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Chocolate Heart Layer Cake With Chocolate Cinnamon Mousse
1. 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted 2. 1/3 cup All purpose flour 3. 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 4. 1/4 teaspoon salt 5. 4 large eggs 6. 3/4 cup sugar 7. 1 cup heavy whipping cream 8. 4 cinnamon sticks, broken in half 9. 2/3 cup cherry jam 10. 2 tablespoons kirsch (clear cherry brandy) 11. 4 ounces bittersweet (not unsweetened) or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped 12. 1/2 cup heavy whipping cream 13. 1/4 cup water 14. 2 tablespoons light corn syrup 15. 1 teaspoon chai-spiced tea leaves or Lapsang souchong smoked black tea leaves 16. 5 ounces bittersweet (not unsweetened) or semisweet chocolate, coarsely chopped Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 1249 kcal * Carbohydrates: 138 g * Dietary Fiber: 9 g * Fat: 72 g * Protein: 15 g * Sugars: 74 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. For cake: Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Place 8x8x2-inch heart-shaped cake ring on sheet of foil. Wrap foi

When Will I Ever Learn?
I LEFT FUBAR ONCE BEFORE AND FELT IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO COME BACK THINKING THINGS WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND YET HERE WE GO AGAIN!PEOPLE WHO I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH FOR AT LEAST A YEAR JUST WRITE ME OFF FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEY HAVE JUST MET. I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO BE A TRUE FRIEND AND BE THERE WHEN ANYONE NEEDED ME. MAYBE THAT IS THE PROBLEM.I AM REALLY BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED. REALLY THINKING THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO GO AGAIN FOR GOOD. TIRED OF SO CALLED FRIENDS IGNORING ME AND PUSHING ME ASIDE FOR THEIR LITTLE FLINGS. WHATEVER. JUST KNOW KARMA IS A BITCH AND I CAN BE TOO!

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. born in oklahoma 2. raised in oklahoma 3. have three step sisters 4. have two biological siblings 5. have three nieces, and seven step nieces, one step nephew, two great step nephews 6. 14 aunts/uncles PLUS their spouses = MANY cousins 7. i have two children of my own 8. one grandparent still living (my dads mom) 9. i live with my husband, kids, and my mother inlaw. 10. i have four cats

For All The Treasure In The World
For all the treasure in the world I would get a car, to take my baby place to place, so we can go real far. For all the treasure in the world I would buy some land, so that I would have a place to hold my baby's hand. For all the treasure in the world, I would buy a home, so my baby, and I could have a place to be alone. For all the treasure in the world, I would buy a boat, so my baby and I could around the world float. For all the treasure in the world I would buy buy a clue, because I know some great secret, and I know it's honest and for true!

Join My Contest - Have Fun
I want to throw a contest and the most photo comments (points) wins. The prizes are ...1st place wins their choice of a month VIP or a week blast. 2nd place wins a 3 day blast . 3rd place wins 100,000 in fu bucks . Contact me if you are interested in joining my contest & lets have fun !!! Lisa * lisasweet *@ fubar

What Alcohol Are You??
What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. When I first met my husband I was suppose to be a one night stand. ( didn't find out till years later, of course he didn't get any on the first night though) 2. I still collect Cabbage Patch Kids 3. I bite my nails 4. I love playing on pogo 5. My brother rents a room in my house 6. My favorite color is black 7. I work at a carnival 8. I have way too many stuffed animals 9. I love Disneyland and go about 6 times a year 10. I didn't go to my senior prom Carnie Manly Casper Kat Sully

This Is Just Odd
Strange coincidences between Abraham Lincoln and John F Kennedy Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. The names Lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both of their wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both were shot in the head. Both were shot with one bullet. Both were rumored to be killed in a conspiracy. Neither was confirmed to be a conspiracy. Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theater. Kennedy was shot in a card made by the Ford Motor Company (a Lincoln no less) Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners. Both successors were named Johnson. Andre

My Life Sucks
My life has sucked for years and then I found this wonderful man and I love him with all my hart and soul. I know I’ve made mistakes and I’m sorry for them. I would do anything for this man I would give him the world and more if I could. I’ve stuck by him through a lot and I’ve always been there and trusted him and I still did everything I could to help him when he needed help. I wish I could rewind time and go back and do things over again between him and I and other things in my past but I know rewinding time and going back in impossible to do so all I can do is hope and pray that things will get better between him and I and in my life period. I know I’ve been faithful and have never cheated on him I’ve always been there when I was needed. I wish he had time for me like he used to and he could forgive me for my fuck ups. If I would loose him it would kill me he is my world and my life I just wish I was his again like I used to be…..

Tag Your It!!!!!
TAG YOUR IT HAVE FUN.. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.IM AN ANIMAL LOVER 2.IM HONEST,TRUTHFUL,LOVEABLE BUT LUV TO HAVE FUN 3.I LOVE EYES, THEY SAY SO MUCH 4.I HATE LIARS, THIEVES, AND PEOPLE THAT CANT ADMIT TO THEIR FAULTS 5.I LUV KISSING,CUDDLING,SNUGGLING, AND SEX 6.I DO HOLD GRUDGES :) 7.LOVE CAMPING AND HOT SUMMERS 8.I OWN 4 DOGS 9.I LIKE SEX OOO DID I SAY THAT ALREADY LOL 10.LIKE STRAWBERRIES AND MMM WHIP CREAM LOL:) SENDING OUT TO 1.TONE 2.DAJESS 3.MISBINX 4.HARLEYAIC 5.DIRTYDANO 6.BRUCEL

Lost In The Toilet Of Life
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in three branches of the service. 2. I am American Indian (Blackfoot). 3. I am suppose to be dead. 4. I love to trout fish. 5. I caught my first trout at age 2 1/2 yrs. old 6. I collect Eagles, Fossils, And flags. 7. I have over 300 eagles in my living room 8. I am proud owner of a 35 lb. Common snapping Turtle got him as a baby. 9. I had my finger nails ripped off in the service on my right hand. 10. I was sent this by a very cute gal

Love Poem
With rain beating down on me I walk alone Empty, confused and without a home. Things could be different had I'd asked you to stay Now my hearts hurting, pain is getting in the way Wish I'd knew then you were looking for my heart I would have never drove us to be apart Took your love for granted and that was a shame Need to know how I can recover the flame That kept our love so healthy and strong First tell me, where did I go wrong So I can make it right and we can share The love we once had I believe it's still there I can't rearrange what has been done I can only wait with the rise of the son For you to tell me what I need to do But it's hard cause everyday I miss you I want you to know it that I will always wait For you to tell me, it will never be to late I will never take you for granted, never again I promise to love you till the very end

What Happened To Me This Week...
This has been one hell of a week. For a week that started off so horribly, it sure ended on a bizarrely high note. For those of you that didn't know, I was in a really bad car accident last Friday, courtesy of a drunken driver. Yay. I was bruised, sprained, battered, and smashed.... but amazingly, did not break a single bone. Which is even more amazing considering I got a really bad concussion from putting my face through my side window. The bruising is only now starting to go away from my face. The only thing that tells me is my doc is going to have one HELL of a time cutting into my head, but that's another story for a later blog. So I was supposed to chill, rest, and relax this week. After Monday, I was ready to kill people, so I begged my way into getting a rental, and drove myself to work. Yeah, most of you will think I'm a fucking moron, but hey...that's just the way I am. So, yesterday (Friday) rolls around, and I get a surprise that makes everything worth while. N

Giveaways That Need Hlp
needs only 29,164 more comments 4 our prize needs 24k to get her prize only needs 40,260 more comments 4 his prize (repost of original by 'Evonne ~Spirit levelers~Sisters 4 life~~Fiesta Tappers ~Club Far~' on '2008-02-16 21:02:59')

Show Our Support
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to

You Always Made Me Feel Guilty...
Out of the blue he calls 22 months after nothing and he calls.... she sits silently as the tears stream down her cheeks... he may never know they're there. A little piece of her heart begins to ache... the piece that finds the familiar in his voice.... the nervous chuckle he does... and then he asks if she's ok... Just a shock to hear from you is all she claims... Unexpected is all... He replies and the conversation carries on... talk about the baby between them, the one he hasn't seen in 22 months... I thought you didn't want me around... I never said that.... You never responded back... You gave me an ultimatum... how could I? I didn't think you wanted her... (just like you didn't want me she thinks)... I never through away the little album you made me... or the toolbox you gave me... the tears come back a little the ache grows a little stronger... no don't feel that! She tells herself... and thinks about the cd he made that she has tucked away... You're the only one I've ever been w

Win A 30 Day Vip
I'm Having A New Contest! Wanna join? You could win a 30 Day V.I.P. All you have to do is be the first person to get 25,000 comments in 2 weeks. Also I will be giving away a 3 Day Blast to the person that can get the most rates on their contest picture and the person who gets the second most rates will get 250,000 Fu Bucks. Now for the Rules. 1. No NSFW Pics 2. No Fighting or bashing other contestants. 3. Keep It Clean & Fun 4. Bombing Is Allowed and Encouraged. 5. If there is a problem with Fubar. The contest will end and no winner will be awarded. 6. For grand prize winnings you must achieve 25,000 comments in the time limit of the contest. 7. Contest will start on Feb.19 @ 9:00 A.M.Central Time and will end on Mar. 04 @ 9:00 A.M. Central Time. I will be accepting Entrants till Feb.19 at 11:00 P.M. Central Time Mark Murderous ♥ ((Fu Owned By Jeniwren, Mafia Princess, & I Am A Fukin Princess))@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mark Murderous ♥ ((Fu

Woman Safety
GIRLS--WE CAN NEVER READ THIS ONE TOO MANY TIMES!! > > ALWAYS FIGHT BACK!!!! > > > > > A refresher for those that have already seen this... > > Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) > > > > This is important information for females of ALL ages . > > > > > When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this > information is too important to miss someone. > > Please pass it along . > > A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: > > 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. > >

Updates On The Contest
Well the contest has been goin on for just about a week now. I have seen you guys workin hard by doin bullys and blogs and think you all are doin an out standin job. Now dont forget come Tue to have everyone come back and rerate the pic again. Theres still 2 weeks left and its still a pretty close call anything can happen! I wish yall the best of luck! Heres an update on the contest as of 2-24-08 at 9:30pm cst Abby.....490 rates Got Ink.....331 rates Summer.....107 rates Hannah Jane..... 89 rates Goddess.....88 rates Al....27 rates Unnhibited34..... 24 rates

Computer Idiots!!
11. A woman called the Canon help desk with a problem with her printer. The tech asked her if she was "running it under windows." The woman responded, "No, my desk is next to the door. But that is a good point. The man sitting in the cubicle next to me is under a window and his printer is working fine."

Tulsa's Angel----my New Fu-owner
Introbucing my new Fu-Owner Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW GoddessGo show her lots of luv

Why Is It This Happens???
i sit alone in my little world i build up around me... careful not to let any one person in close enough to hurt my heart... i let you in...only to see u play your games... and when i finally decide to fight for you... ppl around me take it upon themselves to drive us apart.. to say mean hurtful words to accuse me of things i never done, nor ever will.. and they sit there comfortably intheir own skin knowing they are causing another heart to break.. and yet i called u friend who are you to decide to crush my dreams and hope???

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

The Dance
She stands there waiting, Listening to the music, anticipating; Will he come to her and ask? Or will he keep drinking from his flask? The hour grows late And still she waits. He is still there Looking at her.....so fair. The music grips her She can feel it envelope her. She walks to the dance floor Feeling her spirits soar. Her body moves of its own accord Following the rhythm of guitar chords. She moves openly and freely As she glances at him wickedly. Everyone looks on as she continues to dance, Wondering of the budding romance. Between those two who stare, From a distance, the fire flares. When the dance is done Clapping comes from everyone. She curtsies in grace, With a smile on her face. With that she walks away And now he asks "Can I have this dance?" She replies, "I'm sorry, but you had your chance."

Feb 28
February 28, 2008 Quote of the Day "When you have a great and difficult task, something perhaps almost impossible, if you only work a little at a time, every day a little, suddenly the work will finish itself." – Isak Dinesen

Little Things
I have come to find that the littlest things matter the most to me.The times someone remembers my favorite flower,kisses from my children,someone that can make me blush. A friend that listens and doesn't judge me,tells me that I will be okay. A cup of coffee in the morning with someone special. To sit and listen to music with someone clear across the country and not really talking.A compliment,which I don't take well.I still say thank you for them though.Friends that see me just for me.Seeing my pain,my flaws and the beauty in me that I don't see.I can be difficult,stubborn and five million other things and they are still my friends.My children make my life worth living.My friends keep me sane.Some people see me one way,but my friends and those who matter most know the real me.I am loving,caring,forgiving and not the bitch some would like to think I am.I love my friends.I love my children a thousand times more.They forgive me for things I have done and not done. I am not perfect.I am p

Beat The Brakes
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 beat the brakes off of it...... Current mood: exhausted fun at work ........ what a fuckin concept.story time for the fellas at the workplace turns into a 32 year old manic fit.what the hell is wrong with me? so tired this morning that it was hard to start the day so i brushed the fangs thumbed a ride and drank my gd coffee only to sit in front of my workplace for 30 min. or more for whatever reason.my ride likes to be super fuckin early.now when they let us start early i liked it but now habit or not fuck waking up an hour earlier just to sit my ass in front of work. with that in mind i can tell you my brain was not into work at all today.so much shit going on and im running from job to job in our shop.i cant believe i havent killed myself yet.so im in a mood...... go figure. after a nice phone convo during the lunch i got into a deep conversation about why i liked the hammers and going outside.here are the comments i got for what i did at wo

How Did We Survive????
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because . WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING ! We wo

Missin You Always
Memories of being near To someone special who I wish was still here. Someone who’s smiling face Seemed to make all our problems erase When I see a pure white dove All I can think of is his love I think of all the walks holding hands All the talks and all the plans. How I wish for one more day If he would only stay Someone who now is gone Yet his memory goes on and on.

Its Been A Bad Week
Its been a bad week . First off ive worked about 80 hours . thats not so bad in and of itself . But alot fo that was on emergency calls so i had already gotten home from work and was tryign to wind down when i had to rush off ( usually to miami) . On top of that i found out a friend of mine died . and to make matters worse it looks liek he died of somethign that i have as well ( sleep apnea) . and what rounded it off to be a totally horrible week ..Thursday when i got home from work my dog died in my arms . and if another person tells me " well shes better off , she was old " im gonna go shoot their grandmother . and i didnt even have time to emotionally deal with that . no sooner did i finish burying her than i got another emergency call and had to rush off to work again . so im a little blah today

Eddie Money And Walls
i went to go see eddie money with my best friend in the whole wide world......and she caught me a guitar pick from the lead guitar player......tonight was a really awesome night...i had an excellent time....got to see co workers sans hard hats.....and got to see one of the 80's greatest singers ever!!!!!! and my bff and i both realized we are so very lucky to have the other one....we compliment each other....and it was a really great time.....and i was getting hit on in real life....and it was kind of cool....and maybe just maybe ill let a few bricks of the wall come down.....a young guy and an older guy were both hitting on me....and i actually enjoyed it......really and maybe this time next year i just might go out on a date....ill keep you posted cuz i know y'all are losing sleep over my freaking non existant love life...... ps if this blog makes entirely no sense its because im freaking drunk so get over it all ready.....pps im totally depressed brett favre is retired....

I Believe (fall 1989)
I believe in nights. I believe in days. The world is beautiful in so many ways. The oceans of blue. The lakes of green. I picture you, in every scene. I believe in flowers. I believe in watching over you in the wee morning hours. Our heads upon pillows. The high pitched sound of a small weeping swallow. All the sudden it enters the window. And sits next to you on your pink satin pillow.

Feelings
Sometimes I wonder what it is that went wrong I wonder is this is like some silly song. Do you wonder what it would be like If we’d not had that stupid goodbye Did you know I couldn’t even cry I couldn’t even look you in the eyes I didn’t want to let you go It was so hard to tell you “I know” I still don’t even understand Why we needed this to end I hate how this feels This cant be real Things seem so wrong now that you’re gone And it seems you’re moving on. So tell me what to do How do I stop loving you? The memories of our two weeks Repeat in my head… Of those nights we spent in bed. My heart continues to skip a beat, Everytime I hear the phone ring. So baby if you’re really gone… Tell my heart, to just move on.

When I Think
I think of u and my heart melts. I think of your smile and it makes me laugh. I think of the honesty and the tears fall. I think of what I can't say to you and I realize that I hurt you. The thought of that makes me see what I am. The thought of what I am.. makes me hate myself. Now the only words I seem to think of when I think of you is....... I am sorry.

To All The Ladies... Just Because
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, Doesn't mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, Doesn't stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life, Doesn't mean that day isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, Doesn't give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of an awesome woman you are, Doesn't mean they can affect your femininity. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, Doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is, Doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king, Doesn't mean that you're not already a Queen. Just because your situation doesn't seem to be progressing right now, Doesn't mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining, keep runnin

3-13-08
Short and sweet.. for years now I have been able to keep my emotions from getting involved with anyone.. And now for some reason it happened.. And why. I know everyone says you cant control who you like.. but why do I have this weird feeling im getting played.. And it hurts.

Going To Try Speaking In Fu Language This Time! Lol
* Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $15 donation - I will rate 75 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $20 donation - I will rate 100 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 friends. You can make your donation 1 of 2 ways. Either via paypal OR via my Autism Speaks donation page. Just click the appropriate button below! When you give a donation you will receive a personalized tag from me letting everyone know you helped! Incidence vs. Private Funding * Leukemia: Affects 1 in 25,000 / Funding: $310 million * Muscular Dystrophy: Affects 1 in 20,000 / Funding: $175 million * Pediatric AIDS: Affects 1 in 8,000 / Funding: $394 million * Juvenile Diabetes: Af

Fubar, The Lonliness Here
I feel like I was really a fool to come to fubar. I came to find friends, & I have made 2. My pics aren't looked at,let alone rated, I am just invisible here. Guess that's what I get for not taking my clothes off, huh? Please don't friend me for pointz. Don't look at my albums for pointz. I'm looking for real people, who need a friend half as much as I do. Guess no one does, though, so I'm done greeting newbies, & rating pics. No one does it for me, so I'll return the non favor. Lucky are those who find more than 2 real friends. Since I get almost no comments, messages, or ratings, I'll just come to fubar far less often. Really thought I'd make good friends here, how foolish of me, huh? Well, now I can start my day on a bad foot, knowing how few really care whether I'm here or not. Hope everyone else has a great day. Peace...Kell

When Life Give You Lemons . . .
So I've been struggling recently. I can't seem to pull myself to exactly where I want to be. I've been finding things easier when I look at what's being given to me and not what I want and am not getting. But I still am finding it difficult. I'm trying to be a supportive wife to my husband but it's hard when he should be looking for a job and isn't even trying. I can't seem to make Lemonade out of the Lemons I have at the moment.

