the fact that you had no flagmen to keep traffic going...until my lane started moving, 20 minutes after it came to a standstill. then I found out you DID have flagmen, flagmen who were simply standing in the middle of the road trying not to get hit by oncoming traffic. I use the term flagmen loosely, also, because most of these people were obese women who had no purpose being in the middle of any road, on foot or in vehicle. I'm guessing they were provided by the local women's shelter or unemployment offices and had no prior experience. Or maybe they were just the wives and girlfriends of the obese guys who were standing around pointing at the road waiting for the work to do itself. I also want to thank you for fucking up my rou

Idiot Green On Fubar
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Idiots Here
I have been on here for over a month and found some of the most amazing friends and man that I have fallen madly and deeply in love with! And in this last month I have watched how numerous people have abused my man and my friends because of others and their lies and deceit! I am tired of seeing people on here be hurt and bashed while others sit back and laugh with their cold hearts and idiotic thoughts. Just because you do not know how to treat a man and what the true meaning of love is doesn't mean you ruin a man so badly that when he has the good in front of him he can not see it because of the blinders you have put on him as you tried to mold him to be who you wanted him to be instead of seeing him as who he is! Forsaken you are the most amazing man I know! You have taken my breath away and showed me the love I have been looking for all my life! I cherish every single thing about you and there is nothing I would ever change about you! I love you with everything I am my heart, my sou

Idiots Omg
why is it that guys can hit your sb perv the hell out of you, you then post that convo to show ppl hey look what happened to me yet you get in trouble. i mean come on guys you need to be adult and try and at least act respectful around us, not everyone wants to see your cock on cam, and all your bs i hardly use fubar can i have your yim, um every perv says that so no you not getting my info kk thx

Idiots!
You idiots do realize the cheapest Obama care plan is $328 a month and you'll get fined if you don't have it right??? I have insurance so it makes me none but for you jack asses that thinks it's free your stupid.. And for those who voted for him and are now crying the blues???? STFU!!!!

Idip
First day of Impaired Driver Intervention Program. Or IDIP for short. It went fabulously. Of course, going in with a bad attitude didn't help. I know. But it was a little hard for me to muster up the positivity. I tried. It just wasn't there. Nonetheless, I pulled up a chair and readied myself. I'd just have to suck it up if I want my license back. The teacher straight ahead of me, eyeballs me like I'd robbed her mother. There's an old man sitting next to me with shaky hands. Evidently in need of an alcoholic beverage. The class begins and I hear nothing but crap spitting forth from the instructors' mouths. They inform me, how they are not here to judge me or even to assess me. Rather how they would like me to simply assess my own personal relationship with alcohol. Of course, I know that at the end I will be graded. The fate of my license will be in their final assessment. I wonder about this program set in place. Curious if my own best interests are in mind when they ordered

I Disappoint Myself Sometimes.
Yesterday my brother's friend invited me to go to the mall with him and his nephews.It was okay thou,i couldn't spent my money thou.I'm always saveing my money for bailing my family on whatever they need,and it's beginning to piss me off.Anyways thats not the case thou.The thing is that i saw cute women,but with their boyfriends,of family just shopping.I kind a envy them,cause i have no girlfriend or a wife,and kids to spent time with them.I know i always make a blog about this,but you guys don't have idiots brothers or sisters that all they do is complaint asbout their job,or do stupid things just to bail them out of a problem that ain't mine.What i'm tring to say is that everytime i feel depressed or sad i tend to just give up and leave.In this past month and years i felt sad,depressed,and angry that i have deleted like 4 profiles,broken my hands 2 times,told my exs where to go,Trash my room like 5 times,and gave up hope all the time.This past month it's been okay.I haven't done an

I Dislike The Word "hate" ..i Wrote On 6/20/07
I dislike the word "HATE" I don't use it at all It cause's to much pain to say it at all Never will I say it to anyone big or small It is not a nice word to use It makes people feel weak So many tend to use that word and it cause's so much grief "HATE" is not a good word to say Dislike is so much better in so many way's You can get your point across by using a kinder word You don't have to be so mean saying that very mean word So if you will remember this little bit of advice Say the word dislike it is a nicer way to say the word "HATE" Without hurting someone feeling's and causing so much pain

I Dispise My Co-worker!
I have the misfortune of sharing an office with with an unlikeable charatcer named MIKE. We've only shared this space for a little over three month but since his arrival my job has become more difficult. He's one of those people who sees the work place as primarily a social venue spending a good part of his day wandering around chatting with everyone rather than doing his job. If there is a birthday party or shower being planned "good old Mike" drops everything and gets involved. Every Friday moring his cubicle becomes the centre of a weekly coffee clatch where the office slackers hang out avoiding work. Rather than taking a regular vacation he divides his time off into half day segments that he will take on a whim. All of this adds up to me doing the lion share of the work as he flippantly floats through his day and it DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!! While I try to remain professional, focusing on my tasks, ignoring these annoyances he seems oblivious of the situation. Occassionaly he tried to b

I Dive The Pacific
I dive the Pacific. It’s unruly, untamed and often unfriendly. It’s cold (between 50-65 degrees), it’s dark (murky and cloudy blue green), complete with low visibility (5-30 feet), strong currents, strong surges and thick wetsuits (7 mm which may not sound like much, but picture the Michelin Man and you get the idea, VERY restrictive) and hoods. (Granted, there are parts of the vast Pacific Ocean that don’t come into contact with Southern California and provide phenomenal diving conditions. I’m not talking about those parts.) For reasons that escape me, Southern California is the birthplace of recreational scuba diving (maybe because people in Malibu have way too much time on their hands). It is some of the most difficult diving in the world and it’s all I know. For most people, scuba diving is floating in a fishbowl. For me, it’s as challenging as it is rewarding (then again most things rewarding are challenging). Despite the wor

Idjits
I'm not sure which is more amusing: having trashy brainless fucks put random nonsense they come up on their own in Blast messages, AKA "TANKS 2 MY LUV VAPIDDRAGON 4 DE BLAST I LUV YA BABY; R/F/A/ AND SEE MOR OF ME; WICKEDLY DELICIOUS" or Have these dimwitted semihumans put pasted quotes by R Emerson, Socrates, Einstein, O Wilde, etc, in hopes for other dimwitted idiots mistake them for someone with half a brain. For realz, yo

"i'd Jump"
If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this. Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out... .... repost with title "I'd jump

Idk
I'm gonna say sorry first....this is how I get it out. I am not an emotional woman. And I have been through so much in my life...more than I am willing to admit or talk about. I am not your typical woman...I am 28 and I have been through hell. I've never been able to communicate feelings which is ironic cause I am generally the nicest and genuine people you'll ever meet, and I have a huge heart. I'm giving and I care...but only when it pertains to others. Showing my feelings is something I do not do. I have very high walls. And up till recently noone has even tried to overcome them. I want this person. I want him to succeed, but I have all these things in my head telling me I am a fool. I can still hear my my ex and I can still hear my mom. I just want to be happy...I've let go..but when you've been through what I have been through...it's hard to discertain. To weed it out completely. So why do I doubt it? Why do I know he's being honest and true, but I doubt? I

Idk
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Idk.....
OKAY, WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. ALL I KNOW IS THAT WHEN PEOPLE GOSSIP ABOUT OTHERS.....IT HURTS THEM. THEY SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT TO THE SOURCE. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO THINK?!?!? ALL I KNOW IS THAT, NO MATTER WHAT.... WE'RE MARRIED AND AS HIS WIFE, I BELIEVE HIM. THERE WAS THINGS THAT WERE SAID TODAY THAT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SAID. BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE HIM AND I. I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM. AND I KNOW HE FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME. ALL THE GOSSIPERS DID.... WAS CAUSE TENSION..... THANKS. I SIT HERE RIGHT NOW, NOT KNOWING WHAT'S GOING ON. I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL..... BUT LIKE I SAID, DOESN'T CHANGE HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. I DON'T NEED THE DRAMA... I DON'T NEED TO BE ASKED IF I'M OKAY. OR WHAT HAPPENED?!?! THIS IS BETWEEN HIM AND I!!! I'M NOT LEAVING HIM AND I DON'T THINK HE'S LEAVING ME....SO PLEASE.....LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE FUCKING DOOR!!! SINCERELY, ~NOT BREAKING ME DOWN~

Idk
you dont know how much I hurt... Don't try to understand me, just hug me... I would take it all back... It was bad timing to try again... It mus be, it has to be... Maybe again someday... All I want to do is grow old with you... idk, im just feeling weird tonight!

Idk
There was a competition to cross the English channel doing only the breaststroke, and the three women who entered the race were a brunette, a redhead and a blonde. After approximately 14 hours, the brunette staggered up on the shore and was declared the fastest. About 40 minutes later, the redhead crawled up on the shore and was declared the second place finisher. Nearly 4 hours after that, the blonde finally came ashore and promptly collapsed in front of the worried onlookers. When the reporters asked why it took her so long to complete the race, she replied, "I don't want to sound like I'm a sore loser, but I think those two other girls were using their arms..."

Idk
As i sat in my room last night, alot of things had been running through my head, mainly questions about us. I sat there and wondered for a good while. What made you lie? Did you really not want to be with me that bad, that you had to lie? What makes her so much better? Is it her smile? Her eyes,or the way she laughs? Why couldnt i have been the one? Im so twisted inside i dont know what to do anymore. I ache at the thought of your name. Bleeding deep inside, no one knows but i can feel it. Constant reminders of you. No one knows what ive gone through since ive lost you.

Idk
so today i woke up and it was a rough day. again. this sunburn fucking sucks. it's cracking peeling burning and just looks nasty. i feel extremely unattractive. and it hasn't been a good week. my best friend lied to me out of jealousy and ruined a budding relationship for me. the guy who is supposed to love me acts like i'm dead. i am so confused and fucked up! help

Idk
I am just so alone anymore. I just get so tired of having my heart broke. What got me depressed was that I saw the profile of my ex. She is in a realionship and I realize just how alone I am. Yes I kind of am seeing someone, but see is married and I don't get to see that much of her. Guess thats not much of a realionship is it? But its the best I can do. I know, I know, I keep getting told thats not true but it is. It just seems like nobody wants me. I don't get hit on or flirted with at all. Guess I am just to ugly. I haven't felt the touch of a woman in sometime now, no hugs no kisses nothing. I am just so alone. So when I go home in a little while from work, I am going to get undressed climb into my bed, hug my pillow and cry myself to sleep once again. How did I get like this????

Idk
So randomly I started feeling depressed today idk why there's nothing wrong I have a job I like, I have a woman I love things are good but I'm still depressed. I can't explain it I have no clue so I may be taking a break from the internet for awhile. It may say I'm online but don't trust it, my cell keeps me loged in all the time so unless u have my phone numberor my yahoo info I'm not ignoring u I'm just not here.

Idk
It was fun comin on here everyday....but after 2day i will not be back on here for atleast a couple months...or maybe even longer. I have alot of stuff goin on right now so whenever i get stuff str8 i might be back on depends on how i feel. Ive been in alot of pain so from here on out im goin 2 get alot of rest and read a few books i jus got. so leave messages or wateva and when i get back ill let u kno.

Idk
LIGHT UP LIKE THE FOURTH,I'M A HAPPY DRUNK, COME TO PAPA BIG MOMMA CAUSE YOUR DADDY'S DRUNK,I WANNA PUMP PUMP IT UP LIKE THE GOODYEAR BLIMP MAKE YA HOLLA FOR A DOLLA THATS THE WAY I PIMP,GOLD LINX AND MINX AND SHRIMP DINNERS ON THE BAYOU,THEM'S ALL THE THINGS I AIN'T GONNA BUY YOU,ITS' LIKE ONE OF THEM FREAK THINGS HIT ONCE MAYBE EVERY COUPLE WEEK THINGS,I GOT NO LOVE,I GOT NO RICHES,I DON'T ROLL VOGUES AND I AIN'T GOT SWITCHES,I GOT NO GAME I CAN'T REWARD YA BUT IF YOU WANT A LONG ONE BABY I GOT ONE FOR YA

Idk
it never surprises me that people dont thinkthey do foolish things day in and out with out thught of conciquence or responsability then wonder what went wrong when teir own stupid behavior cause the problem mind boggling first rule is if you will have too explain yourself its probly a dumb idea if no one else understands the reson its definatly dumb. but what does one expect looking for wosdom in the modern world is like trying to find fire at the sea floor it may happen but odds are it will not. we`suffer our selves to the point of minimal human contact until it is avoided at all cost because the dream we can create is so much better than reallity that we hide within the confines of our on illusions and dillusions until reality itself is a fearful thought and then one day we find we are little more than a number in a box and wonder how did that happen cause we're a bunch of fucking sheep with a comunal iq or 30 and no concept of what the fuck were dooing or why so we continue al

Idk
Today is a blah day for me, I lost my dog yesterday. I don't have internet at my house right now. I check this when I can here and there. I won't have my internet back until Oct. 3 because it takes forever for them to come and hook a person up. I'm here watching my friend's kid for a bit and her computers suck. It took forever to get on here. The only good one she has is a mac and I don't like mac. Beggars can't be choosers huh..so anyway Thanks for all the love while I've been gone. Some good news...lol I finally went back to school to finish the pharmacy program I was in. So I'm happy about that among some other things going on in my life. Well I'm out so take care if you have my number don't be a stranger and hit me up :D and Tony if you're reading this please stop texting me forwards LMAO you're my retard always not just for the day :P luv ya peeps bye

Idk..
I've been going through these emotions, that I can't quite explain. There's so much going on in my life at this moment. My step-dad just called. I didn't answer the phone, because I didn't recognize the number. Just hearing his voice almost brought me to tears. We haven't talked for a year now. I didn't even get a call at Christmas or my birthday... or any other day in between. What would you do? I want to call him back, but there's so much between us, can time heal all wounds? Do I try to forgive him for everything that has been done? I'm not one to hold grudges, but he's said and done so many things that I'm not sure that I can forgive him. At least not right now. I don't "expect" things to go back to the way these used to, making me undecided about what to do. I just don't get it... why did it take this long? People I once relied on, cared for, never gave up on... are now just distant memories. I'm not the type of person to lose faith or hope in anyone, unless I'm pushed that far...

Idk
Basically Idk, I just want to dedicate this song to someone, and to things changing. I guess a part of me is glad for one thing but another has been sad about the pain that has happened but it might be this way for a reason. We are hopefully moving forward. I am thankful for the time I spend with the person and other thing(s),but yeah Im sorry it happened the way it did , but now it's time to go on in life. Hope that makes sense....Anyways I think I first heard this song cause of them and it just randomly came on now and reminds me of this. "The Dance" Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known

Idk
So I decided to joint his shit a few days aga and so far so good other than the stipulation of me being able to load pics so I am adding and rating and fanning all sorts of people....another day another fu-buck lol anyway I am open-minded to all sorts of shit and well I thinks that why I joined so yeah umm yeah

Idk
i really dont know any more. dont know what i want dont know what to do. i can tell im startin to fall for someone im not ready to fall for. every time i let myself fall i get hurt and i dont want to get hurt again. my life is pretty smooth right now and i dont want to screw that up by falling for someone too soon. and the thing is i know he doesnt want me to fall for him. and then there are some others who are doing everything they can to get me to want them and i just cant do it. hes such a good guy that i would love to see things go farther but at the same time the thought simply scares me. and then there are some really amazing guys ive been talking too..yes military...who you know want to get to know me better. and as much as i love my military men idk if i could do that again. Especially these guys...most are mariens. ive seen what the corps does to you and i dont know if i even want to chance handling that. im just so lost and confused. how do i keep myself fro

Idk
well lets see i dont know this is my second one and i figured i would wright to let yall know im single and looking but i dont know cause im talking to someone very special to me ive known her for 4 years and ya but also i have a 2 year old who lives with her mom in florida i live in TN so i dont i need more friends so yaal fan r8 and add me plz

Idk
me and my friends are going to the movies this thursday and we were all suppose to ask a guy to come and they all want me to ask this guy i no tht i tlk about all the time but i am to scared. so idk if i will. i was gonna last night but i tlked on the phone to lone and when i got off it was like 10 sumthing. i dont no if i want to ask him cuz i dont no if he likes me and i dont want it to weird between us. SO SHOULD I ASK HIM PPL?????

Idk...
JUST THOUGHT ID PUT DOWN A FEW THOUGHTZ WHILE I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY...I MISS BEIN ONLINE EVERYDAY. I MISS FUBAR. I MISS MY FRIENDZ AND FAMILY ON HERE. I MISS MY LOUNGE LIZARDZ.I MISS MY MUSIC.YA...THATZ JUST 4 STARTERZ...I GUESS THE GUD THING IZ HAVING U ALL N MY LIFE OR I WUDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WUZ MISSING-WAIT,IZ THAT GUD OR BAD?IDK...I LUV YAS-PEACE OUT...XOX

Idk...
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them. Have you ever met someone unexpected that just totally catches you off guard? Makes you think about what you're doing and why you're doing it even though that person hasn't said a word about what you're doing? Sometimes someone comes along that just suprises you so much in such a short time. I have always been a guarded person, not wanting to let anyone or anything in....When you have a child however that kinda changes a little at least towards that child and it makes you think about why you are closed off in the first place. I have had the pleasure and pain of knowing some wonderful people in my life, people that I never really gave a chance to let them see who and what I really am and I lost them due to that and to my insecurities. I am tired of living my life wondering why I never gave that person the chance to decide weather who I am is s

Idk
Somethin inside me became different Yet another change Possibly another disgrace I stare in the mirror And I barely recognize her Same bright blue eyes But they feel like just a disguise To be who everybody knows Loves and laughs with To be that cryin shoulder To be that ear But there in lies the fear Of who's goin to listen Who will understand That she's not goin to be this way much longer She'll be even stronger Even more determined So who'll try to knock her down next I don't recognize her any more Feels like I've been on this road too long Tryin to find my home again One that was destroyed years ago By arguments and tears It's all different It'll never be like it was There is no more trust Smiles and lies Are the deception in this households eyes

Idk
I dont understand why i try to talk to people online, i never get a response, but let me tell you if i had a clit and a set of racks!! shit i would be getting Hit up all day long. to me online chat is pretty pointless, about as pointless as my life, but thats what i thik i guess

Idk...
Wakened to another cursed day, I breathe the stale air of remorse. I want to leave this monotony behind, and end all that I hate to witness. Love is weak and pointless, allow the hate to prevail within. The burning passion for destruction, it pulls me under to see my destiny. Down that path of devastation, I see my reflection of a damaged soul. The broken heart among the shame, my permanent reminder of misery. I will inhale the smoke of anger, and taste Death’s kiss. By my own hand, I will bleed my life down to nothing, and open my arms to Death’s embrace. The razor so inviting, the sting so enticing. The hot sensation of the crimson nectar, A comfort in its own. Let this feeling take me over to my final passing.

