Fubar Blog Posts 3

Ok Tired Of My Blood Family And Their Lies They Spread
Ok well since January 2007 my family have been feuding like all families do, but this family is different. You see end of December 2006 my in-laws (Divorced father and step mother) got to travel 17 hours out of their way to have my sisters two children for three months was the verbal agreement. Upon arrival the children smelled like smoke beyond reasoning from being at my parents house, which I won't go there on that one, but yeah that was bad. Secondly not enough clothes were given to the in-laws for the three months that they had them. I don't care if my other sister gave clothes to her, but the actuallity of was not very much clothes. If I heard right a weeks worth and that was it. The clothes were also one size too small, and the shoes were too small for their feet. So being the nice parents the in-laws were, they went and bought new clothes, HAIR CUTS, and other essentials needed to be done at the time for the children to be there for the three months. After being ther

When Friends Are So Far Away
When all our hope is gone and we cant find away to get it back. When all our dreams seem to have past us by and we dont understand why or how they got by. When all our friends are so far away and we feel so alone. Remember I am not really that far away. Look up into the sky and know that I am looking to. When I say a prayer know that I am praying for you my friend. I am not praying for money or wealth, but love for you and happiness to. strength to keep going. An angel to hold you close when you close your eyes at night to protect you. A hand to wipe the tears away. I am close by yourside in my heart always and forever. The miles between can never make me forget the love and friendship that you have showed me and in return my friend I will always be here for you. so hold me close in your heart and remember I hold you close in mine. The road ahead may someday lead us on the same path, and maybe we can someday say thank you in person, but until then my f

If Icould
If I could take away your pain dry every tear that falls I would. If I could turn your frown into a smile make you laugh instad of cry I would. If only I could get close enough to hold you tight my friend. If I could make all your dreams come true I would. If I could make all your wishes come true I would. If only I could. I cant be there and sometimes it hurts that I cant reach out. Just knowing that you are here for me in heart and spirit will always make life alittle brighter and little more comforting. Thank you my friend. I just wish I were there to wipe away the tears someday my friend somewhere we will meet. I will keep you in my prayers and in my heart forever my friend

Here
Here.... I wish for no other thing than you. Here. In my arms, in my room, in my life. Here. With me, not teetering on the edge of reality, Here. Not away, or gone, or missed. Here. With me in my arms. Here....

Scorpio
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. very great to hang out wit. (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

Adios!
There have been many times when I have told people here that CT is “Fantasyland” and should not be taken seriously. Sure, I have met some really neat people and have chatted with a few on a regular basis. But last night I had a very strange dream, which is too complicated to get into here. But when I awoke, I had the realization that I have been spending too much time in Fantasyland. I realized that my life is unbalanced because of the time I’m spending here. I’m neglecting my music, my reading and many other things that I need to do to continue to grow as a human being. So, I will be closing out my account by the end of the week. Those people with whom I have developed a relationship know how to contact me if they wish. Otherwise, I bid you all a fond farewell. I leave you with this thought: Keep you own lives in balance and always strive to grow as a person. Ohyeah, and remember not to take this place very seriously. Good-bye! Tony aka Cassie’s Boy aka PA Boy

Keep Supporting Them
They have walked many miles seen many tragedies watchedtheir buddies die in front of them, even held them close till they took their last breath. They will never forget the horror the pain. We feel helpless cause there's nothing we can do to stop the pain. We keep them close, say a prayer for them, but it doesn't stop the pain, or the tears from falling. They have seen more then we have seen in a lifetime, but we continue to pray we continue to hold them close, and believe it or not that helps them more then anything, just knowing someone cares and supports them. That's all they need to keep them going. So never stop supporting them never stop caring. Keep that flag flying high and never frget what they are fighting for.

Oreo & Fudge Ice Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 4 hr 10 min Makes: 12 servings 1/2 cup hot fudge ice cream topping, warmed 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Chocolate Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 8 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, chopped (about 1 cup) 12 vanilla ice cream sandwiches, unwrapped POUR fudge topping into medium bowl. Add 1 cup of the whipped topping; stir with wire whisk until well blended. Add dry pudding mix; stir 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in chopped cookies; set aside. ARRANGE 4 of the ice cream sandwiches, side-by-side, on 24-inch-long piece of foil; top with half of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top with remaining 4 ice cream sandwiches. Frost top and sides of dessert with remaining whipped topping. Bring up foil sides. Double fold top and ends to loosely seal packet. FREEZE at least 4 hours before serving. Store leftover dessert in freezer. KRAFT KITCHENS TI

South American Marinated Cedar-planked Stea
Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 4 hr 46 min Makes: 6 servings 1 untreated cedar plank (14x7x1 inch) 1/2 cup KRAFT Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing 1/2 cup finely chopped onions 1/2 cup chopped fresh parsley 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro 2 cloves garlic, minced Dash crushed red pepper 1 beef flank steak (1-1/2 lb.) 1 Tbsp. oil IMMERSE plank in water, placing a weight on top of plank to keep it submerged. Soak at least 4 hours or overnight. Meanwhile, mix dressing, onions, parsley, cilantro, garlic and red pepper. Remove 1/2 cup of the dressing mixture; set aside for later use. Pour remaining dressing mixture into large resealable plastic bag; add steak. Seal bag; turn over several times to evenly coat steak with the dressing mixture. Refrigerate at least 2 hours to marinate. PREHEAT grill to high heat. Remove steak from marinade; discard bag and marinade. Grill steak 3 min. on each side; remove from grill. Remove plank from water; brush top with oil. Top with steak. Place

I Swear These Horoscopes Here Know Me!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 16,2007 Frankly, you need to lighten up. Your outside looks calm, capable and collected, but you might be fuming on the inside. Be a little playful with yourself, especially under these circumstances. Your mood will lift.

Poetry
A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you can’t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rare? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~

Lost
I look at your eyes and they are so piercing with that beautiful blue that I could lose myself in them every day and every night. Eyes so blue, like the ocean or the sky. So clear that the sun is afraid to shine. I must say though, your eyes do you no justice. It's just a physical feature that brings out one part of you. I love your heart and the rest that's inside of you... :)

????issues
Ok, guys who have girls pictures up for their main picture have issues. Unless maybe it\'s their girlfriend or something. These people need that much attention? What really goes through their heads? Maybe they want attention from guys. Or maybe they want attentin from lesbians. What ever works I guess. It seems kinda misleading, although it says on their profile thea they are male. If they are transvestiets, or crossdressors, that is completly understandable. I mean no disrespect to males who dress up in womens clothing. I think it\'s great they do that if that\'s what makes them happy. They should be able to have their picture up there like that if it\'s what they want without anyone giving them any shit about it. I can understand putting a drawing, or other picture up instead of your picture. Some people like those pictures and that\'s great. Be who you are. Maybe you aare just someone who likes having a picture of some girl as your main picture. I guesse that\'s ki

Bled Dry
Broken pieces dripping crimson stain. Shattered ruins of once which came. Bled dry the drops of life. Heart explode dead from strife. fear and panic an all consuming rage. Purpose of existence locked in deaths cage. Days of non existence runs rampant, destroyer of all, bleeding dry the purpose of heart. Making wonder why caring at all causes the existence of love to be bled dry like a corps.

Do You?
this is the song right now that makes me wonder Maybe this decision was a mistake You probably don't care what I have to say But it's been heavy on my mind for months now Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space I would love to talk to you in person But I understand why that can't be I'll leave you alone for good, I promise If you answer this one question for me (hook) I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you? First off let me say Congratulations! Heard that you just had a baby Girl If he looks anything like his mother she is the prettiest thing in the world Sware that im not tryna start no trouble Tell your fiance he can relax I'll leave you alone for good I promise Theres one question i just got to ask. (hook) I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you? I know what we had is dead and gone Too many times i made u cry And i dont

Definitions That Are Not In Any Dictionary
ADULT: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye. CANNIBAL: Someone who is fed up with people. CHICKENS: The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are dead. COMMITTEE: A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours. DUST: Mud with the juice squeezed out. EGOTIST: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. HANDKERCHIEF: Cold Storage. INFLATION: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. MOSQUITO: An insect that makes you like flies better. RAISIN: Grape with a sunburn. SECRET: Something you tell to one person at a time. SKELETON: A bunch of bones with the person scraped off. TOOTHACHE: The pain that drives you to extraction. TOMORROW: One of the greatest labor saving devices of today. YAWN: An honest opinion openly exp

I Know It's Not Christmas, But....
Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking sode 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp of salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level up and drink. Turn on the electric mixer... Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar.. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off the floor..... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry lloose with a drewscriver. Sampple the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Check the Jose

You Have Tried The Rest Now Try The Best!
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Bush's Business Connections To The Bin Ladens
Before I reprint this, understand that this guy is a world-reknowned investigative reporter that has 30 years of verified work. He has reported stories for ABC News, 60 Minutes, the Associated Press, Reuters and more and has appeared to testify before the United States Senate. This shit is no joke (this story was first reported shortly after the 9/11 attacks and was subsequently blocked by the Bush Administration from being reprinted in any American news publication). WE, AMERICANS, financed the Taliban as late as May 17, 2001, less than 4 months before the 9/11 attacks. You should know what interests your President REALLY has: "Osama bin Laden's Bush family Business Connections Alliance With Pakistan Will Stimulate Drug Trade, Bring Revenues Under U.S. Control - Colombian Opium Production Will Soar The Taliban's Biggest Economic Attack on the U.S. Came in February With The Destruction of Its Opium Crop by Michael C. Ruppert Money connections between Bush Re

Fun With Style Sheets
I wanted to add something to my profile page that nobody else has. I wrote a short javascript image-rollover script and inserted into my 'About Me' section. You might have come across one of these scripts on other sites. Whenever you move your mouse cursor over an image it changes into something else. Didn't work, CherryTap filters out any javascripts. Not wanting to be denied I decided to try it using style sheets. CSS style sheets are what's used to create user skins. If you want to see what I came up with go to my profile page and scroll down to my 'About Me' section. Now put your mouse cursor over the eyes and see what happens. If you have a slow connection it may take a little while for the images to load. Anyone interested in learning how I did it can send me a message or shout at me whenever I'm On Tap.

Proper Ems Narrative Descriptions
Fire/Rescue Memorandum Office of the Fire Chief To: All Riding Members From: Chief of Operations Subject: Proper Narrative Descriptions It has come to our attention from several emergency rooms that many EMS narratives have taken a decidedly creative direction lately. Effective immediately, all members are to refrain from using slang and abbreviations to describe patients, such as the following: 1) Cardiac patients should not be referred to with MUH(messed up heart), PBS (pretty bad shape), PCL (pre- code looking) or HIBGIA (had it before, got it again). 2) Stroke patients are NOT "Charlie Carrots." Nor are rescuers to use CCFCCP (Coo Coo for Cocoa Puffs) to describe their mental state. 3) Trauma patients are not CATS (cut all to shit), FDGB (fall down, go boom), TBC (total body crunch) or "hamburger helper." Similarly, descriptions of a car crash do not have to include phrases like "negative vehicle to vehicle interface" or "terminal deceleration syndrome." 4)

Doctor Stories...
Subject: Embarrassing Medical Stories Funny EMBARRASSING MEDICAL EXAMS 1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs --- and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Francisco 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a Wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a pa

So-easy German Chocolate Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (19.5 oz.) brownie mix 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter, cut up 4 oz. (1/2 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, cubed 1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1 cup BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut 1 cup PLANTERS Pecan Pieces PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Prepare brownie mix as directed on package for cake-like brownies. Pour batter into greased 13x9-inch baking pan. PLACE butter and cream cheese in small saucepan; cook on medium heat until cream cheese is completely melted and mixture is well blended, stirring frequently. Stir in brown sugar. Add coconut and pecans; mix well. (Mixture will be thick.) Drop spoonfuls of the cream cheese mixture over brownie batter in pan. BAKE 30 min. or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 1 hour. Store leftover cake in the refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Easy Cleanup Make cleanup easier by lining baking pan with foil before using. To easily remove

Love Never Dies
She walks through the grocery aisle picking up the items she thinks she'll need for the week. A half gallon of milk, some fruit, fresh vegetables maybe a couple of steaks. Most of it would probably go to waste seeings her appetite isn't what it used to be but she makes a valient effort. Going through the motions of everyday life was what Emma was used to. Work...home...store on Thursdays...home...sleep... She still catches herself walking in the door at night half expecting to find him sitting there, newspaper in hand, and she still feels her heart drop after realizing he'll never be there again. Whoever said 'time heals all wounds' is partially right, but the scars that are left behind still pain at times. It's been a year tonight. She still dreams of the events. Waking up in a horror of cold sweat. Just like it was yesterday, talking to him on the phone, planning the 'special dinner' that he was going to ask her something important, the overwhelming joy filling her and remembering

When Hunger Grows
When the Hunger GrowsI dream of you when the hunger grows the times I laid you down, open wide filled till you cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night I think of you and the hunger grows the times you held me deep inside milked me till I cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night I dream of you and the hunger grows the times we wrestled flesh to flesh filled untill we cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night

I Am Done With Today
I am calm- the deadly calm that comes before the storm which will consume and rip apart all who attack and oppose me. These humans never learn. They accuse me of hexing them, yet do I not struggle with the rest? If I were truly the greedy sorceress everyone paints me to be, would I not have cash flowing like a river from my pocketbook instead of wondering if the rent will be paid? What these fools fail to realize is if I truly wanted to unleash my fury, no amount of holy water or relics would be enough to remove the stain upon their souls. Yet I swallow my rage- choke on the bile that rises from their insolence and ignorance- for these human scum are not worth wasting an ounce of my chi. Still, the Beast rattles her cage, baring her fangs, hissing and spitting as she strains against her shackles. Yet continue to provoke me, continue the petty accusations, the unwarrented attacks, and nothing will be able to chain the Beast when she is loosed. And there will be none

Do You Need Adult Dvds? Erotic Toys??
Do you need Adult dvds? Erotic toys? Maybe you llike Video on demand? Or Live Webcam shows? If so drop me a message because i just became part of a afilliated adult web toy store!! Have the latest DVD releases and the toys for females or for males!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Lets Forge Some Ideas
Heres what I do, I go to their page and I very politly thank them for the 1 and that I appreciate them even bothering to stop by and rate me, this ussually gets a few 10's outa them as they are embarrassed about the comment on their main page. Remember you get the same number of cherry points for a 1 as you do a 10, it is your overall average that gets skewed, HOWEVER!, if your friends love you some of them have already spread some love and dished out some 11's your way, have they not?

Looking For..
Make Me Miss July! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Personality Test
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Please Come Show Nannabamagurl Some Love
Come give a warm Cherrytap welcome to me new friend.. She is a real nice person and still learning how to get around here.. So Please stop by and show her some love. Thanks Fireman 7 NannaBamaGurl@ CherryTAP

Judas Priest- Fever
JUDAS PRIEST Fever I'd spend my days alone I used to stay at home Lost in seclusion there. Like I was in a cell A captured heart as well Surrounded by despair. Darkness filled my soul Losing all control. Down on the streets below Bright city lights would glow. The energy would rise And through the heat I'd gaze Still counting empty days. With fire in my eyes Living through this hell Can I break the spell. Fever. You set my soul on fire. Fever. You fill me with desire. Fever. You always get it right. Fever. All day and all night. Then one night as I walked I heard your body talk I saw a shooting star In some magnetic trance Our beating hearts would dance And crash down from afar. Oh how strange fate is Never dreamed of this. So destiny has brought us Oh so close together We were like angels in the night Living the dream At last I'll be with you forever. And all at once it feels so right.

Things I Think About....
Well, as usual, Dennis has become a pain in my ass. I'm already sick and tired of dealing with him... big shock. It seems like he never stops... he always finds some reason to bitch about something... He's like a woman... always bitching, and certain times of the month it gets even worse... I mean, seriously... it's like PMS.... He finds stupid shit to bitch about.... like "not paying attention to him"... i'm like FUCK.... i moved away from you for a reason... jesus.... it's insane.... i seriously don't know why i even deal with him... seriously... i guess it's just part of life dealing with a psycho path... stupid fucking psychopaths... he's threatening to "kill" the guys i'm talking to... i was like, man, what are you going to do to the ones i FUCK? lol damn... anyhow... it's driving me insane... i miss not being around him.... he whines bitches complains.... it's like, a woman... UGH!!! anyhow, other than that, nothing else is new, just, bored, and not feeling too well... i think

My Operation
it went well all though we are waiting on cat scans to come back to know for sure we got the cancer out ,i hate doctors they take to long for things like this lol,but its all in good hands and hopefully soon ill feel better .im so board in this room lol not use to laying down lot but thats life. ill keep posted when i find out my results from the scan. right now im feeling kind of bluuu to day so i am sorry if i dont get to u quick enough. have a good day everybody.

And He Did It.... :p
I have to admit that I am really shocked that my dearest best friend Bill has actually gotten out of the National Guard... :) No, I take that back. I am NOT as shocked as I should be. But this was a LONG time coming according to him, since he has been doing the whole thing (Army, Navy, Marines) before the Guard, and he really needs to slow down some. But then again, he doesn't know how. Tonight he is going to go and sign up for the State Guard. (I didn't even know we had one to be honest) and so he is going to do that. Atleast that is over. We have also defined our relationship a little more. Yes, he is my best friend, but he is also the big brother I never had. I have to admit that I have had my fair share of problems and he has seen me get myself out of most of them. But also as his little sister I have to tell him at times that the girls he picks are not worth the time nor energy especially if they are treating him ugly. I won't stand for anyone treating a member of my family ugl

~sigh~ No One Loves Me.......
OK U ALL CLAIM TO LOVE ME YET NOT ONE OF YOU HAS A CRUSH ON ME.... WHAT IS UP WITH THAT... SO NOW IM NOT CRUSHING ON ANYONE EITHER LOL MUAHHH SO THERE :p HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND....

