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Outraged At Business For Treatment Of Soldiers!! Please Repost
This Wisconsin company needs to hear from all of us who support our Troops whether they believe in the War or not. No company who enjoys the benefits our Nation should respond in this rude manner. Thank you for your Support. Kathy SNOPES VERIFICATION: http://www.care2.com/c2c/share/detail/276506 http://www.snopes.com/politics/war/apo.asp FROM SOLDIER TO COMPANY: To Whom it may concern: Do you ship to APO addresses? I'm in the 1st Cavalry Division stationed in Iraq and we are trying to order some mats but we are looking for who ships to APO first. SGT Hess FROM COMPANY TO SOLDIER From: contact@discount-mats.com Sent: Tuesday, January 16, 2007 9:44 PM Subject: Re: Feedback: from discount-mats.com SGT Hess, We do not ship to APO addresses, and even if we did, we would NEVER ship to Iraq. If you were sensible, you and your troops would pull out of Iraq. Bargain Suppliers Discount-Matscom

Snow Is Your Wingman!
I was visiting an old friend. I was at her place and while I was there the snow started. When I tried to leave, my car got stuck. The both of us tried to get it unstuck for a good 15 mins with no luck. Obviously snow was trying to hook me up with a sleepover. What a great wingman. However, snow failed to realize that we r just friends and we are both in relationships lasting over 10 years. So I just got behind the car and pushed it out. While wearing shorts. Shorts in the snow FTW! ^_^

Life
I just dont understand some things. For example, the past three weeks alot of my thingz have been stolen from me. My wedding rings, my dvds, my cds, my car, my money outta my bank account, my speakers, my amp, and my dig. camera. I just dont understand. Itz really killing me. Then my stupid ex husband's fiancee decide she was gonna IM me and cuss me out and tell me that i aint gonna talk to my ex husband ever again and all this shit. Well, that didnt go to good. I swear...if i see that bitch, i swear to God im gonna hurt her....along with the asshole who took my stuff. I am so mad right now...if i had a gun, i honest to God think i would shoot somebody if not myself! I wish my life would just calm down. I wish i could just find a guy who would be nice to me. They dont have to be a my bf, but just my friend...i just want a good friend...someone who will listen to me and hangout with me if i need them to or something. But thatz just impossible with me it seems. Well, i have

Love Spells And Enchantments
Love Candle Ritual You will need the following: 1 Figure Candle to represent the one you love Love oil 1 package of Love Incense On a Friday, as close to the New Moon as possible..... Anoint the figure candle with the Love Oil and place it on a table. If you have a picture of the one you love, place it on the table next to the candle.... Place your Incense Burner in froont of the Candle and the Picture. Put some of the oil on your temples, or rub some on your forehead ... Light the candle, look at the picture, and project your thoughts...Light the Incense and allow the smoke to come over you... If you want Him/Her to call, place some of the oil on the telephone... Burn the candle all the way, then wrap the remainder of the wax into a cloth and put in a safe place. This can be done as often as you wish, but should only be done up to the New Moon. Love Seal Ritual Inscribe a Love Seal to draw your lover to you on a Friday as the moon waxes, with your lovers name writt

Dementia: Part Two
Once inside, they nailed the board back into place. Jack looked around the diner at the booths and stools. He looked at Helen. "It don't look that safe." "Not out here. In the back. I found a food locker. Stayed there the entire night." He picked up the lantern and held it out in front of him. "Let's go." He started to head toward the back and pointing the gun at him, she followed. He saw the door of the food locker and opened it. Shining the lantern light around in the doorway, he stepped in. Helen followed and bolted the door behind them. Holding up the light, he walked toward the back of the food locker. Seeing the other door, he looked back at her. "You check this out?" "It's a stairwell." Unlocking the door, he pulled it open. He saw the stairs and heard the strong rain pounding the windows and the wail of the gust. He stepped back into the locker, closing and bolting the door. He looked at her. "If its sunny tomorrow, we'll check it out.

Day 1 On Cherry Tap As A Chunky Chick
Today, I thought I would talk about something that is important to all chicks and especially chunky chicks. For those of you who may know me or those of you who may read this blog, it is no secret that I am a big girl. What I find a lot of times, is that even the ones that are extraordinarily beautiful don't realize their own beauty. To make matters worse, it seems like too many other people with preconceived ideas of what should be beautiful don't realize the beauty that big girls possess. For many years now, we have been told that if you are not thin, you are not in. Smaller is best. Well I just say that I don't believe that one bit. I've seen many beautiful women who were not at all thin. Being a big girl often comes with low self-esteem and many stereotypes. Women think they are not pretty. They feel like they are not attractive enough to get a man to be interested in them. They think that something must be wrong with them if the guys don't look at them the same way they look at

People Need To Grow Up
I recently left a lounge to go into another and a certain person is now pissed off at me. I didn't think anything of it cuz I'm a big girl thought to be free to go and do as I please I didn't know I had to get permission from said person to move on. but whatever, I guess some peoples lives really do just revolve around the internet I for one find it stupid that they are so upset with me and that they ended their "friendship" with me on here but again WHATEVER GROW UP

Credible Scientists Researchers And Government Officials On Ufo's!! Recent Special - Must See And Spread Like Herpies
Many Credible scientists and ex government people on UFOs this is one youre going to want to save - it has MANY great scientists and researchers as well as ex government people with high ranks and classifications RE: ufo smoking gun ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dalibor Date: Jan 25, 2007 6:28 PM http://www.guba.com/f/root.swf?video_url=http://free.guba.com/uploaditem/3000029475/flash.flv&isEmbeddedPlayer=true the link is for a better player with forward and rewind options - bigger screen also.

I Wanna Die
you for 2 days i have been so depressed and sad. i feel im worth nothing and im just a waste of space for people. i just wanna say fuck it and end my life right now. its not like ill be missed by anybody. i know its harsh to say but i just wanna go away. well thats it for now maybe ill blog again maybe not what ever

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Fun Quizzes
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person. What Color Purple Are You? Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You? You Are a Feminine Beauty! You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet a

Why
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT CAN TELL ME WHY IT IS THAT WHEN WOMEN FIRST MEET ME, THEY TELL ME HOW SWEET AND NICE I AM, BUT WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT I AM AT A VERY TOUGH POINT IN MY LIFE, THE ALWAYS RUN AWAY. WHY CANT I FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCEPT ME FOR ME, AND BE WILLING TO SUPPORT ME EMOTIONALLY. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR HELP FINANCIALLY, I DONT LIKE ASKING OTHERS FOR HELP. I JUST WANT TO FIND SOMEONE THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ME WHEN IM FEELIND DOWN AND OUT AND TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT IT WILL ALL BE OK. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR PEOPLE WHEN THEY NEEDED ME, NOW THAT I NEED SOMEONE, I HAVE NO ONE. I AM A GOOD PERSON. WHY DOES GOD CONTINUOSLY KEEP PUSHING ME BACK DOWN WHEN I TRY TO GET UP. I DONT UNDERSTAND. CAN SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME AND TELL ME WHY THAT IS?

Adult With Pet Contest!
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! Got to wait to tell a date to i get enough people to start i will announce the date! thanks maria

I Remeber College
I remember when I was in college, way out in west Texas. Well when you live in west Texas you can't exactly just go somewhere, you have to pack up all your crap and hope to God you'll be back by Monday. Then on the way home you get all hungry inside and you're feeling just a lil bit of pain from all the excitement that occurred on your road trip. Than you reach way back behind ya in the cooler back there, and you fish around in all that warm water and you find that one lil dude that made it all the way through the weekend. and you pick him up and u dust him off, and crack him open. Just then you figure right about that time that you might have left that fried all sub stop and go burrito right underneath your seat. and you're fishing around down there and find that thing that lil old burrito and you wipe that carpet lint off , as if you wouldn't eat it if it did have other things on it. It's a two day old burrito on a lukewarm beer to go, on the Sunday side of a road trip weekend, a

In Jesus Name We Pray...
Jesus says if we ask we shall receive....As a Mom my heart is breaking...My son is only 25 and has been sick since age 2....The road to getting him this far has been long and hard and I know that if not for Jesus it would have been short as Shawn is the oldest alive with his desease...The age 6 is where the road usaully ends...If this surgery works they have found a cure for something that takes a childs life befor he even starts to live...Yes my son is being used as a experment...Please help me pray because if this works we have not only saved Shawn but all children born with this hateful desease....

For My Us Heroes!!
If I have to do this 100 times, I will continue to do so in hopes that others will do the same. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful!! I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn 't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of

David Your Never Alone As Long As I Am Here On Earth
David, you and i have come a long long way travelled a lot of back roads and highways we've seen the best and worst there is to see and thru it all you've meant so much to me the up's and downs of life can leave you blue sometimes you feel theres nothin you can do but it helps if you can share it with a friend and to know they'll be there with you until the journeys end until the journeys end you can count on me you're in my heart and soul your love has set me free as long as you still want me and need me as a friend i will be by your side forever until the journeys end.... i can't let you go - i'm sure you know you hold the key (to my heart) where i end - you start connected by love sent from above we're a circle my friend and circles don't end.... until the journeys end you can count on me you're in my heart and soul your love set me free as long as you still want me and need me as a friend i will be with you until the

About Yoga
About YOGA I will begin by establishing certain basic definitions. Yoga means “union”: the union of human consciousness with divine consciousness. In reality these are not separate because ultimately everything is Spirit or God, and God or Spirit is One. Yoga refers to the methods used to consciously attain the practical realization of this union. Tantra, which will be discussed later, refers to two things: 1. the practical teaching regarding the centers of consciousness in the body, called chakras, of which seven are traditionally emphasized; 2. the practice of yoga through concentration on the first chakra, which in males is contacted at the perineum and in females at the cervix, with the purpose of consciously arousing the power of existence or being in the human body, called Kundalini, which lies dormant in the first chakra. One of the immediate goals of this yogic system is to see and communicate with the Higher Self, the blue or golden self, the True Teacher.

Pain Or Sexual Turn On
Well i went and did what some others had said i should not do again. I got the nipples pierced again. This time they have to stay in they can not go to much further back anymore. Yes this is the forth yep i said forth you did not see wrong. The first time i got them i was overseas and found out about the enjoyment until i was in a bar and had chemlites hanging off of them. Then one of my friends that were drunk was falling. Well the bar was kinda dark so he grabbed for what he could see to keep from hitting the floor. RIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP out they came. I was drunk at the time to so all i did was laugh about until the next morning and then i was only pissed. So then i had them pierced again after they healed up and they were in for a while and then when i was throwing my niece in the pool they hooked into her bathing suit. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPP and turned the pool bloody also once again the pain was more being pissed that there they went again. So then i wai

Other Men
i just have to say what the fuck are you men thinking? a good 9 out of 10 of the ladies profiles I read.. yes i actually read them.. but i read things like.. "i dont cyber. or do nude camming, and the one that triggered this blog was :i dont want to know your pleasuring yourself... I dont understand whats going on in there heads do they think that girls like that or what.. and in every pic comment I see even nastier things being said i dont even want to repeat them.. i dont know it just bothers me that men are such fuckin pigs that im suprized that all women dont go les. well thanks for reading

Thank You All Who Have Showed Your Support.
sadly there have been a few screwballs on this site .. accusing me of lieing about the pasing if my father to get points.. a very good friend of mine Angel//prince of darkness made a few very kind bulliotns for me that showed support and love for me and my family during our loss. The response i recieved has been very ovewhelming and for th most part.. exteremely positive... I want to thank each and everyone of those who sent their sympathies. I have decided to share the obituary with those that may be interested in seeing.. and to kind of justify myslef to those evil and crass folks that have accused me of a fabrication of my father's death as a points game. I know these people are sick,.. and I should just ignore it.. but this is my way of dealng the pain they have caused me . Pulled from the Galesburg Register Mail,..Galesburg Illinois Stanley E. 'Stan' Sanders 1948-2007 Friday, February 2, 2007 Abingdon - Stanley E. "Stan" Sanders, 58, 908 N. Ellison St., di

Today Could Have Been A Bad Bad Day Some Someone
I see alot of odd looking people everyday. I work in a mall and well strange looking people are part of the job. I try not to stare alot of the time. I saw this one dude who was just ugly I think I have even taking his order at subway before I donno, he looked really farmilar. just somthing about him made me nervouse. the man who looked to be about 45 sat down next to two girls, nothing strange about that. he started text messageing somone a about 15 mintues go by and a girl from one of the stores flaged me down to tell me that she over heard him talkin to the girls and that they looked like they were a little uncomfy by him. so I kept on eye on him. shorty after the two girls left and he just sat there for a while. then he got up and got some food and sat down next to a few other girls, agian with his cell phone out, thats when I grabed my cleaning stuff and start to clean the tables around him. thinking if I could see that his camera on his phone is on I could then do somthing about

Run In With The Law
Today pretty much blew goats. I'll spare you all the stories of the negative numbers in my bank account, or the fact that one of my best friends can lean on me whenever she needs something but if I'm not in top form she acts like a huge raging bitch (she's had a bad few days too..She's sick..But not too sick to ditch me to get laid). Instead, I'll give you the icing on the cake. I got a speeding ticket. I may have been going a little fast. Fine. After getting shit from the cop as to why the car doesn't trace back to my name (it traces back to my dad's, we have the same last name and look exactly the same) this woman starts grilling me about why my car has plates from Minnesota. I almost told her that it was because that's where I stole it from. Tell them what they want to hear, that's my philosophy. She then writes me a ticket for the speeding, the taillight that some asshole broke with a beer bottle, and get this. Not wearing my glasses while driving. Anyone who

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Thoughts On Age
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER: 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin th e Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all o

The Fire
The Fire My Heart beats rapidly in it’s cage As you stare straight into my soul You bore down deeper and deeper Until you find my utmost desire You come back to the surface and look into my eyes Going no further So as not to brave the chaos of my soul once more You reach towards me My heart flutters As you place the cool tips of your fingers on my cheek I tense up Then give in You slowly run your fingers down my back I inhale sharply You trace my collar bones My shoulders My shoulder blades My spine You stop… I sigh, wanting you to do more Your hands come back to my face You lift my head And look into my eyes once more We both want this We both need this I can see it in your dead black eyes Suddenly they light With a passionate fire such as I’ve never seen before We can't save each other So why do we stay so long In one moment Are we afraid of what may happen? Quickly yet hesitantly You pull my face forward Our lips co

Not Every Woman's Pussy Is The Same
FOR INSTANCE, NOT EVERY WOMAN LIKES FINGERS IN HER PUSSY WHILE SHE'S GEETING ATE OUT. PERSONALLY, I DO. IT'S A SURE WAY TO MAKE ME CUM. HEE HEE. I HAD ONE EX GIRLFRIEND THAT DIDN'T LIKE THE FINGERS AND ANOTHER EX THAT LOVED THE FINGERS! YOU CAN'T USE THE SAME TECHNIQUE ON EVERY WOMAN. ONLY THE MAN THAT PAYS ATTENTION TO THE BODY LANGUAGE KNOWS HOW TO PLEASE ANY WOMAN HE'S WITH. FOR EXAMPLE, MOST GUY HAVE A TENDANCY OF SUCKING ON MY CLIT. I HATE THAT SHIT! IT'S TOO FUCKING INTENSE TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN'T ENJOY THE SHIT. WHAT PLEASE ME THE MOST IS WHEN A MAN LICKS ACROSS MY CLIT. NOTE: IF A WOMANS RUNS, IT'S TOO INTENSE OR IT DOSEN'T FEEL GOOD. IF A WOMAN HOLDS A LIL STEADY, IT'S JUST LIKE SAYING, "YEA, JUST LIGHT THAT, STAY RIGHT THERE" MEN BE BRAGING AND SHIT TALKING BOUT, "YEA, I HAD YO ASS RUNNING ALL ACROSS THE BED" NAW, FUCK THAT NIGGA! I WAS RUNNING CUZ THE SHIT WASN'T FEELING GOOD. IT'S OK TO HAVE ME RUNNING CROSS THE BED WHEN I'M CUMMING AND YOU

The Hunting Of The Snark
THE HUNTING OF THE SNARK Dedication Inscribed to a dear Child: in memory of golden summer hours and whispers of a summer sea. Girt with a boyish garb for boyish task, Eager she wields her spade; yet loves as well Rest on a friendly knee, intent to ask The tale he loves to tell. Rude spirits of the seething outer strife, Unmeet to read her pure and simple spright, Deem, if you list, such hours a waste of life, Empty of all delight! Chat on, sweet Maid, and rescue from annoy Hearts that by wiser talk are unbeguiled. Ah, happy he who owns that tenderest joy, The heart-love of a child! Away, fond thoughts, and vex my soul no more! Work claims my wakeful nights, my busy days-- Albeit bright memories of that sunlit shore Yet haunt my dreaming gaze! PREFACE If--and the thing is wildly possible--the charge of writing nonsense were ever brought against the author of this brief but instructive poem, it would be based, I feel con

Valentine's Day
Valentine’s Day is coming up again, or VD, as it’s known. Is there a more “unfair” holiday around? Every commercial - “If you love your girl, buy her flowers, buy her diamonds, buy her a freakin’ Lexus!” Wait a minute - what do guys get in return for all that? I know what you’re thinking - blowjobs - but those aren’t for sale, so the undercover cop told me. You ladies say you love equality, I say we start here. I want to see some commercials for guys - “Every kiss begins with… Kenwood Home Theater systems.” “Nothing says forever like… new golf clubs.” I want to see a romantic, candlelit Best Buy ad - couple on a couch, he looks bored with her ‘til she pulls out…. A new Playstation 3! “You do love me! I am so doing your dishes later.”

Missing You
i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm

Poetry16
VAMPYRE I love the black, it's so beautiful, the way my tears sparkle in the darkness like the silk of spiders web i love the blood, it's so delicious, the way it trickles down my chin like rivers of molten lava i love the flesh, it's so warm, as if the heart underneath these white breasts was still beating...... IN THE DARKNESS In the Darkness I am in the shadows. I am hide in the darkness. I am harmless in the darknessÃ¢ï¿½Â¦ Please god helps me... Why am I here? Please god just take me to heaven. I just want to be free from the darkness. Man comes to at night. In than he hides in the Darkness. And than he sucks my blood. What is he? Why has he come to me? He say he want me. But why does he want me. I feel good when I am in his arms. I see heaven in his eyes. Why do I feel this way? Touching you making me feel something I never felt before. I have been unhappy even since you left me here alone. The deep sadist in my heart Ã¢

Chicago Cubs
well now that the bears have crushed my heart in there super bowl loss to the colts...now i sit here and wait for the 2007 baseball season to start..and yes i am going to be going for the cubs. i will be in houston every game they are there playing the astros. the cubs have spent millions this offseason. buying some pretty damn good players and keeping the good ones..and with that i wanna see them win the divison and win the world series..non of that B.S. like with the marlins a few years ago...(still cant get that out of my head) anyways until opening........

Just Happy To Be Me!
I have been thru alot of trials and tribulations in my life, there were times I just did not want to live any more nor did I even know how I would. But I am really glad I didn't do any of the stupid things I thought of doing to myself at those times and that I am still in this world. I have a GREAT husband and 2 teenagers that totally drive me in sane and ya know thats ok with me too cuz atleast if I am going crazy I know im not dead! lol. For any of you who are going through a rough time in your life please know that IT DOES GET BETTER! Even thought I know it does not feel like it right now.

The Truth
A silint scream comes from this empty shell .. This hollow man bathed in my own hell.. A jereny back is full of pain a trip to the future brings the same And the present the most painfull of them all I set myself up for the pending falls The darkess of holes open under me And I fall so freely for even in this mer momment The pain stops and I begin to know the truth That soon I will feel the reaperss grip on me .. And when he gets me a wicked smile shall cross my face No longer sad and in my own hell anymore For I will be dead and free from all this pain

Please Help Me Level
OK FRIENDS PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT IM ALMOST AT MY NEXT LEVEL :) SO WITH YOUR HELP I CAN BE THERE YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO COMMENT JUST RATE ME.. MY PICS.. MY STASH.. I HAVE SOME FUNNY STUFF ON MY STASH IF YOU'VE NEVER BEEN BY THERE STOP IN AND CHECK IT OUT IF YOU HAVE TIME ....