Idk
With this sword i make a cut a cut in the door that wouldnt shut. I look into the abyss can you see the cut its a cut in my heart. The abyss grows in size as my sarrow shrinks giving up on what everyone thinks thats the way of the happy people. This race of humans so happy and wild thier mood though is very mild. This is a song and dance where everyone is forced to prance like wood nymphs in the snow. Beings in the moonlight living with out fright hoping that thier woas will subside even though they are low on pride feeling low and very defied. The puncual mass is the one on the grass smoking weed and mocking the others. The jester laughs as the world ends!

Idk
dreaming of you and me together finally dreams become reality i am bearing your child and carrying on your name forever it will be you and me no one standing in our way wearing the ring that sybolizes the love we share and the bond we have over our child finally the family i always wanted has become true no longer a fantasy no longer in the future here it is staring at us take my had and we'll approach it together :)

Idk
i really have never created a blog therfore have no idea what im doing. guess ya just write what ya feel huh? So i feel like shit on here looking for friends and more if it happens. i have three kids and there father is not in the picture so that usually doesnt help having baggadge. But im just about ready to give up on trying to find some one .

Idk
never really noticed how scared of life iv been for a long time... i mean u wana do somthing dangerous and exciting sure im right behind u but when it comes to feeling things i want to run as fast as i can i actuly felt excited when i noticed i was becoming incresingly numb to my feelings and now iv met a guy who gets me far to much to nubm him out idk wether to kill him or thank him makes me feel small and scared and have no idea who to tell who would want to know and what to do

Idk
Do you think of me when I'm not around? Do you wonder what I'm doing? Do you long to talk to me like I do you? Do you really want to be with me and a part of my life? Is any of this really real or is it just make-believe?

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I long to feel your touch, your strong arms and hands wrapped around me. I long to be with you, to look into your eyes, so addicting. I long for the day that your here with me. I long for the day that you lay beside me once again. I wish that day was already here. . .I can't wait. . .I can't wait to be with you, touch you, feel you. . . I can't wait to have your arms around me, caressing my skin.

Idk
There is a hole in my heart a void that is not filled i sit here wishing for someone to come and help me heal the pain is deep from love released i do not know how long for this pain has hurt form the day he had left and gone

Idk
so i realized that there are alot of ppl who cant sesm to get along on this web site and i find it very funny because that is all it is there is no reason to take it so seriously and if a web site really that importaint to you then you really have no life i am not trying to offend any who read this just being myself and stating what is on my mind

Idk
i dont know how this night got turn around i dont know why u are mad.there alot of things i dont know. all i know is i love u and always want to be with u.i dont know how u be mad. or not talk to me .all i do know is i love u more with each passing sec.u can fill a book with what i dont know like i dont know why ppl use this site to hurt ppl ore break ppl up. u know i love u u know i always been there. look in your heart u will know i always will. i mean look at all we been though u and i always fine our way not once have i every try to hurt u ore use what i know agasit u and i will never dothat even if my heart rip into . for i turly love u u are my heart my soul my world my everything. and u know its ture. look how many years it been. dont let this site do us in for when this site is gone and all the fake ppl it be me who still love u and be at your side

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How many you bless is how you measure success, Im sick of looking back with a pain in my chest, It isnt my fault I cannot forgive you, The hurt you caused will never go away, I lost myself for awhile But I refuse to live my life without a smile,I have no problem going mile after mile, to find my happiness CUZ I FUCKING PROMISE ILL NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS!!

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I dont know why, but for some reason today I am feeling really down :( I dont know if it is the weather (cold and semi rainy) or if its because its Halloween and I wish my kids were young again and I could do things all over differently. Thats it....

Idk
U go through life day by day never knowing whats going to happen in the next five minutes! u wake up each morning to start your day with a cup of coffee or whichever drink u prefer in the morning then u head off to do whatever it is u have planned for that day only to come home and eventually go to sleep and wake up to do it over again the next day! Maby your day will go differently that dayand everyday from then on but it allways ends the same way.. SLEEP! wtf lol! Like the title says..idk! lol im tired and just being random i apologize to anyone that doesnt ge t my randomness ;)

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Im gonna draw a picture, A picture with a twist. Ill draw it with a razor blade, Ill draw it on my wrist. As I draw this picture, A fountain will appear. And as this fountain flows, my troubles dissappearI slashed my wrist, Gave the knife a final twist, In a search for inner peace,Some sort of release, I am a born again nihilist, I dont need you to be my apologist, Pump a toxic substance into my vein, To try and release the pain, You can call it self-abuse, Or just another excuse, To avoid facing up to reality, Thats just my mentality, I am into self-denial, I cough up phlegm and bile, I am going to try starvation, In the hope of salvation

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ok let me start off by saying this blog will deffinatly not have proper puncuation and prob not proper spelling I am using it simply as a sounding board with that out of the way lets get down to buisness u know life sucks in general but I guess I shoulld be happy with what I have as the old saying goes God or whatever higher power you belive in hands you lemons you make lemonade belive me that saying is no where near as easy to do as it sounds between loosing two people from my family within six months of each other being finacally straped to the point where I dont know if i will come home from work one day and find a eviction notice on my door or no power to having two nephews in the marine corp one in afganastain and one who knowa where on this green earth he will land up after his training so that takes me back to the whole lemonade thing I have to put my best face forward for my kids work my 40 hrs n put half my pay in the gas tank well not rly half but I dont work around the corn

Idk Anymore....
WELL TODAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY, I GUESS... WHY IS IT YOU THINK LIFE COULDN'T BE BETTER, SOMEONE HAS TO PROVE YOU WRONG???? OR SOMETHING? IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL SUNNY DAY TODAY AND THEN *BAM* THAT QUICKLY CHANGED... I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, TIRED OF TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ON MY OWN... I'M WALKING AWAY AND STARTING OVER. I MEAN, ONE PERSON HAS A LIMIT... AND I'VE EXCEEDED MY LIMIT A LONG TIME AGO. I HELD HOPE THAT THIS WAS GOING TO WORK, BUT EVERYDAY... I GET PROVEN WRONG... I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.. I CAN ONLY BE PATIENT FOR SO LONG... AND WELL I THINK I'VE HIT MY BREAKING POINT... I TRIED EVERYTHING TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I CARED ABOUT EVERYTHING... AND WHAT DID I GET? BIG OL' NOTHING!! EVERYDAY I GIVE ME BEST... NOT TO JUST YOU, BUT EVERYONE AND I FIND THAT EVERYDAY THAT LIST GETS SMALLER.... AND THE LIST OF PEOPLE THAT SHOW ME THE SAME RESPECT IS HELLA SMALL!!! I'M TIRED NOW... I'VE HAD ENOUGH... I'M EMOTIONALLY DRAINED... IT'S TIME TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN... IT'S TIME TO FEEL WELCOMED

Idk Anymore
Ok so I have watched alot of my so called friends go from being friends to just caring about ranks and leveling.... What happened to actually caring about someone? This makes me sick, I cant believe people give a shit more about ranks and levels than peoples feelings, and to top it off those that just want phone sex, cyber sex and shows.. Screw that crap, Im NOT gonna do any shows or be or cam for NO ONE again... Damnit people I have feelings and issues too... This site doesnt mean shit to me compared to knowing or getting to know a person... And some can shove their levels and ranks straight up their asses...... And those willing to throw away friendships bc of levels and ranks, get the hell off my friends list... I dont need this shit in my life... Its gonna be this way

Idk Anymore
Idk... I feel like turning into a hermit or something... Pulling myself away from every source of human life... away from everyone that can hurt me. Cuz that's the only thing people do to me now...I just am sooooo tired of it. I always help everyone else out...wish someone was there for me...

Idk And Idc
if i could hurt less then i do now i would trade anything in the world for just a small smile i would love to be able to laugh like i use to i would give up all for him to tell me he loves me but my love for him is not the same as he has for me i am not special i am nothing i am not the person that i should be now i am broken and i don't want to be fixed i don't want to live with the emptyness from the one that i miss i don't want to live with out him by my side

Idk Bout This
I dont really get the whole point of CT, But i can tell you its kind of addicting. Mistressbuble is a whore for gettin me to sign up, cuz now all i want to do is move up levels... so idk bout this...buutt its kinda of fun..screw myspace haha ct is my crack...

Idk Doesnt Tat Jst Seem Wrong ?
isnt it a bit much for the government to be getting involved with the management of corporations who is it to ask a ceo to step down wats next appoint an political puppet into managing businesses

Idk... Hate Me 4 It.
your sick of feeling alone? I'm here as well. Close your eyes and picture a life without darkness. Rise against them. Pick up the pieces of shattered heart. Knife shoved in so far. Welcome to my hell. Welcome to my life. I'm going down the rabbit hole never looking back. sinking deeper in the pain. I can't get enough. feeling better than before. shatter your happiness before it gets too much. A friend is sore to the touch.

Idk I Think It's Okay
So i'm layin here tonight and I feel like i wanna write, but the words in my mind won't fit on the paper right. One subject keeps popping up, my brains like an overflowing paper cup. She stays in my head though it's been over a year, when I lay down my head I still hear her breathing in my ear.The fact i still love her any maybe always will is one of my biggest fears. How can I still feel this after all she put me through? When six months ago, to end the world is all i wanted to do. I can try and act cold and pretend i don't care, but when she calls me from some punks phone it just seems so unfair. In someways the fault is all of my own, if it hurt all the much i'd never pick up the phone. But that is like a drug I can't make myself quit, i've tried to kick the habit and i'm gettin sick of it. It's shitty feeling helpless and not knowing what to do, almost makes you feel small to know some girl has this affect on you. I'm worried she's only digging herself and even deeper hole

Idk I Just Wrot It
U MOST LET THE ONE YOU LOVE GO TO SEE IF U CAN REPLACE HER WITH SOMEONE U CAN GET HIGHER FROM HER AND GO WERE YOU COULD NEVER HAVE GONE BEFOR AND IF THATS NOT POSABEL U MOST GO BACK FOR THAT PERSON U LOVED CUZ SHES THAT THING THAT WILL BE ABEL TO DO EVEYTHING FOR U N TAKE WERE U CANT EVEN DREAM BOUT THAT PERSON WAS THAT SPECIAL ...............FORM DREW AKA JOKER

Idk I Feel Like This Sometimes
have you ever had a feeling that you couldnt really explain. not scared or mad or happy but something else. like in your stomach is like a big ball of emotion and it just makes you want to cry? thats how i feel right now. i cant explain why. the smallest things hurt my feelings now. it doesnt matter who it is or anything i feel like crying all the time. im sad. and the worst part is. i honestly think that no one really cares. my friends see me as having fun and laughing but i think they cant handle this side of me or maybe they really just dont care if im unhappy. i hate my life the spot that im in right now. people think that its so easy being so carefree but actually i worry about so much. im always thinkin about things that happened so long ago and if i did something differently would it be different would i be different. life is strange. the things that come back to you. i cant remember alot of the good things but all the bad are right there lingering in my memory. and i know that

Idk... It Is W/e U Want It To Be.
When life hands me lemons, I wanna cut them open and throw them at my enemies... thank god for you... your too far away and I throw like a sissy girl.. :D The past is just that, can't you see? I would give you the world, if only you'd look past yourself. when you smile at me, I feel like everything is alright. My heart aches, more then it should. I can't take what gets dished out, can't you see? I front like I am tough, but.. deep inside.. I'm as fragile as they come. You've over powered this lil broken heart... and shattered it all over again.. When life throws me a curveball, I get left...winded. You've put me on a pedastal, I just can't compete. My heart isn't mine to keep... take it and call it yours.. shattered or not.. it's not mine to keep...

Idk If It's The New Meds, But I Feel Like I Am In A Dark Place All The Time And I Am Afraid To Come Out. :(
So life has taken a turn for the worse for me. Recently I have just been totally lonely. I mean I have friends. But only if I do the driving, pay for the gas, buy the booze and smokes, and do what they want. So I guess I am getting used, but hey, I am acustomed to it thanks to all the abuse the so many have dropped on me. There is supposed to be somone special in my life, but recently she is not around much (do to circumstances beyond my control) and when she is, she usually gets mad at me. So I have been failing horribly there also. I am stuck here in my grandmother's home, which though I am greatful having a place to live, has destroyed much of my self confidence, my faith in myself, my happy go lucky and cheerful spirit. My Life is just miserable here. And personally the sight of seeing her trashed every signle night after she downs like 8 manhattens just really makes me feel bad. I mean, I drink and do some stuff on my Friday's and Saturday nights, but she does it EVERY DAY at 5

Idk Just How I Feel Right Now
Darkness descends upon my throne, swallowing the life once inside, destroying the life I once wanted to have, creating the void I never wanted to suffer. I let it come to consume me whole, create the void inside my dying heart, covering the scars and pain I never wanted, waking the demon I didn't know I had. I let it take over, to destroy my life, but my enemies suffer as much as me, I look and I laugh at the pain they must suffer, not knowing mine will be so much greater. After years of torment, and suffering pain, I look for release, an escape beyond me, I search high low, can feel it beyond grasp, that Demon consumed to much, destroyed my past. The past catches up, wrecking the present, the present is dying, my future assured, more torment and pain, more lies to suffer, can anyone help me, can anyone care. I keep on living, unable to die, death is a release, but not far from my mind, waiting for that day the demon is consumed, by one much greater tha

Idk,,just Blabbing
Protection,my view Reality is..truth Look inside,nothing's there useless fighting the unfair take a risk..my DNA Brought up the good way Lost the point,lost the view lost it all..Believe in you?? Through your eyes, it's never grey pushing me ,,believe your way contradiction,, makes u a liar live my life ,tied on your wire Holding on to cause me pain loose the truth,,You rise again but the part that hurt me most Im the worm,you're the host

Idk Just Ranting I Guess
I left my bf october 9th 2010 but here i am i came back coz he promised things would be diffrent which they arent so im stupid for comming back to help him get his life in order when i cant even get mine together i mean i look for jobs nothing in return i try to push myself too far (so say ppl around me) then i get frustrated so bad idk what to do i mean half the time i wanna just end it all well most of the time. Idk what anyone says about cutting yea some ppl its an act to get sympothy not me i get stressed so bad when i start thinkin of ending it i cut my arm on the top and then things are ok im not stressed anymore i been in the hospital for mental break downs 3 times in my life but i just dont know how not to keep from being so stressed

Idk.. Lol
Ok #1 some of these questions are gay but there are only a couple im intrested in go ahead send me a message with ur answers Would you? Will you?...... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U… [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to live happi

Idk Popped In My Head Didnt Edit
here we go again you've come to stare in to theses eyes and i have found a place were i can hide. this life is broken the heart has not spoken for the day were i die was the day that i cried all the tears never ment anything any more all the promises that were once spoken have gone away to never be here again you took me for granted you took me to shame now i cant even believe in anything not even my name the time hard and life is mistaken but in my dream i fall and find that i was the one mistaken i let you in i let myself bleed i let everything happen with out even a thaught the dreams show me that all could have been fixed that all could have grow but then again i have been mistaken before and thaught my search was over now i say never more never more for hurting never more for crying never more for loving i await my last breathe but until that day there will for never more be another promise of always and forever unit my good bye you were in my heart even if i dont live there i wil

Idk Read N Find Out
did she ever really love me or was it all just a game. now i sit here feeling all this pain all over again , i was told you loved me and wouldnt do me the same. well seems to me like you did me the same except you weren't in it for the fame n shit like she was you were just in it for the head games but truth is i still fuckin love you in the end.

Idk ... Randomness
Well ... I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately ... hoping that the plans that are in effect keep going ... though not quite strong in the belief that they will happen (due to alot of other stuff). Cuz if they do then i will get a needed break & some time to me ... not to say that i don't luv those i have around but ... sometimes i just need a break, time to myself to refresh & have a new sight into plans that are in the works ... or works in progress, ya know? I have put myself on hold for others yet ... it doesn't work that way for me, or so it seems. But i try to hold on ... hard as that may seem. This has been just a few thoughts ... thank you for reading ...

Idk... Some Stuff From High School...
I want to rub your body down with lotions, Pour the wine, and I'll dim the lights. No sound is sweeter than the commotion, Oooh, gi-rl, we're going to make tonight. Help me up out of my clothes, And I'll help you up out of that dress. Girl let's just hold eachother close, And enjooooy the sweet caress, Caress of loooove. To lay here would be just fine, There's no rush, we can take our ti-ime. But if you want it than just say so. Babe, I'm here whenever you want, to goooooooo...

I D K Some Shit Out Of My Mind...
"The thoughts that are hitting all around my mind. Hitting me up, like a tremble of a pipe. I can't stop thinking how much i wanna know, but something tells me this will not grow, i see that your interest aren't around much anymore, feeling like a deep dark well, where no one wants to go. This may be my first time i try to reach out but right now i believe you turned my world upside down. Sensing the truth as i throw myself out, i hope i grab your hand and to pull you without any doubts. This might be a dark and steep well, but when i bring you up i hope you don't continue to dwell."

