Fubar Blog Posts 2

If I Could
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

If I Could Fly
If I Could Fly Author: cswandering Word count: 242 If I were a bird I would fly up the the heavens I would tell them what I've learned I would ask for a token of proof Proof that you exist That would save all my loved ones from hurt like this I would ask the angels for some water From the clouds so clean and pure That one sip of this magical potion And five livew we could endure Supreme strength and love Patience unnumbered And I could save you from yourself And you could be happy without riches or wealth But sadly I am not a bird and I'm afraid to fly This life is hell and full of lies There is no proof there is a plan Dooms result The folly of man One by one they drop like flies The once happy families unheard cries There is no holy water No angels to send All because free will was not made to bend Weakness , Hate and impatience will follow Leads to empty minds and souls so hollow I can't save you from

If I Could Turn Back Rates
a point whores lament If I could turn back rates If I could find a way Id take back all those 4s you gave me go away I don't know why you gave the rate that you did I want to know why you did what you did ratings like a knife it can cut deep inside numbers like weapons they wound on line did you really mean to hurt me did you wanna rate so low you know you made me cry but lady If I could turn back rates If I could find a way Id take back all those 4s you gave me go away If I could find auto 1s Id give them all to you you don't love me love me then screw you if I could turn back rates My rating was shattered I was torn apart why don't you just take a knife and drive it deep in my heart when you hit my page with fours I swore I didn't care but I lost ranking how do you dare your mean you should tell me your sorry you should tell me you are wrong I know that you are blind Imma darling If I could turn back rates If I co

If I Could
If I Could Watching the last bits die now Right before my eyes As my water losses it’s flow And the river of my life dries I thought I knew Love I can’t remember what it is to smile I have lost the taste sweetness Now everything tastes like bile What I would give up For one touch of your hand Just one last time My Love Before all the beauty becomes bland If a heart dies alone How long before another notices? If the body just walks the earth With a shattered soul in pieces What’s to stop it from fading to black If the will is lost in despair If what little strength is drained And a feeble mind no longer cares Then what’s to stop my death? Since I have cut off the world So into my darkened corner I dissolve Into a little ball I am curled Stuffing all the pain down Since there is nothing left that is good I know I should release myself I don’t know If I Could

If I Could Do It All Over Again
If I had the chance to do it all over again. I would do everything the same way wouldn't change a thing... well except: When I was 3 I would not have stood that close to my Dad's cattle hauler...what a mess... or when I was 4, I should have known the Big Wheel could not jump from My Papaw's truck to my uncles ..still have the scar from that one LOL at 5 I definatley would have not have trusted my brothers to lift me over the Electric fence. At 6 I would have let Becky Lynn Kiss me had I known then what I know now...She was the cutest girl In Westpoint Missippi, and still is..LOL at 7 Well should have never picked that fight with Kevin, his brothers where alot bigger than mine..LOL 13 would have done that 2 min in the closet thing with Chrissy.. 15 Never dated Michele...she was a little rough on my heart...sniff sniff..but she was fine. 16, I would have bought the truck instead of the honda. 18 Naw this was a good year, Lost my virginity and discovered I

If I Call U Friend
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you.If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the

If I Could........
If I could catch a rainbowI would do it just for youAnd share with you it's beautyOn the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountainYou could call your very own;A place to find serenityA place to be alone.If I could take your troublesI would toss them in the sea,But all these things I'm findingAre impossible for me.I cannot build a mountainOr catch a rainbow fair,But let me be what I know best,A friend who's always there.

If I Could Be Beautiful
If I could be more beautiful Would you tell me I'm the one? That your life revolves around me Like the planets to the sun If I could have eyes like heaven, Would you stay and look at me? Forever in my loving arms, In nothingness, yet happily If I could have skin like paper, Would you swear to treat me right? Like a princess left abandoned, Could you be my shining knight? If I could be more seductive, Would your heart start to race? Or would it remain indifferent To the passion in my embrace If I could be more beautiful, Would it be me you finally see? What it is you see in her, I wish you would see in me. If I could be just a bit better, Or more loving or less of, If I could be more beautiful, Could I be the one you love?

If I Could....
If I could turn and walk away,And start all over again..I can forget I ever knew you,I could live in a world of pretend.But everytime I open my eyes,It's back to reality.Things I've tried to forget,Are back again with me.I could go through life,Never saying your name.I could live each day..Looking for a place to lay the blame.I could feel bitter,For the way things turned out.But I choose not to be,That's not what I'm about.I could forever long for you,And this I'll probably do.If only I could've touched your face..At least one dream would've come true.I could say I hate you,But it would be a lie.I could wish I'd never met you,So I'd never had a sad goodbye.But no matter the tears,The aches I felt inside,I still can't regret knowing you,My feelings I've never denied.I chose to remember you,The way you were with me.Things you said and felt..I hold in loving memory.Even though it was a heartache,Only waiting to begin,What I experienced with you...Was the best place I've ever been.

If I Could Leave Just One Piece Of Wisdom To My Sons, This Would Be It...
This is a song that I've sang to my two sons since they were just babies. I've told them that if can leave them with only one piece of advice that they truly take to heart... it is the msg in this song. Mama told me when I was young Come sit beside me, my only son And listen closely to what I say. And if you do this It'll help you some sunny day. Oh, take your time... Don't live too fast, Troubles will come and they will pass. Go find a woman, oh baby, you'll find love, And don't forget son, There is someone up above. And be a simple kind of man. Be something you love and understand. Baby be a simple, kind of man. Oh, won't you do this for me son, If you can? Forget your lust for the rich man's gold All that you need, is in your soul, And you can do this, oh baby, if you try. All that I want for you my son, Is to be satisfied. And be a simple kind of man. Be something you love and understand. Baby be a simple, kind of man. Oh, won't you do this for me son, If you can? Boy, don

If I Can't Have You No One Can
My heart beats fast and my brain is working slowAnd I'm looking in the mirror, my reflection is so coldI'm looking in the eyes of a stone cold killerA body bag filler and a motherfuckin' gravediggerI'm the stalker that you never see but know I'm thereAnd I forever haunt your dreams cause you didn't careDon't you dare try to breath or even pick up the phoneBecause I'm looking through your window and you're home aloneYou think you see me sometimes but it's not realityBecause a true stalker would never be seenIt's that fucker at the dance and I pay you no mindHell, I see you passing by me while I'm drivin' all the timeLittle do you know I'm a fiend looking for my rockI'm the one who killed your pet and left it in your mailboxI'm like smallpox, I'm nothing but a fuckin' diseaseAnd I'm slowly spreading through your mentalityAnd every time you laugh at the sign of my presenceIt's just another piece of tape, marked as evidenceI'm elimenant, enjoy my monsterAnd if you don't give it up, bitch y

If I Cant Have U
If I Can't Have You I don't want nobodyIf i can't have youoh i can't love nobodyunless i'm loving youchorus:the way you hug methe way you squeeze methe way you kiss meya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya yaif i can't have youi can't talk to nobodyunless i'm talking to youi don't wanna hold nobodyunless i'm holding youchorusi can't be kissing nobodyunless i'm kissing youi just don't i just don't i just don't want to be bothered with nobodyunless i'm bothered with youchorus [ If I Can't Have You Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

If I Could
I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull moments away with...There is many things I wish I could be or do...But these things I may never be. But the one thing I can be is a friend, true to the end. Something that will never change or end. So this is why I write these things down, is for you my friend.

If I Could Make A Wish
If I Could Make A Wish If I could make a wishAnd have it last forever and a day,I would take you in my armsAnd this is where I'd stay..For there's no one else I knowThat holds my heart like you,And I know someday, baby,You'll realize this is true.If I could make a wishYour lips would be on mine,I'd slowly sip and savor youLike only the finest wine.For there's no one else I knowThat gives me so much pleasure,And I know someday, baby,You'll see that you're my treasure.If I could make a wishOur bodies would unite,There's nothing I'd love moreThan making love all night.For there's no one else I knowWho gives me passion like you do,And I know someday, baby,All my wishes will come true.If I could make a wishI'd start by making things right,I'd take away all your doubts,And hold you through the night.For there's no one else I knowThat means as much you see,And I know someday, baby,You'll learn to trust in me.If I could make a wish.It would be just you and me,No worries in the wor

If I Could I Would
If i could move the mountain, drain the raging sea. walk a million miles, just to see you smile. i would if i could. i would wipe away the tears, chase away your fears. i would if i could. but i can see, it will never be, the way i hoped it would. I dont want to say goodbye, i only wanted to be your friend, didnt want it to end. through the tears, and all the years, i thought i was something special, thought i was your hero, but i feel like a zero. I dont want to say goodbye. If only i could be.

If I Could...
If … I were going to write our love song The title would be your name and mine The first line would be my heart beating To my old guitar in a yearning 4/4 time The melody would be the summer breeze Chorded by laughter on a sandy shore In the first verse I’d count my blessings Thanking God for giving me you for sure Second verse would say how you excite me

If I Could Dream.
If I could dream I would dream of you How things would be even though we are through Life isn't what it was supposed to be Never turns out the way we plan Things change Can get out of hand I am sorry for what is not there I didn't expect it to turn out that way If I could change it It still wouldn't be the same People change sometimes for the better Its hard to understand Why things fall apart I only want whats best for you Even though it might not be me You must move on to find another dream Don't forget who you are even though you might Life seems hard You will find your way If I could dream I would dream of you Finding your place in this ever changing world

If I Could Dream.....
If I could dream I would dream of you How things would be even though we are through Life isn't what it was supposed to be Never turns out the way we plan Things change Can get out of hand I am sorry for what is not there I didn't expect it to turn out that way If I could change it It still wouldn't be the same People change sometimes for the better Its hard to understand Why things fall apart I only want whats best for you Even though it might not be me You must move on to find another dream Don't forget who you are even though you might Life seems hard You will find your way If I could dream I would dream of you Finding your place in this ever changing world

If I Could Save A Life...
You died, on the corner of first street in my arms, so much bleeding i stayed and watched the life seep out of you if i could save you you know i would... You died, staring into the stars telling me, everything you wanted to see and i know you felt so empty dying...crying..... IF I COULD SAVE A LIFE I WOULD BRING YOU BACK TONIGHT! TAKE YOUR HAND AND PULL YOU BACK IF I COULD...ONLY SAVE A LIFE... It seems..my luck is everyone dead no matter how hard i try the words i've said mean nothing when everyone leaves SHOULD I JUST TRY ANYWAY IF I COULD SAVE A LIFE I WOULD BRING YOU ACK TONIGHT TAKE YOUR HAND AND PULL YOU BACK IF I COULD ONLY SAVE A LIFE TAKE BACK EVERYTHING YOUS SAID PULL YOU BACK STRAIGHT FROM THE DEAD MAKE YOU BELEIVE IN ME AND SEE I WILL SAVE A LIFE TONIGHT IF I COULD THEN I WOULD IF I COULD THEN I WOULD SO I GUESS I'LL GIVE IT A CHANCE TONIGHT AND TRY TO SAVE YOUR LIFE....

If I Could Name My Guitar Anything...
It would be Zooey, because like Zooey Deschanel, my guitar can make lovely music, it can sing in a number of ways, and well, it just makes me happy to look at it. With that said, I still won't name my guitar anything ;) It's just a nice, what if?

If I Could Turn Back Time - Cher
If I could turn back timeIf I could find a wayI'd take back those words that have hurt youAnd you'd stay I don't know why I did the things I didI don't know why I said the things I saidPride's like a knife, it can cut deep insideWords are like weapons, they wound sometimesI didn't really mean to hurt youI didn't wanna see you goI know I made you cry, but Baby If I could turn back timeIf I could find a wayI'd take back those words that have hurt youAnd you'd stayIf I could reach the starsI'd give them all to youThen you'd love me, love meLike you used to do(If I could turn back time) My world was shattered, I was torn apartLike someone took a knifeAnd drove it deep in my heartWhen you walked out that doorI swore that I didn't careBut I lost every thing darling then and thereToo strong to tell you I was sorryToo proud to tell you I was wrongI know that I was blind, and darling If I could turn back timeIf I could find a wayI'd take back those words that have hurt youAnd you'd stayIf I

If I Could Wish Upon A Star - Samantha Mumba
Remember when I said I won't miss youThe truth is that I doI never stopped thinking about you (bout you)We are meant together the two of us are boundNow it seems like forever I can't get you off my mindIf I could wish upon a starThen I would hold you in my armsAnd I know we could love once againIf I could turn the hands of timeThen you would love me still be mineBaby I would be right where you areIf I could wish upon a star[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/samantha_mumba/wish_upon_a_star.html ]It's obvious and everyone one can seeThat baby you and I are truly meant to beBut nothing turns out rightIf only I could make you realizeIf only time could give us just another chanceI'll prove it all to youIf I could wish upon a starIf I could turn the hands of timeThen I'll be in your arms againIf I could wish upon a starThen I would hold you in my armsAnd I know we could love once againIf could turn the hands of timeThen you would love me still be mineBaby I would be right wher

If I Could
If I could turn and walk away,And start all over again..I can forget I ever knew you, I could live in a world of pretend.But everytime I open my eyes,It's back to reality.Things I've tried to forget,Are back again with me.I could go through life,Never saying your name. I could live each day..Looking for a place to lay the blame.I could feel bitter,For the way things turned out.But I choose not to be,That's not what I'm about.I could forever long for you,And this I'll probably do. If only I could've touched

If I Could Live A Perfect Life
Hopefully someday I will be able to live a whole week without hurting myself. I am not trying to hurt myself, it just happens. If someone would give a good god damn I would appreciate that even more. I fractured my toe again. And no, I can't just pick up and go to a hospital. In my perfect life, things are different. My ideas are like this: Nobody gets hurt, nobody goes hungry, tears may fall but only tears of joy not tears of pain. The seasons may change but everyone is prepared. I don't want Communisim. I just want ay more fair world. Nobody gets too old and the young are not raped, killed, or decapitated. Everybody can be nice without someone thinking they are a fruitcake. Money doesn't need to exsist to bring happiness. Flowers are free for the growing. The sun shines but no one gets burned. The rain and snow falls but there are no floods. Maybe it is too perfect but still.... In this world people know how to share and don't expect any payment. In this world no one is racist or

If I Could Fly - Helloween
No fear, no painNobody left to blameI'll try aloneMake destiny my ownI learn to free my mindMyself I now must findOnce moreOnce moreIf I could flyLike the king of the skyCould not tumble nor fallI would picture it allIf I could flySee the world through my eyesWould not stumble nor failTo the heavens I sailIf I could flySo here I amIn solitude I standI've got dreams insideI need to realizeMy faith has grownNo fear of the unknownNo moreNo moreIf I could flyLike the king of the skyCould not tumble nor fallI would picture it allIf I could flySee the world through my eyesWould not stumble nor failI could ravage my jailIf I could fly

If I Could Reach The Stars
If I Can Reach the Stars If I can reach the stars, Pull one down for you, Shine it on my heart So you could see the truth: That this love I have inside Is everything it seems. But for now I find It's only in my dreams. And I can change the world, I will be the sunlight in your universe. You would think my love was really something good, Baby if I could change the world. And if I could be queen, Even for a day,

(if I Could) Rewind Time
(If I Could) Rewind Time If you screamed it into the sky I would make it rain If you pounded it into the ground I would end all of your pain If you bled it out of spite I would try to fill your soul If you sent it all away I would give you what I owe Instead, I sit head hung low, here alone Wondering why I ever let you go You are the best part of this withered heart It breaks in two as me and you part Your half still in my hand, this was never planned My half crumbles while I try to understand My own thoughts betray, on this, the saddest day It’s the anniversary of when you went away I’d give up this life and start anew If you only realized how much I needed you I died a little inside that day when you said goodbye I threw it all away, to save face, and even now I defy All the thoughts that are flowing through my mind If I could find a way to rewind time, I’d be more kind I would tell you all the things that a woman ought to hear But I bit my tongue, and filled

Ific Division Title In Franchise History. "we Talked About How We Always Have To Be On The Same Page And We Always Have To Be Communicating With E
LOS ANGELES -- The Los Angeles Clippers are playing with one eye on the out-of-town scoreboard as they jockey with Denver and Memphis for playoff seeding. At the same time, theyre back to playing with a sustained effort as they close out the regular season. Blake Griffin and Chris Paul led seven players in double figures with 19 points apiece, and the Clippers beat the Minnesota Timberwolves 111-95 on Wednesday night for their franchise-record 31st home win of the season. It was their third straight win since Griffin and Paul talked before Sundays home victory against the Lakers that clinched the first Pacific Division title in franchise history. "We talked about how we always have to be on the same page and we always have to be communicating with each other," Griffin said. "We had gotten away from what we should have been doing. Hes done a great job the past three games leading by example." Paul added 11 assists, and Willie Green had 15 points in breaking the old mark of 3

If I Can Stop One Heart From Breaking - Emily Dickinson
If I can stop one heart from breaking,I shall not live in vain;If I can ease one life the aching,Or cool one pain,Or help one fainting robinUnto his nest again,I shall not live in vain.

