Fubar Blog Posts 3

Hoes
excuse me bitch, you know you wont be able to date him? have him? or please him like i can right? so why keep trying? why keep leading yourself on when you know the answer he's about to give you is no? why can't you see that he only loves one girl and that's me. Start paying attention he doesn't love you or like you so get over it. Were going to make 2 years. Just remember he won't give you the time of day. Were good together, we agree on everyhing, and we never fight. So just lay off my man. kthnx

On My Way Out
Today is saturday the 28th of october and tomorrow morning i am on my way to kansas for my dads wedding then i will be off to texas probably to live. I am leaving people out here in cali and if any of you from cali read this just rember i love and will miss you all and i will never forget about any of you and i will come home to visit soon guys i promise. Anyways this will be a fun and interesting trip i am nervouse because i am going to be meeting all of my new step family. Anyways i will post when i get there and tell everyone in cali how i like it anyways yall i will talk to yall soon and i just want yall to know cali will always be my hom love all the ones in cali bye guys. Tay

Costumes
A couple was going to a costume party. The husband was unsure of what costume to wear. His wife was telling him to hurry or they would be late for the party. She was walking down the stairs from the bedroom, completely naked except on her feet were a big old floppy pair of boots. "Where is your costume?" the husband asked. "This is it," replied his wife. "What the hell kind of costume is that???" asked the husband. "Why, I am going as Puss and Boots," explains the wife. "Now hurry and get your costume on." The husband went upstairs and was back in about 2 minutes. He also was completely naked except he had a rose vase slid over his penis. "What the hell kind of costume is that???" asked the wife. "I am a fire alarm," he replied. "A fire alarm?" she repeated laughing. "Yes," he replied. "In case of fire break the glass, pull twice and I come."

New Stuff Added To My Cherry Stash Go Look
ok people i have added alot of videos and stuff to my cherry stash on my page please go and look at them and comment them andpleas rate them so i know yall like them well thanks

Dancing!
Dancing I wish I were dancing Floating across the floor She is wearing a gown I, a suit The music, sweet and melodious Finds me twirling in a fantasy land Filled with happiness Laughter Love Her warm embrace Tickles my senses And my heart surges forward And then As I am looking into her eyes Searching every corner of her perfect soul I stop And realize that I'm not in a ballroom Not in a suit I'm just standing, staring into her eyes And I'm dancing

December 04, 2005--reflecting On What I Put Then
Sunday, December 04, 2005 Some Thoughts Life is what we make it; in this country, we're born with certain rights, and it's our duty to maintain those rights for ourselves and for others. And yet, often in our society, we ignore our ability to make a difference, whether through indifference or blatant disregard for what has ocurred in the past. America is NOT a perfect union. But it was founded in order to form a more perfect union. And so what do we do with this responsibility? We place the burden on others, expecting others to make our decisions for us. "I don't have to do anything, it's not me who's making the decisions anyway." Well maybe not directly, but don't you think your voice has a bearing on things. You have the right to petition, the right to assemble, the right to speak your mind. You do not have the right to sit on your ass and complain about shit since you CAN do something about it. The people who get things done are the ones who raise their voices the l

That Connection
So in life, ultimately all a person is looking for is a connection. Connection with family, friends, a lover. To feel understood, to feel needed, to feel wanted. And sometimes those connections end up being kind of shitty. You get dicked over by friends, in a way misunderstood by family, and jilted by past loves. It has happened to all of us at one point or other. So you search on for connections you feel are worth it, stable, and unrelenting. Unfortunately, things beyond our control occur that cause something horrible to happen. God knows I have dealt with it all. I'm not in search of pity, so I'm not going into it in depth. It's not worth it. But those connections you make in life, are what make life worth every last minute. I have friends and family I love and adore. My Sorority Sisters who mean so much to me. Not every connection is perfect, but its the search, and the discovery that makes life so exciting. Finding someone new that you click with, and feel that connection wit

I'm Baaaak
Well got back from the local fall festival...actually been back for awhile, but got caught up watching Animal Planet, cool show on creepy crawly creatures...and basketball...my beloved Chicago Bulls are taking on the Miami Heat, and kicking their @$$...for those that don't know, the Heat are the reigning champs...although I live in Florida, and there are 2 Pro teams here...the other being the Orlando Magic, I don't cheer for either one...well who cares...it was ok...the festival...there was a sound stage this year, with live music...the band geek in me really liked the local high school's drum line...Wesley Chapel High for anyone out there looking for a shoutout...well hitting the pillow now, not even gonna look up my fantasy sports teams...not in the mood...geez I'm really getting bad when the thought of setting up my teams for competition doesn't even get me excited...you know I would even turn down sex if offered...now that's bad...oh well gotta get up early, gotta cover someone on

We Will Not Forget.
We will not forget that you are our Mother, (Mother) Nature, the great womb from which all life springs. Millions upon billions of souls have labored to enter into your world in the hopes that eyes might absorb your majestic beauty, so that hands might touch the tender new buds of spring ~ soft ~ weeping with mornings' dew. Each soul waiting for that first precious sound which stirs the body to life We ~ will not forget. We will not forget that you are the Great Wayshower of Sacred Law. We learn about the Great Law of Life, Death and Rebirth from surviving our first Autumn, resplendent with crimson ~ ochre leaves floating to the earth blanketing it from winters clinging snows. Then, miracle upon miracle, Spring ~ and Life bursts through the last remaining snows. Skeleton trees, death totems framed against the sky, breath with new Life flowing through their veins and emerald buds promise a future. We Understand. We are the tree of life' and are reborn into your arms i

Help Me Please
ok wow is all i can say right now im stund at the fact that johnny has let me into his world enough to let me know about a few things that are going on with him and his thoughts. i thought it would be something easy for me to help him with but how can i help him when im hurting myself? its not easy and honestly im numb at this point i dont know what to tell him i mean in a way yes i think it would be nice for him to go back and be with his kids but what does that leave me? hurt selfish for not wanting him to go or does it mean that deep down he's thinking that if can give him up for something like this then maybe i never loved him as much as i say i do. well i do love him but i cant be selfish on this one i dont know what to do but i dont to be responsible for with holding him from his children. i know he says that i havnt done anything and i believe that but what am i supposed to do do i tell him to leave me to be happier than he is with me or do i tell him to stay with me and just be

I Miss You.. Goodbye
As i watched the train doors close with both of us on opposite sides I cried knowning that you weren't holding my hand you weren't there with me to wipe my tears and i would be returning to a lonely house to a lonely room with only the thought of you This weekend i will die inside knowning that your no where around i wipe my tears knowing that your not here knowing that your not holding me in your arms and calling me your baby i just wish for the day when we can have it all and not have to wait i cry everytime i leave you it hurts so much to see the eyes leave me so please tell me its our last goodbye?

November 2, 2006
Merry Meet How is everyone on this wonderful Thursday afternoon. Hopfully everyone is doing great. It is a glorious time of year. I just think it is wonderfull. It is a very magickal time of year. I know that in life sometimes it feels like things are spinning out of control, like there's no end. You have to slow down, look around you. The leaves are changing to show there there colors. Isn't it grand how leaves change to something beautiful as they die? I think this symbolizes that even something as horrific as death, especially if the one who died was close, has beauty in it. If life has been getting to you a lot here lately, even if it has only got to you a little, I want you to go and find a place with a good view of the tree's. It doesn't matter if it is inside or outside but you need to be comfortable, so if it is cold dress warm or stay inside. I want you sit down on the floor/ground in a comfortable position, example: indian style, and look around yo

Uhggggg
I"m starting to get sick and I dont' like it... I get my other shot (the left side) on Tuesday and if I'm sick, they will postpone it... DAMN.... took forever to get this appt.. don't want it postponed......anyone got any home remedies to cure a sinus infection before it starts? lol

Helping A Friend In Need!
Last night I called a friend of mine and she was crying cause of her ex being a baby about stuff that I won't go into. And it really hurt me that she was hurtting and it made me mad cause I hate for anyone to cry. I'm the kind of friend that will cry with you fight right beside you and laugh with you. And for someone to hurt her it really pissed me off at that person. But I'm going to go over to her house today and try and help her get her stuff back in order and help her with some other stuff. Then if I start to feel any better I'm going to keep her kids tonight that way she can have one night to herself. She loves her kids with everything in her and she is a great mom. But even super mom needed a night off. I know I try to be supper mom but tonight my kids are going to be staying with their grand paw so that they can go to a thing for christmas at church. But anyways yesterday I went to treatment and they checked my blood count which they do that every time. And my white blood cells

More Things To Live By
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on.

Stay Away! Haha
this is my disclaimer! if anyone has a weak stomach over the misusage of toys or anything that may fall into such a category...stay away from my pics! haha. just a warning...im really not a freak(well) just getting something for the dudes to look at while i intise them to listen to my band! haha there is always a ploy...i know...but what the hell am i gonna do. i gotta promote right!!! love ya all and come check out my "girlfriends" lol

Life As I See It
so here i am, sitting here thinking about a serten someone, the shit i have put up with from him hes always fucking yelling at me, sayin i'm talking shit about him to the ppl i talk to ya fucking right ya, i have in the past, but that got me no where, so to this person FUCK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! I FUCKING HOPE UR HAPPY, YOU HAVE CAUSED ME TO MAKE THIS DESECION, I'M DONE WITH THE INTERNET, I'M DONE WITH TRYIN TO MAKE YOU SEE THAT I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU FUCKING TELLING EVERYONE I AM, THE PERSON I AM IS NOTHING LIKE U SAW, U SAW THE PERSON THAT WAS CAGED, NOT ABLE TO BE HERSELF, THE REAL ME CRYS EVERY FUCKING NITE, THE REAL ME GETS HER HURT CRASHED EVERYTIME SHE TRYED TO HELP OUT, THE REAL ME, IS A SCARED LIL PERSON THAT DONT WANNA LOVE BECAUSE I GET HURT IF I OPEN UP TO PEOPLE, U NEVER GOT TO SEE THE REAL ME, U ONLY GOT TO TALK TO THE REAL ME ON THE FUCKING PHONE, I'M DONE TRYING TO MAKE PPL HAPPY, I'M DONE WITH THAT, I'M PUTTING ME FIRST NOW, I'M GOIN TO DO WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I WANNA DO

Viticious -victorious
Undermining the meaning of a word To strike it down like fire Catch the thought and lose it To unmine what you thought Not to combine value with honor To combine soul with death Mix a mesh of violent dominators Stop the world and look aorund Smell the blood Taste the horror Feel the death As much to smell the dakrness that took over so long ago To make one shroud to make another follow To make many believe To become the greatest victor in the universe Viticious - masochistic ominous blissful dominance Victorious - claiming your place once to defeat all, which I have Will the world seek more? will anyone see the truth? Shall they all be so blind? shall the one I cal my soulmate claim his place? To claim his place and rule with me by my side? Undo the hostile thoughts to make only more down the road. Shed as much blood as to make many suffer To become the most powerful To be most Victorious. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

You Will Never Know
Once upon a time, I didnt feel any pain, Once upon a time, I never cryed in the rain.... I also used to love you, and a lot of other things, I used to listen to the world, and take what they would bring... Poison soon set in on life, and rained once more on my parade, Thats when i ave up on life, and started to decay... Crawling deep in a hole, never to be found, weeping with my knuckles in my fist, so no one hears a sound... Just when i tought i was dieing, you found me in the dark, Just when i was sick of crying, you covered every mark... I pleaded to you and you listened, You acted like you gave a shit, you took every single time, when i chose to pitch a fit... you took away my sorrows, and you lifted away my fears, you kept me for so long, just wasting by the years... i loved that you were friend, my best friend is what you were, now im having these new feelings, something else is starting to occur... maybe its more than friends, may

Beer Batter Chicken Strips
Serve these deep fried beer battered chicken strips with barbecue sauce or sweet and sour sauce. INGREDIENTS: * 1 large egg * 3/4 cup beer * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 teaspoon salt * ground black pepper * 3 chicken breast halves; skinless, boneless * 1 1/4 cups vegetable oil PREPARATION: Beat the egg lightly with a whisk. Beat in the beer, then the dry ingredients, whisking until smooth. Cover and let stand for 25 to 30 minutes before using. Cut chicken breasts in half lengthwise. Heat oil in 10-inch skillet over a medium-high heat until oil reaches desired temperature of 360 degrees (or use deep fryer). Using tongs to hold chicken strips, dip in batter; allow excess to drip off.Remove and carefully lower, one by one, into the hot oil. After about 1 minute, turn the strips. Continue to turn the strips occasionally until they are golden, cooking for a total of 4 to 6 minutes. Transfer to to a paper towel lined tr

Pictures!!!!!!
I WAS HOPEING SOMEONE COULD HELP ME SINCE I CANT SEAM TO GET ANY ANSWERS AT CHERRY TAP IVE BEEN TRYING TO UPLOAD MORE PICTURES BUT I HAVE THIS MESSAGE TELLING ME THAT MY BROWSER ISNT SUPPORTED "THATS WIERD BECAUSE AT ONE POINT IN TIME I HAD 200 PICTURES ON HERE. NOW IVE GOT A NEW MESSAGE TELLING ME SOMETHING DIFFERNT "ALSO WHEN I GO TO MY PROFILE ALL MY PICTURES ARE BLACK AND WHITE". THIS IS WHAT IT SAYS I NEED TO DO "Image Uploader ActiveX control is necessary to upload your files quickly and easily. You will be able to select multiple images in user-friendly interface instead of clumsy input fields with Browse button. Installation will take up to few minutes, please be patient. To install Image Uploader, please reload page and select "Yes" button when you will see control installation dialog." AND I DONT UNDERSTAND, I AM SO NOT A COMPUITER WIZ....WILL SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO FIX THIS SO I CAN ADD NEW PICTURES? THANKS KAT

Mistress Concubine...
I am the other woman. Hidden in the shadows with my head held high, as I rule the Master with the sweet secrets of my body. On my knees do I rule his kingdom, my body... my livelyhood. I have brought down countless castles with a whisper, with a kiss, a wet embrace. Agony to those with much to lose, yet they keep coming back for more. Yet their torrid secrets I keep, behind pouting lips and luminescent eyes. Regal bathed in sin, a Goddess to be worshipped between the thighs I will always be. Queen beneath silk sheets. A taste that shall never be forgotten, when they close their eyes at night And alone when their hands wander... I'm there, Mistress Concubine...

Embrace Quote
"Embrace fully your capacity to create, to think in unlimited ways, and to pursue everything that you have been wanting. Be flexible, open and willing to let the new come to you. "This can be the most joyous, prosperous, and creative time of your life." -- Sanaya Roman and Duane Packer

Girlfriend Application (thats Right,im Single)
name: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: Where would we go on dates? Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Do you drink/smoke?? Do you like the beach? If so...would you go with me late at night? Do you play an instrument? If so...what? Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? Favorite body part on a girl? What would you say is the best thing about yourself? Would you give me kisses just because? ~What Would You do if...~ I cried: I kissed you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: I pissed you off: I lost my job: ~What Do You Think Of My...~ Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Choice of music: Manners: ~Would You...~ Be my friend? Tell me the truth no matter what? Buy me a birthday gift? Spread rumors about me? Go out at 4am to get me ch

Whats The Meaning
whats the meaning of love and why do we strive for it we wrap ourselves around this image and noone truly knows noone can say what it is they havent seen it and cant touch it but yet it is always within our minds to find this word we call love..

Episode 1
I do a little photography from time to time and work with computer, desktop publishing. My wife has many girl friends and I am bit of a loaner, so most of our setups have been with people she knows. We have done a lot of FFM because she likes to watch me. Last weekend she had a friend over for me to take pictures of for her new website. She is into bondage and I am curious so I agreed. In walks this skinny little girl, me I like them a little larger in all departments. We sat in the living room and she explained what she was looking for in the pictures. Never done any BDSM pictures so this was the first of many first that night, actually early evening. She wanted to start in B/W and from a lot of different angles; I knew the perfect wall to use. While I snapped away while my wife was watching over my shoulder and was very quiet, this is not her style. As her friend moved from one position to the next I could hear zippers behind me but I was busy snapping pictures. We shot fo

Even More Form Myspace Past! Read All Three!! Please
here's a little bit more of the things that makes me go huh!? about vegas. okay heres the thing since i have been in this town .i have been invited to group sex 5 times . now i dont care if you call it a puppy pile or a orgy or a get together. what ever its group sex. now i'm no moral pillar . lol far from it! in the dim past of my youth i tried it and found it lacking in what i want out of sex in general. no biggy it not to my likeing . hell it haves to be just right for me to want a three some. and i do like those once in awhile. now back to the point i want to make. yes theres a point and it not on my head ;p the times before when i was asked i just said no and left it at that. this time i was in a one of my moods not one of my bad moods just one of my moods that i get in to . so instead of just brushing it with a polite no i got a tad bit smart and maybe a bit witty yea right me witty lol. i have moements. so i said sorry i do not see sex as a group sport or a sport a

Detailed Heart
i am a person who takes hits and keeps moving. I have had cars going 45 even 65mph and walk away without a broken bone. I have jumped from 14 ft cages, jumped if front of cars to save others, i live without fear of pain. My body has bumps, bruises and scars. Though its the bruises and scars that my heart is detailed with that harms my smiling face. Piece are missing cause when true love has passed my way, a part of me was and had been giving. I ache, I yearn to piece my heart back together. I only know one way to do so, be pleased with who I am, and be there for others. I can't help but be the shoulder to cry on, the reason of laughter, the listening ear, even the love of the moment. I am given a purpose, by giving others a reason to smile, have hope, leave fear behind. Know that if I say hello, or am there for you, don't be afraid to do the same. A good deed is alway welcomed with another, either that very person may make you smile or a person you have not yet seen or heard may be pla

New Cherry Levels.....
so i dont forget & have a reference place..... Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

Things I Do Wrong
why is it i never seem to do anything right why is it that the one guy i thought was going to be the love of my life turns out to the ass hole i never wanted to be around so whats up with that sighs it seems that the man wanted betty crocker and donna reed both of which i am not i try real hard and trust me my wiccan reede gets pushed to the limit but always end up depressed as hell and now i just wanna end it all .....

My Darker Side (preview Of My Adult Writings)
"You are helpless. In a very real sense, you are my prisoner." The words echo in your ears, your sight is gone, something is covering your eyes. You try in vain to reach down and uncover them, a clinking of chains and cold metallic pressure on your wrists the only fruit of your efforts. You try and respond, the words won't come out. Something hard and smooth is pressed between your lips, tied around the back of your head. You try to shuffle your feet, again the cold metallic clink answers as you find your legs spread underneath you. Your standing, your ankles are tied with your legs spread, your arms tied over your head. Helpless, you sag against your bonds, trying to speak through your gag. "None of that, babe...you will be silent" the mocking voice responds. You try again to reason, and a sharp burning pain spreads across your ass as thin lines of heat appear. A sharp crack makes you think of a whip, one with many strands. A cool breeze blows across your skin, letting you feel yo

Sex Show
ok... I know you people read these blogs... so I am going to SPAM HERE.. muahhh ahh ahh I AM DOING A SEX SHOW TONIGHT!!!! now.... CLICK BACK TO MY PROFILE AND LISTEN TO THE STREAMING AUDIO!!!!! DO NOT MISS IT!!!!

Passion Is Yellow
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be straight. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

Huh....
People nee to talk to me more on here its kinda boring so far good pics but other than that booooring.....i know im new but people need to get me not new ya know? so try me out people lets get the talkin goin or sumthin eh?

