Fubar Blog Posts 2

I Hate Myself For Loving You
Midnight, gettin' uptight Where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two. I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you Hey, Jack- it's a fact they're talkin' in town I turn my back and you're messin' around. I'm not really jealous- don't like lookin' like a clown. I think of you every night and day You took my heart and you took my pride away... refrain: I hate myself for loving you, Can't break free from the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you Thats why I hate myself for lovin' you. Daylight spent the night without you But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through Hey man bet you can treat me right You just don't know what you was missin' last night I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite I think of you every night and day- You took my heart and you took my pride away... (refrain) I think of you every night and day You took my heart and you to

I Hate Valentine's Day
seriously... this year i hate it more than christmas, which i hated because i didn't have the money to buy anyone a damn thing... which sucks because usually i spoil certain people (brother/sister/certain close friends)... but really, i hate being single... but given the divorce's destruction of my concept of anything lasting forever (which hit me alot harder than i expected it to considering we'd been separated over three years) i can't figure out how to be in a relationship right now either. so yay for all of you in loving relationships that are so happy and in love... but for me... i want to wake up and have it be sunday already. ~sin

I Hate Valentines Day
VALENTINES DAY SUCKS! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I RECIVED A THING! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE WAS ANYONE THERE! TODAY I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WAKEING UP AND GETTING OUT OF BED! I AM AFRAID THIS LONLEY LIFE WILL NEVER END! BUT MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE HAPPY WHO KNOWS. I JUST WISH THIS DAY WOULD HURRY UP AND GO!!!! THIS DAY IS ALL ABOUT SHOWING THE ONE YOU LOVE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE EACHOTHER BUT AGAIN ANOTHER YEAR AND OBVIOUSELY STILL NO ONE TO LOVE ME OR CARE. I WISH I COULD TAKE THIS DAY OFF THE CALANDER RIGHT ALONG WITH XMASS AND EASTER. ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE PLEASE BE NICE AND SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM BECAUSE BEING ALONE AND NOT HAVING NO ONE REALLY SUCKS AND YOU ARE LUCKY TO HAVE ONE ANOTHER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY FROM MY POINT OF VIEW IS FUCK VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!! ALL IT BRINGS ME IS HEARTACK AND PAIN!!!!!!!

I Hate Today..... Just My Thoughts ....
Well as I sit here on Valentines Day a day when most people are happy and in love ... I'm crying not because someone dosen't love me or because I didn't get flowers or candy.... but because on this day a year ago my father was layin in a hospital bed in our basement ... dying.... this would be his last Valentines Day. I just remember him looking at my mother and telling her for the last time he loved her..... see he hadn't talked for awhile b4 that .... but I went out and bought my mother candy and a card just like I had done every year b4 this one. My mom read the card and started to cry as she held my dads hand he turned and looked at my mom with the prettiest blue eyes i had ever seen on him and whispered to her .... I love u .... 4 days later he was gone. So when u tell someone u love them today .... mean it... it might not come around again....

I Hate You All
apparently i don't have the internet. stupid people want money for this stuff. really come on. i'll be back later this week or next so don't forget... * send me love * buy me bling * get me a fucking pony already and sarah sucks ass but it's okay because it's my ass and i like it.

I Hate My #$@#*&%^computer!
if this sounds like you....i have a great website,to share.....www.onecomputerguy.com.....great tips,tricks,and tweaks,for all o.s.....windows,mac,and linux.very good site,and he does it,in non-tech-speak!.

I Hate Days Like These......
Have you ever felt like no matter what you do it's not good enough or that it will never be enough? Today is one of those days....the day that I look at my son and wonder if I should still give him up for adoption or if he would be better off with me. I can't provide him with everything he needs and it sucks because I wish I can. I don't think I am the best mother in the world and doubt myself all the time, but am I really able to do this? I don't make enough money to pay rent or any of my other bills, how am I going to be able to take care of him? I swear I hate days like these.....

I Hate You
I Hate you because you made me who I am today I Hate you because you don't even care I Hate you because your everything I want to kill I Hate you because your not there I Hate U because U don't even see what you done to my life..... I Hate you because you are a part of me. . . ================================================== This anger consumes me I fucking Hate you ! and i can't wait to see your demize! -.-!

I Hate Everything About You ~ Three Days Grace
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate That Shit.
Lift me up just to watch me fall. Hurt enough to you I call. Run run go far away. Must not live another day. Hate hate the world im in. I hate the way im living. Read me in and read me out. Damn I just want to shout. Take the pill so the pain is gone. Taking the pill is so wrong. Smok smoke puff puff, I hate that fucking stuff. Waste your days and waste your nights. Fuck them up and always fight. Love lust pain hate. Sick of rape dates. Hope guilt damn fraud. Sure sit there and just nod. Agree with me don't run away. God indeed wants you to stay. Cry suffer this pain wont leave. Try to plant another seed. Slow slow slower you get. nasty nasty suffer in the pit. Stop the needing, the weed and, thats it.

I Hate This
I Hate This... In My Life There Are Only A Few Things That I Ask For... But Time And Time Again, There Is Something That Constantly Prevents My Goals From Becoming Reality. First, I Would Love To Have A Career As A Police Officer ANYWHERE!!! But Apparently You Can't Achieve That Goal Without Joining The Police Academy... Which Costs Money, Which Thanks To An Ex-Girlfriend Who Stole Every Penny I Ever Saved Up, I Don't Have Too Much Of Anymore. Second, Military!!! I Want To Join The Military With All My Heart, But Apparently I Have Had One Too Many Surgeries, And Broken Bones... So They Pretty Much Look At Me Like I Am Damaged Goods, I Have Been Told By Recruiters That They Will Take Anyone, As Long As You Have The Heart. Well I Have Been Shot Down Several Times, So Fuck What Recruiters Say... Its All Bullshit. And Last But Most Certainly Not Least... A Companion To Spend The Rest Of My Life With, I Have Loved And I Have Lost, But For Once It Would Be N

I Hate You
I love you is what i said to you, and that's when you just broke my heart, leaving me back in the past, nothing left, no where to start. Noticing that we fell apart, made it seem like no big thing, now that i know your gone, i can't stand the memories. All those times that your with me, spend together, laugh together; damn! Why can't you see, i'll remember that forever, but now that i'm getting better, you say you can't let go, i'm not believing you now, after all those promises that you broke. All these broken promises, all the things you should've did. Telling me you love me, and i'm getting sick of it. All those words you said to me. Now it just don't make since. I'm just getting sick of all these broken promises! You say you wanna be my friend, but we need to take things slow. You say you're really over me, but deep down, you can't let me go! You say that you're completely done, but i think it's something you should know, but now it's too late and i never got the chance, to t

I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything all about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate Being Bored Too
i hate being bored because its no fun at all right now i'm on the computer talking to people but it always quite all time at my house when noone here with me but u try to hang in there and try to think of something to do

I Hate Everything
i think people need to stick with there own race cuz we dont need anymore of these halfbreed gigaboo kids running around. and one more thing to the dumbass fucking people who think love is real u folks need grow up thats like saying god is real when he isnt none of that shit is true. and if any of u have a problem with that its not my pron maybe u dumbfucks should get smarter.

I Hate Today
so today was horrible. my job sucks. my car sucks. money sucks. i officially hate everything. i am tired, depressed, and alone. if you feel like cheering me up call or text. 281-203-1271. but i dont expect a thing.

I Hate It When Girls Lie!
i hate it when girls lie to me about not talking to them, getting or writing back! if you don't want to talk to me just say it. jamar i don't to talk to you because you are a loser and i don't want anything to do you with you. there i can say it why can't you. you know. why make up something like "you didn't send me anything or i left my computer on when i'm not at home" i keep my computer on too! but i look to see who left me anything because i don't want to be an ass to people. if someone rate me i'l rate them back. if some one send me a gift i send one back and tell them thanks. someone send me a message i send one back. i'm not an ass that well make up something. because if you not online i always send gifts to everyone feel welcome or to see whats up. i have names of people on my friend list that make me feel like shit. and when they lie about not getting gifts or messages i sent. over time trying to talking to them or just to say hi. it hurts me inside.

I Hate To Say
When I think about you I’m not sure how to feel.It’s like I’m holding onto something that never was real. For the past two years my heart has been chained to you.I gave up on the love of others. To you my heart was true. I just need to feel loved and have my heart set free.As much as it hurts we were never meant to be. You will always be special in my heart and my soul.You’re just not the one that can make me feel whole. No one can fill the space my heart has for you.Learning to love another doesn‘t mean that I wont be blue. You are still my best friend and no one can take that away.Just tell me it’s ok and let my heart find its own way. If I lose your friendship I don’t know what I will do.But honey I deserve to have love and happiness too.

*i Hate It When...*
Yeah this is kinda about me being dumb and believing that a certain person actually cared more than my friends HAHA I hate it when people think that after breaking your heart or pushing you away... you'll always come back. Guess what... this time was one time too many. You can push a person away over and over... and all that's going to do is make them lose interest. I know that shit happens... so guess what else... pick up the pieces and move the hell on! You're gonna miss me... and I know it... because I gave you everything I had. Trust... you'll never be able to get to me again. I wish you the best and good luck in whatever you decide to do! Deuces and I'm out...

I Hate Her!
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck? It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi

I Hate
I hate: People who lie all the damn time People who think that no matter what, they are right People who will not admit they were wrong, even after they are proven wrong People who stick their nose in other people's business People who say they are "different", but aren't People who use other people's emotions against them People who use people People who make the life of everyone else a living hell People who say one thing, and then do another People who make you feel like your whole world is crashing down People who don't care about anyone but themselves People who let liars and cheats rule their lives .............People like me

I Hate Myself
SO NOW I HATE MYSELF! SOMEONE CAME IN MY BACK YARD AND STOLE MY BROS POT PLANT AND IT WAS ONE OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS. AND HE TOLD ME THAT IF I NEEDED MONEY SO DAMN BAD FOR PILLS THAT HE WOULD GIVE ME $100 FOR THEM HE SAID HE WANTED ME TO OD AND HE WANTED TO WATCH ME CHOKE ON MY OWN VOMIT. WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT BEING TAKEN YEA I SHOWED SOMEONE BUT I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD DO THAT TO ME. I FUCKED UP BUT FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT IS JUST WRONG I CRIED ALL DAY LONG FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS SINCE IT HAPPENED AND EVERYONE HATES ME RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY DO WANT TO OD. I ALSO HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND AND IM PISSING HIM OFF BY TAKING MY ANGER OUT ON HIM. I FEEL HORRIBLE EVERYONE EITHER HATES ME OR IS MAD AT ME. AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO DIE. I DONT KNOW I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WANT TO EITHER OD OR PISS SOMEONE OFF SO BAD TO THE POINT THAT THEY FUCKING KILL ME!!! SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. I NEED HELP!!!!

I Hate Those Manic Times In Life.
I have this personality that is a blessing and a curse. No Im not bi-polar..I asked my doctor and went to a few to be sure.Im just highly emotional I guess you would say.I have what you call bad luck.People around me make comments like "with your luck" and "Gosh you have bad luck" that makes me feel bad. I am a blessed person don't get me wrong.Im well taken care of and have great family and boyfriend but bad things happen to me alot.Im accident prone.I hate it. Lately my luck has gotten worse.Ive had trial after trial lately and get quite down.But Im not the kind of person to stay down long.I usually get really angry or I cry it out and then Im fine and look forward to bettering whatever problem it is. I feel everything deeply.When Im hurt inside it takes me over completely and I wont sleep.When something happens to someone I love...well I take their burden on myself.I can't help it.I wish I wasn't that way but I am.I am a worry wort.Dont ask why Im writing this random blog..well I k

I Hate The Blogs Now But Oh Well Lol
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I Hate Liars
if ur gonna tell someone that ur gonna do something and then when the day comes and u dont do it at least have the common curtosey to text or call instead of not sayin a word. i hate people like that. i just dont get it . i m always there for everyone. im always talkin to everyone when i get a chance and in return all i want is someone to just take the time to get to know me and see that im not liek all the other asshole guys and that there are guys that actually look for more than sex from women. but w/e until someone takes the time ill just be considered another perv lookin to get laid when it is far from the truth.

I Hate Cooter For Starting This....
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this..... 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. I want to be a point whore but i dont know how 2. Are we friends? I like you 3. When and how did we meet? Satara i think in my blog Cooter cause i kicked him 4. Have I ever gone too far? whats far? 5. What do you think of me? I like your boobs6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? Id drop my pants7. Am I a good friend? You have been so far.8. Do you love me? Pfft i hope not9. Do you have a crush on me? I allways crush girls10. Would you kiss me? totally 11. Would you hug me? sure12. Am I your type? yes 13. Do you think I am smart? yes14. Do you wish I was cooler? I dont know but your hot15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? i drool everytime i see you 16. Give me a nickn

I Hate My Husband
i really hate my husband the father of my baby boy. he just doesnt seem to care about our son. he hasnt put any effort to come see his son. Damian is almost 5mths old and his dad has only seen him once. doesnt all to see how he's doing doesnt come to see him nothing he'd rather party with friends. at least his family makes an effort to see him. today his parents came and picked me upand i went to my sister-laws graduation which her brother didnt come. he didnt even call or anything didnt try to come see his son either im so done with the stupid bastard he can go to hell for all i care. he's a fuckin loser who will get whats coming to him karma's a bitch.how can he even call himself a father. so screw it im done being nice and understandable. so fuck him.

I Hate You
Do you admit you are missing out that the best part of you is somewhere else does it hurt to know that for the last few months these scars and heartaches that you left me with are in vain and i hope they serve you well you had your chance dont you act like youre the first with so much to offer you sure know how to waste the better part of two lives does this quinch your thirst? PRE CHORUS first blood, first love, drawn from the weak ive been a fool for allowing you to even let me think maybe this is it... maybe loneliness would leave me alone but i guess that this is more accurate than the look in your eyes and all the lies that would leave your lips CHORUS these scars heal but my heart never will not until you are where i need you but these butterflies are smashed by all your lies ignorance is bliss and it causes the innocent to miss out on what true love really is What will we do tonite? bread knives or theatrical lines? my heart crawls to you but

I Hate Myself For Loving You
How does one get over a heartbreak? Is it truely possible to every really get over it or does it always linger in the back of your mind? My only guess is it's one of those things that the concept of out of sight/ out of mind plays in to. I guess i am running away from this but i cant help it. He is just too much for me to handle anymore. UGH! Fuck you Mike Harris!

I Hate My Love Life
I hate the fact that when you have a boyfriend They tell you every day that they love & trust you Then turn around and won't cause of something That doesn't meant sh*t to you Blame you for something you could do nothing about And call you a cheater cause of it They won't even talk to you like a person They block you and tell you to not contact them again They even tell their friends to block to you. ------------------------------------------------------- To the one who this is about, You know DAMN well I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. You knew I loved you with my whole heart I would have done anything to keep from losing you.

I Hate The Color Red
You are Red! Red people are passionate and fiery. You do everything with energy and vibrance. You probably have a bit of a temper, too. :) You are always up for an adventure, and you almost never get tired! You have an intensity that is hard for some people to stand, but your friends love it about you. You are probably very opinionated and loyal, jumping up to defend the ones you love when they need you. You can sometimes be a little rash - quick to make decisions without really considering the outcome. As a general rule, you follow your heart more than your head. You can be competitive, and are probably good at just about everything. You, in a nutshell: Passionate, energized, loyal, intense, competent, extroverted, adventurous. RED!

" I Hate The Tree I Fall From"
"the apple dosen't fall far from the tree" i wiah i fall from the farest branch and rolled dwon the hill.my family is so disfunctional to be together,because they agrue about any little thing that piss some one of.dose any one wish they didn't inhert any habits from their family.i wish for it most of the time,mostly when the fights are here and thst most of the time.

I Hate That...
I hate that you wont talk to me, I hate that we will never be. I hate that you don’t send me e-mail, I hate that this love may not prevail. I hate that I may not see you, I hate that I’m feeling blue. I hate that I am not there, I hate that this might not be forever. I hate that you wont give us a chance, I hate that you won’t let me show you true romance. I hate that I cry, I hate that you won’t believe me when I say I won’t lie. I hate that we are far apart, I hate that this pains my heart. I hate that I can’t go back in time, I hate that you may not be mine. I hate that we are two, When all I wanted was to be with you.

I Hate This World (so Fuck This World)
I can't dream when I sleep at night, because I, I hate this worldThere all sheep cause they so damn blind, so fuck this worldI won't be anybodies sheep, I hate this worldI can't believe in a God that don't believe in me, so fuck this worldTake a look at the world todayAnd tell me where God is and why you have your faithIn a place that's not real cause there's no HeavenAnd if there is a Hell I guess I'm burning twenty-four sevenBut it's better to reign than to serveA simple minded fagot who had the nerveTo say, he was the Christ the son of GodAnd have people killing in his name to secure his fraudThe Virgin Mary was nothing but a prostituteAnd she is missing in the Bible what the fuck is wrong with youYou're brainwashed with morality and tragedyBut that's why I'm here, to bring you to realityI can't dream when I sleep at night, because I, I hate this worldThere all sheep cause they so damn blind, so fuck this worldI won't be anybodies sheep, I hate this worldI can't believe in a God tha

I Hate When I Feel Like Attempting Poetry :p
The cards have been dealt, the dice has been cast Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fate's turn now, we can only watch and wonder We used up our turn too fast. It's not ours to question why, We wasted our turn asking "what if"; forgetting that our turn comes seldom and often ends too quickly. Now it's the turn of fate, the time to watch as the inevitable unfolds..hoping, yearning for a chance, for another turn Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fates turn now, we can only hope things get better. Impetuous desire and impatience will lose the game. Now the future is uncertain, things are cloudy. What will the roll of fate have in store for us? We can only wait, watch, and hope..it's out of our hands, Time spirals out of control..we are merely spectators in the game of life Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fates turn now, we can only dream of what if's We take the lessons learned, apply them to the future, hope we ma

I Hate Stupid Cunts
So there is a female switch in amongst us whom many people have recently begun to admire enough to book her as a presentor at local and s few national level events. Now I have known this whore for about five years and once even had her family considered for the Serpentarium...BEFORE SHE PROVED HERSELF TO BE A COMPLETE AND UTTER PSYCHOPATH!! How are the rest of you so easily bewitched by this cunt?? Since her husband was killed, people have actually asked me to go to her and check on her wellbeing. A member of my own house gave her assistance during that hard time and I saw no need to open myself to any remaining bitterness this bitch may have. I discontinued attending one of my favorite monthly parties and refused invitations to a different club's events knowing it would mean our paths would cross, AFTER trying to avoid her getting in face at the affore mentioned party with little to no avail. Well at last night's birthday party that BITCH was there. My family had a scene going with

I Hate This Fucking Day Every Single Year
After twenty years, I still haven't forgotten. Promise I never will has been kept and carried. Wish I had put a clause in the promise to remember without it hurting so damn much. Please don't be worried if this doesn't make sense. It's not about you. It's not even really about me. It's about a loved one lost. RIP Robert "Robi" Rudolph Groce III

I Hate Exes
[20:53] ASSHAT: Yeh sorta sup?[20:53] *** Auto-response sent to ASSHAT: Self-truth is the essence of heroism. - Ralph Waldo Emerson[20:54] ME: About kids[20:54] ME: they are both grounded because they've been lying to me about their school stuff[20:54] ME: but, they really want to go to that thing with the church tomorrow[20:54] ME: I was thinking it'd be up to you (since you'll have them) whether or not they get to go[20:55] ASSHAT: What thing at the church?[20:55] ME: *blinks*[20:55] ME: Do you really not keep in communication with them or your grandmother that I know more about what they wanna do than you do?[20:56] ME: it's not AT the church[20:56] ASSHAT: Nobody is used to me yet. No one tells me shit.[20:56] ME: Hun...I'm not yelling[20:57] ME: I'm just curious why you don't ask?[20:57] ME: And if you're not there on the weekends, why am I still sending them over there?[20:58] ASSHAT: I do ask. But info is not usually forthcoming. I hang out there on the weekends.[20:58] ME: *s

I Hate You
I hate the ones who said they loved me and never meant it. I hate the ones who said they loved me, then changed their minds. I hate the ones that loved me, but never bothered to say anything. I hate the ones who never considered me an option to love. I hate people who leave without saying goodbye. I hate everyone who underestimates me. I hate those who have misjudged, pigeonholed, written off or otherwise stereotyped me. I hate being forgotten about. I hate that I waste energy to actively hate anyone. I hate thinking I'm a fuckup. I hate myself for caring what anyone else thinks. I hate that the one person who may be the polar opposite of all these things might never know how much I value him. I hate being afraid to love. Do you hate me?

