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Okay, How Stupid Can One Be?
So my first fubar blog. how fascinating. Okay so for everyone out there thats bored enough to read this. Have you ever met someone you wanted more than life itself. and everything is fantastic, until out of nowhere seemingly (or perhaps me being naive) you find out that the entirety of your relationship was no more than a lie, a hoax or only as real as a damn unicorn?. (Just as an FYI i have long since moved on but i have had a couple requests as to what happened) i will not reveal names. i know, not necessary but still. I fell in love. He left for personal reasons (left the state). And we decided we would make it work. (i was always hearing, i love you MORE than her, shes not like you, etc etc etc.) because theres a huge difference between having sex with someone you are with and with someone just to have sex. did you all know that? its okay to have sex with someone you aren't with as long as you are safe? ew. man i was clueless. anyway, so this person i was with, was

Cheating Why
Why is it that no matter what you do or say your boyfriend thinks you are cheating. You could be at his side 24/7 and still think you are cheating. I don't get it. But when they are the ones cheating god forbid you say anything to them about how you feel. AAAWWWWW I want to scream!!!!!!!!

Tears, Idle Tears
Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, Tears from the depth of some divine despair Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, In looking on the happy Autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more. Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, That brings our friends up from the underworld, Sad as the last which reddens over one That sinks with all we love below the verge; So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. Dear as remembered kisses after death, And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned On lips that are for others; deep as love, Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; O Death in Life, the days that are no more! - Alfred Lord Tennyson

I Am Serving Notice!!!
I am serving notice, that I shall slowly be stretching my muscles on Fubar again. I will be working on my rhythm, so that after my surgery Nov 11th, when I have nothing but time, that I shall be kicking ass, and more than likely taking names. I shall be Godfather by the New Years, and then you can all rejoice with me. I will be alerting some of the individuals who I've helped in the past, and have helped me lots, of this, and of my name change also. If you don't want to help, that is fine by me, get out of my way. If you know people who will be needing help, let me know, and I will do what I can. As always, I will be the same warm, fuzzy person that I always was. Bling accordingly. And as a side note, I don't care who you don't like on my list, I don't force people to do things, I ask them, and i they have a problem with the person who needs help, then thats fine too. But I'm not going to delete somebody because they have issues with another. If it is that bad, and

Daddy It Hurts
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,

Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 3
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan Part Three 18th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, If it hast naught entered your mind, if you are reading these my words, It is most likely due to the good Lord calling me to my final reward. I have many regrets in this world, most of all I regret I was naught a better brother and kinsman to you. Haft you been the elder son, you would now bear this title, hold these lands and be master of our family. Me thinks now after all I have seen at war in the Holy Lands and since my return that I haft rather taken up the cloth. When Father told me you would become a priest, perhaps someday to become a prince of the Church, I haft said unto myself 'poor bugger'. For this I am greatly shamed, dear brother and mayhaps this offense explains the trials I have come to suffer. That morning I found Allyce laid naked in the forest she was at first weak as a new born babe and I carried her slig

Please Welcome Our Frie
http://www.fubar.com/user/2091400 Just a note to all our friends to ask they drop in on our friends page that just joined and say hello. Its David & Pam (Pam's Paul's cousin ) and they are really nice folks and just started on the site so give em a hardy FUBAR welcome if ya have a few moments... and above all... Have Fun S&P http://www.fubar.com/user/2091400

Sweets Auto 11's
OK so I've been on this site a lil over 2 years now and I am 1.6mil from Disciple! I'm on AUTO 11s Today IF you could take the time to stop by my page and rate a few pics Id appreciate it and YES I'm slowly hitting everyone back one way or another. I really do appreciate everything that everyone has been doing to help me get closer! I made 2 folders for EASY Auto 11s They are small pics of my backgrounds so if you can rate some like I said Id be very very grateful! I've tried while I've been on this site to help as many people as was posssible for me to help now its time for Me to ask YOU guys for a lil help. So pweaseee Help Sweeets ~! =) SweetsCo.Owner@Ck2/Karizma'sBFF/Engaged2Harley/HeadKKG/LDC@ fubar (repost of original by 'SweetsCo.Owner@Ck2/Karizma'sBFF/Engaged2Harley/HeadKKG/LDC' on '2008-10-08 10:43:37')

Week 6 Schedule
Hey all! Good luck this week, gonna be some tough games. Sunday Oct 12th CHICAGO @ ATLANTA MIAMI @ HOUSTON BALTIMORE @ INDIANAPOLIS DETROIT @ MINNESOTA (WOOOOOOOOOOO) OAKLAND @ NEW ORLEANS CINCINATTI @ NEW YORK JETS CAROLINA @ TAMPA BAY ST. LOUIS @ WASHINGTON JACKSONVILLE @ DENVER DALLAS @ ARIZONA PHILADELPHIA @ SAN FRANCISCO GREEN BAY @ SEATTLE NEW ENGLAND @ SAN DIEGO Monday Oct 13th NEW YORK GIANTS @ CLEVELAND BYES: BUF, KC, PIT, AND TEN.

Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 2
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan Part Two 17th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, Let me retreat for a moment and tell of a day just weeks before Marcus' death, our troop had been scattered by the Moors in a small fight and we were forced to give flight into the desert. Our luck being bad as usual we rode directly into a sand storm and were forced to stop to protect ourselves. In the time we had been there in the Holy Lands we had learned from the Arabs to wear silks as it makes a wonderful screen to breath through in a sand storm, dismounted we stood against our horses praying that we would not be buried over our heads, if need be we would try climbing back on the horses to keep from being buried a life. I had been afraid before facing an opponent with a sword or lance, but everything was said and done, he was still a man much like myself. This was nature trying to rob me of whatever measure of days I had

Racial Pride
Ok....So Im Going To Discuss Something Thats Very Sensitive And Many Times...Taken The WRONG Way......I Am Completely For Racial Pride...Yes I Have A Mixed Nephew....Does That Make Him A Dirtball?...No!...His Mother's A Whore...With No Ethics....It's Not His Fault. I Learned A Long Time Ago That The Way You Present Yourself Is Very Important In Life, No i dont Believe In Sugar Coating Shit...Infact....I Am A Very Blunt,Honest,To The Point Person. So...Racial Pride...What Is It Exactly?....People Who Are Ignorant Say Its Nothing But Pure Hatred Towards Their"Fellow Man" ....But How Can I Hate Someone I Dont Even Know?....Its Not About Hatred...Its About Survival...Yes, i Think My ethnicity Is Awesome,It Kicks Fucking Ass....But that doesnt Mean I Hate You,And Your Ethnicity. Hate Is Much Stronger,Powerful And Take More Out Of You Than Love,Yet Its Easier To Hate Someone Than To Accept Them The Way They Are. I Just Want To Try And Make Certain Small Minded People Aware That Racial Pr

Things On My Mind This Hump Day
Things that are fucking with my head right now A. I have to finish the database of the web listings for Triple W. I have to remember what all the passwords are for the stupid things first. Then I have to post the current information on the profiles, blogs and any appropriate groups I might have signed us up for -- and join them if I didn't -- before adding them to the database. I spent all day yesterday doing this and am pretty sick of it. I am glad I did this BEFORE I took my webnetics business too seriously. [I still have too many details to work out to decide what I am willing to offer.] B. This whole economic nightmare. Will is obsessing with watching news channels right now and the stock market. Not that we have anything to lose, but it fascinates the shit out of him. I prefer to get my news from John Stewart and MY DREAM MAN - Steven Colbert. Hearing about the issues being the average person losing their homes because of rates adjusting beyond their means just mentally spins

Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 1
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan 10th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, I realize that it hath been several or more weeks since I hath last updated my journal, when last I wrote I hath only just arrived in Venice from the Holy Lands. I fell ill for several days with the change of my diet and wine, I was not prepared for fresh foods and they departed from me as rapidly as I consumed them. As fortune would have it the woman who had wet nursed you when you were young was summons to care for me, with broths and herbs she soon had me ready enough to travel. To repay her kindness in taking care of me and in honor of her service to our family in years past I left a goodly purse that should hold her over until the new year, I hath considered providing her a pension and wondered if you would make those arrangements with the money lenders in Venice. Traveling only during the day I came onto the Southern Alps in a week's

This Is An Awesome Halloween Pimp Out Made By One Of Our Members...misssbutterfly
I BELONG TO A GREAT FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR! CHECK THEM OUT! THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE CHECK OUT ALL THE GREAT MEMBERS OF THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE BY CLICKING ON THEIR PICS FOUNDER OF THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE HoakieGirl, ~~Founder of ~The Friendship Circle~ CO-FOUNDERS OF THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE Micki"Blue Eyes" Co-Founder of Friendship Circle ¢¾ jus' me, Kathy ¢¾ ~Co-founder of ~The Friendship Circle~ MEMBERS OF THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE > Silverpixi > ~ red wing hunny ~

Libra Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Your energy picks up later in the day, making you eager to change your serious attitude and find something to do that's more fun. But leaving your commitments behind won't be easy, for you are rather self-reflective these days as you compare your real accomplishments with your goals. Don't be so hard on yourself; accepting your shortcomings as a human can be part of your healing process.

I'm Reborn
Jeg er en New Born Christian I en kamp mot Ux vil du umulig forbli skyldfri. Kreftene som driver landet er for voldsomme og det innebærer 5-kollonister i ens eget land i et slikt omfang at vi uten vanskelighet kan kalle Norge eller Uk amerikanske landomeråder. Og ettersom Ux sammen med deres partnere (Bw etc) også er dommere vil anklager måtte sees fra den synsvinkelen. Falsum og deler av angrepsstrategier. Men hvordan overleve i et slikt helvete? Skjebnen til Syd Barrett sett mot Brian Jones gir en liten innsikt i vanskeligheten, men gir også noen tips. Skjebnen til de to er ganske like, og begges grupper fortsatte (som amerikanske supergrupper) som om de to sto i bakgrunnen og bifalt de talentløse musikalske forsøkene. Men men Brian tok ansvar overfor mennesker som var kommet i kollisjonskurs med ham (Hendrix, Nico, Lennon, Richards) og til og med antagelig inviterte en del av dem på et avskjedsparty de ikke forsto (en del av dem, som Yoko Ono, trodde de hadde seiret i

It's All About The Money!!
If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in Delta Airlines one year ago, you will have $49.00 today. If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in AIG one year ago, you will have $33.00 today. If you had purchased $1,000 of shares in Lehman Brothers one year ago, you will have $0 today. But, if you had purchased $1,000 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the aluminum cans for recycling refund, you will have received a $214. Based on the above, the best current investment plan is to drink heavily & recycle. It is called the 401-Keg. A recent study found that the average American walks about 900 miles a year. Another study found that Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of alcohol a year. That means that, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon! Makes you proud to be an American!

Help Me Get A Spotlight
SPOTLIGHT The time is finally Here!! I am going for a spotlight!! Thats right your heard me.. I am going for a spotlight! But I need your help! I am looking for donations to my spotlight fund. I am offering SFW saulte pics on all donations more then 100,000 fu-bucks. I am also willing to work for fu-bucks!! So click on my link below. Check me out help me out by making a fu-buck dontaion and If you haven't already Please Fan Rate and Add ME!!

What An Asswipe!
Ok so this guy http://fubar.com/user/2048488 has been on my friends list for who knows how long. I guess he made me his crush and of course me being the sweet girl I am thanked him and was rating his photos. He has a folder with all his friends in it. I simply asked why wasnt I in there,.... He re rated me a 1 and blocked me? Is that a little extreme? here is the conversation just to make sure I aint tripping! ->mnw1989 (a...: Ok I never asked you to I just wanted you to see who I was talking about why are you getting so upset!! mnw1989 (a...: well lets review shall we? We JUST met five minutes ago and I didnt get a chance to ask if I could include you in the folder then you have the nerve to send me a link to your moms page when I dont have any intention of getting to know her ->mnw1989 (a...: wow... I am very sorry. I dont suck up. Have you ever seen me ask or beg for the shit ppl do in here no sir you havent why I am jus here to make friends and help ppl who really act like my

Contest I Need Some Help
Hey guys would really like your help comment bombing this picture. This is what the prize and rules are: The First To Reach 60,000 Comments Win! The Contest Starts Saturday, Oct. 4th At 10AM PT And There Is No Time Limit On This Contest, But The First To Reach 60,000 Comments Ends The Contest! Here's What They Win! One Month VIP One Blingy Package 3 Day Blast Comment Bombing A Must! Self Bombing Too! No Scripting! This Contest Has Monitors Watching And If Someone Is Caught Running Script, The One Being Bombed Will Be Disqualified! No Drama Please! Lets Have Fun Firstly! Anyone Under Level 5 Will Not Be Allowed To Bomb And Those Bombing Must Be Saluted! My Page Is Set To Friends, So I Must Be Rated, Fanned & Added! No Blank Friend Requests! What I am willing to do in return for your help I will ADD / Fan / Rate For every comment left you will get a rating of 10 Just message me when you are done with how many comments you made and i Will Return the favor.

Am I Hiding Me?
Learn what you are and be such. --Pindar The most precious gift we can give those closest to us is honesty. Yet we often hide our true selves from friends, fearing we won't be accepted or loved if we let them see the real us. Often, we show parts of ourselves that hide who we really are. We have often heard ourselves or others say, "My parents would just die if . . . ," or, "don't argue in front of the children." If we hide too much behind false images, we run the risk of losing track of what is real and what is false. We become actors instead of real people, trying to please Aunt Jane, our grandparents, our big brother, or our children. When we conquer our fear of letting others in, we are able to see ourselves honestly. When we discover that others accept us as we are, we can accept and love ourselves. To know oneself is to know a person of value. What part of me have I been hiding?

Update
Soo, I just talked to cuppycake's ex. He said that its weird that the aunt is talking to every now, since cuppycake never even mentioned her in 2 years of relationship. Then he said that her aunt wants him to come to the beach so they spread the ashes. And it hit me... I asked if he was sure that it is the person he has been talking to the whole time in cuppycake's pics. He said he has never seen her in person, NOR has he ever seen her on cam. I said that if he will go to the beach and see her aunt, it might be the same person that he has been talking to the whole time on the phone, pretending to be the aunt (remember, both him and Deacon said that she sounded identical to Jaymee, even the cough. Everything, cept for a fake sounding Southern Accent. Then, he said that none of her calls OR myspace messages were from anywhere but Washington. Poor chap has never even seen her, not even on cam. I said that its not a best thing to start a rel with someone you've no

Joke Of The Day
A little something for you to get your mind off your troubles for a minute! ACTUAL AUSTRALIAN COURT DOCKET 12659 ---CASE OF THE PREGNANT LADY A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, 'Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said,' Logan 's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, 'Wil

Children And Love
Oh what a life! Current mood: worried So yesterday I did somethin that no mom should ever have to do and that is put there child in a mental institution for treatment.I am so blaming myself for this happening even though I know it is not my fault I could not stop from happining what happened but anytime somethin happens to your child you tend to put blame on ones self and it hurts it hurts bad I wann cry scream and yell at god and say why!!!!! I quess there were signs but no one wanted to see or accept but I know he is were he will get help. I ask my self why him why He is a very intelligent child why did he fall victim to these thoughts why could I not stop this all these why questions but never a definite answer. All these emotions am I a bad mom for signing him in there am I an uncaring mom? should I have done it? He was crying out for help and would not tell me. He likes to keep things bottle up. yet again why? Well he finally snapped and he is getting the help. Will this numb

Venting....i Guess...lol
The real me…you think you know me, but you don’t have a clue… I am one of the most passionate and loving people you will ever meet…should you get that chance. I will give the shirt off of my back to help someone truly in need. I do not judge or discriminate. Life is too short. I have been to hell and back several times throughout my life and here I am still standing strong. I refuse to be broken. Most people could have never overcome the obstacles I have faced... Even my therapist once told me, “I don’t know how you do it and still keep smiling”. I grew up in your typical dysfunctional family…nobody knew how to love…until one day my mom just decided to give me up to the state…feeling the love? When I was 17, I met the man I knew I’d spend the rest of my life with…and well….I did spend the rest of his life with him anyway... RIP Matt (1971-2007). I loved him with all my heart, and always will, but he did change my outlook on life forever. That cycle of abuse is a motherfu

Some Shady People On This Site
Yah know, I've come to realize that there are just some people on this site you should not trust. I won't go into names, or what the hell happened, but I tried to be nice; I tried to make someone else's life a little better. I got screwed over. I lost what I thought was a decent friend. Serves me right for trusting anyone! Go f*** yourself, you backstabbing wench!!!!!!! I hope she reads this....he he he...

Life
ok well fuck this shit man, i thought i was happy, well i dont know now.. im always bitchy.. im never myself.. and im almost sick of shit.. really im about done, im about done with all this love life shit.. i know my heart is in the right spot, just with the wronge person.. but the person i turely fell for is never going to be a part of my life.. so i see myself never being happy Never getting married never having kids.. i can see it now. i told my famly that the other day, that im going to be the one out of the family to not have a family... to be alone, yeah im gonna be with people. i know that, but its not gonna be long term.. im gonna have fun... even though im not, i guess thats what we will call it.. uhh.. i just want my life to fall into place.. in the right peices.. because this is not how i thought it was gonna be.. and untill then im not sure how or what to do..

Ghost Hunters Train
TO JOIN THE GHOST HUNTERS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE THE GHOST HUNTER FOLDER STARTING WITH THIS PHOTO, PLEASE COMMENT ON LAST PHOTO SO I KNOW YOU HAVE DONE THEM... THERE ARE ONLY 34 PHOTOS. THEN ADD/RATE/FAN ALL RIDERS! IF YOU HAVE THEM AS FRIENDS JUST COMMENT THEM SOME THING LIKE JOINING GHOST HUNTER.... THEN YOU WILL GET A TAG LIKE THIS: THIS IS SHENA CRAZY CAT LADY'S FIRST TRAIN HOPE ITS A GREAT ONE.. PLEASE REPOST THE HOSTESS OF THE TRAIN: shena member of Confed BomberFamily N.A.P, FU Bad girl's RL Wife to Keith28539 owned by MYSTIC THE TRAIN ENGINEER: ◊SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊ ************************ GHOST HUNTER TRAIN RIDERS 1. keith28539 rl hubby of shena 2. The BULLdaddy~Supporting Breast Cancer Awareness~ 4. **Crysis**Your Synfully Delicious BBW

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

What Was He Thinking At Only 4 And A Half (my Son)
My son and the boy next door(Same age) often swap toys as kids do. Yesterday they swapped transformer toys, (my son had begged me to get him this exact one but it costs a fortune). So the deal was if my son broke the toy he would have to give him his and vice-versa. So this morning my son jumped out of bed, fell over the borrowed toy and smashed his head on the floor. That's when I've come running in and picked him up. He was crying, not because he hit his head but because the toy broke. We've gone next door to tell the mother what happened and let her know I would replace it. Every-thing sorted she tells my son he can keep the toy (it just needed super glue) well the look on his face or should I say the smirk told me everything he was thinking. Now I'm just guessing but if he spoke out loud he would have said "finally I got the bloody transformer".

Im Home Bishes :p
Well I'm back!!!! Had to take a trip to the county :( but at least now I got my probation taken care of YAY!!!! No more warrants on me :D I missed you all so much!! I hope everyone has been doin good. Lovers Ya, Lexi

Judge Me Not
HOLIER THAN THOU (Hetfield/Ulrich) No more! The crap rolls out your mouth again Haven't changed, your brain is still gelatin Little whispers circle around your head Why don't you worry about yourself instead Who are you? Where ya been? Where ya from? Gossip is burning on the tip of your tongue You lie so much you believe yourself Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not "Who The Hell Are You!!" Before you judge me take a look at you Can't you find something better to do Point the finger, slow to understand Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand It's not who you are it's who you know Others lives are the basis of your own Burn your bridges build them back with wealth Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not Song #2 on playlist.

How I Am Feeling Now
It just kinda hits home right now...with everything going on with a stupid boy....just leave me alone, let me get over you, let me move on. Papa Roach-Scars I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself Your making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness i

Forgotten Relms...the Fey / Sidhe...healing
for the healing of the earth...healing of our selves... to be as a child and see thru their eyes... open your eyes and look back to a simplier time in your life...when life was not so hectic... let my life be simple again... let me be happy and content again and live thru the eyes of my daughter... the passion in my heart will flow once more, the way it was ment to be... over whelming and free and encompassing to all...let my words touch those whose hearts r open...let my light reach those who in their darkest hours...

Thanks Again.
Just a little thank you for those folks who took some time to rate my shit the other day when I had that goofy Auto-11 active. I know some folks have gotten all emo over them, but piss off, we all have asked for rating at one point or another. And please pass this along to those who might not see it, that took some time to help out as well. Now, go away...ya bother me.... ;)

Blah.
A few mornings a week I stop at the Holiday gas station and get a ham, egg and cheese croissant and a bag of cinnamon bears. Holiday changed the recipe on the cinnamon bears and they don't taste the same. My day is ruined =(

The Birds
I watched as the birds flew overhead. Wondering if there was any true destination or just going to where the urge took them. Just as my life, the destinations not always clear cut. Willing to vary the coarse because what seemed off track was appealing. It’s these side tracked journeys, these courses, that have brought good times and bad. Much like the birds overhead, circumstances dictate the path I take. Be it the weather, nourishment, happiness or just free will. When I look at my journey, my destination is clouded. Clouded because of free will, the want of happiness, the pursuit of the easier softer route, all of these can have effect on the journey, but the destination is never known. Maybe I should look to the birds more often? It’s not I that decides where the journey ends or what the final outcome will be. It’s my choice to enjoy the good, accept the bad and continue forth.

Fried Request
hi there to all the members of fubar... im shiella,new member on fubar i already join hir yesterday... you can also add me on your ym or msn... switshiella@yahoo.com switshiella@hotmail.com i love meeting new friends outher...

