without doubt the hardest thing to do is let go.
i know you are not ready to give up your socializing, and partying to take care of your family... so why do i feel the need to take care of you? you still have no idea how to treat me with the respect i deserve. no concerns for the things that are important to me. you don't even know me anymore. i am not the same inside i am evolving everyday... but you will never see those things as they happen. you won't even know then one day you look up and say what is different about you? to which i will gladly say EVERYTHING. everything is different about me, you would have known had you been open to me and my needs instead of thinking the world revolved around you... i can no longer be in second place to you or anyone else. i can no longer rely on you, you have broken that faith.
