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Mouse Story ...
Mouse Story ... A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning. "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, bu

Medieval Princess
You scored as Mysterious Stranger, You're the Mysterious Stranger. Ariadne's sworn enemy and the older Kia's lover. You are protective and strong willed, you are determined and passionate about what you do. You are extremely witty and clever, and can delve into any conversation. Being mysterious, few people know your name.Mysterious Stranger96% Lorelei92% Kia {Older}84% Kia { Young }76% The Apprentice, {Erin}72% Ariadne {Evil Queen}60% Rowan {The Faerie}56% Becky {Random}52% Which medieval fantasy princess are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Ugly
Ugly Why am i so ugly, Why am i a freak, No wonder i aint got no friends, Who'd wanna be with a geek. Relationships are all shit, Ill never get it right, Ill just sit here and live in fear, Every day and night. Browsing through the profiles, Shall i message now, But i cant press send, on message friend, Im 2 scared the'll right back ugly cow. So i sit and wonder why, God made such an abomination, Monsters in the closet, THats no hallucination They based the story on me, The ugliest bitch on earth, No wonder i have got no friends, I was just born fucked up at birth.

Kind Of On The Mark!
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.What Mythological Creature Are You?

Grrrrrrrrrrr!
Hi all right now just a little frustrated at Darryl's company! They need to get their act together and learn some people skills. I was chatting with a friend on yahoo, and it got me all worked up again. Not sure what to think about things happening lately. They are losing drivers, I wonder why????? Hmmmm maybe it's the way they treat their employees. For example : Tuesday, Darryl went to pick up paychecks, since the Omega's battery finally died. He got back, we ate breakfast, and then I went to the bank, and ran to the grocery store. When he got back from getting paychecks, he got a call from a dispatcher at work telling him he was going to Chicago, IL. Now he gets down to the yard to pick up his load, and another dispatcher tells him, "Oh no you aren't going to Chicago, you are going to Joliet, IL." Darryl's like ok, well which is it. I got him telling me one thing, and you telling me another. So he gets his packet for Joliet, IL. and goes to Hobby Lobby to get loaded. Well they have

My First Post
Mistress M has ordered me to make a public account of my service to Her. i have been serving her for almost a month now. However, the last week she has taken over my whole life. i am only her internet slave, but she is with me always. i am only allowed to cum when She allows it. i am used to cumming everyday, so this is a major change for me. She took it easy and only made me wait 5 days this first time. However, She likes to make that time very interesting. Every night, i have to sleep in my stockings. This causes me to lay awake hard and horney thinking about Madame. Also, at work, twice a day i have to go into a bathroom stall and play with myself for 5 minutes without cumming. Since meeting Mistress M, i spend most of my time horney and my ball ache, and i couldn't be happier.

One Of The Hardest Things In Life To Learn
"Those who hammer their guns into plows, will plow for those who do not." - Thomas Jefferson FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicia

Sculptor
perhaps if i just chip away at this one, seemingly flawed particle i'll create a masterpiece? and maybe if i just file this edge down a classic, will be unleashed? potentially, if i take scissors to that side voila! a unique collage? just a little more color there and there you have it, a masterful mirage? i wonder if that dig was too deep do you consider this piece catchy? i'm attempting to portay my uniqueness here wouldn't want my art, viewed as sketchy if i nail this part, to that one will my mission be complete? if i paste these pieces together like a puzzle will one stay stunned, and look at it on repeat? will i attain adoration for my work even if, it is etched and complete, yet still possesses a flaw? will others overlook the beauty in my mistake whether intentional or not, will they stand in awe? if i glue on some more sparkly shit and shine it up real pretty for viewing will the authenticity be compromised and, my art, wil

Redneck Pick Up Lines
) Did you fart? > > cuz you blew me away. > > > > 2) Are yer parents retarded? > > cuz ya sure are special. > > > > 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... > > I can't hold it in. > > > > 4) Do you have a library card? > > cuz I'd like to sign you out. > > > > 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? > > cuz I can see myself in em. > > > > 6) If you in I were Squirrels, > > I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > > > > 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, > > but beauty's only a light switch away. > > > > 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" > > Woman - "WHAT?" > > Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > > > > 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, > > but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > > > > 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? > > I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > > > > 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > > > > 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, > > we kin sleep til afternoon. > > > > and..

Next Contest
Alright guys I know I haven't hosted a contest in a while but I'm starting to get the itch again. To make up for my lack of contests, I'm going to go big with this one. This contest will be for the best morph pic. As will all of my contests the pic (morph) cannot be nsfw. Guy and girls can enter. The morph can be whatever you want as long as it's not offensive. I will not pick the morph for you for those of you that are morph lovers and have morphs for all of your pics. Each rate will be worth 3 points, no matter what the rate is, so all you haters and down raters kiss my a$$. Each comment will be worth 1 point. Feel free to comment as much as you want. Yes you can comment your own picture as much as you want. The contest will start at 12:01am 7/1/07 and will run through 11:59pm 7/31/07 EST The person with the most points at the end wins. 1st place gets a 30 day blast from me. As the people can tell you who were in my earlier contests, the more people in the con

Free Carwash, Girls In Bikinis, Tequila.. Lol
If you missed the last car/bike wash at KC'S, you won't want to miss our next carwash!! New England Rally will be doing a FREE carwash! (Donations accepted for the Boys and Girl's Club) Come visit us at La Chiquita Mexican resteraunt! 238 Lafayette rd. Salisbury Ma. http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=la+chiquita+salisbury+ma We'll be there from Noon to whenever we feel like ending it, lol. 5-7 probably. Eat some fabulous authentic Mexican food while bikini clad women wash your car or bike! If you live in Ma or NH you definitely want to come check us out! La Chiquita's outside patio is open! You don't want to miss Richard's 175, no I didn't stutter, 175 DIFFERENT kinds of TEQUILA! His "Mystery Margaritas" are incredible!! *Note from Karoline* If you're from New England, please repost this for me!!

R I P Chris Benoit
Almost everyone the knows me knows I love to watch wrestling. Its the one thing I have watched my entire life. Of course, everyone knows the storylines are fake and they dont naturally land that way after certain moves. But these guys put their soul into entertaining the rest of us and helping us escape reality for a while. Chris Benoit was not just one of the best, but THE BEST EVER! Most people have heard he was found dead in his home along with his wife and son. No one knows the reasons or circumstances as of yet as to why they died. Chris not only was the best in the ring, but one of the kindest souls out of the ring, not that I ever got the pleasure of meeting him in person, but that I can see the respect hes been given among his peers. He was a man's man, he did what was right, no matter what, and expected it of his peers. I never really realized it until now, but he was one of my heroes, to the point where I have actually lived my life in a similar manner. Although Im no

Love Always
to:baby boys don't matter don't matter what happens. don't matter how it happens just as long as you care for them no matter what. as long as you love them though everything and care for them in everything they do. so just be good to them because you will never now what you have till it's gone. don't matter if you live or died as long as you don't forget them. don't matter how much you love them they will always hurt you.... by:ashley baby girl

What Makes A Friend?
A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend?

Tired!
I haven't posted in an eon on here. For three days a week I've been watching a friend's children. Her oldest plays softball and is only five years old. I love going and watching her play. I'm trying to make my peace with the fact that it would be dangerous for me to have children considering my health problems. Sometimes it's difficult. Ok, a lot of the time, it's difficult. I lost it in the car when a family friend was watching me with them and said "you'd make a great mom" These kids are so beautiful. Would you believe that I'm about to be a Godparent to these three beautiful babies? I can't wait. I know that it is a big responsibility. Otherwise, I'm doing fine. Drop me a line and let me know how you are, too.

Contest Ideas Plz
I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOLDING A CONTEST TO HELP ME ALONG WITH SOME POINTS.I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WOULDNT SPEND ONE RED CENT OF MY OWN MONEY ON BUYING POINTS ON CT SUCH AS VICS AND BLASTS,I WANT TO DO IT WITHOUT LAYING ANY MONEY OUT SO I THOUGHT MAYBE A CONTEST WITH SOME BIG PIMPING GIFTS AS A GIVEAWAY.BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT CATEGORY I COULD DO AS THEY SEEM TO HAVE ALL BEEN DONE...THOUGHT MY CT PALS MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS ON CONTEST IDEAS?

Almost There..( A Personal Thing )
When we wake on Saturday morning, Maybe he wont send me home. Maybe, He’ll spend the whole day with me. Then I’ll stay Saturday night, And wake, Just in time to see him watching me sleep. In that moment, I think he really loves me. But then, He gets out of bed, Leaves me alone, With only the indentation of his bodies mark, And only a pillow to hold. Then again, When he touches my face, Or plays with my hair, I think he’s happy, I think he’s in love. I’ll stay this happy for the rest of my life, If you consider this happy at all.

Suicide
Let me bleed away my pain, Melt away from all my fears. These wounds get deeper as I go, I've chocked back all my tears. The hurt inside my darkest dreams, Shows through my stone cold eyes. To open them would tear my soul, For half the night I waste in sighs. Suicide is my only friend, To help me through my tasks. Suicide is the only friend, To let me forget my past. I do not ask for many things, So of you I ask this; Will suicide be my only friend? Or will you save me from this misery?

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Sick N Tired
I'm literally sick n tired of this freakin cold i have... I lost my voice for the past two days.. got it back... called out monday from work.. i now have a headache and the muscles in my stomach hurt from coughing so much ... I literally have to hold my stomach when i cough ... and i feel like my lungs are gonna collapse...oh well.. im tryin.. at least i have my voice back.. lol. Anyways, work is frustrating me... and i'm just having a difficult time... but i will be ok.. lol! I'll get through it!

Perversion
I am having these extreme sexual fantasies I want to fulfill. When I was younger I was molested it lead to me being very sexual. I learned to let it feel good. and it would lead to me having orgasms from it. IDK. I guess I am twisted fuck. But It never hurt me to be myself. I could care less if you are affected by this blog. Every man for himself out in this world. I can bet you this cherryspace has lots of sick fantasies worser than mine. But I love all. I like to have sex with men who are not physically attractive just really good humping. As for gils I want the ones who are like me. if you are I will add you. I don't need liberal fucks telling me how to think. my mind is my perogotive. and if you have any sweet nasty raunchy sex stories do tell!! I am all for it.

Not Yet Finished 4
Upon the moutian air the wolf screams The rabbits hide and the deer gleams Dew forms upon theleaves and falls to the ground The rustling of dead leaves heard all around Cows walking about, abandoned in the feilds Horse's strut and og upon the hills Farmer's are busy working hard in the barn Wives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarn The smell of pies fill the air Sweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hair The bell has rung so lunh is ready Families sit down to rest the hour steady Families rest the night from a hard days work The roosters crow awakening everything

Who's Your Daddy
The following are all replies that Dallas, TX. Women have written on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing "father's details", or to put it another way: Who's your Daddy? These are genuine excerpts from the Agency forms. Be sure to check out number 3, and Number 11 is runner up. 1 Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2 I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3 I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track do

I Wear Panties Now
For the last several days, i have switched to wearing panties everyday, at the order of Mistress M. This is not quite as easy for me as it seems. I work in the military and change into my uniform everyday in a locker room with the other guys in my shop. i can't show up on time anymore. i have been getting there early so i can already be changed, but the other day i was running late, so i had to make sure i was very late so i could change after every one. Despite the change in my schedual and the humiliation of knowing i have panites on under my uniform, i am thrilled Mistress M thought enough of me to allow me to serve Her in this way. sissy bitch

When You Have An "i Hate My Job" Day ....
When you have a "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested". Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH A JOB THAT IS

07-03-2007
Hello all!! AS promised we are starting a daily blog made by me or Rubias. For those of you that missed last night meeting, several things were talked about. I an new oc-owner was named...me (Jessica AKA:Shadow). We also name a new Sectary...Candy. We spoke about helping bomb contests and how the family seems to be dropping the ball in places. So, please be sure do keep up to date in the blogs so that you know where the help is needed. In the pet contest there were a few family members left out when it came to getting help. Right now Cherry is in a contest and all help is needed...there is 2 weeks left and she is in 4th place right now. We need to get her in 1st place asap. Here is the contest photo link: We also spoke about the fact that in Sept. Rubias will be holding a bomb feast and we all need to have 2 salutes to be in this contest. We will join with the another family for this contest....so all support is needed....pls get your salutes up as soon as you can

Semi-annual Feline-apparel Sale At Victoria's Secret
Once I escaped from the dungeon and goblin-warrens, I spied some ruins nearby. Camped out within them were a pair of what appeared to be travelers. I went up to say hi (weapon sheathed), but apparently the cat-people say hello with an arrow to the breastplate. Bringing my sword to bear upon her furry countenance, I couldn’t resist the temptation to see if she reacted to being magically set on fire as well. No reaction, but I did defeat her, and proceeded to slay her human cohort. As I was looting the human’s corpse, I accidentally grabbed his pants. Seeing as I already had pants, and his weren’t worth selling, I dropped them next to the body. Now that I could safely return to the cat-woman’s body, I learned that cat-women happen to wear the exact same style of lingerie as 20th-century human women (black, btw). I must note, however, that she was not attractive in the least. Girl with cat-ears and maybe a little tail? Cute. Woman with an oversized lioness-head? Not cute. Her armor wasn’t

A Tru Story Not My Own .. Plz Play Safe !
* I have put this story here as a reminder to everyone. Play safe.* ColdIce's Story A sad but true story The following article/story was originally found on the Anvil Dungeon International site (which WAS specifically for BBW -Big Beautiful Women- and had an IRC Undernet channel #BBW-BDSM). This non-fiction accounting of a woman's true and horrific IRC-to-'real life' is here thanks to DRKfantasy. MY STORY Some of you know me personally, some only through the computer. Some of you may not of ever heard of me. I am writing this in the hopes of saving someone from going through the anguish and heartache that I and my family have gone through. My nickname on Chat is Cold as Ice1. I am 38 years old. I have a family consisting of three children and three step children. The older two step children do not live with me /but I was very close to them. Living at home are my three children. Lisa is 19. Shelley is 13 and Daniel is 7. My step daughter 18 also lives

Will The Pain Go Away?
There are so many things I want to accomplish before it's too late...and I realized that my partner and I had grown sooo very far apart that the inevitable has to be....we will part ways now and even though I know so very well and without a doubt that I must move forward without him, the pain of it all is soooo hard...my tender heart is so full of pain and I want it to go away soon for us all....I am thankful my daughters are grown and are awesome human beings...I was lucky to have had the strength to keep our family together for them...I think it was worth it...I am the kind of person who will hurt forever to keep someone else from hurting...but this time I can't....Will the pain go away????

Id Information
I am now making CherryTAP ID's. If you want one add, fan, and rate me, and send me a message to my C-MAIL, please not my shoutbox, I miss some of those. Send me the pic link to the pic u want to use, what name u want on it, and what type you would like. I make all different kinds they r in my pics, check em out. If u want something that i don't have send me some ideas. I like being creative, lol. Also if u want colors changed, that is no problem, just let me know. If i need anything else I'll get a hold of you. Thanx, and I get to you in the order I receive the request, so be patient with me, lol. I promise ill get it done for you. Thanx, and u have a great day. Oh yeah and if u ever have a pimpout, Dont forget about me, LOL.

Stress Management Ii
Mentally picture yourself near a stream. Birds are chirping in the crisp, cool mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. You are in total seclusion from that place called the "world." The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade ofserenity. The water is so cleat that you can easily make out the face of the person whose head you are holding under the water. There now.....feeling better?

He Has Never Seen Her Naked
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll remove one piece of clothing. He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 60 off came the pants. At 65 it was her bra and at 70 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get hlep," he said. "I don't have anything to cover myself wit

Happiness
Happiness For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time to still be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time and remember that time waits for no one, so stop waiting . . . until you finish school until you go back to school until you lose ten pounds until you gain ten pounds until you have kids until your kids leave the house until you start work until you retire until you get married until you get divorced until Friday night until Sunday morning until you get a new car or home until your car or home is paid off

I Need You........
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, for me come and help out my sweet hunny bunny. If you could please come leave 20 comments I would so so appreciate it so very much. She is in a contest to help renew her VIC so I want to make sure she gets this. Thanks to everyone who comes and helps out I really do love my friends. Here is my beautiful friend Muah darlin.