If I Die An Your Still Here
If I die and your still here remember that I still love on in a another place far away from here even though i'm gone my love will still go on in time we will be reunited in love an peace from the moon to the deepest part of the ocean my love will never die out for as long as your love for me goes on i'll still be alive in your heart, soul, mind an spirit so I say never forget me for as long as you live

If I Didn't Love You
If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Care If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Share If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Fear If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Shead A Single Tear If I Didn't Love you Such Small things I Couldn't Bear If I Didn't Love You I'd Let You Go As If You Were A Spare If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't hold You Close so you Could Whisper In My Ear Written By: Blossom Love

If I Drink This Milkshake..it Will Go Right To My Ass
Eyes frist met I had to blush For when i saw him I got a rush I knew there was something When i looked in his eyes I felt so happy I nearly broke down and cried When we held each other I felt something new A deep love From me too you When i looked at him again I felt something i need to feel A sence of love and compassion A love so real And as i think back on that day Of thoes happy thoughts of him and I It makes me so very happy that i want to cry But i don't cry b/c i'm happy you see For the love i feel from him to me!

If I Dont Make It To Heaven
If I don't make it to heaven I've been graced by what you do I've already had my blessings with the time I've spent with you. If I don't cross those pearly gates I have no reason to complain The years I've shared with you no less a soothing Spring Rain. If I fail to make it to heaven I have plenty to tell the folk I've been in my earthly Eden in bearing your loving yoke. If I don't make it to heaven I still will pass on a happy man. hoping to stay in your presence forever, thru eternity if I can. It won't rock my world if heaven locks its door cause loving you, to me has got to be a lot more

If I Die Before You Wake
This is file hosted but it is a Power Point Slide Show with Song. Has a lot of meaning. Written by an American Soldier. Please take to heart. This one should also take you into filelodge. Again click on both links to upload the slide show! IfIDieBeforeYouWake_1.pps Image Hosting | Video Hosting | Myspace Games

If I Die...
...and you make a memorial picture of me, post it as your default image, and fucking offer CT gifts to people for using it as their default picture, I swear to all things holy and unholy I will come back from the dead and kill you in the most horrific manner possible.

If I Dont Leave Any Of These Heres Why.....
My Aol.. doesnt seem to be able to work as fast with this site as it does with other sites so If I dont leave you any comments please dont take it personal it has nothing to do with you. Its my stupid AOL. LOL If we are talking on the shoutbox thing lol and I disappear its mainly cus my aol stopped responding and I either had to reboot aol or my whole computer. well thats all for now... Peace.

If I Didn't Know Any Better By Alison Krauss
This song is dedicated to a friend of mine I know he loves me but his heart belong somewhere else at times. Artist: Alison Krauss Song: If I Didn't Know Any Better I turned around Before I could run I found you already settled down In the back of my mind I know this is just a customary fever The moon is our deceiver That will leave you running blind You're heart is pullin' If I didn't know any better I'd be fallin deeper and deeper it's true I'd hear it callin' If I didn't know any better And I'd be in love with you Didn't want to The look in the eyes of the one that I would be drawn too I'm a moth lost in a fire And I know this Is just a beautiful illusion A case of the confusion Between love and desire You're heart is pullin' If I didn't know any better I'd be fallin deeper and deeper its true I'd hear it callin' If I didn't know any better And I'd be in love When the flame burns out If finally settles down And you forget I ever c

If I Die Tomorrow
I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I miss the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be ok When I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can

"if I Die Before You Wake" An Awesome Video & Song By A Soldier!
Awesome Video By A Soldier!! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm These are the words he is singing: If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, Everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

If I Disappear My Numbers Are
hey everyone im having interenet problems this morning it took me an hour to connect so i just wanted to let everyone know if i disapear i will miss you all and will be back on as soon as i can... if you need to get in touch with me my cell number is 423-310-6090 pls only call after 9:00 pm est time or if you have cingular you can call anytime... i also still have my verizon phone for a short period cause its prepaid. so if you have verizon you can reach me there for a short time at 423-716-4173.. pls keep your fingers crossed lol i dont wanna leave lol.... hope to talk to you all soon hugs embyr

If I Do Not See Tomorrow
--I woke up this morning and through tears I wrote this. I have no idea where it came from but I had to write it. The feeling was overpoweringly strong as I cried until it was finished and now just as quickly I feel fine. Because of this I share with you for I feel it was ment to be shared, someone needs this-- ---------------------------------------------------- If I do not see tomorrow I would want you to know that I will miss the passing seasons I will miss the breezes as they blow I will miss the beauty of a sunrise and the chill of new fallen snow the twinkle of starlight secrets revealed that they show If I do not see tomorrow remember me as I was and the times that we did share so many days you found my smile when even I forgot it was there suffering no longer haunts me nor pain of deep dispair I will always be with you watching only to think of me and I will be there If I do not see tomorrow Please know I did not want to l

If I Don't Seen Chirper
PLEASE UNDERSTAND AS OF MAR 14TH WAS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY SON TORREY , WHOM PASSED AWAY 10YRS AGO YESTERDAY OF PANCREASE CANCER AT THE AGE OF 24 YRS OLD . SO , YESTERDAY THROUGH TO MAR 20TH WILL BE ALILTTLE HARD , FOR ME , I'M SORRY , BUT , HE WAS MY SON , AND HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE . THIS YR AS BEEN HARDER THAN ALL . HAVE A GREAT DAY . I HAD WROTE THIS : MY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND THEM AND PROTECT THEM . BY: CHERIE 3/14/97 THANK YOU ALL , FOR YOUR TIME HUGGS .

If I Dissappear...(didn't Finish Typing The First Time Lol)
I dunno what I'm doing anymore but I need to concentrate on moving out...I have no idea where but I'm going sometime this month... The thought is creeping into my mind to delete all online accounts and just...really dissappear when I move...start fresh...unknown... *I got in a lil "spat"...yea...lets call it that...and didn't get to finish this entry but posted what I could... See when I move I dunno how long it will be till I have internet anyways so if I suddenly don't log in anymore welp...that'd be the reason... Plus...y'know...wanting to dissappear anyway... Ever wish you were invisible...? Ever wish you'd stop being treated as if you were...? Is it possible to feel half/half on this? This is why I say I don't klnow what I want...and I don't know who I am half the time...I tend to just "go with the flow" anyways but...now I'm trying to swim against the current... Hmm...maybe I'm "drowning"...hahaha... As much as the kind words etc cheer me up... I think it'

If I Die Before My Time (by Outlaw Angel) Poem #95
IF I DIE BEFORE MY TIME MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL DOING THE BEST WITH MY LIFE WAS MY GOAL. IF I DIE BEFORE MY TIME MAY I GO IN PEACE MAY ALL THE PAIN I'E CAUSED HAVE IT'S RELEASE. IF I GO BEFORE MY TIME MAY MY LOVED ONES NOT MOURN MAY THEY LOOK UPON OUR MEMORIES WITH EVERYTHING BUT SCORN. WRITTEN BY: OUTLAW ANGEL

If I Died Tomorrow
If I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE SAD? SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES TELLS ME YOU WOULD BE GLAD IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE UPSET? SOMETHING IN YOUR ACTIONS TELLS ME YOU WOULDN'T REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU CRY? SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES TELLS ME THEY WOULD BE DRY. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU EVEN CARE SOMETHING IN YOUR HEART TELLS ME IT'S SOMETHING YOU COULD BARE. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU BE FILLED WITH SARROW? SOMETHING IN YOUR VOICE TELLS ME YOU WOULD BE LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW. IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOU SIT HOME AND WONDER IF I REALLY DID LOVE YOU AND WHY I EVEN BOTHERED? IF I DIED TOMORROW WOULD YOUR HEART BE BROKEN IN TWO? OR WOULD YOU TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT WHO THE NEXT ONE WOULD BE TO SAY I LOVE YOU?

If I Died Tonight
If I pass away, my family would never have to say that they regret the fact that they never had the days to laugh and play before dinner, then ask for grace and thank the lord that we had a plate... I just had to say, that in the untimely event that I die it was painless and the Nemis is fine And I'm sitting up high, in the Heavens, in the bliss of the skies and truly know that im missing you guys... And I still wish I could ride, the way we always did in the past hunting the mall with my brothers for some women to grab I love you mom and I'm missing you dad Even when I was living life as a villian, man you still had my back And I could never be forgiven for that, but you did and I dont know why but lord knows I'm still repenting for that But just in case I have to leave one day Just read this poem, and hold your head high, cuz I really mean what I say Nemesis of Nazerath

If I Don't Get This Back, I Understand.
If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they lose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is

If I Died Tomorrow Would Ya Cry For Me?
I have many friends, few close. I live in my own little word where I rule all, and nothing goes right. I time and time again allow those in who do nothing more but harm me and take up space. It's a sickness I am afraid, a sad ..sad, existence. I adore my daughter even tho I know one day she too will hurt me, I love my job and [most] of the people I work with. I suppose compared to most my life is a garden of blooming fragrent roses, I only wish I could enjoy them. Tonight I struggled with my life. I tried to sit, ponder if I died who would care...no one and I guess, i'll settle for that.

If I Dont Hear From U
hello everyone if i take the time to leave u a comment out of respect i would think u would do the same for me if not then i will start deleting people who are just here for points i am here to make friends and to have fun and laughs so come on show some love

If I Died Tomorrow
If I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see me ever again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would it affect you? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. If I died, would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your comple

If I Didn't Love You ( Found This Its Soo True )
If I Didn't Love You If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Care If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Share If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Fear If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Shead A Single Tear If I Didn't Love you Such Small things I Couldn't Bear If I Didn't Love You I'd Let You Go As If You Were A Spare If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't hold You Close so you Could Whisper In My Ear Written By: Blossom Love

If I Die Before You Wake......
If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

If I Die......
If I died, would you cry? If I left, would you follow? If all I said was 'Bye!', would you wonder 'Why? If you haven't heard from me for a month, would try to call me? If you never saw me again, what would you do? Would you try and find me, or would you forget about me? Would you even try to save me? If you could say one thing to me before something bad happened to me, what would it be? Would try to keep me to stay, or would you let me go? Do you love me, or do you hate me? Do you want me, or do you want to leave me? Do you love me, or do you love another? If I died today, What would you do? Would you live without me around, or would you want me back? If I died tomorrow, would you tell me that you love me, or would you say 'Screw you!'? If I died next week, how will you feel? If my voice was the last thing you heard of me, how would you act? If you truly love, say so. If not, then I guess this is the end!

If I Died.....
Just copy and paste this in an email if you want :) IF I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see me ever again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. If I died, would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true

If I Decided To Sell My Dead Body!
I would need to be dead.. But hey, it worth more than my bank balance! $3415.00The Cadaver Calculator - Find out how much your body is worth. From Mingle2 - Free Online DatingMingle2 - Free Online Dating

If I Died
If I died Would you care? Would you remember me Or notice I wasn't there? If I died Would you be happy? Honest to God truth Would you really miss me? If I died Would your life change? Did I have that big of an effect That your life would now be strange? If I died Would you wonder why? I suppose I never showed All the tears I've cried If I died What would you think? Would you call me pathetic And consider me weak? If I died What would you say? "Thank God she did it I couldn't stand her another day"? If I died Would you miss me? Or would you remember all I wanted Was to just be free? If I died Would you understand? That all I wanted was happiness This was my big plan? If I died Would that be alright? I was just so sick of being alone Every single night If I died Would you be upset? Would you be mad at me And wish we've never met? If I died... No tears should fall Because remember... This was my idea after all

If I Die Before You Wake Lyrics
If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

If I Die?
If I Die? Body: if i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 11. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 12. If I died, what would you remember me by? 13. If I died tonight, I would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your complete feelings about me, up to this day?

If I Don't Say Goodbye
If I don't say goodbye it's not because I don't care If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't miss you If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't think of you If I don't say goodbye don't think it's unfair If I don't say goodbye it's because I can't for one reason or another If I don't say goodbye it's because it's too hard for me If I don't say goodbye don't take it personally If I don't say goodbye it's because I know you'll be back If I don't say goodbye the tears won't flow If I don't say goodbye I still hope you know I will think of you often and keep you in my prayers If I don't say goodbye you will still mean alot to me If I don't say goodbye I know we will meet one day again soon If I don't say goodbye please know I am still your friend and will be until the end but I can't say goodbye and not be sad So if I can't bring myself to say goodbye please try to understand I know it wont be long, but its my emotions I'm trying to keep in hand

If I Die Before You Wake
Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a p

If I Did It..well I Did Do It..no Guns Inovolved Tho
http://sports.yahoo.com/top/news?slug=ap-simpsonquestioned&prov=ap&type=lgns Audiotape released of sports memorabilia dispute involving O.J. Simpson in Las Vegas By RYAN NAKASHIMA, Associated Press Writer September 17, 2007 LAS VEGAS (AP) -- An apparent audiotape of O.J. Simpson's standoff with men he accused of stealing his memorabilia begins with the ex-NFL star demanding, "Don't let nobody out of here." Simpson's said. Simpson was arrested Sunday and booked on charges connected with what police described as a robbery at a Las Vegas hotel. In the audiotape released Monday by the celebrity news Web site TMZ.com, a man believed to be Simpson is heard shouting questions while other men yell orders to the people in the room. The recording was made by Thomas Riccio, co-owner of the auction house Universal Rarities, according to TMZ. Simpson has said Riccio called him several weeks ago to tell him collectors were selling some of his items. Riccio did not immediat

If I Die
If I died tomorrow nobody would care Nobody would notice that I wasn’t even there They might ask their friends where'd that one girl go? Not using my name for that they don’t know I don’t try to hide from them I’m just afraid they wont accept me But it doesn’t matter that's how it's going to be

If I Die Before I Wake
Song written in Iraq This is awesome...a must hear and see!!! This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming. Enjoy and pass it on! The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! American Idol should contact him and he shouldn't have to wait in line. Heres the link to the video....you should really watch it!! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ai

If I Die Before I Wake,suggested Book
Bordom by day, death by night-The writer is here on my space-I got engaged in his Iraq story and the the anger he feels for protestors. A man that believes in his country. I bought several copies and thank him for his service. This vidoe is dedicated to veterans. There are families greiving over loved ones. Remember them all, both past and present

If I Died???????
if i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 11. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 12. If I died, what would you remember me by? 13. If I died tonight, I would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your complete feelings about me,to this day? You will

If I Died Tonight
If i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 11. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 12. If I died, what would you remember me by? 13. If I died tonight...is there anything that you regret doing to me...if so what? 14. If I died tonight, I would want to know your t

"if I Die Tonight"
"If I die tonight" If I die tonight, would you miss me, if you knew you'd never see me again, would you kiss me, if I say I'm sorry now, would you forgive me, because I just cant take this life I'm living, If I unload this gun into my brain, maybe it would be enough to kill the pain, it would do no good to shot at my heart, because again and again its been torn apart, If I drag this blade across my wrist, maybe it would finally put a stop to this, all my blood will flood the floor, but at least I will be no more, If I tie this rope around my neck, would that simple act lose your respect, you didn't listen to me when I was singing, but I know you'll hear the sounds when I'm swinging, If I take this sword and then impale, myself until there's no point to inhale, would you pull it out of me and the floor, or would you leave me there forevermore, If I decide to jump off of this ledge, and my body lo

If I Died Tonight?
If I Died tonight would you really even care? If I Died tonight would you shed even one single tear? If I Died tonight would I be wiped clean from your list? If I Died tonight would you forget that I even exist? If I Died tonight would you throw away all that I gave you? If I Died tonight would you destroy all the memories I shared with you? If I Died tonight would you remember me froever and ever? If I Died tonight would you think again of me never? :( I wrote this poem because right now there is not much that is keeping me happy and frankly I think I might just be happier by leaving this world and seeing what might be on the other side! A lot of things have gone wrong for me over the last few years and it just gets worst and worst! I met a truly amasing woman and loved her with all I have and she destroyed me! I'd give anything and everything just to have her again and be happy once more! But I'm afraid she has gone and without her I feel incomplete! Everyone keep

If I Die Before You Awake,
This will touch you . . . it is also hard to hear and watch but worth it. The soldier singing has a great future in country music. I hope he (and all of them) makes it back A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ! WOW. very Moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This Soldier produced video is different, moving and heartwarming. This guy could probably land a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm COPY AND PASTE TO WATCH If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everythin

If I Died Tomorrow
by Beki D If I died tomorrow Would you ever know, Truly just how much My heart did love you so? If my life were over And my words again you'd never hear, I hope you know how much You have changed all of my years. If forever's ended I hope that you will know I never forgot about you, Always you were in my soul. See you gave my life new meaning Brought true love into my life, It was you that taught me how To suddenly survive. So if I died tomorrow I hope someone shares with you, My simple words I have written For I loved no other but you. Great poem, except for the last line, one has to be in love to have loved.