Nothing Better To Do
So ... I went to Wally-world to pick up some stuff -- an oil pan so I can change my oil ... some cereal so I have breakfast in the morning ... some Reece's minis cause I am a Reece's-aholic ... and a watch cause they were on clearance and I need one for work ... you know, the random necessities. N E Ways, I get all the stuff, pay for it (cause I'm a good boy like that) and get in my car. I haven't had a watch in forever, so I was kinda excited (it doesn't take much) so I took it out of the package, and went to set it -- and the setting knob came out. "Damn ... that sux" I'm thinkin .. but i figure it's a work watch and cheap anyways. I get the time right on the analog part, then set the digital and put it on. Since my oil is really old, I sat to let my car warm up, and randomly decided to check out my watch and what do I see? -- the second hand is not moving. So, I get out and go back into the store laughing cause the guy at the door knew I had JUST walked out not three minutes

A Decent Man
A Decent Man by Jaye Lewis Louie. What a giant of a man he was, from the beginning. We met in the home of mutual friends, who had rescued me and my children from a woman's shelter. I remember seeing him for the first time, how he seemed to fill the room, and I remember thinking, this is a man who knows exactly who he is. My children fell in love with him immediately, especially nine-year-old Jenny and six-year-old Helen. I had always wondered what a real man, who truly loves children, would be like. I found out that first night. I was cautious and distant, but I couldn't deny the charm of the man who willingly made a fool of himself for the sake of my children. My daughters were entranced, and they recited the most awful jokes, teaching him how to talk in belch, informing him proudly, about how they had learned these things from their mother. I explained, blushing, that "my children are always bragging about me." He was charming and outgoing with the little ones; yet with the

Take My Hand
Come with me to a hidden place Into the depths of reality and thought I will show you it all All I have sought Come with me and take my hand Let me show you I can I am able to do much more But I am still only a man Believe me it's true The scribbles tell no lie I am no longer able to hide And I can not deny Open the door and there I stand Freezing, alone, with a welcoming hand Take it now, I beg you please Take it now, come along with me I offer nothing that you have not seen I hold no words prisoner any longer I shout out every chance I get My feelings just become stronger Come with me and I will show That all my words are true Come with me and you will see That I belong nevermore, without you This one actually scared me, the words flowed like I have been meaning to say it forever and then some. I really would have liked to end it differently, however, but I wasn't entirely sure of what I should say. I guess i'm still reserved, but still, this one

Love, Hate, Love
One of my favourite angry songs Artist: Alice in Chains Title: Love, Hate, Love I tried to love you i thought i could I tried to own you i thought i would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me i'm the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but i'm not alive Take my hand before i kill I still love you, but, i still burn Yeah, love, hate, love (3x) Oooh, love, hate, love Yeah, love, hate, love

Heather Pink!
we shot with miss heather pink, porn star extraordinaire. good lord she is hot! heather pink is going to be doing her own website, it should be live in about a month. we did two shoots so far, and i hope she likes us enough to do more! this girl is sweet, funny and alot of fun to work with. she even let me put my glasses on her butt to take a silly picture. go get her movies! she has one of the cutest vaginas i have had the pleasure of seeing, and that bitch is flexible! this is my post to confess my undying love for miss heather pink! xoxoxox

Just Got Back From Maryland...
Hello everyone, I just got home from Baltimore, Maryland doing some classes with the Marine Corps...It was cold and dreary there, so needless to say Im glad to be back in So Cal. Saturday was our 231st birthday for the Marine Corps and we drank, danced, and gambled like typical Marines. Then today (Monday) was SUPPOSED to be my day off, but I took care of my 6 month old son (alone) which didnt seem like a day off, but you got to love them...JT

Suggestions For Women To Respond To Pickup Lines
Im not a tease !! Just a reminder of what you cant have ! Guy: If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put I and U togather Girl: Oh really, because if I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put F and U together. guy:did it hurt when you fell from heaven? girl: did it hurt when they kicked you out of hell?? He says "Where have you been all my life" She says "Hiding from you....how the hell did you find me?" "Haven't I seen you someplace before?" "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." He: So what do you do for a living? She: Female impersonator. "Is this seat empty?" "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." "So, wanna go back to my place?" "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" "It's in the phone book." "But I don't know your name." "That's in the phone book too." "What sign were you born under?" "No Parking." "I know how to please a woman." "Then please leave me alone."

Rules For Driving In San Antonio, Tx
1) If the light is yellow, and within visible range, speed up. 2) If the person in front of you runs a red light, you must follow him through it. 3) Yield signs mean stop. 4) In order to merge on the highway, you must be doing at least 15mph under the posted speed limit. 5) If you miss your exit, brake frequently and, if you choose, drive through the grass median. 6) If you hit someone, make sure your story indicates no fault of yours. 7) Do not use turn signals. Ever. 8) Tap your brakes constantly. If anything, just to keep the driver behind you alert. 9) If anything out of the ordinary happens, reduce speed to 5mph, regardless of circumstances. 10) If cell phone rings, reduce speed to 10mph 11) If you do not have insurance, drive 20mph under any posted limit... so not to draw attention to yourself. 12) The merge lane in front of you does not matter. If you wish to merge, make a complete stop until no cars are passing. 13) If you feel you are going fast, the fast lane i

To The Lette That I Hated On For Taking Jesse
i just want to apologize for being a cunt. im sure if youve loved someone and lost them to either someone else or in a fucked up manner you understand. i shouldnt have ever brought your heritage into the mix-bc thats low of me as a person and its not really who i am, im not racist or anything of the sort. youre a lette and for that i have to have some respect, just out of respect for the hatchet bc ive been down for way too long to fuck it up over some guy. i know you dont wanna hear it but, im sorry and i really do hope you and jesse-or whoever, is happy.mcl

Getting Screwed
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office but she belonged to someone else. One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have you!" But the girl said "NO!" Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend. She called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend said, "Ask him for $200, then pick up the money very fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She replied, "The bastard used coins!" Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety before agreeing to it and getting screwed.

Time Is A Problem
I have meet the most wonderful,amaazing woman. She's the hopes and dreams of my life. I'm hoping that god see fit to make this relationship last forever and we have a wonderful life together. I haven't felt this way about anyone in a long time. We have so much fun together and I hope the fun goes on and on. She has a way to make me appreciate life again, to make we " stop and smell the flowers". I really think I'm falling for her. I needed someone like her in my life because I was just going through the motions. Not looking forward to life it self. Now I have a reason to live and enjoy life again. Thank you Sue for being that wonderful you. Well, I'm sorry for rambling on. The reason for this blog is to say I won't be on as much as I have in the past so if I'm a little slow answering messages and comments, rest assured I will get back to all my wornerful friends on cherry tap. Thank you all and my god blees every one of you.

Oral
Cradled between my thighs He lifts me to his mouth. The abundance of my wetness greets him and his mouth overflows with my warm essence; My sweet taste is on his tongue and my fragrance delights his senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful nor cautious approach For he wishes to consume me. I Push against his hungry mouth I thrust against his generous tongue. I squeal in a unique way, signaling that he has found my special spot. He hardens in response. His jaws protest what his open mouth provides but he is unrelenting in his gift, intent only on my fulfillment. He can feel my body tense, and he is quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now, ecstasy approaches. I push hard and fast against his tongue, shameless in using him and he so willingly complies.

A Quickie Story...
You received the message as drinks with your friends for your birthday were winding down. It gave you an address and room number, and told you to be there at 12:30 am. You felt your pussy start to get wet the instant you read that - you would finally be used the way you so desperately wanted to... The address led you to a hotel downtown, and as you entered the lobby your heart began to race. No one would know why you were there, but for some reason you felt their eyes on your body, as if they knew that you were here for the sole purpose of pleasing your Master. As you walked quickly to the elevator bank, you could feel the wetness start to run down your legs and your nipples begin to press against the fabric of your bra and showing against your shirt. You entered the elevator, and as soon as the doors closed you couldn't help but slide your hand under your skirt and against your cunt. Right before the doors opened, you brought your fingers to your lips to taste your wetness.

Simply Glazed Pork Chop Dinner
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 4 servings 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 2 cups MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked 3 cups small broccoli florets 4 bone-in pork chops (1-1/4 lb.), 1/2 inch thick 1/4 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! CATALINA Reduced Fat Dressing 1/4 cup orange juice 3 Tbsp. maple-flavored or pancake syrup 2 Tbsp. sliced PLANTERS Almonds, toasted BRING broth to boil in medium saucepan on medium-high heat; stir in rice. Cover. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. Add broccoli; stir. Cover; simmer an additional 2 min. Remove from heat; let stand 5 min. or until broth is completely absorbed. MEANWHILE, heat large nonstick skillet sprayed with cooking spray on medium heat. Add chops; cook 4 min. on each side or until lightly browned on both sides and cooked through (160°F). Remove from skillet; cover to keep warm. ADD dressing, orange juice and syrup to skillet. Bring to boil on medium-high heat; cook 3 min. or

Well It Is My Birthday Tomorrow
well everyone it is my birthday tomorrow and i am going to be 30 and i am having a party tonight and tomorrow can't wait for this. i am happy that i am turning 30 and i have no answer why i am happy about that. i want to let everyone now that after this tomorrow i am not going to be on for awhile cause i have alot of things to do . hope to talk to everyone soon

Confused...
Ok so anyone who has read my last blog entry or talked to me knows that I was talking to someone who said they had cancer. I was told on Thursday night supposedly by his nephew that he had tried to take his vent tube out and was going into surgery. Then yesterday, his status on Yahoo IM said that he had passed away. And it still says that. I felt kind of bad for not believing that he was sick. However, now I am really confused. I was messing around here on Cherry Tap and all of a sudden it showed him online. I sent a shout asking who was logged onto his page, and never got a response. I sent an IM on Yahoo and asked as well and didn't get an answer there either. I am torn and confused I don't know what to believe. I don't want to believe that anyone would lie about something as serious as cancer, and passing away. I want to believe that he is at peace and is no longer in pain any more, both from the cancer and the tragedies he told me he had suffered. Yet at the same time, part of me s

Chemical Or Natural
Do you ask your Doc to look in his Physicians Reference Book for safe natural suppliments? Do you just trust that he/she is already aware of whats good for you. I don't rely on the FDA to protect me and my family. I've realized their only thinking of makeing them money. They limit your health potential and try to have you believe otherwise. What works for some won't for others. I hope to open your eyes to see you may be better off useing all Natural suppliments. So look into my information doorway site: www.atbuyit.com

Husband And Babysitter - Erotic Story
I should start out by telling you about us. We are a good looking, middle class white couple. We’ve been married for five years and are in our late twenties. My husband, Ken, and I dated in college and got married right after we graduated from college. During our college years, we both found three ways with another male satisfying and were involved in a few before we were married. Since then, we have been limited by the constraints of life but have still had time to participate in about one per year. It has never been anything we plan that far out ahead. It is usually spur of the moment opportunity that gets the ball rolling. That is how we fell into the situation in this story. My company throws our Christmas parties in February. It is odd but it makes it easier for reservations as we are not competing with anyone else’s Christmas party by then. It was announced that the party was the middle of February ahead of time so we could make arrangements. In the search for a babysitter, I wa

Idle Thoughts
Idle thoughts: - Sawyer and Kate. VERY hot! Wearing out that part on my Tivo. - CSI: NY was sooo predictable this week that I figured it out about five minutes in. - Toby hates it when I sing along with Heart. OK, so Heart in the mid-80's was... over the top, to say the least. But who hasn't warbled "Alone" a time or two? C'mon, admit it. You're singing along with it RIGHT NOW, aren't you? (Wasn't it nice of me to include it?) Heart, Alone 1987Add to My Profile | More Videos - Still haven't made it through a Cold Case without sobbing my eyes out, although last week's Anne Murray-accompanied finale was one of the worst. I include some resonant lines from tonight's Cold Case episode: "Oh, go ahead and judge me. You don't know what it's like to be a woman and want somebody to love you. But you're too old, you're too fat, you're too loud, you're too... something. And every damn thing hurts your feelings like it's the end of the world." =-=-=-=-=-= "He

Sexual Q & A's
Sexual Q & A's 1) Ever been to a strip club? Yep 2) Ever been to a bar? Yep 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Nope 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Nope 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Yep 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yep 7) Had sex in a car? Nope 8.) Had sex in a park? Nope 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Nope 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Yep 11) Had sex at work? Nope 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yep 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yep 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Not Yet! 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yep 17) Have you ever had a threesome? yep 18) Are your breasts real? Yep 19) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yep 20) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yep 21) Would you have sex with the person that posted this sur

Brown Sugar Made Me Do It
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1. I was born on Travis AFB, CA, USA 2. I was blonde until I was about 8 3. I laugh at my own jokes even if they're not funny because I can't help it. 4. I have one brother, a younger bro who is 23 5. I have a fascination with Asian culture 6.I look serious but I'm actually a big goofball 7. I have never kissed or dated someone who is blonde 8. I am an excellent cook, I just don't LIKE to cook 9. I believe that a true friend should never be abandoned 10. I love to write when things are rough in my life, it's my way to release some of the stress

My Senior Year In High School
Okay So I started my senior year in high school Life was good, My last year in school, No worries, A new neice to be proud of..yes life was good. I was heavily into drugs and drinking at this point but my mom still did not have a clue. I started having sex about this time too. About October, all my so called friends started dropping out and there i was still in school. even though i was into drugs to escape reality, i still had enough respect of myself to complete high school. So i made new friends. the so called "hicks" of the school. But they showed me what friend really are, they helped me get off the drugs. Even with these great friend I still felt that I was missing something. Though I maintained an happy appearence on the outside, i was actually very depressed in the inside. So i didn't have the drugs to escape, I continued with the cutting, though i kept it hidden very well. Right before Christmas break I tripped going down the stairs at school (blonde moment) an

One Day Left. Can You Help Me
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Chapter Viii: The Weekend
Chapter VIII: The Weekend Jennifer's engines were still running hotter than they ever had as the three of them walked through the breezeway. She glanced to the corner where she'd been with Todd Bridges that morning. She squeezed Dan's arm as she remembered how Todd had felt coming in her hand. She definitely owed Dan an extra exciting time. She'd left him hard all morning long, while she'd taken pleasure in making two other men come with her hand. She definitely owed him an extra good come. And it wouldn't be with her hand this time. Her mouth was going to do the work this time, and she would let Dan decide where to shoot his semen. She knew that she would enjoy his choice...wherever that would be. Squeezing her boyfriend to her, she glanced over at Shannon, wondering what thoughts were going through the young blonde's mind. She was about to ask her, when the toot of a car horn made the three of them look up. "Shit!" Shannon cursed. "It's Randy..." Randy was Shann

The Hidden
The hidden If beauty’s in the eyes of its beholder When I awoke I should have been blind For the beauty that I sought to behold Is one that shall never be mine’s? For beauty has a dark secret One which it will not reveal It seems it knows not how to love And it doesn’t know what to feel Instead it moves in silence Like creatures that stir in the night It appears when all is quite Then vanishes at dawns first light Maybe it lurks on the inside? Afraid to show its true form Maybe it s just an illusion Could it be that beauty has died Beauty took a hold of me The next thing I knew I was hooked But this beauty really became the beast More frightening then the one in the book It’s the beauty we see on the outside That captures us from the start It’s the ugliness that beauty reveals That will tear your heart apart © BlkLuvPotion 2006

The Fog
I wrote this one night when I was missing my sweet heart and the only communication we had was on the internet for quite a while. I am sure there are others out there that feel the same way. So Here it is.......... I am writing this to you as I sit here in the dark. Thinking of you and the distance that separates us and the fact that the only thing that I know of you is what to me seems to be but a dream. Words sent across cyberspace. There is no sustenance, nothing tangible that I can hold or touch, see taste or smell to keep my mind from wondering if you are but a dream. I lay my self down to rest my eyes for just a moment. As I drift into dreams sleeping, quietly warm and comfortable in my slumber. My mind is thinking of you. As I dream I am walking and I know you are out there waiting for me. I know that you long for my kiss, my touch, to love me and to be mine. I walk toward you and as I walk the distance to you grows and a fog sets in. I know your there and I look hard thro

Happy Thanksgiving!
Yes, it's the beginning of my favorite holiday. Thanksgiving! Woo hoo. Also referred to by my loving husband as the only day of the year "she likes to cook". Heh. Pumpkin pies are in the oven as we speak and soon, I'll start chopping up vegetables for the veggie tray, stuffing and turkey soup. I love to cook, I just love to cook big meals and spend all day making something wonderful. Everyday meals bore me I guess. We're having turkey, baked yams, pumpkin pie, peas & corn, turkey gravy (from scratch) and cranberry sauce. Oh and stuffing! For some reason, we decided to forgo the mashed taters this year. We'll see how that goes! So, what's your meal look like?

On The Top
On the Top All these vices...trivial prices we pay for the constant stimulation of just a moments maturation when the brain decides that things just don't add up to what they should be in retrospect... and now we hold ..... All these wishes...wasted kisses that showered the skin of madness around desire's corner while my clothes shed at your feet and you corupted the sweat that pooled on the small of my back in this constant motion.... Of this fire....almost expired as the dim flames try to leap from your tongue to my ears but I can't hear the voice that once sang the songs so clear now only reverberated sound lost.... To this being...always seeing the examples set in front of eager eyes open to the staples we follow to the hilt and then regret the lives we've destroyed at the hands of bliss and joy... Now an issue...didn't think...did you the greivous ramifications of what would come when your hands brushed away the traces, the cobwebs and h

Thoughts/comment Bl0g 2
Just doing another blog entry to see how it looks, plus people read the first bl0g entry I did so I figure what the hell. Point: How to post your own graphics in the comments section of CT?!? I honestly thought "commenthole" or "commentshack" was where you go for graphics, but I figured out how to display your own graphics in the comments section (sorry, I don't like using the same graphics 20 times in a row, and noone had a decent red rose graphic (I need to find more yellow roses though :). After looking at how these people do it, I figured this out. img src="http://members.shaw.ca/Griphin/cherryTap/MaidenKillers.jpg It starts with a You need webspace though, and a way to access it. On my webspace (members.shaw.ca/Griphin) I created a subdirectory called /cherryTap (yes, it's case sensitive) and that's where I have the MaidenKillers.jpg file (does this make sense?!?)). Play around with it, I'll look at it some other time and fix any errors. Nuff said...

An Example Of My Writing - From Mine
This book is available at www.loose-id.com From MINE - by Jill Noelle "Good morning," he said, his words catching as she released him and sat back on her heels. "Good morning, Michel," she answered him solemnly, but then flashed him a mischievous grin. "Did you sleep well?" "Mmmm...come here, you minx." Michel grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her down into his arms. "Yes, I slept well. For an entire hour." She snuggled against him, soft and warm and incredibly desirable. Michel took her hand and brought it down between them. "I want you. Again." "So I feel," she said, grasping his hard cock in her fist and caressing it lightly. "Michel, we have to talk." "Later," he said, thrusting his hips into her downward stroke. "No. Now." She stilled, but didnt release him. "It's morning, Michel. We only have a few days. You must begin my training." It took a moment for her words to penetrate his lust-clouded mind, but when they did, he shifted away from

To All My Friend
I am sick ant tired about heaing about the top ten you people need to quit you bitching. and then you guys asking for favors and never fullfilling them. I know I will probaly never be in the top ten so I am not worried about is and asking for favors then never returning them what is that bull shit and all these people bitching about points and moving up wtf is that people rally need to learn how to do there opwn shit or learn how to link I am sick and tire of all the bullshit ist is like a soapra here I though myspace was bad this is worst all you guy so is bitch about who is toping who who cares you need to grow up and leant to respect what you go and by the way I work hard for the points I get there is not may that help me do it but I don thank the people that do help. and I accually do do them favors so you guy just need to fullfil the promises you make is all I have to say if you want to get the respect you deserve maybe I am a little to nice at tinme but I hate getting taken advan

Power Of The Mind
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Strange..isn't it? "...CAN YOU?"

Miss Sexy Santa
Im going to be holding a Miss sexy santa Comp, I have 10 places up for grap, to enter just send me a photo of yourself wearing something to do with christmas. The winner will be decided on Comments. Each entry will be turned into a graphic with your name on 1st prize: $1000 gift 2nd prize: $500 gift 3rd prize: $300 gift 4th prize: $250 gift 5th -10th prize: $200 gift this is first come first serve, so send me the link to the photo in a private message...good luck to those that enter....

