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Twisted Sex Tuesday!
Twisted Sex Tuesday! Hey all you wonderful cherries just wanted to know I have started sumthing new its called twisted sex tuesday and I will be posting at least one new winner every week. So what is twisted sex tuesday? well let me tell ya, every Tuesday I will be excepting PM's (privet Messages) from any one who wishes to enter. I will give away a prize each week to the winner. Winning storys will be posted on Wenesdays here. How do you win? easy send me an erotic tale of your sex adventures. Yes you can make one up if you want but the real ones are usualy way better. I will also post a few good ones a week but only for those that do not mind if you do not want yours posted for any reason just leave a little note at the bottom of your story. So now all ya need is a wild story may be you already have one and if not why not go find your suggnificant other or a freind hell evan a stranger will work, and make one. LMAO!!! Thanx, and have fun, S~E~X~Y
Need Comments And/or Answers
Can someone please tell me what it is about me that guys would rather have me as a fuck friend than a girlfriend. Even the guy I dated for 3 months who "met someone else" still calls me almost everyday wanting to hook up and have sex. I just don't get it if he likes the sex sooooo much why am I not good enough for more. Damn I think I might go insane I am so lonely. Sorry about the blubbering its been a hard week losing my grandmother so I am kinda low right now.
Blood Test !!!argh!!!
Today (yesterday 13th march)was the dredded day of my first ever blood test, i was really scared, believe it or not i do have a phobia of needles and the unknown, so double the fear for me, one for the needle and two because id never had a test b4 so i didnt know what to expect. anyways, i didnt sleep all night because of it, tossin and turnin feeling like i was gonna throw up, anyways, im laid there with my eyes closed i here ever little sound and creek, and all i see flash in front of my eyes are needles after needles, so i got myself wound up really bad. b4 i know it, i here the alarm go of, its 7 o'clock i feel sick and dont wanna do anything, so i lay in bed until i cant lay there anymore b4 i have to get ready to go, so once ready, we gather our things and make our way to the doctors, we had to walk because we havent got no money and havent had none now for just under a week, we get paid on friday, im looking forward to that, ive been wanting to eat n drink nothing but frui
So Very True
Goddess by Stage Diva she is abstract beauty, not perfection she is round and full, blossoming womanhood she is forsaken belittled by a hypocrite society that preaches to love, worship, and nourish the body, yet forces masochism to maintain its jaded ideal. but she is a goddess unconcerned with the masses who cannot see who tell her she is Fat. Ugly. Worthless. she does not hear them for she says beauty is unique so she does not listen so they scream they rage they force her to hide for she is dangerous she is not like them she is a goddess
They Are Made To Believe Its Their Fault
V. V. Gets Dommed By Wicked Ex
In the latest addition to the Fetish category of my gallery, Mistress Wicked Ex puts me in my place. She flogs me, then gets the TAzapper after me, and finally soothes me afterward. Go to now and check it out!
Something Has To Be Done About Our Systems
"all My Life"
It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you wrong was I, thinking I'm in control believing I'd never fall All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold a heart hardened by the past protected by shields so vast Slowly I was falling without even knowing only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality I lied when I said I didn't love you that my feelings for you are through I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go I can't hold on much longer because for us there's no forever. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love u alwayz!!
Branded A Criminal.
I recieved a long-winded letter today from the law firm of Lancaster, Helling, Martin, & Grable, L.L.P. (feel free to look them up and hassle them). In this letter were the threats of legal action towards me in regards to the non-compete employee agreement I naively signed in January of 2004. Since I quit Anthony Nak for reasons known throughout my circle of friends, harassment has ensued. Accusing me of theft through conversion, solicitation of employees, misappropriation of Proprietary Information, and lastly being in direct competition with Anthony Nak by being employed by Kendra Scott Design. The people closest to me know that these accusations are complete BULLSHIT. Well, except that I do work at KSD, but we are hardly a competetor. If I do not reply to thier lawyers by this Friday the 16th, they claim that they will not hesitate to pursue me legally, meaning lawsuit time. They are stooping as low as the scrap metal bandits that stole $15,000 right from under thier stupid noses.(
You May Have Seen This Before...
I posted this to the 250 members of my new yahoo group I created on March 10th and thought that I should post it here also for the new members who may not have seen it. I am flying out tomorrow morning with a layover in Denver and ultimately to Oklahoma City for my sister's wedding this weekend. I will certainly be taking notes for an upcoming story (or stories) from the plane ride, the stay at the hotel, the wedding and the reception, etc. It could be a very literary rewarding weekend for a writer of erotic stories. In any event... here is a quickie story that I posted once before here but as the list is growing in the blog I thought I would post it again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as
I Am Back!
Been Back for a week now. And boy has it been busy. Unloading the trailors and getting things situated in the house. Oh my god! my house has never been this Well hopes to hear from all my friends soon...take care
Feeling Down :(
Just feeling depressed lately and need some luv :( If you show me some I will return it! Thanks!
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings, the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forest were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing
Some Bitch Across Country Is Writing Me Hate Mail.... How Pathetic?
fucking bitches with no life Current mood: angry ok so this is what i got in my inbox today from some scag, who happens to be friends with sarah... look bitch... you sayin people dont wanna say shit to your face...w ell this is as close of your face as im gunna get... your a nasty ass FAT bitch, that needs to get a life!!! you are the one that cant get your mind off ben n sarah!!!! why you keep emailin someone else man you whore!!!! dont you get the picture!!!! HE DONT WANT YOU HE WANTS SARAH!!!! your not sexy! go smoke some dope or do some trimspa or sumthin and loose that nastyness off your body you fukin cow!!! and you sayin people gun be gettin some teeth knoecked out.... bitch i really wish you would! okay.... bring yoru little punk ass out to see me sarah n ben.... and well show you how its un over here and then tell me who the one is that is gettin teeth KICKED out!!!! you dirty slut! QUIT BUGGIN BEN N SARAH! and this is what i responded with,
Happy News For Me
Fat Peoples
Ok, so some people are going to strongly dislike me for this, but what the hell is up with all the fat people now days? More over, what is with fat people thinking for one moment they're even remotely sexy? I'm sorry but isn't it about time they got themselves a reality dose and stopped shoveling food into their mouths long enough to go for a jog? People can sit and come up with all the excuses they like; I can't find the time, i have "big bones", blah blah blah; but at the end of the day, they're just that...EXCUSES!! Heres a note from the real world, everyone is busy, everyone has stuff to do in their life but people who actually value their lives and aren't lazy assholes, actually find time to do the exercise they're ment to be doing. Look, this is what it comes down to at the end of the day, if you're fat you have no one else to blame but yourself, and if you want to stop being a complete waste of space and a drain on our resources, then abid by 2 simple rules. (1) Stop e
Cherry Tap & Mozilla
Ok so is it just me or is everyone who uses Mozilla having problems with cherrytap? Parts of the page don't load right and after awhile it crashes mozilla all together... If you want to run a successful community portal with a wide varity of users, you can't rely on Internet Explorer. There are many users on the web who use Mozilla, Opera, Firefox (different to mozilla), netscape, just to name a few. If anyone else is having this problem please comment me about it if you have a fix or otherwise...Reply to comment: Mozilla version 1.7.13
This Will Be Awesome!
Dead Silence opens Friday. I'm going to make Chris go and she can see my reaction to ventriloquist dummies. Scariest shit since clowns.
i can make morphs but cant get them to load on CT what am i doing wrong. PLEASE HELP missy
In A Dark Mirror Way . This Was Me In My Mist Hidden Past. But Not Anymore. Its Kinda Of A Relief ;) Lol!
This website is scaring me, constant cheers and people being my 'fan' and non-stop rates?!?!? ARgh too much!!! lol Anyway I've no idea how to find people on here so I'm hoping people wil read this and either a) Contact me themselves, or b) Tell me how to find people with sameinterests etc as me. Really wanna meet other grrrl and guys with same music tastes as myself and people who are somewhat educated would be a huge plus!!
To My Staff
Pondering Thoughts (not All Mine Lol)
Why is it considered necessary to nail down the lid of a coffin? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance that little indestructible black box is? Can fat people go skinny-dipping? If a person with multiple personalities threatens suicide, is that considered a hostage situation? If a cow laughed, would milk come out her nose? So what's the speed of dark? How come abbreviated is such a long word? Since light travels faster than sound, isn't that why some people appear bright until you hear them speak? Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn't zigzag? If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the OTHERS here for? A bus station is where a bus stops. A train stat
Humpday Sweeties
Hey sweeties sorry I havent been on much. Been alot going on then I got my sons virus and been in the bed for 2 days. I guess I am feeling better makes you feel bad thats for sure. I wanted to check in and make sure you know I havent just stranded you guys... You know what today is hump day!!!! Have a good one sweeties..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
As I walk through the meadow, And the sun slowly begins to sink... Im not alone, But with thoughts of you, As the sky turns from blue to pink.
One Muffed Up Poem... (i Didnt Write It)
one bright day in the middle of night, two dead men stood up to fight. three blind men to see fair play. forty mutes to yell 'hooray'. back to back, they faced each other, drew their swords, and shot each other.
What Type Of Person Do You Attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract artsy people! You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace
~medicine Of Life~
Uh Huh Uh Huh
UH HUH UH HUH (Begin 1st Verse) Self pleasure tickilin it with a feather. So it's no longer deader then the zombies from 6 feet under. Total mind plunder makes me wonder. If this emcee has any particular caliper. No I don't thats just what I do. Make ya blue or even better yet a circus fool. Oh what to do who knew that another white rapper was here to make us look like baboons. Ending quotes with till soon. Hangin by a noose. Felt like you where raped by a moose. Don't let my toungue cut loose. Cause in the end you are the one looking obtuse. Vocal abuse using vocab to be slender and acuse. You of being insane cranial pain turned into slain. I am so deranged pa system saying I am paged. Upstaged but yet still on the ground. I like that sound. Reminds me of the days when I was fucking around. In my old home towns. Now it's nothing but frowns. From the streets I use to walk cause I am no longer around. WOW and how. (End 1st Verse
Inside A Mind.....
inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cant be described. inside a mind there are thousands of memories. memories that are ancient, magical even... inside a mind there are screams of anger and pain from a heartbreak... inside a mind there are favorites, enemies... and most importantly there is love...
i just wrote a blog on myspace yet still seems i need to write, yet i'm to confused to even really put things into words. i've been having lots of deja vu's involving movies i've watched the last two days, and suddenly i feel scared. i'm not sure of what exactly though suddenly i'm starting to wonder if i'm becoming skitzo like my brother. it's in my jeans, and i'm getting near the age where one is most likely to snap. right now i'm not even sure if i'm really alive, i'm starting to seriously question if i've even been born yet or what is going on. i'd almost like to think that i haven't been born yet and this is just a glimpse of what's to happen so that i may avoid certain things.. and then ponder if i've lived this same life over and over. so often do things happen that i feel has already happened as if this entire world this life has been played over and over. i feel tired by it. i'm tired of knowing what happens in movies i've never seen, tired of knowing pain is inevitable. i
What Happened
well i just got back home dont feel real good I did something stupid and im so mad at myself how could I let myself get this bad
Since When?
What have we become, another in this sad place, Following the crowd, blending in with the same face. Wearing the same kind of smile, Weak and out of style. How did we come so far, Only to fall like a shooting star. Something that was so bright, Now is dark like a starless night. Alone to follow whats around you and me, No longer who we want to be. A robot that has no life of its own, But programed to be alone. With the heartach bearing down, Letting it go when its dead on the ground. Not seeing the pain hidden under this mask, People move around staying on task. They see what they want to see, Happy people that aren't in need. But they need someone to save them from this dead end, Reaching out for someone who will be their friend. Only to find another like them scared and alone, But their problems and hurts are unknown. They need our help to keep moving on, But we see someone that is too far gone. We need to bring hope back that need it,
What Accent Do You Have
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The South That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.The Midland Philadelphia The West The Northeast The Inland North Boston North Central&nbs
The deciding factor between right and wrong, The choice to take action or to take no action at all. Lifes saying is "life Simple... Make choices and dont look back. If only it was that actually simple, To know that either way that life changes...I am a soldier, in the army during a time that is unsure facing a war that seems to have no end. It would be wrong to put anyone in that position where one has to stay home and wait for a phone call , a letter, or a visit from two men in uniform.. I'm screwed any way i go, Because it is not just my heart i must listen to but my head. Hiene once said... "We are soldiers in the Military and our duty is to fight even if we do not want to" "There are those out there who cry out for power because they do not have it, and those who do get it use it only to become the one who makes others cry" Where i fit in that saying i am not sure... Am i the one crying out for the power.. Or the one making others cry. I don't know... Not anymore
Short Story
Coyote and the Moon Coyote was walking along the lake one night. it was a clear and pristine night all the stars shown and the moon glowed with a radiance that blinded him. He sat and thought why he never noticed how beautiful she really was till now and was thunderstruck with what he felt. He knew he had to go to her, being the master shapeshifter he is, he turned him self into a moonbeam and flew up to her. He charmed and wooed her for many months, and she accepted his love. Now he lived there many years and was very happy for once in his life, but being curious is his bane. He thought many times of going back down but always put it off, he was too happy. But as things went by his curiosity grew and grew, he knew things where happening down there and many would be interesting even the mundane where calling to him. The wind on his face, the cold fresh water along his body, the sweet smells of spring, the time of harvest when he would fill his gut till it bursted, all were luring
The Center
How can one woman Be the center of all the universe She is his friend, lover She is a confidant He must have her But not possess her For he knows with every Fiber of his being She is an equal Posessing power only he Can see, can feel Something in the depths Of the centuries old Soul that dwells in her She is his life force She changed his life With a simple hello He could sense her power At that first moment He denied it, of course For he was as powerful as she His soul alive once more The moment of contact So simple, so sweet, so innocent Changed them both The power between them Stronger, yet tamed, soothed Stirred the air in a way No one could predict In his teachings He had heard of her His equal, his match The one woman that could Complete him, change him The one woman who was The center of his universe
whats the fastest way to get points????
him: have any fun lately? me: lately? nah, not really me: you? him: yesterday, but not today me: haha him: are you lookin for fun? me: wait... what kind of fun are you talking about? him: sexual fun of course him: jk him: just fun in general him: but i am looking for sexual fun me: LOL... at least you're honest... no I'm not looking for sexual fun him: you are damn cute. you could have anyone you want him: are you single? me: psh.... yeah right... yes I am single him: did you want to see a nsfw pic of me" him: ?* me: maybe later him: kk him: how long has it been since you had sex last? me: few eeks me weeks* him: who did you have it with? me: why? him: just wondrering me: a friend him: is that why you arent looking for it, because you can get it any time you want? me: no, I can't get it anytime I want it and I'm not looking cuz I'm just not haha him: lol him: thats fine him: have any friends? me: haha
Who You Are Counts!!
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra ribbons and said,
Great Message
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoi
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bored at work,and looking for chatters. Its always the way. Anyone want to work off some stress with me? msg me back.
Tarot Card
You Are Death You symbolize the end, which can be frightening. But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul. You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life. Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be. Your fortune: Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself. Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of. But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them. Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are a Seeker Soul You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Add Urself
go add yourself to my map...please...
You are a Self-Discoverer You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality. Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine. You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion. You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?
The Best Irish Default Pic On Ct.
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Holly Dolly :p
B/c It Makes Me Feel Better
i still jump in puddles to splash the person next to me. i eat ice cream when it is cold out. i laugh at all of my own jokes, b/c i get them. i stand on my head for no reason at all. when i am feeling down i will hang upside down over the couch. i paint my toenails so no one else sees. i get kicked out of wal*mart when there is nothing better to do. i don't tie my shoes i chew my nails i hug myself. i do all these crazy things b/c it makes me feel better.
i've loved and played music all my life , started as a bass player in a a metal band in high school, to every type of music and band that you can think of, rock, metal, blues, country, top 40 and oldies in those years i have had the privelege to open for tons of artist from wasp, tracy lawrence, neil mccoy, mitch ryder, tommy roe, and a few others i have taken a break, but will be working doing some recording this summer with a variety of people covering a few types of music. I also wanted to pass along a plug, if you have never heard it or had the chance to buy it, pick up michael stanley " coming up for air " it is a pretty awsome album front to back, and he's and ohio boy like me so i gotta give him props, hang in there, and keep jamming you all music is one of the things they cant take away from us
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Heart and mind transcend many realms. What elaboration could make it any more so understood? The heart in this sense is not the organ within the physical body that pumps blood any more than the mind is the squishy gray matter contained within the skull. They are elements of spirit, which also incidentally, transcends many realms.
You Take The Good With The Bad
Well I just want to say that yes I have had a few problems with some childish bullshit on here. And at times it is rather irritating but I have met some wonderfull people here. The support I have recieved is overwhelming at times. Life is a bitch sometimes to be blunt about it. But it's makes easier to carry on when you know that so many people care for you. Or other people who have battled the same battles. So I guess what I'm rambling on about is that I want to say thank you for the kind words of encouragement I have recieved from my friends on here.
West Virginia
After University of Pittsburgh coach Dave Wannstedt passes away and enters the Pearly Gates, God takes him on a tour. He shows Dave a little 2-bedroom house with a faded University of Pittsburgh banner hanging from the front porch. "This is your home, Coach. Most people don't get their own house up here," God explains. Dave looks at the house, then turns around and looks at the one sitting on the top of the hill. It's a huge 2-story mansion with white marble columns and little patios under all of the windows. West Virginia University Mountaineer flags line both sides of the sidewalk with a huge blue and gold banner hanging between the marble columns. "Thanks for the home, God, but let me ask you a question. How come I get this little 2-bedroom house with a faded Pitt Banner, and Rich Rodriguez gets a mansion with new Mountaineer banners and flags flying all over the place? Why is that?" God looks at him seriously for a moment and then replies, "That's not Rich Rodr
Yay,,, What A Day!!!