I Hate Insurance Companies Sometimes
So, I'm suppose to be deciding if I'm going to be having corrective jaw surgery based on what my insurance is going to cover. That will be a HUGE deciding factor. I called the oral surgeons and yeah, we're in a formal appeal. Seems they denied my request because they seem to think that it's being done for cosmetic reasons. NO! If you look at me you can't tell that my jaw is out of whack. You have the freakin' measurements. My jaw is structurally out of whack! The measurements don't lie! My jaw doesn't line up. Left side matches up almost perfectly. The right side - the last molar on the top aligns with the lone wisdom tooth on the bottom. HELLO!!! THAT'S NOT QUITE RIGHT!!! OY! And they wonder why people can't afford to take care of themselves? You can't afford to get the insurance to cover your ass and if you can afford the coverage they'll deny covering it.

I Hate Christmas.......
....it is the worst time of year for me. But it doesn't have to be bad for others. This year, I am asking anyone within the sound of my voice or the reading of this blog to do one thing this holiday season. Just one small gesture that will not only make the day of someone in need, but make your day as well. Buy just 1 homeless person a hot meal. Don't give them money, just buy them a meal. Go to McDonalds and buy a homeless child a Happy Meal. You have no idea how much that one small gesture will be appreciated. Kindness is the best gift.

I Hate Myeself
I hate myself forfeeling the way i do. for believingeverything that otherssay is true.I hate to look in the mirrorand see emotion there.emotion so strongMeaning that i care.Careing is fragileas so is glass.just waiting for thingsto crumble and me fallback on my ass.I hate myself forseeing the real methe selfish personthat i have become to beI want to much.i love to muchi feel to much.believe to muchI will hate myself moreif i dont listen to my heartbecause if i dont heed itmy would will fall apart...

I Hate This Crap
Fucking Helly! Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. NOOOOOOOOOO You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Pick your Artist: Manowar Are you a male or female? King of Kings Describe yourself: Warlord How do you feel: Hail and Kill Describe where you currently live: Valhalla If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Kingdom Come Your favorite form of transportation: Ride the Dragon Your bestfriend is: Dark Avenger You and your best friends are: Gods of War What's the weather like: Black Wind, Fire and Steel Favorite time of day: The Dawn of Battle If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Kill With PowerWhat is life to you: Blood of My EnemiesYour current relationship: Death Tone

I Hate This Time Of Year...
I am glad I have awesome friends that care about me..It warms my heart so much..Tues well be two week that I took the math test ugh I haate waiting I want to know if I passed or not...I have pics of my sons on my page they are so cute so if you have not seen them yet please leave some love on them...They are my heart and soul although I well not get to see them for christmas tey know that mommy love and misses them very much..I know why I can not see them not going there that is for me to know and not you....My oldest boy well be 17 on the 24th of christmas eve yes I have three boys..I love eacha nd every one of them so much miss the hell out of them too..This is way I hate this time of year...

I Hate It When People Ur Not Attracted To Keep Hitting On You Sexually Its So Annoying
Dont you hate it when people ur not attracted to feel making sexual remarks or hitting on you it grosses me out they just dont get it..

I Hate Hw
I don't hate hw that has a point, but I dislike homework simply for the sake of doing it. If it's just a review of stuff we already have proven we know, why waste our time? There is more effective ways of dropping deadweight off the roster, or maybe it's just a way of weeding out the lazy people. I figure if I should be doing work I might as well be learning something new. Oh well, maybe I'm just tired. Night all!

I Hate Face Book.........
I've been on there for awhile, but never used it much. When my space finally got over-saturated with MAFIA updates and gifts and such, I was already comfortable here. I'd get on FB just to see what my RL friends are up to. I admit, sometimes it'd be depressing to me.... I'd see that friends I knew in high-school and such now have 2.5 kids, married, and even some who have their own businesses. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for them but especially now that I'm only FIVE years away from hitting 40, it sinks in even more I'll never get that life I always wanted. Just last night, I visited one of my former student's page to see pics he posted up and found out HE'S now teaching at the school I used to. Once again, I'm happy for him but I admit... That was the BEST job I ever had, and miss it big time. With the life I've had, that was the closest to being "normal" I've ever been. Alot of times I'd clock in at 7AM and won't leave till 10PM, but I LOVED IT! And I admit, as I w

I Hate That I Love U
You build me up just to watch me fall, You gave me your everything but nothing at all. You led me into your dreadful lies, Just to watch me break down and cry. Your perfect smile that hid a tomorrow, Breaking me into pieces with your sorrow. I had everything I needed in the end, But you weren't really my best friend. You changed over one week and I miss you, Or miss the person you were and you said it too. But you said people can't change who they really are, Instead brang me down and made a permanent scar. You ask me for my forgiveness and say you're there, But when i'm crying at night, baby it's not fair. Do you love me like you say you do? Have I changed in every way too? Should I give up on us and all we were, Erase the memories and smiles that occur. Block myself out from the world once again, Just because the person you are changed my best friend. If it's a yes how do I say goodbye, Miss you forever and try not to cry? Take to the knife over and over again, Because you took

I Hate Mel...
You Are Wacky and Eccentric You can't help but be a little weird. You've never really felt normal. You end up having unusual opinions, hobbies, and interests. You just seem to see the world through a different lens. You are quite expressive and creative. You have a true inner artist... and a very avant-garde one at that! Your whole life is like a quirky indie movie, and you can never predict what's going to happen next. The Orchid Test Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone You Are Fabulously Flirty You don't have loose morals or anything, you just think it's fun to flirt. You love to make other people smile, laugh, and even blush. You have a twinkle in your eye. Your flirting may occasionally get you in trouble, but it's totally not your fault. You only have innocent intentions. If someone can't handle your charm, it's not your fault! What Makes You Fabulous? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

I Hate Klover...
If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. 1. What time did you get up this morning?-- 4:32AM 2. How do you like your steak?-- well done, crispy even, low fat 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?--Titanic..yes, last time i went to at theater on any date.. 4. What is your favorite TV show?-- Star Trek, pick one, X-Files, Law and Order SVU and CI.. all CSIs 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?--in top of Gillian Anderson when she looked like she did in 1998 6. What did you have for breakfast?--pills and needle 7. What is your favorite cuisine?-- American BBQ, bitches.. 8. What foods do you dislike?-- liver and anything with maggots coming out..

I Hate Smokers
Since this seems the best place to BITCH about something and have it read by MANY people... let me try BITCHING here then. I love, yes just LOVE, how people can tell you they know just how FRUSTRATING it can be over something. You have people that know you can't be around something due to your medical issues yet people... put you around the issue on purpose. That is right, on purpose. Smokers, yes what wonderful worthless piece of crap people. You heard me right. They are completely WORTHLESS. It's a crying god damn shame that they are even allowed to co-exsist in this world with us. It's a bigger crying shame that it's illegal for us to kill them. I think that is the ONLY thing that keeps their asses safe. Why? Oh why do you ask? It's due to the fact that they are inconsidered piece of shits. Yes they are. For those who have medical issues that prevents them from being around that horrid little habbit of a smoker, well the smokers don't care so long as they can have that poison. No th

I Hate Ppl Mmmkk
K JUST WENT TO THE COFFEE, SHOP AND THE PERSON THAT SERVED ME COFFE JUST SAID HEY ARE U FRIENDS WITH SO AND SO..THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME ARE U A PARAPLEGIC? LIKE WTF... FOR THE RECORD I HAVE SPINA BIFIDA...DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CANT MOVE MY HANDS....LEGS...COCK AND WHAT NOT!!....I DON'T NEED A REMINDER THAT IM CHALLENGED PHYSICALLY...THEN AGAIN I DON'T MIND IF U ASK ME WHAT HAPPEND EITHER BUT TO ASSUME I HAVE A ONE TYPE OF DISABILITY JUST ANNOYS ME!!...K NUFF SAID!

I Hate My Mom
so i got a call today from a cop. he was in the parking lot of where i live. he was coming to serve me a restraining order. the restraining order was put on by no other then my mom. i was in tears when he handed me the paperwork. i am 24 weeks pregnant with a baby boy who has problems with his right kidney. im not looking for sympathy from anyone. i was telling the cop that i was pregnant and he was like i know. he was so pissed at my mom because she is playing games and using the court. my mom and my brothers girlfriend was even trying to get my husband arrested and the cops have all told them that there is nothing they can do because of the fact that he hasn't done anything and they are pisted at every cop that they have talked to. my brothers girlfriend had been the one that has caused my family to be ripped apart. she has had my mom running around so much that it's not even funny. she (my mom) even put in the report that i have been forcing her to take me out and do things. when i

I Hate Cancer
My grandparents died from various forms of cancer, my aunt died of breast cancer and now my ex father-in-law is battling cancer - I like him it's my ex I can't stand. I despise cancer and I so hope for the day when there is a treatment or cure. I'm sitting here thinking about what he just told me - that he goes back in April to see how much it has spread. My heart aches and I am teary eyed but for my daughter's sake I will be strong for her when she learns of her grandfather's recent doctor visit. I'll be around just don't expect me to be a happy person for a few hours or days.

I Hate Florida Now , Oranges Too
So I got to go to Florida. I left home Monday evening at about 4:30 pm. Now Weds the 9th I am home at 3 am. We drove down in a nice big uncomfortable Uhaul Type Truck. Along the way I was informed I would be driving back a Ford Mustang with "Bill" aka FAT ASS's Step Father. I say "Sure, just please let me get some sleep tonight then so I won't be dead tired on the way home tomorrow" " Yeah you can get some sleep" Sleep came last night in 10 minute spurts, for a total of 30 minutes, because Fat Ass requires constant attention. Everytime I drifted off the fucker would wake me. So 13 hours later we arrive at the destination. It's a strange little cottage on some Church's property. At the front door , right at the concrete pad in front of the door their is a giant piss spot, still wet and stinking. Fat Ass beats on the door. "Bill" finally answers and we step in to find the place a total wreck . It reeks of dog piss and there are as many dead leaves on the floor as there a

I Hate My Life!!!!!
"Buried Alive" by OTEPI speak in verses, prophecies, and curses [x2]I hate my lifeNo miracle is comingHate youIt's just a holeHate youNothing's wrong with youHate youMust maintain controlHate youEveryone's asking questionsNo place is safeI'll forfeit resurrectionTo escape this painI hate my life [x8]I speak in verses, prophecies and cursesThis storm of thorns is growingHate meThere's no end in sightHate meChaos claws my jawHate meAnd incites a mental riotHate meI'm in the mouth of madnessWith a tongue of poetryI ate the spine of AtlasNow the world is crushing meI hate my life [x6]Buried alive behind enemy linesSurrogate child for the sins of all mankindHateBuried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive [x3]For the sins of all mankind

I Hate Myself
I hate myself forfeeling the way i do. for believingeverything that otherssay is true.I hate to look in the mirrorand see emotion there.emotion so strongMeaning that i care.Careing is fragileas so is glass.just waiting for thingsto crumble and me fallback on my ass.I hate myself forseeing the real methe selfish personthat i have become to beI want to much.i love to muchi feel to much.believe to muchI will hate myself moreif i dont listen to my heartbecause if i dont heed itmy would will fall apart...

I Hate Fucken People Any More
I am so fucken sick of gawd damm, narrow minded, self centered, ignorant, rude ass, judgemental people, I could scream. I am at the point of my life were I have seen and dealt with all walks of life and very very few have I seen that dont fall under one of those areas I have mentioned ubove. Bunch of back stabbin, money grubbin dick wads. They dont want to get to know the person, they want to see whats in it for them to hang with that person. And when they are not getting a free ride, they toss you to the curb like garbage. Or they piss and moan about their problems, and when your in need of a ear, or something they turn their backs on you. Ya thats a true friend ..NOT!!! People from my perspective, just dont give a fuck about any one but their own needs and wants. NO.. thanks if thats all todays people are in general I will pass. Rather live alone, and just have my pets around me. All they want is a warm bed, food and love. They love you back on condistionally. All I can

I Hate People
Through the years I have discovered that life in its complexity really just . . . sucks. With millions of self-help books and hundreds of thousands pills when are people just going to learn to deal? Get over it already!! Nothing is going to “make” you happy. You need to do it on your own. Fuck, I’m not happy do I cry about it? Hell no. I will be happy when I am and I will deal with it until then. Bunches of fuck’n cry-fucking-babies. . . Do you want to know the secret to being happy? Don’t fucking think about it. Just live your life. If you want to sit in a fucking hole playing with yourself nothing’s going to change. Think about it. Or rather, don’t. It’s up to you. Don’t listen to me. What the fuck do I know? Lets put it another way. If your dumb ass bought a self-help book or are taking “happy pills” you’re already fucked. It shows that you are not in control of your own life. S

I Hate You
I hate you I hate the way you make me feel I hate the way you manipulate me I hate that I know you’re not who you’re supposed to be And yet all along I love you still I still crave you and You threw me away You tore me down along with all my walls You rebuilt me in your image Rebuilt me as you wanted me Then tossed me away like a discarded broken toy I hate you for making me trust you I hate you for making me love you I hate you for everything I love you in spite of it all… I love you with all the broken pieces of my heart But I hope they cut you open I hope they somehow make you empty and broken too

I Hate Apple Computers By Grumpy Nerd
I have so much pent up rage and anger and so little time to vent it properly on this blog. Literally every fucking day ten things piss me off and are worthy of a good rant. But who has time for this shit? So I’m going to down about a quart of tequila and let the discontent flow. The only thing that annoys me more than Apple computer propaganda is anything related to Twitter. Twittering on your iPhone while drinking a PBR in your skinny leg jeans is the hipster idiocy trifecta. So a few seconds for a Twitter micro-rant (how fucking ironic) and then on to Apple. It should be obvious to you that Twitter is literally the dumbest human trend ever. If you use Twitter for anything other than to con hot dumb chicks into honking your bobo then you deserve to be quarantined with your other Twitter-Tards on a barren island for life, sentenced to speaking in 140 character increments while you play LiteBrite with each other for eternity. So I swallowed my hatred of all things

I Hate People
Okay. Patrons of a place known as Taco Bell: Please stop being retarded. I know how much things cost and we dont have the same item at 2 different prices. Pay attention when you order. Have a pretty good idea of what the f*ck you want before you get there. Dont throw your trash outside of the drive thru window because you feel like being a lazy twat. You are not the only customer so dont excpect to be treated special. Please keep in mind that if you feel the need to be a douche bag towards me when you order, i am the one who gets to decide how much your food is spit in. If you have a large order, go inside. Don't order a diet anything if you get extra sauce on EVERYTHING. I don't care about you, so don't expect me to. Thanks for reading, Taco bell drive thru girl

I Hate Lance!!!!!!!!
he did this to me on fb so if you read it you must do it to....i didnt know i had 30 things to say about myself Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 30 random things, tag 30 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish... 1. i love books, like all of them, i want to own every book in the world, so i may sniff and read them whenever i please 2. i played blitzen the reindeer in a play in the 1st grade 3. I

I Hate U
I hate U for doing this to me I hate U for leaving me when U said U would be there no matter what I hate U for not caring about the baby I am having I hate U for the fact that MY baby wount have its real dad I hate U for making me cry when all I really want to do is smash ur face in with a rock But most of all.... I hate U for being U..

I Hate Exs
My ex is fucking up everytime i want to find a gf or anything. she says that we are still togather and i got a std of some sort. shes with a new guy but i cant be with a new girl idk what to do. she is psych and needs to leave me a lone.

I Hate You All
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation?

I Hate You
I hate how you made me fall for youI hate how I fell so hardI hate how you are my everythingI hate how you don't understandI hate how I care about youI hate how you don't want me I hate how you stole my heartI hate how you played with my mindI hate how you flirted with other people I hate how I cant get over you I hate how I only want youI hate how nothing can stop me from loving youI hate how you stay on my mindI hate how I acted when I was with youI hate how you can made me laugh like no one elseI hate how beautiful you areI hate how I compare all my guys to youI hate how that's the reason I'm single nowI hate how I am just a friendI hate how you wont give me a chanceI hate how I wanna spend the rest of my life with youBut what I really hate is how you can hurt me and I still Love You!!

