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Hate
I hate that you changed. I hate that you’re the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you’ve stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss you. I hate how I feel. I hate how it hurts. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate that it’s yours. I hate that I can’t be around you. I hate how I’ve lost you. I hate how I’ve found out who you really are. I hate that I can’t tell you any of this. But most of all, I hate how I can’t hate you, Not even a little. I hate how I still love you.
Half Past Four
It was yesterday morning When the lonyness set in To many years of worry And wondering where I've been I hear the songs on the radio They all sound so strange to me We used to dance to a different tuneWhen I felt A little more free Oh I just don't feel like trying anymore No I just don't feel like trying anymore I died at three and it's now a half past four The days are gett'in shorter And the cold is sett'in in It's been another long year Soon coming to an end Those neon lights keep flashing Reaching out,Seem to spell my name Runn'in hard to keep ahead of years Run to hard and lost it all to fame Oh I just don't fell like trying anymore No I just don't feel like trying anymore I died at three an it's now a half past four. Jimbo/Copyright/11/19/75
Woohoo
awesome i am todays #313 rank. what that means i am not sure. but it looks good. lol oh well i was really surprised to see that i ranked today in something. can someone tell me what it is for? ty and big hugs. also i wont be on tonite i am going to see wrestling. i am so excited i cant wait. gonna get to see john cena. hes so sexay. i will be taking lots of pics and i will be putting them on here. well some of them anyhoo. take care and god bless
Wishes
WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY KNOWING I'LL NEVER HAVE HIM, I CAN ONLY WISH OF SOMEONE SO TRUE, BUT YET MY WISH WILL NEVER COME TRUE. ONLY I CAN LOVE HIM I HATE THAT SHE HAS HIM IN MORE WAYS THEN ONE. I WISH I COULD KEEP HIM FOR ONE MORE DAY, BUT I KNOW HE WON'T STAY............ ONLY IF WISHES CAME TRUE
Fucked Up
as if you all need to be told i am a pagan i fell every one should be free to say what they want but this group is just messed up. there are a lot of bapitist out there to bad this type is a majority my own famly fell this way http://www.landoverbaptist.org/ read some of it for your self
My Grandson Is In The Cutest Baby Contest
WE REALLY NEED YOUR HELP....THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Finally!!!
Haven't blogged in awhile so I thought I would get on here and let everyone know what has been going on. As of Thursday March 22nd at 10:08 am I am FINALLY divorced. The Judge finalized the papers so I'm finally finally finally free. Not really it won't be any different than it has been the last 2 and a half years lol but it feels a little different knowing that I am no longer tied to that asshole in ANY way and I legally have my maiden name back (not that I ever went by his last name anyway). I'm not exactly free, as I'm still with Jason....but I'm not married anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SO excited about that! We're havin' a HUGE bash tonight to celebrate for me LoL. AND Jason got his papers back from his ex in the mail this week signed and everything so all he has to do is file them and wait appx. 90 days and his will be final as well. In other news....LoL.....I got a job Thursday. I am a Dietary Aide at the Medicalodge here in town. I had orientation Friday...........had
Being Played For A Fool
This time this blog isn't about work it is about someone doing the exact same shit again that they have done in the past. Thought I could figure out what happened by talking to them but some things are better left mysteries I guess.
A Soldier Ii
A Soldier Your Freedom he fights for you to keep So you will be safe while you sleep You condem him for being wrong Yet the Soldier always stands strong While you have the right to complain A Soldier will fight for you, in the pouring rain While he leaves his family behind They are never very far from his mind Remember every negative word you say for YOU a Soldier keeps terror and bay While a Soldier he may die While a man he will not turn a blind eye
Think Of The Soldier
Think of the soldier Not everyone can understand The soldier will die on command He will fight for our freedom to be, Even when we disagree While some lounge around and have a beer The soldier will fight on, through sheer fear Even after we forget, He’ll be ready to pour sweat Though never saying his goodbyes; The soldier will fight till he dies While we may never forgive Think of the soldier, and what he’s prepared to give. So bear in mind when you pray, There’s a soldier giving his life away
Freedom
Freedom To all our Soldiers past and present, God Bless Glory to the American Flag, long may she wave So many have been covered with her when they've gone to their grave So many of us have taken for granted that our freedom will always be We tend to forget those who have kept that right for you and for me A Soldier will stand and fight all night to keep us from harm While some of us sit at home and refuse to lift an arm Some sit around and complain all day how wrong this war must be While a Soldier pushes that aside to continue to fight for you and me Some sit around and complain about the food their going to eat While a Soldier works straight through hungry and weary on his feet While you sit around and complain about what you have or where you live Remember what a Soldier somewhere for you is about to give A Soldier stands tall and proud and ready for the fight We must stand strong behind them through their
Feeling Overly Aroused !
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Truest Fire In ones life there is room for many friends For loves that come and go the heart does mend There are few who leave their mark deeper still Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill When fond thoughts grow and become intense When there i
Come See The New Site I Just Finished
I have been working on this sit efor the last three weeks and finally got it up and finished so please go take a look and tell me what you think http;//www.lookingbackwoman.com Have a great day out there and be nice to each other Red
Recognizing Empathy In Yourself
Article Written By: Lyn Rose-Hornabrook Many of us who were born with empathic abilities have not understood this “gift” until well into our adulthood. Those who were lucky enough to have parents that recognized this “gift” would have a head start in understanding how to deal with your intensely feeling life and sensitive nature. You were possibly fearful as a child because you did not understand those intense feelings, which may have made stepping out into the world quite terrifying. In my own case I was not always able to process what was going on around me as a young child and would sometimes end up having convulsions. In an unaware state, an empath will experience the feelings or pains of others - be it distress, sadness, anger, etc., and any physical pain that accompanies it, and think that it is his / her own feelings or illness. It will be quite confusing because he / she will not understand what it is that is making him / her feel that way. It can be sudden and intrusi
A Father's Guilt
It's one of those weekends without my son, one too quiet, one too long, one too sad. I know I have written before about how guilty I feel for leaving him. Had I not been so depressed when I left, had I felt strong enough, had the courts been fair in the late 90's I would have fought for him. Maybe had I been stronger I could have stayed and made it work. I will always feel I failed as a father. So tonight I sit here with tears in my eyes.
Ive Had It With The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
YOU KNOW WHAT IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE CRAP WITH THE GROUP WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE A FAMILY IN THEM SELF AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED YOU ALL ARE NOT WORTH HAVING THE NAME BEHIND YOUR NAME SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW IF I DONT SEE ANY OF THE MEMBERS HELPING OUT WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR IT AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A DOZEN OF YOU ALL ONLINE RIGHT NOW I DONT ASK ANYTHING FROM THE GROUP RARELY SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW ALL OF WHO ARE ONLINE IF YOU CANT 5 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR DAY TO DROP A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME THE HEAD OF THE GROUP IM DONE WITH ALL OF YOU EXCEPT FOR MY SECOND AND THIRD FOURTH IN CHARGE AND ALL MY BOUNCERS WILL BE THE ONLY ONES I KEEP IN THE GROUP IM SICK OF GOING TO YOU ALL AND ASKING FOR YOU ALL TO SUPPORT ME ONCE IN AWHILE AN GET NOTHEN BACK FROM YOU ALL SO AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED THIS GROUP WILL BE A LIMITED GROUP! SO NOW IM ASKING FOR THE LAST TIME FOR YOU ALL TO ACTUALLY SHOW THE COWGIRL AND COWBOY LOVE THAT YALL CLAIM TO HAVE! *NOTE TO THE FURIOUS FIREFIGHTERS THAT ARE IN MY CONT
Flower For You
Flower for you I picked some fragrant flowers to bring to you today. I gathered them together and made a bright bouquet. There were lovely pale pink roses with petals paper thin, I touched one with my hand it felt soft against my skin. I added perfumed lilies, wet with morning dew, And hope their special magic, Speak of my love for you.
Confidence, Trust And Hope
Confidence, Trust and Hope Confidence Once all village people decided to pray for rain .On the day of prayer all People gathered and only one boy came with an umbrella that's confidence.. ......... TRUST Trust should be like the feeling of a one year old baby When you throw him in the air, he laughs...... Because he knows you will catch him........ HOPE A human being can live for 40 days without water 8 minutes without air But not even 1 second without hope.... SO ALWAYS HAVE CONFIDENCE, TRUST OTHERS AND NEVER LOOSE HOPE
I Have A Contest Going On Monday
ok every one I have decided to do my first contest it will be for men's sexiest eyes first place wins Corvette 2 place : Men's Ring' 3 place gets Men's Bracelet so if U would like to enter please fell free to send me a privet message along with the pic U would like me to use thanks the contest starts Monday if I don't get many response I will delay it till Tuesday thanks yall curvy lover http://cherrytap.com/user/78509 so come on guys and come and get yr selfs in it ;)im sure i have more then a few friends on my list with sexy eyes
Richard James And The Special Riders!!
fucking rocked!! it was well worth the wicked hangover i've got today!! check them out!! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=18643814 on another note i was inches away from busting some stupid kid's head last night. the little fuck gave me the evil eye all night. why you ask? well we just so happen to be competing for the same lady. it was funny how he tried to rile me up by childishly bumping me as he passed by, and even attempting to stare me down when we shook hands.... it would have been his mistake, since i had over half the bar on my side haha...not that i'd need any help. long story short i kept my cool and enjoyed the night. even if she was hanging with him. i won't be going anywhere anytime soon. arrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever Idiot Sent Me The Weeds
u are just too funny. i think u need to grow the fuck up. dont worry i tossed it.. AND ON TOP OF THAT . THEY WERE A COWARD THEY DIDNT LET ME KNOW WHO SENT IT
My Yahoo Group
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/DreamsOfJeannie/ Please add yourself to my Yahoo group!!
Now She Sits
Now she sits... Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by With a sigh ...she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everything finds She's nothing at all Now the wind seems so cold Seems all old as it laughs at her fears And her tears And as ducks swim away from her Visions of past love appear In her tears She sees love in his face as she tells him to go, And so - here's a girl who had everything now She's Nothing at all What could she do if she saw him now; Now that he's gone she's losing If she could see what she's seeing now For sure she's more than just choosing Now she sits by the riverside Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by, With a sigh ....she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everyt
Personality Test Haha
I scored 45 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that my energy is directed primarily inward, rather than outward. My mixed score in this trait creates an interesting and alluring combination of traits: I am social yet also very reflective and introspective. I like to be around people, but too much interaction drains my energy. I need to retreat every once in a while in order to recharge my batteries. Keep these needs in mind when choosing the ideal work situation for myself, otherwise I won't feel happy. Social patterns: I am left-brained when it comes to interacting with people and recognizing emotions in other people. What does this mean? Since there is a 'cross-over' in the human brain for visual information, it means that I tend to focus on the right side of a person's face when I want to figure out what they are thinking and feeling. This is a unique way of viewing the world. I am likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of t
Just A Dream
I am waiting for that day when he will come and say I love you so much as I feel his gentle touch It might happen out of the blue my love for him is true I make a simple wish now let's seal it with a kiss I will love you with all my heart we will never be apart this love we have is so strong something like this can't be wrong We will explore new things together stay with each other, parting never This dream, I hope and pray will come true one day He holds the key to my heart which is a very big part I trust him with all I got and damn he is so hot! It's rejection that I fear so I hold this dream so dear deep inside my heart just waiting for this to start So until that day is near I will try and hold back my fear I thank the stars above for showing me my one true love
Daddy's Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache
A Lil Something Something
a child lost a lifetime of pain those times of sorrow using the blade that time is behind me yet the scars still show i sometimes feel theres no place thats home i need to be held told its all okay i know its not im still so ashamed of the person i am and who i will be my past haunts me like that record that plays over and over i cant take back those mistakes im a little girl no more my innocence is gone
Seriously?!?!?!
Why the fuck would you come into a room saying sites like these are bad and should all be shut down because too many ppl are getting raped and attacked? bitching about them to me isnt going to change whats going on. I do feel sorry for those that have ever had this happen to them it is a very bad situation, but if you are willing to meet someone from the internet then that is a risk you are going to take. Dont come into my lounge and start bitching at me about what I do for entertainment after working a 45+ hr week. Ruining my mood isnt going to do anything but make me not want to listen to one damn thing that comes out of your mouth. There are ppl that run this site and I am sure they would love to hear your opinnion on this subject if you really want someone to listen to you. The thing that really gets me is that after all this the dude totally says that he is a lvl 1 sex offender! So what he was really trying to say was that he needed to be banned from sites like this? Am I the only
Going Crazy
Well i am home and my youngest is home too so i am going crazy but i love her so much with the other kids too and my baby we are getting married next year after my divorce to my kids dad is final which is going to happen soon 60 days from monday
Another Sad Nite
Goodnite Guys... Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An
Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Fool card affirms that my alter ego today is a Quantam Leaper with a hero's heart. My superpower is liberated by free will and trust, which lead me to explore simple speculations for their own sake. I can move beyond the fear factor. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't care where I've been. I only know that, as the hero of my own story, it's for me to find out. For, like Alice, I'm on the verge of stepping into a rabbit hole; unless I stop short and play it safe, I'll know soon enough where following my own feet has landed me on this curious venture. The blissful frailty of unwritten conclusions and unguarded access sweetens the desire. So despite familiar warnings, irresistible promise draws my eyes wide open and away from domestic comfort zones, with only certain inquiry, hope and faith to recommend my course. I'll never know until I try.
What Every Biker Should Know!!!!
What Every Biker Should Know The two-wheeled code of the west It used to be that all bikers shared a common bond, an unspoken code of ethics and behavior that transcended words and was built on actions. There was never a bible written on this Biker’s Code of the West and there was no need for such a tome. But the times they are a changing and there seems to be a lot of new riders out there. These days the riders you see blasting down the tarmac are just as likely to be clad in shorts and sneakers as jeans and engineer boots. And the roughest, toughest looking biker you pull up next to could be your doctor or lawyer and may be wearing a Rolex watch under his leathers. There’s nothing wrong with that, so long as these new riders learn the Code of the West just as we old timers did. Easyriders has been around the block a few times regarding biker etiquette, not that we’re the world’s authority (though maybe we are) on the subject. Being a biker used to be about using your creativity
The Hollow
questions rise as truths become real are they truths or more lies to draw me away well we will see when the questions are asked
Life Act 1
"MY LIFE ACT 1" its never easy being poor, I'm the forgotten son, of a drunken whore. thrown in some cans, like yesterdays waste. i was born in April, that happened in may. too young to understand, too young to be left in a garbage can. living in the orphanage was no easy way, a child of four, staring at a half empty plate. the crying sounds, i lay awake, an endless sorrow, no sleep for tomorrow. someone please make it right. someone please bring me into the light. a child of five, that looks like three, oh god someone please adopt me, but what is this? when hope is thin, some parents to love me again? take me home, where i belong. when i thought there was no end, to this sad song. I'm am happy, cant hardly wait. to have a home where it is safe.
Yay!
· your cherry level just increased to '21' (Uber Cherry)!
Free From His Leash
 Free From His Leash I don’t desire to attempt this again not with you, we had our ups and downs now its time to bow out and discover someone else. I crave for someone to fulfill the barrenness left by so many- men like you. Someone to caress my essence and set free the woman I mask inside. All my life I have been searching for someone that will love me and that person is not you. Sorry to be so determined but time is not- what it used to be you’ve given to me three angelic keepsakes and for that I will always be grateful to you. So you need me back but I am not going to backtrack and lapse to surviving in the gray not when I sampled the illumination of deliverance on the tip of my tongue and had exhilaration course through my veins. Come home if you must but this home is one without trust- its nothing but the sentiments of us. I don’t care to drift down this same passage repeatedly. Today I am no longer linke
On A Train
A man and a woman who had never met before, both married to other people, through a mistake in the reservations, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly--he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet and toss me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married to each other." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own f***ing blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted
Feelings
Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're broken in a mi
Men
Q: What's the best way to kill a man? A: Put a naked woman and a six-pack in front of him. Then tell him to pick only one. Q: Why do men whistle when they're sitting on the toilet? A: Because it helps them remember which end they need to wipe. Q: What is the difference between men and women:.... A: A woman wants one man to satisfy her every need... A man wants every woman to satisfy his one need. Q: How does a man keep his youth? A: By giving her money, furs and diamonds. Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A: Rename the mail folder to "instruction manuals"
Talking Dog
Enjoy, A guy is driving around the back woods of Tennessee and he sees a sign in front of a broken down shanty-style house: "Talking Dog for Sale" . He rings the bell and the owner appears and tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a nice looking Labrador retriever sitting there. "You talk?" he asks. "Yep," the Lab replies. After the guy recovers from the shock of hearing a dog talk, he says "So, what's your story?" The Lab looks up and says, "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the CIA and they had me sworn into the toughest branch of the armed services ... the United States Marines ... you know one of their nicknames is "The Devil Dogs". In no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders; because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight ye
Hey Everyone
hey everyone my sister needs some help with voting on a pic of my twin nieces i would kindly apperciate it if you guys can help her out. the website is www.americanbaby.com their entry number is 1960100005. thanks you guys you can vote up to 5 times and today is the last day to vote but i am begging for you guys to help her out.
Guys & Relationships
There are four words that a guy can say to scare a recently single woman more than any other combination of four words. These four words are: "I really like you." It's one thing to tell a girl she's pretty or you like her hair or... I dunno, you enjoy her company. But when you tell a single girl that you really like her (... especially when you're still inside of her) she's is forced to make a pretty tough decision. Does she pretend she didn't hear it and continue enjoying her time with you, risking the possibility of leading you to believe that she wants to be with you? Or, does she go home, ignore your phone calls, and when she sees you out and you ask her where she's been tell you that she's been realy busy? Men seem to have this very strong connection with orgasms and sentiment... too many and they go over the deep end. So for single women everywhere, the question we need to be asking ourselves is: When does the "fuck" thing become the "us" thing? good luck ladies
Have I Gone Invisible?
I uploaded some more stash items, and only two people visited my page to see them. I wonder if I have disappeared, for no one has stopped by to say hi or show me love for over an hour! *taps the microphone* testing..one...two... anyway.......... I'm off to organize my closet yet again, have some quiet peaceful time to myself... if you do happen to stop by my page, let me know so I can return the love that you might show :) It is happy hour after all! *winks*
Sure Im Alright
ive been asked so you alright, you feeling fine, ya im alright, im doing wonderful, for someone whos so far away from their family, i may not be making the greatest sacrifice but im sure as hell making a sacrifice that some all americans could make and only a few percentage do so. Im just in a bad mood thats all if it offends anyone, i know there are people that support us and people that dont. well i have to go get my hmvvw ready and get ready for another explosive day
Sit And Enjoy It
when you have black skies sit and enjoy it when you feel lost and out of touch sit and enjoy it you have your healthy and nobody to enjoy as the years go by, it doesn't get easier you can't go without love yet I manage to go many months easier said than done to find that magical one you think you have but it gets blown away like pieces of sand i don't know what love is frankly i think i've given up no more soul mate stuff i think im more than fucked things could be worse you always hear but ill sit and enjoy it til my time is near ~Timmy`
Inside
mind is racing knees are weak anxiety again i cannot speak chest is tight i will not cry cold tile floor laying wishing praying this would all just end
Well, I Have Found My Way To Level 4 Lol
Well, not exactly sure what I've been doing all the time, but, I made level 4 lol. For those people i've met so far, thanks for making me feel welcome. Hope to meet more of you soon.
Why Do I Even Bother Trying To Help Anymore?!
I just spent weeks trying to help a friend stay happy. A very special friend that honestly i was in love with. Hes had alot of personal problems. I tried my best i put all of my energy into helping him. I was trying to keep him here and keep him as a friend. Instead i find myself getting a pm from someone telling me i needed to leave him alone thath es got a good woman. ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO IS HELP HIM! I would have done anything in the world to help him. ANYTHING in the world to make him happy. Its tareing me part to not only know im losing this great amazing man but to also know im losing a great friend who meant so much to me. I always told him I dont know what I would ever do without him in my life. I meant it to. Without him I feel like my whole worlds coming down around me. He will never know how special he was to me. Or how bad it kills me to lose him. But even more so how mad it makes me that he treated me like crap just for trying to help him. Who know who you are and im sur
Tonite
Blondie@ CherryTAP
The Varieties
I like wacky genres of music...some crazy-er than others. Like for instance: or even: but sometimes I like: or even like: but I mostly like: and others of the time as well. Man, thats a lot of videos to cover. Oh well, enjoy my randomness. --Xonus ;)
Hide My Pain
In your arms I lie at night, As the time counts down before It is time for you to leave me. I have known for months that That day would come and inside My mind I prepared myself, but My heart kept pushing it away... Avoiding the inevitable... So with almost no time left, The pain wells up inside of Me so bad that it goes beyond Mere heartbreak... Holding back the tears, as I lie in Your arms at night, turning away, Hoping you wont catch me crying... You can never know what it is I feel- It would do no good to tell you because It would not change how things are or How things will be... And yet it is I find myself saying "I love you" under my breath, Almost constantly... And to slip and allow these tears To be freed would only deny me the Remaining time I have left, as you Would feel uneasy, and slip away Before it is time... It will get worse before it will get Better, but with what I know and what I have known, I cannot see beyond the Pai
Always
We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you.
What's Your True Love Name!!!!
Your True Love's Name Is Stephanie Z.What's Your True Love's Name?
