Fubar Blog Posts 1

Prayer >>plz Read . Love Is The Reason .
God I ask if you can see us thru this day , today and give us your love and cover us with thy grace nd mercy. Lord may you help us to comfort us and see us thru , with all we need in this life day by day. May we see thy blessings bestowed upon us , may we not hate or judge or be petty ; or forget we all have a soul and feelings and should always show love; to one another and try to forgive those that are against us , Our enemiies you say we are to fORgive . well to some it is hard to forgive their enemies , But Lord you know where their heart is not I . But I ak in thy name Jesus Christ if you can let them find the way; To walk in thy light , to see that hate begets hate and no love . Without love there be no kindness and loveingness in this world . We need your word of truth and commandants in our lives to be in harmony , to love and have this world to be rid of hate and predjuices. Lord i want to ask if you can take the suffering of Donalds and his brother upon your

...my Happenings...
...hello all, I know I have not been on for ages. I have not been able to get on line very much. I have moved in with another friend, so I have very limited Internet. I do try to go on Yahoo on my phone, so please don't be afraid to message me. I may not be getting your messages if you are, but I have made the effort show that I am still among the living...I am still working in downtown San Diego at the One Hour Shop...nothing really too much has gone on with me, some drama, some good stuff, but I am doing all I can to look at the positive of my situation. I will post more at a later time. Please feel free to message me if you see me on Yahoo. I hope that all of you are doing okay. Your Friend, Michael

Pretty Deep... Just Think About It
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like." The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the firs t one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew w

Lookin For Help For A Hot Chick
Hey guys... beggin for help, also reposted a bulletin about this... Dess is a sweetheart and one of my lounge friends and i'd really appreciate if you could just click this picture real quick and RATE it... comments aren't necessary, it just takes rates, so two seconds of your time please!!! pretty please!!! show her some love for me since i can only rate her once, lol ~~Sin

I Just Killed A Bug
damn, at first i just kicked it a couple a times so it would have to roll over. but then i did it, i kicked an adapter on the floor against it towards the wall.smash it when. now as i sit here looking at agonizing in pain, i can actually feel it's suffering, as it twitches. now it's not moving, makes me think why i had to kill it it, when i could have just picked it up, and took it outside. wll whutever

Leaving The City Of Regret
I had not really planned on taking a trip this time of year, and yet, I found myself packing rather hurriedly. This trip was going to be unpleasant and I knew in advance that no real good would come of it. I'm talking about my annual "Guilt Trip". I got tickets to fly there on "WISHIHAD" airlines. It was an extremely short flight. I got my baggage, which, I could not check. I chose to carry it myself all the way. It was weighted down with a thousand memories of what might have been. No one greeted me as I entered the terminal to the Regret City International Airport. I say international because people from all over the world come to this dismal town. As I checked into the Last Resort Hotel, I noticed that they would be hosting the year's most important event, the Annual Pity Party. I wasn't going to miss that great social occasion. Many of the towns leading citizens would be there. First, there would be the Done family, you know, Should Have, Would Have and Could Have. Then c

I Want A Pink Name
I want a vip, but Im such a tight wad and don't want to pay for one. I think I've been sucked into all the extras etc, damn I hate being such a tight wad, but I've had to live so long being that way, now that I do make really good money, I want to save it for a rainy day. Damn I want a pink name! Love to all who reads this.

The Man In The Glass
When you get what you want in your struggle for self And the world makes you king for a day, Just go to a mirror and look at yourself And see what THAT man has to say. For it isn't your father or mother or wife Whose judgment upon you must pass, The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life Is the one staring back from the glass. Some people might think you're a straight-shootin' chum And call you a wonderful guy. But the man in the glass says you're only a bum If you can't look him straight in the eye. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you clear to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous test If the guy in the glass is your friend. You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartache and tears If you've cheated the man in the glass. (Author Unknown)

Domestic Violence
Many people who are being abused do not see themselves as victims. Also, abusers do not see themselves as being abusive. People often think of domestic violence as physical violence, such as hitting. However, domestic violence takes other forms, such as psychological, emotional, or sexual abuse. Domestic violence is about one person in a relationship using a pattern of behaviors to control the other person. It can happen to people who are married or not married; heterosexual, gay, or lesbian; living together, separated, or dating. If your partner repeatedly uses one or more of the following to control you; pushing, hitting, slapping, choking, kicking, or biting threatening you, your children, other family members or pets threatening suicide to get you to do something using or threatening to use a weapon against you keeping or taking your paycheck puts you down or makes you feel bad forcing you to have sex or to do sexual acts you do not want or like keeping you

The Irony Of Love
The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the perso

Friendship Anniversary
Well today should be a happy day but it isn't and quite frankly I hope it goes by quickly. Today marks 3 years that I started chatting with 2 very special men. One of them I still talk to and I am very grateful for his friendship. Jeremie I love you hun. Thanks for always being there. And the other who at the point in time are not on speaking terms due to stupid petty crap, which I hope we can come to terms with and end this silliness between us. Shad I am not sure if you will read this but I love you and miss you. For what it is worth thanks for being there. Jeremie and Shad you both are very special to me and I am a lucky girl to have you both as friends and call you my brothers. I love you both so very much.

Darkness Is Ahead Plz Turn Ur Headlights On
Beauty is in the eye if the beholder Evaccuating ones mind is easier than it seems Love is one hard lesson to teach One door opens another one shuts Waking up in a nightmare only happens once If I close my eyes your still not there Stop talking bout wht ur gonna do & do it Try chewing glass it will make me fell better Hate the hateable & fuck the the fuckable Entertain me I have really bad ADD Drink more bitch less Assume nothing & u'll never be disappointed Religon is a clut don't drink the kool aid Keep watching & u'll never miss a fucking thing Sit down and shut the fuck up mmm thats better Invaild password plz try again dumbass Devote ur time to something useful Everyone plz tell me y u read this

For Now
ANOTHER WAVE HAS PASSED AND I'M STILL HERE I SUPPOSE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE GLAD. BUT RIGHT NOW I CAN'T FIND A SOURCE OF JOY RIGHT NOW I'M JUST PLAIN SAD. I WANT TO CRY MY HEART OUT BUT MY WATER BILL MUST BE IN ARREARS, BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW DEEP MY MISERY, I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND ANY TEARS... MY SPIRIT'S FLAT MY SOUL WRUNG OUT ALL JOY IN MY LIFE IS LONG GONE. I CAN VAGUELY REMEMBER LAUGHING, BUT RIGHT NOW MY "JOY FACTOR" IS NONE. IF I HAD A KNIFE I'D HAVE USED IT AT THE PEAK OF MY DESPAIR. SO I GUESS I'M JUST PLAIN LUCKY, THAT THE INSTRUMENT WASN'T THERE. FOR NOW MY LIFE WILL GO ON WHATEVER IT MAY LACK BUT I KNOW WHEN I LEAST EXPECT IT...... THE DARKNESS WILL COME BACK.

How To Become Part Of D&dc
Thank you for showing interest in The Down & Dirty Crew Family! Please follow the instructions below. If you cannot follow these simple guidelines please do not respond to this . We are a NO Drama family. We provide all family members with support/backup and any help needed. We do not ask that you LIKE all members…but we DO expect you to RESPECT all members of our family. 1. Every new member must Fan/Add and Rate (pros only...pics/stash if you like) All existing members of the D&DC family. (This list of members is posted in the “FAMILY” section on our home page.) If you Join and do not follow this step your “family membership” will be deleted. 2. Drama will NOT be tolerated in this family! Any drama seekers/starters or instigators will be banned from the family. 3. We don't expect and bombing or leveling from members, if you choose to do so its by your own choice. 4. When commenting feel free to use your own comments or ours it doesn't matter. 5. You may rate pics and

Pisces: What About You?
There's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! SAGGITTARIUS * -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Not one to mess wit -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Amazing n Bed..!!! -- Did I say Amazing in Bed? LEO * -- Great talker. -- Sexy and passionate. -- Laid back. -- Knows how to have fun. -- Is really good at sex! and i mean REALLY GOOD! more like great -- Great kisser. -- Unpredictable. fo real -- Outgoing. -- Down to earth. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Not one to mess with. -- Rare to

The Jena 6?
Rev. Al Sharpton is a piece of shit. I dont care about his race or what he's fucking standing for. He wants all blacks to get away with anything they can. The Jena 6 (6 black kids) beat a white kid to where his face was swollen and bloodied along with he was knocked unconsious and to Sharpton, thinks they should get away with it. I dont care what color these kids are. They need to be made paid for the attempted murder chargest that were first brought upon them. Instead, the damned charges were reduced to battery for all but one of them 6. Yeah, this white kid who was beaten can say it was a racial thing, but if he did, we whites would get even more of the shit end of the deal. But hell, if 6 white kids would beat some black kid, it would be a total racist situation. I hate all races after reading all this bullshit and especially Sharpton because he's filled with bullshit up the brim. Hate my opinion or not, I couldnt give a FUCK! Im not racist but if you wanna take it li

Hi, My Name's Mister Bear
Hi, I'm Mister Bear and welcome to the Bear Files. These will be updated with my exploits in my mistresses house. I will try to upload pictures of these exploits into my photo albums, so please check both if you see a new post! My best friends are Cuddles, Icy Bear and Mister Penguin... so from time to time, they may show up here also! Mister Bear

I Have Seen You
I have seen you in the clouds, I have seen you in pictures, I have looked for you in the crowds. I seen you in my dreams, I feel you in my heart. Just wish you were here for real. I have seen you in listening to my favorite song wishing you were here to listen with me. I have seen you when watching my favorite movie only wish you were really here watching it with me. I have seen you in every star,because you are my special star. The star i wish upon every night. But you are not here and it tears me apart. Just wish that i could give you that hug that we always talk about, I hurt because i cant be there to wipe away your tears when you cry. Give you a hug to let you know that i will always care. You mean so much to me my friend. I have seen you in the shadows and i have to cry you are so far away and i miss you even though i have never met you, I feel like i have known you forever, in my heart you will always be close. Never doubt my love for you my frien

Cancer *~ What About You?
There's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! SAGGITTARIUS * -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Not one to mess wit -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Amazing n Bed..!!! -- Did I say Amazing in Bed? LEO * -- Great talker. -- Sexy and passionate. -- Laid back. -- Knows how to have fun. -- Is really good at sex! and i mean REALLY GOOD! more like great -- Great kisser. -- Unpredictable. fo real -- Outgoing. -- Down to earth. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Not one to mess with. -- Rare to

Loss
Loss ~Tony Martinez The loss you are going through can never be put into words That much is clear That much I know But I can't help but think back Known each other for so long The timing was never right I had chances, experienced the same loss not once but twice Were they signs of what I should have done What we should have done Now I'll never know I was too scared back then 1 day of magic that still stays with me But still so much was left unsaid So a part of me wishes for Day 2. So that I can left go of all the fear Sadly that day will never come I hear your voice hurting but wanting to be strong I just wanted to say I'm here I'm so sorry for your loss

The Difference Between Marine Officers And Marine Ncos
A young Marine officer was severely wounded in the head by a grenade, but the only visible permanent injury was to both of his ears, which were amputated. Since his hearing wasn't impaired he remained in the Marine Corps. Many years later he eventually rose to the rank of Major General. He was, however, very sensitive about his appearance. One day the General was interviewing three Marines, prospects for his headquarters staff. The first was an aviator Captain, and it was a great interview. At the end of the interview the General asked him, "Do you notice anything different about me?" The young officer answered, "Why, yes, Sir, I couldn't help but notice that you have no ears." The General got very angry at his lack of tact and threw him out. The second interview was with a logistics Lieutenant, and he was even better. The General then asked him the same question, "Do you notice anything different about me?" He replied sheepishly, "Well, Sir, you have no ears." The General threw

Funny.
Three white guys went to a bar. Had a few Buds n stuff, then they saw a black man sittin' nearby. One asked him:"Ey, u kno why ur soles r white?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz u were standing when god painted u." Then white guys laugh a bit, have a few more Buds. Then they get at the black man again. "Okay, so u have white soles, but u kno why u have white palms?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz when God painted u, u placed ur hands against the wall." They laugh again n have a few more shots. Then the black man asks them:" But u white boys kno, why ur anus is black?" "Nope, tell us, why ?" "Cuz when I screwed ya, the paint was still fresh."

Addiction
If you know of anyone or you too are or was an addict of any kind please buy Nikki Sixx's Book The Heroin Diaries http://theheroindiaries.net/ This book touches me more than most people know. If it wasn't for Nikki I would be dead. So reading this book brings back many memories and feeling for myself. I can't begin to explain what life was like for me as an addict. I am so proud of Nikki for being able to tell the world his story and hopefully save someone else like he saved me. Please buy this book proceeds go to his charity Running Wild in The Night with Covenant House. If anything give it to someone who might need some guidance to come clean and start living life. http://www.nikkisixx.net/RunningWild.html https://secure.ga1.org/05/runningwild

Thanks Molls
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces trying to protect us from terrorism. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your butt, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice

Giving Up Doesn't Mean You're Weak
God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them. Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Every adversity, every failure, and every heartache carries with it the seed of an equivalent or a greater benefit. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isnt the end of the world, its the beginning of a new life. Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it. Let

Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears... But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up

The Love I Have For You
their's nothing i wouldn't do to prove my love to you how true and deep it runs nothing compares under the sun you have lifted the clouds of gray that were brought into my life happiness and love you give me everyday like a knight you came with a knife you have released me of my torment and pain we will be happily together forever your sunshine will never let it rain goodbye is something i want to say never wrapped in your arms so tight god i wish you knew how i love you not only in day but also at night forever and ever i will say i love you written by bill pugh

Yep Not For Minors
I slide my fingers deep inside your body starts to shake the eroctic excstasy makes me high your pleasure is mine to make thoughts of being inside you sends my hopes a soar i think you have no clue how i want to make you scream for more my tongue slowly caresses your body search for your warm and delicious spot my thoughts seem so naughty my tempature is risen cause i feel so damn hot my cock slides between your lips while i am making you so wet you slowly start to arch up your hips and we both beging to sweat you suddenly scream my name my heart fills with joy your life will never be the same because now you don't need a toy written by william p.

Alone In The Darkness
not a day goes by that i don't think of you i want to breakdown and cry but theirs nothing i can do your always on my mind oh how i miss your sweet face i feel so left behind in life that seems to be a race just to stand by yourside their's nothing i wouldn't do oh that would be a beautiful ride i wonder if it will ever come true in the shadows is where i am or at least thats how i feel like water stuck behind a dam please tell me this isn't real written by william p.

The High Of Being In Love
you make my heart sing our love and happiness are true in my ears i hear bells ring for you their's nothing i wouldn't do i can't wait to make you my wife how happy can one person be pure happiness for the rest of our lifes it has to be obvious for others to see being your husband, their's nothing i want more together their is notghing we can't do oh god how you make my heart soar mountains i would move, just for you together we will grow old for my heart is forever yours you keep my heart from being cold without you life would be a bore written by bill p

9-20-07
You need to turn your focus to your home and family life. Something is a bit out of sorts and once you've identified it, you should be able to take care of it pretty quickly. Keep at it until everyone is in line. ---------------------------------------------------- Lets hope for my legal paperwork to go through asap.

I Love You
I fell in love with you It was like a dream come true You chased away my pain & sadness And replaced it with joy & happiness I want you to know my love is true I will forever and always cherish you We've shared many first times And we'll have many more to come I promise I'll never leave 'Cuz you make my life complete I'm so crazy about you I don't know what to do Everytime I look into your eyes I see a love that never ends They shine like the stars in the moonlit sky Shine on me so beautiful and so bright They're like beams of light That light up my dark and lonely night I love everything you say and do 'Cuz who I love... is you I just want you to know I love you And nobody will ever love you like I do I don't care what people say 'Cuz I'm gonna love you anyway As we walk down the aisle together We will vow to be together, forever I can't wait to say, "I DO" 'Cuz I'm so in love with you As time turns the page My love for you will

A Thought Of Our Special Day To Come
To wrap my arms around you and get lost in your eyes my heart will never be blue my spirits forever will be high For better and for worse to never be apart it could never be a curse because you forever have my heart I say to have and to hold and truth and dignity I DO together we shall grow old forever i shall love only you With you is the life i choose oh so much happiness and love i hope everyone knows you make my spirits soar like a dove written by : William P.

Today On World Rock Radio
Click on banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at kscrys Click banner to visit Vicarious' MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click banner to visit ShotDaddy's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click banner to visit ShotDaddy's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page! 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page!

One Sad Day
When i see you so sad it makes me want to cry how others make you mad and then you want to die Their's nothing i would rather do than to put a smile on your face the things people do to you how i would love to put them in their place Do they realize all the pain it should be obvious to see is their an end to all the rain why can't they leave us be Will their be an end to the sadness not just for you but also me our world is filled with madness why can't it all be on me I would take all your pain and deal with it the best i could put an end to all the rain i feel as though i should written by : William P.

Depression Is Us
All the arguing and screaming that seems to come my way it's a nightmare i am not dreaming nothing left to say i have tried everything i can think of nothing ever seems to work all i want to do is love not be kicked in the dirt i wish their was something i could do to puit an end to all the rain i am constantly feeling blue oh how i feel the pain all i want to do is die it's got to feel better than this in peace i will lie forever in eternal bliss written by: William P.

Daily Dose Of Depression
have you ever felt so alone here in the darkness and rain it sends chills clear to the bone nothing seems to releive the pain i feel like i've been trampled and kicked this seems to forever hurt my heart my wounds will never be licked told i am dumb no chance of being smart i really feel like a stupid boy everything seems to be out of control i am a broken cheap toy a stone on as downhill roll i hate the feeling of sadness and the torment and sorrow my world is filled with madness what's in store for tomorrow written by. William P.

Love Poems
LOVE POEMS The following are entries to a contest by the Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem ... Except that the last line had to be as unromantic ...as the first line was romantic. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife, Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot, This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other, That is, until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you, But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, The sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath awa

How Much Love It Told
you tell me you love me and i say i love you i wish you could see theirs nothing i wouldn't do in any way i can i want to help you i'd like to take your hand and forever say i do with you i'll grow old eternity will come to soon you keep me from being cold just like a perfect tune the love that we share it's a beautiful thing unbeleiveable how much i care makes me want to sing written by: William P.

The Jena 6 Media Story
So, this morning, all there is on the idiot box is stories and coverage of the morons flocking to support the “Jena 6”. Yes, I said morons. Why? Because, they are listening to the media who are the ones that are escalating this event so that there is a story (of their own making) to cover. Please, read on. Ok, let me say this loud and clear, I am white and I am not a racist. So, why aren’t I supporting the “Jena 6”? Let’s look at this in the short and simple version. Last year a group of kids (#1) sat under a tree where another group of kids (#2) usually hung out. The other group of kids (#2) didn’t like it so they hung up what many described as “hangman’s nooses”. The first group of kids (#1) didn’t like that so they beat the living crap out of another kid. Do we see any disparity here? Ok, let’s take it a step at a time; Last year a group of kids sat under a tree where another group of kids usually hung out. There is no crime here, even if they knew the first

Poem To A Friend
I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

This Is A Peom My Love Brian Wrote Me Tell Me What U Think Of It Plzzz
I hope you like this poem my love its all for you stacie The warmth of your embrace Has lifted me from the ground The strength you've given me I can never truly thank you Through the darkness I found you by my side And I'll make this promise to you I will never let you down This is for every hour This is for every second This is for every moment That we have shared together Sky blue days burn through I refuse to let our flame fade Every scar burning bright tonight I'd give my heart for you I'd give my strength for you I'd give my everything I'd give my life for you Tonight will stand as a testament to hope Every scar, burning bright I will stay by your side Don't close your eyes Tonight we burn together My true spoofy, you mean the world to me Your friendship means everything Tonight will stand as a testament to hope Forever beating on leave a comment if u can and let me know what u think of it..myself i love it...hehehe

Drinking Guide For The Holidays
Drinking Guide for the Holidays (These are pretty Funny ) SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet. FAULT: Glass being held at incorrect angle. ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. FAULT: Glass empty. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. FAULT: You have fallen over backward. ACTION: Have yourself lashed to bar. SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts. FAULT: You have fallen forward. ACTION: See above. SYMPTOM: Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet. FAULT: Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face. ACTION: Retire to restroom, practice in mirror. SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet. FAULT: Improper bladder control. ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about her house training. SYMPTOM: Floor blurred. FAULT: You are looking through bottom of empty glass. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Floor

Soul Mate, Not What U Think
How can people expect to find their sould mate, if they are living a lie with the people that really matter! Too many poeople rush in to relationships w/out knowing, who or what they are first! True, not everyone needs to know the real u, but the person u plan on spending the rest of u'r life w/does! If u have deep dark secrets from u'r past those need to be resolved if they can affect u'r relationship. I realize this site is probably not the place for this particular thinking, but it's my blog and I'll write what I want! But this particular thought doesn't me that u have to be monogamous either! It's all about what u and u'r partner are in accord with. Every relationship is unique, u have to find what makes u really happy! If u're misrable what's the point? There are people out there just don't be in such a damn hurry!