Idk The Name
Graceful is his movements, Steady breathing remembering pain filled moments, With eyes closed he tighten his grip, Upon the hilt of the sword with a poisoned tip, Death wants a partner this day, So it is upon him to walk the warriors way, With wounds still unhealed, His mind raced and reeled, Eyes grown heavey with lose of control, He awaits death for their daily stroll, His soul long torn from his mortality, Now he is only a picture of brutality, Upon the sword he vowed to all, He would be the first to stand and last to fall, So upon the warriors mournful way, He found his peace and his end this day.

Idk Wha To Call This One..
Bath water running, my clothes fall to the floor, "baby where are you? i'm ready to be your whore" We dip into the jacuzzi i softly moan at your every touch your skin up against mine ooh i love it so much after i suck on your lips, and jack wilber off, your dick becomes nice and stiff as hard as a rock your cock glides inside of me with every thrust i groan but once you start caressing my nipples, that groan turns into a moan i'm ready for you now come and give me a little taste just explode all over me let your cum drip on my face now clean up your mess, you've been a naughty boy lick it all up good and maybe i'll bring out my toy you work hard on my breasts as you towel me dry suddenly you move lower, and end up right above my thighs i think i'll take out my toy i'll dangle them so you can see these handcuffs are for you to do whatever you want to me you handcuff me to the wall and i start sexily to purr you tell me to spread my legs

Idk What To Give Ya
Funny how life Matriculates The truth can Be altered From day to day You are sure of this Which changes to that It can leave you Uncertain Wondering where real Is at The clues will unfold Leaving answers To clear Then you are left To ponder Do I move forward Or stay here What do I Hang on to And what remains In the rear? I showed this one to Alana. She liked, so I asked her for a title. She had a few ideas, but I took her last words cuz they fit it best. Thank you my friend;)

Idk What To Do, Gr!!
So like I got a perm awhile back n now my hair is shit thanks to it. Like its half healthy n half shit. If I get it cut off, then my hair will be way short and if keep doin what i do now its goin to take forever, I get like an inch chopped off a month. Its kinda takin to long n i was thinkin of cuttin off all te shit hairs but that means i kinda will look STUPID! GR! idk

Idk What To Do No More
I Know Its Long You Dont Have To Read It But This Is The Update With My X.. IDK What To Do HEs Stupid... Should I Move On?? Or Keep Trying Cause One Of These Days He'll RElize?! Kyle: wats up Me: n2m u Kyle: nuttin chillin wit tom Me: tell tom i say hi! Me: haha Kyle: he says word Me: haha swet Me: sweet* Kyle: yea duder Me: haha so whats good with u guys?! anythign? Kyle: nope Kyle: so are we still chillin this weekend Me: uhm i havent hurd from michaela or danny so idk whats up with them.. do u still wanna chill? Kyle: i guess i aint doin anything except on saturday Me: yeah same here... Kyle: yea Me: so hows ur life? Kyle: just got interesting Me: whys that? Kyle: dont worry about it Me: uhm ok Kyle: trust me Me: sure lol Kyle: yea Kyle: so i hear u and tom are becomin good friends Me: friends that it why? Kyle: nuttin he was just sayin he has been talkin to u Me: yeah hes a

Idk What To Call This - Just Came Up
You pray to me in silence You wait for me in tears You look for life and glory in memory of past years This is the present life This is the life we own Come to me with honesty Come to me with fear and heart in hand I want to see you as you are I want to hold you as the man you have become A hardened heart A strengthened soul But a love I know is real You are my one I hold you with my heart & soul

Idk Wat To Do
so i got pregnant last august an broke up wit my baby's "dad" when i was 2 almost 3 months pregnant i left him bc he was an ass for one of my exbfs...things were goin good we were engaged then i moved back wit my parents...which put 8hrs between us...after that he cheated on me an i forgave him but along the way he started drinkin an smokin more an more bc he was depressed an started tellin me i had to move all the way out there...which is in the middle of nowhere an im used to livin in cities but he doesnt want to bc his past...then i found this new guy that makes me really happy too but when i broke up wit the guy i was engaged to he said that he was gunna kill himself an i cant stop talkin to him i love them both but idk which i really love they both make me happy so idk what too do ne more...they both want to help raise my daughter but the guy i was engagged to calls him self dad when he talks to her where the other wants to wait for that...what do you think?

Idk W/ Some People
so..on a side note. i ran away cause the aprenticship fell flat on its face. if i want that gig id have to wait...another 6 months witch i ain't doing. so idk how i did it but i got my old job back welding after i screwed it up by showing up to work drunk all the time. SO ANYWYAS I GOTTA STORY TO TELL! somewhat said but totally true! the short of it is back in high school some 9 yrs ago an old friend of mine was with some real hot chick who was bi, then he cheats on her and gets my other somewhat of a friend pregnant (the girl i ran into) after i told his ass to use protection! dood is irresponsible because he dosen't have a care in the world cause his dad cleans his mess up! so you would figure that he would man up and take care of his kid right?......OF COURSE NOT!!! well he did for a while but then he started using her for sex and what not. he would get another girl, and when that other girl wouldn't put out, he would go back to his baby mamma for ass. and the broad was dumb enou

Idk Where This Is Gonna End Up So If I Lose U Please Forgive Me
i have no clue bout this blog but try to stay with me..... im 22 and trying to do the right thing in life for once but the gharder i try to do the right thing the more it shows that ppl dont give a flying fuck about me or trying to help. i tried of trying to do the right thing and it end up the worst possible choice to be made, i think sometimes that i sould just go back to my previous lifestyle and fuck the rest but when i do that iall i c is my little boy andf asking grandma y he doesnt have a monny or a daddy. then i relize y i trying with all my strength and all my power to keep in the "new" life style. but theres time i get to where i dont give a fuck and wish that none of my life would have happened i think im crazy and think this world is a joke and wish that i was 6 ft under rotting. honestly i would be better off i wouldnt be fucking up someone elses life like i might do to my child i think i shgould leave him with his grand mother but then if i do that there is a big hol

(idk Was Bored )love Sex Tragedy Poem
All of my memories fade away to the lightest shade of grey All I see is your sweet face I hope that we can be lost in space endless time, no bitter lies just need a glimpse of those eyes I kneel down, you raise me up a passionate kiss forces me to shut up. A touch of your hand so gentle so kind without you I'd lose my mind You see me tremble I begain to shake You hold me in your warm embrace a whiiisper here A whisper there I melt as you clutch me near your eyes show honesty.... they hold my fate you gently place me on the bed you touch me softly , whisper my fears away as you slowly caress my legs up closer and closer to my you reach my special place as you never lose sight of my eyes you ensure me I that You are my fate Sealing it in a kiss, I don't think I can wait you pause you say goodnight my love you leave me hungry for your love such a tease I want to say but you ensure me to dream instead you say that when you come back you'll give

Idk What This Place Is But When I've Had Something To Drink It Is Suddenly Fun O.o
The other day I had a facebook friend tell me about this game/app and said I should check it out. As a tech nerd, I am always down for trying new software/applications. I was completely lost on day one. Now I have looked around a bit, and I am still a bit lost lol.When I first started FBing, I used another app like this, and it was entertaining at times. It just so happens that it is more entertaining if you are actually consuming alchol not just sending them over fubar. You must not get so crunk that you drunk text though because the only people enjoying that action is me watching you and knowing you'll regret it in the morning.

Idle Thoughts
Idle thoughts: - Sawyer and Kate. VERY hot! Wearing out that part on my Tivo. - CSI: NY was sooo predictable this week that I figured it out about five minutes in. - Toby hates it when I sing along with Heart. OK, so Heart in the mid-80's was... over the top, to say the least. But who hasn't warbled "Alone" a time or two? C'mon, admit it. You're singing along with it RIGHT NOW, aren't you? (Wasn't it nice of me to include it?) Heart, Alone 1987Add to My Profile | More Videos - Still haven't made it through a Cold Case without sobbing my eyes out, although last week's Anne Murray-accompanied finale was one of the worst. I include some resonant lines from tonight's Cold Case episode: "Oh, go ahead and judge me. You don't know what it's like to be a woman and want somebody to love you. But you're too old, you're too fat, you're too loud, you're too... something. And every damn thing hurts your feelings like it's the end of the world." =-=-=-=-=-= "He

An Idle Hope
When things go wrong The days turn bleak A heart sits still Apathy takes over Make an effort to show slight affection Give a kiss Something small What one does never matters Only the thought of one from another matters

Idle Hands... Not Anymore
It's almost been a year since I started my little business. I won't be driving a ferrari for a while yet but I'm happy it's still moving forwards. For a while there I thought it wasn't going to go anywhere, but word of mouth is a wonderful things, (just another pleasurable act with one's mouth), and I keep getting people in and asking, "how long have you been here". It annoys me that advertising didn't work, but I'll take what I can get. I put up a website, Http://www.corneroftheattic.com.au so now we'll see if even more people find us. I had no trouble getting the Bike shop's website up high on google, so we'll see how I go with this one... Now not only do I have to keep building my own website, I've got to do the bike shops, someone's asked me to do a small one for them and they've mentioned me to someone else who wants one as well... I don't have enough time in the day lately... Oh well, it's better than doing nothing I suppose. Time to learn how to manage time appropriately.

~idle Thoughts For Wondering Minds~
Huh?? I planted some bird seed. A bird came up. Now I don't know what to feed it. I had amnesia once -- or twice. I went to San Francisco. I found someone's heart. Now what? Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? They told me I was gullible and I believed them. Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home and, when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone One nice thing about egotists: they don't talk about other people. My weight is perfect for my height -- which varies. I used to be indecisive. Now I'm not sure. The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. How can there be self-help "groups"? If swimming is so

Idle Amusement/ She's Better Than Me
She's better than me. And always will be. She started learning seduction as a child. Back then I was already learning to be wild. Her mother taught her to wear pearls, and only say pleasing things to men. To always be certain and brush her curls. Yep, she's a yes girl, something I'll never be. I never learned how to swallow down hard reality. When you feed me your beliefs I often choke. But I never show that I'm lost or even broken. Or sometimes hurt. I just nod along and pretend to be nice and sweet. Even if we know that only happens in my sleep. I know your disappointment is brutal and sharp, and it will cut deeper than a knife in my heart. So I try and say all the appropriate things, no matter the humiliation it might bring. I just take your indifference with a smile, yet still try and always go that extra mile. To simply prove my love.. She's better than me. And always will be. But I think I'm ha

Idle Hands...
Right then... So it's been said, "idle hands are the tools of the Devil." Now, don't ask me who the hell brought up that whacked out idea, so let's get to it. I find myself sitting here, entirely too bored for words. I mean really fucking bored. I mean so fucking bored, that I tossed one off watching a fuck flick, and then still find myself sitting here dorking around with not a fucking thing to do. I don't believe that I've been this bored since I was first starting out as a truck driver in 2005. And trust me, that was really fucking boring at times. Seriously, I don't believe that I've been this bored. And I don't think it's the fact that I live in a small town. Really, this town is small. If I were really bored, I'm sure that I could go up to the 24 hour restaurant off the freeway. But there must be something I could do. There is only so much that I can take away (or give up) from watching pornos. Anyway, enjoy. I'm sure I'll have something to do. More later, Cheers

Idle Thoughts
If you spent the time to come here please take the time to rate this and I don't mean an automatic 10 if you think it sucked rate it a zero If you don't want to waste a rating on it put a number in the comment box and submit that, I can average that in and come up with my true rating and don't worry about hurting my feelings by giving me a low rating (Hell, if I was that thin skinned I'd have been in the nut house long ago.) I'd rather have your honesty than your pity. All of that said let me ask one more thing: Why is it that the number of visitors to any sight that I've gone to is always significantly more than the number of rates? Do people just go around looking at what is out there without leaving any love for the people they're looking at or is there a problem in the way visitors are recorded? Whenever I go to any ones page I try to do something (rate their profile/picture/blog or leave a comment) and sometimes I'll just hang out there for a while either looking at their page,

Idle Thoughts.
its been years since i was around babies. my own children so far from being little now, but we just don't have any family with babies either. or friends that are close by. i'm growing more and more concerned with Squirt's development. he's not yet two months old, but he still has those involuntary jerky newborn movements. the lack of control over his arms and its starting to bother me. make me worry that something is wrong. brings tears to my eyes to sit down and write about it. i've yet to say anything to my daughter about it. but its there. he holds eye contact well with most of us. actively coos and smiles when he's spoken to. its just the arm movement. he makes steady progress in holding his head up, but he's been doing that since the day he was born too. only now he can hold it up for longer periods. am i just being overly protective of my grandson and fearing too much?

Idle Chatter From The Voices In My Head
...before our way ward children ~ before the political wars ~ after sounds of bop & jazz ~ when new generations where born ~ a man with many names and faces ~ romed to all those Far off places ~ and spun the tales that began the search for our selves ~ drifting and trying in vail ~ to grab hold of the meaning of life ~ and all of it's dreaming...

Idle Thoughts
IDLE THOUGHTS OF A WANDERING MIND I had amnesia once -- or twice. ***** Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. ***** All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. ***** If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. ***** What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? ***** They told me I was gullible and I believed them. ***** Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. ****** Experience is the one thing you have left when everything else is gone. ***** One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. ***** My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. ***** I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. ***** The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. ***** How can there be self-help *groups*? ***** If swimming is s

Idle Chatter About My Life.
With having all this time off because I am having to take care of my parents. It gives me time to think my mom said the other day that I needed to get back into writing. I find it right now hard to concentrate on much things. For those that don't know me, My father had Cancer surgery on the 11th of this month. Just a short time later my mother had Thoracic Spinal surgery to take the calcification from her spine. She is been my rock all my life and so has my dad. The time off has been Hectic with going back and forth to the hospital and taking care of the home and such, one would think I didn't have anytime. Well I do think way too much about stuff. Now is the best time for me to reevaluate and put myself back together. I came here to make new friends. I am finding that well it is easier said than done.... I am off for the moment to go do things...

Idle Chat
Idle Chat Nice analogy you have there He was a breeze to raise Except for a few years in the teens When he was possessed Life happens And never stops I just can’t stop listening to DFA 1979 We are glad you are better You practically have to breaststroke thru it I am so sorry man Life happens Are you new? I have a tribe to protect I am never alone They managed to work it out Good night and good day 3/9/08

Idler's Dream
My heart it skips a beat when I behold The light that's shining through your eyes of gold From heavenly blood you seem to spring From heavenly waters you can drink I'll meet you on a day that never ends I'll greet you in the way that heaven meant You lay me down gently on the leaves You cover me over in my sleep I never did sing I wish I could I never could pray cos it's just no good I hope you don't break my heart of stone I don't wanna scream out loud and wake up on my own mmhmm And as I close my eyes And the sky turns red I realise just what you are You're an idler's dream and you're singing shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la

Idler's Dream
My heart it skips a beat when I behold The light that's shining through your eyes of gold From heavenly blood you seem to spring from heavenly waters you can drink I'll meet you on a day that never ends I'll greet you in a way that heaven meant You lay me down gently on the leaves you cover me over in my sleep I never did say and I wish I could I never could pray 'cos it's just no good I hope you don't break up my heart of stone I don't wanna scream out loud and wake up on my own. And as I close my eyes and the sky turns red I realise just what you are: You're an idler's dream and your singing Shang-ri-la

Idle Threaths Form A Asshat
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Idle Threats
So clownie found me on Myspace...and the love letter she sent me made me giggle and I wanted to share it. YOU NEED TO FUKING DIE YA SKANK BITCH THIS AINT FUKING FUBAR NOW. WHY DONT YOU GO FUCK YOUR DADDY IN THE ASS WITH A BARBED WIRE FENCE POST AND THE FUK YOURSELF WITH IT BITCH. YOU ARE THE MOST WORHTLESS PIECE OF SHYT I KNOW, YOU AND ALL YOUR LAME ASS PICTURES IM NOT THE ONE THAT HAS SEX WITH DONKEYS YOU ARE ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~♣Kerry♣~ (282657178) To: Twitter Lette Date: Mar 16, 2009 1:01 PM Subject: RE: Ha bitch lmao huge threats...bitch i gave you my addy long ago. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Twitter Lette (429736391) To: ~♣Kerry♣~ Date: Mar 16, 2009 2:13 AM Subject: RE: Ha bitch Like I give a fuck bitch GO FUCKING DIE before I do it

Idle Hands
Figure me out I sit here and shout blah...blah...blah...overanalyzing But feeling bruised and cut My happiness seems on the line Wanting, wanting, and longing Where is my love at? Iam here pleading for you to help me out Days go by and pass away tender and sweet touches are lost I miss touch...i miss your warmth Alone and i am feeling so very lost Warmth is what i long to have please leave behind any idle hands All i desire is for you to fill me up Giving me peace within your touch Make my goosebumps swell all up Washing away all of my distrust Losing myself and the parts i will not miss slumber, slumber, no anxiousness Butterflies swirling around inside of me Fluttering away any and all of my misery Giving me a sense of warmth and need Fighting for love and feeling desired

Idle And Performer Tattoos - Making Sure You Criticize From Impressive Art
Too galore folks are dragged to galleries that boast generic moon and topology tattoos. It's never a better design to descend on a cooky diner system, because descending the series, grouping ever feel doing it. With that said, people are finding it unthinkable to send the places that actually hold creation, countertenor calibre collections of slug and thespian tattoos, but I experience the feat star tattoos into huge collections of cookie cutter designs, I conceive I fuck why. It's the ground why 95% of us get stuck looking at that generic hooey, because we move using look engines. It's not flat nice to use them retributory a small bit, because the lists they pull up are horrendous. In the erstwhile match of period, it doesn't matter which statesman search engine you use, the lists are filled to the edge with generic laced galleries. Those aren't the lunation and topology tattoos you deprivation to withdraw star tattoos, justice not. So, why would you want to sink for that? If you don'

The Idle Ramblings Of Three Bored Englishmen
Sir, one must speculate to accumulate. If I might offer a proposal? Some colleagues and I propose to build an Iron bride that spans the River Avon near Bristol. The revenue from tolls are likely to yield in the region of 12% on your investment as it will offer a shorter road route between the Welsh coal fields and London than is currently available. We would be prepared to include you in the partnership for a share of the profits. Please apply in writing to Isambard Kindom Brunel @ Fubar.com ADDENDUM Sir, my apologies. The clerk that scribed the above communication mispelled a particular word changing the entire context of the commentary. I have fired, and soundly thrashed him. Where you read the words "Iron Bride", please substitute the phrase "Iron Bridge". Yours in anticipation, IKB Dear Sir. I read with interest your addendum to your previous communications. When I offered myself for partnership in your venture I believed that you were commissioning the c

Idle Thoughts...
Not going to write another poem about your jackass self not going to get all emo and week with self doubt just gonna write a bit about some funny things the amusements of a tired mind the passings of everything my son does the strangest things as any child does "shaves" naked with a plastic razor or starts the nuke on fire the smile that he brings to me can never be reduced the love of my child my shining light can never extinguished my boss is a different kind of fun and madness too who breaks into a door with a cake knife and then laughs along with you my friends they all rock my world as any will claim to do but mine really take the prize for putting up with me nothing else in life would ever be the same without these people here by me loving on the way things are even while filled with fear my families kind of... crazy... with one exception still my mother loves me deeply through all my faults and ill will standing beside me through all my up

I'd Like This Back If It Applies
I'D LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a re

I'd Like To Get Before Halloween
HEY EVERYONE, I SUPPOSE I GOT YOUR ATTENTION IF UR HERE. I JUST WANTED ALL OF YOU TO KNOW I'M IN A GIVE AWAY WHICH REALLY WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME IF I GET WHAT I NEED. I NEED 18,000 COMMENTS. I'M LOOKING FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME OUT HERE.SO PLEASE COME BY AND HELP. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO MY GIVEAWAY. Fire My Words

I'd Like Some Kisses Please!!
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't

I'd Like To Say How Much I Love You
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, Why not does it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day, that you did! 't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out t o be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, And whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them And that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today.