My Crazy Day
1st off I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to just sleep..I miss my b/f he works to damn hard I barely see him anymore but I love him so much so I am going to have to just deal with it since i love him so much..2nd my back hurts and i feel like shit
Needs Help
if anyones realllly bored i need help in my wikked tattoo contest.....comment bombing is allowed....click the pic to link up and thank you in advance
What A Night
Hey guys, well this night couldn't have come at a better time, i was feeling lousy at the beginning of the night, than a knock at the door came a surprise that i was so happy to see. A friend i haven't seen in over a month, stopped by, said he missed me, than he came n fucked me so damn good i couldnt believe my eyes. hehe Good night
Great Truths That Little Children Have Learned:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy. GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD 1)
What I Did
we my bros and i had so much fun tonight driving home we got lost in flint lol i had to stop and ask this guy who looked at me like i was from a nother world asking how to get home and as we drove home the radio went out so we sang a ass load of songs that we really didnt know the words to and WE WHERE ALL OUT OF TUNE i was the worst i have a cold so i sound like shit to start then to sing i was so bad but fun i havent had that much fun in a long time not sence tom and i got together its nice to have my family around again i missed all the fun we once had but yeah the show was great i love all the tool songs and the lights where cool to
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
I Will Follow You Into The Dark Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my toungue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause w
Soul Mates
When I see something beautiful I think of you When I hear something beautiful Again, I think of you And when I feel something beautiful inside I know it’s because of you
The Metal Guru Is Bored
lol ya i changed my name, i felt the whoel RevHellspawn thing was getting a bit childish, besides, i take great pride in the nickname The Metal Guru, wich was given to me by a friend back in highschool... oks soo now that if ranted off topic im bored any of my friends on here wanna chat with me feel free to add me to ur messengers, just PLEASe tell me who you are soo i wont get confused when or if u message me! MSN: deformed_soul@hotmail.com Yahoo: tormented666_666 AIM: MJK zeroskater
Mother's Home.....
mother's home is the place that i would like to be if the world ended.......... the place that i would like to see if i was dying... take my walk upon mother earth..... feeling her spirit flow through me....... like an enchanting spell............ relplenishing my soul.... mind.... spirit..... giving me energy to succed in life........ feeling every life that is there....... amongst human, animal, and plant.... lying on the ground smelling the cleansed air of sage brush.....and juniper......... looking at the sky watching the clouds dance by..... ever so slowly..... as the smell of wet dirt....... blows in my face... feeling the cool wind upon it....... while looking out toward the southwest.... of the horizon..... seeing the orange/yellow/pink horizon.... reminding me of pineapple/orange juice...... with alittle bit of cherry in it............... standing there at the edge of the mesa......... looking around thinking that this is the best place in the world.......... se
Marcie
You are such a special woman, but I don't think you see it. You deserve so much more than you already have, and shouldn't be going through bullshit drama like it. he steals your heart and stops it's beats, HE lies, he cheats, but don't admit defeat! Be strong my lady for I am here, no matter what lets rock this beat. Marcie is my sexy, beautiful, lady, and I will be her CT baby girl always and forever. But this also goes above and beyond just that. you just wait and see;-)
Volume Ii - Brother's Wedding Recap
24th March 2007. 11:36pm. I have just now got home from the festivities down in the Chattahoochee Valley. I was only gone for 2 days, instead of three as I first wanted, but I had a good time nonetheless. In my own detailed fashion, here's what happened.... I left here at about 8am (or thereabouts), making my way southward. I originally intended to drive over to McRae to take care of my speeding ticket, so I went to Macon to deposit my check and take out the cash needed. I called the Telfair County Probate Court, and they mentioned that I could pay my ticket online. How convenient! Now, instead of driving southEAST, I proceeded to go southWEST. But not in my usual path. South I-75 to Hwy. 96 in the Byron/Ft. Valley area, and then 96 west all the way to Geneva and US 80. 80 west all the way to Columbus. I went to the After Hours Formalwear in Peachtree Mall in Columbus to retrieve the tux I put the down payment on in Macon, only to find that the Macon people had not even sent t
I Don't Know........
I didn't do this to hurt you. You are STILL the love of my life! You always will be. I didn't think it would be soooo hard to be friends with you! I am not making it this hard, you are. I thought I was making your life easier. Talk to me about what it is that you want me to do! I don't want things to end this way! You know that you have my heart, mind and soul!!!! Just talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!
Ten Snappy Comebacks From Women
He said... "Want a quickie?" She said... "As opposed to what?" He said... "This coffee isn't fit for a pig!" She said... "No problem, I'll get you some that is." He said... "I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it." She said... "You wear briefs, don't you?" He said... "Since I first laid eyes on you, I've wanted to make love to you in the worst way." She said... "Well, you succeeded!." He said... "You have such a flat chest and hairy legs, have you ever been mistaken for a man?" She said... "No, have you?" He said... "Why do you women always try to impress us with your looks instead of your brains?" She said... "Because there is a greater chance that a man is stupid than blind." He said... "Let's go out and have some fun tonight." She said... "Okay, but if you get home first, leave the light on for me." He said... "Why don't you ever tell me when you have an orgasm?" She said... "I would, but you'd have to be there." He said... "What have you b
Sleeping Beauty
She lays there so nice and quiet A princess without a crown She dreams of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls She wears a pink dress, covered with flowers Her red hair flows down across her shoulders She smiles ever so slightly A faint giggle comes from her closed mouth She sounds so sweet as she stirs Asking her mommy for water So sweet So innocent Someday she will grow She will marry She will have a little princess of her own Maybe she will dream of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls Wear a pink dress Smile ever so sweetly And ask for a glass of water I am sure of one thing She will be loved
Bed Time Story
IF YOU WERE HERE, I'D START OUT KISSING YOUR EAR, YOUR NECK, YOUR WONDERFUL LIPS, YOUR CHEST, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE TO DO THAT. I'D GO PAST YOUR WAIST AND WRAP MY LIPS AROUND THAT WONDERFUL HOT ROD AND FAMILY JEWELS. I'D LIKE TO HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT FEELS SO GOOD TO ME. I LIKE TO FEEL YOUR ARMS AROUND ME, THEY ARE SO STRONG. I WOULDN'T MIND IF YOU WANTED TO NIBBLE MY NECK OR CHEST, WHERE EVER YOUR TONGUE GOES, YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY! NOBODY ELSE CAN DO WHAT YOU DO. WOW! SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE THINKING ABOUT IT. THEN, FOR YOU TO SLIDE YOUR ROD INTO MY DEPTHS, AS ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO, MMMM, HOW YOU DO THINGS I'VE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE. I WOULD LIKE TO TUCK YOU IN LIKE THAT, WITH ANY REQUEST FOR YOU IN RETURN. WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE ME TO DO, SWEET DREAMS I WANT TO BRING TO YOU. GOOD NITE!
Just Stirring Up Some Shit
I am so bored that it is killing me....Some times I really think that if it wasn't for this site I would go mad.But then this site makes me mad.I get so mad at the way people judge people on here.I for one can not judge anyone.I pretty much raised myself on the streets of San Diego.I have been thru some rough times in my life.I have been to prison and kicked many of habits.I have not always been the nicest or the girl next door type of girl.Just today I insulted a guy for spending to much time in my family album.He has blocked me and now i can't apologize for being a rude and totally out of line bitch.So I guess this is my way of saying I am sorry and to him.I am hoping that someone comes across this and lets him know that I did my best in trying to apologize...Ginger
Saturday Night
Nothing seems to sum up a good saturday night after working 10 hours behind a desk and a computer all day then a good movie, some Girl scout cookies (thin mints) and my computer! "Amen to stress free saturday nights!!!"
How~~~~
how do you get married here~~~~
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dudes im bored.. how about some messages or some like umm comments... i have so many friends i dont even know where to begin... so comment me and i will soo give you one back :D pleaseeeeeeeeeeee i need a pick me up im kinda bummed tonight thank you guys :)
Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Love Is
" Love is being happy for the other person they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being togetherin bad times and never pretending Love is the sourse of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of utity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experinces with the other person the growth of the one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the sourse of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fury of the storm the calm in the rainbow Love is the source of passion Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs
New Movie I Am In! - Details Here.
Well folks, I am in another movie! "What Just Happened?" Starring my 4 favorite actors, I could not have asked for anything better in my life. Robert De Niro: Sean Penn Bruce Willis Edward Norton I have DREAMED of meeting this actors since I was about 7 yrs old. I guess dreams really do come true. I will be playing an extra part but there arent as many extras on this set like there was for the other movie I was in "Semi Pro". Thanks everyone for your continuing support. I will be starting acting and also a little bit of full-figure modeling. I am more interested in the acting though.
Help Please
COME ON I REALL WANT TO SEE IF ANYONE WILL HELP OUT MY FRIEND . HE IS IN A TATTOO CONTEST AND I REALLY NEED HELP COMMENT BOMBING HIM.PLEASE CAN YOU HELP ME
Why By Bruce Romanis
Why written By Bruce Romanis Why is everyone in such a rush these days why can’t people realize that the world isn’t going to disappear that quickly there’s so much to do in the world so why can’t people take their time nice and slow instead of making it so fast and in a rush I wish that the world would ask themselves why do we have to be in a rush all the time and why don’t we have enough time to do the things we want and why is it that we think that it’s pointless in this world and then why can’t we fix the things that we have broke and why does everybody seem wanting to make fights all the time and why can’t we just get along with each other in the world and why is time so different in the world and why don’t we have enough time for ourselves so the big question is why and why don’t we always have the right answers in the confusing world.
The Only Gay In The Village..:)
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Does It Always Hurt
life.. is it meant to be this way forever .. we become friends and bond and all these wonderful things happen but when they end do we ever really recover ...loss .. a falling out or maybe just dissapation ..is that a word it makes sence ...we experience it always or at least i have ...am i looking at it wrong .. we become friends ...part of families and eventually people die .. or move on to a different stand on things they once beleived ever changing ... taking on the evolution.. that is life ..i understand i just dont know if it will ever feel like i will recover mentally from it all ... this sounds like im crazy yes ?not to say that anyone is truly sane its just that .. i think about these losses often ... obviously gaining new companionship ..but still with happiness gained there is never full releif of things lost.going back to paradise kiss George and Caroline they were so raawr and then just shut lol or .. i guess it really is just part of growing ... and dieing ..after all w
My Free Website
well the response from my pictures have been great and my profile has been viewed over 16k times!i can believe that many people have seen me in my thong its quite a turn on its a shame more didnt email me to ask for the picture without it maybe you didnt know my email address well ill give it again its cumoverme68@yahoo.com it nice to talk to people on yahoo and i have made some "special friends" :) drop a line and maybe we will get to know each other a bit better remember im not shy!
Have A Great Day
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Vampire Experience
My Vampire Experience Most of the story is true....Enjoy...more to come..... It was 4:10am….I was laying next to my lover, my best friend, my soul mate. I was against her back as she laid on my left arm. My right arm curled around her holding her close under her soft breast. She had taken of her shirt and laid next to me in her silky black panties. Our flesh pressed against each other with the heat rising. The moonlight was coming through the window through the dark curtain letting a light glow upon the bed. My face pressing against her right shoulder smelling the sweet flesh that laid before me. The warm blood coursing through her body with ever beat of her soft heart. I closed my eyes and opened them with a urge I never experienced before. My eyes were seeing her flesh glowing enticing me to fulfill my hunger. I opened my mouth and felt the piercing of her flesh with my teeth. Her body shivered and moaned ad my teeth sunk deep into her flesh. The taste of her blood made my h
Pathetic Twerps
Awww.... Not what you expected? Nah believe it or not.. While I have some chick running around the internet talkin shit.. oh oh oh sorry... "warning" people about me... and I have another one I'm sure talking equally as much shit... As well as a couple people who..by the way... barely know me.. in another state... talking certain someones out of desicions...(sp) I really have nothing to say about you all... Except.... the old saying of sticks and stones... I guess what you all.. (names have been removed....cause believe it or not.. I HAVE respect...even for those who have none for me)Don't realize.... is.. you guys just don't mean enough to me.... theres only a couple ppl whom I care about thier opinions.... I happen to be at one of thems ppls houses right now... So obviously.. theres no issues there..... although.. damn you did try in that conversation with him online...Didn't you (again..names been removed)...? and the other person..whom I'll be seeing next we
Rules For Living
If you open it, close it. If you turn it on, turn it off. If you unlock it, lock it up. If you break it, admit it. If you can't fix, call someone who can. If you borrow it, return it. If you value it, take care of it. if you make a mess, clean it up. If you move it, put it back. If it belong to someone else and you want to use it, get a permission. If you dont know how to operate it, leave it alone. If it's none of your business, dont ask questions. If ain't broke, dont fix it. if it will brighten someone's day, say it. If it will tranish someone's reputation. keep it to yourself.
How To Recover Disk Space On Your Pc
Reader Leo writes: Lately I notice that Windows tells me i have low disk space quite often. When I start my computer I might have 800MB of free space, but after a few hours I get a warning from Windows and my drive shows less than 200MB of free space. Could this be a virus? Many people don't realize that Windows makes prodigious use of your hard drive, even if you aren't installing new programs or creating new files. Through temporary files and the notorious swap file (the repository of "virtual memory" for when you run out of RAM). Want to see how big it is in the flesh? Just look on the C: drive (in the root folder) for "pagefile.sys." My pagefile.sys is 1.5GB in size. I'll discuss how to change this in a moment. But anyway, no, you don't have a virus. You're a victim of not having a big enough hard drive. Let's start with how to attack this problem the easy way. First, let's try to clear off some space. You can start by getting rid of any files you don't need (got any old podc
Nsfw Dick Contest....woot
~~CT Best Dick Contest~~ I need 10 to 20 dick pics for my contest! Cum on guys show ur dicks with pride! Contest opens 3/26 thur 3/31 Most Comments wins! Can comment bomb your own pic! Send me your pick in my inbox and i will add your pic to the contest! thanks Maria click on pic to join contest! ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP
Awesome People
there are some really awesome people out there glad i am getting to know or even chat with them. some of the sites i have seen blow me away one day tho i will be able to make mine prettier..ha,ha,ha..... thanks you's guys for stoppin by and checkin out some of my pics an other stuff you are all really great people big hugs to all of you
What If...
Having a wonderful intelligent conversation this morning got me to thinking. WHAT IF a woman were to become president? I know this is not too far off in the future, and it may not be Hillary Clinton, but think about it... A woman thinks with her heart and her brain. In order for there to be a war, she would need a legitimate reason. It would have to make sense, and if it didnt obviously the reasoning wouldnt be there. Women do not "fight" out of ego. It is out of protection of their loved ones. Usually a good thing, and outways the egotistical need to prove "I have better toys". Now on the downside of this, would other country rulers actually take her seriously? Or would it be like a woman walking into a car repair shop and the men taking advantage of the fact she's a woman and assume she knows nothing. Not to mention, altho she was elected into office by the majority, would the country take her serious? Women have been, despite the woman's movement and our achiev
Lost
I knew a girl who would put up a fight but slowly over time she started to give in she tries to use all her power and might but as much as she tries she just can't win She used to be able to sort things out but her mind is so confused she doesn't know where to start so she sits by herself and will just cry and pout she is so lost, she has a shattered heart She feels so unlovable and like an outcast no matter how much she tells herself she will be fine she thinks of her future but its now all in the past she lays there and cries sounds between a moan and a whine No one can save her, she must do it alone she cant get herself together for even a day she feels like death and it chills her to the bone no matter how hard she thinks, there is nothing left to say She needed an answer or even a why she speaks from her heart at whatever the cost she never got her answer just a goodbye This girl is me and I am totally lost
Fed Up!!!!1
ya know I may not be able to get on here and check things out like I used since school is back in session but for all of my pics to be tagged NSFW that is pathetic. Considering that many of the people on here have much more racy pis than me! I am a single mom in a relationship now for two years this is all for fun! So if this is how things are going to be than why bother being out here and meeting new people! there are men as well as woman on here that have much more showing than me! So people if you are the ones out there tagging pics NSFW find another hobby!
Everlasting Sleep
The pain the sorrow let it rain for tomorrow The hurt the loss in the dirt I carry my cross The heartbreak the healing it's such a fake no more feeling The danger the cry so much anger just wanna die The cut the blood didn't mean it but overflows like a flood The dark the light I've hit the mark gave up the fight The calm the wounds so deep ready to embalm have my everlasting sleep
The Meaning Of My Name
Someone asked my why I chose Nobodys angel, there are a couple reasons. One its from 2 special names people use that I put together. Nobody is from someone very special in my life and Angel is a name I use to use. But it also fits my feelings and life perfectly, being nobodys angel is so true. Im very loved by many, some very close to me and some far away. Even though I have that love Im all alone everyday. Nobodys_angel
Twin Tower Never Forget
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Volunteer Firmans Prayer
A Volunteer Firefighter's Prayer God; please, as you tuck them in tonight,. Keep the children safe.. Let me not have to hear their cries. From a careless act of fate.. Keep their parents all aware, the fragilness. Of each young soul.. Don't let them waiver from their role of . Watching out for them.. Will not, a fire in the night and drag me. From my slumber.. To listen to the grieving hearts or the . Gratitude of others.. I don't want to hear the siren for an Auto wreck tonight.. I've untangled enough twisted metal. With the Jaws of Life.. And when I wake tomorrow, grant me patience. When I see,. A mother driving with her child. Without a safety seat.. Grant me wisdom in the situations I might . face with each new day,. In case, by chance, there might be. a newborn on the way.. Just in case I lose the fight for someone's . Life I battled,. Remind me that I'm fallible, just as human. As the rest.. Give me courage to move on although. It may not be enough
Another Prayer To Remember The Fallen Firefighters
My Brother has fallen; no, I don't know his name. Have not the same parents still family all the same. He lives in this town, I live in another, It doesn't really matter 'cause this man is my Brother. My Brother I call him, yet I've never seen his face. I have brothers and sisters all over the place! You see I am a Firefighter and our families are one. Around the world, a brotherhood of unity, A closeness, a bond, most people don't see. I'll watch his back; She'll watch mine, "You go, I go," time after time. His family's my family, Her family theirs, We're part of one family where everyone cares, I'll look after your kids, please look in on my wife, Should that day finally come when I laid down my life. We dedicate our lives helping our fellow man, Living day after day doing all that we can, Where ever we're needed whether nighttime or day, To save the life of another we'll step in harms way. My Brother has fallen doing what he loved best, And among the Honored, he
Family Pride
Ok well here goes. I joined a family because I thought it would be great and I emptied my photo comments on every persons contest including the family contest I was Proud to be part of the family was welcomed with open arms..But now I am begining to wonder if I have mae the right choice in joining the family.. we all were told that we needed to let the family page know when we were joining a contest, so I did, and still I am wondering why no one responded, until yesterday when a family blog was written saying that the head family member was ill and heavily medicated. So I now know that I am on my own with my contest. So I am now wondering why I help other with their contest, its called Family Pride, when I joined this family, I was leary to say the least, but then I started commenting on a few contest and there was support out the ass for the contestant, I thought way cool, so I joined a contest and a few people helped out I figured oh I am new and they dont relize I am in the famil
Crazy Ass Shit
Dude since I came onto this site I have been honest with every guy I talk to that I'm married and its gonna stay that way I have no desire to leave my husband and I hardly talk to guys if they come onto me then I stop talking to them. I have one friend on here that I talk to all the time he is my friend and that is it. I got this crazy ass email today and this bitch was cussing me out cause I slept with her man and I dont even know her fucking man. She said all sorts of shit and she is fucking insane.
Sunrise
Soon the sun shall rise in this hollow sky and finish this long blank-eyed night crushing a cricketish ocean of shed leaves and cicada shells a distant watchman swept by the chilling frost whispers "half of creation is destruction" shivers briskly breathing and eating cotton puffs in the searing chill crisps through unlit hulks rusting on their manufactured feet A freezing gust rushes through the graffittied concrete and straight rows of trees the conflageration of crinkling cellophane is a drizzle tempestuous in the hush bright commuter lights swing past, wash a spooky black old slapped-together log shack's anachronistically glittering glass; the same sentry checks doors as a bonging clang rings seven and the drizzle turns to snow in the feeble half-light. The clouds are now silhouetted in the grey-blue and distant streetlights die like lightning bugs bedding down. "Shed tears for old joy," whispers the grim wan sun peering through its d
Falling For Sumone..
1 - as soon as you get online-whos name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone
To Melissa
I JUST WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY. SWEETDREAMS TOLD ME THAT NONE OF WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. U HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH. I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. EVEN THE STASH RATINGS..THAT IS NOT LIKE ME AT ALL I JUST WAS SO PISSED ABOUT WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. I WAS TAKING IT OUT ON U AND A FEW OTHERS.. I WAS JUST GOING BU WHAT TALENTED TONGUE TOLD HER.. HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME ONE DAY. I AM SORRY .. LINDA
These Wonderful Folks Need Bombed...
Please help bomb these contest entries. If you are in a contest and would like to be added, drop me your link in a private message. Please do not put it as a comment on here. Thank you, Just Meee Here is the link to my profile for sending pm's. ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ĆŦ­­­­МǎҒїǻ~X~@ CherryTAP Below are the contest links I have so far... Just Meee Norma Jeans grandson Pantyshotz Christie n Mark
What The Hell's In My Coffee?!?!?!