Be My Razorblade Valentine
Come to me.. You're still clothed in some of my skin. I still have the tattered remains from where your heart grew too papery-thin. I wrote love poems on it with the blood of a bear and buried it in the forest snow. Mixed with my tears .. I see the sand flow through the years. A secret buried within, so deep not even the heavens can hear. Won't you be mine my razorblade valentine Come to me.. make the circle complete

Worthy Causes
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Sex Survey
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Funny Ha Ha
The owner of a drugstore arrives at work to find a man leaning heavily against a wall. The owner goes inside and asks his clerk what’s up. “He wanted something for his cough, but I couldn’t find the cough syrup,” the clerk explains. “So I gave him a laxative and told him to take it all at once.” “Laxatives won’t cure a cough, you idiot,” the owner shouts angrily. “Sure it will,” the clerk says, pointing at the man leaning on the wall. “Look at him. He’s afraid to cough.”

14th Annual Holiday Celebration
wadsworth theatre 11301 wilshier blvd la calif 90073 on the grounds of the west la health center west of the 405 freeway for information call 310-770-7839 or vist the web site at www.vaevent.org all donations are tax deductible come out and meet jim belushi the scared heart band food fun and alot of stuff to do time starts at 1;30pm to 7;30pm thats on a sunday dec.3rd come out and support our troops that gave so much to us . active service and thier familys are wecocme. please come out and check this event out. thanks alot les (silverboy) madison just copy this and repost it to your site please.

I Want Some Answers..
WHO LIKES ME ???? Body: Lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool :] 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really kn

18 Months Ago
18 months ago I had four siblings, a wonderful hudsband, two great kids, a full time job, PTA president, a car and a nice house. 18 months ago my sister was killed by a drunk driver and my life changed. She turned 18 five days before she was killed. I was the strong one in the family and I held us together and did the entire funeral. Today I miss her more then ever. I should be helping get ready for her wedding, she should be here to see her four nephews and two nieces grow. She should be able to see my brothers first child born. Yet she is not. After loosing her my husband informed me he was no longer in love with me. The words every person hates to hear. I could not handle my sisters death and I stopped working outside the home. My job of almost 9 years did not matter. My kids mattered. I am still PTA president, I still have a car and a nice house. I have three siblings now, I own my business, and I am learning how to be a single parent. I love the laughter of my

Free To Be You And Me
Shit shit shit! I wrote this whole impassioned blog, and CT ate it! Bad CT, bad CT! Hope it gives you indigestion. *grumpily starts over* So, I was driving home from Cincinnati, listening to my iPod (LOVE my iPod, did I mention that?) when "Free To Be You and Me" came on. You know FTBYaM, right? Every boy in this land grows to be his own man In this land, every girl grows to be her own woman Take my hand, come with me where the children are free Come with me, take my hand, and we'll run To a land where the river runs free To a land through the green country To a land to a shining sea To a land where the horses run free To a land where the children are free And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be you and me Or, does any of this ring a bell? It's all right to cry Crying gets the sad out of you It's all right to cry It might make you feel better "Hi!" "Hi!" "I'm a baby!" "What do you think I am, a loaf

*my Current Personal Anthem*
++EVANESCENCE: WEIGHT OF THE WORLD++ Feels like the weight of the world Like God in heaven gave me a turn Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you Still in the dark, can you fix me? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be She's nothing to me Feels like the weight of the world Like all my screaming has gone unheard And oh I know you don't believe in me Safe in the dark, how can you see? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be

Love, Love And Simply Love
I couldn’t talk non stop; for after a while; the chords of my intricate throat started to hurt; and a gruesome hoarseness besieged my persona, I couldn’t walk non stop; for after a while; the soles of my feet started to ache; and the conglomerate of dreary bones in my body demanded celestial rest, I couldn’t write non stop; for after a while; my fingers swelled like a plump tomato; and the disdainful sweat on my palms started to drip obnoxiously on barren sheets of white paper, I couldn’t stare non stop; for after a while; my voluptuously soft cushion of lids fell down with a sigh; and the whites of my eye were desperate to get rid of the tumultuous stinging, I couldn’t eat non stop; for after a while; the tunnels of my stomach threatened to puke; and the buds of my tongue abhorrently repulsed the most exotic of taste, I couldn’t dance non stop; for after a while; the fantasy in my mind wholesomely subsided; and I inevitably collapsed on soil for my noctur

Chocolate Almond-orange Cake
Ingredients: * 1/2 cup sliced almonds, toasted* * 7 eggs, separated * 1-1/4 cups sugar, divided * 1 tablespoon water * 1/4 teaspoon freshly grated orange peel * 1/3 cup potato starch * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/4 cup cake meal * 1/4 teaspoon salt * Whole blanched almonds and strips of orange peel (optional garnish) * COCOA-ORANGE SAUCE(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 300°F. Place toasted almonds in food processor bowl; cover and process just until finely ground. Set aside. 2. Beat egg yolks in large bowl until thick and lemon colored. Gradually add 1 cup sugar, beating until thick. Stir in water and orange peel. Stir together potato starch, cocoa and cake meal; fold into yolk mixture. Fold in ground almonds. 3. Beat egg whites and salt in separate large bowl on medium speed until foamy. Gradually add remaining 1/4 cup sugar in small amounts, beating until stiff peaks form. Gently fold about 1 cup egg white mixtu

Unsure
I accidentally uploaded some pics into the wrong album and while i was correcting it to put them in the appropriate album i was flagged it would have been more respectful to me to message me and say hey do you know you did this.i made a mistake and i corrected it.sorry to vent but im just a little angry right now

Dr. Turi More Free Goodies For You All
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I Am Sorry That Some Folks Can't Access...
the internet from work, but I get a bit tired of all the complaints aiming at begrudging those that are able to access the internet from work. Here was my response to one person that placed such a complaint bulletin: "Just got to realize that the circumstances for those accessing from work might be very different because they have different kind of jobs that aren't your ordinary job. Myself included. I answer 60-100 crisis calls during my shift each shift I work. Some calls are 5 mins; others are close to 45 minutes or an hour; occasionally, you'll get the one that lasts much longer than that. Would you be able to do the same and remain cool? In between calls we are allowed to surf the net to remain alert and awake. Just saying.... Take into consideration that there are jobs of all sorts that help make our world go around. Just because your job doesn't allow you the luxury to surf every now and then, doesn't mean that the rest of the world isn't continually turning.

Native American Flutes
A Yuma flute player photographed in about 1865. He is playing a cane flute. This demonstrates that the flute, while not common among all Nations, did indeed stretch from the west to the east. The majority of the flute music heard in the contemporary world comes from the Plains Peoples, in terms of how the flute is made, and the modes of tunings, fingerings, and style. NATIVE AMERICAN FLUTES There are many stories among the various Nations as to the origin of the flute. Some American historians believe that the flute was developed after German organ-pipe craftsmen came to America in search of woods with which to make organ pipes. Given that these craftsmen did not arrive in America until the late 1700's, this could not be a plausible theory, as indigenous flutes dating back nearly 2000 years have been discovered by archeologists. The flute was used by some Nations in ceremony or healing at one time, but it has been said by the Elders that these ceremonies

I Feel Like An Idiot
I met this girl a year-and-a-half ago and even though we never dated we talked about it, albeit not often, but she told me she would definatly consider dating me. heres why i feel like such an idiot. I found out 20 minutes ago, she's married. I don't think she should feel obligated to tell me that (by the way, she got married before we met), but I really dont know what to do. I would post a mumm about it to see what people think i should do but i exceeded my mumm entries for the day. so now im going to blog asking for peoples opinions and then i can mumm it. so should I remain friends with the bitch or should I try (emphasis on try!) to move on?

*grrr! @these Muthafukas!*
i am 35 and i 2work in an auto shop with a bunch of guys whose avg age is 20-25. i usually am easy-goin n roll with their punches but sometimes their playful prodding crosses the line 2 downright disrespectful. i cant tell u just how @#$%^&* tired i am of hearing SHUT THE F**K UP evertime I open my mouth, whether it be 2ask a question or give some1 info. & i am SO sick 2DEATH of bein called BITCH as if they were callin me by name. rarely do i ever get addressed by my proper name. like i said, i try roll with the punches and laugh it all off but 2day, somethin inside snapped & the tears were uncontrollable. now er1 wants 2scoff @ me 4bein a CRYBABY. WTF?!?!?!? CRYBABY?!?!?!? where the HELL is the respect i'm due @VERY least 4bein a woman, let alone a woman 10-15yrs older than any of em. ENUFF IS ENUFF!!! no more tears... next time some1 steps outta line wit me, I'M BEATIN HIS ASS!!!! ok.. i think iv pulled myself back 2gether. thanks 4 "listenin"

Ya Last Name
A- A bangin kisser B- Fun when it comes to meeting new people C- Truly believe in love D- Have a big heart E- Have a nice ass F- People totally adore G- Deeply believe in love H- Someone everyone loves I- Popular with all types of people J- Like to try new things K- Have a nice butt L- People think your fine M- Never let people tell you what to do N- The best in bed O-Like to have a good time P- Have a big warm heart Q- Good in bed R- Very good personality and looks S- Have problems trusting people T -Very Funny U- Really laid back V- Not judgemental W- Hated by many, confronted by few X- Success comes easily Y- One of the sexiest people alive Z- very broad minded

The Old And The New
Just because something or someone new comes into your life, the old never really goes away. Its like looking for a new dog, after the one you had for 18 years leaves you. You think you want an energetic, cute, cuddily puppy, but what you find you are drawn too is the one that has those eyes that look at you just like the one that left did, his fur has the same silky touch and his wet sloppy kisses give you the exact same feeling in the pit of your stomach. So, you may choose something or someone new, but the old always has a very special place in your heart.

My Thoughts
how's come right around christmas every year my life turns to shit? i mean seriously... this year, i lost my job, and my head is just all fucked up. i'm stepping back from everything and reevaluating my life, and i'm coming up short. i swear i wish there was a bin laden type cave around here, i'd go to ground and never appear again! i just want to hide forever..... i don't know why i feel this way but i do, and i don't know how to change it. i get horribly depressed, and tinge on suicidal... every year it seems, but as each year passes my obsession with the darker side of life, and the opposite of life itself deepens, becomes stronger, and the these feelings seem to last longer each and every year. plus as i look around me i see all these happy couples and that depresses me because my bf is 2000 miles away, and i've never met him. i love him, we talk on the phone, on messenger, on skype, etc, but i've never held him and snuggled with him and i've never held his hand, gone out,

Defining Mr./mrs. Right
PinkY & The TurnTable TeRRorisT@ CherryTAP mentions in their 2006-12-03 23:07:00 commented upon my Just Friends blog posting that: "i find that the key words FINDING mr /mrs right is where ppl go wrong you wont find them when you are looking....they appear from no where When we are trying to fit the person to match what we like..we never find the right one..cause they are what we drew up...and the mask is on..until later we find they were what we didnt want the one we desire is most of the time...right there.....be it about this topic....the one u confide in most...and dont realize it...the one that we are fearing the contact cause of rejectin of simple conversation..or the one that doesnt even see it themself......." They are absolutely correct. If when you meet people and decide to take it to a new level, one has to have in their own minds, just what Mr./Mrs. Right might be defined to themselves. What characteristics that they can live with and those that that they ca

Laying It On The Line.......
So this is how fucked up my life is... Was married and w/my first husband 17 yrs,,, Divorced in 2000 (He was shot and killed in sept......) We have a daughter....Miranda. Stupid me.......gets married again,,, Paul.... Divorcing......don't know what i was thinking... OOOOOOOO yeah I believe in love and romance..... Yet I will never it see it happened...... So ppl........Please don't play me......im not as naive as you may think I am.....Getting stronger and standing on my own... Dont ask to cam or anything else........won't happen..... Dont ask anything sexual....wont answer... If you have NO respect for me as a HUMAN BEING......Then get out of my life.... Now its time to start living ........

Today And Today Only! :)
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com HEY ALL. I am going to fill in for the 9:00 am show today! It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). I AM NOW GOING TO BE ON TODAY DURING THE SAME TIME SLOT. :) PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Go With The Flow
Go With The Flow If the sky above seems cloudy And you are left out in the rain If you are searching for a rainbow But the colors bring you pain If your world is not revolving And there is no end in sight If you are looking for the sunshine But all you see is night If all around are smiling But all you can do is frown If you are tired of all this living When life just brings you down Then look beyond your teardrops At the wonders of this land The beauty of a flower Like velvet in your hand. Feel the air around you The smell of new mown hay Laughing children in the park The innocence there at play Imagine floating with a butterfly As she flutters between the trees Or the whispers of the ocean On warm hot summer's breeze Think of the taste of candy floss As it melts upon your tongue Or the melody of morning birds As they greet each day with song Remember words of beauty Told in your mother's embrace Feel the gentleness of her touch As s

The Death Of Common Sense
I just copied this from a MUM. I think it is awesome. Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense d

Fan Me, Comment Me, Rank Me, Just Show Me Love!
Fan me, comment me, rank me, just show me love! date: 2006-12-06 16:14:23 Fan me, comment me, rank me, just show me love! date: 2006-12-06 14:46:53 Please do people, i'll return it for those who havent thus far!

Slippery When Wet
Im not sure if its just me. Doesnt it kinda suck that you have to be a level 5 to post a mum and a level 10 to start a lounge. I really surprised that I can post a blog at only level 3. And why Im on that subject I totally love each and everyone who help me become a 3. I really am trying to get to each and every one who has became a friend or fan. I been having trouble with the site being a little slow. But I will do my best to get back to everyone soon. Thanks so much for the Love Guys and Gals. Sweets

Angels & Demons
These are ferocious times, chasing, like animals through the streets, we find our selves, in dark hide-aways, from these fierce, lunging things. They are us though, following us through time, and place, monsters, but our making. From childhood, on through, our little demons, our little angels. Protecting, attacking, flee, defend. Ours. In these times, more so, more at us, every day, more of us, extended, every way. Our angels and demons grown huge, they follow us, we don't follow them.

Nothing Really
i just wanted to say that i find it intresting that ppl would actually rate u or a photo a one. wtf?? if u do that dont fucking bother. not that its a big deal, but it seems that most ppl on here are cool but i guess theres always those other ppl

Christ-mass Thingy
only 14 days till that morning where i cant shop anymore and no cash to finish up my list. granted i dont have much more to get but its coming down to the line its always so hectic. sucks that works got no overtime this year -bastards being productive and smooth operating. this is usually where i make the bulk of mmy yearly income. well that was my rant on the other hand it will be over soon and then the good holiday the one dedicated to drinking in public and watching a ball drop" no not your fifth birthday perv" new years.

Music, Circa 1991 (poem)
Music, Circa 1991 this was when, even though we understood that it was no longer new, (but not understanding that youth’s dumb green fields require at least minimal establishment for recognition, we thought ourselves so hip and underground), it was new to us and we stood gazing at it, starry-eyed and oh-so-green, reverent, because we still believed in reverence, and in the healing power of the words, of the music. and we still believed in Bobby Dylan, had not yet seen him stumbling, drunk, muttering incoherently into the mike on a corporate-sponsored stage. and we still believed in Kurt, oh yes, how in love we were with our golden god, and we did not, could not, see, we did not yet know that he couldn’t cut it. and we didn’t understand Paul when he said “sometimes even music cannot substitute for tears,” copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Lost Worth
There's not much to me that you can't see The pain in my life is what made me me You wonder why my trust is hard to find Because never in my life have I been blind Abused in every way that I know Theres not much left inside to grow I'm always suspicious of whom I care I learned early in life nothings fair I'll always be cautious no matter what you do I believe one of these days you'll hurt me too I don't perceive you as full of harsh intent It just seems the way my life is meant To end in pain, stuck in the past Nothing worth happiness ever seems to last

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Robert Frost

Would You Be Offended?????
If you hadn't had sex with your girlfriend for a few days.Would you be offended if your partner said something like this .First let me set the mood. Its early in the morning and you haven't had sex in a couple of days because you don't want to take the chance.You roll over to your partner and say "I have got to get to my house today so I can grab condoms because if I don't I'm going to go insane if I get any today".Mind you its said in a way to be humor not to be taken to serious but any relationship i have ever been in Sex is a good thing shared between you and your partner.But instead of agreeing the other partner says "I felt like you were treating me like a whore when you said that".Does this sound extreme?I have since broken up with this person and just never asked anyone if this was crazy.Please let me know your opinion...-Ryan

My Angel
My heart was once an open book Pages blowing in the wind Each page with a torn and tattered look Pages that seemed to have no end Each page was ripped out freely Their value left unknown For those pages represented me My heart beat on its own Once the pages were all but lost I opened up my eyes I needed help at any cost It was then I realized By tearing out my pages Giving without a cause Allowed me to be courageous Overlooking obvious flaws Mistaken feelings of love Were left in the open gaps Games I'd grown weary of Became a recurring mishap With only one page remaining I wanted to do things right Feeling frightened and untrusting Then I caught a noble sight I knew I'd seen an angel One whom I longed to be near I took a step, and then I fell Forsaken, I shed a tear For I knew this angel had seen me She'd reached out and touched my hand But her heart was under lock and key So with my open book I ran I don't know where I was running The

On Every Journey There Is A Meaning.... A Poem I Wrote
On Every Journey There Is A Meaning Sometimes life seems to just pass us by, Leaving our tomorrows with endless why's. Our minds race to see what lyes ahead on the journey's we make, But we cant pick or choose what paths we decide WE want to take. We knew from the start what we were chosen to do in our heart, But the future is blinded to us as we must start at the beginning part. Each path would take us to places unknown and we would face fears, There are even paths that lead us to waterfalls made from our tears. Every day we continue on one step at a time always getting a little farther, Even tho some steps and some days seem to be getting harder and harder. Some search for different things, maybe even a kind of healing, But if we trust in the Father we know and accept *On Every Journey There Is A Meaning* written by: Debbie Frensley

Wedings
A woman who had been married three times walked into a bridal shop one day and told the sales clerk that she was looking for a wedding gown for her fourth wedding. "Of course, madam," replied the sales clerk, "Exactly what type and color dress are you looking for?" The bride to be said: "A long frilly white dress with a veil." The sales clerk hesitated a bit, then said, "Please don't take this the wrong way, but gowns of that nature are considered more appropriate for brides who are being married the first time - for those who are a bit more innocent, if you know what I mean? Perhaps ivory or sky blue would be nice?" "Well," replied the customer, a little peeved at the clerk's directness,"I can assure you that a white gown would be quite appropriate. Believe it or not, despite all my marriages, I remain as innocent as any first-time bride. You see, my first husband was so excited about our wedding, he died as we were checking into our hotel." "My second husband and I got int

Permission Slip
Ha Ha Ha this is tooo funny! APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE GIRLS Name of Girlfriend/Fiancé/Partner/Wife: I’m going out. Signed: (me) _____________________________ ************************************************* APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband: I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period: Time of return: Date: Time of departure: NOT to exceed: Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my mobile after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol

I Know What I Want For Christmas!
I THINK I HAVE ALL THIS FIGURED OUT. MOST PICS CAN NOW BE VOTED ON BY ANYONE. IF THE PIC IS NSFW AND THE LINK DOES NOT SEEM TO WORK, THEN ADD ME AS A FRIEND AND TRY AGAIN. HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL AND I HOPE YOUR CHRISTMAS LOOKS AS BRIGHT AS THIS: Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, December 15, 2006 and will en

My More Recent Work My Older Work Will Be Here As Soon As I Have The Time To Type It Out
rolling darkness A black existence. Where sky meets earth on the terrible horizon. Stretching out for centuries. Extending on and on in mingled, primordial shades of dimness. Mists mixing with air mixing with sky. And here I sit, so trivial. A fleck of sand in a wasteland of shattered glass. So disappointed. Wholly unmindful of the wonders of the world. Far too weary from regret. I peer out, through rust scented screen, out into the great, abyssal world below. And all at once, as the whistling wind and cooling rain blow in upon me I hear the howling moan. It burrows deep into my heart. A promise carried within the ungodly sound, an oath of suffering. And grief is abruptly summoned by this night. And with it, the uninvited monster of woe. Limitless, this beast, but with a soft, melodic whisper. It begs for me to relent. Implores that I would yield to it’s enticing request. The world opens it’s infinitely vast mouth and the mist below me presents itself with a loving vow. A promise

The Friend I Am
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. by k d

Nyc Sights
Just some thoughts on how NYC is both wonderful and stressful during the Holidays. There are so many wonderful sights to see so there are so many people who come and see them, The tree is beautiful so everyone drives in to look at it. The stores have amazing displays so the sidewalks get over crowded with everyone looking at them. The stores have great sales so eeveryone is in the stores grabbing the last item before you can reach it. The subways are packed but you feel like you need a cigarette after. Happy Holidays to all.

