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What They See.
Most people take one look at me and think, "Group home." or "RUN! WARN THE OTHERS!" I like the first one. Homes are warm.
Torn In Two
there are two guys who need and want my attention. the first is my wonderful boyfriend who is aawy at AIT right now. we have been together for five months now and things are going pretty good. i know that he needs me and i think he wants me around. and yes i love him but i fear the whole military thing. second is my amazing friend who is away also with the military. him and i have had some ups and downs, just recently coming but up from one of our downs but he has always been there for me when i need him. he has helped me through a lot and finally feelings were exposed. now both guys mean the world to me but i know sooner or later i am gonna have devote more of my attention to one and i dont know who or what to do when it comes that time. i dont want to hurt either of them but i dont want to keep putting this decision off especially once my boyfriend comes home.
Love U All !
kisses !
Hidden Friends
i have been on CT for shit like nine months now and there is definitley one thing i have learned...there are many friends out there who seem to hide until we need them most. when we are down to our lowest point there they are willing to help us out. i have learned that there are many of these "hidden friends" on my friends list and i am very greatful to all of them. there are so many times where i just need someone to tlak to who understands what i am going through and isnt mixed up in all of my mess. so to all of you and you know who you are thank you very much. and know that i am always here if you guys ever need to talk.
Her Love Sweet Kisses
her love sweet kisses, real kisses the real feel of love feel on, feed on the real feel of love below me above me behind me all around me heart starts to pound walls all come down as passion surrounds i get high - i fall down i'm so glad you're around i land on the ground as your arms surround me and save me again and again... through a cycle of passion through a cycle of pain whatever will we do whatever may we gain the heat never wavers your love's always safe you're such a lovely neighbor don't ever go away...
Poem Number 2 "you Remind Me Of The 4 Seasons"
You remind me of the 4 seasons See ur exactly like the winter! you are exciting like snowflakes on a school night to little kids and your fun like sledding and snow angels all day untill you become tired and want to cuddle in the cutest way all through the night but at the same time you remind me of spring your beautiful like green grass and flowers blooming and calm n gentle like the spring showers that April brings in the spring i fall in love with you all over again like the love you have when the sun starts to shine again but you deffinitely are summer too well you're pretty much hot hah but fo real your are like beautiful sunsets at the beach that make life seem so romantic and make you stop n think how lucky we are your like hot summer days making me jump into the ocean making me feel so refreshed but most of all i think you are like fall you remind me oh how amazing lifes creations are like the trees leafs in new england in autmn your a beauty that is
Dj Fawn Is Kickin The Tunes For Ya
YES LADIES AND GENTALMEN, DJ FAWN IS KICKIN THE TUNES LOUD AND PROUD TO YA. SO COME ON IN AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE THE FIRST 50 PEOPLE THAT BECOME MEMBERS IN THE LOUNGE TODAY WILL GET A FREE GIFT Nvasion Radio
Age
ok so i know on here there is a huge age range. i mean shit it goes from 18 to god only knows yet we still find 48 year olds hitting on the younger ones and people freakin out about it. yeah so its a lil weird but does it really matter?? i mean if the person who is getting hit on doesnt care then why should anyone else. age is just a number thats it! nothing more. so why do people freak out about young girls being with older guys? yeah i know this was kinda random but its something that i just started thinking about so i thought i would throw it out there to see what others thought
Broken
Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you You left me a broken flower No will to grow Broken in despair No direction to go Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you I lay here all alone Fading beauty Of yesterdays light A broken flower Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you Its what you did and who you are.
I'm Not A Player I Just Fuck A Lot.
Ok so not really but Ive been thinking a lot lately about things that really really irritate me so Ive decided to compile a list here. 1-Close standers, by this I mean the people who stand an inch away from you when you're waiting in line for something whether it be a movie or at the grocery store. If I can feel your stank breath on the back of my neck, you need to back the fuck up. 2-People at buffets who pile like 5 pounds of food on their plates at once. It's a buffet cocksmackers, the food isnt going anywhere. Chill the fuck out and stop like you're a starving Ethiopian. 3-People who don't know how to merge onto the interstate. If you're in front of me on the on ramp going 30 and I'm going 50 and have to slow down, I'm probably going to pass you and give you the finger. 4-Bad drivers in general. My life could end because of someone elses mistake. So please idiots, stop talking on your phone and fucking pay attention or get out of the damn car. 5-still on the su
This Friday!!!!!
Well guys it has finaly come. Come this Friday I am moving into with my mom and the idiot doesn't even know it. I have treid to be nice so he wont know but you'd think that after i havent' slept with him in a week that he has got the picture...not! Any way. I need forty dollars to get a storage room right next to my house now! Any ideas on how i can get my hands on soem money before thursday? Any way the kids are I are alrelady happy about the move. Cross your fingers and prayer he doesn't try to do anyting to us or start any trouble. I will try to keep everyone posted.
My Vacation (top Sail Isladn Nc)
Well the above picture is of me and my son on our one and only trip our of Ohio in well over 13 years. This trip to "Top Sail Island" was one of the few good times I had on the whole 15 day trip. I had never before seen the ocean and I should tell you that it was breath taking! I was in awe over it. If I had drove there myself I think I may have stayed all night. It was breezy and chilly but then it was the early part of may. The beach was empty and the surf was loud and the shells were everywhere. I brought home a ton of them. It was something I can only dream of doing again some day
Dragging On
Oh, another boring day is slowly dragging to an end. I can't wait for it to be over. I believe it is mostly because I have been um since 4:30 driving to get here by 10. Still unsure of what is all going on tonight. Looks like I might be sleeping at the shop again.
A Walking Economy
This guy is walking with his friend, who happens to be a psychologist. He says to this friend, "I'm a walking economy." The friend asks, "How so?" "My hair line is in recession, my stomach is a victim of inflation, and both of these together are putting me into a deep depression!"
Total Boredom
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?
Keep Holding On
Get Them Laid.
www.getthemlaid.com ok this is just sad i love reading this website called techcrunch.com well i came across this article for a new website. called gethemlaid.com well i had to see if this was a joke or not well its a real website. but im not saying anything bad about it. just had to let everyone know about this. tell me what you think. LOL oh in case anyone was wondering why im not online im at home really sick and going back to bed. thanks and have a good day.
Vote For Me In This Contest Please :) Thanks!
i entered a best pin up girl contest, you vote by leaving comments... so please vote for me :) thanks - Mera > > > > > /viewimage.php?u=230680&i=2380687147 > >
Colorful Passion
Your Passion is Orange Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act! What Color Is Your Passion?
Randomness
I was the one that mended you heart, When no one else was there, I gave you the consolement that you needed, So that you wouldn't fall apart. I cried endless nights, Wondering.... Thinking... Hoping... If you would be alright. I remember countless nights when I would pray, Asking God to watch over you, To keep you safe, And out of harms way. I feel like I have failed you, By telling you one thing, Doing another, and not being true to you. I don't want you to hurt anymore, I don't want to see or hear you cry, Feel my hand in your hand, And let me wipe the tears from your eyes.
Maxine's Living Will...
I, MAXINE , being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: * Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate sex Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate * It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.
When Girls Drink Too Much...
>> WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ >> >> >> >> 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. >> >>2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT >>WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. >> >>3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY >>BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. >> >>4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A >>HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO >> >>5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO >>MUCH. >> >>6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG >>PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" >> >>7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. >> >>8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. >> >>9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST >>LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO L
Work Rant
If you don't know how to use a computer, don't try to log into your insurance policy online. Just don't. If you can't remember what you did an hour and a half ago, don't drive. Don't have insurance. Don't try to go online for your policy. And STOP CALLING ME EVERY TWO HOURS!!! If you can't pay for your car insurance, DON'T BUY AN EXPENSIVE CAR. It's that easy. Really. These are not hard concepts. Just a not-so-friendly reminder from your stressed-out not-so-friendly insurance agent.
What Tattoo To Get......
You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo Sweet and sassy For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness What Tattoo Should You Get?
Hero........?.?
Everyone has a hero in their lives. At least that's what I think. I have few heroes in my life. 1 definitily would be my Mom. God bless her soul. Then I've got the 1 and only the all mighty 1, GOD. Of course my man and my son.
Contest
hi please vote for my gory photo in this contest, i would appreciate it and would do the same for you. Here is the link below thanks guys, http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&i=3971472638
The Slave's Prayer
The Slave's Prayer Author: Screamer © 1996 Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.
For You My Friend
What can I say? Told ya so??? Hope you get a grip someday, sooner than later...
4-9-07 26th Entry
Gotta love doctor offices that have staff that are so incompitent they make your life crazy. So here's the scoop as to why I say that. As my regulars should well know by now, the doctor I deal with now is not one of my favorite offices to visit. I've had nothing but problems from the get go (january this year). It just got worse. So much worse that it could mean I have to do 3 more months of doctor supervised wieght loss. If I decide to say fuck it and find a new doctor, it will mean 6 months. So yea, nice long possible delay I'm facing here. Here's the story. My surgeon office needs a copy of the medical stuff I went through with my old doctor that left her practice (6 months weight loss supervision, note the 6 month ggrrrr, I also had 4 months nutritionist and a mental evaluation. Luckily those 2 offices the surgeon has the results so no worries there). In January when I switched to my new doctor, I signed paperwork to get copies of my medical records sent ov
Lets Take Cherrytap Back
Well folks..Some people just don't know when to leave well enough alone...With out mentioning names.....I think that it is time to take cherrytap back...where the people actually have a right to say what we want...I mean come on...if comment bombing or rating to fast is over loading the server...wouldn't you think it would be nice to get a newer one or better one?...I can see some of the rules we have going on in here like no bashing people because they want everyone to have fun...Don't leave rude comments and stuff like that...Yeah fine...But deleting people because they rate or comment to fast is pure stupidity...i may not be on here much longer after this and that will show you people that some people are babies and cannot take it when people critize there work. I think the site is great and all, but come on we are all adults and shit in here or we are supposed to be..Let us make up our own minds on somethings... I think we should postion CherryTap on certain items... If you think t
It Was The Last Place I Looked.....
A friend had asked if I had a particular item and could they borrow it. I said sure, but I had to try and find it first. It took a few days to find it and when I did I delivered the item to the friend. My friend thanked me for the item and told me that they hoped it wasn't too much trouble finding it for them.Almost by reflex, the following phrase fell out of my mouth: "You know, it was in the last place I thought to look..." Now, without a doubt, this has to be one of the stupidest statements that you could ever make after the successful discovery of a lost object. Oddly enough though, I'm sure that we've all used this phrase. I sure as hell hope that once you've found your lost item that you stopped looking for it. It was during this search that I discovered a strange parody of the original statement: It is not the last place that I looked for the lost item but rather the first place I've looked for a new lost item. How many times has it happened to you? You a
Vacation Part 1
Let me see if I understand this correctly, a vacation is something you do to relax and get away from the stress and strain of everyday life. A thing you do to get away from work and the head aches there in. At least that’s what I always thought it was, was I ever WRONG!!!! A vacation is something you do to drive yourself crazy with! The kids never happy with the happy meals, the damn dogs needing to piss every 5 miles on the highway, the hotel room not the way its promised, the attractions never as golden as they are in the vacation guide! With that said let me tell you about my resent vacation. On May 3rd 2007, my boss of over a year comes to my home town to pick me and my son up for our first vacation. I have such high hopes for this trip. All my friends are telling me to go and live it up and just relax, so that is what I plan to do. (Yea right!) We pile into the car, my boss, her sons, 2 of them, her daughter, me and my son. Thank god this is a big Durango we are in.
Hate
Beating My Head Against The Wall
(Dedicated to My Lord Thomas Severe) I don't know when it happened, I only know it happened... You stepped into my life, smiled that smile & turned my world upside down... My mind swirls with thoughts of you... When you're gone I'm lost in the darkness of my soul... Forced to contemplate my existence... When I'm with you, I feel complete... No longer out of place... If I fell to my knees at your feet in tears, begging... Would you let me in... If my tears make the ocean look like a drop of rain ... Would trust me then... If I ripped my beating heart from my chest & offered it to you... Would you believe me then... My Heart is yours... I am YOURS... Now,Til the end of time...
You Know You Are In Ems When....
1. You have the bladder capacity of five people. 2. You have ever restrained someone and it wasn't a sexual experience. 3. You believe that 50% of people of a waste of good air. 4. Your idea of a good time is a shooting or a car crash/rollover. 5. You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac and birth control pills. 6. You believe the government should require a permit to reproduce. 7. You refer to your favorite restaurant by the intersection it's located at. 8. You have ever wanted to hold a seminar entitled: "Suicide....getting it right the first time. 9. You think caffeine should be available in IV form. 10. People flag you down on the street for directions to the strangest places....and you know where they are located. 11. You can discuss where you are going to eat with your partner while standing over a dead body. 12. You walk into social situations and people think it's high comedy to seize their buddy and shout, "They've come to get you
Money Well Spent
A young farm lad from North Iowa goes off to college, but about 1/3 of the way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered away all of the money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his daddy. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education is coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here at Iowa State that will teach our dog Ole Blue how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing," his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the boy says. "I'll get him into the course.” So, his father sends the dog and the $1,000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Ole Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ," says his father, "No kidding! W
Evil???
You Are 94% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!How Evil Are You?
How Weird Are You?
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!How Weird Are You?
My Pirate Name Is.........
Your Pirate Name Is... Cannibal Sweet WatersWhat's Your Pirate Name?
~of Wolf And Man~
tagfantasy.com So what does a werewolf look like and how can you tell if someone you know is in fact a creature of the night? From countless stories over the centuries people have noted difference that supposedly signify wereism. In their everyday human form they have course bushy eyebrows that met over the bridge of their nose, thick almond shaped fingernails that are usually very long and curved and colored a dark red. Hair grows from their palms and sometimes a star is formed from the lines on the palms. Extra long canines, heavy jaws, and large protruding noses are also signs that one might be a werewolf. Their ears are long and pressed back upon the head. Their skin is usually mottled or unusual colors such as yellow or grey and sometimes even greenish. Their skin is also supposedly rough and dry, scratchy and they usually sport copious amounts of hair all over their bodies. Another sign is that werewolves are often very thirsty and their mouths and eyes are always dry.
A Witch Or A Wiccan?
What's the difference anyway? It seems at first glance that these two terms are really the samething: referring to someone who practices witchcraft. Common mistake. A Wiccan is someone who follows the religion of Wicca. It's a spiritual path, that does happen to include the practice of magick. On the other hand, a witch is simply a person who does magick or witchcraft, regardless of their spiritual outlook. You can be both a Wiccan and a witch, these two words are not the same One of the biggest sore points among Wiccans is the improper usage of the terms "Wiccan" and "Witch". Too many people use the terms interchangably, presuming that they both mean the same thing. They do not. Wiccan Wicca is a religion, and someone who follows that religion is called a Wiccan. Sometimes it can be difficult to accurately define Wicca, and not all Wiccans will define themselves the same way. Observing the 8 Wiccan Sabbats, honoring the Gods and/or Goddesses,
Conversation
I'm not much of a conversationalist. Basically, I suck at it. Please to be not getting offended when I kill any conversation in which we are engaged. It's just wha I do.
Rate Me Plz People I Need Help!
click the link and plz rate me for the bicep contest! thank u! DONT RATE THE BLOG>>>CLICK THE PICTURE OF ME AND RATE THAT PAGE! THANK YOU EVERYONE!
What Famous Pinup Are You?
You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about itWhat Famous Pinup Are You?
Boys Or Girls
Whos the harder of the two to raise? I've been told boys are and others say girls are. Please give your opinon thanks
Tokyo Girl
Tokyo girl, Tokyo girl You've got the moves to rule the world That cute inscru-tability Tokyo girl, you're a mystery Tokyo girl, Tokyo girl Shaking up hearts around the world You can't forget that stunning face Smiling at you it's your destiny She's got the face sweet as a baby Elegant taste and money to burn Her "yes" is "no", "no" is a "maybe" Her language is so hard to learn Tokyo girl, Tokyo girl You've got the moves to rule the world That cute inscru-tability Tokyo girl, you're a mystery (half of a song stuck in my head after taking latest pics hahahaha had to share)
To My Thoughts...
Why don't you ever slow down? You run incessantly, daring me to catch you. Daring me to corral you. Subtly begging me to control you. I'll never control you. You're too quick for me. You run in directions that I'd never want to go. You act as though I shouldn't have to give you license to take me there. You try to direct me, instead of me trying to make you my captive, to neatly instruct you and to influence you to go down roads you should be taking. Sometimes you're so strange! I really don't know what to make of your talk of love, of men, of your need and at the same time, miserable fear of having one in your life. I don't understand how speaking of your next makeup experiment fits in with the finer things in life. I have no idea how one moment, you can be concentrating on God's Will for your life, and at the next second, be thinking of the next Starbucks' drink you'd like to order. You're confusing. You're free. You're unbridled, untamed, unashamed. Somet
My Sweet Cat!
My cat is so funny, both of them actually. But I had to put this one on YouTube:
Thaughts
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? Hwo can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered i love you in your ear? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of hearbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To
Making A Baby....lmfao
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for Ha
Jews In Mexico
two Jewish men, Sid and Al, were sitting in a Mexican restaurant. Sid asked Al, "Are there any people of our faith born and raised in Mexico ? Al replied, "I don't know, let's ask our waiter." When the waiter came by, Al asked him, "Are there any Mexican Jews?" and the waiter said, "I don't know Senor, I'll ask the cooks." He returned from the kitchen in a few minutes and said "No sir, no Mexican Jews." Al wasn't really satisfied with that and asked, "Are you absolutely sure?" The waiter, realizing he was dealing with "Gringos" gave the expected answer, "I will check again,Senor!", and went back into the kitchen. While the waiter was away, Sid said, "I find it hard to believe that there are no Jews in Mexico, our people are scattered everywhere." The waiter returned and said "Senor, the head cook said there is no Mexican Jews." "Are you Certain?" Al asked once again. "I can't believe there are no Mexican Jews!" "Senor, I ask EVERYONE," rep
This Is Not A Secret!!!!
CherryTap changed its format with having NSFW (Not Safe For Work) marked on your pics back in December 2006, same time they launched SECRETLY their CherryPhotos.com website. They also have CherryStash.com. Both site uses rating system in which you do not need to be a registered member to rate. This has caused a turmoil in the community to some that take the rating system seriously. There are those that rate low as being newcomers to the site and don't understand the concept of what CherryTap is all about "an online pub". Others downrate just to stir the pot and incite drama to bring a negative and unpleasant atmosphere. There will be 9 CherryTap affilated sites that has to do with what you up and post to this CherryTap site and presently, 6 other pilot programs that will be surfacing and one has to do with CherryDiary which is basically your blog. This is the reason they wanted to keep the default pic folder "clean" of anything that is similar to headless torso shot and sexy poses.
Haters.....
Just when I go from rags to riches Or get my time in the sun Them haters pop up..Well I'm right here bitches Hate on haters... Have fun... There's no way you'll possibly stop my flow But can try all you like Hit me your hardest, I'm not gonna fold So you can hate on me all your life... And don't go nowhere, I need you around Your the reason I look so good And that is why I keep the crown And the reason you look so hood... So all of you haters that stay on my jock Keep the hate alive But its 24-7 , so stay on the clock I love how you hate on my vibe.... -Nemesis the Nazerene
Spittin
i told you so's they don't mean nothing when a hearts been torn in two sometimes we need a shoulder to lean on to pull us through and if you think you've got it goin and every things so great all it takes is a dose of life in a wicked twist of fate back to the rock you crawled out from under back to your wicked ways the poison you're spittin wont get to me and ill see better days one is a lesson twice a confession and the third time is a charm pray for salvation receiving damnation from someone who means us harm
How Aries Am I?
You are 93% Aries How Aries Are You?
In Homor Of Our Fallen Men And Women
I Am Getting Drunk
Well my uncle is dying and there is nothing I can do...which makes me feel helpless. My father died of cancer and now my fav uncle is dying of cancer and I can't even be there to help him out. He helped me out when my dad was dying but Im stuck here in Fl and can't go anywhere! Im so frustrated. I just wanna get drunk and then pass out and maybe it will all go away. I know it wont cause I did that for about a year before my dad died and he still died. I just dont get why all the bad stuff has to happen to good people. Why can't it happen to the people who just dont give a fuck or just dont care? Why does it happen to the people who care and do all they can for others? I wish I could hug him one last time and have the oppurtunity that I had with my dad before he died. Im hoping and praying that something will happen and he will be fixed and back on the golf course soon. I dont handle death very well.
April Is Autism Awareness Month
April is Autism Awareness Month. This has special meaning to me, since my son is in the autism spectrum disorder. If you don't know what autism is, think of Dustin Hoffman in The Rain Man. Granted that is on the more extreme end. There is so much to still learn about this disorder. The number of kids with it has grown. You wouldn't know it by looking at my son that he has a form of autism. Lucky for him, he isn't totally emotionally detached. It is so important that parents of young kids be aware of their development & never brush anything off. The sooner it can be detected, the sooner they can implement therapy. It was just before he turned 2 that red flags went off. He was losing speech learned, had repetive behavior, would do quirky things like flapping hands all the time, constantly on tippy toes & banging his head. He was extremely gifted with patterns, puzzles & memory. He would have a lot of obsessive compulsive tendencies. He was very resistant to change. Didn't make
Star Wars Horoscope...lmao
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain. You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control. You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well. Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?
Why Do People Hate Me?
really what the hell is going on? Why does everyone of my friends hate me right now? what the hell did i do? tell me! I mean really what did i do??? I've been cring all day. I want to know what is going on!
Two Patients
TWO PATIENTS Boy, if this doesn't hit the nail on the old head, I don't know what does! Two patients limp into two different medical clinics with the same complaint. Both have trouble walking and appear to require a hip replacement. The FIRST patient is examined within the hour, is x-rayed the same day and has a time booked for surgery the following week. The SECOND sees his family doctor after waiting 3 weeks for an appointment, then waits 8 weeks to see a specialist, then gets an x-ray, which isn't reviewed for another week and finally has his surgery scheduled for a month from then. Why the different treatment for the two patients? The FIRST is a Golden Retriever. The SECOND is a Senior Citizen. Next time take me to a vet.
