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today is a day first i was happy then i was sad then i got really hyper then i ate my mac and cheese now i am happy again lol
What Is Your Perfect Guy/girl Comprised Of?
Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason. Take this quiz at
She Is Sweet As Honey To Me They Call Her Ms.tee
**************** ODE TO MS. TEE ***************** *****By The Poet Magic Mike C-Towns Finest***** She is hott like a summer day, and I am so glad she came my way.. she has a smile so bright, I just want to keep her that way day and night.. her eyes are so deep brown and exotic, to look into them is an expirience that os erotic.. she has a body that is like a goddess, to please her I would work with not a moments may ask what is wrong with me, Simple I met a queen to me, and her name is Ms. Tee
Love All My Friends Here On Ct!
love all my friends here on CT! date: 2007-04-02 14:02:22 Keep showing me pic and profile love with comments and i will return the favor!!!!
4-2-07 23rd Entry
There is actually a point and lesson to this rambling, long entry. Today means there is only 1 month to go of waiting for the sleep apnea test. So little time. Yet so distant it seems impossible that it will ever get here. I'm going down hill faster because of the frustration and pain levels. I keep trying to tell myself just a few more weeks. Not much time compared to all the time I've been through already. It ain't working. I've begun to notice the depression signs are back. Not the OCD, the old, regular depression (not that depression of any sort is regular but is the best way to put it). Seems an enemy of mine that I will never escape. Too much time. Goddess its weighing me down so hard and I'm being driven insane! I took a vacation day for friday so I could have a 3 day weekend. Some time to myself to enjoy peace and quiet while everyone else was away for the weekend. To get my room spring cleaned, organized and set up the way I want. Yea, that was a
50 Questions That You Had No Interest In Knowing The Answers To
Thanks Cpt! :) 1. Where is your dad right now? in front of the tv, probably bitching about dinner 2. Last time you kissed someone? yesterday ;) 3. Name five things you did today: 1) went to work 2) ate yummy caramel popcorn 3) yoga 4) drank coffee 5) did a survey 4. What colour is your watch? brown and stuff 5. What kind of phone do you have? sprint one that's beat all to hell 7. Where does your best friend work? Ruby Tuesday's 8. What are you listening to right now? tv in the other room 9. What do you smell like? sugar and spice and everything nice 10. What colour are your eyes? blue 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? of course, silly 12. What colour is your bedroom floor? beige (isn't that fuckin exciting?) 13. Do you have a chair in your room? No 14. What are you doing tomorrow? work out, doctor appt, oil change 15. You know anyone who is engaged? umm.. probably but I can't remember 16. What's your favourite n
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My Condition
Many a night she lays in her bed restless, tossing and turning Her own dreams keep her awake for what seems like an eternity Dreams so vivid… so realistic, they grab hold of her heart Tearing it in two and leaving her a shattered woman... When will she ever find the peace she so richly deserves? The fairytale that all women fantasize about… Is it all just a myth … some silly girl’s fantasy… Or is it a cruel joke where our mind deceives us… She lies still against the soft silk sheets and stares up into the wide-open spaces Longing and wishing for what she cannot have Is she meant to live a life filled with unhappiness and sorrow… Never to know what real love is…. If this is her destiny, may her dreams take her… Tears trickle down her delicate face as a soft hand reaches over Wiping his hand across her cheek and smiling warmly at her He leans down and kisses upon her forehead and caresses her soft skin Tucking the fallen wisps of her crimson tresses behind her ear Was
She slowly walks down the sandy white beach Gazing out across the glistening water The sounds of waves crashing against the rocks Send slight chills up her spine Coming across a secluded area She saunters over to a cascading waterfall She leans upon the speckled rocks just enough to feel The sensation of spray coming from the waterfall The droplets drip down off of her delicate face Trailing down between her lush soft mounds of flesh. Her long auburn tresses blow freely in the warm winds Her dark chocolate eyes seem to mesmerize all who stare into them Eyes are that of a child, dancing with innocence She looks down at the pool of fresh water with a warm and gentle face Reaching a hand up, she slowly unbuttons the front of her long flowing dress Opening it up to reveal her tight black bathing suit hugging her every curves Sliding it over her bare shoulders as she lets it slide down her silky smooth legs Dropping it to her feet upon the sand She slowly walks
The Bar Scene
She is the one sitting at the edge of the bar sipping on her drink... coyly nibbling on the swizzle stick as she glances over to where you are standing.. She bats her lashes at you a few times and runs her tongue over her soft, full lips, pressing them firmly together. From the wink she gives you, you see this as your chance and start walking towards her... She looks away and starts running her hands up and down her short little dress, making sure she looks perfect for you... C rossing her long, smooth legs, she looks back up to see you standing just inches away from her, offering to buy her a new drink... Instead she stands her statuesque 5'9" curvaceous body up and then takes you by the hands she leads you ever so slowly to the dance floor.... S he wraps her arms around your neck and presses her body tight against your own muscle toned body, letting her long flowing auburn tresses caress her bare shoulders... She looks up at you and winks... She has you hooked without eve
Love,like "the Notebook",we dream,and watch.A few of us fools believe,and we search.Feling things more deply than most,we feel love and joy most can't,but pain beyond imagination as well,when another search leads us back;Back to where we started,back alone with ourselves.
Questions Of The Day!
ok my questions of the day is why smile when nutin is prefect and why act like everything is?? when its not why trust anyone?? when u cant trust no one other then your self!! cause no matter how hard u try U ARE ALWAYS gonna be disappointed... or u can go on pretending like everything is fine when u are totally dieing inside and u really dont give a rats ass anymore! or u can be the bitch of the world but what does that get ya? no where other then ppl calling names behind the back. so my whole thing is WHY trust NOR CARE cause no really gives a rats ass really!! everyone is out for there selfs !! so WHY OPEN the DOOR!!
what the fuck
Lets See Who My Friends Are ....
i have a few new pics.... so lets see who looks and who doesnt.... yah so what .. i sound like half of cherry tap... pretending not to beg... but thats what it really is isnt it....
I Think This Is How I'm Going To Feel Until We Leave
I'm pissy today. I don't care what you think I need to watch out for b/c your sister is pregnant and now you know everything there is to know about being pregnant and what it entails. Just they way you said wanna know how I know wanna know how I know, was a little scary. It's like you are telling us without really telling us that the baby is yours which wouldn't suprise me b/c you have slept with your cousin. And another thing some places aren't open on Monday okay!! And you smell.
Vogue (strike A Pose)
So, I bought my first copy of Vogue recently. I'd never really read Vogue before. I wasn't really raised as a "girlie girl." My mom had some lovely clothes for her professional life, but I always remember her in her bathrobe or sweats. I never learned how to apply makeup, never really went to the mall with my mom. Never really developed an obsession for shoes or clothes or makeup. I was, after all, part of the first generation of women directly affected by Women's Lib. And I wasn't the sort of girl who got into that sort of thing in high school. In direct defiance to being told I was "ugly" all through childhood, and because of my status as relatively unpopular, I was always defiantly not into such things. After all, why did I need all of that adornment to attract people to me? I wanted to be me -- really, truly, 100% me -- and not have to buff myself up to feel good about myself. All part of my "I'm wonderful and if you don't like me, that's your problem" life philosophy.
Soldier Kills In Preemptive War!
Mar 17, 2007 9:01 am US/Eastern GI Guilty In Iraqi Detainees' Deaths, Coverup CBS News Interactive: War On Terror CBS News Interactive: America On Guard (AP) FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. A military panel found a 101st Airborne soldier guilty of three counts of negligent homicide but not guilty of premeditated murder in the deaths of three Iraqi detainees. Staff Sgt. Ray Girouard, 24, smiled as he hugged his defense lawyer and family members after the verdict was read. He faced up to life in prison had he been found guilty of premeditated murder. The panel, which deliberated for four hours, also found Girouard guilty of obstruction of justice for lying to investigators, of conspiracy for trying to conceal the crime and of failure to obey a general order. Girouard could be sentenced to a maximum of 21 years in prison, said his lawyer, Anita Gorecki. He could get a maximum of three years for each negligent homicide charge, five years for the conspiracy charge, five years for obstru
Abou Me
I am a regular guy most of the time however I have a dark side that few every see. I keep two seperate Yahoo identies. One I have had for many years and it is the one I use on my business cards. The other is for those who I have come to trust and who have gotten close to me. I use my Arkansas Silhouette profile for general profiles because it is who I am 90% of the time. I like Cherry Tap because it is fun to play. I have found some who I would like to get to know better but am not one to impose my desires on anyone. I am looking for local people who are not afraid to let themselves go if only once in a great while. If any of you have an interest in getting to know me better you can message me at (this is my alter ego yahoo account).
Walnut Loaf
Walnut Loaf 1 c chopped walnuts (use a new pkg of walnuts fresh from the store) 2 c torn toasted bread 2 c celery finely chopped 1 large onion finely chopped 3/4 c milk 2 eggs 1 t salt 2 T oil Mix and bake in a greased loaf pan 45 minutes 350
Birthday Safire
Jury Duty Scam
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti
People Pt 2
ok I'm pissed off I'm a good guy a nice guy and help all I can I bother no one any where but I just gets me when people kant talk out there deffences when theres a problem. Its called COMMUNICATION if more people use it life would be better. To may people play games.
I f you have a problem with ME tell ME How the fk you gonna block me and not even tell me WHY thats childish and stupid and this peron in question know who they are so I HOPE you read this. OH go ---- ur self while ur at IT have a nice day.
Computer Issues
Morning Sex!!!
John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to "take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to your silly Daddy". The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You are Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to the poor dude upst
How Bizarre
Brother Pele's in the back, sweet Zina's in the front Cruisin' down the freeway in the hot, hot sun Suddenly red-blue lights flash us from behind Loud voice booming, "Please step out onto the line" Pele preaches words of comfort, Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades, "Is that a Chevy '69?" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Destination unknown, as we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster reveals a smile from the past Elephants and acrobats, lions snakes monkey Pele speaks "righteous," Sister Zina says "funky" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Ooh, baby (Ooh, baby) It's making me crazy (It's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Everytime I look around (Everytime I look around) Everytime I look around It's in my face Ring master steps out and says "the elephants left town" People jump and jive, but the clowns have stuck around TV news and camera, there's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters ask where, for and why Pel
Traveling Your Body ( Added Part Three.)
The valley's spread And the curves they entwine. With my lips I caress and kiss A subtle embrace Of heaven on earth Moistened traces My tongue upon body I do not waste. Breast well shaped Rise like rolling hills. Soft are those rolls That my hand they do fill Till perked are the nipples Against my palm do they strain Till my fingers rolls them sweet Heightening are your senses With warm gentle pinches. To soon fill my mouth With pleasurable pain To bring forth full erection, And an arch from your body From your lips Does fall the sound So sweet to my ear As in pleasure your voice is heard. Around the nipple My tongue does travel. Over the breast in search of more sensitivity It travels the line Of your luscious sides Darting in and out Bring warmth and heat My breath like the wind Dances over your skin Like the rise and fall of trading winds. Across the softness Of your stomach Kiss after kiss Falls like rain. Your body quivers As though it h
A Little Poem I Wrote.
you done me good yeah baby, you done me well. beautiful lie, that perfection isnt worth my time. tease me, leave me, diseave me, mistreat me, your love is nothing but sleezy. tie me down, or beat me to the ground the choice is on you. what else do i got to lose? no, im not a perfect girl and your not some little boy and to tell you the truth im not your fucking toy. so go on amuse me, carve your smile deep into my veins couldnt put me through anymore pain this.. i'll fade to black. -allyson bocchinfuso you steal this shit i'll hunt you down cunt.
Re Elistment
Ok here I go again whining and crying. haha. No frankliy I'm just tired of Peoples attitudes in gereral.I was married for eight yrs I never cheated and have always been true. I have three wonderful and bueatiful kids.I was in the service for 4 yrs. I owned my own trucking company consisting of three trucks. Was a voulenteer fire fighter for 2yrs. I have been divorced for 2yrs now. I feel empty and un wanted/needed.I have searched all over the net ,bars,librares etc... any how I have come up short for finding someone to be with. I'm not a ugly guy Im not excesivily over weight. My thought are dwindeling away of finding mrs rite.So this leads me to re enlisting into the army.I was gonna go in around august but fk it it seem the sooner the better. I was trying to hold out for someone that would make me happy but thats not happening They mite not specifically/Indevidigally (oh well I kant spell) care either but I cant take this lonley shit any more. lol I'm starting to think theres som
Does She Know
Does she know how much she means to me Does she know how much I care Does she know that when she needs me I will always be there. Does she know that she can tell me anything Does she know I'll never judge Does she know It is unconditionally when I give her my love. Does she know that I'll be true to her Does she know she's earned my trust Does she know I want to spend the rest of my life with her Yes by now she must.
Hmmm Well Lets See
im board as hell sitting at home listning to hollywood undead if any of you reade this post something cuz im probly borded as fuck
Strength Psalm 18: 28-36
For though wilt light my candle; the lord my god will enlighten my darkness. for by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall. As for God, his way is perfect. The word of the lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. for who is God save the Lord? Or who is a rock save our God. It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. he maketh my feet like hinds' feet and setteth me upon my high place. he teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken in mine arms. Though hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and they right hand hath holden me up, and made me great. though hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip. Psalms 18: 28-36
Crazy-ass Music!
I just received a pre release of a song i played guitar and harp on, its a rap/hiphop track and for once i can honestly say i outdid myself, this has to be one of the most berserk guitar solos of all time, damm im good! :)
Dreams And Desires Of The Life Of A Wanderer
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can
My Very First Cherry Blast!
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The loneliness, emptiness That is deep inside Is like an early spring day Waiting, wanting, needing to bloom To escape the barrenness, lifeless and the grey Wanting, needing the warm sweet touch For that soft caress That will melt away the grey To bring back life where there once was none To bloom Spring forth To grow To become To be strong as the mighty oak tree All this is waiting for me Just with one and with his soft caress Can make all things possible
Accepting Friendships
This blog is once again open to all on CT. Please do not try and add me as a friend if you do not have 2 photos of yourself up. I will deny you if you only have one up of yourself, or some image. I really am not trying to be mean, but I do not know who you are if you dont have 2 or more photos up of yourself. I do not want a stalker like I had sometime back. I do not want someone adding me as a friend if they are not the person in the image. And its only fair on me, to deny anyone without an image of themselves up, 2 or more. Its in my blasts, please respect my wishes. thanks. debs
Love Lost And Found
as the sun shines upon your face i feel my heart begin to race you touch my skin, tears start to flow i know deep inside you are destined to go i rage to the heavens 'why offer this gift? if only to snatch it away oh so swift?' my heart lies in pieces my soul burning low, my sunshine has faded, my moon lost it's glow a heart cannot fly if it's wings have been broken this heart, it will die from words left unspoken i hide from the light the shadows i'll claim until a new love comes to call my hearts name to mend this torn soul it will only take time until i can find the love that is mine that day will come the shadows all flee when the soul of a new love will call out to me i will wait for that day and trust it will be my heart will be whole again happy and free....
Wild Game Recipes...can Also Use Beef
Most of the wild game recipes can easily be changed to beef or pork. ------------------------------------------------- 1)Peppered Venison Steak 2 pounds venison - (to 3 lbs) (or as much as you like) 1 large onion 1 large bell pepper 2 cans mushroom soup 2 cans water Salt -- to taste Brown venison in small amount of shortening. Saute onion and pepper in drippings. Add enough flour to drippings to make a brown gravy. Use soup in the gravy instead of water. Pour the browned venison, pepper and onion, mushroom gravy, 2 cans of water and salt into a slow cooker. Cook in crock pot all day on LOW, or put it on at night and cook overnight. I HAVE NOT HAD A SINGLE PERSON NOT LOVE THIS ONE!!! EVEN A FEW FRIENDS THAT HATE DEER WILL EAT THIS. I HAVE ALSO USED A LARGE RUMP ROAST INSTEAD OF VENISON. =------------------------------------------------ paupiettes of venison Ingredients · 8 thin slices of venison cut from either the round or the loin
Bless You All
Hope everyone has a good night...the toughest part of the week is behind us...Good Night and Sweet Dreams my friends!
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ok so as many know i am not able to work right now with my health and now this baby so i need to make extra money so i am starting to sell avon so if any are interestd and want to buy or close to me and want to sell i can get you signed up i will have a web site posted soon so you can go online and order from me and also if you are close by we can meet up so let me know thanks
"it's Develop Or Die."
Where do you begin if you don't know where you're coming from? I am lost. My love stricken from me. Future pending. Heart rebuilt and destroyed. I yearn for a love I can no longer have. I am on the mend. My lust deepens everyday. Damnit!! Why the fuck do I love this girl so much?!?! I let someone in once, I get hurt. I let another in I get fucked up. I didn't let anyone in for 6 years. And when I did look what it got me. Not very much incentive here. I don't regret it though, not one bit. It was the best time of my life. And the only time I've really felt "connected to anyone or anything." I'll always love her. She is my best friend, and she saved me. Arsonist One stares at me from the dark corner of my mind with a soft, evil laugh. Starting to RELAPSE!!! Fight it! [It's develop or die]
To Love.....or Not??
The old saying goes "It's better to have loved and lost...than never to have loved at all," but I can't help but wonder if this is the right philosophy to live by. When you allow someone into your heart, you're trusting them with something so fragile. I don't think there are too many other feelings that can compare to that of a broken heart. The moment you give someone that "key" you become vulnerable, and you run the risk of having your heart shattered. Is it really worth it?? Building a wall around your heart can protect you from emotional hurt, but on the other hand I guess it can be harmful to close that door. Completely shutting oneself off from strong emotional connections may end up hurting more in the long run. I wish I had the answers when it comes to affairs of the heart, but I find myself feeling constantly conflicted about what to do. There's a part of me that has been hurt so many times...I am scared to let it happen again. How many tears do I have to shed before I
My First Song
Dedication to the memory Of my waste of time Chanty If she were to die I would not shed a tear Only thank god She's no longer here. You gave me all the heat Still wanting me to take you off your feet You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me I hate the fact of what you ment Full of regret Was it real or was it the attention Oh I failed to mention You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me Fuck you Fuck your black heart Fuck your Laffs Fuck your fake ass plastic self So many words From your mouth Your talk is cheap Like your heart Where I really never had a part You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me It was all a dream I've left your drama scene It my fault For letting myself Get that extreme Feelings of happiness To help your selfishness
If The World Was Mine. (let's See Something...)
