DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

as much as some say a man aint supposed to cry

i believe those who say that only try.

to understand what a real person is

and those who dont know think theyll learn from a quiz

over the top, sensitivity is heightened,

emotions dont stop.

not a freak with no clue

of what it means to say i love you.

sure i have my faults, i am damaged as well

that doesnt mean im destined for a life in hell.

im man with a heart not a mind with no soul

i rejoice finding love...i dont drool for a hole.

but changing me is the way it must be

to others who look but dont really see.

i have heart i have morals i have pain i have joy

in no way a monster nor a whipping boy.

all the words you have said might not mean much to you

but youre not the one being emotionally sued.

never did i tell you to be someone else

never did i say "thats bad for your health".

i did say i loved you but not so refined

i know my emotions i do speak my mind.

if that wasnt true i wouldnt do what i do or say what i say

and you told me you loved me before you asked me to change.

maybe im crazy...a lunatic clown

but i think it was you who asked "why not tone it down?".

if i said that to you would it make things any clearer?

or would you tell me "go take a look in the mirror."?

-jeremy cook