Alphabet Of Happiness
Alphabet of Happiness... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Changing For The Better
On 3/6/07 I was hit hard with reality. My world cam crashing down and I knew I had a long road ahead of me to rebuild. As I lay crying Barry smiled. He knew that what I was going through at that moment was a life changing event. And it was! I was suddenly able to see all the things I refused to see in the past. I was able to recognize things in myself that I ignored for so long, and that night I vowed to let the changes take me to a new and better place. After my sobs subsided Barry asked me how I felt. I told him that I had no emotions to myself at that moment. His respond was "That's enlightenment." I lay there for a long while, feeling high and gitty, allowing all the stimulus around me fill me with sensations. The moonlight through the cracks of the shade, the cool sheets on my skin, the tears drying on my face (and how they itched ever so slightly), the sound of Barry's breathing beside me. All these things filled me in a way that is inexplainable. It's taken me a lon

Dating/relationships
I just commented on a mumm about a girl that was abused in her last relationship and has been single for a year and a half. She is afraid to get back out there and trust men again. I have been single since November 06' and there is still no sign of things getting any easier. Things have changed drastically since I used to date many years ago. I am very sweet and reserved and it comes off as shy, which may be true also, but I am just trying to let you show me who you are and develop some sort of trust and connection before I open up. But nowadays it seems as if women only want the assholes anymore. Ones that will treat them like shit, ignore them, cheat, leave them at home and go have fun hitting on other women. I have NEVER cheated, NEVER had a one night stand, No booty calls, and NEVER played a girl to get something I wanted. But where does it get me??? No where..... I am beginning to feel as though there is no one out there for me anymore. I mean I have had dee

Love And Were Do Go With
WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE IS THERE SOMEONE IN YOU LIFE THAT YOU PUT IN YOU LIFE ANDGIVE THEM YOUR HEART AND SOUL SOME TIMES WE DO FALL IN LOVE AND ITS BECAUSEOF ALL THE WORNG REASON THEN WE FALL IN LOVE AND WE HAVEGOD IN ARE LIFE AND THAT RIGHT REASON TO FALLIN LOVE . THE WE THINK WE FALL IN LOVE AND ALL WE ARE LOOKING FOR IS SOMEONETO FILL THE HOLE IN ARE HEART AND ITS NOT LOVE AT ALL IT JUST SOMETHING IN ARE HUMAN NATUER TO DO . THE THERE WHAT THEY CALL SEXAL LOVE THAT LOVE OFTHE BODY AND NOTHE SPRIT

Are You Experiencing An Energy Crisis?
I don't mean the price of gas, though heaven knows that's bad enough. I'm talking about your personal energy, physical and emotional. Just as cars run on fuel, so too our bodies convert the food we eat into "fuel" -- energy. We may not often think of food this way, but it's true. Our bodies can't operate properly if the fuel that goes in is poor quality or doesn't have sufficient nutrients. And this poor quality food can in turn affect our moods, or our emotional energy. I know I've had the experience of grabbing some coffee and maybe a doughnut as I dashed out the door, and then found myself feeling "wired" and irritable awhile later. And these negative emotions likewise drain our physical energy. I ran across a fascinating bit of research that noted that one five-minute uncontrolled outburst of anger can burn up as much energy as an average person would use in eight hours of work! It's like a vicious cycle, low physical energy can contribute to negative emotions

Two By Two
Two by Two I checked out the “Book of Phobias” and there just didn’t seem to be “one-a-phobia”, or unaphobia, or whatever you want to call it. But I’m sure it must be there under some name or other, I mean, have you ever noticed that with most people, here in the States anyway, (No John, this isn’t a reason to pick on us Yanks), everything has to be in pairs, or three, sometimes four, or more? It must have started in the Book of Genesis with Noah, you know; “Bring the animals two by two”, or something to that effect. Take a look at something as common as a kitchen table, or a counter, what do you see? Salt and pepper, not just salt but salt and pepper. Has to be two. Two slices of bread for that sandwich…two headlights on the car. We’ve just gotten used to two, unless, of course, you want to be “Number One”, then it’s okay, but not just one. How about baseball? Three strikes and you’re out, four balls and you walk, three outs and the inning is over. Here’s a prime

Robin Williams' "peace Plan"
The Plan... Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. Entertaining US troops, leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past &present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a fre

A Bunch Of Randomness
UGH. I fucking HATE the feeling when your heart sinks into your chest and you can't help but feeling that way. Over stupid shit you can't get out of your head. wow. I really do have too much time on my hands.... HERE'S TO DRINKING IT AWAY! So, since im bored and waiting on someone to come get me, Imma post my current hot list of people. (One I know, One I've met more than once, and is seriously fucking nice, and two i just am enjoying at the moment.) Karen O She is hot. period. Jenny Lewis Love her music, and she may be one of the hottest girls ever. Plus has the most amazing fashion sense other than my Tilly and the Wall peeps. John Krasinski, License to wed SUCKED, but when the office comes back I will love you again. I miss my Nick SO FUCKING MUCH. I haven't seen him in about a year and it's killing me. I need me a Nick hug so bad and for him to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Why? Cause he's the only fucking person i trust in this world.

Love?
Love? Does anyone really truely knows what love is? I'm not sure what love is I don't know how to act I know what I know love is and that's all that matters I know I love and I know that someone loves for me but I've never been in love I've never really wanted to be I just want everyone to see That my heart belongs not to me but to my love I love him and I'm sure of that but not sure of him I know he loves but does he love for me Thats all I'm wondering Is that the magic I feel He feels it to but I hope ten times more that what I do I just hope you know That I love you

Fuck The What?
You know I may complain a lot, but I can fucking wake up in the morning. Give me 8 minutes and I'm out the door and clean at the same time. This bull shit fucking commercialized energy drink shit is seriously gaying up everyone. I need help to wake up give me an energy drink. I can't stay up. I need some ginseng. Fuck that you people are just not capable. Seriously you make me want to spout all those platitudes my drill sergeant would spit out. I can't look at someone who says "Sissy La La" and not feel an urge to slap them. But I am found wanting to hit all you fucktards with that same DI aphorism. So what some fucking soft drink company says drink our shit it will make you feel better so you do. Here this is what heroin slangers say, "Shoot up it makes you feel better." You fucking idiots. I think I'd rather shoot up. I need the sleep. I cant fucking sleep. YOu bastards complain about not being able to wake up. You're just bull shit. You're those bitch ass fuckwits w

Baptizing A Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. The drunk walks into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of booze. Whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" "Yes I am" replies the drunk, so the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the river. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't." The preacher, shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again, but for a bit longer this time. He pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I have not found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end so he dunks the drunk in the water again, but this time he holds him down for about 30 seconds. When the drunk begins kicking his arms and legs, the preacher pulls him

Methods Of Madness
Capsizing in torrents of subtle confusion Winds beating a soul into oblivion Treachery demanding utmost accommodation's Flawless names forever spoken in haste Needing a simplistic amount of control Damnation is inevitable, obliteration plausible Temptation and sins bring light pleasures Enchantment of Hidden treasures, revealed Brooding the mentality of demons, surrounding Sacrifice is no longer an option The beast tearing the soul apart, getting out Shrouding the light with temptation Destroying the beauty from high above Benevolent gestures, leeched away by paranoia Ignoring self doubt, to enhance self belief Allowing the insecurities to remain surfaced Pages missing, blurred vision into the unknown Disbelief in anything, just to comply with needs Strangulation, life sources gone, bleeding Illuminating the pain, drowning the acceptance Flogging internally, the beating heart No one knows, the Insecure Methods

Blah
So a few of you know how tough it's been for me at home lately. Well here's an update, my sister is refusing to get treatment for her drug abuse, abusive personality and eating disorder. She's putting major strain on our family and making everyone stress out. This week has been nothing better, she's broke and wants money. I'm not giving it to her though because she's now dead to me. After stealing from me, my parents and my grandmother, she's dead. Never again will I buy her something or give her money. She's telling us she might move with her boyfriend and his family to Florida... god help the Flordians but thank god for us! If she doesn't leave soon, all hell will break loose. My All-American family is going to fall apart. Everyone keep your fingers crossed!

Join My Lounge
SO COME AND TRY US OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND YOU COULD BE ENJOYING SOME UNFORGETTABLE FORBIDDEN PLEASURES. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON THE INTERNET AND HAVING FUN WITH THE IN CROWD. DON'T BE SHY WE ARE ALL OUT TO HAVE A BLAST. COME AND ENJOY THE FRIENDLIEST CROWD AND ATMOSPHERE. YOU KNOW IT IS THE THING TO DO

When Girls Drink Too Much
............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SE xIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE

Sitting In The Dark
INTRO: I , sit in the dark Ripping my world apart Sitting in my prison cell Every day’s a living hell No one knows that I exist GOD DAMN it makes me pissed I dream of days way back when Back at home and in my den I had my pipe and my beer But that was back many of years CHORUS: I , sit in the dark Ripping my world apart While you, sit in the light Telling me what’s right But I, love the darkness So I’ll, just sit in the dark Fuck the system and you too Fuck God, the police, and your crew What the fuck you think your gonna do Let me shout to all a big FUCK YOU! What makes you think I wanna run with your click I drive my own car, so YOU can ride bitch Look in my head and see the bomb ticks I’m a witch, yup, and you can suck my dick! SUB-CHORUS: Every once in a while, someone acts like they care Bout me yankin’ my hair in this living nightmare Got my shit-eatin’ grin stretched from ear to ear BUT THEY DON’T REALLY

What You've Been Doing??
O'man O'man it's been a long time since I've been around to blog but it's summer time here in the Big AK, and when that happens it's time to fish, camp, and just plain be outside!! So hopefully in the next couple of day's before I return to work I'll have some proof of the great thing I've been doing while not working, and then you can also see how wonderful my new hair color fits me better then the sexy red toned brunette color did before. So cross your fingers and toes that all goes well in the uploading of my pictures and see ya all on the flip side!! "Love Peace and Chicken Grease, Baby!"

Home Sweet Home!!!
Hey everyone, I'm home again. This past 10 days has been some of the worst in my life... My family is good to make me pissed at life... Anyway... It's the 22nd of July, and my mom is asleep... I still think about what life would have been like if I was born in the US... Let's say, in Liverpool NY... :P (My sweetheart, Chris, lives there) The reason i start pulling him into my blogs now, is that in my opinion, he fills alot of my mental life, as I think of him nearly all the time... And it makes me very happy! Alltogether with all my best friends here on fubar, and on World of Warcraft and other online places, I'm really glad to have alot of good friends that supports me in my daily life. I just thought about that I would start checking if my scanner was still alive, so I could scan some of my drawings for the first time in several years... Overall mood... HYPER!!! Damn I feel as hyper as i usually do in a whole year in total!!! I'm very happy right now and I hope it keeps goin

Shoshoni
SHOSHONI INDIANS (Northwestern Bands) At the time of major white penetration of the Great Basin and the Snake River areas in the 1840s, there were seven distinct Shoshoni groups. The Eastern Shoshoni, numbering about 2,000 under their famous Chief Washakie, occupied the region from the Wind River Mountains to Fort Bridger and astride the Oregon Trail. Their descendants today live on the Wind River Reservation. Two other divisions having similar cultures were the Goshute Shoshoni and the Western Shoshoni. The former, about 900 in number, lived in the valleys and mountains west and southwest of Great Salt Lake, with the remnants of their bands located in and around the small settlement of Ibapah, Utah, today. A much more numerous people, perhaps 8,000 strong, the Western Shoshoni occupied what is today northern and western Nevada. There were as many as eleven major bands distributed from the present Utah-Nevada border to Winnemucca on the west. Their descendants today live on the

Formy Doggy Bobby
This poem is for bobby my sweet little jack russel who i had to let go to heaven last week wednesday thnk yu for all the joy baby rest in peace The Gate of Heaven I got to the gate of Heaven yesterday, After we said good bye. I began to miss you terribly, Because I heard you cry. Suddenly there was an Angel, And she asked me to enter Heavens gate. I asked her if I could stay outside and wait, For someone who'd be late. I wouldn't make much noise you see, I wouldn't bark or howl. I'd only wait here patiently, And play with my tennis ball. The Angel said I could stay right here, And wait for you to come. Because Heaven just wouldn't be Heaven, If I went in alone. So I'll wait here, you take your time, But keep me in your heart. Because Heaven just wouldn't be Heaven, Without you to warm my heart.

Awwwwwww :)
TO ME THIS HAS TO BE THE 2 MOST PERFECT COUPLE ON HERE. EVER SINCE LAUREN AND KEVDOG HAVE BEEN TALKING TO EACHOTHER ON HERE. THEY HAVE GOTTEN MARRIED AND R DATING TOO! SO PLEASE GO BY THERE PAGE AND SHOW THEM SOME LUV. LaUrEn♥ ¤ ♣DJ.KevDog's CT wifey & GF♣ ¤ ♠Inferno Radio♠@ fubar DJ.KëvDög {LaUrEn♥'s CT Hubby & BF}«Head DJ-INFERNO Radio»~SALSA King~@ fubar *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*@ fubar †hΓøä†ƒäωk™@ fubar ALSO HERE IS THERE JOINED ACCOUNT TOGETHER TOO!! SO PLEASE STOP BY THAT PAGE AND DO THE SAME KevDog & LaUrEn♥@ fubar TF ♥ PC@ fubar THANKS JASON AKA CANADIAN

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? My princess, Brianna 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Definately 4. Do you take compliments well? No. 5. Do you play Sudoku? How do you play Sudoku? I thought they were just puzzles you did by yourself. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yes. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? I don't have a house, my ex wife has it, I hope the bitch burns alive (just kidding.... sort of.) 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Princess Brianna (does a couch count?) 9. Who do you text the most? Karen 10. Favorite children's book? Where the Wild Things Are. 11. Eye color? Hazel 12. How tall are you? 5'8 3/4" (every little bit counts) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Absolutely 14.

My Boss
My bOsS Why on earth did I have to go and open my big mouth and tell the boss I would be the best man for the job, was the only thing I could think of while walking down the hall to her office for what was promising to be a very long, and exhausting night at work. As I walked into her office I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Sitting on her desk with one leg up was my boss. Don't just stand there come in and close the door. I did as she said and still couldn't comprehend what was going on. When I turned back around I noticed what my shocked mind didn't at first register, the fact that my boss had on no panties on. I could smell pussy in the air. I asked her if she still wanted me to work on that project for her. She said that since I interrupted her that my first task was now to make her cum. Seeing as how my boss is one of the hottest babes I've ever seen in my life, I dropped everything and fell to my knees in front of her and that sweet smelling pu

Let Me Go
Let me go Dream of the Day and night In which I never had Let me go Into the unknown Laughing inside As I stumble Let me go After the one That I have Not seen Let me go Last breath taken No words spoken Arise from the ash Let me go Where I have Always been Inner hell Let me go Just let me go Not as if Caring was for me Never has anyone Looked into my eyes With love Never has my hand Been filled with another Walking down the beach Let me go To the lonely feelings Of the life I have known Let the burning rejection Flower in my heart Turning my blood cold My soul which Knows all Forgets to let it's self go So please me Let me go.

For All Of You!!
NEED TO GET SOMETHING OUT IN THE OPEN...I LOVE GETTING COMMENTS AND STUFF FROM EVERYONE BUT I NEED TO PUT A STOP TO SOMETHING...I DON'T WANT ANY KIND OF NASTY RUDE PORNO CRAP LEFT ON MY PAGE. I TRIED BEING NICE ABOUT IT BUT IT GOT ME NO WHERE. NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE STUFF LIKE THAT ON MY PAGE...IF YOU I WILL DELETE IT AND IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY LIST TINA ~ICY~HARRAH {DSC MEMBER}

Ode To Cannibus Sateva
Everytime I try to overcome And shw them a sign That I have changed They find something A small parcel of doubt Seraching... for anything Searching, searching all the time I just want to follow In my sister's footsteps And not feel so hollow Always searching for a way I guess it's true Nobody cares about what they can't kill That's why I turned to you And your beautiful aroma You're beautiful in every way When you're around I feel level headed all day Just waiting for that eternal peace Even when you aren't visible That beautiful smell of yours Gets my adrenaline pumping Making me feel invincible With you there are no bad times Even those are care-free And full of wonderous chimes Laughing all the while When you're with me I get the wonderful urge To talk anybody Into sharing you with me So many shades of that colour So many different scents You're mine forever "They" just don't understand fully You help me do my work Completely

I Am The Vampire Lestat
You scored as Lestat, You are Lestat. Beautiful and powerful, you have it all and you know it. Your philosophy is basically fuck the rule but that can sometimes get you into trouble. Watch out boy.Lestat81% Louis75% Marius69% Pandora63% Armand50% David31% What Anne Rice Vampire are you???created with QuizFarm.com

Oreo Speedwagon
Oreo Speedwagon Cool, creamy and chocolaty, with a pleasant little kick, this clever cocktail is a drink and a dessert in one big glass! Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 2 Oreo cookies * 2 ounces Kahlua * 2 scoops vanilla ice cream Directions: Crush the cookies. Pour the Kahlua into a blender. Add the cookies and ice cream. Blend until smooth. Serve in a balloon wineglass.

Handcuffs
Only me i sware it lol ... so guess who got stuck, in handcuffs 2night one thing reather interesting 2 hand cuff keeys may look the same but act vary differnt see i have cuffs both with and with out safty and dispite they both have the same looking key they dont mix well lol ... i was taking a few pics 2 night and who else would get them selfs stuck half naked in hands cuffs :p i sure its just a me thing thank god a friend came to save me

"to Every Guy..."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

Dreams And Hands
all i dream about are his hands. touching me, feeling me, using me. i was a child for fucks sake! his hands would rip at my clothes and tear away the innocence inside me. his hands would hold my brother so caring and tenderly yet rip open my soul to leave shreds hanging on the outside. his hands would help my mother make dinner and slap the shit out of her for cooking the noodles too long. bits and pieces of these memories in my head all the time. the one thing that i know that bothers me the most is how blind he was able to make us all. my mom totally oblivious to the abuse he was raining on me when she would turn her head or was working the grave yard so she could go to school the next day. my brother unable to grasp the fact that hitting his mommy was in fact not ok and he shouldnt be seeing this go on. and then there is little me. oldest of the 2 kids, youngest of the whole family. oldest because i was simply born first, youngest because i was not allowed to grow past the ripe age

Friends...and Relationships, And Life And Whatnot...
Have you ever had people who you thought were your friends? And you called them your friends, and you talked to them on an almost daily basis? And then come to find out, when you think that you are friends with them, you find out through something that you arent considered one of the good friends? Wow I wonder how many "friends" I think I have that really arent. They just consider me some chick they talk to when they need to talk or need someone. In my eyes I always thought that was a friend. I guess the definition has changed once again. Soon friendships are going to be like relationships. Where you are just "talking" about being friends. Relationships are disappearing almost completely, because no one wants to deal with a break up. So people just disappear, and its no skin off their teeth cuz they werent "dating" persay. So is that what our friendships are coming to? Are relationships of any kind coming to an end as we know it? Are we all going to be left standing alone in this world

A Few Questions
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

A Us Marine Poem. Pleaseread!!
Please read. About 3 days a week for the past 3 months we have buried a veteran from world war ii, Korea and one young man killed in Iraq. It is my honor to do this, it is my responsibility. No matter your political views for this young marine, please pass his poem on. Thanks Subject: The Marines want this to roll all over the US. PLEASE HELP Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say.

