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Ok Everyone Is Rating But Not Leaving Comments
ok ppl i love that ur rating my pix but come on doesn't anyone leave comments on the pix anymore...me and friend were talkin a few days ago about this how girls were just rating his pix and not commenting on them....and so he wasn' going to post anymore pix....sooo if thats whats going to happen then i think i'll do the same no point of putn up pix if ur not going to comment....but for the ones who leave comments thank you....for the love....

Bored Because Of F#@king Theives!!
Ok, so i am spending the night at my shop. Why, you may ask. Last night we got broke into. The dumb bastards got away with 4 ATV's and one of our trailers. SO, tonight i am staying here to see if they are dumb enough to come back. God, i hope so. I would like nothing better than to bust them in the act!!! If you have't noticed i hate theives!!! And i am bored as hell.

Here I Am
well i'm home again finally i need the break i'm glad to be home and i missed my friends i really wish some of them would relize that i'm still the same old misty that will always be there for them know mater what.................................................................................................................................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss my friend

It's A Girl Scout Nation!! You Know, With Crack Involved.
I have a serious question about the ingredients of girl scout cookies, and the mental state of the Girl Scouts of America. Are these people crack addicts? If so, I am concerned for my safety and the safety of anyone who purchased girl scout cookies. Normally being a rational human being about my sweets (I have tons of sweets in my house and ration myself as to not lose my girlish figure), I consumed an entire sleeve of Thin Mints in like, 3 hours! This is effing unheard of. I'm also bouncing off the walls like a mad woman...is it sugar or crack? Now, after reading online the effects of crack on its abusers, I am even more convinced that pretty soon, I'm gonna start freebasing thin mints. Crack withdrawal symptoms include but are not limited to: * agitation * depression * intense craving for the drug * extreme fatigue * anxiety * angry outbursts * lack of motivation * nausea/vomiting * shaking * irritability * muscle

Salute Bullcrap
Okay, i think im not the only one who can agree with this crap. I have posted i think like 4-5 pics of slautes on here and all of them have been rejected. WTF, they say that i need to read the "faqs" and I HAVE OBEYED THEM!!!!! fuck these people. I think all of you would agree that most of the pics on here of my salutes, are USABLE!!!!! Let me know what you think...

Thanks All
Wanted to say thanks to all my friends that prayed for me and kept in touch with me during my hospital stay, thanks for all those prayers. just wanted to let poeple know that i had a light heart attack but im ok now i spent 2 days in ICU, then transferred to a reg. room. had a heart cath which isnt fun by the way. im bruised from head to toe. thanks to my sis for coming down from tenn. (cougar) to help take care of me. and tinker for supporting and praying for me. and to all the other friends for their prayers and support. I still am weak so if i am not on cherry tap please forgive me i do get so weak that im not able to sit up long. i am good they put a sten in my heart and cleared the blockages so im new again. lol. like isaid thanks to all my friends i love you all. thanks redheaded lovin soldier for missing me babe your very special to me, and ponyboy thank you for the messages , tinker (sis) i love you so much girly. I'll be back to my old self soon. and ty CT daddy f

*sighs*
I keep thinking bout someone but dont really know what to do.. she plans on going to the army and doesnt do LD relationships and neither do i... i think i may have found someone.. but i just cant quite somehow put it shes really cool... but idk how she feels bout me...

The Yoda Is Back!!
My 1999 Toyota Tacoma SR5 was my first purchase when I got divorced 7 years ago. Instead of jacking this one up i decided to put racing rims and wide low profile tires on it. It also had a few different loud stereo systems in it. From a 15 inch sub that took up the whole extended cab to a 10 that put out an SPL rating of 135 on my windshield. Over the years it got me back and forth to college. about a year ago the engine blew up with 250,000 miles on it. I left it parked in the side field at the house to decide what to do with it. I moved away and came back and got a job at the college where i got my 2 degrees from. I decided to move out of the country and into the town that I was working in. That's when life threw me a curve ball. I met this beautiful girl here on CT. We decided to go out on a date and the rest is history. I decided to stay where i am at and commute. My current truck gets terrible gas millage, so I decided to get the engine in the Toyota rebuilt. The engine was instal

I Watched
There is a silence at the unfold of day like no other I have known. The breeze is soft, cool and fresh. The land damp with renewal. Creatures of the darkness wane As those of the light awaken. The transition is peaceful, Like the eerie calm after battle. The curtains flutter helplessly In the breath of morning, As do the stray strands of your hair. You lay naked, motionless, Except for the slow rise and fall of your chest, Curled up as though reaching with your whole body Across the room for me. I indulge myself to savor every inch of you. My eyes making love to you in the silence. The sheets transform from gray to white, As the mirror reveals its first reflection. Me sitting in this chair. In distance there is a fondness That fills me like the light slowly filling this room. It comes from a place so far within myself That I cannot get there alone. It is you that takes me there When you say my name in the quakes of orgasm. When you smile just because I’m

No One's Gonna Read This Anyway
i doubt that this will get any attention, but im not writing it for you or anyone else...just me...for some strange reason it helps to get it out. i continue to wonder about myself...it seems like everything goes from ok, to great, to horrible sucky in like a week...thats how it always is in my life... then theres the "plane out" period...where everthing is ok...not great, but not horrible either...just survival. then things start to get really awesome, or have the possibility of getting great....and then it allllll goes to fucking hell again. I just wish i could actually get somewhere in life...just for once actually get something i want. i finally have the opportunity to meet someone, and possibly have a relationship with them, but i can't ever seem to leave her alone...im always trying to talk to her, and the more i try, the more fed up with me she seems...its to the point now, that i think she doesn't even want to talk to me...she just does because she doen't want to hurt my fe

Almost Died
I've been going through a really hard time lately... With work, with money, with getting the bills paid. I had been contemplating some bad things, and while I'd never do it... It seemed like an easy way out. But I'd never do it... cuz it's a sin. And I'm too chicken shit to anyway. Anyway, I went to see my family and realized I only had $10.97 to my name. That's it. That is all I had and I still owe my landlord a lil bit more on rent and he's being weird and doens't have a new lease for me to sign... So my dad let me borrow money so at least I had money to drive home. Since my car had no gas. Oh and wtf is up with gas? Two weeks ago it was $2.39 a gallon. Now it's up to $2.74! And when I went to Safeway to get gas, the stupid truck was there filling up the gas tank so I had to go to Shell and pay ten cents more a gallon (I always save ten cents with my Safeway club card, hee hee) But I did have a nice time hanging out with my brother and my best friend and her boyfriend.

Everything I Know
all i wanted was to love you. love you. completely. your heart, your soul, i feel so at home there. so connected. so at peace. in your eyes i see myself reflected. and now am i just supposed to stand here and let you destroy it all? destroy you? destroy me? the tie that binds us is unbreakable. we will always be connected. if you cry, i cry. if you die, i die. no one can live without a soul. without a heart. and you are my soul. and you are my heart. and in the next life, maybe it will be easier. but you said i was worth it...

What Senator John Glenn Said
> > > *I thought this was interesting, no matter what your view of the war, > > this is good information.* > > > > WHAT SENATOR JOHN GLENN SAID* > > > > Things that make you think a little: > > > > There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. > > In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the > > Month of January.That's just one American city, > > About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq . > > > > When some claim that President Bush shouldn't > > Have started this war, state the following: > > > > A. FDR led us into World War II. > > > > B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. > > From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. > > An average of 112,500 per year. > > > > C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea > > North Korea never attacked us. > > From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... > > An average of 18,334 per year. > > > > D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962

Why Me??
Last night I was going to write my blog but I had to many eyes an didnt feel like crying with people in my house, Yes I do cry when its just me or someone I can actually talk to about things alone. I feel like Im lossing my life slowly. 2 in a half years ago I broke up with the one I truely love to death, (July 8th 2006) 8 months ago I lost my father, March 5th I lost a close teacher due to the snow storm an March 7th from being on life support for 5 years due to a car accident. Then of course I missed carried. Everyone that I have been close to im just lossing. Ya I have been sad its that time of the month that my father passed away. I feel like my life is falling apart... Why me??? Why??

For All The Wrestling Fans!!!! Destination X Results Adn Opinions! Post Away!
Alright! Another stellar PPV put on by TNA Wrestling! The show started with LAX vs Team 3D in a Ghetto Brawl! Winner was LAX THen we had Austin Star vs Senshi (low Ki) in a crossface chickenwing challenge! Starr tapped like a baby to Senshi! then mixed tag biullrope match that seen James Storm and Miss Tennese vs Petey Williams and Gale Kim! James storm and Miss Tennese won! Scott Steiner vs Kurt angle Seen Kurt come out on top with a top rope sunset flip! It was cool! VKM vs kristy hemme's mystery team which was the Heartbreaker! VKM won this encounter. Sting vs Abyss in a last rights match seen abvyss stuffed in a coffin adn raised to the ceiling with Sting emerging the victor in what was a bloody mess after the first 30 seconds! it was a gore fest! Jerry Lynn vs Chris Sabin 2 out of three falls seen Chris Sabin Retain his TNA X-division Championship. Rhyno vs a.J. Styles in the first ever elimination X Scaffold match! it was absoluteyl breathtaking a

Cancer
CANCER ITS A VERY ULGY WORD THAT AFFECTS ALOT OF PEOPLE,I HAD 1 BROTHER AND 1 AUNT DIE FROM LEUKIMIA,1 AUNT DIE FROM BREAST CANCER,SO I KNOW THE PAIN THAT FAMILY'S GO THROUGH.I WISHED THEY WOULD FIND A CURE FOR ALL CANCERS. EVERYTIME I THINK OF THEM AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE CANCER,I SHED A TEAR, AND YES REAL MEN DO CRY,SO IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS CANCER,PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR THEM

Ok Well........
i didn't need this with all the other shit going on.................BUT if you pray please keep my boy killian in your prayers.....i got home from work last nite to find he has a massive tumor on his rib-cage. it appeared in less than 10 hours...........this has me freaked out........it is big enough that i can cup it on my hand.....i have given him benadryl but it has done nothing so it must not be from a bite?? anyways since i am single with no wife or kids.....killian and onyx are all i have in this world and it has me in a frame of mind i don't like to be in.....i don't know what i am gonna do if i find out it is a benign tumor... my 2 four-legged kids are all i have in this world and i am freakin here.......so if you are a true friend of mine please keep him in your thoughts or prayers.......this is driving me insane!!! -BBB-

Poem #2
Laying in the aftermath of my destruction The dialtone still in my ear My soul poured out all over the floor A beauty thought to be endless This angel of innocence and simplicity Has a dirty face and an endless black soul A lonely heart rots into a forgotten black lump In the middle of this breakdown In a world where there is no light,no hope I feel the coldness sink into my skin Nothing can ever go back to the way it was Nothing in the world could ever spare the pain Of those three small words. If anyone can help me come uo with names for these help me out please :-)

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Monday Flowers
Like monday flowers, you sew your thoughts of love at my feet to propose to me. Your bond, ours, a resemblance of me and you. Together for a lifetime, longer to be true. My heart beckons to you, crying to be held, and with yours it does so melt. One-we are a blending...body, soul, mind. In ecstasy we writhe, rising on tidal waves of lust. As our bodies inner cores, burst showering one another in our pure, silken love. My body is yours. Your temple, your concubine of pure sex, an unadulterated bond. Your fingers strumming humming over me making the throbbing spread without. My skin, yours, damp..slick with our love. Your fingertips dancing in our sweet nectar, for us to taste the flavor of monday flowers.

I Wonder
I wonder, how many burdens is Jesus carrying for us that we know nothing about? We're aware of some. He carries our sin. He carries our shame. He carries our eternal debt. But are there others? Has He lifted fears before we felt them?. . . Those times when we have been surprised by our own sense of peace? Could it be that Jesus has lifted our anxiety onto His shoulders and placed a yoke of kindness on ours?

Chaos Or Humanity?
Chaos or Humanity? People call death a part of chaos. Some consider it to be nothing else then an idea, problem, or fear. I consider it just the beginning.... The beginning to another end. People killing other people.... Some call it Chaos. I call it survival of the fittest. Why survival of the fittest? Simple, look amongst the other creatures that this planet supports. Lions, kill their own prey to feast. Chaos? No nature. Same thing applies to the human race. Do we not kill and eat our own prey? We eat chicken, turkey, cow, and pig for example. People call eating another person cannabalism. Is it not cannabalism when we eat other creatures such as cow and pig? We are eating meat. Some people consider the world to be a cruel place and an unforgiving one at that. I see these things as just natures way of keeping its skin clean. It's got to dispose of some things some how, am I right or wrong?

Oh To All Those That Are True
TO TRUE FRIENDS, WHO ONE DAY JUST MAY UNDERSTAND ME AND NOT JUDGE Current mood: disappointed Category: Life To True Friends The beauty of true friendship is seen through my eyes more magnificent with love than the day before the gift given freely with open arms held out bringing comfort and companionship to my heart's door The feelings of tenderness and pride in accomplishments of others is only the beginning of a friendship caring and wanting blessing for another fills your soul sharing all that you have, brings more to this relationship The hurt of one is the hurt of two multiplying the tears of unhappiness the victories of one are combined to double the joyous song making the hopes and prayers of one not solitude but a choir of voices heard loud and strong The union of love begins softly within each person in life making the day a place of contentment and surprise until finally the importance of other

Drama And Bullshit
Wow. What a difference a week makes. A week ago, I still had a list of people I called friends. Everyone I spent time around, I spent time with because I knew them and loved them, and, from what they said, they loved me. Today, wow. I'm back with my ex-fiance. That's good. But, heh, that's the only thing that's good. She might be playing me. That's bad. Jammi is mad at me for 2 different issues, one of which I am not even responsible for. The other... I really had no choice. Andrea is mad at me because I'm back with Renney and not with her. Amy is mad at me for an issue I'm not even responsible for. Chris (my GM) is mad at me because they're slaving me at work, and I'm not getting the time to recuperate that I need. Jammi has no job. Andrea has no job. You know, I'm getting sick and tired of the bullshit in my life. People need to get their fucking act together and realize the way shit is now is the way shit is going to be, and it's always going to be like that. I got

The Journey
It's 2am, I'm still so awake My mind is clear, as to what is at stake What began a hopeless dream Has become a reality, beautiful seen Two people who believed, there lives on hold Have crossed a deminision, where dreams will unfold The journey will be long As the miles move in song The sun will set, in the mountains so near The journey will end and their love will be clear How they got to this place is a story to be told How they wished and wondered is the dream that unfolds Eyes finally meet, we see the loving smiles Their journey has finally ended, after so many miles

Alice.
Where are you going? I follow you. Leash in hand. Invisible lead. I let my mind take me. You see it's it that is leashed. Collared by my eyes. Sometimes I give it treats. But I lost it. And now I fall. Down this mole hole because for me rabbits are to good. I am just a shadow of Alice You see. My looking glass broke and my image is distorted My screams are silent Repeatedly.

My Poem---pain
Pain pain is constant inside and out it’s like lost In the silence lost in doubt though pain cannot be mistaken and never replaced it cannot be helped because it never leaves a trace in fatality it leaves in our final moments when all we wish to cry about it’s the broken shards we’ve left behind life is meaningless with pain because there’s nothing left to fell with no feeling of life nothing can be real

My Poem---revenge Of A Black Rose
Revenge of a black rose (a boys story untold) until the darkness cease to end all that begins shall end again.... In a solemn line they now stand morning the death of a once life filled man but yet none of them neither friend nor foes will never know the truth that his grave beholds within this coffin lies the truth of beat, of rape, and harmful abuse and this one young boy he just wanted to fit in but never again never again... Here in the rain outside his window I’ll wait but never again shall I see his sweet face because of a step father who simply didn’t care and a blood father who promised he would always be there and in his final moments we all heard him call out his plea for life but the boy never said a word and it all ended that night... I’ll never forget you my friend you never deserved for it to end so early so I place a single black rose on your grave I promise to you your revenge I will keep save me a place in heaven, because we

Tied Up In Your Dream.
Rock me gently in the sea your dreams are a fashionable escape like a noose .... tied up and pretty gagged No no please, don't speak. Silence is forever Words only insert Unpleasure I'd rather hear the darkness from behind your eyes trace the echoes of an unset goodbye. Stalk your mind. Bleed you to cry cause my veins are empty baby and the ducts are dry. So I will save you this dance love a melody untarnished by the years unspoken from the fears trailing like some secret code but the music box has broken. I forgot my hello. So where do I go? Where do I go now? Now that you are not here. I am alone babe and this dream speaks of nightmares and the fog of my memory is a yester day Tease. Please babe blue is SO not your color touching to freeze Now how do I please? I forgot now how where did.. I you Oh. goodbye.

Fish Stick Dicks.
a poem by Mel: Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

What My Step Daughter Did This Weekend
Okay this is kinda funny but not, first off the ex called and said i wasnt gonna get ashley this weekend cause her real dad called and wanted to see her. My Answer, Cool if she's scared or has any problems she can call me or come over. So saturday rolls around, ashley goes to her dads, he takes her shopping and whatnot, buys her some brand new Heelies, the shoes with skates in them, Takes her bowling, feeds her and she tells him, I wanna go home, So he takes her home. Ex calls me about 6:30 pm saturday night says Ashleys back from her dads and wants to know if its okay if she comes spends the rest of the weekend with me, Im like sure ! Well she gets there and we start talking and im like so ashley, basically you just went with your dad to use him for his money. She goes, YEP, he only wants me 2 times a year and you ARE MY DAD because your always there for me so he can kiss my booty. LoL.

A Place Where You Are Not Alone
There is a place where you are not alone, where your voice sings with every voice that has ever sung, or will ever sing. In this place you know that no encounter was ever wasted and that no face passed you by unnoticed in the crowd. Here you are allowed to choose again, and in this time you decide not to discount or overlook anyone. You move quickly past no one merely to get to someone else who pleases you more. Now you cannot see a single one you do not welcome, and in the harmlessness of your vision, all return your gentle gaze.

Guts Or Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject. In reality there isn't much difference since either one will ultimately result in death.

Shut Out.
My love is an explicite monologue between two lovers battered and bruised smoke trailing the air and mouths sewn shut. I taste of blood and ash salt and sweat and when I dance... I fly. Do you see me? Can you still see? If you can see me then why? I think that I am nothing. You threw me out. Cherish the beginning for storys unwritten they are tragedys in the make. So empty. I cradle the filth of remembered lullabys bite the tongue so that you may not escape But all that I am. All that I am to you. Is a bruised image. A reacurring dream. A sad little dolly whom has outshown her use A black and white rerun with a broken remote untroubled by your thoughts cause you shut your eyes cause you shut your mind you shut your door to me.

Clear
I ache. Break, broken, speak, spoken. Burning dry those tears I can't hold on It's like a spiders web I can't hold on cut the flesh I cannot stand must stand strong I cannot speak clear I cannot walk broken knees I cannot heal these disease I cannot draw you better dreams Please no. Please. I cannot see you through these eyes I can not sing you better lies I know your going no not gone I wish that I could sing your song. I wish that I could free your heart and I wish we would not part but they say you don't have long how I wish to sing your song. I cannot move throughout this black I cannot breath or bring you back I cannot touch what will not stay I'm not okay not okay.