The Auto-11 Bombers Are Here To Help You
HEY YALL GUESS WHAT THE AUTO-11 BOMBERS ARE HERE TO HELP YOU IF YOU HAVE AN ACTIVE AUTO-11 PLEASE COME SEE ME OR EMS/FIREANGEL AS WE WANT TO HELP WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS UPON AND ENTRY FEE INTO THE GROUP IN WHICH WE ONLY WANT SERIOUS PEOPLE AMONG US THAT ARE WILLING TO PUT FORTH THE EFFORT TO HELP THEMSELVES ALONG WITH HELPING OTHERS...IT'S A WIN WIN SITUATION ALL AROUND SO GIVE US A SHOUT IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED. ~The Cowgirl In Pink~OWNER OF AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATION UNDER GOD LOUNGE~@ fubar ~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~@ fubar (repost of original by '~The Cowgirl In Pink~OWNER OF AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATION UNDER GOD LOUNGE~' on '2008-10-08 07:09:24') (repost of original by '~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~' on '2008-10-08 07:10:20')

Say No..
to society's rules and regulations. When I say that it does not mean go out and murder someone. I just mean that I am at the point to where I no longer allow the people in my life or society tell me what I should or should not do. It has taken enough of my life, and I refuse to allow it to take anymore. I will do what I want, when I want and with whomever I want to do it with!

Five Finger Death Punch - Ashes
Lyrics to Ashes : You don't understand me… And you probably never will!! I got a tendency to self destruct… And a soft spot, for the filth!! A hair trigger temperament… A switchblade, for a tongue!! I'm a walking 1 man genocide… With a black belt, in corrupt!! EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS TO ASHES!! ..FALLS AWAY!! ..IT FALLS AWAY!? EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS TO ASHES!!??!! ..SLIPS RIGHT THROUGH MY HANDS!!??!! ..Love me!? ..Hate me!?! Isolate me, everyday that I'm alive!! Strait up mentally unstable!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIKE MY LIFE!! I'm a jinx, a curse; ..Some say, "THE WORST!!!" I'm a savage, rabid beast!! I've been called so many FUCKING things….It doesn't affect me in the least!! I've stolen, lied, been crucified!! But I don't regret a thing!! I'm an egocentric, masochist…With a sadist's point of bleak!! EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS TO ASHES!! …FALLS AWAY!! ..IT FALLS AWAY!!??!! EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS TO ASHES!!??!! ..IT SLIP

My Story
So you understand me better. I was raised by a simple, mill worker dad and a mom that ran a daycare out of our home. Never had a lot, but mom and dad made sure I never did without what I needed either. I never got to date in school. With mom and dad not rolling in money, I chose to work. When I was a young teen, I started helping out on my friends dad’s farm. Just being a general farm hand after school, on the weekends and in the summer. For a 14 year old, $5 an hour, tax free in the late 80’s was a gold mine! When I got my license, work at the farm had fallen off, they were having a hard time. So my friend and I would borrow one of the farm trucks and did landscaping work on the side. I did that with him even after I got a regular part-time job at a local restaurant. I didn’t start dating until after graduation, and even then, the first woman I dated was the one I married. Yes, I admit, she’s the only woman I’ve been with, and until about a month ago, the only woman I had

Spotlight Thank You's!!
I would like to say Thank You to everyone who donated to my SpotLight Fund! I have the best friends here on Fubar and because of their kind and generous donations I was able to get the spot light today. These are in no particular order....But thank you to each and every one of you!!! Please stop by and show these folks some mad love. They deserve it and so much more!! ~Wizard3461~Co-Owner of Club United~Member of an Enforcer/Tag Maker for The Rating Revolution~ Mz Twisted & Disturbed aka Mz Attitude~ DCF & Rating Revolution Member~ ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F* Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~ FUowned by Claymore LadyEnchantin~ Rating Revolution

Happiness Is What You Make It
I have learned a few things about Happiness. Most people think they need someone else to make them happy. This is not always true. Yea its nice to have someone in your life that makes you happy everyday. But true happiness comes from within. If you can't make your self happy how can you make someone else happy. I'm not saying this is an easy task, just that how can you offer someone something you deny for yourself. This is true for many things in life. Just hard for some to see or even do. Now I'm far from being perfect but i try to hold myself to the same standards i hold others to. Honesty is number one. I would rather someone hate me for the true then love me for a lie. With this said I just want to say I'm a truly happy person. I'm grateful for what i have and always strive for the best in all things. Just to be able to make it through another day is a simple joy most dont stop to think about. Love those who love you. Laugh often. Say your sorry when you know you were wrong. Live l

Wednesday Morning
sometimes when sleep isn't enough to face the next day. you need a little something for the coffee. I'm thinking today I need a little peppermint schnapps, to pick up my step, and make the day go a little more quickly. Ya, this Wednesday morning, that should be just the trick. Great day to everyone! ~Meshak

Distance
I was so close to you You couldn't see My heart were shouting for you You couldn't hear My voice saying "I am here" But, you're not listening My hands Touching you But,you feel nothing I'm standing In front of you Yet, you look away My heart waited Till it wilted Still,you're standing at a distance Away from me Sadly,I walked away For I had tried hard to get you To look at me And, you're still a distance away

Sign Up For Special Events Team!!!
Attention:: All 2nd Alarm Hottie Members We are looking to keep the hotties and on top of the charts for all female groups... With this in mind, we are putting together a new special team for special events... This team is self-exploratory. This team of girls will plan, promote, organize, and run any events the hotties are planning. So if you've been looking to become more involved now is your chance!!! Please submit a private message of interest to be considered for this new team. All members and officers are encouraged to apply. Just click the link below... Home of the 2nd Alarm Hotties Not a member of our all female group yet? Let us know you'd like to be nominated! Home of the 2nd Alarm Hotties

Ford Feature Will Let Parents Set Speed, Sound Limits For Teens
Starting next year, Ford Motor will roll out a feature on many 2010 models that can limit teen drivers to 80 mph, using a computer chip in the key. Parents also have the option of programming the teen's key to limit the audio system's volume, and to sound continuous alerts if the driver doesn't wear a seat belt. "Our message to parents is, hey, we are providing you some conditions to give your new drivers that may allow you to feel a little more comfortable in giving them the car more often," said Jim Buczkowski, Ford's director of electronic and electrical systems engineering. The feature, called "MyKey," will debut on the 2010 Focus compact car. It will be standard on an unspecified number of Ford models when the 2010 cars and trucks come out late next summer. The feature will spread to the entire Ford, Lincoln and Mercury lineup as models are updated, spokesman Wes Sherwood said. Ford arrived at the 80 mph limit even though freeway speed limits are lower in most state

Toilet Signs 'too Pc'
STUDENTS say new signs on toilets at their union building might be making their WC just a 'bit too PC'. The traditional sign on the door of the Gents has been temporarily replaced with one that says 'toilets with urinals'. And the sign on the Ladies now simply says 'toilets' in a move to make the lavatories more inclusive for trans-gender students. The signs on the toilets in the basement of Manchester University students' union were changed after a meeting of the union's executive in the summer. It is thought the temporary ones will be replaced with permanent new signs in the near future. Jennie Killip, women's officer at the students' union, put forward the idea of installing the new signs after receiving complaints from trans-gender students about the facilities. She said: "The idea is that trans-gender people feel more comfortable using their student union. "Trans-gender people can face violence and abuse when they go into toilets and we wanted to provide a pl

Man Burned While Using Lighter To Siphon Gas
Police said the man lives in Wauzeka and was visiting friends. But when he went to drive home early Saturday morning he didn't have enough gas and attempted to siphon some from the van into his SUV, with help from a Mukwonago woman. Police said when he couldn't see how much was in the container, he used a lighter to check. A blast of fire burned his hands. Neighbors called police. Police said he and the woman were found a short time later in a store parking lot. He was arrested on charges of theft and negligent use of burning materials. She was referred to authorities for being party to theft.

2 Songs Of The Day
Hello my friends, time for the song of the day. Except today, there are two songs of the day, because quite frankly, both of them seemed appropriate. So, they are: Meredith Brooks - Bitch and Ok Go - Get Over It Meredith Brooks - Bitch I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change Tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must have been relieved to see The softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything All rolled into one Chorus: I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change And

Sorry
im sorry to those i hurt and those i couldnt fix things with. i have been deciding for weeks on weather to delete my fubar. yim everythiing that was once me or should i still go on. i have decided to go on. i am currently trying to get a freidn of myne if i am still allowed to call him a friend that i hurt and i do care deeply for him. to talk to me but i know i fucked up really bad and i know that i should give up but i cant. i havnt ever given up on him. so why should i now? is that what he wants i dk i couldnt understand why he was mad at me for the longest time but now i do IM A HORRIBLE AND MEAN PERSON!

I Thought I Knew You
I thought I knew you That you're happy with our lives That my love, Is enough for you I thought things will stay forever Happily everafter That you are the one Walking down the aisle with me In that white dress I prayed to God Every night Thanking him for letting me be the man To give you everything To be the man You loved And, when you say goodbye Everything fell apart There was nothing else To say I'm barely holding on Now, what is left Is a heart That thought it once knew you

Bling Contest
Bling Addicts Die Hard Contest! Can you succeed? 500 rates on your pic in 4 days! Do you have enough Friends and Fans to back you up? 70 credits! Still need 5 more contestants before opening contest. Contest will run from Noon EST 10/10 to Noon EST 10/13/08. In the event of a tie, pic with most comments win. I will also give a consolation prize of 12 credit bling pack for pic with most comments. So, who knows, you could end up with both!!82 credits in all!! Private message me with link to pic you wish to use. Please say "Bling Contest" in subject line. All entries must be received by 8 am EST 10-10-08. I will post a bully when contest opens. If the 10 minimum entries aren't obtained, contest will not open. Don't forget to rate your Hostess! Your Hostess: MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubarPlease Re-Post!Please Re-Post!Please Re-Post!

I Just Want To....
soak in a nice hot bath, read a good book and fall asleep LOL. I hate these freakin sinus infections. I feel like I have been hit by a train! It would be freakin nice too for some lovin LOL! What is the point in being with someone who says they love you but they ignore you 24/7 and sex is pretty much non-existent? I know I am not the best looking but damn...is it so much to ask? I am a very sexual girl and he knew that but yet here I sit...writing a stupid blog about my issue! Ahh oh well...I will figure it out

People
THE BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behin d you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my broth

Life ........
It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometimes like your own, sometimes like a stranger Sometimes like tears, sometimes like laughter Sometimes like a river, sometimes like thirst is how it seems It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying It is the soft sound of silence This life is God's blessing No one has touched and seen it It is the fragrance of experience, it is a scented wind It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Speak with your heart, listen to your heart Choose a soul mate from the heart The world may say anything, let go of the world's thought Adorning them on your eyelashes, foster sparkling dreams It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometime

Ride The Waves (#5)
This one is the start of what I consider my best grouping.. 5 - 8 are all quite good IMO. Enjoy! ******Ride The Waves****** The sun was shining bright when I came to pick you up for our date. We were going to take our new boat out for a spin. It's maiden voyage..we hadn't even christened it by breaking champagne over the bow yet. We got to the boat, broke the bottle, and set sail. We sailed through the smooth waters, making good time to the secluded cove we had found on one of our outings. I put the ship in idle, and we tied it to a dock someone had set up a long time ago. You finally came up from the top deck from down below, rubbing your eyes as you woke up, dressed in the red bikini that emphasized your best features. Your hair shone brightly in the sun, and your body, already tan from previous times in the sun, positivly glowed. "Honey.." you said.. "could you rub some suntan oil on me..." knowing I could never resist you when you called me honey. The oil had bee

Office Encounter (# 4)
*****Office Encounter***** We had been working together for a while, sometimes as partners, other times just passing each other. I know I would catch myself looking at you sometimes, wondering just what you looked like out of those immaculate blouse/skirt combinations that always looked stunning on you. How I longed to be able to run my fingers through your silky hair, and touch your face with my hands. On occasion I would think I caught you undressing me with your eyes, but every time I thought I would catch you, your eyes were always elsewhere, but your ever present smile was on your face, looking like a little kid who successfully robbed the cookie jar. Then that project came. It was a major contract for the company, and they put us together on it. We knew it would be a major coup for the company (not to mention the promise of promotions) if we could get this contract landed. We started putting all of our efforts into it, spending long hours at the office, and about 90% of

Once Again
Its only been days, But, It feels like Forever You have been in my life Being the one That hears me When my heart is crying You get to see Who I am The girl inside That's not so strong The girl who's losing her grip In the world The girl who needs you To be her walking stick Because of you Once again I'm able to stand up straight To have a reason To be smiling Because of you I'm no longer feeling lonely And, now that you're here I'm alive Once again

You Are The Missing Part
YOU ARE THE MISSING PART YOU'RE THE PART OF ME THAT'S BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG THE PART I HAD LOST LONG AGO YOU'RE THE PIECE OF MY SOUL THAT I NEED YOU'RE THE TOUCH THAT MY BODY LONGS FOR EVERY DAY MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SO GREAT LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR BREATH ON MY SKIN WANTING FOR YOUR BODY TO BE INTERTWINED WITH MINE FOREVER KNOWING THAT YOUR KISSES ARE TRUE AND LOVING YOUR LIPS A DREAM GRANTED TO ME FROM HEAVEN ABOVE YOUR ARMS WRAPPING ME UP , KEEPING ME SAFE AND WARM YOUR EYES LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH THE VERY SOUL OF ME WANTING YOU TO KNOW EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY DREAM, EVERY WARM TENDER TOUCH OF MINE NEEDING TO BE WITH YOU, MAKING LOVE AND PLEASING EACH OTHER LIKE NONE BEFORE I FINALLY FOUND MY MISSING PART AND THAT PART IS YOU YOU, SO CLOSE IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART YOU, SO FAR AWAY IN MILES YOU, MY LOVE, YOU'RE THE MISSING PART AND I LONG FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME LIFE SO KIND YET SO CRUEL LOVE SO TRUE THAT NEEDS TO BE FELT WITH EACH OTHERS TOUCH ALWAYS

She Needs Help
im willing to pay anyone 20,000 fubucks for 100 comments on my friends picture in her contest. just PM me and tell me you did it and ill pay you the fubucks. thank you for your help!!! click the picture below!!

And Our Elevens Too
Right so Im accomplished albeit slightly ill right now but thats another issue!!!!!!!!! So as you have all gathered by my pics I like to make for friends and family on here and some of you (you know who you are Barb!) like to rate 11 on nearly all of them and then run out of 11s by noon, any way moving swiftly on, unless the picture contains you DONT RATE 11 rate 10 and there fore your elevens will last longer. I really dont mind as long as long as you dont rate lower than 9!!!!!!!!! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME and you all rock but please stop wasting 11s on my pics hey how about you rate this one (minus rates allowed!!!!!!) Leave rates in comments below Im feeling I want a bottle of wine right now any offers????

Monkeys Work In Japanese Restaurant
Ok, this may just be funny to all of you, but dammit I work for the Japanese. If they see this shit they might want to start replacing us all with monkeys, or even worse... start just paying us in soybeans!

Please Help Me Win My 1st Hh!! : )
=== 'CherryFoxx ♥RL Wifey 2 Scoop ♥ OWNED By E.T. Sipper ♥ Sky is Finally Happy!!!!! ~' wrote the following at '2008-09-18 09:22:40'.. > > > /> > > > > > > My girl, ANGELNDISCEYES is in another give-a-way!! > > > > > She just needs 60k in rates/comments to win her 1st HH!!☺ Just 1-Rate of 10/11 equals 5 comments and/or you can drop her a few bombs. > > > > So we're looking for help from the Da Realest Fam & any other friends, fans and fam of Angel's!! We wanna see her win, so let's do this! She always shows love to her friends and now it's time for us to give back & help out a friend!! > > > > Click the link below to get to her contest pic > > > > > > She's a sweetheart & a Betty Boop fanatic like you would'nt believe!☺ > > > > Even if you're not a friend, make a new one, just fan, add & rate her & she'll return all the love!¢¾ This is when the true friends arise to the occassion!☺ > >

Hire Me
Do you want rates adds fans or more traffic to your page I will go to others pages to announce that in the most professional manner possible. Need a friend can to dump you troubles in their lap then I am the person for the "Job". Many other services I can do. I am freelancer of a different kind only you can describe what you need so that I can fill it. Note:FYI Money is a tool for making options available where there were none. Lets see how I can serve you? All inquiries made must be on the professional side life so offers that are not needed will be discarded. No sexual fantasies so don't waste your time and mine. Make your request known and a reply will be sent you as soon as it is humanly possible. Thank you.

Horrorscopes
yeah, we've all seen this before, but I received this from my best friend this morning and she says that Libra (my sign) fits me to a T. Does it really? CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (DEC 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. PISCES - The Drea mer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unse

Prayers Of Waking
To all those members that know my sister and what she has been threw and also those that don't. My sister had a surgery over a month ago now on her head for a bleed caused from blood thinners from a clot she had in her leg. (After leaving her Fiancee's moms home that night) They relieved the pressure and she was in a coma for a week and wanted her Fiancee of almost five years (Kevin) (which is now Fu-Hubby of Sunfirelab). Yesterday (10-7-08) she underwent another due to infection and has not awakin yet. Please pray for her and her two children that she WILL come back this time. Her chidren moved to their Aunts because this FIANCEE was to move in and marry her but HE lied and is now with this Sunfirelab(LISA),, Please send prayers and help to her and Shunn these two from Fubar as they have caused MUCH grief for her and her children.. Ty for your Support and Fubar love and the Love within your souls PLEASE REPOST THIS BLOG ON YOUR PAGE AND SPREAD THE WORD>>>> TY

Pushing Everyone Away
I don't know why I do it but somehow I seem to push those close to me away by giving them advice when thy ask fort it and when I am done they distance themselves from me. I am sorry I can't seem to mind my own business and tell those that ask for advice I have none for them , but from now on I will maybe I will just try going to sleep and never wake up maybe that will keep me out of trouble. I know it sounds like I am just trying to run away once more but I can't take being pushed away from those I love and care for.

Physically Stuck To The Toilet In Their Home Wins $20,000 In The State Lottery
Second lottery win makes Kansas man flush October 7, 2008 GREAT BEND, Kan.—A Kansas man whose girlfriend was physically stuck to the toilet in their home wins $20,000 in the state Lottery, for the second time this year. Kory McFarren cashed in his winning $2 Bonus Crossword ticket in Great Bend Monday. On July 29, the 37-year-old received six months of probation after pleading no contest to misdemeanor mistreatment of a dependent adult. McFarren called deputies in February to report that his girlfriend, Pam Babcock, had refused to come out of the bathroom for two years. Authorities found her stuck to the toilet. Medical personnel estimated Babcock had been on the toilet for at least a month and said the seat had adhered to sores on her body. She was released from a Wichita hospital after several months of treatment.

Sex
THIS ONE IS FUN Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex (one night stand). -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked. -Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least not romantic or passionately.] -Add 2 if you have never masturbated. -Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn. -Subtract 5 if you have made y

Fire & Rain
Fire and Rain Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you to the sheepskin rug by the fire your clear blue eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I sip the wine you poured feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Temptress Moon
Temptress Moon night crept through my window as I lay awake in melancholy disquiet the stars liquidfied and flowed like honey sensually coating my body igniting me leaving me a glowing ember seething with lust the moon dissolved pervading my senses with a silvery saccharine narcotic singing my perception with smoldering hallucinations of eroticism but oh, the temptress moon smelled of your sweet essence and left me high with wanton desire unconsummated as night crept out again

Godmother Her Now
Helllo, Please Stop by and help §niggy Baby to Godmother before her birthday 11/16.. She will have the auto 11's on soon.... Lets plz make her Godmother before her birthday... She does so much 4 others... §niggy Baby,Owner & Founder Of "The Click Club" Spanker Club Far Fu Angel,NAP@ fubar Thanks, Evonne and Beboe

A Poem Written By Me :] Hope Ya'll Like It
you feel the essence of tragedies running away you begin to lose it more day by day what is the best thing that you can do right now? planning an escape to run off is mine, what to do? i need this strength and confidence to know i can do it, but what? oh this may take a while. it may feel like i'm walkin a million miles, trust me this won't be long, but it will be a while. ah ha! i made it, i finally got out.. what a relief, i made it with all the confidence i had in me and i made it! i shall be so proud of myself. this agony has been erased off my mind like no other.

Goofy Commercials
Have you seen this new male scent spray called tag, or taz? It is supposed to smell like Chocolate. So the commercial shows this guy spraying himself down and then he looks like a walking candy bar… He is throwing pieces of himself at women he walks by and one woman bites his backside…I am like right….that is going to be a hit….just like the girl in the commercial that has the grouch eyebrows from Sesame Street and is walking around with planters peanuts as her scent spray…guys are just fawning over her… right…chocolate and peanuts are what all we idiots crave for… what on earth have commercials come too? I know they are gimmicks created to perform a want or need in our mind that the next time we have a choice we choose their products…Thank the Maker of the Geiko Commercials that I get tired of seeing a walking Gecko telling me what insurance we should have… Other then that I am home getting the place ready for a wine Party this Saturday. We are hosting it…and I am nervous to say the

Gender Definitions
THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, homerun, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens)

Naughty Application (please Fill Out And Send Back To Me)
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11. Would you kiss me during sex? 12. Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14. Can I use you as a booty call? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you tell your friends about me? 18. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Still Looking!
hey i'm Single and looking.. Went through a bad relationship .. Im just looking for a nice caring sweet girl with a good personality.. I'm very easy going nice sweet caring guy who enjoys living life and just want to have fun in it.. So if your interested please let me know we can talk get to know each other and figure out where it goes from there..