Why Is So Hard??
I have been just sitting here after a wonderful night out with a dear friend.. wondering why is it so hard for ppl to accept others for what they are? Is our world so bad off that there isn't just a nice comment or be kind and no comment at all? why is it that it seems easier for ppl to just look at the outside appearences of others and think badly? I throw this out to everyone because first off i can't mumm yet and secondly i think that all of my friends know that i don't take any one at face value!! its the inside beauty that really counts. all of my friends are beautiful ppl...why? because i see them for their insides. they are kind and loving ppl, some are mothers, fathers, some are not parents at all. some are slim,and some are not.. ( me being NOT ) but you know i'm o.k. with that i am me and i love me. i'm not cruel, or hateful. generally i am very happy with my life. there are some changes in the future, ill accept them as they come. so give a shout for being your self, what

Beginings
hello ppl and fellow cherries! I think it's time I start talking about myself since you mostly all like my site and picture. I am a mother as you all can see. I am also a fulltime college student now. I am going for a bachelor's degree in Paralegalism. I am finally getting my divorce and am happy to say I am single and enjoying it. I am not looking for anything special i am just enjoying the freedom. I ahve had alot of guys ask me out but I am taking a break from rushing into anything. I want to take it slow and enjoy my kids. I have renewed some old friendships and made some news ones as well. I am looking forward to popping hin here every now and then to say hello so don't be afraid to keep dropping me a line now and then. Thanks.

Why ?
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance? Why

Please Inform Everyone
Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent, the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash & you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of "Osama Bin-Laden Captured" or "Osama Hanged" don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US & Israel. Be Considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. Please forward this warning among friends, family & contacts: You should be alert during the next few days: Don't open any messages with an attached file called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it. It's a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your email address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts.It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus & open it. If you receive a mail calle

70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long
70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long 1. Tech Support calls "YOU" for help. 2. Someone at work tells you a joke and you say "LOL". 3. You watch TV with the closed captioning turned on. 4. You have called out someone's screen name while making love to your significant other. 5. You keep begging your friends to get an account so "we can hang out". 6. Three words: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. 7. You've even gotten on an airplane just to meet some folks face-to- face. 8. You have to get a 2d phone line just so you can call Pizza Hut. 9. You go into labor and you stop to type a special e-mail to let everyone know you're going to be away. 10. You have a vanity car tag with your screen name on it. 11. You no longer type with proper capitalization, punctuation, or complete sentences. 12. You have met over 100 AOLers. 13. You begin to say "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. 14. When someone says "What did you say?" you reply "Scroll up!" 15. Yo

Legend Of The Coconut Tree From Guam
Long ago there was a Chamorro family belonging to the Achote tribe. The family had a beautiful young daughter who was admired by everyone in the tribe. One day the girl became very thirsty. She wanted to drink the juice from a special fruit. Everyone tried to find the fruit she described but to no avail. Soon the girl became very ill and died. The father buried the girl on a hill over looking the village. He placed a beautiful headstone on her grave and the people covered it with many beautiful flowers. One day the villagers noticed a strange plant growing on the girl's grave. They thought it was magic and built a shelter to protect it. Five years after the plant appeared, it had grown 20 feet tall, strange looking fruits appeared. One of the fruits dropped to the ground and cracked open. The chief called on the father of the dead girl to eat the strange fruit but he refused. He called his wife to eat the fruit. She said it was sweet and chewy and called it coconut.

Time For Zoey To Arrive!
Tomorrow morning at 11am, our little daughter, Zoey Rayne will be born via C-section!! It has been a long 9 months and we are so anxious to meet her. I am nervous about the surgery, but excited to finally meet her! I will post pics as soon as I can. Keep us in your thoughts :) Mely and Bad VooDoo

A Valentines Day Survey
ok, heres the deal--on valentines day would you(ladies) rather get... #1. roses(flowers) #2. candy #3. nighties & pj's #4. a stuffed animal #5. sex #6. all the above(or atleast 3 of these) and how do you say "thank you" to your man? just a survey please ladies, answer for me--and honestly dont be scared or shy!!!!!!!!!! have fun with it and HAPPY VALENITNES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Addiction
It is four am and I am still awake. I have a clue as to why though. I can never sleep and it progressively gets worse. It must be one of these things; the television, some severe sleep disorder, the million things running through my mind constantly, or the computer(namely cherrytap). Now I am convinced it is twofold; I probably have a sleeping disorder, but even with a cure I would still find a way to stay up and be on cherrytap. It is contagious too my husband is up as well. I am ok with my addiction to Cherrytap, I love it actually, and lets face it I could have a far worse addiction. So I am not complaining just confessing my addiction

Eye Surgery
I am undergoing eye surgery to implant a Verisyse lens into my right eye. As this heals, I should have 20/20 vision in that eye. Until then, I'll be very disoriented and unable to do much, as a result, I won't be around a lot. Have a good day!

What Would You Do If You Saw Me In Your Bed
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) lick the kitty (meow) 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good--how did i get so lucky? Repost with the title IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED!!!!! an see how many ppl want u in their bed.u might be surprised by the answers u get......u could answer the ones who sent u the bulletin

Grr
Can anyone help? I'm trying to do a skin, and all I get are total black or total white backgrounds. What can I do so the pictures show? I think they are there, just hiding in the black. Hope someone can offer advice.

This Guy Was Crazy
Ok, so I was driving with my mother to go with her to pick up my step dad and Uncle in Hammonton. When we were on the outskirts of Port Norris we see this guy jumping up and down in the middle of the road. He was wearing orange, so we though maybe he was redireting traffic or something. But when we stopped, he tried to jerk our car door open and get in the car. Luckily, I slammed the door on his finger as soon as he tried it. But, this is scary, isn't it??

I Think I Can... I Think I Can....
well.. I really DO think that I can keep up a blog. I"m not good at keeping some things up. Other things I"m fantastic at knocking down, but thats a whole other ball game as it were. People always ask how I got into my profession. It's really not that exciting of a story really but I'll tell you anyway. I had a job doing data entry. As bad as it sounds for someone who can type over 60 wpm I was pretty bad at it. I could type fast but moving the information from one place to the other wasn't always my best thing. So anyway... I had a sense that my time there was coming to an end and I hated the job anyway so I started looking for something else. I knew I would like working from home so I started looking for something that fit that bill. I had been doing phone for fun anyway and had gotten those comments of "you should do this for a living" and such. I thought why the hell not? and went for it! I've NEVER looked back. I really do love my job most of the time although th

The Love Of My Life
i used to think that you were going to be there forever i always knew that there wasn't a storm we couldn't weather then you had to leave and left me to face it all alone when i look around at these four walls i can't help but feel that this house is not a home why did you leave me, and where did you go all these years together and i have nothing to show we were there for each other since we were kids and we always had each other in times like this but now i see you and it is time to say goodbye at times like now all i can do is cry it is so hard letting go of you and everything we've been through but it will be ok, i will be there to help you through i will go for now but i will come back to you one day we will find the love that we lost someday i brought you flowers just to show that my love is still strong no need to worry about it, i will place them on your stone . this is for anyone who has ever lost thier loved one. may you s

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to never let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Sports Drinks
Why is it that sports drinks such as Gatorade and Powerade are in the shapes of penises? It's kinda funny watching someone drinking it down at the basketball court and thinking to yourself , "Man, gimme some of that!" You then now notice the shape and think about how you look with a 32 ounce cock to your mouth. Just some food for thought.

Anouncment
I am in love with love, And I hate nothing at all For I am not born, to sow The seeds of revulsion In the virgin heart of the Earth, but I am born, to Spread the fragrance Of immaculate love, in Every corner of this Earth

Release Orgasm
As you readies for an afternoon nap, your pussy moistens For you longs to be held and kissed and enjoy a lover's hardness And as you lay down, your fingers begin to tease your clit You cup your breast lovingly with eyes closed, you see sunny's smile His lips gently tug and pull as your nipples grow harder Your opening contracts eagerly as Your finger slides in and out Nice steady deep strokes, oh yes You murmer as you grips Just a little longer, you whispers as You feel your body trembling You can feel your orgasm release oh my God, you cry out and smile And your pussy juice flows onto his waiting lips as you hear Sunny suck As you come back to earth, your eyes open, and you wish Sunny was there Your sighhhhh echo's in your bedroom as you drift off to dream of him

Today I Am...
So yeah I figured out that today I am even more of a ninja. Don't ask. Lol. Let's just say that it involved throwing things at peoples feet. No not bnoisemakers! Though it could cause screaming, heh. Drive-line is out, ready to undo the tranny and engine and get the swap done...if it warms up tomorrow. Until then grab a tree after getting airborn, and kicking off of another tree without landing/touching the ground once airborn. I call it the "Tree hugging hippy ninja" ~Mac-dono

Something Very Simple.
i should write something very simple. so that it might make sense, to the folks. i should write something very simple. so they'll all laugh @ my stupid jokes. but saying something simple, isn't as easy as it seems... when you'd rather go on and on, about monday's distant dreams... about hippo-chasing-baby-hosing-masochistic-bears, or fat old grammas, wearing loincloths, in rusty old lawnchairs. or drooling zombie-slingshot-weilding frat boys eating chew. and bible-thumping-jesus-humpers reading taming of the shrew. so it may not make a lot of sense, when i go on about the 'puddle-doom'. but it's much easier not to make sense... than to hear the voices in the room ;) (there Zeke, make more sense than the rest? HAHAHA)

"black Jack" Variant 1
HOW TO STOP ISLAMIC TERRORISTS...... it worked once in our History... Once in U.S. history an episode of Islamic terrorism was very quickly stopped. It happened in the Philippines about 1911, when Gen. John J. Pershing was in command of the garrison. There had been numerous Islamic terrorist attacks, so "Black Jack" told his boys to catch the perps and teach them a lesson. Forced to dig their own graves, the terrorists were all tied to posts, execution style. The U.S. soldiers then brought in pigs and slaughtered them, rubbing their bullets in the blood and fat. Thus, the terrorists were terrorized; they saw that they would be contaminated with hogs' blood. This would mean that they could not enter Heaven, even if they died as terrorist martyrs. All but one was shot, their bodies dumped into the grave, and the hog guts dumped atop the bodies. The lone survivor was allowed to escape back to the terrorist camp and tell his brethren what happened to the others. This

My First Blog
OK, where do I start? Uh my first blog here.I have to say this website is laid out kinda wierd, but i'm starting to catch onto some things.I don't really have anything spectacular to say right now, as i'm pretty drained, and should be hitting the hay soon.If anyone has questions, or crap.leave me some messages.My friend refered me and here I am so... she's a cool chick add her if you'd like as well she's reggiegirl.That is all I have to say. peace i'm out

Poems Of Sorts
I WAS SITTIN' FLICKIN' CHICKEN AND LOOKIN THROUGH THE PICKEN'S WHEN SUDDENLY....... THESE GAURDS BROKE DOWN MY WALLS. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEM AS THEY GRABBED ME BY MY SCROTUM AND STARTED PLAYING PING-PONG WITH MY BALLS. OH THE AGONY OH THE SHAME...TO MAKE MY PRIVATES PUBLIC FOR A GAME....

(wel)come To The Meez Side...
Hello, and welcome to the Meez Insider blog! For my first act, I will avoid giving you a pointless intro. . . . And done. Moving on, an update on our latest band merch. Band merch? What?Read the rest at the Meez Insider.

Childrens Education
O'siyo, Hello everyone, on Wednesday I went to a Parents committee meeting for the Indian Education Program for children in grades K - 12TH. and we were told that the Government is cutting back on the funding for the Johnson O'Malley program , please write or call your Congressman or Congresswoman and State and Federal Representives. Pretty soon they'll probably try and cut back on all the funding for all the childrens programs in school , so please pass it on and be aware of the funding that is being cut that pertains to your childs education. Wa-do Thankyou very much and blessings be upon all mankind , your Friend always and forever, Pastor COUGARMOON

Nightmares!! :(
Nightmares :( Why do we have them? I am so glad to be awake , I just had a nightmare that seemed to go on forever. I would wake up then go back to sleep and finish where I left off! its spooky... maybe cause it was because I ate something before I went to bed, Ive always heard that could happen. I defenatly dont want to go back to sleep "( I feel like those kids in Nightmare on elm street lol so Im drinking coke hopeing the caffiene will keep me awake! wish me luck hahaha....

Petting Zoos: Are They Really Fun For The Kids?
y'know, people keep telling me about how petting zoos are so great...how kids love 'em. well, you know what? i think that those people are spreading their strawberry deception jam all over my toast-like mind...and they're doing it with a butter knife of lies. now tell me, folks...does that kid really look like it's having a good time? i think not. the anger in its eyes...the grimace on its face...the child trying to pick its nose....it's so obvious that the kid is not enjoying his time caged up in the petting zoo. i don't blame 'em, either....and if i were that kid, i'd back kick that booger-lovin' child away from me...i bet she reeks, anyway.it's so obvious that the kids hate it at the petting zoo...and you know why? it's because of dirtbags like the child pictured below... look at the anger on that child's face....you know why he's angry, don't you? well, i'll tell you why...it's 'cause he's been caught. notice how his left hand isn't visible and it's hidden beneath his sleeve? tha

Sexpoems
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. read

Pretty F*cked Up Weekend
Seeing as how no one will prolly read this, I'll quickly summarize my weekend: I got a stomach virus, my printer took a crap, I threw up twice, me and one of my friends got into a fight, I nearly killed myself, I got like two hours of sleep last night, cops came knocking on my door, and I woke up this morning to someone rating my profile a 1. Yeah, I say my weekend sucked. How was yours?

Well, Home No Longer Sweet..
joey left yesterday, to go back to iqra for 6 more months. we fun while he was home, besides the pipes, lol.. have to love the cold. him and destiney spent alot of time in the snow. she loved seeing her daddy. we had surpirsed her at his sister house it was so cute. and we party with friends. wet the casino too, lol lost all the money we had, but are friend win pretty big , so that was exitinging, and last saturday we went to the firer hall backent, and played texas hold-em and joey got really drunk. he was funny.. he did his little dance and every thing. and he left to fly with a really big hang over.. 6 more months, then things will back back to normal again.. loves me..kisses

Extremely Valuable Tips & Tricks 01
***************************************** How a pair of trainers can prevent gardening accidents ***************************************** Gardening can hold many perils… the whirring blades of the lawn mower, a sharp pair of shears hidden beneath cuttings… a mob of angry wasps... But the most common form of gardening injury is nothing as gory as this... No, the biggest threat to your well-being when gardening is pulling a muscle or putting your back out. And this can be easily avoided by treating your hour in the garden like a gym work out – and doing some simple stretching exercises before you get started! * Sit down and put one foot up on a stool or bench so that your knee is straight. Stretch forward and run your hands down your outstretched leg until you feel your thigh muscle tightening. Hold for 10 seconds, then switch legs. * Stretch one leg out to the side as far as it can comfortably go, then bend the opposite leg at the knee and stretch away unt

Skinheads Torch 10-year Old In North Russia
A 10-year-old Armenian boy has been set on fire as a result of an apparent racist attack in the northern Russian city of Kostroma, the Regions.ru web-site reports. The local police believe that the boy fell victim to skinheads. Eyewitnesses have told the police that two friends, aged 10 and 11 had dropped into a grocery store after classes. A group of youths was apparently waiting for them outside. As the boys came out of the shop, the attackers splashed gasoline over one of them and set him on fire. Luckily, some passers-by helped the boy and quickly extinguished the fire. He was then rushed to hospital. Doctors said the boy had burns to his face and hands. The attackers fled the scene. The local police reported that they looked like skinheads. The fact that the victim was Armenian also suggests the attack may have been racist, the police say.

Attentionn Friends With Big Hearts *from My Friend American Cherry*
MY GIRLIE GIRL IS IN YES A CONTEST BUT THE REASON BEHIND THE TATTOO IS ONE OF MORE COURAGE AND STRENGTH AND LEARNING HOW TO HEAL. BROTHA FOX WAS A EXCEPTIONALLY GOOD MAN TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND HE WAS TAKEN FROM THEM WAY TOO EARLY IN HIS LIFE. IS THERE ANY WAY YOU CAN GO AND RATE HER TATTOO DEDICATED TO HIM AND HIS LIFE. COMMENT ON IT AND EVERYTHING . SHE IS LOST WITHOUT HIM AND IT HURTS HER FRIENDS ME INCLUDED THAT WE CAN'T HELP TAKE THE PAIN AWAY. JUST MAYE JUST MAYBE THIS WILL MAKE HER SMILE AND BE HAPPY FOR AT LEAST ONE DAY

So There's This Guy...
I met this guy a while back and thought he was SO cute. I never thought much of him, because he didn't "look" like my type...but there was something about him. I couldn't bring myself to go talk to him. He is really good friends with one of my best friends. I just spent the better part of a week hanging out with the guy. He is awesome! Sweet,funny, cute, and we have a lot of similar interests. He is VERY interesting. Very different from most of the guys I know. He isn't ashamed of who he is. Lots of fun. At first, I wanted to get in his pants...LOL! But the more I talked to him, the more I actually liked him. I love talking to him. But there is a catch...I recently met a few more of their friends, one of which is infatuated with him. She is an awesome person, but he and I talked about her and he doesn't like her in that way. He only wants to be her friend. She and I became pretty good friends, but I think it may be due to the fact that she didn't like how much he and I talked and s

The Big Lie
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the

What The Fuck Ever
to all whom it may concern im sick of this you think you know a person and then you wait a min and then you figure it out its all a fucking lie im sick of putting everything n the line and in the end throwing it away i hate the way you all think you know me when in fact only a few do know a small part of me thngs you all should know about me i fucking hate shit talking and shit talkers i fucking hate DRAMA with a passion i fucking hate how people think they know me i fucking hate the way i get put in the middle i fucking hate how i deal with dram and come here and get another dose of it i fucking hate ATTENTION WHORES i fucking hate fake ass friends and people i fucking hate solving others issues i fucking hate back stabbing bitches i fucking hate life in general i fucking hate not haveing money i fucking hate the way i feel right now i fucking hate people who feel the need to start shit to feel like there the bigger person(your not) i fucking hate the way i help every

~ Embracing Ashley ~
TAKE A LONG LOOK AT THE PHOTO AT THE BOTTOM EMBRACING ASHLEY It started out as a fluke. Lynn Faulkner had been offered an extra ticket to a Bush campaign event by his neighbor Linda Prince. Mr. Faulkner decided to offer it to his 15-year old daughter Ashley, who he expected would decline as she would have to miss some school to attend. But his daughter surprised him. Ashley reminded her dad how four years ago they attended a similar event when then Texas Governor George W. Bush visited the same spot on the campaign trail. Ashley remembered attending that event with both her father and her mother Wendy Faulkner. It was raining that day and they all stood in the rain awaiting Governor Bush "eating Triscuit crackers" enjoying the time together and hoping to get a glimpse of the would-be President. Ashley recalled holding her mothers hand as they waited. So she decided to go again this year, but this time her mother could not attend. Wendy Faulkner was murdered on 9/11/200

Poem - Running Away
You tell me not to run away, but I must. How do i know you miss me at all, if i don't. I don't believe in PDA anymore, and you say some things should stay private. That's fine I enjoy it that way - just make up your mind. If you really want to know why I run away is because I miss the affection you give me and you don't give is why I must. If I run away from you - I'm sorry - You don't grasp my arm to stay, but I'm sorry to look the sad look on your face. My friends tell me I'll lose you; but I've never had you, so why would you want me to stay? Hold me close just one more time, Your perfect touch, your lips on mine because Perfect things - they never last We steal our moments, oh so fast. Come with me, let's run away Hide awhile and there we'll stay. Cuddle close and hold me tight In your arms the world is right. Leaning near, you steal a kiss, My blushing cheeks tell all of this, Your laugh, so sweet, as you watch me. Oh well, they say is affections lik

Hi There Everyone
well i am in a bad mood and i hate that feeling so if there is anyone that can cheer me up somehow then let me know. i am just upset about a friend of mine that passed away on monday night. i hate how she went and it sucks cause i was not there to help her. I even called where she lives and told the police what was happening and it was to late. life sucks the big apple and i wish i was someone that can change things that are going to happen or already happened. I know i sound like i have lost it but i just feel that way . well i am going to go for now. And did i tell everyone i hate the rain and snow. My back is killing me and i have noone here to help make it feel better.