Random
Zanex Alone Avoided Us against the world Angel sent away Blessed Coming back with the truest of love Empty "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel" Those I thought my friends I feel like a burrdon Alone Dealing Sleep
Journey On
After my last year in prison,I was never the same.While I was ther, I took several bible courses and led bible studies an eventually earned several bible course commendations. But I made a lot of enemies. Its not too advantageous in prison society to be a christian. In prison society its a different world. I experienced a culture shock in my first stint in there. You fight or you get punked. Well, I wasn't no punk.At 19, I weighed 270 lbs of redneck attitude. I wss in shape.I worked out, studied some in martial arts for protection.More because I prided myself in being the best physically that I could. so, I fit in very quickly in my new home. The reality that hits you in your first night there and the steel door slams behind you as you are pushed wearing into a cell. I had the top bunk. I lay there staring at the ceiling. My freedom was gone. I grew meaner in my first year. Survival is an instinct that is not taught by man's society. Oh, you say what about the military? Well, a soldier
The Four Winds
I was asked for a map of the four winds. I looked up in horror as I realized that I had lost my way. The gathering storm. Whispering to me of my neglect, I chase after the last gust of wind, weeping for my loss. amamwitch/2007 www.hostdrjack.com
My Heart Is Crying Out
Crying in my head Crying In my bed Crying I get my pillow wet Crying and you dont care I bet My heart is in pain My heart says theres nothing to gain My heart begins to pound My heart has no sound My mind begins to reel My mind says this isnt how you feel My mind wants to make me believe My mind shows me there is no relief Looking at the bedroom wall Looking at myself, at it all Looking around I begin to see Looking at something I knew couldnt be Telling myself I know it was a trap Telling I cant take anymore crap Telling you about how I feel Telling me you dont believe Im for real Im soon to be dead dont you see Im crying out for you to save me Im feeling my last breath slip away Im watching you as you cry and say I love you in every way I am dead by the end of the day I know you will go and be happy I know this is how you wanted it to be
What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Sensual Sexy You exude a luxurious sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your ultra sexy self sometimes scares men away.What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?
Keep Holding On
Harry Potter
Ya know, I really never got into the Harry Potter movies. I've seen them all, and I must say, each one impresses me a little more. But I'm afraid the last one was somewhat...risque, if you will. I mean, there was the stained glass image of the mermaid with no shells over her boobs, just her hair...then Harry taking a bath with a giggly little girl ghost thing swimming in there trying to peek at his pickled pecker. For a movie directed toward the children, there's certainly a lot of innuendo going on. Then again, I am quite cynical, and I could be looking into this a bit much, but seriously. Take a closer look. Harry Potter is really a PG porno in the making. everyboDy's Arch eNemy
Needle In Your Arm
Where do you go when you run from here? What ghosts of pain and loss do you fear? What secret place have you found out? that keeps you running all about. I was your very closest kin, Now that needle has moved right in. I fear for you in that dark plain One day you wont come back again. Before I lose you to the wind Hold my hand and be my friend. Let me know what I can do To show you that I love you too. Please know that in my house of light I can perhaps hold back the night. Allowing you to just be free for a few hours of your agony. I cannot magik 'way the pain I can only blot away the stain. that life has marked you for its own Until you go to your new home. So please stay with me for a while That I may enjoy your loving smile. You see I live in darkness too of pain and aloneness just like you. I have no where I can run And when your here you are my sun I can be yours, if you'll let me try To share the burdens of lifes sigh. I cannot take aw
Bad Dream
i had a very bad dream the other night that scared the shit out of me and then the next day it allmost came true i have had a bad few weeks and i am scared i was walking down the street and saw this car with no head lights on and it pulled over and a guy got out and he pulled a gun on me and told me if i didnt do what he wanted i would be dead and he ask me to give him all the money in my wallet and i did he was not happy about it and told me that he was goingot kill me and that is when thank god a cop drove by and saw what was going on and i was so scared becasue i have been shot before and i was anouced dead at the hospital but they brought me back i am glad that some one up stairs is looking out for me i know i have comented a lot of sins in my life but god that was to close to being with god agin
Yes..
dear my baby: there are a million reasons why you aren't ever going to get my nudes.. and you just added another reason to my list. love, me. pssss. I'm shaking so bad, I can barely write... I hate you. Why do guys fall for girls that are so fucking trashy? I'm shaking so bad. I feel like I'm going to vomit.
For Randy
Working For The Weekend
I started a new office job recently and now work odd hours 11am - 8pm. I have been putting in over time on top of it, so by the time I get home at 8pm I am ready to rest and relax with the family. Hopefully soon I will be used to it, and can prioritize my time.
My World Premiere
Quickie
1) i'm hella tired 2) went to rehab this morning again and i will have to continue with that for the ankle 4 sessions mroe 3) went to doctor and he said i need rehab for the upper part of leg (i have coagulated blood encapsulated and with massage and rehab will get reabsorbed), and pills for the pain and something else 4) tomorrow i go to the other doctor to give him the result of the urea breath test and see what meds i need for this treatment this time to kill that stupid bacteria 5) my feet hurts.... stupid new shoes 6) it's early and i'm going to sleep early 7) it's colder now... but still the incredible mosquitos are alive! (wish i could kill all them) 8) too much work and no vacations: i wont survive, i need to move to switzerland ASAP! well this is a short thing of what was happening, more questions? send a pm lol nah leave a comment! hugs
Lmfao...i Made Myself Pee!!!
So I am going through, checking some videos and putting them in my stash. I came across Enuffz Enuff video to Fly High Michelle and I about pissed my pants! This is one gay video. I think the band members were actually trying to look hotter then the blonde in this. If you still didnt think they were gay even after seeing hearts in the one guys pupils, the 3,857 rainbows that flew through the screen should have tipped you off! Cool song though, where is my spandex!
To All Of My Friends
Thank you all so very much for readding me to your friends. I had problems with my account and I am glad that all of you were kind enough to re add me. If I am missing anyone just send me a request and we will get the problem straight.
Spring Break
10 days off for Spring Break I thought this was going to be great. LOL! Oh my gosh was I freaking wrong. There is nothing to do. The best part about spring break is sleeping in, not going to school, and getting to hang out with Mikey longer. hehe Other than that spring break sucks all my friends are busy and I dont drive so that sucks more lol. I say suck to much haha. Anyways I have to think on the bright side I could have school all year round. YUK! Okay I think this isn't that bad. I go back to school on April 16th as long as my mom and I dont get into anymore clashes I should be good to go. Then on May 18th is my last day of school. YAY! I am a senior 07. Then May 24 I graduate. It's all good. Okay well I am going to go lol I am tired of writing and I am sure you are tired of reading lol if you ever meet me in person I talk more then this haha so be lucky your just reading it not talking to me haha you would never get me to shut up only if I am tired or if I dont feel l
I See With Blinders On
I see with blinders on, obscuring what should be clear Looking left to right, I strain to see what I am passing by Only to be met with dark maleviolent emptiness So in anger I do nothing but forge forward. What happened to me that I should be so blinded? Unable to sense that, that is around me. Sensitive to each nuance of emotion that I feel But unable to share clearly the meanings. I hurt: I anguish over the least problem, perhaps complicating them a thousand fold, unable to puzzle out how to simply look left and right and see clearly with out fearing rejection. The answer I am told is to simply do what you wish Say what you feel and all will be well But I am afraid of every offering, of every effort That it be met with coldness or indifference. So, do I stop my efforts, or cease my offerings? No, thats not me, or who I am. I am a loving, kind and caring person, learning to love again. In a world that has forced me to see with blinders on. With the help o
Arguements
IF WE ARE FRIENDS,AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER,THEN WHY DO WE FIGHT?I HOPE OTHERS FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT FIGHTING AS I DO,...NOT TO LET THE SUN GO DOWN ON A ARGUEMENT.I HATE FIGHTS,JUST HATE THEM,...BUT I DO NOT HATE YOU,MY DEAR FRIENDS,...WE MUST LEARN GROW,LIVE,LET GO,FORGIVE,AND MOVE ON,...A FRIENDSHIP IS A MOST PRECIOUS THING,LIKE A TREASURE,...AND REMEMBER,....FRIENDS FOREVER.
Thank You
I would like to thank all of you for all your wounderful words of compassion and understanding for the loss of my grandfather on Friday ~~ you are all wonderful and amazing people!!!
Big Girls Need Love
Big Girls Need Love Shanice, the 24 year old fashion diva from Brooklyn NY, who is currently going through fashion school to pursue her dream of being the top fashion designer for plus size women...while battling with the negativity of today's society... While growing up in Brooklyn, Shanice had to deal with alot of things that most people wouldn't even think of...At age 11 she was raped by a man that was dating her mom at the time... Her mother was never really the type to take care of her children. Basically, Shanice grew up taking care of her younger brother and sister. Making sure that she was there for them when ever they need anything. While attending fashion school, Shanice had a hard time finding a job. Every job that she would apply to would basically turn her down cuz she wasn't given the chance to prove herself. She had to almost go to the extreme of prostitution. Luckily, God was looking out for her and she was given the chance to better herself by working
Allergy Shots: Hope For Long-term Allergy Relief
An allergy shot every month for several years certainly isn't your idea of fun — much less your child's. But it might be a worthwhile investment in the long run. When persistent allergies don't respond to medication — or the medication side effects are intolerable — allergy shots may offer the best relief. How do they work? Allergy shots (immunotherapy) are a series of injections meant to desensitize you to specific allergens — the substances that trigger an allergic response. To be effective, allergy shots are given on a schedule. Typically you'll receive a shot once or twice a week for about three to six months. After that, you'll need a shot about once a month for three to five years. For the first three to six months, the allergen dose is gradually increased with each shot. This helps your body accept the allergen as the harmless substance it is. Are allergy shots recommended for everyone with allergies? Allergy shots are commonly used to treat allergic rhinitis (hay
Protection Prayer
A friend sent this to me and I thought I would share it with all of you This is a very powerful protection prayer and should only be said once a week. I am surrounded by the pure white light of the Holy Spirit Nothing but Good shall come to me Nothing but Good shall go from me I give Thanks As I will, So Mote It Be I ask the great unseen healing force, To remove all obstruction from my mind and body And restore me to perfect health As I Will, So Mote It Be I lay aside my mundane cares Returning I will attend to them With knowledge gained in brief respite I will be better equipped to lead this life As I Will, So Mote It Be. Spirits of mischievous intent Spirits of lower entities You may not cross this sacred line As I will, So Mote It Be
Rah Rah's Survey
*When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said: Damn. My eyeliner still looks Fab! *When is the next time you will make out: WHENEVAAAS CLEVAA *What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK": COMEON...FUCK FUCK FUCK *What's your favorite planet THIS ONE O'COURSE *Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list: THAT WOULD BE WINNIE. SHE IS SUCH A STALKER BITCH. *What is your favorite ring tone on your phone: MY RINGTONE IS THIS "SOMEONE IS CAHLING FOR YOU DAHLINGGGG" *What shirt are you wearing right now: GREY TANK * What do you "label" yourself as: UN-LABEL-ABLE *Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing: LO'S TOOTSIES. IM BAREFOOT BITCHEZ. ITS GOOD FOR YOUR VAGINA. I THINK I READ THAT SOMEPLACE. *Bright or dark room: DARK UNLESS ITS MY KITCHEN. *If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? WHICH EVER MADE ME HAPPIEST AT THE TIME. MAYBE A BITTLE OF BOTH. JUST SO I COULD MESS EM BOTH UP.
A Shining Star Inspires
Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you’re the woman who m
All Right.
I'm done. this time for real. i'm deleting my yahoo. [sorry to those i told i didn't have yahoo messanger. :/] so i won't get on it, and be tempted to talk to you. you won't miss me. i'll miss you. but i'm doing this for me. you really crossed the line. you make it sound like i was in love with you forever and i'm some sort of stalker. if i'm not mistaken, it's you who were in love with me first. handing me your bullshit and expecting me to feed off of it. "cait, those things will make me fall in love with you." do you even remember the things i told you that made me retarded? i bet you don't. i'm surprised you even remembered my age. now it's you're talking to jaden again? i'm not mad. i'm just done having my heart broken. i hope you're happy with jaden. much luck to you buddy, but we're done. i'm not talking to you anymore. i'm deleting my yahoo messenager.
Not Taking The Net Serious As Some...
I love the net, just as much as the next person, but my god, some people get a little out of hand. I started talking to this guy who is fairly local... mainly about sports, lost loves, life, exercise, etc... and booooom... the next minute I get this nasty note from a woman telling me that I better stop talking to him because he is her love interest. What is up with jealous people? I mean are they so inscure that they have to think that you are trying to sleep with their man? Sex wasn't even brought up, beings that I am not an internet whore... so she decides to go postal on a woman who is so secure with her life, very grounded... ? Weird! Of all the women on the net, she actually had to take out her frustrations on someone who could give a shit! LOL. I think it's a funny thing... I hope she gets lucky with this guy, I hope they produce lots of little retards! Will I still talk to him? GEE, if I want too I certainly can! BECAUSE I AM NOT A LOSER who has to keep tabs on someone
Story Time.
Once upon a time there was a boy named....B and a girl named A. One day on the internet B was surfing this site called CT when all of a sudden he looked up to see the most beautiful face in the world looking back at him in the cherry blast section. He clicked away commenting randomly like he does, singing songs via comment. A few weeks later he observed that this remarkably gorgeous creature had responeded to him in the shout box. And so began the endless conversations, in fact, i think that the origninal conversation has never really eneded, its still going on today. Threw the days he learned lots about this beautiul women. She has the ultimate sense of humor, supreme charisma, extremely independent, the greatest personality, and the complete and virtually totally complete opposite views that of B. And yet he was hooked. Shouting turned to IMing, IMing to texting, texting to talking, and from talking we go to loving. B has never met somone that he has been able to connect with so
13 Year Old In Love With A 17 Year Old And Vise Versa
I am at my whits end here. My 13 year old son is sending IM's and text messages to a 17 year old girl who is saying I LOVE YU back. I have done everything in my power to keep them apart but she is putting I love David on her my space page they are not allowed to talk to one another anymore but now he is totally pissed of at me and is acting out with a great deal of dis respect not only to me but everyone around him. I have been told that they had slept together, and he says they didn't but his actions are showing differently. I know there is not any real way to tell if a boy is still a vergin. I know she has been sexually active in the passed. I don't know what else to do? any suggestions?
When Hopes & Dreams Dies!( Revised & Reposted!)
When Hopes & Dreams Die! Current mood: contemplative Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes ..>..> ..> ..>..> ..> When Hopes & Dreams Die! I am at the preverbial crossroads of my life! It sometimes seems the prospects for my own happiness are as dark as the night scenes in the bootleg dvd I recently saw,(or didn't see), of the Zodiac! I can remember that I once had grand dreams. But due to circumstances mostly by my own doing i've flushed them down the toilet long ago. I can't seem to remember today as well as yesterday. Maybe because my yesterdays provided a chance of true hope to realize my ultimate desires,wants,hopes & dreams. These days r about letting go! It sucks to have to let go all be it neccassary to move on! Even when u know things r beyond salvaging & just no good anymore. Its a scary thing to start over. To reinvent yourself. To find new hopes & dreams. It really sucks when ur alone holding the bag of a life unsalvagable. I am not a good loser. Its hard to los
From The
From the deepest part of my being, comes a greatness. A beauty. Something that is real and awesome. From the deepest part of my soul is a gift. A reality. A newness. The ability to feel and heal with words of pure understanding. From the most private part of my heart lies the ability to feel emotion. So many different ones. Oh how they have made me who I am today.
4 Rules To Live By
4 Rules to Live By This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny. These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS. 1. Be present 2. Listen 3. Tell the truth 4. Release attachment to the outcome Explanation: 1. To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution. 2. To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution. 3. To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h
This Is How I Feel
Disabled
WELL I GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL THIS PAST WEEK FROM MY LAWYER. I WENT AND SEEN A DOCTOR THROUGH MY LAWYER TO SEE HOW MUCH I WAS DAMAGED. I WAS READING THE LETTER AND IT STATES THAT I AM 45% PERMANENTLY DISABLED DUE TO AN INJURY FROM WORK. I KNOW I AM GONNA HAVE TO GOT TO ANOTHER DOCTOR THROUGH THE OTHER PEOPLES DOCTOR TO SEE WHAT HIS/HER FINDING'S ARE ABOUT ME BEING DISABLED. NOW I GOTTA TALK TO MY LAWYER ON GETTING EXTRA MONEY FOR MY FAMILY SO WE CAN GET A HOME OF OUR OWN.
Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left
What A Joy
What a joy it is to be alive. What an extraordinary opportunity it is to be aware and able to interact with all that surrounds you. How wonderful it can be to feel weary after a fulfilling day's work. What a blessing it is to awaken to the unique possibilities of a new day. It is such a delight to discover something new and interesting. It is so fulfilling to make a difference in the lives of others. For every single difficulty there are a hundred blessings. How sweet it can be when you open your eyes to them all. What a special experience it is to create something valuable and original. How enriching it can be to see the beauty that is in the magnificent vistas as well as the small details. Certainly life has its difficulties. Yet even the difficulties help to make the overwhelming goodness of life that much more worth living. -- Ralph Marston
Insurance Adjuster....
so he came to see the car today... says the damages are just over 1000 bucks...thank GOD i don't have to pay!! (ps i found cookies i can eat at the store...so imma chompin em down...lol) (ppss my toes are still crying from the torture of the weekend)
Love I Need Help
I sat there in the night, thinking about you. I closed my eyes, and thought of you, my love. There is nothing like the feeling when i look into your eyes. i may not know how to write a perfect peom telling you how much you mean to me, i may not know how to sing a romantic song for you but there are three words i would like you to know... i love you. Searching for the right one...but now i've found you.. i know that you are the one for me I HAVE 3 GUYS WHERE I LIVE LIKE ME WHAT DO I DO HELP
Its Been So Long
Its been so long since I felt your touch I would give anything to hold you This feeling I've never felt so much I would love to kiss and console you... Its been so long since I kissed your cheek Or just sit back and share a laugh If I was there I wouldnt miss a beat But I miss my other half... Its been so long since you've been in my arms What a wonderful feeling that was And just the thought makes me feel warm Becuase thinking of you... thats love... Its been too long since I've seen your face A face that is one of a kind And there is no other face that could take your place Because baby girl, you are mine... -Nemesis the Nazerene-
The Mistake
I gave you my heart with all strings attached, and even a piece of my soul... in hopes of knowing our souls were a match, but now i sit all alone... we laughed, we cried, we seen it all, but there was one thing that we missed... the day that our relationship would fall, and the day we lost that bliss... we loved each other but not ourselves, and that was our mistake. becuase loving ones self is love at its best, and thats what sealed our fate... NEMESIS THE NAZERENE
Shoot Me In The Friggen Brain. Now!
I WANT: her I WISH: i could have things the way i want them. I HATE: fucking fuckholes who talk shit. I MISS: i duuno I HEAR: atarah's beautiful voice. I REGRET: being born. I AM: Depressed. I SING: pooorly. I CRY: never. I WRITE: lame blogs shitty poems and shittier songs. I NEED: to die. I SHOULD: kill myself. I WILL: go crayz. Loose my mind from booty deprevation. 9 lasts: Last dollar spent: chinese food. Last cigarette: awhile ago. Last beverage: I dunno. Last phone call: Atarah/john Last time you cried: jan 31 1989 Last thing you ate: chocolate. Last person you missed: my friend ryan. Last Movie: Man on FIRE. Last shower: this morning. 8 have you evers. Have you ever dated a best friend: yes Have you ever skinny dipped: no Have you ever kissed: no Have you ever lost someone you loved: yes. Have you ever been dumped: Uh huh. Have you ever ran away: yeah i made it to the end of the street. Hav
Rewind
Give me this time, briefly, a breath, if only a breath, a moment away from you, not that there isn't love, just exhaustion, tired, remind me of everything, remind me why I love you, because all I have is tired, exhausted. remind me. remind me,
Doorstepping
Take no prisoners religious mission Where’s the prosthetically phaliced eunuch? Take a chance but no forgiveness Force life into the otherwise meaningless Scream the need to treat might Losing sight to the fight Slight of missile scattering the tin-can world Now there’s gristle dripping off the pine tree thistles It seems that maple syrup has become political Tolerance is not acceptance and even the tolerance is minimal Your protectionist nationalism isn’t even subliminal It’s criminal how comfortable you are keeping your asshole in the forefront The land is indivisible So you hand out severance gift baskets Left on the doorsteps of the differentials But the gesture is satirical The basket’s full of defamatory bumper stickers Partisan lapel pins professing bible hymns The fight against linguistic sins These persistent slings And arrows Foreshadow Tactical firepower They are all ants Even from the lowest tower
Welcome To My Darkness
i look into the eyes of the man in black come with me he whispers i reach for his hand, it is cold he smiles the smile of a devil and i know who he is he will take me from this misery and i will find comfort beneath the earth
My Twelve Steps
Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill because they pissed me off.
New Pics
POSTED A FEW NEW SWIMSUIT PICS IN MY VARIETY FOLDER... THE 2007 EDITION LOL
Between You And I...
I think i would like to try to cut out my own heart. Slowly. Sit on the floor and make larg deep incisions into my chest. I have a electric knife that can help me get past the sternum. Hoprully before i go into shock i will be able to pull the muscular mass in the palm of my hand ans squeez it till it poped. If that didnt kill me, or maybe i just dont have a heart, i could always just shoot myself in the face and watch the brain matter against the wall from a third person out of body point of view. Anyway, anyone wanna help?
Husband Get's Wife's Email Wrong! Oooops!
An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail. Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead. At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen: Dearest Wife, Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Your Loving Husband. P.S. Sure is hot down here.
My Secret Box
WHO RISK TO OPEN ?
Who Am I ?
God made Adam out of dust But thought it be best to make me first So I was made before the man According to gods plan Without arms, hands or feet My ways and acts did God control But in my body he placed no soul A living being I became And Adam gave to me a name Then from his presence I withdrew For this man Adam I never knew All my makers’ law I do obey And from these laws I never stray Thousands of me go in fear But seldom on the earth appear Later for a purpose God did see He placed a living soul in me But that soul of mine God had to claim And from me he took it back again And when this soul from me had fled I was the same as when first made Without arms, legs, feet or soul I travel on from pole to pole My labors are from day to night And to men I once furnished light Thousands of people both young and old Did by my death bright lights behold No right or wrong can I conceive The Bible and it's teachings I can’t Believe The fear of death doesn’t trouble
Women's World Hockey: Results Day 6
Today was a looong day. Hell, I've had a lot of those lately but I just have one more to get through and then I can start looking at getting caught up on some much needed sleep. Today's final Playoff results were as follows: Russia 4, Germany 1 Sweden 4, Switzerland 0 Canada 5, Finland 0 So..as expected Canada beat Finland for the second time and Finland lost for the second night in a row. Still, it wasn't an easy victory for the canucks. They definitely had to earn every point. So with the results and standings tallied, here's how its looking for tomorrow: Bronze Medal Match (3:30pm CST) Finland vs Sweden Gold Medal Match - loser takes the Silver (7:30pm CST) Canada vs USA Tomorrow's the last day and it promoises to be a good one. There's been some really amazing hockey this week and that alone has made my self-imposed insomnia so worth while. Can't wait to see how this one turns out. Go Canada!!!