How We Roll.....
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS

Shoutout To Some Great Staff Members , Thanx To You All! Hugzzz
Thank You All for doin such a great job, love & hugz....Jade ™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) OWNED BY BETTYBOOPS/OWNER OF SUNSHINE PRINCECESS/JADE/CATAWBA@ fubar ~*Sexy*Red2*~Promoter/Greeter@Sweetwaters*Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew@ fubar ۞ ◊HØÑË¥BABE◊♥~Eddietunes r/l wife ۞ASSIST MANAGER AT SWEETWATERS !!@ fubar (¯`·._.·[Dj Bear]·._.·´¯) /Bartender @ Sweetwaters@ fubar ☮☢BLADE ☻☯☣♡Ruine émotive @ fubar GnbRebel Head Thumper At Sweetwater's &Owned by Drama Queen &The Proud Owner OF Little Angel@ fubar DJ Sunshine Princess "Sweetwater's assist. Manager~OWNED BY JOHNJOHN~

Clear Shot
clear shot by me I am standing in the front of the firing squad Though mine is the only loaded gun pointed pressed against my temple. I twitch as I am weighted down by the indecision of squeezing the trigger. To allow my thoughts to so freely float around the room splatter the walls, incriminate the space with deep crimsons that drip delightfully to the bottom of existence. What a mess could be made with such a simple gesture of things time has not for regret. MRRCP 2002

Change???
TO ALL MY FRIENDS....LIBERAL OR CONSERVATIVE...FYI only. George Bush has been in office for 7 1/2 years. The first six the economy was fine. A little over one year ago: 1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high; 2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon; 3) the unemployment rate was 4.5%. 4) the DOW JONES hit a record high--14,000 + 5) American's were buying new cars,taking cruises,vacations overseas, living large!... But American's wanted 'CHANGE'! So, in 2006 they voted in a Democratic Congress and yes--we got 'CHANGE' all right. In the PAST YEAR: 1) Consumer confidence has plummeted ; 2) Gasoline is now over $4 a gallon & climbing!; 3) Unemployment is up to 5.5% (a 10% increase); 4) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $12 TRILLION DOLLARS and prices still dropping; 5) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure. 6) as I write, THE DOW is probing another low~~ $2.5 TRILLION DOLLARS HAS EVAPORATED FROM THEIR STOCKS, BONDS & MUTUAL

Do You Know?
Do you know that without Jesus your life is a mess??? Do you know that without Jesus you are sooo lost in this world??? Do you know that without Jesus your life is empty? Do you know that without Jesus your good work measn nothing??? Do you know that with Jesus you will never have peace??? and Do you know that heaven is for those who has accepted Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour, ONLY??? I fyou wish to have Him; pray this prayer.. Jesus, I acknowledge my sins and i put them before your feet and please forgive me for all the wrong I have done, I acknowledge that without you I cannot save myself from hell and I ask you to come into my heart, cleans me from all unrighteousness and take control of my life... fill me with your Holy spirit so that i can live a new life in Jesus Name I pray .. Amen Be blessed today my friend...

Releationships, Break-ups And Children
Alright, let me dust my little black soapbox and allow me to say a few things. First off, Im male and at times yes Ive been that typical male. That guy at a party that would scout over the women not careing if they were single or not just looking for that girl easy enough to get into her pants, but even then I had a catch, the party was always a friends house, the girls were always female friends of mine that ive known for some time, and their boyfriends were never male friends of mine who usually were wastes of life and space. So I guess maybe im not the typical male in some ways Yes, I enjoy sex ,HELL who doesent, sex is awasome, its a physical experession of lust, want, passion, desire, and in some situations if the two people care about each other..Love. Which now brings up another topic, Relationships...this is the point in a mans life were most of his thoughts are like "WHAT THE FUCK..." reason being this. Guy's it's come to my attention that women have become to affectionately

What's It Like Ta Be Pretty And All?
It's the same thing over and over again. I'm feeling bummed with how I look. I hate how I look. I'm tired of feeling negative about myself and I can't help it. I mean, I just want to be someone that someone would notice...Yeah, people will say stuff to me over the net....why don't I ever hear it in person? I don't expect just some random person to be like "ooo damn, you're so hot" or whatever.. Like, I want that eye catching moment from someone.... Ya know, like..hmmm on Alladin..... when he see's Jasmine for the first time. I'm tired of hearing other guys chat about all these other girls. I'm jealous.... Yeah.... I want that moment...I want to know what it's like. I want that attention.... I always feel so stupid when I try to pretty up myself...I always look in the mirror, trying to make myself look decent...I try to hide my fat in my clothes....Sometimes when I think I look alright, it will quickly turn to negative thoughts. Even if I were to lose the weight that I

My Heart
Where do you go when you have no where left to turn, when every bridge has been burned and the world you know turns thier back on you? Do you hide within yourself and refuse to come out or do you pick up the pieces of your broken heart and refuse to give up? You think you got the best of me but little do you know i've already moved on......

Ur Carnival Is Right Here
Our Carnival Is Right Here Hello Juggalos Today I Want To Share A View Of Things Percent And Past . Juggalos Today Things Are So Different From When I Was Invited In To The Family Today’s Ninja’s Have An Easier Path With The Elder Juggalos To Share There Wisdom With You If You Only Ask Believe Me The Knowledge Is There See When We Were At The Bagging Of Things Just Finding Are Way To Each Other The Insane Clown Posse Was Finding There Way To Us See There Were So Many Of Us We Never Really Had Any One Say Look If They Don’t Want Us Then Fuck Them We Have Each Other Till J And Shaggy Said Look You Ass Don’t Fit In Then Come Park It Right Here We Are More Then A Group Of Misfits We Are A Family We Look Out For Each Other And That Message Spread Like Wild Fire And The Dark Carnival Came To Be And Things Were Good And There Were Six Jokers That Dropped Each Brought Forth A Message To The Juggalos Trouble Was No One Heard What Was Being Said Many Of The Original Juggalos Were Only Down

Are You Good In Bed? I Scored A 12.... Whats Your Score?
THIS ONE IS FUN Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex (one night stand). -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked. -Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least not romantic or passionately.] -Add 2 if you have never masturbated. -Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn. -Subtract 5 if you have made y

Reverend_last_rite
This sermon is going to be part of a series of sermons that will focus on values and Juggalo Interaction with one another and non-Juggalos alike. In this day and age people, especially young people have fallen away from personal values and how to peacefully and productively interact with our fellow man. This may be due to the cumbling of modern day society. Today's human is quick to raise a fist instead of an eyebrow. Betrayal and indifference replaces loyalty and compassion. Quick judgement and disregard replace informed decisions and responsibility. In FOJ's mission statement, I state that we must take back what greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy have taken from us. During a typical FOJ sponsored Juggalo baptism we vow against greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy. Part of this battle involves defining and holding true the values that we should hold dear as a Family. This sermon involves openning your home to your fellow man. Home is where the heart is. It's where the ma

I Lost My Dad :o(
Well here's the story ppl...My father was never there for me when i wqas a child, or growing up for that matter. I rarely ever saw him, me and my younger brother did spend a few weekends at his housde when we were both still in our mid teens. But that only lasted so long...soon we never saw him or heard from him. So the onlky times we did get to see him was when i went to my aunt donnas and told my uncle charlie (his younger brother) to go get him. For the longest time i hated him for what he did to me and my brother,...no scratch that not me "AND MY BROTHER JUST ME" tHEN a not too long ago i learned he had severe lung cancer and didn't have much time to live but i still didn't really care. I did tyry myu hardest to see him when ever possible tho. He was in and out of the hospital so i figured he would be ok cuz he always came back out. But the last time he was there my mom had called me and told me my dad was in the hospital, i said ok and tried to get to see him. But he died at 8:48

Carnival Is God
You see the Carnival is GOD, and yes we are the Carnival. Think about what a carnival is, there are freak shows, carnies, clowns, acrobats, concession workers, and a huge diversity of on-lookers, which if you think about it juggalos are the parts and pieces that make up the Carnival. Its all really just another way to look at GOD as a whole. Like what do you think the holy spirit is. The holy spirit is the entirety of all mankind, all of our souls are part of GOD, no matter what religion you may be you still have the divine spark of life which is our conduit between us and God. In other words, the Carnival is God, the Holy Spirit is juggalos or anyone that has faith and love in their heart. Just think if a carnival has no clowns or sideshows, or people to sell stuff, or people to operate the rides and shit then its really nothing. Its the same for our Carnival, without us GOD can't work, without our love and devotion to one another GOD can't help us. It is our job to teach each other,

Mom
MyHotComments MyHotComments Myspace Layouts ANother year has passed.I miss you so much each and every day.I see you in my dreams.I know you are always here.Mom you are and always be my hero.I wish you could be here to see your granddaughter grow up.I wish you could see how much she resembles you.I hope that you are doing well.I sure do miss you.Its been hard to go on with out you,but i know now that you were my strength. I love you Mom.MyHotComments When the evening shadows fall And the lovely day is through Then with longing I recall The years I spent with you Mama, I miss the days When you were near to guide me Mama, those happy days When you were here beside me Safe in the glow of your love Sent from the heavens above Nothing can ever replace The warmth of your tender embrace Oh, Mama, until the day That we're together once more I'll live in these memories Until the day that we're together once more

Lyrics
The Misfits- Last Caress "I've got something to say, I killed your baby today And it doesn't matter much to me As long as it's dead Well i've got something to say I raped your mother today And it doesn't matter much to me As long as she spread Sweet lovely death I am waiting for your breath Come sweet death, one last caress Well, i got something to say I killed your baby today! And it doesn't matter much to me as long as it's dead Sweet lovely death I am waiting for your breath, Ugly death, One last caress One last caress, sweet death One last caress, sweet death"

Related Links
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Jealousy.... And Other Skeletons In The Closet
So a friend of mine from Fubar messages me tonight and tells me his ex-girlfriend hacked his Fubar account, got the password and blocked 47 people on his friends list. I was one of them. Hmmmm jealousy perhaps, I presume. Any hot chics (or perceived hot chics that might very well be guys posing as girls- WHAT? never thunk it? lol), are gonna get the boot in cyber-land I suppose was her motive. Jealousy was the motivator. But why? This is something I have been pondering/discussing/despising as of late with my friend CK. We have become enthralled in discussions about Love, its true meaning overall in general, other peoples perceptions of love and loving another person and how some people confuse jealousy and comfort and the satiation of their insecurities by the existence of someone close to them, for love. Are you kidding me. When did being a psycho crazy revenge bent jealousy ridden c*nt mean you love someone ? Give me a break.... I am not a hugely religious person, but I am very

Pain
This is a poem I wrote back in September in 2005. It had to do with a guy I thought was the guy of my dreams and the guy I would stay with till we both died together.... I try to hid the pain in my heart from dancing across my face. I know you see it anyways, What can I do, where can I go? I just want you to hold me near, and tell me it will be okay. It will never happen, so I'll keep wishing You'll never understand the hurt you put me through. I will never be the same! I try to hide the pain in my heart from dancing across my face.

Thank You From The Bottom Of My Heart
I WISH I WERE ABLE TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT HIT MY PAGE DURING THE LAST 22 HOURS TO LEVEL ME TO DISCIPLE, BUT I JUST CAN'T...I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS A PERSON COULD HAVE...MY FRIENDS SENT FOR THEIR FRIENDS TO HELP OUT A STRANGER *ME* LOL AND THEY CAME AND HIT MY PAGE SO HARD I WASN'T ABLE TO EVEN GO TO THEIRS FOR A PROPER THANK YOU... I'VE GOT FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN HITTING ME ON A REGULAR BASIS TO GET ME TO WHERE I AM, THANK YOU...I'VE HAD BLING SENT TO ME TO HELP ME OUT, THANK YOU...I'VE HAD BULLY'S MADE AND RE-POSTED.. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE INVOLVED, YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE...I HONESTLY CAN'T START THANKING ANYONE INDIVIDUALLY FOR FEAR OF LEAVING SOMEONE OUT...EVERY SINGLE ACT OF KINDNESS SHOWN TO ME MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND FOR THAT I AM THANKFUL...I KNOW I'VE RAMBLED ON, BUT TO THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME, KNOW THIS IS HOW I ROLL LOL...MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO EVERYONE!!! BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS!!! TINA... PS I KNOW THIS ISN'T A FANCY ONE, CUZ MY GIRL MYSTIC IS IN B

Drinks
So it's been awhile since I posted something. I'm drinking a tequila sunrise.My new favorite drink.And I must say I make it pretty darned good.Execpt for I didnt want it very strong tonight.Not feeling so well. I'm pissed off the SH-Homecoming didnt get very good reviews.I havent played it yet.But I love SH.And people bashing it because it's too action based and American made pisses me off.So what?Fighting those creepy ass monsters I'm glad the guy has a little training.Oh well.I'll still play it bitches. My husband is trying to get me into FF. Not gonna work. Yet.Yes the storyline is good and meaningful.But it has to have gore to make it interesting to me i.e. SH. Love the new show Fringe.There hasnt been a lot of good new shows on lately.ABC sucks ass for t.v. slutty t.v. CBS is pretty good.Comedy..needs some work but thier drama is okay.Except for C.S.I. N.Y. that guys face is a crime scene! So pretty much dont have anything important to say. Other then my phone being

Love, What's It Like?
I think of your constantly! I can't get you off my mind, No matter what I do! When I think of you My heart skips many beats. I think of the day I met you. I constantly rember that you think I'm pretty Even if I say I'm not! You believe in me the way no one else has. You love me for who I am. I miss you Even when you are at my side.

Dreams
They come and they go. Makes it seam like time flys right out the window! Some want to sing, Some want to dance. Nope. Non Me. My dreams are not to sing, or to dance. But to simply have a guy Who loves me for me, wont push me into anything I'm not ready for. That's all I want. sure it would be nice to have money, but I don't want it. just a man. I thought I had that. Twice actually. But it slipped away. I let it go, but not this Time.

Missing You
I wish you where here, or at lest some where near. What do I do? I want to die but insted I cry, This is stupid, this is gay. Please, make it go away. I need you. Cus with out you I feel so blue, I miss you, So they talk their shit, that doesn't mean throw a fit. I was told to forget this, But I can't I love you and I can't stand to live without you!

Nancy Pelosi = Worthless Cunt
Get ready for the Great Depression 2.0 The bail out didn't get past congress. We are heading into something that's worse than a nuclear attack. At least a nuclear attack will kill you quickly. This will make people starve to death. We can blame that fucking cunt Nancy Pelosi. This bitch decided before the voting began to talk shit to the house Republicans. If she would have kept her mouth shut it would have gotten past. I can't stand that bitch. I'm a Dem and I think she's an absolute piece of shit. And a Ugly fucking skank. I've seen younger faces on currency. McCain is at fault too. He couldn't get his neo-con brothers in line. I can't tell you how disastrous this is going to be. Get ready for HELL! BTW, the DOW is down 740 points.

Dolphin Paradise
Dolphin Paradise Train to join rate theses photos http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=229107&albumid=512450&i=1861057310 then a/r/f everyone on the list if your already friends or not friends yet leave a comment, saying something about this train like " swimming with the dolphins" or " dolphin paradise" here are a few things you can use, if you want [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] Conductor/Person you PM to join: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar Riders: cabin 1: VolfiremaninPa L.U.V. Club Co-Founder, Honorable Society of Wolves Family Member@ fubar

Women, No Matter How They Look, Can Always Get Laid
Now, you hear some guys talk that they will never have sex with a fat girl, or an ugly girl, and so on. They think they are just the biggest player on the face of the planet, and all the good looking, thin and curvy women want to be with them. However, when those same guys start getting desperate to get laid or to any kind of action, guess who they go to, ugly or fat women. Yes, everyone, I said it. For years, I have believed in this subtle fact, no matter how a girl looks or acts, she will never have a problem in getting laid. I'm serious, in fact, I know a lot of girls that are pretty ugly in my opinion, and they don't have a problem at all having sex. Honestly, I think a girl that is ugly or fat has an easier chance of getting laid than, say, a handsome, muscular guy. And too, if that muscular guy gets desperate on getting laid, he will turn to the fat or ugly girl for sex. However, it seems that once the deed gets done, he will turn around and deny it ever happening. I hav

You Didn't See Me
You Didn't See Me I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and

Bordom
Walk like a boss Talk like a boss It's time to step up Quit actin like a punk fuckin bitch I'm so sick of these bitches And their "woe is me" attitude It's ridiculous And incrediably sad Damn if it don't make me mad I'm so tired of people not tryin Always lyin Sayin "I'll do better I'll do better" And they don't Never do Never will I see people with their heads to the ground Always walkin with a frown Never do they do things to make them selves better So keep playin your games Actin like everythings fine When the world knows it's not It's time to stop actin like kids We're not apart of Toys R Us We have to grow up And life isn't gonna make it easy But that's just the test to pass I can do it So can you But will you choose to?

Job/career/home/life Yes.
So things are about to change. No more stay at home mom.. Well kinda, its ideal really however it falls. Just say I got a very sweet deal of a job, and a offer for one thats soon to come. Will be very nice to be on my own again and taking complete care of me myself, my wee one and I. Not exactly sure where everything will fall but none the less cant wait to figure out the details and start fresh.

What Is Love?
When stars explode and those that control the flow of air have you surrounded by clouds and a gentle rainfall covers your entire body, why is it that all you can think about is her? The one you think you should have found by now. The one that will eventually be yours no matter what anyone else thinks. What I said before was true..."For you my love I would stop the world from ending. I would drown the sun in the shadow of the sky so that we may sleep next to each other a little while longer. And if in fact the stolen lullaby was yours, I wish to find it again for the sanity your voice brought me kept my nightmares at bay." And since then I've stopped dreaming. What happens when you no longer dream? Does that mean it's truly over? That perhaps one day soon I will find the one I've been looking for all these years? Could the legion of the sky that has kept me safe all these years be fading? And if so, does this mean I'm one step closer to finding her? Too many questions for one that t

Life
Well you know life comes at you in strange ways.... I am a divorced mother of two and i have come to see how funny life is when it comes to ex's... As for my ex he doesn't want to be with me but he doesn't want me to be with anyone else..... He cheated on me and hope that one day i will take him back i have to say i will NEVER in my life be that stupid......... Some people just wants there cake and eat it to...and it doesn't work that way...... That is my out look on life............

Reasons Why I Hate Tim Knepp.. Pay Back Bitch
1. he's a lieing sack of shit, he has to lie about every little thing especially to ruin his ex girlfriends life because he's afraid she'll move on but its ok for him to have 10 other girlfriends, the dudes obviously a pathelogical lier 2. he talks shit but can't back it up 3. when u confront him about something he trys to lie his ass off ..can anyone say pussy? 4. he has to hide behind his guns, ask him to fight u, he'll tell u all he needs is his gun ....big big man huh? 5. he hides behind his daughter his excuses are always involving her ...reasons why he has to be at his ex's, reasons why he can't fight anyone ....just the other day he said to his ex "when ur not going to lie to me then maybe i'll come see hailey" ..1. his ex didn't lie to him 2. if he gave a damn about hailey he would go see her no matter what and 3. he never gave a damn about her before long enough to stay home cause he was too busy fuckin other chics 6. he cheats constantly 7. he makes up

Whoo!
lickin lickin in yer plush bush push push push ya buttons til the buttons stretch from yer yer aroused breasts heaving of yer chest and sweats yer skin, yer juices all the rest lickin lickin lick flickin switchin betwen clit and tit twistin tweakin u like a stereo like an arial w/ yer areolas goosebumpin and yer thighs pumpin 2 get that proper frequency of sighs and movement w/ yer thighs finally thrusting my head so my tongue will go deeper u r the keeper of my mouth 2nite and my fingers 2 play u like a new orleans stride on mardi gras and the sweat is like throwing beads on her breasts breasts that bring ot the beast 2 feast on my mouth or maybe it's me that just delights in the buffet that u supply ...and u demand me lick inside yer thighs like a obese customer obsessing over snow crab legs begging 4 more u see yer flesh food as my food 2 b eaten and eaten and eaten and eaten until yer juices flow like the ocean that i captured u from...cum so sweet and sticky and all over

Cold
I couldn't save you from the start Love you so it hurts my soul Can you forgive me for trying yet failing Your silence makes me hold my breath Time has passed me by. You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done is forgiven You'll always be within my heart I know deep inside All that's done is forgiven. I watched the clouds drifting away Still the sun can't warm my face You believed it was destined to go wrong You were looking for your great escape To chase your demons away. You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done is forgiven You'll always be within my heart I know deep inside All that's done is forgiven.

It's Happy Holy High Times At The Hip Hypocritical Hypnotic Crip-walking Crib Of The Lawd (lawd)
Donned like Don Juan in a Sean John suit, had some fruit and pancakes shined my Minolos wingtips slow it's Sunday n I'm ready 2 go My seeds and cheese and my queen w/ me we step 2 the Escalade so fresh n clean it's might b 7:30 but we gotta get their early or things r gonna get drrty i saw my boy on the way out he was stayin home no doubt i quoted some scrip hopin that dude would trip cuz i no where he's goin since his clothes were showing how this dude can work so hard and sometimes no even have a job he backed on bills and i dont mean paper he cant even make enuf 2 go 2 a tailor i told him he needs jesus n he'll look like me ridin the dubs pockets full of cheese but he shrugs it off like i was it was like an instigation why cant this fool understand i'm God's demonstration of faith so i quoted some more like i was a hova's witness he slammed the door fool! inside we fell in cranked the latest jams throwin bows 2 the gospel slam looking out

Halloween Date Contest
Have You Wanted To Date A Bad Girl? Now Is Your Chance To Date One Of Sarge's Bad Girls. Drop by and Leave Them Your Best Pick Up Line Or Date Idea. They Will Choose Their Favorite Line Or Idea. You Will Get A Minimum Of 100 Rates From The Bad Girl That Chooses You. Here Are A Sampling of The Bad Girls You Can Choose From: Tulsa's Angel Ticha Sexy Green Eyes Chaos' Goddess Blueroses HoneyDew's Princess Vamp Morticia Devil's Advocate (repost of original by 'Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!' on '2008-10-07 17:18:19')

Love In A Life Jacket
Have you been so wrapped in one person that you feel like you are crazy? :) Well you are, you are crazy in love. Most crazy peopple are picked up & put in a center. This is not that kinda crazy!! It really sux when the person you are wrapped in is out of reach. That is a enough to send you over the edge.