Best Ink Contest Begins!
I'M HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST. THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN!!!!!!!! THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS ENDING ON OCTOBER 4TH AT 9:00PM CENTRAL TIME. I WILL ACCEPT NEW CONTESTANTS THROUGH THE FIRST WEEK OF THE CONTEST. THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS. ONE FOR COMMENTS AND ANOTHER FOR RATES. FOR EACH CATEGORY THE TOP THREE PICS WILL BE TAKEN AND BE JUDGED. PRIZES INCLUDED WILL BE PIMPIN GIFTS, TO BE DETERMINED WITH THE RESULTS OF THE CONTESTS, ONE MORPH FOR EACH WINNER BEING MADE BY MY SPECIAL FRIEND FIREMEN7. ALOT OF HIS WORK IS IN MY FOLDER. RULES: SELF BOMBING ALLOWED NO DOWNRATING NO AUTO BOMBING ANY QUESTIONS OR TO ENTER CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW ღ•°*♥Southrn Fyregyrl♥*°•ღ@ fubar HERE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS: oLd GuYs RoCk!!! aKa JeRrY :) lickemlow Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Wifey To John~ Dawg shockeyd69 'I, Diablo' A unruley4u Infntrymn

Mass Inbox And Sent Emails Deteletion
I know that some of you are already aware of this, it would seem that I am a little slow. There is a way to mass delete your Cmail...or is it FuMail now? lol Hit the shift button and hold it down...scroll down to the bottom message...click on the bottom message in your list..the other messages in there will highlight. Then hit delete. *Poof* 20 messages gone. I just cleared almost 500 messages from my inbox. Took me a couple minutes. So..there ya go. Time saving tip. Oh yah...get FUBAR'd. lol

Poem
dancing dreams in vain withheld in silent fame whisper one last time crying out faintly with pain. the night air softly tames there's no way out tonight, passionate visions lead the way into an endless and violent plight. your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain a restless and lonely heart which lies seeping from the strain. theres a fire burnin' under me the heat gets in your eyes and the passion is deep inside of me- it cries it screams it flies. streaking my heart,the games you play, your love,it rolls on by depleted in a single desire, it flashes then fades away,into the Autumn sky. your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain a restless and lonely heart which lies seeping from the strain your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain and all thats left inside of me are weak memories and pain.

Goodmorning
Don't have much time, I need to get ready for work, but decided to drop in and say good morning to all, before taking off. I am so glad it's thurs...it's payday for Lee, and just one day closer to Friday, and payday for me, which I am sure ready for...ready for both payday, and Friday....lol As far as which one I need the worst...it's a VERY close tie. I'm sure ready for the weekend, but I'm also VERY broke! lol Hope ya'll have a beautiful day, and I'll be back around to hang out with ya'll later this afternoon! Take care, Fu's!

Mental Health Hotline (lol)
Mental Health Hotline Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline. * If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 three times, repeatedly. * If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. * If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6. * If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. * If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship. * If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press * If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer. * If you are dyslexic press 969696969696. * If you have a nervous disorder, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep. Or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. * If you have a short-term memory loss press 9. If you have a short-term memory loss press 9. If you have a short te

-kisses-
What each kiss means!!!!!!!! -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I love you. _______________________________________ _____________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hand: We definitely like each other. -Slap on the butt: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. _______________________________________ _____________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Somethings I Need To Get Off Of My Chest!
Ok, where do I start? My life seems to be so messed up these days it's not even funny! I've been wondering why I must even go on living if this is the way it has to be. I do have 2 beautiful kids that I was blessed with, So that is my only answer and they need me! I've been going through alot of health issues that no one seems to know what's causing them and since they don't know what it is , they can't fix it. I was diagnosed with epilipsy back in 2001. Been on meds for that since. I've had about 5 seizures in the last few years , which is progress. Well in 2002, I found out my dad was going to die from Cancer and that devastated me! I went into a bad depression and was put on Zoloft , which that caused me to have a seizure and I had to stop taking them. I became pregnant with my daughter and that seemed to keep me more calm cuz I knew I had to stay strong for my little one. Well my dad died on March 15, 2004 and my baby girl was born on June 12, 2004. She has brought something new to

Sex Appeal, Anyone?
You Are 91% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Sex On The Beach
He couldn't believe his eyes as he watched her turn and walk towards him. For a second he thought she'd forgotten she was naked, but when she started to rub in sun cream as she stared directly at him, he knew she was teasing him. He waited and then on impulse, decided to go to her. If she rejected him he would leave. Somehow, he knew she wouldn't. His cock felt enormous and he had a little difficulty walking; it felt as if it was going to burst out of the top of his pants. As he neared her, his eyes moved over her body. It was beautiful. Her breasts were wonderful, just as he'd imagined them, but his eyes were transfixed on her pussy. She looked to be totally bare, smooth. They were within arms reach. For an instant he didn't know what to do then she moved towards him and stopped. He waited. She moved her head forward and kissed him on the lips; just the lightest of touches, then withdrew. His eyes had closed but when he opened them, he reached out and pulled her naked body to hi

Italy Beat Portugal 32-5
Italy: (16) 31 Tries: Masi 2, Mauro Bergamasco Cons: Bortolussi 2 Pens: Bortolussi 4 Portugal: (5) 5 Try: Penalva Italy warmed up for their crunch group game with Scotland with another disjointed victory over a determined and well-organised Portugal in Paris. The Azzurri got off to the perfect start, with Andrea Masi scoring early, but failed to cross again in the first half despite dominating possession. Portugal battled back and David Penalva scored a deserved try on 33 minutes. Italy slowly regrouped after the break and late tries from Mauro Bergamasco and Masi sealed an unconvincing win. Pierre Berbizier's side have started the World Cup slowly, with poor displays against New Zealand and Romania, but were expected to roll over minnows Portugal - a team ranked 13 places below Italy who had shipped 164 points in their opening two games. And the Italians must have been thinking of matching the 83-0 scoreline they recorded against Portugal last year when

Hurt
HURT I'VE HURT YOU ENOUGH I'VE HURT MYSELF SO MUCH MORE. I'M AT A LOSS FOR WORDS AS YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR. SHUT IT, LOCK IT, THROW AWAY THE KEY. I'LL MAKE IT THRU THIS MADNESS I ALWAYS DO. BATTERED, BRUISED AND ALONE SAME GAME DIFFERENT NAME. YOU SHOWED ME THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE DARKNESS. YET I WAS TOO AFRAID TO GRAB YOUR HAND AND ACCEPT YOUR GUIDANCE. YOUR SMILE, YOUR LIPS, TUS OJOS, THEM WONDERFUCKENFUL HIPS. SEEING YOU SMILE WAS MY PRIORITY, NOW IT'S WATCHING THE SUN GO DOWN AND BREATHING ANOTHER DAY. I HURT FOR YOU, I HURT FOR ME, I HURT FOR LOVE. NEVER ACCEPTED AS A CHILD HAS DESTROYED ME NOW. ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR THE HOMIES IS WHAT I WAS ABOUT. EVEN AS A CHILD I WAS A HANDFUL I GUESS THAT HASN'T CHANGED. DROWNING IN MY OWN VOMIT DISGUSTED WITH WHO I AM. YET I TAKE A STEP AND FREEZE RUNNING BACK TO THE CRAZINESS IN MY LIFE. GRACIAS MY REYNA I'M SORRY I COULDN'T BE WHO YOU WANTED ME TO BE. TIENES TREMENDO _ _ _ _ TU S

In My Life
I wasn't expecting you to come into my life, but since you did, I cherish every minute of it. I didn't think that I could afford you being in my life, but affordability has been offset by your devotion to me. I didn't believe that I would enjoy having you in my life, but I discovered that having you around makes me happy. I didn't think that I could give love uncoditionally, but I give it to you, because God gave you to me, In the form of a very special and beautiful child! done by Christine

Scotland Beat Romania 42-0
Scotland (21) 42 Tries: Hogg 3, R Lamont 2, Paterson Cons: Paterson 6 Romania (0) 0 A solid Scottish display set up a convincing win over Romania in a one-sided contest at Murrayfield. Tries from Chris Paterson, Allister Hogg and Rory Lamont put the Scots into a comfortable lead at the break. The Scots maintained their performance in the second half with two further scores from Hogg and one from Lamont completing the scoring. An impressive kicking display from Chris Paterson saw him collect maximum points from his conversions. Interview: Scotland coach Frank Hadden The Scots boosted their chances of qualification from Pool C by securing a bonus point when they scored their fourth try. Playing the first of two World Cup matches on their home turf, Scotland made four changes to the side which beat Portugal in St Etienne. Paterson started on the wing and Gavin Kerr replaced the injured Allan Jacobsen at prop. Ross Ford and Jim Hamilton replaced

Deep Within My Heart
There's a feeling Deep Within My Heart that has never been detected. You've opened new purviews of life, and I'm delightedly affected. I've had my share of memorable experiences. I've had my share of bad times. Since you've become a part of my life, for me, the sun forever shines. I'm thankful for your friendship, and I'm grateful for your love. I know that you're a "Special Angel" who was sent to me, from above. There's a feeling Deep Within My Heart that I shall never try to ignore. For deep within my heart is love, which tells me, it's You that I Adore! done by Christine .

Eloisa To Abelard
I just found this and completely fell in love with it In these deep solitudes and awful cells, Where heav'nly-pensive contemplation dwells, And ever-musing melancholy reigns; What means this tumult in a vestal's veins? Why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? Why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat? Yet, yet I love! — From Abelard it came, And Eloisa yet must kiss the name. Dear fatal name! rest ever unreveal'd, Nor pass these lips in holy silence seal'd. Hide it, my heart, within that close disguise, Where mix'd with God's, his lov'd idea lies: O write it not, my hand — the name appears Already written — wash it out, my tears! In vain lost Eloisa weeps and prays, Her heart still dictates, and her hand obeys. Relentless walls! whose darksome round contains Repentant sighs, and voluntary pains: Ye rugged rocks! which holy knees have worn; Ye grots and caverns shagg'd with horrid thorn! Shrines! where their vigils pale-ey'd virgins keep, And pityi

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!

Job Advice
Im in a dilemma and dont know what to do so going to take some ideas from all my wonderful friends and fans :) heres the situation- I work in a factory on a line that i HATE- the job itself is not bad but all the politics and bullshit that goes with it. ************************************************* my job now- 4- 12 hr graveyard shifts(7-7) and 10 hrs on sat night/Sunday days for double time pay though also have been having to cover shifts on Thursdays fridays for people on FMLA or just plain shorthanded so this amounts to 6 or 7 shifts a week instead of 5.While the pay is nice it is a VERY physical job(heavy lifting, bending,on feet entire shift) I also have some issues with some people on my line but who doesnt? ****************************************** about 3 weeks ago I bid on another line( 5- 8 hrs shifts mostly days and even with 5 positions available was denied. I was upset so when another 8 positions on the die casting line came open I bid, not so much bec

Information I Learned From A Friend
I WANT TO SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU, INFORMATION I LEARNED FROM A FRIEND. I REALIZE SOME OF YOU WILL ALREADY KNOW ABOUT THIS BUT I AM ALWAYS PROUD OF THE THINGS I LEARN AND LOVE TO SHARE THE INFORMATION....... Mabon (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon or MAH-bawn) or the Autumn Equinox is one of the Lesser Wiccan Sabbats and is usually celebrated around September 23rd, though it can occur as early as the 20th, depending on the timing of the actual Astrological event (check the calendar). The Autumn Equinox, like the Spring Equinox divides day and night equally. However during Autumn, (as opposed to Spring, when the opposite occurs) we begin to see the waning of the Sun more obviously now as the days continue to grow shorter until the Wheel of the Year spins around again to Yule. (Images to the left and below are by Anthony Meadows and from Llewellyn's 1998 and 1999 Witches' Calendars. Click on either image to go directly to Llewellyn's Web Site.) The various other names for th

Home Again
Hi every one . Just wanted to let all know im home from my gul-bladder surgery . Thankyou to all who wished me luck . Every thing went well with surgery and i should be feeling better in about a week or so .If im not on much , you know why . If you stop by to see me , i check my bar tab offten and will get back to you as soon as i can . Much love to my friends and fans . MWA !

Silence
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

Easiest Way Too Make A Fubar Skin
Layouts using this tutorial are very basic. This will change the background, the opaque to transparent and the font color. The values you need to change are the URL / FONT / COLOR / SIZE. For color either use web-safe colors or the hexadecimal value for a color. After choosing and putting in the URL, SIZE and COLOR choice, go here http://www.fubar.com/create_skin.php erase EVERYTHING that comes up when creating a skin and replace with this code. **DO THIS ACTION 2 TIMES. IT WILL NOT WORK OTHERWISE. YOU MUST GO BACK IN EDIT, SELECT ALL, PASTE, SAVE. To see an example of this code in action check this skin out... http://fubar.com/user.php?u=28962&preview_skin=438842 copy code below: body{background-image:url(URL)!important;background-attachment:fixed!important;background-repeat:repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;} body, tbody, table, th, tr, td, p,

Drying The Tears
It is time to dry the tears, time to move forward. New doors have opened, new challenges. I must dry the tears and let go of the past, for tomorrow is a new day. I will smile and i will laugh, it is time to dry the tears. You have been there through it all, never once giving up on me. You never turned your back, you were always there reaching out, and i can never thank you enough. I will always be thankful that i had you in my life. I was a complete stranger but still you took the time to care. It is time to dry the tears. You have walked beside me and always picking me up. I stumbled and fell you never let me give up and you kept pushing me forward. Now my friend it is time to dry the tears. It is through the hard times that i am who i am today. My friend i will always be greatful for the friendship we have, it will always be special. It means so much to me that you are a part of my life, and i pray that it never ends. It is time to dry the tears

Ok- Nothing Has Worked So...
Here's the NEW deal with asking me to unlock or get into my family: YOU WILL be BLOCKED. That's it. No response from me, no reason given. You will simply lose access completely to my profile and pictures. if you send a mail, you will be blocked both by mail and your profile. so, unless you want to lose ALL of the pictures, i suggest you pay attention and STOP FUCKING ASKING. This goes into effect at 9am CST, 9/20. If you ask me in the next 20 minutes, i will simply curse you out til your ears bleed. Also, requests to rate pictures: if you want me to rate your shit, you better have rated more than my NSFW's... if you need help levelling, start rating shit that matters. take responsibility for your own damn points. if you do rate sfw's and you need help levelling, ask me by shouts. if i don't recognize your name by the people scrolling by my bar, you better come up with a damn good reason why i don't. keep in mind, i have minor insomnia so the excuse "i did it at 3am

Cant Believe This
I TOLD himI wanted to be with him, that was the reason I contacted him in the first place. I will love him always. But I am not putting upwith his bs. Its stupid. He said I could come back,why would I? The way he treated me, always so distant. It was unbearable to be there and to go a day or so, without him even glancing at me. It was stupid of me to think we had a chance. I DO NOT think I am perfect,far from it. Anyway ,went to the music hall the other day, it was fun , except randall starts flaunting his gf in front of me, which made me mad. I dont need people doing that, especially when I am single right now.

My Daughter Again
She comes out with the funniest things. Other day she saw a trolley and started yelling "A TAXI!!!" Today, she told me I have to share the quarters for laundry so she can do her own laundry....she's 5. Her best friend comes out with some funny things too. Last year she was calling Pine cones, Pine CoRns. And other day, she said she had a jelly FISH sandwich, instead of jelly sandwich. They sound so innocent when saying these things, you can't help but laugh at it.

Calling All My Friends Help Me Help Her Win
Okay guys my contest ends today at 5pm (est). I am still in the lead but the guy behind me is gaining fast. I went to bed with him having 5000 and woke up today with him having over 9000. So all help today is much needed and appreciated. Please click the pic and leave a few comments or the very least click the pic and rate it. Muahz!! C'mon guys I have worked hard all week for this win and dont wanna lose it now. Thank you all so much!!

Getting The Police To Respond Quicker
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his Wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "No" Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should Simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people Stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars r

Real Friendship
True Friendship (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. W

Words Of Comfort
The most destructive habit.....Worry The greatest Joy........... Giving The greatest loss........Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work..... Helping others The ugliest personality trait....... Selfishness The most endangered species..... Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource........ Our youth The greatest "shot in the arm"..... Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome........ Fear The most effective sleeping pill........ Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... Excuses The most dangerous pariah.... A gossiper The world's most incredible computer....... The brain The worst thing to be without........ Hope The deadliest weapon..... The tongue The two most power-filled words..... "I Can" The greatest asset.... Faith The most worthless emotion...... Self-pity The most beautiful attire.... SMILE! The most prized possession...... Integrity The most powerful channel of communication ... Prayer The most contagious spirit...... Enthusiasm

Thought For The Day - 20 September 2007
The very existence of flamethrowers proves that sometime, somewhere, someone said to themselves, "You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done."--George Carlin

Please Bomb It Today!!
AIGHT THA CONTEST ENDS AT 3PM TODAY AND IM LIKE 3000 BEHIND 2ND PLACE. DONT KNOW HOW THA HELL THESE PEOPLE HAVE COME UP LIKE THEY HAVE BUT I NEED ALL THA HELP I CAN GET. SO PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BEFORE 3 PM. THANX!! JUS CLICK ON THA PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THA CONTEST.

Overcoming Loneliness
"Loneliness, it's such a sad affair" sang Karen and Richard Carpenter some years ago. Sad to say for Karen she was apparently singing exactly how she felt for, feeling unloved and lonely, she starved herself to death. Probably most of us at one time or another know the painful pangs of loneliness. We were created for relationships and without sufficient love and human companionship we "limp along in the shadows of life" starving for human love, warmth and connection. I know what it's like to be lonely, too—even when among friends—with that deep down feeling that leaves one feeling empty inside. My problem? Because of past hurts I was afraid to get too close to people for fear of being hurt again. But I, too, sought the Lord in my loneliness and shared my fears, failures and insecurities with him and asked him to give me the courage to face the cause/s of my fear and to lead me to the help I needed to overcome them. I had personal issues to work on and resolve, and whil

Please Help Jenny
Although my good friend,Jenny,23, cannot make sense of the dream she had Monday evening, its meaning is clear to everyone else who knows her. "I'm in this waiting room, and I'm screaming at this man dressed all in white who can't hear me," said Jenny. Oh yes, Jenny is dating and financially supporting a University of California medical student. "Then, we're at the vending machine, and every time I buy a candy bar, he grabs it. What's up with that?" Jenny also does not grasp what it meant when the man began to have sex with her best friend." Please help Jenny interpret this.

Need Help Now!! ~ Family, Friends, Wsc, G-spot
Hey Folks I need help with my contest now! I am getting slammed I have had 1st place all week pretty consistently, until last night, and another competitor is breaking bad. I have held them off thru the night, but I am now bombing by myself. I am asking all 284 people on my friends list to come comment just 10 times that would be 2,840 comments and if you rate me that would be an additional 1420 for a total of added comments to what I already have of 4260. All I am asking is for just a few minutes of your time, I have always been there for you, please return the love. Get this widget | Track details |eSnips Social DNA

Will It Hurt
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=3915487982 HI I'AM IN THIS CONTEST TRYEN TO CATCH UP I NEED A LOT OF YOU AT ONCE TO COME IN AND HELP ME PLEASE!! IF YOU CAN NOT GET IT THREW HERE GO TO MY PROFILE CLICK ON MY FUBAR BAG COMMENT AWAY I'M BEGGEN FOR SUM HELP PLEASE!!!!!

Well...
I just got the whole "Let's just be friends, I don't want a relationship right now" speech. This is after him telling me in the beginning that's what he wanted. Damn why do they think I'm freakin stupid? All I want is for people to be honest and upfront with me. I'm a big girl I can take it. I'm not made of glass. I've been through so much crap in my life that something that simple won't break me. Why can't they get that? I'm an open and honest person. I don't hide that I talk to a few different people but if I'm interested in one I focus my attention on that one. Good Morning to me I guess. lol Ok I'm gonna be gone for a bit this morning. Not in the best emotional state to be on right now. Because all that was what I woke up to this morning. I'm not a morning person. Have a good day. Be back in a little bit. Oh and could I get some love while I'm gone please? I need it lately. :-(

Just Curious...
Maybe I'm weird, but I was just curious of anyone else had ever touched themselves and wondered what it felt like to someone else when they touched you. Maybe sexually, maybe not, but have you just wondered what you feel like to their hands? Instead of thinking about what your body feels, thinking about what your hands feel. I don't think most of you are getting what I'm saying. That or you just choose to be perverts. LOL

So Wow...
I was just watching the tickers tick by and i saw one that was asking for a blast...and i toyed with the notion i should be an asshole and post that too...buy me a blast...what would i offer in return??? hmmm should i become a blast hooker?? oh im not serious so please dont think i am becoming desperate for attention...but that was worth a few giggles.

