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Nine Inch Nail How I Feel
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feeling disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...

Self Confidence
You are a mirror of your inner self and what you project to others reflects on you and all that sorounds you. Live your life the way that you want, but be yourself and not the shadow of someone else, so many people want to be anything but themselves, because what they see in another, they do not see in themselves, we are all unique in our own way and being special is a right that was given to us at birth, the beauty of ones self lives deep within each and everyone of us. Feel the power of the spirit and your gift will become as clear as a unclouded summer day

Poem
How do I do this, how can I deal with the pain So many things is going wrong, so many losses with no gain So many mixed feelings, so many dark thoughts A never ending nightmare, with no lessons being taught You clouding my brain, hatred clouding my mind, My love clouding my heart, my hate clouding everything that’s behind What do I do, how can I make this end Do I take my own life, or let it go with the wind The sky is dark now, there is no place to go I don’t know what’s going on, and there’s no way to know I wish this would end, I wish I would wake So many things to wish for, nothing left to take This life is over, time to start a new No one left to start it with…..but wait…now there’s you… Ricky Dale Stone…. One life to live, one way to go No where to turn, y is there two roads No signs pointing, no hints to where they lead Nothing telling us what to do, no blood left to bleed No one here to help, does anyone even care Who thinks about me, who’s thought

What The Crap?
Hey, this morning, I saw a kid riding around in one of those Powerwheels cars kids used to have when I was little. (Other kids — not me. My parents obviously didn’t love me.) Remember Powerwheels? The jingle was “Pow-pow-Powerwheels!” and they were thirty pounds of plastic powered by a car battery. I thought they were awesome. My backdoor neighbor had a Barbie Jeep ™ that featured working windsheild wipers — and this was very cool at the time — a car phone. Why you would need wipers for a windsheild that came up to your nipples is beyond me now, but back then it was, to borrow a phrase from the Engrish, quite top of cool. But what I’m getting at is that instead of white and pink plastic, this kid was driving around an Escalade. Seriously. Rims and everything. Sitting in my Ford, I felt a little bit of an inferiority complex coming on. Sure, my car’s highway legal, but this kid was not only bouncin’ with mad style, but had managed to escape the Escalade’s 14 mpg highway fuel economy.

Another One...
*Pleasantly Owned*I belong to Master I am whatever he desires me to be.His fantasy to use anyway he chooses.pushing me farther than I ever imagined.He makes me want to please him.He makes me want to do very naughty things.His desires guide my thoughts.I Cravehis touch, his taste, his slap.His power, control and confidence overwhelm my sensesand bring me to my knees.I tremble from his passionas his warmth settles over me.

Today Is 23 / 11 / 2006
You know sometimes I have to say I hate this time of year... Let me tell you why... Now I work in Retail a superstore called Sainsburys now many of you will not have heard anything about british stores but this time of year are store starts to get busy and if the store get busy that meas more work for me... and more work for me means longer hours I have to work... and longer hours I have to work means I sleep more and all of this means I do not feel as if I am getting into the christmas sprit... my birthday is also coming up and this is a time I should be feeling happy but I dont... my parents asked me what I would like for my birthday and I really don't know what I want... have I got to that age that I dont even know what I want... Well yes I don't know what I want and I don't even think I ever will... Well I am begining to sound depresive... So I am going to end tonight feeling happy. hehe I brought a new suit a copple of days ago for a big do I am going to this sunday... it will be

Not Been Around Much B/c
Just wanted to say I will be in and out alot. My niece had surgery on monaday and is doing well and at home. Tuesday my father-inlaw went in for a liver transplant. 2 surgeries so its been a touch and go and I have been goin back in forth from here and columbus which is about an hours drive. So I will be around when I can so if you could just please send out a well wish or a prayer for us it would be great. Much love JEN xoxoxo

No Longer A Dream
Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride holds a secret desire so intense, deep inside. Imprisoned with all my passion and love, unknown to anyone but the one above. A desire for someone to cherish and hold, the need for a love to call my own. Someone to kiss and make up with after fight. Someone who can respect all I can be. Someone who's strong enough to commit and love only me. Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears. Someone I can depend on to be my friend, someone who can restore my faith in love once again. This love is like a dream yet to come true, Or so I believed until I found you.

Just Returned From My Work Out
Hi to all my beloved's. I hope you have missed me as much as ive been missing you .. Ive just got in from the gym , and by god do i know ive been today . Whilst doint leg curls, ive pulled my calf. And they think ive torn the muscle :( I might not be able to do the Gym now for a few day's till i can get some movement in it . It sucks ....

Down Deep
Down Deep in your soul you will find true love Down Deep in your heart There is someone there Treasure that person for a life time Hold on to those feelings Because one day you might Lose that person and those feelings And you never know what you had until Its gone

Stereo Type Thing
Just pick one!If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you I'm Polynesian, so everyone must be scared of me. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulemic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm AGONOSTIC, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I like OLDER GUYS, So I MUST be a slut. I'm SOUTHERN, so I M

The Marriage Of Heaven And Hell
The Argument. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep Once meek, and in a perilous path, The just man kept his course along The vale of death. Roses are planted where thorns grow. And on the barren heath Sing the honey bees. Then the perilous path was planted: And a river, and a spring On every cliff and tomb; And on the bleached bones Red clay brought forth. Till the villain left the paths of ease, To walk in perilous paths, and drive The just man into barren climes. Now the sneaking serpent walks In mild humility. And the just man rages in the wilds Where lions roam. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep. ____________________________________________ PLATE 3 As a new heaven is begun, and it is now thirty-three years since its advent: the Eternal Hell revives. And lo! Swedenborg is the Angel sitting at the tomb; his writings a

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Dandy You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations. Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories. It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you. You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone. ..What Is Your Seduction Style?..

Wild And Crazy
Your quiz results make you a Wild and Crazy http://www.ruhotquiz.net/ Your quiz results make you Wild and Crazy You have a lot of fun living a wild and crazy life. You live every second to the fullest. You don't look to keep up with fashion; you look for fashion to keep up with you. Your fun filled lifestyle never stops, so your engine is always running hot. Who knows what crazy new thing you'll try out next?

Perceptions Of One
deep perceptions surface pain feelings float seeking in others what we give most wanting needing but always giving trying crying never ending a touch a smile a hug to care living mending dreams fade into the air reaching touching wanting so much simply to feel anothers touch 11-30-06 ~*~ Pix~*~

Hummmmmm
EVER WONDER WHY PEOPLE COME INTO YOU PAGE ? IS IT TO SEE WHAT YOU ARE UP TO OR MAYBE TO SAY SOMERHING LIKE HI HOW ARE YOU. OR TO SEE WHO YOU TALK TO ... JUST A PASS THREW NO COMMENT NO RATE NO NOTHING JUST THE MARK OF THEIR PIC ST SHOW HEY I STOPPED IN BUT I DIDNT TAKE TWO SECONDS TO RATE OR COMMENT TO SAY HI I STOPPED BY... HELLO I SEE YOU... I WONDER SO TELL ME WHY... I HAVE TALKED TO ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE PEOPLE VISIT THEIR PAGES AND ALOT JUST GO IN AND LOOK NEVER RATE OR COMMENT... COME ON IS TO MUCH TO ASK FOR A RATE OR COMMENT.......

A Spure Of The Moment Poem
On the winds of the morrow I hear whispers of faeries Calling out to those who are lost Hoping they'll follow their mischivious voices Into the trap they laid Watching the lost and weary Wondering when one will follow For I've been trapped long enough In this village of the faeries I hear the whispers and I watch on Knowing that the musical sound will bring My replacement as the faeries fun Though part of me will miss all the mayhem I see a lost wonder She hears the whispers only those lost can hear I then add my voice to the whispers Only wishing her go on Hearing the whispers of the faeries I don't want to share I believe I've found a home As the faery that was lost one morrow long ago I hope you all enjoy this it was a spur of the moment poem. Love Stace

"i Eat Players Fer Breakfast!'
... If yer a player ... Stay away ... Ya won't last long with me ... I have had many adventures . When you fall in to a deep blind love that is uneven ... always expect the worst. Expect lies, excuses, stories, & cheap love in motels & hotels. The truth is most important, vital, & yet difficult at times. Someone is bound to get emotionally attached then hurt when the relationship starts out with a lie. Never be blind as a fool going into something your not sure about. Always keep a protective shield that is hidden to help you see clear. Yes there are two sides to every story. Only one is backed with proof, facts, & evidences. Even when the liar gets caught they still try to believe they were in the right. A player comes in many forms. A player is more successful playing someone who has never been played. The key is to keep your calm. If they know your on to them you will never get the facts to build your story against them. When they say that they love you while loving someone else

Perfect Breakfast
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheatie's box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.

Bloody Death
Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my neck. It wounds me, and darkly my blood drips to the dead grass. In pain I hang my head while death hovers close. Now alone, my blood falls upon dead eyes. This is death

To Net Or Not To Net!
A lot of people have mixed ideas about finding romance on the internet. Everyone hears about the serial killers searching for their victims on the internet and fears that that they could be yet another statistic. Okay, they do exist...but what is so different from them searching the newspapers or other mediums for their victims? Are we going to live our lives in fears in that everyone we might talk to on the net are bad people? I hope not. Not all strangers are bad people; if that were true, we would never meet that person sitting next to us on the bus or at the coffee shop. After all, how do people go from strangers to friends without some form of introduction or stumbling over the awkwardness of meeting others. Of course, the movies like, "You Have Mail!", seem to, on the other hand, glorify the romance through the internet. Not all people on the internet are out there to meet someone new for romance; some are only out there to merely make new friends. When missing that

Why Why Why ???????
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Young Love
The first day I saw you I knew it had to be Love at first sight You are meant for me. I'm always thinking of you I hope your thinking too I don't know how to say this But I want to be with you. I'm showing you emotions That never ever show I guess the reason is That you deserve to know. Of everything thats said All of which is true Forever and a day My heart will be with you.

Walking Away
Lonely are the days lately. My mind consumed with thoughts of loves I've missed. Loves I can't reach. Loves without reason. The illusion is blinding. My world is crying for you. I'm slipping back. No one can feel me now. Walking the other way.

It's All Coming Back To Me Now
Artist/Song name- Meatloaf It's all coming back to me now lyrics Boy:] There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window [Girl:] There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever [Both:] I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I have ever made [Boy:] When you touch me like this (touch me like this) And I hold you like that (hold me like that) I just had to admit that it's all coming back to me [Boy:] When I touch like this (touch you like this) And I hold you like that (hold you like that) It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me [Girl:] It's all coming back It's all coming back to me now [Boy:] There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light There were thi

What Should've Been
A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the things I should have said, I couldn't, All the feelings I have I know I shouldn't. I'm a fool for you, I let my feelings take over, Instead of keeping my guard up as a protective cover. You live to learn and what don't kill me makes me stronger, That's why I can't continue this confusion any longer. I care too much and I guess that's my weak spot, I did nothing wrong cuz I know I gave it all I got.

Santa's Reindeer...& How They Came To Be....
COMET....."THE TOUGHEST REINDEER"... He's been spacey ever since the accident that was responsible for his "sleigh name" Comet. It was at the end of the run on the very first Christmas sleigh delivery. At that time, Comet was leading the team through a dark and foggy night. He suddenly thought he spied the big Lighthouse light on the tip of the North Pole, the one they still use to guide the sleigh team home. Unfortunately that was in the days before radar and meteorological forecasts. Yep, it was a real comet speeding through the edge of Earth's atmosphere, and a disaster was narrowly avoided after Comet head butted it out of orbit and saved the team. He became a hero, but he's still seeing stars, even in the daylight! CUPID...."THE REINDEER ROMANTIC"... You would think that being one of the reindeer that pulls the sleigh for Santa Claus would keep a reindeer very very busy. And it does. But good ol' Cupid still finds time to play the great "Reindeer Romantic.

Character Six
The major villain of the story, he is a warlock (oathbreaker). He has had his Magik since he was four and has always been selfish and even harmful in his use of it. He only studied Wicca to learn how to control his abilities, although after his nature was revealed to all most think his power controls him. He is six foot three and two hundred and fifty pounds. He has short dark hair and eyes that make women swoon. He always stands out in a crowd and usually has three or four women following in his wake, often looking as if they were entranced.

I Really Don't Think She Knows What She Really Wants
< Back home | Subscribe | rss | add to blog group | sign out Jenn Last Updated: Dec 5, 2006 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Subscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: In a Relationship Age: 25 Sign: Pisces City: Middleburg State: FLORIDA Country: US Signup Date: 03/21/06 Thursday, December 07, 2006 I Feel Lucky... Current mood: amused I feel lucky that I have the people I do to talk to when I need them. I have many friends, family and loved ones that is there for me to talk to. When I have troubles or just need to talk I have many people there. I love that feeling. I have friends that would sit with me for hours if I needed them to. My boyfriend is awesome at listening to me about different things and he is so caring and loving on issues. My mom has always been there for me. Even though I don't always like her advice I seem to always follow it. She is very wise and very understanding. She ha

Fat Bitches?
Wtf...so i had this guy delete me from his friend list and send me a message becuz a "friend" told him she didn't want him to have any fat bitches as friends...How sweet...I told him I felt flattered that she was threatend by me... Lmao if I wanted drama I would have stayed in High School...Lol having a great day now...lol that made my day... :)

Killing Me Slowly
I hate this. We havent talked in a week. I feel like its over we are just both too scared to say it. We sit together alone in the house and say nothing, its awful. I am so upset and depressed, I cry myself to sleep, but he doesnt know, he doesnt listen to my sobs and doesnt see my tears. He doesnt notice that he's killing me slowly and painfully, I am so broken.

Dirty Little Secrets
All my dirty little secrets Copy this entire list into your blog/journal. - BOLD everything about you that is true. - Leave plain anything that is false about you. - Put an *asterisk* at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true. * I have had sex while wearing a blindfold. I have blindfolded someone else during sex.********** I have had sex while watching porn. I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet. I sleep better after sex.******** There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating. The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex. I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate. I have masturbated for someone over a web cam. I have had sex over a web cam.******* I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on. I have been tied up during sex. I have had sex with someone who was tied up.******* I have dripped wax onto a lover's body. I have had a lover drip wax onto

A Dog Named Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

Finally!
OMG! So I figured I would give this blog thing a try. You would think I was a blonde or something (no offense my blondies) but it took me several attempts to get this damn thing right! Must be a combination of being early and not much sleep! LOL So I have my finals for my English class tonight and did I do anything to get ready? Hell no! Just like when I was in High School! You would think after 13 years of being out I would have learned a lesson! LMAO Guess not! Wish me luck! XOXOXO

Firefly
Firefly If you see my flying in the night sky Would you try to capture me hold? Like a flying diamond light Flapping wings, I am lit up bright Elfin little night time sprite Firefly, that’s me—tonight Children laugh to see my fly Up in the blue-black midnight sky Chasing me, they frolic and play All their little cares away Now when you see me What is it you feel? That in your heart my life you would steal If you took and put me, up And kept me in a jar or cup Worry not your fears are wrong Simply hold me gently, not strong For when you feel you need the light Hold me close to be yours—bright I am a gift from nature pure I light your path for this I am sure For when your heart is needing be found We sit together my light to surround In your hands I light up give My joy is in my life, the one I live To give to you is my simple wish The light at night a moonlight kiss For with a childlike grace you see I see the wonder inside you be That love

Christmas
its christmas time again and once more I am fighting a depression , not that I don't love the season and what it means to me but because from halloween until the first of the yr this time has brought a lot of pain to my life my mom and brother were both killed or died at this time shortyly after new years I was run over and left for dead and spenta year recovering but I did so it is for these reasons I get depressed but also I am grateful to God and his son for being alive and it was at this time of year I found my dad again and we have had a great relationship for years now . Our troops overseas need support and having been one of those troops I know what something from home means at this time of year just to take the loneliness away , so I wish them well and always will, each night I pray to God to keep them safe and to not let anyone die on christmas , but never get that wish , So when I look back on this time of year and see the trouble in the world and the high price of things I

From My Eyes
There are people who I just don't like Sluts whores cocky asses and more When people are ignorant and stupid They just don't listen and cause disturbance Judgemental hypocryites from religion and life All should just suddenly fall down and die Polititions are all corrupt and annoying These kind of people shouldn't have the say in what our country can or can't do or whose other buisness we neddle through Why is it when I just act like me I get stares of disgust from "normal" people I'm dark and disturbed according to them But they just don't understand why I am the way I am People need to learn to walk in others' shoes and learn how to see the perspective of those who the majority claims as "uncool" or "outcast" We can only take so much pain in one life If and when we hit the breaking point of our time will seem all but wasted existance was pointless No one cared no one loved no one worried Everday there are those who take their lives That could still

The Simple Difference
THE SIMPLE DIFFERENCE Calvin, of the "Calvin and Hobbes" comic strip fame, once imparted some timeless wisdom: "If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night," he observed, "I'll bet they'd live a lot differently." I believe he's right. Year by bewildering year, our world grows more complex. We crave peace within our souls. We long for simplicity in lives that too easily become inexplicably tangled in complicated webs. David enjoyed the simple things of life. He sometimes took jobs at dude ranches, national parks and seasonal resorts. His brother, however, wanted to entice him to get a "real" job and live in a world surrounded by things that only money can buy. David's brother often sent him photos of himself enjoying the so-called "good life." He labeled his snapshots "My new sound system" or "My new car." But the photos stopped arriving after David responded with a picture of his own. He sent his brother a large poster with a breathtaking view of

Not A Tale...
but... a tale of woe? LOL A few years back, several now that I thin about it, I ran into a site that was www.spiderbaby.com The tag was The Gothic Cumslut It was a great site, I was subscribed for some time, then let it go and would visit the site for updates from time to time. This woman was Gorgeous! She was very into costumes (My two favorite where vampire and catwoman) but she also played a naughty nun, school girl, cop, etc etc etc. She updated fairly regularly, pics, videos, etc Sometimes it was also very plain jane stuff... one such was her reading a book, hubby (the cameraman) came around the corner, pulled it out, she sucked him off til he came then went back to reading. planned or not, it was HOT Sadly, this site died awhile back... just "We had fun, see ya later!" no word as to why or what happened. Nadda This still makes me very sad. I sometimes wonder about she and he, if they are okay. It sounds stupid to say that but i do think about it. Did they m

Photo Rating's Of 1 ?
Okay - I don't get it. I understand the "haters" on here that feel like they have to rate people 1 to try to make themselves feel better, but to rate a picture of my *cat* a 1 ? What's up with that? Is someone a closet cat hater? No comment recently about her, just a rating of 1. Should I be offended? Should I take insult? My cat is absolutely stunning, by all standards, including her CFA Persian registration. So, what's up with the rating of 1 on my poor Gwen? *laugh* I guess it's better that it wasn't one of MY pictures that got a 1 rating, right? Anyways... just had to put a little rant about that up. Anyone else have some photo haters? Either ratings of 1 of their own pics or some other odd pic like a cat?