Even He Doesnt Know..lmao
A bicyclist was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried your best to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The bike rider pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want.” "The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Please take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me." The bike rider thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when s
I Wanna Scream
I was sent this article today and wanna actually find this women and torture her. Why risk such a beatiful life... she was to young to have to suffer lije that..... ALVARADO, TEXAS: Baby killed in highway crash after high-speed police chase A woman led police on a 25-mile high-speed chase until she crashed into a concrete median, killing her 9-month-old daughter in the wreck, authorities said. Alexxus Riza was thrown Friday night from the SUV, which rolled several times under an Interstate 35 overpass, said trooper Dub Gillum of the Texas Department of Public Safety. Aimee Andrea Riza, 36, of Keene, sustained minor injuries and was arrested on suspicion of manslaughter, evading arrest, resisting arrest and reckless driving, Gillum said. “She was combative after the crash when they tried to extract her out of the vehicle,” he said. “The officers had to wrestle her to get her under control.” A driver had called the Somervell County Sheriff’s Department to report a rec
The Red Neck Mafia
To all my freinds and fans you know me as headhunter .Over the passed few days i have met alot of great people . so if anyone of who are true red necks or just are real down to earth laid back have a beer go fishing ,or cook out with freinds . like jeff foxxworthy sayas you mite be a redneck .and theirs nothing wrong with that .so join the famliy see where we can take this thing . we have 3 people right now so let me know. REDNECK MAFIA
Apparently I Am A Stud.
Apparently, I am a fucking cycling stud. http://www.londoncyclesport.com/news/article.asp?UAN=1928&SP=&v=1
Taking My First Real Pre-test
well took a practice test last night and out of 110 questions on general knowledge, air brakes and pre trip inspection i got 99 of them right without lookin anything up :) Guess studying does pay off :) but WOW what a lot to learn.. but im determined i will do this :)
Going Down
Life is climbing the frown Kick dust into a wet cloud The gears are winding down The machine relinquishes the crown Hope won’t float it’s going to drown Waiting has angered the crowd Shine a light at what can’t be found Can’t you fucking tell it’s over? The square is getting round It’s over Humming electricity Rejuvenates the fantasy It should be shown but never seen Sweeten with stolen honey All that is left has the right to be Can you please just let me be? Arch your way towards the scream Can’t you fucking tell it’s over? The scream is just a dream It’s over The pedal is suspended The guide’s deserted and rejected The landscape is deceptive Nerve ending aren’t receptive The vice-grip is tentative Your viceroy’s not my representative Fingertips cracked and decrepit Can’t you fucking tell it’s over? Damned dilapidated Over The beat will never end Pumps it’s way into my head Avalanche-like rolling tongue Carving through the berated one Rewind t
Apr. 9, 2007
"Progress always involves risk. You can't steal second base and keep your foot on first." ~Frederick B. Wilcox
Not For The Faint Hearted
Sorry All
sorry i haven't been on much as you all know racing takes up a ton of time. theres working on both the dirt and asphalt cars and engines for each car thats a ton of work. plus my full time job as a cnc machinist and full time father /part time mother yea im a single dad with full custody of my children, and i love every second of it. hope everyone had a great easter. send some love my way if you get a chance later
Guestbook
i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u
Forever Love!!
Forever love, I promise you, my love will be never fade. I can't just cut away my heart, where your love once laid. Forever love, I promise you, my heart you'll always own. Even though you've left me now, stranded all alone. Forever love, I promise you, my soul is yours to keep. As once our souls were joined as one, there's nothing left but sleep. Forever love, I promise you, you're always on my mind. For without you in my life, l've nothing left to find. Forever love, I promise you, l'm yours eternally. Through good times and bad, l'm always here, for your's I'll always be.
Bob Marly In Austin.....my B-day Weekin
all I WANNA KNOW IS: who's comin with me
Wasted Time!!!
l've wasted time and energy, these past two years of mine. While looking for a soulmate, all l found were lines. What a mess and hassle, love can be when blind. When one goes searching blindly for someone who's kind. One should always use their heads, and not their hearts to lead them. When searching for someone to love, make sure you find a true love gem. Don't settle for Mr. Wrong, when Mr. Right is out there. Time is precious and too short, to love someone in despair. My feet are on the ground again, no more will my heart lead me. l'll use my mind from now on, for wasted time has freed me.
My First Blog Entry...woo Hoo
Welcome to Cherry Tap huh? Well that's cool. I'd like to thank Barbee for inviting me here. It's definately new and could be highly entertaining. Well times here are sort of weird for me right now. I'm going through a difficult time but somehow I will make it through it and will be a better person for it. I have a great group of friends. They have seen me through some wild rides. I'm a really laid back kind of girl...I love my pets and the people around me. Well that's it for now. Laters!
Be Gentle This Is My First Time
Wow, what to put here.....Any Idea.......Give me your ideas.... My name is Tim, I am a fulltime National Guard in Alaska, I have been doing the military thing for 19 years...Well thats all for now...
He Whispers
He whispers in my ear, his thoughts l hear, l wish so much, that he was near. His thoughts comes thru, so crystal clear for I am his, my love adheres. He is the one, my heart desires It's his love that I acquire. Does he know the love I feel or should my emotions, I conceal.
Two Hearts As One..
Two hearts as one, just like ours, beating just the same, in love we fell, for all to see, our love we did proclaim. We are joined much more than that, for we are one together, we can make it through the worst, of stormiest bad weather. For l have you, and you have me, thats all we need in life, and as l promised you, one day agreed to be your wife. l long for your tender touch, your kisses and your love as we are meant to be as one, it's written up above. No one can ever take your place, deep in my heart are you, you're in my soul, my mind as well, and soon we will renew. Renew the passion in our souls, our hearts and bodies too, no love can ever take our place, cuz in our hearts we grew. We grew to love each other more, than ever we had thought, this kind of love we share, is nothing to be taught. It's a love so true, eternally, from deep inside our souls, it's straight from heaven up above, we don't have control. Oh how l yearn to feel you close, ag
You Will Always Be!
You will always be, deep in my heart, for without you l'd surely part. From this world, so sad and blue, for without you, l can't get through. You will always be, in my soul, just as we said, it's not control. We can't choose, what comes tomorrow, althougth l pray it isn't sorrow. You will always be, beside me each day, and l with you, l'll never stray. For l love you with all my heart, and we said we'd never part. You will always be, forever with me today and through eternity. For as we promised, one fine day, we were meant to be that way. You will always be, in my arms, keeping you from all harms. As l in yours, will ever stay, feeling all your love that way. You will always be, my stars at night, holding on to each one so bright. l miss you terribly inside, and l can't find a place to hide. You will always be my destiny, my future, soulmate, so says he. You've shown me what true love means, and l will never have to dream. You will always
Lyrics That Touch Your Soul
Sitting here listening to my playlist I started thinking about how much music plays a part in our everyday life and how some songs stick with you...Im pasting below the words to one of my favourite songs of all time...alot of you wouldnt have heard of her..she is an australian singer called Missy Higgins..if you do like music and want something a bit different download a song or 2 of hers..her music is brilliant..and her tones..very australian..its not country..its soft rock or pop I guess you would call it..definately worth a listen...but read the words first.... MISSY HIGGINS LYRICS "The Sound Of White" Like a freeze-dried rose, you will never be, What you were, what you were to me in memory. But if I listen to the dark, You'll embrace me like a star, Envelope me, envelope me... If things get real for me down here, Promise to take me to before you went away - If only for a day. If things get real for me down here, Promise to take me back to the tune W
^*^depths Of Hell^*^
BROKEN DREAMZ.BROKEN PROMISES. BLEEDING HEARTS ..BLEEDING EYEZ. FUTURE OF A BLACKENED WORLD.LAND BARE NAKED FULL OF TURMOIL. DEATH OF A SOUL..NO LONGER EXISTS.. ONLY SCENT OF ANGER PERSISTS..FIREY SKY.. DEATH & DESTRUCTION. SCREAMING OF SOULZ,GURGLING IN SULFUR.. WHERE THEY REMAIN TO BE SLAIN... IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL!!!..
4 New Ones! Graphic So Becareful!
Goodbye My hair blows in the wind as I stand on this ledge. Looking at what is below me. Ready to be my death. Knowing all I need to do is take a step to plummet to my death. My eyes fall upon the sun set in the distance. It will be my last view at those wonderful colors. The pinks playing with the purple and red. Red reminding me at what is at hand. Reminding me that my last breath will be whispering your name. Forgive me for what I have done wrong. I never wanted it to end. But I had to, I love you Goodbye My Body My body twinges in pain. Another day of abuse. More hits and bruises to cover. But in the end you always apologize. I forgive and let myself go to you. A week later my mind races I see you coming at me with a knife. I know better then to run You’ll only hurt me more I stay still as you cut my clothes off I know what lies ahead. Take Me I lay naked in front of you, shivering and crying. My heart racing not knowing what is next. You
~yesteryear~
My life is like a book untold turn the pages watch my story unfold.. like the shadows from my past easily mentioned from a gasp.... all the memories ,they come true again from an era way back when... all the smiles began again from a mentioning of a dear friend... all the laughter and the fun.. once was shared ....now is gone.. i stare in silence... remembering the days.. As i grow older.. As i turn and walk away.. From the memories displayed from yesterday..
Ebony Eyes
Across The Miles...
Across the miles l left my heart, with you eternally, l knew that l had found the one, that was meant to be. Across the miles l fell in love, with all my heart and soul, for only you, held the power to complete me and be whole. Across the miles l wish l was, at this very minute, for my life is not complete, unless I have you in it. Across the miles, we both see stars, high up in the sky, much brighter now than they once were, for it's you I can't deny. Across the miles is my true love, he has my heart and soul, these feelings deep inside of me, l surely can't control. Across the miles, he's all l want, he keeps my heart with him, and if l lose him to another, my life would be so grim. Across the miles, l must rejoin, my heart, and mind as well, for without his love, l can't survive, surely he can tell. Across the miles, l must go, and be complete once more, l'll never ever leave again, the one that I adore.
Among This Barrack Hell
I sit alone mong these barrack walls dark as night cold as fall shadows creep among these barrack walls the sound of silence night time calls the creatures cackle at the midnight moon the fog slowly dances with it's eerie gloom I take a view from the jailed window where tranformality sets of spiderwebs And the scent of neglect Take action to where i once thought humanity remained But now life stricken to death by such an act of indulgence of overwhelming emotion blood dripped thoughts of pure departure.. I elude my self from happiness and descending to sadness as the bloody tears frame around my eyez The existance of tomorrow seized Upon my face Without no expression.... As i remain among these barrack walls!....
Sounds Of A Life Not Lived
The names listed next to each quote is the performer, and in some instances also the author(s) of the lyrics "Life is short, but this time it was bigger than the strength he had to get up off his knees." -b. paisley & a. krauss "Maybe I'm a dreamer, or maybe I'm a fool, but I never thought that love could be this callous or this cruel." -d. fogelberg "As you stumble into darkness, do you believe that love is blind?" -damn yankees "I can't give, I can't give anymore." -h. nilsson "Now, old friends, they're acting strange. They shake their heads and tell me that I've changed." -j. mitchell "Dreaming and hoping, hoping that dreams come true." -boston "I love you more than I, loved you before and now, where I'll find comfort god knows." -r. vanwarmer "He was dangerous and drunk and defeated and corroded by failure and envy and hate." -meatloaf "It's hard living life on this memory-go-round, always up, always down, spinning
New Me?
HAVE YOU EVER TOOK THE TIME TO LOOK AT YOURSELF....I MEAN REALLY LOOK AT WHO YOU HAVE BECOME???? IF YOU HAVEN'T I SUGGEST U TRY... IT'S AMAZING WHAT U MIGHT FIND OUT ABOUT YOURSELF!! I READ MY OWN POEM 'GREY SKIES' AND REALIZED THAT THE PAIN I FELT WHEN I WROTE THAT WAS TO ME SO UNBEARABLE THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET PAST IT. LOVE IS A VERY POWERFUL THING SO POWERFUL THAT IT KEPT ME STUCK IN A WORLD THAT I THOUGHT WAS MY OWN. STUCK IN A TIME AND FRAME OF MIND THAT I NEVER IMAGINED IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD ESCAPE. I HAD BEEN SO CONSUMED IN THIS PERSON THAT I LET IT TAKE OVER MY ENTIRE LIFE. I REMEMBER VOWING TO NEVER LOVE AGAIN UNLESS IT WAS THIS ONE PERSON, WHO SHALL OBVIOUSLY REMAIN NAMELESS, THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. I WAS SO DESPERATELY SEARCHING FOR A WAY TO HANG ON, TO FIX WHAT I HAD WRONGED THAT I DELAYED MY OWN LIFE AND THAT OF MY FAMILY. I WAS SO OBLIVIOUS TO THE WORLD AROUND ME THAT I NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO SEE THE POTENTIAL I HAD. IT W
Another Day..
nother day without you, here beside me now l still don't know the reason, of what, or why, or how. All l know is how much, l still love you so, without you by my side, my heart is dying, slow. For one time you did love me, and than within a week, your love had stopped, l never knew, it was a girl you seeked. Why is it men, forget a love, so deep and passionate, or is it only women, who are compassionate. How can a man be so distracted, by a young sweet smile, forgetting all the love he has with someone else worthwhile. Another day without you, giving you my love, for ours was made in heaven, straight from God above. Why does our love has to end, l know deep in my heart, that you and l were meant to be, and never be apart. How can you stop so suddenly, returning all my love, you said yourself, that our souls, were joined way up above. l know my heart, my soul, and mind, are always with you, Love we can't deny what God has sent, to us from above. l'm waiting,
Someday...
Someday.... we will walk along the beach, side by side, holding tight to each other, no longer denied, living our dreams, together at last, all doubts in the past. Some day we will. Someday.... we will walk in the moonlight, hand in hand, our bare feet sinking into the sand, feeling the waves wash over our toes as our love grows. Someday we will. Someday.... we will be together again, and not only as friends, for the love we share is too great to let end, it's eternal, forever not leaving us never, Someday we will.... Someday.... you will see, what you mean to me. you're in my heart and soul for all eternity. my love is with you always, and l cherish you each day. one day, l know our love will show Soneday we will.... Someday.... we will walk through life, no longer apart, able to give all the love in our heart, living our dreams together forever. Someday we will.
The Simple Life
Lets Make Love
Sometimes l sit and wonder, what would my life be like, had we not met and fell in love, and yet we're so alike. l feel so much with all my heart, it always did get in my way, but l'm so lucky, to have you, each and every day. You've shown, oh such love for me, and passion, well.... its great, l never knew what l was missing, til you met me at the gate. Oh God, it seems like yesterday, that you held me in your arms, and stroked my hair, my body too, and kept me from all harm. l close my eyes and l can see, your sweet, yet sexy smile, l feel your touch, your warm embrace, even through these miles. Your hands caress me, oh so gently, like a feather on the wind, your kisses find their way to me, so hot, must be a sin. l bite my lip, in full delight, while making love with you, wondering how, if and why, this dream of mine is true. Your moist lips pressed into mine, feeling for each other, touching, moving, bodies close, l wouldn't want another. l've never f
Passion
Two hearts, two souls, two minds and such, we once were, until we touched. We felt the love, the passion too, and when we kissed, we both knew. That is was love, deep in our hearts, and we would never, ever part. Our feelings strong, our hearts were willing, our love was deep, and so fulfilling. Our souls entwined, our bodies close, soft kisses now, and moisture flows. We feel the heat, from our souls, continue on and reach our goals. In each others arms we lay, waiting for the break of day. A new dawn now, fresh day in hand, we lounge in bed, just like we planned. In your arms, l lay beside you thinking, wishing, wondering, too If l should say, l love you, so or maybe you already know. You pull me gently, close to you your arms so warm, and gentle too. A kiss l feel, soft on my brow feeling tingles through me now. Wanting you again once more, feeling passion rise and soar. Craving all the love you give wanting all this life we live. Hear you w
In Love With The Thought.....
I wrote this in the idea of everything i ever dreamed of in meeting someone...and again, I found her and so much more... I love you Melanie. You should see how her smile lights the world, How it out shines the sun, You should hear her laugh like an angel, There's no doubt she's the one, What it's like to hold her, How she feels close to me, Is like nothing I could discribe, It's a perfect feeling, Her eyes shine likes stars, Inside you see what heaven's like, then get so lost inside, it's paradise, Chorus, I'm so in love with the thought of being in love, I've never felt so alone, Praying for her arms to run to, A place my heart calls home, A love so strong but gentle, a love i call my own, I'm so in love with the thought of being in love.... I've never felt so alone, She's there through everything, The good times and the bad, The one to always make me smile, The best friend I could ever have, She makes the smallest things, The biggest things I
Your Love!!
l feel your tender touch at night, and through the day time too, l see it in your eyes, each time l look at you. l hear it in your voice, when you whisper in my ear, l feel it in your touch, when you wipe away a tear. Your love is all around me, within me deep inside, your warm embrace, your tender kiss, always by my side. Your love will never leave me, for we were meant to be, l have your soul deep in my heart, l know you do agree. My love is all aorund you, l know you feel it too, my soul is deep inside your heart, don't say it isnt true. My love is everlasting, forever and beyond, it will be with you always , when from earth we're gone. Our love is more than anyone's, ours will last forever, in spring, and summer, never failing, in any type of weather. Our love is deep, within our souls, our minds and bodies too, nothing can or will change that, we'll always make it through. We love like one, as people should, joined within each other, no one could ever take
Wasting Away In Margaritaville, Don't Call Me Boo
well, not margaritas. but tequila all the same. lol tonight has been interesting. I had a wonderful conversation with an old friend and an even better moment with another. missing one friend yet knowing he is always with me. stoopid tequila. lol. there is nothing on tv tonight. grr pyo. I really should get to bed or something, but instead I am rambling on here like an idiot. why do I always attract the pervs who think I am looking for some extramarital thug life? lol. I blocked a guy today because of the following conversation (names have been changed) idiot: hey baby, you fyne me: umm thank you? I think? idiot: you married gurl me: yes I am idiot: that coo me: glad you approve idiot: I dont care boo omfg u r hawt I will not tell the man if you give out the vanila sugar then I blocked him without another word.... seriously, this is not how to approach a woman guys...
A Hero
Standing here looking at this stone, you're someone I've never known. but I can feel your spirit, your voice I can almost hear it. Eyes looking back at me are stoic, your expression is so heroic. Your life you courageously gave, for the home of the brave. America you proudly defended, and you will always be commended. America will always be proud of you, you're the proud, the brave, and the few. You sacrificed your life for those, who turned their back to oppose. Freedom will always be worth, the the reason you left this earth. Heroes don't come back from war, over America their spirits soar. Thank you soldier for being brave, sacrificing your life for mine to save.
A Soldier's Tear...
As I sit here in the early morning dew I cannot stop thinking of you All I have of you is a picture of you I dream of being with you some how. Morning turns today and still I miss you I want so much to be able to snuggle with you But I don't know you just by writing The afternoon heat consumes me Still all I think about is being with you when I get home. Day turns to evening and the cool air blows I hope and pray that you know Even though I don't know you that good I am still thinking of my sweet new pen pal friend I just want to tell you that soon I will be home to stay. Darkness falls and I lay down to sleep I want so much to talk to you that I weep As I look to the sky and see the smiling moon I wonder if you looking too and hope to see me soon. In my dreams I see tears in your eyes I wish I could hold you and tell you not to cry My little pen pal friend everything will be just fine Your solider will be home on time to make you all mine.
A Woman Left Lonely
~~the Best Is Yet To Come~~
If You Support Your Troops
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring
Angels
My Wife Did This Pome For Me I Am Lucky
I have dreamed all my life about this....happeneing to me....I have fallen in love. I never thought that cupid would find me. I can't imagine life without u in it now. You came along and brightened my world. I have never felt this way before. I want to marry u and be the one to share all my hopes and dreams. You are my heart, my soul. Youa re everything I have ever dreamed of and more. You are one of a kind..and I am always thinking of you. I wish I could tell u all i feel through our chats or conversations...but in a poem, I can reveal more of what I feel for u. I have been longing to tell u things that I am going to love u forever, through bad and good times. Words really don't say it...but I can say that I love so very much. I wish I could give u everything, even though it might not always be possible. You are the one who comforts me, and is the one who loves me uncondionally. I am so lucky to have someone like u. I never realized that our love could be so strong until now. You lo
Roses
A carpet of flowers, the end of all reasons, sleep now, the point is lost, and all we have is the sweet smell, of the end of everything, a carpet of flowers, to lay on. Kiss good bye to everything and lie on down, you want an end to to warfare, a secret that makes this world make any sort of sense, a carpet of flowers, ease you to your sleep, and set all those reasons why aside. Sleep so simple why bother with anything more? Close your eyes and breathe in the sweet smell, a carpet of flowers, who would want anything else?
Rest In Peace Kiddo
This is Kara Hopkins, She was an employee of mine and a good friend. She was always happy and brightened up everyones day. I just found out that she died after being shot in the back of the head by her boyfriend at a party. She was only 16. Please send thoughts and prayers to her family, Thanks Jason Rest In Peace Kiddo
You Are Special
To All of my friends on CherryTap I gratefully tip my cap. You are all quite rare Our hearts, we so easily share. I appreciate you, each and every one We share luv, comments and fun. I am glad that we have met Your friendship I will never forget. I wish love, peace, happiness too To my sweet friends (that's you). May God smile down and bless Much more than you could ever guess. In my heart, you have found a place And not time, nor distance can erase Your words, nor, your smiles Though we may be apart by miles. You are all special to me in your way and may we always be friends. Sheryl
Down-raters
OK, So this chick keeps sending my RT husband dirty gifts on here. I asked her nicely to stop, she kept doing it, I went off, then blocked her. Well guess what, she can still view and rate my blog, so, she did, she rated it a 2. Well, i won't stoop to that level, but I will let you all know who she is. mlmssy@ CherryTAP
Introduction...
ok, so my friend Steve makes music videos using clips from shows... recently, he downloaded all of this season's episodes for heroes and is making videos for it... if you like the one's i post up, comment them please, i'm sure he'll like it. anyway, i'll keep updating this with every vid he does. Thanks, Pete
Chapter 2
Further Under
Change is so uncertain It scares my inner being The lifting of a curtain Now everyone is seeing All the things I've hidden The things it hurts to hide It feels like I've now given Away to you my life I once had visions I even had faith in them But not now, now it's gone I've given up once again I need to make a change And finally be free But is it one I make Or another made in me All now I've left to do Is patiently stand by While once again my plan Is ripped from my soul's eye This change is overtaking Consuming like no other Results I'm sure will shatter Or pull me further under
Early Morning Wake Up Call.