Sorry Sop Story Of A Lost Love
I had a best friend for 4 years one time and after being as close as brother and sister for a very long time we ended up dating. I fel head over heels in love with her and she with me. We were together for about 9 months when we finally had sex for the first time. It was her first (:O Big deal for her) I there not long after left for the military. Things were good while I was in boot camp. When we finally saw eachother again we fel in love all over again. I moved on after that to my Advanced training to become an air traffic controller. We began planniung out a life for us. After she left for college things got a little weird. She came and saw me in Florida one time and it was awesome we had allot of fun and made allot of passionate love. Not long after that I got wrapped up in my studies and never had time to myself that I could call her and we just have us time. This really made things difficult. She cheated on me a few times, but for some reason I could not leave her. I

Help A Frog Out
Ok this is my first blog. I don't usually do this type of thing. I want to level up. I try to hit ya'll on my list and rate your stash and pics so please return the luv and get all my stash and pics. If I haven't got to you yet I am sorry I am working on it. It may take me a few but sooner or later I will get all ya'll Thanks

Im Sorry
how many other guys have had a friend that you really cared about and loved but she didnt feel the same.. how many other guys feel this way? I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at yo

'decapitation Attack'
U.S. and coalition forces launched missiles and bombs at targets in Iraq as Thursday morning dawned in Baghdad, including a "decapitation attack" aimed at Iraqi President Saddam Hussein and other top members of the country's leadership. President Bush announced the start of the military campaign against Iraq shortly afterward in a televised address from the White House. "American and coalition forces are in the early stages of military operations to disarm Iraq, to free its people and to defend the world from grave danger," Bush said. (Full story) Administration sources said the decision to strike came after a nearly four-hour meeting in the Oval Office in which CIA Director George Tenet and Pentagon officials told Bush they could lose the "target of opportunity" if they didn't act quickly; Bush then gave the green light. Hours later, a defiant Saddam wearing a military uniform appeared on Iraqi television to denounce the U.S.-led military campaign as "criminal" and to

Failure And Whats To Come
I watch and wait for that moment when the sun breaks the horizon. At that moment I close my eyes and I see. My eyes water as the sun crushes the darkness of the night I sip my drink, steam escaping from my lips and think about what is to come. To know what’s around the corner before you turn is a gift that many lack and even if they had the ability to use such a gift most would choose not to. New paths have formed Many of them are filled with pitfalls and dangers that cause me to pause. There is one path filled with renewed hope that may be I am wrong. The night reminds me that some wounds never heal no matter how long you lick them. The breaking of the dawn says the night is over and the promise of a new day is here. I guess there is comfort in both. As the sun makes its accent I feel comforted that success is not measured by failure but by how far you have come.

Just A Little Insight
I am still hurting over the decisions that Rande has made concerning us and our child. To have him choose someone else that he met while I was pregnant and raise her child to call him Daddy instead of his own has rally delt me a hard blow. I am making it though. I have to stay strong for my son. he is my world and my life. I keep up with the day to day so as to make life better for him. I never want to cause a tear to cross his perfect face. He's an angel. I have some awsome friends that have supported me no matter what, even when I didn't know what I was going to do and felt like giving up. They are my stability. I have a great family that has allowed me to morn and give me a break from Aiden (my son) so that I can have some time to myself from time to time. I am still the same person I feel but different. I still enjoy the same things and act the same but emotionally I have made a promise to myself not to get serious with anyone else until I know for sure that they are go

Me
Misery When you look at me what do you see? A girl so full of life with smiles and joy to share? Or one full of misery with pain eating at her soul. No one sees the real me underneath my exterior No body knows the pain I feel or sees the tears I cry I hide it from everyone I've gotten good at that A smile and laughter that's what they see No troubles no worries my life's a blast In reality it's just my shell I share with others If you peeled off the layers you'd see the real me You'd know I cry myself to sleep every night The loneliness I feel is unbareable Nobody cares about me not the real me I've been used to many times to count Why must they do that to me don't they know it hurts Of course not since my feelings don't matter Someone to care about me that's what I need I need a friend someone to trust who trusts me This misery must come to an end

Update On The Site
Well I have finally managed to get some web pages for the site together they are just mock ups, i have posted them into me pics in a folder called Website Mock ups, not sure if they worked but here is all the graphics. There are six pages I have so far going to ask Stu if he can tidy them up for me so any comments and suggestions welcome

Land Of Confusion
I must have dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now, did you read the news today? They say the danger has gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is a land of confusion? This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in Oh, superman, where are you now? When everything's gone wrong somehow? The men of steel, these men of power Are losing control by the hour This is the time, this is the place So we look for the future But there's not much love to go around Tell me why this is a land of confusion This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in

Please Rate
CUTE-O-METER (Come on God help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Walmart Apd's Second Home
Good lord its amazing the amount of calls we get to pick up shoplifters at walmart lately last night had 9 calls at different stores i feel like we are moving in. with all the recent events at one time they talked about making some of the walmarts a police sub division here in the duke city but i guess that fell through. you would think with a company that big they could take care of themselves on that note i hate getting called out to find someone had like fourty dollars of merchandise. i got bigger fish to fry especially since next month is sergeants exam.

I Am An Idiot And I Admit It!
I went and messed up again. I thought the love of my life had cheated on me. The girl came to my house told me she was pregnant and with my husbands baby. I know she is a bit of a slut and there was a possibility it was not his baby. I ended up throwing him out of the house even started divorce papers. Yesterday the chick came over to my house and she was crying and freaking out. At first I wanted to punch her in the face but I ended up letting her in. She kept saying she needed to tell me something. Finally after a few minutes she told me she had lied. She said she was not even pregnant. Stunned I asked her why she would do that and she gave me a crap story about how she loves him and thought if I wasn't in the picture he would forget about me and want to be with her. She told me she has tried visiting my hubby a lot and all he would do is very about me and he did not know why I thought he would cheat on me. I asked her to leave because I was pissed. I thought I threw away my life for

The Friend Cleaning!!
After this blast is over I am gooig to start cleaning out my friends list. If you want to stay on it, there are a couple of stipulations. 1. You must have at least one photo - your default photo 2. You need to have a Salute Photo. I am real, I proved it. I like real people, show me you are. 3. You should at least know what my name is. 4. You should tell me that you want to stay on my friends list. 5. YOu didnt jsut add me cause I am a hot boy. 6. You didnt jsut add me to make your numbers get better. 7. There is something unique about you that I like about you 8. You share lots of "11's".. ok I'm joking on that one. 9. You need have some or all of these things to stay on my friends list. If you are one of those people, who I rate all your new photos as soon as they are uploaded.. and I rate your profile and I send you comments, And never even get so much as a hello from you, You will no longer be on my friends list. For that matter, If i havn't

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In this elegant twist on the traditional French method of cooking en papillote, fish fillets become incredibly moist as they steam inside a sheath of zucchini slices. 2 (6- to 7-inch-long) zucchini, trimmed 3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, divided, plus additional for brushing 16 fresh basil leaves 4 (6-ounce) pieces halibut or salmon fillet (preferably wild salmon), skinned 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice Equipment: a Y-shaped vegetable peeler Shave zucchini lengthwise into very thin ribbons with peeler. For each piece of fish, arrange about 5 slices of zucchini on a work surface, side by side, overlapping each slice by half. Brush zucchini with oil, then lightly season with salt and pepper. Lay 2 basil leaves across center of each group of zucchini slices. Pat fish dry, then sprinkle with 1/4 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper (total) and arrange crosswise on zucchini, covering basil leaves. Top each piece of fish with 2 basil leaves, then wrap zucchini arou

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girl get ya ass away from da bar and hit da dance flo shawty mr. lousiana u no who it is makin a dance song fa ya to shake ya ass in da club wit do ya thang baby toot ya ass up and pop lock and drop lil momma no how to back dat ass up u no i like dem soulja rees boo dem white tees and bauds to come on baby gurl show des niggas dat u no how to bounce shake and twerk lift up ya shirt get dem hoes hatain again lettin no u da hottest thing on da dance flo have em like tupac all eyes on ya come on shawty its ya would so drop it like its hot and back and dont stop u no i like when u back dat thang up on me (Mr.Louisiana) come on baby gurl do ya thang boo toot it up and do what u do x3 nigga i gotta get back at u wit dis shit,cause i really don't be writin dance songs,but I like when lil momma go off in her thongs or her g-strings so come on shawty show dese others chicks dat u is tha badest boss chick dat be movin her bootin up and down on dat dance floor shakin her booty raw to dem

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Watching you from across the room sends searing pain through my heart. I think back to a year ago, when I thought we'd never part. My love for you just won't die down - it just grows with each new day. I wish you'd dare to look at me and hear what I have to say; "I love you and I want you back - " but these words you just won't hear. You don't seem to remember them - all the memories I hold dear. You were my first love and everything and now you don't even care. How could you just blow it away? We were the perfect pair. You seem content to let me go - You're doing fine as you are, while I'm still missing how we were. We had the best love by far.

Show These Military Supporters Some Love
SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY! D.J Squall snuggles ~I.B.I.C.~ ~D.S.C.~ (NSFW) Poisonflightledr Dark Drifter insane_wayne_2003@yahoo.com Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kayla¢¾

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TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930'S, 40'S, 50'S, 60'S AND 70'S !!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/ or drank while carring us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trama, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead based paints. WE HAD NO CHILDPROOF LIDS ON MEDICAINE BOTTLES, DOORS OR CABINETS. AND WHEN WE RODE OUR BIKES, WE HAD NO HELMETS, NOT TO MENTION, THE RISKS WE TOOK HITCHHIKING!! As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. we drank water from the garden hose and hot from a bottle. we shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died fron this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't over weight because......... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING !!!

State Tries Mandatory Health Care
Devil is in the details of Mass. health care law Businesses, individuals wrestle with implications of universal insurance http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20255585/ By Bill Dedman Investigative reporter MSNBC Updated: 5:54 a.m. ET Aug 16, 2007 ON CAPE COD, Mass. - Grill cook David Smith is feeling pretty healthy, thank you, and he isn't happy that the government is forcing him to sign up for health insurance — even if it may be good for him. But cook Scott Carter wishes he'd had insurance last year, when he got socked with $9,000 in medical bills. An experiment is cooking in Massachusetts, which invented everything, or so its residents will tell you. And they can stake an honest claim for basketball, chocolate chip cookies and Technicolor, not to mention the American Revolution. Now Massachusetts is tinkering with universal health insurance. By Dec. 31, nearly everyone in the state will be required to have an insurance card. The Massachusetts plan is a political exp

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Well its all set up!I love meeting people Ive met online and this is one Ive been looking forward to for a long time! Im going to see my bestest friend on here ANGEL~BABY in less than 2 weeks!!On the off chance you dont have her heres her link!She has some AWESOME pics! shes sooooo much braver than me! Prettier too but I digress! LOL ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (FU BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY★@ fubar I got the time off , got the kids and animals being taken care of while we are gone. All thats left is to get triptiks and maps from AAA and book a hotel room for the night in DC (we are breaking there since Angel wont be off till friday afternoon!Leaving on Monday so I might not be online too much unless me and angel get buck wild and cam together!8-p Baby Satan (my bf) is coming too so I cant get TOO naughty but Im sure he will let me get a LITTLE wild and crazy! All we gotta do is get him high Sam! HAHAHA! My spot on here is not too stable as several are

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ALL I CAN SAY I'm sorry is all I can say- There must be some other way- To explain to you- The mistake I made- When I hurt you- I've told you how I feel about you- But you payed no attention- I feel like you put me on restriction- You wont look my way- Soall can I say- Except for I'm Sorry .

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Ok, so this is a Rant. It's probably been said before, and will be said again; just read on anyway. I remember a time when it was cool to be nice. It was correct and rewarded to have manners. I miss those times, Like those times it seems manners are long gone. Personally I find the lack of manners, or even politeness, completely ridiculous and repulsive. I know it's my up bringin' that's speaking when I perceive some slight of etiquette, or similar breach of ethical protocol. Frankly we all learned in Kindergarten( or at least SHOULD HAVE) the basic rules for "social interaction", but somewhere between then and graduation, and our eventual release from "scholastic captivity" we tossed those rules to the curb. Chivalry is an anachronistic concept isn't it, and if that concept is outdated and useless, then aren't manners? Manners are what Chivalry was all about right? Uh, no. As weird as it seems American Manners (or apearant lack of them) is Our Calling card as a culture. The

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ITS' A LONG TRIP ALONE OVER SAND AND STONE THAT LIE ALONG THE ROAD THAT WE ALL MOST TRAVEL DOWN, SO MAYBE YOU COULD WALK WITH ME AWHILE AND, MAYBE I CAN REST BENEATH YOUR SMILE, EVERYBODY STUMBLES SOMETIMES AND NEEDS A HAND TO HOLD,CAUSE ITS A LONG TRIP ALONE

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Mornings are now crisp, Our breath on the breeze, Like a pale canvas, Leaves turning into bright paints. Halloween will soon be here, Ghosts and goblins will roam the streets, Chilrdren gay in their costumes, going door to door for treats, With carefuly carved Jack-o'-lanterns on door steps. Days getting shorter, Nights lingering longer, Natures creatures colecting for winter, Men are gathering wood, Women preparing preserves. As for me, I love everything about this season, I love the pure smell in the air, The cool whisper of the wind, delicately kissing my cheeks, The glistening dew in the early morn, The crakling of the leaves as I walk upon them, the sweet nectar of a freshly pikked apple, and the breath taking painting, Nature created on the horizon. Autumn, how can a person not like this lively season, with it's vivid colors and ongoing comotion.

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The stars shone brightly, almost blindingly, as the cruiser cut through that sector of space silently and menacingly. This sector was off limits to most but only those that were either foolhardy or brave dared to navigate this part of space due to the fact it was a gauntlet of eddy's and planetary fragments. But in this case, the pilot was a seasoned veteran and could out fly most other pilots with his hands behind his back and with his eyes closed. This pilot came from a family of pilots and he was the 4th generation to become one. Growing up, his dad taught him how to fly like his father before him did. In the beginning he was able to grasp the basics extremely quickly to the surprise of his father and moved on to the more difficult teachings in a short period of time. This is what the boy enjoyed the most. He found the basics to be boring and somewhat dull but he muddled through them to get them over that much quicker. As he learned each advanced skill, he thought

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OMG I'm finally back, sorry i'm late i think i was gone to long, man but what a weekend i had Miller Brewering Company was awesome and the windy city was great too, but damn them ppl cant drive at ALL. Hey but im back so let the party begin, I MISS YOU ALL

An Empty Space
God looked around his garden, And found an empty space. He then looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful,He only takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, And he knew that your heart was strained, He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough,And the hills were hard to climb, So he closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace be thine" It broke our hearts to lose you, But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you The day God called you home

Monsters
CLASSIC HORROR MOVIE QUIZ AND TRIVIA...Test your knowledge! (IF YOU ARE AS MUCH OF A HORROR FAN AS I am, 1. Q: Which actor was originally cast as DRACULA in the 1930 Universal film? A: The first king of Hollywood horror, Lon Chaney Sr. who had previously played The Phantom of the Opera, and Hunchback of Notre Dame. However, after Chaney Sr. died Bela Lugosi who had already made the part famous on Broadway, was cast. 2. Q: Which actor was originally cast to play the monster in FRANKENSTEIN? A: Bela Lugosi, on the heels of his success as DRACULA. However, when changes were later made in the story, Lugosi who had become quite the romantic idol from the Dracula role, backed out of the part citing that the make-up would cover his handsome face and the creature no longer spoke... Which upset the actor who did not want to play the character as a mute. Of course, then the part made Boris Karloff a star. 3. Q: Who was the only actor to play ALL of the classic Universal m

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We didn't realize just how much we missed him, until we read and remembered some of the things he said... And stood for. "Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant; it's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime, none came about because the U.S. Was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandments would have lookedlike if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress." - Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan "Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no sense of responsibility at the other." -

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Someone recently asked me to describe me on the everyday...I guess I am hard to figure out...so I am writing it here so I can see if what I feel inside is what I really am..I can see things better when I can read them (if that makes sense).... I grew up different than the average "sista"...I went to private school me entire life...uniforms, nuns, boarding school..all that jazz...I never heard of Earth Wind and Fire until college...I thought they were elements of nature to be honest. lol...I enjoyed opera and museums and ballet... As I grew up and interacted with various people I learned that things dont always go as plan, life it too short and DRAMA is not as much of a rush as you thought. I have had several "important" loves in my life...(men wise)...all but one is now deceased...alot of loss in my life has made me who I am now...I like calm and peaceful...a nice bottle of cognac and a fire place....over a loud smoke filled club and strangers hitting on me... Am I boring.