You Still Have Hope!
You Still Have Hope If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope. If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope. If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope. If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope. If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope. If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope. If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope. If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope. If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope. If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope. If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope. If

Geez!! Another Short One!
I'm already running late - what a deal! I will try to catch up on comments and rates when I get home from work. I seem to be very behind, all of a sudden, lol! Yes, the general energy around us is very odd these days. Yesterday "felt" sticky and thick, like a person could get stuck very easily. Most of the time I'm feeling rather detached and out of it! Have a wonderful Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, so many blessings, for one and all, all over the world! You are all appreciated so very much and loved most dearly! Later! Muahz!

Perverts!!!
I like messing with perverts. If one randomly invades your shoutbox unprovoked...give me a copy of the conversation and his link....I can have fun ->Uneedatowe...: ever have a long hard cock rammed up your pooper? Quite an experience, I must say ->Uneedatowe...: you'd like it. Ever try it? ->Uneedatowe...: yeah...but I'd like to cornhole you. Stick it in your ass and make you scream my name Uneedatowe...: and you're a dude ->Uneedatowe...: I'll raise my voice ->Uneedatowe...: you can pretend I'm a girl ->Uneedatowe...: but you are hot Uneedatowe...: lets see.......you're a dude.......so that's a no ->Uneedatowe...: do you show off? ->Uneedatowe...: you are incredibly sexy

Friends
HELLO FRIEND Friendship is like a precious flower Ready to bloom every hour. It may stop growing or keep on flowing But you'll still have it forever ! A Friend is Like A Good Bra... Hard to Find Supportive Comfortable Always Lifts You Up Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging Makes You Look Better And Always Close To Your Heart!!! Good Friends are Like Stars God Knew That We All Need Someone To Share Each Happy Day, To Be A Source Of Courage When Troubles Come Our Way. Someone To Be True To Us, Whether Near Or Far Apart. Someone Whose Love We'll Always Hold And Treasure In Our Hearts Have A Super Day Thank You For Being My Friend A WOMAN COULD MAKE LOVE TO 100 MEN BUT A REAL WOMAN COULD MAKE LOVE TO 1 MAN IN 100 WAYS!!!!!!!

Ethel's Wheelchair
Subject: Ethel and her wheelchair Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic, the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. "STOP!" he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall. As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster, and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said, "On your way, "ma'am." As Ethel neared the final cor

For September 20,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn A burst of great physical and mental energy comes to you, as well as news of a big success that has been a long time coming. It might be a good time to rest and collect yourself for Phase Two.

Thursday....lord Grant This Day Be Good!
This morning, thanks to a special friend, my day was made better and I'm trying to keep a more positive attitude about the day. Little steps at a time. I still wake up in the middle of the night thinking he is there and feel the hurt when I relize he is not. Feel the abandonment all over again. So, each day I struggle with my anger toward him with all that I have lost and all that I had helped him and now it is as if "I" don't exist and didn't even mean as much as a friend to him. But I have to realize that HE is not my main concern. God and my kids are. He isn't going to help us survive so I must trust the Lord and know that somehow all will work out and God will help us with our needs and bless us. Lord, may you please have mercy on us today and grant me the ability to take care of all the things I need to get taken care of and help me to obtain a good job so that I may take care of MY family and help me to release my hurt and anger toward Rob. I turn these things over to yo

Please Help A Friend
OK friends and fans a freind of mine is in dire need of help...he needs to level up....its only 11,000 points ....if any of you can help him out you KNOW i and He would appreciate your help...here is his link please go share the love http://fubar.com/user/737247

Ew! Omg!!
Uneedatowe...: that's too bad..........I'll do it by myself then..........you are georgious ->Suga Lips: uh no Uneedatowe...: like to watch me stroke my cock for you.........you're amazing........you have me that turned on .............YUP! you do! ->Suga Lips: for what? Uneedatowe...: do yo like to watch? ->Suga Lips: thanks Uneedatowe...: beautirul face and incredible clevage *Note the wonderful spelling.

True Friend's
A true friend never walks away A true will always stay A true friend looks out for you A true friend will guard your secrets Like a precious gift A true friend is there for you To give you a helpful lift A true friend tries to make you smile Tries to replace that frown They may not always succeed But they rarely let you down These arms for you are open This heart for you does care And when I think you need me I'll try to always be there I'll listen to your fears I promise not to laugh Comfort your falling tears I'll make this friendship last I'll keep you near to my heart I'll always hold you dear Even when we're miles apart Even when you're here I hope I am to you Everything you are to me For the friendship we have Is a special one indeed

Important... The Scoundrels Are At It Again
Bombard Washington DC. Below is the phone number. The switchboard will ask your state. They will connect you to your state's rep or Sen office. I don't know what their plans are but those wanting these illegals to stay are getting very sneaky about trying to slip this bill into play. They told everyone that after the first bill's defeat in June it would not come up again until after the 2008 elections. They lied to hopefully get everyone to put their guard down. Now they try to sneak it in under another name and piggy backed on something else. They are lying lousy fools and do not deserve to hold office. Their hypocricy is criminal. If your interested in what happens to this country you will act on these illegal immigrant amnesty issues. You will also want to keep in mind the names of the Representatives and Senators who are pushing for this amnesty bill. These are the old faces that you want to vote out of office come the next major election. The statistics show that

American Stupidity (this Is Hilarious)
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we u

Fer Those That Missed Me Bullitin....
we are currently having a arguement with our isp, and as a result are only on dial up which unfortunately doesn't like fubar, so ill only be on ever second day or so just to check messages, i do however have a email account if ya wanna reach me, or if ya wanna chat i have.... email stats_other_half@hotmail.com chat msn - stats_other_half@hotmail.com yahoo - stats_other_half myspace im - stats_other_half icq - 40396849 hope this will be resolved soon... miss yas all heaps... rob

Harmony
Harmony does not mean that everyone is in agreement. It means that no one is attempting to force his or her opinions on others. Harmony does not mean that everyone is the same. It means that everyone respects and tolerates and even celebrates the differences that give so much richness to life. Harmony is not ever achieved by brute force. Harmony is reached when every individual understands, on his or her own terms, that it is by far the most effective way to live. Harmony does not come about through intimidation or scolding or threats of punishment. Harmony is reached through understanding. Harmony cannot exist where people are interested only in what they can take. Harmony is built through giving. Harmony comes not by giving in or by being weak or by surrendering one's most treasured principles, or by the cowardly attempt to control others. Harmony is the domain of those who are confident enough in their own lives to allow others to peacefully flourish. -

Steady And Sustainable.....
When you're too busy to take a break, that's when a taking a break will do you the most good. Sometimes you reach a point at which the fastest way to go forward is to slow down a bit. When you rush through your work, never pausing to catch your breath, you're likely to make all sorts of mistakes. Then you'll have to spend time later correcting those mistakes, so the time you gain by hurrying is quickly lost and then exceeded by the toll it takes. Consider taking a break, clearing your mind and energizing your body. The work will still be there when you get back, and by getting away from it for a while you'll be in a much better position to handle it effectively. It's great to be ambitious and eager to get the job done. Yet there is nothing to be gained by working until you drop. The more you focus on the deadline itself, the less likely you are to meet it, so put your focus on getting the job done at a steady and sustainable pace. Instead of worrying about running out of time,

You Could ... Or You Can ,,,
You could curse and complain about your feebleness, or you can get busy and make yourself stronger. You could seethe with resentment about the past, or you can make the choice to let go and move forward. You could worry endlessly about what might or might not happen, or you can take steps to successfully prepare yourself for anything that comes along. You could make a long list of all the things that will perhaps go wrong, or you can accept the fact that there will be obstacles and decide to deal with them as they come. You could hide away from the world inside the walls of your comfort zone where nothing challenges you. Or you can make use of every second of your precious time to explore and experience, to get cold, wet, and dirty, and to feel wonderfully alive. You could let the smallest defeat turn into a big, imposing excuse for giving up. Or you can learn from what went wrong and then step enthusiastically forward with your newfound knowledge and determination. You could s

First Fubar Blog
Ok so this is my first Fubar blog. I haven't blogged in a while on myspace. Probably because there is too much shit goin on with that community now its not funny. Have to worry about my page getting hacked or phished...Its bullshit. So I don't use that site very much anymore, I check it still everyday though. Anyway, a little about me for those of you that don't know me well, or at all... I'm a 27 yr old Happily involved woman, mother of one very gorgeous baby girl, born June 25th of this year. She is my world. And while my finace and I have our problems, we are for the most part happy, so I'm not looking for sex, cyber, extra relationships(I have enough to handle in the one I'm in)I'm not lookin to ruin what I have. I don't trust easily, those of you who do have my trust you know that it didn't come easily. I'm a very guarded person, I've been hurt and betrayed tremendously by friends and lovers and family alike. I've done my share of hurting as well. A lot of people

Wish You Were Here
Pain it is too deep cannot run cannot hide. When will it end, The tears are falling and you arent here to wipe them away. My friend i wish you were here. The pain is too much. My heart aches. I want to thank you let you know i care, but it hurts cause i have to thank you in this poem. I want to give you a hug, but you arent here, many miles lie between us. I can only say i love you in this poem and hope that you always know that i wish you were here. my heart is breaking cause i wish that we could hang out and do what friends do. I wish you were here I cant understand why good friends always have to live miles away from eachother, It hurts alot to know that i may never meet you. Or give you a hug. I want so bad to reach out and give you a hug, I just wish you were here. In my heart i hold a special place, a place full of memories i have built just talking to you, and that is where you remain. God only knows how much i wish you were here. I hug

Thursday Links: Greg Giraldo, Seth Macfarlane, Erock Crying Video, New O&a Videos From Philly, New Photos, Miss Paltalk Contest - Win Ca$h!, New Video
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy ThursDEE, everybuddy! We gots a bizzy bizzy show goin' on this morning and we have a ton of stuff to tell you about, so let's get to it, shall we? Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, we'll be hanging with comedian Greg Giraldo, who is at Gotham comedy club tonight through the weekend. We'll also be chatting with Family Guy creator Seth MacFarlane. Want to see all this goodness and nose-picking LIVE as it happens? Turn On Your Paltalk (and go to the 'Opie and Anthony Live' room) Speaking of PALTALK... Miss Paltalk Contest: OK so every morning we watch the Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex... now they have a chance to make some CA$H (500 bucks)!! The Miss Paltalk contest begins this week, and you're going to need the Paltalk to check it out. Ladies, what are YOU gonna do to win the money??. We'll pick a winner TOMORROW -

Injustice In America
Six young black men are headed for 20+ year prison sentences in a clear case of Jim Crow "justice." Their families are fighting but need our support. Will you stand with them? Dear ColorOfChange.org member, Last fall in Jena, Louisiana, the day after two Black high school students sat beneath the "white tree" on their campus, nooses were hung from the tree. When the superintendent dismissed the nooses as a "prank," more Black students sat under the tree in protest. The District Attorney then came to the school accompanied by the town's police and demanded that the students end their protest, telling them, "I can be your best friend or your worst enemy... I can take away your lives with a stroke of my pen."1 A series of white-on-black incidents of violence followed, and the DA did nothing. But when a white student was beaten up in a schoolyard fight, the DA responded by charging six black students with attempted murder and conspiracy to commit murder.

Shirley Manson...the Hottest Lady In Music?
Wow...Shirley Manson, what can you say? She may not have the best voice, or be the prettiest of the modern day divas...but she exudes pure, unadulterated sexuality. Leave any thoughts you may have on this subject please. This is purely my opinion of course.

Randomness
ok well welcome to my Random rantings & thoughts ... What should I type here? I don't know I want to brag about my grandkids!!! Yeah that is what I will start with well wait first I will tell you I have 4 grandbabies well that isn't right either 3 grandbabies & one big girl She is 7, She is the apple of my eye, & the other 3 are babies yet one is 1 and the other two are twins & are only 1 1/2 months old. Ok that I need to stop or I will gush about these kids way too long... next My intrests are animals,Bikes I have a great man in my life He is the love of my life. speaking of animals I have two cats Both look like Maine Coons Right now they are playing together in the laundry basket They are father & Daughter.That is so cool you don't usually have a father & daughter play together But I do ... But I have a way with animals just ask anyone that knows me & they will tell you so... Just look at the guys I have dated...LOL just teasing sweetheart...Although you are an animal in bed..

Another Survey Come On Ladies Be Truthful
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite sexual position: Do you think I'm cute? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Scale of 1-10? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Test For Dementia
Below are four ( 4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... Ready? GO!!! (scroll down) First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: I f you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down) Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: V ery tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done

The Member Has Returned
OK... well i thought we have succeeded on removing a major ass from here, and we did so by pulling together, BUT... after a few weeks, he has returned and reared his UGLY head back into the general public. I am telling you that sugardaddy, now known as "THECYBERGUY".. has returned... he has blocked all comments from his page, unless you are a friend... I am not happy about his return, in fact i have already blocked him... Ladies, please be careful, and i have 2 bulletins up, one with the link as well... please keep him from doing this all over again with new ladies... Thank You!!

Poor Old Sam
There were two bulls, a young one named George and an old one named Sam. It was that time of year to satisfy the local female population and young George was pretty excited. "Sam, can I go down to those heifers over there?" asked George. "George, relax. Here is how it works. We'll wait until they're lined up at the feed trough so we can have our way with the ladies in a nice orderly fashion." said Sam. "Okay, I can do that." George answered. Well, feeding time came and all the heifers were lined up just like Sam said and George was all excited to go down there but Sam had a few more instructions. "Now George, here is how this is gonna work. I'll start at one end and you can start at the other. We'll meet in the middle" said Sam. "OK, OK, let's go!" said George. "Hang on George!. One more important thing to remember. These gals will let us have our way but you have to show some respect and be polite. OK?" said Sam. "Sure, sure" says George, "Let's go!"

A Good Chuckle
A young husband comes home one night, and his wife throws her arms around his neck: "Darling, I have great news: I'm a month overdue. I think we're going to have a baby! The doctor gave me a test today, but until we find out for sure, we can't tell anybody." The next day, a guy from the electric company rings the doorbell, because the young couple hasn't paid their last bill: "Are you Mrs. Smith? You're a month overdue, you know!" "How do YOU know?" stammers the young woman. "Well, ma'am, it's in our files!" says the man from the electric company. "What are you saying? It's in your files?????" "Absolutely." "Well, let me talk to my husband about this tonight." That night, she tells her husband about the visit, and he, mad as a bull, rushes to the electric company offices the first thing the next morning. "What's going on here? You have it on file that my wife is a month overdue? What business is that of yours?" the husband shouts. "Just calm down,

Dusty Underwear
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker... "It's not talcum powder...... It's 'Miracle Grow'."

For Every Nice Guy
To Every Guy To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

A Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago
MY MASTER(JULY24/07) i feel the locks click i hear the lock tick i dont panic because i feel the satin over my eyes every touch is a new surprise each lick brings a louder sigh then i feel your teeth sink in and i let out a cry i feel your smile on my skin as you laugh and say"wait until i really begin" another lick and nibble sends shivers threw my body as the thoughts in my head become more naughty you can pull my hair i promis i wont scare oh master my master i beg you to go faster i beg for your touch i plead for your rush i want to moan and scream for you i wish to make all your dreams come true take me im yours body,mind,heart and soul i know together we make a whole.

The Sceam Of Pleasure
the scream of pleasure.. initial shock not the pain for it surpasses so quick to be unregistered but the shock of living the fantasy.. letting go of onceself.. emotions running over any self controlling mechanisms.. it is the moment where you are entering a world that is more real to you then the world you live... you are allowing your innerself to break out.. inspired by Mistress of Wolves

Just To Let You All Know.....
....I am having some fairly serious problems with my computer. I am going to try to get them all fixed today but there are no promises. I may not be very active here in the mean time but I promise I will try to not fall too far behind on what is going on with everyone. Bear with me while I take care of this problem. If I am not back here in a day or so it will be safe to assume that I threw my computer out of the window. LOL

It Felt Good And Bad
so i went to this kareoke thing with my friend taylor and thne we left and we were going home but we decided to go to the beach instead it was this kool place id never been he kissed me it was nice it felt really good to be wanted .. i missed it soo much ... but at the same time i felt bad cause i kept wishing it was someone else.. anyways ive got so much shit goping on inside me right now i just wish i could be alone and not at the same time

Fine Dining (chapter 3)
Chapter 3 ...I was thinking to myself what a wonderful moment it was with these two incredible women, when I realized that my eyes were closed. I must've drifted off. Sheeeeee-it!!!! Just like thousands of other men...off to sleepy land after the orgasm. Ye gads!!!! What a dolt!!! Before I opened my eyes I listened...."Do you think he'll be all right Cutie?"...."He should be. His pulse is normal. His breathing is steady. His blood pressure is back up where it should be."...."When do you think he'll come too?"...."I'd like to know when I'm going to cum too"...a sweet delicious giggle between the two of them, then the same voice, "hmmmmmm....I'm sure he'll wake up when his body is ready. Judging from the pulse of his cock right now.... You know, Kay, he's just like any other man in his sleep, he's got a raging hard-on! Shit! He's got a cute cock. What was it like, Kay? Did he taste as goo....." and then I couldn't hear them anymore. I thought about what this unfamiliar voice had sai

Blowjob Etiquette For Men - Kindly Written By A Woman
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don’t care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone’s face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON’T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don’t care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does Not mean that it’s “hummer week” - get it through your head - I’m bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don’t feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can’t have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - “Blue Balls” might have worked on high school girls - if you’re that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don’t tell me I’ve jus

Internet Coaching
Internet Coaching Do you want to start your very own online business, but don’t know where to start, what to do, or how to go about it? Have you ever toyed with the idea of quitting your job, and working from the comfort of your own home, but you’re not sure if you can pull it off all on your own? My one-of-a-kind internet coaching program is the largest, most successful (and one of the only coaching programs that has been proven to work) and is backed by hundreds of real life stories of prosperity…… And once you say yes to my powerful program, you could be next. In this unique program, you’ll be empowered online with videos, workbooks, teleclasses, emails and pdf's, and also combined offline with a three-day exclusive live training workshop in Pattaya Beach, Thailand. This is where I’ll show you step-by-step how to get started on the Internet. I’ll cover everything you’ll ever need to understand. From start to finish. And then for one hour each month thereafter, you’ll be ab

Let Me Out To Kill(poetry)
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst To KILL.

Living
I'm not living from moment to moment, Not even from day to day It feels as if this Darkness Will never go away. I'm cold so cold inside my soul I cannot feel the sun There once was a point to my existance, But now my race is run. I came last of course, I always do I never expect to win. But it would of been nice to have had a chance To avoid this state I'm in. I know there's one sure way to end it to cease to feel the pain But I'm afraid that I'd still be a failure And wake to face it all again. I'm afraid to live afraid to die, I cannot make a choice. My friends tell me to 'Do something!' But my fear has stilled my voice. So I suppose I'll just have to continue In this dark and joyless life Until I get desperate enough to CHOOSE- The Darkness or the Knife.

A Address To View...instead Of Missive Today
Good Morning and hello there how ya doing? I am fine. Have you ever received that one email, letter or just plain seen something that made you think. Damn I am glad I seen that? (Excuse me Aunty Sharon I will bite that soap now) Well I did today. Not the soap Thing mind ya but, seen that magic tidbit that we all need to see ever so often. No, it’s anything more then someone’s interpretation had they actually Interviewed GOD. Thanks to a dear, dear friend who sent this video to me. Actually it is more of a PowerPoint presentation then anything. But, again it’s worth a look. It can be found at this address. www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup3.html now, if this link does not bring you there. Do yourself a favor and do a Google search for: Interview with God that should at least get you to the address or perhaps an actual Interview with God…No idea but this piece was well done and very good viewing. Some day’s witty things come to me to be said and some day’s fantastic things out way the

Not Happy
Here's some useful information about me. I didn't share my toys when I was a child and I can assure you that I don't like to freaking share now. So you can understand how pissed I was when some woman came through and not only ripped one but all my pics? All of which have been created just for freaking RayvenRed, with freaking RayvenRed all over them. When I put the damn pics in the album I marked it to block rips. Then fubar changed the format and guess what they no longer were marked as freaking blocked from being ripped. I'm taking them down...all of them and as a change them, which is often, I'll upload what is needed. t really pisses me off that some freaking "Horneyandbi" using not 1 but freaking all my pics and now has a status sign up saying please come rate my pics! Do everyone a favor ask before you take something of theres! don't just assume you can. You know this isn't just about the pics either. When it comes down to it she took what belongs to me. It's like she came in and

Food For Thought
*He who laughs last thinks slowest. *Everyone has a photographic memory. Some don't have film. *A day without sunshine is like, well, night. *On the other hand you have different fingers. *Change is inevitable except from a vending machine. *I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory. *When the chips are down, the buffalo is empty. *Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it. *Those who live by the sword... get shot by those who don't. *I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe. *He's not dead... he's electroencephalographically challenged. *You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. *I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. *Honk if you love peace and quiet. *Despite the cost of living, have you noticed how it remains so popular? *Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. *It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cos

As A Veteran
As a veteran, I write these words with the most heartfelt sorrow. I am very concerned with the state that this country is in. We are at war but not for the reasons most people would like to believe. Our troops are dying daily, but not for the reasons they signed up for. You see when I enlisted I took an oath to protect and defend the constitution from all enemies foreign and DOMESTIC. Now you may ask why DOMESTIC is in caps, I'll get to that shortly. All members that serve in government take this oath, even the President. And yet the President has placed the biggest attack on the constitution that has ever been seen. This has taken place through the "Patriot Act" and as of 2006, the less popular "Military Commissions Act". These "laws" take away most of your freedoms and most people don't even realize it. You can look on youtube and find examples of people being arrested for reading the constitution. And yet most people would like to sit at home thinking that the goverm

Friends???
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." "A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same." just a couple of my favorite quotes..so think about this.. how many of you have REAL friends..the people that really know you..care about you..I am finding to many FAKES..good for a couple of chats..then GONE..like the wind..well maybe there's a reason..I guess..oh well..life goes on..

