I find what i thought was happiness.. I found out a little while later it was just a game.. And then the most wonderful guy came a long. He changed so much for me.. It was an all new experince for me.. But a wonderful one.. But then I got scared and confused. And do to that i just gave up the most wonderful thing. I hurt the most wonderful man that is out there.. And i am sorry for that.. I am toxic. I ruin everything i start to love. And its done now.. I am giving up.. I am closing my toxic touch up. I am locking everything away.. If i don't give myself to another then the hurt wont happen.. That man that has ben wonderful to me. As much as i am sure you dont believe me i do love you.. I am sorry for what i have done. I am going now so you can find true happiness. Dont give up cause then you give up on the one true woman who will love you.
Again baby boi i am sorry.
