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Resolution Of This Pill
Once I looked out my window sill, The sun shone out it seemed so real, Everyday is so hard for me to deal, I found resolution with this pill, I take the glass & start to cry, Do I really want to die? I think of my friends & of my life, Maybe I should live on in strife, But I'd hate to see another grave, Another life that wasn't saved, I want to die, the happiness lost, Of all the pain this is my cost, Goodbye to you, I love you so, Today I take these pills & go, Don't cry for me for I am fine, Living this life no more that was mine.

Grotesque
What I am is an emotionally mangled, mentally damaged POS who's life would be worth more if he simply could function on a level with other human beings. I wish that I could be normal. Not Cyrano or Quasimodo. A regular person, with regular thoughts, logical feelings and healthy coping mechanisms. Fat fucking chance of that happening.

Whats Your Lvl Of Freak In Bed (i Got A 59)
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

Clitoral Stimulation
Every woman prefers different types of clitoral stimulation. Sometimes, the same woman likes different types of clitoral stimulation at different times. What's a guy to do? This article discusses different options for clitoral stimulation that both men and women can take advantage of. Clitoral stimulation options An astonishing array of items can be used to for clitoral stimulation. Women regularly masturbate with water jets (in the shower) and stuffed animals as well as fingers and hands. There are a wide variety of vibrators available for clitoral stimulation as well – learn more at Ways to use a vibrator and Female masturbation techniques. A great way to learn what types of clitoral stimulation work best for you or your partner is to explore. Try new things. And communicate – an open and frank dialogue is better than a top-of-the-line vibrator at bringing you sexual pleasure. Clitoral stimulation guidelines Different women prefer different types of clitoral stimulation

Cunnilingus
In order to be a truly great lover, you must be able to give good cunnilingus (aka oral sex or going down on her). We think the term cunnilingus is a little more old-world and romantic, far sexier than the locker-room appelations some people use. Whatever you call it, cunnilingus is a vital skill. While not easy to master, the rewards of practice as well as success are great. Getting ready for cunnilingus Before you're ready to go down, you want to take care of yourself. First, go shave. Nothing ruins the moment like whisker-burn. Brush your teeth. Wash your hands and make sure you don't have any rough fingernails that are going to snag her in a sensitive spot. If you're practicing safe sex (you are, aren't you?) get your dental dam and latex gloves ready. Also have some water-based lube – flavored lube is available if you're leery of her natural taste. Set the mood. Remember, this experience is all about her – so let her know. Tidy up the bedroom. Light a candle and some

Oral Sex Techniques
Although all women are different, most of them prefer the same kinds of things. These oral sex techniques are things you should try. The best way to figure out what she likes and doesn't like is to ask – and to keep your ears open while you're going down on her. If she asks you to do something, do it. The whole point is to make her feel good. But if she doesn't know what feels good, or you're both in the mood to try something new, give these oral sex techniques a go. 1. Doggy Lick Relax your jaw and leave your tongue soft. Lick from her vaginal entrance all the way up to her clit, along ths outer edges of the vagina. Do this on both sides of the vagina and also try licking from top to bottom. This is a great way to get started, especially if she's not very aroused. (Remember not to start on her clit until she's aroused.) 2. Tongue Penetration A woman's vaginal nerve endings are almost all right at the opening and within the first two inches of the vaginal opening. T

Help Me -- I'm Shrinking!!! Lol...
I have a skin irritation call rosacea. Many famous people have it. Winston Churchill, in fact, had it with his nose being so red all the time.... largely due to being irritated by his massive drinking binges. Honestly, I think Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer had it too -- because I certainly feel like Rudolph when it gets really bad. There is currently a drug trial going on for a new topical medication being placed on market soon for it, after it passes the clinic trials and FDA regulation. At any rate, I had to go to the clinic to be examined. At first the nurse who examined me first said that I probably wouldn't qualify because my case isn't all that bad, but allowed me to be examined by the doctor just in case. They both inquired about how I have managed to keep it in check so well. "Well, I obey the doctor's advice!!" lol... * limit my exposure to spicy foods, alcohol, sunlight, etc. * wear minimal makeup, although keeping my face clean with soft, sensitive soaps and

Halloween Movie
We all know that the music we listen, the movies we watch, etc, well we know it effects our moods. Not our conscious decision making ability so much as our subconscious. I spewth the psychobabble because the Halloween movie was deeply disturbing to me. Now most scary movies you walk out and (I assume) you're thankful it's over and happy to talk to someone who's not about to become slasher bait. Now I admit I don't watch slasher style movies often but two things stuck out to me about the new Halloween movie. One, there was no one single over the top sex scene. It really didn't have that kind of sensation push to it. I wonder if that was more Zombie's idea or the studios control. I'm a big fan of the sex and violence connection. The second thing that disturbed me was about my mood when I walked out. I didn't want to listen to the radio, didn't want to talk to anybody, I think I actually wanted to go find somebody and beat them up badly, if not to death, just like the kid did at

A Must Read
PHENOMENON OF A FEMALES EJACULATION When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorge

Why Stress
I try not to stress to much,but life has its way to showing up and kicking my ass.I thought after some one gets a devorse there life gets easier.Even if you get into a simple relationship.Life gives you a suprize.Stress!Im starting to to beleive being single is the only way out of dealing with the stress of a relationship,even marrige.My relationship with my girl friend is starting to kill me.I feel like Im married to my exwife again.My stress level is so damb hi that my head is going to pop.I need to Make up my mind and figure if this stress is worth it.

Mark Murderous
Please help Mark Murderous to level up...he's only needs approx. 26,000 more points to go...he's an awesome guy. If you fan/rate/add him he will return the love. Thanks everyone! ¢¾Mark_Murderous¢¾@ fubar

Twenty Things To Remember
1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kinda like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7 God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day -- it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. Come on in. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.

Good Bye To My Dad
in tears we saw you sinking,we watched you fade away, You sufferd much in silence, you fought so hard to stay,You faced your task with courage,Your spirit did not bend,But still you kept on fighting,untill the very end,god saw you getting tired,when a cure was not to be,so he put his arm arount you,and whispered "come with me",so when we saw you sleeping,so peacefull and free from pain,we could not wish you back,to suffer that again, always rememberd and charished, each memory a part of us, a part of you never to be lost.. my dad rest in peace september 27 1945-september 14 2007

So Confused
I'm so confused i don't know what to do I'm not sure who you are or if your true can i tell you my story ... well once upon my life i met you the guy i thought was oh so cute on this boat i couldn stop looking at u and Ur wonderful smile da next day u kissed me i closed my eyes and thought it was true now 2 months later I'm in love wit you I'm kissing u hugging u and and missing u u brighten up my life at times and u say u love me 2 but wanna be wit other girls 2 but wait I'm confused you say u love me but wanna b wit other girls you say you love me but cant be true bout Ur feelings love should be real and keep u wit dat person so is yo love real I'm so confused do u really love me am i really yo boo like u say we brake up den get back together and wen we part u are oh so sweet i love u baby u confuse me i need u baby but u hurting me i miss u boo but u playing me tell me what should i do i don wanna let u go cuz u mean the

An Email I Recently Received
Just wanted to share w/my Fubar friends what has got to be, hands down, the kewlest email I've recieved this year! Below I've pasted the contents. Seriously, how many times in ur life does the average person get this kind of question? LMAO. G, O'lo would like to know if u r available to jump out of a cake for his little brother's bachelor party? The date of the big event is Oct 6th. Thank you, Mari Morales Area 4 Administrative Assistant CR&BD

Midnight
in the night i dream of things black and white the darkness brings a ticket out of this place casting a shadow upon your face when midnight comes are you all alone are you lonely, cold , is it set in stone do you sleep the sleep of the just turning a simple smile into lust throwing stones and casting spells on secrets certain people dwell do you often think things are gone have you wished these things all along close the door and hide your face hoping time will soon erase the loneliness you often feel wishing someone knew for real just how bad it hurts inside and the struggle you have to feel alive the days are all the same turning day and night into your grave midnight comes and youre all alone lonely and cold down to the bone never can fall asleep letting life get in and cut too deep

Words
Words I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I fin

Live Life To The Fullest
All I have to say is live life to the fullest because you never know when it will be taken away... Tell your family and friends that you love them often and never be so mad that you don't say it because if something suddenly happens to end it, you'll forever regret not saying goodbye or you love them. My friend was carjacked today. She was shot three times, twice in the head and once in the neck. She's not expected to live very long and even if she did 40% of her brain in liquid. She's only 24 and she was always so full of life. They haven't caught the guy yet but I am hoping they do... and I am hoping that he runs and the cops have to shoot him. Three times is just fucking overkill. But from what I know she wasn't very close to her family and they no doubt regret the paths that they had chosen and never getting the chance to make it right. I am still in shock over the whole thing and have been acting as a "comforter" to her boyfriend and other close friends, but I know w

My Last Words To You
Driving down a lonely road No where to go, nothing to do My mind wandering away Trailing on thoughts of you Lights flash by, blurring my vision And I slowly trail over the line A horn sounds, then a loud crash is heard And the fault of it all is mine People screaming, sirens blaring Men in white carrying me away And once again, I trail away Maybe this time it's a place I can stay Eyes close, men scream They try desperately to keep me stable My heart beat is erratic now And they do all that they're able But somewhere along that lonely road I hear the call of Death in my head And my eyes close as I drift away But suddenly I awake in a bed Machines beeping, liquids flowing, Tubes trailing in and out of my veins Pain shooting through every nerve And me hoping I can move at all again A doctor notices I'm awake He asks me if I can speak at all I open my mouth to say yes But my words just flow out and fall He nods and smiles reassuringly And tries to

Can I Jus Give Up?
if u dont know things have been going shitty lately in my life. very few of u know what is going on. i jus have to ask myself what is left for me to go on for? if anyone has a answer besides the usual because i said so let me know because i have no damn clue. i am so confused and hurting so damn bad i have been fighting certain urges this last week or so and the ones who have been there with me thru most of the last months since may will know what i am talking about if u dont know what im talking about and if any actually gives a damn jus get ahold of me and if i feel like talking i will.

Happy Harry
Happy Harry has a cat Happy Harry's cats named Pat Pat the cat wasnt bright Pat the cat slept out of sight Porky peter came to see Porky Peter stayed for tea Now this is where things get rough Keep up please its not too tough Happy Harry pulled up a seat Porky Peter sat down to eat Pat the cat let out a growl Porky Peter released a howl Pat the cat is now quite flat Because Porky Peter was too fat

Partners
About me: Hi my new friend! My name is John. I hope my letter will find you in good mood. I have decided to write to you and maybe you will answer. I don't know how importantly to write here about myself the main things because hardly someone will seriously estimate the person on a basis of several words, because much of emotions and features is hidden inside each person, and it would be wrong to judge the person after several words. But it is much more important to be sincere from the very beginning, therefore I will simply tell about me those things which are obvious even to me. In a life I appreciate many things which for many people became non-significant unfortunately. Things like sincerity, honesty, faithfulness, fidelity are important for me. I want to believe that I have strong character, even though often I feel helplessness and need support. I like to feel like the Man in full sense of this word, I like to feel tenderness and attention. I appreciate true friendship, and my f

I'm Drifting
Drifting I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder t

Shit Happenz
>The Most Functional English Word>HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE>>THE MOST >FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD>>Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!>Shit may >just be the most functional word in the English language.>>Consider:>You >can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.>>With a >little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your >shit, >or be asked to shit or get off the pot.>>You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell >shit, lose shit, find shit, forget>shit, and tell others to eat shit.>>Some >people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between > >shit and shineola.>>There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. >?There is bull shit, >horse shit, and chicken shit.>>You can throw shit, >sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when >the shit hits the >fan.>> You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.>>You can find >yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.>>Some days

In Love With Who I Am Not
What must I do? What must I say? To pluck affection From the interesting and beautiful display There are so few So little and far between That can smile like an angel And have a devils gleam Too few possess power Will, thought and skill A sort of calm patience And yet, a rage that can be shrill Humour and sarcasm drip from most words Except when anger, fear or pure love Coat flowing sentences, strung like songs sung by birds Too few, of these creatures exist here and now But if I should find one Please tell me how Shall I coax him or tempt him? Or act as I might With a brother, or father or friend too long out of sight Should I blush and let out only a few small laughs Or should I guffaw and spill most of the contents in my full glass Should I show much too much skin? Or hardly any at all Or just enough that my treasures cant be considered small Or perhaps I should merely smile my normal smile And act as I always have And speak my true thou

I Want More!
I Want More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your chest, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my breast, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountain begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. My tongue lapping up every drip- From the depth of our creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Riding my love for you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding

My Life
September 6th, 2007 I only got like 4 hours sleep I was up talking to Kathy... Oh yeah! So my phone rings at like 10am, and it is like my friend the reverend. She says that she has a letter from her husband and the engagement ring is left behind. Mind you also I never leave my phone on ring but tonight I left my phone on ring and it went off like 3x in a 5 minute period My first thought was like umm...... Suicide, At the same time all this stuff is going on I am talking to a wonderful lady Kathy. Kathy and I were supposed to go out for lunch in the afternoon after talking all night the night before. But we did not, I instead am looking for a suicidal drug addict who stole his wifes van and sold it for his own personal amusement. He has a hotel room for a week and planned on killing himself. This is the first time I met The Reverends Husband and The Reverend is talking to me telepathically on how to bring her husband out of this stage of where he wants to kill himself and get

Love
I'll love you when you're dumb, I'll love you when you're smart, I'll love you any way you are, Right from the start I'll love you if you're tall, I'll love you if you're short I'll love you if you're pretty, Or just an ugly dork I'll love you if you're toothless, I'll love you if you're blind, Anything that's wrong with you, To me you'll be just fine My heart is opening up now, Unlike it used to do, I see the pain that's in your heart, And sometimes I feel it too I'll love you tomorrow, I'll love you today, I'll love you forever, And forever always.

Death Bbg Special Forces … We Support Our Troops
This lounge is open to everyone. You do not have to be in the military to be part of our family. If you are a spouse, gf/bf , parent, brother, sister, son, daughter or friend of someone who is or was in the service come in and chat. It doesn’t matter what branch or when served. We will welcome you with open arms.

A Gift To You
A Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we a

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Please, Read This
The past few days I have had ALOT of issues here on fubar. One being people who can't understand that my views may be different than your own, BUT i'm NOT putting anyone down. What you do in your life is YOUR thing. First I would like to point out that, Although I(stressing the I factor) do not believe in mixing races, it ONLY applies to myself and my family. I have grown up with spanish people, My best friend is spanish. I have had MANY friends out side of my own race. Now, I DO NOT care if you aren't "white" nor do i care that your spouse or your children aren't white either. What I DO have a problem with, is the amount of people who call ME a racist and bigot because I WON'T mix races. I am TIRED of the “stupid cunt" comments, the “White trash" comments, etc. I believe everyone is EQUAL. That in turn means: 1) NO special treatment due to your color. NO MATTER WHAT! 2) NO getting off from crimes due to skin color( or pulling a race card) 3) NO special funding becau

Please Pass On... Bikers Thanks Mittsey
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we'r

A Poem
To Put It Simply, I Want You! I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

The End Of The Confusion
Well it has officially been since the 15th of September since I have spoke to Mike on the phone and it has been since then since I have really had any kind of conversation with him on yahoo also. Hell looking back at the archives of our conversations for this month it seems I've been the only one really talking during the conversations anyway! I left him an IM earlier today telling him that we need to talk and still nothing from him. Hell earlier this week I sent him and IM asking him what day and time would be best for me to schedule the kids' party so that he could be here and guess what...NO ANSWER! So I said fuck it and scheduled their party my damn self. I am sick and tired of trying to schedule my life around a man. I just checked to see if he had been on MySpace today and guess what...YEP sure has...did he message me? Um...NO! But you know what it's all ok! I don't need a man who does not seem to think I am an important part of his life and does not want to take the ti

My Supposed Fiancee
since my fiancé is just "too busy" for me I guess I'll share my problems with everyone here! Well here goes. Mike and I got together last November after 2 years of talking online, got engaged then I got cold feet in April (this would be my 3rd marriage). But in August we got back together and re-engaged. But we are having ISSUES! Like this for instance; my son's birthday was the 15th and my oldest daughters' birthday was the 19th of September and their party is this weekend. He won't even allow his boys to miss one dang football game and he won't miss one game of theirs for my kids' birthday party! I mean shit the boys have 7 games a season my kids only have one birthday a year you know what I mean and heck last Christmas and Thanksgiving I ditched my whole family and hauled all "Santa's" gifts to Louisville and did Christmas there...never made it to Thanksgiving w/ my family and was 2 days late for Christmas....but he can't let his boys miss a damn football game? I mean seriou

Wow
WOW I think about the moment we met. The first time I saw your beautiful face. That look in your eyes that I’ll never forget. The one that still makes my heart race to this day. Then we spoke. Oh god your voice, so soft and sweet. Such a soothing tone. Right then I knew, you are the woman for me. That hasn’t changed love. You are full of fire, proud and true. Sexy as fuck! And a great mother too. A goddess in bed. Every mans fantasy. The best friend anyone could get. The woman of my dreams. Come get in bed darling. God I love your sweet smell. Your warm touch is so charming. Just makes me melt. Yes rub me love. Slowly up and down. Bringing me to rise up. Fuck yes I love the feeling of your mouth. Mm that’s it take it all the way in. wiggle your tongue up and down my hard shaft. Rub my tender head all over your soft lips. Gripping me tight while you jack. I recognize that devious grin. The one that says, no not yet. Climbing on and gu

Sorry
sORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS IM SURE BYE NOW YOU BEEN GETTING MESSAGE FROM PPL ABOUT ME SAYING WHAT A PEACE OF SHIT I AM LIAR BLAH BLAH BLAH...I APOLOGIZE FOR IT THIS PERSON IS ACTUALY EITHER MY EX G/FS BOYFRIEND OR BROTHER OR FRIEND AND THERE ANGRY WITH ME FOR MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE. SORRY FRIENDS

Pure Amazingness.
Ahhh. It makes me feel good when I make a person hate me enough they have the dire need to cry. The following MuMM was great. Click me for amazingness. Fuck that really made my day. Oh here is the actual MuMM itself in case you don't want to look at the comments. "SO you have these two fuck heads who are posting tons of bullshit not even pertaing to the mumm that is posted, PERSONAL attacks, which is some how odd for they do not even know the person posting LOL, which in my mind childish. So should we fuck them up fubar style or ignore. NOTE FUCK heads are BELLOR and PHAT IN THE HAT yah bellor needs to sit on phat in the hat face so she is not so needy." Great huh? Phat and I really know how to piss people off. Its a good thing.

Just Way Too Funny
the person who posted this mumm: http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=190771# and calls herself "sweettouch" had a bunch of people giving her a piece of their minds. then she logged off after deleting more than 60 comments. well, once she thought everyone would move on she snuck back on and deleted probably at least another 30-40. her doing this gave me such a good laugh!!! i needed that laugh!!! have a great night everybody!!!