If I Died Tomorrow
Subject: IF I DIED TOMORROW... Body: If I died tomorrow, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that u have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true fe

If I Died Tomorrow ?
Subject: IF I DIED TOMORROW... Body: If I died tomorrow, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that u have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feel

If I Die Tomorrow (lyrics)
If I Die Tomorrow I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I missed the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said, all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose Nothing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be okay If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Hav

If I Didnt Have You
As the clouds start to roll in the sun slowly fades As the sun slowly fades night falls and the stars shine As the stars shine I look up and wonder what it would be like to sit and stare at the sky above with you by my side And as I sit and stare at the sky above and wonder what it would be like without you but all I see is you looking back at me You are my friend you are my rock and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you so I am here to say thank you for being there when I needed a friend And as the night continues and the stars still shine I sit and wonder how I can tell you how I feel I want you to know but yet I dont for I am afraid that you would run and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you

If I Died Tonight
If I died tonight would you even miss me. If I died tonight would you even shed a tear, or would you be numb. Would you wish you had loved me or be glad younever did. Would you wonder what it could have been like to truly know me, or would you not give me a second thought. Would you pray for my soul to be in a better place. If I died tonight would you finally love me in death, as I have loved you in life.

If I Didn't Love Him
Help my big brother out!! www.fubar.com/joshypoo Whoever buys him a blast will get to see my nsfw pics ((for a month or longer depending on how long the blast is)) I'll add you soon as josh sends me proof you bought it, and then you will stay in there to jan 31st or whenever the month ends. A 30 day blast = 1 year in family

If I Die Tonight
If i die tonight i wanna let everybody know its been a fucked up life for me. I hope you have a great life. If i go to sleep and dont wake up i wont be surprised after all the wishing maybe it will be the day who knows. Oh well fuck it let my god take my soul and do what he wants. This world is not meant to be at least for me. Pretty much everything bad i hated to happen has happened so whats left? Anger? agony? Suffering? loniness? what is there left because i been thrugh em all and its getting worse by the minute. If i die tonight hope you al have a great life. peace to all.

If I Dont Believe In Myself Would That Be Blasphemy?
I always wondered what would happen if someone fed the Pope L.S.D...... The possibilities of Catholicism taking some weird turns because of his delusions of grandeur coupled with the emotional and physical effects of L.S.D. are through the roof. Who knows what "God" would tell him. And how he would interpret it back to the masses. I could see him prancing room to room in his sweet papal hat, wrapped in his 4000 count Egyptian sheets, proclaiming the Banana as the HOLY FRUIT. Blessing every little bug that he spots in the window sill or on the walls. Dubbing them Saint Spider, and Saint Fly. And then he peaks. One of those crippling peaks too. Where you don't want to move and you can feel your pores squeezing each individual bead of sweat from your brow. He'll stammer something about "fuck the ecclesiastical functions, I am the lord. I am the lord! Fuck yo' couch nigga!" And WHAMMO! He's paralyzed by fear and adrenaline when he realizes the crucified Jesus on his wall is trying

If I Do Leave Fubar
For all my freinds here who are being very supportive in my staying. I figured that i woudl leave you some other way to reach me when i am not on here. my yahoo ID is a_rohr7333@yahoo.com. or my AIM is cranfill88. I hope you all will still try to reach me. I love you all

If I Die Today
ramallah If I Die Today Here I'm bleeding as I'm drinking and I'm thinking that I'm sinking to a brand new hell that is worse than the hell that I knew before and all I want is more. Yeah, it could kill me but I'd eagerly die for one more... Ha! And if I die today, what have I really had to say? Will I be saved? There's so much more to say. Oh God please I need a little more time then I can fade Do you want to know why I do dope? I'm interested in why you don't, when our whole world is children drenched in their parents own blood. And if I die today what will I leave behind? Will I be saved? And as I fade away I leave behind the pain and the hate and the lies of this place behind..

If I Die Before You Wake
Copy and paste the link to your browser Well worth listening to, makes you really appreciate what you have. Love the heart, and spirit! A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ WOW..very moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This 'soldier produced' video is different, moving and heartwarming. http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

If I Died Today
If I Died Today if i died today it wouldn't really matter i've said the things that needed saying done the things that had to be done loved the people that held my heart left the ones that trampled upon it said "i'm sorry" for the pain i've caused thanked the ones for the joy they brought saw many things that filled me with awe and fed my soul with the things i've learned gave my heart to the one who owns it left it there in his safekeeping so, if i died today it wouldn't really matter everything is said everything is done love was given and duly received pain was dealt hearts were shattered then reassembled only to shatter again there's nothing left undone so, if i died today it wouldn't really matter ...to anyone

If I Didnt Have Bad Luck I Wouldnt Have Any Luck At All
Hello friends, im sure your all tired of hearing about my problems but because i made a mumm a couple nights ago and had some of ya'll worried id figured id give ya another update. My mumm was about complications i was having since coming home such as excessive drainage and extreme loss of blood as well as very high fever nausea and a slight odor coming from the surgical sight. I was very worried about infection but im happy to say as of right now that isnt a worry. So you dont all think im stupid i did call the 24 hr emergency line before making my mumm and the nurse basically told me all this was normal and going to the ER would be silly due to the fact it was Christmas eve. Im aware this nurse was just being a lazy cunt and needs to be fired, im in the process of making a complaint. However allow me to remind you the hospital i had my surgery and stay is over an hr away and so id be going to the local ER. Ok that said i did take Seamus's advice and had a very early Christmas with

If I Die Tomm
I wake up to find myself after all these years and where all the time has gone still seems so unclear cuz there’s no one else since I found you I know its been so hard you should know if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you make me feel so alive if I die tomorrow it brings out the worst in me when your not around I miss the sound of your voice , this silence seems so loud cuz there’s no one else since I found you I know its been so hard you should know if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you make me feel so alive if I die tomorrow I spent all my life looking for a real sense I got nothing to lose one thing to prove I wont make the same mistakes now I know that everything will be ok if I die tomorrow if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you

If I Died
If I Died Who would cry If I died who would cry not one tear do I want shed cry for myself when I'm dead you see I lived my life like I wanted no regrets no remorse I had my fun and I've rode in the sun lied on the beach with waves rolling over me when I die just put me in the ground cover my face, cross my arms and put the lid on don't cry for me don't shed a tear just roll a joint and have a beer

If I Die Tomorrow
If I die tomorrow And my corpse grows cold Are there things you kept hidden Feelings you could have toldOur days on EarthAre yet unknownEmotions concealedLove not shownLife is about chancesTake things in strideTo many peopleHide behind prideI see peopleEach and every dayWorried what their friends thinkWorried what they would sayYet if you care for someoneYou should let them knowFate works mysteriouslyAn arrow from cupid’s bowBut in the endIt’s what fills you with joyA heart is a fragile thingNot some play toyEveryone deserves to be lovedNo matter who they areFor love we take chancesBroken heart a scarSo please think hardAnd feel no sorrowWhat would you say to me todayIf you knew I would die tomorrow Life is uncertain. Our time here unknown. In my life I have learned you have to take chances and let people you care about know. Because, what if....

*if I Die Before You Wake*
My friend sent this to me on Facebook. Hopefully the link works. If not, let me know and I'll fix it. It makes me think of all my friends and family that are or have served... and most of all... Foster. :( http://media.causes.com/618718?p_id=43680223

If I Died
This is something that I found going through some old stuff on my comp, figured I'd throw it out there, hey... it's my first blog on here, of course it's gonna be dumb LMAO. If you wanna, feel free to copy and paste it into an e-mail and hit me up, steal it if you'd like, there are some answers out there that you just wouldn't expect! If i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest]01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died?1]2]3]4]5]02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me?1]2]3]4]5]03. If I died, would you come to my funeral?04. If I died, would you cry?05. If I died, would you forget me eventually?06. If I died, what would be going through your head?07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died?08. Would you mean it?09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me?10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me?11. If I died, what would be your la

If I Deleted You From My Friends List.
It's because you have never talked to me or rated me or anything. So if your reading this and I have deleted you from my friends list. DO NOT add me again srsly if I deleted you I don't want you back on my friends list that simple. Also if I took you outta my family it's because I helped you along the way and you can't even help me I don't want someone that don't help me out just sitting in my family.

If I Died Tonight
if i died tonight would you cry tomarrow? ..would a tear drop from your eyes, for my soul stolen by the darkness?would a whimper fall from your lips at the thought that you would never talk to me again? would you remember the things I said to you? the way we laughed, and joked?would you remember me at all?would you give any and everything to be able to talk to me again?or would you forget everything,including me

If I Died Tonight?
If I died tonight would I be missed?Would anyone care? How should I go?Razor blades, hanging, drive by or even suicide.Or should I have it ended in a car crash?Who knows how we are going to go.As for on earth I already have died.My heart ripped from where it lies,Over and over again, they laugh and rub it in my face.Only if they knew I've been dead for years.So the pain is very shallow and weak feeling.Does anyone care if I'm here tomorrow or the next day?They say they do but do they really?Nobody knows, until tomorrow.Tomorrow we shall see who cares if I existed.If I died tonight, I wish you all the best,Don't even shed a tear.I'm not worth it nor do I want your pity if you have read this.See you on the other side.Remember the day I loved you and you didn't careJust remember that day for eternity.

If I Die Young By The Band Perry
If I die young, bury me in satinLay me down on a, bed of rosesSink me in the river, at dawnSend me away with the words of a love songLord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my motherShe'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh andLife ain't always what you think it ought to be, noAin't even grey, but she buries her babyThe sharp knife of a short life, wellI’ve had, just enough timeIf I die young, bury me in satinLay me down on a, bed of rosesSink me in the river, at dawnSend me away with the words of a love songThe sharp knife of a short life, wellI’ve had, just enough timeAnd I’ll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdomI’m as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I’veNever known the lovin' of a manBut it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there’s aBoy here in town says he’ll, love my foreverWho would have thought forever could be severed byThe sharp knife of a short life, wellI’

If I Die Tomorrow - Motley Crue
If I Die Tomorrow I wake up to find myselfAfter all these yearsAnd where all the time has goneStill seems so unclear'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowIt brings out the worst in meWhen you're not aroundI miss the sound of your voiceThe silence seems so loud'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowI spent all my lifeLooking for our innocenceI've got nothing to loseOne thing to proveI won't make the same mistakesNow I knowThat everything will be okWhen I die tomorrowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowYou mak

If I’d Never Met You
If I’d never met you,I wouldn’t feel the painOf losing your sweet love;I wouldn’t feel insane.But if I’d never met you,I wouldn’t know the pleasureOf ecstasy’s warm giftsAnd memories to treasure.

If I Didn't Covet My Own Head Of Hair...
...I'd pull out every fucking strand right now. Yeah, do unto others blah blah blah, but don't EXPECT something to be okay just because you might be okay with it if shoes were on the other feet. I work really hard and, although what I have to show for it may not seem like a lot to some people, I've come a long way in the last few years after completely starting my life over. It's not acceptable for something of mine that might even seem minor in another's eyes to be taken for granted, whether it's things I've provided for myself or the friendship I offer to others. It's hard for me to open up my life to people because when I do, the privilege to be in it is too often abused. If you're in my life, I care a whole fucking lot about you and just want the same respect I show you, you know? Calm. Blue. Oceans. Please.

If I Died Tonight
If I died tonight would you know,would you wonder, hey where did I gowould you think I found another to loveor did I just go and disappear. If I died tonight would you cryI don't think you'd ever know whyno one would tell you i'm goneyou'll never know that anyone cried If I died tonight would you hearthe last words , never got to your earI love you, and I wish you were near.If I died would you shed a tear.

If I Died
If I died tonight would you know, would you wonder, hey where did I go would you think I found another to love or did I just go and disappear. If I died tonight would you cry I don't think you'd ever know why no one would tell you i'm gone you'll never know that anyone cried If I died tonight would you hear the last words , never got to your ear I love you, and I wish you were near. If I died would you shed a tear.

If I Die Young. . .
Don't you hate when you so called "gay" friend gets all over you and doesn't know when to stop? He also likes to keep me to himself and it's annoying. I'm sick of him trying to control my life. FUCK OFF. So other than being pissed off about HE WHO MUST BE BEAT, I'm off Warfin (the blood thinner I was on for the blood clots that were in my lungs), at least till December 2. I'm going to be taking this test to see if I'm prone to clots it'll also tell me if I will have problems with having kids. . . LIKE I WANT ANY!

If I Die Young
If I Die Young If I die young, bury me in satinLay me down on a bed of rosesSink me in the river at dawnSend me away with the words of a love songLord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my motherShe'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colorsOh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, noAin't even gray, but she buries her babyThe sharp knife of a short lifeWell, I've had just enough timeIf I die young, bury me in satinLay me down on a bed of rosesSink me in the river at dawnSend me away with the words of a love songThe sharp knife of a short lifeWell, I've had just enough timeAnd I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdomI'm as green as the ring on my little cold fingerI've never known the loving of a manBut it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/band-perry-lyrics/if-i-die-young-lyrics.html ]There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me foreverWho would have thought forever could be severed byThe sharp

If I Died Today - Tim Mcgraw
If I died today, Who'd turn off my coffee pot? Would there be a street parade? Would I just be an after-thought? If I died today, Would I still be a waiter? Could I fly around like superman? Would I make the Sunday paper? [Chorus:]I wonder who I'd see, Cryin' standin' over me. Who would just send their regards? Would anybody say that "at least he's in a better place?" And who would get this old guitar? If I died today, Would my mama keep on prayin'? Would my buddies go out drinkin? Would my alarm clock keep on blinkin'? If I died today, Would I need to be ashamed? Would I be easy to forget? Could I live with my regrets? [Chorus:]I wonder who I'd see, Cryin' standin' over me. Who would just send their regards? Would anybody say that "the world will never be the same?" And who would get this old guitar? If I died today, Would I see my room from Heaven? Would my family talk about me, At Christmas and Thanksgivin'? [Chorus:]I wonder who I'd see, Cryin' standin' over me. Who would just send

If I Die Tomorrow
I wake up to find myselfAfter all these yearsAnd where all the time has goneStill seems so unclear'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowIt brings out the worst in meWhen you're not aroundI miss the sound of your voiceThe silence seems so loud'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowI spent all my lifeLooking for our innocenceI've got nothing to loseOne thing to proveI won't make the same mistakesNow I knowThat everything will be okWhen I die tomorrowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowYou make me feel so aliveI

If I Die Tomorrow(motley Crue)
IF I DIE TOMORROW: I wake up to find myselfAfter all these yearsAnd where all the time has goneStill seems so unclear'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowIt brings out the worst in meWhen you're not aroundI miss the sound of your voiceThe silence seems so loud'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowI spent all my lifeLooking for our innocenceI've got nothing to loseOne thing to proveI won't make the same mistakesNow I knowThat everything will be okWhen I die tomorrowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowYou ma

If I Ever Go To War...
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don’t be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I’m sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you’ll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you’ll be strong. But you won’t have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You’ve always had my back, and I know it’s my time to repay. You’ll always be my daybreak, through all of life’s dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I’ll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don’t you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brothers a soldier now Sis, S

"if I Ever Go To War"
If I Ever Go To War If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid, There are some things I must do, To keep the promise I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Marine now; Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong, But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, Yet still taught me how to fly, Your son is a Marine now Dad, I love you Semper Fi! If I ever go to war Sis, There are some things I want to say, You've always had my back, And I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, Through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother's a Marine now, Sis, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war my Friends, We'll never be apart, Though we may not meet again, I'll hold you in my heart. Remember all the times we had, Don't let your memories c

If I Expire Befor I Retire
O O O ________________ /| /| /| /| [] [] [] [] ] (_)/(_)(_)|(_)(_)(_) |_|_______________] / / / {} {} Look it\'s a pom squad about to get hit by a bus! And to make it even sweeter, my regional manager gave me a whole three hours off tomorrow morning! Could things get any better I ask you. You do not learn to Fdisk in Boot Camp. You do not make O.J. in Concentration Camp. I wish Sex ED was more like Driver\'s ED. mIRC= marksware.com Port 6667 /join #hereanow.net 100110101110100001101FU01010000111011010110110011 Man, that joke gets me every time. -Robert

If I Ever Have A Kid
this is what i'd name my kids, you gotta love the different colors. hopefully this is something to stop on before i hit the hay~ for a girl jessica, amber, samantha, tabatha, halena, julie, monica, tina, carmen for a boy jordan, jacob, brandon, sean, tyrone, derrick ~~Timmy~~

If I Ever Put Food To Music It Would Be Like...
If I could put food to music.. i'd... Current mood: hungry 1. quiet storm - I like to eat when its stroming outside.. 2. grilled cheese - girl why did you have to burn it 3. Yeah, I ate already... so what? the remix 4. No , this won't spoil my dinner.. Oh you went there ... ft too much gravy and crew. 5. yes, I went to hooters for the hot wings.. what? 6. I was singing to that hardy's thickburger.. oh your jelious now? 7. I like a girl that eats cornbread.. remix 8. If you were like the cheese cake factory i'd never leave.. retro mix 9. You know da rule .. I don't talk during dinner.. How can I with my mouth all full of good food. instramental 10. Yeah I got up at 4am to grocery shop for biscuits what? 11. I luv some biscuits extra gravy mix (diddy version) 12. If you were golden corall i'd marry you! (quiet storm mix) 13. bonus track - for the luv of cheese. extreme 7 min extended mix! the album would have someone eating

If I Ever Goto War
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now Si

If I Ever Had An Angel Like You
If i ever had an angel like you, i would never feel this true, you shall show me the way, as i have you here to stay, beautiful and true is really you, loving and kind is you too, let our heart flames combine, would make us both feel so fine, you are the angel that came to me, darling cant you tell or atleast see, that i would feel better having you with me, so to you i must confide, for so long my heart did hide, now with you its opened up so wide, will you join me on this lifes ride, your eyes will see into my soul, love when you do will be the toll, for i cant live with out you here, as my angel i will hold you dear, wishing my life for you to share, all the walls hidding my heart have come undone, that is to be the prise you have won, hold my hand and walk with me, for everyone to see, i will honor and treat you as my queen, at your side my future i have seen, our love will grow to the end of time, if you would honor me and be mine........