Possible Auction
If I were to hold an auction would you join it? I'm not entirely sure I am going to do one .. but am thinking about it. To anyone who has *hosted* one - how did they turn out? I've been bored by the Fu lately .. and Just want something to try an get my name out there. I seem to be one of the forgotten Fu's. lol

Poems
AS THE CLOCK TICKS BY ITS MINUTES AS MINUTES PASS ON INTO A DAY STOP. LOOK AROUND. HEAR WHAT I'VE GOT TO SAY WHEN THIS DAY IS ALMOST OVER, AND ITS TIME OF LABOR THROUGH, IS THERE SOMEONE IN THIS WORLD TO SPEAK A KINDLY WORD OF YOU? DID YOU USE THE TIME OR WASTE IT? WAS IT WELL OR POORLY SPENT? DID YOU SPREAD A SMILE OF HAPPINESS, OR A SCAR OF DISCONTENT? AS YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES TO SLUMBER DO YOU THINK THAT GOD CAN SAY, YOU EARN ANOTHER TOMORROW BY THE DEEDS YOU DID TODAY.

Tonight He Grins Again - Savatage
Nighttime again Seems I'm my only friend Wander the streets alone The lost in search of his own Once again I've played the clown Used my friends and let them down Walk the streets just staring out Late at night the strange come out Time, time, time again I'm just looking for a friend But no one seems to be around Just this monkey that I've found Still he is my only friend And tonight he grins again Tonight he grins again Oh yeah Tonight he grins again It's cold this pain It's burning inside my veins I walk away A shadow of Dorian Gray Once again I've played the clown Used my friends and let them down Walk the streets staring out Late at night the strange come out Time, time, time again I'm just looking for a friend No one seems to be around Just this monkey that I've found Still he is my only friend And tonight he grins again Tonight he grins again Oh yeah Tonight he grins again Oooh, livin' on the... edge

Top Ten On 3-20-08
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 3-20-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Nine Inch Nails - Closer 2. Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy 3. Seether - Fake It 4. Alice Cooper - Poison 5. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 6. Timberland - The Way I Are 7. Buckcherry - Sorry 8. Snoop Dog - Sensual Seduction 9. Hot Action Cop - Fever for the Flavor 10. Ludacris - Blueberry Yum Yum Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!!

Subs
A friend of mine wrote this, it just seems to be the words I have never been able to find. Dark and evil are not conducive to trust and honesty. A sadist by his very nature has within him a dark and evil thing. Be sure the sadist you seek recognizes this within himself and has learned to control it. This lust can become a Dom's master to the sorrow of all, or it can become a strength when tempered with compassion, honesty and will. The laws of good and evil are written within our hearts. As a sadist I can see the laws but my desire burns hot within me. Am I to walk the earth for the rest of my days as a starving man when the only food I could eat will damn my soul? What will be my way? How can I feed the beast within yet save the man without? The answer is Choice. Were I to kidnap a girl, take my pleasure and leave her in ruins, I will have fed the beast but I will also have killed the man. Should I practice my evil upon someone like you, with your submission freely given, the limit

And Ye Harm None....
1. Hurt people physically, mentally, spiritually, or with magick. You are NOT a real witch if you hurt anybody. 2. Take illegal drugs. Witches go to a doctor when they are sick like anyone else, and only use magick to help medicine along on its course. 3. Work "black magick". Wiccans have a poem that goes: Ever mind the rule of three, what you give out comes back to thee. And who'd want that to come back to you times three? 4. Fly on brooms. We buy cars and trucks and stay on the road like everyone else; if we feel the need to "take to the skies" we go Delta or American Airlines. 5. Eat babies. We want them to grow up big and strong and do good things for people...We would never even THINK to harm them in any way! 6. Most do not kill animals (or anything else). REAL witches love and honor animals. Animals are a part of Spirit, just like people. Witches are big pet-people...Many are Vegetarian. 7. Tell fibs or big whopper lies. We walk our talk, and we know that a Witc

A Lesson We Could All Learn
An unusual teacher....many today have no sense of patriotism nor reverence for military service. *A lesson that should be taught in all schools!* Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, ' You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. Maybe it's our behavior.' She told the m, 'No, it's not even your

Happy Annuversary Rock Bottom Lounge
Rock Bottom Lounge Happy 1 month Anniversary! Rock Bottom has been open a month today!Thanks all my staff for all the help.Thanks to all the members! You all are like family to me! I love you all and will help any of you if i ever can.Again THANK YOU ALL! Check out Rock Bottom Lounge! You will be extremely glad you did!

Mothers Day..a While Ago..just Saving.
Ok so here I am on mothers day..having a decent day so far. My kids are wonderful. I got a lot of string bracelets and necklaces (awesome!) I got some post-it notes with hand written reasons why "I love my mom" (awwww) I even got some home made sparkely bubble bath that smells like starburst! Am I one lucky mother or what??! I'm watchin out the window, the kids are playing in the yard keeping themselves busy by what appears to be throwing themselves around and getting dirty, I'm thinkin..man, that looks like fun!! So, without any intention of actually finding out how fun it is, I go outside to get a closer look at their choice of activity. I am quickly greeted with "mom! watch this!" We all know how dangerous those words can be, but I am happily watching what they are doing, enjoying it as much as they seem to be. I watch my oldest..rocking back and forth sayin"one...two..three" then she throws herself sideways in a great effort to master the elusive cartwheel..over she goes then BAM!

Mike's Field Guide To Tough Chicks
WRITTEN BY~ Michael Gene Hendrix Tough Chicks are the coolest type of female around, except maybe for Tough Rich Chicks. But those are rare. All my life I've sought out Tough Chicks for hanging-out-with purposes, and it's always been extremely rewarding. I always just hated frilly, frowsy, helpless Gurly-Gurls. Southern Belles are the absolute worst type of Gurly-Gurl, by the way, and are the archetype by which the genre is defined. Avoid them like death; they're dysfunctional, whiny, clingy, deceitful, unintelligent but guileful, and generally useless. Please note also that Tough Chicks are not in any way to be confused with Hard Women, who are also must-to-avoid. The Tough Chick knows that violence is an extremely stupid and unproductive way to handle domestic disputes; the Hard Woman will suddenly smash a beer bottle over your head without warning and claim it was for something you said two weeks ago, even though she's always too drunk to remember what happened yesterday. Hard

Bid On Me Bish!!!!
HOTTEST AUCTION EVER!!!!!!!! The sexy DJ Skittles has put on an auction of some of the hottest and sexiest people on Fubar. Come on out and make your bids early and get a chance of owning some of these HOT PEEPS. AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH CLICK HERE TO VIEW SOME SEXY PEEPS AND MAKE YOUR BID

What?
Here is a question that I don't understand. Why must people not understand and why must people be ignorant? Ignorant can be defined as "uneducated in general." Ignorance is my biggest fear. I hate when people don't understand. I hate when people don't WANT to understand. I hate when people are ignorant. Tell me please, why is this? It breaks my heart when people are uneducated...in general. Thank you for your time, Jessica Joy

Own Me!!
I'm Up for auction! I am offering *rate all pics during HH *stash during HH *comments daily *shitfaced once a week *pimpout bulletin *pimpout blog *One big pimpin gift *Add to top friends *Add to yahoo *add to family *personal salute

Broken Heart
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri

I Will Not~
Written by my dear friend Domme Maggie a R/L Mistress and my mentor in the lifestyle of BDSM. Darlin' slaves, As I often discuss rules and protocol.. I felt you might appreciate the following. (tongue in cheek) Memorize them! -chuckle- i will not carve the flogger handles i will not spank others i will not aim for Mistress's head i will not yell safeword in the grocery store i will not sell the names on Her newsgroup list to the National Enquirer or Sun i will not read and giggle at Mistress's logs from the Dominant Forum i will not yell fire every time Mistress lights a candle funny noises are not funny i will not snap Mistress's bra Punishment is not boring or pointless i will not call Mistress, Dr. Death i will not put laxatives in the candy bowl before Mistress's D/s party i will not hide the newbies or send them snipe-Dom hunting i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum a burp is not an appropriate response to Mistress i will n

Not Giving Up
Here I sit Wondering if Im crazy Holding onto us Even with the odds against us Im not ready to give up Want to keep trying Poving we can get through it Only to become stronger Making something good come of it Im not giving up babi!

Horoscope Test
Horoscope test - it will freak you out Importance: High------------------------------- AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUI N THE FUN. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 , WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVO

~ Love Thru Innocent Eyes ~
~ Love Thru Innocent Eyes ~ This is good! Children are so innocent. Too bad we have to become adults and forget what is important! What Love means to a 4-8 year old .... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in

Please Don't Go!!
Ok this lovely woman in the link below is feeling up set right now and she feels that since she put her NSFW pics to private that none of her friends wants to show her love at all. So just to prove her wrong on this. I'm asking my friends/fans and family members to go and rate all her stuff and show her the love that she deserves on here. Show her it is worth to stay on here and for her not to leave this site, cause she will be deeply missed by many of her close friends on here!!!! ßåßy ßºº Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar

My Gurls....who I Roll With...are You In Here???
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MINUTE TO PIMP OUT SOME AWESOME FRIENDS OF MINE!!! THESE ARENT JUST ANY GURLS..THESE GURLS ARE THE BEST YOU COULD EVER WANT...AND WHO I ROLL WITH!!! IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.... ~Dj Devilish Desire ~Don't Try To Fix Me I'm NOT Broken!!~@ fubar

What I Like To Do...........
I had several people ask me of what I like to do. Well lets begin with I am young I love to party hardy. I am a country girl, I love horse back riding, mudding, swimming and all that good stuff. Yes I like all kinds of music not just country. I love target practice. Guns are a thing now days. Reading a good book is an easy way to escape where you are in your stressful life. I am continuning School to get my bachlors in nursing. I just like to sit outside and watch my two children ride bikes play ball ect. I love to doodle. Photos are another thing of mine I can just photo anything. I love riding around in the car just taking pictures of trees, skys, animals, you name it. Well just keeping it real so thats just a few of my things to do.

Xenophobia
the war machine churns my brain into mud as it hunts for the source of some spurious conflict seeking solutions to empty equations it smokes and spews slaughters all reasons waining is logic, for fear it may too become bruised or broken or buried in debris in the siege.. or worse.. siezed in the freeze-frame firefight fleeing for life from the fetid ferocity known as finite. come whatever come what will violent, merciless, the machination feeds Unrelenting avarice, the victim is all reason Hearin' the gears in my ears.. Grind in my mind so blindly It was a hunt for nothing.. No success till it stopped looking. Unless there was nothing left the machine would not rest. Must quiet this down.

Answer To My Prayers
Ever since I can remember, I've asked God to grant me one request. To find that one person that could consume my mind and steal my heart. Someone who could give me everything I've ever wanted or ever hoped for in a lover. And someone who I could love with all my heart, mind, body, and soul. My prayers were finally answered when you came into my life. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Unseen
Could it be that a sight unseen, may not have been just what it seemed, and yet at night I dream my dream. Oh God have mercy, on what’s unseen. For how it changes, twist and turns and if you have loved just how it burns. The stone cold chill of silence is bliss, from the shouts of rage I soon won’t miss. Distorted truths, but not quite lies, is how the unseen lives and how it hides. By Michael Coburn

Beauty Of Sisterhood
I found this pick... it brought to mind all of my kindred sisters who have started to share with me the wisdon and love as i willingly share with them... caty the ghost Lady victoria Lady spirit wolf Light and Dark wolf grey bella wind whitler willow scarlet witch blue eyes and more...thank u all for being my sisters

Fumoney
I am now accepting fumoney... not for a spotlight..but just to be stingy..and enjoy the feel of it in my pocket. So, if any of you got money .. you do not want..send it to me!..Oh,,and btw.. have a good Monday and week!

Woman Kept In Basement For 24 Years
IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE NEWS OR READ ABOUT THIS IN THE PAPER...YOU REALLY NEED TO...WOW!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Austrian police have arrested a 73-year-old man accused of locking up his daughter in his cellar for 24 years, and fathering seven children with her. Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, has accused her father, Josef, of 'massive crimes'. DNA tests are being conducted on Ms Fritzl and six surviving children. Elisabeth Fritzl told investigators her father put her to sleep with an anaesthetic on 28 August 1984, handcuffing her in a locked basement. Officially, she was declared a missing person, with Interpol opening an investigation. Local authorities concluded she had been seized by a religious cult. Ms Fritzl told police that she spent years imprisoned in an underground chamber beneath the family home near the eastern town of Amstetten. She said she was 'regularly abused' by her father and their incestuous relationship produced seven children.

R.i P Moma
NEVER APART SPIRT ALWAYS HIGH ABOVE US,..I FFEEL SHE WATCHES OVER US,ALWAYS KNOWING,ALWAYS SEEING....SHE LIKE NONE OTHER HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US FROM CHILDHOOD INTO HER AFTER LIFE....I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS AS YOU RE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE US,...YOU ARE OUR ANGEL MOMA,....WE LOVE U....R.I P. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!,... =============================================

~ Just A Song Before I Go ~
~Just a Song before I Go~ There is a song that has a lyric that goes: "just a song before I go.....A lesson to be learned.....traveling twice the speed of sound...It's Easy to Get Burned". Is it not like that when we are feeling the Throes of Love? All at once there is the exhilration of love's first passions but also the fear of will this last? will I be hurt? is the person 'playing me'? I have seen how many here hope for, seek, pray for that One person that can make the difference between just another day and seeing the World beautiful again. And yet, sadly it seems....when some one comes into their lives offering the seeds of Love, Hope, Dreams anew....the person is put to task and made to pay for the Sins of the ones before them that scarred the heart of the other. It has happpened to me as well. It's the easiest and also the most difficult thing in the World to be transparent with some one so that there are no secrets, no stumbling blocks on the journey of discovery of each oth

On The Loose Tonight
Legomydiego: Left me a 5 on my default, no reply when asked to fix it. legomydiego@ fubar Weebo: Did come back to my profile after I left a comment asking him to fix the 7 he left my default, didn't do anything though. Weebo25@ fubar As always, I don't want you to downrate them, just save yourselves

Ends 10pm Central (8pm Fu-time)
It's a Fiesta and I'm the host!! Hopeless Romantic will give a bonus Bling Pack to the entrant with the most rates Auction ends @ 8pm fu-time TONIGHT! (that's 10pm central) All entrants offers are listed in caption on their pics DJ-AUSSIE-AGE Ŧxbloñdi£ Katiebug ~Tina~ (902081) BooBoo Fu-Bucks only GARY FU-BUCKS ONLY Sailor Saturn And lastly: Me I will post a bulletin at least daily to pimp out all entrants. I will also repost any bulletins I see posted by entrants pimping themselve

Crystal The Supplier Again
1. What is your occupation? being a lazy bum at the moment 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? Agony Is My Name by Rhapsody 4. What was the last thing that you ate? A flying saucer I think 5. Can you drive a stick shift? a who what? 6. What color would you be, if you were a color? beige, lol 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? no one 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? very much so 9. What is farthest you've ever been from home? Cyprus, dunno mileage 10. Favorite drink? water 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? football (soccer if you're that way inclined) 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? nope 13. Pets? cat 14. Favorite food? too much to name (I'm a fatso) 15. Last movie you watched? back end of Dangerous Minds 16. Favorite Day of the year? today 17. What do you do to vent anger? depends on situation (Liked Crystals answer) but usually swearing or just st

A Tribute To Mothers
Since the moment I entered this world, You have cared for me like no other. There is only one word to describe you, That is in every way a perfect Mother. In the years you have watched me grow So many memories we can now replay. You've been there to love and protect me, From my birth to this very day. When there's a cloud covering my path, Or a problem I am about to face. You'll be the one wipe away my tears, And put everything back in its place. Your warm touch is one of a kind, So gentle to send me to sleep. Your voice is one of an angels, A beauty only you deserve to keep. The way you always make me smile And the way you play with my hair. When I need to talk, you'll put me first, So I know how much you care. The sun in you're heart will continue, To shine in the future in all you do. The most special person in my life by far, I'm happy to say is you!

Being Cheated On
WE GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS..ALL WE HOPE FOR IS TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE HAPPLIE EVER AFTER..BUT YEA DON'T REALLY WORK OUT THAT WAY..ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME AND YET WHEN IT WAS DONE AND OVER BETWEEN US THEY ALWAYS CRY FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AND TELL YOU THENSAME THING OVER AND OVER "IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" SO FULL OF IT..SOME GUYS MIGHT NEVER DO IT AGAIN AND SOME GUYS JUST CAN' STAY WITH ONE PERSON, THEY GOTTAH BVE WITH ME AND EVERYBODY AND THEIR DAMN MAMA'S..REALLY TO ME I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY DAMN GAMES AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH ME IT'S ME ONLY AND NO0 ONE ELSE CAUSE IN THAT CASE KEEP YOUR ASS MOVING AND MOVING FAST RIGHT PASS ME SO THAT I DON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.. THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT PPL'S THAT CHEAT..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL IT'S GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD

Vent.
Still dealing with the death of my grandpa. he died this past mothers day, which made it kinda harder. in a way it seems that noone really understands, they[ being my friends] still expect me to act my normal up beat self. which i usually do in tough situations. and as they all know Death is no stranger in my family, this past year my family has lost three good members... its a lot to take on. and it seems when i need my friends the most there not really there. maybe its because i do not appear needy or vonerabal, but in all honesty i am. it would be nice for some confort evey now in then.. -Nc.

This Girl Rocks Go Show Her
this is a wonderful person you should go show her just a simple fan rate and add to make her feel special shes the coolest most down to earth person on fubar and you most def want to be friends with this amazing person Nita~Baby sister to Crissie~Pun's Eye Cand@ fubar so click the pic and see what you been missing

Lonely Sleepy Women
why do girls insist on reminding everyone they are going to bed alone, like its something that upsets them?? most of these girls are very attractive, and have about a thousand guys on their profile, yet put "in bed..alone..again.. :-( " on their status.. this is like someone rich saying "i cant find anything to buy"... if you dont want to be in bed alone, you obviously dont have to... and dont lie...i saw the midget come in the back door with the foot long vibrator

Thoughts Of The Day...5/17/08
For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes..... I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE. It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense

In Sweet Memory Of My Buddy
It's been a bad day... a bad week all the way around. Today, I lost my friend. He was a five month old rottweiler puppy.... and my salvation. It's sad to sit here, to know that I'll never see him again, to watch him play, frisk about, and sit on my feet to keep me from leaving. I'll never have a Buddy kiss... a Buddy hug..... laugh at the way he sticks his head all the way out of the trunk window... or how he would always shove his head up between the seats because he didn't like being in the back seat without us. I'll never get to watch his antics as he chases his favorite toy, or watch him try to get Rocky to play. I'll never get to say to Shadow that I want my Buddy, only to have him go and get him just to make me smile. I lost my friend today. I lost my stress reliever and my cuddle buddy. I lost the smartest dog I had ever known, to a disease that is preventable. Parvo! My friend found Buddy, on the side of the road, hurt, lonely, scared of his own shadow.

Walmart Door Greeter
At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart Greeter WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s 7. Why the heck would you think they’re twins? Are you blind, or just stupid? ’I’m neither blind nor stupid, Ma’am,’ replied the greeter. ’I just couldn’t believe someone made love to you twice. ’Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal Mart.’