Ok,Its ne of those damn mornings,the Kind where you just wake up pissed off.So I fall out of bed around 830am or so.Pretty late for me actually,so I know I aint grumpy.Anyways I just seem to have this pissed off mindset towards liberals and shit! So I figure I'm gonna start a crusade.I'm going after liberals,muslims,Clintons(the true evil harbingers)Gore's(bullshitting about greenhose BS)Kennedy's(everything immoral).So I am gonna start by eating a penguin,shooting a polar bear,netting for dolphins,and I might top off my day with a good old fashioned seal clubbing!!! Now how do you know if your safe or not?? Well if you like one of these 4 things then you might be safe,the more you like ,then the more true american you are!! 1 John Wayne 2 Clint Eastwood 3 Nascar 4 Granny's Cooking If you cant answer those then email me for your killing!!!!!
200 Down :(
This is the last week i need all the help i can get please show me love!!!!!!!!! thanks
Eureka!!!!!!! I Love My Work!!!
Have gotten back into my creative swing again....pause did my spirit so much Good!!! Am currently on all sides surrounded by the beauty of Crystals and their possibilities.....all must be natural now......inquire if you wish, some things I made are in my daughter RERE's albums with Much more to come.........if you are a crystal person then you know, smoky quartz, labradorite, jade, sodalite, optical calcite, pure clear quartz, amethyst, rose quartz, hematite and much more! Love it all! Am seriously considering a store on Ebay!!! LOL!!!!! Daily increasing my Knowledge of this too! WOW what a blast it is to touch and hold creation in your hands and KNOW it has POWER!!!!!!! LATER!!!!!!!!
Inksplosion 2007
Spent the last couple of days at Arkansas first annual tattoo festival Got to see the Rob Hill side show and the enigma (u know him he is covered head to toe in puzzle piece tats) Saw Ligion and crossfade in concert(suckage) Got to meet some of Americas best tattoo artist. For the first time it was set up it was pretty good. It lacked in the quantity of entertainment so all u could do was walk around most of the time but hopefully next year they will fix that.
Okay Y'all Now Is The Time I Need Some Help!!! Cowgirls And Cowboys Its Time To Saddle Up!!!
I realize that Pink and Fireman are in a contest as well, so this is gonna suck for everyone. I entered a best piercing contest and it starts tonight at 8 PM EST! This contest lasts until next Sunday! First prize is a 1 week blast!!! I don't care if I win, I'd just like some support! Lets make this fun people! I will be posting bulletins later on with the link to my picture!
Why Bother?
People can get along, or they can't get along. We can tolerate someone we really dislike and still sit in the same room with them despite the fact that we want to choke the ever-living shit out of them with our bare hands. That's called maturity - being adult, and it reflects self-control. As individuals with different thoughts, tastes, opinions and ideas, we should realize that no matter what we do or what we say, there will ALWAYS be someone who disagrees with some aspect of who we are or what we represent. To that, I say "fine." Either you like me or you don't. If you hate me, but you are able to sit and carry on a mature, intelligent, adult conversation with me then, great. I will show you the same respect that I am shown. I can get along with anyone until I am crossed. We need to remember that everyone is entitled to form their own opinion of us and have their own idea of us even if those opinions and ideas are incorrect and unjust. Why worry about or waste your time wit
Wow. It's Almost May.
Christ thing's pass fast. Nearing the end of the semester, Project's due. Solo and ensemble stuff to occur. Wow, and I still need to find a job. School keeps me busy, though. I have to say, yardwork can be fun! And energizing too. Even if I feel like shit, I can still wake up fully while mowing the lawn, cutting up plants, and it's always fun hearding the dogs from one side to the next! Especially Oso. He's a funny one. And he also discovered that the pool water isn't lava. And doesn't hesitate to take baths once in awhile. Swimming should be fun once that big fella decides to jump in. It's been a few months, and....I...look not much different. I mean, i've been going to the gym, watching what I eat some, and I'm more active then before...but...the results are coming slow. As they should. Still, I know there's more I can do to speed up the process. One of those, unfortunately for those who want me to do it, is not going to be surgery. No. Uh uh. I refuse to believe I don't ha
Looking Inside
looking into a house of dreams i use to know . i dont know my dreams anymore. all i have are empty dreams hope's and promises .i live my life in fear of not knowing what my life has in store for me feeling so lost and so alone crying deep inside so nobody no's how i feel . hate feels my heart with sadness my eye's feel my face with tear's. my heart longs for hope of stoping the pain i hide deep inside . this is a poem a wonderful friend wrote it is sad but a wonderful poem
The Dark Day
I woke up this morning and my greatest fear come true, The sky was black when it should have been blue, Why did the sun not rise from the east, I got dressed so I could talk with the priest. I threw on my clothes and put on my shoes, I dashed to my car with no time to lose, I drove down the street with such a velocity, Fearing that Satan had caused this atrocity. I parked at the church and ran in the door, I could not find the Father but I heard a loud snore, I followed the sound to the second row pew, And I awoke the Father and said what I knew. He looked at me with such long stare, Then he opened his Bible and said short prayer, He stood me up then told me to walk, Thats when he stopped and pointed to the clock. The reason he said the sun does not shine, Because the clock still reads two thirty-nine, Embarrassed and ashamed I went home and laid in my bed, Thats when I noticed the clock batteries were dead.
The End
You want to know the two words that change a relationship instantly and forever? “Other people”. As in, “I think I need to see other people”, or perhaps you have heard this trickier version; “I think you’ll be happier seeing other people”. Small words but use them carefully if you want to use them at all. Once they slip out of your mouth, it’s hard to get them back. I know - I’ve been down that road. Robert and I have been together forever, three months at least. Recently I took up an offer from a cute buy at work, name of Greg, who wanted to see a movie with me when Robert happened to be busy. Innocent enough right? By the time I got home I felt like a felon because I knew that night I wanted something more with Greg. In having that feeling meant some connection had been torn between Robert and I, and I know nothing… I have no idea what in the world to do about it. So I told him. I laid it on the line. I informed him that things have definitely gotten stale; that I wan
Iris By The Go Go Dolls
And I’d give up forever to touch you ´Cause I know that you feel me somehow You’re the closets to heaven that ill ever be And I don’t want to go home right now And all I could taste is this moment And all I can breath is your life And sooner or later it’s over I just don’t want to miss you tonight CHORUS: And I don’t want the world to see me ´Cause I don’t think that they’d understand When everything’s made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can’t fight the tears that ain´t coming Or the moments of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you’re alive. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Wal-mart Application
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas.They hired him because he was so funny..... WAL-MART APPLICATION NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place? DESIRED SALARY: $ 185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YO
The Hardy Armwarmers
My sons will have their other DX shirts and their armwarmers just in time For Wrestlemania..which is a huge event in our household..they are so happy.. I love making them smile
Weigh In And Workout
Weigh In And Update. 3.25.2007 I Lost 2 pounds.. hellz ya. and this was my gym workout today * 4 miles on bike * 1 miles on my arms (using some machine) * 1 mile on the treadmill * 1 mile on the bike All this i did in a hour.. so this is really great..
Nsfw
OK it has been brought to my attention that one of my pic was'nt marked NSFW. Hmmm. this really has me wondering, I have looked over them and to be honest, I dont see anything in there thats any worse then what I have seen on some of tho others profiles, So if some one would care to enlighten me as to which pic this could possibly be it would be greatly appreciated. I have seen alot of profiles on here and I have seen alot of kcik ass shit, I love them but at the same time, why wasnt some of those pics marked? I am out a bit out raged over this I mean come on people, I am not here to offend anyone. I am here to enjoy myself just as the next person is. I've been called sluts, whores, tramps and all simply because I dint want to phone bone someone. Thats sad , but you know something, if I was all of those things you would have thought the person calling me this shit would have gotton to releive himself . hahahaha, so b4 you go calling me names better take a long ass look in the mirror,
Bulletins
Im tired of the same bullshit bulletins and stupid people. I'll see a bulletin saying somebody is dying, dead, sick or your not American if you dont repost or look. nobody died, nobodys dying and nobody is sick. Dumbfucks post that shit so people will rate the hell out of there page or pics. I will post a bulletin asking for points help and nobody will view it but a dumbfuck will post one about a turtle dying and it will get 20 thousand views. post real bulletins or dont post at all.
Married Life
A couple had only been married for two weeks and The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... But at the bar... You know... They have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Ye
Zoikies!! Xxx Survey.
Who writes this stuff? 1.Who was your first kiss?: A.M when i was like 15 i think. 2.Who was your first feel up?: A.M again. 3.When did you lose your virginity?: 16 i think. last day of sophomore year. 4.Was it good?: Id say so. 5.Who was it with?: A.M 6.Oral sex?: Absolutly, giving and getting. You could say i have a oral fixation. 7.Spit or swallow? Um well as a guy going down on a girl i am sorta required to swallow. For the girl though its her choice, i dont get offended. 8.Anal sex?: Sure why not. 9.Ever have a orgy?: Ubber close. I kinda liked one of the girls alot though, so i slowed it down, didnt want her getting the wrong idea about me. 10.If no, would you have one?: I dunno, depends on the situation. 11.Faveroite position?: Hmmm, against the wall, doggie, or girl on top. 12.Sex. For love or fun?: Well there is fucking, and there is making love. Fuck for fun, make love for...love duh. 13.Whats the longest you have had sex f
Five Levels Of Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the giant burrito from the 3:00 AM Mexican taco place adventure. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet Coke--ye
Footsteps
Follow the footsteps into a world of wonder, Follow the footsteps out of all the thunder. Follow the footsteps into a world of dreams, Follow the footsteps out of the forest by the stream. Follow the footsteps so you can be discovered, Follow the footsteps so you can be recovered. Follow the footsteps so you can be found, Follow the footsteps out of this world of no sound. Someday you will wonder, about the dreams, that will never be discovered, that will never be found, someday the thunder that strikes the streams , will never be recovered, wothout a sound. Follow the footsteps they wont lead you wrong.
You've Been In New Mexico Too Long When
1. You can correctly pronounce words like Tesuque, Cerrillos, Acoma, Buena, Ocotillo, and Pojoaque, and Isleta (and you actually know what or where they are!). 2. You have been told by at least one out-of-state vendor that they are going to charge you extra for international shipping. 3. You expect to pay more if your house is made of Adobe. 4. You can order your Big Mac with green chile. 5. You buy salsa by the half-gallon. 6. Dunno where #6 went? 7. Your Christmas decorations include "red Chiles, a half-ton of sand and 200 paper bags." 8. Most restaurants you go to begin with "El" or "Los." 10. You price shop for tortillas. 11. You have an extra freezer just for green Chile. 12. You consider Billy the Kid a state hero. 13. You think six tons of crushed rock makes a beautiful front lawn. 14. You ran for state legislature just so you could speed legally. 15. You pass on the right because that is the fast-lane. 16. You think Sonic
Forsaken Poem
There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, unloved, forsaken... There are nights, when you feel so dry, no matter how hard you cry, and your heart feels taken, empty, forsaken... There are days, when you run from the light, no matter how dark the night, and you still are mistaken, so wrong, forsaken... There are times, when you get such a fright, no matter how hard you fight, and who knows if you'll ever awaken, so far away, forsaken... There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, so alone, forsaken.
Combonation
you took my soul, you did take my goal, away with my thoughts and everything that i brought, sometimes when i look in the mirror, i can see it a little clearer, at times the darkness engulfs me, and i wonder how i let this be, i have just one fear, the need to shed a tear, i just wanted to try, why did you make me cry, you left me all alone the light not even shown, you took the love from me, even the toys from thee, i find myself lying on a beach. i can go far away and nobody would say hey, where is she, i can tell thats how it should be, now where is the light , i think i lost my sight, you took my books, sold them to crooks, you even took a life, jabbed it with a knife, how can i make you see, that you did hurt me, you took away the love, then flew by a white dove, symbolizing i will be ok, just to wait for another day, oh you left me something, i wonder what it could be, a river full of tears, shed from my fears, how can you do this to me, i am someone to thee, can i ask you a ques
Thank You
Thank you to all the people who made me feel welcome and gave my profile 10 cherries!!!!!!!!
Survey...
What's your name?: Beth Maddas Married or single?: engaged... Age?: 25 Do you have any kids? how many?: nope What state were you born in?: PA What is your favorite food?: I like Pasta What is your favorite color?: black or dark green What is your favorite flower?: lilac What's your favorite drink?: Mt. Dew Are you Bi,Straight,Lez or Gay?: bi How many siblings do you have?: 1 Favorite scent?: hehe the "medication" I take smells good.... Do you like children?: unable to answer... What is your favorite thing to do on the weekend?:CHILL What kinds of music do you like?: Rock and Roll..ICP... most all of 80's and 90's. Do you think gay marriage is right?: yep Do think it is ok to have a husband and a girlfriend?: Yes Do you like to share?: sure...hate jelously What do you think is your best feature?: don't know... Do you drink?: sometimes Do you do drugs?: which drugs....when? lol Do you smoke?: yea Dogs or cats?: both 1 doggie 3 kittys 2 snake
Surreal
The fiery night sky, I look up then say why, why did you go away? I knew one day id pay. All the mistakes that i make, they come from your sake. The desert is so hot, then cold. Why did you leave me out to mold. The stars in the desert night sky, are so phenomenal, why can i ask why did i not need the love, send pictures from all above. Twinkle, twinkle, look at the star, far, far away, like a zooming car. Like the prickle of a cactus I start off like a mactus. Now do i say why when i look into the sky. I see a diamond in the sand Forever
Wrote This For A Special Lady In My Life.
I would watch the sky with you Scan the stars for super novas Trace castles in the clouds Count the degrees of the sliding moon. It will be warm with a breeze That draws us closer. The world will melt All sound but our breath, stop. Time cease. We will be a universe born Building empires from atoms. We will know us There would be no doubt. Some primeval memory Will wake us Take us dreaming. The curtain will rise The crescendo build We would fall spinning In white light, then silently Like leaves We will fall asleep Honored and placated. Wishful thinking. The truth will be stinking Of stale alcohol. thick black cloud Block out the sky you will fall unconscious and I would say goodnight. But I would crave That edge of madness That blissful fall. Deaf blind, and dumb Hovering in mortality. If I am cut I will bleed your blood. So like some bloodlust hunter I stalk your footsteps Paces behind you unseen You turn to see a landscape And me a dot, camouf
These Feelings
The passion which burns for you on the inside, the smile i can't help but smiling when i see you The way my stomach feels when we speak the excitement felt when you call for no reason at all The pain i feel when i lose touch once again the remembrance of memories from long ago The sorriness felt when we hug the pain i feel every time i have to let go The joy felt knowing we are still friends the pain telling me we are nothing more.. The feelings I feel on the Inside that tell me I still Love You So
Forsaken Love
Watch your heart don’t let it break My mother said those words If for love it forsakes I didn’t realize their worth Now tear drops are falling Heartaches are calling As for love it forsakes Heartbreaks on the way I tried but to myself I lied Would not believe to see through eyes Now all in my world that’s left Is a lonely broken self Now tears are falling Heartbreaks are calling As I still hear mothers words And I realize their worth Be careful of a broken heart Sometimes love it has it’s way Be careful if the hurt should start If for love it forsakes.
Im Watching You
THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF MY SON WHO IS 7 YEAR OLD THATS WHY I LOVE THIS SONG
Origin Of B.u.o.f.m.
Hiya Friends/Family/Fans! Welcome to my Butt-Ugly Older Fat Men (B.U.O.F.M.) Blog. I will be using this Blog to spew out whatever pops into my mind on a non-general matter, some serious, some goofy, from time to time. What is B.U.O.F.M.? Well, it's a term I am stealing from a Real Life friend, who I managed to get to start a CT page....Viperbaron. It describes us, if only in our own minds, and I get a kick out of it. It's a term of endearment to us, so don't take it wrong. It's just FUN! That said, I hope my "From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M" period Blogs will entertain, inform, etc. you! *HUGS* Phil (Proud to be a B.U.O.F.M.)
Im Fukkin Famous...lmfao
http://www.metalunderground.com/interviews/details.cfm?newsid=24347 Read down where he asks the funniest thing thats ever happened to you while on stage...umm yea that would be me hes talkin about..too fukkin funnyyyyy!!!!
The Beauty And The Farmer;-)
One day, farmer Jones was in town picking up supplies for his farm. He stopped by the hardware store and picked up a bucket and an anvil, then stopped by the livestock dealer to buy a couple of chickens and a goose. Now he had a problem: how to carry all of his purchases home. The livestock dealer said, "Why don't you put the anvil in the bucket, carry the bucket in one hand, put a chicken under each arm and carry the goose in your other hand?" Hey, thanks!" the farmer said, and off he went. While walking he met a fair young lady with rather large beautiful breasts. She told him she was lost, and asked, "Can you tell me how to get to 1515 Mockingbird Lane?" The farmer said, "Well, as a matter of fact, I'm going to visit my brother at 1616 Mockingbird Lane. Let's take a short cut and go down this alley. We'll save half the time to get there". The fair young lady said, "How do I know that when we get in to the alley you won't hold me up against the wall, pull down my
Untitled Love Poem
There's a mist before your eyes, and it hides me from you Love will never be our prize, dreams of us can't come true, you can't see me, there's a mist before your eyes. There's a barrier between us, though neither are at fault, we cannot even dent it, it's a hurdle we cant vault, I can't reach you, there's a barrier between us. There's a bond we cannot honor, and it hurts us as we part, a love that can't be kindled, that will always break my heart, I know i cant be yours, there's a bond we cannot honor. So we cannot be lovers, Not now and maybe never, We may belong to others, but my heart is yours forever, With this forsaken love.
Deep Love Delight
Come across the moor with me, in the bright moonlight, with no fear or fright, I'll show you all my heart, with my deep love and delight. Its better for you to go with me, It'll give you a moment light, to think about the times to come, which'll give our bond strength and sight, with my deep love and delight. Don't procrastinate your any thought, It'll make you future out of the sight, just do whatever you think is right, But,I'm here to look for you, with my deep love and delight. I want you to be with me, all the day and all the night, to share my feelings which I've for you, I'll give you every moment of my life, with my deep love and delight.
Trust
Need Prayers
My Aunt, who is in her 80s, was taken to the hospital this morning for heart problems. No details yet. Please lift up a prayer for her. She is a great lady and I hate to hear that she is in pain. Tonight I am staying with my cousin's daughter who is 20 but has the mind of a 12 year old. She adores her Nana. So please lift up a small prayer. Thanks
Wicked!!!
Three old men were sitting around complaining about how much their hands shook. The first geezer said, "My hands shake so bad that when I shaved this morning I cut my face!" The second old fogey one-upped him. "My hands shake so bad that when I trimmed my garden yesterday I sliced all my flowers!" The third old man laughed and said, "That's nothing. My hands shake so bad that when I took a piss yesterday, I came three times."
Sad News
on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless.... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com
The Music That Was Preston
Just putting some of my poetry here to see the emotions it invokes. Comments welcome. Inspired by Sharron Isbin and her live perfomrmance of “Astoria” on N.P.R. 2/9/05 The guitar is the only instrument I can compare thee to. No, not an American song being played, But the Spanish “Astoria”, for this is how your life was: Fast, Forceful, full of energy, And over much too soon. An unexpected ending filled with soft notes And one last quick ditty before slow notes Which seem to stop before time. I often feel as if you are only hiding in the shadows, Ready to spring and prove me the bigger fool to think it’s finished. Yet there are no more notes, Your song ends in an inducement for tears, And I not grasping the request till three days after. At one point you seem so full of life And yet you said your goodbyes to all save me And for that I bleed almost daily… Wondering if you had called would the song have had a few more notes, Or would it have ended even more pre
The Ebb And Flow Of Friendships........
Sometimes as friends come in and out of our lives, it is an unsettling event. We as humans are so quick to take this as a rejection, fearing that it was something we did or did not do. Why our focus is so much on ourselves that it doesn't allow us to realize that it may have nothing to do with me, and everything to do with what is necessary for our friends personal development. Letting go is hard for us to do. Even the healthiest people want to keep the things that are familiar, the fear of the unknown is a scary thing. We go through our lives surrounding ourselves with the known quantity. We know what it is and what to do in situations, it is familiar and comfortable. The same thing seems to hold true in friendships that aren't healthy but they are known to us. It seems easier to keep the relationship than risk loosing the contact. Once again, when you face the fear and walk through what is necessary, once you pass to the other side, it looses it's fear. When fri
How Hard Is To Take No For An Answer
I am at my office doing paperwork and i get yet another yahoo message...oh by the way the ass from last time left me a message apologizing....go figure...anywho....it is a friends request...i am like ok ...kool....this is what happened next.... ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:15:17 PM): hi swttxred (3/25/2007 1:15:25 PM): hello ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:15:36 PM): how are you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:02 PM): speak lady swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:08 PM): fine and you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:12 PM): good ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:18 PM): web cam open swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:20 PM): who is this swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:21 PM): no swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:25 PM): at the office ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:40 PM): you beautiful swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:45 PM): thank you ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:16:47 PM): dick show swttxred (3/25/2007 1:16:57 PM): excuse me ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:17:06 PM): l am dick show swttxred (3/25/2007 1:17:13 PM): ok ufukbatman (3/25/2007 1:17:23 PM): you
What Is A Juggalo?
Juggalo-First of all, NOT a fan. More than a fan. Someone who has so much love for the juggalo family they would die for any member of such. One who doesnt care what any person in the world thinks of them, and lives for themselves, not keeping others happy. Someone who can feel the dark carnival inside them. - urbandictionary.com Here it is mutha fackos! I am tired of people asking me what a juggalo is so I am posting this blog! I found this definition in the Urban Dictionary website, this is the very first one that shows up. Although this definition is very short it is also very accurate. I am a Juggalo as defined above!
