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The Truth!
When it breaks your heart, you know it is love. When it hurts your soul, You know it is worth holding on to........ The pain one endures to find happiness and love is a long and treacherous road. We travel through it everyday, like lost souls on this earth. Not ever knowing when we will stop. Not ever knowing if the end is near. We search for it. We long for it. We desire it. Now this long road we travel is one of the unknown. Walking down it to face all. The fear of not knowing. The fear of letting go. We have now found the path to take it is long it is windy, it is there. We follow it to the unknown, not knowing what lies ahead. But as we travel down it the pain subsides, the worries disapear. We know we have reached it, the happiness is near.

Can Ya Do It?
YA KNOW WHEN YA LOOK AT SOMEONE AND YA THINK...HMMM I WONDER...IT IS GREAT HOW OUR MINDS TRY AND PONDER EVERY OUTCOME OF EVERY SITUATION IN OUR LIVES. YET NONE OF US ARE ABLE TO SEE WHATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. YA KNOW OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AROUND...WHAT DO YOU SEE...CAN YA LOOK AT IT AND NOT WONDER ANYTHING? PROLLY NOT...MOST CANT...BUT WHEN YOUR MIND DOES GO BLANK YA SEE IT FOR WHAT IT IS THEN..SO TRY IT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS..YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED... WE NEED TO STOP OVER ANALISING EVERYTHING...AND JUST GO WIT IT...YA KNOW, IF IT FEELS TO GO TO BE TRUE MOST TIMES IT IS...BUT EVERY SO OFTEN...IT ISNT...THOSE ARE THE MOMENTS YA NEED TO SEE...CAUSE YA NEVER KNOW THAT WHEN YA WAS PONDERING THE OUTCOME THE ONE PASSED YA BY......

Friends!
Friends without faces: We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the

Whats It About
YOUR HEART THE ONE THING YOU CANT CONTROL, TAKES YOU ON A JOURNEY EVERYDAY OF YOUR LIFE. WE WILL LOVE WE WILL HATE YET THE PAIN REMAINS THE SAME. REGARDLESS OF THE OUTCOME WE ALWAYS JUST HURT. ALONE AND COLD IN OUR LIL WORLDS WE CREATE TO TRY AND PROTECT OURSELVES. WE BUILD THESE WALLS SO HIGH SO PPL CANT GET PASSED EM. WE DO THIS SO NO ONE KNOWS WHAT LIES UNDER OUR SKIN. WE LOOK FOR THE ONE WHO CAN TAKE DOWN THESE WALLS AND LOOK PAST WHAT LIES ON THE OUTSIDE. THOSE ARE THE ONES WHO WILL THEN SEE YOU FOR YOU. THE ONE PPL NEVER GET TO SEE. THEY LOOK AT YOU AND SAY WOW SHE IS HAPPY, YET THEY DONT KNOW THAT DEEP INSIDE SHE IS SO SAD. DO YOU KNOW SHE HAS THOUGHTS OF HARMING HERSELF. TO JUST TAKE A KNIFE AND SLOWLY CUT HER WRISTS TO SEE IF THEY HURT, TO SEE IF SHE BLEEDS. DO YOU KNOW SHE LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING WHY DO I BOTHER. THINKING DO THEY EVEN CARE. WOULD THEY MISS ME IF I WAS GONE. SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE HAS EVERYTHING GOIN FOR HER, YET WHAT PPL DONT KNOW IS SHE IS JUST ONE UNHAPPY

My Heart!
MY HEART SEEMS TO BE A WONDERFUL TOY FOR THE MALE SPECIES. THEY LOVE TO TAKE IT THEN USE IT THEN THROW IT AWAY. WHY IS THIS? WHY DO THEY FEEL SUPERIOUR TO US? THAT ITS OK THEY CAN MESS WITH OUR HEARTS MINDS? YOU KNOW FEMALES LOVE WITH EVERYTHING WE HAVE. WHEN WE CARE WE ALWAYS CARE. NO MATTER WHAT. WE SPEAK OUR MINDS LET OUR EMOTIONS COME OUT. WOMEN ARE WHAT GET TO MEN. WE CAN WORK OUR WAY IN SO QUICK THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HIT YOU AND WHEN YOU DO YOU PUSH US AWAY. ALWAYS SO SCARED FOR YOURSELF NEVER KNOWING WHAT COULD BE. NEVER TAKING THE CHANCE TO SEE THAT MAYBE THIS IS SOMETHING SPECIAL. YOU DONT SEE THIS TILL ITS TOO LATE WHEN ALL THE PAIN HAS GONE YOU'LL SEE US FOR WHAT WE TRULLY ARE. AMAZING PEOPLE WHO LOVE FULLY.

Long Hair On A Man Is Hot ;)
ok i had a friend call me today and tell me that he was thinking about cutting his hair because a girl told him that it makes him look like a pussy and i told him that long hair on a man is really really hot on a man and he did not cut his hair and i hook him up with a bff of mine that love long hair also and my point is guys if you always get slack for haveing long hair fuckk them there just jealous because there are many woman like me who love long hair on a man ;) FUCK THE HATERS NICOLE

Dont Miss The Roads End Pub Big Halloween Bash Oct 31
You've worked hard all week haven't you...so don't you deserve some fun? OF COURSE YOU DO! (21 AND OVER ) WEAR YOUR SEXYEST OUTFITS THERE WILL BE PRIZES The Roads End Pub and Club Halloween party is just 1 WEEK away. Roads End Pub 317 E. Broad St. West Hazleton, pa 18702 When: Fri., Oct. 31st Time: 9 p.m. to 2 a.m. directions 81 SOUTH OR NORTH GET OFF AT EXIT 143 HAZLETON EXIT COMEING FROM POTTSVILE KEEP RIGHT OFF THE EXIT COMEING FROM WILKES-BARRE KEEP LEFT OFF THE EXIT DRIVE STRIGHT ON 924 IN THE LEFT LANE TILL YOU COME TO A FORK IN THE ROAD STAY LEFT AT THE LIGHT YOU WILL SEE Roads End Pub IT HAS 2 BLUES BROTHERS ON TOP OF IT MAKE TURN AND PARK PS TELL JIMMY,KELLY,GREG, AMANDA,TRISHA DJ CHILLY SENT YOU Prizes, costume party, bobbing for apple flavored Jell-O shots, tarot card readings by LESA and DJ Joe Expo. All this coupled with some of the funniest and friendliest employees and clientele around!! *** Why go out

6 Ft
I'm big I suppose that's why my women always seem small but this 6 foot goddess who deals in real estate and art and flies from Texas to see me and I fly to Texas to see her-- well, there's plenty of her to grab hold of and I grab hold of it of her, I yank her head back by the hair, I'm real macho, I suck on her upper lip her cunt her soul I mount her and tell her, "I'm going to shoot white hot juice into you. I didn't fly all the way to Galveston to play chess." later we lay locked like human vines my left arm under her pillow my right arm over her side I grip both of her hands, and my chest belly balls cock tangle into her and through us in the dark pass rays back and forth back and forth until I fall away and we sleep. she's wild but kind my 6 foot goddess makes me laugh the laughter of the mutilated who still need love, and her blessed eyes run deep into her head like mountain springs far in and cool and good. she has saved

Uncle Rudy's Funeral Arrangements!
Funeral Arrangements Thursday 10/23 Stewart and Calhoun funeral home 529 W. Thornton Street, Akron, Ohio 44307 Visitation from 7-8 pm, funeral from 8-9 Monday 10/27 Heritage funeral home 508 N Government Way Spokane, WA 99224 Visitation from 4-5 pm, funeral from 5-6 Flowers and Condolences to the family can be sent to either one. Thank You!

My Thoughts And A Little About Me
I am from georgia but raised in texas. I have traveled quite a bit and seen alot of places, but Texas will always be my home. I am a romantic(still pull out chairs for the ladies and open doors for them). Now alittle about me. I am 37 and I have 3 really good kids. I work hard but still find time to be a dad. I love football, baseball, boxing, soccar. I love to play pool, go fishing, camping, boating, well just about anything you can do outside. I have traveled around and met alot of new people. Seen some beautiful country. had a good time. but now i have done my thing and resting up. I love to ride. Give me a bike and i am one happy camper. Also love the fast cars, trucks, hell anything that moves. You're My friend, through good times and bad. my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, through

My Birthday Wish
Now that I have your attention, my Birthday is coming up so, yes, I'm pimping myself out for a change. LOL My Birthday is on Sunday but I'll be in Alabama from the 23rd till the 27th to see my baby. I'm a little over 353,000 to level up to Insider so I'm asking all my friends, family, and fans to please help me level up by Sunday. That would be an awesome present for me to get online Monday and see that my fu-family has helped me level! PM me if you help me level so I can return the love!THE Irish Diva Vice President of The IRA Bombsquad@ fubar (repost of original by 'THE Irish Diva Vice President of The IRA Bombsquad' on '2008-10-20 17:36:42') (repost of original by 'Spanky139 is Master of, Fu-Hubby & real B/F of THE Irish Diva' on '2008-10-20 21:00:50')

Gone
This is pretty much a rough draft, just so I could get the words outta my head. Time spent with the one I believed I loved. Together yet apart Never really together Living a lie. I thought I could change if maybe. Maybe if I could just Love A little more for the both of us. It's gone, vanished Never really there. The Love I thought I once had for you. You making sure That it was Never Really Ever there. Stolen, My world Stolen, My everything. Invaded was my life By a parasite, That used glamour To disguise itself from me Hopeful and Hopeless Blurred into one. Both cannot exist in the same domain They cancel each other out. And what's left is a void Our paths can never again cross If they do, it would be a devastating Only one, maybe none would be left standing Among the ruins. Gone are you from my mind Cast out of my heart I have found A way to rid myself of you! My greatest victory shall be Your fall from that pedestal And I s

Ohh It Is Love
Oh, it is love From the first time I set my eyes up on yours Thinking oh, is it love? Oh dear It's been hardly a moment And you are already missed There is still a bit of your skin That I've yet to have kissed Oh say please do not go But you know, oh, you know that I must Oh say I love you so But you know, oh, you know you can trust We'll be holding hands once again All our broken plans I will mend I will hold you tight so you know It is love from the first Time I pressed my hand into yours Thinking oh is it love? Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days And I'm longing to feel your embrace. There are several days Until I can see your sweet face. Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be Someday holding hands in the end All our broken plans will have been I will kiss you soft so you know It is love from the first Time I pressed my lips against yours Thinking oh is it love? Your

My Truck
Ok so almost everyone knew the master clyinder went out in my truck well the reason is sum stupid f@ckin idiot put motor oil in where the brake fluid goes and it wasnt me my dad taught me where all the fluids go in a vehicle

Police Arrest Mich. Man For Car Wash Vacuum Sex
THOMAS TOWNSHIP, Mich. (AP) -- Police say a Michigan man has been arrested after "receiving sexual favors from a vacuum" at a car wash. The Saginaw News reports the 29-year-old Swan Creek Township man was arrested Thursday in Saginaw County's Thomas Township, about 90 miles northwest of Detroit. Police Sgt. Gary Breidinger says a resident called to report suspicious activity at the car wash about 6:45 a.m. An officer approached on foot and caught the man in the act. The suspect, whose name wasn't immediately released, is being held in the Saginaw County Jail.

What If???
Colin Powell brought up an interesting point the other day What if, Obama was a Muslim?? Even McCain had to calm an old woman down at one of his rally's the other day by reassuring her that, Obama was a Christian. Some of us have this notion this is a Christian nation. Our founding fathers wanted us to have freedom of religion. That being said, would you rather have a president that was a real good one that, brought us to good economic times if, he was some other religion other then Christian or perhaps, a non believer? Or, would you rather have a Christian president that, was a terrible president who's policies were terrible and left us in a mountain of debt much like the president leaving office?? Something to think about!!!!

The Moonsinger Lounge**((nsfw))**
The MOONSINGER Lounge Is NOW Open!! I'm Going to need a Few things since I'm Just starting out but SO FAR It somewhere where you can relax and chat and watch Some SEXY BBW Videos,Cartoons,Movies and so on...Tonight I'm going to be showcasing my VERY OWN Amatuer Videos and HEY!!...**ADULTS ONLY!!**.... If your NOT a BBW Or PORN Fan..This aint gonna Be your kinda show. If it IS Your KInda show come Hang out and chat with me..Miss Fetish BBW 2008. **Cam Password** fetishlover http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59614

Blonde Girl
A blonde city girl marries a Colorado rancher. One morning, on his way out to the fields, the rancher says to her, 'The insemination man is coming over to impregnate one of our cows today. I drove a nail into the 2 by 4 just above the cow's stall in the barn. You show him where the cow is when he gets here, OK?' The rancher leaves for the fields. After a while, the artificial insemination man arrives and knocks on the front door. The wife takes him down to the barn. They walk along the row of cows and when she sees the nail, she tells him,'This is the one, right here.' The man, assuming he is dealing with an airhead blonde, asks,'Tell me, lady,'cause I'm dying to know; how would YOU know this is the cow to be bred?' 'That's simple. By the nail over its stall,' she explains very confidently. Laughing rudely at her, the man says, 'And what, pray tell, is the nail for?' She turns to walk away and says sweetly over her shoulder, 'I guess it's to h

Burns
Cigarette burns above her belly button resemble the side of a subway car, marked like years of graffiti. Perfect burns left behind by B boys, chain smokers, punks, and addicts. Once her eyes saw them as nothing less then beautiful, but now they're nothing more then cigarette burns above her belly button. She would say they made her feel alive inside, but now she feels lifeless and basic, bored and so predictable

Heartbreaking Letter From My Son~ A Rookie Firefighter
On the day of my first call as a rookie firefighter you would have been hard pressed to find a person more excited and happy about the direction his life was headed in, someone who looked forward to the days he was able to go back to the station. While I have always known that the fire service was where I belonged and I am still just a rookie the baby of my shift I never really thought about just how fast a persons decisions can change the course of many other lives. While the first fire I went on was nothing more than a small car fire caused by a carelessly discarded cigarette it was the next call that really made an impact on me. That call was for mutual aid on a major motor vehicle accident to help a neighboring department provide care to the occupants of a small car they were pinned inside. I dont know where the occupants of that small car were headed but I am sure when the three of them got in the car they never thought that that trip would end with only two of them s

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English-- Spanish -- America -- Mexico
Since when did we move to Mexico. Boy, if that ain't discrimination!!!! Someone told me the other day who owns a business and is in the commercial loop that all the illegal beaners around here are working under the table for $4.00 an hour and then sending the money to Mexico. That's why they need to pile up in the house to pay the bills here. You know that the employer is not paying Taxes, workmens comp or anything on these under the table wages!!! So for all you White Americans who get No Tax breaks. Can't live off welfare and are now getting discriminated against in our own country -- You had better stand up now!!!! W/ a No Tolerance level!!! The more we just sit here and let it happen the WORSE it's going to get. Now that we are the minority and get NO HELP -- our kids are going hungry and our homes are being lost!!! This is BULL SH%#!

Team Capt.
Ok heres the deal we need a Team Capt....One that can be a true leader answer, questions, respond to members respectfully list goes on. So, send me a private message if you'd like the spot and what your willing to bring to the plate this is your family. Any suggestion on who send that also. Messages of private form need to be sent to me Miracle Monkey. We'll be making a Am Capt and a Pm Capt. Dave Founder

Glass Orb
Stately, beautiful, clear with pigments swirled around. Appearing so solid so strong, only high heat would melt it to see inside. But despite the appearance, it is fragile. A drop and it would shatter, never to be the same again.

Fyi
i'm going to clean my friends list up SOON not now cause i'm too busying fapping to jen BUT i will get to it EVENTUALLY. with that,i'm also no longer accepted blank requests. (read my profile for more info) so if you either wanna remain on this list or get on it, TALK dammit! i haz boobs? =P /goes back to fapping to to jen's pix fin

Alcohol Is Bad For My Legs...
A man goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself : Man: 'May I buy you a cocktail?' Maxine: 'No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs.' Man: 'Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?' Maxine: 'No, they spread.'

Std E-mail
STD postcards: You've got mail — and more Early data shows it helps to have partners break bad news online By Brian Alexander updated 6:59 p.m. CT, Mon., Oct. 20, 2008 Thanks to a new Internet-based service called inSPOT, people are now receiving anonymous e-mails about sex, but they aren’t spam and there is no hidden ad for herbal concoctions to increase the size of anything. Rather, the “e-cards” are notices from a previous sex partner that the recipient may have been exposed to a sexually transmitted disease. The site, www.InSPOT.org , is a way for people newly diagnosed with an STD to notify their partners to be tested, too. The e-cards, a sort of greeting card you’d rather not receive, are direct and to the point. “Who? What? When? Where?” one available e-card begins. “It doesn’t matter. I got an STD; you might have it too. Please get checked out.” Recipients can then click links to learn more about STDs, possible treatments, and clinics in their cities where they c

The Moonsinger Lounge**nsfw**
The MOONSINGER Lounge Is NOW Open!! I'm Going to need a Few things since I'm Just starting out but SO FAR It somewhere where you can relax and chat and watch Some SEXY BBW Videos,Cartoons,Movies and so on...Tonight I'm going to be showcasing my VERY OWN Amatuer Videos and HEY!!...**ADULTS ONLY!!**.... If your NOT a BBW Or PORN Fan..This aint gonna Be your kinda show. If it IS Your KInda show come Hang out and chat with me..Miss Fetish BBW 2008. **Cam Password** fetishlover http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59614

Thank You To All That Helped Me Spotlight
I want to thank everyone who helped me spotlight. I made this video as a thank you for helping me. Much Love Morgan Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com P.S. If I forgot anyone I am truly sorry :(

Some History
This story is to a friends request of me to explain some history in regaurds to my post: War of my life. It all starts back in the 6th grade, when I started living with a friend of mine in Puyallup. This friend became somewhat like my own family. His family introduced me to money and to a life of activity (Altho he may never see it that way). Anyway, through him I was a part of a pretty good group of people. In some ways we were hellians and in other ways we were angels. But as life happens my time there was to come to an end, and a new chapter of my life was about to open. There would be no more river parties, no more mud-bogging on the levy. The overnight drunken fires would cease. Crawling underneath the city of Puyallup would never happen again. Going to the Ocean was out of the question. and having new clothes was a crazy Idea. OH, how I was not going to like this. However, I knew that I was the ultimate cause of this action. My inability to follow the house rules. I

Fantasy 1
the night has been rough and the road has been long.as come to your door and i knock.you open the door to see me there dressed in a long black cape with blood red silk interor.as i stand there looking at you.you smile at me.and before you have a chance to move i pull you into my arms tilting your head slightly as i sink my vampire fangs deep into your neck drawing and tasteing your blood. you want to move and push me away but you body can't you moan softly begging me not to stop.i then pull back takeing you into my arms and carrying you to the bedroom.i ste you down on the bed looking at you dressed in black silk nightgown your bearts are practicaly exposed and your body trembleing as you look at me.you can see the deep seeded passion in my eyes.i once more take you into my arms sinking my fangs back into your neck drawing more of your blood.you moan with pleasure and start digging your nails deep into my back as your body arches from the please.you reach down to feel me very hard alre

Awake.
Gazing through this wicked storm Tasting these drops of madness from the clouds Breathing nothing but disgust and hatred This shadow I call my own never felt so loud Yet through the darkness of this pain Your arms reach so boldly towards my back Contemplating my own demise Your love never seems to lack The necessary strength To wake this hopeless mind You quench my heart with the sweetest of tears I thank God everyday that you are forever mine. ** I love you Dani.. more than anything in this world. Don't ever think I won't stop loving you, i just wish i could be stronger for you.

Ghost
Where do I take this pain of mine? I run, but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like the curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, so hold me Until it sleeps So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip, don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me until it sleeps It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps I don't want it So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the

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Dreams
If dreams were given to a lonely women and a lonely women dreams come true. I'd force myself to sleep all the time just so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to a lonely women and I was given just two, I'd wish for you to always love me, and the other I;d give to you. If my tears could write a love song, I'd write a love song for you. It would explain just how i feel inside, and how much I Love You. But, dreams are only dreams and wishes seldom come true. My tears cant write a love song, but when they fall, they fall for you

What Classic Halloween Costume Should You Wear?
You Should Be a Werewolf You are seen as a bit tough and quite unpredictable. You follow your impulses. You see Halloween as a time you can go a little crazy. You love to scare people, and people are quite scared of you. You tend to be intimidating - and not just on Halloween! What Classic Halloween Costume Should You Wear?