My Heart
id give you my heart, but what is that, a heart is something that yuo hold dear to your own, id give you the key, but the key is lost, the heart is shines bright when your around, the heart is cloudy, with no more heartache, the heart is big and has lots to give, the heart is what you feel inside, the heart is here everyday, so i give you my heart, its up to you to do what you want, bedrock

Lyrics By Metisse
A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba Can you hear my heart beat in this bond Do you know that behind of this bond Lies the deep desire I'm in love hey Make a wonderful love if I may All my dreams to be all I can do Only I love, only love And you say I knew we should find a new way Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Do you know that behind of this hurt Lies the deep desire I'm in love hey Make a wonderful love if I may All my dreams to be all I can do Only I love, only love And you say I knew we should find a new way Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Do you know that behind of this hurt Lies the deep desire can you love hey Make a wonderful love if I may Make a wonderful love if I may Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt

Jager Bomber Members [ Will Be Updated ]
MEET THE OFFICAL JAGER BOMBER MEMBERS!! SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!! [MEMBERS WILL BE ADDED OFTEN SO PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU CHECK BACK FOR NEW MEMBERS.] BooBoo~Club F.A.R ~Addi's Play Thing~@ fubar ~*Greg*~@ fubar Nick@ fubar *IcYwHiTeY*MeMbEr Of FuLuV bOmB sQuAd!EnGaGeD tO IaMwHoIaM*LiL SiS 2 CTGiRl!LuVa Of JeAnNiE*@ fubar Patches O'Houlihan *Club Far*@ fubar Jackie{Asst chief prom

New Rape Drug Mixed With Rohypnol!!
I saw this in a bulletin and had to put it in here too. Not sure when this happened or if it is fact. I am assuming it is fact! RAPED AT NIGHT CLUB A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conc

My Life
This is sad but true. A look into my life. All this pain I can't take The loss of love The continuous heart break I look around every corner Sometimes I find a little happiness The pain is always there It never goes away When I was a little boy I had to grow up Face reality, my sister was on drugs she tried to kill herself slit slit cut cut pop pop over dose I tried to grow up I joined the army They told me to give 100% and be all that I can be I thought I was doing right I was there for any fight Then I heard of my father That cancer took him fast as night Several years went by and then I found you You were my inspiration; the root of all my dreams My life my everything I thought finally this could be something true All my life I looked for the good The only thing that finds me is the bad I had hopes and dreams for you Dreams that you would be the best I ever had Can't take this pain it eats me deep inside All the memories Makes m

Being In Iraq
mannn iraq its hella differnt from here and i am sick tired of it here and i just cant wait back home and start a new life away from the military shit duhhhhh oh yea and my girl dumbed me cuz i am there WTF i think she's supporting the troops pretty well hahahah any question i am ready to answer

All This Sexy In One Bully!
I say you're only as SEXY as the people you're around and everyone knows I roll with a ALOT of SEXY! These lovely ladies are all so good to me so I think its time they get a lil bit of the LUV back! SPANK them all HARD with everything you guys have! They DESERVE some luv me long time! Let them know that bringing SEYXBACK isn't an option for them since it NEVER left ;-) ♡STANG®♡Fu Bad B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar §AMANTHÅ®™♡'Fornicates™'s WIFEY♡(ஐFU BÅD B*TCHஐ)®@ fubar Fornicates™ ¤ §AMANTHÅ®™s WIFEY¤ ★FU BAD BiTCH★@ fubar MyPersonalChaos** FU Bad B*tch ** Co-Owner Of Centerfolds@ fubar Ryot ~Fu Bad B!TCH~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds@ fubar Love

Unicorn Forgotten
Unicorn Forgotten “Strewth mate,” Said Bruce in an exhausted voice, “Is it always like this?” The two girls lying beside him on each side nodded yes, both too drained to speak, but each looked totally satisfied as they traded looks and smiles. Bruce curled a massive arm around each and lay back for the moment, he could not have been happier. Meanwhile, back at his and Jola’s home, Uni could not have been sadder, Jola had taken a job away from home, she had been working 24/7 and he had barely seen her, let alone talked to her since. He knew what she was trying to do, she was trying to force him to return to the unicorn herd she has mentioned when they were in Cookie’s time, but she had never given him the time to explain that they had rejected him, not the other way around. He was from a different time, so much so that they were almost a different species. He could never return to the herd. Every day Kasandra cried for her momma, she had decided that it was her f

Myspace
xoxo Hey! Are you on my myspace yet? Why not? I have been there a lot more these days! Plus I am getting into blogging there a lot more. Like real shit not just the pimpouts like the Fu. Click a pic and go to my page! Add me and subscribe to my blogs! That way you don't miss a post. {{Hugz}} Miranda

How Can Hepatitis C Affect My Liver?
How Can Hepatitis C Affect My Liver? Tell Me More About Treatment The liver is the largest organ in the body. Located in the upper right side of the abdomen, it acts as a filter to remove toxins (harmful substances) and waste products from the blood. A healthy liver filters blood at a rate of about 1.5 quarts per minute. That's 540 gallons of blood a day! The liver also stores nutrients, such as certain vitamins, minerals, and iron, and plays a role in making and controlling the amounts of certain chemicals and proteins in the body, such as cholesterol, hormones, and sugars. It helps the body digest food by producing a substance called bile, which is stored in the gallbladder. The hepatitis C virus attacks liver cells and uses them as a host to reproduce itself. When the body attempts to fight the virus, it sends lymphocytes (a type of white blood cell) to the liver, which results in inflammation (swelling). This inflammation is a normal response to infection, but over

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Made This One For Hearts Of Love...lol
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It Will Be Worth It...promise.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. Nobody said that it would be EASY, They just PROMISED it would be WORTH IT.

Contest Rules!!!
It Will Consist Of 12 winners. Based on Number Of Rates ONLY. * No Comments *. Just Rates. It Will Last 2 Weeks From June 21th to July 5th Starting At 5 PM Fubar time Ending At 5 PM Fubar Time. I Will Take The First 24 Entrants Who Send Me A Private Message With Photo To Enter in contest. No DRAMA, NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED. Prizes Will Be AS Follows: 1st Place 3 month VIP And 1st Choice Of Month Of YEAR. 2nd Place 1 month VIP or 7 day blast(Winners Choice) & next Choice Of Month Of Year. 3rd Place Which ever one the 2nd place finisher doesn't choose 4th Place 3 day blast or Bling Pack And next choice of month of year. 5th Place Whatever 4th place finisher doesn't pick. 6th Place 1 day blast 7th place 200,000 Fu bucks 8th Place 125,000 Fu bucks 9th Place 75,000 Fu bucks 10th Place 50,000 Fu bucks 11th Place 25,000 Fu bucks 12th Place 25,000 Fu bucks EACH FINISHER WILL PICK A MONTH OF THE YEAR THEY WILL BE FEATURED IN A BLOG, BULLETIN,

End To A Long Work Week
A Good End, to a Long Work Week (Bi-Guys & Straight) It had been a long boring week in the office and being late in the day on a Friday, most of the people had already gone home. Seemed to be just me in my office and the cleaning crew, who were wandering through the halls of the building. I started prowling the internet, for some distractions. I found some sites with erotic pictures and movie samplers. Before long, I could feel my cock waking up. So, I stood up to push the door closed, then back to have a seat behind my desk. I slowly unzipped my slacks and pulled out my half hard cock, for a little stroking time. I found a few good movies of some very orally talented girls, always a favorite of mine. I get into a good rhythm, stroking away, nice slow long strokes. I can see some pre-cum oozing over the thick head of my cock, now. I smear my juices all along the shaft, now well lubricated, I wrap my hand fully around the shaft and begin to stroke it faster. It turns out, I was not a

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Sau 27 năm dài xa cách em đã ôm chùm lấy tôi tại nhà ga phi trường, mừng rỡ, hân hoan, tôi cũng vui mừng khôn xiết!. Em đã về đúng hẹn vậy mà tôi cứ lo, cứ sợ trong cuộc đời này sẽ không còn bao giờ gặp lại em. Nhưng em đã về!. -Ôi, người yêu thương dấu ái … ! I.Từ những ngày đầu xa xưa ấy-”ta quen nhau trong ngày tranh đầu…”; rồi, “ chỉ vì đôi mắt mà ngơ ngác.. ”…Cái ngày ban đầu nhưng mấy chục năm dài…không thể quên. Em đã cho tôi “nụ hôn đầu mơ ước..”.! Tuổi trẻ! Chiến tranh! Ước mơ Hòa bình, Tự do, Độc lập! Dấ

Need Some Info About Ebay....
Hey everyone... thought I would throw this out there and see if any of you have had any luck with selling on Ebay... was thinkin about opening a business on there... but not sure... was looking for any pros or cons you could give me about it from personal experience... Thanks! Craig :)

A Wizard A Poet / A Poet A Wizard
A Wizard A Poet / A Poet A Wizard by LateNiteFantasy© A wizard attempts to pull realities out of thin air. They are the poets of secret words…..not secret in their existence but in the depth of their meaning. That’s the way it was in so many ways so long ago….. Ideas of creating with nothing but sound and symbol…… To use the least and create so much. The greatest dawn of all comes back to humanity with words. That magic balances space and time. It puts the darkness where it belongs. Creating something with nothing always became a first and last endeavor. All the time a wizard picks books from a library of old poetry. They read the books aloud and it sounds like a spell. But its only the beauty of the word totally broken free….and he or she knows it. The books were written by the hands of those who dared dwell on the soul.

Spotlight In Memory Of Baby Trace!!! (pebblesinaz's Bulletin)
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Now Playing National Treasure Book Of Secrets
THE SCOOTER BAR HAS A NEW LAYOUT, LIVE MUSIC,CAMS AND MOVIES 24/7. EVERY FEW NIGHTS A NEW MOVIE WILL BE ADDED! TONIGHT WE ARE WATCHING . “National Treasure book of secrets” JUST CLICK ON EATHER PIC TO ENTER

Cheating
Women's relationships today follow a very predictable pattern: They push men for commitment They get what they want They lose interest in sex They become attracted to someone else They start cheating They become angry and resentful They begin telling their partners that they need time apart They blame their partners for their behavior...and eventually, after making themselves and everyone around them miserable for an indefinite, but usually, long period of time, they end their relationships or marriages. If you're a male, like most other males, you would probably never suspect that your partner is cheating, not only because of your wife’s or girlfriend’s seeming disinterest in sex; but also because you have the belief that your wife or girlfriend is a “good girl.” Unfortunately, males are frequently left/divorced by their wives and girlfriends without ever knowing about their wives' and girlfriends' infidelities. If you’re a female, l

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A sheathed sword gathers no dust. A rolling stone gathers no moss. And ever since I lost this... tremendous anxiety, this immense pressure to graduate, I feel no opposite extreme of elation and relaxation, no inspiration. No exhalation of drama and bullshit. What am I using with this new found relaxation? Not a god damn thing. No really, sure, I'm not freaking out anymore, but... the conquest, the battle... where is? I'm too fucking level. I'm a man of extremes. Great love, great tragedy. Great investment, great loss. I'm going to be a godfather... oh yeah... I forgot... to mention... I'm going to be a godfather. I might be excited about that. Anyway, back to the wedding... where I was best man. I struck out. Completely. But y'know... I did a great job, and I was BARELY sick the whole week. Usually I'm a vommitting mess with these things. I dunno... I was at ease. I was in control. IT WAS GREAT! No nausea no screaming fits or spazzin

Star Light Star Bright...
I miss my taurus, and i still think about you.......... Hey winged bull, make my head spin, around the moon, stars and back again. you know you can, but will u play? or just stomp your hooves then fly away? take me with u through your stellar skys, ill hug your back with my milky thighs, and taste your horn with the tip of my tongue, then sing to u till u succum, to my enchanting glow and perfumed spell, for u and i are parellel, in a world of indigo and all its gloom, so travel with me to my celestial room. ill feed your desire, every fantasy, anything, steady bull, to set u free from whatever made u look for me, just dont forget me through your wicked journey.... your journey of infidelity.....

Before The Devil Knows Your Dead
Andy(Philip Seymour Hoffman)and Hank(Ethan Hawke) are two typical brothers. Andy has the image of a successful businessman, beautiful wife, money. And Hank is the brother that just falls short of measuring up. Hank has a ball breaking ex wife, is behind on child support, and has a little girl that the mom is slowly turning against him. And he's always broke. Andy has a beautiful wife (Marissa Tomei), a good job (real estate), and a drug problem. Put it together, and they need cash. So Andy decides they need to rob a jewelry store. Their parents store. They rob it, the insurance reimburses the parents, Andy and Hank get out of their financial straits, and all is good. So Andy gets Hank to help, who in turn gets a guy he knows to actually do it. But circumstances happen, and it all goes to hell. Philip Seymour Hoffman is incredible as Andy. He has the character dead on. He even has a gratuitous nude scene for the ladies, right off the bat. Lucky ladies. Ethan Hawke is gre

I'll Defaults!
I'm making a list & checking it twice. As of &/01/2008 Anyone on my friends list that has a default, that isn't a real pic. of them I will be deleting I don't want needy people. Or people that are desperate for attention, love or whatever, clinging to my pg. hoping I will spend countless min. talking w/them Or complimenting them. When i don't realy know them!

Can You See It In My Eyes?
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

My First Blog
Welcome to my first blog. Please visit my friends at Sunset Cafe Lounge. Bring your friends with you and join the great party. Sunset Cafe Lounge Now Sunset Cafe Lounge has joined forces with Fu Luv Bomb Squad, join up with them also. Fu Luv Bomb Squad

Helment For Sale!!
Hi i have a motorcycle helment for sale if anyone in the Jacksonville, NC area would like to look at it is on my profile it only has been tried on.. It has never been used. Just need the money so if you are interested im letting it go for $75.00 u can get up with me here and i will message u back and give u my number to call..

Free Oral Sex
OK, here I am in another auction. Will you come and bid on me, please? This is what I'm offering: Here is my offer: All SFW pics rated during HH (11’s if available--I can use my guy's account too, so there's lotsa 11's available). Owned by in name for one month Added as #1 friend for a month Keep you shitfaced for a month Link to your profile on my page Rate all stash during HH Blog about the owner with link to the page SFW salute If bid is more than 20.00 cash Five custom graphics One movie with pictures and song of your choice

Does God Talk To Us Ordinary People?
An article by Susan Shumsky It is a rare gift to be called to hear the voice of God. By reading this article, you demonstrate faith in the prospect that two-way communication with God is feasible. This is indeed atypical. The fact that you even consider this possibility places you in a unique category of uncommon individuals. For example, were you raised in a family, religion, or educational institution where you learned that God could speak to you directly? Few people reading these words can answer "yes." Many people believe that God exists, yet few believe that God hears their prayers or answers them. Fewer believe that God is accessible and can talk to them. Exceptional people are willing to allow God to speak to them directly, but only extraordinary individuals act on what God guides them to do. Do you want to be one of these people? If so, you are rare and unique. We are taught from an early age that when we talk to God it is called "prayer," but when God talks to us, it is ca

Evolution Of A Broken Heart
without doubt the hardest thing to do is let go. i know you are not ready to give up your socializing, and partying to take care of your family... so why do i feel the need to take care of you? you still have no idea how to treat me with the respect i deserve. no concerns for the things that are important to me. you don't even know me anymore. i am not the same inside i am evolving everyday... but you will never see those things as they happen. you won't even know then one day you look up and say what is different about you? to which i will gladly say EVERYTHING. everything is different about me, you would have known had you been open to me and my needs instead of thinking the world revolved around you... i can no longer be in second place to you or anyone else. i can no longer rely on you, you have broken that faith.

Some Things Are Better As Dreams
Give me your hand and walk with me. Holding you close makes me feel so alive. Let's walk awhile, just enjoying what we have, and being near each other. The joy and happiness, you give me, has me at a loss for words. Wondering if this is real or just a dream. Just do me a favor, if I am dreaming, please do not let me ever wake up.

New Members Added - See If You've Got Em All!!
GUMMY EXPRESS TRAIN COME RIDE THE GUMMY EXPRESS...THERE'S ONLY A FEW BUT HOPEFULLY WE GROW AND GROW. I'M STARTING THIS TRAIN TO HELP OTHERS WITH ALL DIFFERENT NEEDS. WHETHER IT'S A BULLY THAT NEEDS REPOSTING, LEVELING, RATES, FANS, ADDS, ETC. YOU JUST CALL ON ONE OR ALL OF THE TRAIN AND WE WILL COME RUNNING. HERE ARE A FEW RULES: 1. HELP ANOTHER TRAIN MEMBER IN NEED, OR A FRIEND THEY ASK U TO HELP 2. YOU ASK FOR HELP WHEN U NEED IT AND OTHER TRAIN MEMBERS AND THEIR FRIENDS WILL HELP YOU. 3. HAVE A GREAT TIME GETTING NEW FRIENDS, ETC. 4. WHEN U NEED HELP LEVELING DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY POINTS YOU HAVE TO LEVEL EVERY LIL BIT HELPS. DON'T LET A HAPPY HOUR GO TO WASTE!!! 5. MUST FAN ADD AND RATE ALL MEMBERS...THEN PM ME THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED.. the person below gummy express is the person to Private message to add to the train! lots of hugs and kisses! fan rate and add me too! *GUMMY*EXPRESS*ssǝɹdxǝ ʎ

Dont Understand Y People Hate
can any1 tell me why people have to hate so much i mean i find people hate others because of there race or handicapt or they just look different but i can understand why. being handicapt i come acrossed it daily & can ussually ignore it but sometimes it makes me cry because it seems so mean spirited. im no different then any1 else so i just dont understand why.

I'm On A Mission...
I AM ON A MISSION & I NEED YOUR HELP MEET MY FU-OWNER farscapecat~Shadow Leveler@ fubar As of right now she needs 1,600,013 points to make Godmother. I would love to see this happen before July 15th (that is when her ownership of me ends) but I don't think I can make this happen on my own. Please drop by and show her some love. She is an awesome lady to have as a friend. She ALWAYS returns any love shown. So it's a WIN/WIN situation for everyone. You make a great new friend and you both get points!! Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat@ fubar

Lesbian Delivery Service
So I just went to pick up a dike for my room mate, because its her birthday and she is a lazy californian bisexual valley girl, (liek omg totally) because she had man trouble last night and the quick fix is diving into the bermuda triangle of female body parts, works for me too sometimes. I should start a new business, Lesbian Delivery.

The Trio Is Back Plus One More
Look Who's Haveing Back to Back to Back Happy Hours, Monday 10AM, 11AM,12PM and 1PM. Show these 4 much love during their Happy Hours. They all return the Love that is shown to them. Rate, Fan and Add em!! Sandy-Help her get to Disciple Metal Forever-Help him get to Disciple Nite-Help her get to Insider Storm- This is her First HH!!!! (repost of original by '♥ Sandy ♥' on '2008-07-02 00:52:14')

What Do You Wish For?
When you walk outside your door, What do you wish for? When you get in your car to head into the office, What do you wish for? When you sit down at your desk, Get behind the wheel of your comapny vehicle, Start prepping for the lunch rush, What do you wish for? Do you wish for more time to do your job? Do you wish for less job so you have more time? Is there an instance in your life that your NOT wishing? Everyday I wake up, wishing the sun would sleep a bit longer, wishing the day would not be drawn out, wishing I had more to look forward too after getting up, wishing my life was so much different. Then I wish I wasnt so selfish, and go about my day.

