Fubar Blog Posts 4

Ok I Realize This Might Give Me An Unfair Advantage
but there are like 5 people in the contest and one dude has like 500 comments already and my lips are soooo much more kissable! so here's the deal.. anyone who helps me out substantially... will get a special treat from me whether it be non-teaser pics *wink wink* or perhaps something else *nudge nudge* no i'm not talking about sexual favors pervs.. YUP THAT'S RIGHT I'M PIMPIN MYSELF OUT FOR COMMENTS!! lol

Blech
Ew. I've been sick for the last two days and don't know what the cause is. My stomach just won't quit hurting and I can't eat much. At least the fever is gone. At least the majority of the symptoms are gone. But I would rather take the fever over the stomach pain any time. It makes me so tired. Boo.

Done *swiping Hands Together*
now the process is done ........so no salute dont ask for a friends request!!!!!!!!!! call me a bitch I really dont give a rats ass, cause if you are not who you are I want nothing to do with you and oh I forgot if I got your yahoo IM that will be gone also..........have a nice day...........

Submission
Submission Tie me up and tie me down Lick me from head to toe and all around I am your slave giving in to you tonight Do whatever you want to me don’t worry it’s alright Make me your salve make me your toy I am only here to be bring you pure joy Blindfold me and make me beg to be touched Have your way with me oh baby what a rush Anything you want me to do Baby I’m your slave now use me like a tool On my back or on my knees I’m only here to be yours to please I give myself to you body and soul To make you happy is my only goal Make me lick you from head to toe Tell me to go fast or really slow Push me down to the bed Blindfold me, toy with my head Drip wax on my nipples and chest Don’t worry I don’t need to rest Tease me a little and get me hard Then get on top and take complete charge Ride me slow or fuck me fast Don’t worry baby I’m here to last Tonight I’m your fantasy Think you can make me scream Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace

Handcuffs And Blindfolds
Handcuffs and Blindfolds Dark room lit by candle light Knowing this will be one crazy night You and I with no boundaries Being as kinky as two people can be Tonight our passions will be set free I start to strip away all your cloths Naked wondering what this night will hold Out come the handcuffs to cuff you to the bed And if that isn’t enough remember what I said No boundaries tonight Now a Blindfold comes to take away your sight Naked and helpless cuffed to my bed Fingers touch you softly messing with your head My tongue is licking you teasing your body As I start to get a little naughty Making you wet for me as I start to tease Going to have you begging me Saying please oh please I will bring you to the gates of heaven Having you hitting orgasm again and again Tonight’s going to be a night of pure passion Because handcuffed you’re going to be my sin Are you ready for tonight’s fun to begin Handcuffed and helpless you’re ass is mine Tonight’s goin

Dinner Part 1...
Dinner part 1.... poem Out to dinner we go Getting a table for two you know Sitting so close holding hands Hearts beating fast I can barely stand Under the table my hand goes to play Knowing you won’t push it away You know I love to tease And I know you loved to be pleased And out in public where people might see Turning you on as much as it does me My hand sliding up and down your thigh As I sit there staring into your eyes Waiting for you to reach down and stop me But you don’t you let me be Till my hand slips between your legs Your not saying a word but in your eyes I see you beg You start to twitch and bite your lip Grab for your water and take a sip Still not removing my hand I wonder to myself how much more can she stand As the waiter comes with our food Never knowing where no longer in the mood As I pull my hand away to start our meal Taking your hand putting it between my legs so you can feel The things you do to me and you smile K

Thank You
just a quick thanks to all of you that had made me feel welcome here. I have met some awesome people here. Thank you all for the comments all of them in good taste. Just because of my name it doesnt mean i am lookin for the sex thing friendship is good. Keep the compliments coming rate me add me and well talk THE CANADIAN MILF

The Chair... An Erotic Story Of Sorts
The Chair... an Erotic Story I lead you by the hand into a dark room Without saying a word I start to slowly undress you Just down to your bra and panties sit you down in a chair I walk behind you take your hand and play with your hair I lean in to whisper softly in your ear Tell you baby girl you have nothing to fear Then I take you hands and tie them behind your back Then a blindfold making things go black Standing behind you I run my hands down your body Down your back over your chest getting naughty Then I walk to in front of you to play Teasing you and having my way Just using my finger tips As I play with your nipples and your tits Then lean in and give you a kiss Next I tie your legs to the chair Running my hands over your legs to show you I’m near As I’m on my knees in front of you now I start to tease Using my fingers I start to please As you start to moan and beg I take my tongue and slowly lick your leg Heading for your honey spot Having you be

Damn, I Get Busted From Cop
NEO@ CherryTAP I'm the CHERRY COPTHESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER !!!In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and NICE, very few (NSFW) photos,No FAN me on your profile,SALUTE,and not a drama queen.(DO NOT MESSAGE me!!!!!!!) .If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you.Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the BUSTED people MEN and WOMEN. thanks Christian beautifullove@ CherryTAPCTAF #22~ArousedByRage ~CTAF #22@ CherryTAPCanadian Ice Queen ♥ ~ *K.O.T* & *C.T.A.F*@ CherryTAPprecious@ CherryTAPHDBKRGRL@ CherryTAPBigJimiZ@ CherryTAPKevDog {SQUAD LEADER of CTAF} (CTAF#20)@ CherryTAPWilliam~~Please read my blog~~

The Awakening (part Two) An Erotic Story
The Awakening--An Erotic Story (part two) With leash in hand, she pulls me towards her, telling me to turn around. I can feel her grab my wrist as she un-cuffs me. She tells me to take off my shirt. Without any hesitation. I happily oblige and start to smile in the process. But that smile doesn’t last long, as she tells me I am only to smile when she tells me I can. She then proceeds to slowly undress in front of me, telling me not to move or look away, but to keep watching. She is amazing ,a true goddess. Her beauty is stunning, leaving me almost speechless. She now starts to walk over towards me telling me to get on my knees. And again, I drop to my knees without any fight. She is right in front of me now. I can smell her scent, and it’s driving my wild. I can’t control myself... my hands start to wonder up her legs. She slaps me and tells me to keep my hands at my side, that she’ll tell me when and if I can touch her. She then continues to tease me, touching me, rubbing agai

Photo Update !
Happy Monday all I hope your week has got off to a good start. I have updated my photos , take a look in my family album and show some lurve !!! I've also added some easter facts to my stash in the 'dunno' section. Have fun and enjoy !! Lin xx

Whos This Hawt Lil Mama..lol
CLICK ON PIC BELOW..TO HELP ME OUT.. AND I WILL HELP YOU ASWELL..YOU ALL ROCK.. AND THANX TO LITA AND B FOR COMMENT BOMBING THE HELL OUT OF IT..HAHA LOVE YA GUYS!!.. COME SHOW YOUR GIRL SOME LOVE.. THANX. Come vote for Honey now!!!

Bomb Squad Very Important
bomb squad yesterday i was disappointed to the response to mandys link in fact only a couple of bombers maxed out this is ment to be a team that bomb out the links that go up there is 33 of us 33 bombers = 33000 comments so where was mandys 33000 comments we gave ours did you i thought that doing a link every 24 hours would result in a huge lead been gained by the target . i am aware of the bomber`s that have bombed the links i have requested and i am also aware of the ones that or not bombing when they come one line if your one of them i would like you to leave.the ones that do bomb would rather 10 good bombers than havin 29 bad ones i have been refusing people who have asked me to join as i no they only want to join cause there in a contest and as soon as the contest is finised they dont give a fuck , i am going to clear out the dead wood by saturday so i want to see some serious bombing from every one this will prove your loyalty and commitment to the squad and

Famous Sex Quotes
"You know, "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --- Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --- Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --- Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --- Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --- Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --- George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --- Sharon Stone "Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." --- Tiger Woods "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." --- Jack Nicholson "Cl

Man Of The House....
For all those guys who are King……..until their wife gets home. Walking into the bar, Mike said to Charlie the bartender, "Pour me a stiff one - just had another fight with the little woman." "Oh yeah?" said Charlie. "And how did this one end?" "When it was over," Mike replied, "she came to me on her hands and knees." "Really? Now that's a switch! What did she say?" She said, "Come out from under the bed, you little chicken-shit!"

So Confused
So Confused Man I’m so lost in this illus ional life So departed from my reality My existence My morality My steps toward anything good seem to all go bad I’m not at all angry about it But I am a little sad I try to make sense out of senseless things Assuring the shortness of my short comings Am I dazed or just confused I don’t know what to do Some body please be real with me and tell me life’s truth I’ve tried to turn on the light but it still remained dark I’ve tried going to the distance and opening up my heart I’ve tried to mimic those things that I’ve seen on T.V. Only to come to the conclusion that to be like them I couldn’t be me I’ve reached out into the open nothing touches my hand And I try to account for the fact that I am only a man What does all this mean when I’m so lost in my mind? I just want to sit back relax and enjoy just a little bit of my time It so hard when my focus has been pulled all around Should my vision be kept in t

Needing Someone To Talk To
Someone Talk To Me. I need a friend that I can relay those things in my mind to Someone to sit down and vent to Someone to share and show how conversation is the key Someone to help me set my mind free So cloudy and full of all the stressful things of today Thinking about what tomorrow will bring My heart sings I’m crying out for someone to bring me to a comfort Someone that will allow me to be me and express who I am Just someone to talk to me Be real with me Show me that life really doesn’t have to be the way I believe it to be Someone Talk To Me I’m directing this to all those who know that conversation Leads to happy relations Deletes mental frustrations Removes the point of breaking Thoughts of self life taking Someone Talk To Me Expressions of spoken words instead of physical motions Mystic notions of commotion I’m just hoping For Someone to Talk To Me

Funny Sayings
"IF YOU CAN'T FEED EM, DON'T BREED EM!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Constipated People Don't Give A Crap. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M OUT OF ESTROGEN AND I HAVE A GUN. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Earth Is Full - Go Home. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COFFEE, CHOCOLATE, MEN... SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER RICH. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I Have The Body Of A God - Buddha. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So Many Pedestrians - So Little Time. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cleverly Disguised As A Responsible Adult. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If We Quit Voting, Will They All Go Away? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Don’t Treat Me Any Differently Than You Would The Queen. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: I Have An Attitude And I Know

One Of Those Days!!!!
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE YOU FEEL JUST NOT QUITE GOOD ENOUGH FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE. ONES WHO MAKE YOU FEEL JUST IFERIOR TO THEM. THEN THERE ARE THESE MEN WHO JUST THINK WITH THEIR DICKS. I KNOW THEY HAVE A HOLE THERE SO THEY CAN BE MORE OPEN MINDED BUT MY GOD!!! DONT THEY UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN YOU SAY YOU DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT SEX YOU DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT???? I MEAN COME ON........ THEY HAVE TO BE READING WHAT YOUR SAYING.... DO THEY HAVE SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS??? OR ARE THEY JUST THAT IGNORANT TO KEEP TALKING BOUT IT WHEN THEY KNOW YOU DONT WANT TO. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE TOLD THEM THAT IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. THIS IS WHAT I HAVE RAN INTO TODAY AND I HAD TO RANT ABOUT IT SORRY EVERYONE!!!!! I JUST GET FRUSTRATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DONT LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR SAYING TO THEM. I HATE ALWAYS HAVING TO SAY OK OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!! IT GETS MONOTANOUS. OK END OF RANT YOU MAY NOW GO BACK TO YOU EXCITING LIVES!!! MUCH LOVE TO ALL!!

Cry
CRY There’s nothing wrong with the down pours of sorrow for it Wipes away the distress of tomorrow But allow me to swallow my pride because I was told as a child a lie, You know the one about a man is not suppose to cry Now I’ve realized if you don’t cry Internally you’ll die I’m surprised that today I’m still alive All of the hurt that has consumed me from the inside When I thought that I had someone by my side and to find out I was on a solo ride. Going through this life living a lie, Thinking while I was sinking and shrinking into a shallow grave Swallowed by the tears that flow to and fro like crashing waves Drowning in a tear filled grave Now I express my pain instead of allowing the veins of my flesh to protrude To the vision of another Calling out to someone who was suppose to be my lover Foolish thinking on my part as my heart was torn and ripped apart Contemplating suicide as I sat in the dark Listening to the slow palpitations of my heart

Stashes!!!
I must apologize to everyone! Until yesterday I had no clue what was a "stash"!! I have ignored them all along! I now realize one should rate them! And I do thank those of you who rated mine. I will be more vigilant in the future!!!!!!

Multiple Delete
AIGHT, SO YOU CAN ADD FRIENDS ONE AFTER ANOTHER NO PROBLEM, BUT WHAT ABOUT DELETING? ANYONE WHO HAS GONE ON A MASS DELETING BINGE KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. YOU HAVE TO CLICK EACH PERSON INDIVIDUALLY AND IT DRIVES ME MAD. SO HERE IS MY IDEA, SO MANY OTHER LITTLE BELLS AND WHISTLES ON THIS PAGE. I WANT TO SEE A MULTIPLE DELETE FEATURE. PRETTY MUCH THE SAME DEAL WHEN UPLOADING MULTIPLE PICS, EXCEPT THIS ONE WOULD JUST DELETE MULTIPLE CHERRYTAPPERS AT ONCE. SIMPLE RIGHT? SO HERE'S A PETITION I'M STARTING. JUST TYPE YOU USER NAME ON THE BOTTOM AND REPOST. MAYBE IT WILL GET AROUND ENOUGH TO MAKE IT AN OPTION. CAUSE I KNOW IT WOULD BE ONE THAT TONS OF PEOPLE WOULD USE. 1.COLOR BLIND CRIMES. 2.GAZ

Steve, This Difficult Boyfriend Of Mine!
Hello, everybody! I had a few issues with my boyfriend who hid his visiting of porno sites...when I was away for couple of days. When I first discovered that secret and told him about...he felt really embarassed.. so did I! He said he had some problems in bed these last days and decided to check this out?!? He still doesn't feel like telling me the truth which vexes me so much! I think it's quite obvious what was his reason to viex all these many many pictures of nude fucking people. Obvious...curiosity, obsession of sex, etc. just like the most of the men. Shame, I really beleived he was really really DiFFErent! But..not exactly! I honestly hate when people lie to me or not admit the whole truth but only say a part of it! As a Jehovah's witness in his past (for over 35years of his life!)and still keeping the same beleives concerning that religion (more or less) he says that it's hard for him to talk about this kind of things. This is very strange to my opinion..because h

My First Time,lol!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everybody,it's my first time on cherry,lol see I did find my cherry!Thanxs for the invite Harley,you sexy thing you!I hope everyone is having a blast tonight,check you later!!!!!!!1

The Shower
How to Shower Like a Woman: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. 2. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 3. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups. 4. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loopha, wide loopha, and pumice stone. 5. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. 6. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. 7. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with natural avocado oil. Leave on hair for 15 minutes. 8. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. 9. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. 10. Rinse conditioner off hair. 11. Shave armpits and legs. 12. Turn off shower. 13. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex.

Moods Of A Woman & Man
MOODS OF A WOMAN An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle her boyfriend alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad. MOODS OF A MAN HORNY SLEEPY HUNGRY THIRSTY

Over The Hills And Far Away
How I hate you CT. Subject lines piss me off. ANYWAYS. If I ever start to feel this extreme about some one, lock me up and starve me. Either that or leave me to my bliss. Because if you can make me loopy, your probably real. I can see through most the bullshit men and women feed me. Anyways, NightWish. Phenomenal song. "Over the Hills and Far Away"

Where Is My True Friends At
well once again ... needs some friends to help me out to help a friend out too...and tomorrow I will be in the contest also...would love u guys bomb me and my friend.....and would appreciate all the help if u can....thank you very much w/ all my heart... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=117825&i=110775159 and i'll post mine as soon she post it up again

Music
The music takes my hand as it slowly leads me away, It takes me to another place, another time of day. The music carries me softly along, I know with music is where I belong. It touches me in a place not yet known, It is with music that I have flown. Grab my instrument and start to play, Emotions surrounding my heart start to fray. Break away and fall apart, With them gone I can feel my heart. It's beating rapidly, I'm still alive, Why I feel this way I cannot contrive. Music takes me away from my worldly deed, I'm free to just be me. It engulfs my every thought, Of my troubles, I've seriously forgot. The music slowly comes to an end, a decrescendo with a dramatic end, To the real world I feel I have to bend. The last note slowly fills the room, It sends me back to reality, my own personal doom.

Force My Show & Tell
Tear me open, force my show and tell, Expose my inner most hell. I'm crying from the outside in, I don't know where to begin. Inspect me now, inside out, You won't understand what it's about. Please shut your lips and just listen, Ignore the way my lashes will glisten. Let me tell my story, I'll begin with the start, Trust me, my dear, these feelings come from the heart. I can finally expose my inner truth, This is my story of my stolen youth.

