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~things That Go Hump In The Night~
A haunted hotel and a lascivious ghost with a freakishly long tongue… it’s not quite Nancy Drew Dana sped along the motorway at over seventy miles an hour. If she kept up driving at this pace, in this state of mind, she’d crash, she warned herself. But she needed to get away where no one would find her. She couldn’t go home – Bruce had probably already started leaving messages on her answering machine, trying to make up for his big mistake. She was hearing none of it. She’d arrived early at Bruce’s flat with strawberries and wine, only to find him in bed boinking a slut with a tattoo of a unicorn on her bum. She’d fled his flat, but not before grabbing the expensive bottle of Shiraz she’d found on his kitchen table. She wanted to find a secret place where she could drown her sorrows at the bottom of many glasses of red wine. Her entire life was in shambles. Bruce had cheated on her. Again. She hated her job, but she was too lazy

Love Being Me
Woohooo the rut has been lifted I can see past the dark The feelings and emotions that riped thru my heart The me that was burried so deep inside is finally back I have missed myself dearly And from this point on there is no turning back, To the darkness that held me in shackles and chains Or the feelings of helplessness, dismay, or disdain Depression is amongst us from time to time Knowing your limits is perfectly fine If you can't be yourself then why even bother at all Keep in mind that the sky is never the underlining limit Or the ocean to wide or to deep to get lost or just kick your feet That mountain I see in the distance from where I am now I think to myslef "wow" I don't know if I can make the climb that high As a friend will stand here beside me and tell me this too That I know my journey begins with one tiny step and then two Then before I know it I am burning a hole in my shoe When I look back I'm amazed to see that the path is a new I have conquered

Just For Fun !!!
PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO FILL THIS OUT IT'S JUST FOR FUN ! Dear Sweet Cherokee, I ____ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this is lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day Message them and dont be afraid to see what people will put!

Sad
there was a big fire here in greenville on sunday. i've been watching the local news & keeping up on the story all week since it happened in the town where i live & i also discovered that i knew the girl that was involved....i mean i knew her when i was younger. her name is christy & her family lived down the street from me when i was about 9 until i was about 12. her younger brother elijah was in my class. they moved away when i was in 6th grade. i had no idea she even lived around here. & it sucks i had to find out this way--her 3 children were killed in the fire. it's really sad....especially now that it's been confirmed that the fire was set on purpose. i grabbed my camera & recorded the news broadcast about it (that's why the volume is so low & the picture is shaky) i just wanted to write about it & maybe if someone local sees this they can help out the family or something. there's places where you can make donations all over town.(information is at the end of the first video) it'

You Know What Pisses Me Off?
well what really pisses me off is when i come home from a bar or a party late night, and i sit on the couch, turn on the T.V. and on comes a fast-food commercial and it gets you so damn hungry but you cant have one because there fricking closed. ohow does that make yall feel?

Adam
Realistic Cock! (Unknown) Adam had'm, so he did, right enough! Adam was the first man so we're led to believe, T'was in the Garden of Eden where he bumped right into Eve, There was no one to show them but they quickly found the way, And that's the very reason why we're singing here today.

Holy Mother
Holy Mother by (Unknown) Holy mother, full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his arms that are so strong Keep his hands where they belong Bless his dick, the first I've sucked Bless the bed, in which we fucked And if my Mom chanced to walk in Bless the shit I'd be in.

Sitting On A Curb - Pepper
I remember those days when I had big money never checked the price it just all came to me but now a days I'll be pinchin every penny 5 star dining at my local denny's I've been sitting on the curb in you neighborhood looking at the streelight thinking how I could just get one response, maybe a glance but the system has it's rules about the second chance living by the tracks in the Barrio keeps my welfare state from the don risto don't be amazed when you see me out of line my baseball bat to take care of your ride thought I was one, baby I'm a fool because I've been wrong for years ain't it funny how everybody knows but you couldn't imagine what else you could do please spare me your regards baby time is long when your waiting pateintly that bed used to be so good now my pillow is a curb in your neighborhood thought I was one, but baby I'm a fool because I've been wrong for years Ain't it funny

The Hard Truth
the truth is hard to face it blinds me to what's in front of me makes me deaf makes me weak and i feel i cant stand i fall to the ground and scream your name i fall so deep in my mind like a hole that never ends feel my hart beat thousand times a sec feels like its coming out of my chest i look up and i see darkness i stand i scream your name and i see light then i see your smile and your face walking to me i feel strong again i feel i can move moutons and earth for you then i wake and i have to face the hard truth your not hear and i fall deep in pain i screaming this time not your name its a painful scream feel my blood rushing out of my body as i look at your picture i stop screaming i set there looking into your eyes and i am peaceful as my last breath comes out it says i will always love you ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU Ira Lee Moore

Working Class Hero - John Lennon
As soon as you're born they make you feel small By giving you no time instead of it all Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be They hurt you at home and they hit you at school They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years Then they expect you to pick a career When you can't really function you're so full of fear A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV And you think you're so clever and class less and free But you're still fucking peasants as far as I can see A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be There's room at the top they are telling yo

Climax
1/2 oz. white creme de cacao 1/2 oz. amaretto 1/2 oz. triple sec 1/2 oz. vodka 1/2 oz. banana liqueur 1 oz. cream 1. Fill mixing glass with ice 2. Add whit creme de cacao, amaretto, triple sec, vodka, and banana liqueur and cream 3. Shake 4. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass Enjoy... :-D

Poem I Wrote.....
Walking down the street With your heads held high Just waiting for time to pass by Goofing off and having good times This is for the punks, Who have hard lifes Who are trying to get jobs So they could afford cars This is for the punks, Who go to shows Who meet new people And are being steriotyped by their looks This is for the punks, Who are put in the categories of being smokers, drinkers, and steal Who are musicians with artistic lyrics That have been told "You have been arrested,huh" This is for the punks, Who go to school and want to graduate That want to stop roming the street and want to live in harmony Who want to get a home so they can feel warn This is for the punks, That have way much more to say.

Please Send A Post Card To Our Fighting Men And Women
Please do this and pass it on! > > > Something cool that Xerox is doing > > If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank > you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is > currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick who gets it, but it will go to > some member of the armed services. > > How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! > This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes > a second. > > Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need > to know we are behind them... > ________________________________ > "In GOD We TRUST" > GOD BLESS AMERICA >

Ink Street
1 1/2 oz. blended whiskey 3/4 oz. orange juice 3/4 oz. lemon juice 1. Fil mixing glass with ice 2. Add blended whiskey, orange juice and lemon juice 3. shake 4. Strain into a chilled cocktail glass 5. Add orange slice

~ This Is America ~
This is America....Dammitt!!! Current mood: frustrated Category: Sick &Tired ~~ Writing and Poetry ..> ..> I usually try really hard to hold stuff in and not advertise certains peeves of mine...but I just want to know...Am I the only one out there who misses....ENGLISH?????? Ok...so my sister had an appointed yesterday at Owasso.....we are not familiar with the area and was already running a little behind...so we come upon some road workers....OK...mind you...COUNTY road workers.working on a new hiway that ""' American Tax Payers """" pay for....right???? RIGHT!!!! All we see are immigrants....that is all....we pull up to one of them and kindly ask if he knows where this office is.....hmmppp......No speaka english....WTF.....next one down the road...same thing....We end up at a gas station where a very kind man who speaks English gives us the right directions...Thank you sir!!! My gripe....OK....I know these PPl work for nothing....They all bundle up and get one

~ It's Shit~ Ssdd
The Most Functional Word Well, it's shit...that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. This may even be funny shit. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit out of luck, or Have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shinola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits, There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like

Happy Mutherfuckin Birthday To Me!!!
Well once again its my birthday and i have plans to Recelebrate my 21st birthday, for those of you who know me, you know what happend on my 21st that caused me to not be able to celebrate it then, but for those of you who dont, i was in the navy out to sea when 9/11 happened our next port was going to be south africa wich is a 21 and up port, need less to say we got turned around and never hit port, so here i am 6 years later and going to do it up right

My Favorite.. Of Course..
Long Island Ice Tea.... 1/2 oz. Vodka 1/2 oz. Gin 1/2 oz. Rum 1/2 oz. Triple sec 1/2 oz. Tequila 1. oz. Sour mix cola 1. Fill mixing glass with ice 2. Add vodka, gin, rum, triple sec, tequila, and sour mix. 3. Shake 4. Pour into a Collins glass 5. Add more ice.. if needed... I never do. 6. Top off with cola 7. Add a slice of lemon... 3 of these.... watch out baby!

Just When You Think You Know Your Children....
Got a call today from my 13 yr. old, seems she got a letter from Duke University. They have a program that searches for gifted and talented children all over America and they offer courses,workshops, and resources for them. They are offering to give her the ACT test because she scored so high on the TAKS test. Needless to say, I am MOST impressed with my daughter and how frikkin smart she is and her dedication to her education. The test won't be until after the Christmas holidays so I have plenty of time to prepare myself for having a teenager that is smarter than I am in the house. This is just too cool, I was smiling from ear to ear when she was reading the letter to me, I have big hopes for her as she gets older and starts to figure out what she wants to do with her life. She is an awesome kid, I just wish I could do more for her right now. I know one thing for sure, no matter WHAT it takes, she IS going to college. I don't care what she wants to study, as long as she lives up to he

Back For A Spell...lol
hey everyone...just wanted to let you all know that im alive and well...just been flying all over iraq the past few days...had some time to chill out and regroup..which is always good...hope everyone is doing good and hope i get to hear from you over the next couple days before i fly back out again!! brett

The World Today
The sun beats down, The rain falls hard. The grass is deep dark green, The flowers are nurished and blooming. This all due to mother nature not unleashing her madness on the day. The world keeps turning, The population ever still growing. The world as we know it and even the unseen, Will creep up and bite back you will see. For the world is like a beating heart It can only be beaten and broken for then it to will fall apart.

Morphers And Designers
Just an Idea, thinkin of putting together a family on Fubar of Paint Shop Pro Users and Morphers..... This will not be a bombing or a leveling family but a family of designers to share ideas and blank tags with one another .... and possibly help and teach new users.... if you think you might be interested drop me a line in a private message .... if i get enough responses i may just go ahead and start one

Alone
Ok, I am sitting at home alone and pretty much about to go into a small panic attack. Nothing too big. I feel completely and totally alone, granted I have my 2 dogs in the room, and a cell phone and a computer in which to communicate to friends with. I already feel my heart racing, my palms sweaty, breathing not as normal. I don't know what brought this on exactly. Maybe it is the friend who never returns my calls and I fear I had done something wrong, and yet the feelings there may lead to heart hurt. WTH. Or maybe the fact that none of my friends are answering their phones or can only talk for a little bit. I know I can get over this it is just I hate being alone. But also tonight was suppose to be a relaxing night. Noone wants to talk to me. I sad. :( I want a boyfriend, I want someone to hold me and cuddle with me. To laugh at my stupid jokes. Play with my hair, watch movies with, go camping, watch drag racing. Damn it. I hate being single and yet I tell people I

569
THIS BLOG IS ME BITCHING ABOUT FAMILY ISSUES - IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT READ PAST HERE! @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Why must there always be a constant argument in my house? For once its not me thats doing the arguing. WOW..Thats a major first here. Though - I was hit twice yesterday, once in my knee and once across my back..and I did get into an arguemnt with my brother yesterday...but today its him and my mother. The two of them both have flaring tempers. I am super happy that I take after my father and NOT my mother... Who the hell knows where I would be if I had my momma's temper. I'd probably be locked up by now. And thats no lie. I fear for my brother sometimes though, I think if he keeps up his angry ways, someday - whether it be with in the next year or so - or the next decade, I honestly think he'll end up locked up for beating the crap out of someone or worse. I REALLY NEED A CIGGY!! Okay - I think I'm done bitching and complaining for now.

9 Yrs For Killing A Baby Wtf??????
A couple have been jailed for nine years for abusing a 17-month-old boy. Tala Ikram died after being beaten, cut and burnt by his stepmother. His father stood by and did nothing while his son was subjected to appalling cruelty. And they call that justice ? what bullshit , 9 years omg people like that should be tested for drugs instead of animals then killed.

Poetry
The mist covered the Landscape with a thin Veil obscure of visual Surroundings, stark Hiding the unknown Dark shadows that Lurk in the shadows Ever waiting,quiet Yet alert with Watchful eyes Crawling on its belly Along the long And narrow crevice Unseen leaving no Imprint upon the earth Hunger has brought Him here seeking To quench his thirst A desire for blood To taste and consume To many days The gaunt body Has searched For food For fulfillment His prey drinking From the rippled Water beside the Craggy rocks Shivering in fear The scent has Caught it unaware Knowledge that it Is hiding beneath The blue mist In that moment Of reality And no where To run, the time Had finally come As the beast devoured His weaker quarry Sated and complete He blended into the Landscape once again Copyright@chi_shanay2007

And Then There Was One :(
I got up with the intent of Cleaning the fish tank as i usually do it every couple of weeks as its tiny .. I did all my other things that needed to be done .. Laundry . Dishes . Floors .. Walls... Dusting .. I even got the Kidlette to clean his room ( Wonders Never Cesase ) I come in to start the cleaning of the tank and realize one of my fish .. ( one of th mean ones) was doing this odd headstand kinda flappin his fins about .. I thought Ok . this is just weird . I sat and watched him for a few mins . and he went straight again and started to swim along the back side of the tank .. I went about my way getting things ready for the cleaning . I come back . and HE"S UPSIDE Down ok . now im thinking either this fish is on some serious drugs or he's on his last fin .. well I doubt the drug guess so .. i kinda watch him for a few mins . and sure enuf .. his eyes are pretty well Starin .. and his fins arent movin .. Yepp .. The evil one has Passed .. he's gone to the Big Sewer in the Sky ..n

Knocked Up
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I had heard quite a bit about this movie already,about how good it is.It is wayyy better than expected,Its absolutely hilarious!This well casted duo pulled off a great and believeable story.Definitely worth checking out!!!!!

Words We Speak
We at times say things that are not nice at all, Or act in a way that makes us fall. Then we sit here and wonder why we are dealt the cards that we have in front of you and me, Then why it seems to have come back ten fold and full cirlce you see. Then I remember the guily feeling I had inside, And the tears that ran down the face that I can't recall that my memory has seemed to hide. The pain I feel now can't take away that day, But it will remind me to be kind and watch the things I say.

This Guy Should Have His Dick Cut Off And Fed To Him As Hes Being Taser
http://abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=3618742 Guilty Plea in S.C. Teen Abduction, Rape Man Pleads Guilty to Kidnapping Girl, 14, Sexually Assaulting Her in Underground Bunker By BRUCE SMITH The Associated Press BEAUFORT, S.C. A man accused of kidnapping a 14-year-old girl and raping her in an underground bunker pleaded guilty Tuesday, moments before his trial was to begin. The girl was rescued after more than a week when she talked her abductor into letting her play games on his cell phone and instead sent a text message for help. Vinson Filyaw, 37, stood in court Tuesday with his arms clasped behind him as he quietly answered "Yes, sir" when the judge asked him whether he was freely pleading to the charges. The victim sat with family members, her mother's arm around her. Filyaw could spend the rest of his life in prison. He pleaded guilty to kidnapping and all 10 counts of criminal sexual conduct, one for each day prosecutors said he held the girl captive a year

Michelle Blogs
i have been hurt so many time on here and i am letting you all know i am here to make friend not nothing else but everytime i make new friend on here ppl having to deleted me on here becuz someone getting jealous but if you are with someone that cool i am here for friend not nothing else i already have someone that like me and he like me but please understand i am not here to start trouble.....thank you for understanding......

Why Cant Ppl Be Real On Fubar
I have been on fubar since it was known as lostcherry and have seen it change alot through its name changes. lostcherry,cherrytap,and now fubar. some of the changes are for the better but it has also become more point driven and a place where ppl will try and buy their way to godfather or godmother. ppl are becoming more and more fake on here. i have made alot of friends on here that i think alot of.but have also found that some of the ppl i thought were friends are not who they appear to be and some of those ppl have caused me more pain than this site is worth.I have come to a hard reality in my life that it may be time to leave fubar. there are a handful of ppl on my family list that i will truly miss that are like real family to me but i have hundreds of friends on my list that never talk to me unless they want me to rate somehing and that bothers me because i asked to be there friend with the intension of talking to them but if you shout and they ignore you it feels like they added

And So It Continues....
Today has about been strange to say the least but I am slowly but surely getting what I need done. I have my application for my license and proof of my newly accuqired E & O insurance ready to send to TREC. Tomorrow all this gets put in the mail and I await my pending license. I have been told I should get them from 1-2 weeks. Yippie then I can start work! I begin learning the contracts next week on Mon and Tues. This way once I get my license I am ready to go. I am excited. It is all new to me but I can learn it. Hopefully fast enough to make a bit before I have to file bankruptcy lmao. No kidding but debt is piling up and no income on my part means they are hard to meet. Anyhoo I have acheived what I set out to acheive...I am now going to be a licensed Tennessee Real Estate Affiliate Broker.

"you Worry Me"
I just recieved this today in my excite mail which I don't check daily. Just wanted to share it. Subject: : A great paper from a pilot with American Airlines Subject: "You Worry Me" This pilot hit the nail on the head in his open letter. He needs to be awarded a Medal for having the TESTICULAR FORTITUDE to say all this in a very profound way! The newspaper stated today that some Muslim doctor is saying we are profiling him because he has been checked three times while getting on an airplane. The following is a letter from a pilot This well spoken man, who is a pilot with American Airlines, says what is in his heart, beautifully.... Read, absorb and pass this on. "YOU WORRY ME!" By American Airlines Pilot - Captain John Maniscalco I've been trying to say this since 9-11, but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human land

Joy Bug
My precious little one, As I watch in the dark, Your sleeping so peaceful. I'm amazed as I think how tiny you were, Then look down and realize how fast the time disapears. The playing, reading, and chase down the hall, With so much a flash I remember it all. Dada was the first word you spoke, This touched his heart and made the tears choke. The days have gone by in such a hurry, The seasons have even began to get blurry. I would stop time if I could and relish this moment of you at this age just a day or so longer. The diapers, the feedings, and even the baths, Fill my days with joy and no regrets from the past. You are a gift from the heavens above, That each and every angel has blessed along the way. I wish you a journey that never rest, The new things you will learn will lead to the path from the test. Spread your wings and fly high up into the sky, Do not let anyone tell you that you can't or even begin to make you feel broken, Because you yourself w

I'd Be Lying....
I’d be lying through my teeth if I told you that I’m okay. I thought I had it all together. I think I need some space, truth be told it’s hard to wait for the right time to say how I feel with one eye on the clock. I’m feeling all alone and if I could talk and the words would come out right, if they would come out calm, not sobbing or wrong then maybe someone would understand. Maybe someone would see I’m holding loose and have been for awhile I am beginning to finally let go. I know that I could think myself dizzy right now I’m spinning round and round. I’m tired of playing this so called game I’m tired of trying to win….I’m trying so hard to just ignore the tale tell warning signs, I’m tired of trying to listen to my head, I am finally ready to listen to this stone cold heart of mine…I can’t take this heartbreak anymore I can’t stand the constant pain I can’t stand the constant ache. What do you do with a broken heart….broken mind….broken time…broken will…stand still I tell myself an

This Morning
This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them TRUE FRIENDS!!!

