Somethin inside me became different
Yet another change
Possibly another disgrace
I stare in the mirror
And I barely recognize her
Same bright blue eyes
But they feel like just a disguise
To be who everybody knows
Loves and laughs with
To be that cryin shoulder
To be that ear
But there in lies the fear
Of who's goin to listen
Who will understand
That she's not goin to be this way much longer
She'll be even stronger
Even more determined
So who'll try to knock her down next
I don't recognize her any more
Feels like I've been on this road too long
Tryin to find my home again
One that was destroyed years ago
By arguments and tears
It's all different
It'll never be like it was
There is no more trust
Smiles and lies
Are the deception in this households eyes