Winter Solstice
Winter Solstice, or Yule, is held on or around December 21st. It marks the shortest day of the year (in the Northern Hemisphere) and is an important holiday to those who follow the old ways.To the ancients, it appeared as if the Sun and Moon stopped in their flight across the sky—this is the longest night of the year and was a time of both anticipation and rejoicing at the Sun's rebirth out of the Goddess.The Sun's representation as the male divinity, or celestial ruler, predates Christianity. As with other rituals and celebrations, the Church felt that by assimilating this holiday into the Christian beliefs, it would help convert those who still followed the Olde Way.Symbolism of the Winter SolsticeFire and candles are important to many pagan holidays.The Winter Solstice marks a crucial part of the natural cycle. In a real sense, the sun begins anew its journey toward longer days, times of new growth and renewal of the world once again. In a spiritual sense, it is a reminder that in o

Nice Guys
you know why us nice guy's finish last i have figured this out the hard way. here it is we are all nice an supportive we listen to thier feeling and accually care what they have to say. we should just learn to ignore them and just fuck the shit out of them and go to sleep just venting. don't know if i will but going to try i already fuck the shit out of them just need to ignore them now

These Past Two Days...
this week has been pretty interesting... i woke up yesterday and found out that i had to go to the damn dentist! they pulled my wisdom teeth..... and now im in paiN! today was good b/c my best friend Jorge, and my friend Oscar came over.... played some xbox.... chilled it was a chill-axe day!

Texas
The only place in the world where they make Dr. Pepper according to the original formula is in Dublin, Texas. Dr Pepper was invented in Waco in 1885. There is no period after the Dr in Dr Pepper. According to the Texas Department of Transportation, one person is killed annually painting stripes on the state's highways and roads. Rodeo is the official state sport of Texas, though High School Football is more popular. In the mid 1980s, the employee cafeteria at Motorola in Austin had to stop serving food that contained poppy seeds because people showed false positives for opium when they were drug tested. Since then, the company reintroduced poppy seeds, and added Valium and several anti-depressants to a list of things not to bother testing for. Early Spanish missionaries in Texas hoped to encourage the spread of European values by offering flannel underwear to Native Americans. People who moved to Lockhart, Texas in the 1950s are still considered by natives of the town to be

These Walls
These Walls These walls i'm locked behind Reach from floor to sky, I built it myself, My pain sealed inside. I'll never get out, You'll never get in, Though we pound on the walls They're hard as steel. It's too high to climb, Just give up, I'm here to stay So don't even try, You can't make this pain go away. These walls, Prison and sanctuary, Never to be hurt again, Yet enprisoned from love come my way.

Thanks To Everyone That Voted For Me!!!
I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone that voted for me. I came in 2ND PLACE....which is totally cool. I won a pair of diamond earrings :) Plus I was only 30 votes away from 1st place. So it was really close. I could not of placed at all with out everyones support. Everyone's vote really meant a whole lot to me. I have much luv for all my friends and fans. Thank you all again for your support :) I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Jess

The Book I'm Working On Now. Not Finished
The Witch Hunter. CHAPTER 1 I stood near an old headstone in the Evergreen Cemetery watching as they lowered my brother Jacob’s casket into the ground. We had been the best of friends for over thirty years. I had been his best man when he married his wife Catherine. I felt a single tear run down my right cheek as I thought back to better days. I quickly wiped away the tear with my right hand as I turned and started walking towards the cemetery gate. A little grin did appear on my face as I was walking out of the cemetery. I thought back to when Jacob and I walked through the door way of Merlin’s school of magic. Our parents were so proud that we had been accepted. They were even more pleased when after our graduation we both were offered jobs in the Bureau of magic. I don’t think they would have been so eager for Jacob and I to accept the Bureau’s offer if they would have known what we were going to be doing. As I walked along the sidewalk I still remember the day Jacob

New Cherry Procedures
I don't feel CherryTap staff is trying to censor people, but to spare us the annoyance of spammers who find multiple ways of getting through to users. I am an oper on a network that caters to music lovers and chatters, and spammers always find ways to run rampant and cause havoc. Why should a website be any different, especially a popular one such as this? Without the checks Cherry is implimenting it would be very easy for malicious users to take down this site for periods of time, depriving us all of that which we enjoy. So try and think beyond your own inconveniences before you go and criticize the staff for actions they take which you might not understand. And feel free to disagree with me....

Hello
my sexy ass friends.. yep we got less then a week to go before it is 2007. So what are your New years shit? Will me.. Letting go of the hatin bitches. lieing asshole. Men that can be honest with women. And be the best mom i can be with my kids. So feel free to leave Nice comments .... no rude. or hateful shit. my mom always told me if you cant say something nice then keep your mouth shut....

Fake Friends
I hate when someone tries to pretend to be your friend but then turns around and stabbs you in the back... and it doesn't even have to be in a big way either. A small lie or cross word can hurt just as much as a physical action. I admire those who are TRUE friends because they are so hard to comebye. Thus; the reason I am here, to try and make REAL friends. You'll never know when you will need a true friend in a pinch. For instance if something were to go terribly wrong and you suddenly find 'friends" have turned on you "family" has shunned you,what then will you do. I'll tell you Find that one true friend that can truely be counted on and you will find yourself at peace in the thought of security. Anyone who I truely have befriended is treated greatly by me. Need a place to crash for the night... come on in, need some one to back you... I'll be right there! True friend ship is not overated. That is why I'm here. Cause I'd choose to have a hand full of real friends rather than be ami

Romance Or Storm
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Two lovers, face to face, drowned in curiosity, Blissfully fall, Endlessly, And completely, Into their own limitless lust. Passion sweeps through their veins, As if a drug controlling their impulses. The first brief meeting of crimson lips, Drives a force greater than any storm. A short calm as they part. Perhaps in hopes of finding, Some recognition, As to what the proceedings may include. The teases of the first kiss, however, Merely stokes the coals, Which now grow red with curiosity, Lust and excitement. Noble intentions travel along a forgotten road, Narrowly escaping contemplation. Intrigue surpasses all rational thought, Perhaps even manipulates it. The impulsive result, Is intricately woven with, Instant gratification, To produce an infatuation with pleasure, Which tempts yet more passionate intervention, Upon seemingly mundane physical boundaries. The two sus

Sick To Death
I am so fuckin sick and tired of EX's!! Why am the one that has to do his dirty work when he decides he is not coming to pick up the boys? Why do I have to be the one to disappoint them? It's just not fuckin fair. He can't leave the past in the past, and it's just tearing us further apart. I dread the phone ringing and seeing his name come across it. If answer, its hell to pay. If I don't he just keeps blowin the fuckin up til I finally do, and by that time I'm pissed, and all shit hits the fan anyway. I was sleeping soundly tonight, then the fuckin rang. I ignored the first 3, but he never stops. So my dumbass answers and its an instant fight. Now I'm awake, pissed, I have a fuckin headache from hell, and I need to rant. I have to tell my boys tomorrow that their daddy is not coming to pick them up again. I get to see the disappointment on their lil faces, not him. I'm kinda sorry for leaving my husband, cause obviously thats all I knew for 7 yrs, but I'm really sorry for what it

Atkins Or Bust...atkins Or Bust...i'm A Fat Whore
i am so out of control. i dont get it. i do so well for a little while, and then i go INSANE. if ya havent paid attention to my shit, i gained 3 lbs since weigh in day. and you would think that would give me motivation to do better...but no!! it makes me do WORSE. like here in a minute, i'm about to order a damn pizza. yeah, good idea fatty. so tomorrow, i'm starting the atkins diet. i am i am. it works. i'm gonna do it until i get down to 120 pounds, and then i'm gonna control myself really hard, so if i get back up to around 125, thats fine, but i'll try not to. i threw the atkins plan out a long time ago...even though it did work on me once. one of my friends was looking at pictures of me and he made a comment about how skinny i looked in this one picture...and i'm like oh yeah that was thanks to atkins. you can maintain your weight after losing it with atkins...you just cant go all insane and eat 45 pizzas after you lose the weight. LOL okay i was exaggerating, but you know

About Sex!!!
7 kinds of sex! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS.

Oh Dear
my scarybirds site seems to have disappeared so all the links tht are on me page are not working which is a pain in the arse anyway will look into it, its obviously something I have forgotten to do. bollocks i can do without this at this time. Kerry

Things About Me
IF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY NOW ITS MARVIN EDWARD JACKSON JR OF FLUVANNA COUNTY, VIRGINIA I'M 24 YEARS MARRIED AND A YEAR OLD SON, I HAVE LIVE WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A NORMAL LIFE BUT MOST SEE MY LIFE AS NOTHING BUT MISTAKE, BUT I JUST BRUSH IT OFF EVERY TIME BUT THERE IS SO MUCH BULLSHIT THAT ONE PERSON CAN DEAL AND I THINK I HAVE PRETTY MUCH REACH THAT POINT SO AS THE DAYS GO I FIGHT, I STRUGGLE AND I OVERCOME EVER LAST MISTAKE THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE MADE AND ONLY TO PROVE THEM WRONG AND THAT MY MISTAKES ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE NOW I WILL SAY I HAVE DONE SOME DUM SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER LET GO OF BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER BLOG, THE THINGS PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS I'M NICE VERY EASY TO GET ALONG WIT AND HARDLY EVER GETS MAD, I LOVE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES PS2, PS3 XBOX, XBOX 360, SPORTS I LOVE TO PLAY ANY SPORTS BASKETBALL FOOTBALL ANY THING YOU CAN THINK OF DOING I'LL DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT BECAUSE THATS WHO I AM UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY FUCKIN DUM I DOIT AND HAVE

Grand-pa
Fill not your hearts with pain and sorrow. But remember me in every tomorrow. Remember the joy, the laughter, and the smiles. I’ve only gone to rest for a while. Although my leaving cured my hurt And has given me relief. So dry your eyes and remember me, Not as I am now, but as I used to be. Because, I will remember you all And look on with a smile. Understand in you hearts…. I’ve only gone to rest a while. As long as I have the love of each of you, I can live my life in the hearts of all of you. R.I.P....Slim Swafford Born October 5 Died March 22,2000

Its All About Families
> > I see so many different "families" on here, so I decided to start my own! *FREAKS R US* ITS A FAMILY OF INKED AND PIERCIED people which i havent seen a family of yet,If you decide to join my family, there are only a couple of little rules. > > > > 1> You must repost any bulletin another family member posts > > 2> You must vote on all of the other family members pics (even nudes & yes even if the same sex) > > 3> You must help promote any member that is in a contest to help them out > > 4> You must never forget to show all Family members love every day that you are on. They need the love, cause they have a SavagE HearT! > > 5> You must have *FREAKS R US* family at the end of your name at all times to stay in the family! > > 1-1-07 UPDATE!!! OK SO I BEEN ASKED DO YOU HAVE TO BODY TO BE A PART OF THE FAMILY. THE ANSWER IS NO! JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT HAVE BODY ART, DOESNT MIND YOU DONT LOVE IT! SO THE FAMILY IS NOW POEN TO EVERYONE! > > I highly doubt there will be many more

The Execution Of Saddam.
Ya know, I don't deny that the man is a tyrant and a criminal who deserves to pay for his crimes... But I just have to say I'm a bit disappointed...and ashamed...to see how many people are actually ENJOYING this. It makes me kind of regret the fact that I'm a part of the human race...a race of people who could actually RELISH in the thought of seeing someone put through the horror of hanging. I wonder just how much better than Saddam the rest of us really are...

Hello All
Since it's my first time here, I thought I would drop a blog thanking all of you for the sweetness I've recieved since arriving. Thank You for all the adds, rates and fans!! Hugs and kisses to all of you . .well, unless you like it rough. In that case, What the hell are you doing out of your pen?! Looking forward to meeting more of you. Stay Well All.

Happy New Year
Everyone Be Safe Out There. Does anyone have any New Year Resoulutions? Mine is to saaaave money and make more truthful friends towards my journey of life oh and to not fuck around on my man while he's away(lol)

Wanting You With Me
I CLOSED MY EYES AND THE TEARS BEGAN TO FALL I WAITED FOREVER IT SEEMED FOR YOUR CALL. I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND SOFTLY WHISPERED YOUR NAME BUT I HEARD NO ANSWER, ITS DRIVING ME INSANE SO I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND I BOWD MY HEAD I PRAYED TO GOD, AND THIS IS WHAT I SAID, DEAR GOD I COME TO YOU A FRIGHTENED LONELY SOUL, HELP US BE TOGETHER AND MAKE OUR LIVES WHOLE. BRING US TOGETHER HELP US FIND A WAY, MAKE OUR LOVE STRONG, THESE THINGS I PRAY. SO GOD IF YOU HEAR PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER SHOW ME THE DIRECTION GOD, AND TAKE ME THERE... WRITTEN 12-31-06 TO A VERY SPECIAL MAN.......

'you Know What Barry Whites Penis Looks Like?'
so again, and it being new years... i'm pretty hammered... so dont mind the typo's...peabodys tonight was kinda a small turnout... but still fun was had by those that attended minus the random creepy guys trying to mack on sinmora or my friend for the night... hooray for the "everyone gets laid" parties heh... anyway... met Seth from Wmms and he's a fan of Sinmora and porn... so it works out that he ended up meeting here when she was hammered... we swapped cel #s and he put an ad for chaoschicks on the air so im really confused/suprised all in one shot heh....anyway weve been drinking way too much free alcohol tonight... and as sinmora's a cheap date... this is the result of said drinking as sinmora is face down on my floor as we speak... she just has some kind of fascination with humping that monkey...and the title of said blog... was from her as I had my barry white voice in full effect and drunkenly calling random strangers whos number I didn't know on my, or friends cel phones heh.

My Zodiac Thingy... *lol*
Okay, so this is gonna look weird b/c I'm technically a Virgo but I act like a Libra, so I'm posting both of them. You don't like it, tough... Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: G

Please Read And Pass It On. No Joke!
Subject: Be Careful Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh you of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1) Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2) Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3) If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. Th

Like A King Without A Crown
Strip away the layers and reveal your soul Got to give yourself up and then you become whole You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low You want God but you can't deflate your ego If you're already there then there's nowhere to go If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat Ask Jah for mercy and he'll throw you a rope You're looking for help from God you say he couldn't be found Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground Like a King without his Crown Yes, I wanna get down A King without his Crown Yes, you keep fallin' down You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground Given up your pride and the you heard a sound Out of night comes day and out of day comes light Nulli

Waking From The Darkness
~ Waking from the Darkness ~ Out from the shadows emerges a woman who for so long found comfort in the darkness. It was lonely. She was scared. No, it wasnt meant to be that way, but it happened. The two hearts that once beat as one, began to lose its rhythm. Denial set in. Distance was created. Although her body ached for comfort and pleasure She knew not how to please him. Numbness set in. Life went on. Growing further and further apart, the bond was broken. What once was, no longer is. Its over. Life goes on. PRB

The Woe Of Man!!!
Ok SO i am really not sure where to start with this. This shows me how much some parents truly do not give a flying fuck about their children. I have this applicant who is dying to join the Army. If he could keep the weed out of his system he would have been in a long time ago. He is sitting in my office as i type this at 1025hrs on 6 jan 07. I just found out that, the week of christmas his father spent in the hospital becuase of a crack overdose. His father left the hospital before he was supposed to came to the house in the middle of the night picked up his little brother and left for Columbus. This kid has no furniture, no food, has electricity nad running water and heat and thats it. he told me he has been rotating through friend house for food and to get laundry done. I want him to come stay with me so i can make sure he is taken care of, but i cannot becuase it is against the rules and regulation of a recruiter, I am at a complete and total loss as to what to do for this k

Sweetest Cherry
The Who Do You Think Is The Sweetest Cherry On Cherry Tap? contest is now open. And I am in it. Please come and vote and show me some love. I would do the same for you. Thanks! I luv you all !! Take care, Muah !!

I Dun Giva Fukk!!!
as i sit here with ma newport i relize how life is so short half ma life spent in court what did i do 2 deserve this shit mayne fuk it i dont give a fuk one lil bit step up to me n git hit haterz n fakez stay tha fuk away from me i hate u all so let it b its hard to b a fefe and a g yall actin like yall know me baby let me push 1 mo key then i can finally rest yall know im tha best ~*~*~*~muahz~*~*~*~

Torture Me
I torture myself with dreams of you. hoping and wishing they may come true. when reality hits, I know u don't feel the same. Yet I still sit here, and breathe your name. I think of your face tracing lines that are in it and wonder who or what it is that made your skin split. I want to feel you,heal you make you sane in this crazy world be your protection from all that is hurled. still I sit and wonder why I torture myself why I can't just tell you take my courage off the shelf why can't I tell you I care that you do something to me that I just want to be there to be near thee. A Desa Original

Guilty Till Proven Innocent...
heh... witch hunting... if you drown...you're not a witch... if you don't drown...you're one...and they burn you on the stake... they'll stick knife into your body to find that particular spot...the witch's spot where it's not supposed to hurt... so too bad if you die from the wounds they inflicted...so you're innocent... either way...you lose... heh...