I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled
Summer Of 97
I can hear the fireworks in the distance. Even though it is mid-summer, the raging fire would normally be comforting. It would be if this wasn't happening to me. We were just dancing. We are still dancing but yet no one can see what he is doing to me. Why doesn't anyone see? We are right out in the open but no one sees us. I smell the sour mash on his breath. I feel his hand creap down my shirt and coddle my breast. I try to pull away only to be restrained. His arm tightens around my chest. He pulls me closer to his body. One hand on my breast, fingers from the other now tangled in my pubic hair. I don't understand what's going on. Why is he doing this to me? Is this the same man that has vowed to protect me? Is this the same man that I call Dad? Now he hides what he is doing. He pulls me close and won't let me go as we are approached. No one has seen what has happened. No one notices my attempt to excape, my struggle for freedom. What will he do if I scre
Please Show Some Love
wolfsmak's grandmother passed away this morning...let's show him some cherry love and support.... thanks to all!!! wolfsmak~My Kids R My Life~@ CherryTAP
In fitful amnestic slumber consciousness infiltrates. Halogen beams pierce new vision hearkened into the world. Icy cold grips causing howls of resentment. Anguish of peace lost never to be gained. Shunned from acceptance, apathy clenches the soul. To be forgotten by time with crimson ichor, streaming from azure orbs. Never submitting to conformity of mass, walking the brambled path never to be wanted. Mocking laughter peals through the acrid and stunted mindscape. Flashes of fury split the sky, with a torrent of loss pouring from the war torn horizon. Salvation at the end of leather, cowardice trickles down the spine, the love that was never missing warming the night. Drifting in the sea of bones mulling towards the end. Soul of the heart sundered by the superficial trappings of the damned. Again alone, angst and depression huddling together seeking death that will not come. Doomed to be forever alone? Time stands still.
All She Wanted
All She Wanted(August 1998) All she wanted was acceptance. All she needed was affection, from the only one who could show her, she was worth the love she wanted. As a child she adored him. Watching him for guidance, Looking to him for direction. He was the only one she'd run to for shelter. All her young heart really wanted. A little older, somewhat wiser. She tried to please him. All her effort all her toil, Wiping away that shallow soil. No longer rooted in child-like emotion Leaving her to half-hearted notions. All grown up and ready to go. He tries to hold on for one last chance. She leaves him with a backward glance. He proved to her she was inconvienent, an annoyance, an irritation. I'm sorry I wasn't what you really wanted. Your adult world too important for me. I could not win your love you see, It's too late for you and me and All my young heart really wanted.
Great Friends
I just want to send a thank you to all my new friends at Cherry Tap. There is so many in such a short time, thanks for helping me build my cherry points and the nice things you say. I hope I will get a chance to chat with all. I want to wish a great week to all, thanks.
Babble On Pt. 1
So I'd like to start with saying thanks for coming to read this, and give a warning. Tonight, I write like I speak. I have a myriad of ideas I want to convey, in a form of catharsis, as well as mental self organization, but I will no doubt trail off several times and never get to the heart of what I wanted to say. Sorry. That's just how it always ends up, and if you think it's disappointing to you... imagine how it makes me feel. And we're off. I just watched American Splendor. I want to be a filmmaker, and I call myself one now, despite still not having completed a feature length project. I call myself that to describe my nature and intent. Perhaps it's a little self congratulatory, but it's who I am, and I've learned that any sense of self denial is dangerous. Look at all those ultra conservative public figures throughout history that ended up exposed in some scandal that showed them giving in to all the things they fight so hard against. Do you really think it's all a coincidence
I'm Not Numb....... I Just Wish I Was
ruled by my emotions, my hearts on my sleeve break it, tear it up, rip it apart, you wouldn't be the first or the last I'm a constant roller coaster, ups and downs, twist and turns like the dreams in my mind my eyes are the window to my soul open for those who wish to see a piece me Numb no...........I just wish I was
The Challenge
The Challenge I challenge anybody to change my heart to the best I mean some one out there touch my heart make it red I mean nobody in 19 years has affect my heart or give the college try to give a chance to do it. A open challenge to any one out there to affect my heart I mean make it shine the right way. It is like Excalibur somebody go there pull the sword out of the stone.
You Think You Know Me?
I finally took the time and created one... Create your own Friend Quiz here
Soul Mates
i longed for the moment i held you, looked in your eyes and told you that i am your's forever, and truly asked you if you would be mine, both knowing where we belong. the moment our lips touched, and i felt you race through me as poured myself into you. every fear, worry, and moment of pain healed through the purity of your unconditional love. you will always know you are safe, that you are loved beyond all, and i will forever stand by your side no matter what lies ahead. i am your rock when you are weak, the embrace when you are vulnerable, i am everything you need just as you are for me.
Cup Of Joe Contest
Hey there, To all my friends... I am in my First contest and could use your help.. Please Comment Bomb the link below.. Every little help you can give is Greatly Appreciated. Thanks for being a true friend, Robert
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm going to be doing a little writing in the near future and introduce you to my family members here on CT. I have some incredibly wonderful family members and I think it's high time that i introduce them formally so that you can check them out as well and maybe even become friends with them yourself, if you aren't already. So family members, this is your warning. LOL ;) hehe j/k I have nothing but good to say about my family on here! This, in no way, means that I don't have great friends on here too! I wished I had enough room in my family to add a lot more of my friends on here and in time, I will add more! :) I hope you all have had a great start to your week! Enjoy your evening and happy tapping! :) xoxoxo
Babble On Pt. 3
The future. Greatness. Desire. It's just within reach. Sure it's a long road, but half the fun of it is just being ON that road. All these years, and I'm just now making the turn. I'm in the final stages of the screening for this government job. I already have it... I just have to do physicals and paperwork. It will have me working 4 10 hour days a week. It's perfect for giving me time to make my art. Especially since it's federal. Huge promotion potential... good benefits... job security... and the stability to both have a family, and be an artist. It's probably a shit job, but I promise you... I've had worse, and as long as I can do what I please with my free time, I'll be happy. The Greatness? Oh, I almost forgot. I'm a bit of an optimist. It's not so much to a fault, because I can usually convey my vision to a person well enough for them to want to be a part of it. In a way, it's a tool for acquiring allies, and in my kind of art... you need them. So, to achieve greatness, I ha
Until I Had You
Until i had you life was unbearable until i had you love was lost until i had you my heart was breaking until i had you fear of life was gone now i have you life is joy now i have you love is here now i have you my heart is pumping now i have you the life is glowing
Long And Hard
i have sat down and thought about my life and how i really dont like it i think is time for me to do somthing about it no one els is going to change it for me you know so yeah i and turing over a new leif and not doing the same shit as be for so yeah
why must other people always think the worst of a person? Even their friends? Why cannot others take a peraon at thier word? Can't a person give themselves and their friendship with out getting something back? Cant one be loyal and loving and repsectfully and just be there for others? Why must some friends bring others to thier knees and make them cry and hurt inside just because they are having issues. Can one person not just hold their hand and listen and be there to care? Can pain be too much to the point where one friend walks away because the other hurts them one too many times? Can in one week, lose the foundation on which some thing stands to the point where one has to turn away to keep from anymore pain?? See the words below.... lyrics - Bo Bice Lyrics
Help Me Please!!!
i need lots of help!!!!!please come comment bomb me!!!!i'm in a contest!!!help,,thanks so much!!!1
I'm Sorry...
i'm sorry to all of those who will miss me if i go away.... i'm sorry to all of those who will never no me with out the pain...... i'm sorry to you julie for i have failed you as a man.... for all i've done..... i'm sorry.....
Who Am I?
A little more about myself...seems people are wondering for the ones who were asking here ya go... I am 40 years old born in sept...yeah i am a I was born in west virginia(clarksburg) but moved to Parkersburg when I was 7...lived here till after I graduated in 86 when I moved to Rockville,Maryland...lived there one year and came back to west virginia. You can take the girl out of west virginia, but you cant take west virginia out of the girl. I have never been married, I am the mother of one son and I have two granddaughters..lexi-3 and molly marie-2months. My son serves in the United States AirForce and he and his family is stationed in florida at Eglin AFB. I miss him (have not seen him in a year and four months, but at the same time I am so very proud of him. Family is very important to me and my mom and dad are amazing. they just celebrated 57 years of marriage and have actually been together for 62 years. they started dating at 13 and stuck by eachother all t
"Don't pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one" "Don't act like someone your not. You do it long enough and you'll forget you were acting, so will everyone else" "If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence... you can rest assured the water bill is higher there too!" "Character is higher than intellect... A great soul will be strong to live, as well as to think- Emerson" "You need to have patience, love isnt always perfect. Love is just love" "Dance like no one is watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like no one is listening, live like it's heaven on earth" "Ideas are the biginning of achievement." "The key to immortality is first living a life worth remembering." "To be a great champion, you must believe you're the best. If your not, pretend you are." "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "The only consistant purpose in life is to fi
I'm A Survey Thief!
36 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST! 1. Where were you an hour ago? Home 2. Who will be your next kiss? Probably Dave
Would Anyone Miss Me????
Where The Day Takes Me
the day things are always ending or maybe they never do... i quit all of that ,but i can't quit you. round here we just stuff it all away..... smoke drink shoot to live one more day. mine eyes have seen the changing if the gaurd. The way you smile makes me tremble in that all too familiar fear. soon you will say the words i've always wanted to say...i just never had that power so i will drink,smoke and shoot away the day
ok so this kind of pisses me off.when people rate your photo a 1 it makes them look like a fucking pussy..honestly..and nobody deserves to be rated a one..mmk.ugh.. then my ex decides to talk to me a couple days ago while hes on the computer and he sends me an im to my phone..talking to me..i dont know why cuz honestly i hate his fucking guts..(hes the guy that tried to hook up with my 14 year old friend) ya.and then i ask him "are u and her going out" he says YES... soo guess what i ask her and shes like "wtf are you talking about" soo basically he lies.. but ya its funny how he says that..but ya thats all thats happend to me in a while..peace.
Like Teenage Poetry
I just want to crawl inside your veins, lick the salt from your skin. Pulsate with your heart, be the rhythm of your hips. The movement of your tongue, and the words that pass through your lips.
Sproing is a word that is not quite as amusing when spoken. I know things.
Spilled Blood - Written September 15, 2005
I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see. I wanna spill my blood, and make everyone giggle with glee. I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see, so I know for a fact, That someone might miss me...
I Crave You...
I crave your mouth, Your voice, your hair. Silent, starving I prowl Through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, Dawn disquiets me, I search the liquid sound Of your steps all day. I hunger for your sleek laugh, For your hands the color of the wild grain, I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness, The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight Looking for you, for your hot heart, Like a puma in the barren wilderness.
Please Tell Me - Written: September 5, 2005
Sitting here alone, Wanting to cry, Here I am, waiting for a sign. A sign that you love me, or even care at all, as I sit here, staring a hole through the wall. In a sense i know that you love me, and forever it'll be true, I'm just trying to figure out why the hell I'm so blue. So if you can think of an answer, please tell me why, cause i hate to sit and think that I'm living one big lie.
The Longing...........
My mouth waters as I see it My fingers tremble as I touch it All wrapped up in an inviting package Its so soft but firm to touch Becomes more yielding as I hold it in my warm embrace Sweet anticipation lingers in the air As I slowly unwrap this treasure Exposing it's delightful smoothness My eyes shining adoringly at the sight My body trembles with anticipation My lips hunger for its taste A sensuous aroma invades my nose As I open my lips to receive it Such a sweet taste of pure bliss Mouth now watering Senses awakened Longing needs appeasing My tongue moves all round it In a swirling motion Its delectable charms making me quiver I saviour this wonderful taste of creaminess My appitide will never be sated Until my next Cadbury's cream egg!
Cuddle me closely as you whisper my name Release your soul to be by my side Ignite my passion until it lights up the sky So I can find my way into your arms tonight Look into my eyes & see them shine A desire for you burning so bright Kiss my lips & whisper soft words So my heart can fly on high with the birds Fly silently into my wishful dreams Cuddle me closely in my sleep Allow your hands to smooth & caress So I can feel tingles on my flesh Feel me stir as I dream with a notion As we blend together with emotion Awaken me from sleep with a warm embrace See the desire light up my face Caress my body until it awakens Until I feel I can't wait to be taken Feel the thrill as our bodies go on heat Making out hearts go bump with a beat Close your eyes & listen to my moans tingles down your spine when you find my zone Feel the blood rush to the right places Passion & love shining on our faces Take your time, make this feeling last Now
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.
Why Did This Happen To Me????
Afraid & angry She looks at her life Wishing on a falling star to take away this strife. She feels so tired now Of all she's been through and what is yet to come This ordeal is not over not by a long chalk She’s got to plod on as there is still some to be done One day at a time is all she can deal with Suppressing the fear with smiling appeal Telling herself she must keep going feeling so alone She goes for her treatments She sits alone in the waiting room Looking at others accompanied by loved ones No one understands how her emotions cry WHY ME Forced to accept this she must face her days But in the dark of the night as she cries out to an empty room WHY ME
Army Issued Ha Ha
Yay Me and Steve got married April 2nd Im so excited! Its great! He means so much to me. I just thought I would let everyone know. Life is Grand!
Top 9 Sex Jokes
TOP 9 SEX JOKES > > # 9 > A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. > As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps > into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into > her breast. They are both startled and he says, "Ma'am, if your > heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She > replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." > > ******************************************************** > # 8 > A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get > you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," > responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating > something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let >> > > me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 > shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." > > ********************************************************* > #7 > A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to
Please Listen To Them If They Need Help! ________ My Name is Misty ______________ My name is Misty, I am but three My eyes are swollen, I cannot see. I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns. I must do right, I can't do wrong, Or else I am locked up all week long. When I awake, I'm alone. The house is dark, my folks are gone. Deep down inside I feel bad For Mom and Dad. I'm really just an expensive joke. No more, no less....... then speed or coke. Be quiet now! I hear a car. My dad is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse, my name he calls. I squeeze myself against the wall. On my bed, it's too late. His face is twisted into hate. I feel the pain again and again. Oh, Dear God! Please let it end. My name is Misty. I am but three. Last night my father murdered me...... __________________ Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes
The 9 Factor......
A short note.... A lot many people tend to ask why I rate them only 9 and not 10... Hope the below explains it.. TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I." MILLIE : "I is... TEACHER : No, Millie..... Always say, "I am." MILLIE : Alright... "I am the 9th letter of the alphabet….. Hence the 9… Now if it was 10, it would be J' am or J' is, that is to say Jam or Jis... wouldn't it... ? No harm... if that's what they want to call themselves or allow me to say... their twatters !! And if they wanted an 11, it would... Ja Ja.. Das its gut…. gesundheit!! So shall increase it, once that twatter is examined.. No offense girls... Don’t go down too hard on this.. Obviously, if you got a 10, why not 11 would be the next question.… However, if it is a 9, it would be remembered as that bloody twit, who gave me twat a 9 ! So...three cheers for 9.... Amen....
Matzoh Chicken Turnovers
Matzoh Chicken Turnovers Passover begins after sundown tonight. If you'd like to try something new for this year's seder, these chicken turnovers are sure to please. Round out your meal with other great recipes from the links below. Servings: 10 turnovers Ingredients: * 5 matzohs * 1 large chopped onion * 2 tablespoons oil (for sauteing the onion) * 1 1/2 cups ground chicken * 3 eggs * 2 tablespoons matzoh meal * Salt and pepper * Oil or margarine for frying the turnovers Directions: Sprinkle the matzoh with water and wrap in a clean, damp towel. Let stand for 10 minutes. Saute the onion in oil until golden. Add the chicken and cook for 10 minutes. Remove from the heat. Beat 2 of the eggs lightly. Add them and the matzoh meal to the chicken and onions and season to taste. Cut each matzoh in half. Near the narrow edge of each half, put a tablespoon of the chicken mixture and roll the matzoh carefully. Beat the third egg.
I Was Only Looking For Something Real...
Well wouldn't ya know I was talking to someone that was treating me right and was there for me always... then along came this new person and I decided to let the good guy go... what a fuck up I made... seems that I was being played but ya know what? Ya gotta live, learn, love and laugh... just my thoughts!!! muah... to all my real TRUE friends I LOVE YOU!!! Jennifer
This Place Is Crazy
Ok, I'm new here and this is pretty different from what I'm used to. If you send me something and I don't get with you right away please don't get pissed. I'll get at everyone once I've figured this shit out.
Sadness In Growing Old.
Some of you know that my Grandfather (Who has been more of a father to me than my actual dad) is suffering from Altzhiemer's disease. He has good says and bad. Sadly, the good days are getting fewer each week. Lately, he has taken to cursing past friends/aquaintances saying they stole his horses, his cattle, his land, etc... Anything that was sold long ago. Well, the horses were sold only a year ago and he forgot about it that same day and has been on a tear about it ever since. He talks of buildings on the property that aren't there. Accuses Grandma of terrible things... He doesn't recognise people most of the time or if he does, he sees them as if they were children. Last year at my birthday party, when I went to leave his house he stood up shook my hand and said "Thanks for visiting, buddy. You should come by again soon." He didn't know who I was or why I was there. I couldn't (and still can't) handle seeing him that way. Today has to be the worst... He clim
dj_toxicwaste (Last Chance Lounge) (Sammies Husband)@ CherryTAP what do you think bout this guy here. your honest opinion please
So Many People Showed Me Love And Wished Me A Happy B Day That I Cant Keep Up With All Of U And I Dont Wanna Leave Anyones Name Off So Im Makin This Blog To Say Thanx 2 Everyone For The Comments And Gifts.
The Stars At Night Are Big And Bright..............
holy shit i should move to fucking texas!!!
Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).
Looking For Love
I open my heart U enter tenderly Yet u tear it apert U say U love me U make me cry I should have let u be Deep is my love for u I don't think u know my feelings are true Tears fall from my eyes with every thought of you It broke my heart broke When we said our goodbyes
Who Is It?
Aww Im just wondering who could be my crushes...pondering
Self Injury
Stress Reliever sharp broken glass scraping my skin cutting into me I can never win stress reliever pain subsider they'll believe her I was just an outsider none of you could know and you never will I’m ready to blow I’m ready to kill Wrong With Me What is it that I do To make it all go away What I do hurts me too But in a different way So what can I do To keep the pain at bay It gets me dirty looks from you But there’s nothing you will say Well, what do I do To get myself free You never even knew There was something wrong with me
Sgt Joe Polo
SGT Joe Polo of Alpha Company, 2nd Battalion, 12th Infantry Regiment was killed in action 29 March in the vicinity of Baghdad, Iraq. SGT Polo was conducting a mounted patrol in a HMMWV when his unit encountered an Improvised Explosive Device and subsequent small arms fire. SGT Polo was killed instantly by the IED.
Forsaken trapped in pain abused unclean fighting harder makes it worse screaming louder doesn't work vicious like a rabid dog knocked around thrown and thrashed holds me down strips me bare I'm alone and no one cares I give up too tired to fight play dead- he'll go away I just want to live through the night he doesn't leave but when he's done wipes me off lays beside me covers himself up then whispers he loves me and into sleep drifts off I lie still try not to make a noise cold and bare mom warned me about boys afraid to move afraid to breathe in my dreams only way to leave wakes me up ready for another round grabs my hair pushes me down I'm choking cant breathe so afraid save me save me please ______________________ Never Ending Story (Flash Back Nightmare Continued) Here we go once again How could h
Can You .....pls..... Listen...share... Care
lyrics - Rascal Flatts Lyrics
A Businessman
A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. They did their thing, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a cheque and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a cheque for $250 and enclose the following typed note: "Dear Madam: Enclosed find a cheque for $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: 1 - it had never been occupied; 2 - there was plenty of heat; and 3- it was small enough to make me feel cosy and at home. However, I found out that: 1 - it had been previously occupied, 2 - there wasn't any heat, and 3 - it was entirely too large." Upon receipt of the note, the girl immediately returned
Peace From The Quantum Level - David Lynch & John Hagelin
I did some more digging and here for you more of Dr. John Hagelin Dr. Hagelin’s “Creating Peace” talk from the Miami “Prophets Conference” series (June 4, 2005) Click on link to see directly or to download: right click "save target as" Play all (90 min.) 1. Discovery of the Unified Field 2. What is Consciousness? 3. Experience the Unified Field 4. The Unified Field is Consciousness 5. Human Potential is Unlimited 6. Global Citizenship 7. Consciousness-ba
Sexxy Lady Update!