I Don T Wanna Do No Wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dizzom's current project is gaining momentum among the club scene. Written by TONY CHRISTIAN and POPPA DIZZOM, “DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” is a celebration of todays urban women of all shapes, sizes, and color. Produced by TONY CHRISTIAN aka AUTOPSY for RHYMES OVER MATTER and featuring Miami R&B sensation J-Shin ,“DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” is one of those songs that everybody loves, from the hardest gangsta to the most sophisticated lady. Heavy bass, strong hook and aggressive vocals combine into a southern-crunk crossover classic. For years Poppa Dizzom has collaborated with several industry heavyweights. Working with such top acts as Trick Daddy, Trina, Michael Sterling, JT Money, and King Sporty (writer of Bob Marley's reggae hit Buffalo Soldier) has developed Poppa into a strong presence in South Florida's music scene. In addition to his various collaborations, he had briefly signed with D.G./Def Jam. Dizzoms' multi cultural Jamaican and American roots along with growing up in W

Every Women Should Have
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to . . . A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW

I Need You To Love Me
I just shattered my own heart. My eyes are flowing with tears My body aches for you to love me I just cover my eyes and fall to the ground. The hurt and the painthat is going through my body. Once again my body will heal and my mind will go to ease. But my love for you will remain the same. Nothing will change my feeling for you my dear I still need you to love me. My heart will be always yours I think of what could of been My life is no more If I can't have you by myside then just let me die You are my beat of my heart The air that I breath You are my soul that one makes me complete That is way I need you to love me my dear.

Just Some Of My Writings
Desires stir the flesh and all is due To a raven haired beauty who did renew Thoughts of taste and loves sweet grind Desires to drive lust on in the mind To hold her in a sweet embrace And see if both our hearts do race As lust consumes and passion ignite Fires within burn and souls take flight Kisses that trail into places of love A look in her eyes as she sits above And my tongue does it work on her skin I suck her nipples and hear breath she draws in My hand to caress her loins wetness they seek I am driven down to make her lust speak Loud moans and shudders she does tell me true That my tongue and fingers are helping to do The work of making her orgasm sweet I enjoy seeing her Cumming complete To feel her convulse and I drink with desire Now burns so much hotter the inner fire I slip my hardness inside her deep Consumed in her I am hers to keep We grind and buck to more orgasms loud We cum hard together my lust is so proud To make her scream in passion and

Safe Sex
These days, safe sex isn't just a good idea, it's a matter of life and death. Here are some valuable tips to help you "play it safe"... Do not blow dealers for crack; blow regular citizens for cash, then buy the crack directly. Think about parents' nude bodies during foreplay; resultant loss of erection will prevent potential unsafe sex. Don't fall for lines like, "God protects his servants in the clergy from harm." Do not, no matter how much peers may pressure you, allow anyone to get to third base with you. Before unsafe sex, think to yourself what the kids will look like. Make sure all open sores on penis have thoroughly dried and scabbed over before use. When taking four cocks in the ass, make sure to have an equal amount of cock in your mouth to reduce the risk of CHI imbalance. Before fellating anonymous man in back room of bar, be sure to ask, "You don't have AIDS, do you?" Douse penis liberally with D-Con roach spray before penetrating ape. You CAN get it from kissing... tear o

Bird
*Bird* Wounded, was a hit and run. I carried her to safely, placed her in a cage. she began to rage. I like to watch her flap about. everyday she sings freedom, everyday in her cage. she stands in high places, by the way in the places of the paths. her song flows high with judgment, wisdom an desire. she crys at the gates, voice of old, voice of gold. heard but never listened. seen but never loved. alive but never free. she sings to me. i love to watch her flap her wings. Copyright ©2007 Sonya I Juarez

Live Life To The Fullest
Why not just live life the way you want to and not the way that others tell you to live it. Its not hard people just have to say you want your own and not the life that others want you to live. Trust in yourself and have in the one you want to be with cause love will come around. Sometimes its not easy but give yourself credit where credit is due. I never trusted anyone but now that Ive found what I was searching for my love came around.

Dreaming
Seems like everytime someone dreams things go wrong. But you must keep Dreaming or nothing will ever envision you in the Darkness. The three muskateers live on even if you lose one of them. As the Native Indians say " Don't weep for me! Let my spirit go to the beyond. For if you weep for me you will keep my spirit on Earth." So we won't weep for you muskateer. We will celebrate your passing into the great beyond with happiness and memories. To Carry on your kindness we will do things in your honor. Rose quarts is for your peace, hemitite for your strength to watch over us, precious gems to brighten your day and laughter to help you know we remember you. We love you and will cherish you forever.

Some Famous West Virginians
Famous West Virginians Back To Facts & Trivia A sampling of some of the many famous West Virginians: Booker T. Washington - Black educational leader and the first president of Tuskegee Institute, raised in Malden, Kanawha County. Brad Paisley - Country music star and actor, born in Glen Dale. Brigadier General Charles Yeager, U.S.A.F Retired - first person to fly faster than the speed of sound, was born in Myra, Lincoln County. Carter G. Woodson - educator, author and the father of Black History Month, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Cyrus R. Vance - Secretary of State from 1977 to 1980 during the administration of President Jimmy Carter, was born in Clarksburg. Hal Greer - member of the basketball hall of fame, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Homer H. Hickam, Jr. - Author of Rocket Boys: A Memoir, the story of his life in the little town of Coalwood, WV that Inspired the #1 Bestseller and Award-Winning Movie October Sky. Jerry West - for

Origins Of West Virginia Place Names
Origins of West Virginia Place Names The following are origins of names of counties and cities and towns in West Virginia. A principal source for this information was the West Virginia Blue Book. Entries with [Shirey] are from The Big Sewell Mountain Country by Mervin R. Shirey, which provides origins of names of some Fayette County towns. Another source is The Heritage of McDowell County, West Virginia 1858-1995, published by the McDowell County Historical Society. Contributors to this page include: James Owston, Okey King, Carlene Adkins, James L. Files, Martha Mills, Rick Smith, James M. Cox, Will Nicoll, J. B. Breeding, Beverly Cyphers, Dennis Upshur, Jim Simon, David E. Lake, Cathy Stuart Jackson, Charles Lewis, Billy Rose, Pat Greene, Ashley Bradford, David Estep, Jim Gray, Sherlene Hall Bartholomew, Janet Sponaugle, Jennifer Davis, Warren Napier, Kathy Deskins, Robert Thompson, Jonathen Morgan, and Bob Gossett. Additions for this list are welcome via e-mail. Last revision:

Lonliness
There are days that I want to just crawl into a corner and cry because I failed at the only thing I wanted out of life. I have my daughter but I don't have a "Family". Of course I trusted someone that I knew lied to me over and over. Its been a year that he's left us. He's still there for our daughter when his girlfriend isn't being so fucking selfish. But how can he sit here and tell me He Still loves me and he does miss me but want to be with someone else? Why do I let him get to me? Oh well that bitch stole my man from me. But He'll always come back. Of course I won't take him back as a significant other. A friend yes. My Love NO. Unless he can prove to me that I'm all he ever wants. If people wouldn't feed him bullshit b/c i'm not the perfect shape. I think we could of worked things out. Oh Well.... Now to try to tell a 2 year old why Daddy doesn't come home anymore. Its been a year that we broke up but she still wants daddy to come home. And all I can do is cry. of course i wai

When Things Go Wrong
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, And the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When funds are low and debts are high, And you have to smile, but you want to cry, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if your must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

*3/3/07* 69 Eyes/cradle Of Filth Show Review
So Saturday night March 3rd I went with 2 friends to see Cradle of Filth and The 69 Eyes down in Baltimore @ Ram's Head Live. Some group called 3 Inches of Blood was the opening band and they were ok but not exactly my cup of tea. The 69 Eyes did a great 8 or 9 song set and then Cradle came out and did a long ass set and 2 encores. It was loud, heavy, with a lot of drunken headbanging! Just how I like it ^_^. The pit was insane and I saw a lot of people coming out bloody and stuff. I saw my friend Becky aka. LilMissSpookiness from KY with her hubby at the show and we hung out for a few. Afterwards I bought 2 shirts and 2 posters and hung out at the bar with Bazie (guitarist from The 69 Eyes) and got a pic with him and got him to sign one of my posters. I also showed my 69 eyes tattoo off a lot and wore my spooky contacts so that was cool too. I'll have pics coming later this week as they're being processed and transfered to CD-rom. There's 2 more shows coming up of different bands tha

Memories......
My Worst Fear Current mood: contemplative Can memories be tainted? a very special person said this to me lastnight while we were discussing his upcoming visit: memories can never be ruined or diminished........ they exist in the moment they happen, you can never repeat them because that exact moment can never happen again. If you have a memory of something, either good or bad, can things that happen henceforth change them? Suppose this....You have a memory of something good that someone did or said. Years later you learn that they had an ulterior motive, and that thing that they did or said wasn't what you thought it was. Can this affect your memory of this event and/or person??? I have good memories and bad memories of this person I was speaking to about this idea. He brought up the subject of doing something new, something he and I had never done together. The idea worries me...not bc I dont desire to do this with him but I'm afraid it will tarnish th

Teenage Girls?????
Okay, so my oldest kid turned 14 in January. She suddenly got an attitude from HELL and thinks she knows EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! I am ready to shove the Midol down her throat by the bottle full and beat her every time she opens her mouth. Her "boyfriend"has been trying to score drugs for his "friend", and has thus been banned from ever contacting her again. How the hell am I gonna survive another 4 years of this? She still does well (Honor Roll)in school but I am really starting to question whether my influence will be enough to override the negatives! Goddess Help me!!!

Rubyhorse - Fell On Bad Days (great F*cking Song)
Fell on bad Fell on bad days Oh your wicked Oh your wicked way Left me cold Left me cold Oh your dark Oh your dark hair Weaved for me Weaved a cold snare Left me hung Left me hung I know its there but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devils deviled way On the west On the west wind I hear a voice Still it's tempting Like a siren Like a siren I know its there, but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devil's deviled way It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad...

The Big Decision
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." Here it comes....... .see below.... She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer.

And Now, For A Bit Of News.
I'm getting fairly hooked on this CT thing, and, yeah. That's the first part of the news. Second part is, I've found something that I want to try alongside my health improvements and such: JUDO! Or actually, combat sports or martial arts in general. Two different monsters, but monsters i'm interested in taking on... ....and...that's all. Hahaha...

Ym Tact????
Can you believe the nerve of this guy????? " Hey there. I'm looking to make friends around Austin, so I thought I'd say hi. I'm also looking for someone that might be interested in some friendly sex, although that is secondary to friendship. Let me know if you're interested either way!"

New Pics!!!
Please check out all my pics (old and new) Make sure to comment and rate them! I will do the same for yours!! Recently Single! Ready to Mingle!! Love new friends!!! Fan me, rate me, add me as a friend!! I'd love to talk to you!!! ~Tiffany~

Freedom Is Not Free
I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! Had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves

Alone
i live in a self imposed exile. i moved far from the people i know and love. the friendships that grew from years of trust and kindness. why would i do this? my daughter. i was given the chance to be part of her life after 12 years. the offer of a job here was the final piece that made the choice even easier. so i packed everything that was easily moved and left behind my life. now i have a good job and your typical teenager( lots of time for friends but not much for family). but mostly its just me and my cats ( and of coarse my friends online). but i do miss the affection that you can only get from frinds, i miss random hugs for no reason and spur of the moment plans. someone to play video games with. someone to just do random things with for no apparent reason. it takes every ounce of will power not to pack up and move back home. i guess sometimes being as stubborn as i am pays off. lost & lonely and terribly homesick Chronicly Numb

My Apartment!
Hey everybody guess what?!! I most likely got my apartment. I the lady called me this morning and said that she needs mine and my room mate's paycheck stubs. She said that her boss normally doesn't ask for paycheck stubs unless she is going to approve us!!! She said if her boss gives her the ok we can move in as soon as this weekend!! I can't wait.... Me and Jesse are so excited we just can't wait to get moved in together.

I Am Me
I am just me....I don't try to be anything that I am not. What you see is what you get. I don't play mind games and don't like them played on me. I like alot of things and am willing to try almost anything once...maybe more if I like it the first time.

Some Thing To Think About...
I have recently written about chicks and our moves when put in a competion situation with another chick(mainly me).But I am not into that tonight or just this moment hell I may never talk about that again.My current attitude is all about things that piss me off such as...rejection and ignore.Yeah I know noone likes either one of those or the feeling that comes along with them.You know if we could just keep it real with our intentions when talking with the opposite sex life would be a lot less stressful.Or less complicating too say the least.You know I really try to put it out there how I am and what you can expect when being my friend.I am not into games they suck are worthless and I can find other things to do with my time then to mind fuck some dude on the internet or vise versa.I am just letting off a bit of steam and if this offends you maybe you should take a look at the reasons you are even on here.Peace out...Ginger

Thus Is Manic........it's One My Days
tell them its fine, theres nothing to worry bout. keep it inside and pray it won't come out This dark side you hide from those you wish to protect. Keep them from it for the fear they'll object Don't speak of the anxiety, the panic, the worry that consumes your day, idle thoughts become nightmares while still awake. Don't tell of the dreams you have, the way your mind wonder to terrible things that could happen in every aspect. Keep quiet the despair that engulfs you're asleep or awake. Don't whisper a sound of it, think of the waves you'll make. Shut yourself down and become numb, for lying to them all is really showing them you love. Showing them what its like to never feel happy could only kill the slightest glimpse of hope they have that you aren't really ill. Or are you, maybe its all locked up in your head these thoughts irrational, desiring death, to be gone, away, escaping it all, the easy way out, or perhaps not the route at all. The root of it all stems from around

What I've Been Doing
Well I have been really busy lately. I started my externship at school so I work the Help Desk, go to class, work the Help Desk some more, and then go to work. Fun fun. In between I have gone on a few dates. I have another one this Wednesday, we'll see how it goes. BUT the most exciting news is that my birthday is next Wednesday. I will FINALLY be 21. That's pretty much all I got. I have 21 unread messages too, if you are one of them, I will read them at some point, sorry!

Attn: Ctmafia
my contest has started heres all the info === '♥ TINK ♥' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-05 14:49:07'.. > > > Welcome to the Morphs Morphs and More Morphs Contest > > > Contest Starts Monday March 3, 2007 at 9 pm est time > Ends Wednesday March 14,2007 at 9 pm est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u wan

Foresaken
tragic vision, no matter what you call it.steals away my sight, numb to the hate you breed, immune from your poison, delighted by your disease, fall away into that vortex of misery you live in you souless demon seed. your exusses wiegh me down does that apeeze your ego?just go away and let me be happy.

Intresting
Soo today was be if em days woirk want the greatest i burned my self pretty bad but i guess it will be ok damn not paying enuff attenion everyone was soo sweet at work over the break up infact they all wanted to do something a a big group so that should be fun and ya it cheered me up alot 2 night was spent busy and i even got good rest last night it was jsut a long long long day but my letters form school came the offical ur in mind u i had the email weeks agho it was still cool about to get out of here get my party on with my girlies there the greatest u know like guys they lie they can be one way then there tru colours show and its like u gotta be hurt at the same time loook at it like thank god u didnt go the extra lil bit i mean even if ur fiancee just got loco and leave ya for no reaon know to u its better now then later right .... sooo right and i can maybe go to vegas for my bday now :D

But A Fading Memeory
As i took one of my cig. breaks tonight at work i took a moment to wonder around the outside of the building, and stoped at the hill where my friends and I were Kings and Queens. It had accured to me now much time had passed, and how much i miss those simpler times. The time when I would hear the laughter of my freinds as we went down the hill on our throwns made of plastic playing a game of hide and seek with a half full bottle of mountain dew that had gotten flung down the hill. We had made the hill of ice and snow our palace. That was a time that I was dubed affectionaly Fefe the rogue snow bunny bye all who lived in the palace of ice and snow. People called our safe haven sucide hill but to us it was out releace. standing ther i could hear the voices of the memory calling "come on Fefe" from my feinds at the bottem of the hill and i would sit on my thrown of plastic and feel the bight of the wind on my face as I raced down the hill feeling more and more alive with every breath

Cherrytap Magazine!!! March 07!!!!
OMG THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME OUT WITH THE ID CONTEST!!!!! HERE IS THE MAGAZINE I AM ON.. I'M 3RD PLACE... !!! I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT U GUYS!!!! PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!

Lyrics I Wrote For A Friends Band
Lost Alone Rolling down this highway lost in my own thought had to do it my way never worried about the cost Seven straight months on the road and I'm finally coming home to feel your arms around I won't feel so all alone Baby I'm doing the best I can but baby I am just another man when on the road the and days go by you find a way to pass the time one more bottle whiskey goes down Lord help me I feel like I'm gonna drown In these tears Lost alone in misery of missing you Did a show last night in Austin meet a pretty blonde backstage took on the tour bus and never got her name yeah I know what the ring is supposed to stand for but pray you will forgive like the million times before Baby I'm doing the best I can but baby I am just another man when on the road the and days go by you find a way to pass the time one more bottle whiskey goes down Lord help me I feel like I'm gonna drown In these tears Lost alone in misery of missing you

What Would You Do?
i cann't seem to think striaght, no one should bother me. ever wonder where has my feeling gone? trivial thoughts consume the littl thats left of my desire for air. drowning in her delight of the misery she has cast onto my light. turn and run or stay and fight? what would you do?

New Poem #76
DEEP WITHIN I've done my time in hell Seeking now only a paradise Knowing I can have it with you Always adoring you, always loving you All I can say is don't let go of me There's something so good about you That makes me feel so alive I know its only you who Keeps and holds my soul I searched everywhere, anywhere There's nowhere I can hide How I feel about you Its only you that keeps me living When I watch you leave, I die inside Needing you here with me, next to me Knowing I'll be stronger for it all Seeing you go kills me a little more So scared something will go wrong But I'll be strong deep within I'm always here for you Awaiting your love once again

Pain Away
the great and secret show of the hopefull, enlightend by the simple act of kindness.from afriend or stranger. no need to push the hate down just let it fly on its way from the happiness inside. thanks stephanie.