Candles End
Take away, These hands of darkness. Reaching for my soul. Now, the cold wind, blows out my candles. Feeling, only fear, without any hope. A thousand dark moons. A thousand winters long. A million fallen stars, the candle burns in the room. We try not to forget, they live through us. Slowly they die away at every candle's end. A thousand dark moons. A thousand winters long. A million fallen stars, the candle burns in the room. We try not to forget, they live through us. Slowly they die away at every candle's end

100 Quotes To Live By "the Secret"
For those of you who have never heard of The Secret, it is a 90 minute movie now sweeping the world. In the past 4 weeks, I've really focused on the book and believe things happen the way they do. 1. We all work with one infinite power 2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction (LOA) 3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting 4. We are like magnets - like attract like. You become AND attract what you think 5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy 6. People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same 7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation 8. You attract your dominant thoughts 9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak most of prosperity have it..etc.. 10. It's not "wishful" thinking. 11. You can't have a universe without the mind entering into it 12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are

Destroyed
I did my best to please you But my best was never good enough Somehow you're only able to see All I am not Did you ever look behind Aren't you afraid of the pieces you'll find You said I failed you But you have failed me too It's so easy to destroy And condemn The ones you do not understand do you ever wonder if it's justified It's so easy to destroy And condemn The ones you do not understand in your life why didn't you ever try You show no regrets About all the things you did or said You said I failed you But believe me You failed me too

I Know
The world seems not the same, Though I know nothing has changed. It's all my state of mind, I can't leave it all behind. Have to stand up to be stronger. Have to try to break free From the thoughts in my mind. Use the time that I have, I can't say goodbye, Have to make it right. Have to fight, cause I know In the end it's worthwhile, That the pain that I feel slowly fades away. It will be alright. I know, should realize Time is precious, it is worthwhile. Despite how I feel inside, Have to trust it'll be all right. Have to stand up to be stronger. Oh, this night is too long. Have no strength to go on. No more pain, I'm floating away. Through the mist see the face Of an angel, who calls my name

Another Fun Day!
Wow, felt like Monday all over again! Started out by having to walk about 1/4 mile to the bus stop, only to find out that even though I printed out the route, the map, and the location of the stop I was supposed to be at, was still in the wrong spot. The map showed the corner, but, was across the street! So, watched the bus wiz by, thinking, crap, well, I will catch it on the way back on this side of the street being they both had the same bus #'s on it....Well, 30 min later, see it wiz by again, accross the street, again! Long story short, found out in the new schedule, it ONLY runs one direction in the AM, and the other side of the street in the PM's. So, had to call the jail to let them know I was going to have to take a cab again, and in waiting for the cab and walking back to my apartment to wait for the cab, noticed my neighbors car window broken out and the inside of his car all tore up. Called the main office for the apartment building because I didnt know exactly which apa

This Contest And The Fu-tard
FU-TARD CLUB MEMBER QUEEN DRAMA AKA MISTRESS QUEEN I DO NOT THROW BOGUS CONTESTS! I PAY UP AND THAT'S A FACT! FOR SOME REASON THIS MORON CAME AT ME AND MESSAGED ME WITH THIS! MESSAGE FROM MISTRESS QUEEN REAL NICE ASSHOLE. THANKS FOR WASTING OUR TIME. KARMA BITCH! ENJOY ASSHOLE. ITS GONNA HURT. I PROMISE U THAT. FUKWAD! OK MISTRESS DUMBASS I AM GOING TO PAY OUT ON THIS CONTEST! THIS CONTEST IS NOT FIXED NOR DO I FAVOR ANY ONE IN THIS CONTEST! YES! THEY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS SO WHAT DOES THAT SAY, NOTHING AT ALL! HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED TO BRING THIS ALL ON! AS ANYONE KNOWS, IF THEY HAVE BOMBED BEFORE! IF YOU COMMENT TOO FAST, YOU CAN POSSIBLY HIT DELETE AND REMOVE COMMENTS BY MISTAKE! I WAS ACCUSED OF DELETING COMMENTS, SORRY THIS IS TOTALLY ALL WRONG! I AM TRYING TO LEVEL!! HELLO MORON!! WHY WOULD I REMOVE POINTS, WHEN I AM TRYING TO GAIN THEM?? MAKES NO LOGICAL SENSE TO ME! EAT SHIT AND LIVE, YOU NASTY BITCH! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT YOU HOOD RAT WANNA BE, BEFORE

Dreams, Trust, Reality
Someone close to me posted once: "Trust is the same thing as destiny, dont look for what the persons says, look for what he/she is looking for" These days with all the talk going around about dreams and them coming true or not coming true I think its important to stop and think about his quote. People say alot of different things. Its their actions and what they do that matter the most. If those two match up and run along the same course then you know you have found someone that know what she or he is looking for. I am one whose talk matches my actions. i walk the walk and talk the talk. i am always who i really am. I would like to think that those in my life are the same as well. Dream...yes please do. Trust....i hope so. Destiny..we all have one. Hopefully one day, those i trust will show me their destiny....and if im really lucky i will find one of them that mine matches theirs in one way or another that we can share it for a while. Until then i share my destiny

Love Hurts
I will never give my heart to another again ever Iam so done Ill never find love so I give up! this just sucks so bad at least the rum and coke is making the pain go away for a breif moment but I know it will be there in the morning

Life
Ever notice how you know you messed up something and then other stuff happens that grinds it deeper in that you messed up? Like say you know you should be with this one person. Well, you move, but never lose feelings for that person. You meet someone else where you're at and it feels ok to date them. You never forget your love, just try not to think about not being with them. Then the person you're with turns out to be a pig. But you're not in the position to just up and move to be with the one you really love. UGH!! It sucks!

Election 08
Ok, this is my very first blog ever so if i break some golden rule of blog etiquette please forgive me. I want to combine grandpa John and Obama. I don't think that is too much to ask. I want to vote for a candidate who admits that we were totally misled into war and that there were no WMDs. I want that candidate to then also admit that we did go to war and now we need to finish the job; and by finish I mean win and leave Iraq in no worse shape then when we went in (and hopefully a little better off). I don't understand why the dems and the reps seem to think that these two beliefs can not both be true. It's not Clark Kent and Superman, the two can be in the same place/time without total destruction of the universe as we know it. i have to polish my nails now...thanks 4 reading:-)

Mayor In Russia Says He Can See Sarah Palin
Mayor In Russia Says He Can See Sarah Palin Showering From His House (Provideniya, Russia) Governor Sarah Palin, the Republican Vice Presidential nominee, has said that she can see Russia from her house. Across the Bering Strait in Provideniya Bay sits the town of Provideniya, Russia and its mayor Dimitri Andropov. He says that he can see Palin showering from HIS house. “And it is very nice.” Mayor Andropov added that his small town, like America, is transfixed with the buxom Governor. “We have a shower watchman on duty 24/7. And when the delightful Palin turns on the water and lets down her hair, the alarm sounds, telling everyone to rush to my house for a show. The kids love it.” Leonid Andropov, the Mayor’s brother, said that the ability to see Palin shower has given him and the other men a newfound respect for her. “She’s a very thorough cleaner, which is tough when one is dealing with moose guts, wolf blood and oil…And she doesn’t have a mustache, which is just a big pl

Have To Be Amused By Something-
and I'm amused tonight by the thought, that one of the most often-circulated "public service announcement" tags on this site starts by saying that this is an Adult Site (it isn't, legally speaking and all that stuff, read up and read what the admins have to say on the subject why don'tcha, but that's really not what I'm saying right now- anyway! ...) - and goes on to say, basically, "don't tattle on me, WAAAAAA!" Such adults we all are here, I've noticed more, every time I'm here. (I recall someone accusing me of tattling on her about a rules violation when I'd mentioned it over shoutbox and she'd partly objected, partly admitted at length, and next she knew she found herself penalized.) Frankly, shoutbox or message mention at sufficient length using certain keywords - not an unlikely technique?... - may be enough to bring it to the attention of the bouncers, for all I know- I hadn't _done_ anything else.)

Fu Drama
SOOO I held off as long as possible and wasn't going to post any damn FU blogs but ya know..its about time for Brystal to rant... FU is full of a bunch of name throwing, love triangles, blah blah bullshit.. "Oh this person is mine, oh this person told me this, oh i like this person and he is talking to her" Well FUCK ALL YA'll..OMFG...this damn online "love" drama is bullshit. WTF cares who is talking to who and who has a "crush" on who...You know for a fact that one person will say one thing to one person and the exact same thing to another.. NO guys on here are you BF's unless you are in his fucking bed...NO girls are your Fucking GF's unless she is there to kiss you goodbye every morning... SO get over your fucking selves ya damn fubarians...and while your at it..Try to keep my name out your muttafudgin' mouths.. Kisses to you all!! Brystal

My Mother's Portrait, Verses , Finding Prejudicism!
I finally recieved my mothers portrait, on Sept 22. I was so happy I even cried.I was so happy. On top of it a apologize letter from the tribe! I was so happy I shared the picture with my .or was girlfriend/ Not just that right after this ,day later. She asked "if we broke upwe would be friends?" I said" I can you ask this question,may I ask do you want to break-up, I have not even thought at that subject." Yet She asked it again Sept 25th . I said why? I have not even thought of it! Now that evening I was looking at my New Playboy, An she knew since day two that I have had a membership since 1986. She made a agruement I showed my stack she went to bed . She was angry the whole night finding myself not able to sleep then she face to face over the my desk arm chair pend me an yelled at my face that I was cheating on her! an we were thru.! I said that she was not honest, an she was be adbusive of yelling me an penning me in my chair an get out! . I did say I will not be treated lik

Photos, Rating, ...
On the whole (to expand on an earlier blog, I guess, or rather compress, personalize, whatever, since absolutely no one can be ar**d to follow the copyright laws on this site) - on the whole, with exceptions due to my laziness and other things, I'll rate photos that *I'm pretty sure you took *or I'm pretty sure are in the public domain (I posted a link to copyright laws earlier) *that general idea but - yeah.

Trapped
Some of this passion rising from my soul, like fire from a dragons breath so intense it would melt your very skin with just one touch. But gentle inside as soft and warm as a new born babies skin. I ache from the pain I endure feeling empty...feeling nothing.....but wanting something, my grasp cannot reach I am tourmented each day...but still I find myself reaching out for the one soul that knows how to release me from these chains...

My Owner Rocks.. Fu M@m@ Is The Best !!!
MEET MY NEW OWNER !!! Ladies and Gentlemen.. Please take a moment to meet my new owner.. FU M@M@.. THIS WOMAN ROCKS HARD !!! If you don't know her yet you are missing out on knowing a great person.. Go check her out.. Fan her.. Rate her.. Add her.. Bling her.. LUV HER !!! FU M@M@♥♥GF/BЯ@T TØ FU D@DDY♥♥ØWÑËЯ ØF BÏG MÏKË & BË@Яb THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE THE ONLY... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™...Fu Owned by FU M@M@Big Pimpin'

Stupid Houses
I am still trying to find a house. I have found two actually but things always go wrong and no one has money and if i have to stay where i am any longer i am going to die and i cant stay any longer there is nno room. my bro got kicked out of his apt so he is on the couch and no where to go and my grandmother is coming to visit again no room. i hate it i need a house some body calm me down or i am never going to to sleep. I HATE HOUSES!!!!

Be My P$mp
OK NOW THE RULES ARE SIMPLE YOU HAVE TO COPY THIS BLOG- REPOST IT IN YOUR OWN BLOG-YOU PIMP YOUR BULLY WITH THE LINK TO YOUR PHOTO. RATES AND COMMENTS ARE NOT IMPORTANT. HAVE BIDDERS SAY WHAT THEY WILL GIVE YOU , DO FOR YOU, AND WHAT YOU 2 WORK OUT IS PRIVATE. WHEN YOU FIND THE BID YOU ACCEPT THEN MESSAGE ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND ON YOUR PIC YOU ACCEPT AND WHO YOU ACCEPT . CONTEST RUNS TILL SATURDAY NIGHT.gOoD LUCK AND LETS HAVE SOME LOST CHERRY FuN. IT CAN ALL BE VIRTUAL OR A PAID OFFER IT IS UP TO THE BIDDERS. lEt tHe cOnTeSt

Inner Season
I can never imagine you in someone else's arms but here we are and your wrapped in all of his charms You have moved on and created the family we were meant to be Never have I felt so lonely as you both walked by me I can never imagine the tears that would come to roll but here I am with a tortured soul Breathing air like through a straw enhanced are my every single flaw I can only hope in the perseverance of love as I hold dear to me every moment we shared like a glove Taken for granted no longer am I letting the smell of roses go by as I have already answered the questions of why? My life is lived without regrets and nor do I make heavy bets As my actions will be my voice of reason and show the true light of a endearing season

Sad
WELL I AM SAD AGAIN CAUSE I AM TIRED OF HAVIN PEOPLE WHO DO NOT CARE AT ALL. ITS LIKE WHEN I NEED HELP THERE IS NO ONE THERE FOR ME BUT IF SOMEONE ELSE NEEDS IT THEIR THERE ALL THE WAY. ITS LIKE I AM NOT EVEN HERE ANYMORE I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES.

Free-martini Events Are Shaking, Stirring Up Female Buyers
October 6, 2008 BY CHERYL V. JACKSON cjackson@suntimes.com Businesses are lowering the bar, and embracing it, to boost sales -- putting free or discounted martinis in the hands of women and pitching them goods and services. Martini Park, 151 W. Erie, has found the practice has boosted revenue by 25 percent. Its Wednesday Martinis in the City brings in women-centric businesses and groups. » Click to enlarge image Jenni Guarascio and Marky Bielat, owners of Minx Parlor boutique, check out jewelry and cocktails at Martini Park. "We try to find brands that are on target with our concept -- upscale, more mature groups," said Lauren Boukas, marketing director at Martini Park. Wednesday featured chair- and pole-dancing demonstrations from Flirty Girl Fitness. Other participants have included jewelry retailers and networking organizations. J Bar at the James Hotel does a Diva Series every Thursday night, inviting Chicago media types for networking. The 900 Shops hosts sho

Twilight
Where have you been? For years I sought, Helpless, Hopeless, Carefully yielding to the thoughts let astray The numbing ache lingers, Remnants of a life I left behind Only a striking gaze, A gentle caress, Can only bring me back from the dead. Only my shadows reflect what remains. Help me.. Save me.. Guide me back to the light.

Pweeze Halp?? *lower Lip Quivers*
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=3117190585&idx=0 I've never been in a contest, and would like some assistance to try and win. EVERY comment helps. so be sure to message me if you do so I can return the love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
Sometimes I wonder why I am here. You think that you really know someone and you have a bright future and then it crashes in your face. I guess you cannot judge a person unless you really truly know them, which takes time. I learned a very valuable lesson in the last week of my life and here it is: Do not be naive and think that because someone says they care and want a future with you, that it is true because it is most definitely NOT...they leave and don't come back no matter how my heart is breaking. It doesn't matter to them. It is all for him and only him. You know who I am referring to and I am officially over you and it is definitely YOUR loss because I will make some man VERY happy in the future. Sooner than you think.

Lil5683devil Needs Some Help Leveling
Can I Has Your Attention Please !?!?! See this SEXY fu right here.. her name is lil5683devil... Those of you that know her you know she is awesome and those of you that don't know her yet need to.. She is just under 3 million from Godmother and could use some serious help.. She is an awesome girl in need of some awesome people to help her out.. You KNOW what to do.. Go show her some serious fu-luvinz.... Fan her.. Rate her... Add her .. Bling her.. Blast her and let's get her leveled up !!! lil5683devil This Pimpout brought to you by the one... the only... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Still Kicking
There's no life within this hollow shell. Care to take a look? No heart beats for you. Not a thought trickles of the untrue. You never changed me No matter how much you despised what you saw. Mental distortion was always there, With or without you. I'll still stand strong. I'll still kick your memory to the curb, Kicking with these steel-toed boots. There's the new chapter in my life Getting back on my feet, Headed in a new direction With no regrets. Now I change for no one To make myself happy Not you. Not anyone. Yeah, I still care But not for you.

Breathless
A starless night Windswept into oblivion Is this death? Numbing within my body Within my soul, This desolate place is merely my home. Through nonexistent comfort I weep, I wait for the time where nothing lives. Not a breath. Not a heartbeat. This is where my heart lies. In solitude I sleep Without the joy or happiness I deserve. Don't follow Unless you choose the dark. Choose me. There's no light in here..

Thus Spake Aristotle And Mclean
I believe that we come into this world with a clean slate. or as aristotle called it tabula rasa. we were happy children that played and watched the birds, a butterfly, a beautiful girl, or just listened to motown and heard marvin gaye sing mercy, mercy, me. Tabula rasa (Latin: blank slate) refers to the epistemological thesis that individual human beings are born with no built-in mental content, in a word, “blank”, and that their entire resource of knowledge is built up gradually from their experiences and sensory perceptions of the outside world. (wikipedia) something happened to us when we were filled up with all kinds of noise and distractions through a variety of sources and institutions. information entered our souls as we were programmed to fear god and assume guilt about everything and anything. now we were screwed. the churches kept the information flowing. one day you’re in heaven, but the next week you’re going to hell. we wanted truth and we sought and fought for it

Lafitte, Grand Isle Get Receptive Ear...
Lafitte, Grand Isle get receptive ear to plea for flood protection 06:48 PM CDT on Tuesday, October 7, 2008 Bill Capo / Eyewitness News The mayors of Grand Isle and Lafitte went to Baton Rouge Tuesday to ask Governor Bobby Jindal for help with flood protection for their damaged and vulnerable cities. Video: Watch the Story After Hurricanes Gustav and Ike severely damaged Grand Isle's levees, Mayor David Camardelle asked Governor Bobby Jindal for up to $50 million to supplement repairs by the Corps of Engineers, plus plans to boost storm protection levees and break-waters. Camardelle said the barrier island provides protection for other areas farther inland. "To my brother Timmy in Lafitte, he had more water in his community. There was more water pushed toward South Lafourche Levee District, more water pushed toward Houma district." "They are going to be stuck on stuck until we get a barrier system out there immediately so that we can protect what was not d

Me,myself And I
virgo's like myself are very romantic,can wine and dine the panties off!!We are very loyal to our mate and will do anything for that person,and we are very loyal to our friends and are very family oriented,so if u have the time and wanna know more holla atcha boy!!

Immortality
Violate me. Taste this innocence which you crave. You want it. You need it Until your dying breath Desecrate me. Burn your scalding stare into my flesh. Can you feel it? Can you taste it? This doesn't get any better. Penetrate me. Bleed into my pumping veins. I live for it. I die for it. Immortalize my soul..

So, As It Turns Out....
my 'pet' squirrel is rather insane. after running onto the back steps earlier as i was sitting there with my cat, he ran back down and played with another squirrel. then i watched as he knocked the other squirrel out of the tree. but he's MY crazy squirrel, and i love him. :)

That Hurts
Shrek, Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt were all having lunch together. Shrek said, 'I have always thought that I'm the strongest man in the world, but how can I be sure?' Angelina Jolie agreed. 'I'm told I'm the most sexiest of them all, but sometimes I wonder.' Brad Pitt said, 'I'm pretty sure I'm the most handsome man alive but I've never had it confirmed.' They all decided that the best way to find out if their beliefs were true was to ask the famed talking 'mirror, mirror on the wall' to confirm for them whether Shrek was the strongest, Angelina Jolie was the most gorgeous and Brad Pitt was the sexiest. They agreed to meet again the next day for lunch to discuss their findings. The next day Shrek walked up with a smile. 'Well, it's true. The mirror told me that I am the strongest man in the world.' Angelina Jolie smiled and said " I am the sexiest woman there is according to the mirror. Brad Pitt lifted his sad, handsome face and said... "Who t

To Celebrate My @ Year Anniversary
I can't believe I've been on Fubar 2 years now. I've met some great people & blocked a few, lol... Please help me celebrate during my Happy Hour tomorrow, Wed. at 4pm Fu-time. Thanks everyone. ஐLindaஐ FuOwner of Tappinit, Killa Klown & RavinJuggalo~ FuOwned by Ðôçβôñε//

Soon To Have Papers
So, ok, I was dropping off the little one today right, and he was all "My lawyer is drawing up the papers , so be prepared to get served. and you need to figure out what you are going to do with the house". Ok sounds good right, well kind of. How the hell is he paying for a lawyer when he has bill collectors calling me all the time. I don't really care am just excited to get the divorce under way. Wish me luck right, Hugs, Jen

This Sux
I got a truck last month and next thing i know the f@ckin master clyinder goes out. so im stuck at home watchin scooby movies w dom and i mean over and over and over but its worth it spendin time w my baby boy

I'm A Slut That You All Want To Taste Come Take A Look At My Goodies
OMG HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!! PLZ TY THIS PIC HERE PLZ GUYS THANK YOU JUST CLICK IT RATE IT AT THE VERY LEAST WORTH 10 POINTS I THINK BUT PLZ LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO ALSO OR MAYBE 100 OF THEM OR SOMETHING PLZ PLZ BOMBING TEAMS MERGE AND ITS A TOTAL #&$%@#%#@###@$%$##@ YA ALL THEM BAD WORDS AND THEN SOME MORE EVEN AFTER THAT.. HA IM NOT BUT YA KNOW WE ALL DO IT.. BUT ITS ONLY COOL WHEN ME AND MY TEAM DO IT.. LOL PLZ EVERYONE EVERYONE BOMBER OR NOT HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP CLICK THAT PIC UP THERE AND PLZ LEAVE MASSIVE COMMENTS.. THEY ARE FLYING AND WE WELL WE ARE NOT SO MUCH.. MAKES ME WANNA CRY.... NOT GOOD.. OH AUTO 11'S ARE ACTIVE ON MY PAGE TOO SO RATE RATE RATE TY TY TY TY I LOVE EVERYONE WHOS HELPED ME TODAY TY ALL SO MUCH..

