hey philly its midgit i read your melo post about intimacy with one and intimacy with another. i just want you to know your not the only person who feels that way. giving yourself to someone can be so hard.often times when you become more active you learn what you like and dislike and you also begin to yearn for things you once had. touches you once knew and the kisses you cant have anymore. its so sad and so heartbreaking sometimes. i cant tell you if it will ever go way because for myself at least i know i miss people and moments in my life and i look back on things so vividly that im placed back in the same moment but for a second . you'd be surprised at what type of feelings you can have if you just let yourself go.it may not be a real moment with that person back in your arms the way youd love to have things be , but for a second a though can bring you to a great memory.but don't do it for too long. it can break you like its broken me. its a lonely cold world as you very well know but one day someone else will touch you and make you feel good again even for a second. embrace it and try to not think of your past dont let the new person become your everything . but allow there touch to set you free