I Hate You
You were there holding me in your arms But when I opened my eyes you were gone The smile you shared became fake And then my world crumbled How could you tell me those lies The feelings that run through my soul Is sadness and anger I hate you! All that runs through my mind Are the lies you spread Forever to rot in the prison Within my mind They all stare at me with disgust For I am the black sheep Within this snow covered land But all that came to mind was… The lies you spread Forever rotting in my mind I hate you! I hope you’re happy…

I Hate Doctors And Medical Issues
So I went to not only a surgical consult (that's another story) but before hand I went to see my pcp today. Woke up. Throat was itchy and tickly and a little sore, saw a big pustular bulb on my right tonsil. Thought I might have strep. Sighed and had them take a look. I figured the soreness was post nasal drip. Same for the tickly. But wanted it looked at. They did a fast strep test and sent the rest out to the lab. Should be 2 days until I get the results. Apparently its not strep. So my doctor starts asking me questions. How much do you sleep as of late? I sleep 10+ hours a day and I'm still tired I have 0 energy ever. Lets me know my lymph nodes are swollen. Well they have been for a little while now. Really bad a couple days ago. She asked if I've been sore. My answer was well yes, I assumed I had a cold all week. I have very flu like symptoms. Hot and cold chills. Fevers on an off. I always have headaches from my chiari malformation so that I always ignore. SHe felt

I Hate The Public & My Job
I know I haven't updated this thing FOREVER, but I thought I would just add one little thing. . .Working at TeleperformanceUSA is the WORST thing a person can do!!! Training was spent BSing 85% of the time and the other 15% of the time we were training. I was never taught how to trouble shot and fix Verizon Fios set top boxes (cable boxes) but here it has been 3 days on the phones taking live calls and I think I broke about 3 different boxes.Oh another thing we were never taught how to do was look people up in their systems, and people don't like spelling out their name or the street they live on or town they live in. How the hell am I to find a person if they won't spell it all out? Do you know how many different ways there is to spell things?? This is America we all spell differently. Mostly I don't know if the billing department spelled out the word drive or street or just use Dr or St, you have to tell me these things.I really do hate working with the public, when I was just sit

I Hate Waiting , Don't You ?
I bought my new bloodstone pendant yesterday on e-bay. Now that wait for the mail begins. Of course it has to be on the other side of the country in Calf. Nothing can ever be found easily around here. I mean there are no place around there that even care the gemstone I desire. The one traveling store, amber forever amber, apparently won't ever be coming back to buffalo area after settling down somewhere in Ohio. If you in that state, I believe there store is called "Treasure Island". Happy hunting. Other then that, does anyone know what length of necklace would look good on me ? Or , be appropriate for a wand/point crystal (bloodstone) pendant ? Right now, I've settled on 23", cause its the smallest I can get over my head, thus not needing a clasp. ~ Penny for your thoughts ?

I Hate You All..
Day 2 Cigarettes today: 4 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10 - Talk to me and I will kill you.. Another shit day.. Every question that is asked of me is now the stupidest fucking question I have ever heard. I see other smokers and want to punch them.. I think Jen is avoiding me.. (I can't blame her).. I bought some weed from my Uncle to help me chill the fuck out.. God bless him, He gave me the greatest deal ever on a quarter ounce.. I'm expecting tomorrow to be more of the suck.. I can't wait.. /wrists..

I Hate Emo Poems
I HATE EMO POEMS I'm sick of poemsthat that talk of deathand how your stupid boyfriend leftlets not get upand get a lifejust grab your paper, pen, and knifelets talk of bloodupon the floorand lovely darknesswe adoreall you sayis "my life rots"and then you write your emo thoughtsno one caresabout your dreadsand how you justwish you were deadthey aren't as deepas you might thinkwhen you say in them"my life will sink"I reall

[i Hate You More]
I had a "creative setback". Frustrated with my setting (or lack thereof) and character motivations... and I think I've figured out why Its very hard to write a complex and highly motivated character when one does not have a reason to live. That's not a statement to be alarmed at. I've already made it, you probably just missed it. Also, my present sounding board wants some overdeveloped steaming pile of romantic and sappy bullshit, and I just want something inherently evil. I'm sick of rewrites and redesigns, at least I'm still happy with Alorid's development but SFDLFK#@#@%@#$!!! WARRGAARRBLERAAARBLEGAAARBLE!!!! ... I also have the tendency to try to be as perpendicular to topical writers/stories/trends to the point that I cut myself off at the knees from avoiding devicive writing or archetypes or typical settings. Pain in the ass. Trust me. Ever tried writing a story on the high seas to avoid a "quest" or a cityscape-campaign? ... well its needles

I Hate Myself.
I hate myself As I cry into a pillow In the shower On the phone I hate myself As I see what I have done To you To Us To a Memory of things and Ideas that should have been. I hate myself When I look into the mirror and see a broken man With no future With no goals No Aspirations. No Direction. I hate myself This Loathing and self-deprecation should be torture enough But it’s not. It will never be enough because of my actions. My Thoughts My words. You are my everything. And I hate myself.

I Hate You
I hate the way you smile even more the way you laugh ihate the way you look at me and even more they it feels i hate the way you makes me laugh even when i want to cry i hate the way you talk to me like im the only one you see i hate having thoughts of you and the feelings you bring too me i hate the fact i can't hold you a night a feeling we both try so hard to fight i hate how deeply i feel for you and wish for something that may never be i mostly hate the fact i can't tell you just how much you mean too me..

I Hate You
I hate you And everything you do Just the sight of you enrages me To the point I can not see Even to think of you or hear your name My reaction is the same Rage, anger and hate so extreme You’d think you’re in some hellish dream This is no dream I can assure you My feelings are real I do not adore you Seeing you dead Comes after the point of seeing red These feelings I will never act on Because on me other people depend upon

I Hate Dentists.
But I had to suck it up and go see one yesterday on account of an extremely awful toothache being accompanied by a ridiculously swollen amandaface. This dentist was actually pretty great. Although she determined that a previous root canal wasn’t done correctly and she doesn’t do second attempts, her conduct and chairside manner was a lot better than most dentists I’ve seen before. I don’t know if it was because I cried when she told me I needed another root canal or an extraction, but she only charged me $25 for the x-ray that her assistant took. Shut up, I cried. I was/am in pain and I don’t have dental insurance at my new job yet. I didn’t bawl, but as she was talking to me about what my options were and how she’d refer me to a great specialist, I couldn’t stop the giant waterworks from escaping those tiny little ducts. So yeah. I’ve been home since yesterday afternoon and am on lovely antibiotics and pain meds. My face is

I Hate To Be A Whore, But The World Is A Pimp ;)
Would you immediately look for someone right after you and your bf/gf broke up?Haha, nah. I never really look What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?SoCo Currently waiting on something/someone?Nah Last time you painted your nails?Shiiit, can't remember What was the last thing you watched on television?Watching The Voice right now Is your shirt yellow?Noope. How old will you be in 12 months?Umm. 20 What did you do last night?Sleeeeeep What woke you up this morning?The alarm on my phone Do you sleep naked?YeahWhat should you be doing right now?Studying, haha On a scale from one to ten, how happy are you?Umm, I'd give it like... a 7 or something haha Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not a snowball's chance in hell haha Do you have make-up on? Nope Have you kissed anybody in the last 4 days? Nope Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?Yeah Would you rather be called honey or baby?Umm, don't really like those names haha The person you h

I Hate The Way You're
I hate the way you're constantly smiling when I'm around. I hate the way your eyes light up when they meet mine and I hate the way you walk, talk and act. Wanna know why? They're the reasons I can't let you go.

I Hate All Of You
You are all cowards worthy of my disdain Worthy of my hatred at this point The fucking GAWL you have Postulating about crap you haven't even read about Let alone understand Just an easy 12 step program....give me a fucking break Life is that easy????you want life to be that easy????? Talk to me when you don't fucking NEED an excuse To exist Until then I say FUCK YOU!

I Hate Myself
I hate myself that I still think of him, I hate that I looked for him on here, I hate that I Google him every now and then seeing if he's popped out of hiding. It's so sad because he used to write to me in a way that I've never had before or since. Being Sapiosexual his words touched me deeply. I doubt he ever thinks of me.

Ihatetoloveloatheyou
i cry outi hate youstupid fucking skythe wind laughs at meleaves fall andcut my skinand my blood soaksinto the ground i fall for your apathyevery timei keep running back to thisi swear i'm not addictedit hurts to be without this paini crawl inside myselfand wait for you you have scraped out my hearttil there is nothing left of mei'm emptyand i hate youdont break me dont you fucking break mei never wanted you everything you sayeverything you doall of it lacks emotionmy heart is brokenand it will break a million times overfor every moment you look awayi hate youi hate you

I Hate Myself I Wanna Die
i hate myself i wanna die just for a little while just for a minutes dont you cry, dont you laugh just enough to make me care one more kiss before i go one more fuck one more time to make me bleed one more drink to forget the pain i would kill myself just a little more in a few hours, in a few days i would go deeper each time just to watch you scream, yell, shout "what are you doing?" "why are you even here?" "why do you care?" you will never know the things i do when your not here i would do it again and again just for the hell of it. maybe get you off maybe make you see maybe make you feel what i feel maybe i hate myself just a little bit more than you. *msuh* ;) may 2013

I Hate Cancer Takin Two More I Love
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him , He was Then Put In Hospice At Ashtabula Medical Center . Where On 3/14/97 11:57 am He Passed Away 3/18/97 Buried a day Before His Birthday . Then May 17th My Best Friend My Friend That Always was There Cindy Messena She Had Her Breast Removed For Cancer She Ended Up With Mest Of The Brain And Passed Away May 19th .. I Buried Two In Less Than a Yr . Now I Have Two More One My Once Fiance Of 2yrs 8mos Lonnie Terminal No Chance To Live & His Sister Connie Like a Sister To Me Terminal Both Lung Cancer .. I can sit Here And Be Strong With This I Know They Will Not Suffer No More .. But Even When I Was In Nursing I Cried More Than I Ever Done I Sat With Many That I Didn

I Hate Feet!!!
It's stupid, everybody have them , feet. I never saw feet that I like, except babyfeet is cute sometimes. Even my own I hate!!I hate it if it's time to cut the nails. In the swimmingpool i never look down.And sometimes you see on tv such clos-ups ugh. I think it's because of Jesus.I ment, in the church were i have to go when I was a kid on a catholic school, the priest told us when we were 6 years old, that you have to eat the body of Christ, if you don't your bad and go to hell, especially when you do something bad!!! And for sure that I do something bad!! Immediately i thought, I get the feet(for punish)!! I don't want that, everywere you look you see Jesus hanging on a cross, with iron pins , directly inside feet, bloody eeehw, and it looks so fucking real, everywhere, on the ceiling, floor, wall i don't matter were i look up side right left , you saw the feet bleeding.I throw up the body of Christ on the altar.I had the luck that my parents don't go to the church every sunday, so I

I Have Learned....
I have learned with time there is oppertunity so never give up !!! And that with every mistake there is a lesson learned, so learn from your mistakes..... I have learned with every lost there is a gian so be open to change ... And with change comes new beginings, but never forget where you started off.... I have learned that throughtout life were giving two paths Labeled Right and wrong,but no matter which you choose there is an obsticle !!!!but only one has a finish line with a positive outcome.So choose the right path I have learned with every death there is a life, and that death is our reward after living this life, so celebrate death and mour life.... And life is short so live it to the fullest,a life not lived is a life wasted. so live as if you were dying.. I learned that the smaller things mean more then the bigger, so treasur the smaller things and the bigger ones will seem so much better. I have learned that love is not harsh or untrue nor does it

I Have To Let Go.
Just a little something on my mind. I suppose, I'm never going to learn to let go of you. You hurt me, made me cry, told me to die, and shatterd my heart in pieces, but still I think of you, I miss you so much, I can't stand it. Will it ever get easier knowing that you gone? Will the pain stop? Will my heart heal?.. I miss you so much, I can't stand it. For a year my heart was yours. For a year you told me you loved me. For a year I was happy. For a year I could say that I love you, and really mean it. We always said " Together Forever and Eternity.". Nick, what happend to them days?? Why did everything suddenly go cold, and dark?? You straighted out my life. You made my days bright, my nights peacefull. My heart sore. Me float high in the clouds. Just remembering them day's, I want to cry. Tears slowly building up in my eyes. I try to hold them back, but now their rolling down my cheeks. I'm wishing this is a nightmare, it hurts so bad! I can't take it. I miss y

I H Ave No Ieda..
Okay, i stumbled on this site and lol, I have to say, a BIG thanks to all the guys and gals that have given me a great welcome so far.. I was a bit dubious about using it but, how can I not after that? im still working / learning my way around the site ( its a bit clumsy :P ) but il figure it out.. hopefully figure out how to talk to some of you guys and such.. if anyone wants to mail or something me and help me out il appreciated it!

I Have Big Boobs, So I Must Be A Hoe!
labels can go suck it! I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want

I Have Realized That
i really need to pick my friends better and also realized why i have never really liked having other women as friends. There was a couple things i finally found out the truth about this weekend....things i had already assumed had happened but found out for sure. One of the things is that this one girl who used to babysit for me and was always a pretty decent friend had given my bf head...not sure if it was while we were still together or on one of our off moments....but i finally found out it was true after both have lied to me for quite some time now...this girl is just nasty as all hell....about 5'6 n she weighs around like 250-300 lbs and then other that i found out was that someone whom i had met at one of my jobs and whom i became really close good friends with had sex with my bf again not sure if it was on our off time or while we were together....i had always assumed something happened between them cuz they'd hang out alot but she'd never return my calls or hang out with me o

I Have A Rare Condition
A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" She says: "Pepper."

I Have Hazel Eyes ...
-Brown Eyes- -Sex Addicts!!!sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. Green eyes- -LOVES SEX!!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put int

I Have A Magnificent Cock.
Le Coq. How very French. And yet... I miss France. Once you've lived there, gotten to know the people, you come to understand that Paris is not even a part of France. It's like an alien planet. Sadly, the French are poorly represented by their leaders. Pompous asses the lot of them. Damn. Now I want a religieuse au chocolat.

I Have A Friend
I HAVE A FRIEND © Ashley I have a friend Who is perfect for me She listens to all my problems No matter how dumb they may be She likes herself for who she is And never tries to change She tells me to be myself And that I should never change She was shy on the phone But she would still call And we would talk for hours About nothing at all We would talk about love and life And discuss what we wanted to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful for that friend of mine Our friendship will never end And she will always be there For she is my best friend

I Have A Question
Assuming there is a such thing as "truth serum" why can't the police force purchase it from the "government" and use it for kidnappings, serial killers and blah blah, ok...if i have made up truth serum in my head let me know but if i have grounds for my question and anyone has a response feel free to let it fly call me a dumb girl whatever blows your skirt up. These are the things i think of when i'm unsober :)

I Have A Question
If you were in a relationship with someone and they didn't call or try to see you for a month and a half .. would you still think you were together?? NOOOOOOOOOO I mean omg .. way over a month and then out of the blue you get a call sayin honey I miss you acting like nothing had changed .. then omg then they have the nerve to tell you that you shouldn't have had anyone else in your life because THEY thought you were still together?? I say if they are that freakin stupid ... tell em to get some tweezers, a microscope, and a drop of water and GO FUCK THEMSELVES!!!! but am I being too harsh?? lemme know

I Have A Friend
© Ashley I have a friend Who is perfect for me She listens to all my problems No matter how dumb they may be She likes herself for who she is And never tries to change She tells me to be myself And that I should never change She was shy on the phone But she would still call And we would talk for hours About nothing at all We would talk about love and life And discuss what we wanted to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful for that friend of mine Our friendship will never end And she will always be there For she is my best friend

I Have Somethin' Very Important To Say..
I Have Something Very Important to Say So I am Typing it Now Because it is So Important .... What I am typing now is something that is so important, it is kind of obscene how important it is. Not just to me, but to everyone who reads it. Nay, it is important to THE WORLD, regardless of whom is actually physically exposed to it. If I did not type this (this thing I am typing now) it would be something that was never typed and presented to the world and that would be a travesty. That would be a piece of very important history left unwritten; a first for humankind that never presented itself. A crime, essentially! A crime! What I am writing here is important and interesting and unique. I am discussing something that is entirely unique to me and therefore eye-opening to everyone else. "Gosh, I never thought of it that way!" you will DEFINITELY be saying once you are through reading this. You will exclaim, "It was so important I read that! It has enriched my life for I had neve

I Have The Worst Lost Cherry Luck
So I came home from a family gathering today to find out that LC had another freak out and my private pics became public again. LOL with as many people who saw them by accident I should've just left them up for all to see. WAIT STOP...I didn't do it...I deleted them. The last time I posted a blog about this problem someone said if I wanted something to be private it should be kept on paper. I'm going to take that advice. So as usual thank you to everyone who comments and rates my photos and helps to make my days shine!!

I Haven't Been On In A Long While
So since I have not been on here in a dogs age I decided to come on and see what's going on. I have a few new comments and a few new friends, I sent a few letters but just want to know.....HEY GUYS WHATS NEW?? I am living with my in-laws so I am boared out of my mind and an going CRAZY, so if you have any cool stories to tell me that will wisk away boardom and make me smile send me a story and I will send one back. Have a magnificent day :) ME

I Havent Fallen Off The Face Of The Earth ...
Well I am still alive..Just havent been feelin good..I have a really bad head cold and been tryin to rest up ..Yah that is easier said than done..Not when u have three kids .. So how has everyone else been doin ..? Me other than being sick I am doin good..Dan will be done this comin week ..I cant wait to see him ..I miss him alot ..Well I got to get busy on my pc and burn all my shit to a CD bc my b/f thinks that when an ex of mine sent me a spyware program that he sent more than that ..He thinks he sent me a program to watch my ever move on my pc ..I dont like that sounds of that ..bc i had a stalker once..And it wasnt no fun.. SO I guess I will let u all go for now ..I am going to get busy on my pc ..See I cant search my pc for programs bc I wouldnt have the first clue as to what the hell I would be lookin for .Im not computer smart ..I know what I need to know and leave the rest to others .. But why do ppl have to be like that ..That is what I dont understand ..havin to stalk and

I Have Had It!
If you want my yahoo just ask and I will give But let me tell ya if you want me to show you have came to the wrong place cause I am not going to do it! Call me a b*#@! if you want thats fine with me I didnt know you before and I dont need to know you now! I am here for good conversation and to make new friends, So if you think by adding me you are going to get to see anything you are wrong and Might as well not add! And if you have added me and ar disapointed because i am not going to show dirty pics than you may take me off your list!

I Have Started A New Lounge....
To all of my friends.... I have started a new Lounge here on the LC specifically for creating and sharing tags, etc. I will be posting in the next few days in the "discussion forums" offering up some new tags for personalization. I hope to see some of you there... Thanks!!! Tag, You're IT!

I Have This Friend...
My friend always told me that his dream woman would be a 6 foot tall, redheaded, green-eyed Asian woman. I wonder how that turned out for him. As for me, my dream woman is... well a woman who like... this thing... that I like... anyway.

I Have An Idea.....
Don't come to me with concerns about my relationship...I love him he loves me. Enough said. IF I had any concerns I'd call him or message him. Thus since that hasn't happend....please let us be

I Have Been Tagged So Have You!!!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I check the date on everything at the grocery store and will get something from behind, like milk with a longer date lol 2.A man that can sing to me makes me melt!! And it is even better while we are dancing lol 3.Koolaid is still one of my favorite drinks!! lol 4.I still cry when I watch Little House on the Prairie lol shut up lol! 5.My cat thinks she is a dog, her and I play fetch, I throw a small fuzzy ball and she brings it back to me :) It is the cutest thing!! 6.I still dream that there is a Mr. Right and a Knight in Shining Armor that I will marry some day.(however I know it is a drea

I Have Been Tagged Again Lol So More Have Been Tagged Too!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I love The Backstreet Boys paid $500 (98) for a front row concert ticket. 2.I am a pack rat (trying to break free)LOL 3.Scrapbooking and photography is the BOMB! 4.I was obsessed and stalked (harmlessely he loved it. It was a fun thing for both of us) a guy for 10 years cause he was the best lookin man I ever seen LOL We are best friends now lol 5.I was a virgin until I was almost 35. 34 1/2 6.My tongue used to be double peirced and my eyebrow was too. Here is who I tag: Unicorn, Crystal Goddess, Mak, Princessdi, Miss Bratt, Nelly Belly Now you all have fun taggin!!!