Locks Of Love....
You all know I have short hair, but you guys might not know this, ever since I was a child I always wanted to donate my hair to Locks of Love, but I never let my hair grow a certain length.... I'm going to do it! I'm not getting any younger. after I grow my hair out 6 months, I want ot see how long it is, and if at least 10 inches I could cut and still have hair, I might just donate it like that, but if it's just under, then I'll grow it out even longer. Thinking of posting a picture of myself every 2 weeks to show how fast it grows... so 12 new pictures... I just want peoples opinion, Please post a response to it

Update # 3
Well, today was supposed to be my day off from doctor visits for my leg. But around lunch time, I started feeling really bad and running a temperature of 102. I called and they told me to come on in just to be safe. So, since I can't drive right now, I call my best friend and she takes me over and I end up spending most of the day at the hospital. My leg is very infected and cellulitis has set it. GRRRR. Plus I have dehydrated, so I had to get 2 bags of fluids. As usual, my doctor thought I should be admitted and I begged to come home. I can do basically the same thing here that they can do there and be more comfortable. So after much begging, she decides I can come home with the agreement if my temperature goes up, I will agree to being admitted. I got three shots of antibiotic in the ass. They took more blood, and gave me another shot for pain. SO yayyy for more bruises to add to the ones they gave me Monday. I guess it's true...no pain no gain. All I can say is I shoul

Another Redneck, Another Taser Incident
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/us/2007/09/20/sinkovich.woman.tasered.wytv http://www.wytv.com/news/local/9905007.html Woman Tasered Update September 20, 2007 We have more on a story we first brought to you last night. Today the woman tasered by a warren police officer numerous times, talked to 33 news. "I'm just saying ...please help me, cut above black eye." This is Heidi Gill, a 38 year-old mother, who was tasered numerous times by a Warren police officer September 2nd. She says she went to "Up The Creek", a popular nightclub with several friends after a wedding, when an argument started inside the bar. She said police were called and a few minutes later. Her worst nightmare began. She claims officer Rich Kovach kicked and tasered her and she feared for her life. "I didn't think I was going to make it out of there, I just wanted this over, never been in trouble before just wanted it to stop." Kovach has been placed on paid leave and Warren Police In

Mumms
Hi all u fubarians!!! I had a MUMM deleted this morning due to unknown causes. I was basically wanting opinions on the whole 9/11 attacks ...weather they were Really what they appeard to be or weather it was a government Conspiracy. I wanted others insight so i can Make Up My Mind. I read the blog rules on MUMMS and found that i didn't violate any rules so i preceeded to seek out a formal answer as to why it was deleted by way of contacting scrapper. I was very polite about the whole ordeal and all i got from him was, and i quote "read my blog". I wrote him another messege and am still waiting to hear back from him. I really have a hard time believing that he even read my MUMM or considered weather it was absolutely necessary to delete. I feel that I was not taken seriously and there is a problem here that needs fixing. I understand that the guy may be kinda busy since he is the "only" one that deals with them, but I see no reason for us to suffer because he dont wanna take the time t

The Seven Sacred Directions
As we take our steps on Mother Earth it's easy to become disconnected … to drift & swirl with the currents of everyday living, unsettled and uncentered. A simple and powerful way to begin to reclaim our center and our connection to the Earth is to take time each day to honor 7 Sacred Directions. It only takes a few minutes and with time & repetition it can have a profound & beneficial impact. Honoring the Sacred Directions(All is Sacred) Pick a time at least once a day to do this meditation practice. Many people find it helpful to do this around the same time each day (for example: first thing in the morning; right before bed, etc.). Find a comfortable and undisturbed place to stand. Breathe deeply a few times, exhaling any tensions, distractions, etc. Turn to the East. Be present with the energies of the East. Stand quietly … receptively … sensing the energies. Allow yourself to simply engage the experience. You may see colors or images, hear vibrations, sens

Systematic Failure
Systematic failure, endless nightmares, We walk through broken dreams, broken lives, broken vows. So sour, to think, we almost had it. Destiny arises, amongst every corpse. picking its way thru the fields of lonliness.

The Sweat Lodge
Lakota elder Black Elk tells us: "The sweat lodge utilizes all powers of the universe: earth, and things that grow from the earth; water; fire; and air." The sweat lodge symbolizes the womb of Grandmother Earth and the heated stones represent her body, which supports all life. The fire that is used to heat the rocks represents the perpetual light of the world, and is the source of all life and power. The water slowly releases the heat in the stones, which rises as steam and permeates the air to create a hot, humid atmosphere conducive to manifestation of the particular intent of the ceremony. Every tribal group has its own traditions. Overall, there is no right or wrong way to engage in a sweat lodge ceremony, other than to enter the lodge with an open mind and be prepared for cleansing of negative emotions, healing of physical ailments, clearing of mental concerns and/or releasing of spiritual blockages. Intent within integrity is the key to the positive outcome of the ceremony

"you Are Beautiful" My Friend Tony Left This On My Profile, I Liked It So I Blogged It :) Ty
You Are Beautiful no matter how you’re feeling When you’re Angry you’re beautiful like a rainbow in a thunderstorm When you’re happy you’re beautiful like a ray of sunshine in a cloudy world When you’re confused you’re beautiful like a swan in a pond of frogs When you’re sad you’re beautiful like a soft dew upon an infallible rose Your emotions every one of them are beautiful because they are yours ---------------------------------- Listen to your heart And to your soul Follow others not To be whole Cause every raindrop That falls And every breeze Of wind Will point to you The direction of Beauty with in

Hot Boy Playing With Himself ... For Hot Ladies Only!
I'm doing a live show on my webcam soon. This video hereafter shows what you can expect. Let me know if you want to watch ;) And yes it's me, here is the proof: Kisses

Daddy It Hurts!!!
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He fin

Only In Florida My Fiends..can You Say Redneck?
BSO: Man Fabricated Carjacking, Missing Child Story Detectives Noted Inconsistencies In Stepfather's Story About Incident http://www.local10.com/news/14159418/detail.html POSTED: 1:38 pm EDT September 20, 2007 UPDATED: 5:57 pm EDT September 20, 2007 POMPANO BEACH, Fla. -- A Homestead man is expected to face numerous charges after he led officials to issue a statewide alert about a 10-year-old boy, allegedly his stepson, being abducted by two armed men during a carjacking. Broward Sheriff's Office detectives said Yuniel Falcon lied to investigators and fabricated a story about a carjacking around 12:40 p.m. in Pompano Beach Thursday. An Amber Alert was issued for a 10-year-old boy that Falcon said was in the vehicle. Broward Sheriff's Office dispatch said Falcon told them that the boy, Louis Gonzalez, was in the back seat of the vehicle when Falcon stopped at the corner of McNab Road and Andrews Avenue. There, Falcon said, he was approached by two males, one of them ar

Four Years, Two Books, And Two Kids Later
Has it really been four years since I started working at Dakota Pawnbroker & 2nd Hand? I remembered I started in mid-September of 2003, but I had to look for the specific date because I'd forgotten that I didn't starting working at the actual office I'm at now (which is the payday loan place) until the second day. The first day, September 18, I worked at the main store itself. I still find myself wondering: is it really too much trouble for people to find the phone number for Fast Cash South? I'm at Fast Cash North and I KNOW in the phone book that its number is right beneath ours. I bite my tongue and give them the right phone number, of course, but then *click* as though good manners have been rationed. I'd like to think I'll always remember to say thank you when someone does something, but I guess I notice it more when it's not said to me. This morning I would have REALLY noticed that; before Martha left for work (after staying up again to catch some TV she'd recorded -- I

New
Hey, I'm new to this site and just trying to figure it out. I've been a member for a while but I've never really paid attention. So here I am, wish me luck cause I'm so lost! HAHA check out the new pictures and if any of you have any helpful tips I sure need them.

Natural Ways To Ease A Headache
Tension headaches are caused by anxiety, nervous tension, eyestrain, poor seating position, and tight muscles in the shoulders and neck and migraine headaches are caused by expansion of blood vessels in your head. Headaches can also be caused by colds or flu, or even digestive problems. If you don't want to take over the counter pain remedies or see your doctor here are 5 effective natural remedies to chase the headache away easily: Note: If your headaches persist be sure to consult with your health care provider To tackle tension headache, massage your temples with some lavender essential oil. Also, you can place your fingers at the top of your spinal column, where your neck meets the skull. Then move your fingers out 5 cm along the base of your skull until you find a small little indentation on either side. Apply firm pressure with the pads of your fingers, making a small rotating motion with your fingers. It will feel slightly tender as you apply the p

What Is Love
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the

To Every Mother (everywhere)
What makes a good mother anyway? Is it patience? Compassion? Broad hips? The ability to nurse a baby, cook dinner, and sew a button on a shirt, all at the same time? Or is it heart? Is it the ache you feel when you watch your son or daughter disappear down the street, walking to school alone for the very first time? The jolt that takes you from sleep to dread, from bed to crib at 2 a.m. to put your hand on the back of a sleeping baby? The need to flee from wherever you are and hug your child when you hear news of a school shooting, a fire, a car accident, a baby dying? I think so. So this is for all the mothers who sat down with their children and explained all about making babies. And for all the mothers who wanted to but just couldn't. This is for reading "Goodnight, Moon" twice a night for a year. And then reading it again." Just one more time." This is for all the mothers who mess up. Who yell at their kids in the grocery store and swat them in despair and stomp the

Big Thanks
Thanks to all my wonderful friends who helped out aonther friend of mine. With all of youor efforts mel won the contest she was in. Special thanks to Cheekysue, Sillyazz, Sassy, Goddess, Elle, Rebel, and Jen. If i forgot anybody just give me as shout and let me know. I have the best friends there is.

New Cd Graphics
Well, I haven't quite figured out how to share my photo's yet ... So I'll just tell you they're here and see what happens ... :) The New CD Release graphics are in the photo album labeled as "Under a Spell - the EP" Hope you take a look see ... I've include snap shots of chart ranks for Rock, Metal, Blues and over all, 10 days after the release. Have an awesome day !! Thank you for your friendshipHave an awesome day !!Dennis Paul Voted Top 100 Band on MySpace

Herbal Blemish Stuff...
Rosemary Gladstar has a wonderful recipe called "pimple juice" that I have made many times over for family and friends and it really works. I use a q-tip to daub each pimple - sometimes the pimple is gone in a day or two! Here's the recipe: 1/2 oz. goldenseal root powder 1/2 oz. echinacea root powder 1/2 oz. black walnut hull powder 1/2 oz. myrrh powder 1 pint rubbing alcohol Mix the powdered herbs together an place in a wide-mouthed jar. Pour rubbing alcohol over the herbs and cover with a tight-fitting lid. Place the mixture in a warm spot in the house and shake once a day to keep the herbs from packing together at the bottom of the jar. Let sit for 2-3 weeks. Then strain and rebottle. Do not shake the herb mixture for a couple of days before straining (this allows the herbs to settle on the bottom of the jar and makes straining easier). To make it even more effective, add a drop or two of tea tree oil to the finished juice. It does not need to be

Shamanic Healing/reiki - Rattles
Rattles are very special tools that can be dedicated for specific uses. I use some of my rattles for clearing stagnant energy within the body. If you have worked with rattles you know that each one has its own voice, a tone of their own. To break up stagnant energy, simply shake the rattle near the area you suspect is blocked following the guidance suggested below. If you have a choice of rattles to pick from, let your intuition or Spirit guide you in making your choice regarding which rattle to use. You may find that you want to change rattles during the process and that is fine. Once you have the right rattle for the task then starting rattling gently at the top of the body about 4 to 8" away form the torso. Simply let the hand shake as it will, naturally. It may speed up or slow down - just let the movement come alive as it moves down the person's body. When you have rattled the front, back and each side of the person (including under their feet) then begin the healing. S

What The F*ck
i sit only here whatever do i say you don't want me near just another day you want to be alone for i should know why sends chills to my bone all i want to do is cry soon we will be not two but one for the day is coming quick i don't want to be alone everytime we argue i feel sick how are we suppoe to make it you wanted this as much as me even for a lil bit our future i no longer see all we do is fight what happened to our love so true nothing i do is right all i feel is blue my life seems so cold i feel all alone together we will grow old where is it wrote in stone this i would like to know it would be a natural high why do i always feel so low is this our life written by bill pugh

Led Zeppelin Reunion
Led Zeppelin reunion: ticket ballot finally closes Fans have one in 50 chance of getting into reformation show 19.Sep.07 2:52pm Registration for the ticket ballot for Led Zeppelin's reunion show has finally closed this afternoon (September 19). Organisers said there have been 1,000 million page impressions on the site Ahmettribute.com, with one million people registering to be in with a chance of getting one of the 20,000 tickets for the gig, to be held at the London O2 Arena on November 26. At one point, it was receiving 5 million hits per hour, a total of 80,000 hits per minute. Tickets cost £125 each and will be limited to two per person. Successful applicants will find out if they have been picked after October 1, with organisers warning that any tickets appearing on online auction sites will be immediately cancelled. The ballot was due to close on Monday (September 17), but was extended to noon today due to the exceptional demand. "We are absolutely overwhelmed

Care Of Your Medicine Drum
Medicine Drums are very easy to care for, but there are some considerations that will help your drum to maintain supple skin and tone. Keep in mind that rawhide is a natural, living material and is therefore susceptible to changes in temperature and humidity. Drums should be oiled every few months with either neatsfoot oil, olive oil or other leather conditioners to prevent cracking. ..>..> ..> ..> • IN THE CAR: Never leave your drum in direct sunlight!!! Find a shady spot in the car and cover drum. If you live in a hot dry climate it's best not to leave your drum in the car even for a short time • IN THE HOUSE: Do not store your drum near a heater, stove, fireplace, or in a location with direct sunlight. • IN A SWEAT LODGE: It is risky to take your drum into a sweat lodge. Extreme moisture causes the hide to loosen and the wood of the frame drums may warp causing irreparable damage. However, it has been said that some folks take them in for a brief time without problems.

Sing This To "i Will Survive!"
SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. > >When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! > >But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that > >I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... > >But there you are, another lie, > >I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! > >I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream > >Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those > >Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, > >Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! > >Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? > >Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! > > > >[Chorus] > > > >I will survive! I will survive! > >Cuz as long as I have batteries, > >My sex life's gonna thrive! > >I will always have good sex, > >With a handful of latex! > >I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! > > > >It took all my self control not to lau

Super Cider Tonic For The Flu Season
Super Cider 2 oz fresh horseradish root 2 oz fresh ginger root 2 oz fresh onion 2 oz fresh garlic (usually about 2 complete heads) 1 tbsp cayenne powder, or 3-4 fresh hot red chiles (habanero's are good too if you like it REALLY spicy) 16 oz apple cider vinegar 1 oz raw honey Chop the roots and onion and garlic as finely as possible, either by hand, or in a food processor. Transfer all the root pieces to a large canning jar. (Don't use plastic or metal, it might be corroded by the vinegar and ruin your batch!) Add the cayenne powder, and then pour the vinegar over the root mixture. Cover the jar with a piece of wax paper, and screw the lid shut tight. I like to let this sit up to 6 weeks, and shake it occasionally to mix things around inside the jar. It will be ready to use any time after 2 weeks, but the longer it sets the better. After 2-6 weeks, strain the vinegar from the roots with an old, clean napkin, cheesecloth, or mesh strainer. Add the vinegar back to

Animal Rescue
I clicked a few times and got them each time .6 cans of food You can do the same! Animal Rescue Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com

I Know I Am Not Here Really...
I know I am not suppose to be here but...I thought I had to add this last blog before I took my little break. So I have decided that I am going to get a new Tattoo. Right on my left ass cheek I am going to have a warning label printed. "Warning: Use of Craig may cause psychosis and turn otherwise normal women into complete Batshit Crazy Bitches from hell." And yes I am aware that Batshit should either be two words but it is my word so deal with it. After working for god knows how many hours my ex started to chain call the cell phone. I ignored it...all 35 times. Then finally I fall asleep and I have no idea how the hell this happened. I woke up talking to her on the cell. I let her bitch at me for awhile. Then hung up. Now a day later She managed to get into my Myspace account. I think I left my password saved on her computer LOL. She wrote this blog about how EVIL I am and such. It was pretty harsh. But for the most part the people that read just assumed that she w

Simulated Stimulation
It was much less Nefarious Then you were lead To believe I found it somewhat Hilarious Guess that depends On your seat I never meant To hurt you I could not bear To see you cry Sometimes faith Is mere fable With no clear Explanation Of why

Bannas & Health....
Bananas and Health Bananas can help cure or prevent hangovers. The main causes of hangovers are dehydration and depletion of potassium, both direct results of alcohol consumption. Bananas are an excellent source of potassium (second only to the avocado) with over 450 mg. per one banana serving, as well as being high in magnesium, which can help relax those pounding blood vessels causing that nasty hangover headache. Bananas also contain tryptophan, the same amino acid found in turkey that makes you sleepy, as well as high amounts of vitamin C. So, if you're out partying and want to avoid a hangover, drink sixteen ounces of water and eat a banana before heading for bed for a good night's sleep. Before I stop extolling the health benefits of bananas...one more tip: bananas are a natural antacid and will get rid of a nasty case of heartburn in most cases. ^^^^^^^^////////^^^^^^^^////////^^^^^^^^//////// Cinnamon and H

Birds And The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Nwo 4-life!!!
The Following Announcements Paid For By THE NEW WORLD ORDER We would like to Welcome you BACK toThe nWo Lounge W/ Live Stream From Adrenaline Music RadioSo here We are...SAME Name SAME LoungeSAME Familyand some NEW faces... So with the Hottest Djs rawkin' what YOU wanna hearthe Greatest ppl you may ever meetand the Best SOCIAL atmosphere on Fubarthis is the one Lounge you MUST check out!!! *(Just click the link below to enter The nWo Lounge)* Yeah We were gone for a minutes now W're back w/ a NEW jump offTrust and Believe that when YOU'RE nWo...YOU're nWo 4-LIFE!!! The nWo Lounge Owner:Hollywood-nWo-FNL-Adrenaline Radio@ fubarBulletin Created by:~♥ღJÃÐ£ღ♥~nWo~Ä£åzïå's lil' Cyclone~@ fubar

Gem Essences
I'm in the process of taking a gem essence of peridot. My dreams have been powerful and vivid; emotions and obsolete beliefs are coming up for healing and release; and I sense the departure of much psychic debris. I've found gem essences to be one of the most powerful ways to work with crystals, and highly recommend this method to you. The basic principle behind the use of gem essences is the same as that of flower essences: that the interaction of water and sunlight with the essential energy of crystals charges the water in which crystals are placed with their subtle energy. When you drink this water, that energy works to rdissolve the blockages which promote the persistence of painful emotions and prevent personal and spiritual growth. While you can buy commercially-prepared gem essences. I feel that, unlike flower essences, they are easy to make. This has to do with the differences between stones and flowers. · You don't have to grow the stone. · You don't have to de

Blues For A Slave
Blues For a Slave by firmbutgentle© She kept her legs apart, both feet on the floor, knowing her Master would punish her if she crossed them without permission. She knew he was enjoying her arousal, and that she would not be allowed to satisfy herself even slightly until he was ready. So she kept her hands on her drink, and her knees about a foot apart under the table at this chic blues club. Not spread wide like a slut, just open, accessible, and more importantly at this moment, providing no stimulation to her aching cunt and throbbing clit. The club's overactive air conditioner was sending faint currents of cool air up her short skirt, cooling her already damp thong against her shaved cunt. Blues piano made her wet, almost instantly. She closed her eyes and let her mind drift back to the last time her Master had played piano for her. A few nights earlier he'd come to her in the living room where she was watching a movie, clicked her leash to her collar, paused the movie,

Making Flower Essences Ourselves
Increasing numbers of people are using flower essence remedies these days: especially the original remedies of Dr Bach, but also perhaps the 'California Essences', those produced by Ellie Web of Harebell Remedies in Scotland, Dr Arthur Bailey's Yorkshire Dales essences - there are probably twenty or more different sets of flower remedies available now. What I want to do here is to encourage those who use and/or prescribe flower remedies to consider the idea of making your own. The ability to make a remedy is not some special and mysterious gift! The qualities needed are probably no more than three: a sense of contact with the natural world; a willingness to 'follow one's hunches', to take intuition seriously; and, perhaps a certain sense of self-worth, of having the same right to engage with flower remedies as anyone else. Why make more remedies when so many are already available? Well, a good place to start might be making remedies which have already been written up by someone e

Secure Flight
The Nightmare of DHS´s *Secure Flight* by Blue Patriot Woman Mon Sep 17, 2007 at 10:34:23 AM PDT http://www.dailykos.com/storyonly/2007/9/17/9846/64393 Buried in the September 5 issue of the Federal Register, was a notice that this Thursday, September 20, the Transportation Safety Administration (TSA) will hold public hearings on their ¨Secure Flight Plan.¨ http://dmses.dot.gov/docimages/p102/484384.pdf Come with me into a nightmare world where American citizens will have to obtain permission from the government before they can travel by air in the U.S. Your government (meaning the Department of Homeland Security) is up to no good. Beginning in February 2008, U.S. Customs and Border Protection (CBP) will implement their ¨Advance Passenger Information System (APIS),¨ the gist of which is that you will need permission from the United States Government to travel on any air or sea vessel that goes to, from or through the U.S. The travel companies will not be able to issue a

The Blindfold
The Blindfold by willowsula© Gary and Ange walk down the hall of the hotel, their luggage following behind them. Ange's heart is racing in her chest as she opens the door to their room. She knows her instructions, yet she keeps replaying them through her mind. Go in, set luggage aside, go get ice, then return for whatever Gary has in store for me. I wonder what it is... As He follows her in, her eyes scan the room noting the lay out of the room, where the bed is in relation to everything else. She nods as it is committed to memory and she pauses to put her luggage out of the path of traffic. Ange takes the ice bucket and says, "Be right back, Master," kisses Him on the cheek and slips out of the room to go get the ice. She walks down then long hallway and fills the bucket, listening to the clatter of the cubes as they accumulate in the small bucket. As she returns down the hallways, her mind turns to the afternoon ahead, of things that may happen. He's been horribly quiet so

Thank You!!!!!!!!!
I would like to say a special thanks to IRSH_QT, CHRISTINE, MISHNUMBER1, PINK LADY, and LEARNING2FLY, ITLAIN TEMPTERSS ANGEL for all there help my friend won her contest and if not for you all she could not of done it with out ya.

Phone Crush ??? Perhaps .. Lol
A Certain Someone's Phone has an Obsession on mine .. Everytime he calls .. and leaves a message . it goes not only to my voice mail but directly to my TEXT'ing also .. Im Convinced that his phone has somewhat of a crush on mine .. Richard keep your phone at a safe distance from mine . I dont want lil phones popping up all over the place ..