If I Ever Get The Chance
...........If I Ever Get The Chance............. If I ever get the chance to say I love you believe me it will be true and from my heart. If I ever get the chance to hold you next to me I will never let you go. If I ever get the chance to kiss you I will with all my heart. If I ever get to touch you I will ever so gently. If I ever get the chance to stand by your side and go to the ends of the earth with you believe me I will ever so gracefully. If I ever get the chance to devote the rest of my life with you I will with all my heart and soul. I say all these things because baby you are the one I love and the one I think about when I awake in the morning and when I lie down and fall asleep at night. I will love you till the momment I take my last breath......................

If I Ever Go To War!
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don’t be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I’m sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you’ll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you’ll be strong. But you won’t have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You’ve always had my back, and I know it’s my time to repay. You’ll always be my daybreak, through all of life’s dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I’ll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don’t you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your broth

If I Ever Feel Better
They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on t

If I Ever........
If I ever. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Gentle heart with a wild soul Tarnished past with a reborn goal wondrous eyes that put the sun to shame. I decided If I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. The one who could take my breath away at the drop of a dime The one who could fix my heart without the cheap glue The one in the shadows i thought would never be mine. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Sarcastic and sweet Warm yet cold Hilarious but yet the serious one

If I Fell
If I fell in love with you, Would you promise to be true And help me understand? 'Cause I been in love before And I found that love was more Than just holding hands. If I give my heart To you, I must be sure From the very start That you Would love me more than her. If I trust in you Oh, please, Don't run and hide. If I love you too Oh, please, Don't hurt my pride like her 'Cause I couldn't stand the pain And I Would be sad if our new love Was in vain. So I hope you'll see That I Would love to love you And that she Will cry When she learns we are two cause i couldn't stand the pain and i would be sad if our new love was in vain So I hope you'll see That I Would love to love you And that she Will cry When she learns we are two. If I fell in love with you.

If I Fall Or Stunble God Lifts Me Up
God is here; He lifts me to rise up; He is here in All I do . He is my God who watches over me . Ill never be without anything > If I I ask in His name.If my faith be sustained and I have belief .. Oh My Lord How I do belive in Thee for everything.. Amen !Thank you o Lord !!!Amen!!!!

If I Fell In Love With You
If I fell in love with you could you promise to be true And help me understand 'Cause I've been in love before And I've found that love is more That just holding hands If I gave my heart to you I must be sure from the very start that you would love me more than her If I trust in you, oh please don't run and hide, if I love you too, oh please don't hurt my pride like her 'Cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad If our new love was in vain So I hope you see that I would love to love you And that see will cry when she learns we are two 'Cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad If our new love was in vain So I hope you see that I would love to love you And that see will cry when she learns we are two If I fell in love with you

If I Forget
If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me. If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for. If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side. If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt. If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make. If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share. If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain. If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind

If I Forget
If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

If I Fail So Be It!
Your chest speeds up, you realize you do have a heart. All the time you spent running, has landed you worlds apart. From life, a chance to live. Looking back, what I'd give. For a chance to go back, stop, rewind. To every possibility, I left behind. One emotion has ruled, it all. My inability to cave, to fall. Being weak wasn't an option, I couldn't stop the fear. When facing it might have saved me, these continuous tears. I never seen it before, but now I see it clear. I have stopped in my tracks, no more wasted years. I will not run, nor will I hide. I will run towards it, with arms open wide. If I fail, so be it, at least I tried. Then, I can face my reflection, with a little bit of pride.

If If Could And Would
If this what 41 feels like I am ready for another 20 at least. I got 'Breaking Dawn-part 1' from my son and my daughter's present is suppose to arrive in the mail tomorrow. I didn't ask for anything. I usually don't bother. Half of the time I just figure I don't deserve tribble waste. I have tried to not turn bad. I may not remember all the time but I do try. Before Fubar, I was really kinda lacking in the "knowing anyone" level and now I don't like all that I know but I like more than half of what I have seen and felt. For that I thank you all. No one in the whole world is a waste. Its just that some people have a nasty side to their taste. I have met a few and pray I come along no more. There may be no way of knowing right away but I shall never give up. I will continue to be as nice as I can and no one will take that from me. EVER!!!!!!

If If Is Possible.....
With so much not happening, I do hope things get better. I can only try an help so much. The rest is left up to everyone else. No worries though, we will get through this. I'm not ill yet, so I am thankful of that fact. I had something all picked out to tell you earlier but the damn blog page didn't want to fully load. I got to get me a new hair brush. Terrible accident happened to the other one. All I had to hold on to was the head of the brush, which makes it kinda hard to brush with. No fibbing either. I have been straight out surprised by the lack of 'friends' help lately. I help when I can and I know people aren't here for the same reason I am, but come on.... If I am of any need, all you need to do is ask. If I can help, I will. Maybe you are just here to play the game or with yourself. That clearly is up to you. I still can't post mumms and it has been over 30 days. No problem... I am perfectly happy being an archangel. Sort of like Michael. I will like anyone that likes me

If If Had A Chance
If great possibilities outweighted the possible harms, I would be all powerful, never hearing sirens or alarms. Problems would be solved quicker than ever, Faster than they would be by chance recalled forever. If money didn't seperate instead it could be used to celebrate, A Life lived a in this grand yet dangerous world today, is just as important as those that lived yesterday. If If had a chance, we all would be happy, maybe too happy to ever see any such difference that would divide us, besides the land and sea. If If had a chance, we would never have to cry if if was shown brightly we would both see the stars up high.

If I Get Deleted Again!!
I WILL NOT BE COMING BACK SORRY EVERYONE BUT IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME STILL WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ILL GIVE YOU MY IM AND SHIT Yahoo ~~~ shay_love180 MSN ~~~ shay_love180@hotmail.com AIM ~~~ BaY bEe GiRl180 Myspace ~~ www.myspace.com/shaymathews

I Figured Its Time For Me To Post My First Blog........
so i have been on this site for a while and i have a nice friends list but no one talks to me i say hi and i send messages but nothing.....granted there are a few who do talk to me but it would be nice if every one did every now and then.....

I Fight I Cry
I FIGHT I CRY I fight, I cry, I let it win, But why..? Pain is there I always cry why?.. Can I hide in my closet tonight?.. Don't ask me why Tonight is the night I want to hide away Because that pain Is to much to take I promised something That I must keep So the closet is the place Where I must be To stop it coming to get me.. I fight, I cry, Its not winning tonight...

I Figured It Was Time To Update....
& i finally got bored enough to actually sit here & type. life is going a little slow right now...but other than that i can't really complain. as some of you already know sean had his leave recently & i kinda vanished from my online distractions, lol. he was here for a little under 2 weeks & i have to say that those months of loneliness & day counting were well worth the time i spent with him. i swear...if i could have glued myself to him i prolly would have. he left at 5 am on the 13th...our wedding anniversary. now i was sad that he was leaving but after spending so many holidays & anniversaries on my own it was nice to have him with me for this anniversary...even if it was only for a few hours. they were calling final bording call for his flight & he was still holding me...he apologized for leaving me again...i smiled at him & told him he didnt have to apologize to me for anything. his job as a marine holds many challenges...& mine as his wife has its own. he kissed me & hel

I Figured It Out!!
Being the ultimate caregiver to those you love, you thrive in your relationships this year. Your understanding and compassion are an inspiration to others, and your optimism is contagious. This year brings opportunities to explore new horizons through travel and/or spiritual studies. This is a wonderful time for you to build more resources in your life. You will feel confident and satisfied with how you spend your time and money. You love the comforts that luxury brings, and will enjoy decorating your home with fascinating art objects. Developing your own musical and artistic talents brings you pleasure. Gardening and/or interior design may interest you as well. You realize your need to regroup and recharge your emotional energy this year. As you explore new activities, you approach the practical necessities of daily existence with a quiet joy and a gentle humility. Give yourself some of that energy when it comes to health issues and you'll discover the perfect fitness regime. Your

I Figured It Out... (part I Of Iii)
(Originally posted on December 24, 2006)"In the beginning, God created heaven and earth..."I have already shown the other blog post where in the Bible Satan is at most responsible for ten deaths, and God for over two MILLION. I would like to continue that motif and delve deeper into the Christian religious beliefs of which we are surrounded.In Genesis, the (supposedly) omniscient (all-knowing) God created the Tree of Knowledge of Good & Evil. Now, if he WAS omniscient, he would know exactly what would happen. It's part of being all-knowing, right? But he did it anyway.Also in Genesis, the serpent (widely believed to be Satan in disguise) got the kids to eat of the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.The Tree Of KNOWLEDGE of Good and Evil.But is it, can it be that God is against learning things? Surely not!Or, well, there IS the story of the Tower of Babel, where people throughout the world were working together. And he said that you can't enter heaven unless you are "

I Figured It Out... (part Ii Of Iii)
(Originally posted on December 24, 2006)In the previous post, I showed that Christians are worshipping the evil deity instead of the good one.Now, let's talk about worshipping altogether.Fundamental is defined as: Pertaining to the foundation or basis; serving for the foundation. This means it is the most basic part of something, without which the something can't be said to exist.Religious Fundamentalists believe (generally) that: Sacred scripture is considered the authentic, and literal word of their religion's god. Fundamentalist beliefs depend on the twin doctrines that their god articulated his will precisely to prophets, and that followers also have a reliable and perfect record of that revelation (as shown here).So for a fundamentalist, the Bible must be true in all particulars. It is the word of god that supercedes all other things.Now, let's take a look at that. A fundamentalist Christian believes the Bible to be true in all things, from Genesis to Revelations. They also

I Figured It Out... (part Iii Of Iii)
(Originally posted on December 26, 2006)In the first post of this series, I have gone over the fact that the biblical god is evil. In the second post, I have shown that religion is a socially-acceptable form of insanity.In this third and final installment, I will go over what to do about it.THE BAD NEWS: With the inmates running the asylum, nothing can currently be done to heal the mental imbalance in the people so afflicted. There just isn't a way to show people the truth, since there are so many other places that will reinforce the insanity. It's hard to stomp out this wildfire, because parents with the most noble of motives infect their own children. You also have societies built around the insanity, such as any Islamic state.THE GOOD NEWS: While we can't do much right now, the tendency of the majority of people seems to be heading away from religion. Science, tolerance, etc., are showing people that religion is wrong. In order to get butts on pews, priests are having to bac

I Figured It Out (read This)
This is dealing with my previous blog about how big a pain in the ass emails are to delete. You say there is no way to mass delete, I say there is I figured it out. Hold "shift" click the bottom email then while holding shift click the top email then hit delete. This works I deleted 90 emails in like 30 seconds. Tell me how this works for you.

I Figured It Out!
Well...I have just come to the realization, no one is worth that much. Bringing tears to my eyes? WTFE If I have someone that is soo deeply concerned with what I do? so what? I am going to let this one ride and get rid of the thought of a new profile...for what? Some are too stupid to get it, and there is no reason my life on here or anywhere else is going to be compromised by stupidity....Just so you all know...I am woman, and I am strong..LMAO Thanks for reading..MUAH to all my friends and family!!! (giggling) Who Cares!!!

If I Gave You My Heart......
IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART WOULD YOU LOVE ME IF I GAVE YOU MY MIND WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND ME IF I GAVE YOU MY BODY WOULD YOU FEEL ME IF I GAVE YOU MY LIFE WOULD YOU NEED ME IF I GAVE YOU MY PAIN WOULD YOU COMFORT ME AND IF I GAVE YOU MY LOVE WOULD YOU HOLD ME BECAUSE I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!

I Figured It Out..lol
It took me a bit, but I finally realized who it is that has been messing with me...tee hee. Soo..after you read this you will no longer be able to get into my pics or anything cause you will be blocked!! Hee hee....kiss it for bugging me, and have a good life, jealous stupid head...GIGGLING

If I Go Away - Savatage
Somewhere on that long lonely road We all stand alone Looking for clues From our different views In the dark I've called out your name It echoes in vain Over again In an empty room If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Staring down a long empty hall Pictures on walls All with your name But it's not the same Searching for the chord I can't hear Been searching for years It's somewhere inside But it's well disguised If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Someday I'll take a chance You find them where you can They tend to slip away Those doors to yesterday Forever is a long time they say Maybe some day I'll meet you there If you've time to spare Tell me then Where I can go Where they won't know Who I have been Can we start again And if I go away

I Figured Out Why I'm So Angry Today
It's mother's day. My Mom passed away in 06, the day after Christmas. She was one of those text book examples of what a Mom should be. On Friday my 10 year old daughter, whom I have full custody of, came home with the most adorable pin & card she made at school for her Mom, she also made a little candle. Maybe the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. She was so happy to be able to give her Mom a mother's day present. She started calling as soon as she got home from school, to her Mom's cell phone,, which, by the sounds of it was out of minutes. About 9 O'clock I get a call from her mom's cell phone. Some guy is on the other end asking,, demanding actually why my number showed up on HIS caller ID. I told the guy (already knowing where this was going) that it must have been her daughter trying to get a hold of her for mother's day. "Tell that cunt, when you see her, i want my fuckin' money." I'm not wicked tactfull when it comes to guys dusting off their tough guy ac

I Figured It Out
This morning i spoke with the wife..btw ilu bish, I am not always an easy person to understand. i am a bit complex sometimes a brat, But I am human...I have to take the good with the bad. I get hurt, I get angry, I get twisted, I feel bad for the things i do the people that worry, BUT one thing i dont get is HOW i stand behind my friends in there hard times and people drop me like flies in mine....I have honestly cried my last tear this morning over some petty bs on here. wife made me realize where i stand and how i present myself makes a world of DIFFERENCE..I love almost everyone until they stop loving back. Then i am through....I have hit my breaking point, I now stand up turn away and walk away proud. I will not let anyone make me or break me...I am just dee, that all i will ever be, and that is someone you can never be... kisses wife ty for my inner strength todayxoxoxox

I Fight Like A Girl
i fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim i fight like a girl whos tired of being IGNORED, HUMILIATED, and BEATEN i fight like a girl whos tired of not being taken seriously i fight like a girl whos been pushed to far i fight like a girl who offers and demands respect i fight like a girl who has a lifetime of ANGER, STRENGTH, and PRIDE punt up in her girly body i fight like a girl who doesn't believe in FEAR and SUBMISSION i fight like a girl who know that YOU ONLY HAVE AS MUCH POWER AS I GRANT YOU i fight like a girl who will never allow you to take more then i offer i fight like a girl who fights back so next time you think you can distract yourself from your insecurities by victimizing a girl THINK AGAIN cause she might be like ME and I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL

I Fight For My Love . . .
i dont know what it is but i cant let go,something inside me feels you so.no matter what i do or what i say,every breath i take gives you away.friends and family wonder why i smile,almost 19 weeks, its been awhile.since i was lost til i found you,who you are, and what you do.There's things i dont know things i cant see,but i know this much, you've got me.wrapped around your finger around your soul,you've filled this void, this dark never ending hole.I kept falling deep into black,my thoughts a never ending attack.I'm sorry if i scare you, you let me in,I felt a spark, i had let it begin,i didnt believe in love til i met you,and know im not sure what to do.I suddenly believe if there's love theres hope,And that if i dont have you i dont know how id cope.I love you bear, the tears i cry,are tears of joy, you've brought me to life.