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP
Cancer Checkup
I'm getting checked today to see if the liver cancer that almost killed me is back or not. I don't know how to feel about it, so please wish me luck.
Might Have Been...& My Thoughts
I have a friend that seems to loss thier way alot. This person is very close to me and I wish I could help them find thier way in life, but it seems I fall short and I know that they need to find the way on thier own to begin with. I talk to them often and tonight...he has slid way backwards and it lost in the thoughts of his own mind. I hope that he finds his way back, for he is a great person but tends to try to hard to figure everything out. I often am tempted to walk away because he hurts and with that it hurts me. Tonight he added drinking to this pain and I hurt for him so badly. I keep telling him to stop thinking about what might have been or he will keep thinking that because life will pass him by and he will always be thinking what might have been. I love my friend alot and I care...but to watch him destroy himself, it kills me and he is so lost. I am not talking about the drinking part but the fact that he will not let himself feel anything at all for those aro
Please Back Off!
Hey all you girls out there who thinks my man is sexy I just wanted to let you know he is my fiance and I am so happy so back off he is mine
Not to happy right now see things never change and i ready to get my head out of the clouds and deal with whats there Nothing
I want to watch them all! How else can I tell if I like them? Rock & Metal are always the best for music vids, though I have on occasion been in the mood to listen to some nice mellow country and on even rarer occasions to enjoy a hot rap. But.... I can't play vids when the tv is on or someone else is watching or listening to something else, so all these great vids have to wait. *sigh* I need more hours in the day! lol
Know It Was Meant To Be
She cries but no one hears here. She cries but no one sees the tears. She has many secrets that only she knows about. She may have some she don't know about yet. She screams and no one hears here. She is nice to all that deserve it. She takes revenge on those that don't. She lives in a peaceful world during the day. But as night falls she remembers just how dark her world is. She never likes to stay in one place to long. She is always on the prowl. She is always looking and lurking. She always holds here enemies closer than here friends. She wonders if friends are really real. She often wonders what family is for. So it seems they only want one thing when they come around. Many people don't understand her, for the simple fact they don't take the time to get to know her. She walks on the outside looking in. Wondering or not if she wants to join in. She holds her dreams close to her heart. She is of
What a time we live in! If you were to walk down the street in a once all white neighborhood today, you would be hard pressed to see one white face, with immigration on the rise, laws making it harder to keep them out and the new generation playing into the Jewish brainwashing when can we as a race regain control over our lands? Well a better question would be when will we be afforded the same rights the non white sect of the world have, when will justice truly be blind to the color of ones skin or their religious creed. Today we are no longer in charge of the necessary posts to ensure our races survival, with more colored and Jewish presence in government, our lack of unity and televisions brainwashing we find ourselves stuck between a rock and a hard place. Those of us aware of our surroundings are too few and those of us in any position of power are too afraid of jeopardizing their own place in society to speak out against those who wish to see us hung out to dry. We as a race
To All Who Care
When i'm feeling down in the dumps, and finding it hard to get over the humps. I can come to cherrytap and look in my profile, just to see you stopped in to make me smile.When I need some help with somethings I dont understan,I will come to one of my friends and thay lend out a helping hand.A friend is a person who has an open ear, When thay know that I am in tears. To know that thay are ther though thic and thin,To dought them would be a great sin. The is how I feel and that I do hope that I have put some love and smiles on all of your faces like you do mine??????? Love you all and thank you for just beining you!!!!
im feeling a little...out of...sorts its all just a little if only i could but and then and that doesnt make it any cuz the words just wont little snippets of drenched in oozing pieces of with the roar in the sky of the planes overhead and the beer bottles clinking on the porch next door with the talking and the loudness wafting in the and i cant formulate theres single strands just and its all very but theres no cuz the words are just slightly out of reach and im slightly out of sorts theres this part of me that was...completely undiscovered thru no fault of my own i like to believe but theres no...way to exactly know which makes one completely overthink and at this particular time of nite... theres no one fluent in Samm-ese to explain me to me. so perhaps its best...if i just...attempted to sleep. yes that sounds...delectable...cept for the part where theres these stupid little things gnawing away in my brain. and while i know they're stupid...they'r
Trashcan Treasures
TREASURES FROM THE TRASHCAN Chris Nolan original blockprints Chris Nolan sports pictures... Chris Nolan military snapshots... (that's me on the far right in the first picture)
Chek This Out
cheeek this out,,if you like to chat andhave fun an know whom your taklking too too try go to my room on there..must have a cam an mic .heres a link hope to see you there make shure you add me on your list ...ANGER my ROOM called THE DEVILS PLAY GROUND.
Yesterday was a frisby... I didn't get to bed until half way late in the morning, around 2 I think, and was already awake by 7:35. I wasn't awake but a minute and I fell right back to sleep... but of course that didn't last very long. I woke up to what sounded like a Gorilla humping my door, using a MAC truck as a strapon to do so... Most people knock, or knock firmly, NOT my land lady..... I opened the door in rather a foul mood to start with, and what to my wondering ears should I hear but the annoying sound of "The Twilight Bitch" asking "Do ya got my rent money?"... urghhhh. I of course said NO! She replied with a half screached... "WHAT!?", and I saw that it was time to educate her. I made sure to use little words, but of course, that didn't help, she still needed a dictionary to understand any other words that didn't stard with R and end with ENT or M ending with ONEY... The apartment is, and always has been in rather bad shape. When Lisa and I moved in, we were inf
Streams of water, my only company as I crave touch. Streams of water disguise my tears, my sobs, my shakes. Touch. Quick word association brings forth: crave, caress, heat, heart. Shows my yearnings, though outwardly sexual, are completely emotional. Touch. I'm surrounded by couples, some giddy, some arguing. At least they have someone else's caress. Touch. I crave sex, hard, soft, raunchy, sweet. My subconscious tells me that it's touch, not sex, I crave. Touch. Sex, the ultimate touch, ultimate sharing. Physical proof that I'm not alone. Touch. My bed awaits, cold and empty. No second heart beat to rock me to sleep. yet. Touch.
Gonna Be Gone.
So I leave soon, and those who I've spoken to about it know where I am going. So I just wanted to say ta-ta for now, and maybe in 2 weeks time I will see you all again. Take care and all that jazz, and if you really wanna know, find me on my stickam page. Alright, talk to you all later. --Mandy Keep the train running in my abscense!
If Only Love Was This Simple !!
: a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to
Damn You And Your Surveys Bryan
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? All of the above 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right 3. Who was the last person you slept with? Slept with with how? Well both their names begin with D 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Hell no 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Haha... no comment 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Don't think so 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Depends on what I'm making 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? LMAO... no! 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Like them both 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? A little of both 17. Do you love someone on your top friends list? Many 18. Do you own s
met up with my new bosses on sat .we looked over the site and talked about what they wanted to do with the site ,and we voiced our opinions and any ideas we had to improve business .it was really good to meet them all and i think we will get on alright. its gonna be fun working there and its a good project to be working on too loads of scope for improvement. we were then treated to a meal in one of the local pubs and a get to know one another a bit better.
Funny Joke
Little Johnny comes home one day and says, "Mom! Little Mark next door has a penis like a peanut!" "What do you mean, Johnny? Is it shaped like a peanut?" "No," says Johnny. "It's salty."
All Ugly Bitches Eventually Go Away
you all it;s been a real pleasure getting to meet you in a round about way, but i do think i am going to delete my cherry tap account. i wish each and everyone of you the best in what ever it is you enjoy in life. i may not delete it completely but i am going to take a leave for awhile, my one true friend on here, knows who he is, sweety you keep your chin up. life is a struggle but i have faith that you can pull through it. love and peace to all. i am out for awhile
Rainy Day Is Here To Stay:(
Hello everyone thank you for making me feel welcome here especially my sis guilty and Goof in Texas. This place ROCKS MY SOCKS:)
Sexxy Lady Contest
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP
Who calls us normal, normal will never be, normal is an insult,to my individuality. I claim who I am as a reble from the norm, walking on my own braving thru the storm. to all who see the struggle, and those whove seen the light, Here comes an oposition, To normality a fewtial fight
My Angel Hero
My heart was an inferno of pain, full of hurt and shame, then you came along... So you went suffocating the inferno with new hope, showing my heart new way's to cope, making me feel like my life was as good as a song... You rescued me from being lonely, you my one and only, thank you for the rescue mission My Angel Hero . Inspired by Chad Published and copyrighted 12-04-03 By Jennifer (hottlilsassy)
Good Morning My Friends
Good Morning... The sun's shining here it's going to be a beautiful day I am thinking.I hope everyone has a great day!
Danger, the word alone arises a passion, Of a unsure situation, with passionate Interaction In this dismal world it is a pleasant escape Enthralled by unknown, seduced by it's gape Its tempting gaze, Its seductive mystique This Pandora's box, We must take a peek.
Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok they didn't have a real video for this but i listened to this song for the first time yesterday as a request from metal_baby(YOU ROCK GIRL) and i found this cool video for the Matrix Revolutions movie and with this song its really cool.. check it out here's CHIMAIRA - DEAD INSIDE :D I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt. You left feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you Go away. Go away. You called me all the time,/Go away. Go away. hiding behind your lies./Go away. Go away. Materialistic/Go away. (Scream) Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You called him a friend to help you get through it. I see your true face now. Your face (now) Go away. Well my tears are gone./Go away. Go away. I am happy now./Go away. Go away. Thanks for making it clear./Go away. Go away. Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside You don't know wha
If Dog's Were Teacher's...
If Dogs were Teachers You would learn stuff like..... When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back in the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried,
For Women ~ Funny As Hell
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER BRAND MANAGER AT PROCTER & GAMBLE. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core (tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding, or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll b
"the Pasture Of Mind"
"The Pasture of mind" How I used too love to roam, in the pastures of grass so Green. And too pick wild flowers, I have never seen. I used too love to sit upon the hillside, that was so steep, and watch the cows tramping about, on sturdy feet. I would listen too birds in sweetness sing, that seemed to fill the air with freshness and everything. The smell of new blossoms, on the trees, which were almost covered, with honey bees. But too add to this pleasure land of mind. A little brook, that did wind through this lonely Green pastures of mind. I hope you enjoyed reading this poem as much as I enjoyed sharing it. This poem was written in 1938, by my grandmother, Clina Beryl White (Vintinner), when she was a Senior in high school.....
Guess its one of those days for thinking. Was laying in bed this morning, thought of some stuff I wanted to blog about, and by the time I got up I forgot part of it. I think today is a good day to leave me alone.
Back from a LONG hiatus. Had to move among other things that have tied up my time considerably. I am trying to get back with everyone, and am doing so as time permits.
Yeah,I'm a stripper.I get paid to shake my ass and get drunk and I'm damn good to.I support my family do this.So,anyone that has a problem with this GET OVER IT!!If you had the money you would pay me to shake my ass for you too> LATER
2 Become 1
I just want EVERYONE that knows me (& those that don't yet) that I am now engaged to the most wonderful women in this world her name is Princess Katie & she really rocks my world. i suppose i ave been having my head in the sand for quite some time about my true feeling for her. Now I just want her to know that I wanna spend the rest of my life with her. U complete me 100% I love you my princess ~xXx~ princesskatie@ CherryTAP
It All Started Simply Enough...
(Originally posted Friday, April 7, 2006)I was going through a website that shows the last 40 images from LiveJournal (the website is at in case you're interested) when I came across a pentacle.  I clicked on it to see what page would show up and it was a link to a religious quiz.  I took it and, well, here are my results: You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.Satanism 100%atheism 75%Islam 67%Buddhism 63%Paganism 63%agnosticism 50%Hinduism 42%Judaism
My beautiful son...whom I' love with all my heart, joined CT so he could come in and comment on my over 40 and sexy contest. Bless his heart...he put all the comments on my profile page instead of on the picture link. Not for all the tea in China would I take off all those jfcgk wlgis bksnil dlwit goie epogl He is SUCH sweetie! Boy, do I LOVE HIM!!!!
I Am Not Gong Anywhere
I almost left Cherrytap because of several things. For one word came back to me that a weightless, truthless rumor was being spread around about me by someone. The person behind this lie is someone I met online, whom I have never met before who lives all the way in West Virginia. Just because I noticed some disturbing things about her and told her I do not want to have anything to do with her, she decides to tell devilish lies about me, what a loser. Here is the second reason why I almost left Cherrytap. The person who relayed the news to me about the woman spreading the rumor about me somehow feels like I owe her something because she has done things for me that any friend would do for another friend. It is obvious what the problem is with her though. She has been interested in me from day one for more then just friends, she cannot accept the fact that I just want to be friends, and that she is not my type. l mean what more does she want from me? I go to her page from time to
Current News
I know that many of you are anxiously awaiting to hear news of the outcome of my latest court battle.Since it was held in another state and I was not present I am currently awaiting news myself.The Govenors office is working hard to get me information so that I do not have to wait for another 30 days to find out the courts decision . This was about a modification to my child support.I was trying to get it raised.It went to court in another state.I had an attorney from that state represent me and my children at my states request.The ex was supposed to be present at this hearing due to it being in his home state.It is not known at this time if he was there. The hearing was on March 29th,2007.My representative in the Govenors office said it could take as long as 10 days to get it drafted on the other states end and a total of 30 days before we got the court order here.He is diligently working to get as much information for me as he can before the 10 days.The information that we
Well only two more weeks before Justin comes home but this wait totally sucks, I hate it, I am making it but this JRTC crap is for the birds, deployment again is going to suck, but it's all a part of the job and I'm proud of my baby so that is all that matters I guess. Hope everyone is well!!
Look At Mera's Pics!
Mera is undoubtedly the most gorgeous girl you're going to find on here! Check out her pictures and leave her sweet compliments because she deserves it! She's shipping out for Navy bootcamp soon!
Hello. My name is not Bob. Sometimes I wish it was Bob. Bob is a very easy name to spell. It's round in the middle. Like me. And the b's look all manly and virile. They are like two phallic symbols, demonstrating to the world that Bob is a manly man full of potent um... penis... er... power or something. My name is still not Bob. I wonder if that means I am a eunuch.
I'm trying ou this CherryTap thing for the amounts of email invites I've been given by so many friends. So here's my profile. Love it or Hate it. Im a 25 yr old college grad who stays home with her 3 beautiful babies. I have a boyfriend that has been there for me through thick and thin and I wouldn't trade him or the world!
Myspace Thugs (lol)
hello all.. :) hope your tuesday is going well so far.. i just wanted to make a comment about the contests that go on here.. i think its awesome that people can have fun and enter there pics into them and so on.. but i have had a few people send me messages and ask me to rate there pics for the contest and dont get me wrong plz i do not mind helping out at all.. but it would be nice to get a thank you after instead of not sending messages back at all.. like i said plz dont get me wrong just thought i would mention it thanks
Hypocrite O'reilly Milks Rosie "feud" To Rescue Failing Show
Hypocrite O'Reilly Milks Rosie "Feud" To Rescue Failing Show Abandons rhetoric of ignoring "lunacy" to exploit brief ratings surge Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Tuesday, April 3, 2007 Despite calling for the whole issue to be marginalized little over a week ago, hypocrite Bill O'Reilly has decided to throw his weight behind creating a feud with Rosie O'Donnell in a desperate attempt to boost ratings for his failing Fox News show. During a radio interview with billionaire Mark Cuban on the Friday March 23 broadcast of O'Reilly's Radio Factor show, O'Reilly argued that the 9/11 truth movement should be marginalized and that "lunacy shouldn't be given legitimacy" by affording it any attention. Yet since that broadcast, O'Reilly has given Rosie O'Donnell's 9/11 stance prime coverage on no less than three more occasions alone on his TV show and also discussed it further on his radio show. If this is how O'Reilly defines not giving something attention, then we have to
Outside Looking In !
I don`t know why I bottle it up inside, I really don`t have a place I can hide. Writing all this down to let it out, even though I have no idea.... what it is all about? Angry at myself for letting people push me around, Yeah I wish I were six feet in the ground. That way I would just be rid of myself, then you can put me on my own shelf. You think you know me, but do you really? The way that sometimes I can be silly. That is just me on the surface... You cant see all the anger and pain inside, that is all the bad stuff that I hide. You want to know me, then walk in my shoes, then you will know why I always have the blues. That is why sometimes I cant sleep, then there are times when my mind gets so deep. Why do i feel like a doormat? Sometimes you make me feel like that. Sorry that I never told you so, is it time for me to just go? Get as far away from you as I can, maybe I will find the real man. The one that has been bottled up inside, and the one that no longer wants to hide.
A Cardiologist's Funeral
The Cardiologist's Funeral...... A cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral. A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service. Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside. The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever. At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter. When all eyes stared at him, he said, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral..... I'm a gynecologist." That's when the proctologist fainted.
Also, One More Quick Note...
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)My wife too the test.  She got highest in Paganism, followed by Atheism and then Satanism.  That is kind of funny, since she has the ability to put curses on people quite easily.  Several times she has been pissed at a thriving business, only for it to shut down in a few weeks afterwards.  Also, one of her "friends" said that having sex with her was like having an ice pack on his nether regions.  Since then, he hasn't been able to find any fedmale willing to spend time with him at all. Me, on the other hand, I've always been nice.  Starting these studies, though, is allowing me to feel like I don't need to let people use me as a doormat.  It is kind of a breakthrough, a definite feeling of release.
How Well Do You Know Me?
Here's a little question/game/contest to see just how well you know me: I was a moderate fan of the television series "The X-Files". I was never slavishly devoted to it, but I found it a pleasant little diversion for a Friday night. One episode, however, really stuck with me. It was called "Clyde Bruckman's Final Repose" and it starred Peter Boyle as a reluctant man cursed with the "talent" for seeing how people would die. The episode was funny, touching and voiced much of the skepticism I have for pyschics in general. But that's not why I liked the episode so much, or why it seemed to have been written almost as though the screenwriter had me in mind. Can you tell me what was so special about the episode?
Another Test... Hey, It's Something To Do To Kill Time...
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)Take the quiz: WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?Modern SatanistThinking yourself to be a god, realizing Indulgence as your main goal, not believing in a literal Satan, and counting stupidity as your highest sin. You are a proud LaVeyan Satanist! You might enjoy if you're not already a member.Quizzes by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Need To Do Things On My Profile
"an It Harm None..."