I Have An Album On Itunes Called Brand New Bandwagon
check it out if you'd like...:) It feels good to have an opportunity such as this. I always dreamed of having an album to call my own, and now to have it on itunes gives me that warm feeling. even more so, the SUPPORT for this project has been tremendous. I just want to thank ALL of you again for it. i only made around 70 copies for the initial pressing...i hope later to get more copies but for now its easier to just have people go on Itunes and do the purchasing there. if u would still like to purchase an actual cd, please..dont hesitiate to ask!thanks for the support i know you will bestow me with.for the when,-dre1. Intronym ..2. For the when ..3.Acktastic Voyage ..4.Horn for sale ..5.Interlude for Lola ..6.Water changes the mood ..7.Million

I Have Blue Eyes!!!
Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 4 days. -Green Eyes- Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this- -Hazel eyes- People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relati

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall in love to easily, usually with the wrong guy! 5. I hang out at the beach in the early morning and try to figure out the meaning of Life! 4. I only have one friend (besides LC friends)in real life. Depressing huh? 3. I like raw onion and ketchup sandwiches. 2. I am addicted to Cherry Pepsi. 1. I hate talking about myself! I tag these 6 people. stilllookin Desperado Ancient 1 British Terry Toyman Texas Freak

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall for the wrong types of chicks. 5. I take the side of the underdog, only to discover why no one likes them. 4. I need complete privacy in the water closet to relax enough to do my business 3. I'm a clean freak (both me and my environment) 2. I'm a work-a-holic 1. I'd rather hunt people than hunt animals. (MUHAHAHAHA)... I'm an animal lover and think they have more right to life than most people. koolchick4u Sarah Kitten1968 Britfanjojo knightskitty Liz

I Have No Life
I spend literally ALL day on the internet...is that bad??? Yea, i\'m totally addicted...I never go anywhere, I wake up in the morning, go to school when I get home from school (at 9:00) and I spend from 9 am in the morning to about 11 at night on the computer....seriouslly. :| : I really need to get a life....

I Have Been Tagged........you're Next!
THE RULES: List 6 INTRESTING things (or Habits) about yourself, then pick 6 of your friends to "tag"(tag a person by leaving them a comment saying something along the lines of "ur it check out the blog 4 more". Then those 6 friends must repeat the cycle..... 1. According to my husband I eat strange food combinations.......such as Ketchup on my Macaroni, and Mayonaise on my Eggs..... 2. Once I punched a guy in the face for stealing my beer.....After bitching for an hour because I actually hit him (I prewarned him it was coming) he claimed I hit like a girl..... 3. I rarely wear underwear.....I find them highly overrated..... 4. I am an extreme Procrastinator, I almost always put things off till a week too late....... 5. I Love the Phantom of the Opera, but I'm afraid to watch the movie, because I'm positively sure they ruin it, so instead, I listen to the CD. 6. I commonly Don't make sense, and missuse large words, just because they "sounded good in my head"......

I Have Diamond Eyes!
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Mysterious100%Diamond Eyes100%Passion100%Eyes full of Pain50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Have Had A Lot Of Questions About My Blue Flag...heres The Brief Story.
alright i grew up in NY, young new kid to the 6loCC you know i was Chillin. white 6oy 6lack neighborhood. i got into some shit you know...i started Chillin with my 6oys from my old set. I'm not going to mention the name online for many reasons...i joined up and shit when down....lost alot of friends.... there are very few left... now i rep 13 devils mafia Crips Cuz....thats all you need to know for now...i'll speak more if you ask in person

I Have A Life...who Knew
SUPPOSEDLY if you\'ve seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you\'ve seen. There are 170 movies on this list. Put your score in header and repost: () Nacho Libre (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (x) Pirates of the caribbean 2 () Orange County () The Green Mile (X) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (the old one) (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles () Airplane! () Red Eye () Stick It (x) Shes the Man () 8 Mile Total so far: 6 (x) The Princess Bride () SNL\'s The Best of Will Ferrell () Napoleon Dynamite () Fun With Dick and Jane (x) Saw () Saw II (x) White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (X) 50 First Dates (x)The Princess Diaries () The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 11 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x)Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 (x) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie () American Pie 2 () American Wedding () American Pie B

I Have A Green Heart...hmmm...
Your Heart Is Green Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance What Color Heart Do You Have?

I Have To Have Surgery!
so i found out i have to have surgery. i have gall stones! what's up with that shit, i'm only 24 years old! but at least after the surgery i wont be in pain anymore. thankfully it's an outpatient procedure and i wont have to stay in the hospital longer than a day. that makes me happy! well, time to lay it down and make a trip to vicodin land.

I Have Not Been Hiding.
I want to let all my friends and family know that I have not been hiding. I miss being on here. The reason that I have not been on here is because I found out on Wednesday that my youngest son has a hernia and he has been hurting alot in his stomach and I just cannot seem to keep him off my lap. The dr that he was seeing don't want to do anything about it so I have found him a new dr that is going to see him on 11-2. Cannot wait to go see the dr I am hoping the new dr will do something about it instead of making my child suffer like the peditrician is doing that just saw him on Wed. So everyone don't get upset or mad if you dont see me on for a few days or im not answering comments back right away I will get to it as soon as i can.

I Have No Lights On My Modem....
A member who shall remain nameless called the first line troubleshooting.Mentioned that she was getting no signal to the modem.Of course I recieve the escalation consider I am one of the head geeks. You see when I was in first line I always checked everything and lived by the kiss rule.Keep it simple stupid.I always check if the modem is plugged into an outlet. Well I recieved the call and done my normal routine of running my advanced tests.Of course the first line didn't check if there were any blinking lights on the modem in the first place. Well she mentions that she has no lights on the modem so first case scenario I always check.Is the modem plugged into an electrical out let.The member goes deathly silent.....Then I am bombarded with a thousand apologies.It seems the modem had slipped out of the electrical socket. The first line should have checked for this first and of course I hung up with the member laughing with her and quickly turned into angry head geek and st

I Have Had It!!!
I guess in my quest for my cause I have become "annoying" and trying to "pressure" people to support me to the point of SPAMMING in the bulletins. I think from now on I am gonna shut off the bulletins all together and just quit coming by so much.....apparently since I am STILL in the middle of my loss...I shouldnt be trying to help people because I am not done grieving yet and that I need to take a look at what real life is since this is ONLY THE INTERNET and LC is JUST a chat site. I am so sorry for asking anyone to put up a fucking candle for a week or 2. I will henceforth stop bothering people with my incessant SPAM and pressuring people to remember the babies and the parents that loved them. Pure Knight...this is JUST for you....now you wont have to listen to me anymore.....thanks for the phony sentiments.

I Have Some Fucked Up Friends On My List
I hate going here but shit its the damn truth, I have ALOT of people on my friends list that say they cant stand that Stooge whats his name Curly? Oh wait no I meant FAT SONNY. I swear people talk all this shit about him and they say how his family members rig the contests. Well this is a fair contest so far cause any one can vote 500 times if they like, and i amd having troubly getting at least one vote. COMEONE PEOPLE SPAM THE HELL OUT OF THE COMMENTS. JUST PLEASE SHOW UP GIVE ME YOUR BEST SHOT. IF YOU WANNA STAY FOR LIKE 5 MINS AND KEEP ON VOTING PLEASE DO JUST SAY SOMETHING IN YOUR FIRST COMMENT, COPY THAT BITCH AND PASTE AGAIN AN RESEND PLEASE GO HERE TO VOTE http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=202730&albumid=81342&i=3933184538 and please VOTE YOUR ASSES OFF AND SPAM THEM COMMENTS

I Have Learned!!!
I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life.." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I Have New Pic
ok ya all i dont usually ask n e one for help but now i want help i wish to post new pic that i took over the weekend but i need to level up..if n eone on here wants to see me in a short skirt....then i would suggest ya all helpin me out.. thank u very much to those who have been helpin me....this list includes a bunch of people... justin expecially.....thank u very much to all of u for ur help.... please and thank u

I Have To. (goodbye)
I Have To Say Goodbye To Him...For this reason... I Gained some weight over the last 9-12 months...Im working really hard on losing it again...I even became a vegetarian...But he made it clear he dosen't like girls with "extra weight". He didnt know i gained weight..SO he wasent trying to hurt me... Maybe i shouldnt have put my older pics on here...I guess they were deceiving. Goodbye, You Know Who You Are. -Ash

"i Have To Block Out Thoughts Of You So I Don't Lose My Head"...hate Me...blue October
"Hate me today...Hate me tomorrow...hate me for all the things I didn't do for you"...why do I obsess...why can't I get out of my head...just when she begins to fade away...she's back causeing me to remember all the times, and think of what might have been...it's a part of the suffering of my life...maybe she'll see this...maybe not...I'm content when I know we can communicate, because I have not been happy in along time, so long I believe prior happiness was just an illusion of youth...when I can't talk to her...all I do is continue with my "mood" as my mom called it...I really do miss her...any way if she does get this, she'll be mad...I'm sorry this is the way I feel...M1K3Y_XIII

I Have Seen Heaven
I have seen Heaven in the sparkle of her eyes for a moment in her presence my love I can't disguise I have seen Heaven and felt it in her touch I have swallowed all the passion and never I have wanted her so much I have seen Heaven and danced with Angels therein I have tasted her beauty in a place where time never ends Dear Father Is this place real? Can I honestly trust the emotions that I feel? I have seen Heaven and I know paradise does exist even in this fool's errand it's her love that I can't resist I have seen Heaven and when I leave this plane I'll embrace the notion and know that love is more than a name...... Bryant.

I Have Two Zodiac Sign
my birth one is Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com the other is the one I should have been Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com So I'm a little bit of both

I Have Never Been More Insulted!!
I just got this message sent to my shoutbox from another member on here asking if I was a guy!! "R U A DUDE?" is exactly what he said. After I told him no he said in my pics I looked like one, and kept pushing for me to be a sport and go on webcam on yahoo to prove it to him needless to say he has been blocked......Can you say Asshole!!! Mr Tongue if your reading this you really need to learn some class.....you are by true definition an asshole!

I Have Done 118 Out Of 145 Crazy Things
level 1 (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) done weed ( ) kissed a member of the same sex (x) drank alcohol SO FAR: 4 Level 2 (x) been in love (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted (x) been fired (x) been in a fist fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) snuck out of a parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (x) gone out on a blind date SO FAR: 13 Level 4 (x) had a crush on an older person (x) skipped school (x) slept with a co-worker (x) seen someone/something die SO FAR: 17 Level 5 ( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends ( ) been to Paris ( ) been to Spain (x) been on a plane (x) thrown up from drinking SO FAR: 19 Level 6 ( ) eaten Sushi (x) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace ( ) been mosh pitting SO FAR: 20 Level 7 (x) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken pain killers (x ) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and wat

I Have 2 New Pics
well i have 2 new pictures and they are really sweet so please everyone check them out and rate them,i in a dress and i don't like dresses so this is a treat. my man is really hot 2 and please check them out.

I Have To Get You Fixed Up
Kenny had always been less masculine than the other boys at his school. So when he graduated and went on to college he found himself stereotyped as being gay. The reality was that he saw himself as more of a feminine character than a masculine one. As a child he had tried on his sisters clothes. He loved the feel of silk and lace on his body. For years, his hidden desires were quelled for he lived at an all male school. Even through the first few years of school, he was not able to live his fantasy. One night, he decided to go to a party off campus at an apartment of a grad student he had met in his fine art class. The group at the party was much wilder than any group of people that he had met before, except for some friends who once used him as a courier for drugs, but that was over a year ago. They figured that he would not attract attention and would be a great channel for cocaine. One of the drug dealers was at the party, but he left Kenny alone. Several gay

I Have Great Friends On Here
Yeah i have Great Friends.......yes that was sarcasm and if your on my friends list than soon you will be deleted...the reason why you all post bulletins i'm in a contest please vote for me so i go vote for you i'm a nice guy...but not for long...cause you see i post a bulletin stating i'm in a contest and not one single person on my friends list goes to vote for me so you know what you can all go fuck yourselves and go to hell oh and don't expect me to vote for any of you people again so if your in a contest and you lose by one vote sorry cause you ain't getting my vote...............this message is for everyone on my friends list except the friends i have recently gotten or if your name is Carol Anne...so come on people go vote for me and help me be the Prince of Cherry Tap

I Haven't Done One In A While.
1. What is your best friend's grandma's name? I don't know. 2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? I don't have any. 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? Mr. Gutierrez, he was young, tan, and ripped, and incredibly conceited. He was perfect. ;) 5. What body part do you wash first? Legs 6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms? Wow 7. What's the strangest talent you have? I can talk forever about anything. 8. Do you have an innie or an outtie? innie 9. What's your favorite flavored pringle? I don't eat pringles. 10. Have you ever been tied up? Yeah, for a game. 11. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? Coming home late. That was like, 239 years ago. 12. Do you parallel park or drive around the block? parallel parking is fun 13. Have you ever had two dates in one night? I don't think so. 14. How many times have you been cussed out? Less than five. 16. In one word, describe your butt. cupcake

I Have To Vent Again...
It really pisses me off that people are only interested in seeing what they can't... as you all know I got really pissed at how many people were begging to see my "private" album. I had allowed only my family to view... those people being the ones that either know me... or have gotten to know me online. But still... I got bombarded with shouts and messages... can I see your private pics... so I wrote a blog... still I received tons of requests... so I renamed my album "Please see my blog before asking to see pics" STILL I got bombarded... and I would reply politely... please read my blog as I prefer to get to know someone first... then I got a message like this... "Well I would if I could find it or if you had something we can talk on" He never once asked me for my MSN, Yahoo, AIM whatever... he just assumed I was supposed to tell him off the hop... sorry buddy it don't work that way... sure I read tarot cards but I am not FUCKING PSYCHIC YOU MORON... So... I told him of

I Have Posted Up Mumms For The Characters
so if you could go and vote on them that would be great and will determine which pictures get printed as posters Daughter of Hell or Fienderella Reptiliana or Willie the Freak Sadistic Ophelia or Shok Taktik Sensual Slaughter of Stone Thrower

I Haven't Posted A Blog Lately.
I shacked up with a cherry :> oh yeah oh yeah. And I'm insanely bored at the moment, wishing I were anywhere else but here. Well, as long as there were people I knew there. Anyone want to contribute to the "Get Agent Orange the hell out of her house" Fund...? I would sure appreciate it. You can donate in the form of car parts to fix the one that I have.. and online driving lessons... and.... I'm not sure what else. If you need me, I'll be in the closet.

I Have 2 More Addresses For Support Ty Sgt. Diesel
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Nov 13 2006 7:23 AM hey everyone sorry this has taken me so so long to come up with im in kuwait right now and its hard to come up with addresses but i have got 2 more and here they are. any soldier camp patriot MWR south recreation center apo ae 09337 this addy above is for all military personal please send letters and packages the manager chris will hand everything out to all military. the next addy is for a private just got here one month ago. pv2 adam chase 44th chemical company camp patriot apo ae 09337. thank you alll for your support and i will continue to work on addy's for everyone love ya all justin the diesel

I Have A Headache From Hell!
Today was a pretty good day over all. I've had this sinus drainage since yesterday though. We went out of town to visit some old friends and driving home was hell. My head hurt so bad that the car lights made it impossible to see. It still hurts today. I will be glad when it's over. Anywho, I FINALLY get to get started on my Phlebotomy clinicals tomorrow. So I'm gonna go to bed early. I'm so glad! I can't wait to get it over with! It's been a long time since I was in class. I hope that I can remember some of the stuff anyway. Well, I'm outta here for now. Have a great night and please pray for my friend Jammie. She lost her husband yesterday. God bless you Jammie and RIP Steve!

I Have No Clue What Im Doing Lol
You scored as Black. You're heart is black. You are dead inside, possibly because of your past, you feel you have no emotions left and like you're just waiting to die. You find it hard to trust people and let them get close to you for fear of being hurt again. Never give up on yourself, there's always hope- no matter how bad things get.Black96%White96%Red86%Orange71%Purple68%Pink64%Green43%Yellow36%Blue36%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Anal

I Have A Question?
why does everyone get all pissed off when people are stupid? yes they are rude but it just shows how ignorant they are, so dont let it bother you cause thats what they want. just be you and talk and hang with cool people thats all you should want to do. but thats just me thinking and it might not get far but drama should just get squashed ok

I Have Butterflies In My Belly!!
Wow Im getting so excited now I feel like running around like a lil kid screaming. You never know what it is like when someone is gone and they finally come back to you and you feel like its your crush or something. Last time he was deployed like this I don't know it was so much different but he has been gone now for a year and last time I got to see him a couple times througout the year. My daughter right now doesn't seem to really understand it all that her daddy is coming home but I think once she can see him she will be thrilled as much as I am. All I know is its the greatest feeling in the world to have him finally come home to me after all this time. Wow I just needed to get all of that out of me!!

I Have Seen Alot Of Your Pics And?
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I Have No Armour Left. You've Stripped It From Me. Whatever Is Left Of Me - Whatever I Am - I'm Yours.
I have no armour left. You've stripped it from me. Whatever is left of me - whatever I am - I'm yours. So I saw the new James Bond today... I liked it... was rather good to see... One of the better movies this year..... I also think Casino Royal was rather entertaining. Now till Rocky lol... that one looked promising. Bartender: Shaken or stirred? James Bond: Do I look like I give a damn?

I Have A Headache
again.. ehhhhh..... I'm packing my stuff to see what I have and what i need to get out of here... but I still don't know if I'm moving but I would like to move out of my parents house sometime within the next year so I figure might as well see where I stand now that way I don't need to rush out and buy all the crap i need at the last minute, ya know?

I Have Something Cool I Want To Do
ok guys here the deal and I don't want to hear not bitching if you added me as a fan or are already one I will send you props to you get more add request that is if youintrested and the on catch I ask is that you e-mail me one and limk my site to your blogs ane I will send you hot on the next blog have nice day and hope you have a nice thankgiving

I Have Lost My Mind Completely!!!!!!!
I'M ALL ALONE AND HORNY AS FUCK. I WILL GIVE IT TO THE FIRST PERSON THAT COMMENTS ON THIS AND LIVES WITHIN A REASONABLE DISTANCE OF MY HOUSE. LET THE FUN BEGIN. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

I Have To Vint
Sorry yall I have to vent. I can't get the tears to stop flowing and my heart to stop braking. I know it is stupid to get hurt over, and he didn't even realize their was a pic inside a pic. Yes u may be wondering what i'm talkin about. A few min ago, my fiance sent me a picture from a few years back, just to show me his hair style. But inside that pic was another pic, a pic of the girl he use to be with. It was him and her together, and it hurts cause i know she was his first love, and nothing is greater than a first love. i guess u can say I am jealous of her, she had everything i dream of. She had him there everyday, she had his child, she had his complete heart. I may have his heart now, but some part of his love will always be for her. I just wish the tears would stop, and my heart would be fine. I love him, and I know he loves me, and it is silly for me to feel like this. I feel as tho i'm 2nd best, I am the other woman. I pray the lord that it will go away soon.