The following is a story i wrote roughly 2 yrs ago. Early Morning Wake Up Call Lifting my head from the pillow i blinked a few times before glancing at the alarm clock. It was just another early morning for me as i lay next to Michelle enjoying the sweet perfume she wore. The alarm showed 4am as i moved a little closer to her and placed several soft and lingering kisses over her ears , even blowing into them. One long slow lick followed by several soft bites were placed along her neckline as my fingers traced downwards over her stomach. I felt her body move involuntarily to almost laying on her back as i moved closer to her. Hearing her heart beat a little faster as her breathing changed i smiled and traced a long line of soft kisses and licks down her upper chest. My tongue licked around and in between each breast as i felt her move a little more. The excitement within me rose to new heights as i flicked my tongue across each nipple before seizing each of her succulent an
Unfinished Poem
I sit here in the shallow hole I have made for myself.. wishing I had the shovel so I can undig myself... screaming aloud wishing to be heard... pulling my hair out I'm at wits end..... then I see you come reaching your hand down to me to help.... I try to grasp on but the grip is slippery... I hear your kind words of wisdom calling out to me.... but I'm still so afraid...... maybe one day I'll be OK... but defiantly not today...
A Healthier Way To Clean And Sanitize
Peroxide, who knew? (Safer and Healthier than Bleach) This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana (a doctor's wife), and I want to share it with you. She was over recently for coffee and smelled the bleach I was using to clean my toilet and countertops. This is what she told me... I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little ole bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. What does bleach cost? My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide. Have you ever smelled bleach in a doctor's office? NO!!! Why? Because it smells, and it is not healthy! Ask the nurses who work in the doctor's offices, and ask them if they use bleach at home. They are wiser and know better! Did you also know bleach was invented in the late 40's? It's chlorine,Folks! And it was used to kill our troops. Peroxide was invented during WWI in the 20's. It was used to save and help cleanse the needs of our troops and ho
Late Night Soul Searching...
Have you ever had one of those nights where you were so tired yet your soul wouldn't be still?? If you have than you'll understand this blog. What started out as simple questions of "what if". What if I had never been shown the wrath of an angry partner? What if I had never met "him"? What if I wouldn't have left him? Etc....turned into a night of soul searching. I used to look at my past through negative eyes. Who could actually find something positive in having the shit beat out of you? Who could think of a reason to feel happy about losing a partner? Tonight it donned on me that I CAN! Every negative thing that happened actually shaped me as the person I am today. Perhaps I would have never met you, him, her...had I not been through the things I have. To the people in my past...THANK YOU for influencing my life with the fucked up shit you did! LOL To the people in my present...The ones that actually ARE here and not just for points (Yall know who you are)...You and I
Dense
mystery, is easy, hide in the fog of your creation. forgetting, that distance breeds distance, and the astronomy that allows us to find one another, grows more complex because of added trajectory. earthbound fog, complecates our telescopes even more, you create it, I create it. and all of it, hides out stars.
Holidays
yeah im on holidays wooooo hoooooo
Have To Thank
I just want to thank the people who like me for me and never feel like they have to "chose " between people...Really cool people that can just genuinly like you for you..and not judge you based on other peoples acoutn of you..but how yo utreat them! I say thank you..you so totally rock! mwah
Lmao!!!
My Birthday!!!!!!!
Hey ya!!!! My birthday is coming up!!!!! I am so happy.... One more year for me!!! I hope I can get something real good for me for this day!!!
Better Than Me
"Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really
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NIGHT SWEATS PARANOID MY ADDICTION CALLING THAT STILL SMALL VOICE VOLUME GROWING ROOM IS SPINNING LAY MY HEAD ON THE COLD HARD GROUND REACHING FOR YOU BUT YOU ARE GONE LEFT WITH ONLY AN EMPTY BED I AM A JUNKIE EVERYDAY IS A SMALL STEP IN ANOTHER DIRECTION WANDERING AIMLESS THE SKIES THEY OFFER NO ANSWERS STARLESS SKIES ON A MOONLIT NIGHT WRAP ME IN SHEETS AND LEAVE
For Jessa
shes woundering how i really feel if it was really real if it was true love or just a game how i really felt when she said my name if i was really there to be by her side or if it was just a lie if i really cried if the real me even died if when we talked my insides really flyed then if those million butterflys really died if it really mattered does she know the answer to all my feelings??? if she dosent then theres something wrong
Question Your Assumptions
What assumptions have you already made about today, and why? Consider that some of those assumptions may no longer be accurate, and may very well be holding you back. It's comfortable and convenient to assume you can't do something. Yet such an assumption quickly turns into a continuing limitation that you place on yourself. Things that were true for you many years ago may no longer have any validity. By holding on to those old assumptions, you prevent yourself from making the most of the new opportunities that come your way. Think of how dramatically the world has changed in the last ten or twenty years. Have your assumptions about your own possibilities kept pace? You may be carrying assumptions that were placed in your mind by people who no longer play a role in your life. Take a close look at the choices and decisions you make, at the goals and aspirations you hold, and examine the assumptions behind them. Make it a point to regularly question your assumptions. By so doin
Before The Beginning
WARNING!!! The following words, in the order they are set may cause you think in a way you have never done before which, in turn, may lead your brain to start leaking out of your ears. Do not read this if you are easily confused. Before the beginning. Before (Not the beginning) Before the beginning was nothing and inside this lack of anything was nothing where didn’t dwell the less than slight nothing. During this lack of time nothing never came forward and couldn’t say anything to nothing. This translated into English would be, “I’m bored.” Nothing didn’t reply, “So am I, let’s do something” Ironically meaning just that. This was the non-happening-pre-beginning before the beginning began and thus the universe happened, or more aptly, began to happen and then carried on for some time. “What just happened?” Didn’t say nothing. “I don’t know, something I think.” Didn’t reply nothing. “Do we belong here?” Nothing would have asked had nothing been able. “We never were.” Did
I Need Your Help
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World's Greatest Dad
THIS HAD ME IN TEARS
Throw Your Hands Up..
and SHOUT!! yes. I feel crappy. but I feel insane.. Just keep me in your prayers please... Why did I have to fall in love............
Urmmm Uhhhh ,it's 7 Am
GOOD DAY TO ALL , hoping everyones Tuesday is going well, mine is going just as planned, sitting here with sleep deprivation, my head is yet to see a pillow. Just another day in paradise eh? Not alot to share , nothing interesting going on that you all would care about, I have mastered the game chuzzle, I have been playing it for only a week and i've won 6 trophies yay me, it';s more of a boredom buster. may sound or look corny to most but I am me and it makes me happy so thats all that mattters I suppose, think of the rewards, I'm busy playing my game and I'm not here typing boring ass blogs that I'm quite sure no one gives 2 flying rats asses and on a flying fucking doughnut about. Yes I know I am sarcastic but hey sarcasm beats killing ppl right? I'm very blunt, I am not here to play games with any of you men they may think it's funny, I'm chunky, not fucking retarded, I'm not A COMPLETE IDIOT, SOME PARTS OF ME ARE ON HOLIDAY. I'm MOSTLY HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS, RATE PICS, CHI
What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the
My New Website
Hey ppl. I just got this new page up and running. You have all heard of ratemypoo.com. I have now got my own little rate site called ratemymoobs.co.uk Here you can upload and have others rate and comment on your man boobies. Go and have a look. Site still need to be finalised, but temporary site online. so, go and have a look at ratemymoobs.co.uk .
Redneck Pick Up Lines
> >Redneck pick up lines > >1) Did you fart? >cuz you blew me away. > >2) Are yer parents retarded? >cuz ya sure are special. > >3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . >I can't hold it in. > >4) Do you have a library card? >cuz I'd like to sign you out. > >5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? >cuz I can see myself in em. > >6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, >I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > >7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, >but beauty's only a light switch away. > >8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" >Woman - "WHAT?" >Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > >9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, >but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > >10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? >I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > >11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > >12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, >we kin sleep til afternoon. > >and.... the best for last! > >13) Yer face reminds me of a w
Where Did I Go?
Sorry I've been away so long. I spend a lot of time on MySpace. Which isn't to say I have a lot of time to spend these days!! I am working at Walmart, these days, which is going ok, as far as Walmart goes. But, I'm working my ass off, and don't have time for much else. Not a lot of progress has been made on the divorce, but it is becoming more and more clear to me that I'm going to have to give "him" custody of the boys. It's almost more then I can stand to think about. I don't know how to function without my boys up my butt 24/7. And frankly, I don't have a lot of confidence in his ability to handle all their psychiatric requirements. But, I know that I can't work, and support them, and take care of my OWN psychiatric needs, too. I don't know how this is going to work, but I have to go with my guts, and my guts seem to be betraying my heart on this one. That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Is that really true? Because this might kill me!
New Icp Wresling
Coming soon for us juggalos or on wrestling . Joggalos wresting will be here in two week . Lots of fago and clown love there. so check it out homies at www.juggalowrestling.com see ya homies there.
Snow
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks.
Judging Others
Why do people have to judge you by the way you look or act? Why can't they just accept you for who you are? SO what if I dress a little different or if my hair is two colors or if I have lots of black make-up on. I am still a person with feelings. I may look different but I am a nice person or at least I like to think so. If I choose to practice witchcraft, then why not let me do so? Witches are great people too! WE may have a different religion, but this is america, or so I thought. Don't we have the right to choose for ourselves? So if I want to walk down the street in my lil red plaid mini skirt with a black tee and lots of make-up and black thigh high boots then let me do it and don't point and stare and act like fools. Who gave you the right to judge one person when you need to look at yourself first? Let me practice whatever fucking religion I choose and don't try to shove one of yours down my throat.
Scent Of April
Scent of April The smell of sweet magnolia Drifts through the morning air The lingering scent of perfume Is found most everywhere. The lilac tree is blooming True color, in its prime Its fragrance, just like heaven Aroma, so divine. The sun is brightly shining A cloud cannot be found Bright blue skies of azure With tulips all around. The birds are gently lilting Their song is warm and sweet With thoughts of home and nesting Upon the breeze, they meet. With grass so green and tender A garden that’s been blessed Daffodils are blooming God’s beauty at its best.
My Familly + Friends Etc.
I have Restructured my Familly List.There is a couple more I might remove today as well.I Desired to have Close friends there so I can be sure they get comments,an Rates before others.If anyone in my Familly list has problems,no matter what kind.You may come to me,I will try to be their for all of u.Once my level jumps to another there will be others being invited to my Familly.Most in it now are very worthy to be here. Some of you know by now that I save Comments,an I post them Comments as my Levels increase.I like many different comments.I don't save them all,but I do save a lot.I had no idea that my Comments get removed after a certain amount of Days.I have lost many that I wanted.Its funny at myspace I musta had over 200 comments on my account there.They stayed till I deleeted them.At Netfriendships I must have way over 500.There still there.Can't figure out why they get removed here at the CT,the Greatest Socialization spot on the Web. The last 2 days I have been Comment Bombing
Offical Website Updates
I have official updates on my website today..do go and check i tout! www.moniquedupree.com
Men
Men suck! I know I'll probably be called a hater but at the moment I dont care. Guys Lie, Cheat and have no real feelings for anything or anyone. I hate them!
Things I've Learned..
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they are going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its
My Sexual Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
I Remember...
I feel extremely drained and tired today. I want to cry but I have no tears. I'm alone for a few hours (which is what I wanted today) but something doesn't feel right. Today is the day she died, 9 years ago. I remember her nurse who was crying. The hospital was brand new, it was only open a week before her surgery and I remember Eric asking if she was the first to die there. I remember walking out of the hospital and seeing her car seat in the car and Eric putting it in the trunk. I remember walking into my parents house and 50 people standing up at once and me fleeing down the hall. I didn't want to see anyone. I remember going to the florist, who did all the flower arrangements for free because she used to watch Lauren for a few hours a day until Eric got home from work. I remember my Mother-in-Law being angry that Eric and I went to the funeral home alone to make the arrangements and deciding that we were not going to have a wake for her. I remember the Medical Examiner not releasin
In Flames- The Quiet Place(update)
This is not a reflection thing yet lol. I just love this song(on my play list if you care to listen) and figured since I got the lyrics I would waste my time and type them. Of course it sounds better when listening to it than reading it. The Quiet Place Song, click play to play Spinning further, deeper | I know you're out to try me | I'm not in this to be a slave | Push the dirt | Make me feel | locate what swallows life | Night bird {you) Build my world Chorus... and then I close my eyes Judge me now | Used to be afraid to let it show | Bow down | I'm in a much better place now | Everythings in place | No much brighter from today | A king in my own mind Drown The monster | Make all bad dreams go away | Whatever it takes to keep your hands free | Open Scars | The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground | And you say you sacrificed
Free House
Ohio Man Giving Away House, But There's A Catch New Owner Would Have To Move It POSTED: 6:19 pm EDT April 7, 2007 BELLEVUE, Ohio -- There's a man in Ohio who wants to give away his house. But there is one big catch. It's in Bellevue, about 45 miles southeast of Toledo, and whoever takes it will have to get it out of there. Mike Bassett's house is a big one. It's 3,600 square feet, with a fireplace, built-in cabinets, a bay window, two full bathrooms and walk-in closets. He estimates it's worth between $125,000 and $150,000, not including the land on which it sits. One woman offered to buy it for $200,000, if Bassett would leave it in its place. But he said no. And, if he doesn't find a taker by July 1, he said he will raze the structure. Bassett said he needs more parking for the supermarket and gas station he owns next door. It's estimated moving the house could cost $50,000 to $80,000, depending on where it's going.
Music....
Please go and check my lovely sis's music out at http://www.KimKlinemusic.com. I would really appreciate it if you would go and show her some love and you will probably get a real friend. She is not like the other Rock Stars, I know 'cause I have known her since Junior High. We lost touch for quite a few years but we finally found each other again and she is still the sweet, honest and best sis/friend ever. Thank you very much.
Looking Forward
I'm so looking forward to tomorrow as i start my new job.and a chance to earn some real money for a change.
R. I. P.
M) Lance Cpl. Anthony Aguirre, age 20, died February 26, 2007 (M) Sgt. Clinton W. Ahlquist, age 23, died February 20, 2007 (M) Sgt. Chad M. Allen, age 25, died February 28, 2007 (A) Staff Sgt. Charles D. Allen, age 28, died January 4, 2007 (A) Sgt. John E. Allen, age 25, died March 17, 2007 (A) Col. Brian D. Allgood, age 46, died January 20, 2007 (N) Petty Officer 2nd Class Joseph D. Alomar, age 22, died January 17, 2007 (A) Sgt. Ian C. Anderson, age 22, died January 15, 2007 (A) Sgt. Matthew S. Apuan, age 27, died February 18, 2007 (A) Pfc. David C. Armstrong, age 21, died February 1, 2007 (A) Staff Sgt. Jason R. Arnette, age 24, died April 1, 2007 (A) Pfc. James L. Arnold, age 21, died March 15, 2007 (A) Sgt. Corey J. Aultz, age 31, died January 30, 2007 (A) Pfc. Michael C. Balsley, age 23, died January 25, 2007 (A) Sgt. Jeremy D. Barnett, age 27, died February 24, 2007 (A) Staff Sgt. William J. Beardsley, age 25, , died February 26, 2007 (A) Spc. Ryan M. Bell, age 21
R.i.p. 2006
(A) Capt. Clayton L. Adamkavicius, age 43, died April 21, 2006 (A) Capt. Shane T. Adcock, age 27, died October 11, 2006 (M) Cpl. Andres Aguilar Jr., age 21, died April 2, 2006 (A) Spc. Nathaniel A. Aguirre, age 21, died October 22, 2006 (A) Sgt. Kevin D. Akins, age 29, died March 12, 2006 (N) Hospitalman Zachary M. Alday, age 22, died June 9, 2006 (N) Hospitalman Geovani Padilla Aleman, age 20, died Apr. 2, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Eugene H.E. Alex, age 32, died September 2, 2006 (A) Pfc. Wilson A. Algrim, age 21, died December 23, 2006 (A) Sgt. Lonnie C. Allen Jr., age 26, died May 18, 2006 (A) Pfc. Jacob H. Allcott, age 21, died April 22, 2006 (A) Pfc. Daniel J. Allman II, age 20, died November 13, 2006 (A) Sgt. David J. Almazan, age 27, died August 27, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Joshua C. Alonzo, age 21, November 22, 2006 (A) Cpl. Andy D. Anderson, age 24, died June 6, 2006 (N) Hospitalman Christopher A. Anderson, age 24, died December 4, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Nicholas R. Anderson
R.i.p. 2006-cont.
(A) Spc. Damien M. Montoya, age 21, died July 9, 2006 (A) Sgt. Alberto Dasilveira Montrond, age 27, died February 13, 2006 (A) Pfc. Keith J. Moore, age 28, died October 14, 2006 (A) Pfc. Brian M. Moquin Jr., age 19, died May 5, 2006 (A) Pvt. Reece D. Moreno, age 19, died November 24, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Christopher Randolph Morningstar, age 27, died February 5, 2006 (A) Pfc. Allan Andrew Morr, age 21, died February 22, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Daniel M. Morris, age 28, died November 25, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Stephen L. Morris, age 21, died December 24, 2006 (M) Cpl. Jason W. Morrow, age 27, died June 27, 2006 (M) Lance Cpl. Robert L. Moscillo, age 21, died May 1, 2006 (A) Capt. Timothy J. Moshier, age 25, died April 1, 2006 (F) Tech. Sgt. Walter M. Moss Jr., age 37, died March 29, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Christopher O. Moudry, age 31, died October 4, 2006 (A) Sgt. James P. Muldoon, age 23, died June 29, 2006 (A) Staff Sgt. Jeremy W. Mulhair, age 35, died November 30, 2006 (A) Lt.
R.i.p.-2005
(A) Sgt.1st Class Ramon Antonio Acevedoaponte, age 51, died October 26, 2005 (A) Sgt.1st Class Brent Allen Adams, age 40, died December 1, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. Leonard Wade Adams, age 42, died January 24, 2005 (M) Sgt. Mark Phillip Adams, age 24, died October 15, 2005 (A) Sgt. Spencer Clark Akers, age 35, died December 8, 2005 (M) Capt. Paul Christopher Alaniz, age 32, died January 26, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. Ivan Vargas Alarcon, age 23, died November 17, 2005 (A) Pfc. Christopher Michael Alcozer, age 21, died November 19, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. George Thomas Alexander, Jr. age 34, died October 22, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. Leroy Edward Alexander, age 27, died June 3, 2005 (A) Spc. Azhar Ali, age 27, died March 2, 2005 (A) Sgt. Howard Paul Allen, age 31, died September 26, 2005 (A) 1st Lt. Louis Edwin Allen, age 34, died June 8, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. William Alvin Allers, III age 28, died September 20, 2005 (A) Spc. Jeremy Olin Allmon, age 22, died February 6, 2005 (A) Spc. Jason Eric A
R.i.p.2005-cont.
A) Capt. Joe Fenton Lusk, II age 25, died January 21, 2005 (A) Sgt. Derrick Joseph Lutters, age 24, died May 1, 2005 (A) Cpl. George Anthony Lutz, II age 25, died December 29, 2005 (A) Spc. Wai Phyo Lwin, age 27, died March 2, 2005 (M) Lance Cpl. Christopher P Lyons, age 24, died July 28, 2005 (M) Lance Cpl. Fred Lee Maciel, age 20, died January 26, 2005 (A) Master Sgt. Brian Anthony Mack, age 36, died January 13, 2005 (A) Pfc. Tyler Ryan Mackenzie, age 20, died November 2, 2005 (A) Capt. Michael John Mackinnon, age 30, died October 27, 2005 (N) Seaman Robert Douglas Macrum, age 22, died September 12, 2005 (M) Lance Cpl. Marcus Mahdee, age 20, died May 9, 2005 (M) Lance Cpl. Sean Patrick Maher, age 19, died February 2, 2005 (A) Sgt. Mark Allen Maida, age 22, died May 27, 2005 (M) Capt. John William Maloney, age 36, died June 16, 2005 (A) 1st Lt. Adam Michael Malson, age 23, died February 19, 2005 (A) Staff Sgt. William Francis Manuel, age 34, died January 10, 2005 (A) S
My Regret
Regret flows from the depths of my soul With the strength of a flood I have held these gates shut for too long And though tormenting, they should not be stopped. The thought of your anguish Even as I write to you now Stops my heart cold As well it should What I see in front of me Is a painting of our love Its most thoughtful brushstrokes Mottled by hurried abstraction and inattention A person who had not seen this masterpiece created Might think it to be refuse and pass it by unknowingly Letting be obscured the deep beauty of its many scenes By layers of the tarnish of mistreatment But as the painter I see beyond the dark smears To recall the hours that I attended to the details And wonder how I could let it become so discolored The painting that took me my life to create Has lost its divinity in my careless treatment And even if I were to refine it I fear you would always see it as it is today So today I paint a new masterpiece One inspired by the
R.i.p. 2003
(N) Cmdr. Joseph Acevedo, age 46, died April 13, 2003 (A) Sgt. Michael Dewayne Acklin, II age 25, died November 15, 2003 (A) Spc. Genaro Acosta, age 26, died November 12, 2003 (A) Pfc. Steven Acosta, age 19, died October 26, 2003 (A) Capt. James Francis Adamouski, age 29, died April 2, 2003 (A) Pvt. Algernon Adams, age 36, died October 28, 2003 (A) Pvt. Michael Scott Adams, age 20, died August 21, 2003 (N) Lt. Thomas Mullen Adams, age 27, died March 22, 2003 (A) Spc. Jamaal Rashard Addison, age 22, died March 23, 2003 (A) Capt. Tristan Neil Aitken, age 31, died April 4, 2003 (A) Sgt. Maj. Phillip Robert Albert, age 41, died November 23, 2003 (A) Spc. Ronald Dean Allen, Jr. age 22, died August 25, 2003 (A) Sgt. Glenn Richard Allison, age 24, died December 18, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Brian Edward Anderson, age 26, died April 2, 2003 (A) Spc. Michael Andrade, age 28, died September 24, 2003 (A) Spc. Edward John Anguiano, age 24, died March 23, 2003 (F) Capt. Tamara Lee Archule
Music....
Hey Everyone if you like kim Klines music after checking her site out, I found a couple of links about her that you may be interested in. Here they are http://www.prweb.com/releases/2007/3/prweb514944.htm Kim Klines tapped link. Hey All! just found this review on the web... if you get a chance check it out... Hope you are having a relaxing weekend. http://www.themusicappraisal.net/reviews.sampler.shtml Thank you for stopping by and checking her music out.
A Guy And A Monkey
Guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them, then jumps onto the pool table, grabs one of the billiard balls, sticks it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazement, somehow he swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table-whole!" "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy, "he eats everything in sight, the little pig. Sorry. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate, then leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar.
