Tormented thoughts spin out and twist
into yet another web of cleverly lined chaos
Misery masquerading as hollow smiles and
carefully planned words.
Incessant ramblings of a self-induced confusion
Submerging the truth beneath a
kaliedoscope of pretty techno colored lies
I've lost sight of myself again
Apologetic tones and crumpling faith
Hand picked lines to make the delusions
fit; picture perfect
Self medicated thoughts swirl crimson
upon cream
Hard to find the truth clawing beneath
the surface
Another headache for yet another
Flase hope that has withered away to nothing
Ashes to Ashes
Dust to dust
With trembling hands I will collect what
remains of us
Incinerate blessed thoughts with the
wrath of long since bitter memories
There in the flickering flames, I find
an eerie sense of belonging
Creator of chaos, Keeper of sin
With this death of love, I find the will
to finally force myself to live
I refuse to be numb
for you