The Old Church
Soaked to the bone, Sharon ran into the old building, just as the skies really opened up and started the down pour. Her clothes clung to her body, showing all of her curves, her hair plastered to her head. “Great!” Sharon mutters to the herself “just freaking great!” She walks over to a bench and drops her bag down. Wandering around she wondered what to do next. Holding herself she started shivering. She holds herself tight as she walks from one end of the room to the other. “Just my luck, nothing ever goes right for me!” She yells at the air. “Am I cursed or what!?” She spots a large fireplace on the side wall and wonders to her self if still is in working condition. On her hands and knees she looks into the pit to see if the flue is open. Unable to tell she decides what the hell, lets give it a try. Going back to her purse for her lighter, she curses that she should never have quit smoking, finally finding the lighter and some pieces of paper from her notepad she goes back to the fi

Fruits Of The Goddess
Apples and peaches are among the favorite foods of Venus, the goddess of love. Make this delicious dessert for your beloved and enjoy eating it together. Beware that some things in this may cause an allergic reaction, please read the ingredients list before you use it to avoid any trips to the hospital!! With that being said, Merry Meet!!! Best time to use this spell: Anytime Ingredients or equipment needed: * A nine inch pie crust * three to four apples * Three to four cups of fresh peaches * 1/3 cup of brown sugar * 1/3 cup of granulated sugar * Two rounded tablespoons of flour * 1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon * 1/4 teaspoon of nutmeg * 1/8 teaspoon of salt * Two tablespoons of butter or margarine * Nine inch pie crust * A paring knife 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees. Combine all dry ingredients in a small bowl. 2. Peel the apples and the peaches, remove cores and pits, and slice the fruit. 3. Arrange half of the fruit in the pie crust, then sprinkle with ha

A Rare Lame Moment. =)
I'm having one of those lame moments, when you finally realize that you get to see one of your favorite people in the entire world and it finally sinks in lol. I'm gonna be a happy camper next Wednesday. :) Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls

Song Of The Day, Day1
Well Erika has inspired me with her songs so, this is now my new thing to entertain myself... So heres the first of many songs of the day. Mood :( Song: Jesus by Brand New Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face The kind you'd find on someone I could save If they don't put me away Well, it'll be a miracle Do you believe you're missing out That everything good is happening somewhere else? But with nobody in your bed The night's hard to get through And I will die all alone And when I arrive I won't know anyone Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again So what did you do those three days you were dead? Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend. Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die, I'm a little bit scared of what comes after Do I get the gold chariot? Do I float through the ceiling? Do I divide and fall apart? Cause my pride is too sly to hold back all my dark And the ship went down in sight of land And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands

This Is True
l bet this doesn't go very far on the email circuit. Unfortunately, it is so very true......... Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, .....You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?

Come Check Out Dj Chilly's Old School Jam In Hazleton, Pa
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Linkin Park - From The Inside
I don't know who to trust no surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) [Chorus] Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) [Chorus] Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust

Love Lotion
No this isn't the ingredients for the lotion "Love Spell" although it will smell just as sweet =) Love Lotion : Use this sweet-smelling lotion to sweeten a relationship with your beloved. Best times to perform this spell: * During the waxing moon * When either the sun or moon is in Taurus or Libra * On Fridays Ingredients or Equipment needed: * Two ounces of grape seed, olive, or almond oil * Two dried red or pink rose petals, crushed very finely. * 1/8th tsp. of melted honey * 1/2 tsp. of apple cider * Two drops of Jasmine, rose, ylang ylang or patchouli essential oil * A pink, purple or red glass bottle or jar. 1. Blend all ingredients together and pour the mixture into the glass bottle or jar. (If you can't find any bottles or jars in the colors mentioned in the list, a clear one will suffice) 2. Set the bottle on a window sill where the moo can shine on it and leave it there over night. 3. Put a drop of love potion on your heart and wrists each morni

The Bullrider
I recall wanting to ride bulls years ago and a debate I had with my dad. I allowed how this would be my rocket to the stars. Dad agreed—I would see stars, and a bull was a launching pad. "Like Chris LeDoux, I’m addicted to danger," I boomed in a voice loud and clear. Dad growled, "You’ll be addicted to painkillers, too, when that bull sticks his horn in your rear." "Look at Mahan, Ty Murray, Don Gay," says I. "They’ve got money to burn and friends in high places. I’ll betcha they’re wearin’ silk underwear, and you don’t see no frowns on their faces." "For every one makes it, there’s ten thousand that don’t. Buckin’ them stats is dumb, not courageous. I’d sooner see you take to gamblin’, son; you’ll get better odds in Las Vegas ." I told him the girls would never look twice if I didn’t do something like that. Dad looked at me with a twinkling eye and said, "There’s more than one w

Krewe Of Boo Halloween Parade Preview
Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview POSTED: 1:08 pm CDT October 20, 2008 [NEWSVINE: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [DELICIOUS: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [DIGG: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [FACEBOOK: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [REDDIT: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [RSS] [PRINT: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] [EMAIL: Krewe of Boo Halloween Parade Preview] Halloween is a week from Friday and this year, New Orleans is getting into the spirit with a new parade. The Krewe of Boo parade, the city's first official Halloween parade, not only celebrates the season but raises money for the police and fire departments. The parade is being run by Mardi Gras impresario Blaine Kern who is planning to make Halloween the next big thing in New Orleans. The parade will have is Kern's famous floats as well as a lavish Halloween Costume Expose at the end of the parade at the former River City Casino on the riverfront. The parade will begi

Botanical Love Charm
Merry Meet all Wiccans. I opened this blog to start a new way to connect to people... Through spells, rituals, etc. Feel free to share your ideas! Tonight I will start off with something easy. Love Spells Love spells are potentially easy, as long as you believe in them... pretty much like everything else. If you don't believe it won't work... however disbelief might end up in backfiring and doing the opposite... Here is the first spell... Botanical Love Charm: Best times to perform this spell: 1. During the waxing moon 2. When either the sun or moon is in Libra 3. On Fridays Ingredients or Equipment Needed: * A circle of red silk cloth, six inches in diameter. * A pink ribbon six inches long. * Two red rose petals. * Two raspberry leaves. * Two myrtle flowers. * Two apple seeds. * A piece of paper * A pen with red ink 1. On the piece of paper write: "This charm brings me a lover who is right for me in every way." 2. Fold the paper three times,

Let Us Seduce You!!!!
LET US SEDUCE YOU!!! COME TO EROTIC SEDUCTIONS AND CHECK US OUT!!!! GREAT PEOPLE, GREAT MUSIC, AND ALL THE DRINKS YOU CAN STAND!!! STAFF LIVE ON CAM DAILY!!!! SO COME PLAY WITH US AND SHOW US HOW EROTIC YOU CAN BE!! TELL THEM JADED SENT YOU!! BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Promoter @ Erotic Seductions@ fubar

Psyche
Bored again, so sue me Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

About Me
I AM A PRETTY OUTGOING PERSON. LOVE TO GO TO THE BARN AND RIDE MY HORSES. I LIKE TO GO TO THE CLUBS WITH MY SISTERS AND HAVE A GREAT TIME. I LIKE TO WATCH TV, BUT DONT GET TO VERY OFTEN. THE BEACH IS THE BEST, WALKING ON THE BEACH AND JUST KICKEN THE SAND. SIESTA KEYS IS MY FAVORITE PLACE TO GO. I HAVE A BOAT SO I LIKE TO GO BOATING IN THE SUMMER AND JUST HANGING OUT. I WORK FOR A LOCAL VET, I AM A PF DOG GROOMER. I LOVE ANIMALS, OF ALL KINDS. WELL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER

~ Your Body....my Journey ~
~ Your Body....My Journey ~ From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the trimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small

Start
Erase my being Come wipe me clean I want to feel like I just stole my first dream It's taken over me Something so sober Let me drift a while a longer Lost in this bright light As our worlds collide I wanna feel like I just took my first flight Your getting closer Whispers tell no lies Something so sober Let me stay a while longer Help me up Bring me down Take me in Spill me out Write me down Tear me up Start again Fill me up Start again...

A Little Change To Chain Of Command!!
I have found out that recently the homepage has long time periods where it is left unattended. The family is so big now and we get so many levelup requests and questions to the homepage and stuff that its hard to keep up with. Honestly with stuff I have goin on in real life I admit Im not able to be on the page as much as it needs. So I have decided to move Wizards enforcer position up to where he will be over the crew leaders kinda like a crew leader leader lol. Alot of times myself enchanted or the crew leaders are busy and cant be here, then the levelups get missed and that is the main purpose of the group to help people level. When there is nobody on the homepage then we are not doing our job!! Mainly my fault because sometimes when I log off the homepage I cant get back on til the next day and in that time I have missed so much!! I apologize to anybody that I have been late responding to or late getting to the levelup requests!! We need somebody in charge that can be around m

Yup, Hosting Another Auction
It will be a fall themed auction... It will open this friday October 24th so I will need your 10k entry fee, your picture & your list of offers by Thursday the 23rd. It will last 2 weeks... SELF PROMOTION IS A MUST! If u want good bids, plz make ur offers good... PLEASE SEND SFW PICTURES ONLY! Heres what the pictures will look like Thanks

I Know You Are But What Am I?
->illadelph: Funny, I look like me and have a whole bunch, you look like you and only have one, must be something to that. Don't be mad at me because you're stupid AND ugly. That's not my fault blame those that spawned your ugly ass. illadelph: funny but if i looked like you i might not upload any photos at all ->illadelph: mhmm cry for me k? while you're at it you should get off here, and buy a hooked on phonics system and uploading photos for dummies k? illadelph: i can just read how rude ur bein now ->illadelph: I have no idea -evidently I rated it and that's why you're bothering me now? Perhaps you should read my page. illadelph: so wut u think of my pic? ->illadelph: i suppose illadelph: u there?

Guys
I get a Yahoo Instant msg from a guy I haven't heard from in 2 months. So he calls me tonight wanting to know when he can see me so he can tell me how he feels about me. I asked him to tell me over the phone and he said "When you figure out when you can see me call me ok" and then he hung up. WTF!!! I wanted to tell him "Look I haven't heard from you in 2 months and you expect me to believe you." If I want something I will do my damnest to get it. I am honest and quite frankly I am sick and tired of guys saying they will call or come over and then they don't. It is painfully obviously that all he wants is sex. Which is not what I want from him. So like if he really wanted me badly, he could have called me. No one works 24/7. If you like someone (even as a friend), you make time for them. So anyway he and I were talking on the phone for about a month or so. I was still pregnant when I first met him. So go f'n figure. My daughter is now 3 months old. I went out with him once when my

Dreams And Desires
we walk through the halls of chemically enhanced consciousness, in search of a magneficient orgiastic banquet. the arrogant incubi who rise above so seductively taunt us, wanting us to succumb to their vast array of carnal knowledge a daimonic realm where all we see and touch not only liberates our desirous burning flesh but welcomes it,the yearning for submission to some grand sexual encounter our growing hunger only echoes the deep ecstasies which lie dormant we are unable to maintain becoming crude and vunerable the sensualist side lusting while the animal only wants to discover tease then feed the salty taste of your flesh is welcoming to my mouth your body shakes with anticipation hungry mouths consume naked and glistening hands and bodies entertwined your body is my temple in which i worship you are in control in this world of you and i nothing is sacred......

New Rules For Dod
Ok here it is plain an simple...we have had DOD since the beging of the revolution an its been a good thing for the family members but it has been brought to attention that a LOT of members are not rating on a daily basis so what we are gonna do is First you must come to DOD blog an leave a comment that you are there an on your way to rate then the dod for the day will be able to see the people that have rated them by coming to the blog an seeing the comments..an also by looking at their pics...so to be eligible for DOD for the following day you must be active on the DOD!!! It is understandable that some days ya just dont have time an cant do it ..we all have lives.. But to be eligable this is what needs to be done! So from now on the DOD at the end of the day has to go to the blog an pic the DOD for the next day from the list of members that have left a comments saying they are rating that day..Second an no less important you must rate a least 100 pics! it only takes 5 minutes to d

Jack & Emily ( A Story I Wrote)
Emily was walking down this path, which she could not see very far ahead. There was something deep inside of Emily that was encouraging her to move forward. Even though Emily was afraid of the not knowing, that lies before her. Emily felt she needed to know, why she felt so intrigued of having to know more about this unknown shadow. Emily began to see her unknown shadow more clearly now, & it was just within her sight. As Emily continued to walk towards this unknown shadow, her heart began to beat faster. Emily could now see, that her unknown shadow was a man. While Emily approached this man with caution, & with her fear still very much heightened. Even though Emily doesn't know why, she has a sense of security with this man. All Emily knew was, her heart was telling her not to be afraid. Just as their eyes meet for the very first time, their hearts were beating as one. Emily feels as though she's known this man her entire life. Knowing this could not be true,

Funny Story
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR! ), yank down your pants, and assume ' The Stance.' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you cer tainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance.' To take your mind of

Giving Thanks
Give thanks to unknown blessings already on their way. Life is just too short to have uncertainties, worries & regrets. Never live with uncertainties in your life, they can only bring you down. Learn to leave your worries behind you, for you don't need them. Leave your regrets where they belong, in the past. When life is so precious, we must not take it for granted. At one time or another, we have all felt the hold of uncertainty. The not knowing & what if, and saying what if I had done this or what if I had done that differently will never change that outcome, one must not give these a second thought, for what is meant to be will be. Worries are not worth giving a second thought about. For all we can do is our best, worrying about it will not chance the situation. Life is just to short to never give into worry. Always be grateful for all the good things in your life, like your family & friends. For through thick & thin there's always one thing that will r

Mother
Mother Had an uneasy and unsettling feeling, as I awoke in the morning. A feeling that could not be shaken, no matter how I tried. The phone rings, as my heart begins to beat ever so fast. Not knowing or understanding why this is? Way up high above the clouds in Heaven. My Dearest Mother, how I’ll forever miss thee. May you now take God’s hand and enter into Heaven. Whenever I look way up above those clouds into Heaven. My heart will ache just a little less each time, for I’ll Forever be remembering my Dearest Mother. Mother you will always be within my heart, And you will forever be within my soul for all eternity to come. In remembrance of my dearest Mom named Mary. September 17th, 1943 to March 20th, 2008

Im So Excided....
Any of my friends on here going to the exotic erotic ball, in Sacramento for halloween??If so, we should meet up and give kisses and rub our naughty parts in glitter :)) tee hee Halloween is my favorite holiday, wish we had more then one day to dress up like grewsome demons... If anyone knows anyother stuff in the bay area let me know...Id love to be informed on partys and haunted goodys in my area.

My Mom
Mom's Memorial Mass was a very nice mass. I just about made it to the end of the Eulogy, before I broke down & started crying :( The turn out of so many family & friends, made that day just a bit easier on me. I got lots of compliments on my Eulogy, which made me happy. I just wanted Mom to be proud of me :) I'm sure Mom is very proud of me & smiling down on me :) Eventhough Mom didn't want any funeral or memorial mass, it was something that I needed. We all needed this, for myself, my sisters Terri & Linda, to finally be able to say good bye to our Mom. My Dad to be able to say good bye to his wife of 45 years. Eventhough I felt at first that, it wasn't fair that Mom was taken from me way too soon. As the priest had said to us at the Memorial Mass, when God is ready to take us home he will. If there's anything I've learned from this whole sad situation is. Enjoy life, live your life like it's your last day on this Earth. For we never know when our time is up, & when God will

Something To Think About
This life & beyond, if we are lucky enough we will live an awesome life, without too many worries. If we are apart of the unlucky few then, it’s a life of struggle & just learning how to survive. I’ll never understand how, some people have the greatest life ever with all the luck to boot. They never want or need for anything. They can give their children whatever their hearts desire. They will never wonder where the money will come from, to buy groceries, clothes for their kids or themselves. Anything that their hearts desire they can get & money is no object for them. Then we have others who will always continue to struggle in their lives. They will never have any fancy or nice things like a house or cars. They will feel bad for they can’t provide for their kids, the way they really want to. I’d rather be that person that has to struggle, to get what I want or need from life. Someone who has to struggle for what they want, it can only make them a stronger person for it. As fo

Apparently "chicken" Is Hilarious When You're 5 Months Old!
Short entry. Took Alannah to the park today with Joe. So no weighing of myself. But Alannah had fun :) She got to go on the swings and the slides for the first time... AND she met another baby. :) I stopped by work on our way home and showed her off to Cindy. I talked to Joe about still moving in together in the future and he's open to the idea it seems. The one property he's looking into buying is a triplex and he'd rent me one for a good deal. That makes me hopeful. Anyways... that's all. Back to work tomorrow, but I'm making chicken noodle soup (homemade!) before then!

My Happy Hour Bulletin By Jamie... Ty Darling
Hey everyone!!! There is a very great woman having a HH tomorrow!! If you have rode any of the Fubar trains, there is a good chance you already know her!!! I'm talking about the one and only......... CARRIE Carrie ~~R/L Wife to Syrano~~ Proudly Owned by Johnny Riggs~~ Proud Owner of Johnny Riggs~~@ fubar This is her first Happy Hour!! She is only about 1.3 mil away from GodMother!! If you have ever had a HH you know what kinda points you get!! I KNOW we can Godmother her during her HH!!! She is a great friend on here!! She is always making trains and tags, LoL So lets all go spank her hard during her HH!!! Which is TOMORROW (Tuesday Oct. 21st) It's at 5:00 pm Fu-Time!! So here is the deal..... Go rate at least 150 of her pics and I will make you a F/A/R tag like one of these. **This is the folder to rate** I know that 150 sounds like a lot of pics but it's really not. You can do it in about 15 mins or less. And these tags take some time to

The Boss
The boss of a big company needed to call one of his employees about an urgent problem with one of the main computers. He dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whispered, "Hello?" Feeling put out at the inconvenience of having to talk to a youngster the boss asked, "Is your Daddy home?" "Yes", whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" the man asked. To the surprise of the boss, the small voice whispered, "No." Wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes," came the answer. "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Knowing that it was not likely that a young child would be left home alone, the boss decided he would just leave a message with the person who should be there watching over the child. "Is there any one there besides you?" the boss asked the child. "Yes," whispered the child, "A policeman." Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the bo

Phone Bone
So, a friend of mine broke up with her boyfriend over the weekend cause he had phone sex with a girl he met over the internet...He came clean with her after an arguement..I feel as tho she shouldnt really be that mad technicaly he didnt cheat,but she has other ways of thinking of it as cheating...Please what do you think? should she forgive him, or leave him be?

Let Her Be Ok
my best friend is in the hospital with a 50% chance to live o die an i need her here please take out 2 minutes in your life an pray for my best friend to make it past this she is tuff but they havent since a type like what she has seens 1976 so please help me try to make for better

Prison
3 Men were sentenced to 25 years of solitary confinement. As a concession, the governer allowed each of them to take one item into his cell. The first guy asked for a pile of books; the second for his wife; the third asked for 100 cartons of cigarettes. At the end of the 25 years, the first prisoner was released and said: "Those books proved immensely invaluable. I've studied so hard I can now train to be a lawyer. I'm really happy." The second man stepped out of his cell, with his wife and 5 new children. He smiled, "My wife and I have never been so close. I have a beautiful new family. I'm so happy." And the third guy said: "Anybody got a match?"

Helpless
Helpless How helpless that I feel inside just knowing how your heart is breaking to know that tho I am here for you you feel like your whole world's being taken I hate to say that... I know this pain the steps you are taking, I've walked before so I know in my heart, for you, what is comming and I know your going to try to not hurt anymore it makes me feel so bad to just have to sit here to know that there's nothing to stop all your pain to know that your waiting and dreading that phonecall to know how the stress has bout got you insane just know when you read this, my Dani, my angel that the man who wrote this, has walked in your shoes I know how you feel when your almost expolding and to keep the fake smile while your feeling the blues I guess what I'm trying to say is " I love you. " and I'll be beside you, thru thick and thru thin I know I'll be OK with your heart beside me I'm here as your man, your lover... your frien

Giveaway Board
THOUGHT IT BE COOL TO PUT UP A GIVEAWAY BOARD SO IF ANYONE GETS IN ONE PLEASE LET US KNOW AND WE WILL STICK YOU IN HERE:) I COULD HAVE MADE IT FAMILY ONLY BUT NOW WHERE WOULD THE FUN BE IN THAT?:p BESIDES YOU HAVE TO GIVE IN ORDER TO GET RIGHT? THIS IS NOT A MANDATORY TARGET BOARD THIS IS ONLY TO KEEP US BUSY IF YOU WANT TO BOMB ANYONE ON HERE IT IS UP TO YOU WE WILL NOT REQUIRE TO BOMB ANYONE ON THIS BOARD! GIT R DONE!!!! FAMILY YOU ROCK!!