She Was Only 5...;-(... This Is Fucked Up And Sad
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made

Let The Sunshine By Kmk
Kid Talking] Daddy, why are people dropping bombs on each other? I don't understand.... [Hook] Some like sunshine, some like rain Some like pleasure, and some like pain Some like peace, and some like war And some don't even know what they're fightin' for What you're fighting for, what you're fightin for Do you even really know? What you're fighting for ohhhh, ohhhhh What you're fighting for [Verse 1] All I wanna do is live this beautiful life Feel free, with my girl, my friends and family Spend my peace and love and truth and unity Tryin' to stop all the violence and the wars overseas People come, people go I know decisive shit But I can't be depressed over someone else's nonsense There's no reason, or time, for me to be Mad or sad, said do you even really know? [Hook] Some like sunshine, some like rain Some like pleasure, and some like pain Some like peace, and some like war And some don't even know what they're fightin' for What you're fighting for, w

Merry Christmas For All My Brothers And Sisters In Arms Over In Fallujah
yes sir. im still waiting on god damn orders to be deployed to iraq once again. fuckers. hahaha. well i wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS. LIVE STRONG AND LIVE FREE AS I ALWAYS SAY. god damn it when is it going to end. i have to support the war considering im a damn soldier. but after the presdent is out of office hopefully we are all out of that so called what us soldier call it the suck. its all bullshit. but hell. i gotta do what i gotta do. i cant complain i too on having the job of serving this great nation so i say god bless and my bad version fuck it! well im ready. i just hope i aint stuck in a major warzone in baghdad or fallujah. i hope i can get another top of the pentagon special forces mission to take out some more taliban leader hidding int heir god damn under ground bunkers or their fucked up little houses they try try you hear that haha to hide out in. they think they can kick the YSA ASS. THE UNITED STATES ARMED

Food For Thought As The Tax Year 2006 Is About To End!!!
If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This was because they are predominantly illegal immigrants, working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal al iens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal, whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 25% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 ill egal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L.A.

Help With Spam Rules
COME ON PEOPLE WE SHOULD ALL PUT IN OUR OPINIONS ON THIS SPAM ERROR BULL. IT SHOULD BE UP TO THE USER IF THEY DO NOT WANT IT. I PERSONALLY LOVE ALL AND EVERYTHING I GET FROM PEOPLE... ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT THEY CARED ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO SEND ME ANY KIND OF LOVE... SO COME ON THOSE OF US THAT DISAGREE WITH THIS NEW RULE ACT LIKE ADULTS AND MAKE OUR OPINIONS HEARD AND COUNTED.. LET BABYJESUS KNOW OUR OPINIONS BUT REMEMBER BEING ADULTS MEANS BE RESPECTFUL TOO..

Solves The Spam Issues
I USE A PROGRAM CALLED FLOCK YOU NEED TO CHECK IT OUT I CAN SEND OUT MESSAGE AND STILL COMMENT BOMB CONTEST USING THIS WEB BROWSER Flock is an amazing web browser built on fast and secure Mozilla technologies. View and share photos with an innovative new photo bar in the browser. Subscribe to your favorite websites to get the freshest content automatically, in summaries that are easy to save and blog. Search more quickly, more effectively, and more richly with the innovative Flock Search Toolbar. Download the Flock beta and you'll be spreading the word that there's a new way to web. HERES THE LINK YOU CAN THANK ME LATER BUT PLEASE DONT FORGET TO RATE MY BLOG http://www.flock.com/download/

Life
WE ARE BORN...WE LIVE...WE LOVE...WE LAUGH...THEN WE DIE ALONE........ THATS CALLED "LIFE" ; WHAT IS IT , AND WHY DO WE HAVE A MISSION,IN WHICH WE DON'T HAVE A CLUE ON WHY WE'RE HERE? CAN I ACCOMPLISH WHAT I WAS SET OUT TO DO? NEVER THE LESS,WHAT IS MY PURPOSE OF BEING BORN? THESE QUESTIONS ARE INCONSISTENT THOUGHTS THAT THERE OF BEEN PLANTED IN MY MIND AS THE PURPOSE OF MY EXISTANCE. TO SMILE IS OUR EMOTIONAL WAY OF HIDING THEM....A FALSE PHYSICAL INTERVENTION THAT WE CALL "I'M HAPPY", AND THE SMILE IS JUST THE COVER UP OF OUR CONTEMPT FOR THE IGSUGNIFICANT OTHERS WE CALL OUR FRIENDS... PUZZLING IS IT NOT? LOL...BUT, OUR "ASS"UNMPTIONS WILL OVER COME THE MENTAL CAPACITY OF "LOVE"....IVE BEEN IN LOVE A FEW TIMES,BUT NOW IM VERY CAREFUL OF MY CURIOUSITY...SCIENTIFICALY,THAT EMOTIONAL STATE IS A THEORY THAT GOD GIVES US THAT THE IS NON-ABUNDENTLY TARNISHED BY THE "DEVIL." THE "LIES" IN WHICH WERE "TRUTHS" TO BEGIN WITH...OUR "SOULS" ARE THE HIDING PLACES FOR OUR "LATH

Please Check This Out
ART IS UNDERAPRECIATED!!! IT ADDS DIMENSION TO EVERYDAY LIFE AND IF WE TAKE A CLOSER LOOK YOU GAIN A PEICE OF THE ARTISTS SOUL. I ASK YOU KINDLY TO TAKE A CLOSER LOOK AT THIS AMAZING ARTWORK. YOU WILL NOT BE DISSAPOINTED. NEARLY EVERYONE WHO HAS LOOKED HAS FOUND A PEICE THAT SPEAKS TO THERE SOUL. HIDDEN MESSAGES BEHIND THEM ALL IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY ENOUGH. THIS ART COULD HAUNT YOUR DREAMS OR BRIGHTEN YOUR DAY. THERE ARE SEVERAL GALLERIES TO CHOOSE FROM STARTING WITH MY PERSONAL FAVORITE... VANDOODLES This one happens to be my personal favorite... peace love and shroomage!!! AND JUST A FEW FROM SOME OF THE OTHER GALLERIES

Tempi Di Natale, Pot Di Fusione Dove Miscela Sacred, Stimoli Profane, Il Cult E La Cosa Popolare, Facente Li Simultaneamente: Uomini E Donne....
Tempi di Natale, POT di fusione dove miscela sacred, stimoli profane, il cult e la cosa popolare, facente li simultaneamente: uomini e donne, delle parti degli impianti ed anche di fede. ____________________________________ Un ragazzo è sopportato in un manger in un posto a distanza di un paese; quando i loro genitori fuggiscono dal wrath di un regolatore, prima che l'imminenza della cristallizzazione millenarian di una prophesy. Un ragazzo stupisce alla gente saggia del suo tempo - priests, produttori e pharisees- quando effettuano un dibattito riscaldato, per basi e principii della fede, ai tempi del reframing il rapporto con la società e la coltura del suo tempo, essendo eliminato ed ashamed, essendo semplicemente: il figlio di un carpentiere e di una casalinga, non un erudito esperto della struttura delle elite. Il ragazzo, già sviluppato, abiura di legge di mosaico e sintetizza gli ordini che hanno servito da guida e luce alla sua intera nazione, entro i secoli, rid

Nice Person
Nice person – Hello there nice person! Did anyone ever tell you just how special you are? The light that you emit might even light a star? Did anyone ever tell you how important you make others feel? Somebody out there is smiling about love that is so real. Did anyone ever tell you many times when they were sad, your e-mail made them smile a bit, even made them glad? For the time you spend sending things and sharing whatever you find. There are no words to thank you, but somebody thinks you’re fine. Did anyone ever tell you just how much they love you? Well my dearest “online” friend .... Today I am telling you!

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love Copyright April 19, 2005 A lot of people go through life looking for someone to love and share their lives with. There is something incredibly comforting about having someone special to share your most intimate thoughts with. It is wonderful to know you can say anything and your thoughts are safe with that person; that you can pour out your anger, your hurt, your frustration, your joy, your happiness, your pain and they will take your words and "sift through them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away" I read something like that years ago and probably worded it differently, but the meaning is the same. It is comforting to know there is someone who understands you inside and out and who often knows you better than you know yourself. It takes an incredible amount of understanding, love and perception to know someone that intimately. It is also extremely powerful and beautiful and probably one of the greatest gifts

Now I'm Gone
Drunk and broken, cold inside This isn't the way it was supposed to be Blown by this wind, I could never bend There are too many things I could never see Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be Far too chaotic in my mind To seek the silence I've been trying to find Dreams I've lost long ago Return to haunt me in the night Was anything ever real Or have I been asleep forever Is this life an epic nightmare Don't want to know too numb to feel No longer have the strength to care Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be How can this be o

Merry Xmas Daddy
I MISS YOU DEARLY DADDY... AND IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY THAT YOU WERE TELLING ME I SHOULDNT BE SPENDING MONEY ON YOU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS...... THINGS ARENT THE SAME AND WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT KNOWING THAT WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN THE NEXT LIFE TIME IS A BIT OF A COMFORT...... I SO MISS YOUR SHELL AND SITTING AND TALKING WITH YOU..... THE KNOWLEDGE AND STORIES YOU LEFT ME IS AN AMAZING THING.... I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO VISIT YOUR LAST RESTING PLACE... BUT KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART..... THERE IS SOMETHING NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE AWAY.... THE PART OF YOU THAT FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS..... (ORIGINAL SKETCH OF DADDY TAT I HAVE)

Ok, I Have A Serious Question
Has anyone ever actually seen a billboard being changed? I'm really starting to think that billboard fairies change billboards. I live in Dallas where there are thousands of billboards and they can change from month to month but I have never ever ever seen a single person actually DOING it. So, that's my billboard conspiracy theory. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

She Said Yes!!!
About 7am December 25, 2006, My girlfriend Christine unwrapped an engagement ring. It took her about 10 min. to open due to all the boxes I wrapped it in. I videotaped the whole ordeal. When she opened the final box and saw the ring, her expression was priceless. Her mouth dropped and her eyes lit up like the harbor on 4th of July. Just figured I would tell the good people here on cherrytap about it.

Im Sorry!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

Irritated!
Irritated to say the least, but I might not be online for a bit. the 1000.00 lap top that i have is currently nothing more than a POS sitting on my desk. Gawd I hope it gets fixed.... Toshiba says.. take it to walmart... walmart says... take it to Toshiba... me.. i say... boot the fukking thing at the tech's head who told me it couldn't be fixed...... MF! I will not tolerate this....... **cries in frustration** So for now.. it's back to sharing one computer with my new roomy...... who isn't going to be real thrilled with that idea.. but then again.. you never know..... So.... if i'm not back on before New Years... please everyone know that I'm thinking of you.. and wishing you all a Great New Year... Sherrie

"what Turns Me On/off"
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you:OFF Wears braces:OFF wears a grill: OFF Dresses Preppy :ON Dresses Ghetto: OFF Dresses Gothic: OFF Has blue eyes: ON Has green eyes: DC Has hazel eyes: ON Brown eyes:ON Drinks alcohol:DC Wears glasses: OFF Plays sports: ON!!!(SOCCER IS HOT) Call you to say hi: ON Compliments you: ON good dancer : ON!!!! Wears jewelery: DC Smiles when you walk in the room: ON Has brown hair:ON Has Black hair: DC Has blonde hair:ON Has red hair: DC Makeup: OFF Can make you laugh at any given moment:ON Loyal:ON Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY) Plays guitar:ON Plays drums: ON Sings:DC he's buff (muscles):ON He can draw:DC Easily jealous: ON( I THINK ITS CUTE) Doesn't eat meat: DC does drugs: OFF is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blonde Cashier
So there's this blonde checkout girl, and one of the items in the customer's basket just won't scan. The supervisor comes over and says "We'll enter it manually: you read out the bar code & I'll type it in". So the checkout girl goes "Oookaayy.. Thick-line, Thick-line, Thin-line, Thick-line..."

Near Death
A blonde had a near death experience that changed her life forever. One day she went horseback riding. Everything was going fine until the horse started bouncing out of control. She tried with all her might to hang on, but was thrown off. Just as she was plummeting towards the ground, her foot got caught in the stirrup. When this happened, she felt the top half of her body slam to the ground. Her head continued to bounce harder as the horse did not stop or even slow down. Just as she was giving up hope and losing consciousness, the store manager came and unplugged it.

Sexercise
http://diet.ivillage.com/workouts/0,,87220xmp,00.html Sexercise: The Good Lovin' Workout More, more, more ‑- the sex and fitness connection by Catherine Censor (see more from this expert) You already know that exercise makes you look and feel sexier. But did you know that exercise, quite literally, makes you sexy? After a good workout, men and women alike experience a spike of testosterone (the famed "pump" of bodybuilding), the hormone that influences sexual arousal. And sex itself can be a decent workout. While you can't substitute your mattress for your treadmill (a 125 pound woman burns about 30 calories during a 20 minute session of moderately intense lovemaking), sex works your core muscles, your glutes ‑- even your upper body, if you spend time on top. Exercise and sex are definitely related. The more you have of the former, the more you'll want the latter! To make the sex you have that much better, you can train for "peak performance" just as yo

Suicidal Tendencies...
I tend to think of bad things of hurting myself, or others even I tend to think of negativities, and often want to end it all I have had many dreams few of which come true I just feel that if I end it all Then you won't feel this too. I cut myself to ease the pain to feel the pain inside. I cut myself to ease my mind but still the pain never subsides... The dreams they fade, But still I'm left alone Until the day, I finish it.... J.

Before I Go Off To Toil
On my profile on a wrestling forum that I'm proud to be a member of--Divas-Heaven.com--I have a little part in my sig that lists dislikes. One of my dislikes is "hippies". I want to clarify what I mean by this. When I say I don't like hippies, I don't mean the granola-munching, tree-hugging, pot-smoking hippies. I like granolas, I've been known to hug trees myself (If it's good enough for Shel Silverstein, it's good enough for me), and I don't think smoking pot is all that bad. I think more people should take an interest in saving nature and loving animals. What I mean by "hippie" is the flag-burning, attack-everyone-for-calling-women-chicks-or-what-have-you, whine -about-how-war-is-bad, it-takes-a-village-to-raise-my-child hippie. You want to burn our flag, be my guest. Unfortunately, because of you whiny little babies, you have that right. I think you're an idiot if you do it but you fought the law and apparently, the law did not win here. Stay the hell away from my fla

Quote Of The Year 2006
Chris Rock's "Quote of the Year" "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon. Need I say more?"

Thy Chamber...
Passions fire implores me As doth the hyacinth of pastoral views The melancoly of his voice doth bequeath joy to my soul What mysteries....life doth guard from me I shall manifest with thee I am perplexed with thine very being I implore thee...a gentle touch of mine cheek Wilst thou woe me once more with thine intoxicating smile Or doth my interpretations beguile me Oft I dream of thy chamber ye have ensconced from me ye hath not granted thy invatation I doth lisp at thine door amid the darkness Sensations journey through mine limbs Thee doth provoke ecstacies essence Virtues I doth bequeath thee freely Summon mine heart to thee and it be yours Copyright 2006 Marcie Caudell

An Achievement
Well another of my poems has recieved the Editor's Choice award and will be recorded onto a compilation CD. My first poem that was written for an ex boyfriend won the same award two years ago. This new piece was written for a dear friend of mine who helped me thru one of the darkest times in my life. Here is the poem that has won me such accl.. A Portrait of You The colours on an artist's easel All the colours we know and many to be discovered All put on canvas to paint a story Colour the imagination You are it's muse No one colour could ever describe you No one colour could ever paint the story you keep Hues of red... whisps of black..dabs of colour here and there No lines,no beginning,no end Layers on layers...shadow and light The spectrum of colours is just not enough To paint a portrait of you This poem is copyrighted by me and has already been published once. Just thought I would share some good news for a change. Thnx Jezebel Tempting

I Chose Vanilla With Chocolate Icing
No cheating. Pick your favorite dessert from the list below, then look >to see what psychiatrists think about you! After taking this dessert >personality test, send this e-mail onto others, but when you do, be sure to >put your choice of dessert in the subject box above and resend it to the >person who sent this to you. > >If you were making a dessert and you had your choice of those below or >(some great bakery was baking the dessert of your choice), which would you >choose? > >Angel food >Brownies >Lemon Meringue >Vanilla with Chocolate Icing >Strawberry Short Cake >Chocolate on Chocolate >Ice Cream >Carrot Cake >Cherry Pie > >NO ... You can't change! your mind once you scroll down! So think >carefully, what your choice will be! OK - Now that you've made your choice, >this is what research says about you! > >? >? >? >? >? >? > >Angel Food... Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A >little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice c

A Disgusting Lil Joke!
A guy is in a bar with a bunch of his friends. After a while of shooting pool and drinking, he whispers something to his friends. A few minutes later he walks over to the bartender and asks for a shot of tequila. After he takes the shot he says to the bartender,'' I'd like to make a bet with you.'' The bartender replies, ''Sure I'm in a betting mood.'' So the man bets the bartender $1,000 that he can piss in the shot glass placed all the way across the room and fill it up and not spill a drop. The bartender says, ''I'll take that bet.'' So the man walks to the other side of the room and places the shot glass down. He goes back to the bartender and starts pissing. He doesn't even get a drop in. He pisses all over the place. In the bartender's face, all over the barstools and everything. After he was done pissing, the bartender laughed and said, ''You owe me $1,000.'' The man paid the money with a big smile on his face. The bartender asked, ''How come you're so happy?'' The man

All About Me
All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: John Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: yes, well.. kinda Named after anyone?:: yes, i am named after my grandfathers Any nicknames?:: johnny bobby, dumb shit, cj, peewee Age?:: 21 Birthdate?:: 20 March 1985 Birthplace?:: Waverly MO Time you were born?:: 0454 hrs Current location?:: Hickinsville, Mo Height?:: 5'9" or so Like your height?:: kinda, wish i was taller Eye color?:: brown i guess Contacts/glasses?:: glasses sometimes, can't stand contacts Hair color?:: brown Natural hair color?:: brown Dye your hair often?:: never have, but thought about it Righty or lefty?:: righty Your favorite... Type of music?:: mix Band or singer?:: ummm i dunno TV show?:: CSI, History Channel Shows, TLC Movie?:: snakes on a plane (from what I have seen) & Flags of our Fathers (not yet released) TV channel?:: History, TLC, National Geographic, Movie Channel, HBO Radio station?:: MIX 93.3 or Si

Work And Twekers That Wont Go Away
ok so work is good but why do the twekers flock to gether i mean dam like you see one and then there are 4 they like multaply bye 4 dam man they see the cops they run to one side of the building its great i finley got a show to look forword to every night makes the night go bye but why why do they have two sell in the dam building i have to fucking work win they do that do you no how much dam papper work there is invovled in it ya its great to watch them twitch and run arund looking at the lights but dam it the papperwork gets out off hand if you actully think of it it makes no sense and and man its fun to mess with them get you a red laser pen and flash it around them omg get ready to rull on the floor laughing your ass off cant tell next time you go to a casiono just do it and like at 2 am lol well i am out you all have a great day and ty for reading P.S watch out for the asian kids man they will get ya.