I'd Like To Hate Myself In The Morning
I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And wonder who I kissed And wonder who I missed I just might hate myself in the morning But what a dandy time tonight! Shirley Bassey

I'd Lie
"I'd Lie" I don’t think that passenger seat Has ever looked this good to me He tells me about his night And I count the colors in his eyes He’ll never fall in love he swears As he runs his fingers through his hair I’m laughing cause I hope he's wrong I don't think it ever crossed his mind He tells a joke I fake a smile That I know all his favorite songs And.. [chorus:] I could tell you his favorite color's green He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth His sister's beautiful, he has his father’s eyes And if you asked me if I love him, I’d lie He looks around the room Innocently overlooks the truth Shouldn’t a light go on? Doesn’t he know that I’ve had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white Never let nobody see him cry I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine [chorus] He stands there then walks away My god if I could only say I’m holding every breath for you... He’d never tell you but he can play guitar I think he c

I'd Like To Change The World....but I Leave It Up To You.
Sing Last video EVER! He says I can't record him anymore :( Doesn't want a bunch of vids out before he was "famous". hehehe Now you can say "I knew him when..." REL

I'd Like
I'd like the memory of me to be a happy one. I'd like to leave an afterglow of smiles when life is done. I'd like th leave an echo whispering softly down the way of happy times and laughing times and bright and sunny days.

I'd Like To Know...
Why it is, that people find it necessary to fuck your day up for no apparent reason. I'd also like to know, why if someone has something shitty to say about your spouse they don't fucking say it to your spouse? What the fuck good can it possibly do ME?! Please tell me, what exactly does it do for me for you to tell me that Tim's, this or that? Is this like when you tell a fat girl she's fat and then she's supposed to stop eating? I'll tell you exactly what it does, it alienates me from you and makes me run further to him. I have 4 people in the world I trust and only 3 of them, that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt want me because I'm me. Love me because I'm me. Does it really matter if I'm with him? Does it make a difference to you? Is it going to fuck YOUR day up if someday we move back in together and he leaves me? If you care about me, I suppose it is possible for it to have an impact on your life, you'll be there listening maybe, feeling impotent that you can't do

Id Like To Earn A Vip For A Month
I KNOW YOU ALL MUST THINK IM SOME FUGLY CHIC BUT ITS OK I DONT NEED ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLES! IVE ALWAYS ASKED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO BID ON ME IN AUCTIONS AND NEVER GOT ANY PLACE WITH IT!!! WELL IM IN A NEW ONE IF ANYONE CARES TO BID!

[i'd Like To Make A Statement]
So I can't sleep for pretty much a day and a halfand the first thingthe most natural thing to meis to go get coffee and people watch blue collars and chicky college student baristas.That makes perfect fucking sense doesn't it?Pretty sure I don't respond to threats.Pretty sure I hat self entitled people. Pretty sure I had something else to say, and something else I wanted to look upoh yeah-baseball schedule. Look, things aren't so connected when you're on running on fumes.

Idlip (nap)
Neither away nor asleep Dwell somewhere in between Neither someone or something Be it life alone I walk it like a park Half real, half fancy A million tonight A million to fight A million to light A million is right Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be Abide by a dreamer's flight Cheater misfit on high Alone in the landscapes Periwinkle skies A worried pretender passes me by A million tonight A million to light A million to fight Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be -437- 10/11/11

I'd Like To Say It, But I Just Can't
Out of all I do everyday this was something that wasn't at all panned. I guess it was about time for a screw up. I was feeding, water changing and cleaning up after Jasmine. Just my daughters pet rat. My daughter's room is kinda small and her boxspring to her bed is the villian. I cut my foot and lost some blood in her room. I say she gets rid of her bed. The frame broke so she has her boxspring and mattress on the floor. I'm gonna try to suggest that she gets an inflatable bed. It hurts to walk on my foot but that doesn't change anything. I will still do the dishes and maybe some laundry today. I would like to say it won't happen again, but damn it I just can't. I know its not karma, cuz I have been a good girl. Some of the things that happen now, I know from this becoming true before, I can look back and say, 'that wasn't so bad'. Things will get better, even if it ain't in the near future. Things will be so much better and this will be just a faded memory. So while I am holding ho

I'd Like To Say I Understand
If you know me, the you know I haven't got all my shit totally together, but where I come from a crush is something that don't up an disappear. Right now I see you shaking your head and maybe thinking that I am too old fashioned. Maybe I am, but see I had four secret admirers and now its back down to two. Four is the most I have ever had. I know already, that it is just a drop in the bucket for some. I am not you and you are not me....I know this is just one of many computer sites. It is nothing to some, something to some, and it is the best site to me. Some members can be sweet and some can be pricks, I have been working on handling their mood swings. It hasn't been easy, but I am stronger than I use to be. My momma didn't raise no cry baby. I don't often bullshit. For all the ones that are thinking they know that I am taking up useless computer space with my endless rants and feelings, I'm not doing this for you. It is and will always be my way of reaching those that do give a damn

I'd Love To Be A Fairy's Child
I'd Love To Be A Fairy's Child Children born of fairy stock Never need for shirt or frock, Never want for food or fire, Always get their heart's desire: Jingle pockets full of gold, Marry when they're seven years old. Every fairy child may keep Two strong ponies and ten sheep; All have houses, each his own, Built of brick or granite stone; They live on cherries, they run wild -- I'd love to be a fairy's child. ROBERT GRAVES

I'd Love To Love You
The more we talk the more I fall for you The more we talk the more I long to be near you The more we talk the more I think about you The more we talk the more I want to be in your arm The more we talk the more thing seem to fall into place The more we talk the more I want to be there with you The more we talk the more I want to look into your eyes The more we talk the more I see my life getting brighter The more we talk that less I want to be with out you Now that you are in my live i never want to be with out you I'd love to love you

I'd Love You All Over Again
Has it been ten years since we said I do I've always heard marriage made one seem like two But you're lookin' better than you did back then You still make this old heart give in And if I had it to do all over I'd do it all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again The preacher has said till death do us part That seemed like forever to a young man's heart Now the days seem much shorter the longer we love And the memories just keep adding up And if I had it to do all over I'd do it all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again

Id Love To Know...
1. Which of us would be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY? 20. Would u give me tounge?

I'd Love To Spank You!!
We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of all....you won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and leave them a message telling them that FatBoy sent you...MuchLuv2All!! `//The Spankers Club//`@ fubar

I'd Love
I'd Love by LateNiteFantasy© I'd love to nestle myself between your thighs And make you understand how beautiful you are. To offer you sweet affirmation To make you breathless with desire, Dripping with your need for me. I’d love to collect your nectar on my tongue And use the tip to slicken your delicate pearl. To linger lovingly among your tender folds. To make you tingle in your belly, As you begin the long, slow climb. I’d love to take you on the roller coaster Inching ever upward toward the top Until you careen steeply down that hill, Screaming with the sweet release That only comes from pure surrender. I'd love to make it slow and sweet, But how can I cool the fires of anticipation That lap at my body and consume the gentle lover? I fear our first time will be urgent fucking. Making love may have to wait.

I'd Love You To Want Me~
This is an old song by ~LOBO~ that I've always loved. The message is timeless and relevant. It goes straight to your soul... after all, isn't this what most of us want?~ ;)~ I hope you enjoy!~ ;)~ ~LOBO~ "I'd Love You to Want Me" ~

I'd Love To Have A Spotlight
Wouldn't you like to see me on your page for 24 hours? I'm trying to get a spotlight. All donations are greatly appreciated and I'll return the love somehow... from rating bombs to comment bombs I'D LOVE TO SPOTLIGHT BEFORE I LEVEL UP TO DISCIPLE. I DON'T ASK MY FRIENDS FOR MUCH BUT I'D LOVE THE HELP. THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT HAVE HELPED SO FAR. YOU ALL FREAKING ROCK. I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A GREAT GROUP OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY "ChelleBelle" tattoo'd & pierced Bulliever & Charm Girl-read my about me b4 adding@ fubar PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN. THANKS.

I'd Love An Answer For This
I was in a MuMM last night. Who would have thought, huh? lol. Anyway, the "MuMM" wasn't exactly a MuMM. It was more of a place to have/start a debate. I know I didn't mention anything about it not being an actual MuMM, but for some reason the creator of the MuMM thought that it he should let me know that he'd talked to many bouncers and that he was fine with how he posted it because he marked it NSFW. My reply was..."So you're saying you can post whatever you want as long as you mark it NSFW, it's a "MuMM"? His reply, "That's what I was told". How is this possible? I would think that even if it's marked NSFW, that it still had to follow the guidelines of a MuMM. [shrug]

I'd Love To Be Your Last
If I had it my way. This would be the first time that you made love. I'd be the first man that your hands touched. But we'd both done our share of living. Takin chances we were given. I've never been big on looking back. I don't care if I'm your first love. But I'd love to be your last. If I could do it over. I'd have waited for this moment to give my heart to you unbroken. But if our mistakes brought us together. Doesn't really matter whether, we were saints or sinners in the past I don't care if I'm your first love. I'd just love to be your last. All I know is what I see when I look at you. And all I see is what I'm feeling down inside. And all I'm feeling is the feeling that I finally got it right. When I wake up tomorrow. I'm going to throw my arms around you. Thank my lucky stars I found you. Cause I know your heart has so much more than any man has touched before that. Nothing matters more to me than that. I don't care if I'm your first love, but I'd love to be your last.

(i'd Love) Frying Without You
how could i see through your swirl of litigating questions you constantly had my friends guessing were you a curse or a blessing i personally think you were a bottle of Wesson sent to teach my cooks a lesson looks like we’re getting busy i’d better go by the way we won the Iron Chef competition your friend, Eve Howard takes another look at the letter these are getting better and better love, eve & howard

I'd Move Mountains
I'd Move Mountains by BlueWolf © I guess I don't say it, As often as I should Just want you to know, I'd move mountains if I could To bring us closer, Sweet passion every day To love you more and more, In every possible way My words aren't always loud, For everyone to hear Please know that just because I'm quiet, Doesn't mean I don't hold you dear In my head the oceans roar, And confusion reigns But in my heart, Love for you forever stays...........

Id Move Heaven And Earth
I'd fly to heaven I'd grab a star Id move heaven and earth To show you how special you are Id tell the world I'd shout and I would scream I'd say I have my man The one in my dream The reason I dream Thats easy its you I now believe that Dreams can come true I'd move heaven and earth Just to see you smile I'd give up all I had To see you happy for a while I'd make a wish And let the whole world know That honestly I love you so

I'd Much Rather Talk To You, If That's Okay
I'm deeply embedded in a love/hate relationship right now. With E-mail. In order to get my head straight on how I really feel about this technological advancement to the hot guys in their shorts walking around my neighborhood and putting packages in my box (Why were we so arrogant as to assume that we could improve on that??), I've decided to go over my personal pros and cons to the system. The best part about e-mail is the quick turn around. You can get an answer to a question almost instantaneously. I don't want to think what people went through in the past, wondering what happened to their lovers. Hell, with too much of a gap in communication, the heart tends to grow more forgetful than it does fond. Yet the quick turn around is also horrible if you consider the flipside. How many of us have been bitched at for not getting back to a friend or lover soon enough? They know that their message went through, they know that you're going to be online. So why haven't you answere

I Dnt Bloody Know!
uck.. guys, i need help/advise on how to set myself up on this thing... i wanna b able 2 use it the best i can... & hopefully meet sum cool peeps in the process... so cmon, dnt b shy - comments/friendship requests r WELCOME! :P

I Dnt Knw!
im a slave to my mind,i am a slave to the daily grind,no matter hw hard i catch up i am behind,luv is what i look for but i never find,my heart makes my soul blind,there is noone left of my kind,i am lonely,i am the only,who wears my heart on the outside,my feelings is hard to hide,i have had a fucked up life,i relieve my emotional pain with a knife,noone understands hw i feel,i am a open heart needing sum1 to steal,my heart to help me feel sumthing real and true,someone to help me when i am dwn and blue,someone to be my only one,the one i would what for until there is no sun,in the sky!~meow~

I Dnt Get It!!!
What iz wrong wit tha woman n tha cityz that i lived n there r no hook upz, now i have many woman from all around tha world that wud love ta get wit me but tha woman n my own city wnt give me tha time of day " i dont get it" now maybe sum1 can tell wtf iz up wit thatcuz i wud like ta know i mean iz it me or maybe they just dnt know a good man when they c 1, what eva tha answer iz i wud like 2 know cuz cumin home 2 a empty apt every night aint fun!

I Dnt Knw
the tears fall like rain,all i feel is pain,as the hurt start to stain,me deep down in my soul,where i have a hole,where the hurt takes its toll,on u,as u think luv isnt true,as u sit so sad lonely and blue,u wish luv wasnt a game,but it is all the same,u r told lies, to believe, all men do is deceive, to get in ur heart, and pull all apart,love is a lie,y do we all try,to put our hearts on the line to have them get broke,to have all the pain we feel never be spoke

Id Nver Go After A Man That Has A Woman In His Life>
Im A beliver in Christ and ; I would never knowingly go after a man that has a relationship on going with some one. See I belive God; God,s Words,say, No adultry and One woman and One man marriages , till death do part..> It,s Thy Commandants we must keep to live by ; God said to receive them keep them and walk in His light and Word to have faith . And ask in Thy name . He said ; you shall receive life everlasting thru Christ. with your faith < so I do this, My faith is very strong ; He is in my soul > . Amen Thank you O Lord. . thou I know im human and do have falls but My Lord picks me up ,He loves me , send me on my way to recoperate and start again and forgives me ;So I know his love and I just pick up follow him all again renewed and trust Him with my life ..and fight off satan as I can with My Lords love and help. To ignore my God would be a sin to me and violate me . And cause me to loose all I have in My God (That would would be to suffer and loose to a

I Do?
FLY ME TO THE MOON, LET ME PLAY AMONG THE STARS, LET ME SEE WHAT SPRING IS LIKE ON JUPITER AND MARS, IN OTHER WORDS HOLD MY HAND, IN OTHER WORDS BABY KISS ME, FILL MY HEART WITH SONG, AND LET ME SING FOREVER MORE, YOU ARE I LONG FOR, ALL I WORSHIP AND ADORE, IN OTHER WORDS, PLEASE BE TRUE, IN OTHER WORDS I LOVE YOU. thats going to be my wedding song..just so u know... Fly me to the moon by Frank Sinatra

I Do
Every expression of love has led me to believe , i do, is not enough. I do want to rest my head, not at night fall but when my time is called. I want my thoughts to be about the utopia of perfection you created. You make me smile with an expression. Desire you with a hint. I can taste every part of every I LOVE YOU that comes from your lips. Devine and like nectar it creates a sweettooth that has become as essential as air. The thoughts of forever are only exceeded by the realization of todays offering of your love...E.D.M.L.

I Do
I do read you, your words, the milk of healing for this weary soul. I read and wish: Could not one love poem be for me? Could you have not screamed--if only for a breath-- that I fluster you, and set upon its ear the dream you've kept that she will return? Perhaps I am pathetic, holding on as I do, and if I am, then again we make a pair... Physically she's long gone. But you keep her locked in you, a memory etched into bones, and I hold you to me. Three. I am not pathetic alone.

I Do
At last the day has finally come when I can say my dreams have come true. After many nights of getting down on my knees, my prayers have brought me you. My search is finally over, and the journey of loving you I will now pursue. I can't think of any better way to say I love you, except to say...I Do. Though we walk to the alter separately, we leave together as one. To build a happy future around the miracle that He has done. I'm thankful for everything that you have given me, and together we'll make a brand new start. Staying together as long as we live, only in death we do part. As I stand here before you, and I say to you here and now. As God is my witness, I Do promise to keep every word of each vow. I wish this moment could last for ever, It's almost hard to believe It's true. And with this kiss, I'm in heavenly bliss, and I'm proud to say I Do... I can't wait to say I do to you Shelly baby I love you!