Oct 20, 2008 Sbg Of The Week
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 10-20-08 Vamp Morticia Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-09-15 16:44:19')

Bad Girl Of The Week 10-20-08 Vamp Morticia
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 10-20-08 Vamp Morticia Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname:Vamp Morticia/Tamara Birthday:March 4th, 1975 Zodiac Sign:Pisces Hair Color:Dark Red Eye Color:Blue but they change sometimes Tattoos:None Piercings:Just ears (but 3) *Favorites* Color:Black Season:Fall Day Of Week:Monday Animal:turtles Flower:Rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?:no, any offers? Laughed So Hard You Cried?:a lot with my kids Smiled For No Reason?:yes Sat On Your Rooftop?:nope *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?:Computer Phone 0R IM?:IM or texting McDonalds 0R Burger King?:McDonald's Summer 0R Winter?:Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:Cds XBox 0R PS2?:XBox I guess cuz my son has one! RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?:stuffed crust with beef, pepperoni, mushrooms, black olives, and cream cheese Your Fea

10/20 Song List For Today
There's a lot of crap in my life that's been going on today. I've just become fed up with a lot of the shit going on around me, and I just need to bust my ass even harder to get myself out of the hell I've put myself in. I am just grateful for those people around me who have truly cared and listened when I needed an ear, or who lend a shoulder when I need to cry. I truly appreciate those close to me who are always there for me and understand me, and what it is I am going through. So, here is my top 10 list of songs today, that I am listening to as we speak, and are helping me release my tension and getting me through the rest of the day. Thank god for the sanctuary of my bedroom. MIKE DOUGHTY - LOOKING AT THE WORLD FROM THE BOTTOM OF A WELL MARY J BLIGE - NO MORE DRAMA SANTANA ft STEVEN TYLER - JUST FEEL BETTER TRAIN - CALLING ALL ANGELS TRIK TURNER - FRIENDS & FAMILY HOOBASTANK - THE REASON (Dedicated to my son) MEL C (Louie Devito Mix)- I TURN TO YOU TOMMY LE

A Wicked Lil Taste
Here's a taste of my writing.. this is what I am currently working on..Enjoy! The Warrior Draygon (storyline excerpt @copyrighted 2008 RR She admired the strength of his powerful body. She wore the heels but he still towered over her. The gloss of his long ebony hair was beautiful to her. His hair hung down to his massive shoulders. He removed his cape and lay it down on the floor before the roaring blaze that crackled in the fireplace. The velvet lining of it was as deep and as rich as the blood that he knew flowed through her veins. "Draygon," she breathed his name as his hands covered her swollen breasts. "I am your slave." "As I am yours, Adriana." His hands slid up to cup her beautiful face in them. He brought his lips down upon hers, tasting her sweet nectar. Lightening flashed through the dark curtains as thunder shook the house around them. The storm only excited them even more. Draygon's hands reached the deep neckline of her blouse and in one swift,

Favorite Adult Performers
The Porn Life & Possession posted Monday, October 13th, 2008 www.XCritic.Com Two of my favorite adult performers have cross the bridge over into the music world. Vivid Contract Gal Savanna Samson released her first track of her album Possession which you can hear directly on her MySpace page : http://www.myspace.com/therealsavannasamson and you can download it to your IPOD via ITUNES. The title track from her forthcoming album. "Possession" was written by Savanna and Producer Giuseppe D. Look for the album Possession to hit stores in early 2009. The album contains 3 other original dance songs written by Savanna as well as several covers. Marco Banderas Latin Porn King Marco Banderas who already is well know in his home back in Spain, has a new song out called "The Porn Life" can be heard on his MySpace http://www.myspace.com/marcobanderasxxx as well as on his own webpage http://www.marcobanderasxxx.com/. Currently he is working on the video for "The Po

So This Is Wat Happened To My Friends
someone decided that i had had my page long enuff and went into my stuff and deleted all my pics and my friends really makes me mad cuz i had that page for a long time so i am gonna be redoing my page sometime or another i know only my fans will be able to see this so to those who was my friend add me back if you like

Acorn~ What Is It?
ACORN seldom falls far from the tree The most underreported story of this election season is the Association of Community Organizers For Reform Now, known by its acronym, ACORN. ACORN grew out of what wins the prize hands-down for one of the silliest and most destructive advocacy groups America has ever known – the National Welfare Rights Organization. Founded by George Wiley, the NWRO became an army of single minority mothers whom he sent out to disrupt welfare offices through sit-ins and demonstrations demanding an end to oppressive eligibility restrictions. His aim was to so flood welfare offices as to cause the system to burst, creating a crisis he hoped would correct America's "unjust capitalist society." From 1965 to 1974, the nation's welfare rolls more than doubled to 10.3 million during generally good economic times. Clearly, it was a winning tactic. One of ACORN's later tactics was to flood banks and mortgage companies the same way, insisting that they d

Thank God I'm Adopted
I knew but I didn't. There was a horrible conversation with my father last week where he threatened to cancel everything if I did not do as I was told. Now, after a conversation regarding the "inappropriate pictures I have on MySpace that my parents are extremely ashamed of" all ties with the evil that raised me are severed. I was told that I don't look good enough to post such suggestive pictures for the world to see. I was told that it made me look like a prostitute. Now I am happier than ever that I didn't use my real name when I signed up here...and that I'm adopted. My children do not have the potential genetic pre-disposition to become puritanical psychos. Thank you all for the outpouring of love...now I implore you all to help me find a job! Thanks and love you all!

Why Is Obama Hiding His Birth Certificate?
What's Obama hiding from us? Posted: October 17, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 I read in yesterday's edition of WorldNetDaily that a second lawsuit has been filed demanding Barack Obama produce evidence that he is a natural-born U.S. citizen in the form of certified copies of birth documents. When I first heard that the birth certificate Obama had posted on his website was suspected of being a forgery, I didn't give it much credence. I mean, who in their right mind would try and pull off something like running for president of the United States on forged documents? It's ridiculous. Surely he didn't live all his life in this country without ever having to produce birth records! I mean, it's ridiculous. Everybody has a birth certificate. Even me (although my original is too heavy to carry, being chiseled into a rock slab). A birth certificate is the easiest and quickest (although not the only) form of identification to establish citizenship in order to get a passport.

Customer Service!!!
Customer Service goes TWO ways... you can't expect to get good customer service, if you aren't a good customer to begin with. If you come in screaming and irrate, don't expect to get treated with respect. No one has any right to verbally assult another individual over your bad day. No one has any right to intimidate, threaten or assult someone who is just doing their job. No one likes it when you get up in someones face with clenched fists and screaming at them, when all they are trying to do is calm you dowm. This is BAD behavior, and the customer service agent shouldnt have to put up with it.

Win A Prank Call From Lee Roy Mercer
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Look What I Learned
71 days old 4 the addict name Carlton The Higher Power deserves all that credit. Once I decided 2 stop playing with his gift,Life,and do as he said not as I want. Only then recognized I was blessed all the time. What I mean is not what I have, been, or screwed. The things I have done to myself, from using different drugs including alcohol. Not just the using how I used to later abusing all substances, including women. No one was exempt in the beginning especially in the end. At the end of my addiction I harmfully obtained money or drugs to feed obsession and compulsion. No one mattered, family, friends and especially strangers. Strangers who used became my new family. Sometime they became allies, in the end they became the spitting image of enemies. They were just like me not physical, but socially. They too become cunning, infamous, and untrustworthy. If they came in your house, you better tell them to clap their hands and don't once stop clapping. A break in the continuous sou

Men
Hmm.. This is so true. if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. allow your intuition to save you from heartache. stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. slower is better. never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then no, you can't "be friends." a friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. dont settle. if you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. dont stay because you think "it will get better." you'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. the only person you can control in a relationship is you. always have your own set of friends separate from his. maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. if something bothers you, speak up. never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

Vote Mccain Heres Why
Fact: Barack Obama's plan to cut taxes still will not result in enough /> money to cover his spending increases!! (A net deficit of $1.76 trillion /> over 4 years) Fact: Barack Obama's Healthcare plan would leave 15 million people uninsured, while detrimentally hurting hundreds of thousands of small businesses. Fact: Barack Obama has spent more than twenty years listening to Rev. Jeremiah Wright, a racist preacher who openly hates America. Fact: Barack Obama's first political fund raiser was launched from William Ayers house. William Ayers, like Rev Wright, openly hates America and has actually been involve in domestic terrorist bombings. Fact: The political leaders of countries who are not friendly with the U.S. want Barack Obama to be electede, in the hopes our country will be more /> "sympathetic" to their causes. Fact: Barack Obama has absolutely NO experie

Give Me A Good Reason To Vote For Barack
Fact: Barack Obama's plan to cut taxes still will not result in enough money to cover his spending increases!! (A net deficit of $1.76 trillion over 4 years) Fact: Barack Obama's Healthcare plan would leave 15 million people uninsured, while detrimentally hurting hundreds of thousands of small businesses. Fact: Barack Obama has spent more than twenty years listening to Rev. Jeremiah Wright, a racist preacher who openly hates America. Fact: Barack Obama's first political fund raiser was launched from William Ayers house. William Ayers, like Rev Wright, openly hates America and has actually been involve in domestic terrorist bombings. Fact: The political leaders of countries who are not friendly with the U.S. want Barack Obama to be electede, in the hopes our country will be more "sympathetic" to their causes. Fact: Barack Obama has absolutely NO experience in international politics. Fact: Barack Obama voted for a 2005 energy bill supported by Pres

What Am I Thinkin
i can hear what your thinkin all of your doubts and fears like a hart that is sinkin drownin in tears i cant be mistaken it was only yesteryear that my hart was beatin full of joy and cheer so what am i thinkin with this gun right here what am i thinkin you made me laugh some you made cry some too you sent me off to a world of pain and made me someone new you made all kinds of promises but only some came true now i know you need me more then i need you what am i thinkin i'm not perfect i tried to make you see but some how you thought of everythink but you didnt think about me lies and disapointment make you world go round its to late to save me so you might as well come down what am i thinkin cuz i can hear what your thinkin is it your worst fear what am i thinkin with this gun right here

One Flaw In A Woman
This is something I thought of last night."One Flaw in Women"Woman is truly amazing. We have a way of expressing our joy, sorrow, pain, disappointment, love, loneliness, grief and pain.We can run on a diet coke and leftovers.We have a lap that can hold 3 children at one time, a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart. We heal ourselves when we're sick and can work 18hr. days.We are soft, but tough and can endure or accomplish.We can reason and negotiate.We have strength that amaze men.We cry when we're happy and laugh when we're nervous. Smile when we want to scream and sing when we want to cry.We fight for what we believe in and stand up to injustice.We don't take "NO" for an answer when we believe there is a better solution.We go without so our family can have.We love unconditionally.We know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. But there is one flaw we have and that is, we forget our worth.S

The Dawn Of The Future
Change is supposed to be a good thing Growing up, I was raised to believe that every American had a voice and that voice was meant to be heard. I am not so sure anymore that those standards apply today. We all still have a voice, but it seems that the voices that drown us all out are the voices that should be working with and for us, not against us. The politicians who have taken an oath to do what is in the best interest of the people have taken it upon themselves to do what benefits them and big businesses. Those of us that work hard to provide for our families and to keep life together on a daily basis are the same people who pay the inflated salaries of politicians who just don't seem to care about us anymore. There was a time when political figures actually listened to the constituents of the communities that they worked in. But those days have been gone for a long time. It's time that we all took a stand. Change starts with us-- Americans are the ones who have built this country

Dark Death................
the night holds me in it's darkness silently whispering death... i pray for the light to come but all i feel is the coldness of it's breath.. it's clawing at my mind, ripping at my soul.... i feel the blood trickle down see it covering my clothes. no use for light to show now i've fallen too far in this dark sea.. i strive only for the pain to end i close my eyse to sleep... i am free...

(rip Nana 10/18/08)
Well its been a couple days, I got a call about my grandmother last week before the weekend hit, and she passed away unfortuantely on Sat. Talk about fucked up. Sucks even worse cause shes not going to be burried til sometime in the Spring time so go figured right. Out of all the family she has barely anybody went to visit her, never failed whenever I was working shed come down and see me too. Talk about harrassing someone while at work, my grandmother was good at it. But I didnt mind. The days I didnt have to be to work til later id skip up and out, and I would go see her at home. Not many people did that. But I guess this is something to say, I will always miss her. Now I just kinda hope I get a picture of her. Thats the only and last thing I want. So hopefully the rest of her family that decides on all the bull shit, will find it ok to give me a picture. I love you Nana, (rip) 10/18/08

About My Amputation On Oct, 20th,2008
Well the doctor went and amputated my leg today. I am only joking. There was no amputation at all. They did tell me I no longer need my brace . As long as I am in the house. If I go anywhere outside then I need it. I think thats great. I still am not ready for driving. I couldn't hit the brake quick if needed. But I got the brace off. And thats great to me.

Auction!!!
Right now im putting my gf up for auction lol.. She thought it would be nice to brighten up someone elses month besides my own. Yeah shes worth it more than u know. I say start the bidding, some bids have been taken and accepted but ive also outbid once too. So I guess well see at the race of time who gets to 'OWN' My girlfriend, for a month. Or if ill end up owning her overall. Come on dont nobody want to steal her from me? Lol. I dare you to try. Repost if your friends or fans if you wouldnt mind lets see if it can get out there. Shes under my pics,under 'Auction'

Framing Armageddon
Change the course of history with quill in hand We serve God only this time He serves us Re-write the book as we see fit Its Gods will that we spread the “truth” around the land Clouding the public with what we see fit Our word is Gods word all others be damned Blind acceptance is the only way Anything less is outright heresy We are Framing Armageddon One gospel at a time Leave out the details that contradict Watch the flock bend to our will Keep close the secret we have created The sheep don’t need to know For if they ever do It’s the death of us all We are Framing Armageddon One gospel at a time Leave out the details that contradict Watch the flock bend to our will

Well Isn't This Nice!
So my Friend Chelle invites me, and already I have loads of things in my comments, and lovely people to talk to. And many hot women and handsome guys abound as far as I can tell. Anyway, thank you all for welcoming me.

People
I don't see why people do some of the things they do, they set up a date, and plan on it for multiple days, and then when it comes down to it, THEY FUCKING FLAKE OUT!!!!! it pisses me off when someone is so indecisive they can't finish plans they start. here's an example, i was supposed to have a date tonight with this 18 year old blonde, who is supposed to be a muture college girl, and now she tells me that she can't handle being a soldiers girlfriend... She hasn't even met me yet!!! how does she even know what its like to be around soldiers? she doesn't! and it was her idea to set up the date!!! oh, well, it's her fucking loss.

Yes Yes Im Back For About 5 Minutes
Yes I dared to disobey someone moohaha and get out of bed lmao- but oh well I like a bit of dom in my life!!!!!!!!! Anyway went to the hospital today woot woot leg aint healing but sh1t happens but I am allowed to start walking on it over the next three weeks. I shall be back tomorrow sometime when I have walked to the shop to do what gotta do and actually see the outside world!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited might pp (can i haz a bottle!!!!!!!) And will return with bling pack in new handbag too DOnt you all love buying new hand bags?? Right just been told gotza go back to bed now !!!!!!!!!!!

New Question.
Barack Obama, Joe Biden and Hillary Clinton were riding a donkey at the edge of a cliff. The donkey stumbled, and went over the edge, taking all three with it. Who was saved? AMERICA! Help keep America as a representative republic, and NOT a socialist state!

Yea So!!!
I used to think I was the strong one, never let anyone or anything get to me. I felt secure in my life and everything I did. Had that whole "no regret because it was what you wanted at the time" type thing. Well apparently I am as gullable, mushy, and sappy as all these other pink fleshy bodies that inhabit this god forsaken planet. Harsh, but true. We live out our lives thinking the world revolves arond us, we pass people down the road and never even think, "hey, wonder if they are having a day as fucked up as mine." You see happy couples at Starbucks, getting coffee, staring lovingly in each others eyes and want to vomit! You think well, I wonder if he knows she was over at John Doe's house last night giving him that same look while she was deep throating his member. Twisted, but true. People these days are fraudulant, unfaithful, and immoral creatures. Cruel and unyielding. No compassion and of course no one cares anymore. I am the type of person, Hey I give anyone a chance... Every

Red Rose
She sits and waits waits for anything something to happen to let her know she is not alone that there is someone that loves her then she hears it a knock on the door she get up to see who it could be but no one is there then she hears it again and again then she hers a voice softly say "i am here" she weeps because the voice is her lovers who died just a week ago he again repeats "I am here" her crying gets heavier and heavier then he says "why r u crying someone loves u i love u" she begins to calm down and tells him that she cant go on with out him. he turns to her touches her check softly she knows he must go but she does not want him to but it is too late he disappears into the air she starts to weep harder now then out of no were one single red rose falls in front of her with a note that says that if u ever need me i will all ways be in the rose she puts the rose away now an old women on her death bed she tells her daughter about that night and the rose she

Till We Meet Again
I sit and wait Wait for him I wait every night for him His loving touch The warmth of his body up close agents mine The way I feel when he softly touched my cheek The softness of your lips when we kissed It was so tender I want it back When did it go wrong What did I do to lose you We loved each other Then it all fell apart You where suppose to be my protector Now where are you Here I sit at your grave waiting I said I would love you till the day I die so here I wait I want the wait to be over But I know it can't be I never told you that you where going to be a daddy I never got to say goodbye You came home in a box You promised you would come home to me I remember the last time we made love I did not want to let go But you said that you would come home You kissed me goodbye and that was it O how i could take it all back I would make u stay home You only had two more days till you came back I went to the base to see you the min you got off I had a balloon

Cold And Dark
she wakes up she is cold like ice what happened she thought why am i so cold she looks to her left to see her husband lying there she reaches out and touches him he wakes and said morning baby she starts to cry he holds he close he says what is wrong she says that she thought she would never see him again he kisses her like he is never going to leave her again they have passionate love for hours on end till both fall week he holds her and says i got to go she says what he says i am not supposed to be here i am supposed to be on base i love u take care of r chilled she did not know what he was saying they had no kids he leaves her she falls asleep there is a knock at the door she gets out of bed and goes to the door there standing there is a man in uniform he takes off his hat and said the her husband was shot two nights ago she say that can't be he was here last night the guy says that is impossible he passed away last night she cry's 8 weeks latter she is

Life Paints A Picture
Everyone's life is a picture, Painted by only one person, Life itself. The picture shows everything you're doing, And everything you have done. But sometimes, Life gets tired. And doesn't want to paint a picture. So, Life sends problems to stop you, If you give up, your picture is finished. If you keep going, so does your picture. So the question is: How soon do you want to see your picture? Do you want to see it now? When it could be so much more? Or later, when there's so much more than before? It's your choice, I'll keep going. xxox Steph

Bearing False Witness
Lying is a bad thing to do. Naturally, I endorse it wholeheartedly. I'm evil, remember? I have always found it fascinating, the double-standard we have, that "lying is wrong," yet not only is it often condoned, it is even required of us every day. Don't blame a prank you did on a classmate, but when grandma gives you the fifth woolen sweater this Christmas, smile and tell her you love it. Don't keep your wife in the dark about who you're really "going bowling" with, but tell her that dress does not in fact make her look fat, even if she's the envy of a hippopotamus. You get the idea. When we lie in order to protect ourselves from social disapproval, it is called politeness. We mask our real thoughts, feelings, and intentions behind honeyed words and false smiles. When we lie to protect ourselves from any other kind of problem, it is called dishonesty. See the hypocrisy? The most ironic thing of all is that one of the Ten Commandments, "Thou shalt not bear false witness agai

Look!!! Im An Oxymoron!~~
The other day I realized I am a walking oxymoron. Or paradox. Either works; the point is I'm something that's not supposed to exist. I make no sense. The reason for this? I'm a borderline perfectionist. Think about it. A perfectionist is someone for whom everything must be exactly right and in its proper order. A borderline case is when some symptoms of a disorder appear, but not enough to be a "real" instance of it. [Note: Not to be confused with Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm using borderline in the non-clinical sense.] A borderline perfectionist is someone whose perfectionism isn't entirely there, but it's kind of there. My own perfectionism isn't perfect. I tend to be perfectionist only in cases where it is both irrelevant and unwarranted. But when it comes to something that actually matters, I blow it off and do a half-baked job. And it's not just a question of confused priorities; my perfectionism emerges in places I never really intend it to. Things that will trig

My First One
ok so i am new to fubar i love it so i just wanted to tell u a little about myself ok well i am 19 i have 3 tattoos and i have 2 rings on my face one in my lip and one on my to tongue i am here to make friends so if u want to add me they go ahead if u rate me i will return the favor ok i love to right so u might see a lot on here just to see what u think ok well that it for now see ya

Cat People And Dog People
Some people prefer cats to dogs and some are the other way around. Some people are like cats while others are like dogs. The differences are fascinating when you start to think about it. Cats are independent, sometimes moody, can be loving but rarely towards everybody, and pretty hard to train. They do what they want, more or less, and you can't get rid of their behaviors like scratching furniture; you can only attempt to convince them to satisfy their needs in a less destructive manner (i.e. with a scratching post). Cats will be quite happy, left to themselves, and don't really care about approval from anybody else. Dogs are the opposite. They need companionship and attention and approval from whoever they live with. They'll bend over backwards six times sideways to do tricks for you and do whatever you want them to. They tend to be friendlier than cats, at least if raised well. Dogs are the epitome of a social animal, surpassing even humans in their need for companionship and f

Everybody Needs A Hug
EVERYBODY NEEDS A HUG No matter who you are, you need one no matter what you do, you want one No matter if you are uptight or smug everybody needs a hug Even if you are up or even if you’re down even if you’re flat on the ground Even if you feel like you’ve got some kind of bug everybody needs a hug Maybe you’re a millionaire or maybe you have no underwear Maybe your life sucks and your beer is full of suds maybe you just need some hugs When you can’t seem to get around when you have to look up to see down When all you have to eat is one small spud sounds like it’s time for a hug If you’ve been dragged over the coals if life is taking it’s toll If you’re being chased by a thug just open your arms and give him a hug Sometimes people are very rude just because they’re in a bad mood You should get up close and snug Then reach out and give their ass a hug When everyday all you see is bad omens when life keeps feeding you lemons When for the things

Improving The Welfare System
As a die-hard materialist, I am quite fond of the impact consumerism has had on society. It gives intelligent people the chance to improve their means while idiots cause their own destruction. You can squirrel away funds in a savings account or max out your credit cards; you can pay your bills or go into debt. You are the master of your fate by way of how you handle your finances, and whether you rise to the top or declare bankruptcy is entirely your responsibility. Or at least, ideally it would be. The US is remarkably good in this regard, but imperfect. In many places it is still very difficult for hardworking, determined, worthy individuals to achieve their dreams due to poverty or discrimination. I find this tragic, not out of sympathy, but because it could be holding back some of the greatest and most amazing people of our time from making history. Jacobean economics teaches us that it is small businesses trying to find a foothold in the market that are the most innovative and

Hair, Make-up, And The Media
Most people, when they wake up, don't have to wonder whether they'll have straight, curly, or wavy hair that day. Guess who does? After two months of research and experimenting (yeah, I'm vain, I know), I can quite confidently say that my hair is not the follicle equivalent of Satan, it is only the follicle equivalent of diversity gone horribly wrong. I can pick out three locks of hair right next to each other, and one will be a tight ringlet, one will be wavy, and the third will be straight as an X-axis on a Cartesian plane. What's more, the curly hair varies between curly or wavy at random, and the wavy hair will be wavy, curly or straight on any given day. Fortunately, a bit of Internet research goes a long way, so that for the first time since fourth grade my hair is actually looking great again. I didn't even know I had curly hair until I tried experimenting with my routine a bit. I've also finally found a couple hairstyles that go well with my hair and with my personality.