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Hey All
I know I'm not on here but I thought I would stop on and see what's going on.. Miss ya all.. leave messages if ya so care too.. Angel
This is a beginning of a short story I am was writing for a is only a beginning. It is to be continued at a later date....... He was strong, the strongest of his kind. His gift was one that could not be denied by even the most skeptical. It caused sane, sensible women to lose throw all caution to wind when he was with them. This held no fascination for him. It was too easy, too convenient. He was used to people staring at his beauty. Everyone had told him from the time he young man how handsome and sexy he was. He was bored with all of it. Women fell at his feet with want of him. His deep, dark brown eyes, his dark hair, his skin the color of sweet caramel. He went through his life, each day pretty much the same. He was bored. Could there not be more to this exsistance than being successful with women at his beck and call? What about all the love that was in the world. He lived, yes, but was not happy. He had put up a front for others to see. Why sh
Thank You To All Who Helped
Thank you to anyone and everyone who helped me out in the "Least Popular Cherry Contest" I was the loser wih 931 comments. I WON !!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..... Watch for my blast... Thanks again I appreciate you. Love..Amy
After Knowing It Was Coming..
I'm finally broken...The pieces have shattered and blown away..
It Is A Happy Hump Day!!!!!
mmmmmmmmmmmm got some hot pics from someone today,but I'm not telling!and one would make your blood bubble hot!It does mine,aahhhhhhhhhhh!Thanx babe and you know who u are!!!!!I hope everyone is having a great hot wet afternoon,Catch ya later,I hope!
This Too Shall Pass
My heart's a scar now Thick skin will never mend I've learned my lessons well I've felt destruction The harsh reality Eveyone leaves you in the end So tear the memories Burn them all (There is nothing you can say that can change it) I take them all back This is final (I have severed all the ties and am moving on) There's no forever You're all you'll ever have My hates eclipsing all This too shall pass This too shall pass They'll leave you hollow Stranded no hand to hold A bleak epiphany I take them all back I take them all back I take them all back
That better be a typo on the ticket price....
Double Standards
Yep This Is Why I Hate People
I am supposed friends with people and all they do is fucking lie and tapdance. It is amazing how twofaced people are. Look Im not hard to get along with. My actual "real" friends would agree. If you tell me something and then dont want to do it later...just tell me....dont fucking lie to me about it. I am referring to 2 people here..and if you are thinking it is you that I am talking more than likely is. Just teaches me to give the one person the benefit of the doubt as far as the rumors.... I don't believe rumors for the most part...but actions definitely clear up the words of other ppl. I expect an apology that i will never recieve....and if i don't a certain person can burn in hell for all i care. I haven't been this crushed by a persons actions in years ~DJ V
Hey I hope everyone is having a great day..and doing good,Take care and have a nice week and weekend.. PS.Why do people haft to be so rude and disrespectful,I am always nice to everyone no matter who thay are because I belieave in respect,but some people on here have told me to fuck off because I'm ugly,Well you know I know I am ugly but looks ant everything,real beauty comes from the heart not from outer looks,so if people don't like me because my my lloks I don't give a dame,but thay don't haft to be so disrespectful about it...
i got cool tunes in my stash help help me level up and catch jenn damn her
He Said...she Said...
He said . . . I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said . . . You wear pants don't you? He said . . ...... Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said . That's a good idea - you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart! He said . ... What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said . .....Turn sideways and look in the mirror! He said . . ...... Why don't you tell me when you have an orgasm? She said . . .. I would but you're never there. He said . ...... Why don't women blink during foreplay? She said . . They don't have time He said . . How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? She said . . We don't know; it has never happened. He said . . Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring and Good- looking? She said ...... . . They already have boyfriends. She said...What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? He said . . .
Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw he soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and women a young girl, not more
Not Perfect
How Dare Them ( Update )
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Damn Sinuses!!!!!
Well the doctor confirmed my suspicions of a sinus infection but they added an ear infection on top of that with three meds to take care of it in 10 days. Wonderful! So, I'm home trying to breathe and not doing such a good job at it. It sucks being so stopped up. Oh well! Enough whining . . . I'm outta here for a bit. Take care! Sassy
Artist: Sugarland Song: Settlin' Album: Enjoy The Ride fifteen minutes left to throw me together for mister right now, not mister forever don't know why i even try when i know how it ends looking like another "maybe we could be friends" i've been leaving it up to fate it's my life so it's mine to make i ain't settling for just getting by i've had enough so so for the rest of my life tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high just enough ain't enough this time i ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah with some good red wine and my brand new shoes gonna dance a blue streak around my living room take a chance on love and try how it feels with my heart wide open now you know i will find what it means to be the girl change her mind and change her world i ain't settling for just getting by i've had enough so so for the rest of my life tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high just enough ain't enough this time i ain't settling
I Call You Faithful
He is known by many names. What do you know him as? I call you Holy Your name is Holy You are so Holy to me I call you Holy Your name is Holy Holy you are and Holy you’ll be Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I call you Righteous Your name is Righteous You are so Righteous to me I call you Righteous Your name is Righteous Righteous you are and Righteous you’ll be Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah! I call you Awesome Your name is Awesome You are so Awesome to me I call you Awesome Your name is Awesome Awesome you are and Awesome you’ll be Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I call you Faithful Your name is Faithful You are so Faithful to me I call you Faithful Your name is Faithful Faithful you are and Faithful you’ll be Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I call you Healer Your name is Healer You are the Healer to me I call you Healer Your name is Healer Healer you are and Healer you’ll be
The degrees of love will defy the greatest minds in the world. It does mine. It amazes me how loves just gets bigger and bigger and bigger. It's infinite, like the universe.
I absolutely hate it when i can't rate pics or stash items! It especially sucks when its Happy Hour...anyone else feel me on this DROP A COMMENT HERE OR HIT MY PAGE AND DROP ONE!
Come N Get It!
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Snickers Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy. What Kind of Candy Are You?
Getting Outta Here
Well as some know I am getting ready to quit here. I am going to be working in construction and will hopefully start some business of my own next year. The MAIN driver is money. I just am not making it at my present place of employment. So I wont be on too much for the next couple of weeks until I get things reorganized again to hang tight and show some love
Screen Name Change
Some of you may have noticed I recently changed my screen name, and have submitted a new photo for salute status reflecting that change. I wanted to give a brief explaination, so that friends and bouncers and what all will understand, I'm not playing any games, and am still me. My originally posted screen name, "Midhodhinn" is the name of an ancient Nordic demi-god, and the name I have used on all my profile, etc., and other online activities. While it was never came out and said, all trqait of Midhdhinn point to him being some sort of vampire. After spending a few days on this site, I kind of got a feel for the people and activities here, and thought the straight forward english "translation" would fit more with the image I am trying to presnt. I'm a goth/heathen who loves to party, just like my name sake, the Norse Vampire, Midhodhinn
So I Was Thinking
Bad News But I Think Its Funny.
woo my princeipal just told me im not going to graduate!!! haha well i found it funny i was like finally an excuse to transfer schools!! i dont have to stay in this fuckin school anymore!! woo im happy!!
Family Pride, My Uncle The Vinter
Winery wins gold medals, blue ribbons at competition BY JOE DUGGAN / Lincoln Journal Star Wednesday, Mar 07, 2007 - 12:26:20 am CST PAWNEE CITY — Whether snooty wine aficionados know it or not, a Nebraska hog farmer makes some of the best wine in America. Max Hoffman, an unassuming farmer who raises a few pigs and cattle on his property near Burchard, helped the SchillingBridge Winery and Microbrewery win a “best of show” honor last month at an international wine competition in Florida. “We’re very proud of Max,” said Mike Schilling, who owns the winery with his wife, Sharon. Hoffman, who started growing grapes nearly 30 years ago as a hobby and had never made wine commercially until two years ago, just smiled and shrugged. “I thought it was pretty nice,” he said. “Sharon was pretty excited.” She had good reason to be excited. The winery’s 2006 Edelweiss won double gold in the varietal category and best-of-show in the white category at the 19th annual Florida State Inter
Detroit Lions
The coach had put together the perfect team for the Detroit Lions. The only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory. Then one night, while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene. In one corner of the background, he spotted a young Afghan Muslim soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 80 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then hit a passing car going 80 miles per hour. "I've got to get this guy!" coach said to himself. "He has the Perfect Arm!" So, he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the Great game of football ...... and sure enough the Lions go on to win the Super Bowl. The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the Coach asks him what he wants, all the young man wants to do is call his mother
Grannies On The Road
Grannies on the Road Sitting on the side of the road waiting to catch speeding drivers, a state trooper sees a car puttering along at 22 mph. He thinks to himself, "This driver is as dangerous as a speeder!" So he turns on his lights and pulls the driver over. Approaching the car, he notices that there are five elderly ladies - two in the front seat and three in the back, wide-eyed and white as ghosts. The driver, obviously confused, says to him, "Officer, I don't understand. I was going the exact speed limit. What seems to be the problem?" The trooper trying to contain a chuckle, explains to her that 22 was the route number , not the speed limit. A bit embarrassed, the woman grinned and thanked the officer for pointing out her error. "But before you go, Ma'am, I have to ask, is everyone in this car OK? "These women seem awfully shaken." "Oh, they'll be all right in a minute, officer. We just got off Route 127."
We Must Never Forget Ever!!!!!
please watch this video of Auschwits.. my Best friend went there and at the end of the video he left a card I gave him to put down from my daughters and myself.. we come from a long line of russian jews.. hench my name... I want to share this with you.. please never forget ever! Alexia
How Will I Die?
How Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 56You will be poisoned by your ex from your 7th marriageFind out how you will die at
If Men Wrote Advice Columns
Broken Hearted
Things From The Other Day
My chest hurts and I never know why. I hate how some people say that pain makes a person more only really makes them more miserable. But I guess that it is interesting to an outsider. The weather and walking on the ice has made my leg feel like it's broken all over again. Over three months of physical therapy and nothing to show for it. As I sit here thinking, I really wish that sometimes I could stay angry for longer, and feel hate, and just stop caring for some people. It hurts so much more when you continue to care about someone who only wanted to hurt you, and would hurt you again if you gave them a chance to. I also can't help wondering why I only get involved with people who hurt me. Why am I that gullible? We all want out, but none of us even know what "out" really is.
Just taken a few mins too wish everyone a great wedensday evening... and have a great thursday :)
Go figure I posted a mumm called Popularity...East coast vs West Coast just to see where most of the members of Cherry Tap resided. Now to me there was nothing offensive about the question, but apparently to someone else it was as i got a message from the CT staff saying that my mumm has been removed from the site. My apologies to anyone I offended, I was just curious where most of the CT'ers where, is there more people from the east or the west-there was nothing nasty or racist about it, infact its plain and general. I have seen alot worse crap posted and alot worse bashers attacking others for their opinions.... cheeky
What Kind Of Slut Are You?
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
Would You Know My Name
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One For The Bikers-i Love You Guys
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old
This Person Keeps On Rating Me 1's I never talked to this person before. I know ignore them but why be such a idiot and do that.
~i’m Dead Inside, With Un-kept Promises~
~I’m Dead Inside, With Un-kept Promises~ I remember now the lies left untold It didn’t have to be this way. I’m not sure how much I can take I believed in all your lies It’s like razor blades cutting into me I’m far gone, with no return A love and faith I no longer have With one slit of the wrist it was all gone In that one moment I will take my life It’s all gray, dead inside I want to just walk away Scars showing, shattered hearts Just give me away, let me go Cause everything is just a lie I’m cold inside, sitting in the dark My heart yearning for the untold lies You can’t kill me; I’m dead, dead inside. There’s no going back to the life I once knew Thanks for all you’ve done I can’t believe you’re gone Your apart of me, I feel I can’t let go I’ll still love you tomorrow; I can’t erase your face I’m looking back, and I’m not ready to face the lies So I’m killing my past and moving on, Cause I’m dead inside with un-kept promises. I’m down on my luck, I’m to
Mom's Dog
My mom's dog is going to have puppies. I think it's getting close to time. She's hiding and being lazy. UGH! Anywho, I hope this finds you all healthy and doing great. Have a great evening everyone. Love, Me
Mr Show - The Hail Satan Network
Thanks To Morbid Angel
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Last Words
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "So, you're a cannibal." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
Marys' Service.....
Mary Jo (Schwender) Ardito Ardito, Mary Jo (Schwender) In loving memory, born 6/28/57, died 3/9/07. Survived by loving husband, Edward Ardito; parents, Rita and Sam Ardito; son, Jeremy Schwender (Danielle); daughters, Heather Schwender (Ernest), Rebecca Osborne (Butch), Angie Ardito (Jake), Tina Dorn (Doug); brother, Guy Schwender (Patty); sister, Colleen Olson (Randy); 13 grandchildren; many nieces, nephews, cousins and friends. Funeral service 1:00 PM Sat., March 17 with visitation one hour prior to service at: Washburn-McReavy Columbia Hts. Chapel 763-789-4436 4101 Central Ave. N.E. SHE TOUCHED MANY LIVES AND WILL BE MISSED BY MANY. Published in the Star Tribune on 3/14/2007.
I'm New . . .
I don't know quite what I'm doing on here yet, so please bare with me if I don't reply. I'm still trying to get things set up. So thatnks to those of you that left comments & what npt. When I get use to this I will talk to you then. Thanks for understanding :)
So, maybe I jumped the gun a little on Spring..snow is forecast for Sunday, but I am not totally brokenhearted. The robins are back and geese are calling outside, too. I can't say how much seeing the grass does for me. I'm anticipating lazy summer walks by the lake and finally getting outdoors on a regular basis again. (No, I don't go out much in the winter, I just can't get into snow!Imagine that for a Pennsylvania native). I even washed my car yesterday (so, I should really do that a lot more frequently, I admit). I'm holding at bay the temptation to go buy a summer wardrobe, so far, I've behaved quite well, but Spring has just begun! ha ha. In a month and a half I will be a free agent again and school will be a blur just like winter has been. I ran into an old co-worker who said the bank she works at is hiring.. it's tempting, as it's about a buck more an hour. I used my cell phone to calculate the difference, then added up my current benefits at the call center, includin
Tap Tap
Alright well I just joined this site yesterday. So far it's pretty cool but since I'm brand new I can't do much of anything! So I need some people to help pump me up! Give me some comments fan me or something I dunno :D Help me out and when I can do stuff I'll pay ya back
Why the hell do I keep falling for the same type of guy? What attracts me to them in the beginning, and then I see them for what they are? Pure Assholes. I mean seriously people my ex husband haunts me even now. The arguments, the degradation, the name calling, the all around abuse, and now my best friend with whom I fell in love is acting the same exact way. Forget that he used to be in love with me as well, or that we had a relationship because he doesn't know what a real relationship is, and ended it in less than three months. Forget the fact he quit caring at all several months back. Now he is being the biggest asshole I have ever met, and I know it is to push me away, but why do I continue to fall for guys who start acting like this. Why is love the intangible impossibility for me? Is there such a thing as love? Is it something that you feel, but is never ever real or what? I swear love for me is a one sided farce, and that God keeps putting me through this pain
Mrs Billy Bob!!!
HAHAHA!!! I am now married and loving my hubby so much! It is taking some getting used to the fact that I am now a Mrs. and I HATE the fact that we still have to live separately. He's at Granpa's house (which will be his when Granpa goes the way of all the earth) and I am living with Momma and Daddy (my in-laws). Contrary to popular belief, I have no probs living with parents, I just hate having to figure out ways to share Billy Bob with Granpa. Oh, well, it will all work out in the end.
So Tuseday was licencing at work. That wa just added stress that we all didnt want. With kids its just not fun. Not to metion that i have been dizzy and light headed for a week now and I dont know why. But this weekend is gonna kick ass and I cant wait
Famous Last Words
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "I dunno, press the button and find out." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
If You Drink Too Much From A Bottle 'poison' It's Almost Certian To Disagree With You Sooner Or Later.
"Pay no mind to the cancer...have another smoke...your monument to self destruction. Yes it's very impressive and I'm sure it makes you happy when you're crying yourself to sleep at night." ~ Shadeland
Support The Freakin' Troops!!!!!
Okay, for all of the people out there who haven't bothered to educate themselves, here are some numbers that should interest you!! Of the wars of the 20th century here are the death tolls: (these seems to be numbers that the American uneducated public is obsessed with) World War I - 116,708 Americans died in the conflict...and this doesn't count the ones who died of the Spanish Flu after returning home. World War II - 407,300 Americans died in the conflict...this counts D-Day and the sitting ducks at Pearl Harbor....the Russians lost over 1 million people in one battle during this war. Korean War - 33,741 Americans died in the conflict...and there is still an independant South Korea today. Vietnam - 58,209 This is the beginning of the end...Our government and the general public quit supporting the cause and more specifically the sick and sad!! Gulf War - 148....Has anyone but me noticed the DRASTIC drop in numbers? Afghanistan - 353. Now these numbers
So I Have A Test Today. . . .
I'm soo not ready, but it's supposed to be really easy. We'll see. so I've been thinking about one person in particular. This person has been on my mind and I can't shake certain feelings when I try to focus on school. I try not to talk about it and I really don't. This person means a lot to me and I hope he knows that. I miss him so much. I know I'm going to miss him even more once he leaves. He's the only person who has proven his love to me. He's been there and has NEVER turned his back on me or hurt me on purpose. I just am so worried about what will happen once he leaves. I wont have my best bud no more. =( Well, at least until he comes back. I know I'm going to see him tomorrow, but I just don't want him to see that I'm really going to miss him and would prefer him to stay rather than leave for a whole freaken year. But I support him in everything he does, and if this is what he wants to do, he will and I will be nothing but happy for him. COMPLETELY. =D Ok w
~ Sixth Graders Had Sex In Class ~
IN A FUCKING CLASSROOM, DURING SCHOOL AND WITHA TEACHER PRESENT!!!!!! School district: Sixth graders had sex in class March 13, 2007 12:41 PM EDT Sandra Chapman/13 Investigates Indianapolis - For months it's been a well-kept secret. But now Warren Township Schools confirm a disturbing case of sex in the classroom. The illicit activity has parents concerned and a district at a loss for words. Shop class gives students a chance to learn outside of the book. But at Warren Township's Raymond Park Middle School, two students engaged in illicit acts in view of goggled eyes. 13 Investigates was tipped off by a disturbed resident who writes: "...during school hours in a classroom with an experienced teacher present, two sixth graders completed the act of least ten students were witnesses. No disciplinary actions were taken against the teacher... All teachers were told to keep quiet." Middle school students having sex in a busy classroom while a tea
Wednesday 3/14/07
I think the more I do on this site the more addicted to it i become lol. I do all the mums everyday, even the stupid ones that don't make much sense, but hey it's fun lol. Anyway, was just another day here. I haven't heard from my online dad in 2 1/2 days now, so I'm getting a bit nervous that my online sister is sicker or has already passed away since she wasn't given more than a month to live. I've been trying to distract myself from worrying by listening to Crush FM and just chatting with friends all day. Hope everyone has a good night.