What Is A Veteran
What the word Veteran means ... There are many meanings to the word Veteran but to me the word Veteran means comradeship...brotherhood. It is much like you with your school friends. You see each other everyday and some of you might become lifelong friends to one another. This is much the same way with a veteran. Especially a war veteran. Most soldiers are young when our country goes to war and for many it is their first time away from home. Here they are in a far off land with no friends or family and they must quickly adapt to these new surroundings. It is a very scary feeling. A soldier can be brave and still be scared. In many cases this time away from home lasts for several months and even years. All this time we are away from our loved ones. In a war zone we learn to watch each others backs. We are ready to lay down our life for our country in order to maintain the freedom that the citizens of our country have always known. This also holds true with the men and wom

Nighty Night Folks!!!
Ok, I am peeling my eyes away. I have to be up bright and early...well actually it's always still dark out. So, dark and early. I hope that there will be many more long legged pics in my inbox when I get up tomorrow morning! Like late Christmas! If you have no idea what I'm talking about, see my previous blog "Longest Legs on Cherry". Cheers and many many Beers! BeerQueen

The Past 5 Years In A Nutshell.....long Blog
Ok here goes....... My ex and I were married in '81-'83. When he divorced me it left me devestated, but I moved on. 18 1/2 years later we run back into each other. When we do run back into each other I am just getting out of my 9 year relationship with my ex-gf. He was just moving out of the trailer that he and his gf were living in. They had been caught selling marijuana within so many feet of an elementary school and were facing a class C felony. His gf had asked her PO to write it up as terms of her probation that he and she could no longer live together. That is how I came to run back into him. His gf's cousin had to go talk to his gf about helping her move out, and I was with her. I about shit myself when I saw him sitting on the couch for I still had so much love in my heart for him. I never thought I would ever love another man again. I thought I was forever a lesbian now. That is until I saw his face again. He and his gf came to my house one day to sneak and see each other

Real Detroit Weekly ~ Horoscope
----CANCER ---- The feeling that something needs to change isn't just your imagination. While your aware of certain undercurrents, the bigger part of you is is of afraid of what might happen. Timing is everything and whatever needs to happen, it isn't time yet. At this point all you can do is pay attention and be truthful with yourself. Trusting your emotional responses isn't soemthing they taught us to do in school but thats where the Truth lies. Listen to your inner heart. Its 100% accurate. .... if anyone knows me they know this is creepy N true ...

My First Hosted Contest Please Join
Ok it is going to be called Ladies of Cherry Tap in their Sexiest most Exotic lingerie contest. I hope we get enough entrants. This contest needs atleast 6 ladies to enter and kick it off. First lady to 3000 votes wins first place gift to be determined by # of entrants. Second and third place ladies to 3000 votes gets gifts also. If you wish to enter just contact me and let me know which picture you want entered. All ladies who enter will receive a small gift as a thank you for entering. Please pass this info on.

Little Rascals Humor - If Ya Remember Them!!!
One day the little rascals were sitting in school. The teacher walked in, and said, "good morning class. Today we are going to play word games. I'm going to give you a word and I want you to put it in a sentence for me." She said "Spanky you're first. Your word is football." Spanky stood up and proudly said " I threw the football," and sat down. The teacher said "very good Spanky." Then the teacher said, "Darla, you're next. Your word is pretty." Darla stood up and said, " I think I'm very pretty!" Then she sat down. Then the teacher called on Buckwheat. She said, "Buckwheat, you're next. Your word is dictate." Buckwheat stood up looked at Arial, and said, "Hey Darla! How'd my dic tate las nigh?

What Sign R U
WHICH ONE ARE YOU?? I AM A VIRGO WAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! GEMINI Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a Fighter But Still Punch Your Lights Out .Trustworthy CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed. Most horny. PISCES Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. LIBRA Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! GREAT in Bed. CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. AQUARIUS Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremly energetic. Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIES Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic. Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUS Aggr

Seven Months Of Hell
Ok, this is a bitch blog. A way to get things off of my chest. Seven months ago my husband of seven years walked in and asked for a divorce. I was like WHAT THE FK??? Then I find out a few days later that he had been cheating on me. Well I so totally got over it and let a girl move in with me who totally fk me over financially and all that good stuff. I have to be moved out by the end of the month and was sweatin finding a place to live. Tomorrow I have a huge job interview and I find out tonight that my grandmother passed away. What else, I mean I know that my life could be A WHOLE LOT worse, but damn how much can a person take. Anyway I guess I'll quit the bitch fest now and do somthing more constructive.

The Hopeless House Wife..
Oh me oh my Get out of your 1950's fantasy, Your face shines with misery transparently Spew out that sobering Half-assed victim rhetoric Make 'em all squirm While they chew on it It's a secret handshake And a passing wink of the eye As the witches bridge club weekly Meets to pen the tail on the sly But they never ask Why oh why don't we raise our voices to the sky? Instead you're mute And fawn just waiting to die Like some kind of hopeless housewife But you can change while you're alive And let 'em all know At least you tried To kill the demons inside Oh me oh my Damn your transcendental paralysis We can work together And make sense of this Don't be so sure You can chuck it all away You've got to proceed No matter how bad you want to stay It's a natural cause And a comfort zone There in your head And the world turns away As you tap the snooze button in bed But nobody can hear a word you said Your history was never read Instead you're mute and fawn J

Laggy Site Or Lagyy Pc?
I'm getting very frusrtated with this site. As I surf through the site, the page will lock and stop responding. Sometimes I'll be on for an hour before it locks, or sometimes twice in five minutes. This is starting to get on my last nerve! I don't have problems anywhere else so I'm to assume its this site. Anyone else have this happening?

My Sister
Seriously it makes me so mad. I cant believe courtney is fucking moving. From california to colorado. What the hell am i suppose to do without her. She is like me sister my best friend my family. She has lived next door to me all mylife and in a month she will be gone. Ill have no one to run to with my problems ill have no one to give me advice and help keep my life on track. She has been that one person in my life that has always been constant. She has been there for eerything no matter whatthe situation has been she is there. She is the shoulder i cry on the friend i laugh the loudest with and the friend i cry hardest with. We have so many memories its crazy to even try and tell people about them. Not one person knows me as well as this girl does. And to think im going to be losing my bestfriend soon that just kilss me inside. She has taught me so much about myself and just life in general. Im pretty sure i would be some rebel ass kid if it wasnt for her,she always gave me a shove in

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry If I can't look "hott" every minute I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry if im not perfect. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

You Might Be In Ems If....
You find humor in other people's stupidity...(yes, yes I do) You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm...(yes, yes I do) Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you...(bloody cheeseburger anyone?) You get an almost irresistible urge to stand and wolf your food even in the nicest restaurants... (yes!!) You believe a good tape job will fix anything... (tape fixes EVERYTHING!) You have the bladder capacity of five people... (Eventually you will STOP doing the "pee pee" dance) You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... (Oh wait, that's only if you're a NEWBIE to EMS)(fuck that I wanna go home !!) You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see... (uh huh) You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance... You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker wh

All True
I'm not your parent, nor are you my slave. I wouldn't try to say what you must do. You alone will judge how you behave, And do what you consider best for you. But if you love someone, it means you care How what you do affects the one you love. It means sometimes that two in love must share A hard decision one is certain of. So if your friend still wants you for his* own, It hurts me that you want him* for a friend. Our mutual commitment should be known, And both of us should such encroachments end. Love is fragile, delicate, and fine; To keep it whole, one has to draw a line.

Magpies Part 1 - Please Read!
MAGPIES One For Sorrow Two For Joy Three For Girl And Four For Boy The Beginning Sirens blared and blue lights strobed as the harsh, sharp rain pelted down from the black midnight sky. A thick mist rose from the ground like fingers, clawing at the dense darkness. A solitary streetlight burnt through the night air, dispersing the minuscule water droplets in a giant halo of fierce, fiery orange. Large muddy puddles filled the uneven troughs of the tarmac, periodically escaping to the deep, muddy ditches that lined the country road. The streetlight reflected off a thousand shards of plastic and glass. Shimmering slivers of sharp multicoloured razors carpeted the dark grey concrete for fifty yards. The carnival of colour, showered with flashing blue and white, tinkled as they were scattered by heavy footsteps. Shiny black rubber torn from the car like tendons and ligaments was strewn across the road reaching the wooden and wire fence on the opposite side. Larger panes of glass refl

Sobriety Poll Now Open
Ok folks. yesterday was the first day in 5 mounths that i went without one drink and so today is day #2. the odds of me getting out of this day without a drink are 10000-1 so im taking bets agian. With an alcoholic family and all alcoholic friends it seems as if the entire world is aginst me but i do have faith in myself and faith in God so it is up to me. Can i say no? have i ever, hahahahahhaha!!!!!! so the sobriety poll is now open. the odds will dramatically drop after three days, odds on me going that long (concidering the playoffs and the fact im crazy ) is 5 billion to one. How ever, knowing how good i felt in June and how much momentum and how good life was i cannot help but to beleave that this is the life i want, not getting totaly blitzed and crazy. im still not ready to do away with family and friends but it might be the only option if i am to regain my sainity and get my life back on track. i have done alot of thinking over the past mounths and have been in quiet

Thank You For This One Cuz I Know Its True
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their windows

Maybe Some Questions Answered For Some People...
I have an agenda. My sole purpose in my live currently it to find a job in Toledo, Ohio area. My grandmother's health is rapidly deteriating. There is no force in the world that will keep me from the task of moving back to the Toledo area to be with her for the last few months. My sister wants me to move in with her at her new house she just purchased. Her health isn't the greatest either, and don't think she has been quite honest about how she is doing as well. She has been fighting cancer since she was 17, and of as late she made a comment to me that the doctors don't know shit. So if you choose to speak with me, and we get along that is really nice. I like people. I like humans, but my focus is on what I need to do. Besides I like M&Ms.

My Very First
hey everyone, this is my firs blog on here. i guess i'll just rant alittle. i curently live ner nashville tn, moving to stl area in feb, im friends with tomthe outlaw and he got me hooked up on here, im 20 counting the days till im 21!

Sorry's And Goodbye's
Led in her warm bath, Thinking about life. In such an awful mess, Not sure how she has got here. She had planned this night, Down to every little detail. To the messages she left people, To say her sorry's and good byes. She looks at her red arms, Watching the blood flow from her, Taking her life from her, Fading and withering like a flower. Like the rose she used to be, Its reached the end of its life. She was feeling to weak to think, Closing her eyes, listening to music. To songs that were her life, Sad, happy, love, death, and emptiness. Visions of her children in her head, Tears streaming down her face. They would be fine she knew it, To young to remember all this, Young enough to forget who she was, What she represented and had become. As she slips into a deep sleep, So weak and faded as she ends her sorrows. Smiling as she has ended her pain, All the torment that was smothering her, Being suffocated by the life she led. Its dark, memories all gone,

Murphy's Law For Witches
Murphy's Law For Witches No spell is as easy as it looks. If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which a spell can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way will promptly develop. Every spell performed to solve a problem will breed new problems. Mother Nature is sometimes a bitch. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong; and anything that cannot possibly go wrong will also go wrong. No matter what the result of a spell, there will always be someone eager to: (a) misinterpret it. (b) fake it. (c) believe that it happened as a result of his own work. Once a Ritual is fouled up, anything done to improve it only makes it worse. Everyone has a favorite ritual or spell that will not work. As soon as you mention something ... If it's good, it goes away; if it's bad it happens. If a spell requires 'x amount' of materials, then immediately before beginning, you will discover that you only possess 'x amount-1' materials. In any formul

What To Say Before Sex....
This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 5 words you can say Before sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... Brian - Shall we come together, darling? ~matt~ well....That was a record. Helmick- I'd rather have your mom. J.J. - I've never done this before. Jarred- Soo...where does this go?? Olivia.>>*You're the sixth guy today bubba - i'll pay you to leave! f scott- do you have two condoms Zac~ Is your daddy this big? Liza-They can be that small? Nova - Hey! Get down there, bitch! Scrogham- Can I put it anywhere? Amanda - How many extra credit points? DH - Ma, please close the door.

Look
I look from these spheres of sight, catching a glimpse of the tranquil light, miles apart from the life ive seen, images of pain and self loathing, pictures of hate and inner turmoil, a life on the run from my own shadows, afraid to aproach and shaken by desire, alone in this breading ground of ill repute, judged by the ignorant and stoned by society, held in contempt for my repented sins, never forgiven yet always forgotten, i stand alone on this shelf of madness, no-one 2 gaze at the wonder within, with war and destruction in every heart, i long for your eyes to seek my warmth, to open your heart and breath me life, to see me for me and not a ghost, open your eyes for you will see!

To All Tracys
hello im just looking to just see how many tracys are on here so i am adding every single tracy who will accept.guy or girl it doesnt matter i just want tracys so if your a tracy please add me thanks that is all.....ps if you put me as a fan ill do that same

Second Brain.
Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

A Friends Poem
this poem wasnt written by me. it was written by a one of my closest friends, Lisa whom I met online, she has a lot more poems on her webpage if anyone is interested in reading them. http://members.tripod.com/~The_Dove2k/index.html Friendship takes time Friendship is like a flower It starts from a seed It must be nurtured and watered To see where it leads. Acquaintances come along But hardly ever stay To find someone who’s truly a friend Doesn’t happen everyday. Someone who will stand by you Through all the good and bad And never say they don’t have time When life has made you sad. To find someone whom you can trust And depend on night and day A real friend you can count on Who will never go away. In you my friend all this I found And over time it has grown And you have become the most precious Friend I have ever known. ~Dove~ copyright1998

Lizard Birthing!
LIZARD BIRTHING If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious dad, can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer statement on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh my! gosh," my wife diagnosed after a minute. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I acc

Military Joke
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Falujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Senator Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal drunk. So I said that Osama Bin Ladin dresses and acts like a frigid, mean spirited lesbian!" He retaliated by yelling, "Oh yeah? Well, so does Mrs. Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, w

Geeze I Did It Again,
once again i end up not online for the longest time. Cherry tap is not as popular to mas myspace where you will get a better answer from me. or even yahoo. If ya'll want to get a hold of me then you can on yahoo, or myspace, yahoo is alyson_z_2002@yahoo.com and also myspace is ptchsdpsy@hotmail.com talk to you later.

Man Laws. For Those Of You Who Forgot Them.
Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > > When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > After wrecking your boss's car. > > One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". > > When she is using her teeth. > > Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. > > Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. > > If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man.In > fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you

Lipstick In School --priceless
LIPSTICK IN SCHOOL --PRICELESS According to a news report, a certain school in Garden City, MI was recently faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the washroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick, they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night, the maintenance man would remove them and the next day, the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. He called all the girls to the washroom and met them there with the maintenance man. He explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, he asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long- handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the

Dating Myths
So with Valentine's Day coming up (and believe me, I'll be blogging about my opinion of THAT holiday soon), I thought I'd talk about some dating myths for women that I really feel are still pretty active. Feel free to comment. Please. The dialogue is interesting! These thoughts came from an article in Bust magazine, which is a modern feminist magazine (and not what your dirty mind conjured up). Myth #1: Men's biological imperative is to pursue, so women shouldn't ask men out, shouldn't be the aggressor, etc. Traditionally, men were supposed to pursue because women were taught to be quiet and chaste. This was more society's way of ensuring that women don't go around having multiple partners, since our modern society is patriarchal, and men kinda like to know they're the father of any little kiddies running around. In nature, the male of the species isn't necessarily the aggressor in many cases. I think this one is still active, although it has a lot less hold than it us

****** After The Orgasm *****
How men treat women after sex tells far more than what they say before. (Woman's point of view) What you do now disgraces me All that desire that I could see in thee You had to have me for pleasure and fun Now afterwards I know you are really done For you it is nothing but a game you play Afterwards I just wanted you to cuddle and stay But out the door you had to go Whether it was raining or even if there was snow A great lover knows that it’s not the orgasm that counts But that act of pleasing starts after the dismounts It’s after the orgasm that really shows me how you feel Its after we have had sex that shows me the real deal A glass of water just for me The air conditioner that needs to be on 73 After sex and how I am then treated Shows me whether I am loved, used or just needed

Car Accident
Ok gang just an update. As most of you know i was in a minor car accident. Just want to let all my friends know i am doing ok. I am sore and stiff but nothing is broken. Car is pretty banged up(see pics in my folder to see it), but it can be fixed. For those that keep asking here is what happened. I was on the way to the store to get dinner and it was raining. Well on the street i was on there is a school and it has one of those blinking lights that blinks from dusk to dawn but actually works as a stop light during the day. Well traffic was headed toward the light and it turned red we all stopped and waited. It turned green and we started moving, well it so happens that the timer went off and the light went from green to its blinking state it startled people and they started hitting their breaks. well i hit mine but even at 5 miles an hour i slid on the asphalt and tapped a truck in front of my all i did to his truck was bend the light plug for his trailer, but cruc

Where Does Poo Come From
A little girl walks in to the lounge one Sunday morning while her Dad is reading the paper. "Where does poo come from?" she asks. The father feeling a little perturbed that his 5 year old daughter is already asking difficult questions thinks for a moment and says: "Well you know we just ate breakfast?" "Yes," answers the girl. "Well the food goes into our tummies and our bodies take out all the good stuff, and then whatever is left over comes out of our bums when we go to the toilet, and that is poo." The little girl looks shocked, and stares at him with watery eyes in stunned silence for a few seconds and asks: "And Tigger?"