Still Me
Just because I am quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say. I judge people to easily based on my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy than settle for any ole' person. i'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. Im abitious and determined but I can get lazy and unmotivated at times. Im a sucker for compliments and I'd rather look immature and have fun than care what other people think. Sometimes Im really confident and other times I feel REALLY INSECURE. I'm creative and imaginative. i'm curious about everything. friends mean everything to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I try to be sympathetic and supportive, even if sometimes I fake it to make you feel good. I'm opinionated and stubborn but I'm loyal, sincere, and caring. you can trust me with your secrets unless it's something I know will hurt you. I always try to see the best in you, even if you annoy

Evangelism And Childhood Indoctrination
I have a major problem with the idea of religious evangelism, which in my county consists of stuffy ladies handing out "Evolution is Wrong!!" pamphlets. I don't much like non-religious evangelism either, for that matter, though most people call it "advertising." My problem with evangelism isn't based on principle so much as it plain old annoys the heck out of me. I know that, what with the old "human rights" concepts in the Constitution, random strangers have the legal sanction to walk up to me and hand me a pamphlet I don't want about stuff I don't care about while yammering on about how the world is going to Hell or whatever their current slogan-of-the-week is. However, I also have the legal sanction to hand the pamphlet back to them, unaltered if I'm in a good mood, close the door, and continue on my merry metaphorical path to Sodom. My place is inside on a cold day with hot chocolate and a blanket, and the religious equivalent of a door-to-door salesman's place is outside, go

Top 10 Relationship Needs
these are the top 10 emotional needs they are in no specific order: affection sexual fulfillment conversation recreational companionship honesty and openness attractive spouse financial support domestic support family commitment admiration

Creation Or Destruction
if you could destroy or create what would you rather do? That was a question I got on a previous entry. Yay, feedback. Feedback makes me feel like my opinion actually matters to somebody, so I like it! Hooray for feedback, hooray for being honest to the point of crudeness. (Wow, and the last entry was about dishonesty, too. I’m just full of irony today.) I remember first thinking about creation versus destruction a long time ago. In fact, it was so long ago I don’t remember what caused me to think about it. But it didn’t take long for me to decide that creation and destruction are essentially one and the same, just like Good and Evil. (But that’s another entry.) Every time something is created, the world changes, even if only a little bit, thus destroying the previous way that reality was. And every time something is destroyed, a new reality is created. It’s all very metaphysical, but then, I never meta physical I didn’t like. (Sheesh, what is up with the jokes today?)

The Cult - Painted On My Heart
I thought youd be out of my mind And Id finally found a way to learn to live without you I thought it was just a matter of time Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you But its just not so And after all this time, I still cant let go Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby Ive got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of my fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby Ive tried everything that I can To get my heart to forget you But it just cant seem to I guess its just no use In every part of me Is still a part of you And Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory, baby Ive got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of her fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby Ive still got your face Painted on my heart Painted on my heart Painted on my heart, oh baby Something in your eyes keeps haunting me Im trying

Elsewhere
I love the time and in between The calm inside me In the space where I can breathe I believe there is a Distance I have wandered To touch upon the years of Reaching out and reaching in Holding out holding in I believe This is heaven to no one else but me And Ill defend it as long as I can be Left here to linger in silence If I choose to Would you try to understand I know this love is passing time Passing through like liquid I am drunk in my desire... But I love the way you smile at me I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near... I believe... I believe This is heaven to no one else but me And Ill defend it as long as I can be left here to linger in silence If I choose to Would you try to understand Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free The mold that clings like desperation Mother cant you see Ive got To live my life the way I feel is right for me Might not be right for you but its right for me... I believe... I bel

Never Dream Alone
In the cold, in the cold winter Under the full moon like a midnight sun In the cold winter Underneath the stars Fall asleep with my hand on your heart I wont let it skip a beat In the cold, in the cold winter Hey love, I wont hurt you Night will come and go I wont hurt you You'll never dream alone Dreams, dreams in a vivid slumber We're connected, when I hold my breath You're the only one who knows how to wake me And Underneath the stars Fall asleep with your hand on my heart You wont let it skip a beat In the cold, in the cold, cold winter Hey love, I wont hurt you Nights will come and go I wont hurt you You'll never dream alone I wont hurt you Nights will come and go I wont hurt you You'll never dream alone

The Story
All of these lines across my faceTell you the story of who I amSo many stories of where I've beenAnd how I got to where I amBut these stories don't mean anythingWhen you've got no one to tell them toIt's true... I was made for youI climbed across the mountain topsSwam all across the ocean blueI crossed all the lines and I broke all the rulesBut baby I broke them all for youOh, because even when I was flat brokeYou made me feel like a million bucksYou do and I was made for youYou see the smile that's on my mouthIt's hiding the words that don't come outAnd all of my friends who think that I'm blessedThey don't know my head is a messNo, they don't know who I really amAnd they don't know what I've been through like you doAnd I was made for youAll of these lines across my faceTell you the story of who I amSo many stories of where I've beenAnd how I got to where I amOh but these stories don't mean anythingWhen you've got no one to tell them toIt's true... I was made for youOh yeah well it's

A Comforting Tear
A tear fell on my pillow last night Though, it did not belong to me Owned by a love so powerful A presence, I knew, only one could be I asked, "Why do you cry by my side" Replying, "My child, I will comfort you For fear is the last thing you will feel My love shall guide you through" My body felt at peace last night For once, I did not worry All the tribulations in my life This man was willing to carry I asked "Why do you want to help me now After all this time I have called upon you" Replying, "My child, you have doubted me Now it is your turn to follow through" As he kissed my forehead & went on his way I realized, never was I alone For, in his heart, held my soul And his love for me has always grown

Death Of Love
Tormented thoughts spin out and twist into yet another web of cleverly lined chaos Misery masquerading as hollow smiles and carefully planned words. Incessant ramblings of a self-induced confusion Submerging the truth beneath a kaliedoscope of pretty techno colored lies I've lost sight of myself again Apologetic tones and crumpling faith Hand picked lines to make the delusions fit; picture perfect Self medicated thoughts swirl crimson upon cream Hard to find the truth clawing beneath the surface Another headache for yet another Flase hope that has withered away to nothing Ashes to Ashes Dust to dust With trembling hands I will collect what remains of us Incinerate blessed thoughts with the wrath of long since bitter memories There in the flickering flames, I find an eerie sense of belonging Creator of chaos, Keeper of sin With this death of love, I find the will to finally force myself to live I refuse to be numb

Punch Drunk Love
Slip through the cracks of my sanity. Lose yourself among the chaos of my thoughts. A sensual state of mischievous awareness to block out moral thinking. Seduced by a thought. Rip through the layers of my secense and pour your infectious greed into my veins. It is maddening, this drug that is you. Imagine clever words to bypass the guards of my center. Penetrate the longing that suffers throughout the long nights and restless days. Toy with the strands of shredded hope. Seething torment ofthe various desire. Press your will against my, my charming user of words. Entice my senses with clever words and tricky two sided words. Provoke the violence coarsing like a drug through my veins. Strangle my grip on reasoning. Thoughtless delivery of misplaced trust. Optic illuison of beauty fumbles the minds and tortures the heart. Desire lead me not to obession. Addicted to the high of your intoxicting influence and melodious voice. Somewhere along the way I have become woven in this web of i

Who Am I?
I am just me.. Oh and I'm feeling, Directionless, yes But that's to be expected, And I know that best.... I AM Jessica... I don't have a "ANNOYING" laugh. I CAN wait to get married. I believe music is what makes the world go round I do not enjoy being called a slut. I could scream at the top of my lungs forever. I love the feel of dirt under my feet. I would rather be honest than polite. People who yell scare me. I can be disarming. I am passionate about my life, but there is little i am not passionate about. I would rather be dead than normal. I am Philosophical. I believe ONE person can change the world, and I intend to help shape that person I find jealousy amusing. I generally give very good advice. (though i very seldom follow it) I believe in the necessity of uncertainty. I am a force of nature. I hate to cry. I would marry bob marley, but i wasn't born in time. I love to dance, and I love dancing in the rain. I love movies in which no o

Manic Delusions
Spinning recklessly care-free into your out stretched arms. Your lips waiting for the hunger of my own. In your eyes I see the silent pleas for me never to leave. I won't go anywhere without you love.. Trembling, I pull your body to mine and frame your beautiful face in my hands. My fingers brushing through your silken hair. Do you have no idea of the effect you have on me? I will kiss away your tears and try my best to see to it that you never cry out of loneliness ever again. Be still now love, I am here. Soft whispers in the night, the wind through your finger tips. My calling to you. I live through midnight yearnings and moonlight kisses on your face. Your lips would be the sweetest yet and the closest to heaven. I could easily fall into you. To breathe as you do. I am here.. with you, always. Feel the warmth of my touch in the sunlight. My longing for you in the stillness of the night. I would surrender everything I am simply to ensure your happiness... Oh if only.

Halo
I never promised you a ray of light I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday I give you everything I have The good the bad Why do you put me on a pedestal? I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below So help me down, you've got it wrong I don't belong there One thing is clear I wear a halo I wear a halo and you look at me But standing from here You wouldn't say so You wouldn't say so if you were me And I.. I just wanna love you Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you I always said that I would make mistakes I'm only human and that's my saving grace I fall as hard as I try So don't be blinded See me as I really am I have flaws sometimes, I even sin So pull me from my pedestal, I don't belong there One thing is clear I wear a halo I wear a halo and you look at me but Standing from here… you wouldn't say so... You wouldn't say so if you were me And I.. I just wanna love you Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you

Wrong Again
From the day we met You made me forget All my fears Knew just what to say And you kissed away All my tears I knew this time I had finally found Someone to build my life around Who'd be a lover and a friend After all my heart had put me through I knew that it was safe with you And what we had would never end Wrong again Everybody swore They'd seen this before We'd be fine And you'd come to see that you still loved me In good time And they said there's nothing you can do It's something that he's going through It happens to a lot of men And I told myself that they were right That you'd wake up and see the light And I just had to wait 'til then Wrong again And it seemed to me the pain would last My chance for happiness had passed And nothing waited 'round the bend I was sure I'd never find someone To heal the damage you had done And my poor heart would never mend Wrong again

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my

Passion
The mere darkness of the night radiates in the stillness of my room. My eyes closed to the world. While I dance in the essence of my dreams. The cool breeze of the night encircles the walls. The window is open to an everlasting nightfall. My unveiled body enclosed by the black satin sheets. My long curly dark auburn hair frames my face. She enters the room. Making her way to the bed I rest in. Her blue-green eyes are in taking the beauty of my intense voluptuous curves. She wants to taste me. She wants to feel my smooth soft skin. Her blonde hair pulled back. She undresses and the moons silver rays illuminate the frame of her delicate form. Her breasts perk with pink nipples. Her stomach is flat and her hips with a slight curve. Her genitals crowned with blonde hair. She lies next to me and her hands run over my neck down to my abundant hips. The feel of my skin makes her dampen. She wants me all of me. She presses her soft lips to my neck working her way to my full breasts. She intake

Keys
I can't find my dads keys to his car. I have turned this place upside down and no keys. I keep looking in all the way obvious places and a few of the not so obvious places. Makes me feel like I should have never got out of bed. But since I am up I want to get shit done. Damn a girl tries hard and then splat. Fuck it all I say.

Outside Looking Within...
Once again, society paints an ugly picture Of how a beautiful woman should be She is perfect on the outside She is a flawless beauty In her heels, she walks with grace The men fall at her feet On her waist, lies a tiny dress How can anyone compete? A young girl turns on the television It's no surprise to what she see's Society's way of filling her head With their disgusting expertised disease Dear child, don't believe their lies Nothing less than brain-washing torment Their beauty consists of man-made perfection Nothing good comes from evil content Hold your head high and reach for the sky You are beautiful, just look within

Should You Be Allowed To Vote?
You Should Maybe Be Allowed to Vote You got 9/15 questions correct. You're somewhat in the know, but you're not as informed as you think you are. Your political information is a little old or incorrect. Consider studying up a bit before you cast you vote! You want to make sure you know where you stand. Should You Be Allowed to Vote?

We Miss You
Here again, I open my eyes To another day without you They say dont grieve, you're resting in peace Heavens angels guided you through But why did you have to leave so soon There was so much love, left untold From the hundreds of people who miss you Who's hearts you unknowingly did hold My soul, in which you may have felt While traveling to the other side Wants you to know from deep within You were my protection You were my guide The light you gave to brighten my way Burned out, The eve you took your last breath Now alone, I know not where to go Who to trust, or what to believe Why did you have to cheat death One single shot, mixed with destruction Has robbed a gift, a beautiful mind Which experienced a tragedy That challenged what most of us Would never attempt to find We Miss You

Too Close
At the end of the day when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other? It's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we remain close to. And once we've chosen those people we tend to stay close by-no matter how much we've hurt them-the people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close, but sometimes that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

Life And Death
LIFE AND DEATH, ENERGY AND PEACE, IF I STOPPED TODAY, IT WAS WORTH IT. EVEN THE TERRIBLE MISTAKES THAT I HAVE MADE, AND WOULD HAVE UNMADE IF I COULD. THE PAINS THAT HAVE BURNED ME AND SCARRED MY SOUL, IT WAS WORTH IT, FOR HAVING BEEN ALLOWED TO WALK WHERE I HAVE WALKED; WHICH WAS TO HELL ON EARTH, HEAVEN ON EARTH, BACK AGAIN, INTO, UNDER, FAR IN BETWEEN, THROUGH IT, IN IT AND ABOVE IT

Where Does Love Go?
Where does love go? When it goes away? Why was it here? If not here to stay Hearts fall to pieces, Like leaves to the ground. Why can’t love stay, And stay abound? Where did love come from? Who beckoned it in? What kindled the passions? That burned within? To taunt these two hearts, And allured them to sin. Where did love come from? And where did it go? What tends the flame? Beyond the throws? When the embers burn down, To an improbable glow. Where did love come from? What sent it away? Why was it here? if not here to stay? Why did it come? And set a fire? To only leave ashes Of loves burnt desire.

Just Rambling
Love is but a burning fire, the distance between us only increases our desire." I don't need a friend that changes when I change, nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are. There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you. If distance were measured in terms of the heart we'd never be more than a minute apart. If you love life, life will love you. Our truest life is when we are in our dreams awake. People know you for what you've done, not for what you plan to do. Destiny isn't luck, it's something to achieve. The only thing permanent is change, if you don't change you aren't living. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. If I had a single flower for every time I thin

Do You Ever Wonder???
You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? You know, it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's lives we've been in? Were we a part of someone's life when thier dreams came true? Or were we there when thier dream died? Did we keep trying to get in as if we were destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone else's life and not even know it. You know that romantic notion that all the garbage and the pain is actually really healing and beautiful and sort of poetic? It's not. It's just garbage and it's pain. You know what's better? Love. The day that you start thinking that love is overrated is the day that you're wrong. The only thing wrong with love and faith and belief is not having it. To Tesha!!! There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to

Making Love
It had been a long time, longer than it should have been probably, but she was worried, about her swollen and sagging breasts the widening of her hips, and her softened and stretched belly. He had been patient Understanding, But he was getting frustrated, Mostly because he wanted her to know That he loved her all the more. He had always made her feel beautiful, And she had never been shy or uncomfortable, As they lie next to each other naked. Now, he came up behind her, And took her softly by the hip as she started to undress. Together they removed her shirt And her pants, Then turned and kissed warmly. He took her hand And led her to the mirror, Turning her to it, Looking at her over her shoulder. He unclasped the bra, And let it fall through the floor. And ran his hands over her belly, Tracing her stretches Lovingly with his finger tips, Then slid lower Following the new curve of her hip. He hooked a finger on either side of her plain whi

Our Wild Adventure To The Movies!!!!
Seeing that I ganked the last few adventure blogs... I get to write this one. I will try to flavor it nicely for you... It started out with my idea to go to the movies... Brandon and I decided to see Max Payne. We proceeded to round up people to accompany us. Amy was down, but we couldn't seem to rally any more friends. Needless to say, the movie quest was abandoned and we made haste to the Red Apple. There I met, for the first time, Nikki, R2 [Josh], and Yaccob. TJ was there too, but we previously met. TJ and I slow danced, lol. awkwardly Anyway... Coffee, hashbrowns, cigarette smoking, and chit chat insued. Yaccob's hash browns took a million years to come. Brando and I had the swell idea to get drunk, so Amy, Mike, and I went to the Regal [liquor store] and picked up supplies. Two 40's for Brandon and a Pint of Jack Daniel's for myself. From there we went to Nikki's apartment and commenced to drinking. Before we could leave TJ and Brandon had t

A Dream
Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride holds a secret desire so intense, deep inside. Imprisoned with all my passion and love, unknown to anyone but the one above. A desire for someone to cherish and hold, the need for a love to call my own. Someone to kiss and make up with after fight. Someone who can respect all I can be. Someone who's strong enough to commit and love only me. Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears. Someone I can depend on to be my friend, someone who can restore my faith in love once again. This love is like a dream yet to come true, Or so I believed until I found you

Understanding
I was sitting outside watching my two Huskies when the true understandingof the term "bitch" hit me. Cody was playing with a ball, not unlike any other day. When Tieba my female decided she wanted it. She then proceeded to strut infront of Cody with her tail high in the air rubbing herself on him, promising acts of satisfaction. Once he got up, dropped the ball and tried to recieve what he was promised he was denied. The defanition of bitch right down to the simplicity of domesticated animals.