Lyfe Jennings Must Be Nice
Must Be Nice [1st Verse:] Must be nice Having someone who understands the life you live Must be nice Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give Must be nice Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick someone who's smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion Must be nice Having someone who loves you despite your faults Must be nice Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk Must be nice Having someone who understands that a thug has feelings too someone who loves you for sho' you just remember to never let 'em go [Chorus:] Even when your hustling days are gone She'll be by your side still holding on Even when those 20's stop spinning and all those gold-digging women disappear she'll still be here [2nd Verse:] Must be nice Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work Must be nice Having someone you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts Must be nice Having som

My Grandma Part 10
Ok Update on my grandma.. My grandma thought someones was getting married, we told her no on e is getting married.. I started to cry.. When that happen.. Don't know if it's the meds or not, I don't know.. But seeing her this way makes me really hurt and cry.. Her face is sollon and I dont know what can I do.. All I have to do is help my grandma out around the house. My uncles and aunts are helping grandma out.. ALl I'm going to say I trying to be strong and i tis really hard for me, but it is her destiny and she will die anytime and any day.. So we are waiting day by da. I don't know whats going to happen to me.. W have to wait and see what happens when the time is right you know what I mean.. Virgo24

And Stranger They Get..
Tell me a story he said wash me within another world cause this one's black and white no.. grey. Staticy and I am deaf so no write me a story so that my ears do not bleed. This path it It got overgrown cause see I was walking and ..I ... I strayed. And now the tree's you know them? (they talk to me) so it's probably a good thing that I cut off my ears because what if .... but what does that matter? And I smiled. Why are you smiling? I think that he said I'm not sure because I think he was mute rather I could not understand because he'd sewn himself shut muffled moaning so I closed my eyes. Help! A scream but.. if no voice? and I faltered he grabbed my hand. I saw him. and I saw him die. Tell me a story he said. It's cold out here. I need to feel your warmth and I cried. And I etched it out or rather traced a hand upon stone so.. cold. And I spoke to him so soft this voice and I touched the place that

Stone Age...
Good morning. How are you today? Well it’s like a bad Geico commercial. The national association of Anthropology is trying to get its members, fellow Anthropologists are being instructed to not use the term Stone-Age when referring to people deemed living in such conditions. Yeah… ok.. like I said it’s a bad Geico commercial. Can’t call them old culture, can’t do much of anything now days that it does not piss someone off or get you in a situation of being sued! Daylight sayings time has came and the world did not stop turning. Bonnie feared the alarm clock to not go off this morning, so much so that she actually set another alarm clock to go off in the bathroom attached to the master bedroom to go off ten minutes after the original alarm clock was to go off. Well, that’s all good and all if you actually set the original clock to actually go off!...Oh, oh and the extra alarm clock?..Well just so happens that clock was not changed so it was one hour later so she would have gotten up

All Or All
Romans 10:9 “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” Have you ever thought that salvation was like a cafeteria where you can pick and choose the aspects of Jesus you want. “I’ll have a little Saviorhood, please, but no Lordship.” If Jesus is not your Lord, Jesus is not your Savior. What’s the difference? Well, suppose we perform a wedding ceremony and say to the young man, “Would you take Mary to be your lawfully wedded wife?” and he responds, “Well, I’ll take Mary as house-keeper.” Then I say to her, “Would you take John to be your lawfully wedded husband?” and she says, “Well, I’ll take him as provider.” Friend, we can’t pick and choose what we want from Jesus. We simply take Jesus as Lord over ALL! Is Jesus Christ Lord of every area of your life? Take time to today to examine your life — your finances, your relationships, your hopes a

The Invitation
The Invitation Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are te

Dear My Favorite Designers...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make shoes for my big ass feet!!!!! I FOUND THE MOST AMAZING PAIR OF SHOES....YES I almost orgasmed at the sight of them! These are Dolce and Gabbanas....I might die. HOLY SHIT I WANT THEM SO FUCKING BAD. Oh and ONE MONTH TIL MY BDAY! Whatcha gonna get me???

And Another Week Begins!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! I've got an early start for work this morning and a late ending - it's Monday, belly dancing class tonight, yay!! I'll be off and running shortly. The Dragon Tattoo Contest finishes up today! It's been fun, but I don't think I'll do it again for awhile, lol! Just not cut out for the comment bombing brigade!! I have enough stress in my life, I don't need more!! Thank you to one and all who helped me with rates and comments. I appreciate that so very much! You are the very best of friends, Muah!! Need to rally the guys and motivate them toward school, always an uphill battle! Have a wonderful day and a fantastic week, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings all over the map! Later, much later, lol!

My Tired Blog Is Not For The Many Of You....
IT IS A WRITING OF WHAT IVE HAD TO ENDURE IN MY OWN "BACKYARD", HERE IN MY HOME, SO DONT TAKE IT AS AN OFFENSE TOWARDS YOURSELVES, IT IS MERELY A "VENTING" OF MY TRUE FEELING AND AWARENESS OF WHAT HAS GONE ON AROUND ME HERE....LOVE YOU ALL, SWEET SACRIFICE.

Blah (again) Meh
Yanno, it never seems to fail. Somehow, no matter what I do.... I get like almost morbidly depressed... This is not good, and I'm not really wanting to slip back into the snap at everyone about every little thing that happens kinda moods... Its not fair to them... It's not fair to me. What have I ever done to feel like this? It's just not right. I don't even understand it... I mean, this is a rarity in and of itself. Yanno, me actually taking the time to sit here and try to put into words how I feel and what I'm thinking, simply because I generally don't try to confide in people, or in blogs, or journals... But I felt like I might explode or go do something I would ultimately regret if I didn't. But right now I want to thank DJ Milf for playing Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol in the DZ Lounge, kinda made my morning better... That song is supposed to be a happy kinda sappy song, I think... But if I'm in a good mood it makes me utterly depressed, and when depressed it k

22 Putting In The Effort
I see if often, usually at those times of the year when people are concerned about how they look in lesser amounts of clothing. Those are the times that the parasites with the promises to get you in shape with little of no effort on your part come out of the woodwork. If it sounds to good to be true it probably is. There is no free lunch. Keep those two sayings in mind as you consider the TV commercials that will give you the world with no effort. If you want to get fit and stay that way be ready to put in some effort. Those funny shaped machines that can be folded up and stored conveniently do just that. You will fold them up and not get them back out most of the time. Many people who have contacted me to train them at home tell me about all sorts of machines they have available. Most of them I don't even recognize but they bought into the idea that the machine would revolutionize the entire fitness industry. Well I guess it did in one way, it was another money making su

"i Know Not " Part 1
What to say when I know not how I feel. This is the thought I had as you left my life. I think back to all we have gone through. So much in so little time,it was only a few years. Yet it feels like a life time. I remember that day we were walking in the park. We got caught in a down pour,in more ways then one. You looked so good ,with your body wet and showing everything. Back then you wore your hair down and lose. Your eyes were so deep and full. That was the first day we kissed and my first kiss. We ran to the car hand in hand,we had to stop because my skirt got caught. You cut your finger freeing me,I kissed it and made it better. That was also the night you showed me your feelings!! It was the first time we cross the line of friends. I don't know what to say or feel as you leave me behind. I remember how we went everywhere together. Everyone knew, couldn't have one of us ,without the other. Now you go down a path I can not fallo

A True Friend
A TRUE FRIEND A true friend never walks away A true will always stay A true friend looks out for you A true friend will guard your secrets Like a precious gift A true friend is there for you To give you a helpful lift A true friend tries to make you smile Tries to replace that frown They may not always succeed But they rarely let you down These arms for you are open This heart for you does care And when I think you need me I'll try to always be there I'll listen to your fears I promise not to laugh Comfort your falling tears I'll make this friendship last I'll keep you near to my heart I'll always hold you dear Even when we're miles apart Even when you're here I hope I am to you Everything you are to me For the friendship we have Is a special one indeed.

Blog From A Friends Post
A FRIEND POSTED A BLOG AND I HAD TO COPY AND REPOST IN MY OWN BLOG ....TODAY LIKE OTHER I STARTED OFF TRYING TO CATCH UP ON COMMENT,REPLYS THE USUAL THING....BUT STRAIGHT FROM THE START WAS ERRORED OUT FROM COMMENTING OR RATING LIKE WTF!!!!! THEN THE POWERS TO BE SAID WAS FIXING PROB HAHAHAHAHAHAAH THATS FUNNY..ENVERY TIME THAT IS SAID CT GETS SLOWER AND MORE FUCK UP....BUT BACK ON AGAIN COMMENT ONCE THEN 5 ERROR MESSAGES GETTTING MORE PISSED OFF AS THE DAY GOES.....LEAVE FOR A COUPLE HOUR THEN TRY AGAIN WELL I WAS NOT DIAPPOINTED STILL THE SAME SO STRUGGLE ON AND GRIN......BELOW IS OTHER BLOG DON,T AGREE WITH ALL BUT THERE IS A LOT OF TRUTH IN WHAT IS SAID I wonder what people call the one line that goes over our screen where it tells you about the 5 DVDS and the whole page where you can subscribe to stuff to make cherry bucks. and what about the links at the bottom of the comment boxes? I call them all ads. Just that they dont pop up on our screen all the time, cause they are

The Buddha
"My body reached a state of extreme emaciation. Because of eating so little my limbs became like the jointed stems of creepers or bamboo; my backside became like a buffalo's hoof; my backbone, bent or straight, was like corded beads; my jutting and broken rafters of an old house; the gleam of my eyes sunk deep in their sockets was like the gleam of water seen deep down at the bottom of a deep well." 1 This was the Prince Siddhartha at the age of thirty-five. For six years, he had practiced the 'severe austerities,' depriving himself of food and water as well as torturing himself in a seemingly endless search for enlightenment. Who was this Prince Siddhartha? Better known as Buddha, he was born on April 8, 2 in the year 566, 563 3, or 560 4 B.C. to King Suddhodana and Queen Maya (also known as Mahamaya or Mayadevi) of Sakya (or Sakhya or Shakya) in present day Nepal. Both of his parents came from the Gautama (or Gotama) clan of the royal warrior caste. Maya died one week after Si

The Worst
Well I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around Tear me apart Including this old heart That is true And never ever let you down You shouldn't stick with me You trust me too much, you see Take all the pain It's yours anyway Yeah kid... Oh, put the blame on me You ought to pass, you see Somewhere outside I threw love aside Now it's a tragedy I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around

Ladies And Gentlemen
Ladies and Gentlemen, hobos and tramps, Bug-eyed mosquitoes and bowlegged ants! I'm about to tell you a story I've never heard before, So pull up a chair and sit on the floor. Admission is free, so pay at the door. One fine day, in the middle of the night, two, dead boys got up to fight. Back to back, they faced each other, drew their swords and shot each other. A deaf policeman heard the noise, and saved the lives of the two dead boys. If you don't believe my lies are true, ask the blind man, he saw it too!

Experience Gone Awry
I can’t keep acting Surprised Just cannot play the Fool again Believe it or Not I saw this coming Long ago When I explain It to you I’ll remember to Take it slow I didn’t need too Many clues When adding 2+2 Simple case of hearing What you meant Not What you said It never gets real Complicated If it comes out of Your head The clouds you try to Hide behind Are merely a Pale fog When you tie yourself up In tall tales You end up mired in The bog Now you are stuck And the one who Wound up shocked Nice to see you Bamboozled Here’s a kiss For luck Even fairy tales Attain conclusions We have touched the page That states The End I once saw a partner Now I can’t find My friend

What Women Say And What Men Hear
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ">.. Female to Male Translation What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon, you and I need to clean up, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear, if we don't do laundry right now!?" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah,

Come Bomb Her...
SHE NEEDS OUR HELP GUYS,,, PLEASE... COME ON AN BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA HER CONTEST PICTURE!!!! ~ LOVE YOU GUYS,,, KISSES AN HUGGESS ~ Sunni_Star* fan me*' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-11 19:23:00'..

Guess Where I Will Be On Friday????
In New Orleans!!!!! My husband and I are going to see our school in the big dance! UNT plays Memphis on Friday. I'll make sure and drink a hand grenade or two for EVERYONE. :) Wish the Mean Green lots of luck! We will need it. lol ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Engineers
Understanding Engineers - Take One: Two engineering students were walking across a university campus when one said, "Where did you get such a great bike?" The second engineer replied, "Well, I was walking along yesterday, Minding my own business, when a beautiful woman rode up on this bike, threw it to the ground, took off all her clothes and said, "Take what you want." The second engineer nodded approvingly and said, "Good choice; the clothes probably wouldn't have fit you anyway." Understanding Engineers - Take Two To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the glass is half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice as big as it needs to be. Understanding Engineers - Take Three What is the difference between mechanical engineers and civil engineers? Mechanical engineers build weapons and civil engineers build targets Understanding Engineers - Take Four Three engineering students were gathered together discussing the possibl

A Dominant's Prayer
To the power more powerful then myself, I was born in a way that has sometimes left me mystified Always reaching to guide those about me Needing to know that they are fulfilled before true fulfillment reaches in to caress my soul I have compromised, in many cases, to allow another to be fulfilled Wondering all the while how it is that they can not see me first, as I see them I have found myself pushing away all, in denial of my need to always consider another first Needing to be the one to consider others more needy then myself The world about me thinks that that giving completely is reserved for those who submit That serving another is not for the "strong" How could "they" be so wrong I love that I am the one who can be turned to The one to solve a problem The one to set the direction The Top The Dominant Please help me to remain focussed on this need to walk to the front To always stop when a searching soul reaches out for a hand up

How Do We Love
How can we love In the shadow of hate Or learn to trust before it's too late; To reach beyond What we can grasp, To love deeply And not live in the past. To know we can trust In the face of the storm Not turning to dust As we 've been forwarned; How do we love And some how make it last When the world is against us And our youth has since passed; How do we live in a world full of strife We must seek out the love that exists in life.

Gonna Miss Everyone
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA

March 12, 2007: Dst-lag
The jetlag-like disruption of your circadian rhythms that occurs on the Monday after Daylight Saving Time comes into effect. "Sorry I'm late. I've got the goddamn DST-lag. It took three cups of coffee before I could wake up enough to leave the house."

Free To Choose
Free to choose You do not have to keep making the same mistakes. You can choose to change. You do not have to keep being held back by the same fears and insecurities. You have the ability to move forward if you wish. There is no good reason why you must settle for anything less than the very best that life has to offer. Anything is possible when you put your full commitment and the energy of your life into it. The past has brought you to where you are, yet it has no power to hold you back. In each moment, you are free to choose your own direction. Reach within yourself and connect with a guiding purpose that you know is right for you. Allow yourself to fully be the unique and beautiful person you are meant to be. This day, this moment is a blank canvas upon which you are now able to paint. Fill it with the magnificent splendor that you know is yours to give. -- Ralph Marston

Couples Horoscope
Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, March 12: Your good energy will help you put the finishing touches on something that is so big that your partner might not really believe it's true. Give them all the time they need to fully absorb it.

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Seven of Pentacles card suggests that my power today lies in timing. I have earned the payoff or rest or am aware that I can be more productive by taking a time-out. I don't interfere with the natural progression and development of things that out of my hands at the moment, but I know it is about time for a change. 'Give me a minute and it'll come to me.' I am empowered by preparation and my asset is using time wisely.

Newbies Here
Thanks for all the shouts and comments, We're new at this and might take a little time to reply to all.... Please don't be offended, you'll get a reply in good time, we're usually on paltalk, but this seems like a cool site and we'll check back often.... Martine & Phil

Intercessory Prayer
INTERCESSION IN THE BIBLE The Bible has many cases of people standing up for others before God. The most striking example is that of Abraham. He took the initiative to step forward before God on behalf of his neighbors in Sodom and its area. He cared enough to do it, even though he knew how thoroughly wicked Sodom was, and knew how furious God was about it (which explains why he was so careful in speaking to God about it). Moses also stepped in when God was angry, standing in the gap in the most literal sense : offering his own life for that of his nation. (Thankfully, God didn't take him up on the offer.) It was part of the role of a prophet not just to speak what God speaks, but to speak with God for the people of Israel. A fine example is the exchange between the prophet Habakkuk and God, where the prophet asks for God to act against injustice, but God replies about a coming doom. Isaiah prayed with King Hezekiah to save the nation from defeat and destruction at the hands of Assyri

What Is Wrong With U People
earlier i posted i blog about myself, everyhting i said in it was from the heart, 6 people look at it,and only 2 rate it, it is disrespectful people , do you even read the blogs, if u read that one thanks u r a true friend, and thanks to the person who commented on it, it means alot.

More Randomness
Oh yeah!!! My hairdresser just called to confirm for tomorrow after my test (she's working me in at 5) So I guess y'all can call me Brittany after then ha ah ah ha yeah I am a bit loony today, over look it, rehab hasn't been working for me either, I am having some major withdrawls.

All I Want Is You
You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold You say you want your story to remain untold. All the promises we make From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you. You say you'll give me a highway with no-one on it Treasure, just to look upon it All the riches in the night. You say you'll give me eyes in the moon of blindness A river in a time of dryness A harbour in the tempest. All the promises we make, from the cradle to the grave When all I want is you. You say you want your love to work out right To last with me through the night. You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold Your story to remain untold Your love not to grow cold. All the promises we break, from the cradle to the grave When all I want is you.

My Heart, Is Not Used To Be Happy
I'm laughing, but it doesn't mean i'm happy; I'm tearing, but it doesn't mean i'm sad; I'm alone, but it doesn't mean i'm lonely; I like laughing when i feel sad; I like crying when i am moved; I like being alone, cos i have never felt lonely,and I feel lonely when i'm not alone. I like all these feelings, cos my heart is not used to be happy all the time!