Adult With Pet Contest Updates Are...
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 4402 comments 2nd person is...... with 2230 comments 3rd person is...... with 508 comments 4th person is...... with 385 comments 5th person is...... with 170 comments 6th person is..... with 110 comments 7th person is...... with 61 comments 8th person is...... with 7 comments 9th person is...... with 1 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

Smile
A Smile Author Unknown A smile costs nothing, but gives much- It takes but a moment, but the memory of it usually lasts forever. None are so rich that can get along without it- And none are so poor but that can be made rich by it. It enriches those who receive, without making poor those who give- It creates sunshine in the home, Fosters good will in business, And is the best antidote for trouble- And yet it cannot be begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is of no value Unless it is given away. Some people are too busy to give you a smile- Give them one of yours- For the good Lord knows that no one needs a smile so badly As he or she who has no more smiles left to give.

The Pending Wedding
My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. One day "little sister" called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down the stairs at me. I stood there for a moment, then turned and made a

Fart Football
Fart Football An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides."

Lol, So Funny
I am getting back online and trying to get caught back up on the cherry tap here, giving people comments back and so forth I always try to get back to everyones page that leaves me something. Larry thanks for the cherry blast you got me, that was so sweet. I changed my page. I always like change in case you noticed, lol, there so much music I like and pics I want to share, and sayings I love or that caught my eye, thats why I change, and it keeps my page looking new!!!! Kisses Alyse

Where Should Be
In 1951 (the year you were born) Harry Truman is president of the US Julius Rosenberg and his wife Ethel are found guilty of conspiracy to commit wartime espionage President Truman removes General Douglas MacArthur from his command in Korea from making unauthorized policy statements Inauguration of transcontinental television with President Truman's address at the Japanese Peace Treaty Conference Scientists develop UNIVAC I, the first mass produced computer Rush Limbaugh, Tommy Hilfiger, and Orson Scott Card are born he Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger is published Disc jockey Alan Freed uses the term rock and roll to describe R&B, in an effort to introduce the music to a broader white audience New York Yankees win the World Series Los Angeles Rams win the NFL championship Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup I Love Lucy debuts What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Brigid
Brigid, Celtic Goddess of Fire Brigid, the Celtic goddess of fire (the forge and the hearth), poetry, healing, childbirth, and unity, is celebrated in many European countries. She is known by many names, including that of Saint Brigid who is, perhaps, the most powerful religious figure in Irish history. Here we will relate the myths of the goddess Brigid. The legends of Saint Brigid are equally compelling, and you can use the link above to read them. Brigid's role as an ancient Triple Goddess and the issue of whether or not Saint Brigid was actually a mortal women can be found in Brigid : Goddess or Saint? Born at the exact moment of daybreak, Brigid rose into the sky with the sun, rays of fire beaming from her head. She was the daughter of Dagda, the great 'father-god' of Ireland. In Druid mythology, the infant goddess was fed with milk from a sacred cow from the Otherworld. Brigid owned an apple orchard in the Otherworld and her bees would bring their magical nectar back

First Rambling
Blogs,journals,diaries,...should be called ramblings.I never blog or think straight or whatever...especially speak.....I ramble!Random thoughts and events and thoughts on events that I don't even seem to control in anyway whatsoever! My baby sister just had her first baby(27 and still living at home with recently widowed dad).Poor little one spent a few days in NICU.Tonight,they are both home and hopefully doing well.Was in delivery room...cord was around her neck when she came into this world...so before her birth,during and after,she had troubles.I will do all that I can to make sure life is better for her. Am grounded,as my transportation is broken...not enjoying that so much...funny...have a way out,won't take it...lose the way out,miss it! Guess I will go now....need sleep,although,not really sure just why.....

Adult With Pet Contest Ends Today At 5 P.m. Central Time
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 5881 comments 2nd person is...... with 4199 comments 3rd person is...... with 508 comments 4th person is...... with 462 comments 5th person is...... with 385 comments 6th person is..... with 171 comments 7th person is...... with 120 comments 8th person is...... with 110 comments 9th person is...... with 7 comments 10th person is...... with 7 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

A Peice Of Soul..my Valentine To You...
I opened the door this morning and left in search of happiness. As I drove away I looked into the rearview mirror and began to cry..Not able to stop I pulled my truck over to the side of the road trying to understand what it was that made me start crying like a lil girl. I then realized I was stareing into my own eyes,or should i say my soul. This was the first time in my life I had honestly faced myself and had to come to terms with what choices i made in my past.. I was still angry at the world at everyone; everything that had done me wrong.. Mad for the wrong reasons,and at the wrong people.Realizing I am the only person to blame for my ill-will, my unhappiness,my depression. Why couldn't I just let myself smile. I thought the world was against me. So I locked myself away from being loved;or even worse not being able to love..Then you came into my life. Beautiful smile,and always there to give me a little lick on the cheek.Which always made me blush,but made my head spin. Baby girl

No More!
No More!!! Today I take a stand & say no more. No more games, no more lies, no more cheaters & no more guys! I'm tired of all your games & tired of all your lies, I'm sick of being your puppet, I'm sick of being your doormat. I've finally had enough & I won't stand for any more. Walk away from me now & I'll walk away from you, I'll dissappear from your life just as quickly as I entered. I'm sorry I was but a mere moment passing through your life. But the strings we tied that went from your heart to mine, are but a passing memorie within my hearts mind. My heart will forever feel the pain,the pain of all your games & all your lies. No more pullin me back, Just to push me away. No more promises, just so you can break them. & no more little white lies. I release you of your duties as my friend & my confidante,you are free to go & live your life, without any regret. Your name I will choose to never forget. I loved you once, without regret. You my dear, I'll nev

I Bore It All In Truth
What say ye? Say thee of he? Dost thou wish to rend from his chest my heart which I have laid to rest? Is so deep my deception that thou would destroy thy pain through our perfection? Did my lie intrude upon thy solitude to awaken thee....rude, to a deceit so lewd, it's very utterance resounds as a mere platitude? I resigned myself not to fight, but to die, and be born again in my lover's eye Despite all pain I would possibly loose, the lie to me was in the ruse, so sigh did I as I did choose For no longer could I hide from where my heart now resides, and though I lied I bore it all in truth with the impetuousity of youth.... to be so briefly loved, so darkly......... soothed

Voting Is Open!!!!
Sexiest Girls in Vinyl/PVC and Leather is now open for voting. Here is the link.... http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=337048&albumid=187600 I will keep the voting open for 2 weeks. The Girl with the most comments after the 2 weeks is up wins. Girls, feel free to promote yourself. Lets make this a great contest everyone!!! Good luck to the contestants!!!

Contest Rules
OK ALL OF MY CONTEST HAVE THE SAME RULES. 10'S AND COMMENTS BOTH COUNT COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED YOU CAN COMMENT YOURSELF NO COMMENT BOMBING PROGRAMS ALLOWED SCORING IS AS FOLLOWS. EACH COMMENT IS WORTH 1 POINT EACH 10 RATING IS WORTH 10 POINTS EXAMPLE YOU HAVE 100 COMMENTS 2 10'S TOTAL SCORE WOULD BE 120 IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER QUESTIONS PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

No Longer See Or Breathe
We lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, I close my eyes, listening to you breathing, I open my eyes to find you now sleeping, A smile creeps on my face, while I slip into a dream, I wrap my arms around you, This is how I want to be. Please stay with me until We can no longer see or breathe, All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be, Even if we must cross the sea. The light begins to fade While we lay on the bed I made. We talk about anything While my fingers begin to play. I run them across your skin And with each sound you make I grin. I torture you to make you laugh And you try to tackle me. I allow you to disable me, We start laughing like crazy. You look down and kiss my mouth. This is how I want us to be. We can no longer see or breathe. All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be Even if we must cross the sea. The moon is shining bright, It’s very cold tonight. You hold on to me, All I need is for you to

New Job Or Blonde Joke...you Decide...
This guy just started at his new job, working at a porno shop. His boss comes out and tells him that he has to leave for a while, and "can you handle it? " The new employee is somewhat reluctant, but with the boss's positive comments he finally agrees. So, the guy is there by himself for a little while and a white woman comes in. She asks, "How much for the white dildo?" He answers, "$35." She: "How much for the black one?" He: "$35 for the black one, $35 for the white one." She: "I think I'll take the black one. I've never had a black one before." She pays him, and off she goes. A little bit later a black woman comes in and asks "How much for the black dildo?" He: "$35." She: "How much for the white one?" He: "$35 for the white one, $35 for the black one." She: "Hmmm...I think I'll ta

If You Will Ever Need Me
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You will never have to worry For I will always be here To chase away the sadness And wipe away a tear ....

Your Duty As A Citizen
In the name of national security: PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL UP! I have some important issues of national concern that I need to mumm about, but I can't do so until I get to level 5. PLEASE!! Help me tell George what to do.

The Dull Day
this is such a dull day to cold to go anywhere the girls are playing well together and there is nothing on tv. what to do what to do on a day like this ive already read some of my book and so now i guess its the computer for the rest of the day what fun for me

Pretending Poem I Wrote
Lets Pretend I never saw you For more than who you are I never got that wish I wished Upon that falling star Let's Pretend I never saw Forever, while lost within your eyes I knew each time you would let em down Every broken promise was no surprise Let's pretend I can forget you When I turn and walk away It never mattered what I wanted We both knew you'd never stay Let's Pretend that this was all a dream There is no pretending and no sorrow You were just a dream I had last night There will be a different one tomorrow

About The Ct Licnese's
> ALL THE CT LICENSE'S I WAS SUPOSE TO MAKE FOR EVERYONE IS ON HOLD FOR THE WEEKEND I WILL!!!! STILL MAKE THEM AS I PROMISED BUT I HAVE A 5 DAY STREATCH AT WORK AND BETWEEN WORK AND HOME LIFE I AND MY NEW ROOM I DON'T HAVE ALOT OF TIME SO!!! MONDAY I WILL START ON THEM AGAIN AND GET THEM ALL DONE. THANKS FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME IN GETTING THEM DONE AND MORE IMPORTANTLY THANKS FOR THE HELP U GAVE ME TO LEVEL UP U ALL ARE FOREVER MY FANS. IN THE MEAN TIME COME VISIT ME IN MY NEW LOUNGE AND CHAT WITH ME ANYTHING U WANNA CHAT ABOUT IS OK AND REQUEST SOME SONGS I WILL PLAY ANYTHING THAT ANYONE WANTS TO HEAR REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN.... Click the image below to go to my room

Review
We took our kids to watch Bridge To Terabithia last night and I have to say, I was really surprised at how good the movie was. The kids enjoyed the movie and I know this because not one of them made a peep during the whole thing. (which is very rare with 9,9,8,7 year olds lol)I figured it would be a kids only movie but I truly liked it. If you get the chance, watch it, I don't think you will regret it.

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
Fallen Angel Heaven must have missed the Angel that Had fallen to earth Straight from the clouds into the arms of Your Mother God must have been looking for such A Precious Gift Because only one of God’s own could have Touched lives the way you did The Angels must have cried when you fell From the clouds For the pain they once had felt, we are Feeling now God must have believed you were too precious For our arms to hold For even we could not have protected you From a world so cold God must have had bigger plans for You His precious Fallen Angel dressed in Blue The Angels hearts must have cried For days For though you’ve been gone a year, We still feel the pain God must have missed his Angel so Small Because you were not here long before You answered Gods call Heaven must have missed the angel that Had fallen to earth Straight from the clouds into the arms of Your Mother -Written By A

Right Here Waiting
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

Thought This Is Worth A Blog
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

Boy's
I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina

You(lyrics) By Amanda-kathryn
You are the sun, that keeps on shining in my world. You are the life, that keeps on pulsing in my heart. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. Where would I be, without your beauty? It captivates me so. Who would I be, without your presence? I really don't know. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. You are the song I can't forget. The constant figure in my head. Can't you see How much you mean...to me? All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. -A

Poetry Contest
I wrote a poem called(TRUE FRIEND) You can go to this web site and vote if you like it or not you may have to type the link in your search bar or go to the post and read the one there so here it iTo view this email as a web page, go here. ENTER TODAY LEARN MORE Dear Betty, Throughout the years, Poetry.com has enjoyed your artistic talent and our Managing Editor, Howard Ely, has decided that it is time you share your extraordinary gift with the world. An iPod a Day Our Editorial staff has created a unique way for you to promote your poetry and see what others have to say about it. We are proud to introduce a challenge called the Poets Choice: Rate My Poem Contest. This challenge is for you, the poet, to send your poetry around to everyone you know so they can voice their opinion about your writing. In addition, we will be holding a free daily contest and two free monthly contests for you to win great prizes. We will be giving away an Apple iPod t

May Be A Bit Lengthy, But So Worth Reading. It Could Help Someone You Love.
If you, a loved one, or a even an aquantance has Diabetes, then please read this and take it to heart. This is about my situation with Diabetes. It has been almost 2 years since I was diagnosed with this awful disease. At first my doctor put me on 250 mgs. of Metformin. One pill in morning and one at night. For a little while that was ok. Then my sugar levels kept climbing. I went to 500 mgs. in morning and at night. In March of 2006 she again raised my Metformin to 1000 mgs. in morning and again at night. Still my sugar levels spun out of control. I was eating the right things and getting exercise and losing weight. We then moved to Tennessee in April. I had been hearing things about this new drug out being used to treat Diabetes, and how wonderful it was. In chat one night a couple people were in there that were taking it and was telling how it worked miracles. But when she said it was made from a base of South American Lizard spit, I said oh hello no, I am NOT taking that. Bu

Time Roles On
Time roles on, what will be will be. Be it alone, or not but what matters most to everyone, what matters most of all to me. This music, it makes me me, its not just an expression. Some hate it, some buy it, some play it but I spit it out, keep kickin it out and some love it without denying. I'll keep on going, even if its slowly, can't you see sometimes its my world to me.Burn, crash & fall, this shit'll soon be my all, shit, who knows one day it could be my fall.If I'm single or taken, right or wrong my directions always changin even when I'm mistaken, even when shits been fakin.

Just A Little Bit About Me...for Those That Want To Know
Hey someone told me that I should post a blog about myself so here goes....I am a single mom who is soon to be 30...god am i getting old..I have a 5yr old son who is my world, plenty of pics posted of him...his name is Tieler.I have been married once and only once..I was engaged married and divorced almost all in the same year..Whoa!! you say..well he decided to get busy with his bosses' sister and get her pregnant while we were married, needless to say that ended that..Why do people do things to intentionally hurt people.. I have never cheated, never needed to or so I thought..oh well enough about that..Trying to find someone who is honest just doesnt seem to be happening for me..guess thats the way its supposed to be I guess. Most guys dont like women who have curves, well guess what if you dont like curves...stick with your bean pole fake women who treat you like shit..go for show, instead of whats on the inside..I live in North Carolina..born and raised, I have been here all my lif

Fusion
He opens me as a flower petal, Slowly opened by rain and takes of my nectar at his leisure, To savour as if so succulent and sweet, Aromas of pungent juices of opened love, And inhales as if it is the sweetest scent, Synchronized as the rhythm flows, To a fever pitch of raw animal need, Trembling hands reach to fist the sheets, I spread to urge you deeper into my wetness, And you burrow into my most secret place, You stoke the fire of my passion and I am fevered, As my body stiffens and I claim my release, The gift of your lava essence pools in my hotness, And we melt together as our fusion of lust is complete.

Decisions Blow
Well I just managed to break off my engagement. I realized that there's so much that I haven't seen, haven't done, haven't learned, and I just want to experience it all. So me and my boyfriend decided to put everything to a stop right now. We've made the choice to make everything very very casual so that neither of us are being held down but so that we can still talk about things. It's been hard. I cried for about an hour and a half and now I feel better. I wish there was someone here to talk with me now, but I should be fine. I know I'll be fine. So every thing's kinda confused but yet straightened out. Well that's it. From Blood To Bones, Hollie

Love Song
Mother! You're holding my heart screaming! Mother fucker! You left me broken, bleeding! Son of! The man you loved and bled for! The son of a bitch! Who tried to show me death's door! Ahhhh Everything's illuminated! Everything is dedicated! Time to leave this life I've hated Even death was overrated Love song, for the dear departed Headstone, for the broken hearted Ours to kill More flowers to steal Head trip, for the mortal earth bound One sip, of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here.. Etched in! Obituaries rain down! It's all on me! We're lying naked face down! Ahhhh What's it like decapitated? Can't you see me fascinated? Never never left her damaged Even death could be mismanaged Love song, for the dear departed Headstone, for the broken hearted Ours to kill More flowers to steal Head trip, for the mortal earth bound One sip, of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here.. Errraaaaahh! Don't bring me daffodils! Br

Drawing Photos Comming Soon!
Hi everyone. Just to let you know that I just got a hold of my old sketch book and I plan to post some drawings in my photos soon. That is, whenever the hell I find my camera charger! I've looked for it everywhere, but I forgot where I placed it. I really need to clean out my room :). Well, that's all I got for now. Have a good weekend everyone!