Army Girlfriend
Army Girlfriend by Rosemary Olenski Everyone hears of the Army Wife, Her trials, sacrifices, and devoted life. She is strong, she is brave, and she is loving indeed, Standing by her man in his time of need. But what of others in a similar situation, Who have made being an Army girlfriend their main occupation? They suffer many of the same trials and many of the same fears Without the security of future years. Will there be peace or will there be war? You try to be hopeful but it's hard to ignore. The world seems to be falling apart When to a soldier you have given your heart. Your love runs too deep to escape from it now. You hope to be together somewhere, somehow, When his duty is over and your life can begin. You wonder if it will happen but don't question when. The many heartbreaks and times you did weep When he made promises the Army couldn't keep. But you have learned so much together and come so far. Others warned you not to fall in love but you alr

Sick Of Being Sic.
I'm so sick. It's not fun. I like to eat and have only had a few crackers and a cup of soup. But of course my being out for one dae doesn't mean the world has stopped. How far would anyone person go for the one person they love? If they ask you to do something that makes you doubt your everything...do you do it? How stable was your everything if one request makes you question it all? It's late and my Tylenol is wearing off. I will have plenty of time to question everything in the upcoming week...

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you are drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped as much as you want it to be. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of being out at a bar. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you other then just fawk you like you don’t mean anything to me. I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to be with. I'm sorry that you can't realize. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know that its you. I'm sorry that you can't accept me for who I am. I'm sorry I can’t ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is ever good enough for you. I'm sorry that I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry that I am actually nice and not an a$$hole. I'm Sorry that I cared. But most of all, I'm sorry for NOT being sorry anymore. Ladies always complain to t

To All My Ct Friends
I am so sorry I haven't been here to say hello and fuck around like I normally would, but if you have read my blog earlier you will understand why. I haven't forgotten about my "homies" here on tap, I am just very busy with a new job and trying to get my shit packed to move out, yes I will have internet and yes I will be here to say all sorts of hello's! Please keep in touch with me, I will make sure I check my e-mail as soon as I can!..LOVE YOU TAPPERS :)

A Great Friend(a Poem I Wrote)
We started talking and it was without seeing each other looked liked. We talked for awhile and got to know each other by hobbies,likes,dislike and stuff. You have listened when i was sad, a smile on my face I always felt happy again. Just not sure how to say your Great Friend to have and to have in this world. I want you to know I will always be here for you forever and always. So i can help you they way you have helped me. Your the Greatest Friend in the World. written by: Doris Huddleston 9/26/03

Recover Happiness
A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they\'ve made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you\'ll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you\'ll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Romance And Relationships
I desire have a man by my side who truly loves me that I can love and adore in return yet understands relationships are give and take ~ will not walk away at the least sign of conflict ~ knows it is worth a little work, as I do. I would love to have a man I could write songs and poetry for and finds interest in this. I wish to have someone who makes me whole and understands what it means to be complete with another, a man with the knowledge that they desire to make the other persons life complete not just their own.I long to have someone I could talk in multitude of subjects with.I wish for someone that when I say.. " I love you ".. will return this.. and not just grunt and never tire of hearing this !I would expect to and shall be there for him when he is in need of a great hug, a passionate kiss, or to just hold hands ~ tell his deepest secret .. share his nightmares, bad and good days ... and hope this would also be his wish -- echoed back to me. I want to be the everything an

Not A Great Start For My Blog.
... guess what. i'm depressed, intensily so, tho i do not show it. i'm a good actress. i am in love with a person who is not in love with me, and may never be. this very rarely strays from the thoughts, and i wish that was not so. I try to find a way to get my mind off of it or to get it out of my system a bit, but alas there is not remedy...i'm suffering from writer's block at the moment.

Bren's Thoughts
THIS IS A NICE PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE. I'M STILL LEARNING HOW TO USE THIS SITE BUT GIVE ME TIME... FOR YOU SEE I AM OLD AND SLOW LOL....I FEEL BY LOOKING AT MOST OF YOUR PROFILES THAT MAYBE I AM A BIT OLD... SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF A WOMEN THAT WILL BE 52 IN MAY OF BEING HERE ??? I WANT TO ADD MUSIC TO MY PAGE STILL WORKING ON THAT BUT GIVE ME A FEW DAYS AND IT WILL BE DONE. I HAVE A LOVE FOR VET'S OLD AND YOUNG, IF YOU HAVE BAD COMMENTS OF ANY VET KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF OR I SHALL BLOCK YOU. NOT LOOKING TO FIND ANY LOVERS ON THIS SITE I HAVE THE MAN OF MY DREAMS. I AM EVERY ONES BEST FRIEND OLDER SISTER AND FAVROITE AUNT. I HAVE WIDE SHOULDERS AND A BIG HEART. DONT TAKE CRAP AND DONT GIVE ANY. STEP ON MY TOES AND I WILL BACK YOU IN TO A CORNER TO GIVE YOU MORE HELL THAN YOU MOM EVER DID. OTHER THAN THAT I AM A KIND LOVING WOMAN...

Every Rose Has Its Thorn...yeah It Does
Every Rose Has Its Thorn....yeah it does Five years ago I was engaged to a wonderful man that I had loved since I was eighteen years old. We had been lovers when I was eighteen, but it didn't work out. Neither he nor I ever ever forgot our love for each other. We became involved again six years ago. That is when he asked me to marry him. Because of certain circumstances and our situation at the time, I didn't follow through with the marriage. Instead I returned to my previous ex-boyfriend at the time. I won't say that it has been all peaches and cream, but we have gotten along pretty well. But ever since, I have never been able to get my ex-fiance out of my mind, nor has he ever 'forgot' about me. Because he proposed to me on Valentine's Day, it has become a day that I haven't looked forward to since 2002. I have never been able to get the promise I made out of my mind and the fact that I broke another person's heart. I also have put myself down for breaking a promis

Bull Shit And Idiot People
What I have yet to understand is how people can be smart enought to bull shit there way into a job, but to stupid to even shut down a computer. I recently quit my job for obvious reasons (see above). I have been having bad problems at work and my friend says that it is very blog worthy. This will have to be fairly long and will have to be split up. The sad thing is that I have only myself to blame for all of this. The following will be key players in everything. James- My boss at Large Cartage Becky- My mother Kristen- Co-worker Charlie- (I would say resident asshole but many quilify for that) Person over Memphis terminal and lives in Chicago where the main office is. Larry- Was over Memphis terminal till he fucked up. Mike- Driver went from owner op to company and then got pushed out of company truck. Timmy- driver who already quit twice and this is who we pushed Mike out for (WTF PEOPLE!). Allarick- New dispatcher. SU- Owner of Large Cartage. Andy- Owner of PBI. O

The Easy Way
sick of willingness, where's the encouragement? another guilty sex act to interrupt my steady guilt trip porno theater blow jobs are less filthy then this i've been trying really hard not to reminisce on what i miss going back to the days long past still makes me pace with heart-attack the days when all broken skin led to lips blood never spilled blood was body painted with flesh mesh of wound on wound being so thoroughly used that i stop feeling like a tool malicious externalized suicidal abuse will always make me feel as if i've been paid attention to the urge, the need, to die on me that way i kill myself on you the days of the first diciples when the buds of a twisted view grew fruit cleaning sins, giving peace within, as any good religion should do but eventually they get so clean and peaceful, the prayers begin to lose their use creating a culture where nothing is bad, not even your worst so please unleash your worst i love your worst, i'll suck it up, i'll

Nsfh
I took my laptop to the hospital waiting room where I tried to log onto CT. I got a blue screen, notifying me that "The Content of This Website is not Allowed." NSFH. I told you so. Things in SD aren't going particularly well. My father has a major vein blockage (so major that his doctors have taken the liberty of telling him--repeatedly--that they've only seen his condition in autopsies, not in living persons). Today's good news is that the doctors have mostly ruled out cancer as a cause. The blood tests have indicated that he has a genetic blood disorder that could have caused the clotting. Right now he's being treated with blood thinners, but he may have to have surgery, and it is apparently a very risky procedure. No one is sure what will happen at this point. He feels OK, but he can't eat. And though the blood thinners may help the clot dissolve, they could also cause internal bleeding, which would be fatal. So, um, not good. My family's doing OK, though, and I'm

Thoughts To Ponder
Thoughts to ponder for 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which a person can die. # 8 Men have two states: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like Slinkys.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the

What Our Kids Will Do For A High.
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. The Link here http://www.jeffreypeak.com/thedayjeffreydied.htm A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable â€œhighâ€ by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. Click Here for More Info On the Choking Game. http://www.stop-the-choking-game.com/en/home.asp

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favourite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in yo

Nsfw Pictures
I put this in a bulliten but decided to blog it too - seems different people read each Due to a recent development - I have decided to take down my nsfw pictures - or a majority of them Be careful who you trust even the most benign person can turn evil... Be sorry to those you hurt, there are somethings you can never fix... the internet is no place for trusting souls and open hearts... Cat

Living Contradiction
I'm happy when it hurts, And sad when it's painless; I'm content when it's dirty, And uncomfortable when it's painless. I'm living for death, But dying for life; I want a family, But I won't be your wife. And I'm a living contradiction, In my world and in my mind; I know I belong, But I'm looking for my own kind. I'm too strong to lose, But too weak to win; I'm laughing outside, But crying within. And I'm screaming inside, But I can't complain, 'Cause I'm once again free, But held down by your chain. And I'm a living contradiction, Burning at the stake; I don't really lie, But the truth's hard to take. I want to be heard, But I'm muted from sound; I'm lost in my thoughts, But don't want to be found. And everyone loves me, I couldn't be more alone; I am where I belong, But I can't find home. And I'm the contradiction, Living under another name; I could never be perfect, But I have no shame.

What The Fuck!!!!
I just don't understand what the problem is here. I seem to be attracting guys that sweet talk their way in my life and then pretty much in a round about way tell me to "FUCK OFF!!" They get what they want out of me and then kick me to the curb. I am so sick of this bullshit. One of these days I will find me a man that will appreciate me for who I am. All the guys that have been in my life have seem to hurt me in one way or another. No, I'm not perfect and it takes two, but it just doesn't make sense to me that they know who I am when they meet and get togother with me and then they turn around and say they don't want to be with me because of who I am. Anyways, I just had to get that off my chest and so I figured I'd just sit here and vent for a few. I hope that all of you have a good day, and thanks for listening to me vent. Have a good one.

The Way I Want To Live
The way I want to live Human history is not a history of increasing cleverness or increasing acuity of vision. It is just that we change our views. It is astonishing how many people, in this day and age, are still incredibly negative and cannot or will not change their views on certain matters. I think that no one will deny that we, Homo sapiens, are not always guided by reason. I tend to agree with Schopanoer, the German writer and philosopher who argues that human behaviour is governed not by the intellect but by the irrational impulses of the human will – which includes ambition, hate and sexual desires. A central concern in my thought is that man is a being unique on this earth; he is endowed with an essential worth that exists nowhere else in the known world. Man is a being who may easily be degraded, but to degrade him is wrong. If he is debased, man is forced either to succumb or to defend himself and fight for his own human dignity. In some of his Songs, Gustav Mahl

Some Truth For The Ladies Of Cherrytap
Okay - this one is for the ladies. Walking around our office building today, I ran into at minimum 40-50 women. Granted, I work IT in the garment industry, so the ladies run the gamut. I didn't run into a single unattractive lady the entire time...each woman had a sparkle, a shine, something that made them...well...a woman. So, I'm here to let you all know, ladies...that even on your worst day, when your hair won't do what you want it to do, and you were running late and couldn't get your makeup exactly right...and you generally feel hideous, and unattractive... ...there are guys like me out there in the world, who are looking at you in a totally different light...who think you look fabulous each and every time we see you. That's it...all that's on my mind on this bright and sunny Texas Friday. Have a great weekend!

Happy St. Patrick's Day
I hope everyone has a great St. Patrick's Day. Between going to Mass, and confession hehe, I will be cooking and having a good time with family and friends. I know, it's hard to believe this sinner goes to mass.. I am an enigma. I will be making colcannon, and pulling the spiced beef out of the fridge. The soda bread is done. (you will have to go look those up, or msg me for the recipes). For most people, who have no idea Who St. Patrick was.. http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=859&display_order=1&mini_id=1082 St. Patrick, the patron saint of Ireland, is one of Christianity's most widely known figures. But for all his celebrity, his life remains somewhat of a mystery. Many of the stories traditionally associated with St. Patrick, including the famous account of his banishing all the snakes from Ireland, are false, the products of hundreds of years of exaggerated storytelling. May you never make an enemy When you could ma

Woo Woot....goin Shoppin!!
and i dont even have to spend any of my money!!! lol i love being me!!! ill take pix when i get home of all my purtyness!! but that means u gotta comment comment comment!!!! oxoxoxxx ~megan~

Mind Racing ( Unfinished)
Mind Racing, thoughts chasing with no road to follow, just steps to lead Pace by Pace Determination & Anxiety puting things in there place On the steep cliff close to the edge, far way down with nothing to reach within grasp Long way to climb, huge hurdles to leap stretching to make it with the reach in range with nothing but pain and anger brewing inside, with nothing able to stop the progress of moving forward, upward climb out of the downward spiral trying to pull me under Clearing baggage off my shoulders to loosen the weight. Clearing the mind to reach the stake. All thats left in this chase of the path is to free the soul. with the evil and darkness intertwined in my veins. clasping at my feet to pull me through. I gather nothing but the faith calling my name. I break on through. unfinished..........

Love A Treasure (poem)
love a treasure, each one persons unique pleasure. the treasure, my fallen feather, float down from the mystery above lay so beautiful on hard ground slender fingers reach with caution, inches away love my treasure refuses to stay, there it goes floating away

Help A Friend.
Greetings Everyone- My name is Melissa, GothiqueTemptation, Whatever you may know me as, but this isn't about me this time. This is about the life of a child. My niece Elizabeth Dugar, who just turned 1 year old on March 17th, 2007 was recently diagnosed with a rare form of leukemia, and is fighting for her life. Elizabeth has gotten her first round of chemotherapy treatments yesterday,March 16th, 2007 and it seems to be helping her so far. She will get two or three treatments a day for the next 8 months. She is eating more, and playing more, and talking more today. St.Jude has also been giving the baby blood transfusions to replace her platelets.But as we all know blood supply is limited and it lessening every minute of every day. So in this I implore you, If you want to, you can make a donation of your blood to a blood bank , in your area, in her name. Elizabeth Dugar @ St Jude's Children's Research Facility in Memphis TN. Become one of the huge hearted souls out there t

Gotta Make My Heart Cry
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com" i can't see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make my heart cry, you'll never see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make the your heart cry." i cant cry, well unless it is more pain then i can stuff down then i can cry. like my when my aunt died i was close to her she fought a man because he called my brothers and i a nigger. she looked him in the eyes and said no their not niggers but i am and knocked him out. then turned and told us the meaning of the word( nigger a word meaning ignorant. like when he gets up he can say a nigger hit him. )her death killed me because i was supose to go see her in the hospital she asked where me and my brothers were{hang on crying from the heart is painful} ok but instead i was throwing a party. when my dad called and said do i think i can make it...............i said no i'm to drunk i'll go tomorrow.... an hour two cases later he calls again and says she wont make it through the night. i sent everyone home my brot

Must Read Bad Animal Foods!!!
theres bad animal food people are calling in about. its slowly killing the animals for 24/ hours heres the site go see if your cat or dog food is on the recall list... http://www.menufoods.com/recall/index.html if your cat or dog food is on the menu then click on it and it will tell you what kinds.. if your kind is on there stop giving your animal that food. check other foods too that are bad.

No Subject
So my life officially sucks. All I get to do is sit at home and be bored....although I am looking for a job right now and on spring from school...lol.....but I just thought I would post a blog...enjoy Stephanie

Cherrytap Management:cocknibbling Fascists,or Just Assholes?
Yeah.Do something about it,lol.Someone flags a harmless photo of mine NSFW.That's ok.But apparently I'm not even allowed to comment my own pics with a stock phrase.(phrase was,and I quote,"Marked NSFW by ME,so you utter cunts can't do it for me.Yeah.Suck on it.")Words cannot express my utter disdain and contempt for management here,and I loathe BabyJesus to the point of intoxication.So either ban me or back the fuck up,because the revolution begins...NOW.

I Need To Vent On Last Time. This One Is For Lilly And Fred
Please bear with me.. I have dragged all the b.s. around to long. I am going to say this and nothing more. Something happened to me last week. I know I was suppose to be over talented tongue but he can be convincing. I guess that is why he gets all the women, he does or hurt the women he does. Now I will be the first to admit that I was a total idiot and fool. To believe anything that he said to me.. Well I did. An this is where it got me...Nowhere, but heart- broking and upset..Upset is an understatment..I fell for all of Talented Tongues lies all over again.You'd think I'd learn the first time. But nooooooooo.....Anyways to get to the point of this blog... He told me he loved me , cared and wanted to be with me.. That we were a couple and he wanted me to move to Fairheights,Ill. That he was getting a place for the two of us and Lilly was no longer in the picture. That he supposingly told Melissa,Laura and Lilly that we were a couple. Now I am pretty sure he never

Saturday Night
Nothing seems to sum up a good saturday night after working 10 hours behind a desk and a computer all day then a good movie, some Girl scout cookies (thin mints) and my computer! "Amen to stress free saturday nights!!!"

Hope You Had A Good Weekend
I hope that all of my friends had a good weekend. Mine was pretty good. The weather was beautiful and I could not have asked for better. I acctually did some work this weekend and it felt good. I helped a friend put a fence up in her back yard so ahe could keep her dogs in check. Everything went well until her crazy dog litterally chewed through the wire. LMAO Well I guess it will be back to the drawing board. As for today I did absollutly nothing but be lazy. Sorry for boring you all just wanted to say hi and I hope you all have a great week.

What I Have Learned
1. I've learned - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. 2. I've learned - That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. (thank you to our troops, firefighters and police) 3.I've learned - That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down. Are the ones to help you get back up 4.I've learned - That it can take years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. 5.I've learned - That sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry. But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. 6. Freedom is worth the responsibility 7.It’s not worth the calories unless it’s chocolate. 8.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 10 minutes, but after that you had better know something 9.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them 10.I've learned that the people you care the most ab

Pimp State Of Emergency
My Playa Pimps, we are in a literal state of emergency! I have seen this with my very own eyes. I have seen hoes choose who they want to be with. I have also seen hoes call the shots, telling their pimps where and when to get their possesions without the fear of retaliation. Pimps, what's really going on? Look deep within yourself and ask yourself, am I pimping by the book? By the condition of the world today, you're not. The main question is, what will you do about it? Will you bow down to the sucker world and turn in your playa card? Will you then fall in love and live happily ever after? What are you going to do? I know what I would do if I were you. I would get off my ass, get back on my feet and pimp my ass off. I would also do this to make them come correct, I would give them a chin check, make them hit the deck, and collect my check! It's the law of land! The gift of the game was not given to us to be used carelessly and end right here. It mus

A Numb Heart
A Numb Heart Although there is love all around the heart feels half empty. The heart is still lonely; looking for what in life is going to fill the other half. The emptiness doesn’t even hurt anymore, it is just numb. The numbness is rejection, rejection of past years. Numb to the world, it is time to find what lies deep in the heart. This heart was never set free, free to live, free to beat, free to feel. This heart was always told it could not feel it had to be strong and not show emotion. It was always told that if it showed emotion it would be weak. Weakness was never acceptable. It is time this heart learns to look deep into it’s self and find that other half.