I Figured We Was Friends
As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus. She went ballistic and turned to the would-be Samaritan and yelled, 'How dare you touch my body! I don't even

I Figured It Out!!
Something's been bugging me...ok, so a lot of things bug me...but something's been bugging me and I couldn't quite figure out quite what/why. You may need a drink to follow this...just a friendly warning. I am quite comfortable with being a bitch (however one defines that - people's names for me say more about themselves than me blah blah blah). I am also quite comfortable being 'mean'. Y'see...I justify it to myself...or, as can be the case, I kick myself for wrongdoing, harder than any of you could fucking dream of. And...I take the consequences of my actions. Y'see...I'm stoical...so I get that people expect me to always tough it out. I'm giving (fuck off I am too, to some...ok very few) and I get that people expect that role of me always...I have an opinion, I absolutely expect to be asked to back that opinion up...etc etc I say what I think and do what I like...AND I TAKE THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT What's been bugging the everloving bejesus shit out of me is th

If I Had You...
If I Had You Lyrics Artist(Band):Alabama Review The Song (1) Print the Lyrics If I Had You Lyrics MP3 Downloads Send Alabama polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone If I Had You Alabama Album: For The Record If I had you we'd run like gypsies in the wind We'd be lovers and we'd be friends, if I had you If I had you we'd count the stars all one by one We'd make love till they were gone oh, if I had you 'Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin' stronger 'Cause there ain't no control And there's nothing, no there's nothing No there's nothing that I wouldn't do, if I had you If I had you, we'd sail the seven seas as one We'd never say it can't be done, oh, if I had you 'Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin' stronger there ain't no control And there's nothing, oh, there's nothing I know there's nothing that I wouldn't do, if I had you If I had you...

If I Had A Nickel For Every Dumb Question Today..
I'd have like $1.38 so far. There needs to be an idiot filter. Something that you can turn on so that when dumb people are about to ask you another dumb question, they will stop, wait, and then maybe either their head will explode or they will shit themselves. Either way, at least they won't bug me with another dumb question. Maybe it should just be a financial thing. Ask a dumb question that you can answer for yourself with only a bit of effort and you'll have to pay me $20. WTF ever happened to looking shit up. Need to spell a word? Look it up. Need to correct grammar? Look it up. What is the capital city of Nairobi? Look it up. Need to see a pigmy midget on the back of a quarterhorse? Now you're just being twisted. But I'm sure you could look it up. People, think for yourself once in a while. Be resourceful. Or don't. Continue to the be massive herd of followers and consumers. I couldn't give a crap either way. Just quit asking me dumb questions. Now about those midgets...

If I Had My Life To Live Over
by Erma Bombeck (Written after she found out she was dying from cancer.) I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watc

If I Had Known This Was In My Inbox....
I am passing this one along.....puts things in perspective. The Night Before Christmas T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A Canadian soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a b

If I Havent Fanned Or Rated U Please Let Me Know Private Message
IF YOU HAVE COME BY MY PROFILE AND RATED OR FANNED ME AND I HAVENT DONE IT BACK PLEASE LET ME KNOW WITH A PRIVATE MESSAGE.. I HAVE HAD A CONTEST GOING ON AND THE BOMB AND ALERTS ARE SO FAST I MAY HAVE MISSED A FEW OF YOU.. LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GTE IT BACK TO YOU TY SMOOCHES MUCH LOVE LADY KAOS

If I Had My Life To Live Over - By Erma Bombeck
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck ( written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my new clothes and not worried about grass stains. I

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed

If I Had Only Known........ ( Reba Mcentire)
If I had only known it was the last walk in the rain, I’d keep you out for hours in the storm. I would hold your hand, like a life line to my heart. Underneath the thunder we’d be warm. If I had only known it was the last walk in the rain. If I had only known I’d never hear your voice again, I’d memorize each thing you’ve ever said. And on those lonely nights, I could think of you once more. Keep your words alive inside my head. If I had only known I’d never hear your voice again. You were the treasure in my hand. You were the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there. But then there came a day, And I turned my head and you slipped away. If I had only known it was my last night by your side, I’d pray a miracle stop the dawn. And when you smiled at me I would look into your eyes And make sure you know my love for you goes on and on. If I had only known, If I had only known, The love I would have shown, i

If I Had To Choose
LOVE IF I HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN BREATHING AND LOVING YOU.I WOULD USE MY LAST BREATH TO SAY I LOVE YOU. DON'T LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE WILL LEAVE YOU FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE. LOVE URSELF WHEN THERE IS NO ONE ELSE IN THE WORLD TO LOVE YOU,LOVE YOURSELF. IN LOVE A MAN IN LOVE IS LIKE A FLY CAUGHT IN A COBWEB THE MORE HE TRIES TO FREE HIMSELF THE MORE TANGLED HE GETS. SOMEBODY THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO MEET THAT SOMEBODY. SEXXYLADY

If I Had A Hammer
If I Had A Hammer Lyrics and music by Lee Hays and Pete Seeger (1949) Seeger sang for the people and their rights at a time when that could get rabble-rousers blacklisted and worse. What's more, he got the people singing for themselves Peter, Paul and Mary (1962) Album: Around the Campfire LYRICS: If I had a hammer, I'd hammer in the morning, I'd hammer in the evening, All over this land, I'd hammer out danger, I'd hammer out a warning, I'd hammer out love between, My brothers and my sisters, All over this land. If I had a bell, I'd ring it in the morning, I'd ring it in the evening, All over this land, I'd ring out danger, I'd ring out a warning, I'd ring out love between, My brothers and my sisters, All over this land.

If I Have Be............( This One Touched Me And Was Perfect For What I've Wanted To Say To Somebody ) :)
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I will have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one.

If I Had The Time
If I had the time to find a place And sit me down full face to face With my better self, that stands no Show In my daily life that rushes so, It might be then I would see my soul Was stumbling still toward the shining Goal- I might be nervrd by the thought Sublime, If I had the time! If I had the time to learn from you How much for comfort my world would Do; And I told you then of my sudden Will To kiss your feet when I did you ill- If the tears aback the bravado Could force their way and let you know- The souls of all of us would chime, If we had the time!

If I Had A Dollar For Every Time I Heard That...
So today was an interesting day... spent it helping my Ogre move his wife (don't get me wrong, they have filed for divorce, people) out of the house they used to share. She and I had alot of laughs today.. the biggest one being when she was explaining to someone over the phone who I was. It tickled me to death because though it was worded a tad bit differently, the meaning was the same and it's really one of those labels you don't expect to have attached to you more than once in a lifetime if at all... she said to this guy.. "Paige is here with me. And my husband.. Paige is my husband's girlfriend." I about laughed my ass off... I never expected to EVER hear that label again.. though it is in meant in a completely different context than the first time it was bestowed upon me, I still have managed to come full circle. Later on in the day, I shared this laugh with my boyfriend, who knows the whole story behind why this is so funny, and I thought he was going to wreck our car

If I Had It All..
I'd fuck it all up. I find myself wishing for some kind of comfort from all this. It's like a storm just rose from the ground at my feet. It's blinded me until all I can see is the emptiness that already exists inside. I wish I could somehow take it all away, wash it clean, cleanse it with fire, and then find something else to look forward to. I guess it's little odd when the only thing left you can wrap around yourself is the pain and confusion. It's familiar, thus it's comforting (yet chaotic) effect. I tend to include insecurity with confusion because I believe that's all insecurity is.. confusion with a pretty name. I don't know.. I don't know where to begin or what should end.. I'm at a loss.. for words, solutions, and comforting words for myself. I just need somebody to tell me it will be ok.. and for them to really fucking mean it. It's times like this I miss having a guy that would just hug me and let me be weak for a little while. I'm so tired of being s

If I Had A Million Dollars....
Horrible day….. I show up to work “trying” to be cheerful for all the fucking customers. Yet I find out that I have the lame ass job of begging groceries. OK fine not a big deal, there are 4 other courtesy clerks. So my duties of the day include restocking bags, paper and plastic, restock the ice, clean carts, go retrieve carts and sweep. So I start off as bagging, then go get the bags to restock, then the ice. Well I was interrupted with a plea to go and check for someone who is late. Well the pleas were ignored by myself because I had other duties as my position as a “courtesy clerk”. So I go gather carts for about 45 minutes, because lucky me all the other “courtesy” assholes disappeared. Well I was “conned”, excuse me, “told” to go relieve someone for a break at the check stand. Which with a smile on my face I obligated to the person who really is not in charged but he grabs his balls like he is. So I stood there and took over, so later she arrived and decided that she was not rea

If I Had To Pick A Favorite Shakespeare Quote..
'The moon's an arrant thief, And her pale fire she snatches from the sun' -Timon of Athens I can't quite put my finger on why I like it so much.. perhaps it's only the mention of the moon or maybe it is something more..

If I Had You
if i had you i would have it all, if i had you here with me i would never let you go, if i had you no more tears would fall from my eyes. if i had you i would always be happy and never sad. if i had you i would have it all.

If I Had A Little Blog.....
ok so um like i bloggin for no real reason... Anyhow, oh der i know... i been lookin and noticin some people have like fan clubs for their blogs... How the hell do they do that... i guess write alot huh is it interestin reading strangers stuff, i know my brain is as twisted as they get how can i get a fan club i want a fan club! I want to be popular and artsy i want recognition and fame, I want to be the NEXT AMERICAN BLOGGER! (not really) What did the fish say when he ran into a cement wall? Dam! I want to have people go..hmm thats kinda wrong. i want to feel like i am something... i know that line right there usually brings in a comment. aparently crazy thoughts and almost-emo behavior is like appealing. ok so um yeah i like pain, the feel as a blade slices thru you flesh.... the prick of a needle imbeddin ink in my skin, orgasmic... the sting and burn of .......ok Gettin wet new subject So i guess im gonna be on my

If I Have Missed Anyone
If i have missed anyone in the Independent family please send me a message or please feel free to add me, rate me and fan me. I have done everyone i think on the list but to be sure please could you thanks Bitchy Babygirl

If I Had My Life To Live Over - By Erma Bombeck
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck (Written after she found out she was dying from cancer). I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I wo

If I Had
If I had time to play a game it would be with you. if I had time to have fun it would be with you. If I had time to take a picture it would be of you. f I had time to love it would be you. If I wanted to see beauty if would be with you. If I had a smile it would be for you. So now that you know how I feel, come sit with me and lets me show you what I can mean to you. Written 9/24/2007 Madusa

If I Have To Say Goodbye
If i have to say goodbye hope you never forget me. i will never foget you. I love you so very much, and it is breaking my heart. I guess life never turns out the way you want it to. things happen that you have no control over. I will miss you all so very much. If i have to say goodbye please dont think i will ever stop thinking about you all. If i ever have to say goodbye you will aways and forever be a part of my life. The tears are falling and i just don't understand. Depression has finally taken over and i just cant go on anymore, i am done fighting. There is just too much pain So please keep praying for me maybe i will make it through this. I love you my friends i dont want to say goodbye but if i have to say goodbye i promise i will never forget the love that was sent my way and all the hugs that kept me going. and the smile that was always there when i was talking wth you all. i will never forget. The smile is no longer there, the laughter is

If I Happened To Show Up On Your Door Step Crying, Would You Care?
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone... Copy and send this to your whole buddy list. ""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandma ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains or the bugs. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching my children grow. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnan

If I Had You
If I Had You If I had you we'd run like gypsies in the wind If I had you we'd count the stars all one by one If I had you we's sail the seven seas as one We'd be lovers and we'd be friends if I had you We'd make love till they were gone oh, if I had you We'd never say it can't be done if I had you Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin stronger there ain't no control And there's nothing, no there's nothing I know there's nothing that I wouldn't do If I had you thanks to minnesota40

If I Had One Wish
If I had one wish, I would rewind the hands of time. Just to apologize for all the nights you cried. If I had one wish, I would take back the words that left you empty inside. Just to make you laugh agian before things had to end. If I had one wish,I would of held you closer. Just to feel your touch again would be the sweetest pleasure. If I had one wish, I would tell you all the things I never said. Just to keep you from praying and asking god why this has to happen. If I had one wish, I would never let you walk away. Just for me to tell you that without you I would truly lose it. If I had one wish, I would take back all the things I did. Just to see you happy once agian. BY:LIZ PITTMAN

If I Had Just One More Day
If I Had Just One More Day, to make you smile, I would run a mile to be with you. If I had just one more day, to make you laugh. I would climb that mountain regardless how steep it was, just to be with you. If i had just one more day, to give you a hug, i would ride on a flying rug just to be close to you my friend. If i had just one more day, to be with you. If i had just one more day i would call your name hopes that you could hear, i would wipe away your tears, and chase away your fears, if i had just one more day to be with you my friend. if i had just one more day, to be with you my friend. i would run a million miles just to make you smile If I had just one more day.

If I Had Eyes By Jack Johnson
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that failed * You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes l

If I Had One Wish
If i had one wish. I think it would be to change the world. I know that i already make a difference with what i do. But I want so much more. I want to make a difference in the lives i touch everyday. I have helped so many people in my so little years, that I have done the work of ten. I know that my purpose in life is to help others before i help myself. GOD's plan for me is to be a bright shining star in someones life that is dark.My intentions are good, my life has been all about helping those who need help. I know that i am appreciated when some one smiles in my presence,who I have extendedmy hand to ,to pull them back to being part of our world,likethose who feel left ehind and alone

If I Held Auction ...
IF I HELD AN AUCTION WHO WOULD ENTER ? NOT SAYING I'M GOING TO HAVE ONE BUT THINKING ABOUT IT,JUST WANNA GET AN IDEA OF HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD ENTER .. LET ME KNOW VIA FU-MAIL OR YOU CAN LEAVE COMMENT HERE . XOXOXO ~BOSSLADY~

If I Had Eyes
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that fed You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes li

If I Had Eyes
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away If you could've tried to trust the hand that fed You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that

If I Had It All
Sometimes I can't move my feet it seems As if I'm stuck in the ground somehow like a tree As if I can't even breathe Oh, and my screams come whispering out As if nobody can even see me Like a ghost, sometimes I can't see myself Sometimes, then again, oh If I were a king If I had everything If I had you and I could give you your dreams If I were giant-sized, on top of it all Then tell me what in the world would I sing for If I had it all Sometimes I feel lost As I pull you out like strings of memories Wish I could weave them into you Then I could figure the whole damn puzzle out Then again, oh And if I were a king If I had everything If I had you and I could give you your dreams If I were giant-sized, on top of it all Then tell me what in the world would I go on for If I had it all I could take anything If I had no greed to bring Only the poison that's tainting the clean Oh, then nothing Remembering times much younger than me now When my breath w

If I Have Any Friends Left
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If I Had Wings
Verse 1: Why do we hate? Why do we suffer? Why do we make our mistakes, and constantly blame one another? Why is there war, and why is there killing? Have we forgotten some secret we knew back when we were just children? Chorus: If I had wings, I'd fly up to heaven. I'd look down from the clouds, on every thing.... then I could find all the things we've been missin'. I would have all the answers...if I had wings. Verse 2: Like why I am here, and where did I come from; and where would I go when my time here on this earth is done, and what would I leave that would go on forever? Oh no, and what can I do while I'm here to make someone's life better? Darius Rucker

If I Had But One More Day
If I had but one more day, to show how much I love you I would spend it within the sweetness of your silken lips. Inhaling of your essence, I would slip into the oblivion of a world, where all time stood still. Tracing your lips softly,with intricate strokes of love just like the dainty threads upon a cross stitched canvas. Every precious moment would count in love with you for I would immerse myself within your heart and soul. Tasting of your kisses until my final breath is the way, that from this life, I therefore wish to depart. Breathe life into my soul, until my last heartbeat where in love, I'll carry you, beyond the heavens, and the never ending.

If I Had To Live My Life With Out You
!♥love it♥ If I had to live my life with out you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long And with you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong Our dreams are young and we both know They'll take us where we want to go Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you You'll only change my whole life through Nothing's gonna change my love for you If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead a way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are So come with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too Hold me now, touch me now I

If I Had One Wish...this...would Be It...
Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be real...to be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be able....to call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...)

If I Had Wings
If I had wings I'd fly away from here with all I hold dear deep in my heart. I'd live for the freedom of wild blue skies, lost deep in thought, no more despise. If I had wings I'd have no more hate, I'd fly with the birds and their own silent fate. To sing and to call, to laugh and to fall. To live and to breath, to never ever leave. No one governs the skies, no tyrants, no wars just the soft sun arise, and below sweeping shores. Wind in my hair, feathers so fair, I'd swoop and I'd dive, simply being alive. If I had wings I'd reach for the stars, wouldn't need any cars, just go with the flow all you need to know. There'd be no more pain, I'd just fly away. No more eyes streaming tears, no more time, no more years. If I had wings I'd simply be free, not a worry in my head, not a thing I would dread. I would be free.... Fly with me now, don't need to ask how. Spread your great wings, as the songbirds do sing, and fly.

