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gotta make my heart cry

Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com" i can't see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make my heart cry, you'll never see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make the your heart cry." i cant cry, well unless it is more pain then i can stuff down then i can cry. like my when my aunt died i was close to her she fought a man because he called my brothers and i a nigger. she looked him in the eyes and said no their not niggers but i am and knocked him out. then turned and told us the meaning of the word( nigger a word meaning ignorant. like when he gets up he can say a nigger hit him. )her death killed me because i was supose to go see her in the hospital she asked where me and my brothers were{hang on crying from the heart is painful} ok but instead i was throwing a party. when my dad called and said do i think i can make it...............i said no i'm to drunk i'll go tomorrow.... an hour two cases later he calls again and says she wont make it through the night. i sent everyone home my brothers and i let a blunt grabbed our twenty twos and jumped in the car. it was the longest 80 mph drive i ever made. on the way about half way there my heart stops and the car grows cold at the same time we all sipped our beers at the same time not noticeing as soon as i put my beer back out of site and my brother alex said well we should turn around. i said i know but even though she's gone we still gotta go.jed was just kept drinking. it was that momment that i learned how to make my heart cry. that was four years ago and i still do it cause of being use to stuffing my feelings down the furthest it get is to my heart. all i ever let out was one tear from one eye( you know like on crybaby) since my grandma died when i was 10. how do you make your heart cry anyone who has been hurt time and time again you probably do it without knowing in fact i swear that at least 7 out of 10 who reads this will know exactly what im talking about... you know that feeling you get from a rollercoaster as it drops that thing in your stomache starts hurting. imagine that feeling in your heart. and if you still dont know if youve done it or not have you ever been so happy and for some reason a single tear rolls down your cheek and wonder where it came from your heart just letting you know.........."Dance"!!!!!!!!!
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