This Past Week
Okay well so everyone on here knows I don't have the puppy thats in the pics anymore. My now EX took her back after a bad break up this past week. Things went down hill between him and I so fast that I don't really understand what happened. All I know is that I can do better and will find that someone that makes me happy and doesn't rip my heart out and stomp on it over and over again. Its so confusing and I can't figure out why it ended... one minute things were fine and the next it was over. We were together for 2 months but it seemed like we'd been together forever. He made me feel so special and he treated me so well then all of a sudden he calls me and yells at me and tells me its over and this is while he's with is ex. She was standing next to him when he called me. HE said she made him do it but at this point I don't know if its true or what and I don't really care. Well enough bitchin for now... if anyone has questions or anything you can write me on here.

People...
ok.im really stressed first thing is: WHAT GIVES PEOPLE THE RIGHT TO BE ASSHOLES?...honestly all i did was ask for advice and people are rude to me. omfg get over your self.like first time it was too long what i wrote and then i summed it up it wasnt good enough i guess. Second.: is i feel really bad for my bf because these stupid money-grubbing-egotestical-contraditing-cunt-licking-liars are basically ruining his life all because of this thing that happened... cuz he "supposedly" stole a fishing pole. okay for one a fishing pole isnt that big of a damn deal.. unless its like one of those fancy ones but you can BUY another one. so these stupid people are putting him in the newspaper blaming him and saying they "supposedly" have witnesses what are there witnesses dogs.but ya.so my bf has to go to court. which is stupid and then somebody told me that "supposedly" they stole the boat too.i mean make up your fucking mind. and then they also wrote "we are so glad we have nieghborhoo

Hope
So four beers into the night (at 2:23am)and that good for me, i am normally on 10 or 11. I'm debating whether I should rush chill another. No more cold ones left, the freezer is looking very much like my savior. I spent the better part of today at blogexplosion. Voted for a lot of blogs and won a lot of credits. Put one of my other blogs up to the challenge twice. It's not arrogance when I say I know i write well, It's been affirmed over and over from various sources. Sometimes it truly is crap, but no one is perfect. All in all, I don't seek to write what people will enjoy, so much as just what feels right. And I always presumed the words I choose. The topics I frequent were more offputting than they were brilliant. That's probably true. Those blogexplosion voters just do it on a whim. I know I've only retained memory of one blog out of the counltess I've visited in the voting process. But I'm an alcoholic. What's your excuse. Sad thing is, there are not enough beers in t

Sorry To Friends
See its Like this. My girl (Kaydee) and death (Eric) used to date and they had broke up and I asked her out cause I like her alot see I waited and saw the opintunity to have her. As for the other he liked her alot but I got her first and even asked her to marry him on our ct marriage night. So ever since the have been making fake accounts and tring to attack me. so I came up with my hater list so true friends can know who they are. I have them blocked but they make fake accounts to get me again someone can only take sooo much. So I'm truly sorry for the drama. I like my friends here alot I'll make it up to yas!Please Forgive me. Thats why its been taking along time with doing the picture request to the ones I promised them too. They will come I promise.

Pay The Rent? Lol
I have 2 roomates and we share a 3 bedroom house. One of my roomates (Yi) has been in the house as long as I, for 3 and a half years. The other has only been in for about a year (Brandon). So, you would think by now that at least Yi would know that the rent was due on the 5th of every month. Nope, every month I have to track him down and remind him like 30 times and still I get it late. I have to have roomates becouse I do not make enough to live on my own. One of many things in my life I seem to have no choice in. I am stuck in the job I have, because I can not seem to find a better one. Sad. People who have never been poor will never understand. You can try to explain to them, but they just reply with, "get a better job". As if that is all it takes. A if I can just walk in the door and say give me a job. They do not know how it is when you have to decide between eatting the next few days or putting gas in your car. I live a life of reactive instead of proactive. I try to b

Rediscover
Some of the greatest treasures in your life may be things you set aside long ago. Often it pays to go back and take a look. A book you read years ago may now hold much more meaning. A friend from whom you once grew apart may now have much more in common with you. There is a reason why people, places, things and events come into your life. Be careful that you're not too quick to discard them. The things that interested you in your youth still have a message for you today. They can tell you about who you truly are. Just because something is old and familiar, does not mean it is irrelevant. Values, passions and purposes grow more robust with time and experience. You've arrived at this moment carrying a lifetime of valuable treasures. Now is your opportunity to see those treasures in a whole new light. -- Ralph Marston

Frustration
Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME A 'DREAMER' ... SURE WORKS WELL FOR WRITING POETRY AND INVENTING ... BUT IT WAS AND IS A LONELY JOURNEY ... HERE'S WHAT MY DREAMS LOOKED LIKE AT 20 YEARS OF AGE ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ FRUSTRATION Strange I feel – poetic too, All my thoughts belong to you. Odd tonight, this lonely feeling, Silently upon me stealing. Weird, unreal, my mi

Life Is To Short!!!!!!!
Life Is Short One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it, its best we love it. And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage. And friendships. And children with bad report! Cards; and dogs with bad hips; and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, and

Being With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Another Day Without Him
welland its been a hard one, its been a month sence my man passed on but i know it's gonna get better as time goes on. It's just so hard to come home and he's not here. I have my kids and mom with me but it's not the same as haveing the one ure in love with here. I'm glad for the time we had but only wish it was longer. Dont for get to tell the one ure with how much you love them every day because you might not have them the next day...There will be more yall have a good day.

Finally
Well it's been awhile sence I've moved to TN. I'm finally able to go back to NC and see my family and friends. The good thing though is that my family got to come out here and spend a weekend with me. We had some issues so the trip was delayed back home for a few weeks but now I get to go. I'll be flying home the 21st and staying til the 23rd YAY!!! I hope you guys are ready for me lol...think it's warm enough for the beach? We're still trying to sell the house that may take a while though. I'm hoping with the people getting taxes back and stuff it'll sell soon. All I really want is to be out in town area. I can't help it I'm total city girl here, unless you count my music taste that is lol. Really though the sooner we get it sold the sooner we can move ahead with some small plans of ours. Like a much needed trip to the dentist for some serious work. Then another sergury that will help with the whole baby thingy lol. Well I'm off to bore others and irritate those who deserve it

Tuesday 3/6/07
Not much to write about today, kinda down because I found out yesterday that a friend that's like an older online sister to me has colon cancer and only has about a month to live so I've been kinda of upset over that and not really in the mood to write much today, but I am trying to work on my Cherry Tap page and do some other things to distract myself and hopefully get myself out of this mood I'm in. Have a good day all.

Quick Bonita Facts
Quick Bonita Facts: Eyes: Raven Black Hair: Jet Black Height: 5'10" Birthday: February 25 Nationality: Latina(Puerto Rican),Caucasian,Irish,Scotish,French,Cherokkee Indian,Chaktaw Indian,German Pets: 2 dogs & 2 cats Sexual Preference:Bisexual (and I prefer blondes...when it comes to women) Personal Goals:Stressing less Religion:Wiccan Education:College Grad Food Preference:Lacto-Ovo Vegetarian Career Goals:Starting my own local clothing line,summer of 2008

Cumbersome
Thats how i feel 2.cumbersome - not elegant or graceful in expression; "an awkward prose style"; "a clumsy apology"; "his cumbersome writing style"; "if the rumor is true, can anything be more inept than to repeat it now She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance But my old stone face can't seem to break her down She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl (Chorus) Too heavy, too light, too black or too white Too wrong or too right, today or tonight Cumbersome Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less And I'm wanting her more The bitter taste is cu

Sooo Not Happy
i cant sleep .... this is sooo not fair.... u know u were right memeber when we spoke and u said u wanted me to hate u and i said i never would ... and couldnt well u were right i hate u right now .... its like u put the stupid idea of forever in my head... u make me belive it u really do ... and then u act like a child cant even say it to my face when u end it and as much as i love u and i feel for u in ur hard times cuz i know now is hard for u i know it and i want things to get better at home and i know ur hurting over ur losses ... and i want u to get that job and be happy right now i just hate u and i wish i had never even known u cuz u were right and i was wrong i was soo much better off with out u cuz had u never made me happy i might never have felt this horible ... and i hate u for doing this i hate u for stopping being my friend and becomeing my lover ... cuz clearly we were much better friends i just i hate u soo much right now and u know what else i s

A Love To Call My Own
A LOVE TO CALL MY OWNIN THE BEGINNING I KNEW YOU WERE JUST A FLIRT;BUT YET I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU KNOW THAT I'D BE HURT.I THOUGHT THAT I COULD TIE YOU DOWN AND MAKE YOU LOVE JUST ONE;BUT HOW COULD I DO SOMETHING,THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS DONE?I KNOW NOW THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME, BUT NO I'M NOT GOING TO CRY;FOR I MUST FIND THE STRENGHTH SOME HOW TO KISS YOUR LIPS GOODBYE;SO WHEN YOU TURN AND LOOK FOR ME, YOU'LL FIND THAT I'M NOT THERE;FOR I WANT A LOVE TO CALL MY OWN, NOT ONE I HAVE TO SHARE.WRITTEN BY ERICA CHAMLEE

Discrimination
CAN I JUST CRY, SO THAT I CAN RELEASE THIS PAIN, THAT I HAVE HELD IN FOR SO LONG? MY HEART HAS BEEN STARVING FOR LOVE, EMPTYINESS, I FEEL, AND NO WHERE DO I BELONG. CAN I JUST SCREAM OUT OF DESPERATION, CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE I HAVE NEVER BEEN UNDERSTOOD? OR MUST I CONTINUE TO HOLD THIS BITTERNESS IN ME AS OTHERS PROBABLY THINK I SHOULD? I JUST WANT TO EXPLODE WITH RAGE AND ANGER BUT INSTEAD I WILT UP IN DESPAIR. WHY DOES THIS LIFE, HERE ON EARTH, FEEL SO ISOLATED, AND ALWAYS, SO DAMN UNFAIR? CAN ANY ONE PLEASE TELL ME? OR DO YOU EVEN HAVE A CLUE? FOR WHY MUST OTHERS HATE YOU FOR ONLY BEING YOU? WRITTEN IN THE HOPELESSNESS OF DESCRIMINATION! ERICA 12/04/06

Well Dont Know What To Say
well my best friend is here and he is keeping me company dont know where my relationship is going but having him here helps but regardless of what happens between justine and myself i dont want to lose a friendship out of it because it started as a frienship i would likefor it to at least end as such

Removal Of
You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation. Please send this to all on your mail list !!!

How Can "in God We Trust" Be Removed???
You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation. Please send this to all on your mail list !!!

A Little Sad....
A friend that I met on here has been going through a hard time...dealing with a divorce and whatnot. So, I understand that she hasn't been on much...but we talked a lot, and then all of a sudden it's like nothing! Doesn't IM me when she gets online anymore, no messages, nothing! She got online and ripped off all of her photos but one. I hadn't heard anything from her in a while, so I left her some CT comments...I even called her voice comment yesterday to say hello. I wrote on her wall to let her know that I love her and was thinking about her, and even went on her myspace page to say hello. Well, I went on myspace today only to find out that she was no longer on my top friends list. Which means she either deleted me, or got rid of her myspace all together. Unfortunately I don't remember what her myspace link was so I can't just go to it and find her. Needless to say, finding that she was no longer on my top friends list on myspace made me sad....and hurt. Since it seems ob

Good Bye
Well it was nice being on here for what time i was i met some interesting people and i what to say ty for those that came my friend and made me feel welcome as i did im quiting the site for good now so i wish each and everyone of you the best

Dark Poems
there is a very dark ness that came over my dark heart i feel the tears i feel the pain in my heart my soul whips of blood tears for i want a man that i love he is my heart and soulmate for life i lay across my bed crying blood tears for another is trying totake my love away from me i cry my soul for there will never bed another loveer like you ladydespair09 one of my peoms

Put Up Or Shut Up.
Asking me for Help for this and that contest here and rate me fan me shit telling me I have to bow down to your ass guess what "hommie"... the way I live life is this... to get respect, you have to earn it, not just show up at my page and think that I owe you something because you have a warped sense of reality grow the fuck up and understand this about me I show kindness when it is shown to me, I offer friendship when it merits it,I rate, fan and offer friendship when I feel you deserve it, not cause you expect it and I sure as hell will not go around Cherry tap giving you my respect if you have never shown me any..this is fact live with it or fuck off and move to the next person who is as weak, and as shallow minded as yourself....got it?? GOOD...

U R Not Alone.....
how does it feel tell me please just this once do you enjoy the power your feeling of control does it make you happy to see me cringe in fear or is it my tears that give you pleasure did you feel really good when you smacked me so hard knocking me into a wall and I fell to the floor no, perhaps you didn't since you kicked me too or was that for good measure to assure yourself that I'd learned my lesson was that a smile that I saw while I gasped for air since you kicked me so hard you knocked the breath right out of me tell me please I truly want to know for if it is these things you seek I can surely deliver I will cower from you for all of my days and cry tears enough to fill you a river but I know not what it is you want for you hit me and kick me then tell me not to cry place me in a chair and watch me with eagles eyes waiting to see a glimmer of a tear so that you might strike me again giving me "something to cry about" as you like to

Sexxxx
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem''

Lol Strange Dream
i had a couple of dreams firt i had a dream that my friend dave and heather and i were all sleep on a couch i woke up and heather woke up and then he woke up and then i was driving to go to some show and then i was at an airport and they were checking my bags and then i ran and i was at fucking disneyland

Heres To Goodbye, Tomorrows Gone And Come Too Soon
So my life is kinda sucking. I am not happy at all. I just feel sad. Besides the fact the one person i love threw me away hes just being cold. And that hurts more. I had 2 moles removed yesterday. I find out in 10 days if they are cancerous. This is my arm Anyhow... So denied, so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love Im gonna be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Heres a toast to all those who hear me all to well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical Heres a toast to all those who hear me all too well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon All my time is froze in motion Cant I stay an hour or two or more Dont let me

Whips Chains Society
AS OF TODAY I AM NOT SURE HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BECOME THE REPORTER FOR WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY. I HAVE A GREAT PROGRAM I USE FOR MY JOB AS A LIEUTENANT FIREFIGHTER THAT PRODUCES NEWSLETTERS , BANNERS, FLYERS ECT.. WELL ENOUGH OF THAT. ALL UPCOMING AND NEWS ABOUT WNC WILL BE FEATURED IN THE WEEKLY NEWSLETTER IT WILL BE DISTRIBUTED IN A BLOG AND BULLETIN FORM. BUT I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP BECAUSE THIER ARE SO MANY FAMILY MEMBERS IN OUR SOCIETY I CAN'T POSSIBLY GET IT ALL DONE BY GOING TO EACH OF YOU ONE BY ONE SO PLEASE GET BACK TO ME WITH INFORMATION ABOUT YOURSELF, HERE'S A FEW EXAMPLES OF WHAT THE NEWSLETTER WILL FEATURE (THE BIGGEST ONE IS I NEED EVERYONES BIRTHDAY).WE WILL POST YOUR BIRTHDAY AND PICTURE IN THE NEWSLETTER, AND OR ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.WE WILL ALSO PICK 2 MEMBERS PER WEEK TO BE OUR FEATURED MEMBERS IN OUR LETTER SORT OF LIKE MEMBER OF THE WEEK. iF ITS EASIER TO E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR LISTING AND BIRTHDAYS MY E-MAIL

This Is The Wedding Vows My Fiance Wrote Me Isn't It Just Sweet?
I promise to love you, to be your best friend, To respect and support you, forever till the end. I promise to be you're everything and more, I just can't wait to see what fate has in store. I take your hand and promise this now, As we stand on the alter, taking our vows. I'll try my best to be an amazing husband, I will honor and respect you for the rest of my life. We entered this life as two seperate souls, We took different paths, had different goals. All of life's decisions lead to you, lead us here, Your hand placed in mine makes everything clear. So many great memories flood my racing mind, But it all points to one thing, the girl I did find. You are such a blessing, a dream come true, I no longer stand alone; I have you to see me through. I am asked the question "do I take you Kat", I am asked if I will be there forever through it all. Asked if I will love you till death do us part, Through sickness and health, when ever apart. The answer is cle

Personal Ads (another Rant)
I read the personal ads once in a while. It's pretty much more for amusement than out of any quest for "the right man", for a couple of reasons. The first is pretty simple; I'm not really looking for "the right man". Reason number two is that somehow I never seem to qualify as worthy of attention in these ads. Seems I just don't measure up. Or don't want to. Does anyone? Let's take a close look at the typical gay personal ad. "GWM, straight acting/straight appearing, seeks same.." First of all, I guess I am a "GWM", though it's definitely not the primary way I'd identify myself. I'm not sure what "straight acting" means to this guy, but to me it means he's an asshole. How exactly does he "act straight"? By lying to his friends and dating women he feels nothing for? By being "butch"? By pretending he likes football when he really wants to go to the opera? "...35 (look 26), attractive..." I don't think I've ever seen a personal ad from an unattractive person. Or f

Chili Cook Off
For you foreigners, Chili Cookoffs are a tradition in Texas and you haven't lived until you have enjoyed one. If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. (I've read this probably 5 times and it never fails to reduce me to tears of laughter ). Hope it does the same for you!!! If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table ask

Victoria Is In The Best Friend Contest
Greetings All, For everyone who knows Victoria, you know that she goes out of her way to help everyone on her Lists. She has never entered a contect before, and I entered her into this one. Pay-Back Time People. Please repost this so that all her friends know about this contest and PLEASE click on her Pic and VOTE for her in the BEST FRIEND ON CT Contest!!!! Thanks and Blessings, Eugene Greetings All, For everyone who knows Victoria, you know that she goes out of her way to help everyone on her Lists. She has never entered a contect before, and I entered her into this one. Pay-Back Time People. Please repost this so that all her friends know about this contest and PLEASE click on her Pic and VOTE for her in the BEST FRIEND ON CT Contest!!!! Thanks and Blessings, Eugene

Wow Armoury
Woohooo! Blizzard has just added an armoury search feature to allow you to check up on stats of other players, guilds, etc... Its so neat! You can even check out my talents tree specs, and all my gear, even though it is a couple lvl's behind http://armory.worldofwarcraft.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Sargeras&n=Teraheartvii

Fighting Weight Loss(say What?)
CRAP CRAP CRAP...I just stepped on the scales and I'm hovering between 95 and 100 lbs. That isn't good, considering I'm not trying to lose any more weight( I wasn't trying to begin with..sheese). 3 days ago, I weighed 110 lbs...maybe it's the lasix...dunno..anyone have any ideas? I'm going to call my doc and find out what's going on...and what to do...My mom is right...if I ever get sick again..I won't have anything to get sick with. I'm at the last notch of my belts...and my pants still fall off...lmaooooo....ah well...

