Lost in my own thoughts
Trapped in my own head
Trying to escape
Wanting to get out of this bed
The bed of lies
The bed of hate
All that holds me down and makes me irate
I get to the door and turn the knob
But it's always locked
Never allowing me to step through
To get to you
But I know that I'm just a pawn
In everybody little sick games
But no one seems to care
That I'm the one who ends up in pain
So I'll give you a smile
I'll give you my laughs
Never be the one who turns my back
Yet when I fall down
Where are you
Are you ever going to let me turn to you
Saying that you're there
But are you ever really
When all I do is wait for that stupid
Next hello