Went to the bone specialist today, got my stitches out, everything looked good on my arm he said, only thing that wasnt was my xrays, still have a big gap between my bone, only thing holding it together is the plate and 6 screws that are drilled into my bone, go back to him Nov 24th, hes gonna see if my bone stimulator works, if not we have talked about the next step, which is for him to go back in (surgery) remove all the hardware, use a bone substance to fill in the gap between my bone (I broke my largest bone, the humurous)I pray the stimulator works, but at the same time I want this hardware out, hurts alot. Seems like I havent fully grieved over losing my mom, with all this going on with my arm, so crazy to think the 15th of this month she has been gone 4 months already :( please keep my family and myself in ur thoughts and prayers, tysm xox 