Taking Charge
TAKING CHARGE Last night was such a thrill. Tying up your hands. With power I began to fill. As up and down you my eyes ran. Completely open to this adventure. So excited with my little game. You laid and silently surrendered. While with your body I began to play. Gnawing at your tummy. I heard you laugh as it began to tickle. Stopping then abruptly, To run my tongue around your nipple. While holding your hands over your head. I climbed over you and found. Pleasure rubbing it up and down your open spread. Slipping gently around and around. Stimulating your tender clit. Until I heard that faint orgasm sound . Then slowly I slipped it in. Moaning with the joy I had found. With your hands bound by my T-shirt. You gladly let me work you deep. Then you tightened your legs and squirmed. As you began to saturate the sheets. Begging me to give it to you. You feel me growing to release my load. Speeding up because I want it to. Then deep inside of you,

Massage
Sensual Massage “Jayden, your 4:00 is here,” came the voice of the receptionist. “Thanks Liz. Please tell him that I will be up there in a few moments.” Jayden relaxed back into her office chair. This was her 8th massage of the day - thankfully her last - and she was more tired than usual. It had been 4 years since she got her license and not once had she ever been this tired. She thought back to her class training and to what her teacher had said about relaxing and releasing before massages. It’s essential to always remember to leave whatever you are feeling at the door when you go to give a massage. Otherwise you will transfer what you are feeling to your client. This could result terribly depending on what you are feeling. Jayden took a few deep breaths; trying to calm herself and release the tension between her shoulders. She couldn’t figure out what it was that was bothering her today. She wasn’t dating anyone, so it couldn’t be relationship problems. Everything was f

My Yahoo
SO SOME BITCH IN CONN STATE I GUESS CLAIMED THAT SHE LOVED ME. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HOLLA AT HER SHE HAD A GUY HACK MY YAHOO. NOW MY YAHOO ACCOUNT IS GONE. I HATE TO BE EVIL BUT HERE IS HER NUMBER.508-738-4499 HER NAME IS STACEY.

The Sexual Journey
THE SEXUAL JOURNEY The joy that I find, With the tightening of your thighs. Pure love is what I see, When I look into your eyes. Slowly feels good, As I enter you there. Moist warm skin. Surrounded by hair. Lusting and thrusting. Deeper and harder. Heightening my senses. Faster, harder, farther. Tightening all around me. Yet gently it slips. In and out, oh my god! Again and again. As I feel you tighten, The harder I begin to grow. This power inside of me, is going to explode! I’m holding! Got to control this! Working you deeply! Can I resist? Wait can’t stop! Here it comes! Pulsating a lot! I can feel the gush! With all the energy gone, Totally drained. I know you can tell, by the look on my face. Knowing I have given you, the juices of my soul. Leaves me relaxed and at peace. Yet somehow whole. Sweet dreams, Tiger

My Kinda Guy ...
What is my kinda guy? What do I look for in a man? What makes me melt ...? Well, if ya really wanna know, here is a pictorial of what makes me melt: As you can see, the majority of the time, I lean toward the epitomy of "tall, dark, and handsome". I like artists of all kinds. I like people who "create" beautiful things ... whether that be music, cinema, poetry, art, etc etc. I like a man that can make me laugh. I like a man that has a heart and knows how to use it! I like a man that is in touch with his emotions and would not be afraid to cry in front of me, but at the same time, not more feminine than I am! I like a man that is secure within himself and open to just about anything. Nonjudgemental and non-racist. I like an affectionate man, but not a clingy one. I like men that have drive and passion! Ambition and intelligence! Responsibility and kindness! Generousity and empathy. A man that knows what he wants and isn't afraid to go after it! A man that reaches for the stars ..

A Reflection Upon Three Crosses
A Reflection upon Three “Crosses” September 18, 2007 by Wayne Jackson In the spring of A.D. 30, three men were crucified just outside the city of Jerusalem. A consideration of the historical facts associated with each is rewarding indeed. Crucifixion was probably the most horrible form of capital punishment ever devised by man. The ancient Persians practiced it (ca. 522 B.C.); for example, when Darius, a Persian ruler, conquered Babylon (the second conquest), he had three thousand leading citizens crucified (Herodotus, The Histories 3.159). Later crucifixion became a mode of Greek execution. Following the destruction of Tyre, Alexander the Great crucified two thousand men of military age (Rollin 1857, 526). On occasion, the Jews resorted to crucifixion. In the inter-biblical period, Alexander Jannaeus (103-76 B.C.) crucified eight hundred Pharisees who had been involved in a revolt. The Romans, however, were most noted for the practice. In 71 B.C., following a slave revolt in

Life
you ever wonder why u are on this place we call earth for what was your point to be here why did god if there is one put you here i wonder ever day WHY IAM HERE what the point maybe it because there is a reson but what is it , your kids maybe your family o friends if you have any beside on line friends and are they always there well sometime and NO it all about yourself to me because IAM me and take me for what iam if not then go away i will just go on with i got and that not much so i look up and try to make my life a better place intill ppl cut me down because they do not know who iam hey u got to get to know me before you do that just like a do you so there so my time goes on it has to get better intill then death will be come all of use soon then you know ................ metal on

Paranoia Strike Deep *clap Clap* Into Your Life It Will Creep
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/09/21/bomb.hoax/index.html Woman held in airport bomb hoax Story Highlights MIT student, 19, arrested at Boston's Logan International Airport Suspect was wearing circuit board and battery, police say Student said it was art she wanted to show off, police say She's charged with disorderly conduct, carrying a hoax device From Dan Lothian CNN BOSTON, Massachusetts (CNN) -- Massachusetts State Police arrested a 19-year-old MIT student Friday at Boston's Logan International Airport after receiving a report that a woman had what appeared to be a bomb strapped to her chest. Authorities said the device proved to be fake. Star Simpson, a student at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, was charged with disorderly conduct and carrying a hoax device. Simpson was arraigned later Friday in Boston Municipal Court. District Court Judge Paul Mahoney set bail at $750 and ordered her to return to court on October 29 for a pretrial hearing. A

I Broke Up With My Girlfriend
It was Monday the 17th, i was sitting down for dinner with my girlfriend, after a long day at work, I was tired but in a good mood. I was in the process of moving my girlfriend into my place, it took a year for me to decide that, being a single dad for most of my five eyar olds life has been hard so i dont let people in and out of her life, I thought that i was being careful. It took me two months to even bring my daughter around my girlfriend, fora period of time she thought that i was married and was hiding it from her, but i proved her wrong. Anyway on that monday as we sat to eat, she looked at me with a weird look on her face and she then smirked sheepishly and told me that she was pregnant. I was shocked, to be honest I knew that i used protection to avoid this, but i thought well maybe it leaked or what ever. THe thing is that, two days later, Im taking her to the doctor and we get into a conversation about things, when all of a sudden she started to cry.

What Am I Thinking
Ok, so I noticed that it is real easy to give advice to others in the same crap you are in, but when it comes to following that same advice that you just gave you for some reason cannot do it. What the hell is that? Well that is all I had to say just wanted to put it out there that I am not the sharpest tool in the shed.

Being A Redneck You Must Be Born Stupid
Ohio cop on leave after video shows woman being hit by stun gun Story Highlights Police say the woman was out of control after being forced from a bar Officer says he shocked her seven times, twice after she had been handcuffed Officer: Woman kicked his cruiser's rear driver side window and broke it Woman pleaded not guilty to charges including felony assault, resisting arrest From Janine Brady CNN (CNN) -- An Ohio police officer has been put on paid administrative leave after his own police cruiser's dash camera captured him using a stun gun to subdue a handcuffed woman, an attorney for the city of Warren, Ohio, told CNN on Thursday. Warren City police are investigating a September 2 incident in which the officer repeatedly used a Taser to control the woman, who police allege was wildly out of control after being forced from a bar. According to Officer Rich Kovach's own police report, he shocked Heidi Gill, 38, seven times -- twice after she had been handcuffed.

The Way I Am
The Way I Am I wish people would take me as I am. To me personality is stronger than beauty. For most others they don't care about personality, they look for beauty. If I could decide for the world, everyone would be beautiful. If I could, people wouldn't need to worry about how they look. There would be fewer tears. I wish people would take me as I am, For human life is precious.

Upgraded To Stable
he's doing great. had his eyes open today and tomorrow more work to get him off the machine. thanks to everyone who has been there for me through this. you don't know how much i appreciate all of you.

Hey Guys!
Hey all!! I know it's been forever since I logged on! Sorry to all my friends who've missed me... Thanks for all the birthday wishes... Ok, so to update you all on my life. Divorce is still pending... hold up being child support issue. (waiting on paperwork from state... could take forever) Me and Steve still together (unofficially) long story with the unofficial status.... (rolls eyes, I had to find a guy with morals.... not a bad thing though) We moved into our own house... Found out my so called best friend (ambra) slept with my soon to be ex husband... ofcourse I find this out after we're seperated... did it happen before or after the seperation... your guess is as good as mine on that one. But,oh well. Shit happens... life goes on. I do have a different job now. :) more fast paced but less stressful than where I was. anyways... luv, peace and all that bologna!

Beginz 9/29/07
Ok folks, I am GoInG to host a contest for the best Fu~Salute.1st place prize will be a 7 day blast, Second place will get choice of a ticker or Choice of BPG.Wanna enter??? The only rule i will have is it must be a FU approved salute......bombing WILL be allowed....open to anyone and everyone.Contest will begin 9/29/07 at midnight cst and will close 10/6/07 at midnight cst Fumail me ur pic link ,The more the better....lets make the first contest i host kick ass!!! DJ*TwiZLeTTe*[WifeyOfWardenAli]InMaTe#663087@ fubar

Sooooo
i am sick i cant sleep and i am tired of life.... cant say much more then that right now... i hurt all over...my can barely move my right shoulder at all... its killing me... i wish i could sleep but my throat aches something aweful... dont worry i dont care if you care or not... i am just writing this cuz i am up when i should be sleeping and i am grumpy cuz i am not sleeping.. sooooo fuck

Fla Strikes Again
http://www.wesh.com/news/14156441/detail.html Man Allegedly Forgets Child Porn Pictures In Wal-Mart Kiosk POSTED: 8:02 am EDT September 20, 2007 UPDATED: 9:30 am EDT September 20, 2007 A man accused of printing sexual photos of an underage girl is in a Brevard County Jail Thursday. Police said a Wal-Mart employee helped crack the case, WESH 2 News reported. Brian Rozema was busted after police said he tried to print child pornography at a Wal-Mart in Palm Bay. "This is a sick individual," one police officer said. "This girl is someone he knows very well." Police said Rozema thought he grabbed all of his pictures, but the Kodak Kiosk had only run out of paper and when an employee reloaded the machine, more of the explicit pictures came out. == all I gotta say is Thank God Im not a fucking redneck from Florida

Unfolding Rose
Unfolding Rose (to the special lady) As a rose unfolding Soft to the gentle breeze Bent to greater beauty So is my love for you. Hidden between the garden And the stairway to the porch It's beauty must be sought for Or it unfolds sad and alone. As a rose unfolding Offers gentle peace and rest As a rose unfolding So is my love for you.

You Cant Make This Shit Up
http://www.wesh.com/news/14157484/detail.html Man Leaves Jail, Crashes Into Sheriff's Flag Pole OCALA, Fla. -- A man who had been out of jail for a few hours crashed his car into a sheriff's substation and told an officer that he could get him cocaine. Victor Bedget was out of jail for three hours on Wednesday when he drove his girlfriend's car into a flag pole at a sheriff's substation. Bedget told the Ocala Star-Banner that he "just made a bad decision." Bedget had been charged with domestic battery and stolen property, and now faces additional charges of being a habitual suspended license driver and possession of cocaine == dumbass!

Hmmmm
So I just needed to write and wonder...Wonder about life and the people that touch your life..I hate fake ppl and that seems to go around alot.I am a very versitile person and I love to have fun but I do not want ot be stereo typed by what society says is ok...I dont know I guess I am just wonder why it is the way it is....

You Might Be A Redneck If You Feed A Cat To Your Pitbull
http://www.wsbtv.com/news/14159984/detail.html Police: Suspect Hunted Neighbor's Pets; Fed Them To Pit Bull POSTED: 2:43 pm EDT September 20, 2007 UPDATED: 6:20 pm EDT September 20, 2007 LAWRENCEVILLE, Ga. -- An animal cruelty investigation against a Gwinnett County man took a shocking twist Thursday. Police accused Tye Hilmo, 21, of hunting and trapping his neighbor's cats, and then letting his pit bull kill the captured animals. LINK: Charges Against Hilmo "It's sick," said Sheiff's office spokeswoman Stacey Bourbonnais. "It's indescribable and sick that people would do this kind of thing to and with animals." Officials charged Hilmo with aggravated cruelty to animals. The charge is a felony that carries a sentence of one to five years in prison and a fine of up to $15,000. Bourbonnais said the evidence against Hilmo includes a picture on his cell phone of a kitten dangling above his pit bull. The caption on the photo reads "Good dog." He already was

Online Friends
From a long Wall Street Journal story: Is This Man Cheating on His Wife? Nearly 40% of men and 53% of women who play online games said their virtual friends were equal to or better than their real-life friends, according to a survey of 30,000 gamers conducted by Nick Yee, a recent Ph.D. graduate from Stanford University. More than a quarter of gamers said the emotional highlight of the past week occurred in a computer world, according to the survey, which was published in 2006 by Massachusetts Institute of Technology Press’s journal Presence. Um, the people one talks to online are … people. You’re going to come tell me that Mike and I, who have been dear friends for 12 years and who have spent a total of what, 12 weeks in person together in that time, are somehow “less than” the friends who happen to live in the same city as I do? And that everyone I met at the SLCC this past weekend has suddenly now vaulted into a “real friend” status, because we’ve managed to touch eac

To All That Are Concerned
I am at home in Indiana still. I won't be home in New York till late Sunday and will not answer my shoutbox. I am still in a deep depression but am going to recover slowly. I appreciate all the well wishes, prayers and respect due to the situation. It is a very sad time for me and sorry if everyday chit chat is what i can handle right now. xo to everyone. Hope you understand.

Panties
Panties by Roger Woollery She wanted embroidered on pants and her bra a message that told him that he'd gone too far. A motif that told him "If you can read this, You're much too close, so give it a miss." "Certainly Modom," the saleslady said. "In what kind of script would you like it read? Copperplate? San Serif? Bold wouldn't fail." She thought for a moment and then she said… "Braille."

Hmmm...i Know This One To Well...been There To Many Times.
Artist: Enrique Iglesias Album: Seven Title: Addicted Have I told you how good it feels to be me, when I'm in you? I can only stay clean when you are around. Don't let me fall. If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again? Chorus: Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes. Am I too late? There is a storm in my head; it rains on my bed when you are not here. I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of losing you. Chorus: Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. When you're lying next to me love is going through to me. Oh it's beautiful. Everything is clear to me 'till I hit reality and I lose it all... I lose it all... I

Shitty
WELL...MOST EVERY THING HAS FALLEN APART THIS MONTH IM SUCH A FREAKING MESS...AS EVERY ONE KNOWS...IV BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS WITH SARAH....SHE WAS SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL A FEW WEEKS AGO...IS IN THE OFFICE ALL THE TIME...AND GOT EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL FOR THE REST OF THE SCHOOL YR...SO ...I TOOK HER TO SOUTHWESTERN AND THEY FINALLY ADMITTED HER TO THE BEHAVER PLACE OUT THERE...I SPENT THE WHOLE DAMNED DAY OUT THERE ...IM TIRED....HOPEFULLY THIS HELPS....I SO DONT WANT HER TO TURN INTO A DRUG HEAD AND TURN OUT TO BE SOME CRAZY WACKED OUT PERSON....I CRIED WHEN I LEFT HER...SHE WAS CRYING..BUT I THINK THIS IS THE BEST THING FOR HER.... AND....IM SINGLE AGAIN...FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I LISTENED TO MY GUT INSTINCT...AND JUST ASKED HIM WHAT WAS WRONG...WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS IM JUST 2 BUSY...AND MY PERSONAL LIFE WAS GETTING IN THE WAY AND IT WAS MORE THAN HE COULD TAKE..SHIT ...I DONT BLAME HIM..ITS MORE THAN I CAN TAKE SOMETIMES...IM JUST VERY DISAPOINTED IN HIM...I THOUGHT HE WAS BETTER THAN

Facts Of Life
Facts of Life by Vivienne Ledlie The father smiled to see his child Come running to his side. "Please tell me, Daddy, what is meant By that word 'sex'", she cried. He looked aghast at this sweet girl - She was but eight years old; Too young, he thought and innocent To break this childhood mould. She should be playing with her dolls Or other toys she had Instead of asking questions such As this one of her Dad. With openness and honesty An inborn family trait, This Dad explained the facts of life Quite candidly and straight. His discourse finished, thankfully, He kissed her on the cheek; No word she'd uttered all the while, But now began to speak: "I didn't think my question was A matter so complex, For Mum just said to tell you lunch Is ready in two secs."

Reason For My Nickname
well musically it is the title of my all time favorite hank williams jr song. and i can relate to the song very well. but i also have a major love of wolves always have parts of my life can be closely compared to that of a wolf. as for the lone part well most my life i have been alone not counting my family anyhow. never really started dating till i was 21 and since it has been one wreck of a relationship after another. used to stick more to vehicles than women thats why i never dated till i was 21 now i look back and i'd say even considering the good moments i wish i had stuck to my vehicles and never gotten involved with any. all it has ever led to was pain in my heart which is the only pain that hurts me. i do still from time to time open up abit if a woman catches my interest on more than just a physical level. which does not happen much anymore.

Im Rich Bitch!!!
well, rich in life..... things are starting to finally come together after a season of empty promises and a series of dissapointing events! 1. I got a FULL RIDE TO MY UNIVERSITY....that is so FAT cuz it opens up some financial doors for me. man, im glad i didnt drop out like i was thinking about doing....sheesh! 2. Im surrounded by beautiful people who make my world a better place....no more dramma for me! 3. I got to touch, meet, and see common and biz markie in the past 2 weeks. 4. Im in the newspaper this week....st.louis american, check it out!!!! 5. i just feel damn great! sorry to gloat, but 2007 is alright...compleation, new begings, youuuuuu diigggg?

Updated: Just Some Thoughts
UpDated: Het guys I finally updated my blog, leaving the original just adding to it. Ok, I recieved alot of agreements with it, and like three sugestions, one was open communication, and i did already have it in there. So I will just elaberate on it. Communication is great, open communication is the key. If you can not talk to your partner about something then hoe can you love them. Lets just say this; you can have sex with then, look at them in their most valnerable, weak state, but not be able to talk to them. You can say the three most endoring presious world on earth to the, but can not tell them what is on your mind. Now ladies, this does not mean yell or talk down to them, i know men are hard headed, but it is possable to sit down and talk, most of the time. No not all men, but i think if done right and before it is too late, it can be done. Now, lets continue to add. This is the first and most important thing to say, although i knew it, i forgot to include it. I look back

Just Some Thoughts
OK, guys, I was talking to a friend the other day, and we decided that they should teach love in schools, sex education; ok, but there is a need to teach love too. Too any people but it all off on the churches, and schools; and they put it all off on the parents, and in the end our kids are learning nothing, until years later when they start to really learn about it the hard way. So I thought I would just send out a few pointers for everyone to read, or not you choice. Let’s start in the beginning, we all make stupid mistakes, but that is how we learn. These mistakes will happen and not all are the mistake others will see. Too often parents do not agree with ones decision of partners, and too often mess up what could have been a great relationship, just because. My words to everyone are to not try and destroy what you do not understand, remember yourself and what you had and lost because of someone else. Next, love is not changing someone to be what you want them to be, but more, excep

So Weird
I started this lil blog to just post lyrics to a song that i connect witha nd heard again tonight....It is by Megadeth for those that don't recognize it. Then I just decided to start writing a lil something at the end and what came out was soo odd. Not sure where it came from. Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all please smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all A tout le monde (To everybody) A tout mes amis (To all my friends) Je vous aime (I love you) Je dois partir (I must leave) These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple t

Snakes
->~FireFight...: my snake is not that long but it starts as a worm, and if you rub it, it becomes an anaconda ~FireFight...: my snakes are hawt ~FireFight...: yeah well i have a 10 foot 95lb boa if i can handl that the italian python would be a problem why?? ~FireFight...: lol ~FireFight...: whats that? ->~FireFight...: the italian python awaits ->~FireFight...: you like snakes but you know my stance

Another Crazy Friend Request...
ACCEPT | DENY mr.cowboy 2007-09-21 20:16:58 I'm not going to slow mack with you. Yes I like you page an your smile. Yes I really like to get to know you better. I'm not about game or bullsh't. I one of the most real man I can be out here today. Yes, I would love to have lil of you time to show you I'm for real. So can I ?