Blue Eyes
I borrowed this from one of the bulletins that was posted by a person on my friends list: B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. |H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S| -People w

The Meeting
The Meeting I had waited so long to see you that when the moment finally arrived I was wrestling with anxiety. I think I was the first one off the plane, I certainly walked to the baggage area with the most determined step. Possibly the speed of my heart rate contributed to the flight of my feet, but whatever the reason, I knew I could wait no longer. I saw you watchful for me and I had to stop, remind myself to breathe, and just look at you for a minute. I stared at your handsome face and your amazing physic, nothing else existed for me. There were no sounds or movements; everything around you simply ceased to be. There was only you. I held your face in my hands, as I have done so many times in my dreams, kissed your sweet lips and blessed the entity that sent you to me. Of course, my bag was the last to come down the carrousel, but that was in no way as frustrating as the lengthy cab ride to our hotel. My need to be naked with you was tangible. As substantial as the taste of

Don't Mess With Mom
>>DON'T MESS WITH MOM >> >>My son came home from school one day, >>with a smirk upon his face. >>He decided he was smart enough, >> put me in my place. >> >>Guess what I learned in Civics Two, >>that's taught by Mr. Wright? >>It's all about the laws today, >>The "Children's Bill of Rights." >> >>It says I need not clean my room, >>don't have to cut my hair. >>No one can tell me what to think, >>or speak, or what to wear. >> >>I have freedom from religion, >>and regardless what you say, >>I don't have to bow my head, >>and I sure don't have to pray. >> >>I can wear earrings if I want, >>and pierce my tongue & nose. >>I can read & watch just what I like, >>get tattoos from head to toe. >> >>And if you ever spank me, >>I'll charge you with a crime. >>I'll back up all my charges, >>with the marks on my behind. >> >>Don't you ever touch me, >>my body's only for my use, >>not for your hugs and kisses, >>that's just more child abuse. >> >>Don't preach abo

Monday, 3/12
Not doing so hot today. First off, I'm so tired. I hate this daylight savings bit...it's really thrown me off. Second, I drank too much last night, and that has always been bad lately-- doctor said it's a possible side effect of my meds if I drink...I hate it when he's right on that stuff. So I forgot to turn the oven off last night after making dinner. And I made some frozen garlic bread stuff, so it had to be turned up really warm. I woke up this morning and my apartment was freakin' hot, and I was all groggy and really, really wanted to go back to sleep. Third, my legs and-- I hate to admidt this-- my ass muscles are really sore. The best part-- I'm not 100% certain why. I think it was from yesterday, when I was up north helping my Dad. We burned a couple of brush piles, and tredging through the 3 and 4 foot snow drifts was tough. Then it was sawing up and removning a bunch of pine trees that were knocked over in the huge storm last week. My Dad's never one to cut a tree trunk into

A Few Rude Ones
RUDE TO VERY RUDE Which sexual position produces the ugliest children? Ask your mother. _____________________________________________________ What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party. A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. _______________________________________________________ What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. _______________________________________________________ What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. _______________________________________________________ What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horse's ass? A mechanic. _______________________________________________________ Who is the most popular guy at the nudist colony? The guy who can carry a cup of coff

Bar Slut...not Surprised
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Bar Slut You like to keep them drinks flowing till you can't remember much - not that you would want to. Along with your judgement, your inhibitions go 'bye bye' and you end up making out with, and sometimes taking home, random people who sound 'good at the time'. In your drunken haze, you and all your freinds are the sexiest, most swingin, and hottest things on the planet. You've lost many items of clothing in random places.Bar Social Butterfly Hardcore drunk The Lurker The rock-star party animal The Socialite The designated driver

A Letter From Your Cat
A Letter From Your Cat Hi there. How’s it going? The litter box could use some attention, but things are generally fine with me. But there are a few points I’d like to clarify in order for our coexistence to be more harmonious. It’s mainly little things, like it’s impolite to close the refrigerator door before I’m finished browsing. When walking to the kitchen remember I have the right-of-way. You should avoid canned vegetables to avoid unnecessary can-opener frenzy. And remember cats are independent, but least so when you’re holding a tuna sandwich. I have plenty of impressive abilities that I’m not sure you appreciate. I can do the hundred yard dash in a twelve by twenty foot living room. I’m pretty sure the airborne hair I shed helps repair the ozone layer. I can nap on command. I have no problem rising early on your days off, too. And when you’re just standing there cooking, do you have any idea how much skill it takes to do figure eights around your legs while meowing? A

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
GONNA CONTINUE IN THE NINE INCH NAILS MODE THIS ONE IS FOR MY GOOD FRIEND BETTY WHO POSTED THIS IN HER STASH A LITTLE WHILE AGO AND WELL I'VE DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA PLAY IT FOR EVERY ONE :D ITS CLOSER FROM NINE INCH NAILS You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me...I broke apart my insides Help me...I got no soul to sell Help me..the only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God You can have my isolation... You can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith... You can have my everything Help me...tear down my reason Help me...it's your sex I can smell Help me...you make me perfect Help me think I'm somebody else I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal M

Forget About Your Ex
You went through all the motions of a breakup, from the lonely evenings alone to the drunken nights out with the guys, and you're ready to begin a new relationship with a woman you've been eyeing for a while. But you're wondering how to go about forgetting your ex completely so that you can start this new relationship from a fresh perspective. Read on for the 10 steps you should take to do just that. 1- Accept reality: She's gone This first step may take longer for some than for others, depending on how serious the relationship was. Obviously, if you were living with your ex, you'll have a harder time accepting the breakup than if you only dated seriously for a few months. The sooner you accept the reality that she is not coming back, the sooner you can begin to move on with your new love. So stop that little voice from telling you that she's going to "come to her senses" and call you. 2- Clear your head I don't mean for this to sound "self-help-y" or anything, but you have

Drinking Test
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Hardcore drunk You are usually the first one at the bar, right after work, before anyone else gets there. You tend to be quite buzzed before a single of your friends show up, and keep on drinkin when they get there. You often forget your credit card at the bar and have to retreive it the next day, and can never believe the bill is so high. At parties, you are still drinking while most of the rest of the party is passed out and sleeping. It takes you forever to catch a buzz, and even longer for a buzz to go away. You're made for this lifestyle!Bar Social Butterfly The Lurker The Socialite Bar Slut The rock-star party animal The designated driver

Saddle?
A woman from New York was driving through a remote part of Arizona when her car broke down. An American Indian on horseback came along and offered her a ride to a nearby town. She climbed up behind him on the horse and they rode off. The ride was uneventful, except that every few minutes the Indian would let out a "Ye-e-e-e-h-a-a-a-a" so loud that it echoed from the surrounding hills. When they arrived in town, he let her off at the local service station, yelled one final "Ye-e-e-e-h-a-a-a-a!" and rode off. "What did you do to get that Indian so excited?" asked the service-station attendant. "Nothing," the woman answered. "I merely sat behind him on the horse, put my arms around his waist, and held onto the saddle horn so I wouldn't fall off." "Lady," the attendant said, "Indians don't use saddles."

First Here, Thousandth Overall
HEY PEEPS OUT THERE IN CHERRY LAND. YOU ARE READING THE FIRST BLOG OF ME, JULIAN. THIS IS A REALLY GREAT SITE, I'M HAPPY FOR ALL THE COMMENTS I'VE GOT WELCOMING ME HERE. MYSPACE I'M SORRY TO SAY DOESN'T DO THAT BUT THEY ARE STILL BETTER BECAUSE I HAVEN'T LEARNED EVERYTHING HERE YET. I'M A NEWBIE ON THIS SITE AND I'M SLOWLY GETTING EVERYTHING. SO WHAT DO I SAY, I GUESS WHAT I CAN START OFF BY DOING IS JUST DESCRIBING ME BASICALLY. I'M 20 YEARS OLD, WILL BE 21 IN JUNE. I GO TO COLLEGE FOR ADVERTISING AND GRAPHIC DESIGN, I ENJOY IT VERY MUCH. MUSIC IS MY PASSION, I PLAY GUITAR AND SING. WHAT I'M HOPING TO GET OUT OF THIS SITE IS TO MEET SOME REALLY COOL PEOPLE. MAYBE MY TRUE LOVE IS HERE ON THIS SITE BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL SUCH A THING. SO FOR NOW I'M HEADING OUT, TALK TO YOU PEEPS LATER. SINCERELY, JULIAN

Talk About A Dead Marriage!
Woman weds corpse... Mon Mar 12, 8:30 AM ET An Indian woman, despairing over her lover's accidental death when he fell down a well soon after their engagement, insisted on ceremonially marrying his corpse just minutes before the cremation. "It was for just few minutes the girl was dressed as a bride and then as a widow," K.M. Kapadia, a police officer in the town of Anand in western Gujarat state, said on Saturday. Wedding attendees sat the corpse up by a fire, the traditional center of Hindu wedding ceremonies, and chanted some marriage prayers before cremating the body, police said. "The girl refused to give away the body of her lover for the cremation till she tied the knot with him," Kapadia said. The bride's parents opposed the marriage but later attended the wedding ceremony and gave their 22-year-old daughter Tulsi Devipujak clothes and utensils as gifts, according to the Hindu tradition.

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you For I can't help falling in love with you Elvis

Worth Saving
This is a collection of exerps of a Mumm which was active today. It is from two questions written by: Once Burned, Twice Shy@ CherryTAP I started this mumm to hopefully find people who are fed up wti institutions telling them what to believe and think for themselves.Daunting task but possible.Then this guy wants to do my thinking for me since I refuse to be mindly retarded like he is.The Bible is the divinely inspired word of God.Period.Whether you and I understand it all is mute.It is the mind of God.He tells you what happens when he lets man control his own destiny.DESTRUCTION!!! He tells you what happens when you let him control your destiny>Salvation!!! His mind is set.It will not change.The kingdoms of this world will soon become THE Kingdom of God.It will be established by him and of his Kingdom there will be no end. And this guy that wishes to do my thinking for me is an idol to himself.No idol produces anything.Life or death.They just sit there gathering dust.Think ab

Cherokee Indian Legend
Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage? His dad takes him into the forest, blindfolded...and leaves him...alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night...and not take off the blindfold until the ray of sun shines through it. He is all by himself. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience. Each lad must come into his own manhood. The boy was terrified...could hear all kinds of noise...beasts all around him. Maybe even some human would hurt him. The wind blew the grass and earth and it shook his stump. But he sat stoically - never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could be a man. Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he saw his father sitting on the stump next to him - at watch the entire night. We are never alone. Even when we do not know it, our heavenly Fathe

You Know Your From Cali When??
Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes". You drive to your neighborhood block party. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn. You can eat a different ethnic food for every meal. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. You know what "In-'N-Out" is and feel bad for all the other states because they don't have any. You don't stop at a

Speed Bumps And Other Miscellaneous Intrusions.
Driving lesson number 2 Nowhere near as nervous, much more relaxed. Had a little drive around to relax then onto the grind... Spent 45 minutes practising, joining major roads and major roundabouts. My brains whirling, jesus christ almighty 2 lessons and I'm driving in the heaviest traffic in town. My driving instructor has more confidence in me; than I do LOL Driving around the little roads that lead upto the A49 that runs right through town, was a chuffing nightmare! Parked cars, speed bumps chicanes, it was like being back in Scarborough. Well apart from the fact that in scarborough all the speed bumps are bright pink, and you can see the buggers. I did OK - I had a minor moment on the big roundabout with 3 lanes and traffic lights, and I apparently need to bring my focus in more. I'll have no problems passing my hazard awareness test, but I need to bring my wide angle lens focus in to pavement width rather than 180 degrees. So those big scarey lorries don't make

Well I Have Really Messed Up
It looks like i am going to get kicked out of the place i am staying since work went down when i got back from Vacation. i went to a place today that was suppose to help out but they said i did not meet there program. so if you do not see me for awhile it because i can not get to a computer. Keep me in your thoughts. your friend, Ben

The Score Is.....
You Are 67% Grown Up, 33% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Stupid Girl
There is a man I have known for years. He is my best friend in all the world. We have gone through a lot of crap together. He was with this girl for 9 years and loved her with all of his heart and soul. They were going to get married a couple of times but with both of them being in the military they had to put it off due to the fact that one of them was always active duty. He gave his entire world for this girl. He is a true man, honest and sincere, loving and caring. He would buy flowers just because she hadn't gotten any for awhile. Take a trip just to get away. Help in any way possible. Not a jealous bone in his body. But she wasn't happy cause she thought he was cheating and he wasn't. She took everything from him when she left. Now this man made a promise to himself that he would never buy another ring for another women. He tells himself that there is no one out there for him. I try to convince him otherwise but he refuses. He vows to be single for

Broken Home
My life is like a house that has been built too fast and is unstable. It was built with wood but without foundation, and it trembles when the wind blows. My house has damp and is cold from the wet hard rain: it's windows are broken and hammered shut. It's a house of little illusion. It's a house that's at any moment, expecting to fall; moreover, prepared to fall -having been rickety since inception. Nothing can surprise my house anymore. And yet, I find I am still surprised, constantly. In my house, those surprises frighten me. Is this what human beings go through in their quest for life? How can they stand it? I can't. I hope that when it comes time to do the right thing, I will know what it is. I hope I will do it and not look back. Because right now I feel like I still belong right where I am. © Andi 2007

List Of Gifts For The Most Creative Pic Contest
Here's a rundown of the prizes for the most creative pic contest: 1st place Rolex A dozen roses 2nd place Diamond ring or men's ring A dozen roses 3rd place Diamond earrings and a dozen roses or Men's bracelet and a shot of Jagermeister Higest rating 2,000 cherry bucks in gifts of your choice Most rates 2,000 cherry bucks in gifts of your choice As I said before, any contestants that may not win will also be receiving a gift for participating. I may decide at any time to add more gifts to the existing gifts listed above. If you haven't already gotten into this contest there is still time. Any creative pic you have that you may have just snapped, a pic you've taken and enhanced in photoshop or elsewhere, or a pic/graphic you've made personally. (Do not use professional work you may find on the web.) I still have plenty of spots open and would love to have you join us in this contest. I'll be notifying the participants with a link to their photo and as

What Kind Of Lover Are U
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a DOWN 2 EARTH LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you get the job done right. You know when and what to give to your man without scaring him or pushing him away. Your confident in yourself at all aspects, and if yous break up he still tells other guys how great of person you are! Take this test

Honest Opinion
Okay here is my honest opinion. Hang in there fight for your right to be a part of the solution (okay, so maybe this is not a solution). Be yourself. Make yourself known. Be who you are. The Few, the Proud, the CherryTappers!

Um....yeah,,,
A distinguished young woman, on a flight from Switzerland, asked the >>Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" >> >> >> "Of course, what may I do for you?" >> >> >> "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my >>mother's birthday that is unopened and well over Customs' limits, and I'm >>afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through >>Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" >> >> >> "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." >> >> >> "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." >> >> >> When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. >> The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" >> >> >> "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." >> >> >> The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you >>have to declare from your waist to the floor?" >> >> >> "I have a

What Type Of Kisser Are U
div style="text-align:center; font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;border:1px #999 dotted; margin-left:auto; margin-right:auto;">What kind of kisser are you? OH DAMN! LIPS OF AN ANGLE!YOUR PARTNER IS SATISFIED AND WILL BE BACK FOR MORE. THEY WILL BRAG ABOUT THIS KISS FOR DAYS OR EVEN WEEKS! GOOD JOB!!! Take this test

Boredom Is Boring
Hey, guess what? This one ain’t gonna be all a bunch of bitching and self-pity! Well, ok most of it won’t be; but hey, I’m getting there ok? Well, first I started rewriting my RPG script, which seems to be going smoothly, no headaches or accidental hard drive wipes. I hope to have the rough dialogue and story arcs outlined by the end of the summer. Curious… too bad, only a few will have more than a fleeting view of it until I finish the first draft, sorry. I’m much bored now too because I have consumed all the books, games, movies and, TV that was waiting in the shade. So now I’ve been looking for new, untapped sources of entertainment. Yet been quite unsuccessful, so I’ve been sleeping way too much. I really need another hobby. =)

Let It Go................
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to

Gotta Laugh
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss but I only slept with you, cause I was pissed ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kind, intelligent, loving and hot This describes everything you are not ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Every

Mixed Up
Forever searching within to find the reason to be here Can’t send the nightmares away Can’t find a single word to say You’ve captured all my fear And this suffering my dear Why am I here? i'm becoming less defined as days go by fading away well you might say i'm losing focus kind of drifting in the abstract in terms of how i see myself sometimes i think i can see right through myself I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured in,Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. in this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Whats my release? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again To give me one wish So lost in the dark Feels like I'm caving in from the outside All right All wrong See you again So long.........

Why Is It......
Okay, have you ever came on "cherrytap" and saw.....people without a some type of clothing on..lol...you got guys without shirts.....and girls with their ass hanging out all over the place and of course don't forget the bosom shot....now, I like to see the opposite sex and all...but, enough is fucking enough already...don't you get kinda tired of a seeing all the flesh....in the pictures?....It seems like some folks rely on their pictures to gain an interest in the fairer sex...male and female......what is the fucking deal people.....can't you have some merit in your words to gain a possible friendship with someone?...Is that so damn hard?....Why do people feel the need to show flesh?..( now I admit I have friends on my list that's just about ass naked.....some might even be...who knows... ).....I wish I could show what's going on my mind.......then how my body looks, now........if you had a weight problem and it took you years to workout....and your proud of it...show it off.....that

Hot, Baby
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you. Hot 88% Soft 88% Sweet 88% Exciting 69% Wet 63% Violent 44% Shy 25% Awkward 13% What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com

The Ups And Downs
I struggled a lot over the last year with my sexuality, as if it isn't confusing enough the pain from being raped in April just added to it all. I didn't know if I really liked women or if I just convinced myself they were the safer option. I've only very recently come to the conclusion that I'm bi-sexual and happy like that. I've been married for 4 years too, and thats not been an easy path, we fought almost daily for 2 of the 4 years about everything and anything and it all came down to his feelings for his ex. He saw her as his one failing in life, the one that got away and I was his second choice, he was "making do" with me, but we have 3 children (twins)and stuck it out, though more open than before. Then he lost his job and everything went from bad to worse. We ended up losing our house and going bankrupt and its still going on now, though its just the fine details left to sort out. The ups made it all worth while though, my 3 great children, my husband will always be m

A Slave To Bdsm
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 88% Sex God 73% A Romantic 43% Virgin 23% How are you in bed created with QuizFarm.com

I Wanna Be Someone Else....
Would I be happy if I was someone else?? Would I truly enjoy life if I was different? Sometimes, I wonder... The way that some people look or think of me is hurting...I know they're is always someone who doesn't like you but what if I could change all that by being another person. Would it make the pain go away? Would it be easier to live? So many questions and so few answers...

Married Businessman Meets A Beautiful Girl
A married businessman meets a beautiful girl and agrees to spend the night with her for $500. He spends the night with her but before he leaves, he tells her that he does not have any cash with him, but he will have his secretary write a check and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." On the way to the office he regrets what he has done, realizing that the whole event was not worth the price. So he has his secretary send a check for $250 and enclosed the following typed note: Dear Madam : Enclosed you will find a check in the amount of $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I Rented the apartment, I was under the impression that; 1) it had never been occupied; 2) that there was plenty of heat; and 3) that it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. However, I found out that it had been previously occupied, that there wasn't any heat, and that it was entirely too large.

When Hallmark Writers Have A Bad Day
My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat. When I looked at the tire, I noticed your cat. Sorry! Heard your wife left you; How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. Looking back over the years That we've been together, I can't help but wonder... What was I thinking??!! Congratulations on your wedding day! (Too bad no one likes your spouse.) How could two people as beautiful as you... Have such an ugly baby??? I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind. I must admit, you brought religion into my life... I never believed in Hell till I met you. As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... that you're not here to ruin it for me. Congratulations on your promotion! Before you go... Would you like to take this knife out of my back? You'll probably need it again, at your next job. Someday I hope to get married... But not to you. Happy Birthday! You

One, Two, Freddies Coming For You...
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger 80% Captain Spaulding 75% Jigsaw 75% Hannibal Lecter 70% Pinhead 60% Michael Myers 60% Leatherface 50% Candyman 25% Buffalo Bill 20% Jason Voorhees 20% Which Horror Killer are You? created with QuizFarm.com

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Wow, you sure look good in brown! SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: Could we be overreacting? SAFEST: Here's my paycheck. ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST: Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: What did you DO all day? SAFER: I hope you didn't over-do it today SAFEST: I

Regret
regret- voices rise from nothing and call upon my name the unknown becoming something peace becoming pain shadows surround im too young to die beating me down im too old to cry pictures on a shelf catch that silent moment staring at myself reaching out to hold it my eyes review my history the final chapter ends every bridge ive burned has blistered me and i cannot go back to mend walk once more the road i chose stumble across my mistakes the final thorn on my wilted rose pierced the last breath i would take i know i cannot turn back time nor erase whats carved in stone they carry me to where i'll lie beneath the seeds ive sewn then all the things i wrote in life that fled my mind to help me through had spoke of death and darkest night..... and have returned to me with truth.