Should Be Shot
check this out, i've just been informed that one of my friends should have been shot. heres how the story goes my younger cuzzo was startin his own record company and he had everything he needed but all the money to put the company in his name some no one can use his name. but he started rappin with one of our bestfriends baby daddy and then cuz stole the name for the company and put everything under his name and is trying to charge my cuzzo to add him to the company.

Hangover From Hell
Hangover From Hell My minds a waste and what is that taste? I shouldn't have gotten so shit faced. I have no idea where my car is must have been misplaced. That joint was too much I swear it must have been laced. Hangovers have never been my thing. And damn does my head ring. My eyes sting. I knew in the back of my mind what all that drinking would bring. I have to admit. I feel like shit. I don't like feeling this not one bit. Maybe I should quit. I can't think. I need a drink. Not feeling too hot. Maybe I just need another shot. This is the morning after. The day after all the laughter. Passed out, assed out on the kitchen floor. Hangover blues I need some booze I just need a little more. Something to get on my feet. Maybe I should eat. But I take one bite and I have to fight. The concoctions I drank last night. I have to admit. I feel like shit. I don't like feeling this not one bit. Maybe I should quit. I can't think. I need a drink. Not f

Take Me Like You Mean It
Show me what you've got boy Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Whip it out and slam it in Fuck me now I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Baby it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found

Super Happy And Sad
well lets see im happy cause i have the most chill job and its EASY money haha i stand around and cut fabric and just...CUT FABRIC haha thats it..but other then that..i ve been really depressed and sad lately..maybe its just me being immature...but i want a bf..i feel so lonely and ugly and noone down here is really that intrested in me which freakin sucks =(... not just that...whenever i see couples i feel like all jealous cause i want that..and it makes me sad that i dont have it...i dont even have anything close to what they have..i mean i want someone whos gonna be crazy about me..and vice versa..i just wanna be in a great relationship for once and not have to deal with lying or cheating...i dont know maybe its just my depression talking =/....i have alot of crushes on guys down here sometimes...and they either turn out GAY or really cocky and they turn out to be jerks...i have this one dude..who i am not interested in AT ALL and hes married and has a kid and hes tryin to get wit

What Will Be My Sexual Obituary? Lol
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, ANGEE died while in the sack with their lover, Don Juan.ANGEE will be terribly missed by Colin Ferrel. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com OMG WTF??? THAT IS EVEN CRAZIER

Does Talent Matter??????
I have always had an inclination to be a writer. Even as a young kid I was drawn toward the written and spoken word. I have over the years managed to learn how to use these words in a way not many ever learn.....But the old addage "it's not what you know but who you know" is true. I know no-1 that can help me in my endeavors to become the next great author. So I am asking my fubar friends to read, rate and post comments on my blogs.....I am trying to get my nsme out there to enough people that the publishers ahve to listen to me.......FUBAR I NEED YOUR HELP.....................READ< RATE AND COMMENT ALL MY BLOGS< PLEASE!!!!??????

How Kinky Am I?
You are 62% kinky You are kinky. You are always up for trying something new in the bedroom... or wherever else you chose to. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com OMG YES THESE ARE THE GOOFIEST QUIZZES EVER LOL

Texas Driving
I get so aggravated with Texas Drivers...no signals, jut out in front of you, cut you off and then flip ya off like it was all your fault. I go at least 5 to 10 mph over the speed limit...when I shouldn't but what else can you do when someone is tailgating your ass. I do slam on my brakes...and I say out loud...here let me test your brakes and I hope you have the money to pay for my truck when you hit it. So if you ever see a little white Sport Trac Explorer with a Canadian Flag on the bumper...stay off my tailgate cause you just might be making my next truck payment and probably more. Have a great day! Kris

Want To Say Thanks!
I know I have been adding alot of stash the last few days. Sorry about that, hope no one is getting irritated with me lol. I decided a few days ago to delete all my stash and re start fresh. I know some were intimidated by the large amount.. it will be like that again I'm sure lol. Just thought this would be a good way to help level me up YAY!! I'm almost to level 24! So thank you to everyone who has been voting on my stash, pictures it really means alot to me! I'm trying to return all the love back. Please let me know if anyone needs help to level up or need stash rates. I'm always there to help a fellow Fubar out! Another reason I am adding soo much stuff is because well. I'm at my parents again. They went camping and my hubbie had to work so I spent the last 2 nights here so I could be on with you all. My computer is still not fixed. *cries* I dont know when it will be. Its really pissing me off! Have a great Weekend Fubars!

George Bush
George W. Bush, Albert Einstein and Pablo Picasso have all died. Due to a glitch in the celestial time-space continuum, all three arrive at the Pearly Gates more or less simultaneously, even though their deaths have taken place decades apart. The first to present himself to Saint Peter is Einstein. Saint Peter says "Can you prove who you really are?" Einstein proceeds todescribe with arcane mathematics and symbols his general theory of relativity. Saint Peter is suitably impressed. "You really are Einstein! Welcome to heaven!" Just then Picasso arrives. Saint Peter asks for proof Picasso is Picasso who then proceeds to sketch out a truly stunning mural. Bulls, satyrs, nude women: he captures their essences with but a few strokes of the chalk. Saint Peter claps. "Surely you are the great artist you claim to be! Come on in!" The three are standing there as George W. Bush appears. Saint Peter says "Einstein and Picasso easily proved their identity. How can you prove yours?" George W

Image Rated Nsfw
Had to laugh at the latest image they rated NSFW One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Here is the link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=63956&albumid=0&i=2460264196

Hurry Up N Get The Fuck Out
If you are living in a FEMA trailor hurry-up and get the hell out of it. They now say the damn trailers are made out of a material that is cancer causing. AIN"T THAT A BITCH!!!! anyway to kill your ass they can find....so sad, but please move ur shit before the your fucking HOUSE kills you.......

Eyes Do Tell The Truth
Green Eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards other people. LOVES to party. Tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.You will meet/stay with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. Hazel Eyes People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers, not fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repos

Oil Tank Trampoline
Oil Tank Trampoline 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (24 June 2007, Colorado) If you get "Footloose" and cut the rug on on an oil tank, be sure not to light a cigarette (or bong of weed) else you may soon be walking up the proverbial "Stairway to Heaven". News reports say a crude oil storage tank exploded as two teens were jumping on it, hurling the youths to their deaths. The tank, owned by Pinnacle Oil Company, exploded during a party in Routt National Forest. The victims were identified as Samuel and Christopher, 17 and 19. After smoking marijuana and liquoring themselves up at this "popular party spot," the "Footloose" teens decided that it would be fun to leap and cavort upon a mostly-empty oil tank. Their energetic "Saturday Night Fever" gyrations caused fumes to leak from the relief valve... "There were several ignitions sources," according to Rio Blanco County Undersheriff Michael Joos. One teenager was smoking, and there was a bonfire nearby.

Feelings...
You came into my world And took me away The words you said to me You seem so true I actually began to believe it all to be true Amazingly enough You ripped the happiness right out from me under me I made you my everything Silly me.. I thought i was yours also I wanna scream I wanna cry I cant keep all this inside Anymore Its making me mad Crazy Just plain pissed off You hurt me bad And now i remember why I didnt wanna fall for you I trusted you And would have done anything To make you smile So why the hell Do u wanna make me cry Why do i even still care When You don't even notice me Anymore

Billy's Painted Horse
ive painted a picture its in my head its like an open book in my mind you know its easily read i think its plain to see what it does to me i feel the need to go i think its time to show the back of me so billys got a horse i think it was uncle jacks he's gonna ride that horse into the night ride it on down the tracks i think its plain to see what you do to me i feel the need to go and now its time to take that horse with me you know billys got a horse i think its uncle jacks he used to ride that horse into the night down along the tracks but its been so long since hes been around i dont know if its still painted i think its tainted and its been put down

Mating Season
Indian Mating Season > > > > Two Indians and a West Virginia Hillbilly were walking > >through the woods. > > All of a sudden one of the Indians ran up a hill to the > >mouth of a small cave. > > "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!"he called into the cave and > >listened > > Closely until he heard an answering, "Wooooo! Wooooo! > >Woooooo! He then tore off his clothes and ran into the cave. > > > > The Hillbilly was puzzled and asked the remaining Indian > >what it was all about "Was the other Indian crazy or what?" The Indian > >replied "No, It is our custom during mating season when Indian men see > >cave, they holler 'Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!' into the opening. If they get > >an answer back, it means there's a beautiful woman in there waiting for > >us." > > > > Just then they came upon another cave. The second Indian ran > >up to the cave, stopped, and hollered, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" > >Immediately, there was the answer. "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!"from deep > >inside. >

Mmmmmm
I look at you across the room...you don't realize how delicious you are. I wonder what you think of me. Do I annoy you, bother you? I've asked you before, and you deny it, but at that moment I worry you are just being nice. Then YOU look up, and meet my eyes, you smile slowly. You know I want you because I've told you, and I know you want me because you've told me. We both know it won't happen, can't happen and why, but the heat is still there, melting both of us from the inside out. I wonder if it will ever go away, or always flare between us. How long can we handle this. I haven't had to want and not have like this since I outgrew my awkward horrible teenage years. I wonder if you know how wet I get at work looking at you, I know I arouse you too, but you cover it so well. Of course, I do too. It's torture to me, but sweet torture because of my preferences in bed, it's like being teased with a feather drug across my skin while tied up tight with rough ropes. I LOVE what I

Chicken Breasts On Rice
INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves, skin removed * 1 can (10 1/2 ounces) cream of mushroom soup * 1 soup can half-and-half or milk * 1 can (4 ounces) mushroom pieces, with liquid * 3/4 cup uncooked long-grain white rice * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1 envelope dry onion soup mix, divided * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Wash chicken breasts and pat dry; set aside. Combine soup with half and half. Reserve 1/2 cup of mixture for later. Mix remaining soup mixture with rice, garlic powder and half of the dry onion soup mix (about 1/4 cup).Mix well and pour into a baking dish. Place chicken breasts on rice mixture. Combine reserved soup mixture with undrained mushrooms. Pour over chicken breasts. Sprinkle with remaining dry onion soup mix, thyme, and Parmesan cheese. Cover tightly with foil and bake in a 350° oven for 1 hour. Remove foil and continue baking for 15 to 20 minutes lon

How Hot Am I???
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

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Sorceress has been out all night ,,she left before scorp did, and now the night sky is turning into the bright lovely yellow that takes over the earth warming it and waking it up.,she can only stop by th castle for a few precious moments. She can see that her friends are taking very good care of it.But her concern now is for scorp,,she swiftly climbs the stairs, and rushes to her room, her heart is pounding for she knows not what she will find. She walks over to the coffin and it is closed...but is scorp in it? She can't remember if she left it open or if the window was left ajar. She does not dare openit for it is not dusk yet and the light that is making her room glisten , will do harm to her friend. She gently glides her hand over ,feeling for anything ,trying to sense if scorp came home and is safe. She bends over and places the side of her face to it trying to listen to hear his breathing, nothing,,she hears and feels nothing! She moves over to the window and it is closed. She c

They Are Up!
All the photos are up for now as I have reached my limit!! Let me know what you think! Don't forget if you are in eastern PA or nearby you can see me live Wednesday night at 7 pm est...Hugs and Kisses Kelly

My Ghost
Ok little history of my place i live in #1 a murder happend here. #2 The property once was open land but the spanish indian war came threw here and lots of people died.Settlers home steaders. #3 Indian bural ground #4 near 2 grave yards one with in walking distances called the Garden of Angels wich is for Babies who pass on in tragic ways.They are given a grave and a name.This grave yard covers all of 4 blocks and is located 1 block from me.The childern come from all over southern california I will not go in to what brings them there only that its tragic. On with the story One night me and my husband were sleeping in and we both heard a child (still hear childern walking in the room and its not the twins we wake up all the time to see.)And I heard a cry my son at the time was 10 and it sounded like a small childi sat staight up i called hello?And all of a sudden my T.v. started to have lines In It then I heard a scream I was bussy watching my T.V. the lines dissapeard then red dots

Research Shows
That is you have sex more then 3 times a week it is good for your body. With men if they have too much sex it will up the risk of having cancer. I am glad I am a woman that means I get to play with all of my toys and still have fun. Hmmm... maybe that is why I sell them too. To have all the fun without having a man around. www.hertoyz.com

A Sigh Of Relief
Why is it that some men don't have the balls to let you know that they aren't mature enough or whatever to be in relationships...? Maybe it isn't maturity so much as inadequacy...at any rate, I guess I'm relieved that one on here finally quit trying to lead me on, because I honestly don't think he would have been able to satisfy me....plus, I have someone local that CAN satisfy me and makes me laugh and actually makes an effort to contact me. I just have one question for the person on here who was trying to play me? Why don't you come out now, be a decent person and admit what the hell is going on in your head? I know you won't, but it's all your loss and not mine, because I HAVE, I CAN and WILL do better than you! Have a nice life.

Getting Lucky...
Getting Lucky A deformed and ugly man walks into his local pub with a big grin on his face. "What are you so happy about?" asks the Bartender. "I'll tell you," replies the ugly man. "You know, I live by the railway. Well, on my way home last night, I noticed a young woman tied to the tracks; like in the movies. I, of course, went and cut her free and took her back to my place. Anyway, to make a long story short, I scored big time! We made love all night . All over the house. We did everything, me on top, sometimes her on top, every position imaginable!" "Fantastic!" exclaimed the Bartender. "You lucky guy. Was she pretty?" "Dunno...never found the head."

Poor Kitty...but It Is Funny!
----- A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walks over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the girl says. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could go faster." The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Bits & Pieces Of A Broken Heart...
Bits & Pieces Of A Broken Heart.. Nothing could heal the pain like the Whiskey did tonight but still even when I woke up almost sober today I still prayed my pain away that it would disolve into bits and pieces of a broken heart (of which I hold so close to me) Only because a broken heart is all I've ever known haunting me to this very day loneliness creeps into my Soul and begs me to be forgiven but this can not ever happen only because I no longer believe in Miracles The rain pouring down my face now I hear sounds singing such an Angelic song of peace, hope, and love that I wake up to a reality so true that these songs I thought I heard were actually Demons calling me back home I wanted to tell you that such a long time ago I use to believe in God and in Angels but now Fairytales seem more real to me just as bits and pieces of my broken heart have been scattered everywhere so I just stare into the Blackness that has

Logical Fallacies
before you even think about arguing anything, ever, go to logicalfallacies.info (im not a nerd so i don't know how to do html and such) and study the lost art of logical arguments. how many times have you looked at the mumms, and some internet tough guy is going off on some tangent about ICP or vampires or somesuch nonsense??? i believe, if we spread the gospel of intelligent, rational discourse throughout fubar, the quality of discussion will be immediately improved.

Myspace Deletes 29,000 Sex Offenders
Tue Jul 24, 6:14 PM ET NEW YORK (Reuters) - Popular Internet social network MySpace said on Tuesday it detected and deleted 29,000 convicted sex offenders on its service, more than four times the figure it had initially reported. ADVERTISEMENT The company, owned by media conglomerate News Corp (NYSE:NWSA - news), said in May it had deleted about 7,000 user profiles that belonged to convicted offenders. MySpace attracts about 60 million unique visitors monthly in the United States. The new information was first revealed by U.S. state authorities after MySpace turned over information on convicted sex offenders it had removed from the service. "The exploding epidemic of sex offender profiles on MySpace -- 29,000 and counting -- screams for action," Connecticut Attorney General Richard Blumenthal said in a statement. Blumenthal, who led a coalition of state authorities to lobby MySpace for more stringent safeguards for minors, and other state AGs have demanded the ser

Just How Many Footlongs Can One Stuff In Their...
Good Morning and how are you? I am good. It’s hump day again. Guinness world records mean anything to you? Me either or not so much I may add. I think too many do too much to get very little recognition. The price of fame, actually not much fame comes with being in the Guinness Book of World records. Honestly I think I have seen a copy back years ago but would not care to see one now. I mean there are records as stupid as how many foot long hoagies one can fit in their bra. I think the record should be for the size required for that person and perhaps already is…another goofy ass record is that of how many wind breakers a pregnant lady can wear…I am not making these up. This by far has to be the stupidest one. How long a man can travel without air conditioning while on vacation in a mini van filled with sausage…what kind of idiot asks for that record let alone tells someone they did it? Honestly, it would not mean anything to me one way or another but I heard these little treasures on

Women Use Your Brains
If these men wanna how u their dicks, be happy to let them do so, we all know what the dick look like does matter, so go ahead n get the guess work out the way. You know damn well how mad we be when the dick ain't right...lmao

The Crazy Preacher Dude...
So... I work in Downtown Sacramento (near the corner of 10th and K for those of you familiar with it)... And there's this street preacher guy that's almost always out on the corner. Some loud, preachy older black dude... And we keep our gallery doors open to invite people in, but he's out there every day. It'd been a nice past week, he hadn't really been out, but today, he's back... And I keep wanting to go out there and throw an apple at him. At least he's not as loud as he used to be. Anyways. Just thought you'd all like to know this. :D

My Thought's Took A Long Time To See Them
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step with one anoth

Random Writings
My thoughts hardly provoke smiles...more often sadness, because I honestly must confess that when I look at my life I realize I've made a mess. Constantly fighting the demons in my head, they want to leave me for dead. Rather than allow me to see the beauty of this world...ending up a lonely little girl. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to be loved like I was once long ago. To be held and caressed. Once again Know the kind of love that makes you feel blessed. But the guys these days come and go without a care, because all they really want is to see my body bare. They don't want to open my heart with a key, just a quick romp and gone for me to never again see. June 2007 NYBella

Double Standards
You know, it never ceases to amaze me the double standards that are out there i.e. men v women. Over the last year or so I have become an extremely laid back person... I hate drama, and I have really been working on just letting things that bother me just kinda roll off my back. No drama involved with it. All I want is to just have some friends, have some fun. Want to have those friends that I just hang out with and that's all, and some that I can hang out with and fuck, you know whatever. But, it really irks me when someone umm... cheapens me I guess is a way to put it. You know what it is, it's that when it comes down to it, we as a society still think that if a chick sleeps with more than one person at a time she's a whore or whatever, but if a guy does it, no one thinks twice. Now, mind you, no one came out and said this to me or anything, but I pretty much think I read between the lines well enough. Let's put this out on the table, you meet me... I tell you right off the bat that

Duncan Hills Coffee
Do you folks like coffee? Real coffee From the Hills Of Colombia The Duncan Hills will wake you From a thousand deaths A cup of blackened blood (Dying, dying) You're dying for a cup Guatemala blend Ethiopian French vanilla roast (Dying, dying) You're dying for a cup Prepare for ultimate flavor You're gonna get some milk! And scream... for your cream Duncan Hills Duncan Hills Duncan Hills COFFEE! - Manda ♥

Please Help Out!
She is a good friend of another friend of mine that is fighting for her life! She was only expected to live 24 hours but she is now living in a medicinal induced coma and when she was hit by the hit and run driver all her bones are broken and her eye was knocked out! She has a ventelator and yet when the doctors try to take her off her heart starts to race and they have to put her back on and under. She has a 16yr old daughter and a boyfriend that is trying his best to keep the bills going. She is a biker and a very good person! She has no insurance and this is very hard on the family! Please try ur best to help out! Thank-u!