Blinded
Blinded by Anon225© It was 5:00 p.m. and Sara had just finished her long day in the office. Today had felt longer than the others and she just could not wait to get home. However she knew once she arrived at her house nothing special would happen. Everyday she would come home to see her husband sprawled on the couch watching the daily news. Nothing exciting ever happened in her daily life. Sara is a very beautiful woman, though she would never admit it. She stands at around 5'7, has flowing blonde hair that she normally keeps wrapped in a tight bun, her eyes are blue and dazzling, and her skin is smooth and soft. On the same note her chest is round and firm, tugging in to a 34C bra. Today she wore her normal business attire, a white blouse, a black skirt with tan stockings, and black heels. Underneath it was a pair of black lace panties with a matching bra, because even she liked to feel sexy every now and then. When Sara opened the door to her house she noticed that there

Vibrational Essences
How to Make Flower Essences Flower essences are wonderful tools for self-transformation, especially for working on the emotions, which are key to creating a feeling of wellbeing. Making your own essences from the plants around you can give you a range of personalised tools to lift and change your mood. Flower essences are very safe, they work at a vibrational level, in a similar way to homeopathic remedies. You can take them along with any current medication, even give them to children and pets. You will need: A small, clear glass bowl Spring water- fresh is best, but still bottled water will do if you can't collect from a natural spring Filter paper- coffee filter papers are fine- preferably unbleached A glass jug Brandy- for preserving the finished essence A small funnel A small bottle- preferably with a pipette Labels & pen All of the items should be scrupulously clean, and the glassware sterilised 1. Decide what to make. Take a walk around your garden, or

Shamanic Reading List
The Way of the Shaman by Michael S. Harner Shamanic Journeying: A Beginner's Guide by Sandra Ingermann Soul Retrieval by Sandra Ingermann Welcome Home by Sandra Ingermann The Woman in the Shaman's Body by Barbara Tedlock, Ph. D. The Wounded Healer by Joan Halifax Shaman Voices by Joan Halifax Shamans Through Time: 500 Years on the Path to Knowledge edited by Jeremy Narby and Francis Huxley Fire in the Head by Tom Cowan Shamanism as a Spiritual Practice for Daily Life by Tom Cowan Shamanism: Archaic Techniques of Ecstasy by Mircea Eliade The Power of Silence A Separate Reality The Art of Dreaming ....... all these are by Carlos Castaneda The Fire From Within Tales of Power The Eagles' Gift Grandmothers Counsel the World: Women Elders Offer Their Vision for Our Planet by Carol Schaefer Culture-Specific Shamanism The Jívaro by Michael S. Harner (South America) The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge by

The Black Tie Affair
The Black Tie Affair by Midnightoil84 © Jane squirmed in her seat. She hoped the hostess wouldn't notice her shifting in place. Jane hoped no one would detect her lightly bruised lips as the evidence of the rough kissing wore off. She looked over at Tom, who was staring at her with a twinkle in his eye. He knew just how uncomfortable she was feeling. And he loved to see her fidget and wriggle. And blush. He loved to make her blush. Turn her red from head to toe. Blushing with orgasm or red from a light spanking. His mouth moved into a grin recalling the earlier ride to the black-tie dinner. Jane turned redder as she watched Tom's mouth move. Her cunt clenched. She hoped that there wouldn't be a wet spot from her cum and his cum leaking from her sore cunt and ass on her gown when she stood up. She tried paying attention to what the person next to her was droning on about but she couldn't. She could still feel Tom's cock inside of her. In her mouth, her pussy... in her ass

568
Sooo...I tried my hand at making a lil video thing with pictures, and well...it didn't quite work out, and I was getting flustered. So I saved what I had, and I will work on it again when I have a clear mind. Anyhoot..I added a bunch of new pics & stash today. Im gonna buy me a pack of ciggy's tomorrow. I have been craving one for weeks now, and I know its a bad habit to start again, but stress does that to me. BrattyBytch/OUT

Blackmail With Enjoyment
Blackmail With Enjoyment by pooja © Hello friends, I am Pooja. I am 21 years old. I have good figure 36-24-34. I Have light brown color pointed nipples. I am sharing a incident with you. That was my final year in collage. Due to short of my attendance I was not getting my admit card. One of my friends advice me to meet Ali Khan. He is a very good looking guy. He is also a member of collage union. My friend introduce me to Ali. He told me that he will try his best to solve my problem. He take required information about me like roll no, course , year, my phone no. etc. and told me that he will contact me as soon as he get my admit card. After few two day he give me a call at my home and told that he got my admit card but he is leaving for Delhi today for some important work and will back in 2-3 weeks. He told me to collect my admit card from his house as he is busy in his packing. He told me me his address and told me to collect admit card before evening. My exams were startin

Parrrrty
Well as some of you know most of you do not, I graduated college August 17th 2007. Seems like it has been a lifetime but, I am glad it is over with. However, I have been doing some really hard thinking about going back again sometime in the Spring (I know call me stupid). I have not totally made up my mind yet but it is laying hard on my mind right now. I am looking forward to my party that we are having on the 5th and 6th of October, yes it is a 2 day party..... Hell I have waited 2 years for this party so I am going to make it last as long as I can. Next weekend I have another party that my parents and my sister are throwing for me, this one is more like a family/friend party. I am sure this is boring to most of you but, for those that know me and that are coming they know how important this is and has been for me! Until we meet again Peace Out

And We Are Counting
we have less than 24 hours and we will be homeowners and be in debt again....seriously we are so excited! Tomorrow at 1 pm we are siging for a home we have dreamed of for 14 years. When we married, Jeff and I knew one day we would own a home. It just took us 14 years to get it! But we have it in sight and are ready to take on a mortgage and have the responsibility of owning our own home. No more renting for us. The house here is bare. Everything is in boxes and ready to be moved. So this weekend the kids and I are loading up the Explorer and the trailer (several trips) and going to our new home!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!! ~~smooches~~

Apple & Goat Chesse Tartlets
WHAT TO DRINK: Try the 2004 Château Grillon, a delicious Sauternes that won't break the bank (. ingredients 2 17.3-ounce packages frozen puff pastry (4 sheets), thawed 1 egg, beaten to blend 6 ounces soft fresh goat cheese (about 3/4 cup packed) 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice 1/4 teaspoon coarse kosher salt 3 medium Gala apples, peeled, quartered, cored, cut into 1/8-inch-thick slices 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted 3/4 cup honey (preferably dark), divided 1/2 teaspoon (scant) ground allspice preparation Line 2 rimmed baking sheets with parchment paper. Roll out each puff pastry sheet on lightly floured surface to 11-inch square. Using 5-inch-diameter cookie cutter or bowl, cut out 4 rounds from each pastry sheet, forming 16 rounds total. Divide 8 pastry rounds between prepared baking sheets; pierce rounds all over with fork. Using 3 1/2-inch-diameter cookie cutter or bowl, cut out smaller rounds from center of remaining 8 rounds (reserve 3 1/2-inch rounds

The Birthday Present
The Birthday Present by MistressGigi© It took me a long time to realize the impact that one day had on me. How did he describe it, like a story of how to have a relationship in only one day, one space of 24 hours almost to the minute? We met at a conference. I know that sounds so very cliché the academics equivalent of a convention. OK. But this was supposed to be a bunch of writing professors not a group of rowdy sex crazed drunks. Actually we were all quite sober. The pre-keynote had just started and everyone in the ballroom seemed to crunch softly on their salads so as not to be rude. I had chosen a table strategically near the doors to make my escape if the keynote dragged on too long---like last time. I sat with a colleague from his school, two of his friends from Reno, a group of graduate students from Canada, BC I think and two empty seats. Suppressing giggles in walk two people and the man asks if he can sit at the table. I said, "Certainly," immediately; of course it mig

What Each Kiss Means......
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ -----Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

The Birth Of Desire
The Birth of Desire by SirDraylock © In the lonely hours of the morning she awaits His arrival. She waits with a longing that she cannot describe, but it comes from somewhere deep down inside where she keeps those feelings that she believes others would think should never be felt. Her anticipation grows as the time draws near for Him to come driving up the driveway as he returns home from work. She notices that her breathing has quickened and her heart rate has increased as well. Why this happens to her, is a mystery, (at least to those who would not understand), but it happens nonetheless. She recalls the first time she had ever met Him. They had spoken on the phone one evening and she had immediately felt a connection and was drawn to his strong sounding voice. They easily became friends and began to learn more and more about each other as time went on. He discovered, (with her help), that He was a very Dominant man. He learned from her what it meant to be a Dominant and how His

Facts About The Great Seal
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/greatseal/ (cut and paste link to see pics) More on the Great Seal Many companies use the pyramid within their logos. James Walker, a 32º Mason, shares some facts with us about the above symbols: 13 leaves in the olive branch 13 bars and stripes in the shield 13 arrows in the right claw 13 letters in the "E Pluribus Unum" on the ribbon 13 stars in the green crest above 32 long feathers on its right wing representing the 32º in Freemasonry 13 granite stones in the Pyramid. (The 13 layers represent the 13 Illuminati bloodlines) 13 letters in Annuit Coeptis It should also be noted that the Eagle has 32 feathers right wing, but 33 in its left wing. The 32 feathers representing the number of ordinary degrees of the Scottish Rite, and the 33 feathers representing the 33º of Freemasonry. The tail feathers number 9, the number of degrees in the York Rite. The eagle itself is a prominent icon of Masonry, being used exte

I Never Learn
I hurt. No, I'm not going to go into detail, yes, I will be fine. I am just going through the whole Processing thing. Trying to decide what is the worst. What's funny is that it's not because of the reasons he will think it is. So now what? Trying to process the truth and keep going. To be honest... the truth doesnt bother me much. I feel a bit betrayed but I understand and I'm ok. Like I said... the pain isnt coming from the reasons he will think it is. ok... so I promise the next post wont be so guarded.

Lyrics
The thoughts of yesterday forgotten I like the way this new skin feels Bring me splinters of tomorrow Collect the parts where I win Against the grain Against the odds I'll rise and I won't trip again The dawn of a new day never looked As good as this Concrete breath and dust filled tears A one way ride to inner peace I never thought I'd join the others Those who use the dice to solve - In flames

Do You Understand Me?
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousand masks, masks that I am afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled. For God's sake don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game; that the waters are calm and I am in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me, please. My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing 'Neath this lies no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear of being exposed. That is why I frantically create a mask to hide behind; a nonchalant, sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is

The Big Day
The Big Day by leathernlace © Author notes: Angel_ Love.. thank you for the support and guidance you have given me. * Jean woke up at seven o'clock, just as her alarm clock started to buzz. She sleepily rubbed her eyes, wondering why she had set the alarm to wake her so early. Looking at the time, it struck her. This was the day that she had been looking forward to for so long. She stretched in the bed sliding across to get the day started, as she tossed back the covers and started to stand. Her gown slipped down her long sleek legs as she slipped on her matching robe and slippers. She moved away from the bed making it as she went. Walking over to her dresser, she began to get her lingerie; the ones she would be wearing for the big day. She stopped suddenly remembering and exclaiming out loud, "That's right! I was instructed not to wear any underclothes." Closing the dresser drawer she went into the bathroom to get in the shower so she wouldn't be late. Stepping out

Lamb Chili With Masa Harina Dumplings
Servings: Makes 6 to 8 servings. ingredients For chili 10 dried mild New Mexico chiles (2 1/2 to 3 oz) 5 cups water 3 1/4 lb boneless lamb shoulder, trimmed and cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1 1/4 teaspoons salt 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 large onion, chopped (2 cups) 4 garlic cloves, minced 2 Turkish bay leaves or 1 California 2 teaspoons ground cumin 1 1/2 teaspoons dried oregano, crumbled 3 tablespoons finely chopped canned chipotle chiles in adobo For dumplings 3/4 cup masa harina (corn tortilla mix) 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup chilled lard or unsalted butter, cut into small pieces 3/4 cup well-shaken buttermilk 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro preparation Make chili: Simmer dried chiles in 2 cups water, covered, in a 2-quart heavy saucepan until very soft, about 20 minutes. Reserve 3/4 cup cooking liquid, then drain in a colander. Stem chiles

Ssssh Can You Hear It
SSSSH can you hear it Off in the distance, Came a thundering sound. By the light of the moon As the roar shook the ground. As the silhouette of riders, Rode side by side, With their arms out stretched, And their heads held high. The wind began to blow, And the earth trembled with fear, The moon turned red, As the Marines M C drew near. The Bitch led the way, To a black hole in time, Where darkness lingered, In the hearts and souls of peoples minds. They disappeared that night, Into thin air, They say the towns folk, Still in despair. For even though they’re gone, They say you can still hear, The roar of thunder, As the riders draw near. So if you are driving, By the light of the moon, Be very careful, For the Marine M C draw near!

A Poem Written By Adrain...a Very Special Friend....wow...a Brilliant Mind.....ty 4 Sharing It With Me......its An Honor To Say The Least
The Vision Vision is a sense that can show you to the light as well as lead you head on into the dark..........prepare for all, expect for nothing Senses can lie, that is a hard lesson learned like the moth to an open flame you can burn I see the stars align and shine with the power of heavens like an ant to the street lights of forever wonder and impressment I vision smooth rhythms as they dance on my soul I envision happiness at the end of a hard worked goal The vision at times can be so adapted to negative fortune and paths that when something pure and good meets the vision, intimidation is the only math raised up in surroundings with constant conflict and demonic ways the routine can make someone hesitant to walk with the suns rays vision can place many situations in an out of place equation still i heal from childhood scars an abrasion when pain arrives in any form, physical or mental, anger becomes the judge, jury, and executioner that

Biting
Biting by apieceofwork © ____ PART ONE ____ He came over so I could make him dinner. I sat him down in front of the TV so he could watch some wrestling while I wrestled with the making a meal from scratch. Finally the potatoes were on the boil, and I had time to give him some attention. I made him scoot forward on the couch so I could get behind him enough to rub his shoulders. For maybe ten minutes I worked on his shoulders and back. He carries a lot of stress. I got bored with that, and moved to stand in front of him. I worked the front of his shoulders, and stroked his silky long hair. Then I sat next to him to massage his arms and hands. He works on the computer all the time so his forearms and hands are always tense. I started to touch his face and decided to kiss him. After a few slow, soft kisses, it turned passionate. Heavy kisses, lots of tongue and deep breathing... making out is awesome. I put my hand on his leg and slid it up to his package. As I suspected,

Catacones Takes On A Better Direction - Vote Now For The Gift Giveaway
AS SOME OF YOU HAVE ALREADY SCENE... CATACONES HAS TOOK ON A NEW LOOK FOR THE LOUNGE... INSTEAD OF HAVING ONE PLAYER IT HAS 10 AND THEY ALL PLAY TOGETHER WHEN YOU FIRST WALK IN TO THE LOUNGE! I BELIVE ITS A GOOD IDEA BECAUSE IT GOES WITH THE WHOLE LOOK OF THE LOUNGE AS WELL! AND NOW YOUR NOT RESTRICTED TO JUST LISTENING TO ONE STATION... YOU CAN CHOOSE FROM 10 OF THEM!!! OR YOU MIGHT EVEN CHOOSE TO LISTIN TO ONLE TWO AND HEAR 2 OLD SONGS IN A NEW WAY!!! SO PLEASE GO CHECK OUT CATACONES AND ITS NEW LOOK!!! 9 OUT OF 10 OF YOU WON'T BE DISSAPOINTED!!! Click The Banner AND ANOTHER THING... IN THE DISSCUSSION BORED WE SET UP A VOTING THING... VOTE NOW FOR YOUR FAVORITE STATION EVERYONE THAT VOTES FOR THE ONE THAT WINS GETS A GIFT!!! COME ON GO VOTE NOW!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7143

Lyrics
Have we lost the spark or a guide? What's the latest on the screen? Can't be too late to turn around I need all the help from you I need to find Something to blame for a long lost time I am running from something that I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what's real I'm running in a wheel Is it dark or is it bright? What's the latest on the screen? Please tell me my name I haven't checked it today From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today 'cause there's only a few A sign of times my friend My friend avoid infinity Are you for real? Just scratch the surface And you will find Something to blame for a long lost time -In Flames

Birthday Surprise
Birthday Surprise by sxy_bi_horny_chick © Kneeling in the middle of a cold, empty room, I'm waiting. Master told me today was going to be special and a day I'd never forget. Of course, every day is like that since I met Him. He's everything I could ever ask for. Strong, smart, caring, sensitive, stern... I love Him so. The room is large and white with only one window. There's nothing in it except for a blue mat, which I'm kneeling on, back straight, hands on my lap and looking straight forward. There is only one light hanging from the ceiling, but it's bright enough to illuminate the whole large room leaving no shadow anywhere. A small tremble comes over me and I can feel my juices drip down my leg as my anticipation builds. Goose bumps cover my naked body from the chill in the air. I hear the door open behind me, but dare not turn around. Footsteps echo in the room. It's hard to tell just how many there are, but I know there is more than just one person. Everything goes

Pick Up A Book
Okay lets take the time to analyze this.All of you people who don't like,don't agree with or think someone elses mumms is stupid or a waste of time.You went to that mum.You took the time to write a stupid comment on the mum that you think is stupid.Now I want to know what the hell does that make you?(Fucking Stupid).Get a fucking life and if you don't like something then just fucking leave.Because god knows we would not want you to waste all your stupid comments on the mums you think are stupid.Because with the lack of words you use on these mums you might need for the rest of the day.So stop straining yourself.Oh by the way the vocabulary you people have is just,well I have to say ELEMENTARY

Birthday Present
Birthday Present by rgraham666 © This is a little something I threw together for a friend's birthday. She has graciously given me permission to submit it. Please remember to vote and comment. I very much enjoy hearing from my readers. * I'm in the kitchen finishing up the minor feast I've prepared for dinner. It's my lovely little slut's birthday and she deserves to be pampered. Not that I'll ever say so out loud. The door to our apartment opens and I hear her enter. "In the kitchen," I call out to her. I've little need to emphasize these days, she's learned to answer. Her footsteps pad down the hall. I don't turn around as she stops behind me. She remains quiet while I complete the small task I'm working on. Done that, I hold up my right hand, finger pointing at the ceiling. I can barely make out a very low gulp. That gesture means 'attend to orders' and signals her status until I let her know otherwise. "Go to the bathroom," I command her. "Shower and shave.