Is It Really This Difficult?
I'm gettin sick of this shit. Post in long term woman for woman relationships and get 5 guys respondin who all are "sorry" after you point out that they're not female LESBIAN DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE GURLS TO TURN YOU ON! GET THAT THRU YOUR THICK IGNORANT PENIS-ADDLED BRAINS! If not the guys you get the "bisexual" gurls. The gurls who have never been wit a gurl before, refer to themselves as lesbians and then tell you bout the guy they've been wit for 5years (who so happens to just like to watch). I'm also tired of gettin the strait chicks. Why the fuck reply to my ad which is geared toward friendship turnin into more IF YOU'RE NOT FUCKIN GAY. THAT'S WHAT PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS ARE. I'm sick of strait chicks. Most of the females I know are strait. Women in general I'm just sick of. One chick in particular asked to meet. I turned down that first weekend. Hey. I'd rather get to know a peron thru text and emails than tryta fumble wit what to say to get to know them in a bar settin (cause that'

Happiness
As long as you are preparing to be happy, you will not be. If you continue to see happiness as some distant goal to be reached, you will not experience it. Happiness is now. The only time you can ever experience it is the moment that you are in. Happiness is unconditional. When you put conditions on happiness, it immediately disappears. Happiness makes no judgments or demands. When you focus on judging others and making demands of them, it drives happiness away from your life. Though happiness is simple and uncomplicated, it is at the same time profound and sophisticated. For when you allow yourself to be truly happy, the positive energy can reach into every corner of your life. Set aside the complaints, excuses, conditions and demands, and make a place for happiness in your world. Be happy, and you'll discover a whole new level of life's richness.

Stupid Questions
Stupid Questions 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why cant woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my names Bob. Im an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think ill squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the pr

I Like The Way You Think
Like the way you think Teacher:- "Right, there are five birds sitting on a telephone line. A farmer comes along with his gun and shoots one of them. How many are left?" Little Johnny:- "None Miss". Teacher:- "Could you tell me why?" Little Johnny:- "Well Miss, when the farmer shot the bird, the sound of the gun would have frightened the other birds away". Teacher:- "Well, the answer I was looking for was four. But I like your thinking." Little Johnny:- "Miss, while were asking questions, could I ask you one?" Teacher:- "Its a bit irregular, but go on then" Little Johnny:- "There are three women sitting on a bench in the park, eating ice lollies. One of them is licking the lolly; one is biting it; and one is putting it in and out of her mouth. Which one is married?" Teacher (rather embarrassed):- "Err... I suppose it was the last one." Little Johnny:- "Well Id have said the one with the wedding ring. But I like your thinking."

Top Four Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------- Third Place : One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------ Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle fac

I Love Them, With All My Heart And Soul. They Sing Things That Go On In My Head.
When you wake up to white walls and endless halls there's an emptiness that echoes through it all so sit back in your bed, with your mind medicated and your senses stuck on the sick scent of the dead You can call for the doctor...it's all you've got anymore. He's the ticket to the life you had before. If I could just make them see that I don't need this. doctor, doctor what am I here for? can't you see that I don't need this place? I don't need these walls, I'm no threat at all Is there a way we could maybe, through therapy, find a way to rate and release me I just need to be outside, even if supervised back to my job, back to my life yes I know what I've done and I regret it every day if I could make things right, you know i'd find a way but when I wake up to these white walls and the endless halls of the hospital I get lost in the emptiness that echoes though it all doctor, doctor what am I here for? can't you see that I don't need this place? I don't nee

I'm Home
Hey you guys! Well I made it home one day ahead of time and wowo what a trip. My girl, her name is lindsey lanae. (beautiful mane huh) anyway I spent several hours with her and her son landen lee and her soon to be husband and both of her parents and they all were really wonderful people and I guess that the ole addage is really true"we have nothing to fear but FEAR itself" not real sure who said it but it rings true for me in this matter. Thanks to all who missed me and are still my friends and thanks for all your wonderful words of encouragemant you all helped me make it through. Man i have so much to do so i'm going for now i will write later I have a whole lot more to say I have to slow my mind down enought to pinpoint the actual words. WHEW!

Rules For Being Happy
RULES FOR BEING HAPPY God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the bump too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry as hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved -- the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. The measure of love is when you love without measures. In life there are very rare chances that

My First Contest
To l my friends,familys, and fans well this is my first contest here ever...and i will need your help again ,but this time it's me..so please help me win...and i will always return the favor too...Thank you and love you all.. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3453474882 ]

Defects Of Charicature.
haveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a heart of forgivness, my anger replaced with love, my intolerance with understanding, these things came when i ask God to take away my uncontroling desire for alcohol. no one could get me to quit drinking. no one had the power to do so, including myself. for today i have no thought of drinking. thank God for that. my God is kind, forgiving, loving, patiant, helpfull. my God of my understanding. i just pray that he gives me the power and right my wrongs, to repair the damage i have created. to be given one last chance. t

The Show Is Over
i am no longer dancing in the show i was stupid and went to mohawk mountain for those of you who do not know this a a snow resort in connecticut we were having a great time snowboarding then it happend off the small cliff i go i broke my arm and tweeked my leg the good part in all this is i will be moving even sooner i only have a week left at work then i will be heading out to washington

Funny Signs
Old one but pretty funny. Actual Signs Seen In England Sign in a Laundromat: “AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT.” Sign in a London department store: “BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS.” In an office: “WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN.” Outside a farm: “HORSE MANURE 50p PER PRE-PACKED BAG 20p DO-IT-YOURSELF.” In an office: “AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD.” On a church door: “THIS IS THE GATE OF HEAVEN. ENTER YE ALL BY THIS DOOR. (THIS DOOR IS KEPT LOCKED BECAUSE OF THE DRAFT. PLEASE USE SIDE DOOR.)” Outside a secondhand shop: “WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN?” Sign outside a new town hall which was to be opened by the Prince of Wales: “THE TOWN HALL IS CLOSED UNTIL OPENING. IT WILL REMAIN CL

Windows
this proves im in the wrong line f work windows is quite possibly the most pain in the ass program on the planet and yet 85-90 percent of users run the os because it has the highest software compatability yet the shit crash a lot and is easy to screw up using software that is supposed to fix things this is a gold mine build shit that doesen't work right get paid a small fourtune I want in weres the contract

Breaking News Out Of Berlin
Teens Accused of Making Ostrich Impotent 3 German teens are accused of making an ostrich impotent with the sound of fireworks BERLIN, Mar. 5, 2007 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (AP) Three teenagers may be on the hook for a hefty fine if a court decides that their festive firecrackers outside an eastern German farm scared the libido right out of an ostrich named Gustav. Rico Gabel, a farmer in Lohsa, northeast of Dresden, is claiming $6,450 in damages for the alleged antics of the three youths, ages 17-18, between Dec. 27 and 29, 2005. According to his lawsuit, the farmer claims that fireworks set off by the boys made the previously lustful Gustav both apathetic and depressed, and thus unable to perform for a half-a-year with his two female breeding partners. Before Gustav regained his sex drive in the second half of the year, the farmer estimates he lost out on 14 ostrich offspring _ worth $460 apiece. The sui

Update On Tour De Cure.
As some of you already know I have again accepted the challenge of cycling in the American Diabetes Association's Tour de Cure fund-raising event. I will be doing my bike ride on June 2, 2007 in Buffalo, NY, hoping to do the 16 mile Ride this year. But I still need both Sponsors & Riders to join my Team. Click here to visit my personal page & support me Click here to view the team page for D & S CraftWorks and see about joining the team Thanks, David

Why
Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything else has been done to me. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm suppost to be happy. Maybe in another life I treated people very badly and now I am suppost to suffer for it all now... Who knows.

Ok.. Must Not Let Cherrry Suck Me In Today
Yesterday was, for me, a recovery day from... a crazy week.. plus a crazy weekend.. I don't believe I'm totally recovered yet.. but I'm recovered enough to try and get some stuff done around here!!! So.. we got the resume to work on, we got the ActionScript object orientated programing stuff to learn.. umm.. word press to get a better handle on... a podcast to throw up.. umm... a lot of stuff to do actually. Looks like I have a meeting for tomorrow night.. where I'm supposed to expect to get some sort of surprise.... who knows of what? We are all so excited because we have new opertunities all over the place.. welcome to the wonderful world of social media, right? But what worries me is that I think we need to be aiming for a very high quality level.. and working really hard.. but where it feels like stuff is getting handed to you.. that makes it a lil... easy to think great stuff is happening to you cause your worthy as a pose to that's the situation of your industry...

Sexy
Awesome lyrics Dig if u will the picture Of u and I engaged in a kiss The sweat of your body covers me Can u my darling Can u picture this? Dream if u can a courtyard An ocean of violets in bloom Animals strike curious poses They feel the heat The heat between me and u How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world thats so cold? (so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sounds like When doves cry Touch if u will my stomach Feel how it trembles inside Youve got the butterflies all tied up Dont make me chase u Even doves have pride How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world so cold? (world so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sound

Broken-seether
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

All Because Of You..........
Its all because of you, I'm never sad and blue, You've brightened up my day's In you own special way. How can I get you to understand, That I love you more than I can, How can I get you to see, Your the only girl for me, Its all because of you, My dreams came true, Your everything Ive wished for, and I could never wish for more. I cant describe how much I care, But when you need me I will be there, To wipe your tears when you are sad, To make you happy when you are mad, Nobody is as special as you are to me, Now I hope you are beginning to see, Just how much I care for you, And all my feeling will always be true.

Feelings
Feelings I still don't know it all I can't believe this You just said everything There is to say to me You know what gets me You know how to love me You just can't know How I feel about you You're a lot of things to me You're practically everything You've made me feel loved For the first time in a while I don't know just how To tell you how I feel But I do know one thing That is, I love you... Written 3/6/07 for several friends, and one in particular...I love every last one of you...

All About Me!!
Memories...and then some! THE BASICS Your First Name: Trisha Nickname your family gave you: Elowise, Rosalee, idiot Nickname your friends gave you: Trish, chica Age: 20, 21 this august Place of Birth: Oregon City Occupation: Tech support for the iPhone, Student, Small job weekly, summer jobs Goal in Life: I dont know. I used to know what it is but life changes Hobbies: Sewing, cooking, reading, listening to music, working out Fears: Spiders, snakes, bugs of any kind, failure. Pet Peeves: stupid people, drama Greatest Influences: my friends. Best Life Accomplishment: graduating high school, havent really accomplished much Biggest mistake made: oh there are too many big ones to count Favorite Person (Only Pick One): they know who they are. Favorites (ONLY ONE) Elementary School Memory: running around the play ground being care free Junior High School Memory: chair races down the hall

Wtf Am I Going To Do Now?
Well I just got some life changing news. FINALLY everything seemed to make sense and for the first time in my life I felt like I was in control of my life. Now my world has been flipped upside down. Now I have to figure out which road I need to go down.....

Its A Baby??????
Today I had a doctors appt which took forever blah but anyways I glad its over. My new friend who just moved to San Angelo from Dallas went with me and well I'm happy I had someone to talk to for 2 hours lol. When we got there I checked in and got to go have my sono done. You could see Logan crossing his legs and crossing his arms across his face. My friend who was with me was amazed to see. The sono took about 30 minutes because she was checking to see how he was growing and boy has he gotten big. The heart beat is amazing and fast and you could hear him move when you listen to the heart beat. The lady who was doing the sono said he is a wiggle worm. My little wiggle worm lol. When it came time to find out the sex of the baby he layed on his tummy and wouldnt move out of that postion but you could see the ball sack lol so its a boy yea. The lady tried so hard to get him to move into the right spot by jiggling my tummy but Logan was just being like his daddy lol. Well we finally made

Witches
We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humour. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think.

Remember Me!!! This Is For All The Soldiers
OK THIS ONE COMES TO HEART AND MADE ME CRY. SO IF YOU KNOW A SOLDIER AN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR OUT MOST RESPECT. FOR THEY ARE THE ONES PROTECTING YOUR LIFES.

My Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Teasing Is What?
EVERYONE IS A TEASE AND YOU CAN TEASE IN SO MANY WAYS! LIKE SHOWING YOUR BODY BUT DON'T TOUCH!! GIVING A SWEET LOOK WITH THOSE BAUTIFUL EYE'S SAYING HELLO BUT NOT REALLY MEANING IT. USING A PICTURE TO SHOW HOW YOU CAN REALLY BE AND NO ONE CAN REALLY TOUCH YOU. FLIRTING JUST TO TURN SOMEONE ON AND NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN. A LICK ACROSS THE TEETH WITH A SUDUCTIVE SMILE AND THEN TURNING A LAUGHING BECAUSE IT WAS NOT FOR REAL. TEASE THE ONES YOU LOVE THE ONE'S THAT CAN TOUCH YOU THE ONE'S THE MAKE YOUR BODY THROB AND SKIN BOIL AND SHIVER IN JUST A TOUCH!!!!! SO IF YOUR GOING TO BE A TEASE....PLEASE THE LOVE YOU HAVE.

My Boyfriends First Contest
I need help I talked my man to enter his first contest. Even though my first one was a bust. Please help me get him the lead Hugs Kyttiekat The contest will END NEXT TUESDAY, MARCH 13, 2007 at 12:00pm NOON, Eastern Time. 3lias

*~*moving*~*
for all who dont ko im moving and jus a heads up, i might not beable to get back to yall right away, cuz i gotta get the bills together and figure out sum shit..but i love yall, and i will miss u guys. well holla at me...ill try and get back soon as i can..holla

Sick
Well I just got back from the Doc.. I have bronchitis. No wonder I've been feeling so crappy. Anyways now I have some antibiotics. So hopefully it will be kicked in the butt soon. Hope everyone is having a great day ;)

Numb Lips - Lyrics
I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? They were already numb, already lost in the bitter vodka chill. Sorry for myself? No, I'm sorry for you. And I'm sorry that this bottle only lasts an hour or two. Tar taste on fingers, acid, dirty with a bite of salt My tongue's losing it's memory drowning in fear and fault Vision blurring like a broken windshield in splinters and shards shed Like dried wax under fingernails Blood welling up taillight red A rattle in my ears From a breath drawn too fast Skinned knuckles bruised Between my teeth to keep it from rushing past Splashed with clear cool comfort that flares when I light another Waiting for the lights to dim Waiting for a better deal I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Proud American
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Angel's Lament - Lyrics
What do I do With all of this anger All of this hatred, All of this pain What will it take To cut out this cancer To get this poison Out of my brain Out of my skin, Out of my mouth Out of my soul Because it's fading fast And the tears cut like acid Down my face If there is a God Let me shed my last 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I could be So what do I do With this frustration This hesitation This want This need What will it take To cure this disease To seal off this wound So it ceases to bleed All of my faith All of my love All of my hope That I don't have to spare And the tears burn like fire From my eyes If there is a God Make me un-aware 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I c

For The Glory?
IS IT FOR THE GLORY, MY ANSWER IS NO....... I SERVE FOR MY COMMUNITY TO HELP THE OTHERS THAT CANT HELP THEMSELVES IN TIME OF NEED WHETHER THEIR HOUSE IS BURNING THEIR CAR IS CRASHED A SEARCH FOR THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BATTLING THE BIGGEST OF BRUSHFIRES OR TENDING TO THE CHILD THAT FELL OFF THE SWING THATS WHAT IM HERE FOR IS IT A SACRIFICE I MAKE, THE ANSWER AGAIN IS NO. ITS THE SACRIFICE MY FAMILY MAKES WONDERING WHEN ILL BE HOME WONDERING IF IM OK SO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT DO YOU REALLY REALIZE WHAT YOUR LOCAL FIREFIGHTERS GO THROUGH DO YOU JUST THANK THEM WHEN ITS YOUR TIME IN NEED WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE STREETS SHAKE THEIR HANDS GO TO THEIR FIREHOUSE THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE FOR "YOUR" COMMUNITY

We Ride The Wind Together
WE RIDE THE WIND TOGETHER by William Thomas Kinsey We ride the wind together Our hearts have taken flight Love shows us both the way To soar into the night. Off into the distance There is only you and I Wrapped in the arms of love We sail across the sky. Enraptured by the music Of a soft romantic tune We fall in love a thousand times Beneath a brilliant moon. This could go on forever What had only been dreamed of You and I together In a rhapsody of love. The moon, the stars, the moment In a love that none could sever Wrapped in the arms of love We ride the wind, forever.