The Letter...
The letter I'll never send The letter I'll never send Would calmly ask you why You broke my heart in two And told my love good-bye. If I ever sent this letter it would sweetly state You tangled up destiny And interrupted fate. The letter I will not write would casually inquire How can you live without me... I was your one desire. If you received this letter It would politely say You need me in your life now You can't go on this way. The letter I'll never send Would then be briskly signed "Your one and only Love" You know...the one you left behind.

The Gynecologist
THE GYNECOLOGIST A gynecologist had become fed up with malpractice insurance and was On the verge of being burned out. Hoping to try another career where Skillful hands would be beneficial, he decided to change careers and Become a mechanic. He found out from the local technical college what was involved, Signed up for evening classes, attended diligently, and learned all he Could. When the time for the practical exam approached, the gynecologist Prepared Carefully for weeks, and completed the exam with tremendous skill. When the results came back, he was surprised to find that he had Obtained a score of 150%. Fearing an error, he called the instructor, saying "I don't want to Appear ungrateful for such an outstanding result, but I was wondering If there had been an error which needed adjusting." The instructor said, "During the exam, you took the engine apart Perfectly, which was worth 50% of the total mark. You put the engine Back together again Perfect

Ten Years Ago On 7/261997 To Now.
On July 26, 1997 a couple was married and never expected to see the day they would celebrate ten years of marriage. Despite all of that they have overcome a lot in ten years, which is not what was to be expected. I never thought I would be married to the same man for ten years, much less stay married for more than five. I never could imagine my life being married for a long time and here I am ten years later, and I am still married to the same guy. What a big feat I think it is. It's bad when you don't believe in what you can do in your life and you simply just go for second best in life. If you have someone that can make you melt just by looking at you, the best advice is realize that he still might be able to surprise you in ways you would never imagine. Yes we have had arguments that were very heated which ended up with me in tears and him slamming doors, but we learned in the beginning to never stay in the same reoom with each other after an argument. Yes, this week, we have h

July 26, 2007
Definitions are a great way to set a line between what you are and what you aren't. But don't be so quick to box yourself into one arena. You think you know something about yourself, but leave room for discovery.

More About Me...
My name Manda. Best physical feature My amazing ass and fantastic, uh... eyes? (jokes) Greatest love My kids! Greatest fear My kids! Worst habit Cussing like a mother fucker. (apparently, I stopped biting my nails. Just stopped) Spoken languages English, and I am learning Japanese, Mandarin, Portuguese, and a few others. I am determined! Favorite food Thai, Chinese, Japanese. Asian apparently. Favorite drink (alcoholic) Yummy Purplejuice and beer. Left or Right handed Right. Pet name my parent(s) call me Manda Bear. (SHUT UP!) Best friend My mom. Favorite season Summer. First thought when waking up Fuck, I need some coffee... Tattoos 10 and more to come! Piercings 4 and maybe more to come. Favorite Car 1976 Corvette! Oh yeah! Coffee or Tea COFFEE! Cats or Dogs Kitties! Night or Day Night. Sunny or Rainy Sunny.

Rules To Follow:
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

Yes Gas Is Expensive But....
Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 .. $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ........$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 . $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ...... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 ....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... Evian water 9 oz $1.49......... $21.19 per gallon! 21.19 for WATER!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy Shit!!! and the buyers don't even know the source. (Evian spelled backwards is Naive.) Ever wonder why printers are so cheap? So they have you hooked for the ink. Someone calculated the cost of the ink at................ you won't believe it...................but it is true......................... $5,200 a

Wow
What is it with people these days. I bump into this user online (no names) and we chat a bit back and forth. Next thing you know her whole life revolves around me. Red lights and sirens here. If I don't log one for a few days there are messages wondering where I am.. If I don't reply there are angrier messages. When you try to let her down without hurting anyone she explodes. Issues? Probably quite a few. This is suppose to be a place to have fun....flirt....and relax, not for unwanted stress. So for any one else who may have some "issues" mabey you should try a dating service.

Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I'll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don't hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don't need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don't hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don't need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we've been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We've been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you've known. Don't hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don't need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don't hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don't need you

Daughtry - It's Not Over
I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life. But good things in life are hard to find. I'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? (Well I'll try to do to it right this time around) Let's start over, Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me But you're the only one It's not over. I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood (Well I'll try to do to it right this time around) Let's start over, Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killi

Omg....i Can't Believe I Won!
Wow Just when I thought things wouldn't look up I have had a fantastic two days. Yesterday I finally went to the Spa, which was my B-day present from my Boss back in November. I had a relaxing day of being pampered. Ohh let me tell ya I needed that. Well than this morning at 7am I got an odd number on my cell phone. I usually don't answer numbers I don't recognize but I thought this is crazy it's 7am, who the hell is calling me. So I pick up and it's two DJ's from a local country station that I listen too. I won a freakin VIP package to go see Rascal Flats and Jason Aldean tomorrow night in San Antonio, Tx. Four Tickets, Limo, Vip seats, backstage meet and greet!. Holy fu#@ckin Shit!...Pardon my language! Damn I need to play the Lottery now! WTF! I'm so excited today It's going to be really hard to work!..lol

The Real Reason...
The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse: You cannot post "Thou shalt not steal", "Thou shalt not commit adultery" and "Thou shalt not lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians. It creates a hostile work environment. -George Carlin

Take Me Off Your Friends List If....
As you all have seen I do a daily comment add and usually the pics (at least one of them) is NSFW. Actually had a fight with someone who bitched me out for doing so saying something about her kids seeing this. My point was that this is really an adult site and you should keep kids off here not to mention I see far worse comments that I post, actual sexual graphics at times. So the point of this blog is that I can't and won't keep track of who wants the tame comments (not NSFW) so if you do not want them I guess you will just have to take me off your friends list. :P

Messages
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

Poetry
Alone There is a girl so innocent and sweet, she is so alone because at home she gets beat. She cries every night, because at the end of the tunnel there is no light. This girl cannot decide, if God is really there, or if he is trying to hide. Everyone just pretends she is not there, she is going through life so bare. She does not know Jesus Christ, or the glory of his light. She does not understand, that without him fro Heaven she will be ban. So all unfinished business must be clear, and she must hold Jesus in her heart very dear. Then when she dies and leaves to the heavens above, with him her soul will fly free lie a dove. And for all those who made her stand alone, you will stand the same way, on your judgment day. a poem i wrote in high school lol

So This Is How It Ends I Believe.....
Me being kicked out of my house and hated by both my parents because of my choice of things I want in my life. I will never change who I am, and without the help and cooperation of my family and friends will I be able to cope with my problems without medication which I refuse to take. That's it...I can't take it any more. Away from my family I go.

7 Years Ago Today
Today 7 years ago I lost one of the most important people in my life, my mom. No matter how much time passes I still cant help but to wake up on this day and go wow, its been another year, its been 7 years since i've hugged her, kissed her, told her I loved her, or heard her say my name. So to my mom I love you, I miss you and your always in my heart.

The People Reading This
The people who will read this blog is the least important to know the information contained within but it is also so you know what any bulletins about me "downrating" is about. I added a new piece to the beginning of my profile in the about me section which states in same size: IF YOU ASK ME TO FAN/RATE/ADD YOU I WILL RATE YOU A ONE AND THAT IS ALL, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID CONSIDER THIS FAIR WARNING CONTESTS ARE NO LONGER FAIR GAME IN THIS, UNLESS YOU ARE SOMEONE I TALK TO IF YOU ASK ME IN MY SHOUTBOX OR ANY OTHER WAY THEN A BULLETIN TO RATE YOUR CONTEST IT IS GETTING A ONE AS WELL This is because my shoutbox is being crowded with people asking me to fan or rate this, and I am not taking it off of everyone because I prefer to talk to people prior to adding them. So now you all who are reading this will know my side of the "downrating" stories

Man Couldn't Smell Wifes Decaying Body
By TIM PERONE, Wire Services PrintEmailDigg ItRedditPermalinkStory Bottom July 29, 2007 -- A man in Harlingen, Texas, who says he lacks the sense of smell was shocked to learn his missing wife had not run away but had died in their home three days earlier. "I never smelled anything and I still don't smell anything," said 50-some- thing Eugene Pilouw, who blamed diabetes for his inability to detect her body decomposing in a storage room. His daughter found the body. nypost.com

Which Is Better
if someone send you a message either text or email or letter and at the bottom they put a big x or 2xs or 3xs which is best to get 1x or more and what do they mean to you (keep it clean please but if it has to be rude private message me )

I Hate Being Alone
yeah we have all been there, when we think we might have found that one person who might just be the one that we will spend the rest of our lives with. saddly it all falls apart and your left with the question of why and what could we have done differant? what sucks is that you put so much into the relationship to have it just thrown aside like a chewed up piece of gum and even though you had your heart broken you cant help but love them with every broken piece still. i hate being alone when i cant share my warmth with another person and share all the good times that can be shared (and yes i hate the fact that all kinds of sexual tension keeps building up)

Feeling Crushed
Today has been another Emotional drainning day... Woke up this morning.. Realizing im totally out of smokes and payday ain't until wendsday! . Try9ing to deal with Panic attacks from being out of nicotine.. Then about 11 this morning i got a call from my sister letting me know that our dog was real sick and she wasn't sure he was going to make it through the day...(He was neglected very badly from his past owners) I wont say who. But they are apart of my family.. Ive known this dog since he was a puppy.. He was 5 years old.. Well I rushed over to grandmas house which is about 2 blocks away.. Took one look at the pup and realized he wouldn't even make it through the hour.. His gums where white as snow and his temperature dropped like crazzy.. He was SOOO COLD!! Well i put the dog and my sister in the back of my Truck and rushed him to the Vet which is usually about 15 min away.. I haled ass ( 62 in a 35.. Lets just say it took me about 5 min but felt like 20... Once we got to the Vet I

My Music
People ask me why I love music so much. Well when I am writing a song I can write enything. What I am thinking or who I am thinking about. Some people dont like my music. I am not afrade to say what I am thinking if its good or bad. I can sing whats in my heart. I love when people tell me what thay think even if it is bad. Music is all I have in the life. It is my air.

Riddle For Thee 3
Often talked of, never seen, Ever coming, never been. Daily looked for, never here, Still approaching, coming near. Thousands for my visit wait, But alas, for their fate, Though they expect me to appear, They will never find me here. What am I?

Life
I AM TROUBLED WITH THE COMPLICATIONS OF LIFE"S LITTLE BUMPS IN THE ROAD....WE ALL HAVE THEM WE ALL FACE THEM IN OUR OWN INCOMPETENT WAYS....YET WHY IS IT SOME OF US FACE INSURMOUNTABLE TROUBLES... YET OTHERS SEEM TO GLIDE ALL THE WAY....I SIT IN DEEP THOUGHT WONDERING THESE THINGS FEELING THE PAIN OF YET ANOTHER GRAVE DAY....I SMILE AND I NOD TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHEN INSIDE I'M BURNING TO SCREAM.... I FEEL EACH OF YOUR'S PAIN AS YOU TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS... I TRY TO REACH OUT AND HELP YOU ALONG...BUT HOW CAN I HELP WHEN THIS STRUGGLE IS BUILDING INSIDE...BURSTING MY HEART AND MY SOUL...HOW DO I FACE YET ANOTHER DAY ....I START WITH A PRAYER ...AND I LOOK INSIDE..I KNOW I AM GOOD AND WORTHY....I THINK OF THE LOVE I HAVE IN MY HEART...FOR THE LOVE THAT IS SHOWERED UPON ME...I LOOK IN THE ADORING EYES OF MY CHILDREN ...AND THINK OF THE HUGS I WOULD MISS IF I DIDN'T FIGHT FOR MY PLACE IN THIS WORLD....SO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS NO MATTER HOW HARD THINGS SEEM TO GET...YOU ARE LOVED IN A MOST P

7-31-07 Ray
WELL AFTER THE PROCEDURE YESTERDAY AND THE WAY HE WAS FEELING LAST NIGHT BEFORE I LEFT HIM, WELL WE THOUGHT IT WORKED...BUT HOWEVER I CALLED HIM THIS MORNING AND HE SOUNDED JUST AS BAD AS HE DID YESTERDAY MORNING. HE SAID THAT HE STARTED COUGHING UP THE FRESH BLOOD AGAIN AND THEY WERE TAKING HIM BACK DOWN TO HAVE THE PROCEDURE DONE AGAIN. SO WE ARE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. I KONW HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL TO THINK THAT HES GONNA BE OK TO ONLY BE SMACKED IN THE FACE WITH IT AGAIN OR SOMETHING ELSE, BUT HOW IT MAKES HIM FEEL IS WHAT MAKES THE WHOLE SITUATION SO UNBEARABLE... IN SOME ASPECTS I FEEL THAT THEY ARE GRASPING AT STRAWS WITH THIS. HIS DOCTORS HAVE ALREADY TOLD HIM MONTHS AGO THAT IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE END WHICH WE ALL KNOW IS INEVITIBLE, BUT HES NOT READY TO LET GO AND THEN THIS TIME THEY ARE TELLING US THAT HIS LUNGS ARE GIVING OUT BUT HE FEELS THAT THERES MORE THAT CAN BE DONE TO PROLONG IT. WE ALL KNOWITS IN GODS HANDS AND NO ONE KNOWS WHEN ITS THEIR TIME BUT YANNO THERE IS SIGN

Things I Love
1. I Love that people in the grocery store say Hi and tawk to ya like they have known you all their lives, swapping recipes in the aisle and tawkin bout the local schools. 2. I love that at football games your likely to see a train roll by in the background. 3. I love that lil kids with names like HARLEIGH and MARLENE are displayed on the School Marquee as students of the month. 4. I love going barefoot in the spring grass, smelling the sweet fresh cut grass and the wind coming off the lake.... and apparently so do my Lil Ol Country boys Adam and Brady.... 5. I love that Im a moma of Country boys lol 6. I also love country boys LOL .. and in Texas I love that you can see em shirtless and sweaty with muscles ripplin working hard in a pasture or on some farm equipment on any given day. 7. I love that all the kids in the small schools know each other, and most the parents too. Thats all I have time for for now. Maybe I will get to write more laterssssss

Simple Chicken Enchiladas
Ingredients: * 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cooked and diced or shredded * 1 dozen corn (or flour) tortillas * 2 lg cans of your favorite enchilada sauce * 2 Cups or more shredded Mexican cheese blend (or your favorite) * 1 can black olives, sliced * 1/2 green, red, orange, or yellow sweet pepper, chopped * 1/2 lg onion, chopped * 1 Cup Salsa (Southwest or your favorite) * 1 Cup Sour cream * 1 8 oz. pkg cream cheese, room temperature Sour cream, guacamole, and sliced black olives for garnish. Method Pour 1/2 can enchillada sauce in the bottom of 13x9-inch pan. Saute onion and pepper in olive oil in large skillet until tender. Add salsa. Stir cream cheese until smooth. Slowly mix in sour cream until blended. Stir in onion-salsa mix, 1 can of black olives, and the chicken. Spoon approximately 1/12 of the mixture into a tortilla; sprinkle with a little cheese blend, roll up and place in pan. Continue until all 12 ar

About Me Leaving
I have decided I am not going anywhere but will not be on here as much as i use to be those who know the other way to reach me feel free to use it. I will however not be putting anymore nude pics up due to the fact it is getting closer to the time i will be moving. Yep moving to missouri no less but hey whatever I will deal like i always do. Thank you for all who have been there and supported me I appreciate it you know who you are.

.left.field.
yeah so...uhm. *ventures into the land where everything comes outta left field* the dvr finally came. which is superfantastic for my life cuz now i can record lots of useless things to watch while other useless things are on *nod* im terribly exhausted today. i think...5 hours on the phone will do that? or something. i'd expound on that thought process, except, i dont want to. its thundering again. yesterday i got a pretty cool shot of the fog moving in over the mountains from my front door. *nod* finally discovered a pizza place in town that delivers. its about damn time. the grocery store is completely over-priced...on pretty much everything. i suppose thats the reason i actually travel to get groceries...cuz sure its like 10 bucks in gas...but i also spend on the average $50 - $75 less than i would if i shopped in town...which obviously makes it worth the trip. and besides. makes it so i cant buy ice cream...cuz it would melt...which makes me not eat the ice cre

Paid In Full
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell." He proceeded to tell of l

I Remember Chaos Before You
I remember chaos before you. That calm, still pool of peace, That became the center of my life, Arrived only with your love. I stare into your eyes. Pools of deep forest earth, With eternity in the center, Looking back at me. I believe in forever now. Before I believed in emptiness, I believe in good now, Before I believed in nothing. I will wait for you alone and cold, At that gate to what comes next. We will beg the goddess who guards, to eternally allow us to pass together. Because I remember chaos before you.