I Do
well the days are getting closer and its almost time for me to make a life long commitment. i know in my heart that it will be easy cause my sweetie is so prescious and sweet. she has the most gorgeous eyes i have ever seen and the absolutely most breathtaking smile. and she has a heart of gold. i knew the moment i layed eyes on her that i wanted to be with her the rest of my life. i know in my life that things havent been perfect but this whole thing seems so perfect and for that i thank god. i thank him every day for finally completing my life and making it whole. i love you with all my heart mind and soul.and i cant wait till the day i look into those beautiful brown eyes and say i do. and make you my wife. in my life life i have made many mistakes and payed for the mistakes. the biggest mistake i made is being lonely. and trust me baby lonliness is the absolute worse feeling you can ever feel. but i know now that i have you and i will never feel that lonely feeling ever again.as i

I Do
I Do Tell me can you feel my heart beat Tell me as I kneel down at your feet I knew that there would come a time When these two hearts would entwine Just put your hand in mine Forever For so long I have been an island Where no one could ever reach these shores We've got a whole lifetime to share And I'll always be there Darling this I swear So please believe me For these words I say are true And don't deny me A lifetime loving you If you ask will I be true Do I gave my all to you Then I will say I do I'm ready to begin this journey [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/p8 ] Well I'm with you with every step you take And we've got a whole lifetime to share And I'll always be there Darling this I swear So please believe me For these words I say are true And don't deny me A lifetime loving you If you ask will I be true Do I gave my all to you Then I will say I do So come on just take my hand Oh, come on let's make a

I Do
In my lovers arms I ache to be cradled like a child in his protective keep the drum of his pulse in the lobe of my ear his tender touch as he caresses my hair the warmth of his skin the curve of his lashes his respiration slows as his body relaxes we drift and we fade and we soar ever higher fleeting and floating on love filled desire cursing the sunrise still locked in his embrace just a kiss and the whole world melts away a love for a lifetime didn't think it could occur but we'll soon change that with two little words

I Do
I long for you to hold me. A simple tender touch. Passion burning with in me. Wanting you so much. To simply feel your fingertips. Tracing the curves of my skin. To feel you deep inside me, over and over again. Soft lingering kisses. Your body touching mine. Tingling sensations inside me. Falling in love devine. Whispering I want you. I need you by my side. To make the nights not so lonely. In you I shall confide. Tell you all my secrets. My wants and desires too. My most treasured feeling. Im falling in love with you. Laying in your arms, feeling your warm embrace. The beauty thats with in, The smile on you face. Thats when I awake, to see that you arent there. Im missing you so badly, Love isnt always fair. Im here to save you.... from your daily nightmares. Never again will you have to ask... simply who cares...... .............I do

I Do?
This is just a funny little piece I wrote, had the idea after my girlfriend kept harassing me about getting married. You can tell where I stood on the matter by this :P (Pardon the formatting, I don't use hard returns so it will look a little shaky, I am sure) Jon stood in front of Immaculate Conception Weddings, the only wedding shop in New Orleans that you could get married without a marriage license. It was also the only place that Jon knew of where you could purchase a ring to go along with the deal. Jon was extremely cheap and this shop was renown for having the cheapest engagement rings in the entire city. Jon's heart raced as he reached for the door. He would soon buy the ring that would change his life for better or worse. He opened the door, and walked in. The shop was dimly lit and had a few pews near the entrance, in front of the pews stood an altar and a man that had to be old enough to have done the ceremony for Adam and Eve. To the left of the layout stood a gl

I Do!
The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece

I Do
I Do It's always been about me, myself, and I I Thought relationships were nothing But a waste of time I never wanted to be anybody's other half I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last That was the only way I knew 'til I met you You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Yeah I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no, I could live without it, I could let it go Ooh what did I get myself into? You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do... Tell me is it only me? Do you feel the same? You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games I promise I won't turn around And I won't let you down You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get trough So can we say I do , I do , I do do do do do do do doo Oh, baby, I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no, I won't live wit

I Do Appreciate You
I want my friends to know, that I do appreciate your friendship. I'm not mad at you. I'm just frustrated that things are going sour with meeting people recently. I choose to meet women rather than guys because I get tired of guy friends always trying to 1-up their so-called friends. Stealing their ladies or trying to. talking about what happened the night before like some cro-magnon. I would prefer just hang out with ladies. I am not out for T&A even though if it happens it happens. but it's more just to go out and have fun. is that so bad? I have friends who are women in Florida, Penn., OH, and NY state...I have talked to them on the phone and we chat online. It doesn't mean we're gonna have a swingers convention and whatever. Me and rebekah are great friends and we aren't drooling on each other so to speak. I appreciate the friends I have. I would just like to have new ones. And please. if I give you my number, put it to use. I can't always check messages on here. I prefer to hear yo

I Do Apologize
It has been awhile, I know. I have a reason too!! I have had time, but my get up and go has sometimes gotten up and started without thinking I have had my coffee and am ready to go with it. Perhaps it is the seasonal change in pressure. Once I get in bed, I cozy up and go to sleep in another realm. Yeah okay, sounds good to me. I know that everyone is different. I understand also, somewhat anyhow, how everyone doesn't know that. If everyone was the same this world would be a really boring place. There are those that have different tolerences and I am usually up to the challenge. Ifin someone wants to fuss over my uniqueness or strangeness (however you want to see me), be ready to be putting down a greater amount of the world's population. I am not the only person like me, I am not the only person on Fubar that is like me. Sometimes it is like, I am seeming to be all alone, but I am not. Lately I have to admit, because I feel the need to, that things are getting just a bit more tough.

I Do Believe You're Trying To Wake Me Up
Words so secure screaming like an alarm Are you trying to wake me up Now what was that you were trying to pull Is it my arm I do believe you're trying to wake me up Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Now here I am, but I'm just sleepwalking Yes here I stand But I guess I'm just sleeptalking for myself Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight One day this world will see me at the horizon One day from a distant light And just before I stand to face my love I'll turn around And with a smile I'll say my goodbyes Just one last goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep t

I Do Believe
Places we’ve been, Things we’ve seen, Times we had it all, Times we didn’t have a thing, When dreams were all we had, To get us through the night, Lying all alone, Dying to hold someone tight, When tears were our comfort, When a smile was the pain, No matter how bright the rainbow, We could only feel the rain, Well I know the reason, For every tear to fill my eye, I’ve found hope in the darkness, The moment you showed me the light, Use to think Heaven was too far away, It just wasn’t meant for me, But every time I look in your Angel Eyes, Baby, I do belive….. MWAH!

I Do By Boyz Ii Men
(For Kally. This should tell you how happy I am!) Verse One - Nate I'm telling the world Here and now That I'm gonna love you and love you I take this vow yeeaah You captured my heart So long ago Still there are some critical things That you should know Yeeaah yeaah yeah Chorus Do I give all I am To be now and forever you man Do I take you to be Without question the woman for me Do I promise you I Do Do I promise you I do, I do Verse Two - Shawn This love has been worth waiting for Cause love doesn't matter to me If it's not yours As we become one Through and through I dedicate all my life To loving you Yeah yeaah yeah Chorus Do I give all I am To be now and forever you man Do I take you to be Without question the woman for me Do I promise you I Do Do I promise you I do, I do Bridge - Wanya To have and to hold While passions unfold I promise a life you won't regret For better or worse No one

I Do But I Don't
Does anybody ever feel this way?? It's crazy how you can give your heart to someone, and in an instant they are gone. Then time goes by and they come back in your life. Your heart still loves them but your mind is reminding you about the past. And you get confused. You feel one thing but at the same time you feel something else. I see where he is coming from. Friends are great and all I want is a friendship. I think its hard for me just to see that because I remember the past and I want to go back to that. I just have to remember the past is the past and you have to enjoy what you had but move on. I know its confusing and trust me I am confused. ♥ "I Do But I Don't" Tim McGraw You always come back when I'm at my weakest When I'm fool enough to let you in Sayin' how this time around is different Asking if I want to try again I do, but I don't I want to, but I won't I am but I ain't I could but I just can't It feels right but it's wrong And I've hurt

I Do Believe Do U
Whatever your cross, Whatever your pain, There will always be sunshine, After the rain .... Perhaps you may stumble, Perhaps even fall, But God's always ready, To answer your call .... He knows every heartache, Sees every tear, A word from His lips, Can calm every fear ... Your sorrows may linger, Throughout the night, But suddenly vanish, Dawn's' early light .... The Savior is waiting, Somewhere above, To give you His grace, And send you His love ... Whatever your cross, Whatever your pain, "God always sends rainbows .... After the rain ... "

I Do Believe
I Do Believe a Triolet I do believe in my own mortality I do believe that someday I will die I do believe in the prospect of divinity but I’d rather dream of immortality I’d rather dream a grander fantasy I’d rather compose my own reply for though I do believe my own mortality I hope to live long after I die

I Do Believe
I Do Believe I do believe in my own mortality. I do believe that someday I will die. I do believe in the prospect of divinity. But I’d rather dream of immortality. I’d rather dream a grander fantasy! I’d rather compose my own reply. For though I believe in my own mortality, I hope to live long after I die.

I Do But I Realize
I love you, I worship youBut I do realize that you are not mineThat you don’t belong to meBut I will love you no matter whatNo matter where you areNo matter how far you goI will love you for everWill always reach my arms bridgesBridges of love, passion, desireEven if u hold other man's armWill keep reaching mine toward youYou might go to a very faraway placeAnd might forget about this heartMy heart, where u stay with every single beatAnd I might never see u again when I want After you made my life a garden fill with rosesHow damn hard this distance is How damn hard it is without tellingI wish u couldn’t go this farHow could you leave me like this??How could u walk away on me??How could u be this careless after u showed me what love means??I swear to this love u have taught meI will always be your singing birdYour shinny moon to light up your dark nightAnd bring back your lost smile------------------------------W.B: FM june 14th 5:25 am[yes middle east time]lol

I Do Believe That God Above
I do believe that God above, Created you for me to Love, He picked you out from all the rest, Cause he knew I'd love you best. I had a heart that once was true, Now it has gone from me to you, Take care of it as I have done, For you have two and I have none.. If I die I'll wait for you at the Golden Stairs, But if you aren't there by Judgement Day , I know you went the other way,, And just to prove my Love is true I'd go To Hell to be with you!!

I Do Believe In Miracles!!!!
So... I spent the last few days away at Musikfest. What a BLAST!!!!! Check it sometime, if ya can!!! This big 10 day gig, where they close off the streets & you party & listen to music & eat good food etc... all day & night long. Anyway, on Sunday, I got to see Sublime w/ROME & The Dirty Heads. Was an awesome rocking show! After the show we saw fireworks & then another Jazzy Rock Band & danced for the rest of the night. A MOST FABULOUS TIME INDEED!!! The next morning, when I woke up, My Moms' (RIP) wedding band, that I have been wearing on my index finger,since she passed away, was gone. OMG.....Sadness & a Heavy heart grew strong inside me...... yesterday also would have been Mom's 72nd Birthday & that made me even sadder... Anyway, for 2-3 hours, we tore apart my brothers house & my car looking for the ring with no luck... My brother, who works 2 minutes from the Musikfest grounds, sent me a text this morning that read "Is this it?" & there was a picture of

I Do Care
Lets say A new person moves in next to you and you decide hey I want to be friends with them so you go to the store and you buy Oh I don't know candy and a gift set of coffee mugs and you bring it to them and say hey how are you this is from me I wanted to make a friend, cool said the other person ..the next weekend your out cleaning your car and the person you gave that gift to is having a yard sale and out front where everyone can see is the gift you gave them...hello fuck head you don't fuck with peoples feelings unless you don't have any to begin with so yes I do care if I made the morph you selfish fuck head, oh yeah all that comment bombing might just fuck up your seeming less then expensive computer better call dell support maybe they will put you on hold...go fuck yourself ..

I Do (cherish You) A Song For My Husband
TODD THIS SONG IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL EVERYDAY I CAN'T SAY HOW MUCH JOY YOU'VE BROUGH TO MYLIFE YOUR THE ONE I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE WRAPPED IN YOUR LOVING ARMS AND FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT WITH MINE I CAN'T BELEAVE HOW LUCK I AM TO HAVE SOMEONE AS AMAZEING AS YOU IN MY AND SAMANTHA'S LIFE BABY YOU KNOW SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER TOO...I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOU AS HAPPY AS YOU MAKE ME...WE LOVE YOU Music Video:I DO (CHERISH YOU) (by Mark Wills)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

I Do Care
Everything will turn around, I know it all happens the way it suppoae to go I use to get irritated with this game but then I seen some felt the same If you can walk in my high tops you will feel the earth as it rocks You might not like any season but you need to know everything is happpening for a reason. Someone will finally call The emotional walls will fall The skys will clear Your package will soon be here Your value will rise Your lover will look in your eyes relax, its all set and planned out you don't ever need to fret or doubt Lets just hang in there and you can trust that I do care

I Do Dog Tricks
copy and paste the link below and TYPE IN a command and see what happens... sit, roll over, down, stand, sing, dance, shake, fetch, play dead etc. And...it's also very cute if you type in a command that's not recognized...!! Make sure you type in "Kiss" too, but do it last. http://www.idodogtricks.com/index_flash.html

"i Do Declare...!"
A Scarlett Rose: chapter 6 ~ Summer breeze blowing north winds, Spanish Moss hung in gray strands. Southern stars over rippled water oak trees shade the night crawlers. The Chandeliers burned in a lighted way as a sea of bodies, danced in sway. On the balcony in soft southern lace Miss Scarlett Rose in waltzing grace. Captain Doodle held the Rose's hand, to the music of the Baby Grand. In his Union Blues and toe to toe dancing with Miss Scarlett Rose. A savored kiss, stopped the world for a charmed and puckered, country girl! Arms wrapped like fast moving Ivy, around each other, holding tightly. Lips played and teased while breasts were squeezed. Some quick darting glances and to the bushes they're dashing. To extinguish the flickering flame that brewed urges over shame. Fast hands removed clothes naked and willing, Miss Scarlett Rose. Lust loves harder than love like the wing beats of a dove pounding his passion in shoves, a Rose bush sho

The Id Of King George
The tall and attractive press secretary sauntered into the Great Hall to announce the arrival of the Emperor for his daily audience. “All rise and be informed that anyone seeking audience with the Grand Omnipotent Potentate, the Revered Communicator, the Wise and Infallible Decider, Emperor of the New World Order, His Excellency George Bush the First, may approach and be recognized.” She took two steps back and waited for the Emperor’s entrance, head bowed and hands folded below the waist of her tasteful, light blue business suit. All in attendance rose from their chairs as Ann Coulter proclaimed the arrival of their Emperor. Their heads turned in unison toward the stage entrance to the Great Hall to catch a glimpse of their beloved leader. The audience collectively inhaled as Emperor George the First strolled confidently up to the riser. He was clothed in the official attire of his office. His long imperial red and white striped satin robe, draped over his broad shoulders, flowed

I Do Feel
I feel your hands in my hair. I feel your breath on my neck. I feel your body pressed so close to mine. I feel your lips on my throat. I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine. I feel you and I love it. I hear you say you love me. I hear you whisper my name. I hear you tell me I'm the only one for you. I hear your breath in my ear. I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep. I hear you and I love it. I see you as I run into your arms. I see your face break through my world of darkness. I see you fight away my fears. I see you wipe away my tears. I see you're in love with me. I see you and I love it. I taste your lips. I taste your tongue. I taste your throat as I kiss it. I taste your love. I taste your passion. I taste you and I love it. I smell your cologne as I hold you. I smell your shampoo as I hug you. I smell your toothpaste as I kiss you. I smell your excitement as you cuddle me. I smell the smell I've been waiting so l

I Do Get Angry
I admit that I do get angry and if anyone thinks he's such a pain, get real, I can go further. I leave that there. I did talk with Erin the goddess who work for the good ol' surgeon and she says to me at the end they were good questions. God forbid I make sense at times. Anyone keeping up on this will know that I do not like lies. I asked for and received a postponement for the surgery due to the fact that I've yet to quit smoking. Someone said just lie and I could not. The Valve looked good on the Echo and another Echo will be done at the end of the surgery. Triple and maybe a Double due to some times that is allthey can do. I am not going to all the detail of it. She did say active as you are you'd be out in four days and back to your self in three weeks. God forbid I do things like climb trees and work on my house and left weights. Now all I have to figure out is how am I going to lie to myself to give up the smokes. That's a stumper. Norio

I Do Hope Everyone Is Doing Well
I just came by to see how everyone is and hope everybody is doing well.. I've been working and dealing with the classes that I am taking right now.. My hopes, thoughts and prayers are with everybody!! Take care, Jeremy

I Do Have A Heart!!
I have a cousin that is 15 years that is mentally and physically challenged. At the age of 3 months old he started having seizures and to this day, the doctors don't know why. Today the school he attends hosted their Special Olympics. It's the one day of the year that these kids get recognition for being who they are. It's the one day that they shine like the brightest stars that they are. In my heart every day is like these for these kids. I have always had a special place for them. I wanted to bring everyone of them home with me. To love them, take care of them, protect them. I cried almost the entire time, from the start of the National Anthem until the last wheel chair rolled across the finsish line. I am proud of EVERYONE of these kids. They face obstacles everyday that I know I couldn't handle, yet I'm so quick to complain about my imperfect world. If you happen to look at my couple of new pics, and I look silly in my hat, that's ok. The kids worked hard at makin

I Do Have My Likes And Dislikes
I like scarves and cashmere sweaters and polo oxfords with button down collars I like wool socks when my feet are cold and leather gloves for driving I like manicures but I don't like nail polish I like foot rubs and back rubs but not to take the knots out I like caviar and parmasean crusted tilapia with lemon caper sauce and double decker sandwiches wheat bread fat free mayo *wink* I really like extra cheese on my pizza and duvets on my bed... I prefer vacations in Italy, Barbados or St. Thomas, but any place with a good beach will do I like ESPN Sports Roundup and homemade vanilla ice cream in a big mug with warm choc. chip cookies and some root beer I like bird houses and bird feeders and my coffee black but my milk with chocolate And mostly I like the peace of the breezes singing through the trees and... oh by the way.. I really like you.