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I

Birthday Ch. 01
Birthday Ch. 01 by jarod187 © Birthdays are special to me. Really special. It's hard to imagine another occasion during the year that a person gets to stand up on a chair and say "Hey, what the fuck? This day is about me. Celebrate bitches!" with such complete and utter justification. Which is why, when the last 21 birthdays of mine sucked, I was more than a little put off. I remember doing everything I could to make sure family, friends, and strangers I passed on the street had the best birthday imaginable, and yet somehow, when it came to mine, something went wrong. I had to work, or I got sick, or I had a fight with a girlfriend or someone I loved forgot what day it was. And yet I kept putting more effort into birthdays every year, hoping that someone would finally get the hint and do the same thing back for me. Now, don't get me wrong, it's not that I spent my birthdays crying in my attic room, eating porridge and pretending the mice were my friends; quite the opposite. My f

Lyrics
Your self control makes me feel alone I've tried confidence, had it for breakfast today I've lost the perfection, a mess without words (And) As the seasons change I'll continue to ignore The image I project - me without me The picture that I scanned is borrowed After the education you stopped making sense to me Seems to me that it's all the same, time and time again Slowly, all that I believed in, turning into a lie To aim and miss, my supernatural art Spending to much time with myself Trying to explaining who I am How come it's possible I wish there was a way (Suddenly) I feel so invincible I'm the sculpture made out of clay I need someone to break the silence before it all falls apart I need something to cling onto before I break you in parts So afraid of what you may think And all the plastic people that surrounds me I have to find the path to where it all begins To teach the world my supernatural art -In Flames

Pooh Wisom
Pooh Wisdom If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear. Sometimes, if you stand on the bottom rail of a bridge and lean over to watch the river slipping slowly away beneath you, you will suddenly know everything there is to be known. Don't underestimate the value of Doing Nothing, of just going along, listening to all the things you can't hear, and not bothering. Those who are clever, who have a Brain, never understand anything. Before beginning a Hunt, it is wise to ask someone what you are looking for before you begin looking for it. "Pooh," said Rabbit kindly, "you haven't any brain." "I know," said Pooh humbly." ~winnie the pooh

For The Soldiers & Supporters
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He's a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated in his back pocket. When he want

Update On What's Happening With Me
Hey all!!! I know it's been a long time since you've heard from me. I came back to make some changes and if you notice alot of my pictures/albums are gone. I quit stripping in August and Gary has been taking care of me. I'm moving this Sat in with him and then will be looking for a different line of work. I will not be here often because a chapter in my book of life has been closed and since I've fallen in love it's time for me to move on to better things in my life and create a new chapter!!! I won't forget all of you and you all will be a memory of good times I had on (at the time Cherry Tap) Fubar (which I think is a gay name). I'm not closing my account and will try to check in at least once a week. I've been hanging out on King.com and having a great time playing their games!!! (user name Prtyeyes) If you want to say hello, you can e-mail me at Prtyeyes68@yahoo.com. For those of you that are single, I hope that you too will find true love like I have. It's a wonderful

Big Breasted Stress Relief
Big Breasted Stress Relief by Phoenix Arrow © ***************************** Hey Ms Bishop! Oh hello Cynthia, how are you doing today? Just fine...well actually I'm a bit pissed off. Really why is that? Well its just one of my teachers. Mr. Finkle has given me yet another bad mark in his math class and I'm just getting sick of it. I'm really sorry to hear that. I know high school can be tough. I was there once and I know how strict some teachers can be. At least not all of them are. I had the best time of my life when I was in your history class. Oh thank you Cynthia, I really appreciate that. I try to help my students the best way I can, besides just teaching class. I know and we all really appreciate it. In fact, that is why I'm here. I need some help relieving all this aggravation Mr Finkle has put on me. Very well Cynthia, I'd be happy to. What would you like to start with then. Hmmmm, well....I think I'll just do your breasts. Is that all? Yo

My Fav Song *better Than Me*
This song has alot of meaning to it and sometimes is how i feel I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never

A Bit More Fun
A Bit More Fun by GuRoo © I'd decided to host a seminar for my clients in the penthouse boardroom of an inner city hotel. The view from the boardroom was amazing so I decided to book the room below so stay in with you that night. My meetings were over for the morning and you'd taken the afternoon off so were waiting to lunch with me. I excused myself to my clients and staff and took you to the wine bar in the lobby for a bottle and a bite. After we'd finished you stated that you were off to do more shopping before our evening together. I chose that moment to mention the room and our stay and told you that you really must see the view before dark. We walked to the elevator and ascended the building. If the view didn't leave you speechless, the words that came out of my mouth next surely did. "Take off all of your clothes and stand by the bed." You know better than to disobey me and your clothes are quickly discarded. I walk to you, kiss you deeply and sit on the bed, telling y

Bad Day Poem..
silver blade with the stinging kiss bright blue veins its hit or miss all the fear and the worry turn the bath water pink pills come out to play becoming numb is the game the pain for now is dead ones to many and a thousand is never enough sex is a bitch it hurts to much is over to quick sweet little words fueled by lust one minor slip a hearts trust is lost feeding is a sickness many loose control bring it back up released in burning to the bowl sleeping to escape the reality of it all the only wish of the suffering is if i should die before i wake i pray to hell this lost soul retake

A Big Mistake
A Big Mistake by goamz86 © Missy was the hottest thing Larry had ever seen. Just 19 years old, she stood nearly six feet tall, a trait inherited from dad's side of the family. Her long tone legs were swallowed up by a spectacularly firm round ass. Her smooth flat stomach gave way to a perfect set of D cup tits (a gift from mom's genes) that she loved to show off. As Larry knelt in front of her begging to lick her sweet shaven pussy, he thought back to how he had gotten to this situation. Larry met Missy's mom, Claire, at a wedding reception of a mutual friend. A typical 38 year old divorcee, she lacked confidence in her appearance. Her husband had not complimented her on her looks for many years, and when he left her for a younger, hotter woman, she began to believe she was not desirable. She was attractive, but not stunning. She stood 5' 5" and carried a few extra pounds. Her butt was round and her legs just a tad thicker than she wanted them. However, her stomach was pretty fl

In Loving Memory Of Buttons(1989-2004)
she got cancer in april 2004 at the age of 100 dog years--she was prescribed this experimental human cancer medicine--the prescription read Buttons Lieberman(dog)--she was doing good miraculously. i left for the road to detroit on 9/16 that year--before leaving i took Buttons on a 45 minute walk. she had a stroke while i was away. she died peacefully sometime during the late morning of wednesday 22 September 2004--at the age of 103 dog years. i posted a pic of her memorial in my default gallery 5 hrs ago--no one yet visited it--please go there and shOw my puppy some love. BUTTONS BAT-SHE'VA BERECH'IAH CAFTOR'IM 1 CAFTOR'IM 3440----7 ETAN'IM 3455 29 DECEMBER 1989---22 SEPTEMBER 2004 "i miss her so much/ can't think, need a crutch-cause she's on the Rainbow bridge/she'll play with the pups/til i come pick her up-up on the rainbow bridge buttons and i traversinfg the sky-to get to a place so much better/when i finish my term/got so much more to learn/ i'll cross the rainbo

The Rythem Of A Meaningful Heart...
The rythem of a meaningful heart, Is not thump, thump, thump, boop, But it is love and care and respect, It is nurishment and determination. The rythem of a meaningful heart, Does not flow to a certain beat, It flows to the beat of questions, It flows to the beat of answers. The rythem of a meaningful heart, Will not betray and destroy, But will incourage and direct, It will follow and lead at the same time. The rythem of a meaningful heart, cannot harm you or anyone you love, It will love you and anyone you love, It will also try to always stay your friend. Forever. done by christine .

The Bet
The Bet by starmist © She shook her head and stared at the wall, trying to clear her mind of the fog that was gathering there. His fingers were probing at the entrance of her ass again and she shifted her hips, trying to pull away. The straps that held her arms above her head were secure as was the spreader bar that kept her open for his use. Seeing her movements, he smiled before leaning close to her ear. "This could end. It really would be easy. All you have to do is say the word. But you know what I think? I think you want more." His fingers began to run over her ass, feeling the heat of the earlier strikes. Slowly, he starts pushing one finger into her ass. Feeling her struggles increase, he whispered, "Want something in there, huh?" She heard him walk away from her and rummage around in the drawers. She tensed, her heart beating faster as she heard him return. Her scream echoed through the room, gaining strength as he began to press something huge and hard into

I Quit.
Just to let you people know who did come in and listen to me...I quit today. And quite frankly I'm fuckin glad I did. The "boss" did not ask me why and didn't want an explanation. She even talked shit about me behind my back to somebody who she has talked shit about behind her back. Drama drama drama. jeez. I did it for fun. I LOVE dj'ing. but not when you have no crowd b/c of the lounge. There's so much more to my explanation but I'd rather not get into it. I hate drama. Not gonna bash them though. Cuz I'm better then that. I'm not looking for another home yet though. I'm gonna take a break from it. lol a friend just told me to say if you buy me a VIP then I'll dj for ya lol Silly. I wont' do that but hey for a happy hour...lmfao kidding!! I'll let everybody know when I start to DJ again and where. :)

Libra - Sept. 20th, 2007
You need to turn your focus to your home and family life. Something is a bit out of sorts and once you've identified it, you should be able to take care of it pretty quickly. Keep at it until everyone is in line.

The Best Anniversary Present Ever
The Best Anniversary Present Ever by audrey lover © "Honey, I'm home!" my husband, Darren, shouted from the living room. I heard some scuffling noises in the living room, followed by "where are you?" "In here," I answered. I lay curled up seductively on our king-size bed, wearing a new sheer black negligee. As he rounded the corner to find me, I saw his green eyes light up. "You look amazing," he said. "I can tell you were thinking the same dirty thoughts that I was all day long." This was our fourth wedding anniversary, and we had promised each other to spend it at home, just us, together. He came over to the bed, sat down, and began to stroke my long, dark hair. "I have some surprises for you," he whispered. He pulled a blindfold from his pocket and tied it over my eyes, but not before I saw the bulge in his pants. Of course, I was curious. I felt something on my wrists--something tight, but soft. I felt around them and realized they were light restraint cuffs. Whil

So Tired
I've been SOOOO tired lately. Seems like I can't get enough sleep. Plus I've been working at least one day out of the weekend OT trying to get my bills caught up. But its not going to do any good if I end up running my self down and have to miss work. Blah! It seems like every time I think I'm getting caught up something else comes along. I'm sure you all know what I mean. School starts and it's school supply, fees, lunches & pictures. Homecoming is next weekend and my oldest is taking a date PLUS he's the Senior escort! Dress clothes & corsage. LOL Like I said one thing after another. Oh and yeah I have to make about 100 sandwiches before tomorrow nights football game. I picked up the meat today when I left work. And Tiger is suppose to pick up buns for me. So I think I'm going to try to make half of them tonite. My life in a nutsell .. hah.. guess thats where a nuts life should be eh?

The Lady In The Mirror
I don't seem to recognize that lady in my mirror. I may have seen her in her youth, but I've got a sneaking fear. She kinda looks like a relative, perhaps on the side of my father. But the closer I get and the harder I look, Oh, no! My gosh! I'm my mother! done by christine

Who Likes You
Who Likes U?? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repos

Keepin' It Real
Keepin' it real That's the deal It's what life's about Not giving a bunch of mouth Genuine attitude With a special touch Sincerity can mean oh so much Keepin' it real Being true to your heart Honesty plays an important part Bonafide friend you can be Just actually see Being real is how life should be You'll realize Right before you're eyes That keepin' it real Is the real deal done by christine

Another Poem
you crawl your way in to my heart you lie your way in to my bed you crept your way past all my walls in the end i feel the same used and abused and full of shame do not lay a finger on me do not pretend to have loved me do not fake tenderness for my sake be as harsh in everthing that you are with me do not hide the hatred that you feel for yourself and place it on me i am done i do not want to play your games i do not want to play by your rules this is not a game i wish to play i am sorry too could not see the light the came from inside me i am sorry that you could not feel the love the i have traped in here with me i will shut the door now and forever more you wither and moan i will shed no tear i will feel not one shred of greif or regret for you have locked the door of your own fate and i will not open it again to you

Weekend
i like 2 say spank u 2 my friendz 4 all the kind wordz & all ur support.i really appreciate it.it makes me feel lil better.i have 2 leave n few mins.i wont b on here 4 the next couple dayz.sum of u no y.i would really love 4 u 2 spank me wit all the fu luv u have 2 offer tho.so plz leave comments & msges & i will return the favor when i return.yall r the best tx & have good weekend everybody RawK on! :D

Sierra-grace
Just got the phone call I have been waiting WEEKS for. ALL of her test results came back negative!! We are now waiting to take her up to the allergist in the hopes of finding out what actually is wrong!!! Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers!!!! I wish I could express my gratitude better!!! *hugs* I'm one overjoyed mama!!!

Angels
Long golden hair Flutter like the wind Beautiful eyes that Sparkle like diamonds Pure white wings That gives you an angel feeling Those are the characteristics of an angel They watch over you in the night And guide you through the toughest of times They are always there So you know they care Because Angels are always there Angels are there for you Even in the deepest of times But Angels are always there watching you Always.. done by christine

One Of My Poems
love sick puppy dog you see in my eyes love sick is right sick right down in my tummy i ache to be held and love the way i see others i ache to be told how much you love me i ache to be free to love you too fear hides deep inside of me again and again teh ugly lil monster we all hide deep inside i know teh cuse of my fear my fear rest in betrayial betrayal of my trust of my love of my heart lost if safety lost of my shoulder to cry on lost is others need of my shoulder lost is anothers need of me feeling of being wanted not just needed is one thing i still crave

Alexandra
Boy....did I get it put to me this time.... I fell head over heels for a woman named Alexandra that I met on Hot or Not.com. We chatted on Yahoo for a while, then arranged a date. Thursday, August 30, 2007 We were to meet at Bob Evans in Westerville. The only problem was that there are two Bob Evans' in Westerville. She went to one....and I went to the other. So we didn't get off to a good start. I received a phone call from her later that night. She was in the Emergency Room for abdominal pain. She asked me if I could go to McDonalds for her daughter. I told her I would and brought it right to her. So our REAL first meeting was in the Emergency Room. She finally got released and I walked her and her daughter to her car. As it turns out....I had parked right beside her. I figure to myself that this has to be some kind of fate playing it's hand. Friday, August 31, 2007 We decided to try Bob Evans again. This time we went to the same one, but traffic made me abo

Hahahaha!!!! Wait....it's Not Funny
xxolmecaxx@ fubar Another perve with unsolicited shoutbox idiocy to a friend. As with all shoutbox convos: bottom to top. *blocked* ->xxolmecaxx: I see you checking me out...I know you want me · xxolmecaxx just checked you out! ->xxolmecaxx: don't be such a pussy. You too busy hitting up women you don't know with pervy comments to respond to someone who obviously wants to do things with you? xxolmecaxx: sorry ->xxolmecaxx: cum back hottie...I wanna see you shove a road cone up your ass ->xxolmecaxx: nono...come on baby, I wanna see you jizz in your face..cum in your eye for me hot stuff xxolmecaxx: heyy Im busy ok ->xxolmecaxx: oh...but you like to be watched? xxolmecaxx: no Im not gay and I dont interest on gays ->xxolmecaxx: thats hot...you gay? xxolmecaxx: I will xxolmecaxx: yes ->xxolmecaxx: will you eat your own cum for me? ->xxolmecaxx: no...I just like to watch guys masturbate and imagine it's me as I give them a reacharound as my shit-covered balls bounce

The Song My Heart Sings
Alone and afraid I had all but lost faith in myself. Tortured by immeasurable pain and sadness, I sought sanctuary within the stony walls of my heart. In my solitude, I convinced myself I was content. But then you reached out to me and... With strong hands, you show me a sweet tenderness. With a strong mind, you have guided me to a familiar song That I had turned away from...the song my heart sings. With a look, you tempt my soul And with a touch, you soothe my spirit. With a brush of skin, I am filled with a passion That now burns where before there was only emptiness. In your eyes, I feel accepted and desired. In your touch, I feel warm and secure. In your kiss, I feel alive. For these gifts you have given me, And for these treasures you have uncovered, I offer you not only my friendship and loyalty, But also the very essence of who I am. done by christine

Beyond Savage
Beyond Savage by panama trick© The Questor was hungry ... He'd been riding all day from the Eastern edges of the Valley and meeting with villagers on the way. Alighting from the black stallion next to the stables He strode toward the private entrance to the Palace that lead to His quarters. He dashed easily up the two flights of stone steps and burst into His den. She looked up with a dazzling smile on His entrance, sliding from the chair she was sitting in while reading, to her knees she assumed the nadu position and smiled softly when she heard His breath catch. She knew the power she had over Him, and she knew that He would be starved after His day. His appetites were etched in her memory after the time she spent with Him. She giggled slightly, knowing that food wouldn't be the only thing He was hungry for. He sat in His big chair and looked at her. He considered Himself more fortunate than O/others for one reason ... her. She was His treasure, more important and of grea

Behind These Hazel Eyes
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep I’m barely hanging on [Chorus:] Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything, opened up and let you in You made me feel alright, for once in my life Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep I’m barely hanging on [Chorus:] Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me, then spit me out For hating

Beer And Babys
I was outside and my neighbor pulled up to drop sonthing off and was yelling cuss words to a lil girl about 2 years old becuse she didnt want to leave the house. I looked over and he had a beer in one hand and his lil girls hand in the other draging her back to the car and off thay went no seat belts nothing what are people now days thinking? i mean drinking and driving is bad enough but to take a kid along with you!

Salute Hummm...........
I need to create a Salute phote but I don't really know what I should do. I don't want to have a piece of paper with my info on it. I would like to do a lil something more interesting. So does anyone have any ideas? Remember its a Salute photo not a NSFW pic. Duh! Anyway I am Kreative but not today, so suggestions are welcome. Either comment here, leave me a message or give me a shout with your ideas. =D

Rainbows
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. & share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be...what I know best, a friend that's always there. Good Morning Hun I hope you have a truly wonderful day. Huggies to you always, ~~Runing Water~~

Between The Devil And The Deep Blue
Between The Devil and The Deep Blue by Luna_lit © I glugged from a bottle of water before reclining into the hot August sands. The secluded cove afforded me little company, although the gulls seemed to echo the noise in my head as I lit a joint and closed my eyes, allowing the heat of the burning sun to penetrate my closed eyelids whilst the burning curves of sand massaged my fatigued muscles. It appeared to me that there are more things held in our imagination than could or should ever exist in reality and if I ever got hold of the bastard flying insect that was playing hop-scotch on my leg I would... My train of thought was interrupted by a sigh so soft that I could have believed it was the wind if I didn't know that my girl was laid out on the rocks to my right. I didn't turn my head but she knew I was still there. She wouldn't doubt it for a minute. Smiling broadly I remembered her cries for more, interspersed with her desperate pleadings. Then I felt a pang of guil

Beth Slips Silently Into The Room
Beth Slips Silently into the Room by Chklbrry © Slipping silently into the room, she quickly crossed the distance between the rich, dark mahogany door and his finely detailed antique desk, her bare feet silent against the polished hardwood floor. She patiently stood behind his right shoulder, and although her head was down, she noticed every detail in the room. His familiar musk brought a soft smile to her face; she would forever link that smell with him and their years together. The ringing phone broke her reverie. She closed her eyes and let his deep voice resonate inside her; more memories washed over her and goosebumps formed along her forearms as she felt herself becoming mesmerized by the sound of his words. In her mind's eye she could easily recall the first moment that she saw him. It had been quite by accident and certainly innocent; she had seen him with his son, David, at the library. He had squeezed his large frame into one of those tiny chairs in the kids section an

Two Parts
I have two parts. One part of me wants to hold you close, to make you feel singular, whisper things to you to make you laugh, look into your shiny eyes and see myself reflected there as the one true object of your affection. I want to take you to places I have been alone and experience them all over through you. I want to watch the technicolor sunset with my arm around your shoulder. And the other part? I want to blow things up with you, to make the echoes of our cries bounce against the bedroom walls and make your skin burn with every touch. I want to stain the mirror with the image of your back arched and your mouth open, mid-scream, as I fill you with me and the world goes glassy all around us. You will have both parts. forever. © All rights reserved

You Gotta Love Blondes !!!!!
On a plane bound for New York the flight attendant approached a blonde sitting in the first class section and requested that she move to coach since she did not have a first class ticket. The blonde replied, "I'm blonde; I'm beautiful; I'm going to New York; and I'm not moving." Not wanting to argue with a customer, the flight attendant asked the co-pilot to speak with her. He went to talk with the woman, asking her to please move out of the first class section. Again, the blonde replied, "I'm blonde; I'm beautiful; I'm going to New York, and I'm not moving." The co-pilot returned to the cockpit and asked the captain what he should do. The captain said, "I'm married to a blonde, and I know how to handle this." He went to the first class section and whispered in the blonde's ear. She immediately jumped up and ran to the coach section mumbling to herself, "Why didn't someone just say so?" Surprised, the flight attendant and the co-pilot asked what he said to her

The Hormone Guide
The Hormone Guide Women will understand this and the men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine.

Facts Of Life.....(?)
Word of Wisdom for your Viewing Pleasure:........ or other Laws of Murphy;................. ................................................. Mother Nature is a Bitch!! The two most common elements in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. Money can't buy happiness. But it sure makes misery easier to live with. Psychiatrists say that 1 in 4 people is mentally ill. Check three friends. If they're OK, it's you. Nothing in the universe travels faster than a bounced cheque. It has recently been discovered that research causes cancer in rats. Always remember to pillage *before* you burn. If you are given an open-book exam, you will forget your book. If you are given a take-home test, you will forget where you live. The trouble with doing something right first time is that nobody appreciates how difficult it was. It may be that your sole purpose in life is to serve as a warning to others.

Goddess Don't Die
OH LUNA,DIANA,AERA GODDESS DON'T DIE, MI AMOR INFINIDAD MORNING GLORY OF THE DAWN YOU ARE MY LIVING BLOOM MY LIFE,... OH MOON GODDESS OF THE STARS, GODDESS DON'T DIE, MY LOVE INFINITY FLOWER OF THE MORNING, MY LIVING BLOOM MY LIFE~~~MI VIDA. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wr Are Going Backwards
Sharpton: Congress should grill Jena DA By MARY FOSTER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 28 minutes ago http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070920/ap_on_re_us/school_fight Thousands of chanting demonstrators filled the streets of this little Louisiana town Thursday in support of six black teenagers initially charged with attempted murder in the beating of a white classmate. The crowd broke into chants of "Free the Jena Six" as the Rev. Al Sharpton arrived at the local courthouse with family members of the jailed teens. Sharpton told the Associated Press that he and Reps. Maxine Waters, D-Calif., Sheila Jackson Lee, D-Texas, and William Jefferson, D-La., will press the House Judiciary Committee next week to summon the district attorney to explain his actions before Congress. This could be the beginning of a 21st century's civil rights movement challenge disparities in the justice system, he said, and he said he planned a November march in Washington. "What we need is federa

Going Home
JUST TO LET ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING TEXAS ON OCTOBER 5TH,GOING HOME TO MISSOURI TO TAKE CARE OF MY BEST FRIEND OF 17 YEARS SHE IS NOR DOING SO GOOD SHE HAS A BRAIN DISEASE CALLED EMPTY CELLA SYNDROME IT IS WHERE FLUID GETS ON YOUR BRAIN AND THERE IS NOTHING THEY CAN DO ABOUT IT SO I WILL BE GOING HOME BUT I WILL BE UP AND RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE A COMPUTER WAITING ON ME.SO THIS IS JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.