I Have.....................................
I have a group of few select friends that when it comes to me you don't want to mess with! These include..... Staind, JR, PUREKNIGHT, Lee Aaronn, BASS ASS BITCH 74, and the rest of the OLDTIMERS SOCIEty, LUV MUFFIN, SlowPoke,OMG Freedom fighter,AMERICAN CHERRY(one of My BEST FRIENDS), GODSMACK GURU. You mess with them you mess with me!

I Have A Problem
I hAvE a PrObLeM ok I am having a huge issue right now and I need help...I was talking to my little sister(I love her so much) nd I found out that my grandma doesn't want her callin my sister anymore. I am really pissed about that...I have two choices...One call facs nd tell them that my grandma is keepin my sister away from me for no reason(but that will make my sister mad at me)...Two just ignore it nd not see my sister ever again(which will kill me inside) CAN SOMEBODY PLZZZ HELP ME

I Have No Title
Tired, pained, not in a very good way Pretty shitty night Preceded by a pretty shitty day Idle, unmolested, over-tested, rejected I reject myself, I’m a fucking reject Circumvent floating negativity And all it’s adhesive magnetism Multiplying bile’s acidity Stagnating creativity Waiting for the cycle to reach apathy Because that’s at least one step away from functioning And two steps away from reveling In the beauty of lust and wrath But right now it’s something I cannot grasp Right now it feels like my chest is full of trash Kick myself in the ass Trying to distract, to get past Finding brand new reasons not to press my body against shards of glass Because that’s taboo But maybe not to someone who isn’t you Wait, hold on… ….I’m about to rage through can you hear it? Shhhh

I Have Always Been There
YOU PREY FOR YOUR FRIENDS HELP, WHEN YOU LIE THERE TO DIE, YET SOMEONE IS THERE, YOU PUSH THEM AWAY, AND THEY WONDER WHY. YOU ASK FOR OUR HELP, THEN YOU TELL US TO SHOO, HONESTLY IN OUR MINDS WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! THERE IS PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU AND THOSE WHO CAIR. I DEEPLY UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS NOT FAIR. I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE

I Have A Very Surprise For You!
hi my friends i have a very surprise for you! open and save the following rss feeds to your browser favorite feeds to watch every day new hot sexy videos from the hottest video collection ever. http://api.revver.com/rss/user/clara122006/ http://api.revver.com/rss/user/windstin/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/fjl2006/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/revver1985/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/stunmobile/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/clara122006/ http://api.revver.com/rss/user/CClaudia/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/lexar/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/collection/1416/ http://api.revver.com/rss/user/celante/?affiliate=clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/collection/10460/ http://www.videobomb.com/users/show/clara122006 http://api.revver.com/rss/user/uucom/?affiliate=clara122006 http://www.bloglines.com/blog/clara122006 http://api.revver

I Have Lost Him
are all you guys happy now my don found a girl and i have lost him my heart is breaking in a millon pieces i don't know if i'll be here as much as i would i have to hide every single pic of him i have not cried yet cause i want to be big about this i am hurting so bad and i don't know if i should give up on love love has givin up on me while i'm not here send mesages with love THANK YOU Brenda

I Have Room In My Photos For More Pics
Okay i was noticing that I have some more room to upload new pics in my picture file and I just can't find anymore that I feel like putting up, so this is where you come in. I would love to have signs made for me so that I could put them up, so if you want to make me a sign you can send it to my email at just_call_me_baby_girl79@yahoo.com I will greatly appreciate it and will shower u with clown love and faygo. MMFWCL ~~baby girl~~

I Have Arrived
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 Im in California! Current mood: accomplished Category: Travel and Places well, i did it. i crossed the country from washington dc to san francisco in 3.5 days! who does that? penskie truck rental gave me 11 days to return it. hahah! so i did it in a 3rd of the time. i really hauled ass. i lived on beef jerky, energy drinks and my mp3 player cranked to 11 the whole way. and because i was alone, i didnt have to stop for any reason but my own. i arrived in palo alto, ca. for last call last night, tuesday. my friend works at rudy's pub so i thought i'd stop in for a beer. but alas, she got off early. man did that beer taste good! and i was back in my local pub again. that shows you where my prioritys are, huh? lol! now i'll need a new set of good friends. anyone up for the job?

I Have Some Gripes People!
first of all, the nsfw thing: ok, the first time i got marked on my photo as that, it was by a jealous female on here. and she left me a comment so i commented back telling her stop wasting my time and quit acting jealous. i've just had another marked that. now i don't know if its by a person or the shop itself. all i haveto say is, for the idiots who come on here, trying to be god about it, eff u. period. i've seen sights on here with pics of girls sucking guys dicks, fucking other women, etc..... so i show a cool pair of underwear and now it's nsfw???? what the hell ever. yes i'm angry, really angry. this is my page. if you don't like whats on it, then dont' look at it. that my friends is just common sense, right????

I Have Bipolar Plz Understand It
Bipolar Disorder Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder Types of Bipolar Disorder Treatments Bipolar Disorder in Children Helping a friend Support Groups Bipolar disorder (also known as manic depression) is a treatable illness marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior. It is not a character flaw or a sign of personal weakness. Bipolar disorder is also known as manic depression because a person’s mood can alternate between the "poles" mania (highs) and depression (lows). This change in mood or "mood swing" can last for hours, days weeks or months. Bipolar disorder affects more than two million adult Americans. It usually begins in late adolescence (often appearing as depression during teen years) although it can start in early childhood or later in life. An equal number of men and women develop this illness (men tend to begin with a manic episode, women with a depressive episode) and it is found among all ages, races, ethnic groups and social classes. The illne

I Have Kissed 47 Different Ways
[X] on the cheek. [X] on the lips. [x] on their hands or fingers. [x] in my room. [x] in their room. (x] the opposite sex. [x] the same sex [X] someone a little younger than me. [X] someone a little older than me. [x] someone with curly hair. [x] someone with blonde hair and blue eyes. [x] someone with red hair [X] someone with straight hair. [x] someone shorter than me. [x] someone with a lip or tongue ring. [x] someone who i truly love/loved. [x] someone who was drunk. [x] someone who was high. [x] someone in the morning. [x] someone right after waking up [x] someone just before bed. [x] someone late at night. [ ] someone who I had just met. [x] someone who I really didn't want to kiss. [x] someone while i was going out with some else. [x] someone on a bed. [x] someone in a field [x] someone at school. [x] someone against a wall. [x] someone at a show. [x] someone at the beach. [x] someone in a pool. [x] someone who was/is a good friend. [x] someone i

I Have Been Doing Some Thinking......
Ok I have come to this decision after much thought and consideration. I am retireing from being a DJ. My Health is fading a lot faster than I would like and I just dont have the energy anymore. I love DJ'ing, but I have to put myself first. Hopefully after a few months I will be able to return to the air waves. I love the friends I have made as a DJ and I hope to keep them as friends. I will continue to support two stations Bad Seed Radio and Club Damage Inc. I love the ppl at both stations very much and I will miss them more than they will know. I wish I didnt have to do this but I feel it is for the best for me. So with that in mind I want to say that I love everyone I have met and who has been a true friend to me and I hope to one day return to the air waves till then I will always be lurking. Love you all, ~*~LIZ~*~EROTICA~*~

I Have This Feeling
I have this feeling man, 'cause you know, it's just a handful of people who run everything, you know … that's true, it's provable. It's not … I'm not a fucking conspiracy nut, it's provable. A handful, a very small elite, run and own these corporations, which include the mainstream media. I have this feeling that whoever's elected president, like Clinton was, no matter what you promise on the campaign trail – blah, blah, blah – when you win, you go into this smoke-filled room with the twelve industrialist capitalist scum-fucks who got you in there. And you're in this smokey room, and this little film screen comes down … and a big guy with a cigar goes, "Roll the film." And it's a shot of the Kennedy assasination from an angle you've never seen before … that looks suspiciously like it's from the grassy knoll. And then the screen goes up and the lights come up, and they go to the new president, "Any questions?" "Er, just what my agenda is." "First we bomb Baghdad." "You got it …"

I Have
What have I done to my mind, body, and soul? I have scared myself from the inside out and hurt the ones who truly love me. I have once again proved what a worthless piece of shit I am and I should die for what I put the world around me through, I have lied and lied again to keep a horrible secret to myself. I have refused help and advice when it was given to me and wrecked the trust of my family and my best friend. I have stepped on a path of no return, a path of self-hatred and self-mutilation. I have killed the innocent child inside me all on one attempt to make myself happy. I have proved to the world that I am nothing but scum. I have tried to stop, I have tried to fight the urge, but every time I try I end up with fresh new reasons to hate myself even more. Fresh new reasons to be scared both inside and out, fresh new reasons for my loved ones not to trust me, and fresh new reasons to ask myself what have I done to my mind, body, and soul

I Have
I have changed my hair coloer many time. From brown to black to blond. Its that time agen. My brown routs are starting to show.. I don't know if I should go back to brown, blak or stay blond.. That is what I am faceing today.. So tell me what you all think here is me as a blond Brown? or black? thanks for all your help.kisses

I Have A Question?
Hey I have a question.. What would say about someone who keeps saying that they are, 1) A Annaconda (which is just scary) 2)A Kitty 3) A lion I don't know but I think he may be having an idenity crisis..

I Have Green Eyes
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

I Have To Do This !!!
I AM GOING TO CLEAN OUT MY FRIENDS LIST.. SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON MY LIST I HAVE COMMENTED, TRIED TO TALK TO.. HELL SOME OF THEM I DONT EVEN KNOW THEIR NAMES... SO THIS MORNING I SPENT 3 HOURS SENDING AT LEAST 1 COMMENT TO ALL OF MY " FRIENDS" AND SAID " DAMN WHY I AM SENDING THIS STUFF TO SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER EVEN RECEIVED A DAMN HELLO FROM SOME OF THEM!!! SO IM CLEANING IT OUT !!!!!!! I AM ONLY KEEPING THE FRIENDS I KNOW AND THE FRIENDS THAT I INTERACT WITH. I AM SORRY IM NOT TRYING TO HURT ANYONE FEELINGS!! BUT IF U HAVE BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND I DONT EVEN KNOW U OR NEVER EVEN HEAR FROM U IM SORRY U GOTTA GO !! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!! AND BE SAFE !! HUGS, AJ

I Haven't Been Dos Attacked In A Long Time
Got into a really lively debate with this guy yesterday, and finally got into a pissing match of words. So, I let loose with a Mikey-esque barrage of "fuckin what the fuck retarded short-bus ridin what the fuck" ... and POW I get hit with a Denial Of Service Attack (DOS Attack). Knocks my PC cold, frags my Netscape cache, my email, my Norton's (which was a nice learning curve for me, Norton's firewall bites), and a few other things. I'm still rebuilding some of the email folders... Really grown up, take an arguement, and step it up to attacking my property. I confront him with it, and he says "Having troubles, VOID? Want another one?" Sooo... it's been reported to all the appropriate people. I'll argue all up and down, but I will not step to attacking his personal property, that goes right into illegal space, and escalates to the point where I have to go find Teardrop or something nasty to throw at him, and I don't want that. THEN we have troubles... I doubt anything will actu

I Have Been Blessed!!
Thursday evening we (My boyfriend and I) found out we have been blessed with a miracle. I am PREGNANT!! I have been told all my 35 years on this earth that I wouldn't or wouldn't be able to have children due to endometriosis and ovarian cysts. So this is trully a miracle/blessing. My boyfriend and I are deliriously happy, as are both of our families. They say I am Due Sept 3 but could be as early as Aug 3 not sure till I see the OBGYN. SO we have been given the most "awesomeest" Christmas/New Years gift we could possibly have been given. I feel it every day more and more even though I am still in a state of shock and amazement.

I Have A Few More Pics
alright friend's i have a few new pictures up that haven't even been rated commented or anything like that i also entered in a contest called Mr.USA and i'm going to need all my friends to vote for me so i can win so if you guy's would please come to my page and rate and leave comment's on my pics that way i can kind of get an idea of who will vote for me in this contest on my friend's list wish me luck guy's and thanks for being good friend's~wayne~

I Have An Interview For A Job Finally!!!
Well after many job applications being filled out I got a call, LMAO. I was filling out an applications online for a casino position and low and behold they called me before I was even finished filling out the job application on line. I was very impressed with the fact that I was called so fast by them and had an interview set up before I finished my application. I am happy finally I have an interview somewhere, WOO HOOO!!!!! I was getting very depressed about trying to get a job. I understand that people don't realy want to take a gamble on someone that hasnt worked in years, but we sometimes need to gamble and let it play out. You maybe very well suprised that you could be very richly rewarded. I am confident in my ablitly to talk my way in, LOL. I have very good people skills and love to work with the public. I do have an ability to calm down angery customers, LOL. I hope that I will get a chance to prove that I am worth the gamble. WISH ME LUCK!! I hope all is going well for eve

I Have Missed All My Dear Friends
After a seven week absence, im back in the saddle so to speak, redid some of my pic folders, i need lots of help catching up,so please to those i lost contact with get back in touch,you never know how good you have it until you dont have it any more

I Have This Guy!!!!
- Get Your Own I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the

I Have The Right To Voice (((my))) Opinion.
OK IT'S LIKE THIS I REPOSTED SOMETHING ANOTHER CHERRY TAPPER HAD ON HER PROFILE...AND IT IS MY RIGHT AS A HUMAN BEING TO VOICE MY OPINION ANND IT IS YOUR RIGHT TO AGREE OR DISAGREE, BUT DO NOT ASSUME YOU KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH TO JUDGE ME OR ANYBODY ELSE AS A HUMANBEING THE ONLY PERSON I ANSWER TO IS ***GOD*** ALMIGHTY HIMSELF...I SHOUT OUT MUCH LOVE TO THE PERSON WHO WROTE ME AND VOICED THEIR OPINION...GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU, BUT MAY HE BLESS ALSO THE UNBORN AND THE WOMEN WHO HAVE TO MAKE THAT CHOICE BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY HAVE NO OTHER......IN HIS GLORIOUS NAME...AMEN

I Have Lost My Internet For A Few Weeks
I have lost my internet connection for a few weeks. I should be back on around the 20th of this month. I just want to say hi to all my good friends at Dave's Hideaway. I will see you guys when I get back on.

I Have This Feeling
Whenever I see you Or when I'm going to I have this feeling That is totally brandnew You make me blush you make me shy I don't know what to do around you But you're the perfect girl You make me speechless And confused And with you I feel bruised You make me feel weak And I no longer have to seek For some company In my life

I Have Brown Eyes!
I have brown eyes btw ;) -Brown Eyes- -Sex Addicts!!!sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. Green eyes- -LOVES SEX!!!! People with green eyes h

I Have Some Health Stuff That Has Come Up
Hi A/all i have some health issues that have come up.. i will be wearing a heart monitor for 24 hours.. i get it today at 1:00pm and have to take it back to the hospital tomorrow at 1:00 pm .. today i am also having a EKG done.. so when i know more i will let ya all know.. take care hugs and kisses to A/all my friends Debbie

I Have Decided
That 2500 for a rootbeer is a bit much. It must be some good shit. Think about it! Welcome to CT...home of the $2500 rootbeer... Maybe next week we will get a 5000 dollar pickle...NM that was just baaaaaaaaad. Ok I know I am rambin but hey..Your reading it! U know u can blow stuff up with candy corn and root beer? bwahahaha

I Have Found My Child
As many of you know I didn't get my youngest son for the holidays like i was supposed to and I served him with contempt paperwork. He doesn't think that the law will touch him and he thinks that i will be the one to get in trouble. Well anyway. I have found my son; however, I had to get the new address and phone number of where he was from my mother. he told my mom that I was afraid i was going to yell at him and damn straigh I want to so bad, but at least i know where he is now.

I Have Mad Fucked Up Dreams, See!
I stand in a room with a gentlemen, we are strangers, but at the same time we are not, sharing a common link that has brought us together to this spot. It takes me a second but I finally catch on to whats happening, and whats going to happen. He stands their tall dark and handsome, well dressed with a nice leather jacket. Me, im just me sittin there in some black pants and a white t shirt. Compaired to him im nothing (symbology?). He glares at me from acrossed the room stepping forward slowly and casually. With arrogance and cockiness that I have only seen a few assholes radiate. He circles me like a shark would his pray. Sizing me up i suppose. I know what he is thinking, "this is him?". I smile because at the same time he feels currently superior to me i know at the same time, he is like danm, all this for this pathetic piece of shit. He steps in front of me looking me up and down. He chuckles as he grins. He reaches into his jacket, no use. Ive had a good run i suppose. He grab

I Have A Dream
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys an

I Have Brown Eyes
Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They tend to reflect the sky they are staring at far too often as they are lost in daydreams. Their power comes with the strength of the winds, be it summer breeze or wicked tornado. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. When they do fall in love, it's usually after sex and before committment. They fall prey to passion and never fear looking someone else in the eye. They are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They will always EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 4 days. -Green Eyes- Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, people with green eyes are very cute and love to cuddle. They have long lasting relations

I Have A Dream...
It's Martin Luther King Day... May he rest in peace.. His intentions were pure.. I am not prejudiced in any way as I believe we are all God's children, we breath and bleed the same.. We have our good and bad in every race! I do get tired of paying the price for what our ancestors did but that was then and this is now.. Time's have drastically changed and life shouldn't be about the color of our skin but our abilities and what's inside our hearts! Just my thought for the day... Noone needs to agree or disagree! Jackie

" I Have A Dream!"
Reverend Martin Luther King, Jr.'s "I Have a Dream" Speech 44 years later, it still rings true. And ask yourself this question, as you watch part, or most, or all of that enrapturing video: Have we reached that great prosperity? Are we free as the good Reverend preached? Or are we fighting a new battle for freedom? - Jaha

I Have Decided That
Some people here wouldn't know what the hell being a friend is if it bit them in the ass. I hate popularity contest and ppl who only want to friend you because it looks good that you are on their list. Ill make friends with all the hot girls and that will make me more special. I also hate conceited guys. Driveeeeeeeeeees me nuts. I know who my true friends are! Every time I try and spend time on here something inevitably ticks me off. And no I don't have PMS this week!

I Have A Dream Speech By Martin Luthor King Jr.
[Home] [About Us] [Breaking News] [Commentary] [Contact Us] [Discussion Groups] [Education] [Guest Commentator's] [Political News] [Store] I Have A Dream Martin Luther King Jr. Like an unchecked cancer, hate corrodes the personality and eats away its vital unity. Hate destroys a man's sense of values and his objectivity. It causes him to describe the beautiful as ugly and the ugly as beautiful, and to confuse the true with the false and the false with the true. Martin Luther King Jr. Delivered on the steps at the Lincoln Memorial in Washington D.C. on August 28, 1963 Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of captivity. But one hundred years later, we must face the tragic

I Have Two Crushes
I saw that two people have crushes on me and I was wondering who it is. pretty please cana you tell me well scratch that they stopped crushing on me ha ha ha...I so wish we could know who has crushes

I Have Nothing To Say
yeah i really have nothing to say but felt like typing a blog... there now im done... this was the most worthless thing i have ever done... and im sure u felel the same way now that you have wasted your time and read this

I Have This Dream
I have this dream It’s going about you and me That we can be together And that we’re each other’s destiny I will give you my life And I’ll give you my heart And I’ll always remember Everything from the start I truly love you And you are the one Who takes away the tears And brings me the sun Wherever you are Always remember this I always miss you And wish for your kiss You’re always on my mind And my heart is yours So use it good To open my doors Cause I have some secrets That even I forgot But with you by my sight I can find out a lot You are the dream I will not lose I’ll fight for you You’re the one I choose!