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)If you are familiar with Wicca, you should know the Wiccan Rede:  "An it harm none, do what thou wilt."Easy enough.  Eight simple words.Now, define "harm."It is extremely difficult to say if something will or will not harm another.  And let's be honest, some people could do with a good butt-whuppin', physical, spiritual or otherwise.I listened to a pagan podcast a few weeks ago about this, where some woman had used a spell to help a friend of hers in Japan get a job.  A few weeks later, the guy just up and left the job, causing the owners to not look kindly on Americans.  Therefore, the next American trying to get a job there will have to work even harder to get a job.(I also saw a quote the other day that I was going to put in this entry, but I have no idea where it is.  It was basically about how there are a multitude of outcomes that spring from a single action and not all of them are "good."  I think it was from the second Wizardry book by Rick
Chapter 11 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
he Adventure of the Beryl Coronet "Holmes," said I as I stood one morning in our bow-window looking down the street, "here is a madman coming along. It seems rather sad that his relatives should allow him to come out alone." My friend rose lazily from his armchair and stood with his hands in the pockets of his dressing-gown, looking over my shoulder. It was a bright, crisp February morning, and the snow of the day before still lay deep upon the ground, shimmering brightly in the wintry sun. Down the centre of Baker Street it had been ploughed into a brown crumbly band by the traffic, but at either side and on the heaped-up edges of the foot-paths it still lay as white as when it fell. The gray pavement had been cleaned and scraped, but was still dangerously slippery, so that there were fewer passengers than usual. Indeed, from the direction of the Metropolitan Station no one was coming save the single gentleman whose eccentric conduct had drawn my attention. He was a man of ab
Today In History
(Originally Posted on April 12, 2006)According to today's "This Day In History (Crime)," Galileo is convicted of heresy.  (The web page can be found here if you're interested.)It's a bit funny if you think about it, sad if you think about it more.  The xtians seem to have always fought against knowledge and liberty and the like.  They are no better nowadays than they were before, with people like Pat Robertson at the lead.You know, if the majority of xtians raised up with one voice and denounced all of the evils that their religion does today, I could get along with them.  But most will either quietly mealy-mouth disagree with people like that or else fully agree with them.  And even when they publicly disagree, they seem to privately agree with that crap.I say to the xtians what King Arthur said to the Black Knight:  "You make me sad.  Come Patsy!"
Once Upon A Time...
on a boardwalk close by, there was a beautiful blonde woman cogitating about her ideal man. She was reviewing the digital pics she had taken along the beach with her arms propped up against the wooden railing on the fishing side of the boardwalk. A tall, unassuming sort of man was jogging out towards the fishing side of the boardwalk, admiring the beauty of the sunny day, the gulls flying about, the scent of fish bait and captured fish as the fishing poles standing in formation waited for more. The American flag on his T-shirt broadcast his love for America. An unexpected seagull swooped out of nowhere and harrassed the blonde woman's golden locks, and without thinking the woman swatted at the mean gull. Her digital camera launched itself from her grip and was headed for a tumble on the unforgiving pier. The patriotic jogger was always keenly aware of his surroundings when jogging. Every little bird that was in flight, or person milling about was recorded in his mind's eye. Ju
Chicks And Their Breastules.
A lot of chicks think that it's sexy when they grab and/or rub their breastules in front of you. They are absolutely correct in this thinking. Huzzah!
The Things I Say...
I don't believe half the crap I tell you. But you damn well better. Or there will be no ice cream.
Tomorrow My Contest Starts. Bombs Away!!!! ;)
If ur willing to help me win this contest, hit me up on yahoo "Lovablejen33" :) I wanna win this contest, its a good one! And my dear friends last contest, why I entered. Thank you in advance to anyone who is willing to help me out. Have a great day!! xoxoxox Jen Starts 8 pm tomorrow night (est) Just click on the pic below, please rate and comment bomb. Ty THE KING AND QUEEN OF CHERRY TAP Contest starts April 4, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Contest ends April 15, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Prizes are as follows 1st place prize for the King is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Men's Bracelet, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Men's Ring & a weeks blast. 1st place prize for the Queen is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Diamond Ring, Diamond Earrings & a weeks blast. 2nd place prize is a Trophy & Rolex 3rd place prize is a Trophy & a Diamond Ring (for the gals) Men's Ring (for the
Space Boobies--they Really Do Float!
Hiya Ladies! Have you ever wondered what your breasts would feel like in space? On earth, your breasts basically heave and ho in a vertical undulation when you walk. But, in earth orbit, your breasts would undulate in all directions. LOL I wonder if space makes your breasts naturally more fluffy like they would be under water? I wonder when flying around in a weightless environment whether or not your boobies create a bit more lateral effect and require more effort to navigate than men? I wonder if the gravitational effect of the moon is greater on your boobies in space? I wonder if nipples and clits grow larger when excited in zero gravity? So, would any of you enjoy going into space to find out what your space boobies would feel and look like? I know I'd love to go into space and find out what my balls feel and look like in zero gravity! Look ma, I have buoyant space balls! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas in North Beach, MD
I Am Now Magical.
I thought everyone should know.
The "war Against Xtianity" Condensed
(Originally Posted on April 12, 2006)I found this comic:(Replace the pink triangle with just about any symbol of your choice.)
I Uploaded Another Pic To My Account
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)Here it is:
For Anyone Who Has A Birthday Coming Up. ^_^
Your one year older, one year wiser. Rock n' Roll star king czar and a kaiser. A room full of friends, a mouth full of cake. Every present is for you and it feels pretty great. Youre the man of the hour, the V.I.P. You get the first slice of the p.i.e. But first blow out the candles and make a wish. Put a smile on cus it's your birthday bitch!
South Florida Get Ready
Aight Ya'll looks I'll be heading back down south This Thursday You know I gotta hit Miami Beach while Spring break continues,,, Gotta lot to get in order....I'll keep Ya'll Posted. One Love Image
Cherry Tap And I
I am very new to cherry tap and can't quite get the hang of will take me awhile to orient myself to this layout...have been a myspace brat for a long time and just got talked into cherry please be patient and kind and if I don't respond its not because I don't want to, I just haven't figured it out yet...lmao....Anyway I'll tell you something about myself....I am a female who plays a five string bass in a band named duba. You can learn more about us by going to I love to play and enjoy going to open jams and enjoy singing. It was only natural for me to pick up a bass and be able to sing and play at the same time....I'm not fancy but I can cut some bass rifs every now and then. I'm told that I'm a natural vocalist and have perfect pitch on every note I sing. I'm not musically trained, just picked up and started one day. I am married to the lead guitarist in the band and although enjoy compliments and such, please remember I am married and I do take
Song Of The Day! Cherry Tap Premiere!!!
Love George Carlin!!
George Carlin's rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyeb
This Is Why I Want A Cat
This is why I want a kitten ...Add to My Profile | More Videos
Trying This Again!
Ok so seeing how my incredible idea of having a kids musical contest was a flop and a dude is trying to steal my idea. I am going to hold a baby contest! This is very simple folks, I know you’s can handle it! I know alot of you have a baby and have pics up of them so send them my way and lets get them noticed! Obviously there is no way of knowing for sure how old the baby actually is today so I am allowing ANY baby pics of a child NO OLDER THAN TWO YEARS OLD! Which means the child could be an adult now but if they have a pic of age 2 or under, enter them! The prizes are the same as the last contest that didn’t happen Grand Prize - 3 day blast thanks to Razz O.T.S. First Place Girl - very nice big pimpin gift First Place Boy – very nice big pimpin gift Please note : The grand prize winner will not win the first place too. The first place will be rewarded to the next runner up boy or girl whatever the case may be. Pics are to be in by Friday April 13th at 4:00pm est
April Video Blog 1
The Proof
You know, I see quite a few pages with a picture of a saying on them: "I just want one man to prove that they aren't all the same."I am that one man, but to prove they aren't all the same, well, I have to stay with my wife. :-)(Actually, I WANT to stay with my wife.)
Ok so yesterday before I went into work, I ran some errands. Filled my car with gasoline (3 fucking dollars a gallon good grief its not even SUMMER yet)... Mailed a bill... Returned some DVDs to the rental store. So then I was like Hey Lets Get MY EYEBROWS Waxed... which I have done many times before at beauty salons. I don't mind it, it sure beats the hell out of plucking them. So I stop at this random place near my house that I've never been to before. The lady waxes my eyebrows in a weird way... with this long stick thing that had a roller on the end with hot wax inside. I'VE always had someone apply the wax with a small wooden spatula stick thing and then the strips, then they rip the strips off, etc... So the roller thing kind of weirded me out. Like how many other ppl have used that? Ew. But she did clean my eyebrow area off really well before hand. So Getting My Eyebrows Waxed now has turned into My Left Eyebrow Is Extremely Swollen. I don't know what she did, they
Family Values Starts July 20th!
Launch Radio Networks reports: EVANESCENCE is slated to co-headline this summer's Family Values tour with KORN, marking the first time that EVANESCENCE has appeared on a U.S. touring festival. Singer Amy Lee told Launch that she and her bandmates are thrilled with the idea of being part of a bigger lineup of acts. "Well, obviously we're KORN fans, but there's a lot of cool bands on the bill and when you're on one of those shows that's a bunch of bands and not just like two or three, you basically get to spend the whole day listening to music and watching other bands perform," she said. "And not only is it really fun and inspiring, but it takes a lot of the pressure off, because you're not like (laughs) the only band that everyone's relying on, you know, at the end of the night to play for like an hour and a half and not make any mistakes. So we're all very excited." Family Values starts on July 20 in St. Louis and also features FLYLEAF, HELLYEAH, TRIVIUM and ATREYU. EVANESCENCE
New Album!!!!! Out Today!!!!!
My Birthday!!!
Hey all my 20th Birthday is coming up on Saturday. I'm not too excited but a little. Also my 2nd Wedding Anniversary is coming up on the 10th of April...Yay!
Well my dad had to have back surgury last tuesday and well it was 7 and 1/2 hours long and he lost almost all his blood he almost died and workers comp or w/e is trying to fuck him around and so hes got a lawyer and they are sueing his job and also the person who hit him on new years eve.. Well he hurt his back in o2 working then again in 05 so he had to have a sugury in o5 well they made him work and shit even though he was hurt and made him do things working that he wasnt suppose to be doing so yeah hes sueing and thats good that he is because its really fucked up hes like probally disabled for the rest of his life now because of this bullshit and it really pisses me off and makes me depressed because hes really bad hurting and they are being dicks and gah... anywayz yeah.... ..xx Beejay
Revolver Magazine Hails Band As
HELLYEAH has announced an April 2007 release date for their self- titled debut on Epic Records. The highly anticipated release features MUDVAYNE lead singer Chad Gray and guitarist Greg Tribbett, former PANTERA drummer Vinnie Paul and NOTHINGFACE guitarist Tom Maxwell and bassist Jerry Montano. The quintet includes three of hard rock’s most revered and valuable players, with careers highlighted by an astonishing run of chart- topping gold and platinum albums, major industry awards, critical acclaim, Grammy nominations and music of monolithic power. The March 2006 issue of REVOLVER magazine features a cover story that hails the band as “the ultimate metal super group.” “Tom, Jerry and I have been talking about working together ever since we staggered through the streets of New Orleans five years ago,” says Mudvayne/HELLYEAH vocalist Chad "Helvis" Gray. "I mentioned it to Greg and he immediately wanted in, and when Vinnie came on board the whole thing just took on a life of its own
Where We Are...
she knew she had to be crazy... the late nights, the sweet nothings that piled up into exhaustion. but she couldn't forget his voice, soft and delicate, that crept through her ears and came to rest inside her mind. she felt the fear, the uncertainty that was yet to be. she didn't understand the tingles, the difficulty to breathe, the way he found his way inside her heart so quickly. and he felt the anticipation, the impatience within him, so many conversations, so many ways to break in. he wasn't sure if she would stay, didn't know how to tell her that he was aching, the hunger for a single look in her eyes so overwhelming he thought he would burst.
Greek Shrimp Bake
Greek Shrimp Bake This simple and delicious shrimp entree is good for a busy weeknight. Serve it over rice or orzo to get the most from the Greek-inspired flavors. Credit: Meals on the Move by Holly Clegg Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 onion, chopped * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 (28-ounce) can diced or quartered tomatoes, undrained * 1/2 cup chopped fresh parsley * 1 tablespoon minced garlic * 1 tablespoon dried oregano * Salt and pepper to taste * 2 pounds medium shrimp, peeled * 1 (10-ounce) package frozen peas, thawed and drained * 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese, optional Directions: Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. In a large skillet, over medium heat, saute onion in olive oil until tender. Stir in tomatoes, parsley, garlic, oregano, salt and pepper. Reduce heat to low, cover skillet and gently simmer mixture for 20 minutes, stirring occasionally. Remove sauce from stove; stir in shrimp and peas. Transfer mixture t
Sisters and brothers Grow up to be fathers and mothers. No more fighting But forever writing. Can they make amends And become friends? When one dies The rest look to the skies. They are still living But can they be forgiving? We all need a reality dose And become close. For we never know When its our time to go. Now we must pray try to have a nice day. We must give up our attitude and have some gratitude. Published 1996. Written by me after my sister passed from cancer. Please ask before copying. Thanks Brew
Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialled the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ? " "Is your daddy home?" he asked. " Yes ," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, " No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" " Yes ." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" " Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" " Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise i
Would U ____________ Me?
Would you ____ me ? 2.fuck, 3.kiss, 4.lick, friends, 6.hate,, 8.crush on, 9.stare at, 10.marry, 11.please, 12.tease, 13.go out with, 14.make out 15.suck 16.fight,, 18.hug,, 20.hurt, 21.all of the above, Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me Send me a message with your answers
Need Some Advice....
I would like to find a girl friend, but it's proving more difficult than finding a boyfriend... How does a girl flirt with another girl?? I'm so confused, all i know is i'm into femmes and soft studs....
41 Cool Things To Know!
COOL THINGS TO KNOW! 1. Beer conditions the hair (bring a 12 pack) 2. Pam cooking spray will dry fingernail polish 3. Cool whip will condition your hair in 15 minutes 4. Mayonnaise will KILL LICE, it will also condition your hair 5. Elmer's Glue - paint on your face, allow it to dry, peel off and see the dead skin and blackheads (if any). 6. Shiny Hair - Use brewed Lipton Tea 7. Sunburn - empty a large jar of Nestea into your bath water 8. Minor burn - Colgate or Crest toothpaste 9. Burn your tongue? Put sugar on it! 10. Arthritis? WD-40 Spray and rub in, kills insect stings too! 11. Bee stings - meat tenderizer 12. Chigger bite - Preparation H 13. Puffy eyes - Preparation H 14. Paper cut - crazy glue or chap stick (glue is used instead of sutures at most hospitals) 15. Stinky feet? - Jell-O! 16. Athletes feet - cornstarch 17. Fungus on toenails or fingernails - Vicks vapor-rub 18. Kool aid to clean dishwasher pipes. Just put in the detergent section and run a cycle
Help My Children Goto College Please
Hey I joined a program called Upromise. Its a program to help put money away for college for your kids. Anyways yes its legit. I was just wondering if you could help me. The easiest way I know to get you to help me is to give me your email address and then I send you an invitation. If you want to find out more about it you can check out their website at Even if you don't offer to help me I encourage you to do it to help your own children. The majority of the funds comes from specific items you buy at a grocery store when you use one of the grocery store vip cards. But you can also link a credit card to it and shop online or a certain restaurants. Don't worry its free. Anyways have a great day, Robert
I Am Who I Am
Need Help
The Two Of Them - Pt 5
As Petie finished his shower towel wrapped around him and still wet her moved towards the Bedroom when a knock on the door was heard, "Knock Knock" Hey is Petie around? Yeah sure is come on in Steph. Rushing to his room and shutting the door just as she walked up stairs she knocked on his bedroom door, "Geez not want to see me now or something Petie or do you have another girl in there" Cracking the door open he popped out his head and said ..* No thats not it all you just happen to have inpecable timing of showing up when i am fresh out of the shower still wet. Her face quickly turned a light shade of red and she looked down and grinned... "I guess i have some great timing then huh should of been a few minutes faster i could of been in your room waiting" The look on Peties face was a priceless one as he looked at her. *I ah I.... Should get dressed hold on* He closed the door and threw on a pair of pants a shirt and opened the door, *Okay safe to come on in now i promise
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God100%A Slave To BDSM100%A Romantic40%Virgin10%How are you in bedcreated with
All The Love
Hi everyone I just want to say thanks so much for all the love and the comments lately. I had been feeling pretty bummed out these past few days, so it really put a smile on my face to see all the love. Special hugs and kisses to Beamer, Craig and Andrew who always go that extra mile, love you guys... :) ricki /" target="_blank"> Free Comment" target="_blank"> Free Comment Codes
I Need A Spotlight
and the only way to get one is if u awesome peeps rate my non - nsfw stuff so i had to take some down for a bit (nsfw folder) cuz some ppl get there and then forget the rest :) sorry for the fuck around ppl
You scored as Lusty. Tsk tsk tsk goodness are you ever the perve! But nevertheless, you are amazing in bed. You always seem to want more, and leave your lover in the same boat.Lusty100%Passionate83%Rough71%Gentle17%What type of sex are you?!created with
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing, or give up what I Started and stopped it, from end to beginning A new day is coming, and I am finally free Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever It ended for both of us, faster than a Kill off this thinking, it's starting to sink in I'm losing control now, and without you I can finally see Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA Your promises, they look like lies Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife (knife) I promise you (promise you) I promise you (promise you) And I am finally free Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll attack, I will
It has come to my attention that I am being called a "hacker". Well, whoop-di-do! I have no time to deal with your immaturity. Block me I don't care! I didn't get on this site for you nor will I let you dictate what I do on this site. So far everyone that I have met on here seems really cool. I thought you were moving to TN.? Do whatever you want with your poor pathetic life and don't worry about mine!
Lemme Try To Link A Video...
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)tag:  religion,  evil,  humor,  funny,  jesus,  musical
Ice Kitten
Ice Kitten, Ice Kitten Purring her way to troubled ardent love She is the princess ward of catwoman She sings of dark night's of love Fallowing the path of moon walk Men keep your eyes open and your hearts and voices to yourselves Or she will with a scratch, purring and kisses: Her way into your hearts Then struts away laughing with diamonds and other gifts in hand Blue eyes, Purple dresses struts her stuff in a warm smile of evil ardent love Just a kiss away She will play with you and play alone Yet always at arms length Never up close in warm comforts heart's embrace With a wink and a smile she eludes one and all men Who is the one who holds her heart No one knows A tear can not be shown in her eyes For her troubled soul With evil life firing in the stars of her dreams Ice Kitten travels the night of mens hopes and dreams Yet Ice Kitten keeps on taking and never is known to give her love back Her bed is warm to her touch and o
Just A Little Fyi For Everyone
just to let everyone know that im still alive. i have been very busy im going back to school now. i have a court hearing for child support on april 19th im happy for that my lawyer says it looks good. well i will have my net service up real soon hope to talk to you all again real soon.