Wings
1,2,3 LIKE A BIRD I SING BECAUSE YOU GIVEN ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SET OF WINGS
Warning! If You Are Or Have Ever Been A Parent Of Small Children
WARNING! If you are or have ever been a parent of small children, please read these next few lines with extreme caution. Prolonged exposure to the following type of material has been know to cause involuntary twitching, weeping, cursing and an uncontrollable urge to put children up for adoption. "Eww! The couch is wet!" "Mama, the cat got sick." "Daddy, how much does a new car cost?" "OH NO! Where do we keep the clean towels?" "Mama? You know that glass ballerina you like so much….well…" "Daddy, does super glue work on windows?" "Is it okay of this gets wet?" "Hey Daddy…. Well, umm… I was on the Internet and I accidentally downloaded something and now the computer says "BRAIN DEAD" on the screen. Is that bad? "Mama, Isaac took the chocolate syrup in his room." "Oh no! I need the plunger!" "Daddy, does CPR work on dogs? No? Oh. (shouting) Isaac, you better stop, Daddy says it won't work!" "Hey Daddy? Well okay… ummm… well you see, we were like
Testament Iv * Comments Rate Plz*
"Even in the face of darkness every gate has its own guide but our light will never leave you" Doing the right thing may have misled u but not doin the right wont misjudge u. i alone understand this righteous formality with peace. when we overdue good we lose values of sense of humor in bad bring instablity of balance and organization. our mind then becomes dirty and lazy and unwilling to coroperate with our heart. everything we fought for, take pride in, and sacracfice becomes a debris caused by the downfall of life that spend out of control. Energy of waste is poured upon its stubberness greed and obessesion but the only way to restablize or rid it is to freeze all means by necessary. this task does not lightly accept favoritism on which wat where when and why of important but measure tidiness no matter how heavy big or attractive they are. to settle your past is to rid everything known to its obesssion and attachment that hold back everything today into releasing for to
Texas
She needs help so if you have a couple minutes please help PRETTY PLEASE
Small Vacation^^
Just want to let ya guys know I'm goin to Niagra Falls tonight..kinda a lil get away thing.. (that is so desperately needed lol) But just wanted to say bye and I'll catch you guys when I get back..hopefully I'll have pics to share^^ Later all ~Cin
Last Week On Cherrytap!
this is my last week on cherrytap before i move i'll be moving over the weekend i won't be on here much anymore i won't have the net anymore unless i go to my friend holly's house sometimes on the weekends
The Hot Hot Sun...and Singles...
Well it is official now. I am considered single. I told my husband to go **** himself today. I might lose my car, but it's just an object. I have the only thing that means anything to me, my daughter. I'm still here in Arizona, and I guess I'll be here until Gramma passes away. Then, who know's where life will take me. I may go back to Maine to be where my friends are, or I may go back to Warren, where no one remembers me, or I may stay here (not likely..since it costs way to damn much to live here). So.. if anyone is interested.. JUST KIDDING... I'm to far away from anyone interesting.. I think... Anyways that is all for now.. Ta Ta!
I Need Help To Buils A Lounge
I'm try to make a nice lounge and was wondering if anyone can help me put it together and make a great one
It's Ology About Me
MOUTHOLOGY What is your salad dressing of choice? the stuff they use at Olive Garden, or no salad dressing (salt and pepper) What is your favorite fast food restaurant? damn sparky.. prolly taco bell What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Aladdins Palace, Olive Garden On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? Usually a good tip, depending on how much money i have, and the service and quality of the food What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? the good nachos What are your pizza toppings of choice? pepperoni, mushrooms, and olives What do you like to put on your toast? butter, or apple butter What is your favorite type of gum? cimmanon TECHNOLOGY Number of contacts in your cell phone? 80 Number of friend on your myspace? 106 What is your wallpaper on your computer? My son and I on halloween How many televisions are in your house? 1 BIOLOGY Are you right-handed or left-handed? Rig
I Think I Will Be Leaving The Site
I'm thinking about leaving the site due to the drama and crap of one person and its just better that I do what I gotta do I have met alot of cool people on the site and dont wanna leave but this crazy ass breezy aint gonna leave me alone. So let me know what you all think. I have tried to block her but she just uses her mans account and gets around to all her friends to talk to me and harrasse me
Cross My Heart By George Strait
Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I see it in your eyes You can feel it from my heart From here on after Let's stay the way we are right now And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow Chorus: I cross my heart And promise too Give all I've got to give To make all your dreams come true In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine You will always be the miracle That makes my life complete And as long as there's a breath in me I'll make yours just as sweet As we look into the future It's as far as we can see So let's make each tomorrow Be the best that it can be Chorus And if along the way we find a day It starts to storm You've got the promise of my love To keep you warm In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine A love as true as mine
On My Mind
I am sitting here wondering why I seem to always be a secret in peoples lives. the past 3 ladies I have been involved with I have seemed to be a secret to others. the first one of course had a Master and I was just a friends with benefits but even after they were seperated I was a secret. the next didn't want to put on her profile that she was taken not sure why she told me a reason but it really didn'ty make thjat much scence to me anyway since she told me that she was proud to be part of me. the last it seems wanted to be mine and I wanted to give her time and she agreed but not sure if how she is feeling really if she wants anyone of her friends to know. and really not sure if we have progressed past what we have had before what she said. well time will tell I guess. no big thing. I will be fine.
Nascar Finish In Bristol
Kyle Busch won!! way to go Rookie!!
Never Ending Nightmare
Have you ever felt trapped in a never ending nightmare when all you did was napped and you woke up to a scare As you slowly realize the nightmare is your life you begin to apologize even though you were cut with a knife Your mind is so far away your body is shaking this was supposed to be a new day but life was just faking The thoughts are endless the hurt is so deep you think to yourself what a mess as you lay there and weep So many things can happen in just 24 hours it has to stop, but when stupid fool you have no powers It hurts more then anything so very deep inside the wounds are all opening nowhere left to hide You can't handle it anymore there are choices to make you are tired and sore you close your eyes never to wake
Deserted
Deserted streets cold as ice need some heat paying the price Torn apart in a daze broken heart lost in a maze No reason or rhyme no where to go I am out of time I was too slow Tears I shed pains I feel can't look ahead I will never heal Left me stranded without any warning I stand empty handed as I am in mourning So stupid and dumb I sit and I cry wish I was numb please let me die
I Want......
what does a girl gotta do to get a blast around here? lol I need some major loven! Well, today has been a long but good day.. I am in the middle of move'n and finally it looks like i'm close to being finished... YAY I dun have time for anything interesting..laffin but after I get settled.. I am make'm a trip to IL. Meeting some friends.. n looking to have a great time... anyway.. enough babble about me!! much love to my Family, Friends..and fans!! xoxo ~Shay
..as You See.....(poem)
As I lie my head down to sleep, I hope to only have sweet, wonderful dreams of you. As I slowly close my eyes, I instantly see your face... so pure...so sweet. I see your caring smile and beautiful eyes. I see you giving me the look that makes me melt like ice cream in the hot July sun. I notice the way you move, the way you fixed your hair and the way you look so sweet and caring among the field of the purest roses. Then you hold your strong yet gentle arms out, only to embrace me with all the love and care one could possibly ever want. And as I look up, into your beautiful eyes, Our eyes lock... And in that moment, that lasted forever it seemed, I caught a short yet entrancing glimpse of my... Angel in Disguise.
Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
Forbidden Love Wat is the price one pay when jealousy mistreats anger on destruction in coping loniliness? fear of loss..afraid of surrendering everything one hate to lose that when they have believe that theyve forseen wat is coming to them. u say things that u dont mean but u dont mean wat you say in sucidal pasion in attempt to gain ones heart to trade yours.. love is spawn. to be accepted wat will it takes for ones love tumor in heart to recieve blessing of pasionate cure . all those broken scattered pieces of saden love hugs how can pasion outcast its smile and fully regenerate a full kiss. they say love set one free but the only freedom ones have is pasion. the bounty on ones heart are high stakes when innocent greed dodge a bullet from obnoxious guilt. confession becomes deep poetry but to believe it is to recite it. ones rights to remain silence is mutal anything one said can be used against oneself or with them. to forgive is not to train oneself to let go but convert th
28 Secrets & 40 Questions
28 SecretsTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyWHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?I like it....WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?my roomWhat is your middle name?LeAnnWHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?complicatedIF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?of courseWHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?sleepyWHO DO YOU LOVE MOST?a small group of select folksWHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?lots of things ;)ARE YOU MUSICALLY INCLINED?sortaIF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?sure!IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?a well loved house catEVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?I've had manyWHAT'S THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT'S STUCK IN YOUR HEAD?"Here Without You" - 3 Doors Down (sappy goodness!!!)WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?JasonHAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?Yeppers (almost peed myself the first time)WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?either eyes or ass...depends how they are facing me :PWHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER
Disneyland
well next tuesday me and my daughter will be going to disneyland and I cant wait its going to be some fun times especially for my daughter she is going to have a blast I cant wait till she gets to meet the characters and get pics done with them well i will post some pics when we get back from Califonia
Wanna Direct Your Own Show?
Then come see me on cam. This is the link to see private shows with me that YOU get to direct. Have you had a naughty fantasy about me? Want to see me squirt for you? Have me saying your name when I cum? How about see me suck cock? Then you cum play with me online. Here is 10.00 off your first show. When you sign in to your account, you would just enter this code (AIM49488) at the top where it says "promotion codes". This coupon is good through til Wednesday the 28th. Looking forward to cumming for you ;0) Aimeelynn
Are You A Packrat?
You're a Pack Rat in Training You know those crazy old people with a ton of video tapes and cats? Well, you're training to be one. Time to do some spring cleaning. Even if it isn't spring! Are You a Pack Rat?
Whining
the time has come for grown ups to do just that grow up, the senseless boo hooing over pics, blogs, comments and the like, as being unsuitable is rediculous we know they are unsuitable when they are labled as such or as adult it is the same cartoons are just that cartoons plants are plants get over it this is not school lets act accordingly we are old enough to monitor ourselves if there is a prob tell the person be a grown up i promise they will not beat you up on the play ground at recess so lets just get along
Hmm
just want to say so far my date is going real well
O.w.l. Video - Lmao
"in The Meantime"
I was on my way home from working overnight and was heading home and thinking about just what I was going to do when I got home. Typically, I get on the computer for a bit then head off to bed, but I was extremely wide awake for a change. Driving along 360, I began to say to myself, "Self (hee hee), I think you still have time to make the 8am service" so I turned around on the highway at the first legal opportunity and headed off to Church. Went to the Church library first since I was way early for the service that actually would begin at 8:15a. While in the library, I found what appears to be a very interesting book. It is a book that is written by Jamie Langston Turner called, "Some Wildflower in My Heart". With my fascination of wildflowers, and bluebonnets in particular, I picked it up and read the back cover: "Margaret Tuttle's story is one of love unsought, for she had been perfectly content with the well-ordered and conveniently predictable life she had arranged for
Arbby's
woot woot I got a job. that is all.
Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of gentle birds in circling flight... I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry— I am not there... I did not die...
Pop My Cherry Please
hey im allmost a new cherry so help me out people, thanks.
Fear Factor
What do you fear? I mean really? Everyone is afraid of something. Whether it be agoraphobia (the fear of open spaces or being in a crowd), arachnophobia (the fear of spiders), claustrophobia (the fear of confined spaces), triskaidekaphobia (the fear of the number 13), or oh so many other fears. What I am going to be speaking about here though is kakorrhaphobia and eremophobia. Kakorrhaphobia is the fear of failure or defeat, while Eremophobia is the fear of being oneself or of loneliness. I believe that these two fears are inherently linked together. That's not to say that one cannot exist without the other. Of course it can. But often, one lays in the shadow of the other. Fear of failure prevents us from living to our fullest potential. How many times have we considered our lot in life, recognized what we needed to do to improve it, and thought, "I'll get around to that." That, my friends, is fear. Fear is preventing us from doing what we need to to change for the bette
Breaking Point
Shattered and fractured She lies there again A breaking point She'd never thought she'd attain That she would strain Fragmented pieces Shaking bones Blood pressure shot Tears spilling down, Her rouge-covered cheeks She'd never been so alone Drain all her thoughts Forget it, she's gone And now she just lies there, damaged and dashed Tossed away, like and old plaything Mascara spilled, left from nights before She's never left her sheets Just barely dragged out from sleep She's poor in the heart, She'll never forget or forgive For this breaking apart.. This breaking point Splintered and unkept She's managed to weep The last tears.. There's never just those last few Forlong expressions dance across here face Old love songs taunt her in the depths of her mind She's a prisoner of her own mind
My Sexual Style
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100%Exciting75%Sweet75%Hot75%Wet50%Shy50%Violent50%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
Please Help!
CAN ANYONE DONT CARE WHO IT IS PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK IT LOOKS SO BARE PLEASE SIGN IT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO BE MY FRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hard Lesson Learned
The hardest lesson we ever learn. . . Relationships can be cyclical. Some people have to repeat the same mistake several times before they realise what lies at the root. More often than not they need to learn to love themselves in the way that they so desperately crave it from others. Some people desperately seek validation and have a gaping void for self love that they need to fill THEMSELVES. They don't see the object of their affection for who they truly are, instead, they are blinded by their own need and desperately try and mould that person into their ideal partner. They become addicted and possessive because it's all about THEIR need to be loved, the quality in the other person that they are missing - the way in which they haven't yet learned to love or validate themselves. Their appetite to fill that void is voracious, in a bid to persuade or manipulate that person into loving them, quite often they will end up losing themselves in the process. They can quite easily tra
What Kind Of Person Are You
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100%Nice88%Immature75%Fun38%Dramatic38%Shy0%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com
My List
My List I’m mean and angry I have anxiety and depression I get very lonely It takes a while to teach me a lesson I’m usually needy I have trust issues I’m also whiney And I hate when I lose This is my list Think what you will These are my flaws At least I’m real.
Psycho Tst!
Psycho Test Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has gotten it right-including me. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met this guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing, so much her dream guy she believed him to be just that! She fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive in killing her sister? (Give this some thought before you answer). SCROLL DOWN. Answer: She was hoping that the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers
Loving Someone...
"Loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to". Anonymous
To Leonard..one Of My Fans
I was feeling really shitty this morning..actually , last night. I didnt go downstairs to the convention at all today. I could not even peel myself out of bed..It wasn't until I was told that there was a guy downstairs named Leonard, who had been down there for afew hours waiting for me..who came just to see me..was a little disappointed that I wasn't there. So I got myself together and put on something and went down to see him. It turns out that I felt better after doing so. He's a really nice guy and I'm really happy to have met him. So thank you so much Leonard for stopping by to see me and I hope you like your new pics!!! He even had a pic of me on his camera phone! I was like wow..I just felt so bad that he had to wait so long.. this kiss is for you! MWAH!!!!! www.moniquedupree.com
Thank You
Well I had a little bit of time and wanted to thank all the kind and sweet people that left me birthday wishes, birthday emails, and birthday gifts.. My life has been very busy, and changing for the better. I really have been applying myself where needed, and havent had much time for the net. I dont want anyone to think they are forgotten or that I dont appreciate everyones words of kindness to those that still stay in touch. Just maybe happiness has finally hit home, and thats all im going to say for now. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Love hugs and kisses to you all.. cammy
Sry
TOO MUCH SHIT!!! sry for causing shit...sry for dramatising...sry for letting out my anger...sry for being SO F'IN CONFUSED!! I dont know what to think about anyone anymore...
Cherrytap Pin-up Girl Contest
This is one of the sexiest women on CherryTAP. She needs your help in a contest for CT Pin-up girl. Hit her up hard.
A Few Dreams
Dreams Of You Soaring High upon winds carried aloft Clouds white and looking ever so soft Blue sky and sun warmth great to feel These are the days the dreams become real Dreams of peace and joy that we must share Of love and contentment knowing you care Lost in your eyes and liking the way you look at me Feeling joy inside your touch sets me free I want to melt into your arms and let go of all time Touch in sweet passion ecstasy so sublime Lost in a timeless moment leaving all behind Nothing of the past ever brought to mind Kisses sweet and deep that feed the fire Wanting to be carried away on dreams of desire Seeking that which is only in you Sweet joy and peace long over due Kissing and holding till eternities end Seeking to be with my one greatest friend Nothing to touch how I feel deep inside One who makes me feel safe never wanting to hide Alas all was not as it has seemed I awake now knowing it’s just something I dreamed Can dreams come true ? My hear
Eating Disorder
I havent written about how I am doing battling my eating disorder. Here is an update. I have been trying to eat 3 meals a day. This sometimes happen. Well at the beginning of Feb I weighed 129, then at the end of Feb I weighed 124. During this weekend I weighed myself at home and I weighed about 120 lbs. My boyfriend was over and I told him about it. He was not thrilled about the weight loss. He started asking me how I keep losing weight. He was like do you not eat and my response was I eat at work. Which is probably not enough to sustain me or help me gain weight.
To Relax I Say Cruel Things To Children
Well, it seems I finally made a profile on here. So, is it just me or do people get offended for no discernible reason more often than is completely necessary? Seriously, why do people get butt hurt over you not liking what they like. Of all the fucking things to get bent over they pick a difference of opinion. I said I don't like the same kind of music someone else does. Oh my fucking god apparently thats like claiming the holocaust never happened. It received this horrified look of shock and disgust as though I'd just raped her baby in front of her while stealing her car. I'm pretty impressed with that feat of mental gymnastics myself so don't get to hyped up by the imagery. Unless of course you're into that sort of thing. If thats the case nambla has a website that is constantly monitored by the FBI and many and sundry police forces so come and kill your stupid ass for being a sick fuck. They don't look at what I write because run on sentences are not a crime regardless of
The Big Let Down
So lately my friends have just been such a let down. They invite me to go do all this stuff with em n then they either change their minds or forget. I dont know what to do. I feel very let down. Does this mean I should invest in new friends to kick it with for awhile or just be patient with the ones I got. I luv my friends n stuff but its like they build me up just to knock me down. Lol I dont know why im bitchin about it...in 20 minutes I will probably be over it.
Hope You Had A Good Weekend
I hope that all of my friends had a good weekend. Mine was pretty good. The weather was beautiful and I could not have asked for better. I acctually did some work this weekend and it felt good. I helped a friend put a fence up in her back yard so ahe could keep her dogs in check. Everything went well until her crazy dog litterally chewed through the wire. LMAO Well I guess it will be back to the drawing board. As for today I did absollutly nothing but be lazy. Sorry for boring you all just wanted to say hi and I hope you all have a great week.
Where Do I Belong?
To feel as though one cannot fit in a single place... To be in a crowd of people but be totally alone. To stand up and be noticed for being different or to stay the way i am unnoticed from the world and allowing others to assume i am no different from them. Where do we draw the line? I feel so much more at peace with the blade at my side then a gun in my hand. I know i do not belong in this time. I feel so alone in the feeling and to run wild would put my soul at peace i think. But to run wild and free one must be free... It is not enough to be wild any longer if you are not free. Send me back to an Era i belong in because i know i do not belong in this one... Perhaps i do not belong in any...
Need Help!!!
Hey all I have made it into another biker contest. I need all the votes I can get, so if ya don't mind please vote, vote often, and pass it on to your friends!!!!!!. It is absolutely free!!!!! SHOWCASECalendarDOLLHi, I’m CalendarDOLLJadeKarmenPlease Vote For Me atYou Could Win a $30,000.00 Custom Motorcycle.It’s FREE to VOTENot a pay site.View ALL My Pictures Now,Thanks XoXoBikerDollsGONEWILD
Not Ordinary
 Not ordinary Rousing in a trance of artistry encircled in a morning kiss shrouded by a halo of bronze hair and arms of milky, ivory caresses me to the bone. She flutters her hips back and forth blanketed by shades of sun. I beg her to come to me and fuel me up with her warmth. She’s so bewitching and she knows it there’s a sexual blush to her face- that makes me hard and possessive to draft her skin. She is far from ordinary everything about her vocalizes- of intimacy but I long to absorb her. Bathe deep in her beauty and claim her as my own. She boosts her breasts with both hands and teases her nipples with her fingers. My body itches to reach out and remove her hands and coast my tongue along- the cleft of her breasts. She kneels on her hands and knees and she moves up my legs and sits on my chest. Her lips in a sly smile as she enfolds my hardness in her hand. I exploded in seconds collapsing to the s
Intangible
something to touch, feel it coursing through me a memory fills my mind This thing I've had before a time not so long ago, things weren't right then, Ripped away because of lies and pain, something he couldn't quite deal with My mind flutters in and out from then to now, time heals all things they say Not true, not this time my invisible scars I wear on my sleeve Time forgets the faults of others, scars remain to remind me
Low Opinion Of Vampires
I do have a dislike fer hitch-hikers who transform into vampires. I picked up a gal during a blizzard a few years ago. She turned into a bloodsucker and attacked me inside my truck cab. I reckon she didn't like the taste of my blood. She spit it out and cried, "It tastes like posion!" Must be the half Moron in me. The vampire caused me to crash my truck into a tree. When the police arrived they only found me in the wreck. The vampire gal had gone. You can't hurt a vampire in a wreck. They is already dead. I was in the hospital fer three weeks. My throat was injured. The doctors thought it was caused by the crash. They did not believe the vampire story. But it is the truth. I survived but I still have a low opinion of vampire hitch-hikers. I cannot help it. I just don't like them!