~ Middle Schoolers Suspended For Sex In Class ~
I TELL YA I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT, IF I STILL HAD KIDS IN SCHOOL MY ASS WOULD BE DOWN THERE KICKING SOMEBODYS ASS!!!! PEOPLE THESE ARE 10-11-12 YEARS OLD IF YOU HAVE KIDS THAT YOUNG LOOK AT THEM SETTING ACROSS THE DINNER TABLE AND TELL ME WHAT WOULD YOU THINK IF THERE WERE HAVEING SEX IN SCHOOL!!!!!! A Michigan school has suspended two students who reportedly had sex under a table during class. Kennedy Middle School in St. Clair Shores, Mich., is conducting an investigation into the inappropriate behavior of two of its students. Officials say two eighth-grade students were caught having sex under a science lab table in the back of the classroom last week. The class and teacher were reportedly involved in an exercise, so they didn't notice the students' behavior. "I've been in this business for 30 years and I'm appalled," said John Brackett, the superintendent of the school district. Brackett said he hopes parents will use this experience to open a dialogue w
New Pics.
So yeah it's only named this because my friends like to call me that when I'm drunk. and by the way I have some new pics of me gothic, check them out and tell what you think. P.S. Stone Sour will be at the rave next saturday, come and see them. they're a kick ass band.
Hump Day In Ok City.
well im here in oklahoma city its hump day and i have no load need to make money.ohwell atleast its sunny here better than was 31 there bored so im writing this to say hi to you all have a great day.
Ho Hum!
Well I havent posted many blogs on here at all so i figured i might as well do so now. Lately it seems like everything i do is wrong, no matter what it is. Im feeling more and more stupid as the days go by...why do i feel like this? I try to figure it out, i have a decent job that i enjoy, i have wonderful children that are doing well in school i have some great friends and my family is wonderful. I guess we all go thru these little phases where we start to lose faith in ourselves. Im 30 years old and i feel like my life is going nowhere right now...i am going back to college in the fall, maybe that will make me feel better. I dont think im going thru a depression, just tired of being alone. But i would rather be alone than be stuck with some of the guys i have dated lately. Why is it when you think you have met a great guy and things are going great all of a sudden things switch from good to bad. He all of a sudden shows you his true colors. Why do they like to play games
How Slutty Am I?
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The Rhythm And Rhyme Of Philosophy ... Why Love?
WHY LOVE? What man has found sweet Peace in Gold; that Happiness he bought or sold? Where is the man can stand and claim, His Greed brought more than Grief or Shame? In what is found that can compare, to Joys that those who Love may share? True Love is all this Life may give, as reason for a man to live. To even the unwise it’s clear, more Joy is found in Love than Fear; More Peace is found in Love than Gold, more Happiness than can be told. Should more be penned, or does this show, The "Why of Love”, that all should know? ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 30, 1961
Indian Toilet Paper
Indian Toilet Paper An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no shit off an Indian."
Castration "Doc," says Arthur, "I want to be castrated ." "What on earth for?" asks the doctor in amazement. "It's something I've been thinking about for a long time and I want to have it done." replies Arthur. "But have you thought it through properly?" asks the doctor. "It's a very serious operation and once it's done, there's no going back. It will change your life forever!" "I'm aware of that Doc and you're not going to change my mind; either you book me in to be castrated or I'll simply go to another doctor." "Well, OK," says the doctor, "but it's against my better judgment!" So, Arthur has his operation and the next day he is up and walking very slowly, legs apart, down the hospital corridor with his IV stand. Heading toward him is another patient, who is walking exactly the same way. "Hi there." says Arthur. "It looks like you've just had the same operation as me." "Well," said the other patient, "I finally decided after 67 years that I
Abstinence -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Three couples went in to see the minister to see how to become members of his church. The minister said that they would have to go without sex for two weeks and then come back and tell him how it went. The first couple was retired, the second couple was middle-aged and the final couple was newlywed. Two weeks went by, and the couples returned to the minister. The retired couple said it was no problem at all. The middle-aged couple said it was tough for the first week, but after that, it was no problem. The newlyweds said it was fine until she dropped the can of paint. "Can of PAINT!" exclaimed the minister. "Yeah," said the newlywed man. "She dropped the can and when she bent over to pick it up I had to have her right there and then. Lust took over." The minister just shook his head and said that they were not welcome in the church. "That's okay," said the man. "We're not welco
The Mule
The Mule -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town, and on this special occasion, a local newspaper reporter paid them a visit. He inquired as to the secret of their long and happy marriage "Well," explained the husband, "it all goes back to our honeymoon. We visited the Grand Canyon and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon by pack mule. "We hadn't gone too far when my wife's mule stumbled. My wife quietly said 'That's once.' We proceeded a little farther when the mule stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly spoke: 'That's twice.' We hadn't gone a half-mile when the mule stumbled a third time. My wife promptly removed a revolver from her purse, hopped down off the beast, and shot the mule dead. "I started to protest over her treatment of the mule when she looked at me and quietly said, 'That's once.'"
Diaryof A Viagra Housewife, Thanks Beer
Diary of a Viagra Housewife, Thanks ,Beer ...sigh Body: I'm reposting this at the request of my friend Kimmy! Viagra Housewife's Diary Diary of a Viagra Housewife Day 1 Just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary with not much to celebrate. When the time came to re-enact our wedding night, he locked himself in the bathroom and cried. Day 2 Today, he says he has a big secret to tell me. He's impotent, he says, and he wants me to be the first to know. Why doesn't he tell me something I don't know! I mean, does he actually think I haven't noticed? Day 3 This marriage is in trouble. A woman has needs. Yesterday, I saw a picture of Nelson's Column and burst into tears. Day 4 A miracle has happened! There's a new drug on the market that will fix his 'problem'. t's called Viagra. I told him that if he takes Viagra, things will be just like they were on our wedding night. I think this will work. I replaced his Prozac with the Viagra, hoping to lift something other than his
Friends List....
Friends list clean out ---wanna stay? Here's the deal...I normally try to leave love on my friends' page at least once a day. Well those that I think will appreciate and return the favor. Majority of people on my friends list have no clue who I am. So I'm doing a clean sweep. Those of you that I send comments/talk to or receive some from on a regular basis--don't worry--this isn't about you. This is just for those people that take up space when I try to reach the people I do want to leave comments for and that appreciate them. I guess what I'm trying to say is...if you want to get to know me and communicate and you haven't done thus far--send me a message in one form or another; otherwise you're gone. Thanks for reading... my CT friends rock --hopefully you all know who you are :) Hugs, Kim
I just feel like whining and complaining. I'm sick as a dog. I've got mono and strep with an ear infection blooming. Not to mention the body aches and it feels like I've been stabbed in the throat. Kids can smell weakness and whenever I'm sick they act even nuttier than usual. They are driving me to an early grave, I swear! I sure hope I start feeling better tomorrow. This is sure getting old. It's hard enough being sick when it's just you but when you have others to take care of you feel like you'll never get well.
Chips, Sun Flower Seeds, Cookies
Ok what is it with people and chips, seeds, cookies. OMG. there is more to eat than that.
If You Answered Yes...
a. Do you have feelings of inadequacy? b. Do you suffer from shyness? c. Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive? d. Do you wish you could dance? If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Jack Daniels. Jack Daniels is the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions. Jack Daniels can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything including dance. You will notice the benefits of Jack Daniels almost immediately, and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live. Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past, and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Jack Daniels. Jack Daniels may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Jack Daniels. However,
When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you, never make you cry, I will give you all my heart, you are the world to me, you give my life meaning, a dream I thought could never be, in your eyes I see sparkles, your smile lights my day, I will spend my lifetime, searching to find a way, to make you happy, to give you all your wants and needs, without you I'm empty, you are the air I breath, these feelings can only come, When You Love A Woman ... Journey - When You Love A Woman
The Man Of The House
A husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be The Man of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight and, when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The funeral director would be my first guess."
Uh Oh
Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with yo
Spring Time!!
The weather has been awsome here and I finally got out on the golf course to day with all my work buddies...OH yeah...Cold beer and a few good shot ....a lot of good laughs and a lot of fun. Hope everyone is enjoying the good weather.
Needing You
Needing You You have made it all of the way in You have reached the core of my heart It has been so long since I have been this exposed I wrap around your words As if they became your body I feel your presence As I would your breath On the back of my neck Sometimes I am overcome with a longing A wonderful need for you It saddens me Yet gives me hope It seems as if I feel more alive each day This frightens me sometimes Desire for you seems to help me overcome most fears My hands that can dance across a mans body without thought And know how to please him Are suddenly empty Not to be filled until they touch you A deep ache penetrates my body I need you I truly have been discovered And you are in me How do I satisfy this growing need?
Soul Mates
I awaken, my soul cries out, My heart aches, Oh how I’ve longed for you! Your charismatic smile, Your eyes, so clear, I can see your heart, And see nothing but unconditional love. We meet, and the heavens do open, And the sun shines so brightly, And the angels sing a pure sweet melody, As they’ve never sang before, Our hearts sore to the heavens, And we know at last that our search is over, For we are soulmates, Destined to be together, From this time forward, throughout all eternity, As we take each other’s hands and walk Forward together.
Important Info Regarding Most Creative Pic Contest.
The contest will begin Friday March 16th at 10 p.m. PST. I will be sending each participant a private message with their picture link the day the contest opens. The contest will run until Saturday, March 24th at 11 p.m. PST. Again, comment bombing is permitted. You may comment yourself. Tell all your friends to come out and help you out. 1st place gets Rolex a dozen roses and one drink/shot of your choice. 2nd place gets Diamond ring or men's ring, a dozen roses and one drink/shot of your choice. 3rd place gets Diamond earrings and 1 red rose or Men's bracelet and 2 shots/drinks of your choice The person with the highest rating and the person with the most rates will get 2500 cherry bucks worth of gifts of your choice. (gifts will be purchased during happy hour to give you more gifts.) I may add more gifts at any time should I choose to do so. There is still time to enter if you haven't already. Be sure to PM me to let me know you want in. Thank you to ev
Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! I love to shoot my guns Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! Shooting is so much fun I love to shoot at birds and blow off their little heads That will teach them for leaving turds on my brand new tool shed I love to shoot at my neighbor's house It scares them out of their wits My goal is to kill their little dog because in my yard he always shits I love to shoot at passerbys It's fun to watch them fall And if I only graze them Then it's fun to watch them crawl Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! I love to shoot my guns Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! Shooting is so much fun
Living Contradiction
I'm happy when it hurts, And sad when it's painless; I'm content when it's dirty, And uncomfortable when it's painless. I'm living for death, But dying for life; I want a family, But I won't be your wife. And I'm a living contradiction, In my world and in my mind; I know I belong, But I'm looking for my own kind. I'm too strong to lose, But too weak to win; I'm laughing outside, But crying within. And I'm screaming inside, But I can't complain, 'Cause I'm once again free, But held down by your chain. And I'm a living contradiction, Burning at the stake; I don't really lie, But the truth's hard to take. I want to be heard, But I'm muted from sound; I'm lost in my thoughts, But don't want to be found. And everyone loves me, I couldn't be more alone; I am where I belong, But I can't find home. And I'm the contradiction, Living under another name; I could never be perfect, But I have no shame.
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A Poem For Shane
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word. It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken h
Yet Another But Not Completed
POLITICAL VIEW (Begin 1st Verse) To which I write I have not found. The dream that makes me create my ultimate sound. I stop and stare to look around. But can't find the glory of a free child. They are all unhappy and deeply depressed. That I.C.O.S and B-Loc are being surpressed. It's like a large congressional conquest. Locking up lyrics like taxes cause conflicts. Stupid dicks all a bunch of southern boy hicks. Dipstick pricks harassing the public for kicks. There mouths need tics to the tacs. Clean up the bullshit verbal lies with thumb tacs. When was the last time you saw one of them ordering big macs. To truly feed the hungry who suffer from the cracks. That they cause by not ful filling the promise of words. They sang out to use as we gathered by a tree with some birds. Alls we could hear was the chirps. While the senator starts to speak a verse. Tells us how he will make the world all alright. Now he sits in his office letting his se
Good Irish Joke
An Irishman and an American were sitting in the bar at Shannon Airport. "I've come to meet my brother," said the Irishman. "He's due to fly in from America in an hour's time. It's his first trip home in forty years". "Will you be able to recognize him?" asked the American. "I'm sure I won't," said the Irishman, "after all, he's been away for a long time". "I wonder if he'll recognize you?" said the American. "Of course he will," said the Irishman. "Sure, an' I haven't been away at all". (think in brogue, people :D )
Watching Your Child Grow Up In Video
Posted 4 video clips in my Stash of my daughter eva that i have just recently found out about. I havent seen her since christmas and her mother is basically hidding everything about her from me, Court Systems Are fucked, She didnt comply with a court order and she doesnt go to jail but hey they dont care, im the dad and im not supposed to give a fuck or have any kinda feelings about anything, When will the court system ever care about the GUYS like me who actually give a fuck about their children and want to be a part of there lives instead of those Deadbeat Fuckers. These videos literally took me 3 days to watch because of the hurt of missing her so much, glad i could share a little something of me that means the world to me with you all, hope you enjoy!
I guess I should just start at the beginning, for those of you who don't know. I was told 3 weeks ago I have both cervical and ovarian cancer.. I have been doing treatment for the past three weeks, but today was my first chemo treatment. Man did it suck (not that is was going to be fun).I'm not doing too bad so far.. but tomorrow might be a different story.When does it all end? I lost my mother to this crap a year and a half ago and than six months later i lost my father to a heart attack and now this. My sister is all beside herself about this and she scared.I understand why but what can she do she's in Pa and I'm in ID......
If you know someone with small children or you are a will love this! Do you have a pair like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: &nb sp; "This is my kindergartner's artistic rendering of a pair of
Out Of Town
Just wanted to let everyone i'll be gone for the weekend, woo hooo road trip! Time to head up north to get my daughter and bring her home, she's been at her grandma's long enough lol...leaving tomorrow and i'll be home on Sunday so probably won't get back on here til Monday after work...take care, have a good St. Patty's Day!!!
Do You
a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows loss showed itself I dreamt of heaven dreamt of hell searched for an angel who wouldn't sell who'd be honest in love and life I made it my will to help those in strife yet once more love wasn't real figments fantasy colored in teal I never imagined what love could do nor the choices to make if we were true I remember promises made broken and strewn across the bay as waters flow as deserts cry I even remember I dreamt how I'd die how different now the seasons be from what I'd imag
touch me gently softly I am an idealist illusioned a touch-seeker who communicates through fingertips touch the only language I fluently command sounddeaf visionblind measure me with your palm for this I understand no translation beyond the resonant silence of touch the sighted eye of a nerve I read only texture a cheek a thigh ridged muscle your hand a flower roughened petals opening on my breast touch me for I would know you.
Good Irish Joke 4
Murphy and his wife, a middle-aged couple, went for a stroll in the park. They say down on a bench to rest. They overheard voices coming from a secluded spot. Suddenly Mrs. Murphy realized that a young man was about to propose. Not wanting to eavesdrop at such an intimate moment, she nudged her husband and whispered, "Whistle and let that young couple know that someone can hear them." Murphy said, "Whistle? Why should I whistle? Nobody whistled to warn me."
Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on!     If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you.  This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the  Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she  Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo
Thinking And Wondering
I met a man on line and I sit and wonder about him as I get to know him...I wonder what his kiss would taste like.. if he would ravish me.. I would love to do all sorts of delectable senous things t him
Mi Vida,--My life,Mi Amor--My love,Infinidad,---Infinity.Someone so specail,that I love,...When I get around him my eyes just dance,I flutter like a butterfly,He is my secret,Although I will never tell him I love him,And a kiss is to be far and drempt about,...But he is there,...~ALWAYS~ ~~~~AMEN~~~~
I'll Be There For You
I'll Be There For You VideoI'll Be There For You lyrics - Bon Jovi lyricsBon Jovi Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
What Else Can I Take
Here I sit with no money and the law may be after me becasue our checkign accoutn is over drawn and I have no way of fixing it and the idiot I am stuck with wont even talk about fixing it. His idea of fixing it is ignoring it. I have NEVER lived like this. Before I married him I was NEVER late on a bill. Whiel livign with my mom I had a phone and internet in my room, I had a cell phone and I had a storage unit i rented. As soon as I married him I lost EVERTHING in that unit. I lost my grandmothers two ceader chest, books from my grandmother and a fe wother pericious things. YOU think it bothered him? No. I spent today callign place to if I could with no money. What can't ANYBODY understand. I am to a point of wonderign if death wouldn't be better then this!!!!!!!!!! I am miserable!! My kids are miserable!!!!!!!!! I haven't bought food in two months. This ass hole has supplied us with McDonals food since he works nights there. Eases his mind...I can't pay rent
Here's How To Find, Attract, And Keep The Man You've Always Wanted
Wouldn't it be nice to skip the dozens of dates with lame and shallow men most women have to go through... and fall right into the arms of the man you really want? Would you like to learn how to captivate a man with your sharp wits and your kind heart... and never have to worry about just being wanted for sex again? Would you like to have an almost "unfair" advantage over all other women when it comes to meeting and attracting the man you want... including those women who might be prettier and younger than you? Are you tired of dealing with men who never really commit? Do you want to break out of the destructive cycle of meeting men, dating them, getting into relationships, quitting things that you like to do... only to end up breaking up with the guy and feeling like you wasted your love and your life away on him? Do you ever feel like you just can't find the right man for you... and if you did... that he might not be attracted to YOU? Would you like
The Secret To Attracting And Keeping
The main PROBLEM here, and the thing that stood in your way, is that men aren't easy to understand. And when you find a good man, he doesn't come with an "instruction manual". Just because your girlfriends told you it wasn't your fault, or that he was just "a jerk", doesn't mean that they understood the problem (or that they understand men at all, for that matter). Most women don't "get" men. Your friends who try to comfort and encourage you have good intentions. They're just trying to make you feel better. But they're also accidentally making the situation WORSE. They're trying to blame the situation on HIM, instead of trying to help YOU understand how to KEEP a great guy around. This situation is MOST dangerous when you meet a really GREAT GUY, but you don't know how to catch him or keep him. Let's face it, great guys are hard to find... and when you do find one, you can't afford to lose him because you made a dumb mistake. You can't aff
Real Eyes Realize Real Lies
What goes around goes around goes around back around... LaDiDah... Just a question... Does wanting to see a picture of one's kid make him guilty of harassment? And another question... Do dad's have rights? Like really? And a piece of paper, does that really mean shit to me? Because it hasnt been upheld, no matter what I'm doing and trying to do to uphold my end! Okay, I'm hopping off my soapbox for now. But I'm not fading away, trust.