Thats Me!
Hazel Eyes People with hazel eyes are very lovable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers and fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out.They are real partiers.They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around.

Poem Bye Me Friend Dark Riehana
Lost and Lonely Lost and Lonely... noone to find me Lost and Lonely... noone to save me Lost and Lonely... noone to love me Lost and Lonely... darkness filling my heart Lost and Lonely... can anyone help me Lost and Lonely... oh God where am I Lost and Lonely... no light in sight Lost and Lonely... blacknessfills my eyes Lost and Lonely... death is here at last

Written For My Mom
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free.

Crazy
Tomarrow is my cousins wedding. All three of my kids are going to be in it. Lets just say I am a little frazzled right now thinking of all the craziness that I am going to have to deal with tomarrow. I am so excited tho to see my girls in their dresses and my son in his tux. I will post pictures when I can. I am not bringing a date. Which is good, maybe I will meet someone there, or not. I don't really care. They all expect me to drink with them tomarrow night and honestly I have no desire to get drunk. I have to drive home. Thank God the ex is picking the kids up from the reception so I can have a good time. Thanks Mike!!!!!! Also I have to get all dressed up. I am so not used to that. I still don't know what I am going to where. Tracy let me barrow a dress but I tried it on today and lets just say I really don't have the body for that dress. Oh well.

Thanks For Helping Me Get To Pimp Level!!!!
The following people helped me a bunch tonight as did some others. I thank all of you! FuBob~1st to Claim the name~Official G-Spotter ID Card Maker@ fubar THE ONE®@ fubar RedZ28 - Rate Spankers@ fubar badazz@ fubar BeHiNd BlUe EyEs "Please Sign My Guest Book"@ fubar There are others whom have helped as well!!!!

Awakening Your True Self.
Affirmation: I now give myself permission to be true to myself. The faery say the clouds of my heart and mind are lifting. I can now see my life as it should be. I'm not going to Colorado and perhaps that's for the best. I wasn't real hip on going I need to focus on classes that start in January. I know its early still but my focus needs to be there.

Your Age By Diner & Restaurant Math
----YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 .. If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is

The Mustard Story
I Love Mustard. (This is a true story. If you have children you will probably relate to this father. As ham sandwiches go, it was perfection: a thick slab of ham on a fresh bun with crisp lettuce and plenty of expensive, light brown, gourmet mustard. The corners of my jaw aching in anticipation, I carried it to the table in our backyard, picked it up with both hands but was stopped by my wife suddenly at my side. 'Here, hold Johnny (our six-week-old son) while I get my sandwich,' she said. I had him balanced between my left elbow and shoulder and was reaching again for the ham sandwich when I noticed a streak of mustard on my fingers. I love mustard. I had no napkin. I licked it off. It was not mustard. No man ever put a baby down faster. It was the first and only time I have sprinted with my tongue protruding out. With a washcloth in each hand, I did the sort of routine shoeshine boys do, only I did it on my tongue. Later, after she stopped cryi

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't go

Too Much Time Thinking On Things
ahh seems i always think on things in my life way too much. expetially around my birthday which was monday. just thinking bout life relationships money and many other things. which for me since i usually wind up spending most of my life alone while most my friends are gettin married havin kids good family pretty much a complete life. while myself ya i can aford to do what i like most the time, but ya know something what does it matter when ya spend most your time doing things and what not alone by myself. even around what few friends i have i usually feel alone. then again doesn't help they usually either are married or atleast got good g/f's. while me all i ever seem to freakin get involved with are women that turn out to be total utter wastes of time and energy. been trying to keep myself busy with vehicles and what not but just not managing good enough. is it really too much to be able to find a woman that i can spend time with maybe even the rest of life, but nooo i gotta keep gett

Would You Mind?
Would You Mind? Would you mind if the sun shines and helps you find The path to warm this old soul? Push aside the dark of night. Ending my emotional strife. And making my broken life whole. The splendor of your grace creates a smile upon my face As grand as that on the face of the moon. The flow of your motion as serene as the ocean And the gentle breezes of June. Would you mind holding my hand as together we stand As the symbol of true love and devotion? To show the whole world how happiness unfurled Creates the greatest display of emotion. A single moment of your touch against my skin causes such Excitement which must be contained. Soothing music I have heard as I listened to the words Of the love for me you proclaim. Would you mind becoming my wife to be cherished all my life? I’ll adorn you with trinkets of love. May I gaze into your eyes as large as clear northern skies Until together we visit Heaven above? DCB 06-20-02

The First Blog I Have Ever Done
well, i have never writen in a blog befor so there we go...i will simply write what ever i want. from my crapy poems or horible vilent thoughts..lol. blogs are just weird...like jurnals you let others read...well im out of here.see ya.

Blows My Mind
Ok so for a few months I was in a relationship, I am no longer part of that relationship due them deciding to leave. Well I suppose mine as well since I have a little to much self worth to beg someone to stay with me. So what blows my mind and I find highly amusing is that someone has enough time to blow on making up fake names just to check out my profile since you can't see it w/ out an account. Why did I do this you ask, because I find it amusing to know when someone is trying to check up on me. Really why would you want to check up on an ex? Yes some of my ex's are still my friends but I would never think to try to be sneaky to check up on them. Well really is it even considered to be sneaky? You know I cared about the kid but even if I still did why would i torture myself to try to keep tabs on him. Really this is just a blog for me to call him out on trying to be sneaky because honestly it's creepy and really starting to piss me off. It was your choice to say the things

To All Freinds
If you are on my friends list all i ask is you drop by and say hi once in a while then i know you just don't want points or ratings.I'm a person who does not like games and does not like people that put other people down for what they look like. If ya can't deal with that don't even bother with me.

Forever Good
Forever Good She lives in your heart Bending a smile all the while Hanging happiness about Like a child joyous and mild You live in her mind By giving a start to stroke her heart. Make her want you more Creating thoughts of love with harps. Bring her love alive again. Once you begin, you can never end Give hugs oh so strong Be a friend, help old wounds to mend. She’s a tender and kind soul Treat her good as you always should Show her your deepest love For if you should, her love will be forever good! DCB 01-29-04

A Bunch Of Why, Oh Why
Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance? Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

Not Trying To Scare Anyone
Today I unknowingly scared my wife by keeping my cell phone off for most of the day. I called in sick because food poisoning, and once I felt better I went to run some errans. All the time, she kept calling me thinking I got hurt or worst. Even her family was getting concerned. I had kept my cell phone off because I wanted to get some things for her and the kids as a surprise. By the time I spoke to my wife, she was pretty mad at me for scaring her. So To My Wife: I am sorry for scaring you. Next time I will keep in touch better and my cell phone on. Love you.

I Am
I Am This person I am, I am because of you; You say I am sweet Though You are my honey. You Fuel my drive. You Stir my passion. You Are my deepest desire! Yes, I am determined, Because You Are my inspiration! I am In love with you For You Are my heart! Dino 01/04/04

Remember This???
How things should still be! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way..... way.....way back..... I'm talkin' about: Hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodge ball until the first... no.. .second.. .no...third streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck. ...GOOSE! !! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cere

More Tuther Stuff
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Yes Folks..you Voted For Him
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070921/wl_nm/safrica_mandela_bush_dc Fri Sep 21, 8:15 AM ET Nelson Mandela is still very much alive despite an embarrassing gaffe by U.S. President George W. Bush, who alluded to the former South African leader's death in an attempt to explain sectarian violence in Iraq. "It's out there. All we can do is reassure people, especially South Africans, that President Mandela is alive," Achmat Dangor, chief executive officer of the Nelson Mandela Foundation, said as Bush's comments received worldwide coverage. In a speech defending his administration's Iraq policy, Bush said former Iraqi President Saddam Hussein's brutality had made it impossible for a unifying leader to emerge and stop the sectarian violence that has engulfed the Middle Eastern nation. "I heard somebody say, Where's Mandela?' Well, Mandela's dead because Saddam Hussein killed all the Mandelas," Bush, who has a reputation for verbal faux pas, said in a press conference in Washingt

The Mirror
Life is like a mirror you see The refection is here for you and me Only the wise can tell it’s true The rest of us believe to go on through Someone is watching from the other side When I think of that my eyes open wide Are you for sure it’s your reflection you see Or is it someone you wish that you could be The past and the present are here in the glass The vision you see is not what will pass No-one is happy with what they see But all will go on and say it’s just me Smile when you can and frown if you must But this is the only one you can trust Others will lie and say you look good If you’re ok then you see what you should Mirrors are here for us all to see The good and the bad that’s part of me Someone is watching from the other side So smile at yourself and so them your pride Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/30/07

I Am Ok!!!
WOW what a difference 5 months makes! I sit here and I look back at the last 5 months and wonder what the hell happened? You wanted my heart and I gave it to you. You promised never to hurt me and I believed you. We made plans and promised to be 100% honest with each other. I stood by you through all of your "Stuff" I was there even when you didnt want to talk about it. I understood that sometime you just need to "figure it out" I was there for you when she wasnt! I was supportive of your choices for the future. I told you things I never told anyone else. Confided in you about my fears of not being loved. You assured me I was loved. you were there for me when I need to vent and I was there for you. I looked forward to those 6 am phone calls and LOVED hearing your voice. I was sure you were the one... I still remember the day like it was yesterday. I couldn't believe what this person was saying I mean how could it be true? You would NOT do this to me. break my heart and all my trust.

Street Action Truther
9/11 Truth Alberta, Canada 5-11-2007 9/11 Truth Australia 4-11-2007 9/11 Truth Banner Day, Ipswich – 16th June, 2007 9/11 Truth LA Protest on KTLA 9/11 Truth L.A. 4-11-2007 9/11 Truth L.A. 6-11-2007 9/11 Truth Minnesota 4-11-2007 911 Truth NYC 4-11-2007 911 Truth NYC 4-11-2007 - Truth Jam Entry 9/11 Truth Philadelphia 5-11-2007 9/11 Truth Racine, WI 5-11-2007 9/11 Truth Seattle 5-11-2007 9/11 Truth Seattle 6-11-2007 9/11 Truth Sydney 6-11-2007 9/11 Truth Tucson 5-11-2007 9/11 Truth Tucson 6-11-2007 A 9/11 Truth Message From Johnny Wave Eleventh Day of Every Month: Steven Jones Eleventh Day of Every Month: The Third Stage Louisville, KY 9/11 truth action 3-11-2007 URNOTFREE - Truth Street Action

I Have A Dream..do U?
Last night I had the strangest dream, I never dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed To put and end to war. I dreamt I saw a mighty room, The room was filled with men. And the papers they were signing said They'd never fight again. And when the papers were all signed, And a million copies made They all joined hands and bowed their heads, And grateful prayers were made. And the people in the streets below, They all danced round and round And guns and swords and uniforms Were scattered on the ground. Last night I had the strangest dream, I never dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed To put an end to war.

Help Me?
So I was just wondering if of all you awesome poeple on my list of friends, who happened to know how to make skins? I really want a lips skin. Like the lips on my page. I really am obbessed with them, and I spent like 2 hours searching ALL and I mean ALL of the skins and there is just nothing like it. Anyone know how to make them? Anyone wanna make me one? I would be uber greatfule. :) Ms. AllCox (HEHE I love that name)

If You Didnt Know!
Just to let everyone know!That only unattractive overweight males could only be interested in me. Cause a newbie on here says so! Bite Me: 3 losers or 4 all of the above. Bite Me: 2. flat slobs Bite Me: because they are either one...ugly mother fuckers lol.. Thats what he said to me after he rated me a one and said why would anyone would want me or see my NSFW pictures. :p Anyways, Hes a retard! If he has negative stuff to say about people then why is he to chicken shit to put up a picture of himself? Okay that is my rant for tonight! I hope everyone has a great weekend! Love all my friends, Mysti

The Right To Ignore The State
The Right to Ignore the State The Right to Ignore the State Government being simply an agent employed in common by a number of individuals to secure to them certain advantages, the very nature of the connection implies that it is for each to say whether he will employ such an agent or not. If any one of them determines to ignore this mutual-safety confederation, nothing can be said except that he loses all claim to its good offices, and exposes himself to the danger of maltreatment — a thing he is quite at liberty to do if he likes. He cannot be coerced into political combination without a breach of the law of equal freedom; he can withdraw from it without committing any such breach; and he has therefore a right so to withdraw.... Probably a long time will elapse before the right to ignore the state will be generally admitted, even in theory. It will be still longer before it receives legislative recognition. And even then there will be plenty of checks upon the premature exerci

First Week Almost Over.
Tomorrow is my last school day for the week. I had my first test today and made an A. which really surprised me, since the terms we had to learn where pretty difficult. So far Ive picked everything up. And we have learned alot already. But I will be glad for tomorrow to get here. Im ready for a break. I tore a muscle in my shoulder from carrying in my bag with my manicure stuff in it. Yes the bag is that heavy. So I seriously need to give that shoulder a break. If the pain keeps up like it is I might end up at the hospital before I can even get into the dr on monday. At this point I like almost everyone in my class except of this one girl. Shes so fucking annoying and questions everyone on EVERYTHING. I hate being questioned on shit thats no ones business, unless of course I offer it up first. Today for instance i was sitting there getting my scalp massage and shes like whats wrong with you. Nothing i say. Then shes asking am i annoying you and all up in my face. One thing you have

Phenomenal
FROM MY EYES TO MY NOSE...FROM MY NOSE TO MY LIPS... FROM MY LIPS TO MY BREAST...FROM MY BREAST TO MY TO MY HIPS... FROM MY HIPS TO MY THIGHS... FROM THIGHS TO MY CALVES... FROM MY CALVES TO MY FEET... I AM A WOMAN PHENOMENALLY... PHENOMENAL WOMAN I AM

Fairy Tales!!
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little !: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, ~~~~~~~~ self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat ~~~~~~~~ contemplating ecological issues ~~~~~~~~ on the shores of an unpolluted pond ~~~~~~~~ in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap ~~~~~~~~ and said: " Elegant Lady, ~~~~~~~~ I was once a handsome prince, ~~~~~~~~ until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, ~~~~~~~~ and I

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life into his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty dollars. ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST:

~light In Shadow~
the light within shadow a fragile thing indeed - one that will show itself when in life - there is a need. it's there within the dark hidden just from sight - but know it is always seen when the time is right. take care though as this special gift you touch - for there within its warming glow is a soul that cares so much. this light within shadow has much it's dared to bear - but embraced by that which shows it's true. . will forever - its warmth - than share. so seek you the light that which hides within the dark. . . seek it if you're willing and unafraid - - of the flame that will touch your heart. ~Candyce~

Im In Love With Her
FYI!!! HER IS ME... SO DONT GET IT FCKD UP!!!! I LOVE U!!... I Wish it was that easy to tell that to the girl im crazy in love with. I've known her my entire life, shes my best and closest friend. but some how i find myself deeply fallen in love with her. I do just about everything, pick her up from work, talk 2her every night, chill with her etc, i act more like a girlfriend than just a friend. I cant let go of her because she is in my face every single day, we work at the same place and study the same course. Wish i could be reading this poem to you, oh yeah thats right i am CAUSE SHE IS I sorry I just couldn't help myself, I fell in love with you!!

Getting Old
Damn, here in 23 days I will be 31. Time just flies by so quickly anymore, although I have come to realize that I'm not a spring chicken anymore an sure in the hell don't look it either...lol...I am ready, so bring it on... tee hee

In America....
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do w

My Dreams Lately...
Most of what I can remember, has been a sense of reaching out...no clear images, just a vague impression of reaching out. Not reaching anything/anyone, though. *ss* running out of time... carpe noctem eternae...

I Wont Forget
I had forgotten… The bike as lonely steed I had forgotten… My forbidden need I had forgotten… The sunset-kissed air I had forgotten… My billowing hair I had forgotten… The sacred forest spot I had forgotten… My urge to plot. I had forgotten all these things and more, even the coolness of a slushie from the store. I had allowed myself to become a bore. But now as I lie here bruised and sore, I vow to myself I will never again ignore, And thus remain at peace down to my core.

Autism
does anyone know anything about Autism? i ask cuz i believe my son has it. from what i have read and see he has all the signs. i am taking to his doctor my next day off...but any info will be a big help!!! Thank you so much to all that can help me!

My Day Everyday
I would first off like to say hello to everyone its my first fubar day lol its a pretty cool website myspace is getting old and over populated. my eyes grow heavy and burn from the held back tears Finally i found a man after all these years but than you had to go away and leave me here alone I know it was not at all your fault why you had to go but even if i knew this would happen i still wouldnt have said no were raising a family of our own and to everyone it will be known thaat i love you with all my heart and nothing not even this could tear us apart

Please Pray For A Good Friend Of Mine
Hey all i need to take a minute of your time if i may. our dear friend ana the angel is in the hospital she just had surgery. she had that bullet removed from her hip. right now things arent looking good for our dear sweet friend. its a possibilty she might lose her right leg. so if you all could please pray for our sweet ana it would be greatly appreciated. please also keep her family in your prayers as well. they will need them as well because they will be helping take care of her as she recovers. so im asking please that you all prayer for her and her family. her husband is getting ready to deploy as well. so please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. and while shes recovering show her a lil love as well. thank you all very much.

Another From The Heart.
Don't want to be another of 'THEM' Want to feel beautiful.. Both outside and in. Don't want to be another 'notch' in the belt.. Want what is true.. That which is felt. Don't want to be a passing thought on the breeze.. Want to show all that I am.. That which is me. Don't want the words just told in play.. Want the 'touch' that tells me.. you're here to stay. Don't want the bad.. Don't want the good.. Want all that comes with each.. The way that it should. Don't want the complicated.. Don't want the simple.. Just smile at me.. And we'll meet in the middle. ~Candyce~

I Am Woman
Now here we are Together, all alone Resting in the back of my car Bodies next to one another I finally feel at home And then I look into your eyes Trace the runnels of your lips I feel the passion that resides Feel my heart begin to pound As you plant a kiss at my fingertips We move closer, as close as two can be Then begin to whisper sweet songs Words just between you and me Beyond the comprehension of others In my heart where it shall forever belong Our breaths grow deep Souls begging, yearning for more The windows tainted with our heat Feel the sensations rise As our bodies begin to explore Your sweet, sweet caress That leaves me in a daze I feel your hands run up my dress My eyes sparkle Vision now glazed Bodies moving so fast And I can’t seem to comprehend A moment in time that will forever last Swirling, touching, together, strong sensations rise Heaven’s here with you, my godsend Crashing down, down so heavy I see the world through new

Never Under Estimate Yourself
The Tomato Company An unemployed man is desperate to support his family of a wife and three kids. He applies for a janitor's job at a large firm and easily passes an aptitude test. The human resources manager tells him, "You will be hired at minimum wage of $5.35 an hour. Let me have your e-mail address so that we can get you in the loop. Our system will automatically e-mail you all the forms and advise you when to start and where to report on your first day." Taken back, the man protests that he is poor and has neither a computer nor an e-mail address. To this the manager replies, "You must understand that to a company like ours that means that you virtually do not exist. Without an e-mail address you can hardly expect to be employed by a high-tech firm. Good day." Stunned, the man leaves Not knowing where to turn and having $10 in his wallet, he walks past a farmers' market and sees a stand selling 25 lb. crates of beautiful red tomatoes. He buys a crate, carri

This Woman Should Run For President
I have seen this before....but with the anniversary of 9/11 being last week it really seems appropiate................. This Lady Should Run For President Here is a real woman who should run for president! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. a.. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in

1 Rate And 20 Comments Please
HELLO EVERY ONE WE HAVE A FRIEND OF MINE IN A CONTEST AND SHE IS FALLING 3000 COMMENTS BEHIND WE NEED TO GET HER BACK IN THE LEAD TO GET THE MAX COMMENTS AND I KNOW WE CAN DO IT CAUSE I HAVE THE BEST PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS WILL HELP PLEASE!!!! LOVE Y'ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM WHAT WE CAN DO!!!!