Shawnie Story
i try my best to write right but its hard for me cuz i cant hear right and i write like when i talk to u but im sorry abt that but i will still try my best to write right way so if people dont like it so they can fuck off !!!!!!!!!1

Dom School?
HOW DO DOMS KNOW?? Psst.... There is a super-secret school all Doms attend. Knowledge of this kinky institution is a closely guarded secret. Revealing its location is punishable by death! Nah, you say? It must be true. How else would they all know? Know that exact tone of voice that turns the simplest request to a command. No matter that i'm dead tired and feeling entirely unsexy, The Tone curls around my belly, slides down and starts the juices flowing. I hate that! Then there's The Grip. Natural and unobtrusive as breathing, His fingers twine in my hair, effortlessly gripping and pulling me to Him. This instantly transforms my knees and will to jello. I'm helpless to resist as He guides my head to the location of His choice. Sigh! But then the worst is The Look, a piercing study that bares my every thought to said Dom. The Look conveys a stern reminder of His Dominance and my submission. Rational though instantly ceases and I fall prostrat

Before I Go Off To Rest For A Bit
Should have mentioned this a week ago when it was on, since it won't be after tonight (though the piece will be again in different performances, and probably this one again too.) If you have RealPlayer or the browser plugin and would like to hear one of my two or three favorite pieces out of curiosity, before 2am this morning EST, either open this URL in RealPlayer- http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio/aod/shows/rpms/radio3/throughnight_tue.rpm or this URL in your browser- http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/throughthenight/pip/sc6xz/ (and click the "Listen to this episode for up to 7 days after broadcast" link.) It's the Stenhammar quartet (his fourth of six, written around 1904), beginning about 37 minutes (maybe 35, with introduction by the announcer) into the 6-hour night program and lasting - in this performance - about 35 minutes. Dedicatee of the work was Stenhammar's friend Jean Sibelius, who later dedicated to Stenhammar his own 6th symphony, a work with a few similar qualitie

Like A Fat Kid With Cake
Your words fill me up, Like a fat kid with cake. Days without you, Make my heart ache. What is it we have, What is this I feel? I know you are far, But I know this is real. I know you make me sing, And warm me to the bone. I can feel your arms around me, Even when I’m alone. Whatever this is we have, Whatever it is you’ve done. I thank the powers that be, For sending me this one. You’re sweet and funny, You’re kind and smart. You’ve reached right in, and warmed my cold heart. A Desa Original

Chicken Paprika
A chicken recipe simmered with paprika and sour cream. INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup butter * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 5 to 6 pounds chicken parts (about 2 broiler-fryers, cut up) * 1 medium onion, sliced * 1/2 cup sliced carrot * 1/2 cup sliced celery * 2 tablespoons paprika * 3 tablespoons flour * 1 tablespoon ketchup * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1 can chicken broth, about 1 3/4 cup, undiluted * 1/2 cup sour cream PREPARATION: In a Dutch oven or large, heavy skillet, heat 2 tablespoons of butter and 1 tablespoon vegetable over medium heat. Brown chicken, a few pieces at a time, until golden on all sides. Add more butter and oil as needed. Remove chicken pieces as they brown; set aside. To the same Dutch oven, add onion, carrot, and celery; sauté for about 5 minutes. Stir in paprika; cook 1 minute. Remove from heat; stir in flour, ketchup, salt, and pepper. Gradually stir in chicken broth and co

A Guy Named Bob
POOR BOB Bob works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bob! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Bob. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd like his usual and Brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her, she's the waitress from the golf club. I always have A Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey. " A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bob, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Bobby. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Bob's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Bob follows and spots he

She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

You Are My Falling Star
Go and catch a falling star, Get with child a mandrake root, Tell me where all past years are, Or who cleft the devil's foot, Teach me to hear mermaids' singing, Or to keep off envy's stinging, And find What wind Serves to advance an honest mind. If thou be'st born to strange sights, Things invisible go see, Ride ten thousand days and nights, Till Age snow white hairs on thee; Thou, when thou return'st, wilt tell me All strange wonders that befell thee, And swear No where Lives a woman true and fair. If thou find'st one, let me know; Such a pilgrimage were sweet, Yet do not; I would not go, Though at next door we might meet. Though she were true when you met her, And last till you write your letter Yet she Will be False, ere I come, to two or three

My Heart, My Head And My Balls!
The human body is a kingdom were every organ wants to be king. In every man there are three leaders who try to impose their law. This permanent struggle(fight) is the biggest source of troubles. A longtime war between the head, the heart and the balls. Would the young ladies excuse us if we do weird things. If one day we are lambs and if the next day we are wolves. It is because of the disputes in our body between our head, heart and balls. My heart is a true sponge, always tend to open. But my head is a soldier who is rarely allowed to move. My balls are motivated, they would like to take this brunette. But there is one that doesn't want it, damn my balls give me a headeache. My head said to my heart that it doesn't give a shit about my balls. But my balls listened and said my head had no heart. And as my heart has no balls, my head is not ready to be afraid. My heart is weak. And when my heart loses his head, my balls stay well in the warmth. And if my head leaves it over to my b

How Do I Tell You ?
HOW DO I TELL YOU?? HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE MY LIFE HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE BEAT OF MY HEART HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE MY BREATH HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE BLOOD IN MY VEINS HOW DO I TELL YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY SOUL HOW DO I TELL YOU ARE IN EVERY THOUGHT HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE EVERY CELL IN MY BODY HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE REASON I LIVE HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I GUESS I JUST SAY I LOVE YOU AND PRAY YOU HEAR AND KNOW IT'S THE TRUTH I LOVE YOU MY KAT MY DESIRE AND AM COMMITED TO OUR LOVE OUR LIFE OUR FAMILY !!

If Only...
Sorry for the formatting I just dont have time right now to fix it...My aunt sent this to me and I thought it worth sharing... ################################### WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. >> PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? >> >> >> My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has >> been completed. >> >> Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our >> mission in Iraq is complete. >> >> This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American >> forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is >> now to begin the reckoning. >> >> Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries >> which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is >> short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland >> are some of the countries listed there. >> >> The other list contains everyone no

About Erotic Dreams
Even in this sexually ‘open’ age, people are often worried because they've had dreams with a sexual content. In particular, it can be very disturbing if, in a dream, you do something that would be totally shocking for you in real life! For instance, a woman who leads an extremely chaste and respectable life may be troubled by dreams in which she has rampaging sex with dozens of handsome males. Similarly, a man who prides himself on being 'straight' and who actually dislikes homosexuals, may be quite shattered to find that he has dreams in which he is engaging in sexual fondling with some good-looking guy! However, a lot of people are not disturbed by their sexual dreams and simply enjoy them for what they are. This is normally the best attitude to take. Why do we have sexual dreams? We dream because of the intense activity that is constantly going on in our subconscious minds. And since sex is one of the most powerful of all human drives, it's not surprising that so many

Hangover Ratings For 2007
Hangover Ratings 1 star hangover No pain. No real feeling of illness. You slept in your own bed and when you woke up there were no traffic cones in there with you. You are still able to function relatively well on the energy stored up from all those vodka and Red Bulls. However, you can drink 10 bottles of water and still feel as parched as the Sahara. Even vegetarians are craving a Cheeseburger and a bag of fries. 2 star hangover No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay but you have the attention span and mental capacity of a stapler. The coffee you hug to try and remain focused is only exacerbating your rumbling gut, which is craving a full English breakfast. Although you have a nice demeanour about the office, you are costing your employer valuable money because all you really can handle is some light filing, followed by aimlessly surfing the net and writing junk e-mails. 3 star hangover Slight headache. Stomach feels crap. You are definitely a spa

Self Made "make Up My Mind" 101
OK. I don't have enough status to create a real MUMM, so here goes: 1) Should I tell my hubby that though I love him dearly, I want to play around? 2) If yes, should I tell him that I wish only to play with women? 3) If yes, should I give him permission to watch us?

Thanks
RIGHT NOW I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THANKS FOR ALL OF U THAT HAVE PUT UP WITH ME..I REALLY SCREWED UP BIGG TIME WITH SOMEBODY...AND I THINK THE BEST THING FOR ME IS TO JUST DELETE MY ACCT OFF CHERRY TAP, BUT B4 I GO I WILL LEAVE 1 MORE COMMENT WITH IN THE NEXT DAY OR SO.... IF I SO DO DECIDE TO CHANGE MY MIND I AM SURE U ALL WILL KNOW..... THANKS......... TONGUE........

Fire
I have a friend, her name is fire. She burn like liguid fire of lust and desire. She stir my heart to see what she longs for all of us to see. I come to see... Fire is lost and wander about life alone. Her tears are cold and dreary of lack of caring from others. How can such a precious soul and angel see not what she means to so many? Once I held her body close to mine. I knew her dreams and soar to the clouds to see what she saw within life that would come to end. I laugh and joke about her words. She cried her heart and soul out to each word. Fire stood upon the deck within the freezing rain. Her words to me still haunt my life.... "The day is coming that all will not see. Death is sailing faster upon the winds of a storm sea. I walked upon a land that held nothing but death. I felt the pain and sorrow of souls lost with their foolish dream." I watched as she stood there with her heart and soul bursting to reality that she knew would be. With each breath I saw her beg

Idle Hands... Not Anymore
It's almost been a year since I started my little business. I won't be driving a ferrari for a while yet but I'm happy it's still moving forwards. For a while there I thought it wasn't going to go anywhere, but word of mouth is a wonderful things, (just another pleasurable act with one's mouth), and I keep getting people in and asking, "how long have you been here". It annoys me that advertising didn't work, but I'll take what I can get. I put up a website, Http://www.corneroftheattic.com.au so now we'll see if even more people find us. I had no trouble getting the Bike shop's website up high on google, so we'll see how I go with this one... Now not only do I have to keep building my own website, I've got to do the bike shops, someone's asked me to do a small one for them and they've mentioned me to someone else who wants one as well... I don't have enough time in the day lately... Oh well, it's better than doing nothing I suppose. Time to learn how to manage time appropriately.

Virus, Not Online
Im sure if you guys got myspace like some of you do, theres a nasty virus on the bullitens that trying to get you to looko at a link from your friend viewing a pic or something...you click it like my sister did and it trys to get info from you. Our computer stoped the virus....but dunno how it sstill got in. It loops windows start up over and over and over, no stopping or interfering with it. We got that another windows set up now trying to wipe it all but wont allow us, so im gonna be offline for a while till we can get this off our computer, poor lil thing thats now left with only 129mb lol, outta 160 gb. Dont click those things guys, its about $200 for the fix if you take it somwere

Paradise
Shelter breeze filled palms Sea mingled passion Sweet cries among the gulls Perfection savored. Dances primal rhythms Merging, swell with the ocean Tide rising higher still Lunar melody Sunset hued afterglow Reflections soften purple blue Peace on our island Slumber paradise.

A Messenger
to all my friends was just thinking this place need,s a messenger of wone typ with voice so every one can chat live is they wish would realy be cool still kinda new here so if there is already 1 here some one please let me know

Kids.. Are Becoming More Soft.
So.. today we were finishing up Pre-inventory counting. found that the Rc cars were all sold out, the toy robots sold, as well as the dolls, but not a single Kids Science kit sold. i guess science isn't that hip. I'm really disappointed in the kids interest in Education. i mean i used to have a chemistry set when i was a kid, with chemicals that wouldn't meet "safety" standards of todays overprotected youth. with numbers for poison control centers, warnings, and DANGER signs. and i was like, yeah thats cool. and i had tons of fun. the playgrounds they had when i was growing up were so fucking rad. there were a million ways you could get hurt, but the point was, that you can have fun, and learn to avoid injury, and if you did get hurt well. hopefully you won't be so reckless, or keep trying it until you stopped getting beat up so often..... like not climbing up the slide after you come down. POW!!! theres another concussion!! but did we call the ambulance? no.. after i regained

Help
My adopted little brother Nate Kirk was murdered on August 28th and his killer is still at large... Please we are still looking for ANY and ALL Information Regarding the Following Individuals: Ronald Lee Riddell Sr., Ronald Lee Riddell Jr., David Arthur Whipple, Joe Jonathan Riddell {Formerly from Las Vegas}, Shawn Preston Riddell {Formerly from Las Vegas} and Dan Riddell {Formerly from Florida} i.e. Any and all of their Activities, Their current Address, Type of vehicles that they drive and their license plate numbers etc. etc. etc. etc. We are also looking for the Address of Riddell's Boxing Gym. This information could prove to be very beneficial and will be kept totally confidential {Nobody will ever know who gave us this information} You can e-mail the information to homesaz@aol.com, or leave me a message on myspace or call me at 602-738-8987, Jim Kirk. I am requesting everyone to repost this message and have their friends repost this message as well. The more people that are ga

The Chosen One
THE CHOSEN ONE, NATIVE AMERICAN CELTIC SON. BORN OF THE WITCH INSANE, PROUD AND TRUE. BORN OF THE SAD CELT POET, WELL VERSED THROUGH AND THROUGH THE YEAR OF HELL FIRE AND DRAGONS BREATH. MILLENNIUM BROUGHT FORTH NEW YEARS MORN, THE MESSENGER OF DEATH. THE SAD CELT POET SCRIBES AND SCRIPTS NO MORE. THE CHOSEN ONE, DARK ANGEL INNER LIGHT,PERSONAL VALET TO THE DEAD AND THE DAMMED. CRYPT KEEPER IN THE NIGHT. CARETAKER TO THE CHEMICALLY IMBALANCED AND THE MENTALLY DERANGED. THE CHOSEN ONE, PROVIDER OF PLEASURE AND PAIN, SOUL DRIVEN ENLIGHTENMENT, FLESH GIVEN EXCITEMENT. WICKEDLY TWISTED FOR YOUR DELIGHT. THERE IS NO LOVE IN THIS WORLD, WITHOUT OCCASIONAL PAIN AND SORROW. FORGIVENESS AND FAITH , IN OURSELVES AND OUR MATES, SHALL BE OUR GUIDES ,SO WE MAY SET FORTH A NEW DAY, A NEW TOMORROW. BRING FORTH THIS SON OF THE WITCH AND THE POET. HEART AND SOUL, UNCONDITIONALLY DISPLAYED BEFORE ALL. SPEAK HIS NAME FOR ALL TO KNOW, FORE YOU HAVE CHOSEN HIM, LOVE GI

What Type Of Person Are You
You scored as unclassified. Real people don't need labels, do they?unclassified80%skater/surfer60%redneck50%wannabe40%punk30%goth30%ghetto30%trendy20%brat20%rocker0%What type of person are you? (pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Please Sign This Petition And Save The Wolves
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/770149370?ltl=1169236716 This is something very important and dear to my heart...we must stop this now! Copy to your web browser and sign.. Thanks so much friends this means the world to me!

Reindeer
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Other People Count
SOME PEOPLE UNDERSTAND LIFE BETTER AND THEY CALL SOME OF THESE PEOPLE "RETARDED" AT THE SEATTLE SPECIAL OLYMPICS, NINE CONTESTANTS, ALL PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY DISABLED, ASSEMBLED AT THE STARTING LINE FOR THE 100-YARD DASH. AT THE GUN, THEY ALL STARTED OUT, NOT EXACTLY IN A DASH, BUT WITH A RELISH TO RUN THE RACE TO THE FINISH AND WIN. ALL, THAT IS, EXCEPT ONE LITTLE BOY WHO STUMBLED ON THE ASPHALT, TUMBLED OVER A COUPLE OF TIMES, AND BEGAN TO CRY. THE OTHER EIGHT HEARD THE BOY CRY. THEY SLOWED DOWN AND LOOKED BACK. THEN THEY ALL TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK... EVERYONE OF THEM. ONE GIRL WITH DOWN'S SYNDROME BENT DOWN AND KISSED HIM AND SAID, "THIS WILL MAKE IT BETTER". THEN ALL NINE LINKED ARMS AND WALKED TOGETHER TO THE FINISH LINE. EVERYONE IN THE STADIUM STOOD, THE CHEERING WENT ON FOR SEVERAL MINUTES. PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE ARE STILL TELLING THE STORY... WHY? BECAUSE DEEP DOWN WE KNOW THIS ONE THING. THAT MATTERS IS THIS LIFE IS MORE THAN WINNING FOR OURSELVES. WHAT MATTERS IN THIS

Life Without African Americans
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

Rap By The_infamous_8_pack My Good Hommie Dan Williams- Men Beating Wemon
dis goes out 2 all dem girls dat get da ass beat by durr nigga..You know it makes me unhappy When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy And since we all came from a woman Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman I wonder why we take from our women Why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it's time to kill for our women Time to heal our women, be real to our women And if we don't we'll have a race of babies That will hate the ladies, that make the babies And since a man can't make one He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one So will the real men get up I know you're fed up ladies, but keep your head up..gm

Pantyhose Quiz
Pantyhose Quiz How many animals can fit into a pair of pantyhose at one time? Have you really thought about this? Well first lets put in 10 little piggies then we really need to add a couple of calves then how about a an untold numbers of hares and without further ado one

Just My Luck!!!
Well I started off the new year sick with the flu...which sucks cuz I usually only get sick once or twice a year... So after missing a few days of work... I get back into the grind, only to get in a accident the next week!!!! Why me??? who cares really, I'm just lucky to have lived thru it!!! So on the bright side I now get to spend more time here!!!!!!Yay the wife is not as happy about that as I am!!!LOL!!

I Need Comments...please Help
Please help me in my contest...Tattoo contest and pet contest....Thanks just hit the link and go to photos both contest are there...Thanks to all you cherries..Love you all...Pleaseeeeeeeee Help.....Knightskitty რէნìkєя$72@ CherryTAP

Friends List Is Much Smaller!
OK, I deleted 170 people from my friends list today. I was relatively ruthless about it, but I doubt most of those people will even notice I'm gone. When I post about how I'm going to clean off my friends list, please don't worry. If you're reading my blogs, you're probably not someone I would delete, because you're obviously interested in what I have to say as a person. I don't delete people who talk to me, read my blogs, rate/comment my pics, or drop me comments. And yes, I keep track of those things. I delete people who don't talk to me, ever. Who don't rate my pics, or read my blogs, or drop me comments on my page. In all cases, I have dropped comments a few times, to say hello, and haven't gotten any "hello" in return. I usually give them 3-4 weeks to give me some inkling that they're interested in getting to know me as a person, and if I don't hear from them, I delete them. If you are reading this, and I did remove you from my friends list, and you would like to b

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Well life has been goin real good as of late. We have ordered our tickets to go see Jerry Springer. HAHA!!! That is gonna be the end of Feb. Its gonna be fun. There will be like 16 of us going. I cant wait. I recieved my W-2 yesterday. I will be filing my taxes within the next couple days and then I can plan for my vacation. YAY!!! I made a comment to him about him not wanting me to go and he said I am going, so he obviously wants me there. YAY!!! I cant wait. If all goes well maybe I will be making more frequent trips out there. I miss talking to him as much as I was before but I guess until my unlimited minutes start I am stuck with only talking to him a lil here and a lil there. But its all good. I really like him and I have told him how I feel. He has told me a lil bit about how he feels, and I understand that he doesnt want to rush anything cause he has been hurt ALOT in the past. As have I. I have had feelings for him for a LONG time now and I just got the nerve to tell him about

Mayhem: Thank God He Has A Big Wiener
so that just goes to prove that.... some girls like sex with guys that are hung like a baby mexican... and some girls like things the size of a baby mexican inside of them... fucking size queens...

My Haunting Past
The haunting past. As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow. The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal – tears – blood – pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind. I shiver under those monstrous hands of time. For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me. All my secret places. The places I try to hide in. The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wants… My weaknesses. My youth. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My sanity. My life. I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless. With much effort I wonder what will be next. I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach out to

Off To Work
I just wanted to check one more time before heading out to go to my 12 hour shift. NO MESSAGES this morning :( I will check again tonight when I get off work and before going to bed. What is fun about my job is that I know that there will be a baby born today and I was there for their first breath of air. I love my job.

An 80's Love Song
Once upon a time I was falling in love, Now I'm only falling apart, There's nothing I can do, A total eclipse of the heart! Once upon a time there was light in my life, Now there's only love in the dark, Nothing I can say, A total eclipse of the heart! Bonnie Tyler 1984

For Fucks Sake... Im Not The Photographer Not The Chick
> hi > my name ****** > i m new here > i love chat with sexy girls and ladys > i see u > u look so beautiful and sexy > can i add u my list? see this blog for more info I even have a comment on my picture that I'm not the chick and a comment on my profile... how much more fucking CLEAR do I have to be... I'm here to show off my work... not cybersex... grah!...

Friendship Accepted Page Message
MY FRIENDSHIP ACCEPTANCE MESSAGEi post a alot of blogs and stashes, i am not one for bullshit, i dun mince words, i am straightforward person and i hope the same of all my friendsi am not overly religious in fact i am not religious at all,i help when i can some times i get busy and cant help so i dun expect as some have the whiningso if you can handle just being straightforward leave me on ur list if not then remove as i am not one for babyhands and babysitting pplhope to keep in contact with u if u keep me

Okay B4 I Go
I wanted i wanted it and i went. i was looking for more i wanted more i wanted you and all that you are to be the one you wanted give what i was what i am just to you i wished and hoped what you said was true than again just like that went out the door as we said bye i went because i wanted i was looking for something more i wanted you and all that you are was i wrong was i right what could this mean emotions here emotions there torn between what was and what it i felt the pain deep down inside saw that you were loving and kind i wanted to run and hide but i choose to stay what i wanted was you i wanted and went wanted to stay but couldnt maybe just in the end what i wanted wasnt want you wanted ~ME~

Thinking Way To Much
Maybe I am getting to that point where I want a guy permanantly in my life.... Some one who appreciates the same things I do........... Music, Dance, just the simple things....... Maybe Im just finally ready to stop being perverably single...... Stop just SEEING guys and acctualy date 1!!!!!!!!!! I dunno maybe I should just goto bed.......