Really Makes You Think
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart ofwhiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll d

To Those Who Care...and Think I'm Slightly Interesting...
So, I been off for a minute, came back and saw all the new pics from over half my friends and fam. Most were very impressive, some were the same thing just on a different day. SO...my question...drum roll please... What kind of pics do you find interesting and worth a rate AND a comment, so I can get some ideas of what I'm going to post here in the next fewdays? This is semi serious, I'm in a mean need to rack up points. So what would you like to see????? Realest "I'm not a realist, I'm The Realest."

Introducing The Hug Brigade!
Heartsound-President of The Hug Brigade@ fubar President simple gal, MEMBER OF THE HUG BRIGADE@ fubar FU Wife of Nellie~JERSEY BRAT ~ U.S. Military Supporter@ fubar cutestlittleangel@ fubarDerfla9969@ fubar Master Shadow Raven~~Lord Darkblood Dragonslayer~~Pls rip my candles to show suport for Dream Catch@ fubarManda Luvs #20@ fubar **SweetNSassy** Top Promoter of *The Anything Goes Lounge*@ fubar We all noticed a need.We were seeing updates on statuses that said things like "I need a hug"...so we have all come together to form The Hug Brigade!If you know anyone that needs a hug...please send a link to that person's profile to one of these people. The Hug Brigade will be sure to make sure they are properly hugged!

If You've Never Tried It!
Bondage, well the word says it all. But people judge thoses who are into bondage for pleasure or pain or both (pleasure pain). Yes there is such a thing call pleasure pain, if you've never experience then you mate ain't doing it right, lol. So, a suggestion: IF YOU HAVE NEVER TRIED BONDAGE OR BDSM, THEN DON'T DEGARD IT, DOWN IT OR PASS JUDGEMENT, DUE TO THE FACT YOU DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT IT AND WHAT IT CAN AND/OR CANNOT DO! AND ITS NOT YOUR PLACE TO JUDGE, THE LAST I KNEW THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERSON WHO SPOKE THE WORDS TO WRITE THE BIBLE. Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Myspace Announcement ((wtf))
MySpace Announcement Tom Latest Update: Aug 23, 8:25pm PDT Hey, you didn’t lose any friends. Things might just look kind of screwy while we fix friend counts. you might see some pictures with a big red x and DELETED in your friends list this weekend. don't freak out. we are running a big cleanup job to remove all the red x profiles in your list and everything will be back 2 normal by the end of the weekend. also, no big whoop if you already deleted the red x profiles. those are just people who are no longer on the site

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Romantic Compatibility Provided by: Astrology.com Taurus & Capricorn When Taurus and Capricorn come together in a love match, it's a practical, sensible partnership. These two Signs share a certain down-to-earth logic and interest in efficiency. Taurus is not interested in risking more than is necessary in terms of emotional connection and involvement, and Capricorn is similarly disinterested in risk, but more in terms of money and career. Capricorn's career is one of the great focuses of their lives; they're interested in scaling the heights and tend to set very high standards for themselves to adhere to. Taurus has high standards as well, but regarding love, relationships and possessions. These two Signs admire one another's dedication and strength, but, while they have this in common as well as a dependable, realistic, somewhat conservative approach to life (Capricorn more than Taurus), a love relationship between them can go stale fast. The problem? They're actually ra

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1. Would you get back with your ex if you could? HELL NO!!! 2. What king of shirt are you wearing? Quincy University Hawks T-Shirt 3. Have you ever made out with anyone on your friends list? Umm....Yeah 4. Do you have "a thing" for anyone on your top 8 Yeah # 1.......Why else would he be number 1? 5. How many people on your friend list do you know in real life? 70/124 6. Do you usually hold grudges? Oh I can! 7. How many kids do you want to have? I have one and that is the only one I want! 8. Do you have a good relationship with both of your parents? Yeah.....They ROCK! 9. Do you make over 40k a year? Depends on the year? 10. Name one song you can relate to right now? Joan Jett.....Bad Reputation......But I really don't care what people think if you don't like me you don't have to talk to me. Cause sometimes the truth hurts and I tell it like it is.

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Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

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dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

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I was just playing a bit and thought I would post to see what ya think?? Don't be too harsh now! He comes home late from work, its dark, none of the lights in the house are on......he walks up to the door, opens it and flips the switch.....nothing happens, so he flips it again a few more times, still nothing...... He accesses the mini flash light attached to his keychain, (cursing under his breath about how a fuse must have blown or the electric must have went out) shines it around....the house looks deserted, but something is laying on the floor and he can hear soft music playing.......he shuts the door, walks over to what is lying on the floor, picks it up and realizes it is a rose petal........he searchs the floor a bit more and notices a slight trail of petals......he starts to follow it and realizes it leads to the bathroom......as he draws closer to the bathroom he notices a glow coming from under the door and his ears pick up the now more volumous, exquisite music comi

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So Dee what do you think I should set your bond at? He is blown away about the family I was telling you about last night and at a total loss for words. He will be up to his ass in paper work for a good month or so at least I have a feeling. The thing he has to figure out now is who is the culprit the woman who they were "written" for the husband picking them up or what. It could be that the Husband and daughter are the scrape goats or it could be that hes ruining the wifes name. We dont know if the doctor is just pissed off at this point and that maybe some of the scripts were actual legit scripts or if all of them are actual ilegal ones. Its gonna be a fucking mess trying to figure this shit out. We dont even know at this point how many pharmacys in the area they have hit. It seems to be in about a 50 mile radius. Its really enough to drive you insane over. I really think his job would be so totally amazing to have and I would love to get to work with him for a couple weeks or so b

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Fetal development in pregnancy week 8:embryo in second month Woohoo! You've got one whole inch of baby inside of you! Your little embryo has finally reached the one-inch mark (30mm). And if it were possible to take a peek, you could actually see your tiny baby without a telescope! What’s more, your baby is finally starting to take on some very distinct human features. For starters, their little tail (really just the spinal cord) has disappeared completely. It’s nice to know your baby can no longer be mistaken for a sea creature! Additionally, both their toes and fingers are prominent with very little, if any, webbing. Upper and lower limbs all show recognizable joints (elbows and knees) and the lower limb bones are starting to ossify. But don’t expect your baby to resemble either parent quite yet. Right now, your baby’s head is disproportionately larger than the rest of their body--making up almost half of your little one’s height and weight! And how's mom doing? Your slightly-la

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As I lay on the ground The grass is fresh with dew. There is no one around There is nothing new. I am about to die I can feel it in my veins. I wish i had time to say goodbye So i could ease my pains. The war is over now We all had to sign. So we could show We got freedom to shine. -from Forever Spoken copyright steven mowery aka slutnugget

107000 To Being The First British Godmother
ok we STILL have 2 more happy hours yet tonight after this one Mish is almost down to 100,000 if we all pitch in we can get her done tonight without a problem. Please won't you come help level her MishNumber1 ♥ Nearly FuBar's 1st British Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & I@ fubar

Pimpout Test
___________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________ Music Video CodesHurricane Chris - Ay Bay Bay Remix THIS PIMPALICIOUS BULLETIN HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE KICKASS MANAGEMENT @ Wanna be next 2 be pimped?Join Fantasia one member will be pimped daily so what ru waiting for? Click the link and let's party

No Rest For The Wicked
NO REST FOR THE WICKED No rest for the wicked My eyes are bloodshot The world lays down, But I am up - Doing things that must be done. Creating silent havoc, Running a mock. Insomnia is my curse, But I do not care, I have found the center of my fear. “Every bad has a good,” Society is blinded by rules. What I do is a must, Yet I am hunted by fools. What I dream, I cannot gain, For if I sleep, many will be slain. The world revolves on pain.

Be Truthful
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE

Love One Another
I often sit and look out my window wondering why. Why everyone is so quick to judge another race. Why parents say you cant be with him or her their black, hispanic, korean, white ect ect. Why brothers and sisters are in the street killing each other. People we may have diffrent skin colors but damn it we all bleed the same we all feel the same, and we all love the same. So let the racial * go and love each other because we are our own demise.

Dont Bee Sceard
the night is daling fast the end of day is here its the dark ho is the falowing time now its time to go to rest for someone and for us the cildren of dark is ouer time starting we lay us down clouse uoer eyes and going in to the darkest dreem to hail ouer king we open up the dor to hell and walk the long way down down down to the warmest and the lightest place on erth in the hall can we see the king of evilnes has name is going as an cold wind in to ouers harts of stone lusfer is here and give us uoer pin we desurve now is it mine turn to get an order i feel the order coming in to my boddy burn ewery churts you can or die an painfull death i take my order and walk up to the ground and wait for the morning so ican get all my eqiptments the next night shal be an warm night for they cristians i dont like the thought of what i have to do but it is my order i just have to do it if i dont want to have an evel death i hope this is the end of the darkest dreem but dont be sceard i do it just t

The Ceremony..
Intoxicating scents fill the air. A strong, yet passionate voice utters the commands. Each one leading deeper into the soul that often hides from the world. Deep, dark, and not for the weak or scared. Now wanting to be the exhibitionist I truly am, the clothes are gone. Naked before you, the only part that remains guarded is the eyes. Now commanded to “Let me see those eyes”. My eyes are the windows into my soul. Your eyes now embrace that soul; I am now yours completely and unconditionally. Pulled into your arms, my face against your chest, my arms wrapped behind me. Now no place to go but deep into submission. Feeling the wire ties embrace my wrists, now being watched as your hand goes around my throat, fingers run teasingly across, then pulled close to you. Taking an inventory of my body, you are pleased. Placed across your lap, the ceremony begins… The intensity heightens with each strike across my backside; with intervals of feeling your

My Commandments
1. I am thy Craig. Thou shalt have no other Craigs before me. a. This means if you know another Craig he must change his name at once. Or you must start calling him a different name. Like Bob or something. 2.You may not own any images of Craig or Craig's minions. a. This means if you have or know of any pictures of Craig you must destroy them at once. Really I know there are still some naked pictures floating around please get rid of them thanks. 3.Do not swear falsely by the name of the Craig. a. Simply put you may not say Fuck Craig. Well unless you intend to. But you get my meaning. 4.Remember Craig day and keep it holy. a. Craig day is any day that I drink. Which is pretty much most days these days. 5.Honor your father and mother...unless of course you think the father is me. That being the case I was not in the country and it could not be mine. 6. Do not murder. Unless you are in Texas in which case there is the whole he needed killing thing. Then

How Real Are You?
You Are 73% Real You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. How Real Are You?

Please Read Me? Important To Me, No Jokes Here!!
I am sorry that I have not been on lately and I hate to bring more sadness to a day that is already filled with bad memories, but I have not been on much due to the fact that my wife had surgery in July to remove a tumor from her spine and is now wheelchair bound due to paralysis. It has been a job taking care of her, due to the fact that our house is not handicap accessible. I will try to keep in touch as much as I can. This is a great guy that is having a rough time right now.. I rarely ask for much and have never asked for you to go to another profile for me. But this hits close to home for me, and i know the Hell he and his family are going through! Everyone drop by and show him some love and support. One loving word can lift his spirits.. And he will pass the love to his wife.. He is a really sweet guy and is struggling with a hardship right now.

Confused
I dont understand how people can look at something someone does that is good and make it like bad on purpose. I mean do people really like to hurt other people intensually?? if so why? is there some great high that they get out of it???

For Our Troops.
as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Bike Week A Wild Time In Wildwood Nj.
this passed weekend was bike week here. we had over 150,000 bikers here. we all had a blast. and believe it or not i dident see any fightes at all and dident see any one get thrown out of any of the clubs eather. every one showed respect for each other even thow there were meny different bike clubs here. as the song goes,(WE ALL HAD A REAL GOOD TIME.) cant wate till next year.it seems to grow by 50,000 every year.this year was intence,full of fun and things to do.every one left there colors out side and there attatudes at the door. and all were welcome..zz..

Almost Done
TERESA IS IN A GIVE AWAY ,,,,THIS LADY HAS BEEN HELPING EVERYONE SINCE THE DAY 1 PLEASE SHOW HER HOW THANKFUL YOU ARE AND HELP GET THIS DONE TODAY SHE HAS LESS THEN 700 TO GO . I KNOW SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE . THANKS http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&i=322447697

Ok We Are Down To The Last 7 Hours
ok guys we are down to the last 7 hours of this contest i as well as others have worked on this day and night i put alot of effort and so did u so lets win first place thanks soooo much for ur help if u have time stop and leave a few more comments thanks!! just clikc the pic and show luv! :)

Help Save Premature Babies!!! Must Open!!!
OKay everyone, if you know me, you know I have a premature infant.. she is doing very well, which I'm very lucky, but there are still so many babies our there that are premature and need saved.. so if everyone can donate money in the world they will have a lot to research and stop premature labor from happening.. go here and donate or sign up for a free donate kit that comes to your home, and you can take it to your work and school and then send it back to them.. just imagine all the loose change everyone has.. specially all those pennies.. that everyone hates lol.. www.marchofdimes.com pass this around.. save the babies..

What Do You Think?
subject: Our freedom, "READ THIS IF YOU DARE" post date: 2007-09-11 20:38:07 views: 17 comments: 0 ratings: 0 "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. "I DON'T CARE AT ALL." I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possessi

Herb Tips
The Herbal Encyclopedia Gathering, Storing, and Using your Herbs GATHERING: When gathering or harvesting your herbs, first be absolutely sure you know what you are gathering! This is very important when gathering plants from the wild. Be absolutely certain you know what the plant is before you attempt to use it. If you are not sure of a particular plant, or it "looks like" something but could be something else, leave it alone. You would be better off to purchase the herb through a store or mail order. The alternative may leave you dead. If you care about our natural plants, you will prefer to purchase or grow what you need. Today's herbal needs are creating quite a strain on the numbers of medicinal plants in the wild. Know what part of the plant you need. Some plants are used in their entirety, others only specific parts. When you are gathering plants from the wild, remember not to take all of a particular species you may find in an area. Leave some to grow and seed and flouri

"in The Line Of Duty" ~ Odessa's Three Fallen Heros
In The Line of Duty" What is the meaning of "In The Line Of Duty" It means that an officer made the Ultimate sacrifice. It means that someone took an officer's life. A hero has fallen. Officers who gave their all To protect and serve Have been killed by someone whom they swore To protect and serve. It means that their badge will no longer be on their chest And they will join "The Best Of The Best" It means that family and friends are left behind To deal with the lost of a loved one. Only having the memories of that loved one Close to their hearts. Something no one can ever take away. It means that family members will stand at the officers grave And wonder why ... Why would someone take an officer's life And leave them there to die? If we only knew. Today an officer will place their badge on their chest To fulfill the dreams of heroes killed "In The Line Of Duty" Heaven Called It's Hero's Home" There's a reason I cried when I heard two office

Hurt And Confused
So here I lay in my bed crying cause I'm hurt and confused. I don't know what's wrong I don't know what to do to fix it. I wish there was some way to take the pain away I wish I could make myself numb. Its been like this for weeks now I wish she would call but its always I'll call tomarrow but when tomarrow comes there's no call so I lay and wait and hope and the most I get is a text saying tomarrow. I'm beging to hate the word tomarrow cause no matter how many times she says it, its never tomarrow.

Parrrrty
Well as some of you know most of you do not, I graduated college August 17th 2007. Seems like it has been a lifetime but, I am glad it is over with. However, I have been doing some really hard thinking about going back again sometime in the Spring (I know call me stupid). I have not totally made up my mind yet but it is laying hard on my mind right now. I am looking forward to my party that we are having on the 5th and 6th of October, yes it is a 2 day party..... Hell I have waited 2 years for this party so I am going to make it last as long as I can. Next weekend I have another party that my parents and my sister are throwing for me, this one is more like a family/friend party. I am sure this is boring to most of you but, for those that know me and that are coming they know how important this is and has been for me! Until we meet again Peace Out

Git-r-done
Let me start by saying that the past few days have brought about some rather surprising events. Some that I am really happy with. I have realized that in the past I have let someone else influence my actions towards others based on how that someone felt about them. And I have realized that friends are so much nicer to have than enemies. I would like to take this opportunity to offer a public apology from me to the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY. I cannot offer an apology from the entire Patriotic Family. Only myself. I do not expect everyone in the GIT-R-DONE Family to be able to forgive and forget but I will admit when I am wrong. And I was wrong. Thank you Hitman6 and BigDawg69 for taking the time to listen and giving me the opportunity to try to right some of the wrongs done by me. It really means a lot. GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY YOU ROCK!!!! ‡±Freedom Isnt Free ±‡@ fubar

Y Is It
Y is it that men dont never want the one that treats them good an does everything in the world to make him happy but he always goes to the one that plays him an disrespects his girl (when she was his girl) how is it that the ones that actually try to works things out get tossed for the ones that dont care what happens to u... I was good to u i did everything possible to please u i did shit that i would never think to do for ANY man juss so u would never feel the need to stray but my love wasnt strong enough to keep u... so do i hafta let u go?

