This morning i spoke with the wife..btw ilu bish, I am not always an easy person to understand. i am a bit complex sometimes a brat, But I am human...I have to take the good with the bad. I get hurt, I get angry, I get twisted, I feel bad for the things i do the people that worry, BUT one thing i dont get is HOW i stand behind my friends in there hard times and people drop me like flies in mine....I have honestly cried my last tear this morning over some petty bs on here. wife made me realize where i stand and how i present myself makes a world of DIFFERENCE..I love almost everyone until they stop loving back. Then i am through....I have hit my breaking point, I now stand up turn away and walk away proud. I will not let anyone make me or break me...I am just dee, that all i will ever be, and that is someone you can never be... kisses wife ty for my inner strength todayxoxoxox