This Saturday On The Genocydal Empyre Omega Radio Show
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 7.5.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... in a very special Saturday edition of and addition to the infamous Millennium Omega, our resident ghost-hunting expert Chris himself. We will also be featuring Misty as part of the discussion. You

Happy 4th Of July!
Jesus on the 4th of July We gather ‘round to celebrate On Independence Day Pay homage to our country As the children run and play. With barbecues and picnics And fireworks in the air The flag we own is proudly flown To show how much we care. The stars and stripes spell freedom She waves upon the breeze While bursts of colors can be seen Above the towering trees. This is all quite wonderful We revel in delight But God above in divine love Has brought this day to light. With just a stroke of liberty A touch of His great hand He gave democracy to us And helped this country stand. The stripes upon our stately flag Were touched by His sweet grace Each star of white that shines so bright Reflects His loving face. So as you turn to face the flag For battles that were fought Be filled with pride for those who died And freedoms that were bought. But don’t forget to thank the One That gives the bright display The reason why we paint the sky On Inde

Wrong Thing To Say...
A woman is standing nude looking in the bedroom mirror. She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.' The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.' He never heard the shot....

Society's Lack Of Taste
Dear friends, I am here today, to put all joking aside. There is a problem that is plaguing society as we speak, and has been since the beginning of time. When man evolved from ape's, his originally prominent brow, useful for blocking the sun's glare, slowly started to dissolve, as man became a more resourceful species, building structures to block the sun, and so on. I hope you aren't snickering, because this is a serious issue. Man evolved past this simeon era, and as such, so did his appearance. I assume you're getting impatient, so I will cut to the chase. The problem I'm speaking of, is a medical condition know as Opticallus Browus Unus, or, the Unibrow. Many of you are familiar with Sesame Street. You know, that fantastic educational show that everyone bagged on when they got too old for it, only to appreciate how great it was when they saw Barney come out and began to see their lunch go into re-runs as it returned up their trachia. Now, personally, one of my favorite char

Forbidden Love
Terror strikes the unsuspecting soul; Unrelenting fear stalks the mind. The cage that surrounds me Closes in; suffocating me with its closeness. I feel desperate No one to turn to As my lips must remain sealed To the panic I encounter. I bow my head in pain, My face driven to the ground Each day becomes a chore just to exist, Thoughts of self-destruction entertain the mind. Blackness engulfs me Fleetingly but prominent. A quick fix of medicated healing Allows the mind to recharge, momentarily. As I continue to exist Within the confines of my medicated barrier, Not being able to envision self-relief, The sun of another’s warmth invades my world. Afraid to look up and acknowledge my earthly saviour, I, instead, place my hand in the proffered hand. The cloak of his protection slips on to my shoulders As he raises me to my feet. I briefly wonder why this person of love Reaches out to console me in my fabricated world, Not knowing or questioning the r

Sometimes The Call Comes Too Late
Sometimes The Call Comes Too Late. Please don’t call me I don’t want to know Please don’t try and tell me I’ve tried to let it all go Please don’t bother with me this time I’ve moved on and left you behind You always said you might It just isn’t right That when you finally set the date It came a lifetime too late You think that I’m the same That nothing has changed That you’ll cross my mind And I’ll leave my truth behind You’re wasting your breath You’re just like the rest I’m stronger than you Play time has long been through I’m disconnecting this line There will be no answer this time

For Those That Know Whats Been Going On
Hey everyone that has been giving my family all those prayers for my grandfather. Wanted to let everyone know whats been going on. He is still in ICU and has been for the past 2 1/2 months. It continues to be 2 steps forward and one back. This week during the visits we have found out that he has not had a stroke since the heart surgery. We thought maybe something had gone wrong with him still not moving his left side. It just comes down to him being so week. Least that's the docs theory. He still is in and out of the delirium of being in the ICU so long and not being able to communicate and having so much done to his body. This past Monday our grandfather was actually the one we saw. He wanted to talk and it was hard to see him giving up frustrated because we could not understand him. By the next visit he was asleep and then after that back into that dream world. We told the docs we wanted them to find some means for him to be able to communicate. He has not strength to write much le

True Love
"TRUE LOVE" How can you tell if you are truely loved or not? 1) You would'nt leave them hanging to fight their own battles, You would be right there by their side to help fight their battles and support them. 2) When something happens thats bad or not right, You would'nt get mad at them it would just disappoint you. 3) You would'nt want to argue with them. That would just cause more problems and hurt feelings. 4) You would'nt say or do hurtful things to them emotionally or phyically. 5) You would'nt blame them when something that goes wrong, You would find a solution to the problem. 6) If for some reason you hurt their feeling over some thing, Your feelings should hurt too. 7) You would give them little gifts just to say "I LOVE YOU". It doesnt have to be exspensive, it's the though that counts. 8) When you get upset you would'nt say, Get away from me and leave me alone, You would say;" Baby come here let me give you a hug" 9) You would'nt

Please Hlep Kidnapped Child
raven whitewolf: mistress_temptress_w0lf.bell MY NEPHEW HAS BEEN KIDKNAPPED IN BUFFALO,N.Y. SHE IS DRIVING A 96 SKYLARK MAROON IN COLOR 4 DOOR LAST SEEN AT 5 PM plate number ECJ4314(ny) ......... plz remass, so we can help recover this child as soon as possible

So Unsexy - Alanis Morissette
This is *so* me I had to post it! Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly One small sideways look and I feel so ungood Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make Me feel the way I thought only my father could Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily I'm 13 again am I 13 for good? I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful So unloved for someone so fine I can feel so boring for someone so interesting So ignorant for someone of sound mind Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated When will you stop leaving baby? When will I stop deserting baby? When will I start staying with myself? Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me I jump my ship

Please Help Out. Thanks
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Happy Anniversay
Thank you, Lord, for our marriage. Like a wedding band, our love encircle but doesn't bind. Like a vow, our love is words but sustains because of what they mean. In your grace, our love has the permanence of rock, not of walls, but of a bridge to moments ahead as special and bright as when we first met.

I Can't Find My Bliss...
Saying goodbye and letting go is so hard, but it has to be done, and I am only holding myself back. I’m trying to do so much to get it all out of my mind, but it’s just not working. I’m holding on and I just don’t know how to truly let go. I want to be happy on my own, but I’m not. I have yet to find my true passion, so I am doing everything. My tri is next week. I have worked so hard and am going to do something I never thought I could do… so why do I feel like it’s really not that big of a deal? I want someone to share it with. To share everything with. I’ve never had so much time to really work on myself and my life… and I just don’t like it. I miss having someone there. I’d rather worry about someone else than myself… Tears flow at weird times and I can really be in a room full of people and feel so very alone. I know I have a lot of people that are willing to listen, but I want that one person that I can count on all the time, besides my mom. Someone who will come see me at 2 in

I'm Sorry
I won't say I'm sorry for what I said, because I meant it and it's the truth. Levelers are not getting any return on levelups and I was making a point. That point, for now, has been made. I will, however, stick to my statement of not being on Godfather or higher level ups until I myself get there. It's a matter of principal now, I stick to my word. What I am sorry for is any grief I may have caused my friends. I never meant to cause problems. Also, several have asked why my most recent thank you blog is private. Any private blogs are either just stupid test codes or a bulletin in progress that will be open when the time comes.

Reason For My Poetry (you)
Reason For My Poetry (You) by BlueWolf51© You’re the reason, of my poetry The true meaning behind words True love developing it’s wings Reaching high beyond the birds. I love you for who you truly are For nothing less, For only more Love, A ocean of true emotions Joined together from it’s shores. You’re the inspiration to poetry Even though love, goes beyond The distance words can explain In a poem, prose, or even songs. I love you every step of the way For who you’ve made me today The love I feel, within my heart No words cannot express to say.

Please Tell Me What U Think
IM SO PROUD OF ME .I JUST MADE MYFIRST WEB PAGE EVER ALLBY MY SELF. CAN SOME ONE CHECK IT OUT AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK I 'M RUNNING A NONPROFIT TO GIVE SINGLE PARENTS HOME HEATING OIL FOR FREE MADE FROM BIO FUEL WERSPUN.ORG TY TY TY TY TY TY TY

Pleasure Cup
You pour my pleasure cup. You hold me down like I'm a day dreamer You blush cause I'm a screamer That's what you put me through Hold it in my pocket Your picture in my wallet I'm not sure what to call it Tell me what should I do? What a believer Caught your demeaner You were the screamer You woke me up.... I want a double shot Please pour my pleasure cup. - Sarah G. Van Brocklin

Can't F??ing
this guy came on my page and rate one of my pics a 3 then rerated a 2.. i wanted to know why so i went to his page to message him why i started reading his page... here's what it says;;; I'm not new here...I got booted because I told Fubar to go fuck themselves with the countless spam emails a day I received from them about a salute, so even tho this site totally sucks, most of you idiots are nasty fuckin trash...I'M back, for the few that are worthy, and I will NOT be censored. if you think I was harsh before...feel free to read me NOW! O.K. lets cut right to the fuckin chase here, I'm 30 something, Single, no baggage, Mexican and Polish male from the Southside of Chicago, I work for the Government, I DO have that kind of accent you hear in the Blues Brothers, I take Deep Dish Pizza and Hot Dogs seriously (obviously, and you don't walk into a joint in Boise Idaho asking for a Idaho style pizza or hot dog do you?), I love Da Bears and White Sox, and legendary Bulls. FUCK the Cubs

"the Wallet" - This Is Long But Worth Reading
As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the date -- 1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that the owner could be id

Cailin Is Back From Er
Ok, Saturday morning my right eye was absolutely killing me. It hurts so bad that I literally cried so much that I can barely talk! All right, guys, quit pumping your arms and saying "YES!" Anyway, after battling the parents to take me to the ER, I finally drove mom's car to Terry's. I walked in, he looked up at me, asked if I had been to the doctor's yet, and when I said no and started crying, he grabbed his keys and away we went. After 3 hours, a tetnus shot, a shot of Dilaudid, Phengren and Torodol, 10 minutes of getting my eye flushed, numbed and cleaned, I was released. I still can't see out of that eye. Its all a blur! If it hasn't cleared by tomorrow, I am to make an emergency visit to a specialist downtown. The abrasion is so severe that the doctors at ER have scared me to death about the possibility that it may never heal properly because of the level of scar tissue that could develop. I have faith that I will be fine I'm on so much medication right now, that

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Todays subject is about the Dakota Sioux Tribe. The question raised to me was someone wanted to start learning a bit of some of the tribes across America and there brief background located below is just that. Next week I'll find another. Hope all are enjoy these. the Louisiana Purchase lead to an end to some aspects of traditional native Sioux life due to the depletion of the buffalo. The Ghost Dance, a ceremony intended to call back the buffalo and send away the Whites, gained prevalence as the Sioux attempted to regain their pre-contact lives. Language: There are three native Sioux dialects, Dakota, Nakota and Lakota. Daily Life:Today the Sioux have adapted to reservation and/or urban life. Many are involved in South Dakota's tourism industry. Best Known Features: Black Hills Gold has become a well known feature of the area where the Sioux once freely roamed. Although not directly associated with the Sioux, many Sioux artisans have set up shops in S

Darkness An Light
Through the darkness an light we will be friends for llife no matter the arguments an the fights we stay true for life no matter when or where you know ill allways be there no matter love or like we will allways be true through the darkness an light by cleon

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking around Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone arou

Free Tattos!
Q~vo ~ locos and locas honeys and homies! This is big Vic, CaveMan as some might say, so any way was looking to make some new freinds and potential clients... so before any thing else it was nice to find you and you obviously have my interest... So on that note be a freind and tell your freinds about our National tattoo tour and join all the fun and partying that goes on while we tattoo you and your freinds. We recently tattooed sturgis and ohio bike week. We will all meet up in san francisco and then colorodo state fairgrounds and back to ohio in canton at the first annual tattoo and bike fest sept 19-24th... so go to www.pimpmytattoo.com and sign up it's free maybe we can come to tattoo up your freinds in your towne next. Your's would be free!!!...

Selling Myself For Spotlight ... Inquire Within
I'M GOING SPOTLIGHT AND OFFERING THINGS FOR YOU TO PURCHASE... GRAPHICS, FLICKS, SALUTES, CLEVAGE SALUTES, HIT ME UP AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED! PRICES ARE AS FOLLOWSGRAPHICS: 10KFLICKS:10KSALUTE:25KCLEVAGE SALUTE:50KHIT ME UP IF YOU'RE INTERESTEDDȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD** PrOmOtEr 4 EuPhOrIa@ fubar

Really Findout Your Friends True Colors
WELL, I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH A PERSON FOR A VERY LONG TIME. HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. HE WOULD CALL AND CHECK ON ME. EVEN OFFERED TO HELP ME GET A JOB. WELL I THOUGHT WE WERE REALLY LIKE FAMILY. I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY LIFE. JUST LIKE A SISTER WOULD TRUST HER BROTHER. JUST TO FIND OUT THAT HE WAS A FAKE AND A LIAR. HE COULDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME AND LET ME KNOW IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG. HE JUST BLOCKED ME OFF HIS PAGE. SOME MAN THAT IS. AT LEAST IF I WOULD OF HAD A PROBLEM I WOULD OF AT LEAST TALK ABOUT IT WITH HIM. SORRY I'M JUST HURT AND PISSED OFF. THATS WHY I LEFTED CLUB UNITED. I HATE BACK STABBERS AND FAKES. NOTHING AGAINST MY TRUE FRIENDS, I WILL BE THERE FOR YA'LL IF YA'LL NEED HELP LEVELING OR ANYTHING JUST LET ME KNOW..HUGS TO MY REAL FRIENDS..

Ex-chinese Star Will Guide U.s. To Win In Volleyball
Ryan Lochte, the primary rival of Phelps in the individual medleys, has sleepy eyes and speaks in sentences that roll off his tongue like gently breaking waves. A Florida graduate from Daytona Beach, Lochte seems as if he should be hanging 10. On Friday morning at the National Aquatics Center, he was trying to ride a huge wave of momentum as far as it would carry him. Before racing against Phelps on Friday, Lochte started with a come-from-behind upset of his countryman Aaron Peirsol in the 200-meter backstroke, winning his first individual Olympic gold medal in world-record time. The race ended at 10:21 a.m. local time. Twenty-seven minutes later he had his showdown against Phelps in the 200 I.M., and a less-than-fresh Lochte could not match Phelps. But then, neither could anyone else. Pulling away from the field in the breaststroke — his weakest leg — Phelps won his sixth gold medal in Beijing (and 12th over all) and set his sixth world record, one of 21 set by swimmers here. He

Roller Coaster Of Love
Get Mariah Carey MP3s at dizzler.com All You Need to Is Rate/Fan/Add All The Riders Below Make Sure You Put Roller Coaster In The Add Request If By Chance You Already Know That Person Just Show Them Love And Tell Them You're Hoppin On The Coaster! When Your Done PM Me Then I'll Add You To The List... I Hope You Got A Strong Stomach Because We Are Going To Ride This Coaster For Awhile! So Find A Spot And Get Lock In And Enjoy My Roller Coaster Of Love! Peekaboo♠ ♣♥ ♦@ fubar The Roller Coaster Of Love Attendent

Lynsk In Sex With Husband At Weekend Shock!
Hello all. How are you? Did you have a weekend that just passed you by? Or did something make it memorable for all the right or wrong reasons? There are loads of possibilies I suppose. Afer the scuzziness I enjoyed in Edinburgh last weekend, a evening doing the bars of Solihull was never really gonna be the rock 'n rollercoaster was it? I'm hitting the sixteenth anniversary of my 21st on Tuesday (work that one out then!) so yesterday was always going to be a low-key affair leading to the big weekend next week - and probably a couple of evenings this week too! Any excuse, sheesh! I'm thinking about how I can describe Solihull to anyone who reads this in the States or Canada. I suppose it's your typical medium sized town about eight miles outside a big city. Kind of in the sticks but kind of busy as well. You must have somewhere near you that describes like that? OMG! The kids have just made me try and play a song on Guitar Hero on the PS2 and I was incredibly shit!

A Keeper! (ty To Tomg707 For Allowing Me To Copy And Share With My Friends!)
A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But when my mother died, and I was standing in that clear morning light in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it, it's best we love it... And care for it... And fix it when it's broken... And heal it when

Woohoo!
So yesterday was the championship game for my softball team, and we won! Actually we kicked ass :D 11-2 and I hit my first homer of the season which gave us a 6-2 lead I have to give it to the other team though, they really tried hard, and gave it thier best.. they were a good team to play and felt so good to beat an undefeated team :D

Haystak - Hard 2 Love Lp
Ok For Starters, I Can Usually Find What I'm Looking For On The Net But This Is A New Release and No One Has It! If Any One Could Drop Me A Link To The: Torrent File .Zip File The Files I'd Be Extremely Happy I'll Even Give Ya' A Shout Out =D Much Love and Thanks In Advance, Ya' Fat Homie.

College Girl
Wow, has life changed. For the first time ever, I'm in school and not a cheerleader. I started taking cheerleading classes at 3 so when I started 1st grade it was only normal that I was on the cheerleader squad. I did it for all 12 years. This is strange. NO stadium full of peope staring to my pussy in that little tinny skirt. Sorry guys I always worn bloomers and panties. Remember I'm the girl with the panties fetish, I have over 2000 pair, and like thats my only fetish. I'm going to be teaching cheerleading for a training center soon. That does mean that now I can have all the party favors that can be forced into my little body. My stalker is tracking me day and night......keeping me heavily under the control of his own party favor mix. The gps bracelets he has on my ankle and in my Jeep trace me to like 10 feets. He knows every breath I take. OH....... I could use everyone help next week. A very good friend on mine is starting a new website. Its going to

Fuck Shit Piss
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Angry
I am a little pissed off... I went to California for my brother's wedding over the weekend.. Well due to Hurricane Gustav heading my way I cut it short and flew back to Louisiana because my husband wanted to get here with enough time to evacuate my father in law. I was fine with that even though that meant I had to miss the reception. (after not seeing my brother in 3 years..) We get here and my husband and father in law announce that we don't need to evacuate (even though my parish was under mandatory evacuation orders) because it wasn't going to be bad. Needless to say I am a bit PISSED.. I was fine with coming back early so we had plenty of time to get out of Louisiana.. but for them to announce (without asking my opinion at that) that we weren't leaving makes me mad. I had to pay $300 bucks to get back early PLUS pay the full price for the car we rented even though we got back early. Luckily the hotel didn't charge for the final night. and to top it off.

