Just a list of movies I need to watch again...
ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOOS NEST
CITIZEN KANE
ERASERHEAD
LOST HIGHWAY (as soon as it arrives)
BLUE VELVET
A CLOCKWORK ORANGE
2001
DR. STRANGELOVE
NIGHTMARE BEFORE XMAS
IGBY GOES DOWN
THE WALL
TOMMY
LIFE AS A HOUSE
AMERICAN BEAUTY
CRUEL INTENTIONS
And I need to start writing some shit...... like hard core. I need to get back to my writing. Like a motherfucker. And photographing. Woot. And guitar... and yeah. Shit like that. I need to get the fuck off the 'puter and the fuck out of bed. And I need to quit fucking myself....
PS. I also need to quit fucking around and evolve already.......
I need to quit doing what I'm doing, and start doing what I'm not doing. I need to get back to where I was two years ago. Somewhat stable, mentally, and fucking doGlike.
scratch around the brim.
i let my mind give in
the crowd begins to grin
but they seem to scream
when darkness fills my eyes
BUT most of all, I need to write motherfucking THE TWELVE DAY THEORY. It's been growing, and growing out of control for Six years now. SIX! I have it all formulated and thought out.... I just need to write the fucker, it's my SWAN SONG; my GREAT AMERIKAN NOVEL! And maybe I'll start on it tonight. Maybe I'll quit fucking around, embrace the mood I'm in and write the rise and fall of a living GOD. mmmhmmmmm....
NOTHINGCANSTOPMENOW
i also need to clear my life of the worthless people who do nothing but bring me down. I don't need their shit. I don't need their negativity. I need to crush them beneath my doGlike heel and brush them off the motherfucking planet. hypothetically speaking, of course. MUAH!