My Daddy
i got to talk to my dad and hes realy sad right now he had to go in today and get a MRI done to see what going on with his liver and they wont know what ups for at lest a week or so and then theres the fact that he missess us(me my sis and bro) we havent seen in a year and hafe the next time i might be able to see him will be in late January or early Febriary and thats only if i have the money to fly out to see him i wish that i could be out there now or on the 19th of this month cause that is day my grandma died last year my dads mom so i know hes realy sad right now cause he was unable to come out last year when she died the only thing he was able to do was call her on her death bed and i know that killed my dad to do that! ya i know she was never that best grandma to me and my family but she was still our grandma and i love her

We're A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Help
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #1!!! Let's keep me on top!SHES ON MY TAIL!!!! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Back In 2nd!
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Train Ride
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now.. cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resume playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you just boardin

Custom Tags
Does anyone know how to make custom tags?? I would like a few more of them to use to greet new fubars and greeting in general to my friends. example Hi! Welcome to Fubar! Fanned and Rated Ya Hope you have a Rawkin Day! xo GamerChick ox (my sig) With my pic or a pic with a faerie or pug or cat. You can tell by my pics and stash what my interests are. I'm not picky would just love some more custom tags And just let me know what you would want in return for making them for me! *Thanks again to Christie and Mark for the ones they made me! So loved them!!*

Take Me
Take Me By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Different worlds, driven force Cold cold wind clasped at my heart Numbing me from the pain of this everlasting stain Scarlet tears threatening to flow I try to grasp you in the dark Im needy for your touch please warm my freezing heart My lips are dry they ache for your kiss hands trembling, longing for you.. Silence...Madness... threatening rage about to overflow i want to escape in your world i want it to be your hand that will gently unlock the shackles on my feet so i may finally run with you please guide me among the jagged rocks.. Oh sweet rebellion! will i ever feel serenity? shall i ever find that tranquil path that will lead me to the mysterious ghosts of my past Take me to your kingdom! To a place where you and i shall stop the time Gaping at the butterflies as they gently unite In the soft breeze of our spirits love..

Damn!
So where to begin...... well all in all the ride hasnt been to bumpy. As far as finding my true love or Mr. Right hasnt happened and dont expect it will. lol And long ago I knew that the chance of such things are slim to nil. But I am happy to accept that. And I think I have met a few people I hope I can truly call friends, I`ve met people I can call online buddys, and then there`s the people I am far better off not knowing at all. And the fact that they have to go day to day living a lie because they dont like who they are is really sad. Because they tend to dwell on the weaknesses,and vulnerabilities of others. And its sad that they can live with themselves and continue to live the lie that is their world. I really dont see the need to lie and deceive other people, but then again I consider myself to be an honest,realistic,mature woman who has a conscience. And a heart that can not be so cold. Is a shame people feel they have to live life as a fake or phonie. I mean really what is ac

August 6, 2007
Yep. Iris :: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't wa

10 F/u's Of Ct
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX.

Family Values...
So i went there...and if i had a cock...ida rocked out with my cock out!!!!! I HAD SO FUCKING MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had so much fun that i got sunburnt and didn't notice...that i hurt my back and barely noticed...and i cut my toe and had NO CLUE! I saw my sista and her clan....partied it up with Kel and her clan....all in all 12 of us were there....and i'll be damed if DeeDee didn't get us pavilion seats for FREE!!!!!! So i was like 20 Rows behind the pit for Evanessance nad KORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was fucking AWESOME!!!!!!!!! I have pics...but i dunno if imma show em...i look like ass...lol Anyway....rock on mother fuckers

My Story Thus Far...
So, for those of you who are interested...here's the story as to how I became "Recently Single". My sister introduced me to her roommate. I had been single for over a year up to that point, and he was definitely my type...physically. He was 6' 8".. LOVE the tall ones. And not skinny. Not fat, mind you, but not a bean pole. So we hooked up, and me being the fabulous chick that I am, he more or less moved in after the first night. He was working as a bouncer at a strip joint. Well, he got fired Thanksgiving Day. Proceeded not to work for two and a half months. So I'm supporting him and my kids. He does finally get a job, making DAMN good money. Things are looking up, right? Well, I find out from a family member of his that he has lied to me about pretty much his entire past. He told me he was an Army Ranger... he never even made it through boot camp. Told me he had owned his own Repo company until the IRS took everything because he had a sucky accountant. NOPE! Tol dme that while an Arm

Meet Your Master
They once all feared the ending; The one thing they knew would come, Something that would destroy Earth in one step, Leaving nothing but a single crumb. It would tear houses from their roots And ocean waters would overflow. The elderly won't end their life in grace And the young won't get to grow. But there was one thing that was unknown; A twist in this apocalyptic tale. This deadly cause that would end the world Came in the form of a devious male. Not a common man, no that is not what I mean; As this male is strong, with unusual height. He bares scars on his face, and sores on his arms And goes nowhere without initiating a fight. Nobody knows where he came from And no one knows why he is here. All that people have been informed of Is that he is somebody they need to fear. Now this day is upon them, They have nowhere that they can run. Some of them, eager to end the torture Shoot themselves with a stone cold gun. Each step he takes around them Caus

Just Because
just because i put nsfw pic up doesnt give anyone the right to be rude i can handle the comments on my pics and some flirting but when some one comes right out and tells me he would fuck me because of the nudes i am not an easy fuck just so we get this straight if anyone cant handle my pics or dont like them or thinks i will be easy your wrong i think i am a good friend and a good person

Empty Sacrifice
Arrogance or 'diva-tude' may be a disguise for embracing empty sacrifices or distorted standards. Leading this imitation of life could cause premature losses or affect intimacy or romantic prospects. Relying on others for your self-worth or holding onto an illusion of what was or might have been could keep you from facing the fear that drains your spark or makes you seemingly unapproachable. Until you are true to yourself you may not find peace, and time is fleeting.

Human Relations
People. God knows I love them (do not fear the sarcasm). Actually, I can't say I hate very many people specifically; so few seem real enough to deserve that level of attention. Certainly, though, there are some few good people out there, somewhere. It's just that, here, in my tiny little facet of this spinning pile, it's so rare to really feel anything from anyone. Connections are difficult. There's an irritation in being among people who've already found their connection, and finding that those who haven't, are just as undesirable as the void they would be replacing. The numbing mind-ream of knowing you're alone not because people wont' accept you,but because you find so little worth in accepting. An imposed solitude is better than simply tolerating your company in waiting for something or someone better. So lonliness is not such a terrible thing when you consider that the alternative to thought provoking solace, is to be surrounded only by reminders of why that solitude is prefferabl

Pork Tenderloin With Cherry And Red Wine Sauce
This pork recipe from France is made with pork tenderloin. The spices, cherries and red wine that coats the pork makes this an elegant meal for winter. Makes 6 to 8 servings. INGREDIENTS: * 1 4-lb. boneless pork tenderloin, fat trimmed off * 2 teaspoons mixed whole peppercorns * 15 whole cloves * 1 Tablespoon ground cinnamon * 6 Tablespoons room temperature unsalted butter * 1 large onion, chopped * 1/2 cup to 1 cup red Beaujolais Villages wine * sea salt * FOR THE CHERRY SAUCE: * 1-1/2 lbs. cherries, pitted * 2 Tablespoons light brown sugar * 2 Tablespoons balsamic vinegar * 2 Tablespoons fresh rosemary, chopped * 1-1/2 cups red Beaujolais Villages wine * TO FINISH: * 1/3 cup + 2 Tablespoons kirsch * 2 Tablespoons of cornstarch, dissolved in 3 Tablespoons of the Beaujolais Villages PREPARATION: Set the meat out of the refrigerator for one hour before you plan to cook it. Preheat oven to 357

Nothing In This World
Love ended here today And the dreams we used to share I watched you walk away As you told me you still cared Now I can't believe your gone How could you say goodbye You told me you would never make me cry You said Nothing in this world would come between us No way you'd ever let me go No no Nothing in this world would come between us What did you know What difference does it make If I understand the promises we break are never what we planned Cause we plan to stay together till forever then Now forever has come to an end You said Nothing in this world would come between us No way you'd ever let me go No no Nothing in this world would come between us What did you know You said goodbye You said goodbye I hear it echo through this empty place inside Let it rain Just let it rain Cause there's nothing left between us But the lonely days You said Nothing in this world would come between us (Nothing in this world) No way you'd ever let me go No, no, no, no (

One Of My Favs
This Is One of My Favorite Pieces From The Great Maya Angelou,.......................So Listen Up Sistahs, Even Though We View Most Men As The Dawgs They Are,.......The Good Men? They ARE Out There, Where,............. Well, That Remains To Be Seen, So Don't Throw In The Towel Just Yet. In My Missouri ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In My Missouri I Had Known A Mean Man A Hard Man A Cold Man Gutting Me Killing Me Man A Tough Man A Man So I Thought I'd Never Meet A Sweet Man A Kind Man A True MaOne Who In The Darkness You Can Feel Secure Man A Sure Man A Man But Jackson Mississippi Has Some Fine Men Some Strong Men Some Black Men Walking Like An Army Were The Sweet Men The Brown Men The Men In Oberlin Ohio There Were Nice Men Just Men And Fair men Reaching Out And Healing Were The Warm Men Were Good Men The Men Now I Know That There Are Good And Bad Men Some True Men Some Rough Men Women Keep On Searching For You Own Man The Best Man For You Man The Man

Why God Created Children
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" ! "Do NOT eat the fruit! " said God. "Why?" "Because I am your Father and I said so! " God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit? " God asked. "Uh huh," Adam r

Children
i just watched something that about made me cry about kids with disabilities why dont parents teach their kids about stuff like that its sad to see them getting made fun of because they are different i have 5 brothers 3 of them have disabilities i know my daughter is going to grow up looking at everyone the same regardless race color or if the have a disability sorry everyone just had to get that off my chest children are so special regardless of what comes with them just think about that if you have kids or make fun of someone with a disability

Hey Guys
Hey guys .... Well Im back online.... I havent been on much .. This moves been hard as hell for us... But I love it up here in IN . The kids are having a blast.... Just wanted to let everyone know how everything was going... I miss all you guys!!!!!!!!!

3 Word Survey
You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less. It's harder than you think. 1. Where is your cell phone? on my desk. 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? does not exist 4. Where is your father?: at work, duh. 5. Cheesecake?: I don’t like. 6. Your favorite thing to do?: Read a book. 7. Your dream last night?: Odd as usual. 8. Your favorite drink?: Jameson’s Irish Whiskey 9 . Your dream car? hyundai santa fe 10. The room you're in?: The main office. 11. George Bush?: Voted for him! 12. Your fears?: Clowns are CREEPY. 13. Nipple rings? Tried that once. 14. Who did you hang out with last night?: Myself and books. 15. What you're not good at?: I know everything. 16. Go check GoofyAuctions.com and give your opinion?: I'd rather not. 17. One of your wish list items?: More books please 18. Where did you grow up?: The same city 19. The last thing you did?: Some purchase orders 20. What are you wearing? cap

Pregnant Belly Pertition
PREGNANT BELLY PICS NSFW?!?!?! I THINK THAT RULE NEEDS 2 B CHANGED BEING PREGNANT IS SUPPOSE 2 B A GOOD THING ITS NO WAY NSFW IT SHOWS THE PARENT OR PARENTS BEING PROUD OF IT HOW IS THAT NSFW?!?! ADD UR NAME IN A COMMENT IF U AGREE, THIS WILL BE HELPING OUT A LOT OF PEOPLE IF WE GET ENOUGH SIGNATURES

Scary Story
Let me start out with this statement. I honestly do no care who does not believe this story. Because it did happen. And it happened the way I am telling it. I know how defensive I sound, but I am willing to take that risk. A bit of background: I am primarily self-taught in the Occult Arts. I say "primarily" because the only "formal" training that I had had previous to 2005, was from some local teachers. But I am eclectic, (borrowing from several traditions), and I repeat, primarily self-taught. In the the Middle of 2005, I got involved with a girl I should not have. Among his other issues, she fancied himself a Necromancer, (among other things). It was a long-distance relationship, started on the internet. A Necromancer can call up spirits, both Human & Inhuman and "enslave" them to do one's bidding. And she did have some magickal talent, I grant her that. And she had no problem using ingredients she should not, to appease whatever Dark God she worshipped. Now the

The Pimpout I Did For My Husband!
I AM DOING A PIMPOUT FOR MY SEXY HUSBAND AND LOVE OF MY LIFE!!FANHIM..RATE HIM A AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real@ fubar this pimpout brought to you by............ ANGEL1111 REAL WIFE TO HOTSTUD262006 & FOUNDER & THE FIRST LADY OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY@ fubar (repost of original by 'ANGEL1111 REAL WIFE TO HOTSTUD262006 & FOUNDER & THE FIRST LADY OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY' on '2007-08-10 07:35:02') (repost of original by '*~¢¾ANGIE BABE¢¾~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~*' on '2007-08-10 07:49:24') (repost of original by 'ANGEL1111 REAL WIFE TO HOTSTUD262006 & FOUNDER & THE FIRST LADY OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY' on '2007-08-10 07:52:00') (repost of original by 'HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real' on '2007-08-10 10:56:17') (repost of original by 'Cathy ~of the

Unholy Temptation
I am sorry You feel I should be Sorry For simply Being me But I feel no need To apologize For the life And gifts That I receive I am not A beggar I do not stand With outstretched Hands There is no Act at all Just a soul Treasure map So I get a few Pictures Maybe free Tickets or beers Instead of judging With disgust Perhaps You should just Stand A little nearer

Candles & Wine
Candles & Wine Candles lit, romance in the air Wine filled glasses, just, the two of us there. Tender kisses, on lips, and throat Reciting for you, poems, I wrote. Slowly, clothes are falling away Passions burning hot, no longer, at bay! Hands, roaming and feeling, in lustful quest Bodies trembling, flesh upon flesh. Lips to breast, both, yours and mine Minutes tick by, in, lover’s time. Down to your navel, my kisses roam Even further down, my tongues, found home. Ecstasy engulfing, your body responds Together our passions… joyfully, bonds. Climatic release, as you scream, “Oh Yes!” What I’ve done for you; you could do no less. Inside your body, you take me in Taking your time, you slowly begin. Mounted above, your hand is the guide Down then up, you gently ride. The sensations you’re causing, pulsing, through me Feel like blissful jolts, of, electricity. Finely your power, has me at my peak Wave after wave, I can’t even, speak. Explo

Silhoutte Of A Death
Silhouette of a Death For many years I could not see, The wreckage I laid behind me, Buried myself in a pool of red, Closing around me everyday, Fascinated with destruction, I will thrive in my own demise, Look at the choices I've made, Look at wounds of love and war All the silent screams, They could not change, The wind blows as it may, It leaves me to my fate, I cannot wish for another chance, My pride gets in the way, I can only fear, This is only but the beginning So I sit and lay in the waste, A product of my own unbecoming, Mesmerized by the fact I'm dying, I cannot live, In this trance that will not break, I cannot care, I scratch at this burning in my heart, Only knowing it gets worse All the silent screams, They could not change, The wind blows as it may, It leaves me to my fate, I cannot wish for another chance, My pride gets in the way, I can only fear, This is only but the beginning Only one thing I see but the end, One th

Help!!!
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5 Days To Go And Counting!
Well, my boyfriend is coming out here for good! I can't wait to welcome him home and give him a long hug and kiss. We talk everyday for about 6 to 8hrs. I have no idea where we come up with things to talk about but we do. And our conversations never get boring. It's a good thing that I have unlimted long distance on my phone and he can talk to me for free anytime. So, after this coming Friday, August 17, 2007, I might disappear for a few days. I'll be getting aquianted with my boyfriend and making memories of us. LOL So take care and I'll see you when I see you! Rebelgirl - Ann

Yes, I'm Unhappy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, here's the deal...... I bust my ass EVERY day to make sure I catch up on rating everyone's pics and stashes, but only a select handful return the favor. Why do I even bother helping the rest of you out. If it is too much to return the favor and all you care about is your damn self, then remove me from your lists and I will gladly do the some. That just frees up more time for me to get to the ones that know how to show respect. Yes, I'm bitching and I have every right too. I'm NOT here to increase your fucking ego and make you think your big shit. I'm here to make friends and help out with getting them ranked. So Bottom line, if you want to stay on my list, start returning the favor if I rate your shit. Can't handle that, then don't let the Fubar door hit you in your ass. I'm NOT joking anymore, so I suggest you take this seriously and to heart. Thanks!! ~Alexa~

(hadith) Ask Your Servant To Eat With You
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) “When your servant brings your food to you, if you do not ask him to join you, then at least ask him to take one or two handfuls, for he has suffered from its heat (while cooking it) and has taken pains to cook it nicely." Sahih Al Bukhari Hadith No. 370 Volume No. 007 Book No. 065 Narrated by Abu Huraira (r.a.)

Thinking Of You
I look up at the sky and wonder if ur looking up at the same time. I look at the moon wondering if your thinking of me. Its hard not being with you. But maybe some day we will meet. And maybe we wont. You never know. But for know im thinking of you.