The Best Dad Ever
For those who didn't know my dad was diagnosed with colon cancer in april of 08 and on 9/1/08 he lost his fight against it and is now in a better place the last couple of weeks have been very rough for him he was in alot of pain that we were trying to help him be comfortable but it was not easy and now he is no longer in pain he is with everyone who has left us before him and happy again please show the following people some love who is also helping me and my brother get through this time in need My bestest friend in the world NUSHY aka NU-NU..Pimpette and Co-Owner of the PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES AND PIMPS..@ fubar My loving husband ÐJ §KÚLL~~Outlaw Radio@ fubar My wonderful brother ~{SENSEI BK}~ {-SaTaN's LeFt HaNd MaNaGeR - SaTaN's KiNgDoM ~~ EnFoRcEr - ClOwN's PoRn P@ fubar My awesome sister tyg3rcub@ fubar

What Is Politics?
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his pare nt's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The next morn

Ike Pa #31a
800 PM EDT MON SEP 08 2008 ...IKE MOVING VERY NEAR THE SOUTHERN COAST OF CENTRAL CUBA... AT 8 PM EDT...0000 UTC...THE GOVERNMENT OF CUBA HAS DISCONTINUED THE HURRICANE WARNING FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF GUANTANAMO...SANTIAGO DE CUBA...HOLGUIN...GRANMA...LAS TUNAS...AND CAMAGUEY. A HURRICANE WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF CIEGO DE AVILA....SANCTI SPIRITUS...VILLA CLARA...CIENFUEGOS...MATANZAS...LA HABANA...CIUDAD DE HABANA...PINAR DEL RIO...AND THE ISLE OF YOUTH. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING IS IN EFFECT FOR LITTLE CAYMAN AND CAYMAN BRAC. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING IS IN EFFECT FOR THE FLORIDA KEYS FROM OCEAN REEF SOUTHWARD TO THE DRY TORTUGAS...INCLUDING FLORIDA BAY. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING MEANS THAT TROPICAL STORM CONDITIONS ARE EXPECTED WITHIN THE WARNING AREA WITHIN THE NEXT 24 HOURS. A TROPICAL STORM WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR GRAND CAYMAN. INTERESTS IN SOUTH FLORIDA SHOULD CONTINUE TO MONITOR THE PROGRESS OF IKE. FOR STORM INFORMA

Internet Eavesdropping: A Brave New World Of Wiretapping
As long as people have engaged in private conversations, eavesdroppers have tried to listen in. When important matters were discussed in parlors, people slipped in under the eaves—literally within the “eavesdrop”—to hear what was being said. When conversations moved to telephones, the wires were tapped. And now that so much human activity takes place in cyberspace, spies have infiltrated that realm as well. Unlike earlier, physical frontiers, cyberspace is a human construct. The rules, designs and investments we make in cyberspace will shape the ways espionage, privacy and security will interact. Today there is a clear movement to give intelligence activities a privileged position, building in the capacity of authorities to intercept cyberspace communications. The advantages of this trend for fighting crime and terrorism are obvious. The drawbacks may be less obvious. For one thing, adding such intercept infrastructure would undermine the nimble, bottom-up structure of the Inter

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Today's Message is about the Ogala Lakota Indians and there struggle in life back in time. In it is some of there history. Battle of Wounded Knee The Wounded Knee Massacre, also known as The Battle at Wounded Knee Creek, was the last major armed conflict between the Oglala Lakota and the United States, subsequently described as a "massacre" by General Nelson A. Miles in a letter to the Commissioner of Indian Affairs. On December 29, 1890, 500 troops of the U.S. 7th Cavalry, supported by four Hotchkiss guns (a lightweight artillery piece designed for travel with cavalry and used as a replacement for the aging twelve pound mountain howitzer), surrounded an encampment of Miniconjou Sioux (Lakota) and Hunkpapa Sioux (Lakota) with orders to escort them to the railroad for transport to Omaha, Nebraska. One day prior, the Sioux had given up their protracted flight from the troops, and willingly agreed to turn themselves in at the Pine Ridge Agency in South Dakota.

Make Her Disciple
Come help the one of the coolest chicks on Fubar become Disciple she’s got a bit to go but come on we can do this!!! All love will be returned and then some! Show my girl some of the famous Fu lovin!! I ♥ my friends! Southern Stunna ღ Paul's Wifey ღ FU-ANGEL ღ Club F.A.R@ fubar

Fu Anniversary/happy Hour
Well so far I've fallen short of making my goal of becoming a Godmother by my first Fu Anniversary... so tomorrow I am going to use the Happy Hour generously bestowed upon me by one of my best Fu Friends (you know who you are!)but I think it's pretty impossible to cover 2 Million points in a day!!! But hey if you are around at 5PM Easatern Standard Time (2 Pacific Time) stop by and do what you can...Bling would be greatly appreciated! I need all the help I can get from all of my friends!!! At the very least--drinks are on me! And thank you all so much for being my friends and fans over the past year!!! Much love, Caly AKA Surfer_Girl

Alone In Darkness
the night falls as if slain by the sun, entwined are we. the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, swept away by a velvet ebon nothingness. all hope must surely perish. your love no more. how could you cause such hurt? angels surround us, crying, we have lost our way.

Too Shy...
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

The Girlfriend
we have a friend living with us originally to help her get on her feet. she and i became good friends. we began talking and the conversation turned into things we like and sexual preferences. i told her that i am bi and find some women attractive. and that my husband and i were wanting a third for us. she showed interest but had never done that sort of thing so she backed away from it. although she was/is more than willing to share my husband just not involve me. being that i have been thru this situation before in my first marriage (before i was comfortable with my own sexuality), and still insecure; i approached both of them and said they could be with each other so long as i knew when and what they were doing. the first time neither one said anything so i stopped it. but then we talked and i set some ground rules. above all honesty and truth. and i need to know pretty much when it happens not hours or days later. they agreed. oh yeah, and gotta wear protection. not to mention the wi

Thoughts, Prayers, Well Wishes Etc
My brother's partner went into labour yesterday, 5-6 weeks early. Not unexpected, the baby was crowning, and I'm given to understand that's within a window where, though they'll keep a much closer eye on stuff, it's still no cause for alarm. So today I could become an uncle for the fifth time. But a few good thoughts wouldn't go amiss, my friends.

True Love
Anotha poem my babi wrote 4 me...... As I look into your eyes as the sun rise, I realized that it was you that made my life complete I don’t need to compromise my love for you to compete with a man that makes his words sound unique and sweet I captured your heart by being genuine and loving as well as being kind But I know it goes much deeper then that, I captured your spirit as well as your mind Now on a much deeper level I want to implant my expression on your soul for you to ponder when the days are cold Let the warmth of my presence bring you security and make you feel safe within my arms Then as we talk you are amazed at my glowing smile and my wit that often goes with a good mans charm When I look at you I say to myself how blessed I am to have such a radiant flower in my mist, then it grows much deeper when our lips touch passionately for our first kiss It may sound like a fairy tale but i

The Gym Saga
Take my advice This machine is not nice Leg press is evil I must confess Your wallet, phone and keys it wishes to possess As it all comes out of your pocket Quickly like a rocket They hit the floor While pushing your legs some more Sometimes it happens with no sound When people are here or not around The machine will kill your knees Arthritis spreads like a disease Pumping the weight In time the future meets fate As the items jingle in your pocket Viewing them fall as anger resides beyond the eye socket Once again it will happen in a matter of when The odds are greater than one and ten What should i do? what should I say? Put them in a locker, a bag or in my car far away? Pick pocket machine Indeed so silent yet so mean Something does not seem so right On a good note it did not happen tonight

Vamp
There I was cleaning up; as usual, after a long tedious night when a large drunk man staggered into the restaurant. "we're closed." I said firmly. He just stared at me, took another drink, and staggered backwards a little. "come on baby."he said in a husky voice,"not for me you aren't." I closed my eyes. He ran at me and pushed me down, and I weakly fought back trying to get his hands and the weight of his body off of me.He grabbed both of my hands and held them down with one hand, using his body to restrain the rest of me.He fumbled with his zipper on his pants with his other hand.I couldn't help but smile. He looked up at me stopping what he was doing and said "yeah baby you like this." I kept smiling as he went for his zipper agian. and unzipped his pants. he started to reach under my skirt when I said "you know if you let me go... I can help you with that." He grunted in shock "okay baby I'll let u go don't u try anything though." he let my hands free and pushed up on h

Triflin Ass Bitches
okies so im on a few web sites myspace, fubar, my yearbook ect ect anywho.... can someone please explain to me why triflin ass bitches have to be soooo insecure with themselves that they have to attack me for being friends with guys???!!!! i mean come on now have ya'll not looked at me? i'm not all that lmao. and i live in california for god's sake and the majority of these chicks are in differant states or across the country all together and yet they still want to come to me stalking me and harrassing me because i either am friends with "their man" or a guy they like. come on if you are so insecure with the stability of your realationship with your man that he isnt allowed to have female friends then you dont need to be with him in my opinion.... and the girls that arent even in a realationship with these guys.... GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! you wont get him by stalking and threatening all other females in his life that's for sure. ok i feel a little better now... had to get that off m

Well Let's See
I know another one...this is a give away...I couldn't resist! I will do most of the bombing myself........but ...Would ya, Could ya....puuuuuhlease....Just one rate AND a comment or two...bomb if ya want;) But not necessary any help is appreciated! Thanks so much! Don't forget to A/F/R the host! simply click the pic below u know how to do it

Warped Minds
Hmm, sometimes i wonder why certain people believe things about them that just aren't true. For example, when u see people on american idol singning and they suck soooooo bad, yet they swear with certainity that there good. Crushed and crying as they get booed off the stage, im curious to know how they thought they were good in the first place.. anyone have any ideas? Or people who are obviously not attractive tell themselves with certainity that they are beautifull on the outside to everyone.... how do people believe so many lies about themselves??

1972
Aaaah, 1972 the beginning of some of the most influential years of my life. I complete my first year in Jr. High school. A lot happens to me in this year. I try out for the AYA Baseball League, at try outs for outfield catch a fly ball with my bare hand (boy that stung). I was “drafted” by the Tigers. We used to go to Campbell Barracks sometimes for lunch at the Bowling Alley (great Hamburgers and French Fries); I started up on the bowling league here. The open lunch to Campbell Barracks USAEUR (US Army Europe) HQ stops after the bombing of the Campbell Barracks killing 3 and injuring 5. Two women, Irmgard Müller and Angela Luther drive a car with stolen USA plates onto the Barracks and park it near the Officers Club. Though the communiqué claimed “Commando Fifteenth July” was responsible, this is code for Red Army Faction Baader-Meinhof for the day that Petra Schelm was killed, and say it is retaliation for the Vietnam bombings. The RAF had been terrorizing Germany since early

Haters Liers And Fake People
you know when you are looking forward to meeting someone and you finally get the chance, you are totally honest with the person that you are going to meet, and then when you meet them they find a way to get out of it or when you do meet them they will never contact you again saying that you would not be for them, but cant just be honest and ask questions but later they tell you oh i cant be with you because of this or that and they already know that part that is imperfect cause you tell them oh well they just dont know what a freiend that they have lost when they dont like something about the other person whats really funny is they want to judge you by your looks and all but not the person that you really are

My Disciple Blog..ty Mz . Dreams!!!!
OK FU'S THIS SEXY BAD GIRL IS A LIL OVER 300K TO DISCIPLE LETS SPANK HER BOOTY!!!! SHE LIKES IT HARD SO STOP BY RATE HER BLING HER LOVE HER GOOOOD!!!!! THANKS **SHE HAS AUTO 11'S SO UR GONNA GET LOTS OF POINTS TOO** ® Make me be good!! ~ NO FAN/SALUTE = NO ADD ~ Fu_Owned By LoneWolf ~ PLZZ READ " ABOUT M@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ☆ ~♡JUICY FRUIT~♡~MZ.DREAMS~♡~ ☆@ fubar (repost of original by '☆ ~♡JUICY FRUIT~♡~MZ.DREAMS~♡~ ☆' on '2008-10-05 20:58:10')

Every Woman Should Know
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW how 2 fall in love w/out losing herself EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW how 2 quit a job break up w/a lover & confront a friend w/out ruining the friendship EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW when 2 try harder & when 2 walk away EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW that she cant change the length of her calves the width of her hips or the nature of her parents EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW that her childhood may not have been perfect but its over EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW what she would & wouldnt do for love or more EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW how 2 live alone even if she doesnt like it EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW whom she can trust whom she cant & why she shouldnt take it personally EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW where 2 go her best friends kitchen table or a charming inn in the woods when her soul needs soothing EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW what she can & cant accomplish in a day a month & a year

More Fun At The Funny Farm!
with the weekend behind me im doing alot better today...it was really nice to see all my cousins..under bad terms but it worked..I will always miss my Nana..a woman of class and someone u can always be proud of and brag about..funny most of the time grandparents do the bragging about you but my grandmother was someone that always went above and beyond to be a class act!! wonderful role model for me and for my daughter. I have an interview on thursday for another town more money..something positive at least lol.. This morning was a winner my son somehow twisted the handle for the water in the shower right out of the wall.and i had the pleasure of taking a cold shower woohoo that was freaking awesome and when i got out of the shower its was 45 degrees in my house! so now tonight i have to figure out how to be a plumber..should be a blast..guess i do miss a man for 2 things lmao :) well im going to finish my day at work..when i have more time i will really vent some feelings..just stil

*time Is Running Out -- Bid On Me!*
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Come Love My Auto 11's
OMG ... Two of my FAVORITE Fu's got together ...... and Auto-11'ed each other! Guess I'm odd-man out ..... I can always hold the camera?!?! One totally rocks, the other shrinks my jock! (I'll let you figure it out!) DiRRty ԍirL®™ @ fubar *xmasbaby73*@ fubar Hit em up often, and lets level em BOTH!! Pimped with Love: Paralyzer - Finger Eleven

Never Understood.....
The question, "So you want to have your cake and eat it too?" As a matter of fact, yes! Yes, I want to have my cake and eat it too. Why the hell would someone get cake if they didn't want to eat it? Just to stare at it? Show it to people? AND... why the hell didn't George Carlin ever cover this topic? Seriously!

Just A Thought
1 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe the government will do a better job of spending the money I earn than I would. 2 ·I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. 3 ·I'm voting Democrat because when we pull out of Iraq I trust that the bad guys will stop what they're doing because they now think we're good people. 4 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe that people who can't tell us if it will rain on Friday CAN tell us that the polar ice caps will melt away in ten years if I don't start driving a Prius. 5 ·I'm voting Democrat because I'm not concerned about the slaughter of millions of babies so long as we keep all death row inmates alive. 6 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe that business should not be allowed to make profits for themselves. They need to break even and give the rest away to the government for redistribution as THEY see fit. 7 I'm voting Democrat because I believe three or four pointy headed eli

Pimp Out
Naughty Angels Leveling Crew Come join FUBARS newest leveling crew! The Naughty Angels. Click the pic to apply :) Send us a private message stating you would like to join, you must be at least a level 10 and have a verified salute!!

Got To Pee ?
GOTTA PEE Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the woman's husband was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said: 'These girl nights out have got to Stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. . My wife came home with no panties!!' 'That's nothing' said the other husband, 'Mine came

Women
"Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. (Perhaps) If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So….. If you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit." Love and appreciate all the women in your life

Be Real!
Don't you just hate fake people!!! That would be on my top 5 of things that I cannot STAND! GRRRRR I know that being on the internet, you meet people that are fakes. They try to portray themselves as really great people and OH just EVERYTHING you have always wanted! And you know you are in euphoria for the first few days chatting..........What an awesome.....5-6 pics you have and everything they have typed to you personally makes your heart skip triple digits. BEWARE! Be CAUTIOUS OF YOUR HEART! Now I am writing this to both men AND women! It works both ways! The Fakes are out to steal your hearts. They do it I think for some Sick pleasure. I am not sure why they do it. Please feel free to leave your comments! All I know is this: I am real. My pictures of me are real. I dont try to be something Im not. What u see, hear, talk to, chat with is the real deal. BE REAL!!!

Shadow Levelers Are Awesome Helping Me
Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~Proudly owned by ~Bebe~' on '2008-10-26 16:24:23')

My View And Thoughts On The Economy.
We are about to elect another president and we are in the worst economic slump, I keep hearing, since the great depression. Who you vote for is your business and I hope you choose who ever will get us out of our recession the best. I for one do not want to continue to be bushed but that is just my feelings. I have some thoughts of my own to help fix our economic headache in what I think is the best ways but we all have our opinions. Here are just my thoughts and I am not that sure they are all that new, just not practiced or giving a chance. Ok. In my layman way of thinking, my non expert but heavily observing way, I have some thoughts on what does not (historically) work to fix our economic recession and some thoughts on what might. Here goes. Historically we have been living some form of trickledown economics for centuries. We have seen it called many things, including Ragononimcs and it; no matter what we have called it doesn’t seem to work for the same basic reasons. Tric

Dean Of Dementia
dean of dementia i loved his playful messages flirty and sharp.... his quizzical phone calls and sinister laugh.... i miss the stories of the sadly erotic woman and the paradoxical mucky mucks.... the hysterically inappropriate impressions of his young minions.... his twisted love for the cloven hooved she beast.... even his 30 second prowess made me swoon..... how could i have ever wanted more.... he was the perfect misfit.... the devilish gentleman.... the sinful lover... the self proclaimed "Dean of Dementia"..... the one i could not keep....

Thank You To Everyone For All Your Help
Here are the results of the contest there are way to many to name here but i will not forget those of you that worked so hard to help me with this ty all so so much!!!!!!!!!! Stixxx's Halloween Giveaway Results! The Giveaway has ended and here are the results. ****************************************** FIRST PLACE (With 101,156 Comments) Fly 86 Zodiak Bombers/Levelers~ New Breed@ fubar PRIZE = $500K Fubucks plus an Auto-11 Bling ****************************************** SECOND PLACE (With 96,426 Comments) ThugPassion247 {{*Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew*}}@ fubar PRIZE = $500K Fubucks and a 12-pack bling. There was no second place prize, but because so much effort was put in, I felt I had to give something. ****************************************** MOST RATES (With 1,086 Rates) Slave2Fantasy/Aka/Erotica/AKA/Keeper of Trains see blog~Tat _man73~R/L G/F@ fubar PRIZE = $500K Fubucks for passing 20K commen

This Bleeding Heart
My spirit is broken my heart is bleeding The day you told me you was leaving, Id thought I would die But now all you do is make me cry This I ask from you is why? I prayed for an angel to rescue me As I looked ahead this is what I seen Someone who came and cleared the slate As she helped me through the pain Now I know what there is in life to gain A life with happiness there be no pain A life with no sorrow as I look on for tomorrow I shall see love take your place and restore My heart with her saving grace

A Little About Me
hi there y'all ok first of i am a dutchman living and working here in the states yea i am a foregner but i am bussy with becoming a US citizen lol its not easy to become american lol i drive a big rig for 1 of the bigger companies out of indianapolis indy i have been driving now for give or take 18 year but only here in the states 3 years 15 year in europe i have been working in the best restaurants and cruise ships around the world in between yea i am a man of many professions lol i was married for 13 years here in the states but that didn't work out bummer i am like you see in my pictures a tall one slender funn openminded eeck i wrote that lol so when you want to know more lets talk ben

So Sad
HEY LADIES IM BRYON AND IM JUST TRYING TI FIGURE OUT WHY I CANT GET A GIRL I THINK ITS CUZ OF THE GOLD TEETH CUZ EVERY GIRL THAT WAS INTRESTED COULD NOT LOOK PAST THE GOLD TEETH AND IM 25 AND IM IN NEED OF A GIRLFRIEND I BEEN SINGLE FOR LIKE FOUR MONTHS NOW AND IM LOOKING TO GET BACK IN A RELATIONSHIP SO IF YOU ARE IN FLORIDA AROUND BROWARD OR MIAMI AND THIK IM CUTE GET AT ME THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG

[regarding Somniphobia]
The purpose of this post is to say that I'm terrified of sleep. Especially tonight. I can't stand the anticipation of all the things going on in my life, like a potential new job, the stuff going on with my folks, my brother's wedding, my goddaughter being born in a month. Its all just so exciting and yet, hollow. I'm doing it all alone. I was published for the first time alone. I was a best man, a conspirator, a great dad, a good son, a terrible grandson, a mediocre brother, a bad friend, and a spectacular dancer alone. If I could name 2008, I would call it the year of trials. Some tests I failed, some I passed simply by surviving. Some things that I thought I had lost, were always right there in front of me. You don't know what you've got til you have to use it to bail your sorry ass out. I grew up a lot this year, mostly involuntarily.