If I Had A Penis, It's Name Would Be....
Your Penis Name Is: Prince Charming Keep it in your pants! Penis Name Generator Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends. Yes I did just take a quiz to see what my penis's name would be if I had one! LOL

If I Hadn't Blown The Whole Thing Years Ago I Might Be Here With You
What does the song you’re listening to remind you of? Not listening to anything How did you get your last bruise? Shit Idk, haha. I get them all the time Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from? Yep Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? Fuckin tired Are you disappointed in anyone ?Nope What were you doing at 3am this morning? Cuddlin :) Will you be driving in a year? I already drive Where is your biological father right now? Haha. Bed How many tattoos would you get? Idk, a lot, but not to where I'd look tacky What is the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week? Umm. Idk. Past 4am Where’s your phone right now? In my bra Who was your last missed call from? Idk What woke you up this morning? His phone going off and him groaning haha Are you missing anyone/something? Kinda Is someone taller than you? Uhh, lots of people Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? Noope If y

If I Knew- I Just Think This Is Beautiful
this is why you should always say i love you IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you,"

If I Knew Then
when i was young i dreamed of a girl that i would love. when i got older i found her. but she didnt feel the same.. she broke my heart. so for a few years i fellowed her lead, breaking hearts as i went.when i found another i detacated mysalf to her only to be let down again... pay back for the way i acted?? a heart can be true but infected with hate.. break the chain and try always to be true to your self and others because it always come back to you

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say o

If I Knew Then.....
I sit here and think If I knew then what I knew now would I have made different choices? Out loud I say yeah I would have Just so people won't think I am crazy When I say what I really mean NO, I would NOT have changed anything I would have gone through all the bad times just to have the memories of all the many good times For me it was worth it I will cherish in my heart all the smiles I received All the kisses and hugs Even the damn smacks on the ass The hand holding The mornings waking up beside him watching him make funny faces to make Elijah laugh The tickles he gave him The pride and the love he felt for his son I will remember fondly the little things he would do GIve me his lst bite of ice cream washing the car so it would look pretty for me lighting both of our cigarettes refilling my drink asking me where I want to go asking me where I want to eat Jumping to buy whatever I wanted at the drop of a hat regardless of cost just to make me happy Som

If I Knew...
If I knew it would be the last time I'd see you fall asleep, I'd tuck you in more tightly, And pray your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time I'd see you walk out the door, I'd hug you and kiss you--and call you Back for just one more. If I knew it would be the last time We'd spare a minute or two, I'd stop and say "I love you," Instead of assuming you know I do. If I knew it would be the last time I'd be there to share your day, I wouldn't wait until tomorrow, Letting time with you slip away. For surely there is a tomorrow To make up for an oversight, And we'll always get a second chance To make everything all right. There will always be another chance To say our "I love yous," And certainly there's another chance To say our "What I can dos." But just in case I might be wrong, And today is all I get, I'd like to say I love you, And hope you never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or

If I Knew
8:43 PM - If I Knew Current mood: content IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another d

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming yo u would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "A

If I Knew
>IF I KNEW > >If I knew it would be the last time >That I'd see you fall >asleep, >I would tuck you in more tightly >and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. > >If I knew it would be the last time >that I see you walk out the door, >I would give you a hug and kiss >and call you back for one more. > >If I knew it would be the last time >I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, >I would video tape each action and word, >so I could play them back day after day. > >If I knew it would be the last time, >I could spare an extra minute >to stop and say "I love you," >instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. > >If I knew it would be the last time >I would be there to share your day, >Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, >so I can let just this one slip away. > >For surely there's always tomorrow >to make up for an oversight, >and we always get a second chance >to make everything just right. > >There will always >be another day >to say "I love you," >And certa

~ If I Knew ~
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

If I Knew
If I knew if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep,i would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. if i knew it would be the last time i see you walk threw the door,i would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more. if i knew it would be the last time i hear your voice lifted up to praise,i would video tape each action and word,so i could play them back day after day. if i knew it wuould be the last time ,i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say " i love you " instead of assuming that you KNOW i do. if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share the day , instead of thinking,"oh.well, i'm sure we'll have so many more, so i can let this one slip away" for surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chance to make everything all right. There will always be another day to say " i love you" and certainly there's always an

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

If I Knew...
So everyone knows, I did not write this, but this is something that had an impact on the way I view things in my life..... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door. I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for just one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say, "I love you," Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, And we always get a second chance to make everything

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time i'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that i'd see you walk out the door I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word so i could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you" instead of assuming you would know I do. If I knew it would be the last time to share your day, well i'm always sure you'll have so many more, so I can let this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up an oversight and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you" and certainly there's another chance to say our: " Anything I can do?" But just in case I might be wrong and today is all we get

If I Knew
If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I still want to be born? If I knew what it felt like to be in Heaven, would I want to be alive? If I knew the choices that I made would be a mistake, would I still make them? I feel the risks you take would be worth the thrill sometimes. If I knew where the road less traveled would read, would I still take the opportunity? The answer is dear to me. If I knew everything from the begging, and if I knew everything my life would be empty! Nothing left to wonder, nothing left to dream. Somethings you should know, and others are best to be a mystery!

If I Knew ...
If I knew Current mood: content If I knew it would be the last time That (more...) I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly And pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW it. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say that "I love you," And certa

If I Knew
In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders. Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased. IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I ca

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time That I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss And call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, So I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make e everything j us right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another ch

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

If I Knew You
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If I Know Him
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If I Knew
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If I Leave Here Tomorrow Will You Still Remember Me
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If I Let U Ride It
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If I Let You Hit It????
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If I Let You Hit It....???
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If I Let You Hit It...
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If I Let You Hit It
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If I Let You Go
Day after day Time passed away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find The courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go? Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you You speak to my heart It's such a shame we're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go ?

If I Let You Hit It
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If I Lay You Down...(hott As Hell, Whew)
If I Lay You Down... If I lay you down what would you do Would you let me rub you Up and down your body The way that I used to Would you let me play with your ass and tits Oh yeah and that sweet pussy too If I lay you down what would you do Would you let me suck on your nipples Till they got hard and long too Would you let me lick your pussy Till you get wet and start to cum too If I lay you down what would you do Would you let me lick your cum Till your body shook from the sheer emotion That I put it through Would you hold back to stop the pleasure Or would you open up and relax As I ate your sweet endeavor Oh, if I lay you down what would you do If I bent your knees and opened you up Licking you from the front to back too Licking your ass as you squirmed with passion Wondering in your mind what more I would do to you If I lay you down what would you do If I licked, sucked, and made slow love to you

If I Let You Hit It
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If I Lose
“If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you.” ~Henry Rollins

If I Lay Here
hmmmm, kinda a long day. i have been cleaning like crazy, yuck i really hate cleaning. ohhh i wrote the meanist email i have ever writen and to make it worse i sent it. i just have this girl i have been friends with on and off, kinda just pushed me to my limit and i just cant take it anymore. i have a jar of anger inside of me and i never know when it gets to full , but when it does. its not good at all. the thing is that i am a really nice person and people just push me and push me, they think because i am nice, i cant be mean. and to be honest when i get truly mad i am one of the meanest people i know.i have stages to my anger 1. i start to shake 2. i cant say what i want to 3.i cry 4.i smile, if you see this you really need to back away and get the fuck away from me 5. i get very calm, at this point you are fucked the best thing is to just shut up and hope i dont stay mad long i know these well i have only had about 3 people get me pissed off enough that i make it to stage 5

If I Lean A Little At A 100.... Let Me
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, Where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she could write notes when she needed to communicate. After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right. A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up. A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?" Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew.............. "Theywon't let me fart."

If I Lost You
Silence fills my mind. I drift off into dreams of you and i. I feel so content now, nothing acting out. Just my imagination leading me to where I love to be. Your presence is with me now. Spiritually you invade me. My body, mind and soul keep you locked up inside to roam about as you please. You invade my most intimate places. You fiercely flow through the blood in my heart like a disease I'm not immune to. Making your way through every pore in my body, I try to keep you locked up within me. My tear ducts begin to burn as I feel you leave me. You make your way out. Blood flows like lonely rain from my eyes. The touch of your fingertips felt on my cheek in the blood that makes its way down to my mouth. I taste you, sweeter than any summer rain. My tongue sponges up the taste of dreams, memories, love and passion as that we've shared in reality. I'm so empty now. I've swallowed the last of you. No more feelings, can't even speak of that word, it has left

If I Live That Long
diary whore know what, i cant wait to have grandkids...if i live that long this is what i am so excited about,,cause i dont, as you know like masking the truth' so my grandkids will say Grandpa (thats me diary kunt, play along, so i am gradpa) and i will say something like what you pesty kunts they will say..Grandpa' what did you do during the recession of 06-09 and i will say KRANK fuckers, i did krank a wheel-barrel full of Krank and i ate pussy and they will say Granpa Your so fucking silly You didnt eat any pussy Fucking kunts, i cant stand them already Diary and you smell like clam juice, ass, and corn chips Kunt OOOOOW, make me a line too Diary, i want one, me too, me too Kunt

[i Fill Out Questionnaires]
Ten random facts folks you read it..you do it 1. I'd rather drink goat's milk. 2. I have an undiagnosed chronic pain condition in my tummy. Its excrutiating. 3. I once masturbated 8 times in 11 hours to find out if I could. 4. I only dance when no one expects it. 5. I don't really have any secrets. 6. I'd rather watch my hometeam lose all year long than watch the playoffs of any sport. 7. I like carrot juice, but for the life of me I can't just buy it in a giant jug or can. 8. I may come off as this bright, confident (arrogant) young man, but the truth is I'm probably just playing some elaborate game of gauging you, toying with you, and measuring a safe distance around you. I'm terrified of people, but in the sense that I'll bite your neck when cornered if I have to. 9. I'd rather live with a nymphomaniac mute that I knew loved me just by her smile. 10. I can probably

I Filled A Huge Trash Can With Weeds Today....and Lots Of Other Stuffs *dances*
BACK GARDEN 7-27-2011 Planted; Rambling Red Stripe (cherry type red and green striped very sweet) in Buffalo Loam soil, strange stuff that soil…lite but holds water well…we’ll see how the tomato performs. Strawberries; Quinaul-spread 18” high yield if protected for birds (yes, I bought bird netting today *grin) Fragaria-grown more for it’s pink flowers it spreads 24” and fruits rarely. Fertilized All veggies and herbs (except Rambling Red Stripe) with Happy Frog tomato and vegetable. All flowers with Fertilome Blooming and Rooting. I’m very blessed and will continue to take pictures. It’s been a crazy season weather wise and I’ve heard of a few people that have lost their entire gardens *sad face* HAPPY WEEDING…try to stay cool and drink lots of water!!!

If I Left
IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS* ALLLL I EVER WANTED IS 1 ON 1 TIME WITH PEOPLE IS THAT HARD 2 ASK?

If I Let You Go
If I Let You Go? I wonder if I let you go Will I still love you? Will it change? Will it get better? Or will it hurt any less? Will it hurt more? And then I wonder if I let you go Will you miss me? Will you still love me? Will you even care? Or will you just look at me and say goodbye? Will it hurt you? Will it change you? Will it be better for you?

If Im Not Back Around 6 Central Time Come Find Me
HAHA WELL I AM OFF TO WORK AROUND TEN CENTRAL TIME AND IF IM NOT BACK AROUND 6 I WILL BE IN A SNOW BANK SOMEWHERE JK I PROBABLY WILL BE BACK THOUGHT I WOULD TELL ALL THAT I WILL BE AT WORK AND COME LEAVE ME SOME LOVE WHILE IM GONE....

If I'm Not Uglier Then The Ugliest Thing On Earth
Then why won't anybody speak to me? Why don't women want to meet with me at a nice public place? That's why I feel ugly, that's why I'm depressed and sometimes wish I was never born and want to jump off something very high off the fucking ground and hit something very solid, like cement. Well, that's one of the reasons anyway. There's another which I don't wish to get into right now.

If I'm Allowed To Blog...
I've never tried this before, I find blogging to be a rather self important idea... But hell, if I've got the chance, can I vent my hot sports opinions? The Rangers just traded Lofton for Max Ramirez, a high A catcher in the Indians organization. I would've thought you could get a more major league ready prospect for a player having the year that Lofton is. It will be interesting to see what we can get for Sosa (if Lofton nets a single A prospect, I don't think you can get anything for Sosa), Texiera, Gagne, possibly Otsuka, et al.

If Im Wrong Well Shit Cant Be Worse
The problem with this country is us. I think alot, probably too much. I believe I have the answer to most of this countries problems. I'd run for office but my past (and sometimes current) exploits would preclude that in our 2 party system. So since I may never get the chance, I've decided to lay out my platform and let some squeeky-clean wasp from New Hampshire take the ball and run with it. 1. The Economy; We're being destroyed by our trade deficit, I think the answer to this one is simple. (and please correct me if I'm wrong.) Tarriffs never work, (tarriffs are taxes you add to the price of something before it arrives to "level" the playing field.) What we need is a simple policy change, if 25% of your goods are sold here, than 25% of your manufacturing will be here. whatever your total sales are to the American market, that's the total of your production that will be based here. 2. Taxes; This idea is not mine, but I believe in it so strongly I've adopted it. A national s

If I Make It To December...
Monday I start Yoga classes as well as Water arobics classes. I have to make an eye doctors appointment sometime soon... Colored contacts or clear? My book is just about finished and I will be starting a new one Called "Soccer Mom Wicca (Rich Bitchcraft). I'm roleplaying again. I may be getting braces. I'm going to Colorado in December... With the stress I'm under this trip will be a welcome break.

If Im In A Shitty Mood Or Dont Feel Good This Is Why!
So I have polycyctic ovarin syndrome! I've been on my period for almost four months!!! it's horrible!!! Im very tired all the time but im still having to work!! And my line of work only makes it worse! So pls if im not in a good mood I hope you understand!! ~Mel

If I Mean Anything To You
then do this one thing i ask of you read all my poetry. im seriously considering making a book or something and i want to know wat my best writings are so i can put them in the book.i need everyones opinion.i know im a pain in the ass and can be difficult at time but for those of you who can stand be or choose to stand me you please do this . go to OpenDiary. com search for the_murdering_heart or Lost in Love. And if for some reason your unable to go to the website comment on all the blogs i have written on here OR GO TO MY MYSPACE HERE IS THE URL myspace.com/the_murdering_heart18 .PLEASE DO THIS .THIS IS MY CHRISTMAS WISH. THANK YOU

If I'm Not Around Quite As Often...
...I just purchased a motor vehicle for the first time in almost 20 yrs, so LOTS of things to do in association with THAT. Also, much, **MUCH** straightening to do in conjunction with the remodeling of MUCH of an "ancient" home. P.S. IF showing "on" but I DON'T respond, very likely it's 'cuz I'm Auto 11'ing in between Yahoo IM's to my fiancée overseas.

If Im Yours
if im yours. if im yours then prove itif im yours would you show it? if you want me you would come and kiss meam i your angel or am i your worst deed? your my true love the rain drop that falls on my heartyou stole my heart and im not mad i was going to give it to you anyways i wish we would just bebut its a mythical dream waiting to be free i do love you and i do want youbut its so hard living when i cant have youhear my voice read my words im screaming for us to beyour written on my heart and theres no erasing lovei blocked you out but if im yours you will break throughand snatch me off my feetlove -hector

If I Must Confess
If I must confess: I drink too much coffee I really don’t care for team sports I might have been unfaithful I don’t play well with others I don’t like jewelry Honestly: No one loves you as I do You might not care If I must confess: I never go to bed at the same time I don’t like to floss I don’t remember the last time I cried I love grey skies Nothing has been easy in my life You know that You know me enough Without you, life is bland Sometimes I get tired of all this Every day is Groundhog Day I have never forgotten you Loving you is inevitable I have always known When you are going to criticize Start with yourself Situations changes It is not always a bad thing There is hope You don’t have to say it I have always known You …… I will find a way

If I Made A List
Now I been on fubar for Along ass time different names , different profiles looks , but one thing that never changes is player these are the ones that lie , even cheat on here , I am going say I'm no angel . But I am nice guy yes my track record is not the best with this profile. What fu married 3 times burned 6 times never again . If I ever find right one on I will be surprised there some that are cool some that well that piss me off . Some good friends with . But the list 6 players who are they see in my family one day and gone the next . Sorry will not put there names there all ready on walk of shame. I am not hard guy to get along with. Just like some time together to get know someone .and like the little things someone does, I pay attention to you , you do it back (one hand washing the other)Will I ever get fu married Again hmmm no there one maybe but not really. Lol , only way I do it if she steps up to me don't' be afraid, I don't bit.