To The Ladys
if you want to see more of the pics i have in my nsfw make comments on the ones in there now
Attitude Through Poetry
When you're up against a trouble, Meet it squarely, face to face; Lift your chin and set your shoulders, Plant your feet and take a brace. When it's vain to try to dodge it, Do the best that you can do; You may fail, but you may conquer, See it through! Black may be the clouds about you And your future may seem grim, But don't let your nerve desert you; Keep yourself in fighting trim. If the worse is bound to happen, Spite of all that you can do, Running from it will not save you, See it through! Even hope may seem but futile, When with troubles you're beset, But remember you are facing Just what other men have met. You may fail, but fall still fighting; Don't give up, whate'er you do; Eyes front, head high to the finish. See it through!
.defectivity.
so...in having various conversations with various people today...i realise im defective. which isnt necessarily a bad thing? its just...some weird thing i never really noticed before? people have memories. people attach certain emotionalism to their memories. in future days when they come across those certain things they evoke said memories. i dont have that. and im doing a horrific job of explaining what i mean. D says that just means i get to start from scratch as an adult. which makes sense. i was uber censored as a child...so became uber outspoken as an adult. and thereby also giving my children certain amounts of leeway that i as a child didnt have that luxury. yet i also have a tendency to reign in a little to hard at times...its just strange i suppose. just makes me think. alot. there was a lot of social seperation. forced social seperation. that i can profoundly see as an adult but as a child..it just was the way it was...with the big pink elephant in the
Hey
hey im bored etc... anyone wanna hang out tonight? or something?
What I Have Learned
1. I've learned - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. 2. I've learned - That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. (thank you to our troops, firefighters and police) 3.I've learned - That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down. Are the ones to help you get back up 4.I've learned - That it can take years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. 5.I've learned - That sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry. But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. 6. Freedom is worth the responsibility 7.It’s not worth the calories unless it’s chocolate. 8.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 10 minutes, but after that you had better know something 9.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them 10.I've learned that the people you care the most ab
The Stupidest Thing Ever
Its so dumb how ppl can put up pictures of themselves naked as the day they were born n if i make a mum thats a joke about guys jerkin off i get in trouble for it by the Cherrytap ppl lol. Thats so funny. Ppl obviously voted on whether or not they liked. It was all just for fun. Cherrytap should lighten up:)
Please Welcome.....
Hi friends. Please welcome my friend Nascar. We went to school together and grew up in the same lil ole hicktown. He doesnt have any photos yet , as he just signed up. So say Hi and show him what CherryTap is all about! Thanks nascar@ CherryTAP
Me
without Him.....i am lost without Him.....i have no direction without Him.....i am in a fog without Him.....i faulter many times without Him.....i feel alone without Him.....my heart is empty without Him.....a piece of me is missing
Eulogy For A Ghost
The Leather Soles Go Shuffling In, Stinking Of Smoke And Ten Cent Gin. Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host That Has This Morning Given Up The Ghost? The Wooden Coffer Hand To Hand. Kind Words Are Offered, Silent Prayers. But She Is Satisfied The Most While Stabbing Madly At The Roast. The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve. The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve. The Creditor Rides With His Men. The Death Of Debtors He Won't Forgive. They Repossess His Silver Eyes, Now In The Potter's Field He Lies. The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve. The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve. Waiting For A Dead Man's Shoes. Have You Heard The Latest News? Lazarus Is Back From The Dead Looking As One Would Expect. Dripping With The Waters Of Sheol. Babbling About Body And Soul. And Then He Found His Wife In Their Bed Buck Naked And Already Wed. The Tax Collector Beneath His Sheets. The Door Swings Open. Floorboards Creak. Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host Who Has This Morning Given Up T
Tripping On Cherry Tap
Im having fun on here actually love it finding this community to be live fun and really a great one. Love muh cherries. Once i figure it all out and don't act like a N00b I will be better. all ways around Welcome to my block friends ENJOYING IT I also do tech stuff so if you have a PC dificulty hit me up.
For Nuit
There would be an epic, some passionate story of you and I, we stole fire from the heavens, defeated the bandits of Saturn 13, Did something amazing, no doubt, I miss that version of us, blasting our way across the incredible. That pair kicks a ton of ass, meanwhile, meanwhile, weanwhile, we do the best we can. But out there we stomped the astro zombie guards and got Helium 3 for Earth Force.
Heather
You have no idea how many times you kept me from drowning, even though my head was already under my reality check, when I couldn't find my own, a good kick in the head always knocks you back You'll never know what you mean to me.....
To All My Friends And Fans...
I try to fan and rate everyone, but I get overwhelmed sometimes. If I missed you please let me know in a private message and I will get to you as soon as I can!! Thank you cherries!! Kisses! Mwah! ;)
Emotion
Emotion The thunder shakes the ground beneath my weary feet I look up into the sky As I grit my teeth There must be some way to release my tortured soul as I stand here so broken emotions out of control I feel I've lost my soul The rain streams down my face like blood from my sword all I see is red now as it fills my dark world As my day comes to an end I sit and wonder why everyone has to live I just want to die Tonight
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WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HARD???? I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW ONE PERSON.. MYSELF CAN SEEM TO FUCK EVERYTHING UP... ALL I KNOW IS ONCE A AGAIN.. THINGS ARE GOING TO SHIT.. WOW.. U WOULD THINK THAT A PERSON WOULD START TO GET USED TO IT HUH.. YEAH RIGHT..THINK AGAIN.. FUCK IT. ITS OUT OF MY HANDS NOW I GUESS.. WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE HOW SHIT GOES...
Nuttin Really
Wonders whats up with users. Thoes who go arround using others and laugh seem to be the worse, cuz eventually it'll come back at them. And they wonder why!!! What's worse is thoes who keep takin them back time and time again, constantly being hurt repeatedly. Wonders why they think things will be different when time has proven otherwise. I just dont get it. And Havin fun is only when when all are havin fun.......ger.
Benefits Of Comment Bombing
What is the benefits of comment bombing? The benefits of comment bombing does NOT benefit you in any way. All comment bombing does is give the person who you are comment bombing POINTS to level up as you cling to their page. THAT IT!!!! That is ALL it does. NOTHING else, except give the person's page who you are comment bombing to gain points to go to the next level as you type, type, type or paste, paste, paste, working and wasting your time on that page just letting the other person gain points. As for you the poster, you don't get as many points as the person you are commenting to, especially if you are bombing their page with comments. OK, I given my thought analysis on this topic, so don't ask me to comment bomb especially during a contest. It isn't fair or considered ethical to consider for winning a contest. It is a cheap tactic in my book.
Bonus Prize
You find yourself, anywhere really, there is no measurement from x to y, who knows how you got there? So you don't rue your life, or the choices that led you there, you accept them, little words, whispered in your ear as you step over the threshold. Why, this is your home? How could you fail to recognize it? This is everything you made, step in, colonize it. You designed every room, every hallway, painted the portraits, you can't get lost. Rest, recoup, it is all you.
Erotic Confessions~what U Do 2 Me
I think about you every day. Sweet thoughts like walks in the park, fun thoughts like catching a movie...but of course sexual thoughts too. Every night as of late, I go to bed, my pussy throbbing and twitching with thoughts of you. I find you in my dreams. Holding on to you and not letting go. I hate to wake in the morning for fear of losing you and never being able to find you again. When I realize I am alone, I slowly roam my hand across my body. Feeling how tight and swollen my breasts are. My nipples hard and taught. You consume me. Flooding my mind. I feel you here, in the bed with me. Your hands touching my body. My fingers slowly rubbing my throbbing clit. I imagine its you there. Your hands caressing me. As my fingers plummet inside my aching cunt, my imagination has burned like a flame inside my mind. I feel your cock, ramming inside of me. Stuffing me full of your hard meat. Pounding relentlessly, fast , hard, raw. That first spunk shoots off inside like a load
Jinx
Time for bed for me and yet I can't sleep again. I feel as if I am a jinx to my friends lately. I went to see my friend and he ended up getting bad news about his ankle injury last week - more rehab and possible surgery on it. I went to see my girlfriend in SC and her boyfriend the other day to help clean up her yard - it was a jungle that needed some taming. Anyway the b/f's son stole his truck, wrecked it and was underage drinking on top of it. Everyone I touch in some way has had something go wrong. All my co-workers have had some bad experience lately too. Between my family issues and now this I have to wonder if I am not a jinx to people. My mom leaves to go to FL in the morning and I didn't go visit today because I am afraid if I do something will happen to her too. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I guess I will be anti-social for awhile and claim that I am working on my finals - mostly true since it is finals week for me in my class this term - and just not
Back In The Midnight Hour!
ONLY AT DAVES HIDEAWAY COULD YOU WITNESS THIS. SHE IS PLAYING ALL THE MUSIC NO OTHER DJ DARE. IT COULD ONLY BE THE AWESOME THE ONE AND ONLY “DJ YANKEE GIRL” YES SHE IS BACK 7 DAYS A WEEK AT MIDNIGHT CST SO COME ON IN AND SEE HER POLE DANCE AND DJ ALL AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS ONE YOU WON’T FORGET IN A HURRY. AND SHE WILL HAVE YOU COMING BACK FOR MORE. SO COME AND CHECK HER OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND IN YA GO. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON CHERRY TAP AND HAVING FUN WITH THE CROWD.
Find Your Birthday Below And See What Animal You Are..
FIND YOUR BIRTHDAY BELOW AND SEE WHAT ANIMAL YOU ARE.. Then Scroll down to read about Yourself. Jan 01-09 ~Dog Jan 10-24 ~ Mouse Jan 25-31 ~ Lion Feb 01-05 ~ Cat Feb 06-14 ~ Dove Feb 15-21 ~ Turtle Feb 22-28 ~ Panther Mar 01-12 ~ Monkey Mar 13-15 ~ Lion Mar 16-23 ~ Mouse Mar 24-31 ~ Cat April 01-03 ~ Dog April 04-14 ~ Panther April 15-26 ~ Mouse April 27-30 ~ Turtle May 01-13 ~ Monkey May 14-21 ~ Dove May 22-31 ~ Lion June 01-03 ~ Mouse June 04-14 ~ Turtle June 15-20 ~ Dog June 21-24 ~ Monkey June 25-30 ~ Cat July 01-09 ~ Mouse July 10-15 ~ Dog July 16-26 ~ Dove July 27-31 ~ Cat Aug 01-15 ~ Monkey Aug 16-25 ~ Mouse Aug 26-31 ~ Turtle Sept 01-14 ~ Dove Sept 15-27 ~ Cat Sept 28-30 ~ Dog Oct 01-15 ~ Monkey Oct 16-27~ Turtle Oct 28-31 ~ Panther Nov 01-16 ~ Lion Nov 17-30 ~Cat Dec 01-16 ~ Dog Dec 17-25 ~ Monkey Dec 26-31~ Dove If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty
The President
the president is a real jackass how can a man that managed to dodge his military service plunge us into all out war with the middle east based on what he said and then lie 2 weeks after the world trade center and the pentagon was attacked saying he didn't know it was going to happen when the day after it happened CNN put it on there that 2 weeks before the attacks happened his national security told him that an attack from osama bin laden was iminent and he proceeded to do nothing
Way To Pissed To Think Of A Subject....ok Subject:pissed!
Yeah you really don't want to fuck with me right now.I'm thisclose from loseing the little grip I have on my temper as it is & one more lame ass comment or one more fucked event just could see someone dead. No,I'm not joking. For the last few days we've had an unwanted guest. They remianed even after being told to be gone by the day';s end. Told us since we didn't own this plce we'd have no pull on getting them out.Welll that was fucked up we do live here we are housemates.But my beautiful wife to be is much to kind. That kindness might cost us our unborn child. But I get ahead of myself. This all started about a week back. A ...female came to visit.She protrayed herself as a good friend to one of my housemates. Then proceeded to try and fuck said housemates' husband. Made my housemate feel bad and was allowed to stay. but was told to get out. they went on a much needed getaway. This cunt stayed. Daily drama always with her..I should have just risked getting my lady pissed at me and
Camo Contest
I am in a contest again sop please help me out comment bomb and rate me love you all for it :o)
Marriage
I'm tired of living the single life...I dont need a father for my children...I dont need a sugar daddy...I make my own money...buy my own things...I need a companion...a friend...a lover...a supporter of my craziness at times...a friend to my children...someone i can talk...laugh...cry...and bitch too...I want someone who will love and cherish me for me and nothing less...someone will accept everything I have to offer...but please dont try to rule me or dominate me (unless in the bedroom...then all bets are off)...just be my friend...and respect me...and I will return in kind...thanks
Just Some Of My Worries
There is few things on my mind I wish werent and I always feel better when I write them down.So here goes.First off and Drew if you read this thank you for making me doubt someon who really loves me you piece of shit fuck wad asshole.Any way.I am afraid that Michael will leave me once everything is much better for him.This is part from what he said when he first moved here about he had nowhere else to go and a big part because of my ex leaving me even though he said he loved me.Another thing that been bothering me is this I do a lot for Michael like give him a massage when he gets off work or have him a plate put up so he can eat but he doesnt do anything like that for me and I am kinda jealous of him.I feel like I am competing for his attention most of the time and sometimes I feel like saying is this relattionship worth this? Then I push harder because I love him.I dont want to lose the man I love not again but cant help feel like I will someday.That he will one day walk out of my li
Make Me Scream
so i have cum to the conclusion that there are no good men out there... you maybe wondering what do i mean by 'good men'? well let me tell you.. by a good man i mean someone who knows how to pleasure a woman... make her scream and moun... make her yern...you know you pleased a woman when she is beggin for more... i am lookin' for a good man but can't seem to find one.. if you know where there is one let me know.. sho some luv to ya girl..
Ok Learned To Play This On The Piano Today!!
The Nearness of You Words & Music by Ned Washington & Hoagy Carmichael Recorded by Hoagy Carmichael, 1937 Also recorded by Glenn Miller, 1940 (#5) (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 It's not the pale moon that excites me, A+ D Fdim Dm A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 That thrills and delights me, oh, no — Bm7-5 E7 A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 It's just the near - ness of you. (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 It isn't your sweet conversation A+ D Fdim Dm A F#7 Bm7-5 E7 That brings this sensation, oh, no — Bm7-5 E7 A D9 A It's just the near - ness of you. Bridge: Fdim When you're in my arms, A A7 And I feel you so close to me, D F#7 Bm7 G7 E7 All my wildest dreams come true. (E7) A E7 G/B Em7 I need no soft lights to enchant me, A+ D Fdim Dm
About Old Times.
Going through some boxes today, I came upon some of my earliest poetry, written when I was in 9th grade. It made me think about how much we can learn about who a person is now by seeing who they were in the past. WATCHING: A HAIKU Watching dying fire of January embers floating into space. GOING HOME The light and airy cinnamon smell of baking bread in Grandma's old wood stove reminds me of things that I could never tell as I look out across the apple grove. Walking through the door that leads me back home brings back old memories of my childhood. I wonder why I ever left to roam from my grandparents' house beyond the woods. Grandma shuffles in to give me a hug and to welcome me back after all these years. The small hand of a child gives me a tug and I feel my eyes fill with bitter tears. I suddenly realize that child is me. From my childhood's grip I'll never be free. Here endeth tonight lesson.
Alone
i have been alone for so lomg and it seems that i am not good enough for anyone and it just sux i just want to have some one who cares about me and wants to be with me and loves me for me and wants to be wit me i just want to know is there something wrong wit me!
Add Yourself....
Add yourself to my map! =) you know you wannaaaaa. ok have a good night! xoxox tiff
Your Powerfull Smile (poem)
as you smile you stop many a mans heart to a stop as they may have melted by your power full smile as I just faint for still looking deep into your eyes as I gather up my strength to ask you to be main forever more Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich
Best Couples Contest
My Sex Slave contest is just bout done. So with that being said. Onward with the upcoming. I'd like to throw some spice into this, My intentions of this contest is to have a team of men, a tesm of females. The most comments too them shall decide whom is the winner of the sexes. The winner is then therfor considered the couple an shall be rewarded with a gift thereafter. To be honest, I have no intentions of scamming you, But the gift should be an estimate value of 10 or 20 thousand cherrybucks for the fact I'm poor. So i apologise.
I Saw This And Thought I'd Share It
I SAW THIS AND THOUGHT i'D SHARE IT today at 08:01 * Modify this blog message * Delete this blog message A pest Imed me today, He emailed me too, He asked if I were single, and asked, how do you do? He asked all kinds of questions, wanted all the details, of my very private life, demanded that I tell, Age, sex and location, he insisted that I share, along with exact sizes, of my bras and underwear, I politely said no, refused all his requests, I told him very sternly, Stop this, don't be a pest, His Im kept on poppin up, he asked if I were wed, by then I was quite annoyed, by all the things he'd said, I asked him which part of NO, he didn't understand, I told him I was 85, and wore 6 wedding bands, but all my husbands now were gone, and I had all their money, you want to know about, their accidents now, honey? I told him I fart when I walk, the hair's gone from my head, I keep my teeth in a jar, at night I wet the bed, Som
Understanding Women
understanding women Current mood: calm Pregnancy, Estrogen, and Women PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy
Csi: Houdini
NEW YORK - Get ready for “CSI: Houdini.” A team of forensic experts will pore over the exhumed remains of renowned escape artist Harry Houdini to determine whether he was murdered more than 80 years ago, the head of the investigative team said Friday. “Everything will be thoroughly analyzed,” said James Starrs, dean of the disinterment dream team of pathologists, anthropologists, toxicologists and radiologists. “We’ll examine his hairs, his fingernails, any bone fractures.” "It needs to be looked at," said Houdini's great-nephew, George Hardeen. His grandfather was Houdini's brother, Theodore. "His death shocked the entire nation, if not the world. Now, maybe it's time to take a second look." Legal paperwork necessary to dig up Houdini’s body from a New York City cemetery will be filed Monday to get the process started, said Joseph Tacopina, an attorney representing Houdini’s family. It could take months before the body is exhumed, although the process should move faster be
Reality Itself...!!
Are you gonna cheat on me? Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com LOl..!!! Pimp-My-Profile.com
I Hate This Damn Disease
No more can'ts, don'ts, Shouldn'ts, I wouldn'ts. I hate this damn disease. Always a watcher, always a babysitter. I feel I have no room to breath. Check your blood sugar, don't eat that.. where are you at now? FRiends that care. I feel torn, hate and worn. Tired of doing everything right. Hurting inside, anger appears. why shouldn't I cease to fight? Sugars too high, sugars too low... that's the rollorcoaster of my life. Tired of pills, tired of pricks, tired of hearing doesn't that hurt? Tired of my life always seeming so fascinating to others every time I bring out the black case. Fingers a mess, callasses there, is it time to test again? It's really not fair. I'm only 21...Every where I turn, theres another dessert another candy, another thing I can't eat. Playing in sugar, yes it's fun.. but I would like occassionally to eat. Strict diet to follow, 3 meals a day and snacks inbetween. Not hungry now, is it really time to eat again? Oh hell I hate this, what I thought to be a
I Like It.. I Like It A Lot
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151 Things to do instead of harming yourself 1) Exercise 2) Putting on fake tattoos I DO NOT AGREE 3) Drawing on yourself in red marker (make sure it's washable!) I DO NOT AGREE 4) Scribbling on sheets an sheets of paper 5) Writing (poetry, stories, journal, etc.) (Check) 6) Cuddling with a stuffed toy (Check) 7) Being with other people 8) Watching a favorite TV show (preferably a comedy) (Check) 9) Posting on web boards, and answering others' posts (Check) 10) Thinking about how you DON'T want scars for the summer (Check) 11) Painting your nails 12) Going to see a movie 13) Eating something ridiculously sweet (or any favorite food) 14) Doing school work 15) Surf the net (Check) 16) Go into chat rooms to talk 17) Call a friend and ask for company (Tried..) 18) Playing a musical instrument 19) Singing (Check) 20) Looking up at the sky (night is especially beautiful) 21) Making your own list of things to do instead of SI 22) Punching a punching bag (with
Kellys Shoes
The Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer!
Sorry
I'm sorry for what I did wrong Not just some of it Not just most of it But all of it I'm sorry for never doing things right For the silent traeatments For the PS2 time That made you cry yourself to sleep at night I'm sorry for all the whores They never meant anything They never were you Despite all the signs I never stopped loving you I'm sorry for the restless nights The tossing and turning After so many of our fights I'm sorry for the things you broke Throwing them at me In your fits of rage Brought on by nothing more than my stupidity I'm sorry for the lies The half truths The deceptions The misleading statements I'm sorry for the pain I've caused For all the tears That because of me have fallen I'm sorry I ripped out your heart Played with it a bit Before tearing it apart I'm sorry I killed parts of your emotions The empty places inside you That were full before I came into your life I'm sorry I keep pushing you away Even though I
Read Please
if your a female on this site ad looking for mr. right don't look too hard he'll find you trust me i'm not saying this just to say it..... it is very true and i know it for a fact....i know how hard it is to find the right person and i was going to give up but i didn't......
March 26th~bored
well i dont really have much to say im just bored.i start work on april 6th. with my best friend.yay so much fun lol. well im gonna go now much love britt
Love Her
Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle in her window her comfort in a song a shoulder to cry on Understand her Catch her Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle
Do It Now
Things you're always going to do later never do get done. What you put off until someday will always be out of your reach. If anything is important enough to do someday, then it is worth starting on right now. If you're going to actually do it, then you must do it in the moment you're in. Procrastination may seem like an easy way to avoid taking action. What it really is, though, is an ever-increasing burden of guilt and regret that you place on yourself. Think of how awful it feels to know that you could have done, or could be doing, but instead you waited until too late. Fortunately, there is a simple and highly effective way to ease that burden. Take action now. Choose something that you have continued putting off, and go ahead and get it done. You've made many great plans and promises. Go ahead, act on them, and see how great it is to make them real. -- Ralph Marston
Sex
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God80%Virgin45%A Romantic40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
You Guys Rawk!
Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I was down on myself cos I'd posted a mumm asking if I should just jump in & enter a BBW contest here on the Tap. I got about a third of responses jumping on me because I wasn't big enough, another third jumping on me cos I was fat & shouldn't be proud of it, roughly another third, posting to say they didn't give a shit one way or the other & were bored(then why bother posting, hmm?), and the final third just general assinine comments along the lines of "I like cheese". Y'all get the drift. Needless to say, I took that mumm down FAST. So I was really down on myself, which really isn't like me to do. Well, publicly anyway*L* So here I am, pouting & generally hating CT at the moment. Then I log on & read my messages. And I realize that the net ain't the crappy hellhole we make of it all the time. Yes, it has its moments, but for the most part, there are still good people o
Asthma...
so i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week... anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive. :P night
Wow
love tha most strongest feelin in tha world u neva know how much dat person means to u till der gone fo gud
Monday Morning Hey There And How Ya Doing
Good Morning. It’s beautiful outside. So beautiful I over slept. Yes and for that reason I am only doing a quick over view of my weekend. It went by fast. LOL Ok, … Mandy had a state solo ensemble contest this weekend. The ship sank on her solo performance. And as would have it she was very devastated and quite somber most of the day and had to return for her quartet ensemble performance which she dreaded due do a band solo performance earlier. But as would have it, being with her girl friends must have brought the best in her out. As she and they received a grade 1 and all medaled. I remember just prior to them stating and thinking…oh my gosh just please get through this and not fall apart. As I closed my eyes and listened I was more then surprised to hear them play as if they were an orchestra. The judge was overwhelmed by their playing and was could only compliment after compliment them. She even went as far as mentioning that their school should allow them to play that piece for a
Hello Every
i hope that every one has a great day and i wish some of you will be able to come by my site and rate my pics and add and fan me if you havn't already need to add more pics i got some sexy pic in there check them out
Contests Are Teh Weak
contests are seriously going to drive me to delete my profile here.. i swear peoples need for validation on here is insane. id never been in a contest before and atfer losing what was called "best main photo" to some avarage looking woman in an avargae looking webcam pic, i see now that the contest really wasnt about the best pic at all, it was about who has the most friends. so why do the contests even bother with having a type, they all end the same.. imo the comment bombing is just so the person hosting the contest can get their ratings boosted. any REAL contest would be held on ratings and ratings alone..even then its more or less how has the larger friendlist. i probably sound like i just have sour grapes over losing that time, and you know maybe i do a little, i mean after all i put more then 3 seconds into my pics and to lose a contest thats supposed to be based on the quality of your pic, well, ill have to call BS.. i guess its my own fault for thinking a guy could win again
Guys Point Of View
GUYS POINT OF VIEW [ALL GIRLS READ] You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you
Life
I guess I should update so here it goes. I am now single because my ex was stupid. But we are still really good friends. I am still working and not getting enough time to do other things. I am going to be going to michigan in aug. to visit everyone. I cant wait its been along time since we been there. I will get to see someone who is very sweet and who I miss alot. I guess its kinda a good thing my ex screwed up cause now if anything happens with this one guy from back home I wont have to worry of even feel bad for just hanging out with him. But anyways I think thats all the news on me not much of a life huh?!?
Kinda Cool
For all who dont know I had a tumor in my cheek of my face that caused me to lose 4 teeth and my jawbone. So I went for my dental work like 2 weeks ago and a guy came into my room and asked me if it was ok for him to do a story on me since my case was unusual and you dont hear about it so much with people my age. So I told him I didnt mind. well they had to have me sign a paper saying it was ok then he took a picture of the inside of my mouth so they could see what it looked like after it was healed. He is suppose to tell my doctor when it get published so that I can get a copy. I thought it was kinda cool that I was going to in some kinda paper journal thing for my tumor who whould have thought lol
Pineapple Meringue Cake
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup butter, softened * 1-1/4 cups sugar, divided * 4 eggs, separated * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup milk * 3/4 cup chopped walnuts * FILLING: * 1 cup heavy whipping cream * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 can (8 ounces) crushed pineapple, well drained SERVINGS 10-12 CATEGORY Dessert METHOD Baked PREP 30 min. COOK 20 min. TOTAL 50 min. DIRECTIONS In a small mixing bowl, cream butter and 1/2 cup sugar. Add egg yolks and vanilla; mix well. Combine the flour, baking powder and salt; add to creamed mixture alternately with milk. Spread batter over the bottom of two greased and floured 9-in. round baking pans (batter will be about 1/4 in. thick); set aside. In another mixing bowl, beat egg whites on medium speed until soft peaks form. Gradually add remai
Sexiest Cherry Contest **help Me Pic A Pic**
Hey Cherries, I was invited to join a Sexiest Cherry Contest and I don't know which pic to use. Please let me know which one you think that I should use to WIN. Your input is greatly appreciated! Thanks! Bites & Kisses, ~TP
Expressing My Current Feelings With Avatars.
To anyone that reads this....take it as you wish to take it but don't judge me until you know what I've been through!
Love Is A Prison
Love is like a gentle breeze, That flows throughout eternity. Some will find its tender fate, While others find jealousy and hate. Then love will close its humble doors, Leaving many with sores. In thier hearts, forever scarred, Love is a prison without the bars. Sherry D. Parrish Feb. 10, 1985
Apple-ham Grilled Cheese
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup chopped tart apples * 1/3 cup mayonnaise * 1/4 cup finely chopped walnuts * 8 slices process American cheese * 8 slices sourdough bread * 4 slices fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup butter, softened SERVINGS 4 CATEGORY Main Dish METHOD Other stovetop PREP 10 min. COOK 10 min. TOTAL 20 min. DIRECTIONS Combine apples, mayonnaise and walnuts. Place a slice of cheese on four slices of bread. Layer each with 1/3 cup of the apple mixture, a slice of ham and another slice of cheese; cover with remaining bread. Butter the outsides of the sandwiches. Cook in a large skillet over medium heat on each side until bread is golden brown and cheese is melted. Yield: 4 servings.
17 Reasons
Stardate 03-26-2007
Hello All, reporting in for the weekend. I didn't do all that much, worked around the house mostly. I avoided work Saturday, because we weren't as busy as we thought. I miss the overtime, but I did get all my running done early. I've been bouncing around the idea of growing some facial hair. Laziness and this has caused me to have a weeks growth, so there's plenty to shape so I know what it will look like. I'm not sure though, I have dry skin, and it does tend to get itchy. And yes, the gray is overtaking my facial hair, and I don't like it! lol The boy had a lock up this weekend with his fellow thespians. They stayed overnite at school, practiced the play, watched a movie, and ate crap all night long. I picked him up Saturday morning, and he fell asleep in the three minute drive home. I woke him so he could bowl, and then he was off to watch his aunt's play that night. Sunday was spent planting a lilac, and cleaning up the yard. Also worked on organizing the garage. We'r
Untitled
As the night slowly fades away, I sat and wondered what my life meant today. I sat to watch my children play, Listened to the things they say. Those about tose dear to my heart, Especailly those who are far apart. Thought about thelove you give to me, Always there, always free. Now I know that my life today, Was special in so many ways. Sherry D. Parrish Nov. 5, 2003
Best Week
Last week was like a phenomenon for me. I got to spend sometime with someone that means alot to me. I have written things about this wonderful woman many times. But how do you express caring and the fact that I have come to realize after 5 years of knowing her and dating her, how much she means to me. This has happened to me not just last week seeing her. But everytime I see her it becomes difficult when I have to take her home after dinner. Or, leave after spending time watching tv or a movie with her. But, I get very emotional I feel like why did I have to screw up so early in our relationship that at this time in my life. We would become just friends. Instead of the person I should be spending the rest of my life with. I have many other questions, like why did it take 45 years for me to become the person I am becoming today. Or, why today do I feel so lonely, and will I ever find a person like my Best Friend. I don't really know and that is what is so saddening, yet so c
You, And You Alone
You finally read my blogs, while you did not leave me any feedback, I hope you liked them. My emotions and my words seem to meld into one thought you. I don't know what to say in real life some times. I don't know how to say what I want to. I know this is not love, I don't fall that quickly anymore, I know I could love you. And I hope that you could eventually love me. I'm scared at times to tell you how I am feeling, not sure if you want to know, or not sure if it will freak you out. You are what I want, and what gets me through my day. I don't mind not seeing you everyday. When I do it is amazing. I get excited when I am going to see you. It is this feeling I have not had since I was in Highschool. You and I are so alike, that it scares me, how we can maybe help each other achieve each others goals. I'll be there for you whenever you need me to. And I hope that you will return the favor. I hope when I graduate college you are there with signs cheering me on as I grab m
Wow!
I asked Carla to get engaged last night and she said yes!
Looking For A Job
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he Passes a little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman Said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to Draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree makea nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the Same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture That he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere a you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to Represent 99 ?" "Each of DA trees isa dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, And dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to h
5 Words
Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE
A Kiss
BY: Allen ( the most beautiful soul i have seen, thank u my dear for writing this beautiful poem for me) THE KISS I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss!
Driving Lesson No4
Ooh I did good today!! I'm really pleased with myself. Felt much more confident, I'd felt shite after last weeks lesson. The nerves had crept in. Today no nerves, and had a drive round and about the town centre, in the big traffic again. Practising my traffic lights, and road positions. All those little nagging rusty bits, like changing down gears, and dibbing the brakes have gone. My feet are actually feeling more co-ordinated now and all my footwork has been as smooth as sheet ice today! I feel like I'm getting back into the swing of it again, doing more things without having to be reminded to. I still had that bug bear about 4th gear, i.e I forget I'm in 4th and have to look - but after screwing up once, i think by jove I've got it LOL I've enjoyed today, I wasn't in honesty looking forward to it, because I felt like I did so crap last week. I made one cock-up because he found me one of those junctions that I utterly hate!! The ones where you go around the b
Missy Chat Room Is Open
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6461 is a lounge i created all can join all topics are welcome so please come join and lets see how it goes. name is Missy's Chat Room come join missy Lets make this a kick ass lounge, all help is welcome
Sleezey/spineless Fuckers
Ok now can someone tell me what the hell is going on here? Every pic of a chick I see, there are heaps of guys comments saying shit like "hot", "sexy", "beautiful", "gorgeous" blah blah blah. Honestly, if you like a chick, try actually talking to her, works heaps better. Idiot. But what is REALLY disturbing me is that really ugly people, grossly obese people, people who obviously have some type of phsyical disforment, people who are so ugly as to make a grown man cry just by looking at them, are still getting the same sort of comments! I'm sorry have you all gone mad? Wake up and smell the bacon people! If someone is ugly, tell them that! don't sit there and lie to them and tell them they're sexy when they make you want to puke! Lets be honest here, we're all adults..apparently...so lets start acting like adults.
Love
when your in love the whole world is beautiful
Who Is My Crush And Why Do Certian People Say They Are Cock Blocking Me?
The person I have a crush on is the most amazing, most beatiful, and smartest person I have ever know. That person is of course is no other then Piper or as everyone on here knows her as PiperXylon. Yes before you ask any questions I do know Piper in Real Life other then on here and myspace. Also all you guys tht are on here and have sent me messages saying your cock blocking me from Piper keep talking your trash cause Piper knows me and knows I like her as a friend and more but I am not trying to get into her pants unlike all of you guys. Piper deserves more then someone wanting too fuck and too do stuff for her just for a chance at fucking her. I am that unlike you guys who I have had too block and I won't say names but you know who you are. Piper is my friend and me and Piper are taking it slow and waiting till we know each other good enough and until she believes I just want more then sex from her. Cause unlike most of you guys I know of Pipers past and her ex's and how they treat
Holy Shit Lol
PLEAEEEEEEEEEEEEASE I NEED YOUR HELP I AM IN A CONTEST AND THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH 10,000 COMMENTS IT WOULD BE AWESOME IF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD HELP ME GET THIS DONT BY TOMORROW I ONLY NEED 5000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET IT DONE. I WILL BUY ANYONE WHO HELPS ME A BIG PIMPIN GIFT DURING HAPPY HOUR.
The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be
For She Who Doesn't Need To Be Named...
SCREAMIN' JAY HAWKINS|I PUT A SPELL ON YOU i put a spell on you. because you're mine. i can't stand the things that you do. no, no, no i ain't lyin', no. i don't care if you don't want me. 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. i'm yours, yours, yours. i love you, i love you. i love you, i love you. i love you, i love you. i put a spell on you. lord, lord, lord, 'cause you're mine, yeah. i can't stand the things you do when you're foolin' around. i don't care if you want me, 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. i can't stand your foolin' around. i can't ...dsfksdg... i love you, i love you, i love you, you, you. and i don't care if you want me. 'cause i'm yours, yours, yours, anyhow. yeah.
I Wonder...
Those people that you block, and have no life so they continue to check out your profile...What's the point? It's not like they can say anything or rate anything or really do anything... I saw a MUMM on it, and then amazingly enough one of the 3 people i have blocked, is watching my page, lol. It's silly. I don't know what she's trying to accomplish. Hell, I don't know what I'm trying to accomplish by writing this. I'm just bored, lol.
Imagine This
^ aka fat ass stalker says im a racist lmao ok so after posting the kimmy stalker hater list. and people see the truth about them making fake accounts with my add link they change tactics and to spread hate they say im a racist LMAO!!!!!!!!!!by all means since this is clearly harassment and ct dont see it that way feel free to return the 1s back to the people on the haters list.
Oakland Raiders Get New Quarterback
The coach had put together the perfect team for the Oakland Raiders, the only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory. Then one night while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene and in one corner of the background, he spotted a young Afghan soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 100 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then hit a passing car going 80 miles per hour. I've got to get this guy!" the coach said to himself. "He has the perfect arm!" So he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the great game of football ....... and sure enough the Raiders go on to win the Super Bowl. The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the Coach asks him what he wants, all the young man wants to do is call his mother. "Mom," he says into the phone, "I
Songs Updated For Old Folks
Songs updated for our later years: * Herman's Hermits - Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker. * Ringo Starr - I Get By With a Little Help From Depends. * The Bee Gees - How Can You Mend a Broken Hip? * Bobby Darin - Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash. * Roberta Flack - The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face. * Johnny Nash - I Can't See Clearly Now. * Paul Simon - Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver * The Commodores - Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom. * Marvin Gaye - Heard It Through the Grape Nuts. * Procol Harum - A Whiter Shade of Hair. * Leo Sayer - You Make Me Feel Like Napping. * The Temptations - Papa's Got a Kidney Stone. * Abba - Denture Queen. * Tony Orlando - Knock Three Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me Fall. * Helen Reddy - I Am Woman, Hear Me Snore. * Leslie Gore - It's My Procedure, and I'll Cry If I Want To. * Willie Nelson - On the Commode Again
Im Sick Of Helping Others And Not Getting It Returned
OK, first off i want to let all know that i have busted my ass in helping all others with there contest pics. I also belong to 4 different comment bomb family's as well. 1. Comment bomb Squad *28 2. Confederate bombers of ct 3. CT ShadowBomer 4. Round table bombers You know with me in all these different familys you would think i would get some love from these people. well i have been helping all others and getting nothing in return. here are all the contests and blast giveaways im in, and im so far behind that i might as well forget it. FOR THIS ONE I NEED TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS BY END OF MAY FOR THIS ONE I NEED 25,000 COMMENTS BY JULY 1 THIS ONE STARTS TODAY AT NOON(3/26/2007). WINNER GETS A BLAST THIS CONTEST I WAS ENTERED INTO, AND IT STARTS ON APRIL 1. ITS THE SEXIEST MALE/FEMALE IN UNIFORM CONTEST. FIRST PLACE GETS MONTH BLAST AND ASLO 20,OOO IN GIFTS. THIS ONE I CAN TELL YOU ALL NOW IT WOULD TAKE A MARICAL TO PULL THIS ONE THREW. THIS ONE E
Friends, Family And Fans
Juss to let all muh wonderful friends, family and fans know,I very well could be going to jail today,, hehe. So if you dont hear from me for a few you know I am still alive and kickin juss a little ummmm.... jailed up, I always wanted to have handcuffs used on me,, WOO HOO.. But after all the shit flies, asses are kicked and teeth are knocked out its so gonna be worth it.. Feel free to make a "get exstasy outta jail fund",,lol anyway, love ya guys and talk soon!!! Renee
Too Funny
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Pinhead70%Jason Voorhees70%Freddy Krueger70%Michael Myers65%Leatherface60%Buffalo Bill60%Jigsaw50%Hannibal Lecter45%Captain Spaulding30%Candyman10%
Your Sword Vs. My Dagger
I'm cutting through, you're bleeding out And I would tell the truth, but I can't help myself Red rushes out, dissect this nerve And I'll stop myself before I reach my cell I wasn't asking for the world And you know that I'm not one to follow through All these city streets the people look the same And I can see your face, and I can hear your name I wasn't asking for the world You're stabbing in. Permanent scars And you'll justify it all inside yourself You've finished me, my pulse is gone And you're satisfied to put this all to hell I wasn't asking for the world And you know that I'm not one to follow through All these city streets the people look the same And I can see your face, and I can hear your name I wasn't asking for the world Drink the poison, when you think it's over (Drink the poison) Stabbing yourself, when you think it's too late Tragic endings are your thing, you love them (Tragic endings) You love letting go, the ending's the same Drink the
New Study
Study: Alcohol, Tobacco Worse Than Drugs LONDON -- New "landmark" research finds that alcohol and tobacco are more dangerous than some illegal drugs like marijuana or Ecstasy and should be classified as such in legal systems, according to a new British study. In research published Friday in The Lancet magazine, Professor David Nutt of Britain's Bristol University and colleagues proposed a new framework for the classification of harmful substances, based on the actual risks posed to society. Their ranking listed alcohol and tobacco among the top 10 most dangerous substances. Nutt and colleagues used three factors to determine the harm associated with any drug: the physical harm to the user, the drug's potential for addiction, and the impact on society of drug use. The researchers asked two groups of experts - psychiatrists specializing in addiction and legal or police officials with scientific or medical expertise - to assign scores to 20 different drugs, including heroin, coc
I Have A New Favorite....
CD that is. Silverstein - Discovering the Waterfront. Sick!!! Pick it up if you like screamo. =)
Family
to my cherry tap family and friends hey reach out and send some love to my blood sister who just joined the ct family queenjaxz is who she is. lets show her the love .
"in Memory Of Lenny"
I will be all moved in to my new place this weekand,which is ok I guess, it will be a better environment for my boys!Getting my hair done tomarrow that should be fun.But for the sad stuff my sons geunia pig died last week he was sooooo upset.Sam would get up every morning get him some fresh water,get him out of the cage and sit him in his lap and watch T.V. he called him Lenny (after the wonder pets) I was in tears cause I loved him to a pet in my book is a member of the family.I came home the other night and I knew something was wrong it was late and no vet office was opened so I planned to take him in the morning I held and petted him for hours.In a nut shell he had an upper respitory infection and because geuina pigs are generally prey and not preditors he was masking the fact he was ill.I feel so bad poor baby.We burried him in the back for Sam.Well then Sam wanted a new buddy so I got him one.A female this time with kinky curly hair he named her patches.She looks more like a chipm
I Never Thought About This Before
Until recently I have never thought about what a soldier must go through to protect our country. You don’t think about them being commanded to fight. They have to leave their new wives and children behind to fight never knowing if they are going to return. This did not impact me before not because I am insensitive or anything of that nature but I never knew or had personal contact with anyone that was being deployed. The job I have now…well…all the soldiers leaving Fort Lewis on April 3rd…have called or come in to see me. It is like a slap in the face. They don’t even have to tell me they are leaving…I know they are. One good thing comes from it all…I am one more person that is praying for them and their safe return home to their families. If you read this I ask that you do the same. Have a heart. To all of our soldiers: God Bless you, May HE be by your side and return you home safe!
Civilian Vs Military Girlfrined/wife/so
~Civilian vs. Military Girlfriend/ Wife~ You complain that your boyfriend/ husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him *I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough *My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents *I haven't seen him for 7 months now You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired *We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you *Mine belongs to the government Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend *My boyfriend is trained to kill It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school *He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days You hate hanging up the phon
Long Distance Love
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.
Nsfw
Don't want to cause a commotion my first day here but, what the hell? My naked chest is NSFW but women's boobs hanging out are? I am confused. Oh well, who said the internet was censorship free.
Music Videos
ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN POST VIDEOS ON MY PROFILE?
Would You?
lets see who loves you here ... theres at least one person on your friends or fam list who loves you .... so lets find out ... repost this and see who responds .... :) would you ? ( ) kiss me ( ) hug me ( ) hold me if i cried ( ) chill with me ( ) fight me playfully ( ) take me places ( ) kiss my forehead ( ) watch movies with me do you think ? ( ) i'm pretty ( ) cute ( ) sexy ( ) gorgeous ( ) girlfriend/boyfriend material ( ) lickable now repost :) and see who loves you baby
Forever I'll Wait
Forever I'll Wait I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me to take this pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you
Underwear
*clears throat* There is a lack in them today. That is all.