Massage
Massage Basics Getting prepared A massage should be a pleasant, sensual experience and there many things that can be done to ensure that it is so. Firstly, you definitely do not want to be interrupted, so lock all your doors and unplug the phones. The next thing you need to know is that a good massage is not a quick massage. Be prepared to spend some time with your partner, and do your best to set the mood. Dim the lights, have a good massage area (couches are lame), light up some candles, make sure the room temperature and your hands are warm (not too hot), and soft relaxing music is never a bad touch (make sure it is something your partner will like though). Have your partner shower or bathe to relax and clean himself or herself. Nice touches are; aromas, a sprinkle of rose petals over the bed, or anything that will help set the mood. Getting Started Your goal in a massage is to put your partner in a state of relaxation; if you are scared or worried, it is very easy

The Human Seasons
Four Seasons fill the measure of the year; There are four seasons in the mind of man: He has his lusty Spring, when fancy clear Takes in all beauty with an easy span: He has his Summer, when luxuriously Spring's honied cud of youthful thought he loves To ruminate, and by such dreaming high Is nearest unto heaven: quiet coves His soul has in its Autumn, when his wings He furleth close; contented so to look On mists in idleness--to let fair things Pass by unheeded as a threshold brook. He has his Winter too of pale misfeature, Or else he would forego his mortal nature.

Coming Full Circle... He Who Awakened That Within Me...
you know how u always have a special one in our lives who really awakens that of our deepest darkest desire, one which we dont even realize even exsists??? well tonight i stumbled across a few pages of an ex, who basicly put he is the one who awakened my sense and understanding of a tru VAMPYRE...and no i didnt misspell it, for those who understand u know what i speak of... bobby and i oct 2001 aug. 2002 he touch my very soul with the way he plays and sings... he was the first man who lived to b unique and we had so much in common on so many levels... and yes he is the one who awakend me to the pleasure of blood letting and exchanging of this sacred bond... funny how things come full circle though... back then when we broke up it was due to GOSSIP and peeps who were jelous and caused us to part ways... i never thought he and i would ever cross paths again... i know things happen for a reason... but why he has crossed my path after so may years i do not

The Day That Was
I seem to think...that these notes that i write here, are more for soothing my soul, and making me believe that things will work out....and i think thats ok. Today...was a great day....nothing special, but a great day. A couple days ago...i got sick...with some dreaded virus...not even sure what it was...but i was i`ll to the point i could not function. Memories of me...this time last year. Being ill last year...and a couple days ago....has mademe realize....everything....could be done....just like that. And yet...i don`t think i fear it....it will come...as it will....for everyone. Now, i just have a better appreacition for...what was....and what is. So...enjoying a cigar today..was great. racing full throttle down the trail on the sled....fishing and watching the snow come down...going out to see they guys (and girls) tonight....all endless memories. Bad things too...like having bad people come in and out of my life...more lessons learned....and the prospect of new

Love.
I always forget how sensitive I am when I really put my heart and soul into something or someone..ive been really careful not to let me guard down for a while.. so i've always been somewhat detached.. until recently when i opened my heart once again.. i've forgotten how much it hurts and once again i feel as though i am in a void. empty. half me is missing. a grip on my heart. what once began with butterflies in the stomach ends with them. except these are not warm butterflies. its cold and dark. my whole mind is filled with one subject making it hard to do other tasks, let alone eat or sleep.everyone at work says i am spacey today and they would be right. i hate this. i think i should give up. -Blah.

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Jim Norton In Staten Island Tonight, Interns Needed, Re-make
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday boys and girls... especially to the Lovely ladies on Paltalk, who go out of their way each and every morning to show off their private parts on their webcams. They'll keep doing it if you're nice, guys... so don't be too pushy. And who are we bullshitting anyway, right? 90% of you are on PalTalk to see CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM, so why pretend you're doing something noble, right? log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now! New Boobs On RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is always gathering content for his site Cover My Face (Umm yeah... NSFW... don't say we didn't warn you) for you to enjoy, we have some lovely boobs for you to slap happy to courtesy of adult starlet Deena Daniels... RateMyWOW: Deena Daniels (Ladies, submit YOUR photos today to RateMyWOW, but remember...

I Wonder.......
SOMETIMES I WONDER ON HERE PEEPS SAY OH I AM TRUE AND WILL BE YOUR FRIEND THEN I COME 2 SEE AM I ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS YOU SAY YOU WONT MOVE THEM AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU DO ANYWAY ARE YOU A TRUE FRIEND HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

As It Turns Out...
So I went to her house and all was cool so I thought we were still ok then a few hours later I get a letter in the mail... yup it was a breakup letter. So it's official, I'm single again... At least she didn't pawn my grandmother's ring, she returned that to me so I'm thankful for that.

What Yoga Pose Are You?
You Are the Crow Pose You have an amazing amount of strength. You don't need anyone but yourself in the world. You are able to life yourself up when times get tough. You know how to persevere. You are disciplined. You don't let pain or struggle be an issue for you. Even though you are very independent, you also have the makings of a great leader. What Yoga Pose Are You?

Bad Girl Of The Week
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-10 17:46:00') (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl ღ Club FAR Team LOVE ღ' on '2008-11-10 17:49:43') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-17 18:05:00')

Bling Contest!!
Ok so heres the deal. Everyone throws these bling packs around like crazy right? Well heres a deal I am starting a bling contest. Rules Give me bling packs right, I know doesnt seem fair I want to buy a fupony seriously but the person who most contributes to the 1000 will get the fu pony so thats 1mil easy points if not more pending on HH and VIP so on. Why not try it out right? So lets get started

Advice On Women
My dad's taste in women seemed to be on the large side. Now my mother, she was medium size, but my dad's ex-wife, ginormous, about 300 pounds back in the 70's, and about 400 before she died in 2004. I remember being a teen and riding with him in the work truck, whenever he'd pass a large woman, he would toot the horn and yell 40's version of saucy banter, like "hey good looking what ya got cookin'?" I'd be embarrassed and he would say "What's wrong Johnny, don't ya know fat women need love too?" If he saw a particularly fetching big girl he would tsk tsk disappointingly and say "all that meat.. and no potatoes.." My favorite was his advice on women he gave me when I was about 15, he said "Son get you a fat woman. That way you'll have heat in the winter, shade in the summer, and when it rains you can hide under her skirt and stay dry". :D

Baby Its Cold Outside
Baby Its Cold Outside - Dean Martin & Doris Day I really can't stay (but baby it's cold outside) I've got to go away (but baby it's cold outside) This evening has been (been hoping that you'd drop in) So very nice (i'll hold your hands, they're just like ice) My mother will start worry (beautiful whats your hurry) My father will be pacing the floor (listen to the fireplace roar) So really i'd better scurry (beautiful please don't hurry) but maybe just a half a drink more (put some records on while i pour) the neighbors might faint (baby it's bad out there) say what's in this drink (no cabs to be had out there) i wish i knew how (your eyes are like starlight now) to break this spell (i'll take your hat, your hair looks swell) i ought to say "no, no, no sir" (mind if i move in closer) at least i'm gonna say that i tried (what's the sense in hurtin' my pride) i really can't stay (oh baby don't hold out) both:baby it's cold out side i simply must go (

What A Beautiful Lie.
What a beautiful lie it is. To be told that time will heal all wounds. No it doesnt and anyone who tells you diffrently is a fucking liar. The only thing time does is make the pain throb less, and the scars a little less bloody. We carry these scars to remind of us of what, and who we once were. This is the way it really works, and once something has cut your heart deep enough to touch your soul....those are the scars that last forever. But what a beautiful lie it is.....

Paradise Girl
Lets Get It On - Marvin Gaye HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! LETS GIVE PARADISE GIRL SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

Words In Words
I DON'T WANNA HERE YOU SCREAMING AM TIRED OF HEARING YOU CRY SLEEPING AND MUST BE DREAMING IN A MOMENT I COULD JUST DIE FEAR IS MORE THAN WICKED OF WHAT CANNOT BE SEEN NOT IN LOVE EVICTED WAKING THE DEMON IN MY JEANS UP TO ALL MY MEMORIES TOMORROW NEVER COMES AND DUE TO SEVERAL SEROMONIES NOT LIVING IN THE SLUMS KNOWING THAT THE END IS NEAR WHO OR WHAT IT TRUE I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO FEAR AM IN A LIFE THAT IS SO BLUE

Dreams
Dreams I gaze at your pictures As I go to sleep, I can hear your voice It sounds oh so sweet I then close my eyes And sleep the night through, The dreams that I have Are of me and you. I awake in the morning I know this is real, This dream that Im in It feels so surreal. I whisper your name And say I love you, I tell you my dreams Their of me and you. You look in my eyes And hold me so tight, The fears that we have Will soon have respite. I cannot contain My feelings for you, My heart is set free It belongs only to you

Sheen Apathy...
Titians battle and crusade across the realms Destruction lay behind, worlds that have fell.. Wars for heaven and hell.. Lies lies lies … that's all they sell… Sitting in a darkened room.. Alone.. Silent hell Standing in a crowed street, still feeling incomplete.. Hidden in plain sight.. These feelings just cant be right.. The blade across the skin.. The feeling to strong to defend.. The drop upon the tongue.. Will they ever see the sun.. Nothing as fake as the smile.. That they flash all the while.. No voice to control them all.. No hand to save their resolve… Behind lying eyes.. Souls burn as one of the same kind.. No different from you or I … Tell me child.. Do you see the world? Or hide.. Behind created lies….

Whisper...
So soft your whisper. .it leaves me with a quiver.. On my skin, in my soul.. Its hard not to lose control, in your presence and feed upon your essence And revel in your soul, burning my cold image with in your fire fueling our desire.. To epic proportions, complacent thoughts drive perceived notions, and bring us together as one.. Untold is our story.. Destined for glory in light or dark.. Searching for the keys.. to chained hearts.. As I beg the blanket of stars on my knees.. Take her whisper never from me…

Just A Thank You.......
THIS PIMPOUT GOES OUT TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THEIR FOR ME..MY WAY OF SAYING THANK YOU.. CYNDREAMS ~ CynzDreams ~Owned By SouthernOutlawBiker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar DAWN ¢¾ Dawn ¢¾ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-Pegasus Project@ fubar Gottoloveit69 Gottoloveit69~~Chiina Doll~~@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=233400&friend=233400" target=_blank>WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar Curvaliciousbbw¢â Curvaliciousbbw¢â Cuddle Buddy & Eternal Friend To DarkProf@ fubar EchoAngel¢â ~ EchoAngel¢â ~@ fubar Kellybaby38 Kellybaby38**I Still Belong To Me@ fubar MONA Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU MY ME.....AND MY WAY OF SAYING THANKS SO PLEASE STOP BY THESE PEOPLE AND F/R/A THEM....

It Hurts
Life changes over time. Seems that there comes a time that everything hits at once. Most you see coming, but even that, some how the pain still hits hard. Some you don't see coming, but looking at the things you have done you know how you got there, but it still hurts. You can look back and see how you could have done it different, but does it change the hurt or the present? No it does not. We just have to look at life find the consequences we are willing to live with and make the best out of where we are and hope the hurt will go away someday. I do know this, that love is worth the hurt! Cause with no hurt in life there is no love. Where there is no love life is not worth living. Even if the only love I can find is in my own heart.

Second Life And Metarl
Do you play second life? If so here is a link to get free linden dollars.There are games to play,raffles,activitys and much more.Click the link to sign up free Click here for link to MetaRL Dont have Second Life? If you are not a member of the virtual world and would like to be,Sign up for free here? Or Upgrade to a premium account for more options. Click here for link to Second Life Second Life is a online community.Build,play,shop,drive,chat and much much more

Your Turn!
Mailbroad got me, now it's your turn! One word answers only! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Work 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Pontiac 5. Your father? asshead 6. Your favorite thing? orgasms 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tequila 9. Your dream/goal? home 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? Top 40 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Retired 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Dishonest 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Mercedes 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? Meeting 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? Cats 23. Your computer? Acer 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your mood? Feisty 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Tiffany 30. Your summer? Fast 31. Like someone? Yes 32. Your favorite color? Green 33. When is the last time you laughed? Today 34. Last time you cried? Tuesday

The Power Of Dreams
12/7/2008 Prophetic Dream Becoming a Clinical Hypnotherapist in 2003 was one of the best study I could do to uncover the creative forces of the subconscious and doing so I added more wisdom to my UCI *Unique Celestial Identity and my inner spiritual talents. Since then I realized that I could make sense not only to my own prophetic dreams, but also those of my many of my friends. Performing Astropsychology reading is my forte however doing dream interpretations on the air is something I love to engage to. Lost in Neptune's World! Once, a friend called me wondering about a particular dream she had wanting more explanations. In the dream, her boyfriend was talking to her, but his breath smell awful, and then to avoid the putrefying smell from his mouth, she politely walked outside and began to run away down the street. She tells me her upset boyfriend is now screaming at her from the porch but regardless of the distance she put between them she can still smell the h

Do You Believe In Angels?
A story for each of you to enjoy but let me warn you, GET A KLEENEX BEFORE READING.. Do you believe in angels? Three years ago, a little boy & his grandmother came to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, & saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful & encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, &

One Word Blog
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? CHARGING 2. Your significant other? ROBERTO 3. Your hair? THINNNG 4. Your mother? LUCILLA 5. Your father? RAMON 6. Your favorite thing? FOOD 7. Your dream last night? WEIRD 8. Your favorite drink? POP 9. Your dream/goal? LIFE 10. The room you're in? DINNING 11. Music? NONE 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? LOVED 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? CHEERFUL 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? TEXAS 19. The last thing you did? SHOPPED 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? NO 22. Your pets? DOG 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? SATISFYING 25. Your mood? BLAH 26

Auto Bully /ty Kidd
*DreamZ, HeadGreeter@HideAway, Fu_owned, MzMic, Sleepy, Fu_owns DjKIDDROCK, WickedMonte*@ fubar HEY FOLKS !!MEET MY NEW OWNER !!! SHE IS TRYING TO MAKE GODMOTHER !! SHE IS A GREAT LADY .. AND AWESOME FRIEND PLEASE SHOW HER MAJOR LUV !! THIS PIMPOUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY : ʞɔoɹ ppıʞ ... fu Own by mzmic& dreamz@ fubar (repost of original by 'ʞɔoɹ ppıʞ ... fu Own by mzmic& dreamz' on '2008-12-09 13:12:36')

Gfr
Bands that are Featured on God's Forsaken Radio God's Forsaken Radio would like to annouce all the bands we have picked up and feature on the station. Marshall Fucking Beck, Texas Metal Alliance, Conquest, Real Steel, Wretch, Chris Caffery, Further Lo, Fatal Smile, Avoidingx, Two Second Hate, Madlife, Warrior, Handful of Rain, Walking Lies, Yigaels Wall, Dragonwyck and Skull Hammer. We are honored to be able to play their tunes on the station. So tune in to God's Forsaken Radio and enjoy all these kick ass bands!!!!

Sometimes It's Just Too Much To Expect.
Note: I endorse neither of these foolish statements, but have seen them often about the sites. Anyone who endorses both of them will not be receiving further profile visits from me; it's the only way for me to satisfy both these unreasonable demands at once. (1) "rate every photo or stash you view." (2) "rate everything a 10/thumbs-up or don't rate it at all." Can't really do 1, and definitely will not do both 1 _and_ 2.

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ----- next to me 2. Your significant other? ----- still looking for me 3. Your hair? ----- long 4. Your mother?----- heaven 5. Your father?----- loving 6. Your favorite thing?----- Moo 7. Your dream last night?----- nothing 8. Your favorite drink?----- coffee 9. Your dream/goal?----- happiness 10. The room you're in?----- bed 11. Music?----- rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?-----south 14. Where were you last night?----- bed 15. What you're not?-----happy 16. Muffins?----- no 17. One of your wish list items?-----Mom 18. Where you grew up?-----farm 19. The last thing you did?-----phone 20. What are you wearing?-----nothing (lol) 21.