Time And Time Lost
Hey everyone! Its spring, and that means that the snow is melting, the sun is up for 13+ hours a day and getting longer, and its time for the hibernators to exchange the cold glow of the computer screen for actual sunlite, snowmachining and canoing and hiking and such. As Fairbanks thaws, so do many of the ladies. It is the season for ladies showing some skin and working the hustle. It can be so cold here in the winter that no one goes out with exposed skin. I have been sitting in class before, losing intrest, when I will catch a glimpse of a girl's ankle- a small strip of skin between sock and pant leg. It will be white and pasty, unshaven for months, and it will be the sexiest thing I have seen all year! ;) Anyway, I am finding myself more distracted by the great outdoors now that its not -40 F and dark, so I hope that all of my new CT frineds will forgive me for my great streches of inactivity online! I cant help it- I have 3 months of nice weather and 9 months of snow an
I Almost Forgot!!
I nearly forgot I owe you guy's something to my loyal readers at least. Well if you haven't herd I've basicly finished the book I was writeing so now I am going to give you the sneak preview. This is the prelude of the story of the Lasher. PreLude: To Beat A Dead Whore. Written By John Stocker Inspired by Daughter Of Hell, Beautiful Nightmare, and my own sick twisted little mind. Every person in this world is driven by one thing, every person has this one thing some where within there weak pitaful minds. It can be used to help, to hurt, to enslave, to free, to destory, to create, and countless other things. WHat is this one source that can do so much? Desire... I will now induldge you weak petty mortals to a history lesson it wasn't even twenty year's ago that I was like you...human. I was born a female in the land you call America. A land plauged by stupidity, corruption, and greed. I tried to be a painter in
Last Night's Episode Of House
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)(SPOILER ALERT!)Last night, the episode of House dealt with House having to treat a 15 year old faith healer.  The kid said he could hear god's voice telling him things.  It pissed House off to no end that people actually believe in stuff like that.The interesting thing, though, was that the kid actually caused a cancer patient's tumor to go down.Later on, though, it turned out the kid had a rare form of herpes where the virus attacked cancer cells before normal cells.Anyway, Hugh Laurie (the man who plays House) also used to play on Blackadder III as the idiot Prince George.  They are two totally different characters, but he played each of them very well.tag:  religion,  entertainment,  television,  house,  tv
Touched By An Angel
Sexiest Milf Contest . . . Lol
I figured I'd give it a try and see how well I fair in a competition. I haven't been on here the last few days. My world has gone completely crazy!!! Think all is coming to an end and it'll be pretty much straightened out! Anyway, gotta get off of here and fix supper for the lil ones. Vote for me as much as possible and c how far we get! Thanks for your friendly support! Sexiest MILF link:
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)I happened to find a comic about the email Idiot Boss sent us:tag:  idiot boss,  career,  office politics,  photo,  image,  funny,  humor,  work
I Haven't Done This Before...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)On LiveJournal there's a woman who's grandfather wrote her a letter.  The link to it is here.Basically the grandfather lambasted the woman for having her homosexual friends over, while ignoring the fact that she is also a lesbian.Makes interesting reading.
A Joke
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)I got this joke from a Pagan newsletter I belong to.  Please feel free to replace "Pagan" with "Satanist" in the joke:A fundamentalist preacher was taking a walk one day and happened upon a young girl who was playing with something in a cardboard box. When he got closer he could see that in the box was a litter of new-born kittens."What kind of kittens are those?" asked the preacher."Why, they're Christian kittens," replied the littlegirl.The preacher walked on, pleased to see that the little girl had Jesus foremost in her thoughts.A few days latter the preacher saw the little girl again."And how are your little Christian kittens doing today?" asked the man of God."Oh, they aren't Christian kittens, they're Pagan kittens," replied the girl. "But...but... I thought you said last week that they were Christian kittens," sputtered the flabbergasted preacher."Oh, they were. But now their eyes are open."tag:  satan,  satanism,  satanist,  satanic,  religi
DEBRA ANN BASTON ST. ALBANS - Debra Ann Baston, 42, died Friday, March 23, 2007, at Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, Vt. She was born Dec. 27, 1964, in Claremont, N.H., the daughter of Edwin and Eleanor (Bressette) Baston. She attended school in South Royalton, Vt. and graduated from the Randolph Area Vocational Center in Randolph, Vt. in 1983. Following graduation she lived a short time in South Royalton and a few years in Underhill, Vt. before moving to St. Albans. Debra had participated in the Vermont Winter Special Olympics as a skier. She loved playing bingo, and her many cats. She enjoyed doing family genealogy and listening to country music. She is survived by three brothers: Donald Donoghue of South Royalton, William Clay of Plymouth, N.H. and Jason Johnson of Lebanon, N.H.; three sisters: Jolene Coolidge of Rutland, Vt., Carol Emerson of Bradford, Vt. and Lois Potwin-Thomas of Manchester, N.H.; and several aunts, uncles, nieces and nephe
From A Distance
From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing.... Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray. When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, it s
Fine Young People
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)(From Trade Bibles for Porn By Matt O'Conner Friday, December 2, 2005SAN ANTONIO A group of atheists at the University of Texas at San Antonio is putting a novel twist on the toys-for-guns programs run by many urban police departments. But instead of toys, they are handing out porn in exchange for bibles. We consider the bible to be a very negative force in the history of the world, student Ryan Walker said. Walker is part of a student group that calls itself the Atheist Agenda. Club members this week posted fliers promoting what they call the Smut for Smut campaign then set up a table in the student union to collect religious materials and pass out adult magazines such as Black Label and Playboy. The group is not officially sanctioned by the university and has raised the ire of several religious organizations on campus. In my opinion, there are no atheists.
I know I don't get around to all of you so I wanted to let you all that I am still thinking of you.Get more @
This Shit Is So Funny!
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?
Someone once referred to me as catty. I don't feel I must explain why I'm not, but I'm gonna' tell you why anyway. I'm not catty, but I am bitchy and there is, oh yes there is a big damn difference. Catty females like drama. I HATE, despise, and loathe drama. Catty individuals love other catty females, because they like to sit on their asses, view their own boring existence and gossip about those they envy on the sly. Bitches, we make the world go 'round. I don't have time for he/she said. I look in the mirror at least 10 times a day reminding myself just how fabulous (sp?) I am! Other bitches I respect, but I must admit, there is only room for one bitch in my life. MOI! Catty females like to present their problems to the world. They expect others to fix them, or butt in and be their saviour. Hello! If I wasn't so petite, I'd be a fucking Amazon, and I'd eat a man for lunch if he tried to be my knight in shining armour. It's one thing to do it because you adore me. I still d
Alright Y'all. There's A Big Storm On The Way. Winds Are Picking Up Fast, It Just About Took Me And My Cat Both Down The Street And I Gotta Go
I hate it when storms go bad. My cat took off like a rocket as I tried to pick him up and the wind hit me so hard it knocked me down face first into the gravel. Anyhow, I feel I need to go find him. Intuition tells me if I don't I may find him tomorrow dead. Just pray/light candles that I make it in from the storm okay. Love always; DJ Haunted Tears
Crappy Day
This is why I haven't kept blogs in the past: because my life is boring and a lot of days sucks..something people don't want to read about as their own lives probably suck in their own Anyhow, those who actually KNOW me, know that I have some health problems that sometimes cause me to feel like crap..and I never really know when one of these bad days is going to pop up..makes life interesting I guess. Today was one of those days..didn't sleep well last night and that combined with feeling like crap all day has really made it a loonng one. Anyhow, enough whining and who cares...could be worse, I don't have anything terminal as far as I I suppose I should just hope that the good days outnumber the bad as they seem to do. Anyway, hope anyone reading this is having a good week so far..I'm still holding out hope that the second half of mine is better :)
Useless Part 1
So this is prolly going to be the first of several installments of simple rambleings from my dumb ass ... however it might inlighten some..... and piss off others.. either way its the way I see it and its mine damnit. So I was told by a friend today some things about another friend that really made me at first mad but then concerned about my self and the way I handle things in my every day normal life. I was told that I had a tendancy to get pissed off if .. well if I didnt get my way... well this may be true to an extent but not without reason due to the fact and nature of what I would be getting pissed about. Now any red blooded american will get a but on the pissed off side if someone is in any way shape of form fuckign wiht there life or well being.... right? Well thats what I would be getting pissed about and I dont think that is me being selfish or anything of the like. I could be wrong........ To further this concern I contacted person one to aleave him from having to "bo
Body Scape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.
Faux Hawk Kid Makes Me Want To Have My Mohawk Back
I'm at my new job. Lamest fucking hours in the world, but I can dress how I went as long as I have a collar shirt on and long pants. I can also have piercings, tattoos, and hair. Yes, hair amazing huh. I mean nonprofessional hair styles. So, there are two kids I work with that have gay ass I guess emo indie hair cuts. I don't know they're just gay hair cuts. Fauxhawk boy is one of these. I hate fauxhawks. Its seriously the retarded cousin of the mohawk. Maybe thats just a sign of my age, but really that is like the worst thing ever. You do that to your hair when you're in the god damned shower for fuck's sake....when you're 12. How that became a hair do I'll not understand. I am completely incapable of getting fashion past what i like I guess. Or at least as far as the fauxhawk goes. Friggin stupid.
Fitness Equiptment
Well, after all these years of friends trying to get me to join I'm here. I created a myspace profile once, it sucked so I never developed it. So far reading profiles and such here..I LOVE IT!!! TAP MY CHERRY BABY!!! Anyway, long day..gonna be a longer night. I'm heading to the bar tonight to hang with my friends and work on this damn profile. No pic you say? Yeah yeah. Give me time. I'm slow. The short bus only stops once a day. Circumcision? Why that title? Cause I'm cutting off myspace and exposing the head. Love ya Lee and Kimmie. Thanks for popping my cherry and getting me on here!
You Are A Bitch
I do what I do because I can You thought you were someone You ended to be nothing You ain't shit to me Just another bitch in the world of bitches I call you out you holla'd at ya homies told them all you couldn't tell me you found the error in your ways along the way you fucked up a potential friendship I didn't do shit because I am who I am you didn't tell her that did you? You let on to how you were feeling not what it is today, who we are you over-stepped like it was something more than it is do you feel dumb now? for ever and always there will be a riff between her and I you put your feelings into something that isn't yours you used your words as your weapons without thinking before you threw the first punch you lashed you checked yourself a day late a dollar short cuz baby you broke it any chance you and I had I walk you see your future in me blink once I'm out
Untitled #3
When I am alone with my thoughts, I think of you. When I am beaten by my fears, I scream for you. When loneliness is banging against my heart, I yearn for you. Why do you do this to me? Promise me forever, but then you go away? Are you coming back? That I'll never know. Only one this is certain though. Even though you walked away, I can't let go.
Stop Looking In My Window.
I am becoming increasingly convinced that the squirrels looking in my windows are up to some evil scheme involving a wood chipper and off-brand cheese spread.
Everyone Please Sign My Guest Book!!!!!!!!
I would love it if all that visited my page would sign add a pic and a short message to my guest book. I would like all my friends on this. It also shows up at other places on my computer like myspace and yahoo360. Plus its my screen saver. For now I want everyone to know Im showing them alot of love...
Random Thoughts....
Ugh, the first of the month and a full moon bring out every crackpot and crackhead on this side of the Maumee River....the disgust set in after the 4th junkie came in to buy their syringes; I guess we're supposed to look at it from the point of view that they're using clean needles and not spreading disease. I don't give a damn, let them use dirty needles and less junkie on the streets. By selling known junkies syringes, isn't that enabling? On top of the fact that what they are doing with them is illegal??? Wouldn't it be like buying a recovering alcoholic a bottle of booze? Plus I get tired of people bitching about paying 1 or 2 dollars for prescriptions....I know that money could go towards more important things, like cigarettes, booze, and weed. I had someone get really irrate because she had to pay $2 for a $370 At least my tax dollars are going for a good cause...yeah, right. Oh yeah, when we ask you what time you will be picki
Somebody Please
somebody i want to see the private pics on your pages it but it wont let me please let me and i will leave cooments for you
The Frog And The Endowed
A guy goes to see his Doctor, because he's been a little too, well endowed, shall we say. In fact. It's 25 inches long. Can't get any woman to have sex with him. No men either, one would think. Anyway, the Doctor says there is nothing that he can do medically, but sends him to see a witch that he thinks may be able to help. Witch takes a look at the problem (YIKES!) and tells him to go to a particular pond, deep in the forest, and talk to a frog that lives there. "Ask the frog to marry you and each time the frog says no, you'll be 5 inches shorter." Worth a try he thinks, and off he dashes into the forest, as anyone in this sort of joke would. Finds the pond and sees the frog on the other side, sitting on a log. "Will you marry me?" he calls to the frog. Frog looks at him, disinterested at best, and calls back, "No." Guy looks down, and sure enough, he's 5 inches shorter. Hey, this is great, he thinks-- let's try this again. "Will you marry me?" he asked the
went for a tan bought some earings ive wanted and some clothes . my gay roomate gave me hell for more clothing LOl ahhh well gigglez cant help it i like things
Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I`ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we`ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We`ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you`ve known. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need you
So, my car's been shimmying since Friday. I tried to get it in the shop but the earliest they'd fit me in at the shop was Thursday. Well, I drive about 45 miles one way to work, then an extra 8 or so to school. On the way home tonight the shimmy was pronounced. By the time I got home (thankfully I made it home) There was smoke coming from the front end. Needless to say I called off for the morning and hope to get a rental to make it for a half day of work and school for a test tomorrow night. Just as well, it's going to snow for the next five days after a day of around 76 degrees. You have to love PA.
Added A Few New Pics
Just letting people know i added a few new pics in my default album.. most of them are salutes to a friend who bought me a blast.. but check them out.. *Kisses*
Results Are Now In For The Altament Dj Contest. Sorry They Are Late
Ratings Punks
to be honest with you i really do not care what i am rated. but if you want to insult me then please do not be a punk and leave me a comment instead of hiding like some little bitch. notice i said bitch and not biotch or whatever is hip these days. i will not argue your opinion and in fact would rather be a real 5 than a bullshit 11. but please stand up for yourself and your opinion and not hide like some little molester in the bushes
Nickel-and-diming Your Way To Riches
I thought I was fairly deft at handling money. But that was before I met the maestros of money management. We're talking here about the legions of Americans who manipulate their monthly cash flow like chess masters, along the way snagging frequent-flier miles, cash rewards and interest income. Behind all this lies that unquenchable human desire to beat the system, score a bargain and turn a buck. In my book, those are admirable qualities. But you've got to wonder: Is it worth it? Reaping Rewards To make it as a money maestro, you need the right combination of bank accounts and credit cards -- and a certain financial fanaticism. Consider Dan Goldzband, a cost accountant in San Diego. He has his paycheck deposited directly into a high-yield savings account, where the money sits until he transfers it to his checking account to pay bills. His reward: $35 to $85 in interest each month. "My checking-account balance rarely exceeds $100," Mr. Goldzband says. "If it does for m
Coffee Machine
I Need Points!
Please help me gain more points and levels!
So I decided to get a guestbook, I don't really know why, I guess mainly to just see where everybody hails from in a nice pretty sort of way, and look at nifty pictures and little messages (maybe if someone wants to...) So, drop by, add yo'self, say hello or whatever. It's all sparkly!
Sometimes I Ramble.
Sometimes I ramble when I write. Sometimes I over talk myself. Sometimes I make too much out of something. Sometimes my writings are fiction, sometimes they are nonfiction. Sometimes my writings are done out of anger, or lust, or friendship. Sometimes they mean nothing, sometimes they mean too much. Sometimes people read into them too much and don't realize it was just a piece I felt the need to write. I get confused, I get hurt, I get happy. I write to write, to make people think, to possibably become a muse to someone. I enjoy the thought of making others think about what I am saying. Is it Me that she is talking about, or is it her dog? Is it me that she lusts after or is it just a thought? I can scare people away with my writings, I can draw them closer to me too. My writings make no sense to me sometimes, other times I look at them not sure if I wrote them at all. I am absurd, and complex, and constantly trying to better myself. So I guess the next time I write I sh
Up In Arms
ok sit down relax and ill spit it to you about a fucked up world i’m just in it , i dont get it so many things i try understand but cant so it ends up on paper in a form of a rant about our fucked up lives with our fucked up things pour the salt in it rub it till it stings about a world up in arms ,with everything i do maybe its just me, or do you feel it too? (sometime i write stuff)
>> An Atheist In The Woods
>> AN ATHEIST IN THE WOODS >>> >>> An atheist was walking through the woods. >>> "What majestic trees"! >>> "What powerful rivers"!> "What beautiful animals"! >>> He said to himself. >>> >>> As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the >>> bushes >>> >>> behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly charge >>> towards >>> >>> him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his >>> shoulder >>> >>> &saw that the bear was closing in on him. >>> >>> He looked over his shoulder again, &the bear was even closer. >>> He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up >>> but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with >>> his left paw &raising his right paw to strike him. >>> >>> At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" >>> >>> Time Stopped. >>> The bear froze. >>> The forest was silent. >>> As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the >>> sky."You den
Thinking Thoughts I Shouldn't!!
I was just sitting here wondering if anyone could tell me how the thought of being with someone you really want to be with can be so exciting and yet so confusing at the same time! I just recently got out of a bad marriage and I guess there are a lot of things I miss about being with someone. the confussing part is trying to figure out if this person likes me or not and do I really want to go there. The exciting part is I think about wanting to see this person all the time. This person can make me laugh even if I feel like all I want to do is crawl under a rock.I can tell this person anything and feel comfortable that it isn't going anywhere I don't want it to go! I guess what I'm saying is that I have a wonderful thing with this person and if I go with what I'm thinking about, I might ruin all of that. But on the other had, the what if's are driving me out of my mind!!!I think sometimes this person has a crystal ball and can tell me things about myself I don't want to know.Maybe it wo
Rude Customer
For all workers who work with Rude Customers An award should go to the Virgin Airlines gate attendant in Sydney some months ago for being smart and funny, while making her point, when confronted with a passenger who probably deserved to fly as cargo. A crowded Virgin flight was cancelled after Virgin's 767s had been withdrawn from service. A single attendant was re-booking a long line of inconvenienced travellers. Suddenly an angry passenger pushed his way to the desk. He slapped his ticket down on the counter and said, "I HAVE to be on this flight and it HAS to be FIRST CLASS" The attendant replied, "I'm sorry, sir. I'll be happy to try to help you, but I've got to help these people first, and I'm sure we'll be able to work something out." The passenger was unimpressed. He asked loudly, so that the passengers behind him could hear, "DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHO I AM?" Without hesitating, the attendant smiled and grabbed her public address micropho
Scaring The Shit Out Of My Son!!
Ha ha ha! My oldest step-son was in the shower the other night and I was in the other bathroom and I pounded on the wall and the poor kid screamed like a little girl! Lmao! Then when I went in to check on him I knocked on the door and he screamed again lol! Then he said "This house is cursed!" Then I told him it was me all along and he didn't believe me at first! What an April Fools joke lmao!
Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to the ones you love and care about! And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, a
Omg This Is So True!