She Cries
she cries she sits alone inside herself and stares at who she was staring at whats left of all the walls she built to protect her from the world she hears them crumbling and cant believe shes becoming someone else as the tears swell, another pill for the pain she knows too well and she cries ill always know who i was ill always know who i was but ill never know just who i could have been cuz ill always know who i was ill always know who i was she cant believe the way this kind of pain has turned her inside out she cannot hide her sins, they're on her skin, still lies escape her mouth trembling she cant conceive how fast and hard she fell apart she sits alone again , drawing in, cradling herself within her arms she feels the coldness of her tragedy her cure runs thru her veins, as the chemical takes control she slowly fades away, further from the girl she was to the slave she is today and she cries ill always know who i was ill always know who i was but ill

Press
press so i close my eyes, forever one more time embrace the child inside the serenity deprived plagued by the poison a remedy is clinched slowly drawn within, hesitating to begin so i hold it to my skin press the hate that lies within breeding masochistic sin standing still inside i run, thoughts imitate a loaded gun pointed at the wicked one look into the flesh and smile, leaving it there to bleed a while filtering the things inside weeding out the things that hide struggling to grasp the final consequence the appeal thats failed on the flesh you see my sentence but before i die inside, forever one last time to let the terror there subside roaming in the shadow of the victims at my side, ive seen them fall around me ive heard all their screams inside, calling for the remedy the thoughts inside the gun calling for the execution of who they call the wicked one so i hold it to my skin press the hate that lies within breeding masochistic sin standing still in

What Is Your Life Number
Your Life Path Number is 9 Your purpose in life is to make the world better You are very socially conscious and a total idealist. You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them. You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream. In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly. You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship. You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures. You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world. What Is Your Life Path Number?

"hooah!"
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a

Finally!
I can hardly believe it.. it's finally warming up here. after the mildest December I can remember, we had the coldest winter in thirty years in this area (NW PA). I've exprerienced every shade of blue, witnessed countless accidents on my hour commute to Erie, and prayed through numerous white outs that I'd make it to work, school and home. The college only cancels class when there are reports of accidents on the interstate. One night while stil at work we received reports that there was a fifty car pile up that started with a tractor trailor which swerving to avoid another trucker outside of his truck which started the awful chain. The accident blocked all my roads home and closed down I90 for six hours. You get home after a night like that and kiss the snow at your door. The nightmare is about over (but reoccurs every winter around here) and driving through the snow belt, aptly named, will become a white blur left over from this winter. Today it was round 50 degrees, tomor

A Twisted Tale
As she sits by a fire alone in the woods drinking a decadent tea The beast of the shadows has crept up from behind as he grabs her ignores her plea His captive now bound hangs from a limb a tasty treat to be sure A strange mix of excitement adds to her fears as she expects his thoughts are impure Relieved of her clothes unable to move feeling the trace of his claw Along with the fear a tremble of pleasure is what in her eyes he saw Excitement abounds so he takes her down and trusses her over a stump Her breasts on the ground her knees tied to her waist perfectly exposing her rump So vulnerable a sight by the campfires light he must have a little taste As his tongue slips in her moans begin her pleasure mounting in haste Caught up in her trance by the firelights dance enter this morsel he must With her screams of pleasure as he gives his full measure delivered in passionate thrusts Reward of fulfillment born from restraint is something

Something
Well I would tell everyone about my life but the sad part is I can't. Everytime I try and tell people stuff the courts seem to get involved. so I will make things simple and easy I LIKE CRAYONS. Hope everyone has a great week.

Needle
cross my heart and hope to die behind my back you will try to stick the needle of pain and keep me blind once again but I can see your every move the eye of sadness will watch in turn and keep me from losing my mind when the things you do are so unkind it will keep an eye on evil things in my soul the bells will ring and warn me to leave this place lies and sadness will erase all thats left is an empty soul when the things behind my back take their toll

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a lifesaver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holdi

Virtual Prunin Shears Up For The First Round
Well, if you got an alert for this one, you're still on my friends list. There's still a few of you whom I have not heard from who are still on the list-- I seem to recall conversations in the past, so I'm trying to be patient. So, Mrs. Dragon, cunninglinguist, mistress heather, Odin, Joanna, Bedazzled Deb, Katie, Dd, Black Dragon, Damien, Oakdragon, Jugalette Woman, Chaotic Dragon, sassi, Onyx dragon, Rain Feather, Joey Jr., and Devil in Cuffs-- come on down... I'll try to ping y'all individually if I can. At least my list seems to be down to a level where I can do that now. But, better yet, send me a message, a shourt-- whatever. That's the idea here.

The First Letter Of Your Name(s)!
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lover.

Love Vs Sex!
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same all

Will You Give This To My Daddy
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands wav ing and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I i mmediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday

Love Spell
A spell for love that ye shall find, all ye seek and throughout mankind Oh mystic moon high in the sky help these ladies on here not to give up and cry They only seek their knight of gold, to love them and cherish them till they grow old Oh moonlight beams on them do glow and they will find their lover so I asked ye of this my Mistress of Old for whom I serve as the years unfold Three times round the circled stone,,,, life with love and not alone Send them love they yearn and strive. This is the year of love.

Love Vs. Sex
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same all

Ae Fond Kiss
This is my fav love poem or love lost We all know that one.....If you need help with the language chat me up its written in “Scotts English” not what you all might be used to. Ae fond kiss, and then we sever; Ae fareweel, alas, for ever! Deep in heart-wrung tears I'll pledge thee, Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee. Who shall say that Fortune grieves him, While the star of hope she leaves him? Me, nae cheerful twinkle lights me; Dark despair around benights me. I'll ne'er blame my partial fancy, Naething could resist my Nancy: But to see her was to love her; Love but her, and love for ever. Had we never lov'd sae kindly, Had we never lov'd sae blindly, Never met-or never parted, We had ne'er been broken-hearted. Fare-thee-weel, thou first and fairest! Fare-thee-weel, thou best and dearest! Thine be ilka joy and treasure, Peace, Enjoyment, Love and Pleasure! Ae fond kiss, and then we sever! Ae fareweeli alas, for ever! Deep in h

~something New~
I am new to this well not to blogging but to CherryTAP..I am liking what I see so far and I cant wait till I am able to just dig right on in and see whats up..Thanks to the ones that have given me a warm welcome :) Anyways just wanted to throw a few words out there :) Have a great morning, afternoon, evening depending on when you look at this lol :))

My So Called Life Part 2
Not really ranting today just wanted to say that it was really cool Friday I got to spend 4hours with my son and my parents they havent gotten to see him in about 2 months thanks to "her" I talked to my father the other day on the phone and he had told me "that he did not want to get attached to "it" because he thought she was never going to let them see there grandchild and they didnt want to have their hearts broken" this pissed me off. I told him that he had just called my son an it 3 times during the course of our conversation and that his name was Aidan and regardless of whether or not he got to see him or not that he would always be hisgrandfather and he needed to realize that. he apologized, it still hurt to hear him say that god I hate my ex so much sometimes yet love her to I hate this state also I miss Florida I miss my friends down there. Grrrrrrrr why cant I find that special someone that is not pyscho, married, handfasted, spoken for, bi polar, clinically depressed, suic

Sexy Legs Of Ct Contest
Hey Everyone, This week is the SEXY LEGS OF CT CONTEST!!! Please come comment (bomb) my picture. I've never done one of these before so gotta do it in style!! Just click the picture Kisses Legs

The Death Of A Diabetic!!!
AIGTH ALL, UPLOADED NEW PICS. IT'S A PRIME EXAMPLE WHEN A SHITTY DIABETIC GETS A SHIT LOAD OF CANDY SENT TO HIM FROM A KEWL ASS CHICK IN CONNETICUT!!! SEE THE JOY, THE SHOCK, AND THE DEATH OF WHAT HAPPENS AFTER CONSUMING WAX LIPS, PIXIE STICKS, CANDY NECKLACE, PAPER CANDY DOTS, NECCOS, GOBBSTOPPERS, RUNTS, BLACK JACK GUM, ATOMIC FIREBALLS, AND OTHER ASSORTED CANDY THAT I JUST HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO YET. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOING INTO A COME.

Dumb Things About Me
DUMB THINGS ABOUT UHave you Everran into a glass/screen door.:YES jumped out of a moving vehicle:NO ran into a tree/bush:YES tried to lick your elbow.:NO tripped on your shoelace and fallen.:YES choked on your own spit:YES seen the Matrix and still don\'t get it.:NO accidentally caught something on fire:YES have caught yourself drooling.:YES fallen asleep in class:YES eaten a bug:YES put your clothes on backwards or inside out:OH YES looked for something but it was in your hand:YES fallen out of your chair:NO Do Youbreak a lot of things.:NO use the word Uhmm alot:UHMN NO tilt your head when you\'re confused:NO repost bulletins cuz your scarred:NO use your fingers to do simple math.:NO just stop thinking:I\'D LIKE TO SOMETIMES know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.:NO that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.:YES tend to laugh alot:NO think your hot:SOMEDAYS YES HasGum has falle

45 Most Random Things You Probably Never Need To Know About Me!!
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:YCNAN What did you do last night?:CHAT ON THE COMPUTER The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:PICTURES Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:NO Last time you swam in a pool?:LAST YEAR What are you wearing?:BLACK BATHROBE How many cars have you owned?:5 Type of music you dislike most?:RAP Are you registered to vote?:NOT RIGHT AT THE MOMENT Do you have cable?:YES What kind of computer do you use?:COMPAQ Ever made a prank phone call?:YES You like anyone right now?:NO, I LOVE HIM Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:NO Furthest place you ever traveled?:HAWAII What's your favorite comic strip?:PEANUTS Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:NO Shower, morning or night?:BOTH Best movie you've seen in the past month?:CLICK Favorite pizza toppings?:SAUSAGE Chips or popcorn?:POPCORN What cell phone provider do you have?:T-MOBILE Have you ever smoked peanut shell

A Good Message
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Be who you are and say what you feel---because those that matter--don't mind-----and those that mind don't matter!

Q's
I know you guys see these all the time...but I think they're fun. You can post them in the comments to the blog,...or, send them to me direct, if you don't want your answers plaster all over the "front page", so to speak. But, I'm sure that others visiting the page would enjoying knowing a little more about you too...never can tell, ya might make a new friend, or fan! Welcome to the new edition of getting to know your friends. Okay here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Just copy (do not forward) this entire e-mail and paste into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person that sent it to you. Some of you may get this several times that means you have lots of friends. Keep a copy of e-mail from each friend for future reference. I just noticed that there is no ?35. 1. What is your occupation? Mom, wife, Avon Repres

How U Dooin;):p?...j/k
Hello all and welcome to my little world:PWell how is every1?well im good:)i got my cell back:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!now its just the labtop and internet back and then everything is goin back to the way it was before...i think...hmmmmmmm.....maybe....ya:P!"Guess you have to admit its getting better,a little better all the time:P"sooooo......thought i just let u all kno whats been happening in my world i call.....THE LIFE AND TIMES OF ME:D!....LMAO!oh and ST.PATTY's DAY IS COMMIN SOON:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!BOONDOCK SAINTS 24hours from 12am to 12am the next day:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!...."NOW U WILL RECIEVE US!"....well ill talk to u all when i get the chance....bye bye!

50 Things Girls Wished Guys Knew!
1. dont tell us when you think other girls are hot 2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models. 4. mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. don't ever tempt us to break up with you...we'll do it, I promise 6. we think about you all the time. 7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care. 8. pay attention. remember even the little things we tell you. 9. we like you to be a little jealous . . .but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. 11. return favors 12.NEVER let us walk away. we walk, you follow. 13.we're allowed to be late . . . you are not. 14. eye contact is key. 15. dont take longer to get ready than we do. 16. laugh at our jokes. 17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty. 18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalke

Growing Up
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because .

Rules Women Should Live By
RULES FOR WOMEN TO LIVE BY. 1. Don`t imagine you can change a man-unless he`s in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man`s mind wander - it`s too little to be out alone. 5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don`t make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something, is to suggest they are too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn`t ask for di

Dragging Ass
As i wonder aimlessly, my vision was clouded by exhaustion. I stood tall and took a deep breath as i observed my surroundings, a room full of circumstantial happenstance and unfullfilled promises and dreams. Why are they here? Did Mr Steve knock up the cheerleader in Highschool? Or could Doug have made a self compromise for the love of money. As pain shoots through my legs, and creeps up my back, the previous nights endeavors begins to take it's toll. Half passed dead, I meadle with work. God this sucks! Exhaustion, confusion, Pain, and life in it's most basic form consumes my mind. How am i gonna make it? My focus lost, my future was almost gone, I'm so tired I can't think straight, and all i can hear echoing throughout the room is "Get er Done!" Larry the Cable Guy, WTF, Damn Country Boys! How dare they! Get Er Done! I'm human, I have to live too, When does that happen, I want a F'ing day off! Get a Education and grow up. Get er done is fine for installing gas cap

Ok So Your Learning Right?
1. Cumming too fast. Every man’s fear. With reason. If you shoot before you see the whites of her eyes, make sure you have a backup plan to ensure her pleasure too. 2. Not cumming soon enough. It may appear to you that humping for an hour without climaxing is the mark of a sex god, but to her it’s more likely the mark of a numb ****. At least buy some intriguing wall hangings, so she has something to hold her interest while you’re playing Marathon Man. 3. Pushing her head down. Men persist in doing this until she’s eyeball-to-penis, hoping that it will lead very swiftly to mouth-to-penis. All women hate this. It’s about steps from being dragged to a cave by their hair. If you want her to use her mouth, use yours; try talking seductively to her; or ask nicely. 4. Moving around during fellatio. Don’t thrust. She’ll do all the moving during fellatio. You just lie there. And lord help you if you grab her head, just don’t. 5. Going for anal and pretending it was a mistake. T

Im Askin For Help From My Cherry Friends
Ok we all help eachother out when we can so I am askin yall to please go and leave a comment or 2 or as many as you wish to for my friend in a contest I entered him in. I posted a bulletin about it and I have decided that I will also buy a 1 day blast for those who can get in 500 + votes in one shot. The blasts will be givin out the last day of the contest and if you make 500 votes please inform me right away so I know who actually did 500 votes and yes I will be counting.

Movie- Bridge To Tarabithia ( I Think Thats Wrong, Sorry)
went to this movie thinking it was going to be a fun fantasy. and it was. but the things you learn while watching are amazing. it shows that one makes their problems larger then they need to be. till they become something we cant handle. that we need to listen to our kids. for they cry out with silent screams. and to cherish the ones who stand by us when no one else will. who tell you honest and know when to just be there. this is a great movie. no really for kids under ten. and one that could be a door to open to listen to what your kids might need to say to you.

What Vampire Clan Ru
You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy. Gangrel88%Nosferatu75%Ventrue71%Tremere58%Brujah58%Malkavian50%Toreador42%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

I'll Stop, For Crying Out Loud!
CherryTap is not a place to preach or debate religion. I know that, but it does pop up in the Mumms. When it does, I do try to capture the arguments. So, spank me, I am only human. :P~~~ I am doing okay on the smoking. I did have 2 last night and 2 today. I was going a little bonkers. Since I had to work, I had to calm down. So I took to my addiction. Yeah, I know, My Bad. Sorry I have been such a fucking crab ass lately. GH

People
I sit back and think about all these people that waste to much time hating others than spending their lives the right way... How can you sit there and just think over and over about the people who you dislike than goin out and living your life.... I sit here and I pity all those people who cant live without drama.... If you dislike someone then leave them alone... If you like someone spend as much time as you can with that person... If you love someone tell them everyday.... Life is to short to fuck up.... Dont regret having a child if your still young just do what you have to so that childs life isnt screwed up forever.... Dont act like everything is just fun and games when to be happy you have to work for it.... Life is no game, It is what you make of it....

Begin Again
BEGIN AGAIN One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were when you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), and try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child - to live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you for years: the problems that don't matter anymore, the tears that cried themselves away, and the worries that are going to wash away on the shore of tomorrow's new beginning. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; and if we will be wise, we will turn away from the problems of the past and give the future - and ourselves - a chance to become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself... begin again.

Sometimes
i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

The Wall
I built a wall from scraps of heart ache Lots of loneliness.....a stupid mistake Some vicious lies...a bit of cruel intent Broken promises..and a few rules bent Sturdy it stood....doing what I intended Protecting my heart...no-longer needing mended The scraps and the left over pieces I used Stood strong while being weathered and abused But as time went on my wall began to crack I was frantic to patch it for fear of attack But then...from over my sturdy wall I heard a voice and I began to stall I heard the offer of a helping hand A suggestion of maybe using a new brand "Build your wall from joy...a few smiles..and warm eyes" "Build with kind words...compassion...and strong ties" I listened intently to the words as they were spoken And was reminded of how my heart was initially broken Before building this wall, my heart stood as an open door To which I had keys but had never locked before Until some one walked in whom I wanted to stay I put a do not di

Song Stuck In My Head.
AIGHT SO THE SONG SKULLS BY THE MISFITS HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR YEARS. ALWAYS THE SONG THAT COMES IN WHEN I'M PISSED OFF, ANGRY, AMPED UP, JUST WANTING TO FUCKING KICK SOME ASS. SO HERE'S A SHIT VIDEO WITH THE SONG PLAYING OVER IT. VIDEO SUCKS, BUT THE SONG FUCKING RULES!!! LYRICS BELOW.PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND AMPED!!! The corpes all hanging headless and limp, Bodies with no surprises, The blood drains down like the devil's rain, We'll bathe tonight. I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I need your skulls. Demon I am and face I peel, See your skin turned inside out, 'Cause I've gotta have you on my wall, Gotta have you on my wall, 'cause, I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I need your skulls. Collect the heads of little girls and, Put 'em on my wall. Hack the heads off little girls and, Put 'em on my wall. Whoa Whoa I want your skulls, I need your skulls, I want your skulls, I

Sorry
I dont want anyone to think tha ti am ignoring them because i havent been online as much as i first was BUT my schooling is taking up so much of it that i barely have time for myself. I will get on here as much as i can and send out comments and stuff when i have a free moment but form the looks of it, it wont be for a few weeks before i can be on here all the time

Why Don't You Listen
Going around in circles You're going no where fast You ready to throw that old book out Why don't you listen? You're stressin Pulling your hair out Just going nuts Why don't you listen I'm not going to control you Or baby you Could it get any worse Why don't you listen If you know me as well as you say you do Why do you doubt me I have always have your best interests in mind Why don't you listen

Spelling
ok so i have a hard time with my spelling i always have i flip leaters and some times i just fuck up sorry but does this give folks the right to say i am a retard or a dum ass. i would like to think that we have moved on from that but i can see we have not. it is a shame that some folks have to make fun of others so they can fell good about them self. so the ? is will man ever stop been a dum ape

Life
Well here I am late at night dwelling over the past year and 2 mths. It has been a journey that will never be forgotten because of the man I am now. For those you who dont know, my wife passed away January 06. For this brings me to where I am now in Life. I have had more heartache and pain than I have cared to have. Whether it was me hiding from my grieving or just moving on I dont know which.it is an emotional rollercoaster that I would never want anyone to experience. Because of my experience and what I have gone through I am where I am now. Which to some maybe, protected and protected. I cant help the way I feel, seems Life always has a journey for us no matter how much we try to change it. We cant change it, and trust I have tried and it doesnt work. All we can do is take it one day at time, and not dwell on the past, nor future. But dwell on the now. I am have become something I am not accustomed to which scares me dearly because I cant handle anymore heartache and pain. My journ

Living Hell
Living Hell My life is a living hell because of you. You treat me as if I was a toy to you. Thinks for the life you’ve given me. My high school days are torn because of you. Every thing I think of is you. You tell me you love me, Then going a screwing other chicks You can go to hell for all I care, I once trusted But now I don’t Telling me I’m not good enough for you Saying my best friend is better then me Well that’s bullshit. Fuck you, you bastard My life is now dead Wishing I could just kill myself But who or what is going to stop me? God that’s who Thanks for making my life a living hell.