A To Z
1. A is for age: 38 2. B is for beer of choice: Bass 3. C is for career right now: Professor 4. D is for your dog's name? Don’t have a dog.. used to be Tiny, back in the day. 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Computer, Cell phone 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: Boston Legal 7. G is for favorite game: Trivial Pursuit 8. H is for Home town: Original EastLos, now San Diego 9. I is for instruments you play: drums, kinda 10. J is for favorite juice: cranberry 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: dubya 12. L is for last place you ate: Costco hotdog 13. M is for marriage: one month and counting. 14. N is for your full name: yeah, AMN how about that. 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: only one, when I had my tonsils out when I was like 3 or something. 16. P is for people you have talked to today: probably about 9 17. Q is for quote: " "When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in the flag and carryin

To All My Friends, I Need Some Help!
Ok this is to anyone , anyone at all who can help me with converting lets say inches ovwer to millmeters. does anyone know a formula or standard conversion scale on how to do it. Anyone who can help me with this and at least show me how i can use it where it can be easliy converted from one type of measurememt scale to another,i'll make em a nice pair of moccasins, ethier black or tan, thier chocie, custom made for them! Any help i will greatly appericate it, cause i somehow need to learn to do it tonite if possible!

Just For You My Love
Baby - thought I'd died and gone to heaven. Such a night I never had before. Thought I'd died and gone to heaven... cause what I got there aint no cure for. Ooo... it gets better. It's what you do to me angel. I never loved - swear to god... Till you came along I never felt this strong.

Speak Ya Mind
Isn't life grand!! We have the right to express exactly what we feel...when we feel it! So why you waiting to say something?? You could have had so much more just by saying what you thought...yep. Thought of Today: If I said I Love You...I really do. If I said I need you, I really do. If I said Come To Me...you'd better get in the car and get here!! LOL

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Get out the tissues! Will you give this to my daddy? If this doesn't get your attention, nothing will! As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support RED FRIDAYS....................... Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's. As they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly on their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me...... I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young, unsung heroes wh

After The Dance Is Over
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips, combining with the sweetness of your essence that still lingered in my mouth. Bodies young

Sinus Headache
I am a freak. I have abnormally large sinuses, and i can "sense a thunderstorm". That simply means that i get sinus headaches whenever the presure drops. I had one tonight (april 1st) and took some pain killers which are now kicking in. Nice, i like being disconnected.

Love And Life
Love is a funny thing. We all go through phases and we all go through emotions, but why is it that when one pours, the rain just falls deeper and deeper? I mean of course women are more sensitive then men or are we? Is that a true fact? How can one true person who is 3000 miles away from another be that in love and truly 100% grasp ahold without someone tearing it apart? Well I guess it is what you put into it, at least that is my view and opinion. You always hear the comment, times heals all wounds. I say that is true. But as they say, you should wait a year before grasping hold of another during a breakup. I agree, but man was that hard.....lol. I think the hardest part was and is the longing of being held and just feeling safe. But hey, what makes you weak always and will make you stronger. As each day progresses, you just raise that head higher and higher and take in the true goodness of nature, friends, animals and most of all family. May each day be a wonderful day in yo

I Effin Hate Retail...
Okay. So when your day starts by watching a robin try to dive bomb suicide itself not once but twice in your garage while you are heading to work... it's probably not gonna be the best of days. Holidays in retail.... are HELL. Not to mention we have to get all of our stock out, shoes being one of the two departments that has to tag the ish themselves. Guess what department I am in huh? And THEN. The customers are absolutely horrid. Sure you have a few sweet ones and all which SORT of makes the bad ones okay but.. they knock shit over.. they break shit... they refuse to speak english until you tell them to leave cause you close and then are all WHAT? I NO LEAVE! Argh! And THEN you have to clean the whole damned store before anyone goes aaaaanywhere. Oh AND I had one.. yes ONE person helping me clean my department and the Manager that hates me sent him away. I think on purpose. Oh AND I lost my contact and so I have to wear glasses which kill my ears and gimme a headache like no

A Broken Heart
Many times you see relationships work out and people really fall for one another but the sad truth is that you have those few people who just dont really care as much and if it all ended they just wouldnt give two cents. When someone goes and really breaks someones heart. Doesnt that not mean anything.? Do they just have no conscience ? No dont get me wrong I know people just break-up for many reason but some just hurt the other person intentionally and just walk away not caring. A lot of the time I just feel that some of them should really know what it means to have a broken heart. Maybe then theyll know someones heart Is not meant to be tampered with. It is better to have a broken leg or arm then to have a broken heart in any point in your life. That pain is something you cant really put your hands on and fix From what I have experienced (depending on the situation) the only thing that can really stop the pain is the thing that broke it in the first place.

Until Eternity
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

And Ya Know What?
Movies with any sort of love involved anywhere in them suck...b/c they always make me go "Awww I want some of what they're having." and then back to the good violent or funny parts... Why do they have to shove that into perfectly good comedy/gore flicks? Huh? And people like to say that the mushy "i care about you" shit in movies is fake but actually...think about it...its 100% real... Girl plays hard to get (sometimes) b/c shes been hurt in the past or wtf ever...guy spouts off some sentimental crap...maybe helps (or saves bleh) her from somthing or other...boom girl is naked...guy gets laid...and in the end...it was all just acting... Sometimes one actor/tress really does fall for the other...and thats always a huge mess...never ends well... Only difference I see is that the girl starts a collection of babies from other countries to make her feel better...lol... Other than that...as long as you read betwen the lines of the movie plots...its a lot like real life... Means t

Yeah...so This Sucks..just A Little.
So, just when I thought I was going to be able to make the trip to NC for the last GOUGE show in Kings (since Kings Barcade is getting closed down for renovations) I find out otherwise. How can you not know what days you have to work the week before? As far as I know, every job posts there schedules up the week before so you know what the fuck you're doing next week. Yeah well..my ride flopped on me after she made me believe we'd be able to go. So..Whatever. I'm tired of busting my ass for people who can't give me the same effort back. Not only did she fuck me..but she also fucked herself. I had lined us up a match for that show..and since she wants to do that shit...it's all good. I don't fucking care anymore. So on a lighter note. I'm re-dying my hair completely black. Yeah, I know..it's gonna kick ass. I got a little tired of the blonde bangs..so I figured I'd go for it and do the ALL black thing all over again. Yup..I know...it'll look completely sexy! Anywayz, stay tun

1 Older, But 1 Wiser?
So I am now 24, my birthday was last Saturday. I've never put too much in birthdays. I don't really care that I have been on the earth one more year then I was last year.. seems moot to me. I do however care about what I've accomplished, and learned in the year. A lot of things have changed in the last year. A lot. I'm happy with where my life has gone, but I still feel I could do a lot more with my time. Birthday = a sort of review time for me. So I'm doing just that. I need to focus more on my writing. I want to learn to speak Japanese. I want to work towards owning my own home within the next 2 years. A lot to do, but a lot more to look forward to! I hope everyone has a great year, however old you are! -Sain -_-7

My Love For You
my love for you i fall deeper in love with you each and every day my love for you is so strong it will never go away my love is unconditional my heart bleeds for you i cant wait till the day i proclaim my love too you that day is today and i want you to know i care i will always think of you even when your not there i love you more than life its self you are my heart and soul being with you forever is my lifes main goal i want to grow old with you i want you to be my wife i want to have kids with you because you are my life i would give the world too you i just wish i could but i will treat you like a princess just because i should you are like an angel sent from up above and i am your soulmate we were ment to be in love now the time has come theres one thing left to say lisa will you marry me forever and always this is the poem i wrote befor destroyed it is the poem i read to her the night we got engaged but now she left me

The Beach
I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach Till a drunk driver hit her up near the beach he went off the road and staight down the path were my love was walking and there he did crash so i went on with living the best that i could But my heart was so empty theres no way i would what i leave behind are memories of joy... a ten year relation and a house filled with love writen: july 23 2006 By me

Cummmm On Now With All The People That Request To Be Added Every Day I Know You Have Some Time To Comment Me In The Contest!!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

I Have Until The 15th!
For any of ya that haven't done so already...pleeeease please(yes i'm begging)click on the pic above! It will take you to the contest thing automatically and all ya gotta do...is leave a comment..or two lol. Don't comment on it in my photo album cause it won't count. Comment through the pic link above...I have until the 15th to try winning this. For those that have...I thank you very much. Just know that if you're ever in a pic contest of some sort that I will return the favor and help ya out too. *hugs* ~Kell

Happy Easter To All
COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments WISHING EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS A HAPPY EASTER. TOUGH THIS WOULD BE EASIER THEN SENDING EVERYONE ONE I WOULD BE HERE UNTIL NEXT EASTER DOING THAT

St Andrews Cross
Upside down on the st. andrews cross with legs wide and my skirt dangling in front of my face. I could see only their feet as each one in turn came over to lick my exposed pussy. This was a bizarre ritual they were playing out. Each man nibbling through my panties and when all had finished a knife was used to remove the wet cotton garment. Now each again in turn approached to taste me with nothing between me and tongue. Some sucked my clit others flicked it furiously while still others found delight in pushing their tongues deep into my cunt. With the last man having tasted me it was time to finger my throbbing pussy. With bondage tight my only choice was to allow the men their pleasure's. All of them stood close this time and one after another place a finger or two inside me. As I hung upside down there, I could only imagine their view straight inside me. They argue over who's turn it is and who was getting cheated and then decide all of them to place a finger in me at once. I was fil

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You are going to cry after you read this sad story. A sister and her brother were inside the new Walmart built in town. The sister at six years of age,the brother seventeen years of age. The brother was fixing to buy a present for his little sister on her birthday, but as soon as they were fixing to leave she had to go to the bathroom. Her brother showed her where it was, he started to look at some earrings she would probably like for her next birthday. As he started to buy them he saw people running from the end of the store screaming and yelling with fear.Before he new it he smelled smoke and saw fire, he ran to his little sister as fast as he could but when he got to the bathrooms they were already on fire. He new he had to get out as fast as he could to get help. But when the firetrucks arrived it was already to late. Two days later the family got a call from the hospital saying they have someone there by the name of Sandy.They asked "How did you get this number"? The hospital sa

Too Many Errors.
So in trying to respect the new unwritten rules sent down from above that the powers that be, I have noticed that no matter how hard you try, errors will still rear their ugly head. During Happy Hour, if you are rating photos and stash at a rate unacceptable to the CT server you will still get a you are rating too fast, please try again. And before anyone jumps down my throat to tell me wait for the entire photo or page to load, I do that, count to five then rate. Then they still want to tell me I'm rating too fast? Attempting to comment photos is even worst. You wait for the entire page to load, count five seconds, then submit your comment, but sometimes out of the blue you get the infamous, error session timed out or the even more serious error comment dropped, stop flooding our server. Now I have slowed my ratings and comments to a crawl on here and it still not enough to avoid getting a random error. Maybe the site is just growing too fast for it's own good.

How Goth Are You?
How Goth Are You? Oh my goth!... you are so goth that probably people check your pulse when you sleep... Congratulations brother! (or sister... what the...) Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Check The Lables, Boycott Procton & Gamble!!
The Facts A TIDE of Abuse IDA launched its campaign against Procter & Gamble (P&G) in 1989. Our goal: to stop the company's blinding, burning, maiming and killing of thousands of animals each year in product tests that are cruel, outdated and not required by law. At the beginning of our campaign, Procter & Gamble was still using dogs in product tests. Now its TIDE OF TORTURE continues on rabbits, ferrets, hamsters, guinea pigs, mice and rats. And, while the company claims that it no longer uses dogs in product testing and that it has reduced the number of animals used by 90 percent, it refuses to back up any of its claims with facts. For example, Procter & Gamble refuses to release to the public information regarding the actual numbers and species of animals used, or the types of tests it forces these animals to endure. Because P&G refuses to release any pertinent information to the public, the media, or even to its shareholders, we must seriously question the truth of

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Weird facts that you would rather not know.... Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally contain cocaine. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said

Watch Your Language!... Sometimes.
The angry rant that was in my profile main page, my "About Me" section, ... was misleading- not because of any failure of reading comprehension but because I didn't know what I wanted to say, and didn't say it clearly :). This is -- (hopefully) -- better. In fact a lot of the problem is inclarity, and how to improve clarity, of presentation of ideas. And- to do so when it's most important. In conversation, in casual discussion, in real-time chat, I can ask for clarification of words that, because they're misspelled, I might mistake for other words, just for example; and since I can, and - moreover - since my own typing, spelling, thinking go downhill at the time of day (... like... now) when I often am computer chatting... I'm less inclined to criticize anyway, if I do notice something unclear. Ask for clarification yes, criticize no :)... In an essay, blog post, writings, ... intended to be more permanent in a way or at least less ephemeral (I maintain there is a significan

To My Angel
I never felt pain Till the day that we met I never new that you Could hold my heart in the palm of your hand I never knew a smile Could make or break my day I never knew I could love so much I never knew that mommy I love you Would be the equivalent to a Beethoven symphony I never knew my life would change Until that day you first looked up at me

The Ambiguous Abyss
If it ever finds you in the middle of September It'll leave a sight that you ought remember Taking with it the life that is almost guaranteed A young child plays in the leaves Slowing life down to the speed of a parking lot Put experience in your very own prime time spot Things that can't be understood unless you're struck by the ambiguous abyss Taking something dark and have a new meaning for it

Work Bites Biscuits
im sitting here at work bored out of my head trying not to fall asleep while i suffer thru what we call an ip relay call which by the end of the call im going to be saying go ahead :| lol some one shoot me please and take me out of my misery

R.i.p Sweet Baby Pie
My best friend lost her sweet baby American Bull dog, Pie, in a tragic accedent yesterday April 12, 2007. Pie was only 15 weeks old, she was such a sweet little angel and even though her time on this earth was short, is was spent with love, she loved playing with the kids and she really loved her walks to the park. My friend is having a very hard time dealing with the loss of her sweet fur baby. Will you all keep her in your thoughts and prayers to get her threw this hard difficult time. Thanks so much Hugs Lisa. R.I.P Sweet little Angel http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a200/LisaCross/100_9609sml.jpg

True Friends Who We Meet Online.
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So Awesome!!!
Kimmy@ CherryTAP She is one of my bestfriends on here & she is so awesome I need YOUR help plzz!!! Come & show her some cherry luv – she can really do with some cheering up right now :] plus she always returns the luv U WONT BE DISAPPOINTED!! She is just such a beautiful person ANYONE WHO GIVES HER MAJOR LOVE (LIKE RATIN ALL HER PICS N STUFF) WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME

Magick
magick Magick is the alleged art and science of causing change in accordance with the will by non-physical means. Magick is associated with all kinds of paranormal and occult phenomena, including but not limited to: ESP, astral projection, psychic healing, the cabala, and chakras. Magick uses various symbols, such as the pentagram, as well as a variety of symbolic ritual behaviors aimed at achieving powers which allow one to contravene the laws of physics, chemistry, etc. Magick should not be confused with magic, which is the art of conjuring and legerdemain. The religions based on the Old and New Testaments have long associated magick with false prophets, based upon the belief that Satan regularly exhibits his powers to and shares them with humans.* Using powers which contravene natural forces is good if done by or through God (white magick), according to this view. Such exhibitions of divine power are called miracles. If done by diabolical forces, it is evil (black magick).

Little Quiz Thing
Name: Nihk Battson Birthday: 22nd April Birthplace: Shoreham By Sea Current Location: Aberdeen Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown Height: 5’10 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: I Say English The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Work Shoes (Scuffed) Your Weakness: Chating Up Ladies Your Fears: Being Broke Your Perfect Pizza: Veggie Supreme Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Sort my life out Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't have yet Thoughts First Waking Up: Why? Your Best Physical Feature: Brain Your Bedtime: Whenever I Feel Your Most Missed Memory: Love Pepsi or Coke: Neither, Sprite MacDonald’s or Burger King: What ever you want Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Rasberry Ripple preferablely Cappuccino or Coffee: Mochachino Really Do you Smoke: no point to it Do you Swear: Who doesn't Do you Sing: Only Along Do you Shower Daily: Not Always, Have bad spells H

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A constant battle between heart and mind, I’m doubting where I stand… a thin fine line between right or wrong… A choice. A matter of what I want and what I need. Have I become the person I despise? Who am I kidding? Will I feel or will I freeze? Will I be exposed or will I leave?

Pissed The Fuck Off
You know something.... tonight i showed up for work in a great mood... was even 5 mins early (hey thats big for me cause usually i hate the girl that relieves me so im usually 5 mins late... but anyways were getting off track .....) So im working... pretty dead night.. nothing really going on at the bar. 30 mins before im suppossed to get off my relief shows up and says he is sick. I tell him to call the GM and tell her ... but the GM is his relief in the morning... he said he will work... TEN MINUTES BEFORE IM SUPPOSSED TO GET OFF WORK... his gf calls the bar and says he cant come to work he is throwing up. I tell her call someone that can work cause im fuckin tired... just worked an 8 hr shift and i didnt get enough sleep to pull a double... esp while working the graveyard... ( i dont deal well with the crack heads and the free loaders that like to show during this shift.) no word from anyone for another hour and a half... by this time im pissed the fuck off because gue

5 Duties Of A Husband
5 Duties Of A Husband 1- Love her The first duty of a man to his woman, or a husband to his wife, is to love her. Now, you might say, "Well, that goes without saying! Move on to number two!" However, what goes under the name of love has little to do with love. The word 'love' has become a misunderstood word. For example, people say, "I love my job. I love my home. I love chocolate cake." Generally what they are talking about is what those things do for them. "The home makes me comfortable. The cake satisfies my sweet tooth. The work satisfies my desire for a career." The word 'love' has become a word to describe the lusts of the flesh, and nothing more. You can only measure love by your sacrifice, not by your enjoyment. That is, the sacrifice that you make for the betterment of someone else. If you talk about loving your wife, and you mean by that that she does a lot of good things for you, that's not love. That's her loving you. To say that a man loves his wife is to ta

Places I Have Lived
Washington -Spokane -Ellensburg -Edmonds -Everett -Seattle -Index -Monroe -Issaquah -Federal Way -Auburn -Bellevue -West Seattle -Shoreline California -Daily City -San Francisco -Camp Pendelton Oklahoma -Ft Sill North Carolina -Camp Lejeune -Asheville Minnesota -St.Paul -Buffalo

Ok What Is Wrong With Me
Ok what is wrong with me. I get up every morning and go to work which I am very good at and then I come home and get on the computer everyday. I have met alot of people here but no people that I can go meet and hang out with. I have owned my own bar and I have been known to just go out and meet people. Evere since I have turned into my thirties I find my self just coming home and getting on here and just sitting around. I am curious is this just me or is it all of us. Do we just find ourselves relying on our friends here which by the way are awesome or have we given up. I want to meet people to hang out with and have a good time. I love to cook out and drink beer. Lately there is noone to do this with. What is wrong with me?

If I Can Remember
I think it's because I want to post a MUM..... I want to see other views on that mum and gauge their thought s on my MUM and it will give me a better understandinf of what I am asking. I hope to be a level 5 soon. I hope I'm right on the level 5. Sometimes I stay up way too late being that I haveto be at work really early. Maybe my Muse will read this and give me some pointers?.