................:(
i just got a call from my sister, and my 6 month old nephew has scarlet fever and is going into seziures :( and all i can think of is my mother telling me how she almost died from having scarlet fever. hes been at a 104 degree temp for 3 days now and isnt coming down. now im in a medical career so i know what this can do to the brain.. so im scared :( i just met my nephew when he was 5 months old i cant loss him now..........

Entry # 3
Dear Laura, I know that it must seem awkward writing this after your passing, but for some unknown reason I feel that it is appropriate. I just want you to know that it hurts not having you in my life anymore and that you're still the first and last thing I think about each day. I only wish that things had worked out between us. It was three years ago on this day when you divorced me. I remember it like it had just now happened. I was stationed over in Okianawa and was finally able to bring you over from the United States to live with me. We planned to do so many things. Then two days after you arrived I deployed and went off to war. From that day on things just weren't the same. It would be months between letters and phone calls. During that time all I could think about was coming home to you. I remember you crying each time we spoke over the phone. Finally the day came when I was supposed to return home. It was a joyous moment for both of us. Everything was going to return to

Lyrics...expect There To Be More
Again, this one is an original. Please feel free to comment, evn though it isn't all that great, please don't steal it...that would be fucked up. It's called: "Lost Friend( A Song for Brian)" Basically my buddy died of Cancer while I was out to sea. I got an e-mail from his family to let me know. If any of you could have met him, you would have loved him like family. Always laughing and smiling. The day he got the news about the whole cancer thing, he left the Hospital to keep living his life as if nothiing had happened. So, I wrote this one in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean on the way to the Straights of Gibralter. He and I went to grade school together and hung out until I shipped out for the Navy...I shipped out 3 months after he was diagnosed. Can you really remember, the words that I've said Over the years, again and again But now that's it's too late, and you we them off I want to start over, when our frienship was soft I feel like, I let you down You know I wasn

Walk Around And Say Hello.
rays of sun beating down from the sky, going straight into my eyes. i ask my beating headache, please just go away! i grab for the sunglasses and ask my self, "why?" i drank too much, but hey "THATS OK!" make me a gin and tonic, so ill continue and play. make me a jack and coke, so i can stay another day. another drink downed, another half pound and maybe a yag and some yay.

True Friendship.....
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile -- I will know you finally got some. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. When you are confused -- I will use little words. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Remember.......A good friend will help you move..... a REALLY good friend will help you move a

This Past Week
Okay well so everyone on here knows I don't have the puppy thats in the pics anymore. My now EX took her back after a bad break up this past week. Things went down hill between him and I so fast that I don't really understand what happened. All I know is that I can do better and will find that someone that makes me happy and doesn't rip my heart out and stomp on it over and over again. Its so confusing and I can't figure out why it ended... one minute things were fine and the next it was over. We were together for 2 months but it seemed like we'd been together forever. He made me feel so special and he treated me so well then all of a sudden he calls me and yells at me and tells me its over and this is while he's with is ex. She was standing next to him when he called me. HE said she made him do it but at this point I don't know if its true or what and I don't really care. Well enough bitchin for now... if anyone has questions or anything you can write me on here.

Bindi Update
Well, the morning has arrived. Me and Bindi had a really rough night. She seems a bit better this morning. I am taking her to the vet at 2:45 central time. When I give her the benedryl the bumps pretty much go away but when it wears off they come back. She was up all night whining and crying. only wanted to be held and loved on but couldnt settle down. The benedryl made her so very restless. I was scared to go to sleep afraid something would happen to her in the night. About 4 am me and her went to bed and she setteled down and slept for a couple hours so I got a little sleep. Its worth being tired to take care of her though. Well after the vet I will post another update. For all of those that read and commented. thank you so much for careing. She is my baby and I love her so very much. stacey

A Story About Jim And Peggy
It is important for men to remember that as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Peggy. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Peggy to get a full-time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home from the golf club about the same time she gets home from work. Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner. I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me when she gets dinner on the table. I generally have lunch

Is It Worth It?
I've been on CherryTap for a couple weeks - and I have seen so many different things, it's a bit overwhelming. The one that bugs the shit out of me the most, though, are the comments left by guys (and gals) that have absolutely NO content... I understand dropping an image to say hi, or wish some CT luv, and things like that...it's what CherryTap and related sites are for, right? What I don't understand is filling up a person's comments - either on their main page, or their photo page, to state the completely obvious! Example...take any of the beautiful women on CherryTap - and look at their profile's comments. In a completely random review - I found ALL 10 comment spaces had multiple posts with witty remarks like, "You're hot!" "You're sexy!" "Damn!" "Smokin'" etc, etc, etc... Are the people leaving these comments so totally useless that they can't think of something original to say? Then there are the posers who think that because a woman shows a little flesh

Friends Only
i have had personal problems here on ct before, im not exactly new to this sight lol but if u ask me to be my friend and i dont accept its only becasue of other assholes i have come in contact on here in the past. its nothing personal i just dont know you. i am only here now for my real friends i know i can trust.

Arizona Beer Festival
To all members of the Congregation: Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:) We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob. As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there. Other Announcements: I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light

What The Men Asked God In The Women's Day
OH MY GOD, Please ! Make me women A man was sick and tired of goingto work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: " Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man"> The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast forhis mate, awakened the kids, Set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, Drove them to school, came home andpicked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners And stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box andbathed the dog.

This Is A Poem I Just Read And It Made Me Cry(not Written By Me)
The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years, etc... You came over behind me and hugged me and I told ya to watch out cuz I might sneeze boogers on your arm cuz of my cold! I told ya that the internet was taken away again because of the porn sites you had visited and y

Dragon
What kind of Dragon are you? Black DragonYou are dark and slightly mysterious. You have a vengeful temper and are somewhat of a snob. You are pretty calm most of the time until someone pushes that button that sets you off, in which case you tend to get back at them in a sly and cunning manner. Take this test

The Worst
Well I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around Tear me apart Including this old heart That is true And never ever let you down You shouldn't stick with me You trust me too much, you see Take all the pain It's yours anyway Yeah kid... Oh, put the blame on me You ought to pass, you see Somewhere outside I threw love aside Now it's a tragedy I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy For you to be around

Destiny
If the world is our oyster then should time or distance keep two people apart? des·ti·ny[des-tuh-nee]–noun, plural -nies. the predetermined, usually inevitable or irresistible, course of events. Can this be true? I do believe that everything that happens in our lives leads us to this exact moment. But this is where I waiver from the definition. I believe everyday we have a choice, maybe the choice isn't as clear as we would like but we do choose. Not choosing to make a choice is still choosing. For the sake of indulgence, let's say that we are aware of ourselves and are living our lives with intent and integrity and are able to recognize an ultimate destiny. The free will to choose is there. Do you choose? Yes, of course we all want to choose ultimate. But like everything there is an element of risk. Nothing is free. To what means are we then willing to go to to realize our ultimate destiny? What is our mission in life? Here is the quandary. When given the oppo

Which On Are You ? The Mice Or The Loin?
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God65%A Slave To BDSM65%A Romantic55%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Here Today.
My Ups and Downs I have had my ups and my downs Yet you stayed Kept my safe Warm and sane Through my torment My darkest secrets You stayed Bashed and torn There I was Nothing more than dirt Yet you stayed What you saw What you knew Will I ever know I have had my ups and downs Yet you stayed Kept me safe Warm and sane Through my over the top Over joyous ego Laughs and smiles Yet you stayed Standing on my own two feet Not letting no one walk on me Yet you stayed Will I ever know Why You of all people Have stayed Through my ups and my downs

Thinking
Why is it when things go up it always comes back down. last night i hurt someone that is the greatest person on this earth and yes i did blog about it. i know it was for the best for me to be honest but why does it have to hurt so bad.. I know myself i can't move on with anything in my life till i start to respect and love me.. I have to work on myself to be able to give my all to anyone. I am even short changing my kids cause i am so stressed out and worried about things. I need to slow myself down and get me back on track.. And it the long run me needing to do that has hurt that person. I wish it was easy enough that things didnt happen this way but i can't help it. There is no way i can get things worked through if i dont take the time for myself. I just had to hurt people its never my intention but i do.. I feel i am toxic and if i am ever gonna be able to stop giving up and all i need to start working. I know i am just rambling here.. But i just had to say all this. I had to ge

Quizes
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you have in the last month?: What does your favorite f

Just An Idea
so....I would approach you and lead you to your recliner...set you down on it .....and begin to kiss you cuz I believe that kisses good kisses opens the door to good sex......i would kiss you softly at first and gently increase the passion as I let my hands explore your body......i would the remove your t shirt...exposing your upper body...I would kiss you all over your chest rubbing my hands all over ....... then I would focus on your breasts, nibbling a bit on your nipples......then I would grab a nipple in my teeth and flick it with my tongue swiftly......feeling it harden in my teeth....then I would move and do the same to your other nipple....whil I left a hand slide down and rub your now moist pussy..... then I would lick your breasts and lick a trail down your tummy removing your shorts as I work my way down...I would recline the seat about half way putting your pussy right in my face......I would lightly lick but thats just it then I would kiss and lick all the way down

Omg I Love This One Haha
A Good Comeback Dorothy Parker once arrived at the door of an apartment in which a glittering party was taking place. At precisely the same moment, a beautiful but vacuous showgirl arrived at the door. For a moment, there was hesitation on both sides, and then the showgirl stepped back to make way, saying, `Age before beauty.` `Not at all!` said Parker, sailing through. `Pearls before swine.`

Insomniac
Okay, so its 10pm, Friday night... and i've been up for about 3 days now. I can't sleep. No matter what I try to do, even laying in bed watching stupid cartoons like Dora the Explorer and shit like that doesn't even bore me! LMAO...I don't know what i think i'm gonna miss, but i wish i could at least take a nap. yeah well... so my mom and my sister left for valley forge today to go to the one 9ball tornament i've been looking forward to going to since january, but i cant go because "my licence is suspended" ... stupid reason for me not to be able to enter a 9ball tornament, but my mom was the one paying for it all, so my spoiled little 15 yr. old sister gets to get instead. ...dumb bitch, lmao... oh well. i get to be lazy all weekend and lay in bed and watch tv and snuggle with my puppy and comfy pillows and goose down blanket. :) suites me just fine i guess. lmao, this after noon i went to take a bubble bath in my parents jacoozi, i filled it up, turned on the jets and just re

For What It's Worth
There's something happening here What it is ain't exactly clear There's a man with a gun over there Telling me I got to beware I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down There's battle lines being drawn Nobody's right if everybody's wrong Young people speaking their minds Getting so much resistance from behind I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down What a field-day for the heat A thousand people in the street Singing songs and carrying signs Mostly say, hooray for our side It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Paranoia strikes deep Into your life it will creep It starts when you're always afraid You step out of line, the man come and take you away We better stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Stop, hey, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down Stop, now, what's that sound Everybody l

Friendship
Lately I have been closing myself off from people as that just seems easier at times. Periodicly I tend to lose sight of the value and power of friendship. I came across this friendship poem that hit home to me in that perspective ~ Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will ass

For Those Who Simply Believe In A God Or Higher Being...
For those who simply believe in a God or higher being... WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station

Believe In Yourself...
I got this out of one of the books that I read. I hope most people like it. I know I do. Set your standards high You deserve the best. Try for what you want And never settle for less. Believe in youself No matter what you choose. Keep a winning attitude And you can never lose. Think about your destination But don't worry if you stray Becaue the most important thing Is that you've learned along the way. Take all that you've become To be all that you can be. Soar above the clouds And let your dreams set you free. Jillian K. Hunt

Ouch I Got Smoke In My Eye!!!
sorry the headline has nothing too do with this blog just was exactly what happened when i was about too write the header. First and formost sorry everyone for not blogging as much been kinda buisy my first week back. so lets see its 9 in the morning and ive already had too work and get pissed off in the same event...WAY TO GO STUPID PEOPLE OF OTTAWA let me explain the event then i will set down the new rules. EVENT: Was driving my mom too work this morning so she didnt have to take the bus due too the cold (-12 out without the windchill) and on my way home driving past the hospital got stopped at a red light. An ambulance decided too pull out of the hospital going code 5 (think thats the code for all lights and noise) well hit the intersection and NO ONE MOVED. Well we know me and stupid people so i put my car in park and got out, walked out into the intersection and stopped all the crossway traffic and perceeded to start signaling cars too move out of the way of the ambulanc

Time
Good: My daughter is at nursery school, so I spent my time exactly as *I* wanted to this morning (this is rare). I spent the entire morning writing.... Bad: Enjoying my time as I did, I lost track and, by the time I arrive to meet my friend, I will be one hour late. 8-O It's also quite possible that the writing is complete drivel.

I've Been Damaged...
I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes Don’t always say, what’s on my mind You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy But I don’t wanna mess up this time And I really really really care And I really really really want you And I think I’m kinda scared Cause I don’t want to lose you If you really really really care Then maybe you can hang through I hope you understand It’s nothing to you My heart’s at a low I’m so much to manage I think you should know that I’ve been damaged I’m falling in love There’s one disadvantage I think you should know that I’ve been damaged I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find Or I might just set you up, to see if you’re all mine I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through Don’t know what you got yourself into And I really really really care (and I care about you so much) And I really really really want you (I really do want you) And I think I’m kinda scared (but I’m scared with every touch) Caus

Off To Another Land...
Well, tomorrow morning I'm finally flying out to Ohio....don't ask me why. I just figured it was something different than Orange County. It should be a fun week...I'm sure I'll find something to do. Laters everyone..... -Carey

If You Are A Player......
IF YOU ARE A PLAYER THEN TURN AROUND AND SEE YOUR WAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME, CUZ I'M TIRED OF THE PLAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS MAKE SO SICK I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!! COME ON ALREADY. I HAVE BEEN PLAYED ENOUGH ALREADY FOR 80 PEOPLE. IF YOE A GIRL TELL ME.... IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE TWO WORDS, TELL ME!!!!!!! GET A GRIP GUYS, JESUS I HAVE MORE SENSE THEN THAT. LIKE I SAY IN MY PROFILE I'M NOT A BLOW UP DOLL MY TITS ARE NOT VALVES TO BLOW ME UP!!!! I'M A BIG GIRL SO STOP BLOWING SUNSHINE UP MY ASS ALREADY FELLAS.

Check It Out ;)
ITS ALL GOOD!!NEED I SAY MORE LOL!I MEAN REALLY AS IF PEOPLE REALY TRULY GIVE A DAMN ANYWAYS SHIT THIS IS FOR MY OWN AMUSEMENT & DISTRACTIONS.IF YA WANNA KNOW WHY WELL THEN YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO AND YES I AM BEING A SMART ASS CUZ I AM SMART AND GOT AN ASS!LOL GOTCHA;) SO HOW U LIKE ME NOW!;) I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A WHILE BEEN ILL BUT HEY THATS ANOTHER BLOG COMING SOON NOT UR AVERAGE BLOG SO I WILL TRY TO GET TO IT OR START IT ANYWAY MAYBE TODAY. WELL I NEED MORE COFFEE SO I AM OUT OF THIS BLOG!FAREWELL& BLESSED BE WITH LOVE AND LIGHT AND DARK CUZ LIFE ISNT ALL LOVE AND LIGHT AND I LOVE THE DARK!

My Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

Making Accusations..
THIS IS A COPY OF A BULLETIN..POSTED BY A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE.. I WAS BOTHERED BY THE FACTS IN THIS.. APPARENTLY SOME CHERRY TAPPERS DONT BELONG ON HERE IF THEY CANT BEHAVE.. I HAVE ONLY BEEN ON CHERRY TAP FOR A SHORT TIME AND EVEN I KNOW.. THIS CHERRY TAP IS A RATING GAME.. ITS FUN.. AND THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS SITE IS TO GET RATES AND MOVE UP LEVELS.. THIS IS WHAT YOU DO ON HERE IS RATE EVERYTHING FROM PICS TO PROFILES.. SO WHY ARE PEOPLE GETTING NASTY IF SOMEONE RATES THEM ON ANYTHING WHETHER ITS A PIC OR PROFILE ECT.. IF THATS NOT WHY YOU ARE HERE.. THEN THEY SHOULD LEAVE.. DONT MAKE ACCUSATIONS AND GET NASTY BECAUSE SOMEONE GAVE YOU A 10.. IT SOUNDS TO ME.. THAT THE PEOPLE THAT MADE ACCUSATIONS AND NAME CALLING NEED THE # TO A PSYCHOLOGIST.. AND SHOULD MAYBE USE MYSPACE INSTEAD.. IT OBVIOUSLY IS MORE THERE SPEED.. THIS IS MY OPINION ON THE MATTER BELOW IS THE COPY OF THE BULLETIN FROM HEAVNESSENCE.. CHERRY TAP HAS THE IM BORED BUTTON ON THE TOP OF YOUR SCREEN IT IS LISTED I

Published...a Peek Into My Soul.
A Memorie Today I thought of you ... I walked through my mind makein memories... Today I cried for... Because you were far away... Today is just one more day... In a life of a mother whoes child was Laid to rest I make the meories in my head I love from my earthly plain... Becasue I recived the gift of an Angel . Your love made me strong ,Your kiss made me feel, Your death it broke me ... Now i wonder were you real? I love you Baby blue the color of eyes shineing true. My Brittany Girl Momma misses you in memories i have in dreams I see... My Baby Blue with love so true. Lisa Osburn Copyright ©2007 Lisa Ann Osburn -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

This Goes Out To The Faceless, Gutless Pig
OK, I DON'T KNOW WHO THIS FACELESS, GUTLESS PIG WHO HAS BEEN HARRASSING MY SIS PINK, YOU REALLY NEED TO JUST SHOW YOUR FACE AND QUIT ACTING LIKE A STUPID ASS. BUT JUST A WARNING IF YOU KEEP MESSING WITH HER AND ANY OF MY OTHER FRIENDS YOUR GONNA END UP HAVING TO DEAL WITH ME AS WELL AS A FEW OTHERS, AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU DON'T WANT THAT. WE WILL MAKE IT SO BAD FOR YOU THAT YOU'LL WANT TO LEAVE CHERRYTAP AND YOU'LL LEAVE CRYING LIKE A BITCH, WITH YOUR TAIL TUCKED BETWEEN YOUR LEGS. SO JUST REMEMBER ALL THIS THE NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO GO ACTING LIKE THE FACELESS, GUTLESS PIG YOU'VE BEEN ACTING LIKE LATELY. SO ALL I CAN SAY IN CLOSING THIS BLOG ENTRY IS LEAVE PINK ALONE IF YOU WANT TO BOTHER SOMEONE WITH YOUR FACELESS, GUTLESS SELF BRING IT ON OVER TO MY PAGE, UNLESS YOUR A COWARD.

