never really noticed how scared of life iv been for a long time... i mean u wana do somthing dangerous and exciting sure im right behind u but when it comes to feeling things i want to run as fast as i can
i actuly felt excited when i noticed i was becoming incresingly numb to my feelings and now iv met a guy who gets me far to much to nubm him out idk wether to kill him or thank him makes me feel small and scared and have no idea who to tell who would want to know and what to do
