ITS AMAZING THE THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE IF ONLY YOU WOULD ALOW GOD TO TAKE CONTROL.. MY LIFE OVER THE PAST YEAR HAS BEEN IN UTTER DARKNESS. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING MYSELF DEEP INSIDE FROM A STATE OF DEPRESSION. ONLY TO FIND THE VERRY PLACE I HAD COME TO ESCAPE MY REALITY WOULD ALSO SUPPLY A LIFE LONG COMMITMENT..12 YEARS OF MY LIFE I SPENT BEING MISERABLE.. WITH A MAN WHOM KNEW NOT OF WHAT GOD CAN DO IN HIS LIFE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT I PITTY HIM EVEN THOU STONE AND I ARENT TOGETHER I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR SOME KIND OF SERINITY IN HIS LIFE. AND I ASK IF ANY OF YOU HAVE FAITH IN GOD PLEASE DO THIS FOR HIM AS WELL.BUT WHAT THIS BLOG IS REALLY ABOUT . IS THE INNER PEACE I HAVE TO PROCLAIM. ITS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE TO PRAY FOR EVERY DAY AND GIVE RETRIBUTIONS FOR MY DAILY SINS. BUT TRUST ME ITS WELL WORTH THE LOVE THE JOY THE PEACE THE KINDNESS THE GOODNESS, THE FAITHFULNESS THE GENTLENESS AND THE SELF CONTROL..THESE WERE ONCE THINGS THAT I TOTALY LACKED IN MY LIFE.. IT TAKES SO MUCH MORE EFFORT TO NOT HAVE FAITH THEN TO HAVE IT .. IN SUCH A SHORT TIME GOD HAS TAKEN AWAY FORM ME ALOT BUT HE GAVE ME THE STRENGTH TO DEAL WITH WHAT WAS GOING ON.. PROMISING ME IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS.AND IT SEEMS THE MORE I GIVE TO HIM THE MORE HE GIVES BACK TO ME..I HAVE FOUND LOVE ONLINE A MAN WHOM WILL GROW WITHIN THE WORD OF GOD WITH ME. A MAN WHOM AS I HAVE HAD TOUGH TRIALS N TRIBULATIONS OVER THIS PAST YEAR.. WE HAVE BEEN THERE FOR EACH OTHER COUNTLESS NIGHTS JUST TALKING ABOUT OUR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS. AND WITH GOD IN OUR LIVES WE HAVE BEGUN TO MOVE ON AND HOPEFULLY WITH EACH OTHER GOD HAS A PLAN IN BOTH OF OUR LIVES AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN @ SUCH A PEACE I DONT STRESS MUCH ANY MORE BUT ABOUT STONE AND MY CHILDREN YET GOD HAS TOLD ME WHAT I HAVE TO DO YET I WILL SUFFER BEING SEPERATED FROM 2 OF MY CHILDREN WHOM WE HAVE GIVEN THE CHOICE OF WHO THEY WANTED TO GO WITH I AM @ PEACE.THIS IS THE BEGINING OF MY TESTIFY.. PLEASE HEAR ME I AM NOT HOUNDING ANYONE ABOUT GOD.. BUT IF HE IS CALLING TO YOU DONT TURN HIM AWAY..SMOOCHES SEXIES LADY KAOS