Voters Could Tell Drivers To Hang Up
I don’t know about you, but myself, I see idiots all the time on the valley freeways changing lanes with out blinkers, without looking because they are jabbering on their cell phones. I don’t know how many times I have been almost hit on my bike by some soccer mom in an SUV while she is chatting away on her cell drinking her caramel macchiato from Starbucks with 3 kids yelling in the back of her 50 thousand dollar four wheel drive piece of foreign crap. That has never and will never see the off road. OK, Yes this is an area of contention for me. I for one will vote for this law to be passed even though I am against more legislation on our lives. Will it cut down on accidents? Probably not. Will it give me an excuse to scream at the idiots who are doing it? Yup! Especially at stop lights when I rev my Harley so they can’t hear the conversation over my pipes. Ride Safe – MRI Voters could tell drivers to hang up By Howard Fischer Capitol Media Services Tucson, Arizona | Pu

Whisper
Something with in this heart of mine sheds light into my soul, its slight and yet no sound is made and thus a story is told. Peacefully my soul transcend into this dream so free, a smile that lights the darkest room reminds me of who i need to be. Eyes that speak of heaven and a heart that beats the same, explosive beauty engulfs me with such a little frame. The love you feel while holding here is soft and sweet like rain, I love you is what i whisper for her love has driven me insane. I love you sis.

Would You
Would you Would you drive me around till we decided what to do? Would you hold me close no matter what? Would you send me random messages, knowing it will make me smile? Would you kiss me in the rain? Would you say you loved me? Would you go out of your way for me? Would you lie to me? Would you cheat on me? Would you make love to me? Would you ever hit me? Would you ever come to my rescue if I needed you? Would you marry me? Would you confide in me? Would you trust me? Would we always be friends, even if we were more? Would you let me call you at any time to cry to you? Would you answer your phone? Would you want me there for you? Life is full of questions, maybe its time for some of them to be answered.

Exaltation Of The Goddess
I Believe in She who is; Goddess of the Earth, Mistress of the Moon, Queen of the Universe, Mother of all that Lives, Beloved and One with the Divine Creating Energy, She who is Half of All that ever was, that is Now or ever shall be! Thus it ever has been, and thus it shall remain until there be an end of all time and eternity We pray and beseech Thee to join us Goddess, in this our worship of Thee, and Bless us with thy Presence. I (We) most humbly welcome Thee* and Thy Consort to this your Rite**given as we have been taught by Thee. Her will be done. So mote it be.

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True Man
I feel to be a ture man I have to be there for my kids. That means let them know I am here for them to count on cry on and pick them up when they are sick. To show them the love of a father. To be there for them when they need a father to fall back on and count on. I want to be their wall to stand on for life or till the have become their own wall to stand on. A man that can't be there for their kids is not a ture man now is he?

How I Love You
I look at your precious face everynight and i cry. never telling you how i trace your face with my fingers as tears stream down my face making a puddle infront of me. WHen i hear your voice my heart stops then starts to pound so fast i cant hear anything but my heart. God knows how i love you my wolf. your my all. i miss being in yoru arms when the night mares come. I miss seeing yoru smiling face each day as i greet the day. I know you tell me every day a million times a day that you love me and want me in your life. but its not the same as being there with you. My heart feels as though its going to break each day i breathe. My heart longs to see you face to face. to feel my head upon your chest listening to your heart beat. why do people have to make loveing wrong. why do people have to make being in each others hard to do. why cant they just but out and mind their own business. why cant they just let us love each other with all of our hearts. HOw i love you . i cant take the pain o

Ramblings,
Well with all my Great Awesome Friends,on the CT.They Rate me to Kingdom Come.I feel as though I'm not holding up my end of the Bargam,of Rating them as much as they Rate me.It is very hard for me to Keep Up. An Thanks to Lady Witch,I have a much better perspective.On many things now.I promise to do better, starting in April.Before my Ramblings lead me off in another direction.the purpose of this blog.I guess the 1st.pt.was the preamble.-------------------------I was Rating last night,Showing love.My Fishing Buddy Ron, Stopped in.I know longer Live near any of my fishing friends,I no longer Legally drive.( another Possible Blog).Ron lives about 30 miles away in oxford,Ma.with his wife Tina,his 2 daughters,Ashley 13 + Jessica 9.I have been Fishing + Hunting with Ron,for over 15 yrs.Actually I was one of his Master Fishing Teachers.An with all Great Students,he thinks he's better than I.bass fishing he might be.U must work to afford Bass Lures so I no longer fish Bass.I could still keep

Survey Says
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me?

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
I guess some people are just miserable assholes that don't feel satisfied unless they are spreading it around. Anonimity gives people a freedom and unfortunately some people abuse it. I've been getting a lot of low ratings lately on my profile pic. Now i know i'm not gorgeous but i think it deserves better than a 5. I figure anyone that is brave enough to put up pics of them themselves for the ridicule of strangers deserves a 10

Piercings (above And Below)
I like piercings of the body Some find them really quite naughty Have one in the nipple myself And very soon could have one in my little elf(It's done now) Nipples,clits and prince albert's No pain, No gain I like it when it hurts Trojan says ribbed for her pleasure Well I say add some steel for extra measure Above and Below What some may hide we don't know But if we're nice they might reveal their treasures For your and My special pleasures

Not Being Around
Well my life has takin a change..not sure of the way its going to turn out..but I just know that I cant be around as often as I would like..Ive lost alot of things this week so far..but I hope the friends that I have on here are not part of that..I will be around when I get the oppertunity..so dont give up on me..And if you get the chance leave some messages and keep me updated on how things are goin for everyone..Lots of LOVE..XO

Wish Granted By A Geni
A husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf..... Of course, the wife promptly hacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you. You see, I'm a genie, and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each one wish, but if you

~ ~love In The Dark~ ~
My expressions are carefully subdued I am agnupiac .... The vines have crept up and wrapped around my ankles, I am bound.... My once beautiful dress now hangs in tattered rags I am torn.... The red roses in my hands have turned black and wilted I am dead.... In death I am peaceful, by eternal slumber I am embraced .... Soon I will awake to satiate my hunger with human blood I am vampire .... My breath sends chills along your spine, "Hello lover" I am here.... My fangs pierce your flesh, your sweet essence flows across my lips You are mine .... Together forever to haunt the night before morns' first light We are one ....

Have You Ever Loved?
Have you ever loved someone and knew they didn't love you? Did you ever feel like crying, and wondered what good it would do? Have you ever looked into their eyes, and said a little prayer? Did you ever looked into their hearts, and wish that you were there? Don't ever fall in love, my friend. You see it doesn't pay. Although it causes broken hearts, it happens everyday. You wonder where they are tonight. You wonder if their true. One minute you're happy; the next, you're blue. Then once you see them, your heart begins to dance. Your heart revolves around them, although you have no chance. Love is painful, my friend. And the price is far too high. If I had to choose between life and death, I think I'd choose to die. So my friend ~ Don't fall in love. You'll get hurt before you're through. You see, my friend, I ought to know... I fell in love with you.

I Have Never Downrated Anyone!!!
i am fucking pissed. i got rated a 1 from an 11. the sad part is i know who it was. she says i rated her a 1 from an 11. there has only been one person on my profile that has vic status. i took a couple pics to prove that i rated her an 11 from a 10 and here there are: there that should prove that i didnt down rate her and dont intend to. i am just not like that damn it.

Invisible Names...
Ok whats up with the fucking DoucheBags who just show up as someone on ur alert in the corner that rate u like a 2 or 3?..Im not mad i didnt get a 10 cuz i know im far from a 10 but atleast i got some balls to put a pic up of myself and have my name shown so people can see who rated them.....Ok thats it lol...Im already pissed off cuz im snowed in on Easter and i had to vent somehow so this was it lol

Driving
OK so i have just had my first driving lesson and almost killed someone but on the whole i think it went well god how scary is driving stil im sure seeing me behind the wheel will scare people more any way hope you are all having fun out there and i will keep you posted on my new foray in to the world of driving tp

Here's An Update
HERE'S AN UPDATE ON WHT'S GOIN ON! Went to finaly have a mammogram done April 5th,should be gettin the results this Tuesday (I hope,I'm tired of waitin!) So as soon as I get the results bck,thr'll be a blog bout it,so keep ur fingers crossed for me,ok? peace & Lv to all!

Over Coming Fear
Over Coming Fear As they step out of the shadows that harness the deepest insecurities of your soul... The fears that mankind has kept back since the dawn of time are released. While undertaking said procedures to somehow stop this, something fails. Failure within the system, the same system that keeps watching your every movement. Moving ever so slowly, softly, you fee a omnipresent being walking beside you. You fear the being, but it re-assures you there is nothing to be feared. For as long as you have this being with you, there can be no harm. Once the transition of evil has taken place, the being slowly fades away... Longing for another leader, groups start to form, some with causes of bring said being back. Some with causes of invoking a much greater evil, for once this evil has unleashed its havoc... There is no turning back, a solid stand point in this day and age. Lest the fathoms of your mind corrupt the heart which has been molded to suit your needs. Tormenting

My Turn???
Every girl wants a Prince Charming and while he may be nice and all, I want a guy who will come up behind me and put his arms around me, and just hold me. He'll whisper in my ear that he loves me. A guy who will lay awake at night, just thinking about me. A guy who will call at 3:00 am just to tell me how much he misses me. He would come over just after we get off the phone because, he wants to know how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine...but we both know I was lying. He'd kiss my forehead and tell me everything's going to be alright. He may not be Prince Charming to anyone else but, in my eyes, he fits the part perfectly. That is a glimpse of what I'd love to have... I layed in bed last night watching t.v. and got to thinking how sometimes my life is very lonely... I have great freinds and family...I mean lonely in the love department... As I was laying there I thought about how I miss certain things about a relationship... The intamacy you share with that person and that p

Power Hungry
I am just wondering why everyone is becoming so power hungry? I mean for fks sake, this is a freakin website, it's not the "real" world, you won't gain anything other than a bunch of people who dislike you and will block you. Why the need to be arrogant and stupid? All it does is make you look like an child, or even worse, an ass. We are adults, not children, we should be able to behave as adults, even though we are here to have fun. I for one don't get in the middle of the spats on here. I am here to have fun, make friends, find cool graphics, and maybe learn some new things. If you aren't looking for that, I don't need to have you as one of my friends. I have enough strife in my regular life, I don't it need here, my escape. When you have to deal with the bad crap in the real world, the cyber world is an escape, a place to let loose and have fun. Why do the idiots have to ruin it? Oh wait, just answered my own question there.

When Girls Dont Put Out!
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. He is my hero!! Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opt

Paint An 8
Seven less sorrows, seven more mistakes Seven things to borrow, seven more to take Seven times I've fallen, seven times I'm up Six times I've wondered, where was one more Why did I sleep so late Lost my mind seven days straight If I go for seven more Paint an eight on my door Sevens windows and seven doors Seven sisters and seven boys Seven full words and seven lines Same old story same old crime Why did I sleep so late Lost my mind for seven days straight If I go for seven more Paint an eight on my door Why did I sleep so late Lost my mind for seven days straight If I go for seven more Paint an eight on my door

I Have Decided
I have decided that I will stay but I won't be on for a bit around the 26th of this month because that's when we are making the big move to Florida. I will be on here on and off until then. anyway take care everyone and have a great weekend. :D

What Happened
Well you all know something about me. I gonna tell a little bit agin about my past present and future. I am born in a little village. Very small everybody knows each other. My father was known as a very crazy person. He did do outreagous things. Those things i saw when i noticed how my father treated my mum. He chased her wit h an axe and he strangled her before my eyes. He never succeeded in that because my mum still lives. At a certain point in my life i decided to stand in the middle of these things. Bad mistake. Soon i was target and it devastated me good. Now i am 37/38 i dont know anymore. I am divorced, i have no job anymore, i am depressed, i am damaged goods. For people that want to be close to me, you have never to forget that other people welbeing is more important to me. Because i am everybodys friend i cause grieve. NEVER FORGET THAT. Ber sure to befriend me or stay friends with me. I am also sexually abused by males when i was young. Because i was so f

Sunshine
Each morning and each brand new day carries its own emotions of days past. Pain or guilt of some long gone error... Love and elation of the new found light. As the days get longer and the sun shines brighter, the chemistry in all of us takes a new turn. The cold no longer seeps into my bones, the damp no longer hinders my joints, and the darkness no longer envelopes my soul. Blank faces of the last moon are now alight with promise and expectation. The dull flesh of autumns gone are now ablaze with ripeness and a new glow of inner hunger. Look to the fire that looks down upon us and see the wonder and life it brings to us all... see the tears of pain dry before the golden rays of hope. If the day seems to dull and you find yourself in the shade... look around you and absorb the colours that surrounds us all. Feel the sun baked earth beneath your feet and relish in this new born glory... for tomorrow could carry a storm! Happy dayz to all. Luke x

Repeling Negativity
Repelling Negativity You'll need: * Mirror * Black candle * White candle * Incense Find a large mirror, one you can position so that you are able to sit before it. Burn a white and a black candle in front of the mirror and meditate there for awhile, focusing on purifying your energy. Repeat this each night, three nights in a row. Also try burning some cinnamon, frankincense, gardenia, or sandlewood incense. Once you are done each night, don't blow the candles out, snuff them out instead. After the third and final night, bury the wax remaining from the candles.

C A L L W A I T I N G
I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep. I wonder where my husband is, I wish he'd call or beep. I saw him leave this morning, the black boots on his feet. He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street. You'll know him when You see him, his truck is very loud. He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd. A caller said "Please hurry!" Come quickly if you will. A young man with a motorbike is laying very still. A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue. HURRY! Come, I need you! I don't know what to do. I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door. I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor. I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell from his walk, He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk. We'll sit out in the moonlight, and listen to the night. He talks about a shooting, a streetgang in a fight. A car crash, a drowning, a small child hurt at play. The things he needs to talk about, the things he did today. The ol

Ricks Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007 CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR

40 Questions
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you 1 hour ago? Here at work 2. Have you ever laid underneath the stars? YES 3. Do you kiss a lot of people? NO 4. Are you wearing socks right now? NO 5. When was the last time you went out of state? November 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? YES 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? MILK 8. What are you wearing right now? CLOTHES 9. What was your last purchase? FOOD 10. Last food you ate? Salad 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Siva 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? NO 13. Do you have a pet? YES 15. Are you a vampire? YES (Since I work nights I'm known as the Company Vampire by my co-workers) 16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? Chilling at the MGM Grand in Vegas 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? Several ANIME DVDs 18. One thing you hate about you

7 Reasons Not To Mess With A Child
7 Reasons not to Mess with a Child A little girl: was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher: said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl: stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher: reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl: said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher: asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl: replied, "Then you ask him". ~~~~~~**~~~~~~ A Kindergarten teacher: was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl: replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher: paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without miss

I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Company Is Pissing Me Off!
Hi all, I am just totally frustrated and pissed off at my hubby's company. We just found out that they changed the way they do vacation, per diem, and hubby's dedicated route. The first being vacation, instead of from jan to jan of each year, they are doing it by hire date, so if u take a vacation after your hire date, it goes on the next year as a vacation. Now that's cool that they want to do it that way, but they didn't let anyone know until now and we have been with the company for 3 YEARS THIS SEPT. Does that make any sense to you? You would wait for 3 years to let an employee know how you do vacation. They told him that they sent a notice out to all their employees, yet i don't remember seeing anything like that, i look at all the notices that come from the company! The next being per diem, a trucker is intitled to per diem, which is money for showers, food and time away from their families. It is required by the IRS and the Federal Government, yet the company has told us that th

If I Was Ur Girlfriend
1.) How many times a day would you hug me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would u spend the night with m

Stop It Now
APRIL IS CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH!! Friends & fellow cherry tappers, April is "CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS" month, I chose to start this blog/bulletin now so it will get to everyone NOW & WE DON'T WASTE 1 DAY OF APRIL plzzz let's all come together for these little ones who have no one to depend on but a human who gives a damn!!! DO YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN?? ALL I ASK IS FOR EVERY BULLETIN OR BLOG POSTED WE REPOST THIS WE ALL SAY WE LOVE KIDS I'M ASKING YOU TO PROVE IT!!! If you can't help out the kids THEN TO EVERYONE READING THIS DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO HELP YOU W/A CONTEST AGAIN !!!! My wish is for this to be circulated everyday in April, the entire month and I'LL BE WATCHING TO SEE WHO ON MY FRIENDS LIST IS REPOSTING AND HOW MUCH!!!! Concrete Angel VideoConcrete Angel lyrics - Martina McBride lyrics

Disregarded Soul
Disregared Soul No movement and no life. A trapped soul behind it's blithering pain. Shallow, betrayed, desperate for love and compassion. No hope for satisfaction... Crying within, a heart has been broken. No words can heal, what this soul has felt. The misery, and anguish of dissatisfaction. A lonely soul disregarded in society's nation. Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick

My Horiscope For Today.. I Hink It Is A Sign
Picking up the pieces is easier when you realize that you can make a lovely mosaic from the remains. Believe it or not, one day you'll soon be grateful that this didn't work out when you see the results from its demise. new words to live by for me i think...