Thinking Back....
Lifes way of reducing a heart to a shell it gives you such joy then tosses you in hell- - for upon a road once traveled with care- only giving out feelings to those who had dared- seeking out pleasures only shared on a whim and keeping what meant a damn hidden within. then comes... a turn in the road a division of ways- which would you chose.. how would you spend your days? continue the path of the carefully placed step- only giving and taking when your appetite was wet.. or perhaps down the way yet unmapped and unknown.. to feel what you experience- to see how you grow.. either way though.. it matters not which you take for all seems to lead down the way of joy.. then heartache! ~Candyce~

Life's Roller Coaster....
I try not to reach out, I try not to let it get to me. I try not to ask for help. But how far can one person be pushed? How much can one endure? I bend over backwards to make people around me, happy. Makes me wonder, how many of those people are doing the same for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here today, asking you to make me happy. Because, I know in my heart that only I can be the one to do that. My heart was so cluttered with feelings I didn't understand. Feelings, that honestly... scared me. I can admit that now.... I felt like, I was hiding in the dark, I felt like only person held the light to help me find my way. But do you ever get to the point, where you don't know your left from your right? Or that your "light" is constantly being shifted? I know what I want... or who I want. But, I'm at the point, where I wonder if I've pushed too much, tried too hard to get it. Making me realize why I don't fight for what I want anymore. For the fear of rejection, for the fear of

Ashes
Okay so I never write poetry, it's not my thing. But I wrote this right after my husband died. Ashes Written for and in memory of my husband, Eddie. Bridges seperate us, unite us. Walk across and find each other. Walk across and leave each other. Trust me to take you where you cannot walk. I burried you in Earth, you sleep. I let you go to the wind, you are free. I locked you in glass you are left untouched. I walk above you, behind you, below you, but never with you. You walk all around me, with me unseen. My tears fall from between Heaven and Earth. Fall below swept away with the river, unseen and un-noticed. Do I care you ask? Ask the river it has caught my tears, tasted them and claimed them. Do I care? Ask the river, it holds what you could see but never saw. It carries what you could hear, but never heard. Andrea Slingsby Copyright ©2007 Andrea Michelle Slingsby

~untitled~
life's nasty game of trick and of chance to dwell in your thoughts and within your dreams prance taking or giving what suits its demise life seems only to want what's unfair - and unwise tormenting and stealing that which you so crave leaving you empty confused and within - dazed. holding you captive to what you desire not caring or trusting if your soul does expire. life's cruel jest does play itself well for it uses your heaven to toss you in hell! ~Candyce~

A Dom's Wishes
A Dom's Wishes by Phillychocolatem © She felt his large, capable hands slide across her shoulders as the hot water from the shower streamed over her body, causing steam to envelop the bathroom like a sauna. Capable hands. Capable of fulfilling every desire she had ever dreamed of and a myriad of dreams she had yet to discover. She shivered despite the stinging spray of hot water as his fingers brushed over her large, pink nipples before his palms closed over her breasts and gently squeezed. Her eyes closed in delight as his lips brushed along her neck, causing her pulse to jump. She could barely contain her moan of pleasure as his right hand traveled down her stomach, his lips still caressing her neck then sliding along her shoulder. His hand slid further down, cupping the sensitive mound of flesh between her silken thighs. He slowly worked his finger back and forth between her sensitive folds. At this touch, she could no longer control the gasp that escaped from her lips

Application
The Poison Sapphire is now accepting applications for the following positions: 6 Security Positions 6 Bar tending Positions 12 DJ Slots (available a min. of 2 hours) Promoters All applicants may apply for the maximum of 2 positions. Anyone interested please contact myself or, the co-owner, Poison. Then the two of us will look over every candidate and then get back to those we have chosen to fill these positions. Thanks for your interest, The Poison Sapphire Staff Copy the below section and repost it as a comment: Fubar Screen Name: ID: Current Rank: Position Applying For: Age: Location: Gender:

Senator Ted Kennedy Your Hero
> >Happy Birthday, Mary Jo >GOD BLESS YOU, MARY JO! > >Friends and fellow Americans, > >A few days ago, from her grave, I thought I heard Mary Jo Kopechne >(July 26, 1940 - July 18, 1969) call. > >"On Thursday, I would have been 67 years old. As my only wish, please >refresh your memory of me and my murderer." > >When Senator Ted Kennedy was merely just another Democrat bloating on >Capitol Hill on behalf of liberal causes, it was perhaps excusable to >ignore his deplorable past. But now that he has become the leading >Democrat attack dog, positioning himself as Washington's leading arbiter >of truth and integrity, the days for such indulgence are now over. > >It's time for good Americans to stand up and remind our countrymen why >this man had to abandon his own presidential bid in 1980. It's time to >say the words "Mary Jo Kopechne" out loud. > >Ted Kennedy drunkenly drove his car off a bridge, extricated himself, >and left Miss Kopechne behind

From The Heart...
I said I would love you forever... well ... forever is a very long time.. and now-a-days... 'forevers' are tossed out to others like candy... to satisfy them... love me in my time.... in our time..... a time where no one else can touch us. because our time..... will make forever seem like a grain of sand on a beach. ~from the heart of Candyce~

We Do Live In America , Right?!?!?!
We do live in America , Right?!?!?! We've all experienced this! By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND "TENJOOBERRYMUDS"... In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in. Now, here goes... The following is a telephone exchange between maybe you as a hotel guest and call room-service somewhere in the good old U S A today... Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." Room Service: " Rye . Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs." Room Service: "Ow July den?" Guest: ".....What??" Room Service: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" Guest: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry.. scrambled, please."

Too Late :(
With the faintest touch Two souls ignite Kisses burn The reality of it so impossible Melting under the perfection of the moment But the reality of it so untrue Can't turn away, Away from everything you ever wanted But can you really turn towards Something that can't exist? A hand on the clock Stopping in midair Make this last Please make this last another second Another second and I'm blinded by this bliss What was the point of all this, More damage done When you continue to let it develop, expose And set fire to this love A confession It hurts too much to see this last In the moments we have left Knowing there's no path to go by Just standing at the end of a dead end street savouring each minute Each scent, touch, taste Too much Release, and let your final visions of life as it is Mark your mind forever.

Job Interview
Went to my interview. She and I were not sure if I could 'handle' the job so she let me 'sit and observe' one of the transactions. The filling out of paperwork, going to get the person TO fill out the paperwork does not bother me. Even the name calling and rudeness from the alleged suspects I could probably handle. The 2.50 plus commission...for each bond you do...Yes, a bail bonds person! And 12 hour shifts. I would have potential rapists, murders, child molesters, etc. in my car transporting them to the office to fill out paper work....Alone! Also went and filled out an application at a place they call a casino. It has only the one armed bandits in there, no tables. And exploring and inquiring about a 'gatekeeper' job to see what it is.

Why Do Men Die First?
Why do men die first? Why do men die first? This is a question that has gone unanswered for centuries......but, now we know. If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race...you're a male chauvinist. If you stay home and do the housework....you're a pansy. If you work too hard...there's never any time for her. If you don't work enough...you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay...this is exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay...you should get off your lazy behind and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her...that is favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you ...it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks...it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet...it's male indifference. If you cry...you're a wimp. If you don't...you're an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her...you're a chauvinist. If s

Did You Ever ???
Did you ever want to reach around and punch someones lights out ?? just fawkin Deck them .. see then have some actual pain for just a lil while that You inflicted ??? Oooo .. How sweet would that be about now . i wanna shove a damn sock in his drunken mouth and just whollip him Lawd give me the strength to not beat him to a pulp .. just one nite .. one hit .. one minute of satisfaction .. Ooooo how wonderful that would be .. but i know if i let loose id beat the snot outta him and wouldnt be able to stop ... * EVIL laugh* Oh in a perfect world ..

A Poem For Sweetie
I love you. Not just for who you are, but for who I am when I'm with you. I love you. Not for what you've done with your life... ...but for what you're doing to mine. I love you for making me good...and happy. And whole. Because that is what you do Without a word. Without a gesture. Without a doubt. Just by being yourself. Such a simple thing... but no one else in the world could do it. Only you.

Bonnie & Clyde" Does One Really Ever Learn Or Do We Become
DESENSITIZED....Dont know why i did this story i just felt like it.Probebly because i almost felt sad to see innocence lost by The influence of an evil man.Due to GREED and selfish gain.Im not glorifying it though.Bonnie Parker (October 1, 1910 – May 23, 1934) and Clyde Barrow (March 24, 1909 – May 23, 1934) were notorious outlaws, robbers and criminals who travelled the Central United States during the Great Depression. Their exploits were known nationwide. They captured the attention of the American press and its readership during what is sometimes referred to as the "public enemy era" between 1931 and 1935. Although this couple and their gang were notorious for their bank robberies, Clyde Barrow preferred to rob small stores or gas stations. Bonnie Parker On September 25, 1926, at age sixteen, she married Roy Thornton. The marriage was short-lived, and in January 1929 they separated but never divorced; Bonnie was wearing Thornton's wedding ring when she died. His reaction to his wif

What Is Love
I thought I knew What love really was, But for me to say so Is simply impossible, It just is… Love is an experience That needs to be shared Love is a feeling That grows all around us, Love is everywhere, It just is… I can’t say How love really happens, But on the other hand, Neither can anyone. It happens for a reason, It happens at a time, It happens, It just does… I don’t understand love, And I guess I never will, For it’s a feeling much too complex To be understood…

Why Is It...
that I can't seem to get my "guy radar" in tune? I meet someone, talk to them, get to know them, and then they turn out to be a dick? Well, I've learned my lesson. Should have learned it from my last husband, but I've always tried to hold out hope that there are some truly decent guys out there that aren't JUST tryin to get in my pants. I think I'm just kidding myself. Have decided to take a break from the dating scene and regroup. Can't be any worse than sitting here wondering why I'm not good enough to get to truly know and then see what goes from there. I'm just so tired of the games. Way tired.

~~traveling By Air~~
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw an unusually beautiful woman boarding the plane He soon realized she was heading straight toward his seat. Lo and behold, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation, he blurted out, "Business trip or vacation?" She turned, smiled, and said, "Business. The annual Sexual Education Convention in Chicago ." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen, sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting for sex education! Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use my experience to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really," he said. "What myths are those?" "Well," she explained. "One popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed, when in fact, it's the Native American Indian who is m

On The Rampage Again
So I am going to write another blog that is going to piss-off some people and probably get me kicked off of several of my social networking sites yet again. As many people know who are my friends I normally write down what I am going to blog about and then I write it on one site and then copy and paste it to the other sites I am on. This saves me from having to re-write the entire blog over for every site that I am on, so if there are references to one site and it is not the site the blog is on, please forgive me because I must have missed it in the editing process. So let me begin by saying that if you read something you do not agree with please do not have me kicked off of whatever social networking site you read this blog on. I have a right to freedom of speech as much as any racist, bigot, or just plain moron who gets to enjoy that right and who are normally the people I go after the most. Well let me start by saying that I am really pissed-off that our troops in the Af

Well Well, Look What Life Has Offered
Well this is to all my friends out there in FUBAR land. I just wanted to let you all know that I was offered a job today, in another state. I am most likely gonna take it as it is a HUGE jump in pay for me and It puts me someplace I want to be. If you're curious and want to know more, please ask me and I'll tell you

You Didnt
You didn't lean in for a kiss you didn't even talk you simply took me by the hand and we went for a walk holding hands, we walked in silence, breathing in the air we weren't doing anything but hell, i didn't care we stopped when we came to a field, laid down upon the grass oh god, please ill do anything, don't let this moment pass we shared a look that needs no words right then, i think, i knew from then until forever ill be in love with you.

Goodbye
I sit here and think about how to say goodbye to what I only thought I had. Asking myself how to mourn the loss of his touch. To no longer feel his caress,the sweetness of his kiss.Should I weep at the thought of never feeling him wrapped around me again.Forget his taste,his smell,how he feels inside me. Should I forget the times we spent together. Sitting here with a bittersweet smile on my face.Sad but not sad....after all how do I weep for what I never had.

What Is Your Personality Recipe?
Cassandra- a pinch of wealth- 1 1/2 cups of seduction- a pound of promiscuityBoil together and serve. 'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com Highlight the white area

#5 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Music Of The Night
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Music of the Night Gerard Butler I have brought you to the seat of sweet music's throne . . . to this kingdom where all must pay homage to music . . . music . . . You have come here, for one purpose, and one alone . . . Since the moment I first heard you sing, I have needed you with me, to serve me, to sing, for my music . . . my music . . . Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation . . . Darkness stirs and wakes imagination . . . Silently the senses abandon their defences . . . Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendour . . . Grasp it, sense it - tremulous and tender . . . Turn your face away from the garish light of day, turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light - and listen to the music of the night . . . Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams! Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before! Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you'll live as you've never lived before . .

570
IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE WORD FUCK - DO NOT READ BEYOND THIS POINT! what the fucking hell?!?! is this bitch and moan to Kathy day?!?! all fucking day i had people bitching to me about other co workers.. then i turn on my yahoo tonight and i get someone asking me if i heard what so and so said about me. who the flying fuck gives a damn. i go to get ice cream .. my mother says .. oh are you gonnna dirty another bowl. FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG?!?! Why why why?!?!?! Im beginning to wish it had been me instead of my father that went 7 and a half years ago.

Iceman
Ok gang, I know some of you are sick of me beggin to help my friends out. But they cant help it if they are loosers!!! lol just kiddin, rate fan and add he will do the same blah blah blah and thanks love u all!! PJ "Iceman" Marrin@ fubar

A Midnight Snack Surprise
A colleague approached this man at lunch that invited him out for a few beers after work. The man said that his wife would never go for it, and that she does not allow him to go drinking with the guys after work. The colleague suggested a way to overcome that problem: "When you get home tonight, sneak into the house, slide down under the sheets, gently pull down your wife's panties, and give her oral sex. Women love it, and believe me, she'll never mention that you were out late with the boys." So the man agreed to try it, and went out and enjoyed himself. Late that night, he sneaked into the house, slid down under the sheets, gently slid down his wife's panties, and gave her oral sex. She moaned and groaned with pleasure, but after a little while, he realized he had to take a leak, so he told he he'd be right back, got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom. When he opened the door and went in, he was very surprised to see his wife sitting on the john. "How did yo

First Post
So yeah this is my first blog post on here. So far I find this place to be unique in the number of ways you can associate with people. I'm currently getting my computer back together after a major OS crash. I lost everything on my comp. Luckly I have almost everything I lost either uploaded to sites online or I have them on CDs. Anyways once I am able to collect my poems and other writings I will be posting them on here along with anything that catches my interest and I need to voice an opinion about. blah blah blah this has to be the most generic bloc post ever so I hope to be able to find my stuff soon. Till then Let down your guard enough and you will find yourself in love

Stoned Moments
Wasted timE Drifting thoughtS Awakening hope springs newfound meaninG Priceless artwork painted by the years of pain and heartache, souled for just one more chancE Perhaps there does lie meaning behind our liveS Even if it is just to lonG The longing is what drives us, every single day, behind the scenes, it pulls our stringS No matter what person, no matter what life, in any situation it is the longing which drives uS

Beautiful Liar By Beyonce (for You Kevin)
(Ay) (Ay) (Ay, Nobody likes being played) Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey) He said, I'm worth it, his one desire I know things about him that you wouldn't want to read about He kissed me, his one and only (Yes) Beautiful Liar Tell me how you tolerate the things you Just found out about You never know Why are we the ones who suffer I Have to let go He won't be the one to cry (Ay) Lets not kill the Karma (Ay) Lets not start a fight (Ay) It's not worth the drama For a Beautiful Liar (Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha) (Oh) It's not worth our time (Oh) we can live without him Just a Beautiful Liar I trusted him but when i followed you I saw you together I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea I walked in on your love scene slow dancing You stole everything How can you say I did you wrong We'll never know [Beautiful Liar lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] When the pain and heartbreak

Will I Ever?
Will I ever see you again? You were just a shadow in the corner a dust caught in the wind I never knew you and I never will, if I never see you again. Please explain to me how this happened again Nothing happened, nothing will happen All you did was catch my eye brush my hand smile That smile kept me there till I could stay no longer and now I'm asking you Will I ever see you again? All you were was a person in the crowd A flower in a field Yet you caught my attention and now I'm asking myself Will I ever see you again?

Bar Joke
A new guy in town walks into a bar and reads a sign that hangs over the bar. FREE BEER FOR THE PERSON WHO CAN PASS OUR TEST! So the guy asks the bartender what the test is. The Bartender replies "Well, first you have to drink that whole gallon of pepper tequila, the whole thing at once and you can't make a face while doing it. Second, there's a 'gator out back with a sore tooth...you have to remove it with your bare hands. Third, there's a woman up-stairs who's never had an orgasm. You got to make things right for her." The guy says, "Well, as much as I would love free beer, I won't do it. You have to be nuts to drink a gallon of pepper tequila and then get crazier from there. Well, as time goes on and the man drinks a few, he asks, "Wherez zat teeqeelah?" He grabs the gallon of tequilla with both hands, and downs it with a big slurp and tears streaming down his face. Next, he staggers out back and soon all the people inside hear the most frightening roaring and thumpin

The Vampire Bat
A vampire bat came flapping in from the night, covered in fresh blood, and parked himself on the roof of the cave to get some sleep. Pretty soon all the other bats smelled the blood and began hassling him about where he got it. He told them to go away and let him get some sleep. However, the bats persisted until finally he gave in. "OK, follow me," he said, and flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats behind him. Down through a valley they went, across a river and into a forest full of trees. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly milled around him. "Now, do you see that tree over there?" he asked. "Yes, yes, yes!" the bats all screamed in a hungry frenzy. "Good," said the first bat tiredly, "Because I didn't!"