More Lovey Shit
Crushes only crush you Falling only hurts you Hearts will only break you If there is no love to save you. Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk by again? Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me? Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. Don't fall for someone who won't be there to catch you. Don't fall in love with someone you can live with, fall in love with someone you can't live without. Don't frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile :) Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without. Don't tell me you love me unless you really mean it because I might do something crazy like believe it Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Dont walk in front of me, I may not follow. Walk beside me and be my friend.

Today....
My youngest child, my daughter turned 16! March 12th, that is. She got the iPod she has wanted so badly! OMG, she about flew through the ceiling when she opened it, too! LOL It was nice to see her so happy. Love you baby girl! Mommie

Friends
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Your smile makes me smile... Your talks make me glad.. Your company makes me happy... But your absence makes me sad... Be always with me my friend!!! Send this to all your friends in your list and also back to me if i am your friend.... If you get more than 7 you are lovable...which I know you are!

About Me
!ALL_ABOUT_ME! by giggles4o8*BASICS*NAME:: JennAGE:: 23BIRTHDAY:: right in the middle of NovemberBIRTHPLACE:: Winnipeg,MBCURRENT LOCATION:: Williams lake.BCHERITAGE:: CanadianEYE COLOR:: BrownHAIR COLOR:: DarkHEIGHT:: 5'3-5'4PIERCINGS:: 8,TATTOOS:: 4WHAT COLOGNE/PERFUME DO U WEAR:: depends on what i'm in the mood for.*FAVORITES*COLOR:: Red/BlackMUSIC:: punk,rock,some dance,techno..(limited)SPORT:: Volley-Ball , Base-Ball , Swimming , Throwing Balls aroundHOLIDAY:: HalloweenFOOD:: Hmm I'm not about to pick just one.*THIS OR THAT*HUGS OR KISSES:: Both??PEPSI OR COKE:: CokeMCDONALDS OR BURGER KING:: Neither.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA:: ChocolateLOVER OR FIGHTER:: Slowly moving to Lover..FRIENDS OR FAMILY:: Close friends are family, an family comes first. LOVE OR MONEY:: Love, money means shit to me.LISTEN TO SOMEONE TALK OR TALKING:: I can do both.PERSONALITY OR LOOKS:: Personality, L

How Smart Are You Really?
Okay test yor might,here is a riddle,don't bother trying to look it up because it's an original."I move about continually,yet no legs I posess.I have no means nor will to go,but I travel nonetheless.In medium I am finite,yet conceptually without end.Possessing power to make war,or peaceful word to send.In my head I hold no thought,yet my council men do seek.By my gift I blind the wisest eye and tie the tounge of speech".

Ct Friends Gone
Out of 759 friends that I have, these are gone from CT???? Not a good demonstration of staying power for those on CT. TBD@ CherryTAP3257@ CherryTAP39255@ CherryTAPDawg@ CherryTAPtexasforya@ CherryTAP107506@ CherryTAP==Wants to make friends==@ CherryTAP249505@ CherryTAPthis is not my real name@ CherryTAP262480@ CherryTAPsadness@ CherryTAPBarnet@ CherryTAP287536@ CherryTAPPB&J with a baseball bat! *Roses's fiance*@ CherryTAP

We Have A Winner!!
I've written here before about the......interesting....people I often found myself working with while doing community theater in my hometown. These people mean well, but are completely without a clue. You may remember when I told the tale of a show in which an actor argued that the doors for the kitchen, bedroom, etc., be labelled as such, otherwise, he felt, the audience would not know where an actor was going when they made an exit. I used to think that I would never hear of anything dumber over there. But I was wrong. The current production is a period play, taking place in the 1930's. The lighting director designed a beautiful light scheme for the show, including a gorgeous full moon. When the cast saw it, one man asked (and I wish he had been kidding, he wasn't): "Did they have full moons in the 1930's?"

Global Warming Propaganda
OK. The evidence is compelling - and the evidence proving that Global warming is not 'man-made'. we don't even contribute. I am a 'green' person. I believe in recycling, preserving & rebuilding the rainforests, clean air, mankinf living in harmony with it's surroundings (oommmmm). But the effect of anti-emissions policies is having a negative effect on the global economy and teh developing world/ Here are the facts; 1) The western world takes it for granted that 'global warming' is ebing caused by greenhouse gases. 2) greenhouse gases are natural gases that exist in the troposphere - up to 20km into the atmosphere. 3) CO2 is an example of a greenhouse gas. This makes up a tiny percentage of the atmopshere (less than 1%) 4) other sources of Carbon dioxide emmission include - Volcanoes, Plants, animals, the oceans...all of these vastly outweigh the amount that mankind contribute. Mankind's emissions take up about 3% or so of the yearly carbon emissions. Conclusion

Test Ursel... Just Give It A Try!
Below are four (4 ) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... Ready? GO!!! (scroll down) First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are

View Of Life
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 View of life If you want to be miserable, then get yourself around other people who are miserable. If you wish to be joyful, successful and fulfilled, put yourself around those who live with positive purpose. The more energy you put into complaining about how bad things are, the more things you'll have to complain about. The more intensely you visualize how good things can be, the better they will become. You are naturally drawn to whatever you focus upon. You will see precisely the opportunities and possibilities that you prepare yourself to see. Each day is filled with so many choices and directions that you cannot possibly connect to them all. The ones you do connect with are the ones that most closely resonate with your view of life. Fortunately, you can choose to view life in whatever way you wish. Those who find the best in life are those who continually remind themselves that all the good and valuable things are most certainly there.

Life
So life is great right now..... why cause I got a raise at work I now make 8.50 and going to get another one soon cause it will be my year anniversary. The only thing that is sad is that Dianna one of my dear friends is going to be having a baby soon and I cant be there. Although i do miss all of my friends in MN that include kitten, anners, and kevera I love all three of them. They helped me through some tough stuff and it is hard being so far away from them but I guess i had to grow up and fly on my own. Ick I hate growing up lol. So yeah I got my palms read at a Womans Expo I went to it was kinda lame but interesting at the same time. She told me that I would have a good year and so far I have to admit life hasnt been that bad on me this year. I actually look forward to what might happen this year and I am trying to be smarter. She also said that i wont be alone much longer so not sure what that means exactly but its nice to know that I can hope to find a guy to treasure me.

Will Someone Please Tell Me Why?
(I ALSO POSTED THIS IN THE BULLITENS) WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY WE ARE SEEING SO MANY DAMNED CONTESTS...I AM NOT READING ANYMORE OF THEM FUCKING BULLITINS NO MORE UNLESS YOU CONTAST ME PERSONALY AND YOU ARE ON MY LIST.... DO NOT WAIST MY FUCKING TIME DAM IT...THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH CONTESTS PERSAY IT THE WAY YOU GET US TO READ THEM...DO NOT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND YOULL READ THIS OR THE IF YOU DO NOT FILL THIS OUT YOU ARE GONNA DIE KIND...WHAT THE FUCK DONT YOU PEOPLE HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN THAT SHIT???IM SICK TO DEATH OF ALL THE BULLSHIT..I WILL HOWEVER REPOST FOR THE WAR STUFF, SICK PEOPLE OR REALY GOOD NEWS BULLITENS ...PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME NO MORE OF THAT CRAP...THANK YOU I LOVE YOU ALL BUT THIS HAS GOTTEN OUT OF CONTROLE I AM SURE OTHERS FEEL THE SAME WAY....AND YES I KNOW IT IS MY CHOICE TO READ OR NOT BUT I DO LOOK AT THE BULLITENS TO CATCH UP ON NEWS ABOUT OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY....SO PLEASE TRY TO LIMIT THE CRAP ON THE BULLITENS

Bomb Me
I am in 2 contests - Bomb Me - Id appreciate all your help! Sexy Butt http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=264126&albumid=258602&i=1022296302# Lingere http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=501858&albumid=260207&i=3198960643

Your Life
YOUR LIFE YOU CONTROL YOUR LIFE, KNOW ONE DOES IT FOR YOU THERE WILL ALWAYS BE BUMPS IN THE ROAD HOW YOU PAVE THAT ROAD IS ALL UP TO YOU WEATHER YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO OR NOT, IT’S YOUR LIFE BAD THINGS HAPPEN AND,MAY SEEM OVER WELLIMING BUT, ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS YOUR LIFE MAY SEEM LIKE IT’S NOT WORTH LIVING BUT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSTE YOU MAY WAKE UP, AND FEEL THERE IS NOTHING TO DO IN A DAY BUT , YOU WOKE UP SO THIS COULD BE A DAY YOU START ALL OVER YOUR LIFE HAS MEANING NOW THE SUN IS SHINING THE SKY IS BLUE IT’S TIME TO LOOK AT YOUR LIFE IN A MORE POSITIVE WAY JUST REMEMBER YOU LIFE IS YOUR LIFE DON’T LET ANYONE OR ANYTHING GET IN YOUR WAY WHEN YOUR DOWN TALK TO SOMEONE TO PICK YOU UP WH

"hi Honey, I'm Hooome."
So to all the beautiful people who love me and the slightly less so who don't, I'm back. Poor little ole me only had a week ripping up the slopes in the Alps, now its back to (sunny remarkably) blighty and work work work. I don't think I have broken any bones, which is always a bonus in a ski holiday. I did however ruin another knee and severly bruise some ribs so I jumped on a board and got doen with the surf dudes instead. It hurs less than skiing and is substantially easier. When there is photographic evidence of my overinflated opinion of myself on the snow, I'll stick em up. In the meantime........ xxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx x xxxxx and hugs too

Totally Terrific Tuesday, Lol!
That's known as thinking positively!! The projected high for my little plot of Western Wisconsin is 58 degrees! Oh, yeah! Little cloudy, but I'll deal. Taylor appears to have developed bronchitis, complete with fever of 101! So, he is home from school today! He can manage to stay home by himself, thank the Goddess! Let's just schedule that illness into my DayPlanner, lmao! Yeah, right! After talking with the school, I guess there is an epidemic of this particular virus going around. Time to up my Vitamin C, get enough sleep, etc., etc., and so forth! Trying to get the guys to do the same is almost impossible. Louie, the youngest of my three cats, has caught Spring Fever. He keeps making mad leaps at me as I walk by, going crazy at the windows and doors - he wants OUT! Unfortunately, he is an inside cat, as are the two others as well. Watching the birds drives him absolutely bats!! Well, I'd better be off! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyo

Fetishes
Ok,so far I have noticed just about everyone I know has flipping fetish.Why?Not sure,but I'm beginning to think that I just attract that type of persoanlity.Or maybe it is just the fact that I too have several fetishes.who knows? The thing is,so far I have learnt that there are many types and many different believes when it comes to fetishes.That they can be something you can't live without or need to get off,cuz you find them impossible to resist.If any of this makes sense to you. My fetishes,are simple and one of them is weird.Belly-buttons I would classify weird.I have a thing for playing with guys belly-buttons,just something that calms me down or helps me to fall asleep.I know I'm strange and proud to admit it. So,do you have a weird fetish or am I alone in this?

Erotic Confessions - Irish Shores
My hands shaking, my stomach full of butterflies, I reached to the overhead compartment and retrieved my bag. I hoped I didn't appear to be as nervous as I really was. After 8 hours on this flight, my mind had lots of time to go over every possible detail. I made sure my friends were close as we followed the line of people heading to the door. My mind on possibilities, making our way to the gate. As we passed through the hall coming to the end, I could hear greetings. Families meeting their loved ones, exclaiming their happiness for their reunion. People surrounding those that they new. And here I was, in a land unfamiliar. I wondered if you'd recognize me. I wondered if I'd recognize you. I thought back to over a years worth of emails and chats we've had. It all started so innocently, how did it come this far? Then my heart beat quickens, and reminds me why. As I scan the crowd, a familiar face stops me dead in my tracks. My face lights up as bright as the sun. My smi

My Yahoo Group
wow...in just a few days the group has grown fairly well. As of this morning there are 230 members. A bunch of new members joined from the Ace of Hearts swingers club group on yahoo too. I want to get back to writing my stories. I have been so involved with Cherry Tap and other community sites and now the Yahoo group I need to take the time to write. More stories to come very soon. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ms_cleavage/ 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Rulez To Live By!
Wizards First Rule: People Are Stupid. They will believe anything they want to be true or they fear to be true. "People can be made to believe any lie, either because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it's true." Wizards Second Rule: The greatest harm can result from the best intentions. "Sometimes, doing what one thinks is right can cause more harm than good. Violation of this rule can cause anything from discomfort, to disaster, to death." Wizards Third Rule: Passion rules reason, for better or for worse. "Letting your emotions control your reason may cause trouble for yourself and those around you" Wizards Fourth Rule: There is magic in sincere forgiveness, the magic to heal. In forgiveness you grant, but more so, in forgiveness you receive. "Forgiving and being forgiven are powerful elements of healing, not for your body, but your soul. Forgiving others is healthy for you, but being forgiven is even more powerful." Wi

Please Help Me Level, I Am Only About 1500 Away
if you could check to see if you rated all of my pics, and if you would like rate my stash, you get 4 points a peice to rate my stash during happy hour, please help.

Come In Closer... Blue October
And the first born, my heart will call Truly A God-like boy of the sky The fog hissed away like a movie And serpents go home for the night The thundercloud rain hits the freeway And the clowns put on make-up for show The nightfall, my skin crawl kind of evening Yeah, how the wind she blows And how the wind she blows Chorus: Cause I want you to come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, in closer Mmm, mmm Come dancing with devils Need not know their name But we'll waltz like an army For the fear of our pain Our souls become useless As the day that they were born In a rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm But still the truth remains lethal A lie made by man When my shoes become hammers And my words become sand Like a sour patch, a wedding batch Of roses you threw across my floor In the rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm Chorus: I want you to come in closer Come in

Vampire
Once life seemed so exciteing Now everything once so complicated seems so clear So much unsed time Cluttering my mind with memories I've been trying to forget I'm so tierd of living My heart aches for the one i had and lost I have these kids and this wonderful man that i love more than life itself And yet my heart feels so empty Alone I sit Dreaming of sleep, comfort and peace of mind. My heart seems not my own As darkness sets in And he said on to me BE a Vampire suck alittle harder

Dirty Whore...drama Starter...stay Clear
Ally@ CherryTAPHEY ALL I JUST WANTED TO PUT THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE IS FAKE THE PROFILE IS MADE TO CAUSE DRAMA BETWEEN ME AND MY GF. I HAVE NO CLE WHO BY. BUT IT IS PROLLY SOME UGLY GIRL WHO CANT GET HER OWN MAN SO SHE HAS TO FANTASISE ABOUT SOMEONE SHE WILL NEVER NOR COULD EVER HAVE. I LABEL THIS GIRL A DIRTY WHORE...

The Family In Lost;)))
I feel the family that we share in Cherry should help us all grow and find good friends. All over the world not just our neighbor or relative, but to share our lives to as many people as we can and this will make everyone, a little stronger as a people no matter where we live... Thank you so much and kisses, Helena Have a wonderful week lovely friend;)))

Funny How The Lies Fall
SO I FIND IT REALLY FUNNY HOW WE ALWAYS FALL FOR THE SAME SHIT.. WE WILL BELIEVE YOUR LIES UNTIL THE END.. WELL FUCK THAT.. IM SO DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT... IM TIRED OF BEING LIED TO.. IM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT.. SO TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE LIED TO ME.. OR THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH LIEING TO ME.. FUCK OFF... AND FUCK YOU!!!! AND YA KNOW.. AT LEAST BE MAN ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH YOUR FUCKING SHIT.. BUT NO.. JUST IGNORE IT.. IT WILL GO AWAY RIGHT.. YEAH.. FUCK THAT!! I GUESS ITS A GOOD THING I DIDNT WASTE MY FUCKING TIME... IM SORRY TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS THAT THIS DOESNT APPLY TO.. IM TIRED.. AND FUCKING PISSED OFF BEYOND BELIEF...

Ahh Tuesday!
How cute!!! the weekend is so far away and the week started being a pain in the aaaaahh lol I want this fukll of funny tiny pics don't you like them? This started to be a weird blog of today lol Lets add some music I have to give this morning a bit of crazyness, i'm not in my 100% (that's for sure) and i have many things in my heart that i would like to tell, but i'm not going to... but for sure you know it's more of the same huh!? And the day is still going, i have appointment with doctor next week to check again how i am going with my leg or if i need more rehab sessions. In around 20 mins i'm going to the doctor to check out about my stomach and do a test to see if gastritis bacteria (helicobacter pylori) is gone or not. AAAAHHH funny life i have lol LIARS: please do not bother me today OK, i'm g

A Poem, Inspired By My T
A cry for help not reached in time A shout in the dark only heard by my mind A note to the one person who understood Tears form as i look back I gave it all to you You shall take it with you until i gasp my last breath I wanted to show you the world You took it away the day you walked away Time is not a friend of mine I lost myself long ago Nothing changed Better to let myself go Pain is all i feel Pain is all i know Nothing can numb me anymore Places remind me of you Pieces of things remind me of what used to be I fell and never got back up Take me down Show the world what i have done Broken in more ways then one Scars tell a tale all on there own A ring around my neck Now no more suffering No more cries into the night No more shouting at your picture No more thinking of what used to be I have given up Given up all hope Now there is no more Nothing more to say Nothing more to do I never forgot you And now you will never forget me

Just Fed Up
why are people so fucked in the head these days, I am always so fucking tied down all the fucking time!!!!i am so tired of it!!!!!!well as of now there isnt gonna be anyone who can run my damn life or tell me what I can and cant do!!! and there is my rant for the day,lol love ya'll

Last Night's Dream
So last night I dreampt I was younger, in a school caf talking to an indian girl. We were flirtting with each other, I made her laugh and blush but as much as we liked each other. Two other boys were claiming ownership over her, and both were indian, both were given their choice, yet they picked her. I asked her if she liked them, she said "No" and I asked her if it mattered to her family that she liked me. It didn't matter to them, before I woke up I saw a tomato and a flower, both were given to me after she kissed my cheek.

Sweet
A girl and guy were dating, the guy called the girl on the phone and she said, "You don't like me and you don't need me." Then she started to hang up and he said "I don't like you I Love you. I don't want you, I need you. She said, "Damn baby I love you and need you too." A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "you are not pretty, you are beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

Today We Mourn The Passing Of A Beloved Friend
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old Common Sense was, since the birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. Common Sense will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). Common Sense health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned, but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked tea

Help This Sorry Bastard Out!!!
AIGHT SO I'M IN THE "HOLY FUCK I'M HAVING A CONTEST!!" CONTEST. APPARENTLY MY ASS IS HATED CAUSE I GOT 10 VOTES ALREADY, AND I'M AT 7.7 IN THE RATING. LOL. IT'S COMMENTS AND RATES, SO HELP MY SORRY ASS OUT. BOOZE AND RANTS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT. THANKS MUCH IN ADVANCE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOSING!!!!! HELP THE SORRY BASTARD BELOW!!!

Insanity
SEEMS AS THOUGH NOTHING I DO IS GOOD ENOUGH. NOTHING I TRY IS WORKING... I TRY NOT TO THINK OF U BUT UR MEMORY IS STILL LURKING. LIKE A DUSTY SHADOW IN MY MIND, U LINGER THERE, NO WORDS, NO VOICE.. I DONT WANT TO THINK OF U BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE. U HAVE CRAWLED INTO MY HEAD MAKING ME CRAZY AND INSANE AND I CAN SAY IS I HAVE ONLY MYSELF TO BLAME.