I Finally Laid It On The Line To Him....
Troy, that is, last night when we spoke that I knew he was out of state and away from his family to take care of us but after two failed marriages and him being 40 years old and starting to wear out that no matter what he says or what anybody else says, when we get out to California, I am following my passion and my true talent and that if he didn't like it, approve of it or support it, then that was his problem and I was going to do it anyway. I didn't want to sound like a bitch when I said that but this is the only thing, besides being on the computer, that I'm naturally talented at and KNOW that I'm meant to do this and of course, for those of you that know me, it's ACTING! I don't give a rats ass if I'm too fat, too ugly or too old, I KNOW that I can succeed with my acting and I know I'm damn good at it! I'm a very ugly woman now a days and very disgustingly obese but I don't give a shit. When I start hitting auditions, I will find out the reasoning why I may have not bee

I Find This Hard To Believe..lmao
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny63%Normal Horny50%A little horny44%Super Horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Ifinity Plus Two
infinity plus two the love of my life is oh so far away i think about you every minute of the day when we first met it was love at first sight deep in my heart i knew everyhting was right losing you is my biggest fear oh how i wish you were here what did u do to me? what did u say? i never knew i can feel this way i see us on the ocean walking on the sand the moon in your eyes and the warmth of your hand your lips touched mine my heart stood still i felt soemthing inside i never knew i could feel my hand started sweating i forgot my name from that night on out i never felt the same you are perfect for me in every wich way you are my destiny what can i say all i know is i want to be with you deep in my heart i know you want me too im hurtting inside; i wish you could see me every minute with out youis forever to me without you in my heart theres nothing i can do so if i could ask for anything i'd only ask for you we were ment to be toghter you know this is

If Interested A Small Test,lol
a test for u single guys Current mood: annoyed Well fuck me side ways and call me tuesady..lol...no really.What does it take to get a guy these days cause I'm doing something wrong,Are there any good guys out there?or are my standards too high? I'm not looking for anyone that is in a relationship of any kind,can't be old as the hills(over 65),no weridos or someone looking for me to be your sugar mama.this is the type of guys that is always wanting me but it's not for me. Here is a list of what I'm looking for (like i said maybe my standards are too high )so I thought that I would make this a test instead ,with a point system.So if inerested get a pen and paper and let me know you score and maybe we can talk if its a good one.good luck 1.must be male.....3 points 2.between 21 and 45........2 points 3.single,seprated,divorced dont really care as long as you have no girlfriend or wife........3 points 4.must have a job as i dont want to support your ass(i make my

I Find This To Be Truthful And Interesting
YOU KNOW DAY AFTER DAY WHEN I GET ON HERE. THEY HAVE THE CONTEST WHICH ARE FUN TO BE IN AND TO VOTE FOR PEOPLE. IM NOT GETTIN DOWN ON THEM. BUT I FEEL THAT THIS IS NO DIFFERENT THAN HIGH SCHOOL. PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY NEED TO BE IN THE POPULAR CROWD. THEY WANT TO HAVE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND THATS FINE. BUT FOR SOME PEOPLE ITS LIKE A EPADEMIC ALMOST A PLAGUE THAT THEY HAVE TO BE THE POPULAR KID THAT IF THEY ARE NOT THEN THEY CANT SURVIVE. DONT BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO BE IN THE LONER CROWD. AND BECAUSE SOMEONES OUTWARD APPERANCE ISNT WHAT YOU THINK IT SHOULD BE. TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO BE FAKE AND IT REALLY GETS TO ME. YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE THE SIZE CLOTHES THEY WEAR OR IF THEY SHOW THEIR TATAS OFF OR THEIR PRIVATE PARTS. TOO MANY WOMEN OUT HERE GET BOTHERED BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE THOSE THINGS ON HERE THATS FINE IF YOU WANT TO SHOW THEM BUT THE ONES THAT DONT DO NOT GIVE THEM A HARD TIME IT DOESNT MEA

I Finally
finally turned the ring around, but something just not right I must have bent the band at work, damn it feels so tight. I lay my head down on my pillow so i can get some rest Its not tight around my finger it's tight around my chest. I reach over for her picture, I kiss before i pray I ask the lord to hold her hand to see another day. I finaly fall asleep, Then was awaking with a poke I look down at my finger and my words begain to choke The ring had turned itself around the heart was facing mine I guess even in your sleep the heart controls the mind. I finally left the ring alone, my heart say that its right I dont think the love i have is given up this fight. JW

I Find This Rather Funny, Actually....
... When someone isn't your 'friend' and they rate your photos a three. LMAO. That is good for you, but honestly, I couldn't give a fuck less. You obviously, don't like Manson and whatever. Don't even bother rating it. Because your opinion means shit to me. Got it? Good. Now kindly, go fuck yourself with a chainsaw. And also, perhaps you should leave a comment on said photo(s), that way, I can kindly return the favor.

I Finally Got Back To Work Today!!!
For the first time in a few weeks, I finally got back to work for the first time today! It feels good to get back to my office and do what I do. Whether checking something on my computer or talking to someone I counsel, just getting back to it after being laid up for a few weeks feels damn good! My colleagues decided since it was my first day back, they'd splotch for lunch! (I'd like to say it was a surprise for me, but someone spilled it a few days before!) The kids that I help were all very happy to see me. I felt badly that I was missed so much! As I now have my dinner break as I write this and look on today, it's what I needed to do to get myself back on track, refocused and back on my usual routine once again. I'm sure the rest of the day is going to go well! It's the first step into getting my life back to normal! It's been so long since I've actually had that (about two years)! I will say that it is a step in the right direction. Life doesn't stop, and neither should y

If I Never Would Have Met You
If I never would have met you, My life would be so blue. If I never would have met you, I wouldn't love you for you. If I never would have met you, Things just wouldn't be the same. If I never would have met you, No one would know my pain. If I never would have met you, My life would be no more. If I never would have met you, My mom would be picking me up from the floor. If I never would have met you, I wouldn't know how to laugh. If I never would have met you, We wouldn't have such a blast. If I never would have met you, My heart would be so empty. If I never would have met you, I wouldn't smile plenty. But, I'm glad I finally met you, Someone who knows how I feel. I'm glad I finally met you, To help get me up that hill. I'm glad I finally met you, No one can take your place. I'm glad I finally met you, Now no one can wipe the smile from my face. I'm glad I finally met you, The person who knows just what to say. I'm glad I fi

I Finally Had My Mri
well monday i finally had the fuckin MRI.i should have had it the monday before but as im on my way to the hospital they call and tell me the machine is fucked.so i had to go another week. Well i had never had a MRI and didnt have a clue as to what would happen.i knew a needle would be involed and that fuckin freaked me out. i hate needles im not good at takeing needles.i couldnt be a junkie thats for sure.But the guy doing all of it was super cool and super nice and that made it all the better.MRIs are LOUD.when the guy put ear plugs im my ears i thought well how loud can it be? turns out it can be very loud.i have a really bad bad looking brusie on my arm and it hurts like hell. dave freaked when he saw it.Hopefully my doc or someone will call me today and tell me something.im always so waiting to know when my CT Scan is.That i have had before and im not looking forward to. the dye they put into you sucks.its make u hot and can make the vain they use collapes witch ive had happen

I Finished Pardise Kiss Yesterday
i love the series but the way it ended made me sad i guess you could say it kindof ended happy. they all got to start a buisness or make a great collection .. i guess i just wish that caroline and georgie would have stayed together they were so good together but i guess lov never works out... in life and in comics

I Finally Did It!
thanx to all my friends who have chatted or discussed or whatever, over the past few months. I have FINALLY put the down payment on my new HARLEY (YEAH!!!!). I'm still waiting for the financing to be finalized, but that should be a breeze. For those that are wondering, I bought a 2007 Softtail Duece in Jake and Elwood blue. There will be a photo in my interests real soon. Mark P.S. I've wanted this since I was 19, so it's been awhile coming.

I Finally Have A Fuckin Dryer!
LOL..I'm the washing clothes queen, LOL I havent had a dryer for months...I had to let the clothes hang dry, so you can imagine clothes all over th eplace..but now..I dont have to worry about that because I now have a washer and dryer...so you know what that means right? Its ON! LOL

I Find It Offensive...
That people think if I do not repost something they posted I am not a real friend... I find it offensive that if I do not take someone’s STUPID quiz and repost it I am not their friend... My friends on here KNOW I am their friend. They know if they need to be lifted up - I am here with a funny, religious or positive comment to get them through the day... NOT because I repost some BS message.... Just me - butt I love me!!! ... and you should to... :) p.s. That goes for the BS contests some of you think you must win to be somebody....

I Finally Did It!
For those of you who know, I finally got all my business stuff taken care of. I got all my tax receipts and my State ID to collect State tax. I will be ordering merchandise and starting my business real soon.....My business name is Robin's Boutique. I will be setting up at the Flea Market at first, but hey it's a start until I can afford my own Store Front.......Woooooooooooo Hooooooooo!

I Find This Very Funny....
That many people seem to be rating down my morph pic i have on my main pic, when 1 it wasnt even made by me, 2 if u rate some one less then a 10 it doesnt tell u who rated it, wich is pritty pathetic if u ask me.... come on people whats soo bad about my main pic? too scary and demonic for you all or something? hell if ya dont like it DONT LOOK AT IT! its that simple! IDIOTS!

I Finally Got The News
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

I Finally Did It...yay Me
As some of you know I have an older brother with whom i do not get along..well after 20 years of constant bickering and fighting it finally became physical, and it was started by him and im proud to say i BEAT HIS FUCKIN ASS!!!!! thats right karma just got into a physical altercation not more than 30 minutes ago, blood is pumping body is shaking and damn i feel good about myself because i dont have a mark on me, but OMG is mike gonna b fuckin pissed when he finds out, i hate to be my brother once word gets around to the rest of my family...hes soo dead...lmao

I Finally Have All My Things Back....
My mother finally gifted me with all of my lovely shit back. This is both go and very very very very very bad... Bad as in now I have no fortress of solitude... no Casa Del La Fuck so to say. Good as in now I have all of my DVD's and flat ware back. I also no longer have a place to hang out with friends because I'm sure as fuck not inviting them (yes all 3 of them) out to suburbia to hang. Oh yes I could see that ending well... not. Anywho... other than that life has been uneventful... I've mellowed a bit.. I'm not as suicidal as I was a week ago. Still not happy but I'm as good as it gets for the time being. Don't be a stranger let your local Nita know how she's affected absolutly nothing in your life.

I Finally Have A Job
Hey everybody guess what? I've finally got a job it's pretty sweet to cause I work at a fire work's factory it's from 8pm-5am plus mandatory overtime and i've worked there for 'bout 2 weeks now and i'm really good at it to cause every day we alway's finish up early like tonight we finished 1hr early and two day's ago we finshed 2hrs early but anyway that's the reason I haven't been on for so long. But i'll admit it's not so easy i've got black and blue makrs down the front of my legs and I alway's seem to wake up soar but oddly enough I enjoy it??? It's hard to explain but anyway just wanted to let all you know this 'lil fact about me cause in one week i'll be gettin PAID and then i'll get to say "I'M RICH BITCH" lol.

I Finally Got Good News For Myself
I FINALLY DID I IT I GOT MY LOAN FOR MY DOG GROOMING BUSINESS AND FOUND MY BUILDING LESS THEN 30 MINUTES AWAY,NOW ICNA BE MY OWN BOSS WOO HOO,IT DONT MEAN IM GONNA WEAR A SUIT OR CUT MY HAiR OFF NOPE LOL NOT GONNA HAPPEN,NOW I CNA BOSS PEOPLE FOR A CHANGE LOL,NOW I WONT BE RICH OR ANYTHING SAY TAKES A FEW YEARS TO MAKE ANY REALLY GOOD MONEY STARTING ON YOUR OWN,BUT HEY MAYBE 1 OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW CAUSE WHO KNOWS I COULD DO PRETTY GOOD,SO IF I MAKE MONEY U CNA KNOW ME IF IDONT MONEY ON TO THE NEXT MONEY GUY,THANK YOU MY 2 CENTS

I Finally Found Mr Right
hey all sorry i havent been on and probly wont be on much cus i finally found my mr right hes everything i ever dreamd of and i want and will be proud to be his wife forever and always Love you all Karen

A I Finaly Found The One
ITS AMAZING THE THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE IF ONLY YOU WOULD ALOW GOD TO TAKE CONTROL.. MY LIFE OVER THE PAST YEAR HAS BEEN IN UTTER DARKNESS. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING MYSELF DEEP INSIDE FROM A STATE OF DEPRESSION. ONLY TO FIND THE VERRY PLACE I HAD COME TO ESCAPE MY REALITY WOULD ALSO SUPPLY A LIFE LONG COMMITMENT..12 YEARS OF MY LIFE I SPENT BEING MISERABLE.. WITH A MAN WHOM KNEW NOT OF WHAT GOD CAN DO IN HIS LIFE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT I PITTY HIM EVEN THOU STONE AND I ARENT TOGETHER I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR SOME KIND OF SERINITY IN HIS LIFE. AND I ASK IF ANY OF YOU HAVE FAITH IN GOD PLEASE DO THIS FOR HIM AS WELL.BUT WHAT THIS BLOG IS REALLY ABOUT . IS THE INNER PEACE I HAVE TO PROCLAIM. ITS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE TO PRAY FOR EVERY DAY AND GIVE RETRIBUTIONS FOR MY DAILY SINS. BUT TRUST ME ITS WELL WORTH THE LOVE THE JOY THE PEACE THE KINDNESS THE GOODNESS, THE FAITHFULNESS THE GENTLENESS AND THE SELF CONTROL..THESE WERE ONCE THINGS THAT I TOTALY LAC

†i Finally Did Something For Myself Tonight That Im Proud Of †
Tonight I Wrote My Ex Who I was Engaged To And With For Over A Year...Durring That Relationship Things Were Promised Things Were Done Things Were Said But None Of It Came True I Was Lied To And I Was Left With My Heart In A Thousand Pieces I Was Devistated By What He Had Done As Much As I Wanted To Say I Was Over It Some How I Just Couldnt I Guess Cause I Never Got My Closure Then Tonight I Got To Thinking As I Have Been For Some Time...Why Am I Doing This To Myself? I Dont Deserve It And He Told Me More Then Once That My Heart Was His And His Was Mine...Well Officially Tonight I Wrote Him On Myspace And Decided I Didnt Want His Heart Anymore And I Wanted My Heart Back Along With All The Pieces...And I Told Him Im Taking My Heart Back So That Never Again He Could Say It Was His To Me Or To Anyone Else...Because Theres Another Soul That I Met Here That I Love And Want To Be With And I Wanted To Be Able To Give Him My Whole Heart Not A Half Beaten Down Heart...And To I Got To Thinking Ma

I Find Myself
Falling for you Wanting you Thinking of you. Smiling Laughing When I talk to you. Feeling happier More beautiful Just because of you. Thank You dear friend for being there when I need you the most.I cherish all that you are and everything you do for me. If theres one gift I could give to you it would be to love and take care of you. Now im going to say I Love You,but not in 'a weird needing way' but i mean it as a friend,someone who respects me. Your a great guy,and i really hope theres more for us in our future. xoxo Love Always Your Cock of a Friend, Taisha :D

I Find My Place Among The Ashes.
Well, I'll Put it this way. I Have Been Hurt so Bad in the Past. Then Here Lately I Stared to care about a guy. As Scared as I Was I Still Cared. But it Turns Out he Did not feel the same. Even If he Acted Like it. Now Once again. I Am So Scared, and I Am Such a Softy to him. I Could not even be mean to him, despite the fact that he hurt me so bad. =[ Because I Don't want him to feel bad for hurting me. Even my Dog can tell that I Am Hurt. Every time I Talk to him it hurts, but I Don't Let it Show. It Feels Like a 100's of Cuts all over my Body, and then a stabbing pain in my heart. I Wonder What turned him away, If it was my Secret Or my Looks, was I to Sweet or did i not show my Sweet side As Often as I Should had. I Guess its Like this Song. "I Guess In the end I Had to fall I Always Fine my Place among the Ashes"

I Find This Song Being A Release For My Pain...
"Stupify" Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified I've been waiting my whole life for just one fuck And all I needed was just one fuck How can you say that you don't give a fuck I find myself stupified, coming back again All I wanted was just one fuck One tiny little innocent fuck And when I feel like I'm shit out of luck I find my stupified, coming back again Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping I think I'm breaking down Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping away See but I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it I get stupified It's all the same you say Live with it But I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take contr

I Find It Amusing........
i was just blocked from a mumm..... because the question was..... with video mind you...... does this mean he likes me?....... i simply asked... "and you are how old" ... feeling this was a teenager or else someone that really needs some help...... this is what was in my shoutbox..... too funny.... mexican_ju...: ok its just a question no need to fckin critisize me ->mexican_ju...: oh okay i figured........you were a teen mexican_ju...: im 18 knowing me and some knowing me ... if i was criticizing her i think she would know about it.... peeps like this are too funny........ that and downraters...... the type of peeps i dont even worry about..... they are waiting on a reaction and if you give one they win....... the are neg. peeps....... Not Exactly Grounded......... lol

I F-ing Give Up....
I'm done...I'm not wanting to date anyone...no more first and last dates...no more trying to get men to like me.... I'm never skinny enough...or pretty enough....or have enough money...or willing to have sex enough...or willing to do something enough.... I see all these skinny blonde with great bodies and I know that that will never be me....and as much as men want to say they see past the fact that I'm not a size 2 at the end of the day it's all bullshit...men are shallow.....well I f-ing give up....