Xxx
I Caress myself as i think of you Holding each other in our arms kissing Running your fingers through my long red hair Inside me i feel your hard cock Sliding up and down, up and down Finally you gently pull it out of me, Riding me like we were dogs, Even rubbing your hands up my chest and worship my big beautiful breasts Drips come out of your cock Running all over my stomach and legs I want you i need you right now Caressing me with all of your love Kissing me gently with your, soft lips Soothing my body in a bath full of rose petals with you in there with me Outside we hear rainfall gently hitting the roof Now i wake up from my fantasy and go visit you and do it all over again

Could I?
Could I ever Love You more A question drawn in mind a simple question, hard to answer one only answered by time For within the heart, within the soul the powers of time is lent to choose each word so carefully this needed times well spent The only written conclusion that hereby comes to mind is that I could never Love You more given eternity to define the time For You are the gathering of my soul the truth within the efforts of my life to try defining the depths of Love if reality would be such a sacrifice I must say my Dearest though such is this sacrifice of mine For I want You to always know I'll Love You Beyond All Time

Blah Blah Blah
You are in my world, my life As simple as it may be, I want you near, hand in hand To walk love's journey with me. I cannot not offer you treasures untold Or your days always bright, But I give to you all I am And cherish you day and night. You are wonderful, strong, Everything I have ever wished for, You are here beside me And each day I love you more. Our love is growing Not one single day do I regret, Our love has flourished and bloomed And it started the day we met.

First Storm
Right now here outside my office the rain is coming down hard n heavy. Honestly we need this rain very badly, been stuck in a draught this year. It might be too late to help the farmers, but rain like this is still a blessing. Its coming from a tropical storm off the coast of panama city, bout 140 miles away. This is the first rain from a tropical storm or hurricane since 2005, the hurricane right after katrina.There is something else too bout a nice steady downpour, the sound it makes on my steel roof here, its very relaxing. Always liked the sound of rain on a steel roof. Its just a goodnite to stay in and not be on the roads, thiere gonna be too damn slippery. N it being a friday the drunks will be out too. Besides its nice right here, listening to the rain, catching up with my friends on here. Hope all yall are having a goodnite n great weekend. If ya feel like it message me.

Softness
The way you speak so softly, The way you say my name; The tender way you touch me, I'll never be the same. No one has ever moved me, To give my heart completely; The part I held so tightly to, You took from me so sweetly. You move me like no other, There just aren't words to describe; The way your heart has touched mine, And the way I feel inside. The times that I am with you, Are when I feel so whole; You are my anchor in life's storms, You keep me in control. So, keep the very heart of me, And treat it tenderly; You are the reason that I live, You're the better part of me.

Taxes....how True This Is!!!
At first this appears to be funny...then you realize it’s true..............Cricket Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till

Needed You To Be There
One little thing Is not going to take your love from me I love you with all my heart that I would hope you know If you do not then I dont know what else to show I have gave you all of me all i ask is you handle it with care But one thing that does bother me When i needed you the most You was not there Not cause of duty Not because you cant but because you choose You where there for you which isnt a bad thing but like i said before There are times when you are needed It is not very often I am not the normal girl so clinky is not my thing But on the rare occassion when i trully need you I did hope you would be there So forgive me if i am hurt forgive me if i do not understand because this is one of those times I needed you to be there.

For You
You are so far away, but I can still feel you. The essence of your being is in everything I say and do. The nearness of your spirit takes my breath away. I feel you in every beat of my heart as I go throughout my day. When I close my eyes, I get such feelings of bliss. I can see your gentle face and feel the fire in your caress. You tiptoe across my mind in the gentlest ways. You’re in the softness of a rose and the warm wind on my face. You’re the sunbeams from heaven shining brightly in my soul. A sweetness of serenity that fills my heart with gold. You’re always inside my mind, even though we are far apart. I can feel you with me always tugging gently at my heart. There is the sweetest devotion, I know you love me too. We’ll be together in spirit and I’ll be forever loving you

I Thinken About Deleting This Profile
I know just seems so boring a round here am happly in love spend most my time loving her. Being with her really don't care about this place any more. When love takes over your heart you really don't care about chat rooms you only care about the person your in love with. haven't decide what am going do yet..Wanted give everyone heads up.

Ass
read from bottom up ЯJEE...: lmfao hahahahahahahaha ->ЯJEE...: haha..omggg i just fuckin freaked...rob brought a really hot girl home then left with her......and he wouldnt answer his cell..then i found out it was his cousin meghan FUCK YOU RJ FOR THINKIN THATS FUNNY *BITCH SLAP* HAHAHA

Distances
Some people are special and stay in your heart Even if the years keep you apart A connection was made and how it’s not known But when you reunite it’s easily shown Years go by and there’s not a word But a call comes through just like a bird Nothing has changed between us you see I’ve been thinking about you and you of me So much in common but different somehow We’ve always been close and more so now You are good and I am too We’re back together, simple but true Everything’s different but we are the same The loses we share but we’re not to blame I love you my friend you now it’s true Together we will help make it through I’m happy for you and you for me Life is what makes us what we should be So live for the best and be happy you see Because that’s how they would expect it to be Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/31/07

I Love These People!
THESE PEOPLE ARE SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON HERE AND I NEED TO SHARE THEM WITH THE WORLD AND I WANNA LET THEM KNOW I APPRECAITE THEM BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS TO ME!I COULD'T ASK FOR BETTER FRIENDS!THEY HAVE STUCK BY MY THREW THICK AND THIN AND FOR THAT I AM GREATFULL!PLEASE GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!?RATE FAN AND ADD I AM SURE THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE!NOT EVERYONE THAT I APPRECAITE IS UP YET BUT THE LIST WILL GROW.............. RIGHT HERE WE HAVE MY #1 B*TCH.WHOM I KNOW WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY BACK ON HERE AND EVEN IN THE REAL WORLD EVEN THOUGH WE LIVE 1,000 OF MILES AWAY FROM EACH OTHER Greeneyed Texas Girl~ CT Wifey of TexasTradman SWEETCHEEKS BE-OTCH!~FRIEND TO DRAGON MISTRESS~@ fubar THIS GUY RIGHT HERE IS MY RIGHT HAND MAN GREATEST GUY YOU WILL EVER MEET..AN HONEST AND LOYAL FRIEND TO THE END! rockrules2001***FUBAR Hubby of RockLady***READ THE PROFILE 1ST*@ fubar THIS GUY RIGHT HERE IS SWEET AND LOVING.I KNOW HE IS MY TRUE FRIEND.AND YOU BETTER TREAT HIM RI

This Love
I have seen you a million times Each time is like the first My love for you swells in my heart Sometimes like it may burst. Your smile is like a new day That is glorious with love abound Like a ray of sunshine A treasure I have found. Our time together is priceless All you ever need to do Is love me dear completely The same way that I love you. One thing I know deep in my heart I love you now and forever A love like ours sets us apart We will always be together. Like a lovely swan in an ice blue lake With so much beauty around Like our rare love my darling Special blessings are always found.

Meant To Be
I had met him over the net. and he is everything to me. more than any other guy I have ever met. but is it truly meant to be? I wonder this over the passing days..... can I love him even though hes so far away? my heart beats for him so. I only wish he could truly know... He makes me feel as if I'm on a cloud... he makes my heart want to scream out loud... I wish he could be closer by.... so could just sit and stare into his eyes. Is it wrong to love a guy over the net? Because me and him have never met? I wonder if he loves me too... if he didn't I would be so blue. All I know is how I feel... its like it is all unreal. I don't know where he has been all my life... he convinced me to put down my cold knife.

Dream You Love
Only ever in a dream did I imagine you Only ever in dream were you there Not even in my wildest would you love me Not in my wildest would you care Now all of my dreams have become true And every waking moment is full of you I do not need to imagine this love At night .......in sleep ..........alone You fill my life with unimaginable passion And the deepest love I used to only find in a dream I believed the word love was just an expression Not a word that would come into fruition I couldnt wish or want for any more i thank you, I need you, want you and adore

The Time Has Come
Just a quick entry Thank you to everyone who I have met here and for all the great comments etc on this site. I will be deleting my membership by the end of the weekend . It is time to move on. Stay well and God speed

Jobby Job Job!!
I got the most radical job I could ask for, while I am in school at least!!! I get to get my hands all bloody and play with vomit all day!!! YIPPY!!!!! Oh and the pay is soooo much better than I expected!!! Again, YAY!!!!!!! DEEDEE!!!!! HORAY!!!!!

Would You Be There?
I remember a lil promise we had made A summer ago when goodbye was said, The promise that you'd be there for me, No matter what happens, wherever we may be. A year later one late summer night, I sit on the windswept beach, in silver moonlight, The ocean waves roar, as my tears silently fall, And wonder if you remember, this promise after all. Would you be there now to lend, Your strong shoulder for a troubled friend? Would you be there to wipe his tears, And tell him to stop missin' you, for your here? Would you be there to hold his hand, And listen as the ocean croons on the sand? Would you be there to give him a kiss, And tell him that being together is bliss? Would you be there to hear him say, Three beautiful words hidden all the way? Would you be there to passionately boast, That he's the person you love the most? He's now a-waitin', by the moonlit shore, Eyes to Heaven, silent tears a-pour, Makin' a wish, to the stars above,

Wine Over Love
There's man Standing on a corner Drinking his wine Don't know where he's been But he sure feels fine For a moment he thinks back To what he left behind He just shrugs And looks into the bottom Of an empty bottle of wine Now picture a lady Left all alone He went to get cigarettes And he's never coming home Ch: What did she do What did she do Why don't he come back home Why don't he care Why don't he come back home So she can love her man So she can love her man Now he digs his hands Into his empty pockets He ain't got no shoes on his feet But he still wears her locket Now you see her mending his clothes And sewing away She thinks he's coming home But he's there to stay What did she do What did she do Whay don't he come back home Why don't he care Why don't he come back home So she can love her man Now you see her kneeling in church And she starts to pray She screams Oh Lord Help him find his way Now you see him Going through

I Dont Understand
I don't understand all your lies, your hate, They're wrong, but when you realise it'll be too late, Because I would have slipped away from you, And there won't be nothing that you could do, I don't understand the way you are, You have hurt me now, it's gone too far, And you never did anything but doubt me, But now I'm stronger than you'll ever be, I don't understand your twisted mind, And I'm sick of hearing all of your lies, And it seems that you have never told me the truth, And right now I hate you, I don't understand what you're like, Are you happy now you've messed up my life? I can't believe that I could never see, That you were never there for me, I don't understand anything about you, After all that we've been through, I don't wanna let you near me, Now you're making it hard for me to breathe, I don't understand why I trusted you, It hurts so much when you disaprove, And now I'm going forever, And I won't think about you, not now, not ever.

Erased
YAY!!!!!! DEEDEE!!!!! HORAY!!!! I have erased the stupid from my life!!! It took a LONG time to do so,,, but WOOHOO!!! Now I can breath.. Now I can smile.. Now I can just be ME!! YAY!!!!!!! DEEDEE!!!!!! HORAY!!!!! yea, I'm proud, fuck you!! :)

I Wish You Were Here
I wish you could hear me i wish you were hear i wish i could yell it but you will not hear. i wish there were words that could describe what i feel those words i need to tell you i can't find them, still i can feel it and i know you would too if you just look at me look what you do! i wish you could see me but you're far away i need you right now, this second, today! i wish you will find me 'cause i'm all alone i wish you will hear me, somehow ... i don't know i wish you could hear me i wish you were hear i wish i could yell it! but you will not hear.

If You Pray...
then please keep my two friends in your thoughts for a while. they just lost their 2-year old son wednesday night. i cannot imagine how this feels; i hope i never know. please remember them; they need all the help they can get right now.

An Angel To Me
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

I Refuse To Dance
The endless times I've cried, have left my eyes burning. Emotions roll over me, as the waves of the sea churning. I don't know how I struggle each day, trying to find the words to say. My heart has a hole that widens everyday, trying to mend and heal in it's own special way. I toss and I turn with nightmares of you, re-living the moments that have hurt me so deep. I am searching for someone to comfort and hold, rocking me gently into that peaceful sleep. I thought I had found love within you,but all you care about dies within your touch. Only you have hurt me in ways unknown, causing me to shatter and bleed so much. I don't think that love should hurt, it's meant to be shared and treasured inside. What you've shown to me makes me so scared, to try to find it again or just run and hide. Maybe one more time, I'll give it a chance. This time around though, I will refuse to dance.

New Video Review And News From The Publishing World
And just when you thought you were getting the hang of this publishing thing Respected publishers team up with self-publishers to get kickbacks. That's right, now you rejection might come with a recommendation to self publish because the person you queried might just be getting a percentage of what you'll pay to self publish. And these aren't considered scammers. See you Monday with another of my Success Series blogs. New! Check out my review Blog: Book Love | WriYe: 101,335/100,000 | WC September: 10,354 | | Subs: 87/50 | Accepts: 4 | Rejects: 70 |

Artists!
Okay, so i'm working on my website and i need people willing to submit to me drawings poetry photography sketches doodles whatever!!! anything artistic that they want on the site hell it can be magazine cutouts that you drew eyes on. i dont care :) ITS ART GRAFFITI THE WORLD PEOPLE! ill put your name with it and feature you as an artist if you have more than enough things to let me use its an artistic site, so i need people willing to help out even if its just photoshops whatever, everything works!! also, its NOT freehosting i actually have the domain so dont worry about all that noise, with the ads and shit. it's alllllllllll good!!!!!! anyone interested get at me!

Martin Luther King Jr
I have a dream this afternoon... That the brotherhood of Man will become a reality... and this hope- that this day,I will go out and carve a tunnel of hope through the mountain of despair... that This day, I will go out with you and transform dark yesterdays into bright tomorrows- that this day we will be able to achieve this new day, when ALL of God's children: Black men and White men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics will be able to join hands and sing with the Negroes in the spiritual world- Free at last... FREE AT LAST... THANK GOD ALMIGHTY I'M FREE AT LAST!!! Marin Luther King Jr... More perfect words have never been spoken, I have nothing to add... Sadly, I look forward to the day they are finally achieved

So Close Yet So Far
Baby your so far if hurts not being able to see you. you could be around the world i would still see the same about you. i dont care how many miles away from me you are or how ever long i have to sit here waiting for you. i will always love you no matter what happens between us. i will always know that you are only one thought away from me where ever you are.

Greetings To All...
GREETINGS TO EVERYONE HERE...I DON'T GET MUCH TIME TO SPEND ON HERE USUALLY SO IF I DON'T GET TO COMMENT YOU BACK THEN DON'T FEEL BAD...KEEP TRYING AND WHEN I CAN I WILL...I PROMISE...:) I LOVE ALL MY COMMENTS AND READ TTHEM ALL MOST DEFINATELY... DARKEST BLESSINGS, -LILITH DRACONIS

St Patrick Skull
Bud Nelson, from New York; flew to Knock Airport in the west of Ireland on business. As he walked down the stairs from the plane onto the runway he noticed a small Irishman standing beside a long table with an assortment of Human Skulls. "What are you doing?" asked the American. "I'm selling skulls", replied the Irishman. "And what skulls do you have?" said Bud. "Well, I have the skulls of the most famous Irishmen that ever lived!" said the Irishman. "That's great!" said Bud. "Give me some names!" "Well!" said the Irishman, pointing to various skulls. "That one there is James Joyce, the famous author and playwright, that one there is St. Brendan, the Navigator, that's Michael Collins the leader of the 1916 rising, and that one there is St. Patrick, the Patron Saint of Ireland...god bless his soul." "Sorry" said Bud, "But did you say St. Patrick?" "That's correct!" said the Irishman. "I have to have that!" said Bud and paid him £50.00 in cash. Bud

Lmao Convo With Sis
haha so me and my sis had a lil convo in the shout box and i thought it was kinda funny. read it from bottom to top ♥-N...: pfft lol..fuzzy navel lmao (her) ->♥-N...: lmfao i kno right (me) ♥-N...: thats a drink?..wouldnt it be like a hair belly button? (her) ♥-N...: fuzzy navel lmfao (her)

Military Reenlisment
WASHINGTON, July 11, 2007 – Regardless of what’s happening in terms of recruitment, soldiers, sailors, airmen and Marines already serving are reenlisting at rates that surpass all expectations, according to defense officials. Defense Department statistics for June, released yesterday, showed the Army missed its active-duty recruiting goal for the second consecutive month. Yet retention remained high across the board, 101 percent of goal for the active Army, 119 percent for the Army Reserve, and 107 percent for the Army National Guard, Maj. Anne Edgecomb, an Army spokeswoman, told American Forces Press Service. “Recruiting is important, but so is retention,” Bryan Whitman, deputy assistant secretary for public affairs, told Pentagon reporters today. He said high retention rates help offset shortfalls on the recruiting side, particularly in light of the fact that the Army is ahead of its year-to-date recruiting goals. “Retention, to some degree, has been a mitigating factor beca

I Wish The S/b Was Easier To Type In >
some times i hit a wrong key and typos accur ; well it seems i need to look more careful at what I type or try get shout box to stay open longer.maybe my daughter distracting me about Tamales wasnt helping me to pay attention well either > sorry to any one if i typed a wrong word > or offened anyone. hugs diana

Bad Day
Today started out kinda good. Husband got me a cup of coffee and then after an hour it just seemed as though he went down hill. He just kept getting really cranky and touchy and I dont understand if it is the withdrawls from alcohol or if its me. I try real hard to be a good person and a great mom but it seems like he really don't care anymore. He is always making really rude comments and he never seems to care what he says anymore to me or the kids. All he is concerned about is himself. I wish that he would just leave at times just so that I could find myself again after 11 years of hardship. I won't say that I didnt have good times, I did but it just seems like the bad over rules the good. I hope that things take a drastic turn here soon. I feel like I am in a bad soap opera and can't get free. I need some help I keep crying out but ya know my friends keep telling me advice on what to do but I am the one to do the dirty work and I really don't know why I am still in this si

Yay!!!
Shane Well, it seems he's stayed on track for a month so they are going to let him come home for 12 hours on sunday :) !!!!!!! YAY!!!! So if I'm not around much, it's because I'm spending time with my family... something very important to me. I wish everyone a safe and happy weekend, and I'll be back i'm sure off and on. My work schedule is strange, somedays I'll have 2-3 hours off in the middle of the day, or be done by 2-3 pm, others i work till 9pm and later doing paperwork and making sure people have gotten home. I'm trying to find a good used car for a reasonable price, renting 1 for my trips to michigan is just getting way to expensive.

Always Here
Dreams that seem, to be all about you. Fill my waking hours, making me starry with dew. Hoping for this dream, to never ever end. I'm always here for you, no matter the trend. You are always on my mind, always in my sight. I can't stand this feeling, that we're gonna fight. I don't want to lose you, you are my whole world. I think that you know, without your love I would not be so bold. You give me strength, when I feel so lost. Losing you would hurt me, at such a great cost.

Niiiice
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Answer These Questions And Email Them To Me...then Post On Your Own Blog...:)
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16 .How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

What Else Can Go Wrong
why is it, that no matter how much love and money i spend on a car, it MUST let me down. i've replace everything on my car, taken a week off of work to complete an engine swap, and the fucking car just will not start. what did i do to deserve this, it is costing me entirely way too much money. this is so depressing.