Just Like Myspace.
wow i didnt realize how much cherrytap sucks.no matter what i do every time i come on here now. no one has bothered with me at all.im am getting so bored of here all ready.i thought this would be different then myspace but its the exact same as it.no one seems to actually come on here to do anything but scrounge points.they dont come on here to make friends or to chat at all.im gonna start getting rid of three quarters on my friends list cause i came on here to make friends not to see how many people i could get on my list.so if ya wanna be firends and chat some just let me know and ill add you onto the do not get rid of this.this sisnt any kind of childish threat im just sick of it al.

No Time
i have no time these days so if idotn get back to u please forgive me ... hugs i think i not gonna be on to much so i gonna give up on trying to level up so much too lol :p but if anyone wants to helpo me i would like to get one more b4 i stop tryin lol

I Just Opened My Own Lounge!
i just opened my own lounge caled BBW heaven, and am really excited. It is designed for all those who are BBW and BBW lovers. Feel free to drop by and say hi and join the lounge, if anyone can set up the tunes for it would apperciate the help. Lots of love the sassy BBW!

Relief
This is a quick story about the best “quicky” I ever had. It’s a memory I will keep with me forever. It wasn’t the usual fast and furious typical quicky. What I remember most are the circumstances that surrounded it. There was a bar on the local college campus that had an opening for a bartender. It was an easy job to get since I had a couple of years of experience. Sunday nights were “dry” nights. I always worked these because they brought in a lot of young girls. I met Christa on one of those dry night parties. We hit it off from the start. By the third date, we ended up at my apartment for a couple of hours of great sex! Christa was one hot girl! After about a month, she had invited me over to her house to meet her mom and dad. I knew that she was an only child, but I hadn’t expected her parents to be so over protective. They seemed to analyze every move I made. Oh, let’s not forget the appalled look on both of their faces that appeared when they found out I was but a lowly

Falling Then Getting Up
hello friends and all people i recently became single from a relationship that lasted 7.5 yrs until one day it all came crashing down and hit me like a ton of bricks i was devestated and shocked that someone can say they love u and then with out seeing it coming swoop down and rip out ur fucking heart and make u feel like gum or shit on the bottom of there shoe that is how my life was now i am getting up after being knocked down and almost out now i am finally able to feel better about myself because i have people like all u to talk too u make me realize hay you gotta put mistakes and misfortunes behind u and help urself and start caring about u first and everyone else secondarily so now i have lots of friends who are beautiful people and are non judgemental who indeed are friends and not putdowners or critisizers and like a person for who they and trust will be given back again once life is easier to swallow ty all again and to all a pleasant and safe night big hugs phil if anyone eve

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Keep Him In Ur Thoughts And Prayers If U Pray Please
One of my greatest friends and protector who i am so proud of, just qualified for KING OF THE CAGE I know he is a big boy and can take care of himself but I would love it if you could all just think of him time to time and send him great prayers and thoughts.. he starts his training soon for it..thank you..xoxo

Native American Wisdom
Native American Wisdom "What is life? It is the flash of a firefly in the night, It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime, It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset." Blackfoot. ""If you talk to the animals they will talk with you and you will know each other, If you do not talk to them you will not know them and what you do not know, you will fear. What one fears, one destroys." Cherokee.

Need Some Cherry Love....help From All Fans And Friends!!!!
I have entered my first ct contest and need some cherry loving from all may fans and friends!!! link will take you to contest photo!!! Big Kisses to all!!!!!

Kayo
Being an attractive asian woman, I get a lot of men approaching me. I'm only about five feet tall, but I'm in great shape. My tits are small and firm, my hair is black with red highlights, and I've got a small sexy feet as he calls them, size 4. Add to that the fact that I'm thirtyeight, but don't look a day over twenty-one. So I had my share of offers. But the one thing I really wanted - and had never gotten - was a black man. I had heard, like everyone else, that black men had really big dicks. And while I wasn't one for stereotyping, I found the image of darker skin against light very arousing, and I wouldn't have minded a nice big dick either. When I met Rikki in Riverside in March of 1995", I was all over him in a heartbeat. I think I kind of surprised him, coming on so strong, but I wanted him bad. He was much taller than me - about six foot two, with skin the color of the earth, sexy lips, and big, strong hands. It had taken a lot of sweet talking to get him to

Falling In Love.... Leave Comments
Fallin in Love... Falling in and out of love can make you dizzy. Its a sign that you are addicted to some kind of crazeeeee love. Maybe it really isnt love. Some people just like the idea of being in love. If youre FALLING in and out of love, Stop and check yourself. If youre falling, is that love? If the one you love causes you to fall and isnt lifting you up...it aint love! If the one you love doesnt come home....it aint love! If the one you love doesnt answer the phone..... it aint love! If the one you love is using and abusing you ... it ain't love! If your life is on hold and you cant eat, sleep, work, study or pray...it aint love! If the one you love aint loving you in return, stop in the name of love. Love yourself before you give your heart, body and soul away again. If a man wants you... nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you... nothing can make him stay. WHAT IS THE M

Tools
DRILL PRESS: A tall upright machine useful for suddenly snatching flat metal bar stock out of your hands so that it smacks you in the chest and flings your beer across the room, splattering it against that freshly-stained heirloom piece you were drying. WIRE WHEEL: Cleans paint off bolts and then throws them somewhere under the workbench with the speed of light. Also removes fingerprints and hard-earned guitar calluses from fingers in about the time it takes you to say, "Yeouw s--t...." ELECTRIC HAND DRILL: Normally used for spinning pop rivets in their holes until you die of old age. SKIL SAW: A portable cutting tool used to make studs too short. PLIERS: Used to round off bolt heads. Sometimes used in the creation of blood-blisters. The most used tool by all women. BELT SANDER: An electric sanding tool commonly used to convert minor touch-up jobs into major refinishing jobs. HACKSAW: One of a family of cutting tools built on the Ouija board principle. It transfo

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PAY SPECIAL ATTENTION TO THE WORDING AND SPELLING. IF YOU KNOW THE BIBLE EVEN A LITTLE, YOU'LL FIND THIS HILARIOUS! IT COMES FROM A CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST, KIDS WERE ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS. THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN. THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR CORRECTED. INCORRECT SPELLING HAS BEEN LEFT IN. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE JEWS WERE A PROUD PEOPLE AND THROUGHOUT HISTORY THEY HAD TROUBLE WITH UNSYMPATHETIC GENITALS. 5. SAMPSON WAS A STRONGMAN WHO LET HIMSELF BE LED ASTRAY BY A JEZEBEL LIKE DELILAH. 6. SAMSON SLAYED THE PHILISTINES WITH THE AXE OF THE APOSTLES. 7. MOSES LED THE J

Not All Are Like This But Beware!!!
So. What's new with you guys? Well here is what is new with me. And you tell me how messed up you all think this is.... This is 'Jeff' aka Bad Blood This is 'Aaron' (Bad Blood) aka 'Jeff' BAD BLOOD@ CherryTAP This is Mrs Sexy the wife of Jeff who's pictures are in Bad Blood's page... (who helped make the Bad Blood page)OH BUT WAIT... This is her BROTHER according to her profile. MRS SEXY@ CherryTAP This is the woman that took the pic of Jeff.. By the way.. notice the date ont he pictures? He has supposedly been in Iraq... Baghdad for 14 months. So how did his sister in law take this pic in February? Hmmmmmmm Lonely Angel Eyes@ CherryTAP Who's sister is with Jeff and has his baby ( Im sorry hunni but your guy was on cam with me... told me he wanted to be with me and has said this to lots of other women. He says your son isnt his and I have a bunch of emails you might want to read) He said he was Aaron.. has his id in Msn.. Yahoo.. and CT... he

Irritated
Creeping, Crawling, Dying, Cry... Looks into my eyes. Does it lokk like I'm lieing? I wanna scream at you for what you've done... But then again for you it's half the fun. I don't know what to do. I don't even know what say But something in me is creeping up. Hope it has a little more luck. So look at me and smile away cause very soon it'll be my day. The thoughts in your head will soon be mine... Look at me I don't give a Fuck!

Survey Swiped From Ms
1. Last beverage: A&W Cream Soda 2. Last phone call: Justin 3. Last instant message: Ben via shoutbox on CT 4. Last cd played: an old mix w/ Creed, Bush and Incubus 5. Last time you cried: About an hour ago 6. Last text message: . . . SIX HAVE YOU EVERS: 1. Dated someone twice?: Yes 2. Been cheated on?: hehe yes 3. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Yes. I was trying to make my ex-boyfriend jealous. Failed miserably. 4. Lost someone special?: yeah 5. Been depressed?: I didn't used to be. I think something got broke inside at some point. 6. Been drunk and thrown up?: Oh yeah. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. Crimson 2. Black 3. Forest Green THIS MONTH HAVE YOU 1. Made a new friend: Yes 2. Fallen out of love: Nope, still very firmly in. 3. Laughed until you cried: yes 4. Met someone who changed your life: Not especially. 5. Found out who your true friends were: I already knew. 6. Is there something you want to tell someone

What's The Deal?!
if somebody likes you they should just tell you...i swear why are people so afriad to be honest?! seriously...if i like ya im gonna tell ya...that's just how i am, but obviously not everyone shares my enthusiasm to be blunt!!! anyway, so far today is an APRILIOUS day and i'm just chillin, a listenin to sum music...but yeah everybody hit me up... someone needs to freakin call me...im bored off my a$$~!!!~ later peeps~!!!~

Another Strange Dream
Last night I had a dream that I was in a movie with Jack Black, something set in the forties, and I played his wife, pregnant with triplets, yet! I should not eat a pepperoni and hot pepper cheese roll before I go to bed.

To Be 6 Again...
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday."I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day!He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, th e Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was s reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake.Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly asked, "Well Dear

Call To Arms
AmrenIP turned in a record 1st quarter profit. Gas prices are on the rise while the oil companies are making money hand over fist and still asking for tax breaks and incentives. The stock market is hitting new record highs each month, yet only 49% of Americans own any stocks. What percent of them only own stock in there own company as part of profit sharing? The owner of my hotel, along with 2% of other rich Americans, gets a tax cuts and would like them to be permanent. We, the rest of us are told to conserve. I use energy efficient light bulbs, yet my power bill still rises. I use less and less power in my home and yet my power bill still doubles. Yet, my power company turns in record profits. I went from filling my car up once a week and taking random road trips to filling my car once every two weeks and taking few road trips and gas prices still go up. So I went to filling my car once a month and taking no road trips and I have not had a vacation since 1997 and now gas pri

~*near & Far*~
Near and far no matter were we are we are close to each others hearts with a simple mind to gell no matter what we know when we are thinking of each other and we know when the other is down with out a thought of hesatation in our mind we manange to make it though it all because we are near and far and show our love for one an other with everything that we have ....We finish each other sentence we talk about the littles things and the big things. some say we are far apart but when you think of it all we are very near one another with a big kind loveing heard and loveing arms for all to see that nothing can break us because we are strong and very willing to push it all through and make it with all that we have ......With each moment that we take we get closer and closer to things that can only be true for us and with all that we love each other more and more each day .... Im closeing now please rate and leave a comment i hope everyones day / night is going good thanks all that read

Sexy Party
Sexy Party lyrics ..> Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (I say) He's throwing you, a sexy party (Sexy) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna get in on it now, (You got that right) he's gonna take over the world oneday Stewie: Welcome to my sexy party have a breast milk, with a dash of Bacardi The women will converse with you about wealth or shoes, or the weather, and everyone's health we're all celebrating with smiles on fold, as I make preperations to take over the world and just so it won't seem awfully strange I'll tell you right now whats going to change Beyoncé Knowles will massage my head, and i'll make Kid Rock bring me breakfast in bed, and Britney's husband will feel my rath, when my army makes the little fucker take a bath Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (That's right) He's throwing you, a sexy party (No shit) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna

Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status
Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status By Lester Grinspoon, Boston Globe Posted on March 3, 2007, Printed on May 18, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/story/48749/ A new study in the journal Neurology is being hailed as unassailable proof that marijuana is a valuable medicine. It is a sad commentary on the state of modern medicine -- and US drug policy -- that we still need "proof" of something that medicine has known for 5,000 years. The study, from the University of California at San Francisco, found smoked marijuana to be effective at relieving the extreme pain of a debilitating condition known as peripheral neuropathy. It was a study of HIV patients, but a similar type of pain caused by damage to nerves afflicts people with many other illnesses including diabetes and multiple sclerosis. Neuropathic pain is notoriously resistant to treatment with conventional pain drugs. Even powerful and addictive narcotics like morphine and OxyContin often provide little relief. This study leaves

Wars Pics From The Wolfpack In 2001-2002-i Have Mixed Emotins Looking At These Even 5 Years Later...
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban: And finally:

Animal Testing
A Valid agrument can be made for some animal testing, esp for drugs that are about to come out onto the market. But regardless if you agree or disagree with Animal testing, It IS your responsibility to know what it entails - what it means, and not pretend it does not happen. Germans once tried that excuse after the Nazi Concentration Camps were discovered - it didn't work then. Neitherdoes it Today. This ARE real Pics. Eugene STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used

Allow Yourself
The most difficult part of any accomplishment is getting yourself to do it. Once you fully allow yourself to take the necessary actions, the results begin flowing to you with ease. Your ego promotes the false idea that effort and challenge are things to be avoided. In reality, effort and challenge enable you to create great value and bring immense joy to life. Accomplishment is something that comes easily and naturally to you, when you choose to allow it. From the inside out, you are meant to create. All that you are, all that you have, all that you know can work together to bring about your most treasured dreams. You are never too old, too young, too feeble or too uninformed to make a real difference. The only thing that can truly stop you is you, but only if you listen to the insecure posturing of your ego. Choose instead to listen to your heart, which tells you what you know you must do. Find real joy in following your purpose. Find fulfillment by being the positive, creat

Hot Cops!! Busted List Updated As Of May 20, 2007
Achilles@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts C.T.A.F. ID Maker@ CherryTAP **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER!! In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and nice, very few (NSFW) photos, NO "FAN ME" on your profile, must have a SALUTE, and not a drama queen. (DO NOT MESSAGE ME!!!!!). If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you. Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the busted people. MEN AND WOMEN beautifullove@ CherryTAP Aroused By Rage@ CherryTAP ABNORMAL BRAT@ CherryTAP mandy aka Ians wife (Xero666)-M.O.D. Family@ CherryTAP bkm267 "member of Angels R Real CT family" Please sign my guest book@ CherryTAP V1rus*HaTeD-bY-aLL-LoVeD-bY-FeW*0fficial-A$$h0le-0f-WMR

My Team Finally Won Again
ofcourse our opponents scored the first goal... lucky enough for me they scored in their own goal. it was a damn good one too. thanks. after that we scored by ourselfes, twice! cant get better then this. now!!! more beer more umm nuts? peanuts... wheres the boobs? hope i get officeduty again tomorrow cus im done with the enviroment stuff- cheers! wonder where my other blogthings are...

"u Can Survive Anyone And Anything"
The wind blows wherever it pleases.You hear its sound,but you cannot tell where it comes from or where its going.So it is with everyone born of the spirit." People come into our lives for different reasons,good and bad,and if you're in the spirit,you can survive anyone and anything.

Is It Just Me ?
IS IT JUST ME ? I had to have a rant about this, sorry, I know that CT is a chat and networking site, and we are all here to have some fun etc. but surely we can do some good along the way. Every day I see hundreds of bulletins asking for votes and comments and requests for various things and thats all good, hell I have done it myself, but I also take time out of my day to do something I feel is worthwhile. I have had ppl complain that I am spamming thier bulletin boards with MADDIE McCANN appeals, well if people were to repost and yes I know who does cos if they do it ends up back on my page lol, then I wouldn't feel the need to do so as I know these IMPORTANT appeals are being seen. I am a mother of 5 children, and I know what it is like to lose a child, I buried my daughter on her 1st b/day, I cant sit back and let another parent go through that and know that I did nothing to try and prevent it, Can you ??? All it takes is a simple click on a button to repost, hell it

Gas Prices
>NEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work. > >This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It >came from one of his engineer buddies who retired >from Halliburton. It' s worth your >consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we >are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end >of this summer and it might go higher!! Want >gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some >intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth >offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE >than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign >that was going around last April or May! The oil >companies just laughed at that because they knew >we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by >refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience >to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, >whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a >plan that can really work. Please read on and join >with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline >priced at about $1.50 is super c

Scenery Contest..taking Entries..
im going to do a contest for the best scenery..i have seen some beautiful pics on here..if your interested in entering please let me know,i need about 10 people..thanks brenda Brenda-founder N.C. FAMILY/CLUB F.A.R./CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY@ CherryTAP

Roku
let’s start off where we left off. youknow before i needed a cold shower. allow me to penetrate, you as you know i’d like to. let the metal of my nails slide deep into your spine. writhe in it. flourish in it. youknow you want to. do me a favor and gasp. let me know that i’m not doing this for my benefit, but for yours. although today i’m feeling quite selfish. definitely not obedient. you can beg all you want. but today is my day to shine. i want you to feel the pain you cause me everyday. as i sit pretty with my hands in my lap. begging for your pity as you grope me with your latest tool. beg for me tell me to stop over and over. like a skipping album. once more. gasp. (but don’t let the safety word slip from those precious lips) groan (but whisper that you enjoy it) be. (and don’t forget that it’s me you’re pleading with) you’re in my dreams… you’re in my mind

Pimping My Friends
These are some of the best people I have had the pleasure to meet. If you would like to make some great friends stop by their page and say Hi. ShelleyBell@ ** Kubilay's CT wife** Devil's playmate in the palace of *SIN*ful Desires@ CherryTAP BRIGHTEYES~THE SPANKER ~ON VACATION SSR'S HEAD BARTENDER/PROMOS/PIPPI'S SECRETARY@ CherryTAP & *Head Stripper* Palace of *SIN*ful Desires@ CherryTAP CountryCop74 *** Asst. Manager - Palace of *SIN*ful Desires - Head of Security ***@ CherryTAP *** Lovin The Cherries ***Owner *Palace of *SIN*ful Desires* Lounge**Crazy B$t*h@ CherryTAP Karma-ñWº-JµggålèTTè ßîT¢h-HK-£å¢µ$hiºñ$ ÇT WîFè-§µgå'$ Øwñè®-ÐMÇ ¶î®åTè@ CherryTAP bird *Stripper* in the *Palace of *SIN* ful DesiresIve got these eye's of mine heavily fixed on someone here on CT,..is it you? .. ::Smirk::,.. he@ CherryTAP SKULL™ ~ SDMF ~ Security ~ *Palace Of *SIN*ful Desire* ~ EVE'S PET@ CherryTAP I have only had the pleasure of talking to this young lad

Don't Lie!!
Donft Lie Survey EIGHT Lasts 1. Last cigarette: 2. Last beverage: 3. Last phone call: 4. Last text message: 5. Last CD played: 6. Last bubble bath: 7. Last time you cried: 8. Last meal: EIGHT Have Youfs 1. Have you ever dated someone twice? 2. Have you ever been cheated on? 3. Have you ever bought condoms? 4. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? 5. Have you ever fallen in love? 6. Have you ever lost someone? 7. Have you ever been depressed? 8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? Name SIX things you did in the past three days 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. List THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to 1. 2. 3. List THREE favorite colors 1. 2. 3. List TWO things you want to do before you die 1.) 2.) SO FAR IN 07Œc Been to school - Made a new friend- Fallen out of love - Done something you swore never to do - Laughed until you cried - Went behind your parents back - Met someone who changed your life - Gotte

International Missing Child Day
Madeleine's Picture Lights Up Marble Arch Updated: 07:22, Friday May 25, 2007 An image of missing four-year-old Madeleine McCann has been projected onto London's Marble Arch ahead of today's International Missing Children's Day. Her picture featured on a huge projected poster along with two other missing children, Javian Matthews, 14, from London and Samantha Osborn, 15, from Buckinghamshire who both disappeared in April this year. The Marble Arch landmark was bathed in a pink light dotted with yellow letters heralding the relaunch of the National Missing Persons Helpline. The charity has been renamed as Missing People, and Madeleine's uncle John McCann is to visit staff and volunteers at the organisation's headquarters in central London later today. Missing People will also announce a new campaign to adopt a yellow ribbon as an official symbol to remember anyone who has disappeared. Chief Executive of Missing People Paul Tuohy said: "Madeleine's disappearance

