life.. is it meant to be this way forever .. we become friends and bond and all these wonderful things happen but when they end do we ever really recover ...loss .. a falling out or maybe just dissapation ..is that a word it makes sence ...we experience it always or at least i have ...am i looking at it wrong .. we become friends ...part of families and eventually people die .. or move on to a different stand on things they once beleived ever changing ... taking on the evolution.. that is life ..i understand i just dont know if it will ever feel like i will recover mentally from it all ... this sounds like im crazy yes ?not to say that anyone is truly sane its just that .. i think about these losses often ... obviously gaining new companionship ..but still with happiness gained there is never full releif of things lost.going back to paradise kiss George and Caroline they were so raawr and then just shut lol or .. i guess it really is just part of growing ... and dieing ..after all when living things take there first glimpse of life they begin there journy to die