A Little X Rated.....well Actually Alot
So...the night was not like any usual night...tongiht i was meeting up with one of my long time friends who recently while on his last deployment in Iraq admitted to me he had had a crush in me first it kinda seemed cute...but after he started to tell me some of the things h wanted to do n so forth we kinda ended up exchanging freaky letters while he was over was fun if u ask me then he came home for about 4 months and we talked but never really hung out...well now he has to go back to Iraq already so I said fuck it and we got a hotel so we could put all the words put on paper a reality. The sexual tension was soo thick as we met up and walked into the hotel room knowing what was about to go down...well here it goes....for starters i had to "disapear" because with him being in the military he cant take n e chances so i went to the lake by us n smoked a blunt...thats when the fun begins...I was a little nervous walking back to the hotel room just bec
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Rock Star
Sooo my mom went t me today .... Sheila did u know Sebby[sebbys my 6 year old cuzin] thinks ur a rock star.... lol he said to her today when i grow up i wanna be a RockStar Like Sheila that made my night it really did
Can You Believe This
It is a sad but true configuration now a days that the world has changed so much. you children could go outside and play and you wouldnt have to watch there every move or every where about. The fact is people just dont give a shit anymore. Has it come to the point that junkies are to the point that even living in the middle of no where that they still have to follow the places that our kids should be save. here is my point! My child was outside of our house today when she just happened to fall on the ground. By the time she realized the pain she was feeling and lifted her hand a hypodermic needle is hanging out of it. Now I know as parents there are many fears like kidnapping rape ect.....but I promise the fear that sinks into your body when you see that is not predictable. home is where you are suppost to be safe but no sum asshole had to throw there needle outr a freaking window after they got there damn fix.....the results I had to take her to the emergency room where the
You Never Know
You Never Know A kind word may help someone’s day glow, and the simple fact is that you may never know. A gentle smile may light up someone’s life; it may ease their burden and relieve their strife. A word of encouragement may help them to bear, burdens and sorrows of which you aren’t aware. A perky “hello” and “how do you do” may change their perspective and brighten their view. We never know how the Lord uses a loving act, but it may give someone the hope they lack. It may be the added strength they need for today, to face the difficult trials that come their way. It may be the joy they’d otherwise not know, the love God is sending and wants you to show. Take a moment to share what God has given to you, whether it’s simply a kind word or a positive view. Take a second in your day to lift another’s spirit, its God’s saving grace and they need to hear it! You may never know the effect you have on another, b
Gun History
Some of you don't own guns! What are you waiting for? Go buy one! Gun History Whether you agree or not, it's an interesting lesson in history. Something to think about... In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and extermin
Life Is A Journey
Life Is A Journey Life is a journey through many terrain From gardens of pleasure to deserts of pain From an ocean of love to a jungle of hate From mountains of glory to canyons of fate There's a highway for joy and a highway for sorrow A road for today and a road for tomorrow So choose your path wisely and walk with care If you follow your heart, you'll find your way there I've been to the garden and planted seeds there I've been to the desert and felt the despair I've swam in the ocean and drank of it's wine I climbed up the mountain to touch the sky I went to the canyon and started to cry I've traveled both highways, Both today and tomorrow I've basked in the joy and wallowed in sorrow My path has been chosen and I've walked it with care I followed my heart and I'm on my way there So I'll just keep walking till I find what I'm after To mountains and oceans and Gardens of laughter.
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Is Finally Over!!!!
Most of you on here don't know, but this is exactly why my daughter is my hero. (I just copied and pasted from myspace so go with it LOL I didn't know about CT then!) Just a brief explanation before you read the novel below. I met a guy online that I talked to for over a year before he moved down from Wyoming to be with me and my daughter because we were so 'in love'. He was here for about 6 months before we got engaged. He went to school to become a truck driver and that's when things went to hell. He fucked up his knee and had surgery. About a month after that I realized I couldn't stand him and kicked him out. Labor Day of 2005 my daughter told my mom and I that he had molested her on 3 different occasions. The one date she could remember was Christmas Eve. What a sick fuck. October 1, 2005 - The person that hurt my daughter in a very unforgettable, unforgivable way was arrested yesterday. Hopefully the justice system will do it's job and he'll pay for what he did. Not to
Why Do Good Guys Finish Last?
Im often confused by the way things end up happening in life. Everyday to the day you die you are always keeping an eye out for that "Special Someone" and then you finally find them or so you think. Things start off great and you are like a kid in the candy store. Your eyes light up like the Fourth of July and you are stupidly silly. You go day by day carefree like you are invincible and then you get broad sided by the realization that you been living a one-sided relationship and before you know it you are alone and feeling down. You go through all the classic stages of stress with an extra emphasis on the anger stage. You vow never to love that way again and build a defense wall that serves as a reason to avoid then embrace you. Everytime, more and more of you is lost until you finally find someone "good" that looks past all that, defies the odds, and rescues you from the emotion hell that was bestowed upon you. You are happy! You found the true love of your life and living the dream
My Job Now Becomes Deadly
Report: Four Dead In Greenwich Village Shootout March 14, 2007 Four people, including two NYPD auxiliary police officers, were killed Wednesday in a late-night shootout near the campus of New York University, according to reports. The NYPD, however, says only that two officers were wounded in the shooting. Witnesses describe a chaotic scene in which people shouted and ran for cover during a barrage of 15-20 bullets outside a popular stretch of restaurants along Bleecker Street. Reports say the incident began when an unidentified man shot and killed a man in a Greenwich Village restaurant, then was confronted by two auxiliary officers nearby. The suspect reportedly shot and killed the two officers before he himself was shot and killed by another NYPD officer who was responding to the incident. Police closed off several blocks around the area as patrons streamed into the streets following the shootings. The Auxiliary Police Program is a volunteer program ma
The Way I Feel About My Man
In loving you I have experienced The happiness and the hurt The feeling of you forever The need to be with you The need to love you forever Its all here inside of me Its you I always thinking about (24-7) Its you I always miss everyday And it will always be you I miss Cause you are the one I love To me love means forever (ever) No one will ever take your place(No One) Or know me like you did You know what im doing You know what im thinking about you know what I’m feeling deep down I will never love anyone like The way I LOVE YOU (4-LIFE) Copyright 2006
...a Lot Has Happened...
wow...i guess this is my first blog after havin cherrytap for so long...i hate making blogs... but anyways. okay, i've been hurt so much lately, oh well. i am still in love with my ex...dunno what to do, but oh well, i'll be fine. i totally love my best friend of 9 of his birthday, i've known him 9 years. he's like, totally awesome as a friend, and i hope he'll stay that way with me. i love him as just a best friend, but i want the best for him. i want him happy. he needs happiness. i'll never have happiness, not for a very long time. my other best friend...i have feelings for him soooo bad, but he's got a g/f livin with him and he's over 100 miles from me, haha. wow, i'm actually telling a little about myself...creepy!! sorry, i'll stop...ranting. life goes on. love this one quote though, "Mess with the best, Die like the rest" dunno why, but i love it. i'm weird, i know! gamer time!! --LadyDaffney
My Daddy
My daddy passed away 3/13/07. He was 78 years old. He was a wonderful man that I admired & loved with all my heart. Rest In Peace Daddy.
Children Eyes:
what kind of world is it my friend that little children see? Do they see strength in caring eyes who watch them as they play? or maybe love though gentle hands that guide them on their way? Do you think they dream of future times when they would be just enjoy their present life while with their friends they see. Do they see the acts of kindness done for people who are poor? And when the day is over as they close their eyes to sleep Do they look forward to tomorrow? If this is what the children see. then it should be no surprise. The world would be a better place. if we all had children eyes. Copyright 2006
Drifting in the feilds of green grasses of 3 feet in its glorious height. Passing along the ground as if it were water. Never lying down for a moment to recouperate from the blow. Bloodied and battered. Never loosing the smile on her face. Wind blowing through her hair and taking away the conjunction that lingers in scent. Not a distraction in sight to keep her from moving...Nothing to tell her to stop and wait. If she were to keep walking and proceeding forward she make eventually fall and not be able to get up. Disguised as just a blade of grass....She could keep going as long as no one noticed. Wouldnt matter who yelled or who pleeded for her attention. Its very unlikely anyone would bother in any case. If they could only be one. Not gonna happen she has told herself. The sky pale blue....heat baring down on her shoulders. Not as if she really needed the weight there...but it came regardless. Walkin away would remain a run through that was never in a motion of her m
trust is a two way street you cant assume the other way. trust is having faith in the half if you have to check up on someone that you love or like there is no trust there trust is letting the other party go do what he or she wants to a certain extreme if you cant trust them then you shouldnt be together cause it wont work in a relationship you got to have trust to make it work
I have decided i'm going with being Off tap instead of On tap.. coz i'm usually off tap after a few drinks... No way near the on side of things!! lol
Education? Not Really... Wtf!?
My son attends an elementary school in Las Vegas, NV while I live in Oklahoma. The school teaches that mediocrity is ok! They are telling these impressionable kids they don’t need to be the best at anything to succeed in life. I feel they are giving up on my son before he even has a chance to excel at anything. My son is very smart and analytical about everything; when he asks why I can see the knowledge flowing and being actively processed when I answer and look in his eyes. I asked him what he wanted to be when he grew up and he said, “I want to work at McDonalds.” I was flabbergasted and instantly enraged. When I asked him why, he said his teacher said it was a worthwhile career goal; a “CAREER GOAL!” I then asked him why he didn’t want to be an architect, lawyer, doctor, astronaut, or engineer. He told me he didn’t know he could do that. Christ, where do these so called teachers get off!? They don’t make the sky the limit, just the deep fryer. Even when I was in sch
Living A Balanced Life
To combat modern day stresses, you need to realize that things are going to go the way they are going to go, so you may as well just relax. The most important thing you can do for yourself is to practice extreme self-care which means putting your own needs first. You must take care of yourself first or you will be no good to anyone else. Self care is simply loving and honoring yourself. Loving yourself is giving to yourself. Giving to yourself allows you to share with others more fully. Being more fully present means you naturally develop less of an attachment to what goes on around you, and can instead be more relaxed and at peace. Releasing the need to control yourself, other people, and or situations, will greatly reduce the amount of stress you experience in your life. Also helpful is relaxing, refreshing, and rejuvenating your body, mind and spirit. Your body is your temple, and can easily get run down by stress, strain, and struggle. Take care of it with regular relax
"the Silent Child"
"The Silent Child" She sits alone in her room and wipes away her tears Hiding beneath the covers so no one else hears ~ She wraps them tight around her to shut out all her pain Praying if there is a God to make her safe again. She snuggles deep into her bed holding the covers tight Cuddling her little teddy bear she leaves on the light ~ She waits for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then settles into slumber so she can dream instead. She wakes at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside her room and opens up the door ~ She shivers with her childlike fear as she starts to cry Knowing what he has come here for though she doesn't know why. He tells her she is special that she's his little girl As he pulls back the covers into her silent world ~ He says that it's their secret the special game they play For no one else would understand; they'd just take him away. She lay there in her s
Christina Aguilera Is Not Pregnant !
Star dismisses rumours she has a bun in the oven. Christina Aguilera is having oodles of fun dispelling rumours she's up the duff. The singer, 26, downed heroic amounts of bubbly recently at an after-party for her gig at LA's Hyde Lounge. She explained the purpose of her booze bender - to prove she's not carrying husband Jordan Bratman's baby. 'When I say I'm pregnant, people don't believe me,' she insists, according to the Daily Star. 'The only way to shut people up is to drink lots of alcohol in public. When I show them my flat tummy, they don't believe me.'
Look If I Do Not Remember..........
Things That Annoy Me
Have you ever had one of those days where things annoy you until you want to snap at someone? People lying, taking advantage of others. Having a closed mind and judging things they don't know. Blaming mood swing and the inablity to control your tongue on being bi-polor or uni-polor. Oh I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing. Why do people think because they are drunk, on drugs or bi/uni polor that they are unaccountable for thier actions? You do something suck it up and deal with the reprcussions. You want to go off on someone for something they did? Be straight up and do it one on one. I don't want to hear it or have it taken out on me. If I am pissed I do the adult thing and take it to that person not the whole world. Don't blame it on a medical reason, drunk or drugs that you can't help yourself. It doesn't fly with me and you lose any respect I had for you. Also people take responsability for the raising of your kids. I am so tired of people dropping kids
News Of The Step....
son, step-son that Well, my 20 year old step-son wrote us off a while back, stating it was my fault and some of the horrendous things he said to me and called me, were totally uncalled for. Short and sweet....he blamed me for his g/f to break up with him. How in the hell could that be possible when we lived 2 hours or so away from them and it was at least a month and a half between our last contact and her kicking him out..makes no sense. Anyway...I found out through my mother-in-law that he had gotten his current g/f pregnant. Needless to say I was ticked mainly because he played her like a fiddle and used her for sex, money, rides, place to stay, etc. and I was REALLY hoping she wouldn't be obsessed with him any longer and not even give him the time of day...I was wrong.....because she was the one that was prego. Well, I got ahold of her on MySpace and sent her a message just trying to find out how she's doing and when she's due and to see if I could get her address t
Attn: Angel Family Members Plz Read.....
~~ Attn: Angel Family ~~ Let's help Drew out in his contest! click on the pic and comment bomb him plz! Thanks Maria Click on pic to comment!
When I was young my parents forget all about me and let me do anything I wanted to do. One day I worled to the middle of the street. Then I was taking to forest care and my grandparents, my grandmother and cousins (my parents) got me out and they all help take care of me. And then I went to live with my grandmother. I went though the abuse until I was nine when my grandparents and parents got me from my other grandmother. And I still love everyone for it. But my adopt parents and my grandparents are the ones that took care and loved me. So that is my parents. I love you guys with all my heart.
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Just You Need To See Better So That You Can Know What Is This
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What Tarot Card Am I
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Thank You's Are In Store
Well hello there and Good Morning to you. I have a great start on the email “Kids say the Darnest things Bit” I was hoping for 30 entry’s by Monday and already have 10 good spots taken thanks you for your support. It’s not that I want to be famous or anything like that. It’s just I think an email of this sort should be sent out. Hell, if nothing else, you somewhat learn that other people have dreams, aspirations and similar tendencies to delved into the common thought, If I could go back in time, if I could be there and make a contribution. It’s mind boggling. So once again thank you for all of you that have contributed. Oh and a special thanks goes out to the Canadian Chickadee and she has a Birthday coming up, whooo hooo going to be sweet sixteen again… March 21 is the big day and you pass by me again so we are no longer 50 together.. rats… I love older women.. You can be sure the card will arrive in plenty of time. Oh the thanks… almost forgot. That video of Eric O’ Shea. I laughed
Worked Sucked
The wench I work for kept me running all night and besides that I was running for myself. Someone give me money so I dont have to work lol
Single Again
I sit here this morning, and I find myself single once again. I broke up with my girlfriend last nite, have slept much since. What else was I to do. She stopped calling coming around. I try to call her but her phone is always busy, she said its her daughter online or on the phone. She was on myspace lastnite so I know thats not true. Oh well what are you going to do. Im alittle heart brokein. I really loved her. But when someone doesnt love you back, there no sense in going on with the realionship.
The Value Of Time
Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400.00. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Draw out ALL OF IT, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank. Its' name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow." You must live in the present on todays's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today! To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of ONE MONTH,
(Bad words in this one) see i dont know why you cryn like a bitch talkn shit like a snitch whyd you write a song about me if you really didnt care you wouldnt want to share telln everybody just how you feel fuck what i did was your fault somehow fuck the presents, i threw all that shit out fuck all that cryin it didnt mean jack well guess what yo fuck you right back fuck what i did was your fault somehow fuck the presents i threw all that shit out fuck all that cryn it didnt mean jack well guess what yo fuck you right back you thaught you could really make me moan ive had better sex all alone i had to,turn to your friend now you want me to come back you must be smokin crack im goin elsewhere,and thats a fact all those nights i moaned real loud fuck i faked it..a ritual all those nights you thaught you broke my back well guess what Joe, your sex was wack all those nights i moaned real loud fuck i faked it...a ritual all those nights you thaught you br
Always Think Of The Team
At one point during a game, the coach called one of his 9-year-old baseball players aside and asked, "Do you understand what cooperation is? What a team is?" The little boy nodded in the affirmative. "Do you understand that what really matters is whether we win or lose we do it together as a team?" The little boy nodded yes. "So," the coach continued, "I'm sure you know, when an out is called, you shouldn't argue, curse, attack the umpire, or call him a pecker-head. Right? Again the little boy nodded. The coach continued, "And when I take you out of the game so another boy gets a chance to play, it's not good sportsmanship to call your coach 'a dumb asshole' is it?" Again the little boy nodded. "Good," said the coach. "Now go over there and explain all that to your grandmother".