I Haven't Been Around
Because my computer is locked up by Apple because whatever's wrong with it isn't covered by the insurance crap I got, and I don't have the money. Because my cell phone broke in half. And because I spun my car out in a snowstorm trying to get up to Potsdam for school going 20 effin' mph. I didn't think it was possible. New tires too. Wrecked the back of my car pretty bad, but I'm okay. So, I should be around a little more often, but I'm not promising anything. Don't forget about me!

I Have Returned!
So I got back Friday evening from my 3 week long license and sales classes for my new job. And of course I can't even go to work onmy first day because of the ice. My car door was frozen shut and I'm sure the roads were pretty bad especially since the sun hasn't been out at all today. So that sucks. Money lost today but at least I can practise my presentations for tomorrow. But I met some awesome people while I was there. I met Jessica and she's awesome. I think she's the friend I've always needed in my life to get me through. Not to mention her husband and Dallas are a lot alike so I think they'll get along great. We're all going to the Rage in a Cage thing next month in Roanoke. Dallas and Michael both want to be in it next year, but thats going to take some serious training and since Hank hasn't been able to get back down here in over a month I don't think they'll get in enough classes to take on those guys in a year when they're taking one class a month. But then agai

I Have Officially Lost My Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty. And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey. Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!

I Have A Secret
I have a secret, like most people do.. I'm full of regret, and I know I'm a fool. Love must have a sense of humor, who thought I would ever choose him? Life is full of many rumors, and my eyes are full to the brim. Many things I've learned in life, trust is hard to give. Now days are filled with pain and strife, yet without him it's hard to live. Hard to live without his love that I'm sure I never had. Hard to breathe without his kiss but I know my feelings are bad. Why would I want a chronic liar? ...But he fill my heart with a passionate fire... Yes, I have a secret, like most people do. I'm full of regret, and I know I'm a fool. I have a secret, like most people do. I'm full of regret . . . but I still love you.

I Have A Hard Enough Time Sleeping...
But when one of my roomates forgets his keys before he goes out drinking, comes home drunk, starts alternating between ringing the doorbell and banging/kicking the door to try to wake someone up to let him in, and then proceeds to get snotty with me when I open the door because it didn't happen when HE would have liked, but rather a few minutes later, I tend to get a bit upset and wired. Unable to fall asleep again. No, that's not it. I went back to my room to try to get back to sleep and he starts banging/kicking/slamming doors and walls. Why? He's not happy about how he was locked out. (Nevermind the extra key we have hidden in the backyard for just such an occasion.) After a while that stopped. But the cops showed up. Seems another one of my roomates called them because he heard all the noise. Well, they determined that, since nobody actually SAW him banging and/or kicking the walls and doors, nothing could be done. (Your tax dollars at work.) Good thing he's leaving. Moving back

I Have A Dirty Mind :d
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I Have Been On Here For 5 Straight Hours!
I was just referred to this last night and I am officially addicted. Its so much better than myspace and I dont know why. Maybe its the whole point system thing. I want MORE! SO I went on a stash uploading frenzy and there are a billion vids I posted you should go look. its almost 2 am here and I really need sleep. I will try. And most likely not succeed.

I Have This Guy!!!!!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm

I Have The Strength Of The World With Me....
Yep, another week gone meaning another song to be picked. This weeks song is one of my faves and it's STRENGTH OF THE WORLD by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Strength Of The World Artist - Avenged Sevefold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 9:14 Lyrics My story starts the day they said "she can't be found" The news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you Sorrow swallows my screams Strength of the world - is on my shoulders Strength of the world - is on my side Strength of the world - the one true beholder Ice in my veins - for those who've died I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life There's nothing left to say Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path Suicidal, I never planned on coming back I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth Need no

I Have Learned
HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. 11) Never shred newspaper for packing matterial for E-Bay.

I Have 2 New Pics
well the pics are so cute and they of my neice who is 1 in march.I can't wait for her party. well came by to let u guys know that and plus i get my keys to the new house tomorrow afternoon so i will be packing for the rest of the week now and i will be o here to. Well have a great night and talk to everyone in the morning. Love all of u guys on here that are my friends.

I Havent Gotten To Talk To Many Of You!
Well many of you saw me on my Blast, and so I havent gotten to talk to many of you! I have met some nice people and I am sure there are a ton more to meet. I am sorry I got a lil overwhelmed and couldnt say hi and thanks to everybody, but I have some time now and if you would like to actually introduce urself and talk I would love to hear from ya! I usually try and comment/rate the people I talk to. The best way to reach me is probably a private message, all the others disappear before i get to read them. So thanks again and bye for now. ~Cindy

I Have Lost Something Important To Me
I LOST SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME THIS LAST WEEK AND I MISS IT.... I HAVE DECIDED THAT MAYBE THIS ISNT FOR ME... MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE HERE.... I AM GONNA GIVE IT A LIL MORE TIME BUT NOT MUCH... I DONT WANT TO BE BEGGED TO STAY ... I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO PRETEND THAT THEY CARE IF IM HERE.... I WANT IT TO BE SINCERE... SO ... I WILL SEE... HAVE A GREAT WEEK TO THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS

I Have The Best Husband
EVERY morning for the last 2weeks i've been woke up by my husband kissing on my neck & whispering in my ear "You are sooo damn SeXy" & "i can't help but touch you* then he proceeds to bite & kiss my neck while he slips one hand between my legs & starts to gently rub my clit .....Mans got majic hands i tell ya lol.......Then i ask "What brought this on?" he says "how i can i lay here next to you with you naked & being sooo damn hot & not wanna touch you & make you cum" i hope this continues ;)

I Have Been Attacked
Sometime this am my account was attacked by a level 3 named Scott and Jami ( please see the 'my alerts' section.) This person left vile comments on my photos, which I have since deleted, and several comments on a mumm from yesterday, which has been deleted. Apparently as a result, I am now banned from making mumms. This person reported ( I suspect) and had deleted a mumm I made on a Turk, one of your members, praying that all of our children die by terrorism. Please check ALL of my photos, past mumms, and blogs...you will find NOTHING that is NSFW. Why am I blocked from making mumms? Do you not personally check out a complaint, or do you just automatically take a person at their word? DO you ban from one complaint, or must there be at least three or so? When can I expect to be able to write mumms again...and exactly WHAT have I done wrong? At what can I do about this attack? Please note; I have made this into a blog..I want ALL of my friends to see this.

I Have A Crush?
I didnt think I would see this day here in CT land.. I actually have a crush! Who could it be? hmmmm.... (don't tell me!! LOL... thats why it's a secret!) lol... well, off to take a hot shower I go.. then I shall be back to clean up my friend requests and show love to all who show me love! XOXOXOXO Seana

I Have Great Friends Huh
ok. well like not to long ago i found out some guy i just kind of talk to like say hi and thats it..and i dont like him like that or anything.i found out he likes me..it's not the simple liking.It's the obsessing kind.I mean i havent had someone like me that much in a while.But ya.So ne ways. Like the person that told me told me "he dreams about me.i'm the girl of his dreams....shit like that.".ok well that freaks me out. I mean he's like one of those guys who is lonely and like doesnt really have alot of friends.But ya know ...The too freaking nice person i am.I actually talk to him..Say whats up all that.But where does that lead me to him liking me.Great.so like i actually didnt believe the person that first told me he liked me.Untill i saw this video..some guys at my work made..like literally.. i was freakin out. here's the link.....view it.. and then he's the guy with the glasses on his head i think. http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=18980

I Have Not The Time To Hate Only To Love
I HAVE NOT THE TIME TO HATE ONLY TO LOVE (my Creed) Grant me compassion for the weakness in others. I will not judge a man on one meeting. I will not listen to those who weep and complain for their disease is contagious. If I stumble I will rise and my falls will not concern me for all men must stumble often to reach the truth. All my problems, discouragements and heartaches are in truth, great opportunities. I will laud mine enemies and they will become my friends. I will encourage my friends and they will become my brothers. Avoid with fury the killers of time. Do not think of yesterday or tommarrow. No longer will my vocabulary include such words as cannot, unable, impossible and quit. Each rebuff is an opportunity to move forward, turn away from them, avoid them and you throw away your future. Always raise your goals as soon as they are obtained. I will command and I will obey my own command. I will work when the failure seeks rest. I will walk where th

I Have Had It!!!
Now my computer isn't recognizing my digital camera. Yeah, that means no new pictures for you guys after the Red Series. My LastFM won't work. I can't get a new version of Quicktime. I cannot install iTunes. 1/4 of the profiles here crash my computer/browser. I'm missing countless plugins. I NEED MY FEDERAL TAX RETURN AND A NEW COMPUTER NOW!!!

I Have Not....
I have not been on much these days. Been working my tail off. Anyone needs to catch me just TEXT message my cell phone at 615 438 6355. I assure you, ( much to the disdain of my X wife) that I am alive and doing well. All the best to all of you. Sorry if I have not returned messages quickly. Things will be back to normal in a few weeks here. All the Best to you all. Frank

I Have This Itch..
Lost internet on Friday afternoon. Booooo!! I just got it back now on Sunday afternoon! I haven't really needed it til now though. The "certain someone" came down this weekend. We had a good time. It was almost like he never left, but yet I had that satisfying feeling knowing he wasnt staying. I know that sounds bad, but I am not ready for us to live together again ya know? We did the usual things we did while he was living here. We went to a few car dealerships and looked at cars. I almost creamed my pants over 2 old mustangs ( 1 shelby ) and a BEAUTIFUL Charger. Even got to see the smart car up close. Yeah, it doesnt look all that smart. More like an inflated roller skate if ya ask me. We went to the bar last night and after 3 or 4 beers ( yummy home made cream ale) I was good to go. ( Yes, Cat is a cheap date..lol) Heard a really great band and got to see my friends. Some drunk dude even fell right outta his chair. Yes, good times were had by all.

I Have A Dirty Mind... Well Duh!
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I Have Finally Done It
I finally dyed my hair again and what do you know I even surprized myself. It is sortive a strawberry blonde with pink highlights. It looks alright. I know pink and me are generally not something that go together but well it is just merely another contradiction that makes up my life

I Have Been Busy
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON TOO MUCH HERE LATELY. WE ARE IN THE PROCCESS OF FINDING ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. ONE THAT IS CLOSER TO WORK. WE LIVE IN A HOUSE THAT WAS TURNED INTO TWO APARTMENTS. THE NEIGHBORS WE HAVE UPSTAIRS HAVE NO RESPECT FOR US. I HAVE CALLED THE LANDORD TO TELL HIM AND HE TALKED TO THEM AND SAID I DONT KNOW WHAT HER PROBLEM IS. THEN HE WAS WHISPERING TO THEM. I KNOW THIS BECAUSE OF A DOOR THAT WE SHARE IS NEXT TO OUR BED. ON THE OTHER SIDE IS THE FRONT DOOR. HE TOLD THEM TO TRY TO KEEP IT DOWN IF YOU CAN. SO PRETTY MUCH IF THEY CANT THEN OH WELL ITS OK. HE MADE ME REAL MAD. SO NOW WE ARE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. I WILL BE ON WHEN I CAN TO UPDATE AND TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. TY FOR BEING SO PATIENT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE,CATLADY

I Have No Never-again
I have no never-again, I have no always. In the sand victory abandoned its footprints. I am a poor man willing to love. I don't know who you are. I love you. I don't give away thorns and I don't sell them. Maybe someone will know that I didn't weave crowns to draw blood; that I fought against mockery; that I did fill the high tide of my soul with the truth. I repaid vileness with doves. I have no never, because I was different- was, am, will be. And in the name of my ever-changing love I proclaim purity. Death is only the stone of oblivion. I love you, on your lips I kiss happiness itself.

I Have A Car!!!
so calcars was screwing me horridly with my 95 Aurora.. i mean the repairs since i got in it July have been as much as i have paid on the loan.. thats bullshit. i had it fixed in late december and i swear to god it broke down 6 weeks later... so i kinda freaked and told them to come get their piece of shit car back. i will not/ have not made a payment since it broke down again. likei said.. they can shove it up their asses... Sooo G went out and got us a car. ITS SOOO COOOOOOL!!! OMG its a 2007 Chevy Cobal and its red and shiney and drives great and i love this car.. and its NEW.. NEW I TELL YOU!!! i am still in awe of that.. but hey its all good. literally its all good with the car BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA so yippie for me i have a great car.. and its even fully insired LOL AND.. this is a kicker... i am still going to be able to get my friend Jamies car from him.. so we will have TWO cars.. Jamies is a 2002 Mitsubishi Lancer... I AM SOOO EXCITED!!! who would have thought a y

I Have The Most Amazing Friend
Today with much doubt and a few tears, some of my emotions actually came out properly. In the company of my bestfriend of 6 years we talked about old times, the now and then......she made me talk. She asked me to spill what was going through my head and directed at me her concern. I had very much planned on not saying a word. I was keeping everything I had inside and wasnt letting go. However like she does so well she peeled open the can and dumped out the contents onto the table. As she started lookin at me with many different expressions and I turned my head. The thing she said was not what i was expecting......"Kiki of all the people I know, you were the last person I thought i would ever hear that from" she says with angst. I looked at her with tears in my eyes....and replied. "I know." She exchanged some views with me and spoke her peace. I walked away from her today fullfilled and enlightened as always....Seems that whenever I am too far gone, she always manages to pick me

I Have The Power
I have found a new Familly at last.It's a great an Wonderous Familly.Where much Love abounds.Where Dreams can become Reality if you believe.I believe in the Supernataral.I have seen what my wrath can do.I have walked amongth the Dead,I have seen many Horrors.I have done things mere Mortal can't believe,I need to learn to channel this Power I have.So I may use it for Good as well as Evil.I have kept my Powers a secret as Mortals will Persecute me,as they did our ancestors in salem,many years ago.I gave my Soul to Satan in my teenage yrs.I have abused some of this Power, in the Past.The Harvest moon in the Fall,is a very Powerful moon for me.I have 1 spell in my Repitoire,but that is to create harm to those that apose me.Lock of hair,is all I need,to cause great pain an suffering,to all that goes against me.I'm Free an alive,i knowlonger need walk alone,as I now know there might be others like me.

I Have Snakes!!
Hi to all my friends and future I have snakes I dont understand why every one freaks out about them and why there soo scared of them?? my snakes are tame the kids at the bmx tracks love them even the parents are cool with it to many people watch movies and read phony books that say there all dangerous and posionous mine have no fangs at all and dont bite either and yes im gunna get alot more too. there are worse animals around that people have for pets like birds and dogs and cats and iguanas and even some have spiders too and all around kids also and thats wrong all them animals are highly dangerous around kids babies and even worse around a pregnant mom's too. I also have 2 ferrets too and no they dont bite either sometimes people need to give things a chance at times..

I Have Learned
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.. That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.

I Have Feelings
I have feelings You pinch I poke You bite I pull Don’t fuck with me I have feelings You lie I cry You yell I scream Don’t fuck with me I have feelings You cheat I walk You beat I sock Don’t fuck with me I have feelings You say goodbye I won’t cry I’ll close the door And you’ll know Don’t fuck with me I have feelings Now you know Don’t fuck with me

I Have This Friend At Work...
he likes to hand out malevolent nicknames to those in his circle. He calls himself Mayhem, and then there's Chaos, Destruction, Pestilence...I actually suggested my own. Nightmare. I love to say things that leave a disturbing image in your head, so it fits.

I Have A Message About Julie :( (repost) Please Read It As Our Friend Is Not Well :(
THIS A BLOG I WANT TO POST ON BEHALF OF MY FRIENDS, JD AND JULIEANN. MY FRIEND, JD POSTED THIS AS A BULLETIN ON BEHALF OF MY FRIEND JULIEANN WHO IS NOT VER WELL AT THE MOMENT. JULIEANN IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE SO PLEASE READ THIS BLOG AND STOP BY JULIEANNS PAGE ON SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND THAT WE ARE ALL THINKING OF HER. CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GET TO HER PAGE..... sweetnalotofjuicy (PLEASE READ PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME,TY*Whips N Chains Society *@ CherryTAP THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WILL SHOW THIS WONDERFUL LADY SOME LOVE AND BEST WISHES. WILLIE I have jules permission to do this HI ITS JULIEANNS FRIEND JULIA HERE WAS GONNA SEND IT ON JULIEANNS ACCOUNT EARLIER WITH JULES PERMISSION,BUT COULD NOT FOR SOME REASON JULES IS NOT VERY WELL AT ALL,AS SOME OF YOU KNOW SHE HAS HAD IT ROUGH LATELY I WAS TALKING WITH HER FOR 4 HOURS EARLY HOURS OF THIS MORNING AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER THOUGHT SHE HAD TAKEN SOMETHING WAS SO WORRIED I WENT TO SEE HER 2AM THIS

I Have A Headache...
yeah i got a headache its irritating me an i dont have tylinol.... its hot so im sweaty my palms are on fire literally well not really but my hands are REALLY hot an sweaty -____- i hate my palms bein sweaty.... an its hot lol um yeah im jus complainin cuz i cant take a cold shower so blah damn this construction....

I Have The Best Kids
So on the way to taking the kids to school this morning i was telling them how their dad...yet again doesn't want to be with me. And my oldest daughter Claudia says to me "Mom he always does this to you he'll come back cuz he that's what he does" and i said to her "if he comes back n wants to be with me do you think i should take him back?" she goes " No you shouldn't mommy cuz he just keeps doing this to you and comes back then leaves you and it makes you sad" and i asked if she'd be happy if him and I weren't together n she's like "i just want you happy mommy i don't like you being sad all the time and daddy makes you sad, he always lies to you and is mean to you and yells at you. And he just keeps coming and going all the time." All i wanted to do right then and there was give her the biggest hug and tell her how wonderful, amazing and smart she is. I had tears running down my face after she said all of this to me. How did i ever manage to have such wonderful children?