For The Man Who Has My Heart......
looking into the eyes of love he is gone from home doing what he chose to do my soldier, my protector, my i see the happiness i have longed for but i reach for it, something pulls it from me lost again in a maze of a broken heart i wander aimlessly, alone and scared looking for the man who takes my breath away
Master And Submissive
Many would think that one who holds a person as a Master and serves them is slightly... or to some even completely insane. However I simply think it is because they do not fully understand the beauty of the relationship. Most tend to think of someone having a Master or rather in words someone who is a submissive to only deal with that which is sex. It is not true. there is so much more that goes into being a submissive to someone and holding that type of relationship. The first thing I have learned in such relationship is this... Even with the Master being the one in charge.. a girl most definately holds a power of her own. Yes she is meek, Yes she is submissive, Yes she is humble, and yes she can be feisty.. but a girl holds power. Another thing I have learned as a submissive. It is far better to serve in love than in fear. A Master who holds a firm hand and yet treats his girl well is going to be far better off with her. For she will serve him in love. A Master who only invokes fear
Something That Really Gets My Engine Running
i had a wicked dream the other night and i keep thinking about it i was pumping my sollen cock into all these bbw and plump girls and really going nuts on them from behind and reaching around and really holding onto there sexy plump bellies as i rode them into ecstacy it really gets my juices going especially when theyre older as well and they are squirters are a extra plus any one else enjoy these kinds of things as i do and dont be shy ladies chime in as well
So Much Pain
I have lost my true love yet again, she was the first, and only person I truly loved. I am so scared, lost, and unsure of what to do. I know I have to go on, but how can one just go on after losing the love of there life twice? I wish that I could make this hurt go away, because it is destroying me, and if it goes on there will be nothing left, but a shell of who I was.
Describe I
I'm tired of being the one to comfort you when you need a shoulder to cry upon. SUCK IT up, so I'm mean, cruel and sometimes hateful....so deal with it. I enjoy hurting you sometimes, the look of pain in your eyes as you slowly break down brings a smile to my lips. I bask in your sorrow and pain and so dearly want you to cower before me.....for I refues to care anymore about how you truly feel!
Thank You!
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PRAYERS! GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! ((My son will be home in a couple of months.)) AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
My Name Is Atlas
My name is Atlas I hold my world upon my shoulders… I hold my world…it is my responsibility…. I hold my world alone… I hold the burdens of my world upon my shoulders… I held the world even tho it broke my back…. I held the world….when no else could…. I held the world….with shaking legs beneath me… I held the world….when tears ran down my face… I held my world….even when it began to crumble upon me… My name is Atlas, I had the world upon my shoulder…until the world came apart as I held it up….I held it because it is who I am…. I didn’t know where the strength came from …even to this day….I wonder how I was able to handle the pressure that would…make many go insane and let the world just fall….but, I fought on….even when all hope was lost….I did not give up….My world has crumbled and has been shattered throughout space… all I have are the memories of it…..unable to put it back together…the only world I held and known….is no more….. I went into a deep depression for mo
Native American Prayer For Healing
Mother, sing me a song That will ease my pain, Mend broken bones, Bring wholeness again. Catch my babies When they are born, Sing my death song, Teach me how to mourn. Show me the Medicine Of the healing herbs, The value of spirit, The way I can serve. Mother, heal my heart So that I can see The gifts of yours That can live through me.
My 2nd Wedding Anniversary
Hey all today is my 2nd wedding anniversary! I know it's only been 2 years but I'm glad Kev and I made it this far with all the shit we been thru together. But ya I'm happy. I h ave the best husband in the world!!
Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Rom
Ding Dong Ditch!!!
Dawndee and I hadn't heard much from Sheryl by Tuesday morning. We were bored. We took our kids and we headed to Chuck E Cheese. We really couldn't afford it too much but...Oh well. The kids ran around and we ate pizza. Before we left Dawndee called "IM going to look tore up!" "Okay good." I said "IM coming in my sweats" And I did. My hair was scraped back in a bun, greysweats draped my body and my top was decidedly slouchy. I wore my fuzzy purple pullover too. It kind of resembles a purple plaid snuffelupigus. It's not pretty. But its comfy. And really.Who cares. It was a slouchy day. So...What does dawn show up in? Cute hat, cute chilipeper sweatshirt. "Bitch" I mumbled "Whaaaaaaaaat? I look so much cuter than you huh? Are you jealous?" Bitch. We are missing geeka. Neither of us had heard from her in a whole day. We start texting and calling and sending pictures. Nothing. Empty. I hope she is not dead and sodimized. I call her phone to
Prayer For Peace
O Great Spirit of our Ancestors, I raise my pipe to you, to your messengers the four winds, and to Mother Earth who provides for your children. Give us the wisdom to teach our children to love, to respect, and to be kind to each other so that they may grow with peace in mind. Let us learn to share all the good things that you provide for us on this Earth.
Someone Has A Sense Of Humor!!
Had to Post This... Follow these steps in order: 1. Go to Google.com 2. Click on Maps 3. Click get directions. 4. Go from New York to Paris, France. 5. Now scroll to #23 on the directions list. 6. Have a good laugh and share with someone else.
Over 40 And Sexy Mens Contest Final Results
Over 40 and sexy Mens contest Part 3 Final Results THANK YOU TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS AND ALL THE FOLKS THAT HELPED THEM WIN FIRST PLACE Wildman55 Comments... 4,639 WON....Motorcycle SECOND PLACE Just Another Guy Comments... 1000 WON....Rolex THIRD PLACE Synergy Comments... 160 Won....Mens Bracelet
Over 40 And Sexy Ladies Contest Final Results
Over 40 and sexy Ladies contest Part 3 Final Results THANK YOU TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS AND ALL THE FOLKS THAT HELPED THEM TO WIN........ FIRST PLACE Di ( Confederation BRITISH BOMBER 1) Comments... 33,579 WON.... Yacht WON.... Dozen Roses SECOND PLACE Warrior Princess .. CTAF Squad 2- #13 comments... 27,763 WON.... Porsche WON.... Dozen Roses THIRD PLACE Tiacinders ( angel family ) Comments... 8,347 WON.... Motorcycle WON.... Dozen Roses FOURTH PLACE SweetTexasRose Comments... 1,680 WON.... Diamond ring WON.... Dozen Roses FIFTH PLACE Ladybyrd02 Comments... 1,274 WON.... Diamond Earrings WON.... DOZEN ROSES
Prelude
He could see the parents crying, huddled in the corner, grief ridden, worry plain on their faces. The doctors had tried everything they could but it was futile, the child never had a chance. Now they were being asked to fill out paper work that they could barely read through tear soaked eyes. Finally with a great heaving of shoulders the man finds the strength to leave his wifes side and look over the paper work. Included was the death certificate and in seeing the words, the man sobbed in agony, dropping the papers on the carpet, fleeing te room, his wife following. He had seen it all before, countless times, and it never changed. If only he could do something for them, but until He changed his mind, death's hands were tied. Willing himself into the child's presence, he arrived in time to greet the newly released soul. They were always confused at first, not really knowing what happened. Even though this soul was inside a child newly born, it was an old soul, it knew on
Miss You
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I miss you terribly this day of love, Miss you with a wound that stabs and aches. I see the love around me, and it takes So much strength simply just to move. Soon, soon, my love, this waiting will be done. You and I will have what we desire. On days like this we'll sit beside the fire, Undoing all the pain of days long gone.
My Rant Of The Day
Why can't people just say they don't know anything about a subject instead of acting like they know it all and aviod making themselves looking like ignorant know it all pricks? god when will people learn to just say I don't know and leave it there I was having a nice conversation with a friend of mine but it all changed after I said I wouldn't do a few things because I didn't want to do anything to put my relationship with my bf in harms way then he started to spout his mouth off about something he obviously knows nothing about well here's the whole conversation from start to finish because I'm too lazy to weed through it lol. woodl2k2 (4/10/2007 11:34:13 AM): hey girlie, what have you been up to? fire_pixi_180 (4/10/2007 11:35:57 AM): hey just working, and splitting up the rest of my time between my family, my friends, and my bf. and what about you woodl2k2 (4/10/2007 11:36:40 AM): cool deal, just been chillin' & workin' out fire_pixi_180 (4/10/2007 11:36:51 AM): thats cool woo
Errrr.
Alrighty, today i am getting off of my fat ass and doing something. It is nice out and junk. I need a new job, some place better where I am at now. Hmmmm, today would be a good day to get out and start checking out places. Argh... but all i wanna do is play on the computer. I need to get laid too. :)
An Irish Boy At Confession
"Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It's been 7 days since my last confession and I've been with a woman of loose morals." The priest asks, "Is that you, Timmy Shaughnessy?" "Yes Father, it is." "And who was the woman you were with?" "I can't be tellin' you, Father. I don't want to ruin her reputation." "Well Timmy, I'm sure to find out sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now! Was it Brenda O'Malley?" "I cannot say," Timmy replied. "Was it Patricia Kelly?" "I'll never tell." "Was it Sheilah O'Brien?" I'm sorry, but I cannot name her." "Was it Kathleen Morgan?" "My lips are sealed." "Was it Fiona Grogan, then?" "Please Father, I cannot tell you." "The priest sighs in frustration. "You're a steadfast lad, Timmy Shaughnessy, and I admire that. But you've sinned and you must atone. You cannot attend church or Mass for three months. Be off with you now." Timmy walked back to his pew. His friend Sean, slides over and whispered, "What
Banished From Hell
I have done many enormities I will now live for eternities Not welcome in heaven Banished from hell You can no longer tell how far I fell into the darkness I can't stand this emptiness Every day the grows greater I'm trapped between, no longer I can enter The things you call pain is simply just a splinter Every where I go it's sanguinary All that I live with, you call out of teh ordinary the weight on my shoulders started as an itch Now my strength is pure and rich There is nothing now but sheer pain I am no longer sane I have the powers no mortal can attain I get to choose wether you live or die Now that you have met real pain, do you have a reason to cry? Do you feel my pain? The bloodshed and tears I felt while standing in the rain Anger flows from every thing in me It makes me want to go on yet another frenzy This addiction I have will not stop I now kill randomly and mercilessly There eyes staring at me looking as if they asked to spare their lives and wish
Mornin The Losss Of Canadian Soldiers
yesterday 6 Canadian soldiers lost their lives in a roadside bombing in afghanistan. they died on the eve of the 90th anniversary of the Battle of Vimy Ridge in which 3,598 Canadian soldiers lost their lives in retaking of the ridge which the British and French soldiers could not do during World War 1, which the Canadians end up doing. in taking the ridge Canada became a nation in which we have fought in every world war korea and also vietnam. but today we mourn the loss of the 6 soldiers killed in the roadside bombings. one of which cannot be identified. Royal Canadian Regiment based out of Gagetown, NB ------------------------------------------------- Sgt. Donald Luca Cpl. Aaron Williams Pte. kevin Vincent Kennedy Pte. David Robert Greenslade Princess Louise Fusiliers based out of Halifax ------------------------------------------------ Cpl. Christopher Paul Stannix a reservist please let us keep these soldiers in our thoughts and as well as all soldiers serving over
Memo : To All Employees
MEMO : TO ALL EMPLOYEES Effective April 2007 DRESS CODE 1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes, a Giorgio Armani suit or carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise. 2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise. SICK DAYS We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. HOLIDAY DAYS Each employee will receive 52 personal days a year of holidays . They are called Sunday. COMPASSIONATE LEAVE This is no excuse for missing work . There is nothing you can do for dead relatives, friends or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-em
A Man Will Never
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comA man will never commit to only one for if he did he would be giving up all his fun he will always have several women hidden back so if one should get boring a new date- he'll never lack there's the one to cook there's the one to clean then there's the one to fulfill his hottest dreams that is the one that's "only a friend" it's that same one they won't let go of til the end so if you want your pride and heart to stay intact never forget about the others they'll never give up-- it's a fact.
Lyrics For Brannon
My Ex gave me a song to listen to and here it is to explain why he left me *rolls eyes* you could be sincere in the reasons... jeezzzz CHRIS BROWN LYRICS Say Goodbye Baby come here and sit down, let's talk I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love you, But you know, this thing ain't been No walk in the park for us I swear it'll only take a minute You'll understand when I finish, yeah And I don't wanna see you cry But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so [HOOK] How do you let it go? When you, You just don't know? What's on, The other side of the door When you're walking out, talk about it Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand [CHORUS] There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move 'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me
Wasted Years. {happy Birthday, Daddy}
Yesterday was his birthday. Sixty five years have passed since the day he came into this world and nearly two years since he left it. It all goes by so quickly. It's almost as if all of those memories I described in my last entry happened only yesterday... I tried to pass over his birthday with as little observation as possible because I just knew that if I made a big deal about it we'd all end up depressed, and birthdays...no matter whose they are...are supposed to be happy days. My children and I paused to say Happy Birthday to him and light a candle. Then we went on with our lives. I'd like to think that's how he would have wanted it. So, we went about our normal routines...as if the day was no different from any other. We shopped, we ate, we drank, we bathed, we went to bed. My daughter, who was always close to my dad, was feeling down so I let her snuggle me last night. I fell asleep with her small hand in mine and her head on my chest...such a warm feeling...and o
12 Signs U Know Ur In Love
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.
Photos Part 2
why are there hunners of ladys on here being finger cannibals but when you try it irl you get sent to jail? and what's the fascination with chosing scissors when playing rock scissors stone with the person takin the picture?
Slacker
Ok, so I was told today I was a slacker because there were no new blogs. Didn't think I have really written anything that interesting lately. I think I have to figure a few things out before I know what to say. But if someone wants to read them I guess I have to write something. Spent the day following up leads for work. I have programming to do, but I can do that at night and work on sales during the day. Kind of quiet today without David. He had tears in his eyes yesterday because he did not want to go home. :( It's one of those thinking days. Trying to decide what I believe in anymore. Forgot to eat again today. lol Guess I will have to make a big supper.... and yes I will eat some veggies so I don't get a lecture.
Wash Your Hands
People of Earth... Wash your hands after using the Restroom. ALWAYS! ALWAYS! ALWAYS! Especially the ladies. I recently read an article about people who dont wash their hands after using the restroom, and I wanted to throw up. I mean, your hands are in your ass, and other bits...fecal matter...urine...just. WASH YOUR HANDS!
Dangerous Food
A dietician was once addressing a large audience in Chicago. "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Vegetables can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the germs in our drinking water. "But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all of us eat it. Can anyone here tell me what lethal product I'm referring to? You, sir, in the first row, please give us your idea." The man lowered his head and said, "Wedding cake."
The Bird Speaks Up
Well, I will repost bulletins on both sides of debates and arguments regarding CT rules regulations and so forth. I generally tend to take a moment to sit back and let it all soak in and keep my opinion to myself for no reason other than I hate drama. I hate seeing my bulletin fill up with stupid crap and people starting wars over things that frankly they have no control over. I get frustrated when people get so heated over commenting too fast or deleted CT accounts when there is so much suffering in the world around us. I see people on here lead online revolutions to persuade change online but won't leave their keyboards to stop child abuse, or animal cruelty, or starvation, or help get our troops back home to their families. These things infurate me. And no, I am no perfect angel, but yes I do get in the community and volonteer for several organizations including local animal welfare organizations, peta, roadside wv, and the programs that I promote through my company for
Karoke Lyrics
JAMIE O'NEAL LYRICS Trying To Find Atlantis I hear he's out there somewhere Been looking for him everywhere From Rosweld to Timbuck too I thought I found him once at a jiffy lube But it turned into a dead end so I got my oil changed and I tried again He was a major in archeology I was digging on him but he wasn't on me A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis It's a mystery like the deep blue sea You can take it you can leave it but I still believe So I won't give up and I won't give in I know I'm gonna find him I just don't know when A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis I met a mystic down in Memphis we stood at the foot of the pyramid He had me looking east - He had me looking west Then he showed me a map and said I wish you the best There was Elvis not the real one When told me good bye he called me hun Just another shot in the dark like Eldorado or Noah's ark A girl trying
George Bush
One night George Bush was tossing restlessly in his white house bed. He awakened to see George Washington standing by him. Bush asks him George Washington whats the best thing to help the country? George Washington said set an honest and honerable example, just as I did, Washington fades away. The next night Bush was stirring and sees the ghost of Thomas Jefferson moving through the darkened bedroom. Bush calls out Tom wait. Bush asks what I can do to help the country? Tom replies respect the constitution, as I did, Jefferson says and fades away. The third night Bush was stirring and he sees the ghost of FDR hovering over his bed. Bush whispers Franklin whats the best thing that I can do for the country? FDR replies help the less fortunate as I did, and fades into the mist. Bush isnt sleeping well the fourth night and sees a figure in the darkness, its the ghost of Abe Lincoln. Bush pleads, Abe whats the best thing I can do for the country? Lincoln replies, go see a play
More Karoke Lyrics
There Is No Arizona (Back to Top) He promised her a new and better life, out in Arizona Underneath the blue never ending sky, swore that he was gonna Get things in order, he'd send for her When he left her behind, it never crossed her mind There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold her She'll wake up and find There is no Arizona She got a postcard with no return address, postmarked Tombstone It said "I don't know where I'm goin' next but when I do I'll let you know" May, June, July, she wonders why She's still waiting, she'll keep waiting 'cause There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold her She'll wake up and find There is no Arizona Each day the sun sets into the west Her heart sink
More Of The Dirty Stuff !
Animalistic urges grow As we make loves sweet show Bite flesh with your nails and claw The beast within likes the feeling raw Takes over and gains control Beast of lust without a soul Bites and growls locked in heat Makes a lover a meal to eat Pain excites the beast within Drives on lust oh sweet sin Faster pace of lusty grind Now set free from in the mind Forcing harder till climax arrive Feel the energy so alive Growls of orgasms final release At last the beast lays at peace Safely back within its prison cage Only to awaken when you enrage With love bites and claws and torn flesh Beast of lust will then with you enmesh As you are one in the act and deed beast leaves in you something you need That primal part that stirs the soul Makes you both one complete and whole By R. Thomas Dinsmore An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless de
Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
I Give The Best Sex!!
CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST JAN.- I'M SO FUCKING SEXY FEB.- L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- iM A LOVER! APR.-I'M FEELING HORNY MAY- iM S0 FUCKiN FiNE JUN.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX!! JUL.- DAMN I WANNA FUCK!! AUG.- LIKE TO FUCK ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!! SEPT.- i`M SOO DAMN FiNE ! OCT.- iM A SEX FREAK;) NOV.-SHUT UP & KiSS ME =) DEC.- i JUST WANNA FUCK!!!!!!!!!! ***Repost in 5 Min 0R HAVE BAD LUCK ON UR ????????
In Heaven!!!
This last weekend my sister took me to see someone. I'm not going to say who it is, because that is for him and I to know and everyone else to find out. What I can say is that I have a very good sense that this guy is a real deal. I have been feeling feelings that I haven't ever felt before. I have a really good sense when it comes to other people. I'm so happy to know that I have found someone that I believe is going to make me happy and not just manipulate their way into my life. This guy is REAL!!! I can already feel it. I have met some very neat people here on Cherry Tap and will continue to talk with everyone, but I'm only here for friendships. When I get with someone I am devoted to him. I believe in complete honesty and being truthful. Trust is the foundation for any relationship, and if you don't have that then you don't have anything at all. I am so happy to have found this guy. He is such a sweetheart to me, and accepts me for who I am. We have a lot of things i
Yay!!!!!
Larry Birkhead Is The Father Of Dannielynn Hope Marshall Stern!!! YAY!!! *Dances*
A Beautiful Picture
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Reference Yahoo And Cams...
YES, I DO HAVE A CAM AND YES, I DO HAVE YAHOO.. IF I WANT YOU TO HAVE ACCESS TO EITHER OF THEM, I WILL GIVE YOU MY SCREENNAME. DON'T ASK ME FOR IT OUT OF THE BLUE AS SOON AS YOU SAY HELLO TO ME. THAT'S ONE OF THE QUICKEST WAYS TO GET YOU BLOCKED.. AND IF YOU DO GET MY YAHOO ID AND I ALLOW YOU TO VIEW MY CAM, JUST LETTING YOU KNOW RIGHT NOW, I DO NOT GIVE CAM SHOWS OR SEX SHOWS, WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. I WILL NOT SHOW YOU ANYTHING MORE THAN YOU SEE IN MY "YUP IT'S ME" ALBUM ON MY PAGE. I DO HAVE SMALL CHILDREN, AND FROM TIME TO TIME THERE MAY BE TOYS ON MY FLOOR IN VIEW OF THE CAM. IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THAT FACT THAT WITH CHILDREN, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE TOYS, THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING TO VIEW MY CAM. I ALSO MAY LEAVE THE CAM VIEW ABRUPTLY FROM TIME TO TIME. BUT DON'T GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE THINKING I'VE DESERTED YOU OR ANYTHING, I WILL BE BACK. MORE THAN LIKELY, I'M JUST CHECKING ON MY KIDS OR GOING TO GET SOMETHING FROM THEM THAT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE. OF COURSE, THE MOTHER
Security
IS THERE REALLY A SUCH THING AS SECURITY? THINK ABOUT IT.AS LITTLE GIRLS WE ARE TOLD TO GET US A NICE RICH MAN AND MARRY.ONE THAT WORKS HARD SO HE CAN TAKE CARE OF US.THE BOYS ARE TAUGHT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND WORK HARD SO THEY CAN GET A GOOD JOB AND MAKE ALOT OF MONEY.WELL NOW ADAYS THE GIRLS ARE TOLD TO GO TO COLLEGE TOO. DOES MARRYING A MAN WITH ALOT OF MONEY MEAN THAT YOUR FUTURE IS SECURE? NO!! HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN WAKE UP ONE DAY AND LOOK AT THE PERSON NEXT TO THEM AND SAY IM NOT IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON ANYMORE??SO THERES GOES THAT DOWN THE TUBES.WHAT ABOUT JOB SECURITY?? YOUR PARENTS SPENT ALL THAT MONEY FOR YOU TO GO TO COLLEGE SO YOU COULD GET A GOOD JOB AND GUESS WHAT??YOU CANT FIND THAT JOB.OR YOU GO INTO THAT NICE PAYING JOB THAT YOU LIKE SO MUCH AND ARE TOLD THAT THEY DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE.CAN YOU SAY FALSE SINCE OF SECURITY. SEE MY POINT
Purity Test....
According to experts, I am : 41% PureTake the Purity Test at JokesUnlimited.com
Sexiest Beard On Ct
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Mists Of The Night
Kelly stretched then rolled over. She silently admired the way the moonlight fell over Rick's bare skin, making her want to reach out and touch him as always. This time though she stilled the urge to run her hands across his skin and delved quickly and quietly under the covers with a purpose in mind. Her mouth closed around the softness, loving the way the satiny flesh felt in her mouth. Her hands began to play, letting her nails barely graze the skin of his thighs all the way downward to his ass as they touched the bed. She felt him shift under her mouth, hips moving ever so slightly in his half awake-half asleep state, pushing the now full engorged length deliciously against the back of her throat as her tongue teased the base. She grazed her fingers lightly against his ass as she brought them up to gently cup his balls while her mouth moved up and down caressing his shaft and thoroughly enjoying the way his hard length filled her mouth. Using one hand to follow her mouth on a las
Saying Good Bye To Friends
I have come to see that the friends who turned me on to CT have up and left with such negative words about CT. Yes most of what they say are true and I MIGHT just MIGHT say goodbye also to CT. That will be determined at a later time. I have out of a triple digit number of "friends" only to say I really I got to know only a dozen. And those that I did, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. These friends are the ones I look forward to seeing on my CT page and in 360 you are the ones that matter. When I do decide to shut down my CT page I will miss those who I do not chat with in Yahoo IM messenger or in 360, hopefully we can if you do have an ID.. Come look me up.. I welcome you. TO my buds that left sorry you did and I will miss you even though I see you in 360. Keeping it always real MO
You All Are Special
you all have a place in my heart i cant begin to tell you all where there is too many of you,lol well anyways you all are awsome and i just want to thank you all again,you all are fun to talk too and i know that i cant talk to you all at once but i can give it my best shot
I'm Going To Do This, And You Should, Too!
