guidomedic's blog: "~Just a Song before I Go~"

~Just a Song before I Go~ There is a song that has a lyric that goes: "just a song before I go.....A lesson to be learned.....traveling twice the speed of sound...It's Easy to Get Burned". Is it not like that when we are feeling the Throes of Love? All at once there is the exhilration of love's first passions but also the fear of will this last? will I be hurt? is the person 'playing me'? I have seen how many here hope for, seek, pray for that One person that can make the difference between just another day and seeing the World beautiful again. And yet, sadly it seems....when some one comes into their lives offering the seeds of Love, Hope, Dreams anew....the person is put to task and made to pay for the Sins of the ones before them that scarred the heart of the other. It has happpened to me as well. It's the easiest and also the most difficult thing in the World to be transparent with some one so that there are no secrets, no stumbling blocks on the journey of discovery of each other. Past heartache, insecurities birthed from past failed relationships and the flirtations that are Fubar all become obstacles that must be addressed and overcome. The ones that really care will take the time to listen and analyze while the tempest of temptation whirls all around them on this site. The ones that are quick to judge, assume or presume were merely infatuated and will be easily swayed by any little indescretion they perceive, pity really, they will never get to know the other because of their own blinders, their own past, and their inability to look at events other than their way. I tell those close to me that the Key to communication is to LISTEN....then ask....'This is what I heard Now Tell me what YOU meant'. It's that simple and yet...that complicated. My time here has been spent meeting good friends that allow me to make my own decisions, right or not so right, but they still are in my corner and a safe place for me to land. There are others here that assume that by comments left by others, my pics, my music, my blogs that they know ALL about me and make judgements of my actions. They never ask my True name, don't know where I live, my fave color or music, or even what I do for a living even though it's in my pics....and yet...they feel entitled to label me....and tell me my shortcomings. To them I say 'Thank You' for you have revealed yourself as shallow, superfical and nearsighted. I Love and Lose just like everyone else, but never do I make the one pay for the sins of the many. I give my heart freely, almost too naive....with the hope and prayer that True Love smiles upon me. For those that have Loved and Lost before...IS IT NOT BETTER TO DIE IMMORTAL TO THE THOUGHT OF HAVING FELT LOVE, IT'S HIGH'S IT'S LOW'S IT'S PLEASURES AS WELL AS HEARTACHE than to Have Lived a Life Free of Love? Just existing, no pain, no pleasure, no heartache, no exhilertation?? I choose Love....I am In Love with Love, I am a Slave to Love. And though I view an Imperfect Man every morning in my mirror....I am confident I can Love Perfectly the Woman trusting me with Her Heart. I have had some come and say the right words, wrapped in the smoothness of their soft voice...only to see them continue to be addicted to the lure of Fubar...'adding more and more friends', entertaining flirtations of a suggestive nature, and defending their actions as if being accused when a curious question is pondered upon them. Sadly, it only shows their True Love....*sigh*...and it's not me. I can walk away from here and have truly felt like it were it not for the encouragement of real friends and their support. This blog will hit everyone different..and it is meant to. Some will not relate, some will smile with acknowledgement, and still some will feel that these words smite them. If it smites you then you must reassess your values and objectives of who you are and what you are while their is time in your youth. Again......"Just a Song before I Go....A Lesson to be Learned.....Traveling Twice the Speed of Sound......IT'S EASY TO GET BURNED". Peace.