I Have A Request....not A Contest Promo...i Have An Idea For A Skin That I Need Someones Help With....
OK..I WANT TO DESIGN MY OWN SKIN FOR CHERRYTAP FOR MY BACKGROUND INSTEAD OF USING MY PICTURES OR CT'S SKINS...I MADE ONE FOR MY MYSPACE...USING THE GENERATORS FOR THE LAYOUTS BUT I CANT FIND A SKIN GENERATOR.... THERE IS A PICTURE IN MY LIL OLE ME ALBUM I WANT TO USE..IT IS THE ONE OF ME AND MY BEST FRIEND DARRIN...I WOULD LOVE FOR IT TO BE MY SKIN...BUT I DNT WANT IT JUST PLAIN YOU KNOW...I WANT IT TO STAND OUT... I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE MY MESSAGE CENTER CHANGED TO WHERE IT ISNT PLAIN YET GOES WITH THE DESIGN OF THE SKIN AND MY ALERT BOX AND BLAST BOX ALL TO MATCH THE DESIGN... IF ANYBODY CAN HELP ME WITH THIS....I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT...AND ID LOVE YOU FOREVER...LOL..NOT LIKE I DNT LOVE YOU ALREADY..BUT YOU KNOW I HAD TO THROW THAT IN THERE....LOL..WELL THAT IS MY REQUEST..IF YOU CAN HELP PLZ DO AND LET ME KNOW... LOVE YOU ALL ANGEL

I Have To Go Home
Sorry everyone i won't be on again until tuesday. I have to go home to take care of my family. My mom, dad, grandma, and two aunts are sick. I have my work cut out for me when i get back home. Wednesday is My Birthday too, so hit me up and show some love. If you leave me a private message i will be glad to return all the love you have shown me. I say leave a private message because I don't want to skip or miss anyone. You'll have a great One and I'll catch you when i get back : )

I Have A Lounge!
APOSRITHU'S SHADOW REALMIt's a place to hang out, do some role-playing online text-style, or just talk about the things that should not be. All I ask is that you check the drama at the door. I won't tolerate flaming.

I Have Learned !
I've learned that you cannot make someone love YOU.All you can do is,Be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much i care,some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and seconds to destroy it. I've learned it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy, A relationship is at first.The passion fades and there had better be,something else to take it's place. I've learned that no matter how bad, your heart is broken, The world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that you shouldn't be so Eager to find out a secret.It could change your life Forever. I've learned that it's taking me along time, To become the person I want to be.

I Have No Subject.
Im seconds away from just crying my balls off. I really am, and the fucked up thing is? I have no fucking idea why. I just dont understand. Maybe thats just my fucking problem. That I cant understand. I have ways to cope.. May not be the best ways, and may not be suitable for children under the age of 17, but by God I am not about to lose my mind here. Alone. I wish I can have a dream that Im in Heaven. So I can talk to God myself. Just so that I can ask him to help me. In every way possible. So that he can see my tears rolling down my cheeks and tell me, Himself, that everything is going to be alright. Then, and only then, may I be at peace. Then I shall wake up, to look outside, and see the sun shining, the green grass, birds flying by, and happy faces of people passing by. Then I can look into a mirror. See my reflection and think that its not so pitiful being me anymore. They were right about this place.. The long winter can really bring down a person.. Make them sick.. Sa

I Have The Need To Explain The "why" Of Me
Oh how I wish, at this moment, I could be as eloquent and intelligent as my friend Jeremy Crow. But I'm not capable of much right now - so I'm just tappin' what's falling out of my brain. That said . . . When I was 4 years old, I was raped by my father and his buddy, on the bathroom floor of my house - then tossed into the back of a pickup truck, driven a couple of miles away, and tossed into a ditch - left for dead. I have most of the memories of that incident, some are blocked (defense mechanism I'm sure). What I remember most is waking up in that ditch, dry because it was August, struggling to stand up, and looking down at myself covered in blood and bruises, thinking "Daddy threw me away". That was 45 years ago, and still, that's the part that hurts most . . . Daddy threw me away. I somehow incorporated the rape and other injuries into my 'person' - with a lot of hard work, of course. I went through many months of not speaking at all, many doctors trying to figure out w

I Have Ask U To Please Ask Before Ripping My Pic
I HAVE ON MY PIC TITLE ASK BEFORE RIPPING AND STILL MY PIC R BEING RIPPED WITH OUT MINE OR OR MY GIRL'S PERMISSION IF U WANT TO RIP ONE OR MORE OF MY PIC PLEASE ASK BEFORE DOING SO AND ME OR HER WILL LET U KNOW IF U CAN OR NOT JUST UNDER ONE CONDITION U MUST RATE AND COMMENT ON ALL PICS THAT U RIP I COULD BE MEAN ABOUT ALL THIS AND HAVE U COMMENT ON ALL MY PIC BUT I AM STARTING THIS WAY FIRST SO PLEASE AGAIN ASK ME OR MY GIRL FOR PERMISSION TO RIP MY PIC BEFORE DOING SO THANKS AND HAVE A GOOD MORNING DAY OR NIGHT SOUTHERN BOYS DO IT RIGHT AKA PAPABEAR

I Have A Slight Problem
I'm in a somewhat of an interesting situation. Well it started when my uncle past away in early 06 and left his frequent flier miles to my mother. Well she started to use them and she got me a flight to Europe... It's towards Madrid but it won't be until October 17 of this year. I have 6 weeks to do almost anything in Europe but I don't know where to start. I know it is early but I would very much indeed like to start plaining this before it is too late. What would you recommend?

I Have A Contest Going On Monday
ok every one I have decided to do my first contest it will be for men's sexiest eyes first place wins Corvette 2 place : Men's Ring' 3 place gets Men's Bracelet so if U would like to enter please fell free to send me a privet message along with the pic U would like me to use thanks the contest starts Monday if I don't get many response I will delay it till Tuesday thanks yall curvy lover http://cherrytap.com/user/78509 so come on guys and come and get yr selfs in it ;)im sure i have more then a few friends on my list with sexy eyes

I Have No Title
I picked up the phone tonight I dialed your number I laid it back down Who am I kidding nothing is alright I thought it was forever That was what you said I guess I was wrong Just a stupid notion in my head The love is all gone I won't cry anymore You have left me this way Broken battered and torn I was just your toy My feelings meant nothing Yes I was a fool For falling for a boy I need a man That's what I need One who will be honest and caring That will never decieve I deserve my life I tell myself I'll find it yet Thanks to your spite You anger has driven me Forced me to the edge It's over now FUCK YOU I said

I Have Noticed
One craft picture i have made has been getting rated a 10 alot in the past 24 hours. Now, mind you im not complaining one bit. But its the same item repeatedly and no ones buying it yet lol. Like I said I dont mind it doesnt bother me one bit. Im just wondering whats so special about that one item.

I Have 5 Phobias
A [ ]Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. [ ]Acrophobia - Fear of heights. [ ]Agliophobia - Fear of pain. [ ]Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. [ ]Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. [ ]Amaxophobia - Fear of riding/crashing in a car. [ ]Androphobia - Fear of men. [ ]Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. [ ]Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. [ ]Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. [ ]Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. [x]Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders. [ ]Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. [ ]Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. [ ]Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. [ ]Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. [ ]Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. [ ]Autophobia - Fear of being alone. Total so far: 1 B [ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. [ ]Barophobia - Fear of gravity. [ ]Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. [ ]Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians. [ ]Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. [ ]Biblio

I Have To Hope
So it IS Rain seems symbolic though most who feel it's gentle weeping touch would simple say...."it is what it is" and probably even say in a joint of laughter "it's wet". I for one get the message see it's torn picture amongst the scale of human emotion and understand that rain isn't always rain. Days have pas since I left my place of work ...since the doctors called....since they found the very dark spot on my mothers lung...and watched one of her two leafs of life collapse. I understand the rain..... If you know me ...I would never ask unless I needed to....but I do....pray....pray like you've never prayed before....and give me just a few more moments....to enjoy....to understand...to learn Always, Loot

I Have Bad News
Well, everyone knows that its really been raining here in Texas and my yard has some woods out back. Well, yesterday I was out back trying to cut the weeds with the mower and I looked up into a tree and found a cat stuck up there. I heard it crying something awful so felt like I had to get it down. I got my ladder out and set it up under the branch where the cat was and tried to get it down. Well, the poor thing was so scared it didn't know what to think and so it attacked me with all claws bared. Long story short...I fell off the ladder and landed on my lawnmower pushing it into where some rocks were and a rock shot out from under the mower and hit the cat killing it. Well, the lady next door saw what happened and called the police and complained that I just killed her cat. Anyway, this is getting long and I am hurting. I am in a holding cell with a broken arm at the police station and charged with Cruelty to an Animal and am to be held till the wife bails me out. She went to her moth

I Have A Good Soul..what About You??
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

I Have Heard The Hype!!
As I said in my profile I am an American Idolaholic... What I failed to mention is my addiction to the drama series The Shield. I have watched the commercials and read the reviews and wow I am siked for another season. It is a great cop drama. It shows the corrupt side of it. I really do recommend this show to anyone and everyone. But if people dont like the show it is cool just please dont get on here and talk negative to me cause I wont stand for it I fight back.

I Haven't Done This Before...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)On LiveJournal there's a woman who's grandfather wrote her a letter. The link to it is here.Basically the grandfather lambasted the woman for having her homosexual friends over, while ignoring the fact that she is also a lesbian.Makes interesting reading.

I Have No Life Part Two If You Have Myspace And Me As A Friend So
sorry this is something i found it is the stupidest most fucking stupid thing oh fuck my brain hurts from actually filling this out FUCKING DON'T FILL THIS OUT Its been a long night but if you actually read it all thanks and leave me a note please 1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? maybe if i knew who chewed it last 2. What describes your relationship status? fucked up 3. Who was your last call from? my father about work 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the broken heart? broken heart you all know what im fucking talking about 5. Ever been skinny dipping? yes i can count 5 times 6. Earrings or necklace? necklace 7. Who have you talked to most today? my father work 8. Pumpkins? yes pie 9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? libby 10. Color of your shirt? no shirt 11. How many years have you taken a language? 4 long story 12. Who's on speed dial 2? anna 13. What color is your background on your

I Have Now Seen Absolutely Everything In The Mumms
I'm not a big partaker of the mumms, but occassionally I get bored and read a few, and may be even vote. But today was the crem d la crem of all mumms. A guy wrote then his dog needs to get laid because he's 2. Where should he take him. Oh holy hannah WTF is that shit. I want to laugh my ass off, and I want to reach through the computer and pimp slap this dude, at the same time. I should jump and and write one that says Hey, my nuts itch and they haven't been scratched in 2 years. Where do I go. Well, all I've got to say is this place has gone to the dogs. :) Get it. That's a joke.

I Have To Mention This..
Okay, everyone wants a nice looking Cherry Tap page but some people here put so much crap on their pages that it takes forever to open them and often attempting to open these pages will crash your computer. Obviously im not going to rate your page or pictures if i cant see them so please, go easy on the crap, ok?

I Have Gone Through The Darkness And Found The Light
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change it’s form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one w

I Haven't Had Any Blasphemous Pics For A While...
(Originally Posted on July 13, 2006)So I found one from here. It looks like a church mural...tag: religion, funny, image, photo, disturbing, art, christianity, christian

I Have Never Downrated Anyone!!!
i am fucking pissed. i got rated a 1 from an 11. the sad part is i know who it was. she says i rated her a 1 from an 11. there has only been one person on my profile that has vic status. i took a couple pics to prove that i rated her an 11 from a 10 and here there are: there that should prove that i didnt down rate her and dont intend to. i am just not like that damn it.

I Have No F*in Clue What This Is
There comes a time when you need to just suck it up and realize everything you thought and hoped for was nothing more then a bad joke. Letting go is never easy , but when reality bites you in the ass and finally you begin to see things for what they are and will never be , you need to cut your loses and say goodbye.The offering of one , is null without the other , you cant settle for what you dont want , so no use in pretending . If I cant love you the way I want to , I wont settle for for loving you the way I can.Goodbye fairytale , we'll be friends till the end

I Have Until The 15th!
For any of ya that haven't done so already...pleeeease please(yes i'm begging)click on the pic above! It will take you to the contest thing automatically and all ya gotta do...is leave a comment..or two lol. Don't comment on it in my photo album cause it won't count. Comment through the pic link above...I have until the 15th to try winning this. For those that have...I thank you very much. Just know that if you're ever in a pic contest of some sort that I will return the favor and help ya out too. *hugs* ~Kell

I Have The Coast In My Eyes!
Sittin alone I slowly get stoned Jus passin time Until I'm at home I have the coast in my eyes I have the coast in my eyes. Take me away I look up and pray Wishin it done Not a thing left to say I have the coast in my eyes I have the coast in my eyes. Sun on my face feels your embrace Be with me now Hearts all ablaze I have the coast in my eyes I have the coast in my eyes. Mmmmkay!! This was totally off the cuff. I get wierd like that sometimes. hehe You know, ever have a little ditty runnin around in your head ya can't seem to get rid of?! This was my ditty! Hope ya liked it! hehe

I Have Regained My Self-respect
I have had enough of self-denial I am not the one on trial Its society I have had enough of this sobriety I am going to break the chain No need to explain You have been applying the screw And you always knew That eventually I would crack And start fighting back I am starting a new page The world is my stage I am throwing away my black clothing I no longer have a need for self-loathing What did you expect? I have regained my self-respect

I Have Returned
Well i just wanted to thank everyone that missed me and say goodbye to everyone that left while i was gone.the past few months have been torture without all of you and i want you to know that without my thoughts and memories of all of you i would never have gotten through this ordeal. no i'm not going to tell you what happened and i'm not going to dish my drama, i'm sure we've all had enough drama so thats that. I love my family thank you all for remaining so dedicated to one another and to me because i need you right now congrats to those that deserve it and love and kisses to those that need it. i love you all and its good to be home. ♥ KRISS

I Have Best Damn Layout Ct Want 1 Leave Me Message Tell U Wear Got It
GD FRIEND MINE HAS SOME AWSOME LAYOUT'S LIKE 1 USEING RIGHT NOW SO IF U NEED LAYOUT, YOU WANT LOOK FUCKEN AWSOME PLS LET ME KNOW TELL YOU WHAT PROFILE YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT!!! ALL HE ASK IS FOR YOU TO RATE THEM BEFORE RIPING THEM!!! THANXX KELLY

I Have Decided
I have decided that I will stay but I won't be on for a bit around the 26th of this month because that's when we are making the big move to Florida. I will be on here on and off until then. anyway take care everyone and have a great weekend. :D

I Have Delt With More Pain
I have delt with more pain I have delt with more suffering I have delt with more anguish then what ever human being as ever had to bear I have suffered from the hands of my parents I have suffered at the hands of mine friends I have suffered from every conceverable manner and I am tired I am tired

I Have A Date. . . . . . With My Vibrator.
Yep, so it's just the two of us now. . . me and my pretty pink little (okay, not so little) vibrator. Always gets the job done, goes everywhere i want it to, always there when I need it vibrator. It will never leave me. It will never change its mind about how it feels about me. It will never lie to me. I control its every move. Wish I could say the same about other aspects of my life. Like perhaps, the life like vibrators we call men these days. Throughout my short lifetime thus far, those vibrators of the human variety seem to have disappointed again and again. Each time the excuses flow forth, always the same, like bitter ejaculate. No wonder I hate blow jobs. Yes, I am single once again, fallen victim to yet another "confused" man who "just doesn't know what he wants." Don't fear ya'll, the bitter and jaded Andrea you have all come to know and love is back. It is so hard to move on and face the world again, to put yourself in the place of starting over. Oh, how I hate the d

I Have The Best Friends Ever!
So my best friend Courtney just called to inform me that she has a surprise for me. She sucks at keeping surprises so she just told me... SHE'S BUYING ME TWO TICKETS TO SEE TOOL IN CONCERT IN JUNE!! I cant fucking believe it, I'm so excited. I never thought I would get this chance. Thank you Crodniferous, I LOVE YOU!

I Have No Clue.. *laughs*
It was saturday the room was in chaos blinds drawn shut an acoustic guitar lay in pieces shattered upon the cement floor stained a fading red in the pale lifeless light it fought it's way through those cracks skin tight and barely able to illuminate the smile or perhaps a grin The phone lay off of it's hook emitting a hollow chorus of bleeps there is a knife on the floor but it's reason unknown secrets tend to bury deep when sheltered behind glass eyes

I Have Learned By Vincent John Ancona
I Have Learned by Vincent John Ancona http://www.myspace.com/phagaccino In this life That greatness Is a careless whisper away And is found where you least Expect it. I have learned. I have witnessed that true love Should be experienced, not sought after. Nor tempted through the wreckage of impatience Pulsating inside the heart's of all men A black worm through the apple I have seen. I have felt that life is short And must be cherished That the clock stops for no one Not even the planets And that time presses forward. I have understood. I have noticed that an indigo dusk Is not permanent That all creations wonders pass by In the blink of an eye That all mens struggles Are not in vain. I have remembered. I have seen how small I am And how great the Universe is How the cosmos so briefly grace us With its solar omnipotence And how one person can change so much I have struggled. I believ

I Have Survived Wedding Weekend, Yeah!
One more chore and Jason and Carrie's Wedding Weekend will be officially over! I am exhausted, lol! William is returned to Madison; just got back from that! The only chore left is taking Jenn back to LaCrosse. If I can pass that on to someone else, believe me I will, lol!! I ended up spending last night in the motel next door to where the Reception and Wedding Dance were held! Just safer that way, lol! Hey, I was in very good shape, just tired out. Jay, I did have one JagerBomb, dropped! Only one, though, lmao! To the one who thought I might lose it and go naked at the Wedding - my clothes remained on, sweetie! Not to worry, lol! And, yes, I stayed ALONE in my motel room - none of my past life guys live anywhere near close enough for that, lmao!! Enough, already! I think Dakota loved his first full scale Wedding extravaganza! The Divas did a beautiful job as Flower Girls. And my nieces and niece in law all looked just beautiful as attendants! And a good time was had by all, I thi

I Have Had Enough Of Fff Cb/cg...
WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN I AM THE FIRST F*CKING PERSON THIS GROUPS RUNS TO FOR HELP. I TAKE CARE OF THE SITUATION I DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN. BUT I ASKED THIS AM FOR HELP ON A CONTEST AND I DIDNT GET ANY YOU GUYS IN THERE TO HELP. SO THE NEXT YOU GET YOUR ASS IN A SLING F*CKING DONT COME CRYING TO ME TO SOLVE IT I AM THROUGH. FOR THE REST OF YOU THAT DO STAND BY ME I WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR HELP. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=207263&i=2693967881

I Have Had It With....
Not Getting Laid LOL Just Kidding.... Well Ya I Guess That But.... On To The Blog... I'm Getting Tired Of Seeing All These Bullentiens That Are Fucking Repost. Ok, Ok, Ok, I Know Your Helping A Friend, But I Dont Care. Help Them By Voting On There Contests. So Whooo I'm Vented, Anywho, I'm Turning Off My Bullentiens. If YOUR On My Friend List Them Shoutbox Me Or Private Message Me Your Contest, But Im Not Going To Vote On Your Friends Contests ONLY MY FRIENDS... WHOOOOOOOOOOo I Feel Better.... Now Back To Working On That First Sentence LOL...