Learning To Let Go
For those of you who knew me before I left here, alot has changed. I am in the process of learning how to live on my own and be my own person. i feel so naive about many things and yet very fortunate that there have always been good people to help when I least expect it. I will have to thank you one by one as time goes by. Enjoy your day! P.S. Please be at peace. When I wrote the following poem, I was deep in my thoughts and somewhat depressed. I am learning to accept alot of change and emotions that I'd rather forget we all have inside. Eventually, I will be fine. But, my friends, I thank you for your concern. Broken Heart Perhaps that is what I need. More change, more pain, What does it matter. The result is the same. I am alone. I'm told help is nearer than I know, But, strings attached, Surprised? No. I expected as much, Still I yearn for human touch. I am a fool, I will stay on my own. I will wonder and pray, I will seek hope

I Am Home...
Oh its so good to be home! a little tired but i did Make it if anyone cared :D! But for now i'm in Ohio.. and hopefully later on the end of the year or the beginning of 2008 i'll head to Jacksonville Florida! i have to wait for all my furniture gets here and it won't be until probably like Dec. time frame when it does get here... thats the sucky part... but then i can get a move on and decide where i want to live at and stuff! well this Jet Lag is really suckin so i am off to bed again :D talk to you all later...

Make Love To Me
Oh, come with me Take me in your arms Kiss me long and deep Feel my passion rise Remove my clothes Caress my soft skin With your fingertips Feel the softness Of my tender breasts Beneath your hands Touch them, stroke them Squeeze them, knead them Cover them with kisses Close your lips around the nipples Feel their hardness With your tongue Delve into me With your hot tongue Devour me Taste my essence As I scream your name... Make love to me!

Should I Behave Today?
I am such a "good girl." Prim, proper, professional. Always a lady in public. But, did I hear you correctly ? Did you instruct me to behave today, as we have an important business luncheon with one of your colleagues ? For some odd reason, my naughty side decided to rear it's playful little head. 1) A sinfully nasty pic was waiting on his email in the morning. 2)Oooopps, did you say you had an important meeting this morning, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to text my latest dirty fantasy while you were just getting ready to walk into a room full of people. I'm sorry, did I ruin your concentration with that raging hard on you walked in with ? 3) Sliding into to the car, heading to our luncheon, Damn, this top button just won't stay put.......You won't mind keeping an eye just to make sure my nipples don't peek through today? 4) Fixing my skirt, he notices a two fresh scrapes on my knee........How on earth did you do that, he asks overly concerned. I answer him in two short w

One Bleh Day
Well, I've begun to wonder WTF is wrong with either me or everyone else in the world... I've been quite anti-social recently, as i'm sure you've all noticed... I haven't been talking to anyone, and i'm terribly sorry for that. I've been major stressed... shit just keeps fucking up in my life... like one thing right after another... and in the mean time i have been trying to get things settled... like, my home, my life, my kids, etc... and during all of this i've not been able to keep in very close contact with anyone... and apparently thats pissed some ppl off... MAJOR... like, i've tried explaining that shit has just been rough on me recently, and i get this shit story how i only care about myself and all this other bullshit... yet ALL of my stress is cuz i'm trying to get things settled for my girls.... so, like, NO i ONLY care about my kids.... i've not even been doing anything for ME.... so it's just bullshit... I've gotten so sick of ppl getting an attitude with me cuz they don't

Redneck Driver's License Application
Last name: ________________ (Check appropriate box) First name: First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: ____ M _____ F _____ Not sure Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mo

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my partner that my breasts are just too small. Instead of telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want 'em to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between 'em for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "A few years," Mike replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your arse, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again, although he will probably continue to take his meals through a straw. Stupid, stupid man.......

Life...
....how virtuous you lead yourself into thinking you are. The wanting, the yearning, the lying, the cheating, the stealing of time that isnt yours to steal...looking at this little warm glow of love in front of your face..... Doesnt. Make. It. Real. No matter how much you want it to be.......its not. ..and how unfair is it to someone who loves you and cant hold you? Cant look you in the eye at the end of the day, give you a hug and say welcome home baby, how was your day? Cant take you to bed and show you how much they love you? That they cant share in your frustration of the same thing if anything, because of how far away they are? How fair is it really? No worries though.....because you'll do it day in and day out. Its clockwork, its habit, its hope. Hope that you havent completely fucked your life away and that there still may be some time to salvage a little happiness with someone you actually relate to and not the stranger no more than 30 feet from you in the next

Mandy (part 4)
After a couple minutes of stroking, I was back fully aroused. All of a sudden, the sheets lifted up on the other side of the bed and a warm body snuggle right up next to me. She reached across my chest and then pulled herself up so she was lying on top of me. Both my hands went to hold her in place and I noticed that she wasn't wearing her nighty. My hands worked their way down her body and I discovered she had taken off her panties too. My cock was lodged between her legs and resting against her tight little ass crack. I couldn't believe it...here I was, in bed, with this beautiful, 18 yr old girl, lying naked on top of me. I took a few minutes to just caress her soft, smooth skin. Working my way up and down her body, taking special care to squeeze her butt cheeks and feel her skin. She then put her chin on my chest and looked in my eyes. "Teach me to kiss like they did in that sexy movie" she whispered innocently… "You were awake?" I asked She just smiled mischievously. I pulled

Bitch I Am From Alabama
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Alabama came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. this is some funny shit just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed c

To My Grandmother
Your guardian angel is what you call me But it has always been the other way around you see Your love and patience was always there It proved time and time again how much you cared I'm honored to be your namesake From you all this pain I wish I could take You've always been so strong These doctors you keep proving wrong That (her last name goes here) blood you hold Makes you a true fighter; ever so bold I will always stand beside you Because I know soon, you will pull through. My grandmother is in the hospital critical and we're hoping and praying for her to get better! I wrote this in the hospital last night while watching over her.

Im Not Living This Way
im not gonna keep thinking too hard about this im just gonna think what think and hope thats how it will end up. i just hope i can stop thinking about when its all gonna go bad. it all goes sour sometime but i really really just wanna be happy but doesnt everyone ?

Rip Gracie My Rottweiler! :(
Friday the 10th of August... I had my beloved Rottweiler put down. She was getting old and I knew it was her time. I struggle daily with the loss of her. I know I did the right thing, but I never said GOODBYE. I regret that. I couldn't handle looking into her eyes one last time, knowing it was the last. I will miss you my loyal GRACIE, I love you and I think of you all the time. I wish I could have been there for you. I hope to see you oneday.

95,000 To Godfather
Once we start a level up we dont stop until its done..Come show some love..rate some pictures and her stash..Please remember your day is coming you wil want everyone helping you God Father..Thanks for helping fornicates™@ fubar

The Prostitute
A guy is hanging out in his favorite bar when he spots a fabulous babe walking in on the arm of some ugly schlep. He asks the bartender about her and is surprised to discover that she's a prostitute. He watches her the rest of the night, amazed that someone so attractive could be available to him. The next night he goes back to the bar, and sure enough she shows up again, only this time alone. The guy gets up his nerve and approaches her. "Is it true you're a prostitute?" "Why, sure, big boy. What can I do for you?" "Well, I dunno. What do you charge?" "I get $100 just for a handjob. We can negotiate from there." "$100 For a handjob? Are you nuts?" "You see that Ferrari out there?" The guy looks out the front door, and sure enough there's a shiny new Ferrari parked outside. "I paid cash for that Ferrari with the money I made on handjobs. Trust me, it's worth it." The guy mulls it over for a while, and decides what the hell. He leaves with her, and gets the mo

Looking Back
It was on a Tuesday that my life changed forever. It was early in the morning. The thumping sounds of a tiny heart that gave an overjoyed smile of anticipation. Labor pains were so intense that gripping onto my mother was the only sense of relief I could appreciate. The last few days were so awakening. It was a time in my life that I was no longer alone. No longer full of hate towards people that had hurt of betrayed me. I was full of an unspoken love. The moment you were placed in my arms I was in love. Your tiny fingers, your ten toes, your sleepy eyes. You were the one thing that gave me meaning. That first day I was with you, it was not only the day of your birth. It was the day of the birth of a new me. I was given a treasure and became a Mother. Anyone who has children can't help but stare at them, even when they sleep. The smiling gestures like they are dreaming of fluffy clouds and fuzzy pets. They are still as precious as they were the day they were born. These past Mothers

Some Days I Wanna Quit, And Just Be Normal For A Bit
Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For why you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got '

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The Full Scene
I sat back with a sniffle or two, wiped my nose, and laughed heartily at Addiction. 'Another W had been added to my record, Spaz had shown great strides of improvement, and yet there was a rising conviction of loss, and defeat. As a whole Scarred was becoming a gigantic failure. There was something missing, something left to be said and done. Too much to be done in fact if we were at all serious about destroying Imperium. I knew for a fact that we all were.' I thought with a smile. I leaned back and exhaled loudly, as I pulled a cigarette from it's white and green pack. I proceeded to light it, filling the fresh air conditioned room with the carcinogous fumes of toxicity. The new annoying flight attendant the emplyment agency had sent me was just as retarded as the last one.She kept asking me if I wanted peanuts, even when I had a T-Bone sitting in front of me that the dumb bitch hand delivered. Even when she delivered the steak she asked if I wanted peanuts. 'So, Jim was inj

Twitterpated
Twitterpated... A shooting star streaking across the sky above, its stardust twinkling like the first hints of love. A treasure to behold of that I am sure, rarest of gems, a heart that is pure. Stilling my fears as you whisper seductively, you've captured my heart just as sure as can be. Whats drawn us together destined such as this, a feeling so awesome, magnificent bliss. a. boudreaux 2005

Happiness
Happiness... Happiness is a wonderous joy. You find it within, it's yours to enjoy. It shines so bright upon your face, you can float through the air, up into space. Who knows how far you can fly? Oh what a blessing, you shouldn't deny. Such a miracle it is to behold. One simple enough for the young and the old. A treasure indeed, each person should seek. A journey inside yourself, just take a peek! Like discovering a new chapter in a favorite book, It's there to be found if you know where to look. How simple it is to make your way, To your own happiness, what more can I say? a.boudreaux 1996

Seriously Disturbing!!! Support Our Troops!
Suicide rate in Army at a 26-year high By PAULINE JELINEK, Associated Press Writer Ninety-nine U.S. soldiers killed themselves last year, the highest rate of suicide in the Army in 26 years, a new report says. More than one out of four soldiers who committed suicide did so while serving in Iraq or Afghanistan, according to a report scheduled to be released Thursday. Iraq was the most common deployment location for U.S. soldiers who either attempted suicide or committed suicide. The report, which The Associated Press obtained ahead of its public release, said the 99 confirmed suicides among active duty soldiers compared to 88 in 2005 and was the highest raw number since the 102 suicides reported in 1991, the year of the Persian Gulf War, when there were more soldiers on active duty. Investigations are still pending on two other deaths and if they are confirmed as suicides, the number for last year would be 101 instead of 99. In a half million-person Army, last

Mystery Of Life 3,451: Snapping Self-portrtaits In Your Car
A colleague and I briefly engaged each other recently in this very modern-day puzzle. No doubt many upon many myspacers (and others who publish profles on related personal connection websites) post online self-portraits from their automobile's interior. Of all the places where could have your picture taken, you choose the inside of your car? The driver's seat, no less? Perhaps some while driving (i.e. possessing the safety and wellbeing of passengers and other motorists in the palm of your hands)? A friend reasoned that sometimes one could get so bored waiting in traffic or waiting to pick up another acquaintance that taking a few photos of yourself is a nice way to pass the time. Err, maybe. But really, you couldn't do that at your place? A friend's house? The workplace? Standing in the middle of a freeway? The depths of hell? It seems to be trend at myspace and lots of other sites. Individuals putting on their coolest pose while in the driver's seat, possibly doing 80 in a 40.

Whats Going On
I just want you all to know I'm not here to hear I'm sorry or to get sympathy. I really don't wanna sound like a bitch either and I'm sorry if I'm coming like that but I want you all to know I'm not going to be myself and if I don't respond to comments or anything in that sort or get to any pictures to rate I'm sorry. But today my grandma died and I'm not one that can handle death all to well...I just want people to know and do me a favor tell the people how much you love them even if you don't think anything is going to happen because you will never know. I was glad that I was able to say goodbye and that I loved her right before she passed. Mike And The MechanicsIn The Living YearsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Grilled Coconut Shrimp With Pineapple Salsa
This recipe serves: 4 Ingredients For the pineapple salsa: 1 1/2 cup canned or fresh crushed pineapple, drained 1 jalapeño chili pepper, seeded and finely chopped 1 red bell pepper, seeded and diced 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice salt to taste For the grilled shrimp: 1/2 cup lite coconut milk 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon low-sodium soy sauce 1 tablespoon freshly grated ginger root 1 tablespoon brown sugar 20 large shrimp, peeled and deveined freshly ground black pepper 3 cups cooked rice 1/2 cup cilantro sprigs 4 metal or bamboo (soaked in water) skewers Cooking Instructions For the pineapple salsa: 1. Place the pineapple, jalapeño pepper and red pepper in a bowl and toss to combine. Season to taste with lime juice and salt. Refrigerate until ready to serve. (This can be made in advance and stored in the refrigerator for up to 3 days. For the grilled shrimp: 2. Combine the coconut milk, lime juice, soy sauce, ginger and brown

Curious
i just don't understand why people on the Internet take things so seriously. I'm not talking about fubar. cause honestly fubar is pretty kick ass. i just dont get why people think the internet has so many bad things on it. yes there are some bad things and certain things i think shouldn't be on the net. but half of the stuff on here is someones point of view or opinion. but yet there has been so many people out there bashing others on there values morals and lets face there own personal opinion. i always thought that people should have there own way at looking at things. just don't bash others for what they believe . don't shoot down others for the ideas opinions and what not ....and yet there are so many of you people out there who are just so quick to judge argue run down and insult the very fact that people think for themselves i bet if someone did that to you , you would get mad and say how they are ignorant and all that. so pretty much aren't you being a hypocrite about it

Um, Stalker Pt 3.
->Here and T...: I gotta tell ya, I'd like to thank you for your concenrn, it's good to know I have such an impact on your life. Also I'm so happy for you and the "Many a VIP" you've spoken with. I have not cheated, I've gotten to where I am fair and square, you don't like it? YOUR problem! Cheers! Here and T...: so your saying you can cheat because you pay? I have talked to many VIP and they all think they should have a salute photo. No where in the rules does it say anything about not having one if your a vip, but it does plainly state that you need a salute pic to advance past a 10. What you are saying, is it is ok to cheat if you pay Here and There is Here Again (Si Te Tengo Aqui)@ fubar

Hot Sex!!!
BERLIN (Reuters) - A teenage couple having sex for the first time were interrupted when candles set fire to the girl's attic bedroom and forced them to flee naked from her parents' house, German daily Bild reported on Friday. The girl had wanted to create a romantic atmosphere for the occasion. But when the room suddenly became engulfed with flames, they had to make a hasty escape. The couple, both 18, were pictured naked in the paper among the burned wreckage of the attic. A charred teddy had survived but the fire wrecked the entire top floor of the house causing around 100,000 euros (68,000 pounds) worth of damage.

You Made Me Say Goodbye...
i did leave and say goodbye but i swear it made me cry i didn't want to make you go but whenever i was happy you made me low you tried to get me into trouble and at other times you were as fun as my double but when you kept pushing me towards things i didn't want to do i knew i couldn't stay with you honestly you were a great guy but really i had to say goodbye i told you to stop and not to try to make me but you did and you said that's what it has to be but you were wrong so i walked out i left you without a doubt.

Good Morning, Fu Friends!
REAL FRIEND TEST! This is GOOD...I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

I Hate My Family
Already, my dad will no longer help with college, but keep claiming me on taxes so I can't file FAFSA by myself unless I move out of my mom's place, but my dad doesn't want to help with me having a mode of transportation, rent, utilities, the works, so it's either go to school and be homeless, or stay with my mom and not have an education. Fuck, I can't get a loan without his help cause of my age.... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Who Are You
This blog is not for those who get offended easily. I am going to start this with a friend of mine and very compasionate and caring person. I know that when you put a question on a mumm. You get an answer and some comments thats cool. That is what they are there for. But the thing that gets me is when u act like your shit dont stink. Last time I checked we all have flaws. That is what makes us all different and the world go around. So for all those who think they are better than others and that they are the shit. You can just go step the fuck off a cliff as far as I am concerned. Cuz there is one person who judges in my life. That is the Good Lord himself. I have done shit in my life and has kept me with a level head. I may be shy but do I by any means think I am better than anyone else. So for all you haters and downgraders. You can kiss my ass. Obviousely you have nothing better to do in your life but make people feel like some shit. That tells me as well you have no

What Does Faith Stand For?
F orsaking A ll I T ake H im That means going against others when you feel God is leading you one way. Faith is stepping out on NOTHING and finding something there! Taking a giant leap in the air! And wait! Wait when God says WAIT! When others say you are not doing anything and you know what God has said...you WAIT! God is Good!

Storm Is Raging
The storm is raging inside my head I dont understand I am so confused my heart is breaking the tears are falling scared of what's going to happen. It will never be the same. My life has been turned upside down. The storm is raging, and I'm not sure if I can go on, not sure if I know what I am feeling. I miss you so much. Until the day I see you again I will pray that someday I'll see you again my son.