A Little Gun Control History
A LITTLE GUN HISTORY Wednesday 09-19-2007 9:32am ET In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and extermin

Another Blah Blog
Sometimes blogs write themselves. You sit down and put finger to keyboard and some otherworldly spirit moves you to tap out your musings. Other times it's like spilling blood onto your computer screen: tortured and unnatural. Either way a good blog takes two key ingredients. As you would expect it requires more than a dash or two of imagination. Spinning words out of thin air like that old hairy spider will excrete a sticky web. The second is 'the angle' or the event or the experience or the stuff of life which you hang your story around. To write a good blog you need healthy heaping portions of both. But alas, life doesn't always comply with your will. Some days you are blessed with no conflict, no angst, no heights of passion or ecstasy (bloggable that is), no humorous anecdotes, no twists of fate, no 'aha moments', no silly ramblings. Life just passes like a calm breeze over a quietly rolling ocean. Other days you get life in spades but the muse abandons you as if l

Scorpio
SCORPIO * -- Can be mean. -- EXTREMELY sexy. -- Intelligent. -- Energetic. -- Predict future. -- Most erotic. -- Freak in bed. -- GREAT kisser. -- Always get what they want. -- Attractive. -- Easy going. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Romantic. -- Caring. -- Artistic -- GREAT friend -- NICE!

My Face
In case you are wondering why I don't post my face. I live in a small town, I know of a few others who are on fubar, because I over heard them. Because of my status in town, i can't afford to have my face seen or known. I know some of you may not like this but I have to face facts.

Im A Virgo
VIRGO * -- Dominant in relationships. -- Sexy. -- someone loves them right now. -- FreakY in bed. -- Best in bed. -- Always wants the last word. -- Caring. -- Smart. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loyal. -- Easy to talk to. -- Hard to forget

Conversations With A Camwhore
Had a Spammer Camwhore IM me out of the blue. More then likely it may have been a script. Either way I had some fun with He/She/It ishielady: hi there ->PieDaDDY: hi ishielady ishielady: how are you baby >PieDaDDY: Im fine how bout u? ishielady: im fine baby ->PieDaDDY: thats great ishie ishielady: so wats u up 2 baby ->PieDaDDY: not much..at work gettin ready to go home. What about you ishie? ishielady: im just rub my wet pink pussy baby ishielady: im so hormy baby >PieDaDDY: I know the horny feeling ishielady: do you want me to see playing dirty on cam baby ->PieDaDDY: how much do you charge to watch you play on cam? ->PieDaDDY: I do the same thing too. Maybe we are on the same site? Im on malecamwhores.com I get 25.00 for 15mins ishielady: its free as long you put my promocode your CARD wont be charge ->PieDaDDY: well maybe we can swap promo codes and watch each other fuck ourselves? we can both cum free! ishielady: ok baby ishielady: click this li

Addiction.....
It is I that knows..... I have been through what most only thought to have existed in dreams..... I have felt the mind-numbing prick of a morphine needle pushing it's way through my every layer of skin, ultimately reaching that which flows through my veins, creating a feeling that massages every muscle into ultimate relaxation..... I have swallowed all those little things that just might show you exactly how deep the rabbit hole goes or you may just wake up the following morning believing that previous feelings may have been due to nothing more than dreams.... Frequently places a few drops of liquid or particles of paper underneath my tongue allowing me to reach into a world where you can see what was never there before, touch that which used to be unreachable, hear all the things that never get said, feel exactly what it is that has been in you all along but never understood before that exact moment...... I've inhaled the cloud which exercises a calm over my body and opens