In The Shower
It's early morning and your sitting at the table drinking coffee and reading the paper when I come in from the bedroom. I come walking over to you, and with out saying a word I take your hands slowly in mine entwining our fingers I kiss the palms of your hands sucking slowly each finger teasing and tasting, I gently pull you to you feet and kiss your collar bone as you rise pressing myself against you as you bend your head to kiss my lips I pull you along with me down the hallway towards the shower as we enter the bathroom I reach for your belt buckle and undo it so I can slide my hands in your waist line, your stomach curves inward with the chill of my cold hands on your warm flesh I slide my hands from your waist slowly up and across your chest feeling your nipples grow taut at the tease of my touch I slide your shirt up over your head taking one of your nipples into my mouth and flickering it with my tongue then pinching it with my teeth suckling it gently with my mouth, I slide my

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I'm A Bad Man (song Lyrics)
I took your baby to the darkest room in the house. "Now, c'mon, baby," I said, "Baby, turn all the lights out." Your baby took her time. Baby did the rock'n'roll. I took your baby to the darkest corner of my soul. (refrain) I'm a bad man for what I' done. I'm a bad, bad man, but I had my fun. She's a good girl - she's too good for you. She loves to rock'n'roll - so, whatcha gonna do? I never stole a woman wasn't satisfied with what she got. And if she's cold as ice, I can make her boiling hot. You better hold on to your baby, better hold on tight. If you ain't hangin' 'round, I'll be seein' her tonight - (refrain) If your thinkin' that your woman's waitin' home for you, Maybe you've been thinkin', "she don't even have a clue" - She knows that you been cheatin' - she's been cheatin', too - Now maybe, baby, I'm the reason Baby isn't blue... (refrain) © All rights reserved

Hot Boy Playing With Himself ... For Hot Ladies Only!
I'm doing a live show on my webcam in a few minutes. This video hereafter shows what you can expect. Let me know if you want to watch ;) And yes it's me, here is the proof: Kisses

It's Been Years....
I miss you. I still have dreams of you. I still cry when I think of you. I see you in every grandmother I see. I remember falling asleep in your arms the few days before you passed away. I remember that night... I ran to your room... I never cried so hard in my life. I love you! REL

A Simple Friend Versus A Real Friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with his/her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you

Storms
I like the sound of distant thunder as it rumbles across the earth. I love to watch the lightning as it streaks across the sky in glorious flames ripe with passion and promise. I love to stand in the sound and fury of the storm with the rain washing over my skin, bathing my body in the freshness of sweet abandon. I love the drenching wetness and the cool calm as the raindrops gather to embrace me. I love the erotic slippery slide of ever drip that caresses my cheek, slipping down and down and down to pool at my feet. I love to stand with arms stretched wide, reaching for the passion of nature's release, embracing the pure raw energy that crackles in the air, filling my senses with the smell of wet earth and ozone and satisfaction.

Conference Nature Call
Wow, technology has sure come a long way. Since I do not work in an office, all of my meetings are done over a cell phone. It did not take me long to realize that I can do things during these calls, because 9 times out of 10 I am not the one talking. So, during these meetings I have found myself eating supper, doing a crossword puzzle, and yes even playing video games. Today I took the meeting to a whole new level, and I must admit it was probably a lower level. The call was at that special time early in the morning. I set my alarm an hour early, so I could gather my notes and make some of that wonderful "Hotel Room Coffee." I had enough time for 2 cups and a morning smoke. Then it was time to dial in, for the meeting. As usual the first 10 min was rather slow, and my mind started to wander. It was then that I realized that the morning Caffine and Nicotine combination was working on my bodily functions. There was no way I was going to make it to the end of the meeting. Face it when

I Love...
-fireflies that twinkle in the dark of a summer evening and sunsets that set the sky ablaze with a riot of vividly contrasting colors. -rainbows that splash across the horizon in breathtaking displays of gaudy brightness, and stars that paint the midnight sky with countless pinpoints of distant light. -daffodils in open fields that spread their golden glory over grand stretches of would-be-emptiness, and fragrant yellow roses that seem to gild the very air around them with cool, calm sweetness and grace. -laughing children that radiate joy with reckless abandon, and freshly washed and powdered babies with sweetly puckered tiny mouths and velvety skin and downy peach-fuzz hair. -long soft kisses in the rain that build in intensity with the fury of the approaching storm until they streak through my veins with all the passion and violence of the lightning that dances across the sky.

My Destination (make My Journey Complete) (song Lyrics)
I climbed over the mountain, though the mountain was high. I climbed over the mountain and it reached to the sky. Lord, the mountain was high! Girl, I’ve come a long way just to look in your eyes. You’ve probably heard the same thing from a lot of other guys. But I’ve come a long way and the mountain was high. Lord, the mountain was high! I crossed over the ocean, though the water was cold. I crossed over the ocean for my kettle of gold. Lord, the water was cold! Girl, I’ve come a long way. Am I being too bold? I finally make it to your side and your beauty behold. Now, I’m afraid all that glitters isn’t gold. Am I being too bold? (Bridge) I waited for a message from you. I wanted to let you know, everything that I go through I do for you (it’s true). I crossed into the desert with no shoes on my feet. I walked down through the desert in the hell and the heat – with no shoes on my feet. I know another man might have been beat. I finally made it to

~washing Hands Clean~
Omgosh i just found a song that I relate to so very much!! Its like it was a hidden piece of my like no one knew about and all of a sudden boom there it is! just wanted to share ~hands clean~ If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much Ooh this could be messy But you don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me You're kind of my prot¨¦g¨¦ and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guard

Let It Go
This speaks volumes to me as a person, and individual. I pray that those of you who read this, that it will mean something to you in one way or another. Maybe you'll think of someone who needs to read this. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk! I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk! Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Le

Myyearbook
Slyparadox: I am number 21 in NJ on Myyearbook and I don't even do much on their anymore :D I am so gonna make this site my bitch, and I'm gonna be like "YEAH TAKE IT ALL!!" and the site's gonna be like, "FUCK YEA, I LOVE IT!!!" Slyparadox: I have lost my mind. hahaha twosilvergods: HAHA twosilvergods: that's okay twosilvergods: the best ideas are made while insane twosilvergods: sometimes Slyparadox: well that whole "summer of sam" wasn't a good idea twosilvergods: yeah twosilvergods: not at all

Avocado & Orange Salad
This summer salad is amazing. The mixture of orange and avocados is splendid! Ingredients 1 large avocado sliced 1 bunch lettuce leaf 1 bunch green onions sliced 3 large orange sectioned & cut into chunk Dressing: 1/2 C. peanut oil 1/2 C. orange juice 2 Tbs. red wine vinegar 1/2 tsp. orange peel grated Directions In salad bowl, combine avocado, lettuce, sliced onion and oranges. Mix all dressing ingredients and pour dressing over the salad just before serving. Serving Size 4

Whoever Is Friends With Hottymom42
JUST LETTING U KNOW IT ISNT HER THAT IS ON HER PAGE BUT THE GUY SHE IS LIVING WITH NOW TALENTED TONGUE AKA FRED. HE IS USING HER PROFILE SINCE WE HAD BOTH HIS PAGES DELETED HERE ON FUBAR AND HE IS BANNED FROM HERE.. THIS IS JUST WARNING U IT ISNT HER BUT HIM. HE IS DOING THIS TO HARRASS TWO OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE... TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR READING

Easy Crockpot Stuffed Bell Peppers
Great smelling, simple and made for even the fussiest of eaters! Ingredients 6 green peppers washed, topped and seeded 1 Tbs. shortening (i.e. Crisco) 1 1/2 - 2 lb. ground beef 1 C. cooked rice 1 sm. onion, chopped 1 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. black pepper dash of basil 1/2 C. ketchup 1 8-oz. can tomato sauce w/ or w/o seasoning Directions Heat shortening in skillet and brown beef. Combine meat and next 6 ingredients. Stuff bell peppers. Arrange bell peppers in large crock pot. Can be stacked. Pour tomato sauce over peppers. Cooker on low for 6-7 hours or on high for 3-4 hours. Serving Size 6 Preparation Time 15 minutes Cooking Time 4-7 hours

The Room
THE ROOM… 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore die

Who I Am
I am who i am and hats all i can be you can try to change me but i will not change you can try to corrupt me but i will stay myself you can try to break me but i will pick up the pieces you can try tocompletely control but i will have mine you can try to beat me but i will heal you can try to bring me down but i will rise again you can try to kill my spirit but i will not let you you can try anything you want but i will prevail in the end you can try it but all iwill do is rephrase what ive already said i am who i am and thats all i will be!

2-step Savory Chicken
This is so simple prepared on top of your stove in just two easy steps, this recipe shows cooking made simply delicious! Ingredients 1 Tbs. vegetable oil 4 boneless chicken breast halves 1 can (10 3/4 oz.) cream of mushroom soup 1/2 C. water Seasoning* Directions Heat oil in skillet. Add chicken and cook until browned. Add soup, water and seasoning. Heat to a boil. Cover and cook over low heat 5 minutes or until done. *Choose 1 of the following: 1/4 tsp. dried thyme leaves or 1/2 tsp. garlic powder or 1/8 tsp. ground sage

Country Cheese-topped Cornbread
I first created this recipe as a way to clean out my family's refrigerator and pantry before a vacation. I basically threw some things that we had on the verge of expiration together and hoped for the best. Now it is a favorite at our dinner table, barbecues, and lunch boxes. Ingredients Crisco Shortening, for greasing the pan 4 strips of bacon 2 C. all purpose white flour 1 C. wheat flour 2 tsp. Baking soda 2 tsp. Baking powder 2 tsp. Salt 4 eggs 3/4 C. whole milk 1/2 C. plain yogurt 3 Tbs. honey 1 can whole kernel corn, drained 3/4 C. shredded Cheddar Cheese Directions Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. Grease a 9x13 glass baking dish, including the sides with the Crisco. In a saucepan, brown the bacon over medium heat until crispy, but not burned. Set aside 3 tbs. of the rendered fat and chop the bacon into small pieces. Sift the flour, baking soda, salt, and baking powder together in a large bowl. In a separate bowl, whisk the eggs until frothy. Slowly wh

Strawberry Surprises
Tantilizing large, fresh strawberries are the stars of this recipe and when combined with cream cheese, they are downright dreamy! They are very versitile in their use and are a great addition to any meal. Ingredients 15-20 large strawberries (small will work also, but it takes more of them) 1 8 oz. package cream cheese (your choice on fat) 4 Tbs. powdered sugar 2 tsp. vanilla 4 Tbs. sour cream (any style) Directions Prepare strawberries: With a knife, cut the tops from the berries leaving a flat top. Place the flat side on a cutting board with the point facing up. Next, without slicing through the entire berry, make 3 cuts divding the berry into six equal portions (leaving them attached on the flat end of the berry.) Next, mix all remaining ingredients with a spoon or mixer until smooth and creamy. Place mixture into decorating bag with star tip or place into a plastic zipper bag with one corner cut open to use to fill strawberries. Fill each berry with cream c

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Quick Chinese Pepper Steak
Incredibly easy and tasty - perfect for when you're in a hurry. Ingredients 1 lb. 1/2-inch thick round steak 2 Tbs. vegetable oil 1 medium onion, sliced 1 medium green bell pepper, sliced 1 envelope au jus gravy mix 3/4 C. water 4 Tbs. soy sauce 3 C. cooked rice Directions Cut the meat in half lengthwise with a sharp knife (meat will slice better if slightly frozen), then crosswise into thin slices. Sauté the meat, onions and pepper in hot oil in a skillet until the meat is brown. Stir in the remaining ingredients, except the rice. Cook for five minutes, stirring constantly. Serve over rice.

One Wish
Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Hamburger And Rice Dinner
This quick and easy dinner has it all: meat veggies, flavoring and rice. Ingredients 1 lb. hamburger 1 small onion, chopped coarsely 1 garlic clove, minced 3 Tbs. chili powder 1 C. frozen corn 1 can chopped tomatoes 1 6 oz. can tomato paste 1 C. instant rice 3 Tbs. brown sugar 1 1/2 C. water Directions Brown hamburger and onion and garlic. Drain any fat. Add back to pan, add remaining ingredients. Put lid on pan over medium heat for 15 minutes, stirring frequently. Will thicken as cooks.

My First Christmas In Haven
Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell I saw the countless Christmas trees Around the world below With tiny lights like heaven's stars Reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular Please wipe away the tear For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs That people hold so dear But the sounds of music can't compare With the Christmas Choir up here. I have no words to tell you The joy their voices bring For it is beyond description To hear the Angels sing. I know how much you miss me I see the pain inside your heart But I am not so far away We really aren't apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear And be glad I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year. HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!

Parmesan Toast Strips
This simple recipe makes these toasted strips in less than 15 minutes. A great change from regular bread sticks. Ingredients 4 slices white country bread 1 C. melted butter 1 Tbs. onion salt 1 C. corn chips, crushed 1 C. Parmesan cheese, grated Directions Trim crusts; cut each slice into five strips. Combine butter and onion salt; roll bread in mixture. Dip one side of strips in mixture of corn chips and Parmesan. Bake on cookie sheet at 400 degrees for 8-10 minutes or until crisp and lightly brown. Yield: 20 strips

Corner Where They Are
Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell We cannot all be famous or be listed in 'Who's Who,' But everyperson, great or small, has important work to do For seldom do we realize the importance of small deeds, Or to what degree of greatness, unnoticed kindness leads. For it is not the big celebrity in a world of fame and praise, But it's doing unpretentiously in indistinguishable ways The work that God assigned to us, unimportant as it seems, That makes our task outstanding and brings reality to dreams. So do not sit and idly wish for wider, new dimensions, Where you can put in practice your many good intentions. But at the spot God placed you, begin at once to do Little things to brighten up the lives surrounding you. For if everybody brightened up the spot on which they're standing By Being more considerate and a little less demanding This dark old world very soon exlipse the "Evening Star" If everyone brightened up the corner where they are!

Encrusted Walnut Chicken
The crunchy and yet tender texture of the chicken will please you,and a nice punch of spice matches well with the nutty richness of the crust. Serve with toasted french bread and a herbed spinach salad. Ingredients 4 8 oz. chicken breast (pounded thin, 3/4 inch) 2 C. walnuts 1/2 C. mayonnaise 1/2 C. horseradish mustard kosher salt and pepper to taste cooking spray Directions Preheat oven to 400 degrees. Spray baking dish with cooking spray. Finely grate walnut, spread on plate, and set aside. Mix mayonnaise and horseradish mustard together. Coat chicken with mixture and walnuts. Bake for 25 minutes, turning chicken halfway through. Serving Size 4 Preparation Time 10 minutes Cooking Time 25 minutes

Breakfast Pizza
This simple recipe will be an instant success! So easy to throw together and never a slice left. Ingredients 2 croissant packages 1 pkg. Jimmy Dean Sausage 5 eggs 2 potatoes 1/2 pepper 1/2 onion 1 C. shredded cheese Directions Cook sausage, eggs, peppers, onions, and potatoes in a skillet. Take an 9x8 baking pan and lay out the croissants even on the sides. Add half of the sausage and egg mixture. Add 1/2 C. of the cheese, put on the rest of the mixture and add the rest of the cheese. Bake at croissant temperature and time

Sooo Simple Summer Chicken Salad
This is so delish, yet simple. The colors and smells scream SUMMER... You will love it, enjoy!!! Ingredients 2 C. white chichen meat, canned is fine 3/4 C. grapes, cut in halves 1/4 C. walnuts, chopped 1/4 C. celery, chopped 2 Tbs. shallots 1 Tbs. fresh mint Sea salt and pepper to taste 3/4 C. favorite mayo Directions Mix all ingredients together. Serve with flour tortillas. Serving Size 4 Preparation Time 15 minutes Cooking Time 0 minutes

Cheater's Enchiladas
Five ingredients, ten minutes prep time and twenty minutes to cook - now that's what I call cheating, since it tastes good and takes little time. Ingredients 1 16 oz. container sour cream 12 oz. shredded Monterey Jack cheese 1 20 oz. can green enchilada sauce 18 6 inch corn tortillas 1 2 oz. can chopped black olives Directions Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In a small bowl, combine the sour cream and 3/4 of the cheese. Into a 9x13 inch pan, pour a small amount of enchilada sauce to coat bottom of pan. Layer 6 tortillas on bottom of pan. Layer half of the cheese-sour cream mixture and 1/3 of the olives over the tortillas. Repeat this layer once more. Pour the remaining enchilada sauce over the final layer of tortillas. Bake for 20 minutes. Cut into squares and serve. Yield: 8 servings

Hamburger Pie
This is always a favorite at my dinner table. This is especially good for children. Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1/2 medium yellow onion 1 10-oz. can condensed tomato soup 1 15-oz. can cut green beans 4-6 servings of mashed potatoes 1 C. shredded cheese (Colby, cheddar, American, etc.) Directions Cook ground beef and onion until beef is browned and onion is tender. Drain off fat. Combine soup and green beans with cooked meat. Heat on medium/low for 10 minutes. Pour beef mixture into very large pie pan. Top with mashed potatoes. Sprinkle with shredded cheese. Bake for 10 minutes at 350 degrees until cheese is melted. Makes 4-6 servings.

Why I Hate Crack-heads!!!
ok so as some of my friends here know,since my ex ran off and left me with a 700 dollar a month apartment and a massive load of bills,i have lately had to stay in a men's hostle the past bit,well last night one of the bloody crack-heads who also stays there,stole my bass from right the hell beside me!!!my glasses where in there,my mp3 player and my pride and joy,banfa,my bass.she and i have travelled the world 3 times round together.she has been with me through the last 4 women in my life and she has been the only thing keeping me sane and also fed numerouse times.want to kill and want to cry.it is like a part of me is missing.

Taco Pot Pie
A great recipe to feed the kids for lunch or dinner. Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1 medium onion - chopped (1/2 C.) 1 jar taco sauce - (16 oz.) 1 C. shredded cheddar cheese - (4 oz.) 1 C. Original Bisquick 1/2 C. milk 1 egg Directions Heat oven to 400 degrees. Cook beef and onion in ovenproof 10-inch skillet over medium heat, stirring occasionally, until beef is brown; drain. Stir in taco sauce. Sprinkle with cheese. Stir remaining ingredients until blended. Pour over beef mixture. Bake about 30 minutes or until golden brown. You can add sour cream, chopped lettuce and tomatoes for toppings. Yield: 6 Servings.

Wasn't Bob A Prophet Of Our Time?
Let's get together to fight this Holy Armageddon (One love) So when the Man comes there will be no, no doom (One song) Have pity on those whose chances grow thinner There ain't no hiding place from the Father of Creation As I listened to the battle rage today abut whether six people of color, part of the same human race I am for there is only one race, I saw the ignorance rage about the evils of one ethnicity or another. I saw malicious stereotypes used once again in the hidden Nazism of today and to this I exhort my fellow fubarians to "Stand Up to fight this Armageddon! Join the real Crusade against bigotry, ethno-phobia!" Fubarians people of every tribe, ethnicity, tongue, faith, condition, gender, and age are my sisters and brothers in my human family. I embrace you! I stand with you against the forces of division, segregation, the forces of fear and economic/social/cultural disempowerment. Can you join with me, affirming the inalienable right of every person, human being

Greek Roasted Chicken & Potatoes
A great dish to serve when company is over. Ingredients 6 lb. chicken (roaster) Salt and pepper 2 – 3 Tbs. dried oregano 4 - 6 baking potatoes, peeled and quartered 1/4 C. butter, melted 3 Tbs. lemon juice 3/4 C. chicken broth Directions Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Pour broth into bottom of a roasting pan. Put chicken on a rack in pan; arrange potatoes around and sprinkle with salt, pepper and oregano. Pour butter and lemon juice over top of chicken and potatoes. Bake 2 - 2 1/2 hours until chicken is tender and browned, basting with pan juices frequently. Yield: 8 Servings.

Hello Amazing People
Yeah you know who you are.. :P Thanks for making me smile..! I whine about the dick-heads I meet on here.. but for everyone one of them there are at least 5 of you awesome people out there who I love bunches! :D

Narcissist
Here are some of my favorite mumms...by myself :p http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=241677 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=240315 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=239681 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238756 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238725 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=235317 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=234994 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232039 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231632 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=192831 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=194446 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195409 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=189094 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187361 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187204 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185580 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184526 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184469 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=183473

The Fu-g's!!!
So i started this new bombing family and it really seems to be taking off! I'm having so much fun with it but we need to get bigger and better at bombing for sure... So if u or someone u know has a serious interest send me a request and say u wanna join! We'd love to have you! Fu-G's@ fubar

Lol
people just can't find humor in anything anymore. thought this site was suppose to be fun so i posted a mummm out of amusement and wow some of the responses all i can say at some people is LMAO take a pill find humor again and move on Edit... ok this is just stupid A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. it wasn't NSFW since all the mum said was talk to me i don't bite then the votes were ok lets chat and Nah not here to talk.. wth people come on lol adult site but some adults just go a little to far

Street Cars
i have been invited to a gangbang tonight and mmmm i am excited. it has been on my mind all day except for when i was cramping bad earlier so is there any advise anyone would give me to make this evening go well?