How To Make Luv
How To Make Luv Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Just Frustrated
I know to alot of my friends on here the last couple of days I have been a hermit. I have been thinkin about so much and the weight that is on my shoulders is heavy. Between work and home I want to just pack a bag and run the hell away to a desserted island. My boss has been playin with my wages and not payin right. Then says opps I'm sorry the computer must have messed this up. I work in the same software and it doesnt mess up like that. SO been lookin for another job. And in him messing with my wages has caused the NSF shit to happen in the whole checkin account. I put my heart and soul into my job and get shit on. Why is when you are a fuck up at work they dont give you shit but when u actually care and take pride in ur work they shit on you. Fuck I'm tired, This makes a gurl want to say fuck it and sit on the fuckin system and not do shit in life. I have busted my ass in life and to get this is bulshit. workin 3 jobs to make it. and then hear grief from people about wh

What The Heck
As I've broadcasted I'm pretty fed up with fubar and said what the problems were. Since I've done that the wonderful friends have come forwarded and made me reconsider my feelings. That was a dilemma until last night when a lady I had requested to be a friend accepted and we talked a bit. I was busy talking to another person and suggested that I would like to 'talk and learn more about her'. Her response was 'what is that supposed to mean?'. I tried to explain and she asked what I was after. At that point I regretted making the friend request but thought maybe she's been burned a couple times, so it went on. I'm sorry to say that she is not an exception to the rule and in a short period of time, I suggested that we end our conversation and part as adversaries. (hate to admit it but that felt so good). Anyway, she reminded me of too many jerks I've encountered on here during the fubar regime. What in the heck happened between cherrytap and fubar to bring on all this nons

Pardon
Hey look im not the sexiest of the models though i've been known to turn a head or two im not the biggest dog in the yard but atleast i can hang in the yard i dont drive a benz bentley or bmw hell i dont have a license but i dont need you for a ride i get by on my own just fine i work because i want to, not because i have to im not lazy though i like to relax i like a trim waist but i love a pretty face im a big man with a hearty appetite so even if you're a thick girl you'll fit in just right im complex yet simple i havent had the best life but it's gone just fine i've had my problems but then again who hasnt im not like all the others im crass rude out spoken and obnoxious those things make me out to be everything but a liar i am what you see what you see is what you get i like a short skirt but my eye doesnt wander trying to figure where i am you'll never have to wonder most men have dreams i have plans some have wishes i have ideals some have crisis i

Part 3
Part 3 She moved my head up from her neck and kissed my mouth. I always kept in rhythm with her lips which made her even hotter than she already was. We got so lost in the moment that we got to your floor and didn't even know it. We stopped for a brief moment to get out of the elevator and go into the apartment. I looked up and down her and said "We really need to get you out of those wet clothes". Without hesitation she took off her tank top and threw it across the room. I went in back of her slowly unhooked her bra and kissed her shoulders. Once the bra fell to the floor she was completely exposed from her navel up. She looked down at the huge bulge in my pants and decided it was time to let him out. She got down on her knees and slowly removed my belt looking up at the anticipation on my face. After removing my belt she then proceeded to unzip my fly with her teeth.

Help Me Surprise Her!!!
I am hoping that I can call on friends, family, or fans to help me out in surprising my daughter with a morph. I showed her the one I had, and she thought it was really kewl! So...if any of you would mind helping me surprise her, I sure would appreciate it. Just repond in a comment...or cmail me, and I'll send ya links to the pictures. thanks bunches in advance!!!

Potato
this guy, was having touble meeting girls, so a friend told him to put a potato in his bathing suit. He did, but everyone stayed far away from him. When he told his freind, his friend told him to try it again the next day, but this time put the potato in the front

My Daughter Rocks!!!!!!!!
I was helping my 7 year old with her homework tonight.. and her question was what do you want to be when you turn 25. She looked up at me with her big brown eyes and said " Mama what do you want to be when you turn 25...your not 25 yet your 23 right?" I just smiled and told her I love her so much! She is an angel in my eyes!!

Okay Guys... Wtf.....
I've helped people level before.... I've taken time out of my busy day and schedule to comment bomb people, or throw rates people's way... what the hell guys... where's the freakin help when I freakin need it?

Going To Fl Tonight
August 18th, 2007 to everyone i am close to i just found out my grandmother in FL passed away lastnight and i want to be with my parents down there so im trying to find a flight (i have never been on a plan) so if i do go... pray pls thanks xoxox August 21st, 7007 well im leaving to go to FL tonight at 8:25pm u all know that my grandmother passed away and my parents are down there get thing all set for the wake and everything and i want to be with them. im going to be scared as hell caues im going to be in Philadelphia over night and in Charlotte for a couple of hours then be in Pensacola, FL by 10:50am so PLS wish me luck.. thanks

Mmmmm
You are 61% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at

Motivation.
AIGHT, I MADE A NEW PIC FOLDER. ENTITLED MOTIVATION. NOW I KNOW THIS DOESN'T SEEM MY STYLE, BUT A GOOD BIT OF THEM ARE FUNNY AS FUCK, AND THE REST I MADE MYSELF. GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO CHECK THEM OUT. NO DISAPPOINTMENT I SWEAR!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND WATCHING EUREKA. NOW DANCE!!!!

Individual Chicken Pizzas
Your kids won't even know they're eating broccoli when you add it to these quick and easy pizzas made with refrigerated biscuit dough. Ingredients: 1 can refrigerated biscuits, uncooked 1 cup corn meal 1/4-1/2 cup vegetable cream cheese 2 cups frozen chopped broccoli 1/4 cup diced tomato 5 oz can chunk chicken breast in water Dried oregano, optional 1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese Directions: Preheat oven per biscuit can directions. Sprinkle countertop with corn meal. Roll each individual biscuit out to approximately 3-4 inches round on top of corn meal, but do not flip over. Place each rolled biscuit on a large baking sheet and cook per package directions. Set oven to 400 degrees. Allow biscuits to cool slightly. Top each biscuit with cream cheese, chopped broccoli, tomato, and chicken. If desired, sprinkle with dried oregano to taste. Cover each biscuit with mozzarella cheese. Bake for 10 minutes or until cheese has melted. Number of Servings: 8

The Sweetest Thing
yesterday... we both spent the day together... all day... till we both got to sleep almost at the same time, and it was sooooo wonderful. it's really strange somehow, that someone does all those little sweet and cute things to me, but it feels amazing. and this big day is comming so soon. it all feels a bit unreal, but it is all totally real. those litte 6 stinky days, they are killing me. but then again 6 daaaaammmmmmnnnnnn days and everything will change to the better... actually.. to the best. so for the first time in my life i'm comming home... Sweetest Thing VideoSweetest Thing lyrics - U2 lyrics U2 Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Blood Ninja
bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat. BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up. bloodninja: Me too baby. BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest. bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman. BritneySpears14: Hey... bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 chicken of the Infinite. BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it. bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness. BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous. bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands. bloodninja: I steal yo soul and cast Lightning Lvl. 1,000,000 Your body explodes into a fine bloody mist, because you are onl

2007 Marine Corps Ball
The Marine Corps Ball is coming up soon, looks like I'm going by myself this yr, I was actually gonna take the girl that wanted to go with me last yr but couldn't make It, Its lookin like she's not gonna make It this year also, even If she can't make It I won't hold any grudges, oh well....

One Cock,two Cocks,three Cocks.four?
Though I try to be a good girl..and I am occassionally very good it..I love being a bad girl...you could say a nasty girl..well somewhat a slut. But I take pride in keeping up to that name..having some fun...getting what I want...leaving no one unpleased. What a day it was..I can still recall..I had the day off..and you know me when I have time on my hands...Im gonna fuck..shit I dont even have to have time on my hands..I do quickie's too!:-)Anyway, I call up some friends..some special friends ..each one unique in there own way. Each one has pleased me to my satisfaction previously ..or they wouldnt get the call. So I make plans with guy one..animal in bed..very conservative out of the bedroom...and fucking sexy as hell! I plan to meet him at his hotel around 5...he travels frequently ..which is always a good thing for me..he cums my way. Then I call guy number 2..country boy..hard working blue collar man..facial hair..and a tanned body to worship. Were getting together around 7:

Strip Song
Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that. LMAO Personally... I'd prefer Buttons... :)

Please Keep Nichole In Your Thoughts
Well I Thought I would Post This Blog To Let Everyone know how my day went as i went to work this morning and had gotten to work at 8 am to get news that a girl nichole i work with was beaten by her boyfriend and Then Decided there was nothing to live for and hung herself at approximately 11:25 pm lastnight she was found in her bathroom hung from the shower rod at approximately 11:36 pm by her sister anne who then tried reviving her and had no success so please all i ask is for all my friends to keep nichole in your thoughts, it was wonderful knowing her and working with her was a wonderful thing and she will be forever remembered as a very sweet outgoing young lady who always had a love for her job and worked to the best of her ability not only that knowing she left behind a 1 yr old son who she adored and always talked about she was a proud mother who loved her son to death she will be missed and forever loved Nichole Dewin 1988-2007

So You Want To Be A Slave: The Realities
Author: miria_hunter © 2000 I decided to write this article because I have seen so many submissives come into the lifestyle expecting everything to be dream-like and perfect. I don't wish to ruin anyone's dreams, or turn them from the activity, but what I wish to do is to explain how things really are. Being a slave can be, and is for me, a wonderful life. It's everything I wanted it to be. It is also more than I ever expected, and had someone explained the realities to me prior to my decision, it would have made my transition so much easier. For the purpose of this article, I am addressing issues related to being a 24/7 slave. These comments are from my viewpoint, which is that of a female slave with a male Master. By no means do I wish to exclude Domme's or male slaves. For them, I cannot comment from personal experience. This is just my view from a real-time experience. First, there are a few things you need to discover for and about yourself. Do you wish to be

For Someone Very Special
When we talk, my heart skips a beat. late night conversation, we hardly talk at all my breathing labored i want to tell u i could fall someone like u is a rare find u make me feel like the queen of the ball thoughts of u fill my day i love ur nightly phone call it brings me closer to u and i love every minute of our time together one day i feel we will become one until then the moments we share i will treasure

A Key To My Heart
My heart is a treasure chest locked deep within A key that you may enter is yours to keep so whenever you should open it,inside you shall see stored in a special place how much you mean to me Wherever I go it is with me, In the night where dreams are sweet ,I see us in a horoscope of stars, a future to be ours Each dawn I awake I see you in a sunlight of happiness to be my very own keepsake You are a treasure I shall cherish, sealed with my love, covered with lace.

Nothing Else Matters. Well What U Said.
So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say and nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us, something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they say never cared for games they play never cared for what they do

Venting.. What A Shitty Day!
How much can one person take!! Im soo close to flipping out.. So today wasn't so bad.. I mean i had my training which ughhh... My feet hurt! Then went shopping after i got off work.. Ran around town with my sister.. This evening i got home checked my email.. I see an email from my husband stating that expedia.com wasn't going to refund our money from a canceled airline ticket! Soo i sit on the phone for an hour trying to get through the line with 3 fighting kids in the background. I finally get customer service on the line and explain my situation... And why is it that our 300 bucks is now NON refundable! Anyways soo like they are fucktards because they state i never called and canceled the ticket. Which is BS because i called with in the hour of booking the flight! SO i ws on the phone total of 2½ hours trying to resolve this problem. Finally getting a supervisor on the phone! He then gave me an address so i could send in some paperwork to see if we could get our money back!! I wrote

The Initiated
His duty is to hold the fears of our lives within the wooden frame of his interior As he grimly sits by permitting only the chosen few who understand the call of blood Tatooed His arms and legs reveal the distinct design of his rite of passage A shadow he wears a cropped cluster of burnt hay above his lofty head Immortal his hands shield his ears from screams of vestal virgins Wicked His purpose manifests as a Hitman on call

Rewind
Dead. Bang. Time paused for a sec Ond? One? What has become "You to shit didn't I!" Im confused now Trunk Fuckin The In Get What?! Get in the fuckin trunk As I start to feel like something is Fuck as funny Which is kind of funny as fuck This wouldnt have happened If i didnt try to sell A loaded gun.

Making A Friends Folder
I've seen several people have a folder for their Fubar Friends & I've been kicking around the idea. Like the guest book this takes me awhile to decide what to do. Whatcha think & would you want to be added? Loves My Friends ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Questions....
How often does something that seems so wrong and so implausible...seem so right...so real....so very much a part of you. This is the quandry I am faced with right now. Vauge...yes, but I like to keep it that way so i do not embarrass anyone. J.P.

Hell - Exothermic Or Endothermic?
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that

3rd Eye Blind - Semi-charmed Life
I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden and she lives for me, She says she lives for me, Ovation, She's got her own motivation, she comes round and she goes down on me, And I make her smile, It's like a drug for you, Do ever what you want to do, Coming over you, Keep on smiling, what we go through. One stop to the rhythm that divides you, And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse, Chop another line like a coda with a curse, And I come on like a freak show takes the stage. We give them the games we play, she said, I want something else, to get me through this, Semi-charmed kind of life, I want something else, I'm not listening when you say, Good-bye. The sky it was gold, it was rose, I was taking sips of it through my nose, And I wish I could get back there, Some place back there, Smiling in the pictures you would take, Doing crystal myth, Will lift you up until you break, It won't stop, I won't come do

Fallen Angels
Here lies fallen angels dead on the ground Their spirits stand there looking all round If you go to spot You'll see a mound and you'll feel their presences As the days go by people come to mourn Those that show respect are adorn let the memories never fade Every time you look upon the mound Just remember its all right to shed a tear As the pain fills inside and hurts it wont go a way The anger we shall not hide it These you remember the american pride. People in the world remember all around That here lies a fallen angels dead on the ground Teshanna Kathleen Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens

Lenny Kravitz - Are You Gonna Go My Way
I was born long ago I am the chosen, I'm the one I have come to save the day And I won't leave until I'm done So that's why we've got to try We've got to breathe and have some fun Though I'm not paid I play this game And I won't stop until I'm done (But what I really want to know is) Are you gonna go my way (Please baby) and I got to (please) got to know (I got to know) yeah I don't know why we always cry This we must leave and get undone We must engage and rearrange And turn this planet back to one So tell me why we got to die And kill each other one by one We've got to hug and rub-a-dub We've got to dance and be in love (But what I really wanna know is) Are you gonna go my way (Please baby) and I got to, got to know (I got to know) Are you gonna go my way 'Cause baby I got to know, yeah

August 25, 2007
If you've been feeling underappreciated lately, you may find that things change dramatically today. Your work hasn't gone unnoticed, and your good energy should make the recognition that much sweeter.

Dating, How Soon Is Too Soon????
Ok 1st off this is a blog cuz I still cant write any mumms....but anyways I'm in the beginning of a divorce. What I want to know is after its all said and done....how soon is too soon to start dating other guys? I want to find a suitable man to play a father role for my son. Now I dont want to rush into anything just yet....but I'm just curious on how you all think. Any suggestions?

Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
This is some advice I wrote after reading my friend WILDCAT's following blog: 10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye I have only wrote comments for the men. I will write some for the women also, shortly. #1 Showboating is BAD for attraction. Only a minority of women care about material things, good looks and power more than they do personality, sense of humor, etc. These are probably insecure, cold, manipulative Barbie Dolls you wouldn't want to date anyway. You can have whatever you want, but you have to let women discover it, instead of telling them about it. If you act like your Porsche and multi-million dollar company is no big deal, and you let her discover it by happen chance, THEN they will be impressed. #2 You don’t need a manicure, but dressing well and being clean goes a LOOOOOOOOONG way with women. If you have a good sense of style, it will often get a woman’s initial attention. Then you can sweep her off her feet with your personality, charism

49,000 Togod Father
HAPPY HOUR IN 10 MINUTES LOVE ON HER HARD LETS GET THIS DONE...I WILL BE UP UNTIL SHE GODFATHERS WILL YOU HELP US Lets all help make her a God Father. Shes got 49,000 to God Father. Shes got a lot of pictures and stash to rate.Show her some love. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

Because Of You
yep this pretty much describes how i feel right about now!!!!! "Because Of You" I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

The Caffeinated Cross
The following ritual was found in a musty, dusty old fragment of parchment lodged between the musty old pages of a musty, dusty old book in a musty, dusty old library whose musty, dusty old dust hadn't been disturbed by the presence of man in many a musty, dusty old century. It took a great deal of effort to translate the original writings. After months of effort and research in language libraries, it was finally determined that the weird script was not some arcane, forgotten language, but English, written by someone with a very bad case of caffeine jitters. Another fragment indicated that this was once part of a book, entitled "The Mystery of the StarBuck". THE CAFFEINATED CROSS Stand, facing east, holding your coffee cup, filled with the mystical brew, in your power hand, and assume a posture of wakeful alertness. Bring your coffee cup to your forehead and intone: "LATTE" Lower your coffee cup to the vicinity of your navel: "MOCHA" Bring your coffee cup

Things You Will Never Hear A Pagan Say.....
This piece spewed from the minds of various Hermetic Study Group members one evening, as we sat trying to get our heads around the Tree of Life. So, in the spirit of the Spring Goddess of laughter, joy, and fun, we present to you equal opportunity pissing on... Alexandrian Wicca: Yes, we admit it - we nicked everything from the Gardnerians. Arthurian Enthusiasts: Guinevere was really a Pictish warrior princess! I think 'The Sword in the Stone' is a really great film. Astrologer: But your Sun sign is the most important sign! Sorry I'm late - it was a traffic jam and not anything planetary at all. I'm a big fan of astronomy. We're about to enter the Age of Aquarius. Meh. Celtic Faerie Shaman: I'd better read up on that before I write a book about it... I read the Tain bo Cuailgne in its original language. Celtic Tradition: Of course, we don't actually know anything about the historical Celts. I hate Celtic knotwork. Bloo

Chicken Fajitas
Serving: 4 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 8 minutes Total Time: 18 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 Tbsp. olive or vegetable oil 2 medium red and/or green bell peppers, sliced 1 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breasts, sliced 1 envelope Lipton Recipe Secrets Onion Soup Mix 1/2 cup water Flour tortillas, heated DIRECTIONS: 1. In 12-inch nonstick skillet, heat oil over medium-high heat and cook red peppers 2 minutes. 2. Add chicken and cook 4 minutes or until lightly browned. 3. Stir in soup mix blended with water. Simmer 2 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink. Serve in warm tortillas.

Im Done...
Im Done...will no longer do any more "art" on photoshop or uplode any more on to here, will probablly take what i have up down....who am i kidding to call what i do art anyways...its all compleat crap...