Two Months Left
I decided I should write about my path to graduation. College graduation is in about two months and if all goes right I should be walking across that stage. What have I learned so far- after five years of college and possibly leaving with two degrees. I do not feel I am leaving with very many skills. Skills....I havelearned facts but skills? not really. I am unprepared. I am leaving and I am not sure what to do next. Post a resume on one of the career sites? Hm. It is going to be short since I have only have two jobs since turning 16-Which is good cause it shows I can stick with a job for a very long time (four years at one and then switched to the present job) but it is bad because I have not experienced many different skills. So I am going to have to find a job doing something completely different. So I looked at pharmaceutical sale. but they want experience. How am I am going to get experience if they all want experienced workers. Oh, another job I inquire about they said th
Part 4
His long hair teased my inner thights as the insensitive tongue fucking builds to a grind, he reaches his arms around my thights getting a good tight grip as my body starts to stiffen up. In sheer terror I have one of the best orgasms I have ever body was completely stiff. I couldn't move if I'd tried, I was powerless to what he was going to do to me next. He tucked pillows under my back and without warnning, fliped me over and my body assumed position, waitting, worried, and thrilled. My ass in the air with exposed pussy to be at your l disposal, you plowed into my pussy, and released the handcuffs and grapped my hair. Then you withdraw for my pussy and with a thrust that brought tears down my face you entered my asshole. I slumped forward in pain, he waited, then I lean backward for a more acceptable access. Now he's grinding me for behind and holding my hair in such a way I'm reminded of a man on a horse holding the mane. I'm too busy making the rhyme right, I reach
A Nother Week Shot In The Ass!!
All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. As the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.
Her I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare Shane, you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day In hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through
Everything In Its Own Time
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun. A time to be born and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill and a time to heal ... a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance ... a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to lose and a time to seek; a time to rend and a time to sew; a time to keep silent and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate; a time for war and a time for peace.
Constant Night
I wish I didn't have to live in this darkness That constantly surrounds my miserable life No matter what I do or say It always feels like a constant night is falling over me And in this constant night where no stars shine I have to learn to be strong and wise In hopes that one day I will be set free From this constant night that surrounds me
Personal Ad
31 year old single black male with a heart of gold seeks single female with the same qualities. Looking for a woman that will accept him regarless of what he likes and his faults. Looks will not matter. Race will not matter. I don't care about all that. I'm coming straight from the heart, and I'm coming straight for your heart. If you are looking for someone who will love you, and be honest with you, send me a private message or leave me a comment. I'm not in the heartbreaking business, and love is not a game to me. Ernest "King of Hearts" Bethea
Spring Fever
Happy spring everyone! With the warm weather coming I will be online less & less & out bicycling! So far I already logged 100 miles for the season in just 4 rides. Next week I start a new job too. So if ya leave a message & I don't answer right away you might have to chase me down on your bike! lol Ya all be good & GET OUT THERE & RIDE!!!
My Angel In The Night Even In The Light
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again. I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL.
You Oughta Know
Mhmm! want you to know, that I am happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater? Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 1-'Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you To be open wide, No And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me You'd hold me until you died Till you died, but you're still alive 2-And I'm here, to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair, to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity? I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face How quickly I was replaced And are you thinking of me when you f... her? (rpt 1,2) Ohh
I Forgot My Birth Control
i forgot to take my birth control today , why take it when your so far anyways . whats the point .. no hand is there for the touching no skin to caress no morning loving.. soft or rough no lust in the bunch .. no fingernails against my back .. or lips against my lips , just cold lonely sheets ...and emptyness i miss you);
I Am Tired Of The Bullshit.
*~to My One True Love~*
To my one true love. Every night I sit here thinking, Thinking about how much I love you. I never realized that I could love someone so much. You stole my heart from that first moment we talked. How could I be so blind? I took so long to realize that my feelings that I felt were for you. I mistook my feelings and thought they were for someone else. If I only followed my heart from the very start. Our relationship would be further along. You cloud my every thoughts and dreams. My heart belongs to you and only you. You entered my life not too long ago but I feel like I have known you a lifetime. You’re my best friend, and my soul mate. My life partner I love you and only you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am not whole without you. You complete me in every way possible. Every time we get off the phone I think about you until the Next time we talk. I never want to go a single moment without you. I love you! You’re my one true love…. Te
New Found Hope In The Sorrow That Surrounds Me
I have found a vehicle that I am still getting used to driving around. Since I haven't drove a stick since I was in high school I had to reteach myself. But I still lack a place to stay terrified that I will end up sleeping in my bronco.
Hey You All!
Wanted to let you know I have new pics of me up in the TUB come check them out and rate them and gimme some comments :) Hugs and Licks, Lizzy B
*~first Moment~*
“First Moment” I’ve been so impatient Thinking about how I feel. Always putting you first, Expecting you to do the same. I was lucky to find someone like you. I know I will be lost without you. I was truly blessed That very day you surrounded me With your precious love. You embraced me with your love Each and everyday. Forever in my heart you will remain. From that first moment we Spoke you stole my heart away. I never thought that I Could ever be so happy. There’s no future for me in my past. No longer a slave to what use to be. Looking forward to living with Someone so dear to me. You’re the one I want There’s no one else for me. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 14, 2005
Bill Paying
it's now time to play beat the clock with the bill payment. I have to beat them here and to the bill payment location so i can keep them from disconnecting my power. Only time will tell on this. And i also need money for transportation for work tomorrow if I am to show up to work tomorrow. This is truly a chaotic month. It will be less chaotic in about 2 weeks when i pay my bills and never put myself through this again. I just need to work on building discipline. I am far too old to be this irresponsible and careless.
38 Weeks Today!
I am really wanting to have this baby. I have my friend coming over to do accupressure on me to help stimulate going into labor. It worked last time. If it doesn't work my doctor said she would strip my membranes to help induce labor next week. Has anyone had that done? Did it hurt, and was it worth it?
Trust On Sites
Ok, here is my question for all!!! How much do you really trust people that you meet on Sites like this one. I tried the whole trust thing, and it bombed. This person put themself out there as if they were truly a friend. So I did what someone like me never does and I TRUSTED.... So my question at hand is, how many people come to these sites and really trust the things that come out of someone else's mouth. Now for me, I am very upfront and honest. Yes my honesty does get the best of me. It always has! I let people know that YES I am in a relationship, no I do not want more than what I see. No I am not looking for someone else to occupy my time. Yes I am happy, not 100% all the time, but relationships have that little dip in them. I have been told I am picky and stuck up. To those people you have no clue about me. I am one of few people that are not one of those things. I am not a material kind of person. I have a big heart and would do anything for my true friends. I just had t
I Am Way Too
Okay so i am way to addicted to this place... I'M BAACCkkkkkkkk, Lets party. Drop me a line..
Hey Everyone!!!!!!
You Have One Life To Live, So Live It Up!!!!!!!!!!!
Because being transsexual is often so hurtful, so filled with sadness and longing, with shame and loss and difficulty, it is easy to come to the conclusion that the whole thing is utterly a curse, perhaps inflicted by arcane and evil ancient gods. Oh, probably. But there is an upside too. Most human lives are utterly mundane, devoid of any real uniqueness, the average person somnambulates through an existence devoted to filling the roles expected of them. But to be a transsexual is a magical, wondrous thing. Consider. We are given many gifts in compensation for the terrible loss of our childhood as ourselves, and for the pain we endure. We are by some as yet unknown mechanism statistically far more intelligent, as a class, than perhaps any other kind of people. We are almost u
Pretty Boy
Call a medic He's turning blue Such a beautiful color on you Call a medic He's bleedng out I'll just admire as you writhe about He's shivering He looks so scared Looks like I caught you unprepared He's shivering But he's alive inside Looks like I'll take you on another ride I can see your soul In your dying eyes And we both know its full of lies I can see your soul And all your dirty secrets Don't think me killing you will erase those debts If there's a devil I'm feeding you to him Damn you for using her as a toy If there's a devil And I hope there is I'll meet you in Hell, pretty boy
Birthday Meanings
Birthday meanings Is your birthday day 1 of the month? Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 2 of the month? Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a sl
My Dad 3
my dad starts his kemo soon. he goes a few times a week for 6 to 8 months
Blonde Logic
Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, \"Which do you think is farther away.. Florida or the moon?\" The other blonde turns and says. \" Helloooooooooo. can you see Florida????\" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it far a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says \"What\'s the story?\" He replies, \"Just crap in the carburetor\" She asks, \"How often do I have to do that?\" \'\'\'\'\'\' RIVER WALK There\'s this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite band. \"You-hoo!\" she shouts. \"How can I get to the other side:\" The second blonde looks up the river then then down the river and shouts back. \"You ARE on the oter side.\" **** BLONDE ON THE SUN A Russian, and American , and a Blonde were talking one day. The Russian said, \"We were the first in space!\" The American said, \"
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea," To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"
Words Of Wisdom
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
Give Me A Break!
Do we need glasses?! Maybe its a good idea for the Cherry Tap gift shop! I posted a picture, made sure I covered my niples with trees... Now it really amazes me that someone reported this picture as not safe for work! The picture I mean is in the Quotes album, with the moutain/ocean text. Please tell me, am I to open minded or do some people need glasses???
Words To Live By
You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'”
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“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”
“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
Do not lose hold of your dreams or asprirations. For if you do, you may still exist but you have ceased to live.”
Just Thoughts!!
I got way to much in my head today. I'm geting over the lost of a dear friend. I'm saying goodbye to another friend,that's leaveing CT. for a bit but will be back. I also got a new lust problem for someone on CT. I'm geting all mixed up with all these damn feelings!! I just want some more sleep hehe. Thats all for now.
“The Christian glories in the death of a pagan, because thereby Christ himself is glorified”
St. Patrick's Day To All My Friends
This Just In...
ok so, mom is looking for another job, dad is looking for another job, sister is even looking. should I be looking too? For a better job? I have a feeling I could be here a long time. Everything is going so well (not)...
Poetry For 3-15-07
For those of you that don't read Roman Numerals I make sure I put the number in just for ya!! Sonnet 19 William Shakespeare XIX. Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion's paws, And make the earth devour her own sweet brood; Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws, And burn the long-lived phoenix in her blood; Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets, And do whate'er thou wilt, swift-footed Time, To the wide world and all her fading sweets; But I forbid thee one most heinous crime: O, carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow, Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen; Him in thy course untainted do allow For beauty's pattern to succeeding men. Yet, do thy worst, old Time: despite thy wrong, My love shall in my verse ever live young.
Come On Lets Help Him Out
my good friend and one of the sweetest men on here that will help anyone if u need it..needs our help last day for the contest he is in so lets go comment bomb this pic link i have on here and show him some cherrytap love..thanks all hope ur all having a great day
I got five bucks!! yay!! Do the happy dance!!! =D
Ok... Movin On
So... I ask my new regular doctor who she would suggest to see. She tells me Dr. Syed which I'd all ready heard of from another fibro sufferer. So I call to see about setting up and appt. They say .. well she'll want copies of any doctors notes pertaining to the diagnoses and any blood work that had been done and she'll want to see any x-rays they've done. So I call my doctors office and they made me copies of the paper work. I'll run around getting the x-rays closer to the appt(which isn't till April 16th :( ) But my FMLA got denied at work because evidently I didn't get in enough hours last year to qualify. So now I'm screwed. Because if I can't work because I'm having too much pain... which I have been since I'm not sleeping well, then I have to get a doctors slip. And yesterday when I wanted to leave early my boss said he was told to have me go through medical. Now mind you I'm not upset with my boss he's a really great guy. I'm just totally frustrated and depressed from dealing
Mourning Poetry
I got online today and found my friend Christine left me an e-mail. So now, I'm sittin here crying again, but I love the gesture. While I was reading it, I was thinking about the time I was watching Christine down here on her webcam. Mama Dru got up and was like "Scott, is that your girlfriend?" I was like "No, that's Christine." Mama was like "well damn. She's beautiful. You should marry that one." Haha. ...thanks Christine. Love you too. Here is the e-mail in it's entirety: *hUgZ* well i know that there isn't much that could be said about your loss...but ehh i figured that IT waz worth a shot: Mama Dru... I'm sorry to say that i will never get the chance to meet you For you are gone... But your memory will live on... In the hearts of your family... Especially thru scotty'z... I wish there waz more for me to do... Cuz i hate to see all the pain and sufferin that your family must go thru... But in the end... All i can be is scotty'z friend... and
Propaganda ????
Sombody sent me this e-mail: I know some of you don't believe that we should be in the war. But read this story and just maybe, seeing it in these terms it will make more sense to you why we have to be there: This is a simple little story.....way too simple for our sophisticated minds, but, maybe, just maybe you have a child, or grandchild that doesn't understand.... Just, maybe..... The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He told him: "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is
Random Musings
So, here I sit, on another one of my rediculous breaks. I just bought "The Hardcore Diaries" By: Mick Foley, and on that, I'll just say I'm not disappointed. Sometimes, you look forward to things so much that they wind up being a let down; not in Foleys case. As always, he provides an amazing piece of writing. So, thank you Mick. Also: Isn't it wonderful when you have someone that can brighten your day just by hearing their voice? When you know a person well enough to see exactly how their face is while they're talking to you on the phone? I'm real glad that I'm marrying this girl. She's all manner of fantastic.
New Pics
Well, I looked everywhere and I can't find the camera charger. Stupid technology! But fortunately, my buddy Morgan let me borrow his camera to take some pics of my old sketches that I was talking about. Feel free to rate and/or comment on them. Let me know what you think. Just for the record, some of these I didn't come up with the design myself, which I'm sorry to say is most of them. But nevertheless, I've drawn them anyways. I label those I came up with myself with a *. Well that's all I got, on to the uploadin'!
Just Some Sappy Poetry.
i Dream of You thru the glimmer of life's intriguing destiny. Your thoughts, feeling's n compassion reach out n touch me. not only my heart, desire yet soul. my inner being's clarity.... for You, my passions grow. dreams of holding You or just being close... feeling our heart's beat ....i Cherish it most. running my fingers thru Your hair watching You sleep... the idea iz incomparable to beat. trouble n hardship's i know You must have gone thru make me yurn to do anything i can, for You. to see You wake...eyes sparkle in the soft candlelight ah wut an incredible sight..... love, passion, pure lust wud ignite if only i could make time sand still tasting Your soft lips like red wine never being able to get my fill content to be there for the rest of time to love You with my friendship, heart, soul... inner being wud be far more then i could ever know or ask for true. my darling.....i dream of You ________________________________________________
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Always Remember
Always remember to forget The things that made you sad. But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But never forget to remember Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget The troubles that passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day.
Life Time Relationships
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.or just a fling thank you PLEASE DONT RIPP
Lonely Heart
Lonely heart at night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me I'm not sure which way to go is it my heart that i should follow heart I'm so unsure and now i need you more than before heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me tell me I'm not the only broken heart feeling lonely I know everything heals in time but can time heal this lonely heart of mine at night I breakdown and cry and sometimes I don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still I must believe there's anot
Everyone Needs To Read All Of This And Have Your Children Read It Too
After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get On-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I\'m glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don\'t you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz\' I didn\'t see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven\'t done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I\'m not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That\'s great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees. LOL GoTo123: What is your team called? ByA
After This Blog
after this blog i will not be on the internet untill i am once and for all out of the navy tomorrow is my last day and then i will be at home in NC this weekend to start a family with my beatiful wife i love her and i miss her and i will see her tomorrow
A Broken Promise
No matter what the reason is as to why you should change your mind ... It is much easier on everybody if you deliver the promises you make... A promise of yes that does turn to no, is a sad and painful review. It runs through your mind, thoughts bad and unkind, self doubt displaces the truth. You tend to accept your inner most faults instead of just looking toward pain. You beat yourself down, your head to the ground the feeling just drives you insane. So if you give your word, a promise to one, prepare to make it come true. For if you turn sour, change your mind in the hour then you're painting the others world blue.
Guys Are Jerks
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I See
I have just found out that I don't have many creative friends!!! or I have too many lazy ones??? or they are simply too spoiled? LOL I'll find out and clean up :-) ciao
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Two Old Ladies
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel! : You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.
I want to know why it is that the more we try to insteel good things into our children the more they have to go the other way with it? I have always told my 18 yr old daughter that she doesn't need a man to be happy that her education is more important than anything in the world but she insist on being with a guy that can't hold a job and is hindering her chance at going to college. I want someone to tell me why this is??? Will she ever open her eyes and see that this guy is only holding her back? And should I push the issue with ehr after they have been together for 2 yrs?
Come Show Me...
Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*
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2 Days Till St. Pattys And 10 Till My Bday
Well...opps, hold on. BRB........Ok back, sorry had to potty. Nothing much new to report. I got my internet back up and running today. What was wrong in the first place i dont know. Been doing a lot of sitting some food...thats about it. Its been about 70 degrees for the past two days, but that all ended today. Its cold today. And I dont really have anything funny to say about that because if you live in Indiana, you run out of weather jokes at an early age. I think i am going to go take a nap. My girls are trying to take one, so what the hell. Oh, i am officially naming the St. Patricks day a naked holiday. So if you are wearing clothing you will be pinched...hard. LOL. Talk to everybody later. And remember, crowded elevators smell different to midgets.
Fail Forward
Fail forward Failure is not the opposite of success. Failure is an important component of success. Suppose you set an objective, take action, and then fail to reach that objective on the first attempt. Even though you have experienced a failure, you're in much better shape than you were before you started. Because you've just learned, in a compelling and meaningful way, what doesn't work. And that puts you well on the way to finding what does work. The greatest achievements of all time are built upon multiple failures. The greatest achievers are those who are willing to experience failure on their way to the success they know will most certainly come. No one sets out with the intention of failing. Yet when failure comes, it is nothing to be ashamed of, and no reason to give up. Learn to see failure as just another step in the process of success. And even when the failures come, they will serve to move you forward. -- Ralph Marston
Would You Miss Me?
I have always wondered if many people would mourn my passing. I am not goin' anywhere for a good long time. I have not suffered enough to make my stay here mean anything yet. I guess I am deserving of the pain that lies ahead. However, I have to wonder, I did my little evil, what about those whose evils created me? Now, given that most of them are not well financially, I am the only one who suffers physically as well. I don't see how that's the least bit fair, but oh well. Maybe my pain is my pennance, and theirs is to go to Hell. Here's hopin', 'cause that could be awkward on the other side.