Pissyness
Wow.. I just had a man get extremely offended and pissy because I wouldn't send him any nude pics...or turn on a cam.. it is fucked up.. I removed him from my friend list but am not sure what is going to happen from here.. he is checking me out now. Do you assume you will get nude pics of every girl you talk to? This guy apparently does...

~~~in Your Eyes~~~
In Your Eyes by BlueWolf © In your eyes, I saw my future A revelation to my surprise Hopeless to hide any part of me My love for you I cannot disguise From that one precious moment Etched in my heart for all time Your love is my only reason To go on with this life of mine You have captured me so completely All my defenses have met their demise I am a slave to my hearts addiction Every time I look in your eyes To find the love you know is eternal That people search for their whole lives It’s the love I found in you my love From the moment I looked in your eyes...........

Bensonesque
Bensonesque by corylus © 1. Just a quick trip. A magazine to buy, a parcel to post, window shopping. Humming absently to the song in one ear, courtesy of her mp3 player, she mooched pointlessly and happily along the street. To her surprise her free arm was caught in a grip and forced up her back. 'Be quiet' whispered the voice, breath condensing against her cold ear. She knew him. She was quiet. Discreetly she was levered toward the side of the pavement, into an unused doorway. 'You are a disgrace' said in a fierce whisper. 'Your posture is poor, your clothing unsuitable, your shoes are shabby and boyish'. She tried to turn, to offer empty excuses. But he held her arm still, and her neck was now gripped. Turning was possible, though clearly unwelcome. 'You will return to the house, leaving the door open. When inside you will undress. You will wait by the wardrobe, back to the door. I will be nearby at all times. You will not acknowledge my presence, but I will be there.

To All That Cares
well i am almost done deleting my stuff on here...i only got a few pictures and 90 poems to go so this should be deleted in a few days...um...if you ever want to get a hold of me and talk i am almost always on yahoo...my yahoo name is sblood_vampiress@yahoo.com or if you have gmail sbloodvampiress@gmail.com well i'm sorry to all that i have hurt and i am sorry....well thats it i guess...i will only be on here 2 more days i guess... adios

The Bellhop's Tip
The Bellhop's Tip by Nikita_writer © The fan moved slowly, circulating the warm air over the two lovers in the war torn bed. The air was heavy with sex, candles, and cigarette smoke. While the soft rays of sunlight slipped through the curtains, the white sound of the ocean lulled the spent ones to sleep in between bonfires of passion. Nikita moved first. Dreamily, her cuffed hands stroked her puffy pink pussy lips. The brief attention stiffened her protruded bud. She rose to look at him from her place at the foot of the bed, willing him to awaken. He did not move. Her full bladder was desperate for relief. Afraid to wet the floor, she whined through the gag. "What! What!!" he said in an exasperated way, as he lifted his head toward the foot of the bed. His sinewy body was well defined, even in repose. Muscle and bone should have been his first and last name. Wolff was an alpha male and she was his porcelain doll. No matter how mismatched they were, they fit each other l

The Beast
The Beast by Enunciatory_J © It was an unusually brisk June morning, filled with darkened grey clouds cloaking the kindness of sunrise. Mina smiled as she dashed towards the cover of the trees, thankful for the added stealth. On her heels, her best friend and apprentice cohort, Tish, trudged behind. "The Beast should be leaving soon," commented Mina, as she fished through her jacket pockets for a pair of gloves, "then we'll head inside and figure out what she's really up to." Tish nodded uneasily, but said nothing. Helen, known to the girls as The Beast, was Mina's stepmother and a right bitch. Slowly, Mina's family's fortune had dwindled without explanation, causing her father to take a job in another state, leaving her alone with The Beast until she could finish school. Pointing at the ornate sedan passing by on the road at the edge of the woods, Mina exclaimed "Yes! Let's go, I'm freezing my ass off." Both girls sprinted out from the woods as fast as they could; heading

The Beach By Ponys Master
The Beach by Ponys Master © As the summer heat was gliding over the cool sand and they lie there naked on the beach, except for her Collar of Obedience, Pony and her Master relaxed for the weekend. Watching the other bathers heading to the cool tropical blue waters her Master asks if she like what she sees. Pony's reply was quick with desire. "Oh! Yes Master!" "I knew you would." Responded her Master. And with that her Master had her stand up. "Now my Pony, when each couple or individual walks by our spot you are to introduce me as your Master, and proclaim you will do anything for your Master as you are his and only his to please." Pony did not have long to wait as the first couple approached the spot where her Master lay in the sun warming him. As the couple got closer Pony said softly to no one in particular, "This is my Master, I will do anything to please him, I am his and his alone to command." Her Master quickly jumped to his feet with the long leather crop that was s

The Beach
The Beach by anne22 © I love the beach. I love everything about it, especially the smell. It feels renewing to me the way the water washes over the sand, cleansing and adding life to what would otherwise be only dust. I've been coming to this beach for nearly a year, and am far more taken with this view and atmosphere than any other I've seen before. I come here to feel alive, and to search myself. I see a cute, little cat scouring the water's edge for scraps or a remnant of the day's festivities that's been washed up onto the blue-gray, moonlit sand, but even it does not disturb the night's peace. No one stirs at the hour that I come, it's only me and my thoughts...and my glorious beach. Tonight I've chosen to wear something light and airy. Breathable. A skirt that stops midway down my thigh and a loose-fitting cotton shirt that just covers my naval. I stand on the dock, near where I've parked my car, and lean over the railing as far as I dare, taking in the wonderful smell

What Each Kiss Means To That Special Lady.........
What each kiss means..... 09-20-07......4:17PM... Body: Body: What Each Kiss Means... -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ -----Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ------If you LIKE, LOVE, OR

Belonging
Belonging by DireLilith © She was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. He was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her

Behind Closed Doors By Foreverhis
Behind Closed Doors by foreverhis© Time stood still for her as He led her to the room that would be theirs for the next few days. She could scarcely believe that this was real. She hadn't allowed herself to totally believe that this was happening until she felt His hand in her hair, the other wrapped firmly around her. Now, as she felt his strong hand holding hers, she couldn't stop the butterflies in her stomach from doing a rather fast mariache number. The truth was, that no matter how many times they'd discussed this, she'd never totally believed, so now that the moment was at hand, she didn't know what to expect once they were behind closed doors together. As they came to stand in front of the door, she stood quietly, her head bowed as her mind and heart raced. Looking down at her bowed head, He smiled affectionately. He knew her so well and so He knew what was going on inside that sweet little head of hers. Patience would be the key with His girl and she'd already tes

Behind Closed Doors By Sweetness001
Behind Closed Doors by Sweetness001© Woke up to a hazy morning. My head wasn't quite that clear but there was a knock at the door. I went to answer and their my past stood in front of me....tall, dark, and handsome. Good thing too for I was in my baby doll nightie. I stroked my hair back of my shoulders and just looked at him. See I hadn't seen or heard from him in a long time...what a way to wake up. With a slight smile, "Aren't you going to invite me in?" I looked up at this tall piece of specimen of a man, "Why should I?" "'Cause you know you will." I stepped back and did just that...let him in. He walked past me as he kissed me softly on the cheek. "Thank you babygirl." He was quite familiar with the place for he use to live here long ago. I went and open up the drapes and French doors to let the morning air and light in. As I stood their I wondered what he wanted and why he was here....but I did love he was there all the same. As I was standing there the breez

Behind Closed Doorby Hercules Unleashed
Behind Closed Doors by Hercules_unleashed © One just doesn't know what goes on behind closed doors! Hi! Everyone, my name is Traci; I live in the stockbroker belt of South London. Not your normal suburban housewife, I am divorced and have a well-behaved Doberman bitch for company who deters unwelcome callers. The story that I am about to relate happened to me last week, but I did engineer it. On the Thursday evening of that week I needed to attend a meeting, it quickly became very boring, allowing my attention to wander somewhat, looking for something to distract me from the monotonous voice of the speaker. A few seats further along from me I noticed a pair of very sexy stockinged legs. Now you must understand that I am bi-sexual, I swing both ways as they say and I was looking at a pair of the most gorgeous silk covered gams. Being crossed they were showing an indecent amount of thigh, definitely arousing me, I soon felt myself getting wet and the more I thought about it, th

Tonight!!!!!!!!!
Tonight! It's night time, no stars are out tonight. I can hear the crickets cricking I can hear the wind blow, so soft like my head against a pillow. It's so dark out tonight, so beautiful, I can see you in the moonlight. We're so close, but yet so far away. I can't wait to see you again, it's only been a few days, days that seem like years. I need to have you! close to me, touching me, caressing me. TONIGHT! done by christine

Before He Left
Before He Left by itsumo © With the curtains closed, I sat down beside him on the bed. He was lying on his back naked. I was topless. He opened his eyes slightly and placed a hand on my breast. His fingers played with my nipple. I love the lazy gleam in his eyes when he did that, slowly tugging on the taut flesh. Already, my pussy was tingling and I started to straddle him on the bed. But he moved us to the mattress on the floor. We kissed, then I pressed my hand to his cock. I love his cock. Sometimes, it has a smell of a baby and is smooth and velvety when he is half aroused like this. I love sucking him when he has the baby smell. I love filling my mouth with his flesh and rubbing it all over my face wantonly. I love it and I know that he loves it even more. He played with me mercilessly as I sucked him. He rubbed my ass and smack them every now and then as he laid back to enjoy my mouth. I moaned. I like the sting of his palm against my ass cheeks. It felt deliciously na

Bed Of Roses
Bed of Roses by rgraham666 © A short piece of smut I've done for a friend's birthday. I hope you enjoy it. Please remember to vote and comment. Feedback keeps me writing. * I'm sitting in my den, drawing on my pipe, contemplating the universe. And waiting. Waiting for the lovely woman who has graciously allowed me to spend my life with her. She'll be home soon and I have a special surprise waiting for her. At that moment I hear the front door open, and close. There's a silence different from her usual routine as she notices the three red roses in a vase on the table where we keep keys and such. I visualise her smiling, puzzling, opening the note leaning against the glass container. "Go to the bedroom," it reads, "take the roses with you." I can make out footsteps as she heads down the hall to the stairs leading to the second story of our home. There is another pause as she finds the second vase, also with three roses and a note. "Get undressed when you get ther

Becoming An Anal Slave
Becoming An Anal Slave by DJMarie© I have always had a penchant for almost anything anal. I had met a man who claimed to have the same enjoyment in that regard. He told me he was a dominant, and me, being the naïve young girl that I am really had no idea what that meant. We began dating, and I had told him that I wanted to take things slowly, not rush into anything. So we began to see each other, and he was so sweet and kind, and never made me feel like he was pushing me into anything. We were dating for about a month, and things were going extremely well. He was always such a perfect gentleman. I didn't notice the little things that he was doing that were slowly taking control of my life. I thought he was just a very kind man who enjoyed my company and didn't want to rush me into anything before I was ready. It didn't strike me as odd at all when we would go out to dinner, he would always order my drinks for me, and even order my dinner. He almost always chose things that he

Becky And Sam: The Beginning
Becky and Sam: The Beginning by Christina Samuels © When Becky found out about (and read) my account of her and Sam's erotic adventure, she asked me if I would be interested in writing about the events which lead up to her starring role. Since one of my greatest turn-ons is listening to my girlfriends tell me all the delicious details of their sensual exploits, I immediately agreed. I hope the following turns you on as much as it did me and my dear husband, Aaron. * * * * * * * * * * * "Okay Becky." Sam said, "Strip." The flatness of his tone sent a chill down her spine. "Now!" Becky seductively wet her lips and smiled. Casually she opened the buttons of her dark-blue, silk blouse; then pulled it back to expose the powder blue lace bra that supported and accentuated her full breasts. His face: expressionless, Sam nodded his approval. "Leave the blouse on. Take off your skirt." With the same casualness as before, Becky opened the button on her white, pencil-skirt,

To The Haters Fuck You
Yes I'm Pissed...and Please don't send me those "don't let the Haters get you down messages...if you want to respond to this bulletin...stand up for whats right...and stand against whats wrong!!!!!!! Last night some weak ass Hater came on my page at 4:20AM and nsfw'd like 20 of my pics...I Know...I know...don't let the Haters get you down...I'M NOT DOWN!!!! I"M PISSED!!!! I think it is stupid that the Cherry Tap community is the people with the power to nsfw pics...there should be a Cherry Tap police dept. that does the job...it should not be allowed that some Hater can come on your page and nsfw pics...that is NOT a good Policy BabyJesus!!! So...Fuck the Policy...Fuck the Haters...I refuse to take down any more pics that I don't feel are nsfw...not when I can cruise around the Cherry Tap community and find 100's of nsfw pics in a couple hours!!! I will NOT follow guide lines that are not enforced on the entire community...FUCK THAT!!!! And if my pics are so Naughty that I am bein

Beach Bum
Beach Bum by Mad Lews © Sandy always looks so innocent when she's asleep. She'd snuggle down under the sheet, naked, but for her collar, a sweet smile on her lips. I almost hated to disturb her, but the sun would be up shortly. I flipped on the light and pulled the sheet away, revealing her in all her delightfully naked glory. "Oh god, what time is it?" she mumbled, yawning and rubbing her sleep filled eyes. "Get up, hands behind your back. Now!" I snapped not wishing to discuss my plans with her. Sandy's well trained and hurried to obey, never one to upset her Master. She stood with her feet apart and hands crossed behind the small of her back. I do so love the way she strives to please, but I also like to keep her on her toes. Still, who would begrudge me a little kiss followed by a lick and a nibble on those delightfully displayed nipples? After I was done nibbling, we got on with the business of properly dressing my sweet sub. I turned her about so she faced a

Be My Guest
Be My Guest by smotp © My head hurt like I had split it open. Gradually the uncomfortable position of my limbs surfaced from the pounding ocean of my headache. I was spread across a supporting platform, smooth bands at my wrists and ankles held me painfully taught. Steady breathing was the only sound in an otherwise inky, dead space; my breathing. A thin tight band circled my head pressing something soft against my face and eyes, a very professional blindfold. 'Hello?' My voice didn't echo and no reflection from walls or ceiling lightened the cotton wool oppression. My back was arched, I could feel my bare shoulders against the smooth material covering the support and air against my curving spine; cotton covered pillows or cushions, cool against my skin, pushed my hips away from the resilient flat surface, thighs spread. I felt disturbingly exposed, blind, wide open and helpless. Not a comfortable position for me, I usually had to be in complete control of my situation.

Downraters Read Please!
RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and in rl... th

Lyrics
Behold our beloved revels In tragedy (in tragedy) Self-denying avarice for bloodshed Behold hypocrite Those who run will be burned Those who run will be burned Those who run will be burned Those who run will be burned Devoutly wished for blinded eyes This tragedy's like light to the flies This seems to suit you better Bleeding out the eyes Hope's left in chain suspension Holding onto lies, to make the truth -Trivium

The Bathhouse
The Bathhouse by kyrie1595 © The Bathhouse The text message on my cell phone simply said my presence was required at the bathhouse immediately and to wear only my collar and black silk robe. Delicate brows creased slightly at the mention of the place. I'd never been there before, only heard You mentioning it from time to time and suspected You had something devilishly sinful in mind. i hurried to do as You requested, changing quickly out of my clothes from work. I couldn't help the little shiver dancing down my spine as I pulled the soft silk robe on, tying it loosely at my waist, gasping softly as the hem of softness brushed my upper thighs and barely covered my ass. my nipples were already erect, jutting the silk out in turgid peaks. my pussy was tingling and seeping with the thoughts of what You might have in store. I quickly exchanged the silver choker, my public collar, for O/our private leather collar sighing softly in delight as it settled naturally around my neck.

The Basketball Game
The Basketball Game by sweetcakes© My Master smiled at me as he ushered me into the room. There he had setup a large screen TV to watch the Basketball game. I had known he intended to have a few of the guys in to watch the game, I had not expected to be invited. Of course, with Master, surprises were his specialty. "Come my slave, everyone agrees you should watch the game with us." was all he had said to me when he had come to fetch me, tossing me a tiny little sundress to put on, and unquestioningly I had followed. I stood in the doorway and smiled shyly at the four men who were seated around the room as the pre-game commentary was going on on the screen. They all smiled back generously and I felt the familiar flip in my gut, knowing that surely my Master had plans for me, more than just me watching the game. Sure enough, Master spoke once again. "We decided we would like to have a little game of our own, my slave, while we watch the basketball. And, what is sport withou

Lyrics
The face and the lips tremble as it rips Your breath quickening as heat rushes in Pull harder strings martyr Stop you cry that's a lie Flush gasping white reddening You smile and destroy it- it's time that we end this It's our curse that makes this world so hopeless Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings Clawing the skin each kill your weakness Annihilation your masturbation- tyrant, I'll burn you down PULL, HARDER, STRINGS, MARTYR, STOP, you CRY, that's, a LIE!, FLUSH, GASPING, WHITE, REDDENING!, You SMILE, and destroy it - it's time that we end this! It's. our curse, that makes this world so hopeless, Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings! It's, our curse, that makes this world so hopeless, Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings! My hands grip your throat I need your end Burned, staked, ripped apart- I avenge For every life you have taken I am here to repay You ask me oh God why 'Cause I'm God that's fucking why

The Bar
The Bar by PurpleGryffyn © The man walked into the bar and instantly his eyes were drawn to a dark haired woman sitting at the far end of the counter. She was dressed as though she belonged in some high society social club, yet here she was, in a dive bar...alone. She was wearing a white, silky blouse and a form fitting knee length shirt. As the door closed behind the man, a cool breeze swept through the bar momentarily pressing the blouse against the woman's breasts. He could see her nipples tightening at the cold. The bar was almost empty, only a few regulars sitting here and there. None acknowledge his presence with even a glance. So much the better for his purposes...Now that he has seen this woman, he will have her...tonight. The man approaches the woman and moving around behind her, places a hand on either side of her on the bar and leans over her right shoulder, giving him a nice view of her round breasts under that sexy shirt. The woman shows no reaction, not even a

The Balance Of Power
The Balance of Power by Vermilion © Carefully I unlock the door, he mustn't wake now or it'll fail and all this will have been for nothing. I turn the handle slowly, every creak or rustle sounding eerily loud to my hyped up senses. The door swings open and I see him lying in bed, his covers pushed down, his arm thrown up over his face, his beautiful body bare to me for the first time in so long. I am completely thrown by his beauty, by being so near to him while he's so open to me, so tender and vulnerable. The room is filled by the sounds of his breathing, deep and steady with the slightest growl of a snore at the base of each breath. I shut the door behind me and walk over to the bed, completely calm and certain of myself now I'm with him, my footsteps soft on the carpet. For the longest time I stand beside his bed, seconds pass, maybe even minutes while I gaze at him smiling in his sleep. My heart is still racing, but from excitement and arousal now, not from fear, I've stop

True Friends
Many people will touch your heart not when you meet them but its a start. Many you will talk to every single day others you may just pass along the way. Those that touch your life in a special way will mean more to you each passing day. There are some that you may never forget and yet there are others that you will regret. Some friends will do things that we may not agree, but if you stick together and work it out you will see. You will see that a true friend is hard to find. One that will be there through the hard times. A true friend will listen to what you have to say, not saying a word as you talk the night away. Those friends that touch your heart. Hold them close and never part.

Lyrics
I never wanted And I never cared before Now take it all back This is a new day How I long to regress To the days before I took upon myself The obsessions of this world A day of innocence equating beauty For tomorrow may fall And today is already gone Now take it back This is a new day I've grown tired of chasing Convinced I was in need And now the years I've spent Only a slave to this Tomorrow may fall And today is already gone I will no longer adore These things that will never satisfy me I have seen my world change And then go back to where it came In this vicious circle We are brought back to life Only to die again But without these barren obsessions I am simply free -As I lay dying

Barenaked Ladies
Barenaked Ladies by maharat48 © More body modification, though in this chapter, it is mostly talk. *** Master Maazel brought his slave Samara some engravings to look at. Samara was long due for one of the most important sessions in her life, and he was hoping she would agree to have someone engrave some scenes from that precious day for his viewing pleasure. Samara was such a beautiful woman. What she was to endure was so extreme, and she had no choice but to go through it. Not that she was too concerned. By the time a slave reached this point in her training, and very few did, they were quite in love with the whole thing. Since Samara was such a special slave, she had some control of the way it would happen, though the surgeon always had the final say. Samara stared at the image of a beautiful tied slave, her arms extended over her head, attached to a hook, and her legs, they were held apart, leather straps running their length, in an odd angle that gave full view of h

It Just Hits Home - Guess I Do Like Incubus
Meet me in outer space. WE could spend the night; watch the earth come up. I've grown tired of that place; won't you come with me? WE could start again. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. Meet me in outer space. I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights. I need you to see this place, it might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.

Barbara's Punishment
Barbara's Punishment by Hotciao © I was excited. Tonight would have been the night I had been waiting for quite some time. Frank had given me all necessary instructions, and I was willing do my part to help him to punish his slutty slave, Barbara. Frank told me Barbara is working as a teacher, and that she is a very respectable woman. She is in her early 40's, and she is hiding her submissiveness to the entire world. Nobody could ever tell it when seeing her shouting at the children of her class. She hid her second life very well. Until a week ago, that is. Frank had asked her to get fucked by the school director within a week and to bring him video taped evidence that she had complied to Frank's commands. She had done a lot of things for him, a long list of very nasty, potentially compromising things. But this time, she had said, "No, Master... I simply cannot... The guy is an old jerk... I cannot fuck him..." Frank had listened, and then, he had said coldly, "Well, we

Bar Room Hero
Bar Room Hero by SDCMC © So, I'm having another one of those days. The kind of day that fills your head with this buzzing noise akin to a wasps nest in your brain. I've Just left work, a little tired and whole lot frustrated at people in general. I never could understand how so many people could be so utterly clueless. Like Mindless chickens simply pecking the sand as they pass through existence. So having decided that my mind can't take any more stupidity I decide to head on over to my favorite pub for a pint of black. Nothing better to wind down a long day than a nice tall, glass of Guinness. So I stroll through the door and take my favorite seat at the bar. This seat has been my savior on so many occasions I can't even count. It's almost as if it were tailor made to my very own specification. A dear friend, and companion on many a rough day. The wood of the bar under my arms is a nice, soft, mahogany. You can tell this bar has been owned by someone who cares for it like they wou

1 Year
WE HAVE MADE IT ONE YEAR ON THIS SITE! AND WE HAVE A STORY TO GO WITH IT TOO. RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar ~Skitz~@ fubar Heres just a little of our Story! Thanx to Every1 who has been a friend to us throughout this year on Fubar.

Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 20,2007
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 20,2007 You don't have to be clear today -- that's someone else's job. It's nice to take a break from being the communications hub every now and then and while it may lead to temporary glitches, it's all for the best.

Bandit Girl
Bandit Girl by BrendanX© Shona clenched her teeth against the searing pain. A narrow line of fiery torment burned across the middle of her bare back, adding its agony to the others that simmered on her skin. She sagged in her bonds, her wrists tugging at the ropes that stretched her arms taut between two vertical posts. Her spine arched and her body stiffened as her limbs tensed against the lash. She cried out, but the yell was cut short by a gasp of pain as the whip whistled and cracked behind her. Looking down, she saw her naked breasts glistening with sweat, her nipples curiously hard and shiny as though displaying some kind of strange arousal. Looking up and straight ahead she saw three villagers, two men and a woman, standing barely six feet from the whipping posts. Like her, they were in their early twenties and of peasant stock. The flogging was being delivered to Shona's back by a burly soldier from the village militia, but the three spectators were more interested

Baby's Breath
Baby's Breath by anatol101 © The floor is cold under your knees, bare concrete, but smooth. You can feel the cool metal of the handcuffs behind your back and can just make out the shadow of your Master in the dim light. "Did you miss me, baby?" Your body trembles in the cool air, naked from where your clothing has been cut from you with a knife, nipples achingly hard from a mix of the cool air, intense arousal and a touch of fear. He approaches you, braided leather cord in his hand and slips it over your head in a makeshift collar and leash, slipping it snug, catching a touch of your breath. You nod quickly, "yes Master...I missed you so much." The collar tightens around your neck and he gives it a jerk, pulling you off balance onto the floor, sprawling you over the concrete with a grunt. He wraps his hand in your hair and drags your head up, shoving his meat into your mouth, "Suck...It's going in your ass, so I suggest you get it nice and wet..." A little gasp sl