Meatloaf - Bat Out Of Hell
The sirens are screaming and the fires are howling Way down in the valley tonight There's a man in the shadows with a gun in his eye And a blade shining oh so bright There's evil in the air and there's thunder in the sky And a killer's on the bloodshot streets Oh and down in the tunnel where the deadly are rising Oh I swear I saw a young boy Down in the gutter He was starting to foam in the heat Oh Baby, you're the only thing in this whole world That's pure and good and right And wherever you are and wherever you go There's always gonna be some light But I gotta get out I gotta break it out now Before the final crack of dawn So we gotta make the most of our one night together When it's over you know We'll both be so alone Like a bat out of hell I'll be gone when the morning comes When the night is over Like a bat out of hell I'll be gone gone gone Like a bat out of hell I'll be gone when the morning comes But when the day is done And the sun goes down And

So.....
Lets see, so everyone was telling me about this site so i had my friend invite me to it. Ok it is just like myspace almost. And i already have one of those so if you want to check out more of my pics because this damn site wont let me upload them go to www.myspace.com/dramaash that is my profile and i have alot of pics of me on there. so go check it out people!!!

A Sad Story About My Friend Please Read
Frederick woman killed in Carroll Co. crash Woman, 48, was a passenger on motorcycle that collided with car driven by teen By Gus G. Sentementes | gus.sentementes@baltsun.com 7:36 AM EDT, October 6, 2008 A 48-year-old woman who was a passenger on her husband's motorcycle yesterday afternoon died after the motorcycle and a car driven by a teenager collided in Carroll County, according to the Maryland State Police. Shortly after 4 p.m., state police said, Joseph Lyon, 50, and his wife, Joanne Lyon, were on Route 27 in Mt. Airy when a 1999 Honda Accord turned onto the road from East Ridgeville Boulevard and cut the couple off. Lyon unsuccessfully attempted to swerve around the car, which was driven by a 17-year-old girl, and crashed into it, authorities said. Joanne Lyon, who was wearing a helmet, suffered unspecified injuries and was transported by medevac helicopter to Maryland Shock Trauma Center in Baltimore, where she died yesterday. Joseph Lyon suffered some injuries

You
your smile is so sweet your smile knocks me off my feet your smile makes my heart skip a beat i fell it run all the way done to my feet your love is all i ask for your love is greater than life your love is better than anything and all i want in this world is you all i want is you to hold to love to keep for ever and ever and never treat you wrong to protect you from people to never let go so all i ask for baby is for you to love me also .... as much as i love you

My Forever
'Til the end of time I love you 'Til the sun stops shining and the moon goes dull 'Til the end of forever is right around the corner 'Til the end of eternity is a heartbeat away 'Til the sea dries up i will swim the ocean for you 'Til the earth sinks below the surface i will walk a thousand miles for you 'Til the end of time i will do whatever i have to you are my forever

You Thought, I Thought [for My Hubby]
You thought you’d never meet someone You’d always be alone I thought I’d never meet a man To smash my walls of stone Together we can build a dream That’s based on love and care Enjoy each others company Create a life to share You saw behind the words I write And looked beyond my pain You sang your song and touched my soul Within you shall remain But you my love, you found your way And filled the empty space You thought you’d never find someone But now your time has come I thought I’d never find real love But sweetheart you’re the one Together we can reach the stars Find heaven here on Earth A realm where souls unite as one Its here we end our search

My View
Look this is my take on it all. Women like to drag things out and string guys along. It all seems like one big game to most of them. I cant speak for all guys but I can speak for myself. I have shown interest in a few people and they string it out and say they are interested. If you are interested it shouldnt take so long for something to happen, and if your not interested have the balls to say it and not drag it all out. Now I have heard many women complain about guys being dicks and mistreating them or using them as sex objects. Once again I can only speak for myself but do you think it is possable that we have been played with to the point where we just stop caring. Could it be that women cause a big part of the problem with guys. Now for the exceptions, yes I know not all women play games and I know some guys are just dicks and thats just life. But I'll tell you what I have found nothing but women who chose to play games and that covers almost any age group, trust me I have tried m

Thoughts For The Day(not Jack Handy, Think Deeper)
I read this somewhere, not mine, but appreciate and hope to attain this sense of awareness ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You believe you are your thoughts.And so you identify yourself as the culmination of your entire past in memory. Your identification is linear. One thought connects to another and another stretching all the way back in time. This is who you believe you are. So in every moment you carry the burden of your entire past. In this, it is impossible to be present because you associate every moment with your memory and use this association to anticipate the future. But the idea that you exist as memory is a false presumption. If you are willing to let go of the idea that you are your past and be fully present in this moment,you would experience yourself completely new. Born again freshin every moment. A thought arises all on it's own without any relation to another thought and burns away as fast as it comes. No thought connected with another. No m

Summary To 1973
Well, it was bound to happen, got a couple of things mixed up lol. TJ was my girlfriend in 1975 and chased after Nancy in 1972/73. Call it old age lol, but some of the people I am still in touch with also say the same, those years seem to blur together. We all had a hard time coming back stateside, adjusting fitting in... and a lot of people when we told them of the things we did, they would be like so what? This may be part of the reason that I always thought I led a boring life, hhmmmm, maybe not so boring after all. Well, If I catch them I'll correct them lol, but who knows after all 50 is half a century so a lot can happen. And did.

How To Get Free Bling N More
come one - come all SexyGirlBlonde is having 2 Happy Hours Wednesday 10 am and 11am FU time Its Rate and Re~Rate athon Auto 11s will be activated make Mega Points and Bux HIT ALL PICS FOR YOUR CHANCE TO WIN WIN WIN BLINGS GALORE TO BE AWARDED RANDOMLY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Please repost repost repost

Needz Help
ok yall plz do me a big fav. go and rate this person for me. he is very close and dear to me. Right now he could use all the help he can get he is still new to the fu. thank you all so much I know the love will be returned. *hugs & kisses* solitaryman@ fubar

Friends!
None of that Sissy stuff! Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card; just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up and dust you off-- After I laugh my butt o

Only The Strong
It's time, it's time Step on up! What makes me think that, it'll all work out in the end? Afraid to feel bad, better off to try and pretend I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong Just keep on wishing, crossing my fingers so long Is this helping? I'm growing weaker each day Can't stop whining, still afraid of what I might say or reactions, That control us one and all It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. Why don't you think about that?! Why don't you think about that? So now I'm bleeding on myself yes once again Seems I trusted another deceitful friend My fault, I should've known the deal Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer for real Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard Trying to guess life's dealing, what's the next card? I'm surely folding, I don't like this hand at all It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive (W

60 Day Rebirth
Hi family I’m an addict name Carlton 58 days and moving How does it feel when u get near 60 days clean and sober? Like the days before Grateful u got this far. 58 days isn’t easy 2 accomplish, just knowing I survived another day is certainly a blessin and a present welcomed. This is the building method I have used 2 get 58 day; pray, go 2 meeting and didn’t pick up. O, can’t forget didn’t hang with a soul who didn’t have my best interest at heart. Of course there is going 2 b times when I think about one or the other, but after I think about what the hell happens afterwards scared the shit out me. Me, hurt my Higher Power’s Feelings after he gave me yet another chance 2 prove I am one of his angels 2 use? I don’t think so. God gave me many soldiers with resources. He gave me permission 2 use them 2 help ME. They along with the literature are the tools of recovery. Believe me, if I couldn’t get 2 a meeting or to any of the tools, then God never let me down when I called upo

Stormy Soul
my souls a storm Softness of you in the heat in me, the heat in me is the softness and kindness of you My heart is hard from life but in time with you I have light and warmth of soul that come from your heart. In the light of the day I want to leave you more but you will not take. I the center of the storm my heart want the love of your mind body and soul.

Faith's Pimpout
Faith is one of the sweetest girls I know, she always has a smile on her face and is always helping people out.. Stop by and leave her some good lovins and help her level up... she's been here for awhile.. ♥ MzFaithAlicous♥ ™ *Greeter and NOOB Counselor@HIPHOPZ* *-luvsHerPapi***@ fubar Click on any pic above to see what this hot gurl all about! Let's show her how we do it Fubar style! Please Re-Post!

Looking For Fun
Hey people, just writing to say im looking for some safe fun near by with any beautiful ladies. I recently got out of a 4 year relationship. So no worries im not looking for any serious. Let me know if I can introduce any pleasure in your life. I know its a long shot but lucky is always there John "Renaissance man" Chase

Southern Wit, "borrowed" From Slave2fantasy
Two businessmen in New York City are sitting down for a break in Their soon-to-be opened new store. As yet, the store wasn't ready. Only a few shelves are set up and nothing was yet on display. One says to the other, "I bet any minute now some stupid tourist is Going to walk by, look in the window, stick his face in the door, and Ask what we're selling." No sooner were the words out of his mouth When, sure enough, a curious Southern gentleman walks to the window, Has a peek, sticks his head in the door and in a Southern drawl asks, "What're y'all sellin' here?" One of the men replies, "Oh! We're selling Assholes here" Without skipping a beat, the Southerner says, "Well, I see y'all're doing Real good; you only got two left!" NEW YORKERS SHOULD NOT MESS WITH SOUTHERNERS

Date A Bad Girl For Halloween!
Have You Wanted To Date A Bad Girl? Now Is Your Chance To Date One Of Sarge's Bad Girls. Drop by and Leave Them Your Best Pick Up Line Or Date Idea. They Will Choose Their Favorite Line Or Idea. You Will Get A Minimum Of 100 Rates From The Bad Girl That Chooses You. Here Are A Sampling of The Bad Girls You Can Choose From: Tulsa's Angel Ticha Blueroses Sexy Green Eyes Chaos' Goddess HoneyDew's Princess Vamp Morticia Devil's Advocate aGEM4life Blue Eyed Brat Ecuadorian Goddess

We're Up For Auction!!
Wanna Own Us?? Jake and I are up for Auction!!! That's right!! You could own either one of us!! Or if you think you could handle it.... BOTH!!! LoL Happy Country Girl is Hosting the "Feel Some Boobies" Auction So come by Her page and bid on us!!! While your there, show the Hostess some love!! Fan, Rate, Add Her if you haven't already!! Happy Country Girl {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar We are offering...... *Click the pics to go bid on us* (repost of original by 'Jãkξ Thξ §Ñåkξ Real Life B/F of JΛmîξ £¥Ññ {Shadow Leveler}' on '2008-10-07 12:56:30')

What The Hell
What is it with everyone on here wanting people to fan them? I don't understand this crap. If you're going to be here to be a friend whore, then why not just say so. I've removed all the fans I had set save for 4 people so far, and those are people that have either talked to me or continue to talk to me and I know they are people that are actually on here, even if it is just from time to time. If you want to fan me, fine and dandy go for it...but DO NOT expect me to fan you if you're not going to talk to me

Hockey Moms In Glass Houses Shouldn't Throw Stones Special Comment
Hockey moms in glass houses shouldn't throw stones SPECIAL COMMENT By Keith Olbermann Anchor, 'Countdown' updated 8:21 p.m. CT, Mon., Oct. 6, 2008 Last Wednesday, Sheriff's deputies arrived at the home of a woman in Akron, Ohio named Addie Polk, in order to evict her. After 38 years in that house, Ms. Polk had fallen behind on paying the mortgage. It was so bad that the company that held that mortgage, Fannie Mae, had foreclosed. In fact, it was far worse than anybody knew. Addie Polk couldn't bear it any more. So, rather than be evicted, she shot herself in the chest. Evidently she will survive. And, after Congressman Dennis Kucinich brought her plight to the floor of the House, Fannie Mae, the mortgage giant you and I and all the rest of us pretty much own now, agreed it would forgive Addie Polk's debt and, when she gets out of the hospital, let her go back and live in her home again. That this is already a gothic horror story, you'll agree. But I left out one detail.

Internet Issues
I'm still having internet issues. It takes me 15 minutes to bring up fubar and several more to open any page on here and so I can't spend much time on this site. I hope my real friends understand and will be here someday. This is a good way to weed out my "friends" I suppose.

Money Tips
Maybe I shouldn't give you some of these, but here goes: Investment tips for 2008 for all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in 2008. 1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W. R. Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2.) PolyGram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesta Crackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become: Fairwell Honeychild. 7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become: PouponPants. 8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become: Knot

Want Answers, Feel Free To Copy And Send A Message With The Survey In It
DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS ABOUT YOU YOUR BEDROOM NAME - YOUR POSITIONAL PREFERENCE - HAVE YOU EVER SHAVED DOWN UNDER - MADE OUT WITH A GOOD FRIEND - HAD MORE THAN ONE PARTNER AT A TIME - SLEPT WITH SOMEONE U DIDNT LIKE JUST TO GET LAID - GAVE A STRANGER ORAL - MADE OUT IN PUBLIC - HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE - HAD SEX WOTH A FRIENDS DESPISED EX - HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND - WOKE UP WITH SOMEONE U NEVER MET - HAVE YOU EVER SPLIT BEFORE MORNING/SNUCK OUT- SLEPT WITH SOMEONE WHO WAS MARRIED -NOT TO YOU - SO DO YOU REGRET ANY OF THESE THINGS - WOULD YOU SLEEP WITH A FRIENDS SWEETIE IF THEY WERE REALLY HOT - SLEEP WITH SOMEONE ELSES SPOUSE - CHEAT ON A LOVER - MAKE OUT IN PUBLIC - HAVE SEX IN PUBLIC - GIVE ORAL TO A STRANGER - DATE A GOOD FRIENDS DESPISED EX- SNEAK OUT ON A LOVER - HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND- SWEET OR SPICY - HOT OR COLD - RUFF OR SENTIOUS - HUGS OR KISSES - STRAWBERRY OR CINNAMON - EDIBLE OR CR

Whose Got The Guts
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Shower or bath while having sex? Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Do you love someone in your friends list? Love or Money? Credit cards or cash? Have you ever wanted a best friend? Camping or a 5 star hotel? Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? Have you ever been to a strip club? Ever been to a bar? Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? Had sex in a movie theater? Have you ever had sex at wor

Talk About Bordem
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Shower or bath while having sex? Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Do you love someone in your friends list? Love or Money? Credit cards or cash? Have you ever wanted a best friend? Camping or a 5 star hotel? Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? Have you ever been to a strip club? Ever been to a bar? Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? Had sex in a movie theater? Have you ever had sex at wor

Funniest Thing..ever!!
This is an actual letter from an Austin , TX woman sent to American company Proctor and Gamble regarding their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph. It's PC Magazine's 2007 editors' choice for best webmail-award-winning letter. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now.

Sweet Words...
Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whom ever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend. Dont forget to send it back to ME ..... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2008, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend. hope u have a great day!

Hey
hey peeps i just wont to let you all now there a new lounge i just opend that called the Players Den I would like to see a lot of people come and hang out we are looking for staff if ur interessed let me our my baby butterfly know

Song Of The Day
Just wanted to tell my friends about the new "Song of the Day" for my profile. When you visit my profile, the first song you will hear will be my "song of the Day". This song represents my feelings for the day, the general mood, or just what is big in my life right now. This song will change everyday (for the most part, if I get online that morning), and the title and lyrics will be put in my blog. So, here is today's song of the day. The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no Well, I've never prayed, But tonight I'm on my knee

Stolen From Crystal
Did you know?..."Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, Thinking about or having an erect penis. Did you know?...According to a survey of sex shop owners, cherry is the most popular flavor of edible underwear. Chocolate is the least popular. Did you know?..In the Aztec culture avocados were considered so sexually powerful, virgins were restricted from contact with them. Did you know?...Marilyn Monroe, the most celebrated sex icon of the 20th century, confessed to a friend that despite her three husbands and a parade of lovers, she had never had an orgasm. Did you know?... The average shelf-life of a latex condom Is about two years. Did you know?... 14% of Americans have skinny-dipped with a member of the opposite sex at least once. Did you know?... According to a U.S. Market research firm, the most popular American bra size is currently 36C, up from 1991 When it was 34B. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl o

Conflicting Feelings
found out my birth mother died today, not sure of what other then she was sick, but still doesnt matter anymore point is shes dead and gone..part of me is glad shes gone because of the damage she inflicted on my and my brother and then theres the little girl who wanted nothing more then to know her mother loved her even tho she left when i was 2..sure she said she did but i never FELT it. still its too soon in my opinion im not ready ...maybe i am and just dont realize it...who knows all i do know is its like getting hit with a ton of bricks ........i know in time ill come to accept the totallity of her death but right now its way too soon......there was so much i never got to tell her so many things left unsaid appoligies left unmade......oh well guess im gonna hafta just get over it now wont i cuz cant undo the past.

Doesnt Know Anymore
I've been living with Chris for a lil over a month, things seem to so good, then out of nowhere,things go bad. I haven't really had the best of luck here, but I've been told you sometimes have to make sacrifices in order to finally find happiness. I made a huge sacrifice and left everything I had to be with the man I love. But it seems that only when Im about to quit and leave him is when he shows an emotion of caring. He hardly ever holds me anymore, I go in search of his kisses. I have to look for his hand. I dont know what to do. We dont even sleep in the same space anymore. this isnt the way a relationship works. this isnt the way I want to be treated. i dont know how much more of this i can stand. I feel like we're losing each other and i just dont know what to do anymore. i love you chris, but i just dont know what else to do to make you happy.

Another Song 4 Him
I can run like a race for hours and hours and don't stop I can float I can fly us to highest mountain tops I can breathe you I can drink in your laugh, I can l can live on your smile I can trip and but if I can fall into your arms I can stay there my whole life Chorus (Stated Twice) I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell, you are for real I can stare, I can memorize your face, your hands, your hair Every part of you, I can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few I can speak to you so honestly I can't even run any game I can hear a million angels singing in my ears When I say your name Chorus (stated twice) I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell, you are for real I can't smile, can't dream like a child Can't feel safe in the wide world without you I can't go can't disturb this flow Can't begin to know what

Top 10 Memories From The 2008 American Royal Bbq Championship
My Top 10 memories from the 2008 American Royal BBQ Championship in Kansas City, MO. These are in no particular order: 1. Watching a guy clean his grill with a flamethrower. 2. A dessert contest entry fashioned into a log cabin. 3. A guy cooking sausage with 4 inches of ash on the end of his cigar. 4. Zorro on one of the biggest horses I've ever seen. 5. A wedding taking place in a competitors space during Friday night's party 6. Clothes so dirty that they were abandoned in the men's shower area. 7. Dr. BBQ (Ray Lampe) just wandering around "the dark side" Friday night 8. The smell emanating from the mechanical bull platform in the expo area. 9. An set of flaming Hay Bales being doused by the KC Fire Department. 10. The pot of coffee it took me to get going again this morning.

Asianinny.com: The First And Most Comprehensive Asian Networking Site
New York, NY – Launched at 8:08 PM on 8/8/08, ASIANinNY.com was created as the FIRST Asian networking site for those who are living in or plan to live in New York City. We are unique in that we personally understand how difficult it can be to move to NYC and try to ‘survive’ here. We understand the basic needs such as school, work and leisure, and we know how to help. Simply put, we pride ourselves on providing everyone with everything they need to thrive in the city that never sleeps! All of this for free! Our resources are based on valuable information gathered by a community of experts and people just like you looking to live and succeed in New York City. ASIANinNY.com offers a cultural slice of the Asian life – with everything from Jobs, Housing, Networking, Studying, Sample Sales, Local Events, Restaurants, Travel and News – you can find everything here at your fingertips. The site is updated everyday, so you can always indulge yourself with our vast resources. Looking for a

Another Song 2 The Man I Love
Swift as a wind song you sang the music of an honest bird I waited for some contradiction truth was ringing in your every word and every moment since then the one thing I can tell is that I belong with you and no one else Lay down those heavy burdens on the banks of this river deep know that every piece of your past is always some place safe with me and there's no room for judgement I want you as yourself because I belong with you and no one else We have both been broken bent into painful shapes We almost let those old fears carry over and get in our way every struggle just makes our love get stronger than it was yesterday So here we are now ain't it lucky we survived it all searching for self in seperate rivers ending up in the same waterfall and when we're gray and wiser The story I will tell is that I belong with you and no one, no one else, I belong I belong with you and no no no no one else I belong with you and no one, and no one else

Bitch Bitchez And Bitch Niggaz
ITZ TIME FOR ME TO SPEAK UP ABOUT BITCHEZ AND BITCH NIGGAZ............. ME AND MY BABAY ARE TOGETHER AND PEOPLE HATE SEEINA GOOD THING AND LOVE TO COME UP WIT THOUSANDZ OF IDEAZ TO BREAK UZ UP FROM HE ISNT SHIIIIIIT,YA NEED ME IN YA LIFE CUZ I CAN DO THIZ AND DO THAT...OR THAT NIGGA TRIED TO DO THIZ WIT ME LAST MONTH AND I WANTED TO LET YA KNOW HE NO GOOD...OR WATCH OUT FOR THIZ FRIEND CUZ SHE JUST WANTZ YA MAN...OR HOW I SAY WHATZ ON MY MIND WHEN I SEE A PICTURE AND WANT TO REPORT BACC LIKE A PUNK AND THINK THEY TELLIN SOMETHING REAL JUICY...............I SWORE WE IN THE TIMEZ OF TELL MUTHAFUCCERZ TO STOP SNITCHIN TO GET AHEAD......HATERZ DONT PROSPER...SO STOP HATING ON A GOOD THING ME AND MY BABAY HAVE AND WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN SHIT BEFORE YA LOSE YOUR SHIT............CUZ I CAN HATE 20 TIMEZ WORSER THEN YOU CAN PUNK AZZ BITCHEZ AND BITCH NIGGAZ............IM DONE FOR THE DAY....AND IF YA GOT BEEF WIT WHAT I SAID THEN YOU CAN EAT A GIRAFFE PUSSY BITCH TO BE ON MY LEVEL

Deer Meat
DEER MEAT A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. T he kid s were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. The little girl screams to her brother 'Don't eat it, it's an asshole..

