I am such and idiot. I really am. As you all know that I have a fubar husband. Which we both love each other in real life too. We got into our first big fight last night and both said some things that we shouldn't of. I am not going into details, because that is not important. We both have apologized to each other several times. I truly forgive him, but I don't think he believes that I forgive him. I don't think, from the last words he left me with last night, that he believes me. I want him to know that it is true. I really didn't mean what I said. I just worded things wrong. Which seems to be done a lot by me. I love him so much and would never want to do anything to hurt him. What can I do? Should I try to prove that I love him and forgive him, which I have been trying to do all along, or should I just give him the space and stop all efforts and let him get over it? I am so confused and really don't know what to do because I love him so much. If you are reading this sweety. I am so sorry please find it in your heart to forgive me. I didn't mean to hurt you. You mean the world to me.