Camo Contest.... Me
HERE IS A CONTEST THAT I AM IN FOR BEST CAMO OUTFIT... PLEASE GO AND COMMENT BOMB ME... THANK YOU AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR ANYTIME.... JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.. THANKS JEFF
Last Night
aaaakkkkk i'm sorry again, last night i was talking to few of you and due to the storm and thunders we lost power so yes, it came back during the very early more morning and now is all ok, but well, again i'm sorry my day is going kinda busy, many things again to solve and.. *yawns* i'm feeling sleepy i went to rehab this morning and had to wake up early... my leg is a bit better but ankle hurts again :( boohooo happy birthday today to Augusto, my coworker :) 30 years old and he looks like a teenager!! lol how lucky! well i need to continue with few things :) i'll be around and thanks again for all that rated and commented in my blog yesterday with the video of my puppy and me :) xoxo
Comment Bomb Me!!!
I NEED YOUR HELP WITH THIS CONTEST.. I'M SO BEHIND AND NEED TO CATCH UP SO PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME ONLY!!! CLICK PICTURE AND BOMB AWAY
Chapter 18 { Robin Hood
The highroad stretched white and dusty in the hot summer afternoon sun, and the trees stood motionless along the roadside. All across the meadow lands the hot air danced and quivered, and in the limpid waters of the lowland brook, spanned by a little stone bridge, the fish hung motionless above the yellow gravel, and the dragonfly sat quite still, perched upon the sharp tip of a spike of the rushes, with its wings glistening in the sun. Along the road a youth came riding upon a fair milk-white barb, and the folk that he passed stopped and turned and looked after him, for never had so lovely a lad or one so gaily clad been seen in Nottingham before. He could not have been more than sixteen years of age, and was as fair as any maiden. His long yellow hair flowed behind him as he rode along, all clad in silk and velvet, with jewels flashing and dagger jingling against the pommel of the saddle. Thus came the Queen's Page, young Richard Partington, from famous London Town down into Notti
Im In A Contest Come Help, Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To those I have helped in their contest come bomb my pic and bring your friends.........
Psychiatric Eval
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More Shit From Little Johnny
Little Johnny comes in to school one morning wearing a brand new watch. Obviously his best friend little Benny wants to know where the watch is from, so Johnny tells his story: "I was coming from the bathroom to my bedroom when I heard a strange noise from my parents bedroom. I walked in and saw the bouncing up and down. Dad said I could have anything I wanted as long as I didn't tell the family. I asked for a new watch and here it is." Benny decides he wants one too, so night after night he listens outside his parents bedroom for any strange noises and, sure enough, eventually he hears some banging and groaning from the other side of the door. He walks in and catches his parents in the act, so his dad offers him anything he wants to keep quiet about the whole affair. Benny immediately says "I want a watch.". The dad sighs and says: "Alright but go and stand in the corner and don't make a noise."
Out Of My Mind
i am out of my mind.. i have gone off the deep end. i am to a point in my life where nothing matters. i just want to crawl into a deep, dark hole, and curl up into a ball and die. i cant keep going through the shit i am going through, and i cant keep expecting people to listen to me. so i have decided to do something thats very hard for me, and walk away from everyone. i will no longer be calling her to tell her when i am down, i will no longer be getting on msn to tell him when theres something wrong. i will get up and walk away from those that mean the most to me to help them keep there sanity. i dont know what i am going to do at this point, because i have nothing left. i have no where to turn, no where to go, nothing to do. i am about 5 minutes away from calling and quiting my job, 5 minutes away from selling everything i own and just jumping in my car and leaving. except if i do that, i will be going as fast as i can and just slam my car into a tree as hard as i can. i just dont w
C.i.l.f
This is priceless!
To My Friends
FOR MY FRIENDS www.hostdrjack.com I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING FOR MY FRIENDS,THE OLD ONES AND MY NEW ONES..I WASN'T QUITE SURE WHAT TO DO..BUT I DO HOPE THAT YA'LL WILL LIKE THIS..THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON HERE HAVE BEEN GREAT..SOME MORE THAN OTHERS..I HAVE ONLY MET A FEW THAT HAVE JUST BEEN COMPLETE JACKASSES..BUT THE ONES THAT I HAVE PUT IN THIS SLIDE SHOW,HAVE BEEN THE GREATEST..THEY LISTEN TO ME BITCH,GIVE ME ADVICE WHEN I NEED IT,OR JUST SAY HI HOW ARE YOU..SOME ARE A LITTLE CLOSER THAN OTHERS,BUT ALL OF YOU HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL..ITS A PRIVILEDGE TO CALL ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS THOUGH.. SO THIS IS A THANK YOU FROM ME TO YOU!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!! LOVE, TEXAS GIRL
Im Not Rich Bitch Lol
o man.. what a damn mon.. first it started off. with me diving in the freak outside trash can. to get the over of my phone.. and then the damn mailman had to bring me more freaking bills.. awww. im so tempin to write on the bills.. im not rich bitch... and send them back... damn what do they think.. i can pull money out my ass.. will that is my venting lol
Weatherman's Disappointing Performance
This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for two days and a very embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think before she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any...? There was this female news anchor who, the day after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked, "So Bob, where's that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did he have to leave the set, but half the crew did too because they were laughing so hard!
Grown Up Already?
Man, oh man, I just cannot believe that in a couple of months my oldest daughter will be 18 and graduated from high school! I look at pictures of her and she already looks like a woman, very beautiful as well inside and out. I remember all those times when she and I did things together. I wonder if she will have time for me when she is out of the house. She wants her freedom and I understand. We love to be around each other and love to do things together. I know it is hard to have it both ways for her though. I dont want to be her dictator once she graduates but at the same time I dont want to be non-existant to her as well...... Man, I will miss her allot...I am a mama who is in her kids lives in the respect that I love them and want to be around them. She is the type of daughter who likes for me to go shopping with her, out to eat with her. She will even give me a kiss on the cheek or a hug, no matter who is around. She tells me she loves me all the time. She is not
Tennessee Ten Commandments
Maybe this is the way to teach the 10 Commandments today! Maybe then people would "get it" and it wouldn't be construed as 'religious ed'. Tennessee Ten Commandments Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.
Airline Slogans
A guy sitting at an airport bar in Atlanta noticed a beautiful woman sitting next to him. He thought to himself, "Wow, she's so gorgeous she must be a flight attendant. But which airline does she work for?" Hoping to pick her up, he leaned towards her and uttered the Delta slogan, "Love to fly and it shows?" She gave him a blank, confused stare and he immediately thought to himself, "Ooh shit, she doesn't work for Delta." A moment later, another slogan popped into his head. He leaned towards her again, "Something special in the air?" She gave him the same confused look. He mentally kicked himself, and scratched American Airlines off the list. Next he tried the United slogan, "I would really love to fly your friendly skies?" This time the woman turned on him, "What the fuck do you want?" The man smiled, then slumped back in his chair, and said... "Ahhh, Finnair!"
Old Glory® 6 Ft. Telescoping Aluminum Flag Pole Kit - $25.00 - Free Shipping
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May You Live In Perilous Times
A popular Chinese curse, in that language's indirect way, goes "May you live in interesting times." Translated into English, interesting is another way of saying unexpected; we have no idea what exactly will happen, but we know what will characterize those times -- something unlike what we've known before. In this last letter the apostle Paul wrote to Timothy, the young man who joined him at Lystra and was when he read the letter serving as bishop of the church at Ephesus, he offers encouragement and guidance for Timothy to remain a Christian leader and Christian proper (you can't be one without the other) even when the world around him seems to be getting selective regarding both the words of God and in regard to each other. Today's SOCS Bible study, set in 2 Timothy 3, sounds familiar even to those of us not in the church. "This know also, that in the last days [just before Jesus returns to Earth, foretold in Acts 1 and 1 Thessalonians 4] perilous times shall come." Verse one soun
Open My Eyes
Open My Eye I wonder is it all a Dream If I open my eyes will it be the way it was everyone happy again like it used to be If I open my eyes will I ever be happy again I remember the laughs we had but I closed my eyes I hope it will be good only to find sadness will I ever be happy will I always be sad I wonder is it all a dream if I open my eyes will it be normal again what happened to the love all that is left is pain if I open my eyes will it be normal if I could open my eyes maybe things will be better but I can't open my eyes I feel all this pain I want it to go away but it doesn't it stays if only I could open my eyes maybe things will be normal but my eyes wont open they stay shut all I feel is pain noone can help me I just need to open my eyes were is the love there is only pain if only I could open my eyes by Lissa Dumler This poem is being published i'm so proud of her
Beef Brisket With Mop Sauce
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup water * 1/4 cup cider vinegar * 1/4 cup Worcestershire sauce * 1/4 cup ketchup * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 2 tablespoons prepared mustard * 1 fresh beef brisket (3 pounds) SERVINGS 10-12 CATEGORY Main Dish METHOD Baked PREP 20 min. COOK 120 min. TOTAL 140 min. DIRECTIONS In a large saucepan, combine the first seven ingredients. Bring to a boil, stirring constantly. Reduce heat; simmer for 5 minutes, stirring occasionally. Remove from the heat. Place the brisket in a shallow roasting pan; pour sauce over the top. Cover and bake at 350° for 2 to 2-1/2 hours or until meat is tender. Let stand for 5 minutes. Thinly slice meat across the grain. Yield: 10-12 servings. Editor's Note: This is a fresh beef brisket, not corned beef. The meat comes from the first cut of the brisket.
Great Truths!
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fibe
Hurry Still Spots Open =)win A 3 Day Blast
There are still spots open in the BTW contest , entry details and Prizes can be found in this blog folder =) Pls enter soon =) And Good Luck to all the contestants
Moon
the moon is so bright some say you can see the man in the moon when its full you can see the man in the moon smiling down at you the moon shines down at you the moon can bring a smile to your face the moonlight makes you glow the moon is so bright its your light in the dark it brings a smile to your face by Melissa Dumler
2 Crushes?
I want to know who they are:P
All Ladie's Welcome =)
Ok ladies i will be holding a BTW (beautifully Thick Woman)of CT contest . Sexy Pic's are incouraged , but no nudity pls . First place will be a 3 day Blast provided by Yours truly finisher1269. All contestants will recieve at the end of the contest a dozen roses just for entering . all woman are welcome , thick or not . Entering is simple , send a link to the pic of yourself that you would like to eneter , i will come rip it and add it to the contest , contest will start April 1st at 7pm CST and run till April 15th at 7pm CST . So send me a link and gather your friends , comment bombing is encouraged even if u have to do it yourself =) Thank you for your time *MUAH* STILL SPOTS OPEN enter before April 1st at 7pm =)
Clouds
clouds make up alot of things look out for what you can see clouds can be beautiful clouds can be scary when they bring storms but after the storm passes the sky is beautiful with all the different clouds can make so many different things by Melissa Dumler
If I Was To Die
If I was to die would you even care would you cry if I was to die what would you say about it would you miss me if I was to die would you forgive me for the things I have done if I was to die would you still love my family would you still love me if I was to die would you miss me would you say things if I was to die would you love the things I have done would you forgive me for the things I didn't do right if I was to die would you love the choices I have made or would you hate me for them if I was to die would you cry would you even care that I was gone when I die what will you do? by Melissa Dumler
Im In A Bbw Contest Help Me Out Anyone Out There?
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We Can Laugh About It Now.
Remember that time you sold my pants to a band of gypsies? That was pretty funny. At least until they tied me up with them and beat me senseless.
Tattoos And Piercing Hotties,,,contest Has Begun
THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST.HAS BEGUN TODAY ON MARCH 26TH OF MARCH AND IT WILL LAST TILL MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO
Just Me..pissed Off Worried... A Bit Unsane At The Moment
If this makes no sense just deal with it. I'm on the edge and one more push will see me fall... I don't know wich is worst-- the worrie or the anger...Or the fear i must admit is there. This all seems a nightmeare yet I cannot wake up. To make it short my wife to be is in the hospital. She's been admitted. Yeah more bleeding. Yeah the fact slaped us in the face that we just may lose this baby. Yes, I said we. I'm home only long enough to shower n change.I won't be leaveing her side after this.I just needed to make sure my housemates made it back so I didn't relie on CC to watch there kids for to long. They're home so I'm going back. And OMG! My anger grew!!The bitch cunt that is responsable for this whole thing had brass balls and showed up here.She was esquarted off the esstate by the body guards my one housemate has. To bad they didn't just allow the dobbi's to rip her apart.I know that sounds cold n crule. She deserves no mercy. And my rage is earned fully. The hate I feel I'
Heavier Than A Nun's Cock.
Just a list of movies I need to watch again... ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOOS NEST CITIZEN KANE ERASERHEAD LOST HIGHWAY (as soon as it arrives) BLUE VELVET A CLOCKWORK ORANGE 2001 DR. STRANGELOVE NIGHTMARE BEFORE XMAS IGBY GOES DOWN THE WALL TOMMY LIFE AS A HOUSE AMERICAN BEAUTY CRUEL INTENTIONS And I need to start writing some shit...... like hard core. I need to get back to my writing. Like a motherfucker. And photographing. Woot. And guitar... and yeah. Shit like that. I need to get the fuck off the 'puter and the fuck out of bed. And I need to quit fucking myself.... PS. I also need to quit fucking around and evolve already....... I need to quit doing what I'm doing, and start doing what I'm not doing. I need to get back to where I was two years ago. Somewhat stable, mentally, and fucking doGlike. scratch around the brim. i let my mind give in the crowd begins to grin but they seem to scream when darkness fills my eyes BUT most of all, I need to wri
Kiss Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. [Chorus:] Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing em upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
300-im Masterbating Already
just got back in from seeing the movie 300. I LOVE this movie. And no-it had nothing to with the Men running around half dressed with 6 packs or my lust for gore and violence....okay maybe it did. Just looking at those warriors running around, maiming and killing-I swear I couldn't get any wetter...Maybe thats why I like soldiers so much :) This movie was greaat even though apparently there was a little controversy regarding the way some of the tribes (Persians) were portrayed. Either way, the movie was hot to death-and what would we expect from the Man who bought us Sin City? (Jessica Alba in Chaps anyone?) Later people!
So Called Family
they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they say things about you tell people lies they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they do things that they know will hurt you they do thing to hurt your feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they go behind your back telling everyone lies just to get them to hate you so called family they only want to hurt you they only want to cause you pain they don't want to see you happy they want to see the pain they have no feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends if they really cared they would help you when your down they would care for you when you are ill or are not happy they say they are your family they say they are your friends they are no family of mine by Melissa Dumler
Map
I put a map on my profile courtesy of slide.com. Feel free to add a picture and pin yourself on it...Thanks
Your Oblivion
I am the insignificant object Too worn and battered to earn your affection I am the excuse so overly exhausted The mark of contempt for those who surround you I am the diversion at your convenience To help you forget the dreaded anticipation of inevitable isolation I am nothing until you’re abandoned I am your oblivion
Get To Know Me
you may think that you know me but in reality you don't know a thing maybe if you got to know me you will see there is more to me than what you think just take the time yo get to know me for me and not what everyone else thinks you may come to find that i am a really kind and caring person but you can't see that through your eyes you just have to take the time to get to know me and see i ca re just know that i have feelings to you are not the only one in this world who does it hurts to know you can't trust me just take the time and get to know me for me.. By Melissa Dumler
"p.s. Momma"
"P.S. MOMMA" Hey Momma this is me, your little baby boy. I miss my G.I. Joe's and the rest of my toys. But I'm at camp right now with all the other boys. And I made a new friend and his name is Roy. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma.............here's you a smile. Hey momma this is me, and Roy say's to say hi. Two more weeks of basic and we'll both earn our stripes! Thanks for all of your letters they helped me to get by. And I'm sorry this is short, but they don't give us much time. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma...........here's you a smile. Hey Momma this is me, fro
Master
Master I will trust to you, My heart, my soul, my form, I trust you to take care of them, And do no lasting harm, To use the many tools you have, And bend me to your will, Take me through pain to pleasure, With artistry and skill. Master I will yield to you, My body's yours to own, A plaything and an instrument - Sweet music of my moans. My skin is but a canvas, To paint with stripe and bruise, I give to you my fullest trust, And pray it's not abused. Master tie me now with ropes, And send me to sub-space, Away from harsh reality, To my private, inner place; I give to you my mind and form, And this of my free will, For you to cherish as your own, And do no harm nor ill.
My Friends
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Who Said??
Under the Lamp left standing under the lamp burning through my skull cant move nailed to the floor chained from the ceiling made to stand there under the lamp burning a hole feeling the blood drip down whats left of my hair over my face standing there unable to move laughing voices chains are pulled tighter more nails to hold me in place my last breath ~me~
Stay Wth Me
Stay with me tonight You see the blackness makes me cold I do not demand your love I just need someone to hold I am tired of always smiling Sometimes I need to cry I do not demand you listen But is it possible you could try For my weakness lays in the shadows Strength will surely find me come daylight I do not demand eternity Just stay with me tonight
Lesson Learnt..carrie Underwood
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, But it don't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. [Chorus:] And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made, Some chances I just threw away, Some roads, I never should've taken, Been some signs I didn't see, Hearts that I hurt needlessly, Some wounds, That I wish I could have one more chance to mend, But it don't make no difference, The past can't be rewritt
Do You Know How Many Of Those Fucking Harry Potter Movies I've Been Forced To Sit Through?
Too fucking many at this point. I don't god damned like fucking harry potter. I like harry potter as much as I like halloween movies. At least Mike Myers kills people. Seriously, I don't care abou the prepubescent antics of some fucking bespeckled wizard. Its not interesting. Shit when I was a kid I was reading about adults do you suddenly believe I will find the actions of children at school, regardless of the fact that it is a school for wizards, at least somewhat interesting. The only thing gaining my interest is the eventual porn career of whats her face when she grows a pair. Thats funny. Thats just droll. Seriously, how many god damned stereotypes did the woman have to put into her tales of the boy wizard. Doesn't that just sound gay? Seriously, Harry Potter boy wizard to save the day. Do you want to know one of the reasons I love horror movies. Stupid people get theirs. I am not a genius, but at the same time I know for a fact that I am quite far from stupid. I m
Watch The Entrance Of The Conflagration...
Yes...now in its 15th week, this weeks song is...ENTRANCE OF THE CONFLAGRATION by Trivium Song Name - Entrance Of The Conflagration Artist - Trivium Album - The Crusade Song Number - 3 of 13 Song Length - 4:35 Lyrics A common woman Lives by The Bible Wed-locked a prison Of antiquation Brings life to the earth While losing her mind Trying suicide Hallucinating Satan Forcing her own blood down Beneath the waters to drown Lying dead with eyes wide open Spiraling downward Refusing all help Self-mutilation Neglects the children Dagger licks her neck Desiring escape Succumbing Satan Robbed by the seventh deadly sin Forcing her own blood down Beneath the waters to drown Lying dead with eyes wide open Believing Satan was inside Ordering to abide To destroy her cursed children Entrance of the Conflagration Entrance of the Conflagration Go! Conditions worsen Searching for answers In holy scriptures Systematic plan Water fills the tub
Missing The Fun, Dj Darkice On Now, Come Check Her Out And Request Some Tunes
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General Knmowledge
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?as If... How big is your bed?King What are you listening to right now?Paul Oakenfold What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?1423 What was the last thing you ate?Turkey Last person you hugged?Jessika How is the weather right now?Sunny & Clear Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?Evelyn What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?Legs & Ass Favorite type of Food.Chinese/Italian Do you want children?Already have 1 Do you drink?occasionally Ever get so drunk you don\'t remember the entire night?No Hair color?Black Eye colour?Brown Do you wear contacts/glasses?For Reading Favorite holiday?Don\'t Have One Favorite Season?Winter Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
Chapter Six
SIX Marksmanship with the M-16 rifle was one of things that I excelled at. I’d learned how to shoot using my Granddaddy’s .22 rifle back on the farm. The old school .22 rifles, like the one my granddaddy owned, didn’t have adjustable sights, so Granddaddy had taught me how to shoot using Kentucky Windage. This meant that I fired at a target, and then figured out if I was low or high, left or right, and adjusted my aim from there. I adjusted where I aimed to hit what I wanted. The M-16 rifle, however, has adjustable sights. This meant that I fired three shots, called a grouping, figured out if I was high, low, left, or right, and then adjusted the sights accordingly. With sight adjustment I always fired at the exact same spot, and then adjusted the sights, until I hit that spot. This process of firing groupings and adjusting sights is known as zeroing. Kentucky Windage and sight adjustment are two completely different things, as you can tell. I can do both. However, I can zero wit
Baby Check-up
So, I got another ultrasound today to determine if the baby was in the right position.. It turns out the baby is but we still can't tell what the baby's sex is. it had it's legs crossed and scrunched up. The pictures they took are so cute though. Three face pictures (two where the baby was sucking it's thumb) and one picture of the baby digging it's heel into me... Everything seems developed and they didn't change my due date. I have had no problems thoughout this entire pregnancy.. not even morning sickness and it's just a matter of time until I pop...
Something I Wrote Seasons For Australia Written By Bruce
Seasons For Australia written by Bruce Romanis Autumn/Fall is 1st of March to 31st of May Winter is 1st of June to 31st of August Spring is 1st of September to 30th of November Summer is 1st of December to 28th or 29th of February So here’s some tips for the seasons when travelers visit Australia so everybody doesn’t get confused from Bruce.
Injury
Becoming incapacitated by injury during a dream is fairly common, especially if you perceive yourself as operating out of a power deficit in waking life. Many times, people feel as though advantages lie outside themselves or with others, and see themselves as handicapped. The cause of the injury (means and inflictor) tells a lot about the significance of the injury as a dream symbol. If the wound is self inflicted or accidental, there may be a sense in which you are tripping yourself up by engaging in self-defeating behaviors. If the wound is inflicted by someone else and is intentional and malicious, others may be preventing you from reaching your potential. Of course the wound, its care, and the consequences from it also mean much. If you continue dreaming after the wound occurs, what are you unable to do that is normally classified as an essential activity? Are you able to repel the attacker and treat the wound successfully?