*be My Halloween Date!*
> > Have You Wanted To Date A Bad Girl.. Now Is Your Chance To Date One Of Sarge's Bad Girls. Come Leave Them Your Best Pick Up Line Or Date Idea. They Will Choose Their Favorite Line Or Idea. You Will Get A Minimum Of 100 Rates From The Bad Girl That Chooses You. Here Are The Bad Girls You Can Choose From. > > HoneyDew's Princess > > Vamp Morticia > > Sexy Green Eyes > > Chaos' Goddess > > > Blueroses > > > Tulsa's Angel > > > Devil's Advocate >

Empty Box
have you ever noticed on those days that go smooth just kinda roll on by,you check your mailbox n there seems to be messages from everyone.BUT do you notice that the day nothing goes right,it seems like every hour is a monday in itself,you get home go to your computer checking to see if anyone else had a better day than you, & BAM!empty box not even spam. the moral of the story is life laughs at us every chance it gets,so take the lemons get the vodka & sit on that empty box & get drunk! love ya'll!

Omg!!!
So my life is full of drama that is for sure. I have been engaged 2x. they guys left me on both of them. I have been to jail 2x. Both for drug charges. I am goin thru the court system right now fighting my present case because someone wore a wire on me for pot, and i am gettng hit with poss. with intent to deliver. So i am just full of drama. I got lots of boys in my life i have decided it is to soon for me to settle down i want to be a free woman for a while and just have fun and party and drink and not have to report to a damn man or feel gulity if i do something wrong. so yeah that is my life. DRAMA

Dr. Phil's Test
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55, he did this test on Oprah and she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes a few minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it on to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the email subject box. Please do the same before forwarding it on to your friends. (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now and not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Resources Depts. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their e

Morales
Remember, God has put us where we are for a reason! Read the following and have a GREAT day! I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. 'Hello Barry, how are you today?' 'H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.' 'They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?' 'Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.' 'Good.Anything I can help you with?' 'No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.' 'Would you like to take some home?' asked Mr. Miller. 'No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.' 'Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?' 'All

A Billion...
> How many zeros in a billion? > > > This is too true to be funny. > > The next time you hear a politician use the > word 'BILLION' in a casual manner, think about > whether you want the 'politicians' spending > YOUR tax money. > > A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, > but one advertising agency did a good job of > putting that figure into some perspective in > one of its releases. > A. > > A billion seconds ago it was 1959. > B. > > A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. > C. > > A billion hours ago our ancestors were > living in the Stone Age. > D. > > A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two > feet. > E. > > A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, > at the rate our government is spending it. > > > While this thought is still fresh in our brain... > let's take a look at New Orleans ... > It's amazing what you can learn with some simple > division. > > Louisiana

Dept Of Energy...
Question: Does anybody remember WHY the Department of Energy was established by the Carter Administration? Anybody? Anything? No? Didn't think so. We've spent several hundred billion dollars to run an agency whose purpose not one person can remember. OK, I'll tell you. It was simple and, at the time, everybody thought it was appropriate. The Department of Energy (located coincidentally at 1000 Independence Ave ) was instituted 8-4-1977 in order to -- get this -- LESSEN OUR DEPENDENCE ON FOREIGN OIL. Now it's 2008 -- 31 YEARS LATER -- and the budget for this department has reached $24.2 BILLION A YEAR. It has around 16,000 federal employees and 100,000 contract employees. Next question: Can anyone tell us ONE useful thing that this department has done? Anybody? One thing? No? Final question: What were we thinking ? ? Bottom line: Think BEFORE you vote!

What The F*ck?
Okay, I don't understand why the hell every fucking bitch that I have ever met seems to think that I'm a threat! I just don't fucking get it. "Why?" What the hell have I ever done to any of you to make you think that I'm a threat. Who the fuck cares if your boyfriends and I are friends?! Key word in that sentance is "friends!" I mean, damn, is it a fucking crime to get along better with guys? That is how I am. I get along better with guys than I do chicks. I have always been that way. And for some fucking reason, every time one of my guy friends gets a girl, the female thinks that there is something going on between him and me! For once I would love to meet a chick that didn't think I was trying to, or currently fucking her boyfriend! What the fuck! Getagrr! I am so fucking tired of the shit!

Finger Salutes! {contest}
~~~HOECAKE VS WILDE FINGER SALUTE PARTY~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COME ON DOWN AND SEE THE SEXY TEXYS NEW PICS AND PARTY WITH THE GIRLS!! WE ARE HAVING US A NUTTER LI'L COMPETITION!! THURSDAY NIGHT 'ROUND 11PM! TEXAS TIME! CONTEST ENDS...FRIDAY OCT.17TH 2008 MIDNIGHT! RULES: #1 R/F/A us PLZ PLZ PLZ!! (tho not necessary to play) and of course all BLING is desired and accepted with genuine SOUTHERN GRATITUDE! #2 YOU MUST POST A FINGER SALUTE! YES, FOLKS...WE WANT YOU TO FLIP US OFF!! #3 ALL SALUTES MUST SAY WILDE or HOECAKE or if you cannot decide, you may make a salute that says WILDE & HOECAKE! #4 YOU MUST MESSAGE US OR SHOUT US THAT YOU HAVE MADE A SALUTE FOR US!! #5 WE WILL THEN POST THE SALUTE IN A NEW ALBUM CALLED...NSFW F*CK YOU FACE OFF... #6 AT THE END OF THE CONTEST...WE WILL TALLY OUR SALUTES AND POST THE WINNER!! #7 ALL SALUTES ACCEPTED! BUT YOU MUST INCLUDE THE FINGER...FLIPPIN' US OFF!! AND THE SIG

Hard To Say
Have you ever been in a relationship and then things didn't work out for some reason and you were having a hard time knowing what to say cause you still loved the person well... I'm in that situation right now and in all honesty the only thing i'm having a hard time saying is that I love someone cause aside from family i find it hard to say I LOVE YOU..... I've been heart broken before but not like this... It's hard to say how long it will take before i'm over this one..I think it's that one love you'll never forget