Comment Whore
The person who puts the hottest sexiest comments on our naked pics wins this : If its a male gets to have sex with jackie If its a female gets to have sex me. Just kidding but sexy comments are really appreciated. But hey if you are really hot wink wink. Joe

Re: If You Dont Respost [sic] This I Will Delete You And Block You
Shut the hell up. I'm not sure what resposting is, but I can guarantee I'm not going to do it. http://cherrytap.com/myfriends.php?remove=39050 http://cherrytap.com/blockuser.php?block_id=39050

Tissue Alert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
** Tissue Alert ** > > > > Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow > > Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go > > But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home > > Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone > > > > But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say > > What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day > > But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone > > And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home > > But the little girl went to school, eager to tell then all > > About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. > > > > There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet > > Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats > > One by one the teacher called, a student from the class > > To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed > > At last the teacher called h

A 100% Natural Cure For Male Pattern Baldness
www.neverbebald.com has been awarded exclusive rights to distribute and post the cure for male pattern baldness. This cure has been around for over 200 years, but has been guarded secretly and more alarming, has been suppressed buy the FDA because they want you to use harmful medicine, rather than a 100% safe and natural cure. Due to the high level of traffic on our servers we have added multiple servers to handle the capacity. We are proud to inform the general public of this exciting information. We would also like to thank our good friend Larry Flynt over at HUSTLER magazine for all his continued help and support in launching our website as well as the release in free speech and public information, which helped make this information available to the general public. Thank-you www.neverbebald.com - staff

New Poem Im Working On Some What Dark
ok people here is new one i am working on let me know what you think and if you want to add some to some part let me know as well --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all traces of love and laughter have gone from her face her life is now nothing but a big disgrace all the years of pain and tears burried deep inside now stream down her once pretty face how she longs for the happiness to return; for her suffering to be over and the pain to subside her strength is now gone, no longer can she fight she walks away her life still nothing but a big disgrace.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- pain o glorious pain what a sweet release with every new cut blood drips out the deeply burried pain...... years of build up gone in a few simple scars so easy to hide.... anything to have the strength everyone wants and needs her to

Www.recall.gov
USDA Food Safety and Inspection Service Massachusetts Firm Recalls Chicken Sausage Products Due to Undeclared Allergen (Fri, 18 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Kayem Foods Inc., a Chelsea, Mass., firm, is recalling approximately 35,580 pounds of raw chicken sausage products due to the presence of an undeclared allergen (wheat) Michigan Firm Recalls Beef Products Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Fri, 11 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Davis Creek Meats and Seafood, a Kalamazoo, Mich., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 129,000 pounds of beef products, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. Minnesota Firm Recalls Beef Trim Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Thu, 10 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) PM Beef Holdings, LLC, a Windom, Minn., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 117,500 pounds of beef trim products used to make ground beef, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. California Firm Recalls

Random Thoughts.....
Well..Today i got a message from someone asking why i am so and so's friend...Well heres a lil insight from me...I am friends with whom i choose to be friends with...I will not be pushed to take whoever off my list because she/he has offended someone on here...Come on people this is the INTERNET...Sorry but i dont do drama...I am old enough to pick and choose my own friends and none has offended me at all...This isnt kindergarden to where hey he said something about your friend so i dont want them as my friend...I am drama free...I dont enter contests...I dont do anything on here that is going to create any kinda notice to me...When i get a gift blast i DO NOT ask for rates/fans/friends...I say come by and say hello...I could care less if i was #10 or number 899...There are so many people on here that i adore...I have a best friend on here that has known me for years and he is the sweetest man...I have a new friend Charles that i adore as well..Sweet, kind, awesome...I have Eric who i

The Look
My friend Poet left this poem on one of my pictures and it is so beautiful, thank you very much.. made me cry! The Look It is hard to Describe, yet Each time I See it the Softness and warmth, The quiet Countenance, takes my Heart to a place of Peaceful remembrance Of youth spent Chasing the blossom Of a first kiss, The shudder of The first caress The salty taste Of sweat stained bodies In tender embrace It is the look in your eyes Whenever we meet And the fading of it When we depart

Sex Is Good For The Body
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities o

Innocence Is Priceless
One Sunday morning, the pastor noticed little Alex standing in the foyer of the church staring up at a large plaque. It was covered with names with small American flags mounted on either side of it. The seven year old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the pastor walked up, stood beside the little boy, and said quietly, "Good morning Alex." "Good morning Pastor," he replied, still focused on the plaque. "Pastor, what is this?" he asked the pastor. The pastor said, "Well, son, it's a memorial to all the young men and women who died in the service." Soberly, they just stood together, staring at the large plaque. Finally, little Alex's voice, barely audible and trembling with fear, asked "Which service, the 9:45 or the 11:15?"

I'll Take You To My Grave
You know if I close my eyes, I will dream of you, If I hear your name one more time, I will begin to cry, If I see your face, I'll fall in love all over again, My heart aches continuously, my body hurts with pain, And it feels if I'm being beating until I am black and blue, Because all I can remember is the day we said goodbye. You know all of the words I spoke were completely true, I'd never lie about the way I feel whenever you were near, If I could hold you one more time, I wouldn't let you go, I love with all of my heart, and that you must know, And all the tears that I cry are tears I'm crying over you, Cos I am aching and bleeding inside, I just need you here. I see you when I'm sleeping, and I hear your voice too, But I will only remember the good times we shared, If I may meet someone new, I'll still keep you in my heart, Because it doesn't matter anymore that we are apart, I know that once upon a time, you truly cared, There's no one else on earth who'll l

Reflection Of Love
I looked in the mirror But I failed to see A reflection of myself For you have all of me And all of me Needs all of you To make my dreams come true And if I don't get to see you soon I don't know what I'll do For love struck like lightning But it only took one flash To let me know I love you And forever it will last So while the stars I have wished upon Witness from above You'll see a face Beside your own Reflecting all my love.

U Do What U Do To Your Self
so u ask your self why u feel pain? why no one is there for u? why no one seem to care? well maybe u should look back at all the time u where never there all the times u missed out all the time a hand was reached out to u all the thing u siad before speaking that hurt the ones u loved and cared for. maybe u should open your mind before u open your mouth nobody like thoughtless people iam not saying i know it all but sometimes people can realy fuck thing up with just one word and that because the don't think before the speak anymore iam not saying that iam better then everyone cause iam far from it but i do try to do more thinking then speaking frist it save so much trouble in the end. so pretty much what iam saying is u can save your self in so many ways by just thinking before u say something to someone to hurt them it save so many friendship and bult new ones up. so just think before u speak.

With Respect Of Persons
The second chapter of the New Testament book of James has two emphases which split the chapter down the middle while reflecting one unifying theme. Within the church itself (this letter was originally written in the context of assemblies of believers, but it can be equally applied to the public worship buildings we meet in as well), it is vital to not only treat others as we want to be treated but also show that in our daily living. As representatives of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, on earth when we've taken Him as our Lord and Savior, we have to do what He would do and act how He would act toward others. Such are the works that we have to have not to make us ready for salvation -- remember, we're saved from the penalty of spiritual death for our sin by God's grace, not by what we do to earn the unearnable -- but to show what the grace of God has motivated us to do. If we're sincerely moved by the acts of another person, we're moved to do all we can to show our gratitude, isn't th

Kiss My Tight Prominent Ass!!
Entry for June 05, 2007 its weird I put myself out there I write about my life, I write about love or the lack of it is out there, sex how random it is what a disappointment it really is and how passion is truly missing, how i get hit on on a daily basis by men young enuff of being my son but how its now in vogue and acceptable. i'm still on the fence on that as many other ideas that i have recently been presented. I guess as progressive I think I am. I'm not on so many levels. My emotions,values and heart play into it. I'm put too much thought into every aspect of how I conduct my life but still I kick my self on the misakes i make or how all the wrong turns that kill most opportunities presented the last two days. Friday it started I slept with a guy I dated for a while and yesterday says he wants to take me to this party i said sure. My first thoughts hey he's going to show me off, stupid no its was a swingers party damn it to top it off a BBW and friends of swingers party shit go

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Insane: Part 1.
Sanity is in the eye of the beholder. Yeah yeah, I know that's not the original saying. But I don't really give a fuck. If I'm violating any copyright laws, just go ahead and sue me. I'd like to see you try and get something out of my broke ass.It works well enough for my purposes. And it's actually pretty true. There are a ton of fucking crazy people wandering the streets under the guise of sanity. Hell, most of them don't even know how nutty they are. Those are the ones that freak me out. When you don't know what you're capable of, you're apt to completely lose control. I prefer the openly insane people...those who are on intimate terms with their insanity...those who embrace it and learn from it...those who don't hide behind that mask we all call "normal". Knowledge is power and,when someone knows they're a few fries short of a Happy Meal, they learn to compensate. I trust these people because they don't trust themselves. Yeah. I'm not so certain that made sense to any

The Laws Of Magic
The Laws of Magic Excerpted from Authentic Thaumaturgy by P.E.I Bonewits The Laws of Magic are not legislative laws, but, like those of physics or musical harmony, are actually fairly practical observations that have been accumulated over thousands of years. These laws describe the way magic seems to behave. The LAW OF KNOWLEDGE This is probably the most widely used law, and probably encompasses all the others in some way. The basis of this law is that understanding brings control. The more that is known about a subject, the easier it is to exercise control over it. Knowledge is power. The LAW OF SELF-KNOWLEDGE An obvious derivative of the LAW OF KNOWLEDGE, this law carries additional connotations, as a mage who does not have knowledge of himself does not have knowledge (and therefore control) of his own magic. This law is one of the reasons "evil" mages are very rare—a dedication to "evil for evil's sake" is usually due to a lack of introspection and awareness of oneself.

An Outline History Of Archeology
An outline History of Archeology The exact origins of archeology as a disciplined study are uncertain. Excavations of ancient monuments and the collection of antiquities have been taking place for thousands of years. The terms "excavations" ond "collection" can, however, cover a multitude of scenarios. In ancient times the Tombs of the Pharoahs of Egypt were looted by grave robbers who probably hoped for financial gain through sale of their plunder. We can contrast this with the endeavors of the Italian Renaissance humanist historian, Flavio Biondo, who created a systematic and documented guide to the ruins and topography of ancient Rome in the early 15th century. Flavio Biondo, is seen by posterity a candidate for consideration as an early founder of archeology. He was a man of his times, Renaissance means rebirth and the rebirth those involved in the Renaissance hoped for was the rebirth of Human Achievement such as the ancients of the Classical Age of Greece and Rome had been ca

Eminently Quotable Quotes And Inspirational Quotations
Eloquent quotable quotes and inspirational quotations from secular writers variously deal with "profound truths" which are definitely seen as being somehow spiritual as well as with "aspects of truth" that are not readily characterized as being primarily spiritual. The pure and simple Truth is rarely pure, and never simple. Oscar Wilde Several inspirational quotations about - Divine Edification Nor less I deem that there are Powers Which of themselves our minds impress; That we can feed this mind of ours In a wise passiveness William Wordsworth Those obstinate questionings Of sense and outward things, Fallings from us, vanishings; Blank misgivings of a Creature Moving about in worlds not realised, High instincts before which our mortal Nature Did tremble like a guilty thing surprised William Wordsworth One in whom persuasion and belief Had ripened into faith, and faith become A passionate intuition. William Wordsworth Truths that wake To perish never

The Keys To Your Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Thought For The Day
The Duck & the Devil There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods; but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes" But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said, "Well that's all right because

Counting Calories
Your thinking why would you want to count calories? I have decided it's time for me to lose some weight and to do so I need to count my calorie in take! It can be so annoying at times. My aim is to have 1200 calories a day and today I ate over that amount! grrr @ me, so now tomorrow I have to do my studio cycling weather it's raining or not! my goal is to get back to the weight I was before I had kids, so here goes! I'm gonna try put my journey through all this on here and if not here then it'll be on my myspace!

For My True Love
The sparkle in his eyes is that of the moonlight That kisses the lake I gaze upon I wish to the stars that shine down As I wait for him to appear The hands that slowly caresses my shoulders As the warmth of his breath kisses my ear His voice is deep and dark… Mysterious as it whispers to me His arms wrap around me as I slowly turn to face him The shadows embrace his face… Only the faintest outline of a form Stands before me in the night He's tall…his shoulders broad. A faint smile crosses his lips As his hand reaches down To lift my face to his My heart starts to race As he leans down I place my hand on his chest As his lips brush gently over mine Laying my head on his chest His scent permeates my senses As his arms hold me close And I drift off to sleep He is my life He is my world This man that occupies my dreams And consumes my every waking moment I love you Heath….and yes…I still want to keep you Always & Forev

You Have My Attention
quiet now your voice sings miles away somehow i hear your song resound a little bit softer each day from my tired heart a little bit farther away ill sing alone the whole day through just do your best to hear me its all you can do you have my attention like youve had all the while since that first day when you made my heart smile with loving eyes and tired sighs that follow you have my attention like a shout through an empty sanctuary speak but a whisper ill hear a sermon ill sing alone the whole day through just do your best to hear me its all you can do ill sing alone the whole night through while you sleep safely ill be thinking about you you have my attention

Have The Pictures Really Gone Downhill
as much as I perceive them to be, or, is it that I have just had just a focus on photography in the last couple months that, when clicking on "I'm bored", most of the pictures seem soooo very lame and many are against the rules established before. Is it that CT is so hard up for folks, that it is getting to a point of anything goes any more??? I don't know... maybe I am being just too cynical these days....or, just feeling the effect of not being on CT continuous during the past few months... What do you think????

Is It Just Me
okay so like ive been talking to woman on here and they say its nice talking to me cuz i talk and dont want to cyber so im just wondering, do all of u guys out there just want to see naked pussy or are u here to talk and get to know ppl? Maybe im confused about this site but help me out a little!!

June 18 2007
So this is what happened. Yesterday I was having a really really REALLY bad tooth ache. The tooth needs pulled and I can't get that done until Saturday and I have nothing to take for the pain since Tylenol does nothing. Soooo I call my mom and asked her if she had any pain killers that I could have to last until I could have my tooth fixed. She has my brother bring over two Seroquel and eight Clonazepam (Dissolving tablets). She says they will help and I know nothing about them but thought what the hell. So he brings them in a zip lock baggie and leaves. I take one of the Seroquel though she says to take them both. I seal the bag and set it on my dresser beside my bed and walk from my bedroom the my living room grab toilet paper and walk back.(Thirty sec. top) When I walk into the room I realize Kimberlee has the bag then that her tongue is blue. So I freak and take the bag and turn her to her stomach and try and pull the pills from her mouth not realizing they are quick dissolve pi

Every Lasting Love For You (song)
Every lasting love for you As I am once alone but I have come to see my true love to me As am riding this long and lonely train ride home to see your ever loving heart for me For the felling of being without you is so ever painful without you here holding on to me As my pains and fears build up within side of me just being without you Is driving my heart made for when we meet again? It will be so ever more special being with you again in my arms For it will fell like we have met for the first time in our life’s with us just being apart And ill will all ways love you and till the ends of time

When I Think Of You......
When i think of you baby i am no longer blue.. and i hope you feel it too....... when i think of you i know my love is true....... and i desire all you do............... when i think of you,,,,it put's a smile on my face i know in my heart you feel the same when i think of you,in your arms is where i belong for me there is no other place..... so baby when you think of me remeber, some day we will be together....... and when i get there it will be forever....

Hate Them
OK so yeah people have been stealing my pictures and uploading em as their own its really freakin annoying..... so if you can look out for this person that has my pictures from Australia and a name similar to mine and send me the link that would be greatttt!! THANKKS

If You Wanna Stay In My Friends List Come Add My Husband
If you wanna stay in my friends list add my husband too please I'm happily married and wanna stay that way rufnekraiders property of babyjessraiders Club F.A.R@ CherryTAP

A Letter Written By One Of My Waitresses To Newspaper About Agent Orange Tell Me What You Think
This is a must read I did and couldn't believe a 20 yr old could be so brave after going through so much Proud of you Shannon Agent Orange the ultimate victor in the end Print this ArticleEmail this ArticleMagnify TextBookmark this ArticleShare on FacebookDigg this ArticleStumble Upon this ArticleBookmark with del.icio.usLive BookmarkAdd to TechnoratiTOOL HELPBy SHANNON BUCK For the Daily Gleaner Published Friday June 1st, 2007 Appeared on page B7 Your mission to destroy the forests of New Brunswick has become a greater success than ever imaginable. Not only have your toxins damaged the growth of Camp Gagetown's foliage, but in addition, you have succeeded in ruining the lives of countless human beings. The rate of disease among those working and living in Camp Gagetown's vicinity has never been so high. Both employees coming into direct contact with you, as well as those who innocently breathed in your presence, have fallen victim to disease and death at very young

My Money
This is my boss's,Phone and info below... PO Box 151292 Cape Coral, FL 33915 239-677-5665 palgina@prodigy.net Hello my freinds.it seems that I can not get my last 4 days worth of pay out of my boss.I wrote him an e-mail.He told me,My pay period ends on Sunday.So that means he ows me for mon thru thurs.of last week.The week ending 6-16.Since they won't answer my e-mail.Right,to them by e-mail--snail mail or call...I want all my money. need your help... well?

My Day
Well, to day seems as if it has been 48 hours long...LOL On the bright side, my antidepressants have kicked into 5th gear and I am SOOOO good to go! I feel like I am on finally on the open highway after being stuck in the back woods for over a year! Its so good to be back! I feel like I am finally getting it all together and I can actually do more than one thing at a time! The kids seem to be a little more livlier than they have been the past couple days. It has barely rained; I think we are officially in a drought! I keep watering my poor little flowers and I think I am fighting a losing battle though. Poor things! My dad is feeling better today; he went to the Dr. yesterday here; and he put my dad on an insulin pill to control his sugar levels. Now that that is nearly fixed, we just need to get him to eat... LOL anyone got any suggestions on how to get a 69 yr. old to eat? We have to get him strong enough to start his chemo in 2 weeks! That is all for today... Hope you gu

The Dark Goddess Lilith....
I found this story about my goddess, and I found it incredibly inspiring...I thought I would share.....sit back and enjoy some ice cream while reading..... The Lady watched the Men and Women, looking thru the eyes of a myriad of Women, children, young girls, mothers, daughters, wives, lovers....all of the Women there were in the World. And She saw that, in many places, the Men had forgotten that the Women were to walk by their side as equals and partners, working as a team, but regarded Women as not-equal, and as possessions. "This must not be," she said. "What shall I do to teach them?" She thought, and remembered that the Fool would teach Men and Women, in His own way, and that Way might work for Her, too. She turned, and was the Maiden, and was in the World. A Man saw Her beauty, and seeing not Her Divinity caught and raped Her. Another took Her, and put Her in chains, and set Her to serving him. In the midst of the night, a band of men broke into the house, killing the sl

Soulmate!!!!
I know this is not original its From a card i found but it says so much about how i feel! TO MY SOULMATE!!!! Some how out of all the twists and turns our lives could have taken,and out of all the chances we might have missed, it almost seems like we where given a meant ~ to ~ be moment ~ to meet, to get to know one another, and to set the stage for a special togetherness. When I am with you, I know that I am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete then I ever dreamed it could be. I turn to you for trust, and you give it openly, I look to you for inspiration, for answers, and for encouragement,and ~ not only do you never let me down ~ you lift my spirits up and take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much farther away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever. I hope you'll stay forever, too. I feel like you're my soulmate. And I want you to know that my world is reassurred by you, my tomorrows need to have

My Pimpout
Just keeping this..She is definetely right when she says that noone will complain..Thank you to all my new friends and fans.I Love Sporks thank you so much for helping me. It's insane that all I ever see this lady doing is help other people. I never see her asking for anything for herself, so it's time someone did it for her She actually does return all of the love that she gets so, you guys know what to do I very rarely pimp people out, but when I do, I have yet to have ONE person complain that they didn't get anything in return! RATE her FAN her ADD her thanks :D BooBoo.......@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2007-06-22 15:50:00')

Tonight's Agenda
I was working on a short story tonight, taking a break here and there to play on CT, and tolerating nothing worth watching on TV. A few minutes ago, something caught my eye outside my window. There are a few fireflies out tonight. So I fixed myself a drink and took my laptop and a blanket outside to the grass at the edge of the woods. Does it get any better than this?