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time
So mom called me today and i was at work and she left me a msg saying i needed to call her, that something bad happened. If you know me then im sure you know my sister. She was in a bad car accident when i say bad i mean everything since this has been nothing. This morning, at 4 am she was taken to a hospital in West Virginia. i know which one but i cant give out that information for personal reasons. Where She has three broken bones in her neck, and they have to put a halo on her, if that dosent work or goes wrong durring the time they are thing to do that they have to immediately opperate on her spine to fix the three broken bones, her arm is broken and three ribs, she is getting 500 mg of morphine every ten seconds. Also, She has internal bleeding, her spleen is gone and so is her liver. She is currently in an ICU. So do me a favor and pray. She is severely swollen, and is in pretty bad shape. She has to breathe on her own she cant eat or drink, if at anytime she fails to
IS AMAZING!!! (well beside the creepy guy) Today was a good day we finally had some decent food, and also got away from the tour group. Me and Danielle went out with Danielles cousins and visited the shrine of ST Joseph and the mountain in the middle of the city. It was pretty cool. Also, some guy bought us whiskey sours, and smoked pot with us outside the hotel... It was interesting... So now I have 3 bowls the one at home and the 2 i bought here... They're nice. I also got nicotine free tabacco which is watermelon flavoured it is amazing. I love Montreal... It is just like NYC everything stays open and the people stay out bouncing from club to club.. But yeah I hae really done nothing but complain this trip because people annoyed me to no end or something like that... But yanno what I feel bad for it because the people really arent all that bad and the things we have done arent all the bad... Its just not what I want to be doing or who i want to be around so thats
Be Careful
A guy goes to see his Doctor, because he's been a little too, well endowed, shall we say. In fact. It's 25 inches long. Can't get any woman to have sex with him. No men either, one would think. Anyway, the Doctor says there is nothing that he can do medically, but sends him to see a witch that he thinks may be able to help. Witch takes a look at the problem (YIKES!) and tells him to go to a particular pond, deep in the forest, and talk to a frog that lives there. "Ask the frog to marry you and each time the frog says no, you'll be 5 inches shorter." Worth a try he thinks, and off he dashes into the forest, as anyone in this sort of joke would. Finds the pond and sees the frog on the other side, sitting on a log. "Will you marry me?" he calls to the frog. Frog looks at him, disinterested at best, and calls back, "No." Guy looks down, and sure enough, he's 5 inches shorter. Hey, this is great, he thinks-- let's try this again. "Will you marry me?" he asked the frog. The frog
My Friend Needs Ur Love
Her profile name is Mary17 i need to get her link ,,,give me a few ,,i'll get for ya's Here is her link, im tryin to figure a faster way to do this but if you can help me out,,u know i return the favors a href="" target=_blank>mary17@ CherryTAP
Political Compass
I read a blog recently that said you shouldn't be able to vote if you couldn't pass a politics basic skills test -- correctly answering a question such as who is the president? or what country do you live in? I would agree with that and suggest that it should be extended to say that you shouldn't be able to vote if you can't explain why you believe what you believe. I'm going to take a shot at conservatives here, but there seems to be a high degree of self annointed "conservatives" that can't say why they are conservatives. These people are idiots. "Because" and "Just Because" aren't valid answers for someone old enough to vote. So take this short test, figure out who you really are. I ended up right next to the Dali Lama and close to Ghandi. And about as far away as possible from Hitler and George W. Bush.
Us Policies
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to th
For all you people on my friends list I thought you might like to know that I am pregnant.....I'm only 3 1/2 months along but time is flying by...Don't worry I wont be keeping the baby fat...Things have been going well for me since I've past the throwing up stage....I'm just waiting to find out if it's a boy or girl....Don't be sad for I will be back in no time once the baby is born and will start taking more pics for you guys.
Sometimes I just fucking hate my life, wishing the pain could just go away :-( Why can't it be easier to fall out of love than falling in love?
Pleasure Served By A 9mm
Advice From The Sex Therapist
Two women had been having a friendly lunch when the subject turned to sex. "You know, John and I have been having some sexual problems," Linda told her friend. That's amazing!" Mary replied, "So have Tom and I. We're thinking of going to a sex therapist" said Linda. "Oh, we could never do that! We'd be too embarrassed!" responded Mary. "But after you go, will you please tell me how it went?" Several weeks passed and they met for lunch again. "So, how did the sex therapy work out, Linda?" "Things couldn't be better! Linda exclaimed. "We began with a physical exam, and afterward the doctor said he was certain he could help us. He told us to stop at the grocery store on the way home and buy a bunch of grapes and a dozen donuts. He told us to sit on the floor nude, and toss the grapes and donuts at each other. Every grape that went into my vagina, John had to get it out with his tongue. Every donut that I ringed his penis with, I had to eat. Our sex life is wonderful, in fact it's bett
Whats In A Last Name
HOLY SHIT.... I guess i am great in bed L : Unbelievably great in bed. E : Great in bed E : Great in bed A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are deadyou sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready.......
Hurting Inside
A nightmare I have lived within for far too long they say. Depression rules my life sometimes. When will I find my way? Im hurting more and more each day and I cant stop the pain. I know that I am strong inside but right now I feel insane. My life seems so unclear to me. A burden Ive become. Theres so much weight that pulls me down. Inside Im cold and numb. A wish that never sees the stars has silently escaped my voice. A tear that fell repeatedly. I feel I have no choice. Im tired and it never ends. Im hurt and I guess its right. Im sad and holding it to myself. Im slowly losing this fight.
Can't Sleep
Just a sitting here chatting in my shout box as i can't sleep ... So seeing i couldn' decided to just diddle daddle in here but my comp doesn't seeem to want to cooperate it lagging and stopping me maybe its trying to tell me to go to bed lol oh well, so I guess maybe i best go lol gotta reboot now anyway cause of update lol
once again here i sit in the shadows of an empty world only having been teased with the thought of love my body writhing in agony from the pain as blood is shed each time i caugh here i sit in the shadows of my own death all i can see about me is emptyness hallow promises of love offered only for the price of flesh
Been A Little Bit
Its been a long weird trip for me . I went from a strung out gutter punk to someone now with a job . One that is legitiamate , and one that I can actually say I am glad to have . Sure it doesent beat the money I used to make , but its worth it . No longer do I have to worry about jail . Getting beat up robbed or killed over a mistake ...I like life for once in a long time
At The Sperm Bank
A masked man goes into a sperm bank, points a gun at the woman behind the counter, and says, "Open the safe." She says, "This isn't a real bank, it's a sperm bank." He says, "Open the safe or I'll shoot." She opens the safe, and he says, "Now take one of the bottles and drink it." After she opens the bottle and drinks it, he takes off his mask and the woman realizes the robber is her husband. He says, "Now you see? It's not so difficult, is it?"
I'm Back In Business Lol
First graphic made since i made those other ones in my other blog... expect more :)
Sheisty Bitches..
Ok so I got reminded tonight why I'm not friends with bitches. Personally I think it's pretty fucking skanky to come to someone you call your FRIEND'S page and man shop. Get your own men you dirty skank. WTF?! How are you gonna come to my page and shop for men like this is the skank shopping network?! Sorry bitch, that's sheisty and you have to roll. I can't imagine what would POSSIBLY make some skank think that it would be ok to man shop on my page. Clearly she needs to put the Jack down and stop eating retard sandwiches. So we all know why Irish finds women to be so very skanky and ignorant. If you have a snatch and you're reading this...please feel free to keep your dirty skanky snatch on your own page.
Big Sorry To "i Am A Sweet Heart"
Neurosonic, "so Many People"
I'm not a big fan of Techno Rock/Metal and I barely accept the term Nu-Metal for the music I do like... This band is fairly fresh and just started getting some airplay on XM and when I first heard this track I thought it sucked it grew on me...then my mind kicked in and I got into the lyrics and realized these guys were singing about that twit Ashley Simpson and her fucked up lipsync on SLN... But I think it goes a little deeper into the superficial nature of our society these days... How the youth of today don't have any real goal in life except to be famous...the problem is that most kids today don't know the difference between "Fame" and "Infamy"...I wonder if they did know... would it really matter to them? Everything under the sun going to hell in an episode of snl watch it on the tv you ugly girl you can not sing can't even lip sync apparently money can even buy you dignity never wanna forget in a couple of days it doesn't matter what they say i
99.5 Kiss - Fetish Promotion
well i am off tommrow to help promote for the show. Anyone in san antonio listen in for the temple of flesh girls.
Pledge To Htachet..
Caling All Family...mmfwcl
The Doc's Advise
Stop worrying about the little things, you can't control them and they're making you sick. I'm going to see you in 6 weeks and I want to see the old Dan that looked hungry and ready for anything, because honestly... you look like shit. So now I need a haircut, a shave, and continue my diet... I've been letting other people down and now I'm worried about all this other shit and letting myself down without realizing it. PS- 99% of women smell and should have rocks thrown at them.
A Scathing Look At Life (not For The Faint Of Heart...) (13mar07)
Ye be warned. I'm liable to piss some people off with this blog, but in my own natural style, I truly don't gives a fuck. Truly. But let's be honest. I've always called an ace, an ace. And in the spirit of George Carlin, Bill Hicks, and Carlos Mencia (among others), I don't have a problem telling the raw truth, whether it fucks someone off or not. Of course, I'm not going to just jump right into it, so let me begin this blog with a bit of my typical randomness and updatedness. Yeah, it's 2am and I'm still awake. No real shocker, it's been a fact of life for many many years now that I don't sleep well, if at all. Some days are better than others, but not very often. And since my last surgery a year and a half ago, I can't even really blame my sleep-apnea anymore. In talking with a friend on the phone earlier today (or was it last night?) I did come to a startling realization. I'm 29 years old and have mostly grey (salt 'n pepper one might say) hair. I've been like this pretty
A Better Tomorrow And A Brighter Future
We live in a world where it pays to be of color, coloreds are given everything, they rarely are asked to return favors and they are automatically placed ahead of the white population when it comes to welfare and financial aid of any kind. Laws are passed and rights are given to the colored population of the world to ensure that they are treated better than their white counterparts, they are placed at the top of the list for immigration grants and are allowed to physically abuse a white person on the soul basis of them being white and the law will not see to it that they are locked up for six plus years. However what the governments don’t realize is that the coloreds they favor never up until the 1940s took it upon themselves to fight for the countries they inhabit, they never made it a point to help themselves and their people to rise above their social standings and up until the 1960s they never showed a real interest in trying to raise their social bar. Yet governments are making i
Why Couldn't You Have Met Me Halfway? (18mar07)
I've been thinking about certain things for a long time. I've finally realized that there's maybe only 2 or 3 people who actually really get me. It's been that way for years. I think that's the truest sign of my life. I wrote most of this when I got home last night... well, early this morning, rather. I was piss drunk. Pissed off. It's funny how one little thing can ruin an otherwise great night. One thing goes wrong, and the rest of the night goes to shit. Everything else goes wrong. It's the domino effect. Isn't it funny how the "domino effect" never happens to good things, only bad? It's time I face the music. I'm too bitter. Too jaded. Too pissed off to ever be able to resume that falcities that I once believed in. I'm too old, too. Too old to achieve the dreams I've always dreamt; The high-school sweetheart, the college life, the picture perfect marriage, the nice house, white pickett-fence, 2.5 kids, happy family. What's left? The torn and tattered remnants of a tortured life,
Rose Of Sharon
I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters. As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love. Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love. His left hand is under my head, and his right hand doth embrace me. I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field... that ye stir not up, nor awake my love... till he please.
Blue eyes shining like stars Strong muscular arms to hold her Voice that floats like velvet Caressing her innermost core He says her name, she comes alive Desire long locked away Set ablaze by his touch, his gaze The past disappears with one word His hands find her neck Slowly moving down her shoulders Massaging her arms, nuzzling her neck She breathes him in, finding herself His mouth claims hers Her tongue dances with his Their bodies slowly come together Entwining as one, flesh to flesh He tastes her skin With his mouth, his lips Feels his teeth lengthen Wanting her, needing her She gives herself to him Completely, unselfishly She tells him to feed, unafraid He nuzzles closer, feeling her heat There is a longing in him She knows too well His teeth graze her neck Sweet seduction, sweet insanity His arousal cannot be denied She is willing as he enters her She feels the pierce of his teeth In a mixture of pain and pleasure She feels his n
Dream Lover
There are days when I can't wait to get to sleep. I spend my days thinking about you, wanting to sleep so I can feel you. You, the one that is only in my dreams. One that I cannot see except when I succumb to my dreams. You know my heart as no other. Your simple caress releases a hunger which must be sated. Only you can give me such a sweet release. My prince, my soul. Come to me in the night. I long for the taste of you mouth as it takes mine. The hardness of you when we are flesh to flesh. The scent of your skin as I breathe is like no other in all the worlds. My dream lover, only you can quench my thirst. Only you set ablaze my soul, freeing it as we rise above the cares and worries left behind. Only you bring me to such ecstasy.
Stop The Madness!
Indian state bans sex education India's Maharashtra state has banned the introduction of sex education in schools after protests from legislators who say it will corrupt young minds. The move is being seen as a setback to central government efforts to introduce sex education in schools countrywide. Gujarat and Madhya Pradesh states recently announced similar decisions. India has the highest number of Aids patients in the world. However sex is still a taboo subject in many parts of the country. The Maharashtra government also said it will not be introducing sex education books as part of the Central Board of Secondary Education (CBSE) syllabus. India - the country that gave the world the Kama Sutra - still hesitates to talk about sex openly in the 21st Century. Despite the large number of patients suffering from HIV/Aids, sex - the word and subject - are taboo in many parts of the country and is not discussed as openly as in the cities. 'Social evils'
I am falling, but standing on solid ground. this vast abyss drowning. I don't know how i ended up here, why for me is love a beast i must fight with such a force, Medusa's eyes the gaze turns me to stone. I cannot win no mater what road i choose, i did not chose this emotion of love, nor does it's company bring m solace. I am in it's grip seeing the nature, not knowing how to let go, but not knowing how to hold on. My path is set, I will no longer fight, wherever this road goes i will walk with the faith that in the end all roads lead to destiny, and my destiny, though unknown will make itself known.
Comedy Film Stash Lol
Happy hump day all !! I added some pics from some of my fav comedy films. Please stop by and show some lurve !! Thanks everyone, stay safe and have a great day ! Luv an' stuff Lin xx
April 21st!!!!! Dundalk, Maryland
Erin's Dream
So she keeps having this tattoo dream, where we go to a bar and my tattoo guy Jeff is the bartender. We talk to him about getting tattoos, and he says come on up. We are going up to his tattoo parlor. So the three of us go upstairs. Erin is nervous, as anyone getting a tattoo usually is, I have lots and still get nervous everytime I get one. Is it going to hurt, or is it going to put me to sleep? So Erin lays down on her stomach, and I straddle her hips and give her a lower back massage, to take her attention away from the tattoo. Before she knows it, the tattoo is all done. She asks will I be getting one. My reply is simple "I already got one" I remove my shirt, and stand next to her. Our tattoo's tell a story, going from me to her, It begins on my back and ends on hers. It is the story we can't seem to tell in words. It is beautiful, beyond words. It is flowers and pain, and love and dismay. It is what we are to each other. She is my sister, maybe not blood, but she i
Dirty Dirty Clown...nsfw
What Love Is
It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little things go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you! (Poem links to original/author)
The Ways Of Men
The Whys of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your Blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)
A True Soul Mate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you
I'm Not Messing With The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. == =========== 6. The more sex y
Things My Mother Taught Me
Things my mother taught me 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10
The Most Functional English Word:
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD: Well, it's shit... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some
Need Points
Where Are The Fans???
I can't stand Sanjaya staying on the American Idol show this season as much as the next person. My stomach just ties into a curl each week as he reappears. Howard Stern is behind the ploy to vote for the worst, which is why supposedly that the worst has kept flying through the rankings each week and has managed to stay on despite that there are many other talented singers who certainly deserve to remain. The first knee jerk reaction I have is, "If Sanjaya actually wins, I am not watching the American Idol ever again!" But wait. Is that what, perhaps, Howard Stern's true goal is? If I, and all the American Idol fans who are soured by these antics, do suddenly not watch the show any more, then Howard Stern wins with his antics. Can't help but wonder it the American Idol folks aren't secretly behind this in order to add controversy? or, maybe they had a bet with Howard Stern saying that their fans would outvote whatever votes that he would drive up because the fans would be determin
Happy Hump Day, Everyone!
Haven't blogged in a few days, not since the infamous ONE DAY ONLY! blog, lmao! It is 18 degrees out as we speak, with snow flurries! Bah! Humbug! I know it will only last briefly, but I'm ready for a little warmth here! I think this makes 3 snows on the robins, so I hope this is it for the snow, lol!! I will be off to work in a bit - need to get blood drawn on the way! Three clients scheduled for today, if they all hold. Continue to have 2 or 3 new clients every week - that is a wonderful thing! I've warned the family (extended) that I will be taking pictures on Easter! I talk about most of these people and it would be nice to get a pic of them in my albums. My Mom will have fits over the pics, but she'll deal! Lots of cute little ones in my extended family, especially the new baby! Such a sweetie he is! Guess I should hit the road! Have a wonderful day everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings to all my friends all over the world! I love you all so v
Shoot Me.
my fucking teeth are killing me. =(
Yikes! I Got A '1'
Lots of very nice folks have given my photo(s) a 10, which of course I know I don't really deserve, but someone out there thought I was a 1. Ouch. I guess it goes to show: you can't please everybody.
Another Shitty Day
Today is going to suck. This day sucks because yesturday suck because Monday sucked. I hope i can get another schol to work at. One that will give me my 8 hours and still give me time to complete my floors without too much hastle or stress. If I stay at my current school, I will probably be fired and will have to job search again. I really hate my job but I need the money. There are no options for low level computer operator. If I can get back into school, I am going to study as hard as I can and eventually work towards getting out of this country and either move to Canada or Austria.
Some One Special!
hey and good morning to all my cherry friends,chatted with someone yesterday and he knows who he is!He makes me feel good when we chat,even if he is a little bossy!LOL,thanks baby,I don't ever wamt to lose you as a friend.
Family I Need Help!
~ Angel Family And Freinds ~ I need help here plz i am behind 200 comments and it just opened up too! Click on the pic to rate and comment bomb me Thanks Guys Maria
Easter Message To All My Friends!!!
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts HAPPY HUMP DAY!!!
Erotica: Pics
As we talked about, you got the hotel room ready for my arrival. After a 12 hour drive, all I want to do is pass out as I spill into the room, the suitcase, laptop camera and camcorder in tow. Most if it winds up on the floor next to the door as I collapse on the bed. It's hard as nails, but having sat in a car for the past 1000 miles, it's pretty comfy. I wake to the phone ringing. My 10 am wake up call. I roll off the bed and head to the shower. 30 minutes later, I begin unloading the hardware. The laptop goes on the table, camcorder tripod off to the side, digital camera next to the bed along with the camcorder. The iPod and speakers go on the other side of the bed. After a bit, it's all set. I give you the call. The exact time that we planned. 3 rings on the phone before I hang up. You're on your way. When you arrive, knock once, as we planned. I stand at the door, my heart pounding, my hand shaking with excitement. Digital camera in hand, I stand with the door between
It's Crazy....
how i've been choking about putting the "bam" in bamboozle, and now it's almost certain to happen. i'm renaming this to... Bamboozle: The Duel. TWO people know what I'm talking about.