A Bad Day
A Bad Day by lilrunaway© It was one of those days when nothing had gone right, and Murphy was working double time. My entire day was one disaster after another, people wanting my attention, phone calls, irate customers, equipment breaking, and not a moment to myself to think. i was finally able to escape work and as i was walking to the car it started to rain, not petite little movie rain drops but the cats and dogs kind, and me with no umbrella, figures. On the way home i got stuck in an hour long traffic jam and my cell phone battery died so there was no way to call. i end up walking in the door and hour and 45 minutes late, soaked to the skin, tired, and most of all, worried that You'll be upset with me. As i drop my bag in the hallway and take off my shoes i see You sitting on the couch waiting, watching me, an intense look on Your face and i know something is on Your mind. i immediately sink to my knees and crawl over to You, that look in Your eyes unmistakable. "

The Gingham Dress
A good story that is true, how Sanford University got started. Can't > >> judge > >> the book by its cover especially in people. Al > >> > >> ________________________________ > >> > >> > >> THE GINGHAM DRESS > >> > >> > >> A lady in a faded gingham dress and her husband, dressed in a > >> homespun threadbare suit, stepped off the train in Boston, and > >> walked timidly without an appointment into the Harvard University > >> President's outer office. > >> > >> The secretary could tell in a moment that such backwoods, > >> country hicks had no business at Harvard &probably didn't even > >> deserve to be in Cambridge. > >> > >> "We'd like to see the president," the man said softly. > >> > >> "He will be busy all day," the secretary snapped. > >> > >> "We will wait," the lady replied. > >> > >> For hours the secretary ignored them, hoping that the couple > >> would finally become discouraged and go away. They didn't, > >> and the secretary grew frustrated and fi

True Love
its true love that i feel for you every time im near you i swear my heart skips a beat i want to spend forever in your arms i would'nt rather be with anyone else you help me when im down your there no matter what i've never felt this way before i never want to loose what we have i never knew what it was like to be in love and loved in return until the day you walked in to my life i love every moment i spend with you i wish they'd last forever your my special someone and i'll always love you you changed me for the best i could'nt imagine being without you your the best thing thats ever happened to me never let me go each and every day i love you even more your my everything my world i cant stand being away from you you mean everything to me your my one true love i think i've finally found my soulmate you have my heart forever and always

Under The Weather
Sorry to all of those of you in the Rate Spankers that I haven't gotten around to rating yet. I have been working a lot and it has me feeling under the weather. Be back soon! Sharon, wanted to give a shout out to you, Sis! I loves ya!

Ain't Love Grand
They say when you enter into a relationship you give up certain things. I've apparently given up wearing panties, and most days that end in "Y", a bra too. Well, it was a compromise of sorts. I gave up "proper" undergarments in exchange for corsets and thongs. I've already got some great bruises from the corset so it was a decent trade. If my computer chair were sentient I'm sure it would be scarred for life from all the masturbating I've done on it. I'm sure at some point the sheets on the bed are just going to remove themselves in disgust. I'm not supposed to be talking to strange boys, but frankly, this is the internet, all boys are a little strange. But in return I get somebody who is absolutely wild about me and indulges my selfish whims 24/7. Now if I could just get him to move closer, I know the neighbors would hate us, but the local adult shops would know us on sight.

My List
Of songs that bring back fun...yet creepy memories: "Smack That" by Akon ft. Eminem....I have good reasons "I Wanna Fuck you" By Akon.. same as Smack That. It makes me remember my friend Lisa, her and me driving around in her Eclipse and dancing with the songs blasting. "Neden Game" by ICP...reminds me of Shortee and me just walking around and singing this...though we're girls "My World" by SR-71...remind me of my ex-boyfriend Steven...and it fits him well. I remember playing the song and singing it around him but he never realized who I was meaning. "Pour Some Sugar on Me" by Def Leppard..its kinda obvious with this one "Here Comes the Boom" by Nelly...I just have to say I heard it first on the way back to a friend's place (hi Mike) and now its on my MP3 player to remind me of that night "Boogie Woogie Wu" by ICP...also reminds me of me and Shortee but at 16 and at work. Our boss liked hearing us sing and we got customers that way (I worked at Famous Wok in the mall

Funny Drivers Lisc
YOUR DRIVER'S LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find tha

The Beatles - Julia
ive always loved this song for some reason 8-p :D:D:D:D Julia lyrics Half of what I say is meaningless But I say it just to reach you Julia Julia, Julia, ocean child, calls me So I sing a song of love,Julia Julia, sea shell eyes, windy smile, calls me So I sing a song of love, Julia Her hair of floating sky is shimmering, glimmering In the sun Julia, Julia, morning moon, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia When I cannot sing my heart I can only speak my mind Julia Julia, sleeping sand, silent cloud, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia

Updated For Everyone
Well everyone can we say a lesson learned I do know that I was taking this relationship w michele a bit fast considering she got out of her relationship 2 months back and yes I did say say i have cared about her for 5 months yes she a fucking brat and yes in the heat of the moment you say shit you dont mean and think stuff you shouldnt so what we need to work on is the communcation yes fuck face this means you and if you dont agree I will tell them your real name so cheers to that and thank you to everyone who emailed or instant messaged me and spoke w me all day Hugs to all and ty again

&hearsts; You Baby;
i love you baby,i will wait for you,i dont care how long it takes...i will wait for you, you make me complete, you make my life worth living, i love you...and i will NEVER let you go.. i say this from my heart, i love you and will NEVER love someone like i love you, its not possible, you cant be replaced..you have my heart and my soul...

Anouther Survey About Me..lol
The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life * So Basically... * Name?: Kristian Age?: 24 Sex?: male Birth Date?: aug. 31 Hair Color?: brown/dirty blond Eye Color?: hazel Height?: 5'8 ish Weight?: 162 Body Type?: athletic Piercings?: nope Tattoos?: nope What are you wearing right now?: jeans t shirt Hair style at the moment?: fade * Favorites * Soda?: orange Food?: portuguse/mexican Drink?: idunno Alcoholic Drink?: beeeer Time of day?: idunno Season?: summer Day of the week?: friday Song at the moment?: fuel the fire Band/Artist?: unearth Book?: idunno Subject in school?: art Place in the USA?: boston Place outside the USA?: i wna go to hawai Color?: red Style of clothes?: sk8ter/preppy Store?: any sk8 shop Mall?: idunno City?: boston Website?: whatev Magazine?: transworld skateboarding Kind of pet?: dog or cat * Worst * Place to be?: in jail? Class in school?: math Time of dayr?: anytime before 10 Season?: winter Kind of pe

Night (poem)
Night The dark Cold and stark A starless sky Distant dogs they now bark Some they moan, and others they cry The wolf howls in unison; their ally Thunder now rolls, clouds drift in, there will be no light Misty rains,lightening strikes; a storm is nigh Wait, watch, don't dare turn a blind eye On this you must embark Yes you must stay In the dark Right here Fright

A Rant On The Way I'm Treated.
How much clearer can I be? I'm in a relationship. A MONOGAMOUS relationship. If you don't know what it means, fucking look it up. Actually, I'll do it for you, right fucking here: mo·nog·a·my (m-ng-m) n. The practice or condition of being married to only one person at a time. The condition of having only one mate. monogamous adjective (used of relationships and of individuals) having one mate; "monogamous marriage"; "monogamous for life" Do you get what this means? It means that I'm not your whore. I'm not anybody's whore. I don't spread my legs for every and any guy that looks my way, so stop fucking acting and talking to me like I am and I do. I have a mind, I have a personality. I cultivated both for years because I wasn't pretty, and now that I'm getting judged solely on my looks, it pisses me off. I'm not your whore. Don't act like I'll fuck you, don't think I will, don't ask, don't speak to me like you've stuck your dick inside

Taking A Break.
I have decided due to some things going on in my real life that I am going to step away from Fubar and the internet world all together. I have some things I need to figure out. Fear not I will return in due time with a batch of new chapters in the life of me I promise. Cheers, C

Please Vote For My Friend Jason Pumarada
This is my friend, Jason Pumarada. He's in an online contest in which the winner gets an auditon for the Broadway musical RENT. Please vote for him: http://siteforrent.com/onlineaudition/votes.html If you can, please repost this and tell your friends.

Hate To Ask But...
Hey all, if you have a sec to rate a few pictures, can you please visit my good friend... ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ He had his original account hacked and is starting over, and I want to help him out the best I can... Even if you just take a moment to rate and/or fan his profile, I would greatly appreciate it. Please note: he didn't ask me to do this and he may yell at me for it, but I loves him as i do all my friends and i want to help him out ;) ~Sin (p.s. i don't do this for people that ask, so don't ask.)

None
still....... i've lived my life never givin' a fuck, runnin' round crazy, pushin' my luck, don't want your pity, don't want your help, tryin' 2 fix me, you might lose yourself, people ay i'm crazy, fuck it,i do too, people say i'm no good, but that's nothing new, terrorized fathers & a whole po-lice force, "you'll b dead by 21!" i just smiled"but of course" yet here i sit, smilin',growin' older, still not dead, still alive,growin' colder, others will follow, but one will repeat me, still waiting 4 some1, some1 2 free me.............

“i Am A Witch”!
I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyo

Real Pricks
Today I posted my first mumm. I had no idea how ignorant people on fubar are. Instead of just leaving an opinionative comment, I get filth, and antogonism. Are people always so vengeful of others they don't know? I sure would like to figure out why they would be.

A True Man!!
a TRUE man : • Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a she's all that matters to you. • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?" If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : •Call you. •Kiss you. •Love you. •Text yo

Who Know's
I want to cry, but I don't. I'm hurting deep side, but the pain outside it worse. What should I do? I want to leave Fubar, but I have friends here and everything. I'm confused. The pain has got me. The pain is taking over my life. I need a hand or a shoulder to lean on right now. Please god, help me. Help me get through this pain I have right now. I need to be strong for myself. I need to be strong for people I love and care for. How could I when I'm down. I'm always down, it seems. Why? I wished I knew. All I can say is, I don't want to hurt inside or outside anymore. I just don't.

Scope
There's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! SAGGITTARIUS * -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Not one to mess wit -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Amazing n Bed..!!! -- Did I say Amazing in Bed? LEO * -- Great talker. -- Sexy and passionate. -- Laid back. -- Knows how to have fun. -- Is really good at sex! and i mean REALLY GOOD! more like great -- Great kisser. -- Unpredictable. fo real -- Outgoing. -- Down to earth. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Not one to mess with. -- Rare to

Come An Join The Team At Devils Play Ground
JOIN US IN DEVILS PLAY GROUNG!!! WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR BARTENDERS, GREETERS/PROMOTERS, DJ'S, DANCERS, STRIPPERS, BARMAIDS, BARMEN, WAITERESS'S, AND ENFORCERS IE BOUNCERS. (repost of original by '~DESS~Blitzed Out's Duct Tape Queen!!!!' on '2007-09-19 21:58:23') (repost of original by '~DJ ANGER ~`OWNER OF DEVILS PLAY GROUND&CLUB OASIS ***~' on '2007-09-19 22:27:03') (repost of original by 'Baby Gyrl~~fubar wife & r/l slave to her Master' on '2007-09-19 22:35:50')

Im Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Too Good To Be True
It's the story that we've all heard before... There was this girl.... She met this boy that captured her heart... They were great together... She envisioned a great life with him... He was everything she was looking for in a man.... He had personality...looks...charm...and a great heart... He told her everything she wanted to hear... Then one day her worst fear came true... He in fact left her... He out of the blue stopped all communication with her... No more phone calls... no more text messages... nothing... At first she was extremely worried about him... But as time passed she came to realize he just didn't care and probably never did... The girl repeatedly asked herself what was it she did.... what was it that she said... where did she go wrong... Then as she asked herself these very questions she realized that it wasn't her... she gave him her entire heart... she gave him everything she had to offer... it was him that l

Late Night Blogging
I guess I am just use to being single that it doesn’t really faze me anymore. Sure, there are the moments that I wish I had someone special to cling to, late nights when I wish I had the warmth of my loves arms to keep me safe through the darkest hours and their soft soothing voice telling me “everything is going to be alright”; on days when I feel that the world could just collapse below my feet. I have had my share of assholes. One that even left me both physically and emotionally scared. I can just never find the middle with any guy; an even balance. Of course you are want to spend time with the person you care about. Yet, you can’t spend 24/7 with them. There has to be room for your own interest and friends. It’s how you keep the spice in a relationship. I always end up with people that spend too much time with me or the ones that completely blow me off. Let’s not even get started on cheaters and liars…. People tell me that I am to picky; I don’t believe I am picky. I just h

Price Of Ticker Message!
The price of a ticker message just went up! Ok so I don't know how long ago, but DAMN! It's now worth 100,000 fubucks! Not a mere 50,000 fubucks like it used to be when they first allowed it. Beware! FUBAR CHEATS YOU OUT OF FUBUCKS!!! IT's not worth it anyway. Those scrolling messages suck!!!

From Myspace Originally
pics and other stuff Current mood: contemplative So, first thing on my mind. Tv is evil. I know you have heard this before, but ohwell. It bothers me when people seem to always associate beuty with sex. Go fuck a flower or something. Preferably a rose bush. Yup, I put up more pictures. I've been doing new things with my hair. There's people who bother me about how many pictures I have up, and how many pictures I take of myself. I think on some unconcious, or maybe even concious level, it's sort of a golden rule sort of thing. There have been several times in the past when I wished certain people had more pictures of themselves up. I would have been happy if they had hundreds of pics of themselves up. I guess it's me " being the change I wish to see in the world " ??? lol. I figure if there are any people who like my pictures, then they should be happy I have so many. If they don't, then they don't have to look at them. Am I obsessed with myself? No, just my hair. lol. Maybe

My Father...
To everyone out there who reads my blogs...My father had a heart attack yesterday morning...he did some damage to his heart and one valve is not working very well at all. He had fluid on his lungs and was not doing well at all...He needs two tests to see what damage has happened. I will not be on here much...but to check out my messages and such...just thought I would let you all know... Updates as they happen...when I find time...Love you all!! Becky

What Matters Is Whats On The Inside Not The Outside
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

I Will Love You Forever ( Someone Special)
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

No! I Won't Unlock Them.
For all of the morons that can't seem to SEE this ANYWHERE.... Last place I can put it. This will be reposted any time it falls off my profile page. DO NOT ask me to unlock anything or to see my private pics or to be added to my family. IT DOES NOT work that way. GET OVER IT! Sin

Survey Quiry
WHY CANT PEOPLE IN ENGLAND DO THE SURVEYS TO GAIN EXTRA POINTS OR HAVE SOME PRODUCTS WE COULD TRY OUT I HAVE MANY OCCASIONS RECIEVED A NOTE SAYING COMPLETING THIS SURVEY YOU WILL GET FU POINTS BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FILLING IN THE SURVEY TO FIND WE CANT COMPLETE IT BECAUSE WE ARE NOT IN LIVE IN AMERICA I FIND US ENGLISH PEOPLE ARE LOSING OUT WHY CANT THERE BE A INTERNATIONAL SURVEY FOR THE WHOLE WORLD I FIND WHEN I HAVE TO FILL IN THE DETAILS OF WHERE IM FROM I CANT COMPLETE IT AS YOU HAVE TO BE FROM AMERICA TO GAIN THESE POINTS WHICH I FIND VERY UNFAIR PLEASE CAN SOMETHING BE DONE ABOUT THIS BABY JESUS OR WHOEVER RUNS FUBAR THANK YOU FOR READING MY BLOG

Your Name ( Someone Special)
Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. - Jessica Blade -

To My Baby
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

One Wish ( For Someone Special)
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Damn Fubar
Has anyone else had problems over the last two days with fubar and yahoo messin up with them, i mean knockin them offline or logging the out? anit really had trouble like this before with fubar, but yahoo yes. its damn sure aggravting

Eternity
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Im So Sick
of the drama on fubar aka cherry aka lost cherry I came to this sight thinking it was adult sight the day i turned 18 guess what i learned diff since i came here i see this sight is another place that theres drama not for kids but for adults which sucks..... u know so the fck what if someones using a fake pic so the fck what if one dsnt like another u know what instead of hating people y dnt u think about this there r people out in this world that r fighting for us to be here they r dying each and every day to give us that freedom.... the ones that cant talk to their wives or husbands or kids if they can fight a real war cant we stop the internet war.... sry my rant is now over.... i feel so much better now... ty for lisening

I Want You(u.k.w.u.r.)....this Explains Where Im At Right Now
I been thinkin bout u lately Thoughts take me to when we were close Addicted 2 your love, feel i need another dose I know it's a feeling That should be long gone Things seem to come up when I hear our song Golden brown man, it seem so long Since i heard your voice where did the queen go wrong? emotions that that they linger on i guess cause i never knew a love so strong so many hotgirls i need your warm the taste of your mouth boy i need your warm good food and love i need your warm this here was made before we were born a dreamer, so i'ma keep dreamin on it's kinda like the breakup of jen and vince vaughn they say you don't know what you got til' what u got is gone yeah i write such and such yo alot but the feelings not as strong we were like 2 birds that were able to fly i try to pick the right words to say to the sky somedays i would try but wasn't able to cry i never been good at sayin goodbye!!!! i take a deep breath when the times is hard whe

My Love
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Gotta Love It...
The following conversation was had on aim just a few minutes ago...i have a very strong feeling that i know who it is...its really funny how some people cant let things go...especially when they "won"... Shinjuku05 (12:57:33 AM): you're Krissi? OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:38 AM): yes...do i know u? Shinjuku05 (12:57:48 AM): wow... that's a ... uh... very interesting myspace profile OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:49 AM): ty Shinjuku05 (12:58:11 AM): I'm just a bit currious about that hair though.. OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:12 AM): what about it? Shinjuku05 (12:58:35 AM): you realise the 80s are over ... by almost 3 decades, right? OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:57 AM): yepp...not trying to do the 80s thing tho...the bangs arent teased out Shinjuku05 (12:59:16 AM): do you always wear that much makeup? OffTheWallChick1 (12:59:20 AM): no, not always Shinjuku05 (12:59:44 AM): oh... Shinjuku05 (1:00:20 AM): that's ... i'm trying to find the right word Shinjuku05 (1:03:23 AM): grot

Another One
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Mmmmm
Death looms over all.........sometimes it is closer than anyone really thinks.......whether it is the fact that I have no meds to take or whatever the case......Right now it feels like death is calling my name and waiting on me to do something.....presents me with a unique situation...I can give in to my non medicated side and doing something which would probably be the single biggest mistake in my life......or I can do what the other side tells me....I can look Death in the eye and tell him to skull fawk himself with his scythe.......Personally I think that I am going to go with telling Death to Fawk himself and call my Dr tomorrow . I am having a hard time keeping up with myself and my own personal life.........I can deal with other ppls problems better than my own.....god knows why but it is the way I work for some reason......well I think I have come to realize that maybe I need to deal with this one before it gets any worse.....writing this is helping me feel a little better..

What I Once Loved
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms Will be worth the pleas

I Come Again
She's looking into my eyes in the mirror as her hands smooth out my panties again. First she spreads the fabric out the fabric over my pussy. Then she reaches her right hand down between my legs, slowly bringing it back up, one finger applying more pressure between my lips, tracing upwards over my clit. I close my eyes and let out a slight moan. S presses down between my legs again, harder this time, than lightly brings her finger back up. Her left hand reaches up to cradle my right breast,pulling my body back against her breasts. I reach back, slide my hands up her legs, going up under her dress until I have her firm round buttocks in my hands. I pull her crotch tight up against my bare buttocks. She releases me and takes a soft cotton night shirt she had brought over off the chair. She spreads it on the ground at her feet. Next she pulls her cotton dress off over her head and spreads this on the floor.She has no bra on. She doesn't need one. Her breasts are smaller than mine and

Dildo
You grab that big dildo and lube up the tremendous shaft until it's dripping with lube, then hold the tube to my cunt hole and squeeze lube directly into my sticky pussy. I'm worked into a frenzy now, I want to do it this time, I can't wait for you to plunge that fat thing up my pussy. I'm like an animal driven mad with desire and lust, and I beg you to fuck me soon! You smile knowingly and place the head at my opening. With slow deliberate pressure you begin entering my quivering hole. No folds of flesh to drag against the shaft or get tugged inside by its thickness, just a 3 inch shaft forcing directly against my pussy hole, steadily forcing it open wider. At first there's no resistance, I'm absolutely soaked with lube and the head enters easily at first. Your one hand firmly coaxing my inner thigh muscles to submit while your other hand keeps a steady pressure on that massive dildo. Soon, unbelievably, the head is in me. I'm completely helpless but I try to rock my hips to

Love ( For Someone Very Special)
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

Studing To Become A Wiccan
Before any body start associated me being a satanic or in black magice read your facts first....Sec Wicca has alot to do with Nature...Third of all there is a rule you must go by in it is on page read it learn live by it...fourth of all...Wiccans have noting to do with black magic...I have my paper work with me and what it is saying..I am sick of ppl say ahhh man she is into black magic...grow up and get a life....I am a big girl I know what I want in life some times....Some times I could care less....This is my life not yours....So but out of it....I have a awesome teacher and you know who you are too...she is from S.C. and that is all you need to know.....the last thing I want to get of my chest is...(If you are going to be scared of some thing and donot under stand it read it and think about and go WOW that is awesome I never knew that so why be scaerd of it not going to kill you geeee)

Day 3 (on The Rocks)
I am sitting here typing with my upper arms trembling like little bowls of jello being shaken by the hands of a mischevious little 5 year old. As always, my messenger box is open and Roger is on the other end of that conversation. I ADORE HIM!!! He is a gold mine of facts and knowledge that really, no human should know. He is FANTASTIC! So here is the situation with Maria at this time. (Maria, BTW has lost her front teeth because she is a Puerto Rican broad who is Rough and Ready! Apparently she has had her run ins with men in the past and this broad DON'T BACK DOWN! She is my personal Pitbull. So for two more days, she is helping re-roof the neighbors house and I CAN'T STAND IT!! So I have to self-condition and really....I am putting myself through some serious punishment. I know you are supposed to excercise certain parts of your body on rotating days but FUCK THAT NOISE!! I went through boot camp God Dammit! and they weren't sensitive to the fact that I had just worked my

The Rain
The Rain Just concentrate on the rain, She knows what you feel, Just breathe in her sound, Let it swallow you whole. Just listen to her song. Let it wash your soul. The rain she pours down, Yes she weeps, Tears of pain, Or tears of joy, It's all how you perceive. Just listen to her pattern. Learn just how you feel The calming consumes me, As I concentrate on her. Just doing my stretches, The pains rewarding listening to her. Her voice it booms loudly, Then whispers sweet words. Just concentrate on the now dear. The future isn't here. The past has far left, So just live in the present. Listen to me my dear. Inner peace washes over. Everytime I hear the rain. Tears of joy, Or tears of pain, I know she knows how I feel 2/24/04

This Moment, Forget
This Moment, Forget. The smell of marijuana, Drifts slowly through the house. There is a chill, Hanging on the air outside. I just can't help but be grateful, That I am alive. Forget about the pain, You feel inside. Forget about all the suffering You've dragged behind. In this moment, This one breath. Just be grateful. Just be happy. Oh please be happy. The house is quiet, Except for the hum, Of my computer, Doing its job. Dogs are laying silently outside. This peace I have to grasp. Hold tightly to its silk. It's everlasting harmony. For the moment I need. To forget about the pain. Forget my suffering. Let go of my load. For this moment, This breath. I just need to hold onto, The sweet memories. For this moment, Close your eyes. This one instant in this day. Hold dear what you need. Be happy for this moment. Forget, I'll just forget these past days, 6/27/03

"again"
I just want to hold her hand and tell her that it's fine I just want to tell her heart she always on my mind, Does she see the hurt I feel when I look into her heart Does she feel the love i have even while we are apart, Can I be the one to lean on when her legs are week walk Can I hear the stories she tells when she needs to to talk, Would she look to me forever as a friend who wouldn't leave Would she have the faith I carry for her I'll always believe, Should I turn and walk away could I never look back again Should I tell her she's on her own until the very end, When she hurts does she think of me to make a smile appear When she knows it is all good was it because she knows I care, If I never met her soul would I miss the one I feel for so much If I know whats best for me I 'll be waiting forever to feel her touch. Again J-Dubz

Passion's Flame
Passion's Flames A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Another One For Jli
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

Ready For Love
i came across this poem and i can not give it enuf praise.... i hope everyone will like it Ready For Love by Ruth Kephart Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin THANK YOU RUTH !!!!

Mommas Lookin
