i don't like this medicine i've been put on by the psychiatrist, its an antipsychotic called olanzapine (also known by the brand name zyprexa) and i feel like i have slight brain damage. to be homnest i'm a bit scared its gonna fuck me up even more.
still fucking wanker single! but at this moment in time i really couldn't care less.
my brain feels like its frying! i feel like i'm gona pass out most of the bloody time, i wish i wasn't so fucked up sometimes. it gets a bit too much after a while, people all think i'm insane. well thats coz i am, but i don't wanna be someones lab rat.
oh fuck sake i'm so fed up. people are annoying me and i feel like i'm dying.
fucking great.