Dam Friends
Why I havent heard from anyone on my page nor do they ever show love when I rate them all and everything n they dont do it in return. Im nice to all the ladies on here yet they wont shot me love or anything or pay attention or show support in mumms n such!! This is total Fuckin bullshit the only people who check my dam profile r stupid fags or fuckin downrate haters. Why cant I have a good time on Fubar this is fuckin bullshit Im better off deleting my account I sorta met soemone anyways n where gonna go out so its all ure fuckin loss!! for not showing love or keepin in touch or talkin

End Of Day 3
I don't want to move. Plyometrics was a lot harder then I thought it was going to be. I didn't take into account the workout was designed to augment jumping...so there was a lot of emphasis on legs. So yesterday's workout really took its toll on me.. Today I did shoulders and arms... I didn't realize how weak my triceps are, so I'll need to think about that in future exercises. I finished the routine off with some ab workouts. Boy that hurt. Technically I did 340 to 345 abdominal workouts at sets of 25. Optimally I did that...I would like to think I did sets of 15 or so. It was tough, and I'm starting to feel it. I'm ready for Yoga tomorrow....granted I know that's going to bust my ass too. The Warrior's Diet is still doing extremely well for me. I seem to be more responsive in the morning and ready to wind down at night, just like the diet asks. So let's see how I feel after yoga...I just have to make it pass this week and next week. After that I can be safe in kno

Just Like Old Times
Teri just had to get away from it all, she had just buried her husband a little over three months ago, and everything around her reminded her of him. After thirty seven years of marriage to such a wonderful man, it was hard to get up in the morning and face the day! Teri's two grown daughters were getting worried about their mother's state of mind, and finally insisted that she get away for a few days, just to kind of relax and let her batteries recharge. She didn't want to go somewhere that she and Tom had visited, so it was decided that she would spend a week in New York City, taking in a few shows, and seeing all of the sights. They'd talked about doing it for years, but never got around to it, so Teri's daughters figured that this would be the perfect time! Teri wouldn't have given their little plan a chance in hell of working, but much to her delight, she was actually having a good time! Cats and Les Miz were more fantastic than she had ever imagined they'd be, the Guggenhe

Poetry ~ Something Random
something random tangled limbs drenched in bliss & sweat lay motionless across the bed the moon casts a peace-filled glow & thru the open window wafts in the scent of day old trash & roses where it mingles with the salty sweet aroma of their sex somewhere down the way an angry cat screams as a dog sends it scurryng up a tree & in the corner of the moonlit room he sits smiling crying dying from the picture that they make as they lay together in the bed he made with her he swears he can taste the fragrance that they've made on his lips on his tongue but most of all he hears their love their lies..... his fears over & over again but as lovely as their image is it inflames him enrages him destroys him way down deep these two are now his enemies no longer his lover no longer his friend he no longer has the strength to quench his anger or quell his

Hard 2 Handle Is Going To Kick My Ass
I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone and tell you all about these wonderful people who have made some kind of difference in my Fu Life & Real Life in one way or another the past year. Lets see, there's the nicest Woman in Red on this site, (sorry I couldn't make your pic any bigger Michele lol) my 1st Awesome Owner, My 1st & 2nd Fu Loves of my Life, My British Prime Beefcake lol, Fu's I love in Real Life, My Very Special Fu, Puddin 1 & 2 and the man who has been my Mentor & BFF. (you can guess who is who) Please go say hi and Rate, Fan & Add as they say. And as usual.... Mad Love to All xoxoxox ♥ Linda ♥ Auto's On!!! Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar *Thump☆Star*™@ fubar 1454585@ fubar Johnny GreenEyes@ fubar ICEYHOT@ fubar Stormy_eyes, fu-engaged to LiL Miss Me@ fubar Tappinit@ fubar Bikerweb

Holiday Wishes
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2009, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere. Also, this wish is made without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical abil

Want To Own Me? Live Auction In The Playground 9:30 Pm Est. Please Come Place Your Bids :)
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come Join In On The Fun...A Live Auction LIVE AUCTION -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHERE: The Playground -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHEN: FRIDAY DECEMBER 19TH 9:30PM EST -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHAT: I'm up for grabs ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come check out the live auction, bid on me and some other awesome members and have some fun. Hope to see you there This blog was made possible by copying a bulletin created by: Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Blu Eyes~Club Far~Shadow Levelers~Big Sis to Sindeepants@ fubar Thank you, Addictive, hope you don't mind.

Check This Girl Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This girl is a great person. She sticks by what she says unlike some on here that i've talked to! She has bought my VIP for the month!!!!!!!!!!! I'd just like to take this time and thank her very much! Everyone plz go and show her some love....Go and F/A/R her, I promise you won't regret it!!! Cyndi~CoOwner of Party Pad/RR/Pegasus Project@ fubar

Ps3 -=- Blu-ray
So for all of you out there who haven't seen anything on Blu-Ray. Do it. No excuses. You know SOMEONE with a PS3 or Blu-Ray player. Once you have seen Blu-Ray set up right, the movie theater goes right out the window. What you need: ' Blu-Ray Player. I use my PS3. ' Large LCD/Plasma TV 46' 1080p baby ' HDMI connection If you're sporting a large TV, and using AV cables. You should go die. ' A comfy chair It's a law. And enjoy. It's so crystal clear I can't even put words to it. I'm going to reccomend getting a Netflix account, reason being, THEY OFFER BLU-RAY movies now! Think of it.. the ultimate movie experience, EVERY DAY. This has been a PSA from Zio. P.S. Merry Christmas.

Ben, My Beloved Husband
Well I have some bad news on April 26,2008 my beloved husband, Ben, passed away. The fight was a long one but the cancer won the fight. But he fought a hard battle but it got too much for him and he couldn't fight any more.

Carbon Copy Scam
Carbon Copy Scam Learn about making REAL MONEY right now If you do a search for home business you will more than likely come across an advertisement for Carbon Copy Pro. The ad says that you could "earn $250,000 within your first year!" They also claim that you can earn this much money "without ever picking up the phone!" Many people are skeptical of these ads and might not click on them right away, so hopefully this article will answer any questions that you have about Carbon Copy Pro. A couple of these questions might be: What is Carbon Copy Pro? and Who is Jay Kubassek? Carbon Copy Pro is an online business opportunity that is an extension from Wealth Masters International. As it turns out, Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. During the last three years, Jay has had great success with internet marketing, so he decided to establish Carbon Copy Pro as a home-based business opportunity that could automatically generate incom

Rip Sena - My New Tattoo
original post date: 2008-07-09 11:13:11 On July 9, 2007, my best friend left this place and went to the spirit world. Her name was Asena or Sena for short. She was herding sheep one day and the next day she had trouble walking. Xrays revealed bone cancer had eaten part of her 7th vertebrae. Her strength and spirit were amazing and I've never seen it matched in animal or human. Yesterday I had a memorial tattoo put on my back and the pain didn't even come close to matching the pain of losing her from my life, knowing that I could not take away her pain without ending her life here. There was some definite release emotionally that came with the physical pain of the tattoo being done. I felt a lessening of the heartache I carried; I hope that maybe now I can feel a little more at peace and a little less tortured in anguish over her death. I know she is spiritually with me, I believe that. But now she'll always be symbolically with me, watching my back just like she always did.

Another Oldy But Goody ...
LISTEN TO THE WORDS. Keeping on the Larry Heard tip (g0d I'm soooo street)...here's a somewhat recent tune by him (and vocal's by Mr. White ) : " You saved my day...thank you baby... You saved my day... thank you baby.... you came on so gloomy the other day, it seemed that nothing was going my way, heartaches and pain were the only two friends I could claim...they're rotten where the marks still remain... I needed someone to know me,I needed someone to show me that I did'nt have to be oh so lonely, then you came, you saved my day... Now I'm never no more lonely, I'm not lonely, I'm not lonely anymore , You saved my day,I could jump for joy..every time I think about what you do to me...you saved my day..... Like water to a seed, you nourish me, you bend me to the light you made me real, you gave me life, no more lonely days and empty nights, thank you baby, you saved my day, youve saved my day... I could jump for joy...you made it better for

New Years Eve!! :)
TODAY IS NEW YEARS EVE AND IM GOIN TO MY FRIEND (TWIN'S) NEW YEARS PARTY SHE'LL BE HERE AT 3 OR 4 TO GET ME IT IS ALSO MY 1ST NEW YEARS SINGLE IN 4 YEARS :( SAD BUT AT LEAST IM GONNA BE AROUND MY VERY CLOSE FRIENDS BUT I DONT LIKE BEING THE 3RD WHEEL AND EVERYONE IS GONNA HAVE NEW YEARS KISSES AND IM JUST GONNA ME DRUCK AND HIGH WITH NO ONE TO LOVE :( BUT THATS OKAY AT LEAST MY 1ST LOVE MARY JANE WILL BE THERE FOR ME HAHA NEAVER MIND MARY ISENT GONNA BE THERE THIS NEW YEARS IS GONNA BE LAME :( WELL EVERY ONE BE SAFE AND ENJOY THE NEW YEAR I'LL TRY BUT I HAVE TO SHARE A 5TH OF MOHAWK I DONT EVEN DRINK LIQUOR WELL SMOKE SOME BOWLS AND BLUNT FOR YOURS TRUELY MUCH

New Beginning
Often as one year ends And a New Year begins We look at it as a New Beginning A fresh start to living As we start a fresh Let us not start with less Let us start with more More Giving More Loving More Understanding More of being a Blessing Let this year be a year That we show others how much we care Let us fill this year with godly cheer By loving on others Showing them that to us they are dear Let us give time to our households To our children To our mates Making it a yearlong mandate A New Beginning Of loving on our families and friends Of encouraging our families and friends Of giving to our families and friends Of believing in our families and friends Of praying for our families and friends Winning our families to togetherness Winning our mates with love and happiness Winning our friends with trust and admiration Let us win this year at giving love And the love we give Make sure it comes From the Father above Make this year This New

I Will Miss You Yum Yum
My kitty of 11 years passed away today. She was the most wonderful kitty. She was not like other cats. She would go on walks with me and always tried to protect me. She really trusted me and I really loved her. She was always patient and tolerated my kds very well. Over the last month or 2 she wasn't acting like herself. She wasn't energetic, stopped sleeping with me, and wasn't eating as much. She became very lethargic. After I noticed that she started losing a lot of weight and her appetite was diminishing more I took her to the vet. The doctor told me he found a large mass in her intestines and couldn't tell me what it was unless he did surgery. This morning in the middle of the surgery he called me and told me that it was a tumor and it was too large to remove without being fatal. If I would have brought her home she had days maybe weeks left anyway. The cancer was just too far progressed. I gave him permission to euthanize her. I really miss her. I know I will never find another k

I Don't Wanna Go Back To Ga
Looks like I gotta go back. I'm going to try driving at night tonight. I used to drive at night all the time in undergrad, but it was only an hour away. Making an 8 hour drive at night may not be a good idea. I'm a night owl, as many of you know. I think I'll be okay driving at night. As long as I have the tunes cranked up and don't turn the heat up, I think I'll make it. There's less traffic too. Going through Atlanta anytime from 4pm to about 7pm is HELL. And the same goes for Charlotte. So if I don't even leave here until about 7pm I hope I'll miss all the traffic. It will just be me and the 18 wheelers. My mom doesn't even get off work until 5:40pm so I have to wait until she gets home. The good thing is, everyone will be here when I leave so I can get them to help me carry my stuff downstairs. I have quite a few bags of stuff that I have accumulated. Just for the hell of it, here is the emails between my boss and me. From me to her: "Would it be possible, if I speak w

Family Blood
Family blood thats thick as a hair, You never asked to be born into their affairs, And those that should be never are there, None of my life with you will i ever share, I fought through all that pain and despair, Now that im better dont try to act like you care, I have no pity only hate, All these years, all these lies everything about you is fake, So glad i escaped before i fell victim to your condemned fate, Family, i started my own, Safe from the contamination you have sown, And you's there is no need to disown, See i was never yours from the get go, Though it was a lonely i walked my own road, And became a better man because so, Salutations saved for those that care, Erase me from your memory for i was never there, Just a ghost to prove you were diseased, What a success this test turned out to be!! truthsquad © 2008

Creed - One Last Breath
Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Miracle Monkey Chief of N.A.P, Founder of Llama Levelers, Club F.A.R Team Capt. Team Love@ fubar Its JoAnna picking the Llama Leveler of The Day today- and I chose Dave one of Our Fearless Leaders-so drop by his page and Congratulate him and please rate at least 100 pics and leave a comment on this blog saying you done so plz!! Also on Homepage I uploaded a tag for everyone-if I missed ya let me know plz!leave a comment on the pic so I know u got Yours! Thanks-JoAnna" Co-Founder"

Something Among Nothing
what do you call love that ends in pain? what do you do when someone leaves a stain upon your soul? what can i do to make you understand? i use my words to speak a thousand truths, why do yours turn to lies? why is it i open up and feel completely free, and you just feel torn and raped? free me from this frozen and cold less being, you wont to be from me just to be alone! while you cry apart of me dies when i see your eyes my soul gets torn in two and heart breaks while you cry! these are words that i use to love you with and if my words make you feel sad then why do you love my mouth? I'm shouting this at you i can't take it anymore i've told i loved you a million times i've held you close just to feel our hearts beat as one! why do you push me away I am i too much to take am i loving you too much? is there such a thing?!

Things You Should Know About Me
I have no time for ignorant, closed minded people. Furthermore that type of behavior is offensive to me, and I wouldn't give anyone the time of day that had problems with the above stated. I fully support Obama, if you don't like him or didn't vote for him that's your problem. Get over it. But do me a favor don't insult MY president, or me for that matter, because I have no problem telling you to go fuck yourself. I have no time or patience for people who are immature and/or disrespectful, and petty. I have in my life met people from all different races and backgrounds, cultures, and I happen to think diversity is a beautiful thing. If you're biased, closed minded and racist, then I want nothing to do with you.

Hospital
I've had many people in the last few days wonder why I was in the hospital, I don't know how some of you found out, but I wanted to let it be known that I am ok, last thursday was a little rocky, but I was taken care of as soon as I entered the emergency room and was feeling better just a few hours later, no worries. Thanks to those who were so worried (Ron, thank you!) Anyway, I'm alive, it was no big deal -smile- I hope everyone had a great weekend!

I'm Goin To Be Auctioned.
On January 24th, 2009 my #1 Friend, 7up aka lil one, is going to be hosting an auction with her, me and a bunch of other really awesome people in it. If you go to her page and view her auction pic folder you can view all the people who will be sold. Should totally check it out and buy me. xoxox Come on, it will be fun. :)

How Many Times Will You
how many times are you gonna use me.youd think that i would know by now.why do i let you treat me so bad.how many times are you going to break my heart.you have lied to me,how many more times are you gonna, you abuse my love,and dont say it isnt so.you see it in my eyes,dont say you dont see it,its not something that i can hide. you give me lonely nights,you cant hear me cry,and you deny your love for me.youre never gonna change,you cant accept blame for what youre doing to me. how many times more are you gonna break my heart,why do i let you treat me so bad. today i am drying my eyes,and i am not going to feel ashamed anymore,i will find someone else who will appreciate me and who'll always love me. how could you leave me here all alone to think about you,you should be here with me.i have given you the best of me,and you leave me here to face each day without a smile.life is so unfair,i feel like i wanna die,give me a last goodbye. i have waited for days for you to come home,i

All Alone
All Alone Here I sit so all alone. Why cant I find someone Who thinks I'm more important A person who thinks I'm beautiful Though I know I'm not Where is that person The one to share with Through times of plenty Or times when there's not a penny Where do I find that person Who will just hold me When I'm lost and afraid Who is the one Who will be honest and true Not hide things away from my view Why can't I find Someone who thinks I'm enough To fill the empty places Until I find him I settle for make believe and lies Until that day I'll sit here all alone xxx xxxxx Copyright ©2009 xxx xxxxx

Poem That Gives You Goosebumps
Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands, She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad An

Horoscopes And Those Who Leave Their Trust In Them
Does anyone ever get into those Horoscopes? I mean there are countless numbers of them out there. I am always getting the one that sounds just like me… SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring. Oh and just for those who are really, really, really superstitious they throw in this little controlling whim. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. Nice, makes one shiver in their knickers. Just once, just once I want to see the one that says: ARIES: The Aggressive, Mind controlling Freak! Don’t

Communication
What IS the world coming to? We are a nation of people who have the freedom to, and resources to communicate when and how we please, and yet we know less about each other than ever before. This site, case in point. You only know what someone allows you to know, and because they have such freedom to communicate, they choose not to because they think they dont have to. All you people who got hurt, and put your walls up, chosing not to communicate openly, you hurt the ones you say you love. Truly more and more of us only love ourselves. The ones we say we love, when it comes down to it, we never truly back it up when the chips are on the table. Of course there are liars and cheaters who use selective communcation to get what they want. They get grouped in with all you who have your walls up too. I think the lack of communication has led to an overall lack of trust, and that lack of trust has led to the crappy divorces in america. Granted some are necassary, but most is just people not

Racism......lmao
So today, this black dude who calls himself pussy muncher (how original)proceeds to send me of all ppl a friend request. Now I'm all up for meeting new ppl, but this asshole took the cake. Checked me out, but obviously didnt read my profile. Whatever. Dude gets all pissy and calls me a deuce, what that means I have no idea. So I think this is reverse racism..told him click and go back to the field. Anyone who knows me can tell you that I jump right back. Maybe I am racist, but thats my right. I did not vote for Obama. Because he was black and more importantly, due to his known affiliation with a suspected terrorist. I was raised redneck and I'm damned proud of it. I think rap music is stupid..RAP= retards attempting poetry or retarded african people. How ever they wanna take it. Dont care. So I'm proud to be white. Damned proud. I'm sick and tired of the brothas and sistas pulling out this oppression bullshit. Grow a set and get a fucking job ppl so I dont have to

4 My Real Ass Women
THIS IS TO MY REAL WOMEN,I LOVE EVERYTHANG BOUT YALL,FROM HEAD TA TOE. IM NO WHERE NEAR NO SUPER MAN,THIS AINT FOR NO HOOD RATS,OR HOES AND CROWS YALL ONLY GET HULK BASHED AND GANGSTA FUCKED,THIS FOR MY REAL WOMEN MY QUEENS. I LOVE CAREESING YALL,NO MATTER IF ITS MASSAGING YA FEET,OR RUBBING YA BACK,KISSING YA SEXY LIPS,OR PUSHING INSIDE OF YOU.BODYS IN UNISON,BECOMING ONE.HOLDING YA TIGHT,DAMN I LOVE WHEN I HEAR YALL MOAN,OR BITE THE PILLOW,GRIPPING THE BED,NAW THATS SOME LOVE MAKING.MAKING YA EVERY DEMAND COME TRUE.WHIP CREAM AND ICE ON DECK TA MAKE YA EVEN MO WET,GRIPPING YO SILHOUETTE.YEAH LADIES IM A FREAK.THUGS NEED LOVE TO.