I'm A Pisces
Yes it's the naughty horoscope. repost this bulletin with your horoscope ;)) Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Arie

Hold Me Through The Night
It hurts so much to see you And know that you're not here. And know that you don't love me And know you ignore my tears. And it hurts not to hold you And not to have you in my world. And it hurts to know anything That proves I'm not your girl. I wish I didn't know now What you told me then. When you last helped me And said that was the end. I wish I could hold you And wipe away your tears. I wish you were still mine, I'd make your troubles dissapear. I wish you'd say you love me And hold me, oh, so tight And say you'd love me forever And hold me through the night

I Need To Know
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME? IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY, CAN'T YOU SEE? I'VE LOVED YOU FOR SO LONG, NOW IN RETURN, YOU'RE DOING ME WRONG. WHAT DID I DO? WHAT DID I SAY, TO MAKE YOU JUST WALK AWAY? I HAVE TO KNOW BEFORE I GO MAD, I'M TIRED OF FEELING DOWN AND SAD. DO YOU HAVE A NEW LOVER? WHAT HAVE YOU DISCOVERED? DO YOU HONESTLY NOT CARE? I THOUGHT WE HAD A LOVE THAT WAS RARE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. PLEASE, TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG. I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN GO ON. I'M SORRY IF I'VE HURT YOU IN ANY WAY, I REALLY WISH YOU WOULD STAY.

If I Close My Eyes
If I close my eyes... we can be together; In this place where only I can see you. If I close my eyes... your touch warms my body; I can feel the strength of your passion soothe me. In a world so large, how did I manage to find you? Like a soft breeze, you so gently walked into my life. From the moment my eyes first looked upon you I was taken forever, lost inside of you... I can feel your lips press against mine. How your scent intoxicates me As I run my hands across your face, Only to save your scent to run across mine. Do you know that you have captured me? I am forever under your spell. When I see you walking towards me My heart skips and butterflies are all about me. I need to feel your heart race against my body. The heat from your body is all I need. Will you wrap your arms around me? I need to breath the same rhythm as you. Oh how you've taken my breath away. My love, my desire to be with you grows. The love I feel inside- burns. Take me back to

The Other Woman - Poetry
I have to tell you something I think you should know I saw you last night At the late show I watched her with you But nobody knew I watched her dance Move her body for you Her sweet scent came with her Part innocence, part lust I watched you touch her And knew you must But after you left, she still remained And I moved from my shadows Touched her lips stained She smiled so softly And her smile joined mine We gazed at each other Our arms intertwined I moved in her eyes That deep velvet green I touched her neck softly The movement unseen She whispered my name Into my heavy hair I whispered hers With longing and care Her fingers trailed gently Lightly brushing my breast My breath was a tremble I let go of the rest Her blouse dropped so slowly Like caught in the time I gazed with lover's eyes I felt the heat climb She shrugged off my touches Still wanting to tease She smiled again sweetly I dropped to my knees My hands found her sides My nails gentl

Welsh Alphabet (thank You Sin)
a short: "a" as in "ham", e.g., "mam" long: "a" as in "hard", e.g., "tad" b as in "boy", e.g., "bara" c as in "cat" (never the "s" sound as in "cent"), e.g., "cant" ch a non-English sound as in Scottish "ch" in "loch", e.g., "bach" d as in "dog", e.g., "dros" dd "th" (voiced) as in "the" (never the voiceless "th" sound as in "thin, e.g., "bedd" e short: "e" as in "then", e.g., "pen" long: similar to "e" in "then spoken in a southern drawl, e.g., "hen" f as in "of", e.g., "afal" ff as in "off", e.g., "ffÙl" g as in "god", e.g., "glan" ng as in "long", e.g., "ing" h as in "hat", e.g., "hen" i short: "i" as in "sit", e.g., "inc" long: "ee" as in "seen", e.g., "hir" j as in "jam", e.g., "jar" l as in "lamp", e.g., "lol" ll an aspirated 'l' which does not occur in English, sounded by placing the tongue so as to say 'l' and hissing out of one side of the mouth, e.g., "llan" m as in "man",

Read Its Hilarious
Subject: A True Man / Woman Golf Story >>> >>> >>> >>> I don't write 'em, all II do is forward them (and get in trouble along >>> the way) >>> >>> >>> A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. >>> >>> She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. >>> >>> The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant >>> you three wishes." >>> >>> The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to >>> mention that there was a condition to your wishes. >>> >>> Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" >>> >>> The woman said, "That's okay." >>> >>> For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the >>> world. >>> >>> The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your >>> husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will >>> flock to". >>> >>> The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most bea

'dirty Car Art' Stash Update !!
Evening all lol I've done a great stash !! A very clever guy has created some great art on the windows of dirty cars !!! Stop by and check them out at the pic section of my stash and show lotsa luv ! Have fun Lin xx

Moving
Well a coupla nights ago I was told by some-one how much they loved some-one else... Then the next night got my ass kicked by her. Not a big deal... I just feel stupid for holding onto wishful thinking... So I am moving April 15th back to NV. I feel horriable just cause I have to leave my kids behind. She took my heart and soul... Now she will have my kids as well. I can't even begin to talk of how much pain I am in anymore. I've done all I could for them and now I am drained of myself... Life has become uber lonely now. I wish for a magic pill that would make wanted or loved. Not just by her but, from family as well. If you know me you know what I mean and what I'm talking about. "Sometimes I lay in wait. Pondering if only through my death will I then be loved? Will I be then noticed? Then I realize... the only person going to my funeral is me..."

Sex-like Talking And Such
Broads love dirty talk. So say stuff like, "Oh, baby. You know that I certainly am liking it when you do that thing... you know... with your thingy... and then I take my thingy... and we do stuff. Yeah, baby."

Evolution Of A Hand Grenade
Evolution of a hand grenade Evolution of a hand grenade. Its the broken heart brigade. Biggest riddle how to pull the trigger. I see no evil Hear no evil Speak no evil. Come on baby Lets go round. Get down and visit the ground.

Just Because...
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, Doesn't mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, Doesn't stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life, Doesn't mean that day isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, Doesn't give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of an awesome woman you are, Doesn't mean they can affect your femininity. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, Doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is, Doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king, Doesn't mean that you're not already a Queen. Just because your situation doesn't seem to be progressing right now, Doesn't mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining, keep running,

Thankyou All For The Gifts Here An Update Im 101.5 But Baby Is Only 100.1 So Shes Starting To Feel Better
thankyou all for the gifts here an update im 101.5 but baby is only 100.1 (i took her temp in butt and normal butt temp is 99.7 so shes starting to feel better i think we have the flu i cant eat anything but thankgod my babys eating and drinking plenty im gonna lay back down now so dont think im igoring u all ,hugs thanks yesterday my fever was little higher and babys was way higher , so things are getting better not so much with me but i only care that my babys starting to feel better and playing

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today Ray and I filled out all the paperwork for our apartment, paid our 99.00 application/administration fee, and got an apartment number, 1010, and we move in April 1st!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She said the only reasons we could get a denial for leasing is if we have a felony/violent crime history or if we falsified anything on the application, we have neither, so we don't have to worry about it. Woot woot! I am so fucking happy right now, Ray and I finally have a place to live, on our own, as a married couple. I know I can afford it, 599/month, I get 1260/month at Wal*Mart. So I still have alot left over for things like groceries, bills, and stuff. and I won't touch the 10,000 for rent. The 10,000 is for pet deposit [300.00] and any start up fees for the apartment, plus buying things that we need for it, [ex. mops, silverware, vacuum..ect..] and the first months groceries. The only thing I am going to splurge on myself is a new laptop, and a digital SLR [which I need

I'm In Another Contest!!!!!!
hey all wow someone thinks my feet are sexy so if you can vote and post comments............great!!!! well the link is down below (go look at his pics and look for the contest...) hrdrfstr@ CherryTAP

Ok The Crush Feature On Here Is Driving Me Crazy
I know it's very middle school-ish but it really does drive me crazy. Not knowing who has them then in the past couple days I have lost two crushes...why does it matter? Why do I care???? I shouldn't but grrrrr

Top Ten Things You Won't Hear A Man Say
10. "I think Barry Manilow is one cool dude." 9. "While I'm up, can I get you a beer?" 8. "I think hairy armpits are really sexy." 7. "Her breasts are just too big." 6. "Sometimes I just want to be held." 5. "That chick on ''Murder She Wrote'' gives me a woody." 4. "Sure, I'd love to wear a condom." 3. "We haven't been to the mall in ages. Let's go shopping and I can hold your purse." 2. "Screw Monday Night Footbal! Let's watch Lifetime." 1. "I think we're lost. Let's pull over and ask for directions."

What's On The Inside
On the inside of me is: -Someone who is afraid of people talking negatively about her. -someone who is lonely -someone who loves the army more than anything. -someone who loves motorcycles -someone who is different from most. -someone who knows she's the outcast. -someone who feels fat no matter how she looks. -someone who wants desperately to be loved for who she is. -someone who loves the color red. -someone who likes rap music. -soemone who would put her friends lives before her own. -someone who allows herself to be walked all over while constantly denies allowing it. -someone who feels she will never acomplish her goals. -someone who would risk her life to save someone she dosn't know. -someone who feels humiliated and clumsy every day. -someone who thinks she's not that pretty. -someone who's been told she's not to smart. -somoene who on the inside has low self esteem. On the outside: -Someone who always has a smile and a welcome hand for anyone in need no

To The C's
krazy waitin on my homegirl to get bacc so i can go get the bag now hopefully once i reach the right level i can create this room that i wanna do but who knows anyways i am gonna be cookin dat chiccen to make my bread lol anyways holla bacc if u know how to increase ur points real quicc

Make A Wish...
Darkness divided by their luminous presence Collectively shedding light on another year of life Who are these for, me. all for me No one else seems to be around, though everyone can see A quick burst of breath and the candles go out no claps, no praise, no celebration Just me in my mind, in my heart, in my soul What do I wish for? what do I want? Something subtle, or something to flaunt... it's time... Close my eyes, make a wish... 1...2...3... Silence in the midst of darkness as my eyes open. One wish for this year, one hope to be reality... What did I wish for?? Should I stay quiet Or do I reveal the wish my heart made?? One word, one name, one love... Erika.

Falling
This is deep,Am I getting in over my head???? Could it be that I am falling for someone? Or could it be that someone is falling for me?They say The more you care the more you fall,...But if I totally fall,...my friends will help me and pick me back up.

Another Client :)
Just got another sale :) That gives me 5 complete sites lined up to do plus updates to 6 others. And Dan has several he is working on. If this keeps up I am going to need help. But that means less time to fool around on CT too. :(

Romance And Relationships
I desire have a man by my side who truly loves me that I can love and adore in return yet understands relationships are give and take ~ will not walk away at the least sign of conflict ~ knows it is worth a little work, as I do. I would love to have a man I could write songs and poetry for and finds interest in this. I wish to have someone who makes me whole and understands what it means to be complete with another, a man with the knowledge that they desire to make the other persons life complete not just their own.I long to have someone I could talk in multitude of subjects with.I wish for someone that when I say.. " I love you ".. will return this.. and not just grunt and never tire of hearing this !I would expect to and shall be there for him when he is in need of a great hug, a passionate kiss, or to just hold hands ~ tell his deepest secret .. share his nightmares, bad and good days ... and hope this would also be his wish -- echoed back to me. I want to be the everything an

Some Of My Quiz Results
Suduction style Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style? My Soul What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in

Dreams
dreams can come true only if you beleive. i didnt think dreams did come true but i was wrong. i ahd a dream of a beuatiful to enter my life. i didnt think i could get one. i kept dreaming of one. now i do have one and she is the beuatiful thing in the world. i wouldnt give anything in the world for anything else as long as she is with me. cause she is the best thing that happen to me.

School
Well looks like I will be going back to school. Starting at Concourd Career College Aug. 20th for Respiratory Therapist. Graduate in march 2009. 18 month program get me an A.S to go with my three A.A.s. Checked out Salary.com for how much they make (sound of jaw droping at the pay). Would be makeing more than twice as much as I did at my last job. WOOHOO. So loks like life may start sucking in the good way. Lets hope.

This Is The Way You Sould Feel When You Find That Someone..
A friend of mine wrote this....... Forever, Precious Love When the world seems weak and I get so down I look into your true eyes and my world turns around I see love that lasts forever, a big smile upon my face Perfect love in harmony, beauty filled with grace My heart races so fast, like it could explode right from my chest But yet has the smoothest rhythm of peaceful, perfect rest My eyes they glow for you, like the sun reflecting off my heart I burn for you so deeply, never shall we part My body rushes, as I think of you each moment of the day My head pounds to see you whenever we are away No words to describe the beauty when I look at you I see I look into your true heart, the same beauty there for me When I laid my eyes upon you, I was finished from the start Yesterday, today, and forever, I will love you with all my heart I will always listen and be there for you; God created this is Heaven above Truly I adore you forever, precio

Pain
Tearing, Ripping, Burning, Pain without love. Consuming, Overwhelming, Torturing, Pain without love. Sickening, Disturbing, Twisted, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to change it, I try to bend it, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to deal with it, I try to conceal it, Pain without love. Love is pain, It always stays the same. I try to accept it, I try to bless it, Pain without love. It has consumed me to the point of death.

Stupid People
This is a song by Jack Johnson.. its called Good People. This song is how I feel about some ppl on here right now. I don't understand how talking to ppl is a bad thing. I enjoy meeting new ppl but some on here think they own the world and everyone in it. Well I am not owned. I don't want to be owned. I have made some mistakes since I have been on here and I regret them very much. A good person has been singled out and flogged for the most part because he talks to me. Well.. this song is to all those that think they are perfect and can just write ppl off because they talk to someone you like. Typing that even seems silly cause it is just the internet. I mean really.. who has the right to try to ban someone cause they are talking to the person you are talking to? who gives a fuck. Its the internet ppl. And once again ppl have proven that they are fake or just assholes. I guess you can't expect ppl to be honest and secure when they are on the internet 24/7. I wonder why I have been single

Will Miss Ya!!!
well i am going to miss you all over the next week as i am going to hospital for a 4-5 day stay...operations suck...so be sure and stop by my page while i am away to leave me random messages about what ever you can think of.... it will give me something to read while recovering...dont leave me bored and in pain for too long....give me a good old larf to take my mind away from everything.... so its ciao ciao for now....might have to get a couple more blogs in before i go to the place of sterility..... miss yas......Quackers

Quiz Results
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekend

Poems (4) For My Friends
There is many people that say they only have one best friend but thats not so true because differnt friends stick out in differnt ways...like myself i have Dennis he hold his own spot as being my best friend and with the fellowing there is Chrissy...Misty...Zakk.. my school friend Becky...Jay and Mark...then there is Kelly I have alot more friends that are close to me but these are the ones that mean alot to me but to many to list... But they all know i love them the same and for each of my friends these few poems listed are for u all ......Each person is differnt with differnt minds of there own and specail to me in there own ways ------------------------------------------------- Friends A real friend is hard to find difficult to leave and impossible to forget ------------------------------------------------- True Friends True friends will make you smile Make it all worth while They'll let you stand up tall And catch you if you fall They'll always be

Damaged Roses
And she comes, breathing heavy she flowns, waiting in rivers i choke, waiting for the moment of birth, my heart breaks it's cage, i bring her damaged roses And she falls, screaming my name, she crawls, breaking the water, she touches the bank and waits, cold and blue she waits dying, i never knew why she frozen, i bring her damaged roses And i broke, my mind in fragments, i awoke, my eyes wide with fear, as i climb to my feet, the trees begin to speak, i lost her today, lost in the waters of waiting, i brought her damaged roses...

Test
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Again
It's you again Come to take my heart I see Why wait to break it, just begin This is all routine for me Why shed a tear for what you do? I can't anymore, I wonder why It's all thanks to guys like you So no I won't sit and cry Your days are done now Leave me be I will manage somehow This isn't new, its all the same to me

Why?
Why should I care for you? Leave me in the rain and cold is all you do Can't find love that is meant for me Only finding toads it can't be How can I change is love doesn't care? Rips my heart out for all to stare Sitting in silence, I can only scream I thought is was real, but it was all a dream Your hands of leather turned to velvet against my skin I close my eyes to try to feel it again You hold me in the palm of your hand For a moment, I felt so grand Now you turn and walk away Leaving me broken, I guess I will stay Laying on the ground Never letting my heart free, it is forever bound I jumped without a net this time A heart broken and shattered is my punishment for this crime This is unfinished like my life is now But, I am sure your chapter is done somehow.