Love Or Infatuation
Love or Infatuation? Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows--one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered question, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you--to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him nearer. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait. Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you--to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not sepa

Firefighters Wife
Chasing flames and saving lives is a firefighters thrill; And I'll do this job, the best I can, with the Lords grace and will. But even though I love the flames, the excitement, and the roar; There's someone waiting back home for me, that I love even more. My best friend, my soul mate, she is the love of my life. I am so very grateful that she is my wife. She understands the job I do, but how she hates it so. I hear her cries, and see her tears, each time I have to go. As I race to the fire, to battle the beast, I wonder how she is; And pray to God, to let me return, to feel her tender kiss. I know she won't sleep, with her heart filled with strife, She knows why I must leave her, to go and risk my life. She would only have to say the word and I would walk away; And never fight another fire, or keep the beast at bay. But I know that's something she'll never do, she loves the man I am. She's proud of me for the lives I save and for my helping

Test Blog
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Love
All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really special to me I just hope you see How happy you make me be. Walking down the streets, holding hands Having a few kisses here and there Makes me remember the times we share. I really appreciate the things you do So I just want to say I love you!

Someday
Someday I'll talk about One day I'll mention it to you Someday I'll be over this and strong like you I am never changing I can feel this way for days and days Look you straight in the face and fake my smile Take this hurt away and bring back yesterday I could say sorry in a thousand ways You won't let this be without cutting me can't put this bottle down as I watch this day fade into night My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start with all our lies there's no wondering why things aren't working anymore but now I'm feeling fine flying higher-got the chance to start again-Oh My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start Someday I'll talk about it one day I'll mention it to you Someday I've be over this and move on like you move on like you I'm ready to go-I'm ready to

Believe
I sit alone and watch the clock Trying to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil I don't meet In the dreams that I live trough Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me this life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you had to fake And all the shit you had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disappear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me this life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams Its my life Its my choice Hear my words Hear my voice And just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Trying to collect my thoughts And all I think about is you If you Believe in me life is

Me And You
You've been waiting so long I'm here to answer your call I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout what I wanna do with you [pre-chorus] I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too Now it's me and you [chorus] It's me and you, now I've been waiting (Waiting) Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it [verse 2] I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready I know what to do, if only you would let me As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right Here is where you wanna be [pre-chorus] I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was goo

Damaged
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy? Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me, Are Are Are Are you, Are you patient, Understanding? Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I I've tried every remedy And nothing seems to work for me Baby, (baby) This situation's driving me crazy And I really wanna be your lady But the one before you left me so [Chorus] Damaged, Damaged Damaged, Damaged I thought that I should let you know That my heart is Damaged, Damaged So Damaged, (So Damaged) And you can blame the one before So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know) How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?) How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (Baby I gotta know) How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What you are gonna do?) Do Do you got a first aid kit handy? Do Do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me, Are Are Are Are you, Are you patient, Understanding? Cuz I might need some time to

T-shirt
hey, let me tell you know. ohhhh baby. trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight. i never used to go out without ya, not sure i remember how to. gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gon have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit. i tried everything in my closet. nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos. taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you. ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes. in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on. oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on. hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone. i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i couldn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldn't even leave my apartment. im stripped down torn up about it. nothing feels right when im not with you, sick

I Dont Care
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah Just deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it SO! If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care

Womanizer
Superstar, where you from, how's it going? I know you, gotta clue whatcha doing You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are, baby Look at you, getting more than just a re-up Baby you, got all the puppets with their strings up Faking like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em I know what you are, what you are, baby Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer, Oh womanizer, oh you're a womanizer, baby You you you are, you you you are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (womanizer) Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are (You) You got me going (You) You're oh so charming (You) But I can't do it (You) You womanizer Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are (You) You say I'm crazy (You) I got yo

Twilight
i jus got done reading twilight the Stephine Myer series and i was amazed i finally got the quote "Ill b ur Bella if u b my Edward" it made me look at life and the way love is. lol i mean love is so blind and u jus don't c it coming im lookin 4 my Edward and i think i may hav found him, i feel lik i fell in love all over again 4 the first time he makes me feel safe he may not kno it but he has saved my life hes m y hero he makes me feel on top of the world and so much more,but if we dont wrk out well always hav r memories and ill always love him 4 he has saved me i listened 2 the new cw song just a dream and it makes me think of my besties husband who jus got bck from trainin 4 the army theyve been married 4 almost a yr and hav a beautiful babygurl and shes only 17 she took me 2 her homecoming and i saw how she acted w/ out him and i fear shell lose herself if hes killed or moves on. i dont want this 2 happen 2 me i may young but i hav 2 beautiful angels inside of me i wanna give a li

Prayers Requested
Please pray for my good friend Bob. He is having surgery tomorrow morning to remove 3 blockages above his waist. He's a stand-up guy who's always there for a friend. Thank you in advance for you positive thoughts of him/and or prayers.

Ladies
Hey ladies I'm looking to start a new album and i want to put yall in it! I want it to be a tribute to all of you hot moms out there, so if you are a hot mom and want to go in this album just let me know! Thanks ladies!

My Angel
Dom To a young man my precious son if theres a spirit thats pure its yours and a nature thats placid it yours one filled with love and compassion its yours..i love you son your my wee man in my life and that i as your mother will always treasure your laughter and thoughfullness. your a fine young man and im ever so proud of you and all your achievements. your sports you play and the true meaning of sportsmanship im so proud to see you display that and its also to be admired..Your growing into a fine young man and you have taught me so much over time you have given me strength in times where you have been injured, and shown that you have a high tolerance to pain and my son thats amazing to see a young person go through some of the kinds of injuries that you have suffered. Your talents grow each day you apply them, your good in all that you set forth to do, i've never met a childs heart as pure as yours.. and the compassion you show to others its a marvel to look at you and see what a

A Promise To The Shadows
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I

Fo' Shizzle...
Wow. Women are just as bad as men. I was talking to a girl on another site, we were getting along good. She lives near me. Had mentioned maybe meeting some night because she was new to the area, and then out popped that "are you bi or curious?" question! Ugh! Cant even just be friends with chicks anymore...

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Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles.

My Daughter My Best Friend
Tane To my daughter i love you with every ounce of breath i breathe your my best friend and also a fabulous daughter may the angels always look down upon you and always guide you in life. Your a fabulous mother yourself now and that little man 'my grandson' is a tribute to you & your love and patience shines through always, your a special mother with love and kindness. Im so very proud of you my 'first born' and the lovely grandchildren i've been so blessed with in my life i thank you for that wonderful blessing i have of them and you in my life. We have a special relationship you and i not only as mother and daughter but as best friends always remember a 'mother heart is always open and always forgiving teach that to your children also so they always come to you and confide in you teach them to walk upright in life and be as strong as you their mum is. ' I love you.

For The Shadows...
As I write, I'll sing this song for the greatest love I've ever known. To my heart, you have the only key, I beg of you, never set me free. I prayed to God for a love so true now, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful man HE BLESSED ME WITH YOU. What we share feels so right to say I love you every night. Wonderful moments shared, precious memories, still tell me you care. I see your shadow, as I lay myself to sleep. Dreams of you, oh so sweet in my heart, I will keep. Look into my heart, my life. Tell me, what do you see? can you feel the need, the want, as I? Much joy and happiness you've brought me. If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you, my lover, my best friend. Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end.

Auto 11's On Thanks To My Awesome Owner Steve
♥ßlondie ♥§lave & Real Life Wife 2 §r White Knight ♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhern this is my new owner Steve and i couldn't be more honored to have such a good friend that he bid on me because just because of our friendship & that's the type of man he is. he loves his friends and stands besides them. i can be gone 4 weeks and as busy as this man is he has never went one day without leaving a profile comment or rating . look i could keep going but i would run out of room just a lil example of what kind of man he is. he is such a gentleman and i luv him and ms Mona. Steve you rawk baby, please go show this great guy some luv you wont regret it. believe me he is worth it you will see, §teve ~Club United~

You Aren't Real If You Gotta Use People!!!!
Yeah, I think I've had enough of the user's. Tell me one thing do another. I ain't down for that. If you can be who you really are, I don't want anything to do with you anyway. Too afraid to be who you are or you're just trying to get as much of anything you can. Look somewhere else cause it ain't happening here!!!! With so called friends doing that to you, who the hell needs enemies????!!!! If you're gonna be you and be real I'm all for it and we're cool but if you ain't don't bother. I don't need the drama!!!! Cause all you are is a waste of my time. Oh and the expression "Don't Hate The Player, Hate The Game", well if you were real, would you really need to play the game. So who should you really hate on then????!!!! Yeah, that's what I thought!!!!

Your My Pride And Joy
Nate My son your not only handsome looking but you come with a gentle soul i love you dearly and may the good lord above always look after you, & keep your spirit sweet safe may you find happiness in life always. Be the man your have grown to be with a soul that's gentle and one that's always there to help others in a time of need. may life's journey be that of safety for you and that you will show others in this life what peace and happiness means and always hold your head high and be proud of the talents you have been given.keep improving your skills never fault yourself and continue to show love and compassion always as you have done throughout your life. Obstacles in life are there to make one grow and i've seen such growth in you. im very proud to be your mother and be blessed with a sweet son as yourself remember always ' I love you

My Pride And Joy I Love You Sweetheart
Nesh With the beauty you have on the inside as well as the out-side and the grey hairs mums starting to get through keeping the boys off my pride and joy. 'i love you', you stand your ground always and i see your strength daily, may God always bless you with the precious things in life you desire.use your wonderful talents that you have been gifted with and show wisdom in your daily choices, always aim high with your dancing and singing talents. 'Remember reach for the sky' May the lord above always watch and protect you and may all that i have installed in your growing years travel with you throughout your precious life and be of a comfort and guide in your life.your passion to help others and your kindness towards others is a special gift my girl and im so very proud of you for all the efforts you show and have delveloped in loving people you come in contact with. your eager to grow little one but with patience sweet daughter enjoy the years your at now and blossom into the wonderfu

My Grandson
Malachi your the apple of Nan's eye your my wee treasure i love you little man your personality is a special one and no one can replace you ever. I love how we share in so much together its memories nan will always have. Your love for Nan shines and we have to so much fun together ,we cuddle on a night and Nan whisper's sweet things in your ear, you listen and most of all you know your loved. Your chatter is always a pleasure to hear ,and the way you come to always kiss and cuddle Nan before you go to bed its special..And the fun we have baking that chocolate cake how you wait right till its iced then always true to form in goes ya hand to a corner and takes your chunk before its even cut lol I love you precious one' never forget that...

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. -

I Was Looking For A Blog Topic
And my kid got sick. She's home with me today. Funny little critter brought some photos home from Grandma's yesterday. She made me promise not to cry when I saw them and I swore I wouldn't... She showed me her and her brother when they were babies. I had forgotten how much like his dead brother my son looked when he was an infant. Made me sad, but no tears.... She showed me images of a time when her father and I were madly in love -- and extremely young & thin. I was stunned to see how different I look from then but she assured me I look the exact same...again no tears - even with the small gate of emotions that opened up remembering that time in my life... What got me was when she started pulling up images of herself today that look just like me at her age. See, in the pix she brought home I was barely a year or two older then she is today. I have never thought we really look that much like, but it turns out the whole lower half of her face is all me. She was taking pride in

This Kiwi Is A Drama Free Zone
If you got hang ups sweetazz im here as a shoulder and an ear to offer you while you vent and offer a hug when you need it but in short im not into anyones drama i can't be bothered with it this place is not unlike any other ppl come here for all sorts of reason if its to cheat,get a lil action, make friends, communiate with people etc etc but im just fun loving me not out to hurt anyone just here to have some fun along the way meet and make new wonderful friends and nope i dont cyber so we have that straight..(Y) -

Lil Story For My Friend
If you like, give me a title and some feedback please. Late. It was just after midnight. He couldn't tell you why, but from the day he bought the black Mustang he felt compelled to go for long drives at night. It seemed he was drawn to driving by the old cemetery. That's where he saw her in his dreams many times, waiting there by the road for him to pick her up. The dreams were so compelling that if he didn't take the Mustang out at night to look for her, he never got to sleep. She seemed to be calling to him and he was powerless to stop himself from answering. He shifted gears and took the turn too fast, heedless of the misty fog that wafted through menacing branches and the light drizzle that slickened the streets. The Mustang pulled up to the ornate wrought iron gate, the engine humming, purring, as he idled just in front of it. He sat there, hands clutching the wheel, and waited. What was he doing here? Was he going insane? There was no one here. He lit a cigarette and

One Of My Short Stories...tell Me What You Think.
This is not a true story!! I made it up!!! I am not a widow!! I got this idea after I watched a news story!! A Soldiers Widow It's a rainy day in June, sixteen months since he left……… I remember it like it was yesterday. Jon came home, gave me a kiss, and patted my very pregnant belly. He looked at me and said we had to talk. He looked so sad and resigned; I just knew what he was going to tell me. He sat me down on the couch and sighed. He looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes and said he was called to duty, and he had twenty-four hours to get everything squared away. I sat there while he talked; my hands in my lap. Trying to process what he had to say. My brain was telling me that this is his job. He is a soldier; this is what he was trained to do. Protect our country and keep us free. All the while my heart is saying, "Oh God". What about our baby? What will I do without him? How will I sleep at night without him by my side? That night I didn't sleep

Oracle Bound! Do Me Do Me!
So, I just activated Auto 11's again! I uploaded a bunch of new pics to rate and want to hit 14 mil by the time they are over! So, show me lots and lots of love! Here's the album you can rate for $20,000 FUBUCKS or a SFW Salute from me! Be sure to Private Message ME when you are done and specify which you would like! Anyone that BLINGS me today will also get a SFW Salute! Big Bling might get ya some more goodies! hehe

Each To Their Own As To Why
It's been interesting and firstly i have to say ty to all the sweet and lovely comments left. I have my own reasons as to why i chose to post mine as many others have their reasons but to have one person try to own me and lay a guilt trip on me is OUT of the ordinary to do so, and im not owned by anyone nor do i have to answer to anyone on here.Im me im single and what cracks me up is this very person may not post his own nsfw pics but has numerous women that drool over him in other ways. Ok point of the blog is DON'T judge me by what i do it's my life whether it be right or wrong for me to post them it's not yours to pass that kind of judgment on. Im a fun loving person and i dont cause anyone harm we are all adults on here and as i take the risk of my pics being copied so have you copied them im sure before today all i say in life is so simple is love me for who i am NOT what you expect or wish me to be. P.S i thought we were adults here on an adult site correct me if im wrong an

3 Male Chihuahua Puppies For Sale!!!
In Griffin, GA area, I have 3 male chihuahua puppies that will be avaliable for sale around November 30,2008...Will be asking $200.00...Must pick up....no deliveries...First come first serve... If interested please contact me at: LoveBubbles69@comcast.net

I Love You
ALL I HAVE TO GIVE You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. ALWAYS AND FOREVER Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How c

Bully
DJ COLD VENGENCE LIVE ON AIR CLICK THE BANNERS TO COME JOIN US HARD ROCK AND METAL AT ITS BEST WE ARE THE OLDEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR (repost of original by 'SLADE~The Original Cowboy from Hell~creator of XFTR~The Scooter Bar~GodFather~XFTR metalHead Mafia ~' on '2008-10-20 10:36:31')

The Third Commandment Alters My Stance
Exodus 20:7 says, "Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name is vain." What exactly does the third commandment mean? Looking elsewhere in the Bible where "vain" is used -- for instance, the beginning of Psalm 2 ("Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?") and throughout Paul's letters we find that we labor not in vain. Today, the word "vain" has much the same meaning that it does in the King James Version; it means nothing. So the third commandment is "Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in nothing." But it's not slang. This is one of God's laws that is so easy to break, very often because we can do it unconsciously. (At least I do.) Our own speech can be a stranger's guide to our character, and when what we say is peppered with unkind references, not just to God, but to anyone, we can strike blows just as hard if not harder than we could with our fists. Even when

Why Is It?
People on here like any other site amuse me why is it they say they are leaving BUT put i'll be back? why go in the first place? Have you ever wondered? is it a seeking attention caper or just an insecure thing wanting pitty? For the life of me i cant work it out. i can understand some ppls reasonings but ive seen it on one persons profile more than once now so it seems to be a regular thing for them.Maybe its a ploy to have a feel sorry for me moment who knows...lol

This Site Is Just A Joke! Get Off If Now If U Are New!
what the fuck is the point in this site! nobody chats! and all you saddo's do is rate each other 10 or 11????? why!!! get out more. and the women are just as ignorant as anywhere else! rofl

Start My Album
i want to start an album with nothing but the finest boobs on fubar. so needless to say, ladies i need your help. if you thing you have the finest tits on fubar show them off. you dont have to show your face just your tits. i will have a winner in the end. you will be crowned the finest boobs. prize still to be determined.

Letter
Letter from God to women If you ever look at yourself and feel that you don't measure up, readthis and your outlook will change before you finish reading it! This is good to keep, not just to read from time to time, but to alsokeep stored in your heart! Enjoy, and remember who you are... Letterfrom God to WomenWhen I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. WhenI created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. Butyou, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into manbecause your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to comeover him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with thecreativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone thatprotects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, asyou are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristi

Waht The Fcuk?
We have all been in situations where we read something mistyped no matter where we may read it. Yet some are so critical of someones missed typing skills in the mumms or comments left etc etc i myself type fast and wolla the fingernails are long and yep you got it the bulls up comes with the typing so this proves we can ALL read typonese Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Fcuknig amzanig huh? Ragders Kwii

Baby
Just thought i would let my friends know that i had my baby on 10/10/08 at 1:44 pm. She was 5 weeks premature but weight 5 lbs and 4 ozs and was 18 inches long She has a hole in her soft palete but is small and they say easily fixed. We will be taking her to Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake City Utah.

Distortion
You have convinced yourself the hardest thing, To defy the strongest feeling. To turn your back on the nicest seed, And destroy love given, which you need. To paint the lover with a tarnished brush, Take her personality, and crush, Bend, distort so all good is hidden So evil comes forth, false and unbidden. That evil in small amounts is common In all people, no matter where from. If you look for it, you will find in all The ability to hurt, maim and maul. But suppress the evil and look for good. In an ideal world, all people should, And you will see the love, the care, the best Evil turns to dust when facing the rest So I beg you to look again at me with no prejudice, let your mind be free, For within me you will see and find Someone who is loving, caring and kind.

Friendship
A BEST FRIEND A best friend is always there, whether you need advice, or a pep talk, or even a shoulder to cry on. A best friend listens with her heart and is always honest with you, even though the truth may not be what you want to hear. A best friend knows all your secrets, understands your fears shares your dreams. A best friend never stops believing in you even if you give up on yourself. you are that kind of friend to me. And no matter what happens, you always will be. You are my best friend.... my forever friend. A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will

Do You?
There is a world beyond this pain A wall of fortitude shall stand in vain An abundance of emptiness caves in from each side Standing from the bottom, blinded to the light Do you hear my cry? It is silent Do you see my fear? It is giant I cast off my shield, a heart made of stone Open to you are inflicted scars that you own I want to hide in the sanctuary of your promise But I can’t find my way through the sedentary darkness

Friendship
A Friend Is Like A Flower... A friend is like a flower -- a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate --that never comes unlatched A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass -- you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud -- in a perfect little row A friend is like a heart that goes --strong until the end. Where would we be in this world -- if we didn't have a friend.

Friendship
~~ Your Kind of Friendship ~~ It takes more than caring To be a real friend; The nature of friendship; Requires a blend Of warmest compassion And love deep and true To reach and to comfort The way that you do. Because I can see That your kind of friendship Is priceless to me.

My Way Of Thanking My Fufriends For All The Love In My Birthday!! (9)
Please go and check this album on my page/profile "My way of thanking my fufriends for all the love in my birthday!! (9) Everyone Please visit this pages/profile of this great friends! Thanks for the comments, gift and e-mails send to me!

Education Via Men's Magazines
I'm not kidding, Esquire, GQ and Maxim are very educational. Just this morning I was reintroduced to the word 'umlaut' courtesy of Esquire. Now will I be using umlaut in everyday conversation? Probably not even in special conversation but, I learned something and that's what counts, right? Oh and it had a hilarious section on sex, too. What do you want from me? It's Monday morning.

Bullhaulers
BULLHAULER Freight you say? We'd rather take a bullet Cuz if it ain't full of holes we just won't pull it Those fat-belly freight haulers like those big long hauls They have to do that cuz they just have no balls They bitch & they moan & say our rigs smell Well if you ask me they can all go to hell They say we're all crazy & drive way too fast Just shut your damn pie holes & let me pass And oh by the way... pucker up buttercup & kiss my cowboy ass! Hearts of gold & nerves of steel In one hand a hotshot the other the wheel We take our critters cross mountain, desert & plain, all with great skill & poise Guess that's why they call us the last of the cowboys We don't hang out in truckstops or get caught sleepin, this we can't abide It all stems from a little thing called pride We don't ask for glory or lots of money in the bank Just cows that need a ride and fuel in our tank The ladi

The Latest
Figured this'd be easier to say than type. Plus attack of the lazies again. Comment | Copy This Seen as how that didn't seem to work for anyone, here's the typed version. Now that the security thing fell through I have to write a letter of complaint to the company that handled my case, and how disgusted I am with them. And, while I'm sorting that out, I'm following up a lead with another company that offered me a place in their training course and then never contacted me with details. So there you have it.