Well Guys Hes Back
talented tongue the one we had both of his profiles deleted is back and using his supposingly girlfriends profile. hottymom42.she has been living with him. heard some not so good things about her from a friend. someone said she was a crack user. fred told someone that ..he is still bothering two good friends of mine. i am not going to mention their names. but he is harrassing and stalking them. he keeps calling their homes and leaving nasty and threatening voicemails. one lady.. he has sent her over 200 texts to her email.. this guy wont stop. he is the one that is the convicted child molester of a 10 year old, ten years ago. here is his pic to remind u. and if u want go to hottymom42 and leave a pm to him. he doesnt belong on this site under any name

An End To A Beautiful Disaster...cheers Babe
yea so i fucked up with a girl got caught doin stuff i shouldnt of been doin. week later she found herself someone that makes her happy. Breaks my heart but shit i got no right to any of the emotions im feeln so im just ignoring it...that and the urge to run out and nail the first piece of ass i find to boost my ego. same ol story, so easy to replace my ass it aint funny and yet i dont really diserve to be clung to. besides i know me and how i work, anything after this that my girl and i tried i would only use to abuse; so its final curtain call. goin to try and be the bigger man this round, keep my head low, my mouth shut, and my dick dry for a time. Give it about a month till im at least ready to go out and fuck with women. i just hope my girl's new boy treats her right cuz goddamn if he dont ive got a world of pent up aggression and nuttn to do but work out. Cheers to you babe...

Missing A Buck...
Three friends go to stay at a hotel for 1 night. The manager tells them that will be $30.00 Each friend pays $10.00 each Later the Manager realizes he was only suppose to charge them $25.00 for the room, so he gives the bell boy $5.00 to take to them. The bell boy realizes he can't really split $5.00 between 3 people so he gives them all $1.00 back each and he keeps $2.00 for a tip. So all three friends ended up paying $9.00 each for the room. $9.00 times 3 people is $27.00 $27.00 plus the $2.00 the bell boy kept is $29.00 They started off paying $30.00 What the hell happened to the other $1.00???? Mind Boggling LOL

Full Of Hate
Yes, i am full of hate for females...That is why i don't have any female friends...BITCHES ARE DRAMA...NO MATTER WHAT!!!!I know it sounds ridiclous but i seen no point in having friends...Noone is truly ever your friend...You common interests that is it...The second you need something your so called "Friends" will not be there, they are lookin out for number 1 which ain't you...

Coping With Change
So I find out last minute that I don't have work today. Fine. I go through a list in my head of things that I can get finished today because I always have tons of those. After eliminating the ones that that require the most effort, usually the ones that need to be done the most, I narrow it down to either a) doing my laundry or b) doing my laundry. After some deliberation I go with b) doing my laundry. Now, I am a shrewd little bastard and I devised a system for getting laundry done for free. During the course of the week I collect all my spare change and when I have to do laundry I cash it in, bring my clothes to the laundromat and have them do it for me. I say it's free because change doesn't really exist for me once I complete a purchase. If something costs me, let's say, $10.23 in my mind it costs me $11. I give the cashier a ten and a single and the rest disappears into my pocket. It slowly builds up into a huge, annoying heap until one day when I'm getting ready for work I re

Written For Cece
Love is something that will never die, yet have not enough power to move on. People are slowly giving up on love, since love has only brought them pain. They don't yet know that love is the only thing we can live for. Without it, why bother living life a lie? Love is always inside us but is hidden from those who don't wish to yet seek it.

Making Love With The Wind (song Lyrics)
I wish I was as empty as this canyon and she was the summer wind. Then I could let her fill me up and I could let her come right in. She'd run across my grassy hills and through the scattering leaves. In the quiet heat of the summer sun, I'd be making love with the breeze. Making love with the wind. But if I were a canyon at all, someone would've put up a shopping mall. Concrete and steel and a parking lot would be all the view I ever got. And, if she were the summer wind she'd be going the other direction. My hills and trees, the grass, the leaves would never know her airy affection. (Refrain) I wish she was here with me (Or we were walking side by side by the crashing sea)- But it's winter, now, and I'm begging, please, Can I make a little love with the summer breeze? Making love with the wind. And so I walk alone in the canyon and hear the lonesome coyote call. It took too long, but I finally realized, she never even loved me at all. And if I was that lone c

Bored...
Man it has been awhile since I blogged. Not much is going on. I tend to think that people dont really read these things. Fred should be home from Boston tonight. Then Tuesday he leaves for Texas. HES tech or something like that. Well got to go for now!

Confliction
I'd like to think that every person I meet improves me and my life somehow. Maybe it's overtly sentimental or downright naive, but it's me through my day. And let me say I've met some pretty damn freaky people on this site. There's also been the romantics, the funny ones, the serious ones, and every permutation in between. But since the divorce I think it's probably been the freaks that helped the most. They've really pushed me out of my safe little comfort zone. Sometimes I think they've even pushed me straight past who I used to be, right over the edge into the great unknown. I've never named names in any of my blogs because I'm thankful to everybody for everything they contribute to my life, even if sometimes that contribution leads to conflict with somebody else, but I think there are two people who deserve special recognition. Andy, you've always been there for me. You made me laugh at myself even when I didn't want to, and you helped point out that yes, life will get bet

For President?
I got this in an email and checked it out on www.snopes.com personally myslef and find it to be factual. I am not usually into politics but I certainly do not want this person to be the president of my USA!! Feel free to comment, rip whatever.... Subject: FW: Who is Barack Obama? > Date: Wed, 29 Aug 2007 07:09:06 +0000 > > I don't like him, and would never recommend him for ANY office in our > government. I think he is a big fraud! > THIS DEFINITELY WARRANTS LOOKING INTO. THIS COUNTRY WAS FOUNDED, "ONE > NATION UNDER GOD". ALMIGHTY GOD, NOT THE GOD OF THE KURAN. > > I checked this out on "_snopes.com_ (http://snopes.com/) ". It is factual. > Check for yourself. > > Who is Barack Obama? > > Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in > Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from > Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. > > Obama's parents met at the University of

I Feel For You (song Lyrics)
I believe when you say that you're hurting it means I should say something back to you. But I don't think I can make any difference with the words that you're wanting unless they're true. And I believed that I had the power to heal. There were times when time stood totally still And I would swear that the moment between us was real - Now I don't know what you expect me to feel - I feel for you... I know you watch me at night as I stare in the darkness for something gone - And it's true that I'm haunted by you and the ways that you're just not her. I never thought I would end up this way. I always thought a dog should have his day. If I believed in God I believe I would pray - But we both sit here with nothing to say - I feel for you... Two people frightened of the daylight aching for the strength to see in the dark and all I have are the words that I scream in the stillness - I feel for you... © All rights reserved

My 2nd Contest Link
I'm so far behind at this point it's not even funny... any help would be appreciated. this one ends monday @ 9pm est. I'll throw a few other links in this as well... Mandxx needs 20k Pixie We have all been working really hard to get her to the top... Any Help you could give to any of us would be greatly appreciated. J

Sorry I'm So Terrible
With recent events on my mind, it occurs to me, that I am truely a bad person. I'm not a very good friend, and I'm selfish. 2 weeks ago I had three friends that I cared about very much. I would have done anything in my power to see to it that they were happy, at least I thought so... recent events have proven me wrong on that point. One of these friends asked me for nothing more than friendship, human contact and compassion. I think I fulfilled most of that order, but for the things I was unable to do, I've lost that chance. And that is a regret that I will have to live with for the rest of my life. I learned something from it though and will never again deny anyone a basic need that I can provide. Another friend asked me for nothing more than honesty. This for those of you who know me, know was given without hesitation. Until my third friend asked me to withhold the truth. Isn't withholding of information the same as lying? I finally broke, when I realized the lies were ne

I Tried
Tried (so hard) Bone Thugs-n-Harmony ft. Akon [Krayzie] (talking) Bone thugs..Akon..Yea.. [Wish] You know nothin comes easy You gotta try real, real hard I tried hard..But i guess I gotta try harder {chrous} [akon] I tried so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man I tried so hard I'll always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cuz I try to get away but trouble follows me and still I tried so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but Until then (bone thugs) I'll be postin up right here ain't sleat hail snow (hail snow) (akon) but until then (bone thugs) I'll be postin up right here wit my heat gettin low (gettin low) [Krayzie] First let me explain that im just a black man and i come from the darks *** so im havin a hard time stayin on track man My mind be racin and i dont even know what im chasin ive been in and out of relationships and im startin so see that its me with the complic

The Cycle
In despair, I ache The warmth I long for That sweet sight of you Your lips on mine gently. Our love has no reason The beauty that no single soul can comprehend But, love, love, love Can love be the reason for death? I tripped Falling into nothingness Only dreaming of our love's past. Chances are there forever Is it? Hold my hand as I look into life's colors Forever we'll be An endless cycle our love has come.

Nutso Weirdo
by the way, I haven't seen that psychopath waveform. did he finally check into bellvue the psych ward, get over his mid life crisis, or try to find other people to talk to that sound like carbon copies of wikipedia and idiot savants?

Nevada's Grace
In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade And all these words I could have would have should have said Ring out like gunshots across long lost days If that wasn't love then what the fuck was I thinking? I would bear my soul just to bask in your grace And your beauty, your strength inspires all of my days I would carry any load just to bear your cross for a day In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break I'm built for pain I swore to let no one in and there you where a vision a beauty It takes my breath away you took my breath away And it takes my breath away how you took my Breath away

This Is Really Odd!
i,m only putting this up because I thought it was a bit strange. I started a page on facebook last week because my mums on there and she thought it would be a good place for us to chat but today i got an email from them saying that I had been removed because they considered me "Strang and inappropriate" lol Am I really strange? I will consult the runes and let you know :-)

Darkness
Again she sits alone staring at the darkened sky, awakened yet again by dreams she couldnt remember if she tried. Emotions of fear and sadness overwhelm her, as she begins to cry. Somedays she wonders if it would be easier to sucumb to her dark desires but then she sighs. She looks at the clock, hoping, but it is only 3am. She wonders for what she is being punished what was her sin? Why does this darkness call to her? why can she not fight its intoxicating lure? The demons she fights with all of her being but how do you fight something without even seeing? Alone again she sits with a stiff drink in hand. praying to find nothing in the darkness of sleep but a peaceful land. Try as she might she will not win For in that darkness he will come again

Love You
I love you I’ve been watching you search for love. I’ve been watching you for a long time. I’ve been watching you search in all the wrong places. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I’ feel your pain. I fear your fears. I know deep down inside what your looking for. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I listen to you say your all alone. I listen to you say that you want to be loved. So im writing this to tell you, that you can get love from me. Because I love you. I hate to see you sad, and I hate to see you down I love to see your pretty smile. But I hate to see you frown. Because I love you. So when you are feeling sad. And you feels no one loves you. You can get love from me. Because with all my heart and soul. I love you.

An Attempt
What words can I say that have not already been spoken? What paths can I walk that have not already been worn down by feet surer than mine? What monuments can I build that were not already built and demolished or long ago forgotten? What new and original and pure and true thing can I offer in this world of repetition and fallaciousness? What do I have to give, and who will be the one to say to me, "I want that" and hold thier hands out for me to fill? I sat on the fence and I let both yards of grass grow equal alongside of me. But then nails and boards came loose and I was tossed to one side and while they had looked equal, when I landed I looked up and found myself in a barren field. There were no blades of grass, no harvest this year and I felt it like a slap in the face or a punch in the stomach. I tried to make an offering. I even had my head bowed and my hands clasped and I said, "Take." But this sort of thing is really give and take isn't it? Scratch my back and I w

Poor Taste
LOS ANGELES–With the nation still buzzing over his Feb. 21 Grammy Awards duet with Elton John, Eminem released a single Tuesday inspired by the performance. Among the song's lyrics: "I was at the Grammys and Elton John gave me a hug / So I got out my pliers and ripped his little dick off with a tug / Shoved it down the throats of Britney, then Christina A. / that's prolly the place it oughta stay" Sir John praised the song as "brave" and "coming from a very pure place." You think this is an appropriate thing for Eminem to be rapping about?

Love Em And Hate Em
i am so fed up with everything right now...It seems like the more and more i try to be respectful and act like someone who has some sense, the more drama comes my way....For instance my hood rat problems i hate these females with every ounce and shred i have in my body...The old me just wants to start a war, the new me keeps telling myself you need to do it the legal way...But when i am gettin harassed everyday for no aparent reason, when i don't even bother these females.....I wish i could go back to have the street mentality and just break some bitches faces...but i am trying to better myself and not let these things get to me...i know i am doing the right things i just needed to vent..

If You Like Herbal Remedies...
Weed is...well is there anything else to say? It is a lot of things for a lot of people. Personally its my foundation for life. I don't know how i made it through the first eight years of my life without it. Anyone else agree?

Yeah Ok
I just got this message with an add request: Hi there, Im Greg, i fanned you and rated you, i have some war, Nascar, and fantasy pics you might be interested in, please leave comments if you decide to add me.. hope you have a great week Ok 1, why do I care if you fanned me & rated me? I'm not obligated to do the same. 2, why would you think I'd be interested in war, NASCAR, or fantasy pics? 3, if I did add you (big if), why would you beg for comments?

Wanna Know? Ask!
Alrighty Mumms are rather bad (with a few exceptions) ;) My SB is dead... Sooo... Ask me any 5 questions you want. Doesn't matter what they are. Hell, make things up I don't care. Be serious or have fun with it :D

I Hate This Shit
Man I hate it when I do stupid shit . I thought i was doing ok with the bank account and low and behold i mess up and bounce a check shit might be two checks for all I know thought there was more in there . then the bank takes out their fee and then ya fucked royally he don't get paid again untill NEXT Friday So I don't know what I'll do untill then .. Damnit might have to make a phone call I NEED A JOB Ugghhh

Toesucker Mc's
Two years ago, a friend of mine Asked me to say some fetish rhymes So I said this rhyme I'm about to say The rhyme was Def a-then it went this way Took a test to become an foot freak i love to suck toes seven days a week So Larry put me inside, his Cad-illac The chauffeur drove off and we never came back The feet look best when they are bare But i love sexy shoes so i gotta be fair And then we talkin autograph, and here's the laugh Toejam caviar, and foot spa bath But see ahh, ah that's the life, ah that I lead Cause toesucker MC's is what i be So take that and move back catch a heart attack Because there's nothin in the world, that Footie'll ever lack I cold chill at a party in a foot-boy stance And rock on the mic and make the girls wanna dance Fly like a Dove, that come from up above I'm rockin on the mic and you can call me Feet-Love I got a big long Caddy not like a Seville And written right on the side it reads 'Gimmie Feet if Ya Will' So if you see me cru

Well Here I Go
JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN THIS GIVE AWAY . YOU ARE THE BEST . NOW FOR THOSE I HAVE HELPED AND GET NO HELP IN RETURN I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON FROM THIS . ANYONE WHO HAS HELPED OR WANTS TO HELP PLEASE FEEL FREE . THANKS EVERYONE

Wtf Ever!!
Fuck you all...I am sick to death about how my family is doing and you can't even take the time to even read what I write...what a sick bunch of fuckers you all are...really...I bet your sweet ass if anything like that was to happen to your family you would want all the support you could get...I know where my true family is and it sure the fuck is not here! When my father is doing better I am taking myself off of this fucking site...for good and this time I fucking mean it! I am fucking done! As I look at the listings of other ppl's blogs...they are begging for ppl to rate them and comment...and yet I post something as important as my father had a heart attack and do you think I get as much as a well wish from anyone other than my close family and friends that I know in rl that are on here? WTF???? Get your heads out of your asses and take a look...there are ppl on here with real problems in real life!

I Do Love You!!
We have been through so much Happy moments that felt nothing could go wrong Even the Bad that felt like love would bring us through Even with all the time That we have shared over the years Even all the love can not keep us true Please don't get me wrong I do love you But there are things of need To make a relationship sucseed The biggest that I know of And the one we can not seem to do COMMUNICATION! We can not do this No matter how much we try No matter how many times we go through this It just is not there Please don't get me wrong I do love you But after all this time It is time I must say good bye All the heart ache all the pain I just cant seem to go through It is not good for us It is not good for the kids So our separate ways we must End Please don't get me wrong I do love you made for a dear friend in her time of heart ache. I hope this helps I LOVE YOU HEFFA. MWAH

Check This Shit Out (repost)
CHECK THIS SHIT OUT (REPOST) Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♂ Georgilla Ћe Guerrilla ♀ Date: Sep 20, 2007 10:51 AM GREAT GREAT GREAT VIDEO SPREAD THIS LIKE WILDFIRE!! From: TerrorPets

My Heart.
There is a wall around it. I don't know if anyone will be able to knock it down. The thing is, it doesn't bother me that I am numb to wanting to love again. Will it wear off? I don't know. Not knowing that doesn't bother me either.

30 New Sexual Experiences
"30 New Sexual Experiences" Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, (her, on her back, you straddle her chest) you proceed to shit on her chest — just for the hell of it. She then becomes the "Lunch Lady." The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you cum, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching her in the back of the head. This should give you a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. Golden Shower - Any form of dropping piss all over a girl. Pearl Necklace - Whenever you cum on the neck area of a girl — it takes on the look of beautiful jewelry. Coyote - This occurs when you wake up in the room of a nasty woman and you know you've got to give her the slip. However, you realize that your arm is wrapped around her. Theref

Finally
Ok my mom just got a call on her pathology report....It was NON cancerous!!! So now we just have to focuse on her recovering and getting the feeling back in her face...Thank you all of you for being there for me through all of this and praying for my family!!

And This Is New?
"Things might be a little strange today -- but not so much that you feel the need for a reality check. It's just one of those weird phases that makes everything seem a wee bit out of sync with your life." Might be... I think this prediction was made on day of my birth. I swear. I don't need a reality check?...So I get a ATM Fantasy Card? Weird phases...ok. What kind of drugs was the astrologist taking today?

You
The tears are here once again The thought of you hurts my heart The fact your gone I can't deny It breaks me down It makes me cry We could have loved We could have been Happy together Til the end My heart it hurts no matter how I try To rid you of the thoughts inside It makes me happy knowing your glad and that you love it makes me sad

12 Types Of Females
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacemen

Ma Lyfe Iz Lyke...
i go to bed just cryin ma eyes out cuz either i just got ma ass beat or a bf done sumthin wrong know1 knows wat itz lyke to b me wakin up in tha morin cryin cuz u dunno if ur gona get jumped again or maybe der kill u diz tyme cuz sum1 has told dem a lie or dey hate tha color u bang or dey just hate u itz hard bein me n i hate wat iv become i become so empty dat i cant turn bk cuz most of all i hate being in gang not knowin if ima die or not dat day not knowin if ima get married n have kids it sux but all i do iz hide behind a fake smile but deep inside me tears r fallin but wait only 1 pesron can make me happy no matter he makes me feel complete n happy

Lets Get This Done....
I'm tired of whoring myself....by now you all know I'm in a contest so lets get this done....I'm in the lead and just want to get it over with...I'm over 20000 comments and need a little less than 15000 more...Please help me out and comment bomb me!!!!

50 Mistakes Women Make During Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

I Figured It Out..lol
It took me a bit, but I finally realized who it is that has been messing with me...tee hee. Soo..after you read this you will no longer be able to get into my pics or anything cause you will be blocked!! Hee hee....kiss it for bugging me, and have a good life, jealous stupid head...GIGGLING

Thank You All
I would like to thank all of my friends and family that helped me in my VIP give away. It was completed successfully with a day and a half to spare. You are all awesome!!! Anytime you need any help..you know where to find me. ((HUGS)) to you all.

Down To The Final Hours!!! Help Mello Out, Please!!!
Okay The other guy has a bombing team helping him. They are gaining fast. This thing is over today at 5 pm (est) and I am already outta comments. I am asking all my friends to come and help me please. I have worked hard all week for this. Please leave as many comments as yall can. Muahz!

A Day Off
It is so nice to have a day off from work, i been workign off and on 6 days a week for a few months now and my god i forget how much it takes out of you, to scramble all in one day to get everythgin you need done for the weekend so you dont have to do it after work. I enjoy working dont get me wrong but man some tiems i just dont thank money is worth it, how ever im not much for the money as i am a company girl but at serton times i do belive you have to stop at a serton point and know when enough is enough.