Make a blog entry with your pics and your commentary. :D Aw, c'mon! It'll be fun. http://learningtoloveyoumore.com/reports/43/43.php *************** Edited to add the following: Be sure to check out the "reports" and the comments. :)
Getting Ready For The Taliban Offensive
German Tornado jets have come under NATO command in Afghanistan just as violence in the country intensifies, with seven NATO troops killed over the weekend. Meanwhile, Australia has announced that it is to double its forces in the country to around 1,000 soldiers. "We're not losing the war but we will not win it without renewed and increased effort." Australian Prime Minister John Howard's sober remarks came as NATO forces in Afghanistan get ready for the Taliban's long-awaited spring offensive. Australia is doubling its troop numbers, and Germany has finally put its Tornado jets under NATO command -- but, somewhat ominously, the latest reinforcements coincide with ISAF's worst casualties in two years. The German army confirmed Monday that its Tornado reconnaissance jets, which arrived in Afghanistan last week, are now officially under NATO command. "At midnight the operational squadron with the six recce Tornados and their additional personnel deployed here were placed under
Me Myself And I
My Link!
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All I Have To Say To You...the Only Way I Can Vent.
All she ever asked " " Was that so hard to do? Now all she can say is " " And I'm wonderin why you don't even care. Is all I ever see in her...all I hear when she cries cuz of how many lies you've promised and how many times you've torn her apart inside. I don't really think so...and if it's true than you got a fucked way of puttin it through. Yeah I know she spits the message right back but maybe just maybe that's cuz you caused her to crack. and the only thing I see you riskin is money and time and the life that you seem to want so badly that you'd do nothing for. and you...you about killed her. But you can't even see that what you did made her stronger and made her realize that she doesn't need anyone...not even you...at all anymore. And I'm so afraid that one of these days you're going to hurt her so bad that she's gunna say "
Poem
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true
Are You Feminine Or Masculine?
You Are 30% Feminine, 70% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine?
5 Days Left, Please Stop By And Help Me Win The "queen Of Ct" Contest. Thanks!!
Click on the pic below. Rate and comment bomb. Ends April 15th at 8pm est. Thanks 2 everyone who is helping out. Have a great night. xoxox Jen
Quiz
Want to take a quiz??... 1. Last time you had a date? A: I don't think I've ever been on a real 'date'. 2. Last time you had sex? A: It's been too long, I forget. 3.a. Last time you gave a bj? A: The same time I last had sex more'n likely. 3.b. Spit or swallow? A: Swallow. 4.a. Last time you masturbated? A: Couple hours ago. 4.b. Fingers or toy? A: Fingers. 5. Ever used food during sex? (Details!!) A: Yes, fruit, sauces. 6. Sex outside? A: Love It! 7. Most unusual place youve had sex? A: @ a wedding reception outside the hall. 8. How many men have you had sex with? A: Nunya 9. Any women? A: Yes 10. Anal? A: Yes 11. Ever been tied up? A: Yes 12. Spanked? A: Mmmmmmm Yes!! lol 13. Your special sexual skill? A: I give great head! hahaha 14. On top, underneath or from behind? A: All of the above please! 15. Would you describe yourself as dominant or submissive? A: Submissive. 16. Kink
From A Machanice View..... On Sex.....
Depending on who you ask, sex is like variety or things. For a automotive person sex is like a 350 big block Rough raw and powerful, If you notice when they walk up to their baby they stroke her gently before entering Ever so carefully opening her to nestle inside. They caress the wheel as they begin to turn he on Inserting a single thin key starts her up as he gently turns it inside her. The more pressure he applies to the hammer, the louder she purrs Opening the throttle more and more, as that big block begins to rock a little more The pistons going in and out faster and faster, more and more lubricant seeping around them Pressure building up with in, hot combusting fluids rushing about inside as she screams louder Beginning to buck out of control like a wild hellcat tearing up the pavement. Reaching the peak as she redlines, he finally eases off her, allowing her to gently reach a purring Low idle of satisfaction, putting her back into her safe place, he exits her as
Sister Is Home
Hey everyone, Just wanted to update everyone and let you know that my sister is finally home!!!! weeeeeeeeeee She still has to use the feeding tube at night but she is doing it from the comfort of her own home!! Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart for all your prayers and thoughts!!!! love you all tons huggles Bren
Doggystyle
i am getting a puppy ... i need some help ... he is a boy . and a fat lill thing.. i donthave him yet or i would ahave a pic up ... but i need help with a name .... ok i did have a dog but someone killed him ... well shot him .... his anme was jugernot .. i loved like a child ... i miss him ... but he is gone ....
"never Ment To Be"
Softly as a gentle breeze, Love crept into my heart So softly I did not realize Until we came to part. 'Twas then that love so suddenly Grew claws, and without warning Clamped around my heart and left Me bleeding and in mourning. So stunned was I by this attack, I did not cry out "stay! " And, frowning at my silence, I turned and walked away. I never knew, until I left, How much you'd meant to me And now you're gone, I guess Our love was never meant to be.
Tragedy.
Tragedy. Tragedy struck today two hearts went their own ways One heart was blue , cold as ice As words cut the veins once or twice. The other turned black as stone cement pumping through to the bone All closed up for the day ! Both threw love down and walked away. Scott baker
--------wish You Were Here---------
I CAN JUST SEE THEM WALKING ON THE SHORES OF HEAVEN PRAISING THE LORD AND WATCHING THE TIDE ROLL IN FRIENDS THAT THAVE GONE ON, OH HOW I MISS YOU SO AND SOMEHOW I KNOW IF YOU COULD THAT YOU\'D LET ME KNOW THAT YOU\'RE DOING FINE AND ITS DOESN\'T HURT ANYMORE THINGS COULDN\'T BE BETTER AND HEAVEN IS WORTH WAITING FOR THAT YOU MISS ME TOO AND TIL THEN YOU\'LL BE PRAYING FOR ME AND I KNOW IF YOU COULD TALK TO ME NOW THAT HERE\'S WHAT YOU\'D SAY TO ME WISH YOU WERE HERE, IT SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WISH YOU WERE HERE, NOTHING BUT CLEAR SUNNY DAYS IT NEVER RAINS, NO ONE COMPLAINS AND WE HAVEN\'T SEEN A TEAR WE\'RE HAVING A GREAT TIME, WISH YOU WERE HERE. I CAN JUST SEE THEM WALKING ON THE SHORE TOGETHER THEY\'RE TALKING WITH JESUS, SAFE AND SECURE IN HIS LOVE FRIENDS AND LOVED ONE WALKING IN HEAVENLY PEACE AND I KNOW IF THEY COULD TALK TO ME NOW HERE\'S WHAT THEY\'D SAY T O ME WISH YOU WERE HERE, ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WISH YOU WEERE HERE, NOTHING BUT CLE
This Is Bullshit,/ I'm Pissed Off
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse
Apology
ya know a while back ago i said some really nasty things to someone on here and i feel like the BIGGEST pos for doin so!!! but since all of that i have since learnt its better to stfu when ya mad at someone so ya dont say things that ya really dont mean when ya angry.....So theres no need in sayin his name here cause he knows who he is and no matter what bonehead ya will always be one of my best friends love ya brat!!!!! he knows he can come to me whenever he needs to and knows that ill always be here for him no matter how much he wants to hate me lol!!! I have learnt as well not to say shit that ya may in the furture REALLY regret so in closing on this ya know who ya are and i love ya as my friend!!!!
------ Angel Beside The Door-----
MAY ANGELS REST BESIDE YOUR DOOR MAY YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE SING MAY YOU FEEL THEIR LOVING CARE FOR YOU, MAY YOU HEAR THE PEACE BELLS RING, MAY ANGELS ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU AND NOT LET YOU TRIP OR FALL. MAY THEY, BEAR YOU UP ON ANGELS WINGS MAY THE KEEP YOU STANDING TALL, MAY THE WHISPER WISDOM IN YOUR EAR, MAY THEY TOUCH YOU WHEN YOU NEED, MAY THE REMOVE YOU FROM EACH TRACE OF FEAR, MAY THE KEEP YOU FROM FEELING GREED, MAY THEY FILL YOU WITH THEIR PRESENCE, MAY THEY SHOW YOU LOVE UNTOLD MAY THEY ALWAYS STAND BESIDE YOU; AND MAKE YOU EVER BOLD. MAY THEY TEACH YOU WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LIFE HERE AND HERE AFTER MAY THEY FILL YOU ALWAYS WITH THERE LOVE AND GIVE YOU THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER WISHING YOU A DAY FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND HAPPINESS!!!!
----------special Angel----------
HERE'S A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL AS YOU CAN PLAINLY SEE, THE REASON SHE'S SO SPECIAL IS SHE'S JUST FOR YOU, FROM ME WHENEVER YOU ARE LONELY OR FEELING SAD AND BLUE, REMEMBER THIS LITTLE ANGEL AND KNOW I THINK OF YOU SO KEEP THIS ANGEL WITH YOU FOR ALL THE JOYS WE'VE SHARED, AND REMEMBER SHE'S A SYMBOL OF LOVING HEARTS, THAT CARES!!!!
I... Abide... You
As I am no longer comfortable with just tolerating certain people I have decided to look for a better word, and baby, I endure you.... Main Entry: tolerate Part of Speech: verb Definition: allow Synonyms: abide, accept, admit, authorize, be big, bear, bear with, brook, condone, consent to, countenance, endure, go, have, hear, humor, indulge, live with, permit, pocket, receive, sanction, stand, stand for, stomach*, string along, submit to, suffer, sustain, swallow*, take, tough out*, undergo, wink at* Antonyms: disallow, disapprove, veto
Hear Me Out.....
Before anyone decide to send me a message please read all of this then send me a message if you want to. ================================================================================================== Ok here is the thing, I have been in philly for the past week. I have met very few people and have not met a single Fam member out here. I have also been slowly slipping in to a depression. i have been tempted to go into the kitchen and grab a knife and just cut at my arms, not kill me self. Every time I have had to try and think of the reasons why i shouldn't do it. But as of recently i have always had my Va fam in mind. Yet with the way my Fam has been acting towards me makes it seem like they are turning their back on me and it is making my choice harder. The last time I cried it was because I was leaving VA and now I can't seem to cry i only want to inflict pain upon my body making my body say "HEY YOU DON'T NEED TO CRY YOU PUSSY!!" I know I probably sound very emo at the moment
---my Treasure Box-------
RIGHT FROM MY TREASURE BOX STRAIGHT TO YOU I'M SENDING HEARTS AND HUGS "CUZ I HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!
Allrighty
Well, so far i found an apartment in Helena, and then on sunday i came to seattle. I have been at work here since yesterday. I also got to see my little daughter and it was awesome, she is the smartest cutest kid in the world, obviously she takes after me. cant wait to get back to helena on friday
Going To See Stac Ans Shawn Then Going Home
In a few days my family and I are going to be going to Tenn to see Stacy Hank and Shawn. We are gonig there to spend time with Stac and Shawn for there birthdays. It will be nice to see shawn its been awhile since we got to see him. then we will go and spend the rest of our time with Hank and stacy. In bout 4 months from now we will be going back home to good ol' Michigan. We will be staying bout a week and its going to be during melon fest. If you are from my home town of Howell you will know what im talknig about melon fest. Well I have to bring back 2 Howell melons (are only grown in Howell) to North Carolina for a few people so they can see how good they are. But anyways so if your from back home you got 4 months to go before you get to see me
An Erotic Writting
Sitting alone in the darkness of her world , she found herself lost in a fantasy.Hard as she trys to supress her desires , her mind will not let her escape.As she closes her eyes,her mind takes control of her body.The power she once possesed has left her willingly.She lets her hands fall gently upon her lap ... her fingers kneeding into her silk night gown. Her heart races as small fingers work the silk up above her thighs..Focusing on her breath , she inhales ,her fingers have exposed her pale flesh.Visions of him filling her head , her need growing more intense .As she runs her tongue over her lips she allows her hand to roam over her inner thigh.Her fingers find a spot , she knows this is her mark , the warm dampness reassures her.Wondering over the swollen mounds her fingers explore , learning of their surrounding , feeling the heat , becoming moist from her wetness.breaths being deeper , quicker , as her heart pounds a beat of want.She parts herself to reviel her hidden treasure.H
The Inhalation Of One True Moment....by Rich Simpson
I must have sat there for two hours and watched her play. Running in circles as if she would really ever get somewhere. As the wind blew softy she giggled to herself ,whispering silly incantations only she would understand.The sun streamed down and highlighted the the ground no matter where she stepped ,as if in some kind of beautiful ballet with the earth.When she would peer at me, instantaneously my soul trembled with absolute goodness.I now am whole.....
Rebirth
Hurt for so long, Afraid to try, Built up the walls where I was safe to hide. Its time to let go, It's time to break free, Theres something in you igniting sparks in me. To trust is a risk, Im finally willing to take, But I guard my heart, so make no mistake. Ive searched inside and found my peace Im giving my self , more than a dream. Im freeing myself from the enemy thats me, Im opening up and setting myself free, Im finally discovering , the rebirth of me.
Despondency
despondency Ecstasy is not for me to say I touch you, you move away Never feeling the elation Seems to be in a single nation The euphoria of the mind is not shared It’s just mine, in the cold open air Intoxication of fantasies past, her emotions Cut me like broken glass Paradise is untouched today, she just got up walked away Missing the rapture every time, as I think about this rhyme Exhilaration is never felt the pain hits me below the belt Euphoria has left me behind heaven has locked it’s gates and left up a closed sign By Scott baker
What Do I Do?
C Am The first time I saw her F G With that smile you her face. C Am F G What a beautiful lady, I thought to myself. C Am Then she looked my way-ey F G C Am F G and she caught me in awwwww. So I looked and said... Hello, how are you? I can't believe that beauty that you carry. Where are you from? cause you can't be from this world. well, I guess she must've heard me cause she started walkin my way. Oh! I can't believe she heard me But here she is, right in front of me.... (Chorus) C Am F G What do I do? What do I say-ey, C Am F G What do I do? What do I say-ey, break: C Am F G (2X) Then she smiled at me, asked me for a dance. We dance ever so slowly My hands wandered, my mind was in awwwwwwed. As we dance to the beat, Our eyes meet, then I knew. She just might be ee, the stranger in my dream. Is this re
Bad Luck
Well first of all my van blows up....so I'm without a vehicle. Then today my sister who lives with me along with her husband and baby was leaving for school and some dumb ass who always flies down my road entirely to fast creamed the side of her 03 Hyundai Sonata. It broke the front axle and completely trashed the whole drivers side. The car is a total loss. Soooo now we are down to NO vehicles in my house and 3 kids! This totally sucks ass. I need to find a car FAST
Men Are Like......
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. _________________________________________________ Men are like.... 1. Men are like .Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2 Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3 Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them 4 Men are like .... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5 Men are like .... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6 Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7 Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8 Men are like ...... Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9 Men are like ..... Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of
Despair
Walking upon the bloody tacks Feeling the lashes on my back Clawing at oblivious rhymes Breaking my back to please you all the time Satisfaction is yours alone I’m just busted my heart is with out a home Scott baker
Why Do I Feel So Sad?
Why Do I Feel So Sad? Friends we've been for so long Now true colors are showing Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does Cuz I had to say goodbye By now I should know That in time things would change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad How can I adjust To the way that things are going It's killing me slowly Oh I just want it to be how it used to be Cuz I wish that I could stay But in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize Your actions speak much louder than words So tell me why oh By now I should know that That in time things would change So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now I should know That in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now by now I should know That in time things must grow And I had to leave you behind So why do I feel so sad If it couldn't be that bad Tel
After The Cake, Comes The Guilt
Something few people know about me is that I love to write. I could sit all day and write. Poems, songs, blogs.. I dont care. I am becoming opposed to blogging my complaints about life. I hate to sit here and waste my words on the little things that in the scheme of things, aren't really important. I like having a little mystery and not airing all my drity laundry here ;) Love has always been very important to me. I had a lot of it growing up. Now as an adult, when I find love I really try to hold onto it as long as I can. So how difficult does that love have to be before I say "enough"? How much grief can I withstand before I throw my hands up? The answer used to be "not much". I think my expectations of a relationship are a bit high and I used to give up rather early on. Then I got weak and started to let things slide. The little things would be swept under the rug until it was impossible to move around it. Then I inevitably implode and kill the relationship ( with good reason of
Pool Party
A rich man is throwing a party and invites everyone out by the pool. He announces, "I have a challenge, The first person to make it across this pool will have access to everything i own for 2 years. Everyone rushes toward the pool when the man yells out,"Wait! Be warned that this pool has been filled with piranha, alligators and other dangerous animals. As everyone starts backing away from the pool the man asks "any takers?". Suddenly there's a yell and a splash and everyone turns toward the brotha racing across the pool. As he climbs up the other side the rich man grabs him yelling "oh my god you did it!!!! Everything i have is yours. My house, my money, My cars.!" The brotha, Panting heavily says, " Man I don't want any off that shit!!! I want the motherfucker that pushed me in that pool!!!!
Dont Worry Be Happy
What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Sensual Sexy You exude a luxurious sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your ultra sexy self sometimes scares men away. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?
Tomorrow Is A New Day
Whispering winds upon a summers sky Whipping the tears from ones eyes A bitter path upon a sunset Today’s tragedy was just miner upset back Tomorrow brings brighter day As the night sleep wipes the troubles away. Scott baker
Conjuring Peace.
Conjuring peace. The smell of sage calming the rage Cleansing one’s mind as you read this page Conjuring the spirits from within Purifying your thoughts, protecting you from sin Chanting the word in signing rhyme Binding your enemies for all time Scott baker
Life
23 weeks since i last cut myself
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I Try...
Im not perfect no one is but thats what u expect from me I make mistakes everyone does but you yell at me when I do I try my best to make things right just like most people but its never good enough for you i try to follow your rules like every one does but im the only one you punish when a rule is broken I try my best to show you respect like everyone deserves but I never get any from you in return I try my best to be responsible just like others but you never give me the chance I try to make decisions on my own just like others but everything has to go your way or no way. I try to give my opinions that everyone has a right to do but you always take my rights away I try to grow up like every one does but all you do is baby me I try to be reasonable like everyone does but your just so selfish its your way or nothing I try my best to do everything in your favor and all I get is your disapointment Everything I do isnt considered
Solitude
For I have nothing to say Who would lessen any way I write these words every day just therapy in its own way In trapped from with in Expressing my self seems to be a sin In solitude is were I walk my self conservations Is what writing brought. Scott baker
A Learning Experience
Life’s Challenges. One day I woke up like any other ordinary day, with My Mom yelling in the background “ Get Up for School or else your not going to be going to work tonight.” Sounds like any ordinary life right? Wrong? My life is far from ordinary. I live in a weird family who doesn’t have any respect for one another and who intrude on people’s privacy/ life and a mother who takes her bad days out on everyone else in the family. Everyday seems like a bad day for her. All I hear when she gets home is how much of a mistake I am and that she wishes she never had me as well as her always calling me a failure. All the blame goes on me. What she doesn’t know is how much she’s hurting everyone around her including me. I’m the only one who stands up for themselves , and EVERY TIME it causes it causes this huge fight and more insults. It results in nothing. The only thing that becomes of it is sadness or in my case depression. She caused my depression for over a year. Pretty sad huh? You
My Attempt At A Song
Pushing me away (5) Is not the right way to take? (7) Everyone makes mistakes (7) Even you (4) Not letting your feelings show Gets me feeling low I will just have to go Away from here Cuz I Can’t take this any more So I walked out the door And now I’m gone And now I’m gone I’ve tried to put myself to blame And take away the pain It’s just not the same Anymore But I Have tried day and night To have to see the light And try to live my life But I can’t
Pool Party
A rich man is throwing a party and invites everyone out by the pool. He announces, "I have a challenge, The first person to make it across this pool will have access to everything i own for 2 years. Everyone rushes toward the pool when the man yells out,"Wait! Be warned that this pool has been filled with piranha, alligators and other dangerous animals. As everyone starts backing away from the pool the man asks "any takers?". Suddenly there's a yell and a splash and everyone turns toward the brotha racing across the pool. As he climbs up the other side the rich man grabs him yelling "oh my god you did it!!!! Everything i have is yours. My house, my money, My cars.!" The brotha, Panting heavily says, " Man I don't want any off that shit!!! I want the motherfucker that pushed me in that pool!!!!
I Can't Live Without You
I can't have you but I want you I can't hold you But I would do anything to be in your arms I can't keep you but I would love to be with you forever I can't kiss you but I long fro your kiss and touch I can't hug you but I would love you to hug me and never let go I can't be with you Because I'm with someone else I can't talk to you but if I could we would talk for hours on end I can't look at you But if I could I would get lost in your perfection I can't love you even though I already do I can't think about you yet your on my mind 24/7 I can't want you Although I need you to live
To Be You
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you
The Marine
>We all came together, >Both young and old >To fight for our freedom, >To stand and be bold. >In the midst of all evil, >We stand our ground, >And we protect our country > From all terror around. >Peace and not war, >Is what some people say. >But I'll give my life, >So you can live the American way. >I give you the right >To talk of your peace. >To stand in your groups, >and protest in our streets. >But still I fight on, >I don't bitch, I don't whine. >I'm just one of the people >Who is doing your time. >I'm harder than nails, >Stronger than any machine. >I'm the immortal soldier, >I'm a U.S. MARINE! >So stand in my shoes, >And leave from your home. >Fight for the people who hate you, >With the protests they've shown. >Fight for the stranger, >Fight for the young. >So they all may have, >The greatest freedom you've won. >Fight for the sick, >Fight for the poor >Fight for the cripple, >Who lives next door. >But when your time comes, >
Don't Stop Now! Almost There!
