Miss Kiki's blog: "Mental Vomit"

I hate the ones who said they loved me and never meant it.

I hate the ones who said they loved me, then changed their minds.

I hate the ones that loved me, but never bothered to say anything.

I hate the ones who never considered me an option to love.

I hate people who leave without saying goodbye.

I hate everyone who underestimates me.

I hate those who have misjudged, pigeonholed, written off or otherwise stereotyped me.

I hate being forgotten about.

I hate that I waste energy to actively hate anyone.

I hate thinking I'm a fuckup.

I hate myself for caring what anyone else thinks.

I hate that the one person who may be the polar opposite of all these things might never know how much I value him.

I hate being afraid to love.

Do you hate me?