Chris Benoit "thing"
I've seen the Mumms and the Bulletins, and well of he was a nobody then nobody would care. I don't know what the NTSB stats are for that day, but I bet allot of people dies that same day, and no one cares about all of 'em. Hell, we don't even get that kind of traffic when a trooper in Iraq dies and someone here knows them. They may get a post of two and that is all. Same with police officer and fire fighters who die in the line of duty. Nine of them died this past week. Do see any tributes to them here, do you? I am sorry he died, but it is the fate of all humanity to pass into oblivion, just because he entertained you, it is nothing special. People get all hyped over entertainers, when they are current, because they live their lives vicariously through the exploits of their TV heroes.That is the reason for so much traffic about this guy. Just bothered to look up the Chris Benoit "thing" and if he was not famous that would not have gotten the attention it has gotten here. It is a

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

This Is How Life Is
for those that dont know whats its like for a hustler then hear these song its tells the life of how we all live to get by one way or another and to stay on top of or life somehow so stay real all my hustlers cant play the game then stay outa the game. but ther is rebuctions for a rat ass snitch so fuck all you rats fucking stright to the grave and if your blood fuck all you crip for life mother fuckers .Skee-LoTop Of The StairsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.comve with you bitches.

Dont Lose Your Rights
the govt is trying to impose a new tobacco tax that will increase the tax now on tobacco taxes by 156 % no , thats not a typo 156% if we dont do what we can, whats next higher taxes on clothes ? food ? alcohol ? gas ? please go to www.nocigtax.com it's free and real easy to let them know that they have taxed us all into the ground ! thank you and spread the word Roo

Canada Day Weekend
i know most of you are out partying this weekend too celebrate canada day on monday if your gonna drink get stoned or what ever make sure you have a dh cause i almost lost my sister in a car accident due too drinking an driving now please have a dh dont want any more deaths this year live your life too the fullest and feel free

Truths Children Learn
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.

Oh Fuck Yes.
Sometimes I hear songs and I literally fall in love with them. I can't get enough of the damn song, and it invokes so much emotion. It's crazy. Some songs make me want to cry. Some make me want to just....orgasm on the spot. o.o I think I have a problem...

Sex
Well I'm beginning to wonder what this is. I hear about it but I think I'm a monk now celibate LOL Can't seem to find someone as a friend with benefits. I have been through the relationship idea and have gotten shit on a few times. Well now this is suppose to be my time to enjoy things but hell we still need sex. it has been so long. Well I even think there has to be a trust issue for this as well. For after all we are human.

Cry America Cry
I hear America crying What was here is lost… Children play with dirty needles While parents argue amongst themselves. Careless is what they’ve become… Throwing themselves into the crowd Uniformly, they play follow the leader, And torment those who won’t. America cries louder and louder Crying from diseases that have spread… Throughout this place it has spread. Dead bodies pollute the streets Lost souls follow the anger, That has brought this country together. Everything has been lost… The lives have all been lost. America is still crying The pain will never pass… All thighs showing, The pail, white legs of her showing As he hands her what she is due. A heavy bundle tossed into the dumpster. The crying will cease… All guilt will eventually cease. Please cry America

Spiritual Cleansing
So many times I've heard my name, echo's of madness, I'm not insane!. Feels like dead are pulling me under, if they had a reason this I wonder?. Scorched and torn as I pull myself up, wondering if savations enough?Through the worm holes of Hell I scower around, cant beleive this evil that I've found!. The screams of the damned peirce my ears, pulling from my soul, every fear. Whispers of the Reapers soul, Takers of life let me know. When is my journey going to end?, I swallow this thought again and again. To many times I've been here before, repenting my sins, knees on the floor. My fate creeps closer with every day, Sins of the Father, I must pay!. Cleansing my soul, a spiritual fight, the demons resist with all their might. They will not let go of my battered soul, ripping and tearing, letting me know. The Lamb of Gods revenge, no princapality will tame. I cast the wretched swine out in Yawehs name...........................................Night Shadows LLP Copywrite20

Larry And Billy
Larry and Billy wanted to go out drinking, but they only had $2.00 between them. Billy said, "Hang on, I have an idea" He went next door to the butcher's shop and spent the $2.00 on one large sausage. Larry said, "Are you crazy? Now we don't have any money left at all!" Billy replied, "Don't worry - just follow me." They went into the pub where Billy immediately ordered two double shots of Jack Daniels. Larry said, "Now you've lost it! Do you know how much trouble we will be in? We haven't got any money to pay for this!" Billy replied, with a smile, "Don't worry - I have a plan. Cheers!" They downed their drinks. Billy said "OK! I'll stick the sausage through my zipper and you get on your knees and put it in your mouth." Said and done, the barman noticed them, went berserk, and threw them out. They continued this, bar after bar, getting more and more drunk, all for free. At the tenth bar, Larry said, "Billy - I don't think I can do this anymore. My mouth is sore and my knees are killin

No Submit Button
Some peoples pages the submit button isnt showin on their comment if you just click outside the box after you commit you can press enter and it will submit your comment.Thought this might help whoever didnt know.

Bbq Rules...
We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with the situat

If You Were Alone With Me For One Night Would You....
simply put, if you were alone with me for one night would you: A) take me out to dinner B) take me out dancing C) take me out to dinner and dancing D) screw all that stuff and hop in the sack with me

Awwwwww
- Girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey...I thought you didnt have work today... - Boy: One of my co-worker

Oh How Sad But Real It Is
To those of you who have been shouting me , profile commenting me and etc tonite .. I want you all to know I luv ya .. however many know that tonite I (along with many others on CT)have been harrassed by an anti - amercian CT user .. I have been extremely preoccupied attempting to assist in remedy (removal) of this user. I have not been igonring anyone on purpose. To those of you who have suported, reposted and cared.. Thanks so much from the bottom of my heart.

Warning Labels..
Liquid Plummer Warning: Do not reuse the bottle to store beverages. Windex Do not spray in eyes. Toilet Plunger Caution: Do not use near power lines. Dremel Electric Rotary Tool This product not intended for use as a dental drill. Arm & Hammer Scoopable Cat Litter Safe to use around pets. Bowl Fresh Safe to use around pets and children, although it is not recommended that either be permitted to drink from toilet. Endust Duster This product is not defined as flammable by the Consumer Products Safety Commision Regulations. However, this product can be ignited under certain circumstances. Baby Oil Keep out of reach of children Little Ones Baby Lotion Keep away from children Hair Coloring Do not use as an ice cream topping. Wet-Nap Directions: Tear open packet and use. Dial Soap Directions: Use like regular soap. Stridex Foaming Face Wash May contain foam. Hairdryer: Do not use while taking a shower. Old Spice Red

I'm Gonna Be A Father In April
Hey everyone. Today has been an eventful day. Earlier today when i was getting ready to leave and say bye to my parents since they're flying back to Sweden (they live in Sweden and just come to visit me sometimes), my wife came in and was like "Tim, guess what!" and i was like "What?" and she was like "We're gonna have a baby." and i was like "Are you kidding?" and she was like "Nope, you're gonna be a dad come April." I'm so excited. Me and my wife have been trying to get pregnant for awhile and now we are. This day can't get any better. Anyways, i'll talk to you all later. -Tim Skold oh yeah, 2 pictures of my nephew in my photo album. it's not in my default. they're in the photo album labeled "Jeffrey Skold" on here. Rate, comment...please.

Want My Number?
i want your # I want your number. I bet you won't give it to me.. I dont care if i already have it. just send it to me in a message. I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. PS: I WILL call it once if you give it to me,a nd more if you let me. ;) PSS.. Here are my numbers if you are brave.. call me up and the first words out of your mouth should be... Hey sexy, I'm naked, are you??? Call anytime, I am always up!!! Home:704-732-2065 Cell:604-288-8260 Can't wait to hear you voice!!!! Love, Geekette

The Passage Of Time
Yesterday Lady bird Johnson passed away, and with her passed the end of a dream and a time in America that has long been forgotten by many and remembered by a few of us children of the 50's and 60's. Mrs Johnson's Husband Lyndon was the President who finished up the Civil rights programs that gave a lot of us our freedoms . also tried to win in Nam but ended up loosing the respect of the country and 4 years later his life, Mrs Johnson stood by his side and and bore the brunt of the weight that fell on to his shoulders , Most of you younger people know fear from 9/11 but how many of you realize that back during the day of the 60's we nearly went to war countless times ? All during this time Mrs Johnson kept her husband calm and so she was truly a great woman and the first Modren first lady , who believed in speaking her mind may she rest in peace and share the here after with the love of her lfe God Rest you both

In Sudan, Help Comes From Above
July 6, 2007 By JULIE FLINT Beirut, Lebanon THE one bright light in the dismal international response to the slaughter and starvation in Sudan’s Darfur region has been a humanitarian effort that has kept more than two million displaced people alive. In the fifth year of the war, mortality levels among Darfurians reached by relief are marginally better than they were before the war and lower than in the capital, Khartoum. In South Sudan, where conflict is stilled, children have higher death rates and lower school enrollment. This is a formidable achievement, better than in any comparable war zone in Africa. Credit the likes of Oxfam, Mercy Corps and Doctors Without Borders, and their 13,000-strong army of relief workers — 90 percent of them Sudanese. Yet these successes will be lost if Democratic presidential candidates get their wish: a no-flight zone that is militarily enforced over Darfur. The idea, supported by Senator Hillary Clinton and others, is that this would pres

Brown Eyes
Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off.

Realistic Expectations
A very powerful and inspirational sermon by Joel Osteen I wanted to share with everyone. I think everyone would benefit from listening to this: Have Realistic Expectations In Relationships Part 1 -- 9:38 Part 2 -- 9:55 Part 3 -- 7:34

I'mnot Scared To Say That I Cry!!!
Everyday i feel pain of my heart braking as i dream about my dauther every night that she may be there a my house in the morning to know that she is not when i open my eyes kills me inside! to want to see herfor the first time hold her kiss her tell her how i feel about her is only a dream in my life!I asked god many of time to help me with my pain but i feel he may not hear me at times!so i wake ever morning and cry for a bit and go about my day ! there at of stuff people say about me but next well any one say i dont love my dauther !!

Falling Apart
I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real, You're somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I can’t feel. I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive? So you take me and you break me, and you see I'm falling apart. Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there's no other feeling. I slipped away closer to me the only thing that is real. I’m falling behind and now I can see your absence helps me heal. I shoved you away I keep you for me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive? So you take me and you break me, and you see I'm falling apart. Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there's no other feeling.

The Embrace
Is this narcosis all I've left? A pale embrace with a dying breath, an effigy in memory to what I could've been, An opaque vision into the future of my sin, Entombed inside my enigma, wrapped in a veil of casualties, I've nothing left to sacrifice, for this simple, stupid lie...

Witch
Did you ever meet a Witch? I have I met her a few years back.I have never in my life met someone who is so mean. Someone once called her the Crypt Keeper (Ha HA)I don't know what evil spell she holds over some people that I know,but I need to find a way to break the spell so all will be well once again. As long as she is in our land, our space there will be nothing but pure evil,whereever she is.There are some people who think she has befriended them. But if they only knew that , that is the only way for her to know everything they are doing at all times.One day hopefully the witch will come to an end.Someone needs to throw some water on her so she will melt away, and all the meaness and ugly will melt away with her. ........to be cont.

Choices
Somedays are definitely better than others. There have been a few people I know off on tirades about how things suck so bad. Some days I could choose to have that feeling. I also know that how I feel and how I react are all about the choices I make. If I give you power to determine how I feel then shame on me. It is not a healthy relationship of any kind. I don't have to feel bad because you turn out to be not the erson I thought you were, I can choose to use it as a learning experience and move forward from there. I attract people into my life who are looking for the same type of things that I am. I have no idea where this is going but I feel that I am falling back into a place where I allow others to determine my emotional state. I have a good friend that I let hurt my feelings yesterday. With the medication I am on I walk a fine line between addiction and ongoing recovery. She is one of those who thinks I need to get off my meds. If I don't take them I would be unable

Just Random Shit..
So yeah... Everything is becoming a big shit hole right now.. People just can't seem to fit in places anymore.. They feel like a babysitter, or what not.. yeah.. im a little upset... who the fuck cares? no one.. My point is.. Yes.. i have a fucking lounge on here... Club Blitz.. And I have/had a great staff.. that helped launch club blitz.. and made it to what it is today.. One of the Great places on Lost..Cherry...umm (what is it this week?)..oH! FUBAR!..anyways.. one of the best places on FUBAR! to hang out.. Although, Seems like the people who have stood by my side for so long, Dont like the diversity of people entering the lounge. Yes, we do get some young people in there.. and we get some older people in there... But Take a look around you in this world.. It doesn't matter if you are on the net, hanging in a bar, walking down the street, or listening to the fucking radio in your car or home... There is gonna be drama everywhere.. and as much as i have been working to get r

Stress Reducer
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could > well use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice > heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil > proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you > have started and have never finished." > So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't > finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle > of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a > bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac > prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of > chocolates. > You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. > Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner > peace.

Shadows Depth
Walking over ma shadows In this immeasurable depth. Searching every page of ma memories Wid a silent instability… This unknown me is refused by its own shadows to recognize. Ma every breathe misses u It might b the motive of ma life After getting rid of ma past I sit Wid ma future Walking on the endpoint of ma life But still looking at that bright center The place-where we’ll meet. Until the end of time I’ll b walking towards u For that wonderful future Which’s made by rainbows…

A ;ittle Romance For All Of You
Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say good night till it be morrow. I do protest, I've never injured thee, but love thee better than thou canst devise till thou shalt know the reason of my love. Love give me strength, and strength will help me through. : And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun. Did my heart love 'till now? Forswear it sight. For I never saw true beauty 'till this night. Romeo: If I profane with my unworthiest hand this holy shrine, the gentle sin is this. My lips, to blushing pilgrims, ready stand to smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss. Juliet: Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much, which mannerly devotion shows in this. For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch, and palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss Romeo: Have not saints lips, and ho

Being Rude To People(like Myself Or The Women)
You know, I'm REALLY getting tired of individuals, namely the haters, hating on me and being rude like one person did in a MUMM telling me to go kill myself, it is uncalled for and it has no place anywhere on the internet for all, just like the ladies that get the rude disgusting comments like for example,"I want to do this on body part or what not", that is bull and if some of the haters don't knock off the non-sense, whatever the rude comments are and they ruin it for the nicer and more respectable guys on here that can't look at their pics because the ladies decide to make it private and I'll be blunt here, that'll piss me off to no end and I will not like it at all but I have to understand it and get used to it, if it happens because I've seen this crap go on in a chat room on Yahoo or have read people doing this crap in a IM on Yahoo and I definitely don't think it should be tolerated by anyone, anywhere at any time so if by chance the haters start it with me again whether it be i

Just Something I Wrote Today
WITH HIS DEATH COMES MY BIRTH. Heart ache heart break, why is this my curse i never seem to shake? Why is this my burden? This thing that keeps me forever hurtin. I'm that nice guy you always say you need but all you do is make my heart hurt and bleed. You say you want that man who always makes you smile, to believe that i must have been in denial. Maybe you just like to toy with my mind, My god to fall for you again i must have been both ignorant and blind. It's time for me to kill this nice guy, to change all my good ways is whal i'll try. I'll look down and just watch him die, you've seen the last shine to ever be captured from his eye. I look back to see him shed a tear though not in sarrow, for he knows you can't hurt him come tomorrow. With a whisper of his last breath comes forth the last thing to say before his death. " Why did i have to be your nice guy? You sat and watched me, even let me die. Please never shed a tear from your eye. I neve

We Are The Other People
We Are the Other People by Oberon (Otter) Zell "Ding-dong!" goes the doorbell. Is it Avon calling? Or perhaps Ed McMahon with my three million dollars? No, it's Yahweh's Witlesses again, just wanting to have a nice little chat about the Bible... Boy, did they ever come to the wrong house! So we invite them in: "Enter freely and of your own will..." (Hey, it's Sunday morning, nothing much going on, why not have a little entertainment?) Diane and I amuse ourselves watching their expressions as they check out the living room: great horned owl on the back of my chair; ceremonial masks and medicine skulls of dragons and unicorns on the wall; crystals, wands, staffs, swords; lots of Goddess figures and several altars; boa constrictors draped in amorous embrace over the elkhorn; white doves sitting in the hanging planters; cats and weasels underfoot; iron dragon snorting steam atop the wood stove; posters and paintings of wizards and dinosaurs and witchy women, some proudly naked; sc

Albert Fish:
This gentle-looking, benevolent grandfather cleverly lured children to their death, then devised recipes to eat them. This cannibal model for Hannibal Lecter is a study in criminal psychology and a true enigma. His wife thought him to be a wonderful husband and his children believed him to be a model father. What inner torments caused him to drive many spikes into his pelvis and tell people that he looked forward to his execution? John Borowski's film about the demented child killer is an engaging piece of visual art that has raised the bar on this type of subject.

Quicksand Or Glue...
I finally did well in a class. But I only had to concentrate on it for 6 weeks. That's helpful for some with the short attention span I have. I hope that the next summer class goes as well. I know it's unlikely, but here's hoping... My progress toward my degree feels like too little, too late, but I suppose I'll know soon enough whether I'm on Academic probation or some such thing. I just feel like the path I walk is through a swamp or quicksand. Or maybe a little like glue. Some of the obstacle always stays behind to remind you of the past. and in my case, it'll suck when I finally do finish, because knowing myself, I'll have to examine everything that kept me going. I'll have to swallow what little pride I have left in order to thank the people who I had no choice but to rely on to complete my goal... assuming that I do get my degree... big assumption. One I'm not completely comfortable with. Being a history major, I understand that nothing is written in stone. We're luck

I Will Be Right Back Peeps!! :)
..................HEY GUYS IM GONNA GO EAT MY LUNCH IT IS 2:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME ON MY END.. LOL... THEN LET MY DOGS OUT... THEN I HAVE DOCTORS APPOINTMENT... THE STORY OF MY ZOMBIE LIFE.... AND I WILL BE BACK......... THANKS FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT AND HELP... I WILL BE BACK... :) FOR MY CONTEST AND SHOWING MUCH LOVE ... :) ........................HEY GUYS IM GONNA GO EAT MY LUNCH IT IS 2:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME ON MY END.. LOL... THEN LET MY DOGS OUT... THEN I HAVE DOCTORS APPOINTMENT... THE STORY OF MY ZOMBIE LIFE.... AND I WILL BE BACK......... THANKS FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT AND HELP... I WILL BE BACK... :) FOR MY CONTEST AND SHOWING MUCH LOVE ... :) Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com

Put On Your Bombin Shoes & Cum Join Me ;)
PURDY PLZ WIT SUGAH ON TOP *BATS EYE LASHES* I'VE ALREADY MAXED OUT ON MY COMMENTS TODAY HELPIN A FRIEND SO I COULD REALLY USE THE HELP HAPPY HOUR CONTEST!! & Ends on Aug 5th @ 5pm(PST) 7PM(CST) 8PM(EST) Most comments & rates at the end of the contest wins. Each pic rate will count as 1 comment 1st Place: Happy Hour 2nd Place: 7 day blast or Month Vic 3rd Place: 3 day blast You must rate, fan & be on his friends list to comment in this contest so I would like to plz ask all my friends to do so now :) »†HøHå§« Here's my link to the contest... H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad} That is all Thank You :)

The End Of Us
God, It's you. I don't know what to do. I'll dance in my mind to a private tune, I'll do anything in memory of you, You always knew I was a bit strange, So make love to me here in the rain. I'll swim naked in a pool of moonlight, Climb to a mountain of the greatest height, You laugh at me and say I'm insane, Oh but darling, to make love in the rain. You call me an imp just a bit of a fairy, I'll giggle and laugh then you'll say I'm just scary, I'll tease and cajole until you ears are in pain, Admit it love, you wanna make love in the rain. I touch the ivory keys softly, almost reverently. I'm so afraid to sing again that my chest tightens just at the thought. I haven't played in a long time either. I'm just afraid of all the memories that are going to come flooding back. The simple melodies I played for you softly blushing with pleasure when you proclaimed them the most beautiful songs ever written, "And sung with the voice of an angel," you woul

An Attempt...
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning

I Hate My Life
Hey People, my life is a wreck right now and i dont know what to do. My best friends dont care about me anymore, i think im on the urge to loose my Wonderful Girl Friend Chloe which i got a really bad feeling she is going to dump me and i wouldnt know why. i feel like nobody cares about me, i got no job, no money, i have lost vauable things my parents through out of my room when cleaning and can never be replaced. Im so tired of living like this. I feel worst than i have my entire life and i dont know what to do anymore. i got nobody to turn to, i got nothing to live for and i feel like i am a complete nothing. can anyone give me the support i need? i dont know what to do and im so hurt i feel like a person with an empty soul and shattered heart. :( i hate my life!