Renewing Spring Tonic
Just as we see the first emergence of the bright green leaves and yellow flowers of dandelions in the spring, it is worth remembering an age-old tradition of drinking (organic) dandelion tea as a renewing tonic to wake us up with the land around us after a long winter. Try this regenerative dandelion tea to give yourself (and your kidneys and liver) a fresh start: Dandelion Root Tea Dandelion tea is rich in minerals and is known as a cleanser of the kidneys and liver, and a very healing herbal remedy that strengthens the entire system. As one of the gentlest and safest diuretics, so it is also a boon during premenstrual syndrome, and is traditionally a good addition to the diet of diabetics. Buy dandelion root at the health food store. Ingredients 4 cups pure water 6 tablespoons dried dandelion root (1 year old minimum) 6 tablespoons dried dandelion leaf (double amount if fresh) (optional) Simmer the dandelion root in the water, uncovered, for 20 minutes, then strain th
~an Act Of Love~
~An Act of Love~ An act of love need not be a gesture great or grand… A smile can work a miracle and show you understand. Being there in time of need transcends the spoken word; A helping hand is simply grand when hearts begin to bleed. A prayer is nothing till it’s heard beyond the highest leaf, But when it’s answered, oh my friend, how strong is our belief! An act of love may simply be a smile, a hug, a kiss… But it’s a joy for all to see when troubles come like this God gives us the gift of faith to share. May we give it to others in the loving spirit in which it was given to us. Sharing is caring.
All I Want From Ct
hey friends, i don't want to be annoying about this. i like you all as friends and i want to be able to talk to you and get to know you better. thats all i want.
Three Little Words
Three little words that shape your life Three little words that define strife I love you I hate you Do you think when you say these three little words Do you feel in heart what those three little words do So powerful are these three little words to you and I Love and hate forever entwined Like a neverending circle throughout time Do I love you or Do I hate you Time can only tell which way my heart will travel Or the path I have to follow
Would You Fight For Me
send this to someone you truely like.but be honest and dont lie. you might just like the answers. 1.if someone hurt me what would you do? 2.big tits or small? 3.what do you like most about me? 4.whats something funny you remember about us? 5,if i said i was falling in love with you what would you say? 6.are you afraid of realationships? 7.have you ever been in love? 8.do you think your a pimp? 9.do you always use condoms? 10.who was the hottest girl in school? 11.if you could tell me something what would it be? 12.do you think we would be good together? 13.would you give it all up for me? 14.whats the first thing you noticed about me? 15.do you want to get married ever? 16.whats love to you? 17.if i got pregnant what would you do? 18.would you kiss a person you didnt like? 19.would you have sex with a girl/guy you didnt really like? 20. do you
Every Time
every time i fall in love i get hurt every time i fall in love my world falls apart every time i fall in love... or did i? ha
Welcome
LADY D@ CherryTAP
Apr. 10, 2007
"Pessimism never won any battle." ~Dwight D. Eisenhower."
I Love Hookah
I just want to know who else likes hookah. I love hookah myself and love it more than any other tobacco product in this world. I got into it summer of last year. My first time doing it was tough but i managed to like it after a while. the more flavors they come out the more i love it.
My Endless Search Starts Again
As I sit alone facing my computer search the web for something I need, that I desire never finding the search goes on and on. Night comes and the sun set around me, I am trap in the dark, alone always alone. My family leaves me alone to search the web, looking but never finding. Escaping from reality, I hide in this dark room searching but, I never find what I am searching for. Click clock time goes by, Endless time and still; I can’t find what I am looking for. Endless chat rooms and cyber lounges; I chat and lie trying to be who I am not. I am searching for what I already have, so I turn off my computer and Huge My 3 Little angles, I was given exactly what I needed, now im not alone ,but still searching for that one Angle who can complete me .. My endless search starts again, as I sit her alone once again searching. Are you my angle I am searching for? Please I scream with all my desire please, be the one I need so I won’t half to sit all alone.
Check This Out!!!
Do this! seriously :D 1. Go to google.com. 2. Click on Maps. 3. Click on Get Directions. 4. From: New York, New York. 5. To: Paris, France. 6. Then, read line #23. 7. Laugh
Here I Am...much Better!!
Ok so just to update all... my daughter and I are doing great. We are finally back in our own place. I have a really good job. I build lights for military and commercial planes and and no not just lights for reading. Look up LSI.com or luminescents.com and that is what we build. Other then that we are just living for us. So hope everyone is doing as well as we are ttyl, Brandi
My Friends Repost For A Friend....
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...
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Stray Thoughts
i have done everything i can to heal this wound. yet i cling to it, as if my very identity depends upon it. and so i have done nothing to heal this wound.
Best Dude I Ever Beefed With.. Rest In Peace. Save A Seat And Throw In A Good Word To The Higher One For Me..
I seldom do things like this but heres the story..November 2006 me and this cat got into a beef that pretty much pitted a website called cherrytap.com aginast myself, EOT, Everyone i knew. I won the battle with No Mercy which was released long before this incindent but heres the story..Quote:WE LOST A GREAT FRIEND AND BROTHER THIS EASTER WEEKEND HIS 4 YEAR FIGHT WITH CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE HE LEAVES BEHIND HIS SON ANTHONY JR HIS GIRLFRIEND LISA HIS MOTHER IN CALIFORNIA AND HIS SISTERHE LEAVES BEHIND SOME OUTRAGEOUS ARTWORK AND A LOT OF GOOD TIMES AND LAUGHTERI SPENT TIME REAL LIFE TIME WITH TONY AND HIS SON HE WAS A GIANT WITH A GIANT HEARTTHIS IS HOW SHORT LIFE IS FOLKS IT COMES AND GOES IN A BLINK HE WAS STILL A KID 32 YEARS AIN'T LONG ENOUGH TO CALL IT AN ENTIRE LIFE BUT THE MAN SURE AS HELL TRIED HE LIVED THE YEARS BEFORE HIS STROKE RIDING HIS HARLEY AND DOING HIS TATTOOS LIVING THE WAY HE WANTEDHE HAD A MASS STROKE THE WEEK HIS SON WAS BORN AND HAS BEEN IN POOR HEALTH
Omfg I Hate My Dad!
why does my dad have to be such an asshole?? its not fair...all of you who have parents who are still married....or if ur dad isnt a drug addict/alcoholic..... YOU ARE LUCKY to the rest of us....life sucks....im still trying to adjust to the fact that life is soo fucked up.
Jim Morrisom Fans Here
© AP Jim Morrison TV Producer Wants Jim Morrison Pardoned Apr 10, 12:38 PM EST The Associated Press TALLAHASSEE, Fla. -- Gov. Charlie Crist is being asked to pardon the late Jim Morrison, lead singer of The Doors, 38 years after he was convicted of exposing himself during a Miami concert. Dave Diamond, a cable TV producer from Dayton, Ohio, wrote to Crist last month asking for the pardon. Diamond said the goal is to remember the Melbourne, Fla., native as an artist, not a rock 'n' roll bad boy with a rap sheet. Crist is an alumnus of Florida State, which Morrison had attended. "Well, given that fact, I'm certainly willing to review it," said Crist. Morrison was charged days after a concert at Dinner Key Auditorium in Coconut Grove in 1969. He allegedly exposed himself and simulated a sex act, which he denied doing. He was acquitted on a felony charge for lewd and lascivious behavior, but was convicted of indecent exposure and profanity. Many feel the Miam
Destination Solitude ( For Those Of You Who Like The Dark Side)
Destination Solitude I'm just a shell of myself With a busted heart Fall back to Earth Faith blown apart Your fear at the helm Direct course, misery My soul is crushed I see no vacancy My hands are open Your heart is closed Insecurities have been exposed My foot, placed inside the door I peek inside just before You look at me, then slam it shut One less way to kick your butt Severed like our connection of fate Too much pain is on your plate So surprised I’m not the one You have made that clear Go have your fun I will skip this pointless feud Destination solitude I remember this place Such familiar pain Curl up in a ball Now I’ll remain In my cavern of darkness Free to roam It’s so nice to feel at home Thought I was different What a fool To think you would learn At my heart school The agony of defeat I should have ducked You connected to my heart Now I’m Fucked Why can’t you see? How precious is time Wanting to Love you Is that such
Red X Issue Still Remains
hi ya all PLEASE forgive me and dont remove me as a fan of your or freind family member , the RED X issue is frustrating me day by day doing all i can contactingmyInternet provider and Cherrytap Support to have the mater fixed ,please understand its out of my control i will keep all up dated on any advance made ...BTW Srapper (ryan) is a GREAT guy ya alland desrve the hightest respect for the work he's putting in aplaud you mate honestly
Tra La La
The question I manage to avoid by having no friends is this, "Are you the attractive one or the ugly friend?"
For Lack Of A Better Subject
Be grateful we do not get what we deserve.
Distant Sounds
Distant sounds can be beautiful and frustrating. In dreaming, they may just be rounding out the scene in the suconscious. For example, dreams of beaches or boats may include requisite sounds effects such as waves, fog horns, or birds. Sometimes, distant sounds can create a foreboding feeling as well. Some sounds, such as thunder or shouting, may be frustrating because they appear without an apparent source in the dream. These sounds can be alluring and cause you to search, or create a warning that circumstances are changing. Sometimes, you may feel that the sounds are a distinctive message you should be able to understand. These sounds are sometimes just for us, other characters in the dream may not be hearing them or responding to them at all. Sometimes, the message is clear to others, but obscure to us. In waking, you may be feeling a disparity between others about a situation they feel is dangerous that you have assurance about or vice versa. You may also perceive others as more
If You Was My Man??
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al
I Dare You
I Dare You My eyes, deep in my eyes You see the dream you dare to dream The depth of our perception reflects the likeness of love A love that catches the morning sun and holds it for only you Waves of desire blanket our existence Leaving you helpless to resist my searing will Sprinkles of dew fall from our pleasure soaked bodies Exploding together in a climax of embedded devotion Follow me to the gate of everlasting essence… For I will always love you… by Jskins
True Best Friends
True Best Friends Like a needle in a haystack, true friends are hard to find. That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine. Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears. You've kept my many secrets, Throughout the past four years. You've been there through my afflictions, You've witnessed my defeats. I'll remember all the good times, And pray the bad ones don't repeat. With you my heart is honest, but there's one thing I never told you. Thank you for everything you've done There's no one else like you. No one that could ever be a true "best" friend like you!
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff
Its just one of those days When you dont wanna wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sucks You dont really know why But you wanna justify Rippin someones head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to just stay away motherfucker Its just one of those days Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Lettin shit slip Or youll be leavin with a fat lip Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Talking that shit Its just one of those days Feelin like a freight train First one to complain Leaves with the blood stain Damn right Im a maniac You better watch your back Cause Im fuckin up your program And then your stuck up You just locked up Next in line to get fucked up Your best bet is to just stay away mother fucker Its just one of those days Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Letting shit slip Or youll be leavin with a fat lip
Wiccan Terms
  Some Traditional Wiccan Terms 1.      Altar - a surface that has been prepared for the work of doing rituals and magick 2.      Amulet - an object that deflects negative energy. It is usually worn on the person. 3.      astral projection - the practice of separating the spirit from the body and having that spirit move around the world. 4.      astrology - the study of the stars and how their position affects personality and future events 5.      Athame - a short ceremonial knife, sometimes with a double edged blade.  It is used to direct energy during the Wiccan rituals. 6.      autumnal equinox - a day of the year in autumn when the night and day are of equal length.
Thank You For Being My Friend !!!
IN MY CIRCLE When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become an ADULT. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, it would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your spouse. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your parents. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," Another, "Let's fight together," Another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need. Another your shoe fetish, Another your love for movies, Another will be with you in your season of confusion, Another will be your clarifier, Another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the da
A Sad Society!
In this day and age it's sad at how people still look at some of us and consider us to be outcasts. I have felt so out of place since I lost my legs. People look and point and stare not realizing how it feels to be different. Since I have come to CherryTap I have met some of the most wonderful people. Thank you for accepting into the family and for not judging me before you get to know me. You are all wonderful. I also want to thank sexydisabledman for inviting me.
Just Because...
Okay so you have to answer this survey completely and totally honestly! 1. What’s your full name? Bryan F. Jakubowski 2. Where do you live? Hamlin NY 3. Are you happy where you live? No. 4. If you could live anywhere where would you live? Anywhere but here. 5. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Amber meade 6. Did you love them? at the time i thought i did. 7. Who was your first real love? For fear of seeming like a freak i will plead the fifth. 8. Do you still love them? Deffinitly. 9. Who are you dating now? No one. 10. Do you love them? um do i love no one? no. 11. Would you do anything for them? Would i do anything for no one? no. But when i am with someone it is about them and so yes i would do anything for them. 12. Have they ever hurt you? christ get off this already 13. Do you trust them? Do i trust no one? No. 14. Who’s your best friend? Ambers 15. What do you do for fun? ADVENTURE. SOmthing you can tell a story about. 16. Wh
Broken Like An Angel
Broken Like an Angelby Crossfade She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything now Oh She just wants to Fall in
Our Love
being loved by you for me is the happiest feeling for your love is as lovely as a million birds singing your love can make the flowers bloom that brings beauty even in my deepest gloom loving you for me is the most wonderful feeling for loving you is as lovely as a million swans swimming for you alone can make my heart thump so fast that i wish forever this feeling will last this precious love i've waited for so long the love that i dream to have and so on i want this love to last more than forever for our love i know will bind us together... forever..
Want A Laugh About A "women Of God"
This is a bulletin from the baby basher that a friend gave to me that I find intresting. I have proof of what she has said. I just need to get to my parents house I have it on my mothers camera but due to me being in the hospital a couple of times this week I havent been able to post it but will this weekend after i get off bed rest here is her bulletin. Im sorry but a women of God like she says she is wouldnt put down a child. this women has serious issues and is making up false stories that are extremely sick and disturbing. that anyone would accuse someone of saying these types of things is sick. I was going to leave ct due to the amount of threats I received. I have had to block all communications from what could be nice people due to her sick accussations. However I am not running due to I did nothing to this women other then state I felt badly for her child due to her having such sick behavior. Ive blocked her to have her fan me so now I can not keep her away. So just be caref
Whens My Flight???
I think I've missed my flight. What flight you ask...the flight to my life. Its not that I have a bad life...eventhough somedays I do say "damn this sucks". I just feel like...I'm stuck. I try to change things and it just never works out. I try to find different roads to take only to end up at a dead end. But not before I get my hopes up high. Am I the person to blame? Am I not allowing things to happen for themselves and am I being to overly critical? I used to think everyone on earth was here for a purpose. A purpose we'd never know about until our time here was over or close to being over. As everyday goes by I tend to not believe this more and more. Atleast not for myself. Trust your heart...that saying is hard for me. Because my heart isn't telling me anything. I guess I just haven't found my place and I'm tired of waiting. Maybe, I did miss my opportunity.
Beer Contaians Female Hormones
Beer contains female hormones Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 hour period It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing. 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally. 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary. Send this to the men you know to warn them about drinking too much beer!
My Name
Okay ya know what...I am tired of people saying my name is bullshit...Well you don't believe me ask him ask his aunt...I don't really give a fuck...cause ya know what...if he wanted you mother fuckers to know about his son or his personal life he would prolly tell ya...but ya know what everyone that I know..knows about my son and who he is by...so you have a fucking problem with my god damn name keep it to yourself...because frankly i don't give a flying fuck what any of you mother fuckers think about my name...it aint your name...you don't have to wear it...so fucking deal with it...Don't come to me calling me a liar...I am the one who his son...his one and only son...so fuck you...don't hate because you aint got his son...
People Are Stupid
Since the Pledge of Allegiance andThe Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer.Now I sit me down in schoolWhere praying is against the ruleFor this great nation under GodFinds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
Thoughts Swimming Around My Brain.
Long long day, here are some of my thoughts. First. Me: "Babe, tell me a lie" Her: "I love you" Second. I decided im not going to be emo anymore for many reasons, so on the day that i decide this why the fuck is this song stuck in my head? Between the future and the past tense Lies the present and the distance So you think we're never coming back Scoring points for passion and persistence Between the lines and the highway Lies the danger and the safety You never thought this was gonna last I always knew you'd never take it back I always knew (I always knew) [Chorus: x2] I know it seems like we're never coming back I know it feels like we're never coming back You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last They were the words that she placed on her casket Between the sadness and the smile Lies the flicker of the fire You always said this never hurt you I always said you were a liar With all the towers and the wires There still lies a little sil
Hmmm What To Say
i just realized i never made a blog. What should I say here?
Concert
Hey check out this concert that I am going to at the end of the month. www.98rockfest.com Cant wait to go. Its gonna be a blast!!
To Reply (lol)
My comment wasn't deleted, my account was. I was a level 17, I am still missing alot of my friends, and all my pics are GONE that was on here because my old computer bit the big one and I didn't have them saved on this new one yet. Not to mention the work on the page itself, I did alot of html on there, my visitor map is GONE, it's just the point of it all. He wanted to hurt me, well he found a way to do it. And without do much as a WARNING to me. Just poof gone. Came home from work and went to log on and it said invalid user specified. Then when I made a new account, BBG found me and when I told her what happened she said all the people that left a comment on babyjesus's page in regards to the time out on pic rating was deleted.
Hoooray!!!!!!!!!
Today it is finished. I now have Sole Physical and Legal Custody of my daughter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOOORAY!
~you Say You Love Me~
You say you love me But, you can't look me in the eye You say you love me But, when others are near you back away from me You say you love me But, i rarely come first You say you love me But, when i call you never have time You say you love me But, i seldom cross you mind I say if you loved me You'd take my hand and hold me close to you If you loved me You wouldn't be ashamed of me, you would want the world to know If you loved me Thoughts of me would make you smile If you loved me The mere thought of losing me, would make your heart ache If you loved me........... ~Patrice~
Curried Vegetable Stew
Curried Vegetable Stew This amazing entree is hearty, healthy and heady with aromatic spices. For a purely vegetarian version, use veggie broth or water instead of chicken stock. And try ladling the stew over brown rice. Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 3 cloves garlic, cut up * 1-inch cube ginger, peeled and cut up * 3 tablespoons water * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 3 small onions, cut in 8 pieces each (1 1/2-2 cups) * 1 tablespoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 cup reduced-sodium chicken broth, vegetable broth or water * 1 cup canned crushed tomatoes * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 small acorn squash, peeled and cut into 2-inch pieces (about 2 cups) * 2 cups cauliflower, cut in 2-to-3-inch florets * 2 cups zucchini, cut in 1-to-2-inch pieces * 1 cup cooked or canned chickpeas * 1/4 cup currants * 2 tablespoons
I Was Honest In This One No Joking
1- What's worse - Physical or Mental cheating? Ya know in all honesty neither of those bother me near as much as emotional cheating . . . That is when it fucking hurts the most. 2- Is it easier to forgive or forget? Well they kind of go hand-in-hand don’t they, if you agree to forgive someone that means you can not bring up the problem any longer so in essence you have forgotten - but in my life I have found it much easier to forgive than actually forget because once you feel that pain it really never goes away. 3- Can men and women be "Just Friends"? They can be yes, but there will be times when one of them desires to be more than that but a good friendship will move past that and stay strong. 4- Dating co-workers.. I don’t think that is a very good idea in general, I mean things may not work out and then you are stuck in an uncomfortable situation and have no escape. 5- All-expenses paid vacation to anywhere? I wanna go back to Rome. 6- On the way to the electri
My Empty Hands (( For The True Martial Artist ))
MY EMPTY HANDS I come to you with empty hands For they are all I need To protect myself and my family's honor this will be my creed I use them in many different ways, throughout my night and day For creating music and writing poetry for love, work and play If you're looking for trouble, take my advice My empty hands will be suffice Should I be forced to defend my life I do not need a Gun or knife I will do so with all my fury and the skill Though, I do not wish to maim or kill Do not misjudge my passive way For this is what I have to say Think twice before you prey on the meek The Innocent, defenseless or the weak My empty hands will be there to protect To kick your butt, demand respect If you don't believe a word, I say "Go ahead, make my day" Please don't say I haven't warned you No one will ever grieve or mourn you Just continue on our way And have yourself a pleasant day jskins
Rib Poking Good
If you were riding on a bus and felt a sudden, sharp poke in the ribs, how would you feel? Most people say they would probably feel irritated or angry and some say they would feel scared. That's normal. Let's say, just for this example, that you would feel angry. You might be thinking something like, "That stupid jerk. He ought to be careful. You shouldn't just poke people in the ribs." Those thoughts would clearly lead you to be angry. Now suppose you look over to see who had poked you and realize it was a blind man. He was taking off his sweater and he accidentally poked you with his elbow. Now how would you feel? Most people say they would feel sad or even embarrassed that they were angry with the man. Here's the important part…YOU STILL GOT POKED IN THE RIBS! The event [getting poked in the ribs] was exactly the same but your feelings changed from anger to sadness or embarrassment. Clearly, if events and people made you angry, then the same exact event couldn't immediately cau
Touch My Eyelash.....
another special poem. hope u enjoy :) touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash All the time ,all the moments you have been with me yes, this body has been sometimes near and sometimes far whichever worries you got , give my address to all of them I really don’t like sadness/worries at your face It seems illegal your relation with worries listen to my request, throw it way from your face touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash
Feeling Better
I feel a lot better tonight then I did early this morning. My arm has been itching all day where I was given the allergy test though. So, that sucks. I've been working on my midterm for linguitic anthro most of the day. I have one and a half pages done. Two and a half to go. I'm writing on how language is a social capital and stories of children who were isolated, then later found, and how that effected their speech. Spring Break and I have homework. Loverly. Anthro isnt the problem. I have Math homework too. Yuck.
Glad To Have You...
So many people take my kindness for granted But you replace the pain with pleasure And when it feels like I just cant stand it You bless me with one of your lectures... You remind me that true love exists And for that I owe you my loyalty I feel alive with every touch, every kiss You are nothing short of royalty... When people speak evil about my ways And tell you that I am not love worthy You stay by my side, regardless of what they say Becuase you know that misery loves company... This is why I love you so much My heart is filled with grattitude Becuase when times get tough, you become my clutch And that's why I'm glad to have you... -Nemesis the Nazerene-
Fuck This
OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE THEY SEEM...ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS ADDICTIVE WEBSITE AND TRY TO FIGURE MY LIFE OUT...I AM HOPING ON GOING OUT OF THE STATE FOR A WHILE TO FIGURE THINGS OUT...BUT ALWAYS KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW ON HERE THAT I DO TRUELY LOVE AND I AM GLAD YOU ARE IN MY LIFE....."PEACE BITCHES"
I Can't Believe It
I was just browsing over my blogs, which I haven't been writing much. There's a good reason why, I have been having a rough time, not just health, (fibromyalgia) but now more tests. There are plenty out there who are in the same or worse boat so I won't complain. What I find hard to believe is that my post about emotions got more views than the website blog about child abuse and rapists, and knowing if they are your next door neighbor! I don't believe my emotions are more interesting than finding out if my neighbor is safe to be near my grandchildren. I think I will take my calming amathest and hold it as I fall asleep, hoping to calm me down after seeing that. I hope so, I would like to think people want to protect themselves and their kids! That is number 1 in my book. I am linked to my grandkids web pages and moniter them, I may help them one day, you never know. I do know I would protect them with my life, yet...no one seems to care about how to see where rapists live! Child mol
A Realization I Have Come To...