A House. . .not Home. . .
A House . . .Not HOME A House of Cards . . . Walls fortified by the echoes of yesterdays Making it harder to tear down in many ways Its many rooms hold painful memories Untold secrets buried so the world doesn't see . . . . . . the past lives on for me . . . The House of Pain . . . The anguished cries ~ the tears of a child So many scars that she's tried in vain to hide

How Can You Love....
how can you love someone you've never met? ever touched? never smelt? never tasted? How can you trust just words? The words that tell you everything you want, everything you feel, everything you desire? They say your heart knows who to trust, but how can a heart that has been broken so many times still trust? How can it fall for just words and yet still beat so strong ever time you hear the phone ring and its him on the other end.......

Reason #1
The Shadow of Low, Low Prices Almost every dollar spent super-shopping immediately leaves town for corporate headquarters out-of-state, never to re-circulate again in the local economy. Life blood lost. Wal-Mart is so powerful, it usually gets its way through sheer economic force. It can under-price local businesses because it coerces suppliers to cut their costs in order to get the contract with them. As a result, manufacturing jobs fly to places like China, where girls and young women in sweatshops slave under horrific conditions for next to nothing, so Americans can buy cheap clothing & widgets 10,000 miles away. What a deal! The local hardware store, bookstore, sporting goods store, bakery, electronics store, music shop, toy store, food market—all closed through lack of local support because Americans chase those guaranteed lower prices. The local factory—you know, the one that used to manufacture widgets, that used to employ 100 local people at family wages with benefits; the

Pet Lizard
Pet Lizard If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my

Ani Difranco, 'untouchable Face'
this song in particular helped me through a broken heart way back when...listening to it now just makes me happy that i dont feel the words as i used to. Untouchable Face lyrics think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20

Help Level My Friend.
Then I am the guy that needs your help!!!!! I am trying to get others to come show me love, rate and comment my pictures, and help me get to godfather. I am not the most active person on this site as my life's plate is full. However I have the means to get you the morphing programs of your choice. Full version. No time limits or words to appear and both forward and backward morphing directions. ALL I need from you is to help me level up a few times and when I reach godfather I will give you a link to whomever asks for a free download of the program. It is just that simple. How can you not want to get something this good. Oh wait!!!!!! I know..... Maybe I can throw in the Adobe photoshop CS3 Portable version too. This means you simply extract the winzip file then use. Thats right no install no serials just a fantastic program for you to make and use without ever having to ask someone else to do it for you any more!!!! WOW how can you pass those 2 offers up? Anyway J

Week 10
Fetal development in pregnancy week 10:fetus in third month Your astonishingly tiny baby has been hard at work growing as fast as possible—almost doubling in size in the past three weeks! Amazingly, you’re in for a repeat size doubling performance within the next three weeks! Your tiny champion still weighs less than a quarter of an ounce but has already completed the most critical stage of their development. Using Doppler technology, your doctor or gynecologist can let you hear their tiny rapid fetal heartbeats this week (145-165 beats per minute!). Chances for miscarriage are greatly reduced when the heartbeat can be detected, so take a sigh of relief if you’ve been needing one—it hasn’t been an easy ten weeks! What’s more, they’re getting ready to make their first baby poop! Your little one’s major organ systems are developing, including a functioning digestive tract capable of moving food all the way through their bowels. The final shiny gold star on their fetal behavior chart for

Physical Therapy Sucks My Ass Bone Dry
Now explain this to me. You fall because your teeny tiny feet can’t support your huge, enormous frame and you sprain your ankle. It gets almost totally better, but you figure, hey I’ll go to physical therapy and fix it all up, and when you go, they put you in so much agony you wish you’d have cracked your head on an end table when you fell and died. Come on now. Its an ankle. Ankle therapy. Why does my arm hurt? What did the Physical Therapist do to me to make my arm hurt? Why do my knees ache? All I did was do circles with my foot, is that really a burdon on my knees? How about my shoulders? I’ve been carrying around these huge ass tits for years and suddenly ankle therapy is making my shoulders hurt? I’ve had a headache since therapy started. Am I really thinking that much when I point and flex my foot? What the fuck, can someone please explain this to me? Pretty Please?

My Life
so i just moved here. and i dont know anyone yet. so i'm kinda bummed. i had a ton of friends back where i was from. but now i'm a loser :(. i am working my MAD social skills at school though. USI i never even heard of it untill i came here. wish they had like a major sports team. but oh well, it's cool i guess..

Please Chill
Please...chill for me would ya? I didn't do a damn thing and I am going to take care of what I feel I Should As far as the contest. Come on guys give me a break..I know who worked and didn't. Give me a minute and I will have the prizes awarded, and dont give me shit about shit...I know who was ahead...if you don't want second prize then you don't get anytbhing....Not cause I am a moocher, cause you are bullshit... and I tried LMAO Hey it wasn't my fault..:(

New Hearing Aid
An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my will three times!"

Need Rain..................
I have a special request to make to everybody on here specially the Wicans and American Indians that can do spells or whatever This is the worst drought Ive seen since Ive been here Everything is turning brown the trees and plants are dieing and worse the lakes and etc really look pathetic We used to get torrential rain downpours storm warnings by the ton. This keeps up the Carolinas will no longer be green. WE need rain and for it to blizzard and white out in the mountains this winter to bring it back to normal. LET ITTTT RAINNNN..........

End Of Watch: Monday, August 15, 1966
Patrolman Jerry Edwin Trimmer Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Monday, August 15, 1966 Biographical Info Age: Not available Tour of Duty: Not available Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Automobile accident Date of Incident: Monday, August 15, 1966 Weapon Used: Not available Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Trimmer was killed in an accident while responding to an assistance call.

Broken Hearted Love Song
I sing myself to sleep, It's the only way to keep from crying, And I pray that each day will get better, So that my heart will keep from dying. I dream about him every night, But I only awake to see, That he is never coming back, So from my eyes I wipe the debris. I wake up sometimes, And find that I have cried in my sleep, And all that's left of my heart now, Is a small, broken heap. So again I sing a song, To keep my mind away, But I just can't help to think, Of what things would be like today. My heart would be whole, And my face would be dry, And the songs that I sing, Would never make me cry.

My Tears
No sleep last night, To busy thinking of you. I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, But I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyways, So I guess i'll just have to stop loving you some how. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. It hurt bad, I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of to late to say that, I've already unleashed thousands, Because every thought I ever had, Was about you. And every dream I ever wished... Came true, When you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappering, So I didn't sleep last night. M.P 7-9-07

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Tears
Tears The first tear That rolled down my face Was the tear of life Born into a exciting new world Everything is new and fresh Looking at the world With innocent eyes The second tear I cried Was the tear of manhood Nothing is new anymore The world turns tainted and cold The feelings of youth fade Torn away from young ideas Thrown into the darkness That is life The third tear is for love A feeling so pure in nature When it starts to grow Our heart pounds with hope Thoughts swirl into images of you The world seems anew Then it crashes back down To the dark abyss Love, the only false feeling The last tear that fills my eyes Is the happy tear of death Coming to take away The pain that life brings Sorrow stops with the Last beat of my heart As my lungs exhale The stale air that fills my lungs I am at peace True happiness I have finally found

Poem - Love Forever
Love Forever She sits again Waiting and wondering Was it something she did? Was it something she said? That keeps him away Away for so long. Once there was great love Love forever was what he said But then he left her behind. He came back full of love Love forever he said again She believed that was true Then again he left her Though for a very good reason But she sits and waits Wondering why he isn't back No effort to come back to her Or so it seems to she who waits. Should she wait? Should she hope? That he comes back Full of love once again Love forever he told her twice Love Forever can it be right?

Poem - Frightful Day
Frightful Day We came here to find out more About this he has live with all his life Some days are good Some days are bad But one day it will all end. The pain, the tiredness, The worry, the fear. All these will end On that frightful day, So near, so far away. And on that day, I pray so far away Not only will his pain be gone But my love, my life will cease to be That day he goes away from me.

Hello To Everybody
While I'm in Iraq I won't be able to go to or put anything on any blog sites. Some DA in the past put some sensitive info on there blog & screwed it up for everybody. So don't get mad at me if I don't answer you or add anybody for a time. Karl

And Now The Aftermath
Ok, here I go again. This time is a little different. I have more people helping me through this. Finally I think that I might be able to find my smile again. Though I don't down shift that quick. The divorce will be final in 2 weeks and a ppo put out tm. Everything is starting to come together to a head and working and talking is seeming to help a bit. I need the children to talk a little more when they start feeling bad about what happened. I plan on making some appts so they can get into a little sessions so they can talk or vent to someone who will not take it offensively and not hold it against them. Like me. My daughter is doing pretty good so far. Though she does act up some times, but its not as bad as her brother. I think that this time will go a little better with others here to help them along. I hope. Positive influence is always better and I think they can give it to them. My best friend tells me it will only get better, but I keep telling everyone that it doe

When Girls Get Drunk
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE THE KITCHEN F

Friendship Vs Love
first blog…… friendship v/s love umm its the first thing which struck my mind because….. its one of the most common thing happening nowadays…. friends falling in love..lol At the start…….strangers >>> frends>>>>good frends>>>>best frends>>>> lovers if one proposes and the other accepts >>lovers or if one proposes and the other rejects >>> broken hearted + friendship breaks or if reluctant to say ones feelings and the other doesnt understand>>> still best frends but some constrictions if both are only best frends with no mixed feelins then >>>>>>>best frends forever!! n i think its the best result Most of the time it ends like that not saying in every relation its like that…..but very often it is!!……. at times only one sided love……. n others hmmm.. i think that one must not mix relations… like love n friendship its not necessary to love someone who is ur best frend n with whom u can share everything! ( girl/boy of course ) It can also h

Slow Puter
I am in a bad area where i dont have much of a signal with my card. Most of the time it works good an i get a good signal an have no trouble rating,fanning an addin but tonite wasnt one of them. So when i can get to an area where i have a good signal i will finish rating, fanning an adding so until then u all have a good nite an better tomorrow.

Lover Update
The last time we met, we made it to the eighth floor of a parking garage in a not-so-sleepy city. I left hand-prints on a sedan; he left a cream-filled condom on the concrete floor. My tell-tale heart, muffled by a suit jacket, ticks away the moments until our next not-so-auto-erotic meeting.

Almost Nude In Public
Almost Nude in Public by AdelaideNurse © About me: I'm a 23 year old Nurse working at a large hospital in Adelaide, South Australia (OK – I work at Flinders). I'm quite short (4'11" or 150 cm) and skinny, but not anorexic or anything. I'm a b-cup up top, pale skin with get-black straight hair down to my shoulders. I don't think I'm stunningly pretty, but I'm alright. This is my second foray into forced exhibitionism inspired by Literotica. I'd been quietly planning this for over a month. It started when I attended a friend's wedding at Maslins Beach. Maslins in Australia's oldest nudist beach – but only at one end. My friend, a colleague from work was married at the northern (non-nude) end. The happy couple are a very Christian couple, and there was nothing nude about the event at all. What got me thinking was I noticed the public transport bus number (metrolink for the locals). 741 is the same bus that goes right past my flat. I live east of the city (Norwood for the loca

Why Mexicanz Cant Be Terroristz
WHY MEXICANZ CANT BE TERRORISTZ 1. 8:45am is too late for us to be up. 2. We are always late, we would have missed all 4 flights. 3. Pretty people on the plane distract us. 4. We would talk loudly and bring attention to ourselves. 5. With food and drinks on the plane, we would forget why we were supposed 2 b there. 6. We talk with our hands, therefore we would have to put our weapons down. 7. We would ALL want to fly the plane. 8. We would argue and start a fight in the plane. 9. We cant keep a secret, we would have told everyone a week before doing it. AND.... 10. We would have put our countrys flag on the wind shield

All-american Chili
6 ounces hot turkey Italian sausage 2 cups chopped onion 1 cup chopped green bell pepper 8 garlic cloves, minced 1 pound ground sirloin 1 jalapeño pepper, chopped 2 tablespoons chili powder 2 tablespoons brown sugar 1 tablespoon ground cumin 3 tablespoons tomato paste 1 teaspoon dried oregano 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 bay leaves 1 1/4 cups Merlot or other fruity red wine 2 (28-ounce) cans whole tomatoes, undrained and coarsely chopped 2 (15-ounce) cans kidney beans, drained 1/2 cup (2 ounces) shredded reduced-fat sharp cheddar cheese Heat a large Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Remove casings from sausage. Add sausage, onion, and the next 4 ingredients (onion through jalapeño) to pan; cook 8 minutes or until sausage and beef are browned, stirring to crumble. Add chili powder and the next 7 ingredients (chili powder through bay leaves), and cook for 1 minute, stirring constantly. Stir in wine, tomatoes, and kidney beans; bring

Fubar
I have found myself getting increasingly frustrated with this website along with pretty much everything else in life so those of you who know me but haven't seen me in the MuMMs or anywhere else on here thats why. All this shit does lately is just piss me off to the point where I'm ready to delete my account because I'm just sick of all the bullshit of my real life and my online life. Theres only 1 reason why I even still have a FUBAR and thats my girlfriend. I'm not normally a social person to begin with and it seemed the only place I really felt comfortable talking to people and opening up was on here, but lately a lot of things have changed. Theres a drug dealer after me as a result of my dad and I have the overwhelming urge to murder him. Its pretty much all that I can think about around the clock and I'm not saying figuratively, I mean slice his throat and piss on his body and laugh my ass off about it. Because of this I've been extremely antisocial both in my real life and in my

Life 1
So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before, But no longer!! I love life! YES, I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong.

Father Time
Periodically, I'm just gonna post a song or poem that is running through my head. For some inexplicable reason, this song has been ringing in my ears of late. If I can snag to MP3 or track, I'll post it in my stash, but for now, here are the lyrics... Father Time Music and Lyrics: Richie Sambora Father time I couldn’t make her want to stay Couldn’t seem to find the words to say Now I have to live in yesterday Father Time I thought that you were on my side. I thought that I could keep our love alive Thought that I could keep her satisfied. But the clock keeps ticking And I keep on thinking bout you. I’m knocking at the door of her heart and I can’t break through CHORUS Father Time Grant me just another day Of our love I tried to make her stay Father Time Don’t tell me it’s too late All my life You know that I would wait Father Time Now she’s gone She didn’t even say goodbye I guess she didn’t have the heart to try She didn’t even have the guts t

Shut It Down
Shut it down..feed ....full....now, I can't taste this tri folded, trifulling bloodstained slit down on my wrist, Feel so cold...here....pulse slows.....stops, My void is where I keep your name, My hope is locked there as well, Can't you just shallow it, The burn is eternal, Can't you just shallow, The calm is disturbing as well,

9/11
Wake up to the day Just going their own way Not knowing life will end Kisses and huggs is what they send A ordinary day so they thought But evil and pain was about to be faught Early they feel the shake and rumble As they ran they all tumble Look at the smoke , blood , and tears This has become everyones great fear Some are saved , some are lost To show their point , at a great cost Why so much pain and death on their hands To bring this sorrow to our land The memories and loss will be forever Courage and faith pushed through the fire On that day the world was frozen Our love and hope they thought they would ruin We come together stronger than before Waiting and watching for our savior Watch them sore into the heavens We may never understand the reasons Stand strong, show our pride You will never break out stride In our hearts and souls we are american You did not break us..you did not win by alanna

Internet Love
If I see one more person (especially someone I know) put up a status that they "Love" so and so I am gonna frikin puke. C'mon, reality ck here ppl I mean seriously Love? You have never met this person...in most cases your not even in the same state, how the hell could u use the word love, I know there is a hell of a lot of lust, need and desire out there, but what a fuckin joke. And yes Im a bitter bitch at time, but that is why mosy of ya "Love" me. K done venting

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wrote your name in the sky,

Save The Red Arrows
Unbelievable !!! The world-famous Red Arrows have been banned from appearing at the 2012 London Olympics because they are deemed 'too British'. Organisers of the event say that the Arrows military background might be 'offensive' to other countries taking part in the Games. The display team have performed at more than 4000 events worldwide, but the Department of Culture, Media and Sport have deemed the display team 'too militaristically British'. Red Arrows pilots were said to be 'outraged', as they had hoped to put on a truly world class display for the Games, something which had never been seen before. Being axed from a British-based event for being 'too This came from my friend dazz ... and i totally support that the arrows should fly .... British' is an insult - the Arrows are a symbol of Britain. The Red Arrows have been excellent ambassadors for British overseas trade, as they display their British-built Hawk aircraft all over the world. The Arrows performed a sh

My Hero
As I ponder the love that I saw in his eyes, A Godly love, given without compromise.... I recall many times that he stood by my side, And prodded me on with great vigor and pride. His voice ever confident, firm and yet fair, Always speaking with patience, tenderness and care. The power and might of his hands was so sure, I knew there was nothing we couldn't endure. It's true, a few others provided insight, Yet, he laid the foundation that kept me upright. He's the grandest of men to have lived on this earth, Although he's not royal by stature or birth. He's a man of great dignity, honor and strength. His merits are noble, and of admirable length. He's far greater than all other men that I know, He's my Dad, he's my mentor, my friend and hero.