H.pylori And Me
For the ones that doesn't know, or asked me, there you go: Remember when i started with stomach problems last n november? well, after several visits to the emergency room, and doctor appointments, 2 sonograms and an endoscopy, they found out that i had gastritis caused by helicobacter pylori (a bacteria in my stomach) after detecting i had a bad reaction to the antibiotics to kill that bacteria and that i kept having those horrible stomach and back pain (yes, it hurts so much that it makes your back hurts too), they kept doing other studies till they found out i had gall bladder sand/stones (they were very very tiny like sand) and that was giving me horrible pains too got the surgery that most of you know in january after being hospitalized in emergency, and recovered very well in this middle i fell on the pool too lol (yup, i'm having a serie of funny health problems) and i'm in rehab for the leg and sprained ankle i swear it was an accident!! lol then 1 week ago i had to do th
JUST CHECKING IN AGAIN Its stupid early right now, trying to wake up. I have an early appointment this morning, so I figured I would see if my fingers can type at this hour!! We have a few meetings this week just discussing the game plan, and talking shop with a few people. Next week we have a huge show that we need everyone to come too that can!!! It a VERY IMPORTANT show for us for a few reason. I wish I could get into it but some of you already know. So just ask around & you'll find out why but I can't get into it till after that show. I don't want to jinx things.........Here are some details: April, 12 2007 at House of Crave FREE ALL AGES SHOW!!!!!!! W/fatkid dodgeball 391 Neil Avenue, columbus, Ohio 43081 Cost : FREE Doors: 7:00pm Also we were thinking about posting a new song demo. BUT with a small catch... In columbus,Ohio if you make us the number one song every night this week(4/2-4/6) on the TEXT TOP 5 we will post the demo of a new track called Loser Of Th
Faken Baken
lets just say some parts on a womans body are not meant to be burnt. ouch
Some Things In Life
i used to think i was all alone in this world never thought there was other people out there like me. i have had some pretty shitty things happen to me in life that a shrink says caused all this depression on me. when i was just 8 i was molested for three yrs by someone i looked up to i had to live in the same house with her and try to keep my mouth sealed shut never letting anyone know after all it was my burden to carry right? im 30 yrs old now and i still cant stand to be in the same room with her i have tried forgiving her and i know now that she was/is sick and could not help it. a part of me forgives but i will never forget. when i was 14 i met my soul mate. he raped me on oct 11 1991 and i conceived larissa out of this again i hated him but i loved him. i forgave him and let him back into our lives i thought he changed and when i had my son (not by him) he called him daddy. i then got pregnant with lacey (yes his) he stayed around for 5 more yrs and left saying he needed a
Eat My Pussy
I get so turned on just thinking about you ...would it bother you if I take off all of my clothes, turn down the lights, light a candle or two, sit back down in my chair, lift my left leg up and lay it over the left arm of my chair, lift my right leg up and lay it over the right arm of my chair, stick my finger in my warm wet mouth to get it all nice and wet, reach down with my left hand to gently pull and hold open my pretty pink pussy lips while my other finger comes out of my mouth and finds its way down to my hard throbbing clit to just gently rub circles on top of it...then to plunge itself deep into my pussy for a few deep strokes.. then back up to gently massage my clit...mmmmmm...Can I fantasize that you are on the floor between my legs looking up at me with so much desire in your want to taste my pussy so bad...your cock is so big and hard.."Please let me taste you baby" I hear you whisper..."Yes" I whisper back as I look down at you...Slowly, you take your time...t
My Dinner
Dinner is almost ready and I hear your pick up pull into the driveway. I meet you at the door with a smile. You pull me close for a deep kiss. Without saying anything I take your hand and lead you to your chair. After you sit down I kneel between your legs and slowly unzip your jeans. It is hard for me to go slow I have been thinking about this all day. As soon as I get your jeans undone I pull your hard cock free and softly stroke it with my hand, then cup your balls in my other hand caressing them. I slowly lick up your wonderful throbbing cock. Enjoying it like a ice cream cone, slowly licking up from the base to the tip running my tongue around the head sucking it into my mouth tasteing every inch as I work my way back down your hard wonderful cock feeling each ridge and dip with my tongue. Sucking you deeper into my throat feeling the tip stroke the back of my throat. Your hands are tangled in my hair I can hear your breathing getting deeper, As my hands stroke your hard thighs I
My Words
Piercings (above And Below)
I like piercings of the body Some find them really quite naughty Have one in the nipple myself And very soon could have one in my little elf(It's done now) Nipples,clits and prince albert's No pain, No gain I like it when it hurts Trojan says ribbed for her pleasure Well I say add some steel for extra measure Above and Below What some may hide we don't know But if we're nice they might reveal their treasures For your and My special pleasures
Hot Moms
I just wanted to say if you haven't already then you need to check this sexy mommy out.Kiwistarr!! She is an amazing woman and she took almost all the pics on this site but one i think. She is to die for. Show her some love!
Chocolate Jesus
Artist Cosimo Cavallaro has created a nude, anatomically correct chocolate sculpture of Jesus Christ. And predictably a bunch of folks have begun complaining about it. I've been thinking the matter over, and I can't see what all the fuss is about. Maybe people are offended because J-Dawg is naked and you can see his junk. Well, as far as I know, he did have all of the standard equipment, so what’s the problem? Frankly, if he didn’t have a happy little dingly-dangly, I’d be a lot less impressed with the man. Let’s face it, avoiding temptation is a LOT easier when you aren’t packing a pistol. So is it the fact that he is made of food? If so, how come when the Virgin Mary shows up on a cheese sandwich, everyone thinks it a miracle? Maybe it’s because he’s made of chocolate. After all, it’s Easter time, and maybe these folks see a chocolate J-Bunny and feel compelled to bite off the ears. Would that be a sin? Imagine standing at the pearly gates and being denied entrance
You Are The Light Of My Life
I can never find the words to say How I feel about you each day you're my reason for living, whenever I am blue Without you I wouldn't know what to do You're the sun in my sunshine The light of my life You're the reason I'm living, The reason I dream The reason you see in my eyes such a gleam Whever you touch me, Whenever you're near You help me see everything perfectly clear When your away, I miss you so much and long for the time when I feel your touch I see your sweet face every day and night To me your kiss is as sweet as honey It means more to me than a world full of money Seems like I've looked for a million years For someone like you to dry my tears Darling, oh Darling what would I do If something bad should happen to you and now that I'm yours alone I want you to know You are the light of my life
Books Are In!
(Originally Posted on May 5, 2006)Books-A-Million called. My two Lavey books are in. I'm going to go pick them up after work. I'll post my thoughts on them next week. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, reading
More On Blue Security - The Spam War's Over!
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)Today when I got in, there were several hundred spam messages for me to deal with. Included in them were a couple of threatening messages stating that since I use Blue Security, I would be getting a lot more spam.What the spammer doesn't know is that (a) I don't care how much I get, (b) the war he is waging is already lost, and (c) by continually passing my email address to different spammers, he is just hastening his own demise.The thing is, I have to press one button to send all the spam to Blue Security. Just one. Then, they report the messages to the ISPs, law enforcement, etc. I have no problem pressing the one, single, solitary button to get this spam taken care of.And by forcing the issue, this putz is bringing Blue Security into national news. MORE people will sign up for it. MORE spam will be reported. More, more, MORE!And the new spammers who don't know about Blue Security and are just spamming because they were told to do so? Well, T
New Graphics Pics
Happy Hump Day
Courtesy of MsTags.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
i am sorry i havent been on too much lately. but i do try and i try to leave comments and rate things. my mind is all over the place with work and now my family. i just recently learned that my grandma is not doing too good. she is in the hospital right now. my dad and stepmom are driving down to florida to see my grandma to see whats going on. she has 2 kinds of infections plus she has dementia. so they have to restarin her so she dont fall out of bed. hoping that she can come back to ohio. if so hopefully they will get her a live in person or they mite have to put her in a home. i just hope she pulls thru this. plus on top of that my uncle on my mom's side of the family is not doing good either. he has 7 different kinds of cancer rite now. and he is swollen all the way up to his neck. so see i have alot on my mind. also my dad has high blood pressure and he keeps getting bad headaches. when he gets back from fla. he is going to get tests done. plz keep me and my family in your though
Yankees Ftw
How YOU doin?
It Comes Without Saying...
It comes without saying that the most precious thing in life is the love of a child. It is an unconditional love that can keep you going thru the toughest times. It is the kind of love that that world should share but at the same time can also bring much dispare... To love unconditionally is beautiful but at the same time can bring tremendous pain. Especially when it brings no gain. Unfortunately because of the innocence involved. You can never know who will rise or fall, and from this can come the worst pain of all...
The Move
The move was horrible. well ray and I woke up around 1100am and milled around the house until it was time to pick up danny, yefim and billy, we went to the mall, billy bought me and ICP shirt, and then we headed home. we packed everything into the UHAUL and I rode with danny, yefim rode with Ray, and I get the keys and when I wa;lked up the first time to my apaprtment my legs did that involuntary shaking and then we commenced to moving. Yefime did most of the heavy lifting , so did danny, we did a sort of chain gang, one person on each level, and we got everything done at 630pm, took danny home, then drove to rays mom's house, met my mom, dad and bro there, then we got the rest of the junk plus the animals, and Ray took Yefim home. My gold fish died, the 2 silver and the black moor so my betta is all alone..:(.. My mom and brother helped me move some stuff around and set up the bed, and then they left, me and Ray went grocery shopping, cam home, Ray made lasagna, yum, and then we pass
Breast Cancer Awareness!!
Favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... > > Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast > Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their > site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a > day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to > their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in > the middle). > > This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate > sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammograms > in exchange for advertising. > > Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. > > > /> > > > AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY >>
Ironicly Enough
Isn't it amazing that from time to time our friends push us aside to do something petty. Not only do they push us aside but dismiss all sence of friendship. What do I mean by this? Well, I mean occationally they purposely put us in a bad situation with no reguard for our safety or our feelings to do something that might possibly make them feel a little better but put them even further behind in life. I guess some of us just hold friendship higher than others and some really don't have any idea what it means to call someone a friend. It is funny though how those people seem to act as if they never did anything wrong and still ask you to do so much for them. So what to do, acknowledge what the friendship has become and accept it or do we say forget it and walk away? I don't know what to do but apparently I need to decide for a person I thought was a good friend may not be. Last night he put my life in danger by making me drive out in the middle a ton of crappy weather with slippe
Come On Have A Look You Know You Want To!!! It's Like A Car Wreck You Don't Want To Look But You Just Have To......and Not This Aint No Repost
Hello Hello...My friends fans and well you know who you are. i am going to be holding my first contest. I know i said i was going to hold on before, but this time i am serious...It is going to be the Sexiest Beard Contest on CT...Come on guys you know you want to...Great Prizes too...get back at me and I will fill you in on all the juicey details...
Will It Blend - Inside The Blender
Tom Dickson works at a place called BlendTec.  He shows the power of the blenders by using them on odd things, such as whole chickens, marbles, rakes, etc.  I highly recommend watching all of the videos.In this video, he blends a video camera, showing what it looks like from inside the blender...tag: blendtec, tom dickson, video, humor, will it blend -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at
i messed up my last myspace acount so i made another one. add me if you want to
I Miss This Bastard. =(
Climb down to test the waters, My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah, yeah, yeah, So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter I'll stay here as long as you let me, Decision's been made obvious so I will return Where I started I'll stay here When I'm finished I'll whither away
In the land of my dreams I search for your dreams just to see if I live there in your silence nights. I search for the bit of your heart, for the touch of you hands and for the kiss from your lips. In my dreams you sleep in my days you shine you are all that I ever wanted. Is this mean that am falling in love? I think it is so hear me now I LOVE YOU! Irma Iris
If You Win My Heart
If you win my heart I will love you forever, but for now only time can tell. Lets take it slow, love need to grow day by day, moment after moment. Today I will be your friend, I will cherish every second beside you, I will listend when you speak, I will hear with my heart. Today I will comfor you if you feel sad, I will calm your sorrow. Today I will be your best friend and tomorrow maybe tomorrow I will be your eternal love.
Following The Dream!
My aspiration is to become a police officer. I have been on a mission to accomplish this goal for several years now. I will do what ever it takes. This is the year I hope to make another step towards this goal! Okay in Massachusetts there is a department under Human resources of the state government called the Civil Service department. They administer a test every two years two create a list of potential candidates for police officers, correctional officers and fire fighters. Not all cities and towns participate. You get moved to the front of the list for being a veteran or resident of the town. To be a resident you have to have lived in town for at least one year prior to the test date. I have taken the test for entry level police officer twice already. The first time I scored a 94 and was close to the top of the list despite not being a resident of the town I selected. Last time I scored a 94 again and was in the top ten and had the benefit of being a resident. I even h
Eres (soneto)
Eres el lucero que ilumina mis noches, como dulce nota alivias mi sufrir, nuevo canto que alegra mi vivir, a ti completa me entrego sin quejas ni reproches. Tus ojos negros como azabaches, alborotan todo mi existir, sentimiento tan profundo que no puedo definir, toda a ti me doy para que de mi amor te ensanches. Como agua dulce de coco me endulsas el paladar, cual roja manzana lista para saborear, enredados en pasión y un nuevo amor crear, toda la noche entera a ti me he de dar. Con ternura, con cariño todo mi amor te entregaré, olvidandonos de todo y todos, siempre juntos, siempre atados, entre besos y caricias a tu lado dormiré.
Couldn't Find Much To Post Today, But...
(Originally Posted on May 12, 2006)I must say, I wouldn't mind trying it...Take the quiz:What Is Your Kink?SadoMasochismPain is your thing. You probably are tattooed or pierced, or enjoy giving tattoos or piercings. You use unusual objects as sex toys. In the bedroom, you're wild and untamed! Your motto is Hurts so good!Quizzes by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!tag: sex, quiz
School Sex
Now,I'm a passionate lover That like passionate sex Butt-naked in the classroom On the teacher's school desk Triple X rated Call me Slick-Em hound I get that body wet And then I lick 'em down I'm on pointed And best believe I aint no teaser I wanna get deep and a little bit of deep and a little bit a deeper Sweeping you off your feet Like a rake Talking 'bout Slick-Em wait Naw I aint stopping Till I feel the blackboard break
Feel It
If It Sounds Good You Will Hear It If It Looks Good You Will Buy It But If It's Real You Will Feel It.
You Know You Wanna!!!!!!!!!!!!
come on friends family and fans! we need your help in this contest, its for best lounge! please if you get 2 minutes can you leave a few comments....i will always return the love!
Ironic Love Viewpoints
"Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women like to be a man's last romance". Oscar Wilde
Fate's Path?
"We walked together down the path that leads I know not where. It matters not, for we, Together, will abide whatever fate Has planned for us. Forever." Ferventlove
Finally with a little help figured out how to submit a pic to be a salute, but it was denied. :( oh well, better luck next time I guess
Love Vs. Give
"It is possible to give without loving, but it is impossible to love without giving". Richard Braunstein
Time, Sacrifice, And Love
"Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love." Unknown
I lost my damn contact! I took it out quickly to clean it, and then when I tried to put it back in, it wasn't there! Now I can't find it. :-(
Name Badges
We’re doing a rush name badge for Brad Pitt. I kid you not. I started laughing when I pulled it off the fax. No wonder they’re willing to pay an arm and a leg for it. Though to be honest, does Brad Pitt really need a name badge? I mean, isn’t he recognizable enough?
What Do You Enjoy??
I enjoy having a few beers at the campsite. fishing,cooking,playing crds and being around lots or friends.
Happy Easter...
Love and kisses my sweet friends!!! Thank you so much, Helena
We'll I'm starting to get freaked out alittle more lately. I see my doctor on the 11th and I'm worried he will agree with the doctors up here I need heart surgery. I know though if he says I need it I will go thru with it. My heart has been acting up alot more lately because of the stress which sucks. Ontop of that I have this big proposal I have worked on the last week and I am hoping the board approves it. Fingers are crossed.
its not hat i hate wemon but damn you need to coem with instrutions on what you need done how to do it when not to do it and stuff like liek i said i dont hate you guys but damn you are so fucking confuseing cuss me out if you would liek but that is what i feel abou tsome of the wemonon this earth
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Man! I think this cold is making me crave food like you wouldn't believe. I want a hotdog, noodles, cheese, chicken, and chicken noodle soup. All at the same time! What to do..what to do!
Honest Things To Remember...
The Value of TIME.. The Pleasure of WORKING.. The Obligation of DUTY.. The Improvement of TALENT.. The Success of PERSEVERANCE.. The Wisdom of ECONOMY.. The Virtue of PATIENCE.. THe Influence of EXAMPLE.. The Dignity of SIMPLICITY.. The Power of KINDNESS.. The Worth of CHARACTER.. The Joy of ORIGINATING..
Love Is Magic...
Hello all! Today was Dem's first true counseling session.Two hours of talking to him, then talking to me, then talking to us together. I think that it went well. I don't think he'll be going long though. He seemed totally unimpressed with the whole scene. I think in his mind he would go there, and they would have the answers to all his problems. And we know that isn't true. A side note...When we originally made the appointment, they just raved how the counselor was very successful with teens, and seemed to understand them well. So I'm expecting a mid thirties mom type, whose kids eep her up on what is happening. We get there, and this tall, absolutely gorgeous woman greets us. The first thig i thought was "Now I know why all the teen boys like her" lol. The new garage door and opener is up and installed. Very nice job, looks great. If I get time, I want to tear down cabinets in there that the previous owner had put in. They were the old ones from inside, and it was a nic
Doing It On That Time Of Month
I thought I'd just gotten off of that time of the month, so I went to my man's to get it on. Well, he is really good with his hands so he's sitting there finger fucking me good and hard. I feel as if I'm about to orgasm and cum all over his hand, when he looks down and sees blood on his fingers as he's doing this. Apparently, he didn't cut his fingernails short enough and scraped me open...Well, needless to say, he stops and looks at his fingers. He nearly pukes on my because of the sight and smell of blood...I don't blame him, but to not want to do me when I'm on that time is silly...He says he wants his red wings, and in a way, I think he got them!
Lmao... Yeah... Ok...