Shes Awesome
Ok so I suck at making bullys/blogs that are all fancy smancy, but I will say this, Vodkagurl is my owner and she's awesome. Bought me bling packs, rated me, fam added , etc. She talks to me and is over all pretty darn nifty. GO to her page, r/f/a/bling her and tell her THE Slut sent ya!!! VODKAGURL (slave to:Photobug, Lady Moonlight, Suggadaddy)@ fubar

I Need Your Help And Support To Win Last Comedian Standing
(putting this out here for a great friend) Hey guys! I'm in the Finals for The WCCC Last Comic Standing Contest. I could really use your help and support. All you have to do is click the link below and vote for me (Brian Morrell). You will not have to sign up or give out your email. It's a fast in and out vote...less than 10 seconds. Thanks again!! www.wccc.com/lastcomedian.php This is for WCCC's Last Comic Standing II . The Funny Bone Comedy Club in Manchester, Ct Wednesday October 22nd.The contest starts at 7pm. Admission is only 5 bucks and a portion of the proceeds will be donated to the Rob Branham Foundation for Leukemia Research. www.robsfoundation.org

Omg I Think I Live In Hell!
OMG This weekend has been pure hell! My RL hubby found mold in our closet! We had to take EVERYTHING out of it and luckily didn't have to get rid of anything put we found a MAJOR leak in the shower which is right behind our closet that caused the mold. :( All the money that he had saved for us to go get the kids pumpkins and for gifts for our daughter that will be 13 on Nov. 6th he had to use on the mold. :( I was BARELY able to go get food at the grocery store! :( THEN this morning my 12 year old went to get a white school shirt out of the dryer this morning for school and it was GREEN! I had to use some grocery money on getting her new shirts! There was a crayon that got into the dryer. I'm STILL majorly stressing over the money for the hall for my soon to be 13 year old's party. I want her to have a nice party for once and ALL the invites have been sent out! My mother is still in the hospital, not sure why. And today someone special to me is having surgery and I'm very w

My Pics... New
Well here you go guys. That's the only pics I have of me. No I don't have any nudes. Usually I don't post pics of myself, but I saw most everyone else had some, so there you go. I may put up some pics of some of my friends or places I've been, but it will be a while. Enjoy yourself..

Cluster Fucked?!
Tumbling... Falling into an Abyss of complete confusion. Thoughts are lost and unable to make out whats said so clearly... Past... Present... Leaves nothing for me but a wall... Cant climb it... or go throw it... And diggin under everything, that's been build up into MY wall... I'd be crushed! Running no longer gets me anywhere fast... More and more obstacles come before me... I, dodge and wave missing them barely... Only to be slowed down more... Sinking into a reality that I cant face... Have I ever been able to face it... I doubt it! Scared of the painful, excruciating dread that will come when I hit that wall of reality... Wishing all could be just as the fairy tale stories once read as a kid... With the hurt comes heart filled suffering... Once been through this fact of life... All had changed within my very soul... Taking in, what I once could not... Stronger spirted, yet cautious of those whom I let near... Being that naive, gullible and so empty minded to believe every word sp

Phobic
You Are 8% Phobic Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! How Phobic Are You?

One Morning In Bangkok
Room Service: Morny, rune sore-bees. Hotel Guest: Oh sorry, I thought I dialled room service. RS: Rye, rune sore-bees. Morny. Jewish to odor sunteen? HG: I'd like some bacon and eggs. RS: Ow July then? HG: What? RS: Aches. Ow July then? Pry, boy, pooch ... .? HG: Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry. Scrambled please. RS: Ow July thee baycome? Crease? HG: Crisp will be fine. RS: Okay. An Santos? HG: What? RS: Santos, July Santos? HG: Ugh ... I don't know ... I don't think so. RS: No? Judo one toes? HG: Look, I really feel bad about this, but I just don't know what judo-one-toes means. I'm sorry. RS: Toes! Toes! Why Jew Don Juan, toes? Ow bow eenglish mopping we bother? HG: English muffin! I've got it! Toast! You were saying toast! Fine. An English muffin will be fine. RS: We bother? HG: No. Just put the bother on the side. RS: Wad? HG: I'm sorry. I meant butter. Butter on the side. RS: Copy? HG: I feel terrible about this but ... RS: Copy. Copy, tea, mill.

Pathways Of Life
We walked together the pathways of life, Hand in hand facing each obstacle we came upon. Welcoming those that strengthened our resolve, Conquering that which refused to yield. Inseparable from one another, together our love grew, Stronger and stronger with each passing day. We grew closer as each challenge was met, Becoming as one in deed and thought. Time passes for those with the illusion, That always their love will be strong. As our lives become complacent, assumptions are made, Love slips away slowly and becomes stagnant. A cross word said, a thoughtless remark made, Ignoring the needs of each other. Taking for granted the other will forgive, Selfishness and greed become our passion. Ignorantly we hurt without thought or need, Blindly stumbling, wounding each others soul. Negligent we are that we refuse to see, The pain growing and the tears from the eyes. Our pathways of life have come to a fork, Once clasped hands no longer do touch. Our resolve n

New Members, Please F/r/a!!
Naughty Angels Leveling Crew Please welcome new members of Naughty Angels Leveling Crew, please F/R/A !!! Lost In Reality Loverboy Come join FUBARS newest leveling crew! The Naughty Angels. Click the pic to apply :) Send us a private message stating you would like to join, you must be at least a level 10 and have a verified salute!!

~ Dc Or Marvel ~
The Majesty of Fantasy... When I was a boy, I was always torn when it came to that most elemental of questions for comic book fans: DC or Marvel. I never could decide which I liked best. Truth is, even today I still have one foot planted firmly in each camp. Sometimes it’s nicest when you’re not forced to make a choice. But if push ever does come to shove, there’s SOMETHING that might just sway me in the direction of one of those camps..... Peace.

Missing My Baby
We been together for about 8 months. Not its already seem like an pretty longtime. But what happien to u when everything happien I'll be always be with u every step of the way i will always still do everything even gets an job but maybe down the road. But now we can't have kids nomore but we did try and i guess it wasn't meant to be but i'll always keep it in my heart that will had twins. but now i'm upset alittle bit because i wanted another one so if he was mad i'm sorry but its always be alright in the end.

Last Words
im a tearful poet writing my last poem, love and acceptance was all i ever meant. i step upon the hard paved road, staring back, expressing deep lament. a small bag thrown over my shoulder, nobody within this life would understand. im broken, scarred forever within myself, i only wanted to make everyone smile, a caring man.... so my love as i whisper my farewell, i'll drop this note upon the ground i lived within a cruel pain filled world, forever I'll be lost with out you, never again to be found... .................................................

Hawks Down And Out
Ok seahawk fans we are just about to that point to where we have to panick. we have got some bad news after last nights loss to tampa i find out our matt hasslebeck could be out at least 2 weeks more and thats the optimistic out look rather then the realistic one. whats wronge with matt you ask well its not the knee as feared and its much worse hes had back issues since the preason and missed most of those, games. word is now he is in rehab due to weakness in the legs and tingling feeling there is a strong fear now he may have to retire at least thats the not so many words that the sports casters said but you have to consider that may happen thats a serious issue with weak legs and tingling. matt has said there is no pain however and wants to come back asap. to at least save the season. with the west title but that out look is dim at best. the doctors will not clear him yet and i cant blame him he took a huge hit in preseason.. we did not do well in defense but i guess

Poo
hmmmmmm I dont know what to do I have serious issues with bobby and trusting him and some times i feel like i dont trust any one but there are things he has done to make me not trust him. Can I ever trust any one? am I just to paranoid or are all guys just not trust worthy? I swear if its not one girl its another I feel like I am in constant compatition and i hate it. I dont mind fighting for what I have but it shouldnt be a constant battle...... this is crazy or maybe I am crazy.... who knows

Update On The Phone Call From Hell
well well well...the hell never ends, does it? a year has passed since my first telling of what a sick pair of fucks my Ex and his girlfriend are. alas there is not much change in the situation. i still have sole physical custody of my, now 14 year old son. the girlfriend is still a bisexual child molesting whore, and my ex is still a mentally deficient SOB. hahaha. but......i stay cordial and have as little to do with them as possible...which suits both me as well as my son just fine. a few months ago the girlfriend...lets call her Ima....Ima Ho....lmao....Ima calls me and informs me that she and my ex are planning to get married this November and that they would like my son to attend. what a STUPID move on her part. oh but wait...it gets better! after having broken the news about the wedding she informs me that that they plan on moving to arizona or something like that next year and that she is also expecting another baby and that it is a girl. before you

Stupid People..
k.. so..here's the deal.. my brother and his two girls are stayin at my house.. and last night i had a couple guests over.. and my sister was here.. the guests were here for like less than an hour.. and on their way home they notice one of their doors isn't closed right and there's some stuff missing from their car.. someone broke in to it right outside my house!! while we were all sittin around visiting! lol.. so we go out and check..and the door of my brothers car is messed messed with and his glove box is open.. so we phone the cops and whatever.. and they're spotlighting the area.. (cuz we live in a pretty out of the way area.. lots of places to hide. lol) and while the cops are looking around for whoever busted into the cars in the first place.. i just happen to look out my kitchen window and see the dude trying to get into my brothers car again!! like seriously?? what kinda guy tries to break into a car.. that's parked outside a house with big ass floodlights on the side..

Lil Update :)
Went to the bone specialist today, got my stitches out, everything looked good on my arm he said, only thing that wasnt was my xrays, still have a big gap between my bone, only thing holding it together is the plate and 6 screws that are drilled into my bone, go back to him Nov 24th, hes gonna see if my bone stimulator works, if not we have talked about the next step, which is for him to go back in (surgery) remove all the hardware, use a bone substance to fill in the gap between my bone (I broke my largest bone, the humurous)I pray the stimulator works, but at the same time I want this hardware out, hurts alot. Seems like I havent fully grieved over losing my mom, with all this going on with my arm, so crazy to think the 15th of this month she has been gone 4 months already :( please keep my family and myself in ur thoughts and prayers, tysm xox

Rally Cry
Ok, now being a recently unemployed history and government teacher I have no one to rally about the upcoming elections so I guess I will just have to vent out my thoughts here. I am not here to give out my points of view all the time. I never did that in my classroom. The only times my students found out my party affiliation was when they asked me point blank and honestly I was never afraid to tell them. I also was not afraid to tell them why I originally chose that party. I always stressed to my students I didn't care what party they went out and voted for eventually in their lives all that mattered to me is that they went out and voted. I am a firm believer that you cannot complain about what the government is doing to you unless you get you ass out there and make your voice heard. My mom has never voted a day in her life. I tell her the same thing every time she complains about the nature of things right now. This is a far cry from my father (god rest his soul) who use to

The Weather
Why does it always seem like one minute we are in the midst of summer with the hot weather and the next thing you know you turn around and there is frost all over the place and you are scurrying around looking for your gloves and scarves. Living in WV all my life, I am use to the rapid weather changes but geez. It seems like it just gets stranger and stranger. In a ways I am glad for it since I am going out to Denver in less than two weeks and my best friend has already warned me that I need to pack my gloves, scarf, and boots. I am staying in the foothills so I might get lucky and get to see some snow. Now that is something that I won't get to see here for a little while but with the way the weather is going, who knows.

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be ..Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken back by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avant guard on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is

Help On Designing Special Tatt
For those who can help...I lost my parents recently and Id like to honour then with having their first names tattood on my back. Thing is I would not only like to have their names but some art around their name as well.Something like rose branches with their thorns or something like that. Anyone out there with some ideas? It would mean a lot to me. Thank you

How Is Your Election Opinion Going?
Recently I listened to an interview with Colin Powell. I am a registered Democrat and if Powell, a Republican, would run I would strongly consider voting for him because I trust his judgment and his record. Now, after listening to his interview with MSNBC I hear Powell is endorsing Obama, crossing party lines. Powell does not like the way the Republican Party is swinging, to far right, and he believes Palin is not ready to be president. I agree that a vice president has to be ready to be president from day one of taking office. Also, Powell feels McCain's economic plans won't work and that McCain is to short sited when it comes to the needs of the middle and lower classes. McCain proves that himself. We have to give relief directly to the middle and lower classes, include small business, because depending on the wealthy and the big corporations to help us does not work. This has been a Republican practice for centuries and what has been proven is the wealthy won’t let anything trick

Let Me Down
Let Me Down Again I walk a familiar path One without street lights or familiar scenes But one of lonliness And abstract means. We always immerse ourselves Inside things we love, happiness found Feeling so high up in the clouds God won't let me down. He does this on purpose To the one determined guardian he has left He does it to make me stronger To guard my heart from thieft Even though we hone free will This isn't meant for me He helps me without so much of a sound God won't let me down Promises will turn into lies Even to my own dismay Love begins to decay And swarm with flies Still not a word, or a helping hand He knows i'll be okay He gave me my own two feet inwhich to stand It's your sin that you command You are the one who let me drown You are the one who let me down

Mr Blackwell Dead At 86
LOS ANGELES – Mr. Blackwell, the acerbic designer whose annual worst-dressed list skewered the fashion felonies of celebrities from Zsa Zsa Gabor to Britney Spears, has died. He was 86. Blackwell died Sunday of complications from an intestinal infection, publicist Harlan Boll said. Blackwell, whose first name was Richard, was a little-known dress designer when he issued his first tongue-in-cheek criticism of Hollywood fashion disasters for 1960 — long before Joan Rivers and others turned such ridicule into a daily affair. Year after year, he would take Hollywood's reigning stars and other celebrities to task for failing to dress in what he thought was the way they should. Being dowdy was bad enough, but the more outrageous clothing a woman wore, the more biting his criticism. He once said a reigning Miss America looked "like an armadillo with cornpads." A few other examples: Madonna: "The Bare-Bottomed Bore of Babylon." Barbra Streisand: "She looks like a masculine

Lose Weight Eating Chocolate
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Prayers
Just a quick update. My mom goes in for surgery at 10 am today. They are doing a triple bypass. Please keep her in your prayers and if you have a message of love or faith for her let me know and I can pass them on to her when she comes too after surgery. God Bless

Breathe You In
Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, not impersonate I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in I want to breathe you in I'm going in, so cover me Your compass will, help me turn the page The laughing stock, I'll never be Because I won't let them take me I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired

Awake And Dreaming
I can't lose anything So what's left is mine And I win this time Consolation day I'll make up a way I'll know now just what to say I'll get away from you Wait and I'll be begging I'll pull you down I saw it all again Fading memory became clear to me I try but I can't say That I'm yours for good Support me you said you would I'll get away from you Wait and I'll be begging I'll pull you down Awake and dreaming I'm only sleeping -finger 11

Innfallsvinkler Mot Egypt
Muslimene har Allah. De har som den eneste religiøse retningen kunne bosette seg i Egypt permanent. De kristne har Jesus. Han gir en direkte forbindelse til Egypt og Isis. Dessuten er han sammenføringen mellom to splittelser, Israel og Rom, som motsats til Egypt med den katolske kirken i Roma. Naturreligionene har en klar forbindelse til Egypt. Samer og buskmenn finner en forståelse der. Indianerne har en historie med naturreligion og pyramidedannelser skapt uten kontakt med resten av verden. Ingen av de historiene byr på noen problemer overfor Egypt. De som kan ha problemer med Egypt er Israel opplagt nok. Dessuten vil en norrøn mytologi vise seg som en bastard. Men det store problemet er Asia. Asiatene avslører splittelsen i vesten. Spørsmålet er om de har noen som helst mulighet til en innfalsvinkel mot det helhetlige sentrumet som muslimene, de kristne, jødene, de verdslige/a-religiøse og naturreligionene springer ut fra. Hvis vi tenker oss muligheten for

Hd Pete Says....
Hello all... If you're friends with HD Pete, he has a message for you all. It goes as follows.... Pete (10/20/2008 6:25:51 AM): hey if u could just let everyone know biketoberfest was ok i got wrecked on friday night by a 19 yr old kid who ran a red turn light and forced me into a curb i got a bad sprained right ankle and some cuts on my right elbow and arm but i am fine my bike got messed up pretty good its suppose to go to the dealership today His Fubar account also got hacked and deleted. I'm sure he'll be back on track as soon as he can. Thanks for reading and I'll do my best to pass on any and all messages to him! *hugs*

Clayton Bruster Photographer
Clayton Bruster Photographer Vote For Him Here! http://www.cityevents.tv/talentfinder/Photographer/California/5224/CLAYTON_BRUSTER.html His Fubar! http://www.fubar.com/user/515183 His Myyearbook! http://www.myyearbook.com/claytonbruster His Myspace! http://www.myspace.com/claybruster Other Sites! http://photrade.com/clay http://www.absolutearts.com/portfolios/c/claybruster/

Option Of Choices
So many times I read about when men or women are arrested and convicted of abuse related crimes, whether it be child abuse, spousal abuse, rape, as well as serial killing. Most of the time their defense is "they were abused as a child." I for one think that is a cop out or just simply the only optional defense. The reason I tell my past is because whether you are man, woman or child YOU have control over the choices you make in life no matter what happened in your past. Talking about it helps more than you can imagine, that and martial arts and a punching bag! I was molested when I was 3, molested & raped when I was 6, both by neighbors. I married a so-called man when I was 18 and was physically, emotionally and psychologically abused for 10 years. After finally leaving him and remarrying 7 years later I was raped while my 6 year old son (at the time)was held at gun point to his head. I am not looking for pity or "I'm sorry to hear that". For me this is where my choices be

Pissed Off
OK some people are freaking stupid as hell! My youngest son is only 3 and has severe food allergies to milk, eggs, wheat, corn (including corn syrup), fish, shell fish, strawberries, peanuts, chocolate and oats! I was talking about how I didn't want to take him trick-or-treating because it is just a tease for him and honestly he could care less about dressing up. Once he sees that candy it is all over. One lady actually tried to suggest that my son knew his allergies and would not want any candy! Um...he is fucking 3 years old. You tell me a 3 year old that doesn't want candy! I am so irritated because he really can't have any candy since most are made from dairy products, chocolate, peanuts and most all have corn syrup! grrr.sorry just had to vent. They have no clue what it is like to have to watch him 24/7 and make sure he eats right.

My Stupid Computers
Just so that everyone knows.... I operate off of two computer. A powerbook and a regular desktop pc. I love my powerbook with the exception that I am having some serious issues with it. Namely the battery. I get about 30 - 45 minutes off of a charge and thats it. DRIVES ME BONKERS. And too book, my power cable is shot as well. It takes aobut 10 minutes just to get it to work.... but I am getting the replaced today. I am sick to death of it. My desktop pc is an oldy but a goody... I try and rely on that sometimes but it likes to freeze up and decide to quit for a few minutes. I am working on getting that up to date as well. So if I am talking to you and I jsut disappear or say something that might not make any computer sense, thats what the issues are.