I'm Sorry!!
-----------------From: ~*KaTiEjO*~ [[we are SooooO amazing!]]Date: Oct 22, 2007 6:30 PMi bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the f

You're All Crackpots!!
You're all crackpots! An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water, at the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "

Back From Vacation
Well, the title says it all. I spent most of last week puterless and offline while visiting a friend in the Seattle area... All I can say is I really like that area, great to visit for sure. If I had the freedom to move, it would be near the top of my list, along with New Orleans, but thats a blog for some other time As for Seattle, I did quite a bit of the touristy stuff, but still had fun. I was able to catch a Seahawks game @ Qwest, which was fantastic. The fact they won the game was even better! It was great to be part of the loudest crowd in the NFL for a game. I was also about 5 miles from an actively erupting Volcano - Mount St. Helens. From the viewpoint we had, we could actually see the smoke (from the heat of the lava/magma inside the volcano. It was incredible to be that close. Of course, I did a lot of the touristy stuff as well (Harbor cruises, Space needle, etc), but won't bore ya with details here.. those will wait till I post the pictures I have.. LOL. B

You Just Can't Fix Stupid!!
You Just Can't Fix Stupid!! ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that to

The Post Office~
THE POST OFFICE Our dog, Abbey, died August 23, and the day after Abbey died, my 4-year-old, Meredith, was SO upset. She wanted to write a letter to God so that He would recognize Abbey in heaven She told me what to write, and I did. Then she put 2 pictures of Abbey in the envelope. We addressed it to God in Heaven, put two stamps on it because, as she said, it could be a long way to heaven. We put our return address on it, and I let her put it in the drop box at the post office that afternoon. She was absolutely sure that letter would get to heaven, and I wasn't about to disillusion her. So today we took the kids to the museum in Austin , and when we came home, there was a package wrapped in gold on our front porch. It was addressed to Meredith. So... she took it inside and opened it. Inside was a book, When Your Pet Dies by Mr. Rogers (Fred Rogers). Inside the front cover was the letter we had written to God, in its opened envelope. On the opposite page was one

Looking For A Few Good People
HALL OF VENGENCE & MYSELF ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PEOPLE TO HELP GET THIS THINGS OFF THE GROUND, ARE YOU WILLING & ABLE TO HELP. WE HAVE FULL THROTTLE RADIO LIVE 24 / 7 & WE INTEND TO LET CRAZINESS RULE. I AM LOOKING FOR : 1) PROMOTERS ( IF YOU CAN MAKE BITCHIN BULLETINS THAT HELS ALOT ) 2) BARTENDERS 3) GREETERS ( THE MORE THE BETTER ) 4) SECURITY 5) POLE DANCERS & REGULAR DANCERS CONTACT ME IF YOUR INTERESTED. THANKS IN ADVANCE

Live Webcam : Looking For Spectators
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

Uncontrolled
subject: uncontrolled post date: 2007-10-11 18:55:20 he caused me to quiver as he touched me expecting to feel his tonque soon something i enjoy so much tongue trailing the inside of my thighs i feel his tongue tracing around my lips taunting me raising the fire inside me begging to feel the touch to my center soul feeling the separation feeling warmful couldnt feel the cool air cause the tongue the tongue replaced it so quickly feeling the his tongue probing around the roughness of his tongue was just right right places to be touched by the the tip around the outside of the lips the inside of the lips oh the burning pleasure desire raising inside flooding though the walls oh finally to feel it punge deep inside going down the halls feeling against the walls pulling on his head helping to go deep there in feel the rush flood my being to come to you

Hmmmmm Read It U Tell Me
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth .Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. .A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never felt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within..

~not Looking Forward To This Even Though My Tells Me No~
~My ex called me the other night & asked if he could see our son on Halloween. We live a good hour apart. So he suggested that I bring our son down there so when he gets off work our son can go trick or treating with my step son as well. (fyi i still see my step kids on a reg basis they are both 13). I really didnt want to but I didnt want to deprive my son of seeing his dad or brother. i asked my son if he wanted to and he said yes. Then my step son asked if we (his brother and i) stay over at his daddys house. So now Im locked in and will be under the same roof as the man i was married to for 7 yrs for the first time in 4 yrs. my ex atleast lives with a common friend of ours brad and he is chill so im cool. But i dont know why it just feels off. but oh well i guess well just see how it goes.... i just cant stomach my ex at all. i hope everyone else has an awesome halloween! ttys ~me~

#18 10/29 - 11/04
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/29 - 11/04 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 361,863 Points to Henchman **********************************************

I Must Put On Hold
Attention Kingdom of Wolves.There has been some Controversy,pertaining to my New Platoon.Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers.This is a Platoon that Operates within The K.O.W..It also has K.O.W. Bombers as some of it's Members. It is not Govern'd by The K.O.W.~S.O.W.or Howling Wolves.An because of this Factor,my Fubar Wife will no longer make Morphs for This Platoon.Don't Fret I have a Morpher in Place,that we will try out. I'm Also the Co-Founder of this Venture.Hopefully it Doesn't have as much Stress Factor.As The Daily Operations of The K.O.W. has had.I will Continue to Assist when needed The Operations of the Kingdom of Wolves.As we Continue to Curb the Drama if Possible.Fubar it's self is Drama Filled as we are all Exsperiments in there eyes.Fubar is a Socialization Online Community (exsperiment)+ if the Discrimination Continues by Fubar,I will leave this F in Site that I once Loved . Lord Wolf~Founder Kingdom of Wolves~Co-Founder Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers Co-Fo

I Wish I Would've.......
I hate when I let my insecurities take over how I feel as far as things I want to say and do. It doesn't happen often but when it does it always seems to come back and kick me in the ass as a lesson that everyday you should say and do what you want, cause you never know what may come of it, good or bad, at least you tried. Today I got kicked in the ass by an opportunity I let slip by about a year ago.

Cheaters Red Handed
Cheaters on the internet >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> there in trash can you will see pic of the person that could be cheaten lieing and abusing your trust http://www.fubar.com/user/1226321 and http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=273224308 aka known as alen hellbent69 has cheated on more women in the last two weeks he has cheated on two ladies with i knows my self known as broken angel and inky after investigating it has been known to facts that more than thses two ladies have been used abused and lied to this is a note to allen ...............................Alln allen allen what have you done one is young singel and was hurting from last and the other has cancer with kids and you go playen them tellign them you are goign to see them take them to ranches buy rings and baught ring so not right allen what where you thinking honestly what where you thinking you know i would stand with inks and broken we are n a chat room with like 30 odd ppl and

Lonely
Day after Days, Night after Night, The world moves as I stay still. Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall. Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answer She cries, but I motionlessly don't answer. I lie on my bed, Screaming in my head. Pain forever with me never leaving. It goes with me everywhere. Like my shadow, Constantly there. Now my sister turning into darkness. She will before long be just like her brother. And mother will soon give in. The echo of glass breaking, The sound of my mother screaming, And me still emotionless as I lay. The doors are slamming. More glasses breaking. And me just falling, With no delay. Now the house grows dark. Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows. And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness. And all my fears have come true.

I Liked You More Before I Loved You
I LIKED YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME WE TALKED. THE WAY YOU USED YOUR WORDS, THE WAY YOU LOOKED. YOU SEEMED SO KIND AND CONSIDERATE, HOW COULD I HELP LIKING YOU? DAYS CAME AND WENT, SO DID YOU! I WAS BEGINNING TO WONDER IF THE THINGS YOU SAID WERE TRUE. THEN ONE DAY OUT OF THE CLEAR BLUE SKY CAME A FLASH ON THE SCREEN, MAKING ME WEAK IN THE KNEES, MY HEART BEGAN POUNDING, MY HANDS SHAKING, YOU HAD COME BACK TO ME. WAS IT ALL JUST A DREAM? A FEW MONTHS LATER AFTER TALKING FOR A WHILE, I GAVE YOU MY NUMBER. WOULD HE CALL? I COULDN'T HELP BUT WONDER. I REMEMBER THE DAY WELL, WAS HOT IN JULY, JUST OUT OF THE SHOWER, I SAT DOWN AT THE COMPUTER WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN MY PHONE STARTED BUZZING... A MISSED CALL? HMMM, AS I LOOKED TO SEE WHO IT WAS, MY HEART STARTED RACING SO FAST I THOUGHT I WOULD PASS OUT. IT WAS YOU. FINALLY MY DREAM HAD COME TRUE. I LISTENED TO YOUR MESSAGE TAKING IN THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE, SO DEEP AND SEXY IT SHOULD BE A SIN, THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL RIGHT THERE AN

He Blew Me Away, That Very First Day!!
There is this man who just blows me away. I have been talking to him for a little while and want so much more. I dont even know where this is gonna go but I have high hopes. He is wonderful and amazing. He seems to be everything I want and then some. I just cant seem to get enough of him. When we arent talking I am missing him like crazy. I have never been quiet do blown away so quickly.

Boredom
why do lecture classes have to be so BORING?! sitting here wishing i could just scream or run around in circles. something to break up the monotany of it all. i need something to happen! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In Spanish Sorry!!
Sorry i do speak english but i just wanted to have people see this just to see if u guys can understand and comment on it!!! Arg me estoy cansando de esto, me llenan el My shoutbox de pura publicidad de gente que ni tengo en mi lista de amigos, que vote por el contest tal que rante que esto que lo otro, y ni que hablar del bullentin cada 5 minutos el mismo pinche bullentin de que vote por ella en tal lado arg como cansa y aburre estar leyendo eso. Y lo que mas cansa y aburre es estar leyendo eso de que quieren subir no se cuantos puntos asi que se vote y se rante su perfil y fotos, pero si ellas ranteando y comentando tambien suben, pero noooooo quieren de la manera mas facil -.- arg ya la verdad cansa. En fin eso era, ahhhh ya me siento mejor, a ver quienes entienden y me comentan si tengo razon o no (hahaha igual solo 3 o 4 personas entraran como siempre hahahahah)

I Am So Ashamed Of Myself.....
I've had pet dogs for all my life. And after I moved on my own I kept that streak going. And in all my 25yrs of having dogs I have never once thought of putting cloths on any of them. I really just thought it was silly. Anyway I'm sad to now admit that I bought my George some cloths. I dunno it was so weird, we went to PetSmart and he was so fixated on the cloths there that I thought maybe someone hid a milkbone in there or something. Anyway I broke down, gave in, and got him a few shirts. Ugh I feel so ashame to admit that but yeah here's my little guy George.

How To Burn Cal Away...
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different Position Missionary..........................3

My Dicshinairy
HEIDI - noun. Greeting. HIRE YEW - complete sentence. Remainder of greeting. Usage: "Heidi, hire yew?" BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." BAMMER - noun. The state west of Jawjuh. The capitol is Berminhayum. Usage: "A tornader jes went through Bammer an' lef $20,000,000.00 in improvements." THANK - verb. Ability to cognitively process. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." BARE - noun. An alcoholic beverage made of barley, hops an yeast. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ra

Scrolling
Was it the words that made me think about him all night or was it the smile that he brought to my face when I saw the E- Mail message that seem to shine so bright. Yes I feel so confused, How could it be? He stole my Heart away with the stroke of his computer keys. We chat, we talk its just not the same, there should be no reason I get so excited when I see his chat name. We are in a private room, designed for two, sometimes I think they designed one especially for me and you. We are chatting for hours when I realize, oops, I'm on the computer, I was lost there for a while, but His words they really make me smile. Communications is the key to unlock my heart, It's funny the computer has enable to get thus far. Cyber space is strange and that is true, But guess what - It Scrolled My Heart a Road Directly to you

A Fahers Broken Heart
THE MOTHER DIES DUE TO ILLNESS AND THE FATHER IS LEFT BEHIND TO RAISE A DAUGHTER THE BEST HE CAN. THE DAUGHTER GRADUATES HIGH SCHOOL AND GOES TO COLLAGE.GRAMPA BUYS THE DAUGHTER A CAR SO SHE CAN GO TO SCHOOL ABD NOT HAVE TO DEPEND ON ANYONE TO DRIVE HER TO AND FROM SCHOOL. THE DAUGHTER STARTS SKIPPING CLASSES AND FOOLING ARROUND WITH DRUG DEALERS. THE HARDEST THING THE FATHER HAS TO DO IS TO TELL HIS DAUGHTER THAT IF SHE CANT DO WHATS EXPECTED OF HER LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL SHE HAS TO MOVE OUT. THE DAUGHTER CALLS THE FATHERS HAND LIKE IN A GAME OF POKER SO THE FATHER HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO TELL HER TO PACK HER STUFF AND GET OUT... THAT BROKE MY HEART INTO A MILLION PIECES ALL I CAN DO NOW IS PRAY SHE MAKES THE RIGHT CHOICES THIS TIME.

Hello E1 I Want To Ask A Question
ever since i been on here i had a person that has had a crush on me and i am wondering who it might be...i been this whole time and i wish i had a clue who it was..i am just courious i am happy i have someone that likes me that much but i like to know if someone can give me a clue on who it is ..i like it very much..if not i guess i keep wonderng ..and if the person that has a cush on me..i ty for likeing me that much..huggzz stacie

My First Kiss Was W/ ?
Body: we have some problems here..... Because u opened this, u will get Kissed on Friday by the person u love [or like] & 2morrow will be the best day of ur life, so Dont break this chain cuz if u do you'll have problems with relationships for 10 years =[ Repost this as "my first kiss was with

So Sad!
As of late quite a few things have been occurring around me in my life that have been a bit out of my control. They have been some of the hardest issues I have had to deal with and yet it has come time to face them head on and take them down one by one. In order to focus my priorities on those things which are important I must sacrafice my time here, completely. I want you all to understand that it has absolutely nothing to do with any of you. I have made some of the most amazing friends here on Fubar and wish you all the very best. But none of the issues I am dealing with has anything whatsoever to do with Fubar. I have not yet decided wether or not I will continue keeping my account here on Fubar. I do not know the answer to that. My current objective is to simply put away Fubar for a while (maybe permanently, in which case I will just delete it all together) With that said I wish you all the very best, and maybe just maybe I will return somewhere down the road. L

Tags!!
Hey all FuSistas and FuBrothas!!!!!! For your personalized tag, I need the following: 1: Four of Your Favorite Photos of YOU!!! 2: Your favorite color AND YOU MUST EMAIL ME THE PHOTOS ....USE SUBJECT FUSIS OR FUBRO hfeldbruegge@hotmail.com Thanks all! Holly

Thoughts As Darkness Falls
I close my eyes My hand touches But I wish it were you The flowing emotion swirling within your eyes Soft kisses upon your lips to mine The sweet scent wafting from your hair The warmth of your body intertwined with mine Reluctantly my lips leave yours And plant gentle kisses to your throat and shoulders Across and down your chest I crave to explore your every inch to taste Slowly my tongue travels to one breast Sliding slowly, Circulating, nibbling, sucking I taste your nipple and suck Moving to your belly, sucking, nibbling from side to side Slower I move as your fire and juices come to boil My hands slides up your chest, carressing your hot breast My fingers fall playing gingerly with your feminine folds As my tongue travels across the hardened awaiting nipple Yearning for a caress as I suck and swollow To the back of my throat as you let out a moan I kiss your ribs, your stomach, Sucking your belly botton

Actual Call Center Conversations!
Samsung Electronics Caller: 'Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?' Operator: 'I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about.' Caller: 'On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?' --------------------------------------------------------------------- Tech Support: 'I need you to right-click on the Open Desktop.' Customer: 'OK.' Tech Support: 'Did you get a pop-up menu?' Customer: 'No.' Tech Support: 'OK. Right-Click again. Do you see a pop-up menu?' Customer: 'No.' Tech Support: 'OK, sir. Can you tell me what you have done up until this point?' Customer: 'Sure. You told me to write 'click' and I wrote 'click'.' ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Tech Support

Body And Soul
She studies her face in the mirror upon her dresser Some added new lines, she begins to see a little closer Looking into herself through her dark loveless coal eyes Wanting that little girl inside, that chased her dreams up in the skies Many years of wanting, many years she slept in the cold The man that was to change her, only made her soul grow old His love turned into a bottle, hers turned into shame His anger became the fire, hers became the blame One day she set out, outside those inner walls To find that little girl, the girl before the fall In her car she drove, finally leaving that hellhole Creating her destiny, rediscovering her Body and Soul!

One Woman's Tale Of Woe
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat

18 Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving
18 THINGS YOU CAN ONLY SAY AT THANKSGIVING!! 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!! www.commentbaby.comCLICK HERE

Friends In Low Places
BEST FRIENDS What is the true meaning of best friends and the meaning they have on ones life. is a best friend as equivalent and possibly the same and equal to the love of your life, or is it just someone who knows you so well they sometimes even know you better then your own self. can the 2 be the same or different ITS funny I remember how there was those days we could sit on the phone for hours with nothing to say but it meant so much. Those days when we would run and ask each other for advice for our lives regardless the situation. Those days when just a phone call to say HI, how are you, what you up to was the best feeling. I remember when we would go out of our ways to hang out and chill just because we liked each others companies. Those moments when things were bad and felt like crawling into a hole you knew the right thing to say to cheer me up and make me smile. In moments of weakness you would crack a laugh when i would say those random silly useless comments. Well all

Poems 2
I am there. Close your eyes... face the Sun... feel my warmth? as the breeze.. touches your flesh... let it be, I carressing you Forever, think of me at these moments, I AM there With you. As Autumns chill,sets in Winter draws near.. lifeless leafs, blow about your feet. It is I reaching out to touch you, I am there, with you. When winters frost.. sits upon the window sill, reach out to touch it feel it melt,upon your finger tips. It is I, melting at your warmth. I AM, there with you. As spring, brings blooms.. Of the brightest colors, scents of the best variety. Stop, breath deeply.. see their beauty.. It is I.. waifing about in the air.. seducing you. Pulling you closer.. touch the delicate petals, feel my softness. Inhale my scent. I am there.. with you. Summer sets in.. it grows hot, The sun beats down upon you. As you wipe the sweat , from your brow, I will be the cooling gentle breezes, you crave. Giving you comf

Back Into The Dating World
My husband and I just recently decided to see other ppl. I am not sure what i should do. Whether to stay single and enjoy my new found freedom. Or to try to date and find another mate. This is the first time in 12 yrs I have been faced with this Question. I believe I can be happy either way, But If i am to date again need to know what the best ways r to meet new ppl. If u can help either comment or Shout at me. Thanks!!!