On This Day
I've often sat and wondered what it would be like To know the person behind that face To find out who you are and know your fears and dreams To see if I could fall under your grace I had that chance today to talk with you a while We opened a door to a whole new world A world built on friendship and caring All based from all of these words I wish you were here with me now Sitting right beside me in this place Hear your voice sweetly fall on my ears And so I could reach out and touch your face I wish one day to gaze up at the stars with you Listen to the peaceful sounds around Feel the warm night breeze on our skin As we share that moment sitting upon the ground We have so much to learn and share Each day that comes we'll get that chance So take this hand I've extended Who knows this might be our true love romance

Ireland Vs Iraq
Saddam Hussein is sitting at home when the phone rings. He picks it up and says "Hello". The voice at the end of the phone says "Hello Mr. Hussein, it's Paddy here. I'm just ringing to let you know that we've declared war on your country." SH smiles to himself, "Come on Paddy", he says, "there's no point you declaring war on us, you wouldn't stand a chance." Paddy replies, "No, no,we've had ourselves a meeting, and we've decided to declare war on you." So SH says, "OK Paddy, now listen, I've got an air force of over a thousand planes, what kind of air force have you got to match that? It'd be over in no time." So Paddy says, "Well my lad's got himself a hot-air balloon, and my brother used to work at an airport." Hussein laughs, "Oh come on, you've not got a hope". "Hold on a sec, Mr.Hussein, ", Paddy says, "we'll just have a quick meeting." So off he goes and has a quick meeting. "Are you still there Mr. Hussein? Yes, well we've had our meeting, and we've decided that we're still goin

Cleaning Out My Friends List
in the past few days i have been thinking about leaving fubar. it seems i have a lot of friends on my list that dont comunicate with me unless they send me a link to something they want rated or a contest that they want me to coment bomb in. I dont have a problem rating or bombing but i would like to comunicate sometimes to just to talk. and then there are ppl that comunicate and you find out they are not what they represent themselfs to be and they lead you on and then you find out that they were just playing you and that sometimes hurts. I posted a blog about leaving and found out that the ppl that i care about the most on here really would like me to stay and they are the ppl that i have become close to and would really miss if i left. they are all on my family list and i realize that there is a good reason for that. so i have decided to stay for awile and just delete the ppl on my list that dont make any atempt at comunicating with me. and to be more selective about who i

Eatting Pussy Manual For Men...
EATTING PUSSY A HOW TO MANUAL FOR GUYS... Ok here it is gentleman your very own how to guide on eating pussy, going down or giving head whatever you want to call it the techniques and end result are the same. And for those ladies who are reading this to see if I know what i'm talking about please read on and hope that your man is reading this too, because i'm quite confidant that i know at least a little bit about eating pussy. Oh yeah this isn't "G" rated I use words like pussy and my personal favorite FUCK! If this offends you stop reading stupid! For the rest of you read on enjoy and take notes... I've been told by many a female that I give the best head they've ever received...This has come from women who are bisexual...as well...which is quite a nice ego stroke...I'm not trying to gloat...I'm just saying I've done my research and have applied many series of trial and error to try and get better and better at my favorite activity: Giving oral sex to a Woman... I've read ma

Words
If I could find the words That meant the most to you I would write them down And send them off to you But we don't mean everything we say We just go on living our own way So if you see me Standing on my own Just remember baby you were the one who first left home You left home If I could find the words That meant the most to you I would write them down And send them off to you But we all need somewhere to hide We usually find ourselves searching deep inside And if you see me standing all alone Just remember honey you were the one who first left home C'mon home

Feelings
Does he know, Does he care? Does it show, Is it there? Can it be, Should I tell? It is me, Caught ina spell. This feeling is real, But he doesn't know. It's him that I feel, But I can not show. He isn't with me, And I want him bad. Why can't he see, I feel so sad. How come i feel, This lovely feeling? I know it's real, Cause it's me it's killing.

England
Once upon a time in the kingdom of Heaven, God went missing for seven days. Eventually, Michael the archangel found him. He inquired of God, "where were you?". God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds; "look son, look what I'm after making". Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "what is it?" God replied, "it's another planet but I'm after putting LIFE on it. I've named it Earth and there's going to be a balance between everything on it. For example, there's North America and South America. North America is going to be rich and south America is going to be poor, and the narrow bit joining them - that's going to be a hot spot. Now look over here. I've put a continent of whites in the north and another one of blacks in the south. And then the archangel said, "and what's that green dot there?". And God said "ahhh that's the Emerald Isle - that's a very special place. That's going to be the most glorious spot on earth; Beautiful

Could It Be
I hope I'm wrong, I may be mistaken. Lord I sure hope, I'm not being taken. He says that he's true, only time will really tell. If what I am thinking, I know all too well. Whispers of affection, in his eyes I see. My sweet and innocent, teddy bear tree. I've showed you heaven, you've tasted the clouds. But betrayel of me, is clearly not allowed. Don't play with my emotions, I couldn't take the pain. Turning me cold inside, leaving a torn and bleeding stain.

Angel From Heaven
Angel from Heaven Cuddle me tight in your cosy arms, Keep me safe from reach of harm, Kiss me light on my tender cheek, As I lay so contented and meek, Enshroud me in your eversoft wings, Enchant me with the warmth they bring, Stare deep into my trembling eyes, Blow my fears gently into the skies, Caress my skin with your delicate touch, Say you love me oh ever so much, Clasp my hand and don't ever let go, For your the only angel from heaven I know.

Red Rose ( For Someone Special )
Red Rose Our love is that of a red rose Whose splendor rises as the sun shows its face, Whose petals expand further and richer Whispering secrets of happiness and affection. And even though with the fall of dusk All contentment is swept away, And the rose's petals unite as one Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through, The sun will always rise And the rose's petals will eternally broaden Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation. Our love is that of a red rose Possessing a few imperfections That may cause evanescent wounds, But the internal radiance That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort. - Brittany -

When It Gets To Hard
The wind tells me I can't give in. For I have a battle I need to win. The regret is haunting me with fear. Why can't you always be here?? When it gets to hard to sleep at night. Your picture tells me, it'll be alright. The miles between us fade away. As I think I'll be next to you one day. Inside I want to let go of all this. Then I realize how much I would miss. I'm counting on you to hold my hand. Somehow, you make me understand. You give me sense that I can fight. That our relationship won't end tonight. Everytime I call, you pick up the phone. Your voice, shows me that I'm not alone. The whistling wind keeps calling to me. Singing the song that was meant to be. When it gets to hard, pain I don't fight. Tears for you, get me through the night.

Fire Or Love
The darkess inside grows again, Short lived peace and comfort, I do my best, but its still not enough, As the path norrows and the light dims, Im alone inside once more, A nameless face without feeling, Hunted by those from my past, Will they get me this time? I live in a world without love, Only hate consumes my body and soul, Slipping out in every word i say, And now the time has come to make my choice, Leave them all behide and go, Or stay and fight for the impossible, Only time will tell, for now, So many things on my mind, From hate to death, im plagued by it, This is not the life i chose, But its is the life i lead, The darkness tell me worse things are to come, The eternal finish of death, As the glow of life fades from my body, And slips into the eternity of fire or love, What awiats me on the other side, Fire or love, I think i already know.

Irish Olympics
An Englishman, a Scotsman and an Irishman were without tickets for the opening ceremonies of the summer Olympics but hoped to be able to talk their way in at the gate. Security was very tight, however, and each of their attempts was met with a stern refusal. While wandering around outside the stadium, the Englishman came upon construction site, which gave him an idea. Grabbing a length of scaffolding, he presented himself at the gate and said, "Johnson, the pole vault," and was admitted. The Scotsman, overhearing this, went at once to search the site. When he came up with a sledge hammer, he presented himself at the gate and said, "McTavish, the hammer." He was also admitted. The Irishman combed the site for an hour and was nearly ready to give up when he spotted his ticket in. Seizing a roll of barbed wire, he presented himself at the gate and announced, "O'Sullivan, fencing."

The Kind Of Girl
Want to be the face that stops you in your tracks And when you walk by, you have to stop and look back Want to have the smile that makes you share your own And when you look at it, you feel you've found your home Want to have the personality you just can't resist And makes you think it doesn't get better than this. Want to be that girl you like, but can't explain why And you start listing a million reasons when you try. Want to be all you need, and never worry you'll stray But I'm not that kind of girl, so your wandering eyes say.

That Special Someone
That Special Someone Love is when you are willing to give your life To the person of your dreams When you are able to talk to them about anything Even if of the worst it seems Somebody who is always there And somebody to wipe away your tears Someone who is there to hold you tight Someone to comfort your fears Someone who knows how to make you smile In every single way Someone who will stand along side you Each and every day Someone who doesn't just wear the ring Someone who is truly faithful Someone who you truly love And someone who can return that who is capable Someone who will bring you soup On the days that you feel so sick But also someone that you can count on When things aren't going so slick Someone who is honest Someone who has no reason to lie Someone who will praise each moment Someone who won't let time just pass by Someone who you respect And someone who is filled with hope Someone that can comfort you When you don't know how to

Bad Fly
One day an Englishman, a Scotsman, and an Irishman walked into a pub together. They each bought a pint of Guinness. Just as they were about to enjoy their creamy beverage, three flies landed in each of their pints, and were stuck in the thick head. The Englishman pushed his beer away in disgust. The Scotsman fished the fly out of his beer, and continued drinking it, as if nothing had happened. The Irishman, too, picked the fly out of his drink, held it out over the beer, and started yelling, "SPIT IT OUT, SPIT IT OUT YOU BASTARD!!!!"

The Scent Of Summertime
Your voice lifts me up Like a summer breeze And the scent of summertime Brings me to my knees I take in a breath And reminise Of days gone by And things I miss And that's alright and that's alright Down, down I go Down, a lonely road Down, down I go Once with you But now I'm alone I see your smile It's one of a kind I see it everyday It's burned in my mind I have these dreams I think they're of you But I can't tell baby We never came true Repeat Ch:

A Rose That Once Stood Alone
A Rose That Once Stood Alone A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love. - Zahra Ahmed -

Saudi
Irishman, Englishman and a German are caught in Saudi Arabia drinking. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard to the Englishman just before lashing him. The English man, being a bit of a cricket fan, asked for linseed oil. When they lashed him on a post and let him go to catch his flight back to London he groaned and crawled to the airport. Next came the German. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard "Nothing" said the German and, after receiving his lashes spat on the ground, called the prison guards Schisers and started off towards the airport. The guards then came to the Irishman. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" "Oh", re

Going To The High School Football Game
I will be going to the high school football game tonight with my husband and son. It will be the first home game for our high school so it should be a very large crowd. I think I will tease my husband while in the bleachers tonight. I am feeling a bit horny right now and I will give him a clue in a public setting and see what he does from my hints. LOL ... this could be fun.

A Rose That Once Stood Alone ( For Someone Special )
A Rose That Once Stood Alone A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love. - Zahra Ahmed -

Lustful Eyes Part Ii
I move my hand up your inner thigh, higher than higher yet till i hear her moan my name, she arches her back and makes her breasts and nipples. thrust out so hard and firm, nipples as hard as diamonds, wanted to be sucked and chewed which i gladly do, she moans, again and begs me to touch her wetness, i kiss her hard as i slide, a finger easyly into her. tongue against tongue like savages we suck and bite. eachothers mouths, she reaches down and takes my hand and pushes it hard against, her wetness and my fingers disappear into her like a wonderful magic............. .................Part 3 soon...............

From A Prisoner's Eyes
My days are dull and my life is restless, searching endlessly in circles of unfathomable emptiness. My vision was blurred by the uncontrollable intent, the uncontained passion to be free... as painted on my fate's intricate canvas. Life seems to pass aimlessly, a dead slumber of a cuckoo in its lonely nest, as it is trapped in its own hourglass. Blank is my imagination for what is real, my mind drowned in its own puzzles building castles of clouds beyond the moon!

Sorrow
Devastations. Tragedies. Mental assassins. Like bullets racing, striking their targets. Victims falling all around. Unbearable. Excruciatingly deep. An endless tunnel of darkness. Sorrows piercing the soul. "Why?" cries the helpless individual. Understanding and reasoning are intangible. Reality is out of reach, like that of an outstretched hand begging you to grab a hold before it’s too late. All efforts to rid your mind from anxieties and despair have failed. Knowing not what this tireless hunter may be, you push forward with no prevail. It has hunted you and there is no place to conceal yourself. It is breathing down the back of your neck. It pulls the trigger and sorrow plunges deep within your heart. The end has tracked you down. It’s all over. You fall to your knees in defeat.

Oh Man I'm Tired!
OH MAN I'M TIRED! > > A man was sick and tired of going to > work every day while his wife stayed home. > > He wanted her to see what he went > through so he prayed: > > "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and > put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know > what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a > day. Amen." > > God, in his infinite wisdom, granted > the man's wish. > > The next morning, sure enough, the man > awoke as a woman. -=20 > > He arose, cooked breakfast for his > mate, > > awakened the kids, > > set out their school clothes, > > fed them breakfast, > > packed their lunches, > > drove them to school, > > came home and > > picked up the dry cleaning, > > took it to the cleaners and > > stopped at the bank to make a deposit, > > went grocery shopping, > > then drove home to put away the > groceries, > > paid the bills and > > balanced the check book. > >

This Is The Brother To The Last Blog I Posted
FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 - Status: Compliant FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 State Profile 530 S CLINTON COLLINSV ILLE IL 62234 Fred H Aubuschon was convicted of a crime with the victim under the age of 18 . Fred is a 5 ft. 10 in. 175 lbs. 35 year old white male, with the date of birth: 02/24/1972 .

Bf/gf Application
BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your numbe

Koro
Right now there is a man that is on this site that I cant stand I am so wishing this on him lol Yes I know i am evil. I hope it falls off hahah~ Anyone want some penis panic? koro (shook yang) Koro is a psychological disorder characterized by delusions of penis shrinkage and retraction into the body, accompanied by panic and fear of dying. This delusion is rooted in Chinese metaphysics and cultural practices. The disorder is associated with the belief that unhealthy or abnormal sexual acts (such as sex with prostitutes, masturbation, or even nocturnal emissions) disturb the yin/yang equilibrium which allegedly exists when a husband has sex with his wife, i.e., during "normal intercourse." This disturbance of metaphysical harmony (loss of yang) manifests itself in penis shrinkage. Yang is the vital essence of the male and when inappropriately expelled, it is believed, the result is a potentially fatal dose of koro. Koro is also thought to be transmitted through food. In 1967, there

Divorce Letter
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, a

Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing

Crystal Ball
Crystal Ball During a recent outing in New Orleans, a woman sneaked off to visit a fortune teller of some local repute. In a dark and hazy room, peering into a crystal ball, the mystic delivered grave news. "There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent and horrible death this year." Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the fortune teller's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. - She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know! ... She met the fortune teller's gaze, steadied her voice, and asked, "Will I be acquitted?"

Friends?
i was wonder if people are so rapped up with ranking up and getting to higher levels are they so busy doing this that they dont really make friends. to take the time to speak with someone. im guilty of this too but im think im going to start to try to change it. i want to really get to know people to try to make some good friends. who knows i might really be missing out on some great people. im just curious what everyone else thinks about this.... post and let me know please.

To The One You Love
to the one i love its all one big roaster the ups, the downs, and the twist and turns in a relationship and yet no matter how smooth or bumpy it is you stick to it til the end and you don't want it to end and other times you don't think you can last on the ride for other minute then you realize that the person means to much to you to let them go over something so stupid and then you remember the good points on how they made you felt and you forgive them but never forget the problems that may lay but yet again that is what a relationship is, it can't be perfect, cause nothing in this world is absoulty perfect in any shape or form will all know its a parntership that has to work together and all times, even through your arguements cause without talking things out you are looking for things to fail and then you be at square one again single and alone and no one wants that It all boils down to truth, honesty,and loyalty and then it all depends on you to make things work or f

Thoughts To Live By....
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievem

Dang Sweetpeach2003 Rocks Meet The Git-r-done Bombsquad!
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Hottymom42's Lover Aka Talented Tongue
this is his brother looks like it runs in the family seems like he was also convicted of molesting a girl. seems like it runs in the family Illinois Child Sex Offender Child Sex Offender Information Name: CLARENCE AUBUSCHON Date of Birth: 8/3/1974 Height: 5 ft. 02 in. Weight: 135 lbs. Sex: M Race: W Address: 9519 HOLY CROSS FAIRVIEW HEIGHTS, IL 62208 Sexual Predator Crime Information Victim was 13 years of age Offender was 29 at the time of the offense Crimes: AGGRAVATED CRIMINAL SEXUAL ABUSE/VICTIM 13-16 County of Conviction: St. Clair Compliant

My Country
Let me make this perfectly clear! http://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p255/RantingRedHeadWV/NotYours.jpgTHIS IS MY COUNTRY! And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor! Get a place to lay your head! Get a job! Live by OUR rules! Pay YOUR taxes! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO MAKE UP FOR ''YOUR'' LOSSES. If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone, then YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! When will AMERICAN'S STOP giving away THEIR RIGHTS??? We've gone so far the other way ... bent over backwards not to Offend anyone. But it seems no one cares about the AMERICAN that's being offended! WAKE UP America !!! If you agree ... pass this on. if you don't agree ... Delete it!!!

In The Darkness
In the Darkness I am the voice that lets you know everything is alright In the Darkness I am the hand that shows you the way out In the Darkness I am the one who fights off the monsters In the Darkness I am the one who holds you close keeping you safe In the Darkness I am at peace when you are by my side In the Darkness I am king and nothing can hurt me In the Darkness I am alone and noone is with me In the Darkness I have no feelings and I am empty

Parrot
So there's this man with a parrot. And his parrot swears like a sailor, I mean he's a pistol. He can swear for five minutes straight without repeating himself. The trouble is that the guy who owns the parrot is a quiet, conservative type, and this bird's foul mouth is driving him crazy. One day, it gets to be too much, so the guy grabs the bird by the throat, shakes him really hard, and yells, "QUIT IT!" But this just makes the bird mad and he swears more than ever. Then the guy gets mad and says, "That's it. I'll get you." and locks the bird in a kitchen cabinet. This really aggravates the bird and he claws and scratches, and when the guy finally lets him out, the bird cuts loose with a stream of invective that would make a veteran sailor blush. At that point, the guy is so mad that he throws the bird into the freezer. For the first few seconds, there is a terrible din. The bird kicks and claws and thrashes. Then it suddenly goes very quiet. At first the guy just waits, but the

Its Never To Late
Its never too late to tell someone you care Its never too late to tell someone your there Its never too late to give someone a hug Its never too late to give someone a kiss Its never too late to find a lost friend Its never too late to tell someone you love them Its never too late to do anything at all

I Am
I am the Shadow Of man I am the shadow of hate I am the shadow of fear I am the shadow of anger I am the shadow of life I am the shadow of love I am the shadow of good I am the shadow of evil I am the shadow of me I am the shadow of corruption I am the eternal shadow

Train Wreck #42
Well ... last night we attempted to record episode 42 of The Tuesday Afternoon Show. We're both big Douglas Adams fans, so this was going to be a big one. Unfortunately, due to a problem with either Gizmo (the VOIP program we use to record the show) or one/both of our internet connections, our voices kept breaking up so we could barely understand each other and it turned into an episode long train wreck (it's tied with Ep. 1 as our worst ever). So, this weekend I'll be sifting through the wreckage to see if I can salvage any of it with some "creative" editing and next week we'll be recording again to get the rest. All in all, it's probably for the best. Neither of us was really prepared for this one (Scott's been job hunting and I've been playing way too much WoW) and we just couldn't seem to get our heads in the game. On the positive side, we now have our first real lost episode (no one will be hearing it for a very long time), I just hope we can get it out before the end of the month

Having Fun
It isnt about getting laid it isnt about Me its about having fun I dont start a relationship for the sex i dont do it to prove I can I start a relationship because I like the person and if they dont like me they shouldnt lie to me and tell me that they do tell me the truth tell me you dont like me dont tell me youll come to see and never do so if you dont like me tell me and dont just dissapear without a word atleast leave me an email even if all it says is im leaving

Irish Curse
May those who love us love us. And those that don't love us, May God turn their hearts. And if He doesn't turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we'll know them by their limping. May the enemies of Ireland never meet a friend. May the curse of Mary Malone and her nine blind illegitimate children chase you so far over the hills of Damnation that the Lord himself can't find you with a telescope. May you melt off the earth like snow off the ditch. May his pipe never smoke, may his teapot be broke And to add to the joke, may his kettle ne’er boil, May he keep to the bed till the hour that he’s dead, May he always be fed on hogwash and boiled oil, May he swell with the gout, may his grinders fall out, May he roll howl and shout with the horrid toothache, May the temples wear horns, and the toes many corns, Of the monster that murdered Nell Flaherty’s drake. May his spade never dig may his sow never pig May each hair on his wig be well t

If There's...
If There's... If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart. - John Ragland -

Irish Blessing
May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face. And rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the hollow of His hand. May you live as long as you want, And never want as long as you live. Always remember to forget The things that made you sad. But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But never forget to remember Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget The troubles that passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day. May the saddest day of your future be no worse Than the happiest day of your past. May the roof above us never fall in. And may the friends gathered below it never fall out. May you have warm words on a cold evening, A full moon on a dark night, And the road downhill all the way to your door. May there be a

Men
i wonder sometimes why is when u first meet a guy and u are together for a long time and then get married that some of them turn abusive? I had a step dad that was abusive. I watched him beat my mom. She almost died 4 different times from him. He broke her nose twice, left bruises all over her,and like i said she almost died. My step dad is not a good guy. I have been thinking about this for at least 10 yrs. and yet i still haven't figured out why some of them go from good to bad in 2.2? I have been put through all of this cause he use to hit me and my sister to. but he did the wrong thing and he got deported back down to mexico because of it. i have trust issues with men. before anyone can get to my heart they have to prove to me they are not going to screw me over or hurt me in any way. i have came to the conclusion that if any guy tried to he will not have his man hood anymore. but this is something i never ever ever want to go through again.