What Am I, A Font Of All Wisdom? I Do Get Asked Some Strange Things.
This started of quite sane and declined down a slippery slope into an empty field with a gate. Well, I have been asked some strange things in my time but the latest request has to be the most bizarre and probably the most difficult to reply or carry out. I have just had a young man from Dubai who is actually from Sri Lanka, asking me how he can get married in England. He is Muslim and cannot get married to his American girlfriend in Dubai as it is not allowed. That being so he has persisted on this route of marriage in England. His girlfriend is 56 years old and he is 25. Age is irrelevant but it seems they want to live in Dubai after they are wed. Excuse me but there is not much in Dubai to shout home about except maybe a means of making money. I could be wrong but people I know who have been on holiday there say that there is nothing there but sand, flies and lots of new buildings. There is not history but I presume they have a coastline for holiday makers to wis

Get Rich Quickers Beware!
Good Morning. It’s Monday, it’s fall time and well if it’s fall time things fall right? Well in Pompano Beach Florida a man there let’s call him a patron of an establishment decided to sue over his time time. Apparently a glass mirror shattered and he sustained a cut above his eyebrow. The Place dooly named was called the “Boobie Trap” Hmmm sounds like he knew what he was getting into…the story: Visiting a strip club has its risks -- and it's not just getting caught by your honey. A Florida man is suing the Booby Trap club in Pompano Beach. Charles Privette said a stripper's shoe flew off while she was doing a pole dance, breaking a mirrored glass ceiling, which led to the falling shoe and shattered glass hitting him. He said the club should have made sure the exotic dancer was practicing safe stripping. The lawsuit filed in Broward County by 35-year-old Charles Privette says the Booby Trap breached its duty when its employee failed to perform her routine in a reasonably safe mann

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Cheech & Chong, Rich Vos, Handwriting Analyst Michelle Dresbold, Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Re-make
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Holy schmoley... is it MONDAY again? Where the hell does the weekend go? Apparently, there's only so much time one can allocate to picking one's nose before ultimately he/she has to go back to work and make a living. So, how was YOUR weekend? As always, if you missed any of this past week's shows, you can download them in there entirety from the nice folks at AUDIBLE: Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Friday, 10/17/08 (Colin Quinn, Jason Ritter) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Thursday, 10/16/08 (Mike Birbiglia, Rob Corddry, Lazlow and Midnight Club Los Angees) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Wednesday, 10/15/08 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Patrice Oneal, Ludacris, Edward Norton) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Tuesday, 10/14/08 (Seth Green) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Monday, 10/13/08 (Frank Caliendo, 'Brocabulary' Author Daniel Mauerer) Today on t

Misted Image Tag
This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP. Supplies Needed:PSP XI A misted image. If you don't have a misted image the check out our tut on How to Mist an Image I am using the awesome art of Josephine Wall, www.josephinewall.co.uk Mask of Your Choice I am using one of the many wonderful Masks that Gabee has to offer. Place your mask in your masks folder. Open your misted image. copy and paste as a new image and close your original. Open a new image Flood fill with a colour from your image Go to Layers Load/save mask>Load From Disc Find a mask you like Layers Merge Group Now go to Selections Select All Selections Float Selections De-float go to your misted image and the edit>copy Now go back to your mask image and paste as new layer using your mover tool place the image where you want it to show on your mask layer try and get as much detail in the selection now making sure your image layer is active go to selections>promote

To All 2nd Alarm Hotties!!! ¢¾¢¾¢¾
Every day is love a hottie day¢¾ But since we are so many, it's hard to get around to you all. But if you leave a comment here, I will get to you, and rate all your pics. Just let me know ¢¾ ¢¾ Lots of love from Annipoo ¢¾

How To Mist An Image
This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP. Supplies Needed:PSP XI Image of your choice. I am using the awesome art of Josephine Wall, www.josephinewall.co.uk and your Lasso Tool Open the image you want to use layers Promote background layer Choose your lasso tool with the following settings and slowly go around the parts of the image you want to delete see below for example. do it a bit at a time and you will get a neater mist when you have the part you want hit delete the more you press delete the mistier the image will be. keep doing this until you get the image you want. and your done. Now you have your Misted Image how about making the Following tag with it!! Click the image to goto the tutorial. THANKS FOR TRYING MY TUTORIAL This Tutorial was written on 18.09.2008.And the concept of the tutorial is copyrighted.Please feel free to LINK to the tutorial and/or print it out for your personal use, but please do not copy it

Make Your Own Word Art
This tutorial was written for those that have a working knowledge of PSP.Supplies Needed:PSP XI Font's Of Your Choice. But you can use what ever Font you like. I am using XI but you should be able to follow the instructions in earlier versions. Ok open a new image size isnt important but give yourself room to work. Useing your text tool Type out what you want to say. "We shape ourlivesnot by what wecarry with us-but by what we leavebehind" Now highlight either, a word, or a line, at a time. It's upto you. Now choose the size, font,Colour you would like the word to be. Ok so we got something that looks like word art but its still a bit plain. Nnot very exciting so let's play around with it a little but shall we, First off if you had your text tool set to floating goto selections select none. Now useing your lasso select around either a word or a letter, Goto selections promote selection to layer, keep selected make your original layer active again and press delete.

Drink With Me
This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP. Supplies Needed: PSP XI Filters of your choice I used Filters unlimited 2.0 but anything that gives you a nice spooky texture is fine. Image of your choice, I am using the awesome art of Candra Mask of your choice I am using one of the many wonderful masks that Vaybs has to offer. My Blood Drip Animation & puddle you can get HERE Remember Save Often. --------- Open your tube, duplicate the image and close your original. Ok we are going to work with a big canvas and resize later as it gives you more room to work with. Go to Image Increase Canvas size to one that gives you plenty room to work I made my longest side 1000 pix Ok close off your tube just so it's out the way for a while. New layer Flood fill with black New Layer Flood Fill with a dark colour from your tube,

Without Limits
This tutorial was written for those that have a working knowledge of PSP.Supplies Needed: PSP XI *Filters* VM Toolbox Filter Kang Image of your choice, I am using the awesome art of Adam Braun, Rose of your choice I am using one of the many wonderful roses by Rainbow Coffi My Word Art or one of your choice. Remember Save Often. ---------- New image 400x200 Flood fill with The colour your choice, The colour you choose becomes part of your background so be sure to choose one that goes well with your tube. Next go to Effects and Kang Houdini is Only sleeping default settings Go to image>canvas size with the following settings we need the canvas to be doubled in both width and height and in the top right h

Rain Animation
This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP.Supplies Needed:PSP XI (any version will work) I used artwork by .my Darling daughter Kelly-ann. Cooper you can vist her site HEREplease do not use her work without written permission.WINDOW FRAME OF YOUR CHOICE YOU CAN GET MINE HEREEYE CANDY 4000 This is not really a tag tutorial this is just so you get the basic idea of how to add rain to an image.Ok open your frame in psp New Image 500 x 500 copy and paste your frame as a new layer this layer should always be at the top of your layer pallet Now with your selections tool SETTINGS : Rectangle mode add shift ( if you are using an earlier version hold down the shift button )select each square of your window so you have 12 squaresNow take the image you want to see through the window and move it around until you have the view you want through the window Selections invert selectionhit delete to get rid of the extra bits of the image you don't need. Keep selected

Life
U KNOW WHO U ARE, KNOW WHO YA BE, THE SAD THING IS, U AINT LIKE ME. YA GET ONLINE, AND PLAY MIND GAMES, BUT U'LL GET SHOT, LIKE JESSE JAMES. I SPEAK MY THOUGHTS, AND KEEP IT REAL, DONT PLAY ME CUZ, U KNOW THE DEAL. BUT ITS FUN TO SEE, HOW DUMB U ARE, U HAVE NO HOUSE, AND DRIVE NO CAR. ALWAYS BROKE, AND NOTHING TO OWN, CAN'T PAY YA BILLS, DONT HAVE A PHONE. U HAVE NO MEANS, CAN MAKE NO ENDS, WITH PEEPS LIKE U, I NEED NO FRIENDS. EAT SHIT AND DIE, YA LIL PUNK BITCH , ILL MAKE MY FUNDS, AND GET REAL RICH. I SAY WITH LOVE, AND IN GOOD HEALTH, DONT MESSAGE ME, GO FUCK URSELF.

Promises Of Chance
I crawled out of bed today with the hope of talking to you I thought maybe I was still asleep when I realized I was awake I knew that today would be another yesterday there would be no hope only dim promises of chance chances that are becoming harder for you to want to take she has you and I don't and no matter how hard I try I will never be more than just a whisper to the call of her birdsong she has laid at your feet the products of your seed from her came life not once but twice and you look upon that with a sense of commitment with a promise that’s not meant to be broken I know that deep within me I will always love you more than she ever could I will be closer to you in thought, in mind, and in heart but that is all that I will ever have the secret of our love and the shattering of my crystalline tears battered, beaten, & broken I will begin my journey and like Icarus I will fly to close to My

Dark Queen 88 Through Tuesday (10/21st)
I'm SO close to oracle! I have a Happy Hour this coming Tuesday at 10:00am FU time! Keeping Auto 11s activated through Tuesday ~ Please help me level to Oracle on Tuesday! (repost of original by 'The Dark Queen of the Auto 11s' on '2008-10-19 12:46:09')

Contest
THIS IS MY COMMENT BOMB CONTEST. IT WILL START OCT OCT 29TH 5PM EST. END NOVEMBER 5TH AT 5 PM EST. WINNER GETS A HH OR A 150 BLING PACK. 10 K TO ENTER IT IN IT. AND 1ST ONE TO 50000 COMMENTS WINS. NO DRAMA OR YOU WILL BE DELETED. THIS ID ALL FOR FUN FOR FUNS AND GAMES. IF YOU WANT IN PLEASE SEND 10K TO ME BEFORE 10-29-08. THER WILL BE PRIZES FOR 1ST & SECOND PLACE. SO SEND ME WHAT YOU WANT IN ALL BOMBERS ARE WELL COME. PLEASE GET IN ASAP SPOTS ARE FILLING FAST. ALSO PLEASE DONT FOR GET TO F/A/R ME. GOOD LUCK TO ALL! CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO ENTER HAVE YOU MET THIS ONE? βřądlęý Show some LOVE.....RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING/CRUSH

Put Up Shut Up
Ok if you can't back what you say thin don't say anything at all don't brake your word just do it i can't see how hard it is to do all this . if evey man and women had some 1 it would be a beter place but i guse there's got to be some ass hole to mess it up and make's it harder for the rest of us that is trying to have a life with some 1 . can't we all just get along ? im not trying to look like a hippy ...free love sex and just be naked all the time lol well i gese that would be nice too lol well you just read it now if you don't like it too bad for the 1's that do thank you for reading it ..comment if you wish

Wildhorse On 10/20th
Time To RideTime to gain the PointsWild Horse is at it one more timeWild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~Hotties Token Male Officer (I supply the hose)~~Lounge Expert~WHEN:Monday, October 201:00 pm fu-Time2:00 pm Mountain3:00 pm Central4:00 pm EasternHAPPY HOURAuto 11's will be ActiveYou will be able to earn over 178,000 points/fubuxby rating pictures on Wild Horse's profileNot just during Happy Hourbut all day, 24 hours of Auto 11'sWild Horse is now an OracleLoaned all his fubux outhelping other get the spotlightHe is trying to earn the fubuxfor his Oracle GiftRather than begging for donationsThis is being sponsored byDove Goddess¢¾Wild Horse's R/L Luv & FuLuv Slave ¢¾Dep Chief 2nd Alarm HottiesAlso byAnna~Shadow leveler~And finally byHome of the 2nd Alarm Hotties (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~Hotties Token Male Officer (I supply the hose)~~Lounge Expert~' on '2008-10-19 13:18:24') (repost of original by 'DJ~FIREHAWK..@INDIAN OUTLAW SALOON' on '2008-10-19

A Day In Dr. Nipplez Neighborhood
DR NIPPLEZ IN THE BUILDING FOR A CHECCUP,AZ I RUN MY FINGERZ THROUGH YA HAIR,FREE UP MY LEFT HAND AND FEEL YA RIGHT TITTY,TRACIN MY FINGERZ OVER YOUR ALREADY ERECT NIPPLE......OOOHHH I LOVE THAT SHIT WHEN IT HAPPENZ,NOW IM CARESSIN YA BOOTY,BOTH CHEEKZ FOR FIRMNEZZ,HOW SOFT & HOW IT JIGGLEZ IN MY HANDZ,SQUEEZE,RUB,SQUEZZE,RUB AS I CUP THIZ JUICY BUTT SOME MORE,HANDZ MOVE BACC UP AND RIPZ YA SHIRT OFF 2 EXAMINE THE SIZE WIT MY EYEZ,HOW FAR THE NIPPLE STICCZ OUT,HOW THICC IT GETZ,HOW JUICY IT TASTE,WHEN IM SUCCIN ON THEM NERVEZ,THROUGH THE AREOLA,GIVIN IT A GOOD WORK OVER,WIT MY TONGUE 2 THE OTHER SIDE AND GIVE THE OTHER NIPPLE THA SAME TREATMENT WHILE IM CARESSIN THE WET NIPPLE AND RUBBIN THE TITTY FOR DOUBLE PLEASURE,FOR SOME THE ORGASM ARISE,FOR OTHERZ THE MOANIN GETZ BETTER,EYEZ ROLL,HEAD TURNZ IN DIFFERENT WAYZ ALL WHILE WE STANDIN UP & YOU TRYIN 2 KEEP YOUR BALANCE,IM KEEPIN YOU IN THIZ FIRM STANCE AZ I MAKE MY BACC AND FORTH TONGUE MOTION FROM NIPPLE 2 NIPPLE PUSHIN BOTH TITTIEZ T

Damn Hot Weather
DAMN IT FEELZ SO GOOD WIT THE SUN BEAMIN ON MY SKIN TURNIN IT DIFFERENT SHADEZ OF MY SKIN COLOR,RELAXIN,NO STREZZ LAYIN OUT,TAKIN A BREAK,SMILIN,LAUGHIN,RUNNIN,SCORIN MORE THEN EVER WAKIN UP 2 THAT FEELIN,WHEN YA KNOW WHAT THE DAY HAZ IN STORE FOR YA A GUY THINKIN ABOUT NEXT 2 NOTHING DRESSIN BY WOMEN SHOWIN LEGZ GALORE,THIGHZ 2 CHEEKZ SHOWIN GRACE & GIRLZ THINKIN ABOUT THE SAME BASKETBALL GAMEZ BY THE LAKE OR JUST AT A PARK ALWAYZ GETZ LIVE SPECTATORZ EVERYWHERE WHEN SOMEONE GETZ DUNKED ON KIDZ & THEIR MOMZ WIT SOME DADZ ON THE PLAYGROUND CHECCIN EACH OTHER OUT NO MATTER WHERE WE GO,WE ALWAYZ WATCHIN EACH OTHER NOT CUZ WE LOOKIN FOR SOMETHING,BUT JUST PEEPIN WHATZ AROUND UZ DAMN HOT WEATHER,IT GETZ YA LIKE THIZ,RUBBIN YA NECC CUZ IT GOT 2 HOT COMPLAININ ABOUT ITZ JUST 2 HOT,BUT WHEN IT GETZ COLD,YA COMPLAIN ITZ NOT HOT ENOUGH THAT SOUNDZ BACCWARDZ 2 ME I ALWAYZ ENJOY ANY HOT WEATHER YA GET,CUZ HOT WEATHER MAKEZ UZ FEEL YOUNG CUZ IT SHINEZ FOR ALL 2 GET,NO MATTER HOW MU

Gettin To You
CAN I DO A BLOG,WITOUT TELLIN YOU ABOUT A EXPERIENCE I HAD THAT GETZ YA MIND TWISITED,THINKIN WE DID IT BEFORE CANT REMEMBER,GOT YA THINKIN "WHERE WE WAZ AT" BUT YA DID KNOW WHAT YA WAZ WEARIN,OR THOUGHT YA KNEW CLIMBLIN WALLZ LIKE SPIDERMAN,CUZ YA TRYIN 2 DROP DOWN LIKE A ELEVATOR OPEN THIZ DOOR,OPEN THAT DOOR,BRACE YOURSELF & STAY IN PLACE CANT LOSE THAT SPOT,BUT YA LOSE IT FOR A MINUTE BUT WHEN ITZ HIT AGAIN,YA MOVE WIT GRACE AND SOUND ONLY PERVERTED MEN LOVE BUSTLIN AND TUGGIN WIT THE MIND,CREATIN OBSTACLEZ YA LOVE 2 TRY FLYIN REAL HIGH,GOIN THROUGH THE SKY TOUCHIN STARZ FALLIN BACC IN THE SAME SPOT,THAT GOT YA GOIN IN THE FIRST PLACE SPEAKIN ABOUT ANGLEZ YOU POSSEZZ,THE CURVEZ THAT FORMED LET ME LIFT YOU HERE & THERE,ANYWHERE & EVERYWHERE WHICH WAY IZ POSSIBLE,GETTIN YA FIRE LIT HIGH NOW YA THINKIN IZ THIZ RIGHT,THIZ NIGGA GOT MY MIND TONIGHT DIDNT EVEN SPEAK WHISPERZ SONGZ,OR TOUCH MY SKIN JUST MY THOUGHTZ WHEN HE TALKZ,MY STREAM FROM HIZ VOICE NOW HE SHOUL

Just Another Freak Tale
OH ITZ ON NOW,FUCCIN SHIT YOU CRAZY ACTIN LIKE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THIZ,CUZ CHOCOLATE ALL IN YA FACE GETTIN YA PUSSY MOIST NOT WET CUZ YA ISNT THERE YET I WHISPER IN YA EAR SWEET,NAUGHTY,PERVERTED SHIT IN YA EAR CUZ I WANT YOU WETTER IT FEELZ GOOD WHEN YA THAT WET CUZ MY THICC DICC SLIDEZ IN SMOOTHER,INCH BY INCH DAMN THAT SHIT FELT REAL GOOD,DONT IT??? I WOULD WHISPER THAT IN YA EAR CUZ IM IN THAT MISSIONARY POSITION BABY,WIT CLOTHEZ ON AND YA JUST FEEL THE BULGE OUT MY PANTZ MMMMMMMMMM.........YEA I FEEL THAT PUSSY BEAT 2 A MARCH SWEET TASTING PUSSY ON MY MIND BUT THE TEASE OF THE MOMENT IS GREATER FOR YOU I LOVE A TEASE THAT CAN GET TEASED BACC OOOOHHHH THAT SOUNDZ REAL GOOD JUST TALKIN ABOUT IT PUSSY IZ NEVER THE SAME SO IM EXCITED 2 SEE YOURZ LIPZ POKIN OUT LIKE SHE POUTIN ABOUT WHAT I SAID BUT IT JUST POUTZ OUT CUZ IT KNOWZ IM A FREAK THAT LOVEZ 2 PLEASE IT LOVEZ 2 SEE MY LONG FINGERZ POKE ITZ BUSINEZZ IN BETWEEN SOME MORE CLOTHEZ COME OFF AND YA WONDER WHATZ NEXT

Naked Man On The Mountain
I just met a guy at the carnival tonight who came up to me and told me that he loves my blogs. It made me feel all warm and gooshy inside so I have decided to start writing them again. I have a lot of fun stories. Guys if you read these and like them leave me a comment so I know I am not talking to myself. Anyway as it is July and this story takes place on the 4th of July 1997 (I think) I will relate it to you. I have a friend named James. One day James took me up the mountain to go to this party on the forth of July. He was a little concerned about me because I had just went through a really bad break up so he thought a party with a live band was just what I needed. To make me forget about all of my troubles! I do not remember the name of the band, but they played 70's music and often played with Pagan Rage. So there I was tipsy. Ok ..ok I was drunk, listening to a band, in the middle of the woods, sitting on a log, staring into a campfire and feeling sorry for myself due to the br

The Infamous Bunny
The infamous bunny cup story CHAPTER 1 ENTER THE DRA….er mean ENTER THE BUNNY Along long time ago I was married to a jealous woman, but I did not know how sneaky she was until the incidents that lead up to the BUNNY CUP AFFAIR, but in order to give you, my faithful readers the full story we need to start way back when I was still in high school. When I was in high school my parents and sister were involved with Job's Daughters. Every year each bethel (chapter) would elect their leader called the honor queen. When an honor queen comes to office it is a big ceremony that is EXTREAMLY BORING and takes hours. Some how, I do not remember how I got conned into being an usher for Nessa's Honor queen ceremony. Nessa was an ok friend and also rather pleasing to look at. So I agreed to usher people by helping them to their seats and then sit through HOURS of TORCHER as people who I already know get introduced repeatidly over and over again. If you are or have ever been a Jobie then you know

Hmmm....
So confused about how this site works & How to navigate it. I cant even find a help section,lmao! someone feel like being helpful? Email me things I should know & what to do... what the purpose is & how to achieve it :) Thanks! Thank God, I at least have blogging down ;) Mandie xoxo

I Ebay For A Living.
Yes, that's right. So go fucking look at it. You've obviously got time to spare here, so why not shop? You might find something you like. Click here to shop What the fuck are you waiting for? Go shop already!

Im Going For Spotlight Pls Help Me!!
LET'S GET SEXYMEL THE SPOTLIGHT! Alright guys and girls, this lady has helped SO many others to get the spotlight. Whether she donated fubucks, rated stash/pix, or anything else, she helped everyone else! NOW IT'S HER TURN! I want her to get the spotlight for a day! Click below to donate to it! This pimp-out has been brought to you by: Jeremy S. Moses23@ fubar

Ti Me
Time gathers close as I write our song Soon love I'll be gone Hold me Love me Never trust me I whisper into the wind I miss you I miss your touch I'm to far gone now I love you You never here my words What happened to us To build distrust Hold me again as I fade away Lucifer sounds again Jason M. Christilaw 20081012

Being Blind
Well, I'm pulling my pics except for the main one. I must be blind, but someone pointed out they look like they come from a gay website. I looked, then looked again. She was right of course. How could I have been so blind. I will be redecorating my profile later. I will leave the main pic up but that will be it from now on.

