I seem to think...that these notes that i write here, are more for soothing my soul, and making me believe that things will work out....and i think thats ok.
Today...was a great day....nothing special, but a great day. A couple days ago...i got sick...with some dreaded virus...not even sure what it was...but i was i`ll to the point i could not function.
Memories of me...this time last year.
Being ill last year...and a couple days ago....has mademe realize....everything....could be done....just like that.
And yet...i don`t think i fear it....it will come...as it will....for everyone. Now, i just have a better appreacition for...what was....and what is.
So...enjoying a cigar today..was great. racing full throttle down the trail on the sled....fishing and watching the snow come down...going out to see they guys (and girls) tonight....all endless memories.
Bad things too...like having bad people come in and out of my life...more lessons learned....and the prospect of new people ....more good.
If this was it...and my number was called....i think i would be well content.
2 the dawn