Irreplaceable
To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Because you was un

Adult With Doggie Update
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 1087 comments 2nd person is...... with 138 comments 3rd person is...... with 468 comments 4th person is...... with 100 comments 5th person is...... with 141 comments 6th person is..... with 350 comments 7th person is...... with 1 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

Superman,batman Etc.
There is not a Site like this anywhere.Where else can u go,an see Superman,Batman,wonderwomen,Green Hornet,robin,Hulk,speedracer,Hulk,Catwomen,Lone Ranger,Tonto.Plus thousands of Vampirers,Werewolves,warlocks,witches,Ghouls.This is the place u can be anybody your heart desire's.The Grown men whom still have Fantasy's about Superman or Batman .the List goes on + on.Pretty Damn Creepy world we all live in.I myself would like to be the Highlander,going around chopping off heads for eternal Life,Screwing women from all over.Seems the Highlander has it easier than the vampire's.What would Happen if the Count sucked the Blood from an Aids person? Would he suffer Chronic wasteing Desease,would it be like getting caught in the daylight.Must be a Bitch hideing that Coffin everywhere.An the werewolf could lead a normal life as long as he didn't have to work on full moon nights.This is where Grown ups come an unwind after a hard days work.Instead of going for a few Beers they stop at the store ge

I Want A Little Sugar In My Bowl
Nina Simone I want a little sugar in my bowl I want a little sweetness down in my soul I could stand some lovin' Oh so bad I feel so funny and I feel so sad ~ I want a little steam on my clothes Maybe I can fix things up so they'll go Whatsa matter daddy Come on, save my soul I need some sugar in my bowl I ain't foolin' I want some sugar in my bowl ~ You've been acting different I've been told Sooth me I want some sugar in my bowl I want some steam on my clothes Maybe I can fix things up so they'll go Whatsa matter daddy Come on save my soul I want some sugar in my bowl I ain't foolin' I want some - yeah - in my bowl

A Quiz
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes58%Mysterious50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Omg Old Age! You Should Know This!
Just some info some one may be interested in. michellevarner.unfranchise.com Antioxidants Antioxidants act as cell protectors, working against the damaging byproducts created by oxygen during normal cellular metabolism. Antioxidants bind with these byproducts, known as free radicals, rendering them powerless before they can cause the cellular damage that can lead to more serious health issues. Isotonix® OPC-3™ Composed of grape seed, pine bark, red wine, bilberry and citrus extracts, Isotonix OPC-3 is a safe, nontoxic antioxidant that delivers unparalleled protection from free radicals and helps support the body’s circulatory system. Potent free radical scavenger & neutralizer Helps maintain healthy circulation Supports healthy blood glucose levels Primary Benefits: Promotes Cardiovascular Health by: Helping maintain healthy circulation by strengthening capillaries, arteries and veins Promoting / Supporting healthy nitric oxide levels Promoting / Sup

Ppl Are So Ignorant...
YA KNOW I AM PISSED OFF AND I FEEL LIKE VENTING I DONT CARE IF YOU REPLY OR NOT OR READ OR NOT... SEE I HAVE THIS PERSONALITY WHERE I JOKE AROUND ALOT AND WELL SOME FUCKING CUNTS ARE OFFENDED BY THE FACT THAT IAM THE WY I AM. SOME BITCHS HAVE EVEN YELLED AT ME FOR PUTTING SEXUAL CONTENT ON THE BOYFRIENDS PAGES OR SOMETHING HELLO IT MEANS NOTHING!!!!!!!! GET OVER YOU FUCKING SELVES NO ONE WANTS YOUR MEN.... DAMN, AND AS FOR STUPID FUCKED UP BITCHES WHO CANT KEEP THER MOUTH SHUT AND HAS NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON THE REALLY NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP IM AINT DEALING WITHTHE BULLSHIT NOMORE.... STUPID FUCKING CUNTS... SEE AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE MORE MALE FRIENDS THEN I DO WOMEN... MAYBE ITS BECAUSE ALL THESE FUCKING CUNTS OUT THERE CANT TAKE A JOKE AND DON TKNOW WHEN TO KEEP THERE GOD DAMN COMMENTS TO THEM SELVES. FUCK ALL YOU LIL WHORES WHO HAVE SOMETHING BA TO SAY ABOUT ME, YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY IT ME, AND ILL DEAL WITH YA MY WAY... DONT LIKE OH FUCKING WELL.... IM NOT

Love
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of f

Yemaya
Yemaya, Goddess of the Ocean and the New Year They call her the goddess Yemaya, Ymoga (Mother of the Fishes), Iamanga, and Balianne. She traveled with them from Yoruba to distant lands, comforting them in the holds of the slave ships that took them far away from their homeland in Africa. Today she is also celebrated under many other names, including the virgin Mary (Our Lady of the Immaculate Conception), Stella Maris (Star of the Sea), and Our Lady of Regla...to name but a few. Originally Yemaya was a river goddess of the Yoruba in Nigeria, far from the ocean. She was a nature spirit, an orisha, a powerful guardian spirit that reflects an important aspect of the God of the Ife religion. An orisha manifests itself as a force of nature. When her people were hoarded onto the slave ships, Yemaya went with them, thus becoming the Goddess of the Ocean. Actually Yemaya shares responsibility for the ocean with another orisha. Okolun rules the dark and turbulent depths of the ocean.

True Patriotism! Happened Right Here At Fort Campbell, Ky Where I Live
This is a true account written by Army Captain John Rasmussen and published by ARMY LINK NEWS on May 22, 2002. It was raining "cats and dogs" and I was late for physical training. Traffic was backed up at Fort Campbell, Ky., and was moving way too slowly. I was probably going to be late and I was growing more and more impatient. The pace slowed almost to a standstill as I passed Memorial Grove, the site built to honor the soldiers who died in the Gander airplane crash, the worst redeployment accident in the history of the 101st Airborne Division (Air Assault). Because it was close to Memorial Day, a small American flag had been placed in the ground next to each soldier's memorial plaque. My concern at the time, however, was getting past the bottleneck, getting out of the rain and getting to PT on time. All of a sudden, infuriatingly, just as the traffic was getting started again, the car in front of me stopped. A soldier, a private of course, jumped out in the pouri

Lithium Lyrics
Lithium lyrics Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't wa

Where Did I Go??
In all the routine of daily life being the mommy the maid and the wife I often just sit and think of what I used to want to be... A singer in a country band, a writer travelling to foreign lands, a doctor with a healing touch, an actress who was loved so much. But I look around and all I see, are dirty dishes and wounded knees, clothes piled on the bathroom floor, bills I didnt mail the day before. Between snotty noses and family meals, and loving kisses for wound to heal, tucking my children into bed, teeth getting brushed and prayers said, I wonder what exactly would I change If I could do this once again, My life redone, from start to end, and difference in the way my road bends. And even though I can dream, I'm still just happy being me, and often find I wouldn't change my life not one single thing. for in the raising of my kids I once again have life to give, dreams undone they can attempt, and in doing that my times well spent.

Geronimo
Origins of the Apache Indians In the beginning the world was covered with darkness. There was no sun, no day. The perpetual night had no moon or stars. There were, however, all manner of beasts and birds. Among the beasts were many hideous, nameless monsters, as well as dragons, lions, tigers, wolves, foxes, beavers, rabbits, squirrels, rats, mice, and all manner of creeping things such as lizards and serpents. Mankind could not prosper under such conditions, for the beasts and serpents destroyed all human offspring. All creatures had the power of speech and were gifted with reason. There were two tribes of creatures: the birds or the feathered tribe and the beasts. The former were organized wider their chief, the eagle. These tribes often held councils, and the birds wanted light admitted. This the beasts repeatedly refused to do. Finally the birds made war against the beasts. The beasts were armed with clubs, but the eagle had taught his tribe to use bows and arrows

Witches Dance
Witches' Dance By light of Moon, I oft did hear, Their singing in the wood. Bright candle flames, like fireflies, Outside the Circle stood. They say the Witches gathered there, Wherein the dark did dwell, Afraid to meet within the light, The reasons I've heard tell. The Witches' dance, beneath the Moon, I would that I might go, To be so free and light of heart, And let my gladness flow. But the Witches passed beyond the mist, Some scattered, many dead, Their voices stilled, all laughter gone, The forest stained with red. The nights were full of emptiness, No Magick in the air. Much sadder was the world I knew, The forest much less fair. They promised to return some year, When portents would allow. There's changes in the wind these days, Perhaps the time is now. Earth power is awake again, And once more we are free. Our Magick has returned to us, In stream and field and tree. O who will dance the Witches' Dance, Within a forest glade? Come join th

Need You Help Please
OK ALL YOU COMMENT BOMBERS THE TIME HAS COME THAT I ASK YOU HELP ONCE AGAIN. PLEASE IF YOU WILL SHOW SOME LUV TO A DEAR FRIEND AND SWEETHEART AT THAT FRIEND OF MINE. DROP AT LEAST 100 COMMENT BOMBS AND A PRIZE WILL BE AWARED. ANYTHING OVER 100 WILL WIN YOU A MUCH BIGGER PRIZE, SO PLEASE START COMMENT BOMBING NOW, WETHER YOU MALE OR FEMALE. AND THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBIN

Laying It On The Line
Okay.......so still single.......coming up on my 28th birthday.........so that in itself sucks............but..............I dont have to deal with my ex any more..........(just so we are all on the same page.......I could break my leg in three different places and that would still be better than having to deal with my ex.......so anything that is depressing in my life.....I just think of that fact........and it perks me up!) so.....no dealing with the ex.........and I am having some ideas on how to get the job I want........and the guy I want..............actually a couple of guys............well...........I am not greedy but a smart girl always has a backup plan!! And my good friends are expecting there first child!!! I am so excited....they go for the utlrasound tommorow........(be a girl-be a girl-be a girl!!!!) and so I am looking forward to that..............okay........thats pretty much my life right now except for my darling daughter age 3 and she is mouthy and sarcastic and ..

My Father's Method Of Landscaping (hilarious) Just Read!!
I love my dad. He's where I get my weird sense of humor. One day my mother calls and says "GUESS what your FATHER is doing." "Got no clue, Ma. Tell me." "He's mowing the lawn." WTF? "What's so weird about that?" She paused for dramatic effect, "He's naked." "WHAT?" I was befuddled, perplexed, confused, flabbergasted, AND almost speechless. "Yep." "Mom, this is very important. Is he mowing the front lawn (please god no, there's no fence!), or the back lawn?" (cross your fingers, pray for the back lawn) Again she pauses, what is it with this woman and torture? "The back lawn. I'm getting the camera." As I hear her picking up the camera, switching it on, and chuckling to herself while she walks to the back door, I wonder what in the world possessed him? There was no way he could explain this one. No possible reason at all. With this little stunt, I finally had him!! "Mike! Say cheese!" My mother called sweetly. "Shit!" My father responded. "Too la

Quit Ur Bitching
I'm getting really sick of people bitching to me about their problems, asking for advice and then doing the complete opposite and getting even more fucked up. WTF? If you were gonna do what you wanted to, then why the fuck ask me? Seriously. Its getting so fucking old. Like, I know I bitch on my blog and all that, but its only cuz thats where I just vent. But its like, if you are just bitching for sympathy, well you're not gonna get it from me. Like the quote " Sympathy is in the dictionary between shit and syphilis." So fuck you. lol.

I Quit Smoking
I finally quit smoking after almost ten years! I got these prescription pills called Chantix and they really work! So if someone out there is trying to quit smoking and they have tried everything and nothing works, try Chantix, it really does work. They are kinda expensive, but its worth it!

Suspended...
Suspended before You...flesh laid bare to Your sight...my body open to Your touch limpid pools of smouldering lust...rendered blind by Your design flesh tingling...feeling You near...hearing Your breathing sensing Your desires...O/our hearts beating in time the warmth of Your fingers tracing my spine...trembling with need...a whispered plea "please Master" body straining against it’s bonds...reaching...searching...aching...craving giving...taking...flames of desire raging higher an erotic journey has begun...travel to a dream realm...fantasy becomes reality reality fades from view...a pasture of decadent pleasures mind closing down...reasoning gone...agonizing anticipation...a whistle filling my ears a crop slicing the air...body swaying to meet it’s caress...leather bites tender flesh raising welts with each kiss...leaving burning patches behind two hearts beating as one...crop dancing in time...building a bonfire of need flames raging hotter and hotter...s

Declaration Of Cyberspace Independence
Governments of the Industrial World, you weary giants of flesh and steel, I come from Cyberspace, the new home of Mind. On behalf of the future, I ask you of the past to leave us alone. You are not welcome among us. You have no sovereignty where we gather. We have no elected government, nor are we likely to have one, so I address you with no greater authority than that with which liberty itself always speaks. I declare the global social space we are building to be naturally independent of the tyrannies you seek to impose on us. You have no moral right to rule us nor do you possess any methods of enforcement we have true reason to fear. Governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed. You have neither solicited nor received ours. We did not invite you. You do not know us, nor do you know our world. Cyberspace does not lie within your borders. Do not think that you can build it, as though it were a public construction project. You cannot. It is an act of nature

Take Advantage
we as humans take advantage of everything we have our house over our heads, our family our friends we take advantage of it all. and we dont realize what we have until it is too late then what like i said its too late then we live in regret. Well ive realized this. Last night a fire was caught in my town. A family ive known for many years and a very close friend of my sister woke up in the hospital. His house has burnt to the ground. He has burns on his body, is going to eb ok but still. His parents both have severe burns with 60-80% of their bodies burnt. they do not know if they are going to make it. SO here this boy 17 years old, his only family is his parents who are in the hospital hanging onto thier lives, he is supposed to go home later today but where is his home?? where is he going we dont know yet, he has no other family around. This is sad. he never would have thought last ngiht going to bed that when he woke up this morning his life would be this way. I know i wouldnt

George Carlin On Religion
GEORGE CARLIN ON RELIGION The Ultimate Bullshit In the Bullshit Department, a businessman can't hold a candle to a clergyman. 'Cause I gotta tell you the truth, folks. When it comes to bullshit, big-time, major league bullshit, you have to stand in awe of the all-time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims, religion. No contest. No contest. Religion. Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time! But He loves you. He loves you, and He needs money! H

For All Cops, Fire Fighters And Emts
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours Hes been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a

Daddys Poem
DADDY'S POEM --------------------------------------- Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, e

New Guestbook Added To My Profile:)
Yep! Saw this fabulous new feature on another page and just had to have one:) I wanna see all my sexy cherries add their picture to it too, don't be shy...just do it, and leave me a sexy message with it;)

Working This Weekend
sucks right harsh, I hate it!!!....No free time for anything, i'm tired as HELL, and want to stay home!!!!! But alas I have a job, and have to keep busy(like having 4 kids doen't keep me ther, LOL) anyways cherry-peepers, i'll be back on tonite, don't miss me HUGGER your friend ~B

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a m

A New Start???
So few of you know that I cant stand living at home. I hate living here for a few reasons.. 1. My mom is anti depressant medication and doesnt take it because its too strong and she wont get it adjusted. 2. My mom is just rude and inconsiderate. She will wake me up to do the dishes at 11pm. Ok let me expalin I will do a load. Go out w/ sean come home and go to bed w/ sean until he leaves. The city raised our the water cost because theyre chargin us for sewer usage. Gayness i know SO our bill was almost 200 bucks. SO I figure do 1 load a day to cut the water usage down. nopers she wanted me to wash 2 sinks full of dishes. 2. I get to babysit my brother and sister all the time and get no money for it. yeah i know im not working but hello! I have no license and a non working car. so im sitting at the house and not paying rent or anything. then she tells me to ask her for money if i need it like 10 bucks or around that ammount. ok the last time i only ten bucks i had to have bee

Sad Wings Of Destiny
THE SAD WINGS OF DESTINY IS THROUGH CARRYING ME COUNTLESS TIMES I DID TAKE A FALL CRAWLED OUT OF THE GUTTER AGAIN & AGAIN SIMPLY THE PRICE FOR WANTING IT ALL BEEN SO LONG SINCE ME & THE DEVIL MADE OUR DEAL LOOKED HIM THE EYES & SIGNED ON THE BOTTOM LINE HIS LAUGHTER STILL HAUNTS MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE PENNANCE ALONE IS DRIVING ME OUTTA MY MIND FAME, FORTUNE, RICHES, & GLORY, TRIUMPHS LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN WOMEN AT MY DOOR, KNOWING I'LL COMMIT THE MIDNIGHT SINS SETTING MY SOUL ABLAZE WITH THINGS UNHOLY DO ANYTHING, SO THE PLEASURES WILL NEVER END DON'T SEE THE SUNSHINE BUT TWICE A WEEK THAT'S TO GO REWIND AND RELOAD TOMORROW'S THURSDAY, STAURDAY I WILL PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO KEEP BUT THE ECHOING LAUGHTER REMINDS ME ETERNITY'S ALREADY FORTOLD NO USE WASTING TIME ON COMCERN OR FUTILE LAMINTATION CAUSE VERY SOON, LIGHTING IM GONNA RIDE GOING NONSTOP FULL TILT BOTH BARRELS BLAZING DANCING TO THE TUNE THE PIPER HAS PIED 2-1-07 JAY ROGERS

Beliefs
Beliefs I believe that the appearance of what is genuine Can be a deception of the truth I believe that what we see everyday Is so much less than what acutally is I believe that the world can be so determined to move forward That we end up further behind than ever I believe that no one has really lived unless their heart has been broken I believe that our pain is glorified and hidden So as to make the emptiness lessen I believe that our faith in ourselves Detroys our reason to live I believe that denial of absolute truth Leaves us blind and alone, groping for answers I believe that a poet's soul Sees more than most ever will I believe tht our dreams Are the most beautiful gifts we have evr been given I believe that our presence of friends Is proof that god loves us I believe that the surrounding beauty Is something we often take for granted I believe that our stature in life Is more than materialistic possessions I believe that all our unspoken questions Are

Anna's Baby Daddy...hmmmmmm
Here's my theory on Anna's baby Daddy....I can't be the only one! Daniel + Vicky Lynn= Daniellynn Get it yet? Her son's the baby's father! That's why we STILL don't know who the father is... That's why he killed himself... That's why she killed herself... 'Cause eventually DNA testing would be done and we'd all find out. Now it doesn't matter 'cause they're both dead. Who do you blame? Howard's gonna be in the shit 'cause he was always around and he's gonna get into a mess of, "How did you NOT know this was happening"... Who's with me on this?

Stop By And Say Hello
stop by check out my photos, comment, profile i know it needs some picso type work done but still trying to figure other things out. like my name sometimes. =0) enjoy meeting new people, strange weird or whatever. stop in y'all come back now hear huggers

Welcome To Holland
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew By Ellen Notbohm South Florida Parenting Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute, the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look "normal," but his or her behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Today, the citadel of autism, once thought an "incurable" disorder, is cracking around the foundation. Every day, individuals with autism show us they can overcome, compensate for, and otherwise manage many of the condition's most challenging aspects. Equipping those around our children with a simple understanding of autism's most basic elements has a tremendous effect on the children's journey towards productive, independent adulthood. Autism is an extremely complex disorder, but we can distill it to t

Looking For Some Dj's
HELLO ALL TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM LOOKING FOR SOME DJ'S....GREETERS...SECURITY...WAITRESSES....AND BARTENDERS FOR MY LOUNGE....IF YOU HAVE EVER DJED BEFORE THEN HIT ME UP I NEED MORNING DJ'S AND NIGHT DJ'S AND ON THE OTHER STUFF I NEED THAT ALL HOURS....HIT ME UP AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT IF YOUR INTERESTED.... Click the image below to go to my room

A Night Of Passion
For two nights I have had some awesome dreams dreams that are so real that they next morning I am wet. I dreamed I was lying in bed with my back to the door. I had my silk gown on and nothing underneath. I snuggled under the covers and with thought of you on my mind I drifted off to sleep. In my dream someone entered the room. By this time i was facing the door and as I pecked I saw YOU take off your clothes and climb in my bed. I felt hands touch my body. Stroking my curves and gently removing my gown. I moan as the air from my fan touched my body. My nipples were so senseitive that when your mouth found them I let out a loud moan. I arched my back to feel your naked body touch my skin. My hands sought your skin. My hand reached down to cup you. I wanted to feel your need for me. I gently tugged on you and pulled you to me. As your kisses became more urgent my need for you grew. I needed you in me. I begged for you to take me NOW. I wanted to feel you i

My Son
i have great news.....mine and spikes son is now in the all clear from having over two tousand cancer cells and a tumor to having nothing in his body. we are so thankful. we just hope that he stays like this. we would like to thank all of those who prayed for us and him.