Deep In The Soul
Birth Of A Fish
He lives in a four by two glass box It reminds me of my head I wish my floor would have rocks, but it's covered with puddles instead If I could be him, life would be great I could erase this permanent frown I wouldn't even be held down by my own weight I woke up walked to the tank to hear his thoughts on yesterday How was it? I asked And after a tapping the glass He looked my way, then gave me this depressed expression Impressed, its best just to say Besides the tides and the grey skies, it was ok! And I said Hey mister fish, you did all that you wish You got, nothing to complain about while hanging out in this (bis?) Well he replied Well Existence is bliss, there's so much that you miss Besides get off the trip, happiness is just a myth I said Living in water is extremely more peaceful than life finding minds, blinded by evil, and forced to see through these two peep wholes. It seems a redeemed freedom, not being limited by walls That only mean to qualify ground fo
Music Music
I'll be writing till I'm dead or maybe till I'm alive All the emptiness I've bled has only helped me survive Something melted inside when the tones hit my pulse And stifled the idle eagerness to grow into my clothes No one that I know is any longer good at actin' Like they comprehend the motive uncoated to feed the corroded passion Actually needs to stay eye level with the rest That's the least I deserve for the love that I've shed I've trudged through the sediment in search of the rhythm Dove soul first to bathe nude in its abyss Paid dues and made music my religion Now I listen, close my eyes, and forget I even exist I sing a bastard's tune, inspired by the noise The ship made before it sank and was finally destroyed I flaunt the grin of a man made for disguising a boy Who tried to avoid showing the cry in his voice But there's something special about the notes that he hears Those scales are redemption, unraveling repressed memories And when he breathes, a new energ
Even Shadows Have Shadows
I stand alone Burned every bridge over the troubled water No longer hiding from my personality disorder A stronger tide is coming and I've been running trying to function fine with out my mind climbing out this fucking corner I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals A forgotten rebel Passed through the absence of parentally hands to develop an evident level of benevolence so it's probably better I sold my sold to the devil This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me Don't pretend to understand any of the issues that I'm holding I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear that I might go nuts this year If I don't swell up I'll see you one my way One day this shit'll kill me but I guess that it's OK I've lost all fate in a world so full of hate I don't fucking love music I just use it to escape I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human
No Body Gonna Tell Me What To Do
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Cherry Makes An Addict Out Of Me
unbelievable but true ... holy shit
Getting It Off My Chest!!!
Ok, I am a tattooist. Self taught, but a little help from some friends. In the past 7 years that I've been tattooing, I've only had 2 MAJOR complaints. One from my sister in law...who was in a bad car accident and got road rash on a 2 week old tattoo. My work's good, but not good enought to stand up to having your skin wore down to the meat! The second is a girl that I thought I made friends with while she was still living here in Illinois and working at a gas station in my town. I have a picture of her half finished tattoo in my 'Ink I've Done' album. It's the big wings. When the job first started...the left side, everything was fine. When putting on the stencil she stood straight, and didn't move around alot. Inking, on the other hand was tougher then I thought it would be. I knew she did not like pain, but I didn't know how bad her hatered of it was. The left side was done in an hour and a half, one inch at a time. Each inch was not easy to do with her pull and jumping a
well just got the news my younger brother signed papers for the marines this week right this moment is her at a base doing his physical. I dont like this my older brother was a marine and just rejoined and im mad at him for that and now josh yeah right what the hell is going thru these guys mind. josh says his reasonin is he wants to go to iraq and fight for his country ok i understand BUT i dont want to have to worry every day about an attack in iraq and spend time wondering if its him if hes ok. i dont want that. AND on top of this my older brother john just informed us hes being deployed to japan with his whole family of course but that makes him on the ohter side of the country with my niece ill get to see her then shell be gone for 3years ill miss all her first her first words her first steps. ill miss it all and that sucks ive always wanted a close relationship with my nieces and nephews and one i cant see and the other isnt going to grow up knowin me yes she will know she has a
Whats On My Mind....
I have seriously begun to question men. In the past few years, i have heard so many reasons why a guy didn't want to date me. Usually, it's the whole 'can't deal with 2 kids' thing. Also, the 'don't wanna have to deal w/ an ex thats always involved in your life'....all sorts or stuff... all valid reasons, all understandable... I'm not saying that i have any issue with it... because, well, my life is very complicated. But this past 2 week, thing... has really gotten me confused. I should have KNOWN after he quit talking to me (after i just told him like EVERYTHING about me...) that i should have left it alone. I KNOW I'm an extremely compliacted person, with and EXTREMELY complicated past, so, i expect to scare people off... thats life. The ones who CHOOSE to stick around and stay involved in my life, i can then trust, and be able to form relationships with them. I should have just left it alone once he told me he wasn't ever going to talk to me again (due to what i told him). But, does
A Nursing Quote
"Nursing in its broadest sense may be defined as an art and a science which involves the whole patient-- body, mind, and spirit; promotes his spiritual, mental, and physical health by teaching and by example; stresses health education and health preservation, as well as ministration to the sick; involves the care of the patient's environment-- social and spiritual as well as physical; and gives health service to the family and community as well as to the individual." (1944) Quoted by: Sister Mary Olivia Gowan 1888 - 1977
30 One Liners To Make You Smile
THIRTY LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. I Work Hard Because Millions On Welfare Depend on Me! 4. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 5. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 6. Don't take life too seriously; no one gets out alive. 7. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 8. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 9. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 10. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are missing. 11. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 12. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 13. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 14. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 15. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 16. Ever stop to think, and for
Woot. Beach Again.
i'm going to the beach again tomorrow. i'm excited. more sunburns and tans for me. n_n; hopefully it won't rainnnn.
How To Comment Bomb The Right Way!!
Ok you want to know how I post my comments so fast when I am bombing someone in a contest well I am going to tell you. First you need to have the Firefox browser. If you do not have it you can get it here Once you have the Firefox browser and it is open you need to go to the picture that you want to comment bomb. Once you are on the page you need to click on Back To This Gallery. Now you need to resize the browser. Click on the box in the right hand corner beside the X to make it smaller. Now take your mouse to the side edge of the browser and pull it in. You need to resize it enough so that you can get 5 windows open on your screen. Now that you have it resized find the picture that you want to comment bomb. Once you find it right click on it and then click on open in new window. Do this 4 times. Now you should have 5 windows open. Go back to the first browser window and click on the picture that you are going to comment bomb. Next go to the top of
Never Say Love
A Wonderful Day
yea well today I had to do a presentation and frick I thought Id be nervous but noopppeee lol thank god 4 only showed up and the rest came in late as usual he he my luck I guess anyways you know when they say pregnant woman seem to be forgetful well frick today had to be the day. It just had to come during my english test and man I was so upset at myself coz dayum I studied most of the nite yesterday and read over it quickly on my spare. So here I am ready and I get the test and I looked at it and BOOm it hit me. I was like duhhh lmao frick but I tried so am hoping its not bad. Today is actually alright finally dropped my computer class found out today I do not need it for the field I am going in. When I heard that I was like frick here I was sitting on my ass bord out of my mind for the past month and a half in a class that I do not need...bol..and here I wonder where the hell these people get their degrees from...ohh well I cant complain we all have our SPECIAL yea though
Poem About Love
Peom About Fariy
Writting On A Grave
Blood Valentine
Faith Poem
Please Help Me Level Up
=== 'CrazyBitch' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-15 13:32:05'.. > > I NEED 9700 MORE POINTS TO GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL. PLEASE HELP AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..MUAW TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY > > > CT Casanova@ CherryTAP > > > (repost of original by 'CT Casanova' on '2007-03-15 13:14:28')
Cry For Me
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This has probably been one of the worst days ive ever had in the Corps. I have to say the incompetance of some people is so supprising that I think they should be shot. I'll say as much as I had some legal documents that were supposed to be sent to me and because of someones incompetence the documents are now in Iraq.... And then of course more shit happend... So I know I am not being very descriptive in here but I need somewhere to vent. Im so angry I have been shaking since around 4:30... Its almost seven. My stomach is in knots, and i want to break every thing i see... Im barely keeping it togather I swear to god.
I Did Not Die
Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there,I did not die, I am birds circled in flight, I am that soft kiss goodnight. I am the diamond that glints on snow, I am the gentle breezes blow, Do not stand at my grave and cry, I AM NOT THERE,I DID NOT DIE.
Song For Me To Remember
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"letting Go"
It’s over now No use in fighting Over who was right or Who was wrong? The writing on the wall Long told the story That this wasn’t to be We pulled at it for long There is no use When one wants The other doesn’t Was it you Was it I Whose keeping count Doesn’t matter Does it make my heart feel better? How ‘bout yours? We’ve tried Been there Stayed there Played with it Perhaps we should try the truth Although the truth isn’t pretty But that is what It’s come down to Right To love someone is beautiful To be loved by someone Is to be treasured Sometimes love is not enough It’s true Used to wonder how that could be When I always felt with love Everything should just fall in place Work out, you know No Don’t work like that Then again, it all depends if One knows what true love Is all about? Relationships have to be built On more than love You see it’s Communication Give-and-take Forgiveness Unselfishness Truth Patience Und
I Need All Friends In Cherry Land Too----
The Promise
Words uttered softly tumbling from lips gently parted, sighing on the wind. Never heard… do they count? The heart knows what the mind denies and once uttered cannot be erased. Words sworn upon the heart shall not be taken in vain, for they have the power of love to free them, so they can soar on the winds of change. To taste freedom, To feel love, To hear joy given so freely so your words can fly free and promises can be made real. ~Selene © 2007
I Am Me
I know I’m not your ideal. I cannot be And never Will I change Who I am To fit What you think I should be. I am me. I am Moonlight on sparkling water, I am the laughter of a child, I am the seed of a garden Planted in winter, I am the potential of your heart’s desire. I cannot be What you want With your eyes, And I cannot be What you desire With your mind. I am not weak Nor fearful Nor damaged by life. I can only be As strong as Faith, As light as Hope, As free as Desire, Never shackled by Fear. I cannot be your ideal. I can only be… Me. ~Selene © 2007
I want. The craving So strong It drowns My heartbeat In layers Of lust. I need. The desire So powerful It overflows My banks And leaves thirst In its wake. I yearn For love so real It cannot be Contained In a vessel So fragile. I gasp For air With lungs Cracked Parched Wanting for love So I cannot Breathe from it. I reach With grasping tendrils And wonder why No one Reaches back. Am I so far ahead Or so far behind I cannot see The light. My skin tingles From the moisture Of your lips As you breathe life Into me. Let me drink you down To your soul. I wrap your life Around me Like skin. Breathing in the scent Of your love Quenches my thirst. I cannot see you With my eyes But my soul knows yours. Who are you? ~Selene © 2007
Dont Know...
i scream out in agony, i cry out in pain. as the tip of the arrow goes straight through my brain. from my brain to my heart the pain does spread, im numb inside to the world i am dead. those words that were said that night in my room, come back to haunt me ... my impending doom. you laugh as i cry and you draw your bow once more... holding it against my heart. right at the core. you look at me with a grin the arrow is shot deep with in... straight through the wall of trust you had built, the pain is inevitable... you feel no guilt you laugh as i cry and then you walk away ... to find someone new to whom you can play
What Mythological Creature Are You?
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?
2007 Iihf World Women's Hockey Championships
Okay sports fans...well, hockey fans anyway...I have a bit of news that some of you may be interested in. In a few weeks (April 3-10th) the IIHF World Women's Hockey Championships are being held this year in my home town of good ol' Winter-Peg (Winnipeg) Manitoba, Canada. As it so happens, my boss at work happens to be the Chair Person of this year's event and has convinced me to give some of my time during the week outside of working hours to help out in a volunteer capacity. Gee. The chance to get access to Olympic-Class hockey - where the game is more important than how much blood is left on the ice - for free while others are paying $30-$40 per ticket entry to the nosebleed section. That and I get my hands on some free stuff related to the event. Sounds like fun. :) I went down to a local hotel after work today to get my picture taken for my I.D for the Championships. On Monday the 19th, I go to the staduim (the MTS Center - feel free to check it out on the web if y
Tear Me Away
This perforated bliss has separated us. One apathetic wish, two companionless arms. A disconnected dream of dispassionate rest. To alleviate this I visualize bliss.
Knitting Clouds
I weave closed indigo clouds silver lined sutures glow cold with care and sighs I try not to weep though tonight icy tears shall encase every whim all fears grow grim abreast howling winds in unison up and down my spine with seasonal needle I tie the final knot to those of you who reap I'd rather that you not
Mem'ries of father fade two hour old coffee shadows of birds scuffling two hours til sunset
Your blue is darker than mine my sky has wispy clouds the rain thrashes down on you my hair is barely wet Your courage is not enough to lighten up the day while charisma only fails to dry out your long hair Your love lingers on your tongue never to have spoken the words, muted, stay couped up never to have impressed Yours are the depths of echoes sliding past my today while today I may be here sliding by tomorrow Aqua lifts up my spirit while navy only sinks as this new power to love rolls dazzling down my cheeks
Virtual Hell
Before torment impairs the voice of proof burdens, be they fleeting remnants of ire, concussed logic, or porous love aloof Linger in jest under fingers afire emblaze mankind, with sil'vry strumming harmonic sighs displaced from golden lyre imbibed mythos foretells distress coming a rhyme of splendid time, to never die but pierce the ears with instinctive humming we walk, oh how we walk the walk so spry devoid of song, entrapped in our essence we talk, oh how we talk the talk so sly until silence destroys our senescence along with lips awash in our belief which long ago were full of quintessence
Stand And Point Your Finger
How can you blame a simple bush or fresh flower when pollination is the root of their power?
Angels Make Me Mad
It was an astute night that I witnessed a most queer moment. I had barely bellied up against the bar as they started. One donned slicked back black hair, the other's locks long blonde and dingy. Two normal guys swapping philosophies on God and Angels. "Angels, I'll believe in 'em when I see 'em!" was shouted. In Response, "You mean to tell me you need proof that they exist? Well! Perhaps you missed your mother's first look the day you arrived kicking and screaming she held you tight, counting toes and fingers. If that's not an Angel, I don't know what else you would require." "How about the fact she was an alcoholic and druggie You weren't there when she beat me bloody, after speed and whiskey she mistook me for a fucking rat, cracking my small body. If that's an Angel, then I suggest you had best look again." Just as the words leaked from his face he reached to grab the mullet and slammed that face so hard into the bar that it quit breathing. "N
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For Salvador
I have swam an eternity escaping frigid indigo sin. My quest; to inspire. Stuck between projected laws of relativity enamored by majestic echoes, oh Salvador! Was this the provenance? Wellspring rushes - gushes realization, absorbed ideas as though they were wafting incense. I knew, now... To leave this astral plane I must woo these ominous moments - guide them. Lead them to solid ground. I shall caress them; adore them. Salvador! Ready your mind - here comes your awakening. Treat them well. I've attained my quest, upon my emergence the salvo will begin. Time falls; Salvador is struck - flaccid.
Different things are pulling me each way, its driving me nuts inside each day & each night. I hate how it feels, maybe its part of a plan, I just don't know at this point, maybe I'll never understand. Different people are calling me, maybe thats what it takes for the falling of me, or my perspective should change. So much is always calling my name, the difference between ave life and shame. I'll zone in and out again, I hope you choke on bullshit like gimmicks once again.
Love Found
Jerked awake by a spacious indentation silky stained flesh, alive fluttering limbs in a controlled spasmodic fit real time water rushing down the vanity's sink percolates past the uninhabited hallway spattering euphoria upon this newly awoken face pink flushed face pupils a mile wide throws off the downy comforter all the while still left in softness.
For All Of You That Have Kids
Cancer causing chemicals found in childrens bath products Take a sec and check out the name brands. Mine have used the scooby doo bubble bath in the past. How in the hell can we all keep up with what products cause cancer?
I'm Bored
hey everyone feel free to rip any pic you want and dont forget you can find me on yahoo as spm_1972 if you wanna chat open to any topic i am just bored being here and miss talking to people alot
I Am June Baby!
JANUARY BABY Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome . Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive . Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when Restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Spend
Pain To The Pleasure
He closes his eyes and does as he is told she's in tottal control. His will is not his own he is in her mercy as she begians to tie him down. She grabs the leather straps as she begians to bind his hands above his head. his legs are spread aparrt and tied to a sepreate end of the bed. There's nothing he can do. As a flame is place to the candle wick. The wax slowly starts to melt. She hover's over him, the candle is tilted as the wax starts to drip. It sloly fall's thourgh the air and on too his chest. Soft moans escapes his lips as the wax stings his skin. She sets the candel down and leaves him alone; only to return short time later . he has no idea what is instore for him" close your eye's" she say's, he obeys her; She place's a ice cube to the wax and peels it off and runs it down his bare chest and across his nipples. She runs it all over his body till it hasfully melts; she then begins to lick what remaing water that is on him. Softly nibbling at his skin, her hands explaore hi
It's Been A Long Time Coming...
Wow. What a long and tiring weekend. Don't get me wrong, I had fun, but just exhausting. I'll kinda of start backwards with this, starting with today. I'm shooting all week this week for Fetish Fanatic 6. Today's shoot was me and Rebeca Linares, which I found out is spelled with only one "c". I got a call earlier in the morning from her agent telling me that her test was not back yet, but that AIM had given him a verbal of her STDs. They were negative, however her HIV test was still pending. Usually when this happens, it means they screwed something up and had to retest the sample. But, by the time we were in make and ready for some sex, the test results were in. She was fully clean and ready to eat me!This was my first time working with Rebeca. I was so anxious to work with her, she is beautiful, she's from spain and she has the smallest feet! I'm sure you can just imagine that I took advantage of that fact and did some very naughty things with them! Rebeca is VERY ticklish, but she h
A Day Late And A Buck Short...
So today began pretty shitty. I woke up and was supposed to shoot my flexi-girl scene with Claire Adams, just to find out that I have tonsillitius. I can only figure I got it from putting dirty toes in my mouth from yesterday, or the day before. If I've told you once, I've told you a million times... It's a dirty job, but someone's got to do it! And who better to do it than you? Me! Belladonna! I love my job, but if it ain't the most exhausting work I've ever done. Anyway, enough of the depressing talk. Let's look at the brighter side of things. Instead of cancelling Claire since she was already here and in makeup, I decided she should stay and Aiden would shoot her in a bonus scene for the website or something. But Aiden had a brilliant idea. He said, "Why don't YOU shoot the scene." I always told him that I wanted to start shooting and get practice by shooting solo girls. This was my chance. Even though I hate to be put on the spot, I was up for the challenge. Aiden said I did reall
For Terry Those Special Footprints
I'll Wait For You
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give
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More On Grandpa Dick
Just talked to Dad. Grandpa Dick will have a defibulator.. I am sure I spelled that wrong... put in tomorrow. They said he should be ready to go home sometime Saturday.