What Tree Are You
You Are A Hazelnut Tree You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor. You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding. No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular. Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics. In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

If (you) Are My Friend?,, Please Open This....ty
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY

Fill It Out If U Want To Be Bestest Friends.....
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? i can try > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? to be a dancer > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? > uhhh anything > > 4. Favorite place? > I love any place, but I LUVS CALI!! > > 5. Favorite vegetable? > broccoli ;) nah its really corn lol > > 6. What was the last book you read? > i dont read good > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ? > pisces, Tomorrow is my birthday baby!!! The big 2-1!! Cum Parttyyy > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? > in my ears? > > 9. Worst Habit? > biting my nails :( > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? uhhh prbably not > > > 11. What is your favorite sport? > Basketball > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? > im optim

I Finally Did It!
thanx to all my friends who have chatted or discussed or whatever, over the past few months. I have FINALLY put the down payment on my new HARLEY (YEAH!!!!). I'm still waiting for the financing to be finalized, but that should be a breeze. For those that are wondering, I bought a 2007 Softtail Duece in Jake and Elwood blue. There will be a photo in my interests real soon. Mark P.S. I've wanted this since I was 19, so it's been awhile coming.

My Higher Self
To My Higher Self I bless my Higher Self and ask that the way be made clear for the Divine Plan of my life now to come to pass. For me to fill the place that only I can fill and no-one else can fill. For me to do the work and the things that only I can do. I ask that all doors now be made open and all channels free for endless avalanches of abundance to be poured upon me from unexpected sources. I ask that all the above come to pass immediately, Under Grace and in a perfect way.

Just Dont Ask
I feel like you lied, though you said nothing at all. I feel betrayed because you couldnt confide in me. I feel uncertain because i dont know what reprecutions lie ahead. I understand the difficulties and know that things happen that we can not or feel we can not control. I worry daily although you may not know, but i am proud to know that you try I can't protect you though I wish I could, and i can't make your decisions for you, when it comes to that i know i have to step aside. My place is not to scream and yell but to stand beside you and help you up when and if ever you may fall. I love you for who you are not for what you have done. I care not because i have to but because i choose to. I feel so much, much more than you know but most of all... I feel ashamed because I could't ask you straight up or tell you this all to your face. And i pretended that I didnt know, but no matter what happens know I love you and you will get through.

I Love Myself
I Love Myself Affirmation Deep at the centre of my being, there is an infinite well of love. I now allow this love to flow to the surface. It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me mutliplied. The more love I use and give, the more I have to give. The supply is endless. The use of love makes me feel good, it is an expression of my inner joy. I love myself; therefore, I take loving care of my body. I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages, I lovingly groom it and dress it, and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I love myself; therefore provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in. I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, myself included, will feel this love and be nourished by it. I love myself; therefore I work at a job I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative tale

Ouch
The pain I feel it just cant be real..take it away. Not again, Go away. I hate You I dont need you; pain. You are evil but, at the same time you feel good....Do I deserve it? maybe. Take my heart rip it, tear it, shred it...i dont care been through it all. Nothing new to me. Cant scare me away. Take the one i love..ill find someone new....take them, too..you always do...I hate lovew anyways that shit, dont last forever!!!!!! its just a hoax. not real. its plaguing our minds. go away. leave me alone.....everything just leave me alone.

A Cleansing Blessing
A Cleansing Blessing I cleanse myself of all selfishness, resentment, critical feelings for my fellow beings,self-condemnation and misinterpretation of my life experiences I bathe myself in generosity, appreciation, praiseand gratitude for my fellow beings,self-acceptance and enlightened understanding of my life experiences.

Be Inspired
Be Inspired May you be inspired today. May you be encouraged to travel your path with sure feet, confident in your direction. May you be spurred on to explore, to face the challenge, to go to the next level. May you experience many moments when you want to stand up and shout, “Hazzah! How grand this life is and I want more of it!” May you fall asleep exhausted but giddy with anticipation for what is to come, as though you cannot wait until the morning to continue the adventure, to see what glorious miracles are going to occur. And finally, may you realize your power to create such a day and such a life for yourself for you truly do possess it. Have an exciting day!

My Thoughts...
So ... I'm sitting here thinking, by myself knowing now i am to do this single thing.. Not sure how i am going to honestly manage it. Though within the last 3 days i've had about 5 offers.. I suppose i should be satisfied with such things. It seems everyone around me is breaking up even the closest of friends as of late.. Can a heart love while still in pieces? i wonder if it is possible...perhaps it is and perhaps it is not. To love a person? or to not love at all, to care for one or more people, *sighs* it seems i am destined for some kind of drama... it seems to never end , it never is finished. The need to move on but the wanting to love, the need to mourn but yet praying for the pain to subside..

Believe In Yourself
Believe In Yourself There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will

Relationsips
Relationships Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

To All My Cherrytap Friends!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WILL BE MIA ON AND OFF UNTIL I MOVE INTO MY NEW APARTMENT AND GET MY INTERNET UP AND RUNNING. OTHERWISE I'M BOUNCING OFF MY FRIENDS WIRELESS AND THE CONNECTION SUCKS....SO SOMETIMES I'LL BE HERE AND SOMETIMES I WON'T....BUT I'LL BE BACK SOON I PROMISE YOU ALL. WITH ALLLLLL MY LOVE!!!!!!! DAMN I MISS YOU GUYS :(. SO DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE ME LOVE I WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS I CAN I PROMISE. MWUAHZ MY LOVELIES... JESS...

Mumm's
CherryTAP Levels Levels Cherry Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 New Cherry 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Cherry 500 Set your own online status 3 Cherry Grunt 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Black Cherry 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 2

2500 Photos?
I see that when you pay to get the VIC status your photo count limit is suppose to jump up to 2500. However, anyone's profile I have been in that is a VIC shows 255 of 2500 photos. Nobody has more than 255. So how do you get the 2500? Or is it just false advertising?

~~why Are We At War~~
> > > Subject: Don't close your blinds > > > Don't Close Your Blinds > > The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war My > husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were > in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and > defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a > good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my > son to go stand in our front living room window. > > He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" > > "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. > > "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United > States of America and you are President Bush." > > Our son giggled and said "OK." > > "Now, look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this > block is a different country," my husband said. > > "OK Dad, I'm pretending." > > "Now I want you to stand th

This Is Me Dying Your Arms, I Doubt You'll Ever Set Me Free.
I am very unhappy with my current situation. Work as gotten to very unenjoyable. I apparently pissed off the supervisor and once you piss her off, that's it, you're forever on her shit list and she will do everything to make your life miserable. And it's over something so fucking stupid and it pisses me off so much. And my boss isn't being very helpful, at all. Also, the minimum wage raise doesn't affect us because we're apparently considered a small business, which means I'll make shit pay forever if I stay there. I am considering looking at different daycares and applying at totally different types of jobs too. I don't want to leave the kids, but I am not going to be mad miserable every day. If I am not wanted at my job, then I will leave it, and they can fuck off. I deserve to be treated with dignity and respect, especially when I honestly didn't do anything wrong. But I hate change. I hate going into places where everything and everyone is new. It'll be difficult. BLAH. Also I h

Playlist For The Week Of 2/27/07 - 3/6/07.
Annihilator - Alice In Hell Cannibal Corpse - Vile Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Cathedral - The Garden Of Unearthly Delights DarkThrone - Ravishing Grimness Deicide - Legion Dismember - The God That Never Was Evildead - Annihilation Of Civilization Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Ludichrist - Powertrip Megadeth - Peace Sells....But Who's Buying? Motorhead - Bastards Nuclear Assault - Live At The Hammersmith Odeon Obituary - Frozen In Time Possessed - Beyond The Gates Rain Fell Within - Believe Rare Form - So Ends Another Repulsion - Horrified Revenant - Prophecies Of A Dying World Sathanas - Armies Of Charon Scatterbrain - Mundus Intellectualis Testament - Low Vader - Litany Voivod - Katorz W.A.S.P. - W.A.S.P.

Test Your Skills
What is your Sexual IQ? The basics. How far have you gone? 1) Nowhere. 2) First or second base. 3) Third base. X) All the way. What is a rim job? 1) Something that I get done to my car every few months. 2) A special technique when kissing where you use the very tip of your tongue to tease your partner. X) When you lick your partners anus. 4) When you lick your lollypop/iced cream sexily to entice the guy/girl of you dreams. Would you say that you have above average or below average sexual experience for your age? 1) Above. 2) Definitely below. X) I think I am about average. 4) Um, only slightly below, I hope. Where did you pick-up most of your sexual knowledge? 1) Parents. 2) T.V. and movies. X) Porn. 4) Everywhere, I can't pinpoint one place. Which is the best method of contraception? 1) The pill. 2) Pulling out. 3) Wearing tightie whities. X) A condom with spermicide. Be honest. True or false: You know what snowbal

Fog
Walkin through the foggy valley, searching for something, but what? Have you ever wondered why you wander again for months searching for nothing? A sense of completion comes over you one foggy night, you finally realize there is nothing to be found... yet still having hope, you still search... That is why we are all human... We walk on this earth always pretending to know where we are going yet truly don't have a clue... Just makes you sit back, nod, and just think... There will be a day where the fog lifts and we do see our future... If I don't find it here on earth, I will when the light comes again

Pipe Tobacco
ALright I went and bought myself a pipe the other day at a head shop. Nice small one formed to look like a dragons claw holding the bowl. Anyone out there smoke a pipe and can recomend a tobacoo? I like a smooth flavor, cherry and other fruity flavors are okay. Being that I have never smoked a pipe...just trying it out do you use a screen in it or a filter? Grandpa smoked a pipe and I always loved the smell so wanted to try one myself. Opinions are welcome here Thanks Dreams

My Wounderful Day
so this is how my day went ~ woke up ~went to school ~at school shaffon told me i was n love with her b/c my pupls was big..long story ~then went to the computer lab ~said hi to some guy from facebook ~then went left with jen ~drove around the block to find somethign to eat ~drove to parallel n pulled in to a car kinda shop to only find out jen didnt like the rims for her car ~ we left n drove on the wrong side of the road I laughed my ass off it was so great ~still laughing we drove n to a gas station n pulled out n said im sure people knew we was not from around there ~we drove past the college n decided on KFC n MC D's ~go to order at KFC n order n then ask fora soft taco ~waited a minute for the guy to com back on laughing saying did u say a taco ~we say yes he says we dont sale tacos here ~we laugh feel dumb ~go to the windo n they laughing n the manager looks out the windo n say u guys no we dont sale tacos here ~we r like we fo

Money
I always belive the more I give out the more comes back to me! Today someone gave me 100 dollars to pay for a penalty, when the deal was over I found out that there would be no penalty, so I went out of my way to return the money to them, they had no idea that there was no penalty, was that good neihboring or just stupidity?

Mardi Gras, Part One
This past weekend, on Saturday night, we headed out to the club. This was going to be combined Mardi Gras party and four-year anniversary for the club, so we knew it was going to be crowded. We'd been told that about forty couples had signed up to come. Since we were bringing shrimp, we left earlier than usual, around 6:30, and half an hour later we were at the club. There were already about 10 cars in the parking lot. Inside, our friend, Gil, was helping with fees and room assignments. He told us his wife, Trina, was not feeling well and wouldn't be there tonight. That made me sad, I liked her, she was fun to be with. The room was decorated in a Mardi Gras theme, and women started to see how many beads they could get. I had a lot of beads, so I traded quite a few for kisses, and feels, and some nipple sucking. The wife was giving out buttery nipples. She'd mix the butter-scotch schnapps and Irish Cream to make the drink, then dip a nipple in it and let guys suck it off

10 Rules Cybersex Lmao
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Blkeh Hahasadasdac
What the hell? Really... I can't figure out why I let myself get so upset over a certain uhm... situation when I know... I KNOW... it wont change its ways to make ME happy... Really helps with the not feeling good enough stuff..

Mardi Gras, Part Two
*This is Part Two, please read Part One first* Another couple came, one that Tara and Bill had known longer, and the husband, Kurt, paired off with Tara. That was okay, Kurt and I were friends. Kurt and his wife were some of our first friends in the swinging Lifestyle. I danced with Mandy, and she felt my arms and said, "Have you been working out?" I told her yes; I didn't tell her I'd just started going to the gym again. After that I went out of the main room to get some fresh air. Andy and Carrie were sitting on one of the couches talking to other people. Carrie has short dark hair, and is voluptuous. She had on a red silk night, and she was stretched out with her head in Andy's lap. I sat down near her feet and started talking to her. The wife came out, fairly tipsy at this point. "There you are," she said. "You two go ahead and converse." She laughed and went back in the main room. "Wanna play?" Kathy said. I pulled her to her feet, and we went

To The Guys
Thank you for finding e attractive. I undersatnd if you want a piece of this, I don't blame you for it at all. But I am straight so no I don't want to be sucked off by a bi sexual dude. Not only would it not work for me but it may make me puke even thinking about it. I have nothing against gay people, be who you are, but it is not for me.

Bike Thoughts
I decided that when I buy my motocross bike I will keep my Suzuki (so I can still race trails). I am going back to our local dealer tomorrow to check out a KX85. I sat on a KX100 today... doing some comparing... I'm thinking I'll race beginners and womens 85 first in moto before moving to the 100s. It'll all depend on what I feel tomorrow when I really compare the bikes. I have reasoning behind my madness lol. I am hoping to fix my credit and get the bike soon after I buy a truck sometime end of this year or so...even though I'll already have the trailer for my car (has a V8) to pull.

Contests!!
Hi all my friends this is about the contests on here and why are we all be cheated on here. why when some 1 makes a contest do they win? why when we all work our butts off with tattoos and piercings and theres a contest why is there some idiot buyin off friends with gifts to win? why are things not fare on this site.? its not fare to none of us that some 1 has to cheat to win or lie or even at times call us names . why are they soo 2 faced on this site? were all here to have fun make friends and such and then people rip us off that is the same as some 1 stealing from us and lieing about it. this all is gettin outta hand and getting old real fast.

Mind Numbing....
I haven't slept since Sunday. I've worked two 10 hour shifts and done so much running around. I also have to go to my second job at 6:45 in the morning. Then I have to clean my room and go out with Nick for his birthday. Oh and I need to take my car into the shop too. damn... I don't think that I will have time to sleep tomorrow either because I need to go to the store. I think sleep dep makes me crazy...

Redneck Pickup Lines (ebaum's World)
1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Worth....this Sounds Dark, But Isnt.
So many places I would rather be. So many things I wish I hadnt done. So many things I wish I hadnt have said. But is it all really worth it? There have been times where i stepped inside the wrong door. There are times where i should have never woken up. There are even days where they could have gladly skipped by and I wouldnt have minded. What was the worth of that day? Not enough hours to get it all done. Not enough things to put back. Not enough people who really care. So whats the worth of greeting new things? Not sour, not mean, not bitchy, just blunt. Whats it worth to you if i am me? Organized in a way of life I cant explain. Organized with the intentions of happiness. Organized under the assumption that I will be successful. There is no worth in being organized. Blown over by tragedy. Blown over by love. Blown away by the realism I have found in some individuals. That is a worth I will welcome with open arms. Dont walk away. Dont run away. Dont waste away. Its

Mission 4 Next Few Days
ok people just a rate is needed an wen u do comment say sent from raven bombers ty lets show the mafia who the dominants are shall we are sexy baby riggers is still fightin come all lets hit it big it ends today an the opposition are tryin to play dirty by submitting freaky is well behind so if brandy is well ahead please go here ty u for remainin raven an all ur help an support if u have any comments please give me details as soon as possible love u all an my friends badraven

Four
FOUR When I was fourteen years old I finally got to see my dad again for the first time since he and Mom had been divorced. I’m still not sure how Mom pulled it off, but she managed to arrange for me and Marc to go to Florida to spend the summer with him two years in a row. I fell in love with Florida. I still love Florida, and today that’s exactly where I live. However, in all honesty, I believe that those two summers in Florida with Dad were the true beginnings of my lifelong problems with alcohol and other addictions. Sure I’d had a nip or two of beer before, but at fourteen years old, I wasn’t an alcoholic, yet. It was in Florida that I got drunk for the first time. It was there that I started smoking cigarettes. It was there that I was introduced to marijuana. It was also there that I not only saw, but actually got to touch a real, live naked girl for the first time; one that wanted me to touch her. It never went beyond the touchy-feely stage, but at fourteen years old that

♥me♥
Alcoholic Drink: EVERCLEAR BABY! or JD i love em both Actor: johnny depp, matt damon...ummm that one hot guy i for got his name Ledinor Decaprio something like that i cant remeber how to spell it lol he was in Titanic! Actress: WELL I WANNA DO angelina julie lol O YEAH!!!!!! THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: NEITHER Dr.Peper BABY! Fruit or veggies: FRUIT ARE U NUTS! Day or nite: DAY if its sunny and Nite all the time SO BOTH! Hot or cold: DEPENDS i would rather it be to cold then to hot! but i love the sun and i love the snow so BOTH! Summer or winter: IM a winter baby BUT I LOVE SUMER SO BOTH! Surf or snowboard: GOD THATS HARD BOTH!!!!! Books or movies: IF the books good enough MANILY MOVIES McDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER I live like right behind burger king and mcdonals is like a block away EWWWW Socks or Barefeet: Barefeet I HATE SHOES Beer or Liquor: LIQUOR BEER IS ICKY! Chocolate or Vanilla: WHITE CHOCOLATE HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: NEVER! STILL A

You Here With Me
Words can never say How I feel for you each day My thoughts are filled with wishes That may or may not come true But whatever does happen I do know that it all comes down to you The eyes that sparkle The smile that is so warm The heart of an angel Who knows right from wrong What will happen tomorrow Only God truly can see But whatever happens I can only dream, it is you here with me

Electric Papyrus
Electric Papyrus Conversations on Electric Papyrus, Flash and blink, Flow and wink, Keep me from sleep, But I don’t care. I laugh more than I yawn, And as I look out the window, Toward the dawn, And the orange and red, Of a new day, I feel good about the way, I chose to waste my time, That really wasn’t wasted, Just placed in a different, Field of reality, As I strove to be the man, I want, and need to be, For a million reasons, But none more important, Than the visions I receive, Like the limbs of a fall tree, Yellow and brown, Rooted to ground, With branches reaching up, up, Up to the heavens of the mind and the soul, Like a million stretching fingers, Grasping for the face of God, As my sub and conscious sinks into the screen, Longing for the grace and, beauty, On the other end of, Conversations on Electric Papyrus.