Peanut Brittle
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: PEANUT BRITTLE MAKES 1 POUND PREP TIME - 5 mins COOK TIME - 20 mins (plus cooling) 1-1/2 cups sugar 1-1/2 teaspoons coarse salt 1-1/4 cups unsalted dry-roasted peanuts 1. Line a large, rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper. In a small, heavy saucepan, combine the sugar, salt and 3/4 cup water and place over medium-high heat. Stir briefly with a wooden spoon, then attach a candy thermometer to the side of the pan and bring the syrup to a boil. Continue boiling, without stirring, over medium-high heat until the mixture is light amber and the termometer registers 340 degrees for 12-15 minutes. 2. Working carefully and quickly, remove the thermometer and stir in te peanuts. Immediately, pour the mixture onto the prepared baking sheet. Using a silicone spatula or wooden spoon, spread the mixture so the peanuts are in a single, even layer. Let cool completely, about 20 minutes. Using your hands,

Some Things All Women Should Know
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

Bad Poet's Society
"and I stood to go, for he was hollerin' And so, I feel that my consciousness is he couldn' wait for orgasm to begin Does anyone know what time it is!?" Written by a bad poetry generator...not me, unfortunately. Today is one of those days that I wish that I was able to write bad poetry. I mean, truly bad, nausea inducing verse. That is not to say that I can only write good poetry. In fact, I can do nothing of the sort. My poetry is absolutely horrid, way beyond bad. During my graduate studies, I took a poetry seminar, thinking that if I successfully completed it, I might be able to pen some decent poems. Nope, that wasn't to be. I was the worst. I think the exact words that the professor used when evaluating my work were, "You suck." Fortunately, I was able to redeem myself by writing a 10,000 word tome on the evolution of modern poetry. Thank the heavens for that, otherwise my attempt at getting a Masters in Creative Writing would have been seriously jeopard

~*~christine's Blog~*~
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Definitions Of Life Alone
UnHappy bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, depressed, anew despairing, despondent, dismal too. distressed, doleful, glum and down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, crying clown grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken. heartsick, heavy-hearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive,and lastly. pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone amawitch 2007

*yawns*
Ugh, it's past 12am and I've gotta get up for the gym in a few hours! In other news, my g/f should hopefully be coming out here in June-July... she's moving to her mom's tomorrow, and she said "I won't bother unpacking most of the stuff - I'll keep it packed up for when I moce down there" YAY! *beams* Anyway it's late, I'm tired, and tomorrow's Monday. Boo-urns. G'night y'all!

What Are We All Looking For In Life
just what are we looking for in life. Are we here just to be rated or looking for new friends maybe someone to feel that dark hole in our life.We are being judged by who we are what we look like what we do for a living. I have been on here for awhile and i have made a few good friends and i have those that just want to be rated and one or two that toutch my heart. But i will tell you what i'm about i'm here to meet new friends to chat with and maybe that person that will make me hole but beening rated and that is just extras. I love making new friends and love hearing what it is like in there world. So what are you all looking for on here. Stop and think about it. I do not judge people i'm open minded about all things and i enjoy freinds. So stop by and maybe we can become friends and get to know each other.

Hey Every 1
hey all whats we been up 2? i have been workin on my Harley Gettin it all ready 4 Daytona Bike Week. I cant wait it will be my first time in Flordia.. & first time @ bike week i am gonna have so much fun. well i am sure i will have lots of pics when i get back & hope 2 share them with u. just ask about my trip when i get back

The Sensual Touch (poem)
Your succulent lips melting me soon as ours met The warmth imprints a cascading trance that flours flesh Powder drenches your skin as I begin calmly motioning Moisture builds and fills and spills out openings Slowly whisking aside the many struggles of your day Writings on the wall illustrate the pains being brushed away Sputtered waves make you break the silence, moans escapin' Piercing sounds of pleasure, enhancing my motivation Lotion graising my palms before applying the final touch Climbing your spine to your shoulders that were so tight you jumped Tensing muscles clenching mercilessly, now left relaxed in Comfort once again, and finally endulged in passion Result is alluring, while you're lying still, eyes closed gently And I kiss your cheek, say goodnight and think... so tempting..... -- Snipe

Women Please Read.... Mn Please Post For Your Female Friends...could Save A Life
Please take the time to read this. I know you are smart enough to know these pointers, but there will be some of you that will go... "Hmm, I must remember that!". After reading, forward it to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1.- Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do so! 2.- I Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans: If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you!!! Chances are, he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse, than in you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. "RUN LIKE HELL IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!" 3.- If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you but everybody else will. "This has saved lives!" 4.- Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping

Hey Friends Please Read
I AM TRYING TO MAKE IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL BY FRIDAY AS MY ONE MONTH BLAST WILL BE OVER... AND I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD COME RATE MY PICS AND STASH DURING HAPPY HOUR FOR DOUBLE POINTS... I AM GREAT IN RETURNING THE FAVOR :) THANKS YALL... YOU ROCK :)

Ill-literacy
I just read the following bulletin: "my biggest piss off is ppl who don,t post there recent pics in proflie like can you figure y do they this its not like your sixteen and cant get friend on this site second y do ppl fuckin lie so much i tought this was a friend site not whos got the best bull shit story thrid pity grabbers like i dont have enough probs of my own i really don't yours too" What does does this mean?

Wanting Your Love
My love for thee is like a rose, fragile and bold, Your love for me is like the rain, You come when you please, Drowning me, Then you leave again without warning, Leaving me to wilt and wither. Cant you see that I want you? Cant you see that I need you? My heart wants what it wants, And my foolish heart wants you. So come back as the sun that revitalizes me, Or the gardener that tends to me. But just come back to me ~Jennifer Fitzgerald-Cox

Drudry
WHAT IS DRUIDRY? Druidism, or Druidry as it is often called, is for some a spiritual path, for others a religion, and for others a cultural activity. As a cultural activity, Druid ceremonies provide part of the context and pageantry for the National Eisteddfodau of Wales, Cornwall and Brittany. As a spiritual way or philosophy, Modern Druidism began to develop about three hundred years ago during a period known as the ‘Druid Revival’. It was inspired by the accounts of ancient Druids, and drew on the work of historical researchers, folklorists and early literature. In this way Druidry’s heritage stretches far back into the past. Read different authors’ views on What is Druidry?: What does it mean to be a Druid today? Above all else, Druidry means following a spiritual path rooted in the green Earth. It means participating in a living Western spiritual tradition drawn from many sources, including surviving legacies from Celtic wisdom teachings, but embracing the contri

St. Paddy's Day!!!!! It's Parade Day In Bing!!!!!!!!!
st patricks day text So it's March in Binghamton and well that alone is a celebration to party!!! BUT today is Parade Day in Binghamton and it is crazy… You don't even know!!! Let's just say if you have true Irish Pride, you are drunk before the parade even starts (FUCK me and 36 of my best friends are already prepping). Our goal for the rest of the day is not to make a fucking ass out of ourselves but IF your Irish or Irish by association you know that will never happen!!!!!!!! lol so while I go prepare myself on the full oray of green beers in this house and deck myself out in green from head to toe I shall leave you with some Irish quotes.... And dont worry PIX beyond PIX are to follow hehehehehe!!!!!! I have known many, and like but a few, have loved only one, and this is a toast to you! My friends are the best friends. loyal, willing and able. Now lets get to drinking, all glasses off the table! There are good ships. and there are wood ships, the ships that

Because I'm The Queen Of Fucking Everything!
This gives much more time for FUN! I am a very busy girl so I have 5 very simple and common sense requests that I would appreciate being followed. Thanks! 1. Do not send me a friend request if you haven't even looked at/read my profile. There's so much more to me than a picture. You also will not be added without a picture of you on your page. I like to know who I'm talking to. 2. You will not be added without something about you written on your page. You know about me...I expect to know something about you. 3. I'm not here to "play". If it happens, it happens, but it is not my reason for existing here. Some of you lucky one's already know this! **wink wink...thanks!** 4. DO NOT CALL ME "BABE" IF WE'VE NEVER SPOKEN BEFORE!!! If you have any questions about this, please watch the movie "Barbwire". 5. If I feel comfortable with you, I will add you to my "Family". Some of you have been added but it looks like you don't know it yet. Go find out...I have 4 lette

Come And See All The Hoties In Daves Hideaway
ONLY AT DAVES HIDEAWAY COULD YOU WITNESS THIS. OUR NEWEST RECRUIT WILL BE ON AIR SATURDAY 9PM TLL 12 MIDNIGHT CST. AND ALSO A BACKUP ALL OTHER DAYS SHE IS PLAYING ALL THE MUSIC NO OTHER DJ DARE. IT COULD ONLY BE THE AWESOME THE ONE AND ONLY “DJ BELLADONNA” DJ Belladonna*Vamperv Goddess/Perv Crew*Underworld Mistress/LDC*The Infamous Pitbull's Wife*@ CherryTAP SO COME ON IN AND SEE HER POLE DANCE AND DJ ALL AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS ONE YOU WON’T FORGET IN A HURRY. AND SHE WILL HAVE YOU COMING BACK FOR MORE. SO COME AND CHECK HER OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND IN YA GO. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON CHERRY TAP AND HAVING FUN WITH THE CROWD. (repost of

Hot Chicks But Is Still A Serious Blog
See, when I meet new people- ok, girls- and we add as friends, a lot of times I wind up checking out their NSFW picts. Of course- I am a man, after all. But then I am also intersted in actually making connections with some of them. But after you have seen someone naked on the internet, how do you approach them without coming off as a perv? Its like making out with a stranger at a bar... ands then finding out the next day that you cant stop thinking about them. If I say someone is beautiful with thier clothes on it is way different than saying it while they are naked. Espically when its in TEXT and conveys no real emotion other than a silly emoticon;) Sorry about the typos, my cat is occupying my lap and therefore the laptop is not. On top of my lap that is. Nevermind.

To Every One
I want to hold a contest but would love you input and yes I will be giving away good difts as always but we will be going on the points to get the gifts so e-mail your Idea and let me see what I can do I will need at least 20 submissions and comment counts for the gifts

U Know What Really Upsets Me ?
I HAVE HELPED SEVERAL PEOPLE OUT IN THE CONTESTS THAT THEY HAVE ENTERED AND NOT THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT IT CAUSE THAT IS WHAT FRIENDS DO FOR EACH OTHER.,.... WELL I AM IN 2 CONTESTS AND OUT OF EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LISTS THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO HAS DEVOTED MOST OF HIS COMMENTS TO THE CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST KIDS WHICH MY GRANDDAUGHTERS PICTURE WAS ENTERED.... HE DEVOTES ALOT OF TIME TO HELPING ME OUT AND I STILL CANNOT THANK HIM ENOUGH.... HE IS A GREAT PERSON... I HAVE DONE BLOGS FOR BOTH CONTESTS IN AM IN!!! I DONT ASK MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MUCH ... ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR A LIL SUPPORT... THANKS

Human Skin...or Just Canvas
TATTOOING : AN EXPRESSION OF ART OR SIMPLY A MENACE...? History of tattooing Well , tattooing is an age old custom. The art of decorating the body with tattoos dates back as early as the Ice Age. Tattooing is an integral part of the Tahitan culture and has been practiced since 1500 BC. The western word tattoo is taken from the Tahiti word "tatau" meaning open wound! A tattoo represent a girl's sexual maturity, tribe rank and other social symbols. Tahiti woman would traditionally tattoo their loins and buttocks deep blue, taken up ... by some of the HMS Bounty Mutineers during their wild extended stay on the islands. Missionaries tried to stamp out this sinful celebration of the flesh, but it has recently enjoyed a renaissance on home turf. The tradition was kept alive in Samoa, and revived in the 1980's in its old form in Tahiti along with other ancient "supressed" arts like firewalking, chanting and dance. Although the use of tattoos among indigenous peoples is w

That's Love
You opened my eyes, Made me realize, That's Love. You held me tight, Even when I didn't feel right, That's Love. When life would get me down, You wouldn't let me frown, That's Love. Although I cried, You stood by my side, That's Love. No matter how hard I tried, You wouldn't let me die, That's Love. When things seemed like a haze, You helped me through the maze, That's Love. This life has seemed like a daze, Even still I'm amazed, That's Love. You showed me a way, To look for better days, That's Love.

Ass Contest 2
First off I want to thank everyone who voted!! You guys are the best!! If you need me to vote for ya, I'm there. Ill rate ya photos just post here if you voted/comented. & fan ya! I am dropping out though due to DRAMA!! HUGE FUCKING BUS LOADS OF IT. All because I might win?! hahaha GROW UP TEXAS! WOW! This was my first contest, Its supposed to be fun & this definetly was rediculous! Funny thing is.. I didn't vote for myself at all. She did , TONS I hear LMAO Crazy Bitches I tell ya

Finger Fuckin Deliscious
omg... well i just finished doing a "show". that means someone actually put money in my paypal account and i then did everything he told me to for the next 20 minutes.. on my web cam of course. sometimes even 20 minutes can feel like a lifetime, but today i actually wished there was more time, since i was really in the groove of things. my orgasm was incredible and sweet... mmmmmmm

Something To Relate To...
a million faces, each a million lies for each and all a chrome disguise prompts for action force reaction embody promise in a sheen so pure hurt, the measure of blind ambition the testament to your singular disease against all wisdom you heed no warning your desires giving you away if I could change your mind i wouldn't save you from the path you wander in desperation dreams any soul can set you free and I still hear you scream in every breath, in every single motion burning innocence the fire to set you free your actions turn conquest to dust in portents of fate you foolishly place trust sense fear in your broken breathing resort to shadows till your body expires all creation has the promise of heaven and still you travel the road to hell i'm saying nothing for the good of myself but I'm still talking and you're not listening as night descends upon the city the streets are cold, the lights go by and in the stories of the people a million faces, a million

Is This What Cloud 9 Is?
Whoa! A lot has happened in the last couple of weeks. A tornado, metaphorically speaking, blew through my life. It literally picked me up and carried me to another level. A whole new level that I have never seen. OMG I wish you could see the view! I wish you could see through my eyes for just one minute! I'm looking down at clouds! I'm getting carried higher and higher each day that passes. I never want this ride to end! It's warm up here. I think I'll stay a lifetime! Mmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!

Car Problems
Is there anything worse than car problems?? I know there is, but God it sucks. I knew something was wrong with it, but I thought it was just the a/c fan. It made a horrible noise every time I turned the a/c or heat on. Welllll...this morning I turned the heat on and it went CLUNK. Then, the power steering locked up, and the battery and brake warning lights came on. Fortunately, I was only a couple of blocks from home and was able to drive it back. Sheesh. Yes, I know what's wrong with it. My husband knew immediately. Just one more reason I love men. The alternator belt is shot. That shouldn't be too expensive. I'm just fucking stranded. I'm babysitting, so I had to get the child's mother to take my kids to school. She is one of the few friends I have. Thank God I'm at least that social! I guess I'll borrow my grandmother's car later to go pick them up. Of course it has to be one of those days where I need to run all over creation. My daughter HAS to have a leot

Is It The End Of Internet Radio !!!
The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA). RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows: 2006 $.0008 per performance 2007 $.0011 per performance 2008 $.0014 per performance 2009 $.0018 per performance 2010 $.0019 per performance A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays. The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is for services that make up individualized playlists for listeners. For noncommercial webcasters, the fee will be $500 per channel, for up to 159,14

Happy Little Me!!!
Okay, time for an update on my happy self!!! On Monday, I started a new job.. I started as a temp and guess what? By day two, they were aready talking about making me permanent!!! GO ME! So, anyway, it's a job I really like, and so, I'll be going permanent with them. Awesome company too. I couldn't be more happy!!!

Marry A Redhead
A young man marrying a redhead asked his father for some marital advice. The father said, "Just remind her who wears the pants in your family." The evening arrived, the new husband tossed his pants to his bride and said, "Here put these on." She did and said "I don't fit into these." "That's right!" he said, "and don't you forget who wears the pants in this family!" With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He looked at them and said, "I can't get into your panties!" She said, "That's right - and you won't until your attitude changes!"

Spring
The world is fresh and fearless and every leaf is new The world is brimmed in moonlight the lilac brimmed with dew Here in the moving shadows I catch my breath and sing The world is fresh and fearless and over brimmed with Spring...

Hat Trick
{Hat trick} resounded in one man's wireless headset, supposedly connected to his cell phone, and he breathed a sigh of relief. "Finally, Goddess, man, what took you so long?" He groaned as he slithered throught he crowd toward the caution tape, and a police officer holding the perimeter to wait for the Spec Weapons team to arrive so they could storm the place. A part of every onlooker was wondering why it wasn't the Spec Weapons team that responded to a call in the Red Sector, anyway. Most honest cops were too afraid to hear the calls for such areas, and devloped strange and persitent cases of deafness whenever a disturbance in these sectors were announced. the Department's Medical staff was "looking into it". The man approached the nearest officer and asked, as if he were any other civilian, what was going on. The cop, one Sergant Jenkins, gave the civilan a once-over. In another time, in another place, sunglasses at night, a buttoned-up trenchcoat and fatigues with the

"cause I'm Feeling Sappy Right Now
NOTE TO MEN: I'm feeling atypically romantic right now. My friends know why, so I won't post it on here. ;) So, I came across this website and found some sweet love quotes and whatnot. So, don't read if you don't like sappiness, haha. There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. - George Sand You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. - David Levesque To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. - Bill Wilson Love reminds you that nothing else matters. - Amy Bushell A Friend's Love says: " If you ever need anything, I'll be there." True Love says: " You'll never need anything; I'll be there." - Jimi Hollemans The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. - G. K. Chesterton Love is when you look into someone's eyes and see their heart. - Jill Petty You don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person who you cannot live without. -Aut

Feelings
I am not exactly sure where this poem came from but, one of my friends gave it to me. I found it interesting. So tired so sick I want to run so quick I'm confused and used, I'm just abused I frown and drown, I'm feeling so down I scream, I seem, to be living in a realm Take me and tell me, push me and hit me Find me and lead me, lose me and get me So lost in frost and feeling at my utmost I'm here, I hear people screaming in fear I think and blink, in my thoughts I sink... I live and give without being just negative Kiss me and love me, believe me and trust me Leave me and dump me, kick me and bite me So strange so raged my smile is never faked I'm weird and feared; I'm just concealed... I wonder and ponder, I'm not growing older I fight but I might find my way in the light Surprise me and hug me, excite me and like me Break me and hurt me, play me and avoid me...