Have You Shown Your Love
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... ???HAVE YOU SHOWN YOUR LOVE THIS VALENTINES??? ???NO??? START SHOWING YOUR LOVE TODAY ADD / FAN / RATE THE LINKS BELOW Echo Angel Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one

02-07-09
The Time Has Come and The time Is NOW!!! Hey all my fellow Fubarians. These individuals some you know some you don't know but you should really get to know them thier a bunch of great fubarians both male and female. Some i have known for awhile and some i have not known for long at all. I am Gonna Be Doing a Weekly Pimpout For My Friends, Fans and Family. Also These I Pick Are Not At Any Certain Order Fan, Rate, Add, Bling Show these Fellow Fubarians Love. ~ Tabie ~ "Founder Of Twilight Levelers"@ fubar $ç()øTëR™--(Lori'sHubby)[Owned by QueenNassy]{Owner of Rating Revolution}]@ fubar Drunk1™ --Fu Own'd By [[Per]]@ fubar SweeT♥N♥InnocenT@ fubar Joe@ fubar ღஐMzCuffedDesires... Your Ninja, Bitch, Nympho LiL Fu Addict!!!@ fubar BhamBuggy Phoenix's Baby!!@ fubar ▂▃━☆FEISTY☆━▃▂®™FornicatesWifey/DangerousCurvesMembe

Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away
Frank Kern Mass Control Give AwayFrank Kern’s Mass Control marketing was one of the best product launchs I’ve seen in Internet Marketing history. His videos were brilliant but can the idea of “building a relationship with your list” really be that big a profit multiplier?Our lab put the idea to the test and here’s the result. Now this is not meant to be an endorsement of Mass Control Marketing - the product is off the shelves. But hopefully, you will learn a ton from reading this post and observing the experiment we did.The friendly email beat the control by approximately 250% percent more sales.So this stuff does work. And as for us, we’re cutting back on salesly emails and investing more time in building a relationship with our list.Tags: Mass Control Give Away, MassControlGiveAway, Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away, Frank Kern's Mass Control, Mass Control Give Away Review, Mass Control Give Away Download, Mass Control,

The Science Of Romance: Brains Have A Love Circuit
Yeah, I know it's long.... you don't like it...GTFO WASHINGTON – Like any young woman in love, Bianca Acevedo has exchanged valentine hearts with her fiance. But the New York neuroscientist knows better. The source of love is in the head, not the heart. She's one of the researchers in a relatively new field focused on explaining the biology of romantic love. And the unpoetic explanation is that love mostly can be understood through brain images, hormones and genetics. That seems to be the case for the newly in love, the long in love and the brokenhearted. "It has a biological basis. We know some of the key players," said Larry Young of the Yerkes National Primate Research Center at Emory University in Atlanta. There, he studies the brains of an unusual monogamous rodent to get a better clue about what goes on in the minds of people in love. In humans, there are four tiny areas of the brain that some researchers say form a circuit of love. Acevedo, who works at the Albert E

The Pain Of Helplessness
The Pain of Helplessness There is pain in my heart for another. I cannot comfort him, I cannot be with him, I share his pain, ease his suffering, show I care. Why must it be so hard? Why did it happen to start with? The unanswerable questions ring out to the stars, and only silence replies with it's smooth sound. I scream with anguish, and the pain of helplessness. "There must be something I can do, mustnt there?" The whimpered query hangs in the air, "please?". But only silence and time remain, once a comforter, the other, a healer. So why am I not comforted, or healed of my pain, and only my misery remains?

Your Gentle Face
"Your gentle face and patient smile with sadness we recall, you had a kindly word for each and died beloved by all. The voice is mute, and stilled the heart that loved us well and true. Ah, bitter was the trial to part from one so good as you. You are not forgotten, loved one, nor will you ever be, as long as life and memory last we will remember thee. We miss you now, our hearts are sore, as time goes by we'll miss you more--your loving smile, your gentle face, no one can take your vacant place."

Friendship Tags I Love :-)
I promise this is the last slide show from my time on fu ... Fu has given me some wonderful friends ..... who I am still very close to .... and it has also been a learning curve at discovering who was quick to stab me in the back ... those people are blocked so its their loss ... Friendships are very important to me, and for that I stay on fubar ... Id much rather have a handful of real friends than a shed load of fake ones ... with that in mind .... Ive done this slide show called friendship circles, dedicated to all my friends I love dearly on fu ..... Love Sandy xx

Empowered
Hypothetically, people worry about everyone being selfishly oriented. "If everyone did exactly what they want to do, what kind of world would this be?" And we say, a really, really good one. Because if everyone did what they wanted to do, everyone would feel free. And if you feel free, you feel empowered. And every negative emotion that exists—hear this—every negative emotion that exists is because there is some sense of loss of freedom somewhere in there.

Prelaunch In Progress!
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Sometimes
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times an dthe confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

Episode 92- Cohost Unawareness Night
It wasn't the biggest crowd tonight, but a fun one none-the-less. Hellermoon said he was showing up for just a bit, but then ended up staying the whole show in just the chatroom. Nightshade let me know just minutes before the show he was exhausted and could not make it either. So luckily, Mamma Helle was here to help us out tonite. But tonite we covered our pool league, our Top 15 Star Wars Euphemisms for Masturbation, our Drink of the week- Caribou Lou, King of the Hill- featuring Def Leppard, Whitesnake and Joan Jett. Rant of the week was by Big Daddy, Hellcast Trivia #13, Classic Sextalk, our Mad Lib- Sick Note, Movie Review- Street Fighter, Fractured Fairy Tale, Country of the week- Christmas Island, On this day in history, Comic of the week- Lavell Crawford and 60 second science. No beer and a light show of just over 2 hours tonite. The aftershow was not broadcast and did not last long at all. Drink of the week- Caribou Lou 1 1/2 parts 151 proof rum 1 part Malibu rum 5 pa

A New Day
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Police Beat Up 15 Yr Old Black Girl!!! Omg ***plz Let Vid Load**
Shocking videotape of police in Washington state assaulting a 15-year-old Black girl in a police cell has been released. In it, 31-year-old sheriff’s deputy, Paul Schene, kicks and pushes the girl, grabs her by her hair and slams her to floor. Then, he pulls her by her hair and takes her out of the cell. The U.S. Department of Justice is investigating the incident, according to Komo News out of Seattle. Despite the graphic video, Assistant U.S. Attorney Kelly Harris, who handles civil rights cases for the department, said his office was aware of the incident when King County prosecutors filed charges, but “we didn’t have a lot of information to go on at that point.” Shortly after the videotaped incident, the girl complained about having trouble breathing. She was checked out by paramedics but never taken to the hospital. Officers claim the girl called them a number of names, including “fat pigs.”

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Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came CHORUS: Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you CHORUS: Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break wi

Discipline
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Just A Reminder
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Me And My Siblings
“Worlds Apart” At the beginning there were Four One tall and strong, Proud and full of ideals—(A convict) One tall and slender, Moody and graceful, full of imagination—(A writer) One tall and broad, Quick and decisive and full of curiosity—(A tinker) One small and slight, Proud and idealistic and full of possibilities—(A mother) They grew, were nourished, developed individually and Independently, matured were educated and fulfilled……. And yet they yearned One for life to it’s fullest-Consequences be damned One for entertaining others with the spawn of his mind One for understanding the world and how it works The last for fulfillment of all life’s trivialities -And yet they grew and matured- One sits with an uncertain future, praying for time To fly by as it did so in his youth One works himself to death to provide for himself In the hopes that his imagination pays off—praying On others fears and superstitions One eternally questioning everything- leaves the

C51's Stupid Encounters #7
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To Shorty
ok well yall might not know whats going on but my ex is a psyco stalker i blocked her from my page she made another screen name and its getten old i have moved on she has a dude who is a loser and i wish both of them the best and to leave me alone and let me be i have moved on and am doingshe trys to see my kids why would you do me that if you cant raise your own she acts like i care that she drives a bucket and rides by my house tryes to be cool with all my child hood friends my mom aint buy me a house and say my gurl bought it im tired of your games please stay away from my family and stop checkin me out you made your bed now lay in it or whoevers bed your layen in it dont matter to me ,,,whats sad is im getten ready to be married and you still wanna mess with me well thats dead you have my hoodies and wont give them back ya broke my i pod you have some shorts of mine you cheated on me may 8th witch is all good becouse of you doing this dumb shit i met the woman of my dreams and i

Help A Girl Out Plz
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Stroking Flames Of Desire
Your eyes speak secrets, Stroking flames of desire My mind reels flying higher and higher I surrendered and lost all control As you reached out, awakened my soul My senses reel, I touch and feel Your hands over me, Can this be real? Your touch against my sultry skin, My inhibitions escape As you run kisses softly along my silken nape Showering me with feelings Of peace and serenity My body begins to tremble with ecstasy Our bodies entwine into sensual flight Your embrace so very warm and tight You've made me feel this forgotten desire As you slowly set my senses afire Passions rising Secrets of my body comprising Spellbound you stir my passion from within I know this must be a sin Anticipating the warmth of your touch Your body I do tightly clutch Stroking fear into submission For there is no contrition Our passions yet mounting, no limit in sight As pleasure we do incite I cry I moan I tremble so Raw emotion from so long ago As pleasure erupts

I'm Outta Here..
To all my Rating Revolution Family/Friends I've done a lot of thinking lately and have decided that I cannot give rating revolution my fullest attention, and feel it would be fairer if I left. This may not come as a shock to some of you for I haven't been happy on fubar for a long time, the site has in all sense of the word killed itself, with the auto's, and blings. Don't get me wrong I have had some wonderful friends give me bling's and things and thank you to them ... but with the rush of the auto came the obvious point whores, the so called friends that I had'nt seen for months and months suddenly came out of the woodwork and were all over other ppls pages..so I thought why bother. I always got great pleasure from finding pictures to add to my folders, I liked sharing them with friends but again only a small handful of loyal true friends stopped by regularly unless the dreaded auto 11 was on. The ezee rates are just pointless no one can see what the pic's are, which made m

Who Said This?
And I said, I don't care if they lay me off either, because I told, I told Bill that if they move my desk one more time, then, then I'm, I'm quitting, I'm going to quit. And, and I told Don too, because they've moved my desk four times already this year, and I used to be over by the window, and I could see the squirrels, and they were married, but then, they switched from the Swingline to the Boston stapler, but I kept my Swingline stapler because it didn't bind up as much, and I kept the staples for the Swingline stapler and it's not okay because if they take my stapler then I'll set the building on fire...

My Vacation
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Wasted (mind Games And Secrets Pt2) [written When I Was 15]
Everything I am, Everything you wereIt all seems pointless, it's all so fucked upWhatever happened to us being happy?Happily Ever After seems to be endingSwiftly it falls apart, broke down and aloneCrash into a wall, nothing's sacred anymoreI can't change who I was, I can't be who you areMaybe it's better this way, but we got so farForever used to be all we neededAnd now that it's over, All I wanted wasFor you just to be here, the world is so coldLifeless and desperate, can't we start again?Everything falls apartI can't make itI gave you everythingAnd it was all wastedEverything I am, Everything you wereIt all seems pointless, it's all so fucked upWhatever happened to us being happy?Happily Ever After seems to be endingForever used to be all we neededAnd now that it's over, All I wanted wasFor you just to be here, the world is so coldLifeless and desperate, can't we start again?Swimming in circles, I'm desperate for the airI can't find the way out, it's sad that I don't careI want it a

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Life & Survival There Is A Difference Between Life And Survival.
LIFE & SURVIVAL There is a difference between Life and Survival. Whatever medical science may profess, there is a difference between Life and survival. There is more to being alive than just having a heartbeat and brain activity. Being alive, really alive, is something much subtler and more magnificent. Their instruments measure blood pressure and temperature, but overlook joy, passion, love, all the things that make life really matter. To make our lives matter again, to really get the most out of them, we will have to redefine life itself. We have to dispense with their merely clinical definitions, in favor of ones which have more to do with what we actually feel. As it stands, how much living do we have in our lives? How many mornings do you wake up feeling truly free, thrilled to be alive, breathlessly anticipating the experiences of a new day? How many nights do you fall asleep feeling fulfilled, going over the events of the past day with satisfaction? Most of us feel

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Dreaming of spiritual or religious icons often reflects either power or unity. We want to feel united with the universe, and icons are a good way to symbolize that identification. Other times, you may dream of being in a situation where supernatural power is required to resolve the conflict. In this case, icons serve as the vehicle or symbol of that power. There are countless icon images available to all humans. The ones you find in your dreams will relate to your experience in life. (Some examples are: the crucifix, the full moon, the Star of David, Stonehenge, and the Buddha.) Are your experiences with icons tied to sacred or supernatural events that you prescribe to in waking life? Are the icons revered or disdained by others in your dream? How do you feel about it?

Perhaps I'm Missing Something
" fubar is for anyone 18 and older" who is interested in meeting new people while connecting with old friends. Sound like you? even if it does sound like you, it wont matter you'll step into a time machine and transported back to when you where 5, iv'e tried to make sense of it, i just can't maybe someone can fill me in on day.

I Dont Need The Drama
Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)

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12 Things To Remember
12 Things to Remember... Some of you have already seen the 12 Things to Remember video from The SHIFT Project. I thought it would be great to send you the video's inspirational message in written format. Here it is: 1. Life is short. If you are stressed, worry, eat unhealthy, or focus on the negative "stuff" - your life will end up being even shorter. 2. Your troubles of today are only temporary. Look for the silver lining. If you look hard enough, you will find the silver lining and it will make all the difference in how you perceive your situation and how you feel. 3. When things are good in your life, they will seldom become great. We rarely make changes when things are good. Only when we hit rock-bottom, are we forced to make changes -and that will lead you to greatness. So, if you have hit rock-bottom, hold on to your socks and start celebrating because... your greatest life is just around the corner! 4. Stop staring at the closed door (the negative stuff).

My Payee Stole All Ssd Money
My payee, who goes by the screen name liz325, stole all of my Social Security money on 4/08/09. It was my bill money for my rent, electric, ect... since she took all of it I was evicted and all utilities turned off. I gave her $ 250.00 o month to take care of my son, and this is how she repays my kindness. I f anyone out here knoews her, I would stay away. She is using the money for cocain again, and buying vicodin, and alcohol. My son called me and told me that he has seen mommy sticking needles in her arm again, and taking pills and drinking until she passes out. He has told me that sometimes he has to make himself something to eat cause she can't wake up to take care of him. If anyone out there can help me stop her from abusing my son, he's only 12 yrs old.Please do what U can!!! Thanx for any help out there!!!

Lonely Heart Starving Soul
Being a poetic Christian sometimes make feel like im struggleling in the inside looking out. I don't don't even know where to begin. Seeing how people live there lives. Im a lonely heart, and love and can't seem to just win. Yet it seems as though ive seen many faces and to many places recalling image of scenery where I've been. Still I"m the outsider trying to look at what's in. My entire life is but lonelyness, emtyness, and pain. Help me Lord I don't want my life remain the same. Sometimes I feel like I just cant win. And every time I think I'll win It bounces back at and turns my odds against me to confusing place I have never been. Where there is no sunshine nothing but rain lonely hearted soul with emotion of pain Sometimes I feel like giving up not try to show what I can and willing to give. I do try to be in my friends and family's lives but going back around just to live trying be alive. My doubts of delusion and confusion started as something small. But going towards the sinf

Updating
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.

My Sick Day
It was a rather depressing day at the office so I decided to call in a sick day. My boss was not overly thrilled but he didnt object to my leaving early. What would a caring compassionate guy like me have to be depressed about? Well, it started three weeks back when Marsha and I got into a huge fight resulting in her telling me she was moving out of our apartment of a year. She said I wasn't satisfing her needs. What else could I do? I fingered that lovely clit until juicies ran. I would eat her out pushing my tounge deep into that wonderfully tight cove of love until she screamed. I always put her needs ahead of my own selfish satisfaction. Isn't that what love is? Well, I thought it was. I thought we were doing great as a couple. All our friends said we were good together and wondered what the hell went wrong when Marsha packed a bag and walked out of our life. I didn't look forward to walking into the apartment still full of Marsha's belongings. I thought her leaving it behind would

Carnage Is Love.
Hmm.. I almost have nothing to say anymore. Life seems very insightful so far, but what can I say I haven't lived long enough to say anything great. I have had a lot of shit happen in my life, but that is what makes me, me, of course. I could have gone without some crap happening in my life. Though I am some what content. I came home today after a week away to shit. Who else my mother. My house is not a home or a place of ease I go day by day grinding my teeth pulling back my urge to pull out a knife and slit her throat or at least shut her up. You ever seen in movies when a person stalks or a child stalks around the house with a knife in attempt to kill a person I've done it more than three times. Define the word bitch and you'll see a picture of my mother. The horrid woman who gave birth to me, I would rather have died when I was being pulled out, I tried killing her. Example I was the only C section out of three and they had to move organs and stuff I was moving further up towards h

I Was One And All Alone!
This is MAX Math and here is how it works:"I was one, and all alone,Then came you and we were two.Then came she and we were three,Next there were four and we opened the door.Soon we were five and I knew that wed survive!After we became six and the problems we began to fix.Before long there were seven and we saw the light of heaven.When we were eight and quite suddenly we were at heavens gate.By the time we were nine standing together side by side we all felt fine,But, when we became ten and we stood as one we knew a new world would begin!So you see that alone we are nothing and can do little at all but when we stand together all is solved!"Peace, love and eat it raw! Later loves!MAX

I'm Finally Breathing
For one of the first times in my life I feel like I am breathing, like I am alive and living...Doing things on my own, feeling encouragement from others...Thanks to a certain person in my life who I feel is making me see that there is more to life than what was behind my four walls, I was soo use to being depressed and held down in my own prision...which was my house. You know I have lost so much weight from walking and going places, being active!! I am now down a total of 10 sizes. I feel like there is so much more that I can accomplish, and I will!!!!

Baked Not Fried
i ate alot of them. cant really feel my face right now. eddie murphy Raw...is on tv. this candle is burning still but no scent anymore. i think ive lost quite a bit of my senses. pretty much the desired effect yet...maintaining is the task at hand. cant sleep. even though it sounds good. i would like to ride my bike around right now with the full moon up above.. yet i wont make it down the street at this moment. i dont think i can even stand. i can type. haha i can smoke. thats about it! but...what else was i going to do? i think i may have cracked my brain enough to start making more artwork. yes! push the limits and the edge becomes clear. no need to jump...but no worries of going over.

I May Be Crazy...
So it's been 2 years and a day now since Frank checked out. I went to visit with him for a bit tonight where I go to visit ;) I cried a little, but only because I miss him very much still. People do stupid shit when they are sad. I wish it was easier to see ahead. Anyways I know none of you know anything about my friend. Thats ok ;) He'd have definitely had fun being the one you love to hate anyways. He stirred a lot of shit on the net :D I know he knows what I tell him..and that may make me crazy. I can live with that ;) Now I must force myself to finish this drink it's time for my beauty rest.

Things Left Unsaid
Things left unsaid can come back to haunt you.So many times I've been afraid to speak my mind.To many ways that I keep the hurt inside.Things left unsaid keep me inside myself.Pain accompanies the dread in my heart. Did I do what is right?Am I torturing myself?Afraid to let go, afraid of fear?Things left unsaid can be my downfall.Life spirals out of control, falling forever down.Trying to pick up the pieces of a shattered heart. Things left unsaid break it up worse.A pulsing throb turns into a stabbing pain.To remove the knife, to forgive, not sure if I can.Things left unsaid are complicated as is.Hearing your voice, tears at my soul.Hearing your voice, rips the healing wounds back open.Things left unsaid, will never be again.All will come out.Things will never be left unsaid again.

What I Want
I want a guy that will make me laugh and smile... Someone who call me baby .... Someone i can talk to about anything .... Someone that will respect me and be loyal and honest. Someone that will hold me when im sad and kiss me to show how he feels about me...... Someone who wont break my heart .....

I'll B Gone For A Few Days
Those of you who are near and dear to me know that I am leaving in a few hours today. I will be at my next place of origin at 9am tomorrow morning. I will try to get online at the airport but if not, as soon as I can, I will be back. I hope to not come back to toal change and disarray! lol...I love you all and hope you will miss me and wish me good prayers til I return...always remember to be yourself and never sacrifice yourself for anyone. And b real and true in all you do...and plz realize that this is an internet site and NOT real life. Those who I call true friends on here can attest to what I define as real and I make it known outside of my internet connection. I will be back as soon as I can so plz love on me :) XOXOXO (And C.M., don't make me kick ur ass! :) MUAH)