Part 2
Well i was telling about some thing. At 18 years old i was an runaway. I had luck the police brought me to an Runawayhome for children i was barely old enough to get in there. There an new world was opening up, from an family where an father dictate all in the wide open world. Well i shed some tears and soon i would fall in an new world called Drugs. I started with some pot, was good flying high. And soon we tryed ways to get stoned faster. Soon i was addicted, yes you can get addicted to pot. I went out to some places and i met some bikers. They were doing speed. Very interesting (Not all bikers do speed so dont blame it on the biker, blame it on me i did it) Speed what an rush. What an energy and i could drink so much with speed in my system. Normal give me an beer and i will fall asleep. After speed Cocaine, after Cocaine xtc, speedpills, Stamps (paper with hallucinating shit), Crack i did once to, was very sick the next day, never did it again, smoking heroin. The li
Answer This For Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex..."
Only Thing Ive Been Good At
A Walk In The Woods...
It is a beautiful autumn day and my love and I decide to take a walk before the air turns cool. The air is crisp, with the promise of winter just around the corner, the sky is a beautiful blue. The birds are singing to each other in their voice of eternal search. As we walk hand in hand through the dense forest, we occasionally stop to kiss and hug each other, neither willing or able to let the other out of reach. We can't stop touching and tasting, teasing each other with little looks and knowing smiles. As we pass a sparkling brook, you grab a hold of my arm and pull me toward you, crushing my lips with yours. The deepness of the kiss robs my breath adn steals my heart once again, the way you always do. I wrap my arms around you, deepening the kiss. I want to fel what I always do, you deep inside me, deeper than anyone else can reach. All the way to my soul, where you already reside. You slowly lower me to the soft, leaf-covered ground, never breaking our connection to ea
Help!!!
i have just over 3200 pts to level i need your help so i can add more pics for you all to enjoy!!!
My Resume Part 2
Saturday Night... same Drill... brothers go to bed at 10.. fun begins at 10:30! After 5 minutes of kissing Viki says, "I swear to God if you ever say a word...." In typical teen fashion I roll my eyes and swear to all that i hold holy that I wont utter a peep! She smiles and in one fell swoop... off comes her t-shirt and she reaches for her bra... "Well? Take your clothes off" she said releasing those beautiful orbs into view for the first time. I thought I would pass out when the blood left my brain and headed southward so fast! The only thing headed south any faster were my jean shorts and tidy whiteys! I believe I just might have broken the speed of sound I ripped them off so fast. I looked down at the floor to fumble them off of my feet and when I looked up... there she was.... naked. I swallowed hard... this was it... HOME RUN! I mean... what did I know about sex? As far as i knew... I had just HAD sex! She stepped towards me and for the first time I realized th
You're Under Arrest And....
YOU'RE UNDER ARREST AND.... 1. No, I don't know who you are 2. No, I don't care who you know 3. Yes, you do pay my salary 4. Yes, you can have my job 5. No, I don't have anything better to do 6. Yes, I arrest real criminals sometimes 7. No, I'm not picking on you because you're________________ 8. No, I can't give you a break 9. No, I don't know your friend, Officer____________ 10. Yes, you will be able to make a phone call 11. Yes, you probably will never do it again 12. No, we can't talk about it 13. Yes, it does make me happy 14. Yes, you will see me in court Your Arresting Officer
Cinderella No More
empty walls... it's amazing how home can reflect who you are. sitting in the dark, the lonely dusk envelops me, i used to be such a beacon. my glass slipper was shattered, the pieces swept away in disrepair... lying in the trash somewhere... it got thrown away long ago. and no one knows that but me. my hair falls around my face, knots and frizz for days clouding my sight... but what's the point anymore? no one sees beyond face value... and my face value deteriorates by the day. how sad to wrap yourself in an existence that's lost its meaning...
Infamous Predictions
This was sent to me by a friend of mine and i thought I would share it with you. Enjoy. "Man will never reach the moon regardless of all future scientific advances." -- Dr. Lee DeForest, "Father of Radio & Grandfather of Television." "The bomb will never go off. I speak as an expert in explosives." - - Admiral William Leahy, US Atomic Bomb Project "There is no likelihood man can ever tap the power of the atom." -- Robert Millikan, Nobel Prize in Physics, 1923 "Computers in the future may weigh no more than 1.5 tons." -- Popular Mechanics, forecasting the relentless march of science, 1949 "I think there is a world market for maybe five computers." -- Thomas Watson, chairman of IBM, 1943 "I have traveled the length and breadth of this country and talked with the best people, and I can assure you that data processing is a fad that won't last out the year." -- The editor in charge of business books for Prentice Hall, 1957 "But what ... is it good for?
The Tree
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Another Friend Has Signed Up...
Please give my friend who just signed up a friendly Cherry Tap welcome.... Wildchild@ CherryTAP Thanks so much !
The Knight
THE KNIGHT HE SAVES ME, TALKS TO ME IN THE MOST GENTLEST WAY, THE KNIGHT IS MY FRIEND, I MINCE NO WORDS OR HAVE TO PRETEND, MY KNIGHT IS HONEST AND BLUE EYED, AND I AM NEVER AFRAID TO TALK TO MY KNIGHT, HE TURNS THE DARKNESS INTO LIGHT, BY JUST A KIND WORD OR A SMILE, HE JUST DOESNT KNOW HOW IMPORTANT HE IS TO ME, AND YET WE NEED EACH OTHER, HE CALMS MY SOUL, AND THE ONE I DREAM OF AT NIGHT, HE RESCUES ME IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY HE CAN,EVEN WHEN I DON'T THINK I NEED IT, HE WILL DEFEND ME IN A FIGHT, AND HE IS MY KNIGHT.
A Conundrum
1 says one thing about2,2 says another thing about1,both facts are presented to 3 to determine truth,which lies somewhere between 1and 2s perspectives.so,3 must use loaded questions and innuendos to determine who is trying to play him,and who is the false prophet.it was all so much easier in cali
Whats Your Sign?
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. It's worth reading to the end! Those of you who have worked with attorneys will find this very easy to understand.... ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. _______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And i
His First Contest
go show this guy some luvs in his first contest he is in the sexiest eyes contest click the pic and go
Gay Ass Des[perate Guys
fuck all these bitch ass guys that hit on my girlfriend.....its fuckin low life fuckers like you that ruin relationships and die alone. i know damn well im in love and that its true kinda funny how many sad ass lonely bitches come on here blow my girls shit up. FUCK OFF AND DIE BITCH ASS PUNK MOTHER FUCKERS!!
12 Cherry Steps For The Addict
1.ADMIT you are an addict,then youcan recieve help 2.stop randomly rating and fanning based on pics-it bugs people who post to be disregarded because youre more interested in their nsfw pics than their inner mind 3.you know your an addict when the first thing u do is log on just to check your messeges n comments! go out and actually get a life is a great idea thats what i need to do.. or maybe a vacation 4.when mumming,why say this has been done?so youve read it-yay-give others there space to read and have fun as well you assholes 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. im out of ideas,so feel free to add your insights-i read and cherish every utterance
Hi Friends!
Ok, so I got one of those neat little voice message boxes on my page. I want some damn messages in there. Please. Thanks, freaks. ;)
Why
CAN SOMEONE ON HERE PLEASE TELL ME WHY PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE TO LIE AND NOT BE THEMSELF.WHY CANT THEY BE THEM SELF AND TELL THE TRUTH. CAUSE I KNOW ONE GUY ON HERE THAT HIS WHOLE PROFILE IS A LIE. CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH. HE SAID THAT HE LOVES HIS KIDS BUT HE REALLY DONT CAUSE IF HE DID HE WOULD NOT YELL , HIT, PULL THERE HAIR. AND SAYING THAT HE IS A PERFECT GENTELMAN HE TREAT WOMAN THE WAY THAT THEY SHOULD BE TREATED. THAT IS A LIE THE ONLY REASON WHY HE MARRIED MY SISTER IS SO HIS CHURCH WOULD HELP THEM OUT.
Life's Curveballs
When life throws you a curveball what do you do? I don't mean some minor curveball like a pimple before a dance...I mean a major curveball like losing the things you care about because they weren't truthfull or because of whatever or whoever came into the picture and screwed things up. Why do I have to suffer and go through nine kinds of hell. I just don't understand why life has to be so damn difficult. I guess it is like I have always said..."Life's a bitch...then we die"
Finnally Got A Wicked Compter
just got it friday and just finnally figureing stuff out trying to get stuff off old hrd d4rive but i lost my windows cd and i got blue screen of death so i hope my buddy sti got his just wondering can i use a xp home cd with a ex pro number let me know thanks ps have a great monday Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Greetings Graphics and Images
Sex Excerise
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen
Profanity Is Nsfw?
from a bulletin i saw... === '† PHANTOM †' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 13:42:47'.. > > im being told now that profanity is nsfw.sorry. > === ' why on earth are they taking away all the joys of this site? seems to me maybe they are trying to lose members or just wanna be as bad as myspace. i don't get all of it and it really pisses me off!!!
Beginning
first off i should say that i got this car from a hack master. meaning that he hacked the hell out of this car. at first i'm goin gto do the things i can without sinking any money into it, wiring, aligning the panels, pounding out the dents and such. i'm also going to do lil customizing touches to it. good thing i went to school for that garbage. the car in this series of blogs is a 1993 pontiac grand am. i'm nick naming it the damn. i even plan on making the emblems to say GRAND DAMN, and even registering it at that. imagine those tickets lmao. the car i'm getting my parts from is a pontiac a-6000. yes i know there's not many that can used normally but there is still plenty in the a-6000. what i did today was soldering on the correct plugs for the speakers in the rear. i also marked up where to drill the holes for the 6x9's in the rear dash. i also pulled out the center consol of the damn so i can put a speaker in the front of it. making it have 5 speakers for now. i'm also mold
For You Haters
Call Me
Don't call me Trigger love, Don't call me Casanova Just call me on the phone and baby come on over When you need someone to make love, like a Man! Def Lepard
Our Heroes
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours. -ARMYGIRLKATZ- ArmyGirlKatz The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro
I Only Want To Be With You
SOME DAYS GO BY SO FAST, I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY WENT... BUT BECAUSE OF YOU MY NIGHTS ARE SLOW AND WONDERFUL WHERTER WE JUST CHILL ON THE COUCH OR GO OUT ON THE TOWN WHETER IT'S DINNER AT THE TABLE OR LONG. SLOW KISSES IN THE BEDROOM MOMENTS WITH YOU LINGER ON INTO THE NEXT DAY, AS IF THEY CAN THINK OF NO BETTER PLACE TO BE. AND NEITHER CAN I
It Will Only Take A Minute
PLEASE GO RATE, FAN AND ADD THIS GIRL SHE IS AWESOME AND HELPS OUT SO MUCH. SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE. ~~~TxBrat~~~@ CherryTAP
His Kiss
We stood in the doorway, his hands on my waist, the clock ticking loudly almost in haste. He moved in closer,his eyes locked in mine, I long for his kiss for just a moment in time. His lips meet mine and I feel the sensation, no longer must I wait to give in to sweet tempation. My knees go weak, my palms become sweaty, I go back to that place I have been so many times already. The world disappears, all that is left is him and I, and as we pull away I feel as though I can fly..
3/14/07
Wrote this as a performance piece for if I ever get back around to that poetry club I used to go to. Might never perform it but *shrugs* maybe someday. 3/14/07 3:02pm This is supposed to be read aloud very fast almost like rapping but with handmovements and speed changes where appropriate. The speed is important because it gives the listener a feeling of disorientation and completion. Follow speed/action cues when reading. (normal speed)Every relationship the same thoughts- - (normal, speeding up to med fast)am I really as beautiful as he says or is it a ploy by another little boy trying to get his game on and score one for the team in the corner with their [cup holding] booze and water making me hot under the collar [pull collar of shirt]. (normal, speeding up)Is he as real as he says or is this just a haze of false hope on which I choke [hold neck] with another toke [universal smoking sign] on the beautiful dreams bong as we sing along to beautiful music [dance fingers in
Single & Sad
This sucks royally! I have been single for almost a year...and NO SEX since August. This is really getting annoying. But I guess it is partially my fault. Getting ready to get divorced at 23 years old, 4 1/2 year old disabled child, and litterally no time to go out and find a responsible & gorgeous man. This blows big time!!!! It really sucks. No man this day and age wants to deal with a child who is disabled, let alone be with a woman who isn't a toothpick, and not a perfect beauty. I may not be drop dead gorgeous, but I know that I am beautiful in my own way. I am a natural beauty, and I am curvy. I have a great mind, I have a good singing voice, I'm a pretty good artist, I'm funny, loving, caring, sarcastic, and witty. I love movies and music and most of the time I am down for anything. I just wish I knew what I could do to make myself more attractive to a guy who could actually care about me for me.
Just A Little Something That My Local Friends Will Be Happy To Know About. . .
You guys were right. I should have never even tried to make it on my own in Lexington. I just don't know why it took this bullshit to make me realize how stupid I've been. I can't begin to tell all of you how sorry I am. Anyhow, I'll be online a little more frequent now. . . Whoopie I suppose. Eh. Add me on yahoo if you like. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams
A Single Leaf Falls
The tree grows and on the tree is a leaf The leaf is content to grow in the love and shelter Feeding off the tree giving the tree life The leaf lives its whole happy life Something happens something changes The leaf feels a bit cut off something is wrong An anger comes over the leaf How can you take that away How can you leave me alone The leaf's anger forces its way to the surface The anger beats red in its veins The anger begins to turn to an ugly brown despair A suffocation begins Its connection to this life it has known becomes tenuous The leaf feels a falling sensation Will it recover will it live can it regain its grip on reality A slow descent into an unknown underworld Falling with no control over where it lands No control over what it does It falls catches a deceptively gentle landing A river of hope... no, a river of despair The swirling waters take hold of the gentle leaf Forcing this lonely traveler at the
A New Place
Well, its been 6 years since i joined the navy and i have seen a lot of things and done a lot of stuff. From launching missles into iraq and doing security operations in and around the oil platforms and in the river, to chasing pirates of somalia. All these things were hard but the hardest thing i have had to face is coming up around the bend. On Friday i become a Navy Recruiter. and on saturday morning i begin the long trek to my new home of helena, MT. its going to be a great trip and i will keep you posted
Lost Soul
My lost soul Help me catch my soul Out in this world of despair My lost soul is out there Love has set my soul free I wish it would come back to me There is nothing I can do I wish I had never loved you I played the fool This game is so cruel It never lets you win In the end, you lose again This life can be as black as coal Damn! Where is my soul?
Your Lips
Fingertips Slipping over my skin. So gracefully, You send chills through me. Lips pressing closer, You know I love you. I say it again though, because its true. While you kiss my neck, I run my hand Over you. Pausing in my touch. You breath so sweet As you speak to me. Pressing to me You pause a moment. Kissing my lips, You're so gentle And kind. I can move again, Gliding my hands I press them to your cheeks. Holding your face I kiss your lips, Those sweet lips. Don't leave me Whatever you do. Please keep me...
Just Take Me And Love Me
The warmth. my body with yours. candles everywhere, the only things That keep us warm... Our bodies, The candles, And our love. Your touch on me, Mine on you. The sweetness of us, Openness and together. Holding me to you, While you do the same, Our bodies close And pressing. the love not stopping ceasing or stalling. You take me, Love me For everything I am. This is what I want, I want you, I know you want me too. So take me, Take me - And Love me...
Cherish You
Copyright 2006-2007 I have to cherish you I appreciate your passion Things you have shown me You gave me something unmentioned You have challenged me Please believe me I am taking it Where it should be I am returning to myself I can offer my heart I will show you my soul I wish to embrace your presence I appreciate your warm heart Showing me the path I must take Back to myself Just a poem I wrote in 2006 and finished 2007 I know I know its small but my writing only comes in small amounts lol lo ll............. i get blocked often blah albhq albqahbhahadjfajdfd
If We Had Sex...
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex
Proud Of My Broken Heart
Proud of my broken heart, since thou didst break it. Proud of the pain, I did not feel ‘till thee. Proud of my night, since thou, with moons, dos't shake it. Not to partake thy passion, -my humility
Our First Kiss
The sweetness of your lips, engraved upon mine. eyes dipped in luster, reflects colors of life. in cold severe winters, spring dances on your cheeks. your merciless blinking eyes, took my heart away. your first kiss to me, intoxicated my life.
I Didn't Write This But Omg..ha Ha
I want to fuck you beside railroad tracks as freight trains thunder past manmade wind and noise and oil perfume and the kinetic rush of a thousand thousand tons gliding and screeching past the feel of the earth rumbling beneath us. I want to fuck you near Cape Canaveral as the shuttle reaches and roars toward the sky. I want to fuck you in sight and sound and taste of ocean mountains, prairie, desert, glacier in the deepest primeval forest during a raging lighting-storm near the Grand Canyon on the moon. I want to fuck you in the magic sphere of Nature's vast power flowing within and between us. I want to fuck you during an earthquake near a roaring volcano in the midst of a hurricane and tsunami. I want to own my own home and gather all the internal strength I'd feel there then you come to me unannounced in the night or afternoon when we haven't seen one another in days, weeks, months, years.... I want you to devour me and me to devour y
My Background
I changed my background everyone let me know what ya think ok
The True Story Of The Conflict Diamonds
General Assembly adopts resolution on "conflict diamonds" Crucial issue in fuelling wars On 1 December 2000, the United Nations General Assembly adopted, unanimously, a resolution on the role of diamonds in fuelling conflict, breaking the link between the illicit transaction of rough diamonds and armed conflict, as a contribution to prevention and settlement of conflicts (A/RES/55/56). In taking up this agenda item, the General Assembly recognized that conflict diamonds are a crucial factor in prolonging brutal wars in parts of Africa, and underscored that legitimate diamonds contribute to prosperity and development elsewhere on the continent. In Angola and Sierra Leone, conflict diamonds continue to fund the rebel groups, the National Union for the Total Independence of Angola (UNITA) and the Revolutionary United Front (RUF), both of which are acting in contravention of the international community's objectives of restoring peace in the two countries. What is a conflict diamond
Contests!!
Why in the hell can members of a bomb squad can be in a contest? Does this seem fair to those that are'nt on one? Just wanting to understand? If you know, please tell me!!!
Splenda
Just a word of warning. be careful of it as the last few times i have used it i ended up having a reaction to it and ended up going to hospital because of bad nausea
Here I Am.
well my wife finally got me over at CT. hi everyone.
Marisa--true Story
IN NOVEMBER,2006 I MET THIS BRAZILIAN WOMAN NAMED MARISA,SHE WAS 28 AT THE TIME AND VERY INTO WOMEN,WE SPARKED A CONVERSATION IN A LITTLE COFFEE SHOP,IN A TOWN NAMED OLYMPIA,MY STATES CAPITOL,WE HIT IT OFF INSTANTLY,AND CAME BACK TO MY HOMETOWN WITH ME ON MY WAY BACK FROM ONE OF MY TRIPS,I ALWAYS FIND THE MOST INTRESTING PEOPLE WHEN I TRAVEL ALONE,THIS IS ONE OF THEM,SHE HAD LONG JET BLACK HAIR PULLED BACK IN A PONYTAIL,GREEN EYES,&I MEMORIZED EVERY DETAIL ABOUT HER,HER SMILE,HER LAUGH~HER BODY,135 POUNDS TAN,TIGHT FITTING BLACK JEANS,AND A RED T-SHIRT,WE WENT OUT FOR DRINKS I HAD A DRINK CALLED A "SEX ON THE RANCH" IT TASTED LIKE A WATERMELON JOLLY RANCHER,---GOOD FOR ME,MARISA HAD A LONG ISLAND ICED TEA,WE ONLY HAD A FEW DRINKS BEFORE,WE WENT AND RENTED A HOTEL,AND MARISA BROUGHT HER BAG OF TOYS AND THINGS,SHE OPENED HER BAG,AND SAID PERFUME,"SCENT MAKES THE WOMAN"THE SCENT SHE WORE WAS CALLED FIRE&ICE AND TO ME,THAT SOUNDS SO HOT!!!JUST AS SHE WAS HOT,SO WE SWAPPED SOME LIP GLOSSES
Kitty Hospital
My kitty had to be taken to the emergency vet tonight. He has a blockage in his bladder & intestines. Going to be over $2500 to getting him feeling better. We're hoping he won't need surgery. Please say a little prayer for him. I've had Nibbler since he was 3 wks old. Tnx!
Mmmmmm Brains
There is no light at the end of the tunnel But there is a flash at the muzzle of the barrel Gloriously self-terminate before I foul I’m covered in mold and I’m sure I’m sour It’s a ghetto noose knot but it won’t slip It’ll do the trick It may not be standardized but I’ve perfected it More movement in my peripheral vision Not just shifting shadows, they’re taking on figures I can hear them scuttling on top of the screaming whispers The king isn’t coming around as much anymore And in his place lesser gods have free roam I want to call but there is danger in sounding the horn I can’t see straight, my hands shake And pushing steel could be a mistake I may push too hard and fast A slash, to a gash, to multiple open veins Seems like a really easy escalation Release? Feed?... drained Sleeping but not resting in anyway… You know what? Fuck all of that, wipe the slate I am a zombie and I’m coming to eat your fucking brain
Seriously Please Help Me
THERES ONLY ONE DAY LEFT AND IM BEHIND, THE QUESTION IS DO YOU ALL REALLY LIKE ME AND WANNA BE FRIENDS?

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