Tattoos
OK, I’m getting a little bored with this page so I thought I would ask some questions to some things I have been thinking about…..I got a tattoo back in June….but I have been thinking about getting another one….but I wanted to ask ya'll where you think the most sexiest place on a woman is....what kind of tattoo do you like to see on a woman?

Lets Make Love
I get home late from work tonight Baby, my body's achin'. Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you and me And the love that we'll be makin'. So I chill the champagne Light a candle or two (Baby, all the things I'll do to you) I love you so much my little heart is breakin'. Let's make love Oh baby, let's make love Your body fits me like a glove So baby, let's make love (Ooh Baby, let's make love, oooh yeah) Baby let's make love, yeah, yeah, alright Ain't nobody in the world In love as we are. Making love to you's like being inside a shooting star. Now I'm in so deep, baby, we're groovin (Lovin the way your body is movin') Then I pull it out just a little bit too far And I accidentally stick it in ya butthole. I put it in your butthole. I swear that wasn't my goal, To put it all up in your bootyhole. And I swear I'll never do it again. ...Unless you kinda liked it. This isnt mine.. This is a Stephen Lynch song.

No One By Alicia Keys
Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around Yes, I know, for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the wa

What Not To Do When You Make A Salute
I have found out that there are a few things not to do when making a salute. 1 dont let a friend say trust me it will be ok . 2 dont trust them when they say the marker is not perminet(dam boobs going to have blue smiley face's on them for weeks. 3 when they say hey it will come off with finger nail polish remover ,Dont put it on your nipples it stings So here are a few things i have learned and wanted to share ,so go on lol at me because atleast i know not to do this agin.

Lil Bout Me
Ok so im new to this site ....but a lil bout me im a 22 yr old jamaican and puerto rican female...im originally from Bronx, Ny..but now live in Gainesville, Fl.... i have a three year old son which i loveeeeeeeeeeeee to death....and im just a cool, down to earth, layed back person...i like to meet new friends and love to chill....so get at cha gurl..mwahzz!!!

Closin Ma Fubar...
whats up i know yall just added me or we just me but ima be closin my fubar page an account in tha next two weeks so if yall wanna get at me you got two weeks... that or ya can get at me at ma e-mail... crazymix87@yahoo.com so hope to hear form ya soon...

Just...some Belle...babble...is All...
The “Sanctity”…of..“The Mass”… The world…eats…my “sanity“…with teeth…sharp, wicked, brutally biting…ripping every nerve…goading my inner being…to make myself…disappear…for lack of want….from lack of sustenance…….aches to starve me…take my inner strength…pushing me to make…a …homicide of myself… I don’t belong…I don’t belong…no need to belong…in “their world”…bitter….bitter taste…it lingers …on my tongue…every moment I exist…amongst “them”…the “they”… It lingers everyday…in a night filled with dreams…not pretty…angry surreal…underlying evil …most can’t see…is so clear…to my eyes…threatening me…”don’t speak!”…“don’t tell”…”don’t react” “pretense…your sanity”…for the “sake”…of “the masses”!!!…no need for the “masses”…they fear …me….for reasons…of ignorance…& apathy…no…empathy…is a sin…worse than missing confession…telling your "humanity" to “him”…to the pedophile…behind the curtain… Hypocrisy…making me vomit these words I spill …on paper…stench of hypocrisy…sickening my soul…makes

I'm Quitting Smoking
I have finally decided to quit smoking. I picked a bad time to do it, but I guess it's always going to be a bad time. I had my last one today, and I'm already ready to rip someone's head off. I didn't realize what a big part of my day that habit was. I want to feel better, but I feel like I'm losing a good friend. I think this next week is going to be hellish. Any tips for quitting cold turkey? I don't want to use the patch, gum or pill or anything like that.

An Old Sergeant’s Prayer
An Old Sergeant’s Prayer For Veterans’ Day, Thanksgiving and Christmas (a.k.a. “A Cold Warrior’s Prayer”) Almighty Lord God, my Commander of commanders, Thank you for all you have given me, For all you have taken away from me, And for all you have left me. Lord, I thank you for these things You have given me: • Thy forgiveness and saving grace which wash away all my sins and errors • A reasonably comfortable retirement after my service This sounds good but the truth of the matter is that the promised life time medical care is in trouble first of all to get Tricare for life we have to pay medicare Part B that will cost more then the cola raise for Social Security. We also may lose medicare and since Tricare for life is tied to Medicare and there is a good chance that Doctors will stop seeing Medicare if the cuts to the payments goes through in January. A number of military retirees have been writing and calling their congressmen/women to do something abou

No More
Demonica and evil, Are not my path anymore. To raise my child and give her memories, To release her at 34. Her father and I, Are not a pair. I have regrets, But I don't care. I have my memories, And keep them clean and true. And in this book, I will try to share with you.

Dj Creed
I will satisfy the world's wanton for wonder and manifest my influence to the masses I will envelope your emotions with my enthusiasm I will force you to show your true self, regardless of your inhibitions.... with each three ticker tune!

Lets Help Add Some Luv
lets help add some luv to one of our next Godfathers . plus he's one one the best friends / family that anyone could have . plus he always comes back to all his family / friends / fans to give luv back . lets show him lots of fubar holiday luv & send him to GodFather by Christmas . $r Whi+e Knigh+~Git R Done Rebels~Confederate Bombers(mod)

Win Fubucks
plz send all answers to me the first right answer wins 10,000 fubucks its that ez!!! im going to try this out see how it goes and if there is a good turn out then we will try it again!! A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no types of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how?

Who Is Jack Schitt
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition name

Darkness
My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting

Me..... Hehehehe
I just wanted to say hello to my family of close friends, friends, fans,and new ones. So far this site is pretty cool and took a bit to get the hang of it but nowwwwwwwwwwwww its all going pretty good. I hope you will save me and remember to come back and check my blog for my words and fun. Take Care& good fubaring, Anne (Xstasy1)

Hello Want A Free Blast
♥Stephanie And Mark are having back to back Happy Hours TONIGHT!!!! Wednesday (12/5) At 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar (PST) time.♥ During those TWO HOURS ONLY Steph Is Offering Free FuBucks!!! Click On My Giveaway Picture Below And Leave Comments!!! Every 100 You leave You Will Receive 10,000 FUBUCKS!!!! ♥•The Blast TWIST•♥ There will be 6 give-away pics designated as “Lucky Contestants”!!! Give one of THEM 100 comments and She Will also give YOU a 1-Day Blast! Give one of the “Lucky Contestants” 300 comments and she give YOU a 3-Day Blast!! If you hit a “lucky” contestant you will win the Fu-bucks AND the blast!! Come On people Help me out While you Help yourself out!!!! You Never Know. My Picture mig

The Mall Today
Today was not a good day. But I am very thankful today because of what happened. There was a horrific shooting and 8 innocent people were killed. The shooter killed himself. He was just 19 years old. He left 3 notes. A will giving all his personal items to friends and family. A note saying he was going to go out in "STYLE". And a note saying he was finally going to be "FAMOUS". I am thankful that my friend and I decided to go to lunch an hour later. We were only about 2 miles from the mall. We had each individually thought of shopping at the mall after lunch. Her daughter called me after I got home in a panic to see if we made it for lunch. I had friends from out of town call to see if I was ok. And several local friends called also. It is so sad to be thankful for such a reason. I feel sad for his family and the guilt they will carry from now on. I feel sorry for the families of the victims. But again I am very thankful that my friend and I were not there. I don't th

Update 12/07/07
Well as many of you know in the begining of the year my wife and i suffered a miscarriage. Well after man months of recovering and trying again we have found out that Snuggles is pregnant again. please cross your fingers and keep us in your thoughts. I will keep this section updated as often as i can with any new information that i get.

Salute!!
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The Nekromantix Monday Night Dec. 10 At The Meridian Houston
Cant wait till tomorrow night gonna go see the badest assed rockabilly band ever NEKROMANTIX at the meridian downtown houston u should go if u can definatly not to be missed. check out nekroman jam out on his stand up coffin bass. yall might know him from horror pops his wifes band. dont miss it if u see me holla i'll buy u a drink, a real one!

What Am I??
Am old poem that I wrote a long time ago and expresses what I am going through now. It shines before me. With its metallic like glow Hovering, in front of my head as if death itself were holding it I don't know why it has come to this No one knows why, I do The pain that dull aching pain it never goes away, just grows stronger and stronger till you just give up!! I guess this is the end The end or the beginning the end of life as we know it or the beginning of peace peace with one's soul and spirit Can you guess, what am I.

Haha
1. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it) 2. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it) 3. A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes. (In my next life I want to be a pig) (How'd they figure this out, and why?) 4. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Still can't get over that pig thing) (Don't try this at home...maybe at work?) 5. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (Is that why Flipper was always smiling?) (And pigs get 30-minute orgasms? Doesn't seem fair) 6. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmmmmm........) 7. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do. (If you're ambidextrous do you split the difference?)

Fool Me Once......
I look within and what do I find little pieces I've left behind Some are pieces of my broken mind Look through my eyes and what will you see Something that is great and powerful in me Never ending like this life Never again will I have a wife So much hurt we must all bear These scars are mine that I wear I have erned every one I never even used a gun Scars like life come in different shades some from the mountains some from the cascades Temp me not for you may find It is wicked cold when you are left behind

Don't Underestimate The Older Generation
Don't underestimate the older generation I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Tour Dates:
Love, Pain & the Whole Crazy Carnival Ride Tour" with Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood January 2008 31 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena February 2008 1 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena 16 - Roanoke, VA - Roanoke Civic Center March 2008 7 - Omaha, NE - Qwest Center 11 - San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion

How Important Are Looks To You
With a lot of failures in relationships and rejectons from dates it raises the question.. is it really a partners personality the atracts people or is it just all about the looks? I may not be much to look at but there's more to a persons looks like how much they can truly care for someone and how they show their love. Don't get me wrong... if by some miracle i had a beautiful, slim girl ask me on a date then i'd jump straight in there but i still look for inner qualities. So the question begs... what's is more important to you.. looks, or heart???

This For My Cyber Girlfriend!!!!
I FEEL YOU...... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Book Signing Schedule
My new novel is selling well. Here is the link if anyone is interested to purchase. http://search.barnesandnoble.com/booksearch/isbnInquiry.asp?z=y&EAN=9780979988448&itm=3 Here is the booksigning tour information: Hope to see you all. Eric Enck will be signing copies of the following books, TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONING and GHOST OF A CHANCE at the following bookstores: First off, a little insight: TELL ME YOUR NAME is a violent novel centering around a serial killer murdering pregnant women and leaving other dead killer's fingerprints at the crime scenes eluding the police. You can also order the book anywhere on-line. You can ship it to Eric for a signature at the address listed down below. Amazon has the cheapest prices as of now. THE RECKONING is a bloody tale about a young college student who is obsessed with vampires in books. She begins a killing spree based on her suffering past with her father. Little does she know, that after many gory killing

Pregnancy, Estrogen And Women
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women Pregnancy Q & A! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children! is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A:

Another Poem
Love to me is when you think of some one so much that it hurts to be with out them. When you're with that person everything just feels right! Love, ultimately, is realizing the responsibility that love entails. To truly love, one must first love one's self and secondly, be worthy of the love one is given. Love involves both selfishness as well as selflessness. Listless nights filled with laughter instead of lonliness. The cure for the human predicament. No beginning, no end, a suspension in both space and time. Like when lying on your back in a pool, floating, with your ears underwater. Although you can hear the sounds of the world, they're muffled, unclear, unnecessary. Love quiets, and calms the world around you, so that you may focus on what truly matters. Basically, in a nutshell, love is always swallowing! Hey girls, the world can use a lot more love! Gulp!

The 12 Days Of Fubar.... (( By Unchained Melody ))
THE TWELVE DAYS OF FUBAR Written by: Unchained Melody 12-21-07 On the first day of Fubar Baby Jesus sent to me A Bouncer checking I.D. On the second day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the third day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D.. On the fourth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Four Cherry Bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D.. On the fifth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Five Diamond rings, Four Cherry bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the sixth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Six guys to rate, Five Diamond rings, Four Cherry bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the seventh day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Seven Secret crushes, Six guys to rate, Five Diamond rings, Four

I'm Blocked????!!!!!!
Ok ... so a certain fubarian came to my page today re-reated me from a 5 to a 10 and then proceeded to rate one of my photos a 5. Fair enough ... if you don't like it rate it whatever you wish. I am curious person by nature so a little while later I decide I want to check this person out ... Surprise Surprise ... ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. Seeing as I've never been blocked before I decide to send him a message and find out what exactly I have done to offend the gentleman ... The Users Permissions Do Not Allow You To Send A Message!! I guess I should feel like part of the crew now that I've been blocked by someone. I'm an official fubarian now!! ... lol, but curiosity is killing me. All I'm going to ask (and I'm sure it won't change anything, but I will ask) is that if you're going to downrate me or block me at least have the decency to tell me why. I am not a rude p

How Lucky Can A Guy Get? Aka Anatomy Of A Country Band
I am one of the luckiest guys in the world! I play guitar with a top-notch KC area Country band. They are the best group of guys (and gals) that I could hope for really. Dean Saul sings the lead vocals. Dean is the baby (youngest of us all) and though he is usually a bit nervous, Dean has the best voice of probably anybody in Kansas City for Country music. Furthermore he is just a really nice and fairly laid-back guy. I've played in bands with Dean since the mid 90's. Mark has played with me in groups since the early 90's and plays Drums. Mark is a real character and is left-handed but plays drums in a unique way that keeps more drummers 'busy' wondering how he does it. He's a bit unconventional and probably the one most responsible for the way we sound as a group. Mark is stubborn and forthright...but a true friend and just a great guy to be around. We're lucky to have him. Rick has fast become one of my best friends. We have so much in common outside of the band that we just cl

Reversal
Why should it be so hard to believe that I wish to lie between your feet, my lion in winter? To be sheltered from the chill of the worlds pitiless winds, and hear your heart beat. Why should I not relish the warmth of your embrace, while the nightmarish storm howls, if the reversal is discreet?

Life Is Short
without darkness we would know no light without light we would know no darkness without all the pain we wouldn't see the beauty without the loss we wouldn't understand what we have everything has a reason though its sometimes never seen pain without sorrow and death without gain life is beautiful if you grab it by the maine life is hard, and pain a must... but without it then love would not make you bust I know these things for I have lived then true sometimes its so hard though when your feeling so blue They say good things come to those who wait its been so long is this really my fate? I spead the goodness, the love, and beauty without question, reason, or end one day I know I will find THAT friend the one who see's me for who I am and cherishs everything about the man I am untill then I lick my wounds gaurd my heart... and cherish every moment for you know not when your day will come and you yourself will meet your maker and stand in judgement for your

Drowning Your Memory
You slip silently into the shadows of my mind. So I grab a bottle and toss it back Hoping you'll go away. You always manage to ruin my day No matter how far I go. You're always there waiting and watching. I'm drowning your memory tonight. Your smile, Your laugh, Your stupid voice. I grab the bottle drink some more. I feel the burn and ignore the pain. Why won't you go away? Your touch, Your kiss, The way you fuck. I hate that I still remember All these things about you. I'm drowning your memory tonight. It's been a year But I can't forget The days we shared or the nights we spent. I don't regret one thing. I just want to forget.

Why I Became A Bartender
"Who has ever written a great work about the immense effort required in order not to create?" - from Richard Linklater’s Slacker Recently an old friend asked why -- and how on earth -- I had come to be a bartender. Why and how indeed. . . I remember the day I realized my life was going nowhere. I was in high school, roaming the halls between classes, when George Viola came running up to me, waving his college acceptance letter. This was during our senior year, when everybody in school was waving their college acceptance letters. Everybody, that is, except me -- I hadn’t even applied. I don’t remember which university accepted him, though it must have been an impressive one. Viola was one smart, clarinet-carrying nerd. I, on the other hand, was a nerd of a different sort: a slacker-nerd. How’s that for God’s cruel humor? He denied me the only thing we nerds can count on in this harsh, cold world: superior scholastic aptitude. I never did home

It Was Yours For The Taken
IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN... IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN I GAVE IT TO YOU MY HEART WAS JUST CALLING CALLING OUT FOR YOU IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU TOOK IT AND RAN NEVER LOOKING BACK TO SEE IT WAS IN YOUR HAND IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU KEPT IT FOR A WHILE TO ONLY BREAK IT THEN TURN AROUND AND SMILE IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND YOU RIPED IT APART TO THINK I THOUGHT WE WOULD NEVER BE APART IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND NOW NOW ITS GONE....