The Way I Feel
I wish i could hold you and show you how much i care. wish i could kiss your lips and know you felt the same. I feel like i have known you forever, but sad because i cant be near you. i love you i know i souldnt but it is the way i feel. I wish you were here to share our love. It breaks my heart to know that there are so many miles in between. The way that i feel can never be shared with anyone but you. you hold my heart in the palm of your hands and forever you will be in mine. I will hold you close in my heart. The way that i feel. is it wrong to feel this for you i wish you were here i wish i could hold you tight and kiss your lips. it is the way that i feel

5400 To Level
I NEED TO KNOW WHO IS MAXED FOR THE NIGHT AND WHO CAN HELP I GOT 2 OVER 10,000 AND I DONT WANT TO PUT THEM OUT IF WE CANT FINISH THEM I HATE TO BOMB SOMEONE INTO A LEVEL UP....PLEASE COMMENT ON HERE IF YOU CAN HELP...THEY WILL BE MY NEXT POST AFTER THIS ONE SHOW HER SOME LOVE Magyc *Part of the M&M Nation* *Club F.A.R.*@ fubar

Comments
Yes, I know, I swore that I'd never turn comments back on... but I figured, as long as they're tasteful, Sure why not... The reason i had them turned off was because I was tired of the haters deciding that I was ugly and leaving me hate comments. I got VERY tired of it, so I turned them off... but, i've decided to turn them back on :)

We Are One
We Are One I am in you and you in me I am the flower blooming And the wind blowing, and the bird soaring And the earth spinning We are all one I see in you what I see in me We are mirrors for each other In this moment I have no face, no race We are souls walking a human path together We have been together forever it seems I can be me because you are you When I let my light shine I give you permission to do the same And together we can fly Beyond our wildest expectations We are one, connected on many levels Bonded by our common humanity Living in a spirited earth The joy of life washes over us Where you and I are one Brightest Blessings my friends, always!

Erotic
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. I began with your lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. I moved atop of you easily, And lowered myself gently. Kissing you as I you wrapped around me. As a gasp broke the kiss, My hands stroked the stray strands, Away from your forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and dema

Pearl Jam - Black
Hey... oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me as her body once did. All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything. Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear? Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything? All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah... Uh huh... uh huh... ooh... I know someday you'

Survey
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'8 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? yeah.. actually used to do it a lot..... 3. Do you own a gun? Nope 4. Rehab? 3 times 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? Nope... 6. What do you think of your friends?they are my fucking family 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Drummer Boy 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Weekdays: Kerns Weekends: a shot or a beer 9. Do you do push-ups? LMAO what? umm is that kinda like opening the fridge? 10. Have you ever done ecstacy?too many times 11. Are you vegitarian? 100% Carnivoir 12. Do you like painkillers? used to be a pill popper... now i take only asprin 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? just me being me 14. Do you own a knife? a whole bunch of them, sold a lot of them though 15. Do you have A.D.D.? yes sure do 16. Date Of Birth? January 22nd 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: 1. i need a drink 2. i dont w

Guys Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear ' the rules From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 3. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be. 4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 5. Crying is blackmail. 6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 7. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 8. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's

Needing Help Asap
width="100%" />YES THATS CORRECT, IM ASKING YOU TO COME AND HELP: MYSTICALDREAMS OUT JUST CLICK THE LINK AND START BOMBING ASAP IF YOU PUT DOWN 250 COMMENTS SEND ME (BONNIE) A MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW AND YOU WILL GET A GIFT. **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier (Phoenix's CT wife)~Military Bombers Family~*Confederate@ fubar IT WILL BE A VIC GIFT AS WELL

Court Laughs
hese are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ____________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said

August 28, 2007
You make so much progress on whatever it is that has been hampering you lately that your boss or teacher takes serious notice -- as long as they're not too wrapped up in their own weird dramas, that is!

Help The Fat Guy Out Please! :d
COME ON PEOPLE HELP THE FAT MAN OUT. I WANNA SEE HIS FACE ON THE SPOTLIGHT..., DON'T YOU? HE'S NEEDS LOTS A FU-BUCKS TO GET THE WINNING BID. SO HELP HIM OUT AND COME RATE AS MANY PICS FOR HIM AS YOU CAN.THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HELP HIM OUT WITH THIS. :)~FAT SONNY~@ fubar

The Stiletto Girls Rock!!!
Please let me introduce you to JJ...the leader of the stilletto girls and one sexy woman...go on by and show her some love...xoxo JJ (Club F.A.R Member) Founder of Stiletto Girls@ fubar

Fed Up
So I have decided that I am officially annoyed. I love how guys are all ok to come to your site and check out your NSFW pics, but when it comes to any others there are barely any (if any) comments or rates. Then, several times a day I decided to take a chance and respond to some of the people in my shoutbox and its always "Do you wanna have some naughty fun" When I said no or tell them that I do have a boyfriend...I am not good enough to talk to. I want to meet some cool people on this site, but I have mainly encountered a bunch of sick perverts who care nothing except to see nudes to wack off to. I am seriously considering making my NSFW pics family only. Don't mind my rant. It's been bugging me for a while now. Everytime i post new pics he response depends on the kinda of pics. Almost all of my shoutbox conversation attempts have been people trying to get me to have cyber sex with them and when I say no...I'm apparently not good enough to talk to. I have dated guys like th

Meet Me?
Well you could if I can get the money for a plane ticket! I SOOOOO bad want to go to Phoenix for Faith's Bday party. I can't afford it as of yet, but I'm working hard to try to make up some money so I can get a ticket. Tickets are 380 from Baltimore right now to Phoenix. I am thinking of maybe running a few auctions on ebanned or something to raise money. Any of you got any ideas? I really want to come out and meet everyone and celebrate Faith's bday. For those of you that don't know what's going on...here's where you can read more... http://www.faith69.com/faithbash.html Members and fans will be able to attend. All info is at bottom of page on the link above. Please help me with ideas b/c I'm really raelly wanting to go! XOXO Aimeelynn Here's more details if you don't want to go to the link and read about it. We will be raising money for the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation again this year and will have more info on this soon! Most likely we’ll sell raffle

Pork Tenderloin With Apples
Prep & Cooking Time: 25 min. Yield: 8 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounce(s) 1 tsp ground cumin 1 tsp freshly ground black pepper 1/2 tsp dried thyme 1/3 cup cider vinegar 1 tsp canola oil 1 pound Granny Smith or Rome apples, unpeeled, cored and thinly sliced 8 pieces (4 ounces each) pork tenderloin, trimmed of fat, butterflied 2 large onions, thinly sliced 1/3 cup water 1 tsp sugar Directions: Trim all visible fat from pork tenderloin. Butterfly pork cuts and pound with meat mallet to half-inch (1-2 cm) thickness. Season pork with dried thyme and a dash of fresh ground pepper. Heat a large skillet coated with oil over high heat and place pork tenderloins to cook for 3 minutes on each side. Transfer meat to an oven safe casserole dish and cover. Place onions in large skillet and saute until tender. Add vinegar, water, sugar, cumin and apples. Cover and bring to a boil, reduce heat to simmer and cook for 5 minutes until almost all the liquid is gone and apples are tend

Dallas Ft Worth Area?
ladies, if you are in the DFW area or even if you aren't and don't mind flying (i can get your ticket)and wanna hang, go to dinner, have a drink, see a movie or just get naked with no strings attached...hit me up. i know this is a desperate plea but i don't really care. i work weird hours so its hard to get out and about. but anyway, im fun and obviously have no shame so holla at a brotha lol i love you all babies !!!!

Dude
No you self important tempramental dick. I didnt have to tell you that your girlfriend was sucking face with some dude at the bar. If you didnt treat her worse than you treat your dog she wouldnt be out sucking other guys off. Now what?!

My Birthday Weekend! :(
Ok, my birthday weekend….starting on Thursday before my birthday my husband called me at work mad about some money issue that I told him I wasn’t sure about and would have to look into when I got home. Hurt my feelings because his tone was like I had took it…give me a break here. Then he called me back later to apologize because he thought we started with more then we did. Then my oldest had a home soccer game that night. My husband had to work, but met us there for awhile till he had to leave. My daughter’s team won and after the game I tried to call my husband, but he was on the phone with work. I took the kids to Sonic to get a drink (all the team was going there). I thought it would be a problem, but my husband called me back and got made that I had stopped there and wanted me to get home as quickly as possible after my order arrived. Because he was taking his lunch break and would be waiting for us at home. Once home, we argued about me stopping there and I’m not sure what else. H

1st Attempt
We had a terrible argument. About what, I can't remember now. But it caused me to call it an early night without kissing you good night. I readied for bed, fuming at your inability to understand my every little move. It was a warm night, and I slipped, naked, in between the cool satin sheets. A light breeze came in through the open window, the ceiling fan carrying the coolness and scent of roses to every corner of the room. It was a perfect night to make slow, sweet, passionate love to you, but I was too pouty to notice or appreciate it. After what felt like hours, I finally drifted off into a fitful sleep, not used to you being absent from the bed. Pressed against me, you always comforted me to sleep. As I drifted off, images began filling my head. It started with your beautiful, smiling face. I love to watch the light dance in your eyes, and hear the richness of your laughter. Feeling myself smile, I watched as the dream began to unfold even more. We were in a pa

Hey Everyone
some douche bought my brother xbox live so now i have no more modem so the computer usage is at a minimum. but that's ok they're going back to school next week and i'll be home alone all day with nothing to keep me from the modem and my fubar luves. *kisses* i miss ya'll like crazy!!!

The Girl's Turn
WARNING: guys this could be painful 1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point. 2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he f

I Can't Believe It's Over
Have you ever heard the phrase "all good things must come to an end"? Well, its that time. I see the end nearing, but you do not. Maybe you do and you fear it just as i do. Speaking it makes it reality, and we'd rather it not be so. You're in my thoughts, dreams, and prayers every night. I thought it would last forever, they said it was too good to last, and it is. I thought i'd stand the test of time, but i couldn't. Everyday i sense us growing farther and farther apart. I realize now i can't hold on to someone who wants to let go. Just as i can't love someone who doesn't love back, or cry for someone who doesn't care. I never knew pain until the day i realized this. Just know that when its over and we go our separate ways, there will not be a time when i don't wonder what it would be like to spend one more minute with you, to share one more laugh, to have one more hug. Life must go on, but as you go on your path and i on mine, cherish the fact that you, and no one else, has m

Asian Plum Country-style Spareribs
A sweet-and-sour marinade makes pork spareribs sing! Try this at your next summer barbecue. Here are more pork recipes for you to try. Serving: 6 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 3 pounds country style spareribs olive oil to coat ribs for grilling For the marinade: 1/3 cup oriental plum sauce 1/3 cup honey 3 tablespoons low-sodium soy sauce 1/4 cup rice wine vinegar 2 teaspoons crushed fresh garlic 1/2 teaspoon dry mustard powder 1 teaspoon fresh grated ginger 1/4 teaspoon fresh ground pepper DIRECTIONS: 1. Mix all the marinade ingredients together. Makes about one cup. 2. Pour marinade over ribs and marinate at least 6 hours or overnight. 3. Prepare grill for cooking. 4. Remove ribs from marinade and spray or brush olive oil on them to coat. Place ribs on open grill and proceed to cook. Turn ribs frequently to prevent flare ups and burning. The sugar in the honey and plum sauce accelerates the ribs to br

Beautiful Story!
A seminary professor was vacationing with his wife in Gatlinburg, TN. One morning they were eating breakfast at a little restaurant hoping to enjoy a quiet family meal. While they were waiting for their food they noticed a distinguished looking white-haired man moving from table to table visiting with the guests. The professor leaned over and whispered to his wife... "I hope he doesn't come over here." But sure enough the man did come over to their table. "Where are you folks from?" he asked in a friendly voice. "Oklahoma" they answered. "Great to have you here in Tennessee" the stranger said. "What do you do for a living?" "I teach at a seminary" he replied. "Oh, so you teach preachers how to preach.. do you? Well, I've got a really great story for you." And with that, the gentleman pulled up a chair and sat down at the table with the couple. The professor groaned and thought to himself "Great, just what I need another preacher story!" The man started.. "

Women Have Strengths That Amaze Men.
Women have strengths that amaze men. 1. They bear hardships and they carry burdens but they hold happiness, love and joy. 2. They smile when they want to scream. 3. They sing when they want to cry. 4. They cry when they are happy. and laugh when they are nervous. 5. They fight for what they believe in. 6. They stand up to injustice. 7. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. 8. They go without so their family can have. 9. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. 10. They love unconditionally. 11. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. 12. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. 13. Their hearts break when a friend dies. 14. They grieve at the loss of a family member yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. 15. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. 16. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. 17. They'll drive, fly, wa

Oh Well
Well I think it is time for me to give up. And that really upsets me. Or at least just slowly fade into the sunset. Well someone special made it through training and is part of a very good company. Well they graduated per say, and this afternoon I sent a congratulatory just nothing romantic. Congratulating her on another success. I am not messaging and even with all the encouragement I get from this one special person. I don't want to be this way or feel this way. I am really not encouraged cause she would have known who they were from even though I did not sign the card. The one thing that hurts the most is giving up. I hate it with a passion, and most of my band of brothers would tell you the same. But now I feel its as though she has to chase me. I try to be nice, generous, I give of time I don't even have. I know who is gonna kick me in the ass. But, I did not message or say anything hoping for a simple thank you. But it did not come, so I feel like I need to move on

Moving
Hey ya'll. I'm gonna be leaving in a few days to go to Florida. I've just about go everything done with here and ready to go. I won't be online for probably a few days, but will get on as soon as I can. Talk to ya'll later. Call me if ya'll want. If you need my number, let me know. Redneck

He Gets Me
Calling to tuck me in, Chasing away my ghosts, Whispering assurances as I drift away, He gets me. Marge Simpson and pterodactyls, Oscar in his trash can, "We don't need no stinkin' badgers," He gets me. Daisies instead of roses, Quiet nights at home, Together even when we're apart, He gets me. His voice, His smile, His patience with me, He gets me. Today. Tomorrow. Every breath I take. He's got me.

This Is So Very True
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 30,2007 You need to stop worrying about what other people are thinking (if that's an issue), and just get started on the next big thing. You might have to enlist the aid of a few extra friends and allies.

Ten Footsteps
I will have compassion for all sentient beings; and will not cause needless hurt or unnecessary harm. I will seek enlightenment, the distinction between right and wrong, liberation from delusion and the malevolent influences of greed, jealousy and rage. I will seek to transcend unnecessary dichotomy, and learn to accept that differences are often an attitude of mind. I accept that of greater value than the accumulation of goods, are justice and creativity, right motive and action, and essentiality, love and peace, and the freedom to grow. I will act with honour, without contriving for self-advantage or egotistical effort, false pride or humility. I will try to live my life so as not to give cause for later regrets. I will help those who are suffering, or disadvantaged, and those who seek liberation or enlightenment.

Another Douche Bag Bitching About A Mumm
->~Ashley~Mu...: Your lame and prob some idiot I pissed of so you went through all the trouble to make a new pro to insult me yay for you StoneMan: As in hore incase you didnt catch that StoneMan: Right back atch Hoe ->~Ashley~Mu...: omfg dude your A FUCKTARD StoneMan: Then shut the fuck up and move on yurself? ->~Ashley~Mu...: Get a fucking life. I am over that move on StoneMan: Thanks I didnt want to take the time to paste all that in...your great StoneMan: So do I why do you think Im still talking to you? ->~Ashley~Mu...: I find all of this funny StoneMan: You insult me I insult you? StoneMan: Yet you cant seem to take my critism of you....does tht not make you a hypocrit? ->~Ashley~Mu...: U say dumb shit you get called a dumbass ->~Ashley~Mu...: you said im th e reason u wrote the mumm so i said dont be shy use my name im not a pussy like you who cant take net critism StoneMan: You dont know me either but you saw fit to call me a

Seafood Salad
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 min. Yield: 1 servings Serving Size: 3.500 ounces 1 tsp olive oil 1 medium raw carrot (sticks) 1/2 cup raw spinach 1/2 cup raw zucchini slices 2 oz raw Alaska king crab 3 oz raw shrimp (about 5 shrimp) 2 Tbsp light buttermilk dressing Directions: Arrange ingredients on a plate next to each other but keeping separate. Drizzle olive oil on spinach leaves. Use buttermilk dressing for dipping raw vegetables Nutrition Facts Per 3.500 ounces Total Calories: 187 Carbohydrates: 10.30 g Total Fat: 7.23 g Protein: 20.24 g Sat Fat: 0.91 g Fiber: 2.93 g Cholesterol: 71 mg Sodium: 794 mg Diabetic exchange: Meat: 2.000 Fat: 2.000 Vegetable: 2.500

Brain Cells
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back of the herd that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole herd is maintained or even improved by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can operate only as fast as the slowest brain cells through which the electrical signals pass. Recent emiological studies have shown that while excessive intake of alcohol kills off brain cells, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. Thus, regular consumption of spirits helps eliminate the weaker cells, constantly making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. The result of this in-depth study verifies and validates the causal link between all-weekend parties and job-related performance. It also explains why, after a few short years of completing university studi

August 30, 2007
August 30, 2007 Today was just another one of those days. You know what I'm talking about. The kind of day that just seems to drag on forever. I feel like I have been awake for days but I have only been awake since about 7 am. I am tired but I am not ready to go to sleep. It just feels like the days are getting longer everyday. I know that they are in fact getting shorter because fall is right around the corner but they feel like they are getting longer. What can I do to help pass the time?? Is there any refuge for the bored and lonely? I sure hope so cause I haven't found it. If anyone that reads this has any idea as to what I can do to eliminate this problem, please tell me. Signed, Sully P.S. One of the reasons I am so bored and lonely is because I have been without a girlfriend or any intimate contact with a woman for over 4 months now. So I know that it is the reason why I am lonely but the boredom I just can't figure out.