Go Ahead...
Post more blogs, make more sites, continue to lie, bash, trash, stalk/harass, post sexual pictures you took of me when I was just a teenager, endanger me and mine some more, whatever the f**k. I'm done with it all. I'm done with you. Remember, I've taken years of your physical, verbal, mental/emotional abuse, your lies, betrayals/infidelities, your thefts, deceptions, etc. So, you go ahead, continue to do what you have done so well all these years. Transfer your discrepancies unto me some more. Lie to try and make me look like the bad guy. All because I am done with all of your bullshit. Most of all, I'm done with you. BEEN done. I ended it between us. Just accept it already, and move on. The only one your hurting, and going to continue to hurt, is yourself. All of these years with you have helped me to build an impenetrable shield, which you & your ways can no longer break through. The only thing that matters is FACT, of which I know all. I could care less otherwise, because the only

Getting Started
OK YOU'VE DECIDED TO BUY A NEW SYSTEM. HERE'S HOW TO START: ASK YOURSELF WHAT YOU WANT THE SYSTEM TO DO. IS IT FOR MUSIC ONLY? DO YOU WANT IT TO DO VIDEO AS WELL? WHERE AM I GOING TO PUT IT? AND THE LAST QUESTION IS DO I WANT TO BUY IT ALL AT ONCE OR START WITH WHAT I CAN AFFORD NOW AND ADD TO IT LATER? AM I UPGRADING OR STARTING FRESH? DO I WANT SEPARATE COMPONENTS OR IS A RECEIVER THE BEST WAY TO GO? ONCE YOU KNOW THE ANSWERS TO THESE QUESTIONS ITS MUCH EASIER TO GO SHOPPING! FOR MUSIC SYSTEMS UNDER $2000 AN INTEGRATED AMPLIFER SHOULD BE THE HEART OF A SYSTEM. FOR AN AUDIO/VIDEO SYSTEM UNDER $2000 A RECEIVER IS BEST TO HANDLE AMPLIFICATION AND SWITCHING NEEDS. TODAY'S PRODUCTS OFFER MUCH MORE THAN EVEN JUST 5 YEARS AGO. MANY "EXPERTS" WILL TELL YOU THAT SPEAKERS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE SYSTEM. THEY ARE WRONG. EVERY PART OF THE SYSTEM, INCLUDING THE CABLES, ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT. HOW DO YOU RATE THE IMPORTANCE OF PRODUCTS TO GET THE BEST SOUND FOR THE MONEY? SIMPLE..STAR

The Darkness
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

Perfect Love
Poem Title: Perfect Love I feel like I’ve known you forever I feel as though our hearts are already one We’ve loved each other for nine years And our lives together have only just begun. We’ve been through ups and downs We’ve lived in different states Never a night we haven’t kissed Because god knew we’d make perfect mates. Ever single day I wake up I can’t wait to see you ever single mourn I believe we were meant to be Since the day we were born. As we get married this day Our hearts will become one My goal to find the perfect love Is finally over and done. To live with you for the rest of my life Will be the perfect gift from heaven above I’ll love you and cherish you ever day Because we have a perfect love.

This Is Terrible
Gas prices may brake Meals on Wheels http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/59341.html By Maki Becker NEWS STAFF REPORTER Updated: 04/22/07 7:17 AM Gas prices are back up to $3 a gallon, and among those hardest hit by the rising cost of fuel are the volunteers of Meals on Wheels. “It’s really getting expensive now,” lamented Juanita Tillmon, 80, of Buffalo, who has been a volunteer with Meals on Wheels of Western New York for 27 years. Living on a fixed income and taking care of her 103-year-old mother, Tillmon said she has had to resort to filling her gas tank with a little bit of gas every few days to make the most of her money. Tillmon receives a small stipend from Meals on Wheels that helps cover some of the costs for delivering hot meals to two dozen homebound seniors five times a week. But she worries that the reimbursement won’t be enough if fuel prices keep edging up. “I’ll continue until it gets to $4,” she vowed. Tillmon’s situation is one s

Rates
Confused raters?. I am at times, When my friends and those I am a fan of are Girls and Women I am never sure why I get rates and comments from guys. I will Never be rating a guy. I understand that many are Bi/ Gay but if I have a friends list that is female is it not a bit of a give away that I like Women not men. Oh and I am not a dirty old man but I do Love you girls and Women.

I Have Found The Love Of My Life
I have found the Love of my life and I can say I am really in Love cause I love him uncodishionaly he is really sick it is fatle but I don't care becouse I Love him with everybreath I take he is my heart and soul and he told me He Loved me also but we are having a pause in our realtionship but I know God will help us threw this

Performance Piece - 531
I was thinking of doing a performance piece... Entitled 531 Where I leave 531 marks on my body... [Now, by marks, I'm sure you people can guess what I mean.] 531 marks for the 531 days... Get it? Kinda creepy that I know the number. Plus, I'll need someone to document it. I think I can make it a final piece you know... go out with a bang. People will be like DAMN, she's so hardcore. [Seriously, that will be what's said.] I'll leave an artist statement, explaining why... Why the number, the cause of the pain... things of that nature. More like a letter really... That final letter you leave. [You all know what I am talking about.] Then people cant hurt me. Then I wont cry at night. Then I will finally get some sleep.

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your W

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God78%Virgin38%A Romantic35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Today Stuff
Attention All Friends,Fans + most Family Mbrs. I would be Most Greatfull,if u-all could take the Time,to do a few Comments for my Sweet Friend,Theresa.B.G.D.'s Yummy of the L.D.C. + Club F.A.R. Family's.With 100, Comments it might just land u in my New Family that I'm trying to Create.Requirerments would be,Showing Heart,Love,respect,Loyalty. .Doing Favors for each other.Rates,Comments,etc.Just be Nice ,Show some Love,not Hate. I'd also like a few special Family members to have Wolf Morphs,prefferable. I'd be forever Greatfully for Comments. HeraticBitch now Consulate, Also needs Votes,for the Long Hair Contest.She is a longtime, member of the L.D.C.F.She had more Votes than she has at this time.There must of been a a Glitch in the System that Erased everyones Votes.( I lost 1,805 in my morph contes). I had already commented Heratic~Consort,over 200. Hopefully Lady WitchsBrew,took 3rd place with my Help,in the Beauty Contest. Lizzy could use co

Life Goes On, The Next Chapter
I joined Lost Cherry back in October of 06. Soon after I joined, the name changed to CherryTap. I never realized how that name change would effect me. Well, the name change it's self didn't do anything, just my dedication to this on-line comunity. I have met many good friends here, including some local people. November found me in a bit of depression, leading me to write about the life I had with my first wife. By Christmas I was dealing with the decision weather to spend the Holidays with my 2nd wife. I all most fell prey to the madness that is my ex-wife. I had a moment of clairity that I would rather spend the Holidays alone than have the weight of her around my neck. Hell, my kids didn't like her either. I found myself spending most of my free time at night chatting and rating pics. Trying to weasle my way into private folders to see those risque pics. Face it, most guys, regardless of what they say, wanna see naked flesh. One evening I found myself chatting with

42807121
I learned how. Not long ago. They say you write what you know. I know that I don't know my heart. And that's not a problem. Because it was never mine to know. Step. Fall. Catch. You know. And it will be fun. Learning how. With you.

Poem: Chinese Proverb: By Me
HAPPY NEWYEAR 2007 hope to all you had or have a great year. hopeall your dreams and needs come to you !Dont ask for what's to far to reach but dont think every thing you dream is to far from reach so look apon your new year with the hope that you get what you want! Happy New Year allll Dj Rock

Spelling To Get Into Heaven
A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well since you died," her husband told her

Just Something I Think
ok i don't know why it bothers me but it does. first off i know this pic has to be from a few decades ago because not many people have the bubble vest now a days. but anyways, photos such as this one have always disturbed me. i've never been in the military or anything but it bothers me that people can't show respect to the people who fight to protect our rights. The closest thing i've came to bein in the military was the week i spent at the american legion's boy's state. It's not really military based totally but there i learned about the government how it works what it does and so on. it didn't hurt that we had to march around a college campus for a week to every meal and other activities. about the only time we didn't march was when we had to go to our chosen sporting event and that was only because not everyone went to the same one. i've never totally supported the reason we are currently at war or conflicting or whatever they try to call it now. BUT!, i do support the men and wome

The Grey Area...
see but i dont get it....its all the same you say... and well i dont think you understand... you see theres a difference between right and wrong and then theres this grey area... where you dont know how things should be because theres more than 2 options and both look lousy and the 3rd option is somewhere in the middle... well heres the plan.... forget them all and find a new path... you see people lie and nothing that comes out of their mouths is truth, so search for the right and wrong in it all and youll find that the grey area is where you usually end up.... even in my dreams i dont know the difference between my nightmares and my dreams now....sometimes im not even sure how to classify them...so what would you do?....would you cut yourself off from the world or would you hold out for another round and just be left in the dark on what other people are really thinking about you and your situation?....either way...its hard to trust anything or anyone when you feel this indecisive...i

Pweor Of The Mind
AOCCDRING TO A RSCHEEACH AT CMABRIGDE UINERTISY, IT DEOSN'T MTTAER WAHT OREDR THE LTTEERS IN A WROD ARE. THE OLNY IMPRMOETNT TIHNG IS TAHT THE FRIST AND LSAT LTTEERS BE IN THE RGHIT PCLAE. THE RSET CAN BE A TOATLE MSES AND YOU CAN SITLL RAED IT WOUTHIT A PORBELM. TIHS IS BCUSEAE THE HUAMN MNID DEOS MOT RAED ERVY LTETER BY ISTLEF. PRTTEY FREIKANG AMZANIG, HUH?

Haters!
Oh my Goodness when will the haters learn...that they only feed the fire with all that mess...Why, hate people you probably want to be...instead of living life hating, take time out to breath in the reality that you are you and we are we and then maybe you'll find other things to do to rid of your boredom then to think about us all day long...though we don't mind attention no matter how it is given...cause honestly if you think about us that much good or bad we have a lot of what you probably envy...Don't you haters know that the more you have something to say the more we on the other side of you haters... give us so much entertainment enough to use your hating to entertain others...lol I use the word probably, cause i could be wrong...But like the saying goes misery loves company...and people who are miserable don't like to see others happy, they tend to try and interfere with the lives of the people they hate on... Some people can't handle the truth and no one likes to be wrong espec

Disgruntaled Ct Addict
The Contests of Contests.B.G.D.'s vs. Lovingman.We held the lead by 2,000 points the entire way but lost it today.Traitorous Loyalty or lack of it,caused this Defeat.It's my Appinion that Ct Corporate controls the outcome of these friggin contests.The errors u sometimes get at the most inoperative time is just to regular to be accidental.As I have commenting Bombing down pat.There all fixed.Just like my Morph contest that was Fixed at well.Can't prove non of it,just Gut Feeling.But I know it was. Hopefully I can get back into leaveing comments for my morning rounds.I also will be Deleeteing up to 200 Traitors whom came to my Cof from either the L.D.C or Club F.A.R..All friend Requests will be put on hold,as well.All Family members if u don't have a Morph pic yet an if u want one let me know.I'd rather have everyone with a wolf Morph.Shame I join'd club F.A.R,I'd rather not be affilleated with any organization here on the Tap,to tell the truth.I'd rather have just 50 friends,no call f

Country Biotches
country biotches A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. *A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A city bitch

What ????
>What gets longer when pulled................ > > > > > > >Fits between your boobs.............. > > > > > >Inserts neatly in a hole................. > > > > > >and works best when jerked ? > > > > > > > > >Scroll down to find the answer...... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >A SEAT BELT you pervert!!! > ; >BUCKLE up and pass it on

How To Pick A Genuinely Secure Password
When it comes to security, Bruce Schneier is a god among us mere mortals. He has written some of the most influential books on computer security and cryptography ever printed, and his blog is essential reading for anyone on the Internet. So when Bruce says here's how to create a secure password (and how he creates his own passwords), I listen. His post on the topic is extensive, so I'll try to boil it down to the essentials. If you have the time, I encourage you to read the whole thing, though. First question: How are passwords cracked, anyway? Primarily through brute force "dictionary" attacks, where software tries to guess a password by running through a series of common phrases or words in various combinations. Sure, we know that "password" and "qwerty" are easy to crack, but password crackers have gotten much more sophisticated these days. Now, they check hundreds of these common "root" passwords (here's a list)... in combination with various "appendages," including all two-

Take My Hand
Bizarre nights rushed endless through cascading falls Drowned in their sorrow Chased by their fears Shrouded by the hate they have carried Moon shines bright as they run through the dark Their armor torn apart by their enemies Blood trickling from their wounds Painting a path for the goblins to follow Screams rise high in the night sky As demons feast on their prey I am Evil Take my hand

November Baby
>---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. >Very passionate and >dangerous. Wild at times Knows how to have fun. S#xy and mysterious. >Everyone is drawn towards >your inner and outer beauty and independent >personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental >sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and >independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a >crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the >greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with >someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. >repost >in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming >up sometime this month.

You
never thought the day would come and you would up and run.. Run so far and so fast, that you slipped right through my grasp.. I loved you so hard, but even that could not hold you, when you wanted to fly.. I wondered what I could have changed, maybe one moment that might have changed it all.. My world came crashing.. It just collapsed... In a moment all was lost.. Time does heal.. and over time I have rebuilt hope.. Hope in myself.. hope in family.. and hope in love.. The light began to shine brighter... My heart beating once again... Opening up and exploring who I really am... Discovering what it takes to make my dreams come true... Learning to live without you..

For My Precious Children
Look into your child's eyes and cherish what is there. Cherish the seed of consciousness, the seed of confidence, the seed of creativity, the seeds that grow within. Cherish your child with your eyes. Do not do so only twice or thrice, But forever--for childhood to the child seems forever. Cherish your child with your heart for therein lies the soul of your being, the child of long ago in a far away land full of life and creative self expression. Open the forces around your being, the breath of life itself, the moments of truth revealed, the lasting joy of the moment. Teach not only with your mouth, but with your action and being. For who you really are is seen by your child, and held up as a standard to look upon for the quality of life. Open your soul. Cherish your child. I wrote this poem when my oldest daughter was 3yrs old. Now at 8 and with a 4yr old daughter also, it is more true t

24
I always find myself in a birthday waiting room waiting for something that might happen asking myself why it hasn’t yet 22, 23, and now it’s 24 there still is excitement deep down inside my belly but I know I’ll go to bed 24 yet unfulfilled and it’s alright it’s best this way I’ll stop to celebrate the day when I was born should be forgotten go to hell stay there all those years just rotten I’ll forget I’ll forget My next 12th of May will be spent alone in my king-sized bed and I won’t fulfil anyone’s expectations but my own.

The Gift Of Friends
by Karin Schaefer There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends

Im Cleaning Out My Friends List This Weekend!!!
IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO CHECK AND SEE IF WE ARE FANS AS WELL. I AM CLEANING UP MY FRIENDS LIST. ONLY KEEPING FRIENDS WHO ARE MY FANS TOO. I WORK TOO MANY HOURS & ITS BECOME TOO HARD TO KEEP UP. SO IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE MAKE SURE WE'RE FANS TOO. I'LL BE SURE TO FAN YOU BACK IF I HAVEN'T ALREADY DONE SO. THANK YOU!!

Not So New A Feature
The three different varieties of homepage available in the profile (http://www.cherrytap.com/profile.php ) -for newcomers, standard, "power" - trying the 'power' one which does have much of the information I like to have together on one page. Very nice.

My Heart Wont Stop Breaking
the thing is when vic i knew that i was in love with him and one day i would love me, but little did i know just how deeply that love would grow to be! it is so fucking hard to describe in words how badly my heart hurts each and every time that i wake up and realize that hey man victor's gone. i know this may all seem very wrong to some you who read this because i am currently in a relationship but i cant help how i feel about vic and it might sound wierd but i love ci and they have nothing to do with each other i mean i love ci TOTALY but vic will always be a huge part me!any ways back to the subject..... i wish i had a way to tell victor how it feels to have been left completely alone without ever hearing good bye how my heart breaks every single time i hear his friends or some random person just happens to bring him up and say his name telling a story to tell him that so many days i feel like i'm empty that it hurts or how sometimes i wake up crying out his name my face soaked with

Sappy Shit
This makes me look sappy, but my man is out of town and I am bored + horny without him. That is what a sexy man, and drugs do to you...hahaha!!! I just wanted to announce I miss him, and think out lound....Peace Out!!!