I Do Have Some Morals!
So, ok. My first blog. Too bad it has to be a bad one. Here is the deal, I am a sweet person, but I do have some standards. There is one at the top of my list too. I DO NOT MESS WITH MARRIED OR TAKEN MEN. I do not care if it is just the internet. You probably have a woman that loves you very much and it would hurt her to know you are messing around on the net looking for someone to do why she is at work. Who cares if we live nearby. I understand some people are miserable in their marriages. Well, if it is that damn bad, get out of it. I don't play games like that. I have been hurt plenty of times to know how it feels. Being the good lil' wifey or girlfriend sucks when your man is messing around. So, if you are taken.....DON'T HIT ON ME! Friendships only. I am an excellent friend to all those who really know me. Thanks for taking the time to read this lil bit a BS I had to post since some people can not take a hint and back off.

I Do Hope It Brought A Smile
http://www.youtube.com/v/0UE3CNu_rtY&border=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"> Especially since the teabagging parties, brought to you by the GOP & FOX, had to do with nothing more than convincing the arrogantly ignorant that "they" where/are protesting the raising of the taxes on themselves. Which, (as anyone paying even the slightest bit of attention at all well knows,) is actually raising the taxes of the rich, and lowering the taxes of the middle-class and poor of this nation, so... They, the GOP & FOX, are making "the people," (the easily manipulated arrogantly ignorant,) protest what is good for themselves, and bad for the rich - Well maybe "bad" is the wrong word, maybe "fairer" - As in fairer taxation of the rich.But that is a concept that the arrogantly ignorant can't seem to grasp. As they have well proven, particularly over these past eight years, by continuing to "patriotically" not only allow, but even support, their own self-destruction,

I Do It For Y'all.. Please Help
YEA I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST..STARTED TODAY DEC.27 AND WILL END JANUARY 2,2007.COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO PLEASE GO SHOW ME SUM LUV . IT IS APPRECIATED. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE XOXOXOXOXXO JUST CLICK ON MY BLK N WHT PIC.. I WILL RETURN THE LUV ..

I Do, I Hate Money
Firstly, I think I am being sucked into this place. I don't know why; no one's yet invited me home with them... perhaps it's the novelty of it, perhaps it's that hope that I really might meet some really cool people around me. Either way, I've popped in here enough times already, and here I am again. I been home for over an hour. I should be finishing up on my homework. I got three days left with the crap, but all I gotta do is proof and add my cites. Probably an hour's time, max. Instead, I'm dicking around on this thing, trying to hunt down a loan. Which is going nowhere. I shouldn't expect it to; I spent twelve years fucking my credit. Can't even get a decent enough loan through any payday advance place, which is just like grabbing my ankles I know, but I want the money now. I want this taken care of now. I'm stuck in a job I cannot stand because of its convienance. I really only use my money for anything I need. Sure, I waste it (don't ask me about ebay...), but not extravagant

I Do It Also
you know when u first start this site you meet so many people and make so many friends at the beginning. but as u get more n2 it and make more and more friends u seem 2 forget about ur other friends. u know i admit that i have done that and i am not proud of it. and u get close with alot of ur friends and some of ur friends r like ur best friend, well that is what happened 2 me. i have a friend that is n my family on here and he seems 2 have forgotten about me. we talk every now and again on here but not like we use 2. he was like my best friend. but now he hardly talks 2 me. but i just everyone 2 know that i am here 4 any of yall if yall ever need someone 2 talk. and i am sorry if it seems that i have forgotten yall. i really haven't. i am still here but not as much. and 2 my 1 friend if u read this u know i am here 4 u no matter what. but anyways ill go and stop boring yall. yall have a great day.

I Do It!
This weekend I got to watch our kids Sarah and Jeffrey by myself. Martha went with her sisters Mary and Margaret to a bowling tournament in Bismarck, and always willing to welcome guests as I am, I invited Margaret’s kids to stay with us Saturday night. It works out great when they do; the oldest girl Breanna loves giving baths and she bathes Sarah and her sister Josceline without being asked to do it. And Sarah doesn’t need much of an excuse to take a bath because she seems to be growing gills … Breanna even bathed Jeffrey! Not that I’m not willing, by any means. As Martha’s told me a couple of times when I’m really in doubt, I’m the only male in the immediate family who’ll even offer to change diapers or give baths, etc. Her dad never did for her and her sisters, and as far as she knows my brother-in-law never did for his two boys. I thought that’s part of what a dad was supposed to do! Maybe I feel unappreciated sometimes and I’m a little too vocal about it, but I’m getting

Idoit
Ever do one of those things that makes you laugh and call yourself a dumbass at the same time? This afternoon I went to take a form to the company I trained for. Got my keys, money and all that, left the house, got to the tube station and realised I forgotten the forms.... d'oh!

I Do It On Purpose
My 14 year old son recently compared me to Bobby Bouchers mom from "The Waterboy" I am absolutely HORRIFIED by the display of wanton whore-ship of the many High School girls here at Lassen. The new "game" is: (In order to preserve virginity and avoid pregnancy).....doing "What what in the butt!", and of course, the BJ's. (EEEEEEEK!) Our conversation this morning over panckakes: Me: Remember what we have talked about. Josh: DEEP SIGH Me: Let's review. If a girl looks at you?..... Josh: She'll give me the herps.(He giggles and is entertained by my worry) Me: No....but she WANTS to. And.....If she wants you to touch her boobies?...... Josh: I'll go on welfare (still cracking up). And girls are the Devil and.... Me: I never said they were the Devil! Josh: Pretty much. MOM! Seriously?....I'm not stupid. Me: I know! But you ARE my baby, and I don't want you broken before you are totally put together. Josh: As crazy as you talk sometimes,

I Do I Do I Do-to A Girl By Max
Even the devil wouldn't recognize You,I doEven the angel wouldn't touch You with their dirty wings,I doEven the fugliest ugliest weirdest alien wouldn't drive Your UFO,I doEven the all the faking fading dark cold trees wouldn't care You anymore,I doEven the shadowy bitch sky wouldn't light You anymore,I doEven nobody in this world dare to put that broken bottle neck up into ass for You,I doEven no one miss You or even look at You dancing with this lonely pole,I doEven all the fucking UFO in the universe wouldn't crash on your booty burn to ash,I doEven all the bitch angels with bitch-red-lips fall down to hell wouldn't raise you up.I doEven no fucking idiot would dig a hole on the stone and fuck with you there like we used to do,I doEven none of them would unleash the devil for you then fuck the devils outta here,I do I should just walk away I wouldn't care less,not much sense,but times and times those years,I doYou bring the deepest bestest shit out of me Over and over I came back mis

I Do Know.
as much as some say a man aint supposed to cry i believe those who say that only try. to understand what a real person is and those who dont know think theyll learn from a quiz over the top, sensitivity is heightened, emotions dont stop. not a freak with no clue of what it means to say i love you. sure i have my faults, i am damaged as well that doesnt mean im destined for a life in hell. im man with a heart not a mind with no soul i rejoice finding love...i dont drool for a hole. but changing me is the way it must be to others who look but dont really see. i have heart i have morals i have pain i have joy in no way a monster nor a whipping boy. all the words you have said might not mean much to you but youre not the one being emotionally sued. never did i tell you to be someone else never did i say "thats bad for your health". i did say i loved you but not so refined i know my emotions i do speak my mind. if that wasnt true i wouldnt do what i do or say what i s

Idol Lies
The doors open, Close, then open again I see you at the entrance to the exit Eyes as bright as the moonlit sky Hair the color of the sun Earth, existence, Just begun Beauty, Beholder, Idol Lies Summer nights, Compromise Willful retreat beyond the unknown Masculine, feminine together thrown Into the ocean of madness, Pain Sea of red forever stained Thrusting in, then out, then in Work as one together win False intention, faking cries Like I said the Idol Lies

I Do Love Him
Always want to be with you Never want to part Just trying to make it through And not be torn apart Making time to know you Take a chance on love Your eyes are like the dew Your touch I'm in awe of Wishing just to kiss you Make time together Hoping thats its true You'll be mine forever

I Do Love You
I Do Love You You're in my all my thoughts, In all my dreams at night. I can feel your love for me, Everytime you hold me tight. You take my breath away, Whenever I feel your touch. My heart belongs to only you, And I need you so very much. You'll have all of my love, You'll forever have my heart. My life is so sad and empty, Whenever we are so far apart. You mean so very much to me, I never want to ever lose you. You ask me if I love you this much, Oh Yes, I Do Love You.

I Do Love You
I Do Love You You're in all of my thoughts, In all my dreams at night. I can feel your love for me, Everytime I hold you tight. You take my breath away, Whenever I feel your touch. My heart belongs to only you, And I need you so very much. You'll have all of my love, You'll forever have my heart. My life is so sad and empty, Whenever we are so far apart. You mean so very much to me. I never want to ever lose you. You ask me if I love you this much, Oh Yes I Do Love You.

Idol Gives Back ~ Won't You Help?
Please help raise money for the kids in Africa and in America. Go to www.americanidol.com or call 1-877-IDOLAID and make a donation. I just did for $100. It is going to a good cause. Thanks

Idols
Special thanks to these people for being there and chatting with me so very much. Your support and lent ear will never be forgotten. So for all you who are real and love to talk hit these ones up cause they got it in them. Their the ones that count more then gold in the fading years. If you be friend them and don't let time take them you'll have something trully special. Thanks again! I love you all! Maggie@ CherryTAP OceanLove - (Please Sign My Guest Book)@ CherryTAP ~*SHORT*N*SASSY*~@ CherryTAP cowgirl1988@ CherryTAP

6/19: Idol The Off-broadway Musical?
With so many former “Idol” contestants doing or having done Broadway (Anthony Fedorov, Fantasia, Diana DeGarmo, Constantine Maroulis, Frenchie Davis and Tamyra Gray, to name a few), it’s inevitable someone has come up with “Idol: The Musical.” From the description, it sounds like a bit of a goof, especially of Clay Aiken fans. Here’s the link. The musical, which was tested in Syracuse, NY June 1 and June 8, is scheduled to begin previews at Off-Broadway’s 45th Street Theatre July 5. Todd Ellis is producing the Manhattan engagement of Idol, which will be directed by Bill Boland. Donna Reynolds, an Idol columnist for www.foxesonidol.com, said she heard it was entertaining but missed it because she had to work. Here’s a review from syracuse.com “The numbers are never less than serviceable, and several are quite appealing,” the reviewer Chuck Klaus wrote. Idol: The Musical, according to press notes, is described as ̶

Idol Saves The World, Part I...
THIS is Idol Gives Back.Or so says Ryan, as the two-day pat-itself-on-the-collective-back extravaganza begins. Oodles of money will be given for each vote. Children will be saved.And it's all because of the show.Wow.And somewhere in between the self-congratulations, commercials and the superstar guests, six contestants will try to stay in contention by adhering to the theme of "inspirational songs."Chris Richardson (If I Could Change the World). Chris gets the unlucky lead-off spot this week and continues on his "nasal is a form of singing" crusade. And apparently he's starting the "off-key-is-also-a-form-of-singing campaign. The judges inexplicitly slather praise upon the boy in an obvious attempt to either lull his voters into lazy self-confidence or in an attempt to spur them to outvote the Phil folks. Either way, I miss Sanjaya.LaKisha Jones (I Believe). LaKisha continues her "I-will-sing-every-past-Idol-song-on-Idol" crusade, because she's either demented or she's getting just rea

Idol Chatter: The Beginning Of The End
The "American Idol" season finale has begun with gusto. Express' Greg Barber hits the highlights. A FRIGHTENINGLY LIT close-up of Ryan Seacrest can mean two things: a) Welcome to Hell!, or b) It's the beginning of the "American Idol" finale, one of the most self-important events in the history of television (sorry, M*A*S*H). The crowd is already rowdy at the Kodak Theater in Los Angeles, and the judges are dressed for the occasion. Or, well, for some occasion. Randy appears to be wearing a suit from the Idi Amin collection. Paula misplaced the cap for her French maid outfit, but its many ruffles still look smashing. And Simon appears to be headed off to croon a midnight set at the Copa after the show. Seacrest calls him "Simon Cleavage," an obvious reference to his man boobs. No, his open shirt. Or both? They wink. They nod. Speaking of Paula and smashing, the first two minutes of the show offer the night's biggest disappointment: Paula's nose looks perfectly normal. See, she appa

Idol Musings...
There are whisperings of another fourth-place shocking boot with the name Melinda attached to them. (That danged fourth-place is a curse.) But you know what, if she goes tonight, I doubt it will set off explosions over watercoolers across the country, unlike the shameful early exits of Tamyra Gray in season one, season three's LaToya London and, most recently, the shocker of Daughtry.My friend Dave asked a question several weeks ago, as the final round of season six was beginning. He wondered if American Idol had "jumped the shark," in response to an online article predicting the snoozefest that was to unfold as the weeks went on. I wasn't sure how I felt about the show hitting that phase of its life quite yet, chalking up my own ambivalence about season six to the residual love and enthusiasm I had felt for season five. It couldn't measure up, I reasoned, but hopefully I would become as deeply entrenched in the weekly attempts the new kids would give us as I had in all of the other se

Idol Saves The World, Part Ii...
They're feeding starving children. They're educating the illiterate. They're saving the world, one vote at a time and tonight they'll pat themselves on the back and, presumably, top it all off with another execution, narrowing the field of contestants to five.Because THIS is Idol Gives Back. And this is not a SIMULBLOG, in the classic sense, because to publish only to say that Carrie Underwood sang this or Kelly Clarkson sang that is redundant and, frankly, boring.So I'll pick up the action when the bottom feeders are announced and, of course, clue everybody who's not watching yet into what the much-anticipated SHOCKER! is. And I'll reveal whether LaKisha or Chris is waving goodbye. So there will be spoilers, so you know the drill._______Ryan, after majorly screwing up the opening intro, tells us we're in for the most shocking "result" in show history. Not an elimination, a result. And considering the camera can't stay away from Sanjaya, sitting with his sister in the audience, I'm hol

Idol Chatter: Disco? Duck!
Express' Arion Berger is your tour guide in the world of "American Idol." I WILL SURVIVE: Make way for Gibbs! Barry Gibb, the brother from another era who will be half-heartedly guest-mentoring the four remaining contestants, is a great modern artiste who defined disco with his and his brothers' contributions to the "Saturday Night Fever" soundtrack. You know what I love? I love disco night! The kids will be singing two songs each, so we can get our full four hours' worth or however long this show is. Melinda: She sings "Love You Inside and Out" (watch it here). She's set the bar so high that the judges kind of yawn and tell her to be even better, not just a stone professional who seems incapable of hitting a bum note, but to remember to pull focus and let her back-up singer training go. Simon is hoping she'll whip it out in the next song. By now, I feel sorry for these poor kids, with their future such-as-it-is fame assured and all. Pimping cars every week and having to deal wit

Idol Chatter: Three's A Crowd
Arion Berger left on a jet plane to cover the Cannes Film Festival, so Express' Greg Barber is your guest judge for Tuesday's "American Idol." THREE IS THE MAGIC NUMBER this week. Three finalists, three songs each, three judges — and there are at least three ways I'd like to smack around Ryan Seacrest right from the get-go. Could he be any more unnecessarily haughty with his "This ... is ... AMERican IDOL" show intro? The cure for cancer will be announced with less gusto. No guest coach today, which makes me wonder whether the show can still reach its usually high level of suck-uppage. How will they possibly fill time without a star's ego to massage? With singing? Speaking of, Seacrest explains how the night's selections were chosen: The judges have picked one of the songs for each contestant, the faceless but oh-so-powerful producers picked a second one and the hopefuls themselves picked a third. Like those carefully choreographed family photos that were always followed by "O

Idol Chatter: Jordin's Crossing
Express' Greg Barber recaps the 2-hour "American Idol" season finale. THE SECOND HALF of the "American Idol" superspecialfinaleextravaganzavarietythingie is a television event with a central paradox: There's really no reason to put on this show. The season's already over, really. The votes are in. The producers already know who won. We, the viewers, are really just signing ourselves up for a two-hour tease to maybe five minutes — max — of actual on-plotline show. But who can resist the lure of all those pretty flashing lights? And just as we puny viewers think about checking out whatever crap is on NBC, the Guitar Riff of Transition sucks us up in its cyclonic fury, plopping us in the awaiting arms and pearly white teeth of Ryan Seacrest. We are theirs now. All 160 million of us. And among those fawning millions are random celebrities. And so, friends, the "Idol" director and control room team bring you Random Audience Cut Theater! Our first subjects: Jeff Foxworthy!