MEET MOMMA SHES A SWEET GENTLE PERSON WHOS LOOKING FOR SOME ONE TO LOVE HER THE WAY SHE NEEDS TO BE LOVED AND THE WAY SHE DESERVES TO BE I HAVE SEEN HER SUFFER THROUGH MANY HEART BREAKS AND SHE DOESNT DESERVE IT IF YOU GIVE HER THE TIME SHE'LL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH SHE CAN LOVE THAT RIGHT PERSON SHE DOESNT NEED A GUY THATS GONNA TELL HER WHAT HE THINKS SHE WANTS TO HEAR SHE NEEDS A GUY THATS GONNA TELL HER WHAT SHE WANTS TO HEAR AND MEAN IT THERE ARE SO MANY FAKE GUYS AROUND THAT ARE ONLY AFTER ONE THING YOU GUYS DONT NEED TO BOTHER WASTING YOUR TIME CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL GET TURNED AWAY AND THE PLAYERS AND I KNOW THERES ALOT OF YOU DONT BOTHER WASTING YOUR TIME EITHER AND SHES GOOD SHE CAN PICK YOU OUT OF A CROWD SO DONT THINK YOU CAN FOOL HER COME TO HER PAGE CLICK HER PIC BELOW TO GET IN CONTACT WITH HER OR GO TO HER LOUNGE BBW WORLD BAHAMAMOMMA~ BBW WORLD OWNER ~MANAGER TO I. S / D. L. LOUNGES~STALKER TO DJ TIGGER@ fubar

Contests And Lookouts
Ok everyone things have been crazy lately and since they are starting to come back together we are going to try this the right way. Here is the list of people who need bombed now; meaning that they are not the only ones but these should be bombed first. Cherokee Princess has been in a contest for a little while now and needs our help she is barely ahead so lets pick her up. Boogies Momma was nominated for a contest that she didn't know about so she needs our help. There have been a few things come to attention to look out for. Please keep them in mind. 1. Enemies will nominate you for contests when they know we are slammed to make us look bad. 2. Down raters or One raters need to be linked in a blog or stash. This way the whole pack can block them. 3. Don't let outsiders put down your pack for any reason. If we don't stand beside one another who will?! 4. Lastly, If anything happens and you don't know what to do..Please! Ask someone! Don't be shy or nervous about it

How I Feel, I Love You Baby!
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta

For My Baby
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

Saturday Nite @ Itz
Words for Saturday If I were to try and describe Saturday night, these would be the words I would use: showered, shaved (wide smile), clean, 'goodies', Vodka, cherry, dancing, pictures, sweaty, 'glistening', tipsy, wobbly, Waffle House, Numbers, Makeout, home, sharing, 'reliable', friendship, blanket, and couch. I would like to thank: Sondra and all the US Army guys @ ITZ, the car dealership guy where I bought my car, Lloyd, the makers of Vodka, and who ever first came up with Sprite Grenadine and vodka together! Saturday was the SHIT! YEA! always remember, girls/women do not get pastered, hammered or anything like that. we get... 'tipsy' off free drink from showcasing the 'goodies', we dance, we dont 'sweat' we 'glisten' and the drunkest we get is... a lil bit drunk.

My Little Girl
I HAVE COURT OCTOBER 23 FOR CUTODY OF MY 11 MONTH OLD DAUGHTER. EVERY ONE WISH ME LUCK. PLEASE. SHE MEANS ALOT TO ME, AND RIGHT NOW I ONLY GET TO SEE HER 4 HOURS EVERY OTHER WEEK. COURT ORDERED. BEFORE THAT HAPPENED, I GOT TO SEE HER WHEN EVER THE MOM FELT LIKE IT. WHICH WAS NEVER. SO WISH ME LUCK. THANKS

I Love
I Love I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

This Is Realy Sad... No Mom Should Be Like This.
This happened over the week end I was at a bmx track training doing a clinic and we heard all kinds of fire trucks and stuff and seen a state trooper go by us it turns out in the city that I was at in Haltom city about maybe 15 or 20 mins from where I live here in bedford. A mom put her 3 girls in a closet of the house ages 3,5,and 7 and put gas on them and let them on fire the mom is bipolar and didnt take the meds that day and things were not good she tried to set the house on fire with the girls in there 2 are still in the hospital and from what the news is saying there 3 yr old died now the mom is up on murder charges and she mite not even realy realize what all she has done and whats in her future. il try and post a new copy of this its hard to think that a mom can do this to her children but then again its hard to think that to be some where soo close but yet soo helpless in what has happened. children are there to be loved and cherished not mistreated and molested . I

Can You See It In My Eyes
Can You See It In My Eyes? You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Ed Zachary Disease
A woman was very distraught over the fact that she had not had a date or any sex for over 5 years. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of the well known Chinese sex therapist, Dr. Chang. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off all your crose." The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odderside of room." Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fass back to me." As she did, Dr. Chang shook his head slowly. "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. Dat why you not haf sex or dates." The woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr. Chang, what is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang sighed deeply and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face look Ed Zachary like your ass."

Before.........
Before I go, please let me say I love you and wish I could stay In little time, I’m sure I’ll learn To count the hours ‘til I return Our lives, connected at the heart Were never meant to be apart Life marches on and work does too But, one day, I’ll take care of you. I see a time, years down the road When you will have the love you’re owed With thinning hair of white or gray On the porch swing, our hearts will sway You’ll hold the door; I’ll hold your hand And life will be the way we planned Two souls in love at dawn and eve Without the need to ever leave. Right now, I must head on my own And let the future set the tone Never have doubt, you’re on my mind You are the best friend I could find You are my life, my soul, my breath I will love you, until my death But, for today, I’ll say goodbye I’ll see you when the moon is high

Made From Scraps
Made From Scraps You can tell me ‘bout it ‘cause you know I ain’t go’n tell nobody but God… When yo heart fall Like that Feel like yo belly just pop open an white foam just come gushin out, don’t it? Burn like Radioactive popcorn, Leapin from yo insides, Stingin the skin down to the bone. You go ta thinking The whole big world can see right into ya, don’t ya? Like ya naked... Like one them dreams where Everybody ya know Is in high fashion That day, but you walk in wearing nothing but the sweat of yo brow, without the good sense to have brought a Handkerchief to wipe it off. Then ya go gets busy. Ya so busy, Doin and bein’ Everything Fo every body, Do ya feel sometime- Like you too many of a lot of little things To be enough of one big thing that really matters?

Acacia Bark
Botanical: Acacia decurrens, Acacia arabica Family: N.O. Leguminosae Description Constituents Medicinal Action and Uses ---Synonym---Wattle Bark Acacia Bark, known as Wattle Bark, is obtained from the chief of the Australian Wattles, A. decurrens (Willd.), the Black Wattle, and, more recently, A. arabica has been similarly used in East Africa for its astringency. The bark is collected from wild or cultivated trees, seven years old or more, and must be allowed to mature for a year before being used medicinally. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---Description--- The bark of A. decurrens is usually in curved pieces, externally greyish brown, darkening with age, often with irregular longitudinal ridges and sometimes transverse cracks. Inner surface longitudinally striated, fracture irregular and coarsely fibrous. It has a slight tan-like odour and astringent taste. The bark of A. arabica is hard and woody, rusty

Acacias
Family: N.O. Leguminosae -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Acacias (nat. order, Leguminosae) are composed of handsome trees and shrubby bushes scattered over the warmer regions of the globe. The flowers are arranged in rounded or elongated clusters, the leaves generally compoundly pinnate, i.e. divided into leaflets up to the mid-rib and each leaflet similarly cut into narrow segments. In several of the Australian species the leaflets are suppressed and the leaf stalks, vertically flattened serve the purpose of leaves. Some species afford valuable timber: the black wood of Australia, which is used for furniture because it takes such a high polish, is the wood of the . melanoxylon. The bark of another Australian species, known as Wattles, is rich in tannin and forms a valuable article of export. The pods of other species are employed in Egypt and Nubia for their tannin. The pods of the A. Concuine are used by Indian women in the s

Abscess Root
Botanical: Polemonium reptans Family: N.O. Polemoniaceae ---Synonyms---American Greek Valerian. Blue Bells. False Jacob's Ladder. Sweatroot. ---Habitat---United States. ---Description---This plant grows from New York to Wisconsin, in woods, damp grounds, and along shady river-banks. It has creeping roots, by which it multiplies very quickly. The stems are 9 to 10 inches high, much branched, bearing pinnate leaves with six or seven pairs of leaflets. The nodding, blue flowers are in loose, terminal bunches. The slender rootstock, when dried and used as the drug, is 1 to 2 inches long and 1/8 inch in diameter, with the bases of numerous stems on the upper surface, and tufts of pale, slender, smooth, wiry, brittle roots on the underside. The rootstock has a slightly bitter and acrid taste. ---Medicinal Action and Uses---Astringent, alterative, diaphoretic, expectorant. The drug has been recommended for use in febrile and inflammatory eases, all scrofulous diseases, in bowel c

Leaving The Contest
I HATE TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT CAME OUT AND WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS THAT I AM PULLING OUT OF THE CONTEST. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW I AM NOTHING IF I AM NOT A FAIR AND TRUSTWORTHY PEROSN. WELL I CAME ACROSS SOMETHING THAT REALLY BUGS ME TO NO END TONGIHT WHILE I WAS CHECKING OUT THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IN THE CONTEST, ONE OF THEM HAS SOMEONE BOMBING THEN AND THAT PERSON HAS TWO DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS AND ALL THE PICS ARE THE SAME SO I KNOW IT IS THE SAME PERSON. I WONT BE A PART OF SOMETHING THAT IS GONNA CAUSE DRAMA AND DISCORD, I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS AND NOT BE MADE TO FEEL AS THOUGH I AM LESS THAN WHAT I AM BECAUSE OF A CONTEST THAT IS CLEARLY ANYTHING BUT FAIR AND JUST AND I AM SORRY TO THOSE THAT WORKED HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS IN THE CONTEST BUT I CANT DO THAT. THAT WOULD BE GOING AGAINST ALL THAT I BELIEVE IN AND I WONT DO THAT. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING JUST SHOUT AND I AM THERE FOR YOU.

Is It The Unknkown?
you have to stay on track, in order for things to make sense, you can't stray to the unkown keep your ship afloat and all will be unharmed but, sometimes it is the unknown that scares us why walk through the dark shadowy forrest when a paved road is infront of you is it the mystery? the wonders that make us curious as to what could be out there? people walk the line of the safe road to ensure a stable path what would ever happen to us if we stepped off course? will we sink into the quick sands of misery and kill ourselves of hope and brightness? or if we take that great chance and take that first step into that unknown, could it possibly alter our lives somehow ... for the great?? a really good and trusted friend just told me: "if we dont take chances we may never know what life may bring" this is how i replied to him ... "even a small thing can be a chance, like... deciding to go to a different store for your last second purchase, or buying a soda from a differ

Lets Runaway Baby
letz runaway,and letz go far from home".so people could stay out of our business and leave us alone".letz go to some place where we can feel free",jumpin and dancing and feeling so happy".while laughing and chasing each other across the beach",touching and lookin at each other so deeply".feelin the nice cool breezy air",while you look deep into my eyes caressing my hair",as well as whispering in my ear",that you love me and i shouldnt be scared",then i tell you lets go for it boo",because our love is so damn true".we dig inside of each others heart," planting a message saying we'll never grow apart".our lips lock and the feeling is agression",the symbol of our relationship is love and passion."

Survey - 57 Girl Confessions
57 Girl Confessions 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yes, it's sweet. 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Neither, I hate dresses or skirts. Ewww! 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Awww, I'd love it! I'd melt! 4. Group dates or single dates? Single dates. 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Totally. It's fkd up! It shows that they aren't who they say the are. 6. Are diamonds a girl's best friend? Um. Whoever invented that line is retarded. That's material. I don't do material. 7. Is your hair up or down today? Well, my hair can be neither since it's just a very short cut. It's just not styled. 8. Do you straighten your hair? Nope. It's naturally poker-straight. 9. Favorite mascara? Anything not clumpy (not maybelene), or waterproof. 10. Do you get your nails done? I bite them/trim them regularly. 11. Small or large purses? Medium. But I prefer not to use purses. I

A Day In The Life Of My Sister (goddess) And I
I wanted to share a moment that "Just happened". I copied and pasted my sisters blog. When she says "I" she is referring to herself...and when she says "My sister" she is referring to me. WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN DOING NOTHING!!! Check her out. She is a very elaborate and colorful writer...PLUS WE ARE FUNNY AS HELL!! Day Wake up....smile at my dream....stretch Growl while my coffee brewed. Stare at the two audacious doofus dogs at my feed whining for food before my coffee. Wonder why I have these two dogs. Plan a way to dispose of these dogs. Feed the damn dogs. Sip my coffee while wrapped up in my thick cream robe Make waffles Feed twirps Send the boy twirp off Twist the girl twirps hair into a bun... Watch her add entirely too many accessories Laugh out lout at LEAST twice in the short drive to her school. She is a funny get. Come home Slide my eyes over the kitchen...still clean (it's a miracle of friggin nature) Wade into the piles of n

Why Broken ...?
So ... alot of people have been asking me why I changed my "nick" here and what's up with the "Broken"? Well, this could be a long and complicated story, but I will try to break it down for ya ... First of all, my original name here was a joke. Have you guys seen that movie with Sandra Bullock in it? Well, that's where the idea for that name came from. Also the fact that I'm a lil rough around the edges. It was all just a joke. I'm not happy all the time, I don't have alot of friends, and "Miss Congeniality" is far from who I am right now in my life. "Broken" pretty much sums me up right now. I've been through alot in my personal life in the last several years. Alot that has tested my belief in myself, in love, in what's right and wrong, in just about every facet of my life. I am a broken person; Broken spirit.. broken heart ... broken belief system ... broken will. and until something or someone comes along that can somehow change that ... this is what I am. Love me or hate on m

Ummm Dont Know
well i didn't do nothing wrong all she said that i wasn't her type what the hell. i know we only went been going out for ruffly 3 weeks now and she finaly said over txt message that i was her type and then said that she wouldn't be a good girlfriend to me and so she broke up with me. well then i found out from my one friend that is her best friend that she did that a few times before. it would had been nice that she told me that before all this had happen. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i might not be perfect but what the hell i am kind hearted sweet easy to get a long with caring everything like that. this just piss me off when they do this shit. thanks for this peace out and maybe love in lol POPA

Missing Grandma
If only I could hear your voice one more time...guiding me through... my shining light.. maybe that would stop my tears... maybe if I could just see your face.. my heart would stop its grieving.. maybe if I could just let you know I love you..one more time... that would keep my mind at ease.. maybe if.. I had told you one more time how much you mean to me.. how much I look up to you..how scared I am going to be without you...you would haven't had left... maybe if.." I DIDNT WRITE THIS...FOUND IT THIS EVENING...ITS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL

Muah
True love is a scared flame that burns eternally, and none can dim it's special glow,or change it's destiny. True love speaks in tender tones and hears with gentle ears. True love gives with an open heart and true love conquers fears. True loves makes no harsh demands, it neither rules nor binds, and true love holds with gentle hands, the heart that it entwines.

11th Husband
The 11 th Husband A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to 'Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin'. 'What?' said the puzzled groom. 'How can that be if you've been married ten times?' 'Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. 'Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. 'Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. ' Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. 'Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. 'Husband #6 was from Administration; he thou

No One
I can't seem to find anyone out there that is bold enough to do what they want to do. Nothing turns me on more than a woman who can say and do what they feel they want to do. Most women expect guys to make the first move, but care nothing for the impact it makes when they take control. Is there anyone out there that has the power and guts to say and do what they want? I guess time will only tell, cuz I haven't seen it yet. If anyone is up for the challenge, let me know. Expresss yourself sexually and be proud of it.

My Journal...
thursday, sept. 20th. at 12:31 a.m. dear fubar members, my name is honey. i'm 31, i look 21 and i act 5. the reason is simply this. i have a mental illness. i have bi-polar manic depression, with pychotic tendancies and borderline personality disoder.... in short broke up englih. i am fubar.... my favorite military term. fubar= Fucked Up Beyond All Reconiton.... i'll write more later. comment on what was said so far. if you have any questions ask them or go to www.webmd.com or www.healthyplace.com to get more infor on mental illness. ty you go in peace and may the force be with you always. lol honey age: 31

11/19
well im back on the boat again so please know all on my friends list the boats at wkn have wireless through cingular however i have to have a good signal to be able to connect i will comment back to those who talk to me soon as i can. on here we work 6 hours on 6 hours off and i will be here for 28 days ... tc all of you... seph

$ 20
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances t

Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 19,2007
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 19,2007 Your energy is the determining factor that affects success versus failure, so make sure to pull out all the stops! It could be that you need to push a few of your peers along in the short-term.

Dr. Phil's Test - I'm A 46.
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past Have pen or pencil and paper ready This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to ea

Your Hair Smells Nice
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady at thecoffee machine, inhales a big breath of air, and tells her that her hairsmells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file asexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks: "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "Its Keith. The midget."

I'm Back....kind Of.......
what's good? in case anybody noticed that i haven't been on for a while well that was due to a combination of things, first of all as i was preparing myself for a move from NC to VA my computer crashed which i expected but i was hoping it lasted till after i moved but of course it didn't, then i decided to move to VA before my house was ready so here i am at moms house with my new laptop that i can't seem to get used to and the worse dialup connection that i ever saw.....anyway that's what i mean by kind of back,so i just wanted to let all of my friends know that if i'm not responding to you right away it's just that this connection sucks,cause i as much as i love updating my stash and rating pics and stash i might just wait till i get my high speed connection cause right now it's just too much work,lol....anyway much love to you all.

Nsfw Markers
I WASNT AWARE THAT THIS WAS A KIDDIE SITE...OH WAIT .... ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN ADULT SITE U MFERS....U WASTES OF SPERM THAT GO AROUND MARKING PPL'S PICS NSFW...GET A MFING LIFEEEEEEEEE! ARE U FKN SRS?...ARE U THAT BORED? DID UR MOTHER DRESS U FUNNY WHEN U WERE LITTLE? DONT LOOK AT MY MFING PROFILE IF IT OFFENDS U...IM NOT PUSSYFOOTING AROUND SO THAT UR LIL VIRGIN EYES DONT GET OFFENDED...GO FK URSELF IM WHO I AM AND FK U IF U DONT LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals
Today was the last day of classes and of course I had finals. This morning I had my finals for Surgery and Anesthesia. I was deathly afraid of these classes. All I ever heard were horrible stories. These are very hard classes to pass. I ended up getting a B on my Surgery final! And an A on my Anesthesia final!!! YAY!! :-) I am so excited. I was almost thinking I may have to take these classes over. Whew! I also had a final in my Zoonosis & Occupational Hazards class today. I got 1 wrong on the final and walked out with a 102% for a final grade in the class!! :-) I am ecstatic today! 6 more months and I will graduate. But the toughest part is yet to come...

Today
today my son started his first day of preschool and he loves it! he had a "blasty blast" lol so i am glad he like it! i'm checking out schooling and trying to see about when i can take my GED tests and what not, then hopefully i will pass the GED tests and then i am going to go to school for a Game Devolpement degree and get my career going! then i talked to one of my friends the other day that i havent talk to forever, hes like a bro to me and i gotta call him soon keep forgetting lol, anywho hope everyone had a good day and keep up the comments and ratings plz! need the points reeeealllllllyyyyy bad lol thanks "The Game" Brian

0ctober Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month..
Breast Cancer Here goes: A handsome, middle-aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the joking could be all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, "This?" With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, "Hey,sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your pink ribbon looks against your blue jacket!" The middle aged man calmly motioned to the joker to come over to his table, and invited him to sit down. As uncomfortable as he was, the guy obliged, not really sure

An Open Letter To M. Vick's Attorney....
Saturday, sept 16, 2007 An Open Letter To The Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP Dear Dr. RL White, Head of the Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP, My name is Pete. I am 27, and I am neither a member of your organization nor a resident of Atlanta. Normally I wouldn't bother you, but then I came across this article, and it compelled me to write. Since I am white, I am going to tread carefully, so as not to offend your gentle sensibilities. But, Dr. White, you are a dumb ass. Speaking for white people everywhere, let me fill you in on something. This case was not a race issue. It was about killing dogs. And if there is one thing people don't stand for, regardless of race, it's killing dogs. You compared it to deer hunting. Again, Dr. White, you are a dumb ass. When was the last time a deer greeted you at the door when you got home from work? Or curled up next to you and gently nuzzled in to take a nap? Dogs are pets, you moron. They aren't meant to be killed for sport. The failure to m

Exist
Paths traveled mysteries yet raveled insight not withstanding a gale of deprivation under bending scoured clean flesh from bone spirit from throne bent to breaking yet still un-shorn Blighted eyes blindly gazing sightlessly seeing in death the route home RAIL RAIL fist clenched in denial trial GUILTY GUILTY chant the shades limbo's voice to condemn TO CONDEMN By self demeaned anger no longer sustains cleaned purged submerged Drowning I breath suffocated Smothered by the vapors of hope DISPERSED fillimants tendrals of what was disolved ABSOLVED on searing wind UN NAMED standing a tower Erected on sand falling to stand jumble of stone MAJESTY in chaos magnificent created by the undoing dissolution GRAND as ruin POSSes nobility stories told in decay more messaged in destruction than ever conveyed in creation BROKEN i still stand i still stand YET do i remain a shade ghostly apparition opake silhouette

Bullshit
Ok, I'm trying to stay calm, BUT, not fuckin' happenin'. What do I have to do to find peace? Don't tell me to find God or Jesus, cause I know God and Jesus lives down the street. However I am immensely worried about my little brother "Louie Sepher". It appears he's gonna be a guest of the federal government for a few years to come. Fuckin' horseshit. I feel like I am in a compactor, and the fucker won't shut off. With my medical condition, I need to be as calm and relaxed as possible, ABSOLUTELY NO STRESS!!!! Maybe some year I'll get to experience being stress-free. Right now I'm so wound up, that I might just explode. I'm tired, I wanna sleep, but I gotta try to catch the people that keep fuckin' with my vehicles. The cops are doing a super duper job. (SARCASTIC JAB)

Thank You
You really get to know who is your real friends here and who loves you too (Shay, am I talking about you?) and who are just here for numbers and ratings. Today for the fun of it I put down XXXXX to level up and at least four dearest friends (Shay, you are the best sweetie) started bombing me and I didn't ask anyone to do this. This only shows that there is love here on FUBAR and I really appreciate being a part of it. Let's make FUBAR the talk of the web by making it far better than all other social site on the web. Keep on loving my friends. Stay safe and God bless everyone here on FUBAR.

Low Rater Alert!!!
this young very rude little girl who has a vip is a very low rater! be aware she is a hater!!! Erica (Online) Level: Rock Star (20) Rating: 10.06 (3421) Fans: 925 Gender: Female, 20 Location: North East, PA Salutes: 1 salute photo!

You Need To Read This Now !
HEY peeps of the FU! This girl needs your help in her contest! Please help! EVERYONE AND ALL!!! So click on the pic and lets get the party started!! Even only if you drop only one comment then please rate the picture! All is greatly appreciated! Thank You!

A Path To Live And A Path To Die
Both songs are written for Amber. A Path To Live And A Path To Die She's cold, And frozen with fear, A gentle tear, Keep her warm right here, As I hold my baby near. We move, Through blackend skies, The sound of sacrifice, And eternal cries, A path to live and a path to die. We make, Only gentle sounds, As the moon shines down, In it's light we drown, On this burial ground. The light, Shines from her face, In this graveyard place, Our fall from grace, And we're gone with no trace. All lyrics written by Scotty J. C.

Fubar.com
fubar.com and happy hour too. where you meet alot of people and friends are always true. you can buy a friend a drink or send a friendly gift. your making people happy and help thier spirits lift. you can send a sexy comment or rate an awsome pic. you can help eachother level and move up pretty quick. you can make a friendly flirt or send a secret crush. or get chellendged to a private game its such an awsome ruch. the bible here at fubar will help you cruise along. so read the fubar bible and your sure to not go wrong. by boobiesmakemesmile jim ridge

Love, Drugs And The Endless Road
Both songs are written for Amber. Love, drugs and the endless road Somewhere between dreaming and nightmares, He’s always reminded he loves her, Cheap hotels and broken bottles, Nothing matters when she comes closer. He touches her skin as she dreams again. Kicking the dust at the carnival in town, Holding her hand at their favourite freak show, Candyfloss and twisted sounds, Her eyes full of his heart as she eats another tab of rainbow. Love is hard and love is pain, they wouldn’t have it any other way. She sleeps in the car as they drive too far, To a place where the world lives by their rule. He touches her skin as she dreams again. He touches her skin as she dreams again. Virgins sing their song in the river, blue and cool, They lay on the ground and count the stars, The tale of two as one, while the night carries them away. The music filling the silent sky, Her hands twist in the air, She smiles at him on every moment of their drive, Don’t

Because...
Because I am a picture on your screen, does that mean I have no feelings? Because I like to flirt, does that mean I am a cyber whore? Because I spend most of my free time here, does that mean I don't want a real life? I am a real living breathing person with feeling that can be hurt, with a heart that can be broken, with hopes and dreams that can be shattered.

Stinking Sexually Frustrated.....
I have been so freaking overworked lately that I've only had ONE orgasm in nearly a month. For me that is entirely unheard of. I'm used to at LEAST 3-5 per day. (Yes, I have a problem..which I willingly embrace). So finally, I get to go to work tomorrow (thursday) and play for an audience (my favorite turn on is being watched).. I'm so psyched, I'm having a party already in my head...ROCKIN!!!!