Why I Love Being Greek!!
Why I am proud to be Greek: > >Because we are European Champions in Football (Soccer). > >Because we are European Champions in Basketball. > >Because Paparizou (singer) made us Champions in the European song >contest (Eurovision). > >Because we Buy whole watermelons and not in slices. > >Because we Buy whole lambs and not in pieces. > >Because when we Buy feta, we Buy at least a kilo and not 150gr. > >Because nights in Greece finish in the morning. > >Because we take our coffee slowly and not in "shots". > >Because flirting is our national hobby. > >Because we always moan about the public sector and everyone seeks to get >a job in it. > >Because we go out almost every night, even if we are penniless. > >Because we respect our Grandmothers sometimes more than our wives. > >Because we know how to spend Better than we know how to save. > >Because although we look like we

On My Mind
soo here i am and i am writing this blog...so much on my mind. i mean alot. i have a crush on someone but i kinda cant tell them cuz that would just be wrong in the simple fact that i am close with them. i am kinda not in the place where i want to be. i mean i want to go home with my family....but yea...ife goes on

More Mumm Stuff
There was a Mumm posted today about implants being the Mark of The Beast. Once again we are in the "end times" according to many arm chair preachers, and of course I am a minion of the Anti-Christ if I don't buy that line of logic. However this is what I did post on the topic. "Just for the sake of argument, let us presume they are a threat? How would that make your life different? Can you buy or sell anything without a social-security-card today? Can you work without one? Open a bank account? Get a student loan? How would the implant differ from that? How is it any different so that they would want to use it? Moreover, what do you think you can do about it? If the Multinationals are so powerful, and one can presume they are, what are you going to be able to do as an individual to stop them if this is your goal? I might clue you in on something, other then venting steam, accusing the multinationals of treason isn't going to do much good. They are in charge. And the people will go al

My Sex Iq Is 144
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Heart.....
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Things You'd Love To Say (but Don't Dare)
- Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again... - I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. - You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. - I have plenty of talent and vision, I just don't give a darn. - Visualizing? I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. - I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you being competent. - Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. - The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist. - Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.

Spring Class Schedule For Men (humor?)
Spring Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Monday, March 26, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. < FONT face=Tahoma color=black size=2> Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM . Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fl

A Dogs Pet Peeves
A Dogs Pet Peeves Ten Peeves that Dogs Have About Humans 1. Blaming your farts on me... not funny... not funny at all !!!* 2. Yelling at me for barking.. I'M A FRIGGIN' DOG, YOU IDIOT! 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway? 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose... stop it! 5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Whoooo Hoooooooo what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. 7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. 9.Dog sweaters. Hello ???, Haven't you noticed the fur? 10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the t

Birthday
Your Birthdate: November 22 You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

One Of Those Damn Days.........
Shit! You ever have one of those days where you feel like everyone is avoiding you? I don't know what's going on today, but I feel so fucking outcast! Where are all my friends? Where are the people who care about me! WFT!?!?!?!?!?

Chaos Bound
I trail about without a thought Powerless over others actions No matter how I may wrought Minds give different re-actions Giving substance to my fears Concluding what I have found I sit knowing in tears We all are just chaos bound

Creature
You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

What To Do
hhhhhmnmmmm well this is my first blog. i have a little problem. 3 girls really like me and i like them all 3 want me around but 2 wants money all the time . the 3rd she happy to see me and never ask anything from me. only known er for 4 months t others 3 years . we all not seeing each other but i get the feeling they want me . i like them all should i play the feild and see what happens or just keep as friends . i like all 3 what to do

Are You A Good Girl Or A Bad Girl?
Good girls loosen a few buttons when its hot Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons Good girls wax their floors Bad girls wax their bikini line Good girls blush during sex scenes in movies Bad girls know they could do it better Good girls wear white cotton panties Bad girls don't wear any Good girls think they're not fully dressed without a strand of pearls Bad girls think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls Good girls pack their toothbrush Bad girls pack their diaphragms Good girls own only one credit card and rarely use it Bad girls own only one bra and rarely use it Good girls wear high heels to work Bad girls wear high heels to bed Good girls think the office is the wrong place to have a romance Bad girls think no place is the wrong place Good girls prefer the missionary position Bad girls do too, but only for starters Good girls say no Bad girls say when? Good girls go to the party, go home,

Upcoming Project
Starting in April, I'll be temporarily moving myself to a project, as it's partly promotional, meaning I'm giving it away, I will be Free handing my FIRST Mural. im estimating it may take a month or two to fully complete. i hope to have the first sketch complete by the end of the first week. from then i will construct a pallet of colors with the Wall's Owner. This is truly a phenomenal experience for me. of course there will be pictures when it's complete. I went on a Shopping spree at the art store, bought a new portfolio, Archival Binder, and a whole slew of drawing supplies. woooo! ok im done now. see ya'll later

What Do U Do?
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE GIVEN NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING REALLY IN RETURN. MAYBE THAT IS WHY I AM FEELING THIS WAY NOW. I HAVE SAID TO U WHAT I FEEL INSIDE TOLD U SOME THINGS IN MY LIFE U EVEN MADE ME HAPPY ENOUGH AGAIN TO SMILE. BUT AGAIN I FEEL LIKE I AM LEFT WITH THIS HEART ACHING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO TO EASE THE PAIN. I WANT TO REACH OUT AND RUN TO U... BUT.. I FEEL LIKE U R PUSHING ME AWAY. WHAT DO U DO WHEN THE ONE U WANT DOES NOT CARE ANYMORE FOR U WHAT DO U SAY WHEN U FIND OUT THAT THEY R WITH SOMEONE NEW? WHAT CAN U DO BUT WALK AWAY AND SAY GOOD LUCK AND GOODBYE? AND NEVER EVER LOOK BACK, COZ U DONT WANT THEM TO SEE U CRY.

Dependent I Have Grown .............................
Dependent I Have Grown ............................. Oh, dark and gloomy days Are they really here to stay? The thought I cannot bear, Oft' I wonder - do you care? The future, we had planned, A lifetime in wonderland! This heart of mine I gave to you. You felt the same way too. I am happy when you're here, But sad without you dear. ~ Dependent I have grown ~ Why do you leave me all alone? Pride will never let me say "I pine for you, night and day

What's Love.......................
what's LoVe....................... Love is a thing shared by two Love is what you feel for me and you Love is precious when its shared Love is danger when its dared Love wanders and searches for the one Love plays and just do it for fun Love lets you hear love songs to emote Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote Love makes the world go around Love makes us happy if the one we love is finally found Love turns the world upside down Love cheers us never with a frown Love makes you cry Love sacrifices and says goodbye Love has its own reason and time Love can make someone you love "mine" Love makes a person kiss Love makes a person miss Love is experienced by all Love conquers when you fall.

Toxic Love!
TOXIC LOVE! Toxic Love - the dysfunctional, addictive, cultural norm "True Love is not a painful obsession. It is not taking a hostage or being a hostage. It is not all-consuming, isolating, or constricting. Unfortunately the type of love most of us learned about as children is in fact an addiction, a form of toxic love." *** "If we can start seeing relationships not as the goal but as opportunities for growth then we can start having more functional relationships. A relationship that ends is not a failure or a punishment - it is a lesson." *** "As long as we believe that we have to have the other in our life to be happy, we are really just an addict trying to protect our supply - using another person as our drug of choice. That is not True Love - nor is it Loving."

When We Share
When We Share WHEN WE SHARE When we share laughter, There's twice the fun; When we share success, We surpass what we've done. When we share problems, There's half the pain; When we share tears, A rainbow follows rain. When we share dreams, They become more real; When we share secrets, It's our hearts we reveal. If we share a smile, Then our love shows; If we share a hug, Then our love grows. If we share with someone On whom we depend, That person becomes Family or friend. And what draws us closer And makes us all care, Is not what we have, But the things that we share.

A Mixed Salad Of Emotions
I should probably be angry about what happened to me this morning. But I'm not. I should probably be sad...well, sadder than I am. But I'm just plain tired. I'm tired of what I have to do to get it all together again. I need a nap. Good live music tonight is my only sanity right now.

Bestest Friend !
BESTEST FRIEND ! When I cry you help me out When I'm happy you hear me shout When I grin you know I'm really mad because you are my best friend You can tell when I'm sad You're there in thick and thin You're my best friend You hear me out when I want to talk You help me out when I get mad You are the bestest friend I've ever had So hear me out when I say You're the light in my day You are the moon in my night You shine very bright You are the bestest friend I have and I miss you

Damn...
Great, I don't think I've been online this long at one time in months! Now I'm totally addicted to this damn site! Hopefully I don't neglect my bf too much when he gets outta work, otherwise he may blame my Autumn for it lol.... Yes dear, your cuz was here when I joined up and started messing with my profile like, 4 hours ago! Ah well, he works 2 more hours, maybe I'll be done playing be then.....MAYBE..... :)

Aries
The Legend of Aries Aries: important constellation in the years approximately 2,000 years before the birth of Christ because it was the position of the equinox, previously the position held by Taurus. The change was due to the precession of the axis and became evident throughout the mythologies of several areas as the cult of the ram overtook that of the bull. The constellation was at one time called the Prince of the Zodiac. This slow precession has since shifted the sun's position from Aries to Pisces. Mesopotamia: the Sumerians called the sun, Subat, meaning the Ancient Sheep or Ram and the planets the Celestial Herd. The bright star in Aries, Hamal, meaning the lamb, represented one of the stars in the Scimitar, a celestial weapon that protected against the Seven Diabolic Spirits of the Storm. The Babylonian priest Berossos who lived around 275 BC said that the world was created when the Sun was in the Ram. Egypt: during the time of Dionysus and his campaigns in Africa, hi

Getting Started!!
Well, here goes to the first BLOG and my wee brain will have to come up with why I want to start this in the first place! LOL Ok, I drive a 385 Peterbilt in those bulk tankers on the roads and deliver bulk oil products from the evil empire of those oil companies where you buy oil. It doesnt matter if you buy it from the fuel station or Wally World ... they are oil products like: 10W30, Hydrolic Oils, ATF, Base Oils, yada yada yada ... I have been all over the USA from my freight reefer hauling days to tanker yanker work. I have seen historical places, beautiful mountians, landscapes, deserts, national forests and the DREADED cities ... Chicago, Baltimore, LA, Denver, Cincinnai, Birmingham, Baton Rouge, etc etc the list goes on ad nausium!!! But some lil itty bitty tiny places like: Crazy Woman (MT), Bucksnort (cant remember), Blink-of-an-eye (your town prolly ROFL) places. Some geat places in history like: Ft Bridger, Dodge City, Tombstone, ect etc. It never is all fun and gam

Obviously Not Going To Make It
HEY PEEPS OUT THERE IN CHERRY LAND. ITS ME MR. JULIAN HERE TO TALK ABOUT WHY I'M A FAILURE. ONE, I DON'T HAVE MY LICENSE, A CAR, OR ANY MONEY TO EVEN PAY FOR THE GAS LET ALONE INSURANCE. TWO, I'M FAILING COLLEGE, I CAN'T GET MY ACT TOGETHER AND GET WORK DONE. IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME I WANT TO BETTER MY SITUATION I FUCK IT ALL UP. THREE I DON'T HAVE A DAMN JOB TO EVEN GET ME A CAR, LICENSE, INSURANCE, NOTHING ZILCH NADA. ITS TRULY A PAIN, I WONDER IF I'M SUPPOSE TO CLIMB DOWN INTO A HOLE AND STAY THERE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS. WHO KNOWS MAYBE I'LL FIGURE IT OUT, BUT FOR NOW ITS ALL SHIT. SEE YA LATER. JULIAN

I Stand Alone In Life
somedays i wonder if having a relationship withanyone is really worth the effort, i listen to i stand alone by godsmack, and it says alot about me....alls i seem to do is cause heartach and pain to those i care about, i have a wonderfull boy who so desperatly wants a mother figure in his life, yet i cant seem to find anyone sane or worthy of that title....it is hard being a single parent but being a single dad has its challenges, so i wonder if i should just stand alone.

A 70-year-old Man And God
A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems to be in top condition physically, but what about mentally? How is your connection with God?'' And the man says, ''Oh me and God? We're tight. We have a real bond, he's good to me. Every night when I have to get up to go to the bathroom, he turns on the light for me, and then, when I leave, he turns it back off.'' Well, upon hearing this the doctor was astonished. He called the man's wife and said, ''I'd like to speak to you about your husband's connection with God. He claims that every night when he needs to use the restroom, God turns on the light for him and turns it off for him again when he leaves. Is this true?'' And she says, ''That idiot, he's been peeing in the refrigerator!''

[use Less]
Okay the following is writing from yesterday, raw, and straight from the nerves of my brains through my fingers and to paper. I didnt edit it any and I had been up all night the night before because I couldnt sleep. I always enjoy the state of mind that it puts me in because it's like I'm prying open my third eye and seeing things how they really are and how they pertain to me. I want some honest critique on my poetry. I'm dying for it, so leave some! Don't feed me fluff saying that's good blah blah blah, I want to know what this makes you think or feel and how it may pertain to me, and what it says of me to you. If you'd be kind enough... +Tomorrow's Never Coming _______________________________________ Anticipating growth and where I want to be Up in my mind I never see life passing My dreams and hopes while I'm molding me And if it's never lasting I'll keep trying with my last breath gasping I'm tired of day dreaming and I'm not the only one I'm doing my thing tod

Me
this site is so much fun i can be my self and shti and i met this hot ass chick on here na dshe is moving to me and she is goignto be with me YES score for the home team well i am allso glad to say i am gone in 3 months to basic training and miss evryone on my friends list

A Tout Le Monde
Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Please smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all A tout le monde/To all the world A tout mes amis/To all my friends Je vous aime/I love you Je dois partir/I have-to/must leave These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple thing What it leaves behind is hard You know the sleeping feel no more pain And the living are scarred

The Window
"THE WINDOW" TWO MEN, BOTH SERIOUSLY ILL, OCCUPIED THE SAME HOSPITAL ROOM. ONE MAN WAS ALLOWED TO SIT UP IN HIS BED FOR AN HOUR A DAY TO DRAIN THE FLUIDS FROM HIS LUNGS. HIS BED WAS NEXT TO THE ROOM'S ONLY WINDOW. THE OTHER MAN HAD TO SPEND ALL OF HIS TIME FLAT ON HIS BACK IN THE BED. THE MEN TALKED FOR HOURS ON END. THEY SPOKE OF THEIR WIVES AND FAMILIES, THEIR HOMES, THEIR JOBS, THEIR INVOLVEMENTS IN MILITARY SERVICE, WHERE THEY HAD BEEN ON VACATION. AND EVERY AFTERNOON, WHEN THE MAN IN THE BED NEXT TO THE WINDOW COULD SIT UP, HE WOULD PASS THE TIME BY DESCRIBING TO HIS ROOMMATE ALL THE THINGS HE COULD SEE OUTSIDE THE WINDOW. THE MAN IN THE OTHER BED WOULD LIVE FOR THOSE ONE-HOUR PERIODS WHERE HIS WORLD WOULD BE BROADENED AND ENLIVENED BY ALL THE COLOR AND ACTIVITY OF THE OUTSIDE WORLD. THE WINDOW OVERLOOKED A PARK WITH A LOVELY LAKE, THE MAN HAD SAID. DUCKS AND SWANS PLAYED ON THE WATER WHILE CHILDREN SAILED THEIR MODEL BOATS. LOVERS WALKED ARM IN ARM AMID FL

Chain Letters
Hello, my name is Bob. I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion friggin' chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on some poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email,$1000? How stupid are we? "Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by every Playboy model in the magazine!" What a bunch of bull shit.Basically,this message is a big EAT ME to all the people out there who have nothing better to do than send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my apartment and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain that was started by Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Screw'em.

No Life
get a damn picture!@ CherryTAP Im putting this ass on blast cause hes using my picture for his profile,soooo since cherry wont help me out. ill do it myself, hes a loser with NO life so someone anyone bug him,bother him,annoying him!!! ANYTHING!!!!

Morning Sex
Morning S-e-x????? John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Marie, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Marie, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give M

Im Sorry
To all the girls who look past the nice guys I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen

Que Vivas Los Padres Boricuas!
My parents taught me about RELIGION - "Ay, pídele a Dios que yo no te coja." My parents taught me about ANTICIPATION - ¡Deja que lleguemos a la casa coño!" My parents taught me about my ROOTS - "Mal-agradecido, cuando yo era chiquita no tenía nada!" My parents taught me about LOGIC - ¿Cómo que por qué? ¡Porque Si!" My parents taught me about INSPIRATION- "Si llegas con malas notas te voy a hacer comer la chancleta" My parents taught me about WISDOM- Tú crees que te lo sabes todo y no sabes ni limpiarte el fondillo!" My Mother taught me about CONFUSION - "Me cago en la Madre que te parió!" (Wait…isn't that her?) My Mother tuaght me about MAGIC- " somehow when running away from a chancleta i hid in back of a wall and the chancleta made a 45 degree turn and still hit me upside my head! ¡Que vivan los Padres Boriqua!!!!