The Pepole I Love In My Life
I love my Mom to death she has been there for me . She has been there for me. when thing where bad and good she has been there when i was in the hospital there next to my bed side telling to keep fighting for my life and all this happen last year 10/06/2006

I Want Your Number????
Body: i want ur # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.

Edited Memories
As we as a society move on in life and create memories we will create memories that we will for one reason or another ....Edit. There are things in our lifes we would like to forget Erase from our minds can't you see I guess you could call it Without to much thought Just some edited memories Those times there was pain No particular gain Sorrow pulled us apart Tore at our heart We'd just as soon let them be Just an edited memory Grief that unfolded Like clouds from above And rained on our lovely parade We would like to just ditch them Let somebody switch them Just edit those bad memories We can live on without them Who needs to be hurt in that way Take away all that stuff We've had just enough It's time for our hearts to be free Let them all disappear an edited memory

Chapter 4
Chapter Four Beltane On Tuesday I walked in to my first class and Jack was there. He had already been up and gone when I had woke up this morning. And on the board he had the word Beltane. Jack stood at the head of the class and began to speak. “As you know Saturday night is the first full moon of spring and is when we hold our fertility rites. This well be the first gathering for most of you and I have been asked to prepare you for this event. Ten woman from the family have been chosen to act out the rite this year. They well each lay with a male masked elder. The father of the children that come from the rite well never be known. Though we do know they well be of elder blood. The children are raised to be the leaders of the family. Each elder today was made in the same way. Even Father was made this way. And only at this one time of the year is pregnancy allowed. You, as young one’s well act in no way. Your only there to support the family and to watch. This is also whe

The Passing Of Seasons
when i was young time seamed to stand still and wed do anything for the time to kill wed play and go to school then do things to prove we were cool then the seasons changed and time seamed to go where to no one would know one minute we were in the backseat with our girl in the car then we were fighting a war in a land so far we lost our innocents to a world we never knew that seamed to encircle us as we grew we were adults in a world so strange then the seasons again did change we married and had kids of our own then for our countries sins we did atone wed fought our war and now had to pay for a land that was free ,forever to stay then in mid season the world seamed to stop and from its cruelty i wish we could hopbut now a life seamed to give way to age began a new life of great change instead of seeing my kids grow big and strong i had topay the price for a war that was wrong id loose my home,my family and wife and in short days following,id loose my life my chi

Correspondences
Symbolism: First harvest festival; aging of the Deities, honoring of Sun Gods Symbols: Corn dollies, cornucopia, grains, the Sun Foods: Breads, grains, potatoes, summer squash, cider, blackberry pies and jellies, berries, apples, roasted lamb, elderberry wine, meadowsweet tea Plants & herbs: Ash, camphor, caraway, fern, geranium, juniper, mandrake, marjoram, thyme, sunflowers, wheat Incense and oils: Allspice, carnation, rosemary, vanilla, sandalwood, aloe, rose Colors: Red, gold, yellow, orange Stones: Aventurine, citrine, peridot, sardonyx Animals and mythical beasts: Roosters, calves, the Phoenix, griffins, basilisk, centaurs Some appropriate Goddesses: all grain, agriculture, and mother Goddesses; Alphito (Greek), Ashnan (Sumerian), Bast (Egyptian), Bau (Assyro-Babylonian), Ceres (Roman), Demeter (Greek), Gaia (Greek), Ishtar (Assyro-Babylonian), Isis (Egyptian), Libera (Roman), Persephone (Greek), Rhiannon (Welsh), Robigo (Roman), Tailtiu (Irish) Some ap

The Divorce Is Final!
the papers have been signed and I am no longer tied to the asshole that kept me down for sooo many years.....time to move on my way and do my thing and that is to be remarried within the next year or 2. hmmm the next best thing is that my fiance and I are getting our new truck tommorow so the last week has been the greatest for us!!!!

To Every Member In The Uao
THE FOLLOWING NEED TO C-MAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHATS GOING ON SO I CAN UPDATE THE MEMBER LISTS AND SEE WHO IS STILL WITH US EITHER FULL TIME OR PARTTIME: OR WHO IS NOT PARTICIPATING AT ALL! BADASSNICK ODINSMOMMA,HEADHUNTER662,GODDESS ELLEN,NIKKILFC,DJPOGOBOB,BROKEN_HEARTED420 ,ROBBIE,TXBLONDIE, TXSUNRISE ,BIGDOG,OKWAHOO,

When I Come Home....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~

For Are Troops
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: DB MIKE Date: Aug 1, 2007 5:04 PM -----------------From: MISSING YOUDate: 31 Jul 2007, 08:29 PM*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.******************************You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear,

Leaving...
Barely anyone reads this...but....I'd thought I'd let ya know that I will be incommunicado for the next couple of days. I'll be down in Killeen, Texas watching my lil bro get married and saying goodbye before he gets shipped to Iraq in a couple weeks. So don't get mad if I don't respond to messages or anything! I will get back to everyone when I return!

Do U Ever Wonder?
when you have a week so bad,you know your being tested.i know,its just a day,tomorrow will be better,yadayada. its like i cannot be enough for anyone,not the family,not the child,not the job,not friends,not anyone,except maybe eBay sellers cause they are lovin' when i get down..lol. just feel like i've had 3 yrs of crap,its someone elses turn over the barrel.i'm near tears over every damn thing,even the news,and no,its not hormones .seems like the news had some horribly sad stories this week. but i do wonder,i'm a believer in karma. what did i dish out that was so bad? or is it all of us,mankind,cause almost everyone i know is being served a hearty helping.

Blind
Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, You've had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees, Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? " To ease your mind of your terrible burden, You bargain with Satan (as if he cares), Giving you a release, in turn for your soul: That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all, When all of your friends have been with you till now, But here comes the crossroads up ahead, They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down." You have your beauty and charm, Your intelligence and grace, Good friends and your health, What more does it take for you?

South Carolina Farm Wife
>>>> A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her >>>> telephone failed to ring when her friends called and that on the few >>>> occasions when it did ring her dog always moaned right before the phone >>>> rang. >>>> >>>> The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this >>>> psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his >>>> test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring >>>> right away, but then the dog moaned and the >>>> telephone began to ring. >>>> >>>> Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: >>>> >>>> 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel >>>> chain and collar. >>>> 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. >>>> 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number >>>> was called. >>>> 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then >>>> urinate. >>>> 5.

As The Day You Were Born
Being Naked For most of us, it is probably difficult to remember the last time we were comfortably naked for a period of time longer than 20 minutes or so. Many of us are only naked for the length of time it takes us to shower or bathe. We quickly dry off and put our clothes or pajamas on, without taking even a moment to enjoy the feeling of the air against our bare skin. Most of us learned that this was the way to do things from a young age, and we may not have been exposed to another way of thinking, but many cultures regard nudity as completely acceptable, even in somewhat public settings. If you have ever had the good fortune to assimilate yourself to this way of doing things, you may have found the experience liberating enough to allow it to influence the rest of your life. Perhaps you swam topless in Tahiti or took a sauna in Sweden or Finland. In many American cities, you can find the experience of unselfconscious nudity in a Russian or Korean spa. You may have noticed the

Possible Adult Film!! Other Notes!!
I do have photos from the photoshoot from yesterday that I am waiting to put up..I need to get to the next level though so help me out some!! The latest news is that I have been offered to do a adult film with straight sex scenes for $1000 a scene! Talk about some good money!! I would be required to have sex with a black male with a 13 inch cock..yep you read that correctly!!! In the process of working out details etc..Will keep you all updated!! Remember I do do private photoshoots as well! Drop me a line if you are interested! Still need a female that wants to do nude modeling!! Also the film needs more females as well so we are talking an opportunity for $1000. Eastern Pa gals heres your chance!!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

There Is Nothing More To Say
originally posted to another site on April 17 2007. "There is nothing more to say" Support me As I have supported you Believe in me As I believe in you Do not stand before me Do not stand behind me But be honored that I wish you to stand next to me Cherish every moment Good or bad That I have given you As I have cherished every moment of you Be loyal In action and in thought Tell me to my face how you feel Not behind my back Tell me to my face how you feel Not whispers to your friends Accept me for who I am My flaws My perfections Or leave Because if you are depressed I am depressed If you are overjoyed I am overjoyed When you are in hell I will storm the gates to save you When you are in heaven I will smile up to feel your light If I had one crumb I would give you half If I had one smile left It would be for you If you apologized I would forgive For it is not about who is right And it is not about who is wrong It is just about getting to spe

In Memory Of My Son & His Wife Today
My Oldest Son & His Wife were murdered on Aug 6th of 1994.They have been gone 13 years today.They left behind a beautiful little girl who will never know them but will only know of them.She will be 14 August the 23rd.August the 23rd is even his birthday.He never got to see his little girls first b-day nor his 18 b-day.May they rest in peace now.I will forever miss them both & will never get over the day they were taken away.Part of my heart died that day with them both.

Reality A Moment In Truth..
reality,is in the eye of man, starts as a dream and forced to become truth. It begins as a thought plucked from the mind, and placed in the heart, reaping not just dreams but also some diatant future, letting go of inhibitions and reaching for the stars so reach for those stars may they be within your grasp. that they might be the one you are searching for, that they may be your hope, your cause, your life. Reach hands outstretched, that you might find the one, the person that is more than t another, your heart your soul and the other half of you. that you might find your dreams are more than you imagined. in the mean time until that day when we leave unto a better place, where we will be together in the stars, dream, imagine and hope.

Thats Me...
I'm the girl!! I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside a house or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.

The Military Relationship Life
My fiance, a man of honesty and purity of heart, 20 years old, is taking on the duty of stepping up and defending our freedom in the United States Army. He is an Active Duty Soldier being placed in Iraq for a deployment of a 15 month duration. I have been with this man for about 2 years. I never thought that anything would be this hard. To love, back, and stand beside a man who I hardly see. Love is what it is and you know fate when it smacks you in the face. I met him a week before Christmas in 2005 and have been faithful to him since then. He was in Washington State for 6 months and I stayed, and then in Germany for a little over a year, and here I still am. I have a bond with him that I believe nobody else posesses. We are stronger than ever now. He is a man of morals and believes that sex should wait until marriage. I love and respect him very much for that. He knows about my past and looks past it for our love. I respect him for the strength that he holds and I would give anything

Music Promoters Needed, Earn High Commissions
Get Paid to promote my music as well as others and promote the company and you also get paid. Its as simple as postinig banners that we supply for you and sending bulletins easy as that. Its free to sign up and we give you your own online store to sell music in less then 10 minutes your up and running and can be making money. For more info or to get started go to www.musichustle.com click join now and sign up for the FREE promoter plan there is no credit card or paypal info to enter its FREE After you sign up get back to me I am not only here to help you sign up but to help you and your business grow I am here every step of the way to help you build and be successful. Click on the Banner & atleast check it out:

Just Take Me To Jail Now...
A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performan

Ugh
Ok first off Josh didnt make it.. in American idol.. Thats ok cause I know he'll get his record deal anyway.. I'm faithful!;) Secondly, my Childrens dad is really a fucking puke.. He broke up with my cousin.. Which is better for her cause hes not worth anything. So anyway, Me and Lucas and Isiah are just sitting at home.. Too hot outside for Lucas... Xavier is at the races.. I really wish I was too but hell.. I dont get to see them every single day so Ill take all the time I have with them...

Eternal Love
Eternal Love (verse one) Angel fallen from graces, Look deep into my soul, I've dreamt of you for so long, I never subdue to anyone, Take this knife and trust me, I could never abuse you, Tell your only god, You are never coming back (chorus) Night, Tonight I will cut, Cut you deep, Bind, Bind your blood, With the fountain eternal, Life, Feel it, You will live forever, Love, My love for you will never fade (verse two) It's a crime of passion, Commited by the fire inside, So sad to watch a mistake, Long forgotten by time, No one will remember, The beauty of a crying heart, No one can see, The tears bringing back the dead (chorus two) Night, Tonight I will morn, Cut deep inside, Bound, Bound by blood, To the foutain eternal, Life, I cant feel it, You have taken it from me, Love, My love they took you away from me (verse three) Screaming out in memory, Making myself numb, This love song, I have hidden inside my

Our Walk Through Life
I dreamed of you today. Although wide awake. I saw you come to me from a great cloud. Your outstretched hand to me. You spoke in my dream. You said walk with me awhile. I said ok my love and gave you a smile. You took my hand in your's. How nice your warm skin feels. I follow you into the sun where the blackbird lives. No words were said between us. There really was no need. The love pouring from both our hearts is all we need to know. No words can describe that love. So words are not wasted. We just gaze into the sun. We walk to our special place to thank Grandfather that we are one. I will give you sons one day I say. You nod to me knowingly. A love like ours can not be held by two so we will become a family. Many years we will be by each other side. When you draw your last breath my dear so will I. To be here without you is more than I can bear. Grandfather showed me this today. Our love will be with us in the spirit world and we will be together always there.

What A Weekend
Holy Shit. it was another weekend for the record books. Tammy a buddy came by thursday and shortly after so did Travis. We end up on Harley's tearing around and end up at a gentlemans club that I know a girl who is a waitress. She gets off of work and we all ride around and then at 3a.m. decide to go to the lake in T's boat. We get to his house and we are hookin up the boat and he takes the girls on a house tour. well mean while I drop the boat on my finger and its stuck. all I can do it try and hold pressure off of it. I couldnt get the boat off of it with one arm. Finally T comes out and gets it off. It seemed like 20 minutes. So we get the boat hooked up and I really thought I had broken my finger but decided to go to the lake anyway. we got to the lake at about 6 a.m. and lasted until 2 probably. I called in sick from the lake. (bad employee). Went home and slept. cause we had a party planned for friday (cousins b-day). So I get up at like 6. Starterd getting it a

The Lost Of Nonno
Is it me or did the room just get darker? Is it me or did I just lay down and die? Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet? How in heaven will I ever be alright? There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now and no one could ever come close 2 knowing how I feel right now There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now,I miss you Nonno, I will carry u in my heart forever, love johnvito

Poop
SHIT FACT Ever wonder where the word SHIT comes from? Well, here it is: Certain types of manure used to be transported (as everything was years ago) by ship. In dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by-product is methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was discovered what was happening. After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "S.H.I.T" on them which meant to the sailors to "Ship High In Transit." In other words, high enough off the lower decks so that any water that came into the hold would not touch this volatile cargo and start the production of methane. Bet y

A Love Poem I Once Wrote To Someone That Broke My Heart!!
"You complete Me" by kim Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do

The Move Thanks To Elvis
well here i sit thinking how life is so weird,thinking i would have never moved out here to vegas if it wasnt for Elvis,my dad started working for Elvis in 1969,so when he came to vegas he loved it,so my dad decided to move us out here,he countinued to work for Elvis until 1976 one year before Elvis passed,my dad said Elvis was a great guy,the type of person would give the shirt off his back,he loved to joke around,and its all true Elvis had his moments of bein pissed off,but who doesnt,my dad said he was just a normal man,just under alot of pressure sometimes,having to do corny ass movie roles he hated,but because of bein locked into contracts,he had to do them,my dad blames his manager Tom Parker for the passing of Elvis,by him working the guy to death and not letting Elvis do real movies and songs he wanted to do,so my dad belives Elvis just gave up in he last years of his life,turning to pills more and more to find happiness and to feel numb,my dad said its was very sad thing at th

Okay Here's Another Little Piece...
This is totally not done by a long shot... but hey... Hit it with comments... What do you think? What does it need? And Where should it go? ;) ------------------------------------------------- ::Saturday Afternoon:: I awoke the next afternoon and she was still asleep beside me, she had taken the cuffs off at one point and they were now easily accesible. I quietly moved from the bed and gently placed them around her wrists. and clamped them to the posts. restraining her naked body. I then put my pants on, before I proceeded to go out for coffee and doughnuts. When I returned she was awake, and staring at me, completely naked. I could smell her sex throughout the room, as I moved slowly to toe the bedside, and grabbed her shiny little butterfly knife. I flashed it over her, and her eyes became big. I threw the knife across the room, and removed my own from my bag. It was a good inch and a half longer than the puny butterfly knife, which I illustrated by holding it out fo

I Express With Nimble Fingers The Deepest Corner Of My Heart
There are no tears left to cry No shadow of you to mourn Life has gone on You left me I am nothing but a waiting storm A shoulder for the moment A heart that breaks too easily For never in my life have I felt this way As though my skin is squeezing me too tight My lungs refuse to work My heart has ceased to beat I lay here in my mind Waiting for the day of freedom A passing glance for the girl on the outside The girl who smiles and pretends she's alive The girl no one notices I am nothing but a shell without the substance A body without a soul I express with nimble fingers the deepest corner of my heart The broken girl you left me The shallow grave you dug me I am here Trapped inside a fake smile

Is This An Addiction????
Hello to all of my friends and fans, I am writing this blog because I was told that I have a major problem with just saying no to buying new thongs,undies,boy shorts,etc..... My best friend Missy was over my place yesterday and I have been doing some major cleaning.. And one of the things that I had to do was fix one of my dresser drawers... So when I procedded to empty it she was like what the hell is all that and I was like.. Ummmm.... my undies lol.... so she asked me if I think that I had enough and I was like I don't have that many... She had than said I think that you have more than enough... lol so we than got curious and I decided to count them to see how many pairs that I have exactly. The total # 125 lol!!!! Well Missy than proceeded to tell me that she was going to see if she could find an undies anonymous lol.. and also a socksaholic program because she had me count those too... I did the total # on them is about 80 pairs lol...Anyway Missy said that I am in denial and I

Golf Shoe Design Contest
If you have a moment, would you go here >>> http://www.golfballs.com/MyJoysContest.aspx?userID=2291366 and scroll down a bit and see the pink and baby blue golf shoes and put a FIVE STAR rating on them. I am trying to win a $1000 gift certificate for my husband with the contest. Thanks!

Butterfly
NuttinButtSexxy a butterfly that dances in the wind, is the sound of an echoing thought, of dreams that have no meaning, but is the silence that we draw upon, of the gift that is chosen, as the world that comes threw your window, is to see the sun shinning on your chin, that raises you from the vary depths of the winds holding you back, ever graceful, dance like the butterfly this was written for me by a friend... Thank You Telly