Jesus Drives A Toyota
OK, as shitty as this week has been, there always manages to be bright spots and I had one of those days. It wasn't a bright spot per se, but definitely out there. Today started out a rough day. I set my alarm to go off at 8:30 am without realizing that I had set it for "pm". I was up late watching a stupid ass movie (Ulli Lommell's Black Dahlia - Do yourself a favor and DON'T!!!), so I didn't go to bed until 4:00 am. Lucky for me, my internal alarm clock kicked in and I woke up, but at 9:30. I had the funeral to go to this morning, which was at 11 am. So, I had 1 1/2 hours to get ready for the funeral (and because I had an interview directly afterwards, I had to look exceptionally well), and get to Glenshaw. This was going to be pushing it! Know me, and know I cannot function without my coffee in the morning, so I ran to the kitchen, only tripping over one cat today (it was a good day.) and poured a cup from last night's pot, popped it in the microwave, and set it for
So to me all guys suck.. im sryy i kno alot of you all are decent im just so sick of being used, emotionally abused, controlld, feeling worthless, feeling like i have no more controll over my life, not being able to do stuff i want, being cheated on, cant chill with my guy friends cuz i'll be accused of cheating... n so on.. im just so sick of it... i mean what am i suppose to think anymore my last three relationships ended very badly ok well not past three my last one and not the one before it but the one before taht... all in 2006 deff. not the greatest year for me... started with first love which ended bad because his ex girlfriend came back into his life after his friend died he pushd me out i broke up with him cuz he was emotionally abusing me with tons of shit... then he threatend to have me stabbd... after that i went out with this kid for just a lil of 3 n a half weeks... he used me and cheated on me and told no one he was with me.. that made me feel oh so not great...
"thirty Rules For A Good Life"
"Thirty Rules For A Good Life" 1. No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission. 2. Most people will be about as happy as they decide to be. 3. Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently. 4. Whatever you are willing to put up with is exactly what you will have. 5. Success stops when you do. 6. When your ship comes in, make sure you are willing to unload it. 7. You will never "have it all together." 8. Life is a journey, not a destination. Enjoy the trip! 9. The biggest lie on the planet: "When I get what I want I will be happy." 10. The best way to escape your problem is to solve it. 11. I've learned that ultimately the "takers" lose and the "givers" win. 12. Life's precious moments don't have value, unless they are shared. 13. If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive. 14. We often fear the thing we want the most. 15. Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you have to say. Best friend
God Bless Those Who Serve Our Country
Beef And Guinness Pie
BEEF AND GUINNESS PIE 2 lb boneless beef chuck, cut into 1-inch pieces 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 large onion, coarsely chopped 2 garlic cloves, chopped 3 tablespoons water 1 1/2 tablespoons tomato paste 1 cup beef broth 1 cup Guinness or other Irish stout 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 2 teaspoons drained brined green peppercorns, coarsely chopped 2 fresh thyme sprigs Rough puff pastry dough 1 large egg, lightly beaten 1 tablespoon water Special equipment: 4 (14-oz) deep bowls or ramekins (4 to 5 inches wide; see Shopping List, page 301) or similar-capacity oven proof dishes Put oven rack in middle position and preheat oven to 350°F. Pat beef dry. Stir together flour, salt, and pepper in a shallow dish. Add beef, turning to coat, then shake off excess and transfer to a plate. Heat oil in a wide 5- to 6-quart oven proof heavy pot over moderately high heat until just smoking, then b
Irish Cream Chocolate Mousse Cake
IRISH CREAM CHOCOLATE MOUSSE CAKE This rich chocolate mousse cake was created by Geri Gilliland, the Belfast-born chef-owner of Gilliland's, a cafe with an Irish accent in Santa Monica, California. On the inside of the dessert, chocolate mousse spiked with Irish cream liqueur is layered with espresso sponge cake that has been soaked in an Irish whiskey syrup. On the outside, the chocolate bands and a mound of chocolate curls give this treat a straight-from-the-bakery look, which we show you how to achieve at home. If it sounds too perfect, there is one drawback: This grand finale is certain to overshadow any corned beef and cabbage main course. Mousse 4 large eggs 1/3 cup sugar 12 ounces semisweet chocolate, chopped 1 1/2 cups chilled whipping cream 1/4 cup Irish cream liqueur Whisk eggs and sugar in large metal bowl. Set bowl over saucepan of simmering water (do not allow bottom of bowl to touch water) and whisk constantly until candy thermometer registers 60°F, abou
More Music That Makes Me Feel Not Alone
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...Oooh... Oooh...Oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead
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Just The What's What :)
Now on Long Island for the weekend as maybe mentioned. Promises to be a good one.
Poems ( For Someone )
Each Moment Each moment that passes and day tha goes by no matter what ever happen we manage to stay strong and keep it going..though the ups and down and the the people who cant understand you and I we push each other though with the love we carrie for one an other Love of my life I sat here thinking of ways to tell you And ways to make you see That you're the love of my life And that you always will be No words can ever express The way you make me feel I wonder sometimes if it's a dream Or if your wonderful love is real I can always feel you with me Even when you're not here Knowing soon we'll be together Of that I have no fear Together we've created life So beautiful and true There is no limit To things our love can do I know things are hard But we'll make it somehow And I couldn't love you anymore Than how much I love you right now. ================================================= My love Falling i
New Exercise Program
NEW EXERCISE PROGRAM - Always consult your doctor before starting any exercise program! SCROLL DOWN... NOW SCROLL UP... That's enough for the first day. Great job. Have some chocolate or a Glass of red wine.
I Act Like Shit Dont Phase Me, Inside It Drives Me Crazy
So after i was emergency style flown back to ontario, my sister and i stayed with an aunt until my dad bailed out and flew back to get us. We then moved to this tiny little town that was known for being bad and moved into a small apartment above the beer store... this is when i started partying pretty much every night. i was only in grade 10, which means i was 15... and there were times when there were 20+ kids in my apartment on a schoolnight drinkin and tokin and blaring music. We moved again soon after into a house around the corner from the apartment, and thats when my dad up and left. I thought he was just out partying or something but after a week of him not coming home i figured something had gone amiss. I got a phone call about two weeks later, and my dad had gone back to bc, and left myself and my 10 yr old sister in ontario... So this is when I dropped out of school for a couple months and started babysitting for money. I had a friend who worked at Subway who gave me a who
I'm Such A Newb!
New to the whole CT thing, so yeah.... Anyway, just trying to navigate my way around and make my profile as un-noob as possible. More blog to come later, but for now....back to work!
Lamb Stew
Lamb Stew Serving: Serves 4 to 6 3 Pounds small Yukon gold potatoes, peeled 2 medium onions, (about 1 pound), halved lengthwise and cut into thin half-moons 2 1/2 Pounds lamb shoulder, cut into 1-inch cubes 2 1/2 Teaspoons coarse salt Freshly ground pepper 2 Teaspoons coarsely chopped fresh thyme 3 Cups homemade lamb stock, or low -sodium store-bought chicken stock 2 Tablespoons finely chopped fresh curly- or flat-leaf parsley Directions Preheat oven to 325 degrees;. Cut 1 pound of the potatoes into 1/4-inch-thick rounds; spread them out in a large (5- to 6-quart) heavy-bottom pot or Dutch oven. Layer half the onions on top of the potatoes. Place lamb cubes on top of onions. Sprinkle with 1 1/2 teaspoons salt; season with pepper. Add the thyme. Place remaining onions on top of lamb. Add the stock and 1 cup water. Place whole potatoes on top of onions. Sprinkle with remaining teaspoon salt; season with pepper. Cover with a tight-fitting lid; bring to a boil over
If I had $20 to spend on pie, I'd be a happy man.
Words For The Wise!
Little geppetto sat in the meadow carving some words for the wise Playing with wood the splinters are understood and only the pricks will survive! So if carving with class stay at half mass and let her sand it with pride. Scott baker
Irish Soda Bread
Serving: 1 loaf 4 Cups all-purpose flour 1/4 Cup sugar 1 Teaspoon salt 2 Teaspoons baking powder 2 Tablespoons caraway seeds 4 Tablespoons unsalted butter, cold 2 Cups golden or dark raisins 1 1/2 scant cups buttermilk 1 large egg 1 Teaspoon baking soda 1 large egg yolk 1 Tablespoon heavy cream Directions Heat oven to 350 degrees;. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper; set aside. In a large bowl, whisk together flour, sugar, salt, baking powder, and caraway seeds until well combined. Using a pastry cutter or two knives in scissor fashion, cut in butter until the mixture feels like coarse meal. Stir in raisins until evenly distributed. In a small bowl, whisk together buttermilk, egg, and baking soda until well combined. Pour buttermilk mixture into the flour-and-butter mixture all at once, and stir with a fork until all the liquid is absorbed and the mixture begins to hold together. It should resemble a rough biscuit dough. Using your hands, press the d
anyone else having problems w/ yahoo???
Is anyone else getting browser links in their stashes instead of vids and pics? Some of mine are still working...but a lot of them are the stupid links...I've asked tech about it...they said they were aware but I haven't seen a change yet... Anyone have a clue? Is it something they now do to save yet more server space?...whatever it is it sux big time.
Help Friend Out Come On
hello good friends i try to help as many friends of mine out when they ask me to help them in contest and what not so if u could help this guy out in his contest he is a pretty cool guy and he would help you if u asked so come on and guess what more points for u i thank you if u do
The Day The Dollar Die
I see Johnny with his head hanging down, yeah wondering how many shillings left in that pound cost of living it is rise up so high dollar..., had heart attack and die .... .... unemployment is rising and I hear my people they're crying the day that the dollar die things are gonna be better the day that the dollar die no more corruption the day the dollar die people will respect each other the day the dollar die tell me brother is there something I can do don't you let frustrations make you blue time is hard and I know that is true but if you pick yourself up, that's all you got to do things can be much better, oh yeah if we can come together long time we've been divided and it's time .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die now I see you're standing on your feet and you can also ..... ........ let you down there is always a solution to be found .... .... unemployme
What does sadness mean it is a over whelming feeling of be lonely. Sometimes, you can have every thing a person could want in life and out of life and still be sad. It is the empty dark hole that seem to go to the pit of your stomach, making you ache and hurt so bad that you feel sick. When death comes along sadness comes not far behind it leading you down the spiral tunnel of sadness and lonely feeling. Tears that fall join with the sadness already there making you feel cold and deeply lonely. There are so many things that can take that empty sadness away but it only last for a short time or maybe just a day. Before, you know it comes all back into your soul your inner most part of you making you tumble deeper and deeper into the darkness that awaits you. Every time you see a tad of light and gleamour of hope something comes your away and takes it all away again. Its strange how time works with the sadness and death. Maybe tomorrow the sorrow will not come and the dark
Hey Yo Come Though
what up ya swing by my page and rep your city on my guestbook map at the bottom please
My Thoughts Tonite
My heart has been touched today by friends in pain of one kind or another...physical pain...pain of the heart....If i were but an angel...for just one would be a day spent easing the pain of those I have come to love. Love is Friendship...Caught On Fire...dont know who said that but its very true. You can have Love without friendship....but never friendship without Love. A true friend is one who will celebrate with you when you are happy...hold u when you cry...encourage you when youre down and things seem impossible...and one who will share the weight of the world with you when you feel like youre carrying it on your shoulders. A true friend loves you unconditionally...without expecting anything in return. Cherish true friends...for they are rare. dream the dream of the angels and i will see you there....
Only A Real Gangsta Walk It Out!!! H.f Lol Haha
Zodiac Signs
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as.........>Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to ####with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY
Umm hi my name is jeff obviously and I am new to this so i do not know much about here my friend rachel told me about here and just lookin for people to fill up soem space on my page and all that other stuff. Later jeff
What do a clitoris, an anniversary, and a toilet have in common? Men always miss them. What's the difference between a bar and a clitoris? Most men have no trouble finding a bar. Why are vibrators better than men? Because they never screw other women, never come in drunk, and you don't have to do their laundry! Men are like.....Mini skirts. If you're not careful, they'll creep up your legs. Men are like....Teeth. You ignore them - you lose them. They say women are the foundation of the society... but you need a man to lay them.. And the story goes on.... but can you do without them ?
Funny As Anything!!!
Take The Test And Have Fun
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Italian Meat Sauce
12 pounds of chopped tomatoes (peeled and stems removed and cored, measures about 24 cups of tomatoes) 2 tab sugar 1 tab dried oregano, crushed 1 tab dried thyme, crushed 1 tab salt 1/2 teas.pepper 2 bay leaves 1 pound ground beef 2 cups chopped onion 1 cup chopped green pepper 2 cloves of garlic, minced Place chopped tomatoes in a colander for few minutes to drain off excess liquid. In 8 to 10 quart kettle or dutch oven, combine drained chopped tomatoes, sugar, oregano, thyme, salt, pepper and bay leaves. Boil tomato mixture gently uncovered, about 1 hour. Strain through a food mill or if you dont have a food mill you can use a blender on puree.Add puree back to pot and boil gently uncovered about another hour or till mixture is of desired consistency. While that is cooking, in a skillet place ground beef chopped onion, green pepper and garlic till meat is browned and onion and green pepper is tender. Drain off excess fat. Add meat to puree in pot and simmer.
Dealing With Pain....
There is someone very close to my heart who is hurting right now...this is for him: Chevelle - Send The Pain BelowAdd to My Profile | More Videos
What I Have Been Doing
To my dear friends, A few of you may have noticed that I have not been online at all recently. Some of you have taken this absence the wrong way and have decided to remove me from your friends lists, as is your perogative. I have not been gone by choice though, and for those of you out there who give a damn, I have been dealing with alot of family issues since December. My father is getting worse by the day, ands his good days are few and far between now. Most people don't know this about me, but, my father is my hero. Most of my life my father and I have been intellectual sparing partners, which drove my mother crazy, but for us is was fun. He has always had an active and quick mind for just about anything that you could throw at him, and if he didn't understand he was never too proud to ask questions about what he didn't understand. Mi hijta, he'd say, la única pregunta estúpida es la pregunta que no se hace. Which means the only stupid question is the one that hasn't be
Spring Tag Contest And Rules
Ok all tag makers this contest will start on Thurs. March 22 @ 5:30 est.... Spring tags... NO MORPHS.. All tags must be made by the person entering it. This will be a 3 part contest with the winner being pick by judges...All Tag must be in by Thurs March 22 & 12 noon est....All rules and more will be out in a few days... PLEASE SEND ME THE LINK TO YOU TAG SO I CAN RIP THEM 1. No Auto Bombing anyone found auto bombing entry will be deleted 2. No Down Grading 3. Everyone may comment bomb even your own when comments are a aloud. 4. There will be 3 parts to the contest 5. Judges are not aloud to rate or comment at all **************************************************** HERE IS HOW IT WILL WORK Thur March 22 @ 5:30pm est contest will open RATES ONLY until Sat March 24 @ 5:30 pm est... At that time contest will close for a few mins. and contest will be dropped down to 10 (thats is if I have 15 it may be higher if more enter) Contest will then Open again.. for COMMENT BOMBING..
On Another Note...
Still waiting on getting out of this place... I'm so tired of listening to a baby scream all the time. It will be nice to have freedom again and not feel like I'm being used. On another note I might be meeting my friend Jessika Saturday who I've known online for... 4 years, maybe 5 :D
My Daily Insight
Learn to express rather than impress. Expressing evokes a me too attitude while impressing evokes a so what attitude.
Your State Motto
Alabama - Hell Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska - 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona - But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas - Literacy Ain't Everything. California - By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado - If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut - Like Massachusetts, Only The Kennedy's Don't Own It Yet. Delaware - We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida - Ask Us About Our Grandkids. Georgia - We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii - Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum,Leave Your Money). Idaho - More Than Just Potatoes... Well, Okay, We're Not - But! The Potatoes Are Real Good. Illinois - Please, Don't Pronounce the "S". Indiana - 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free. Iowa - We Do Amazing Things With Corn. Kansas - First Of The Rectangle States. Kentucky - Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names. Louisiana - We're Not ALL Drunk Cajun Wackos, (But That's Our Tourism Campai
How Slutty Are You?
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
My First Survey
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2006? 2 2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash....out of these 12 drugs how many have you done? 4 3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF no 4. Ever paid for sex? no 5. Ever been married?no 6. Ever been divorced? no 7. If you had to pick one whats your favorite sexual position? girl elvated ike on a coutner top or some thing 8. Do you own any guns?no 9. Craziest place you ever had sex?hospital also that was my first time 10. Ever been to rehab?yes 11. Ever have a 3 some?no 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace?no 13. What size are your breasts?maybe a b but god i hope thier not 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?hell yea,he would fuck him in his cowboy ass 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with? Luara Petty 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? yes 17. How many states have y
A Letter To An Old Friend
In some ways I can't believe that it's been two years since you gave your life in Iraq Paul. After I lit a candle for you I took a trip into the past today. I will never forget the first day I met you Paul. It was a Sunday afternoon in April on 1993 and I had gotten off work early. I called Tom to see what he was doing and he told me that I needed to come over and meet one of his friends. So with nothing better to do I thought what the hell, why not. With in the first two minutes you knew me, you were hitting on me. As we sat there listening to Frampton I just kept laughing at you. OMG you were soooooo drunk Paul. That day started our long years of friendship. As I sit here I can't help but remember all of the hours we spent laughing, drinking, playing pool, watching movies, and listening to music. Even fighting and crying once in a while, but that's what friends do. I always knew that you would be there for me, and you knew I would always be there for you no matter what. As I wri
Something Important For A Change!