Is Cherrytap Really Better?
I wonder what motivates someone to create a situation like this. I'm about three hundres points away from going up to exalted level of Nutty Cherry. I say exalted because this site requires a salute photograph in order to go beyond just being a Friend of CherryTAP. I carefully read the FAQ about salute pictures and I'll copy it here. What are Cherry Salutes? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with your homepage on your computer in the background, a hand written note with your name, or while wearing a site t-shirt. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being removed. I took 12 pictures of myself, deleted just one, but posted 11 of them in an album that I named, "Salutes." In each of the photographs, I did like the FAQ stated, only I wore a WHITE t-shirt instead of a "SITE" t-s

I've Learned....
Taken from a friends Yahoo 360 page I'VE LEARNED that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved....The rest is up to them. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I'VE LEARNED that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I'VE LEARNED that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I'VE LEARNED that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I'VE LEARNED that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I'VE LEARNED that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn

When Does It Stopp
TO ALL WHO READ THIS,IF WHAT I SAY SHOULD AFFECT YOU. IT IS TIME THAT WE TELL THE ASSHOLES IN CONGRESS TO WRITE A LAW STOPPING CHILD ABUSE. PUNISH THE BASTARDS AND BITCHES THAT HURT KIDS.I AM A FATHER OF A 7 YEAR OLD SON AND IF MY EX OR ANYBODY WAS TO HURT HIM,MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON THEIR SOULS FOR I WON'T.IF YOU HAVE KIDS TELL YOUR SENATOR,CONGRESSMAN OR CONGRESSWOMAN,GOVERNOR, HELL TELL EVEN PRESIDENT BUSH.IT'S TIME TO PUT A DAMM STOP TO CHILD ABUSE

Joe
"JOE" HE WAS DRIVING HOME ONE EVENING ON A TWO-LANE COUNTRY ROAD. WORK, IN THIS SMALL SOUTHERN COMMUNITY WAS ALMOST AS SLOW AS HIS BEAT-UP PONTIAC. BUT HE NEVER QUIT LOOKING. EVER SINCE THE LEVI'S FACTORY CLOSED, HE'D BEEN UNEMPLOYED, AND WITH WINTER RAGING ON, THE CHILL HAD FINALLY HIT HOME. IT WAS A LONELY ROAD. NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE HAD A REASON TO BE ON IT, UNLESS THEY WERE LEAVING. MOST OF HIS FRIENDS HAD ALREADY LEFT. THEY HAD FAMILIES TO FEED AND DREAMS TO FULFILL. BUT HE STAYED ON. AFTER ALL, THIS WAS WHERE HE BURIED HIS MOTHER AND FATHER. HE WAS BORN HERE AND KNEW THE COUNTRY. HE COULD GO DOWN THIS ROAD BLIND, AND TELL YOU WHAT WAS ON EITHER SIDE, AND WITH HIS HEADLIGHTS NOT WORKING, THAT CAME IN HANDY. IT WAS STARTING TO GET DARK AND LIGHT SNOW FLURRIES WERE COMING DOWN. HE'D BETTER GET A MOVE ON. YOU KNOW, HE ALMOST DIDN'T SEE THE OLD LADY, STRANDED ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. BUT EVEN IN THE DIM LIGHT OF DUSK, HE COULD SEE SHE NEEDED HELP. SO HE PUL

I'm Back!
Hello my fellow Cherry stalkers! I just got back from yet another trip to Oklahoma to visit my parents since it was Mom's 65th birthday and all, I have been gone since Friday morning.. I don't think I got many visits to my page when I was gone..it's hard to tell because I think some of my alerts were deleted. :( Well, I missed the TAP very much while I was away! If you give a sh** that I'm back now, come on by and say something to me! Thanks to those of you that stopped by and left me sweet comments!! Love & xxxx's Stefani

"forever And Ever Amen" Randy Travis
Forever and Ever, Amen - Randy Travis You may think that I'm talking foolish You've heard that I'm wild and I'm free You may wonder how I can promise you now This love that I feel for you Always will be You're not just time that I'm killing I'm no longer one of those guys As sure as live This love that I give Is gonna be yours until the day that I die Oh baby CHORUS: I'm gonna love you forever Forever and ever, amen As long as old men sit and talk about the weather As long as old women sit and talk about old men If you wonder how long I'll be faithful (I'll be hapy to tell you again/Just listen to how this song ends) I'm gonna love you Forever and ever Forever and ever amen They say time takes its toll on a body Makes a young girl's brown hair turn gray Well, honey, I don't care I ain't in love with your hair And if it all fell out I'd love you anyway Well, they say time can play tricks on a memory Make people forget things they knew Well, it'

I'm Too Proud
All my life, I've been told how stubborn I am. Not until last week, did I realize that it's not stubborness, it's pride. I'm too proud to ever admit defeat. I don't want anybody to see when I'm weak. I don't want my friends and family to know when I'm struggling. It's a sad things to say, but I beleive I'd be a happy person to suffer through life than admit when I need help. I hold in all the things I can't share. I hate to admit it, but that even inculdes my boyfriend. He knows when I'm hurting, but still I hold it inside and don't say anything. In a way, I've created my own hell and I guess I enjoy being in it! Why does it seem that some of us let pride get the best of us and refuse help? Even when we could really use it?

The Best
"I feel so lonely without my wings, I can't find me, and my heart can't reach you, I feel lost without you to bring the day to my heart, Every time that you wake up the dream that you use to make part, And you're so far from me, And I'm so near of you, I don't know what I see, I don't know what to do. Why don't you wanna believe in me? That you're the best, and I'm the best for you. Why you're the only that don't wanna see? That I'm the best, and you're the best for me. I can't rush the hours but I can give you flowers. I can't choose the wheather but I can love you forever, I can't make you fly but I can hold you when you cry, I can't give you much money but you'll be always my honey, And you're getting so far from me, And I can see me so near of you. I don't know what do you see, I don't know what you're going to do. So why don't you wanna stay with me? If you're the best, and I'm the best for you. And why you're the only that don't agree? That I'm the be

Love Is A Slow Kiss Goodnight
"LOVE IS A SLOW KISS GOODNIGHT" LOVE IS A SLOW KISS GOODNIGHT. IT IS ANTICIPATION. LOVE IS AN IMPERFECTION IN YOURSELF NOT BOTHERING YOU. IT IS ACCEPTANCE. LOVE IS PASSING UP AN OPPORTUNITY BECAUSE THE TIME ISN'T RIGHT YET. IT IS PATIENCE. LOVE IS A BACK MASSAGE THAT STARTS ABOVE THE HAIRLINE AND ENDS AROUND THE INNERSOLES. IT IS EXPLORATION. LOVE IS NOT HAVING TO SAY "LET'S MAKE LOVE," BECAUSE YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOUR PARTNER WANTS. IT IS UNDERSTANDING. IT IS CONSIDERATION. LOVE IS BOTH OF YOU REMEMBERING PROTECTION. IT IS RESPONSIBILITY. LOVE IS SAYING THE PERFECT PHRASE TO MAKE A SOLEMN EMBRACE DISSOLVE INTO GIGGLES. IT IS HUMOR. LOVE IS REVIEWING THE DAMAGE TO YOUR LIVING ROOM AND REALIZING PERSONAL EFFECTS ARE STREWN IN A CLOCKWISE PATTERN FROM THE FRONT DOOR TO THE BEDROOM. IT IS DESIRE. LOVE IS SEEING WHAT YOUR LOVER REALLY LOOKS LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME. IT IS TRUTH. LOVE IS KNOWING WHAT TIME IT IS AND NOT CARING. IT IS JOY. LOVE IS THE ARM

Wondering?
WONDING WHAT HAS CRAWLED IN MY SOUL? WHAT HAS MAD EM FEEL THIS WAY? WELL LET ME TELL YA IF U THINK ABOUT IT I WONT HAVE TO SAY. TOO MUCH DRAMA HERE OVER THE GIRLS AND GUYS WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? WHY DONT THEY REALIZE? U CANT MAKE SOMETHING URS IF IT DOES NOT WANT TO BE U CANT KEEP A WILD BIRD WHEN IT WANTS TO BE FREE. U CANT JUST THROW I LOVE U AROUND LIKE IT IS AN EVERYDAY THING BUT WHO AM I TO BE TALKING RIGHT? I AM A NOBODY.. YELLING THIS INTO THE WIND.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Lounge
OK Well First of all this is My lounge. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5505#. It kicks ass. The people who are a part of this lounge ROCK!! So feel free to come in and check it out and become a member. :-D OK NOW FOR THE POINT OF THIS BLOG!!! Lately the lounge part of CT has been really screwey. Sometimes the lounge doesnt work or you can only see 1/2 of what your typing and other crazy shit like that. Its happening more and more lately but I guess its because that feature is being worked.... No Idea... So anyways I just had to vent and write a personal complaint... But other than that the lounge is all good !

Leaving
Just wanted to let all my friends know in a couple of days I will not be online or on CT for awhile. There are some things I need to get done. I will miss you all and will be back as soon as possible. Im not sure when I will be back you may still comment if you like, and as soon as I return I will try to get back to you all and return the love. Much love to you all Poison

Viacom Sues Youtube For $1 Billion
Viacom sues YouTube for $1 billion The lawsuit, the first big attack on the Google-owned video-sharing site, may just be a negotiating ploy. But it could be the first volley in a war between Google and its old-media rivals. By Elizabeth Strott Just days after Google (GOOG, news, msgs) CEO Eric Schmidt said that media companies will have no choice but to work with online sites such as YouTube, the first of the big media companies has responded -- with a $1 billion lawsuit. Media giant Viacom (VIA, news, msgs) is charging that the video-sharing site, now owned by Google, has shown 160,000 of its videos without permission. "Their business model, which is based on building traffic and selling advertising off of unlicensed content, is clearly illegal and is in obvious conflict with copyright laws," Viacom said. Google spokesman Ricardo Reyes said in a statement that the company has "not received the lawsuit but (is) confident that YouTube has respected the legal rights of c

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ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great lov

Hot Stuff
Hello My Awesome Friends! I am in an "ULTIMATE BBW CONTEST" It just started tonight and will go on until next Tuesday Night! Show everyone how much you Love Sassy Pants. You can only rate once, but the most comments win. Whoever shows the most love for me will get something real special....kisses and dont forget to vote every day....THANK YOU!!! Click on the pic to go vote!

I Lov Ya!
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep - - like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them clo

My Sign
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Redneck Pickup Lines
Redneck pick up lines >1) Did you fart? -- cuz you blew me away. > >2) Are yer parents retarded? -- cuz ya sure are special. > >3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. -- I can't hold it in. > >4) Do you have a library card? -- cuz I'd like to sign you out. > >5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? -- cuz I can see myself in em. > >6) If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, -- I'd store my nuts in yer >hole. > >7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, -- but beauty's only a light >switch away. > >8) Fat Penguin! -- I just wanted to say something that would break the ice. > >9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, -- but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > >10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? -- I think he went >inta this cheap motel room. > >11) Yer eyes are as blue as winder cleaner. > >12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, -- we kin sleep til afternoon. > >*** and .... the best for last! *** > >13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, --

Drama Update
well i cant expand more on here but i will pm it to people who want to know. I have court comming up again on the 30th and the fucker is still pulling damn childish games. He signed a mother fucking contract and now he thinks that he can take our baby. I do right by all my kids and none are treated any differently. I am so sick of living under a microscope, people in and out of our house, and jumping through hoops like a damn animal.

8 Days!
So.....in case you didnt know....I am due to ship out for army basic training in 8 days. The problem is, I don't feel prepared at all and I really think that is gonna have a bad affect on me while I'm there. I drink to much, smoke too much, and party too much, and I would be willing to bet that I'm gonna be in fucking shock when my platoon starts to run and shit.... Anyways, lets look at the good side, I landed a really good MOS ( Millitary Occupational Specialty)....basically job. I will be training to become a Signals Intelligence Analyst, its a top secret job so I dont know much of it, but there is 9 months of training involved so it has to be of some importance. The MOS code is 98c in case anyone has Army experience and knows what they are talking about... So I guess I would say overall Im excited and ready to bust my ass....but I just wish I knew for sure what I was getting into..if anyone has had army experience, specifically in Ft. LeonardWood, Missouri, please let me k

Pants Down!
So..I was in my living room talking to my sister and my boyfriend was getting ready for work!...Well..my window was wide open and people were standing on their balconies and could see in!...Anyways my boyfriend came up behind me and pulled my pants down...Everyone saw!...I was soo embaressed!!..BLAHH!! Anyways..Hope everyone had a good Tuesday! x0x -Ash

The 3day Cancer Walk, Help Me Out:)
Hello All, This year, I'll be participating in a very special event called the Breast Cancer 3-Day. I'll walk 60 miles over the course of three days with thousands of other women and men. The net proceeds will support breast cancer research, education, screening and treatment through Susan G. Komen for the Cure and the National Philanthropic Trust Breast Cancer Fund. I've agreed to raise at least $2,200 in donations. I've set my personal goal at $3,000. So I need your help. Would you please consider making any donation possiable? Please take a look at the enclosed donation form and designate the amount that's right for you. Please keep in mind how far I'm walking -- and how hard I'll have to train. According to Susan G. Komen for the Cure, approximately 200,000 American women will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year, and nearly 40,000 will die from the disease. That's why I'm walking so far. To do something bold about breast cancer. I hope that you'll share this incre

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Nice Guys Do Finish Last,but Not Me,not Anymore
from the day we met I just knew u were the one. the way you laughed and talked to me the fisrt time we spoke on the phone. You explained how you were talking to someone else you had met at the time, but we could still b friends just drop me a line. as days turned to weeks and our conversations grew few i start to wonder what happened to you. tried many time to get in touch to see how life was treating you and to say whats up. time went by and no word our message so i figure that tis was for my life destined. then i saw you one day for the first time i said hi and smile as i past you by. intrigued by that smile and those pretty brown eyes your mind started to wonder who was that guy.the next day you found out it was me and within three short days the other guy was history. now the time we spent together was heavanly bliss the way you look when we would kiss. so now you tell me you love me and i love you the same cause i found a down ass bitch thats tired of the games. but taday you seem

Terms For Female Masturbation
From: Resident Smart @$$@ CherryTAP Menage a'moi, Terms for Female Masturbation: I never heard of these 5 Digit Disco Buzzing the honey hole Backslappin' Betty Bailing out the Gravy Boat Beaver bashin' Bouncing the bearded clam Buffing the box Buffing the jewel Buttering up the whisker biscuit Clam twiddlin' jamboree Critter crammin' Damming the beaver Dialing "O" on the little pink telephone Diddling miss daisy Diggin' for clams Digitis Erectus Fingering the fountain Flicking the minnow Friday night lip service Frosting the muffin of love Giving yourself the finger Going for the gooey duct Impeaching Bush Juicing the clam Let your fingers do the walking Lip smacking Petting the kitty Piddly Diddler Playing the squeezebox Pokin' the pie Polishing the little pink pearl Pumping the kooter Punchin' the chipmunk Reading in Braille Riding the clitorisauras Romancing thy own Roughing up the suspect Self-guided tuna boat tour Smacking Jerry Gar

The Lost Angel
...THE LOST ANGEL... Once apon a time, I went on the computer and talked to a real life Angel. But didn't know she was an Angel, because I didn't know her yet. Then one day we desided to meet up. Then I found out Angels are true. But this Angel was a little different then the rest. Only because she didnt really think she was an Angel, and she was lost. She was a true life living Angel. But she was lost, he in the States, insted of being free in Heaven. Only because she didnt truly believe she was one. I have faith in god, but once meeting her, nothing else in this world met nothing to me. I just wanted to be with this Angel. And I wanted her to realise she was an Angel. But when your 100% sure she was a real life living Angel, How do you make her believe that? You really cant make anyone believe something, they feel is not true. But this was a totaly true Angel of God. So how do I make a lost Angel, not be lost? Thats what im working on now. But me not being an Angel i

Poem I Wrote Tonight
Love How A simple 4 letter word can cause so much joy and happiness, then turn around and cause so much pain Love It has caused many a death, yet has caused so much happiness. Love So many variations and usages of the word. Love Can make you smile and feel euphoric Or it can make you cry and sad. Love Is just a word yet it is so powerfull

I Give Up
I find what i thought was happiness.. I found out a little while later it was just a game.. And then the most wonderful guy came a long. He changed so much for me.. It was an all new experince for me.. But a wonderful one.. But then I got scared and confused. And do to that i just gave up the most wonderful thing. I hurt the most wonderful man that is out there.. And i am sorry for that.. I am toxic. I ruin everything i start to love. And its done now.. I am giving up.. I am closing my toxic touch up. I am locking everything away.. If i don't give myself to another then the hurt wont happen.. That man that has ben wonderful to me. As much as i am sure you dont believe me i do love you.. I am sorry for what i have done. I am going now so you can find true happiness. Dont give up cause then you give up on the one true woman who will love you. Again baby boi i am sorry.

Today . . .
I just wanted to thank everyone for all of their concern and kind words during this rough time I am going through. Sometimes, those that you don’t know that well are the only ones that can make you feel better. A special thanks to “Bunny” - You made me smile when I thought it impossible and I will never forget that. You kept me on the phone the night it would have been the toughest, when I wouldn’t have received my usual phone call. Today, I am better than I was yesterday, and tomorrow, I know I will be better than today. I know what happened wasn’t my fault. Just like what happened to my Father, there was nothing that I, or anyone for that matter, could have done any different that would have changed the events. It is not ours to question the “plan” that is laid out for us, nor will we ever know why things happen. The “guilt” I feel is subsiding, but it will still take a long time to heal. No, we don’t have to think it fair, and we can tear ourselves up and wonder “Why?”

Type Of Sex Is Best For Me
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Heart Beat Of A Whistle
Irresistble sound of life Impulsive is the tune Indecribable is the echo's tone Listen to the heart beat of a whistle Look to the rhythm of the melody Loud is the beat of the sound Soft flowing is the breath Suttle is the shrill Sweet is the harmonic tone Always heard on the wind Always felt in wonder Always echoing in wounded heart Can you feel it Can you flex in motion to it (dance) Can you flute it out in song Yes just whistle Beating true in melody Heart beat of a whitsle Whistle note this is from the rought draft on my poem. I have rewrtten it. Problem is I can not find the newest copy. So enjoy

Junk I Done Learned
Apparently that black spot in the middle of everyone's eyeballs is a freaking hole. There is a damn hole in your eyes. Unless your eyes are them there fake-type ones. Also, Tinkerbell is a murderous bitch. Damn fairy.

Omg! So Happy!! =d
HEY FRIENDS, I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU MY AWESOME NEWS! FEW OF YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT I WAS GOING TO BE SEEING MY GRANDSON FOR THE FIRST TIME OR AT LEAST I WAS IN HOPES OF SEEING HIM. WELL ONE FRIEND KEPT CLOSE CONTACT WITH ME (THANK YOU FLOYD) ~XOXO~ AND HE KEPT ME POSSATIVE AND YESSSSSSS! TONIGHT I GOT THE MOST WONDERFUL JOY I WILL EVER FEEL FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! I GOT TO HOLD MY GRANDSON IN MY ARMS! HE IS BEAUTIFUL! OMG! HE IS AWESOME! I AM SO SO VERY BLESSED!IT IS AWESOME TO BE A GRANDPARENT AND I FEEL FOR THOSE GRANDPARENTS WHO HAVE NEVER GOTTEN TO SEE THEY'RE GRAND BABIES.I WILL GET TO HIM ONCE MORE BFORE HE GOES BACK HOME TO ANOTHER STATE.I WILL GO VISIT HIM THOUGH EVERY CHANCE I GET! I HAVE A PHOTO ALBUM I MADE OF OUR VISIT CALLED "SPENDING TIME WITH MY GRANDSON" SO PLEASE GO CHECK IT OUT! LOVE YA ALL!!!! ~SHERYL~

Where Should I Have Sex?
You should have sex at the library You are somewhat voyeuristic, and are the intellectual type. The library offers some seclusion (at least in the periodical section) and you never know what hottie is there with the same idea as you. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Hate Everything And Everyone
everyone can go fuck themselves i really don't give a shit nothing matters if i just disappear no one would even notice or give a fuck maybe i would be better of then to stupid dumbass fuck offs

Horse Fucker !!!
pull the moss over my eyes only after i pay the price do i wonder if it was mine the price of sight, as it turns out is fairly high love of self can sometimes be a mistake degredation is an aquired taste gargle with vein-spray to rinse the shit and piss off my namesake overstuffed alligator suitcase misappropriation of my disgrace follow the lines and shadows of the clock face the craters and valleys in the moon phases getting lost in mapped mazes crown out of an inuterin salvation hush little monster it's allright you don't have to scream tonight you need your rest to keep up the fight when you war with yourself it takes its toll on both sides with an equal number of lost lives so curl up tight and try not to cry you need to listen to the bags under your eyes no fucking way, not even when i'm dead rigor mortis will keep my muscles flexed i need a sparring partner not a pillow for my head I AM WICKED ! THERE IS NO REST !