Philosophy Of Music
What we define as music is a mental content generated by the ears and the brain, responding to external vibrational stimuli. This stimuli cause the musical perception, but are substantially different from it. Being each individual unique, cerebrally and psychologically, each one has its own particular way to respond to the external stimuli, having thus a more or less different experience from the listening of a same music piece. It's not possible to express objective and absolute judgements about a tune, not existing a reference version of it; in a certain sense there are as many versions as there are listeners. PART 1 I think that what we call music, and its beauty (or ugliness), exist only in the subjectivity (this means in the minds) of the listeners. In my opinion, the "sonic" vibrations external to us (e.g. those caused by an orchestra), being only air (or other material) in movement, don't have anything in common essentially with the sounds we hear in our subjectivity, which

My Surgery Yesterday
Hi to everyone, I had my arm surgery yesterday and they had some complications. I only have use of one hand for about three weeks while my bad arm is casted and splinted. I want to thank everyone who has been bombing my contest picture. I appreciate it so much since I am not able to bomb it like I was before yesterday. I am still trying my best to bomb it but it is taking me so long just to leave one comment :( I really want to try and win this contest so I will be trying my best to keep bombing. Thanks to you guys I am catching back up a lil bit more. If you can continue to help me I would love it but I also know you guys have other things to do also. Just wanted to thank you for all the love you have shown me!! Take care and thank you again!! Kassidy xoxo

I Am So Sorry!
I am such and idiot. I really am. As you all know that I have a fubar husband. Which we both love each other in real life too. We got into our first big fight last night and both said some things that we shouldn't of. I am not going into details, because that is not important. We both have apologized to each other several times. I truly forgive him, but I don't think he believes that I forgive him. I don't think, from the last words he left me with last night, that he believes me. I want him to know that it is true. I really didn't mean what I said. I just worded things wrong. Which seems to be done a lot by me. I love him so much and would never want to do anything to hurt him. What can I do? Should I try to prove that I love him and forgive him, which I have been trying to do all along, or should I just give him the space and stop all efforts and let him get over it? I am so confused and really don't know what to do because I love him so much. If you are reading this

Funny
These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. 1. If something we said can be int

Nascar And Jason Coley
YOU GO BABE IM BEHIND YOU !!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jason Coley Date: Sep 20, 2007 9:47 AM All fansNascar told us again that it's between me and one other artist for singing the National Anthem on Oct 28 at Atlanta Motor Speedway.Just click the banner to go to the site.God blessjcp.s. please repost this one

Tragedy
This is Blythe a.k.a. Darkest Descents Oldest and Closest friend. I am called Matron Fang here on Fubar and I am writing this blog here because Blythe died in a Fire on Sept 1st, 2007 at her da's pub which she had taken over after he lost his battle with Cancer very early in the year. I was told that it was an electrical fire and that she and a building codes inspector where checking on some possible shotty work from an eletrical contractor that she had fired for cutting corners in his work. She and the inspector were somehow caught off guard or blocked into the store room which is where the fire started. She left her two daughters to me in her Will so they will soon officially be part of my family per Blythe's very specific request. Her Daughters asked that I may her MySpace page into a memorial so that they and anyone else who was friends with her could leave comments if they happen to have MySpace as well. Her name there is the same as here Darkest Descent. It grie

I Should Of Posted All This Information Sooner Than Grieving In My Selfinessness
please forgive me , im just human and I do grieve and am sensitive at times. But now im being strong and am back to being reminded , we all have gifts to share with the loved ones needing them now ; God ; opened my eyes again, Said do this now ,tell what you know to help other s. Thank you O Lord > I never knew my knoweledge could help anyone eles , Till you and Donald showed me all gifts are to be valauble in some way to some one. hugs all. diana..

Operation Adopt A Soldier Has Its First Adoption!!
PFC Hardy, Isacc needs adopted As of 9/20/2007 10:30am Hey everyone. I had a soldier write me about being adopted. His name Is Isaac and is currently stationed in Iraq with the 735th. I am needing someoene to step up and adopt him. By the adoption of the soldier All is asked that you write to him, and send a care package from time to time. if interested please contact me for more information. Thanks Bonnie, AKA founder of Operation Adopt A soldier Note: We are also taking donations to get a site of our own, and to help out other military members by getting things that they could use. Thanks for all the support you show the military members -------------------------------------------------- Updated: 9/20/ 2007 @ 11:30am Yes its officail. We have are first adoption. Ellena and her family had choosen to adopt PFC Isaac Hardy. They will be keeping in touch with other while isaac is over seas. Ellena and her family will not only be sending letters but also care packages

A Daily Dose Reality & Thanks..
This bulletin serves as a reminder to those who have let this day in American History fade to a faint memory, for those who are laxed and think this will never happen again... Remember roughly 3000 people perrished this grim day..for what? Capitalism? Imperialism? Western Influence contaminating the Islamic Society? Whatever the reason, every American was affected that day.. I had the best day of my life September 10th 2001, gave birth to my son..as I lay in the hospital bed at 6:45am or so, just hit the morphine drip button, holding this lovely little life in my arms..and then on the television...America was under attack? WTF? I watched the 2nd plane hit live, the news broadcast went silent..and I looked down at this tiny baby and said "I am so fucking sorry for bringing you into this!" Called my husband, woke him up to the news..and then called my Aunt (the ultra-conservative) woke her up as well, and I could hear the terror in her voice and I told her they just hit the Pent

Please All That Need Assistance Or A Meal Or Housing . Go To Do This .
Go to soup kitchens and or cattering vending trucks out side shelters ; at or near a homless shelter , they give sandwiches and coffee in afternoons, , in morn, they give donuts and cofee. At Salvation Army Chapter you can get three meals a day free just go there and wait in line till you are served , Vets and all homelss welcome , You can get a room there to if needed . There are some Churches and such that have homless shelters too so ask in your area ; at Human resources and mention your homelss they will give direction where you can go for your needs ; and you also can attend the services of God to here his Glorios word of truth. Hugs all .Ive done this; been there and now im trying to help all you who need this information now. hugs diana

Your Word Is All You Got
The one thing we can all say is "that in life all you have is your word....." You should be true to your word...Say what you mean, and make sure your actions are the same as your words.... I get so fustrated when someone say's....one thing and then they do just what they said they wasn't going to do or what they are not intrested in..... I have one thing to say to all my friends and family...In real life and my Internet friends....Don't PLAY me....I am the only Player in my life right now..... Its one thing to expect to not belive everything people tell you on the internet...But in real life, you should be able to belive that people mean what they say....or they are going to do what they say they are going to do.... One day I will be a little less trusting I guess....But its hard to not trust your friends and family.... But like I always say, you are the holder of your own cards in life....If you give them away you should never expect them to be played the same way yo

Hot Pink Productions
Ok so many of you have asked about Hot Pink and what we are about so I figure I'll post it here! As some of you may know I am the President of Hot Pink Productions. Not only do we offer booking, management & promotions in the entertainment industry, but we are venturing into other areas as well. We now offer a graphic designer/artist for hire. His portfolio can be found at www.thunderwerks.com. Check him out! Contact him at jwraith@hotpink-productions.com We want to welcome Valerie Nerres to the team and along with her exceptional skills she offers a variety of photography needs from weddings, birthdays, live rock n' roll events to head shots and band photos. Contact her for more details and find out how you can hire one of the industries most sought after photographers. valerie@hotpink-productions.com Last but not least I would also like to welcome Wednesday to the Hot Pink Team. She will bringing up the tail end of Clive Aid and securing bands and sponsors for the

I Miss You
Ok..maybe its the drugs that I'm taking for the pain or maybe its reality..but I miss him . I think about him often and wonder where hes at..wonder what he's doing or if he even thinks of me..Its sad knowing that my friend is gone and it bothers me..and I hope that he's happy and I hope that he smiles...I don't know, I'm just sad. It might be the medicine talking. If you read this....just know that its killing me not talking to you and I miss you so badly..and I wish we could start over..I'm soo sorry

Cutest Love Note
if this doesn't touch u.....you're heartless!! One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

I Want To Move
I want to buy a house sooooooooo bad!! I have been looking at houses in the town where I grew up. I love it there. Plus my dad still lives there, my mothers parents live there and my fathers parents are very close. Family is extremely important to me. So this town would be perfect. But now I'm kind of thinking I want to move out of state. And more than likely I'll have to if I want to go to vet school in Colorado or Texas. I have also been thinking about Montana and Wyoming. I have some friends there and its absolutely beautiful. But then there are other things that hold me back. I'm not sure what to do right now. I have 6 months to figure it out!!!

Life Is Good If Ya Let It Be
Life is good if ya let it be.Often we cloud the waters by thinking bad thoughts and not looking at the good of life. "as a man thinks in his heart so is he" What your focus??? Think good thoughts! Not bad. Peace and love to all ya'll!

More Milk Please.....
More Milk!!! 1. How's your heart lately? My heart is bigger than the whole world.....LMAO! 2. When's the last time you left the house? at 5:45pm - last night 3. What's the last Film you saw? I Now Pronouce You Chuck & Larry 4. Where is the last place you went? The Scoreboard 5. Do you miss someone? everyday 6. Who made you laugh today? My daughter Land 7. Are you scared to fall in love? Please? WTF is that? 8. Have you ever thought you were in love? Yeah...and thought they was too.... 9. Who called you last? Mom 10. Who was in your dream last night? HUH? 11. What were you doing this morning at 7am? Sleeping 12. What were you doing this morning at 10am? Sleeping......I need my beauty rest! 13. What were you doing this afternoon at 12pm? I dont know yet its only 11:43am 14. What country do you want to visit? Ireland or Iceland 15. How many piercings do you have? 2 17. What was the last thing you drank? Im drinking a peps

Horoscope
Today is perfect for first dates, parties and interviews -- and any other situation in which you want to make a good impression. Your skill with new people is heightened and they should feel at ease. Hope this carries through tomorrow as I have a job interview....

Let It Go!
This speaks volumes to me as a person, and individual. I pray that those of you who read this, that it will mean something to you in one way or another. Maybe you'll think of someone who needs to read this. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk! I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk! Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. L

Turning Dream Into Reality
Can we share our dreams someday? A prophet named Martin once shared a dream And they sought to hide his dream with gunfire But his dream still compels, and so I ask Will we share our dreams again? Let me be bold enough, perhaps arrogant enough, to share a dream, this one bathed in tears flowing into what has too often been a trail of blood. It is not an original dream, indeed it has been the dream, oft-spoken, oft-wailed, of mom, dad, sister, brother, son daughter, poet and prophet. It is a prayer on the lips of all faiths, tribes and cultures. And it is summed up in the words of Isaiah: "They shall beat their swords (read tanks, bombs, guns, missiles, IEDs whatever horror you can imagine) into plowshares (read plows, tractors, combines, schools, hospitals, medicines, vaccines and more), and the nations shall not make war anymore." OK maybe that dream is a little more complex than I thought. How about this one: "and the lion will lay down with the lamb, the child will put h

Love Is Love
A few puffs of light gray smoke escape the butt end of a late night cig. The brightly lit end reflects in the eyes of it's smoker. Eyes that appear calm and gentle but dart around with sharpness and awareness. The smoker sighs in boredom and impatience and puts out the end of his last cig casting the corner where he sits back into the shadows. He brushes a few stray ashes off his dark heavy clothes. A door across the room slams shut and footsteps come toward him. He smiles and stands up laughing softly and shaking his black haired head. Soft gasping and panting reach him as if the person before him ran. A few seconds later he's face to face with the elven princess who happens to be his lover. The beautiful black haired girl smiles and hurries into his outstretched waiting arms. Love is love no matter the races. Love is love no matter the people. Love is love. This is fantasy love and a love that is taboo and forbidden but it's still love.

Lost Cherry - Cherrytap - Fubar
Every so often, I have to clean up my profile friend's list. Many reasons for that, but the main one are: 1. Lack of rates 2. Lack of comments 3. Stupid FAKE people!!!! 4. No communication whatsoever 5. No active members 6. ETC.... So, once again I am deleting all the people that do not interact with me. It was nice meeting you all though...... - ME -

Only Have A Few Mins
but wanted you all to help a friend of mine out..she deserves it....here is the link to her blog about the contest she is in....any help you could give her will be greatly appreciated...hope to be back online at home soon!! http://www.fubar.com/blog/129514/525175#

Thinking Of You
I've been sitting here thinking of you remembering the very few times that we spent together and the many late night conversations we had on the phone remembering how you could bring a smile to my face and how you could make me laugh. Then for the longest time, you wouldn't even speak to me you treated me as I were invisible, and I must have been to you and then just one day out of the blue, you sent me a message I was so shocked, and yet relieved because you didn't know how much your friendship really meant to me. I remember chatting with you on-line a few years back and you started to get personal you kept referrencing to the past and stated that you felt like you hurt me, but I "beat around the bush" about it I wouldn't dare tell you an answer not one way or the other. I'm now looking back and wishing that I could turn back the clock of time and tell you what you wanted to know, since I can't do that, I'll give you the answer, and just say i

10 Pet Peeves
10 PET PEEVES DOGS HAVE ABOUT HUMANS 1. Blaming your farts on me...not funny...not funny at all !!! 2. Yelling at me for barking. I'M A FRIGGIN' DOG, YOU IDIOT! 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway? 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose. Stop it! 5.Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Whoooo Hoooooooo what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. 7. Taking me to the vet for 'the big snip', then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. 9. Dog sweaters. Hello??? Haven't you noticed the fur? 10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the truth, Yo

Mental Check
The following was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at Harvard University . Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age cannot do it! 1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat. 5. This is keep cat. 6. This is an cat. 7. This is old cat. 8. This is fart cat. 9. This is busy cat. 10. This is for cat. 11. This is forty cat. 12. This is seconds cat. Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down and I 'betcha' you cannot resist passing it on.

God Sends Me Others In Need In Here ?
It is a great wonder to help others . Out of love I do this and God sends those in need , so I can help ; with what knowledge I do know or have. It,s such a humble feeling to help and to show love to those needing help. Thank you o LORD for giving me a great knowledge frOM street wise and my life ; cause it is helping others so Im begining to se my life wasn,t all in vain and hurt; but I can show love to those and help with my knowledge that I have learned from my mistakes to do good from it BECAUSE OF my past. thank you o LORD ..Diana hugs all..

Simple Friend Vs. Real Friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with his/her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you

News
Bush calls for expansion of spy law FORT MEADE, Md. - President Bush said Wednesday he wants Congress to expand and make permanent a law that temporarily gives the government more power to eavesdrop without warrants on suspected foreign terrorists. Without such action, Bush said, "our national security professionals will lose critical tools they need to protect our country." "It will be harder to figure out what our enemies are doing to train, recruit and infiltrate operatives into America," the president said during a visit to the super-secret National Security Agency's headquarters. "Without these tools, our country will be much more vulnerable to attack." The Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act governs when the government must obtain warrants for eavesdropping from a secret intelligence court. This year's update — approved just before Congress' August break — allows more efficient interceptions of foreign communications. Under the new law, the government can eaves

How Did You Lead Your Life
Here is a beautiful read. Enjoy, relax and act ! Soul is a part of the Lord - soul does not like or dislike - soul does not react - soul is a centre of peace in us - it is the peace that is felt by getting rid of all the worldly matters of life - even though it is there for us all the time, it is not seen or felt by 99% of the people because we engage ourselves too much in this materialistic world. Meditation, Prayers, kKindness and Love will bring us to this peace which is our inheritance. Life is a short passage of our journey towards eternity - life is a gift that is given to us by God - compassion and kindness towards the human race and peace and love for humanity is the greatest grace and gift of our Lord to us and is our clear way to eternity. Love all - as our Lord loves all and He cannot have a seat in a heart that is not full of love for He is love - be joyful and you will become joy - even though you feel you are not happy, think about things that make you happ

I Need Clothes
Alright!!!!! Which one of my blogging fans snuck the blue pen into my load of white laundry? If you can't tell I'm "hopping" mad hahahahaha! Just talking about tough days and went to the dryer only to find all my khakis and t-shirts are covered in blue splotches. So uncool! I know it couldn't have been my fault! Mom always taught me to check my pockets. Must have been Thunder's revenge for leaving him home while I went away! Sly dog! Er ah, cat! Oh well, I was thinking the time had come for a change of clothes anyway. Have a great weekend all, I'm off to check the rest of my pockets!

A Lovers Tale
I wanted to say so much more, before you walked out the door, but the words stuck in my throat, and i stood, staring at the floor. Feeling their eyes, weighing me, judging me, pushing me, shoving me, eating me alive. Digging deeper into myself, i curl up and cry, because i have so much, clawing to get out from the inside. So i push it deeper, smother it with hate, i slip out of my melancholy, but it is already too late. I want to stand naked, my soul bared for you to see. i'd tell you a lover's tale, starring you and me. He is warm and charming, and funny and disarming, and anything she wants him to be. She is perfect and pretty, and sexy and witty, and she means the world to me. In this fairy tale land, they walk hand in hand, through rows of daisies, having fun and being lazy. All they need is each other, the company of one another, and they live happily ever after

Injustice
i just want to say that the situation in Louisiana is truly an injustice..it shows that RACISM is still very much alive..i wish i was down there to be a part of the rally that is happenin down there right now. Since I can't be there. I just wanna do my part and just let the world know that they have my full support..FREE JENA 6!!!!!!!!!

Unspoken
UNSPOKEN Looking back upon my life I see the mistakes I've made and the people who have been hurt along the way. Who is to say that if I chose a different path that I would have the things that I have today? So many wishes haven't came true, so many promises haven't been followed through. Dreams have been shattered, hearts have been broken, too many words have been left unspoken. M.G.C.H. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~) April 5, 1995

Gasoline Tips
1. Fill up your car or truck in the morning when the temperature is still cool. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried belowground; and the colder the ground, the denser the gasoline. When it gets warmer gasoline expands, so if you're filling up in the afternoon or in the evening, what should be a gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and temperature of the fuel (gasoline, diesel, jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products) are significant. Every truckload that we load is temperature-compensated so that the indicated gallonage is actually the amount pumped. A one-degree rise in temperature is a big deal for businesses, but service stations don't have temperature compensation at their pumps. 2. If a tanker truck is filling the station's tank at the time you want to buy gas, do not fill up; most likely dirt and sludge in the tank is being stirred up when gas is being delivered, and you might be transf

Secret Lovers
Secret lovers in the moonlight, strangers in the crowd. Loving one another from a distance. Aching for your body, longing for your touch. Wanting to whisper secrets only meant for you. Come on over and close the door. Shut the window, ignore the phone. This is our moment our piece of heaven. Hurry lover you take too long. My body trembles wrapped in you. Your smell is sweet like honey. Your smile is the light I will follow now. No hesitation only love. I'm falling sweetly into sleep. I see our memories in my dreams. Holding each other in that sweet embrace. That now takes my last breath. My body is no longer cold, the fever now has past. I know that I will see you once I close my eyes. Secret lovers in the moonlight, strangers in the crowd.

The Good, The Bad And The Ugly!
The Good, the bad and the Ugly! Body: Good : Your wife is pregnant. Bad : It's triplets. Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good : Your wife's not talking to you Bad : She wants a divorce. Ugly : She's a lawyer. Good : Your son is finally maturing. Bad : He's involved with the women next door. Ugly : So are you. Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad : You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly : You're in them. Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly ; : Your daughter borrowed them. Good : Your husband understands fashion. Bad : He's a cross-dresser. Ugly : He looks better than you. Good : You just gave 'the birds and the bees' talk to your daughter. Bad : She keeps interrupting. Ugly : With corrections Good : Your son is dating someone new. Bad : It's another man. Ugly : He's your best friend. Good : Your daughter got a new job.

The Past Does Hurt
THE PAST DOES HURT All this pain is trapped inside it consumes me, I have no place to hide I long to be free, so free to be free from all the pain, all the hurt. People say that they past can't hurt you, but the real truth is that the people lied. The past does hurt, it hurts so bad especially when you find that the past is repeating itsself and you are left wondering, "What the hell?" I often wonder about what really happened but I've learned you're never going to tell. You say that you will answer anything I want to ask Yeah, right, thanks for the good laugh why don't you just go ahead, and take off the mask? You say that you need a friend, and I'm sitting here thinking, "Ok, I've been right here waiting, where the hell have you been?" Is this how you treat all of your female friends or is this jus how you treat me? No! Don't tell me that you're sorry I've heard this line too many times before. You have often stated that you felt like you hurt me

One More Day....
Only one more day of reports, and meetings and perhaps tomorrow I can take a breather. I had another late night meeting last night and up at 4 am today to get into the mood to head back to work for even more reports to prepare and another late night meeting tonight. But, I do get to have a Rotary meeting with my husband today. I do love going to his Rotary meetings. Nice lunches are provided. And the other members of the Rotary Club sure do love to flirt. My husband loves it. He just gives me an approving smile when he sees me talking to other members of his club. They try to act so professional but I can see the guys scanning their eyes all over me as they try to carry on an intelligent conversation. It can be so comical sometimes. Hmmmmmm... which top should I wear today?

Ageless Beauty
There is a meadow of flowers all orange, yellow and blue It stretches on forever, eternally new All the flowers are alike in their shape and their size But one single flower, they all despise They call her abnormal, they point and they whisper Mechanical laughter that could make the sun simmer But she stands her ground upon which she was laid To prove them all wrong in their harsh and cruel ways Little does she know, that it is envy they posses For she is more beautiful than all of the rest But Abnormal flower, in her jealous haze Thinks she is ugly to the last of her days And when all her petals begin to wilt And she is old and frail, unevenly built A seedling looks up at her, his eyes filled with wonder As he asks how she got so beautiful and what she was like when she was younger She smiles down at him, heaving a sigh And says little one don’t you see? Beauty’s a lie

Easter Seals Is An Alternative To Home Health Care To Nursing Home Care >>read..
A mum reminded me of this . To want to care for a loved on at home cause of fear of treatment abuse in a nursing home ; Contact Easter Seals Chapter; in your state or County. they will set up all in your home to be convient to fit the persons needs and to help you at no cost. Call or look online . If you really want to do home helth care for a loved one. Then do call Easter Seals today , a worker will get you started ; to see what needs your needing and where to start, to accomadate you with what first. I cost nothibg to you and there also are relife home health aides to relive you ; when you need to get out to do errands and get a break to rest. hugs all. diana .