Where Is The Real Me??
Where is the real me ? OH the evil that runs threw my head. Wishing and wanting but never to see them dead. To be haunted for all the wrong they did in your life. Wishing they would see Just what they did to me. Wanting them to feel all the hurt I keep bottled inside. Knowing that was the one place where love suppose to reside. Playing threw your head everything that you need to say. Only to find , it was like grains of sand to them, slowly wipped away from their memory. So , your only choice is to live with it every day. How can someone live with knowing all that I know? How can someone move on and forget,,, all there is to be told? I was that afraid little girl that grew into a woman. 40 years and counting , and was told they put that out of their mind? Pardon me Is my love, my life , my heart blind? Why can't they hear my pleas? Why can't they hear my cries? I want her to know how I feel, or have been feeling before this can reside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've told

Show Her The Way
Show her the way Oh the power was summons on this warm fall day. To give her strength and show her the way. The path was darkened by a soul so restless. That she could not see her world below. Many a nights she would try to reach the one. But couldn't because of all that she had become. In her darkest hour she called one last time. Looking for anything even reason and rhyme. In this wonderful haunted season. The path was chosen and on it she shall ride. With her trusted knowledge and all that resides. Peace be with you my friend. I am on a search for the soul I've been without for too long. Once I find it then will the path light again.

I Hunger For Your Touch
I hunger for you touch ITs like being thirsty, but only quinched by you. I can feel us making love as my body and yours becomes one. A Union of souls, hearts and bodies. Oh how I hunger for your touch. Totally surrender to you, giving you more than any man has ever before. To quiver beneath you, as I yell out your name. The shock threw my body as my body draws very near. The hunger grows more and more. Not the same,..different nothing like before. The quivers get stronger. Sending my body into an emotional bliss. I lay weak and breathless and I studder as I began to speak. Your love is an endless sea. My love is all for thee. I hunger for your touch.

Written For My Son
The lord sent angels down one day. Said it was time, they came to take him away. The leaves just beginning to turn, Oh dear lord it cant be time I want to see my babies grow up, and be a grand dad. "Yes my son it is time", your time here on earth is threw. We need you up in heaven, to start life anew. My son needs me, and he wont understand. That in just one turn , I was led to take your hand. My daughter wont remember me, but my son will. Can't I have just one more day to see them both, and tell them I love them one more time. He will see you in his dreams, there you can tell him all you wish. Your little girl will also see you in her dreams, she must be told daily so she never forgets. That gleem in her eye is you, something she will never regret. C'mon my son dont be sad, you will never forget the time that you had. So off he goes to the pearly gates up above, Where there God can show him love. this one was written and very hard to write...'

You Opened My Heart
You opened up my heart..... You opened my heart and sung me a song. You grabbed me by my heart, and put it where it belonged. You opened a book and read me a story. You opened my mind and showed me anything can happen if given time. Moments that we have shared, the things we have done, the love we have experienced is simply the best book I ever had read to me. The song you sang to me was the most beautiful one I belive I've ever heard. One day at a time ......... Chapters has to be written, Hearts has to mend......Because I know OUR love will never end.....

One Day
One Day.... One day I will be happy and be able to look in the mirror and see all that you see. One day I will fall in love with that person , instead of giving her a hard time. One day I'll look for words that doesn't rhyme One day I'll be myself for what I am, and not what I want it to be. One day when I become me.

I Once Was.. Now I Am
I was a bitch once then I became more. Now I look ouside , seeing who is holding the door. the door is held by hands that rocks my heart. Hands so strong and was once so loving. Whatever happened to them days. When all I wanted to do was stare at you in a gaze. I woke up with more bruises today. Got them somehow, in the worst of way. all I remember is seeing the wall. Not knowing how I got there is the greatest fear of all. Please dont hit me no more. Just leave and shut the door. I am a woman that is suppose to be loved. Not hit, or punched, or even sized up with a glove. I got help today and am going to turn my life around. I am going to make it without making a sound. I am stronger than I use to be. I will make it WHY? Because I'm Me!

Chyld Of Nyte
Chyld of darkness Chyld of nyte I come to you no matter the lyte. I find myself searching for things I can not find. Looking for things that are no longer there. Emptyness sets in and I find that not fare I hunger for the imortality of the nyte. Searching wanting everything just ryte. The energy drips down the ceiling and into my veins. I am what you made me , that's all that remains. I feel the blood as it runs down my face so quietly , with hardly a trace. Running my fingers threw it, careful not to miss a drop. ............ Yelling I dont ever want this to stop!!!!!!! Dazed and confussed for what once was........ I am even stronger than before. I am knocking at your door , wont you invite me in. Show me how to make this stop and where to begin. I was once a wytch , and thrived on everyones fear. Now I am more., and I love it so dear. Threefold they always say..... To me its come what may.....

I Am
I am the seed of the apple that can never grow I am the soil on the earth that is so dirty it can never show. I am the sun that shines only threw a pane of glass. I am the four winds that blows on those cold damp days . I am the greed in your heart, when you know others are in need. I am the hunger in your stomach ,you need to be fed. I am the one your mom warned you about somewhere in your head. I am the guilty plee on an innocent face, loving that person without a trace. I am me for all eternity~ What am I you ask ? I am your conscience ~~~!!!! Mystical 10/23/07

I Feel It
Evil is stiring I feel it all around. The shadows are all on the ground. I am waiting for nightfall to release my energy. Brewing up a brew as I type. To show all I meant in the moment of my hype. Minutes before I must prepare. Revenge is mine and I do as I dare. Oh I feel it all around, as the storm clouds slowly moves in. Its time my friend...... I know now how it must end....

Thank You For Loving Me
Thank you for loving me and showing me you care. Thank you for letting me into your life, and for always being there. Thank you for the I love you's first thing in the morning. Loving you was easy..... Forever came without warning. The touches you give me throughout the day. The remarkable smile, as I open my eyes. Engulfed with so much love in my heart for you. Now I know where my heart resides. A warm breeze blew me threw the skies to your home. My heart kept me there, because my love knew peace at last. A final link to a chain that had been broken so many times in the past. Now I know why poets rhyme. I know why songs sing I know why love is so real. I'm telling you this because its how I feel. Written by me 1/7/08

Crimson And Brimstone
Crimson and brimstonecome to me I am in need..,and need to be set free. I"m locked away in my head and heart. I know not where to start. I"m so weak , and full of grief. Memories that fills my head. I want him to suffer I want him dead. I want him to feel all that I"ve been threw in my life. I want him to know , with a knife. I've killed him 1,000 times in my head. I"ve even wished him dead. I ploted revenge at the age of 7. I prayed to god up in heaven. I've searched high I've searched low. I want him to reap what he has sown. I'm a bitch child and no-one ever knew. I kept my face painted well. Deep on the inside is where my body went threw hell. The ones that know now wants to help. Yet, I know this is a battle that I must face alone. Brimstone and ashes I call upon thee. Slash his tongue, let him taste the sulfer so sweet. Let him know the pain I felt times two. Dark clouds and lighting hear my plee. Now go away go away and find he. feel the wrath and let th

Darkness~
Darkness, when I've learned to roam. The place that I call home. Something magickal about the night. Not as blinding as the light. I searched for answers and found you there. Trying to focus instead of a blank stare. Haunting memories of days gone past. Amazing how you zapped my memory so fast. I felt my very soul bleed. I know now you are all that I will ever need. You sucked my blood down as I quinched your thirst. I know that love does not have to be a curse. I seen my past flast before my eyes. But true beauty lies on the other side. Thanks for showing me the darkness. And for being my light. For tonight's the night~ ~Mystical~ 3/25/07

My Love
I belive in love !@ first sight I belive love has wings and takes flight I belive our heart has many strengths. I belive we love in many lengths My heart knew love , the minute you walked in the door. My heart flew and touched your heart . different nothing like before. My heart knew you were my destiny I came into your life when you needed a friend. You came into mine to show me ,how to love without an end. Inseperable we become. Sharing our laughter with the sun. Written by me.... Mysti

I'm Having A Baby
I found out Saturday morning that i'm pregnant. Took two tests & both positive. I'm going to the doctor in the morning to make it all more offical lol. I'm nervous to be a mom but excited too. This is me & my husbands first child. :)

Just A Few
can you please help me!! i need 25,000 pic comments to get an auto 11 bling!! there is no time limit so please help!! I am willing to pay 15K fubucks for every 100 comments! All i ask is you message me when you are done!! Thanks!

As Much As I Would Love A Happy Hour Or A Pink Bear...
it would make me even happier if everyone who read this supported breast cancer awareness and the hope for a cure. Every month in addition to Oct should be breast cancer awareness month. So keep those in the fight in your prayers and have a blessed day. :)

I Build My Life Around Her
I build my life around her with such straight,love. there's no one in the world that can stand between my love for her. I'll embrace her and hold her close to my heart. Because she is my life, someday hope she'll be my wife. she is my everything. And for that! my love will never die! She's my hopes and my dreams. She my best friend,my lover. She the one I would enjoy to come home too every night. with a smile on my face and a kiss for her for being the wonderful women she is. As for this I will never let her down. Because I am sensually consumed by her ever lasting love for me. in memory of my first love.

Im In An Auction
It's The Infamous Chaos in an auction come bid on me!!!! add in top friends pimp out in bully/ blog pimpout r8 up to 200 stash rate up to 200 pics weekly owned by in my name 1 drink gift daily 1 custom morph by me *****if over 250k****** 1 sfw salute *********if over 500k*********** 1 wax body art salute this was brought to u by DJ Chaos the horny juggalo ¢¾ Fu-Husband & R/L B/F Of Chaos' Goddess

Yay :d
I just got the annual report today of a little girl I know in Iraq. Her name is Mariam and she's 11 years old. She got ALL A's and had an attendance rate of 90%. This is fantastic considering she has to walk over a mile to school in a war zone. I'm so proud of her. :D Its a good day.

Wtf Else Am I Going To Do With My Life
...so I've been thinking over my options and... A.) I can work a bunch of dead end jobs in an economy that looks like a dried turd on a hot stretch of high way. B.) Forge history with my blood... who know, maybe hundreds of years from now people will know my name! ...is there really a decision?

The Stanky Legg Train~~!!!!
stanky legg yeah - g`spot WELL WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO BY NOW ADD/RATE AND BECOME A NEW FRIEND. NOW JUST FORGET THE NAME AND DO THE STANKY LEGG TRAIN..........................! HOSTED BY: The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar RIDERS ARE: ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mge. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar BABYGIRL DJ~~*OFFICAL HOT MOMMA'S CLUB MEMBER~~THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER'S****DYLON'S DI@ fubar Daddyslilangel / DREAM TEAM BOMBER/ GF of Mr Keep it Real/ member of the hot momma club/FU BAD GIRL@ fubar Black-N-Mild

The Way A Woman Deserves To Be Treated
A woman likes to feel loved , like she is your world(she needs that) like you miss her when you are away, she likes it when you tell her you miss her, that you cant wait to see her again..... show her off to your friends (don't keep her hidden) be proud to be with her She don't like head games , don't tell her you are going to do something , only to turn around and not do it . Be true and honest to her.... Treat her with LOVE and RESPECT.... like she matters in your world Treat her the way you would want her to treat You!

Dying Rose
So delicate and beautiful, for all to see. With warmth and love, she grows . But with neglect, she dies. Petals fall like tears. Until there is nothing more to see. What was once beautiful, has now died. Eva S. Schneider

Take Me As I Am
I just want to say that I am tired of fake people. Friends pretending they care just to get something out of you. I don't have to beg for friends. I do enjoy meeting new people but if a friendship develops I can take it or leave it. Friends are a bonus in life. I would like to think that if you asked any one of my friends what they thought of me, they would say I was a good person and nice, honest, outgoing, strong, and independent. But as of late, the people I have been associating with tend to purposely seek out the negative in other people, avoiding the positive. Then, they try to exaggerate that negative as much as they can. To me, these are not real friends and I made sure that they are no longer a problem in my life. I have a hard time trusting people and making friends is not easy for me because of this. I would like to say to all my friends out there that if you can take me as I am, and like me for who I am and not what I've got...... then I will show you the same respect. To a

Hey Friends
Sorry I haven't blogged in a long time. I had a little problem after Ike...... Guess it just all hit me at onetime and I just couldn't deal. My Stalker turned owner worked my out of it by keeping me, busier then normal. School is kicking my ass. I'll try to write more often. Luv U Tara

To Build Mind, Body, And Heart
Cut out my eyes, make me blind, make me see take away all of my fear, anger, and loneliness build me into the man you want me to be place into me love, joy, and happiness. strip me down, and take away my pride turn me into a man you'll never reject. tell me softly that i never lied. leave not one memory of pain and regret. place inside my heart your love make your love my blood and my life. make it pure and true as a dove. so that I'll be the man you'll marry and be my wife. seal all of this with a passionate kiss set my heart on fire and ablaze, send me into pure and complete bliss so that we'll be happy together for the rest of our days. ask me not how you can make me happy, instead tell me what you want inside so that when you're alone that you don't feel crappy. call on me when you're in need, and in a bind. I'll tell you how i feel inside my soul, shine a light and reveal within me my passion lift away the bitter dark and cold, so that i may understand your

Rambling...
Ya know they say the best way to get thru anything is by talking about it. I dont think i believe 100% in this saying, id say maybe a half truth. Sometimes talking about it can backfire and then before you know it you've given others ammunition to use against you at their will. Maybe every once in awhile we have to say fuck it and just say whatever we want because why does it fuckin matter anyway right...it will always be something or someone. Life is not changed until that very second where thought and action would not have mattered or made the difference. Only we have the say in all decisions we choose to make and we are ultimately what it effects...it is up to us to be what we can be proud of and that never will be gained until we no longer consume ourselves in our surroundings but rather what we surround. Thx 4 Reading

I'm Looking 4 An Agent
Help Me Plz.. I still need 2 find an agent 2 rep me. I need one on the West Coast..as well as the East Coast.. U get a finders fee 2.. Would love to do some fashion..as well as magazines...bikini 2...lol xo

30 Randoms
I absolutely love Christmas and my house looks like Hobby Lobby or Michaels vomited everywhere starting the day after Thanksgiving. I put up 4 trees and they each have a theme; Snowbabies, Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer, Colts, and a Blue/Silver/and crystal…am working on an Irish one… My favorite movie is Top Gun with A Knight's Tale as a close second. We own around 1200 DVDs…it's a sickness… As you can tell, I do not have hobbies, I have addictions… I used to have my nipples pierced… I have a trinity knot tattooed on the top of my left foot…I'm not pagan, I'm not catholic, and I'm not obsessed with the TV show "Charmed." but thanks for assuming! :-p I am obsessed with collecting make-up bags, purses, and make-up… When I have time to read, I'm always picking up something uplifting (insert sarcasm here) the Holocaust, prison systems, crime, slavery… it's all fascinating to me… I have a huge crush on Dwight Freeney of the Colts…yummy ;-) I played baseball/softball

My Message
My eyes burn from the tears, down my face they pour, My heart is broken, soul is damaged, my body is sore. The emotion flowing through me as free as the tears, The memories bring back pain from over my years. My mind is tired from thoughts racing all day long, My ears hear nothing but the melody of a sad song. Alone at night I cry feeling nothing but pain, All alone I am standing in the cold rain. So cold my heart has become with all its been through, Seldom there's a person whose feelings are true. Love I felt at one time is there no more, Loneliness accompanies me now like never before. Desolate my world feels from my point of view, Depressed I am is the message I am sending to you.

Why Seniors Shouldn't Go Trick Or Treating
10. You get winded from knocking on the door. 9. You have to have another kid chew the candy for you. 8. You ask for high fiber candy only. 7. When someone drops a candy bar in your bag, you lose your balance and fall over. 6. People say: 'Great Boris Karloff Mask,' and you're not wearing a mask. 5. When the door opens you yell, 'Trick or .' and can't remember the rest. 4. By the end of the night, you have a bag full of restraining orders. 3. You have to carefully choose a costume that won't dislodge your hairpiece. 2. You're the only Power Ranger in the neighborhood with a walker. And the number one reason Seniors should not go Trick Or Treating... 1. You keep having to go home to pee. No matter, have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN anyway.

Salutes
If you have requested one from me, please re request in my blog. I have been very busy lately and haven't had much time for fubar and I probably forgot. My apologies. Just leave a comment and I will make you one as soon as I have the chance to. Thanks, Kelly :)

My Pic
I know you guys want a pic.. Well I don't have one on this new computer yet. I just moved to Panama City a couple of weeks ago, and this is the first time I've really had to get online. As soon as I can I will upload some pics. So be patient.

Road Trip
So yesterday after work my coworker, me, and her friend went to Warren Dunes in Michigan. I was spposed to go to sleep at that time, but I can't ever say "no" to a road trip! It was a lot of friggin fun. Made my week :)

The Big Ego Contest~~practicing For Cactus' 9.5~~
THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS' 9.5~~ COME JOIN US! FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS!! HOECAKE VS CACTUS VS WILDE ME AND HOECAKE WILL BE A STUFFIN' and CACTUS WILL BE A LICKIN'!!! PLEASE COMMENT ALBUMS IN ALL OUR ALBUMS CALLED ~~THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS~~ WE WILL BE TAKING CRAZY PICS Y'ALL!! COME ON DOWN FOR THE PARTY!! IT STARTS TONIGHT @ 10PM TEXAS TIME!!! We Need ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN!! RATES TOO! BUT CONTESTANT WHO HAS MOST COMMENTS IS THE WINNER!! PLEASE COMMENT ALL PICS!! (Cactus will be posting his SOON!!) AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA WANNA!! HERE IS CONTESTANT #1: HOECAKE! MY B*TCH! MY COMMADRE! MY THELMA! MY PARDNER IN CRIME! Hoecake@ fubar CONTESTANT #2: MY FUNNY FRIEND WITH A 9.5, FOLKS! CHECK HIM OUT...HE WILL BE LICKIN' WHILE WE'LL BE STUFFIN' OUR MOUTHS!! Cactus@ fubarhttp://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2136566&albumid=1275347&i=270710181 CONTESTANT #3: THAT'D BE ME...WILDE! THE BADDEST B*TCH IN TEXAS

This Is What I Clearly See
It is the people and things we hold so near To lose them would be of a greater fear In the heart where they all reside Many emotions that live inside If I was to lose just one person or one thing To fall like dominos and feel the sting How to live and carry on? When the people and things that matter most are dead and gone It takes will to live and breathe Makes things easier when caring people rather stay than leave Their is only one person on the top of the list She is the lady I cannot resist She is sick and not well Scared and sad only a selective few can tell Let me make a prayer and say it out loud To pray for your health and safety and to remove this dark cloud I wish to see a smile on your face Next time I see you, a memory I shall never replace It is the best of me that you will always see Hoping together we remain happy and anger free Your overall wellness is my concern The best of everything for you I yearn To miss and love you still All that

Moment Of Truth
I had a strange rush come over me through a vision. A vision of truth in love. As a woman, it is my God given duty to take responsibility for the actions and state of mind of human kind because I am mother, a universal mother to all children, young and old. As men, they have a God given duty to be providers and protectors of their children, all children.To protect them from the ignorance of a closed mind and heart. To be their defender when a greater force tries to heard them like sheep. Each and every one of us is responsible for the actions and deeds of another. Even if we do not see or hear. Ignorance is no excuse. It is then clear to see why we are the way that we are. We must look at ourselves and ask if we have been a wise teacher as well as student. Have we learned not only from others mistakes, but also our own? Have we taught the values of what it is to be an evolved being and not vultures of wealth and greed? What is it that we have to give to eachother? To be a better teache

The Big Ego Contest~~practicing For Cactus' 9.5~~repost Plz Everyone!!!
THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS' 9.5~~ COME JOIN US! FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS!! HOECAKE VS CACTUS VS WILDE ME AND HOECAKE WILL BE A STUFFIN' and CACTUS WILL BE A LICKIN'!!! PLEASE COMMENT ALBUMS IN ALL OUR ALBUMS CALLED ~~THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS~~ WE WILL BE TAKING CRAZY PICS Y'ALL!! COME ON DOWN FOR THE PARTY!! IT STARTS TONIGHT @ 10PM TEXAS TIME!!! We Need ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN!! RATES TOO! BUT CONTESTANT WHO HAS MOST COMMENTS IS THE WINNER!! PLEASE COMMENT ALL PICS!! (Cactus will be posting his SOON!!) AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA WANNA!! HERE IS CONTESTANT #1: HOECAKE! MY B*TCH! MY COMMADRE! MY THELMA! MY PARDNER IN CRIME! Hoecake@ fubar CONTESTANT #2: MY FUNNY FRIEND WITH A 9.5, FOLKS! CHECK HIM OUT...HE WILL BE LICKIN' WHILE WE'LL BE STUFFIN' OUR MOUTHS!! Cactus@ fubarhttp://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2136566&albumid=1275347&i=270710181 CONTESTANT #3: THAT'D BE ME...WILDE! THE BADDEST B*TCH IN TEXAS