Contest!
Hello my friends! Just wanted to post this in a blog,if or when u are going to join a contest. Let me know. I would love to help you out.If by chance I don't go and show love to your contest--PLEASE send me a reminder--Cause I really would love 2 help u out.Thanks !! Love you all!! glitter-graphics.com

My Lovely Mom
Two years ago i found out that my mom had pelvic cancer. They gave her 2 options. 1) They can remove it and she will be paralized from the waist down or 2) she can live it out as long as she can. Knowing my mom he had decided she was going to live it out. Now i love my mother to death and knowing that my mom could die at any given moment from it kills me. I hate knowing the fact that she has it. I love my mother to death if anything would happen to her i would die. I don't know if i could live with out her that is how much she means to me. My mom was there for me when i didn't have anyone else. My mom was there for me when i had questions about my pregnancy. My mom wanted to keep my daughter so that way she could be in the family. My mom has always been there for me and always will. But if she died tomorrow, a week from now, or even a yr from now i would say that she is my hero. My mom has been through alot in her life. She survied her abusive husband. She survied when no other woman w

I Love You ( For Someone Special )
I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end - Mel Wirtjes -

Fuck Em...
you know the day i dont have to force a guy to conversate with me... and the day i find a guy who will fight to keep me around... make me feel like im not someone to talk to when hes got nothing better to do... i think.. i'll die of shock. i have not met one guy who actually puts forth effort into talking to me. And when i feel unwanted i tell them.. and i say bye and they just say of course im wanted and bye. WHY cant i be worth fighting for???

I Survive My Trip
Well I made it back from my trip up north to celebrate my mom's birthday. Despite the perils of flying, the forced separation from my computer, and spending 5 days in places where I couldn't even smoke a cigarette without slinking outside, and being harrassed by my mom, I had a pretty good time. I took a bunch of photos, some of which can be seen in my newly created album here. It is the My R/L Family album, and has some pics from the trip, and some pics of my grandson. You should also check out the other new albums I added, and the new photos added to some of the exisiting albums. Please check them out, and rate a few pics, and leave a comment or so. The family album is only for friends, so if you can't see it, then rate/fan/add me to do so.

Interesting Fact
from MEN by Mark Peters -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A new two year degree is being offered at LIFE UNIVERSITY that many of our men should be interested in: BECOMING A REAL MAN. A woman can be downright bitchy but if she looks good she can still get men. And so, through ingenuity and the luck of evolution, women will rule the world and men will be slobbering drunk pigs obsessed with sports, sex, guns, and barbecue. And that book–which says a girl should never ever call a boy–is to men what The Satanic Verses is to Iranian religious zealots. As we look at older populations, we do indeed find that the number of available men to women is in the former's favor. At the heart of class division, according to this view, are the biological differences between men and women. At the same time we're in a patriarchal society–I was with a lot of men who were far less than "respectful" . . . who were abusive in some ways. Back came the repl

Court...the Final Chapter
Well it is now ALL over and done with. i could have put up a bigger fight and perhaps gained both along with reclaiming my name, but I'm just relieved to have it done and over with. I have realized that sometimes her disrespect knows no bounds. She brought her mother into court today with her one of the top 3 reasons we ARE divorced!!!?? Well if figure if ya have to go into divorce court you might as well bring a pro (mommy-in-law-dearest is on 5 now). Seriously though...I felt that was a real smack in the face to bring that shrub into court. He mother was ALWAYS an issue in our lives and she refused to take a stand for the marriage. When I sat and joked of how it would be nice if my wife brought another woman into the marriage that was SOOOO not what I had in mind at all. (Come on!!! Laugh you bastards...that was funny as hell!!!). I could have fought it, but I got what I wanted, joint custody of the boys. Now I can look to the future and close this chapter of my life and begin a ne

The Women Are Pathetic On This Site
Apparently there are too many lonely desperate women on this site. This morning I received a phone call from some anonymous woman advising me to mind my business and stay away from her boyfriend. Apparently she did not realize that the man she was referring to is my fiance. She cursed at me and told me how they were together yesterday and how he was on his way to her house today. again not realizing how much we talk on the phone. She is a very lonely and desperate slut looking to spread her legs for the nearest dick. sad.. very sad. I will advise her once and once only. STAY AWAY FROM HIM. you will not like the outcome if i find out you have tried to contact him again. I really can't stand young whores looking for some action and this site is full of them. get over yourself hunny... he is with me.. and we are getting married whether you fucking like it or not. so bite down hard and find another man to try to play games with. this one is taken.

Men Jokes( Sorry Guys I Swear I Am Not A Man Hater)
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Oisin And The Land Of Youth (tir Na Nog)
It happened that on a misty summer morning as Finn and Oisín with many companions were hunting on the shores of Loch Lena they saw coming towards them a maiden, beautiful exceedingly, riding on a snow-white steed. She wore the garb of a queen; a crown of gold was on her head, and a dark brown mantle of silk, set with stars of red gold, fell around her and trailed on the ground. Silver shoes were on her horse's hoofs, and a crest of gold nodded on his head. When she came near she said to Finn, "From very far away I have come, and now at last I have found thee, Finn, son of Cumhal." Then Finn said, "What is thy land and race, maiden, and what dost thou seek from me?" "My name," she said, "is Niam of the Golden Hair. I am the daughter of the King of the Land of Youth, and that which has brought me here is the love of thy son Oisín." Then she turned to Oisín and she spoke to him in the voice of one who has never asked anything but it was granted to her, "Wilt thou go with me, Oisín, to m

Day And Night
Anymore my days are extremely long, but my nights are even longer. My headaches hurt constantly and sometimes it's just too much to bare. Kids yelling and fighting. Stresses of life.....but then again.....God is beside me and thinks will get better. It's always hard when you are used to someone being there and then all of the sudden they are gone. I will overcome and I know this. Always have in the past and always will in the future. My goal is to get back on track and do the best I can for my children...man or no man (which will more than likely remain the latter) and for myself. And if I can help anyone whom has to go through these similar things, then I will do so. I'm a good friend. Well, my older two are supposed to go to their dad's tonight so will be lonesome. Guess I'll be in bed early.lol. Good evening to you all and may God bless anyone who reads these.

Fubar Verus Myspace
ok first all i really like this place its very nice that adults can come here an make friends but ive noticed more an more that this is almost like myspace i for one hate myspace nothing but a bunch of pedafiles on there also if this is an online bar then why do they allow 20 an younger in here they cant get into the bars in real life so why allow it here whats the use of having bouncers if they dont bounce it was my understanding that when this site was started it wasnt anything like this i myself joined this site cause i thought it was for adults only well too me your not an adult till you can actually buy a real drink in real life in a real bar

Any One Who Is A Friend Or Fan Of Hottymom42
DO U NOT KNOW THAT FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS SHE HAS BEEN LIVING WITH TALENTED TONGUE AKA FRED IN ILL. AND SHE IS ON CRACK . THAT HER OWN KIDS KICKED HER OUT THATS WHY SHE IS LIVING WITH HIM AND THEY ARE SUPPOSINGLY GETTING MARRIED..TALENTED TONGUE IS THE PERSON THAT HAS BEEN LOGGING IN ON HER PAGE NOT HER. HE IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER OF A 10 YEAR OLD GIRL 10 YEARS AGO...HE ONLY COMES ON HERE BECAUSE ME AND A FEW FRIENDS HAD BOTH HIS PROFILES DELETED AND HE IS BANNED ON HERE FOR GOOD. HE COMES ON TO HARRASS TO OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE.. AND HE IS KIND OF STALKING THEM. BUT LEAVING MEAN VOICEMAILS AND TONS OF TEXTS TO THEIR YAHOO THEY HAD TO BLOCK HIM. SO U CAN MISS HER ALL U WANT TO . SHE ISNT WHO U THINK SHE IS

Help This Person Level Up
please my sexy ppl do me a big favour please help my bf doofy level up he seems to be stuck at 599 your help will be noted and repayed with a drink off me i will be watching his profile too so i will know who has rated and who just looked ty

Finn Mac Cumhaill
Finn was the legendary Irish hero and leader of the Fianna. Tales of Finn and the Fianna were widely documented in the 3rd century CE during what is now referred to as the Fenian Cycle, although much earlier written accounts have also been found in ancient Irish manuscripts. The legend of Finn Mac Cumhail is varied at best. What follows is a generally agreed upon synopsis: Finn's father Cumhail, a Fianna chieftain, was mortally wounded and killed in battle by Goal Mac Morn, the leader of a rival clan, before Finn's birth. Terrified for her new baby's survival, Finn's mother sent him away intrusting him to two of her closest colleagues - a druidess named Bodbal and a woman warrior named Fiachel. Together these women successfully raised Finn in secret hidden deep within the mountains of Erinn (Ireland). During this time they taught him all the lessons and skills he would need to survive he set out to avenge his father's murder. When it was time Finn ventured out and served un

Where Have I Been??
WOW ~ It's been ages since I've been on here and I do apologize to all my friends & fans!! It's been a wacky summer - but I am well, back, and ready to play!! Hope this summer has treated everyone well - I know I am ready for winter though! Any Phoenix dweller can understand my desire to escape the excessive heat we've had the past 3 1/2 months! I will post again soon!!

This Sweet Lady Needs Your Commenting Love..
LexiDragon girl needs 8K comments for a 3 Day Blast. She's one cool person who always gives love. Give her some love, and she'll give you some big "mad" love back... Did I mention she gives love??? She's got a heart of gold... Please click on the pic, and it will take you to her comment page.

Banshee... Scared Me Shitless When I Was A Kid
Banshee or 'Bean-sidhe' is Irish for faerie woman - ban (bean), meaning a woman, and shee ( sidhe), meaning faerie. The banshee can appear in one of three guises: a young woman, a stately matron or a raddled old hag. These represent the triple aspects of the Celtic goddess of war and death, namely Badhbh, Macha and Mor-Rioghain. She usually wears either a grey, hooded cloak or the winding sheet or grave robe of the unshriven dead. She may also appear as a washer-woman, and is seen apparently washing the blood stained clothes of those who are about to die. In this guise she is known as the bean-nighe or washing woman. She always has long flowing hair and eyes red from crying. When someone is about to die, the Banshee appears at the family's home during the night and weeps and wails. Sometimes, the Banshee cries for several nights in a row. Her sharp, cries and wails are also called 'keen'. The wail of a banshee pierces the night, it's notes rising and falling like the waves of the

Government
Why is it that our so called government has to spy on it's own people? Is it right? Noit's not right, I thought our government was by the people and for the people, not to be against the people who elected them to office in the first place. I can see keeping tabs on some questionable persons, but not tapping our phone lines and watching our every move on the internet. And local government is no better, what gives any local government the right to tell us has to wear a seatbelt? I think it should be left up to the owner of the car. How many timesw have we all seen a cop on duty riding around with no seat bealt on, are they above the law?

Naught Application
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... Title it "NAUGHTY Applica

Dont No..............
ok just an update.............as most of u no i have been in a bad situation here @ home......well i'l try and make this short: last night my.....hubby & i...disided to end things, which all this has been coming 4 a while now, ne way, we kinda, sorta got into it.....some shoving & stuff, ne way i came out with my wrist all bruised...........got up today like nothing happened, went to work.....about 1pm im dragged out of work by CYS (Children & Youth Services). my kids had went to school & told what had happened said they were afraid that their dad would kill their mom. so..in order not to lose my kids i had to charge him 4 abuse & get a PFA. now......things suck!! i have no where to live (except my parents) because our home is his place of business, so i had to leave. my whole family is nowstarting shit with me & everyone i no. i mean what the hell was i 2 do when im told do this or lose your kids? they r my life!! ne way, im home right now only to get a few things........i don

I Love My Crushs
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Unplugged
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Humor
New Study A study in Wisconsin showed that the kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ - depending on where a woman is in her menstrual cycle. For instance, if she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. And if she is menstruating, she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors shoved in his temple and a bat jammed up his ass while he is on fire.

One Hell Of A Pimp Out #2
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Sum Wun Takin A Bite Outta Crime!!
Man accused of stealing man's false teeth from his mouth Associated Press 9:23 AM EDT, September 21, 2007 YORKTOWN, Ind. A man accused of snatching another man's false teeth straight from his mouth during a fight has been charged with robbery. Robert Henry Stahl, 62, was charged Thursday in Delaware Circuit Court with felony robbery and battery causing bodily injury, a misdemeanor. If convicted of robbery, he could face two to eight years in prison. Billie Townsend, 56, told police that he went to a bar on July 27 to pay Stahl money he owed him, when Stahl asked him outside and started punching him repeatedly. During the fight, Stahl allegedly put Townsend in a headlock and removed his false teeth. "He said, 'You ain't getting these back,"' Townsend told police. Stahl was not present at Thursday's hearing and the prosecutor did not seek a warrant for his arrest. Another hearing was scheduled for Oct. 22. Stahl had no number in published listings for Yorkto

Though Out Life
though out life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they wont judge you .this person is your soul mate, your best friend.. don t ever let them go.

Our Hearts Soar Free
Love is a beautiful thing, its never just a fling, its the emotion and grace, makes someones heart race, and brings you both to a special place, to hold each others hand, walking through the sand, under the lights of the moon, hearts feel in tune, to hold each other tight, would truely feel right, to others its a beautiful sight, to me its my delight, for getting to know you, having you in my life, wondering how you would feel being my wife, to love and hold to always be told, you are special and unique no im not a freak, i have a heart of gold too much i have been told, i'll take care of you when you have a cold, i will always be here for you to hold, i want you as the beat in my heart, i never want us to part, you are very special to me, this much i hope you can see, what our love can truely be, with you standing next to me, as our hearts soar free.... Robert Allen Yunker Copyright ©2007 Robert Allen Yunker

Love This Song Especially The Girls Verison!
I love this song wish Carrie Underwood or Sara Evens would do this verison! More Than a Memory (Girls Verison) People say he's only in my head It's gonna take time but I'll forget They say I need to get on with my life What they don't realize Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone Driving cross town just to see if he's home Waking a friend in the dead of the night Just to hear her say it's gonna be alright When you're finding things to do not fall asleep Cause you know he will be there in your dreams that's when he's more than a memory Took a match to everything he ever wrote Watched his words go up in smoke Tore all his pictures off the wall That aint helping me at all 'Cause when you're talking out loud when nobody's there You look like hell and you just don't care You're drinking more than you ever drank And sinking down lower than you ever sank When you find yourself falling down upon your knees Praying to god and beggin

Closed Minds Do You Ever Wonder?
Just for a little fun. This is a fantastic video! His sign isn't the clearest thing in the world, but signing to music can be hard, and he did a great job. You have to understand signing is an art and when you don't have to know it,it can be confusing to understand. I have someone trying to learn this art,not because I am deaf but because I cannot speak.He can say whatever he likes to me,but for me to convey to him he has to learn..Now who the hell would do something like that for a person.The first one I put on here is to the song Son of a Preacher Man.. The next one is by Mariah Carey called Hero.. This one is like watching a story as she signs.She is very good at what she does.. Both worlds colliding can be hard for some and trust me I have seen the bitter end when some cannot take it. I know this isn't something normal I would post considering what I normally post,but it is who I am.Accepting or not in society I am still soaring beyond what anyone could ever

Can You Raed Tihs?
Can you raed tihs? Olny 13347 plopee can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

No Longer Will I Hide
no longer will i hide, i feel like i am dieing inside, feeling's i always try to hide, i take it in a stride, it's tearing me up inside, my heart feels like it ripped open wide, it's battered and broke, its not even a joke, all i want to do is hide, ever since i cried, it was because you died, now i sit and wonder why, i didnt even get to say good bye, you are in a better place, i hope you can see my face, i sit here and pray, that he excepts me one day, so i can again see your face, and be with you in that special place, tears ran for so long, cant believe you are gone, you are such a wonderful friend, all the way till the end, love is what i send, no matter where you are, you will never be too far, it ended in a car, you were sobber when you died, the drunk that hit you never cried, he tried to make it your fault, but the cops seen through him, and he was caught, his freedom couldnt be bought, we all still love you, and our love will alw

Back In The Shadows Again...
I have been to nice lately... I feel like I have lost my edge.... I want to hide in the shadows for a time.... Watch and take notes... The chain that holds me back is finally breaking....that's a good thing... I am back to wanting to break shit and fuck against a wall until exhaustion....is that wrong? My hands tremble with the thought of violence, not from fear, but, anticipation of the act... I want to be a "nice guy" but that is a lost thought today... Instead I want to..... I don't know... Too many thoughts... He,he....too many thoughts.... madness, depression, anger, sorrow, laughter...my best friends sometimes.... And also my worst enemys.... Friends lost and promises broken.... Too many thoughts.... I want to walk in the rain and scream at the gods... Ask them "when is this test over?...when do I reach the finish line?" I wait in the shadows and laugh....