El Alem Alla (only God Knows)
this is a song by AMR DIAB. the greatest egyption singer of all time.) El alem allah ad eih, Alby we rohy dabo feek. El alem allah ad eih Alby we rohy dabo feek. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Wallah dobt feek, We khadety behoor eneik. Salemt el alb leek, Mengheir ezay we leih. Wallah dobt feek, We khadety behoor eneik. Salemt el alb leek, Mengheir ezay we leih. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. (there is translation at bottom. this is a song by AMR DIAB.. one of my favorite arabic singers) Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Howa el hob eih? Gheir nazra men eneik? El lamsa mein edeik? Gheir alb tekhaf alei? Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. Dally eiono dawebony wallah. Elly feia yellam allah. El alem allah ad eih, . Alby we rohy dabo feek. El alem allah ad eih, Alby we r

Job Interview 2
i was offered the job but when we talked money it seemed that the original terms were wrong and i was offered a lot less than originally stated and i do mean a lot less so i turned it down . he was taking the piss. got another interview this evening and another on Friday so fingers crossed once more.

When Angels Appear
This is a poem that I made myself that reminds me of my father and grandfather. WHEN ANGELS APPEAR Angels will always have one role, when they go searching for a goal, that someone could never tear you apart, and hopefully they won't play with your heart, so be prepared because, Angels will come and Angels will go, but only my father's and grandfather's will really glow, they will always continue to be a part, of my tender ever loving heart, so I will really grow gracefully old, when Angels appear in search of my soul.

March Of Dimes And Premature Births
I received an email from a close friend, I would like to share it with you. I myself support the March of Dimes for premature births, I myself have a grandddaughter who was a premie who has several problems today. Please if you can't give to your local March of Dimes, your prayers for the little children are so welcome. I have a 2 yr old granddaughter, a premie, she was born with no immune system, she gets ill very fast, she was also born with no stomache lining. She has IGG/IGA deficiancies..( It affects her stomache n lungs ) She is highly allergic to milk or any type of milk product, it could make her bleed to death internally. McKenna is our ANGEL, a blessing from God. Our baby has never ever had a M & M. Anyways, I would like to share my email with you. I have known these ppl for many many years. (30+) I know what they went through losing those babies.. All I ask, Pray for these children and their families, if you can not give. But please read this email from my friend.. It is v

I Am A..
You Are A Chestnut Tree You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice. And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around. You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior. Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal. Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Flu
I was really hoping that the thing i had would just be a 24 hour sickness. Well, Apparently I have the flu. My throat is killing me. I am soo weak i couldnt even pick up a cereal box. I cant move. My stomach hurts. I have a pounding headache. And the complaints go on and on... At 1:30 a.m. i took a sip of water and ran to the bathroom cuz it almost came back up :[ Well hope everyones day is good or atleast better then mine!

Something I Read In Ng
I dont buy into this , just for the fact that I always orgasm . As a woman I find it my right to find pleasure for myself during the situation if he fails to provide. "A woman unconsciously uses orgasms as a way of deciding whether or not a man is good for her. If he's impatient and rough, and she doesn't have the orgasm, she may instinctively feel he's less likely to be a good husband and father. Scientists think the fickle female orgasm may have evolved to help women distinguish Mr. Right from Mr. Wrong."

Face And Body Art Stash !
Happy hump day to all I've done a body and face art stash, please come along and show some love. Big hugs to my friend Kindredspirit who has already shown lotsa lurve (((hugs))), thanks hun. Have a great day ! Love Lin xx

Letting Go To God
Tantra doesn't tell you to control or suppress your sexual urges to reach God, but rather says the opposite. It supports development of this vital energy to achieve union with Divinity. The essence of Tantra is the full expression of being--a merging with, rather than a withdrawing from. It is the ultimate yoga, which is Sanskrit for union. In Tantra, the orgasm is with the universe. You become part of the primal energy of everything. In the Kama Sutra, genital contact is but one of the many kinds of intercourse. Tantrikas learn to make love with everything, letting go of all barriers to pure bliss. Sex becomes sacred and divine when you approach it from your heart and body, rather than your mind. It is common for Tantrikas to "drop their mind" when engaging in Tantric lovemaking. When the energy comes from a space deep within you--your essential Self--it connects you to God/Goddess/All That Is...moving you into the realm of spirit. The body is only layers of invisible energy in

Primal Energy
Today, many people have been exposed to the use of energy for healing, as with Chinese medicine, Reiki, Touch for Health, etc. Yet, few people, except for the Taoists, use the body's most powerful energy center--the sex center--for the achievement of divinity, immortality and enlightenment. In Tantra, sexual energy is used as the ignition for firing the Kundalini force, the body's biological life-energy system, merging it/you with universal energy. Mystics and metaphysicians call this reaching or achieving Godhead, Nirvana, Samadhi, Mooksha or union with Divinity. However, unlike Taoism (which actually stemmed from ancient Tantra) that says bring your energy inside for longevity, Tantra says let it go...let it all go! There is no reason to hang onto anything if eternity exists. In Tantra, sex is used as the Cosmic union of opposites to create the polarity charge, or potential, that connects with the primordial energy from which everything in the universe arises--the totality o

Aussie Aussie Aussie
ok so i know you are in here somewhere,,,, just cant seem to find you where the bloody hell are all the aussies gone???? as we are totally laid back you are all probably sucking back a beer and laughing your arses off at some of the other people in here... well if u r aussie and read this here blog give me a cooee and say gday...

Puzzling
On my alerts I notice that a person named ( someone ) always rates my profile or pics well re reates them and it bugs me because I dont know who this is, and I cant click on his/her name and go to there page like I can other names.... whats the deal! show yourself! lol

This Weather...
Is doing a number on my head... *laugh* I cant take it..its too cold. It makes me sleepy and nonproductive!! I just want to tuck myself into my comfy feather bed and go to sleep ALL DAY... and I cant! lol I have things to do...tons of paperwork to follow up on.. and the coffee isnt working...nothing is working! When is spring coming?? WHEN? *groan* I think Im depressed :( somehow I have to pull out of this!!!

Just Having Alittle Fun Thats All
i'm just on here to have a little fun and to make friends you can never have to many friends. i dont need a boyfriend i have one of those already and im not bored with him yet. i just want to have a little fun flirting LOL thats all!

My Favorite Band Is Playing
My favorite band is playing Friday and Saturday Nights Please come and join all of us SEE THE JOE TANNER BAND GREENFIELDS 3355 S. Yarrow Street Lakewood, CO 80227 303.989.9820 One Block West of Wadsworth, One Block North of Hampden In The Mission Trace Shopping Center) FRIDAY MARCH 9TH SATURDAY MARCH 10TH BAND STARTS ABOUT 9PM PLAYS CLASSIC ROCK AND BLUES GO TO www.joetannerband.com check them out

All In The Genes
A man boarded an aircraft at Heathrow and took his seat. As he settled in, he noticed a very beautiful woman boarding the plane. He realized she was heading straight towards his seat and bingo! She took the seat right beside him. Eager to strike up a conversation, he blurted out, "business trip or vacation?" She turned, smiled enchantingly and said "Business. I'm going to the annual nymphomaniac convention in the United States". He swallowed hard as here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting for nymphomaniacs! Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use my experience to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really", he smiled, "what myths are those?" "Well," she explained, " one popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed when, in fact, it's the Native American Indian who is most like

Victoria's Secret?
I'm mad. In fact I'm mad as hell at my favorite lingerie store. It use to be that you could go into Vicki Secrets and grab some great stuff, sure it was a little overpriced, but hell it was cute, well made, and last for a long time. Well not anymore. The quality of their product has gone south unlike their prices which seem to be headed north. Personally I love their cotton panties. I only wear their cotton panties most days comfy and cute. Well not anymore I stopped in last weekend to grab some new ones and to my amazment they have changed and NOT for the better. The fabric is thin, rough, and cheap. Not nice and soft like it use to be. Oh Victoria what happened to you? I want my damn cotton panties back the way they're suppose to be!

Sigh...
On my way home from work yesterday, I noticed my hands were swelling. By 8pm, I had little balloon hands, and damn did they hurt. I guess I had an allergic reaction to something. But the thing is, in my 25 years, I have never had an allergic reaction to anything. So, they told me I needed to go to the hospital... OMG, bad idea, I was there till midnight, and I ended up leaving since I had to be at work this morning. They hurt like hell today, and still swollen, but it'll be alright. On to the real reason I am posting today. I'm not sure if any of you have heard of the Jessica Lunsford case, but it was a 9 year old girl here in Florida who was kidnapped, raped and murdered. Anyway, they are in trial now... And OMG this is some bullshit. The fucker who did this to her is playing the I'm insane card. Before the trail started, he was a normal man reading newspapers, now he is in court coloring in a dinosuar book and acting like a damned 4 year old. Lawyers are treating him like a baby s

Turpentine
Turpentine > >> > >> > >> > >>A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of Turpentine, shaking > >>it > >>up and watching the bubbles. > >> > >>A while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. > >>The little boy replied, "This is the most powerful liquid in the world, > >>it's > >>called turpentine." > >> > >>The Priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. > >> > >>If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant women's > >>belly, > >>she'll pass a healthy baby." > >> > >>The little boy replied, > >>"You take some of this here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll > >>pass a Harley Davidson."

Stupid Kids Need......
to get a life!!! and grow up..... so yeesterday at my school there were these dumb kids that carved on the bathroom wall(which is something that we did when we were in middle school) and they wrote that they were going to shoot these people and they used names and now we are on a f***ing lock down and cant leave at all to do anything until class is over, we cant go to the lunch room twice, we cant go to the bathroom with out a teacher being with us and we can only go during our passing period, and we cant go to other classroom's when we need help... these kids need to grow up and confess that it was them, because ts not only pissing a bunch of people off but its just making it so they get in more trouble.... GROW UP!!!!

I'm A Playful Kisser
You're a Playful Kisser Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

18 More Fun Things That Are Great
Have you ever thought back to the time when you were a kid and wanted to do some of those things? I had numerous times but always put it behind me as being childish and something that an adult couldn't benefit from and thus it would be considered useless. Well that just isn't always the case. Here are some things to consider to do in the middle of a workout to make it fun and even improve the exertion. Jump rope. How often have you seen boxers working with a speed rope as a part of their fight training? It isn't just for the fun of playing jump rope it is an excellent coordination exercise. The hands get with the feet and better motor skills are developed. It improves endurance and enhances power in the feet and calves. See how long you can continue without tiring. That will teach you how good it is. Skipping. Skipping along seems childish as opposed to running but in fact it is a great exercise to do along with running. It is another exercise that will improve power

My Imperfect Past
Ok, I'm not used to blogging, but here it goes. Just recently I got hurt. I guess I brought it on to myself, since I was the one not ready for a relationship, but things got a bit out of hand. I don't want to get into details, but all I know is that when you think you know someone and rely on that alone without truly knowing them, you get surprised, even disappointed at times. Love is a very beautiful thing. It can make you do crazy things and it can make you ignore the most obviously wrong things. I have had my imperfect past when it comes to love. Sadly, some of my relationships have been a bit weird and ended a bit harsh, again some, not all. I've had relationships end, that to this day I can still call them and hang out with them and even recieve/give them a nice hug. Then there are those other relationships where I can't do that for whatever reason. Nonetheless, I've loved them all with all my heart and they ALL hold a special place in my heart. I am happy that I've b

A Special Day. . . Maybe Not To All But To Me.
A friend Today, his day A desire To be with him to celebrate A past that has broken the celebration A heart that still celebrates A wish that God will bless him today A love that no matter what will always celebrate the 7th of March for A friend, a desire, a past, a heart and a wish.

Questions And Answers
1. WuD yOu Be In CoNtRoL? 2.WuD yOu Go SlOw Or FaSt? 3. WuD yOu WiSpEr In My EaR? 4. WuD yOu TaLk DiRtY tO mE? 5. WuD yOu KiSs Me WiTh A lItTlE tOnGuE oR a LoT oF tOnGuE? 6. WuD yOu SaY mY nAMe? 7. WuD yOu Go DoWn On Me? 8. WuD yOu lEt mE gIvE yOu A hIcKiE? 9. HoW mAnY rOuNdS wUd We Go? 10. WhAt WuD yOu WaNnA dO aFtErWarRdS? 11. WuD yOu tAkE oFf AlL uR cLoThEs ThEn TaKe MiNe OfF sLoWlY? 12. WuD yOu LiCk AnD bItE mE aLl OvEr? 13. WuD yOu lIkE 2 pLaY oR gEt StRaIgt To ThE pOiNt? 14. WuD yOu WaNt Me To TaKe My TiMe? 15. WuD yOu FaLl AsLeEp WhEn We WeRe DoNe? 16. WuD u WaNt Me To Go FaSt oR sLoW? 17. WhErE wUd yOu WaNnA "dO iT" aT? 18 WuD yOu Be lOuD oR qUiEt? 19. WuD yOu mInD iF i LiKeD yOu? 20. WuD yOu Do It 2DaY? 21. WuD yOu Do It 2MoRrOw? 22. ArE yOu GoInG tO rE-pOsT tHeSe So I cAn AnSwEr ThEm FoR yOu?

Yeah, Its Like That
Lately, I've been building my collection of costumes and contacts and all other theatrical type stuff. This doesnt seem like it matters much, but as an actress...esp on the indie circuit..its important..I just added four new pair of contact lenses to go with the 6 other pair I already had..yay!!!! I also purchased 5 pair of fantasy wigs and a dancing cane...so when yo usee some weird props..don't be surprised! LOL I'm happy

Havent Unpacked
i havent even fully unpacked from my trip to minnesota ..i mean all my clothes are away now but my bag is still sitting on my bed with all my other stuff in it .. i wanna leave i hate it here ...i love ca. bu its just thet i will never be able to have a life here

Dear Tech Support,,,,,,,,,,,
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- Particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate -------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, While Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.HTML" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 sho

Rest In Peace Ms. Mildred Crouch March 7, 2007
Peace my heart Peace, my heart, let the time for the parting be sweet. Let it not be a death but completeness. Let love melt into memory and pain into songs. Let the flight through the sky end in the folding of the wings over the nest. Let the last touch of your hands be gentle like the flower of the night. Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a moment, and say your last words in silence. I bow to you and hold up my lamp to light you on your way. A kind lady with a heart of gold , will be remembered forever more ..

Making A Proper Salute!
ok key things to making a salute are listed below!!! What is a CherryTAP Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. 4. Make sure the photo is in a public album. *Photoshopped or any ?type? print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your CherryTap.com Home Page (which has to be clear and not the view profile page) as part

Exhausted
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i'm on my second job. It's not stop with getting dinner together, picking up around the house, taking Buddy for a walk. This week I haven't gotten to bed until 11:30 or 12:00 pm. I get up at 5:45 am during the week. Ugh. I can't wait until the weekend. I will sleep in. I need to catch up on some serious sleep. Normally i am in bed by 10:00, but this week has been unusually busy. OK. Enough about my lack of rest. The weather is great this week. The sun is out and it's just beautiful. We have broadband on our computer now and it's so great to be off dialup. When we had dialup, I would get online, try to get on a website and sit and wait, and wait, and wait. Now it just pops up. It's great. I'm on my lunch break and it's almost over. :( oh well. I shouldn't complain. I have a good job that i really like. :) Have a great day everyone.

Dun Fucked Up.
Damn after one crazy night of drinking smoking and walkin from pad to pad I woke up with not enough time to make it to my class. Like wow I'ma dumbass. Its not like I'm missing too much just review for the midterm. But damn there this girl that sits right next to me. We been talkin over the last couple days and I was going to ask her out today. Thats how it goes though. Trying to figure out how much walkin I actually did during the course of last night. I'm thinkin at least 1 1/2 hours of it. Also trying to figure out what this nice sized gash is doing on the side of my hand. Now that I'm thinkin about it theres not a whole lot of last night I'm remembering. Well I needa go smoke a bowl to bring me out of this hangoverish state I am in. As well as a ciggarette.

Woman
ladies i feel that you are as confused as men are in knowing what tyou want from men as weare in what we want from you we think we want a reraltionship then when we ahve it we are looking at others why and i know woman do the same thing why do you think this is maybe it because you dont know what you want till its gone maybe your man doesnt pay as much attention as before why is that why cant it be the same as it was when you first met what do you think just curious on the female perspective and i am new on here so feel free to say whats up to massachusetts bye jimmy

Full Moon!
Night waifting through longing wailing fog that seems to linger on forever. Winds howl in song of sorrow, riping, shreding lurking up at the full moon. Eyes of prey shivering as the full night wagers on, the weak cowerd in thier burrows only find themselves being dug up. Beautious beast stares stright on, it knows what it wants, smells the sweetness and taste of the fury beast within. charges full on to her prey, smiling fangs licking lips as she comes closer to her prey. pouncing on. what do you think she does?