Fearing
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you

Love Ya
Love ya.. One day a womans husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick.. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. and s

A Poem
As i awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true ......... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face... Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The sound of your voice ,.... Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The man of my dreams. THIS IS FROM ME FROM POOHBEAR

January 1st
This is an encore. (And me being WAY too open) German tradition! Eat Saur Kraut On the 1st of the year. For Good Luck For The Year YAY! The one tradition I love with everything of me. I'm pure breed german girl. And oh how I love My saur kraut!!! Things That Upset Me: And make me completely understand why. I've been single now. For almost 27months. Yea I know scary thing. Truely it is, for a girl who was so use to being in a relationship. To a girl who is now use to being single. And scared of dare I say "commitment" Example A: (and my only example): Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. We meet and hang out finally. And there was chemistry to begin with. Because we understood each other. Then the phyical chemistry followed. Boy dosnt want to rush getting into something serious. Because his previous 2of this year. Had failed, and I don't blame him on that. Just how long till something develops though. I'm the girl who likes guys way too easily. And falls for them way too easily. A

"about Me" Quiz Results
About You First name: KathiMiddle name: Age: Birthdate: September 21stBirthplace: OhioTime you were born: Nicknames: KatHeritage: Eye color: blueHair color: dark brownNatural hair color: dark brownContacts/glasses: glassesRighty or lefty: rightyYour Favorite Type of music: mostBand or singer:

Two Thruth And A Lie
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Custom Dvd For Your Private Collection
I had a thought the other day, and I thought I'd share it with you guys! I have always done custom DVDs for a select few friends of mine...but it's fun and I figured I try doing it for you too :-) Do you have a script you would like me (and my team) to make reality for you?? I am available for solo videos, and I also have girlfriends and male talent :-) The detials of your script/idea determine the total price of the project. I can accept payments via Paypal :-) So if you'd like to gift yourself with a special video made by me just for you, then contact me with the details of your fantasy! I'm waiting to hear from you!

Ebon Dark
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone.

3-thedarksideofromance
As I sat there in Enqlish class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me like that, I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be "just friends", I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why. . 11th Grade The phone rang. It was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone so I did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "Thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

My Dear Friend
I made a promise to a dear friend to love and protect you forever without end. I made a promise I can not break, if ever I did my life I must take. Life would not be worth living without you in it, I can not consider it even for a minute. My love for you was always strong, my dear friend convinced me it is not wrong. My dear friend told me to love you as he, he told that this is how it must be. My dear friend meant alot to me, and to honor his wishes is my destiny. What was what is what always shall be for us to be happy, loved, and free.

Tears
Tears are falling from my eyes, as I sit and cry at night. Blood is dripping from my heart, as I try to write. I have so much pain, I'm hurt a lot, I can't explain all this, I'm just falling apart. No one understands, I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end. Love hurts so much, like a thousand stabbing knives, especially when you have all this pain, that you wish you could deny. I'm so sore right now, my heart is racing fast, you told me love is happy but now I am sitting here with all this pain, I don't understand. I wish U can kiss them all away but no matter how much I try to forget this pain...I cant cause my heart is telling me, the only one who can take the pain away is the same person who gave it to you

Left Me A 5
Alright, this "chick" came and rated my default a five! Ok, fairly new, might not know "rules" w/e. So I go to her page and just kinda point it out. Nothin. A few minutes later I go again and "remind" her. Last comment on her page from me is telling her how i really feal about downrating. I don't want you to return the favor, just do yourselves a favor and block her before she gets to you. There are other comments on her page leading me to believe this is not the first time. vixen2707@ fubar

Until There Is...you
Until there is...you I will walk this earth alone No hand to hold in mine My heart all my own Until there is.. you True love will be just a dream Dreams of wonder and tears Dreams of hope and fears Until there is.. you My life will have no direction I will live on the road of uncertainty But will seek a journey out for you and me... And when the times comes I will thank my lucky stars And God from the heavens above For my heart and soul could never Feel the impact of true love Until there is...you

You Know You're From Ohio If
You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, and usually look around when someone says that they have buckeyes. Michigan usually brings a scowl. (unless you live in toledo) You know if other Ohioans are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths. You know how to correctly spell Cincinnati. You know what's round on the ends and hi in the middle. "Vacation" means going to Florida, Hilton Head, or Florida. You measure distance in minutes. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day, and maybe even use the "defrost" and "A/C" in the same day. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's my coat at?" You know what's knee-hig

Right Now......
Right now, I could just scream, till I have no voice left... At this very moment I hate life and most of the things it has to offer... There are a few things that are keeping me sane though... I just hope this winter stuff hurries up and goes away.... I feel my skin crawling and I am trying so damn hard to beat this battle today, but it's slowly but surely taking it's tole... I can't stop the tears that have no purpose and I can't stop the thoughts that make no sense... I pray the winter goes by fast, and summer comes quick... I will win the major war but am losing todays battle....

Some Dudes
There are a few guys on this site I wouldn't trust to raise a pet rock, and MUCH fewer I would trust to raise a family. I honestly hope I'm one of the family ones, but someone here loves to start lies about me talking smack. Look, buddy, you know who you are and I don't want any part of this. I haven't said a damned thing about you or any of your naive girlfriends who don't see that you're basically a criminal waiting to be arrested. And before anyone decides to call me a backstabbing two-faced liar, scan this blog for names. There aren't any.

March-flirtatious
January=Bad Ass -Fun to be with. -Loves to try new things. -Boy/girls LOVE you. -You are very hott. -Secretive. -Difficult to fathom and to be understood. -Quiet unless excited or tensed. -Takes pride in oneself. -Easily consoled. -Honest. -Concerned about people's feelings. -Tactful. -Friendly. -Approachable. -Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. -Moody and easily hurt. -Witty and sparkly. -Spazzy at times. -Vengeful. -Forgiving but never forgets. -Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. -Loves to be loved. -Easily hurt but takes long to recover. -Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days ★FEBRUARY = PORNSTAR -Abstract thoughts. -Outgoing. -Loves reality and abstract. -Intelligent and clever. -Changing personality. -Attractive. -Fun to be around. -Sexiest out of everyone. -A real speed demon. -Has more than one best friend. -Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. -Amazing smil

Being Single
So, as you might have guessed from the title, i am single. My best guy friend who i had feelings for but was always too immature for me has begun dating someone else. I find myself a little jealous despite myself. There was a time when he wanted me, but being in the army, we never had the time to establish anything. Now i hear from him less and less. I suppose there is nothing to do but move on.

Fetish List
Here are my answers, would love to see yours! Yes! No! maybe Fetish Activities: _____ __x___ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) __x___ _____ _____ Age Play ___x__ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) __x___ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) __x___ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ __x___ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) __x___ _____ _____ Biting _____ _____ __x___ Blindfolds __x___ _____ _____ Blood _____ __x___ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ __x___ Bondage _____ __x___ _____ Branding _____ _____ __x___ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Candle Wax _____ __x___ _____ Chains _____ ___x__ _____ Chastity Devices ___x__ _____ _____ Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads _____ ___x__ _____ Cling Film _____ __x___ _____ Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Collar and Lead/Leash _____ _____ ___x__ Confinement/Caging _____ __x___ _____ Coprophilia (Shit Play)/Scat _____ __x___ _____ Cross Dressing __x___ _____ _____ Cupping (

Eternally Damned
I used to pray, but dont know why. All I ever ended up doing was cry Life became painful, to hard to live I had given to God all I could give Things only got worse never ever good How God failed me I didnt think he could I turned from him went the other way Life got better each and every day Dont know why, had faith in nothin But it was short didnt last very long With tears in my eyes and a broken heart I knew I was going to end my life from the start Nothing in life will ever last Pulled the trigger, just one blast Cursing the name of God above I now walk forever in eternal damnation Here in earth he says I am to find salvation Well I havent yet, so here I am still Damn never choose the way out I did That is to say Self-Kill

I Don't Love You
I Don't Love You...But Give me a little elbow room With space enough to grow Won't you tell her that I love her And then I'll need to go I don't really love her You see she is but a dream She opened up a dying heart Sneaked on in the in-between The part that was so empty? She added her own spark Slowly filled the hollow space Danced on out into the dark Then slowly she disappeared Just where I do not know Left a man very wounded With a need to try and grow So cautious are his steps now Treading lightly... thin as air "I don't love you ... but I love you." As if she really cared.

Things To Watch Out For
Neighborhood Hazard (or: Why the Cops Wont Patrol Brice Street). By Daniel Meyer. . I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors call this being behind the power curve. It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a gas stop can set things right again as it gives the brain a chanc

I Feel Like Shit...
i don't like this medicine i've been put on by the psychiatrist, its an antipsychotic called olanzapine (also known by the brand name zyprexa) and i feel like i have slight brain damage. to be homnest i'm a bit scared its gonna fuck me up even more. still fucking wanker single! but at this moment in time i really couldn't care less. my brain feels like its frying! i feel like i'm gona pass out most of the bloody time, i wish i wasn't so fucked up sometimes. it gets a bit too much after a while, people all think i'm insane. well thats coz i am, but i don't wanna be someones lab rat. oh fuck sake i'm so fed up. people are annoying me and i feel like i'm dying. fucking great.

Once Again ........i Sink Into Theshadows
To think I thought I'd be ok this time, an inside joke for just myself. Wear a smile to pass the time peacefully till my next episode. Hide the scars under long shirts and rolls of gauze Razorblade dreams crept up on me again. Fought it off for as long as I could telling myself I was whole again. Little white lies turn to drops of red running down my arm again. Shut my mouth and keep it inside till I can find a dark corner to slash away at myself once again. False hope I filled myself with runs down my arm and to the drain. Turns a pretty shade of pink Before they wash away gone before I had a chance to try them on for size. this addiction I found long ago for pain is becoming all consuming an obsession that runs though my mind. Hell bent on self destructing one cut to many to deep is all it would take......punish myself by sticking around. Looking for redemption for a pain I never caused, fueled by guilt implanted in me before I was to young to know what to do with

Rejection
What do you do when friends go into hiding and when you need them most they are no where to be found? When life hits your hard and you feel like your losing your mind, what do you do? I am at a cross roads here and I am not sure what to do. I need friends. Not another boy friend. If that comes from a friend the ngreat but I am NOT striving for this. The young guys who are on this site think that since I am an older woman that I will jump at the chance of a younger guy talking to me and sayign how sexy I am. NOT! It makes me sick. Why can't they get that thru their thick heads! I am not like the other women on here. I do not like the sex talk so DON'T BRING IT TO ME! If you want to be freinds then GREAT but if you are looking for a phone/cyber sex partner then GO AWAY I do not need your garbage. I am me and if you do not like me then you do not have to talk to me. I love strong and true and once you've earned my freindship I will do anything in the world for you

Ten Peeves That Dogs Have About Humans
'1' Blaming your farts on me.....Not funny... Not funny at all !!! '2' Yelling at me for barking. I'M A FRIGGIN' DOG!!! '3' Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway? '4' Any 'trick' that involves balancing food on my nose. Stop it! '5' Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. '6' The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Whoooo Hoooooooo what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. '7' Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! '8' Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. '9' Dog sweaters. Hello ??? Haven't you noticed the fur? '10' How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the truth: You're just jealous.

Need To Get Some Things Off My Chest
Venting session so if ANYONE on my friends list takes offense to this that is so your problem and so not mine....My friends that know me know I would do anything for anyone.....Well it has gotten to the point where I need to start doing for me again and learn to enjoy this site cuz right now I will tell ya I am ready to tell everyone off and leave but because I know that it will get better I am not going to. I am so TIRED of DRAMA being brought to me for no damn reason I haven't done a damn thing to anyone here and I am so not about to start...IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ANOTHER FAMILY dont bring it to me I DONT CARE......Its like this I am in 4 AWESOME FAMILIES one which is my own leveling family.....I love each one of them......The people are awesome but DONT COME AT ME with a bunch of crap that this person said this about one of my families cuz I will let you know in a HEARTBEART I WILL DEFEND MY FAMILIES.....IF you have a problem with another friend of mine take it up with them DONT

If You're From Georgia, You Know This. Or Maybe From The South ??
1. A Possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road. 2."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 3. It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy. 4. "Jaw-P" means "Did ya'll go to the bathroom?" 5. People actually grow AND eat okra. 6. "Fixinto" is one word. 7. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 8. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 9. Backards and forards means "I know everything about you." 10. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 11. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. 12. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM DOWN SOUTH WHEN: 1. You measure distance in minutes. 2. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 3. You use "fix" as a verb. For example: "I'm

I Will Be There For You
Because existence can become severe in one day, just sense me and I'll be there. In the minds eye, I'm not so far away. If you hold out your hand, in the whispers, I'll become the zephyr. and besiege you. If your eye's upon the stars, in the crystalline darkness, I'll become the moon. And the light shall guide you. If you rest upon the ground, in the warmth, I'll become the grass. And embrace you. If you turn outside, in the wetness, I'll become the rain. An upon your forehead, kiss you. If you free the air, in the light of day, I'll become the sun. And smile for you. Between the miles- if you need me. If you need a friend. Let me be the friend, I want to be.

Removing All Friends
i am removing all friewnds and re-adding the ones who are fans. dont like it sorry. i dont like friends that dont return the respect. if you are a friend / fan/ and rated profile you will come back to my page . if not you wont be allowed to return.

Help Wanted
Will you PLEASE help me? I am in a contest and I will win a 3 DAY BLAST if I can get only 3000 picture comments by Friday. Would you PLEASE go to my link and bomb my picture for maybe 5 minutes or so??? Every little bit counts and as my friend I feel like I can count on your help. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!! Tee YOU MUST ADD STEPHANIE AS A FRIEND FIRST Then… Comment on my pic below…

Never Shake Hands With God
NEVER SHAKE HANDS WITH GOD "Shake hands and come out fighting." It's the referee's final counsel to two pugilists about to beat each other's brains out with clenched fists. Even outside the ring, a handshake can be a little off-putting. When one returns to the West from an extended sojourn in Bharat or elsewhere in Asia,the hand suddenly thrust forward can seem more ominous than friendly, especially if the hand offered is that of a stranger. Of course, one soon acclimates and the menacing aspect of this salutation subsides. Perhaps that moment of intimidation derives from the history of the handshake. According to one anthropologist, the handshake evolved in medieval Europe, during the times of knights. It seems not all were laudable Lancelots or gallant Gallahads. More than a few would approach opponents with concealed weapons and when within striking distance do the needful, driving dagger or striking sword into the unguarded paladin. To fend off the fear of

Pain
The pain that u felt after u got hurt doing something aint nutin like this pain, The pain of losin someone that u care bout, The pain that u dont know if u will ever get them back in your arms again, That pain that hits you when u think bout how its goin to be with out them around, The pain not bein able to see there face like you did, The pain that u get when u see them with another person that isnt u, The pain that u get when you go to sleep thinkin bout them, All you can do is cry n think bout if you will ever have them back, That pain kills you like no other, The pain of seein that person kissin another person, It ripes your insides out though your skin, Like when you see them all you want to do is whip the duds ass so bad that he/she will not be able to walk again, That will fell so good to you but, you ever do that cuzz if you ever want the shot to be with that person that you love again you have to think smart n think bout them n think bout wh

Passion
The charred remains of a soul That once was a blaze with passion, And as she fueled that passion, It grew hotter and hotter, Sucking the oxygen away from the air Surrounding them. His passion because an uncontrollable inferno, And she pulled away from the searing heat, He terrified her. Touching her soul in places Where she'd never been touch, And leaving his mark on her heart as well. His passion, like that for his life, Blazing uncontrollably until There was nothing left to burn. His own heart and soul consumed Until he was hers and hers alone, And then she put him out like Last nights campfire. She says I love you, but... I want you, but... I am in love with you, but... But nothing, his blazing passion Has brought him to the depths of hell, Where the searing heat Is consuming his soul. Let this be the day that it is learned, Passion without control Sends you straight to Hell. Robert J Nye (2008)

Options
I hate this place with my mom and Jeff they are still badmouthing my girlfriend. It has gotten to the point to the point where i am tempted to ask my friend Jack if i can stay there for a few days so i can get away from everything they are saying. and everything they are doing. This morning my mother tried to show me a porn video and tried to tell me that my girlfriend was the girl in the video i refuse to believe that because i know it is not true but thats just the shit I have to put up with on a daily basis that and everyone in my family (except for my older siblings) keeps telling me that she isnt worth my time and that she is cheating and i know i say this alot but if i keep everything i will explode. Anyway thats all i have to say about it any questions let me know. And now you all have two options. 1.) Support my relationship with Chandra and be respectful of hers and my feelings or 2.) STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!!!!!!!

To Whom It May Concern....bravo
Well, I just want to thank the person that turned one of my new stash items as NSFW. If any of them were to be considered NSFW it might as well be about 10 of them. So why don't you go run and tattle, so then my account will be deleted so then YOU don't have to worry about looking any anything else I would put on here for fear your saintly eyes will burn in hell for seeing something that we all know damn good and well you have seen worse! AND there are worse things on here than anything that I have ever posted on here. Some people need to get a life and grow up! Carrie aka Carebear Oh don't read if you don't like swear words cause I said 2 bad words in this bulletin! oops my bad!