Sedona Fay~ Faerie Queen
Sedona Fay FIRST PLACE - San Diego County E-Arts - Digital Art Contest 2003 © Sharon George 2006 Return This faerie queen was the result of a recent trip to Sedona, a truly magickal power spot in America. You can feel the energy flow from the earth there, and it affects you powerfully. I sketched every night after our daily hikes into the woods filled with faeries and red rocks imbued with spirit. The Sedona Fay sits upon her citrine throne, gazing into the distance. Behind her are spirit rocks and magical manzanita. She is flanked by her familiars: Owl - who can turn his head completely around and see into the night. He is never fooled by appearances and holds much wisdom. Lizard - who lives in the dreamtime, creating the universe with his thoughts. And Raven - psychic and playful, bringing messages from other dimensions.

Help Is Here For The Endanger Hawaiian Monk Seals
HONOLULU - A kite-sized, unmanned airplane is joining the effort to protect endangered Hawaiian monk seals and coral reefs in the Northwestern Hawaiian Islands. Managers of the Papahanaumokuakea Marine National Monument plan to use the 10-pound plane as early as October to help them spot nets and other marine debris. The electric-powered craft will transmit digital video footage back to a research ship crew that will collect the nets that could entangle monk seals, green sea turtles and other wildlife. Officials also aim to prevent the nets from snagging on coral reefs in the monument. The plane may join an October marine debris removal voyage but it's more likely to participate in a March excursion since details still need to be worked out, said Rusty Brainard, chief of the NOAA Pacific Islands Fishery Science Center's coral reef ecosystem division. The Malolo — Hawaiian for flying fish — can carry a camera or other equipment on flights from a host ship. The foam core and

We Want You!!
background="http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o196/Ark_e_wht/sparkles/thanimated_31.gif"> Angels Destroyers are looking for a few good bombers. Anyone interested, please contact the Angels Destroyers page with your request. We will be glad to have you aboard our team. Owner of ANGEL'S Destroyer's@ fubar

~ Life Can Be Like A Novel ~
Like can be like a novel That makes me believe I want to know know everything about you Take me there, to your secret place There’s a place in your heart Where nobody’s been Things nobody knows Is it worth the risk? Should I let you in? Should I let you in, into my far from perfect place Should I let you see where I keep my secrets safe I wonder if you realize I’ve been waiting for a chance to let you in Can you see it in my eyes? Can you feel it in my touch? Can you hear me calling out to you in fear Every little whisper in the dark fades I never meant to be so cold Are you really the one? I recognize the way you make me feel Just tell how we got this far The whole world fades away As you wrap your arms around me The gentle beating of your heat As I lay upon your chest The kisses you leave on my forehead Melt me from within I can’t turn the pages fast enough To get to the end For this is one novel I don’t want to end! By Jaynie

Dragonfly Medicine
Dragonfly Medicine © Sharon George 2006 Winner: 3rd Place - 2005 San Diego County Fair - Electronic Arts Show Return Dragonfly is a magical totem, signifying our ability to transform ourselves as we travel our path of self knowing toward enlightenment. Its iridescence and shifting colors lift us into dreamtime, where we understand that "reality" is the illusion. Our visions are channeled through our unconscious mind, ever connected to The Great Mystery that is Life. Dragonfly reminds us to celebrate Spirit in all living beings. This Nature Goddess is surrounded by lotus flowers, eternal symbol of the simultaneity of cause and effect, calla lilies, the most feminine of flowers, and has vines and flowers growing in her hair. The golden flowers signify the divinity of her true self, as she emerges from the waters of her unconscious mind. It is said that Dragonfly was once Dragon, covered with beautiful, shimmering scales and wielding great inner strength. It could change form

Here Be Dragons
Here Be Dragons © Sharon George 2006 Return Run your mouse over the dragon to find close-ups. Dragons live on many worlds and in the bending space between many others. There are dragons for each element and corresponding direction; the Northern Stone Dragon, The Fire Dragon of the South, The Western Water Dragon, and my favorite, the Mystical Air Dragon hailing from the East. Most dragons are not evil, despite their misbegotten reputation; but rather, good citizens in their communities. They are by nature curious which ages as wisdom. What in youth was reckless, mellows as tolerance and generosity. Where they were loud when young, ever more they desire simply a quiet spot to think. Dragons are philosophical. They love to read. They are metaphysical. They love to sit and ponder. If their species has a dark side, it springs from their love of jewels. They cannot help themselves but they must gather into their dens all golden, silver and shining stones and crystals they discover

Butterfly Maiden
Butterfly Maiden - American Indian Goddess © Sharon George 2006 Return Butterfly Maiden is an American Indian Goddess about whom many stories are told. According to a Papago legend, the Creator made butterflies to gladden his heart when he perceived the impermanence of life. He took a spot of sunlight, some blue from the sky, the whiteness of cornmeal, the blackness of a beautiful girl's hair, the green of pine needles, and the red, purple, and orange of flowers. He put them in a bag which he gave to the children. When the children opened the bag, thousands of multi-colored butterflies danced about them, lighting upon their skin. The Medicine of Butterfly is the power to know one's mind and to transform one's life through wisdom. It is a never ending cycle of planting, growing, harvesting rewards, and planting again the seeds of spiritual seeking. Butterfly Maiden sees herself in the world. She is aware of herself as a microcosm within the macrocosm. She seeks her truth adorn

What Are You Passionate About?
What are you passionate in your life? What is important to you? I've been asked this alot in the last week or two and I've been thinking about it more and more. So here goes... I love God. I love my son, brother, grandfather, and a few other family member. My friends are my true loving family. I like to work out, spend time with my son, read, camp, chat . I love to help friends, neighbours, children. I am passionate about supporting our military. These men and women and their families have sacrificed so much for us and ask nothing from us but to support them and not scorn them when they return. Try putting yourself in their shoes before you criticize them for supporting their country and families, and those that need their help. I am Very passionate about making people more aware of child abuse and helping to STOP THE CYCLE. It can be stopped. I'm living prove everyday it can be - cause I'm doing it! Child Abuse Doesn't End At Childhood - It Is A Lifetime Scar.

Uf Student Tasered
WTF No no abreviations.. What The Fuck is up with this shit.. I know you have heard about this kid from University of Florida that got tasered by police at a Q & A with Senator John Kerry. I mean can we say overboard?? Just a little bit.. Man I have watched every video that I could see of this incident and those cops were dead wrong. I mean this kid was a little wild but they had him on the ground and pretty much under control.. There was no need for the use of a taser.. If these cops don't get remanded and maybe even get charges filed than there is something really wrong.. Every one of the officers involved in the incident needs diciplinary action taken against them.. First off there were 5 officers.. 1 kid.. The kid wasnt small but he wasnt that damn big.. They already got him most of the way out of the auditorium, they could have gotten him the rest of the way. Give me a break.. There was no call for the use of a taser or any other force other than the 5 officers strength.. E

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy, And laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel, And cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member. Yet they are strong when they think that they have no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you, to show how much the

Little Back Dress
[[Image:Black_dress_298.jpg|200px|right]]The beauty about the little black dress is that you can create many dramatic looks with it. You can dress it from office to party with the right accessories. [[Category:Evening Wear]] [[Category:Wear]] [[Category:clothes]] [[Image:Black_dress_298.jpg|200px|right]]The beauty about the little black dress is that you can create many dramatic looks with it. You can dress it from office to party with the right accessories. [[Category:Evening Wear]] [[Category:Wear]] [[Category:clothes]] == Steps == #Start with a simple white pearl necklace. Think about jewelry you have already. A brooch pinned on the side of the dress to add some extra pizzazz. Then give them all way to a homless lady. #Put on some super sheer pantyhose and sexy black heels. (nude or off black is best) #If you're going for more of a summer look, get some gorgeous toe covering heels, preferably in red or black! You can never go wrong with those. #For an evening look, a little

Nothing Else Matters
by Metallica. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say, And nothing else matters. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us, something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they say, Never cared for g

Frog Medicine
Frog Medicine © Sharon George 2007 Winner: 2nd Place San Diego County E-Arts Competition 2004 Return In American Indian tradition, frog is the totem of cleansing, healing, and purification. Frogs are related to water energy, the water of the womb, where one prepares to be born. Frog song can call forth the rain. Frog medicine lets us know it’s time to refresh ourselves and refill our souls. It’s time to get rid of extraneous diversions and meditate on our feelings and needs. Replace chaos with clear, focused energy. Gift ourselves with some quiet time alone and bring forth a rejuvenated serenity. Frog medicine people tend to be supportive at critical times and can clean negative energy from the environment. The “ribet” sound echoes a heartbeat and calls forth the “Thunder Beings” that cleanse the earth. Water is used by shamans to release negative vibrations. Water is used as a medium for seers, and water is a super conductor. Think of holy water. If frog is in your life, it

Wensday September 19, 2007
In the words of the great musician beck " today has been a fucked up day!" -NEWS FLASH 10:25 PM: Yes, I know, I'm running late... I'm gonna try to make up for it though. -NEWS FLASH 10:27 PM: OUCH! Dani! Dont poke me! -NEWS FLASH 10:30 PM: Leading scientists have some new findings to share with the general public... they are as follows: Ya can't roller skate in a buffalo herd Ya can't roller skate in a buffalo herd Ya can't roller skate in a buffalo herd But you can be happy if you've a mind to Ya can't take a shower in a parakeet cage Ya can't take a shower in a parakeet cage Ya can't take a shower in a parakeet cage But you can be happy if you've a mind to All ya gotta do is put your mind to it Knuckle down, buckle down, do it, do it, do it Well, ya can't go a-swimmin' in a baseball pool Ya can't go swimmin' in a baseball pool Ya can't go swimmin' in a baseball pool But you can be happy if you've a mind to Ya can't change film with a kid on your back Ya can

This Bastard Wants To Be Where?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070920/ap_on_re_us/ahmadinejad_ground_zero Iran leader denied on WTC wreath request By PAT MILTON, Associated Press Writer 45 minutes ago Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad asked permission to lay a wreath at the World Trade Center site when he comes to New York City next week, but the request was denied, a police official said Wednesday. The U.S. also has denied a visa to Iran's United Nations ambassador in Geneva to attend next week's General Assembly meeting because he was involved in the 1979 U.S. hostage crisis, a U.N. official said. Ahmadinejad, who is arriving Sunday to address the United Nations' General Assembly, had asked this month for permission to visit the site of the Sept. 11, 2001, terrorist attacks, police spokesman Paul Browne said. The request to enter the fenced-in site was rejected because of ongoing construction there, Browne said. "Requests for the Iranian president to visit the immediate area would also be

Aphrodite~ The Goddess Of Love & Beauty
Aphrodite - The Goddess of Love & Beauty © Sharon George 2006 Return Aphrodite is her Greek name; Venus is how the Roman's knew her. She is the daughter of Uranus and the Ocean Foam is her mother. She is also known as "foam born" and "she who rises from the waves". When she shakes the seawater from her hair, the drops turn to pearls at her feet. Lovely, indeed is Aphrodite, great goddess of love and lust. She married the crippled smithy Hephaestus, but found him boring and entertained many lovers, with whom she had many children. The Romans considered her the goddess of charm and beauty and believed that a large stone resting near a tall tree was a place wherein she could be called for help in affairs of the heart. They offered her wild strawberries, herbs, pine cones, and cypress branches. She is also thought to be a descendant of a prehistoric water bird goddess, and a goddess of spiritual as well as passionate love. The white dove symbolizes platonic love and the honeysuck

Can You Say Nutjob?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070919/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_venezuela_time Call him cuckoo -- Chavez changes time in Venezuela By Saul Hudson Wed Sep 19, 2:58 PM ET President Hugo Chavez wants Venezuelan clocks turned back half an hour and he wants it done in record time -- next Monday. "I don't care if they call me crazy, the new time will go ahead, let them call me whatever they want," Chavez said on his weekly TV show. "I'm not to blame. I received a recommendation and said I liked the idea." The shift will allow children to wake up for school in daylight instead of before sunrise, Chavez said. That may seem reasonable to many Venezuelans but ordering the change with little notice and scant public education has raised questions over how much thought was given to the plan. It also highlights how the anti-U.S. president's governing style can sometimes be eccentric, improvised and rushed in his self-styled revolution to turn one of the world's biggest oil exporters in

Hathor~the Great Mother Goddess
Hathor - Egyptian Goddess © Sharon George 2006 Return Hathor is another manifestation of the Great Mother Goddess worshipped since prehistoric times. As a great Egyptian Goddess, she was the protectress of all women and female animals. Seven or nine Hathors were said to appear at the time of child birthing to tell the baby's destiny. Hathor symbolized the eternity of life, the laws that never change through the process of birth and death. She was the eternal, life-supporting principle; queen of the underworld, with dominion over the dead, while she suckled the Earth, and stretched into the sky. In Egyptian art, she was often portrayed as the winged cow of creation who gave birth to the universe. Sometimes she was a huge lioness with eyes of fire. The sycamore at the edge of the desert was her tree. This image was published in 2004 by Hay House as part of a goddess oracle deck by Dr. Doreen Virtue. You can discover more about Dr. Virtue's work here.

Immoral
walking through the damp streets of the night, looking for someone or something. as i approach the alley way, i hear a voice. it's tells me to come and walk into the dark damp alley. as i walk into the alleyway i see people laying there and just looking at me. as i get half way done i see people, not knowing who they are. i ask what do you want. all they say is come closer. so as i come closer all i see are the red of their eyes, their eyes looked like the burning of flames. as i stand in front of them i feel the life just draining from me slowly and slowly i feel weak. not knowing what i'm getting into. looking into their eyes they stare deeper into mine putting me into a trans. they rip apart my clothes and start feeding on my blood. not knowing what i'm doing, not knowing where i really am my body wants to yell but i can't.

Life Officially Sucks
I'm nearing my breaking point lately... I feel as though all I do is planned around what others need me to do, want me to do, or expect me to do... Here is my typical day.. I wake up at 7AM usually because there are 3 crazy kids upstairs with obviously no adult supervision jumping off the couches, or dumping canisters of blocks onto the floor.. mind you I'm living in an unfinished basement right now.. right below the living room and hallway, with paper thin ceilings apparently.. I get my clothes out.. get dressed.. and then wake up my 8 month old son, Micah.. I try to feed him but he usually needs an hour orso to wake up.. I leave arounf 745am to bring my Mom to work.. it's a 30 minute drive.. so we get there by 820.. then I drive around and wait for 830.. to drop off my brother at school. he cant be dropped of until the teacher is outside.. and she obviously doesnt leave her room til 830 to meet the kids and let them in.. so I drop him of and then head home.. Micah usually gets

A True Ouiija Experience.....
A True Ouija Experience Hi, my name is Michelle, and I am the age of 19 years now. I would like for you to read my story and tell me it YOU think that this is real or what. It all begin when I moved to Minot, North Dakota with my brother and his girlfriend. I was 15 years of age at the time. I am 19 years of age now. Well, we were just sitting around talking about the past when one of our neighbors came around the side of the house and asked my sister in law to go and see her for a second. Minutes later she appeared and she asked me if I would like to play with an ouija board. Out of curiosity, I went. She told me that she had contacted this young couple who had died in the house with three of their four children and the woman who they had contacted wanted to speak to them. I thought for sure that they were just lying and just saying this to scare me which was not going to happen(so I thought). I went next door with my sister in law and my sister in laws neighbor and we w

Re: We Are Already Living In A Police State (repost)
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: juan Date: 19 Sep 2007, 20:06 THANKSFrom: DudeDate: Sep 19, 2007 8:03 PMESP. SINCE GEORGE W. BUSH'S 2ND TERM BUT IT REALLY BEGAN IN HIS FIRST ..----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Jerry (Help us Obi - Ron Paul!)Date: Sep 19, 2007 10:47 PMFrom: shawnDate: Sep 19, 2007 10:18 PMFrom: The RUA MilitiaDate: Sep 19, 2007 3:13 PM Prescott Bush & Richard Nixon19 Sep 2007 5:45Subject:People Arrested For Reading Constitution - Police StateBody:----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From:My Hate Speech2Date: 19 Sep 2007, 08:24 PM

He Was A Scapegoat
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070919/ap_en_tv/tv_rather_lawsuit Dan Rather files $70M suit against CBS By SAMUEL MAULL, Associated Press Writer Wed Sep 19, 7:24 PM ET Dan Rather filed a $70 million lawsuit against CBS and his former bosses Wednesday, claiming they made him a "scapegoat" for a discredited story about President Bush's military service during the Vietnam War. The 75-year-old Rather, whose final months were clouded by controversy over the story, said the actions of the defendants damaged his reputation and cost him significant financial loss. The lawsuit, filed in state Supreme Court in Manhattan, claims the network intentionally botched the aftermath of the story about Bush's time in the Texas Air National Guard and had Rather take the fall to "pacify" the White House. He was removed from his job at "CBS Evening News" in March 2005. Besides CBS Corp., the suit names former CBS parent company Viacom Inc., CBS President and CEO Leslie Moonves, Viacom cha

Amityville Horror.......
The Amityville Horror The Amityville Horror is one of the most documented and well-known cases of a haunted house in the history of paranormal research. The story - which was alleged to have happened to the Lutz family when they moved into a large Dutch colonial house at 112 Ocean Avenue in Amityville - has been the subject of a series of best-selling books and a string of movies. When George and Kathy Lutz, along with Kathy's three children, first moved into their new house in Amityville on December 18th, 1975, they thought they had found their dream home. That is, of course, until that dream became a living nightmare, as they started experiencing the strange paranormal occurrences which eventually drove them out of the house. Prior to the Lutzes' occupation of the Amityville house, the residence had been the scene of a horrific murder spree. On November 13th, 1974, 23-year-old Ronald DeFeo shot dead his father, mother and four younger siblings. However, not being supers

Aint It Funny..lmao
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be But there are facts in our lives We can never change Just tell me that you understand and feel the same This perfect romance that I've created in my mind I'd live a thousand lives Each one with you right by my side But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance And so it seems like we'll never have the chance Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh) And you can't move on even though you try (Oh) Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel Oh, I wish this could be real Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh) And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No) Ain't it strange how fate can play a part In the story of your heart Sometimes I think that a true love can never be I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain And I don't th

Bad News
THEY HAVE TAKEN MY PAPAW BACK TO THE HOSPITAL SO CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HIM. AS FAR AS MY COUSIN NONA MY AUNT TOLD ME A FEW MINUTES AGO THAT THE EEG CAME BACK WITH NO BRAIN ACTIVITY AND SHES BREATHING A LIL ON HER ON BUT NOT VERY MUCH NO LIFE SUPPORT OR FEEDING TUBES SO ITS UP TO GOD. IN HIS HANDS ON WHAT HAPPENS NEXT BUT AS YOU ALL KNOW ITS NOT GOOD AT ALL. SO CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HER . I REALLY HOPE AND PRAY SHE WILL PULL THROUGH IF ITS GODS WILL BUT IF NOT FOR HIM TO TAKE HER HOME.

9 Yrs For Killing A Baby Wtf, This World Is A Sick, Sick Place.
A couple have been jailed for nine years for abusing a 17-month-old boy. Tala Ikram died after being beaten, cut and burnt by his stepmother. His father stood by and did nothing while his son was subjected to appalling cruelty. And they call that justice ? what bullshit , 9 years omg people like that should be tested for drugs instead of animals then killed.

Blackwater In Gray Area Again
Blackwater in gray area again ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 19 Sep 2007, 20:01 www.chicagotribune.com/services/newspaper/printedition/wednesday/chi-contractors_wedsep19,0,7580621.story?coll=chi-opinionfront-hedchicagotribune.comWORLDBlackwater in gray area againDisputed shooting in Iraq raises doubtsBy E.A. TorrieroTribune staff reporterSeptember 19, 2007Banned by the Iraqi government after a shooting in Baghdad that left at least eight Iraqis dead, the American security firm Blackwater USA is sure to draw more fire from opponents who see the North Carolina-based company as an unregulated army.But for supporters, the incident only bolsters Blackwater. They hail the company's work as a heroic necessity and say the incident will enhance Blackwater as it expands its business of training law-enforcement officers domestically and abroad while seeking more lucrative government contracts for international work."It's going to be good for t

Damn...
Has it already been about 13 months since they all got back? Has it really been just over a year since David and I got married? Is it already that time for the base to become desolate? Is it time for all the bags to get packed, legal documents in order, weapons fixed, and spouses to move back home? To answer all these dreadful questions in one tearful answer, the answer is "yes." Deployment is upon us here at Fort Campbell. Friends are already saying good bye and packing up their household goods. Families from all over the country are flooding the visitor centers here. Traffic is getting worse as the days go by. Millions upon millions of tears are shed every day now. Phone calls from close friends come at all hours of the day and night saying that their spouse has just got the word of the date and time they will be manifesting and then busing to the airfield to take off to Iraq or Afghanistan. Sobbing phone calls are made at all hours of the night to parents and other family

Beautiful Rain
I saw them in concert a few years back when they were just getting going. I think this is one of the most beautiful love songs I've heard. Good times. well the satellite comes and goes :: we give each other all we know :: in silence we still talk :: by the light of the stereo waltz :: and will you rain down :: in your cinematic love truck :: i want to hold you like nothing's going to stop us :: she come to take me away :: its all that i needed :: i don't breathe another lover :: flicker on a tv screen :: everything's more than it seems :: the mighty backward fall :: stare at the light on the wall :: i swear to this :: she felt like velvet :: second blond child she meant it :: she come to take me away :: its all that i needed :: i don't breathe another lover :: i'm an alien :: you're an alien :: it's beautiful rain :: beautiful rain :: beautiful rain

An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch
An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch 02/24/03 Snopes checked: http://www.snopes.com/politics/soapbox/daniels01.asp From Charlie Daniels Web Site: http://www.charliedaniels.com/soapbox-2003-022403.htm Ok let’s just say for a moment you bunch of pampered, overpaid, unrealistic children had your way and the U.S.A. didn’t go into Iraq. Let’s say that you really get your way and we destroy all our nuclear weapons and stick daisies in our gun barrels and sit around with some white wine and cheese and pat ourselves on the back, so proud of what we’ve done for world peace. Let’s say that we cut the military budget to just enough to keep the National Guard on hand to help out with floods and fires. Let’s say that we close down our military bases all over the world and bring the troops home, increase our foreign aid and drop all the trade sanctions against everybody. I suppose that in your fantasy world this would create a utopian world where everybody wou

In The Event Of My Demise
In the event of my Demise In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise by Tupac I Cry Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry, Cause I am on my own. The tears I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry among my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I Cry and no one cares about why. by Tupac

Sensual Realization 2 Nsfw
Ok, so this one is rather long. Sorry I am working on something new, its just not complete and I should have it done very soon. To tide you over here is the second portion of Sensual Realization. It is not complete, I need to spend more time with it but have not had the opportunity. At any rate enjoy. ************************************************* I fished the keys from my pocket, and headed for the family minivan. The blonde inside the Waffle House still watching me as I pulled out of my parking spot. I quickly found myself once again lost in the daily hustle and bustle traffic of the city. Half a mile down the road I tossed the number out the window. I had no interest in cheap meaningless sex, and even less interest in infidelity. After all, I loved my wife, and had made a serious commitment to her four years back when things were shaky then. My early daydream had left my member rather sore, since I was not about to jerk off at the counter of the Waffle House. I needed

Immaculate Deception
IMMACULATE DECEPTION Frequently in the Moon’s soft light WE share Love between NO, NO lines; one to OUR left, one to OUR right; we never cross a ‘no - no’ line, social standards stand inspection and thus … an Immaculate Deception of US by US! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, Sept 19, 2007

Just Open Damn It!!!!!!!
I don't even know where to start this year has sucked to say the least I'm so lost.....I quit my job at the post office and couldnt find a new one for about 3 weeks and that put me in so much debt..........My heart was broken...I was lied too and left to the curb like I never mattered.....i was told I'm amazing and awesome and beautiful and then bam i don't want you get the fuck out the door slammed in my face............I found a new job at the hospital but only as a casual thought my life was getting better I could pay my bills but naw 3 weeks ago my bos decided to tell me that i would no longer have shifts in sept....bastard told me this on aug 29th..........so here i am stuck again no job and the debt I was tryin to pay off has only gotten worse..I'm gonna lose my car, my sanity EVERYTHING good that has happened to me this year has blown up in my face......I've enjoyed tryin to be single and tryed to find someone but how the fuck do you do that when al you can think about is that