Sickness
On saturday feb the 24th I woke up haven't taken meds for a week and put myself in a bad situation.I had about 4-5 shots of vodka after I was invited to go gamble.We went down got in there bet the horses got a drink maragritta.I had on sip sat down in at a machine.The drink upset my stomach a little so I had a cigarette I then felt very sick to the stomach.I let my sister know how I felt and she told her man.He was going to get me some water,but I felt the need to go to the restroom.I got up walked about 10 steps(blacked out) I fell to the ground a guy and my sisters man picked me up then I fell again almost hitting my head on the counter. Medics were rushed and my heart rate dropped to 60 my sister held my feet up while I tried to respond.I got rushed to a hospital and they let me know it wasn't the alcolol that caused the problem.My pottusium level dropped to 1.7(norm 3.5-5.0) very fatal.I could have past away that night but something held me back I don't know if it's my friends and

Thai Iced Coffee
Thai Iced Coffee (Oliang Thai) Preparation time: 5 minutes, plus 10 minutes for steeping Yield: 4 servings 4 cups water 1/2 cup Thai coffee powder 1/3 cup granulated sugar 1/2 to 3/4 cup sweetened condensed milk 1. Bring the water to a boil in a medium saucepan. Stir in the coffee powder, blending well. Remove from the heat, and allow to steep for 10 minutes. 2. Using the mesh strainer or coffee filter, strain the coffee into a tall pitcher, mix in the sugar, and cool to room temperature. Cover and refrigerate until chilled. 3. Fill four tall glasses with ice. Pour the coffee over the ice and float 2 to 3 tablespoons condensed milk on top. Serve with long iced-tea spoons to allow your guests to stir their own coffee.

Loud -n- Proud
TODAY'S EVENTS ON WORLD ROCK RADIO DRAGAN ATTACK 8:00PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE DOC NASTY ROCKS YER BOX 10:00PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE DISCIPLES OF ROCK 12:00AM EST (Midnight) CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE

Changes
The heat rises to my face I stand at the edge, contemplating, Wondering how I got to this place. Revealing my fear only to myself. It seems like yesterday, it was good. Everything was going great. Then, I did something I didn't think I would. I stepped out of the box. I started changing things, The way I wear my hair, I stopped wearing my rings, I started going more places. My true feelings came out. I have opened my mind more, I am happier now, without a doubt. So why the fear? Maybe because I am standing so close, Maybe because I am not in that safe little box, Maybe the combination of both. I guess I will never know for sure. ~~Darla~~

Ganache Frosting
Ganache Frosting 6 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped 1/4 cup whipping cream 3 tablespoons butter, softened 1. Melt the chocolate and whipping cream together in the top of a double boiler over warm water or in a microwave oven on low power for 30-second bursts. Stir often with a rubber spatula to ensure even melting. When the mixture is smooth, remove the top pan of the double boiler and wipe the bottom and sides very dry. Transfer the mixture to another bowl, cover tightly with plastic wrap, and chill until thick, but not stiff, about 1 hour. 2. Using a mixer, beat the butter in a mixing bowl until fluffy, about a minute. With the mixer on low speed add the chocolate and cream mixture in two stages. Blend for no longer than 1 minute or the chocolate may curdle.

Sweet Mango-yogurt Cooler
Sweet Mango-Yogurt Cooler (Lassi) Preparation Time: 5 minutes Yield: Makes 2 servings 2 cups plain yogurt, any kind 1 cup chopped fresh ripe mango or canned mango pulp 1/2 cup crushed ice or ice cubes, plus more for serving 1 tablespoon sugar 1 drop mango essence (optional) 1. Place the yogurt, mango, 1/2 cup ice, sugar, and mango essence in a blender and blend until frothy. 2. Divide into 2 glasses and serve cold over crushed ice. Garnish with a mint sprig, if desired. You can find mango essence in Indian markets, and it's sometimes called mango-milk essence. It is very strong, so add carefully when using it. You can also make this recipe with nectarines, peaches, bananas, strawberries, or any other berries.

I Dont Know Why
do you ever get the feeling that when you try so hard. that your only going backwards not forwards. Its just a game I guess and some play it well well im not playing games. love will coquer and find a way to the person your in love with. what ever happened to just plan love well I guess we will have to find out feelins we share just happen to be true hold on and never lose control I just dont know why

The Perfect Handjob
LOL,...OK,..Never knew there were actual names for this,.......Boy, was I wrong!!! "How To Give The Perfect Handjob" by Brooks Peters Sex means more than intercourse; exploring all the different variations enhances your sex life and keeps it from getting stale. Masturbating your partner can be very exciting for both of you. So, read on and learn how to let your fingers do the walking. Mutual masturbation can be a thrilling experience; but first, we need to study the basics of manual technique. Most men feel women aren't skilled at handling penises. Their grips are too limp, lacking conviction and exuberance. They seem afraid to apply pressure, yet often pull or tug at inappropriate moments, disrupting the rhythm. Some also have a tendency to scratch. Clearly, we all need to be more knowledgeable about the proper methods of mutual masturbation. Either you or your partner can perform the following exercises, but they are written with an experienced woman in mind. The first con

Numbers Dont Lie
Numbers don't lie! This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certa

Idaho Baked Potatoe Soup.
Hope this is big enough, Lol Idaho baked potato soup: 2/3 c. butter or margarine 2/3 c. flour 7 cups milk 4 lg baking taters baked peeled and cubed (4 cups) 4 green onions sliced 12 bacon strips cooked and crumbled 1 1/4 c's shredded cheddar cheese 1 c. sour cream In large soup pan melt the butter. Stir in flour, heat and stir until smooth. Gradually add milk, stirring constantly until thickened. Add potatoes and onions. Bring to a boil stirring constantly. Reduce heat simmer for 10 minutes, add cheese, bacon, sour cream. Stir until cheese is melted. Serve immediately Serves 10

Scalloped Potatoes
Scalloped Potatoes (Gratin Dauphinois) Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 60 minutes Yield: 4 to 6 servings 2 pounds potatoes, peeled and thinly sliced 3-1/2 cups milk 2 cloves garlic, peeled and minced 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/2 cup coarsely grated Gruyère cheese 1. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Butter a 2-1/2 quart baking dish. 2. Combine the potatoes, milk, garlic, salt, and pepper in a large saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat. 3. Pour the potato mixture into the prepared baking dish and sprinkle with the grated cheese. 4. Place the dish on a baking sheet and bake on the center oven rack for 45 to 55 minutes, or until bubbly and golden brown. 5. Remove from the oven and let sit for 15 minutes before serving.

Honesty And Sex
Is there anything sweeter than blood? More addictive than sex? More lustful than chocolate? Nope. Not in my world. My life is intermixed with these three in such delicious ways. The other night I shocked a man by my honesty. Why, I don't have a freakin' clue, but I did. We where talking about inane things you usually find strangers talking about, until we took a turn down the dark road starting with candy. He happened to be cleaning out his pockets, offered me a sucker. I haven't had a sucker since I discovered the cock, and told him such. It all went into the gutter from there. It was a lot of fun. ;P~~~

Yellow Eyes
Yellow Eyes We've roamed the wild country My beautiful yellow eyes, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet yellow eyes I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And no

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a woman... Wine her Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV.

Did Lestat Really Write This #2
Not bad, you might think. I loathed it. Without doubt, I was grieving for my old selves-the mortal boy, the newborn revenant once determined to be good at being bad if that was his predicament. I'm not a pragmatist, understand. I have a keen and merciless conscience. I could have been a nice guy. Maybe at times I am. But always, I've been a man of action. Grief is a waste, and so is fear. And action is what you will get here, as soon as I get through this introduction. Remember, beginnings are always hard and most are artificial. It was the best of times and the worst of times-really? When! And all happy families are not alike; even Tolstoy must have realized that. I can't get away with "In the beginning," or "They threw me off the hay truck at noon," or I would do it. I always get away with whatever I can, believe me. And as Nabokov said in the voice of Humbert Humbert, "You can always count on a murderer for a fancy prose style. " Can't fancy mean experimental? I already know o

To A Keeper!
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they ar

Imagine This
How many lives could you change with $100,000.00? Now in the real world that isn't much money, hell now adays it is hard to buy a house for that. But last night I seriously thought about what I would do if I had $100,000.00 to spend as I see fit. It was kind of funny cause I began with a few of my friends and family that I would help and then went to various charities, left $10,000 to put a down payment on a house, and $10,000 to buy a car, pay off my bills and fines, and take a small trip to Canada.

I Wanna Luv U By Donell Jones
Dedicated to Kally! I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? You are the reason why I live, hmm A newfound joy I can contain, yeah Find myself thinking 'bout your love, hmm It's a feeling I get only my heart can explain You know... I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I've never felt so deep in love I think it's because You've touched a special part of me, baby Hope I'm the one you're thinking of You must be feelin' the same as I do I can't see being in love without you Lady, lady Girl I think about you everyday Hopin' you will never go away It's so special when we all can share Someone who'll give us tender loving care Girl I think about you every nig

Hey
JUST DROPPIN IN TO SAY HEY, I HAVE BEEN PREET BUSY THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS.. IT IS BEAUTIFUL OUTSIDE RIGHT NOW SO I WENT AND BOUGHT SOME FLOWERS AND I WILL BE SPENDING MOST OF MY DAY OUTDOORS, TALK TO EVERY ONE SOON XOXOXOXO.

Hope
I hope someday, I'll be happy, To be held tight, Made to feel right, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be cared for, To be cheer'd for, Made to feel compassion, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be touched, To be kissed, Made to feel special, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be loved, To be worth it, Made to feel I deserve it, I hope. I hope someday, I'll have that special someone, To hold, Made to feel whole, I hope. I hope these things will come to be... Until then I'm just me. Empty.

Please, Daddy, No!
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

35year Old Woman;-)
A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughters bedroom. When she opened the door she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing?" She exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." Later that week, the father was in the kitchen and heard a humming sound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" He exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." A couple of days later the mother heard the humming sound again, this time coming from the den. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing" She asked. He replied, "Watching the game with my son-in-law."

Sorry Guys
well i am sorry i have not been on in a few days. I have been partying with my man and friends . i went on on saturday night got drunk and then i got into a fight at the bar. Some guy hit his girlfriend and i saw it happen so i got mad and i broke this guys nose and broke 3 of his ribs for what he did to his girl.I was told by the police that what i did was not right but they can't touch me cause i was helping someone out. I was up for 3 days straight and i slept or 2 days and i am still tired but that is ok.

The Rules Of The Drunk Dial
Beerology 301: The Rules of the Drunk Dial 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 4. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 5. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 6. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 7. You can also call this same ex and let them know, that you know, that they still love you. Then explain to them that I would still love me too!

Ky Grammy Nominee
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My Seduction Style (didn't Know I Had One Of These Either)
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Kiss........................................
When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the feeling doesn't leave As I fall back into your arms And begin to dream....

I'm Walking.
I posted this in a bulletin as well, but I'm not sure if anyone pays attention to them... I am walking in the March Of Dimes WalkAmerica on April 14th. This organization helps thousands of babies every day. As most of you know, this hits home with me. I am asking now for sponsors and donations to help this wonderful organization. I promise you that if you donate it will go towards a great cause. If you would like to donate please go to this link. www.walkamerica.com/chelsea89 This means the world to me. Thanks in advance ♥

Sleep
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Patience
Practice patience People who cause you problems also give you something of real and lasting positive value. They provide you with the opportunity to practice and build your patience. Patience is a profoundly powerful and useful thing to have. It can bring real value into your life in almost any situation. With patience, you can achieve a thousand times more than what you could achieve without it. With patience, you can listen, learn, work and prosper instead of lashing out at every frustration. Patience enables you to see and to experience rich treasures that you otherwise would have missed completely. Patience gives you the ability to forge deep and meaningful connections with others. Practice patience, and you avoid costly careless mistakes. Live with patience, and you have the persistence to create great things. Be truly thankful for each opportunity you receive to strengthen your patience. For it will surely bring new richness to your life. -- Ralph Marston

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

My D.o.b Means
Your Birthdate: October 11 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Hymn For The New Ages
Raise your heads, open your eyes For the lord has gone away Take your pills, tell your lies For the Lord has gone away Come to terms, abandon dreams For the Lord has gone away Drop your bombs, hear the screams For the Lord has gone away Thank you Jesus For all the guilt I thought your blood was on my hands There is no heaven There is no hell There are no promised lands Blood for oil, suicide missions For the Lord has gone away Worthless leaders, failure admissions For the Lord has gone away Weep my love, weep my child For the Lord has gone away. Curse the weak, kill the mild Fo the Lord has gone away Fuck you Jesus And you lies I've got no soul to save Still your sheep Line up to listen As you keep lying from your grave

Type Of Kisser
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

The Continuing Saga Of..
So.. I think I have finally recovered from this past weekend and the last couple of weeks of crazyness.. so now I'm fresh out of excuses... and now I must be getting down to brass tax.. and all that sorta thing.. Today's mission is to put up a new podcast episode.. or that's one of today's missions. I have two episodes that are almost ready to put up... it mainly coming down to show notes.. the only trouble is that... one of the episodes is not so great.. and I kind of feel like.. well a little insecure about putting it up on the feed.. but it is on the subject of music production.. and the other episode is an example of some of my earlier production work.. (and is a bit flawed on that front...) The other thing I need to be getting to is working out the word press thing. Word press is.. I guess its.. in the social media circles I roam.. it seems to be the most popular blog engine.. my trouble is that I need to be able to control it's look and feel before I start to reall

The Best Analogy Yet!!!
Best analogy yet!!! Let's say I break into your house..... A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: ·

Love Questions
Dear Love, If I said, "I love you," would your heart skip a beat? Would you suddenly soar to a place where you'd always wanted to be? If I said, "I need you," would you hold me close? Would you tell me that you understand, and tell me that you need me too? If I said, "I want you," would you hold me and lie down beside me? Would you invite me to make love to you? how would you answer these questions

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How You Are In Love You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Summer
Your Summer Love Style is Serious While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing. And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already. For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed. Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy! What's Your Summer Love Style?

Dreams By Boyz Ii Men
Dedicated to Kally Here I am again, wondering if you're okay Can't stop this troubled heart Cuz we're apart, miles away Phone pressed up to my ear Wish you were here, holding me A face to go with your sweet voice Will bring me joy, totally I know I can't be there But baby it's alright I'll be waiting for you, tonight I pray that you'll be there When I close my eyes Meet me in my dreams, tonight One thing that never changes No matter what I can't wait to see you Can't wait to feel you And there's a place of our own, where we can go Nobody knows I close my eyes real tight And make love to you all night I know I can't be there Baby it's alright I'll be waiting for you, tonight I pray that you'll be there When I close my eyes Meet me in my dreams, tonight I wish I may, I wish you might Find some time when you sleep tonight To think of me and I'll appear before your eyes It's my paradise, your world You are my heart, m

Tribute To A Friend
Tribute to Al Wahl I once met a man who was big and strong, but was also kind, gentle and tall Although some called him muffy I knew him simply as Awahl As days became months and months became years we shared many things including our blood, sweat, and tears Some things we did together I can never tell For him, I and maybe a couple of others will have to answer that bell But know this my good friends a better man you will never call For I knew the man and myth, the one known as Awahl I called him buddy and I called him friend but the name of brother was most fitting in the end No matter what happens in this life of mine. The roads I must travel or hills I must climb. The trials I must pass or times I will fall. I will never know a man that can compare to Awahl. R.I.P. Al

Sick, But It Is Kinda Funny.......
Bob goes into the public rest room and sees this guy standing next to the urinal. The guy has no arms. As Bob's standing there, taking care of business, he wonders to himself how the poor wretch is going to take a leak. Bob finishes and starts to leave when the man asks Bob to help him out. Being a kind soul, Bob says, "Ah, OK, sure, I'll help you." Then the man says, "Can you pull it out for me?" Bob replies, "Uh, yeah, OK." Bob pulls it out and it has all kinds of mold and red bumps, with hair clumps, rashes, moles, scabs, scars, and reeks something awful. Then the guy asks Bob to point it for him, and Bob points for him. Bob then shakes it, puts it back in and zips it up. The guy tells Bob, "Thanks, man, I really appreciate it." Bob says, "No problem, but what the hell's wrong with your penis?" The guy pulls his arms out of his shirt and says, "I don't know, but I ain't touching it."

Fuck
why is it every time that i think i found a nice guy who could actually love me, i think that somethings going on??? im not a bitch when it comes to having a man, he can have his own friends and shit so idk what to do when someone tells my man that she cant wait to be in his arms and she loves him soooo much....what do u do about that shit its fucked up!!!

Demon
Demon That old familiar fear is here again. Temporarily banished, diminished Never entirely vanished from my world. Fear Are you real? Or just appear to selfishly intimidate I must finally eradicate this enemy. He has the poison touch; destroys so much Gives nothing The demon has disciples Vipers trying to spread toxic thought. We've been at war for years, myself against the fear He can't win. He can't rule. I must face another duel. My wounds, my pain can't be in vain.

Alone
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Read I You Want
lately i have been meetin some really cool ppl on here and have been asked the ssame question by all : what is it about feet i like? or what is it about feet you like? i know everyone has feet and alot of people dont like them but think about this. Women are built beautiful and soft and sexy well thats all that set them a part from men cause we all forget to do something when we get busy. So i feel if a women takes care of her feet like she do her body then that man that she love her whole body and i can love her whole body noone in this world can love some one that doesnt love there self so thats why i love a women with sexy feet cause to be loved starts with you and how you love yourself