~~idolizing The Woman In Your Life!
RetiredGuy It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Peggy. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Peggy to get a full-time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income

I Do Love You!!
We have been through so much Happy moments that felt nothing could go wrong Even the Bad that felt like love would bring us through Even with all the time That we have shared over the years Even all the love can not keep us true Please don't get me wrong I do love you But there are things of need To make a relationship sucseed The biggest that I know of And the one we can not seem to do COMMUNICATION! We can not do this No matter how much we try No matter how many times we go through this It just is not there Please don't get me wrong I do love you But after all this time It is time I must say good bye All the heart ache all the pain I just cant seem to go through It is not good for us It is not good for the kids So our separate ways we must End Please don't get me wrong I do love you made for a dear friend in her time of heart ache. I hope this helps I LOVE YOU HEFFA. MWAH

Idol And Survivor Notes, And Happy Friday
Good Morning. It’s a Friday, it is the start to the weekend and it’s cold outside. Brrrr So what else is new? Last night on Idol, the final 12 was selected. I am not surprised on 3 of the 4 that were sent home, sort of just a little surprised that my Rocker Nurse stayed on. Although she did perform a great rendition of “I Hate myself for Loving You” That she nailed. How far will she go? I do not have a clue but, and very glad she finally showed up with that song, the prior two weeks were tough on me. Almost like watching your child perform and not being able to help them. The Judges Favorite David Archuleta did ok, I just think he can not handle the pressure of all the fame trust at him, if he proves me wrong I will be the first to apologize to his fans. I truly wished the competition raised the age level to beginning at 19, but as I hear from my daughters many 16 and 17 year olds start their career at that age and become very successful…I wanted to throw a Brittney and a few actor sup

Idol Words
why do you look up to me what is it that you really see don't put this halo on my head you have no idea where I've been I'm not what it is you think of me I'm the exact opposite of how to be to live my life is only pain fuck'n up whats in front of me now your search’n it for gain all I’ll do is cloud how you see my head is so fuck'n full n my vision is only dull i hate to be the way for you to find a light that you pursue it will end in only dark you will miss Noah's ark life will sail so farr away in the light you will now decay

I Do Love You So Much
i do love you ok my spaling is not good with that sad i meet som 1 that i am in love with but it has bin hard and she dont know what she wonts but i havint made it so e z 4 her thare has bin som things that as hapin and i am trying 2 get over she has hart me bad and i am trying 2 muve past that i love her and all i wont is 2 make her happy and have her in my life,

I Do Love You So I Will Let You Go
To let Go...Doesn't mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. Is not to cut myself off, Is the realization that I can't control another. To Let Go....Is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. Is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To Let Go....Is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. Is not to care for, but to care about. To let Go....Is not to fix, but to be supportive. Is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let Go....Is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome, but to allow others to effect their own outcomes. Is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To Let Go....Is not to deny, but to accept. Is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To Let Go....Is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and to cher

Idol Dayz
so yeah... this is how it all went! lol day one: you stand in line FOREVER!!!!! just to show them you I.D. and get a ticket and a rist band........not much really..... day two: more waiting.....and a lot of group singing.....but that really doesnt matter cuz your not being judged in that at all.... so i really see no point to that.. but what ever...then when you just start to wake up they have you yell "WELCOME TO CHICAGO!!!" like 30 times in 16 dif ways..... again really stupid..... but again, what ever. and then after they are all dont doing that, they have you sit in the seats for like 2 more hours so they can set up. (you would think that they would have all of that dont concitering its a really big show) and then they line you up in groups of 4 so that the prudicers can tell you that they are just not what they are looking for.... but if simon and randy and paula was there i bet i would have gone thu because i have a good voice.. ........so needless to say all they wanted

I Do My Best Work With The Lites On Too
So.... I needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days". I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her, "...And where do you think you're going?" She said, "I'm going home too, I can't work in the dark!"

I Do My Best
One moment I am fine The next a total wreck I can't do anything right for you I try and make a life for me Yet you wont help me out It's like you amke me rely on everyone else I need someone to fall back on I thought I could count on you You proved me wrong I thought you would be the one to be there for me My thoughts proved me wrong I try my heardest I do my best Yet it's not good anough for you

I Do Miss Everybody So Much----(h)(h)(h)
I am so sorry for my disappearance, but it is an R/L thing going on. To explain here is just too involved. I am trying to revive my former Art business and I need to move at the same time. I am going 2 and 3 days with no sleep and my body is just drained. I don't know when I'll be back regularly and right now I am just trying to thank so many who have kept up to me. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! My 11's are getting waisted because I can't be here to give them out and I am extremely cash poor, driving an unregistered/uninspected motorcycle----YIPPPEEEE! I live next door to the State Police baracks...hahahaha. I lost my business during a near death experience and 2 years in a nursing home where my ex-sister took the time to "clean" me out to somewhere around $400,000+. Get the picture where I am at now. I need some time to get this thing going and if fu doesn't delete or block them, I am posting two pics of what I am doing. I AM NOT SOLICITING BUSINESS HERE, JUST SHOWING YOU WHAT I

I Do My Best To Not Let Go Of Hope.
I don't cease to allow my heart's desire to travel quite far, and in the past, that's only turned into disappointment. I've made a lot of errors in my pursuits though, and I can honestly say, I've looked at being with someone else in the wrong way. So this time, even though I'm wandering a tad far again, I won't let hope fade. It's worth it to hold on (h)

I Don't Want To Be Alone
I don’t want to be alone It’s cold and upsetting to me I don’t want to be alone The walls are closing in on me I don’t want to be alone It’s just to much for me I don’t want to be alone It’s really bothing me I don’t want to be alone Can’t you see it’s really hurting me I don’t want to be alone No one can make me be I don’t want to be alone Your love has confided in me I don’t want to be alone It’s not becoming me I don’t want to be alone With no one to make love to me I don’t want to be alone Everybody is avoiding me I don’t want to be alone The whole world has deserted me By:Blossom_ Rose

I Don't Care
Older one but still stands "WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? " "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia. I'll care whe

I Dont Know
I DONT KNOW WHAT GOES THROUGH THE MINDS OF OTHERS BUT WHAT GOES THROUGH MINE. YOU THINK IM AN NIDIIOT I THINK IM A GENIUS. YOU SAY THAT IM HOT I THINK THAT IM UGLY. YOU SAY THAT WE WILL EVENTUALLY BREAK UP I SAY THAT WE WILL GROW OOLD AND DIE TOGETHER BUYRIED SIDE BY SIDE. YYOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME I SAY I LOVE YOU MORE. BUT MOST OF ALL I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY THINK ONLY YOU DO. SO THERE I SAID IT ALL BYE NOW PEACE AND SEE YOU LATER.

I Don't Care About The Bull Shit
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or yours, without moving to hide it, fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or yours, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to

I Don't Need You
I didn't ask for you to come and see me or for you to waste your time. All that shit you thought of no one else was in your mind I told you I don't need you the day you came home lying. I saw her number in your phone so I don't know why you presist on trying I loved you with all my heart I gave our relationship my all. But it wasn't meant for us to be together and that was the downfall Things didn't work out as planned because you were only half a man. So I just want to let you know that by myself I have to stand I depended on you for a long time to do my heart right. But now I don't want the problems that our souls collide I'm through taking seconds with the love you say you have. You can't really think I believe that you're the perfect man Too many nights I cried because you weren't lying beside me. But now I've gotten over that I don't need you I only need me

I Dont Like Em No More.
Dear heart, Boys are mean to me. I dont like them no more. They lie. And backstabb. And confuse me. And make it hard for me to make a committment. And say " i love you " and dont mean it. I give up on them. < /3 Love me

I Don't Title My Shit, But I Can't View It Again Without A Title
the flicker of flame graces the active end of a marlboro while this silence envelopes me. i used to have such a way with words and now i stare at you, hopeless as to what to say next. how is it that you bring the worst in me out? my skin is on fire, the smoke circles my face, and you take my hand and look in my eyes. what were we talking about again?

I Don't Agree With This One.
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%WereWolf84%Faerie83%Mermaid75%Dragon67%Demon50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Dont Know
i am really bored no one is talking to me. i feel frustrated right now alil depressed i feel like my life is going down hill. One perosn i want to talk to wont talk to me what is a girl suposed to do. I need to met new people On Lc. wel have ancie day bye

I Dont Know
well its like this "boy falls for girl....girl falls much harder for boy" and its not fair...the exact way i feel for him is how he feels for this girl. everything i say he can relate to it because of this i dont know any advice except this ...the only remedy for love is to love more you know who you are babe and i love you with all my heart ...please love me back...please my heart cant take another rejection

I Donno Mang
well im very bored listenin to country music haha shiit eh thats hurtin haha im so bored theres nothing to do today i went to my classes and i went and passed out some resumes and now im at home all ALONE bored outta my mind no one to talk to cuz everyone seems to be "busy" haha anywayz my gurls wanna go out to this bar called Montys tonight so i think imma go out and have some fun tonight i feel like gettin crunk! haha anywayz yeaaa i dont know what else to write so im outz PeAcE yall

I Don't Know What To Do.
Oh shit.....I just figured out what to do on my space then a friend told me to come to lost cherry. Well that describes me....a very lost cherry. I have no idea what to do on this site. First of all I work close to 80 hours a week then when I am home and can get onto the computer, I can't figure this site out to save my ass. Is there anyone out there that can help me in easy layman terms. I don't know what the hell to do and everyone probably just thinks that I am a snobby bitch. I signed up for a reason. I wanted to meet and talk to new people but I don't have a fucking clue. What do I do???? Amber, where are you when I need you????????

I Don't Know Why
I don't know why I am still in love with him. It's been so long. Am I crazy? Is there a reason I am still always thinking of him, always wanting him? He's the only man from a past relationship that I can't get over. I still wonder if we are supposed to be together sometime in the future. I don't know for certain though. I am trying to figure all of this out. I have been seeking answers from the Lord and so far haven't gotten anywhere. I don't know when I'll get the answer, but I hope it's soon. My love is so strong for him that it just about consumes my everything.

I Dont Know What To Call This
through the thick and thin always stay strong, nobody's perfect so maybe they are wrong, stay happy and stick with high hopes, even when your back's on the ropes, get up and turn it around, and try to stop feeling so down, lift up your head and let it all out, if need be scream and shout, stay here and stick it through, if not for me, then do it for you, i leave you with only this, take this letter and make a wish, hopefully it shall come true, just as i will always love you.

I Do Not Want To Feel Hurt And Pain
I Don't Want Your Love If you are here To Hurt Me I Do not want to feel the pain of what you may call love for it isn't real i do not want your love if all It Brings is Pain i do not want to feel my heart being slang I Do not want your love if all it brings is Pain i do not wanna feel my head going in sane Written: By Blossom_Rose

I Don"t Understand
I DON"T UNDERSTAND Current mood: confused I DON'T UNDERSTAND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I DON'T UNSERSTAND WHY I DON'T GET THE POINT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE I DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE HURT I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I COULD BE SO BLIND I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE SMALL PRINT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN BE HAPPY I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T HELP MYSELF I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'D WANT ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I DID THIS I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S ALL MY FAULT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE MET AGAIN I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE CAN'T MOVE FASTER I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM WRITING THIS I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE TEAR BLINDING MY EYES I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MY ICE HEART COULD MELT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I DO THE THINGS I DO I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THE THINGS I FEEL I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I Don't Understand.
I dont understand why this happened to me. I mean was I such a terrible person that God decided to take the one person who truly loved me for me away? Kyle was such an amazing person and he loved me no matter what I did wrong, no matter how bad we hurt each other we stuck it out. I never imagined in a million years this is the way things would have turned out ya know. I know that I should take the ring off of my wedding ring finger and try to get through this but I can't. Everyone keeps saying to get over it, but you don't get over something like this, you have to try your hardest to get through it! I'm not even doing that very well. I was walking through the store the other day and I smelled his cologne and I lost it. I completely fucking broke down in the middle of the store! It's been 10 months. 10 fucking months tomorrow! I can still remember the pain of when it first happened. I'll never forget it. I just wish I could though, I wish I could forget how bad it hurt and maybe let mys

I Dont Want The Heartache Anymore
written in regards to my husband of 2 1/2 yrs We used to share something special But your selfishness Got in the way You couldnt give a damn what I think do or say but you were always so quick so say I love you Chorus: Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. what we lost cant be bought back by changing and fancy I cant believe in your words All of your promises only bring hurt Somehow I know once we loved ... maybe in some way you love me but it only hurts... Oh actions speak louder than words And words from you are all I ever heard This pain and this heartache that I go through To tell u that I'm through Hurts more than I thought Cuz I dont want this heartache anymore. Now I see what true love is. it isnt what you had in mind hurting and malice and anger and prid

I Dont Know
Ya know how when everything in your life, seems to be going good for once..then one day, it just all falls apart faster than you can try and fix it? Yeah..it sucks. Everything seems to be falling apart lately, and I cant fix it, even if I wanted to. I'm stuck inbetween something, that I dont want to be stuck between anymore. I've fallen for a great guy, yet..can't get this other guy out of my head, is it fair? Not hardly. Last night, it became obvious about who really cared..but even so, why cant I get the one that does, but can't admit it out of my head? =/ It's weird..cause you would think that my grandma would be the most important thing..but I dunno..I know she's dying, and I know that she can go at any time..but I'm surprisingly okay with it..I made my peace with her, and as much as its going to hurt me, and the rest of my family to see her go, at least she's not gonna be in pain anymore. If Life is so great, then why do people live in pain, that they cant control? Wouldn't you th

I Dont Know
why but i am so damn exhuasted lol. I just woke up again. My knee locked on me, so that hurts. And yeah rawr haha. Anyway, im suppose to be going down to wildwood tonight if i decide to go, ima have to change cause its cold out like woah. Yes i tell you, yes yes.

I Do Not...
I do not have the answers, sometimes I don't even have the questions, sometimes I have nothing but empty thoughts that drift upon the breeze... Have you ever chased a snowflake, such a fragile, delicate, and beautiful thing, crystaline sculpture, in purest white? Have you ever caught that flake, and watched it as it fades in the warmth of your hand, softly disolving, to a tear drop? When I see the snows fall, and disrupt us all, block our roads, close our schools, bring down power lines, and cause death and destruction I sometimes think of that delicate snow flake and wonder how something so small, so gentle, so fragile, can be so destructive. Then I look at us, people, and we're just the same, so many fragile people, and yet when one or two voices band together we can cause such pain, and such misery. I don't want to see drifts, and blizzards, death and destruction, I just want to hold the delicate people, to see them for their individual beauty, and to care for them, a

"i Don't Want To Feel This Way Forever, A Dead Letter Marked Return To Sender" Thursday
yep more crap I walk a fine line between here and eternity take that final step no reason to stay losing my will hopes have been killed thoughts broken down the scales' fatal tilt the balance of fate is lost my final breath my last tear

I Do Not Have Your File
For those of us who have ever had a client or customer or someone similar swear up and down they sent something or we still have it I offer up this passage written by a friend and shamelessly handed around by yours truly. I Do Not Have Your File, Bitch I do not see your file here, I do not see your file there, I do not see it in a plane, I do not see it in a train, I do not see it in a house, I do not see it in a mouse, I do not see it in the grass, I do not see it up my ass, I do not see it in my bed, Nor is it in your empty head, It is not sitting on a broom, It is not in my file room Do not ask me where is your file, My answers put you in denial, You do not believe me when I say, "Your file is not here today!" Your incessant questions make my migraine itch, I don't have your file, you stupid bitch.

I Don't Get It....
Ok, before I start this, I want to make clear that I am not complaining, just making an observation. I'm single and I have no problem with that at the moment, I'm in college and I work and have amazing friends, plus I'm only 20 so it's not like I'm in a rush to get married but.... A lot of you on here tell me things like "oh, you're so pretty, beautiful, cute, sexy, gorgeous, etc etc, why don't you have a boyfriend?" And that's exactly what I would like to know. First of all, I don't think I'm all THAT good looking. I'd say cute, and maybe pretty on a good day, but that's about it. I hardly ever get hit on. Probably because I look like jailbait lol I know I don't look 20 even though I am. I guess it's just easier to tell someone that you find them attactive online. I mean, how many of you would really approach me on the street and ask me out? Probably not that many. I know I wouldn't really go up to any of you in real life and tell you that I thought you were handsome/hot/sexy. I'm

I Dont Have That Much Experience =(
You've Experienced 36% of Life You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

I Don't Like Socks!
I've been thinking about something silly and of course it has begun to bother me... Does anyone actually like socks? I know when I get home I can't wait to take my socks off. In fact everyone that I know (at least know about their sock habbits) don't like wearing socks... Please reply and tell me why you do or do not like to wear socks.

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This(repost)
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Everytime I hear these lyrics I get goosebumps all over I Don't Want To Miss A Thing By Aerosmith I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream

I Dont Understand
I dont understand how you can take my hand and pretend your love is true how you can look in my eyes and cant see right through I dont understand the point of all this trying to fix a love with a fake hug and a kiss I dont understand where we went wrong our love used to be so strong now it seems it's buried in the sand I dont understand all the conversations we've seen and all the laughs we had are now few and far between Can you tell me where we stand are we building a life or are we living in strife because i just dont understand. written by: angel

I Don't Belong
Apart from the crowd I watch the people go by All doing the same thing And never asking why Just doing as they're told Without a thought to think Blindly led and left Standing at the brink Puppets on a string Unaware of a master Living in false bliss In a world of disaster -RKE

I Don't Bite!!!
OK, so my question is this: If your sex partner asks you to 'bite' them during sex, do you do it, and if so, how hard? I'm at a young lady's house, and things are getting hot, some kissing, petting, etc. and we get to the question of 'what gets you off?' I tell her that a good BJ hits the spot (yeah, I'm a typical man!), and she says 'I like to be bitten." Now, a nibble here and there is cool, but she told me to bite her like I was biting into a snickers bar! Whoa!! She said 'the harder you bite me, the freakier I become.' She said 'I will do anything to you or for you if you bite me hard enough, it turns me on that much. Right in the back of the neck' is what she tells me. So, I've got my mouth wide open, I'm moving in on the back of her neck, and..... I COULDN'T DO IT!! She swears that I missed out on the time of my life, but I couldn't risk bursting a blood vessel in the back of her neck or something!! Can I get an 'Amen' from the congregation???!!

I Dont Understand.....
i have been on LC for a couple of months and i still dont understand it very much. i really havent met anyone local yet either. im just here to meet friends right now. i have a girl friend right now. know one can have to many friends. for those to have a cow when someone doesnt leave comment well i do leave them but i do it on my terms.. when i find time. :) i sometimes want to delete my profile on here but something tells me not too. so i am going to take a break from LC for awhile.

I Don't Think So!
She left him on the sofa when the phone rang, and was back in a few seconds. "Who was it?" he asked. "My husband," she replied. "I better get going," he said. "Where was he?" "Relax. He's downtown playing poker with you."