So I was driving home from dinner last night, and I was just thinking...random thoughts really. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere it hit me, why I am the way I am with guys. It all goes back to my father, I mean I knew he had some effect on how I am around guys but I just didn't know how much. Whenever I am around my father, I guess the easiest way to put it is I flirt with him. At least the way I flirt with guys in real life, not a sexual kind of flirt, but a look at me kind of flirt. It is disgusting really, but I am always trying to prove to him that I am good enough to be his daughter. That is what I do with guys, try to prove that I am good enough for them to talk to, or to be with. In both areas I have failed miserably. I am glad I have figured this out, but at the same time I am worried...how the hell am I suppose to fix this, or change this. I honestly couldn't care less about my father at this moment, he isn't and hasn't been there for me and I am tired of his shit. The thin
Drinking......
SITTING HERE DRINKING TO KILL THE PAIN LIVING THIS LIFE IS MAKING ME INSANE.. BEING AWAY FROM YOU MY HEART IS DEAD BUT THE FAULT IS MINE THAT IS ALL THAT CAN BE SAID. LOOK AT MY LIFE.. WHAT A JOKE!! TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE IT SO AS OF NOW, I WONT.. LET THE CHIPS FALL WHERE THEY MAY LET MY LIFE JUST KEEP ON ROLLING. WHILE I SIT HERE AND KEEP DRINKING.. AND WONDER WHERE MY LIFE IS GOING...
To Miss A Piece That Felt Like It Belonged.
Lost. Merely smiling by the side of the light I thought might still be. It hurts so damn bad. But such is life, and life it is. Screaming for the surges of chains to quit their striking wrath against my back. A moment brought the thoughts airborne for the feild of domestic criminal intentions. Loosing was not the plan, but winning was not to be obtained. Its a stand still when ur heart stops. When it gives up. When it decides it cant go forward. Swinging in and out of the has beens and the should of beens. It was all a collection of moments to be remembered. The fuck yous and the fuck offs ring in loud and clear. A smile still can be had. Fair is a game that isnt played in this world. To watch one suffer and not to be able to do a damn thing is a wound that digs deeper than he will ever know. At this point i realize that it doesnt matter. Because this is life and such as life. Just knowing that i once had a place at the end of his tunnel. That is enough to happy for.
The Only One....
There will never be another love that made my days so bright. There will never be anothers arms wrapped around me in the night. I will never kiss anothers lips in the light of the morning sun. I could never imagine my life with out you, because you were the only one. The only one who held my heart and kept it safe from harm. How could i ever give it again? You still hold it with all your charms. The only one who could make me smile even when I was sad and blue. Baby, cant you see it? The only one there will ever be is you.... Courtesy of MsTags.com
My Death
mandy Location of Death: Solana Beach, CA Date of Death: 4/11/2039 12:02:56 AM Last Person Called: Alfonzo Last Number Dialed: 911 Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Licking cheap stamps See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game
A Poem
Storm that buried the bells, muddy swirl of torments, why touch her now, why make her sad. Oh to follow the road that leads away from everything, without anguish, death, winter waiting along it with their eyes open through the dew. by: Pablo Neruda
This Is Our Year( I Wrote This My Senor Yr In High School)
THIS IS OUR WORLD THE ONLY ONE WE KNOW AFTER OUR TIME IS OVER WHERE WILL WE GO? WHAT WILL WE BE AND WHAT WILL WE DO? THERE DECISIONS WERE ONCE A DREAM THAT NOW HAS COME TURE. CLASS AFTER CLASS TIME IS TICKING AWAY IT USED TO BE YEAR AFTER YEAR BUT NOW IT'S DAY BY DAY. THEY MADE US COME TO LEARNTO MAKE US SMART JUST TO SHOW US INTO THE WORLD WITH LITTLE MORE THAN A START. WILL THERE BE FRIENDLY FACES LIKE THERE ARE HERE OR WILL WE BE LONE AFTER THIS YEAR? AS LONG AS WE CAN, WE WILL BE ONE WE WILL GROW ALONG THE WAY AS WELL AS HAVE FUN. WE KNOW AS LONG AS WE LIVE WE WIL BE TOGETHER THE MOMORIES IN OUR HEART ARE FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER IT IS ALREADY "85" AND WE GROW CLOSER AS THE CLOCK TICKS. FOR THIS YEAR IS OUR YEAR THE CLASS OF "86".
They Have No Hope But Us: **graphic**
They Have No Hope But Us: The Tsunami of Suffering of Animals in Labs By Michael Budkie Founder, SAEN — Stop Animal Exploitation Now! Most people never see the inside of an animal laboratory. We are not allowed to view the reality of death and misery that is the lot of many animals. Whether they be monkeys, dogs, rabbits, or sheep we will never know what happens to most of them. We will not see how they live. We will not know the endless monotony of life in cages made of wire mesh and concrete. We will never know what it is like to live out an existence totally alone — day after day without so much as the touch of a familiar hand. We will never understand the suffering of their deaths. The unrelenting, mind-numbing monotony of isolation is relieved only by intermittent periods of unremitting horror. The psychological torture of isolation is interrupted only by the trauma of human handling, and the experience of becoming an unwilling victim in an experiment. The lo
If Only
IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW SPECIAL YOU MAKE ME FEEL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW PERFECT YOU ARE TO ME IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE HOW LOVING YOU DOES FEEL IF ONLY I COULS MAKE YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME SMILE IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO BE MINE IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT THIS IS LIKE A DREAM IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT YOU ARE REALLY REAL IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THAT THIS IS NOT JUST A DREAM IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE THINGS THROUGH MY EYES AND MIND IF ONLY YOU COULD FEEL THESE THINGS THROUGH MY HEART AND SOUL.
Daughter
THERE ONCE WAS A CHILD.... SO INNOCENT AND NEW... HER PARENT'S LOVE FOR HER.. JUST GREW AND GREW.... UNTIL ONE DAY WHEN SHE WAS TAKEN.. HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS WERE SO VERY SHAKEN... THEY ASK THEMSELVES WHY THIS HAD TO BE. WHAT WE WOULD GIVE IF WE COULD JUST SEE... YOUR SMILING FACE AND TWINKLING EYES.. AND HOLD YOU TIGHT WHEN YOU WOULD CRY.... BUT EVEN THOUGH MOM AND DAD AREN'T THERE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE WHO TRULY CARES.. AN ANGEL'S BEEN SENT FROM UP ABOVE... TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND GIVE YOU LOVE... WE'LL GO HOME SOMEDAY.. TO GIVE YOU A CHANCE ONCE MORE TO SAY.... HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED SO... DON'T GIVE UP HOPE FOR THIS I KNOW.
Suicide
IS IT SUCH A SHAME THAT I WANT TO END ALL THIS PAIN. I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE UNHAPPY SEE WHT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. U CAN'T TAKE IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH THING'S ARE JUST TOO ROUGH I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME, I WAS WRONG NOW I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND TO BE STRONG. SO JUST TO LET YOU KNOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS "GOODBYE'.
Forget
FORGET HIS NAME, FORGET HIS FACE FORGET HIS KISS HIS WARM EMBRACE FORGET THE LOVE THAT YOU ONCE KNEW REMEMBER HE'S WITH SOMEONE NEW. FORGET HIM WHEN THEY PLAY YOUR SONG FORGET YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT LONG FORGET THE MOMORY OF HIS FACE FORGET THE THINGS HE USED TO SAY REMEMBER NOW, HE'S GONE AWAY. FORGET HIS LAUGH, FORGET HIS GRIN FORGET THE DIMPLE IN HIS CHIN FORGET THE WAY HE HELD YOU TIGHT REMEMBER HE'S WITH HER TONIGHT. FORGET THE THINGS THAT WENT SO FAST FORGET THE LOVE THAT IS IN THE PAST FORGET HE SAID" I'LL LEAVE YOU NEVER" REMEMBER NOW- HE'S GONE FOREVER.
Letting Go
I’m letting go of what I once held onto My grip is getting weak and it’s long overdue What was the reason for waiting so long When did the obsession get so strong ... I was kind of going crazy but now I’m sane No more mercy, tears, pleasure, or pain No more feelings about loving you that way Because feelings of hate won’t go away I hate you with every thing but my heart It’s still breaking, cracking, falling apart I can’t go back to the way it used to be When I thought you were thinking of me But you could fall and wanted to stay friends And now I cry as that friendship ends See it wouldn’t so bad if you would just say How you feel instead of pushing me away If only I knew if a should hold on longer Because if there is a chance I would be stronger
Fate Knows
He tapped on my window as he was passing thru. He said it's "Been a long time since I seen the looks of you." "I bet you've been wonderin' just where have I been" I told Mr. Fate that it was good to see him again ... We sat down and shot the breeze and told a couple lies We talked about the fact there are just no real goodbyes. He said "Believe like me and I know you do of the heavens up above" You'll always get another chance to see the ones you love. With that thought he left the house his cider was still warm I pondered on about my past and the knowledge he'd informed. I watched him walk into the mist as his image slipped away. I knew just then that Fate was right and I'd see them all one day
Chained To My Heart
IN A CORNER SO DARK AND SCARY WISH I HAD A MAGIC FAIRY TO HELP OUT WITH ALL THE PAIN HEART IS FLOODED WITH ALL THE RAIN ... SMILING SOULD CAN'T KEEP IT AWAY IT COMES BACK THE VERY NEXT DAY THE PAIN HURTS IT'S SO INRENSE FALLING IN LOVE MAKES NO SENCE THEY SAY LOVE WILL SET YOU FREE BUT IT LOCKED ME UP AND LOST THE KEY. I'M LOCKED UP IN A PLACE SO COLD MEMORIES IN MY HEART START TO UNFOLD. Memories that leave me in tears Images of all of my fears Screaming trying to be set free but no one not a soul to help me I'm chained to the walls in my heart Can't seem to break it apart I'm locked to love that will not be That's why love won't set me free Until the day he feels the same I can no longer play his game So I will be locked away until all these feelings go away
Never Give Up
NEVER GIVE UP IF YOU STILL WANNA TRY NEVER WIPE YOUR TEARS IF YOU STILL WANNA CRY NEVER SETTLE FOR THE ANSWER IF YOU STILL WANNA KNOW NEVER SAY YOU DONT LIKE HIM IF YOU CAN'T LET HIM GO.
I Need You As My Friend
I've been hurt so very deep By the one who once made my life complete He left his scars they do not show Imprinted them within my soul. So forgive me friend if I get scared But my emotions are temporarily under repair. I work on this heartbeak everyday Slowly the damaged is drifting away. If you've ever been here I know you will understand That what I need right now Is for you to stay my friend.
Not Good Enough
Tears fall rapidly As I sit alone here sadly Your face in my head My heart feeling dead. I know that it's over Which makes my heart even lower God, I want there to be a you and me But it's plain that it's just not meant to be. Now it's time to accept the true scene Time to let go of the dream You wont kiss me in the moonlight rain or the snow And why I'm not good enough I guess I'll never know
Only God Knows Why
Please God save me from myself before I drown in my own tears. My one too many failures have caused me so much to fear. I just want to crawl into my bed to escape this cold, cruel world. Who knew I’d feel this way today? Right now my life seems a total blur. My whole being says just go ahead, go and cry yourself into a ball. But why, why would I feel this way? That’s just not ever been me at all. I feel I've no control of things I should, and fear that I've done absolutely nothing right. I feel my own cold shoulder against me, leaving me very little left with for the fight. So, at an age when my life should be content, I just hang my head and cry. I feel so ashamed and all alone, and truly only God knows why.
Second Prelude
Death expected to have a difficult time with Orda, but this was beyond even his ability to cope. What in the world was he going to do now. death slowly walked away, fading as he went, because he just didnt have the energy to wink out. Head slumped on his boney shoulder, hands swinging slowly at his sides, jungling as the finger bones met, shuffling his feet, cowl fluffling out with eac slow step. Death looked not so much like the scarey human version of tht proud entity as he did a little boy who knows his time is short and he has just been caught doing something bad. Suddenly he knew what to do! Why hadnt he thought of that before? He would go see his friend Melissa. she will know what to do. And with a much lighter and quieter step Deth winked out, to find his "friend", who by the way had forgotten all about meeting Death a year earlier.
Chapter 9
Melissa had made a lot of changes in the last year since she met Death. she had kicked her heroin habit although she still drank and indulged once in a while in the natural drugs. She was going to school and had decided that she wanted to get into a business she could make lots of money at. To suppliment her income she till "escorted" men and the tips were great. This was something she had thought of doing as her business, but the way things were in society, she would never have the respect she felt was due her in that field. after all society still called it prostitution, or hooking. But Melissa knew it was more than just that. Along with the sex came alot of talk. these poor men needed someone like her to dump their troubles on, or to just get things off their chests. And she was more then willing to listen. bonus being that she got paid for it, but she wa also very receptive to the woes and chains of agony that these guys came to her with. After all seh was a sensitive ki
Chapter 10
Death listened but was thinking, " same old girl I met before, doesnt know when to shut up and let me talk." "And another thing, just what were you doing here the first time? You never were very clear about that. I remember being in the hospital, they gave me meth, and then I was home. You followed me there didnt you? I clearly remember asking you to sit down and have a talk with me. and that satan dude shows up.... My god it was all real, it wasnt just a dream or a mirage or anything like that. You came to take me away didnt you?" At that Melissa finally shut down. We call Him, Himself, and Her Herself." Death said quietly. Melissa justlooked up at him again waiting for something else... and clearly Death was not sure where to begin. so Melissa being who she was, friendly escort girl and all, put her talents to work. Reaching out she gently touched Death's arm, " Ok, lets start at the beginning of this crazy scenerio. I was high, you came, we talked, you left, I
A Blog!
U.s. Army Prosecutions Of Desertion Rise Sharply
U.S. Army prosecutions of desertion and other unauthorized absences have risen sharply in the past four years by Paul Von Zielbauer U.S. Army prosecutions of desertion and other unauthorized absences have risen sharply in the past four years, resulting in thousands more negative discharges and prison time for junior soldiers and combat-tested veterans of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, military records show. The increased prosecutions are meant, in effect, to serve as a deterrent to a growing number of soldiers who might be looking for a way to avoid heading - or heading back - to Iraq, several U.S. Army lawyers said during interviews. The use of courts-martial for these violations, which before 2002 were treated mostly as unpunished nuisances, is a sign that active-duty forces are being stretched to their limits, said military lawyers and mental health experts. "They are scraping to get people to go back, and people are worn out," said Thomas Grieger, a senior Navy psychi
To Our Troops And Family
Dumb Bitches... Fucc
I READ THIS BULLITIN... HERES WOT SHE SAID... THEN I'LL VOICE MY OPINION!!! I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT
New Nfl Discipline Policy
April 10, 2007) -- The NFL announced changes to its long-standing personal conduct policy and programs for players, coaches, and other team and league employees. The modifications focus on expanded educational and support programs in addition to increased levels of discipline for violations of the policy, Commissioner Roger Goodell said. "It is important that the NFL be represented consistently by outstanding people as well as great football players, coaches, and staff," Commissioner Goodell said. "We hold ourselves to higher standards of responsible conduct because of what it means to be part of the National Football League. We have long had policies and programs designed to encourage responsible behavior, and this policy is a further step in ensuring that everyone who is part of the NFL meets that standard. We will continue to review the policy and modify it as warranted." Added NFL Players Association executive director Gene Upshaw: "The NFL Players Association and the P
Check Out Another Chat
Well, not NEW- better recently updated and MUCH better... IMVU Another chat place, but in this one you get a fully customizable avatar and you decorate your own chat room with furniture you like..and you can even make your own if you decide to pay the site and become a developer (which I have done already, so if you want something made, I can make it.) Anyway- it would be awesome if I could get friends over there... YOU GUYS!! All I ask is that you give it a go. If you don't like it, delete your account and be done with it. I will add that there is a two minute download to get the 3D chat window going. IGNORE the developer preveiwer until you decide you'd like to make shit. Then ask me about it if you can't find it. Ok, so all you have to do is send me your email (you do get credits when you get people to sign up (which is why I ask you at least try it) Lainna
Sent An Angel To Watch Over You
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID THAT ANGLES DON'T WATCHOVER ANGELS! *SEND THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT *20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping 9 are playing AND 1 is reading this comment, SEND this to 10 friends including me AND if you get back 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!
Can You Belive This?
This is Amazing! Bill owns a company that manufactures and installs car wash systems. (Magic Wand Car Wash Systems, just in case you want to buy one.) Bill's company installed a car wash system in Frederick, Md. Now, understand that these are complete systems, including the money changer and money taking machines. The problem started when the new owner complained to Bill that he was losing significant amounts of money from his coin machines each week. He went as far as to accuse Bill's employees of having a key to the boxes and ripping him off. Bill just couldn't believe that his people would do that, so they setup a camera to catch the thief in action. Well, they did catch him on film! That's a bird sitting on the change slot of the machine. The bird had to go down into the machine, and back up inside to get to the money! That's three quarters he has in his beak! Another amazing thing is that it was not just one bird -- there were several working t
The Jones And Henry Suspensions
With the announcement of the suspensions of Titans DB Adam "pac-man" Jones and Bengals WR Chris Henry, the NFL has served notice that it will no longer tolerate bad behavior amongst its players. Jones, who was given a suspension for the 2007 season and Henry, who was suspended for 8 games of the 2007 season have also been put on notice that this is their last chance to save their careers. Keep in mind, these suspensions fall under the old discipline policy of the NFL and suspensions are without pay. Jones is losing $1,292,500 and Henry will lose around $214,000. Some players have already complained that the punishment handed out is to severe and unfair. How someone can say the punishment is too severe is beyond me, both of these players have had numerous run ins with law enforcement over the course of the last 2 years. Henry has violated the terms of his probation once already and Jones is facing possible felony charges in 2 states! Even the players have gotten tired of the idio
Erotica: Cant Wait (poem)
Cant wait to see you babe You always have such wonderful attitude and motivation to share and build my confidence Cant wait to feel your hugs and kisses Our tongues swirling together Cant wait to taste you all over biting your hard little nipples Cant wait to lick your sweet holes while you squirt your delicious nectar Your cunt and ass soaking my face I drink of you I breathe of you Cant wait to feel your moaning over my cock as you cum for me, my hard pole deep in your throat Cant wait to part your velvet pussy vibrate Feeling it grip my cock as I slide into you I drool over you I meld with you Spanking your beautiful round ass My balls slap against your pulsing clit, climax after climax Riding me hard and your juices drench me over and over I drown in you I live for you Cant wait to feel your shaking screaming orgasms As many as you want Cant wait to hear you tell me to fuck your tight slippery little asshole til we come so hard together Your squealing an
My Life These Days
My life these days is up and down. I started the year in good spirits. Something told me this year would be great. Something LIED!! I was diagnosed with Polycystic Kidney disease in Feb., a disease that has taken two important people from me, put 2 aunts and my mom on dialysis, caused 3 of my aunts and uncles to have transplants. Then, I fianlly start to accept the fact that I will join them someday. I came to terms with the fact that I will deal with this for the rest of my life. Right when my spirits are up again, I go to the first visit with my kidney doctor. It's supposed to be just a discussion and they send you on your way for another year. NOT IN MY CASE!! Apparently I have an infected cyst or a cyst with a kidney stone in it, which has been causing me to have almost deadly kidney infections. SOOO I have to take an antibiotic for 8 weeks, which has upset my stomach every time I take it. Not to mention the fact that I have to get blood work done again next week and
Photo Rating
Hi to whoever reads this Now im not vain, I dontb think im gods gift to women. lets just say im comfortable in my skin if you know what I mean and so far i,ve been attracting ratings of 10 for my pic (thanks im very flattered) but somones rated me a 5. Ok im not the best looking guy in the world but a 5 and also they dont appear to have a name.. so im just off to get a bucket to wear on my head
Pray For Our Troops
> > Subject: Classroom Desks > > > > > > Read, well maybe even study this a little, it > carries a good message > > loud > > and clear. > > > > Back in September of 2005, on the first day of > school, Martha Cothren, a > > > > social studies school teacher at Robinson High > School in Little Rock, > > did > > something not to be forgotten. On the first day > of school, with > > permission > > of the school superintendent, the principal and > the building supervisor, > > she > > took all of the desks out of the classroom. > > > > The kids came into first period, they walked in, > there were no desks. > > They > > obviously looked around and said, 'Ms. Cothren, > where's our desk?' And > > she > > said, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how > you earn them.' > > > > They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' > > > > 'No,' she said. > > > > 'Maybe it's our behavior.' > > > > And she told them, 'No, it's not even your > behavior.' > > > > A
A Friend Who Is Always There
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you it's beauty on the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain you could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone........... If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend that's always there.
Wtf Is Wrong With Them?
Ok seriously, what the FUCK is wrong with the idiots who code and run cherrytap? They come up with rediculas rules like auto deletion scripts for rating/commenting users "too fast" (I understand its to stop people cheating but the slowness of the sites response means people just using it correctly get screwed up), half the features don't work right, they break often, then they come up with cMail, which would have to be one of the stupidiest ideas I've seen in a long time. And now, just 10 minutes ago, Cherrytap died in the arse!! Heres a hint for those who code and run CT, stop editing the site LIVE, upgrade your servers HARDCORE and for fuck sake, fix your sloppy weak ass code! Do those 3 things before you do anything else and people might actually stop whinging bitching and complaining about CT, and you might actually end up with a half decent site.
My Coin
There are two sides to every coin. Up, down, left, right, holy and evil. the same applies to me. First there is Heather, mother, devoted wife, shy, the woman sitting quietly in the corner saying little, seeing all. Then the raven takes flight and low and behold enters SaraRaven,loud in your face, the bitch, full of attitude. Heather is your friend, listening to your problems, SaraRaven tells you her opinion. They both exsist in a not so perfect harmony in me. The woman you see in the pictures? take your pick, what day, what was I feeling. So this is a little look inot "me". When the coin is in the air it is anyone's call.
Check Out The Best Clevage Contest
HEY GUYS LAST DAY OF THE BEST CLEVAGE CONTEST COULD DO WITH SOME HELP PLEASE STOP BY AND VOTE FOR ME THANKS
Runes
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.
Beer
Warning! Beer contains female hormones . Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women . To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing . 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally. 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary .
Naughty Little Sundae For Me..
I would love to insert a cherry between some lovely thighs. followed by whip cream ample amount inside. then some orange-vanilla ice cream to make a dream delight then with no spoon or utensils eat it out icecream first aand slurp down the whippcream with the tip of my tongue bring out the cherry while bringing her to an orgasmic scream. if you are near my area code(361)and interested in such drop me a message, I am a horney old onery cuss truly wanting to have some fun.
Kinda Gross But Funny
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally shits the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides."

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