Nothing Left...
How can you love me now when you couldn't love me then? I often find myself wondering how things could have been, If you would have been there for me when I needed you If you would have loved me when I needed you to but most of all, if you could have just been "true" to me. Where were you when I needed you? I knew down deep in my heart that you were not being true to me, and once I seen the proof, it killed everything inside of me. After finding out the truth about you, the cheating and the lies, I still tried holding on by holding everything in and I finally realized that there was nothing for me to hold on to. It was then that I realized that that my love for you love for you would not be able to pull me through. There is nothing left for me to do other than to leave you I do love you, but can't you see all the hurt inside that is slowly killing me? The love we once had has turned to glass it has been broken and shattered and at last my heart has turned

I Knew (poem)
Yeah I knew this day would come, the day we say goodbye. I knew you would tell me you found someone else. I knew you weren't mine. I knew I deserved more but I took what I could get. I blindly took a hold of you desperate to feel loved, wanted, and needed. I knew it wouldn't last, but I gave you everything my mind and body. I knew this wouldn't become any more than what it was, and what it was, was nothing. I knew that .I settled and I knew that. Yeah I knew this day would come, but I didn't’t know it would hurt so much.

Attitude...
I got this in an email and was hit by this and what it says! I know way to many people who all they do is gripe about this person or that or this event and that one and hell I have my days too....yes, I'm a woman....BUT we all should really start looking at things with a better attitiude and here is some proof why!!! Attitude... >There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, >and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. > >Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" >So she did, and she had a wonderful day. > >The next day she woke up, >looked in the mirror >and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. > >"H-M-M," she said, >"I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" >So she did and she had a grand day. > >The next day she woke up, >looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her >head. > >"Well," she said, >"today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." >So she did and she had a

Beauty
There is no beauty where there is no love you whisper to me the secrets of beauty yet there is no beauty where there is no love To live is to love and to love is to know true beauty the cold hearted are bitter for they know no beauty I know beauty and I know love For me I wish to love And in return be loved Do you love me as I love you?

To That Certain Sumone
something's wrong, nothings right, my heart feels heavy tonight, can't you see you're the one i need? turn around suddenly and my heart skips a beat you're standing there infront of me. but i know you're not coming round my way. but i'll just stay for one more day. cuz i get that bit of hope that keeps me hanging on.

You Can't Fix Stupid
Notice: All of these involve MEN! ROFL YOU CAN'T FIX STUPID EIGHTH PLACE: In Detroit , a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. SEVENTH PLACE: A 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker, who 'totally zoned when he ran,' accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily run. SIXTH PLACE: Buxton, NC : A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hands and shovels, trying to claw their way to Jones, a resident of Woodbridge, VA , but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him wh

R.i.p. Dennis Britton
ok so my father in laws furnal is today. im still having a hard time with it all. the annouced his cause of death yesterday. he slipped in to a diabetic coma while he was sleeping and stopped breathing. time of death was calculated at 4:30A.M. this is gonna be so hard. one of many reason is because my sons father will be there, and i am terrified what is gonna happen. i havent seen this man since my son was 18 months old. myson is now 5. so its gonna be hard. and if you know my sistuation with him, youll understand why i am scared to see him.

Rape
RAPE I'm a prisoner of the night, too afraid to dare to dream haunted by my own screams. I can't close my eyes for I know not wait awaits me when I slumber. I feel a force pulling me in under. I scream outloud, but my voice is silenced by thunder. I can't bare the awful pain, your love for me is insane, "Take this man away, oh dear God", I pray. With no strength left to fight I hold myself in bed at night and cry for my innocence lost. How could you hurt me, I don't understand. My feelings for you, you say you cannot comprehend. My wounds, in time, I know will mend. You have hurt me in so many ways, using me like a game you would play. I'm no longer in your deck of cards, in my life I have control. You no longer have the upper hand, your name and memory shall be erased like circles in the sand. Your mark you have left behind the scars I will try to hide well ashamed of myself for hoping that your soul will ROT IN HELL!!! Be thankful

Let's Pretend We're Married. . . Lol
Let's pretend we're married. . . LOL A man and a woman who have never met before find themselves in the same sleeping carriage of a train. After the initial embarrassment they both go to sleep, the woman on the top bunk, the man on the lower. In the middle of the night the woman leans over, wakes the man and says, "I''m sorry to bother you, but I''m awfully cold and I was wondering if you could possibly get me another blanket." The man leans out and, with a glint in his eye, says, "I''ve got a better idea... just for tonight, let''s pretend we''re married." The woman thinks for a moment. "Why not," she giggles. "Great," he replies, "Get your own damn blanket!"

My Feelings Untold
Right now i just want to be held because these feelings I have they are raging within No, i won't ask you to do this because I know you'll only scold me because it's asking way too much. I'm trembling inside like a child so scared I just want the storm to stop for it just to come to a complete hault, even if it's just for a very short while I want to feel so safe in ways I haven't before. To be comforted is a pleasure that I long for but I know it's one that I shall not have from you, anyway. . The feelings that I am holding inside are feelings that have been left untold there are so many questions that I want to ask you, answers with honesty is exactly what I need, but I'm so damn afraid that you will only tell me, "NO" and the answers to the questions I will never know. You have no idea how i long to tell you how I really feel but then I ask myself, "What's the point?" "It's plain to see, my feelings don't matter." I think of you e

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Good morning my fubar friends :) Today is a good day for me i asked for help with my fubar skin and Sandy was very helpful ...ty Sandy :) . Hope my day will be a productive one,,,have a great day my fubar friends :) xoxo sandy beach :)

I'm Invisible........
I'm invisible....... It all began to make sense, the blank stares, the lack of response, the way one of the kids will walk into the room while I'm on the phone and ask to be taken to the store. Inside I'm thinking, "Can't you see I'm on the phone?" Obviously not. No one can see if I'm on the phone, or cooking, or sweeping the floor, or even standing on my head in the corner, because no one can see me at all. I'm invisible. Some days I am only a pair of hands, nothing more: Can you fix this? Can you tie this? Can you open this? Some days I'm not a pair of hands; I'm not even a human being. I'm a clock to ask, "What time is it?" I'm a satellite guide to answer, "What number is the Disney Channel?" I'm a car to order, "Pick me up right around 5:30, please." I was certain that these were the hands that once held books and the eyes that studied history and the mind that graduated summa cum laude -- but now they had disappeared into the peanut butter, never to be seen again. S

Clive Aid Charity
I am very proud to be on board with Clive Aid please check out the site and learn more about this amazing charity event for Teenage Cancer and MS Foundations For many years now we have been working to help to make a few lives less of a stress for many people. Our work has taken us to many parts of the world and your support and help has made it possible for us to bring a smile to a few extra faces. We are now entering a new era hear at CLIVEAID, an exciting time with many new shows and new projects both here in Europe and across the globe. Our goal in the UK is to set up a respite center offering a variety of programs from music therapy to psychology. Our work with teen cancer is set to increase and envelope new countries offering us all here at CLIVEAID new challenges, with your continued support we are sure we can make a real difference. Our work with CLIVE BURR & MS is still on going. Clive aid started life as a one off show at the Ruskin Arms in London's east end to rai

Fallen Angel
FALLEN ANGEL I'm just another fallen angel who has lost their halo along the way. I fell for you so very hard with no net to catch my fall. Why did I fall for you? Should I list every reason? To be quite honest with you, it's NOT what I expected to do. But now that things are over and through, I can't help but wonder, what am I to you? Am I just a playtoy for you to use? Well, just stop for a minute and think again! I said, "I'd be your friend, and that I would be here for you, right to the end". I meant every word I said, but I have to wonder about you, and all of the things you do. You say one thing to me and then you treat me a whole different way as if I am some game that you are trying to play. NO! I don't want to hear you say, "I'm Sorry" because I just might have to tell you just how SORRY you really are!!! You claim that you have changed, that you are not the same person you were, but I must admit that I really can't tell I don't see an

Only A Woman Would Think Of This:
Only a woman would think of this: A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter," she said, "we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end: "I have been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends gave the woman their condolences, and they had a couple of more martinis. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, "Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you just told yo

Memories Of You
MEMORIES OF YOU All alone on this cold and dark night with no love at all in sight, it's thoughts and memories of you that I fight. I never thought that things would get this far, I guess you were my falling star. Why in the world did I fall for you, look at all the hell you have put me through! Now that things are over and through what is there left for me to do? I loved you true, and for a brief moment I thought that you loved me too. How could I be such a fool? But how could I have known that you would be so cruel? M.G.C.H.S. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~)

Sex
Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitue = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex with an accountant = Boregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a lion = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex with a bullfighter = Toreadorgasms Sex with a masked man carrying a sword = Zorogasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms Sex when you get an award = Honoga

Fakes
HI ALL THIS IS THE LIST OFF FAKE WRESTLERS ON FUBAR...YOU ASK HOW I KNOW I ASKED THE WRESTLER THEM SELF THATS HOW. I WORK FOR A TNA STAR.. SO I CHAT TO THEM ALL THE TIME. THE LIST http://fubar.com/chaser THIS IS NOT Chase-Stevens

Salamon
SALAMON You called me the other day to talk to me about how things are going your way not too good, I shall say. It seems funny to me have things can turn around so easily. In my shoes, you are now standing hoping to find someone who is understanding. I understand your situation all too well for when I was wearing those shoes you told me to go to hell. You want Racheal to stay and not go away. What is there left to say? Except you are being played and openly admit that you hAve been unfaithful to her to this day. Racheal is the queen of your heart but it seems now that time has drifted your hearts too far apart. Is there a piece that is missing? Or is it someone else that you are kissing? There is no room for a third person so do not let it be her that you are cursing. There is no need for mistakes when high are the stakes, for you know that it is your heart that is about to break. Cry if you must, but her love for you has now tur

Jo Ann 2
JO ANN-2 We lost you on that long and fateful day it is selfish of use we know wishing that you could have stayed. God took you away from this cruel world where people have branded you as a fool. Did you really want to die? Did not anyone hear your silent, innocent cries? We know we shouldn't grieve and shed wild tears for there is nothing left for you to fear but we only hope you know that we loved you dear. We are thankful we were able to hold you one last time but little did we know that us saying, "I LOVE YOU" would be our way of saying, "GOOD-BYE". We all miss you so much, and your kids long for their mother's touch. We all know that you are safe from the hand that rocks the cradle, we just never realized that love could be so fatal. We shall not be afraid to die for we know that you will be waiting for us all in the sky. M.C. C. H. N. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~) July 22, 1995 Age: 21

Darwin Awards 2007
Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the glorious winners. Darwin Award Winners: 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. . . . And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her

Kitty
The Teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she said. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become inquisitive, and asked the girl to describe the incident and why she thought the cat stuttered. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say "Fuck", the Rottweiler ate him!"

My Friend Needs Help...pls Help
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=161910&albumid=571009&i=2283061412 THIS IS THE LINK TO MY PIC I NEED HELP PLEASE COMMENT BOMB MY PIC I REALLY NEED YOU GUYS...THANK YOU SO MUCH Please go bomb her...she needs our help

Jo Ann
JO ANN I cry myself to sleep at night, I can't handle another fight. When in the world will all of this end, and just how did it all begin? Forgive me Father, please, because I soon will commit a great sin. Heavenly Father, take me away I don't think I can survive another day, my debts, I ask, have I not already paid? Please Lord, understand, I do not want to stay. I have been beaten black and blue, and unto him, I have remained true. In HELL is where I have been livin', and in return, this is what I have been given. My own life, I will take for I will die for my own sake because I have already passed the mental break and I do not know how much more punishment my body can bare to take. I'll spread my wings and fly away after I tell my loved ones good-bye. I ask you all to please not cry but to just remember that I am watching you from the sky. M.G.C.H. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~) September 23, 1995 (In loving memory of my cousin, Jo Ann, who commi

Darwin Awards
Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the glorious winners. Darwin Award Winners: 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. . . . And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he s

Disappointing People In Your Life.....
SO THIS WEEK, I HURT 2 OF MY FRIENDS..ONE I ENDED UP LOSING, THE OTHER IS TAKING A BREAK FROM THIS SITE AND FROM THE INTERNET ALL TOGETHER. I REALLY WISH HE WOULDN'T DO THAT. HE KNOWS I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO TALK TO HIM WHENEVER HE NEEDS ME. WE TALK OUTSIDE OF THIS SITE AND HE KNOWS HE HAS A FRIEND FOR LIFE, WITH ME. SO IF HE HAPPENS TO READ THIS, DON'T GO. IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE FUBAR, I UNDERSTAND. BUT DON'T STOP COMING ON TO SPEAK TO ME.........I ENJOY OUR CONVERSATIONS AND WE HAVE SOME PRETTY DEEP ONES WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. SO FOR THAT, ALL I AM GOING TO SAY IS READ YOUR EMAILS THAT I SENT YOU, NOT FROM HERE. AS FOR THE OTHER THAT I LOST AS A FRIEND, YES I MAY HAVE NOT SAID CERTAIN THINGS AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY....BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW YOU WERE GOING TO REACT. I'M JUST LOSING FRIENDS LEFT AND RIGHT AND THINK I MAY AS WELL, TAKE A LEAVE OF ABSENCE FROM THIS MEAT MARKET. THOSE OF YOU THAT WANT TO KEEP IN TO

If This Doesn't Touch U.....you're Heartless!!
if this doesn't touch u.....you're heartless!! One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

Jimmy Don
JIMMY DON Jimmy Don I'd lay my life on the line to see you only one time. I truly believe that you are one of a kind. I think about you every now and then, and wonder how things might have been if God would have let you stay, but instead he took you away. It's so funny how I long to hold you when I don't even know you. At times I wonder about what you think and do, and if you ever think about me too. How I long to meet you in the sky you were just a tiny little baby when you told the family "Good-bye" and I can't help but wonder if you're not all grown up on the other side. I know that you must be in heavenly bliss but please do not forget just how much you are missed. I long to give you, my big brother, a kiss; for I am only your baby sis. So many guys have tried to fufill that empty space but no one could ever take your place. I feel like I am left without a trace, I have not even a memory of your face. In this earth you are buried, but in my

Gettin The Girl
Bob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, shows up at the Country Club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy 25-year-old blond who knocks everyone's socks off with her youthful sex appeal and charm and who hangs over Bob's arm and listens intently to his every word. His buddies at the club are all aghast. At the very first chance, they corner him and ask, "Bob, how'd you get the trophy girlfriend?" Bob replies, "Girlfriend? She's my wife!" They're knocked over, but continue to ask. "So, how'd you persuade her to marry you?" "I lied about my age", Bob replies. "What, did you tell her you were only 50?" Bob smiles and says, "No, I told her I was 90."

Women/men's Englis (what Does It Mean?)
WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry =You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk =You're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead =You better not 8. Do what you want = You will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = Of course, I am upset, you moron! 10.You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH: 1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy 3. I am tired = I am tired 4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage! 5. I love you = Let's have sex now 6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex? 7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you. 8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you. 9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you. 10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd like to have sex with you. 11. I don't think those shoes go with that outfit = I'm gay

7 Years Later.. I Still Miss You.
You're like that star 20 million miles away.. a gentle light that shines in my night sky.. I once stood so close to you, I was blind to the fury with which you burned.. I never understood that even the brightest stars burn out and fade away. Here and now, wrapped in the arms of the dark, I find myself wishing for your warmth and light. I've walked a thousand steps since the last time your eyes met mine. One million tears and a lifetime ago my world stopped. I still watch for you, waiting for the day I can see your face light up with laughter. I know it won't be here, not in this world, but a heart can hope. My throat burns with these unshed tears.. I don't understand how there can be any left. I dream of your eyes smiling at me from across the room and I know it's only a memory from long ago.. I feel as though I've spent a lifetime looking at death but until I looked at your headstone I'd never felt it in my head, in my heart. I don't know.. I just know that this

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DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................49. Adventurous......................Slept with everyone. Athletic..............................No breasts. Average looking.................Moooo. Beautiful.......................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure.............On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first....................Former slut. New-Age.............Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.....................No BJs. Open-minded......................Desperate. Outgoing....................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate..................Stalker.

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Eve's side of the story .... After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. I do hate to complain but, they're a real pain," reported Eve. Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, her limbs, eyes, ears, etc., she felt that having just two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced." "That's a fair point," replied God, "but it was my first shot at this, you know. I ga ve the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away." And God reached down, re

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Layouts using this tutorial are very basic. This will change the background, the opaque to transparent and the font color. The values you need to change are the URL / FONT / COLOR / SIZE. For color either use web-safe colors or the hexadecimal value for a color. After choosing and putting in the URL, SIZE and COLOR choice, go here http://www.fubar.com/create_skin.php erase EVERYTHING that comes up when creating a skin and replace with this code. **DO THIS ACTION 2 TIMES. IT WILL NOT WORK OTHERWISE. YOU MUST GO BACK IN EDIT, SELECT ALL, PASTE, SAVE. To see an example of this code in action check this skin out... http://fubar.com/user.php?u=28962&preview_skin=438842 copy code below: body{background-image:url(URL)!important;background-attachment:fixed!important;background-repeat:repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;} body, tbody, table, th, tr, td, p,

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Ok does it makes any since that females won't drop shit...For instance it has been two years since me and my ex bestfriend got into the fight that made us not friends...i dropped it and let it go cause i didn't want the drama...After 2 years she is going to come out of the wood work and start talking shit...Like you should tell you mom and dad what you do...B!tch please my mom knows me i am her child, and my mom will be the first person to tell anyone i am not an angel....Big deal i party my mother knows that i am not a child!why must girls bring shit up from the past...why can't they just keep their mouths shut...i would love to help them shut it but that involves a curb and their mouth on it...

A Hot Time
I talk to her all the time. The more we talk,the more i think of her.I have many thoughts,many dreams. I want so badly just to hold her,cuddle her and kiss her. I think of her soft skin, the way she takes sharp breaths when i touch the top of her ample suculant breast. I softly kiss the sweet spot behind her ear on her neck whlie i make soft light circles on her sweet soft skin. i slowly trace her body up and down ever so lightly, all the way down to her sweet soft silk clad bottom. i want so bad to fell her heat but i want to make her so much hotter before i do. i softly touch her theigh, makeing small circles i start back up her body a little more toward the front now,touchin her soft tummy, pressin my rock hard manhood into her ass she backs into me grinding her body into mine. i touch the soft underside of her breast. Gently lifting i let my fingers teaase her awsome nipple, i feel it harden as i stroke it. Her beautiful body makes me so hot i could eat her alive.i gently roll ov

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The lights are dim, there is a simple candle lit dinner on the table, a romantic fire in the fire place. The air is warm an there is a full moon tonight. I come in ,you are in something sheer an romantic. I see the food but my thoughts are of eating but you. I walk up behind you , gently kissing the soft spot behind your neck. You smell so good , I gently slide my fingers ever so lightly up your sides as I nibble on your neck. My kisses work their way down your shoulders as my fingers work their way up your body. I gently carress your breast , your nipple hardens as I brush against it .I gently slip the straps from your shoulders an turn you around , kissin my way down your body I cup your breast an take a nipple in my mouth it hardens an you take a sharp breath I gently bite it an slide my other hand down your soft body slowly gently softly lightly . I must explore your body , I wanna taste every inch of you , I slowly kiss my way down your beautiful body your chest your stomac

Find Me On My Space!!!
Any one of my friends that wishes to find me on My Space that is probably where Ill be from now on. After the feedback I just sent out I will most lietly be banned from Fu. Not worried. Look under search for CSoulDr or you may find me on Yahoo @ one_christine_3. Love y'all C~

Telling Fu How Ghetto Rude They Are
I wrote this to the feedback on Fubar. They blocked me from sending a nice message to all my freinds and now wont let me rate anyone. RE: Fu feedback letter: THIS: "You've been slapped on the ass. If you get 1-3 back then our Hot. 4-6 ur sexy..... 7-12 your ass is mine..... Start slapping " IS NOT SPAM!!!! If I feel like sending this message to 500 of my friends because I believe they are sexy then I have every dang RIGHT TO... THAT'S WHAT FREEEEEEDOM IS ALL ABOUT! Many of these friends are SOLDIERS!!!!! Don't tell me I cant send something. Im NOT selling crap! You need to get a new webmaster to rewrite your program anyway. It's ALWAYS freezing up on EVERYONE...... MY SPACE IS BETTER!!! As a matter of fact I may just take all my friends to MY SPACE. The program message you scripted is messed up and just down right RUDE! I can see why you keep putting those ghetto signs up to recruit new people. Your site is crap! Your network sucks and your webmaster cant seem to do thei

The Buzzard, The Bat, The Bumblebee
I AM TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED... DON'T WALK IN FRONT OF ME, I MAY NOT FOLLOW. DON'T WALK BEHIND ME, I MAY NOT LEAD. JUST WALK BESIDE ME AND BE MY FRIEND. THE BUZZARD, THE BAT AND THE BUMBLEBEE THE BUZZARD If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6' x 8' and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10-12'. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. THE BAT The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkably nimble creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about Helplessly and painfully until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash. THE BUMBLEBEE A bumblebee