Inside My Bipolar Mind
A little girl cries Sitting in a corner Where no one can here her tears She is trapped By a master she cannot see It tortures her soul And bleeds her to the brink of death Though it won't let her dieIt loves her And it will keep her forever weak So she cannot run away It keeps her that little girl Even though she is a woman It hides her in a cloak of childhood The one she never had That time in her life was taken Because everything in her life was driving her mad Her mind is a garbage dump She just stock holds everything The horrible, the bad, and the ugly Anything good is everything that she cannot see Black or white is all things are Never any grey in between After years of pain and torture She gathers all her strength To tear down the bondage that holds her She tries so hard With all her might She screams and shouts As the support kick in She kicks, fights, and rips at her bindings Her tears are streaming down her face She is blinded by the pain But s

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we

The World In Which We Live....
OK... So I'm sat on the bus this afternoon on the way home from work and there's a girl talking on her cellphone. Even though I wasn't intending to evesdrop, she wasn't exactly being quiet about it so evesdropping ensued. It became clear pretty quickly that she was dumping a guy. The conversation went on a long while as he was obviously fighting it. She told him in a very matter of fact, calculated way the reasons for her decision. All of her reasons may have been slightly cliched, but they were all very practical... "You live in London - that's too far away" [fyi - London is about 40 miles away.] "I don't want a serious relationship now and that's what it may become." "You're friends with 'X' and I know 'Y' so imagine the complications." The list went on, but what she said exactly is not important. The point I am trying to get at is when I got off the bus and as I walked the five minutes or so back to my house I reflected on what I had heard and I felt sad. To begin wit

Whats New
i know not alot people read my blog but i dont care. if any of my friends noticed that i am not on as much it is because i have a job and i work a rotating shift.. i have a few bills to pay so the extra money goes to paying them off. not to mention getting 2 visits a month with my son

To My Friends
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# ___ _______#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___##

The Right Of Wrong, With The Wrong In Right?
OK, this concept came to me as I was reading different things on-line, both on CT and other places. We have things in our society that is counted as illegal, or against the limitations set down by whatever religious bonds you may have placed yourself in. Yet how does that justify labeling it wrong, or right? We have laws that are still on the books in some states that say its illegal for me or anyone to practice witchcraft. I think it would take a severely anti-pagan official to attempt making any arrest or fines based on this old law. Yet we also have laws guiding the use of substances. It seems perfectly OK that solid or liquid drugs, chemically altered materials, and filled with "may cause" warnings can be legal. Yet such things as marijuana, shrums, or even peyote are made illegal. Thus we have the War On Drugs telling us these things naturally made are just as bad and illegal as these other drugs such as meth, E, heroin, and the such. A case could be made for both sid

Great Message
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoi

Does This Bother Anyone Else?
I JUST WATCHED "LOU DOBBS on CNN" AND HE PRODUCED DOCUMENTS THAT THE US ATTORNEY'S OFFICES WILL NOT PROSECUTE ANY DRUG SEIZURES OF LESS THAN 500 POUNDS. THAT THEY JUST RELEASE THEM. WHILE I SAW ON AOL THAT THEY MAY PROSECUTE A WOMAN WHO IS DYING AND MEDICAL MARIUANNA WILL EASE HER SUFFERING. DOES THIS BOTHER ANYONE?? THESE ARE THE SAME US ATTORNEYS THAT TRUMPED UP CHARGES ON THE TWO BORDER GUARDS WHO ARE NOW IN PRISON FOR SHOOTING (HE IS NOT DEAD) AN ILLEGAL IMMIGANT DRUG DEALER HE WAS GIVEN IMMUNITY BY THE US ATTORNEY TO TESTIFY AGAINST THE THE 2 US BORDER GUARDS. A COUPLE MONTHS LATER THAT SAME DRUG DEALER WAS CAUGHT MOVING 1 MILLION MORE DRUGS INTO THE US. BUT THE SAME US ATTORNEY IGNORED THAT AND STILL USED HIM AS A WITNESS AGAINST THE BORDER GUARDS THIS IS MAJORLY F*CKED UP. PEOPLE (ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS} WHO SMUGGLE IN 500 POUNDS OF DRUGS ARE RELEASED. WHILE COUNTLESS AMERICANS ARE IN JAIL FOR A COUPLE OUNCES OF POT!! IF YOU LIVE IN THE US PLEASE WRITE YOUR REPRESENTA

The Real Fat Sonny!!!!
Oh so you want to call me out Thomas, Well Lets see the real you, you know the one that used to talk to me in Shout Box and in Yahoo, asking me to make you photoshops cause i was too dumb to see behind your little schemes. talking bout me taking the pictures of the kids, you were the one with the plan to make perverted pictures with these peoples kids. I stood by your side when you Said Wil "White Rider" was such an asshole, but he is the one that stays out of the drama. He saw thru your childish drama feed bullshit along time ago... he just stayed your friend because it was fun being the hated one, while you were the loved one! But now look who is still here! What about all the times you tried to Cyber with so many people, or your involvement with DevilGirl, I am going to add screen shots about how the real fat sonny is in shout boxes...and in yahoo and there is more to come. I dont want to be in the drama I am tired of it. But Fat Sonny look you arent even on this si

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled.

Im Sorry
:To all the girls who look past the nice guys: If you won't be able to read all of this... I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open the door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I would rather love you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not goo

Irish Proverbs 4
When the sky falls we'll catch larks. One swallow never made a summer. A silent mouth never did any harm. It's often a man's mouth broke his nose. Everyone is wise till he speaks. Words will not feed the friars. Proverbs cannot be contradicted A good beginning is half the work. You'll never plow a field by turning it over in your mind. Many hands make light work. Long churning makes bad butter. It's no use boiling your cabbage

So Accurate That It's Creepy.
Birth Chart This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Samantha The planets in the signs The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche. Sun in Pisces She is compassionate and sentimental. She likes isolated occupations: administration, archives, history. Spirit of self-sacrifice. Weaknesses: tendency to be led astray, lack of experience or inability to apply experience practically. Lethargy, over-sensitivity and emotionalism. Moon in Sagittarius Likes to throw herself into the unknown and into adventure: she is agile, tough and enthusiastic. Attracted to long voyages, to discover the unknown. Weaknesses: takes great risks in throwing herself into the unknown and into adventure. Audacious, bold and rebellious. Unable to stay in one place, is always ready to risk everything to achieve her goal. Mercury in Pisces Fertile

Lupus!! Reposting This As Well Please Read Understand.
What is systemic lupus? Systemic lupus is a generalised autoimmune disease. In an autoimmune disease, the immune system (=defence) partly targets itself, by producing autoantibodies that cause inflammatory diseases. Generalised means that the autoimmunity can attack different organ systems and can cause generalised disease manifestations Who is affected by lupus? Basically anyone at any age, but mostly lupus strikes women of childbearing age (80 to 90%). The number of lupus patients affected by lupus also differs according to race. In the USA lupus is more common in Blacks than in Caucasians. Genetic (hereditary) factors are sure enough believed to play a role in the development of the disease. Prevalence of lupus Studies are scarce and results vary widely, but it cannot be denied that the number of lupus patients is increasing. Improved diagnostic measures and a better understanding of the disease are two important factors in the increase of lupus patients, but there is

Your Not Here
You're Not Here Blue sky to forever The green grass blows in the wind, dancing It would be much better a sight with you, with me If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby Never felt so lonely, then you came along So now what should I do I'm strung out, addicted to you My body it aches, now that you're gone My supply fell through You gladly gave me everything you had and more You craved my happiness When you made me feel joy it makes you smile But now I feel your stress Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no And who has time for tears Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love 'till now

Symptoms Of Last Blog...
Chances ar eyou know at least someone with these, maybe this can help some people understand what I live with..... It isn’t unusual to have both TrPs and FMS contributing to one symptom — sometimes with the addition of reactive hypoglycemia (RHG) or insulin resistance (IR). Some of your symptoms may be caused by the side effects of medications. There are other medical conditions that can cause some of these symptoms as well. This guide will, however, indicate whether there is a pattern to your symptoms. For example, if you have three symptoms indicating possible TrPs, you have a great likelihood of having other symptoms also caused by TrPs and a good possibility of having chronic myofascial pain. Visual locations of TrPs and their reference zones can be seen in the video "Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome: The Trigger Point Guide" (see video). Key to Understanding the Self-Diagnostic Guide "(FMS)" indicates that the preceding symptom often accompanies fibromyalgia. "(H)"

Plz Comment And Let Me Know
all i want is a picea of fucking pussy from the girl ive been with for fucking 2 years am i a bad person? I dont know nemore she makes me feel like fucking shit but u must understand sex with her would be a diffrent from neother. One,shes a virgin and two,i actually love her but i dont feel like i can be with a girl who wont even fuck me as horrible as that sounds. I ask again am i bad person because i give in to my natrual instincts i dont know nemore i dont know nething nemore. Its all fucked up and if we break up i know who ill run to i know ill be able to get a picea of ass from this slut {ill leave her name out cause if u know me u know who im talking about}but thats it and i dont want that either. My girl would be perfect if she would just fuck me. My life would be perfect and not even really perfect just happy u know? If u read this and u have an opion about it just message me let me know what u think. Answer my question once and for all,Am i a bad person

Words Are My Visions
Look at the mirror I dont fight I'm not your everday paper pushing, pencil writing, label creating writer words upon visions, and visions upon these words i speak take me into a ring and you can box me into a corner read my words and I will run you around from corner to corner but I dont want hurt you with my verbal excavations of mental hilltops with intellectual intejections upon your ears am i your voice within reason or am i the reason you dont voice your reason as i speak you tell me your listening, but you don't hear words to be twisted turned and changed into some obsure mess that fits your rationalities but the rationalities become irrational I write to rejuvinate revitalize to express my generation that got numb I use a page with chicken scratch to express my thoughts your opinions there observations I make sense or things that are undescibally painful and obscure I relate to the unrelatable you want to battle me.....fine then step in my world and my ring

*angel~baby*®™
OMFG..im SUCH a dumbass... *ANGEL~BABY*®™ did the sweetest thing for me..She bought me a blast...And me..being the dummie i am..Went and deleted it by accident... We are trying to get it back!.. I HOPE WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Is Fucking Bs
well I m very offended but one of the top posters of the day .the name is kkk and it’s a picture of Hitler and it makes me sick that several people have come planed about it and all there told is to block them well this gooses to show me once again that the TOS is lived hard by until the admen’s don’t want to take care of it then the same person is hersing people on here witch again is in violation of toss but hey who am I to state my oppion I mean come on why should my feelings count only cause I am a loal CT user and a descent human that finds hate and discontent wrong.. Fat Tony

Document Lyrics.... Assemblage 23 Rocks!!!!
In stillness A silent weight Pausing as the minutes each evaporate A desire To leave a scar To raise a voice from within the dark Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark This is a document To prove that I was here This is a document To prove I was at all And when my voice ceases to be Will the echo still ring loudly? And when there's nothing left of me Will my memory still go on? A flicker Transitory state An echo of an instance that burns a way A moment A shard of time A solitary thread that threatens to unwind Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark Distant An approaching age When this document falls beneath another's gaze Too late We have lost the dawn The signal's loud and clear, but the transmitter's gone Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark PS... Now imagine me dancing a

True American! From A Friend ;)
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't a

Installing Love
Technical Support: Yes,... how may I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have t

Different Location, Same Sensation
Like an angel Falling from heaven She wrapped Her mini skirt Around my thigh Said she wanted to Meet me From the time she Saw me walk in Which was an Hour Before she got To the bar I knew you would Show up here Eventually She whispered in My ear Kissed my cheek And moved away She came back With another beer Told me to get Comfortable It was gonna be A long ride Turns out She went to church And loved her Jesus But was not captive To her faith She never allowed Her morals To interfere with Our pleasure Praised for My gift to sin A talent she did not Take For granted The once innocent Angel Saw thru me too Seeds of intrigue Are planted

I Lost My Last Fight Blah...thats Ok..i'll Live..
I went out there kicked once or twice..then I did a back fist and got put up to the cage and put in a choke..so..no big deal I made the mistake..so I will learn from it, train harder adn then go back again..I'm not a quiter thats for sure lol...talk to you all laters

The Gift
If I give, and he receives What if my life he leaves? Oh, to have loved wrong, then have the treasure lost. What a price to pay a twenty five year cost. A gift from me for his delight. What if its quality is not of his sight? Once the veil is lifted, and the prize revealed Will my essence still be gifted after the years it was concealed? If I do give, and his presence is lost How then do I live after the gift was tossed?

Stupid Salute! >:(
im trying to take a salute picture and the homepage isnt showing up clearly and its annoying i must have taken over 50 pictures trying to get this right. does the homepage HAVE to be clear so that you can read it in the picture?

Vegas Baby!
For anybdy who doesnt know im just about n my way to vegas until sunday!! s if u miss me u can send me a message try not to send anything to my Shoutbox, cuz i probably wont get it.....and then i wont know you were thinking of me!!! So ill miss u all.....but to be honest i wont be thinking of anybody cuz ill be drink most of the time and not be in the right state of mind....hehe BUT I do love ya all and i will miss you!!! Ill see u all sooonnn.... peace out VEGAS BABY!! luvz, ~CINDY ps. dont forget about meeeee `

Love Lust And Devotion (part Three) Devotion:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
what can i say to show my devotion eat you out, rub you down with lotion take care of the kids and do as you say take swing after swing for saying the wrong thing what will it be today the hitting doesn't bother me just fills me with such extasy but know this don't show my devotion how my love flows through me like an ocean no what i need are the perfect words the ones that say to prove to you how i feel about those sexy curves how my tongue can make your lips peel i taste your honey as it flows down my tongue as i lick you feel my mouth with cum i would spend eternity down here just to please you for me this is pleasure, we don't need to do the do your leggs will shake and your pussy aches as you wish for something else only after i had my fill of your wealth white, creamy, tasty, honey drinking your essence my love bunny i don't think this is devotion more like a sexual notion i'll always be true i devote my life to you do what you ask of me take

Think And Remember (poetry)
Think and Remember I wish I could rewind time to see your smile one more time. To hear the laughter that came so easily with a warm smile. The warmth of a protective hand on my shoulder. To hear the warmth of your voice shooing away a child's troubled fears. Is it wishful thinking that I hear your voice on a stray breeze? The warmth of your hand upon my shoulder when I grow to troubled? A man larger then life A man who filled so many broken hearts with hope and love once more. Could death truly take you away from us so fully. Never to see or feel your touching presence once more. A cynical mind would say yes. How could such a thing be? Yet I know each spring your there. Nurturing and renewing hope as always within me. Keeping me warm and safe in winters harshest of storms. A guiding hand on my shoulder and steering when the road grows to long. Death may have taken you from us. Yet not even death can keep us from you. I know all I ha

Something To Think About
Things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us ; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost . An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea . North Korea never attacked us .. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us . He was offered Osama bin L

Troubled With Something Here
YOU KNOW, I RESPONDED TO A "IF WE HAD SEX" GAME AND THEN I REPOSTED LIKE I WAS INSTRUCTED TO DO AND APPARENTLY, PEOPLE LOOK AT IT AND NOBODY EVEN RESPONDS AND I GUESS THAT SHOULDN'T BUG BUT IT DOES EVEN THOUGH I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, ANYWAYS, I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE CAN'T RESPOND TO SOMETHING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I REPOSTED IT, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PEOPLE THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE A RELATIONSHIP OR SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE BECAUSE OF MY DISABILITY WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG, BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY AT THE GRAND TRAVERSE COUNTY RICC MEETING, A GUY I KNOW IS INVOLVED WITH A WOMAN WHO IS MENTALLY CHALLENGED AND HE HAS BREATHING DIFFICULTIES AMONG OTHER DIFFICULTIES AND I FOR ONE WAS HAPPY FOR THEM AND SO WAS MY GIRLFRIEND SINCE SHE WAS WITH ME AT THE MEETING, SO I GOT A NEWSFLASH FOR THOSE THAT DON'T THINK THE DISABLED SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OTHER THAN A DISABLE D PERSON. WELL, THAT IS WRONG BACK AND IT'S WRONG NOW, I FEEL THAT IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY AND PE

Price Of The Cost
price of the cost got up one morning, awaking to the sound of the clock, threw on my clothes,realizing i couldnt find my sock, put on my shoes anyways, left for work, my phone rang, i answered the call, it was you on the other line, telling me its over, i dropped my phone to the floor, reached down to pick it up,and crashed in to a wall my body's laying broken, from your words spoken, feelin like i'm dreamin, inside my head i hear myself screamin, my body's bleedin, but we are what i lost what did i do wrong in my life, to make it end this way, could of known,never been told, trapped in my car,my body's turned cold, my breaths are shortening, i could have saved myself today my body's laying broken, from your works spoken, feeling like im dreamin, inside my head i hear myself screamin, my body's bleedin, but we are what i lost, you were the one thing i love the most, this ended up all wrong, my life meant so little to me, but you're the one i l

Hey Everybody
When placed with this blank spot of paper or on the pc I am unsure what to write or what such. I usually have the troubles of when hving one guy I have like several interested at on time... That is the case here.... I don't know which one has more to offer and to tell you the truth I only want one good guy. After being burned so bad I don't even trust my own heart to tell me this is the right one. I feel as if all I find are the wrong guys. This time I want to be sure 100 and 10 percent that he is going to be the one I spend the rest of my life with. I just have to know them more before I will know. Until then I will have fun getting to know them and see which one my heart attaches too, because I do have a major trust issue. I have been hurt and used so much and so tired of it I am scared half to death. LOL Sincerly, Steph

No Show....
No Show I had a date it was a no show Guess he didn’t want to go All dressed up Feeling like crap Got in my car I headed to the bar Sat down and ordered a drink Bartender said you don’t fit in here I smiled and ordered a beer Shook my head and said.. I know But where else am I to go I had a date…but it was a no show What was I to do Sit around and feel so blue Oh no, that’s not me I am divorced and feeling free Looking for something, that special someone Who will love me Where in God could he be So the bartender says When you finish your beer There is another waiting right here From that man across the way Just trying to brighten your day I smiled and said I’m ok Jessie was his name He came over and sat down I’m new to this town Just waiting on a friend He’s running late again I smiled and said It’s cool As I sat at that stool Feeling like a damned fool I looked around Felt like all eyes were on me What do they see Wondering if they could know T

I Have No Title
I picked up the phone tonight I dialed your number I laid it back down Who am I kidding nothing is alright I thought it was forever That was what you said I guess I was wrong Just a stupid notion in my head The love is all gone I won't cry anymore You have left me this way Broken battered and torn I was just your toy My feelings meant nothing Yes I was a fool For falling for a boy I need a man That's what I need One who will be honest and caring That will never decieve I deserve my life I tell myself I'll find it yet Thanks to your spite You anger has driven me Forced me to the edge It's over now FUCK YOU I said

Just When You Thought It Was Safe
My school did not prepare me for all that would go on the first day of externship. I was so scared that first day. I know every first day of work is stressful as all get out, but, on the same end, I wish I'd had some idea of what to do. I kinda confessed to my mother Saturday night that I hated this, absolutely hated it. And I do. I'd much rather do transcription.(and earn a lot of money for it, too) Oooooooooh shizzle. Well I only have a few weeks of externship. Things will get better, I hope.

Stress + Health
Well it all started.Friday afternoon.On thrusday where I live we switched over from Verizon to comcast for the Comps.Comcast is quick like lightning.i Love it.Now the Whole Problems with my internet is we are useing a B.Broadband Router.An a B seems to be Obsoleete.I require a G Broadband Router.But since I am relatively new on the internet,I'm not suppose to know anything computer related.According to my buddies wife,Tech Support,Comcast Installer an myself are all wrong we don't no what we are talking about.They constantly berate me.Now this Fuckin bitch argues Ice conditions with me.I can not be right on any mater she Totally knows it all.On friday one of the puke Lazy Ass Teenagers ,started screaming at me for unplugging the Modern,where as my friend Ken,whom owns the house unplugged the Modern not knowing any better.now this fuckin piece of shit Bitch,came after me yelling cause she got disconnect talking to her mother on the phone.wouldn't believe it wasn't me who did it.after th

The Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) You're laughing, aren't you?!?! 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6 WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) 7. Why do only 10% of men make it to heaven? (because if they all went, it would be Hell.) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...... Then you are just an old sour fart!

You And Me
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you there's something about you now I can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you you and me and all of the people with noth

Ink Injected Into My Organ...
Did you know that the skin is the largest organ in the human body? I just got home from 8 hours of having ink injected into it. My arm looks awesome & is tender as hell at the moment. Sitting for that long wasn't a problem, but I can't say I would want to do it that often. Pictures to follow.

Fun Game
type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19 ------ myself > > 20 ------ a baseball bat > > 21 ------ a ninja > > 22 ------ Chuck Norris > > 23 ------ a noodle > > 24 ----

Ten Things I Hate About You
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around And the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -- Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.

Rules Of Drunk Dialing
Rules of Drunk Dialing 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8.You can also call this same e

From The Minds Of Men!
From the Minds of Men! 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas . 3. I take my wife everywhere ... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great for two days. Then the mud fell off. 9. She ran after the garbage truck, yelling "Am I too late for t