New Members
HELLO ALL! THIS IS HITMAN6 PRESIDENT AND FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~. BIGDAWG69 IS VICE PRESIDENT AND CO-FOUNDER OF SAME SAID FAMILY. WE HAVE 1)SECRETARY,2)MEDIATORS,1)DJ FOR OUR LOUNGE WHICH WILL BE UP AND RUNNING SOON WE ALSO HAVE 1)HOME PAGE BEING: ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ BOMB SQUAD HOME PAGE. ANYONE WANTING TO JOIN THIS FAMILY IS VERY WELCOME TO APPLY. NOT TO BE MEAN BUT THERE ARE SOME GUIDE LINES THAT WILL BE FOLLOWED: 1) YOU HAVE TO HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE. 2) YOU MUST HAVE VERY GOOD ETHICS. 3) YOU MUST BE LOYAL TO THE FAMILY. (THIS IS A VERY HIGH PRIORTY) 4) YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE RULES THAT HAVE BEEN SET FOURTH. 5) YOU MUST PARTICIPATE IN ANY AND ALL FAMILY FUNCTIONS TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY. (CONTESTS, BOMBING, ETC.) 6) WE WILL NOT TOLERATE DRAMA, NOR WILL WE TOLERATE ANY SLADERIOUS ACTIONS TOWARDS ANYONE. IF THIS HAPPENS YOU WILL BE BANNED FROM THE FAMILY IMMEDIATELY. 7) IF YOU HAVE

Ulimate Gift
The Ultimate Gift The gift that can be given to anyone, The gift that someone should treasure forever, The gift that should never alter, The gift that can please and destroy everyone, The gift is emotional and physical, The gift that be returned, The giving of the gift should be pure, The gift itself is love

Hellyeah May Pull Out Surprises On Upcoming Tour
Launch Radio Networks reports: HELLYEAH, featuring members of MUDVAYNE, PANTERA and NOTHINGFACE, begins its first headlining tour on Sunday (May 20) in Baltimore. The group is touring in support of its self-titled debut album, which came out last month. While the members of HELLYEAH aren't sure if they'll play songs from their other bands, singer Chad Gray — who also fronts MUDVAYNE — said they may pull out some other surprises. "We might do some covers, I don't know," he said. "You never know, like, kind of the vibe of this thing. I mean, you never know, we might break out a GUNS N' ROSES cover, we might break out a SKYNYRD, or hell, you never know, maybe some SLAYER. So, I mean, there's a lot of different things that this band represents, you know. It's just really all about having a good time. This is about giving people something to move to." Earlier this week, HELLYEAH announced former DAMAGEPLAN bassist Bob "Zilla" Kakaha as the replacement for Jerry Montano, who exited the gr

Wow What A Loser
HippyHayed Productions@ CherryTAP I guess I pissed this person off it rated me a 1 and I did the same to it! So it made this picture to get even, LMAO Looks like it took a picture of her own dick. F00ken she-male! Seriously did he/she get those pics off of a Chinese adult website? ~Deleted the pic because it had her account deleted ;)~ P.S I have a much nicer couch then that old ass looking couch in the 1 pic (It is called Imported Microfiber BEOTCH!!!) and I wouldnt be caught naked or dressed on that one!

Be Thankful
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because > > she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving > > boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that > > if she could only see the world, she would marry her > > boyfriend. > > > One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and > > she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her > > boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, > > will you marry me?" > > > The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend > > is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend > > walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her > > and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear." > > > Only few remember what life was before, and who has > > always been there, even in the most painful situations. > > > Life Is A Gift > >

"do You Reall Y Know Your Top 4?"
Do You Really Know Your Top 4? 1.Leah 2.August 3.Rachel 4.Jeff PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE! Who is Blood related to you? [ ] friend 1 [ ] friend 2 [ ] friend 3 [ ] friend 4 [X] none WHOS HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO [x ] friend1 [ x] friend2 [x ] friend3 [ x] friend4 [ x] none Who have you known the longest? Rachel Who have you known the shortest? Jeff - - >>FRIEND NUMBER ONE< >FRIEND NUMBER TWO<

~the Call~
The air was unsettled tonight: still all around her, yet the trees were swaying constantly. And she could hear his voice in the thunder, see his face in the mist. Had she perhaps stirred something best left to its slumber? Gathering her anthame and cauldron into her satchel and snuffing out the candles before including them in her pack, Leighondra left her circle of stone and walked brusquely back to her apartment. A cry from a bird of prey caused her to stop and look to the tree to her right where a Peregrin falcon dined on a field mouse. Strange, she thought, falcons don't hunt at night. "But I do..." Leighondra gasped, turning sharply and unsheathing the katana under her cloak. No one there. Sighing, shaking her head, she sheathed the blade and continued on the forest path. Foolish to think her one Working could've called anything that powerful.Yet she couldn't help but feel something- someone- trailing phantom nails across her skin as she drew her cloak e

Treason
I've been wracking my brain I've been searching my heart I've been standing in the rain Shards of love broken apart And I'm no closer now Than I was yesterday But there has to be somehow There has to be some way To make this all make sense Your Silence is like a Million screams All pointted straight at me Just dismissal with no reasons How did I earn this treason I gave all my heart and soul I gave my everything To make sure that you would know Only love and never pain I poured out all that I am And still you walk away I wish I could understand Why things had to be this way Just so it would make sense Your silence is like a million screams All pointed straight at me Just dismissal with no reasons How did I earn this treason How can you be so cold To somone who gave you so much Love and peace and joy Within a single touch You always said I was amazing You looked at me with awe And now I'm alone in this silence With no explanation at all Your

Answering Service At Mental Institu
"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3,4,5, and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press. If you are maniac depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer. If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until someone comes on the line. If you are dyslexic, press 6969696969. If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name. If you have post-traumatic-stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000. If you

This...is Justice ? By Rush Limbaug
Please read; because,whether you love him or loathe him, he truly nailed this one right on the head.... THIS...is JUSTICE ? by Rush Limbaug: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty, and those who die serving our country in Uniform, are profound. No one is really talking about it either; because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers just pass by; because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million... However; if you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a big $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving sp

Why?
And you wonder Why?? Why does she cry? Why can't she be Happy? Why does she think she's worthless? Why would she hurt? I wonder how many people know what emotional abuse truely is? What it does to live with it day in and day out... How it effects your outlook and your self image... It leaves invisible scars, sometimes deeper and more painful than physical abuse... Daily battles within to try and overcome the person you have become, not realizing that somewhere along the way you lost yourself... and became everything he told you over and over again... You loose your self esteem and confidance... The ability to believe in yourself...You start believing the worst and hear the voice in your head over and over again... sometimes screaming, sometimes whispering...but always there. Your friends and family never understand... they think you are crazy for staying ... but what about the kids, what about the commitment? where did the love go? was it ever really there?? How could I

One Day
**If One Day..** If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there

Singing Again
So wow.. things have definately come full circle. I'm happy these days... very happy. I began singing again... okay okay maybe just in the shower and the car but it has been a while since I have been that happy. I mean... well things weren't good... everyone should know that. And now I'm telling you things are awesome in my life. Somehow somewhere i did a good deed to come back from the shit that had me at bottom. This week I got called a playa... lol! and LT gave me da nickname "Lady Pimp". He cracks me up. I love living with LT. He brings humor into my life. funny... I showed him the pic that is new but not my profile pic and he was like "wow!" *blushes* i know those are some seriously hot pics... amazingly i took them myself! And Nikita said I should look into modeling for like Lane Bryant... I'd do that shit.. FREE CLOTHES! lol! Work is great now... the biggest pest of them all quit. *does a little dance* I don't miss her and doubt I ever will! She was like a pesky fly....

Cry's In The Wind
Scratch till fingertips ripple out the very substance thay're made of. Scram till the pull of the cords within your throat rip to shreads. Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder! No one hears,No one cares except for their own selves, You may claw till the bone chips and glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'. Screeches sound though only within. Your own screams,your own crys. Yet stil you belive someone will hear! Why belive anyone will care? You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud. Why belive? People hear their own cries. Peole sympthize their own sorrows. Your cries are mere crys in the wind. Cries passing through the ears of those you love who say thay love you.

This Past Weekend
this past weekend was really great, me an my ol'man an the kids all went out of town to P.A. for the weekend and we had a really good time. It has probably been about three years since i had been anywhere out of W.V.. It took everything we had and now we are completely broke but it was really worth it to break the routine of work and home all the time. We really do need to learn how to enjoy ourselves a little more often, I thank him for taken the time to show me how to relax even if it was just for a few days. Anyways i guess it's back to the same ol same ol for now, anyways gotta get this paper done for my daughter so gonna have to get my nose back to the grindstone.

Away For A While
I will not be on myspace or cherrytap for a while. I have to make a few changes and not being on here is going to be one of them. I hope those of you who have my cell, will stay in touch with me that way. Please keep sending me the comments and messages...I may not have to computer here at the house BUT I can check my mail....some how some way....Much love to you all...Missy

Poetry From My Heart
Your lies haunt my nightmares. Your love I once embraced, Into my heart your lies poured. I kept you close, My dreams I shared. Imagining us together, But my heart you scorned, Using me when you could. Leaving me lonely when I needed you most. I thought to my heart you'd be true. You say even now you love me, But your words I can't trust. You betrayed my heart, You tore my soul, I was lost with you, Now I'm finding my way with out you. Still you long to be with me, But my heart I can't give you. You'd only drop it when you were through. And another break I can't handle.

**more Projekt Revolution Dates Announced**
Two more dates have been added to the Projekt Revolution tour! The Auburn, WA show at the White River Amphitheatre will be on July 25 and the Chula Vista, CA show at the Coors Amphitheatre will be on July 31.

Mishap;
paint me a picture with flexibility. show me your soul through the acid in your gut. use your left while looking to the right. show me your insecurity & flaunt it. eat your way through flesh & bone. curl your toes with the power in your teeth. go down to the docks & gaze at the ground. go home to nothing & like it. take of your clothes & stay fully covered. fight your way through an empty crowd. stare down all the blind pedestrians. take my hand & pretend it/s real.

Truck
i finally get my truck! 4x4 off road white f-150 98 model! lift on it! kc lights on the front grill! off road! 3 rd door! dark tinted windows!dual pipes! cant wait to take in the muddy and get nasty! anybody wanna ride with me and have sum fun with me in it lol! let's go!i am single and ready! hit me up! let's ride that texas sunrise together! emmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! cowgirl up !

Why Someoen Wants To Dash Others Hopes
I wrote something about losing hope and then I foudn my hope again. A so called friend took it from me and my best friend gave it back. I thought i had lost and she had won. I wanted to die instead I came alive to fight another day. Why must this world be full of users and liars? Why do bad just to get your way? I want to yell at this person for turnign an alrgiht day into a crying day! Why be so mean just becasue you can't handle what you see happing to your own life. The Keeper Of My Heart....loves me and oneday we will be together. I have to believe that or I will die. He completes my life! He sets me on fire with his words and egnites my heart! Why I ever doubted his love for me I do not know...I guess i shoudl quit listening to stupid people.....

Daily Sagittarius Forecast:
Daily Sagittarius Forecast: Courtesy of MsTags.com Quickie: Don't focus on what makes you happy. Focus on what makes you unhappy -- and fix it. Overview: Yes, every emotion is valid and should be acknowledged, but that doesn't mean you have to take action on them. Learn to ride out your feelings and you'll see which ones deserve a reaction and which don't. Daily work (by Astrology.com) You'll bound out of bed today, ready to tackle the world like a linebacker taking down an opponent. You've got a burly attitude, and the back-slappy, enthusiastic laugh that will help your ideas go over like gangbusters. - Horoscopes by Email - Co-Worker Compatibility - Yahoo! Astrology home Daily couples love (by Astrology.com) The two of you have a lot of territory still unexplored, and you're feeling frisky enough to check more of it out today. Your good energy makes it easy to find new ways to love each other. - Horoscopes by Email - Romantic Compatibility - Dating Do's and Don'ts D

The Best Smoked Salmon You'll Ever
About 8 lbs. salmon BRINE: 1 c. non-iodized salt 1/2 c. brown sugar 1 c. white sugar 2 qts. water 1 sm. bottle crescent seafood seasoning 2 to 3 crumbled bay leaves 1 tsp. rosemary SYRUP: 1 bottle white wine 2 lbs. brown sugar Cut salmon into squares about 2 to 3 inches thick and 4 inch squares. Marinate 10 to 12 hours in brine solution (make sure all salmon is immersed). Rinse under cold water. Cook 1 bottle of wine and 2 pounds sugar just until sugar dissolves (don't boil). Marinate first in this for 1 hour. Place fish on racks to dry slightly (should have nice coating on it). Place on racks in smoker and smoke 10 to 12 hours. (8 hours for smaller pieces.) Add smoking chips every hour or 1 1/2 hours (hickory chips are good). Note: Put skin side up and smaller pieces on top shelf.

A Bit Of Mirabilia...
I read not too long ago about an odd incident that apparently happened out in the Congo. Apparently some individuals shot tranquilizers into a troop of gorillas and applied clown make-up to all their faces. Stop and imagine for a second. You're a park warden, hiking through the jungles of the Congo. You work diligently to ensure that poachers had not killed more of these apes for their meat (and handy gorilla paw ashtrays!) and you come across all these gorillas painted up so. Just stop. And imagine.

Wwe One Night Stand Match 5
One Night Stand: Vince McMahon vs. Bobby Lashley Date Added: June 03, 2007 Story By: Devis Owens One Night Stand: Vince McMahon vs. Bobby Lashley [ECW World Championship Match Street Fight, Extreme Rules] Vince McMahon and company are introduced and making their way to the ring. Bobby Lashley now makes his way to the ring. The referee shows the belt and we have a bell. Both McMahons start in the ring, but Lashley instead makes a b-line away from them and leaps over the ropes onto Umaga who is on the outside of the ring. He misses badly though and barely connects with his boot. Shane goes to the outside and brings Lashley inside. Lashley has Vince alone in the ring and he pummels him in the corner. Shane charges and Bobby sends him outside of the ring. Umaga in now and charges Lashley who elbows Umaga. Umaga shoves Lashley back into the corner and charges. Lashley moves. Shane back in with a chair. Lashley kicks him and grabs the chair. He tosses it on the floor and

Months Went By
Time stood still,and things didn't seem right my health I wanted nothing more then to just give up I had nothing and wanted nothing, kind of like a space a black hole that I slipped into, my thoughts and personality seemed to have changed something I didn't noticed until I was talking to a friend and they said you seem different. I can only think that the death of my son left me with this feeling like the world was still moving and I was standing in the middle of it watching it spin, and nothing mattered, I thought of times that had passed and things that I could have done differently I guess I looked for reasons to blame myself although I still feel this is my fault as if things were not bad enough, I wanted to make them worst by blaming myself for everything even the rain. As I can remember day by day the night of the morning this all happened it was 9 pm and it was hot and I wanted to take a swim, I had been out all day looking for a job in this state it was a long day working at

Funny To Me Now
You know, when I first watched "SlingBlade" all I could do was feel depressed the whole time and feel the usual pity I have when I see someone who is handicapped. Not anymore. Now I think it is the funniest movie ever. The only sad part is when Carl tells the story about throwing his prematurely born brother away. It's a brilliant performance by Billy Bob Thornton, and it's so fuckin funny! I also wish John Ritter could have played a gay man in more movies cuz he is awesome at portraying a middle aged gay. The overall point is, I can laugh all day that movie.

The Pile Of Sand
An Italian, a Scotsman and a Chinese man, are hired at a construction site. The foreman points out a huge pile of sand. He says to the Italian guy, "You're in charge of sweeping." To the Scotsman he says, "You're in charge of shovelling." and to the Chinese guy, "You're in charge of supplies." He then says, "Now, I have to leave for a little while. I expect you men to make a dent in that pile of sand." So when the foreman returns after being away for a couple of hours, the pile of sand is untouched. He asks the Italian, "Why didn't you sweep any of it?" The Italian replies, "I no hava no broom. "You saida to the Chinesea fella that he a wasa ina charge of supplies, but he hasa disappeared and I no coulda finda him nowhere." Then the foreman turns to the Scotsman and says "And you, I thought I told you to shovel this pile." The Scotsman replies, "Aye, that ye did laddie, boot ah could nae get meself a shoovel. Ye left th' Chinese gadgie in

Just Felt Like Fuck'ing You!
YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 peo

Bible Vs Cellphone
CELL PHONE VS. BIBLE I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phones? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it as we traveled? What if we used it in case of an emergency? This is something to make you go...hmmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't ever have to worry about our bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill!

Stupid But W/e Moms On Myspace
MOMS ON MySPACE Body: 17 year old girl got online to find her mother online! So she decided to start a quick convo with her mom... which would forever scare her... Mom: Hey sweet heart! Are you having a nice time at your dads? Girl: Yea, it's pretty cool! Ya know... considering he's not here! Hehe Mom:Oh really? Mom: Where is he? Girl: He left a note saying he was going to the store or something like that. Girl: Hey, you have a webcam now, don't you! Mom: Sure do, Kenny bought it for me! Girl: Cool! Try it out! Mom: Alrighty... Girl: Oh god mom! What are you wearing?! Mom: New jammies, you like? Girl: No way! Those are so out of style! Mom: Aww... Oh well- Girl: Hey mom... Is kenny there with you? Mom: No, why? Girl: ....Mom....Don't move... just stay calm.. there's someone in the door way behind you... Mom: D

Saturday
saturday night I just got home. No I wasnt out barhopping, I didnt go dancing, I didnt even go shopping. I just went to my moms and we went walking. Woo hoo! My life is so chaotic right now. Men are getting on my damn nerves. the one I was in a technical relationship with last doesn't seem to understand that most people actually DATE before they move in together and shit. I need time and lots of it. And I normally dont give anyone more than 3 strikes before they're gone for good...let's see 1...2....he's got one left. And guess what I have a feeling that strike is going to be! If I dont have that 100 bucks in MY HAND before the last day of this month...yeah there's the 3rd strike, and he's out. Not even friend material. You can fuck with me, you can lie to me, you can *TRY* to hurt me(yeah right), but you fuck with my son's lifestyle(meaning me being able to pay rent)...Yeah that'll get you floatin in the fuckin river. I visited with my other mom tonight too, Sharo

I Wanna Be With You
I wanna tell You things I've never told And take You into the center of my soul I wanna run through The fields of your imagination Under the blue skies, You're the golden sun The light in my eyes, I know You are the One See where my heart lies As you guide me through the shades of gray Along the way I will hang on every single word You say And never live to see my dying day I'd walk the aisle a million miles To see You smile I wanna know how it feels to believe in something Ride on the heels of a good thing coming Run to the one thing I know is something true I wanna be with You Want You to show me the wonder of the word Want You to hear me like no one's ever heard You have and hold me Leading me out of the darkest night Into the light And never has it ever been so right And from this moment on You are the sight I can't erase I close my eyes, I see Your face I wanna know how it feels to believe in something Ride on the heels of a good thing coming

Not Italian So Not Sure If This Is True! Let Me Know
**American Kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents **Italian Kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved for that nice house and are a week away from getting married .... unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. **American Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings a nice bundt cake and you sip coffee and chat. ** Italian Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings 3 days worth of food and begins to immediately tid y up, dust, do the laundry or rearrange the furniture. **American Kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them and its usually only on special occasions. **Italian Kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads come over, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00 and starts pruning the fruit trees. And if there are no fruit trees, he will plant some! **American Parents: You can leave your kids with them and you always worry if everything is going to be ok plus you have to feed them

Sex Always
How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the eveving Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more.