Read all the way through please! Hunger and undernutrition are the number one risk to health worldwide, killing more people every year than AIDS, malaria, and tuberculosis combined. How real is the problem of hunger? Consider that: - The world has produced more than enough food to feed itself since the 1960s. - Yet, around the world, over 850 million people are chronically hungry. - That means one out of every seven people on earth goes hungry. - There are 400 million hungry children in the world. - That’s more hungry children than the population of the United States. - Every four seconds, someone, somewhere, dies because of hunger. - Every day, 25,000 people die because of hunger; 18,000 of them are children. - Every year, over 9 million people die from hunger and malnutrition. More than 9 out of 10 hungry people die in situations not heard on the news. Despite the magnitude of this tragic situation, hunger is a solvable proble
Rants And Musings Of An Overcaffinated Me
I have concluded that I'm in for a crazy night tonight. It is inevitable. Why? Well, where do I start? I guess at the beginning of today: Essentially,I alternated between being productive, and then being counter-productive. I had to get up absurdly early to give my fiance a ride to work. So I'm already starting with a sleep Deficit, which I tried to fix with a quick nap. No go on that one, I'm just too stressed out to fall asleep. I then resolved to get things done, which of course, for me, means procrastinate. Thus, I was semi-productive, as I now have a very clean apartment (I mean, what the hell, I was taking a rag to the tracks for the sliding patio doors! Who the hell does that?). However, it was two hours that I didn't spend either: a., working on my paper, or b., searching and applying for jobs. So I then spent the next two hours furiously in persuit of a job--I must have posted a dozen applications. I just wish I'd get a call back for an interview. All I need is to get my
Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you!
she can no longer tell you all of her lies, the truth of her pain is decieved with one look into her eyes. under the cover of darkness,she is reduced to nothing,body shaking,with her crys. begging,pleading,demanding God to let her please die. as acidic tears scream down her face, and blade in hand,she'll make her own fate. not able to take one more day in this hellacious place. her world,has become,surrounded by the lies the pain the hate. she does not want you sympathy,for your tears she does not ache for all her whoes and sorrow,by her own hand she did create. tis now her time,to leave us behind, not debate. cry for her?please dont.but miss her in all days. and learn from her mistakes,do not follow in her ways do not forget the laughs you shared or all the good times that you had. she'll live forever in your heart, thought from this world she must now part. she pushed away the help they offered,forced them all away.
Omg!! Silent But Deadly! Lmao
WHY in the HELL do dog toots have to smell like something crawled up inside of them and died!?!? omgggggggg, one of mine keeps lettin em fly, and they're those damn silent but deadly one's , I wanna run away from them when they do it it's so bad! LMAO! ok, not that this was important , I'm just bored lmao
Woman's Work...
Housework was a "woman's job", but one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children bathed, one load of laundry in the washer and another in the dryer. Dinner was on the stove, and the table set. She was astonished! It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who work full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired to have sex. The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all about it. "We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids do their homework, folded all the laundry and put it away. I really enjoyed the evening." "But what about afterward?" asked her friends. "Oh, that ... Ralph was too tired..." God is good.
Bad Dreams
Cranberry satin sheets, crumpled on an unmade bed Telltale signs that you have been here, but not with me Memories of our love are thrown to the side Just like the pillows that are strewn all over the floor. The air is still hot from your presence with her A thick scent of your passion lingers in the drapes Empty wine glasses still sit on the bedside table The white walls seem stained from your betrayal My knees go weak, but not due to your touch as before Dizziness overtakes me, just not from your kisses Moans escape my lips, only not from my body's release Tears fill my eyes, except this time from pain, not love A long acrylic nail lays broken on the carpet Cheap gold toned earrings, left behind in error A strand of bleach blonde hair smiles from the mattress Her slut-red lipstick case gleams from under the bed A shudder from within wakes me from the horror As I roll over, I find you sleeping beside me I breathe a sigh of relief and curl up into your embrac
Can Someone Please Help
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To Everyone Special In My Life.
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21 Questions For Fun
1.Name? 2.Age? 3.Location? 4.Height and weight? 5.Marital status? 6.Think I'm Hot? 7.Kids? If so, how many? 8.Would u have sex with me? 9.No strings, attached, or relationship? 10.Favorite Positions? 11.Like to give oral? receive? 12.How long can u last? 13.Have sex outdoors? orgasm or multiples? 15.Loud moaner or quiet? 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? 17.In control or be dominated? 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? 19.straight or bi? 20.Horny all the time? 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u?
Forget Me Not
I tried to be strong when you broke my heart... I did not cry, yet now I do; for we're far apart. You told me you loved me - so sweet and sincere... You made me so happy, I had nothing to fear. As time went by, what we had flourished and spread... All was unspoken, no words needed to be said. And then came a day, when something went wrong... All I knew I could do was hold on and be strong. It was so sudden; you gave no reason of why... I felt so numb and empty inside; I just wanted to die. Sadness consumed me, yet I fought to stay whole... I took so much for granted, and this was my toll. Blinded by confusion, I felt so lost and helpless... And then there was you, someone so kind and so selfless. My one true friend - I give you thanks for all you have done. You mean the world to me; you're my moon, my stars, and my sun. I do love you always and forever.....
(a Letter From An American Airlines Pilot)
The paper stated today that some Muslim doctor is saying we are profiling him because he has been checked three times while getting on an airplane. Here's a proposed response: (A Letter From An American Airlines Pilot) This well spoken man, who is a pilot with American Airlines, says what is in his heart beautifully, absorb and pass's time to get answers from those who claim their terrorist members do not represent them...why are their leaders not LOUDLY AND FIERCELY AND CONTINUOUSLY condemning their visible murderous brethren. YOU WORRY ME! By American Airlines Pilot Captain John Maniscalco "I've been trying to say this since 9-11 but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People f
Your Name Is What?????
1.YOUR REAL NAME: 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.) 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street name) 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name) 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink). 7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name) 8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name) 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets) 10. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (name of first pet and name of first street you live on..(that you can remember)
The Stuff Demon Piggie Want To Say Something To Everyboday!!
The stuffed piggie wants everybody to have a wonderful weekend!! :D
3 Done.....
Some of you I'm sure know these as the Eye of God, but I'm calling them, Eye of the Beholder. I'm making these for my mom (in-law) in the hopes that people like them enough to possibly pay for them in order to try and raise a little bit of money for her fundraising efforts on her project. I figure that she can display the ones I make within the next week or so and if people like them then they can either buy the ones she's showing or they can put in a request for a certain size/color/etc. I've made three so far...I like these because they can vary in size, color, shape and are easy to make, which is what I need right now with so much going on. Anyway, here are the first three.
5 Things I Hate At This Moment
1. The fact I can't sleep and I have to do stuff in the morning. 2. My neighbors across the street and their 5 kids that start yelling at 7 am. That's why they make muzzles. 3. Control Freaks I tend to run into. It's fun to humor them , trust me I don't really listen to anyone. Plus on a side note with this, it's sad that your ego's are so small that you have to lie about your life to get attention. Go away and find a nice dark place to go a clue 4. People that think bands like Poison , Warrant and Mr. Big were metal. Get a fucking clue. 5. People that "Care about you" that in the end fuck you over. I run into these fuckheads a lot. Ok I'm done now just wanted to make a blog.
So Accurate That It's Creepy.
Birth Chart This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Samantha The planets in the signs The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche. Sun in Pisces She is compassionate and sentimental. She likes isolated occupations: administration, archives, history. Spirit of self-sacrifice. Weaknesses: tendency to be led astray, lack of experience or inability to apply experience practically. Lethargy, over-sensitivity and emotionalism. Moon in Sagittarius Likes to throw herself into the unknown and into adventure: she is agile, tough and enthusiastic. Attracted to long voyages, to discover the unknown. Weaknesses: takes great risks in throwing herself into the unknown and into adventure. Audacious, bold and rebellious. Unable to stay in one place, is always ready to risk everything to achieve her goal. Mercury in Pisces Fertile
Wiccan ( Lady Day )
LADY DAY The Vernal Equinox -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now comes the vernal equinox, and the season of spring reaches its apex, halfway through its journey from Candlemas to Beltane. Once again, night and day stand in perfect balance, with the powers of light on the ascendancy. The God of Light now wins a victory over his twin, the God of Darkness. In The Mabinogion myth reconstruction that I have proposed, this is the day on which the restored Llew takes his vengeance on Goronwy by piercing him with the sunlight spear. For Llew was restored/reborn at the winter solstice and is now well/old enough to vanquish his rival/twin and mate with his lover/ mother. And the Great Mother Goddess, who has returned to her Virgin aspect at Candlemas, welcomes the young Sun God’s embraces and conceives a child. The child will be born nine months from now, at the next winter solstice. And so the cycle closes at last. We think that
Wiccan ( Beltane )
A Celebration of MAY DAY "Perhaps it?s just as well that you won't be here ... to be offended by the sight of our May Day celebrations." --Lord Summerisle to Sgt. Howie from The Wicker Man There are four great festivals of the Pagan Celtic year and the modern Witches' calendar, as well. The two greatest of these are Halloween (the beginning of winter) and May Day (the beginning of summer). Being opposite each other on the wheel of the year, they separate the year into halves. Halloween (also called Samhain) is the Celtic New Year and is generally considered the more important of the two, though May Day runs a close second. Indeed, in some areas -notably Wales- it is considered "the great holiday". May Day ushers in the fifth month of the modern calendar year, the month of May. This month is named in honor of the Goddess Maia, originally a Greek mountain nymph, later identified as the most beautiful of the Seven Sisters, the Pleiades. By Zeus, she is also the m
Friday Goodmorning too you all and i hope you are having a great day today....its friday ...yeah.. ok now something else i got so many friends and if all friends put at both my pictures 50 comments i would easy win lol...its a wink too you all and off course you may put more on it ya all xoxoxox
Day 5
Well this is the start of day 5 of no fags, still feeling a bit strange, have weird severe dreams. Dreamt I was a surfer the other night, which is bizarre cos I cant even swim, but it was a bit mental as I was in a place with no waves. Dont know whether its the patches playing fuck with my mind. I was even in bed early last night which is not like me at all, so thats why I am awake at 6ish in the morning. its okay cos I have to work up my flexi time at work, I got told off because I was hours down, so doing me best to make that right. Anyway hardest time for me with this is the weekend as I never managed to get past them, so its going to be a bit of a struggle. So fingers crossed I make it, got the site to play with and some of the store stuff so that should keep me occupied enough not to want one I hope
Creamy Shrimp Risotto
Creamy Shrimp Risotto No one can resist a steaming dish of creamy, satisfying risotto, and this is one of our favorites. Shrimp shells give flavor to the broth that's used to cook the rice, offering the taste of homemade stock without the fuss. Credit: Rori Trovato Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 (14 1/2-ounce) can chicken or vegetable broth * 1 pound medium shrimp, shelled, deveined and shells reserved * 2 sprigs thyme * 1 tablespoon unsalted butter * 2 teaspoons kosher salt * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2 small shallots, finely chopped * 1 clove garlic, finely chopped * 2 cups Arborio rice * 3/4 cup dry white wine Directions: Combine the broth with 4 cups water, the shrimp shells and the thyme in a 3-quart saucepan. Bring to a boil and reduce to a simmer for 25 minutes. Strain the broth; discard the solids. Make sure the liquid measures 5 1/2 cups. Add additional water if needed. Return t
Can You? "'s amazing how you easily fall in love with someone who simply smiles, talks and stares at you. The only hard thing to do is to make that person fall for you.." "..why am i falling for someone whose impossible to be mine? am i destined to be hurt? or am i just a fool who fantasize somebody out of my reach?.."
In the next few weeks ill be moving to a new place. My lease on this apartment I have now is up at the end of the mth, an if I stay my rent will go up to 620 a mth, an that’s a lil more then I can spend on a place w/what I get paid. (That’s a differt story, my job) so ill be off line for a while, not sure how long, hopefully not too long. I hate moving. I guess its cuz I once moved my mom 4x on the same block an she had a lot of stuff, stuff that was Years old. But that was then, she has gotten rid of a lot of things over the yrs (thank god) Anyway, I have 2 options on were to live. I can again live in an apartment an line someone else pockets, or I could get a moblehome/trailer. The moblehome thing, is kind of what I want, cuz in the end ill own it, an can do what I want w/it. Which is a good thing? A good friend of mine that I have known for yrs, is willing to help me, an loan some $$ to me so I can get the moblehome. I want to take up their offer, but just worried some. W
Zucchini Tomato Bake
Zucchini Tomato Bake ( makes about 5 to 6 servings) 1 pound eggplant, coarsely chopped 2 cups zucchini slices 2 cups mushroom slices 3 sheets ( 18 x 12 inches) heavy duty foil, lightly sprayed with nonstick cooking spray 2 teas Extra virgin olive oil 1/2 cup chopped onion 1/2 cup chopped fresh fennel (optional) 2 cloves garlic , minced 1 can (14 1/2 oz) whole tomatoes, undrained 1 tabs tomato paste 2 teas dried basil leaves 1 teas sugar Preheat overn to 400 degrees. Divide eggplant, zucchini and mushrooms into 3 portions. Arrange each portion on foil sheet. Heat oil in small skillet over medium heat. Add onions, fennel, if desired, and garlic. Cook and stir 3 to 4 minutes or until onions are tender. Add tomatoes with juice, tomato paste, basil and sugar. Cook and stir about 4 minutes or until sauce thickens. Pour sauce over eggplant mixture. Double fold sides and end of foil to seal packets, leaving head space for heat circulation. Place on baking sheet. Bak
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Update On My Daughter
She's doing ok... She had the radiation treatments Tuesday and Wednesday... VERY busy days for us... twice to Nuclear Medicine on Tuesday and then twice again on Wednesday!! The doctor wont release her to go back to school until the 21st, but I can understand why... as it is, she cant be within 6 ft of any of us in the house for any longer than 20 to 30 minutes :( That's for only another day tho, thank goodness!!! Anyway, other than that, other things are looking up for our family also, so now hopefully my stress level will go down a bit!!! Love & Hugs to all!!
Hurt by Jenna many people tease, but only to themselves does it please. These words have hurt me so, why won't they just let it go? I know what I look like, you can't just state your opinions like an open mic. Do you ever wonder about my feelings? Because of your words, my heart now needs serious healing. After you have teased, have you ever looked into my eyes? Are my tears really that impossible to recognize? How hard can it be, To think about what you are doing to me? Think about this now, and always remember: IT'S WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS!!!!
Worldly Desires
God smiled upon me when He brought you into my life. A bright and beautiful future, He allowed me to see. But this was not to be, as Satan's demons attacked and brought strife. I allowed myself to stray away from God's Love and affection. I lost an angel in one day. By my choice of the worldly selection. I had a love that was so true, but I let my anger rule. By doing this I now know the meaning of blue. Now I am locked with Satan's demons in a life or death duel. Just as Christ teaches me, I will not give up on the one I love. A Christ filled marriage reunion He allows me to see. All He asks of me in return is to trust in my salvation, His Word, His Love, His cleansing blood and His powers from above. Copyrighted Ray 2006
Just whatever,don't care anymore,really I don't. Work my ass off to open up and trust people,the second I do, I my heart riped out. From a friend that i loved, told her My feelings for this guy,trusted her then anout hour or so ago he gets on and tells me that they are together.Have been for sometime now. He even has the guts to say it was my fault for getin attached. That him and her or not at fault here. Yet both of them knew my feelings. Then he also ask me not to tell her that we had this talk. Told him I wouldn't and I won't. Then he say I don't want you to be sad or hurt,then I say fine if you mean that then no teling anyone either. Just so like me, it's always my fault never anyone eles so they say, Just when I think it can't get any worse it always does. SO Ya,I don't give shit anymore,I don't believe in anything anymore, just can't, Fuck if I do and Fuck if I don't. So from now on, fuck it, no one will ever know me.Then in time I'll just fade away.
No Title (need Your Help)
I met you many years ago. Never thinking I would fall in love with you. Madly in love, I did fall, this I now know. To this love, I will remain faithfully true. An angel's face you had for me to see. So full of compassion and love. A lasting relationship that was meant to be. Two people placed together by the good Lord above. Where my heart used to be, there now is only a tear, I did wrong by committing sin. The thought of losing you is to much to bear. I live with the fact of not knowing what might have been. Copyright-Ray 2006
For Me
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Well for me it's waking up beside you To watch the sunrise on your face, To know that I can say I love you, At any given time or place.
Kill Hannah
Today was PIIIIIIIIMP. I'm tired as hell so I'll make a long story short. Basically, me, the guys, Melissa and John aaaall went to the Kill Hannah show tonight at Ziggy's in Winston-Salem. The show was soooo bad ass. Awesome, awesome, AWESOME fuckin show. Ahh!!! I loved every minute of it. But the next part was even more bad ass then the show itself. We were all chillin when Matt Divine walked up to us and was like, "Hey! We're gonna be drinking, you guys drinking with us?" and we were like...heeeeell yeah! So it was so awesome. Me and my band [[plus mel and john]] drinking beer, sparks and a bottle of wine [[kill hannah vintage exclusive]] with the guys of Kill Hannah. It was soooo awesome. Guess thats what happens when you treats them like normal human beings. Before they headed out my band took a pic of all of us with Matt and then me and Matt were talking about CD sales and him replacing me as the singer...hell...if I wanted to be replaced by somebody at LEAST it wa
Friend Told Me This
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi 16 looks makes 1 wink 16 winks makes 1 smile 14 smiles makes 1 nod 2 nods makes 1 word 28 words make 1 moonlight meeting 4 moonlight meetings makes 1 kiss 20 kisses makes 1 match what aload of bumkin lol
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Who Is Jack Shit ?
THIS SHOULD CLEAR UP ANY MISUNDERSTANDING WHO IS JACK SCHITT For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We findourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' > Well,thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Me
Recently a lot of up in arms has been over some EMT folks viewing a "pornographic" website during their down time and they were fired or suspended without pay, depending upon the extent of their viewing pleasure on the internet at their work environment. I have an antagonistic coworker that, when she isn't busy, she is nagging me about one thing or another. One day, I was scrolling down the CT home page and there was someone scantily clothed on a picture on the cherry blast section. She, with her hawk eyes, said - "let me see that again". I looked at her very puzzled. "You know, that naked person there. I think you are looking at pornography." When she talks, she is like EF Hutton in a sense -- excepting, everyone hears her but not necessarily listens because she is into everyone's business. I got a bit defensive, partly because she had been nagging me all day to know end about this or that. No one likes her because of her nagging and busibodiness. I am flippant right b
What Starts With F And Ends With K
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem? Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he >agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go

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