I Finally Made It Back Home.
Hello my Friends and Fans. I finally made it back home to my own top soil. Shew, what a long haul that was. Had some really good days, but I must admit some days I could of done without. Everything went well and I met a lot of wonderful people a long the way. I spent a big majority of the time away visiting with my brother and nursing him back from a shattered foot. That was a really nice time and was sad to have to leave. We spent 1 day searching around looking for a chair sort of like the hover around to put him in so we could take a Ferry ride over to Seattle the following day to spend money. (Something I have a strong addiction to) lol But enjoyed it very much. I also got to play the little sister Taxi service to big brother and drive his nice new truck all over which I enjoyed. He just bought a new Cummins Diesel, so it was like driving a tank compared to my little beamer I drive. lol I want to thank all of my Friends and Fans on here who kept my page alive and colorful w

I Finally Found A Song That Desrcibes How I Feel Perfectly
He was sitting there beside me Throwin' doubles down when he ordered up his third He looked around, then he looked at me And said I do believe I oughta have one more. I hate this bar and I hate to drink, But on second thought, tonight I think I hate everything. Then he opened up his billfold and threw a 20 down And a faded photograph fell out and hit the ground And I picked it up he said Thank ya bud. I put it in his hand, He said I probably oughta throw This one away, 'cause she's the reason I feel this way, I hate everything. I hate my job, and I hate my life. If it werent for my two kids, I'd hate my ex-wife. I know I should move on and try to start again, But I just can't get over her leaving me for him. Then he shook his head and looked down at his ring, And said I hate everything. He said, That one bedroom apartment where I get my mail, Is really not a home, it's more like a jail, With a swimming pool and a parking lot view. Man, it's just great!

I Finally Did It........
Yes ladies and gents, I posted some pics other than my default photo. So now Randi Jo can leave a comment on something other than the one photo she has been using to beg for more...lol I love you Randi. Hope you like the pictures. I will post some more eventually. Much love,Michelle

I Find Love When I'm Not Looking For It
I was over at my grandparents' house for dinner tonight, haven't seen them in weeks and was feeling guilty, so I went over there to visit. My grandfather, of course, loves to jabber on and on about anything and everything that has happened to him in his long life...and I love to listen to it and laugh with him. And every time I see him, I count my lucky stars that I have him, that he influenced my whole life, that he is who I aspire to be. And then I think about all the shitty things I did to him...kept from him...and I feel like the biggest ass on the planet, because I know I don't deserve him. I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that he doesn't think that way about me, because he loves me so much, and I know that's the reason why I love HIM so much. He's the primary father figure I've had in my life since I was a baby. As the older generation does, he has so many children and grandchildren that he mixes all of our names up, much to the chagrin of the rest of us. He of

I Finally Got Something I Wanted
ONE OF MY WISHES FINALLY CAME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!! I'M MOVING INTO A NEW APARTMENT. ON AUGUST 24 2007 I WILL BE MOVING INTO THE SECOND APARTMENT WE'VE RENTED(I.E. ME AND MY HUSBAND) TOGETHER IN OUR 7 AND A 1/2 YEARS TOGETHER. THANK GOD CAUSE HIS MOM WAS WORKING MY LAST NERVE AND I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. WELL THATS ALL PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE OH YEAH AND I'M EXCITED AS HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Finally Did It!!!
I finally left that loser I was with....(refer to my old blog post titled "The Drunken Boyfriend Saga") Well it happened again last Friday night. This time it all happened in front of everyone at the bar. This time, I didn't go home with him and Sunday, I went and got all my stuff. Including my Shania and my car....It is officially over between us...This is something I've been planning for some time...saved up a little money to make due till I can find a job, but all will work out...Thanks for reading!

I Finally Found Her
i have finally found the love of my life my forever mate the woman of my dreams and of my reality she is my pack mate and best friend my soul my confidant me heart my love her name is Dani and today i promise to love and cherish her for the rest of my existence even after i die my soul will continue to belong to her and i will be forever hers

I Finally Did It!!!!! Ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, this is the 3rd time I've tried to get in here and drop ya'll a line...once last night, when my blog just suddenly disappeared with a click...again this afternoon, when I had to up and leave in the middle of writing it...and when I got back to my puter, the page had been shut down...and finally now! I AM going to finish it this time...regardless....But...I think I'll just not talk your leg off, and make it as long as it was the last two times. Stuff I was yackin' about probably would have bored ya anyway! lol But, after a crazy weekend, a totally crazy Monday, as they usually go, and another rush rush day today, I'm SOOOOOOOO glad that I'm finally home for the evening, and able to spend some time here...which I sure haven't been doing much of the past few days. It's to work again tomorrow with the new super that drives us all crazy. Not really looking forward to that, but at least I had a break from her today. She was suppose to work today, and have tomorrow off...but t

I Finally Founnd My Voice
The general results of the MUMM I posted this weekend suggested that I rip into my ex-husband for his lack of support when my brother died (he wouldn’t take the kids while I went to tell our mother because it wasn’t “convenient”). However, I decided to take the high road and just let it go…wait and hope that the kids would see his true colors in time. As we made the arrangements for my brother’s funeral, I realized that it was going to occur on my ex-husband’s birthday, a day that he is entitled to custody of our two children. I called him last night to make sure that it was okay for me to keep the kids with me (about an hour away from home) until all of the day’s activities had wrapped up. When I got him on the phone, I calmly explained the details. He was cooperative and said I could keep them as long as I needed to. All of a sudden, I had this overwhelming need to share with him how much his behavior of Saturday night had bothered me. I could feel the anger building and exit

If I Never Rated You
if i never rated you but you sent me a friend request and i accepted, i am sorry i been out of country and dealng with a slow internet problem.so if you r in my friends or fans lists and i never got around to rating you please send me a pm and i will be more than happy to come rate your pics, and it would really help me out alot.thanks and remember send me a pm not a shout. ~CHERRY PRINCESS~

If Interested?
if anyone is interested in writing back and forth with me, you can send emails to dwarren@kgas.com I am not supposed to get on fubar at work anymore, they actualy want me to do something there, imagine that, lol. I hope to hear from you soon. love ya, david.

I Finished 3rd...
Out of 10 people in the Contest I finished 3rd with 2094 Comments. I wanted to thank everyone that helped me with my first contest. Like I said it would have been nice to win... But hey 3rd place isn't bad at all for my first one. Thanks again to everyone who helped me and recruited friends to help also. It really means a lot to me that you were all there for me. Too bad 3rd place doesn't get a prize. LOL. Oh well. I gave it my all... And I am happy with that. I tried so thats all that matters. Thank You Again Everyone!!

I Find It Interesting
I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT A HIGH SCHOOL PRINCIPAL CAN SEE THE PROBLEM, BUT NOT OUR SOCIETY. IF I OFFENDED ANYONE BY THIS, I REALLY DON'T APOLOGIZE. This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School, Kingston, Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the meri

If I Never Wake Up Again.
If I never wake up again. If tommorow I should never wake up then I wanted to say I'm sorry. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or just didn't care, I'm sorry. If I never get the chance I just wanted to say thank you to all my best friends, thank you for always being there. If you're someone I have lost over the years then I miss you. If I never wake up tommorow I want to say all the things I never had time to.

I Finally Met Chris Jericho!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

I Find This A Hoot
I have had several people on here tell Me that i have serious issues because of some of the pics I have up. Some have even gone as far as to block Me. Which I think is to funny. Yes, I have some interesting hobbies and interests. I have some interesting pics up. But, would it be better if I made stuff up about Me so I looked better in their eyes? Should I have a fake Me instead of showing the real Me? Yes, I have been into Bondage, S&M, D/s for 15 yrs now. It's who I am. I've been into Group Sex, Gang Bangs and other activities like that for quite awhile now. Does this make Me a bad person. I have had My own GangBang group for a couple years now. Am I a bad person for it. I like to look at Myself as kinda like the Make-a-Wish foundation for people wanting to try certain things. See, My problem is they try to see what I am like. They just assume. They think if someone likes these activties they are a bad person. Am I? Are you? I also drag race, Which I have pics up of. I hav

I Finally Did It...lmao
Well I guess I finally did it. I must have pissed my husband off real good this time, because he has decided to auction me off to the highest bidder!!!! OoOoOpPpPpPsSsSs LMAO!!!!! I might decide to change what I will do if the price is right. So let the bidding begin!! Here is the link to bid if you want to own me.

I Finally Figured Out Why Gas Prices Are So High!
Yep it is time.... Man I swear can gas prices get any higher!? I know I should not be asking that but geez! But I think I know why.... I am a medical biller for those of you who did not know that but I do alot of calling to Insurance companies and third party payors to find out where my doctors dog gone money is. It is a daily game of idiots back and forth everyday...grueling I know but it pays the bills. I run an aging report every week and call on claims that have not been paid yet. I had one today that was suppose to be paid by the Royal Embassy of Saudia Arbia here in Washington DC. I call...ring ring and this recorded voice comes on the phone...now I'm used to this...but not in fucking arabic! So I wait...finally in English! I am prompted to enter "1" on my keypad I do so....ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring...you get the picture...finally someone picks up and says "HOLD PLEASE" and I'm placed on hold for 20 min...okay first of all you don't do that in

I Finally Got My Head Together, Then My Body Fell Apart!
Ah, the joys of womanhoood! All the things that make us unique(and, occasionally, make us crazy), from dieting to driving. As we juggle challenging careers, worrisome health issues, and exhausting family demands ( from tending husbands and corralling kids to refereeing siblings disagreements to helping aging parents), we sometimes want to hang a sign on our lives like the note posted on a harried shopkeeper's door. "Out of my mind. Be back in five minutes."

I Finally Found Someone, Bryan Adams
This is Jimm and I, without a doubt! I finally found someone That knocks me off my feet I finally found the one That makes me feel complete It started over coffee We started out as friends It's funny how from simple things The best things begin This time is different And it's all because of you It's better than it's ever been 'Cause we can talk it though My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime" It's all you had to say To take my breath away This is it, oh I finally found someone Someone to share my life I finally found the one To be with every night 'Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you My life has just begun I finally found someone Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind I apologize, baby that's fine I would wait forever just to know you were mine You know I love your hair Are you sure it looks right? I love what you wear Isn't it too tight? You're exceptional I can't wait for the rest of my life This is it, oh I finally found s

I Find It Funny!!
I find it funny how people think this thing we call Fubar revolves around them. I find it funny how they think a blog will get to every member of this site. (approx 1.75 million members) I find it funny how people think it's ok to trash talk another. I find it funny that when the person who is being talked about, looks at it, and is called a stalker. I find it funny that when you extend an olive branch on this site, your called obsessed. I find it funny how many people let their real lives revolve around fubar. I find it funny that when a relationship that starts on this site ends, it's so over the top. I find it funny that people think there is privacey on a public website. I find it funny that when i found a new love. One that I found, not on fubar, but here in my town, she is labled a slut and whore. I find it funny that an ex-girlfriend feels it is her "duty" to try and tell my new girl all about me. I find it funny when she plays the victim, when s

I Finally Realized....
~ I finally realized it makes no difference who I am.... I am me and for some this is not enough. ~ I finally realized that it makes no difference if I am their for others because as soon as I need them they are not there for me. ~ I finally realized that no matter what I think about myself that others will always see things differently then I do. ~ I finally realized that one does not always get back what they give to others. ~ I finally realized that if you expect others to react one way then they will most generally react in another. ~ I finally realized that if you expect nothing from people then maybe you can actually be surprised by them and in return not get hurt. ~ I finally realized that even when you don't expect anything something can and normally does happen. ~ I finally realized that even what we want, no matter how small, is not what we ever get. ~ I finally realized that if we expect the worse then when the best comes around we miss it completely.

I Finally Finished The Pilot For Sheriftv
It's been a rollercoaster ride but I finally finished the pilot. I've done it 5 times but I keep changing the feel of it. I should have it uploaded in the next couple of days. Grrrr...the entertainment biz is a pain in the butt! Sherif Hedayat www.sheriftv.com

I Finally Stopped Loving You
I FINALLY STOPPED LOVING YOU It was hot that night And I couldn't sleep I prayed to the Lord For my soul to keep Tossing and turning The memories in my mind were churning Memories of how it used to be When we were together And you said that you loved me Then I felt it That some old pain I screamed out "Don't leave me baby" Then I called out your name Like so many times I had done so before After you shut me out of your life Like slamming a door Then I felt another pain, but this was not like the rest This pain came from way down inside me Deep down in my chest I felt it moving like bees in a swarm Up through my chest Then down my left arm The hot humid air now seemed so thick I tried to sit up But it just made me sick I knew that I was about to die In that place And I never again Would see your beautiful face I lay there in pain With no one to care And the sweet scent of RED Filled up the air Then in an instant the sweet scent Was gone And I f

I Finally Broke
In my life, I am always the one who makes you smile when you are down. People look to me to find serenity, hope, faith and wisdom. We have problem solved with intellect over emotions in times of tragety, turmol and greif. I always have been honest, open and expressed myself articulately to those I have trusted. Very close people have called me their "Rock". Others I have trusted with my emotions, doubts and fears. With that being said, even rocks faulter. In the past 2 months, 2 Aunts passed away. One was the closest Family member to pass away in my life. A friends spouse took his own life violently a few days later. In that time another close friend had a heart attack. Another close friend who struggled with a deadly obsession finally lost her battle with addiction. Less than a week later another old time friend who was very instrumental in keeping me sane a few years ago overdosed. During all of this someone I loved and trusted very much was pulling away from me. They told me in

I Finally Did It!
I FINALLY HV MY NAME IN A BOOK FOLKS..I SUBMITTED MY POEM TO POETRY.COM AND HAD IT SELECTED TO BE PUBLISHED..IT IS ON THE VERY FIRST PAGE OF THE BOOK IT WAS PUBLISHED IN..I AM FUCKIN PSYCHED!!!..IM GOING TO KEEP ONWRITING AND SEE WHERE IT CAN GET ME..CROSS YOUR FINGERS AND HOPE FOR THE BEST..THANK YOU TO ALL WHO BELIEVE IN ME!!!...LUUUUVVVV AND HUUUGGGZZZZ TO YA!

I Finally Fell Asleep...
kisses your lips and holds on tight, sleeping through a horrid night, lost in dreams of you and I, wishing for days to pass quickly by, I want to be there in your arms, and make your dreams come true, but in the end of the dreams, i am not next to you, I wait for the hrs to pass, when my time with you is near, and I get so happy and elated, I simply want to cheer, I love you my dear your Knight of Shadows

I F***ing Hate You!
"I Fucking Hate You" For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fucking bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me (Fuck you) (Fuck you) (Fuck you) You pull me down And you cr

I Find This Funny
After my salutes disappeared the other day, I tried re-submitting the last one I'd done. Now bear in mind this salute had been official for over a year, then read the below message I got. "I have rejected this submission as a salute, because your sign is too small to be read properly. Please click the blog link below and follow the instructions on how to make a proper site salute." It didn't matter by the time I got this, but still made me laugh.

I Find It Funny..
When someone is talking to too many people online and they accidentally send me a message meant for someone else. That DIP signs are randomly placed throughout my town, yet there are no dips. How guys don't want to be labeled yet they label themselves from the start. That I laugh at myself. When Dr. Evil pets his evil cat. That I can trip going UP the stairs, that takes talent right there. Not So Funny.. When my friends make fun of me, because I wore sunglasses as a hair accessory ONE TIME!! Okay, maybe it is kind of funny.. When you tell me one thing, then tell 50 other people the same thing. Let's be original please. When people put mustard on my hotdog... I DONT LIKE MUSTARD! That I get lost going to the bathroom.. I randomly make faces and I usually get caught. My loves... My Kids, My Dogs, My Cars, Sex & The City, My Friends, My shoes. No particular order right there. I love Sarcasm.. it's probably the biggest turn on ever. Pok

I Finally Made Godfather!!!
First off I want to thank all my old friends and the new ones I have made over the past 2 days. Also a special thanks to the Rating Revolution Crew. I'd never had made it so quick without any of you. Names are too numerous to miss but I'll be sending back the love to as many of you as I can over the next few days. Don't be afraid to message me and ask me to rate if I miss you. 2 1/2 years ago I came to a site called CherryTap. Alot of changes since then. Some good, some bad but always a good place for me to escape the world of real life. I've made many wonderful friends here. I realize there's still a couple more levels but Godfather is all I ever really set my sights on as far as that goes. I'll be simply enjoying my time and rating all my good friends from here on out. Again THANKS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!

I Finally See What I Was Missing
This disfiguring heart bleeds tears of sorrow for those who deceive and show nothing but hate. I can no more hide my feelings for those I love and those I despise I have been hurt for the last time No more shall I show mercy to those that deceive me and break my heart No more shall I cry tears of sorrow in the dark and let my heart bleed profusely I must be strong for those unwilling to do it themselves I must be strong for myself weakness is unacceptable Pain shall no longer hold me back For so long I let it kept me weak, it held me back but not anymore I have overcome obstacles I never thought possible so I will move on with my life and never again let pain hold me back I will never look back on the past for it has brought me nothing but a broken heart

I Find It Funny
One of my secret past times is being a nudist. I look on several newsgroups and such to research locations. What I find is funny is how these places are filled with guys showing off the fact they have dicks smaller then mine most times. very few women are on these boards , I guess they do not care to see out of shape guys without cocks