It looks more like it's supposed to be a heart attack during sex.... which goes well with my kind of luck.... But I guess I could see both happening... LOL You'll die from a Drug or Alcohol accident. Let's face it - when you get drunk/high you lose all control and do stupid stuff. Unfortunately in your case those propaganda anti-escapism commercials prove true. 'How will you die?' at
Just Moved... New On Here.
hey.. I don't know much about this website, but so far it seems like fun... is this like another myspace? lol anyways, i use to live in indiana, but i know longer have a family so i am living with my boyfriend Mike and his family in a whole different state... I am now in IL and I love it... anyways, I don't really know what to put up here, if anyone ever wants to talk... feel free take care Stephanie
just a note to say that I am in heaven...a dear friend that I have loved forever has come back into my life.He just got out of the armed forces serving in Iraq and made his way here what a surprise when I opened the door!!! I LOVE YOU mike and always will.You know what you mean to me...with all my heart
When Love Ends
AS anyone who has been following this blog know things for me haven't been going so well lately. Its hard when love comes to an end. For me just coping seems to be a near impossibility. Its real hard to function. I dont hate my wife for falling out of love I guess its just one of those unavoidable things. Someday I hope to understand the reason behind it. Dont know if I ever will. I try to be the best man I can. Now that its gone I dont want to lose faith in myself. I hear it gets better. I keep waiting fo that to happen. To me it just makes me question everything moreso than I already do by nature. How do I know what is real what is pretend. Maybe life for me is not meant to have love maybe I am just one of those unlovable people. I know I always say I like to be alone. I think I am wrong. Its nice to be alone by choice but when your alone this way it sucks. I guess I should quit believeing and just know this is what it is I am powerless to change it. Hopefully things
Funny As Hell Lmao
Subject: THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE FOR 2007 >>>>>>>It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are >>>>>>>female >>>>>>>jokes. And there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true >>>>>>>female >>>>>>>joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men >>>>>>>will >>>>>>>pass it along to a woman who will love it. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her >>>>>>>girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy >>>>>>>middle-aged >>>>>>>man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her >>>>>>>eyes off >>>>>>>him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and >>>>>>>walked >>>>>>>directly toward her. (As all men will.) >>>>>>> >>>>>>>Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned >>>>>>>over >>>>>>>and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that >>>>>>>you want >>>>>>>me to do, no matter ho
It's Over
On the rails Hearing the train barreling down Closing my eyes Only hearing the sound Memories flashing before me Then the fatal sound Life keeps pushing me to the floor All the mistakes i've made Making me hate myself even more This is it Close my eyes one last time It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from here now The things i've done breaking me It's all over for me now The pressure on my chest pushes harder No second chances ths time around It's all over and i did it this time This feeling is killing me I stood tall for so long Fought so hard to hold on But in the end i wasn't that strong I slipped and let it all go It's all over And this time it's my fault It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from here now The things i've done breaking me It's all over for me now The sound barreling down I open my eyes Lights blinding me so I close them again And lean back letting go It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from he
Now That Explains A Lot... Lol
You date like you are 19 years old. You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it. Take this quiz at No Wonder I always prefer guys that are younger than me and tend to be 19-22.... ROTFLMAO
Grave Walker
: This grim story flows out of chaos, swirling to earth with brisk winds and a rush of autumn leaves. Brush strokes of dark illusion painting reality. Beauty is truth and invisible to mortals. We walk in dreams, failing to see that all is a graveyard - or that living beings are but the flowers of the dying day. Brittle leaves are the scrolls in a tomb, a parchment of history unrolling, and I am a shadow walking the path, nodding at the urns and stones placed for each person. Masks swirl, there is wickedness and joy and I have come again like Halloween, from places that are not too real. My feet strike the wall hard and I begin to walk like the most surefooted person of all. The stone and mortar crumbles underfoot, a slate slab tumbles to the blighted foliage below and I leap to a firmer place. Drunken shouting echoes behind me in the East City and ignoring it I look to the west at the tumbled wreck of a city beyond the shivering trees. Plague lands, the death miasma of ten
How I Date
You date like you are 24 years old. You are a dating pro. You've been around the block a few times and know exactly what you like and dislike in a partner. Usually you can tell after one date if you would date them again. Take this quiz at
Yep, New Blog
Ok by now you are grabbing the nearest thing that can inflict major damage or even death and aiming it at me or yourself because the dude who just won't stop making entries in his prior blogs has another one. Ok, you may be thinking what is this one about, it has music so I guess that means that has something to do w/ it and than it says reflection. Well, I was listening to a song a few seconds ago that made me go back to when I first heard it and remember all the stuff that went down at the time of it. So I thought, maybe I would create a blog that I would post the song and than tell what was happening to me at this time. I thought maybe I could just use the beamers rants blog but since I like to organize I said "nah, another blog is better." Now I am not sure how often this one well be updated but it well probably go along w/ the why the I update the writtings blog. Another thing, does anyone hate me putting music in my blogs? If so I can stop, I just think it gives you alit
Older Crush.....
It was pouring down rain. At only six in the evening, it was completely dark. She hurried down the street, the hood on her jacket up in an attempt to protect her from the downpour. By the time she reached her destination, she was soaked completely, despite her journey only taking five minutes. The front porch light was on, for which she was thankful, knowing she wouldn’t have to wait out in the cold. But when she knocked on the door, it was not her best friend who answered. ‘Jenny, is that you?’ His voice was deep and sexy, just as she remembered, and it sent shivers right through her. Only this time it wasn’t just a crush on her best friend’s step-father, it was a 26 year old woman lusting after a 38 year old man. And from the look in his eyes, he noticed the change too. ‘Uh, Mr Williams. Hey. Aimee was meant to be here. Is she in?’ ‘No, she called to say that she had been trying to reach you, but you weren’t answering your phone. She and her mother got caught up in t
Think On These Things For Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hence, will is given to man as he comes into this manifested form that we see in material forces, for the choice. Edgar Cayce Reading 262-52 Custom Comments, Layouts & more † Dark Angel Designz †
My Daily Insights
Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish. John Quincy Adams Custom Comments, Layouts & more † Dark Angel Designz †
Pain On The Skin, Not Deep Within!
Is it wrong to like pain? I have always kind of liked it. Not pain like when I found out my wife was married to another man or when I cut half of my foot off with a lawnmower. I am talking about the stinging pain that one experiences when they have a superficial injury. The pain on the skin, not deep within. I have always been into piercings, but now I have ventured into the mystical realm of tattoos. I know what you are thinking, how many does he have. Well I only have one. It is awesome though. It is a bear's head and paw tearing through the left side of my chest. I don't know if I will ever get another one, but it is real possibility. It felt like he (Dan-O at West Coast Tattoo) alternated between burning me with a cigarette and cutting me with a razor blade, and oddly enough I enjoyed the experience. I have always been a blood donor and the last few times I donated platelets. It is a lot like giving blood, except they hook you up to a machine that takes your blood ou
Portrait Of An Enfj (extraverted Feeling With Introverted Intuition)
The Giver As an ENFJ, you're primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. ENFJs are people-focused individuals. They live in the world of people possibilities. More so than any other type, they have excellent people skills. They understand and care about people, and have a special talent for bringing out the best in others. ENFJ's main interest in life is giving love, support, and a good time to other people. They are focused on understanding, supporting, and encouraging others. They make things happen for people, and get their best personal satisfaction from this. Because ENFJ's people skills are so extraordinary, they have the ability to make people do exactly what they want them to do. They get under people's skins and get the reactions that they are seeking. ENFJ's motive
Office Update - Winner!
(Originally Posted on May 18, 2006)(See previous post on the office battle.)The bad news is that Mr. Gamma won the office. Therefore, office infighting did not happen. The good news is that I got a lava lamp out of the deal. I've never owned a lava lamp before. Does anybody know what they eat?tag: idiot boss, career, idiots, work, office politics
Love Causes...
"Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker" ~Anonymous
Some More Blasphemy
(Originally Posted on May 23, 2006)I want this shirt!(I don't know if I'd have the guts to wear it, but I do want it.) tag: religion, humor, funny, disturbing, image, photo, sex, evil, jesus, christian, christianity, gay, homosexual, clothing
So, this would be my first blog. And probably the only one. I just joined CherryTAP the other day, pretty much yesterday actually. I guess it\'s cool? Haha. I\'m usually a myspace addict. Unfortunately though, most the people who talk to me on here aren\'t even close my age. = Oh well. :) If you stop by my page, rate me, fan me add me and I\'ll do the same. :P
Linkin Park- W/ You
The Music: Reflection: Well the whole Hybride Theory cd has a thing w/ me. But song makes me feel many emotions from back when I was still getting used to living here. I believe it was early 2001 when I got the cd and listened to its ass off. At around this time I was single, was just out of a relationship I believe and trying to find out what was out there. Relationship was not a long one, about 4 months and did not really do anything to me, I called it off cause she got funny and just ticked me off on some stuff. She was trying to get back w/ me while I was trying to get w/ this one girl online who lived nearby sort of. Guess you can say I fell for here, not in love, but really wanted to pursue it. I actually drove out to meet up w/ her and had this cd in the player at the time too believe it or not. We met and it went well, was not great cause at the time I was alittle more shy. This was also when I was really into writting and I wrote a poem to her and had given it to he
Info For Anime Peoples
I have a Bleach background on my computer and I would like to share with my friends where I get it from. check it out. They have almost everything. Here is the other thing...YOu anime people need to check this out.
Fun Stuff Life Throws At You
(Originally Posted on May 27, 2006)Today I saw an ironic sight - an ice-cream truck overheated by the side of the road. tag: humor, funny
To Be True To Ourselves
THE UNSEEN In this life the right thing to do is too often the hardest taking right actions for the right reasons is the real test To face the onslaught and deal with the challenge at hand takes more courage than one can bring up on demand Reliance upon a far greater strength than our will to trust in the unseen is a far greater faith to fulfill To let the great spirit carry the day forward allowing life to unfold it's own way a reward To just accept that this is our role to play not tempting fate and forcing our own way Some things are easier to say than to do Trust in the unseen to carry us through By R. Thomas Dinsmore TIME Time is passing on this journey far too slow for resolution time is moving for the out come is an unseen restitution Time is now to enjoy the present things there are to do time is lost when we fail to live each day anew Time to live and time to laugh and enjoy the beauty in the day time to grieve and time to cry for
My Love
this is a poem i wrote along time ago tell me what u think i know we've both been wrong and i know we've both been true i can see the lust in your eyes and i pray u see it to i carry your love around with me the whole day through i love to feel your arms around me each and every day they make me feel warm they make me feel safe and i pray i never have to wake without a smile upon my face
I Am Proud Of You......
Kimy.... This is for you... I want everyone to know how proud I am of what you are doing with your life. For those of you who dont know her.. Her name is Kim... she is my baby sister... not by dna but by all the ways that matter....and many of you may think .. how stupid.. but i dont... we have known each other for 2 yrs.... she has become a very important part of my life... i wouldnt know what to do with out her.... well the reason i am proud of her is because she applied to a special program and got in... and if you know her you know what that is... she makes me proud of her in so many ways... i have seen her grow not only as my sister and friend.... but as a mom and a daughter and a student and ... well i am hoping as a ... well im not sure what to call that.. but as a girlfriend... her love life has not always been the best and the easiest to deal with ... but .. i have seen that part of her grow too... she has matured so much that well again im proud of her.... anyway.. this
Internet Shorthand
$0.02 - Throwing in your two cent's worth ? - Please explain ?4U - Question for you 1FTR - One For The Road 24/7 - 24 hours a day, 7 days a week 2L8 - Too Late 2U2 - To you too 3D - Three-Dimensional 404 - I haven't a clue (error message 404, address not found) ^5 - High Five A/S/L - Age/Sex/Location A/S/L/P - Age/Sex/Location/Picture AA - Alcoholics Anonymous AAA - Any Advice Appreciated AAMOF - As A Matter Of Fact ADGR - Any Donations Gratefully Received ADN - Any Day Now AFAIAA - As Far As I Am Aware AFAIC - As Far As I'm Concerned AFAICT - As Far As I Can Tell AFAIK - As Far As I Know AFAIR - As Far As I Recall AFAIUI - As Far As I Understand It AFK - Away From Keyboard AGAN - As Good As New AI - As If AIC - Ain't It Cool AISB - As I Said Before AISI - As I See It AIUI - As I Understand It AIW - As It Were AKA - Also Known As ALOIA - A Lot Of It Anyway AMAP - As Many/Much As Possible AMF - Adios, MotherF'r or Adios, My Friend AMIGA - A Merely Insi
Less Fortunate,a Blog About Giving
Ct Nazis
Please take note of my myspace addy as i WILL soon be kicked off of CT because of the cocksuckers they let become bouncers on here.
Help Someone Special :)
C'mon folks! One of my bestest friend in the whole world needs some help! He could really use some new friends and fans!! He's one of the sweetest people in the world. I know him in real life! He'd do anything for me! Go show him some love!!! DJracer@ CherryTAP
I Like This Dildo Lol ;p
Harboing A Prowler
We enter the room cut for secrets, through the window the day becomes weak, we kiss each other good- bye. The love is lonely even as we are pushed together like the threads of a carpet, the stitches of a cut. As he hides, I seek for hope. I close my eyes tightly, I’m tired of counting. One, two, one hundred. The sun casts a shadow upon you, I can easily spot and ignore. Humoring you and your cleverness I walk by and leave the stealthy air. Allowing you to wonder about your skills as the night creeps into the house.
A Funny Thing Happened...
(Originally Posted on May 31, 2006)Last night, my wife and I were driving on the interstate when we came upon a tanker truck with an "Inedible" label stuck on the back.As we were passing the truck, I turned to my wife and told her, "Don't eat the truck."Then, a tire on the truck blew up, right as we passed by it.After our hearts started back up, I turned to her again and said, "I SAID don't eat the truck!"tag: humor, funny
These Tears I Cry For You...
These Tears Ive Been Crying For You, I Can No Longer See, Or Think, My Eyes Cry For You Daily, My Clothes Are Soaking Wet, My Voice Barley Speaks, My Words Tremble With Fear, Hearing Your Last Goodbye, Never Knowing When Im Gonna Hear Your Voice Or See You Ever Agian, And Still Wondering Why... Why Did You Do This To Me. You Told Me I Was Beautiful, Lieing To Me Day And Night, Wishing You To Come Back And Save My Life, I Feel I Have Nothing To Live For Anymore, I Cant Imagine You Not In My Life. Taking My Last Breath, As I Whisper Goodbye...
Wanna Chat
hey peeps im bored anyone wanna have a chat with me?come on one seems to like to chat that much on here.
State-of-the-art Watch
An Australian is sitting at a bar in New York City and looks at his watch several times in the space of a few minutes. The woman sitting nearby notices this and asks, "Is your date running late? "No," he replies, "I have this state-of-the-art watch. I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it? The Aussie explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically." The lady says, "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties!'' The Aussie smirks, taps his watch and says, "Bloody thing's running about an hour fast, can I buy you a drink?
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Marrying The Navy
Ed is going to MEPS on thursday to hopefully go back active duty....if he does get AD status we are getting married in a couple weeks....if he gets reserve status it will be a couple of months before we get married....let me know if you want to know as soon as we know what day we are getting married oh yeah i am moving to the place i lived before except this time i have heat and running water YAY....just a few of the important things to have you know....i will let everyone know when i get set up there
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16 Min...lesbian Freak Fuck
Initiation Shopping Update
(Originally Posted on June 2, 2006)Yesterday I went to buy some more items for this Sunday's initiation.  i got some incense (musk scented, since I couldn't find hazel), black candles (only found in one place in Tuscaloosa), a lighter (duh!), and a bag of sand (for the incense holder).  I still need a quill-type pen.  (I had a feather that I was going to use, but I lost it.)tag:  satan,  satanism,  satanist,  satanic,  religion,  shopping,  initiation,  ceremony,  ritual
Bored Bored Bored
I'm so sick of being bored. I'm pretty sure I am dying of it. I am dying of boredom. I think its possible. Yes it is. I will be dead soon.
All American Twins
Twins r hot You have Allison and Katie from Charlotte, NC. You have Maria and Stephanie from Miami, FL You have Ashley and Amber from Dallas, TX Shawna & Jennifer Twins on Twins
Unbelievable Math Problem
UNBELIEVABLE MATH PROBLEM Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you. Personally I would like to know who came up with this and why that person is not running the country. 1. Grab a calculator. (you won't be able to do this one in your head) 2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code) 3. Multiply by 80 4. Add 1 5. Multiply by 250 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number 7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. 8. Subtract 250 9. Divide number by 2 Do you recognize the answer?
I saw my psychiatrist the other day...she told me to broaden im doin that...and she said "at this state I don't want to prescribe you anti-depressants"...she says she wants me to try cardio 1st...4 times a week for 30 minutes at a time or more because it helps balance serotonin levels in my fucked up head or somethin like that...well its an excuse to do cardio so...ok i will do it...she said i should stop seeing Jess...i told her she is my best friend and that is the only thing i want to save now...i know i have lost her...but i don't want to lose the friendship we had...i went on for awhile...she agreed that i should keep talking with her after my speech...she just said trying to be friends(with her and her boyfriend) at this stage of how i feel, could end very badly for me, she agrees with me tryin to be friends with just that is good for me...but i am still giving her space until she wants to see me again...she also said that "We NEED to get you out of that hou
That was ironic to be called Freshmeat by this thing. It's a fresh start for me - it's been a challenging few months and I'm looking forward to moving to Texas meeting new friends, being closer to my sister and her HUGE family (she has 5 kids!) and starting a new life for my little one and I. Maybe you'll be a part of it! Smiles to all. We are going shopping! Sandy
The Chills
As i gaze into the darkness, feeling dark shadows lurking into my skin crawling on my bones, biting into my veins. As sharp teeth sink deep within. I begin to scratch at my arm harder and harder making me bleed as my nails bare into my flesh, underneath my nails is torn skin and blood. Digging deeper and deeper feeling a hard surface as my nails begin to crack,blood seeping over my sheet continuously, making it soaked in fresh blood. Feeling the dampness, realizing im covered in my own sins. Every drop of blood makes me feel lifeless, and yet powerful. Gazing into the darkness once again, noticeing im feeling pain of insanity, hoping this is just a nightmare, but all feels so real. Feeling the shadows, the pain, the dampness, seeing the darkness, the flesh, the bones and veins being ripped apart, hearing the scratching, the scraped bone, my nails breaking.As i close my eyes, lying down and realizing im drenched in my own blood dying, knowing the most dangerous thi
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Grown And Sexy
Do u know what it is like to be in love? I have always dreamed of being in love with the perfect girl. I have always believe in the power of love I have also thought of things in a different light. I believe that if u are in love u should cherish every moment of it and hold on to what it is that u got. Life is too short to fight over little things so chreish the person u with. Pimp C siging off
Wanna Chat
on yahoo messanger now and have a new webcam just got it today. if u feel like talking let me know
Standing Alone
Standing at a crossroad, where do I go from here? Do I go down the same old road and make the same mistakes again or do I take the road less travel, which is filled with uncertainty and many obstacles. Is this the place in time, where life begins? Is this where we look into the mirror of life and see the child grow into a woman? Will this be the point in time, which will decide the destiny of you and your family? Will you stand and lead or sit and be lead? By Christine
My Gripe: Some People In My Cam Chat!
YES.. I have placed my webcam (made possible by stickam) on my profile! I DID NOT, however, put it there for your entertainment. I really get irked when someone enters my chat and thinks it's and open invitation to harrass or direct, among other things! My husband and I open our cam chat to have fun and talk with some of my friends from cherry tap- as well as some new friend we've made in stickam. We usually have a few drinks, party, DJ some tunes, and sometimes have some really great conversations. Cheek and Chong frequently visit our room, Karaoke sometimes breaks out and sometimes you'll even be witness to something odd like a headstand on cam. We generally have alot of fun and the people that visit us .. tend to come back. I am honestly someone that is very easy to get along with. However, I can only take so much arrogance, rudeness and those that just can't seem to understand very simple things. The following is an actual conversation with a visitor from stickam to our r

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