I Have 47 Confessions
Mark Your Confessions [x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous, excited, or upset. [ ] I collect/collected comic books [x] I shut others out when I'm sad/mad [x] I've stayed out all night. [ ] I open up to others easily. [ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. [ ] I watch the news (sometimes) [ ] I love Disney movies. [ ] I dont kill bugs [x] I've slipped and fell in public. [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation [ ] I love Spam [ ] I bake well. [ ] I have worn pajamas to school [x] I want a better job [x] I have talked on the phone for 6+ hours [ ] I love Dr. Phil. [ ] I like multiple people [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I am kinda self-conscious. [x] I love to laugh. [x] I have tried alcohol [x] I drink alcohol on a (somewhat) regular basis. [x] I have tried a cigarette. [x] I have smoked a pack in one day. [ ] I loved Lord of the Flies. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I have a

Women Are Difficult
If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman If you don't, you are not a man If you praise her, she thinks you are lying If you don't, you are good for nothing If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp If you don't, you are not understanding If you visit her often, she thinks you are boring If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy If you don't, you are a dull boy If you are jealous, she says it's bad If you don't, she thinks you do not love her If you attempt a romance, she says you didn't respect her If you don't, she thinks you do not like her If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait If she is late, she says that's a girl's way If you visit another man, you're not putting in "quality time" If she is visited by another woman, "oh it's natural, we are girls" If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold

Hey There !
Hi all Happy weekend ! I'm sorry to all my friends and family that i haven't been on for ages but i haven't forgotten you guys. I've been sooooo busy looking after my grand daughter so my son and his gf can go to college and then having to run my own home i really haven't had much time to myself. But i promise to try and get more organised so i can drop in to 'see' you all and leave you comments and stuff. I've added some rather good caractures to my stash, in the pics section, i hope you enjoy. Have a great and safe weekend. Love Linda xx

Man Best Freind !
sept17,2007 may my baby (tosha) R.I.P. I had to put my babe down tosha was a wonderful dog a best freind a man can ever ask for she was loyal,loving and great to have as a pet and a mans best freind there not a day that not goes by that I think about her all i can say is i love her so very much and tosha will always live in my heart i set many of times thinking about her when she was a puppy and all the way untel that day i had to put her down that she was a awsome dog and now i think that she in heaven keeping the angels company and loving the angels I will miss her alot.

Is Love All There Is To Have
Is love all there is to have, people use that word like its salve, spreading it like butter, words is all they mutter, the feelings that go with it, most people forget, im not asking for your devotion, or sexual motion, i want someone for who they are, near or far, like a true love song racing through my head, even when i lay to sleep on my bed, love is what i want to find, someone always on my mind, i will be gentle and ever so kind, for i am a unique guy to find, i have hidden for 20 years, have had alot of tears, love greater then the sky, more then any other guy, a heart of gold is what im always told, true romance is the key i hold, i am just a average guy, my poems tell the reason why, but one thing i never try to do is lie, because that makes wonderful people cry, i have the beautifulest friends, to whom my heart dearly tends, so smile and enjoy what you have to give, thats when you truely know how to live, this is a hug and a kiss from me to you

Time Will Tell
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw

This My Ex Boyfrin!!
'Foot Harasser' Fined for Over 600 Calls By Associated Press 9:19 AM EDT, September 21, 2007 MARTINSBURG, W.Va. A man who made more than 600 telephone calls to a shoe store and other businesses to ask women about their shoes and feet must pay a $200 fine. James Lee Fink, 31, placed 119 calls from his cell phone to the Chambersburg (Pa.) Mall, 513 calls to a Holiday Inn in Havelock, N.C., and 17 calls to a Comfort Inn in Chambersburg between Jan. 1 and May 8, 2006, Pennsylvania State Police Trooper Jeff Bopp said Thursday. The caller would ask the women what kind of shoes they were wearing and whether they would show him their feet if he came into their store. The man identified himself as Brian Thompson, but State Police used phone records to link the telephone number to Fink, whose last known address was in Martinsburg. Fink pleaded guilty to harassment in August in Franklin County Court in Pennsylvania. He was sentenced Wednesday. In addition to a fine, Frank

Almost Done
Well people I have cut my friends list in half and im not done yet. I would like to thank some special friends that got me over the hump, FACE DOWN ASS UP AND MILLION DOLLAR BABY!! THANK YOU LADYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!. As for the rest of you like I said im not done just yet!

For People Who Love Horror
One of my really good friends Johnny S. is in the Chiller tv's dare to direct contest. Please click on the link and vote for him. I was suppossed to be the pregnant woman in this, but I was in the hospital so to pay homage, he left the character's name as Monique..isn't that sweet!Show him some luv..I would love it if you guys voted. My bands music is also in one of the scenes. Jonhhy S. fuckin roxx..(he's a sick puppy too, thats why I love him so)Vote for The Carrier!!!

The Zoo Thru A Childs Eyes
The experience of going to a zoo with a child for the first time is amazing. The smiles, the giggles, the great big eyes and the camcorder to catch it all. You can't help but to let yourself go into the innocence. The way she watched the animals intently. The way she watched as we fed each one of them. The camel licked her head. I'm sure someone would say that is good luck some where, but I can assure you that for her and I it was yucky. Thinking about it still makes me laugh. We had the most fun with the buffalo and trying to make sure to stay clear of his tongue. They are beautiful animals, but hhhmm the bad breath they have would probably knock over a statue. We went on a safari type ride in a trailer being pulled by a tractor, so we had one on one experience with just about each animal. The gazelle, deer, elk, and even ostrich. She laughed and smiled the whole way. Daddy took her into the petting zoo and that got a little exciting for all involved even the animals included. Little

Inner Beauty
i search for the inner beauty, you are truely a cutey, i seek what cant be seen, it hides in between, its in everyone, finding it is so much fun, a love that cant be undone, loyalty and trust thats a real must, respect and truth, shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth, love and carring, thats what we shall be sharing, honesty and love, as it was writen above, find the one who has them all, my heart she will call, undivided attention, my total affection, she will know what true love is, for i have a one of a kind heart, thats the begining and the start, im like no other, well except my brother, to know me is to love me, because my heart always flows free, one day some lucky lady will see, what so many others have missed in me, i wish you all happiness and joy, dont let anyone use you as their toy, for you all are so very dear, and the one you choose should really care, if you just need a friend, to talk to i will be here to the end, have a wonder

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!

She Get My Man.
HELLO EVERY ONE WE HAVE A FRIEND OF MINE IN A CONTEST AND SHE IS FALLING 3000 COMMENTS BEHIND WE NEED TO GET HER BACK IN THE LEAD TO GET THE MAX COMMENTS AND I KNOW WE CAN DO IT CAUSE I HAVE THE BEST PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. LOVE Y'ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM WHAT WE CAN DO!!!!

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of crap!" The mom walk

Torchwood: Ghost Machine - Saturday At 9pm E/p On Bbc America
Ghost Machine - Saturday, September 22nd at 9:00pm & Midnight ET/6:00pm & 9:00pm PT on BBC America When Gwen retrieves an alien object from a fleeing thug, she’s haunted by a vision of a lonely young boy. As the team search for the object’s elusive owner, Owen experiences an even more terrifying vision and a long buried crime resurfaces.

In Lifes Spindle
Life will dwindle, in lifes spindle, hopes and dreams washed away, never to come back any other day, broken hearts will no longer play, in one place they surely stay, battered and bruised, totally and truely confused, a day turns to a week, no one comes to seek, not even a peep, never wanting to wake from your sleep, life can be very cruel, like dieing in a dual, but try to hold your head up high, dont ever sigh, be true to your self and never ask why, friends are good and they can be bad, some will use, and some will abuse, take the bad with the good, as everyone should, please be the best person you can be, and true happiness is what you shall see, always let your heart roam free... Robert Allen Yunker Copyright ©2007 Robert Allen Yunker

An Angel Like You
If i ever had an angel like you, i would never feel this true, you shall show me the way, as i have you here to stay, beautiful and true, that is really you, also very kind too, let our hearts flames combine, make we both feel so fine, you are the angel that came to me, darling cant you tell or atleast see, that i would feel better having you with me, so to you i must confide, for so long my heart did hide, now with you its opened up so wide, will you join me on this lifes ride, your eyes will see into my soul, love when you do will be the toll, for i cant live with out you here, as i angel i will hold you dear, wishing my life for you to share, all the walls hidding my heart have come undone, that is to be the prise you have won, hold my hand and walk with me, for everyone to see, i will honor and treat you as my queen, at your side my future i have seen, our love will grow to the end of time, if you would honor me and be mine... Robert Allen Yunker Co

Yes I Am
I am a lost soul amongst fubar, cause I have no online status and no pictue uploading message, and I think this is the only thing that keep me alive..LMAO Cn you show me some love? Plaese? Love to you all..:) Yes I am desperate..LOL Any one wanna cough up with happy hour and help my situation?..ROFLMAO

Really Difficult
So i just did one of the hardest things i think i have ever had to do. I went back to the cancer center. Its been almost three months since my mom died and i had to get the nerve up to go see Kay. My mom absolutely loved Kay. She was my mothers chemotherapy nurse. One of the sweetest ladies in the world. She really changed me and my mothers life. When i was on my way there i didnt think that she would remember me. But she did..and more. I walked in and told the receptionist that my mom used to come here for chemo and asked if kay was working. she said yeah and asked for my moms name then let me sit and wait while she went and got her. In about five minutes the receptionist comes out and waves for me to stand up. Then i see kay running at me and she gave me a huge hug. as soon as i saw her i burst into tears. It was hard just being in the waiting room again let alone seeing her. She told me she had been praying for me to go up there and see her again. I told her i had been meaning to

Hearts On Fire
heart like fire, burning with desire, never to tire, and im not a lier, i am so true and kind, a unique find, passionate and sureen, i will never be mean, bring you to a place of deire, make your body feel like its on fire, as our extasy gets higher and higher, as your muscles get tighter and tighter, ill make you feel so much lighter, as unbelievable as it will seem, you will surely scream, pleasure with out pain, im not being vane, two hearts beating as one, as we have sentual fun, never to rest until we are done, all i want you all to know, im always ready to go, as we stay in bed, on my chest lay your head, give me your heart, we will never part, pleasure of the body and mind, inside me is what you will find, so dont be afraid to explore whats here, and has me with you there, have a wonderful and nice day, this poem was nice to say, a little diffrent from what you know, but now its time for me to go.... Robert Allen Yunker Copyright ©2007

Nothing At All
in the back of my mind, all these thoughts and feelings. damned if i do, yet damned if i don't. the possiblities... endless... my mind wanders beyond compare. although i am unaware... there is an angel there to guide... but most the time i'm just trying to hide...laughter fades as the scene suddenly turns to gray... sorry mama i wanted to be your baby but i just could not stay.. is what i hear in the back of my mind...i try to block it out thought, as though its nothing at all.... smiles that has once painted my face, change to save grace.... fallin from the sky.... seasons change just as the rain must fall... and we go about our lives.... as though it is nothing at all.

Midnight
Midnight And I’m not breathing without you. A hot summer night, and my body aches I breathe heavy, lusting for the drug…of you. You are hundreds of miles away And it might as well be centuries, it seems. I want so bad even just to hold you Hear your heartbeat in tandem with mine. I want to drink in all your juices Let me caress your softness Make you coo and purr Let me bury my face in your hair, Lose myself in your scent. We need a night together Exploring Learning Loving Teaching Merging There are places one can’t go with someone they don’t love… But all doors are open, with you Allow me to inhale you Let me be your sustenance, covering, shelter My body trembles My heart pounds Every nerve alive with desire, longing Entangle me, my love You already own my heart Come! Claim the rest of me My tongue will cool your heat My hands will soothe your burning I will drown in your eyes I will be the one to lick up all y

The Window
Whenever things wind down here at work I often turn and gaze thoughtfully out the window. The other day someone stopped and asked my why I was staring out the window what was there to look at. I turned to him and asked what he saw. His answer was the factory and the parking lot. So I told him what I see when I look out the window. I told him that I see the whole world, everywhere I've ever wanted to go and everything I've ever wanted to do. I see everyone I've ever known and everyone I hope to meet. I see the places that I've been and ponder where I'm going. I see my past and guess at my future. Its all out there. Finally I turned back to the window and I said that sadly most people never see beyond the parking lot.... -CM

Why Should The Wedding Ring Be Worn On The Fourth Finger?
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese..... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your-Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate

Games And Lies
games and lies, thats all anyone tries, and i despise, be true, and real, be someone that can feel, dont act or play, and dont lie about what you say, as night turns into day, i wanted you to stay, but you tell me a lie, and i try to understand why, you broke my heart, now this is where we part, never gave us a chance, but at other men you did glance, so to you i say, go ahead and go play, see if you can get them to stay, you dont have a clue, who could have been with you, i asked you to leave with me, wanted you to see, what you could have had with me, once again you did flee, love is not what you had for me, im a man like no other, except for my brother, i would have loved you unconditionally, you through it all away, so here is what i say, have fun in what ever you do, i hope your next guy is true, as i was to you, even though you make me feel blue, i did fall in love with you, you will see what you lost, for it too must cost, if you try to wi

Police Oath : Broken Promises
POLICE OATH : BROKEN PROMISES Body: ----------------- Bulletin Email ----------------- De : American Silhouettes Date : 21 sept. 2007, 14:08 POLICE OATH of OFFICE 01 Policy: Any employee, prior to assuming sworn status, will take and abide by an oath of office to enforce the laws of the City and State government, and to uphold the Constitution of the United States and the Constitution of the State of _________. 02 Procedure: The oath of office will be administered by the Mayor of the City of _________. 03 The Oath: “I swear (or affirm) that I will support the Constitution of the United States, and that I will be faithful and bear true allegiance to the State of ________and support the Constitution and laws thereof; and that I will, to the best of my skill and judgment diligently and faithfully, without partiality or prejudice, execute the office of police officer according to the Constitution and laws of this State.” 04 Certification: Certif

What The Hell ???
Why is it whenever I start talking to someone, and I don't send them some kinda stupid picture right away, I am suddenly a fat ugly bitch? Ohhhh excuse me. Was I not quick enough in sending a fucking picture so you can fire off some knuckle-children while ya look at it, wishing you could get your hands on my tits? Well Listen up, motherfucker. I AM NOT fat, I am a BBW with curves in ALL the right places and I am fuckin PROUD of it! Ugly? HELL NO. Not in the LEAST! A bitch? YOU'RE FUCKIN RIGHT I AM! And it's guys like you who make me a bitch. Hope your cock reaches your asshole SO YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF! AND IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NAKED PICS, GO LOOK AT THE OTHER CHICKS THAT ARE WILLING TO PROVIDE THEM CUZ FROM ME, IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!!

Victim Of The Game
Well, it took a little time But I guess you finally learned That promises get broken And bridges do get burned Youve been siftin through the ashes Just tryin to find a flame Holdin on to nothin Youre a victim of the game. You were standin way too close To see it all fall apart And there were things you couldnt hear cause you were listenin with your heart But you cant say I didnt warn you Now theres no one else to blame Theres on one quite as blind As a victim of the game. (chorus) And it dont matter who you are It treats everyone the same All you needs a heart To be a victim of the game. You know its really gettin to you When you take to tellin lies And you can try to fool your friends But yo cant look em in the eye There aint no standin tall In the shadow of the shame When everybody knows That youre a victim of the game. *chorus* Oh, you know, when I look into your eyes I can really feel the pain Starin in the mirror At a victim of the game

A Womans True Beauty
a womans true beauty is like a blossuming rose, as days go by its the beauty that grows, the peddles open and it shows, inner beauty that is wonderful to behold, grab your heart and dont let go, cause you will feel it from your head to your toe, like a wave passing through, its i who figured out the clue, to know you is a treat you true, the eyes are the windows to your soul, compared to your beauty i am the troll, i shall climb the mountains to gain your trust, even if i fall and get crushed, you are worth the feat, for you are the one i wish to meet, to me that would be the biggest treat, you are truely one of a kind, one day i wish you i would find, but here i sit, i must admit, probably looking like a twit, or even a dim-witt, will someone open thier heart for me to peek, but please dont think of me as a geek, for what i seek, you are so true and kind, so i know one day i will find, the one who would make me complete, with out having to compete, for i a

Ugh Idiots!
Okay, let me get this straight.. and listen up.. I am sick of everyone (meaning the perverted men here) asking me if I have a girlfriend. Just because my profile says I am bisexual.. (Which I am and very proud of the fact) doesn't mean I am strictly into women.. Being BI means you like BOTH.. Not ONE. I am into men AND women. And what does my sexuality have to do with just talking to me? I have an idea... Trying talking to me as a PERSON.. and not as a piece of meat!!! So STOP ASKING ME!!

A Soft Summers Breeze
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, would you would marry me, two hearts that intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, to love you is what to be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live... Copyright ©2007 Robert Allen Yunker

Missing Him...
As long as you think of me,i'll never be very far.. And the feelings that you have for me,may they fully fill your heart.. Missing you comes so easy,how hard is the pain.. It's like standing naked in a hailing storm,, soaked from the falling rain.. My soul feels like it's been split,cut like a deck of cards.. I feel like half the person,with only half a heart.. But soon all will pass,we two will join as one.. And forever be together,underneath the shining sun.. We'll smile and laugh and let these day's fall behind.. You'll happily call me honey,i'll happily call you mine.. I'll always be youe husband,you'll always be my wife.. And never again be apart for the rest of our lives... My husband Larry wrote this poem for me the day before we got married..Who knew that almost 11 years later i would read it daily,,and miss him with my half a heart.. R.I.P. MY LOVE...

The Guys' Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" >From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports.. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come

When Things Seem So Bleak
when things seem so dim and bleak, slow going goes your week redness enters your cheek, while happiness is what you seek here is a peek, you are all beautiful in your own way, friends which i hope will be here to stay, beauty in side and out, dont sit there and pout, find the happiness you desire, your heart become fire, get lost is what you say to the lier, but i will always be here as a friend, all you ladies are beautiful and true, dont let someone make you feel blue, because they are the ones that dont have a clue, of that special person inside each of you, im happy we have met, with me happiness is what you will get, so smile and feel right, you are all a wonderful sight, true friends are hard to find, you are all in my mind, so smile and be free, this is what you will see, no one can bother you if you dont feel blue, to your self be true, one foot in front of the other, if you are a mother, happiness is a true gift, would give you such a lift, friends

Attention To My Friends
My friend Stu lost a very close friend recently to cervical cancer after a long battle. She had just enough time to say a heartbreaking goodbye to everyone before passing away. Kelle, was a wonderful, upbeat person who held strong through five years before succumbing to the cancer. She had introduced Stu to the Maryland Renaissance Festival, where he will be this weekend. The festival will be a melancholy event without her this year and toasts will be held in memory of her. We are asking all our friends on Fubar to please have a drink in memory and send Stu a drink or sympathy comment for his loss at the link below. Thanks to my wonderful friends http://fubar.com/user/1086273

Doctor Who: Utopia - Tonight At 8/7c On Sci Fi
Utopia- Friday September 21st at 8:00pm E/P, encore at 1:00am E/P on Sci Fi Channel. Jack's back! As Captain Jack storms back into the Doctor's life, the TARDIS is thrown out of control, to the end of the universe. There, they find the savage Futurekind ruling the wilderness, while a lonely Professor tries in vain to save the last of the human race. Derek Jacobi (I, Claudius) guest stars.

A Friend Lost
will i be missed when im gone, will i be remembered and not forgotten, will they say he was a friend till his end, what a sweet boy said, when he was lays in his bed, dying from cancer inside, while bald and trying to hide, doesnt like to make new friends, for hes affraid they pretend, hes only 9 years old, but he has alot to be told, for he is my friend, and will be to the end, hes very smart & sincere, i wish he would always be here, he likes to color in his book, that i gave him and he took, hes given me a new sense of pride, cause he knows hes on a one way ride, he lives each and every day, cause he knows hes not here to stay, never affraid or upset and never one regret, he asked me why i stay, and i didnt know what to say, wish i could take his place, so his life wouldnt be a waste, he wants to see so many things, he has our dreams, his end is too close it seems, but ill be there with him at the end, because he his one special friend... Copyright