~~~hoecake Vs Wilde Finger Salute Party~~~plz Repost If You R Our Friend Or Not...repost It Anyway!!!
~~~HOECAKE VS WILDE FINGER SALUTE PARTY~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COME ON DOWN AND SEE THE SEXY TEXYS NEW PICS AND PARTY WITH THE GIRLS!! EVERYDAY NOW!!! YAY! US! WE ARE HAVING US A NUTTER LI'L COMPETITION!! THE COMPETITON WILL RUN INDEFININTELY!! SO GET THOSE CAMS ROLLING AND THEM FINGERS A FLIPPIN'!! WE NEED THOSE FINGER SALUTES!!! RULES: #1 R/F/A us PLZ PLZ PLZ!! (tho not necessary to play) and of course all BLING is desired and accepted with genuine SOUTHERN GRATITUDE! #2 YOU MUST POST A FINGER SALUTE! YES, FOLKS...WE WANT YOU TO FLIP US OFF!! #3 ALL SALUTES MUST SAY WILDE or HOECAKE or if you cannot decide, you may make a salute that says WILDE & HOECAKE! #4 YOU MUST MESSAGE US OR SHOUT US THAT YOU HAVE MADE A SALUTE FOR US!! #5 WE WILL THEN POST THE SALUTE IN A NEW ALBUM CALLED...NSFW F*CK YOU FACE OFF... #6 AT THE END OF THE CONTEST...WE WILL TALLY OUR SALUTES AND POST THE WINNER!! #7 ALL SALUTES ACCEPTED!

Larryb
click!Click!!CLICK!!! LarryB@ fubar DISCIPLE A GREAT FRIEND!!! This wonderful guy here is 968.000 points far from becoming a DISCIPLE! Lets all return the mad love he always shows to everyone and the sweet friendship he always gives to others! You won't be sorry you met him! Bully brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

I Left My Panties At Your Place...
Auto-11's? Too bad there isn't: Auto-Class Auto-Brains Auto-Decency Auto-NonWhoring Auto-Proper Spelling Auto-Common Sense Auto-Good Parenting Skills Auto-PUT YOUR CLOTHES BACK ON! -REL

Top 300 Indy Wrestlers
Top 300 Indy Wrestlers Full List YES, WE KNOW THAT HUNDREDS OF FOLK WERE LEFT OFF THE LIST BUT, THAT JUST MAKES OUR JOB THAT MUCH HARDER TO SEEK AND FIND THEM NEXT YEAR!!!!! IF YOUR NAME WAS LEFT OFF DON'T BE MAD, SIMPLY SUBMIT YOUR IFORMATION TO US AND NEXT YEAR, WHO KNOWS YOU MAY MAKE THE RANKINGS!!!!! WE SALUTE EACH EVERY HARD WORKING INDY WRESTLER THAT BUST THEIR ASSES EACH FOR SAKE OF THIS BUSINESS!! THE MORE FOLK THAT KNOWS ABOUT......WHAT?! THE BETTER THE SYSTEM BECOMES! AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING WHAT?! WE DO THAT MUCH FUN! THANKS A MILLION TO ALL THE INDY WRESTLERS!!!!! THE TOP INDY 300 1. KENNY OMEGA 2. K.C. THUNDER 3. STUPID 4. "THE MANIAC" GLENN STRANGER 5. SHAKA 6. OX MADISON 7. VORDELL WALKER 8. "THE GHETTO SUPERSTAR" STEVE PENDER 9. DAGON BRIGGS 10. TOJO YAMAMOTO JR. 11. JOEY MACHETTE 12. DARIN CHILDS 13. THE NEW YORK GANGSTA 14. JON DAVIS 15. "DEAD SEXY" DANIEL GUNN

A Little Change To The Dod For Next Coupla Weekends!!
For the next 3 weeks we will only be doing the DOD on monday through friday....The reason for this is we are going to open the next three weekends for rate days for the leaders. The reason for this is because there have been a couple instances where the current DOD picks one of the crew leaders or owner for DOD and I have to deny it because of the rules. I feel really bad and I dont want anybody to feel like they are cheated so the schedule for the next few weekends are as follows...... Saturday October 11th....Enchanted Rose (Founder) Sunday October 12th.....Mz Attitude(crew leader) Saturday October 18th....Wizard(enforcer/ tagmaker) Sunday October 19th....Evil Angel(crew leader) Saturday October 25th....Shadow Bomber Zman(crew leader) Sunday October 26th....Zorack(crew leader) We need to have a special day set aside for these people because they are the ones that make this family run so good!! They work hard and deserve lots of love!!! Even Wizard ...Even though he

Days Go By This Is Long!
YESTERDAY WAS A DAY FOR ME TO REMEMBER AFTER THREE TIMES I MADE IT! I DID SOOOO MUCH WRONG THE 2ND TIME IM GLAD I WAS DELETED.IT TAUGHT ME SOMETHING AND AS DAYS GO BY I LEARN SOMETHING NEW ABOUT MY LIFE AND MY FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR. NORMALY I DONT SINGLE OUT BUT THIS TIME I WILL. TWO SISTERS ARE TO THANK FOR ME TO BE HERE TODAY FIRSTLY I WATCHED THIS ONE BECOME WHAT SHE IS TODAY THRU HER INCARNATION OF WHO SHE WAS TIL SHE MADE THE ULTIMATE THE OTHER DAY CHRISTINA YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO ME AND EVERY ONE ELSE ON HERE! YOU MADE ME REALIZE THAT TO HELP IS BETTER THEN TO GET. I THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU GAVE ME!! TO THE PERSON HERE ON FUBAR THAT IS THE CLOSEST DAM THING I HAVE TO A REAL SISTER! I GOTTA DISGRESS FOR A MOMMENT SORRY! ON NEW YEARS EVE 07 THIS ONE MADE A STATEMENT TO ME.. ALL I WANT IS PEACE BETWEEN US SHE WAS REFERING TO WHO I WAS THEN AND WHO I AM NOW WELL I THINK IVE DONE IT SIS:) THIS PERSON TOLD ME ON MARCH 12TH AND DAYS AFTER YOU ARE NEEDED HERE WE NE

Something I Have Noticed
ok i have noticed something about alot of womens profiles on here they all have three things in common one being none of you have yahoo or msn lol i find this funny now i get why you dont want to give it out cause most men are stupid stalkers that dont know what the word no means and then you have to block them and its a hassle but i have a suggestion dont post hot pics of yourself lol then you will find that the trolls wont look at your profile and you wont have to worry about blocking men who are pigs second and my fav i dont have a webcam or i do but it isnt for you lol now you know every guy no matter what thinks he can get into your pants cause he is hot so saying things like that wont work the quicker you women figure this out the easier it will be to find what you want most guys dont read profiles anyways they look at pictures men are visual creatures your hot pics attract them they see you half naked and they think they can see the rest of you on cam lol trust me i have done it

My First Blind Date
My first blind date I am too old for this Being on a blind date After so many years with one Woman that met my needs Yet here I am and Patti is her name Drinks and dinner Focused on what went wrong With relations past Never listening to each other But our own tired tirades On why it wasn’t our fault I noticed she had freckles on her breasts Exciting as it may be The discussion about her past Husband Scott did not Stir my loins The steak was rare and the 18 Year old scotch was smooth Thank god they night carried on And the coffee aided me Back to the sanctuary of my verse. Patti of the later years I am sorry that you desire not What I want or yearn for The ability to want the simple Act of desire To want To expect To pursuit My mane may be gray But my desire to hunt Has not been supplanted by memories lost Yet searched for And I understand A blind date is just that blind Poet

Want A Date With A Bad Girl
You do....well here is your chance...all you gotta do is leave your best pick up line or date idea for me to choose from and you can get a minimum of 100 rates if I pick you as my date Just click the link rate the pic and leave me your BEST pick up line or date idea Good Luck on gettin a date with me...the baddest of the bad girls Ecuadorian Goddess

Everything Burns
Anastacia ft. Ben Moody She sits in her corner Singing herself to sleep Wrapped in all of the promises That no one seems to keep She no longer cries to herself No tears left to wash away Just diaries of empty pages Feelings gone astray But she will sing . . . 'Til everything burns While everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate and all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns 'Til Everything burns Walking through life unnoticed Knowing that no one cares Too consumed in their masquerade No one sees her there And still she sings 'Til everything burns while everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it down As my anger reigns 'Til everything burns Everyone screams Watching it all fade away Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns Everything Burns Watching it all

Tact/taste/confusion/bleh
I have no right to mourn or question as i said my own mental illness made this hit me hard, not that i never spoke to her, i did, in the mumms and the occasional shout So last night i went on hiatus only to get an email to see A blog, the blog had accusations, which in the end. i dunno... just the alternative to the situation presented is unbelievable.. LITERALLY i dont believe it. and i wont w/o real proof i just find it to be a lack of tact. even if she isnt dead, someone who i did have a lot of contact with, moreso than with her, is mourning and this is not the way to call someone a Machiavelli Basically. I dunno. Just frustrated,, what i will say though... what would the point be behind faking any of this.. i mean seriously. there are quite many ways to fake death, this scheme is too elaborate to not be believable. and even if it was an elaborate fairy tale... why put private convos on blast just for the sake of calling someone out..

Dads Ilness
well last night was a rocky night for me. bout 3 am this morning my dad wether knowing he was 3 am or not decided to want to go smoke a cig n i was the only one up. i went to seent who was opening the door at that time it was him n thingss didnt go to well. my dad went into a violent rage coming close to swinging at me, but i stood tall and didnt do anything just stood there wishing this would end. not sure what i can take any more this thing with my dad n his illness is getting to me. i wok up to my mom telling me that my sister took my dad to the dr early on monday and things are worsen than we all expected it to be. plz remember my family in ur thoughts i not sure if i be around pc but i will be on fubar. david

I Am Who I Am - Accept Me Or Not.
I will make no excuses for who I am. I am the best thing that can happen to you and the nightmare that keeps you awake at night. The pain that comes from your rejection is deeper than can almost be fathomed. How dare you cast your hypocrisy on me when you exist in the same dark realm as I do. I offer nothing to you but my very existance and with each step I make towards you, you glance ever more past my shoulder onto the next conquest behind me. I can be the dream come real. I can be the hope that burgeons forever in your soul. I can be the bouy in the storm. I can be the eternity that you wrap yourself into every night. Yet, I am nothing to you. I am the after thought, the consistent inconsistency. I reign supreme no where in your life even though your words battle my disbeleif. Am I anything at all? Or am I just the forever fool who will continue to be nothing?

~ Let Your Body Decide ~
This song is from a band called 'The Ark'...I put the lyrics in my FuName to see how many would ask and how many would 'assume' what it meant...all in good fun...the song and music makes me feel happy......xoxoxo Words, come to me so easily they make me forget what I mean. seem so very unsound when I don't want them around Let your body decide where you want to go Let your body decide where you want to go, high or low, fast or slow. Let your body decide where you want to go, high or low, fast or slow. Let your body decide where you want to go, high or low, fast or slow. Let your body decide where you want to go, high or low, fast or slow. I don't know if I'm ready but everything must be unsteady on the first go-round Thoughts, -Is it right to feel this way? -Will I be happy one day? -Is my posture OK? -Am I straight or gay? Let your body decide where you want to go Let your body decide where you want to go, high or low, fast or slow. Let your body decide whe

Passion With No Limit
Teasing lips and tantalizing eyes The sweetest face but a mind of lies You pull me close and kiss me sweet And speak of love as our eyes meet Is this a true love, one that's real? You touch me and my heart you steal My body aches for you to be close So you pull me near you as a toast As our souls do become as one with each other Our hearts start a fire that never will smother A passion hotter than the hottest flame A fire out of control with just us to blame

Why Do Love Dies?
Love never dies in natural death It dies because we dont know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds in Heart. All beautiful things come to an end. Love is a feelings,when it dies It leaved a deep scar in our heart. R.W.

Tryin To Join The Sevice ....
I'm trying to join the service 2mmarow is the test that i have 2 take ... i hope i get in where i fit in if you know what i mean, this is like wow ... for me ... so .. i hope that everything will work out for me ... ty ...

October Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month!!
Regular Checkup Poem: "If you love her show you care and take them time to get her there!" Breast Cancer MySpace Comments & Myspace Comments Breast Cancer MySpace Comments & Myspace Comments

Help Her Out She Has No Auto-11's
OKAY YALL HERES A TRUE SWEETIE AND A REAL FRIEND TO ALL WHO NEEDS HELP SHE NEEDS SOME HELP TO LEVEL SO PLEASE ALL GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE HAS NO AUTO-11'S AND COULD USE THE HELP:) ~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~@ fubar

Was It A Dream ?
as i lay in bed early this morning.. curled up next to ya... i open my eyes and see a smile on ur face. you were still asleep, or so i thought...... but i was wondering what u were thinkin of... ur hands move over me... you move closer... then u were on top of me.. kissing me passionately... moving my legs apart, u slide into me.. slowly moving in and out, kissing my neck, then suckin on my ear... grabbing my breast.. movin ur tongue down my neck.. to my chest, suckin my nipple into ur mouth... ur movin faster inside of me.. my legs are wrapped around you...wanting you deeper... harder.. faster.... we roll over and i begin riding you... u feel sooo good inside of me...u sit up... im grinding my pussy harder on you... rubbin my clit as well on you... my head goes back... we're moaning... my pussy pulsating around ur cock.... i ride out my orgasm..we lay back on the bed.. turning me away from you and you slide into me again... my leg over yours...allowing you to go deeper...you begin fuc

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Take me to the mountain where our love can be free. Like the birds that soar in the sky above the trees. Take me to the ocean where there will be no tears. Cuddle me close so I have no more fears. Take me to the desert where my desire for you burns. We can pleasure one another always taking turns. Take me to the icy lands where my body can respond. Shelter me from the bitter cold, arms around me so fond. Take me on any journey you very well please. I promise we could forever taunt, tease. Take me to your bed my sweet unselfish lover. Satisfying my erotic behavior underneath your covers.

From A Distance
Floating above the words of your Love Distant minds thinking of you from up above Rivers flowing from time to time Wondering a place for me and you As I lay down to my bed Hugging my pillow,Thinking of your sweet smile Realizing that youre here beside me Over and over I say... When this temptation last And the day would come That you´ll be mine atlast written by:R.W. I dedicated this poem to Jing(redneckgurl)

Hope
Creating a different kind of void Beneath the shadow of a forgotten nightmare As these eyes walk slowly Into this blissful torture Of gazing into the highlight that is your sorrow This empathy rises only to be dismayed For even the slightest embrace full of my affection Would be as productive as the one who made you this way Walking hesitantly to this path Destined to be claimed by my all This heart desires only for your eyes to be delivered From the torture created by the choices of your fall...

Label.
To hear the mindless complaints To cuss at the Savior willingly Realists they call themselves to visions unseen But not open enough to embrace the reality (of the...) Ignorance promotes a silence An acid that slowly rots your perception Because you�ve only listened to your own words And never realized the true dilapidation That a world without His true love Is a planet living in vain And what good does selfishness promote But only to a mind that desires the insane A beautiful gift Sent from the one above Crucified by the ignorance Created in the second that selfishness wasn�t loved If you keep on lying to yourself And believing that what you do is right One day that vivid but precious speck of foolishness Will become the biggest chain of your life Why avoid living for real love? Why shun a Savior�s perfect ambition? What are you so proud of? What is so wrong in becoming a Christian?

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Do I belong? These voices haunt me, Constantly asking me, And waiting for me to give in and submit to the doubt. If I belong, where is my place? It seems that I have no place in this world, I feel alone, And bleary-eyed, I wonder if I really do belong. The voices from the dark call out to me, Beckoning me to join them. I try to ignore their pleas, But it just gets worse, And only questions come to mind, Do I belong? Where do I belong? Where is my place? Will I find someone who cares? Will I find someone who loves me for who I am? These words ring in my head, I feel as though I’m running in circles. I’m lost, Forever doomed to a corner, All by myself. I’m on a path of no escape, My life is going nowhere because I can’t seem to find my place. Do I belong? Or was I made to walk this world alone? How can I trust someone, If they are just haters? They will make me feel welcomed, Like I have a place, But then they will try to change me into one of them, Or so

Wind And Window Flower
Lovers;forget your Love And list to the Love of these She a window flower And He a winter breeze When the frosty window veil Was melted down at noon And the caged yellow bird Hung over her in tune He marked her through the pain He could not help but mark And only pass her by To come again at night He was a winter wind Concerned w/ice and snow Dead weeds and unmated birds And little of love could know Perchance he half prevailed To win her for the flight From the firelit looking glass And warm stove window light But the flower leaned aside And thought of naught to say And morning found the breeze A hundred miles away.... written by:Robert Frost

Mirror
I ask myself why have I limited myself to this, I look up and I see you smile, So much you want me to perceive, And all I have to do is run this mile, Putting more attention, To the measure of this length, I look at these scrawny legs, And think I will run with my own strength, Many have been invited, But few have been chosen, Wondering about the cause of ignorance, I see that all of these hearts have been stolen, By an ill-mannered society, That has rated you to the extent of self-indulgence, What they show you isn�t wisdom or love, What they teach you is repugnance, It has been said in the book of wisdom, We see but a poor reflection in this mirror of fate, But eventually there will come the time, When you shall see yourself face to face.

Rise Above It.
Drawn out once again To be measured by a scale that is beyond my comprehension You call me out yet I do not listen But I certainly feel the tension.. Of the solace that is apathy A madness which caresses my spine For this heart yearns nothing more Than to be freed from this life Not alive but still breathing Certain envy comes to mind For the air has no master but knows its purpose Yet its value diminished by such ignorant minds Some say we're just dust in the wind Such perception drives me to disclaim For this world surely will decay But life is so much more than just war and games

Cause I Love You All
LMAO BREAKING NEWS In 2009 the government will start eliminating all the mentally ill people. I started crying when I thought of you. Run little friend, run! MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell You which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, hang up. It doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9-6-9-6. If you

Dreams
DREAMS There are dreams for me and there are dreams for you But how many of our dreams ever come true? We see a face, we see a smile And this makes us happy for a while But what is the price of our dreams No one really knows it seems Some say it’s free, but others say it’s not true This fact changes for everyone too So we have a dream catcher that we hope that works But how are we to know where our dreams really lurks Whether filled with expectations or whether filled with doubt It’s not that easy for your mind to figure out Once you figure this out in your head You will start to feel alive and not feel dead We have our dreams while awake, we have our dreams while asleep For some it’s very light, for some it’s very deep Now my advise to you may be hard to say But I’m going to give this advise anyway If the dream you have is the one you want to pursue There is only one person to decide this, it’s you Pursue with your heart and not with your head You might find so

All Things Are Possible,when You Believe!!
You are creating your life from within,and everything you experience on the outside is of your own creation. You may have created some things unconsciously, but still you created them. When you can take responsibility for all that is around you,not blaming yourself or anyone else,but understanding that somehow or another you created it,then and only then can you set yourself free. You will know that if you created it, you have the power to change it and create what you want. All things are Possible, when you Believe! These Writings are just made to make you think Outside the box!!

All Please Stand In Line To Kiss My Ass!!!
The pop of a head when the axe hits it squared, the sight of it's nostrils as they become flared... The scent of its carcass as it starts to decay, turning gray and matted as time rotts it away .... See's no movement, yet movement i see, the maggots are feasting and consuming thee... Black feathers flying,while vultures peck the bone, tearing you to pieces until your eventually gone.... the wind begins to howl and the sky turns to gray, blowing her raven black hair about her face away ... lurking for shadows to slip in and about ... waiting to catch a morsel running around. peering from the dark,tongue tracing her lips from one corner to the next she quietly slips... awaiting to have you within her tight grip, to taste of your crimson shes awaits to indulge in a sip. as written: Twist'a Fate alt="Image

Silence.
I hear the trumpet sound But no one's arriving I hear the cries for a savior But its not Christ they're yearning What of a world that seeks love no longer? What of a world that finds pride in anger? All I know is I cannot pray while you cry so selfishly When you know it's the fire that will make you stronger Justify As the child raises his hand against his mother Criticize While we silently betray each other Walking with legs that yearn a different direction I cry to you for a different version of this disaster For the evil that has raised us towards separation No longer has the power Yet I lie here naked with no shadow And the fire I have lit seems to grow so dim So tell me again where is this serenity you speak of? Lead me away from sin.

Introductions First!
Hello all out there in Fubar! Nice to meet you have a drink, sit back relax and enjoy the ride right? Ha ha... anyways, I am here to make new friends, and just be buddies....not seekin any on the side, married chicka here. Anyways, a little bout me... well I'm down to earth, I live in Canada Alberta in Edmonton, AB. Yes, West Edmonton Mall is Humongous! No we don't wear parkas all the time lol it has to be -30 for that. Hmmmmm what else, I am a mom first and foremost, I love writing and reading (yeah I like to keep up to date on the newest things tricks and things lol) and basically chatting with my friends! So if there's anyone from Alberta out there give me a shout out! I am seeking female friends and guys feel free to say hi too! Well it's about time this chickee did something with her day so i'm outta here for now...damn it's 12:30 what a time to be in a bar...but hey, it's 5:00 somewhere. See ya all later Angel

Rise
Seduced by the sin known as apathy reminding me how easy it is to turn away from everything I scream to you with all I have left Begging you to wake me up from this glutony Contemplating on the madness that caresses these veins of mine For the silence in this loneliness overwhelms me With the recurrent thoughts of never finding the place where I was meant to be Remind me what am I here for Strike me down with your love and your ultimate sovereignty For this recklessness consumes me And this pool of insanity has pulled me back once again Yet this heart recognizes the need of your discipline So bring me all you have even if it means more pain Even if it means to stand alone forever in this rain

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be ..Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken back by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avant guard on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen

Thank You All
THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE HELPED ME LEVEL THE HELP IS APPREICATED AND NOTED BUT RIGHT NOW I AM AT A STAND STILL IVE REACHED MY POINT LIMITS FOR LEVEL 19 SO IM NOT SURE WHAT I CAN DO AT THIS POINT ANY HELP WILL BE APPREICATED I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AN AUTO-11 BLING OR EVEN A VIC FOR A MONTH TO HELP ME ALONG ANY HELP THAT IS GIVEN WILL BE RETURNED THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL WHO HELPED AND I WILL WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE WHEN I CAN AND AM ABLE.

Top 300 Indy Wrestlers
THE TOP INDY 300 1. KENNY OMEGA 2. K.C. THUNDER 3. STUPID 4. "THE MANIAC" GLENN STRANGER 5. SHAKA 6. OX MADISON 7. VORDELL WALKER 8. "THE GHETTO SUPERSTAR" STEVE PENDER 9. DAGON BRIGGS 10. TOJO YAMAMOTO JR. 11. JOEY MACHETTE 12. DARIN CHILDS 13. THE NEW YORK GANGSTA 14. JON DAVIS 15. "DEAD SEXY" DANIEL GUNNER 16. "DA BAD GUY" JOSH FROZT 17. GANGSTA BOSS 18. TIMBER 19. "MARVELOUS" MATT MERCER 20. "THE URBAN GLADIATOR" TRAUMA 21. "THE FRANCHISE" CHI HAZARD 22. RYAN MITCHELL 23. "THE SUPERSTAR" CAMREN LA' RUE 24. "THE KING OF JAMESPORT" BEAU JAMES 25. "THE KINGPIN OF WRESTLING" E-DAWG 26. WES "OMG" BLAZE 27. "ALL BUSINESS" BRIAN RIVERS 28. "SUPERSTAR" SEAN DAVIS 29. "THE COLDHEARTED PLAYER" DANNY DEMANTO 30. ASH KRISTAINSEN 31. "THE NATURAL" CHAD STEVENS 32. JASON TAYLOR 33. DAMIEN PAYNE 34. BUTCH STEEL 35. NIGEL SHER

Love Up Sexy Baby Blue Eyes & Auto 11's Are On
Through-out my fu travels these last couple of days i have seen this guy on everyone page.Well it seems hes in a little need of some fu lovin ..hes lovin everyone else and noone lovin him ...So come Fu's lets love him up good and show him what we can do ....He loves back really he does ... ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©*****CAPTAIN of the Confederate Bombe@ fubar Bully made by: ♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Fu-wife to DjNbK ,Fu-Angel (GM@AcesUp)@ fubar

~ State Of The Heart ~
Love The Way this Song makes me feel and think of... It's just the state of the heart I'm waiting for you in the state I'm in. I know your name I told you mine We've stopped and passed the time of day. You work in town I work at night That gives us six until seven to work this out. If I seem a little strange it's just the state of the heart I'm waiting here for you in the state I'm in. You are the moon I am the sea you pull me in and gaze on down at me. I was alone I thought I was immune. It's good to know the door can still be open wide. If I seem a little strange it's just the state of the heart I'm waiting here for you in the state I'm in. It's just the state of the heart I wait in the dark in the state I'm in. We get closer and closer to falling out or falling in I go over and over but I can't change the state this heart is in. If I seem a little strange it's just the state of the heart I'm waiti

Fantasies
Recently my girlfriend and I have discussed our fantasies. We are both wanting to spice things up a little cause we feel that things have become stale in the bedroom. At first I was just going to suggest doing it in different places. A variety of places sometimes breaks up the routine of the bedroom. I figured we might go park out on a country road and get it on. Or we might even rent a motel room sometime. I also brought up that I haven't had sex in my garage yet.(I am a car guy and love my garage). We haven't done it in the shower yet either to be honest. So she asked me what my fantasy was...and then followed the question with..its possible the same as mine. She then stated that since I am a guy, I would probably like to have a 3-some with her and someone we both chose. I told her yeah I have thought about it sometimes...but I never thought it would happen. Most women don't want to share their lover with another women. Now don't get me wrong here. My girlfriend is quite the jea

No Sorry But Everything Is Okay
No sorry but everything is fine So he came home quickish last night, knowing full on that I was probably sitting and stewing in my anger. Not really so much after I blogged about it and had a little time to think. But yet, I still wasn't completely over it... He is the ultimate communicator. He will NOT let a problem get stuffed away by someone like me. He made me look him in the eye. We both talked about what the problem was and how it got to this anger point so quickly. Neither of us said sorry, because we felt each of us was as right as they were wrong. Walking out to the car to go back to the place he had left from to rejoin our family/friends, he paused at the car door. He looked me square in the face and said, "Michelle, You know that I really love you. I came back here because I do - no matter what." I started to cry and responded in my normal inappropriate way, "NOW you say you love me. DURING A FIGHT? ...[pause]...I guess its better then nothing. Thank you for saying t

New In Gmail Labs:goggles
Monday, October 06, 2008 6:25 PM Posted by Jon Perlow, Gmail engineer Sometimes I send messages I shouldn't send. Like the time I told that girl I had a crush on her over text message. Or the time I sent that late night email to my ex-girlfriend that we should get back together. Gmail can't always prevent you from sending messages you might later regret, but today we're launching a new Labs feature I wrote called Mail Goggles which may help. When you enable Mail Goggles, it will check that you're really sure you want to send that late night Friday email. And what better way to check than by making you solve a few simple math problems after you click send to verify you're in the right state of mind? By default, Mail Goggles is only active late night on the weekend as that is the time you're most likely to need it. Once enabled, you can adjust when it's active in the General settings. Hopefully Mail Goggles will prevent many of you out there from sending messages you wis

Go Check This Chick Out!!
I usually don't say anything about the hot chicks on here. But last night when i was rateing and rateing to move on up. I came across Mia The Inked Slut. She is FUCKING HOT!! I mean tatts and piercing's and curvy ass body..what i could see of it. I think she needs tons of rate's.If you have time go check her out. I don't even know her. But she is beautiful!!! >;< Amy

[bark]
I'm floating. I'm falling. I'm flying through thin air. For the first time, I look down; I think somebody's there... To catch me. To save me. To brush my tears away. For the first time, I think that Maybe he'll stay. I'm like Pavlov's dog, waiting for the bell to ring.

This Week Sucks....
Ok well on friday- in front of alot of people mind you- I fell and twisted my ankle at work. In the process of doing this i shot our store dolly(unsure of spelling) at a group of customers.SO i'm laying there crying like a little kid, it was so embarassing!sso I've missed three days of work because of this.On top of this i'm doing horribly in algebra and i'm really lonely.so anyway this week sucks and next week will probably suck too...oh well we'll see later

Halloween Bling Auction
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What You Need To Believe.
I believe we place our happiness in our own hands. I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do. I believe that drugs are a waste of life. I believe in karma, what you give is what you get. I believe two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe the only thing that should be seperated by color is laundry. I believe the grass isn't greener on the other side. I believe that trust is more important than people think. I believe that your most attractive feature is your ♥heart♥ I believe that family is worth more than money or gold. I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair. I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires. I believe forgiveness is they key to your own unhappiness. I believe its not always enough to be forgiven by other people, sometimes you must learn to forgive yourself. I believe that God is the only o

Rip Little Puppy...
Me and my boyfriend got a new little puppy on Thursday of last week. We got it from a lady on craigslist that said they just needed good homes. It was a Rottwiler/Doberman mix. Three months old, cutest little thing. Well after having it for a couple of days, we started noticing that it was sick, and not just uncomforatable in a new home. He was throwing up, and not eating anything. It would just lay around and sleep. So we took him to the vet after having him for 4 days, and it turned out that the puppy had a disease called Parvo, which is very common is puppies, apparently. We had to get the puppy put to sleep because neither me or my boyfriend had the thousands of dollars needed for the treatments and hospitalization that after talking to the vets, said he probably wouldn't survive anyway. It fucking pisses me off, because the lady that gave us the puppy had to have known that they were all sick. Me and Chris were already totally attached to it, and it fucking killed us to have to ha

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I Want To...
kiss in the rain right now... call my ex (not ex husband) for a booty call... paint something... write a book... take a photography class... make my baby laugh(shes asleep)... finish writing the music to my song(too lazy to tune my guitar)... skydive... get another tattoo... buy some new shoes... love like i never have before... love myself... drink something fruity that has alcohol in it on the beach... get motivated to exercise... dye my hair back to brown... or maybe a different red... be more religious, ive lost it mostly... cry about my dad dying i miss him so much... hurry and move out of this house where everything reminds me of him... graduate from college finally(hopefully i pass math)... teach... listen...