Heyas & Hugz!!! >:d
Hey all, Wazzup??? Quicksilver's Log: Cherry Date...um, March 13th, lol. I gotta send Hugz & Blessings to my peeps in Cherry Tap, and much Love to my people at Hot Rocks Radio!! Yall Rock Hardcore!!! Quicksilver @}-;-

I Am Thankful For...
I AM THANKFUL FOR: FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE. FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. FOR MY HUGE HEATING

If We Had Sex?
IF WE HAD SEX? FELL FREE TO ADD IT TO UR BLOG OR ANSWER THE ? UR SELF LMAO HAVE FUN... > > > 1. Would you be in control? > > 2. Would you pull my hair? > > 3. Would you whisper in my ear? > > 4. Would you talk dirty to me? > > 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? > > 6. Would you say my name? > > 7. Would you go down on me? > > 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? > > 9. How many rounds would we go? > > 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? > > 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? > > 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? > > 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? > > 14. Would you want me to take my time? > > 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? > > 16. Would you want fast or slow? > > 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? > > 18. Would you be loud or quiet? > > 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? > > 20. Would you mind if i liked you? > > 21

What Credit Card Companies Don't Want You To Know
Of all the games the credit card companies play that end up costing you thousands of dollars (late fees, over-limit fees, transfer fees, and so on), it's always been the interest rate game that hurt the most -- until now. There's a new, completely legal game they're playing, and it can literally wipe you out financially if you're not careful. The Universal Default Clause If you own a credit card, you know by now that if you're late with a payment the credit card company will charge you a late fee in addition to raising your interest rate. But did you know that they can raise your interest rate if you've made a late payment on any of your other cards, including those issued by other companies? Not only that, but your interest rates can skyrocket to 30 percent or more if you make a late payment on your car loan, mortgage, or even your phone bill! "How can that be legal?" you may ask. The answer is found in the fine print of your credit card agreement, and it's ca

Blessings
Palm trees lift their heads up into the blue sky Their faces look to heaven and unto it draw nigh Mountains with broad shoulders hug the earth below In shades of green and purple, the Lord made it so Spectacular sunsets in orange, yellow and red Kiss the evening sky good night as they tuck it in bed Stars dot the nighttime sky like diamonds on display The moon falls prey once more to the first light of day Ocean waves roll in and pound the sandy shore and then race back out again to sea once more The earth brings forth her beauty as the seasons unfold Each one is special when its story is told. All nature is obedient to the Maker's plan Only one creature rebels against it, his name is man God in His heaven looked down upon the earth and provided the way for sinful man to have rebirth. Won't you join nature in the beauty of His plan by accepting Jesus while you still can? Next time you look at nature and mar

It Won't Be Me
All night your words will come back to me pounding pummeling scraping grasping tearing crushing dessimating my soul What was left of it anyway It won't be me you said It never was you you never gave what I gave You never held your heart out with your fragile hands and handed it to me without any question even though you had been hurt too You never gave me all I gave you all I had It wasn't much I have even less now More like nothing But I gave you what I had because you understood and you kissed the tears away and you held me when I was broken There aren't any more talks through to sunrise There aren't any more phone calls to see how I am doing No more telling me that my smile can cure anything That my eyes are the most beautiful thing you've ever seen That my soul is beautiful and there is no one like me It's all gone. You are gone and I

A Dream I Had
there are certain things to which devour our souls good or bad they are eaten like dreams with out concept or passion...my pain is my pleasure....it has to be cause there is no true happiness, im am lost in a labyrinth which has a begining and yet no end...so y am i still walkin through it....i choose to ...may b because the pain makes me feel alive cause i know no true pleasure...or simply because i enjoy the thoughts me and the sphinx in the maze share....it grows dark and i am still in here growing cold....am i sure im cold or is it all just a dream or mayb is reality a dream and this dream a reality....i sit awhile and let the wind tease my hair ... im not who i think i am yet im something more....some believe less... mayb to them...i am wat i am a black swan on a red river.....and i wait in this labyrinth for a end to find me....if it can....

Another One Came And Gone
Well a nother birthday has came on gone and some how i made it through it.At least i can say that i had a good time today and only got emperest wonce today so imdoing good.Hope every one is haveing a good night.

Racism
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

My Favorite Thing To Do....curious Cupid.
My favorite thing to do.... A CANDLE LITE ROOM. EROS and I. MY MIND maybe A NICE LADIES MAGAZINE OR MY COMPUTER. PLESURING MY SELF INTO A WORLDPOOL OF ECSTACY. curious cupid.

Priorities
You know life can throw us so many curves it can be very hard to keep up. Or just want to say the HELL with every thing. Well tonight was a good night at my place of employment and I recieved the promotion I have wanted. And sort of been expecting for the past month and a half. But a strange thing happened on the way to the forum. I got a phone call from my best friend(only one really). And she had a problem that she needed to talk about. Well since I was on my way home and she was on her way home. And half was that miserable place I stopped to buy groceries(Wal-Mart). I did my shopping and met her in the parking lot. And even though I was happy for my accomplishment. I was more taken for how upset she was. And what had happened with her and her relationship. She is so wonderful and so giving, it amazes me how much people take advantage of her. But I was willing to put my happiness on hold to make sure she would be alright. Well we talked for an hour or more and I hope s

Edit Edit....
I was wayyyyy past buzzed last night, I dont know what I was thinking, shit I dont even member moving from my computer chair to my bed, but I woke up nakkid in bed, so I got there somehow.. I think I should have stopped at the 3rd Long Island, but Al says I had 2 if not 3 BV and coke.. haha ooooooops! Hell it was fun tho, he also said one of the dealers made a comment that I seemed to be having more fun then the players.. well DUH I wasnt loosing money like all them! HAHA but yeah it was fun, I can't believe how fast they move their hands.. Wonder if they can move their hands like that.. nevermind... haha.. Im so sore and tired tonight though, got what.. like 3 hours of sleep this morning, then went and helped Al with the job again till about a half hour ago.. my feet are killing me and my lower back.. Joey wanna rub me down? Oh wait, he wont read this.. cause he's a booooger head! I hope we get done with that job tomorrow night tho. Well Im going to bed, im so worn out...wait, I m

Whisper The Words. (written By Me.)
Whisper the words So I wont fall apart. Whisper the words to mend my heart. Whisper the words to stop the pain. Whisper the words to help ease my mind. Whisper the words So I will know. Whisper the words I love you!

Motherhood
I think motherhood is the most awesome thing to do. I was told by my doctor that i couldn't have children. But to my surprise 21 months ago gave birth to a beautiful baby girl who I named Paige Louise Stirmey. Se in my eyes is the most beautiful little girl on the face of the planet. I would like to have more babies but i'm not to sure about it. Its amazing to see that first thing in the morning smile and the big hugs you get when they are in love me mode. The small kisses and the babbling are really cute. When they are trouble and they give you that look that melts your heart is unbelieveable. the bond between mother and child should never be broken and nothing should stand in their way. I love being a mummy and I always will. xxamyxx

~~my Dorm Baby~~
Slamming her car door, Jessi storms into her duplex. It was a horrible day, everything that could go wrong did. First she wakes up two hours late for work. Next her car dies when she tries to leave work. And just ten minutes ago she was pulled over for doing 60mph in a 35mph zone. I should have just called in sick and slept this miserable day away, she thought. Dropping her purse on to the coffee table by her couch, she walks to the bathroom. Stripping her clothes off as she walks down the hallway, she sighs as she steps into her bathroom at the end of the hall. The bathroom was done in black and white linoleum with accents of red around the trimming. Opening the glass door to her garden shower she quickly flips the knobs sending jets of steaming hot water down onto the ceramic floor. Adjusting the cold water so it doesn’t scold her skin, Jessi steps under the jets of water. Why do days like this always happen to me? What did I ever do wrong? She asks herself as she runs the wet

Grarg!!!
OK OK this whole sleep issue is getting annoying..All i want is sleep..simple...And i will be honest. This whole journal thing every day sometimes gets very very old. I know its an order from Master among His other orders, and i have done every one with no complaint. Accept for tonight. Tonight i am complaining LOL...Its like i have nothing to really say. Is that wrong? OK so there.....So im a complainy exhausted slave...Oh well..

Frankly I Don't Give A Damn !!
IT'S LIKE THIS , I KNOW MY "" FRIENDS "" AND WHOM IS NOT , LEAVE THE ""DRAMA THE FUCK OFF MY IM , BULL SHITTERS AND LIARS ARE NOT WELCOME , YOU'S DON'T KNOW , I CAN BE NICE AND I CAN BE A FUCKIN BITCH .I GUESS "" BITCH "" IS IT FOR NOW .THIS GOES FOR A FEW NOT ONE'S ON HERE BUT A FEW ON MY IM . HAVE A GOOD MORNIN

Celibacy.abstinence.
dictionary.com's definitions suck ass. just thought you should know that. pet peeve of the day... when talking to persons who say they're practicing celibacy...then in the same breathe they say they have sex with themselves as much as possible. uhm. no. here. have some wikipedia...and get an effin clue ya douchebagged moron Celibacy implies chastity and complete sexual abstinence and is probably the strongest English word for the sexless state. see the key word there? yes thats right its SEXLESS which includes sex with yourself...which isnt really sex btw...asshat. what you're doing is abstinence. Abstinence is a voluntary forbearance from indulging a desire or appetite for certain bodily activities that are widely experienced as giving pleasure. Most frequently, the term refers to abstention from sexual intercourse, which is also temporary. see the difference? dont use those terms loosely. just have the guts to say...im not getting any so im not giving

Love
her voice is a whisper heard from far away... soft and seductive in all she has to say... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ she knows why your calling and what you need to hear... she whispers words you need softly in your ear... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ imagination soars you almost feel her touch... just as she feels yours wanting you as much..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ she knows shes not special to you but in that space and time.... she smiles knowing for a moment you were mine.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Boredom
what is boredom exactly, is it sitting around the net all night posting new stuff and seeing how many friends you can get when the hole time you can be out living life and enjoying what it has to offer( i think so) I hate boredom, cause i am that type of person that does exactly that, earlier tonight i realized this is the fucking net,not my life and what am i doing on here so damn much, example of my reason of thinking now.... k there is someone on here that i like alot thas not a secret, unfortunatly she lives like on the other side of the country.. tonight me and my buddies went out riding our bikes like we have been doing. 10 -15 mile bike rides rock we ususally stop by the store for drinks and snacks to replenish any lost energy...well tonight we stopped by a store like literaly across the street from my house and we are checking out i check out first and the cashier is just staring at me... i dont think any thing of it until my friend starts to check out and i realize she isn

Hazen
Hazen lies about ten miles east of Fernley, Nevada and was named for William Babcock Hazen, who served under General Sherman in his "march to the sea." The town, established in 1903 to house laborers working on the Newlands Irrigation Project to the south, included hotels, saloons, brothels, churches and schools. As a tough town, it had no peer in the state. Nevada's last lynching occurred in Hazen when "Red" Wood was taken from the jail and hanged on February 28, 1905. William ''Red'' Wood claimed the dubious distinction in a state with a reputation for vigilante justice when a group of men busted him out of Hazen's wooden jail and strung him up from a telegraph pole along the railroad 40 miles east of Reno on Feb. 28, 1905. We probably should have some reverence for poor Red Wood, but he probably got what he deserved. The Reno Evening Gazette's account of the hanging the next day described Wood as a ''notorious thug and all around bad man.'' Wood was a morphine addict

You..
LOVE IS WHEN YOU MISS HIM EVEN BEFORE HE LEAVES... WHEN YOU COULD LISTEN TO HIM TALK ALL NIGHT LONG AND NEVER GET TIRED OF HIS VOICE... WHEN THE SOUND OF HIS NAME SENDS CHILLS DOWN YOUR SPINE, AND YOU SEE HIS SMILE THE SECOND YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES....

New Untitle Poem
Quitely surrender your tears to my heart Let the tears of joy and love shine forth Now in your heart When you come to me breath a little fire of passion romance into me For I shed tears of sarrows loneliness To cover the anguish of lost passions love In the winter of our dreams and hopes We can and will find each other When thunder storms are knocking at our door May we find comfort and joy in each others arms A new world it will be when we work together To travel the the path to lifes joy's of love

Christmas Night
Christmas Night by Jordan MacLane Last throes of winter cheer And cold drizzle Color the holiday fog Taunting broken souls Who people the Nooks and hollows Far from Christmas card homes Far from warm fires, Far from the hale, the sane, the loved... Below, far below White tile sterility And silent night... Turnstile's sudden clatter And subway depths bloom alive With a woman's step Clicking over the platform Toward a patient train Doors whisper open Welcome only ghosts tonight She takes her living place Among them Here, she is never alone... She takes no seat but stands, as in a crowd Grasping cold metal above her Steadying, anticipating, waiting Doors whisper closed The train eases forward She closes her eyes They are here All of them Her dreams, her lives, her loves... The train eases forward Shyly, from shadow and light In her mind's eye The first of them comes Promise of a beard to come Hides a fading blush Feeds fire in his

A Working Weekend....maybe
Hey, everyone...Just wanted to see what everyone is up to?! I'm thinkin I might do some inkin this weekend. There's a new tat I want. It will make #20!! Have a small problem though, I need a GOOD artist that can do my back for me. I wish I could do the Linda Blair thing and turn my head backwards!! Save me some money! Not to mention, the shit I've already paid for. I'll post some pics of my personal tats later.. Show ya'll what I've got. Well, it's hump day....GO OUT AND HUMP SOMEONE!! Kisses

Folks Just Don't Seem To Understand What That Means...
I'm posting this because I've received several messages over the last few days, both here and in Orkut, that have asked similar questions about atheism. Now, with the understanding that no two atheists agree on any single point reliably save one -- that they do not believe in a god, or as some might say, they believe that there is NO god (which is a stronger statement) -- and that this cannot be taken as some sort of universal manifesto for atheists. hopefully it will clarify some points for those who aren't familiar with what atheists believe. The idea that atheists believe in nothing is actually a common misconception. No, a nihilist is one who believes in nothing. And to my mind, true nihilism is an intellectually bankrupt approach to philosophy. One might even call it lazy -- it's as lazy as believing in anything and everything, to believe in nothing. It requires no judgment at all. No, an atheist simply doesn't believe in a god or gods or in the trappings that go with th

What Am I Doing Awake?!?!?!?
I have work today at eight and its almost 2am right now. WTF! I can't sleep. I think it was the coffee I drank. LoL, I was helping my mom find love online. That was funny, well at least she's looking. 7+ years divorced and she's finally looking. I'm happy for her. I'm just worried about the men out there. Hopefully there are still good men. I had great fun Monday and Tuesday. I was able to spend time with Audrey for her birthday. I wish the best for her always. I hope I was able to make it a bit special for her. So I've been down lately, not extremely, but I have been down. I've been feeling like running away. Moving away and setting up somewhere. Where no one knows me, well maybe a few people. . .LoL. Has anyone felt like that? Just moving and starting over. Im pretty sure its common, but I just hope that things calm down. I feel so stressed lately with everything in my life. Hopefully everything will work out I will be able to go away for a weekend and ju

Solitary
You say that your sky has been changing lately. That you're tired and broken. That the answers you thought you'd found don't seem to work right anymore. We've been down these sad roads a hundred times before. Sat quietly on lonely hillsides. Cried with forgotten songs on the radio. Always, it was our belief in other days that got us through. I remember planting dreams with you,chasing wishes,watching flowers...But what I remember best is how you always made me laugh, even when the world around us was falling apart. All these years, walking the solitary paths where I found and lost myself a thousand times, I never felt alone because you were in my memory. You were there...and I will always stand by you. Go outside now and walk away. Find one of those roads again in the quiet of gentle trees. Take this letter and hug your shadow and love yourself and remember these things: There is nothing in the world worth giving up for what you've already achieved. You will always be

Life Lessons Learned From A Dog
1. If you stare at someone long enough, eventually you'll get what you want. 2. Don't go out without ID. 3. Be direct with people; let them know exactly how you feel by pissing on their shoes. 4. Be aware of when to hold your tongue, and when to use it. 5. Leave room in your schedule for a good nap. 6. Always give people a friendly greeting. A cold nose in the crotch is most effective. 7. When you do something wrong, always take responsibility (as soon as you're dragged shamefully out from under the bed). 8. If it's not wet and sloppy, it's not a real kiss.

My Poetry...
I haven't had any inspiration to write poetry since I wrote my last poem in 1995. What I thought was gone and lost has resurfaced after 11 years. It was bizarre to reach for the pen and paper and spill my heart out in a poem after such a long dry spell. These are poems that I wrote and I ask that they don't leave this blog. Poetry comes from the heart...and this is expressions from MY heart. Please respect my wishes! This is the last poem I wrote in 1995. The time rolls bye, As the clock hands go around. The house is cold and lonely, Her heartbeat is the only sound. Her mind plays tricks on her, Never letting his memory rest. She's lost the guy she loves, She prays it's for the best. She has no desire to leave her dungeon, As day by day passes bye. She knows she has to move on, But feels no need to try. She's afraid to leave the house, For fear she may run into him. The memories of them would all come back, She can't take all that pain again. So tonight

Aspca
On April 10th 2007, the ASPCA will be celebrating ‘ASPCA Day’ and encouraging animal lovers nationwide to ‘Go Orange for Animals’. The ASPCA was founded in 1866 as the first humane organization in the Western Hemisphere. The Society was formed to alleviate the injustices animals faced then, and we continue to battle cruelty today. Whether it’s saving a pet who has been accidentally poisoned, fighting to pass humane laws, rescuing animals from abuse or sharing resources with shelters across the country, we work toward the day in which no animal will live in pain or fear. Come and join us in the fight to end animal cruelty check out the ASPCA website to learn more http://www.aspca.org/site/PageServer

Storm Of Love
Tonight I need you near me, To wrap me within your arms. The day has been cold and rainy, Shelter me from this wicked storm. Wrapped in your blanket of thunder, You place your arms around me. Your tenderness I long for, Your spreaded wings I seek. Lightning streaks across the sky, Symbolizing different times in my life. I find no pleasure from it, Just a long and lonely strife. You lift me to the sky, On angels wings I now fly. On this cold and stormy night, Of lonliness I die. ~AKL~

It Didn't Have To Be This Way
This poem is dedicated to a friend I lost to a motorcycle accident. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ You're in a hurry to leave, Anxious to go for a ride. You didn't even think about it, You left your helmet inside. Alone on the highway, The wind blowing through your hair. I ask you to wear a helmet, to show you that I care. Racing in the wind, ninety miles per hour. Not wearing your helmet, Do you feel you have power? I got a call from the police an hour ago, They said you were lucky to be alive. I rushed to the hospital, Praying to God you would survive. Laying in the hospital bed, Every piece of your body bruised and torn apart. Seeing you lay there going through pain, was enough to break my heart. I prayed to my higher power, Asking him to make things right. But the angels came to visit you, You died that very night. As I look at you in the casket, Tears filling my eyes. Are you looking down from heaven?, Can you feel my p

If You Could Be A Kid Again...
Good Morning. This idea came to me last night while watching TV and a commercial came on that struck a cord with me. This woman mentioned it while she looked at her kids and said “Oh to be young again” You know plenty of chain letter type things are sent out daily. Most ask anything from 5 to 50 questions of you on how you would answer each question and to copy and paste in a new letter. Basically to get to know your friends a little more then perhaps you already do. I think most are titled that way or in similar ways. Some I have seen are meek and mild and others may be a bit more saucy. Ok, here is my assignment world. This is your chance to get on the first rung of a chain letter. I am calling it a chain letter because this will no doubt be thrust around the world various times and may even resurface weeks, months, years if not sooner. I will do the task of putting it together. Now you may choose not to be part of it or you may choose to be part of it, makes no difference and its

Sexy Ass Contest Plzzz Rate & Bomb!
Kiss it, smack it, lick it, squeese it, faundle it, tap it, Hell do what ever you want to it just make sure you vote for it. Oh and bomb it to. PPPLLLEEEZZZ!!! Thanx & luv ya all, S~E~X~Y! a>