I Dont Want To Be Your Friend
I don't wanna see your face I don't wanna hear your name I don't wanna thing Just stay away baby Don't wanna know if you're alright Or what you're doin' with your life Don't wanna hear that you'll stay in touch maybe I'll get just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night no more Don't expect me to be there Don't think that it will be the way it was before I'm not over you yet And I don't think I care And I don't want to be your friend I'll forget we ever met I'll forget I ever let Ever let you into this heart of mine baby You just gotta let me be You gotta keep away from me 'cause all I want to be is just free of you baby Don't you come around And say you still care about me Go now, go now Don't call me in the middle of the night... You take it casually, and that's what's killing me I'll get by just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night

I Don't Think So...
Have you ever had one of those days where you don't wanna wake up? Everybody sucks, everything is fucked? I HAVEN'T! If you read the first couple of my sentences you might have deemed them slightly familiar. Limp Bizkit originally wrote the song. The fact that Fred Durst thinks that he is a lyrical genius makes me feel pitty for the world. Whe the hell packs a "mutha fukin' chainsaw"? I mean, seriously, who is he kidding? The fact that the only good thing to enter his band (Wes Borland)put him to shame when he went solo. Big Dumb Face was listened to more frequently, even though the songs were horrible. Wes wasn't even trying. In believe, in my honest opinion, that Fred Durst should die of VD and rot in hell. Just a random thought for you...

I Don't Know If I Am Real Without You
I only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? Stabbing Westward - Shame

I Don't Feel
Your a sick sick bastard I hate you with a passion Mixed and cut, twisted and burnt I look sane on the outside, but inside I'm hurt Mixed up emotions floating through my mind Hoping to one day, any day find A place where I'm happy, contented and safe A place where noone stares no need to strafe I've seen this place, I've been there before I've lost it al now, Be your bitch no more. Looking all about me seeing none but pain holding all my feelings, battling the reigns Of terror, hate, and rage uncontrolled My inner thoughts my feelings, all covered in mold It hurts to think that she may die The thought is selve brings tears to my eyes peircing through my inner veil letting sadness out Make me want to run about Twist your neck with a shout The one feeling left for only one person left with that feeling no music on I wish i could feel Like I did that day

I Do Not Know You Well, But What I Know
I do not know you well, but what I know Enchants me, like a song sung far away. I cannot hear the words, but what they say Hangs softly on the hills where I must go. I see you furtively and note your eyes, Hazel and dreamy, your spirit half elsewhere; I note the sheen of your dark, lustrous hair And wish I knew your thoughts and shared your cries. This love brings me sweet pain, but I want more, Driven by a dream I can't control. I want the truth of you, untamed and whole; In frantic hope I haunt your open door.

I Dont Wanna
I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so dull the storm clouds keep rolling in. blocking my view of the sunshine. I dont wanna hear all the lies or the excuses just be honest. I dont wanna hear im your girl. because you know you dont want me. I dont want you to lead me on. i dont want to live a lie. I dont wanna live a life like that any more. i dont wanna be played as the fool i would rather wither away to nothing i dont wanna care any more or try to fill this empty void inside my heart. i dont wanna love any more it hurts to much inside. i dont wanna give my all.

I Dont Think Ill Be On This For A While
I'm having WAY too many problems: 1.Cannot accept or give any friend requests (Error: failed to make friends connection! :-( ) is the meesage i see when i try to accept. 2.Instead of gaining any points, im losing points 3.It's told me im a level 9 about FOUR times now 4.I'm having alerts and messages that I can't see 5.not giving me any points for invite It's all just too much and I hope they can be fixed. It could be because of the outtages that have been going on, I have no clue. It's just stressing me out. Yes, ive sent this problem to see if it would get fixed and i hope it does because i REALLY like this site. I hope you all have a happy halloween, good night.

I Dont Get It
You know what i dont get? I dont get why im always the girl that has a lot of friends but no boyfriends. I dont understand why i cant keep a realtionship is there something wrong with me? I mean i think im nice and fun and i think im alright looking i mean i may not be the best looking thing in the world but i look alright i think..Anyways this was just something i needed to get off my chest is all thanks for listening..if you are

I Don't See A Point Any More
I don't see a point any more. I am retarded. I am probably gonna keep doing what I do. If some one were to come alone and offer me a change I would probably take advantage of it. If I have to think of it myself chances are I wont.

"i Don't Know How I Didn't Know"
BELLEVUE, Wash. - Amanda Brisendine attributed the 30 pounds she gained in the past year to an abandoned smoking habit and rich food. So when she went to the hospital with sharp stomach pain, she wasn’t expecting to leave with a newborn son. “I don’t know how I didn’t know. I just didn’t know,” Brisendine said Tuesday from her bed at Overlake Medical Center’s Birthing Center, where she delivered Alexander Joseph Britt by Caesarean section. George Macones, chairman of the OB/GYN department at Washington University in St. Louis, said he’s seen about a dozen cases in his nearly 20-year career in which a woman didn’t know she was pregnant. The pregnancy isn’t always obvious when a woman is overweight, or a woman will have spotting or bleeding during the pregnancy and mistake it for menstruation, said Macones, who specializes in high-risk pregnancies. The 26-year-old Renton woman went to Group Health Cooperative’s Eastside campus last Saturday after experiencing several days of abdominal pa

I Don't Know
I don't know how common this is, but for me, the main problem is that I feel disconnected from everyone and everything. I have a few people out there who I care about, or who care about me, but no real intimacy with anyone. Worse yet, this is a long term pattern with me, it's been going on for enough years yet that it's quite possible I will be alone for the rest of my life. This totally sucks. I would like to have friends I could be truly close to, someone that I could be in love with, but I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen. I like to think that if I had love and intimacy in my life, life wouldn't suck nearly as much. And hell, I think I've reached the point where I'm jealous of cult members. Those poor deluded fuckers who shave their heads and dance around in public begging for donations, or the heaven's gate suicide cult, at least they have a sense of purpose, of belonging. They must have a sense of devotion for thei

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby

I Don't Like Yellow Lights
I sell shoes. I spend a minimum of 44 hours of my week either selling or figuring out how to sell shoes. This is not important in any way. Sure, I may make someone's day by finding her the ever-ellusive size 11 black pointed pumps, but I feel much more accomplished when I make a kick-ass carrot cake. There are other things I should be accomplishing that are much more interesting than my demanding job... like painting a wall and watching it dry, or perhaps finding that songwriting partner I've been wishing would fall into my lap. I want to do something with my life that makes a difference... if to no one else but myself.

I Don't Understand People
OK SO I WAS ON IMVU JUST A BIT AGO AND WAS CHATTING WITH SOME KID FROM NY. HE WAS 21. WELL ANYWAY WE WERE TALKING AND HE ASKED IF I HAD A MAN..LOL I SAID YEAH AND AS MATTER OF FACT I AM MARRIED. HE THEN SAID WOULD U MESS AROUND ON HIM WITH ME? I SAID "NO" HE THEN BOLTED OUT OF THERE. WHY IS THAT IF U CHAT WITH SOMEONE THEY AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME U WANT TO SLEEP WITH THEM. AND WHEN U SAY U ARE MARRIED THEY AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME U WANT MORE THEN JUST CHATTING?? MOST OF THE TIME I TELL THEM I AM MARRIED AND THEY ARE GONE IN A HEARTBEAT. I WOULD NEVER MESS AROUND ON MY HUBBY AND SURE AS HELL WOULDN'T DO IT WITH SOMEONE OFF OF A VIRTUAL CHAT. COME ON GET A LIFE!! GUESS I WILL STICK WITH CHERRYTAP.. I HAVE MET ALOT OF COOL PEOPLE ON CHERRYTAP THOUGH THAT WILL TALK TO U AND NOT EXPECT CYBER SEX AND ARE ACTUALLY CHATTING JUST TO CHAT. IT JUST ANNOYS ME SOMETIMES I SUPPOSE.

I Dont Know
well i got conned into joining this site by my sexy friend bonnie......must say though i am liking this site already and will prolly become and addict.......add me or rate me and i will return the favor..........peace peeps

I Dont Love You
I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it's you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you Is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe January light will consume My heart with its cruel Ray, stealing my key to true calm. In this part of the story I am the one who Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

I Don't Know
taken for granted all the small things Let it all pass me by Forgotten all the great things smashing memories with time A cloud hangs above rain pours from within darkness surrounds grasping at the soul a light may shine to free me from this hole

I Do Not Know Your Name
A poem by Kenny Martin for Remembrance Day I DO NOT KNOW YOUR NAME I do not know your name, but I know you died I do not know from where you came, but I know you died Your uniform, branch of service, it matters not to me Whether Volunteer or Conscript, or how it came to be That politicians failures, or some power-mad ambition Brought you too soon to your death, in the name of any nation You saw, you felt, you knew full well, as friend and foe were taken By bloody death, that your life too, was forfeit and forsaken Yet on you went and fought and died, in your close and private hell For Mate or Pal or Regiment and memories never to tell It was for each other, through shot and shell, the madness you endured Side by side, through wound and pain, and comradeship assured No family ties, or bloodline link, could match that bond of friend Who shared the horror and kept on going, at last until the end We cannot know, we were not there, it's bey

I Don't Get It
I just don't get it..I got shit for having had family in my name and now just for having Cell Block in it?? WTF? It's words...that's all. I don't "belong" to anyone..I chose to add it because I support them, just as people have Juggalo/lette, Family, Wiccan, Redneck etc after theirs. I'm really sorry people from CB started shit at another lounge, I really am, it's NOT cool and I don't agree with anyone starting anything anywhere..but that's not a reason for asking me to leave, but it's your lounge your choice. I guess I thought things were going to kind of go back to the way they were...guess I was wrong and it's sad :( Anyway, just wanted to get it out.

I Don't Get It....
You know some people just don't leave shit alone then they fuckin' turn it around on you like your the person who started shit. I know this person who is doing that to me and trying to make me out to be this naive idiot that I'm not. I just don't get why people have to do shit like that to make themselves feel better... I was there all the time when this person needed advise, or just needed someone to talk to, and when I say all the time I mean all the time, could call me up at 4am and I'd still answer the phone and talk forever if need be. It's like I don't start drama or a bunch of shit, because I am not that type of person, but people like to dump all over me and try to make me out to be the person that makes all the idiotic choices, and make me out to be this person that believes every fucking thing that comes by me, but I don't. So this shit that this person started between me and a good friend is now trying to make it out like I asked for help in finding out shit. Well, I n

I Don't Care Who U Are ......this Is Funny
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard.

I Dont Need This Shit!!
for fuck sake!!! i been offline for a week, i come back on today, to like 13 friends request, one of them is a fellow Brit, so i thought, "yea, I'll add him, he seems cool" i went on his profile, rated all his pics (which by the way is more than he did for me) then he jumps in my shoutbox calling me "baby" n shit....asked me for my messemger address i told him i dont give it out (which it states quite clearly on my profile) and then he reckons now i'm bein a bitch and that i think im too good for him, and he's "too black" for me!!!...i promptly told him, "no hunni, I'm to married for ANYONE!" what the fuck is wrong with this guy??? what a complete asshole!!! i think it's all because, as most of you know, i forget to log out....so it looks like i'm on and i'm not...as i said earlier, i been offline for a week, so i had loads of other sites i had to catch up with too... i really dont need this shit man!!! so, i promptly removed him from my friends list....lol i think that was t

I Dont Understand Men
Yesterday my fiance told me that he cant be with me anymore. I ripped the maps off the wall that signified our trip across country, and took everything else off the wall that was his. After most of the day crying, I told him that I didnt care how much money we had, or that I am 22. I dont want to be with any other man, I want to be with him. With that he said ok and that those were the reasons he couldnt be with me He told me that he didnt want to weigh me down with his problems. Fact is I love the silly doofus. So now were not going to break up. Why do some men try the "if you love them let them go" If i had wanted to go I would have left him along time ago. Sure he may have problems, but I dont care. I'm willing to stand by him and help him with his problems. After all of this, I will no longer fight for him. In one way It made me realize i have been doing to much for him and not enough for me. Now i'll do more for myself and let his stupid butt do more things for

I Don't Know
I Don't Know It has happened again Not knowing what to do I open Opening to what? I don't know For pain? To cry? Will I open again? I don't know I don't promise for I've broke too many Only so many can know Is it for attention? I don't know If it is then I'm sorry Sorry for what? I don't know For bringing pain? For brining tears? Why can't I succeed? I don't know Perhaps the pain is just too much Possibly no explanation Is there any other reason not to? I don't know Maybe one more.... Friends But how many more are bad than good? I don't know Why do I feel this way? I do know

I Dont Wanna
I don't wanna do the dishes I don't wanna do the wash I sprinkled clothes a week ago And now my iron is lost! I don't wanna rattle pots I don't wanna rattle pans I see the mail light flashin' I wanna chat with friends! Oh, the table needs some dusting and the floor could sure be mopped But I know if I get started there'll be no place to stop. The closets are so full things are falling off the shelves I wish for cleaning fairies and magic little elves. They could sprinkle fairy dust and twitch their little nose The windows would be sparkling I would have no dirty clothes. Oh, I know that I'm just dreamin My head is in the sky I must cook that meat that's graying and bake that apple pie. The hubby needs a bath the dog needs attention Oh...the other way around I mean My brain is in suspension I am runnin round in circles I am getting nothing done, I keep thinking of my web I am missing all the fun!

I Dont Get It Guys
I don't know how some people gets soooo many points sooooooo quickly?!? I have been on here a few months and i'm only at level 3! I am online about 2 hours a day and spend about 30 minutes (sometimes a little more sometimes a little less) on this site. GRR...i guess i'll never understand.

I Don't Do Normal Things On Cam..
Oh yeah.. just in case your wondering.. That IS how I act on cam.. I'm not normal.. lmao One time. I was eating a bk cheese cake pie and forgot .. and my friend was like.. NOT AGAIN! lmao.. your eating..!! I told her .. yeah and.. You know bk is closed now! YES I KNOW..!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAA One time.. for my other friend that passed .. she and I used to tease each other with food.. I promised her i'd be all sexy.. of course I was lying.. lol She asked me what I was wearing.. clothes.. What I was doing.. using my hands.. she goes.. what..!!??? oh.. Let me show you.. I was eating those yummy bk french toast sticks.. she got so upset with me she didn't speak to me the whole day.. yeah that was evil... lol I miss her. I can tease a woman better than she can tease me.. hahahahha I just wait .. I'm patient like that. lol

I Dont Know What To Do
I sit here day after day hoping by some chance that i would be able to spend time with my husband all he does is work. I know that he has to work to pay the bills but i never see him. I wake up alone and go to bed alone. I shouldnt be bitchen but I am so alone...

I Dont Understand!!!!
Ok, Someone Help Me Here!!!! Why Is It If A Married Person Cant Return The Same Feelings About The Same Sex That Likes Them.....They Get Upset And Think U Mean???? I Tried To Be Nice About It And This Girl Is Really Beautiful, But I Am Not Into The Same Sex...Ddont Get Me Rong I Am All For The People That R And I Am Not Dogging On It But Its Not For Me No Matter How Pretty A Girl Is....Someone Plz Tell Me What I Did Wrong...I Feel So Bad For Hurting Her!!!

I Dont Wanna
I dont Wanna Current mood: depressed I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so dull the storm clouds keep rolling in. blocking my view of the sunshine. I dont wanna hear all the lies or the excuses just be honest. I dont wanna hear im your girl. because you know you dont want me. I dont want you to lead me on. i dont want to live a lie. I dont wanna live a life like that any more. i dont wanna be played as the fool i would rather wither away to nothing i dont wanna care any more or try to fill this empty void inside my heart. i dont wanna love any more it hurts to much inside. i dont wanna give my all.

I Dont Mind Bein Ur Mistake...
It's okay I don't mind being your mistake You can describe me as the sad jazz song That plays on the radio as you cradle her Head in hands Precious glass that you protect Because as soon as you pull away She breaks Fractured like bones You become the splint that holds her in place If she's everything right Then I'm everything bad And together, we're the best you ever had It's okay I don't mind being your mistake It's no difference to me Being the sinner is more fun than being the saint No one likes riddles Because there aren't always answers We steer clear of the things We don't understand But feelings are bottled Till they've reached their limit When they trickle out Like an ocean And I pray that she doesn't know how to swim And when you are emptied Come back to me She thinks your disposable But we are all reusable We aren't trash We last longer than you think It's okay I don't mind being your mistake She's th

I Don't Like The Drugs But The Drugs Like Me
You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.Mushrooms94%Ecstacy88%Cocaine69%Marijuana63%Inhalents63%Alcohol56%None!25%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

I Dont Know What To Call This List Of Books..... Number 16 Is My Favorite :d
1. "You Were An Accident" 2. "Strangers Have the Best Candy" 3. "The Little Sissy Who Snitched" 4. "Some Kittens Can Fly" 5. "Getting More Chocolate On Your Face" 6. "Where Would You Like To Be Buried?" 7. "Kathy Was So Bad Her Mommy Stopped Loving Her" 8. "The Attention Deficit Disorder Association's Book of Wild Animals of North Amer - Hey! Let's Go Ride Our Bikes!" 9. "All Dogs Go To Hell" 10. "The Kids' Guide To Hitchhiking" 11. "When Mommy And Daddy Don't Know the Answer They Say God Did It" 12. "Garfield Gets Feline Leukemia" 13. "What Is That Dog Doing To That Other Dog?" 14. "Why Can't Mr. Fork and Miss Electrical Outlet Be Friends?" 15. "Bi-Curious George" 16. "Daddy Drinks Because You Cry" 17. "Mr. Policeman Eats His Service Revolver" 18. "You Are Different And That's Bad" 19. "Daddy's New Wife Timothy" 20. "Pop! Goes The Hamster...And Other Great Microwave Games" 21. "Testing Homemade Parachutes With Your Own Household Pets" 22. "The Hardy Boys, The Barb

I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore
I feel trapped caged in nothing wanting freedom from and unlocked cell feelings are changing desires growing tempation pushing me out the wide open door but I run back in I have no peace of mind I dont get sleep I cant feel myself I cant stop shouting I cant stop hearing what I dont want to hear I cant stop cant stop drop dead and rise again and again and then collapse