This Poem Needs A Title (help Me Out To Give It One))
A smokey bar... a pair of sexy dreamy eyes... a heart skipping a beat.... our eyes meet the smoke is thick the smell is rank one will never forget 2 hearts beat for each other the music is loud the food is bad drunks picking fights. still I watch you night after night I watch over my frosty beer mug For those sexy dreamy eyes. Want to get close. Yet to afraid to move. A heart lonely and broken. sad and weeping Needs someone to hold.

Am I Missing Something?
you tell us to work harder and make moreoney to support your way of life. You demand a new house every year and a new vehicle to boot. I work and everyone I know works very hard to supply themselves with a decent living. but we have to work twice as hard and make twice as muc to be able to support your way of life. We are left holding the bill when you block our roads and chain your 13 year olds to the tires of cemi's that are only trying to supply their families with enoug money to live. I have 2 broke down cars..of wich one was a gift and I live in a hole for an appartment to try and support you and pay my taxes. Yet you come up against me and tell me that you want more. Yet you expect us to foot the bill and look after your children when you can no longer sipport them. Am I missing something here or am I right that you are just a free loader???

Enjoy Life!
ENJOY LIFE! A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life.

Check Out The Hot Jason Coley , Buy His Cd
FROM HIS DAD JOEY Do you like Country Music? Check out my son's new CD at www.myspace.com/jasonbyrd101 or www.jasoncoleybyrd.com and provide me some feedback!!! Thanks!!!!

New Marilyn Manson
I was recently given the New Marilyn Manson album, "Eat Me, Drink Me" It's really good! It's not as heavy as his other stuff, but every song on the album is catchy. It's more Goth Rock than Shock Rock. There's no actual Screaming like in his previous music, but that doesn't mean it's any less amazing. I give it an 8 out of 10

Perky Pork Chops
INGREDIENTS: * 4 loin pork chops, about 1 inch thick * salt, pepper, and flour * 1 to 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1/4 cup chopped onion * 2 tablespoons chopped green bell pepper * 3/4 cup pineapple juice * 1/2 cup ketchup * few drops Tabasco sauce PREPARATION: Combine flour with salt and pepper. Coat chops with the seasoned flour. Heat skillet over medium heat with oil; brown chops on both sides. Drain off excess fat. Combine 1/4 cup hot water, 1/2 teaspoon salt, 1/8 teaspoon pepper, pineapple juice, ketchup, and Tabasco sauce.Pour over pork chops. Cover and cook over low heat for 1 hour, or until pork chops are tender and thoroughly done. Serves 4.

Food For Thought
well we're going to try this again,just to see who actually reads these and comments on them lmao..to our friends ty for the ratings and comments to our family hope you enjoy the nsfw's and to the people who just surf the profiles looking for whatever..plz feel free to rate comment and become a friend we like meeting new people out here and aren't afriad to say hi from time to time and yes we always add new pics of some sort from time to time as well ;) enjoy your weekend at whatever you are going to be doing

Sabbat Candle Colors
SABBAT CANDLE COLOURS: Samhain : Black, orange Yule : Red, green & white Imbolg : Red, pink & brown. Eostara : Green, yellow & gold Beltaine : Dark green Litha : Green, blue Lughnasadh : Yellow, orange Mabon : Orange, brown & yellow

Candle Colors Chart
Candle Colours Chart WHITE: A balance of all colours. Symbolizes peace, purity , innocence and power of a higher nature. Promotes peace, tranquillity, purification; truth, spirituality, and sincerity. Also used for meditation, truth seeking, spiritual enlightenment, summoning spirit guides, astral travel, and to enhance psychic abilities. Can be as protective as black and may be substituted for any colour candle. Healing properties include treating broken bones, relieving dental pain and increasing milk production in nursing mothers. White is also a Goddess symbol. YELLOW: A stimulating and uplifting colour that is the colour of creativity; intelligence, confidence; movement and energy. Connects to clairvoyance, divination, wisdom, learning; imagination, and inspiration as well as the power of concentration and communication. Used in healing skin conditions as well as stomach complaints and menstrual cramps. Yellow symbolizes the element of Air. ORANGE: Is a s

~ Henri-chapelle American Cemetery And Memorial In Belgium ~
At the Henri-Chapelle American Cemetery and Memorial in Belgium, covering 57 acres, rest 7,992 of our military dead, most of whom lost their lives during the advance of the U.S. armed forces into Germany. Their headstones are arranged in gentle arcs sweeping across a broad green lawn that slopes gently downhill. A highway passes through the reservation. West of the highway an overlook affords an excellent view of the rolling Belgian countryside, once a battlefield. To the east is the long colonnade that, with the chapel and map room, forms the memorial overlooking the burial area. The chapel is simple but richly ornamented. In the map room are two maps of military operations, carved in black granite, with inscriptions recalling the achievements of our forces. On the rectangular piers of the colonnade are inscribed the names of 450 missing. Rosettes mark the names of those since recovered and identified. The seals of the states and territories are also carved on these piers. The c

The Art Of Sex
Get more at Freelayouthelp.com I love a good hard fast intense focused fuck but where has the art and the craft of having sex gone to? what happened to taking the time to explore your lover's body? slowly exploring your lover's body with interest and fascination? paying attention to your lover's responses when discovering a (new) hotspot? focusing all your attention on your lover's pleasure and satisfaction? sharing the ecstasy of the physical union as you both float into wisps of exhausted delight? I crave it. I want someone to seduce me, spend time on me, and fuck me slowly, blowing MY mind. take charge, make the moves, set the pace, take me where i want to go. where are you?

Continuation
yes I'm still in the e-arguement ->Pydc Bats....: There you go thinking it's all about you and/or her. The songs are being posted in all MuMMs that would normally be bashed or are missing vital information, so therefore the poster has something funny to laugh at. As far as wanting attention, when you said, "whatever" you could have easlily blocked me or stopped messaging me, but you want the last word, because you think that you are better then people, when you aren't, cause no one is better then anyone else, self included. ♥ru...: And I didn't just want attention.... I feel that I have a right to defend and protect my mom when shit is being said to her like that..... ♥ru...: Actully... I do know how to comprehend what you are saying to me... I just dont want to or have to.... I send a shout because the fact of what you said or whatever was f***ing stupid!!!!!!!!! And should've of been sent anyways... It must of been towards her or why would you put something like th

In Addition To My About Me...
For all of you that actually read blogs... You get a cookie!!! LoL...This is just a little random rambling about myself that I did on another site...Enjoy!! Ok, so, in order for anyone to fully know me or half-assed understand me, they actually have to take the time to talk to me, ask questions, listen to how I answer and read between the lines. See what I'm saying and what I'm not saying. Don't take me at face value, judge me by first impression or assume anything from what I have said. I am simple, yet complex. Easy to get along with, yet difficult to put up with. I am sweet and bitchy all in the same breath. I am a flirt, but have my limits. I like to laugh, smile, glare at annoying people, and think randomly. I go off on strange and seemingly unconnected tangents, but if you search, you will find a small little wisp of thread that connects it to the original topic. I can ramble at length on any subject if I have a mind to. I am a poet of the emotional experiences that I have bee

Savory Pork Chop Rice Bake
INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/2 tablespoons butter * 1 1/2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 cup matchstick carrots * 8 ounces sliced mushrooms * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 2 ribs celery, sliced * 6 to 8 boneless pork chops * 1/2 cup white or blush wine * 1 envelope pork gravy mix * 1 cup water * 2 to 3 cups cooked rice, heated PREPARATION: In a large skillet over medium heat, melt butter with oil. Add carrots, onions, and celery; sauté just until tender. Add mushrooms and sauté until mushrooms are browned. Add pork chops; cook, turning, until chops are browned.Add wine; simmer until wine has almost cooked off; stir in gravy mix. Add water and cook until thickened and bubbly. Place hot rice in a 2-quart casserole; top with chops and vegetables with sauce. Preheat oven to 325°. Bake pork chops with rice for about 20 to 25 minutes. Pork chop recipe serves 4 to 6.

Penn State Wins Big Mich Chokes Lol
college football season has started and already a top 5 falls to some sorry ass no name appalacian st a div 2 school now div 1.oh well penn state started off great by sinking fla.internation only 59-0.

Consecration Of Objects
CONSECRATION OF OBJECTS by Lady Bridget, © 1998 Consecration is the blessing of objects which are intended for ritual use. It imbues the tool or object with the spirit of the person doing the consecration, and also with the sacredness of the Lord and Lady. All objects which will be placed on the altar should be consecrated. Cleanse the item with holy water (sea salt and pure water, or ocean water). Sprinkle it on the front, back, & sides, bottom & top, if any. Cover it on all sides. Pass it above a candle flame (white or appropriate color for the item's purpose) pass over front, back, sides, etc. Pass it through the smoke of good incense (pebble or herbal - do not use stick incense for this) frankincense & myrrh, Gloria, or church incense is best. (If you haven't a censor, you can use a heat proof container filled half-way with kitty litter, gravel, aquarium rocks, or just dirt, or sand and use incense charcoal - do not use grill charcoal!) Let the smoke permeate the item.

Basic Elements Of Ritual
BASIC ELEMENTS OF RITUAL by Lady Bridget, © 1998 Cleanliness Take a spiritual bath, and you can use special soap for your purpose. Clean your altar and tools, as well as the ritual area itself. (Remember everything has vibrations, even dirt!) Breathing Breathing is vitally important to contact Younger Self as all spells are done in an altered state of consciousness. It is important to breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth. Breathe deeply and slowly, centering yourself as you do when you are getting ready to meditate. Timing Planning is critical, most rituals are done after dark. (Anything new always begins in darkness) A few spells are done after sunrise. Timing is very important. Refer to Cycles of the Moon, plan for the correct Day of the Week and also refer to your Table of Planetary Hours. Be sure to check out these sections carefully, as more detailed explanations are given there. Be prepared, have all tools amd supplies lined up and assembled, and

Yule
Yule Lore (December 21st) Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise, the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the sky each day. Yule Introduction Copyright Lady Bridget 1996 Yule, also known as the Winter Solstice, has so many traditions associated with it that there are entire books dedicated to this subject. Many of the customs will be quite familiar as they have been adopted by other religions into their practices, and that is how much of the tradition has survived. Firstly, Yule, or the Winter Solstice, occurs when the Sun enters the sign Capricorn, and is at 0 ° Capricorn. Thus, Yule is a "minor" Sabbat because it is at zero degrees, the beginning of the energy. This is the longest night of the year, at the darkest time of the year. In ancient times, it was believed that the Sun needed our help to return, so the people would light bonfires both to stre

College Football
so college football started today, well thursday actually, but the good teams started today, i was pretty hyped up, have a bad ass offense coming back at michigan, had a few worry's about the d, we lost all our good starters, dont get the game here so i just had to watch the highlights on espn. fucking michigan lost to appalachian state, i'm done watching college football for the season, fuck michigan, i gave away all my michigan shirts. seriously, fuck the wolverines, maybe i should be a spartan fan, at least they know that they suck, and they won by a lot, michigan is gonna suck this year, fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. and everyone thank my good friend tyler, usmcairwinger for sending me a sympathy card, he roots for those gay buckeye people from ohio state by the way, and he was nice enough to call and give me all the updates and not mess with me to hard about it yet

Poem Of Lost Love
Pain To Gain What can I say, Here I sit again. Alone to myself, Isn't that how it always begins? Wondering when I'll see the end. Don't care anymore As transparent as it is, To the lord my prayers I send. Me myself i can not defend, My heart open to the pain, Sending my tears like rain. No happiness does remain. With the sunrise I feel the pain, Each and every waking day. Loneliness I gain. 2 Sept 07 © Luppy Lander @}-;----

Not A Blowout Like I Thought...
So yesterday was the very first game for my boys the USC Trojans!! They played Idaho and of course everyone said that they game was gonna be a blowout and USC was gonna pond Idaho.... hmm yeah sort of...I mean the score was 38-10...lol I loved it but it wasnt the big ass blowout we hoped for. You know, the guys were kind of sluggish yesterday. I mean it kind of felt like Pete Caroll had more umph then his players. But hey my boys did not dissapoint me... well there was this one pass that John Booty through that was horrible and was intercepted..but its ok i forgive him lol... on the 15th we play Nebraska...Nebraska played UNR yesterday and they whooped them....They are gonna give us one hell of a game...I cannot wait... I love my trojans!!! BCS CHAMPIONS THIS YEAR!!! YEAH!!! Oh and of course Heisman Trophy winner this year will be John David Booty (of course!) lol

Weird Night
Drugs? Smoke? Anything? — Sunday, September 02, 2007 I went to a birthday party lastnight. I basically sat on a couch cuddling with Chrissa and making out with her. It was a nice couple hrs. People took pictures, maybe eventually I'll be able to get some of them. Afterwsards, I couldn't find my truck. I have a bad meeory for stuff like that I guess. I'm not that great at land nav. Eventually I kinda panicked. I was walking around and anyone I passed either asked me if I had drugs, or if I wanted to buy them. I guess I'd make a great undercover cop. lol. When I first satarted walking around there was this goup of guys that asked me how the matrix was. I'm not really sure what they were talking about. Maybe it's because I was wearing all black. Or maybe they were reffering to dominamatirx. I'm not really sure. They seemed to be impressed with the girl I had on a leash for a while. One of them was a marine that was going to iraq the next day, or in a couple days. He w

Omg
This is an old \"friends with benefits\" I had, like I said before, Im done with thatand lookin for something real... rodney jackson: where i at rodney jackson: where u at lexipinkmango: in fla rodney jackson: oh ok rodney jackson: havein fun lexipinkmango: yep rodney jackson: good lexipinkmango: not really, Im just tryin to maybe give youa hint rodney jackson: what u mean a hint lexipinkmango: you cant tell already rodney jackson: u sober lol rodney jackson: tell what lexipinkmango: yes and whats that got to do with anything? rodney jackson: i dont get da hint rodney jackson: u wit ur man lexipinkmango: no rodney jackson: so what hint should i get rodney jackson: so when i get to take u out lexipinkmango: ummm, I dont answer my phone, etc. etc. lexipinkmango: you had your chance and you blew it rodney jackson: oh u mean ur at home rodney jackson: lol rodney jackson: wow rodney jackson: so i really cant see u lexipinkmango: duh!!!!!!!!!!! rodney jackson: i

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You've got plenty to do, but you could always add a few new projects or tasks to the list without interfering with your life too much. It's a great time to think about new ways to spend your time productively. oh...eat me.

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To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold utopian dream You do something to me that I can't explain So would I be out of line if I said I miss you? I see your picture I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days But already I'm wasting away I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know that I care And I miss you

Contese Please Give Me A Hand Ty
Yes i decided to enter a contest again so if you all would please come and give me a hand and more then 3 or 4 comments but click the link below and rate and bomb please and ty to those that do help me I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO THE ONES THAT HELP ME!!!!

Emotional Healing
Emotional Healing From: Morrigan Light two white or blue candles on the night of a New Moon. Gaze at a photo or representative object of the person or event which you are cleansing yourself of. Repeat this spell three times- What you did has hurt me With a pain that burns my heart I cleanse myself From your cruelty I shall move on Put the photo in a white envelope. Burn it and then throw the ashes into a river and forget about what happened.

Wishing Spell
YOU WILL NEED FIVE CANDLES AND A CANDLE OF YOUR CHOICE. DO THIS ON A NEW AND FULL MOON. YOU MUST MEDITATE FOR 30 MINUTES FOR THIS TO WORK. LIGHT EACH CANDLE EXCEPT FOR THE ONE YOU CHOSE. THAN PRAY TO THE MOON AND ASK HIM TO GRANT YOU A GOOD NIGHTS REST. BUT WHAT YOU MUST SAY IS "DEAR MOON THAT BEAUTIFULLY GLOWS AT NIGHT, I PRAY TO YOU WITH A MY MIGHT. I ASK YOU FOR A GOOD NIGHT. AND ALWAYS STAY IN MY SIGHT." DO THIS FOR 3 NIGHTS. THEN WHEN YOU HAVE AWAKEN EACH DAY, MEDITATE FOR 30 MINUTES AGAIN. THEN PUT ON YOUR FAVORITE WICCAN OR MEDITATING SONG. WHILE LISTENING TO THE SONG JUST VISUALIZE ALL YOUR WISHES BECOMING TRUE. THEN ON THE THIRD DAY AFTER YOU FINISHED VISUALIZING YOU WISHES BE COMING TRUE, MEDITATE FOR AN HOUR.

Change Your Appearance
On a full moon take a mirror and go outside or to a window) make sure the moon is reflected on the mirror ,take a piece of a picture of the part you want to change place it on the mirror Moonshine, starlight the wind carry your light let your glow cover my body and let your shine cover every eye. say 3 times concentrate on the body part then say "Moonshine, starlight shape and mold my body as a rose is granted beauty let me blossom in your light the light that brings me beauty and grant me beauty 3 times 3..say three times then light a PINK candle or incense.

Forgiveness
Forgiveness , The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves.

6th Grade!!
my baby boy starts 6th grade tomorrow!!!!!! 6th GRADE!! I can't believe it! It seems like just yesterday he was in my arms.. crawlin', walkin' .. now he's going into middle school.. kids grow too darn fast if you ask me! hehe well in my weepyfest of rememberence, I made a little collage just for him. I wish he had a myspace just so I could put it on his page, but he doesnt, so here ya go babyboy! I love you so much!!

Does Anyone Believe In Real Love Anymore?
Recently my father passed away, but before he did, my mother and i watched... a 15 hour operation with a surgeon who slowly tried to rid my father of cancer... when he was done, they wheeled him out of theatre and .. my father was a proud, old skool man, not into romance or anything he considered "sissy" .. when he came out of theatre, he looked up at my mother and said... "hold my hand lovey" and at that moment, i saw real love, .. i dont want to go through life without it.. i dont want to be in theatre and come out one day.. without anyone to hold my hand.... so.. does real love still exist ?