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Passion
I wrote this just yesturday. Let me know what you think. "Passion" Our hearts racing Our bodies moving together Temperatures rising All because of this passion for each other Our souls connecting, becoming one Experiencing this extrordinary thing called love Our eyes meet Now feeling so complete Lying on the bed kissing each other softly Caressing one's body so tenderly The heat now rising As our passion is climbing Awakening each other's senses Not worrying about life's tensions Stimulating both body and mind Going slow, taking our time Getting to know one another on a different level Letting time pass by as we cuddle Because the passion you have for me & I for you I know will one day become true But until then I awake from this dream To get up, get ready, and get myself clean Because one day that day will come Where our eyes will meet & two can finally be destined to become ONE!!

H2h 4 Oracle
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More Fun At The Funny Farm!
with the weekend behind me im doing alot better today...it was really nice to see all my cousins..under bad terms but it worked..I will always miss my Nana..a woman of class and someone u can always be proud of and brag about..funny most of the time grandparents do the bragging about you but my grandmother was someone that always went above and beyond to be a class act!! wonderful role model for me and for my daughter. I have an interview on thursday for another town more money..something positive at least lol.. This morning was a winner my son somehow twisted the handle for the water in the shower right out of the wall.and i had the pleasure of taking a cold shower woohoo that was freaking awesome and when i got out of the shower its was 45 degrees in my house! so now tonight i have to figure out how to be a plumber..should be a blast..guess i do miss a man for 2 things lmao :) well im going to finish my day at work..when i have more time i will really vent some feelings..just stil

Bling Reset
I can't believe this I have been away for a few wks trying to spend more time with family. When i come back all my bling is gone. I bought over 300 and was given over 200. I was told by fubar support that i have violated the terms and was reset. Wow it sure makes me want to spend more money on here. NOT!!! Very disappointed

Love Pt. 1
I am sick and tired of people saying "I Love You!" How can I believe that what they are saying is true, When I am constantly hated my so many and loved by so few. These three simple words are sometime quite irritating, The way they are thrown around without meaning is very aggravating. There are a lot of things that come from the words " I Love You" Pain, anguish, betrayal and hatred are only a few, Thus the reason I hate them the way I do. So please forgive me if it seems like I have an attitude, Forgive me if I don't show any gratitude, What do you expect from someone who has been devastated By the three simple words- I LOVE YOU? I have found it is harder to be loved than it is to be hated, So to keep from spreading the heartache, When someone does tell that they love me, I say, "I Love You Too," Because hurting someone I love his hard for me to do, It is something that my mind, body and soul just cannot take.

Love Pt. 2
Love is blind Love is gracious Love is merciful Love is strong Love is caring Love is never ending Love is one of a kind But baby, in my heart is where you will find The feelings that I hold for you I love you

God's Blessing
As I sit here thinking about the one I love, I call upon the Lord above And ask him to give me strength. Strength to be strong, Strength to help me carry on, Strength to do what needs to be done, Strength to ask for help, Strength to be patient But most of all- The strength to be able to tell you That I love you, I miss you and that I am nothing without you. You are my one and only true love, You are an angel sent from heaven above, You are beautiful, intelligent, talented and amazing, When you speak it sounds like angels singing. When you hold me close and whisper in my ear, I feel safe and wanted, something I haven't felt in years. When you tell me that u love me, I know that you mean it, When you smile, you brighten my darkest day, When you laugh, you take all my pain away, When you cry, I cry too, When you are in doubt, remember this... I love you too. I am always here to lend you a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on or even a helping hand, So here I am sta

My Love For You
I just want you to know that you mean the world to me, And I want to love you the way that you should be. I am so glad that i was able to end your pain and strife, I am so glad to have you in my life, You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, And with you is the only place that I want to be, Because without you in my life, my life would be empty. You are all that I hold dear in my life, You are all that I cherish, And I hope that our love will never parish. You are the light that brightens my darkest day, You are my one and only And I wouldn't want my life to be any other way Because with you by my side, I feel like I am finally free. dedicated to Krisi

Fear
As I sit here wondering what I did to deserve this, I realize that there is only one good thing in my life and that is you! Whenever I am with you, it is sheer bliss, But because of all that I am going through, I am afraid that I'm going to lose you. I never meant to drag you into this mess, If i were to lose you, I would never be the same, I am so sick and tired of people playing games, All that I ever wanted for you was simply the best. I feel like everything is out of place, And although they remain unseen These tears continue to stream down my face. I want to let it all out, I just want to scream, But I am afraid of being a disgrace I wish that this were only a dream. I haven't had a chance to be happy for quite a while, Then I met you, the only person who can make me smile, You are all that I have to hold onto, And I'm so afraid of losing you that I don't know what to do. You're the only one who has ever gotten close enough to wipe away my tears, Losing my mom u

Week 5 Standings
Wow this week really made a difference for you guys :D Good job on all your picks. The leaders as follows: 1st Place Kelly with 49-74 2nd Place It's Just Me with 47-74 3rd Place Drill, Vix, and Papi with 44-74 4th Place Red Alert, Superman, Texi, and JP with 43-74 5th Place Spanky with 41-74 6th Place Tom and I with 40-74 7th and 8th Place Manny and Buff with 38-74 Will with 36-74 Scores of 35 or lower.. gotta study up guys and make sure you get your picks in! ;) Alchy with 35 Carrie with 34 Texi and McLovin with 33 Porch with 31 DFresh with 27 Patches and RadioX with 25 TZR with 23 Rich and Bonz with 22 Crow with 9 (first week) Good luck next week guys.. going to be more tough games. Pick wisely :)

Looking In Your Eyes
When looking in your eyes, I see a whole new you When looking in your eyes, I get mesmerized When looking in your eyes The only thing I want to do is hold you When looking in your eyes, I find that you are an angel in disguise, When looking in your eyes And you hold me the way you do, The only words that you will hear Are I love you!

The Things I Love About You
I love the way you make me smile, I love the way you make me laugh, I love the way I am able to open up to you I love the way you make me feel I love the things you do to me The way you bring me to my knees I love the way your beautiful eyes shine bright I love the light that you have brought into my life But most of all- I love you! Dedicated to Krisi

I Got A Job
so i just started selling avon and need to find a bigger customer base so i thought i would put the online link out here for all to see and what not and see what happens. dont get me wrong so far it is going great and im having fun and get to work from home so i get to spend time with hunter but i am thinking so much bigger than it is so far. so....see what happens by doing this i guess. cant hurt to do so... anyway heres the link to my online site: http://www.youravon.com/cynthiaepperson

Bloodshed
Here I sit all alone Tears Streaming down my face Feeling like I am nothing more than a disgrace, I sometimes cut myself to see how much it bleeds The pain is like a sudden rush for me, I cry out for help, but no one hears my screams, All i can do is watch my blood pour out, It starts out slow and forms little streams, I grit my teeth or bite my shirt so that no one hears me shout. My sking and clothes are covered with stains But my mind is more focused on this agonizing pain. My friends and family have begged me to stop But this pain keeps burning deep inside However a small amount of relief is found in each blooddrop. These scars and wounds I will no longer try to hide, For its my life, my body and I'm not hurting anyone but myself. I have began to love pain Because in one way or another I get hurt every single day. Can't you see that these wounds are apart of me? Why won't you just let me be? I am tired of hiding behind a mask, But showing my "true" self has bec

Driving
I'm just wondering... are drivers REALLY dumb enough to stare at lights, and not the TRUCKS they are attached to? How many people are 'guilty' of looking at the emergency lights flashing, and then noticing you are about to run over a cop, fireman, or tow-truck driver? These are the people who step into traffic every day, and only have one thing on their minds, getting the roads open for all the a--holes, who cry about the traffic in the first place. So i guess my question is this.... how many of you bitch about traffic, and not let the work crews do their jobs? And how many of you have a change of heart when it's your mother or grandmother on the side of the highway? Since i started driving tow, this is something that has plagued me every time i get out of the truck; will i make it home for dinner? Will my kids see me in the morning? Will i make it to work tomorrow? I would like feedback, positive, or negative.

Away Messages
When you are out of the office, here are some away messages to use: 1. Thank you for your e-mail. Your credit card has been charged $5.99 for the first ten words and $1.99 for each additional word in your message. 2. Thank you for your message, which has been added to a queuing system. You are currently in 352nd place, and can expect to receive a reply in approximately 19 weeks. 3. Due to a transporter malfunction, I am now in the 24th century, and I don't know when I'll be back. But hey, leave a message. Someone might get to it. 4. In case of a business emergency, I may be reached 24 hours a day at (insert Boss's cell phone number here). 5. The e-mail server is unable to deliver this message. Please restart your computer and try sending again. 6. Please reply to this e-mail so I will know that you got this message.

Childrens Version Of The Bible In A Nutshell
The Bible thru the eyes of a child In the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was nothing but God, darkness, and some gas. The Bible says, 'The Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older than that. Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone did. Then God made the world. He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors hadn't been invented yet. Adam and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were driven from the Garden of Eden. Not sure what they were driven in though, because they didn't have cars. Adam and Eve had a son, Cain, who hated his brother as long as he was Abel. Pretty soon all of the early people died off, except for Methuselah, who lived to be like a million or something. One of the next important people was Noah, who was a good guy, but one of his kids was kind of a Ham. Noah built a large boat and put his family and some animals on it. He asked some othe

All Alone
As I sit here all alone, I keep telling myself that I want to go home, Then I close my eyes and try not to cry For I realize that I don't have any place to call "HOME" These thoughts and feelings make me feel so weak I try to speak, But nothing comes out no matter how hard I try. I have told people to leave me alone for so long, That the words are starting to sound like lyrics to a song. I sit here and wonder why I have been left here all alone, I just wish that someone could manage to get close enough to fight away my fears, The fear of living my life all alone, The fear of dying all alone! I want to fill this emptiness within my soul, I want to heal my hearts gaping hole, I want to have a place that I can call "HOME" But most of all, I want someone to be with me, Someone who can see me for me and not who or what I used to be. I'm tired of going places and doing things all alone! Today is supposed to be a happy day, a day to celebrate my birth, But thinking about a

When I Look Into Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I see you When I look into you eyes I see all the things you do When I look into your eyes I see just how beautiful you are When I look into your eyes I am with you no matter how near or far When I look into your eyes I see a love that I strong and true When I look into your eyes I realize just how much I love you When I look into you eyes I see a love that will never break When I look in to your eyes I see an angel undercover When I look into your eyes, I see my best friend and lover When I look into you eyes and run my fingers through your hair I just want you to know that no matter where I am or where you are, I will always be there.

Beauty Of The World
When I think about all the beauty in the world I see it all in you, I see the beauty of the sky In you beautiful eyes I feel the softness of a flower In your tender touch I smell the alluring fragran flowers In your sweet perfume And when I hear the breeze I can hear you sweet voice echoing back to me When I look at all the beauty in the world I realize that I am very honored and privileged to call you my girl dedicated to krisi

Call Me
When you feel weak and feel like you cant go on, Call me. When you feel beaten and broken By all the painful things others have spoken, Call me. When all you feel is pain and agony And you need someone to talk to, Call me. When you need someone to comfort you, Call me. But if one day I should ever need you, I hope that I can call you. If I am ever in need, I hope that you will be there for me. IF you ever need anything, Anything at all- Please do not hesitate, Just give me a call!

Expression
As I sit here thinking about holding you in my arms, And keeping you safe and warm, I think about how much you mean to me You are the sun that brightens my darkest days You are the light that shows me the way I cherish the day that you came into my life I love the way you have taken away all my pain And showed me what it means to love and be loved again I could write forever and never be able to tell you how I really feel Because there just arent enough words in the world You are my lover, my best friend, and you will forever be my girl. The things you do to me are simply amazing Everytime i hear your voice it sounds like angels singing. You have my love, you have my heart And we have built this bond that can never be torn apart I know i might now be able to tell you how i feel, But I have a lifetime to show you There isnt anything in this world that i wouldnt do for you, I love you baby and I always will. There is only one way i can show how much I love you And tha

Not Alone
As you sit there in the darkness of what has become your life Trying to put an end to your pain and strife Realize this- You are not alone! As you fight for what you believe is right As the day turns into night Do not give up hope For you are not alone! When you feel like all hope is gone And you can no longer carry on Hold your head up high Wipe that tear from your eye And realize that you are not alone! When you world comes crashing down on you And you feel that there is nothing you can do When you feel like you are all alone Take a look around you and realize you are not alone! Though there are times that you feel so weak And you try to ask for help but cannot speak Do not give up hope You are not alone! When the ones you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain And they make you feel like your goin insane, Carry on You are not alone! When you find yourself wanting to bring your life to an end Reach out and ask for the help of a friend And reali

I'll Be There
When times get hard and you feel so weak, Your heart is hurting and you want to speak, Your thoughts are racing through your mind, And loneliness is all you find, I'll Be There. When you feel torn apart and broken, By the painful words others have spoken, When you have tears streaming down your face And you need someone to be your saving grace, I'll Be There. When your heart is burning and you don't know what to do, I'll be here to comfort you, When you feel like you are lost at sea, You can come and seek refuge in me. I'll Be There. When you feel you've lost all faith and hope, I'll be here to help you cope, When you feel nothing but pain, I will be there to help you get up again. I'll be there.

Help!!
AIGHT FU FRIENDS...SO I GOT A POEM PUBLISHED AND AM TRYIN TO WIN SOME CONTEST!!!LOL...IMAGINE THAT SOMEONE ON FUBAR TRYIN TO WIN SOMETHING...THIS HOWEVER IS NOT ON FUBAR..IT WILL ONLY TAKE A MIN AND WILL BE MUCH APPRECIATED...BE HONEST AND RATE THE POEM..THATS ALL I ASK....TY ALL IN ADVANCE...I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR SO I KNOW ALREADY YOU ALL WILL HELP!!!!MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!THE LINK IS BELOW!!!! http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12458731 http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12460025

My Gift To You
I give you my heart, mind, body and soul For it is your love that makes me whole. I give to you each breath that I take, And every tear that I cry, I give you this promise that I will never break, I promise to remain faithful and never leave your side. I give you the world so choose anything, I give you my undying love along with this ring. I give you a life free from pain, worry and strife, I give you my heart and a chance to be my wife. I give you this kiss to say, "I promise to love you and cherish you forever and always." I trust that you believe that what im saying is true, Because today is the day that I give my heart to you. So close your eyes and take my hands, Let me give you a life of love and romance. Allow me to be all that you want and need, Allow me to give my gift to you, My gift to you is... ME!!

Hold On
Though my life has been turned upside down, I am still standing my ground. Though my body has been beaten and broken And my feelings hurt by the things others have spoken, Though so many people have done me wrong, I am still standing strong. Though many of my dreams have faded away Nothing and no one can stand in my way. I am a man with goals, hopes and dreams, Even though many of my dreams are shattered by deafening screams, I'm still holding on. Though I have shed so much blood and so many tears for countless years I will stand strong and face my fears. Ladies and gentleman, take this lesson in life, No matter how bad your pain, worries, or strife, There's never a need to take your life. There's always someone to turn to, There's always something that you can do- Hold On. Even when you feel that you can no longer carry on, Just hold on.

My Mistake
As I lay here wide awake Recounting all the heartache You've put me through, I realize now that I don't need you. Right now I'm left here with all this pain, And I only have you to blame. It makes me sick thinking about you, It makes me sick thinking about what you put me through, And about all the games you play. How can I still love you after all you've done? How do you expect me to carry on? How do you expect me to forgive you for what you've done wrong? How was I able to live like this for so long? You mean absolutely nothing to me, I really don't care how much you hurt I don't care if I did break your heart, You are the one who tore us apart. I have had all that i can take And that is why you are MY MISTAKE!! June 7, 2007

Thoughts Of You
As I sit here thinking about you I realize that we have a love that is strong and true It all started with a few words that were softly spoken And now we have a bond that could never be broken You are the love of my life My best friend, and my future wife You mean the world to me And I will do anything to make you see Just how much you truly mean to me. You are more than my best friend you are my lover And I feel very privileged to know that your an angel undercover As I sit here thinking about you And all the wonderful things you do I am very blessed to be with you You are like a dream come true I wish that i could show you how much I love you You are all that I want and need, You are all that I could hope for You mean absolutely everything to me There is no way that anyone could ever love you more.

My Apology
I come to you to apologize, For I have hurt you, I come to you to apologize, For I have neglected to love you, I come to you to apologize, For I have made you cry. I apologize for all that I have done wrong, I'm sorry that you have had to deal with this for so long. I'm sorry for not always being there And for acting like I didn't care, I'm sorry for putting you through so much pain, I can understand if you never want to see or talk to me again. I'm sorry for wasting your time And for playing with your mind. I'm sorry that things didn't work And I'm sorry for acting like a jerk. I'm sorry for asking you to be my girlfriend, Only to have your heart broken in the end.

The Love Of A Rose
Roses are a gift from the Lord above, They symbolize beauty and the symbolize love. So whenever I look at a rose, I see you, I see beauty, tenderness and a love so true. The petals of a rose are soft like your skin and silky like your hair, So no matter where you are or where you go Wherever you see a rose, I just want you to know That I will always be there. Rose have such a beautiful smell that reminds me of you, Every time I see or smell a rose, I am reminded of how much I love you. A friend once told me, "Never forget the love of a rose, because I never will," Well babe, its time that I let you know just how I feel, Roses are like the love the represent, If you're not careful, you could get pricked, And though it may hurt for a little bit, You will realize that a little bit of pain is well worth it. Some roses fade, wither and die, Others last and last longer than most people live, So unlike the rose that withers and dies, My love for you will last as long

My Life
Self-inflicted pain is how I used to help myself cope With the feeling of losing all hope. Everyone has something that the choose to hide, I choose to hide this pain that burns deep inside. There is not one person who understands, All everyone wants me to do is cater to their demands. I will no longer hide behind this mask, I will start showing my "true" self no matter how awkward the task. I'm sick and tired of being what you want me to be, This time I will be who I want and need to be.... ME!! I say that I am hated by many and loved by few, But that was until I broke free from you! For the last few years I have held back these tears, And tried my hardest to hide my fears. I did all this to please those around me, Pretending to be someone you wanted me to be. You claimed to be helping me, But all you were doing was wasting my time. I did what you wanted me to do without saying a word, Yet you still held me captive inside my own body, You treated me like an animal,

My Shattered Heart.
Here I am thinking about how my life has been torn apart, Trying to find a way to mend my shattered heart, If only I had listened to you when you tried to tell me That I should listen to my heart because it will never fail me, I wouldn't be sitting here feeling this pain again As I watch the sharp edge of this cold steel Tearing its way through my skin. Well, that's what I am thinking of, I haven't done it yet because I've also been thinking about the ones I love. Instead of numbing this pain with sharpened steel, I've decided to grab a pen and some paper and write about how I feel. This may not last long though, Because like everything else People and feelings do change, That's why so many are in pain, Because nothing ever stays the same. Poetry is my way of expressing what I cannot say. Blood and emotions come from the heart Not the head So it should come as no surprise that I am comforted by bloodshed To ease my shattered heart. Written On: December 16, 2004

Spank Him!!!
Lets show him what we do to someone that rates all the time and helps level up. He is sooo close to Fu-King.....Can we get him there? He shows his friends alot of love!! He is always rating them or blinging them!! Well now it's his turn!! He is just over 350k to Fu-King!! Please go show him lotsa love. Lets see if we can get him even closer to the next level!! So go spank him and do it hard!!! He needs it!! LoL AND HE LOVES IT!! Dakota21220 of the Shadow Levelers ~ Protecter of Kat1114 & luBell240 & lil5683Devil@ fubar

Guestbook
Guest Book for Thelma Maureen Earwood Page 1 of 1 October 5, 2008 Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you. Sincerely, Carol Carol Foster (Port Arthur, TX) Contact me Entries are free and are posted after being reviewed for appropriate content. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This Guest Book will remain online until November 1, 2008. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Send to a Friend Receive E-mail Updates Printer-Friendly Format Questions about the Guest Book? Contact us. Guest Book information and guidelines Today's The Orange Leader notices © Copyright 1999-2008 Legacy.com All Rights Reserved

New Home For Freedom?
Just got an email that a Rottie I have fostered for over a year may have finally found his forever home. wow...over a year. We have all become rather attached to each other (except when he hogs the bed). With a heavy heart I am crossing my fingers for him. The rescue I work with and Freedom's bio can be seen below: http://www.ncrottierescue.net/html/adopt_me.html#F

Please Friends,sign My Mothers Guestbook.thanks Very Much.
Tue, Oct 07 2008 Currently 68 H: 81 L: 61Click for more weather Homepage | Local News | Hurricane Ike - Latest News | High School Sports | College/Pro Sports | Opinion | Obituaries | Religion | Entertainment | Calendar | Classifieds | Monster Jobs | Wheels | Celebrations | Gadzoo Pets | Buy a Classified | View/Sign Guest Book -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thelma Maureen Earwood Thelma Maureen Earwood, 75, of Orange, passed away Wednesday, September 10, 2008 in Orange. Graveside services will be at 2:00 P.M. Saturday, October 4, 2008 in Autumn Oaks Memorial Park in Orange. Officiating will be Reverend Jeff Bell. Visitation will be from 9:00 A.M. until 12:00 P.M. Saturday at Dorman Funeral Home in Orange. Born on March 8, 1933 in Houston, Texas to Tillman and Thelma Daisy (Gay) Mahanay, she most recently lived in Orange and had most previously worked as a dispatcher for the Police Department in Friendsw

Need A Pimp Out??
OK..Here's the deal... i LOVE to rate peoples stuff to help them level up, and to get them some points... i prefer to do the major stuff during happy hours so we BOTH get more points... but, if you want all your pics and stash rated leave your comment here! once i have done all of those, i will expect the same in return... and i will post a daily pimp out bulletin with the names and links to those that return the love! Don't return the love, and you will end up FOREVER in my LOSERS blogs and bulletins! PEACE LOVE N CHICKEN GREASE SABBY > > Goodies - ciara

Prescribed.
What's your connection? The inside was taken. Stolen. Syphoned. Hallowed hollow. Left to dry in the sun. What's your connection? Did you remember to feel? Did you remember to feel, did you remember to feel did you remember to feel did you remembertofeeldidyouremembertofeeldid you remember It's all here, what was there. Locked, hidden and forgotten. The you that I used to be. The I, I pretended to be. There's nobody left. Square One. Not living, being. Not doing, existing. Not having. Not wanting. Not cindered. Not drowned. Not buried. Empty. In your true nature. Principles of the laws of attraction- The void cometh. Not with a torrent. Not engulfing, assaulting, devouring It fills. The empty is. The white eternity of I. Unfeeling, unmoved, infinite only in unused potential. My hell, my nature, my element. In this I am pure. In this I am. The prison isn't in your heart. The prison isn't from your mind. No if, then no

Blog #2
1) The reason why they haven't met the 3rd time is apparently that her mother killed herself, and Jaymee had to attend the funeral. The same day I saw her pop up on a mumm, making a funny comment. Not a way to mourn. Plz refer to the part where her mother died when she was 5, and she was raised by her single father. 2) Then right when they decide to meet, and she is on her way to see him, the hurrican/flood/whatever hits, and she gets cuts, infections, etc, gets into ICU. 3) I tell Deacon that its fishy that something global happens all the time. I feel awful for both of them, but my 6th sense is REALLY tingling. 4) He says that she is in the hospital, but doesnt wanna give out the info so ppl wont feel bad for her. I smell BS, and ask him who else is in touch with him. # ppl: Her dad, her aunt, and her friend McLovin. Her dad only texts, for some reason from HER cell phone (uh oh), and uses phrases like "uhmmm,ok", etc. Things that only youngsters would say. Her

New Drugs In Schools Please Read!!
I GOT THIS FROM A FRIEND TO ALL THAT HAS KIDS IN SCHOOLS PLEASE READ! New drug in Schools... Please pass this on even if you do not have kids in school. Parents should know about this killer drug. Grandparents, send it to your familys and friends. This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick '. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may have been giv

Republican/democrat Facts
I have a question.The first 7 years Bush was in office gas was cheap and the economy was good.Then the people wanted a change.They voted in a democratic congess and the gas went up to Over $4.00,the economy is about to fail. So now the question - Do people really think by putting a man with NO KNOWLEDGE OF RUNNING A COUNTRY into office things will get better?

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Woot I Am Now The Co-owner Of Demons Playground
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=59872 Just wanted everyone to know that I am the Co-Owner of Demons Playground now. The Crew is back and Having a Blast. Be sure to come see me.

~ Guardian Angels ~
You never know when your guardian angel will be there for you so I have to try... I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their it. Your response will be interesting.. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they

I'm Now Fu-queen
I'm Finally The 1st Frozen Fu-Queen!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World The Following Fu's Have My Respect & Many Thanks! Show Them Some Fu-Lovin Too! dallasboyz33@ fubar gooseman1992@ fubar This Next Man Is Always There For Me! & I'm Proud To Be One Of His Girls! BigDaddySparks@ fubar This Woman I've Never Met Came To My Page To Help Me, And She Was The Second Person To First Rate All My Stuff! I Thank You! shena member of Confed BomberFamily N.A.P, FU Bad girl's RL Wife to Keith28539 owned by MYSTIC

Wanna Be My Halloween Date?
Have You Wanted To Date A Bad Girl.. Now Is Your Chance To Date One Of Sarge's Bad Girls. Come Leave Them Your Best Pick Up Line Or Date Idea. They Will Choose Their Favorite Line Or Idea. You Will Get A Minimum Of 100 Rates From The Bad Girl That Chooses You. Here Are The Bad Girls You Can Choose From. HoneyDew's Princess Vamp Morticia Sexy Green Eyes Chaos' Goddess Blueroses Tulsa's Angel Devil's Advocate Ticha aGEM4life Blue Eyed Brat For All The Ladies..You Can Get A Date With The Sarge Sgt. Raider(The Sarge)

Conflicted Emotions
I like someone...but i already fucked it up in a matter of 3 days. I'm not sure if i want another relationship this soon, but i do want/need/crave attention and feeling loved. thats why im so self destructive when it comes to being committed. i think thats also why i (stupidly) called someone the other night for nothing more than attention. I dont drink...I dont smoke...only occasionally, and I'm not a bad person...except for when someone really gets in my head. my ex is threatening me with all sorts of stuff...including me losing my son...but its not like he can do anything about it because he doesnt have anything himself. no job, no car and no leg to stand on (literally kinda cuz all his limbs are fucked up) anywho i got my anger out now and im going to get ready for my job interview.

I Dont Kno
sometimes i wonder should u really tell someone u care alot for them.. or should u just be ther and not any saying.. sometimes i wonder why keep everything so hidden. is it because im to scared to see myself really in love for someone that may not love m e back.. or what.. ive been hurt way to many t imes and ive been played to many times.. should i j ust sit here and not worry about that one peron i would love to talk to- would love to get to know.. would love to be with.. or should i just not even worry..

What Is Your Best Routine?
“For all my good intentions, there are days when things go wrong or I fall into old habits. When things are not going well, when I'm grumpy or mad, I'll realize that I've not been paying attention to my soul and I've not been following my best routine.” -- Robert Fulghum How do you need to bring more balance to your life? Robert Fulghum has shared, “The older I get, the more I realize the importance of exercising the various dimensions of my body, soul, mind and heart. Taken together, these aspects give me a sense of wholeness. I want to be a whole human being rather than one who limps on one leg because I don't know how to use all of my parts. Intellectual, emotional, and physical activity are not separate entities. Rather, they are dimensions of the same human being.” "There is an Indian Belief that everyone is in a house of four rooms: A physical, a mental, an emotional and a spiritual. Most of us tend to live in one room most of the time, but unless we go into every

Mine
It's plane and simple that you should be who you are at all times rather that be the out spoken lound mouth at every event or the mild soft spoken mild tempered person that peolpe walk all over. Me on the other hand lay in between all od the above. soft and suddle but spolied rotten to the core!