I Have To Let Go
I Have To Let Go I have to let go of.. The dreams I had for you All the things I assumed we’d do The tea partys little girls enjoy And playing with dolls and toys I have to let go of.. That you may never speak Never hear you say Mummy to me I have to let go of.. You may never finish school Have a career Marry or even have kids I have to let go of.. The anger I feel For what I think I’ve lost Learning to let go Is very hard I’m trying You’re a very special girl I have to start appreciating the little girl That I love beyond compare Because I know you love me too

I Have Found The Love Of My Life
I have found the Love of my life and I can say I am really in Love cause I love him uncodishionaly he is really sick it is fatle but I don't care becouse I Love him with everybreath I take he is my heart and soul and he told me He Loved me also but we are having a pause in our realtionship but I know God will help us threw this

I Have Never Felt
I have never felt so alone, Never thought I could disappear, From the eyes of those, I assumed cared. I wish I could still run, Run to them, Hide behind them. I wish I had someone to talk to, Someone to share my fears with. When I needed to cry, I hid From the faces I loved and cared for the most. I hid and ignored feelings to hide what i dread most. I have never felt so alone, Never thought I could disappear, From the eyes of those, Who almost cared.

I Have A Boyfriend Now!!!
Thank you cherry tap! I met a wonderful man who has asked me to be his girl!!! He is coming to meet me and my family. I know some of my friends are upset I now have a man but hey be happy for me for I would be happy for you! You need to respect that fact if you dont like it you can delete yourself from my friends list!!! Love you all! For my friends are important to me but my relationship is more important!!! Catherine

I Have Robbed Myself Of All My Precious Time
Sometimes I can't believe those days are gone Most of my friends back then have moved along One's in Hollywood one's a millionaire Some are gone for good some still livin' here Me I'm just the same lost in a crowd Lookin' for the rain in a thunder cloud I have moved around but it don't matter though One thing I have found there are just two ways to go It all comes down to livin' fast or dyin' slow

I Have A Problem And His Name Is Frank
Dear Frank, I love you deeply. We've had many wonderful times together and I will cherish them all always. Its been 5 years of fun and laughter. Unfortunately it's also been 5 years for me waiting for to grow up. 5 years of anger and frustration and frankly my dear I can't take it anymore. I am tired of waiting. Tired of being angry. Just tired. I tried to make this work I really did, but your inability to get a real grown up job at the age of 31 is really too much. When coupled with the fact that you cannot even take care of yourself this makes for a less then attractive package. I'm NOT paying the bills anymore and I'm NOT allowing you to continue leeching. I AM DONE. DONE DONE DONE DONE. Love, Amy PS. someday i might actually show you this letter.

I Have Been Kicked Out Of The Mafia
Hello to all my friends and family, I just want to address me getting kicked out of the mafia in this blog since so many of you have come by and showed your love and support for me and I thank you all so much for that. As you all know I was with the mafia since the beginning. I helped build the mafia to what is today. I really thought of the mafia like a second home and all of you in the mafia as family. I have help almost all of you at one time or another to win a contest or to level and a lot of you have helped me in return and I thank those of you that have. I am sure a lot of you have notice the changes in the mafia some good some bad. Most of them have been made at the suggestion of Blood and Gore who has a personal grudge against me. Because I didn't like the fact that he called my girlfriend at the time and wanted her in her slut folder. I thought it was rude to even ask and asked her not to. Since then he has been talking shit about me and wanting me out of the m

I Have This Friend....
So I have this friend, actually she is my best friend has been for the past 7 years or so. We're inseperable do everything together and generally make my boyfriend insane. When we are together he call us the "headache" Clearly I love this girl a ton, but we have a problem. We like the same guy yup. Classic problem, huh? Now first things first yes I do have a boyfriend and yes we are having some problems right now. Naturally getting a crush on another boy isn't such a stretch. Well my best has a crush on the same guy. So he starts calling her. I am taken after all, and they go out, make out, and then go out on an actual DATE!!! Now this is really bothering me and I don't have a leg to stand on in the this debate since i already have a boyfriend, but I really like this guy. GAH! Now i'm so tense around my best friend I can't even have a good time with her cause i'm afraid he might call and I will have to listen to their conversation. I'm I wrong to be upset?

I Have Been Waiting...and Waiting... And Waiting...
Current mood: anxious Hey guys…so I know that it has been way too long since the last post. Reason? Well, I have not had any real exciting news for you. I still don't, but I can at least tell you what I know…and then give you the "hearsay". What I know is this…We have an amazing record finished! We have all the artwork for said record finished! We have a new myspace layout about to drop. (Yes I'm sure, I've seen the proof)! We have new merch! We have some shows booked! (Although still waiting on a tour). Soooo…. When is the record coming out? I honestly don't know. I've been trying to get answers from the label and management, but unfortunately, the business of setting up a record for release and radio is something I know very little about, and is too complex for them to explain it to me? What I can tell you is that there are people working very hard to put this thing together. The thing that everyone needs to understand, and what I need to understand, is that this is a crazy

I Have 100 11’s To Give Out Claim Yours Tonight!
Hey cherry tap V.I.P get 100, 11 ratings each and everyday , so I thought well let make some new friends and I will give the 11’s everyday to cherries that become my friend or my fan. At least I had your interest for one moment Thank You for your time and hope we can become CherryTap buds,, NoW aNd FoReVer !! 'I'm Your Saint' CT 's Guardian Angel

I Have For Back To Back Pimpin Gifts Coming Up Starting In 2 Minutes
EACH CONTEST WILL BE FOR YOUR CHOICE OF DIOMAND EARINGS 5000 OR MENS RING 3700 THHHHESE NEXT FOUR CONTEST WILL BE SPONSORED BY ~*~Myth~*~~*Divine*~CT~*Mistress*~@ CherryTAPDONT FORGET TO ADD RATE AND FAN ALL SPONSOR REGUARDLESS OF THE GIFT AMOUNT...BECAUSE ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS

I Have A Question
I have a question!!! What would you do and how would you feel if a family member stabbed you in the back?? That has happened to me and it does not feel good at all. Let me set it up for you....Late one night I was making sure the grand baby was going to stay asleep so I decided to log into my MySpace account, it was almost midnight. When I logged in I noticed that my aunt was online and that puzzled me because she goes to bed early. When I looked at the time and saw that it was almost midnight I wondered why and where she was this late. There was only two places that my aunt could have been and once I thought more about it I knew she wasn't at either place. So the next morning I called her and asked what she was doing online so late and she told me she wasn't, that she was in bed. I told her that someone was in her MySpace account and she said that it wasn't her and asked me to change her password. My aunt came by that morning and I changed it for her. Later that morning I re

I Have Written An Article - Have A Look
Gynecomastia Or Man Boobs - How Do I Cure Having Moobs By Christian Hough A few days ago I watched a programme on the television about men suffering from "female like" boobs. It made me a bit curious. I have rather larger boobs than normal. But the question remains. Is my boobs because of me being overweight, or is it because I suffer from this thing that all men dread, and some even have surgery for, known as Gynaeplasty, to get rid of? I had to go and find out more about this condition, not just because I had to reassure myself, but also just learn more about the condition. What is Gynaeplasty? The term comes from the Greek words gyne meaning "woman" and mastos meaning "breast." In practical terms, this means abnormally large breasts on men. There are several potential causes: • puberty • steroid abuse (b**** tits) • obesity • marijuana use (this is in question) • tumors • genetic disorders • chronic liver disease • side effects of many medications • castra

I Have Blue Eyes X
BLUE EYES People with blue eyes last the longest in bed. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are best in bed. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best sex sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ GREEN EYES Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cover up true feel

I Have No Emotions ♥
Feelings for me are nothing more. Feelings for someone are priceless. Having weak of a selfesteem is something it's hard to deal with. Having to suffer is something i can't handle. I only wish someone would understand. Knowing that if they was in my shoes for one day they wouldn't last at all. Well i gota go ttyl bye

I Have Had Better Days...
I have found that when you speak your mind, people either DO NOT LISTEN, or think that you are a heartless bitch. I am not saying that sometimes things we all say come off a little bitchy, but seriously. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and that is what helps keep us all unique, is our own opinions. If I come off as a bitch, so be it. But don't call me heartless because I have an opinion about something that you think is awful, or don't agree with.

I Have Been So Sick
Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

I Have Had Enough Drama And I've Decided I'm Leaving Cherry
Knock knock! Hello, you! May I grab your attention? Come a little closer... ...closer still... ...closer.. I GOTCHA! You've just been hit by a GIANT VIRTUAL PILLOW! Get in on the fun and hit everyone you know! It's the start of...... an Internet PILLOW FIGHT! The Three Pillow Fight Rules: 1. No sleeping on the pillow fight pillows. 2. You can't hit anyone who has already hit you. 3. There are no more rules. Now.....go out there and hit as many people as you can before they get you!!!!!! HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! CLOBBER ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!

"i Have One Of Those!"
On December the 7th 2007 my son will celebrate his 4th birthday. Despite what you may believe I can personally assure you with complete sincereity that absolutely nothing can compare to the love and joy you will feel as a parent. Recently his innocence and naivety caused me to laugh outloud. As you know children often prefer to be naked to clothed. At the age of 3 I consider it acceptable within certain limitations and circomstances. Whilst enjoying the beach he was quite at ease running around naked. Then to my delight he encountered another boy of his age. "Hey I have one of those things to!" screamed the child in a loud voice. Confused my son could only look at the spade in his left hand, pale in his right and speculate at to what item exactly the other child was refering.

I Have A Question For All Visa Credit Card Holders
Many of you have asked me why visa is not accepted on my site. The only pay account that supports my site is call CC Bill. Unlike all the other credit card companies that don't charge a fee for use, visa does. Visa knows that everyone in America has their card, so they charge us site owners high monthly fee's. I would have to pay $2500 a month in order for you to use visa. So my question is.. If I pay this fee to Visa so you guys can use visa on my site. How many of you would sign up and join my site today? I need honest answers please because this is a very big decision for me at no cost to you. If you would sign up today, send me an e-mail to thickcaramel1989@aol.com and just put Visa as the subject. This way I can see if it's worth it or not. I thank everyone for your support. I love you all -Thick

I Have A Dream............
I have decided that cherrytap needs sorting out a bit, so i have decided i want to become a bouncer, i think i have all the skills needed, so i have contacted the management to offer my "skills" however, i feel i need support to assure my rise to power, so i am starting a campaign. The campaign will be called CUNT's, not reason for these letters, i just want to be able to say support CUNT's, if however you can think up some smart ass meaning for the letters, please let me know, as you clearly have far to much time on your hands i have lot's of stuff you can be doing, like cleaning out my goats. So till then i would just like to say thanks for the support i know i will get, and just remember, a vote for Rob, is a vote for CUNT's, thank you and good night.

I Have Been Really Sick (sorry 4 My Absence)
Hi to all my family, friends and fans sorry it has been a while since i have been on but i have been really sick. I spent 6 hrs last night in the emergency ward of my local hospital suffering from chest and abdomen pains (which i still have) and after many tests and machines it has been discovered that i am suffering from a condition that for all intents and purposes has swollen my heart (its not fatal or anything) to almost twice its size and is making it very difficult to breath and hurts like hell. There is nothing to do for it besides pain killers, anti inflamatories and to let it run its course. I had my fiance with me last night while i got the news of this annoyance (she was very distraught and upset) i do promise that i will still be around and a friend fan and family member to all of u, i just have to get over this problem The nurses and doctors at the hospital nick named me Phar Lap last night and had a lot of fun picking on me and telling my fiance that she was ve

I Have A Friend
I have a friend that is in need of some help, in which I am unable to offer her. My friend is in love with a man, pretty much says it all. Although, she is in love, she feels completely alone. You see she has pretty much lost her best friends, due to events that she can't change. One, a friend that fell in love with a man, that she wants to be a father for her daughter. But no longer wants any of her friends to be around her to ruin her "true" happiness. Two, a friend that has been her best friend since she was young, has fell off the face of the earth. This friend has some issues of her own, but I guess just recently decided that she didn't want to be around my friend at all anymore. Three, a cousin/friend that would still be around as much as she ever could be if it wasn't for her father. You see her father thinks that my friend, is a bad person. Who's only purpose for hanging out with her cousin is to get her in trouble, influence her in bad ways and getting her into drugs. Not o

I Have Changed A Bit
Ok yes I know I just finished recently writing a blog saying how much I haven't changed and wow look at the title of this one. I was sitting here today surfing through you tube, yeah I know big shock there, and realized something about myself again. See this isn't really a change so much as something I once had being brought back out of me again. In looking back I think I was always this way.. the Dozen Roses Debacle JR year of High School proves it to me. For those of you who don't now the story I'll be making an entry on it soon enough I guess I've mentioned it enough in past entries some people want to know what it is. But I realized recently I'm romantic. I mean like a hopeless romantic, despite my cyniasim and everything else I admit it, I cry at things I shouldn't and well basically become a bitch at times for lack of better explination. While the impending divorce also proves to me that at some point I lost that or forgot what romance was, I still have to realize that it

I Have No Clue. . .
I have sent hundreds of emails to different women that I would like to talk to on this site. To date I have talked to exactly two. So besides the obvious, my looks, why won't anyone talk to me? (That came off more whinny than it was intended, sorry) I like to think I am a very kind, funny and articulate person. I am intelligent and can hold my own in any type of conversation. I like romantic comedies, holding hands, talking about feelings, puppies and kittens. I am also a man's man who enjoys sports and getting his hands dirty. I will listen to you when you are telling me about your bad day while rubbing your feet and your back, never expecting anything in return. I remember birthdays and anniversaries. I will bring you flowers or some other little thing just because. I love to cook and am good at it. So what is it? Women say they want these things in a potential significant other but when it comes down to it, they never date or talk to guys like me. Women end up with a jerk

I Have Only One Soul One Body One Mind....
Every day i walk this earth wander lost an confused to my purpose i want to know so much yet i want to do just as much too much sometimes that even i get lost within it all i can absorb so much from you all, all the pain the suffering you all go through i hear it i take it in i try as best as i can to help you but even i feel like ive done nothing for some i wish i could do more for you..... But to those im sorry that i can do no more then talk.....

I Have Figured Something Out
Its either my hair or the fact that I am from England... one of them makes women from USA NOT like me, they won't even give me a chance. They won't even say hi. When I am DJing they will come say something in the room, but as soon as I talk they will not listen to me. This also happens with 50% of the american men. Without being mean, can anyone explain this to me???? Are americans racist towards British people?????????

I Have A Dream.
I have this dream of happiness Where I'm content and so carefree. Where I'm living with no worries Where I can relax and just be me No more shame over things I've done No more sadness and no more pain No more wanting what I just can't have No more fighting to just maintain I want to wake up in the morning With a smile on my face I want to lay my head down at night Knowing everything's in place Someone to hug, to love, to hold Someone to help me dream and pray Someone to tell my secrets too Someone to kiss my pain away To be myself again is my only wish This emptiness gone from me To truly feel what I show to you To be complete as only I can be Who will help me push the sadness down And be the one to pull me through Who will help me be who I know I am So I can be everything to you I have this dream of happiness Where the inside reflects what you see Where I'm content with my journey Where I can finally just be me.

I Have A Lover
i have someone on here that love me for me and i love her with my hart and soul i hop she love me with all her hart and soul to and will be with me to the end of time r to death come for us. I will be all the man she need in life and she be all the woman i need in my life i do what ever it take to be with her so baby i love love with my hart and soul to the end of time r to death come for me and when death do come i will still love when i'm die love you baby. kenny eckert

I Have To Get Something Off My Chest..... *deep Breath* Here Goes...
I have something I have to get off my chest, so I'm just going to say it. I'm a dog person. Yep. I know. Not exactly world-changing news is it? But there it is. Don't get me wrong, cats are great, but when you come home at the end of a long day, nothing beats opening that front door and being knocked flat on your back by a huge, hairy, slobbery, loves-you-completely-in-a-way-no-person-ever-could-love-you dog that just makes life worth living. (Though, I could do without tripping over my sheepdog in the morning when I open my bedroom door, just after waking up, pre-my-morning-caffeine intake lol).

I Have Fibromyalgia But It Don't Have Me! Well At Least Not All The Time!
The Letter To Normals Hello Family, Friends, and Anyone Wishing to Know Me, Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person’s time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who’s attacks are relentless. My pain works silently, stealing my joy and replacing it with tears. On the outside we look alike you and I; you wont see my scar

I Have To Get Myself Over Me...
I can’t stand to think about A heart so big that it hurts like hell, Oh my God I gave my best For three whole years to end like this Do you want to fall apart? I can’t stop if you can’t start Do you want to fall apart? Well I could if you can’t Try to fix what I’ve undone Cause I hate what I’ve become I could stand to do without All the people I have left behind What’s the point in going round When it’s a straight line baby A straight, straight line So let’s make a list of who we need And it’s not much if anything Let's make a list of who we need And we’ll throw it away Cause we don’t need anyone No, we don’t need anyone You know me, or you think you do You just don’t seem to see I’ve been waiting all this time to be Something I can’t define So let’s cause a scene Clap our hands and stomp our feet Or something, yeah, something I’ve just got to get myself over me

I Have Been Waiting- Song Leaked!
Hey gang, Seems someone has leaked a full version of "I Have Been Waiting" off our new album along with a video montage on youtube. This isnt an official move by anyone in our camp and we had nothing to do with the video that accompanies it....but, since its out there. Drop by and listen if you are curious? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d480Esd8GXQ Crazy! Troy

I Have Since Re-established My Self Just To Share...
I just realized I have lost all faith in my own intuition. 5/23/07 3:30am. I can no longer think and feel with no regrets. Time and time again I keep finding out I am wrong. It's starts out oh its all good, this rocks, but then all hell breaks loose and it all falls to pieces. For those of you who are truly my friends, this can not bode well for you. I'm sorry. You have had to listen to me bitch and freak out about shit I honestly never would have before. Before what I have no idea so don't bother asking LOL. I have been sad for weeks now and it all came to this final conclusion. I have no trust or faith in people anymore. Is it really my intuition that is so off or is it other peoples lies and deceit and revenge? Seems the only time I'm in a good mood anymore is when I'm drinking. Not a good thing. ~Unfinished, but the most honest thoughts I have written down in close to a life time. ~HML~

I Have A Crush
I have a big crush on you, A super-dinosaur! It sits upon my chest and throat And yet I beg for more. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you want me, and Oh! Would that be good!

I Have Rights
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I Have My First Stalker!!
Really sick tho, it's a female. Totally Happy, I got the clue from a friend! Thanks guys! Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (LIFE IS GREAT I WIN!) Wayne 'out of 11... its all here SixPackAbs(FAN ME~~~... (On TAP) Sh0rty *The Ice Crea... (On TAP)

I Have A Heart Problem..
I went to work today and thought that everything was going to be okay.. the went by kinda slow, then when I took my lunch at 12:30 I started feeling really light headed and shitty.. I didnt know what it could be.. I thought it was just because it was hot.. So I kept working on my machine and as time went on I got dizzier and dizzier.. then finally, I fell over onto my machine... some one got pooter and they got me up and took me to the office// my sister in law came and took me to the emergency room.. I was there for 4 hours./.. they did an EKG a chest x ray and blood work.. and they said that I have an abnormally slow heart beat... so I have to have it checked out next week by a cardiologist... :P what made me pass out was my blood pressure was too low/// so.. now there is something else for me to worry about... I dunno sometimes... other than that Im alive and thankful for it